1 00:00:15,750 --> 00:00:16,875 WOMAN: Go ahead, Rue. 2 00:00:17,124 --> 00:00:19,083 -♪ (MUSIC PLAYS) ♪ -RUE BENNETT: I met someone. 3 00:00:19,583 --> 00:00:20,541 She's helped. 4 00:00:20,833 --> 00:00:22,917 Now, I want to stay clean. 5 00:00:23,667 --> 00:00:26,416 -So, thank you. -(APPLAUSE) 6 00:00:27,750 --> 00:00:29,166 LESLIE BENNETT: I'm really proud of you, Rue. 7 00:00:29,249 --> 00:00:31,458 -You've come a long way. -(SCREAMING) 8 00:00:31,917 --> 00:00:33,583 Just take your time. 9 00:00:33,958 --> 00:00:34,917 You're delicate. 10 00:00:35,416 --> 00:00:38,249 RUE: Every time I feel good, I think it'll last forever. 11 00:00:42,249 --> 00:00:43,999 These states will wax and wane. 12 00:00:45,541 --> 00:00:47,083 I think I need your help. 13 00:00:48,208 --> 00:00:50,999 RUE: In bad times, there would be good times. 14 00:00:52,166 --> 00:00:53,667 (GIGGLING) 15 00:00:54,208 --> 00:00:55,667 But also, in the good times... 16 00:00:55,750 --> 00:00:57,166 NATE JACOBS: You're fucking dead to me. 17 00:00:57,249 --> 00:00:58,583 RUE: There would be bad times. 18 00:00:59,333 --> 00:01:00,458 You look different. 19 00:01:00,999 --> 00:01:02,291 I miss the old Kat. 20 00:01:03,166 --> 00:01:04,875 FEZCO: Leave Rue and her friends alone. 21 00:01:04,958 --> 00:01:05,917 Is that a threat? 22 00:01:06,708 --> 00:01:09,750 RUE: I guess it's true. Life is always this way. 23 00:01:10,625 --> 00:01:13,833 You're okay, baby. You're okay. 24 00:01:21,041 --> 00:01:25,833 ♪ ♪ 25 00:01:25,917 --> 00:01:28,416 Rue: One of the benefits of showing up at the hospital 26 00:01:28,500 --> 00:01:30,541 in the middle of the night with a kidney infection 27 00:01:30,625 --> 00:01:32,708 is that the first thing they do... 28 00:01:32,792 --> 00:01:34,416 Nurse: Take this with a full cup of water. 29 00:01:34,500 --> 00:01:36,541 Rue: ...is give you something to bring down your fever 30 00:01:36,625 --> 00:01:38,875 and subdue the agonizing pain you're in. 31 00:01:38,958 --> 00:01:41,208 -Is this Vicodin? -Yes. 32 00:01:44,124 --> 00:01:47,083 -Five milligrams? -Uh, yes. 33 00:01:47,166 --> 00:01:49,541 Rue: I know what you're all thinking. 34 00:01:49,625 --> 00:01:50,999 (sighs) 35 00:01:51,083 --> 00:01:54,083 I, um, I got my wisdom teeth taken out, like, a year ago, 36 00:01:54,166 --> 00:01:55,500 and they gave me Vicodin. 37 00:01:55,583 --> 00:01:57,333 It-- It just wasn't-- It wasn't good for me. 38 00:01:57,416 --> 00:02:00,416 It really, really upsets my stomach. 39 00:02:00,500 --> 00:02:03,625 -Nurse: Oh. Okay. -Yeah. 40 00:02:03,708 --> 00:02:07,333 -I think I'll just go with plain Tylenol. -Are you sure? 41 00:02:07,416 --> 00:02:09,833 Kidney infections are extremely painful. 42 00:02:10,208 --> 00:02:11,833 I'm sure. 43 00:02:12,917 --> 00:02:15,458 Unless... (sighs) 44 00:02:15,541 --> 00:02:18,458 I can't quite remember what they put me on instead. 45 00:02:18,541 --> 00:02:21,958 It was, like... I don't know, it sounded like a candy name. 46 00:02:22,041 --> 00:02:24,208 It was like, uh, like Roxi... 47 00:02:24,291 --> 00:02:26,083 -(whispers): like Roxis... -Roxicet? 48 00:02:26,166 --> 00:02:29,875 Yeah. Yeah, that's it. Roxicet. Yeah. 49 00:02:31,083 --> 00:02:33,458 I'll go with that. 7.5 milligrams. 50 00:02:33,541 --> 00:02:36,708 -Nurse: Okay. Let me check with the doctor. -Thanks. 51 00:02:36,792 --> 00:02:39,291 Rue: It's not a relapse if it's warranted. 52 00:02:39,375 --> 00:02:40,667 It's a hall pass. 53 00:02:40,750 --> 00:02:42,333 (whispers): God, please don't get in the way. 54 00:02:42,416 --> 00:02:44,458 Doctor: According to the paperwork that your mother filled out, 55 00:02:44,541 --> 00:02:47,333 it appears that you have some pretty extreme substance abuse issues. 56 00:02:47,416 --> 00:02:49,375 So, I think you're right. 57 00:02:49,458 --> 00:02:51,875 We should just stick with Tylenol. 58 00:02:51,958 --> 00:02:54,667 (exhales) Huh. Okay, yeah. 59 00:02:54,750 --> 00:02:58,416 You know, if I ever come back here with cancer, 60 00:02:58,500 --> 00:03:00,917 -I really hope you're not my doctor. -(doctor laughs) 61 00:03:00,999 --> 00:03:04,541 -Uh-huh, yeah, I'm serious. -(doctor laughs) 62 00:03:05,083 --> 00:03:08,667 Wait. Can I-- Can I still get the Vicodin? 63 00:03:08,750 --> 00:03:12,124 They put me on Cipro, which is the antibiotic they give to people 64 00:03:12,208 --> 00:03:14,166 that are exposed to anthrax, 65 00:03:14,249 --> 00:03:17,041 started me on Lexapro, which is one of the few antidepressants 66 00:03:17,124 --> 00:03:19,875 -that doesn't make me crazier. -(gulps, sighs) 67 00:03:19,958 --> 00:03:22,541 And kept me there for three days. 68 00:03:22,625 --> 00:03:25,667 -It was actually really nice. -(imitates IV dripping) 69 00:03:25,750 --> 00:03:27,583 I love hospitals. 70 00:03:27,667 --> 00:03:30,458 If I could spend the rest of my life in a hospital, I would. 71 00:03:30,541 --> 00:03:32,458 -Hey. -Because when you're in a hospital, 72 00:03:32,541 --> 00:03:36,375 -you have zero responsibilities. -(laughs softly) 73 00:03:36,458 --> 00:03:39,458 They make sure you eat, sleep, stay hydrated, 74 00:03:39,541 --> 00:03:42,458 and if anything bad happens, there's always a doctor nearby. 75 00:03:42,541 --> 00:03:43,625 Thank you. 76 00:03:43,708 --> 00:03:45,208 It's also the best place to be 77 00:03:45,291 --> 00:03:47,375 in the event of a mass shooting, 78 00:03:47,458 --> 00:03:50,750 unless the gunman kills all the surgeons. 79 00:03:50,833 --> 00:03:53,291 The point is, I had zero anxiety. 80 00:03:53,375 --> 00:03:56,208 Woman (on TV): Gel enhancement, gel enhancement nails. 81 00:03:56,291 --> 00:03:58,999 Woman 2 (on TV): What are gel enhancement nails? Fake nails? 82 00:03:59,083 --> 00:04:02,750 -Woman (on TV): Yes, fake nails. -(baby screaming) 83 00:04:02,833 --> 00:04:05,875 Rue: Then at nighttime, when everyone's asleep, 84 00:04:05,958 --> 00:04:10,291 I close my eyes and imagine all the little beeps to be the sounds of birds, 85 00:04:10,375 --> 00:04:14,541 and the lukewarm air blowing through the vent to be a warm breeze. 86 00:04:14,625 --> 00:04:17,458 Your hospital bed can sort of feel like a poolside chair 87 00:04:17,541 --> 00:04:20,416 -on a hot summer night in the Caribbean. -(waves swashing) 88 00:04:20,500 --> 00:04:22,458 (sighs) 89 00:04:24,166 --> 00:04:26,333 Plus, Jules came to visit. 90 00:04:28,958 --> 00:04:31,917 Did all this happen because I left? 91 00:04:31,999 --> 00:04:33,625 No. 92 00:04:35,958 --> 00:04:37,792 You promise? 93 00:04:39,541 --> 00:04:41,375 Yeah, I promise. 94 00:04:42,375 --> 00:04:45,124 I've felt like this my whole life, Jules. 95 00:04:46,500 --> 00:04:49,500 Not all the time, but sometimes. 96 00:04:51,708 --> 00:04:53,708 You make it better, though. 97 00:04:55,917 --> 00:04:58,875 (monitors beeping steadily) 98 00:05:01,875 --> 00:05:03,500 I'm sorry. 99 00:05:05,375 --> 00:05:06,917 For what? 100 00:05:10,458 --> 00:05:12,500 For not telling you the truth. 101 00:05:12,583 --> 00:05:15,291 Rue: For everyone who was calling me manic, 102 00:05:15,375 --> 00:05:18,249 I was, like, 92 percent correct. 103 00:05:18,333 --> 00:05:21,416 But something was different about Jules. 104 00:05:22,375 --> 00:05:25,750 Rue, you look fucking amazing. 105 00:05:26,708 --> 00:05:30,917 Jules, I am deeply uncomfortable right now. 106 00:05:30,999 --> 00:05:33,875 Listen, you look hot. 107 00:05:33,999 --> 00:05:36,500 And the fact that you usually dress like Seth Rogen, 108 00:05:36,583 --> 00:05:41,166 although you make it cute sometimes, like, it crushes my soul. 109 00:05:41,249 --> 00:05:43,667 Rue: I don't dress like Seth Rogen. 110 00:05:43,750 --> 00:05:46,333 When was the last time you didn't wear a hoodie and sweatpants? 111 00:05:46,416 --> 00:05:48,833 I don't know, like... now. 112 00:05:48,917 --> 00:05:53,249 -Exactly. Which is why we're gonna finish. -(Rue grunts) 113 00:05:53,667 --> 00:05:58,083 It was, like, the most amazing weekend ever. 114 00:05:58,166 --> 00:06:01,458 I legit cannot stop thinking about it, you know. 115 00:06:01,541 --> 00:06:04,124 It was, like, the first time... (sniffs) 116 00:06:04,208 --> 00:06:08,166 I ever felt like I had a family, 117 00:06:08,249 --> 00:06:12,708 that wasn't my dad, or, like, you, kind of. 118 00:06:13,083 --> 00:06:15,500 And, oh, my God. Rue... 119 00:06:15,583 --> 00:06:18,917 you would die for Anna. 120 00:06:18,999 --> 00:06:23,625 -Rue: Who's Anna? -She's just, like, next level. 