1 00:00:03,464 --> 00:00:05,007 [Faber] I know this is delicate, 2 00:00:05,048 --> 00:00:08,719 but we do need your account of what happened that day. 3 00:00:11,138 --> 00:00:12,890 Right. 4 00:00:12,931 --> 00:00:14,933 Rachel! 5 00:00:14,975 --> 00:00:16,685 [♪ Taylor Swift: "Epiphany"] 6 00:00:16,727 --> 00:00:20,939 ♪ Keep your helmet ♪ 7 00:00:20,981 --> 00:00:25,319 ♪ Keep your life, son ♪ 8 00:00:25,360 --> 00:00:27,529 ♪ Just a... ♪ 9 00:00:27,571 --> 00:00:31,283 We couldn't see them, you know? 10 00:00:31,325 --> 00:00:32,659 We could hear them. 11 00:00:32,701 --> 00:00:35,954 [Taylor] ♪ Here's your rifle ♪ 12 00:00:35,996 --> 00:00:38,499 If I'm being honest, I can still hear them. 13 00:00:38,540 --> 00:00:40,417 [Nora] Rachel! 14 00:00:40,459 --> 00:00:44,171 Nora! Nora! 15 00:00:44,213 --> 00:00:46,423 It could have lasted a second. 16 00:00:46,465 --> 00:00:48,634 Or maybe an hour. I don't know. 17 00:00:48,675 --> 00:00:51,011 [Taylor] ♪ And some things you just can't... ♪ 18 00:00:51,053 --> 00:00:52,971 But then she was just... 19 00:00:54,348 --> 00:00:57,184 Nora. Nora! 20 00:00:57,226 --> 00:01:00,187 [screaming] 21 00:01:00,229 --> 00:01:02,105 Gone. 22 00:01:02,147 --> 00:01:05,108 She was gone. 23 00:01:05,150 --> 00:01:06,902 ♪ ♪ 24 00:01:06,944 --> 00:01:09,029 [Taylor] ♪ Watch you breathe in ♪ 25 00:01:09,071 --> 00:01:11,532 ♪ Watch you breathing out ♪ 26 00:01:11,573 --> 00:01:13,784 It was Dot who saw her first. 27 00:01:13,826 --> 00:01:15,494 [Dot] Rachel! 28 00:01:15,536 --> 00:01:17,246 - [Rachel coughs] - You're bleeding. 29 00:01:17,287 --> 00:01:18,497 - [Rachel shouts] - Where are you bleeding? 30 00:01:18,539 --> 00:01:20,290 [Rachel] I lost her. 31 00:01:20,332 --> 00:01:23,210 Some of us froze. 32 00:01:23,252 --> 00:01:25,337 But some of us just sort of... [sniffs] 33 00:01:25,379 --> 00:01:26,547 ...knew what to do. 34 00:01:26,588 --> 00:01:29,258 [Dot] I'm gonna have to cauterize it. 35 00:01:29,299 --> 00:01:33,428 [Taylor] ♪ Someone's daughter... ♪ 36 00:01:33,470 --> 00:01:34,847 [Dot] Hold her down. 37 00:01:34,888 --> 00:01:37,307 [Taylor] ♪ Someone's father ♪ 38 00:01:37,349 --> 00:01:38,767 Now. 39 00:01:40,435 --> 00:01:42,062 [screaming] 40 00:01:42,104 --> 00:01:45,566 ♪ ♪ 41 00:01:45,607 --> 00:01:48,360 [Fatin] Some of us took it harder than others, 42 00:01:48,402 --> 00:01:51,029 who let the whole thing... 43 00:01:51,071 --> 00:01:53,448 shatter them. 44 00:01:53,490 --> 00:01:59,872 ♪ ♪ 45 00:01:59,913 --> 00:02:02,165 No! 46 00:02:02,207 --> 00:02:04,585 [shouts indistinctly] 47 00:02:04,626 --> 00:02:07,921 The pit was here! Nora put me here! 48 00:02:07,963 --> 00:02:11,633 [Taylor] ♪ Only 20 minutes to sleep ♪♪ 49 00:02:11,675 --> 00:02:15,429 [screams] 50 00:02:15,470 --> 00:02:17,806 There are no... 51 00:02:17,848 --> 00:02:19,182 upsides. 52 00:02:19,224 --> 00:02:21,184 ♪ ♪ 53 00:02:21,226 --> 00:02:24,271 And I don't think there ever will be. 54 00:02:24,313 --> 00:02:26,732 But what I will say for all of us... 55 00:02:26,773 --> 00:02:28,191 Is that it tied us together. 56 00:02:28,233 --> 00:02:32,654 Into, like, I don't know... 57 00:02:32,696 --> 00:02:34,781 something more than we were. 58 00:02:36,617 --> 00:02:40,078 Yeah, after that happened, we became, like... 59 00:02:43,874 --> 00:02:46,835 There's no other way to say it. We became a family. 60 00:02:46,877 --> 00:02:49,254 ♪ ♪ 61 00:02:49,296 --> 00:02:51,214 It was how fast it all happened. 62 00:02:51,256 --> 00:02:54,134 That's what's hard to believe... 63 00:02:54,176 --> 00:02:57,888 that idea that only three weeks before, 64 00:02:57,930 --> 00:02:59,848 we... 65 00:02:59,890 --> 00:03:02,100 we didn't know each other at all. 66 00:03:05,771 --> 00:03:10,400 There was awkwardness, distance... 67 00:03:10,442 --> 00:03:13,654 a lot of glances... 68 00:03:13,695 --> 00:03:16,490 politeness. 69 00:03:16,531 --> 00:03:19,159 We were cautious, with our walls up, 70 00:03:19,201 --> 00:03:23,288 just strangers heading in a new direction... 71 00:03:25,123 --> 00:03:28,293 ...with no fucking idea what was coming. 72 00:03:28,335 --> 00:03:31,296 [suspenseful music] 73 00:03:31,338 --> 00:03:33,173 ♪ ♪ 74 00:03:33,215 --> 00:03:35,384 Cake anyone? 75 00:03:35,425 --> 00:03:42,432 ♪ ♪ 76 00:03:44,685 --> 00:03:46,395 - [camera beeps] - Passageways intro video, 77 00:03:46,436 --> 00:03:48,897 take uno. 78 00:03:48,939 --> 00:03:50,357 I'm Josh Herbert, 79 00:03:50,399 --> 00:03:53,110 and I am super stoked about this retreat. 80 00:03:53,151 --> 00:03:54,778 [chuckles] 81 00:03:54,820 --> 00:03:56,113 Oh, nice. 82 00:03:56,154 --> 00:03:58,448 Rosa...comin' hot with my meds. 83 00:03:58,490 --> 00:04:00,742 Saw the activity list for this retreat. 84 00:04:00,784 --> 00:04:02,285 [blows raspberry] 85 00:04:02,327 --> 00:04:04,037 As I was saying, I am super stoked. 86 00:04:04,079 --> 00:04:07,958 Like, almost as stoked as I was about magic camp. 87 00:04:09,501 --> 00:04:11,044 I run a sub-50 400, 88 00:04:11,086 --> 00:04:13,213 and I deadlift three times my body weight. 89 00:04:13,255 --> 00:04:14,881 So, if you think I'm gonna be challenged 90 00:04:14,923 --> 00:04:18,719 by some stand-up-paddleboarding bullshit, 91 00:04:18,760 --> 00:04:19,970 you can fuck right off. 92 00:04:20,012 --> 00:04:22,014 [Henry] I've prepared a statement. 93 00:04:22,055 --> 00:04:24,099 I'm going on this retreat against my will. 94 00:04:24,141 --> 00:04:26,351 I'm making this video because it's mandatory, 95 00:04:26,393 --> 00:04:28,103 and I will now offer a short list of things 96 00:04:28,145 --> 00:04:30,147 I'd rather do than go on this trip. 97 00:04:30,188 --> 00:04:31,273 Still deliberating, 98 00:04:31,314 --> 00:04:33,650 but I might wear this on day one. 99 00:04:33,692 --> 00:04:34,985 Walk over thumbtacks... 100 00:04:35,027 --> 00:04:36,570 [Ivan] Sort of my litmus test. 101 00:04:36,611 --> 00:04:39,031 You know, it's like, if you don't know these legends, 102 00:04:39,072 --> 00:04:41,491 I...I just won't to engage with you. 103 00:04:41,533 --> 00:04:42,868 ...get strep throat... 104 00:04:42,909 --> 00:04:44,369 I forgot what I'm supposed to say. 105 00:04:44,411 --> 00:04:46,747 [Scotty] Bo, i-it's just three words to describe yourself. 106 00:04:46,788 --> 00:04:48,081 Um... 107 00:04:48,123 --> 00:04:50,292 ...lick the slide at the McDonald's PlayPlace... 108 00:04:50,333 --> 00:04:52,836 I mow lawns. 109 00:04:52,878 --> 00:04:54,880 The boy does not know how to sell himself. 110 00:04:54,921 --> 00:04:56,298 Here, let me show you how it's done. 111 00:04:56,339 --> 00:04:57,424 Hold that. 112 00:04:57,466 --> 00:04:59,468 Three words... I don't know. 113 00:04:59,509 --> 00:05:01,553 The name's Scotty Simms coming to you live 114 00:05:01,595 --> 00:05:04,014 from the shit-ass corner of the 8-5-0, 115 00:05:04,056 --> 00:05:05,515 but not for long, friends, 116 00:05:05,557 --> 00:05:08,518 'cause I'm a savvy and... and motivated entrepreneur 117 00:05:08,560 --> 00:05:09,686 with some big ideas 118 00:05:09,728 --> 00:05:11,354 for the fashion and skin-care industries. 119 00:05:11,396 --> 00:05:13,065 [Bo] Scotty, that's more than three words. 120 00:05:13,106 --> 00:05:16,193 [upbeat music] 121 00:05:16,234 --> 00:05:18,070 Three words that encapsulate me are simply 122 00:05:18,111 --> 00:05:19,237 "man of taste." 123 00:05:19,279 --> 00:05:21,364 Boring white guy. 124 00:05:21,406 --> 00:05:23,408 [DJ] I mean that literally as well. 125 00:05:23,450 --> 00:05:26,411 I collect rare whiskeys on the DL. 126 00:05:28,705 --> 00:05:30,582 Oh, I barely have to even hide this stuff 127 00:05:30,624 --> 00:05:34,211 'cause Mom's fuckin' clueless. 128 00:05:34,252 --> 00:05:36,797 Mmm. 129 00:05:36,838 --> 00:05:38,632 Beautiful mouthfeel. 130 00:05:38,673 --> 00:05:43,011 I am Rafael Garcia... Raf for short. 131 00:05:43,053 --> 00:05:44,679 Most people call me Raf. 132 00:05:44,721 --> 00:05:47,015 Um... 133 00:05:47,057 --> 00:05:48,225 yeah, I don't...I don't know. 134 00:05:48,266 --> 00:05:51,812 I guess I'm just excited to meet everybody. 