1 00:00:19,437 --> 00:00:20,980 [Faber] I know this is delicate, 2 00:00:21,021 --> 00:00:24,692 but we do need your account of what happened that day. 3 00:00:27,111 --> 00:00:28,863 Right. 4 00:00:28,904 --> 00:00:30,906 Rachel! 5 00:00:30,948 --> 00:00:32,658 [♪ Taylor Swift: "Epiphany"] 6 00:00:32,700 --> 00:00:36,912 ♪ Keep your helmet ♪ 7 00:00:36,954 --> 00:00:41,292 ♪ Keep your life, son ♪ 8 00:00:41,333 --> 00:00:43,502 ♪ Just a... ♪ 9 00:00:43,544 --> 00:00:47,256 We couldn't see them, you know? 10 00:00:47,298 --> 00:00:48,632 We could hear them. 11 00:00:48,674 --> 00:00:51,927 [Taylor] ♪ Here's your rifle ♪ 12 00:00:51,969 --> 00:00:54,472 If I'm being honest, I can still hear them. 13 00:00:54,513 --> 00:00:56,390 [Nora] Rachel! 14 00:00:56,432 --> 00:01:00,144 Nora! Nora! 15 00:01:00,186 --> 00:01:02,396 It could have lasted a second. 16 00:01:02,438 --> 00:01:04,607 Or maybe an hour. I don't know. 17 00:01:04,648 --> 00:01:06,984 [Taylor] ♪ And some things you just can't... ♪ 18 00:01:07,026 --> 00:01:08,944 But then she was just... 19 00:01:10,321 --> 00:01:13,157 Nora. Nora! 20 00:01:13,199 --> 00:01:16,160 [screaming] 21 00:01:16,202 --> 00:01:18,078 Gone. 22 00:01:18,120 --> 00:01:21,081 She was gone. 23 00:01:21,123 --> 00:01:22,875 ♪ ♪ 24 00:01:22,917 --> 00:01:25,002 [Taylor] ♪ Watch you breathe in ♪ 25 00:01:25,044 --> 00:01:27,505 ♪ Watch you breathing out ♪ 26 00:01:27,546 --> 00:01:29,757 It was Dot who saw her first. 27 00:01:29,799 --> 00:01:31,467 [Dot] Rachel! 28 00:01:31,509 --> 00:01:33,219 - [Rachel coughs] - You're bleeding. 29 00:01:33,260 --> 00:01:34,470 - [Rachel shouts] - Where are you bleeding? 30 00:01:34,512 --> 00:01:36,263 [Rachel] I lost her. 31 00:01:36,305 --> 00:01:39,183 Some of us froze. 32 00:01:39,225 --> 00:01:41,310 But some of us just sort of... [sniffs] 33 00:01:41,352 --> 00:01:42,520 ...knew what to do. 34 00:01:42,561 --> 00:01:45,231 [Dot] I'm gonna have to cauterize it. 35 00:01:45,272 --> 00:01:49,401 [Taylor] ♪ Someone's daughter... ♪ 36 00:01:49,443 --> 00:01:50,820 [Dot] Hold her down. 37 00:01:50,861 --> 00:01:53,280 [Taylor] ♪ Someone's father ♪ 38 00:01:53,322 --> 00:01:54,740 Now. 39 00:01:56,408 --> 00:01:58,035 [screaming] 40 00:01:58,077 --> 00:02:01,539 ♪ ♪ 41 00:02:01,580 --> 00:02:04,333 [Fatin] Some of us took it harder than others, 42 00:02:04,375 --> 00:02:07,002 who let the whole thing... 43 00:02:07,044 --> 00:02:09,421 shatter them. 44 00:02:09,463 --> 00:02:15,845 ♪ ♪ 45 00:02:15,886 --> 00:02:18,138 No! 46 00:02:18,180 --> 00:02:20,558 [shouts indistinctly] 47 00:02:20,599 --> 00:02:23,894 The pit was here! Nora put me here! 48 00:02:23,936 --> 00:02:27,606 [Taylor] ♪ Only 20 minutes to sleep ♪♪ 49 00:02:27,648 --> 00:02:31,402 [screams] 50 00:02:31,443 --> 00:02:33,779 There are no... 51 00:02:33,821 --> 00:02:35,155 upsides. 52 00:02:35,197 --> 00:02:37,157 ♪ ♪ 53 00:02:37,199 --> 00:02:40,244 And I don't think there ever will be. 54 00:02:40,286 --> 00:02:42,705 But what I will say for all of us... 55 00:02:42,746 --> 00:02:44,164 Is that it tied us together. 56 00:02:44,206 --> 00:02:48,627 Into, like, I don't know... 57 00:02:48,669 --> 00:02:50,754 something more than we were. 58 00:02:52,590 --> 00:02:56,051 Yeah, after that happened, we became, like... 59 00:02:59,847 --> 00:03:02,808 There's no other way to say it. We became a family. 60 00:03:02,850 --> 00:03:05,227 ♪ ♪ 61 00:03:05,269 --> 00:03:07,187 It was how fast it all happened. 62 00:03:07,229 --> 00:03:10,107 That's what's hard to believe... 63 00:03:10,149 --> 00:03:13,861 that idea that only three weeks before, 64 00:03:13,903 --> 00:03:15,821 we... 65 00:03:15,863 --> 00:03:18,073 we didn't know each other at all. 66 00:03:21,744 --> 00:03:26,373 There was awkwardness, distance... 67 00:03:26,415 --> 00:03:29,627 a lot of glances... 68 00:03:29,668 --> 00:03:32,463 politeness. 69 00:03:32,504 --> 00:03:35,132 We were cautious, with our walls up, 70 00:03:35,174 --> 00:03:39,261 just strangers heading in a new direction... 71 00:03:41,096 --> 00:03:44,266 ...with no fucking idea what was coming. 72 00:03:44,308 --> 00:03:47,269 [suspenseful music] 73 00:03:47,311 --> 00:03:49,146 ♪ ♪ 74 00:03:49,188 --> 00:03:51,357 Cake anyone? 75 00:03:51,398 --> 00:03:58,405 ♪ ♪ 76 00:04:00,658 --> 00:04:02,368 - [camera beeps] - Passageways intro video, 77 00:04:02,409 --> 00:04:04,870 take uno. 78 00:04:04,912 --> 00:04:06,330 I'm Josh Herbert, 79 00:04:06,372 --> 00:04:09,083 and I am super stoked about this retreat. 80 00:04:09,124 --> 00:04:10,751 [chuckles] 81 00:04:10,793 --> 00:04:12,086 Oh, nice. 82 00:04:12,127 --> 00:04:14,421 Rosa...comin' hot with my meds. 83 00:04:14,463 --> 00:04:16,715 Saw the activity list for this retreat. 84 00:04:16,757 --> 00:04:18,258 [blows raspberry] 85 00:04:18,300 --> 00:04:20,010 As I was saying, I am super stoked. 86 00:04:20,052 --> 00:04:23,931 Like, almost as stoked as I was about magic camp. 87 00:04:25,474 --> 00:04:27,017 I run a sub-50 400, 88 00:04:27,059 --> 00:04:29,186 and I deadlift three times my body weight. 89 00:04:29,228 --> 00:04:30,854 So, if you think I'm gonna be challenged 90 00:04:30,896 --> 00:04:34,692 by some stand-up-paddleboarding bullshit, 91 00:04:34,733 --> 00:04:35,943 you can fuck right off. 92 00:04:35,985 --> 00:04:37,987 [Henry] I've prepared a statement. 93 00:04:38,028 --> 00:04:40,072 I'm going on this retreat against my will. 94 00:04:40,114 --> 00:04:42,324 I'm making this video because it's mandatory, 95 00:04:42,366 --> 00:04:44,076 and I will now offer a short list of things 96 00:04:44,118 --> 00:04:46,120 I'd rather do than go on this trip. 97 00:04:46,161 --> 00:04:47,246 Still deliberating, 98 00:04:47,287 --> 00:04:49,623 but I might wear this on day one. 99 00:04:49,665 --> 00:04:50,958 Walk over thumbtacks... 100 00:04:51,000 --> 00:04:52,543 [Ivan] Sort of my litmus test. 101 00:04:52,584 --> 00:04:55,004 You know, it's like, if you don't know these legends, 102 00:04:55,045 --> 00:04:57,464 I...I just won't to engage with you. 103 00:04:57,506 --> 00:04:58,841 ...get strep throat... 104 00:04:58,882 --> 00:05:00,342 I forgot what I'm supposed to say. 105 00:05:00,384 --> 00:05:02,720 [Scotty] Bo, i-it's just three words to describe yourself. 106 00:05:02,761 --> 00:05:04,054 Um... 107 00:05:04,096 --> 00:05:06,265 ...lick the slide at the McDonald's PlayPlace... 108 00:05:06,306 --> 00:05:08,809 I mow lawns. 109 00:05:08,851 --> 00:05:10,853 The boy does not know how to sell himself. 110 00:05:10,894 --> 00:05:12,271 Here, let me show you how it's done. 111 00:05:12,312 --> 00:05:13,397 Hold that. 112 00:05:13,439 --> 00:05:15,441 Three words... I don't know. 113 00:05:15,482 --> 00:05:17,526 The name's Scotty Simms coming to you live 114 00:05:17,568 --> 00:05:19,987 from the shit-ass corner of the 8-5-0, 115 00:05:20,029 --> 00:05:21,488 but not for long, friends, 116 00:05:21,530 --> 00:05:24,491 'cause I'm a savvy and... and motivated entrepreneur 117 00:05:24,533 --> 00:05:25,659 with some big ideas 118 00:05:25,701 --> 00:05:27,327 for the fashion and skin-care industries. 119 00:05:27,369 --> 00:05:29,038 [Bo] Scotty, that's more than three words. 120 00:05:29,079 --> 00:05:32,166 [upbeat music] 121 00:05:32,207 --> 00:05:34,043 Three words that encapsulate me are simply 122 00:05:34,084 --> 00:05:35,210 "man of taste." 123 00:05:35,252 --> 00:05:37,337 Boring white guy. 124 00:05:37,379 --> 00:05:39,381 [DJ] I mean that literally as well. 125 00:05:39,423 --> 00:05:42,384 I collect rare whiskeys on the DL. 126 00:05:44,678 --> 00:05:46,555 Oh, I barely have to even hide this stuff 127 00:05:46,597 --> 00:05:50,184 'cause Mom's fuckin' clueless. 128 00:05:50,225 --> 00:05:52,770 Mmm. 129 00:05:52,811 --> 00:05:54,605 Beautiful mouthfeel. 130 00:05:54,646 --> 00:05:58,984 I am Rafael Garcia... Raf for short. 131 00:05:59,026 --> 00:06:00,652 Most people call me Raf. 132 00:06:00,694 --> 00:06:02,988 Um... 133 00:06:03,030 --> 00:06:04,198 yeah, I don't...I don't know. 134 00:06:04,239 --> 00:06:07,785 I guess I'm just excited to meet everybody. 