121 00:06:23,708 --> 00:06:24,958 I don't know. 122 00:06:25,041 --> 00:06:27,917 Did you guys, like, hook up or something? 123 00:06:27,999 --> 00:06:31,208 (sniffs) Yeah. It was kind of crazy. 124 00:06:31,291 --> 00:06:33,416 We went to the club, 125 00:06:33,500 --> 00:06:36,541 and the energy was, like, crazy in there. 126 00:06:36,625 --> 00:06:39,458 It, like, matched hers, and then I was feelin' it. 127 00:06:39,541 --> 00:06:42,875 And she just, like, grabbed me and sort of like, 128 00:06:42,958 --> 00:06:46,875 pushed me down, and like, kissed me. 129 00:06:46,958 --> 00:06:49,416 And... she fuckin' bit me. 130 00:06:49,500 --> 00:06:54,792 -What do you mean she bit you? -Like, when we were hooking up, she, like, fully bit me. 131 00:06:54,875 --> 00:06:56,958 -(unzips) -Look. 132 00:06:57,833 --> 00:06:59,999 Oh. Okay. 133 00:07:01,708 --> 00:07:04,500 -Did it, like, feel good? -Yeah, it felt amazing. 134 00:07:04,583 --> 00:07:05,958 -(zipping) -That's it, she just-- 135 00:07:06,041 --> 00:07:08,667 Has anyone ever done that to you? 136 00:07:08,750 --> 00:07:10,208 No. 137 00:07:10,291 --> 00:07:13,833 -Do you want to see what it feels like? -I don't know. (laughs) 138 00:07:16,500 --> 00:07:18,291 -Ow! -What? 139 00:07:18,375 --> 00:07:20,375 -Ow! -You don't like it? 140 00:07:20,458 --> 00:07:21,999 I don't think so. 141 00:07:23,375 --> 00:07:24,875 I see. 142 00:07:25,375 --> 00:07:27,083 But you like it. 143 00:07:27,166 --> 00:07:28,667 I liked it. 144 00:07:28,750 --> 00:07:31,166 I don't know. You've gotta meet these kids. 145 00:07:31,249 --> 00:07:36,041 'Cause I swear, you would fuckin' flourish in that energy. 146 00:07:37,041 --> 00:07:39,875 I've never felt anything like it. 147 00:07:41,375 --> 00:07:43,541 There. Mm. 148 00:07:44,375 --> 00:07:46,500 I missed you so much. 149 00:07:55,958 --> 00:07:57,875 You look beautiful. 150 00:07:59,625 --> 00:08:01,750 Thanks. You, too. 151 00:08:03,291 --> 00:08:06,583 By the way, fuck Nate Jacobs. 152 00:08:06,958 --> 00:08:08,958 -Fuck Nate Jacobs. -Mm-hmm. 153 00:08:09,500 --> 00:08:12,416 I know you're not supposed to say this kind of shit out loud, 154 00:08:12,500 --> 00:08:14,541 but if I ever had the chance I would fuckin'... 155 00:08:14,625 --> 00:08:19,375 -(Nate screaming) -(gun firing) 156 00:08:21,667 --> 00:08:23,999 -(flesh sizzling) -What a fuckin' pussy. 157 00:08:24,083 --> 00:08:25,375 (both chuckle) 158 00:08:25,458 --> 00:08:28,458 ♪ Oh! Feel the beat of the rhythm of the night ♪ 159 00:08:28,541 --> 00:08:30,500 ♪ Dance until the morning light ♪ 160 00:08:30,583 --> 00:08:32,667 ♪ Forget about the worries on your mind ♪ 161 00:08:32,750 --> 00:08:34,583 ♪ You can leave them all behind ♪ 162 00:08:34,667 --> 00:08:36,375 ♪ To the beat of the rhythm of the night ♪ 163 00:08:36,458 --> 00:08:40,999 ♪ Oh, the rhythm of the night ♪ 164 00:08:41,083 --> 00:08:42,249 ♪ Oh! ♪ 165 00:08:42,333 --> 00:08:44,416 (silence) 166 00:08:50,500 --> 00:08:53,458 Hi. I'm Leslie, Rue's mom. 167 00:08:53,541 --> 00:08:56,249 All: Hi, Leslie. 168 00:08:58,583 --> 00:09:03,792 They asked me to write a letter about what your addiction has cost us as a family, 169 00:09:04,291 --> 00:09:08,833 and as I sat down last night to write it, 170 00:09:10,208 --> 00:09:13,458 I couldn't stop thinking about the day you were born. 171 00:09:14,833 --> 00:09:18,458 Holding you in my arms for the first time, 172 00:09:18,541 --> 00:09:20,792 looking down at you, 173 00:09:21,583 --> 00:09:24,041 your sweet, beautiful face... 174 00:09:24,458 --> 00:09:29,500 I had never felt so much love and joy in my entire life. 175 00:09:30,333 --> 00:09:32,166 And I thought that... 176 00:09:32,917 --> 00:09:36,375 what if in that moment I heard a voice, 177 00:09:36,458 --> 00:09:39,208 some omniscient narrator who said, 178 00:09:39,291 --> 00:09:41,583 "Here's what's going to happen. 179 00:09:41,667 --> 00:09:47,500 "Your daughter is gonna be funny, and smart, and outgoing, 180 00:09:47,583 --> 00:09:50,041 You'll see it instantly, from a young age." 181 00:09:50,124 --> 00:09:53,541 -Are you guys drinking wine? -I mean, barely. 182 00:09:54,333 --> 00:09:57,500 We were waiting for you to leave so we could get into the hard stuff. 183 00:09:57,583 --> 00:09:59,708 -(chuckles) -(Rue chuckles) 184 00:10:00,958 --> 00:10:03,958 That's cool. I'm not triggered or anything. 185 00:10:04,541 --> 00:10:07,333 Aah. (chuckles) It's a joke. 186 00:10:07,416 --> 00:10:09,416 Okay, let's take some pictures. Come on. 187 00:10:09,500 --> 00:10:12,583 Leslie: "She'll be charismatic and make friends easily." 188 00:10:12,667 --> 00:10:14,875 Aw, you guys look so cute. 189 00:10:14,958 --> 00:10:17,833 Leslie: "She'll be kind and sensitive. 190 00:10:18,750 --> 00:10:21,208 "Maybe too sensitive. 191 00:10:21,999 --> 00:10:25,208 "She won't be an easy child. 192 00:10:25,833 --> 00:10:28,166 She'll struggle." 193 00:10:30,041 --> 00:10:32,750 Just walk in, 194 00:10:32,833 --> 00:10:35,291 and hold your head up high, baby. 195 00:10:35,375 --> 00:10:40,124 Leslie: "And in turn, you'll struggle to understand her." 196 00:10:40,208 --> 00:10:44,208 -Suze: You look beautiful. -I don't know. 197 00:10:45,750 --> 00:10:49,416 Leslie: "To understand what's going on inside of her head. 198 00:10:49,500 --> 00:10:52,917 "The night terrors that can't be interrupted. 199 00:10:56,124 --> 00:10:58,625 "The times after dinner where 200 00:10:58,708 --> 00:11:03,291 "she'll just sit at the kitchen table and count the tiles over and over, 201 00:11:03,375 --> 00:11:05,667 "until she hyperventilates." 202 00:11:08,166 --> 00:11:11,667 -Do you have a... a date? -Kat: No. 203 00:11:11,750 --> 00:11:16,208 Leslie: "To fight to hold her in your arms, to tell her it's okay." 204 00:11:16,291 --> 00:11:18,750 Do you think this makes me look stupid? 205 00:11:20,416 --> 00:11:23,083 No, not in the least. 206 00:11:25,750 --> 00:11:29,500 Leslie: "To calm down. The kicking. The screaming. 207 00:11:29,583 --> 00:11:32,583 "The anxiety of being harmed. 208 00:11:33,958 --> 00:11:36,375 "The transitions from day to night, 209 00:11:36,458 --> 00:11:40,999 "from home to school, from meal to meal. 210 00:11:41,083 --> 00:11:45,458 Of losing her mother or father or little sister." 211 00:11:45,541 --> 00:11:47,041 Cal: Hey. 212 00:11:48,583 --> 00:11:51,041 -Natalie: You guys have such a beautiful home. -Marsha: Aw, thank you. 213 00:11:51,124 --> 00:11:53,124 -Hi. -Hi. 214 00:11:53,958 --> 00:11:55,999 -You look beautiful. -Thanks. (laughs) 215 00:11:56,083 --> 00:11:58,291 -That's an understatement. -Leslie: "Of being alone." 216 00:11:58,375 --> 00:12:00,124 (whispers): Hey. I really like her. 217 00:12:00,208 --> 00:12:04,708 Leslie: "The panic attacks, mood swings, confusion, disorganization." 218 00:12:04,792 --> 00:12:07,291 -Sonia: Have fun, mija. -I will. 219 00:12:08,875 --> 00:12:11,458 (girls laughing, chattering) 220 00:12:12,708 --> 00:12:16,124 -Look at you! -Oh, my God! 221 00:12:16,917 --> 00:12:19,750 Leslie: "And all that rage. 222 00:12:19,833 --> 00:12:23,375 "Not just at you, but at herself. 223 00:12:23,458 --> 00:12:24,917 "And the tough part is..." 224 00:12:24,999 --> 00:12:26,333 Aah! 225 00:12:27,208 --> 00:12:28,875 You want some, Cass? 226 00:12:28,958 --> 00:12:32,416 Leslie: "...you'll feel as helpless to help her as she does herself." 227 00:12:32,500 --> 00:12:34,750 -What is it? -Gatorade and Everclear. 228 00:12:34,833 --> 00:12:37,750 Leslie: "You'll make mistakes. Small ones and big ones." 229 00:12:37,833 --> 00:12:39,708 Fuck it. 230 00:12:39,792 --> 00:12:42,583 Maddy: Fuck it. Aah. 231 00:12:42,667 --> 00:12:45,416 Leslie: "You'll look for help from people who aren't helpful. 232 00:12:45,500 --> 00:12:49,124 "Or who don't actually understand what's happening." 233 00:12:54,291 --> 00:12:55,708 (clicks) 234 00:12:57,333 --> 00:13:00,625 Leslie: "And the guilt will never leave you." 235 00:13:03,999 --> 00:13:06,208 (softly): Love you, Grandma. 