1 00:00:05,674 --> 00:00:06,759 [cheerful music] 2 00:00:06,759 --> 00:00:08,260 [Gretchen] So I just... 3 00:00:08,302 --> 00:00:12,890 slide it and... 4 00:00:12,931 --> 00:00:16,310 This is fucking delightful. 5 00:00:16,310 --> 00:00:17,686 [knock at door] 6 00:00:17,686 --> 00:00:20,731 Otherwise engaged. 7 00:00:20,731 --> 00:00:23,817 [door opening] 8 00:00:23,817 --> 00:00:25,068 [Faber] Gretchen. 9 00:00:27,571 --> 00:00:28,405 Rude. 10 00:00:31,825 --> 00:00:33,827 You said you wanted to be in on the next interview, 11 00:00:33,827 --> 00:00:36,330 but I take it you're bowing out? 12 00:00:36,330 --> 00:00:37,998 Uh, duh. 13 00:00:38,040 --> 00:00:39,708 Maybe we should come back later. 14 00:00:39,708 --> 00:00:42,586 No. Come on, Dean. 15 00:00:42,586 --> 00:00:45,589 Nose-dive off the wagon with me. 16 00:00:45,589 --> 00:00:47,841 Both of you, pull up a drink. 17 00:00:47,883 --> 00:00:51,136 Let's toast to our demise. 18 00:00:54,473 --> 00:00:57,226 Consider, if you will, the myriad ways in which 19 00:00:57,226 --> 00:01:00,062 we have fucking blown this. 20 00:01:00,062 --> 00:01:02,314 We've no idea what happened to the control group, 21 00:01:02,356 --> 00:01:04,566 which means our research is a giant fail, 22 00:01:04,608 --> 00:01:06,777 and we're totally fucking fucked. 23 00:01:06,819 --> 00:01:09,071 This ship is sinking, sailors. 24 00:01:09,071 --> 00:01:10,948 Rather than let it take us down, 25 00:01:10,948 --> 00:01:13,742 shouldn't we just drown ourselves 26 00:01:13,742 --> 00:01:15,577 the proper way, 27 00:01:15,577 --> 00:01:18,080 from the inside out with tequila? 28 00:01:18,080 --> 00:01:19,122 No, look, hey, take it easy. 29 00:01:19,122 --> 00:01:21,375 - Take it easy. - Mm! 30 00:01:21,375 --> 00:01:24,127 Piss off, Dan. 31 00:01:24,127 --> 00:01:28,507 It was you, wasn't it? 32 00:01:28,507 --> 00:01:29,800 What are you talking about? 33 00:01:33,512 --> 00:01:36,974 I hear there's mutiny in the ranks. 34 00:01:37,015 --> 00:01:40,102 I don't know how, I don't know who, 35 00:01:40,102 --> 00:01:43,689 but it's real, and it fucking hurts. 36 00:01:43,689 --> 00:01:47,734 Hey, okay, but look... Gretchen, look, 37 00:01:47,734 --> 00:01:49,319 you're not defeated, okay? 38 00:01:49,319 --> 00:01:51,238 We just...we hit a speed bump, that's all. 39 00:01:51,280 --> 00:01:54,074 Look, why don't we just push this next meeting 40 00:01:54,116 --> 00:01:56,118 and maybe just talk this out a little bit, huh? 41 00:01:56,118 --> 00:01:57,202 Right, Dean? 42 00:01:57,244 --> 00:02:00,080 Yeah, we could put our heads together 43 00:02:00,080 --> 00:02:02,583 and re-strategize. 44 00:02:02,583 --> 00:02:03,500 I want to be alone. 45 00:02:03,542 --> 00:02:04,459 No. 46 00:02:04,501 --> 00:02:05,544 I want you to leave. 47 00:02:05,586 --> 00:02:06,712 Uh, look, Gretchen... 48 00:02:06,753 --> 00:02:08,755 Just get the fuck out. 49 00:02:10,757 --> 00:02:13,176 - Shit. - Yeah, I know. 50 00:02:16,513 --> 00:02:20,642 Hey, hey, was that real? 51 00:02:20,642 --> 00:02:22,519 All that talk of the end. 52 00:02:22,519 --> 00:02:23,812 Should we be packing our bags now? 53 00:02:23,854 --> 00:02:26,356 No, no, it's just safety valve behavior. 54 00:02:26,356 --> 00:02:27,566 Yeah, just a little pressure release. 55 00:02:27,566 --> 00:02:29,359 That's all it was. 56 00:02:29,359 --> 00:02:32,613 Yeah, well, we'll remember. 57 00:02:32,613 --> 00:02:34,031 Pulling that blanket over her head 58 00:02:34,031 --> 00:02:36,617 and looking like E.T. in the bike basket. 59 00:02:36,617 --> 00:02:38,243 [chuckles] E.T. 60 00:02:38,285 --> 00:02:40,037 Nine o'clock still stands? 61 00:02:40,078 --> 00:02:41,455 Uh, yeah. Yeah, why not? 62 00:02:41,496 --> 00:02:44,458 I'll let the orderlies know to bring him in. 63 00:02:44,458 --> 00:02:46,251 [knock at door] 64 00:02:49,504 --> 00:02:52,507 [R&B music] 65 00:02:52,507 --> 00:02:59,514 ♪ ♪ 66 00:03:00,807 --> 00:03:06,021 Can I just tell you that I really like this? 67 00:03:06,021 --> 00:03:07,105 I wouldn't mind 68 00:03:07,105 --> 00:03:08,106 if what we were doing right now 69 00:03:08,106 --> 00:03:10,192 were just, like, my whole life. 70 00:03:13,070 --> 00:03:15,155 You want us to be bedridden together? 71 00:03:15,197 --> 00:03:16,823 No, you know what I mean. 72 00:03:16,823 --> 00:03:19,618 Oh, like those grandparents in Willy Wonka. 73 00:03:19,660 --> 00:03:20,911 Oh, my God. 74 00:03:20,911 --> 00:03:22,913 You know, it was kind of a sexy poly situation 75 00:03:22,913 --> 00:03:25,248 nobody even talked about, wasn't it? 76 00:03:25,248 --> 00:03:27,793 Oh, my God, do you think anyone's fan fic'd about that? 77 00:03:31,838 --> 00:03:33,674 Where are you going? 78 00:03:33,674 --> 00:03:35,133 I just thought you were moving on 79 00:03:35,133 --> 00:03:36,134 to, like, phone time. 80 00:03:36,176 --> 00:03:38,971 Yeah, no, but I want you in on it. 81 00:03:46,103 --> 00:03:48,772 Mm. Boudoir video sesh? 82 00:03:48,772 --> 00:03:50,107 - Yay or nay? - Nay, I don't... 83 00:03:50,107 --> 00:03:52,943 Oh, come on, the light right now is chef's kiss. 84 00:03:59,116 --> 00:04:03,996 Stop. Just stop. 85 00:04:04,037 --> 00:04:11,044 ♪ ♪ 86 00:04:14,715 --> 00:04:16,383 Turn it off. 87 00:04:24,808 --> 00:04:26,393 [piano notes play] 88 00:04:32,149 --> 00:04:34,359 [Rachel] You okay over there? 89 00:04:34,359 --> 00:04:36,319 Yeah, yes. I think. 90 00:04:39,072 --> 00:04:41,116 Wait, is this the normal way back? 91 00:04:41,158 --> 00:04:43,493 Nah. 92 00:04:43,493 --> 00:04:44,494 Thought we'd explore a little 93 00:04:44,494 --> 00:04:47,372 since it's so damn beautiful out. 94 00:04:47,372 --> 00:04:52,085 You know, I might actually miss the smell of this place. 95 00:04:52,127 --> 00:04:54,713 Might even miss the quiet once we're home. 96 00:04:56,339 --> 00:04:57,507 Wow. 97 00:04:57,507 --> 00:04:58,925 Wow, what? 98 00:04:58,925 --> 00:05:01,845 Just, I haven't heard that from anyone in a while. 99 00:05:01,845 --> 00:05:03,972 That belief 100 00:05:03,972 --> 00:05:06,641 that we might actually get back. 101 00:05:06,641 --> 00:05:10,187 It's just a feeling, you know, like we're in good hands. 102 00:05:10,812 --> 00:05:13,315 [rustling sound] 103 00:05:13,356 --> 00:05:15,442 Are you sure you're okay? 104 00:05:15,442 --> 00:05:16,818 [Leah] Um... 105 00:05:19,780 --> 00:05:22,407 You know, I used to think that I was, like, 106 00:05:22,407 --> 00:05:25,577 deeply fatally boring. 107 00:05:25,577 --> 00:05:28,413 So obviously, I would spend all my time fantasizing of ways 108 00:05:28,413 --> 00:05:29,748 not to be wishing for something, 109 00:05:29,748 --> 00:05:33,168 anything to make me feel alive 110 00:05:33,168 --> 00:05:37,422 and different and interesting. 111 00:05:37,422 --> 00:05:38,924 I don't know. I guess this is one of those 112 00:05:38,965 --> 00:05:40,467 be-careful-what-you-wish-for stories, 113 00:05:40,467 --> 00:05:42,636 because now there are two very interesting things about me 114 00:05:42,636 --> 00:05:44,554 that are also fucking horrible. 115 00:05:44,554 --> 00:05:49,434 I am stuck on this stupid island, 116 00:05:49,434 --> 00:05:53,814 and I might... I might actually be... 117 00:05:53,855 --> 00:05:56,316 Certifiably insane. 118 00:05:56,316 --> 00:05:57,651 What did you just say? 119 00:05:57,692 --> 00:05:58,944 I said, look, Leah. 120 00:05:58,985 --> 00:06:01,738 [electronic fanfare] 121 00:06:01,780 --> 00:06:05,242 ♪ ♪ 122 00:06:05,242 --> 00:06:07,285 Wow, this is amazing. 123 00:06:08,495 --> 00:06:09,955 It's a fucking hot spring. 124 00:06:09,955 --> 00:06:11,915 - Oh, my God. - [Rachel] What'd I tell you? 125 00:06:11,957 --> 00:06:13,458 Good fucking hands. 126 00:06:16,545 --> 00:06:18,630 - Whoo! - All right. 127 00:06:18,630 --> 00:06:19,714 Yes! 128 00:06:22,384 --> 00:06:25,220 Stop touching me and get to work. 129 00:06:25,220 --> 00:06:26,805 [laughing] I am. 130 00:06:26,805 --> 00:06:29,558 You're the one that's messing around... 131 00:06:29,558 --> 00:06:30,809 What'd I just say? 132 00:06:30,809 --> 00:06:31,977 God, I thought you were meant to be, 133 00:06:31,977 --> 00:06:33,395 like, a goal-oriented person. 