1 00:00:19,437 --> 00:00:20,980 I know this is delicate, 2 00:00:21,021 --> 00:00:24,692 but we do need your account of what happened that day. 3 00:00:27,111 --> 00:00:28,863 Right. 4 00:00:28,904 --> 00:00:30,906 Rachel! 5 00:00:43,544 --> 00:00:47,256 We couldn't see them, you know? 6 00:00:47,298 --> 00:00:48,632 We could hear them. 7 00:00:51,969 --> 00:00:54,472 If I'm being honest, I can still hear them. 8 00:00:54,513 --> 00:00:56,390 Rachel! 9 00:00:56,432 --> 00:01:00,144 Nora! Nora! 10 00:01:00,186 --> 00:01:02,396 It could have lasted a second. 11 00:01:02,438 --> 00:01:04,607 Or maybe an hour. I don't know. 12 00:01:04,648 --> 00:01:06,984 And some things you just can't... 13 00:01:07,026 --> 00:01:08,944 But then she was just... 14 00:01:10,321 --> 00:01:13,157 Nora. Nora! 15 00:01:16,202 --> 00:01:18,078 Gone. 16 00:01:18,120 --> 00:01:21,081 She was gone. 17 00:01:27,546 --> 00:01:29,757 It was Dot who saw her first. 18 00:01:29,799 --> 00:01:31,467 Rachel! 19 00:01:31,509 --> 00:01:33,219 - You're bleeding. 20 00:01:33,260 --> 00:01:34,470 - Where are you bleeding? 21 00:01:34,512 --> 00:01:36,263 I lost her. 22 00:01:36,305 --> 00:01:39,183 Some of us froze. 23 00:01:39,225 --> 00:01:41,310 But some of us just sort of... 24 00:01:41,352 --> 00:01:42,520 ...knew what to do. 25 00:01:42,561 --> 00:01:45,231 I'm gonna have to cauterize it. 26 00:01:49,443 --> 00:01:50,820 Hold her down. 27 00:01:53,322 --> 00:01:54,740 Now. 28 00:02:01,580 --> 00:02:04,333 Some of us took it harder than others, 29 00:02:04,375 --> 00:02:07,002 who let the whole thing... 30 00:02:07,044 --> 00:02:09,421 shatter them. 31 00:02:15,886 --> 00:02:18,138 No! 32 00:02:20,599 --> 00:02:23,894 The pit was here! Nora put me here! 33 00:02:31,443 --> 00:02:33,779 There are no... 34 00:02:33,821 --> 00:02:35,155 upsides. 35 00:02:37,199 --> 00:02:40,244 And I don't think there ever will be. 36 00:02:40,286 --> 00:02:42,705 But what I will say for all of us... 37 00:02:42,746 --> 00:02:44,164 Is that it tied us together. 38 00:02:44,206 --> 00:02:48,627 Into, like, I don't know... 39 00:02:48,669 --> 00:02:50,754 something more than we were. 40 00:02:52,590 --> 00:02:56,051 Yeah, after that happened, we became, like... 41 00:02:59,847 --> 00:03:02,808 There's no other way to say it. We became a family. 42 00:03:05,269 --> 00:03:07,187 It was how fast it all happened. 43 00:03:07,229 --> 00:03:10,107 That's what's hard to believe... 44 00:03:10,149 --> 00:03:13,861 that idea that only three weeks before, 45 00:03:13,903 --> 00:03:15,821 we... 46 00:03:15,863 --> 00:03:18,073 we didn't know each other at all. 47 00:03:21,744 --> 00:03:26,373 There was awkwardness, distance... 48 00:03:26,415 --> 00:03:29,627 a lot of glances... 49 00:03:29,668 --> 00:03:32,463 politeness. 50 00:03:32,504 --> 00:03:35,132 We were cautious, with our walls up, 51 00:03:35,174 --> 00:03:39,261 just strangers heading in a new direction... 52 00:03:41,096 --> 00:03:44,266 ...with no fucking idea what was coming. 53 00:03:49,188 --> 00:03:51,357 Cake anyone? 54 00:04:00,658 --> 00:04:02,368 - Passageways intro video, 55 00:04:02,409 --> 00:04:04,870 take uno. 56 00:04:04,912 --> 00:04:06,330 I'm Josh Herbert, 57 00:04:06,372 --> 00:04:09,083 and I am super stoked about this retreat. 58 00:04:10,793 --> 00:04:12,086 Oh, nice. 59 00:04:12,127 --> 00:04:14,421 Rosa...comin' hot with my meds. 60 00:04:14,463 --> 00:04:16,715 Saw the activity list for this retreat. 61 00:04:18,300 --> 00:04:20,010 As I was saying, I am super stoked. 62 00:04:20,052 --> 00:04:23,931 Like, almost as stoked as I was about magic camp. 63 00:04:25,474 --> 00:04:27,017 I run a sub-50 400, 64 00:04:27,059 --> 00:04:29,186 and I deadlift three times my body weight. 65 00:04:29,228 --> 00:04:30,854 So, if you think I'm gonna be challenged 66 00:04:30,896 --> 00:04:34,692 by some stand-up-paddleboarding bullshit, 67 00:04:34,733 --> 00:04:35,943 you can fuck right off. 68 00:04:35,985 --> 00:04:37,987 I've prepared a statement. 69 00:04:38,028 --> 00:04:40,072 I'm going on this retreat against my will. 70 00:04:40,114 --> 00:04:42,324 I'm making this video because it's mandatory, 71 00:04:42,366 --> 00:04:44,076 and I will now offer a short list of things 72 00:04:44,118 --> 00:04:46,120 I'd rather do than go on this trip. 73 00:04:46,161 --> 00:04:47,246 Still deliberating, 74 00:04:47,287 --> 00:04:49,623 but I might wear this on day one. 75 00:04:49,665 --> 00:04:50,958 Walk over thumbtacks... 76 00:04:51,000 --> 00:04:52,543 Sort of my litmus test. 77 00:04:52,584 --> 00:04:55,004 You know, it's like, if you don't know these legends, 78 00:04:55,045 --> 00:04:57,464 I...I just won't to engage with you. 79 00:04:57,506 --> 00:04:58,841 ...get strep throat... 80 00:04:58,882 --> 00:05:00,342 I forgot what I'm supposed to say. 81 00:05:00,384 --> 00:05:02,720 Bo, i-it's just three words to describe yourself. 82 00:05:02,761 --> 00:05:04,054 Um... 83 00:05:04,096 --> 00:05:06,265 ...lick the slide at the McDonald's PlayPlace... 84 00:05:06,306 --> 00:05:08,809 I mow lawns. 85 00:05:08,851 --> 00:05:10,853 The boy does not know how to sell himself. 86 00:05:10,894 --> 00:05:12,271 Here, let me show you how it's done. 87 00:05:12,312 --> 00:05:13,397 Hold that. 88 00:05:13,439 --> 00:05:15,441 Three words... I don't know. 89 00:05:15,482 --> 00:05:17,526 The name's Scotty Simms coming to you live 90 00:05:17,568 --> 00:05:19,987 from the shit-ass corner of the 8-5-0, 91 00:05:20,029 --> 00:05:21,488 but not for long, friends, 92 00:05:21,530 --> 00:05:24,491 'cause I'm a savvy and... and motivated entrepreneur 93 00:05:24,533 --> 00:05:25,659 with some big ideas 94 00:05:25,701 --> 00:05:27,327 for the fashion and skin-care industries. 95 00:05:27,369 --> 00:05:29,038 Scotty, that's more than three words. 96 00:05:32,207 --> 00:05:34,043 Three words that encapsulate me are simply 97 00:05:34,084 --> 00:05:35,210 "man of taste." 98 00:05:35,252 --> 00:05:37,337 Boring white guy. 99 00:05:37,379 --> 00:05:39,381 I mean that literally as well. 100 00:05:39,423 --> 00:05:42,384 I collect rare whiskeys on the DL. 101 00:05:44,678 --> 00:05:46,555 Oh, I barely have to even hide this stuff 102 00:05:46,597 --> 00:05:50,184 'cause Mom's fuckin' clueless. 103 00:05:50,225 --> 00:05:52,770 Mmm. 104 00:05:52,811 --> 00:05:54,605 Beautiful mouthfeel. 105 00:05:54,646 --> 00:05:58,984 I am Rafael Garcia... Raf for short. 106 00:05:59,026 --> 00:06:00,652 Most people call me Raf. 107 00:06:00,694 --> 00:06:02,988 Um... 108 00:06:03,030 --> 00:06:04,198 yeah, I don't...I don't know. 109 00:06:04,239 --> 00:06:07,785 I guess I'm just excited to meet everybody. 110 00:06:07,826 --> 00:06:10,788 Um, never been to Hawaii before. 111 00:06:10,829 --> 00:06:13,624 Actually never been on a plane before, 112 00:06:13,665 --> 00:06:16,585 so I'm a little nervous about that. 113 00:06:17,878 --> 00:06:19,046 Things that I'll miss... 114 00:06:19,088 --> 00:06:21,131 Come in! 115 00:06:24,968 --> 00:06:27,221 You're smiling. That's a nice development. 