135 00:06:07,826 --> 00:06:10,788 Um, never been to Hawaii before. 136 00:06:10,829 --> 00:06:13,624 Actually never been on a plane before, 137 00:06:13,665 --> 00:06:16,585 so I'm a little nervous about that. 138 00:06:16,627 --> 00:06:17,836 [knock on door] 139 00:06:17,878 --> 00:06:19,046 [Raf] Things that I'll miss... 140 00:06:19,088 --> 00:06:21,131 Come in! 141 00:06:21,173 --> 00:06:24,927 [soft dramatic music] 142 00:06:24,968 --> 00:06:27,221 [Faber] You're smiling. That's a nice development. 143 00:06:27,262 --> 00:06:30,140 I was just admiring our beloved control group. 144 00:06:30,182 --> 00:06:31,600 "Beloved"? 145 00:06:31,642 --> 00:06:33,268 Not what I expected you to call them. 146 00:06:33,310 --> 00:06:35,479 34 days, Daniel. 147 00:06:35,521 --> 00:06:37,272 They lasted 34 days, 148 00:06:37,314 --> 00:06:39,775 while the women lasted the full 50, so... 149 00:06:39,817 --> 00:06:44,238 And, God, all that begging for money and tap-dancing 150 00:06:44,279 --> 00:06:47,574 like a fucking monkey for my investors, 151 00:06:47,616 --> 00:06:50,244 that was all worthwhile. 152 00:06:50,285 --> 00:06:52,830 The boys were the perfect failures we needed, 153 00:06:52,871 --> 00:06:55,749 so how could I not belove them? 154 00:06:55,791 --> 00:06:58,544 Yeah, well, we're gonna start processing them now. 155 00:06:58,585 --> 00:07:00,045 Just stopped by to let you know. 156 00:07:00,087 --> 00:07:03,173 You holding up, Dean? You look fraught. 157 00:07:03,215 --> 00:07:05,217 I don't do fraught. 158 00:07:05,259 --> 00:07:08,345 Complicated feelings is, uh, more Dan's thing. 159 00:07:10,055 --> 00:07:14,309 [Gretchen] Well, I know this has been a trial, 160 00:07:14,351 --> 00:07:17,229 but I'm asking for one last push from both of you. 161 00:07:19,189 --> 00:07:22,860 There is no question they imploded. 162 00:07:22,901 --> 00:07:26,280 Once we find out how... 163 00:07:26,321 --> 00:07:28,282 we wear the crown. 164 00:07:28,323 --> 00:07:30,826 [smooches] 165 00:07:30,868 --> 00:07:33,912 Yeah. Go break 'em open, gentlemen. 166 00:07:33,954 --> 00:07:36,874 Oh, if you can, start with this little angel. 167 00:07:36,915 --> 00:07:39,668 I want to know how he fell. 168 00:07:39,710 --> 00:07:45,716 ♪ ♪ 169 00:07:47,384 --> 00:07:49,761 I don't really know what you guys want from me. 170 00:07:49,803 --> 00:07:52,181 Well, just your version of what happened. 171 00:07:54,600 --> 00:07:56,143 [Young] Why don't we take those off? 172 00:07:56,185 --> 00:07:59,229 They're an "abundance of caution" measure anyway. 173 00:07:59,271 --> 00:08:02,191 Because of what I did? 174 00:08:02,232 --> 00:08:04,401 [Faber] Yes, Rafael. 175 00:08:04,443 --> 00:08:05,944 It's Raf. 176 00:08:07,779 --> 00:08:09,698 I go by Raf. 177 00:08:09,740 --> 00:08:15,037 ♪ ♪ 178 00:08:15,078 --> 00:08:16,997 [handcuffs clicking] 179 00:08:17,039 --> 00:08:21,168 ♪ ♪ 180 00:08:21,210 --> 00:08:23,337 [Young sighs] Well, Raf, 181 00:08:23,378 --> 00:08:25,505 why don't you take us through that first day? 182 00:08:25,547 --> 00:08:32,554 ♪ ♪ 183 00:08:39,019 --> 00:08:41,647 I remember not knowing names. 184 00:08:41,688 --> 00:08:44,524 Never been very good at it. 185 00:08:44,566 --> 00:08:46,944 Maybe it's 'cause everybody is so bad with mine. 186 00:08:48,528 --> 00:08:50,489 But, yeah, that, uh... 187 00:08:52,699 --> 00:08:56,161 ...that first day, I just sort of knew the basics. 188 00:08:56,203 --> 00:08:58,080 There was the two best friends from Florida... 189 00:08:59,998 --> 00:09:04,336 ...Josh, whose name I only knew from school, 190 00:09:04,378 --> 00:09:06,588 the smart one with the fancy clothes, 191 00:09:06,630 --> 00:09:11,426 the lax-bro, the emo kid with the glasses, 192 00:09:11,468 --> 00:09:14,388 and his stepbrother Seth, 193 00:09:14,429 --> 00:09:17,224 whose name, for some reason, just... 194 00:09:19,226 --> 00:09:20,978 ...stuck with me. 195 00:09:22,187 --> 00:09:23,772 Oh. 196 00:09:23,814 --> 00:09:27,276 And, of course, the tracksuit kid... 197 00:09:27,317 --> 00:09:30,862 who really hated his mom. 198 00:09:30,904 --> 00:09:33,490 Good one, Mother. Great idea. 199 00:09:33,532 --> 00:09:36,535 How about...how about we... we ship me off 200 00:09:36,576 --> 00:09:40,706 to some wilderness fucking circle jerk? 201 00:09:40,747 --> 00:09:42,374 "Maybe it'll be fun," she said. 202 00:09:42,416 --> 00:09:43,875 Yeah, "Maybe you'll learn something." 203 00:09:43,917 --> 00:09:45,377 Okay, sure. Yeah. 204 00:09:45,419 --> 00:09:48,338 Maybe I'll learn what it's like to almost basically drown. 205 00:09:48,380 --> 00:09:49,798 Maybe I'll learn what it's like 206 00:09:49,840 --> 00:09:53,093 to get a metric shit-ton of water up my fuckin' nose! 207 00:09:53,135 --> 00:09:56,013 Or maybe I'll learn what it's like to absolutely 208 00:09:56,054 --> 00:09:58,849 and extremely hate you, 209 00:09:58,890 --> 00:10:02,060 you fucking dick-tit! [grunts] 210 00:10:02,102 --> 00:10:03,812 Oh, jeez, fuck! 211 00:10:03,854 --> 00:10:06,440 - [Scotty laughs] - [DJ] God. 212 00:10:08,400 --> 00:10:09,985 [Scotty] I'm...I'm sorry. 213 00:10:10,027 --> 00:10:11,611 I just...I just... 214 00:10:11,653 --> 00:10:13,697 I can't pretend that that shit wasn't funny. 215 00:10:13,739 --> 00:10:16,074 "Dick-tit!" [grunts] 216 00:10:16,116 --> 00:10:19,119 [laughter] 217 00:10:24,082 --> 00:10:27,085 [sobbing] 218 00:10:30,881 --> 00:10:31,882 Hey, you doing okay? 219 00:10:31,923 --> 00:10:33,175 No. 220 00:10:33,216 --> 00:10:34,426 Henry, come on. Not now. 221 00:10:34,468 --> 00:10:35,927 What? 222 00:10:35,969 --> 00:10:37,554 We're either lost, dead, or raptured. 223 00:10:37,596 --> 00:10:38,889 None of us are okay. 224 00:10:38,930 --> 00:10:40,557 I'll rephrase. 225 00:10:40,599 --> 00:10:42,642 Are you doing okay, considering? 226 00:10:45,937 --> 00:10:47,856 Why are you doing that? 227 00:10:49,274 --> 00:10:50,442 Doing what? 228 00:10:50,484 --> 00:10:52,110 Crying. 229 00:10:52,152 --> 00:10:55,155 It's fine, actually. It's healthy, really. 230 00:10:55,197 --> 00:10:58,200 And I think it should be more normalized as a behavior. 231 00:10:58,241 --> 00:11:00,243 Jesus fucking Christ. 232 00:11:00,285 --> 00:11:02,871 Who came with this kid? 233 00:11:02,913 --> 00:11:04,915 Is he always like this? 234 00:11:06,375 --> 00:11:07,834 I...I don't really know. 235 00:11:07,876 --> 00:11:10,337 We're in different friend groups. 236 00:11:10,379 --> 00:11:11,963 Hi, Rafe. 237 00:11:12,005 --> 00:11:13,340 [Kirin] Whatever. 238 00:11:13,382 --> 00:11:15,133 Look, we've been sitting on our asses for too long. 239 00:11:15,175 --> 00:11:18,053 Let's quit fuckin' crying and do something. 240 00:11:18,095 --> 00:11:20,222 Uh, hey, man. W-what's your name, again? 241 00:11:20,263 --> 00:11:21,681 He'll tell you it's Kirin, 242 00:11:21,723 --> 00:11:23,975 but we all know he's a natural-born Chad. 243 00:11:24,017 --> 00:11:26,478 Don't start, Taylor. Don't even start. 244 00:11:26,520 --> 00:11:29,147 Okay, uh, some history there. 245 00:11:29,189 --> 00:11:30,941 Uh, look, Kirin, 246 00:11:30,982 --> 00:11:33,151 why don't we just let Josh be Josh for a sec? 247 00:11:33,193 --> 00:11:34,569 We've all been dropped into this, like, 248 00:11:34,611 --> 00:11:36,029 live-action fever dream. 249 00:11:36,071 --> 00:11:37,906 We should probably normalize 250 00:11:37,948 --> 00:11:39,533 having any reaction that we want. 251 00:11:39,574 --> 00:11:41,368 Like, if you want to call your mom a dick-tit, 252 00:11:41,410 --> 00:11:42,786 then go for it. 253 00:11:42,828 --> 00:11:44,287 I did need to. She fuckin' sucks. 254 00:11:44,329 --> 00:11:45,580 God damn it, people. 255 00:11:45,622 --> 00:11:48,083 Can we please stop talking and just move? 256 00:11:48,125 --> 00:11:49,167 And go where? 257 00:11:49,209 --> 00:11:50,710 [Kirin] To go look for shit. 258 00:11:50,752 --> 00:11:52,462 Deserted islands don't even exist. 