134 00:06:33,395 --> 00:06:34,646 You're a fucking slacker over here. 135 00:06:34,646 --> 00:06:36,648 Hey, you cannot say that word. 136 00:06:36,690 --> 00:06:39,776 That is slander, all right? And I will not hear it. 137 00:06:39,776 --> 00:06:41,570 You know, for real though, have you ever in your life 138 00:06:41,570 --> 00:06:44,489 just let yourself be a full-on lazy slob? 139 00:06:45,866 --> 00:06:49,828 Okay, uh, this one time, I was home with mono, 140 00:06:49,828 --> 00:06:52,164 and I got really into playing my brother's PlayStation. 141 00:06:52,164 --> 00:06:55,000 Like, I straight up stopped showering 142 00:06:55,000 --> 00:06:57,502 because all I wanted to do was play... 143 00:06:57,502 --> 00:07:01,756 you ready for this... Mortal Kombat XL. 144 00:07:01,756 --> 00:07:03,842 - Get the fuck out. - [Shelby] I know! 145 00:07:03,842 --> 00:07:05,719 It just sucked me in with, like, the action 146 00:07:05,719 --> 00:07:07,429 and the characters and the sound effects 147 00:07:07,429 --> 00:07:10,098 that were all like, "Finish him." 148 00:07:10,098 --> 00:07:11,308 You need to do that again. 149 00:07:11,349 --> 00:07:13,393 Finish him. Finish him. 150 00:07:13,393 --> 00:07:15,896 [laughing] I'm gonna pee my pants. 151 00:07:15,896 --> 00:07:20,942 [both laughing] 152 00:07:20,984 --> 00:07:22,903 You pee, I pee, right, Rose? 153 00:07:25,113 --> 00:07:26,615 [together] Finish him. 154 00:07:30,160 --> 00:07:32,078 Are you drunk right now? 155 00:07:32,120 --> 00:07:33,413 I don't know, maybe a little. 156 00:07:33,413 --> 00:07:34,581 I just love you. 157 00:07:35,582 --> 00:07:38,585 [soft music] 158 00:07:38,585 --> 00:07:40,337 I love you. 159 00:07:40,378 --> 00:07:47,385 ♪ ♪ 160 00:07:52,724 --> 00:07:54,643 [Ivan] Being vulnerable, 161 00:07:54,643 --> 00:07:57,354 like, fully and truly opening yourself up... 162 00:07:58,396 --> 00:07:59,773 It's, like, a very tricky business, 163 00:07:59,773 --> 00:08:02,067 isn't it? 164 00:08:02,067 --> 00:08:07,614 And maybe not, like, my... a personal forte? 165 00:08:07,656 --> 00:08:09,032 Yeah, we're not asking 166 00:08:09,032 --> 00:08:10,867 for an open book of the soul, by any means. 167 00:08:10,867 --> 00:08:14,120 Just specific details about your experience out there. 168 00:08:18,208 --> 00:08:20,252 [Faber] You know, actually, I'm a little surprised 169 00:08:20,252 --> 00:08:23,088 that you're being so reserved with us today. 170 00:08:23,088 --> 00:08:24,798 From what I've heard, I guess I expected you 171 00:08:24,798 --> 00:08:26,091 to be a little more verbose. 172 00:08:26,091 --> 00:08:28,176 You thought you'd be getting a one-man show? 173 00:08:28,176 --> 00:08:32,055 Yeah, yeah, honestly, I think we did. 174 00:08:32,055 --> 00:08:35,475 You know, being who I am 175 00:08:35,475 --> 00:08:41,690 in this body, in this skin, 176 00:08:41,690 --> 00:08:43,358 I've been living in a survival situation 177 00:08:43,358 --> 00:08:45,777 for a lot longer than 34 days. 178 00:08:49,698 --> 00:08:51,574 Can't a bitch just be tired? 179 00:08:53,243 --> 00:08:55,620 [Kirin] Wake up, Taylor. 180 00:08:55,620 --> 00:08:58,415 Did you just smite me with an antacid? 181 00:08:58,415 --> 00:09:00,458 Was trying to do you a favor, dude. 182 00:09:00,458 --> 00:09:02,460 Look, if we crash right now, it'll be that much harder 183 00:09:02,460 --> 00:09:04,170 to fall asleep tonight, when it's even colder. 184 00:09:04,170 --> 00:09:05,672 I got you. 185 00:09:05,672 --> 00:09:09,009 Yo, it was just hot as hell yesterday. 186 00:09:09,009 --> 00:09:12,554 Where is this polar vortex shit coming from, man? 187 00:09:12,554 --> 00:09:14,973 Well, the short answer to your question 188 00:09:14,973 --> 00:09:16,266 is the south-southeast, 189 00:09:16,266 --> 00:09:17,684 but the more accurate response 190 00:09:17,684 --> 00:09:19,602 is that climate change is creating... 191 00:09:19,602 --> 00:09:22,314 Fat fucking yawn, Damien. 192 00:09:22,314 --> 00:09:23,481 New rule. 193 00:09:23,523 --> 00:09:25,317 No one's allowed to say or do 194 00:09:25,317 --> 00:09:26,401 anything boring right now 195 00:09:26,401 --> 00:09:27,736 while we're trying to stay awake. 196 00:09:29,195 --> 00:09:31,573 You know what? I got this. 197 00:09:31,573 --> 00:09:34,159 I'll be the, what you call it, 198 00:09:34,159 --> 00:09:35,785 the entertainment. 199 00:09:35,785 --> 00:09:37,662 Girding the loins. 200 00:09:37,662 --> 00:09:42,459 So, there's a bunch of super-hot nuns, right? 201 00:09:42,459 --> 00:09:46,171 And they're all lined up trying to get into heaven, 202 00:09:46,171 --> 00:09:47,922 but there's one more thing. 203 00:09:47,922 --> 00:09:51,176 They gotta do confession one last time. 204 00:09:51,176 --> 00:09:54,346 First nun walks up to Saint Peter, and he's like, 205 00:09:54,346 --> 00:09:59,476 "Sister, have you ever touched a penis?" 206 00:09:59,476 --> 00:10:01,561 And she's like, "Yeah, I touched a penis 207 00:10:01,561 --> 00:10:03,480 with the tip of my finger once." 208 00:10:03,521 --> 00:10:04,814 And he's like, "That's okay. 209 00:10:04,814 --> 00:10:07,025 "Just dip your finger in the holy water 210 00:10:07,025 --> 00:10:08,777 and zip on up to heaven." 211 00:10:08,777 --> 00:10:10,570 Next nun walks up, and she's like, 212 00:10:10,570 --> 00:10:14,324 "Pete, I actually massaged a shlong 213 00:10:14,324 --> 00:10:16,368 with my whole hand." 214 00:10:16,368 --> 00:10:17,827 And he's like, "All good. 215 00:10:17,869 --> 00:10:19,746 "Just dip your whole hand in the holy water 216 00:10:19,746 --> 00:10:22,123 and get up to the pearly gates." 217 00:10:22,123 --> 00:10:26,711 But then suddenly there's, like, a jostling in the line, 218 00:10:26,711 --> 00:10:29,297 and then this nun emerges. and she's like, 219 00:10:29,339 --> 00:10:31,549 "Well, if I have to gargle that stuff, 220 00:10:31,549 --> 00:10:32,884 I just want to do it 221 00:10:32,884 --> 00:10:35,261 before Sister Mary Thomas puts her ass in it." 222 00:10:35,303 --> 00:10:39,140 [laughter] 223 00:10:39,140 --> 00:10:42,352 Okay, no, no, no. 224 00:10:42,352 --> 00:10:44,521 That is categorically not funny. 225 00:10:44,562 --> 00:10:45,563 Oh, but isn't it? 226 00:10:45,605 --> 00:10:46,606 It's not particularly funny 227 00:10:46,606 --> 00:10:47,690 to tell a sex joke 228 00:10:47,690 --> 00:10:48,817 full of potentially triggering words 229 00:10:48,817 --> 00:10:52,487 when someone's just... 230 00:10:52,487 --> 00:10:54,239 When we're trying to create a safe space for everyone here. 231 00:10:54,280 --> 00:10:56,032 Ah, that's bullshit. 232 00:10:56,074 --> 00:10:59,536 He's fucking fine. He laughed. 233 00:10:59,536 --> 00:11:01,830 Yeah, yeah. 234 00:11:01,830 --> 00:11:03,998 I definitely laughed. 235 00:11:03,998 --> 00:11:07,877 No brag, but I actually laughed the hardest. 236 00:11:07,877 --> 00:11:09,129 Yeah. 237 00:11:09,129 --> 00:11:10,213 Okay, I'm just saying, I think... 238 00:11:10,213 --> 00:11:11,589 Yeah, but don't! 239 00:11:11,589 --> 00:11:14,300 Don't say something for, like, once in your life. 240 00:11:14,300 --> 00:11:15,718 I don't need anyone acting different 241 00:11:15,718 --> 00:11:17,637 and I don't need a fucking safe space. 242 00:11:20,181 --> 00:11:22,600 Yo, did it get even colder in here? 243 00:11:24,894 --> 00:11:26,396 Fires out. 244 00:11:28,022 --> 00:11:28,982 I'm on it. 245 00:11:29,023 --> 00:11:31,568 Jay, where's the lighter? 246 00:11:31,568 --> 00:11:33,778 I don't have it. 247 00:11:33,778 --> 00:11:35,864 Bo, you've been organizing shit. 248 00:11:35,864 --> 00:11:37,407 You seen it around? 249 00:11:37,407 --> 00:11:38,700 We've been feeding the same fire 250 00:11:38,700 --> 00:11:41,536 for the past couple of days. Haven't needed it. 251 00:11:42,579 --> 00:11:44,414 The pariah has it. 252 00:11:44,414 --> 00:11:45,582 [Kirin] Fucking asshole. 253 00:11:45,582 --> 00:11:47,167 Hold on. How do we know that he has it? 254 00:11:47,208 --> 00:11:49,919 - Fuck that motherfucker! - Wait. 255 00:11:49,961 --> 00:11:52,046 What, Taylor? 256 00:11:52,046 --> 00:11:53,339 You gonna tell me to chill? 257 00:11:53,381 --> 00:11:54,549 You're honestly gonna tell me to stand down 258 00:11:54,549 --> 00:11:56,134 when that's sicko fucko took what's ours? 259 00:11:56,176 --> 00:11:58,428 Not even remotely. 