1 00:00:00,353 --> 00:00:01,621 Thank you. 2 00:00:03,595 --> 00:00:05,057 I didn't know it at the time 3 00:00:05,058 --> 00:00:07,126 but Jules was falling in love. 4 00:00:07,964 --> 00:00:09,672 JULES: I really like him. 5 00:00:09,673 --> 00:00:11,532 Who? Shyguy118? 6 00:00:11,533 --> 00:00:14,186 JULES: His name is Tyler. 7 00:00:15,059 --> 00:00:16,811 Who keeps texting you? 8 00:00:16,812 --> 00:00:19,086 ♪ 9 00:00:19,956 --> 00:00:21,933 What the fuck? 10 00:00:23,194 --> 00:00:24,687 WOMAN: I love you. 11 00:00:25,276 --> 00:00:27,437 - I love you more. - WOMAN: I need your help. 12 00:00:27,438 --> 00:00:29,724 I want professional partial nudes. 13 00:00:30,379 --> 00:00:32,677 I've never met anyone like Jules. 14 00:00:33,653 --> 00:00:34,719 I'm sorry. 15 00:00:34,720 --> 00:00:36,222 I'm sorry I should go. 16 00:00:37,140 --> 00:00:39,325 Let me know when you want to stop trying to kill yourself. 17 00:00:49,559 --> 00:00:50,976 ♪ Whoo-hoo-hoo... ♪ 18 00:00:51,393 --> 00:00:54,298 I don't understand why we have to drive seven hours 19 00:00:54,299 --> 00:00:55,977 to see a psychiatrist. 20 00:00:57,309 --> 00:00:58,765 Because... (SIGHS) 21 00:00:58,766 --> 00:01:01,322 we want the best care possible for you. 22 00:01:01,323 --> 00:01:03,315 RUE: When Jules was eleven years old, 23 00:01:03,316 --> 00:01:05,476 her mother took her on a road trip. 24 00:01:08,184 --> 00:01:10,351 (EXHALING) 25 00:01:11,768 --> 00:01:14,391 (EXHALING) 26 00:01:14,392 --> 00:01:16,489 ♪ Whoo-hoo-hoo ♪ 27 00:01:16,490 --> 00:01:20,348 _ 28 00:01:21,518 --> 00:01:23,643 (JULES SIGHS) 29 00:01:25,726 --> 00:01:27,726 ♪ Oh, oh! ♪ 30 00:01:28,059 --> 00:01:31,643 - Wasn't Dali, like, a sexual predator? - Was he? 31 00:01:32,601 --> 00:01:34,127 I hadn't heard that before. 32 00:01:34,128 --> 00:01:36,058 Would you like me to take it down? 33 00:01:36,059 --> 00:01:38,935 No. It's a cool painting. 34 00:01:38,936 --> 00:01:40,550 It is a cool painting. 35 00:01:40,551 --> 00:01:42,204 RUE: He was actually really sweet, though. 36 00:01:42,205 --> 00:01:44,598 They talked for over an hour, 37 00:01:44,599 --> 00:01:48,767 and only later did Jules realize that she hadn't lied once. 38 00:01:48,768 --> 00:01:51,850 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 39 00:01:51,851 --> 00:01:54,857 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 40 00:01:54,858 --> 00:01:58,028 RUE: After the session, they wanted to give her a tour of the Unit. 41 00:02:00,125 --> 00:02:01,667 (SIGHS) 42 00:02:03,267 --> 00:02:05,032 Well, what's the Unit? 43 00:02:05,033 --> 00:02:06,549 DR. KAY: Think of it like a second home, 44 00:02:06,550 --> 00:02:09,350 where children can learn how to feel better about themselves. 45 00:02:09,351 --> 00:02:10,892 (HESITANTLY): Okay. 46 00:02:10,893 --> 00:02:12,901 Let me give you a tour. 47 00:02:12,902 --> 00:02:15,642 ♪ ♪ 48 00:02:15,643 --> 00:02:17,850 So, this is our common area, 49 00:02:17,851 --> 00:02:20,058 where we have group sessions, 50 00:02:20,059 --> 00:02:22,558 watch movies, play games, 51 00:02:22,559 --> 00:02:24,516 have art class. 52 00:02:24,517 --> 00:02:28,542 Um, on Tuesdays we have canine therapy. 53 00:02:28,543 --> 00:02:31,391 Uh, Thursdays we have music therapy. 54 00:02:31,392 --> 00:02:34,309 (DR. KAY CONTINUES INDISTINCTLY) 55 00:02:35,601 --> 00:02:37,725 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 56 00:02:37,726 --> 00:02:40,507 - BOY: Dr. Kay! - Allan! 57 00:02:41,768 --> 00:02:44,422 Suck my dick, you fucking cunt! 58 00:02:45,871 --> 00:02:47,078 DR. KAY: Allan! 59 00:02:47,079 --> 00:02:49,558 (BOY CURSING INDISTINCTLY) 60 00:02:49,559 --> 00:02:51,938 (GRUNTING) 61 00:02:52,562 --> 00:02:54,182 DR. KAY: Usually there's two to a room, 62 00:02:54,183 --> 00:02:56,671 depending on how many patients are with us. 63 00:02:57,122 --> 00:02:59,829 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 64 00:02:59,830 --> 00:03:02,891 ♪ Whoo-ooh-ooh-ooh... ♪ 65 00:03:02,892 --> 00:03:04,642 So the kids live here? 66 00:03:04,643 --> 00:03:06,834 For short periods of time. 67 00:03:07,655 --> 00:03:09,809 And this is the quiet room. 68 00:03:11,559 --> 00:03:14,343 I'm gonna fucking rape you, Dr. Kay! 69 00:03:14,344 --> 00:03:16,099 - (POUNDS WALL) - You just bought yourself 70 00:03:16,100 --> 00:03:18,325 another 30 minutes in the quiet room, Jesse. 71 00:03:18,326 --> 00:03:19,325 (SPITS) 72 00:03:19,326 --> 00:03:20,736 RUE: It was around then when Jules thought 73 00:03:20,737 --> 00:03:22,892 she had just about had enough of the tour. 74 00:03:22,893 --> 00:03:24,439 I think I wanna go home. 75 00:03:24,440 --> 00:03:27,200 ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh ♪ 76 00:03:27,201 --> 00:03:29,219 RUE: And that's when Jules realized, 77 00:03:29,220 --> 00:03:31,164 this wasn't a tour at all. 78 00:03:32,523 --> 00:03:34,541 It was an elaborate plan to admit her 79 00:03:34,542 --> 00:03:37,715 to a fucking psychiatric hospital. 80 00:03:37,716 --> 00:03:40,265 Mom! Mom! 81 00:03:40,266 --> 00:03:42,957 No, no, no, no, no! 82 00:03:42,958 --> 00:03:47,685 (SCREAMING): No! No! No! 83 00:03:47,686 --> 00:03:49,799 RUE: During the ensuing struggle, Jules accidentally 84 00:03:49,800 --> 00:03:51,875 scratched an RA across the face, 85 00:03:51,876 --> 00:03:54,476 which she felt really guilty about. 86 00:03:56,651 --> 00:03:59,851 But quickly, that guilt turned into anger... 87 00:04:01,518 --> 00:04:04,516 and that anger, into defeat. 88 00:04:04,517 --> 00:04:06,350 ♪ ♪ 89 00:04:06,351 --> 00:04:08,642 Hi. I'm Jules. 90 00:04:08,643 --> 00:04:11,642 - How are you feeling? - JULES: Better. 91 00:04:11,643 --> 00:04:14,438 Good. Good. 92 00:04:14,439 --> 00:04:17,629 Why don't you tell the group a little about yourself and why you're here. 93 00:04:17,630 --> 00:04:19,169 JULES: I don't know. 94 00:04:19,170 --> 00:04:23,551 Maybe because I was, like, sad for a really long time. 95 00:04:23,552 --> 00:04:25,339 What do you mean by a long time? 96 00:04:25,340 --> 00:04:28,141 Maybe since I was seven or eight or something. 97 00:04:28,142 --> 00:04:31,350 And I've been to see, like, a bunch of doctors. 98 00:04:31,351 --> 00:04:33,683 I've been on, like, a bunch of medications, 99 00:04:33,684 --> 00:04:35,817 but nothing's really helped, so... 100 00:04:35,818 --> 00:04:38,058 Maybe these mitts will do the trick. 101 00:04:38,059 --> 00:04:41,765 - (PEN SCRIBBLES) - And, Jules, do you self-injure? 102 00:04:43,267 --> 00:04:46,308 RUE: The truth was, Jules hated herself. 103 00:04:46,309 --> 00:04:48,124 (INDISTINCT CONVERSATION) 104 00:04:48,125 --> 00:04:50,318 RUE: She hated how her brain worked... 105 00:04:51,351 --> 00:04:53,546 the way it would get stuck on a thought, 106 00:04:54,458 --> 00:04:56,559 - like choking. - (COUGHS) 107 00:04:57,059 --> 00:05:00,226 (COUGHING, GRUNTING) 108 00:05:01,229 --> 00:05:03,017 DAVID: All right. Keep present. 109 00:05:03,817 --> 00:05:06,332 RUE: And it would just play on an infinite loop, 110 00:05:06,333 --> 00:05:08,458 until she couldn't think 111 00:05:08,459 --> 00:05:10,084 or breathe or stand to be alive. 