236 00:13:10,958 --> 00:13:13,750 Leslie: "But if you remain calm and patient, 237 00:13:13,833 --> 00:13:15,999 "if you listen closely, 238 00:13:16,083 --> 00:13:18,083 "you'll begin to understand her more." 239 00:13:18,166 --> 00:13:19,792 You okay? 240 00:13:19,875 --> 00:13:22,124 Yeah, I'm just having an asthma thing. 241 00:13:22,208 --> 00:13:28,041 Leslie: "The counting, the repetition, the need for symmetry. 242 00:13:28,124 --> 00:13:30,999 "That if you kiss her left cheek before bed, 243 00:13:31,083 --> 00:13:32,958 "you have to kiss her right cheek. 244 00:13:33,041 --> 00:13:36,625 "And her forehead. Then her chin. 245 00:13:36,708 --> 00:13:40,625 "That it's about balance, stability. 246 00:13:40,708 --> 00:13:44,416 "The need to organize her feelings and thoughts, so... 247 00:13:44,500 --> 00:13:46,708 she can breathe easier." 248 00:13:46,792 --> 00:13:49,999 -I feel really good about tonight. -Maddy and Lexi: Really? 249 00:13:50,083 --> 00:13:51,958 Yeah. I mean... 250 00:13:52,041 --> 00:13:53,708 I was thinking this is the first time 251 00:13:53,792 --> 00:13:56,041 since the beginning of high school that I haven't, like, 252 00:13:56,124 --> 00:13:57,500 been in love with somebody. 253 00:13:57,583 --> 00:14:00,041 Honestly, I love that for you. 254 00:14:00,999 --> 00:14:02,375 (rap music playing on radio) 255 00:14:02,458 --> 00:14:05,917 I've always, like, really been into pickup trucks. 256 00:14:09,500 --> 00:14:11,583 You can take your shoes off the dash. 257 00:14:11,667 --> 00:14:13,458 (scoffs) 258 00:14:18,249 --> 00:14:20,625 Leslie: "And there will be moments of relief... 259 00:14:20,708 --> 00:14:22,999 -"...in her and in you." -(laughing, chattering) 260 00:14:23,083 --> 00:14:26,917 "Moments that feel so normal and calm, and rewarding 261 00:14:26,999 --> 00:14:31,041 "that you'll find yourself praying they last forever." 262 00:14:31,124 --> 00:14:33,583 (indistinct chattering) 263 00:14:33,667 --> 00:14:36,416 Leslie: "Even though she's only a child, 264 00:14:36,500 --> 00:14:40,166 and all the hard parts have yet to even come." 265 00:14:44,625 --> 00:14:45,999 Kat. Hi. 266 00:14:47,500 --> 00:14:49,124 Wow. 267 00:14:54,291 --> 00:14:57,625 (dogs barking) 268 00:15:03,083 --> 00:15:05,166 ♪ ♪ 269 00:15:11,583 --> 00:15:13,958 (barking continuing) 270 00:15:24,500 --> 00:15:26,583 (engine starts) 271 00:15:26,667 --> 00:15:28,416 ♪ They jaws dropping ♪ 272 00:15:28,500 --> 00:15:30,875 ♪ He take me shopping, Robin jeans... ♪ 273 00:15:30,958 --> 00:15:34,124 Cassie: What if these are, like, the big moments in life? 274 00:15:34,708 --> 00:15:37,083 Like, my mom always talks about how high school was 275 00:15:37,166 --> 00:15:39,083 like this big, monumental part of her life. 276 00:15:39,166 --> 00:15:42,999 But I cannot imagine being 40 and looking back at this, like, "Wow." 277 00:15:43,083 --> 00:15:45,875 Yeah, but that's because most people peak in high school. 278 00:15:45,958 --> 00:15:48,249 I definitely haven't peaked, so... 279 00:15:48,333 --> 00:15:49,917 I feel like I'm not even a person yet. 280 00:15:49,999 --> 00:15:53,083 Yeah, I'm definitely at, like, 25 percent peakness. 281 00:15:53,166 --> 00:15:56,124 I feel like I'm at a hundred. 282 00:15:56,208 --> 00:15:58,792 But I can definitely get to 150. 283 00:15:58,875 --> 00:16:01,375 Honestly, I never thought I'd make it this far. 284 00:16:01,458 --> 00:16:03,249 What do you mean? 285 00:16:03,333 --> 00:16:04,875 I don't know. I just always had, like, 286 00:16:04,958 --> 00:16:07,667 this overwhelming anxiety that something bad would happen. 287 00:16:07,750 --> 00:16:09,625 Maddy: In all fairness, last summer, there were, like, 288 00:16:09,708 --> 00:16:11,625 three weeks where I thought you were dead. 289 00:16:11,708 --> 00:16:14,375 Okay, but she's been sober for, like, three months. 290 00:16:14,458 --> 00:16:17,708 Weren't you in rehab, like, six months ago? 291 00:16:18,958 --> 00:16:22,458 Uh, yeah. (chuckles) 292 00:16:22,541 --> 00:16:24,583 Cassie: Maybe people are nostalgic about high school 293 00:16:24,667 --> 00:16:27,625 'cause it's, like, the last time in their life that they get to dream. 294 00:16:27,708 --> 00:16:29,291 (phone buzzes) 295 00:16:29,375 --> 00:16:34,917 Cassie: After this is just bad jobs, and bills, and bad husbands. 296 00:16:37,750 --> 00:16:40,792 Maybe I'm generalizing, but... 297 00:16:40,875 --> 00:16:43,208 I don't know. Do you guys get what I mean? 298 00:16:43,917 --> 00:16:46,208 I don't know. I kind of feel the opposite. 299 00:16:46,291 --> 00:16:50,041 I feel like high school's super fucking suffocating. 300 00:16:50,124 --> 00:16:53,041 -Cassie: Really? -Yeah. 301 00:16:54,750 --> 00:16:56,416 Hmm. 302 00:16:57,083 --> 00:16:58,833 (phone buzzes) 303 00:16:58,917 --> 00:17:00,833 I'll be right back. 304 00:17:00,917 --> 00:17:03,458 ♪ When we land, they clear port ♪ 305 00:17:03,541 --> 00:17:06,583 ♪ Tell the driver I got a show, Fifth classy shot ♪ 306 00:17:06,667 --> 00:17:08,416 ♪ Versace stomp... ♪ 307 00:17:09,291 --> 00:17:11,792 (indistinct chattering) 308 00:17:13,333 --> 00:17:15,458 (moaning) 309 00:17:16,750 --> 00:17:18,583 (coughing) 310 00:17:31,458 --> 00:17:34,458 ♪ My wrist dancing, neck dancing ♪ 311 00:17:34,541 --> 00:17:36,917 ♪ Nails dancing, my ears dancing ♪ 312 00:17:36,999 --> 00:17:39,958 ♪ These bitches dance, they pussy poppin' ♪ 313 00:17:40,041 --> 00:17:42,041 ♪ They jaws droppin'... ♪ 314 00:17:42,124 --> 00:17:45,083 First of all, ew. 315 00:17:45,708 --> 00:17:48,083 Second of all, ew. 316 00:17:48,166 --> 00:17:51,500 -Nate (panting): Just a second. -Maddy: Are you, like, not hard? 317 00:17:51,583 --> 00:17:53,041 (panting) 318 00:17:53,124 --> 00:17:55,083 Nate: Not yet. Fuck. 319 00:17:55,166 --> 00:17:59,249 -It... It doesn't really feel like you're hard. -Nate: I am. I'm... 320 00:17:59,333 --> 00:18:02,208 -I am hard. -Nate, this isn't something you just, like, lie about. 321 00:18:02,291 --> 00:18:04,083 Maddy, I just got a lot of shit on my mind, okay? 322 00:18:04,166 --> 00:18:06,249 Maddy: Like right now? Like, during sex? 323 00:18:06,333 --> 00:18:07,750 -Maddy, stop. -Stop what? 324 00:18:07,833 --> 00:18:10,249 Talking. Stop talking. Fuck. 325 00:18:10,333 --> 00:18:12,500 Okay, I'm officially turned off. Just get off me. 326 00:18:12,583 --> 00:18:15,708 -Why the fuck are we even having sex? -We weren't. 327 00:18:15,792 --> 00:18:17,458 Nate: You know what your fucking problem is? 328 00:18:17,541 --> 00:18:19,833 You can't keep your fucking mouth shut. 329 00:18:19,917 --> 00:18:21,416 Yeah, and you can't keep your dick hard. 330 00:18:21,500 --> 00:18:23,375 Maybe the reason I can't keep my dick hard is because 331 00:18:23,458 --> 00:18:25,708 everyone at school is spreading these fucking rumors about me. 332 00:18:25,792 --> 00:18:27,917 Maddy: They're not rumors. They're facts. 333 00:18:27,999 --> 00:18:30,999 You literally had, like, 40 different guys' dicks in your phone. 334 00:18:31,083 --> 00:18:33,541 -I told you not to fucking tell anyone. -Yeah, well, I told people 335 00:18:33,625 --> 00:18:34,958 before you told me not to tell anyone. 336 00:18:35,041 --> 00:18:36,708 Yeah, but you told them out of fucking context. 337 00:18:36,792 --> 00:18:38,958 Really? What is the context? 338 00:18:39,041 --> 00:18:41,458 I'd tell you, but I don't even fucking trust you anymore. 339 00:18:41,541 --> 00:18:43,999 Kind of like how you fuck me, but you're not hard anymore? 340 00:18:44,083 --> 00:18:47,917 Huh? Keep talking. Come on, keep fucking talking. 341 00:18:47,999 --> 00:18:49,999 Keep talking. Huh? 342 00:18:50,083 --> 00:18:54,083 -(breathing heavily) -(sobbing) 343 00:18:55,375 --> 00:18:56,792 (sniffles) 344 00:18:57,249 --> 00:19:00,416 Look, Nate, I don't mind if you're into guys. 345 00:19:00,500 --> 00:19:03,917 -I'm not into fucking guys, Maddy. -Sexuality is a spectrum. 346 00:19:03,999 --> 00:19:06,291 -Fuck. What the fuck are you talking about? -It's not like anyone's 347 00:19:06,375 --> 00:19:08,999 100 percent straight or 100 percent gay. 348 00:19:09,083 --> 00:19:11,667 Oh, that is 100 percent bullshit. 