116 00:06:27,262 --> 00:06:30,140 I was just admiring our beloved control group. 117 00:06:30,182 --> 00:06:31,600 "Beloved"? 118 00:06:31,642 --> 00:06:33,268 Not what I expected you to call them. 119 00:06:33,310 --> 00:06:35,479 34 days, Daniel. 120 00:06:35,521 --> 00:06:37,272 They lasted 34 days, 121 00:06:37,314 --> 00:06:39,775 while the women lasted the full 50, so... 122 00:06:39,817 --> 00:06:44,238 And, God, all that begging for money and tap-dancing 123 00:06:44,279 --> 00:06:47,574 like a fucking monkey for my investors, 124 00:06:47,616 --> 00:06:50,244 that was all worthwhile. 125 00:06:50,285 --> 00:06:52,830 The boys were the perfect failures we needed, 126 00:06:52,871 --> 00:06:55,749 so how could I not belove them? 127 00:06:55,791 --> 00:06:58,544 Yeah, well, we're gonna start processing them now. 128 00:06:58,585 --> 00:07:00,045 Just stopped by to let you know. 129 00:07:00,087 --> 00:07:03,173 You holding up, Dean? You look fraught. 130 00:07:03,215 --> 00:07:05,217 I don't do fraught. 131 00:07:05,259 --> 00:07:08,345 Complicated feelings is, uh, more Dan's thing. 132 00:07:10,055 --> 00:07:14,309 Well, I know this has been a trial, 133 00:07:14,351 --> 00:07:17,229 but I'm asking for one last push from both of you. 134 00:07:19,189 --> 00:07:22,860 There is no question they imploded. 135 00:07:22,901 --> 00:07:26,280 Once we find out how... 136 00:07:26,321 --> 00:07:28,282 we wear the crown. 137 00:07:30,868 --> 00:07:33,912 Yeah. Go break 'em open, gentlemen. 138 00:07:33,954 --> 00:07:36,874 Oh, if you can, start with this little angel. 139 00:07:36,915 --> 00:07:39,668 I want to know how he fell. 140 00:07:47,384 --> 00:07:49,761 I don't really know what you guys want from me. 141 00:07:49,803 --> 00:07:52,181 Well, just your version of what happened. 142 00:07:54,600 --> 00:07:56,143 Why don't we take those off? 143 00:07:56,185 --> 00:07:59,229 They're an "abundance of caution" measure anyway. 144 00:07:59,271 --> 00:08:02,191 Because of what I did? 145 00:08:02,232 --> 00:08:04,401 Yes, Rafael. 146 00:08:04,443 --> 00:08:05,944 It's Raf. 147 00:08:07,779 --> 00:08:09,698 I go by Raf. 148 00:08:21,210 --> 00:08:23,337 Well, Raf, 149 00:08:23,378 --> 00:08:25,505 why don't you take us through that first day? 150 00:08:39,019 --> 00:08:41,647 I remember not knowing names. 151 00:08:41,688 --> 00:08:44,524 Never been very good at it. 152 00:08:44,566 --> 00:08:46,944 Maybe it's 'cause everybody is so bad with mine. 153 00:08:48,528 --> 00:08:50,489 But, yeah, that, uh... 154 00:08:52,699 --> 00:08:56,161 ...that first day, I just sort of knew the basics. 155 00:08:56,203 --> 00:08:58,080 There was the two best friends from Florida... 156 00:08:59,998 --> 00:09:04,336 ...Josh, whose name I only knew from school, 157 00:09:04,378 --> 00:09:06,588 the smart one with the fancy clothes, 158 00:09:06,630 --> 00:09:11,426 the lax-bro, the emo kid with the glasses, 159 00:09:11,468 --> 00:09:14,388 and his stepbrother Seth, 160 00:09:14,429 --> 00:09:17,224 whose name, for some reason, just... 161 00:09:19,226 --> 00:09:20,978 ...stuck with me. 162 00:09:22,187 --> 00:09:23,772 Oh. 163 00:09:23,814 --> 00:09:27,276 And, of course, the tracksuit kid... 164 00:09:27,317 --> 00:09:30,862 who really hated his mom. 165 00:09:30,904 --> 00:09:33,490 Good one, Mother. Great idea. 166 00:09:33,532 --> 00:09:36,535 How about...how about we... we ship me off 167 00:09:36,576 --> 00:09:40,706 to some wilderness fucking circle jerk? 168 00:09:40,747 --> 00:09:42,374 "Maybe it'll be fun," she said. 169 00:09:42,416 --> 00:09:43,875 Yeah, "Maybe you'll learn something." 170 00:09:43,917 --> 00:09:45,377 Okay, sure. Yeah. 171 00:09:45,419 --> 00:09:48,338 Maybe I'll learn what it's like to almost basically drown. 172 00:09:48,380 --> 00:09:49,798 Maybe I'll learn what it's like 173 00:09:49,840 --> 00:09:53,093 to get a metric shit-ton of water up my fuckin' nose! 174 00:09:53,135 --> 00:09:56,013 Or maybe I'll learn what it's like to absolutely 175 00:09:56,054 --> 00:09:58,849 and extremely hate you, 176 00:09:58,890 --> 00:10:02,060 you fucking dick-tit! 177 00:10:02,102 --> 00:10:03,812 Oh, jeez, fuck! 178 00:10:03,854 --> 00:10:06,440 - God. 179 00:10:08,400 --> 00:10:09,985 I'm...I'm sorry. 180 00:10:10,027 --> 00:10:11,611 I just...I just... 181 00:10:11,653 --> 00:10:13,697 I can't pretend that that shit wasn't funny. 182 00:10:13,739 --> 00:10:16,074 "Dick-tit!" 183 00:10:30,881 --> 00:10:31,882 Hey, you doing okay? 184 00:10:31,923 --> 00:10:33,175 No. 185 00:10:33,216 --> 00:10:34,426 Henry, come on. Not now. 186 00:10:34,468 --> 00:10:35,927 What? 187 00:10:35,969 --> 00:10:37,554 We're either lost, dead, or raptured. 188 00:10:37,596 --> 00:10:38,889 None of us are okay. 189 00:10:38,930 --> 00:10:40,557 I'll rephrase. 190 00:10:40,599 --> 00:10:42,642 Are you doing okay, considering? 191 00:10:45,937 --> 00:10:47,856 Why are you doing that? 192 00:10:49,274 --> 00:10:50,442 Doing what? 193 00:10:50,484 --> 00:10:52,110 Crying. 194 00:10:52,152 --> 00:10:55,155 It's fine, actually. It's healthy, really. 195 00:10:55,197 --> 00:10:58,200 And I think it should be more normalized as a behavior. 196 00:10:58,241 --> 00:11:00,243 Jesus fucking Christ. 197 00:11:00,285 --> 00:11:02,871 Who came with this kid? 198 00:11:02,913 --> 00:11:04,915 Is he always like this? 199 00:11:06,375 --> 00:11:07,834 I...I don't really know. 200 00:11:07,876 --> 00:11:10,337 We're in different friend groups. 201 00:11:10,379 --> 00:11:11,963 Hi, Rafe. 202 00:11:12,005 --> 00:11:13,340 Whatever. 203 00:11:13,382 --> 00:11:15,133 Look, we've been sitting on our asses for too long. 204 00:11:15,175 --> 00:11:18,053 Let's quit fuckin' crying and do something. 205 00:11:18,095 --> 00:11:20,222 Uh, hey, man. W-what's your name, again? 206 00:11:20,263 --> 00:11:21,681 He'll tell you it's Kirin, 207 00:11:21,723 --> 00:11:23,975 but we all know he's a natural-born Chad. 208 00:11:24,017 --> 00:11:26,478 Don't start, Taylor. Don't even start. 209 00:11:26,520 --> 00:11:29,147 Okay, uh, some history there. 210 00:11:29,189 --> 00:11:30,941 Uh, look, Kirin, 211 00:11:30,982 --> 00:11:33,151 why don't we just let Josh be Josh for a sec? 212 00:11:33,193 --> 00:11:34,569 We've all been dropped into this, like, 213 00:11:34,611 --> 00:11:36,029 live-action fever dream. 214 00:11:36,071 --> 00:11:37,906 We should probably normalize 215 00:11:37,948 --> 00:11:39,533 having any reaction that we want. 216 00:11:39,574 --> 00:11:41,368 Like, if you want to call your mom a dick-tit, 217 00:11:41,410 --> 00:11:42,786 then go for it. 218 00:11:42,828 --> 00:11:44,287 I did need to. She fuckin' sucks. 219 00:11:44,329 --> 00:11:45,580 God damn it, people. 220 00:11:45,622 --> 00:11:48,083 Can we please stop talking and just move? 221 00:11:48,125 --> 00:11:49,167 And go where? 222 00:11:49,209 --> 00:11:50,710 To go look for shit. 223 00:11:50,752 --> 00:11:52,462 Deserted islands don't even exist. 224 00:11:52,504 --> 00:11:54,131 We fuckin' found 'em all. 225 00:11:54,172 --> 00:11:55,674 Yeah, see that's true. 226 00:11:55,715 --> 00:11:57,968 All these islands been snapped up by rich dudes 227 00:11:58,009 --> 00:11:59,469 with, like, Illuminati money. 