1 00:00:06,027 --> 00:00:09,448 [moody music] 2 00:00:09,448 --> 00:00:12,033 [Young] Age, 17 years. 3 00:00:14,244 --> 00:00:18,290 Born in New York City. Residence, Long Island. 4 00:00:18,290 --> 00:00:21,126 Father James, mother Angela. 5 00:00:21,126 --> 00:00:23,754 Both artists. 6 00:00:27,716 --> 00:00:29,217 My parents... 7 00:00:29,217 --> 00:00:31,553 do they know about Nora? 8 00:00:31,553 --> 00:00:33,805 [Young] Just the broad strokes. 9 00:00:33,805 --> 00:00:36,933 Which is basically all we know at this point. 10 00:00:36,933 --> 00:00:39,352 You care to help us with the specifics? 11 00:00:43,190 --> 00:00:45,609 I'm older than her, you know. 12 00:00:47,903 --> 00:00:51,531 Born...18 minutes before. 13 00:00:54,034 --> 00:00:56,161 Older but never wiser. 14 00:00:59,623 --> 00:01:01,917 You're gonna hear a lot of shit 15 00:01:01,917 --> 00:01:06,797 about how I acted, who I was trying to be, 16 00:01:06,797 --> 00:01:10,175 and...how I was with her. 17 00:01:12,385 --> 00:01:15,222 But... 18 00:01:15,222 --> 00:01:18,016 that sister thing... 19 00:01:18,016 --> 00:01:21,102 that twin thing... 20 00:01:23,063 --> 00:01:25,190 ...it's like a foreign country. 21 00:01:26,399 --> 00:01:29,361 You can only really understand if you're in it. 22 00:01:29,361 --> 00:01:32,489 [somber music] 23 00:01:32,489 --> 00:01:34,741 So, no. 24 00:01:34,741 --> 00:01:38,245 I don't wanna talk about what happened to her. 25 00:01:38,245 --> 00:01:41,414 But... 26 00:01:41,414 --> 00:01:43,208 I do wanna tell you our story. 27 00:01:43,208 --> 00:01:44,626 [both] One, two, three, four, 28 00:01:44,626 --> 00:01:46,086 I declare a thumb war. 29 00:01:48,129 --> 00:01:49,965 - Pinned you! - You're too good. 30 00:01:49,965 --> 00:01:51,299 Come on, let's go again. 31 00:01:51,299 --> 00:01:53,093 One, two, three, four, 32 00:01:53,093 --> 00:01:54,636 I declare a thumb war. 33 00:01:54,636 --> 00:01:56,555 Might wanna declare a ceasefire, girls. 34 00:01:56,555 --> 00:01:59,516 - Dessert's comin'. - Tiramisu per la mamma. 35 00:01:59,516 --> 00:02:01,643 E per le bambinas. 36 00:02:01,643 --> 00:02:03,395 [Nella] Per le bambine. 37 00:02:03,395 --> 00:02:05,522 [chuckles] Your Italian's getting rusty, signore. 38 00:02:05,522 --> 00:02:07,357 [Bennett] Dio mio. 39 00:02:07,357 --> 00:02:10,944 Your mama...she always-a give-a me the grief! 40 00:02:10,944 --> 00:02:12,863 How's it taste? 41 00:02:12,863 --> 00:02:14,155 Pretty good? 42 00:02:14,155 --> 00:02:15,699 Mmm. Real good. 43 00:02:15,699 --> 00:02:17,492 Bene, Papa. 44 00:02:17,492 --> 00:02:19,578 [Nella] Gosh, she's a sponge for languages, isn't she? 45 00:02:19,578 --> 00:02:21,538 [Bennett] Completely. Hey, speaking of which, 46 00:02:21,538 --> 00:02:22,831 you know what we haven't played in a while? 47 00:02:22,831 --> 00:02:23,790 Words in Words? 48 00:02:23,790 --> 00:02:25,542 [Bennett] Words in Words. 49 00:02:25,542 --> 00:02:26,877 - Are you ready? - Mm-hmm. 50 00:02:26,877 --> 00:02:29,754 Okay, all right. Uh, first word is, um... 51 00:02:29,754 --> 00:02:31,131 tiramisu. 52 00:02:31,131 --> 00:02:32,465 T-i-r-a 53 00:02:32,465 --> 00:02:33,800 m-i-s-u. 54 00:02:33,800 --> 00:02:35,468 - All right, and go! [Nella] Mm... 55 00:02:35,468 --> 00:02:37,178 - [Bennett drumming on table] - S-t-a-r. 56 00:02:37,178 --> 00:02:40,181 - Star. - Yeah! Nora, all you. 57 00:02:40,181 --> 00:02:41,683 S-m-a-r-t. Smart! 58 00:02:41,683 --> 00:02:43,101 [Bennett] And so she is, ladies and gentlemen. 59 00:02:43,101 --> 00:02:44,686 And so she is! [drumming on table] 60 00:02:44,686 --> 00:02:46,563 [Nella laughs] How 'bout...okay, wait for it. 61 00:02:46,563 --> 00:02:47,981 Atriums. 62 00:02:47,981 --> 00:02:50,442 - A-t-r-i-u-m-s. - [Bennett drumming] 63 00:02:50,442 --> 00:02:52,986 Okay, now you're just showing off, all right? 64 00:02:52,986 --> 00:02:55,071 Rachel, give it a whirl! 65 00:02:55,071 --> 00:02:58,658 [continues drumming] 66 00:02:58,658 --> 00:03:01,036 [jazzy music plays in background] 67 00:03:01,036 --> 00:03:03,038 [whispers] 68 00:03:03,038 --> 00:03:04,831 R-a-t-s, rats. 69 00:03:04,831 --> 00:03:06,333 [Nella] Ah! [Bennett] Yeah! 70 00:03:06,333 --> 00:03:07,626 - Beautiful, Rach. [Bennett] Bravo! 71 00:03:07,626 --> 00:03:08,793 All right, I got one. Iris. 72 00:03:08,793 --> 00:03:10,045 I-r-i-s. 73 00:03:10,045 --> 00:03:12,172 Stir! S-t-i-r. 74 00:03:12,172 --> 00:03:14,591 [Nella] Trims, t-r-i-m-s. 75 00:03:14,591 --> 00:03:16,676 [Bennett] Uh, arms, a-r-m-s. 76 00:03:16,676 --> 00:03:18,678 [Rachel] Alone. [Nora] Trams... 77 00:03:18,678 --> 00:03:23,141 [Rachel] Surrounded by people, but still alone. 78 00:03:23,141 --> 00:03:26,519 That's how I felt waking up in that place. 79 00:03:26,519 --> 00:03:29,481 ♪ ♪ 80 00:03:29,481 --> 00:03:33,151 Realizing it wasn't just a bad dream. 81 00:03:35,904 --> 00:03:39,616 We were truly and actually fucked. 82 00:03:42,285 --> 00:03:44,162 Some were lucky. 83 00:03:44,162 --> 00:03:45,705 They had someone to hold on to. 84 00:03:47,958 --> 00:03:50,293 I should have too, 85 00:03:50,293 --> 00:03:52,879 but I couldn't let go of the blame. 86 00:03:54,005 --> 00:03:56,549 She'd gotten us involved. 87 00:03:56,549 --> 00:03:59,844 She'd thrown my whole life off course. 88 00:03:59,844 --> 00:04:03,515 She didn't feel like my sister anymore. 89 00:04:03,515 --> 00:04:06,476 She felt like the roadblock to everything I wanted to be. 90 00:04:10,021 --> 00:04:12,816 Hey, dude. 91 00:04:12,816 --> 00:04:15,402 Rise and shine. We're in hell. 92 00:04:15,402 --> 00:04:16,945 [scoffs] 93 00:04:20,657 --> 00:04:21,825 Fatin. 94 00:04:21,825 --> 00:04:23,702 What the... 95 00:04:23,702 --> 00:04:25,161 what the fuck? 96 00:04:25,161 --> 00:04:26,705 I was sleeping. 97 00:04:26,705 --> 00:04:29,249 Yeah, well, I thought you were dead, dick. 98 00:04:30,834 --> 00:04:33,003 Six, seven... 99 00:04:34,504 --> 00:04:36,256 [Shelby] People, we're missing a person. 100 00:04:36,256 --> 00:04:37,340 Leah. 101 00:04:47,225 --> 00:04:50,061 [Leah] It's Jeanette's. 102 00:04:50,061 --> 00:04:52,689 [uneasy music] 103 00:04:52,689 --> 00:04:55,275 ♪ ♪ 104 00:04:55,275 --> 00:04:57,277 [exhales] 105 00:04:57,277 --> 00:05:00,196 [dog panting] 106 00:05:00,196 --> 00:05:07,203 ♪ ♪ 107 00:05:16,546 --> 00:05:18,757 Audrey. 108 00:05:18,757 --> 00:05:21,551 I've made a decision. 109 00:05:21,551 --> 00:05:24,888 I know it will be controversial. 110 00:05:24,888 --> 00:05:27,307 [large steel door screeching closed] 111 00:05:29,309 --> 00:05:31,811 [Audrey] Word came down from HQ. 112 00:05:31,811 --> 00:05:34,105 No extraction. We move forward as planned. 113 00:05:34,105 --> 00:05:35,440 A girl is dead. 114 00:05:35,440 --> 00:05:37,400 Don't. Not our job to moralize. 115 00:05:37,400 --> 00:05:39,819 This needs to get to the field ASAP. 116 00:05:39,819 --> 00:05:41,654 What's in it? 117 00:05:42,739 --> 00:05:44,616 Not our job to ask questions. 