349 00:19:15,458 --> 00:19:17,958 -(door slams) -(sobs) 350 00:19:18,500 --> 00:19:21,458 -(faucet squeaks) -(water running) 351 00:19:21,541 --> 00:19:23,500 (Maddy sobs) 352 00:19:26,792 --> 00:19:28,917 ♪ ♪ 353 00:19:36,999 --> 00:19:38,958 (water running) 354 00:19:39,041 --> 00:19:40,708 (door opens) 355 00:19:50,875 --> 00:19:52,875 (door opens) 356 00:19:58,625 --> 00:20:00,667 Hey, look, I don't really know you. 357 00:20:00,750 --> 00:20:02,999 You might be a good girl, you might not. 358 00:20:03,083 --> 00:20:05,083 But I do know my son. 359 00:20:05,750 --> 00:20:08,500 -Do you? -I'm not defending him. 360 00:20:08,583 --> 00:20:11,583 But I do want to protect him, and what I know is this relationship 361 00:20:11,667 --> 00:20:14,083 you two have is not sustainable, 362 00:20:14,541 --> 00:20:17,875 and it's only a matter of time before it takes the both of you down. 363 00:20:17,958 --> 00:20:21,750 Sometimes two people in the universe who aren't meant for each other 364 00:20:21,833 --> 00:20:23,792 find each other. 365 00:20:23,875 --> 00:20:27,667 You're a beautiful girl, and a smart one. 366 00:20:28,500 --> 00:20:31,708 -It's time to let go. -(scoffs) 367 00:20:32,333 --> 00:20:35,917 Your whole family is so fucking weird. 368 00:20:49,124 --> 00:20:51,375 (water running) 369 00:20:59,458 --> 00:21:01,667 (breathing heavily) 370 00:21:05,416 --> 00:21:06,583 (moans) 371 00:21:06,667 --> 00:21:08,917 Announcer: Ladies and gentlemen, this is it. 372 00:21:08,999 --> 00:21:11,124 -This is the game you've all been waiting for. -(players yelling) 373 00:21:11,208 --> 00:21:13,083 Announcer 2: That's right, Bart. This is the first game back 374 00:21:13,166 --> 00:21:15,416 for the Hawks starting QB Nate Jacobs. 375 00:21:15,500 --> 00:21:18,208 It could be the final game of his high school career 376 00:21:18,291 --> 00:21:20,083 unless he can bring home the W, 377 00:21:20,166 --> 00:21:22,083 and get this struggling team to regionals. 378 00:21:22,166 --> 00:21:25,083 Announcer 1: Speaking of struggles, he's had a lot off the field. 379 00:21:25,166 --> 00:21:27,166 -It's been a big topic of conversation... -Come on, Hawks! 380 00:21:27,249 --> 00:21:29,583 -Announcer 1: ...not only around the team, but also in this community. 381 00:21:29,667 --> 00:21:31,583 Here's the big question: Can he overcome this? 382 00:21:31,667 --> 00:21:34,291 Announcer 2: I think Nate Jacobs is gonna unify this ball club. 383 00:21:34,375 --> 00:21:36,416 Announcer 1: Thankfully his teammates have his back. 384 00:21:36,500 --> 00:21:38,166 We know the community has his back. 385 00:21:38,249 --> 00:21:41,166 -How much of the game is he going to put on his back? -Referee: Play! 386 00:21:41,249 --> 00:21:43,458 -Announcer 1: Here we go. It's game time. -(spectators cheering) 387 00:21:43,541 --> 00:21:44,958 Red, twelve. 388 00:21:45,041 --> 00:21:47,249 Red, twelve. Hut. 389 00:21:47,792 --> 00:21:50,333 (players grunting) 390 00:21:51,541 --> 00:21:54,208 -(thuds) -(whistle trilling) 391 00:21:57,999 --> 00:22:01,208 (Latin pop electronic song playing) 392 00:22:06,500 --> 00:22:08,375 Cassie: Maddy, don't. 393 00:22:10,333 --> 00:22:12,416 ♪ ♪ 394 00:22:14,041 --> 00:22:17,458 -Maddy. Don't do it. -Maddy: Fuck this. 395 00:22:19,625 --> 00:22:22,958 ♪ ♪ 396 00:22:24,166 --> 00:22:26,083 Can you dance? 397 00:22:26,500 --> 00:22:28,083 Um... 398 00:22:30,875 --> 00:22:33,708 -Can you dance? -Fuck, yeah. 399 00:22:42,583 --> 00:22:44,708 ♪ ♪ 400 00:22:53,375 --> 00:22:56,041 I guarantee you Maddy and Nate are gonna get married. 401 00:22:56,124 --> 00:22:59,041 And probably, like, divorced three times, and in some strange way, 402 00:22:59,124 --> 00:23:01,667 live a pretty happy life. 403 00:23:02,166 --> 00:23:04,583 -Yeah. -Yeah. 404 00:23:04,667 --> 00:23:06,291 Yeah. 405 00:23:11,208 --> 00:23:13,291 ♪ ♪ 406 00:23:20,792 --> 00:23:24,083 (indistinct chattering) 407 00:23:33,291 --> 00:23:34,667 Jules! 408 00:23:39,583 --> 00:23:41,124 Jules. 409 00:23:43,041 --> 00:23:45,583 -What are you doing? -Nothing. 410 00:23:45,667 --> 00:23:48,541 -What are you doing? -Nothing. 411 00:23:50,792 --> 00:23:52,708 I like the way I dressed you, but I'm worried 412 00:23:52,792 --> 00:23:54,958 I fucked with your gender expression. 413 00:23:55,041 --> 00:23:57,833 (laughs) Thank you? 414 00:23:58,875 --> 00:24:02,625 -I feel a little stupid, so... -(chuckles) 415 00:24:06,083 --> 00:24:08,667 Can I ask you a question? 416 00:24:09,249 --> 00:24:13,291 -Yeah. -Why don't you kiss me? 417 00:24:15,958 --> 00:24:17,833 I kiss you. 418 00:24:18,375 --> 00:24:22,583 No. Why don't you, like, kiss-kiss me? 419 00:24:23,708 --> 00:24:29,041 Um, I mean, did you want me to, like, kiss-kiss you? 420 00:24:32,583 --> 00:24:34,458 I want you... 421 00:24:34,541 --> 00:24:38,041 to wanna kiss me so bad that you don't even ask. 422 00:24:47,249 --> 00:24:49,667 Okay. Fuck it. Let's dance. 423 00:24:57,958 --> 00:25:00,083 (engine shuts off) 424 00:25:00,333 --> 00:25:02,416 (crickets chirring) 425 00:25:09,249 --> 00:25:11,458 (gate rattles) 426 00:25:18,708 --> 00:25:19,999 ♪ You know I'm hood ♪ 427 00:25:20,083 --> 00:25:21,875 ♪ I don't need no friends, I don't need no man ♪ 428 00:25:21,958 --> 00:25:23,958 ♪ But I love them haters 'cause they all my fans ♪ 429 00:25:24,041 --> 00:25:25,833 ♪ Want a autograph or you want a follow ♪ 430 00:25:25,917 --> 00:25:27,458 ♪ Got a heavy flow, that these hoes could swallow ♪ 431 00:25:27,541 --> 00:25:29,458 ♪ You don't want no beef, better keep it cute ♪ 432 00:25:29,541 --> 00:25:31,500 ♪ 'Cause Quay Dash takin' all your loot ♪ 433 00:25:31,583 --> 00:25:33,708 ♪ It's a fucking promise, it's a fucking deal ♪ 434 00:25:33,792 --> 00:25:34,999 ♪ I don't give no fuck... ♪ 435 00:25:35,083 --> 00:25:37,458 (Jules groans) 436 00:25:38,041 --> 00:25:41,917 I feel like love is super dark and no one ever talks about it. 437 00:25:41,999 --> 00:25:45,291 Yeah, but that might be specific to their kind of love. 438 00:25:45,625 --> 00:25:47,500 Cassie: Or my kind of love. 439 00:25:47,583 --> 00:25:49,500 ♪ Show y'all really how to do it, bitch, bump that ♪ 440 00:25:49,583 --> 00:25:51,541 ♪ I'm the queen of this shit, bitch, fuck that ♪ 441 00:25:51,625 --> 00:25:53,917 ♪ Bitch, I'm on top now, where your funds at? ♪ 442 00:25:53,999 --> 00:25:55,875 ♪ Click, click, pow, where your guns at? ♪ 443 00:25:55,958 --> 00:25:57,708 ♪ Show y'all really how to do it, bitch, bump that ♪ 444 00:25:57,792 --> 00:26:01,208 ♪ I'm the queen of this shit, bitch, fuck that ♪ 445 00:26:01,291 --> 00:26:02,833 ♪ To the grave ♪ 446 00:26:02,917 --> 00:26:04,999 ♪ ♪ 447 00:26:08,124 --> 00:26:10,041 Cassie: I think I'm gonna do everything in my power 448 00:26:10,124 --> 00:26:13,124 for at least, like, the next three years to not fall in love. 449 00:26:13,208 --> 00:26:14,625 But what if you do? 450 00:26:14,708 --> 00:26:18,625 Then intervene and fucking destroy it. 451 00:26:18,708 --> 00:26:21,041 -♪ What's my favorite word? ♪ -♪ Bitch! ♪ 452 00:26:21,124 --> 00:26:23,541 -♪ Why they gotta say it like Short ♪ -♪ Bitch ♪ 453 00:26:23,625 --> 00:26:25,208 ♪ You know they can't play on my court ♪ 454 00:26:25,291 --> 00:26:27,625 ♪ Can't hang with the big dogs, stay on the porch ♪ 455 00:26:27,708 --> 00:26:29,708 -♪ Blow the whistle ♪ -(whistle trills) 456 00:26:29,792 --> 00:26:32,333 -♪ Blow the whistle ♪ -(whistle trills) 457 00:26:32,416 --> 00:26:34,667 -♪ Blow the whistle ♪ -(whistle trills) 458 00:26:34,750 --> 00:26:36,625 -♪ Blow the whistle ♪ -(whistle trills) 459 00:26:36,708 --> 00:26:38,375 Hey. 460 00:26:38,458 --> 00:26:41,500 -Hey. -Um, can I talk to you for a second? 