112 00:05:10,085 --> 00:05:11,767 DAVID (SOFTLY): This is hard, Jules. 113 00:05:11,768 --> 00:05:13,424 You're going to get through it, okay? 114 00:05:13,425 --> 00:05:15,546 RUE: She didn't just hate her brain, though. 115 00:05:15,547 --> 00:05:18,380 She hated her body, not every part, 116 00:05:18,381 --> 00:05:21,106 just her shoulders, and her arms, 117 00:05:21,107 --> 00:05:23,083 and her hands. 118 00:05:23,084 --> 00:05:26,194 Also her chest, her stomach, her thighs. 119 00:05:26,195 --> 00:05:28,029 Her knees were the worst. 120 00:05:28,030 --> 00:05:31,391 Plus her ankles, and her big, fucking, stupid feet. 121 00:05:31,392 --> 00:05:33,994 (SCHOOL BELL RINGING) 122 00:05:33,995 --> 00:05:37,038 She hated her life, not because it was bad, 123 00:05:37,039 --> 00:05:40,084 but because when you hate your brain and your body, 124 00:05:40,085 --> 00:05:41,836 it's hard to enjoy the rest. 125 00:05:42,498 --> 00:05:46,372 So, Jules developed a few coping mechanisms. 126 00:05:46,373 --> 00:05:48,134 None of them healthy, 127 00:05:48,135 --> 00:05:49,538 and a few scary enough to land her in... 128 00:05:49,539 --> 00:05:51,601 ♪ ♪ 129 00:05:54,059 --> 00:05:57,683 So, how are you liking the Unit? 130 00:05:57,684 --> 00:05:59,184 It's okay. 131 00:05:59,976 --> 00:06:03,017 - Are you making any friends? - Not really. 132 00:06:04,017 --> 00:06:06,141 Well, that'll change. 133 00:06:06,142 --> 00:06:08,601 Wait. Can you leave me the rest? 134 00:06:11,411 --> 00:06:12,470 Sure. 135 00:06:16,685 --> 00:06:18,933 ♪ ♪ 136 00:06:18,934 --> 00:06:21,017 (SIGHS) 137 00:06:30,643 --> 00:06:33,851 (CRINKLING) 138 00:06:36,518 --> 00:06:39,059 (INDISTINCT CONVERSATION) 139 00:06:40,601 --> 00:06:43,105 - This guy did some damage. - JULES: Allan? 140 00:06:45,101 --> 00:06:47,391 I did something really stupid. 141 00:06:47,392 --> 00:06:49,028 Is everything okay? 142 00:06:49,851 --> 00:06:51,305 I'm so sorry. 143 00:06:52,476 --> 00:06:54,225 Please don't be mad at me. 144 00:06:56,393 --> 00:06:58,995 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 145 00:06:58,996 --> 00:07:01,873 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 146 00:07:01,874 --> 00:07:04,459 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 147 00:07:04,460 --> 00:07:08,099 RUE: Eventually Jules got better and came home. 148 00:07:08,100 --> 00:07:10,964 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 149 00:07:10,965 --> 00:07:13,151 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 150 00:07:13,152 --> 00:07:15,493 RUE: But her mom got worse and went away. 151 00:07:15,494 --> 00:07:19,392 ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh... ♪ 152 00:07:19,393 --> 00:07:21,936 RUE: And her dad quit his job to be closer to home, 153 00:07:23,062 --> 00:07:26,023 which she liked, 'cause she loved her dad. 154 00:07:26,757 --> 00:07:29,118 By 13, she started to transition. 155 00:07:29,947 --> 00:07:33,513 And by 16, Jules had gotten a little slutty. 156 00:07:33,514 --> 00:07:35,807 And every guy was the same: 157 00:07:35,808 --> 00:07:38,493 cis, white, married, 158 00:07:38,494 --> 00:07:40,996 engaged, in long-term relationships, 159 00:07:40,997 --> 00:07:43,424 and always, always... 160 00:07:43,425 --> 00:07:47,017 I mean, I'm a hundred percent straight. 161 00:07:48,559 --> 00:07:50,768 Um, cool. 162 00:07:53,088 --> 00:07:54,760 So do you like top? 163 00:07:56,059 --> 00:07:58,808 - No. - Cool. 164 00:07:58,809 --> 00:08:01,101 'Cause that's, like, not my thing. 165 00:08:01,893 --> 00:08:04,728 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 166 00:08:04,729 --> 00:08:08,099 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh... ♪ 167 00:08:08,100 --> 00:08:10,835 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 168 00:08:10,836 --> 00:08:13,255 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 169 00:08:13,256 --> 00:08:16,641 RUE: Some were sweet. Some were weird. 170 00:08:17,893 --> 00:08:19,558 And a few were aggressive. 171 00:08:19,559 --> 00:08:20,786 (GAGGING) 172 00:08:20,787 --> 00:08:21,936 CAL: Spit. 173 00:08:24,586 --> 00:08:27,543 RUE: And whenever anything got too uncomfortable... 174 00:08:27,544 --> 00:08:29,456 - (CAL GRUNTS) - (MUFFLED SHRIEK) 175 00:08:29,457 --> 00:08:32,297 RUE: ...Jules would just imagine that she wasn't really herself, 176 00:08:32,298 --> 00:08:34,530 and this wasn't really her life. 177 00:08:35,097 --> 00:08:39,019 She was just a character in a book or a movie or a show. 178 00:08:39,020 --> 00:08:42,891 That none of it was real, and if it was, how did it matter? 179 00:08:42,892 --> 00:08:46,140 It's not like her body ever really belonged to her in the first place. 180 00:08:46,141 --> 00:08:48,558 (GRUNTS LOUDLY, PANTS) 181 00:08:48,559 --> 00:08:50,674 (GRUNTS) 182 00:08:50,675 --> 00:08:53,518 RUE: But fuck it. She'd save it for the memoirs. 183 00:08:56,016 --> 00:08:58,659 'Cause that was the night she met her new best friend. 184 00:08:59,558 --> 00:09:02,202 And although she had never really been in a relationship 185 00:09:02,203 --> 00:09:04,646 or even in, like, love, 186 00:09:04,647 --> 00:09:07,083 she imagined spending the rest of her life with her. 187 00:09:08,400 --> 00:09:11,355 How they'd live together in some shitty New York apartment, 188 00:09:11,356 --> 00:09:15,465 and maybe date other people, but always sleep in the same bed. 189 00:09:15,466 --> 00:09:19,035 She even said it to her once, which was probably a mistake, 190 00:09:19,036 --> 00:09:21,728 for, like, a lot of reasons. 191 00:09:23,393 --> 00:09:25,934 Plus, that was before she fell for Tyler, 192 00:09:25,935 --> 00:09:29,601 like, hard, like, really hard. 193 00:09:29,602 --> 00:09:31,041 ♪ ♪ 194 00:09:31,042 --> 00:09:34,051 (TV PLAYING INDISTINCTLY) 195 00:09:34,893 --> 00:09:36,362 What are you smiling about? 196 00:09:37,555 --> 00:09:40,558 I don't know. Just... life. 197 00:09:44,199 --> 00:09:52,199 Sync and corrections by btsix www.addic7ed.com 198 00:09:54,682 --> 00:09:59,266 ♪ And I never felt so alone ♪ 199 00:09:59,267 --> 00:10:01,726 ♪ Felt so alone, no, no, no ♪ 200 00:10:03,214 --> 00:10:05,631 RUE: There's nothing I'm really passionate about. 201 00:10:06,534 --> 00:10:10,975 You know, like, I'm not dying to say or do anything, really. 202 00:10:10,976 --> 00:10:13,099 And every time I admit that to people, 203 00:10:13,100 --> 00:10:15,842 they're like, "Oh, my gosh, that's so sad." But... 204 00:10:15,843 --> 00:10:18,600 I think that's the case for most people. 205 00:10:18,601 --> 00:10:22,767 You know? Like, when I look at my mom or... 206 00:10:22,768 --> 00:10:24,622 like, the kids at my school... 207 00:10:24,623 --> 00:10:28,685 Like, their profiles or their posts and their Tumblr rants... 208 00:10:29,751 --> 00:10:34,444 you realize they're all just fucked up, too... and lost. 209 00:10:35,037 --> 00:10:37,364 They just have a reason to mask it... 210 00:10:38,532 --> 00:10:40,975 whether it be, like, their, their families 211 00:10:40,976 --> 00:10:45,059 or their boyfriends or their hashtag activism. 