228 00:11:59,511 --> 00:12:01,513 All right, everybody up! 229 00:12:04,599 --> 00:12:07,269 Why did I just do what he told me to do? 230 00:12:07,310 --> 00:12:09,938 It's that captain daddy voice. You just can't fight it. 231 00:12:09,980 --> 00:12:11,523 I mean, look at me, I've loathed him 232 00:12:11,565 --> 00:12:13,275 since middle school, and my ass got up. 233 00:12:13,316 --> 00:12:15,569 Look, obviously, rescue's coming, 234 00:12:15,610 --> 00:12:18,071 but if there's some sick hotel around the corner 235 00:12:18,113 --> 00:12:20,490 and we're too lazy to go find it, 236 00:12:20,532 --> 00:12:22,742 we're gonna feel like total dicks. 237 00:12:22,784 --> 00:12:25,871 So I think we split up, head in separate directions. 238 00:12:25,912 --> 00:12:29,082 Just send someone back when you find something. 239 00:12:29,124 --> 00:12:32,669 Everyone from here over, you're one group. 240 00:12:32,711 --> 00:12:35,213 I mean... 241 00:12:38,383 --> 00:12:40,302 I mean from here over. 242 00:12:40,343 --> 00:12:43,638 The others, you're with me. Let's go. 243 00:12:43,680 --> 00:12:48,018 It's still happening. It's like a tractor beam. 244 00:12:48,059 --> 00:12:52,981 So, hey, you, uh, doing okay? You bouncing back? 245 00:12:53,023 --> 00:12:57,444 Way back, yeah. I always get a cry high. 246 00:12:57,486 --> 00:12:59,654 Oh, good. 247 00:12:59,696 --> 00:13:02,699 So, look, as much as I hate taking advice 248 00:13:02,741 --> 00:13:04,075 from a triple-didge. 249 00:13:04,117 --> 00:13:05,368 A what? 250 00:13:05,410 --> 00:13:07,329 Oh, sorry, it's just this thing that I say. 251 00:13:07,370 --> 00:13:10,165 You know, when someone has a triple-digit SAT score, it... 252 00:13:11,583 --> 00:13:13,376 Thank you for laughing. Um... 253 00:13:13,418 --> 00:13:15,003 Look, I know it's smug and it's mean, 254 00:13:15,045 --> 00:13:17,339 but the point is, he's not wrong. 255 00:13:17,380 --> 00:13:19,758 If we stay sitting here with our thoughts, 256 00:13:19,799 --> 00:13:21,593 it's just gonna break us. 257 00:13:21,635 --> 00:13:24,221 Let's get moving, and we'll be out of this place in no time. 258 00:13:27,807 --> 00:13:30,769 One week. It's been one week. 259 00:13:30,810 --> 00:13:32,437 Hmm. 260 00:13:32,479 --> 00:13:35,732 I don't know. It just doesn't feel right. 261 00:13:35,774 --> 00:13:39,778 There's all this heaviness without her. 262 00:13:39,819 --> 00:13:42,030 And Rachel... 263 00:13:42,072 --> 00:13:44,407 it's like all she knows is hurt right now. 264 00:13:49,704 --> 00:13:52,707 But meanwhile... 265 00:13:52,749 --> 00:13:56,211 I'm over here with you just like... 266 00:13:56,253 --> 00:13:58,672 Like what? 267 00:13:58,713 --> 00:14:00,840 I want to hear you describe it. 268 00:14:03,635 --> 00:14:07,847 Like I'm floating, like I'm weak. 269 00:14:07,889 --> 00:14:09,683 But I like it. 270 00:14:09,724 --> 00:14:14,062 Like I'm high on every drug they warned us about 271 00:14:14,104 --> 00:14:15,605 in those middle-school assemblies... 272 00:14:15,647 --> 00:14:16,982 Okay, stop, you're hitting my sap limit. 273 00:14:17,023 --> 00:14:18,358 - You asked me to. - I know. 274 00:14:18,400 --> 00:14:22,445 I'm just giving you a hard time. 275 00:14:22,487 --> 00:14:24,322 And by the way... 276 00:14:26,908 --> 00:14:29,369 ...I'm really happy, too. 277 00:14:32,539 --> 00:14:34,749 The guilt of it all. 278 00:14:36,668 --> 00:14:39,004 What are we supposed to do with that? 279 00:14:41,506 --> 00:14:44,134 Have you talked to your friend God about it? 280 00:14:44,175 --> 00:14:48,513 Actually, I haven't been doing a whole lot of that lately... 281 00:14:48,555 --> 00:14:50,473 prayin'. 282 00:14:52,976 --> 00:14:55,270 What do you think He'd say? 283 00:14:58,106 --> 00:15:01,401 To be grateful for the good. 284 00:15:01,443 --> 00:15:04,487 It's there to help us survive the rest. 285 00:15:04,529 --> 00:15:07,282 A-fucking-men. 286 00:15:09,743 --> 00:15:13,330 It pisses me off so much to say this, you know. 287 00:15:13,371 --> 00:15:15,707 Like, it'll never not piss me off to say this 288 00:15:15,749 --> 00:15:17,250 to a fucking pageant champion. 289 00:15:17,292 --> 00:15:19,753 Like, it makes me feel like captain fucking obvious. 290 00:15:22,505 --> 00:15:24,257 You are so beautiful. 291 00:15:51,076 --> 00:15:52,869 Why am I not getting stronger? 292 00:15:52,911 --> 00:15:54,954 All I do is lift shit. 293 00:15:54,996 --> 00:15:57,123 And I basically eat paleo. 294 00:15:57,165 --> 00:15:59,417 Maybe it'll hit you all at once, 295 00:15:59,459 --> 00:16:01,169 and, like, your muscles 296 00:16:01,211 --> 00:16:03,380 will come bursting out of your shirt like the Hulk. 297 00:16:03,421 --> 00:16:05,048 So the elements have, like, 298 00:16:05,090 --> 00:16:07,759 actually curdled your brain, haven't they? 299 00:16:07,801 --> 00:16:10,136 - Here's good? - Yeah. 300 00:16:10,178 --> 00:16:12,263 - Final touch. 301 00:16:14,641 --> 00:16:15,809 Ah! Okay. 302 00:16:15,850 --> 00:16:18,978 Hey! - 303 00:16:19,020 --> 00:16:21,481 I know that this didn't do shit for us last time, 304 00:16:21,523 --> 00:16:22,941 but we can't move inland 305 00:16:22,982 --> 00:16:25,026 without leaving proof of life behind. 306 00:16:25,068 --> 00:16:29,406 So, between this and the signal fire, we should be good. 307 00:16:29,447 --> 00:16:31,866 What does SOS mean, again? 308 00:16:33,535 --> 00:16:36,871 I feel like I should know this, but I'm drawing a blank. 309 00:16:38,748 --> 00:16:41,626 You know who would have known? 310 00:16:48,675 --> 00:16:52,429 Which, uh, reminds me, it's my turn to check in. 311 00:16:57,183 --> 00:16:58,852 Hey. 312 00:16:58,893 --> 00:17:00,645 Cool if I sit? 313 00:17:06,609 --> 00:17:11,239 It's just, um, time for a new wrap, so... 314 00:17:17,704 --> 00:17:22,041 What if I started beatboxing? You know, like R-A-P? 315 00:17:22,083 --> 00:17:23,585 What if I was the kind of asshole 316 00:17:23,626 --> 00:17:26,254 who thought that would be a good joke? 317 00:17:26,296 --> 00:17:28,798 But you know I'll never do that to you, right? 318 00:17:28,840 --> 00:17:31,676 No Patch Adams bullshit. 319 00:17:36,431 --> 00:17:38,892 Which, um... 320 00:17:38,933 --> 00:17:42,520 also means being straight with you. 321 00:17:44,314 --> 00:17:47,734 Seven days out, there shouldn't be this much swelling. 322 00:17:49,944 --> 00:17:51,863 And, uh, being on this beach, 323 00:17:51,905 --> 00:17:55,283 you know, it's not doing it any favors... 324 00:17:55,325 --> 00:17:58,953 um, all the sand getting in there. 325 00:18:02,415 --> 00:18:05,335 We're moving today, Rachel. 326 00:18:07,003 --> 00:18:10,340 And I-I'm gonna need you to come with us. 327 00:18:13,259 --> 00:18:14,969 Her stuff, too. It's all... 328 00:18:15,011 --> 00:18:16,429 That stays. 329 00:18:20,767 --> 00:18:22,769 It has to stay... 330 00:18:24,979 --> 00:18:27,106 ...in case she comes back. 331 00:19:07,689 --> 00:19:09,691 Martha... 