461 00:26:42,333 --> 00:26:44,166 Um, yeah. 462 00:26:44,249 --> 00:26:47,083 ♪ Keep spittin' that P to the I-M-P ♪ 463 00:26:47,166 --> 00:26:49,792 ♪ Bun-B that's Texas baby ♪ 464 00:26:49,875 --> 00:26:51,999 ♪ Ball and G, that's Memphis baby ♪ 465 00:26:52,083 --> 00:26:54,333 ♪ Short Dog, that's Oakland baby ♪ 466 00:26:54,416 --> 00:26:56,792 ♪ Ain't nothin' but pimpin' these days, G ♪ 467 00:26:56,875 --> 00:26:58,750 ♪ My nigga C got locked up ♪ 468 00:26:58,833 --> 00:27:01,333 ♪ But these real hoes still know they gots to fuck ♪ 469 00:27:01,416 --> 00:27:03,917 ♪ Give a fuck, nigga, what you say ♪ 470 00:27:03,999 --> 00:27:06,291 ♪ Short Dog fuck with UGK ♪ 471 00:27:06,375 --> 00:27:08,208 ♪ Do you really wanna be like me? ♪ 472 00:27:08,291 --> 00:27:11,333 ♪ Spit game like Snoop and T.I.P. ♪ 473 00:27:12,083 --> 00:27:13,875 Ethan: What's up? 474 00:27:15,208 --> 00:27:18,166 Um, I just... I don't really know what else to say, 475 00:27:18,249 --> 00:27:20,291 and I'm so, so sorry. It's-- 476 00:27:20,375 --> 00:27:23,833 But that night at the carnival when you were flirting with that girl, I just... 477 00:27:24,416 --> 00:27:28,083 I don't know. I just had, like, this reaction, and I just, like, hated you. 478 00:27:29,166 --> 00:27:32,333 Whether that's fair or not, I don't know. I... 479 00:27:34,583 --> 00:27:36,750 But, um... I guess I just... 480 00:27:36,833 --> 00:27:40,958 I guess I just wanted to hurt you as much as I imagined you'd hurt me. 481 00:27:41,041 --> 00:27:43,708 And I know that sounds juvenile, but it's true, 482 00:27:43,792 --> 00:27:45,625 and I wouldn't even be saying this to you, 483 00:27:45,708 --> 00:27:47,249 because you're actually not like this. 484 00:27:47,333 --> 00:27:49,875 You're actually really kind, and you're actually really nice, 485 00:27:49,958 --> 00:27:53,208 and I'm just... I just... I'm so shitty, 486 00:27:53,291 --> 00:27:55,750 and I just wish I could go back... 487 00:27:55,833 --> 00:27:58,416 Kat, I liked you since I sat down next to you. 488 00:27:59,083 --> 00:28:01,291 You know, and I know that you think there's, like, zero chance 489 00:28:01,375 --> 00:28:04,041 that we're gonna be together forever, and, uh... 490 00:28:05,041 --> 00:28:06,667 I don't know. I guess, we're both juniors, 491 00:28:06,750 --> 00:28:09,083 so you're probably right about that. 492 00:28:10,375 --> 00:28:13,917 You know, I mean, like, is one of us gonna get hurt? 493 00:28:15,249 --> 00:28:18,083 Yeah. Probably. 494 00:28:19,708 --> 00:28:23,708 But I'll do my best to make sure that it's me. 495 00:28:27,208 --> 00:28:29,041 I'm crying. 496 00:28:29,124 --> 00:28:31,458 -Sorry. (sniffles) -It's okay. 497 00:28:33,541 --> 00:28:35,625 ♪ ♪ 498 00:28:47,208 --> 00:28:49,625 -Sorry. Was that awkward? -No. 499 00:28:49,708 --> 00:28:52,291 (Lexi shouts indistinctly) 500 00:28:53,124 --> 00:28:54,416 (girls laughing) 501 00:28:54,500 --> 00:28:57,375 ♪ Take my hands now ♪ 502 00:28:57,458 --> 00:28:59,875 -Want to get the fuck out of here? -Yeah. 503 00:28:59,958 --> 00:29:01,416 -Yeah? -Yeah. 504 00:29:04,208 --> 00:29:06,041 What did you say? 505 00:29:06,124 --> 00:29:07,875 I started to say one thing, 506 00:29:07,958 --> 00:29:11,541 and then I said something else, but she knows what I meant. 507 00:29:11,625 --> 00:29:13,333 -(laughs) Lexi! -(chuckles) 508 00:29:13,416 --> 00:29:14,750 ♪ Take my hands... ♪ 509 00:29:14,833 --> 00:29:18,124 ♪ You understand, I got a plan for us ♪ 510 00:29:18,208 --> 00:29:23,249 ♪ I bet you didn't know that I was dangerous ♪ 511 00:29:23,333 --> 00:29:27,166 ♪ It must be fate, I found a place for us ♪ 512 00:29:27,249 --> 00:29:31,792 ♪ I bet you didn't know that I was dangerous ♪ 513 00:29:31,875 --> 00:29:33,999 ♪ ♪ 514 00:29:49,041 --> 00:29:50,958 ♪ Dangerous ♪ 515 00:29:54,541 --> 00:29:57,208 -Yo, I'll be right back, all right? -Okay. 516 00:30:01,999 --> 00:30:04,083 ♪ ♪ 517 00:30:06,999 --> 00:30:12,166 ♪ How could they know, how could they know what I've been thinking? ♪ 518 00:30:12,750 --> 00:30:14,708 Can I ask you something? 519 00:30:15,416 --> 00:30:16,792 Cassie: Yeah. 520 00:30:17,291 --> 00:30:21,041 How do you decide who you wanna hook up with? 521 00:30:22,333 --> 00:30:24,792 I don't know. They usually just come to you. 522 00:30:24,875 --> 00:30:27,083 Yeah, but what if they don't? 523 00:30:27,166 --> 00:30:30,041 Then go and do whoever the fuck you want. 524 00:30:31,541 --> 00:30:33,041 Yeah. 525 00:30:34,375 --> 00:30:36,083 Okay. 526 00:30:39,083 --> 00:30:41,917 -I'm gonna do that. -(laughs) 527 00:30:43,458 --> 00:30:45,416 I love you, Lex. 528 00:30:46,124 --> 00:30:47,917 I love you, too. 529 00:31:06,291 --> 00:31:07,792 Nurse: Cassie? 530 00:31:10,416 --> 00:31:13,041 -I'm okay. -You sure? 531 00:31:14,208 --> 00:31:17,166 -Yeah. -Okay. Okay. 532 00:31:33,333 --> 00:31:35,625 Nurse: Any history of depression? 533 00:31:36,458 --> 00:31:40,166 Cassie: Um, I guess the normal amount. 534 00:31:40,249 --> 00:31:43,999 -Nurse: But not diagnosed. -No. 535 00:31:44,083 --> 00:31:46,333 Nurse: Family history of depression? 536 00:31:47,792 --> 00:31:49,625 Cassie: Yeah, my mom. 537 00:31:50,166 --> 00:31:52,667 Nurse: Any history with drugs or alcohol? 538 00:31:53,291 --> 00:31:54,541 Cassie: No, not really. 539 00:31:54,625 --> 00:31:56,875 Nurse: Any family history with addiction? 540 00:31:56,958 --> 00:31:59,375 Alcohol? Other substances? 541 00:32:01,999 --> 00:32:06,166 Yeah. My mom, with wine. 542 00:32:07,583 --> 00:32:10,958 And then my dad with painkillers and then, 543 00:32:11,041 --> 00:32:12,999 heroin and stuff. 544 00:32:20,999 --> 00:32:21,999 Okay. 545 00:32:24,583 --> 00:32:26,833 How do you feel about being here today? 546 00:32:31,291 --> 00:32:33,208 Nervous, I guess. 547 00:32:33,833 --> 00:32:36,249 Nurse: Do you have any reservations about the procedure? 548 00:32:36,333 --> 00:32:38,166 Any second thoughts? 549 00:32:43,625 --> 00:32:44,875 No. 550 00:32:46,541 --> 00:32:48,083 Nurse: Come with me. 551 00:32:48,166 --> 00:32:50,667 ♪ W hat I've been hiding ♪ 552 00:32:50,750 --> 00:32:53,416 ♪ They're right under my bed, they're in control... ♪ 553 00:32:53,500 --> 00:32:57,458 Welcome back. Fourth quarter. Time running down. Hawks trailing. 554 00:32:57,541 --> 00:33:00,625 23 to 27, red. Here we go. 555 00:33:00,708 --> 00:33:02,500 It's first in ten, on the 20. 556 00:33:02,583 --> 00:33:06,416 A minute and a half left to go, in what is a very close game. We need a good play. 557 00:33:06,500 --> 00:33:09,375 -Green 13. Hut. -(band plays) 558 00:33:09,458 --> 00:33:11,792 Announcer 1: Okay, here we go. Jacobs steps back. 559 00:33:11,875 --> 00:33:14,124 He's looking. He's looking-- 560 00:33:14,208 --> 00:33:17,208 Announcer 2: He's got a guy. He's got a guy. He throws it up! 561 00:33:18,249 --> 00:33:21,249 -Oh! A perfect ball by Jacobs. -Fuck! 562 00:33:21,333 --> 00:33:23,041 Goes right through the hands of the receiver. 563 00:33:23,124 --> 00:33:26,583 -Jacobs threw him a perfect ball. - Hut! 564 00:33:30,249 --> 00:33:32,166 Announcer 2: Oh, my gosh, again! 565 00:33:32,249 --> 00:33:33,999 -Right through the receiver's hands. -Let's fucking go! 566 00:33:34,083 --> 00:33:35,166 Let's fucking go! 567 00:33:35,249 --> 00:33:37,416 Announcer 2: Bottom line, the wide receivers 568 00:33:37,500 --> 00:33:39,958 have got to give their QB some help tonight. 569 00:33:40,041 --> 00:33:42,249 (muffled voices murmuring from inside) 570 00:33:56,750 --> 00:33:59,917 Why do I feel like you're the reason Fez's house got raided? 571 00:33:59,999 --> 00:34:03,541 You know, sometimes, when you do illegal shit, 572 00:34:04,792 --> 00:34:06,999 bad things happen to you. 573 00:34:07,083 --> 00:34:09,875 You've never done anything illegal, Nate? 574 00:34:09,958 --> 00:34:11,375 You talking about your friend Jules? 575 00:34:11,458 --> 00:34:13,917 No, actually, I'm talking about your dad. 576 00:34:18,917 --> 00:34:21,541 I just want to make sure you've given it some forethought. 577 00:34:21,625 --> 00:34:24,249 I know over the years you've lost some brain cells. 578 00:34:24,333 --> 00:34:27,041 I wouldn't want you to say something you might regret. 579 00:34:27,124 --> 00:34:28,833 What are you gonna do? You gonna ruin my life? 580 00:34:28,917 --> 00:34:31,792 I fucking promise you I can do that a lot better than you can. 581 00:34:32,166 --> 00:34:35,249 -What do you want, Rue? -I want you to leave Fez alone. 582 00:34:35,333 --> 00:34:37,166 I want you to leave Jules alone. 583 00:34:37,249 --> 00:34:40,541 If you ever fuck with them again, I'll destroy your life. 584 00:34:41,083 --> 00:34:44,375 I'll destroy your dad's life. I'll fucking burn your whole shit to the ground. 585 00:34:44,458 --> 00:34:47,833 'Cause I personally have no problem walking into any police station 586 00:34:47,917 --> 00:34:51,083 and telling them that Nate Jacobs's daddy 587 00:34:51,166 --> 00:34:53,667 likes to fuck little kids. 588 00:34:56,833 --> 00:34:58,917 You look very pretty tonight. 589 00:34:59,667 --> 00:35:02,917 Are you sure that Jules told you everything? 