1 00:00:08,029 --> 00:00:10,490 [Faber] Early this morning, we made contact with your parents. 2 00:00:11,491 --> 00:00:12,576 [device beeps] 3 00:00:12,576 --> 00:00:13,577 We'll travel them here 4 00:00:13,577 --> 00:00:14,661 as quickly as possible. 5 00:00:17,080 --> 00:00:20,625 And the quarantine order will be lifted soon, 6 00:00:20,625 --> 00:00:23,795 not just for you but for all the victims, 7 00:00:23,795 --> 00:00:27,424 at which point, you'll be free to see each other. 8 00:00:27,424 --> 00:00:30,427 [gentle vocal music] 9 00:00:30,427 --> 00:00:32,387 ♪ ♪ 10 00:00:32,387 --> 00:00:34,806 Just to be clear, 11 00:00:34,806 --> 00:00:37,267 our primary goal is to conduct an investigation. 12 00:00:39,311 --> 00:00:41,563 There's a lot of haze surrounding your circumstances 13 00:00:41,563 --> 00:00:43,899 that we just want to clarify. 14 00:00:43,899 --> 00:00:46,234 ♪ ♪ 15 00:00:46,234 --> 00:00:49,613 And I cannot stress this enough, but... 16 00:00:49,613 --> 00:00:52,657 this is just a conversation. 17 00:00:52,657 --> 00:00:54,117 That's all. 18 00:00:55,869 --> 00:00:58,705 This is my colleague, uh, Agent Young. 19 00:00:58,705 --> 00:01:00,791 He's gonna be running point on this. 20 00:01:00,791 --> 00:01:03,126 He's the investigator in charge. 21 00:01:03,126 --> 00:01:05,253 Brass tacks guy, if you will. 22 00:01:06,129 --> 00:01:09,758 But me, um... 23 00:01:09,758 --> 00:01:12,010 I'm here for you, Leah, 24 00:01:12,010 --> 00:01:14,221 to make sure you feel safe. 25 00:01:14,221 --> 00:01:15,472 As a trauma specialist, 26 00:01:15,472 --> 00:01:18,058 that is my sole and sacred duty. 27 00:01:18,892 --> 00:01:20,685 You thirsty? 28 00:01:20,685 --> 00:01:23,230 Would you like... 29 00:01:23,230 --> 00:01:24,523 would you like something to drink? 30 00:01:24,523 --> 00:01:26,483 Uh, let's see. 31 00:01:27,734 --> 00:01:29,945 Didn't know what you'd like, 32 00:01:29,945 --> 00:01:34,115 so we got a bit of a grab bag here. 33 00:01:36,201 --> 00:01:38,453 Is anything calling your name? 34 00:01:38,453 --> 00:01:41,456 [dramatic music] 35 00:01:41,456 --> 00:01:48,296 ♪ ♪ 36 00:01:51,091 --> 00:01:53,677 I used to drink these all the time. 37 00:01:53,677 --> 00:01:55,262 [Faber] Good, great. That's great. 38 00:01:55,262 --> 00:01:57,055 Don't hesitate to ask for seconds... 39 00:01:57,055 --> 00:02:01,309 or thirds or... anything at all, really. 40 00:02:01,309 --> 00:02:02,727 After all you've been through, we want you 41 00:02:02,727 --> 00:02:05,146 to feel as comfortable as possible. 42 00:02:05,146 --> 00:02:07,148 What have the others told you? 43 00:02:07,148 --> 00:02:08,483 Nothing, as of yet. 44 00:02:08,483 --> 00:02:10,694 You're the first one we've brought in. 45 00:02:10,694 --> 00:02:14,030 So then you don't know what I've been through, do you? 46 00:02:16,032 --> 00:02:17,826 You're just assuming trauma. 47 00:02:17,826 --> 00:02:19,744 You're just assuming it was a living hell. 48 00:02:19,744 --> 00:02:22,789 Okay, Leah, no one is assuming anything. 49 00:02:22,789 --> 00:02:24,332 Sorry, look, I don't... 50 00:02:26,668 --> 00:02:28,670 I don't mean to say that what happened 51 00:02:28,670 --> 00:02:31,256 wasn't traumatic. 52 00:02:31,256 --> 00:02:33,466 Obviously, it was traumatic. 53 00:02:34,634 --> 00:02:36,386 To end up where we did, 54 00:02:36,386 --> 00:02:38,680 in the middle of nowhere, 55 00:02:38,680 --> 00:02:41,433 completely cut off from the lives we left behind. 56 00:02:41,433 --> 00:02:43,852 ♪ ♪ 57 00:02:43,852 --> 00:02:46,730 That brings us to the real question, doesn't it? 58 00:02:50,859 --> 00:02:53,486 What was so fucking great 59 00:02:53,486 --> 00:02:56,072 about the lives we left behind? 60 00:02:56,072 --> 00:02:57,782 [♪ Charlotte Gainsbourg: "Deadly Valentine"] 61 00:02:57,782 --> 00:03:00,285 Because here's what I remember of all that. 62 00:03:00,285 --> 00:03:02,537 ♪ ♪ 63 00:03:02,537 --> 00:03:06,541 I remember not being enough. 64 00:03:06,541 --> 00:03:09,544 I remember wanting to be more. 65 00:03:09,544 --> 00:03:11,755 ♪ ♪ 66 00:03:11,755 --> 00:03:14,132 I remember the dark moods, 67 00:03:14,132 --> 00:03:17,719 the violent moods, 68 00:03:17,719 --> 00:03:20,597 moods that nobody had any patience for. 69 00:03:22,223 --> 00:03:24,935 And then there was the brutal social scene, 70 00:03:24,935 --> 00:03:26,811 which some girls could just glide through 71 00:03:26,811 --> 00:03:29,522 like they belonged everywhere. 72 00:03:29,522 --> 00:03:32,233 ♪ ♪ 73 00:03:32,233 --> 00:03:35,320 And there you were, just trying to belong somewhere. 74 00:03:35,320 --> 00:03:41,660 ♪ ♪ 75 00:03:41,660 --> 00:03:44,788 I remember the ridiculous expectations 76 00:03:44,788 --> 00:03:46,414 they had for us. 77 00:03:46,414 --> 00:03:48,124 Like... 78 00:03:48,124 --> 00:03:52,420 we were supposed to be these golden gods 24-7. 79 00:03:52,420 --> 00:03:59,427 ♪ ♪ 80 00:04:06,518 --> 00:04:08,728 Locked. Locked. 81 00:04:08,728 --> 00:04:11,606 Fuck. Fuck. 82 00:04:11,606 --> 00:04:16,903 ♪ ♪ 83 00:04:16,903 --> 00:04:20,323 [Leah] I remember the responsibilities, 84 00:04:20,323 --> 00:04:24,536 heavy burdens meant for adults forced on us before our time. 85 00:04:24,536 --> 00:04:28,373 ♪ ♪ 86 00:04:28,373 --> 00:04:30,959 Responsibilities that made you think... 87 00:04:30,959 --> 00:04:33,586 "Yeah, this is definitely 88 00:04:33,586 --> 00:04:36,840 fucking with my healthy development right now." 89 00:04:36,840 --> 00:04:42,804 ♪ ♪ 90 00:04:44,556 --> 00:04:46,016 And don't get me started 91 00:04:46,016 --> 00:04:48,059 on the impossible problem of sex. 92 00:04:48,059 --> 00:04:52,063 ♪ ♪ 93 00:04:52,063 --> 00:04:53,857 If you were terrified of it, 94 00:04:53,857 --> 00:04:56,317 which you had every reason to be, 95 00:04:56,317 --> 00:04:58,695 you'd be deemed a frigid chastity bitch. 96 00:04:58,695 --> 00:05:02,824 ♪ ♪ 97 00:05:02,824 --> 00:05:04,701 But if you were somehow unafraid, 98 00:05:04,701 --> 00:05:08,204 like if it was just naturally your thing... 99 00:05:08,204 --> 00:05:11,374 ♪ ♪ 100 00:05:11,374 --> 00:05:13,043 Then God help you. 101 00:05:13,043 --> 00:05:15,253 ♪ ♪ 102 00:05:15,253 --> 00:05:19,257 The world is a dangerous place for a sexually evolved girl. 103 00:05:19,257 --> 00:05:23,678 ♪ ♪ 104 00:05:23,678 --> 00:05:26,681 And on top of all that, there was this new feeling, 105 00:05:26,681 --> 00:05:29,559 - this sick, ugly feeling... - [cell phone chimes] 106 00:05:29,559 --> 00:05:32,896 ...of wanting to love and to be loved back... 107 00:05:32,896 --> 00:05:35,482 ♪ ♪ 108 00:05:35,482 --> 00:05:37,734 ...which never ends well. 109 00:05:37,734 --> 00:05:40,737 [sobbing] 110 00:05:40,737 --> 00:05:46,993 ♪ ♪ 111 00:05:46,993 --> 00:05:50,538 So if we're talking about what happened out there... 112 00:05:52,707 --> 00:05:55,085 ...then yeah, there was trauma. 113 00:05:56,920 --> 00:06:00,965 But being a teenage girl in normal-ass America... 114 00:06:00,965 --> 00:06:03,968 [unsettling music] 115 00:06:03,968 --> 00:06:05,929 ...that was the real living hell. 116 00:06:05,929 --> 00:06:09,390 ♪ ♪ 117 00:06:14,771 --> 00:06:16,481 Hello? 118 00:06:21,194 --> 00:06:23,404 Anybody! 119 00:06:24,447 --> 00:06:26,908 [sobbing] 120 00:06:28,868 --> 00:06:31,871 [cell phone ringtone playing] 121 00:06:31,871 --> 00:06:38,878 ♪ ♪ 122 00:06:39,879 --> 00:06:42,882 [soft dramatic music] 123 00:06:42,882 --> 00:06:45,677 ♪ ♪ 124 00:06:45,677 --> 00:06:48,680 [ringtone continues] 125 00:06:48,680 --> 00:06:55,687 ♪ ♪ 126 00:06:57,355 --> 00:07:00,358 [soft dramatic music] 127 00:07:00,358 --> 00:07:07,365 ♪ ♪ 128 00:07:07,365 --> 00:07:09,200 [Young] Tell us what you know 129 00:07:09,200 --> 00:07:12,954 about the Dawn of Eve. 130 00:07:12,954 --> 00:07:14,622 [Maryann] Dear, I mean, you just would not believe... 131 00:07:14,622 --> 00:07:16,791 [Leah] The retreat was my mother's idea. 132 00:07:16,791 --> 00:07:21,254 She thought it would be, like, therapeutic. 133 00:07:21,254 --> 00:07:23,840 Did you have a chance to look through the activities? 134 00:07:23,840 --> 00:07:27,552 [Leah] But maybe they were just scared of me. 135 00:07:27,552 --> 00:07:30,847 My dad had started looking at me like I was radioactive. 136 00:07:30,847 --> 00:07:33,600 Private plane, honey, direct to the Big Island. 137 00:07:33,600 --> 00:07:35,435 If that doesn't boost you out of your funk, 138 00:07:35,435 --> 00:07:37,061 I don't know what will. 139 00:07:37,061 --> 00:07:40,064 Please don't refer to my emotional devastation 140 00:07:40,064 --> 00:07:41,191 as a "funk." 141 00:07:43,234 --> 00:07:46,654 Leah, I know you're recovering from some kind of breakup, 142 00:07:46,654 --> 00:07:49,199 and I know you're not wild about this trip, 143 00:07:49,199 --> 00:07:50,783 but your father and I, 144 00:07:50,783 --> 00:07:53,077 we're kind of at a loss for how we can help. 145 00:07:53,077 --> 00:07:55,622 [Kurt] We're really trying here, Leah. 146 00:07:55,622 --> 00:08:02,629 ♪ ♪ 147 00:08:11,971 --> 00:08:13,765 Hey! Hey. 148 00:08:13,765 --> 00:08:15,516 Hey. 149 00:08:15,516 --> 00:08:16,935 Are you all right? 