259 00:11:52,504 --> 00:11:54,131 We fuckin' found 'em all. 260 00:11:54,172 --> 00:11:55,674 Yeah, see that's true. 261 00:11:55,715 --> 00:11:57,968 All these islands been snapped up by rich dudes 262 00:11:58,009 --> 00:11:59,469 with, like, Illuminati money. 263 00:11:59,511 --> 00:12:01,513 All right, everybody up! 264 00:12:04,599 --> 00:12:07,269 Why did I just do what he told me to do? 265 00:12:07,310 --> 00:12:09,938 It's that captain daddy voice. You just can't fight it. 266 00:12:09,980 --> 00:12:11,523 I mean, look at me, I've loathed him 267 00:12:11,565 --> 00:12:13,275 since middle school, and my ass got up. 268 00:12:13,316 --> 00:12:15,569 Look, obviously, rescue's coming, 269 00:12:15,610 --> 00:12:18,071 but if there's some sick hotel around the corner 270 00:12:18,113 --> 00:12:20,490 and we're too lazy to go find it, 271 00:12:20,532 --> 00:12:22,742 we're gonna feel like total dicks. 272 00:12:22,784 --> 00:12:25,871 So I think we split up, head in separate directions. 273 00:12:25,912 --> 00:12:29,082 Just send someone back when you find something. 274 00:12:29,124 --> 00:12:32,669 Everyone from here over, you're one group. 275 00:12:32,711 --> 00:12:35,213 I mean... [whistles] 276 00:12:38,383 --> 00:12:40,302 I mean from here over. 277 00:12:40,343 --> 00:12:43,638 The others, you're with me. Let's go. 278 00:12:43,680 --> 00:12:48,018 It's still happening. It's like a tractor beam. 279 00:12:48,059 --> 00:12:52,981 So, hey, you, uh, doing okay? You bouncing back? 280 00:12:53,023 --> 00:12:57,444 Way back, yeah. I always get a cry high. 281 00:12:57,486 --> 00:12:59,654 Oh, good. 282 00:12:59,696 --> 00:13:02,699 So, look, as much as I hate taking advice 283 00:13:02,741 --> 00:13:04,075 from a triple-didge. 284 00:13:04,117 --> 00:13:05,368 A what? 285 00:13:05,410 --> 00:13:07,329 Oh, sorry, it's just this thing that I say. 286 00:13:07,370 --> 00:13:10,165 You know, when someone has a triple-digit SAT score, it... 287 00:13:10,207 --> 00:13:11,541 [chuckles] 288 00:13:11,583 --> 00:13:13,376 Thank you for laughing. Um...[stammers] 289 00:13:13,418 --> 00:13:15,003 Look, I know it's smug and it's mean, 290 00:13:15,045 --> 00:13:17,339 but the point is, he's not wrong. 291 00:13:17,380 --> 00:13:19,758 If we stay sitting here with our thoughts, 292 00:13:19,799 --> 00:13:21,593 it's just gonna break us. 293 00:13:21,635 --> 00:13:24,221 Let's get moving, and we'll be out of this place in no time. 294 00:13:24,262 --> 00:13:27,766 ♪ ♪ 295 00:13:27,807 --> 00:13:30,769 [Shelby] One week. It's been one week. 296 00:13:30,810 --> 00:13:32,437 [Toni] Hmm. 297 00:13:32,479 --> 00:13:35,732 [Shelby] I don't know. It just doesn't feel right. 298 00:13:35,774 --> 00:13:39,778 There's all this heaviness without her. 299 00:13:39,819 --> 00:13:42,030 And Rachel... 300 00:13:42,072 --> 00:13:44,407 it's like all she knows is hurt right now. 301 00:13:44,449 --> 00:13:49,663 ♪ ♪ 302 00:13:49,704 --> 00:13:52,707 But meanwhile... 303 00:13:52,749 --> 00:13:56,211 I'm over here with you just like... 304 00:13:56,253 --> 00:13:58,672 Like what? 305 00:13:58,713 --> 00:14:00,840 I want to hear you describe it. 306 00:14:00,882 --> 00:14:03,593 ♪ ♪ 307 00:14:03,635 --> 00:14:07,847 [Shelby] Like I'm floating, like I'm weak. 308 00:14:07,889 --> 00:14:09,683 But I like it. 309 00:14:09,724 --> 00:14:14,062 Like I'm high on every drug they warned us about 310 00:14:14,104 --> 00:14:15,605 in those middle-school assemblies... 311 00:14:15,647 --> 00:14:16,982 Okay, stop, you're hitting my sap limit. 312 00:14:17,023 --> 00:14:18,358 - You asked me to. - I know. 313 00:14:18,400 --> 00:14:22,445 I'm just giving you a hard time. 314 00:14:22,487 --> 00:14:24,322 And by the way... 315 00:14:26,908 --> 00:14:29,369 ...I'm really happy, too. 316 00:14:32,539 --> 00:14:34,749 The guilt of it all. 317 00:14:36,668 --> 00:14:39,004 [sighs softly] What are we supposed to do with that? 318 00:14:41,506 --> 00:14:44,134 Have you talked to your friend God about it? 319 00:14:44,175 --> 00:14:48,513 Actually, I haven't been doing a whole lot of that lately... 320 00:14:48,555 --> 00:14:50,473 prayin'. 321 00:14:52,976 --> 00:14:55,270 What do you think He'd say? 322 00:14:55,312 --> 00:14:58,064 ♪ ♪ 323 00:14:58,106 --> 00:15:01,401 To be grateful for the good. 324 00:15:01,443 --> 00:15:04,487 It's there to help us survive the rest. 325 00:15:04,529 --> 00:15:07,282 A-fucking-men. 326 00:15:07,324 --> 00:15:09,701 ♪ ♪ 327 00:15:09,743 --> 00:15:13,330 It pisses me off so much to say this, you know. 328 00:15:13,371 --> 00:15:15,707 Like, it'll never not piss me off to say this 329 00:15:15,749 --> 00:15:17,250 to a fucking pageant champion. 330 00:15:17,292 --> 00:15:19,753 Like, it makes me feel like captain fucking obvious. 331 00:15:19,794 --> 00:15:22,464 ♪ ♪ 332 00:15:22,505 --> 00:15:24,257 You are so beautiful. 333 00:15:24,299 --> 00:15:31,306 ♪ ♪ 334 00:15:51,076 --> 00:15:52,869 Why am I not getting stronger? 335 00:15:52,911 --> 00:15:54,954 All I do is lift shit. 336 00:15:54,996 --> 00:15:57,123 And I basically eat paleo. 337 00:15:57,165 --> 00:15:59,417 Maybe it'll hit you all at once, 338 00:15:59,459 --> 00:16:01,169 and, like, your muscles 339 00:16:01,211 --> 00:16:03,380 will come bursting out of your shirt like the Hulk. 340 00:16:03,421 --> 00:16:05,048 So the elements have, like, 341 00:16:05,090 --> 00:16:07,759 actually curdled your brain, haven't they? 342 00:16:07,801 --> 00:16:10,136 - Here's good? - Yeah. 343 00:16:10,178 --> 00:16:12,263 - [grunts] - Final touch. 344 00:16:12,305 --> 00:16:14,599 [grunts] 345 00:16:14,641 --> 00:16:15,809 Ah! Okay. 346 00:16:15,850 --> 00:16:18,978 - [Dot] Hey! - [Fatin sighs] 347 00:16:19,020 --> 00:16:21,481 [Dot] I know that this didn't do shit for us last time, 348 00:16:21,523 --> 00:16:22,941 but we can't move inland 349 00:16:22,982 --> 00:16:25,026 without leaving proof of life behind. 350 00:16:25,068 --> 00:16:29,406 So, between this and the signal fire, we should be good. 351 00:16:29,447 --> 00:16:31,866 What does SOS mean, again? 352 00:16:33,535 --> 00:16:36,871 I feel like I should know this, but I'm drawing a blank. 353 00:16:38,748 --> 00:16:41,626 You know who would have known? 354 00:16:41,668 --> 00:16:48,633 ♪ ♪ 355 00:16:48,675 --> 00:16:52,429 Which, uh, reminds me, it's my turn to check in. 356 00:16:52,470 --> 00:16:57,142 ♪ ♪ 357 00:16:57,183 --> 00:16:58,852 [Dot] Hey. 358 00:16:58,893 --> 00:17:00,645 Cool if I sit? 359 00:17:00,687 --> 00:17:05,233 ♪ ♪ 360 00:17:05,275 --> 00:17:06,568 [grunts] 361 00:17:06,609 --> 00:17:11,239 It's just, um, time for a new wrap, so... 362 00:17:11,281 --> 00:17:17,662 ♪ ♪ 363 00:17:17,704 --> 00:17:22,041 What if I started beatboxing? You know, like R-A-P? 364 00:17:22,083 --> 00:17:23,585 What if I was the kind of asshole 365 00:17:23,626 --> 00:17:26,254 who thought that would be a good joke? 366 00:17:26,296 --> 00:17:28,798 But you know I'll never do that to you, right? 367 00:17:28,840 --> 00:17:31,676 No Patch Adams bullshit. 368 00:17:31,718 --> 00:17:36,389 ♪ ♪ 369 00:17:36,431 --> 00:17:38,892 Which, um... 370 00:17:38,933 --> 00:17:42,520 also means being straight with you. 371 00:17:44,314 --> 00:17:47,734 Seven days out, there shouldn't be this much swelling. 372 00:17:49,944 --> 00:17:51,863 And, uh, being on this beach, 373 00:17:51,905 --> 00:17:55,283 you know, it's not doing it any favors... 374 00:17:55,325 --> 00:17:58,953 um, all the sand getting in there. 375 00:17:58,995 --> 00:18:02,373 ♪ ♪ 376 00:18:02,415 --> 00:18:05,335 We're moving today, Rachel. 377 00:18:07,003 --> 00:18:10,340 And I-I'm gonna need you to come with us. 378 00:18:10,381 --> 00:18:13,218 ♪ ♪ 379 00:18:13,259 --> 00:18:14,969 Her stuff, too. It's all... 380 00:18:15,011 --> 00:18:16,429 That stays. 381 00:18:16,471 --> 00:18:20,725 ♪ ♪ 382 00:18:20,767 --> 00:18:22,769 It has to stay... 383 00:18:24,979 --> 00:18:27,106 ...in case she comes back. 384 00:18:27,148 --> 00:18:34,155 ♪ ♪ 385 00:19:07,689 --> 00:19:09,691 [Fatin] Martha... 