212 00:10:46,665 --> 00:10:49,697 And they're just reaching for something 213 00:10:49,698 --> 00:10:51,976 - to make it all seem meaningful. - Rue... 214 00:10:51,977 --> 00:10:53,725 But sometimes I just sit and think... 215 00:10:53,726 --> 00:10:55,600 - Rue. Rue. - ...like, what's the point? 216 00:10:55,601 --> 00:10:58,016 Rue, I don't give a shit. 217 00:10:58,017 --> 00:11:00,579 - Why'd you call me? - Honestly... 218 00:11:02,140 --> 00:11:04,683 I didn't really have anybody else to call. 219 00:11:08,567 --> 00:11:10,594 Well, what happened to make you call? 220 00:11:13,038 --> 00:11:14,538 Um... 221 00:11:20,226 --> 00:11:21,768 you know... 222 00:11:26,143 --> 00:11:27,350 just like... 223 00:11:27,351 --> 00:11:29,366 (SCREAMING): Open the fucking door! 224 00:11:29,966 --> 00:11:31,018 Fuck! 225 00:11:32,851 --> 00:11:34,642 ...just the usual bullshit. 226 00:11:34,643 --> 00:11:38,768 Rue, you know that drug addicts don't reach out for help 227 00:11:39,476 --> 00:11:41,237 unless there's no options. 228 00:11:42,393 --> 00:11:44,098 So what happened? 229 00:11:45,893 --> 00:11:47,518 (SIGHS) 230 00:11:49,059 --> 00:11:50,476 Um... 231 00:11:51,434 --> 00:11:53,461 I was with my best friend. 232 00:11:53,462 --> 00:11:55,848 Okay, well, she's... I mean, she's a new friend, 233 00:11:55,849 --> 00:11:57,732 but we hang out every day. 234 00:11:58,476 --> 00:12:00,017 And, um... 235 00:12:01,643 --> 00:12:04,808 It's stupid. It's stupid. 236 00:12:04,809 --> 00:12:06,851 - ALI: What? - I just... 237 00:12:09,017 --> 00:12:13,393 I misread... the whole situation. 238 00:12:14,893 --> 00:12:17,571 And now it's gonna be really, really, really... 239 00:12:18,231 --> 00:12:20,174 really fucking awkward. 240 00:12:20,175 --> 00:12:23,224 And I guess that 241 00:12:23,225 --> 00:12:25,247 hanging out with her was... 242 00:12:26,432 --> 00:12:29,977 was the best thing that's happened to me in a while, so... 243 00:12:32,728 --> 00:12:35,733 Does the way in which you feel about her remind you of anything? 244 00:12:37,783 --> 00:12:42,308 - What do you mean? - You know, like... the obsession, 245 00:12:42,309 --> 00:12:45,685 the feelings, the withdrawal. 246 00:12:47,605 --> 00:12:48,784 What, like drugs? 247 00:12:50,393 --> 00:12:51,518 Bingo. 248 00:12:52,476 --> 00:12:55,142 Okay, but this is a good thing. 249 00:12:55,810 --> 00:13:00,351 Didn't drugs feel real good the first time you tried 'em? 250 00:13:04,308 --> 00:13:07,933 ♪ ♪ 251 00:13:11,393 --> 00:13:12,559 Shit. 252 00:13:20,893 --> 00:13:25,946 ♪ Everybody now is doin' their thing ♪ 253 00:13:25,947 --> 00:13:28,937 Yeah. It's gon' be a good night, tonight, man. 254 00:13:28,938 --> 00:13:30,647 Let's get this money. 255 00:13:32,017 --> 00:13:37,305 ♪ If you wanna have a good time ♪ 256 00:13:37,306 --> 00:13:41,074 ♪ Just grab your partner and step on a line ♪ 257 00:13:41,075 --> 00:13:43,016 What's good, bro? 258 00:13:43,017 --> 00:13:44,642 - (BELL RINGS) - RUE: Fuck. 259 00:13:44,643 --> 00:13:46,725 - LEXI: You wanna go on the Gravitron? - Uh, no. 260 00:13:46,726 --> 00:13:47,892 - The Ferris wheel? - Nope. 261 00:13:47,893 --> 00:13:49,880 - Why? - RUE: Because I don't wanna die. 262 00:13:49,881 --> 00:13:53,725 MADDY: Where are you? I'm standing by the fucking Ferris wheel. 263 00:13:53,726 --> 00:13:56,016 I don't see you. 264 00:13:56,017 --> 00:13:58,808 Why do you always do this to me? 265 00:13:58,809 --> 00:14:02,058 ♪ ♪ 266 00:14:02,059 --> 00:14:05,099 - JULES: Whoa! Whoa! Aah! - KAT: We're gonna die, die! 267 00:14:05,100 --> 00:14:08,391 JULES: Oh, my God. (SCREAMS) 268 00:14:08,392 --> 00:14:11,308 - (SCREAMING, GIGGLING) - Stop! Stop! 269 00:14:11,309 --> 00:14:13,892 Stop! You're rocking the fucking thing. 270 00:14:13,893 --> 00:14:16,433 - You're rocking... - (SCREAMS) Oh, my God. 271 00:14:16,434 --> 00:14:18,391 (KAT CHATTERING) 272 00:14:18,392 --> 00:14:21,183 Yo, are you at this Ferris wheel or that Ferris wheel? 273 00:14:21,184 --> 00:14:23,516 Well, how the fuck am I supposed to know which one you're at? 274 00:14:23,517 --> 00:14:25,141 You don't fucking tell me... 275 00:14:25,142 --> 00:14:26,767 Yeah, I know, I know. I'm on my way. I... 276 00:14:26,768 --> 00:14:29,683 How am I supposed to know that there's two Ferris wheels? 277 00:14:29,684 --> 00:14:31,768 ♪ ♪ 278 00:14:32,309 --> 00:14:34,850 - Yo, why are dressed like a hooker? - MADDY: What? 279 00:14:34,851 --> 00:14:37,308 Jesus Christ, Maddy. I'm here with my parents. 280 00:14:37,309 --> 00:14:39,864 - So what? It's the carnival. - No. It's the chili cook-off. 281 00:14:39,865 --> 00:14:40,998 It's very important. 282 00:14:40,999 --> 00:14:43,011 I can't have you hanging out at the booth dressed like that. 283 00:14:43,012 --> 00:14:44,475 Yeah, well maybe it'll sell better. 284 00:14:44,476 --> 00:14:46,933 Yo, this isn't a fucking joke, okay? 285 00:14:46,934 --> 00:14:48,558 Why are you being like this? 286 00:14:48,559 --> 00:14:50,838 Listen, my parents already don't like you. 287 00:14:51,507 --> 00:14:52,508 What? 288 00:14:53,730 --> 00:14:55,933 Go home, get changed, 289 00:14:55,934 --> 00:14:59,101 and come back looking like a person. Fuck. 290 00:15:00,434 --> 00:15:03,851 (RIDERS SCREAMING) 291 00:15:06,101 --> 00:15:08,058 - AARON: Well, did you break up again? - NATE: No. 292 00:15:08,059 --> 00:15:10,058 - Looks like you broke up again. - No, we didn't. 293 00:15:10,059 --> 00:15:12,975 If you ask me, she's a distraction. 294 00:15:12,976 --> 00:15:15,266 (BELL RINGING) 295 00:15:15,267 --> 00:15:17,433 - MAN: Hurry up, guy, go! - (RETCHING) 296 00:15:17,434 --> 00:15:20,433 - CROWD: Oh! - (LAUGHING): Ew! 297 00:15:20,434 --> 00:15:22,559 ♪ ♪ 298 00:15:25,643 --> 00:15:27,309 Hold on. 299 00:15:28,309 --> 00:15:30,393 Oh, my God. Jules! 300 00:15:31,476 --> 00:15:32,685 Come! 301 00:15:35,638 --> 00:15:38,638 Hands and feet inside the ride unless you want to die. 302 00:15:44,518 --> 00:15:46,600 - Hey. - Hey. 303 00:15:46,601 --> 00:15:48,975 - (RIDE WHIRRING) - KAT: I'm really fucking scared. 304 00:15:48,976 --> 00:15:51,516 (KAT, ETHAN LAUGHING) 305 00:15:51,517 --> 00:15:53,059 KAT: Oh, no! 306 00:15:54,685 --> 00:15:58,059 ♪ ♪ 307 00:16:06,518 --> 00:16:08,601 ♪ ♪ 308 00:16:29,101 --> 00:16:31,476 (JULES SQUEALING) 309 00:16:32,267 --> 00:16:33,892 - Hi. - Hey. 310 00:16:33,893 --> 00:16:36,393 - I missed you. - I missed you, too. 311 00:16:38,849 --> 00:16:42,391 Um, I think she's in love with her. 312 00:16:42,392 --> 00:16:44,058 Really? 313 00:16:44,059 --> 00:16:47,725 Yeah, like... Rue is in love with Jules, I think. 314 00:16:47,726 --> 00:16:51,142 - JULES: Are you mad at me? - No. No, no. 315 00:16:52,685 --> 00:16:54,725 Are you mad at me? 316 00:16:54,726 --> 00:16:57,099 - No. - Okay. 317 00:16:57,100 --> 00:16:58,892 Don't you think? 