118 00:05:45,950 --> 00:05:48,953 [edgy music] 119 00:05:48,953 --> 00:05:54,751 ♪ ♪ 120 00:05:54,751 --> 00:05:56,377 Land it at the drop point. 121 00:05:56,377 --> 00:05:59,005 The other operative will know to retrieve it. 122 00:05:59,005 --> 00:06:02,258 And remember to cut the motor within 500 feet. 123 00:06:14,437 --> 00:06:15,939 It was in her pocket. 124 00:06:15,939 --> 00:06:19,150 I heard it ringing, but it didn't seem real. 125 00:06:19,150 --> 00:06:21,820 Not that anything does anymore. 126 00:06:21,820 --> 00:06:26,324 So I followed the sound and I, um... 127 00:06:26,324 --> 00:06:28,910 - I... - You frisked a dead body. 128 00:06:31,788 --> 00:06:34,874 But then when I finally dug it out of her pocket, 129 00:06:34,874 --> 00:06:37,293 it died in my hands. 130 00:06:39,295 --> 00:06:41,923 The weirdest part is, this is her second phone. 131 00:06:41,923 --> 00:06:44,259 The other one, we lost out in the water, 132 00:06:44,259 --> 00:06:45,927 but this... 133 00:06:45,927 --> 00:06:48,429 this is an entirely different one. 134 00:06:48,429 --> 00:06:50,515 One that worked 135 00:06:50,515 --> 00:06:52,851 and one that she chose not to tell us about. 136 00:06:52,851 --> 00:06:55,854 Isn't there something, like, vaguely messed up about that? 137 00:06:55,854 --> 00:06:58,606 Like, not even vaguely. Deeply. 138 00:06:58,606 --> 00:07:00,608 Let me see it. 139 00:07:00,608 --> 00:07:03,236 It is kind of a sketchy phone. 140 00:07:03,236 --> 00:07:04,696 So what exactly are we trying to say here? 141 00:07:04,696 --> 00:07:06,823 - I don't know. - I don't know. 142 00:07:06,823 --> 00:07:09,033 I'm just wondering if the simplest explanation 143 00:07:09,033 --> 00:07:10,869 might be the right one. 144 00:07:10,869 --> 00:07:14,873 So she had two phones. It's not that crazy. 145 00:07:14,873 --> 00:07:16,916 And she'd been knocked around so bad, 146 00:07:16,916 --> 00:07:18,918 she just... she probably just forgot. 147 00:07:18,918 --> 00:07:22,088 Jeannette wasn't just in shock, you know. 148 00:07:22,088 --> 00:07:23,882 She was dying. 149 00:07:27,177 --> 00:07:29,137 [whispers] Fuck. 150 00:07:29,137 --> 00:07:31,264 Sorry. 151 00:07:32,599 --> 00:07:34,726 But, like, fuck her if she forgot! 152 00:07:34,726 --> 00:07:36,686 That could have been our only way out! 153 00:07:38,188 --> 00:07:40,064 Okay. 154 00:07:42,942 --> 00:07:44,652 But why didn't you wake us up? 155 00:07:46,654 --> 00:07:48,156 [Leah] I don't know. 156 00:07:48,156 --> 00:07:50,200 You...you don't know? 157 00:07:50,200 --> 00:07:51,743 You hear a phone, 158 00:07:51,743 --> 00:07:53,786 and instead of waking us up, you sit there 159 00:07:53,786 --> 00:07:56,456 and you contemplate what's fucking real and what's not 160 00:07:56,456 --> 00:07:58,249 so that by the time you get to the phone... 161 00:07:58,249 --> 00:08:01,002 - Rachel, it was confusing. - I'm not confused at all! 162 00:08:01,002 --> 00:08:03,504 You could have found it before it died, 163 00:08:03,504 --> 00:08:06,049 but you didn't, did you? 164 00:08:06,049 --> 00:08:07,050 No. 165 00:08:08,092 --> 00:08:09,135 Cool. 166 00:08:13,556 --> 00:08:16,851 [Nora] She's just afraid. 167 00:08:16,851 --> 00:08:18,686 You did everything you could. 168 00:08:18,686 --> 00:08:20,355 No, she's right. 169 00:08:20,355 --> 00:08:23,691 [exhales] I fucked up. 170 00:08:23,691 --> 00:08:26,277 [Faber] That's a tall order, tracking down a ringing phone 171 00:08:26,277 --> 00:08:28,321 in the middle of the night. 172 00:08:28,321 --> 00:08:31,532 It seems likely that she did do everything in her power. 173 00:08:31,532 --> 00:08:34,160 I know. 174 00:08:34,160 --> 00:08:38,456 But...at the time, 175 00:08:38,456 --> 00:08:41,876 all I saw was someone who hadn't fought for it. 176 00:08:41,876 --> 00:08:43,962 A no-hustle, no-grit kinda girl. 177 00:08:43,962 --> 00:08:46,005 I take it that's not your style. 178 00:08:46,005 --> 00:08:47,924 [laughs lightly] 179 00:08:47,924 --> 00:08:49,968 I was all hustle. 180 00:08:49,968 --> 00:08:52,345 [energetic music] 181 00:08:52,345 --> 00:08:54,389 [Rachel] Hustle and hard work. 182 00:08:54,389 --> 00:08:55,848 That's how you make your dreams come true. 183 00:08:58,518 --> 00:09:00,895 We grow up hearing that, don't we? 184 00:09:02,605 --> 00:09:05,275 That you don't have to be gifted 185 00:09:05,275 --> 00:09:08,069 or some kind of natural. 186 00:09:09,570 --> 00:09:11,656 If you just 187 00:09:11,656 --> 00:09:13,241 put in the time, 188 00:09:13,241 --> 00:09:16,077 the effort, and the sweat, 189 00:09:16,077 --> 00:09:18,037 anything is possible. 190 00:09:26,462 --> 00:09:29,424 I believed that because I had to. 191 00:09:30,174 --> 00:09:31,592 Only to find out... 192 00:09:37,056 --> 00:09:40,101 ...it was a stone-cold lie. 193 00:09:42,228 --> 00:09:43,813 With some dreams, 194 00:09:43,813 --> 00:09:46,649 you can work yourself to the fucking bone... 195 00:09:49,319 --> 00:09:51,487 ...and they're still gonna be there... 196 00:09:54,240 --> 00:09:56,492 ...just out of reach. 197 00:09:56,492 --> 00:09:59,203 Wait...what do you mean? 198 00:10:01,372 --> 00:10:02,957 Are you cutting me from the team? 199 00:10:02,957 --> 00:10:04,584 No, no. Let me clear. I am not cutting you. 200 00:10:04,584 --> 00:10:06,961 I am not taking you off the nationals roster, 201 00:10:06,961 --> 00:10:09,797 but... [inhales] 202 00:10:09,797 --> 00:10:12,425 ...when I am dead sure that one of my divers 203 00:10:12,425 --> 00:10:15,178 can no longer make progress, I make it a point to tell her, 204 00:10:15,178 --> 00:10:17,930 and I tell her as soon as I can because 205 00:10:17,930 --> 00:10:21,726 this is a brutal, draining, dead-end pursuit, 206 00:10:21,726 --> 00:10:23,644 and I don't want her 207 00:10:23,644 --> 00:10:26,022 devoting any more of her life to it than she has to. 208 00:10:26,022 --> 00:10:28,274 Uh, I can...I know... 209 00:10:28,274 --> 00:10:30,735 I know that I've been in some kind of slump lately, but... 210 00:10:30,735 --> 00:10:32,111 No, no, no, no, stop. 211 00:10:38,951 --> 00:10:40,745 Look at them. 212 00:10:40,745 --> 00:10:42,872 Kills me to admit it, but that is the kind of physique 213 00:10:42,872 --> 00:10:45,708 that succeeds in this sport, and they are short, 214 00:10:45,708 --> 00:10:49,295 compact bodies with itty-bitty pancake chests 215 00:10:49,295 --> 00:10:52,048 and some kind of freakish genetic ability to... 216 00:10:52,048 --> 00:10:54,258 pack on muscle and zero fat. 217 00:10:54,258 --> 00:10:55,885 And that is... 218 00:10:55,885 --> 00:10:59,430 that is just not you anymore. 219 00:10:59,430 --> 00:11:02,475 Oh, God, how do I... [clicks tongue] 220 00:11:02,475 --> 00:11:04,727 How do I put this better? You... 221 00:11:06,938 --> 00:11:09,690 You got beautiful, kid. 222 00:11:09,690 --> 00:11:12,235 Tall and real. 223 00:11:14,195 --> 00:11:16,280 I can work harder. 