260 00:11:58,428 --> 00:12:00,180 Yeah, I guess the cold day in hell thing 261 00:12:00,180 --> 00:12:01,639 is happening on, like, several levels here, 262 00:12:01,639 --> 00:12:04,809 'cause right now we're on the same fucking page. 263 00:12:08,813 --> 00:12:10,190 [students chattering] 264 00:12:10,231 --> 00:12:11,858 [student] Hail Kirin! 265 00:12:15,403 --> 00:12:18,031 I want to die. 266 00:12:18,031 --> 00:12:19,365 [sympathetic groan] 267 00:12:19,365 --> 00:12:21,201 I wish I could offer you a life-affirming onion ring, 268 00:12:21,201 --> 00:12:23,536 but they're, like, freakishly soggy today. 269 00:12:23,536 --> 00:12:24,370 Ivan. 270 00:12:28,291 --> 00:12:31,419 God, it looks even hotter on your phone. 271 00:12:31,419 --> 00:12:32,670 You know what? If this is what 272 00:12:32,670 --> 00:12:34,047 retina display is serving, I need to upgrade. 273 00:12:34,047 --> 00:12:37,342 Why did you post that? 274 00:12:37,342 --> 00:12:39,511 I thought that was, like, a just-for-us thing. 275 00:12:39,552 --> 00:12:42,180 Wait, you're, like, legitimately mad? 276 00:12:42,222 --> 00:12:44,974 Not mad, just... I'm not, like, 277 00:12:44,974 --> 00:12:46,518 a super public person like you. 278 00:12:46,518 --> 00:12:47,310 It's embarrassing. 279 00:12:47,352 --> 00:12:49,062 Embarrassing? 280 00:12:49,062 --> 00:12:52,607 We look like an Italian Vogue spread. 281 00:12:52,607 --> 00:12:54,692 Okay, hey, hey, hey, hey. 282 00:12:54,734 --> 00:12:58,238 Can I very quickly say my piece? 283 00:12:58,238 --> 00:13:04,953 Insta is, like, wall to wall with pics of white couples 284 00:13:04,953 --> 00:13:06,746 doing white couple things, 285 00:13:06,788 --> 00:13:10,041 and their PDAs outnumber ours, like, a zillion to one. 286 00:13:10,041 --> 00:13:14,212 And I don't know, things like this... 287 00:13:14,212 --> 00:13:17,465 It just needs to be out there, you know? 288 00:13:18,716 --> 00:13:20,009 Becoming a normal thing, 289 00:13:20,009 --> 00:13:22,053 making us safer, offering hope. 290 00:13:22,053 --> 00:13:25,807 I mean, right now there's some scared little boy 291 00:13:25,807 --> 00:13:27,725 hiding in his room, logging into his alt, 292 00:13:27,725 --> 00:13:30,019 scrolling for something to make him feel okay 293 00:13:30,019 --> 00:13:34,232 and this video of two unapologetic men of melanin 294 00:13:34,232 --> 00:13:36,067 tangled up in the duvet that I refuse to cover 295 00:13:36,067 --> 00:13:38,069 'cause it's too fucking hard to put on. 296 00:13:38,069 --> 00:13:40,530 This video is exactly what he needs to find. 297 00:13:44,325 --> 00:13:46,995 Okay. 298 00:13:46,995 --> 00:13:50,456 Does this mean she's onboard? 299 00:13:50,456 --> 00:13:52,083 I won't make you take it down, 300 00:13:52,083 --> 00:13:55,712 but like next time, please ask me first. 301 00:13:55,712 --> 00:13:58,298 - [students shouting] - [student] You kill it, Kirin. 302 00:13:58,298 --> 00:14:00,049 - [Ivan] What is this mess? - [Luc] Oh, God. 303 00:14:00,049 --> 00:14:02,176 Must be, like, re-enacting his greatest hits 304 00:14:02,176 --> 00:14:03,344 from that video. 305 00:14:03,344 --> 00:14:04,554 What video? 306 00:14:04,554 --> 00:14:07,098 Just that lax team lip-sync that's going around. 307 00:14:07,098 --> 00:14:08,391 Here. 308 00:14:08,975 --> 00:14:10,977 [♪ Carly Rae Jepson: "Cut to the Feeling"] 309 00:14:10,977 --> 00:14:13,438 ♪ We crossed the line and it was on ♪ 310 00:14:13,438 --> 00:14:17,317 ♪ We crossed the line it was on this time ♪ 311 00:14:17,317 --> 00:14:19,485 ♪ I've been denying how I feel ♪ 312 00:14:19,485 --> 00:14:21,904 ♪ You've been denying what you want ♪ 313 00:14:21,904 --> 00:14:25,700 ♪ You want from me, talk to me baby ♪ 314 00:14:25,742 --> 00:14:29,203 ♪ I want some satisfaction, take me to the stars ♪ 315 00:14:29,203 --> 00:14:34,208 ♪ Just like ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah ♪ 316 00:14:34,208 --> 00:14:36,210 ♪ I want to cut through the clouds ♪ 317 00:14:36,210 --> 00:14:38,212 ♪ Break the ceiling ♪ 318 00:14:38,212 --> 00:14:42,467 ♪ I want to dance on the roof you and me alone ♪ 319 00:14:42,467 --> 00:14:44,552 ♪ I want to cut to the feeling...♪♪ 320 00:14:44,552 --> 00:14:47,180 [Ivan] The fucking running man. 321 00:14:47,180 --> 00:14:49,390 It's 2019. We've moved on. 322 00:14:49,390 --> 00:14:50,642 Speak for yourself. 323 00:14:50,683 --> 00:14:52,894 ♪ I want to play where you play ♪ 324 00:14:52,894 --> 00:14:55,063 ♪ With the angels ♪ 325 00:14:55,063 --> 00:14:56,981 ♪ I want to wake up with you ♪ 326 00:14:56,981 --> 00:14:59,400 [both] ♪ All entangled up ♪♪ 327 00:14:59,442 --> 00:15:01,653 Okay, we've been clowning the absolute fuck 328 00:15:01,653 --> 00:15:02,737 out of this video, but we've also watched it, 329 00:15:02,737 --> 00:15:04,447 like, 52 times, so... 330 00:15:04,447 --> 00:15:05,907 Maybe we love it? 331 00:15:05,907 --> 00:15:10,286 Oh, my God. RIP to my taste level. 332 00:15:12,288 --> 00:15:14,165 You know what the headline is for me? 333 00:15:14,165 --> 00:15:18,586 Like, of this whole spectacle. 334 00:15:18,586 --> 00:15:20,421 What? 335 00:15:20,421 --> 00:15:22,256 It's that this Coach Metzger person 336 00:15:22,256 --> 00:15:25,718 is, like, actually a DILF. Look at his Insta. 337 00:15:26,928 --> 00:15:28,346 [Luc] You're not wrong. 338 00:15:28,346 --> 00:15:30,598 [Ivan] Great jawline, boyish good looks. 339 00:15:30,640 --> 00:15:34,477 Maybe the most fuckable adult on staff. 340 00:15:34,477 --> 00:15:38,022 I am about to do a deep dive into these archives. 341 00:15:38,022 --> 00:15:39,982 I want a peek at Metzger in his prime. 342 00:15:40,900 --> 00:15:44,904 [Luc humming] 343 00:15:52,245 --> 00:15:53,830 Oh, my God. 344 00:16:01,713 --> 00:16:03,339 [Kirin] It's fucking over for that fuck. 345 00:16:03,381 --> 00:16:05,049 What the hell are we doing? 346 00:16:05,049 --> 00:16:06,259 Are we not gonna talk about this? 347 00:16:06,259 --> 00:16:07,719 What's there to talk about, Rafe? 348 00:16:07,719 --> 00:16:09,303 He violated one of us, then all of us. 349 00:16:09,303 --> 00:16:11,097 It's zero tolerance from here on out. 350 00:16:11,097 --> 00:16:13,224 Fine, but are we not gonna take two seconds 351 00:16:13,224 --> 00:16:14,100 to figure out what we're gonna do? 352 00:16:14,142 --> 00:16:15,601 [all] No. 353 00:16:17,019 --> 00:16:18,896 [Kirin] Where the fuck is it? 354 00:16:18,896 --> 00:16:20,565 What? Where's what? Where's what? 355 00:16:20,606 --> 00:16:21,607 The lighter, shitbag. 356 00:16:21,607 --> 00:16:22,525 Yeah, did you think you were, 357 00:16:22,567 --> 00:16:24,235 like, entitled to it or something? 358 00:16:24,235 --> 00:16:25,319 See if it's around. 359 00:16:25,319 --> 00:16:26,487 [Seth] Don't...no... I didn't... 360 00:16:26,487 --> 00:16:27,447 - [Josh] Check his bag. - [Bo] Got it. 361 00:16:27,488 --> 00:16:28,531 Let me get up. [coughs] 362 00:16:30,491 --> 00:16:31,951 It's not in his bag. 363 00:16:31,993 --> 00:16:33,161 Kirin, Jesus. 364 00:16:35,705 --> 00:16:37,415 Just say where it is. 365 00:16:37,457 --> 00:16:38,833 [Seth] It's in my jeans. 366 00:16:38,875 --> 00:16:41,586 It's right there. In my cuff. 367 00:16:42,754 --> 00:16:44,005 Clever fucking hiding spot. 368 00:16:44,005 --> 00:16:45,715 It's not a fucking hiding spot, man. 369 00:16:45,757 --> 00:16:46,966 [yells] 370 00:16:47,592 --> 00:16:49,093 [Bo] Kirin, come on, man. He's had enough. 371 00:16:49,135 --> 00:16:50,636 Shut your fucking mouth. 372 00:16:50,678 --> 00:16:51,888 All right, we got what we came for. 373 00:16:51,929 --> 00:16:54,390 Look, I'm fucking sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 374 00:16:54,390 --> 00:16:56,017 Look, I just thought that Henry... 375 00:16:56,017 --> 00:16:57,185 Henry. I thought that you'd be able 376 00:16:57,185 --> 00:16:58,311 to make a fire without it. 377 00:16:58,352 --> 00:16:59,771 We got it. Can we go now? 378 00:16:59,812 --> 00:17:02,523 [Josh] You guys, look. Huh, Kirin? 379 00:17:02,565 --> 00:17:03,816 - Boosh! - Josh! 380 00:17:03,858 --> 00:17:05,234 Eat sand, you bitch. 