332 00:19:09,732 --> 00:19:12,861 you've been holding out on me, girl. 333 00:19:12,902 --> 00:19:14,654 I was consolidating some of our shit, 334 00:19:14,696 --> 00:19:17,532 and I found this at the bottom of your suitcase. 335 00:19:20,618 --> 00:19:23,580 This is literature. 336 00:19:23,621 --> 00:19:25,915 I mean, I've only perused, but it's already better 337 00:19:25,957 --> 00:19:28,042 than Jeff's soggy diaper of a book. 338 00:19:28,084 --> 00:19:29,794 It's got short sentences, 339 00:19:29,836 --> 00:19:32,380 a few bedroom scenes for the spank bank, 340 00:19:32,422 --> 00:19:35,049 if she'll ever go there again. 341 00:19:36,217 --> 00:19:37,969 It's a beach read. 342 00:19:38,011 --> 00:19:41,264 Got a true fucking beach read on our hands, 343 00:19:41,306 --> 00:19:44,142 and we're leaving the goddamn beach. 344 00:19:44,183 --> 00:19:47,604 Sorry. Forgot I had it. 345 00:19:47,645 --> 00:19:49,147 You okay? 346 00:19:51,274 --> 00:19:53,192 Can I ask you a question? 347 00:19:53,234 --> 00:19:54,611 Have you... 348 00:19:54,652 --> 00:19:57,030 have you noticed any new vibes 349 00:19:57,071 --> 00:19:59,198 between some of the people here? 350 00:19:59,240 --> 00:20:01,910 Mm, are you referring to the clinically depressive vibes 351 00:20:01,951 --> 00:20:03,369 at our three o'clock? 352 00:20:03,411 --> 00:20:05,580 Because I think Rachel's got a good reason... 353 00:20:05,622 --> 00:20:06,915 No, I don't mean bad vibes. 354 00:20:06,956 --> 00:20:10,084 I mean more like... 355 00:20:10,126 --> 00:20:12,670 shiny vibes... 356 00:20:14,339 --> 00:20:18,426 ...like, between two people... 357 00:20:18,468 --> 00:20:21,679 who might be more than friends. 358 00:20:21,721 --> 00:20:24,766 Shoni. 359 00:20:24,807 --> 00:20:26,851 Shelby and Toni. 360 00:20:26,893 --> 00:20:28,853 Oh, my God, are you just now finding out about this? 361 00:20:28,895 --> 00:20:30,688 That's been live for, like, a week now. 362 00:20:30,730 --> 00:20:32,565 - A-a week? - Oh, no. 363 00:20:32,607 --> 00:20:35,068 Did you catch them boning in the woods? 364 00:20:35,109 --> 00:20:36,444 God, I should've known. 365 00:20:36,486 --> 00:20:38,863 I've been looking for them to help me pack. 366 00:20:38,905 --> 00:20:43,576 Hmm, I can usually smell an orgasm a mile away. 367 00:20:43,618 --> 00:20:45,036 I wonder if I have a sinus thing. 368 00:20:48,289 --> 00:20:49,916 What? 369 00:20:49,958 --> 00:20:51,626 Nothing. It's just... 370 00:20:51,668 --> 00:20:54,295 Wood for the signal fire like you asked. 371 00:20:54,337 --> 00:20:57,256 No, It's perfect conceptually. 372 00:20:57,298 --> 00:21:01,344 It's just, I thought you would get more of it. 373 00:21:01,386 --> 00:21:03,096 You've been gone for, like, an hour. 374 00:21:03,137 --> 00:21:05,098 You, like, my shift supervisor now? 375 00:21:05,139 --> 00:21:07,058 Do you have, like, a clock on me? 376 00:21:07,100 --> 00:21:08,142 Hey. 377 00:21:08,184 --> 00:21:10,311 What do you care how I spend my time? 378 00:21:11,562 --> 00:21:16,234 Because I miss you... 379 00:21:16,275 --> 00:21:19,320 among other fucking things. 380 00:21:20,947 --> 00:21:24,534 I'm right here. I haven't gone anywhere. 381 00:21:24,575 --> 00:21:27,704 I know you're still looking for it. 382 00:21:27,745 --> 00:21:28,997 I can't not, Fatin. 383 00:21:29,038 --> 00:21:31,457 That pit, it's...it's my only way of knowing 384 00:21:31,499 --> 00:21:33,751 that I am not, like, truly and completely... 385 00:21:36,671 --> 00:21:39,424 Leah, it's a mirage. 386 00:21:48,349 --> 00:21:49,726 Where are you going? 387 00:21:49,767 --> 00:21:50,935 I'm not... It's not that. 388 00:21:50,977 --> 00:21:52,812 I... 389 00:21:52,854 --> 00:21:54,605 thought I'd try again. 390 00:21:54,647 --> 00:21:58,526 Make a less pathetic attempt at the firewood, 391 00:21:58,568 --> 00:22:01,154 try to save some face... 392 00:22:01,195 --> 00:22:03,281 If I can. 393 00:22:31,726 --> 00:22:33,186 Scared? 394 00:22:33,227 --> 00:22:36,481 No, no. 395 00:22:36,522 --> 00:22:39,192 Boy, I don't even know. 396 00:22:39,233 --> 00:22:43,321 It comes in waves, the insanity of all this, 397 00:22:43,362 --> 00:22:44,989 making me seasick. 398 00:22:45,031 --> 00:22:46,324 I have some Dramamine 399 00:22:46,365 --> 00:22:47,825 back in my suitcase, if you need it. 400 00:22:47,867 --> 00:22:50,453 You're an angel, but I wasn't being literal. 401 00:22:50,495 --> 00:22:53,790 I meant, like, spiritually. 402 00:22:53,831 --> 00:22:55,374 Yeah, unfortunately, the wilderness 403 00:22:55,416 --> 00:22:57,376 just doesn't really agree with me, you know? 404 00:22:57,418 --> 00:22:58,961 Like, it's not a very empowering environment 405 00:22:59,003 --> 00:23:00,588 for me, personally. 406 00:23:00,630 --> 00:23:04,967 And bless Mother Nature, but she is just not my muse. 407 00:23:05,009 --> 00:23:09,263 You know, Frost and Tennyson and Keats... 408 00:23:09,305 --> 00:23:11,474 she's their bitch. 409 00:23:11,516 --> 00:23:13,684 Like everything else, the white man 410 00:23:13,726 --> 00:23:15,645 has laid claim to her. 411 00:23:15,686 --> 00:23:17,855 Ugh, I know. 412 00:23:17,897 --> 00:23:20,233 And I am... 413 00:23:20,274 --> 00:23:23,069 I'm so sorry. 414 00:23:23,111 --> 00:23:24,195 Are you a poet? 415 00:23:24,237 --> 00:23:25,196 Fuck a duck! 416 00:23:25,238 --> 00:23:28,116 Oh, Lord, that bitch is. 417 00:23:28,157 --> 00:23:30,243 - I bet his toe's broken. 418 00:23:30,284 --> 00:23:31,744 Have you ever broken a bone? 419 00:23:31,786 --> 00:23:33,704 I broke my arm in fourth grade, 420 00:23:33,746 --> 00:23:35,373 and I didn't have many friends then, 421 00:23:35,414 --> 00:23:38,376 so I forged a whole lot of signatures on there. 422 00:23:38,417 --> 00:23:41,671 My therapist says it's a foundational wound. 423 00:23:41,712 --> 00:23:43,756 Damn it! 424 00:23:43,798 --> 00:23:46,050 I know I should feel bad for him. 425 00:23:46,092 --> 00:23:49,011 But the empathy well is bone-dry. 426 00:23:51,597 --> 00:23:53,099 By the way, it's Raf, right? 427 00:23:53,141 --> 00:23:54,851 I've heard a couple people say Raff or Rafe. 428 00:23:54,892 --> 00:23:57,562 - It's Raf, yeah. - Yeah. 429 00:23:57,603 --> 00:23:59,063 But...but whatever, really. 430 00:23:59,105 --> 00:24:01,107 I-I hear all versions all the time. 431 00:24:01,149 --> 00:24:04,402 Yeah, yeah. Raf, though. 432 00:24:04,443 --> 00:24:07,196 Good...good solid name. 433 00:24:07,238 --> 00:24:10,408 Ah, ah, damn it! Take five! 434 00:24:10,449 --> 00:24:12,243 Oh, uh, he's... Yeah, okay. Let's go. 435 00:24:12,285 --> 00:24:14,662 I need to take five. 436 00:24:14,704 --> 00:24:17,039 I know it's just a toe. 437 00:24:18,499 --> 00:24:20,209 And if I were with the other guys right now, 438 00:24:20,251 --> 00:24:23,880 that steak-head triple-didge would be calling me a pussy. 439 00:24:23,921 --> 00:24:26,549 You used triple-didge. 440 00:24:26,591 --> 00:24:28,885 Yeah, it's good. 441 00:24:28,926 --> 00:24:30,428 - It's catchy. 442 00:24:30,469 --> 00:24:32,638 You got anything in your medicine cabinet for this? 443 00:24:32,680 --> 00:24:35,391 Oh, my God. Yeah. I have everything for this. 444 00:24:35,433 --> 00:24:38,644 Are you on Team Ibuprofen or Team Acetaminophen? 