386 00:19:09,732 --> 00:19:12,861 you've been holding out on me, girl. 387 00:19:12,902 --> 00:19:14,654 I was consolidating some of our shit, 388 00:19:14,696 --> 00:19:17,532 and I found this at the bottom of your suitcase. 389 00:19:20,618 --> 00:19:23,580 This is literature. 390 00:19:23,621 --> 00:19:25,915 I mean, I've only perused, but it's already better 391 00:19:25,957 --> 00:19:28,042 than Jeff's soggy diaper of a book. 392 00:19:28,084 --> 00:19:29,794 It's got short sentences, 393 00:19:29,836 --> 00:19:32,380 a few bedroom scenes for the spank bank, 394 00:19:32,422 --> 00:19:35,049 if she'll ever go there again. 395 00:19:36,217 --> 00:19:37,969 It's a beach read. 396 00:19:38,011 --> 00:19:41,264 Got a true fucking beach read on our hands, 397 00:19:41,306 --> 00:19:44,142 and we're leaving the goddamn beach. 398 00:19:44,183 --> 00:19:47,604 Sorry. Forgot I had it. 399 00:19:47,645 --> 00:19:49,147 You okay? 400 00:19:51,274 --> 00:19:53,192 Can I ask you a question? 401 00:19:53,234 --> 00:19:54,611 Have you... 402 00:19:54,652 --> 00:19:57,030 have you noticed any new vibes 403 00:19:57,071 --> 00:19:59,198 between some of the people here? 404 00:19:59,240 --> 00:20:01,910 Mm, are you referring to the clinically depressive vibes 405 00:20:01,951 --> 00:20:03,369 at our three o'clock? 406 00:20:03,411 --> 00:20:05,580 Because I think Rachel's got a good reason... 407 00:20:05,622 --> 00:20:06,915 No, I don't mean bad vibes. 408 00:20:06,956 --> 00:20:10,084 I mean more like... 409 00:20:10,126 --> 00:20:12,670 shiny vibes... 410 00:20:14,339 --> 00:20:18,426 ...like, between two people... 411 00:20:18,468 --> 00:20:21,679 who might be more than friends. 412 00:20:21,721 --> 00:20:24,766 Shoni. 413 00:20:24,807 --> 00:20:26,851 Shelby and Toni. 414 00:20:26,893 --> 00:20:28,853 Oh, my God, are you just now finding out about this? 415 00:20:28,895 --> 00:20:30,688 That's been live for, like, a week now. 416 00:20:30,730 --> 00:20:32,565 - A-a week? - Oh, no. 417 00:20:32,607 --> 00:20:35,068 Did you catch them boning in the woods? 418 00:20:35,109 --> 00:20:36,444 God, I should've known. 419 00:20:36,486 --> 00:20:38,863 I've been looking for them to help me pack. 420 00:20:38,905 --> 00:20:43,576 Hmm, I can usually smell an orgasm a mile away. 421 00:20:43,618 --> 00:20:45,036 I wonder if I have a sinus thing. 422 00:20:48,289 --> 00:20:49,916 What? 423 00:20:49,958 --> 00:20:51,626 Nothing. It's just... 424 00:20:51,668 --> 00:20:54,295 Wood for the signal fire like you asked. 425 00:20:54,337 --> 00:20:57,256 No, It's perfect conceptually. 426 00:20:57,298 --> 00:21:01,344 It's just, I thought you would get more of it. 427 00:21:01,386 --> 00:21:03,096 You've been gone for, like, an hour. 428 00:21:03,137 --> 00:21:05,098 You, like, my shift supervisor now? 429 00:21:05,139 --> 00:21:07,058 Do you have, like, a clock on me? 430 00:21:07,100 --> 00:21:08,142 Hey. 431 00:21:08,184 --> 00:21:10,311 What do you care how I spend my time? 432 00:21:11,562 --> 00:21:16,234 Because I miss you... 433 00:21:16,275 --> 00:21:19,320 among other fucking things. 434 00:21:20,947 --> 00:21:24,534 I'm right here. I haven't gone anywhere. 435 00:21:24,575 --> 00:21:27,704 I know you're still looking for it. 436 00:21:27,745 --> 00:21:28,997 I can't not, Fatin. 437 00:21:29,038 --> 00:21:31,457 That pit, it's...it's my only way of knowing 438 00:21:31,499 --> 00:21:33,751 that I am not, like, truly and completely... 439 00:21:36,671 --> 00:21:39,424 Leah, it's a mirage. 440 00:21:39,465 --> 00:21:45,555 ♪ ♪ 441 00:21:48,349 --> 00:21:49,726 Where are you going? 442 00:21:49,767 --> 00:21:50,935 I'm not... It's not that. 443 00:21:50,977 --> 00:21:52,812 I... 444 00:21:52,854 --> 00:21:54,605 thought I'd try again. 445 00:21:54,647 --> 00:21:58,526 Make a less pathetic attempt at the firewood, 446 00:21:58,568 --> 00:22:01,154 try to save some face... 447 00:22:01,195 --> 00:22:03,281 If I can. 448 00:22:03,322 --> 00:22:10,329 ♪ ♪ 449 00:22:31,726 --> 00:22:33,186 [Josh] Scared? 450 00:22:33,227 --> 00:22:36,481 No, no. 451 00:22:36,522 --> 00:22:39,192 [chuckles] Boy, I don't even know. 452 00:22:39,233 --> 00:22:43,321 It comes in waves, the insanity of all this, 453 00:22:43,362 --> 00:22:44,989 making me seasick. 454 00:22:45,031 --> 00:22:46,324 I have some Dramamine 455 00:22:46,365 --> 00:22:47,825 back in my suitcase, if you need it. 456 00:22:47,867 --> 00:22:50,453 [chuckles] You're an angel, but I wasn't being literal. 457 00:22:50,495 --> 00:22:53,790 I meant, like, spiritually. 458 00:22:53,831 --> 00:22:55,374 Yeah, unfortunately, the wilderness 459 00:22:55,416 --> 00:22:57,376 just doesn't really agree with me, you know? 460 00:22:57,418 --> 00:22:58,961 Like, it's not a very empowering environment 461 00:22:59,003 --> 00:23:00,588 for me, personally. 462 00:23:00,630 --> 00:23:04,967 And bless Mother Nature, but she is just not my muse. 463 00:23:05,009 --> 00:23:09,263 You know, Frost and Tennyson and Keats... 464 00:23:09,305 --> 00:23:11,474 she's their bitch. 465 00:23:11,516 --> 00:23:13,684 Like everything else, the white man 466 00:23:13,726 --> 00:23:15,645 has laid claim to her. 467 00:23:15,686 --> 00:23:17,855 Ugh, I know. 468 00:23:17,897 --> 00:23:20,233 And I am... 469 00:23:20,274 --> 00:23:23,069 I'm so sorry. 470 00:23:23,111 --> 00:23:24,195 Are you a poet? 471 00:23:24,237 --> 00:23:25,196 [DJ] Fuck a duck! 472 00:23:25,238 --> 00:23:28,116 [Ivan] Oh, Lord, that bitch is. 473 00:23:28,157 --> 00:23:30,243 - [chuckles] - I bet his toe's broken. 474 00:23:30,284 --> 00:23:31,744 Have you ever broken a bone? 475 00:23:31,786 --> 00:23:33,704 I broke my arm in fourth grade, 476 00:23:33,746 --> 00:23:35,373 and I didn't have many friends then, 477 00:23:35,414 --> 00:23:38,376 so I forged a whole lot of signatures on there. 478 00:23:38,417 --> 00:23:41,671 My therapist says it's a foundational wound. 479 00:23:41,712 --> 00:23:43,756 [DJ] Damn it! [groans] 480 00:23:43,798 --> 00:23:46,050 [Seth] I know I should feel bad for him. 481 00:23:46,092 --> 00:23:49,011 But the empathy well is bone-dry. 482 00:23:51,597 --> 00:23:53,099 By the way, it's Raf, right? 483 00:23:53,141 --> 00:23:54,851 I've heard a couple people say Raff or Rafe. 484 00:23:54,892 --> 00:23:57,562 - It's Raf, yeah. - Yeah. 485 00:23:57,603 --> 00:23:59,063 But...but whatever, really. 486 00:23:59,105 --> 00:24:01,107 I-I hear all versions all the time. 487 00:24:01,149 --> 00:24:04,402 [laughs] Yeah, yeah. Raf, though. 488 00:24:04,443 --> 00:24:07,196 Good...good solid name. 489 00:24:07,238 --> 00:24:10,408 [DJ] Ah, ah, damn it! Take five! 490 00:24:10,449 --> 00:24:12,243 Oh, uh, he's... Yeah, okay. Let's go. 491 00:24:12,285 --> 00:24:14,662 [DJ] I need to take five. 492 00:24:14,704 --> 00:24:17,039 I know it's just a toe. 493 00:24:18,499 --> 00:24:20,209 And if I were with the other guys right now, 494 00:24:20,251 --> 00:24:23,880 that steak-head triple-didge would be calling me a pussy. 495 00:24:23,921 --> 00:24:26,549 You used triple-didge. 496 00:24:26,591 --> 00:24:28,885 [chuckles] Yeah, it's good. 497 00:24:28,926 --> 00:24:30,428 - [laughing] - It's catchy. 498 00:24:30,469 --> 00:24:32,638 You got anything in your medicine cabinet for this? 499 00:24:32,680 --> 00:24:35,391 Oh, my God. Yeah. I have everything for this. 500 00:24:35,433 --> 00:24:38,644 Are you on Team Ibuprofen or Team Acetaminophen? 501 00:24:38,686 --> 00:24:40,688 Uh, both. 502 00:24:40,730 --> 00:24:42,064 [Seth] Yeah, man. 503 00:24:42,106 --> 00:24:44,025 I mean, look, if you want to head back, you can. 504 00:24:44,066 --> 00:24:45,401 Nobody needs to be a hero. 505 00:24:45,443 --> 00:24:47,069 Are you serious? 506 00:24:47,111 --> 00:24:49,322 I mean, I'd only be slowing you guys down. 507 00:24:49,363 --> 00:24:51,949 Yeah, totally. Your call. 508 00:24:51,991 --> 00:24:54,577 Thanks, guys, seriously. 509 00:24:57,038 --> 00:24:59,582 [winces in pain] 510 00:24:59,624 --> 00:25:00,708 [groans] 511 00:25:00,750 --> 00:25:03,252 ♪ ♪ 512 00:25:03,294 --> 00:25:04,921 [Seth] All right. 