1 00:00:03,464 --> 00:00:05,007 I know this is delicate, 2 00:00:05,048 --> 00:00:08,719 but we do need your account of what happened that day. 3 00:00:11,138 --> 00:00:12,890 Right. 4 00:00:12,931 --> 00:00:14,933 Rachel! 5 00:00:27,571 --> 00:00:31,283 We couldn't see them, you know? 6 00:00:31,325 --> 00:00:32,659 We could hear them. 7 00:00:35,996 --> 00:00:38,499 If I'm being honest, I can still hear them. 8 00:00:38,540 --> 00:00:40,417 Rachel! 9 00:00:40,459 --> 00:00:44,171 Nora! Nora! 10 00:00:44,213 --> 00:00:46,423 It could have lasted a second. 11 00:00:46,465 --> 00:00:48,634 Or maybe an hour. I don't know. 12 00:00:51,053 --> 00:00:52,971 But then she was just... 13 00:00:54,348 --> 00:00:57,184 Nora. Nora! 14 00:01:00,229 --> 00:01:02,105 Gone. 15 00:01:02,147 --> 00:01:05,108 She was gone. 16 00:01:11,573 --> 00:01:13,784 It was Dot who saw her first. 17 00:01:13,826 --> 00:01:15,494 Rachel! 18 00:01:15,536 --> 00:01:17,246 - You're bleeding. 19 00:01:17,287 --> 00:01:18,497 - Where are you bleeding? 20 00:01:18,539 --> 00:01:20,290 I lost her. 21 00:01:20,332 --> 00:01:23,210 Some of us froze. 22 00:01:23,252 --> 00:01:25,337 But some of us just sort of... 23 00:01:25,379 --> 00:01:26,547 ...knew what to do. 24 00:01:26,588 --> 00:01:29,258 I'm gonna have to cauterize it. 25 00:01:33,470 --> 00:01:34,847 Hold her down. 26 00:01:37,349 --> 00:01:38,767 Now. 27 00:01:45,607 --> 00:01:48,360 Some of us took it harder than others, 28 00:01:48,402 --> 00:01:51,029 who let the whole thing... 29 00:01:51,071 --> 00:01:53,448 shatter them. 30 00:01:59,913 --> 00:02:02,165 No! 31 00:02:04,626 --> 00:02:07,921 The pit was here! Nora put me here! 32 00:02:15,470 --> 00:02:17,806 There are no... 33 00:02:17,848 --> 00:02:19,182 upsides. 34 00:02:21,226 --> 00:02:24,271 And I don't think there ever will be. 35 00:02:24,313 --> 00:02:26,732 But what I will say for all of us... 36 00:02:26,773 --> 00:02:28,191 Is that it tied us together. 37 00:02:28,233 --> 00:02:32,654 Into, like, I don't know... 38 00:02:32,696 --> 00:02:34,781 something more than we were. 39 00:02:36,617 --> 00:02:40,078 Yeah, after that happened, we became, like... 40 00:02:43,874 --> 00:02:46,835 There's no other way to say it. We became a family. 41 00:02:49,296 --> 00:02:51,214 It was how fast it all happened. 42 00:02:51,256 --> 00:02:54,134 That's what's hard to believe... 43 00:02:54,176 --> 00:02:57,888 that idea that only three weeks before, 44 00:02:57,930 --> 00:02:59,848 we... 45 00:02:59,890 --> 00:03:02,100 we didn't know each other at all. 46 00:03:05,771 --> 00:03:10,400 There was awkwardness, distance... 47 00:03:10,442 --> 00:03:13,654 a lot of glances... 48 00:03:13,695 --> 00:03:16,490 politeness. 49 00:03:16,531 --> 00:03:19,159 We were cautious, with our walls up, 50 00:03:19,201 --> 00:03:23,288 just strangers heading in a new direction... 51 00:03:25,123 --> 00:03:28,293 ...with no fucking idea what was coming. 52 00:03:33,215 --> 00:03:35,384 Cake anyone? 53 00:03:44,685 --> 00:03:46,395 - Passageways intro video, 54 00:03:46,436 --> 00:03:48,897 take uno. 55 00:03:48,939 --> 00:03:50,357 I'm Josh Herbert, 56 00:03:50,399 --> 00:03:53,110 and I am super stoked about this retreat. 57 00:03:54,820 --> 00:03:56,113 Oh, nice. 58 00:03:56,154 --> 00:03:58,448 Rosa...comin' hot with my meds. 59 00:03:58,490 --> 00:04:00,742 Saw the activity list for this retreat. 60 00:04:02,327 --> 00:04:04,037 As I was saying, I am super stoked. 61 00:04:04,079 --> 00:04:07,958 Like, almost as stoked as I was about magic camp. 62 00:04:09,501 --> 00:04:11,044 I run a sub-50 400, 63 00:04:11,086 --> 00:04:13,213 and I deadlift three times my body weight. 64 00:04:13,255 --> 00:04:14,881 So, if you think I'm gonna be challenged 65 00:04:14,923 --> 00:04:18,719 by some stand-up-paddleboarding bullshit, 66 00:04:18,760 --> 00:04:19,970 you can fuck right off. 67 00:04:20,012 --> 00:04:22,014 I've prepared a statement. 68 00:04:22,055 --> 00:04:24,099 I'm going on this retreat against my will. 69 00:04:24,141 --> 00:04:26,351 I'm making this video because it's mandatory, 70 00:04:26,393 --> 00:04:28,103 and I will now offer a short list of things 71 00:04:28,145 --> 00:04:30,147 I'd rather do than go on this trip. 72 00:04:30,188 --> 00:04:31,273 Still deliberating, 73 00:04:31,314 --> 00:04:33,650 but I might wear this on day one. 74 00:04:33,692 --> 00:04:34,985 Walk over thumbtacks... 75 00:04:35,027 --> 00:04:36,570 Sort of my litmus test. 76 00:04:36,611 --> 00:04:39,031 You know, it's like, if you don't know these legends, 77 00:04:39,072 --> 00:04:41,491 I...I just won't to engage with you. 78 00:04:41,533 --> 00:04:42,868 ...get strep throat... 79 00:04:42,909 --> 00:04:44,369 I forgot what I'm supposed to say. 80 00:04:44,411 --> 00:04:46,747 Bo, i-it's just three words to describe yourself. 81 00:04:46,788 --> 00:04:48,081 Um... 82 00:04:48,123 --> 00:04:50,292 ...lick the slide at the McDonald's PlayPlace... 83 00:04:50,333 --> 00:04:52,836 I mow lawns. 84 00:04:52,878 --> 00:04:54,880 The boy does not know how to sell himself. 85 00:04:54,921 --> 00:04:56,298 Here, let me show you how it's done. 86 00:04:56,339 --> 00:04:57,424 Hold that. 87 00:04:57,466 --> 00:04:59,468 Three words... I don't know. 88 00:04:59,509 --> 00:05:01,553 The name's Scotty Simms coming to you live 89 00:05:01,595 --> 00:05:04,014 from the shit-ass corner of the 8-5-0, 90 00:05:04,056 --> 00:05:05,515 but not for long, friends, 91 00:05:05,557 --> 00:05:08,518 'cause I'm a savvy and... and motivated entrepreneur 92 00:05:08,560 --> 00:05:09,686 with some big ideas 93 00:05:09,728 --> 00:05:11,354 for the fashion and skin-care industries. 94 00:05:11,396 --> 00:05:13,065 Scotty, that's more than three words. 95 00:05:16,234 --> 00:05:18,070 Three words that encapsulate me are simply 96 00:05:18,111 --> 00:05:19,237 "man of taste." 97 00:05:19,279 --> 00:05:21,364 Boring white guy. 98 00:05:21,406 --> 00:05:23,408 I mean that literally as well. 99 00:05:23,450 --> 00:05:26,411 I collect rare whiskeys on the DL. 100 00:05:28,705 --> 00:05:30,582 Oh, I barely have to even hide this stuff 101 00:05:30,624 --> 00:05:34,211 'cause Mom's fuckin' clueless. 102 00:05:34,252 --> 00:05:36,797 Mmm. 103 00:05:36,838 --> 00:05:38,632 Beautiful mouthfeel. 104 00:05:38,673 --> 00:05:43,011 I am Rafael Garcia... Raf for short. 105 00:05:43,053 --> 00:05:44,679 Most people call me Raf. 106 00:05:44,721 --> 00:05:47,015 Um... 107 00:05:47,057 --> 00:05:48,225 yeah, I don't...I don't know. 108 00:05:48,266 --> 00:05:51,812 I guess I'm just excited to meet everybody. 109 00:05:51,853 --> 00:05:54,815 Um, never been to Hawaii before. 110 00:05:54,856 --> 00:05:57,651 Actually never been on a plane before, 111 00:05:57,692 --> 00:06:00,612 so I'm a little nervous about that. 112 00:06:01,905 --> 00:06:03,073 Things that I'll miss... 113 00:06:03,115 --> 00:06:05,158 Come in! 114 00:06:08,995 --> 00:06:11,248 You're smiling. That's a nice development. 115 00:06:11,289 --> 00:06:14,167 I was just admiring our beloved control group. 