150 00:08:19,145 --> 00:08:20,855 - Hey. - [muttering] 151 00:08:20,855 --> 00:08:22,607 What are you saying? 152 00:08:22,607 --> 00:08:25,610 ♪ If you are wrong... ♪ 153 00:08:25,610 --> 00:08:27,654 P!nk, is that your ringtone? 154 00:08:27,654 --> 00:08:29,322 ♪ All my underdogs... ♪ 155 00:08:29,322 --> 00:08:31,115 Hey, hey, hey, stay... stay with me. 156 00:08:31,115 --> 00:08:32,533 ♪ ♪ 157 00:08:32,533 --> 00:08:34,118 [Leah] Jeanette. 158 00:08:34,118 --> 00:08:37,789 That was her name, I found out later, 159 00:08:37,789 --> 00:08:40,875 and she was the only one who'd come alone. 160 00:08:40,875 --> 00:08:42,877 The rest of us came in pairs. 161 00:08:42,877 --> 00:08:45,463 There was Toni and Martha, 162 00:08:45,463 --> 00:08:47,507 best friends from Minnesota; 163 00:08:47,507 --> 00:08:51,803 the Texans, Dot and Shelby; 164 00:08:51,803 --> 00:08:53,137 there was Rachel from New York 165 00:08:53,137 --> 00:08:56,140 and her sister, Nora; 166 00:08:56,140 --> 00:08:59,644 and Fatin, of all people, from my school. 167 00:08:59,644 --> 00:09:03,690 But like I said, none of this sunk in until later. 168 00:09:03,690 --> 00:09:06,776 Not faces, not names, 169 00:09:06,776 --> 00:09:08,945 not the ridiculous welcome video. 170 00:09:08,945 --> 00:09:12,240 [woman] Right now, hundreds of girls just like yourselves 171 00:09:12,240 --> 00:09:14,200 aboard charters just like this one 172 00:09:14,200 --> 00:09:17,370 are en route to our retreat in Kona, Hawaii, 173 00:09:17,370 --> 00:09:19,580 for a long weekend of female-centric 174 00:09:19,580 --> 00:09:21,291 learning and growth. 175 00:09:21,291 --> 00:09:24,752 The Dawn of Eve literally waits for no man. 176 00:09:24,752 --> 00:09:27,714 [Leah] I was somewhere else, 177 00:09:27,714 --> 00:09:32,093 trying to disappear into those pages, 178 00:09:32,093 --> 00:09:34,637 where it all began. 179 00:09:34,637 --> 00:09:38,349 [indistinct chatter] 180 00:09:38,349 --> 00:09:41,436 Do you know there is a vegan drum circle on the South Lawn? 181 00:09:41,436 --> 00:09:43,021 I mean, seriously? 182 00:09:43,021 --> 00:09:45,732 Be a vegan, or be someone who does drum circles, 183 00:09:45,732 --> 00:09:48,151 not both. 184 00:09:48,151 --> 00:09:51,237 Everyone is just too fucking interesting around here. 185 00:09:51,237 --> 00:09:53,948 I've got, like, interesting fatigue. 186 00:09:53,948 --> 00:09:56,534 Is that why you hang out with me? 187 00:09:56,534 --> 00:10:00,121 I'm so bland, it gives you a chance to recharge? 188 00:10:00,121 --> 00:10:01,664 I get it. 189 00:10:01,664 --> 00:10:03,791 My hair is all one color. 190 00:10:03,791 --> 00:10:08,671 I'm a virgin that still drinks dairy milk. 191 00:10:08,671 --> 00:10:10,465 Shit, I really am boring. 192 00:10:10,465 --> 00:10:12,633 Actually, by being the most normcore person here, 193 00:10:12,633 --> 00:10:14,469 you've low-key turned the tables. 194 00:10:14,469 --> 00:10:17,638 You've become the freakiest freak of all. 195 00:10:17,638 --> 00:10:19,682 Well, either you or Fatin, 196 00:10:19,682 --> 00:10:22,977 the true basic bitch. 197 00:10:22,977 --> 00:10:25,104 [Leah] Why does she even go here? 198 00:10:25,104 --> 00:10:26,356 [Ian] You seriously don't know? 199 00:10:26,356 --> 00:10:28,733 Fatin is a cello virtuoso. 200 00:10:28,733 --> 00:10:30,943 She's, like, a shoo-in at Juilliard. 201 00:10:32,695 --> 00:10:35,031 You don't have to read that book, you know. 202 00:10:35,031 --> 00:10:37,950 Ms. Wolfe only assigned it 'cause Galanis used to go here. 203 00:10:37,950 --> 00:10:41,079 It's shameless alumni promotion. 204 00:10:41,079 --> 00:10:43,539 God, have you read chapter six yet? 205 00:10:43,539 --> 00:10:45,375 A 12-page description 206 00:10:45,375 --> 00:10:48,002 of the wallpaper in a waiting room. 207 00:10:48,002 --> 00:10:49,879 Yeah, but I... 208 00:10:49,879 --> 00:10:53,341 I think the waiting room was, like, a metaphor, though, 209 00:10:53,341 --> 00:10:55,093 for how stuck she felt. 210 00:10:57,220 --> 00:11:00,390 Tell him yourself. He's coming next week. 211 00:11:00,390 --> 00:11:03,810 Some kind of school-wide literary event. 212 00:11:03,810 --> 00:11:06,813 [gentle music] 213 00:11:06,813 --> 00:11:12,151 ♪ ♪ 214 00:11:12,151 --> 00:11:14,612 So in the interest of bringing us all together, 215 00:11:14,612 --> 00:11:16,656 I'd like to propose a little icebreaker. 216 00:11:16,656 --> 00:11:17,990 Ooh, like Never Have I Ever? 217 00:11:17,990 --> 00:11:19,492 Uh, that game's a little much. 218 00:11:19,492 --> 00:11:21,452 I know. So, here's how it works. 219 00:11:21,452 --> 00:11:23,538 One person says something they've never done, 220 00:11:23,538 --> 00:11:26,666 and if you have done it, you have to drink alcohol. 221 00:11:26,666 --> 00:11:29,043 Uh, that game's a little intense, 222 00:11:29,043 --> 00:11:30,878 like, for people who don't know each other real well, 223 00:11:30,878 --> 00:11:33,131 so how about we just pair off, 224 00:11:33,131 --> 00:11:35,341 powwow with your partner for a sec, and then afterwards, 225 00:11:35,341 --> 00:11:36,926 you can introduce her to the rest of us? 226 00:11:36,926 --> 00:11:38,678 - This white girl said "powwow." - So? 227 00:11:38,678 --> 00:11:40,513 So it's not her word. You should be triggered. 228 00:11:40,513 --> 00:11:42,348 Okay. I'm not, though. 229 00:11:42,348 --> 00:11:44,684 Why am I always fighting your battles for you? 230 00:11:44,684 --> 00:11:46,519 I don't know. Because you like fighting? 231 00:11:46,519 --> 00:11:48,187 [Shelby] [clears throat] Okay, shh. 232 00:11:48,187 --> 00:11:49,647 Guess I'll have to play matchmaker. 233 00:11:49,647 --> 00:11:51,816 You can come with me. 234 00:11:54,485 --> 00:11:56,863 Right about here, okay. 235 00:11:56,863 --> 00:11:59,657 And it looks like we'll need one little group of three. 236 00:12:01,159 --> 00:12:04,245 Or you can just sit this one out. 237 00:12:04,245 --> 00:12:06,789 All right. Shelby. And you are? 238 00:12:06,789 --> 00:12:08,541 - Martha. - Martha, it's a pleasure. 239 00:12:08,541 --> 00:12:10,126 Okay, so let me tell you a bit about me. 240 00:12:10,126 --> 00:12:11,669 Okay, I do real, right? 241 00:12:11,669 --> 00:12:14,881 I do family. I do Jesus. I do pageants. 242 00:12:14,881 --> 00:12:17,341 And I'm doing this conference to offset the pageants. 243 00:12:17,341 --> 00:12:19,677 Some colleges might see them as retrograde 244 00:12:19,677 --> 00:12:22,346 when it comes to female empowerment. 245 00:12:22,346 --> 00:12:24,724 Has anyone ever told you you have the most drop-dead gorgeous eyes? 246 00:12:28,436 --> 00:12:30,563 Hey, I've got a question about your shirt. 247 00:12:30,563 --> 00:12:32,815 I've got a few questions about your cargo pants. 248 00:12:32,815 --> 00:12:34,442 Yeah, well, I'm not a lesbian. 249 00:12:34,442 --> 00:12:36,486 Sorry to disappoint. I just like storage. 250 00:12:36,486 --> 00:12:39,489 - Mm. - But I see shirts like yours everywhere. 251 00:12:39,489 --> 00:12:42,700 Shirts that have, like, a lot of attitude. 252 00:12:43,534 --> 00:12:45,244 So what's your question, then? 253 00:12:45,244 --> 00:12:47,455 I guess just, why are they a thing? 254 00:12:47,455 --> 00:12:49,373 Um, because they're super cute and super hilarious? 255 00:12:49,373 --> 00:12:51,292 [Dot] I just think it's kind of funny, 256 00:12:51,292 --> 00:12:53,377 you wearing that to a feminist retreat, 257 00:12:53,377 --> 00:12:55,796 because your shirt is literally telling women, 258 00:12:55,796 --> 00:12:57,173 get out of your face. 259 00:12:57,173 --> 00:12:58,883 Whatever. I don't even get feminism. 260 00:12:58,883 --> 00:13:02,011 I get called a girly girl like it's a bad thing? 261 00:13:02,011 --> 00:13:04,138 So I'm double the amount of girl, 262 00:13:04,138 --> 00:13:05,973 and somehow that's not feminist. 263 00:13:05,973 --> 00:13:07,975 It's ridiculous. 264 00:13:07,975 --> 00:13:09,310 Hello. 265 00:13:09,310 --> 00:13:12,146 Oh, thank you so much. 266 00:13:12,146 --> 00:13:13,898 This looks delicious. 267 00:13:13,898 --> 00:13:15,483 Thanks, dude. 268 00:13:16,734 --> 00:13:17,818 So you play basketball? 269 00:13:19,111 --> 00:13:20,988 Yeah, I used to. 270 00:13:20,988 --> 00:13:24,200 I got cut from the team for unsportsmanlike conduct. 271 00:13:24,200 --> 00:13:26,160 This bitch from another team kept fouling me, 272 00:13:26,160 --> 00:13:28,204 so I pissed in my hand and I threw it at her. 273 00:13:28,204 --> 00:13:31,040 - Were you good? [Toni] Hell yeah. 274 00:13:31,040 --> 00:13:33,125 I was a beast on the court. 275 00:13:33,125 --> 00:13:35,378 People who waste their talent get on my nerves. 276 00:13:35,378 --> 00:13:37,964 If I missed even one meet based off of some foolishness on my part, 277 00:13:37,964 --> 00:13:39,298 I'd never forgive myself. 278 00:13:40,883 --> 00:13:42,426 - What are you doing? [Rachel] I have an app 279 00:13:42,426 --> 00:13:43,719 that turns my phone into a digital scale. 280 00:13:49,058 --> 00:13:51,936 Also, I have two pugs, Coco and Jax. 281 00:13:51,936 --> 00:13:53,271 They're from the same litter, 282 00:13:53,271 --> 00:13:54,855 but they're, like, so different. 