590 00:35:02,999 --> 00:35:05,083 You know what I like about her? 591 00:35:05,166 --> 00:35:07,583 She has these very real dreams. 592 00:35:07,667 --> 00:35:11,375 And I seriously think that she's going to achieve them. 593 00:35:13,875 --> 00:35:16,083 If you look at everyone inside, 594 00:35:16,166 --> 00:35:17,999 most of them are going to go on 595 00:35:18,083 --> 00:35:22,500 to lives these lives that aren't even fucking worth mentioning. 596 00:35:23,249 --> 00:35:24,958 Not Jules. 597 00:35:25,750 --> 00:35:27,625 What about you? 598 00:35:27,708 --> 00:35:29,375 Honestly, 599 00:35:30,124 --> 00:35:33,416 -I don't really give a fuck. -Yeah, I gathered that. 600 00:35:34,083 --> 00:35:37,083 That's probably why you're spending all your time with someone who's going to leave you 601 00:35:37,166 --> 00:35:40,041 and won't even remember who the fuck you are in ten years. 602 00:35:44,667 --> 00:35:47,583 I really meant what I said. You, uh... 603 00:35:47,667 --> 00:35:49,958 You look really beautiful. 604 00:35:50,041 --> 00:35:51,708 Rue: Mm. 605 00:35:55,500 --> 00:35:58,375 All right, here we go. Ten seconds left on the clock. 606 00:35:58,458 --> 00:35:59,958 Cheerleaders: Let's go, Blackhawks! 607 00:36:00,041 --> 00:36:01,875 Announcer 1: Can Nate Jacobs do it? 608 00:36:01,958 --> 00:36:03,792 This could be the final play of the game. 609 00:36:03,875 --> 00:36:06,416 -Could be the final play of his career. - Let's go, Blackhawks! 610 00:36:06,500 --> 00:36:07,875 Stay! 611 00:36:07,958 --> 00:36:09,416 Cheerleaders: Let's go, Blackhawks! 612 00:36:09,500 --> 00:36:11,375 Blue 36! 613 00:36:11,625 --> 00:36:13,999 Blue 36! Hut! 614 00:36:14,083 --> 00:36:17,208 Announcer 1: Nate Jacobs, he steps back. He's looking... 615 00:36:17,291 --> 00:36:19,667 -Oh, he's off, he's off! He's going! -(crowd roaring) 616 00:36:19,750 --> 00:36:22,416 He's taking the game into his own hands. There he goes! 617 00:36:22,500 --> 00:36:26,041 He's at the 30, he's at the 20. I think he's gonna do it. 618 00:36:26,124 --> 00:36:29,667 He's at the line! Yes! He made it! 619 00:36:29,750 --> 00:36:34,458 -(crowd cheering) -(announcer continues indistinctly) 620 00:36:34,541 --> 00:36:36,166 (roaring) 621 00:36:36,249 --> 00:36:39,500 Let's go! Let's fucking go! Let's go! 622 00:36:39,583 --> 00:36:41,958 Get the fuck up! 623 00:36:42,041 --> 00:36:44,750 Announcer 1: East Highland crowd going bananas. 624 00:36:44,833 --> 00:36:46,958 He has warmed this place up in a heartbeat. 625 00:36:47,041 --> 00:36:49,166 This kid can get it done. 626 00:36:49,249 --> 00:36:51,333 (door opens) 627 00:36:58,625 --> 00:37:00,041 Cal: You may have won the game, 628 00:37:00,124 --> 00:37:02,291 but you lost control of the team. 629 00:37:03,124 --> 00:37:06,166 And in the long run. if you don't lead, you're gonna lose. 630 00:37:12,166 --> 00:37:15,124 (sighs) 631 00:37:26,917 --> 00:37:29,416 You need to take a step back, Nate. 632 00:37:30,833 --> 00:37:33,083 I said take a step back. 633 00:37:33,166 --> 00:37:35,291 (grunting) 634 00:37:35,999 --> 00:37:38,041 Get the fuck off me! Get the-- 635 00:37:38,124 --> 00:37:40,541 Get your fucking hands off me, you fucking faggot! 636 00:37:40,625 --> 00:37:43,083 -Get the fuck off! Get the fuck off! -Stop fighting. 637 00:37:43,166 --> 00:37:46,083 -Stop fighting! -Fuck you! Fuck you! 638 00:37:46,166 --> 00:37:47,917 -You need to stop! -Fuck you! 639 00:37:47,999 --> 00:37:49,291 -You had enough? -Fuck you! 640 00:37:49,375 --> 00:37:51,166 -Get the fuck off me! -Huh? Keep fighting. 641 00:37:51,249 --> 00:37:53,124 (Nate panting) 642 00:37:53,208 --> 00:37:55,917 -Keep it up. Huh? -Get off! 643 00:37:55,999 --> 00:37:58,208 Motherfuck-- 644 00:37:58,291 --> 00:38:01,249 -(groans) -Do you wanna keep fighting? Huh? 645 00:38:01,333 --> 00:38:04,083 Oh, you think you're tough now, huh? 646 00:38:04,166 --> 00:38:07,249 -Huh? Come on, Nate. -(sobbing) 647 00:38:07,333 --> 00:38:09,583 (Cal grunts) 648 00:38:09,667 --> 00:38:13,166 -(banging) -(grunting) 649 00:38:17,041 --> 00:38:20,708 -(Nate screaming loudly) -(banging continues) 650 00:38:28,541 --> 00:38:30,917 (screaming continuing) 651 00:38:30,999 --> 00:38:34,583 -(door slams) -(screaming continues) 652 00:38:35,291 --> 00:38:38,583 -(Cal panting) -(Nate screaming) 653 00:38:40,875 --> 00:38:44,625 -(panting) -(banging continues) 654 00:38:45,249 --> 00:38:50,375 -(muffled banging, grunting) -(Cal panting) 655 00:38:51,291 --> 00:38:53,041 Nate: Fuck! 656 00:38:56,083 --> 00:38:57,583 (crashing) 657 00:38:57,667 --> 00:38:59,416 (disc drive whirs) 658 00:39:14,999 --> 00:39:18,208 (crickets chirring) 659 00:39:41,875 --> 00:39:44,208 ♪ In from the bottom, with dreams of the top ♪ 660 00:39:44,291 --> 00:39:46,500 ♪ I'm a beginner, now I'm the cream of the crop ♪ 661 00:39:46,583 --> 00:39:48,917 ♪ A fiend for the green, lookin' mean in the drop ♪ 662 00:39:48,999 --> 00:39:51,541 ♪ Put up game strong, make a scene on the block ♪ 663 00:39:51,625 --> 00:39:53,083 ♪ Now you seen what I got ♪ 664 00:39:53,166 --> 00:39:56,291 ♪ Be no scheming or I'll clean your clock... ♪ 665 00:39:58,041 --> 00:40:01,750 -(muffled music playing) -(muffled voices murmuring) 666 00:40:07,999 --> 00:40:09,458 Jules: What? 667 00:40:11,208 --> 00:40:12,999 I fuckin' hate this town. 668 00:40:14,041 --> 00:40:17,166 If I could, I'd burn it to the fucking ground. 669 00:40:17,249 --> 00:40:19,833 And salt the earth behind you. 670 00:40:26,124 --> 00:40:28,667 Jules, are you in love with Anna? 671 00:40:33,750 --> 00:40:35,166 Yeah. 672 00:40:40,458 --> 00:40:42,375 Are you, um... 673 00:40:44,500 --> 00:40:46,458 Are you in love with me? 674 00:40:50,375 --> 00:40:51,833 Yeah. 675 00:40:54,416 --> 00:40:57,041 Do you wish I was different? 676 00:41:02,500 --> 00:41:05,375 Nurse: This will help with the discomfort. 677 00:41:11,041 --> 00:41:13,708 Some patients like to listen to music. 678 00:41:24,041 --> 00:41:27,667 And just a little pinch. 679 00:41:28,583 --> 00:41:29,958 (gasps) 680 00:41:30,041 --> 00:41:34,291 ♪ My body is a cage that keeps me ♪ 681 00:41:34,375 --> 00:41:40,500 ♪ That keeps me from dancing with the one I love ♪ 682 00:41:40,583 --> 00:41:44,291 ♪ But my mind holds the key ♪ 683 00:41:45,083 --> 00:41:49,333 ♪ My body is a cage ♪ 684 00:41:49,416 --> 00:41:55,208 ♪ That keeps me from dancing with the one I love ♪ 685 00:41:55,291 --> 00:41:58,375 -♪ But my mind holds the key ♪ -(vacuum whirring) 686 00:41:59,917 --> 00:42:04,124 ♪ I'm standing on the stage ♪ 687 00:42:04,208 --> 00:42:07,124 ♪ Of fear and self-doubt ♪ 688 00:42:07,208 --> 00:42:09,999 ♪ It's a hollow play ♪ 689 00:42:10,083 --> 00:42:13,375 ♪ But they'll clap anyway ♪ 690 00:42:14,708 --> 00:42:18,958 ♪ My body is a cage ♪ 691 00:42:19,041 --> 00:42:24,958 ♪ That keeps me from dancing with the one I love ♪ 692 00:42:25,041 --> 00:42:28,249 ♪ But my mind holds the key ♪ 693 00:42:31,208 --> 00:42:33,958 ♪ Standing next to me ♪ 694 00:42:37,124 --> 00:42:39,958 ♪ My mind holds the key ♪ 695 00:42:41,166 --> 00:42:45,375 ♪ I'm living in an age ♪ 696 00:42:45,458 --> 00:42:48,375 ♪ That calls darkness light ♪ 697 00:42:48,458 --> 00:42:51,124 ♪ Though my language is dead ♪ 698 00:42:51,208 --> 00:42:54,792 -♪ Still the shapes fill my head ♪ -(indistinct chattering on TV) 699 00:42:55,792 --> 00:42:58,041 ♪ I'm living in an age... ♪ 700 00:42:58,124 --> 00:43:01,792 Rue: What if we just fucking left? Like, um, what if we just... 701 00:43:02,375 --> 00:43:05,667 We just fucking left this dance, we went home, grabbed a bunch of our shit. 702 00:43:05,750 --> 00:43:07,625 Just went to the city. What if we fucking left? 703 00:43:07,708 --> 00:43:10,667 (laughs) That's fucking crazy. 704 00:43:10,750 --> 00:43:14,917 ♪ My body is a cage ♪ 705 00:43:14,999 --> 00:43:20,958 ♪ That keeps me from dancing with the one I love ♪ 706 00:43:21,041 --> 00:43:23,999 ♪ But my mind holds the key ♪ 707 00:43:26,833 --> 00:43:29,708 ♪ Standing next to me ♪ 708 00:43:33,249 --> 00:43:36,917 ♪ My mind holds the key ♪ 709 00:43:36,999 --> 00:43:39,249 ♪ My body is a... ♪ 710 00:43:39,333 --> 00:43:41,333 -(gun cocks) -I ain't here to hurt you. 711 00:43:41,416 --> 00:43:44,667 But if you fuck around, I swear to God, I'll fucking kill you. 712 00:43:45,166 --> 00:43:47,124 Where's the money at? 713 00:43:47,208 --> 00:43:48,833 It's in the table. 