116 00:06:14,209 --> 00:06:15,627 "Beloved"? 117 00:06:15,669 --> 00:06:17,295 Not what I expected you to call them. 118 00:06:17,337 --> 00:06:19,506 34 days, Daniel. 119 00:06:19,548 --> 00:06:21,299 They lasted 34 days, 120 00:06:21,341 --> 00:06:23,802 while the women lasted the full 50, so... 121 00:06:23,844 --> 00:06:28,265 And, God, all that begging for money and tap-dancing 122 00:06:28,306 --> 00:06:31,601 like a fucking monkey for my investors, 123 00:06:31,643 --> 00:06:34,271 that was all worthwhile. 124 00:06:34,312 --> 00:06:36,857 The boys were the perfect failures we needed, 125 00:06:36,898 --> 00:06:39,776 so how could I not belove them? 126 00:06:39,818 --> 00:06:42,571 Yeah, well, we're gonna start processing them now. 127 00:06:42,612 --> 00:06:44,072 Just stopped by to let you know. 128 00:06:44,114 --> 00:06:47,200 You holding up, Dean? You look fraught. 129 00:06:47,242 --> 00:06:49,244 I don't do fraught. 130 00:06:49,286 --> 00:06:52,372 Complicated feelings is, uh, more Dan's thing. 131 00:06:54,082 --> 00:06:58,336 Well, I know this has been a trial, 132 00:06:58,378 --> 00:07:01,256 but I'm asking for one last push from both of you. 133 00:07:03,216 --> 00:07:06,887 There is no question they imploded. 134 00:07:06,928 --> 00:07:10,307 Once we find out how... 135 00:07:10,348 --> 00:07:12,309 we wear the crown. 136 00:07:14,895 --> 00:07:17,939 Yeah. Go break 'em open, gentlemen. 137 00:07:17,981 --> 00:07:20,901 Oh, if you can, start with this little angel. 138 00:07:20,942 --> 00:07:23,695 I want to know how he fell. 139 00:07:31,411 --> 00:07:33,788 I don't really know what you guys want from me. 140 00:07:33,830 --> 00:07:36,208 Well, just your version of what happened. 141 00:07:38,627 --> 00:07:40,170 Why don't we take those off? 142 00:07:40,212 --> 00:07:43,256 They're an "abundance of caution" measure anyway. 143 00:07:43,298 --> 00:07:46,218 Because of what I did? 144 00:07:46,259 --> 00:07:48,428 Yes, Rafael. 145 00:07:48,470 --> 00:07:49,971 It's Raf. 146 00:07:51,806 --> 00:07:53,725 I go by Raf. 147 00:08:05,237 --> 00:08:07,364 Well, Raf, 148 00:08:07,405 --> 00:08:09,532 why don't you take us through that first day? 149 00:08:23,046 --> 00:08:25,674 I remember not knowing names. 150 00:08:25,715 --> 00:08:28,551 Never been very good at it. 151 00:08:28,593 --> 00:08:30,971 Maybe it's 'cause everybody is so bad with mine. 152 00:08:32,555 --> 00:08:34,516 But, yeah, that, uh... 153 00:08:36,726 --> 00:08:40,188 ...that first day, I just sort of knew the basics. 154 00:08:40,230 --> 00:08:42,107 There was the two best friends from Florida... 155 00:08:44,025 --> 00:08:48,363 ...Josh, whose name I only knew from school, 156 00:08:48,405 --> 00:08:50,615 the smart one with the fancy clothes, 157 00:08:50,657 --> 00:08:55,453 the lax-bro, the emo kid with the glasses, 158 00:08:55,495 --> 00:08:58,415 and his stepbrother Seth, 159 00:08:58,456 --> 00:09:01,251 whose name, for some reason, just... 160 00:09:03,253 --> 00:09:05,005 ...stuck with me. 161 00:09:06,214 --> 00:09:07,799 Oh. 162 00:09:07,841 --> 00:09:11,303 And, of course, the tracksuit kid... 163 00:09:11,344 --> 00:09:14,889 who really hated his mom. 164 00:09:14,931 --> 00:09:17,517 Good one, Mother. Great idea. 165 00:09:17,559 --> 00:09:20,562 How about...how about we... we ship me off 166 00:09:20,603 --> 00:09:24,733 to some wilderness fucking circle jerk? 167 00:09:24,774 --> 00:09:26,401 "Maybe it'll be fun," she said. 168 00:09:26,443 --> 00:09:27,902 Yeah, "Maybe you'll learn something." 169 00:09:27,944 --> 00:09:29,404 Okay, sure. Yeah. 170 00:09:29,446 --> 00:09:32,365 Maybe I'll learn what it's like to almost basically drown. 171 00:09:32,407 --> 00:09:33,825 Maybe I'll learn what it's like 172 00:09:33,867 --> 00:09:37,120 to get a metric shit-ton of water up my fuckin' nose! 173 00:09:37,162 --> 00:09:40,040 Or maybe I'll learn what it's like to absolutely 174 00:09:40,081 --> 00:09:42,876 and extremely hate you, 175 00:09:42,917 --> 00:09:46,087 you fucking dick-tit! 176 00:09:46,129 --> 00:09:47,839 Oh, jeez, fuck! 177 00:09:47,881 --> 00:09:50,467 - God. 178 00:09:52,427 --> 00:09:54,012 I'm...I'm sorry. 179 00:09:54,054 --> 00:09:55,638 I just...I just... 180 00:09:55,680 --> 00:09:57,724 I can't pretend that that shit wasn't funny. 181 00:09:57,766 --> 00:10:00,101 "Dick-tit!" 182 00:10:14,908 --> 00:10:15,909 Hey, you doing okay? 183 00:10:15,950 --> 00:10:17,202 No. 184 00:10:17,243 --> 00:10:18,453 Henry, come on. Not now. 185 00:10:18,495 --> 00:10:19,954 What? 186 00:10:19,996 --> 00:10:21,581 We're either lost, dead, or raptured. 187 00:10:21,623 --> 00:10:22,916 None of us are okay. 188 00:10:22,957 --> 00:10:24,584 I'll rephrase. 189 00:10:24,626 --> 00:10:26,669 Are you doing okay, considering? 190 00:10:29,964 --> 00:10:31,883 Why are you doing that? 191 00:10:33,301 --> 00:10:34,469 Doing what? 192 00:10:34,511 --> 00:10:36,137 Crying. 193 00:10:36,179 --> 00:10:39,182 It's fine, actually. It's healthy, really. 194 00:10:39,224 --> 00:10:42,227 And I think it should be more normalized as a behavior. 195 00:10:42,268 --> 00:10:44,270 Jesus fucking Christ. 196 00:10:44,312 --> 00:10:46,898 Who came with this kid? 197 00:10:46,940 --> 00:10:48,942 Is he always like this? 198 00:10:50,402 --> 00:10:51,861 I...I don't really know. 199 00:10:51,903 --> 00:10:54,364 We're in different friend groups. 200 00:10:54,406 --> 00:10:55,990 Hi, Rafe. 201 00:10:56,032 --> 00:10:57,367 Whatever. 202 00:10:57,409 --> 00:10:59,160 Look, we've been sitting on our asses for too long. 203 00:10:59,202 --> 00:11:02,080 Let's quit fuckin' crying and do something. 204 00:11:02,122 --> 00:11:04,249 Uh, hey, man. W-what's your name, again? 205 00:11:04,290 --> 00:11:05,708 He'll tell you it's Kirin, 206 00:11:05,750 --> 00:11:08,002 but we all know he's a natural-born Chad. 207 00:11:08,044 --> 00:11:10,505 Don't start, Taylor. Don't even start. 208 00:11:10,547 --> 00:11:13,174 Okay, uh, some history there. 209 00:11:13,216 --> 00:11:14,968 Uh, look, Kirin, 210 00:11:15,009 --> 00:11:17,178 why don't we just let Josh be Josh for a sec? 211 00:11:17,220 --> 00:11:18,596 We've all been dropped into this, like, 212 00:11:18,638 --> 00:11:20,056 live-action fever dream. 213 00:11:20,098 --> 00:11:21,933 We should probably normalize 214 00:11:21,975 --> 00:11:23,560 having any reaction that we want. 215 00:11:23,601 --> 00:11:25,395 Like, if you want to call your mom a dick-tit, 216 00:11:25,437 --> 00:11:26,813 then go for it. 217 00:11:26,855 --> 00:11:28,314 I did need to. She fuckin' sucks. 218 00:11:28,356 --> 00:11:29,607 God damn it, people. 219 00:11:29,649 --> 00:11:32,110 Can we please stop talking and just move? 220 00:11:32,152 --> 00:11:33,194 And go where? 221 00:11:33,236 --> 00:11:34,737 To go look for shit. 222 00:11:34,779 --> 00:11:36,489 Deserted islands don't even exist. 