224 00:11:16,280 --> 00:11:17,824 I can spend more time 225 00:11:17,824 --> 00:11:19,075 - on the board, I can... - No, Rachel, Rachel. 226 00:11:19,075 --> 00:11:20,451 - Please! - Rachel. 227 00:11:20,451 --> 00:11:23,037 I know this doesn't feel like it, 228 00:11:23,037 --> 00:11:25,748 but this is an opportunity. 229 00:11:25,748 --> 00:11:27,291 Most people age out of the sport 230 00:11:27,291 --> 00:11:29,001 with no idea of who they are, 231 00:11:29,001 --> 00:11:33,214 but you get to start figuring that out now. 232 00:11:33,214 --> 00:11:36,551 Right now. 233 00:11:36,551 --> 00:11:38,845 [Rachel] You can ask the other girls. 234 00:11:38,845 --> 00:11:41,597 They'll say I was stubborn, crazy. 235 00:11:41,597 --> 00:11:43,891 Didn't know when to quit. 236 00:11:45,977 --> 00:11:48,396 But when you find that thing... 237 00:11:50,565 --> 00:11:53,359 ...that one thing that's all yours 238 00:11:53,359 --> 00:11:56,320 that finally makes you feel special... 239 00:11:56,320 --> 00:11:59,532 [melancholy piano music] 240 00:11:59,532 --> 00:12:04,203 ...that finally lets you catch some of that shine... 241 00:12:04,203 --> 00:12:05,788 There she is, 242 00:12:05,788 --> 00:12:07,832 my little Athena. 243 00:12:07,832 --> 00:12:09,625 [Rachel] ...that light that used to fall on others, 244 00:12:09,625 --> 00:12:12,462 it...it now lands on you. 245 00:12:12,462 --> 00:12:14,797 [Nella] Smell like chlorine and excellence. 246 00:12:14,797 --> 00:12:16,799 [Bennett] Hey, Raquel. 247 00:12:16,799 --> 00:12:18,217 Hey. 248 00:12:18,217 --> 00:12:19,802 [Rachel] Hey. 249 00:12:19,802 --> 00:12:21,929 So good news. 250 00:12:21,929 --> 00:12:24,891 I backed outta that design expo in Paris. 251 00:12:24,891 --> 00:12:28,269 So I'll be here for your big nationals moment, 252 00:12:28,269 --> 00:12:30,688 cheering from the stands, fully embarrassing you. 253 00:12:30,688 --> 00:12:32,732 But I thought that trip 254 00:12:32,732 --> 00:12:35,485 was like a big you and Nora thing. 255 00:12:35,485 --> 00:12:38,237 I know you were looking forward to it. 256 00:12:38,237 --> 00:12:40,740 [Nora] Paris isn't going anywhere. 257 00:12:40,740 --> 00:12:43,659 I wanna be there too. 258 00:12:43,659 --> 00:12:46,287 All right, then. 259 00:12:46,287 --> 00:12:47,705 Cool. 260 00:12:49,081 --> 00:12:51,542 Very cool. 261 00:12:53,669 --> 00:12:56,380 [Nella] You good, honey? 262 00:12:56,380 --> 00:12:59,509 Yeah, I'm just worn out. 263 00:12:59,509 --> 00:13:03,304 [uneasy music] 264 00:13:03,304 --> 00:13:05,389 Gonna go wash up. 265 00:13:05,389 --> 00:13:07,391 Trust me when I say this. 266 00:13:07,391 --> 00:13:10,228 When you've finally found that thing 267 00:13:10,228 --> 00:13:11,979 that makes you feel worth something... 268 00:13:13,606 --> 00:13:15,233 ...you don't give it up without a fight. 269 00:13:27,161 --> 00:13:29,372 [coughs, gags] 270 00:13:29,372 --> 00:13:31,290 Oh, fuck. 271 00:13:33,042 --> 00:13:36,128 Hey, so I definitely feel like a piece of shit, 272 00:13:36,128 --> 00:13:37,797 and I'm sorry. 273 00:13:37,797 --> 00:13:39,507 Whatever. I'm over it. 274 00:13:39,507 --> 00:13:41,842 I don't hold grudges. I mean... 275 00:13:41,842 --> 00:13:44,512 I hold one, and one is enough. 276 00:13:46,180 --> 00:13:49,016 Best apology is a change in behavior. 277 00:13:50,560 --> 00:13:52,853 Wait, so what do you want me to do with this? 278 00:13:52,853 --> 00:13:54,564 See if you can get it to inflate. 279 00:13:54,564 --> 00:13:56,983 I haven't had any luck. 280 00:14:02,363 --> 00:14:04,115 You're swimming out to the wreckage. 281 00:14:04,115 --> 00:14:06,576 Yeah. There's shit we need out there if we can find it. 282 00:14:06,576 --> 00:14:08,244 Radio, flares. 283 00:14:08,244 --> 00:14:10,913 You're still in, right? 284 00:14:10,913 --> 00:14:12,665 Fuckin' typical. 285 00:14:12,665 --> 00:14:14,625 Okay, I feel like you can't say "typical" 286 00:14:14,625 --> 00:14:16,377 about someone that you've known for a day 287 00:14:16,377 --> 00:14:18,796 in like a really atypical situation. 288 00:14:20,423 --> 00:14:23,134 Rachel, the water's insane. 289 00:14:23,134 --> 00:14:25,886 You see those waves over there, how they're breaking sideways? 290 00:14:25,886 --> 00:14:27,763 That's a fucking riptide. 291 00:14:27,763 --> 00:14:29,181 I surf. 292 00:14:29,181 --> 00:14:30,266 You surf. 293 00:14:30,266 --> 00:14:32,059 I took two lessons. 294 00:14:32,059 --> 00:14:34,145 Have you ever lied to someone, 295 00:14:34,145 --> 00:14:37,231 like to a guy, maybe, and you tell them 296 00:14:37,231 --> 00:14:39,900 that you're into The Smiths or that you surf, 297 00:14:39,900 --> 00:14:41,611 and then you try to legitimize the lie 298 00:14:41,611 --> 00:14:43,487 by listening to The Smiths all weekend 299 00:14:43,487 --> 00:14:47,158 and signing up for a fucking surf lesson? 300 00:14:47,158 --> 00:14:48,200 No. 301 00:14:48,200 --> 00:14:50,870 The water's a death wish. 302 00:14:50,870 --> 00:14:52,496 Did my sister ask you to talk me down? 303 00:14:52,496 --> 00:14:53,539 No. Why? 304 00:14:55,583 --> 00:14:58,419 For the record, I don't want to sit around either. 305 00:14:58,419 --> 00:15:00,880 Watching the sky, feeling like a fuck-up. 306 00:15:02,506 --> 00:15:04,842 Like a helpless, stupid fuck-up. 307 00:15:04,842 --> 00:15:07,678 Then what do you wanna do? 308 00:15:07,678 --> 00:15:10,681 [soft music] 309 00:15:10,681 --> 00:15:17,480 ♪ ♪ 310 00:15:25,946 --> 00:15:28,074 [rustling] 311 00:15:28,074 --> 00:15:31,035 [uneasy music] 312 00:15:31,035 --> 00:15:35,998 ♪ ♪ 313 00:15:35,998 --> 00:15:37,333 [exhales] 314 00:15:37,333 --> 00:15:39,627 Jesus fucking Christ! 315 00:15:39,627 --> 00:15:41,712 You've gotta stop scaring me. 316 00:15:41,712 --> 00:15:45,508 You need to not throw shit at unarmed brown people. 317 00:15:45,508 --> 00:15:47,343 - Sorry. - You know, for someone 318 00:15:47,343 --> 00:15:49,095 who gives off major softball player vibes, 319 00:15:49,095 --> 00:15:50,930 that was a super lame throw. 320 00:15:50,930 --> 00:15:52,723 What's that? 321 00:15:52,723 --> 00:15:55,601 Uh...what's left of the emergency slide, I think. 322 00:15:57,144 --> 00:15:58,479 [grunts] 323 00:15:58,479 --> 00:16:00,314 What are you doing with it? 324 00:16:00,314 --> 00:16:01,691 I don't know yet. 325 00:16:01,691 --> 00:16:04,568 Maybe use it for shelter or warmth. 326 00:16:04,568 --> 00:16:06,112 Whatever. 327 00:16:06,112 --> 00:16:08,197 Someone's definitely coming to pick us up. 328 00:16:08,197 --> 00:16:10,157 You get that, right? 329 00:16:12,451 --> 00:16:15,037 Did you just take a shit up there? 