513 00:25:04,962 --> 00:25:07,506 [DJ] Hey, guys. 514 00:25:07,548 --> 00:25:09,133 Good luck. 515 00:25:09,175 --> 00:25:13,179 ♪ ♪ 516 00:25:13,221 --> 00:25:14,639 Okay. 517 00:25:17,350 --> 00:25:20,144 [Fatin] I'm really not sure about this new spot. 518 00:25:20,186 --> 00:25:22,021 I mean, I don't even like trees. 519 00:25:22,063 --> 00:25:25,650 People think that they're peaceful and spiritual. 520 00:25:25,691 --> 00:25:28,277 But you know what I call them? Fucking old. 521 00:25:28,319 --> 00:25:30,196 Remind me again why we're leaving the beach, 522 00:25:30,238 --> 00:25:32,448 because right now this feels insane. 523 00:25:32,490 --> 00:25:34,242 [Shelby] Come on, now, we'll be out of the sun, 524 00:25:34,283 --> 00:25:36,577 out of the wind, warmer at night. 525 00:25:38,412 --> 00:25:40,498 And away from where we lost her. 526 00:25:40,539 --> 00:25:43,751 [sighs] 527 00:25:48,798 --> 00:25:51,550 It'll be good for all of us. 528 00:25:57,807 --> 00:26:00,059 [Toni] Uh... 529 00:26:00,101 --> 00:26:04,689 uh, hey, Marty, I've got a sick setup for us right over here. 530 00:26:04,730 --> 00:26:05,982 Hmm. 531 00:26:07,400 --> 00:26:09,443 You all right? 532 00:26:09,485 --> 00:26:10,653 Mm-hmm. 533 00:26:10,695 --> 00:26:12,488 [Toni] You're just thinking about Nora or... 534 00:26:12,530 --> 00:26:13,864 No. 535 00:26:13,906 --> 00:26:15,616 Okay, well, then what's the deal? 536 00:26:15,658 --> 00:26:17,785 Hey, I figure we've been crashing together for years 537 00:26:17,827 --> 00:26:20,913 and haven't killed each other yet. 538 00:26:20,955 --> 00:26:23,791 Come on, take a load off. 539 00:26:23,833 --> 00:26:27,336 Actually, I was thinking I should bunk alone. 540 00:26:27,378 --> 00:26:30,506 Um, I'm a hot sleeper, and the space is so tight, 541 00:26:30,548 --> 00:26:34,593 I just, I don't want to sweat you out. 542 00:26:34,635 --> 00:26:37,471 So I should just sleep over there. 543 00:26:37,513 --> 00:26:39,932 - Okay. - [Martha] Um... 544 00:26:39,974 --> 00:26:44,228 But feel free to give my spot to someone else, though... 545 00:26:45,646 --> 00:26:47,940 ...like, maybe Shelby. 546 00:26:52,403 --> 00:26:54,322 So you know? 547 00:26:56,490 --> 00:26:57,658 You know, I was gonna tell you. 548 00:26:57,700 --> 00:26:59,243 I just didn't find the time, and I... 549 00:26:59,285 --> 00:27:02,955 Toni, it's...it's okay. 550 00:27:02,997 --> 00:27:04,415 You're cool with it? 551 00:27:08,127 --> 00:27:09,837 [Fatin] God damn it. 552 00:27:12,089 --> 00:27:14,133 Do...do you guys know what happened to the axe? 553 00:27:14,175 --> 00:27:15,885 I put it in that pile of stuff 554 00:27:15,926 --> 00:27:18,137 that Leah was supposed to bring. 555 00:27:18,179 --> 00:27:19,805 She was supposed to be back hours ago. 556 00:27:19,847 --> 00:27:20,806 [Shelby] You know, I haven't seen her. 557 00:27:20,848 --> 00:27:22,266 You think she's okay? 558 00:27:24,060 --> 00:27:25,311 Yeah. 559 00:27:27,229 --> 00:27:30,941 She just doesn't know when to fucking quit. 560 00:27:30,983 --> 00:27:33,944 [atmospheric music] 561 00:27:33,986 --> 00:27:40,785 ♪ ♪ 562 00:27:40,826 --> 00:27:42,244 [sighs] 563 00:27:42,286 --> 00:27:49,210 ♪ ♪ 564 00:28:03,599 --> 00:28:06,477 [Henry] Yeah, I'd like to humbly suggest that we go back. 565 00:28:06,519 --> 00:28:08,396 This is obviously a wasteland. 566 00:28:08,437 --> 00:28:10,564 [Kirin] We'll find something, all right? 567 00:28:10,606 --> 00:28:12,441 Not before we lose daylight. 568 00:28:14,193 --> 00:28:16,445 Why do you keep doing that thing with your fingers? 569 00:28:16,487 --> 00:28:19,448 Gauge how long till sunset. Every finger is 15 minutes. 570 00:28:19,490 --> 00:28:21,492 What are you? Some kind of Boy Scout? 571 00:28:21,534 --> 00:28:23,828 Yes. 572 00:28:23,869 --> 00:28:25,413 Well, I-I quit in ninth grade. 573 00:28:25,454 --> 00:28:27,957 I ended up wanting something different for myself... 574 00:28:27,998 --> 00:28:29,083 aesthetically. 575 00:28:29,125 --> 00:28:30,835 No shit. 576 00:28:30,876 --> 00:28:32,044 Look, I-I don't love agreeing 577 00:28:32,086 --> 00:28:34,630 with fuckin' Testosterone Jones over here, 578 00:28:34,672 --> 00:28:37,007 but, um, I do think we'll find something. 579 00:28:37,049 --> 00:28:38,592 I mean, it's like I was saying, 580 00:28:38,634 --> 00:28:40,052 we're probably about to roll up 581 00:28:40,094 --> 00:28:42,346 on some sick Architect's Digest type house, you know, 582 00:28:42,388 --> 00:28:44,014 owned by some billionaire or something. 583 00:28:44,056 --> 00:28:46,142 Yeah, let's hope not. 584 00:28:46,183 --> 00:28:47,893 What are you talking about, Damien? 585 00:28:47,935 --> 00:28:49,854 [Bo] His name's Henry, I think. 586 00:28:49,895 --> 00:28:51,147 It's fine, Bo, I think your friend 587 00:28:51,188 --> 00:28:52,606 was just drawing a parallel between me 588 00:28:52,648 --> 00:28:54,150 and the Antichrist boy from the Omen. 589 00:28:54,191 --> 00:28:55,443 - [Scotty chuckles] - [Bo] Oh. 590 00:28:55,484 --> 00:28:57,987 But to answer your question, yeah, I've got zero desire 591 00:28:58,028 --> 00:29:00,030 to stumble upon the home of a wealthy recluse. 592 00:29:00,072 --> 00:29:01,282 [Scotty] Why not? 593 00:29:01,323 --> 00:29:02,366 [Henry] 'Cause they'll kill us for sure. 594 00:29:02,408 --> 00:29:03,492 Think about every rich guy 595 00:29:03,534 --> 00:29:04,869 who's ever lived in a secluded place. 596 00:29:04,910 --> 00:29:06,704 General Zaroff in The Most Dangerous Game, 597 00:29:06,745 --> 00:29:09,373 Poe Dameron in Ex Machina, Dracula. 598 00:29:09,415 --> 00:29:11,709 You know, killing trespassers is their whole deal. 599 00:29:11,750 --> 00:29:12,960 Nah. The fuck? 600 00:29:13,002 --> 00:29:15,045 D-Dracula is not a billionaire. He's undead. 601 00:29:15,087 --> 00:29:16,589 If you adjust for inflation, he actually is. 602 00:29:16,630 --> 00:29:18,507 But, look, anyway, my point remains. 603 00:29:18,549 --> 00:29:21,594 You know, money and isolation have turned them all... 604 00:29:21,635 --> 00:29:23,429 into bloodthirsty eccentrics. 605 00:29:23,471 --> 00:29:25,514 All right, man, as an eventual billionaire, 606 00:29:25,556 --> 00:29:27,600 I object to you roasting us, okay? 607 00:29:27,641 --> 00:29:29,393 We got some good guys going on. 608 00:29:29,435 --> 00:29:32,938 Uh, Melinda Gates, Daddy Warbucks. 609 00:29:32,980 --> 00:29:36,066 Oh, Mr. Peanut, he's a fucking gentleman. 610 00:29:36,108 --> 00:29:37,485 I mean, he's always tipping that cap. 611 00:29:37,526 --> 00:29:39,153 [Henry] Yeah, but is Mr. Peanut a billionaire, 612 00:29:39,195 --> 00:29:40,738 or is it just that he has a monocle? 613 00:29:40,779 --> 00:29:43,032 Oh, my God. Can you all just put a fucking lip on it 614 00:29:43,073 --> 00:29:44,867 and start actually looking out for shit? 615 00:29:44,909 --> 00:29:47,161 It's lid. Put a lid on it. 616 00:29:47,203 --> 00:29:48,913 [Kirin] Whatever! 617 00:29:48,954 --> 00:29:51,415 Let's just go back, then, losers. 618 00:29:51,457 --> 00:29:54,502 After I take a piss, though. 619 00:29:54,543 --> 00:29:56,837 I got to pee, too. [mumbles] 620 00:30:00,174 --> 00:30:02,635 [clears throat] 621 00:30:02,676 --> 00:30:04,261 Thanks, man. 622 00:30:04,303 --> 00:30:06,680 Thanks for the privacy. Extremely cool of you. 623 00:30:06,722 --> 00:30:10,309 - Yes. - [exhales deeply] 624 00:30:10,351 --> 00:30:12,811 Question... 625 00:30:12,853 --> 00:30:15,356 is it sore when you piss? 626 00:30:15,397 --> 00:30:17,608 No. 627 00:30:17,650 --> 00:30:20,444 Must have got bruised at some point. 628 00:30:20,486 --> 00:30:22,363 Or maybe I was just out in the water too long, 629 00:30:22,404 --> 00:30:25,533 and now I got, like, saltwater dick. 630 00:30:25,574 --> 00:30:29,036 Oh, no. Yeah, saltwater dick is basically a death sentence. 631 00:30:29,078 --> 00:30:30,371 You being serious? 632 00:30:30,412 --> 00:30:33,290 No. Saltwater dick is not real. 633 00:30:33,332 --> 00:30:34,583 Life is, though. 634 00:30:34,625 --> 00:30:35,834 Life is what? 635 00:30:35,876 --> 00:30:37,211 A death sentence. 