381 00:17:05,234 --> 00:17:07,278 - [Kirin] Josh... - [Seth] Josh, man, hey. 382 00:17:07,320 --> 00:17:09,155 Please don't do it, man. 383 00:17:09,197 --> 00:17:10,907 Don't go fucking near him. 384 00:17:10,948 --> 00:17:12,033 [Scotty] Yo, chill the fuck out! 385 00:17:12,074 --> 00:17:13,159 [Bo] Kirin, come on! 386 00:17:14,410 --> 00:17:15,620 Come here. 387 00:17:15,620 --> 00:17:16,871 [Bo] Kirin, come on, man. 388 00:17:16,913 --> 00:17:18,915 Eat the sand, you fucking bitch. 389 00:17:18,915 --> 00:17:20,041 You're gonna kill him, man! 390 00:17:20,082 --> 00:17:21,751 We already fucking did this. 391 00:17:26,380 --> 00:17:28,132 [gasping] Please Henry, help me. 392 00:17:29,967 --> 00:17:32,053 We got what we came for. Can we fucking go now? 393 00:17:32,094 --> 00:17:33,805 Let's get the fuck out of here. 394 00:17:35,181 --> 00:17:36,891 Kirin. 395 00:17:36,933 --> 00:17:38,601 [Kirin grunts] 396 00:17:39,143 --> 00:17:40,269 [Raf] Fuck! 397 00:17:50,738 --> 00:17:53,115 Raf. Raf! 398 00:17:55,368 --> 00:17:56,828 [Faber] The divisions in the group... 399 00:17:56,869 --> 00:17:59,038 Um, you care to shed any light 400 00:17:59,038 --> 00:18:00,540 on what may have caused them? 401 00:18:02,917 --> 00:18:05,253 Differences of opinion. 402 00:18:06,754 --> 00:18:07,755 Regarding? 403 00:18:07,755 --> 00:18:11,843 You know, issues. 404 00:18:14,053 --> 00:18:16,013 We are just looking for precise information, 405 00:18:16,013 --> 00:18:17,139 Mr. Taylor, 406 00:18:17,139 --> 00:18:19,225 like a particular event or problem 407 00:18:19,267 --> 00:18:21,727 that might've caused you to split into factions. 408 00:18:21,727 --> 00:18:24,438 Sorry, ladies, I don't have it in me 409 00:18:24,438 --> 00:18:29,193 to, like, simplify complicated narratives anymore. 410 00:18:29,193 --> 00:18:32,446 Okay, the truth is, we were eight different people 411 00:18:32,446 --> 00:18:33,781 with eight different lives. 412 00:18:36,033 --> 00:18:38,369 I mean, how could we not fucking fall apart? 413 00:18:40,788 --> 00:18:44,083 Okay, I know I'm setting myself up 414 00:18:44,083 --> 00:18:46,377 to get trolled right now, 415 00:18:46,377 --> 00:18:47,587 but can you please just tell me 416 00:18:47,587 --> 00:18:49,714 how bad this is? 417 00:18:49,714 --> 00:18:51,340 [sighs heavily] 418 00:18:56,929 --> 00:18:58,097 No comment. 419 00:18:58,097 --> 00:18:59,640 Shii... [laughs] 420 00:18:59,640 --> 00:19:01,309 Martha, can you please come look at this? 421 00:19:04,979 --> 00:19:06,272 It's, uh... 422 00:19:06,272 --> 00:19:09,066 Okay Martha, for once in your life, 423 00:19:09,066 --> 00:19:10,693 please just take off the gloves 424 00:19:10,693 --> 00:19:12,069 and tell me the truth. 425 00:19:12,069 --> 00:19:14,405 That thing's fucked. 426 00:19:14,447 --> 00:19:16,282 - [Barbara] Well, I did ask. - [Fatin] Damn. 427 00:19:16,282 --> 00:19:18,326 We're back, bitches. You miss us? 428 00:19:20,036 --> 00:19:21,162 The hell? 429 00:19:21,162 --> 00:19:23,331 Who left fucking bottle right there? 430 00:19:23,372 --> 00:19:24,582 That was me. 431 00:19:24,624 --> 00:19:25,875 What kind of fucking idiot just leaves shit 432 00:19:25,917 --> 00:19:27,585 - where we always walk? - Toni, it was an accident. 433 00:19:27,585 --> 00:19:28,628 [Shelby] Come on, come on. Just come on 434 00:19:28,669 --> 00:19:29,837 and fucking think about it. 435 00:19:29,879 --> 00:19:31,297 Maybe we should come and sit down for a second. 436 00:19:31,339 --> 00:19:32,924 No, it's fine. I should stay on my feet. 437 00:19:32,924 --> 00:19:34,133 You know? Walk it off. 438 00:19:37,678 --> 00:19:38,846 You guys good? 439 00:19:38,888 --> 00:19:40,097 I'm honestly not sure. 440 00:19:40,097 --> 00:19:44,727 Uh, just had sort of a weird moment. 441 00:19:48,189 --> 00:19:49,857 [Rachel] ♪ Jacuzzi queens ♪ 442 00:19:49,899 --> 00:19:53,694 ♪ Now we're sharing all this heat ♪ 443 00:19:53,694 --> 00:19:56,197 ♪ So let's get our spa day on ♪♪ 444 00:19:57,615 --> 00:19:58,783 Shit, that's all I got. 445 00:19:58,783 --> 00:20:00,326 She did not tell me that was gonna happen. 446 00:20:00,368 --> 00:20:01,661 Jacuzzi queens? 447 00:20:01,661 --> 00:20:03,079 Yep, because that's what we are, baby. 448 00:20:03,079 --> 00:20:05,164 We just found some motherfucking hot springs 449 00:20:05,164 --> 00:20:06,457 just over the rise. 450 00:20:06,457 --> 00:20:08,584 Clear water, perfect temperature for a bath. 451 00:20:08,584 --> 00:20:09,835 Who's ready to go hot tubbing? 452 00:20:09,835 --> 00:20:11,629 Me, as soon as I set some traps. 453 00:20:11,629 --> 00:20:13,172 I love hot tubs. One day, I'm gonna get 454 00:20:13,172 --> 00:20:15,257 a heart-shaped one with, like, cool lights that change color. 455 00:20:15,299 --> 00:20:16,300 Oh. 456 00:20:16,342 --> 00:20:19,178 Let me help. I'll come with. 457 00:20:19,178 --> 00:20:21,138 All right, Martha's on deck. 458 00:20:21,138 --> 00:20:23,349 In the meantime, Barbara, 459 00:20:23,349 --> 00:20:24,725 it's time for you to kick your feet up 460 00:20:24,767 --> 00:20:26,102 and take a soak. 461 00:20:26,102 --> 00:20:29,981 Oh, and get, like, a hot compress washcloth 462 00:20:29,981 --> 00:20:32,775 or something, 'cause that's a thing. 463 00:20:36,153 --> 00:20:39,156 [soft music] 464 00:20:39,156 --> 00:20:46,163 ♪ ♪ 465 00:20:53,045 --> 00:20:55,798 Trying to do that thing you said. 466 00:20:55,798 --> 00:20:59,135 Try to visualize better things for myself. 467 00:20:59,135 --> 00:21:01,929 Going well? 468 00:21:01,929 --> 00:21:02,972 Something like that. 469 00:21:05,808 --> 00:21:10,730 Hey, so, totally random. 470 00:21:10,730 --> 00:21:14,984 But what if we really quick rewound... 471 00:21:14,984 --> 00:21:18,779 [mimics tape recorder] 472 00:21:18,779 --> 00:21:20,823 ...back to the first night. 473 00:21:20,823 --> 00:21:24,243 Remember when you answered Jeanette's phone? 474 00:21:24,243 --> 00:21:27,663 Do you remember if there was, like, a caller ID? 475 00:21:29,790 --> 00:21:30,875 Why do you ask? 476 00:21:32,168 --> 00:21:33,502 No reason. 477 00:21:33,502 --> 00:21:34,587 I think I was just thinking about it. 478 00:21:34,628 --> 00:21:38,340 It died, Fatin, right away. 479 00:21:38,340 --> 00:21:39,508 Couldn't have been clearer about that. 480 00:21:39,508 --> 00:21:41,343 Yeah, yeah, you're right. 481 00:21:43,387 --> 00:21:46,307 Forget it. 482 00:21:46,307 --> 00:21:50,895 And why would you lecture me about moving on 483 00:21:50,895 --> 00:21:52,938 and then just, like, immediately claw me back in? 484 00:21:52,980 --> 00:21:54,023 Leah, I'm sorry. 485 00:21:54,065 --> 00:21:54,982 Don't cut the threads 486 00:21:54,982 --> 00:21:55,983 that people are hanging by. 487 00:21:55,983 --> 00:21:57,943 Wasn't that your fucking advice? 488 00:21:59,653 --> 00:22:02,656 [tense music] 489 00:22:02,656 --> 00:22:09,663 ♪ ♪ 490 00:22:17,505 --> 00:22:19,590 [Kirin and Josh yelling] 491 00:22:25,679 --> 00:22:28,140 Ah ha ha. 492 00:22:30,142 --> 00:22:32,103 [Josh] Oh, no. Oh, no! 493 00:22:42,488 --> 00:22:43,989 What are you doing? 494 00:22:43,989 --> 00:22:46,951 I'm just trying to get some of J's bougie-ass hand cream. 495 00:22:46,992 --> 00:22:50,538 I knew this had bergamot in it. 496 00:22:50,538 --> 00:22:54,750 You know, bergamot is extremely my shit. 497 00:22:54,792 --> 00:22:57,044 You can't just put it back with the sand on it. 498 00:22:57,044 --> 00:22:58,254 You can't just fucking do that. 499 00:22:58,254 --> 00:23:01,423 Oh, Bo, just breathe, man. You're all right. 500 00:23:01,423 --> 00:23:03,676 You're probably just riled up from what happened. 501 00:23:05,302 --> 00:23:07,179 Shit got pretty crazy. 502 00:23:09,390 --> 00:23:11,308 [Bo] It still kind of is. 503 00:23:11,308 --> 00:23:12,601 Do you think he's frozen over there? 504 00:23:12,643 --> 00:23:14,770 I mean, how cold do you think he is? 505 00:23:14,812 --> 00:23:17,064 Sun goes down, he's fucked. 506 00:23:17,064 --> 00:23:19,108 - Yeah? - You iced him out, bro. 507 00:23:19,108 --> 00:23:20,568 You think I reached beast mode? 508 00:23:20,568 --> 00:23:22,570 I mean, I don't know what the criteria is, 509 00:23:22,570 --> 00:23:24,280 but I feel like I did. 510 00:23:24,280 --> 00:23:25,739 [Kirin] No doubt, dog. 511 00:23:27,533 --> 00:23:29,952 What the hell is happening? 512 00:23:29,952 --> 00:23:30,953 Are we actually okay with this? 513 00:23:30,953 --> 00:23:31,912 Raf, he's coping. 