135 00:05:51,853 --> 00:05:54,815 Um, never been to Hawaii before. 136 00:05:54,856 --> 00:05:57,651 Actually never been on a plane before, 137 00:05:57,692 --> 00:06:00,612 so I'm a little nervous about that. 138 00:06:00,654 --> 00:06:01,863 [knock on door] 139 00:06:01,905 --> 00:06:03,073 [Raf] Things that I'll miss... 140 00:06:03,115 --> 00:06:05,158 Come in! 141 00:06:05,200 --> 00:06:08,954 [soft dramatic music] 142 00:06:08,995 --> 00:06:11,248 [Faber] You're smiling. That's a nice development. 143 00:06:11,289 --> 00:06:14,167 I was just admiring our beloved control group. 144 00:06:14,209 --> 00:06:15,627 "Beloved"? 145 00:06:15,669 --> 00:06:17,295 Not what I expected you to call them. 146 00:06:17,337 --> 00:06:19,506 34 days, Daniel. 147 00:06:19,548 --> 00:06:21,299 They lasted 34 days, 148 00:06:21,341 --> 00:06:23,802 while the women lasted the full 50, so... 149 00:06:23,844 --> 00:06:28,265 And, God, all that begging for money and tap-dancing 150 00:06:28,306 --> 00:06:31,601 like a fucking monkey for my investors, 151 00:06:31,643 --> 00:06:34,271 that was all worthwhile. 152 00:06:34,312 --> 00:06:36,857 The boys were the perfect failures we needed, 153 00:06:36,898 --> 00:06:39,776 so how could I not belove them? 154 00:06:39,818 --> 00:06:42,571 Yeah, well, we're gonna start processing them now. 155 00:06:42,612 --> 00:06:44,072 Just stopped by to let you know. 156 00:06:44,114 --> 00:06:47,200 You holding up, Dean? You look fraught. 157 00:06:47,242 --> 00:06:49,244 I don't do fraught. 158 00:06:49,286 --> 00:06:52,372 Complicated feelings is, uh, more Dan's thing. 159 00:06:54,082 --> 00:06:58,336 [Gretchen] Well, I know this has been a trial, 160 00:06:58,378 --> 00:07:01,256 but I'm asking for one last push from both of you. 161 00:07:03,216 --> 00:07:06,887 There is no question they imploded. 162 00:07:06,928 --> 00:07:10,307 Once we find out how... 163 00:07:10,348 --> 00:07:12,309 we wear the crown. 164 00:07:12,350 --> 00:07:14,853 [smooches] 165 00:07:14,895 --> 00:07:17,939 Yeah. Go break 'em open, gentlemen. 166 00:07:17,981 --> 00:07:20,901 Oh, if you can, start with this little angel. 167 00:07:20,942 --> 00:07:23,695 I want to know how he fell. 168 00:07:23,737 --> 00:07:29,743 ♪ ♪ 169 00:07:31,411 --> 00:07:33,788 I don't really know what you guys want from me. 170 00:07:33,830 --> 00:07:36,208 Well, just your version of what happened. 171 00:07:38,627 --> 00:07:40,170 [Young] Why don't we take those off? 172 00:07:40,212 --> 00:07:43,256 They're an "abundance of caution" measure anyway. 173 00:07:43,298 --> 00:07:46,218 Because of what I did? 174 00:07:46,259 --> 00:07:48,428 [Faber] Yes, Rafael. 175 00:07:48,470 --> 00:07:49,971 It's Raf. 176 00:07:51,806 --> 00:07:53,725 I go by Raf. 177 00:07:53,767 --> 00:07:59,064 ♪ ♪ 178 00:07:59,105 --> 00:08:01,024 [handcuffs clicking] 179 00:08:01,066 --> 00:08:05,195 ♪ ♪ 180 00:08:05,237 --> 00:08:07,364 [Young sighs] Well, Raf, 181 00:08:07,405 --> 00:08:09,532 why don't you take us through that first day? 182 00:08:09,574 --> 00:08:16,581 ♪ ♪ 183 00:08:23,046 --> 00:08:25,674 I remember not knowing names. 184 00:08:25,715 --> 00:08:28,551 Never been very good at it. 185 00:08:28,593 --> 00:08:30,971 Maybe it's 'cause everybody is so bad with mine. 186 00:08:32,555 --> 00:08:34,516 But, yeah, that, uh... 187 00:08:36,726 --> 00:08:40,188 ...that first day, I just sort of knew the basics. 188 00:08:40,230 --> 00:08:42,107 There was the two best friends from Florida... 189 00:08:44,025 --> 00:08:48,363 ...Josh, whose name I only knew from school, 190 00:08:48,405 --> 00:08:50,615 the smart one with the fancy clothes, 191 00:08:50,657 --> 00:08:55,453 the lax-bro, the emo kid with the glasses, 192 00:08:55,495 --> 00:08:58,415 and his stepbrother Seth, 193 00:08:58,456 --> 00:09:01,251 whose name, for some reason, just... 194 00:09:03,253 --> 00:09:05,005 ...stuck with me. 195 00:09:06,214 --> 00:09:07,799 Oh. 196 00:09:07,841 --> 00:09:11,303 And, of course, the tracksuit kid... 197 00:09:11,344 --> 00:09:14,889 who really hated his mom. 198 00:09:14,931 --> 00:09:17,517 Good one, Mother. Great idea. 199 00:09:17,559 --> 00:09:20,562 How about...how about we... we ship me off 200 00:09:20,603 --> 00:09:24,733 to some wilderness fucking circle jerk? 201 00:09:24,774 --> 00:09:26,401 "Maybe it'll be fun," she said. 202 00:09:26,443 --> 00:09:27,902 Yeah, "Maybe you'll learn something." 203 00:09:27,944 --> 00:09:29,404 Okay, sure. Yeah. 204 00:09:29,446 --> 00:09:32,365 Maybe I'll learn what it's like to almost basically drown. 205 00:09:32,407 --> 00:09:33,825 Maybe I'll learn what it's like 206 00:09:33,867 --> 00:09:37,120 to get a metric shit-ton of water up my fuckin' nose! 207 00:09:37,162 --> 00:09:40,040 Or maybe I'll learn what it's like to absolutely 208 00:09:40,081 --> 00:09:42,876 and extremely hate you, 209 00:09:42,917 --> 00:09:46,087 you fucking dick-tit! [grunts] 210 00:09:46,129 --> 00:09:47,839 Oh, jeez, fuck! 211 00:09:47,881 --> 00:09:50,467 - [Scotty laughs] - [DJ] God. 212 00:09:52,427 --> 00:09:54,012 [Scotty] I'm...I'm sorry. 213 00:09:54,054 --> 00:09:55,638 I just...I just... 214 00:09:55,680 --> 00:09:57,724 I can't pretend that that shit wasn't funny. 215 00:09:57,766 --> 00:10:00,101 "Dick-tit!" [grunts] 216 00:10:00,143 --> 00:10:03,146 [laughter] 217 00:10:08,109 --> 00:10:11,112 [sobbing] 218 00:10:14,908 --> 00:10:15,909 Hey, you doing okay? 219 00:10:15,950 --> 00:10:17,202 No. 220 00:10:17,243 --> 00:10:18,453 Henry, come on. Not now. 221 00:10:18,495 --> 00:10:19,954 What? 222 00:10:19,996 --> 00:10:21,581 We're either lost, dead, or raptured. 223 00:10:21,623 --> 00:10:22,916 None of us are okay. 224 00:10:22,957 --> 00:10:24,584 I'll rephrase. 225 00:10:24,626 --> 00:10:26,669 Are you doing okay, considering? 226 00:10:29,964 --> 00:10:31,883 Why are you doing that? 227 00:10:33,301 --> 00:10:34,469 Doing what? 228 00:10:34,511 --> 00:10:36,137 Crying. 229 00:10:36,179 --> 00:10:39,182 It's fine, actually. It's healthy, really. 230 00:10:39,224 --> 00:10:42,227 And I think it should be more normalized as a behavior. 231 00:10:42,268 --> 00:10:44,270 Jesus fucking Christ. 232 00:10:44,312 --> 00:10:46,898 Who came with this kid? 233 00:10:46,940 --> 00:10:48,942 Is he always like this? 234 00:10:50,402 --> 00:10:51,861 I...I don't really know. 235 00:10:51,903 --> 00:10:54,364 We're in different friend groups. 236 00:10:54,406 --> 00:10:55,990 Hi, Rafe. 237 00:10:56,032 --> 00:10:57,367 [Kirin] Whatever. 238 00:10:57,409 --> 00:10:59,160 Look, we've been sitting on our asses for too long. 239 00:10:59,202 --> 00:11:02,080 Let's quit fuckin' crying and do something. 240 00:11:02,122 --> 00:11:04,249 Uh, hey, man. W-what's your name, again? 241 00:11:04,290 --> 00:11:05,708 He'll tell you it's Kirin, 242 00:11:05,750 --> 00:11:08,002 but we all know he's a natural-born Chad. 243 00:11:08,044 --> 00:11:10,505 Don't start, Taylor. Don't even start. 244 00:11:10,547 --> 00:11:13,174 Okay, uh, some history there. 245 00:11:13,216 --> 00:11:14,968 Uh, look, Kirin, 246 00:11:15,009 --> 00:11:17,178 why don't we just let Josh be Josh for a sec? 247 00:11:17,220 --> 00:11:18,596 We've all been dropped into this, like, 248 00:11:18,638 --> 00:11:20,056 live-action fever dream. 249 00:11:20,098 --> 00:11:21,933 We should probably normalize 250 00:11:21,975 --> 00:11:23,560 having any reaction that we want. 251 00:11:23,601 --> 00:11:25,395 Like, if you want to call your mom a dick-tit, 252 00:11:25,437 --> 00:11:26,813 then go for it. 253 00:11:26,855 --> 00:11:28,314 I did need to. She fuckin' sucks. 254 00:11:28,356 --> 00:11:29,607 God damn it, people. 255 00:11:29,649 --> 00:11:32,110 Can we please stop talking and just move? 256 00:11:32,152 --> 00:11:33,194 And go where? 257 00:11:33,236 --> 00:11:34,737 [Kirin] To go look for shit. 258 00:11:34,779 --> 00:11:36,489 Deserted islands don't even exist. 