283 00:13:54,855 --> 00:13:56,649 So what kind of music do you listen to? 284 00:13:56,649 --> 00:13:59,402 I don't really know. Everything, I guess. 285 00:13:59,402 --> 00:14:00,820 [Jeanette] You know what's funny? 286 00:14:00,820 --> 00:14:02,697 I always say I'm into rap and hip-hop, 287 00:14:02,697 --> 00:14:04,991 but the other day, I was going through my Spotify history, 288 00:14:04,991 --> 00:14:08,160 and guess who I listen to most. 289 00:14:08,160 --> 00:14:09,662 P!nk. 290 00:14:09,662 --> 00:14:11,831 It was like a wake-up call for me. 291 00:14:11,831 --> 00:14:14,417 Honestly, we should all be checking our play count. 292 00:14:14,417 --> 00:14:15,876 You can't hide from your play count, 293 00:14:15,876 --> 00:14:19,005 and my play count says I like P!nk. 294 00:14:19,005 --> 00:14:20,506 [chuckles] 295 00:14:22,216 --> 00:14:25,845 - Who do you keep looking at? - My sister. 296 00:14:25,845 --> 00:14:28,180 So have you been listening to me at all? 297 00:14:28,180 --> 00:14:30,891 You're from San Francisco, you hate being homeschooled, 298 00:14:30,891 --> 00:14:32,727 you work at your family's restaurant, 299 00:14:32,727 --> 00:14:34,228 you collect erasers, 300 00:14:34,228 --> 00:14:36,522 you have two pugs named Coco and Jax, 301 00:14:36,522 --> 00:14:38,816 and you're existentially prepared to admit 302 00:14:38,816 --> 00:14:40,109 that you like P!nk. 303 00:14:40,943 --> 00:14:42,278 [chuckles awkwardly] 304 00:14:42,278 --> 00:14:45,406 No, boys aren't really into me. 305 00:14:45,406 --> 00:14:47,033 At least none that you know of. 306 00:14:47,033 --> 00:14:49,660 Oh, I've got a pretty good lay of the land. 307 00:14:49,660 --> 00:14:52,079 It's just none, period. 308 00:14:52,079 --> 00:14:54,415 Well, all you need is one good one. 309 00:14:54,415 --> 00:14:57,084 Andrew, oh, he is such a keeper. 310 00:14:57,084 --> 00:14:59,754 For our anniversary, he bought me an actual star. 311 00:14:59,754 --> 00:15:02,381 Like, in the sky. And he named it after me. 312 00:15:02,381 --> 00:15:05,509 Uh, Shelby, sorry, I...I think you have cake in your teeth. 313 00:15:06,927 --> 00:15:08,429 Oh. 314 00:15:08,429 --> 00:15:09,805 Would you excuse me? 315 00:15:09,805 --> 00:15:11,682 Thanks. 316 00:15:11,682 --> 00:15:14,685 [soft dramatic music] 317 00:15:14,685 --> 00:15:21,692 ♪ ♪ 318 00:15:33,537 --> 00:15:38,501 [intercom dinging] 319 00:15:39,710 --> 00:15:42,046 It's hard to talk about this part. 320 00:15:42,046 --> 00:15:45,883 Of course. That must have been terrifying. 321 00:15:45,883 --> 00:15:47,218 No. 322 00:15:50,429 --> 00:15:52,181 It was embarrassing. 323 00:15:54,558 --> 00:15:56,644 The thought did cross my mind, you know, 324 00:15:56,644 --> 00:15:59,897 this could be my final moment alive. 325 00:16:02,483 --> 00:16:04,819 How do you think I spent it? 326 00:16:05,820 --> 00:16:08,197 I didn't reach out for comfort. 327 00:16:10,282 --> 00:16:13,160 I didn't cry. 328 00:16:13,160 --> 00:16:15,996 I didn't shut everything out. 329 00:16:15,996 --> 00:16:21,085 I didn't, like, carpe diem or anything. 330 00:16:21,085 --> 00:16:23,963 I didn't indulge. 331 00:16:23,963 --> 00:16:27,091 I took no measures to protect myself. 332 00:16:27,091 --> 00:16:30,428 I didn't pray for my mortal soul. 333 00:16:32,304 --> 00:16:35,099 Here's what I did: 334 00:16:35,099 --> 00:16:39,645 I sat in my fucking love puddle... 335 00:16:41,772 --> 00:16:43,107 ...and thought about a guy. 336 00:16:43,107 --> 00:16:44,608 [Wolfe] The world knows him 337 00:16:44,608 --> 00:16:46,819 as the 2013 National Book Award winner, 338 00:16:46,819 --> 00:16:49,321 but to me, he'll only ever be the little shit 339 00:16:49,321 --> 00:16:52,074 who sat at the back of my class making paper clip chains 340 00:16:52,074 --> 00:16:54,577 and ignoring every word I said. 341 00:16:54,577 --> 00:16:58,330 - [laughter] - Please welcome Jeffrey Galanis. 342 00:16:58,330 --> 00:17:01,208 [applause] 343 00:17:04,128 --> 00:17:05,504 [Jeffrey] I should say, uh, in hindsight 344 00:17:05,504 --> 00:17:07,506 that the... the paper clip chains 345 00:17:07,506 --> 00:17:09,550 that she's referring to probably had more artistic merit 346 00:17:09,550 --> 00:17:12,428 than, uh, anything else I was turning in in her class. 347 00:17:12,428 --> 00:17:13,929 [laughter] 348 00:17:13,929 --> 00:17:15,431 Anyway, I thought that, uh, 349 00:17:15,431 --> 00:17:17,600 we would start with a reading. 350 00:17:18,517 --> 00:17:21,771 "Carrie's wish was simple: 351 00:17:21,771 --> 00:17:25,483 for something to finally happen to her, 352 00:17:25,483 --> 00:17:27,359 something that would add color 353 00:17:27,359 --> 00:17:30,529 to the bland desert of her life. 354 00:17:30,529 --> 00:17:31,614 And that's what it was." 355 00:17:31,614 --> 00:17:33,240 Hey, Ian. 356 00:17:33,240 --> 00:17:35,284 I'm supposed to take Jeff back to his hotel after, 357 00:17:35,284 --> 00:17:37,620 but I am up to my goddamn eyeballs in AP prep. 358 00:17:37,620 --> 00:17:38,913 Can you give him a lift? 359 00:17:38,913 --> 00:17:40,498 Wait, like, Jeffrey, Jeff? 360 00:17:40,498 --> 00:17:41,832 [Wolfe] Yeah, yeah, yeah. 361 00:17:41,832 --> 00:17:43,167 [Ian] I would, but my brother... 362 00:17:43,167 --> 00:17:44,502 I'll do it. 363 00:17:44,502 --> 00:17:48,130 Oh, God, thanks. You're a lifesaver. 364 00:17:48,130 --> 00:17:51,133 [soft music] 365 00:17:51,133 --> 00:17:57,306 ♪ ♪ 366 00:17:58,098 --> 00:18:01,769 [groaning] 367 00:18:03,229 --> 00:18:04,772 [Leah] Oh...um... 368 00:18:07,733 --> 00:18:09,068 If you were bleeding internally, 369 00:18:09,068 --> 00:18:10,486 your heart rate would be, like, shot. 370 00:18:10,486 --> 00:18:12,738 I think you're just a little roughed up. 371 00:18:12,738 --> 00:18:14,949 ♪ ♪ 372 00:18:14,949 --> 00:18:17,952 [muttering] 373 00:18:17,952 --> 00:18:24,416 ♪ ♪ 374 00:18:24,416 --> 00:18:27,419 [laughs] 375 00:18:29,505 --> 00:18:33,551 Hey, hey, look. 376 00:18:33,551 --> 00:18:35,427 We're gonna be okay. 377 00:18:35,427 --> 00:18:37,555 We're gonna be okay. 378 00:18:37,555 --> 00:18:39,473 [Young] All right, help me out with the timeline here. 379 00:18:39,473 --> 00:18:42,768 Um, about how long had you been out there at that point? 380 00:18:42,768 --> 00:18:45,646 - I don't know. [Young] Two, three hours? 381 00:18:45,646 --> 00:18:47,898 I'm just trying to pin down when the crash occurred. 382 00:18:47,898 --> 00:18:49,441 I honestly don't know. 383 00:18:51,527 --> 00:18:53,737 From the crash till when you spotted the shoreline, 384 00:18:53,737 --> 00:18:56,031 you can't give me a ballpark estimate? 385 00:18:56,031 --> 00:18:59,326 Look, I don't mean to be difficult. 386 00:18:59,326 --> 00:19:03,372 Just, that part at the beginning... 387 00:19:03,372 --> 00:19:05,374 it's all a blur. 388 00:19:06,333 --> 00:19:08,752 And not just for me. 389 00:19:08,752 --> 00:19:11,380 After the plane went down, 390 00:19:11,380 --> 00:19:13,716 we all had this blank in our memories. 391 00:19:13,716 --> 00:19:15,759 [eerie music] 392 00:19:15,759 --> 00:19:18,345 Even the ones that came to on the island. 393 00:19:18,345 --> 00:19:20,306 Martha! 394 00:19:20,306 --> 00:19:22,182 Marty! 395 00:19:22,182 --> 00:19:29,189 ♪ ♪ 396 00:19:37,489 --> 00:19:39,783 Marty! 397 00:19:40,910 --> 00:19:42,369 You gotta get up and move around, all right? 398 00:19:42,369 --> 00:19:43,996 You're in shock. 399 00:19:43,996 --> 00:19:46,916 They made me come. I'm not supposed to be here. 400 00:19:46,916 --> 00:19:49,919 Who, like, your parents? 401 00:19:49,919 --> 00:19:51,921 Well, if it makes you feel any better, 402 00:19:51,921 --> 00:19:54,924 they're probably feeling pretty shitty right now. 403 00:19:54,924 --> 00:19:57,009 Like, crushing guilt. 404 00:19:58,302 --> 00:20:00,137 Hey, you win. 405 00:20:00,137 --> 00:20:02,014 Well, kind of. Not really. 406 00:20:02,014 --> 00:20:05,017 [dramatic music] 407 00:20:05,017 --> 00:20:07,645 ♪ ♪ 408 00:20:07,645 --> 00:20:10,689 You got a little bit of... 409 00:20:10,689 --> 00:20:15,778 ♪ ♪ 410 00:20:15,778 --> 00:20:16,987 [Nora] Rachel. 411 00:20:16,987 --> 00:20:19,657 - [coughs] - Are you okay? 412 00:20:21,241 --> 00:20:23,327 Is this helping? 413 00:20:23,327 --> 00:20:26,372 Because if it is, I...I won't stop you. 414 00:20:28,207 --> 00:20:29,959 Ow. 415 00:20:33,545 --> 00:20:35,214 You think I'm doing this shit on purpose? 416 00:20:35,214 --> 00:20:37,883 - No. - Because it could be motion sickness. 417 00:20:37,883 --> 00:20:40,469 Or the fact that we just woke up in a fucking nightmare, right, Nora? 418 00:20:40,469 --> 00:20:42,846 - I was just asking, Rachel. - No, you weren't. 419 00:20:42,846 --> 00:20:44,431 You were treating me like a child like you always do. 420 00:20:44,431 --> 00:20:46,183 I mean, that's why we're here, right? 421 00:20:46,183 --> 00:20:48,268 - That's not true. That's not true. - Yes, it is! 422 00:20:48,268 --> 00:20:51,105 You got it in your head that you need to protect me, and now we're here! 423 00:20:51,105 --> 00:20:52,439 When you ran your mouth off to Mom and Dad, 424 00:20:52,439 --> 00:20:54,858 what did you tell them, Nora? 425 00:20:54,858 --> 00:20:56,235 Nora, what did you say? 426 00:20:56,235 --> 00:20:57,319 Just that I was worried about you 427 00:20:57,319 --> 00:20:58,654 and maybe you needed a break. 