514 00:23:31,912 --> 00:23:34,707 No, he's, like, bragging. 515 00:23:34,707 --> 00:23:37,459 We just thrashed someone, and he's fucking bragging. 516 00:23:37,459 --> 00:23:38,752 I think you might be forgetting the context. 517 00:23:38,752 --> 00:23:39,795 [Kirin] Don't, Taylor. 518 00:23:39,795 --> 00:23:40,880 Don't dress up what he's doing 519 00:23:40,880 --> 00:23:42,298 with your big fucking words. 520 00:23:42,298 --> 00:23:44,091 He's still defending that sick asshole. 521 00:23:46,719 --> 00:23:50,389 Guys, this can't feel right to you. 522 00:23:51,682 --> 00:23:53,267 Please, can you say something? 523 00:23:53,267 --> 00:23:55,561 "Please, can you say something?" 524 00:23:55,603 --> 00:23:57,146 Hey, Josh, casual suggestion, 525 00:23:57,146 --> 00:23:59,064 but sitting down might be a very cool move for you. 526 00:23:59,106 --> 00:24:01,400 No way, bro. Beast mode's happening. 527 00:24:01,400 --> 00:24:03,152 El diablo, 666. 528 00:24:03,152 --> 00:24:05,696 You mess with the devil, you get the sticks. 529 00:24:05,696 --> 00:24:06,906 Oh! 530 00:24:06,906 --> 00:24:09,617 Hell yeah, J-bird. Get after it. 531 00:24:09,617 --> 00:24:11,327 So it's like an actual circus up in here now? 532 00:24:11,368 --> 00:24:12,369 Yeah. 533 00:24:13,954 --> 00:24:15,748 Uh, yo, Josh. You might want to... 534 00:24:15,789 --> 00:24:18,125 Don't break my concentration, bro. 535 00:24:18,918 --> 00:24:20,252 - [Scotty] Yo, yo, yo, yo, yo! - [Bo] Fire! 536 00:24:20,252 --> 00:24:21,587 Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 537 00:24:21,587 --> 00:24:22,713 [Bo] You're on fire, dog. 538 00:24:22,755 --> 00:24:23,839 You're on fire! 539 00:24:29,511 --> 00:24:34,016 J, you fucking idiot. You okay? 540 00:24:34,016 --> 00:24:35,935 - Huh? - Yeah, yeah. 541 00:24:36,810 --> 00:24:37,853 Yeah. 542 00:24:40,564 --> 00:24:42,650 Up you go. Fucking hell. 543 00:24:42,691 --> 00:24:45,653 You know what? Today's been a lot. 544 00:24:47,238 --> 00:24:48,656 Maybe I should call Henry on over 545 00:24:48,697 --> 00:24:50,366 and we do that cheer circle thing. 546 00:24:50,366 --> 00:24:52,826 Yeah? Make sure we've aired all of our... 547 00:24:56,330 --> 00:24:57,706 Wait, where's Raf? 548 00:24:57,706 --> 00:25:01,001 Hey, Ivan, stuff's missing. 549 00:25:01,043 --> 00:25:04,046 [soft music] 550 00:25:04,046 --> 00:25:09,009 ♪ ♪ 551 00:25:09,009 --> 00:25:10,970 [Young] Did you know where he had gone? 552 00:25:10,970 --> 00:25:13,305 Yeah, I had, like, a very educated guess. 553 00:25:13,305 --> 00:25:16,433 [Young] And where was that? 554 00:25:16,433 --> 00:25:18,227 To do what he thought was right. 555 00:25:19,895 --> 00:25:21,021 Doesn't sound like many of you 556 00:25:21,021 --> 00:25:22,314 were too thrilled with that. 557 00:25:22,314 --> 00:25:24,024 I think there's, like, a guidance counselor 558 00:25:24,024 --> 00:25:27,403 coffee mug saying I can refer you to 559 00:25:27,403 --> 00:25:30,614 about what's right not always being popular. 560 00:25:31,991 --> 00:25:34,952 Although, as that long arc of history 561 00:25:34,952 --> 00:25:37,037 drags its slow-ass feet towards justice, 562 00:25:37,037 --> 00:25:40,291 I found that the stars will, like, occasionally align, 563 00:25:40,332 --> 00:25:45,254 and what's right will also be very, very popular. 564 00:25:45,254 --> 00:25:47,298 I took a stand, and people are liking it. 565 00:25:47,298 --> 00:25:48,757 Literally. 566 00:25:48,757 --> 00:25:51,010 [Luc] I don't have enough. Do you have, like, a dollar? 567 00:25:52,845 --> 00:25:54,471 Thanks. I'll pay you back. 568 00:25:54,471 --> 00:25:56,890 Aw, Mrs. Wozniak liked and reposted. 569 00:25:56,890 --> 00:25:58,267 Sure, okay. 570 00:25:58,267 --> 00:25:59,977 I thought she only cared about differential equations. 571 00:25:59,977 --> 00:26:02,730 Turns out she's a fucking ally. 572 00:26:02,730 --> 00:26:04,273 Hola, king! 573 00:26:05,190 --> 00:26:06,942 Fighting the good fight, my man. 574 00:26:06,984 --> 00:26:08,319 How do you feel right now? 575 00:26:08,319 --> 00:26:10,904 I mean, I don't, like, hate it. 576 00:26:10,904 --> 00:26:13,949 You know, I'm thoroughly allowed to feel good right now. 577 00:26:13,949 --> 00:26:15,367 Like, I'm permitted to feel 578 00:26:15,367 --> 00:26:17,494 like I'm having a Malala moment. 579 00:26:17,494 --> 00:26:18,579 'Cause if you do what he did, 580 00:26:18,579 --> 00:26:22,333 if you buy some drugstore brand's 581 00:26:22,333 --> 00:26:24,626 mochaccino-tinted foundation and you slather it 582 00:26:24,626 --> 00:26:27,171 on your white face in the year of our Lord 2013, 583 00:26:27,171 --> 00:26:28,797 which wasn't all that long ago, 584 00:26:28,797 --> 00:26:30,549 just so that you and your basic-ass girlfriend 585 00:26:30,549 --> 00:26:32,926 can go as Kimye to some dumb Halloween party, 586 00:26:32,926 --> 00:26:34,303 you deserve to get owned, and I, the owner, 587 00:26:34,303 --> 00:26:36,138 deserve to feel fucking great. 588 00:26:36,138 --> 00:26:37,848 Whoa, whoa, whoa. Oh, God, oh, God, oh God. 589 00:26:37,848 --> 00:26:39,725 What? What? 590 00:26:43,645 --> 00:26:46,106 Should we go back in for a sec? 591 00:26:46,148 --> 00:26:48,442 Like, you don't actually want to see this, do you? 592 00:26:50,736 --> 00:26:51,987 Okay, like, for real, 593 00:26:51,987 --> 00:26:53,530 can we not stand here while this is happening? 594 00:26:53,530 --> 00:26:56,742 Kirin O'Connor. 595 00:26:56,742 --> 00:26:57,743 God, I knew it. 596 00:26:57,785 --> 00:26:59,203 Knew what? 597 00:27:00,662 --> 00:27:02,831 He's a sympathizer. 598 00:27:02,873 --> 00:27:07,294 A fucking shameless, spineless, sympathizer. 599 00:27:07,294 --> 00:27:09,963 Walking amongst us and holding us all back. 600 00:27:14,885 --> 00:27:15,803 [Raf] Hey. 601 00:27:16,887 --> 00:27:19,473 Raf. Raf! Hey. 602 00:27:19,473 --> 00:27:22,976 I brought you a hoodie and some food. 603 00:27:23,018 --> 00:27:24,937 Thanks. Fuck. 604 00:27:24,937 --> 00:27:26,522 Oh, shi... 605 00:27:30,984 --> 00:27:32,611 Yeah. 606 00:27:33,070 --> 00:27:36,990 Do the others know that you're here? 607 00:27:42,246 --> 00:27:43,705 Are you okay? 608 00:27:43,705 --> 00:27:46,083 Oh, yeah, yeah. Ten days on your own. 609 00:27:46,083 --> 00:27:47,793 Who gets that kind of time to think? 610 00:27:50,212 --> 00:27:54,842 Oh. [shivering] 611 00:27:54,842 --> 00:27:56,510 Oh, fuck me. 612 00:27:56,510 --> 00:27:57,928 Jesus. 613 00:27:57,970 --> 00:28:00,639 No, no. It's okay. 614 00:28:00,639 --> 00:28:02,474 I actually needed a good kick to the spleen. 615 00:28:04,560 --> 00:28:05,436 Come here, come here. 616 00:28:05,477 --> 00:28:06,353 Come here. Sit. 617 00:28:07,980 --> 00:28:09,106 Come here. [laughs] 618 00:28:12,901 --> 00:28:17,698 Raf, Raf, you...you really, like, know me, you know? 619 00:28:20,367 --> 00:28:23,829 Maybe even better than Henry does at this point. 620 00:28:23,871 --> 00:28:27,624 You don't think that I... you know, that I actually... 621 00:28:27,666 --> 00:28:30,419 I'm sorry, it's not fair for me to even ask you that. 622 00:28:32,713 --> 00:28:34,548 You don't deserve what they're doing to you. 623 00:28:38,010 --> 00:28:41,263 Fuck, I can't... I can't tell you 624 00:28:41,263 --> 00:28:44,391 how good it feels to hear that. 625 00:28:44,433 --> 00:28:46,351 I mean, all this time on my own, 626 00:28:46,351 --> 00:28:49,480 I was just certain that this shit was my due. 627 00:28:51,106 --> 00:28:54,109 [melancholy music] 628 00:28:54,109 --> 00:28:56,653 ♪ ♪ 629 00:28:56,653 --> 00:28:59,781 [Martha] Hey, hold on. 630 00:28:59,781 --> 00:29:01,909 I told you to wait for me while I set some snares. 631 00:29:01,909 --> 00:29:02,993 Yeah, I did wait. 632 00:29:03,035 --> 00:29:04,161 Maybe don't take so fucking long, 633 00:29:04,161 --> 00:29:05,162 and I won't leave your ass behind. 634 00:29:05,204 --> 00:29:11,919 ♪ ♪ 635 00:29:14,838 --> 00:29:16,215 Come on. 636 00:29:27,267 --> 00:29:28,519 God, fuck. 637 00:29:29,978 --> 00:29:33,815 You know, I've actually been, like, the solid one. 638 00:29:33,815 --> 00:29:37,361 Between me and her, you know, I've been, like, 639 00:29:37,361 --> 00:29:39,404 less scared, more chill. 