259 00:11:36,531 --> 00:11:38,158 We fuckin' found 'em all. 260 00:11:38,199 --> 00:11:39,701 Yeah, see that's true. 261 00:11:39,742 --> 00:11:41,995 All these islands been snapped up by rich dudes 262 00:11:42,036 --> 00:11:43,496 with, like, Illuminati money. 263 00:11:43,538 --> 00:11:45,540 All right, everybody up! 264 00:11:48,626 --> 00:11:51,296 Why did I just do what he told me to do? 265 00:11:51,337 --> 00:11:53,965 It's that captain daddy voice. You just can't fight it. 266 00:11:54,007 --> 00:11:55,550 I mean, look at me, I've loathed him 267 00:11:55,592 --> 00:11:57,302 since middle school, and my ass got up. 268 00:11:57,343 --> 00:11:59,596 Look, obviously, rescue's coming, 269 00:11:59,637 --> 00:12:02,098 but if there's some sick hotel around the corner 270 00:12:02,140 --> 00:12:04,517 and we're too lazy to go find it, 271 00:12:04,559 --> 00:12:06,769 we're gonna feel like total dicks. 272 00:12:06,811 --> 00:12:09,898 So I think we split up, head in separate directions. 273 00:12:09,939 --> 00:12:13,109 Just send someone back when you find something. 274 00:12:13,151 --> 00:12:16,696 Everyone from here over, you're one group. 275 00:12:16,738 --> 00:12:19,240 I mean... [whistles] 276 00:12:22,410 --> 00:12:24,329 I mean from here over. 277 00:12:24,370 --> 00:12:27,665 The others, you're with me. Let's go. 278 00:12:27,707 --> 00:12:32,045 It's still happening. It's like a tractor beam. 279 00:12:32,086 --> 00:12:37,008 So, hey, you, uh, doing okay? You bouncing back? 280 00:12:37,050 --> 00:12:41,471 Way back, yeah. I always get a cry high. 281 00:12:41,513 --> 00:12:43,681 Oh, good. 282 00:12:43,723 --> 00:12:46,726 So, look, as much as I hate taking advice 283 00:12:46,768 --> 00:12:48,102 from a triple-didge. 284 00:12:48,144 --> 00:12:49,395 A what? 285 00:12:49,437 --> 00:12:51,356 Oh, sorry, it's just this thing that I say. 286 00:12:51,397 --> 00:12:54,192 You know, when someone has a triple-digit SAT score, it... 287 00:12:54,234 --> 00:12:55,568 [chuckles] 288 00:12:55,610 --> 00:12:57,403 Thank you for laughing. Um...[stammers] 289 00:12:57,445 --> 00:12:59,030 Look, I know it's smug and it's mean, 290 00:12:59,072 --> 00:13:01,366 but the point is, he's not wrong. 291 00:13:01,407 --> 00:13:03,785 If we stay sitting here with our thoughts, 292 00:13:03,826 --> 00:13:05,620 it's just gonna break us. 293 00:13:05,662 --> 00:13:08,248 Let's get moving, and we'll be out of this place in no time. 294 00:13:08,289 --> 00:13:11,793 ♪ ♪ 295 00:13:11,834 --> 00:13:14,796 [Shelby] One week. It's been one week. 296 00:13:14,837 --> 00:13:16,464 [Toni] Hmm. 297 00:13:16,506 --> 00:13:19,759 [Shelby] I don't know. It just doesn't feel right. 298 00:13:19,801 --> 00:13:23,805 There's all this heaviness without her. 299 00:13:23,846 --> 00:13:26,057 And Rachel... 300 00:13:26,099 --> 00:13:28,434 it's like all she knows is hurt right now. 301 00:13:28,476 --> 00:13:33,690 ♪ ♪ 302 00:13:33,731 --> 00:13:36,734 But meanwhile... 303 00:13:36,776 --> 00:13:40,238 I'm over here with you just like... 304 00:13:40,280 --> 00:13:42,699 Like what? 305 00:13:42,740 --> 00:13:44,867 I want to hear you describe it. 306 00:13:44,909 --> 00:13:47,620 ♪ ♪ 307 00:13:47,662 --> 00:13:51,874 [Shelby] Like I'm floating, like I'm weak. 308 00:13:51,916 --> 00:13:53,710 But I like it. 309 00:13:53,751 --> 00:13:58,089 Like I'm high on every drug they warned us about 310 00:13:58,131 --> 00:13:59,632 in those middle-school assemblies... 311 00:13:59,674 --> 00:14:01,009 Okay, stop, you're hitting my sap limit. 312 00:14:01,050 --> 00:14:02,385 - You asked me to. - I know. 313 00:14:02,427 --> 00:14:06,472 I'm just giving you a hard time. 314 00:14:06,514 --> 00:14:08,349 And by the way... 315 00:14:10,935 --> 00:14:13,396 ...I'm really happy, too. 316 00:14:16,566 --> 00:14:18,776 The guilt of it all. 317 00:14:20,695 --> 00:14:23,031 [sighs softly] What are we supposed to do with that? 318 00:14:25,533 --> 00:14:28,161 Have you talked to your friend God about it? 319 00:14:28,202 --> 00:14:32,540 Actually, I haven't been doing a whole lot of that lately... 320 00:14:32,582 --> 00:14:34,500 prayin'. 321 00:14:37,003 --> 00:14:39,297 What do you think He'd say? 322 00:14:39,339 --> 00:14:42,091 ♪ ♪ 323 00:14:42,133 --> 00:14:45,428 To be grateful for the good. 324 00:14:45,470 --> 00:14:48,514 It's there to help us survive the rest. 325 00:14:48,556 --> 00:14:51,309 A-fucking-men. 326 00:14:51,351 --> 00:14:53,728 ♪ ♪ 327 00:14:53,770 --> 00:14:57,357 It pisses me off so much to say this, you know. 328 00:14:57,398 --> 00:14:59,734 Like, it'll never not piss me off to say this 329 00:14:59,776 --> 00:15:01,277 to a fucking pageant champion. 330 00:15:01,319 --> 00:15:03,780 Like, it makes me feel like captain fucking obvious. 331 00:15:03,821 --> 00:15:06,491 ♪ ♪ 332 00:15:06,532 --> 00:15:08,284 You are so beautiful. 333 00:15:08,326 --> 00:15:15,333 ♪ ♪ 334 00:15:35,103 --> 00:15:36,896 Why am I not getting stronger? 335 00:15:36,938 --> 00:15:38,981 All I do is lift shit. 336 00:15:39,023 --> 00:15:41,150 And I basically eat paleo. 337 00:15:41,192 --> 00:15:43,444 Maybe it'll hit you all at once, 338 00:15:43,486 --> 00:15:45,196 and, like, your muscles 339 00:15:45,238 --> 00:15:47,407 will come bursting out of your shirt like the Hulk. 340 00:15:47,448 --> 00:15:49,075 So the elements have, like, 341 00:15:49,117 --> 00:15:51,786 actually curdled your brain, haven't they? 342 00:15:51,828 --> 00:15:54,163 - Here's good? - Yeah. 343 00:15:54,205 --> 00:15:56,290 - [grunts] - Final touch. 344 00:15:56,332 --> 00:15:58,626 [grunts] 345 00:15:58,668 --> 00:15:59,836 Ah! Okay. 346 00:15:59,877 --> 00:16:03,005 - [Dot] Hey! - [Fatin sighs] 347 00:16:03,047 --> 00:16:05,508 [Dot] I know that this didn't do shit for us last time, 348 00:16:05,550 --> 00:16:06,968 but we can't move inland 349 00:16:07,009 --> 00:16:09,053 without leaving proof of life behind. 350 00:16:09,095 --> 00:16:13,433 So, between this and the signal fire, we should be good. 351 00:16:13,474 --> 00:16:15,893 What does SOS mean, again? 352 00:16:17,562 --> 00:16:20,898 I feel like I should know this, but I'm drawing a blank. 353 00:16:22,775 --> 00:16:25,653 You know who would have known? 354 00:16:25,695 --> 00:16:32,660 ♪ ♪ 355 00:16:32,702 --> 00:16:36,456 Which, uh, reminds me, it's my turn to check in. 356 00:16:36,497 --> 00:16:41,169 ♪ ♪ 357 00:16:41,210 --> 00:16:42,879 [Dot] Hey. 358 00:16:42,920 --> 00:16:44,672 Cool if I sit? 359 00:16:44,714 --> 00:16:49,260 ♪ ♪ 360 00:16:49,302 --> 00:16:50,595 [grunts] 361 00:16:50,636 --> 00:16:55,266 It's just, um, time for a new wrap, so... 362 00:16:55,308 --> 00:17:01,689 ♪ ♪ 363 00:17:01,731 --> 00:17:06,068 What if I started beatboxing? You know, like R-A-P? 364 00:17:06,110 --> 00:17:07,612 What if I was the kind of asshole 365 00:17:07,653 --> 00:17:10,281 who thought that would be a good joke? 366 00:17:10,323 --> 00:17:12,825 But you know I'll never do that to you, right? 367 00:17:12,867 --> 00:17:15,703 No Patch Adams bullshit. 368 00:17:15,745 --> 00:17:20,416 ♪ ♪ 369 00:17:20,458 --> 00:17:22,919 Which, um... 370 00:17:22,960 --> 00:17:26,547 also means being straight with you. 371 00:17:28,341 --> 00:17:31,761 Seven days out, there shouldn't be this much swelling. 372 00:17:33,971 --> 00:17:35,890 And, uh, being on this beach, 373 00:17:35,932 --> 00:17:39,310 you know, it's not doing it any favors... 374 00:17:39,352 --> 00:17:42,980 um, all the sand getting in there. 375 00:17:43,022 --> 00:17:46,400 ♪ ♪ 376 00:17:46,442 --> 00:17:49,362 We're moving today, Rachel. 377 00:17:51,030 --> 00:17:54,367 And I-I'm gonna need you to come with us. 378 00:17:54,408 --> 00:17:57,245 ♪ ♪ 379 00:17:57,286 --> 00:17:58,996 Her stuff, too. It's all... 380 00:17:59,038 --> 00:18:00,456 That stays. 381 00:18:00,498 --> 00:18:04,752 ♪ ♪ 382 00:18:04,794 --> 00:18:06,796 It has to stay... 383 00:18:09,006 --> 00:18:11,133 ...in case she comes back. 384 00:18:11,175 --> 00:18:18,182 ♪ ♪ 385 00:18:51,716 --> 00:18:53,718 [Fatin] Martha... 