636 00:30:37,253 --> 00:30:39,713 [clears throat] 637 00:30:39,755 --> 00:30:41,715 What? 638 00:30:41,757 --> 00:30:44,093 I don't have anything to dry it with. 639 00:30:44,134 --> 00:30:46,136 Come on, man, you got to get over that. 640 00:30:46,178 --> 00:30:48,013 You the only clown in the world I know 641 00:30:48,055 --> 00:30:49,557 that can't just shake it or leave it. 642 00:30:51,100 --> 00:30:53,561 All right, let me see what I got. 643 00:30:53,602 --> 00:30:57,523 Here, try that, Publix receipt. 644 00:31:00,901 --> 00:31:02,570 Okay, well, now what do I do with it? 645 00:31:02,611 --> 00:31:05,614 Oh, my gosh. [scoffs] Just...just leave it! 646 00:31:05,656 --> 00:31:07,950 Let posterity know that my mama sent me out 647 00:31:07,992 --> 00:31:09,827 for fucking cat food and light bulbs! 648 00:31:14,623 --> 00:31:16,875 Hey. Did you drop this granola bar? 649 00:31:16,917 --> 00:31:19,712 Oh, shit, um... 650 00:31:19,753 --> 00:31:22,923 I forgot I had this on me. 651 00:31:22,965 --> 00:31:24,758 Listen, you know, this bar 652 00:31:24,800 --> 00:31:26,594 and any other food that we might have, 653 00:31:26,635 --> 00:31:29,013 let's just keep it on the hush-hush for right now. 654 00:31:29,054 --> 00:31:30,389 - But... - No, I know. 655 00:31:30,431 --> 00:31:32,725 We're gonna get airlifted out this bitch in no time, 656 00:31:32,766 --> 00:31:35,227 but just in case we don't, 657 00:31:35,269 --> 00:31:37,062 we got to start looking out for us. 658 00:31:37,104 --> 00:31:39,898 I mean, look at those trust-fund kids. 659 00:31:39,940 --> 00:31:42,693 You think they know how to manage resources? 660 00:31:42,735 --> 00:31:45,154 [scoffs] Nah. 661 00:31:45,195 --> 00:31:48,365 We got to save some for us. 662 00:31:48,407 --> 00:31:49,825 You should hold on to it. 663 00:31:49,867 --> 00:31:52,828 [dramatic music] 664 00:31:52,870 --> 00:31:59,877 ♪ ♪ 665 00:32:38,540 --> 00:32:39,750 Please don't. 666 00:32:41,585 --> 00:32:44,797 Sorry, I was, um... 667 00:32:44,838 --> 00:32:46,840 just on automatic. 668 00:32:49,093 --> 00:32:52,179 Collecting everything I see for the new camp. 669 00:32:52,221 --> 00:32:58,394 ♪ ♪ 670 00:32:58,435 --> 00:33:01,063 I'm, um... 671 00:33:01,105 --> 00:33:04,358 I'm with you, by the way... 672 00:33:04,400 --> 00:33:07,486 [stammers] ...as in I'm not sure that we should be moving. 673 00:33:09,405 --> 00:33:11,323 It's like we're accepting that this is our life now, 674 00:33:11,365 --> 00:33:12,908 that home isn't out there. 675 00:33:12,950 --> 00:33:15,619 It's... 676 00:33:15,661 --> 00:33:18,831 something that we have to make here. 677 00:33:20,249 --> 00:33:22,418 Why are we so... 678 00:33:22,459 --> 00:33:26,463 stuck on this concept of acceptance? 679 00:33:26,505 --> 00:33:30,718 Isn't acceptance just another word for fucking giving up? 680 00:33:34,471 --> 00:33:36,432 I don't want to give up, Rachel. 681 00:33:36,473 --> 00:33:43,480 ♪ ♪ 682 00:33:44,690 --> 00:33:47,776 Maybe this doesn't help, but... 683 00:33:50,279 --> 00:33:52,990 ...I want you to know that I think about her. 684 00:33:55,659 --> 00:33:58,245 I think about her every day. 685 00:33:58,287 --> 00:34:01,373 ♪ ♪ 686 00:34:01,415 --> 00:34:05,669 Like, was it her idea to come? 687 00:34:05,711 --> 00:34:11,759 ♪ ♪ 688 00:34:11,800 --> 00:34:13,677 Do you remember how she heard about it? 689 00:34:13,719 --> 00:34:18,056 Was it at school or your parents, or... 690 00:34:18,098 --> 00:34:20,017 or did somebody else get involved? 691 00:34:20,058 --> 00:34:21,435 I don't understand 692 00:34:21,477 --> 00:34:23,312 - why you're asking me this. - [Leah] Just try, Rachel. 693 00:34:23,353 --> 00:34:25,481 Try to remember how she found out about it 694 00:34:25,522 --> 00:34:27,566 and why she came here. 695 00:34:27,608 --> 00:34:31,111 She...she was afraid. 696 00:34:31,153 --> 00:34:34,490 And how did she learn about it? 697 00:34:34,531 --> 00:34:36,283 She... 698 00:34:36,325 --> 00:34:39,369 she was afraid that I... 699 00:34:39,411 --> 00:34:41,580 that I was gonna die, and then she... 700 00:34:41,622 --> 00:34:43,957 [Leah] But how did she hear about the retreat? 701 00:34:43,999 --> 00:34:45,959 And that's why, all right? 702 00:34:46,001 --> 00:34:47,753 [Leah] Think, Rachel, think! 703 00:34:47,795 --> 00:34:51,006 That's why. That's why, okay? 704 00:34:51,048 --> 00:34:53,091 She wanted this for me. 705 00:34:53,133 --> 00:34:56,720 She was trying to save me from myself, and... 706 00:34:56,762 --> 00:34:59,765 now she's gone, and it's my fault. 707 00:34:59,807 --> 00:35:02,100 She's gone now, and it's...it's my fault. 708 00:35:02,142 --> 00:35:03,310 - [cries] - Okay, but...but... 709 00:35:03,352 --> 00:35:05,103 but how did she bring you here, Rachel? 710 00:35:05,145 --> 00:35:06,897 She's gone, and it's my fault! 711 00:35:06,939 --> 00:35:08,106 [Leah] Rachel, you have to remember. 712 00:35:08,148 --> 00:35:09,107 [Rachel] She's gone! It's my fault, okay? 713 00:35:09,149 --> 00:35:10,317 Rachel, Rachel. 714 00:35:10,359 --> 00:35:11,610 You have to tell me. Rachel, Rachel, please. 715 00:35:11,652 --> 00:35:15,405 Are you happy? She's gone, and it's my fault! 716 00:35:15,447 --> 00:35:16,907 Is that what you wanted to know? 717 00:35:16,949 --> 00:35:19,910 She's gone, and it is my fault! 718 00:35:21,745 --> 00:35:24,873 [sobbing] 719 00:35:26,250 --> 00:35:27,960 Okay. 720 00:35:28,001 --> 00:35:34,967 ♪ ♪ 721 00:35:35,008 --> 00:35:36,426 What the hell was that? 722 00:35:36,468 --> 00:35:39,596 I...I needed to find out what she knew. 723 00:35:39,638 --> 00:35:41,723 You have a girl hanging on by an absolute fucking thread, 724 00:35:41,765 --> 00:35:43,559 and your move is to go in and slice it? 725 00:35:43,600 --> 00:35:45,143 What is wrong with you? 726 00:35:45,185 --> 00:35:47,771 You take your delusions, and you take your theories, 727 00:35:47,813 --> 00:35:51,024 and you fucking bury them, now! 728 00:35:51,066 --> 00:35:52,609 And if you ever take them 729 00:35:52,651 --> 00:35:54,903 within 100 feet of Rachel again, 730 00:35:54,945 --> 00:35:57,573 I'll fucking kill you. 731 00:35:57,614 --> 00:36:02,953 ♪ ♪ 732 00:36:02,995 --> 00:36:05,539 [Raf] Some realities are too hard to let in... 733 00:36:06,832 --> 00:36:10,961 ...too scary... 734 00:36:11,003 --> 00:36:14,006 too ugly, too... 735 00:36:14,047 --> 00:36:15,924 big. 736 00:36:15,966 --> 00:36:18,552 Like, when we first got there, 737 00:36:18,594 --> 00:36:21,805 no one wanted to admit how terrified we all were. 738 00:36:21,847 --> 00:36:24,266 None of that really sunk in until... 739 00:36:24,308 --> 00:36:28,604 Not, uh, not a massive success as recon missions go. 740 00:36:28,645 --> 00:36:30,063 [Josh groans] 741 00:36:30,105 --> 00:36:33,442 We'll find something. Maybe the others already did. 742 00:36:33,483 --> 00:36:35,027 They're back. 743 00:36:35,068 --> 00:36:38,280 ♪ ♪ 744 00:36:38,322 --> 00:36:40,240 What the fuck? 745 00:36:41,867 --> 00:36:43,201 [Seth] Holy shit. 746 00:36:43,243 --> 00:36:45,787 [ominous music] 747 00:36:45,829 --> 00:36:51,001 ♪ ♪ 748 00:36:51,043 --> 00:36:53,128 [person] Oh, fuck. Oh, Jesus. 749 00:36:53,170 --> 00:37:00,177 ♪ ♪ 750 00:37:04,181 --> 00:37:07,142 [person] Oh, fuck. Oh, shit. 751 00:37:07,184 --> 00:37:08,644 Oh, fuck. 752 00:37:08,685 --> 00:37:15,692 ♪ ♪ 753 00:37:18,779 --> 00:37:20,614 DJ. 754 00:37:22,282 --> 00:37:23,367 Yeah. 755 00:37:23,408 --> 00:37:25,369 How did you figure that happened? 756 00:37:25,410 --> 00:37:28,080 We didn't know. 757 00:37:28,121 --> 00:37:32,000 You know, we figured he went to take a piss, 758 00:37:32,042 --> 00:37:34,586 slipped on a rock and got swept out and, uh... 759 00:37:37,214 --> 00:37:39,508 Got swept out and...? 760 00:37:39,549 --> 00:37:42,135 I don't know, but... 761 00:37:44,888 --> 00:37:47,182 ...it haunts me... 762 00:37:49,559 --> 00:37:53,105 ...like a lot of things that happened on that island. 763 00:37:53,146 --> 00:37:56,108 [somber music] 764 00:37:56,149 --> 00:37:58,652 ♪ ♪ 765 00:37:58,694 --> 00:38:00,320 I don't get how it even happened. 