318 00:16:58,893 --> 00:17:01,141 I hadn't really thought about it. 319 00:17:01,142 --> 00:17:03,892 Oh. I don't know. 320 00:17:03,893 --> 00:17:06,808 Can we just pretend like what I did wasn't super-weird? 321 00:17:06,809 --> 00:17:10,058 - It wasn't weird. It... - It was weird, but... 322 00:17:10,059 --> 00:17:12,351 we don't have to talk about it. 323 00:17:13,810 --> 00:17:15,683 Talk about what? 324 00:17:15,684 --> 00:17:18,266 - Nothing. - Right. (LAUGHS) 325 00:17:18,267 --> 00:17:22,308 Okay, um... Anyway, I'm gonna go catch some friends. 326 00:17:22,309 --> 00:17:24,142 - All right. - Okay. 327 00:17:25,643 --> 00:17:30,142 (JULES AND RUE CHATTING INDISTINCTLY) 328 00:17:34,935 --> 00:17:36,892 - Uh-oh. Mr. Jacobs. - Oh! 329 00:17:36,893 --> 00:17:38,516 - Stingray McKay. - I see you... 330 00:17:38,517 --> 00:17:40,516 - I see what you got going on over here. - CAL: All right, chili. 331 00:17:40,517 --> 00:17:41,808 Let me get some. 332 00:17:41,809 --> 00:17:44,308 - Yo, what's up, brother? - How you doin', man? 333 00:17:44,309 --> 00:17:45,518 Yo. 334 00:17:47,182 --> 00:17:49,975 What are you... Are you guys, like, in a relationship? 335 00:17:49,976 --> 00:17:52,683 - Nah, we're just chillin'. - NATE: Are you just chillin'? 336 00:17:52,684 --> 00:17:54,767 Yeah, we're chillin'. 337 00:17:54,768 --> 00:17:56,563 (NATE CHUCKLES) Okay. 338 00:17:57,380 --> 00:18:00,099 - Okay. - Why haven't I seen you on the field? 339 00:18:00,100 --> 00:18:01,475 Uh... (CHUCKLES). 340 00:18:01,476 --> 00:18:03,936 Just freshmen got to earn their due, that's all. 341 00:18:03,937 --> 00:18:05,278 CAL: You take that attitude, 342 00:18:05,279 --> 00:18:07,525 you'll spend the rest of your life on the bench. 343 00:18:08,851 --> 00:18:11,335 It's really not that big of a deal, Mr. Jacobs. 344 00:18:11,336 --> 00:18:13,600 - It's just the first season. - CAL: No, it is a big deal. 345 00:18:13,601 --> 00:18:16,141 You got one of the best slide-steps I've ever seen. 346 00:18:16,142 --> 00:18:17,892 You've got promise. You've got talent. 347 00:18:17,893 --> 00:18:19,642 You're not pushing yourself hard enough. 348 00:18:19,643 --> 00:18:22,137 NATE: Dad, I think McKay's gonna be just fine. 349 00:18:22,138 --> 00:18:24,141 I'm just trying to help him keep a girl like her. 350 00:18:24,142 --> 00:18:25,477 (SNICKERS) 351 00:18:27,142 --> 00:18:29,767 Why? It's not like we're in a relationship. 352 00:18:29,768 --> 00:18:31,542 Plus, I don't even care about football. 353 00:18:31,543 --> 00:18:32,904 Whoa. 354 00:18:33,935 --> 00:18:36,350 It's not just football. 355 00:18:36,351 --> 00:18:37,892 It's life. 356 00:18:37,893 --> 00:18:40,099 It's about maintaining your focus. 357 00:18:40,100 --> 00:18:43,683 It's about putting your all into everything you do. 358 00:18:43,684 --> 00:18:46,308 Why do you think I have the business I have? 359 00:18:46,309 --> 00:18:48,516 Why do think I have the family I have? 360 00:18:48,517 --> 00:18:50,683 The success that I have? 361 00:18:50,684 --> 00:18:53,136 Why do think this chili 362 00:18:53,137 --> 00:18:56,350 has been voted best chili in the county five years in a row? 363 00:18:56,351 --> 00:18:58,267 'Cause you refuse to lose. 364 00:19:00,508 --> 00:19:01,882 No. 365 00:19:01,883 --> 00:19:04,759 It's about who you want to become in the world. 366 00:19:05,309 --> 00:19:07,518 I'm just lookin' out for you. 367 00:19:10,101 --> 00:19:11,892 - Bye. - Cassie. 368 00:19:11,893 --> 00:19:14,433 (NATE LAUGHING) What the fuck is her problem? 369 00:19:14,434 --> 00:19:15,435 Come on, bro. 370 00:19:15,851 --> 00:19:19,643 ♪ ♪ 371 00:19:20,768 --> 00:19:23,267 MCKAY: Yo, Cass. Cass. 372 00:19:23,935 --> 00:19:25,391 Cass, stop. 373 00:19:25,392 --> 00:19:27,433 Why would you say that? 374 00:19:27,434 --> 00:19:29,224 That we're just chillin'? 375 00:19:29,225 --> 00:19:31,493 It's not that big of a deal, Cass. It's a figure of speech. 376 00:19:31,494 --> 00:19:33,224 - It is a big deal. - It's really not. 377 00:19:33,225 --> 00:19:35,224 You literally just told me that you loved me. 378 00:19:35,225 --> 00:19:37,016 What does that have to do with anything? 379 00:19:37,017 --> 00:19:40,387 You just told Nate that we're not even in a fucking relationship. 380 00:19:40,388 --> 00:19:42,850 That's because I know the guy. He's just gonna talk shit. 381 00:19:42,851 --> 00:19:45,808 - Like what? - Like about you. 382 00:19:45,809 --> 00:19:47,704 Or whatever, Cassie. 383 00:19:47,705 --> 00:19:49,671 What do you mean, whatever? 384 00:19:50,569 --> 00:19:52,778 Like whatever the fuck you've done. 385 00:19:54,434 --> 00:19:56,476 What have I done, McKay? 386 00:19:57,476 --> 00:19:59,767 Look, I don't want to talk about this right now, Cass. 387 00:19:59,768 --> 00:20:01,308 We're in the middle of a fucking carnival. 388 00:20:01,309 --> 00:20:02,954 I don't know what you're talking about. 389 00:20:08,388 --> 00:20:10,954 It's not like it's that big of a fucking secret, Cassie. 390 00:20:15,919 --> 00:20:17,642 You know what? It's cool. 391 00:20:18,046 --> 00:20:21,601 We should just call it a night. I gotta get back, anyway. 392 00:20:26,518 --> 00:20:28,643 ♪ ♪ 393 00:20:35,184 --> 00:20:37,391 So, what you was lookin' for? 394 00:20:37,392 --> 00:20:38,743 Molly. 395 00:20:38,744 --> 00:20:41,393 Oh. She over there workin' at the pretzel stand. 396 00:20:41,935 --> 00:20:43,476 Thank you. 397 00:20:47,267 --> 00:20:50,017 ♪ ♪ 398 00:20:51,685 --> 00:20:53,351 MADDY: Hey. 399 00:20:53,810 --> 00:20:55,852 - Hey. - You're not having fun? 400 00:20:55,853 --> 00:20:58,226 - No. - Yeah, me, neither. 401 00:20:59,142 --> 00:21:01,017 You wanna do Molly? 402 00:21:02,164 --> 00:21:05,642 Welcome to Pretzelmania. Can I take your order? 403 00:21:05,643 --> 00:21:07,767 How many pretzels do you want? 404 00:21:07,768 --> 00:21:10,642 - We don't eat carbs. - Two, please. 405 00:21:10,643 --> 00:21:12,685 That'll be forty. 406 00:21:17,497 --> 00:21:19,527 So, you think Nate's cheating on you? 407 00:21:20,476 --> 00:21:23,767 I don't know. He's just been acting super-weird lately. 408 00:21:23,768 --> 00:21:26,559 ♪ ♪ 409 00:21:28,366 --> 00:21:30,118 Have you gone through his phone? 410 00:21:31,882 --> 00:21:34,547 I've never not gone through someone's phone. 411 00:21:34,548 --> 00:21:36,966 Bitch, you're my soul mate. 412 00:21:39,518 --> 00:21:41,518 BOTH: Thank you. 413 00:21:43,393 --> 00:21:45,308 MADDY: Yo, what's going on with you and McKay? 414 00:21:45,309 --> 00:21:46,933 I thought you two were in love. 415 00:21:46,934 --> 00:21:49,391 (CASSIE SCOFFS) Nate asked McKay if were were in a relationship, 416 00:21:49,392 --> 00:21:51,600 and McKay said that we were just chillin'. 417 00:21:51,601 --> 00:21:53,266 - What? - Yeah. 418 00:21:53,267 --> 00:21:56,683 Honestly, fuck them both. 419 00:21:56,684 --> 00:21:58,162 CASSIE: Right? 420 00:21:58,163 --> 00:22:00,099 MADDY: Okay, so if I tell you something, 421 00:22:00,100 --> 00:22:02,725 you swear on your fucking life you won't say a word? 422 00:22:02,726 --> 00:22:04,226 Yeah. What? 423 00:22:05,768 --> 00:22:07,768 I went through Nate's phone. 