330 00:16:15,037 --> 00:16:17,915 I took a piss. That's it. 331 00:16:17,915 --> 00:16:19,500 And just so we're clear, 332 00:16:19,500 --> 00:16:21,293 I will not be doing that in the wild. 333 00:16:21,293 --> 00:16:24,547 Hand to fucking God, I need indoor plumbing for that. 334 00:16:24,547 --> 00:16:26,757 You got any more tissues in your bag? 335 00:16:26,757 --> 00:16:28,259 You don't want to drip-dry either? 336 00:16:28,259 --> 00:16:30,720 It's just good to have 'em on hand, you know? 337 00:16:30,720 --> 00:16:33,389 They make good tinder. They can staunch a cut. 338 00:16:33,389 --> 00:16:36,058 I gotta take a look at what we've salvaged so far, 339 00:16:36,058 --> 00:16:37,852 your suitcase included. 340 00:16:37,852 --> 00:16:39,603 You know, step one in a scenario like this 341 00:16:39,603 --> 00:16:41,731 is know what the hell you're working with. 342 00:16:41,731 --> 00:16:44,608 Are you from one of those creepy doomsday prep families 343 00:16:44,608 --> 00:16:47,361 and have a basement full of canned soup? 344 00:16:47,361 --> 00:16:50,781 I just watch a bunch of survival TV. 345 00:16:50,781 --> 00:16:53,117 Survivor, obviously, 346 00:16:53,117 --> 00:16:56,078 uh, Man Versus Wild. 347 00:16:56,078 --> 00:16:58,456 Wild Alaska is solid. 348 00:16:58,456 --> 00:17:00,916 Alone, Naked and Afraid. 349 00:17:00,916 --> 00:17:02,209 How many of these are there? 350 00:17:02,209 --> 00:17:03,586 [Martha] I don't get it. 351 00:17:03,586 --> 00:17:05,254 I thought it was getting better. 352 00:17:05,254 --> 00:17:07,047 [Toni] It's a sprain; they're always worse the next day. 353 00:17:07,047 --> 00:17:09,216 Ah, fuck, not this worse. 354 00:17:09,216 --> 00:17:11,218 Toni, your...your face isn't helping. 355 00:17:11,218 --> 00:17:12,970 What do you mean my face isn't helping? 356 00:17:12,970 --> 00:17:14,847 I mean you... you look scared. 357 00:17:14,847 --> 00:17:16,432 She doin' okay? 358 00:17:18,017 --> 00:17:19,226 [Shelby sighs] You're... 359 00:17:19,226 --> 00:17:21,228 you're gonna be just fine. 360 00:17:21,228 --> 00:17:23,731 Swelling just means your body's on the job, all right? 361 00:17:23,731 --> 00:17:25,441 I got this, by the way. 362 00:17:25,441 --> 00:17:27,860 She doesn't need like a ton of people crowding around her. 363 00:17:27,860 --> 00:17:29,403 - Ow, Toni! - I was elevating it 364 00:17:29,403 --> 00:17:30,988 like you're fucking supposed to! 365 00:17:30,988 --> 00:17:32,573 Um, I think at this point it's better to immobilize 366 00:17:32,573 --> 00:17:34,867 than to elevate, so that's my bad, Martha. 367 00:17:34,867 --> 00:17:36,911 I really should have splinted it yesterday. 368 00:17:36,911 --> 00:17:38,454 I was just thinking you probably should have 369 00:17:38,454 --> 00:17:40,206 - splinted it yesterday. - Just an FYI. 370 00:17:40,206 --> 00:17:43,125 I was a candy striper at Amarillo General last year 371 00:17:43,125 --> 00:17:45,628 where I learned that the biggest obstacle 372 00:17:45,628 --> 00:17:47,296 to patient recovery... 373 00:17:47,296 --> 00:17:48,339 Is infection. 374 00:17:48,339 --> 00:17:51,425 And...negative energy. 375 00:17:51,425 --> 00:17:53,719 I'll let you think about that 376 00:17:53,719 --> 00:17:55,596 while I go get this one a drink, okay? 377 00:17:57,431 --> 00:18:00,351 [Dot] All right, so you brought... 378 00:18:02,186 --> 00:18:04,230 ...what, like 37 condoms? 379 00:18:04,230 --> 00:18:05,981 And your birth control pills. 380 00:18:05,981 --> 00:18:08,567 Planned Parenthood poster child over here. 381 00:18:08,567 --> 00:18:10,152 I do my best. 382 00:18:10,152 --> 00:18:11,737 Day 15. 383 00:18:11,737 --> 00:18:13,531 We better be outta here by day 21. 384 00:18:13,531 --> 00:18:15,991 I do not wanna be on my period in this hellhole. 385 00:18:15,991 --> 00:18:17,952 Think anyone's got theirs now? 386 00:18:17,952 --> 00:18:20,204 [Fatin] Your sister was acting like it. 387 00:18:20,204 --> 00:18:21,664 Fuck you. 388 00:18:21,664 --> 00:18:24,208 Jesus, I was joking. 389 00:18:25,167 --> 00:18:26,460 Hey! Look... 390 00:18:26,460 --> 00:18:27,920 I am conducting an inventory. 391 00:18:27,920 --> 00:18:29,255 Can you just not touch the stuff 392 00:18:29,255 --> 00:18:30,631 until everything's accounted for? 393 00:18:30,631 --> 00:18:32,258 I wanna know where we're at. 394 00:18:32,258 --> 00:18:34,969 [Shelby] Relax, it's for Martha. 395 00:18:34,969 --> 00:18:36,512 [Leah] We're taking a walk. 396 00:18:36,512 --> 00:18:38,097 [Rachel] And you're coming with us, Texas. 397 00:18:38,097 --> 00:18:39,890 You've already been out there, 398 00:18:39,890 --> 00:18:41,225 - so you can lead the way. - Lead the way to what now? 399 00:18:41,225 --> 00:18:42,852 That. 400 00:18:43,894 --> 00:18:45,980 [Leah] We gotta know what this place is. 401 00:18:45,980 --> 00:18:47,940 Like the full view of it. 402 00:18:47,940 --> 00:18:50,734 There's no way we're alone out here. 403 00:18:50,734 --> 00:18:52,736 You know I'd be all in, but Martha... 404 00:18:52,736 --> 00:18:54,738 It's fine. You should go. 405 00:18:55,781 --> 00:18:58,534 Well...looks like I'm a yes, 406 00:18:58,534 --> 00:19:00,578 so I'll ju... 407 00:19:02,788 --> 00:19:05,374 Hey, um... 408 00:19:05,374 --> 00:19:06,834 take this. 409 00:19:06,834 --> 00:19:09,086 Tilt it up some. Get it all the way up there. 410 00:19:09,086 --> 00:19:12,131 It'll make for a pretty good signal. 411 00:19:12,131 --> 00:19:14,592 Probably even better than a big-ass "help" sign. 412 00:19:14,592 --> 00:19:16,218 That could really work? 413 00:19:16,218 --> 00:19:17,803 Yeah. 414 00:19:17,803 --> 00:19:19,972 Well, it did on Face the Wild with Bear Grylls. 415 00:19:19,972 --> 00:19:21,682 [Nora] Okay. 416 00:19:21,682 --> 00:19:23,100 Hey, Rach... 417 00:19:26,437 --> 00:19:27,897 [Rachel] It can't be easy... 418 00:19:29,565 --> 00:19:32,151 ...watching someone drift away. 419 00:19:33,819 --> 00:19:36,864 Especially if they're drifting into darkness. 420 00:19:36,864 --> 00:19:39,742 [uneasy music] 421 00:19:39,742 --> 00:19:46,707 ♪ ♪ 422 00:19:46,707 --> 00:19:49,627 [intense percussive music] 423 00:19:49,627 --> 00:19:51,629 [coughs] 424 00:19:51,629 --> 00:19:54,590 [panting] 425 00:19:54,590 --> 00:19:57,593 [gasping] 426 00:19:59,970 --> 00:20:02,222 Yesterday, we went left. 427 00:20:02,222 --> 00:20:05,351 You know, we... we hit some real nasty terrain, 428 00:20:05,351 --> 00:20:08,145 so I'm guessing this way's gonna be our best bet. 429 00:20:08,145 --> 00:20:09,313 Ooh, stop that. 430 00:20:09,313 --> 00:20:11,774 [chuckles] This thing's no joke. 431 00:20:11,774 --> 00:20:14,026 All right, let's do this. 432 00:20:14,026 --> 00:20:15,653 [Nora] Let me come with you! 433 00:20:18,364 --> 00:20:20,532 - Not happening. - But I... 434 00:20:20,532 --> 00:20:23,077 - I can help you. - You've helped enough. 