445 00:24:38,686 --> 00:24:40,688 Uh, both. 446 00:24:40,730 --> 00:24:42,064 Yeah, man. 447 00:24:42,106 --> 00:24:44,025 I mean, look, if you want to head back, you can. 448 00:24:44,066 --> 00:24:45,401 Nobody needs to be a hero. 449 00:24:45,443 --> 00:24:47,069 Are you serious? 450 00:24:47,111 --> 00:24:49,322 I mean, I'd only be slowing you guys down. 451 00:24:49,363 --> 00:24:51,949 Yeah, totally. Your call. 452 00:24:51,991 --> 00:24:54,577 Thanks, guys, seriously. 453 00:25:03,294 --> 00:25:04,921 All right. 454 00:25:04,962 --> 00:25:07,506 Hey, guys. 455 00:25:07,548 --> 00:25:09,133 Good luck. 456 00:25:13,221 --> 00:25:14,639 Okay. 457 00:25:17,350 --> 00:25:20,144 I'm really not sure about this new spot. 458 00:25:20,186 --> 00:25:22,021 I mean, I don't even like trees. 459 00:25:22,063 --> 00:25:25,650 People think that they're peaceful and spiritual. 460 00:25:25,691 --> 00:25:28,277 But you know what I call them? Fucking old. 461 00:25:28,319 --> 00:25:30,196 Remind me again why we're leaving the beach, 462 00:25:30,238 --> 00:25:32,448 because right now this feels insane. 463 00:25:32,490 --> 00:25:34,242 Come on, now, we'll be out of the sun, 464 00:25:34,283 --> 00:25:36,577 out of the wind, warmer at night. 465 00:25:38,412 --> 00:25:40,498 And away from where we lost her. 466 00:25:48,798 --> 00:25:51,550 It'll be good for all of us. 467 00:25:57,807 --> 00:26:00,059 Uh... 468 00:26:00,101 --> 00:26:04,689 uh, hey, Marty, I've got a sick setup for us right over here. 469 00:26:04,730 --> 00:26:05,982 Hmm. 470 00:26:07,400 --> 00:26:09,443 You all right? 471 00:26:09,485 --> 00:26:10,653 Mm-hmm. 472 00:26:10,695 --> 00:26:12,488 You're just thinking about Nora or... 473 00:26:12,530 --> 00:26:13,864 No. 474 00:26:13,906 --> 00:26:15,616 Okay, well, then what's the deal? 475 00:26:15,658 --> 00:26:17,785 Hey, I figure we've been crashing together for years 476 00:26:17,827 --> 00:26:20,913 and haven't killed each other yet. 477 00:26:20,955 --> 00:26:23,791 Come on, take a load off. 478 00:26:23,833 --> 00:26:27,336 Actually, I was thinking I should bunk alone. 479 00:26:27,378 --> 00:26:30,506 Um, I'm a hot sleeper, and the space is so tight, 480 00:26:30,548 --> 00:26:34,593 I just, I don't want to sweat you out. 481 00:26:34,635 --> 00:26:37,471 So I should just sleep over there. 482 00:26:37,513 --> 00:26:39,932 - Okay. - Um... 483 00:26:39,974 --> 00:26:44,228 But feel free to give my spot to someone else, though... 484 00:26:45,646 --> 00:26:47,940 ...like, maybe Shelby. 485 00:26:52,403 --> 00:26:54,322 So you know? 486 00:26:56,490 --> 00:26:57,658 You know, I was gonna tell you. 487 00:26:57,700 --> 00:26:59,243 I just didn't find the time, and I... 488 00:26:59,285 --> 00:27:02,955 Toni, it's...it's okay. 489 00:27:02,997 --> 00:27:04,415 You're cool with it? 490 00:27:08,127 --> 00:27:09,837 God damn it. 491 00:27:12,089 --> 00:27:14,133 Do...do you guys know what happened to the axe? 492 00:27:14,175 --> 00:27:15,885 I put it in that pile of stuff 493 00:27:15,926 --> 00:27:18,137 that Leah was supposed to bring. 494 00:27:18,179 --> 00:27:19,805 She was supposed to be back hours ago. 495 00:27:19,847 --> 00:27:20,806 You know, I haven't seen her. 496 00:27:20,848 --> 00:27:22,266 You think she's okay? 497 00:27:24,060 --> 00:27:25,311 Yeah. 498 00:27:27,229 --> 00:27:30,941 She just doesn't know when to fucking quit. 499 00:28:03,599 --> 00:28:06,477 Yeah, I'd like to humbly suggest that we go back. 500 00:28:06,519 --> 00:28:08,396 This is obviously a wasteland. 501 00:28:08,437 --> 00:28:10,564 We'll find something, all right? 502 00:28:10,606 --> 00:28:12,441 Not before we lose daylight. 503 00:28:14,193 --> 00:28:16,445 Why do you keep doing that thing with your fingers? 504 00:28:16,487 --> 00:28:19,448 Gauge how long till sunset. Every finger is 15 minutes. 505 00:28:19,490 --> 00:28:21,492 What are you? Some kind of Boy Scout? 506 00:28:21,534 --> 00:28:23,828 Yes. 507 00:28:23,869 --> 00:28:25,413 Well, I-I quit in ninth grade. 508 00:28:25,454 --> 00:28:27,957 I ended up wanting something different for myself... 509 00:28:27,998 --> 00:28:29,083 aesthetically. 510 00:28:29,125 --> 00:28:30,835 No shit. 511 00:28:30,876 --> 00:28:32,044 Look, I-I don't love agreeing 512 00:28:32,086 --> 00:28:34,630 with fuckin' Testosterone Jones over here, 513 00:28:34,672 --> 00:28:37,007 but, um, I do think we'll find something. 514 00:28:37,049 --> 00:28:38,592 I mean, it's like I was saying, 515 00:28:38,634 --> 00:28:40,052 we're probably about to roll up 516 00:28:40,094 --> 00:28:42,346 on some sick Architect's Digest type house, you know, 517 00:28:42,388 --> 00:28:44,014 owned by some billionaire or something. 518 00:28:44,056 --> 00:28:46,142 Yeah, let's hope not. 519 00:28:46,183 --> 00:28:47,893 What are you talking about, Damien? 520 00:28:47,935 --> 00:28:49,854 His name's Henry, I think. 521 00:28:49,895 --> 00:28:51,147 It's fine, Bo, I think your friend 522 00:28:51,188 --> 00:28:52,606 was just drawing a parallel between me 523 00:28:52,648 --> 00:28:54,150 and the Antichrist boy from the Omen. 524 00:28:54,191 --> 00:28:55,443 - Oh. 525 00:28:55,484 --> 00:28:57,987 But to answer your question, yeah, I've got zero desire 526 00:28:58,028 --> 00:29:00,030 to stumble upon the home of a wealthy recluse. 527 00:29:00,072 --> 00:29:01,282 Why not? 528 00:29:01,323 --> 00:29:02,366 'Cause they'll kill us for sure. 529 00:29:02,408 --> 00:29:03,492 Think about every rich guy 530 00:29:03,534 --> 00:29:04,869 who's ever lived in a secluded place. 531 00:29:04,910 --> 00:29:06,704 General Zaroff in The Most Dangerous Game, 532 00:29:06,745 --> 00:29:09,373 Poe Dameron in Ex Machina, Dracula. 533 00:29:09,415 --> 00:29:11,709 You know, killing trespassers is their whole deal. 534 00:29:11,750 --> 00:29:12,960 Nah. The fuck? 535 00:29:13,002 --> 00:29:15,045 D-Dracula is not a billionaire. He's undead. 536 00:29:15,087 --> 00:29:16,589 If you adjust for inflation, he actually is. 537 00:29:16,630 --> 00:29:18,507 But, look, anyway, my point remains. 538 00:29:18,549 --> 00:29:21,594 You know, money and isolation have turned them all... 539 00:29:21,635 --> 00:29:23,429 into bloodthirsty eccentrics. 540 00:29:23,471 --> 00:29:25,514 All right, man, as an eventual billionaire, 541 00:29:25,556 --> 00:29:27,600 I object to you roasting us, okay? 542 00:29:27,641 --> 00:29:29,393 We got some good guys going on. 543 00:29:29,435 --> 00:29:32,938 Uh, Melinda Gates, Daddy Warbucks. 544 00:29:32,980 --> 00:29:36,066 Oh, Mr. Peanut, he's a fucking gentleman. 545 00:29:36,108 --> 00:29:37,485 I mean, he's always tipping that cap. 546 00:29:37,526 --> 00:29:39,153 Yeah, but is Mr. Peanut a billionaire, 547 00:29:39,195 --> 00:29:40,738 or is it just that he has a monocle? 548 00:29:40,779 --> 00:29:43,032 Oh, my God. Can you all just put a fucking lip on it 549 00:29:43,073 --> 00:29:44,867 and start actually looking out for shit? 550 00:29:44,909 --> 00:29:47,161 It's lid. Put a lid on it. 551 00:29:47,203 --> 00:29:48,913 Whatever! 