424 00:22:08,643 --> 00:22:10,601 And it was weird. 425 00:22:11,810 --> 00:22:15,309 ♪ ♪ 426 00:22:21,601 --> 00:22:23,266 - Oh, my fucking God. - What? 427 00:22:23,267 --> 00:22:24,892 - That's him. - Who? 428 00:22:24,893 --> 00:22:26,475 The guy. 429 00:22:26,476 --> 00:22:29,566 - What guy? - The one from the motel. 430 00:22:29,567 --> 00:22:31,099 Okay, what guy are we looking at, exactly? 431 00:22:31,100 --> 00:22:33,683 Okay, the one in the apron, serving the chili. 432 00:22:33,684 --> 00:22:34,987 I swear to God. 433 00:22:34,988 --> 00:22:36,860 No fucking way. Jules, do you know who that is? 434 00:22:36,861 --> 00:22:39,475 - Yeah, the guy from the motel. - That's Cal Jacobs. 435 00:22:39,476 --> 00:22:41,592 - Who's that? - Nate Jacobs's dad. 436 00:22:41,593 --> 00:22:44,513 - That's Nate's dad? - Yes, that's Nate's dad. 437 00:22:44,514 --> 00:22:46,642 - No fucking way! - Yes, fucking way. 438 00:22:46,643 --> 00:22:48,541 - You're full of shit. - No way. 439 00:22:48,542 --> 00:22:50,017 You're full of shit. 440 00:22:50,810 --> 00:22:52,558 Do you... Do you know who he is? 441 00:22:52,559 --> 00:22:54,725 He fucking owns half this town. He built it. 442 00:22:54,726 --> 00:22:56,767 All the apartment buildings past Kemper, they're his. 443 00:22:56,768 --> 00:22:58,350 - Rue, I swear to God. - There's no way. 444 00:22:58,351 --> 00:23:00,183 - That's the guy I fucked. - There's no way. 445 00:23:00,184 --> 00:23:01,600 Bullshit. 446 00:23:01,601 --> 00:23:03,808 I'm being a hundred percent serious. 447 00:23:03,809 --> 00:23:07,141 - You... You don't believe me? - No, actually. 448 00:23:07,142 --> 00:23:09,643 - I don't. - Okay. Watch. 449 00:23:18,893 --> 00:23:22,476 - JULES: Excuse me, sir. - CAL: Hmm? 450 00:23:24,826 --> 00:23:27,204 Hi. Can I help you? 451 00:23:27,205 --> 00:23:29,976 Uh, can I please have a small cup of chili? 452 00:23:31,017 --> 00:23:32,518 Yeah, sure. 453 00:23:41,351 --> 00:23:43,476 ♪ ♪ 454 00:23:50,351 --> 00:23:51,851 CAL: Oh. 455 00:23:53,142 --> 00:23:54,391 Shoot. 456 00:23:54,392 --> 00:23:56,309 Sorry. 457 00:24:00,643 --> 00:24:03,869 Uh, it... it's okay. It was my fault. 458 00:24:03,870 --> 00:24:05,685 I'll get you another cup. 459 00:24:07,017 --> 00:24:10,350 Hi. It's two dollars. All the proceeds go to the football team. 460 00:24:10,351 --> 00:24:12,559 Uh... cool. 461 00:24:12,893 --> 00:24:14,393 Thank you. 462 00:24:19,726 --> 00:24:21,851 ♪ ♪ 463 00:24:24,351 --> 00:24:25,559 Thanks. 464 00:24:29,790 --> 00:24:31,742 AARON: Yo, Nate, who was that? 465 00:24:32,302 --> 00:24:34,600 Her name's Jules. She's new here. 466 00:24:34,601 --> 00:24:37,017 AARON: She goes to East Highland? 467 00:24:38,267 --> 00:24:40,183 Yeah. She's a junior. 468 00:24:40,184 --> 00:24:42,037 AARON: Damn. That's jailbait. 469 00:24:42,038 --> 00:24:44,368 That's too bad. 470 00:24:48,538 --> 00:24:50,138 - RUE: ...nuts! - Why the fuck did you let me do that? 471 00:24:50,139 --> 00:24:51,850 RUE: I didn't let you do that! You just fucking... 472 00:24:51,851 --> 00:24:54,786 You just did it. You went over there and you did it. (SCOFFS) 473 00:24:54,787 --> 00:24:56,933 Did you see that his hands were fucking shaking? 474 00:24:56,934 --> 00:24:57,877 Yes, and then he dropped... 475 00:24:57,878 --> 00:24:59,224 And then he fucking dropped the chili! 476 00:24:59,225 --> 00:25:01,058 - Oh, my God. - He dropped the fucking chili. 477 00:25:01,059 --> 00:25:03,600 Oh, he dropped the fucking chili. And then he... 478 00:25:03,601 --> 00:25:05,360 And then you looked at me. 479 00:25:05,361 --> 00:25:07,487 Yeah, because I was screaming inside. 480 00:25:07,488 --> 00:25:09,850 Yeah, well, that made him fucking look at me. 481 00:25:09,851 --> 00:25:11,642 - He looked at me in the fucking eyes. - I'm sorry. 482 00:25:11,643 --> 00:25:13,892 (GROANS) I feel so bad. That was literally the meanest thing 483 00:25:13,893 --> 00:25:16,016 - I've ever done. - Oh, shit, hold on. It's my mom. 484 00:25:16,017 --> 00:25:17,434 Hey, Mom. 485 00:25:19,434 --> 00:25:21,243 Yeah. Yeah, no. 486 00:25:21,244 --> 00:25:24,810 Well, because she's been in the Gravitron for like 20 straight minutes. 487 00:25:26,017 --> 00:25:29,351 Yes, yes. I promise. We will be home by ten. 488 00:25:30,017 --> 00:25:32,101 Okay, I love you, too. 489 00:25:33,115 --> 00:25:35,698 Apparently, Gia's not answering her phone. 490 00:25:36,434 --> 00:25:38,810 - JULES: Uh... - It's just going straight to voicemail. 491 00:25:40,059 --> 00:25:42,350 (SNIFFS, SIGHS) 492 00:25:42,351 --> 00:25:43,768 (SNIFFS) 493 00:25:45,226 --> 00:25:46,768 It burns. 494 00:25:49,293 --> 00:25:51,892 MADDY: It's so weird to think that, like, 495 00:25:51,893 --> 00:25:54,183 no matter what happens, 496 00:25:54,184 --> 00:25:58,810 the universe is just out here giving, like, zero fucks. 497 00:25:59,559 --> 00:26:01,142 Wow. 498 00:26:02,101 --> 00:26:03,725 (LAUGHING) 499 00:26:03,726 --> 00:26:05,017 GIA: You look super cute. 500 00:26:05,018 --> 00:26:06,912 EMMA: Thanks. You, too. I love that shirt. 501 00:26:06,913 --> 00:26:09,933 GIA: Thank you. Even though I have the same body as Bruno Mars. 502 00:26:09,934 --> 00:26:11,843 - Shut up, you look hot. - No, I don't. 503 00:26:11,844 --> 00:26:12,863 Yes, you do. 504 00:26:12,864 --> 00:26:15,141 No, I don't, 'cause these right here, they're cutlets. 505 00:26:15,142 --> 00:26:18,149 EMMA: No, they're not. Trust me, these guys are super chill, okay? 506 00:26:18,150 --> 00:26:19,808 Do not worry. 507 00:26:19,809 --> 00:26:21,850 - Your mom's, like, all organic, right? - Oh, yeah. Yeah. 508 00:26:21,851 --> 00:26:25,183 - There's your issue. - What do you mean? 509 00:26:25,184 --> 00:26:27,975 Uh, organic food doesn't have any good hormones. 510 00:26:27,976 --> 00:26:31,141 You gotta get her to buy, like, the regular stuff, okay? 511 00:26:31,142 --> 00:26:32,725 What's the regular stuff? 512 00:26:32,726 --> 00:26:34,906 - Trust me. Oh, and milk, and milk. - GIA: No! 513 00:26:34,907 --> 00:26:35,919 I hate milk! 514 00:26:35,920 --> 00:26:37,767 At least three glasses a day. Three glasses. 515 00:26:37,768 --> 00:26:40,767 EMMA: That's how I went from a small A to a full B. 516 00:26:40,768 --> 00:26:41,975 - (GIA GROANS) - Mm-hmm. 517 00:26:41,976 --> 00:26:43,725 - Fine, I'll try it. - I'm telling you. 518 00:26:43,726 --> 00:26:46,183 - You gotta do it. - How old are the boys again? 519 00:26:46,184 --> 00:26:47,726 They're, like, our age. Yeah. 520 00:26:48,351 --> 00:26:50,016 - (ETHAN LAUGHS) - KAT: That's a lot. 521 00:26:50,017 --> 00:26:51,811 - I know. - They are so good. 522 00:26:51,812 --> 00:26:52,843 Right? 523 00:26:52,844 --> 00:26:54,433 I could drink these, like, every day of my life. 524 00:26:54,434 --> 00:26:58,183 Yes. Uh, how 'bout you grab another slushie, 525 00:26:58,184 --> 00:27:02,642 I go get more tickets, and then get super drunk and ride the Ferris wheel? 