435 00:20:23,077 --> 00:20:24,370 No, Rach! 436 00:20:24,370 --> 00:20:25,955 Rach. 437 00:20:25,955 --> 00:20:28,207 You know how bad I feel? 438 00:20:28,207 --> 00:20:29,875 I-I, uh... 439 00:20:29,875 --> 00:20:31,627 I wanna tear my skin off. 440 00:20:31,627 --> 00:20:34,213 [scoffs] Real nice and dramatic, Nora. 441 00:20:34,213 --> 00:20:36,799 Oh, wait, what's it called when someone is so dramatic 442 00:20:36,799 --> 00:20:39,093 that it makes you wanna fucking cringe? 443 00:20:40,970 --> 00:20:42,388 Melodramatic? 444 00:20:42,388 --> 00:20:44,974 Exactly. Now get outta my face. 445 00:20:46,350 --> 00:20:48,811 [laughs] Oh... look at you. 446 00:20:48,811 --> 00:20:50,854 Always standing in my fucking way. 447 00:20:50,854 --> 00:20:54,733 God, your memory's, like... 448 00:20:54,733 --> 00:20:57,444 lethally selective. 449 00:20:57,444 --> 00:21:00,406 [♪ Elliott Smith: "Angeles"] 450 00:21:00,406 --> 00:21:03,409 [singers] ♪ Someone's always coming around here ♪ 451 00:21:03,409 --> 00:21:06,245 ♪ Trailing some new kill ♪ 452 00:21:06,245 --> 00:21:08,706 ♪ ♪ 453 00:21:08,706 --> 00:21:11,750 ♪ Says "I've seen your picture on a ♪ 454 00:21:11,750 --> 00:21:15,337 ♪ Hundred dollar bill" ♪ 455 00:21:15,337 --> 00:21:18,007 ♪ What's a game of chance ♪ 456 00:21:18,007 --> 00:21:20,217 ♪ To you, to him is one... ♪ 457 00:21:20,217 --> 00:21:21,427 [Nora] You, um... 458 00:21:21,427 --> 00:21:23,345 you didn't flush. 459 00:21:23,345 --> 00:21:26,306 O-oh, um, 460 00:21:26,306 --> 00:21:27,975 staff has to check it 461 00:21:27,975 --> 00:21:30,894 to make sure I didn't relapse. 462 00:21:32,521 --> 00:21:34,523 [Rachel] Good times, right? 463 00:21:37,109 --> 00:21:39,945 Yeah, so we did vision boards. 464 00:21:39,945 --> 00:21:42,114 [Nora] Do you envision 465 00:21:42,114 --> 00:21:44,241 a golden retriever in your life? 466 00:21:44,241 --> 00:21:45,367 [Rachel] No. 467 00:21:45,367 --> 00:21:47,369 Uh... 468 00:21:47,369 --> 00:21:48,871 Yeah. 469 00:21:50,789 --> 00:21:52,916 They made me put that up there. 470 00:21:54,168 --> 00:21:56,295 The counselor said it was too sport-centric 471 00:21:56,295 --> 00:21:57,504 or some shit. 472 00:22:03,093 --> 00:22:05,012 I'm not sick, though. 473 00:22:07,681 --> 00:22:10,934 I'm just an athlete who knows what it fucking takes. 474 00:22:10,934 --> 00:22:12,227 Rachel. 475 00:22:12,227 --> 00:22:15,105 You ended up in the ER. 476 00:22:15,105 --> 00:22:17,107 I was just dehydrated, okay? 477 00:22:19,068 --> 00:22:21,779 Nora, I don't belong here. 478 00:22:21,779 --> 00:22:23,280 Help me. 479 00:22:25,574 --> 00:22:27,076 Will you help me, please? 480 00:22:28,911 --> 00:22:33,123 [singers] ♪ No one's gonna fool around with us... ♪ 481 00:22:33,123 --> 00:22:36,251 I'll talk to Mom and Dad. 482 00:22:36,251 --> 00:22:43,258 ♪ ♪ 483 00:22:48,180 --> 00:22:51,183 [Dot] She could use a Vicodin or three right about now. 484 00:22:52,392 --> 00:22:53,936 Hey, um, any chance 485 00:22:53,936 --> 00:22:56,230 this is some kind of Icy Hot knock-off? 486 00:22:56,230 --> 00:22:57,940 - Yeah, no, that's lube. - Jesus. 487 00:22:58,899 --> 00:23:02,361 What? I'm not one for essentials. 488 00:23:02,361 --> 00:23:04,071 I'm more into recreationals. 489 00:23:04,071 --> 00:23:06,615 Uh, hey, what's...what are those pink things 490 00:23:06,615 --> 00:23:09,451 in the bottom of your... junk pile? 491 00:23:16,667 --> 00:23:18,001 [laughs] 492 00:23:18,001 --> 00:23:20,671 Oh, my God, are those swag bags? 493 00:23:21,505 --> 00:23:22,965 What is swag? 494 00:23:22,965 --> 00:23:24,883 - Why would it be in a bag? - Swag. 495 00:23:24,883 --> 00:23:26,969 It's like rah-rah promotional junk. 496 00:23:26,969 --> 00:23:29,304 - Stupid and thirsty. - This one has my name on it. 497 00:23:29,304 --> 00:23:31,682 Sunscreen. 498 00:23:31,682 --> 00:23:34,101 Cheap pink goggles. 499 00:23:34,101 --> 00:23:36,645 Oh, and just when you thought it couldn't get any cringier, 500 00:23:36,645 --> 00:23:39,148 it's Grandma's fucking golf hat. 501 00:23:39,148 --> 00:23:41,900 You know, I actually kind of love it. 502 00:23:41,900 --> 00:23:46,113 Oh, shit, it's my itinerary for the weekend. 503 00:23:46,113 --> 00:23:48,198 Depending on what time of day it is, 504 00:23:48,198 --> 00:23:50,909 I'm either supposed to be at a pottery class 505 00:23:50,909 --> 00:23:53,162 - or swimming with dolphins. - Honestly, I wouldn't be 506 00:23:53,162 --> 00:23:55,497 too torn up about that last one. 507 00:23:55,497 --> 00:23:57,708 I've been swimming with dolphins like four times, 508 00:23:57,708 --> 00:24:00,085 and their tiny teeth are horrifying. 509 00:24:02,588 --> 00:24:05,465 You seem a lot better than yesterday. 510 00:24:05,465 --> 00:24:09,261 I mean, you were kinda like sliding into the abyss. 511 00:24:09,261 --> 00:24:11,471 Yeah, well, I guess it fucked me up, you know? 512 00:24:11,471 --> 00:24:13,765 - The almost dying thing? - What... 513 00:24:13,765 --> 00:24:16,852 did your life go flashing before your eyes? 514 00:24:19,897 --> 00:24:22,107 Shit, it did. 515 00:24:22,107 --> 00:24:24,776 And it bummed you out. 516 00:24:24,776 --> 00:24:27,404 Let's just say I've had a shitty few years. 517 00:24:30,407 --> 00:24:32,534 Hard fucking same. 518 00:24:32,534 --> 00:24:36,163 [soft, uneasy music] 519 00:24:36,163 --> 00:24:38,415 ♪ ♪ 520 00:24:38,415 --> 00:24:40,334 All right, let's keep it moving. 521 00:24:40,334 --> 00:24:43,337 I wanna get to the top before the sun goes down, 522 00:24:43,337 --> 00:24:45,339 see if we can flash a good signal. 523 00:24:46,965 --> 00:24:49,509 [Leah] If the context were different, like... 524 00:24:49,509 --> 00:24:52,679 if we were on a field trip and somewhere in some parking lot 525 00:24:52,679 --> 00:24:56,058 a chain-smoking bus driver was waiting to take us home, 526 00:24:56,058 --> 00:24:58,810 I'd think this place was beautiful. 527 00:24:58,810 --> 00:25:00,395 I'm telling you, 528 00:25:00,395 --> 00:25:03,232 God does not do ugly. 529 00:25:04,816 --> 00:25:06,443 [Shelby] You thought much about college, Leah? 530 00:25:06,443 --> 00:25:07,861 [Leah] Not really. 531 00:25:07,861 --> 00:25:12,324 I've been...busy with other things. 532 00:25:12,324 --> 00:25:16,828 What about you? Big college plans? 533 00:25:16,828 --> 00:25:19,456 I already committed to Stanford. 534 00:25:19,456 --> 00:25:22,793 Their diving program is basically an Olympic pipeline. 535 00:25:22,793 --> 00:25:24,670 Cool. Will your sister go with you? 536 00:25:24,670 --> 00:25:26,838 No! Why does everyone ask me that? 537 00:25:26,838 --> 00:25:29,424 Sheesh! It was just a question. 538 00:25:29,424 --> 00:25:31,510 [singer] ♪ I'm like my mama ♪ 539 00:25:31,510 --> 00:25:33,637 ♪ Sometimes it's drama ♪ 540 00:25:33,637 --> 00:25:35,806 ♪ Forget the karma ♪ 541 00:25:35,806 --> 00:25:37,641 ♪ Might hear me holla ♪ 542 00:25:37,641 --> 00:25:39,309 ♪ Reverse Madonna ♪ 543 00:25:39,309 --> 00:25:41,311 ♪ That's me, my bike's a... 544 00:25:41,311 --> 00:25:42,813 [Nora] Hey. - Hey. 545 00:25:42,813 --> 00:25:44,690 I just came to bring you this. 546 00:25:44,690 --> 00:25:47,734 You left it in the car. 547 00:25:47,734 --> 00:25:50,487 And to wish you luck. Not that you need it. 548 00:25:50,487 --> 00:25:54,324 Since I did place a Wiccan hex on all the other divers. 