428 00:20:58,654 --> 00:21:01,490 Great! Great fucking break, right? 429 00:21:01,490 --> 00:21:07,454 ♪ ♪ 430 00:21:08,747 --> 00:21:10,332 Motherfucker! 431 00:21:10,332 --> 00:21:13,377 - God. [Martha] Shelby! 432 00:21:13,377 --> 00:21:14,837 ♪ ♪ 433 00:21:14,837 --> 00:21:16,964 Shelby! 434 00:21:16,964 --> 00:21:18,757 ♪ ♪ 435 00:21:18,757 --> 00:21:20,801 [screaming] 436 00:21:20,801 --> 00:21:22,386 ♪ ♪ 437 00:21:22,386 --> 00:21:24,847 [groans] 438 00:21:27,349 --> 00:21:29,476 My... My ankle. 439 00:21:29,476 --> 00:21:32,438 ♪ ♪ 440 00:21:32,438 --> 00:21:34,898 It's bad. It's bad, isn't it? 441 00:21:34,898 --> 00:21:36,400 Uh, no. 442 00:21:36,400 --> 00:21:38,819 It just needs a little TLC, okay? 443 00:21:38,819 --> 00:21:41,822 ♪ ♪ 444 00:21:41,822 --> 00:21:45,826 [Leah] Sometimes you collide with a person 445 00:21:45,826 --> 00:21:47,536 and you get this feeling 446 00:21:47,536 --> 00:21:49,246 that they might become important to you. 447 00:21:49,246 --> 00:21:52,166 Maybe it's from a look 448 00:21:52,166 --> 00:21:54,168 or an act of kindness. 449 00:21:54,168 --> 00:21:57,629 ♪ ♪ 450 00:21:57,629 --> 00:22:00,549 Or maybe you just like the way your world feels 451 00:22:00,549 --> 00:22:02,092 when they're in it. 452 00:22:02,092 --> 00:22:04,678 ♪ ♪ 453 00:22:04,678 --> 00:22:07,598 I'm really sorry, by the way, if, uh, this is way out of your way. 454 00:22:07,598 --> 00:22:10,392 I would have called an Uber or a Lyft or whatever. 455 00:22:10,392 --> 00:22:12,102 I just, um... 456 00:22:12,102 --> 00:22:14,938 I am a person who has chosen 457 00:22:14,938 --> 00:22:16,857 not to own a smartphone. 458 00:22:17,858 --> 00:22:20,110 That's, like, a whole thing? 459 00:22:20,861 --> 00:22:23,030 Okay, a couple... a few years ago, I... 460 00:22:23,030 --> 00:22:25,407 I lost my iPhone, and so I had to revert to this old flip phone, 461 00:22:25,407 --> 00:22:28,827 and then, I don't know, I started to kind of 462 00:22:28,827 --> 00:22:30,871 like the...the Luddite image 463 00:22:30,871 --> 00:22:32,623 that I was projecting with it so much 464 00:22:32,623 --> 00:22:34,666 that I just kind of stuck with it, and, you know... 465 00:22:34,666 --> 00:22:39,088 uh, yes, it is, admittedly, an affectation. 466 00:22:39,088 --> 00:22:40,089 [chuckling] Um... 467 00:22:44,760 --> 00:22:46,428 So do you want to listen to music? 468 00:22:47,721 --> 00:22:49,473 Uh, yeah, you, uh... 469 00:22:49,473 --> 00:22:52,434 There's an aux cord in the... in the glove compartment. 470 00:22:52,434 --> 00:22:53,894 Oh, shit, CDs. 471 00:22:53,894 --> 00:22:55,479 Oh, God, don't. 472 00:22:55,479 --> 00:22:58,023 Those are really old. I... 473 00:22:58,023 --> 00:23:00,859 There's no reflection of who I am. 474 00:23:00,859 --> 00:23:03,987 No, no, it's no... no judgment from me, trust me. 475 00:23:03,987 --> 00:23:07,658 And I'm dying to know what's on Awesome Summer Mix. 476 00:23:08,617 --> 00:23:10,994 - I didn't name that. - [Jeffrey laughs] 477 00:23:10,994 --> 00:23:14,039 And P!nk. Oh, my God, I love P!nk. 478 00:23:14,039 --> 00:23:16,291 Like, I...I feel like she's got, like, 479 00:23:16,291 --> 00:23:19,962 this amazing anarchic quality to her. 480 00:23:21,588 --> 00:23:22,923 Yeah, she's kind of eternal. 481 00:23:24,716 --> 00:23:26,885 [soft music] 482 00:23:26,885 --> 00:23:29,179 Your hotel's just right up here. 483 00:23:30,180 --> 00:23:32,141 Oh. 484 00:23:32,141 --> 00:23:33,267 Man, that was fast. 485 00:23:33,267 --> 00:23:38,355 ♪ ♪ 486 00:23:38,355 --> 00:23:41,483 Hey, I don't know if you're hungry, but, um... 487 00:23:41,483 --> 00:23:45,654 if you haven't eaten, we could get some food. 488 00:23:45,654 --> 00:23:48,657 [tense music] 489 00:23:48,657 --> 00:23:55,664 ♪ ♪ 490 00:23:56,748 --> 00:23:59,376 Help! Hey! 491 00:23:59,376 --> 00:24:02,296 I see you! We see you! 492 00:24:02,296 --> 00:24:04,840 Hey! Hey! 493 00:24:06,341 --> 00:24:07,843 Hey! 494 00:24:08,760 --> 00:24:10,012 I got her. 495 00:24:11,847 --> 00:24:15,434 Is there anybody else out there? 496 00:24:15,434 --> 00:24:18,061 - Think, did you see anybody? - I didn't. 497 00:24:18,061 --> 00:24:20,856 - I didn't see anybody. - Toni! 498 00:24:20,856 --> 00:24:25,319 ♪ ♪ 499 00:24:25,319 --> 00:24:26,987 Martha! 500 00:24:26,987 --> 00:24:29,865 ♪ ♪ 501 00:24:29,865 --> 00:24:31,867 Toni! 502 00:24:31,867 --> 00:24:36,622 ♪ ♪ 503 00:24:36,622 --> 00:24:38,248 - That's the last time you ghost on me. - I'm okay. 504 00:24:38,248 --> 00:24:40,375 I'm fine, seriously. 505 00:24:40,375 --> 00:24:44,671 Shelby's been... Shelby's been amazing. 506 00:24:44,671 --> 00:24:46,840 What the fuck are you wearing? 507 00:24:46,840 --> 00:24:49,092 [Dot] She's not breathing! 508 00:24:49,092 --> 00:24:50,469 [Dot] She's not breathing. [Rachel] Those compressions are way too fast. 509 00:24:50,469 --> 00:24:52,179 You're pumping, like, double time. 510 00:24:52,179 --> 00:24:53,639 There's no such thing as too fast, only too slow. 511 00:24:53,639 --> 00:24:55,307 Actually, compressions can be too fast 512 00:24:55,307 --> 00:24:57,267 - if they're not deep enough. - Dude, slow down! 513 00:24:57,267 --> 00:24:59,186 Ease up, Dottie. You're going way too fast. 514 00:24:59,186 --> 00:25:00,771 Okay, hell, if you're all such experts, 515 00:25:00,771 --> 00:25:02,147 somebody else tap in. 516 00:25:02,147 --> 00:25:03,523 Okay, yeah, you just have to go... 517 00:25:03,523 --> 00:25:05,859 Who knows CPR? 518 00:25:05,859 --> 00:25:08,987 ♪ ♪ 519 00:25:08,987 --> 00:25:11,823 [Young] So it turned out, everyone had a working knowledge 520 00:25:11,823 --> 00:25:14,201 of CPR? 521 00:25:16,578 --> 00:25:18,622 [Leah] It's weird, isn't it? 522 00:25:18,622 --> 00:25:20,874 That every single one of us knew how? 523 00:25:22,876 --> 00:25:25,170 Is that important for your, um... 524 00:25:25,170 --> 00:25:26,922 for your purposes or whatever? 525 00:25:26,922 --> 00:25:28,882 Honestly, it could be. 526 00:25:28,882 --> 00:25:30,884 Anything could be relevant at this point. 527 00:25:30,884 --> 00:25:32,344 Which is why it's crucial 528 00:25:32,344 --> 00:25:34,429 that you give us this full-picture account. 529 00:25:34,429 --> 00:25:37,057 Of the flight, of the others, 530 00:25:37,057 --> 00:25:40,394 and what you were doing on that plane to begin with. 531 00:25:40,394 --> 00:25:43,397 [dramatic music] 532 00:25:43,397 --> 00:25:50,404 ♪ ♪ 533 00:25:52,531 --> 00:25:54,658 Well, I feel like I should be asking you about your book. 534 00:25:54,658 --> 00:25:58,287 - No. - I have to write an essay on it, so... 535 00:25:58,287 --> 00:26:00,163 - I'd love your help. - [clears throat] 536 00:26:00,163 --> 00:26:01,540 Okay. 537 00:26:01,540 --> 00:26:04,835 Let me first ask you, uh, 538 00:26:04,835 --> 00:26:06,211 what...what'd you think of it? 539 00:26:07,379 --> 00:26:08,964 I loved it. 540 00:26:10,590 --> 00:26:11,967 I really did. 541 00:26:13,510 --> 00:26:15,804 But at the end, 542 00:26:15,804 --> 00:26:17,389 like, it got a little weird. 543 00:26:17,389 --> 00:26:19,558 Like, it got a little sentimental, I think. 544 00:26:19,558 --> 00:26:21,143 - I'm really sorry. - Yeah, sure. 545 00:26:21,143 --> 00:26:22,352 - No, that's... - I didn't mean to say that. 546 00:26:22,352 --> 00:26:25,605 Yeah, no, it's... That's okay. 547 00:26:25,605 --> 00:26:26,732 Um... 548 00:26:28,358 --> 00:26:30,694 ...the truth is, like, sometimes, 549 00:26:30,694 --> 00:26:32,988 at a certain point, it feels like it's, like, 550 00:26:32,988 --> 00:26:35,824 impossible to get honest feedback out of anybody, 551 00:26:35,824 --> 00:26:38,118 so, uh, I appreciate it; thank you. 552 00:26:38,118 --> 00:26:39,995 It's very kind of you. 553 00:26:39,995 --> 00:26:43,081 This is fun. We should do this again sometime. 554 00:26:43,081 --> 00:26:46,460 If that's not, like, totally unwelcome or whatever. 555 00:26:46,460 --> 00:26:53,383 ♪ ♪ 556 00:26:54,259 --> 00:26:56,720 Can you even enter contacts into this thing, 557 00:26:56,720 --> 00:26:59,097 or is it just for selling drugs? 558 00:26:59,097 --> 00:27:01,224 - Oh, you're being funny! - Yeah, I don't... 559 00:27:01,224 --> 00:27:03,852 - Oh, sorry, it was a joke! - How do you even work this thing? 560 00:27:06,438 --> 00:27:08,857 I'm gonna let you behind the curtain a little bit. 561 00:27:12,861 --> 00:27:14,363 If a girl really likes someone, 562 00:27:14,363 --> 00:27:17,491 she won't put their name in her phone. 563 00:27:17,491 --> 00:27:20,869 - Your crush is, like, sacred. - [cell phone buzzes] 564 00:27:20,869 --> 00:27:23,163 [soft music] 565 00:27:23,163 --> 00:27:25,040 You can't just file him in your contacts 566 00:27:25,040 --> 00:27:28,543 between your cousin and your chem lab partner. 567 00:27:28,543 --> 00:27:31,254 That would make him common. 568 00:27:31,254 --> 00:27:33,465 - So you learn his number... - [cell phone buzzes] 569 00:27:33,465 --> 00:27:36,927 ...every contour of every digit. 