386 00:18:53,759 --> 00:18:56,888 you've been holding out on me, girl. 387 00:18:56,929 --> 00:18:58,681 I was consolidating some of our shit, 388 00:18:58,723 --> 00:19:01,559 and I found this at the bottom of your suitcase. 389 00:19:04,645 --> 00:19:07,607 This is literature. 390 00:19:07,648 --> 00:19:09,942 I mean, I've only perused, but it's already better 391 00:19:09,984 --> 00:19:12,069 than Jeff's soggy diaper of a book. 392 00:19:12,111 --> 00:19:13,821 It's got short sentences, 393 00:19:13,863 --> 00:19:16,407 a few bedroom scenes for the spank bank, 394 00:19:16,449 --> 00:19:19,076 if she'll ever go there again. 395 00:19:20,244 --> 00:19:21,996 It's a beach read. 396 00:19:22,038 --> 00:19:25,291 Got a true fucking beach read on our hands, 397 00:19:25,333 --> 00:19:28,169 and we're leaving the goddamn beach. 398 00:19:28,210 --> 00:19:31,631 Sorry. Forgot I had it. 399 00:19:31,672 --> 00:19:33,174 You okay? 400 00:19:35,301 --> 00:19:37,219 Can I ask you a question? 401 00:19:37,261 --> 00:19:38,638 Have you... 402 00:19:38,679 --> 00:19:41,057 have you noticed any new vibes 403 00:19:41,098 --> 00:19:43,225 between some of the people here? 404 00:19:43,267 --> 00:19:45,937 Mm, are you referring to the clinically depressive vibes 405 00:19:45,978 --> 00:19:47,396 at our three o'clock? 406 00:19:47,438 --> 00:19:49,607 Because I think Rachel's got a good reason... 407 00:19:49,649 --> 00:19:50,942 No, I don't mean bad vibes. 408 00:19:50,983 --> 00:19:54,111 I mean more like... 409 00:19:54,153 --> 00:19:56,697 shiny vibes... 410 00:19:58,366 --> 00:20:02,453 ...like, between two people... 411 00:20:02,495 --> 00:20:05,706 who might be more than friends. 412 00:20:05,748 --> 00:20:08,793 Shoni. 413 00:20:08,834 --> 00:20:10,878 Shelby and Toni. 414 00:20:10,920 --> 00:20:12,880 Oh, my God, are you just now finding out about this? 415 00:20:12,922 --> 00:20:14,715 That's been live for, like, a week now. 416 00:20:14,757 --> 00:20:16,592 - A-a week? - Oh, no. 417 00:20:16,634 --> 00:20:19,095 Did you catch them boning in the woods? 418 00:20:19,136 --> 00:20:20,471 God, I should've known. 419 00:20:20,513 --> 00:20:22,890 I've been looking for them to help me pack. 420 00:20:22,932 --> 00:20:27,603 Hmm, I can usually smell an orgasm a mile away. 421 00:20:27,645 --> 00:20:29,063 I wonder if I have a sinus thing. 422 00:20:32,316 --> 00:20:33,943 What? 423 00:20:33,985 --> 00:20:35,653 Nothing. It's just... 424 00:20:35,695 --> 00:20:38,322 Wood for the signal fire like you asked. 425 00:20:38,364 --> 00:20:41,283 No, It's perfect conceptually. 426 00:20:41,325 --> 00:20:45,371 It's just, I thought you would get more of it. 427 00:20:45,413 --> 00:20:47,123 You've been gone for, like, an hour. 428 00:20:47,164 --> 00:20:49,125 You, like, my shift supervisor now? 429 00:20:49,166 --> 00:20:51,085 Do you have, like, a clock on me? 430 00:20:51,127 --> 00:20:52,169 Hey. 431 00:20:52,211 --> 00:20:54,338 What do you care how I spend my time? 432 00:20:55,589 --> 00:21:00,261 Because I miss you... 433 00:21:00,302 --> 00:21:03,347 among other fucking things. 434 00:21:04,974 --> 00:21:08,561 I'm right here. I haven't gone anywhere. 435 00:21:08,602 --> 00:21:11,731 I know you're still looking for it. 436 00:21:11,772 --> 00:21:13,024 I can't not, Fatin. 437 00:21:13,065 --> 00:21:15,484 That pit, it's...it's my only way of knowing 438 00:21:15,526 --> 00:21:17,778 that I am not, like, truly and completely... 439 00:21:20,698 --> 00:21:23,451 Leah, it's a mirage. 440 00:21:23,492 --> 00:21:29,582 ♪ ♪ 441 00:21:32,376 --> 00:21:33,753 Where are you going? 442 00:21:33,794 --> 00:21:34,962 I'm not... It's not that. 443 00:21:35,004 --> 00:21:36,839 I... 444 00:21:36,881 --> 00:21:38,632 thought I'd try again. 445 00:21:38,674 --> 00:21:42,553 Make a less pathetic attempt at the firewood, 446 00:21:42,595 --> 00:21:45,181 try to save some face... 447 00:21:45,222 --> 00:21:47,308 If I can. 448 00:21:47,349 --> 00:21:54,356 ♪ ♪ 449 00:22:15,753 --> 00:22:17,213 [Josh] Scared? 450 00:22:17,254 --> 00:22:20,508 No, no. 451 00:22:20,549 --> 00:22:23,219 [chuckles] Boy, I don't even know. 452 00:22:23,260 --> 00:22:27,348 It comes in waves, the insanity of all this, 453 00:22:27,389 --> 00:22:29,016 making me seasick. 454 00:22:29,058 --> 00:22:30,351 I have some Dramamine 455 00:22:30,392 --> 00:22:31,852 back in my suitcase, if you need it. 456 00:22:31,894 --> 00:22:34,480 [chuckles] You're an angel, but I wasn't being literal. 457 00:22:34,522 --> 00:22:37,817 I meant, like, spiritually. 458 00:22:37,858 --> 00:22:39,401 Yeah, unfortunately, the wilderness 459 00:22:39,443 --> 00:22:41,403 just doesn't really agree with me, you know? 460 00:22:41,445 --> 00:22:42,988 Like, it's not a very empowering environment 461 00:22:43,030 --> 00:22:44,615 for me, personally. 462 00:22:44,657 --> 00:22:48,994 And bless Mother Nature, but she is just not my muse. 463 00:22:49,036 --> 00:22:53,290 You know, Frost and Tennyson and Keats... 464 00:22:53,332 --> 00:22:55,501 she's their bitch. 465 00:22:55,543 --> 00:22:57,711 Like everything else, the white man 466 00:22:57,753 --> 00:22:59,672 has laid claim to her. 467 00:22:59,713 --> 00:23:01,882 Ugh, I know. 468 00:23:01,924 --> 00:23:04,260 And I am... 469 00:23:04,301 --> 00:23:07,096 I'm so sorry. 470 00:23:07,138 --> 00:23:08,222 Are you a poet? 471 00:23:08,264 --> 00:23:09,223 [DJ] Fuck a duck! 472 00:23:09,265 --> 00:23:12,143 [Ivan] Oh, Lord, that bitch is. 473 00:23:12,184 --> 00:23:14,270 - [chuckles] - I bet his toe's broken. 474 00:23:14,311 --> 00:23:15,771 Have you ever broken a bone? 475 00:23:15,813 --> 00:23:17,731 I broke my arm in fourth grade, 476 00:23:17,773 --> 00:23:19,400 and I didn't have many friends then, 477 00:23:19,441 --> 00:23:22,403 so I forged a whole lot of signatures on there. 478 00:23:22,444 --> 00:23:25,698 My therapist says it's a foundational wound. 479 00:23:25,739 --> 00:23:27,783 [DJ] Damn it! [groans] 480 00:23:27,825 --> 00:23:30,077 [Seth] I know I should feel bad for him. 481 00:23:30,119 --> 00:23:33,038 But the empathy well is bone-dry. 482 00:23:35,624 --> 00:23:37,126 By the way, it's Raf, right? 483 00:23:37,168 --> 00:23:38,878 I've heard a couple people say Raff or Rafe. 484 00:23:38,919 --> 00:23:41,589 - It's Raf, yeah. - Yeah. 485 00:23:41,630 --> 00:23:43,090 But...but whatever, really. 486 00:23:43,132 --> 00:23:45,134 I-I hear all versions all the time. 487 00:23:45,176 --> 00:23:48,429 [laughs] Yeah, yeah. Raf, though. 488 00:23:48,470 --> 00:23:51,223 Good...good solid name. 489 00:23:51,265 --> 00:23:54,435 [DJ] Ah, ah, damn it! Take five! 490 00:23:54,476 --> 00:23:56,270 Oh, uh, he's... Yeah, okay. Let's go. 491 00:23:56,312 --> 00:23:58,689 [DJ] I need to take five. 492 00:23:58,731 --> 00:24:01,066 I know it's just a toe. 493 00:24:02,526 --> 00:24:04,236 And if I were with the other guys right now, 494 00:24:04,278 --> 00:24:07,907 that steak-head triple-didge would be calling me a pussy. 495 00:24:07,948 --> 00:24:10,576 You used triple-didge. 496 00:24:10,618 --> 00:24:12,912 [chuckles] Yeah, it's good. 497 00:24:12,953 --> 00:24:14,455 - [laughing] - It's catchy. 498 00:24:14,496 --> 00:24:16,665 You got anything in your medicine cabinet for this? 499 00:24:16,707 --> 00:24:19,418 Oh, my God. Yeah. I have everything for this. 500 00:24:19,460 --> 00:24:22,671 Are you on Team Ibuprofen or Team Acetaminophen? 501 00:24:22,713 --> 00:24:24,715 Uh, both. 502 00:24:24,757 --> 00:24:26,091 [Seth] Yeah, man. 503 00:24:26,133 --> 00:24:28,052 I mean, look, if you want to head back, you can. 504 00:24:28,093 --> 00:24:29,428 Nobody needs to be a hero. 505 00:24:29,470 --> 00:24:31,096 Are you serious? 506 00:24:31,138 --> 00:24:33,349 I mean, I'd only be slowing you guys down. 507 00:24:33,390 --> 00:24:35,976 Yeah, totally. Your call. 508 00:24:36,018 --> 00:24:38,604 Thanks, guys, seriously. 509 00:24:41,065 --> 00:24:43,609 [winces in pain] 510 00:24:43,651 --> 00:24:44,735 [groans] 511 00:24:44,777 --> 00:24:47,279 ♪ ♪ 512 00:24:47,321 --> 00:24:48,948 [Seth] All right. 