223 00:11:36,531 --> 00:11:38,158 We fuckin' found 'em all. 224 00:11:38,199 --> 00:11:39,701 Yeah, see that's true. 225 00:11:39,742 --> 00:11:41,995 All these islands been snapped up by rich dudes 226 00:11:42,036 --> 00:11:43,496 with, like, Illuminati money. 227 00:11:43,538 --> 00:11:45,540 All right, everybody up! 228 00:11:48,626 --> 00:11:51,296 Why did I just do what he told me to do? 229 00:11:51,337 --> 00:11:53,965 It's that captain daddy voice. You just can't fight it. 230 00:11:54,007 --> 00:11:55,550 I mean, look at me, I've loathed him 231 00:11:55,592 --> 00:11:57,302 since middle school, and my ass got up. 232 00:11:57,343 --> 00:11:59,596 Look, obviously, rescue's coming, 233 00:11:59,637 --> 00:12:02,098 but if there's some sick hotel around the corner 234 00:12:02,140 --> 00:12:04,517 and we're too lazy to go find it, 235 00:12:04,559 --> 00:12:06,769 we're gonna feel like total dicks. 236 00:12:06,811 --> 00:12:09,898 So I think we split up, head in separate directions. 237 00:12:09,939 --> 00:12:13,109 Just send someone back when you find something. 238 00:12:13,151 --> 00:12:16,696 Everyone from here over, you're one group. 239 00:12:16,738 --> 00:12:19,240 I mean... 240 00:12:22,410 --> 00:12:24,329 I mean from here over. 241 00:12:24,370 --> 00:12:27,665 The others, you're with me. Let's go. 242 00:12:27,707 --> 00:12:32,045 It's still happening. It's like a tractor beam. 243 00:12:32,086 --> 00:12:37,008 So, hey, you, uh, doing okay? You bouncing back? 244 00:12:37,050 --> 00:12:41,471 Way back, yeah. I always get a cry high. 245 00:12:41,513 --> 00:12:43,681 Oh, good. 246 00:12:43,723 --> 00:12:46,726 So, look, as much as I hate taking advice 247 00:12:46,768 --> 00:12:48,102 from a triple-didge. 248 00:12:48,144 --> 00:12:49,395 A what? 249 00:12:49,437 --> 00:12:51,356 Oh, sorry, it's just this thing that I say. 250 00:12:51,397 --> 00:12:54,192 You know, when someone has a triple-digit SAT score, it... 251 00:12:55,610 --> 00:12:57,403 Thank you for laughing. Um... 252 00:12:57,445 --> 00:12:59,030 Look, I know it's smug and it's mean, 253 00:12:59,072 --> 00:13:01,366 but the point is, he's not wrong. 254 00:13:01,407 --> 00:13:03,785 If we stay sitting here with our thoughts, 255 00:13:03,826 --> 00:13:05,620 it's just gonna break us. 256 00:13:05,662 --> 00:13:08,248 Let's get moving, and we'll be out of this place in no time. 257 00:13:11,834 --> 00:13:14,796 One week. It's been one week. 258 00:13:14,837 --> 00:13:16,464 Hmm. 259 00:13:16,506 --> 00:13:19,759 I don't know. It just doesn't feel right. 260 00:13:19,801 --> 00:13:23,805 There's all this heaviness without her. 261 00:13:23,846 --> 00:13:26,057 And Rachel... 262 00:13:26,099 --> 00:13:28,434 it's like all she knows is hurt right now. 263 00:13:33,731 --> 00:13:36,734 But meanwhile... 264 00:13:36,776 --> 00:13:40,238 I'm over here with you just like... 265 00:13:40,280 --> 00:13:42,699 Like what? 266 00:13:42,740 --> 00:13:44,867 I want to hear you describe it. 267 00:13:47,662 --> 00:13:51,874 Like I'm floating, like I'm weak. 268 00:13:51,916 --> 00:13:53,710 But I like it. 269 00:13:53,751 --> 00:13:58,089 Like I'm high on every drug they warned us about 270 00:13:58,131 --> 00:13:59,632 in those middle-school assemblies... 271 00:13:59,674 --> 00:14:01,009 Okay, stop, you're hitting my sap limit. 272 00:14:01,050 --> 00:14:02,385 - You asked me to. - I know. 273 00:14:02,427 --> 00:14:06,472 I'm just giving you a hard time. 274 00:14:06,514 --> 00:14:08,349 And by the way... 275 00:14:10,935 --> 00:14:13,396 ...I'm really happy, too. 276 00:14:16,566 --> 00:14:18,776 The guilt of it all. 277 00:14:20,695 --> 00:14:23,031 What are we supposed to do with that? 278 00:14:25,533 --> 00:14:28,161 Have you talked to your friend God about it? 279 00:14:28,202 --> 00:14:32,540 Actually, I haven't been doing a whole lot of that lately... 280 00:14:32,582 --> 00:14:34,500 prayin'. 281 00:14:37,003 --> 00:14:39,297 What do you think He'd say? 282 00:14:42,133 --> 00:14:45,428 To be grateful for the good. 283 00:14:45,470 --> 00:14:48,514 It's there to help us survive the rest. 284 00:14:48,556 --> 00:14:51,309 A-fucking-men. 285 00:14:53,770 --> 00:14:57,357 It pisses me off so much to say this, you know. 286 00:14:57,398 --> 00:14:59,734 Like, it'll never not piss me off to say this 287 00:14:59,776 --> 00:15:01,277 to a fucking pageant champion. 288 00:15:01,319 --> 00:15:03,780 Like, it makes me feel like captain fucking obvious. 289 00:15:06,532 --> 00:15:08,284 You are so beautiful. 290 00:15:35,103 --> 00:15:36,896 Why am I not getting stronger? 291 00:15:36,938 --> 00:15:38,981 All I do is lift shit. 292 00:15:39,023 --> 00:15:41,150 And I basically eat paleo. 293 00:15:41,192 --> 00:15:43,444 Maybe it'll hit you all at once, 294 00:15:43,486 --> 00:15:45,196 and, like, your muscles 295 00:15:45,238 --> 00:15:47,407 will come bursting out of your shirt like the Hulk. 296 00:15:47,448 --> 00:15:49,075 So the elements have, like, 297 00:15:49,117 --> 00:15:51,786 actually curdled your brain, haven't they? 298 00:15:51,828 --> 00:15:54,163 - Here's good? - Yeah. 299 00:15:54,205 --> 00:15:56,290 - Final touch. 300 00:15:58,668 --> 00:15:59,836 Ah! Okay. 301 00:15:59,877 --> 00:16:03,005 - Hey! 302 00:16:03,047 --> 00:16:05,508 I know that this didn't do shit for us last time, 303 00:16:05,550 --> 00:16:06,968 but we can't move inland 304 00:16:07,009 --> 00:16:09,053 without leaving proof of life behind. 305 00:16:09,095 --> 00:16:13,433 So, between this and the signal fire, we should be good. 306 00:16:13,474 --> 00:16:15,893 What does SOS mean, again? 307 00:16:17,562 --> 00:16:20,898 I feel like I should know this, but I'm drawing a blank. 308 00:16:22,775 --> 00:16:25,653 You know who would have known? 309 00:16:32,702 --> 00:16:36,456 Which, uh, reminds me, it's my turn to check in. 310 00:16:41,210 --> 00:16:42,879 Hey. 311 00:16:42,920 --> 00:16:44,672 Cool if I sit? 312 00:16:50,636 --> 00:16:55,266 It's just, um, time for a new wrap, so... 313 00:17:01,731 --> 00:17:06,068 What if I started beatboxing? You know, like R-A-P? 314 00:17:06,110 --> 00:17:07,612 What if I was the kind of asshole 315 00:17:07,653 --> 00:17:10,281 who thought that would be a good joke? 316 00:17:10,323 --> 00:17:12,825 But you know I'll never do that to you, right? 317 00:17:12,867 --> 00:17:15,703 No Patch Adams bullshit. 318 00:17:20,458 --> 00:17:22,919 Which, um... 319 00:17:22,960 --> 00:17:26,547 also means being straight with you. 320 00:17:28,341 --> 00:17:31,761 Seven days out, there shouldn't be this much swelling. 321 00:17:33,971 --> 00:17:35,890 And, uh, being on this beach, 322 00:17:35,932 --> 00:17:39,310 you know, it's not doing it any favors... 323 00:17:39,352 --> 00:17:42,980 um, all the sand getting in there. 324 00:17:46,442 --> 00:17:49,362 We're moving today, Rachel. 325 00:17:51,030 --> 00:17:54,367 And I-I'm gonna need you to come with us. 326 00:17:57,286 --> 00:17:58,996 Her stuff, too. It's all... 327 00:17:59,038 --> 00:18:00,456 That stays. 328 00:18:04,794 --> 00:18:06,796 It has to stay... 329 00:18:09,006 --> 00:18:11,133 ...in case she comes back. 330 00:18:51,716 --> 00:18:53,718 Martha... 