570 00:27:36,927 --> 00:27:39,679 You carve those little hieroglyphs on your heart. 571 00:27:39,679 --> 00:27:41,890 [giggles] 572 00:27:41,890 --> 00:27:44,559 ♪ ♪ 573 00:27:44,559 --> 00:27:46,520 - So you basically sleepwalk... - [cell phone buzzes] 574 00:27:46,520 --> 00:27:48,230 ...through the rest of your life, 575 00:27:48,230 --> 00:27:51,775 waiting for dispatches from that magic number. 576 00:27:54,069 --> 00:27:56,530 And then there's the pivotal text. 577 00:27:56,530 --> 00:27:58,073 [cell phone buzzes] 578 00:27:58,073 --> 00:28:02,702 It will probably come around midnight, 579 00:28:02,702 --> 00:28:04,871 and it will change everything. 580 00:28:04,871 --> 00:28:06,331 [cell phone buzzes] 581 00:28:06,331 --> 00:28:10,293 ♪ ♪ 582 00:28:32,357 --> 00:28:33,942 Mm. 583 00:28:37,779 --> 00:28:38,989 [text message whooshes] 584 00:28:47,330 --> 00:28:50,333 [dramatic vocal music] 585 00:28:50,333 --> 00:28:55,589 ♪ ♪ 586 00:28:55,589 --> 00:28:57,549 - You're awake! - Yeah, hi. 587 00:28:59,551 --> 00:29:02,053 You're...you made it. 588 00:29:02,053 --> 00:29:03,847 Yeah, I did. 589 00:29:03,847 --> 00:29:10,312 ♪ ♪ 590 00:29:10,312 --> 00:29:12,647 I'm sorry. 591 00:29:12,647 --> 00:29:14,816 You have nothing to be sorry for. 592 00:29:14,816 --> 00:29:16,443 No, you don't understand. 593 00:29:16,443 --> 00:29:19,112 I'm so sorry. 594 00:29:19,112 --> 00:29:24,534 ♪ ♪ 595 00:29:24,534 --> 00:29:27,120 [indistinct chatter] 596 00:29:27,120 --> 00:29:29,289 Hey, does anyone have a phone? 597 00:29:29,289 --> 00:29:30,457 Don't you think we would have said something if we did? 598 00:29:30,457 --> 00:29:31,416 I'm not even sure how many bars 599 00:29:31,416 --> 00:29:32,918 we'd get out here. 600 00:29:32,918 --> 00:29:34,544 I'm just trying to think of lifelines, all right? 601 00:29:34,544 --> 00:29:36,087 They're gonna find us, but we can't be stupid. 602 00:29:36,087 --> 00:29:38,173 We should make a big-ass help sign, 603 00:29:38,173 --> 00:29:40,383 like in that movie 28 Days Later... 604 00:29:40,383 --> 00:29:42,177 What do you think happened to the flight attendant guy? 605 00:29:42,177 --> 00:29:43,970 We should be looking through suitcases, finding phones. 606 00:29:43,970 --> 00:29:46,139 - We can't just... - Listen, listen, listen, y'all. 607 00:29:46,139 --> 00:29:47,599 It's the 21st century, okay? 608 00:29:47,599 --> 00:29:49,059 They will find us, but in the meantime, 609 00:29:49,059 --> 00:29:51,061 we gotta keep track of our resources. 610 00:29:53,063 --> 00:29:54,940 Eight Cokes. 611 00:29:54,940 --> 00:29:57,400 Right now, that's all we got to drink, just eight of these. 612 00:29:57,400 --> 00:29:59,361 Okay, but don't worry, 613 00:29:59,361 --> 00:30:01,530 'cause if God brought us to it, God will bring us through it. 614 00:30:01,530 --> 00:30:03,490 You know, the whole "Jesus saves" thing isn't, like, literal. 615 00:30:03,490 --> 00:30:05,867 He's not gonna jetpack down and pull us out of here. 616 00:30:05,867 --> 00:30:07,494 No, Toni. 617 00:30:07,494 --> 00:30:09,079 Okay, the Lord saves those who save themselves, 618 00:30:09,079 --> 00:30:11,915 which is why I'm gonna take a look in the woods, 619 00:30:11,915 --> 00:30:14,042 see if there's some fresh water. 620 00:30:14,042 --> 00:30:16,878 - Maybe you should come with. - Hard pass. 621 00:30:16,878 --> 00:30:19,381 Shelby, here. 622 00:30:19,381 --> 00:30:22,592 If you're really going, you gotta take these. 623 00:30:22,592 --> 00:30:24,219 You're so generous. 624 00:30:26,930 --> 00:30:29,182 You know what? Maybe I will go. 625 00:30:29,182 --> 00:30:30,559 Make sure Christ doesn't lead your ass 626 00:30:30,559 --> 00:30:32,269 into a fucking sinkhole. 627 00:30:32,269 --> 00:30:33,603 Guys. 628 00:30:33,603 --> 00:30:34,813 [Rachel] What the hell, Dot? 629 00:30:34,813 --> 00:30:36,147 [Dot] I'm sorry. 630 00:30:36,147 --> 00:30:39,234 Look, I was saving her ass, okay? 631 00:30:39,234 --> 00:30:40,652 It got real wet. 632 00:30:40,652 --> 00:30:42,487 You honestly think sand will dry it out? 633 00:30:42,487 --> 00:30:44,573 [Nora] I read an article on the Internet 634 00:30:44,573 --> 00:30:46,616 about alternatives to rice in a bag. 635 00:30:46,616 --> 00:30:47,701 Sand was mentioned. 636 00:30:50,620 --> 00:30:52,414 Yeah, well, good enough for me. 637 00:30:57,627 --> 00:30:59,212 [Shelby] Keep your ears peeled. 638 00:30:59,212 --> 00:31:01,464 You'll hear moving water before you see it. 639 00:31:01,464 --> 00:31:02,882 [Toni] How come you know all this? 640 00:31:02,882 --> 00:31:04,634 [Shelby] This may surprise you, 641 00:31:04,634 --> 00:31:07,887 but I'm not just some delicate indoor princess, okay? 642 00:31:07,887 --> 00:31:10,849 I go hunting with my dad all the time. 643 00:31:10,849 --> 00:31:12,642 So you do one hard-core thing? 644 00:31:12,642 --> 00:31:14,936 That doesn't mean you're not mostly an indoor princess. 645 00:31:14,936 --> 00:31:17,188 How many pillows do you have on your bed? 646 00:31:17,188 --> 00:31:19,983 Bet you've got one of those mega beds with, like, 50 pillows. 647 00:31:19,983 --> 00:31:21,818 And your maid, Lupe, 648 00:31:21,818 --> 00:31:24,070 she's gotta keep taking them off and putting them back on 649 00:31:24,070 --> 00:31:26,781 and it's making her want to off herself, am I right? You know I'm right. 650 00:31:26,781 --> 00:31:29,200 Yeah, well, I've also shot down a ten-point buck, 651 00:31:29,200 --> 00:31:30,827 snapped his neck to finish the job, 652 00:31:30,827 --> 00:31:33,622 and butchered him in the field all by myself. 653 00:31:33,622 --> 00:31:36,750 God built us to contain multitudes, Toni. 654 00:31:36,750 --> 00:31:37,959 Now can you turn around? 655 00:31:37,959 --> 00:31:40,545 'Cause I have to pee. 656 00:31:43,673 --> 00:31:45,759 Plug your ears. 657 00:31:45,759 --> 00:31:48,011 Plug your ears, or I'll have to sing. 658 00:31:52,599 --> 00:31:57,187 ♪ Thy word is a lamp unto my feet ♪ 659 00:31:57,187 --> 00:32:00,940 ♪ And a light unto my path ♪♪ 660 00:32:00,940 --> 00:32:02,400 Oh, you gotta be kidding me. 661 00:32:04,027 --> 00:32:07,030 [dramatic music] 662 00:32:07,030 --> 00:32:09,407 [Leah] It didn't happen consciously, 663 00:32:09,407 --> 00:32:13,203 but I was finally starting to notice the others. 664 00:32:13,203 --> 00:32:14,829 Like Martha, 665 00:32:14,829 --> 00:32:18,875 how every creature meant something to her. 666 00:32:19,876 --> 00:32:22,796 Or Nora, 667 00:32:22,796 --> 00:32:25,340 how she always knew when you were looking at her 668 00:32:25,340 --> 00:32:30,095 and how her smile could mean a million different things. 669 00:32:30,095 --> 00:32:32,555 The veil of obsession was lifting. 670 00:32:32,555 --> 00:32:34,057 The world I had narrowed down to one 671 00:32:34,057 --> 00:32:36,393 was starting to repopulate. 672 00:32:36,393 --> 00:32:39,688 "There's no better place to grow into yourself." 673 00:32:40,897 --> 00:32:43,525 What does "grow into yourself" even mean? 674 00:32:43,525 --> 00:32:46,820 It sounds gross, like an ingrown hair. 675 00:32:46,820 --> 00:32:49,781 ♪ ♪ 676 00:32:49,781 --> 00:32:51,825 I didn't think it'd be so chilly. 677 00:32:51,825 --> 00:32:54,577 I know. 678 00:32:54,577 --> 00:32:57,580 I'm not sure we're anywhere near Hawaii. 679 00:32:57,580 --> 00:32:59,916 Hey, this is yours, right? 680 00:33:01,876 --> 00:33:05,839 [Leah] But just like that, the veil fell again. 681 00:33:05,839 --> 00:33:08,675 And he was all there was. 682 00:33:08,675 --> 00:33:15,682 ♪ ♪ 683 00:33:24,107 --> 00:33:25,859 - Hi. - Hi. 684 00:33:26,985 --> 00:33:29,154 - Hi. - Hi. 685 00:33:32,699 --> 00:33:37,036 - Can I come in? - Oh, yep, yeah. 686 00:33:37,036 --> 00:33:39,622 [Leah] This is so nice. 687 00:33:39,622 --> 00:33:40,999 Yeah, it's...it's not bad. 688 00:33:40,999 --> 00:33:42,667 You have three outlets over there. 689 00:33:42,667 --> 00:33:44,252 Yeah, I asked for one more, and they... 690 00:33:44,252 --> 00:33:45,962 - [laughs] - ...they said no. 691 00:33:45,962 --> 00:33:47,714 Hey. 692 00:33:47,714 --> 00:33:49,340 Happy belated birthday. 693 00:33:50,675 --> 00:33:52,177 Thank you. 694 00:33:54,471 --> 00:34:00,685 [♪ The West Coast Pop Art Experimental Band: "I Won't Hurt You"] 695 00:34:00,685 --> 00:34:03,062 [singer] ♪ I've lost all of my pride... ♪ 696 00:34:03,062 --> 00:34:05,815 [Leah] Every girl has a vision for how she wants to lose it. 697 00:34:05,815 --> 00:34:07,317 [singer] ♪ I've been to paradise ♪ 698 00:34:07,317 --> 00:34:11,488 ♪ And out the other side ♪ 699 00:34:11,488 --> 00:34:15,950 ♪ With no one to guide me ♪ 700 00:34:15,950 --> 00:34:18,036 ♪ Torn apart... ♪ 701 00:34:18,036 --> 00:34:20,121 Will you sign one for me? 702 00:34:20,121 --> 00:34:22,248 Some dream about prom night. 703 00:34:22,248 --> 00:34:23,792 Oh, come on. 704 00:34:25,794 --> 00:34:28,630 I'll do you one better. 705 00:34:28,630 --> 00:34:30,548 I'll annotate it for you. 706 00:34:30,548 --> 00:34:32,258 [Leah] With a nice enough boyfriend, 707 00:34:32,258 --> 00:34:35,345 maybe a bed covered in rose petals. 