513 00:24:48,989 --> 00:24:51,533 [DJ] Hey, guys. 514 00:24:51,575 --> 00:24:53,160 Good luck. 515 00:24:53,202 --> 00:24:57,206 ♪ ♪ 516 00:24:57,248 --> 00:24:58,666 Okay. 517 00:25:01,377 --> 00:25:04,171 [Fatin] I'm really not sure about this new spot. 518 00:25:04,213 --> 00:25:06,048 I mean, I don't even like trees. 519 00:25:06,090 --> 00:25:09,677 People think that they're peaceful and spiritual. 520 00:25:09,718 --> 00:25:12,304 But you know what I call them? Fucking old. 521 00:25:12,346 --> 00:25:14,223 Remind me again why we're leaving the beach, 522 00:25:14,265 --> 00:25:16,475 because right now this feels insane. 523 00:25:16,517 --> 00:25:18,269 [Shelby] Come on, now, we'll be out of the sun, 524 00:25:18,310 --> 00:25:20,604 out of the wind, warmer at night. 525 00:25:22,439 --> 00:25:24,525 And away from where we lost her. 526 00:25:24,566 --> 00:25:27,778 [sighs] 527 00:25:32,825 --> 00:25:35,577 It'll be good for all of us. 528 00:25:41,834 --> 00:25:44,086 [Toni] Uh... 529 00:25:44,128 --> 00:25:48,716 uh, hey, Marty, I've got a sick setup for us right over here. 530 00:25:48,757 --> 00:25:50,009 Hmm. 531 00:25:51,427 --> 00:25:53,470 You all right? 532 00:25:53,512 --> 00:25:54,680 Mm-hmm. 533 00:25:54,722 --> 00:25:56,515 [Toni] You're just thinking about Nora or... 534 00:25:56,557 --> 00:25:57,891 No. 535 00:25:57,933 --> 00:25:59,643 Okay, well, then what's the deal? 536 00:25:59,685 --> 00:26:01,812 Hey, I figure we've been crashing together for years 537 00:26:01,854 --> 00:26:04,940 and haven't killed each other yet. 538 00:26:04,982 --> 00:26:07,818 Come on, take a load off. 539 00:26:07,860 --> 00:26:11,363 Actually, I was thinking I should bunk alone. 540 00:26:11,405 --> 00:26:14,533 Um, I'm a hot sleeper, and the space is so tight, 541 00:26:14,575 --> 00:26:18,620 I just, I don't want to sweat you out. 542 00:26:18,662 --> 00:26:21,498 So I should just sleep over there. 543 00:26:21,540 --> 00:26:23,959 - Okay. - [Martha] Um... 544 00:26:24,001 --> 00:26:28,255 But feel free to give my spot to someone else, though... 545 00:26:29,673 --> 00:26:31,967 ...like, maybe Shelby. 546 00:26:36,430 --> 00:26:38,349 So you know? 547 00:26:40,517 --> 00:26:41,685 You know, I was gonna tell you. 548 00:26:41,727 --> 00:26:43,270 I just didn't find the time, and I... 549 00:26:43,312 --> 00:26:46,982 Toni, it's...it's okay. 550 00:26:47,024 --> 00:26:48,442 You're cool with it? 551 00:26:52,154 --> 00:26:53,864 [Fatin] God damn it. 552 00:26:56,116 --> 00:26:58,160 Do...do you guys know what happened to the axe? 553 00:26:58,202 --> 00:26:59,912 I put it in that pile of stuff 554 00:26:59,953 --> 00:27:02,164 that Leah was supposed to bring. 555 00:27:02,206 --> 00:27:03,832 She was supposed to be back hours ago. 556 00:27:03,874 --> 00:27:04,833 [Shelby] You know, I haven't seen her. 557 00:27:04,875 --> 00:27:06,293 You think she's okay? 558 00:27:08,087 --> 00:27:09,338 Yeah. 559 00:27:11,256 --> 00:27:14,968 She just doesn't know when to fucking quit. 560 00:27:15,010 --> 00:27:17,971 [atmospheric music] 561 00:27:18,013 --> 00:27:24,812 ♪ ♪ 562 00:27:24,853 --> 00:27:26,271 [sighs] 563 00:27:26,313 --> 00:27:33,237 ♪ ♪ 564 00:27:47,626 --> 00:27:50,504 [Henry] Yeah, I'd like to humbly suggest that we go back. 565 00:27:50,546 --> 00:27:52,423 This is obviously a wasteland. 566 00:27:52,464 --> 00:27:54,591 [Kirin] We'll find something, all right? 567 00:27:54,633 --> 00:27:56,468 Not before we lose daylight. 568 00:27:58,220 --> 00:28:00,472 Why do you keep doing that thing with your fingers? 569 00:28:00,514 --> 00:28:03,475 Gauge how long till sunset. Every finger is 15 minutes. 570 00:28:03,517 --> 00:28:05,519 What are you? Some kind of Boy Scout? 571 00:28:05,561 --> 00:28:07,855 Yes. 572 00:28:07,896 --> 00:28:09,440 Well, I-I quit in ninth grade. 573 00:28:09,481 --> 00:28:11,984 I ended up wanting something different for myself... 574 00:28:12,025 --> 00:28:13,110 aesthetically. 575 00:28:13,152 --> 00:28:14,862 No shit. 576 00:28:14,903 --> 00:28:16,071 Look, I-I don't love agreeing 577 00:28:16,113 --> 00:28:18,657 with fuckin' Testosterone Jones over here, 578 00:28:18,699 --> 00:28:21,034 but, um, I do think we'll find something. 579 00:28:21,076 --> 00:28:22,619 I mean, it's like I was saying, 580 00:28:22,661 --> 00:28:24,079 we're probably about to roll up 581 00:28:24,121 --> 00:28:26,373 on some sick Architect's Digest type house, you know, 582 00:28:26,415 --> 00:28:28,041 owned by some billionaire or something. 583 00:28:28,083 --> 00:28:30,169 Yeah, let's hope not. 584 00:28:30,210 --> 00:28:31,920 What are you talking about, Damien? 585 00:28:31,962 --> 00:28:33,881 [Bo] His name's Henry, I think. 586 00:28:33,922 --> 00:28:35,174 It's fine, Bo, I think your friend 587 00:28:35,215 --> 00:28:36,633 was just drawing a parallel between me 588 00:28:36,675 --> 00:28:38,177 and the Antichrist boy from the Omen. 589 00:28:38,218 --> 00:28:39,470 - [Scotty chuckles] - [Bo] Oh. 590 00:28:39,511 --> 00:28:42,014 But to answer your question, yeah, I've got zero desire 591 00:28:42,055 --> 00:28:44,057 to stumble upon the home of a wealthy recluse. 592 00:28:44,099 --> 00:28:45,309 [Scotty] Why not? 593 00:28:45,350 --> 00:28:46,393 [Henry] 'Cause they'll kill us for sure. 594 00:28:46,435 --> 00:28:47,519 Think about every rich guy 595 00:28:47,561 --> 00:28:48,896 who's ever lived in a secluded place. 596 00:28:48,937 --> 00:28:50,731 General Zaroff in The Most Dangerous Game, 597 00:28:50,772 --> 00:28:53,400 Poe Dameron in Ex Machina, Dracula. 598 00:28:53,442 --> 00:28:55,736 You know, killing trespassers is their whole deal. 599 00:28:55,777 --> 00:28:56,987 Nah. The fuck? 600 00:28:57,029 --> 00:28:59,072 D-Dracula is not a billionaire. He's undead. 601 00:28:59,114 --> 00:29:00,616 If you adjust for inflation, he actually is. 602 00:29:00,657 --> 00:29:02,534 But, look, anyway, my point remains. 603 00:29:02,576 --> 00:29:05,621 You know, money and isolation have turned them all... 604 00:29:05,662 --> 00:29:07,456 into bloodthirsty eccentrics. 605 00:29:07,498 --> 00:29:09,541 All right, man, as an eventual billionaire, 606 00:29:09,583 --> 00:29:11,627 I object to you roasting us, okay? 607 00:29:11,668 --> 00:29:13,420 We got some good guys going on. 608 00:29:13,462 --> 00:29:16,965 Uh, Melinda Gates, Daddy Warbucks. 609 00:29:17,007 --> 00:29:20,093 Oh, Mr. Peanut, he's a fucking gentleman. 610 00:29:20,135 --> 00:29:21,512 I mean, he's always tipping that cap. 611 00:29:21,553 --> 00:29:23,180 [Henry] Yeah, but is Mr. Peanut a billionaire, 612 00:29:23,222 --> 00:29:24,765 or is it just that he has a monocle? 613 00:29:24,806 --> 00:29:27,059 Oh, my God. Can you all just put a fucking lip on it 614 00:29:27,100 --> 00:29:28,894 and start actually looking out for shit? 615 00:29:28,936 --> 00:29:31,188 It's lid. Put a lid on it. 616 00:29:31,230 --> 00:29:32,940 [Kirin] Whatever! 617 00:29:32,981 --> 00:29:35,442 Let's just go back, then, losers. 618 00:29:35,484 --> 00:29:38,529 After I take a piss, though. 619 00:29:38,570 --> 00:29:40,864 I got to pee, too. [mumbles] 620 00:29:44,201 --> 00:29:46,662 [clears throat] 621 00:29:46,703 --> 00:29:48,288 Thanks, man. 622 00:29:48,330 --> 00:29:50,707 Thanks for the privacy. Extremely cool of you. 623 00:29:50,749 --> 00:29:54,336 - Yes. - [exhales deeply] 624 00:29:54,378 --> 00:29:56,838 Question... 625 00:29:56,880 --> 00:29:59,383 is it sore when you piss? 626 00:29:59,424 --> 00:30:01,635 No. 627 00:30:01,677 --> 00:30:04,471 Must have got bruised at some point. 628 00:30:04,513 --> 00:30:06,390 Or maybe I was just out in the water too long, 629 00:30:06,431 --> 00:30:09,560 and now I got, like, saltwater dick. 630 00:30:09,601 --> 00:30:13,063 Oh, no. Yeah, saltwater dick is basically a death sentence. 631 00:30:13,105 --> 00:30:14,398 You being serious? 632 00:30:14,439 --> 00:30:17,317 No. Saltwater dick is not real. 633 00:30:17,359 --> 00:30:18,610 Life is, though. 634 00:30:18,652 --> 00:30:19,861 Life is what? 635 00:30:19,903 --> 00:30:21,238 A death sentence. 