714 00:43:48,917 --> 00:43:51,041 ♪ ♪ 715 00:43:59,833 --> 00:44:01,999 We're almost done. 716 00:44:06,541 --> 00:44:10,792 ♪ My body is a cage ♪ 717 00:44:10,875 --> 00:44:13,833 ♪ We take what we're given ♪ 718 00:44:13,917 --> 00:44:16,792 ♪ Just because you've forgotten ♪ 719 00:44:16,875 --> 00:44:20,500 ♪ That don't mean you're forgiven ♪ 720 00:44:21,291 --> 00:44:25,333 ♪ I'm living in an age ♪ 721 00:44:25,416 --> 00:44:28,083 ♪ That screams my name at night ♪ 722 00:44:28,166 --> 00:44:30,750 -♪ But when... ♪ -Fezco: Move slow. 723 00:44:41,708 --> 00:44:44,249 (beeping) 724 00:44:47,416 --> 00:44:49,999 (whirring) 725 00:44:50,083 --> 00:44:52,917 Fezco: Jesus fucking Christ. 726 00:44:53,249 --> 00:44:55,917 You're a fucking doctor? 727 00:45:02,708 --> 00:45:04,958 Hurry the fuck up, man. 728 00:45:26,458 --> 00:45:28,625 (clattering) 729 00:45:28,917 --> 00:45:30,249 -(smacks) -(thudding) 730 00:45:30,333 --> 00:45:32,208 Fezco: Motherfucker, what the fuck you doing? 731 00:45:32,291 --> 00:45:35,291 Ass, drop the fucking gun! Bitch-ass motherfucker! 732 00:45:35,375 --> 00:45:37,541 -(smacks) -Hey! Motherfucker! 733 00:45:37,625 --> 00:45:39,458 Drop the fucking gun! 734 00:45:39,541 --> 00:45:43,958 ♪ And I would die or stay ♪ 735 00:45:45,541 --> 00:45:48,792 ♪ For you right now ♪ 736 00:45:48,875 --> 00:45:53,041 ♪ But you still don't know my name ♪ 737 00:45:54,999 --> 00:45:56,416 ♪ Eh ♪ 738 00:45:56,500 --> 00:45:59,416 -Fezco: Stop! Stop! Stop going for the fucking gun! -(thudding) 739 00:45:59,500 --> 00:46:00,917 Bitch-ass motherfucker! 740 00:46:00,999 --> 00:46:04,833 I told you to fucking be cool! Bitch! Don't be doing that! 741 00:46:06,583 --> 00:46:08,500 Let's get the fuck out of here. 742 00:46:08,917 --> 00:46:10,833 -Come on. -(laughs) 743 00:46:16,166 --> 00:46:18,750 (indistinct chattering) 744 00:46:18,833 --> 00:46:20,249 -Rue! -Let's go. 745 00:46:20,333 --> 00:46:23,500 (laughing): Oh, my God! Bitch! 746 00:46:24,041 --> 00:46:27,208 (chattering, laughing) 747 00:46:33,833 --> 00:46:35,500 All done. 748 00:46:38,458 --> 00:46:40,958 Fezco: What the fuck did you do that for? 749 00:46:41,041 --> 00:46:43,625 -(man grunting) -Fuck! 750 00:46:43,708 --> 00:46:46,208 Fuck. Shit. 751 00:46:47,208 --> 00:46:48,708 (whispers): Goddamn. 752 00:46:50,750 --> 00:46:54,249 ♪ Still don't know my name ♪ 753 00:46:57,875 --> 00:46:59,875 -Rue: Woo! -(Jules laughing) 754 00:46:59,958 --> 00:47:03,708 ♪ You still don't know my name ♪ 755 00:47:21,124 --> 00:47:25,249 ♪ Still don't know my name ♪ 756 00:47:30,458 --> 00:47:34,458 ♪ You still don't know my name ♪ 757 00:48:02,416 --> 00:48:05,333 (hangers clattering) 758 00:48:08,291 --> 00:48:10,249 Rue: Jules. 759 00:48:11,416 --> 00:48:13,458 Is this a bad idea? 760 00:48:18,208 --> 00:48:19,458 No. 761 00:48:27,875 --> 00:48:29,750 (sighs) 762 00:48:29,833 --> 00:48:32,083 What the fuck? 763 00:48:33,291 --> 00:48:35,291 How do you feel? 764 00:48:39,958 --> 00:48:41,208 Better. 765 00:48:56,083 --> 00:48:57,875 (phone buzzes) 766 00:49:02,291 --> 00:49:03,708 (sighs) 767 00:49:09,291 --> 00:49:12,083 ♪ ' Cause I'd rather be alone now ♪ 768 00:49:12,166 --> 00:49:14,083 -Maddy, get up. -No. 769 00:49:14,166 --> 00:49:15,291 -Just get up. -Why? 770 00:49:15,375 --> 00:49:16,583 Could you stop being such a fucking cunt 771 00:49:16,667 --> 00:49:18,291 and just come dance with me, please? 772 00:49:18,375 --> 00:49:20,667 -You don't even know how to dance. -It's a fucking slow song. 773 00:49:20,750 --> 00:49:23,583 -Let's go. Get up. -Mostly you're despicable. 774 00:49:23,667 --> 00:49:24,958 But fine. 775 00:49:25,041 --> 00:49:28,625 ♪ No, I don't want to be a cigarette ♪ 776 00:49:28,708 --> 00:49:32,999 ♪ Use me up and toss me, step on me ♪ 777 00:49:33,083 --> 00:49:35,291 ♪ I don't want to be an option ♪ 778 00:49:35,375 --> 00:49:39,249 -I really fuckin' hate you. -I know. 779 00:49:40,041 --> 00:49:43,541 You're abusive, psychopathic. 780 00:49:43,625 --> 00:49:47,792 Most of the time I really hate the way you make me feel. 781 00:49:47,875 --> 00:49:49,917 -I know. -(sniffles) 782 00:49:50,541 --> 00:49:52,708 It's not good for us. 783 00:49:55,750 --> 00:49:57,416 I know. 784 00:49:58,291 --> 00:50:01,249 Meaning, like, we shouldn't be together. 785 00:50:03,416 --> 00:50:04,541 (sniffles) 786 00:50:07,625 --> 00:50:09,416 I know. 787 00:50:11,792 --> 00:50:13,708 (Maddy sniffles) 788 00:50:14,583 --> 00:50:17,249 (sobbing) 789 00:50:20,291 --> 00:50:21,333 (clatters) 790 00:50:21,416 --> 00:50:25,208 ♪ I don't even wanna know ya ♪ 791 00:50:26,124 --> 00:50:27,750 Hi. 792 00:50:29,291 --> 00:50:30,583 Hi. 793 00:50:33,249 --> 00:50:37,458 I thought this was gonna be, like, a night I'd remember forever. 794 00:50:37,541 --> 00:50:41,833 -(sniffles) -Well, I think you will remember it forever. 795 00:50:41,917 --> 00:50:45,208 Like, not in a bad way. 796 00:50:45,291 --> 00:50:50,124 Just... in a way that stays with you. 797 00:50:54,124 --> 00:50:55,792 Yeah. 798 00:51:04,458 --> 00:51:06,041 Mouse: You're late. 799 00:51:06,792 --> 00:51:09,792 Fezco: I got caught up dealing with some bullshit. 800 00:51:11,416 --> 00:51:13,583 I heard you got raided. 801 00:51:17,416 --> 00:51:19,583 But they ain't find nothin', though. 802 00:51:19,667 --> 00:51:21,833 Ain't got shit on me. 803 00:51:24,458 --> 00:51:26,124 Let's hope not. 804 00:51:51,875 --> 00:51:53,833 So, we all good? 805 00:52:06,166 --> 00:52:09,708 Station cashier: Here you go. Deck seven. Departing in two minutes. 806 00:52:09,792 --> 00:52:11,583 Jules: Thank you. 807 00:52:19,375 --> 00:52:22,208 (indistinct announcement over PA) 808 00:52:25,416 --> 00:52:28,541 Jules, I just realized that I didn't bring my medication. 809 00:52:28,625 --> 00:52:31,291 We can get medication, like, everywhere. 810 00:52:31,375 --> 00:52:34,917 Yeah, but I don't think it's-- you know, I can, like, miss a day, you know? 811 00:52:35,875 --> 00:52:40,041 Rue, we'll figure it out. I promise. 812 00:52:48,750 --> 00:52:51,792 Jules, I don't-- I don't think this is a good idea. 813 00:52:51,875 --> 00:52:54,333 -Rue, it was your idea. -I know it was my idea, 814 00:52:54,416 --> 00:52:56,958 but I just... I don't think it's a good idea anymore is what I'm trying to tell you. 815 00:52:57,041 --> 00:52:58,583 It was a fucking great idea. 816 00:52:58,667 --> 00:53:00,208 -I don't know what you're talking about. -Can you slow down? 817 00:53:00,291 --> 00:53:01,917 'Cause I'm thinking, you know, my mom, 818 00:53:01,999 --> 00:53:04,333 I don't want her to fucking freak out, all right? I don't want--- 819 00:53:04,416 --> 00:53:07,958 Rue, it's not that far, and, like, we're good. 820 00:53:08,041 --> 00:53:11,124 -It's-- You can-- We can call. -Okay, what am I gotta tell Gia, though, you know, like-- 821 00:53:11,208 --> 00:53:14,583 She's gonna wake up in the fucking morning. She's gonna think I'm missing. 822 00:53:15,792 --> 00:53:17,958 We're good. Come on. 823 00:53:18,041 --> 00:53:19,750 It's gonna be amazing. 824 00:53:21,917 --> 00:53:24,083 Rue! (laughs) 825 00:53:35,917 --> 00:53:37,792 Come on. 826 00:53:38,124 --> 00:53:41,083 (breathing shakily) 827 00:53:43,500 --> 00:53:45,458 Please. 828 00:53:46,124 --> 00:53:47,750 I love you. 829 00:54:04,041 --> 00:54:07,208 Leslie: "And there will be moments of relief, 830 00:54:07,291 --> 00:54:09,166 "in her and in you. 831 00:54:09,708 --> 00:54:14,625 "Moments that feel so normal, and calm, and rewarding that... 832 00:54:14,708 --> 00:54:18,041 "you'll find yourself praying they last forever. 833 00:54:19,208 --> 00:54:21,792 "Even though she's only a child, 834 00:54:22,625 --> 00:54:25,667 "and all the hard parts have yet to even come. 835 00:54:27,500 --> 00:54:30,416 "And at the age of 16, 836 00:54:30,500 --> 00:54:32,625 "she'll overdose, 837 00:54:32,708 --> 00:54:35,416 "spend four days in a coma, 838 00:54:35,500 --> 00:54:38,500 "and you won't know if she'll live or die. 839 00:54:39,124 --> 00:54:41,083 "But when she wakes up, 840 00:54:41,166 --> 00:54:44,583 "she'll be given the opportunity to get clean, 841 00:54:44,667 --> 00:54:47,583 "to become a different person, 842 00:54:47,667 --> 00:54:49,833 "a better person. 