766 00:38:00,362 --> 00:38:02,406 [Seth] The tide was vicious. 767 00:38:02,447 --> 00:38:04,074 He must have got hit by a breaker 768 00:38:04,116 --> 00:38:05,575 and gotten attacked by something. 769 00:38:05,617 --> 00:38:07,494 [Scotty] Shit, man. 770 00:38:07,536 --> 00:38:09,204 Nature doesn't play. 771 00:38:10,914 --> 00:38:12,416 So what are we gonna do with him? 772 00:38:12,457 --> 00:38:14,292 [Henry] We can't leave him here. 773 00:38:14,334 --> 00:38:16,837 Every carnivore on this island will come for him... 774 00:38:16,878 --> 00:38:21,299 ♪ ♪ 775 00:38:21,341 --> 00:38:23,385 ...and then us. 776 00:38:25,053 --> 00:38:28,181 We could do a Navy funeral... 777 00:38:28,223 --> 00:38:30,809 like some of my dad's friends in the service. 778 00:38:33,311 --> 00:38:34,730 I mean, at sea. 779 00:38:36,231 --> 00:38:38,150 Absolutely not. 780 00:38:38,191 --> 00:38:39,443 With the thing that ate him, bro? 781 00:38:39,484 --> 00:38:41,069 - Fuck, no. - [Seth] No, no, guys, guys. 782 00:38:41,111 --> 00:38:42,487 I-I think Bo is right. 783 00:38:42,529 --> 00:38:44,281 That's fucking insane. 784 00:38:44,322 --> 00:38:47,576 If we...if we weigh him down and we keep him close, 785 00:38:47,617 --> 00:38:49,661 then we stay safe. 786 00:38:53,832 --> 00:38:56,334 Osama bin Laden was buried at sea. 787 00:38:56,376 --> 00:38:58,628 God, who even cares right now? 788 00:39:00,839 --> 00:39:03,341 Okay, so who's... 789 00:39:03,383 --> 00:39:06,261 pallbearing this affair? 790 00:39:06,303 --> 00:39:08,013 Because if there's something out there 791 00:39:08,055 --> 00:39:11,767 that can literally deface a bitch... 792 00:39:11,808 --> 00:39:13,518 [scoffs] ...I think I'm a no. 793 00:39:18,273 --> 00:39:19,900 I'll do it. 794 00:39:22,194 --> 00:39:24,196 I can't do it alone. 795 00:39:24,237 --> 00:39:27,574 Raf, you okay to wingman? 796 00:39:30,410 --> 00:39:32,829 Y-yeah. Uh, yes. 797 00:39:32,871 --> 00:39:36,792 He picked me. I don't know why. 798 00:39:36,833 --> 00:39:40,087 But he picked me. 799 00:39:40,128 --> 00:39:44,424 He picked me to walk into the dark with him. 800 00:39:44,466 --> 00:39:46,468 And I liked it. 801 00:39:46,510 --> 00:39:48,136 [♪ No Mono: "Violence Broken"] 802 00:39:48,178 --> 00:39:51,556 [singer] ♪ This is the bottom line ♪ 803 00:39:51,598 --> 00:39:54,684 ♪ Let it find you ♪ 804 00:39:54,726 --> 00:39:57,395 ♪ I'll go there with you ♪ 805 00:39:57,437 --> 00:40:00,232 ♪ ♪ 806 00:40:00,273 --> 00:40:03,568 ♪ I guess it's kind of like ♪ 807 00:40:03,610 --> 00:40:08,490 ♪ You're losing all you had held on to ♪ 808 00:40:08,532 --> 00:40:12,244 ♪ ♪ 809 00:40:12,285 --> 00:40:15,622 ♪ And I can hear it now ♪ 810 00:40:15,664 --> 00:40:18,625 ♪ Rushing over ♪ 811 00:40:18,667 --> 00:40:20,794 ♪ Rushing to me ♪ 812 00:40:20,836 --> 00:40:24,131 ♪ ♪ 813 00:40:24,172 --> 00:40:27,634 ♪ You know I'm feeling like ♪ 814 00:40:27,676 --> 00:40:33,515 ♪ Help me, help me ♪ 815 00:40:33,557 --> 00:40:36,560 ♪ ♪ 816 00:40:36,601 --> 00:40:42,983 ♪ Help me, help me ♪ 817 00:40:43,024 --> 00:40:45,152 ♪ Help me ♪ 818 00:40:45,193 --> 00:40:50,782 ♪ ♪ 819 00:40:53,118 --> 00:40:55,078 [Dot] It's, uh... 820 00:40:55,120 --> 00:40:59,791 [sighs] It's warmer at the new camp. 821 00:40:59,833 --> 00:41:03,461 Nice atmosphere, too. Martha saged it. 822 00:41:03,503 --> 00:41:07,090 That being said, I'm not actually here to evict you. 823 00:41:08,842 --> 00:41:11,052 You need to stay, you stay. 824 00:41:16,725 --> 00:41:20,437 [breathes deeply] 825 00:41:20,478 --> 00:41:24,065 I had a school counselor give me a pamphlet 826 00:41:24,107 --> 00:41:28,153 on the so-called five stages of grief... 827 00:41:28,195 --> 00:41:32,699 denial, bargaining, so on and such. 828 00:41:32,741 --> 00:41:34,117 Dumb. 829 00:41:34,159 --> 00:41:36,912 Real dumb. 830 00:41:36,953 --> 00:41:41,249 I used that pamphlet to move a spider out of my house. 831 00:41:41,291 --> 00:41:44,377 And then I threw that shit in the trash. 832 00:41:46,338 --> 00:41:50,258 There is no way that there's only five. 833 00:41:50,300 --> 00:41:52,969 [dramatic music] 834 00:41:53,011 --> 00:41:57,766 You lose someone, and every new second 835 00:41:57,807 --> 00:42:01,937 feels like a brand-new circle of hell. 836 00:42:01,978 --> 00:42:05,023 So I'm thinking... 837 00:42:05,065 --> 00:42:07,567 however many seconds in your lifetime 838 00:42:07,609 --> 00:42:11,404 that they're gone, that's how many. 839 00:42:14,366 --> 00:42:16,952 Just a billion little bullshit stages. 840 00:42:19,037 --> 00:42:20,956 So I'm not gonna rush you. 841 00:42:20,997 --> 00:42:24,960 It's not up to me how much time you need. 842 00:42:25,001 --> 00:42:27,170 I just hope that you're cool with company 843 00:42:27,212 --> 00:42:31,508 because I'm not letting you stay out here alone. 844 00:42:31,549 --> 00:42:33,093 So... 845 00:42:33,134 --> 00:42:36,805 you got any good games we could play, 846 00:42:36,846 --> 00:42:40,767 you know, pass the time a little? 847 00:42:43,770 --> 00:42:45,689 [Rachel] Miss Mary Mack. 848 00:42:47,440 --> 00:42:49,109 Not familiar. 849 00:42:50,568 --> 00:42:55,073 ♪ Miss Mary Mack, Mack, Mack ♪ 850 00:42:55,115 --> 00:42:59,703 ♪ All dressed in black, black, black ♪ 851 00:42:59,744 --> 00:43:05,125 ♪ With silver buttons, buttons, buttons ♪ 852 00:43:05,166 --> 00:43:07,794 Wait, isn't that, like, a... 853 00:43:07,836 --> 00:43:10,213 like, a clapping game? 854 00:43:10,255 --> 00:43:11,965 [chuckles] 855 00:43:12,007 --> 00:43:14,092 You're jerking me around. 856 00:43:15,969 --> 00:43:17,971 [laughs] 857 00:43:18,013 --> 00:43:21,224 A little fun at my own expense. 858 00:43:26,855 --> 00:43:29,524 I'm gonna tell you what this is right here. 859 00:43:32,152 --> 00:43:34,154 I'm not moving on. 860 00:43:35,572 --> 00:43:37,490 There is no... 861 00:43:38,908 --> 00:43:42,245 ...leveling out of this feeling. 862 00:43:42,287 --> 00:43:44,873 [sighs] I'm just... 863 00:43:46,499 --> 00:43:48,168 I'm just tired. 864 00:43:49,961 --> 00:43:52,881 And as nice as you're being, 865 00:43:52,922 --> 00:43:55,633 I don't want you to watch over me like that. 866 00:43:57,677 --> 00:43:59,846 That was always her gig. 867 00:43:59,888 --> 00:44:03,058 ♪ ♪ 868 00:44:03,099 --> 00:44:05,769 And I'm just not ready to fill that position yet. 869 00:44:05,810 --> 00:44:12,817 ♪ ♪ 870 00:44:14,527 --> 00:44:16,488 [sighs] 871 00:44:16,529 --> 00:44:23,411 ♪ ♪ 872 00:44:38,259 --> 00:44:40,053 You comin'? 873 00:44:47,936 --> 00:44:53,733 ♪ ♪ 874 00:44:53,775 --> 00:44:56,778 [insects chirping] 875 00:45:01,324 --> 00:45:04,994 This is an upgrade, right? 876 00:45:05,036 --> 00:45:08,123 Like, I know it is 877 00:45:08,164 --> 00:45:10,125 in just about every way, 878 00:45:10,166 --> 00:45:12,085 but something feels off. 879 00:45:13,545 --> 00:45:16,214 [Fatin] I know. It's like we changed our white-noise machine 880 00:45:16,256 --> 00:45:20,427 from ocean sounds to woodsy ambience. 881 00:45:20,468 --> 00:45:23,596 I'm not quite vibing with it. 882 00:45:23,638 --> 00:45:26,391 I think it's just different, is all. 883 00:45:30,103 --> 00:45:31,938 I know what it is. 884 00:45:31,980 --> 00:45:33,731 Oh, God. 885 00:45:33,773 --> 00:45:35,817 I almost forgot. 886 00:45:35,859 --> 00:45:37,861 [sighs] 887 00:45:37,902 --> 00:45:40,947 It's that we're missing someone. 888 00:45:40,989 --> 00:45:45,535 - [laughter] - [Fatin] Hey, there he is. 889 00:45:45,577 --> 00:45:46,870 [Martha] Welcome home, Marcus. 890 00:45:46,911 --> 00:45:48,163 Oh, my Lord! 891 00:45:48,204 --> 00:45:49,539 [laughter] 892 00:45:49,581 --> 00:45:51,249 [Martha] That was close. 893 00:45:51,291 --> 00:45:54,043 I'm so sorry, baby. 894 00:45:54,085 --> 00:45:56,921 It's okay. It's gonna be okay. 895 00:45:56,963 --> 00:45:58,339 [laughter] 896 00:45:58,381 --> 00:46:00,508 It's gonna be okay. 897 00:46:02,177 --> 00:46:05,180 We're all gonna be okay. 898 00:46:05,221 --> 00:46:08,641 [soft music] 899 00:46:08,683 --> 00:46:10,894 ♪ ♪ 900 00:46:10,935 --> 00:46:12,979 Here's fucking hoping. 