636 00:30:21,280 --> 00:30:23,740 [clears throat] 637 00:30:23,782 --> 00:30:25,742 What? 638 00:30:25,784 --> 00:30:28,120 I don't have anything to dry it with. 639 00:30:28,161 --> 00:30:30,163 Come on, man, you got to get over that. 640 00:30:30,205 --> 00:30:32,040 You the only clown in the world I know 641 00:30:32,082 --> 00:30:33,584 that can't just shake it or leave it. 642 00:30:35,127 --> 00:30:37,588 All right, let me see what I got. 643 00:30:37,629 --> 00:30:41,550 Here, try that, Publix receipt. 644 00:30:44,928 --> 00:30:46,597 Okay, well, now what do I do with it? 645 00:30:46,638 --> 00:30:49,641 Oh, my gosh. [scoffs] Just...just leave it! 646 00:30:49,683 --> 00:30:51,977 Let posterity know that my mama sent me out 647 00:30:52,019 --> 00:30:53,854 for fucking cat food and light bulbs! 648 00:30:58,650 --> 00:31:00,902 Hey. Did you drop this granola bar? 649 00:31:00,944 --> 00:31:03,739 Oh, shit, um... 650 00:31:03,780 --> 00:31:06,950 I forgot I had this on me. 651 00:31:06,992 --> 00:31:08,785 Listen, you know, this bar 652 00:31:08,827 --> 00:31:10,621 and any other food that we might have, 653 00:31:10,662 --> 00:31:13,040 let's just keep it on the hush-hush for right now. 654 00:31:13,081 --> 00:31:14,416 - But... - No, I know. 655 00:31:14,458 --> 00:31:16,752 We're gonna get airlifted out this bitch in no time, 656 00:31:16,793 --> 00:31:19,254 but just in case we don't, 657 00:31:19,296 --> 00:31:21,089 we got to start looking out for us. 658 00:31:21,131 --> 00:31:23,925 I mean, look at those trust-fund kids. 659 00:31:23,967 --> 00:31:26,720 You think they know how to manage resources? 660 00:31:26,762 --> 00:31:29,181 [scoffs] Nah. 661 00:31:29,222 --> 00:31:32,392 We got to save some for us. 662 00:31:32,434 --> 00:31:33,852 You should hold on to it. 663 00:31:33,894 --> 00:31:36,855 [dramatic music] 664 00:31:36,897 --> 00:31:43,904 ♪ ♪ 665 00:32:22,567 --> 00:32:23,777 Please don't. 666 00:32:25,612 --> 00:32:28,824 Sorry, I was, um... 667 00:32:28,865 --> 00:32:30,867 just on automatic. 668 00:32:33,120 --> 00:32:36,206 Collecting everything I see for the new camp. 669 00:32:36,248 --> 00:32:42,421 ♪ ♪ 670 00:32:42,462 --> 00:32:45,090 I'm, um... 671 00:32:45,132 --> 00:32:48,385 I'm with you, by the way... 672 00:32:48,427 --> 00:32:51,513 [stammers] ...as in I'm not sure that we should be moving. 673 00:32:53,432 --> 00:32:55,350 It's like we're accepting that this is our life now, 674 00:32:55,392 --> 00:32:56,935 that home isn't out there. 675 00:32:56,977 --> 00:32:59,646 It's... 676 00:32:59,688 --> 00:33:02,858 something that we have to make here. 677 00:33:04,276 --> 00:33:06,445 Why are we so... 678 00:33:06,486 --> 00:33:10,490 stuck on this concept of acceptance? 679 00:33:10,532 --> 00:33:14,745 Isn't acceptance just another word for fucking giving up? 680 00:33:18,498 --> 00:33:20,459 I don't want to give up, Rachel. 681 00:33:20,500 --> 00:33:27,507 ♪ ♪ 682 00:33:28,717 --> 00:33:31,803 Maybe this doesn't help, but... 683 00:33:34,306 --> 00:33:37,017 ...I want you to know that I think about her. 684 00:33:39,686 --> 00:33:42,272 I think about her every day. 685 00:33:42,314 --> 00:33:45,400 ♪ ♪ 686 00:33:45,442 --> 00:33:49,696 Like, was it her idea to come? 687 00:33:49,738 --> 00:33:55,786 ♪ ♪ 688 00:33:55,827 --> 00:33:57,704 Do you remember how she heard about it? 689 00:33:57,746 --> 00:34:02,083 Was it at school or your parents, or... 690 00:34:02,125 --> 00:34:04,044 or did somebody else get involved? 691 00:34:04,085 --> 00:34:05,462 I don't understand 692 00:34:05,504 --> 00:34:07,339 - why you're asking me this. - [Leah] Just try, Rachel. 693 00:34:07,380 --> 00:34:09,508 Try to remember how she found out about it 694 00:34:09,549 --> 00:34:11,593 and why she came here. 695 00:34:11,635 --> 00:34:15,138 She...she was afraid. 696 00:34:15,180 --> 00:34:18,517 And how did she learn about it? 697 00:34:18,558 --> 00:34:20,310 She... 698 00:34:20,352 --> 00:34:23,396 she was afraid that I... 699 00:34:23,438 --> 00:34:25,607 that I was gonna die, and then she... 700 00:34:25,649 --> 00:34:27,984 [Leah] But how did she hear about the retreat? 701 00:34:28,026 --> 00:34:29,986 And that's why, all right? 702 00:34:30,028 --> 00:34:31,780 [Leah] Think, Rachel, think! 703 00:34:31,822 --> 00:34:35,033 That's why. That's why, okay? 704 00:34:35,075 --> 00:34:37,118 She wanted this for me. 705 00:34:37,160 --> 00:34:40,747 She was trying to save me from myself, and... 706 00:34:40,789 --> 00:34:43,792 now she's gone, and it's my fault. 707 00:34:43,834 --> 00:34:46,127 She's gone now, and it's...it's my fault. 708 00:34:46,169 --> 00:34:47,337 - [cries] - Okay, but...but... 709 00:34:47,379 --> 00:34:49,130 but how did she bring you here, Rachel? 710 00:34:49,172 --> 00:34:50,924 She's gone, and it's my fault! 711 00:34:50,966 --> 00:34:52,133 [Leah] Rachel, you have to remember. 712 00:34:52,175 --> 00:34:53,134 [Rachel] She's gone! It's my fault, okay? 713 00:34:53,176 --> 00:34:54,344 Rachel, Rachel. 714 00:34:54,386 --> 00:34:55,637 You have to tell me. Rachel, Rachel, please. 715 00:34:55,679 --> 00:34:59,432 Are you happy? She's gone, and it's my fault! 716 00:34:59,474 --> 00:35:00,934 Is that what you wanted to know? 717 00:35:00,976 --> 00:35:03,937 She's gone, and it is my fault! 718 00:35:05,772 --> 00:35:08,900 [sobbing] 719 00:35:10,277 --> 00:35:11,987 Okay. 720 00:35:12,028 --> 00:35:18,994 ♪ ♪ 721 00:35:19,035 --> 00:35:20,453 What the hell was that? 722 00:35:20,495 --> 00:35:23,623 I...I needed to find out what she knew. 723 00:35:23,665 --> 00:35:25,750 You have a girl hanging on by an absolute fucking thread, 724 00:35:25,792 --> 00:35:27,586 and your move is to go in and slice it? 725 00:35:27,627 --> 00:35:29,170 What is wrong with you? 726 00:35:29,212 --> 00:35:31,798 You take your delusions, and you take your theories, 727 00:35:31,840 --> 00:35:35,051 and you fucking bury them, now! 728 00:35:35,093 --> 00:35:36,636 And if you ever take them 729 00:35:36,678 --> 00:35:38,930 within 100 feet of Rachel again, 730 00:35:38,972 --> 00:35:41,600 I'll fucking kill you. 731 00:35:41,641 --> 00:35:46,980 ♪ ♪ 732 00:35:47,022 --> 00:35:49,566 [Raf] Some realities are too hard to let in... 733 00:35:50,859 --> 00:35:54,988 ...too scary... 734 00:35:55,030 --> 00:35:58,033 too ugly, too... 735 00:35:58,074 --> 00:35:59,951 big. 736 00:35:59,993 --> 00:36:02,579 Like, when we first got there, 737 00:36:02,621 --> 00:36:05,832 no one wanted to admit how terrified we all were. 738 00:36:05,874 --> 00:36:08,293 None of that really sunk in until... 739 00:36:08,335 --> 00:36:12,631 Not, uh, not a massive success as recon missions go. 740 00:36:12,672 --> 00:36:14,090 [Josh groans] 741 00:36:14,132 --> 00:36:17,469 We'll find something. Maybe the others already did. 742 00:36:17,510 --> 00:36:19,054 They're back. 743 00:36:19,095 --> 00:36:22,307 ♪ ♪ 744 00:36:22,349 --> 00:36:24,267 What the fuck? 745 00:36:25,894 --> 00:36:27,228 [Seth] Holy shit. 746 00:36:27,270 --> 00:36:29,814 [ominous music] 747 00:36:29,856 --> 00:36:35,028 ♪ ♪ 748 00:36:35,070 --> 00:36:37,155 [person] Oh, fuck. Oh, Jesus. 749 00:36:37,197 --> 00:36:44,204 ♪ ♪ 750 00:36:48,208 --> 00:36:51,169 [person] Oh, fuck. Oh, shit. 751 00:36:51,211 --> 00:36:52,671 Oh, fuck. 752 00:36:52,712 --> 00:36:59,719 ♪ ♪ 753 00:37:02,806 --> 00:37:04,641 DJ. 754 00:37:06,309 --> 00:37:07,394 Yeah. 755 00:37:07,435 --> 00:37:09,396 How did you figure that happened? 756 00:37:09,437 --> 00:37:12,107 We didn't know. 757 00:37:12,148 --> 00:37:16,027 You know, we figured he went to take a piss, 758 00:37:16,069 --> 00:37:18,613 slipped on a rock and got swept out and, uh... 759 00:37:21,241 --> 00:37:23,535 Got swept out and...? 760 00:37:23,576 --> 00:37:26,162 I don't know, but... 761 00:37:28,915 --> 00:37:31,209 ...it haunts me... 762 00:37:33,586 --> 00:37:37,132 ...like a lot of things that happened on that island. 763 00:37:37,173 --> 00:37:40,135 [somber music] 764 00:37:40,176 --> 00:37:42,679 ♪ ♪ 765 00:37:42,721 --> 00:37:44,347 I don't get how it even happened. 