331 00:18:53,759 --> 00:18:56,888 you've been holding out on me, girl. 332 00:18:56,929 --> 00:18:58,681 I was consolidating some of our shit, 333 00:18:58,723 --> 00:19:01,559 and I found this at the bottom of your suitcase. 334 00:19:04,645 --> 00:19:07,607 This is literature. 335 00:19:07,648 --> 00:19:09,942 I mean, I've only perused, but it's already better 336 00:19:09,984 --> 00:19:12,069 than Jeff's soggy diaper of a book. 337 00:19:12,111 --> 00:19:13,821 It's got short sentences, 338 00:19:13,863 --> 00:19:16,407 a few bedroom scenes for the spank bank, 339 00:19:16,449 --> 00:19:19,076 if she'll ever go there again. 340 00:19:20,244 --> 00:19:21,996 It's a beach read. 341 00:19:22,038 --> 00:19:25,291 Got a true fucking beach read on our hands, 342 00:19:25,333 --> 00:19:28,169 and we're leaving the goddamn beach. 343 00:19:28,210 --> 00:19:31,631 Sorry. Forgot I had it. 344 00:19:31,672 --> 00:19:33,174 You okay? 345 00:19:35,301 --> 00:19:37,219 Can I ask you a question? 346 00:19:37,261 --> 00:19:38,638 Have you... 347 00:19:38,679 --> 00:19:41,057 have you noticed any new vibes 348 00:19:41,098 --> 00:19:43,225 between some of the people here? 349 00:19:43,267 --> 00:19:45,937 Mm, are you referring to the clinically depressive vibes 350 00:19:45,978 --> 00:19:47,396 at our three o'clock? 351 00:19:47,438 --> 00:19:49,607 Because I think Rachel's got a good reason... 352 00:19:49,649 --> 00:19:50,942 No, I don't mean bad vibes. 353 00:19:50,983 --> 00:19:54,111 I mean more like... 354 00:19:54,153 --> 00:19:56,697 shiny vibes... 355 00:19:58,366 --> 00:20:02,453 ...like, between two people... 356 00:20:02,495 --> 00:20:05,706 who might be more than friends. 357 00:20:05,748 --> 00:20:08,793 Shoni. 358 00:20:08,834 --> 00:20:10,878 Shelby and Toni. 359 00:20:10,920 --> 00:20:12,880 Oh, my God, are you just now finding out about this? 360 00:20:12,922 --> 00:20:14,715 That's been live for, like, a week now. 361 00:20:14,757 --> 00:20:16,592 - A-a week? - Oh, no. 362 00:20:16,634 --> 00:20:19,095 Did you catch them boning in the woods? 363 00:20:19,136 --> 00:20:20,471 God, I should've known. 364 00:20:20,513 --> 00:20:22,890 I've been looking for them to help me pack. 365 00:20:22,932 --> 00:20:27,603 Hmm, I can usually smell an orgasm a mile away. 366 00:20:27,645 --> 00:20:29,063 I wonder if I have a sinus thing. 367 00:20:32,316 --> 00:20:33,943 What? 368 00:20:33,985 --> 00:20:35,653 Nothing. It's just... 369 00:20:35,695 --> 00:20:38,322 Wood for the signal fire like you asked. 370 00:20:38,364 --> 00:20:41,283 No, It's perfect conceptually. 371 00:20:41,325 --> 00:20:45,371 It's just, I thought you would get more of it. 372 00:20:45,413 --> 00:20:47,123 You've been gone for, like, an hour. 373 00:20:47,164 --> 00:20:49,125 You, like, my shift supervisor now? 374 00:20:49,166 --> 00:20:51,085 Do you have, like, a clock on me? 375 00:20:51,127 --> 00:20:52,169 Hey. 376 00:20:52,211 --> 00:20:54,338 What do you care how I spend my time? 377 00:20:55,589 --> 00:21:00,261 Because I miss you... 378 00:21:00,302 --> 00:21:03,347 among other fucking things. 379 00:21:04,974 --> 00:21:08,561 I'm right here. I haven't gone anywhere. 380 00:21:08,602 --> 00:21:11,731 I know you're still looking for it. 381 00:21:11,772 --> 00:21:13,024 I can't not, Fatin. 382 00:21:13,065 --> 00:21:15,484 That pit, it's...it's my only way of knowing 383 00:21:15,526 --> 00:21:17,778 that I am not, like, truly and completely... 384 00:21:20,698 --> 00:21:23,451 Leah, it's a mirage. 385 00:21:32,376 --> 00:21:33,753 Where are you going? 386 00:21:33,794 --> 00:21:34,962 I'm not... It's not that. 387 00:21:35,004 --> 00:21:36,839 I... 388 00:21:36,881 --> 00:21:38,632 thought I'd try again. 389 00:21:38,674 --> 00:21:42,553 Make a less pathetic attempt at the firewood, 390 00:21:42,595 --> 00:21:45,181 try to save some face... 391 00:21:45,222 --> 00:21:47,308 If I can. 392 00:22:15,753 --> 00:22:17,213 Scared? 393 00:22:17,254 --> 00:22:20,508 No, no. 394 00:22:20,549 --> 00:22:23,219 Boy, I don't even know. 395 00:22:23,260 --> 00:22:27,348 It comes in waves, the insanity of all this, 396 00:22:27,389 --> 00:22:29,016 making me seasick. 397 00:22:29,058 --> 00:22:30,351 I have some Dramamine 398 00:22:30,392 --> 00:22:31,852 back in my suitcase, if you need it. 399 00:22:31,894 --> 00:22:34,480 You're an angel, but I wasn't being literal. 400 00:22:34,522 --> 00:22:37,817 I meant, like, spiritually. 401 00:22:37,858 --> 00:22:39,401 Yeah, unfortunately, the wilderness 402 00:22:39,443 --> 00:22:41,403 just doesn't really agree with me, you know? 403 00:22:41,445 --> 00:22:42,988 Like, it's not a very empowering environment 404 00:22:43,030 --> 00:22:44,615 for me, personally. 405 00:22:44,657 --> 00:22:48,994 And bless Mother Nature, but she is just not my muse. 406 00:22:49,036 --> 00:22:53,290 You know, Frost and Tennyson and Keats... 407 00:22:53,332 --> 00:22:55,501 she's their bitch. 408 00:22:55,543 --> 00:22:57,711 Like everything else, the white man 409 00:22:57,753 --> 00:22:59,672 has laid claim to her. 410 00:22:59,713 --> 00:23:01,882 Ugh, I know. 411 00:23:01,924 --> 00:23:04,260 And I am... 412 00:23:04,301 --> 00:23:07,096 I'm so sorry. 413 00:23:07,138 --> 00:23:08,222 Are you a poet? 414 00:23:08,264 --> 00:23:09,223 Fuck a duck! 415 00:23:09,265 --> 00:23:12,143 Oh, Lord, that bitch is. 416 00:23:12,184 --> 00:23:14,270 - I bet his toe's broken. 417 00:23:14,311 --> 00:23:15,771 Have you ever broken a bone? 418 00:23:15,813 --> 00:23:17,731 I broke my arm in fourth grade, 419 00:23:17,773 --> 00:23:19,400 and I didn't have many friends then, 420 00:23:19,441 --> 00:23:22,403 so I forged a whole lot of signatures on there. 421 00:23:22,444 --> 00:23:25,698 My therapist says it's a foundational wound. 422 00:23:25,739 --> 00:23:27,783 Damn it! 423 00:23:27,825 --> 00:23:30,077 I know I should feel bad for him. 424 00:23:30,119 --> 00:23:33,038 But the empathy well is bone-dry. 425 00:23:35,624 --> 00:23:37,126 By the way, it's Raf, right? 426 00:23:37,168 --> 00:23:38,878 I've heard a couple people say Raff or Rafe. 427 00:23:38,919 --> 00:23:41,589 - It's Raf, yeah. - Yeah. 428 00:23:41,630 --> 00:23:43,090 But...but whatever, really. 429 00:23:43,132 --> 00:23:45,134 I-I hear all versions all the time. 430 00:23:45,176 --> 00:23:48,429 Yeah, yeah. Raf, though. 431 00:23:48,470 --> 00:23:51,223 Good...good solid name. 432 00:23:51,265 --> 00:23:54,435 Ah, ah, damn it! Take five! 433 00:23:54,476 --> 00:23:56,270 Oh, uh, he's... Yeah, okay. Let's go. 434 00:23:56,312 --> 00:23:58,689 I need to take five. 435 00:23:58,731 --> 00:24:01,066 I know it's just a toe. 436 00:24:02,526 --> 00:24:04,236 And if I were with the other guys right now, 437 00:24:04,278 --> 00:24:07,907 that steak-head triple-didge would be calling me a pussy. 438 00:24:07,948 --> 00:24:10,576 You used triple-didge. 439 00:24:10,618 --> 00:24:12,912 Yeah, it's good. 440 00:24:12,953 --> 00:24:14,455 - It's catchy. 