640 00:29:41,532 --> 00:29:43,825 I've noticed. 641 00:29:43,825 --> 00:29:46,078 That's actually been blowing my mind. 642 00:29:47,287 --> 00:29:50,832 She said something to me today. 643 00:29:50,832 --> 00:29:54,294 It was good thing. It was a nice thing. 644 00:29:55,837 --> 00:29:57,548 Something that I'd heard before and said before, 645 00:29:57,548 --> 00:29:58,799 but had never really made last. 646 00:29:58,799 --> 00:30:00,676 And I don't know, all of a sudden, 647 00:30:00,676 --> 00:30:04,680 I just felt like... like it wasn't for me. 648 00:30:04,680 --> 00:30:06,765 You know, like... 649 00:30:06,765 --> 00:30:08,392 you know, she can't really mean that. 650 00:30:12,187 --> 00:30:14,398 God, I know where it comes from. 651 00:30:14,398 --> 00:30:16,567 You know? 652 00:30:16,567 --> 00:30:18,151 Sat across from enough social workers 653 00:30:18,151 --> 00:30:19,194 to know where it comes from. 654 00:30:19,194 --> 00:30:23,365 I guess I just... 655 00:30:23,365 --> 00:30:24,866 I just want it to go away, Marty. 656 00:30:28,245 --> 00:30:29,871 That feeling that, like... 657 00:30:33,458 --> 00:30:34,626 Say it. 658 00:30:36,628 --> 00:30:39,256 You know, that I'm not worth shit. 659 00:30:46,430 --> 00:30:50,058 I don't know if this will make you feel any better, 660 00:30:50,058 --> 00:30:53,562 but my parents are still around, 661 00:30:53,562 --> 00:30:59,318 and I still... 662 00:30:59,318 --> 00:31:01,862 I don't not feel like that too. 663 00:31:02,487 --> 00:31:09,494 ♪ ♪ 664 00:31:12,497 --> 00:31:15,667 Sorry. Making it about me much? 665 00:31:15,667 --> 00:31:19,379 No, no, stop it. 666 00:31:19,379 --> 00:31:21,923 You know, your parents are great and all. 667 00:31:21,923 --> 00:31:24,551 That's not your fault that you feel like that. 668 00:31:24,551 --> 00:31:26,637 Okay? Shit happened to you. 669 00:31:26,637 --> 00:31:30,307 You know, that fucking guy, I can't even... 670 00:31:30,307 --> 00:31:31,892 I shouldn't have said that. 671 00:31:33,310 --> 00:31:38,357 Lots of things make us who we are 672 00:31:38,357 --> 00:31:41,860 and even makes us feel like we're not... 673 00:31:45,197 --> 00:31:46,865 Makes us question everything. 674 00:31:49,242 --> 00:31:51,411 I know one thing. 675 00:31:51,411 --> 00:31:54,122 You are the most worthy person I know. 676 00:31:54,122 --> 00:31:58,710 ♪ ♪ 677 00:31:58,710 --> 00:32:01,046 And you deserve every good thing in this world. 678 00:32:03,840 --> 00:32:05,342 You deserve that. 679 00:32:05,384 --> 00:32:12,391 ♪ ♪ 680 00:32:27,531 --> 00:32:30,033 Can't believe you had the balls to come back. 681 00:32:31,535 --> 00:32:33,412 Where's the stuff you took off with, Rafe? 682 00:32:33,453 --> 00:32:34,705 Not that we don't already know, 683 00:32:34,705 --> 00:32:35,956 but still, 684 00:32:35,956 --> 00:32:37,541 would love to hear from the horse himself. 685 00:32:38,917 --> 00:32:40,293 From the horse's mouth. 686 00:32:40,293 --> 00:32:41,503 What? 687 00:32:43,588 --> 00:32:46,133 We're waiting. 688 00:32:46,133 --> 00:32:49,511 He could starve or freeze or both. 689 00:32:49,511 --> 00:32:50,971 God, who gives a shit? 690 00:32:50,971 --> 00:32:53,098 He's a fucking felon. 691 00:32:53,098 --> 00:32:54,850 How do you feel, Josh, 692 00:32:54,850 --> 00:32:57,978 knowing this one fed and watered that bastard? 693 00:32:57,978 --> 00:33:00,522 - Josh, I'm sorry... - Ah, da, da. 694 00:33:00,564 --> 00:33:02,649 I'm sorry. I didn't mean to... 695 00:33:05,944 --> 00:33:08,113 He could fucking die out there. 696 00:33:08,155 --> 00:33:09,531 Does nobody give a shit? 697 00:33:11,116 --> 00:33:13,243 Exile him, fine. 698 00:33:13,243 --> 00:33:15,412 But you can't just sentence him to death 699 00:33:15,412 --> 00:33:17,998 with...we're not a fucking court of law. 700 00:33:22,711 --> 00:33:25,297 Get out and don't come back. 701 00:33:25,297 --> 00:33:27,257 [Bo] Kirin, come on, that's not what we said we'd tell him. 702 00:33:27,299 --> 00:33:28,884 Yeah, bro. I mean, when did... 703 00:33:28,884 --> 00:33:30,510 when did kicking him out end up on the table? 704 00:33:30,510 --> 00:33:31,845 Hey, okay, okay. Tensions are running high. 705 00:33:31,845 --> 00:33:34,890 Everyone's a little powder-keggy right now. 706 00:33:34,890 --> 00:33:37,601 [tense electronic music] 707 00:33:37,642 --> 00:33:38,894 Kirin, we didn't actually discuss, 708 00:33:38,894 --> 00:33:39,936 like, an expulsion scenario. 709 00:33:39,978 --> 00:33:41,313 Hey, you're the one that said 710 00:33:41,313 --> 00:33:43,398 zero tolerance, did you not? 711 00:33:43,398 --> 00:33:45,942 That's, like, your whole fucking life motto, Taylor. 712 00:33:45,942 --> 00:33:46,943 You honestly gonna throw it 713 00:33:46,943 --> 00:33:47,819 out of the window right now? 714 00:33:47,861 --> 00:33:52,157 ♪ ♪ 715 00:33:52,157 --> 00:33:54,201 Josh, tell me what you're thinking. 716 00:33:56,036 --> 00:33:58,914 Josh, hey. 717 00:33:58,914 --> 00:34:01,917 This doesn't need to happen, okay? 718 00:34:01,917 --> 00:34:05,670 I want him out. 719 00:34:05,712 --> 00:34:08,131 I want him out of here. 720 00:34:08,131 --> 00:34:09,674 I want him out of my sweater. 721 00:34:12,969 --> 00:34:15,597 Get him out of my fucking sweater! 722 00:34:15,597 --> 00:34:16,932 - [Henry] Kirin... - [Scotty] Yo! 723 00:34:16,973 --> 00:34:18,391 [Ivan] Kirin, Kirin, what are you doing? 724 00:34:18,391 --> 00:34:19,768 [Ivan] Get off of him. 725 00:34:22,687 --> 00:34:25,982 I'm going. I'm fucking going. 726 00:34:30,195 --> 00:34:32,781 Hey, Henry... 727 00:34:32,781 --> 00:34:34,199 Don't. 728 00:34:34,199 --> 00:34:37,035 [dramatic music] 729 00:34:37,077 --> 00:34:44,084 ♪ ♪ 730 00:34:47,629 --> 00:34:48,964 [Ivan] Wait, where are we going? 731 00:34:49,005 --> 00:34:51,675 I wanted to show you my gallery for the show. 732 00:34:51,675 --> 00:34:52,968 Will it take long? 733 00:34:52,968 --> 00:34:55,470 I don't love hanging around after school. 734 00:34:55,470 --> 00:34:57,055 More than eight hours in any institutional space 735 00:34:57,055 --> 00:34:59,558 and my life force starts to, like, shrivel. 736 00:35:08,149 --> 00:35:09,484 [Luc] This way. 737 00:35:11,027 --> 00:35:13,864 Ceramics. Represent. 738 00:35:15,699 --> 00:35:17,701 Come on, right over here. 739 00:35:21,538 --> 00:35:24,833 Oh, my God. 740 00:35:24,875 --> 00:35:26,459 You haven't shown me these. 741 00:35:28,086 --> 00:35:29,796 Oh, my... 742 00:35:32,173 --> 00:35:37,053 [Ivan] Oh, Luc, this is, like... 743 00:35:38,096 --> 00:35:39,639 It's flawless. 744 00:35:45,896 --> 00:35:49,691 [Luc] And there's one more. 745 00:35:53,570 --> 00:35:55,572 Stop. 746 00:35:55,572 --> 00:35:56,531 You like? 747 00:35:59,326 --> 00:36:00,702 I love. 748 00:36:08,293 --> 00:36:11,129 I'm actually not finished with your shoulders, 749 00:36:11,129 --> 00:36:15,258 so maybe we could go to yours and you could live model? 750 00:36:15,258 --> 00:36:17,677 Oh, God, yes. Very Kate and Leo. 751 00:36:18,470 --> 00:36:19,596 - [loud bang] - [glass clattering] 752 00:36:23,058 --> 00:36:24,517 Where are you going? 753 00:36:24,517 --> 00:36:25,560 To have a look. 754 00:36:25,602 --> 00:36:28,146 Ivan, don't. 755 00:36:28,146 --> 00:36:29,481 Ivan, let's just go home. 756 00:36:29,481 --> 00:36:31,107 I like to turn over stones. 757 00:36:33,860 --> 00:36:37,864 [Kirin humming tunelessly] 758 00:36:37,906 --> 00:36:40,909 [uneasy music] 759 00:36:40,909 --> 00:36:47,916 ♪ ♪ 760 00:36:55,507 --> 00:36:56,841 Kirin? 761 00:36:57,550 --> 00:36:59,719 [laughs] 762 00:37:01,805 --> 00:37:04,766 Are we doing okay here? 763 00:37:04,766 --> 00:37:10,146 Oh, sure. Happy fucking happy hour. 764 00:37:12,148 --> 00:37:15,944 I'd offer you one, but I can't fucking stand you. 765 00:37:15,944 --> 00:37:18,947 There it goes, the inevitable hostility. 766 00:37:18,947 --> 00:37:19,990 Ivan, let's just go. 767 00:37:19,990 --> 00:37:22,325 Why can't you stand me? 768 00:37:22,325 --> 00:37:23,994 Is it because I dared to protect myself 769 00:37:23,994 --> 00:37:25,328 and the school from a bigot? 770 00:37:33,420 --> 00:37:34,671 Just get the hell out of here. 771 00:37:34,713 --> 00:37:36,131 No, you see, you can't actually order me 772 00:37:36,131 --> 00:37:38,091 out of here, all right? 