552 00:29:48,954 --> 00:29:51,415 Let's just go back, then, losers. 553 00:29:51,457 --> 00:29:54,502 After I take a piss, though. 554 00:29:54,543 --> 00:29:56,837 I got to pee, too. 555 00:30:02,676 --> 00:30:04,261 Thanks, man. 556 00:30:04,303 --> 00:30:06,680 Thanks for the privacy. Extremely cool of you. 557 00:30:06,722 --> 00:30:10,309 - Yes. - 558 00:30:10,351 --> 00:30:12,811 Question... 559 00:30:12,853 --> 00:30:15,356 is it sore when you piss? 560 00:30:15,397 --> 00:30:17,608 No. 561 00:30:17,650 --> 00:30:20,444 Must have got bruised at some point. 562 00:30:20,486 --> 00:30:22,363 Or maybe I was just out in the water too long, 563 00:30:22,404 --> 00:30:25,533 and now I got, like, saltwater dick. 564 00:30:25,574 --> 00:30:29,036 Oh, no. Yeah, saltwater dick is basically a death sentence. 565 00:30:29,078 --> 00:30:30,371 You being serious? 566 00:30:30,412 --> 00:30:33,290 No. Saltwater dick is not real. 567 00:30:33,332 --> 00:30:34,583 Life is, though. 568 00:30:34,625 --> 00:30:35,834 Life is what? 569 00:30:35,876 --> 00:30:37,211 A death sentence. 570 00:30:39,755 --> 00:30:41,715 What? 571 00:30:41,757 --> 00:30:44,093 I don't have anything to dry it with. 572 00:30:44,134 --> 00:30:46,136 Come on, man, you got to get over that. 573 00:30:46,178 --> 00:30:48,013 You the only clown in the world I know 574 00:30:48,055 --> 00:30:49,557 that can't just shake it or leave it. 575 00:30:51,100 --> 00:30:53,561 All right, let me see what I got. 576 00:30:53,602 --> 00:30:57,523 Here, try that, Publix receipt. 577 00:31:00,901 --> 00:31:02,570 Okay, well, now what do I do with it? 578 00:31:02,611 --> 00:31:05,614 Oh, my gosh. Just...just leave it! 579 00:31:05,656 --> 00:31:07,950 Let posterity know that my mama sent me out 580 00:31:07,992 --> 00:31:09,827 for fucking cat food and light bulbs! 581 00:31:14,623 --> 00:31:16,875 Hey. Did you drop this granola bar? 582 00:31:16,917 --> 00:31:19,712 Oh, shit, um... 583 00:31:19,753 --> 00:31:22,923 I forgot I had this on me. 584 00:31:22,965 --> 00:31:24,758 Listen, you know, this bar 585 00:31:24,800 --> 00:31:26,594 and any other food that we might have, 586 00:31:26,635 --> 00:31:29,013 let's just keep it on the hush-hush for right now. 587 00:31:29,054 --> 00:31:30,389 - But... - No, I know. 588 00:31:30,431 --> 00:31:32,725 We're gonna get airlifted out this bitch in no time, 589 00:31:32,766 --> 00:31:35,227 but just in case we don't, 590 00:31:35,269 --> 00:31:37,062 we got to start looking out for us. 591 00:31:37,104 --> 00:31:39,898 I mean, look at those trust-fund kids. 592 00:31:39,940 --> 00:31:42,693 You think they know how to manage resources? 593 00:31:42,735 --> 00:31:45,154 Nah. 594 00:31:45,195 --> 00:31:48,365 We got to save some for us. 595 00:31:48,407 --> 00:31:49,825 You should hold on to it. 596 00:32:38,540 --> 00:32:39,750 Please don't. 597 00:32:41,585 --> 00:32:44,797 Sorry, I was, um... 598 00:32:44,838 --> 00:32:46,840 just on automatic. 599 00:32:49,093 --> 00:32:52,179 Collecting everything I see for the new camp. 600 00:32:58,435 --> 00:33:01,063 I'm, um... 601 00:33:01,105 --> 00:33:04,358 I'm with you, by the way... 602 00:33:04,400 --> 00:33:07,486 ...as in I'm not sure that we should be moving. 603 00:33:09,405 --> 00:33:11,323 It's like we're accepting that this is our life now, 604 00:33:11,365 --> 00:33:12,908 that home isn't out there. 605 00:33:12,950 --> 00:33:15,619 It's... 606 00:33:15,661 --> 00:33:18,831 something that we have to make here. 607 00:33:20,249 --> 00:33:22,418 Why are we so... 608 00:33:22,459 --> 00:33:26,463 stuck on this concept of acceptance? 609 00:33:26,505 --> 00:33:30,718 Isn't acceptance just another word for fucking giving up? 610 00:33:34,471 --> 00:33:36,432 I don't want to give up, Rachel. 611 00:33:44,690 --> 00:33:47,776 Maybe this doesn't help, but... 612 00:33:50,279 --> 00:33:52,990 ...I want you to know that I think about her. 613 00:33:55,659 --> 00:33:58,245 I think about her every day. 614 00:34:01,415 --> 00:34:05,669 Like, was it her idea to come? 615 00:34:11,800 --> 00:34:13,677 Do you remember how she heard about it? 616 00:34:13,719 --> 00:34:18,056 Was it at school or your parents, or... 617 00:34:18,098 --> 00:34:20,017 or did somebody else get involved? 618 00:34:20,058 --> 00:34:21,435 I don't understand 619 00:34:21,477 --> 00:34:23,312 - why you're asking me this. - Just try, Rachel. 620 00:34:23,353 --> 00:34:25,481 Try to remember how she found out about it 621 00:34:25,522 --> 00:34:27,566 and why she came here. 622 00:34:27,608 --> 00:34:31,111 She...she was afraid. 623 00:34:31,153 --> 00:34:34,490 And how did she learn about it? 624 00:34:34,531 --> 00:34:36,283 She... 625 00:34:36,325 --> 00:34:39,369 she was afraid that I... 626 00:34:39,411 --> 00:34:41,580 that I was gonna die, and then she... 627 00:34:41,622 --> 00:34:43,957 But how did she hear about the retreat? 628 00:34:43,999 --> 00:34:45,959 And that's why, all right? 629 00:34:46,001 --> 00:34:47,753 Think, Rachel, think! 630 00:34:47,795 --> 00:34:51,006 That's why. That's why, okay? 631 00:34:51,048 --> 00:34:53,091 She wanted this for me. 632 00:34:53,133 --> 00:34:56,720 She was trying to save me from myself, and... 633 00:34:56,762 --> 00:34:59,765 now she's gone, and it's my fault. 634 00:34:59,807 --> 00:35:02,100 She's gone now, and it's...it's my fault. 635 00:35:02,142 --> 00:35:03,310 - Okay, but...but... 636 00:35:03,352 --> 00:35:05,103 but how did she bring you here, Rachel? 637 00:35:05,145 --> 00:35:06,897 She's gone, and it's my fault! 638 00:35:06,939 --> 00:35:08,106 Rachel, you have to remember. 639 00:35:08,148 --> 00:35:09,107 She's gone! It's my fault, okay? 640 00:35:09,149 --> 00:35:10,317 Rachel, Rachel. 641 00:35:10,359 --> 00:35:11,610 You have to tell me. Rachel, Rachel, please. 642 00:35:11,652 --> 00:35:15,405 Are you happy? She's gone, and it's my fault! 643 00:35:15,447 --> 00:35:16,907 Is that what you wanted to know? 644 00:35:16,949 --> 00:35:19,910 She's gone, and it is my fault! 645 00:35:26,250 --> 00:35:27,960 Okay. 646 00:35:35,008 --> 00:35:36,426 What the hell was that? 647 00:35:36,468 --> 00:35:39,596 I...I needed to find out what she knew. 648 00:35:39,638 --> 00:35:41,723 You have a girl hanging on by an absolute fucking thread, 649 00:35:41,765 --> 00:35:43,559 and your move is to go in and slice it? 650 00:35:43,600 --> 00:35:45,143 What is wrong with you? 651 00:35:45,185 --> 00:35:47,771 You take your delusions, and you take your theories, 652 00:35:47,813 --> 00:35:51,024 and you fucking bury them, now! 653 00:35:51,066 --> 00:35:52,609 And if you ever take them 654 00:35:52,651 --> 00:35:54,903 within 100 feet of Rachel again, 655 00:35:54,945 --> 00:35:57,573 I'll fucking kill you. 656 00:36:02,995 --> 00:36:05,539 Some realities are too hard to let in... 657 00:36:06,832 --> 00:36:10,961 ...too scary... 