549 00:25:54,324 --> 00:25:56,034 [laughs] 550 00:25:56,034 --> 00:25:57,661 Just a joke. 551 00:25:57,661 --> 00:25:59,329 [chuckles] 552 00:26:01,081 --> 00:26:03,292 Are you... 553 00:26:03,292 --> 00:26:06,336 are you feeling... okay? 554 00:26:06,336 --> 00:26:08,297 Yeah. Yeah, just nerves. 555 00:26:08,297 --> 00:26:09,673 Good nerves. 556 00:26:09,673 --> 00:26:12,634 You're all right, right? 557 00:26:12,634 --> 00:26:15,512 You're feeling like... healthy? 558 00:26:15,512 --> 00:26:18,140 Because you swore to me you'd... 559 00:26:18,140 --> 00:26:20,767 Nora, yes, yes, I'm fine. 560 00:26:20,767 --> 00:26:23,979 [laughs] You seriously don't need to hover, okay? 561 00:26:23,979 --> 00:26:26,440 I just gotta get in the pocket, 562 00:26:26,440 --> 00:26:28,483 get the blood flowing, you know. 563 00:26:28,483 --> 00:26:30,319 Give me my beats. 564 00:26:32,029 --> 00:26:34,406 [laughs] I'm good, Nora. Come on! 565 00:26:34,406 --> 00:26:35,866 I'm gonna kill it. 566 00:26:35,866 --> 00:26:37,284 I'm gonna smash it, I'm gonna kill it. 567 00:26:37,284 --> 00:26:38,702 [both] Gonna smash it, gonna kill it. 568 00:26:38,702 --> 00:26:40,203 - I'm gonna smash it! Okay? - Yeah. 569 00:26:40,203 --> 00:26:41,371 Just go out there and get Mom and Dad 570 00:26:41,371 --> 00:26:42,914 some good seats, all right? 571 00:26:47,002 --> 00:26:49,296 [Nora] I love you, Rach. - I love you too. 572 00:26:50,547 --> 00:26:52,132 All right, go. 573 00:26:53,967 --> 00:26:56,053 Hurry up! 574 00:26:57,429 --> 00:26:58,722 Go, please. 575 00:27:00,640 --> 00:27:02,601 [gasps] 576 00:27:02,601 --> 00:27:04,936 [moans] 577 00:27:04,936 --> 00:27:07,814 [breathing harshly] 578 00:27:18,075 --> 00:27:19,576 [toilet seat taps] 579 00:27:19,576 --> 00:27:21,286 [gagging] 580 00:27:26,875 --> 00:27:28,919 This doesn't really seem worth it, Toni, 581 00:27:28,919 --> 00:27:30,379 like for either of us. 582 00:27:30,379 --> 00:27:32,506 It will be, I swear. 583 00:27:35,008 --> 00:27:37,928 ♪ Super Nintendo, Sega Genesis ♪ 584 00:27:37,928 --> 00:27:40,806 ♪ When I was dead broke, man, I couldn't picture this ♪ 585 00:27:40,806 --> 00:27:43,433 ♪ Fifty-inch screen, money-green leather sofa ♪ 586 00:27:43,433 --> 00:27:45,102 ♪ Got two rides, a limousine ♪ 587 00:27:45,102 --> 00:27:46,895 ♪ With a chauffeur ♪ 588 00:27:52,275 --> 00:27:54,486 Does that feel good? 589 00:27:54,486 --> 00:27:56,446 I don't know. It's cold. 590 00:27:56,446 --> 00:27:58,281 Yeah, that's the point. 591 00:28:00,659 --> 00:28:03,161 Someone's coming for us, right? 592 00:28:03,161 --> 00:28:05,372 Yeah, duh! 593 00:28:05,372 --> 00:28:08,625 You see how many rich white girls there are on this island? 594 00:28:08,625 --> 00:28:10,210 Society will never let them perish. 595 00:28:10,210 --> 00:28:11,586 You know, Shelby said her dad's 596 00:28:11,586 --> 00:28:13,296 probably in the White House by now 597 00:28:13,296 --> 00:28:16,758 just yelling at the president to come and find us. 598 00:28:16,758 --> 00:28:19,136 Do you think we'll be famous after? 599 00:28:19,136 --> 00:28:21,054 Because Shelby said they'll give us a nickname 600 00:28:21,054 --> 00:28:24,057 like...The Unsinkable Eight, and we'll go on talk shows... 601 00:28:24,057 --> 00:28:25,767 You can't go two fucking seconds 602 00:28:25,767 --> 00:28:27,269 without bringing her up, can you? 603 00:28:27,269 --> 00:28:28,562 What? 604 00:28:28,562 --> 00:28:29,896 You know, she's dead-ass gonna drop you 605 00:28:29,896 --> 00:28:31,148 after this. 606 00:28:31,148 --> 00:28:32,107 Like, don't expect her to invite you 607 00:28:32,107 --> 00:28:33,358 down to fucking Dallas. 608 00:28:39,990 --> 00:28:42,284 Oh, shit, Marty, I'm s... 609 00:28:42,284 --> 00:28:43,994 I'm so sorry. 610 00:28:43,994 --> 00:28:46,621 You know I'm just so scared out of my fucking mind, I... 611 00:28:46,621 --> 00:28:49,416 I know, I know. 612 00:28:49,416 --> 00:28:51,877 Okay? Me too. 613 00:28:55,422 --> 00:28:58,300 ♪ Birthdays was the worst days ♪ 614 00:28:58,300 --> 00:29:00,969 ♪ Now we sip champagne when we thirst-ay ♪ 615 00:29:00,969 --> 00:29:02,137 ♪ Ay...ay ♪♪ 616 00:29:12,105 --> 00:29:13,398 [Shelby] I might... 617 00:29:13,398 --> 00:29:15,692 I might need a little breather. 618 00:29:15,692 --> 00:29:17,444 We're almost there. 619 00:29:17,444 --> 00:29:19,321 I don't mean a full-on siesta, 620 00:29:19,321 --> 00:29:22,282 just a water break. 621 00:29:22,282 --> 00:29:24,576 I don't want to make excuses for myself, 622 00:29:24,576 --> 00:29:27,412 but I did come out yesterday, 623 00:29:27,412 --> 00:29:29,539 and it wasn't the easiest. 624 00:29:29,539 --> 00:29:31,416 - We're almost there. - Yeah, well, 625 00:29:31,416 --> 00:29:33,460 almost there doesn't mean the same for you 626 00:29:33,460 --> 00:29:35,045 as it does for us, okay? 627 00:29:35,045 --> 00:29:38,465 We are...working with very different thresholds here. 628 00:29:38,465 --> 00:29:40,592 Wow. That's racist. 629 00:29:40,592 --> 00:29:42,177 What? No! 630 00:29:42,177 --> 00:29:44,095 No, I-I only meant because... 631 00:29:44,095 --> 00:29:45,889 because you're like a world-class athlete. 632 00:29:45,889 --> 00:29:47,224 I... 633 00:29:47,224 --> 00:29:49,976 Chill. I'm kidding. 634 00:29:49,976 --> 00:29:52,979 [uneasy music] 635 00:29:52,979 --> 00:29:59,986 ♪ ♪ 636 00:30:01,947 --> 00:30:04,032 Watch out. 637 00:30:05,992 --> 00:30:08,495 What do you think we'll see once we get up there? 638 00:30:08,495 --> 00:30:10,956 [Leah] Uh...I'm hoping for, like, 639 00:30:10,956 --> 00:30:13,625 a Sandals Resort maybe. 640 00:30:13,625 --> 00:30:15,377 I'm takin' a break. Sorry. 641 00:30:16,878 --> 00:30:19,714 I said... we're almost there! 642 00:30:22,342 --> 00:30:24,469 - Shit, the mirror! - Leah! 643 00:30:24,469 --> 00:30:26,888 [Shelby] Leah, no, no, no. Stop! We don't need it. 644 00:30:26,888 --> 00:30:28,932 I see it! 645 00:30:28,932 --> 00:30:31,309 - I can get it. [Rachel] Can you get it? 646 00:30:31,309 --> 00:30:33,144 - Yeah, I can see it... - Leah, stop! Let it go! 647 00:30:33,144 --> 00:30:35,897 - It's right there... [Rachel] Can you get it? 648 00:30:35,897 --> 00:30:37,274 [overlapping shouting] 649 00:30:37,274 --> 00:30:40,443 [Leah] Aah! Get me up! 650 00:30:40,443 --> 00:30:41,653 Get me up, get me up! 651 00:30:41,653 --> 00:30:43,280 Get me up! 652 00:30:43,280 --> 00:30:44,739 - Get me up! - [overlapping shouting] 653 00:30:44,739 --> 00:30:46,449 - I'm trying! Pull her up! - Get me up! 654 00:30:59,713 --> 00:31:02,090 [Faber] So... 655 00:31:02,090 --> 00:31:05,051 your sister came after all. 656 00:31:05,051 --> 00:31:07,721 Yeah. 657 00:31:07,721 --> 00:31:10,098 Guess by then... 658 00:31:10,098 --> 00:31:12,475 she realized that I don't always know 659 00:31:12,475 --> 00:31:14,769 what's best for myself. 