901 00:46:14,647 --> 00:46:16,232 [Halsey] ♪ 'Cause I ♪ 902 00:46:16,274 --> 00:46:20,737 ♪ Sabotage the things I love the most ♪ 903 00:46:20,778 --> 00:46:25,992 ♪ Camouflage so I can feed the lie that I'm composed ♪ 904 00:46:26,034 --> 00:46:28,328 ♪ You do not want this ♪ 905 00:46:28,369 --> 00:46:32,373 ♪ Sabotage the things I love the most ♪ 906 00:46:32,415 --> 00:46:34,375 ♪ You do not want this ♪ 907 00:46:34,417 --> 00:46:39,631 ♪ Camouflage so I can feed the lie that I'm composed ♪ 908 00:46:39,672 --> 00:46:41,382 ♪ You do not want this ♪ 909 00:46:41,424 --> 00:46:43,760 ♪ ♪ 910 00:46:43,801 --> 00:46:46,429 ♪ You do not want this ♪ 911 00:46:46,471 --> 00:46:50,350 ♪ ♪ 912 00:46:50,391 --> 00:46:52,310 ♪ You do not ♪ 913 00:46:52,352 --> 00:46:59,359 ♪ ♪ 914 00:47:04,072 --> 00:47:06,199 [Seth] What's...what's her name? 915 00:47:06,241 --> 00:47:07,408 Sorry? 916 00:47:07,450 --> 00:47:09,994 [Seth] I've...I've seen those bracelets before. 917 00:47:10,036 --> 00:47:12,205 If it's hooked, that means you're taken, right? 918 00:47:13,498 --> 00:47:15,166 Yeah. I-it's dumb, I know. 919 00:47:15,208 --> 00:47:18,211 It's like a wedding ring for stupid kids. 920 00:47:19,546 --> 00:47:21,297 I think it's kind of dope. 921 00:47:21,339 --> 00:47:22,882 I actually think you do, too. 922 00:47:22,924 --> 00:47:24,884 Here, some warm-up gear. 923 00:47:24,926 --> 00:47:28,096 Um, a sweatshirt and a beer coat. 924 00:47:28,137 --> 00:47:29,847 Well, it's not a beer, but you get the idea. 925 00:47:29,889 --> 00:47:33,101 It washed up on the... from the wreck, I guess. 926 00:47:35,895 --> 00:47:38,898 This belongs to Josh Herbert. 927 00:47:38,940 --> 00:47:41,484 His mother loves him. 928 00:47:41,526 --> 00:47:44,404 - More like his housekeeper. - [both chuckle] 929 00:47:45,697 --> 00:47:49,325 Guess I should tell Marisol I actually belong to Josh now. 930 00:47:49,367 --> 00:47:52,120 [laughs] So it's Marisol. 931 00:47:53,955 --> 00:47:55,081 Hmm. 932 00:47:55,123 --> 00:47:57,208 I have a girlfriend, too. 933 00:47:57,250 --> 00:47:58,960 Julia. 934 00:48:00,545 --> 00:48:02,380 Man, I told her I'd send her a postcard, 935 00:48:02,422 --> 00:48:04,674 but it's got to be more of a message-in-a-bottle situation. 936 00:48:08,803 --> 00:48:10,888 Hey, um... 937 00:48:10,930 --> 00:48:12,307 real check-in. 938 00:48:12,348 --> 00:48:13,516 You doing okay? 939 00:48:15,310 --> 00:48:17,103 You ask people that a lot. 940 00:48:17,145 --> 00:48:20,064 I know. I know. It's kind of my thing. 941 00:48:20,106 --> 00:48:22,442 Julia says that I'm like a kindergarten teacher 942 00:48:22,483 --> 00:48:24,277 in Northern California. [chuckles] 943 00:48:24,319 --> 00:48:29,282 No, no, I mean, I actually think it's cool. 944 00:48:32,035 --> 00:48:33,745 So... 945 00:48:33,786 --> 00:48:35,121 are you? 946 00:48:35,163 --> 00:48:38,124 [dramatic music] 947 00:48:38,166 --> 00:48:39,500 ♪ ♪ 948 00:48:39,542 --> 00:48:41,252 Not really. 949 00:48:43,171 --> 00:48:44,088 You? 950 00:48:44,130 --> 00:48:46,382 ♪ ♪ 951 00:48:46,424 --> 00:48:47,967 No. 952 00:48:49,177 --> 00:48:50,762 But in the back of my mind, I'm counting 953 00:48:50,803 --> 00:48:53,348 on the whole "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger." 954 00:48:53,389 --> 00:48:57,393 ♪ ♪ 955 00:48:57,435 --> 00:48:59,187 I'm not. 956 00:49:02,023 --> 00:49:04,275 [Young] You're not what? 957 00:49:04,317 --> 00:49:05,985 Stronger. 958 00:49:06,027 --> 00:49:09,030 But you have changed. 959 00:49:09,072 --> 00:49:11,449 I imagine you'd concede that. 960 00:49:11,491 --> 00:49:13,076 How? 961 00:49:13,117 --> 00:49:15,161 [Faber] Well, you're not a little good, 962 00:49:15,203 --> 00:49:18,081 quiet Catholic kid from Tijuana. 963 00:49:18,122 --> 00:49:21,209 I mean, not... not saying that, uh, 964 00:49:21,250 --> 00:49:23,795 you're no longer that, but... 965 00:49:23,836 --> 00:49:28,508 just saying that there are differences. 966 00:49:28,549 --> 00:49:30,843 What I hate... 967 00:49:32,595 --> 00:49:35,223 ...is that you can't control it... 968 00:49:37,558 --> 00:49:39,852 ♪ ♪ 969 00:49:39,894 --> 00:49:42,188 ...what you turn into. 970 00:49:42,230 --> 00:49:45,191 ♪ ♪ 971 00:49:45,233 --> 00:49:49,612 We all started wanting to be things... 972 00:49:49,654 --> 00:49:51,239 strong... 973 00:49:53,116 --> 00:49:54,867 ...loved... 974 00:49:54,909 --> 00:49:57,870 ♪ ♪ 975 00:49:57,912 --> 00:50:00,164 ...safe... 976 00:50:00,206 --> 00:50:02,625 ♪ ♪ 977 00:50:02,667 --> 00:50:04,460 ...powerful... 978 00:50:04,502 --> 00:50:08,589 ♪ ♪ 979 00:50:08,631 --> 00:50:10,174 ...included... 980 00:50:10,216 --> 00:50:13,469 ♪ ♪ 981 00:50:13,511 --> 00:50:14,679 ...seen... 982 00:50:14,721 --> 00:50:17,265 ♪ ♪ 983 00:50:17,306 --> 00:50:20,101 ...to be with someone, 984 00:50:20,143 --> 00:50:23,521 to be like someone. 985 00:50:23,563 --> 00:50:27,859 We wanted to be all that. 986 00:50:27,900 --> 00:50:31,070 We wanted to be men. 987 00:50:31,112 --> 00:50:33,698 But the truth is... 988 00:50:36,743 --> 00:50:39,454 ...some of us were becoming monsters. 989 00:50:39,495 --> 00:50:43,040 ♪ ♪ 990 00:50:43,082 --> 00:50:46,127 [insects chirping] 991 00:50:46,169 --> 00:50:48,129 Not into it? 992 00:50:48,171 --> 00:50:50,047 I don't really drink much. 993 00:50:50,089 --> 00:50:52,341 Hmm. 994 00:50:52,383 --> 00:50:55,595 Well, you could pour one out. For DJ. 995 00:50:55,636 --> 00:50:57,889 I mean, we're basically hypothermic on his account. 996 00:50:57,930 --> 00:51:00,433 But, hey, a nice gesture. 997 00:51:04,395 --> 00:51:06,522 Here we go. 998 00:51:06,564 --> 00:51:09,776 - DJ. - For DJ. 999 00:51:09,817 --> 00:51:12,904 ♪ ♪ 1000 00:51:12,945 --> 00:51:15,072 Ahh. 1001 00:51:15,114 --> 00:51:22,121 ♪ ♪ 1002 00:51:23,664 --> 00:51:25,208 Hey. 1003 00:51:25,249 --> 00:51:27,543 ♪ ♪ 1004 00:51:27,585 --> 00:51:30,129 Was it as miserable as you thought it'd be? 1005 00:51:33,716 --> 00:51:36,177 Answer me when I ask you a question. 1006 00:51:36,219 --> 00:51:38,346 Fine, sure. 1007 00:51:38,387 --> 00:51:40,598 ♪ ♪ 1008 00:51:40,640 --> 00:51:42,308 It was infinitely more miserable 1009 00:51:42,350 --> 00:51:44,101 than I ever could have imagined. 1010 00:51:44,143 --> 00:51:48,356 And I cannot believe you willingly put me through it. 1011 00:51:48,397 --> 00:51:51,234 Well, such is the wages of sin, Devon. 1012 00:51:51,275 --> 00:51:53,236 Fuck you. 1013 00:51:53,277 --> 00:51:56,030 I-I cannot believe your ingratitude. 1014 00:51:56,072 --> 00:51:59,408 After what you did and the strings I pulled... 1015 00:51:59,450 --> 00:52:03,079 What part of "fuck you" wasn't clear, Mom? 1016 00:52:04,455 --> 00:52:07,542 You know what? I royally fucked up. 1017 00:52:07,583 --> 00:52:10,336 I'm a shitty kid. I am. 1018 00:52:10,378 --> 00:52:13,548 Who doesn't know enough about the world or myself 1019 00:52:13,589 --> 00:52:15,716 not to ruin things every once in a while. 1020 00:52:15,758 --> 00:52:19,804 And I live with that every day. 1021 00:52:19,846 --> 00:52:23,140 A person is dead 'cause of what I did. 1022 00:52:23,182 --> 00:52:27,311 But you, you're this whole entire adult 1023 00:52:27,353 --> 00:52:31,023 destroying the lives of these kids. 1024 00:52:31,065 --> 00:52:33,442 And it's not an accident. 1025 00:52:33,484 --> 00:52:34,944 You planned this. 1026 00:52:34,986 --> 00:52:37,488 ♪ ♪ 1027 00:52:37,530 --> 00:52:39,115 You enjoy it. 1028 00:52:39,156 --> 00:52:41,367 ♪ ♪ 1029 00:52:41,409 --> 00:52:43,744 I might be a fuck-up, 1030 00:52:43,786 --> 00:52:46,122 but you're a fuckin' psychopath. 1031 00:52:46,163 --> 00:52:53,170 ♪ ♪ 1032 00:52:55,756 --> 00:52:58,217 Thanks for being such a team player today. 1033 00:53:00,428 --> 00:53:02,221 We'll be calling you back in at some point. 1034 00:53:02,263 --> 00:53:05,349 Maybe as soon as tomorrow, so be prepared for that. 1035 00:53:07,727 --> 00:53:09,186 Take care. 1036 00:53:09,228 --> 00:53:16,235 ♪ ♪ 1037 00:53:26,787 --> 00:53:29,749 Don't scream. 1038 00:55:34,874 --> 00:55:36,876 [child] Beep, beep, coming through!