658 00:36:11,003 --> 00:36:14,006 too ugly, too... 659 00:36:14,047 --> 00:36:15,924 big. 660 00:36:15,966 --> 00:36:18,552 Like, when we first got there, 661 00:36:18,594 --> 00:36:21,805 no one wanted to admit how terrified we all were. 662 00:36:21,847 --> 00:36:24,266 None of that really sunk in until... 663 00:36:24,308 --> 00:36:28,604 Not, uh, not a massive success as recon missions go. 664 00:36:30,105 --> 00:36:33,442 We'll find something. Maybe the others already did. 665 00:36:33,483 --> 00:36:35,027 They're back. 666 00:36:38,322 --> 00:36:40,240 What the fuck? 667 00:36:41,867 --> 00:36:43,201 Holy shit. 668 00:36:51,043 --> 00:36:53,128 Oh, fuck. Oh, Jesus. 669 00:37:04,181 --> 00:37:07,142 Oh, fuck. Oh, shit. 670 00:37:07,184 --> 00:37:08,644 Oh, fuck. 671 00:37:18,779 --> 00:37:20,614 DJ. 672 00:37:22,282 --> 00:37:23,367 Yeah. 673 00:37:23,408 --> 00:37:25,369 How did you figure that happened? 674 00:37:25,410 --> 00:37:28,080 We didn't know. 675 00:37:28,121 --> 00:37:32,000 You know, we figured he went to take a piss, 676 00:37:32,042 --> 00:37:34,586 slipped on a rock and got swept out and, uh... 677 00:37:37,214 --> 00:37:39,508 Got swept out and...? 678 00:37:39,549 --> 00:37:42,135 I don't know, but... 679 00:37:44,888 --> 00:37:47,182 ...it haunts me... 680 00:37:49,559 --> 00:37:53,105 ...like a lot of things that happened on that island. 681 00:37:58,694 --> 00:38:00,320 I don't get how it even happened. 682 00:38:00,362 --> 00:38:02,406 The tide was vicious. 683 00:38:02,447 --> 00:38:04,074 He must have got hit by a breaker 684 00:38:04,116 --> 00:38:05,575 and gotten attacked by something. 685 00:38:05,617 --> 00:38:07,494 Shit, man. 686 00:38:07,536 --> 00:38:09,204 Nature doesn't play. 687 00:38:10,914 --> 00:38:12,416 So what are we gonna do with him? 688 00:38:12,457 --> 00:38:14,292 We can't leave him here. 689 00:38:14,334 --> 00:38:16,837 Every carnivore on this island will come for him... 690 00:38:21,341 --> 00:38:23,385 ...and then us. 691 00:38:25,053 --> 00:38:28,181 We could do a Navy funeral... 692 00:38:28,223 --> 00:38:30,809 like some of my dad's friends in the service. 693 00:38:33,311 --> 00:38:34,730 I mean, at sea. 694 00:38:36,231 --> 00:38:38,150 Absolutely not. 695 00:38:38,191 --> 00:38:39,443 With the thing that ate him, bro? 696 00:38:39,484 --> 00:38:41,069 - Fuck, no. - No, no, guys, guys. 697 00:38:41,111 --> 00:38:42,487 I-I think Bo is right. 698 00:38:42,529 --> 00:38:44,281 That's fucking insane. 699 00:38:44,322 --> 00:38:47,576 If we...if we weigh him down and we keep him close, 700 00:38:47,617 --> 00:38:49,661 then we stay safe. 701 00:38:53,832 --> 00:38:56,334 Osama bin Laden was buried at sea. 702 00:38:56,376 --> 00:38:58,628 God, who even cares right now? 703 00:39:00,839 --> 00:39:03,341 Okay, so who's... 704 00:39:03,383 --> 00:39:06,261 pallbearing this affair? 705 00:39:06,303 --> 00:39:08,013 Because if there's something out there 706 00:39:08,055 --> 00:39:11,767 that can literally deface a bitch... 707 00:39:11,808 --> 00:39:13,518 ...I think I'm a no. 708 00:39:18,273 --> 00:39:19,900 I'll do it. 709 00:39:22,194 --> 00:39:24,196 I can't do it alone. 710 00:39:24,237 --> 00:39:27,574 Raf, you okay to wingman? 711 00:39:30,410 --> 00:39:32,829 Y-yeah. Uh, yes. 712 00:39:32,871 --> 00:39:36,792 He picked me. I don't know why. 713 00:39:36,833 --> 00:39:40,087 But he picked me. 714 00:39:40,128 --> 00:39:44,424 He picked me to walk into the dark with him. 715 00:39:44,466 --> 00:39:46,468 And I liked it. 716 00:40:03,610 --> 00:40:08,490 had held on to 717 00:40:53,118 --> 00:40:55,078 It's, uh... 718 00:40:55,120 --> 00:40:59,791 It's warmer at the new camp. 719 00:40:59,833 --> 00:41:03,461 Nice atmosphere, too. Martha saged it. 720 00:41:03,503 --> 00:41:07,090 That being said, I'm not actually here to evict you. 721 00:41:08,842 --> 00:41:11,052 You need to stay, you stay. 722 00:41:20,478 --> 00:41:24,065 I had a school counselor give me a pamphlet 723 00:41:24,107 --> 00:41:28,153 on the so-called five stages of grief... 724 00:41:28,195 --> 00:41:32,699 denial, bargaining, so on and such. 725 00:41:32,741 --> 00:41:34,117 Dumb. 726 00:41:34,159 --> 00:41:36,912 Real dumb. 727 00:41:36,953 --> 00:41:41,249 I used that pamphlet to move a spider out of my house. 728 00:41:41,291 --> 00:41:44,377 And then I threw that shit in the trash. 729 00:41:46,338 --> 00:41:50,258 There is no way that there's only five. 730 00:41:53,011 --> 00:41:57,766 You lose someone, and every new second 731 00:41:57,807 --> 00:42:01,937 feels like a brand-new circle of hell. 732 00:42:01,978 --> 00:42:05,023 So I'm thinking... 733 00:42:05,065 --> 00:42:07,567 however many seconds in your lifetime 734 00:42:07,609 --> 00:42:11,404 that they're gone, that's how many. 735 00:42:14,366 --> 00:42:16,952 Just a billion little bullshit stages. 736 00:42:19,037 --> 00:42:20,956 So I'm not gonna rush you. 737 00:42:20,997 --> 00:42:24,960 It's not up to me how much time you need. 738 00:42:25,001 --> 00:42:27,170 I just hope that you're cool with company 739 00:42:27,212 --> 00:42:31,508 because I'm not letting you stay out here alone. 740 00:42:31,549 --> 00:42:33,093 So... 741 00:42:33,134 --> 00:42:36,805 you got any good games we could play, 742 00:42:36,846 --> 00:42:40,767 you know, pass the time a little? 743 00:42:43,770 --> 00:42:45,689 Miss Mary Mack. 744 00:42:47,440 --> 00:42:49,109 Not familiar. 745 00:42:50,568 --> 00:42:55,073 Mack, Mack 746 00:42:55,115 --> 00:42:59,703 black, black 747 00:42:59,744 --> 00:43:05,125 buttons, buttons 748 00:43:05,166 --> 00:43:07,794 Wait, isn't that, like, a... 749 00:43:07,836 --> 00:43:10,213 like, a clapping game? 750 00:43:12,007 --> 00:43:14,092 You're jerking me around. 751 00:43:18,013 --> 00:43:21,224 A little fun at my own expense. 752 00:43:26,855 --> 00:43:29,524 I'm gonna tell you what this is right here. 753 00:43:32,152 --> 00:43:34,154 I'm not moving on. 754 00:43:35,572 --> 00:43:37,490 There is no... 755 00:43:38,908 --> 00:43:42,245 ...leveling out of this feeling. 756 00:43:42,287 --> 00:43:44,873 I'm just... 757 00:43:46,499 --> 00:43:48,168 I'm just tired. 758 00:43:49,961 --> 00:43:52,881 And as nice as you're being, 759 00:43:52,922 --> 00:43:55,633 I don't want you to watch over me like that. 760 00:43:57,677 --> 00:43:59,846 That was always her gig. 761 00:44:03,099 --> 00:44:05,769 And I'm just not ready to fill that position yet. 762 00:44:38,259 --> 00:44:40,053 You comin'? 763 00:45:01,324 --> 00:45:04,994 This is an upgrade, right? 764 00:45:05,036 --> 00:45:08,123 Like, I know it is 765 00:45:08,164 --> 00:45:10,125 in just about every way, 766 00:45:10,166 --> 00:45:12,085 but something feels off. 767 00:45:13,545 --> 00:45:16,214 I know. It's like we changed our white-noise machine 768 00:45:16,256 --> 00:45:20,427 from ocean sounds to woodsy ambience. 769 00:45:20,468 --> 00:45:23,596 I'm not quite vibing with it. 770 00:45:23,638 --> 00:45:26,391 I think it's just different, is all. 771 00:45:30,103 --> 00:45:31,938 I know what it is. 772 00:45:31,980 --> 00:45:33,731 Oh, God. 773 00:45:33,773 --> 00:45:35,817 I almost forgot. 774 00:45:37,902 --> 00:45:40,947 It's that we're missing someone. 