441 00:24:14,496 --> 00:24:16,665 You got anything in your medicine cabinet for this? 442 00:24:16,707 --> 00:24:19,418 Oh, my God. Yeah. I have everything for this. 443 00:24:19,460 --> 00:24:22,671 Are you on Team Ibuprofen or Team Acetaminophen? 444 00:24:22,713 --> 00:24:24,715 Uh, both. 445 00:24:24,757 --> 00:24:26,091 Yeah, man. 446 00:24:26,133 --> 00:24:28,052 I mean, look, if you want to head back, you can. 447 00:24:28,093 --> 00:24:29,428 Nobody needs to be a hero. 448 00:24:29,470 --> 00:24:31,096 Are you serious? 449 00:24:31,138 --> 00:24:33,349 I mean, I'd only be slowing you guys down. 450 00:24:33,390 --> 00:24:35,976 Yeah, totally. Your call. 451 00:24:36,018 --> 00:24:38,604 Thanks, guys, seriously. 452 00:24:47,321 --> 00:24:48,948 All right. 453 00:24:48,989 --> 00:24:51,533 Hey, guys. 454 00:24:51,575 --> 00:24:53,160 Good luck. 455 00:24:57,248 --> 00:24:58,666 Okay. 456 00:25:01,377 --> 00:25:04,171 I'm really not sure about this new spot. 457 00:25:04,213 --> 00:25:06,048 I mean, I don't even like trees. 458 00:25:06,090 --> 00:25:09,677 People think that they're peaceful and spiritual. 459 00:25:09,718 --> 00:25:12,304 But you know what I call them? Fucking old. 460 00:25:12,346 --> 00:25:14,223 Remind me again why we're leaving the beach, 461 00:25:14,265 --> 00:25:16,475 because right now this feels insane. 462 00:25:16,517 --> 00:25:18,269 Come on, now, we'll be out of the sun, 463 00:25:18,310 --> 00:25:20,604 out of the wind, warmer at night. 464 00:25:22,439 --> 00:25:24,525 And away from where we lost her. 465 00:25:32,825 --> 00:25:35,577 It'll be good for all of us. 466 00:25:41,834 --> 00:25:44,086 Uh... 467 00:25:44,128 --> 00:25:48,716 uh, hey, Marty, I've got a sick setup for us right over here. 468 00:25:48,757 --> 00:25:50,009 Hmm. 469 00:25:51,427 --> 00:25:53,470 You all right? 470 00:25:53,512 --> 00:25:54,680 Mm-hmm. 471 00:25:54,722 --> 00:25:56,515 You're just thinking about Nora or... 472 00:25:56,557 --> 00:25:57,891 No. 473 00:25:57,933 --> 00:25:59,643 Okay, well, then what's the deal? 474 00:25:59,685 --> 00:26:01,812 Hey, I figure we've been crashing together for years 475 00:26:01,854 --> 00:26:04,940 and haven't killed each other yet. 476 00:26:04,982 --> 00:26:07,818 Come on, take a load off. 477 00:26:07,860 --> 00:26:11,363 Actually, I was thinking I should bunk alone. 478 00:26:11,405 --> 00:26:14,533 Um, I'm a hot sleeper, and the space is so tight, 479 00:26:14,575 --> 00:26:18,620 I just, I don't want to sweat you out. 480 00:26:18,662 --> 00:26:21,498 So I should just sleep over there. 481 00:26:21,540 --> 00:26:23,959 - Okay. - Um... 482 00:26:24,001 --> 00:26:28,255 But feel free to give my spot to someone else, though... 483 00:26:29,673 --> 00:26:31,967 ...like, maybe Shelby. 484 00:26:36,430 --> 00:26:38,349 So you know? 485 00:26:40,517 --> 00:26:41,685 You know, I was gonna tell you. 486 00:26:41,727 --> 00:26:43,270 I just didn't find the time, and I... 487 00:26:43,312 --> 00:26:46,982 Toni, it's...it's okay. 488 00:26:47,024 --> 00:26:48,442 You're cool with it? 489 00:26:52,154 --> 00:26:53,864 God damn it. 490 00:26:56,116 --> 00:26:58,160 Do...do you guys know what happened to the axe? 491 00:26:58,202 --> 00:26:59,912 I put it in that pile of stuff 492 00:26:59,953 --> 00:27:02,164 that Leah was supposed to bring. 493 00:27:02,206 --> 00:27:03,832 She was supposed to be back hours ago. 494 00:27:03,874 --> 00:27:04,833 You know, I haven't seen her. 495 00:27:04,875 --> 00:27:06,293 You think she's okay? 496 00:27:08,087 --> 00:27:09,338 Yeah. 497 00:27:11,256 --> 00:27:14,968 She just doesn't know when to fucking quit. 498 00:27:47,626 --> 00:27:50,504 Yeah, I'd like to humbly suggest that we go back. 499 00:27:50,546 --> 00:27:52,423 This is obviously a wasteland. 500 00:27:52,464 --> 00:27:54,591 We'll find something, all right? 501 00:27:54,633 --> 00:27:56,468 Not before we lose daylight. 502 00:27:58,220 --> 00:28:00,472 Why do you keep doing that thing with your fingers? 503 00:28:00,514 --> 00:28:03,475 Gauge how long till sunset. Every finger is 15 minutes. 504 00:28:03,517 --> 00:28:05,519 What are you? Some kind of Boy Scout? 505 00:28:05,561 --> 00:28:07,855 Yes. 506 00:28:07,896 --> 00:28:09,440 Well, I-I quit in ninth grade. 507 00:28:09,481 --> 00:28:11,984 I ended up wanting something different for myself... 508 00:28:12,025 --> 00:28:13,110 aesthetically. 509 00:28:13,152 --> 00:28:14,862 No shit. 510 00:28:14,903 --> 00:28:16,071 Look, I-I don't love agreeing 511 00:28:16,113 --> 00:28:18,657 with fuckin' Testosterone Jones over here, 512 00:28:18,699 --> 00:28:21,034 but, um, I do think we'll find something. 513 00:28:21,076 --> 00:28:22,619 I mean, it's like I was saying, 514 00:28:22,661 --> 00:28:24,079 we're probably about to roll up 515 00:28:24,121 --> 00:28:26,373 on some sick Architect's Digest type house, you know, 516 00:28:26,415 --> 00:28:28,041 owned by some billionaire or something. 517 00:28:28,083 --> 00:28:30,169 Yeah, let's hope not. 518 00:28:30,210 --> 00:28:31,920 What are you talking about, Damien? 519 00:28:31,962 --> 00:28:33,881 His name's Henry, I think. 520 00:28:33,922 --> 00:28:35,174 It's fine, Bo, I think your friend 521 00:28:35,215 --> 00:28:36,633 was just drawing a parallel between me 522 00:28:36,675 --> 00:28:38,177 and the Antichrist boy from the Omen. 523 00:28:38,218 --> 00:28:39,470 - Oh. 524 00:28:39,511 --> 00:28:42,014 But to answer your question, yeah, I've got zero desire 525 00:28:42,055 --> 00:28:44,057 to stumble upon the home of a wealthy recluse. 526 00:28:44,099 --> 00:28:45,309 Why not? 527 00:28:45,350 --> 00:28:46,393 'Cause they'll kill us for sure. 528 00:28:46,435 --> 00:28:47,519 Think about every rich guy 529 00:28:47,561 --> 00:28:48,896 who's ever lived in a secluded place. 530 00:28:48,937 --> 00:28:50,731 General Zaroff in The Most Dangerous Game, 531 00:28:50,772 --> 00:28:53,400 Poe Dameron in Ex Machina, Dracula. 532 00:28:53,442 --> 00:28:55,736 You know, killing trespassers is their whole deal. 533 00:28:55,777 --> 00:28:56,987 Nah. The fuck? 534 00:28:57,029 --> 00:28:59,072 D-Dracula is not a billionaire. He's undead. 535 00:28:59,114 --> 00:29:00,616 If you adjust for inflation, he actually is. 536 00:29:00,657 --> 00:29:02,534 But, look, anyway, my point remains. 537 00:29:02,576 --> 00:29:05,621 You know, money and isolation have turned them all... 538 00:29:05,662 --> 00:29:07,456 into bloodthirsty eccentrics. 539 00:29:07,498 --> 00:29:09,541 All right, man, as an eventual billionaire, 540 00:29:09,583 --> 00:29:11,627 I object to you roasting us, okay? 541 00:29:11,668 --> 00:29:13,420 We got some good guys going on. 542 00:29:13,462 --> 00:29:16,965 Uh, Melinda Gates, Daddy Warbucks. 543 00:29:17,007 --> 00:29:20,093 Oh, Mr. Peanut, he's a fucking gentleman. 544 00:29:20,135 --> 00:29:21,512 I mean, he's always tipping that cap. 545 00:29:21,553 --> 00:29:23,180 Yeah, but is Mr. Peanut a billionaire, 546 00:29:23,222 --> 00:29:24,765 or is it just that he has a monocle? 