708 00:34:37,430 --> 00:34:39,224 Hmm. 709 00:34:39,224 --> 00:34:43,102 "Dear Leah." 710 00:34:43,102 --> 00:34:45,480 [Leah] I'm not sure what I imagined before him. 711 00:34:47,232 --> 00:34:50,151 I guess I thought it would be just like the rest of my life, 712 00:34:50,151 --> 00:34:54,405 just sort of... 713 00:34:54,405 --> 00:34:56,157 unremarkable. 714 00:34:57,826 --> 00:34:59,619 Maybe at a party 715 00:34:59,619 --> 00:35:03,456 or on an old couch in somebody's damp basement, 716 00:35:03,456 --> 00:35:05,750 lots of condom-fumbling 717 00:35:05,750 --> 00:35:07,460 and apologies. 718 00:35:07,460 --> 00:35:10,171 ♪ ♪ 719 00:35:10,171 --> 00:35:12,882 If you had told me it would happen the way it did... 720 00:35:12,882 --> 00:35:17,720 ♪ ♪ 721 00:35:17,720 --> 00:35:21,391 ...I would've told you to get the fuck out. 722 00:35:21,391 --> 00:35:25,728 [singer] ♪ My pale blue star ♪ 723 00:35:25,728 --> 00:35:28,314 ♪ My rainbow, how good it is... ♪ 724 00:35:28,314 --> 00:35:31,818 I like watching you do ordinary things. 725 00:35:31,818 --> 00:35:33,653 Makes you seem more real. 726 00:35:33,653 --> 00:35:36,948 [singer] ♪ Strike me with your lightning ♪ 727 00:35:36,948 --> 00:35:43,246 ♪ Bring me down and bury me with ashes... ♪ 728 00:35:43,246 --> 00:35:45,164 You are, right? 729 00:35:45,164 --> 00:35:46,833 Like, not you. 730 00:35:48,668 --> 00:35:52,589 Like, this is... 731 00:35:52,589 --> 00:35:55,258 real? 732 00:35:55,258 --> 00:35:57,719 [singer] ♪ I won't hurt you... ♪ 733 00:35:57,719 --> 00:35:59,178 [Jeffrey] Are you... 734 00:36:00,847 --> 00:36:03,808 You're asking about my feelings? 735 00:36:03,808 --> 00:36:06,185 Or... 736 00:36:06,185 --> 00:36:10,899 ♪ ♪ 737 00:36:10,899 --> 00:36:11,941 Yes. 738 00:36:14,444 --> 00:36:17,238 Oh, my God, yes. 739 00:36:24,370 --> 00:36:26,497 That makes 16. 740 00:36:26,497 --> 00:36:28,791 Why do you think we're only finding Diets? 741 00:36:28,791 --> 00:36:31,002 Anything with real sugar would sink, 742 00:36:31,002 --> 00:36:33,421 sugar being heavier than water. 743 00:36:33,421 --> 00:36:36,507 How long can the nine of us survive on 16 Cokes? 744 00:36:36,507 --> 00:36:40,261 Depends on the weather, how hot it gets. 745 00:36:40,261 --> 00:36:42,055 A week and a half, maybe. 746 00:36:44,974 --> 00:36:47,810 - You're smart, huh? - I just read a lot. 747 00:36:47,810 --> 00:36:49,562 Books, man. Can't get into them. 748 00:36:49,562 --> 00:36:52,482 Try having an elite athlete as your sibling. 749 00:36:52,482 --> 00:36:53,983 You do a lot of sitting. 750 00:36:53,983 --> 00:36:56,569 On planes, in gyms, in the stands. 751 00:36:56,569 --> 00:36:58,279 Reading will happen. 752 00:36:58,279 --> 00:37:01,324 But, like, your phone's right there. 753 00:37:01,324 --> 00:37:04,327 And TV? TV's so good. 754 00:37:04,327 --> 00:37:06,871 You know what? They said, like, graphic novels would be, like, 755 00:37:06,871 --> 00:37:08,831 the gateway drug to books, 756 00:37:08,831 --> 00:37:10,875 and, like, I tried them. 757 00:37:10,875 --> 00:37:13,252 Apart from the pictures, they were pretty shit. 758 00:37:14,963 --> 00:37:16,547 Ah, shit! 759 00:37:16,547 --> 00:37:18,925 I stubbed my fucking toe! 760 00:37:21,260 --> 00:37:22,470 [grunts] 761 00:37:22,470 --> 00:37:25,473 [dramatic vocal music] 762 00:37:25,473 --> 00:37:27,016 ♪ ♪ 763 00:37:27,016 --> 00:37:31,938 Yeah, of course it's hers that would show up. 764 00:37:31,938 --> 00:37:35,191 ♪ ♪ 765 00:37:35,191 --> 00:37:36,359 It was heavy as shit. 766 00:37:36,359 --> 00:37:43,366 ♪ ♪ 767 00:37:57,005 --> 00:37:59,340 I bet we'll get rich once they find us. 768 00:37:59,340 --> 00:38:00,967 Suing for damages or whatever. 769 00:38:00,967 --> 00:38:02,760 Not that your ass needs the money. 770 00:38:02,760 --> 00:38:04,137 Shh. 771 00:38:04,137 --> 00:38:06,347 Keep listening for water. 772 00:38:08,433 --> 00:38:10,768 I'm so sick of looking at your fucking ponytail. 773 00:38:10,768 --> 00:38:12,437 I feel like it thinks it's better than me. 774 00:38:12,437 --> 00:38:15,064 [sighs] Then how about you go in front? 775 00:38:15,064 --> 00:38:16,399 Fine. 776 00:38:19,736 --> 00:38:22,155 Lord, in Your mercy, 777 00:38:22,155 --> 00:38:24,532 grant us water so that we may drink. 778 00:38:24,532 --> 00:38:26,075 Lord, in Your mercy... 779 00:38:26,075 --> 00:38:27,660 Weren't you just telling me to shut up and listen? 780 00:38:27,660 --> 00:38:29,078 It's different. 781 00:38:29,078 --> 00:38:31,456 When you pray, God opens your senses. 782 00:38:31,456 --> 00:38:32,874 God's such a joke. 783 00:38:32,874 --> 00:38:33,958 Don't you know He's just a brainwashing tool 784 00:38:33,958 --> 00:38:35,501 designed to enslave the masses? 785 00:38:35,501 --> 00:38:38,379 Even if He were just a brainwashing tool, 786 00:38:38,379 --> 00:38:42,133 don't you ever think maybe your brain could use a good... 787 00:38:42,133 --> 00:38:43,509 scrub? 788 00:38:43,509 --> 00:38:44,594 Fuck off. 789 00:38:46,721 --> 00:38:48,598 Lord, in Your mercy, 790 00:38:48,598 --> 00:38:51,392 grant us water so that we may drink. 791 00:38:51,392 --> 00:38:53,728 Lord, in Your mercy, grant us... 792 00:38:53,728 --> 00:38:55,354 [screams] 793 00:38:55,354 --> 00:38:57,356 Fuck, fuck, Shelby! 794 00:38:57,356 --> 00:39:00,359 [dramatic music] 795 00:39:00,359 --> 00:39:02,612 ♪ ♪ 796 00:39:02,612 --> 00:39:05,740 Shit, I swear, I didn't mean to... 797 00:39:05,740 --> 00:39:07,575 It's all right. 798 00:39:07,575 --> 00:39:13,247 ♪ ♪ 799 00:39:13,247 --> 00:39:16,709 - Hey... - Go ahead and go on back. 800 00:39:16,709 --> 00:39:19,295 I will too, but you should get a head start. 801 00:39:19,295 --> 00:39:21,547 I'd really rather walk alone. 802 00:39:21,547 --> 00:39:28,554 ♪ ♪ 803 00:39:31,057 --> 00:39:34,811 Look, we found more Diet Coke, of course, 804 00:39:34,811 --> 00:39:37,188 because, you know, sugar sinks, 805 00:39:37,188 --> 00:39:39,690 and then pants for you so that your legs aren't cold. 806 00:39:39,690 --> 00:39:41,275 [Jeanette] Thank you. 807 00:39:41,275 --> 00:39:44,070 [Dot] Not a bad haul but not great either. 808 00:39:44,070 --> 00:39:48,157 But wait, there's more! 809 00:39:48,157 --> 00:39:49,992 Huh? 810 00:39:49,992 --> 00:39:52,787 You get a mini, and you get a mini, and you get a mini. 811 00:39:52,787 --> 00:39:54,372 Hey, you guys partying without me? 812 00:39:54,372 --> 00:39:55,957 [Martha] You're back. Find any water? 813 00:39:55,957 --> 00:39:57,166 No. 814 00:39:57,166 --> 00:39:59,877 [Martha] Where's Shelby? 815 00:39:59,877 --> 00:40:02,213 [Toni] Uh, I... - Shelby. 816 00:40:02,213 --> 00:40:03,631 Yeah, she's right there. 817 00:40:05,424 --> 00:40:07,635 - Your head. - Oh, it's fine. 818 00:40:07,635 --> 00:40:10,138 Ran smack into a tree, if you can believe. 819 00:40:10,138 --> 00:40:12,098 Yeah. 820 00:40:12,098 --> 00:40:13,975 Very silly of me. 821 00:40:13,975 --> 00:40:15,393 [Rachel] Hey! 822 00:40:15,393 --> 00:40:17,270 Hey, the phone's working! 823 00:40:17,270 --> 00:40:20,064 It's working! Oh, my God. 824 00:40:20,064 --> 00:40:21,899 Listen, we have to be strategic. 825 00:40:21,899 --> 00:40:23,526 We only have one bar and almost zero battery life left. 826 00:40:23,526 --> 00:40:25,069 Every second counts. 827 00:40:25,069 --> 00:40:27,446 May I just say, I am ready to make the call, okay? 828 00:40:27,446 --> 00:40:29,073 My aunt is a 911 operator, and I... 829 00:40:29,073 --> 00:40:30,741 No, 911 is out. It doesn't work in every country, 830 00:40:30,741 --> 00:40:32,451 and we don't even know where we are, 831 00:40:32,451 --> 00:40:34,829 so if we're closer to, like, Japan, 911 is useless. 832 00:40:34,829 --> 00:40:36,539 Japan's emergency number is 119. 833 00:40:36,539 --> 00:40:39,417 Look, we only have to get in contact with one person, 834 00:40:39,417 --> 00:40:41,169 so I want you all to have someone in mind, 835 00:40:41,169 --> 00:40:42,545 make sure you know their number, 836 00:40:42,545 --> 00:40:44,130 and make sure they love you enough 837 00:40:44,130 --> 00:40:46,174 that they're waiting by the phone right now. 838 00:40:46,174 --> 00:40:48,217 Okay? 839 00:40:48,217 --> 00:40:52,054 [Leah] Of course, there's only one number I knew by heart. 840 00:40:52,054 --> 00:40:54,056 [cell phone buzzes] 841 00:40:59,604 --> 00:41:01,564 Hey. 842 00:41:01,564 --> 00:41:04,025 I had to tell my parents you were an Uber. 843 00:41:06,027 --> 00:41:07,778 What are you doing here? 844 00:41:07,778 --> 00:41:11,032 I thought the San Jose reading didn't end un... 845 00:41:11,032 --> 00:41:12,450 Are you okay? 846 00:41:12,450 --> 00:41:14,535 September 5th. 847 00:41:18,915 --> 00:41:20,958 September 5th is your... 848 00:41:20,958 --> 00:41:23,294 is your birthday, 849 00:41:23,294 --> 00:41:25,880 when you turn 17... 850 00:41:28,716 --> 00:41:30,927 - How did... - Oh, fuck! 851 00:41:32,762 --> 00:41:34,680 Okay, somebody... 852 00:41:36,974 --> 00:41:40,811 ...somebody sent me a copy of your birth certificate 853 00:41:40,811 --> 00:41:42,355 via certified mail, 854 00:41:42,355 --> 00:41:44,023 and that means that somebody knows. 