526 00:27:02,643 --> 00:27:04,224 Deal. 527 00:27:04,225 --> 00:27:06,183 - Okay. - Okay. All right. 528 00:27:06,184 --> 00:27:07,601 - All right. - (BOTH LAUGH) 529 00:27:10,017 --> 00:27:12,184 - Thank you. - No problem. 530 00:27:20,059 --> 00:27:24,226 ♪ ♪ 531 00:27:31,518 --> 00:27:33,099 Just tell your sister I really need her 532 00:27:33,100 --> 00:27:35,433 - to cover my shift on Wednesday. - Okay. 533 00:27:35,434 --> 00:27:38,016 For real. She's not answering any of my texts. 534 00:27:38,017 --> 00:27:40,058 I promise you I will say something. 535 00:27:40,059 --> 00:27:42,892 BECKY: I'm supposed to meet my boyfriend's family for the first time. 536 00:27:42,893 --> 00:27:44,558 It's really important. 537 00:27:44,559 --> 00:27:46,224 Yeah, I got you. 538 00:27:46,225 --> 00:27:48,434 Thank you. You're the best. 539 00:27:53,518 --> 00:27:55,601 ♪ ♪ 540 00:28:00,152 --> 00:28:02,123 MADDY: Honestly, fuck that whole family. 541 00:28:02,124 --> 00:28:03,183 CASSIE: For real. 542 00:28:03,184 --> 00:28:05,892 'Cause right now I'm looking at a thousand versions of myself, 543 00:28:05,893 --> 00:28:09,308 and not only do I look good, I fucking feel good. 544 00:28:09,309 --> 00:28:11,433 - It's a bitch. - So, if they've got something to say, 545 00:28:11,434 --> 00:28:13,350 they should just say it to my face, right? 546 00:28:13,351 --> 00:28:15,359 Or you could just say it to their fucking face. 547 00:28:15,360 --> 00:28:16,391 Right? 548 00:28:16,392 --> 00:28:17,656 That's what I would do. 549 00:28:18,559 --> 00:28:22,350 - I feel like this is a turning point. - Totally. 550 00:28:22,351 --> 00:28:25,642 We should just pick the hottest, 551 00:28:25,643 --> 00:28:29,767 most confident, bad bitch version of ourselves, 552 00:28:29,768 --> 00:28:32,558 and be that for the rest of the school year. 553 00:28:32,559 --> 00:28:34,107 MADDY: Yo. 554 00:28:34,108 --> 00:28:35,584 (BOTH LAUGH) 555 00:28:35,585 --> 00:28:38,266 And this year's winner of the chili cook-off is... 556 00:28:38,267 --> 00:28:40,266 Cal Jacobs! 557 00:28:40,267 --> 00:28:44,266 - (CROWD CHEERING) - Make it six years and running! 558 00:28:44,267 --> 00:28:47,142 (CHEERING, WHISTLING) 559 00:28:53,351 --> 00:28:55,851 ♪ ♪ 560 00:29:01,726 --> 00:29:03,224 Yeah, I'm not supposed to be here right now, 561 00:29:03,225 --> 00:29:04,933 because I'm dressed like a hooker, 562 00:29:04,934 --> 00:29:06,642 and none of you like me, 563 00:29:06,643 --> 00:29:08,558 but I just wanted to say congratulations. 564 00:29:08,559 --> 00:29:10,099 NATE: Maddy, get out of... 565 00:29:10,100 --> 00:29:12,391 - (CLATTERING) - CROWD: Ooh! 566 00:29:12,392 --> 00:29:14,224 What in God's name is your problem? 567 00:29:14,225 --> 00:29:17,059 - You, cunt. - (CROWD GASPS) 568 00:29:25,059 --> 00:29:27,976 - Hey. - 'Sup, Cass? 569 00:29:29,559 --> 00:29:31,264 You wanna ride the carousel? 570 00:29:31,976 --> 00:29:33,184 DANIEL: Cool. 571 00:29:34,017 --> 00:29:37,230 Shit. She's not answering. 572 00:29:37,231 --> 00:29:39,808 - It's just going straight to voicemail. - I mean, she can't be too far. 573 00:29:39,809 --> 00:29:42,350 Well, I have to get her home in like, 30 minutes. 574 00:29:42,351 --> 00:29:44,642 - Gia! - Gia! 575 00:29:44,643 --> 00:29:46,726 Excuse me. Sorry. 576 00:29:48,213 --> 00:29:49,671 Gia! 577 00:29:52,097 --> 00:29:54,472 - Gia! - RUE: Gia! 578 00:29:57,540 --> 00:29:59,849 Fuck. Okay. Uh... 579 00:29:59,850 --> 00:30:01,725 It'd be faster if we split up. 580 00:30:01,726 --> 00:30:04,351 - Yeah. Okay. Text me. Thank you. - Okay. 581 00:30:04,885 --> 00:30:06,030 (MADDY GIGGLING) 582 00:30:06,031 --> 00:30:07,731 NATE: I'm not gonna let you fucking embarrass me 583 00:30:07,732 --> 00:30:09,350 like that again, I swear to fucking God. 584 00:30:09,351 --> 00:30:10,683 (MADDY GIGGLES) 585 00:30:10,684 --> 00:30:12,430 NATE: Shut the fuck up! I'm fucking done with you! 586 00:30:12,431 --> 00:30:14,141 - I'm so fucking done with you. - MADDY: So what else is new? 587 00:30:14,142 --> 00:30:15,850 - I'm not fucking joking. - Yeah, fucking right. (GIGGLES) 588 00:30:15,851 --> 00:30:18,141 Calling my mom a cunt. What the fuck is actually wrong 589 00:30:18,142 --> 00:30:19,892 - with your fucking brain? - I think you're overreacting. 590 00:30:19,893 --> 00:30:21,725 - (NATE SLAPS) - (THUDS) 591 00:30:21,726 --> 00:30:23,850 - (BREATHING HEAVILY) - (MADDY WHEEZES) 592 00:30:23,851 --> 00:30:25,475 You're fucking dead to me. 593 00:30:25,476 --> 00:30:26,734 (MADDY WHEEZES) 594 00:30:26,735 --> 00:30:28,196 Fuck you. 595 00:30:28,197 --> 00:30:30,058 (GASPS) 596 00:30:30,059 --> 00:30:32,935 - I do have one question, though. - Yo, what? 597 00:30:36,688 --> 00:30:40,642 AARON: Man, I'm telling you, that girl has some real, fucking issues. 598 00:30:40,643 --> 00:30:42,767 I have to use the bathroom. 599 00:30:42,768 --> 00:30:46,059 - (FIREWORKS POPPING, WHISTLING) - Gia! 600 00:30:48,434 --> 00:30:49,810 Gia! 601 00:30:51,267 --> 00:30:52,476 Gia! 602 00:30:53,851 --> 00:30:57,434 ♪ ♪ 603 00:31:05,476 --> 00:31:07,518 ♪ ♪ 604 00:31:21,184 --> 00:31:23,309 ♪ ♪ 605 00:31:26,810 --> 00:31:28,685 Got an extra cigarette? 606 00:31:43,434 --> 00:31:45,142 (MOANS) 607 00:31:46,935 --> 00:31:49,059 (LAUGHS) 608 00:31:52,434 --> 00:31:54,184 (CASSIE SQUEALS) 609 00:32:01,059 --> 00:32:03,350 Damn, you're so fucking hot. 610 00:32:03,351 --> 00:32:05,350 (CASSIE LAUGHS) 611 00:32:05,351 --> 00:32:08,058 I could ride the carousel for hours! 612 00:32:08,059 --> 00:32:09,893 (LAUGHS) 613 00:32:11,351 --> 00:32:13,683 - Emma. Yo. - Yo, Rue. What up? 614 00:32:13,684 --> 00:32:17,183 - Have you seen Gia? - Yeah, like, over there. 615 00:32:17,184 --> 00:32:20,308 - Over where? Where is she? - You know. Like, the Gravitron. 616 00:32:20,309 --> 00:32:23,350 - Is she in the Gravitron? - No, she's like, by it. 617 00:32:23,351 --> 00:32:25,893 I... I really have to pee. 618 00:32:29,810 --> 00:32:32,851 (FIREWORKS WHISTLING, POPPING) 619 00:32:35,393 --> 00:32:36,893 JULES: Gia! 620 00:32:46,559 --> 00:32:47,726 Gia! 621 00:32:48,559 --> 00:32:49,432 Gia! 622 00:32:49,433 --> 00:32:52,058 Aren't you Luke Kasten? 623 00:32:52,059 --> 00:32:53,350 Yeah. 624 00:32:53,351 --> 00:32:55,725 You used to go to East Highland, right? 625 00:32:55,726 --> 00:32:58,768 Yeah, like, fuckin' forever ago. 626 00:32:59,893 --> 00:33:01,532 I used to hear stories about you, 627 00:33:01,533 --> 00:33:03,350 like, all the time in middle school. 628 00:33:03,351 --> 00:33:05,768 Oh, yeah? What kind of stories? 629 00:33:08,351 --> 00:33:09,892 That you had a... 630 00:33:09,893 --> 00:33:12,970 have a really big dick and fucked every girl in your grade. 631 00:33:15,226 --> 00:33:17,142 Basically. 632 00:33:17,768 --> 00:33:19,559 That's cool. 633 00:33:21,755 --> 00:33:23,588 How old are you? 634 00:33:26,851 --> 00:33:28,267 Sixteen. 635 00:33:33,267 --> 00:33:35,393 ♪ ♪ 636 00:33:49,351 --> 00:33:52,142 (CASSIE MOANING) 637 00:33:57,351 --> 00:33:58,600 (MOANS) 638 00:33:58,601 --> 00:34:00,183 I'm just saying, as your girlfriend, 639 00:34:00,184 --> 00:34:01,933 those pictures are a little suspicious. 