547 00:29:24,806 --> 00:29:27,059 Oh, my God. Can you all just put a fucking lip on it 548 00:29:27,100 --> 00:29:28,894 and start actually looking out for shit? 549 00:29:28,936 --> 00:29:31,188 It's lid. Put a lid on it. 550 00:29:31,230 --> 00:29:32,940 Whatever! 551 00:29:32,981 --> 00:29:35,442 Let's just go back, then, losers. 552 00:29:35,484 --> 00:29:38,529 After I take a piss, though. 553 00:29:38,570 --> 00:29:40,864 I got to pee, too. 554 00:29:46,703 --> 00:29:48,288 Thanks, man. 555 00:29:48,330 --> 00:29:50,707 Thanks for the privacy. Extremely cool of you. 556 00:29:50,749 --> 00:29:54,336 - Yes. 557 00:29:54,378 --> 00:29:56,838 Question... 558 00:29:56,880 --> 00:29:59,383 is it sore when you piss? 559 00:29:59,424 --> 00:30:01,635 No. 560 00:30:01,677 --> 00:30:04,471 Must have got bruised at some point. 561 00:30:04,513 --> 00:30:06,390 Or maybe I was just out in the water too long, 562 00:30:06,431 --> 00:30:09,560 and now I got, like, saltwater dick. 563 00:30:09,601 --> 00:30:13,063 Oh, no. Yeah, saltwater dick is basically a death sentence. 564 00:30:13,105 --> 00:30:14,398 You being serious? 565 00:30:14,439 --> 00:30:17,317 No. Saltwater dick is not real. 566 00:30:17,359 --> 00:30:18,610 Life is, though. 567 00:30:18,652 --> 00:30:19,861 Life is what? 568 00:30:19,903 --> 00:30:21,238 A death sentence. 569 00:30:23,782 --> 00:30:25,742 What? 570 00:30:25,784 --> 00:30:28,120 I don't have anything to dry it with. 571 00:30:28,161 --> 00:30:30,163 Come on, man, you got to get over that. 572 00:30:30,205 --> 00:30:32,040 You the only clown in the world I know 573 00:30:32,082 --> 00:30:33,584 that can't just shake it or leave it. 574 00:30:35,127 --> 00:30:37,588 All right, let me see what I got. 575 00:30:37,629 --> 00:30:41,550 Here, try that, Publix receipt. 576 00:30:44,928 --> 00:30:46,597 Okay, well, now what do I do with it? 577 00:30:46,638 --> 00:30:49,641 Oh, my gosh. Just...just leave it! 578 00:30:49,683 --> 00:30:51,977 Let posterity know that my mama sent me out 579 00:30:52,019 --> 00:30:53,854 for fucking cat food and light bulbs! 580 00:30:58,650 --> 00:31:00,902 Hey. Did you drop this granola bar? 581 00:31:00,944 --> 00:31:03,739 Oh, shit, um... 582 00:31:03,780 --> 00:31:06,950 I forgot I had this on me. 583 00:31:06,992 --> 00:31:08,785 Listen, you know, this bar 584 00:31:08,827 --> 00:31:10,621 and any other food that we might have, 585 00:31:10,662 --> 00:31:13,040 let's just keep it on the hush-hush for right now. 586 00:31:13,081 --> 00:31:14,416 - But... - No, I know. 587 00:31:14,458 --> 00:31:16,752 We're gonna get airlifted out this bitch in no time, 588 00:31:16,793 --> 00:31:19,254 but just in case we don't, 589 00:31:19,296 --> 00:31:21,089 we got to start looking out for us. 590 00:31:21,131 --> 00:31:23,925 I mean, look at those trust-fund kids. 591 00:31:23,967 --> 00:31:26,720 You think they know how to manage resources? 592 00:31:26,762 --> 00:31:29,181 Nah. 593 00:31:29,222 --> 00:31:32,392 We got to save some for us. 594 00:31:32,434 --> 00:31:33,852 You should hold on to it. 595 00:32:22,567 --> 00:32:23,777 Please don't. 596 00:32:25,612 --> 00:32:28,824 Sorry, I was, um... 597 00:32:28,865 --> 00:32:30,867 just on automatic. 598 00:32:33,120 --> 00:32:36,206 Collecting everything I see for the new camp. 599 00:32:42,462 --> 00:32:45,090 I'm, um... 600 00:32:45,132 --> 00:32:48,385 I'm with you, by the way... 601 00:32:48,427 --> 00:32:51,513 ...as in I'm not sure that we should be moving. 602 00:32:53,432 --> 00:32:55,350 It's like we're accepting that this is our life now, 603 00:32:55,392 --> 00:32:56,935 that home isn't out there. 604 00:32:56,977 --> 00:32:59,646 It's... 605 00:32:59,688 --> 00:33:02,858 something that we have to make here. 606 00:33:04,276 --> 00:33:06,445 Why are we so... 607 00:33:06,486 --> 00:33:10,490 stuck on this concept of acceptance? 608 00:33:10,532 --> 00:33:14,745 Isn't acceptance just another word for fucking giving up? 609 00:33:18,498 --> 00:33:20,459 I don't want to give up, Rachel. 610 00:33:28,717 --> 00:33:31,803 Maybe this doesn't help, but... 611 00:33:34,306 --> 00:33:37,017 ...I want you to know that I think about her. 612 00:33:39,686 --> 00:33:42,272 I think about her every day. 613 00:33:45,442 --> 00:33:49,696 Like, was it her idea to come? 614 00:33:55,827 --> 00:33:57,704 Do you remember how she heard about it? 615 00:33:57,746 --> 00:34:02,083 Was it at school or your parents, or... 616 00:34:02,125 --> 00:34:04,044 or did somebody else get involved? 617 00:34:04,085 --> 00:34:05,462 I don't understand 618 00:34:05,504 --> 00:34:07,339 - why you're asking me this. - Just try, Rachel. 619 00:34:07,380 --> 00:34:09,508 Try to remember how she found out about it 620 00:34:09,549 --> 00:34:11,593 and why she came here. 621 00:34:11,635 --> 00:34:15,138 She...she was afraid. 622 00:34:15,180 --> 00:34:18,517 And how did she learn about it? 623 00:34:18,558 --> 00:34:20,310 She... 624 00:34:20,352 --> 00:34:23,396 she was afraid that I... 625 00:34:23,438 --> 00:34:25,607 that I was gonna die, and then she... 626 00:34:25,649 --> 00:34:27,984 But how did she hear about the retreat? 627 00:34:28,026 --> 00:34:29,986 And that's why, all right? 628 00:34:30,028 --> 00:34:31,780 Think, Rachel, think! 629 00:34:31,822 --> 00:34:35,033 That's why. That's why, okay? 630 00:34:35,075 --> 00:34:37,118 She wanted this for me. 631 00:34:37,160 --> 00:34:40,747 She was trying to save me from myself, and... 632 00:34:40,789 --> 00:34:43,792 now she's gone, and it's my fault. 633 00:34:43,834 --> 00:34:46,127 She's gone now, and it's...it's my fault. 634 00:34:46,169 --> 00:34:47,337 - Okay, but...but... 635 00:34:47,379 --> 00:34:49,130 but how did she bring you here, Rachel? 636 00:34:49,172 --> 00:34:50,924 She's gone, and it's my fault! 637 00:34:50,966 --> 00:34:52,133 Rachel, you have to remember. 638 00:34:52,175 --> 00:34:53,134 She's gone! It's my fault, okay? 639 00:34:53,176 --> 00:34:54,344 Rachel, Rachel. 640 00:34:54,386 --> 00:34:55,637 You have to tell me. Rachel, Rachel, please. 641 00:34:55,679 --> 00:34:59,432 Are you happy? She's gone, and it's my fault! 642 00:34:59,474 --> 00:35:00,934 Is that what you wanted to know? 643 00:35:00,976 --> 00:35:03,937 She's gone, and it is my fault! 644 00:35:10,277 --> 00:35:11,987 Okay. 645 00:35:19,035 --> 00:35:20,453 What the hell was that? 646 00:35:20,495 --> 00:35:23,623 I...I needed to find out what she knew. 647 00:35:23,665 --> 00:35:25,750 You have a girl hanging on by an absolute fucking thread, 648 00:35:25,792 --> 00:35:27,586 and your move is to go in and slice it? 649 00:35:27,627 --> 00:35:29,170 What is wrong with you? 650 00:35:29,212 --> 00:35:31,798 You take your delusions, and you take your theories, 651 00:35:31,840 --> 00:35:35,051 and you fucking bury them, now! 652 00:35:35,093 --> 00:35:36,636 And if you ever take them 653 00:35:36,678 --> 00:35:38,930 within 100 feet of Rachel again, 654 00:35:38,972 --> 00:35:41,600 I'll fucking kill you. 655 00:35:47,022 --> 00:35:49,566 Some realities are too hard to let in... 656 00:35:50,859 --> 00:35:54,988 ...too scary... 