773 00:37:38,091 --> 00:37:39,634 Occasionally running around with a jersey 774 00:37:39,634 --> 00:37:41,136 and a little stick doesn't give you, 775 00:37:41,136 --> 00:37:43,471 like, jurisdiction over the space. 776 00:37:43,513 --> 00:37:47,892 God, you are such a know-it-all fuck. 777 00:37:51,604 --> 00:37:55,525 And you don't, by the way... 778 00:37:55,525 --> 00:37:57,777 You don't know shit, is the fucking reality. 779 00:37:57,819 --> 00:37:59,112 Oh, really? Enlighten me. 780 00:37:59,154 --> 00:38:00,905 He was a good fucking guy! 781 00:38:03,908 --> 00:38:06,494 He was a good guy, 782 00:38:06,536 --> 00:38:09,330 wife, kids, 783 00:38:09,330 --> 00:38:10,290 and they fucking... 784 00:38:10,331 --> 00:38:13,710 they fucking watched out for me. 785 00:38:13,710 --> 00:38:15,837 Meals, Thanksgiving. 786 00:38:17,714 --> 00:38:19,382 He was my family. 787 00:38:19,424 --> 00:38:21,593 Ivan, we need to go now. 788 00:38:21,593 --> 00:38:23,553 My fucking family. 789 00:38:31,978 --> 00:38:34,272 He was my fucking family, and now there's nobody, 790 00:38:34,314 --> 00:38:36,316 all 'cause your ass couldn't shut the fuck up. 791 00:38:36,357 --> 00:38:39,360 I was waiting for this, the white rage boiling point. 792 00:38:39,402 --> 00:38:42,322 I'm not... this isn't white fucking... 793 00:38:42,363 --> 00:38:43,698 You absolutely wish 794 00:38:43,698 --> 00:38:45,408 that locker had been my face, don't you? 795 00:38:45,408 --> 00:38:47,744 No, I didn't. Fuck! 796 00:38:47,786 --> 00:38:50,038 Oh, come on, let it out, O'Connor. 797 00:38:50,080 --> 00:38:51,956 Say all those things you want to say to me. 798 00:38:51,998 --> 00:38:53,416 Shut the fuck up, Taylor. 799 00:38:53,416 --> 00:38:55,585 I'm so serious. Cleanse yourself. 800 00:38:55,585 --> 00:38:57,212 Call me all those names you've been dying to call me. 801 00:38:57,212 --> 00:38:58,463 Just get the hell out of here! 802 00:38:58,463 --> 00:38:59,506 Do it, call me a fag. 803 00:38:59,547 --> 00:39:02,592 No, I'm not. I'm not gonna fucking... 804 00:39:02,634 --> 00:39:05,386 Call me a woke cock-sucking faggot. 805 00:39:05,386 --> 00:39:07,847 - Get it out of your system. - Ivan, what are you doing? 806 00:39:07,889 --> 00:39:10,058 Fine! 807 00:39:10,100 --> 00:39:11,684 You fucking fag. 808 00:39:12,602 --> 00:39:14,104 You fucked with my whole life, 809 00:39:14,104 --> 00:39:18,274 you woke cock-sucking asshole faggot. 810 00:39:31,704 --> 00:39:33,665 They say everyone you meet is fighting a battle 811 00:39:33,665 --> 00:39:35,792 you know nothing about. 812 00:39:35,792 --> 00:39:38,795 [tranquil music] 813 00:39:40,130 --> 00:39:42,966 Some are trying to feel deserving. 814 00:39:42,966 --> 00:39:45,468 I didn't think you'd be back. 815 00:39:45,468 --> 00:39:48,763 I should've said it before, 816 00:39:48,763 --> 00:39:51,766 but at least I can say it now 817 00:39:51,766 --> 00:39:53,977 and tomorrow, 818 00:39:53,977 --> 00:39:57,021 and every single fucking day after. 819 00:39:57,021 --> 00:40:02,443 ♪ ♪ 820 00:40:02,443 --> 00:40:03,695 I love you. 821 00:40:06,823 --> 00:40:08,992 I love you. 822 00:40:17,625 --> 00:40:19,669 [Ivan] Some are trying to find peace. 823 00:40:19,669 --> 00:40:26,676 ♪ ♪ 824 00:40:37,604 --> 00:40:40,982 Or failing that, an escape. 825 00:40:48,907 --> 00:40:51,201 Still, there's others who are up against a level of darkness 826 00:40:51,242 --> 00:40:56,915 I can't even, like, name, or imagine. 827 00:41:10,428 --> 00:41:13,014 A darkness that won't go away. 828 00:41:13,014 --> 00:41:20,021 ♪ ♪ 829 00:41:33,534 --> 00:41:37,121 [Martha gasping] 830 00:41:45,880 --> 00:41:47,423 [Ivan] And then there's the hidden battles 831 00:41:47,423 --> 00:41:50,885 that don't stay that way. 832 00:41:50,885 --> 00:41:52,470 And the ones that break out of their vaults 833 00:41:52,470 --> 00:41:56,724 and make themselves known. 834 00:42:12,865 --> 00:42:15,910 Seth, he, like... 835 00:42:15,910 --> 00:42:17,620 he, like, 836 00:42:17,620 --> 00:42:20,498 used to have these insane night terrors. 837 00:42:23,001 --> 00:42:29,257 My mom...she had to, like, hold him till he stopped. 838 00:42:32,051 --> 00:42:35,221 The dark... 839 00:42:35,221 --> 00:42:37,682 The dark is what makes them worse. 840 00:42:41,102 --> 00:42:44,147 So Mom put, like, a little shoji lamp 841 00:42:44,147 --> 00:42:46,441 in the corner of his room to sleep with, 842 00:42:46,441 --> 00:42:51,404 and they never happened again. 843 00:42:55,533 --> 00:42:58,161 And I...I can't stop thinking about him. 844 00:42:59,912 --> 00:43:02,623 There's not even a moon, and he's just in the dark. 845 00:43:02,623 --> 00:43:05,668 Just scared and in the dark. 846 00:43:05,710 --> 00:43:12,884 ♪ ♪ 847 00:43:13,885 --> 00:43:17,180 [Young] And what was yours? Your battle? 848 00:43:17,889 --> 00:43:20,641 The one people didn't know about? 849 00:43:20,641 --> 00:43:23,936 Well, there's two, always two. 850 00:43:25,730 --> 00:43:28,816 At first, you fight not to let them win. 851 00:43:28,816 --> 00:43:31,027 Then you fight not to let the fight win. 852 00:43:32,528 --> 00:43:33,780 [line ringing] 853 00:43:33,780 --> 00:43:35,448 [Luc] This is Luc. Leave a message. 854 00:43:38,409 --> 00:43:40,286 [Ivan] Hey. 855 00:43:40,286 --> 00:43:41,788 I was just calling you, of all things. 856 00:43:41,829 --> 00:43:46,417 Nuclear option, since you fully left me unread. 857 00:43:46,417 --> 00:43:48,127 What's that? 858 00:43:50,630 --> 00:43:55,259 Okay, there's definitely, like, an atmosphere here 859 00:43:55,259 --> 00:43:56,427 that we need to unpack. 860 00:43:56,427 --> 00:43:59,889 I'm... uh... 861 00:43:59,889 --> 00:44:03,559 My family's going to Vancouver for, like, 862 00:44:03,559 --> 00:44:05,937 President's Day weekend. 863 00:44:05,937 --> 00:44:08,356 I wasn't gonna go, but now I am, 864 00:44:08,356 --> 00:44:12,485 so I won't be around, FYI. 865 00:44:12,485 --> 00:44:13,903 Luc, what's going on right now? 866 00:44:17,156 --> 00:44:20,451 - You got him expelled, Ivan. - Oh. [scoffs] 867 00:44:20,451 --> 00:44:23,037 You're kidding, right? 868 00:44:23,037 --> 00:44:24,497 You're not honestly in your feelings 869 00:44:24,497 --> 00:44:25,623 over a verbally abusive homophobe. 870 00:44:25,623 --> 00:44:28,334 You didn't, like, not provoke him. 871 00:44:28,334 --> 00:44:29,627 The things he said about his life... 872 00:44:29,627 --> 00:44:31,129 they weren't lies, you know? 873 00:44:31,129 --> 00:44:33,089 And I'm not trying to excuse anything, 874 00:44:33,089 --> 00:44:36,467 but you didn't, like, score one 875 00:44:36,467 --> 00:44:37,927 for the cause, Ivan. 876 00:44:37,927 --> 00:44:39,887 You just kicked a kid when he was down. 877 00:44:39,887 --> 00:44:41,597 He's a cis, het, white, three-season athlete. 878 00:44:41,597 --> 00:44:42,557 When is he ever down? 879 00:44:42,598 --> 00:44:45,393 No, I get it. 880 00:44:45,393 --> 00:44:48,312 I'm not getting everything right here. 881 00:44:50,440 --> 00:44:51,899 It's not even about him, anyway. 882 00:44:51,899 --> 00:44:53,568 It's, like, 883 00:44:53,568 --> 00:44:57,029 I know who we are, Black, gay, 884 00:44:57,029 --> 00:45:00,074 the things that we're always fighting. 885 00:45:00,074 --> 00:45:02,201 I know that we have to be guarded 886 00:45:02,201 --> 00:45:04,412 and mad and hard 887 00:45:04,412 --> 00:45:06,330 a lot of the fucking time. 888 00:45:06,330 --> 00:45:09,459 But with you, it's like... 889 00:45:09,459 --> 00:45:11,085 It's like what? 890 00:45:11,127 --> 00:45:14,422 [melancholy music] 891 00:45:14,422 --> 00:45:15,673 It's like you keep forgetting 892 00:45:15,673 --> 00:45:17,133 how to be anything else. 893 00:45:17,175 --> 00:45:23,014 ♪ ♪ 894 00:45:23,014 --> 00:45:24,891 - Luc, look, can we... - I have to go. 895 00:45:26,767 --> 00:45:33,774 ♪ ♪ 896 00:45:53,753 --> 00:45:57,006 [Kirin] Arts and craft hour, huh? 897 00:45:57,048 --> 00:46:02,178 Just, um...trying out some pointers from Henry. 898 00:46:04,096 --> 00:46:05,932 What is that for? 899 00:46:08,476 --> 00:46:10,311 Taylor. 900 00:46:10,311 --> 00:46:13,189 Tell me that shit is not what it looks like. 901 00:46:15,566 --> 00:46:17,109 Yes, Kirin. It's for them. 902 00:46:18,653 --> 00:46:20,154 Gotta be kidding me. 903 00:46:20,154 --> 00:46:21,489 Look, it'll get them a fire, 904 00:46:21,489 --> 00:46:24,075 and we won't even have to part with the lighter. 