660 00:31:14,769 --> 00:31:16,896 Fuck! Fuck, we needed that! 661 00:31:16,896 --> 00:31:18,231 The mirror? 662 00:31:18,231 --> 00:31:19,733 Who the hell cares about a mirror? 663 00:31:19,733 --> 00:31:22,652 - Leah almost died. - Rachel, I am so... 664 00:31:22,652 --> 00:31:24,195 so sorry. 665 00:31:24,195 --> 00:31:27,741 Don't feel like you need to apologize to her. 666 00:31:29,200 --> 00:31:31,202 Don't look at me like that. 667 00:31:31,202 --> 00:31:33,288 Don't look at me like you think I've lost my mind, 668 00:31:33,288 --> 00:31:37,000 like I'm some angry-ass girl losing her shit for no reason! 669 00:31:37,000 --> 00:31:40,211 I have every reason! 670 00:31:40,211 --> 00:31:44,215 My life is out there a million miles away, okay? 671 00:31:44,215 --> 00:31:47,010 Real life is out there, and I have no fucking clue 672 00:31:47,010 --> 00:31:50,138 why I'm the only one fighting to get it back! 673 00:31:50,138 --> 00:31:52,682 Is there nothing waiting for you? 674 00:31:52,682 --> 00:31:54,434 Do you not have a world that wants you back? 675 00:31:57,145 --> 00:31:59,689 What the fuck? Hello?! 676 00:32:01,107 --> 00:32:03,360 I guess fucking not! 677 00:32:03,360 --> 00:32:06,237 [unsettling music] 678 00:32:06,237 --> 00:32:09,741 ♪ ♪ 679 00:32:09,741 --> 00:32:13,620 [announcer] Diving next, Rachel Reid. 680 00:32:13,620 --> 00:32:16,122 [cheers and applause] 681 00:32:16,122 --> 00:32:23,088 ♪ ♪ 682 00:32:48,697 --> 00:32:55,578 ♪ ♪ 683 00:33:10,468 --> 00:33:11,970 [exhales deeply] 684 00:33:25,734 --> 00:33:27,527 [exhales] 685 00:33:47,464 --> 00:33:49,257 There's... 686 00:33:49,257 --> 00:33:50,759 there's nothing. 687 00:33:51,551 --> 00:33:53,595 [voice breaks] There's nothing. 688 00:33:53,595 --> 00:33:56,389 [breathing harshly] 689 00:33:59,601 --> 00:34:01,352 [softly] There's nothing, there's nothing, 690 00:34:01,352 --> 00:34:02,353 there's nothing. 691 00:34:02,353 --> 00:34:04,439 There's... 692 00:34:04,439 --> 00:34:06,441 nothing. 693 00:34:06,441 --> 00:34:08,193 Nothing. Nothing, nothing. [whimpers] 694 00:34:10,028 --> 00:34:12,572 [stammers] 695 00:34:12,572 --> 00:34:17,202 [intense musical pulsing] 696 00:34:17,202 --> 00:34:24,083 ♪ ♪ 697 00:34:24,083 --> 00:34:27,295 [lenses snapping] 698 00:34:28,922 --> 00:34:30,089 [loud thud] 699 00:34:30,089 --> 00:34:33,092 [crowd commotion] 700 00:34:33,092 --> 00:34:35,512 [dialogue not audible] 701 00:34:35,512 --> 00:34:38,515 [soft tense notes] 702 00:34:38,515 --> 00:34:45,522 ♪ ♪ 703 00:35:01,913 --> 00:35:03,248 [rustling] 704 00:35:03,248 --> 00:35:06,209 Stay away from me, Nora. 705 00:35:06,209 --> 00:35:09,254 I'm serious. Stay the fuck away from me, Nora. 706 00:35:09,254 --> 00:35:11,089 Stop, just don't... don't touch me! 707 00:35:11,089 --> 00:35:13,341 Don't...stay the fuck away from me, Nora! 708 00:35:13,341 --> 00:35:16,094 Oh, my God! 709 00:35:16,094 --> 00:35:17,345 [whimpering] 710 00:35:17,345 --> 00:35:20,306 Oh, my God! 711 00:35:20,306 --> 00:35:22,684 Aah! 712 00:35:22,684 --> 00:35:24,894 [Young] Just for context, 713 00:35:24,894 --> 00:35:27,605 what did you hope to see from the summit? 714 00:35:27,605 --> 00:35:30,149 Something, anything. 715 00:35:30,149 --> 00:35:32,485 A dock, a house. 716 00:35:34,028 --> 00:35:38,408 Some kinda sign that we weren't...alone. 717 00:35:38,408 --> 00:35:41,327 But that didn't materialize. 718 00:35:41,327 --> 00:35:43,788 Sorry, what? 719 00:35:43,788 --> 00:35:45,206 Well, you didn't find anything 720 00:35:45,206 --> 00:35:48,001 to suggest that you weren't alone. 721 00:35:48,001 --> 00:35:50,962 I...did and I didn't. 722 00:35:54,215 --> 00:35:56,092 I did and I didn't. 723 00:35:56,092 --> 00:35:59,095 [heavy music] 724 00:35:59,095 --> 00:36:06,060 ♪ ♪ 725 00:36:20,617 --> 00:36:23,161 [Gretchen] We don't have eyes on the other four? 726 00:36:23,161 --> 00:36:25,538 [Thom] They, um, they should pass by 727 00:36:25,538 --> 00:36:28,082 ARBOR CAM 12 in just a sec. 728 00:36:31,377 --> 00:36:34,964 Do you see how they've arranged themselves differently? 729 00:36:34,964 --> 00:36:37,216 It often means a shift 730 00:36:37,216 --> 00:36:39,469 in the geography of the relationship. 731 00:36:39,469 --> 00:36:41,220 Did you note that, Susan? 732 00:36:41,220 --> 00:36:42,597 Of course. 733 00:36:42,597 --> 00:36:44,474 Hm. 734 00:36:44,474 --> 00:36:47,268 Oh, God. 735 00:36:47,268 --> 00:36:49,312 The dogs must have slept in the laundry last night. 736 00:36:49,312 --> 00:36:52,023 Have I just been walking around like this all day? 737 00:36:52,023 --> 00:36:54,525 - Do you want the lint roller? - Yes! 738 00:36:54,525 --> 00:36:56,694 Oh, hell, I may as well just steer into the skid. 739 00:36:56,694 --> 00:36:59,238 [whistles, clicks tongue] 740 00:36:59,238 --> 00:37:01,491 Oh, yes! 741 00:37:03,034 --> 00:37:04,786 Oh! 742 00:37:06,245 --> 00:37:09,666 The number of times just staring at these two faces 743 00:37:09,666 --> 00:37:12,418 has brought me back from the edge... 744 00:37:12,418 --> 00:37:15,546 Muah. How do they do it? 745 00:37:15,546 --> 00:37:18,007 Is it just that they're so simple 746 00:37:18,007 --> 00:37:22,220 when absolutely nothing else is? 747 00:37:24,639 --> 00:37:27,183 [kissing] 748 00:37:27,183 --> 00:37:30,186 [dark music] 749 00:37:30,186 --> 00:37:35,942 ♪ ♪ 750 00:37:43,157 --> 00:37:45,243 We're not just... 751 00:37:45,243 --> 00:37:47,620 thoughtlessly putting her death behind us. 752 00:37:47,620 --> 00:37:52,500 We're moving forward so that what she gave 753 00:37:52,500 --> 00:37:55,086 amounts to something. 754 00:37:56,504 --> 00:37:58,172 - Is that clear? - Hundred percent. 755 00:37:58,172 --> 00:38:00,550 - Susan? - Yes, all clear. 756 00:38:00,550 --> 00:38:03,886 Good. 757 00:38:03,886 --> 00:38:06,931 Uh...could you get on to base camp? 758 00:38:06,931 --> 00:38:09,892 I wanna check that the operative found the package. 759 00:38:09,892 --> 00:38:12,103 - Of course. - [whistles] 760 00:38:12,103 --> 00:38:14,188 Come on! [clicking tongue] 761 00:38:45,678 --> 00:38:49,348 [Dot] Gotta figure this was our pilot. 762 00:38:49,348 --> 00:38:51,392 Now, sir, I don't have a great feeling 763 00:38:51,392 --> 00:38:54,020 about where you're at right now, 764 00:38:54,020 --> 00:38:56,147 but the shit you left behind will not be wasted. 765 00:38:56,147 --> 00:38:58,858 [Shelby] Dottie, don't be morbid. 766 00:38:58,858 --> 00:39:01,069 Uh, well, sorry, but this is a haul. 767 00:39:01,069 --> 00:39:02,737 Pain pills, disinfectants... 768 00:39:02,737 --> 00:39:04,989 basically a whole medicine cabinet. 769 00:39:04,989 --> 00:39:06,991 [Shelby] All right, down the hatch. 