657 00:35:55,030 --> 00:35:58,033 too ugly, too... 658 00:35:58,074 --> 00:35:59,951 big. 659 00:35:59,993 --> 00:36:02,579 Like, when we first got there, 660 00:36:02,621 --> 00:36:05,832 no one wanted to admit how terrified we all were. 661 00:36:05,874 --> 00:36:08,293 None of that really sunk in until... 662 00:36:08,335 --> 00:36:12,631 Not, uh, not a massive success as recon missions go. 663 00:36:14,132 --> 00:36:17,469 We'll find something. Maybe the others already did. 664 00:36:17,510 --> 00:36:19,054 They're back. 665 00:36:22,349 --> 00:36:24,267 What the fuck? 666 00:36:25,894 --> 00:36:27,228 Holy shit. 667 00:36:35,070 --> 00:36:37,155 Oh, fuck. Oh, Jesus. 668 00:36:48,208 --> 00:36:51,169 Oh, fuck. Oh, shit. 669 00:36:51,211 --> 00:36:52,671 Oh, fuck. 670 00:37:02,806 --> 00:37:04,641 DJ. 671 00:37:06,309 --> 00:37:07,394 Yeah. 672 00:37:07,435 --> 00:37:09,396 How did you figure that happened? 673 00:37:09,437 --> 00:37:12,107 We didn't know. 674 00:37:12,148 --> 00:37:16,027 You know, we figured he went to take a piss, 675 00:37:16,069 --> 00:37:18,613 slipped on a rock and got swept out and, uh... 676 00:37:21,241 --> 00:37:23,535 Got swept out and...? 677 00:37:23,576 --> 00:37:26,162 I don't know, but... 678 00:37:28,915 --> 00:37:31,209 ...it haunts me... 679 00:37:33,586 --> 00:37:37,132 ...like a lot of things that happened on that island. 680 00:37:42,721 --> 00:37:44,347 I don't get how it even happened. 681 00:37:44,389 --> 00:37:46,433 The tide was vicious. 682 00:37:46,474 --> 00:37:48,101 He must have got hit by a breaker 683 00:37:48,143 --> 00:37:49,602 and gotten attacked by something. 684 00:37:49,644 --> 00:37:51,521 Shit, man. 685 00:37:51,563 --> 00:37:53,231 Nature doesn't play. 686 00:37:54,941 --> 00:37:56,443 So what are we gonna do with him? 687 00:37:56,484 --> 00:37:58,319 We can't leave him here. 688 00:37:58,361 --> 00:38:00,864 Every carnivore on this island will come for him... 689 00:38:05,368 --> 00:38:07,412 ...and then us. 690 00:38:09,080 --> 00:38:12,208 We could do a Navy funeral... 691 00:38:12,250 --> 00:38:14,836 like some of my dad's friends in the service. 692 00:38:17,338 --> 00:38:18,757 I mean, at sea. 693 00:38:20,258 --> 00:38:22,177 Absolutely not. 694 00:38:22,218 --> 00:38:23,470 With the thing that ate him, bro? 695 00:38:23,511 --> 00:38:25,096 - Fuck, no. - No, no, guys, guys. 696 00:38:25,138 --> 00:38:26,514 I-I think Bo is right. 697 00:38:26,556 --> 00:38:28,308 That's fucking insane. 698 00:38:28,349 --> 00:38:31,603 If we...if we weigh him down and we keep him close, 699 00:38:31,644 --> 00:38:33,688 then we stay safe. 700 00:38:37,859 --> 00:38:40,361 Osama bin Laden was buried at sea. 701 00:38:40,403 --> 00:38:42,655 God, who even cares right now? 702 00:38:44,866 --> 00:38:47,368 Okay, so who's... 703 00:38:47,410 --> 00:38:50,288 pallbearing this affair? 704 00:38:50,330 --> 00:38:52,040 Because if there's something out there 705 00:38:52,082 --> 00:38:55,794 that can literally deface a bitch... 706 00:38:55,835 --> 00:38:57,545 ...I think I'm a no. 707 00:39:02,300 --> 00:39:03,927 I'll do it. 708 00:39:06,221 --> 00:39:08,223 I can't do it alone. 709 00:39:08,264 --> 00:39:11,601 Raf, you okay to wingman? 710 00:39:14,437 --> 00:39:16,856 Y-yeah. Uh, yes. 711 00:39:16,898 --> 00:39:20,819 He picked me. I don't know why. 712 00:39:20,860 --> 00:39:24,114 But he picked me. 713 00:39:24,155 --> 00:39:28,451 He picked me to walk into the dark with him. 714 00:39:28,493 --> 00:39:30,495 And I liked it. 715 00:40:37,145 --> 00:40:39,105 It's, uh... 716 00:40:39,147 --> 00:40:43,818 It's warmer at the new camp. 717 00:40:43,860 --> 00:40:47,488 Nice atmosphere, too. Martha saged it. 718 00:40:47,530 --> 00:40:51,117 That being said, I'm not actually here to evict you. 719 00:40:52,869 --> 00:40:55,079 You need to stay, you stay. 720 00:41:04,505 --> 00:41:08,092 I had a school counselor give me a pamphlet 721 00:41:08,134 --> 00:41:12,180 on the so-called five stages of grief... 722 00:41:12,222 --> 00:41:16,726 denial, bargaining, so on and such. 723 00:41:16,768 --> 00:41:18,144 Dumb. 724 00:41:18,186 --> 00:41:20,939 Real dumb. 725 00:41:20,980 --> 00:41:25,276 I used that pamphlet to move a spider out of my house. 726 00:41:25,318 --> 00:41:28,404 And then I threw that shit in the trash. 727 00:41:30,365 --> 00:41:34,285 There is no way that there's only five. 728 00:41:37,038 --> 00:41:41,793 You lose someone, and every new second 729 00:41:41,834 --> 00:41:45,964 feels like a brand-new circle of hell. 730 00:41:46,005 --> 00:41:49,050 So I'm thinking... 731 00:41:49,092 --> 00:41:51,594 however many seconds in your lifetime 732 00:41:51,636 --> 00:41:55,431 that they're gone, that's how many. 733 00:41:58,393 --> 00:42:00,979 Just a billion little bullshit stages. 734 00:42:03,064 --> 00:42:04,983 So I'm not gonna rush you. 735 00:42:05,024 --> 00:42:08,987 It's not up to me how much time you need. 736 00:42:09,028 --> 00:42:11,197 I just hope that you're cool with company 737 00:42:11,239 --> 00:42:15,535 because I'm not letting you stay out here alone. 738 00:42:15,576 --> 00:42:17,120 So... 739 00:42:17,161 --> 00:42:20,832 you got any good games we could play, 740 00:42:20,873 --> 00:42:24,794 you know, pass the time a little? 741 00:42:27,797 --> 00:42:29,716 Miss Mary Mack. 742 00:42:31,467 --> 00:42:33,136 Not familiar. 743 00:42:49,193 --> 00:42:51,821 Wait, isn't that, like, a... 744 00:42:51,863 --> 00:42:54,240 like, a clapping game? 745 00:42:56,034 --> 00:42:58,119 You're jerking me around. 746 00:43:02,040 --> 00:43:05,251 A little fun at my own expense. 747 00:43:10,882 --> 00:43:13,551 I'm gonna tell you what this is right here. 748 00:43:16,179 --> 00:43:18,181 I'm not moving on. 749 00:43:19,599 --> 00:43:21,517 There is no... 750 00:43:22,935 --> 00:43:26,272 ...leveling out of this feeling. 751 00:43:26,314 --> 00:43:28,900 I'm just... 752 00:43:30,526 --> 00:43:32,195 I'm just tired. 753 00:43:33,988 --> 00:43:36,908 And as nice as you're being, 754 00:43:36,949 --> 00:43:39,660 I don't want you to watch over me like that. 755 00:43:41,704 --> 00:43:43,873 That was always her gig. 756 00:43:47,126 --> 00:43:49,796 And I'm just not ready to fill that position yet. 757 00:44:22,286 --> 00:44:24,080 You comin'? 758 00:44:45,351 --> 00:44:49,021 This is an upgrade, right? 759 00:44:49,063 --> 00:44:52,150 Like, I know it is 760 00:44:52,191 --> 00:44:54,152 in just about every way, 761 00:44:54,193 --> 00:44:56,112 but something feels off. 762 00:44:57,572 --> 00:45:00,241 I know. It's like we changed our white-noise machine 763 00:45:00,283 --> 00:45:04,454 from ocean sounds to woodsy ambience. 764 00:45:04,495 --> 00:45:07,623 I'm not quite vibing with it. 765 00:45:07,665 --> 00:45:10,418 I think it's just different, is all. 766 00:45:14,130 --> 00:45:15,965 I know what it is. 767 00:45:16,007 --> 00:45:17,758 Oh, God. 768 00:45:17,800 --> 00:45:19,844 I almost forgot. 