905 00:46:24,075 --> 00:46:27,245 And it's not...it's not like a peace offering. 906 00:46:27,286 --> 00:46:28,871 - Then what the fuck is it? - [Ivan] I don't know. 907 00:46:28,913 --> 00:46:32,500 A tool, a gesture, 908 00:46:32,500 --> 00:46:35,127 the most negligible thing 909 00:46:35,127 --> 00:46:37,797 I could possibly do to make the absolute bowels of hell 910 00:46:37,797 --> 00:46:39,048 at least one minor notch easier 911 00:46:39,090 --> 00:46:40,841 for a couple of lost fucking children. 912 00:46:40,841 --> 00:46:42,677 Easier. 913 00:46:45,096 --> 00:46:47,265 Since when do you go easy on people, huh? 914 00:46:50,810 --> 00:46:52,311 I don't know. 915 00:46:53,896 --> 00:46:55,773 Like, at least six months too late. 916 00:47:00,361 --> 00:47:04,699 I never told you how sorry I am 917 00:47:04,699 --> 00:47:06,325 for what I did to you. 918 00:47:14,333 --> 00:47:19,171 But are you, huh? 919 00:47:19,171 --> 00:47:21,966 Or are you just sorry your boyfriend ratted on you 920 00:47:21,966 --> 00:47:23,092 and you went down too, huh? 921 00:47:23,092 --> 00:47:24,552 No, it's real. 922 00:47:26,345 --> 00:47:28,639 It might be too late to mean anything, but it's real. 923 00:47:33,144 --> 00:47:34,854 Kirin, I'm sorry. 924 00:47:41,902 --> 00:47:44,905 [melancholy music] 925 00:47:44,905 --> 00:47:46,741 Do I even need to say it? 926 00:47:50,953 --> 00:47:52,872 No, I know. 927 00:47:58,669 --> 00:47:59,754 I won't come back. 928 00:48:00,838 --> 00:48:03,841 [soft instrumental music] 929 00:48:03,841 --> 00:48:10,848 ♪ ♪ 930 00:48:53,808 --> 00:48:55,017 [Faber] Maybe this is presumptuous, 931 00:48:55,017 --> 00:48:56,644 but I wonder if there's a part of you 932 00:48:56,644 --> 00:48:58,688 that might characterize your ordeal 933 00:48:58,688 --> 00:49:01,440 as maybe a learning experience. 934 00:49:01,440 --> 00:49:04,402 It's just it seems that, I don't know, this may have led 935 00:49:04,402 --> 00:49:09,740 to a...what should I call it? An act of mercy 936 00:49:09,740 --> 00:49:11,575 that may not have been in your repertoire before. 937 00:49:11,575 --> 00:49:14,704 Mm-hmm, and it might not be now. 938 00:49:15,746 --> 00:49:17,832 [Faber] How do you mean? 939 00:49:17,832 --> 00:49:19,291 How do you know I didn't live to regret it? 940 00:49:21,502 --> 00:49:22,545 Did you? 941 00:49:26,465 --> 00:49:28,926 You know, on the island, you might choose to do right. 942 00:49:28,926 --> 00:49:31,345 But that doesn't mean shit 943 00:49:31,345 --> 00:49:33,305 won't go absolutely fucking left. 944 00:49:35,141 --> 00:49:37,268 [Toni] Maybe you should name it. 945 00:49:37,309 --> 00:49:39,061 Dot Junior? 946 00:49:39,103 --> 00:49:41,772 - Fuck off, Shelby. - [Shelby] Sorry... 947 00:49:41,772 --> 00:49:43,858 That was low-hanging fruit. 948 00:49:43,858 --> 00:49:46,527 [Shelby] Sorry. 949 00:49:46,527 --> 00:49:47,820 [Fatin] Is that toothpaste? 950 00:49:47,820 --> 00:49:51,615 Dorothy, are you squandering precious resources 951 00:49:51,615 --> 00:49:53,075 in the name of vanity? 952 00:49:53,075 --> 00:49:54,827 Yeah, yeah, I am, okay? 953 00:49:54,827 --> 00:49:56,829 And I am not going to apologize for it. 954 00:49:56,871 --> 00:49:58,414 Wow. 955 00:49:58,414 --> 00:49:59,498 [Martha] Please. 956 00:49:59,498 --> 00:50:00,708 [Toni] Marty? 957 00:50:03,294 --> 00:50:05,671 - [Martha] Please. - Marty, what happened? 958 00:50:05,671 --> 00:50:07,214 I hurt... 959 00:50:07,214 --> 00:50:08,758 - Hey. - I hurt it. 960 00:50:08,799 --> 00:50:11,927 It wanted out of the trap, so it chewed. 961 00:50:11,927 --> 00:50:14,680 And now it's out there. A rabbit. 962 00:50:14,680 --> 00:50:16,599 It has its babies, and it's bleeding. 963 00:50:16,599 --> 00:50:17,767 It's not your fault. 964 00:50:17,808 --> 00:50:21,145 I'm not hunting, I'm fucking hurting things. 965 00:50:21,145 --> 00:50:25,149 And it didn't do anything. I'm a fucking monster. 966 00:50:26,817 --> 00:50:30,696 Marty, Marty, Marty, Marty. 967 00:50:30,738 --> 00:50:32,364 Come here, come here. 968 00:50:32,364 --> 00:50:36,035 Come on, come here. 969 00:50:36,035 --> 00:50:37,536 Okay, sit down. 970 00:50:37,578 --> 00:50:40,289 Okay, breathe in. Breathe out. 971 00:50:41,081 --> 00:50:42,166 Okay, it's okay. 972 00:50:42,208 --> 00:50:44,293 It's okay. Come lie down, Marty. 973 00:50:44,293 --> 00:50:45,753 What do you need, Marty? 974 00:50:45,795 --> 00:50:48,130 - [Martha] Just find the babies. - Yeah. 975 00:50:48,130 --> 00:50:50,090 Just find the babies, please. 976 00:50:50,090 --> 00:50:51,801 Yeah, yeah, I know, we can do that, okay? 977 00:50:51,842 --> 00:50:53,219 I'm gonna go tell the others the plan. 978 00:50:53,260 --> 00:50:54,845 I'll be back in five seconds. 979 00:50:56,639 --> 00:50:59,183 Have you ever seen her like that before? 980 00:50:59,225 --> 00:51:00,684 Like, maybe once, yeah. 981 00:51:00,684 --> 00:51:02,269 This can't be about a fucking bunny, right? 982 00:51:02,311 --> 00:51:03,270 Can we just look for her? 983 00:51:03,312 --> 00:51:04,396 Can we just go out and try 984 00:51:04,438 --> 00:51:05,564 and find something, and can we... 985 00:51:05,564 --> 00:51:06,857 [Rachel] Martha! 986 00:51:06,857 --> 00:51:10,569 Martha! Martha! 987 00:51:15,950 --> 00:51:17,993 [person] Leah. 988 00:51:33,843 --> 00:51:35,052 [echoing] Leah. 989 00:51:42,184 --> 00:51:43,686 Leah? 990 00:51:48,858 --> 00:51:50,442 Leah... 991 00:51:52,194 --> 00:51:53,612 Leah. 992 00:52:10,754 --> 00:52:12,339 You thought I was him, didn't you? 993 00:52:12,381 --> 00:52:14,466 Your writer boyfriend. 994 00:52:14,466 --> 00:52:17,511 Shit, I didn't mean to disappoint. 995 00:52:17,511 --> 00:52:20,890 How can I rebound here? Will this help? 996 00:52:20,890 --> 00:52:24,476 ♪ A man in my shoes runs a light ♪ 997 00:52:24,476 --> 00:52:28,439 ♪ And all the papers lied tonight ♪ 998 00:52:28,480 --> 00:52:32,985 ♪ But falling over you ♪ 999 00:52:33,027 --> 00:52:36,363 - ♪ Is the news of the day ♪♪ - [laughs softly] 1000 00:52:37,823 --> 00:52:41,035 So that was, quote, unquote, your song, huh? 1001 00:52:41,035 --> 00:52:42,286 Great tune, really. 1002 00:52:42,328 --> 00:52:46,206 Rude, you didn't pick one of mine, but I get it. 1003 00:52:46,206 --> 00:52:47,374 You're... 1004 00:52:47,374 --> 00:52:50,419 Ben Folds, your first crush. 1005 00:52:50,461 --> 00:52:53,839 Patient zero of your obsessional attentions. 1006 00:52:55,299 --> 00:52:58,552 - You're not real. - [Ben] No, not really, 1007 00:52:58,594 --> 00:53:01,722 but that's not to say I don't mean something. 1008 00:53:01,722 --> 00:53:05,851 Everything your head stirs up ends up meaning something. 1009 00:53:05,851 --> 00:53:08,354 I mean, for fuck's sake, 1010 00:53:08,354 --> 00:53:11,899 you're the only one who knows the truth about this place. 1011 00:53:11,899 --> 00:53:14,568 I'm losing my mind. 1012 00:53:14,568 --> 00:53:18,155 Or you're just doing what you need to survive. 1013 00:53:20,074 --> 00:53:21,575 [Toni] Martha! 1014 00:53:21,617 --> 00:53:23,911 Okay, those voices are real. 1015 00:53:23,911 --> 00:53:25,162 [Rachel] Martha! 1016 00:53:25,162 --> 00:53:26,956 Go, Leah. 1017 00:53:26,956 --> 00:53:28,540 [Rachel] Martha! 1018 00:53:29,249 --> 00:53:30,417 - [discordant notes] - [echoing] Go! 1019 00:53:30,459 --> 00:53:32,294 [dramatic electronic music] 1020 00:53:32,294 --> 00:53:33,879 [Toni] Martha! 1021 00:53:33,921 --> 00:53:36,090 ♪ ♪ 1022 00:53:36,090 --> 00:53:38,133 Martha! 1023 00:53:38,133 --> 00:53:41,804 Martha! Martha! 1024 00:53:41,804 --> 00:53:44,723 - [Rachel] Martha! - Martha! 1025 00:53:45,724 --> 00:53:49,478 Martha! Marty... 1026 00:53:49,478 --> 00:53:50,896 Martha. 1027 00:53:54,984 --> 00:53:56,819 [Rachel] Martha! 1028 00:54:01,615 --> 00:54:03,534 [Leah] Martha? 1029 00:54:08,706 --> 00:54:10,791 [Toni] Martha! Martha! 1030 00:54:10,833 --> 00:54:12,042 [Rachel] Martha! 1031 00:54:17,589 --> 00:54:18,632 [Toni] Marty? 1032 00:54:20,217 --> 00:54:21,927 You found her. Martha. 1033 00:54:27,307 --> 00:54:30,310 [dramatic music] 1034 00:54:30,310 --> 00:54:37,317 ♪ ♪