766 00:37:44,389 --> 00:37:46,433 [Seth] The tide was vicious. 767 00:37:46,474 --> 00:37:48,101 He must have got hit by a breaker 768 00:37:48,143 --> 00:37:49,602 and gotten attacked by something. 769 00:37:49,644 --> 00:37:51,521 [Scotty] Shit, man. 770 00:37:51,563 --> 00:37:53,231 Nature doesn't play. 771 00:37:54,941 --> 00:37:56,443 So what are we gonna do with him? 772 00:37:56,484 --> 00:37:58,319 [Henry] We can't leave him here. 773 00:37:58,361 --> 00:38:00,864 Every carnivore on this island will come for him... 774 00:38:00,905 --> 00:38:05,326 ♪ ♪ 775 00:38:05,368 --> 00:38:07,412 ...and then us. 776 00:38:09,080 --> 00:38:12,208 We could do a Navy funeral... 777 00:38:12,250 --> 00:38:14,836 like some of my dad's friends in the service. 778 00:38:17,338 --> 00:38:18,757 I mean, at sea. 779 00:38:20,258 --> 00:38:22,177 Absolutely not. 780 00:38:22,218 --> 00:38:23,470 With the thing that ate him, bro? 781 00:38:23,511 --> 00:38:25,096 - Fuck, no. - [Seth] No, no, guys, guys. 782 00:38:25,138 --> 00:38:26,514 I-I think Bo is right. 783 00:38:26,556 --> 00:38:28,308 That's fucking insane. 784 00:38:28,349 --> 00:38:31,603 If we...if we weigh him down and we keep him close, 785 00:38:31,644 --> 00:38:33,688 then we stay safe. 786 00:38:37,859 --> 00:38:40,361 Osama bin Laden was buried at sea. 787 00:38:40,403 --> 00:38:42,655 God, who even cares right now? 788 00:38:44,866 --> 00:38:47,368 Okay, so who's... 789 00:38:47,410 --> 00:38:50,288 pallbearing this affair? 790 00:38:50,330 --> 00:38:52,040 Because if there's something out there 791 00:38:52,082 --> 00:38:55,794 that can literally deface a bitch... 792 00:38:55,835 --> 00:38:57,545 [scoffs] ...I think I'm a no. 793 00:39:02,300 --> 00:39:03,927 I'll do it. 794 00:39:06,221 --> 00:39:08,223 I can't do it alone. 795 00:39:08,264 --> 00:39:11,601 Raf, you okay to wingman? 796 00:39:14,437 --> 00:39:16,856 Y-yeah. Uh, yes. 797 00:39:16,898 --> 00:39:20,819 He picked me. I don't know why. 798 00:39:20,860 --> 00:39:24,114 But he picked me. 799 00:39:24,155 --> 00:39:28,451 He picked me to walk into the dark with him. 800 00:39:28,493 --> 00:39:30,495 And I liked it. 801 00:39:30,537 --> 00:39:32,163 [♪ No Mono: "Violence Broken"] 802 00:39:32,205 --> 00:39:35,583 [singer] ♪ This is the bottom line ♪ 803 00:39:35,625 --> 00:39:38,711 ♪ Let it find you ♪ 804 00:39:38,753 --> 00:39:41,422 ♪ I'll go there with you ♪ 805 00:39:41,464 --> 00:39:44,259 ♪ ♪ 806 00:39:44,300 --> 00:39:47,595 ♪ I guess it's kind of like ♪ 807 00:39:47,637 --> 00:39:52,517 ♪ You're losing all you had held on to ♪ 808 00:39:52,559 --> 00:39:56,271 ♪ ♪ 809 00:39:56,312 --> 00:39:59,649 ♪ And I can hear it now ♪ 810 00:39:59,691 --> 00:40:02,652 ♪ Rushing over ♪ 811 00:40:02,694 --> 00:40:04,821 ♪ Rushing to me ♪ 812 00:40:04,863 --> 00:40:08,158 ♪ ♪ 813 00:40:08,199 --> 00:40:11,661 ♪ You know I'm feeling like ♪ 814 00:40:11,703 --> 00:40:17,542 ♪ Help me, help me ♪ 815 00:40:17,584 --> 00:40:20,587 ♪ ♪ 816 00:40:20,628 --> 00:40:27,010 ♪ Help me, help me ♪ 817 00:40:27,051 --> 00:40:29,179 ♪ Help me ♪ 818 00:40:29,220 --> 00:40:34,809 ♪ ♪ 819 00:40:37,145 --> 00:40:39,105 [Dot] It's, uh... 820 00:40:39,147 --> 00:40:43,818 [sighs] It's warmer at the new camp. 821 00:40:43,860 --> 00:40:47,488 Nice atmosphere, too. Martha saged it. 822 00:40:47,530 --> 00:40:51,117 That being said, I'm not actually here to evict you. 823 00:40:52,869 --> 00:40:55,079 You need to stay, you stay. 824 00:41:00,752 --> 00:41:04,464 [breathes deeply] 825 00:41:04,505 --> 00:41:08,092 I had a school counselor give me a pamphlet 826 00:41:08,134 --> 00:41:12,180 on the so-called five stages of grief... 827 00:41:12,222 --> 00:41:16,726 denial, bargaining, so on and such. 828 00:41:16,768 --> 00:41:18,144 Dumb. 829 00:41:18,186 --> 00:41:20,939 Real dumb. 830 00:41:20,980 --> 00:41:25,276 I used that pamphlet to move a spider out of my house. 831 00:41:25,318 --> 00:41:28,404 And then I threw that shit in the trash. 832 00:41:30,365 --> 00:41:34,285 There is no way that there's only five. 833 00:41:34,327 --> 00:41:36,996 [dramatic music] 834 00:41:37,038 --> 00:41:41,793 You lose someone, and every new second 835 00:41:41,834 --> 00:41:45,964 feels like a brand-new circle of hell. 836 00:41:46,005 --> 00:41:49,050 So I'm thinking... 837 00:41:49,092 --> 00:41:51,594 however many seconds in your lifetime 838 00:41:51,636 --> 00:41:55,431 that they're gone, that's how many. 839 00:41:58,393 --> 00:42:00,979 Just a billion little bullshit stages. 840 00:42:03,064 --> 00:42:04,983 So I'm not gonna rush you. 841 00:42:05,024 --> 00:42:08,987 It's not up to me how much time you need. 842 00:42:09,028 --> 00:42:11,197 I just hope that you're cool with company 843 00:42:11,239 --> 00:42:15,535 because I'm not letting you stay out here alone. 844 00:42:15,576 --> 00:42:17,120 So... 845 00:42:17,161 --> 00:42:20,832 you got any good games we could play, 846 00:42:20,873 --> 00:42:24,794 you know, pass the time a little? 847 00:42:27,797 --> 00:42:29,716 [Rachel] Miss Mary Mack. 848 00:42:31,467 --> 00:42:33,136 Not familiar. 849 00:42:34,595 --> 00:42:39,100 ♪ Miss Mary Mack, Mack, Mack ♪ 850 00:42:39,142 --> 00:42:43,730 ♪ All dressed in black, black, black ♪ 851 00:42:43,771 --> 00:42:49,152 ♪ With silver buttons, buttons, buttons ♪ 852 00:42:49,193 --> 00:42:51,821 Wait, isn't that, like, a... 853 00:42:51,863 --> 00:42:54,240 like, a clapping game? 854 00:42:54,282 --> 00:42:55,992 [chuckles] 855 00:42:56,034 --> 00:42:58,119 You're jerking me around. 856 00:42:59,996 --> 00:43:01,998 [laughs] 857 00:43:02,040 --> 00:43:05,251 A little fun at my own expense. 858 00:43:10,882 --> 00:43:13,551 I'm gonna tell you what this is right here. 859 00:43:16,179 --> 00:43:18,181 I'm not moving on. 860 00:43:19,599 --> 00:43:21,517 There is no... 861 00:43:22,935 --> 00:43:26,272 ...leveling out of this feeling. 862 00:43:26,314 --> 00:43:28,900 [sighs] I'm just... 863 00:43:30,526 --> 00:43:32,195 I'm just tired. 864 00:43:33,988 --> 00:43:36,908 And as nice as you're being, 865 00:43:36,949 --> 00:43:39,660 I don't want you to watch over me like that. 866 00:43:41,704 --> 00:43:43,873 That was always her gig. 867 00:43:43,915 --> 00:43:47,085 ♪ ♪ 868 00:43:47,126 --> 00:43:49,796 And I'm just not ready to fill that position yet. 869 00:43:49,837 --> 00:43:56,844 ♪ ♪ 870 00:43:58,554 --> 00:44:00,515 [sighs] 871 00:44:00,556 --> 00:44:07,438 ♪ ♪ 872 00:44:22,286 --> 00:44:24,080 You comin'? 873 00:44:31,963 --> 00:44:37,760 ♪ ♪ 874 00:44:37,802 --> 00:44:40,805 [insects chirping] 875 00:44:45,351 --> 00:44:49,021 This is an upgrade, right? 876 00:44:49,063 --> 00:44:52,150 Like, I know it is 877 00:44:52,191 --> 00:44:54,152 in just about every way, 878 00:44:54,193 --> 00:44:56,112 but something feels off. 879 00:44:57,572 --> 00:45:00,241 [Fatin] I know. It's like we changed our white-noise machine 880 00:45:00,283 --> 00:45:04,454 from ocean sounds to woodsy ambience. 881 00:45:04,495 --> 00:45:07,623 I'm not quite vibing with it. 882 00:45:07,665 --> 00:45:10,418 I think it's just different, is all. 883 00:45:14,130 --> 00:45:15,965 I know what it is. 884 00:45:16,007 --> 00:45:17,758 Oh, God. 885 00:45:17,800 --> 00:45:19,844 I almost forgot. 886 00:45:19,886 --> 00:45:21,888 [sighs] 887 00:45:21,929 --> 00:45:24,974 It's that we're missing someone. 888 00:45:25,016 --> 00:45:29,562 - [laughter] - [Fatin] Hey, there he is. 889 00:45:29,604 --> 00:45:30,897 [Martha] Welcome home, Marcus. 890 00:45:30,938 --> 00:45:32,190 Oh, my Lord! 891 00:45:32,231 --> 00:45:33,566 [laughter] 892 00:45:33,608 --> 00:45:35,276 [Martha] That was close. 893 00:45:35,318 --> 00:45:38,070 I'm so sorry, baby. 894 00:45:38,112 --> 00:45:40,948 It's okay. It's gonna be okay. 895 00:45:40,990 --> 00:45:42,366 [laughter] 896 00:45:42,408 --> 00:45:44,535 It's gonna be okay. 897 00:45:46,204 --> 00:45:49,207 We're all gonna be okay. 898 00:45:49,248 --> 00:45:52,668 [soft music] 899 00:45:52,710 --> 00:45:54,921 ♪ ♪ 900 00:45:54,962 --> 00:45:57,006 Here's fucking hoping. 