775 00:45:40,989 --> 00:45:45,535 - Hey, there he is. 776 00:45:45,577 --> 00:45:46,870 Welcome home, Marcus. 777 00:45:46,911 --> 00:45:48,163 Oh, my Lord! 778 00:45:49,581 --> 00:45:51,249 That was close. 779 00:45:51,291 --> 00:45:54,043 I'm so sorry, baby. 780 00:45:54,085 --> 00:45:56,921 It's okay. It's gonna be okay. 781 00:45:58,381 --> 00:46:00,508 It's gonna be okay. 782 00:46:02,177 --> 00:46:05,180 We're all gonna be okay. 783 00:46:10,935 --> 00:46:12,979 Here's fucking hoping. 784 00:46:16,274 --> 00:46:20,737 I love the most 785 00:46:20,778 --> 00:46:25,992 the lie that I'm composed 786 00:46:28,369 --> 00:46:32,373 I love the most 787 00:46:34,417 --> 00:46:39,631 the lie that I'm composed 788 00:47:04,072 --> 00:47:06,199 What's...what's her name? 789 00:47:06,241 --> 00:47:07,408 Sorry? 790 00:47:07,450 --> 00:47:09,994 I've...I've seen those bracelets before. 791 00:47:10,036 --> 00:47:12,205 If it's hooked, that means you're taken, right? 792 00:47:13,498 --> 00:47:15,166 Yeah. I-it's dumb, I know. 793 00:47:15,208 --> 00:47:18,211 It's like a wedding ring for stupid kids. 794 00:47:19,546 --> 00:47:21,297 I think it's kind of dope. 795 00:47:21,339 --> 00:47:22,882 I actually think you do, too. 796 00:47:22,924 --> 00:47:24,884 Here, some warm-up gear. 797 00:47:24,926 --> 00:47:28,096 Um, a sweatshirt and a beer coat. 798 00:47:28,137 --> 00:47:29,847 Well, it's not a beer, but you get the idea. 799 00:47:29,889 --> 00:47:33,101 It washed up on the... from the wreck, I guess. 800 00:47:35,895 --> 00:47:38,898 This belongs to Josh Herbert. 801 00:47:38,940 --> 00:47:41,484 His mother loves him. 802 00:47:41,526 --> 00:47:44,404 - More like his housekeeper. - 803 00:47:45,697 --> 00:47:49,325 Guess I should tell Marisol I actually belong to Josh now. 804 00:47:49,367 --> 00:47:52,120 So it's Marisol. 805 00:47:53,955 --> 00:47:55,081 Hmm. 806 00:47:55,123 --> 00:47:57,208 I have a girlfriend, too. 807 00:47:57,250 --> 00:47:58,960 Julia. 808 00:48:00,545 --> 00:48:02,380 Man, I told her I'd send her a postcard, 809 00:48:02,422 --> 00:48:04,674 but it's got to be more of a message-in-a-bottle situation. 810 00:48:08,803 --> 00:48:10,888 Hey, um... 811 00:48:10,930 --> 00:48:12,307 real check-in. 812 00:48:12,348 --> 00:48:13,516 You doing okay? 813 00:48:15,310 --> 00:48:17,103 You ask people that a lot. 814 00:48:17,145 --> 00:48:20,064 I know. I know. It's kind of my thing. 815 00:48:20,106 --> 00:48:22,442 Julia says that I'm like a kindergarten teacher 816 00:48:22,483 --> 00:48:24,277 in Northern California. 817 00:48:24,319 --> 00:48:29,282 No, no, I mean, I actually think it's cool. 818 00:48:32,035 --> 00:48:33,745 So... 819 00:48:33,786 --> 00:48:35,121 are you? 820 00:48:39,542 --> 00:48:41,252 Not really. 821 00:48:43,171 --> 00:48:44,088 You? 822 00:48:46,424 --> 00:48:47,967 No. 823 00:48:49,177 --> 00:48:50,762 But in the back of my mind, I'm counting 824 00:48:50,803 --> 00:48:53,348 on the whole "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger." 825 00:48:57,435 --> 00:48:59,187 I'm not. 826 00:49:02,023 --> 00:49:04,275 You're not what? 827 00:49:04,317 --> 00:49:05,985 Stronger. 828 00:49:06,027 --> 00:49:09,030 But you have changed. 829 00:49:09,072 --> 00:49:11,449 I imagine you'd concede that. 830 00:49:11,491 --> 00:49:13,076 How? 831 00:49:13,117 --> 00:49:15,161 Well, you're not a little good, 832 00:49:15,203 --> 00:49:18,081 quiet Catholic kid from Tijuana. 833 00:49:18,122 --> 00:49:21,209 I mean, not... not saying that, uh, 834 00:49:21,250 --> 00:49:23,795 you're no longer that, but... 835 00:49:23,836 --> 00:49:28,508 just saying that there are differences. 836 00:49:28,549 --> 00:49:30,843 What I hate... 837 00:49:32,595 --> 00:49:35,223 ...is that you can't control it... 838 00:49:39,894 --> 00:49:42,188 ...what you turn into. 839 00:49:45,233 --> 00:49:49,612 We all started wanting to be things... 840 00:49:49,654 --> 00:49:51,239 strong... 841 00:49:53,116 --> 00:49:54,867 ...loved... 842 00:49:57,912 --> 00:50:00,164 ...safe... 843 00:50:02,667 --> 00:50:04,460 ...powerful... 844 00:50:08,631 --> 00:50:10,174 ...included... 845 00:50:13,511 --> 00:50:14,679 ...seen... 846 00:50:17,306 --> 00:50:20,101 ...to be with someone, 847 00:50:20,143 --> 00:50:23,521 to be like someone. 848 00:50:23,563 --> 00:50:27,859 We wanted to be all that. 849 00:50:27,900 --> 00:50:31,070 We wanted to be men. 850 00:50:31,112 --> 00:50:33,698 But the truth is... 851 00:50:36,743 --> 00:50:39,454 ...some of us were becoming monsters. 852 00:50:46,169 --> 00:50:48,129 Not into it? 853 00:50:48,171 --> 00:50:50,047 I don't really drink much. 854 00:50:50,089 --> 00:50:52,341 Hmm. 855 00:50:52,383 --> 00:50:55,595 Well, you could pour one out. For DJ. 856 00:50:55,636 --> 00:50:57,889 I mean, we're basically hypothermic on his account. 857 00:50:57,930 --> 00:51:00,433 But, hey, a nice gesture. 858 00:51:04,395 --> 00:51:06,522 Here we go. 859 00:51:06,564 --> 00:51:09,776 - DJ. - For DJ. 860 00:51:12,945 --> 00:51:15,072 Ahh. 861 00:51:23,664 --> 00:51:25,208 Hey. 862 00:51:27,585 --> 00:51:30,129 Was it as miserable as you thought it'd be? 863 00:51:33,716 --> 00:51:36,177 Answer me when I ask you a question. 864 00:51:36,219 --> 00:51:38,346 Fine, sure. 865 00:51:40,640 --> 00:51:42,308 It was infinitely more miserable 866 00:51:42,350 --> 00:51:44,101 than I ever could have imagined. 867 00:51:44,143 --> 00:51:48,356 And I cannot believe you willingly put me through it. 868 00:51:48,397 --> 00:51:51,234 Well, such is the wages of sin, Devon. 869 00:51:51,275 --> 00:51:53,236 Fuck you. 870 00:51:53,277 --> 00:51:56,030 I-I cannot believe your ingratitude. 871 00:51:56,072 --> 00:51:59,408 After what you did and the strings I pulled... 872 00:51:59,450 --> 00:52:03,079 What part of "fuck you" wasn't clear, Mom? 873 00:52:04,455 --> 00:52:07,542 You know what? I royally fucked up. 874 00:52:07,583 --> 00:52:10,336 I'm a shitty kid. I am. 875 00:52:10,378 --> 00:52:13,548 Who doesn't know enough about the world or myself 876 00:52:13,589 --> 00:52:15,716 not to ruin things every once in a while. 877 00:52:15,758 --> 00:52:19,804 And I live with that every day. 878 00:52:19,846 --> 00:52:23,140 A person is dead 'cause of what I did. 879 00:52:23,182 --> 00:52:27,311 But you, you're this whole entire adult 880 00:52:27,353 --> 00:52:31,023 destroying the lives of these kids. 881 00:52:31,065 --> 00:52:33,442 And it's not an accident. 882 00:52:33,484 --> 00:52:34,944 You planned this. 883 00:52:37,530 --> 00:52:39,115 You enjoy it. 884 00:52:41,409 --> 00:52:43,744 I might be a fuck-up, 885 00:52:43,786 --> 00:52:46,122 but you're a fuckin' psychopath. 886 00:52:55,756 --> 00:52:58,217 Thanks for being such a team player today. 887 00:53:00,428 --> 00:53:02,221 We'll be calling you back in at some point. 888 00:53:02,263 --> 00:53:05,349 Maybe as soon as tomorrow, so be prepared for that. 889 00:53:07,727 --> 00:53:09,186 Take care. 890 00:53:26,787 --> 00:53:29,749 Don't scream. 891 00:55:34,874 --> 00:55:36,876 Beep, beep, coming through!