770 00:39:06,991 --> 00:39:10,453 You, ma'am, are gonna be ship-shape in no time. 771 00:39:10,453 --> 00:39:13,456 [Martha] I've only ever had the store brand kind before. 772 00:39:13,456 --> 00:39:16,042 She didn't buy them for you. She had some dumb fucking luck. 773 00:39:16,042 --> 00:39:17,794 [Dot] Hey, um, give her one of these, 774 00:39:17,794 --> 00:39:19,545 maybe one and a half, but make sure 775 00:39:19,545 --> 00:39:21,005 - she takes it with food. - What is it? 776 00:39:21,005 --> 00:39:22,340 Oxycodone. 777 00:39:25,676 --> 00:39:28,054 Shelby, thank you so much. 778 00:39:28,054 --> 00:39:30,473 How do you say "You're welcome" in Native American? 779 00:39:30,473 --> 00:39:32,433 In Ojibwe, it's miigwech. 780 00:39:32,433 --> 00:39:34,727 Okay. 781 00:39:34,727 --> 00:39:36,187 Yeah. 782 00:39:36,187 --> 00:39:38,523 That. [giggles] 783 00:39:59,001 --> 00:40:02,463 [mellow music] 784 00:40:02,463 --> 00:40:04,132 ♪ ♪ 785 00:40:04,132 --> 00:40:05,675 [Rachel] That riptide's looking real good 786 00:40:05,675 --> 00:40:07,510 right about now. 787 00:40:07,510 --> 00:40:09,220 [chuckles] 788 00:40:10,930 --> 00:40:13,558 Thanks...by the way. 789 00:40:13,558 --> 00:40:15,935 For trying to get the mirror. 790 00:40:15,935 --> 00:40:17,186 I'm not like... 791 00:40:17,186 --> 00:40:19,981 a Stanford-bound- Wheaties-box- 792 00:40:19,981 --> 00:40:22,942 Olympic-level diver, but I do go after things. 793 00:40:22,942 --> 00:40:25,486 If they're risky, impossible, stupid, 794 00:40:25,486 --> 00:40:29,115 or like an absolute recipe for disaster, 795 00:40:29,115 --> 00:40:30,992 I'll...I'll go after it for sure. 796 00:40:30,992 --> 00:40:32,952 [chuckles] 797 00:40:32,952 --> 00:40:34,620 [Nora] Hey. 798 00:40:51,137 --> 00:40:54,599 So...Stanford. 799 00:40:59,187 --> 00:41:01,397 You were cut, Rachel. 800 00:41:01,397 --> 00:41:04,233 It's not your real life anymore. 801 00:41:04,233 --> 00:41:08,154 I don't know why you won't let it go. 802 00:41:09,488 --> 00:41:11,616 But you do, Nora. 803 00:41:12,491 --> 00:41:14,035 You do know why. 804 00:41:16,871 --> 00:41:20,374 Q-A-T...triple letter. 805 00:41:20,374 --> 00:41:22,168 [Nella] Is that a legal word? 806 00:41:22,168 --> 00:41:24,879 [Bennett] Yeah, look it up. It's an Arabian shrub. 807 00:41:27,215 --> 00:41:29,300 You okay, baby? 808 00:41:29,300 --> 00:41:31,677 We can play something different. 809 00:41:31,677 --> 00:41:33,679 No, it's cool. 810 00:41:33,679 --> 00:41:35,932 [Nella] It's still tender? 811 00:41:35,932 --> 00:41:37,308 [Rachel] Kinda. 812 00:41:37,308 --> 00:41:41,270 Every scar is a lesson, you know? 813 00:41:41,270 --> 00:41:44,398 What's that, um, Rumi quote? 814 00:41:44,398 --> 00:41:47,026 "The wound is the place light enters you." 815 00:41:47,026 --> 00:41:49,403 That's the one. 816 00:41:49,403 --> 00:41:52,406 [soft piano music] 817 00:41:52,406 --> 00:41:55,117 ♪ ♪ 818 00:41:55,117 --> 00:41:57,995 Petrichor. 819 00:41:57,995 --> 00:42:01,624 It means the smell in the air after it rains. 820 00:42:01,624 --> 00:42:03,542 [Nella] That's quite beautiful. 821 00:42:03,542 --> 00:42:06,087 [Bennett] That's...85 points 822 00:42:06,087 --> 00:42:08,714 worth of beautiful. Okay. 823 00:42:09,799 --> 00:42:12,677 Where you going? You're almost up. 824 00:42:12,677 --> 00:42:15,638 Just gonna lie down. 825 00:42:15,638 --> 00:42:22,645 ♪ ♪ 826 00:42:44,375 --> 00:42:46,168 Rachel? 827 00:42:46,168 --> 00:42:48,587 [Rachel] You remember my first invitational 828 00:42:48,587 --> 00:42:51,257 down in Jersey? 829 00:42:51,257 --> 00:42:53,342 We were 11. 830 00:42:53,342 --> 00:42:55,553 I did the perfect inward pike. 831 00:42:55,553 --> 00:42:57,471 I blew everyone out of the water. 832 00:42:57,471 --> 00:43:00,308 Mom and Dad... they fucking lost it. 833 00:43:01,851 --> 00:43:03,811 Dad went on, kissing strangers, 834 00:43:03,811 --> 00:43:06,897 and Mom screamed so hard, her nose bled. 835 00:43:06,897 --> 00:43:10,443 She bled on my hair and didn't even realize. 836 00:43:12,361 --> 00:43:14,447 Look, I know it wasn't easy for you 837 00:43:14,447 --> 00:43:16,991 always being in the bleachers 838 00:43:16,991 --> 00:43:21,370 and basically having your life hijacked by my thing, but... 839 00:43:23,080 --> 00:43:25,958 But that day... [laughs] 840 00:43:25,958 --> 00:43:28,294 ...that was the first time they... 841 00:43:28,294 --> 00:43:30,921 they've ever looked at me like that. 842 00:43:33,215 --> 00:43:35,551 Like the way that they've always looked at... 843 00:43:35,551 --> 00:43:37,178 Me. 844 00:43:37,178 --> 00:43:40,222 The way they look at me. 845 00:43:40,222 --> 00:43:42,183 [softly] Yeah. 846 00:43:42,183 --> 00:43:46,062 You know, they're basically 847 00:43:46,062 --> 00:43:50,399 the only ones who... 848 00:43:50,399 --> 00:43:52,068 noticed me. 849 00:43:52,068 --> 00:43:53,903 Yeah, well, 850 00:43:53,903 --> 00:43:56,989 I wanted that. 851 00:43:56,989 --> 00:43:59,492 I still do. 852 00:44:02,244 --> 00:44:04,580 So I'm gonna get back there, Nora. 853 00:44:04,580 --> 00:44:06,624 I'm gonna be fucking great again. 854 00:44:06,624 --> 00:44:10,252 And I need you to let me believe that. 855 00:44:12,171 --> 00:44:16,384 [Rachel] The story of me and my sister 856 00:44:16,384 --> 00:44:19,095 is that I had her all wrong. 857 00:44:19,095 --> 00:44:21,263 How do you mean? 858 00:44:21,263 --> 00:44:23,891 She was always up ahead, 859 00:44:23,891 --> 00:44:26,435 standing in front of me somehow. 860 00:44:26,435 --> 00:44:28,145 And there I was thinking 861 00:44:28,145 --> 00:44:30,481 that she was just casting some kind of shadow 862 00:44:30,481 --> 00:44:33,692 that I had to get out from under. 863 00:44:33,692 --> 00:44:36,946 But that wasn't the case. 864 00:44:36,946 --> 00:44:39,657 It was protection. 865 00:44:42,118 --> 00:44:44,954 She was throwing herself 866 00:44:44,954 --> 00:44:47,581 in front of the world for me. 867 00:44:47,581 --> 00:44:50,751 This story, the two of you, 868 00:44:50,751 --> 00:44:52,962 you mind if I ask how it ends? 869 00:44:56,715 --> 00:44:58,926 I don't know. 870 00:44:58,926 --> 00:45:01,929 Guess that's in your hands now. 871 00:45:05,015 --> 00:45:06,934 It's true what they say, you know, 872 00:45:06,934 --> 00:45:09,895 that you can still feel things. 873 00:45:09,895 --> 00:45:12,857 [soft music] 874 00:45:12,857 --> 00:45:16,485 ♪ ♪ 875 00:45:16,485 --> 00:45:19,405 Messages from... 876 00:45:19,405 --> 00:45:21,323 old nerve endings, 877 00:45:21,323 --> 00:45:23,951 sensations from the past. 878 00:45:25,995 --> 00:45:27,788 You know what I feel? 879 00:45:27,788 --> 00:45:30,791 [emotional music] 880 00:45:30,791 --> 00:45:33,461 It's her hand 881 00:45:33,461 --> 00:45:36,422 holding mine. 882 00:45:36,422 --> 00:45:43,429 ♪ ♪ 883 00:45:45,764 --> 00:45:48,517 Forever.