901 00:45:58,674 --> 00:46:00,259 [Halsey] ♪ 'Cause I ♪ 902 00:46:00,301 --> 00:46:04,764 ♪ Sabotage the things I love the most ♪ 903 00:46:04,805 --> 00:46:10,019 ♪ Camouflage so I can feed the lie that I'm composed ♪ 904 00:46:10,061 --> 00:46:12,355 ♪ You do not want this ♪ 905 00:46:12,396 --> 00:46:16,400 ♪ Sabotage the things I love the most ♪ 906 00:46:16,442 --> 00:46:18,402 ♪ You do not want this ♪ 907 00:46:18,444 --> 00:46:23,658 ♪ Camouflage so I can feed the lie that I'm composed ♪ 908 00:46:23,699 --> 00:46:25,409 ♪ You do not want this ♪ 909 00:46:25,451 --> 00:46:27,787 ♪ ♪ 910 00:46:27,828 --> 00:46:30,456 ♪ You do not want this ♪ 911 00:46:30,498 --> 00:46:34,377 ♪ ♪ 912 00:46:34,418 --> 00:46:36,337 ♪ You do not ♪ 913 00:46:36,379 --> 00:46:43,386 ♪ ♪ 914 00:46:48,099 --> 00:46:50,226 [Seth] What's...what's her name? 915 00:46:50,268 --> 00:46:51,435 Sorry? 916 00:46:51,477 --> 00:46:54,021 [Seth] I've...I've seen those bracelets before. 917 00:46:54,063 --> 00:46:56,232 If it's hooked, that means you're taken, right? 918 00:46:57,525 --> 00:46:59,193 Yeah. I-it's dumb, I know. 919 00:46:59,235 --> 00:47:02,238 It's like a wedding ring for stupid kids. 920 00:47:03,573 --> 00:47:05,324 I think it's kind of dope. 921 00:47:05,366 --> 00:47:06,909 I actually think you do, too. 922 00:47:06,951 --> 00:47:08,911 Here, some warm-up gear. 923 00:47:08,953 --> 00:47:12,123 Um, a sweatshirt and a beer coat. 924 00:47:12,164 --> 00:47:13,874 Well, it's not a beer, but you get the idea. 925 00:47:13,916 --> 00:47:17,128 It washed up on the... from the wreck, I guess. 926 00:47:19,922 --> 00:47:22,925 This belongs to Josh Herbert. 927 00:47:22,967 --> 00:47:25,511 His mother loves him. 928 00:47:25,553 --> 00:47:28,431 - More like his housekeeper. - [both chuckle] 929 00:47:29,724 --> 00:47:33,352 Guess I should tell Marisol I actually belong to Josh now. 930 00:47:33,394 --> 00:47:36,147 [laughs] So it's Marisol. 931 00:47:37,982 --> 00:47:39,108 Hmm. 932 00:47:39,150 --> 00:47:41,235 I have a girlfriend, too. 933 00:47:41,277 --> 00:47:42,987 Julia. 934 00:47:44,572 --> 00:47:46,407 Man, I told her I'd send her a postcard, 935 00:47:46,449 --> 00:47:48,701 but it's got to be more of a message-in-a-bottle situation. 936 00:47:52,830 --> 00:47:54,915 Hey, um... 937 00:47:54,957 --> 00:47:56,334 real check-in. 938 00:47:56,375 --> 00:47:57,543 You doing okay? 939 00:47:59,337 --> 00:48:01,130 You ask people that a lot. 940 00:48:01,172 --> 00:48:04,091 I know. I know. It's kind of my thing. 941 00:48:04,133 --> 00:48:06,469 Julia says that I'm like a kindergarten teacher 942 00:48:06,510 --> 00:48:08,304 in Northern California. [chuckles] 943 00:48:08,346 --> 00:48:13,309 No, no, I mean, I actually think it's cool. 944 00:48:16,062 --> 00:48:17,772 So... 945 00:48:17,813 --> 00:48:19,148 are you? 946 00:48:19,190 --> 00:48:22,151 [dramatic music] 947 00:48:22,193 --> 00:48:23,527 ♪ ♪ 948 00:48:23,569 --> 00:48:25,279 Not really. 949 00:48:27,198 --> 00:48:28,115 You? 950 00:48:28,157 --> 00:48:30,409 ♪ ♪ 951 00:48:30,451 --> 00:48:31,994 No. 952 00:48:33,204 --> 00:48:34,789 But in the back of my mind, I'm counting 953 00:48:34,830 --> 00:48:37,375 on the whole "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger." 954 00:48:37,416 --> 00:48:41,420 ♪ ♪ 955 00:48:41,462 --> 00:48:43,214 I'm not. 956 00:48:46,050 --> 00:48:48,302 [Young] You're not what? 957 00:48:48,344 --> 00:48:50,012 Stronger. 958 00:48:50,054 --> 00:48:53,057 But you have changed. 959 00:48:53,099 --> 00:48:55,476 I imagine you'd concede that. 960 00:48:55,518 --> 00:48:57,103 How? 961 00:48:57,144 --> 00:48:59,188 [Faber] Well, you're not a little good, 962 00:48:59,230 --> 00:49:02,108 quiet Catholic kid from Tijuana. 963 00:49:02,149 --> 00:49:05,236 I mean, not... not saying that, uh, 964 00:49:05,277 --> 00:49:07,822 you're no longer that, but... 965 00:49:07,863 --> 00:49:12,535 just saying that there are differences. 966 00:49:12,576 --> 00:49:14,870 What I hate... 967 00:49:16,622 --> 00:49:19,250 ...is that you can't control it... 968 00:49:21,585 --> 00:49:23,879 ♪ ♪ 969 00:49:23,921 --> 00:49:26,215 ...what you turn into. 970 00:49:26,257 --> 00:49:29,218 ♪ ♪ 971 00:49:29,260 --> 00:49:33,639 We all started wanting to be things... 972 00:49:33,681 --> 00:49:35,266 strong... 973 00:49:37,143 --> 00:49:38,894 ...loved... 974 00:49:38,936 --> 00:49:41,897 ♪ ♪ 975 00:49:41,939 --> 00:49:44,191 ...safe... 976 00:49:44,233 --> 00:49:46,652 ♪ ♪ 977 00:49:46,694 --> 00:49:48,487 ...powerful... 978 00:49:48,529 --> 00:49:52,616 ♪ ♪ 979 00:49:52,658 --> 00:49:54,201 ...included... 980 00:49:54,243 --> 00:49:57,496 ♪ ♪ 981 00:49:57,538 --> 00:49:58,706 ...seen... 982 00:49:58,748 --> 00:50:01,292 ♪ ♪ 983 00:50:01,333 --> 00:50:04,128 ...to be with someone, 984 00:50:04,170 --> 00:50:07,548 to be like someone. 985 00:50:07,590 --> 00:50:11,886 We wanted to be all that. 986 00:50:11,927 --> 00:50:15,097 We wanted to be men. 987 00:50:15,139 --> 00:50:17,725 But the truth is... 988 00:50:20,770 --> 00:50:23,481 ...some of us were becoming monsters. 989 00:50:23,522 --> 00:50:27,067 ♪ ♪ 990 00:50:27,109 --> 00:50:30,154 [insects chirping] 991 00:50:30,196 --> 00:50:32,156 Not into it? 992 00:50:32,198 --> 00:50:34,074 I don't really drink much. 993 00:50:34,116 --> 00:50:36,368 Hmm. 994 00:50:36,410 --> 00:50:39,622 Well, you could pour one out. For DJ. 995 00:50:39,663 --> 00:50:41,916 I mean, we're basically hypothermic on his account. 996 00:50:41,957 --> 00:50:44,460 But, hey, a nice gesture. 997 00:50:48,422 --> 00:50:50,549 Here we go. 998 00:50:50,591 --> 00:50:53,803 - DJ. - For DJ. 999 00:50:53,844 --> 00:50:56,931 ♪ ♪ 1000 00:50:56,972 --> 00:50:59,099 Ahh. 1001 00:50:59,141 --> 00:51:06,148 ♪ ♪ 1002 00:51:07,691 --> 00:51:09,235 Hey. 1003 00:51:09,276 --> 00:51:11,570 ♪ ♪ 1004 00:51:11,612 --> 00:51:14,156 Was it as miserable as you thought it'd be? 1005 00:51:17,743 --> 00:51:20,204 Answer me when I ask you a question. 1006 00:51:20,246 --> 00:51:22,373 Fine, sure. 1007 00:51:22,414 --> 00:51:24,625 ♪ ♪ 1008 00:51:24,667 --> 00:51:26,335 It was infinitely more miserable 1009 00:51:26,377 --> 00:51:28,128 than I ever could have imagined. 1010 00:51:28,170 --> 00:51:32,383 And I cannot believe you willingly put me through it. 1011 00:51:32,424 --> 00:51:35,261 Well, such is the wages of sin, Devon. 1012 00:51:35,302 --> 00:51:37,263 Fuck you. 1013 00:51:37,304 --> 00:51:40,057 I-I cannot believe your ingratitude. 1014 00:51:40,099 --> 00:51:43,435 After what you did and the strings I pulled... 1015 00:51:43,477 --> 00:51:47,106 What part of "fuck you" wasn't clear, Mom? 1016 00:51:48,482 --> 00:51:51,569 You know what? I royally fucked up. 1017 00:51:51,610 --> 00:51:54,363 I'm a shitty kid. I am. 1018 00:51:54,405 --> 00:51:57,575 Who doesn't know enough about the world or myself 1019 00:51:57,616 --> 00:51:59,743 not to ruin things every once in a while. 1020 00:51:59,785 --> 00:52:03,831 And I live with that every day. 1021 00:52:03,873 --> 00:52:07,167 A person is dead 'cause of what I did. 1022 00:52:07,209 --> 00:52:11,338 But you, you're this whole entire adult 1023 00:52:11,380 --> 00:52:15,050 destroying the lives of these kids. 1024 00:52:15,092 --> 00:52:17,469 And it's not an accident. 1025 00:52:17,511 --> 00:52:18,971 You planned this. 1026 00:52:19,013 --> 00:52:21,515 ♪ ♪ 1027 00:52:21,557 --> 00:52:23,142 You enjoy it. 1028 00:52:23,183 --> 00:52:25,394 ♪ ♪ 1029 00:52:25,436 --> 00:52:27,771 I might be a fuck-up, 1030 00:52:27,813 --> 00:52:30,149 but you're a fuckin' psychopath. 1031 00:52:30,190 --> 00:52:37,197 ♪ ♪ 1032 00:52:39,783 --> 00:52:42,244 Thanks for being such a team player today. 1033 00:52:44,455 --> 00:52:46,248 We'll be calling you back in at some point. 1034 00:52:46,290 --> 00:52:49,376 Maybe as soon as tomorrow, so be prepared for that. 1035 00:52:51,754 --> 00:52:53,213 Take care. 1036 00:52:53,255 --> 00:53:00,262 ♪ ♪ 1037 00:53:10,814 --> 00:53:13,776 Don't scream. 1038 00:55:18,901 --> 00:55:20,903 [child] Beep, beep, coming through!