640 00:34:01,934 --> 00:34:03,443 NATE: It's not what it looks like. 641 00:34:03,444 --> 00:34:05,184 Yeah? Well, then, explain to me why you have 642 00:34:05,185 --> 00:34:07,207 someone else's dick in your phone. 643 00:34:08,033 --> 00:34:09,600 It's really fucking complicated. 644 00:34:09,601 --> 00:34:11,495 How many reasons could there be? 645 00:34:12,184 --> 00:34:14,334 I can't explain it to you right now. 646 00:34:14,335 --> 00:34:16,497 Yeah, what does that mean? 647 00:34:16,498 --> 00:34:19,476 Look, I'm going through a lot of shit right now. 648 00:34:21,625 --> 00:34:23,683 I need... I just... I need you to promise me 649 00:34:23,684 --> 00:34:25,517 that you're not gonna tell a soul. 650 00:34:25,518 --> 00:34:27,391 I am not gonna tell anyone, I promise. 651 00:34:27,392 --> 00:34:29,575 - Like, on your life. - Yeah, on my life. 652 00:34:30,588 --> 00:34:33,351 I'm sorry I got so angry at you before. 653 00:34:34,810 --> 00:34:36,643 I am sorry. 654 00:34:41,059 --> 00:34:42,726 I'm sorry. 655 00:34:44,685 --> 00:34:46,642 (SNIFFLES) 656 00:34:46,643 --> 00:34:48,351 I love you. 657 00:34:48,935 --> 00:34:50,851 Maddy, I love you. 658 00:34:53,309 --> 00:34:54,850 I got a lot of sh... 659 00:34:54,851 --> 00:34:57,560 a lot of shit going on right now and I'm really confused. 660 00:34:58,351 --> 00:34:59,847 I don't know what to do. 661 00:35:02,476 --> 00:35:06,017 (NOISY CHATTERING) 662 00:35:14,351 --> 00:35:16,559 (FIREWORKS CRACKLING) 663 00:35:42,851 --> 00:35:46,683 ♪ ♪ 664 00:35:46,684 --> 00:35:51,434 (MOANING) 665 00:35:52,935 --> 00:35:55,808 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 666 00:35:55,809 --> 00:35:57,976 (MOANING LOUDLY) 667 00:36:03,226 --> 00:36:05,016 (SHUDDERS, GASPS) 668 00:36:05,017 --> 00:36:07,226 (VOICES MURMURING) 669 00:36:13,434 --> 00:36:17,516 (VOICES MURMURING) 670 00:36:17,517 --> 00:36:18,976 MAN: Mmm! 671 00:36:21,851 --> 00:36:24,384 Ho, ho, ho. Nasty! 672 00:36:33,476 --> 00:36:36,184 (GASPING) 673 00:36:36,851 --> 00:36:38,309 (GRUNTS) 674 00:36:44,351 --> 00:36:45,976 (GRUNTS) 675 00:36:49,810 --> 00:36:52,183 (TROY CHATTERING INDISTINCTLY) 676 00:36:52,184 --> 00:36:53,851 Gia! 677 00:36:55,810 --> 00:36:58,433 What the hell? I've been calling you. 678 00:36:58,434 --> 00:37:00,011 Rue. 679 00:37:02,309 --> 00:37:05,476 - Are you stoned right now? - Nah. Um-mm. 680 00:37:06,434 --> 00:37:08,518 - (LAUGHS) - (ALL LAUGH) 681 00:37:08,519 --> 00:37:10,767 - TROY: We're just chillin'. - GIA: Yeah, that's my sister. 682 00:37:10,768 --> 00:37:12,308 - Yo, Roy. - What's up? 683 00:37:12,309 --> 00:37:14,058 This is Rue's little sis. 684 00:37:14,059 --> 00:37:16,642 Oh, yeah. I knew that by the way she was hittin' the weed. 685 00:37:16,643 --> 00:37:19,266 - (LAUGHTER) - That's me. 686 00:37:19,267 --> 00:37:20,975 All right, Gia, get up. Let's go. 687 00:37:20,976 --> 00:37:23,058 TROY: What do you mean, let's go? You see we're having 688 00:37:23,059 --> 00:37:24,683 a funky good time. 689 00:37:24,684 --> 00:37:27,224 - That's great. - I'm having the best time. 690 00:37:27,225 --> 00:37:29,767 - We need to go, now. - We having the best time. 691 00:37:29,768 --> 00:37:31,475 Gia, get the fuck up and let's go. 692 00:37:31,476 --> 00:37:32,975 - I'm not playing with you. Let's go. - TROY: Wow. 693 00:37:32,976 --> 00:37:35,058 What'd you do? Decide to just clean up, 694 00:37:35,059 --> 00:37:36,756 and, like, oh, I wanna become a mom? Like... 695 00:37:36,757 --> 00:37:39,391 - Right? Relax. - RUE: Gia, get the fuck up. Let's go. 696 00:37:39,392 --> 00:37:41,336 - Now. - Mom. What's your problem, Mom? 697 00:37:41,337 --> 00:37:43,965 Hey, if she's a mom, you know she a MILF. 698 00:37:43,966 --> 00:37:44,967 (LAUGHTER) 699 00:37:46,226 --> 00:37:48,141 - (LAUGHING) - Get up. 700 00:37:48,142 --> 00:37:50,750 Yo, for real. When'd you become such a bitch? 701 00:37:50,751 --> 00:37:52,893 (SNICKERS) 702 00:37:55,184 --> 00:37:56,725 Excuse me? 703 00:37:56,726 --> 00:37:59,267 Was it after you fuckin' OD'd? 704 00:38:01,726 --> 00:38:05,350 TROY: Yeah. It's good. I know it's only weed, 705 00:38:05,351 --> 00:38:07,184 but you might get addicted. 706 00:38:09,782 --> 00:38:11,068 Get up. 707 00:38:11,810 --> 00:38:13,336 Just hope you don't get addicted again. 708 00:38:16,051 --> 00:38:17,783 All I'm saying is, if I were you, 709 00:38:17,784 --> 00:38:19,652 I wouldn't be taking advice from her. 710 00:38:21,705 --> 00:38:23,899 TROY: Yo. Text me. 711 00:38:24,935 --> 00:38:26,737 RUE: Don't do that shit again, all right? 712 00:38:27,644 --> 00:38:29,067 You fucking scared me. 713 00:38:30,308 --> 00:38:33,692 _ 714 00:38:35,476 --> 00:38:39,048 _ 715 00:38:41,643 --> 00:38:42,935 CAL: Hey. 716 00:38:46,809 --> 00:38:50,390 Look, I know you have the power to ruin my life right now. 717 00:38:50,923 --> 00:38:52,892 I'm begging you, 718 00:38:52,893 --> 00:38:54,577 pleading with you, 719 00:38:55,538 --> 00:38:56,829 please don't. 720 00:38:58,531 --> 00:39:01,197 I know you already told your friend. I saw her look at me. 721 00:39:01,198 --> 00:39:03,127 She won't tell anyone. 722 00:39:04,239 --> 00:39:06,465 - I promise. - 'Cause if this ever came out, 723 00:39:06,466 --> 00:39:09,366 I'd lose everything. I'd lose everything. 724 00:39:12,601 --> 00:39:14,726 I'll do whatever you want me to do. 725 00:39:20,156 --> 00:39:25,243 I have no intention of, like, hurting you or anything. 726 00:39:28,601 --> 00:39:30,674 I'm sorry about earlier. 727 00:39:31,810 --> 00:39:33,351 That was kind of dumb. 728 00:39:36,180 --> 00:39:37,423 That's okay. 729 00:39:39,810 --> 00:39:41,428 I just wanted to... 730 00:39:42,261 --> 00:39:43,620 It won't be a thing. 731 00:39:44,789 --> 00:39:47,125 - Don't worry. - Thank you. 732 00:39:48,976 --> 00:39:50,364 Thank you so much. 733 00:40:03,768 --> 00:40:05,351 (PHONE DINGS) 734 00:40:09,633 --> 00:40:13,364 _ 735 00:40:26,101 --> 00:40:27,767 Where were you? 736 00:40:27,768 --> 00:40:29,068 What's wrong? 737 00:40:29,069 --> 00:40:33,251 I just think the Molly's, like, way too strong or something. 738 00:40:42,518 --> 00:40:45,933 So... did you come? 739 00:40:45,934 --> 00:40:47,393 No. 740 00:40:57,685 --> 00:40:59,975 Uh, do you think Mom's gonna be 741 00:40:59,976 --> 00:41:02,224 sitting in the living room when we get there? 742 00:41:02,225 --> 00:41:04,559 - No, she won't. - Okay. 743 00:41:05,976 --> 00:41:07,498 Because, if, um... 744 00:41:08,768 --> 00:41:11,558 If I walked in there, I wouldn't know what to say. 745 00:41:11,559 --> 00:41:13,104 I wouldn't say hi. 746 00:41:13,105 --> 00:41:15,179 No, she's... She's gonna be in her bed. 747 00:41:15,180 --> 00:41:17,808 Trust me. Look, I need you, when we get home, 748 00:41:17,809 --> 00:41:20,758 to just go straight to your room and hide under the covers. Okay? 749 00:41:20,759 --> 00:41:22,325 Just let me deal with her. 750 00:41:23,209 --> 00:41:24,869 Wh-what are you gonna tell her? 751 00:41:25,517 --> 00:41:28,380 (SIGHS) I don't know yet. 752 00:41:29,381 --> 00:41:30,631 (GIGGLES) 753 00:41:30,632 --> 00:41:32,769 What are you laughing at? 754 00:41:34,119 --> 00:41:36,155 You good? (LAUGHS) 755 00:41:36,156 --> 00:41:37,620 (GIA GIGGLES) 756 00:41:38,059 --> 00:41:39,558 RUE: Come here. 757 00:41:39,559 --> 00:41:41,433 (CHATTERING) 758 00:41:41,434 --> 00:41:43,309 (BOTH LAUGHING) 759 00:41:44,434 --> 00:41:46,391 (GIA GIGGLES) 760 00:41:46,392 --> 00:41:50,058 She's still a little sick from riding the Gravitron so many times. 