769 00:45:21,929 --> 00:45:24,974 It's that we're missing someone. 770 00:45:25,016 --> 00:45:29,562 - Hey, there he is. 771 00:45:29,604 --> 00:45:30,897 Welcome home, Marcus. 772 00:45:30,938 --> 00:45:32,190 Oh, my Lord! 773 00:45:33,608 --> 00:45:35,276 That was close. 774 00:45:35,318 --> 00:45:38,070 I'm so sorry, baby. 775 00:45:38,112 --> 00:45:40,948 It's okay. It's gonna be okay. 776 00:45:42,408 --> 00:45:44,535 It's gonna be okay. 777 00:45:46,204 --> 00:45:49,207 We're all gonna be okay. 778 00:45:54,962 --> 00:45:57,006 Here's fucking hoping. 779 00:46:48,099 --> 00:46:50,226 What's...what's her name? 780 00:46:50,268 --> 00:46:51,435 Sorry? 781 00:46:51,477 --> 00:46:54,021 I've...I've seen those bracelets before. 782 00:46:54,063 --> 00:46:56,232 If it's hooked, that means you're taken, right? 783 00:46:57,525 --> 00:46:59,193 Yeah. I-it's dumb, I know. 784 00:46:59,235 --> 00:47:02,238 It's like a wedding ring for stupid kids. 785 00:47:03,573 --> 00:47:05,324 I think it's kind of dope. 786 00:47:05,366 --> 00:47:06,909 I actually think you do, too. 787 00:47:06,951 --> 00:47:08,911 Here, some warm-up gear. 788 00:47:08,953 --> 00:47:12,123 Um, a sweatshirt and a beer coat. 789 00:47:12,164 --> 00:47:13,874 Well, it's not a beer, but you get the idea. 790 00:47:13,916 --> 00:47:17,128 It washed up on the... from the wreck, I guess. 791 00:47:19,922 --> 00:47:22,925 This belongs to Josh Herbert. 792 00:47:22,967 --> 00:47:25,511 His mother loves him. 793 00:47:25,553 --> 00:47:28,431 - More like his housekeeper. 794 00:47:29,724 --> 00:47:33,352 Guess I should tell Marisol I actually belong to Josh now. 795 00:47:33,394 --> 00:47:36,147 So it's Marisol. 796 00:47:37,982 --> 00:47:39,108 Hmm. 797 00:47:39,150 --> 00:47:41,235 I have a girlfriend, too. 798 00:47:41,277 --> 00:47:42,987 Julia. 799 00:47:44,572 --> 00:47:46,407 Man, I told her I'd send her a postcard, 800 00:47:46,449 --> 00:47:48,701 but it's got to be more of a message-in-a-bottle situation. 801 00:47:52,830 --> 00:47:54,915 Hey, um... 802 00:47:54,957 --> 00:47:56,334 real check-in. 803 00:47:56,375 --> 00:47:57,543 You doing okay? 804 00:47:59,337 --> 00:48:01,130 You ask people that a lot. 805 00:48:01,172 --> 00:48:04,091 I know. I know. It's kind of my thing. 806 00:48:04,133 --> 00:48:06,469 Julia says that I'm like a kindergarten teacher 807 00:48:06,510 --> 00:48:08,304 in Northern California. 808 00:48:08,346 --> 00:48:13,309 No, no, I mean, I actually think it's cool. 809 00:48:16,062 --> 00:48:17,772 So... 810 00:48:17,813 --> 00:48:19,148 are you? 811 00:48:23,569 --> 00:48:25,279 Not really. 812 00:48:27,198 --> 00:48:28,115 You? 813 00:48:30,451 --> 00:48:31,994 No. 814 00:48:33,204 --> 00:48:34,789 But in the back of my mind, I'm counting 815 00:48:34,830 --> 00:48:37,375 on the whole "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger." 816 00:48:41,462 --> 00:48:43,214 I'm not. 817 00:48:46,050 --> 00:48:48,302 You're not what? 818 00:48:48,344 --> 00:48:50,012 Stronger. 819 00:48:50,054 --> 00:48:53,057 But you have changed. 820 00:48:53,099 --> 00:48:55,476 I imagine you'd concede that. 821 00:48:55,518 --> 00:48:57,103 How? 822 00:48:57,144 --> 00:48:59,188 Well, you're not a little good, 823 00:48:59,230 --> 00:49:02,108 quiet Catholic kid from Tijuana. 824 00:49:02,149 --> 00:49:05,236 I mean, not... not saying that, uh, 825 00:49:05,277 --> 00:49:07,822 you're no longer that, but... 826 00:49:07,863 --> 00:49:12,535 just saying that there are differences. 827 00:49:12,576 --> 00:49:14,870 What I hate... 828 00:49:16,622 --> 00:49:19,250 ...is that you can't control it... 829 00:49:23,921 --> 00:49:26,215 ...what you turn into. 830 00:49:29,260 --> 00:49:33,639 We all started wanting to be things... 831 00:49:33,681 --> 00:49:35,266 strong... 832 00:49:37,143 --> 00:49:38,894 ...loved... 833 00:49:41,939 --> 00:49:44,191 ...safe... 834 00:49:46,694 --> 00:49:48,487 ...powerful... 835 00:49:52,658 --> 00:49:54,201 ...included... 836 00:49:57,538 --> 00:49:58,706 ...seen... 837 00:50:01,333 --> 00:50:04,128 ...to be with someone, 838 00:50:04,170 --> 00:50:07,548 to be like someone. 839 00:50:07,590 --> 00:50:11,886 We wanted to be all that. 840 00:50:11,927 --> 00:50:15,097 We wanted to be men. 841 00:50:15,139 --> 00:50:17,725 But the truth is... 842 00:50:20,770 --> 00:50:23,481 ...some of us were becoming monsters. 843 00:50:30,196 --> 00:50:32,156 Not into it? 844 00:50:32,198 --> 00:50:34,074 I don't really drink much. 845 00:50:34,116 --> 00:50:36,368 Hmm. 846 00:50:36,410 --> 00:50:39,622 Well, you could pour one out. For DJ. 847 00:50:39,663 --> 00:50:41,916 I mean, we're basically hypothermic on his account. 848 00:50:41,957 --> 00:50:44,460 But, hey, a nice gesture. 849 00:50:48,422 --> 00:50:50,549 Here we go. 850 00:50:50,591 --> 00:50:53,803 - DJ. - For DJ. 851 00:50:56,972 --> 00:50:59,099 Ahh. 852 00:51:07,691 --> 00:51:09,235 Hey. 853 00:51:11,612 --> 00:51:14,156 Was it as miserable as you thought it'd be? 854 00:51:17,743 --> 00:51:20,204 Answer me when I ask you a question. 855 00:51:20,246 --> 00:51:22,373 Fine, sure. 856 00:51:24,667 --> 00:51:26,335 It was infinitely more miserable 857 00:51:26,377 --> 00:51:28,128 than I ever could have imagined. 858 00:51:28,170 --> 00:51:32,383 And I cannot believe you willingly put me through it. 859 00:51:32,424 --> 00:51:35,261 Well, such is the wages of sin, Devon. 860 00:51:35,302 --> 00:51:37,263 Fuck you. 861 00:51:37,304 --> 00:51:40,057 I-I cannot believe your ingratitude. 862 00:51:40,099 --> 00:51:43,435 After what you did and the strings I pulled... 863 00:51:43,477 --> 00:51:47,106 What part of "fuck you" wasn't clear, Mom? 864 00:51:48,482 --> 00:51:51,569 You know what? I royally fucked up. 865 00:51:51,610 --> 00:51:54,363 I'm a shitty kid. I am. 866 00:51:54,405 --> 00:51:57,575 Who doesn't know enough about the world or myself 867 00:51:57,616 --> 00:51:59,743 not to ruin things every once in a while. 868 00:51:59,785 --> 00:52:03,831 And I live with that every day. 869 00:52:03,873 --> 00:52:07,167 A person is dead 'cause of what I did. 870 00:52:07,209 --> 00:52:11,338 But you, you're this whole entire adult 871 00:52:11,380 --> 00:52:15,050 destroying the lives of these kids. 872 00:52:15,092 --> 00:52:17,469 And it's not an accident. 873 00:52:17,511 --> 00:52:18,971 You planned this. 874 00:52:21,557 --> 00:52:23,142 You enjoy it. 875 00:52:25,436 --> 00:52:27,771 I might be a fuck-up, 876 00:52:27,813 --> 00:52:30,149 but you're a fuckin' psychopath. 877 00:52:39,783 --> 00:52:42,244 Thanks for being such a team player today. 878 00:52:44,455 --> 00:52:46,248 We'll be calling you back in at some point. 879 00:52:46,290 --> 00:52:49,376 Maybe as soon as tomorrow, so be prepared for that. 880 00:52:51,754 --> 00:52:53,213 Take care. 881 00:53:10,814 --> 00:53:13,776 Don't scream. 882 00:55:18,901 --> 00:55:20,903 Beep, beep, coming through!