855 00:41:44,023 --> 00:41:45,566 - Wait, what? - Or somebody's watching, or... 856 00:41:45,566 --> 00:41:47,151 and that's, like, some other level of... 857 00:41:47,151 --> 00:41:48,736 You gotta...you have to get out of the car. 858 00:41:48,736 --> 00:41:50,321 Just give me a second. Just let me... 859 00:41:50,321 --> 00:41:52,323 Just get out of the car. Leah, you have to... 860 00:41:52,323 --> 00:41:54,909 - Just let me explain. - Leah, you gotta get out of the car. 861 00:42:03,292 --> 00:42:04,794 You lied to me. 862 00:42:04,794 --> 00:42:07,838 You're a child, and you lied to me. 863 00:42:07,838 --> 00:42:09,131 [car door slams] 864 00:42:09,131 --> 00:42:16,138 ♪ ♪ 865 00:42:22,395 --> 00:42:23,854 [no audible dialogue] 866 00:42:27,358 --> 00:42:29,151 [Nora] You're not calling Mom and Dad? 867 00:42:29,151 --> 00:42:31,320 They're in Morocco. They probably don't even know yet. 868 00:42:33,072 --> 00:42:34,699 I'm calling Coach. 869 00:42:34,699 --> 00:42:36,617 - No, not...not her. - Nora, give me the phone! 870 00:42:36,617 --> 00:42:38,786 - I'm calling Dad's cell. - Stop, they're not gonna answer. 871 00:42:38,786 --> 00:42:40,496 - They're out of the country, Nora! - You just can't call Coach! 872 00:42:40,496 --> 00:42:41,872 - Give me the phone! Nor... - You can't call her! 873 00:42:41,872 --> 00:42:44,083 [line beeping] 874 00:42:45,126 --> 00:42:46,794 Great job. 875 00:42:46,794 --> 00:42:48,337 - Did...did you dial it right? - Of course I did! 876 00:42:48,337 --> 00:42:50,381 Do you mind? If I know Dave and JoBeth Goodkind, 877 00:42:50,381 --> 00:42:53,634 they're pacing holes in the carpet right now. 878 00:42:53,634 --> 00:42:56,637 ♪ ♪ 879 00:42:56,637 --> 00:42:59,265 [line beeping] 880 00:42:59,265 --> 00:43:00,725 Well, that's... that's just strange. 881 00:43:00,725 --> 00:43:02,977 Uh, let me real quick try my boyfriend. 882 00:43:02,977 --> 00:43:05,521 Don't bother. Andrew's probably dick deep in Christa Findlay by now. 883 00:43:05,521 --> 00:43:08,482 ♪ ♪ 884 00:43:08,482 --> 00:43:10,234 Go, Marty. 885 00:43:10,234 --> 00:43:13,237 [touch-tones beeping] 886 00:43:15,197 --> 00:43:18,159 [line beeping] 887 00:43:18,159 --> 00:43:19,702 It didn't work. 888 00:43:19,702 --> 00:43:21,829 You wanna try? It's your phone. 889 00:43:21,829 --> 00:43:23,789 - No, I'm good. - Here. 890 00:43:23,789 --> 00:43:26,792 As much as I hate the idea of calling those assholes... 891 00:43:26,792 --> 00:43:30,338 [girls talking at once] 892 00:43:30,338 --> 00:43:31,797 Why didn't your mom pick up? 893 00:43:31,797 --> 00:43:33,215 Hey, are you all right? 894 00:43:34,508 --> 00:43:37,094 I'm sorry. 895 00:43:37,094 --> 00:43:39,764 [♪ Radiohead: "Reckoner"] 896 00:43:39,764 --> 00:43:46,771 [singer] ♪ Ripples on a blank ♪ 897 00:43:46,771 --> 00:43:47,855 ♪ Shore... ♪ 898 00:43:47,855 --> 00:43:49,440 It's ringing. 899 00:43:49,440 --> 00:43:52,651 ♪ ♪ 900 00:43:52,651 --> 00:43:59,033 [singer] ♪ Reckoner ♪ 901 00:43:59,033 --> 00:44:02,328 [line beeping] 902 00:44:02,328 --> 00:44:03,913 Guys! 903 00:44:03,913 --> 00:44:06,457 Fuck! It's dead. 904 00:44:07,708 --> 00:44:09,585 She's... She's dead. 905 00:44:09,585 --> 00:44:15,716 ♪ ♪ 906 00:44:15,716 --> 00:44:19,303 [singer] ♪ Dedicated ♪ 907 00:44:19,303 --> 00:44:22,223 ♪ To all ♪ 908 00:44:22,223 --> 00:44:24,350 ♪ Human ♪ 909 00:44:24,350 --> 00:44:26,685 ♪ All ♪ 910 00:44:26,685 --> 00:44:29,021 ♪ Human ♪ 911 00:44:29,021 --> 00:44:34,443 ♪ Beings ♪♪ 912 00:44:41,450 --> 00:44:44,453 [soft dramatic music] 913 00:44:44,453 --> 00:44:49,583 ♪ ♪ 914 00:44:49,583 --> 00:44:51,919 I don't get why we have to bury her. 915 00:44:51,919 --> 00:44:53,421 They're gonna come for us soon. 916 00:44:53,421 --> 00:44:54,463 Then we'll have to dig her right back up. 917 00:44:54,463 --> 00:44:57,591 It's only temporary. 918 00:44:57,591 --> 00:44:59,427 Just to keep the animals away. 919 00:44:59,427 --> 00:45:04,515 ♪ ♪ 920 00:45:04,515 --> 00:45:06,434 Shouldn't somebody say a few words? 921 00:45:06,434 --> 00:45:09,103 Sounds like you're volunteering. 922 00:45:09,103 --> 00:45:12,481 Well, I am an ordained youth minister. 923 00:45:12,481 --> 00:45:17,236 ♪ ♪ 924 00:45:17,236 --> 00:45:19,822 Lord, 925 00:45:19,822 --> 00:45:23,784 thank you for the gift of Jeanette. 926 00:45:23,784 --> 00:45:25,286 We didn't know her real well, 927 00:45:25,286 --> 00:45:29,123 but she had a really bright spirit, 928 00:45:29,123 --> 00:45:31,709 and because she was made in Your image, 929 00:45:31,709 --> 00:45:34,128 we can be sure that she was beautiful. 930 00:45:34,128 --> 00:45:36,964 ♪ ♪ 931 00:45:36,964 --> 00:45:40,384 - Amen. [all] Amen. 932 00:45:40,384 --> 00:45:45,431 ♪ ♪ 933 00:45:45,431 --> 00:45:47,057 ♪ Right, right ♪ 934 00:45:47,057 --> 00:45:49,477 ♪ Turn off the lights ♪ 935 00:45:49,477 --> 00:45:52,354 ♪ We're gonna lose our minds tonight ♪ 936 00:45:52,354 --> 00:45:55,691 ♪ What's the dealio? ♪ 937 00:45:58,068 --> 00:46:01,030 I think she liked P!nk. 938 00:46:01,030 --> 00:46:03,073 Yeah, she did. 939 00:46:04,533 --> 00:46:06,660 ♪ Party crasher ♪ 940 00:46:06,660 --> 00:46:09,497 ♪ Panty snatcher ♪ 941 00:46:09,497 --> 00:46:14,001 [all] ♪ Call me up if you a gangsta ♪ 942 00:46:14,001 --> 00:46:16,170 ♪ Don't get fancy ♪ 943 00:46:16,170 --> 00:46:18,255 ♪ Just get dancy ♪ 944 00:46:18,255 --> 00:46:23,052 ♪ Why so serious? ♪ 945 00:46:23,052 --> 00:46:26,931 ♪ So raise your glass if you are wrong ♪ 946 00:46:26,931 --> 00:46:29,558 ♪ In all the right ways ♪ 947 00:46:29,558 --> 00:46:32,603 ♪ All my underdogs ♪ 948 00:46:32,603 --> 00:46:34,688 ♪ We will never be, never be ♪ 949 00:46:34,688 --> 00:46:37,441 ♪ Anything but loud ♪ 950 00:46:37,441 --> 00:46:39,568 ♪ And nitty-gritty ♪ 951 00:46:39,568 --> 00:46:43,030 ♪ Dirty little freaks... ♪ 952 00:46:43,030 --> 00:46:46,033 [soft dramatic music] 953 00:46:46,033 --> 00:46:53,040 ♪ ♪ 954 00:47:04,927 --> 00:47:07,888 I'm gonna swim out to the plane tomorrow. 955 00:47:07,888 --> 00:47:10,182 See if I can find anything. 956 00:47:10,182 --> 00:47:12,518 Might be a radio or callbox or something. 957 00:47:12,518 --> 00:47:14,144 I'll come with you. 958 00:47:19,066 --> 00:47:21,318 How's your stuff so dry? 959 00:47:22,736 --> 00:47:25,864 My parents bought me this... 960 00:47:25,864 --> 00:47:30,202 watertight $1,000 suitcase for this trip. 961 00:47:30,202 --> 00:47:31,912 They thought it would, like, sweeten the deal. 962 00:47:33,247 --> 00:47:34,415 Fucktards. 963 00:47:37,543 --> 00:47:38,544 Sorry. 964 00:47:40,838 --> 00:47:41,922 Thank you. 965 00:47:41,922 --> 00:47:43,215 Hey, let me get one. 966 00:47:46,176 --> 00:47:48,012 Thanks. 967 00:47:54,018 --> 00:47:55,686 This is my rock bottom. 968 00:47:56,854 --> 00:47:59,982 So... 969 00:47:59,982 --> 00:48:03,819 would it be crazy if I suggested a little... 970 00:48:03,819 --> 00:48:06,530 icebreaker? 971 00:48:06,530 --> 00:48:08,907 Never Have I Ever. 972 00:48:08,907 --> 00:48:13,162 Feels...right. 973 00:48:13,162 --> 00:48:15,539 All right. 974 00:48:15,539 --> 00:48:18,167 Only if you go first. 975 00:48:18,167 --> 00:48:20,502 None of those bullshit lightweight answers. 976 00:48:20,502 --> 00:48:23,005 - Give us the real. - Fine. 977 00:48:23,005 --> 00:48:26,759 Never have I ever had vaginal penetrative intercourse. 978 00:48:26,759 --> 00:48:28,552 So that's why your boyfriend's a cheat? 979 00:48:28,552 --> 00:48:30,929 [Shelby] He's not a cheat. 980 00:48:35,351 --> 00:48:37,603 [Martha] Glad I'm not the only one. 981 00:48:37,603 --> 00:48:39,855 I would've felt so stupid. 982 00:48:39,855 --> 00:48:42,107 Get out of here. 983 00:48:42,107 --> 00:48:45,235 It takes guts to save yourself, you know that? 984 00:48:45,235 --> 00:48:47,321 [Dot] All right. 985 00:48:47,321 --> 00:48:49,490 Never have I ever... 986 00:48:49,490 --> 00:48:51,283 had a threesome. 987 00:48:53,243 --> 00:48:55,454 With two guys, not two girls. 988 00:48:59,375 --> 00:49:00,542 On my period. 989 00:49:02,836 --> 00:49:05,839 - I mean, I'm not a freak. - [laughter] 990 00:49:07,049 --> 00:49:10,052 [Rachel] All right, I got one. 991 00:49:10,052 --> 00:49:12,638 Never have I ever... 992 00:49:12,638 --> 00:49:14,932 thrown my own piss at someone. 993 00:49:14,932 --> 00:49:17,184 Hmm? 994 00:49:17,184 --> 00:49:18,435 Drink up, Toni. 995 00:49:18,435 --> 00:49:20,020 [light laughter] 996 00:49:20,020 --> 00:49:21,647 With pride, motherfuckers. 997 00:49:21,647 --> 00:49:24,650 [laughter] 998 00:49:25,651 --> 00:49:32,658 ♪ ♪ 999 00:49:37,371 --> 00:49:39,581 So... 1000 00:49:39,581 --> 00:49:41,917 who'd you fuck? 1001 00:49:41,917 --> 00:49:44,044 I mean, 1002 00:49:44,044 --> 00:49:47,339 I always thought you were some weird art prude, but... 1003 00:49:49,091 --> 00:49:51,593 ...I saw you drink. 1004 00:49:51,593 --> 00:49:53,345 I know you've had sex. 1005 00:49:53,345 --> 00:49:55,222 So who was it? 1006 00:49:55,222 --> 00:50:00,644 ♪ ♪ 1007 00:50:00,644 --> 00:50:03,147 - Him. - Damn. 1008 00:50:03,147 --> 00:50:05,983 I had no idea you were such a bad bitch! 1009 00:50:05,983 --> 00:50:07,276 Well, in your defense, 1010 00:50:07,276 --> 00:50:09,194 we've never really talked before, so... 1011 00:50:09,194 --> 00:50:11,196 True story. 