761 00:41:50,059 --> 00:41:53,726 - LESLIE: Should I check on her? - Oh, no. It's good. I got it. 762 00:41:55,393 --> 00:41:58,559 Thank you for looking out for her tonight. 763 00:41:59,976 --> 00:42:01,892 - Of course. - Love you. 764 00:42:01,893 --> 00:42:05,643 - Love you, too. Good night, Mom. - Good night. 765 00:42:16,393 --> 00:42:18,976 (TV PLAYING INDISTINCTLY) 766 00:42:47,226 --> 00:42:49,058 (SIGHS) 767 00:42:49,059 --> 00:42:52,351 (SNIFFLING, SOBBING) 768 00:42:56,518 --> 00:42:58,643 (CRICKETS CHIRRING) 769 00:43:18,518 --> 00:43:20,518 (MARSHA SIGHS, SCOFFS) 770 00:43:21,935 --> 00:43:23,976 MARSHA: Hey. Shut the door. 771 00:43:27,226 --> 00:43:29,017 (DOOR CLOSES) 772 00:43:35,810 --> 00:43:37,226 (LOCK CLICKS) 773 00:43:50,059 --> 00:43:52,434 (CASES CLACKING) 774 00:43:58,518 --> 00:44:01,059 (CLACKING CONTINUES) 775 00:44:10,726 --> 00:44:12,768 ♪ ♪ 776 00:44:33,309 --> 00:44:35,434 ♪ ♪ 777 00:44:46,184 --> 00:44:51,225 _ 778 00:44:54,768 --> 00:44:56,518 (SIGHS) 779 00:45:04,810 --> 00:45:06,131 JULES: Hey. 780 00:45:08,101 --> 00:45:09,351 Tyler? 781 00:45:17,309 --> 00:45:20,643 ♪ ♪ 782 00:45:27,685 --> 00:45:28,892 No. No! 783 00:45:28,893 --> 00:45:31,266 No, I'm not trying to hurt you. I'm not. 784 00:45:31,267 --> 00:45:33,433 I'm not here to hurt you. 785 00:45:33,434 --> 00:45:36,141 I know that you have these ideas about me, 786 00:45:36,142 --> 00:45:38,685 based on the first time that we met, and I understand that. 787 00:45:39,851 --> 00:45:42,184 But I'm not the person that you met that night. 788 00:45:43,017 --> 00:45:44,518 Can you let go of me? 789 00:45:52,476 --> 00:45:56,559 ♪ ♪ 790 00:46:01,267 --> 00:46:04,309 You know, over the past few weeks... 791 00:46:05,518 --> 00:46:07,226 I've spent... 792 00:46:08,643 --> 00:46:11,726 every moment of every day getting to know you. 793 00:46:13,990 --> 00:46:15,657 At night... 794 00:46:16,518 --> 00:46:18,351 I fall asleep to you. 795 00:46:19,726 --> 00:46:21,893 And in the morning... 796 00:46:22,851 --> 00:46:24,215 I wake up to you. 797 00:46:27,106 --> 00:46:31,183 I kind of feel closer to you than I do to anyone in the whole world. 798 00:46:35,201 --> 00:46:38,117 (SNIFFLES) I don't trust you, Nate. 799 00:46:42,559 --> 00:46:44,143 I don't trust you, either. 800 00:47:12,893 --> 00:47:16,099 - (WHISPERS): Open your mouth. - (WHISPERS) Nate... 801 00:47:16,100 --> 00:47:17,643 Wider. 802 00:47:21,017 --> 00:47:23,309 Nate. Nate, stop. 803 00:47:25,434 --> 00:47:28,101 God, are you broken inside. 804 00:47:29,309 --> 00:47:31,976 And that's precisely why I don't trust you. 805 00:47:35,643 --> 00:47:38,834 Because you're so broken you don't even trust yourself. 806 00:47:41,125 --> 00:47:42,771 And that's scary. 807 00:47:44,309 --> 00:47:47,975 Not just for you, but for me. 808 00:47:47,976 --> 00:47:50,600 And for my entire family. 809 00:47:50,601 --> 00:47:52,217 (PHONE BUZZES) 810 00:47:53,017 --> 00:47:55,564 I wouldn't answer that. You're gonna wanna hear this. 811 00:47:56,644 --> 00:47:58,662 Over the last three weeks, 812 00:47:59,705 --> 00:48:02,879 you have knowingly produced and distributed child pornography. 813 00:48:03,936 --> 00:48:07,308 Including obscene images that were taken on school property. 814 00:48:07,309 --> 00:48:10,099 I've compiled all these photos, 815 00:48:10,100 --> 00:48:14,643 along with an IP address, and an account that's linked to your name. 816 00:48:16,764 --> 00:48:20,476 I don't know if you're familiar with child pornography laws in this state. 817 00:48:22,117 --> 00:48:25,508 But they apply to minors just as they apply to adults. 818 00:48:26,941 --> 00:48:28,850 I sent them to you. 819 00:48:28,851 --> 00:48:31,150 No. You sent them 820 00:48:31,151 --> 00:48:34,052 to an account of a person that doesn't fucking exist. 821 00:48:35,479 --> 00:48:39,002 And I mean, anyone can anonymously report child pornography, right? 822 00:48:41,559 --> 00:48:44,367 - Then I'd tell them everything. - Okay. 823 00:48:44,368 --> 00:48:47,992 You could do that, but, um... 824 00:48:47,993 --> 00:48:50,297 here's what would definitely happen. 825 00:48:52,539 --> 00:48:54,785 You'd end up on a sex offenders list. 826 00:48:56,652 --> 00:48:58,622 It means no more college. 827 00:49:00,260 --> 00:49:03,502 It's gonna be very fucking difficult to find a job. 828 00:49:06,558 --> 00:49:08,502 And everywhere you go, 829 00:49:08,934 --> 00:49:10,664 for the rest of your life, 830 00:49:11,559 --> 00:49:14,224 you'll be harassed, and spat at, 831 00:49:14,225 --> 00:49:16,226 and treated like a fucking animal. 832 00:49:17,768 --> 00:49:21,851 You deserve better than that. 'Cause I know you. 833 00:49:23,726 --> 00:49:25,148 You're kind. 834 00:49:27,017 --> 00:49:29,152 You're smart. You're generous. 835 00:49:29,934 --> 00:49:31,767 You got a big heart. 836 00:49:32,720 --> 00:49:36,559 You deserve whatever the fuck it is in this world that you want. 837 00:49:38,518 --> 00:49:40,183 So keep your head down. 838 00:49:40,184 --> 00:49:42,393 Keep your mouth shut. 839 00:49:44,142 --> 00:49:45,961 Don't try to ruin my life, 840 00:49:46,925 --> 00:49:49,105 and I won't have to ruin yours. 841 00:49:52,694 --> 00:49:54,319 You know what I think? 842 00:49:56,528 --> 00:50:00,141 I think you're a fucking faggot, just like your daddy. 843 00:50:00,142 --> 00:50:01,516 (SLAPPING) 844 00:50:01,517 --> 00:50:05,267 - (BREATHES HEAVILY) - (JULES GASPING) 845 00:50:12,393 --> 00:50:13,837 You have a nice night. 846 00:50:23,810 --> 00:50:25,935 ♪ ♪ 847 00:50:46,518 --> 00:50:48,476 (SOFT KNOCKING) 848 00:50:50,267 --> 00:50:51,851 (KNOCKING CONTINUES) 849 00:51:02,518 --> 00:51:03,809 Hey. 850 00:51:03,810 --> 00:51:07,685 Hey. Do you think I could, uh, sleep over? 851 00:51:08,393 --> 00:51:11,017 Yeah. Yeah, of course. Come on. 852 00:51:49,476 --> 00:51:51,267 Is everything okay? 853 00:51:58,308 --> 00:51:59,474 Um... 854 00:52:00,142 --> 00:52:01,315 Here. 855 00:52:03,893 --> 00:52:06,242 So how'd the date go with Tyler? 856 00:52:06,805 --> 00:52:08,180 Um... 857 00:52:18,008 --> 00:52:20,090 He didn't look like his picture. 858 00:52:39,059 --> 00:52:40,935 Come here. 859 00:52:46,101 --> 00:52:49,601 ♪ ♪ 860 00:53:03,101 --> 00:53:05,029 Are you sure you're okay? 861 00:53:29,351 --> 00:53:32,643 ♪ ♪ 862 00:53:53,267 --> 00:53:57,559 ♪ ♪ 863 00:54:11,017 --> 00:54:12,518 What? 864 00:54:12,519 --> 00:54:18,520 Sync and corrections by btsix www.addic7ed.com