1012 00:50:11,196 --> 00:50:13,657 ♪ ♪ 1013 00:50:13,657 --> 00:50:16,577 So was it hot? 1014 00:50:16,577 --> 00:50:18,537 Yeah. 1015 00:50:18,537 --> 00:50:20,289 [chuckles] 1016 00:50:20,289 --> 00:50:23,792 Yeah, but maybe in, like, a burning building kind of way. 1017 00:50:23,792 --> 00:50:26,712 Like, it's probably really good I got out. 1018 00:50:26,712 --> 00:50:28,630 Shit. 1019 00:50:28,630 --> 00:50:29,798 That's poetic. 1020 00:50:30,924 --> 00:50:32,676 Well, at least your first-time guy's 1021 00:50:32,676 --> 00:50:34,219 face is on the back of a book. 1022 00:50:34,219 --> 00:50:36,764 My first time was with a fucking grocery bagger 1023 00:50:36,764 --> 00:50:38,140 at Smart & Final. 1024 00:50:38,140 --> 00:50:40,559 ♪ ♪ 1025 00:50:40,559 --> 00:50:43,061 God, I loved him. 1026 00:50:43,061 --> 00:50:46,356 I loved him! 1027 00:50:46,356 --> 00:50:48,025 [Faber] You seem tired. 1028 00:50:48,025 --> 00:50:50,611 We can be done for the day. 1029 00:50:50,611 --> 00:50:52,946 The doctors really need you to rest. 1030 00:50:52,946 --> 00:50:55,574 ♪ ♪ 1031 00:50:55,574 --> 00:50:57,451 The burning building. 1032 00:51:00,120 --> 00:51:01,288 I'm sorry? 1033 00:51:01,288 --> 00:51:02,831 [Leah] The burning building. 1034 00:51:02,831 --> 00:51:05,709 I hadn't made it out. I wasn't even close. 1035 00:51:08,170 --> 00:51:09,755 There's, uh... 1036 00:51:13,175 --> 00:51:16,720 ...there's something I... 1037 00:51:16,720 --> 00:51:19,556 I haven't... 1038 00:51:19,556 --> 00:51:22,851 told anyone this before. 1039 00:51:22,851 --> 00:51:27,314 That night, in the dark, 1040 00:51:27,314 --> 00:51:29,358 I was the only one who heard it. 1041 00:51:29,358 --> 00:51:32,361 [cell phone ringing] 1042 00:51:38,367 --> 00:51:39,660 A ringing. 1043 00:51:39,660 --> 00:51:43,956 [tense music] 1044 00:51:43,956 --> 00:51:46,583 Buried where no one had thought to look. 1045 00:51:46,583 --> 00:51:50,796 ♪ ♪ 1046 00:51:50,796 --> 00:51:53,131 I didn't know why she had kept it from us. 1047 00:51:53,131 --> 00:51:56,468 ♪ ♪ 1048 00:51:56,468 --> 00:51:59,471 [ringing continues] 1049 00:51:59,471 --> 00:52:03,892 ♪ ♪ 1050 00:52:03,892 --> 00:52:07,020 I thought I had evolved, 1051 00:52:07,020 --> 00:52:09,106 that the day had somehow made me stronger, 1052 00:52:09,106 --> 00:52:11,567 just a little. 1053 00:52:11,567 --> 00:52:13,318 Just enough. 1054 00:52:13,318 --> 00:52:15,779 [line ringing] 1055 00:52:15,779 --> 00:52:18,156 What a fucking delusion. 1056 00:52:18,156 --> 00:52:20,325 [indistinct chatter] 1057 00:52:20,325 --> 00:52:23,328 [cell phone ringing] 1058 00:52:29,418 --> 00:52:30,919 Hello? 1059 00:52:32,838 --> 00:52:34,506 Jeff. 1060 00:52:34,506 --> 00:52:35,674 Leah? 1061 00:52:37,593 --> 00:52:40,345 Are you calling me from an unknown number so that I'll pick up? 1062 00:52:40,345 --> 00:52:42,014 Because if you are, that's really fucked up. 1063 00:52:42,014 --> 00:52:44,641 That is really... that is really... 1064 00:52:44,641 --> 00:52:47,644 You have to stop calling me. Don't text me. 1065 00:52:47,644 --> 00:52:49,313 Do you understand that? 1066 00:52:49,313 --> 00:52:52,524 I don't want to talk to you anymore. 1067 00:52:52,524 --> 00:52:54,776 It's over. I'm sor... 1068 00:52:59,948 --> 00:53:01,617 [Young] So you never told the others 1069 00:53:01,617 --> 00:53:04,328 you made outside contact that night. 1070 00:53:04,328 --> 00:53:06,038 What would I have said? 1071 00:53:07,664 --> 00:53:10,500 That I was too strung out at the sound of his voice 1072 00:53:10,500 --> 00:53:12,210 to send up an SOS? 1073 00:53:15,756 --> 00:53:17,382 Did he... 1074 00:53:19,259 --> 00:53:20,761 ...did he reach out? 1075 00:53:22,846 --> 00:53:25,015 After the news broke, did he... 1076 00:53:26,808 --> 00:53:29,102 ...did he call anyone 1077 00:53:29,102 --> 00:53:30,479 to say he'd heard from me? 1078 00:53:30,479 --> 00:53:32,814 The authorities fielded a lot of calls 1079 00:53:32,814 --> 00:53:34,316 from a lot of worried parties. 1080 00:53:34,316 --> 00:53:36,902 Did he care enough to do anything? 1081 00:53:36,902 --> 00:53:39,196 [somber music] 1082 00:53:39,196 --> 00:53:41,198 Anything? Anything at all? 1083 00:53:41,198 --> 00:53:42,574 Leah, how about you take a deep breath? 1084 00:53:42,574 --> 00:53:43,867 Answer my question! 1085 00:53:43,867 --> 00:53:47,621 It is the only one I have! It is... 1086 00:53:47,621 --> 00:53:51,208 I just want to know if he tried for me. 1087 00:53:51,208 --> 00:53:57,589 ♪ ♪ 1088 00:54:03,220 --> 00:54:05,472 Pathetic, I know. 1089 00:54:05,472 --> 00:54:07,516 I expected more from me too. 1090 00:54:07,516 --> 00:54:13,313 ♪ ♪ 1091 00:54:13,313 --> 00:54:15,148 Remember this when you see the others. 1092 00:54:15,148 --> 00:54:17,567 ♪ ♪ 1093 00:54:17,567 --> 00:54:19,486 When you try to figure us out. 1094 00:54:19,486 --> 00:54:23,031 ♪ ♪ 1095 00:54:23,031 --> 00:54:26,368 There is no "crazy." 1096 00:54:26,368 --> 00:54:28,161 There's only "damage." 1097 00:54:28,161 --> 00:54:30,747 ♪ ♪ 1098 00:54:30,747 --> 00:54:32,499 And when you go looking for what caused it, 1099 00:54:32,499 --> 00:54:35,794 don't waste your time on that island. 1100 00:54:35,794 --> 00:54:39,172 ♪ ♪ 1101 00:54:39,172 --> 00:54:43,343 It'll get you fucking nowhere. 1102 00:54:43,343 --> 00:54:49,307 ♪ ♪ 1103 00:54:53,061 --> 00:54:54,521 I've been trying to reach you. 1104 00:54:56,189 --> 00:54:59,067 [tense music] 1105 00:54:59,067 --> 00:55:00,318 ♪ ♪ 1106 00:55:00,318 --> 00:55:01,987 Which one? 1107 00:55:01,987 --> 00:55:03,030 Jeanette. 1108 00:55:03,030 --> 00:55:04,990 ♪ ♪ 1109 00:55:04,990 --> 00:55:06,533 Can we even proceed? 1110 00:55:06,533 --> 00:55:08,201 I mean, without her assistance on the ground... 1111 00:55:08,201 --> 00:55:09,786 We have another operative. Have you located her? 1112 00:55:09,786 --> 00:55:11,621 - Yeah. - She's still intact? 1113 00:55:11,621 --> 00:55:13,373 - Yeah, she's fine. - Tell me exactly what happened. 1114 00:55:13,373 --> 00:55:15,459 We're still piecing it together. 1115 00:55:15,459 --> 00:55:17,252 It looks like there was some mishandling by the transition team. 1116 00:55:17,252 --> 00:55:19,087 - And you cut her phone? - Of course. 1117 00:55:19,087 --> 00:55:21,715 And you're absolutely sure she's dead. 1118 00:55:21,715 --> 00:55:24,760 This was about three hours ago. 1119 00:55:24,760 --> 00:55:31,767 ♪ ♪ 1120 00:55:36,938 --> 00:55:38,857 [all] ♪ We will never be, never be ♪ 1121 00:55:38,857 --> 00:55:41,401 ♪ Anything but loud ♪ 1122 00:55:41,401 --> 00:55:43,737 ♪ And nitty-gritty ♪ 1123 00:55:43,737 --> 00:55:46,198 ♪ Dirty little freaks ♪ 1124 00:55:46,198 --> 00:55:47,991 ♪ Won't you come on and, come on and ♪ 1125 00:55:47,991 --> 00:55:49,910 ♪ Raise your glass ♪ 1126 00:55:49,910 --> 00:55:51,953 [Bones UK] ♪ What a waste of a pretty face ♪ 1127 00:55:51,953 --> 00:55:54,372 ♪ What a waste, that face, that face, what a waste ♪ 1128 00:55:54,372 --> 00:55:56,374 ♪ What a waste of a pretty face ♪ 1129 00:55:56,374 --> 00:55:59,086 ♪ That face, what a waste, that face, that face ♪ 1130 00:55:59,086 --> 00:56:01,463 ♪ What a waste of a pretty face ♪ 1131 00:56:01,463 --> 00:56:04,591 ♪ What a waste, that face, that face, what a waste ♪ 1132 00:56:04,591 --> 00:56:06,593 ♪ What a waste of a pretty face ♪ 1133 00:56:06,593 --> 00:56:09,888 ♪ That face, what a waste, that face, that face ♪ 1134 00:56:09,888 --> 00:56:15,894 ♪ Will you want me when I'm old and dead? ♪ 1135 00:56:15,894 --> 00:56:22,901 ♪ ♪ 1136 00:56:25,112 --> 00:56:27,155 ♪ What a waste of a pretty face ♪ 1137 00:56:27,155 --> 00:56:30,158 ♪ What a waste, that face, that face, what a waste ♪ 1138 00:56:30,158 --> 00:56:32,160 ♪ What a waste of a pretty face ♪ 1139 00:56:32,160 --> 00:56:35,497 ♪ That face, what a waste, that face, that face ♪ 1140 00:56:35,497 --> 00:56:40,710 ♪ Living like this is not easy ♪ 1141 00:56:40,710 --> 00:56:43,880 ♪ Don't do what I should ♪ 1142 00:56:43,880 --> 00:56:45,799 ♪ ♪ 1143 00:56:45,799 --> 00:56:50,971 ♪ I'm too cheap for you to own me ♪ 1144 00:56:50,971 --> 00:56:54,015 ♪ No one ever could ♪ 1145 00:56:54,015 --> 00:56:56,393 ♪ ♪ 1146 00:56:56,393 --> 00:57:03,400 ♪ Will you want me when I'm old and dead? ♪ 1147 00:57:03,400 --> 00:57:05,443 ♪ What a waste of a pretty face ♪ 1148 00:57:05,443 --> 00:57:08,446 ♪ What a waste, that face, that face, what a waste ♪ 1149 00:57:08,446 --> 00:57:10,448 ♪ What a waste of a pretty face ♪ 1150 00:57:10,448 --> 00:57:13,702 ♪ That face, what a waste, that face, that face ♪ 1151 00:57:13,702 --> 00:57:20,709 ♪ ♪ 1152 00:57:24,045 --> 00:57:29,259 ♪ All the clever ones are lonely ♪ 1153 00:57:29,259 --> 00:57:32,679 ♪ Funny ones are dead ♪ 1154 00:57:32,679 --> 00:57:34,472 ♪ Uh, uh ♪ 1155 00:57:34,472 --> 00:57:39,436 ♪ Won't wear white and don't do dinner ♪ 1156 00:57:39,436 --> 00:57:43,106 ♪ Try a bitch instead ♪ 1157 00:57:43,106 --> 00:57:44,900 ♪ Woof ♪ 1158 00:57:44,900 --> 00:57:51,907 ♪ Will you want me when I'm old and dead? ♪ 1159 00:57:51,907 --> 00:57:54,034 ♪ What a waste of a pretty face ♪ 1160 00:57:54,034 --> 00:57:56,995 ♪ What a waste, that face, that face, what a waste ♪♪