843 00:54:50,875 --> 00:54:52,917 "Here's the toughest part. 844 00:54:52,999 --> 00:54:56,792 "No matter what you say, or do, or wish, 845 00:54:56,875 --> 00:54:59,375 "the decision will be all hers. 846 00:54:59,458 --> 00:55:01,792 "And all you can do is hope 847 00:55:01,875 --> 00:55:05,500 "she gives herself the chance that she deserves." 848 00:55:06,416 --> 00:55:09,708 ♪ ♪ 849 00:55:15,792 --> 00:55:18,541 (sobbing) 850 00:55:23,375 --> 00:55:25,416 (laughing) 851 00:55:28,875 --> 00:55:32,083 ♪ I've been so many places ♪ 852 00:55:32,166 --> 00:55:36,249 ♪ In my life and time ♪ 853 00:55:38,583 --> 00:55:42,583 ♪ I've sung a lot of songs ♪ 854 00:55:42,667 --> 00:55:46,917 ♪ I've made some bad rhymes ♪ 855 00:55:48,124 --> 00:55:51,625 ♪ I've acted out my life in stages ♪ 856 00:55:52,667 --> 00:55:56,750 ♪ With 10,000 people watching ♪ 857 00:55:58,583 --> 00:56:01,166 ♪ But we're alone now ♪ 858 00:56:01,249 --> 00:56:05,750 -♪ And I'm singing this song to you ♪ -(chattering, laughing) 859 00:56:08,083 --> 00:56:14,208 ♪ I know your image of me is what I hope to be ♪ 860 00:56:17,541 --> 00:56:21,750 -(indistinct chattering) -♪ I treated you unkindly ♪ 861 00:56:21,833 --> 00:56:24,833 ♪ But darling, can't you see ♪ 862 00:56:26,083 --> 00:56:29,458 ♪ There's no one more important to me ♪ 863 00:56:30,750 --> 00:56:35,750 ♪ Baby, can't you see through me ♪ 864 00:56:36,875 --> 00:56:39,958 ♪ 'Cause we're alone now ♪ 865 00:56:40,041 --> 00:56:44,750 ♪ And I'm singing this song to you ♪ 866 00:56:44,833 --> 00:56:48,833 ♪ You taught me precious secrets ♪ 867 00:56:48,917 --> 00:56:51,541 ♪ Of a true love ♪ 868 00:56:51,625 --> 00:56:54,500 ♪ Of holding nothing ♪ 869 00:56:55,792 --> 00:56:58,041 ♪ You came out in front ♪ 870 00:56:58,124 --> 00:57:02,333 ♪ When I was hiding ♪ 871 00:57:04,875 --> 00:57:07,958 ♪ But now I'm so much better ♪ 872 00:57:09,333 --> 00:57:13,667 ♪ And if my words don't come together ♪ 873 00:57:14,917 --> 00:57:17,416 ♪ Listen to the melody ♪ 874 00:57:17,500 --> 00:57:20,583 ♪ 'Cause my love is in there ♪ 875 00:57:20,667 --> 00:57:24,083 -♪ Hiding ♪ -Did you take my money out of the wallet? 876 00:57:24,166 --> 00:57:25,667 No, ma'am. 877 00:57:26,541 --> 00:57:28,083 -Leslie: Rue? -Yeah? 878 00:57:28,166 --> 00:57:30,041 Leslie: I asked you a simple question. 879 00:57:30,124 --> 00:57:32,083 -You make everything fucking worse. -Back up. 880 00:57:32,166 --> 00:57:33,625 -It's fucking forty dollars. -I don't care. 881 00:57:33,708 --> 00:57:35,625 -It's forty fucking dollars! -I don't care-- 882 00:57:35,708 --> 00:57:37,208 -It's fucking forty dollars. -I don't care. 883 00:57:37,291 --> 00:57:38,708 -What do you want? -What do you mean, what do I want? 884 00:57:38,792 --> 00:57:40,667 -What the fuck do you want? -Get out of my face. 885 00:57:51,999 --> 00:57:55,541 ♪ I love you in a place ♪ 886 00:57:55,625 --> 00:58:00,375 ♪ Where there's no special time ♪ 887 00:58:02,541 --> 00:58:06,458 ♪ I love you for my life ♪ 888 00:58:06,541 --> 00:58:10,375 ♪ You're a friend of mine ♪ 889 00:58:11,375 --> 00:58:15,208 ♪ And when my life is over ♪ 890 00:58:16,333 --> 00:58:21,166 ♪ Remember when we were together ♪ 891 00:58:22,875 --> 00:58:25,249 ♪ We were alone ♪ 892 00:58:25,333 --> 00:58:29,958 ♪ And I was singing this song to you ♪ 893 00:58:35,625 --> 00:58:38,166 You can't be any more of a bitch. You're such a fucking bitch. 894 00:58:38,249 --> 00:58:41,999 -Oh, I'm a bitch? -Yeah, you're a fucking bitch, because you just fucking s-- 895 00:58:42,083 --> 00:58:43,667 Gia: No! Stop! Stop! 896 00:58:43,750 --> 00:58:45,833 Obviously there's something wrong with her, 897 00:58:45,917 --> 00:58:48,249 and she's trying to get better. 898 00:58:48,333 --> 00:58:50,208 Leslie: She's fucking mental, 899 00:58:50,291 --> 00:58:53,208 -and I'm tired of you using that excuse. -Gia: And you think this helps? 900 00:58:53,291 --> 00:58:55,625 Leslie: It doesn't matter. I'm done. 901 00:58:56,249 --> 00:58:58,541 (sniffling) 902 00:58:58,625 --> 00:59:04,416 ♪ I love you ♪ 903 00:59:04,500 --> 00:59:06,792 ♪ In a place ♪ 904 00:59:07,875 --> 00:59:12,500 ♪ Where there's no space or time ♪ 905 00:59:14,208 --> 00:59:17,625 ♪ I love you for my life ♪ 906 00:59:18,792 --> 00:59:23,124 ♪ You're a friend of mine ♪ 907 00:59:25,458 --> 00:59:26,875 -Leave. -Mom! 908 00:59:26,958 --> 00:59:29,958 Leave. I don't care. Fucking leave! 909 00:59:30,041 --> 00:59:31,792 Leave. Yeah, leave. 910 00:59:31,875 --> 00:59:33,917 -Go. -Rue: You're fucking crazy. 911 00:59:33,999 --> 00:59:36,875 Rue: Fucking psychotic bitch. You fucking make me wanna-- 912 00:59:36,958 --> 00:59:39,958 Fuck this shit, man. You're fuckin' crazy. 913 00:59:42,708 --> 00:59:44,917 -Leslie: What? -You proud? 914 00:59:44,999 --> 00:59:48,333 -You proud? -Go after your sister. 915 00:59:48,625 --> 00:59:50,833 You wanna be like her. 916 00:59:51,083 --> 00:59:53,667 I don't want to be like you. 917 00:59:55,124 --> 01:00:01,333 ♪ We were alone and I was singing this song ♪ 918 01:00:02,541 --> 01:00:04,708 ♪ Mm-mm-mm ♪ 919 01:00:07,708 --> 01:00:13,249 ♪ Singing this song to you ♪ 920 01:00:13,333 --> 01:00:15,541 (sobbing, sniffling) 921 01:00:24,333 --> 01:00:26,500 (sobbing) 922 01:00:29,208 --> 01:00:31,249 (sobbing continuing) 923 01:00:41,375 --> 01:00:43,875 ("All for Us" by Labrinth playing) 924 01:00:43,958 --> 01:00:46,958 ♪ Taking it all for love ♪ 925 01:00:47,041 --> 01:00:50,416 ♪ Taking it all ♪ 926 01:00:50,500 --> 01:00:54,375 ♪ Taking it all for love ♪ 927 01:01:06,625 --> 01:01:08,166 (snorts) 928 01:01:14,416 --> 01:01:16,541 (moans) 929 01:01:18,583 --> 01:01:21,416 ♪ Oh ♪ 930 01:01:21,500 --> 01:01:24,249 ♪ Taking it all for love ♪ 931 01:01:24,333 --> 01:01:27,667 ♪ Taking it all ♪ 932 01:01:27,750 --> 01:01:31,583 ♪ Taking it all for love ♪ 933 01:01:32,208 --> 01:01:34,625 ♪ Oh ♪ 934 01:01:34,708 --> 01:01:37,792 ♪ Doing it all for love ♪ 935 01:01:37,875 --> 01:01:41,166 ♪ Doing it all ♪ 936 01:01:41,249 --> 01:01:45,416 ♪ Doing it all for love ♪ 937 01:01:48,249 --> 01:01:51,667 ♪ Taking it all for love ♪ 938 01:01:51,750 --> 01:01:54,792 ♪ Taking it all ♪ 939 01:01:54,875 --> 01:01:57,291 ♪ Taking it all for love ♪ 940 01:01:57,375 --> 01:02:01,500 ♪ Taking it all for us, all ♪ 941 01:02:01,583 --> 01:02:04,416 ♪ Doing it all for love ♪ 942 01:02:04,875 --> 01:02:06,875 (crashing) 943 01:02:06,958 --> 01:02:09,625 ♪ Yeah-aye, yeah-aye ♪ 944 01:02:12,333 --> 01:02:15,708 -♪ Too much in my system ♪ -♪ Famine, famine ♪ 945 01:02:15,792 --> 01:02:18,875 -♪ Money MIA ♪ -♪ Pockets hella empty ♪ 946 01:02:18,958 --> 01:02:22,375 -♪ Mama making ends meet ♪ -♪ Making ends meet ♪ 947 01:02:22,458 --> 01:02:25,875 -♪ Working like a slave ♪ -♪ Mississippi, aye-aye ♪ 948 01:02:25,958 --> 01:02:29,249 -♪ Daddy ain't at home, no ♪ -♪ Father, father ♪ 949 01:02:29,333 --> 01:02:32,416 -♪ Gotta be a man ♪ -♪ Michael Corleone ♪ 950 01:02:32,500 --> 01:02:35,750 -♪ Do it for my homegrowns ♪ -♪ Sisters, brothers ♪ 951 01:02:35,833 --> 01:02:38,583 -♪ Do it for the fam ♪ -♪ Yeah ♪ 952 01:02:38,667 --> 01:02:40,249 -♪ So tell 'em, Labby ♪ -♪ Hey ♪ 953 01:02:40,333 --> 01:02:41,833 ♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪ 954 01:02:41,917 --> 01:02:45,333 -♪ Just for your love, yeah ♪ -♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪ 955 01:02:45,416 --> 01:02:49,083 -♪ Give you the world ♪ -♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪ 956 01:02:49,166 --> 01:02:52,917 -♪ Mona Lisa's smile ♪ -♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪ 957 01:02:52,999 --> 01:02:55,500 -♪ Hey ♪ -♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪ 958 01:02:55,583 --> 01:02:58,416 -♪ Hell, I'll do 25 to life ♪ -♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪ 959 01:02:58,500 --> 01:03:02,541 -♪ If it makes me a king ♪ -♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪ 960 01:03:02,625 --> 01:03:06,375 -♪ A star in your eyes ♪ -♪ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! ♪ 961 01:03:06,458 --> 01:03:09,917 ♪ Guilty or innocent, my love is infinite, I'm giving it ♪ 962 01:03:09,999 --> 01:03:11,291 ♪ No need for prisoners ♪ 963 01:03:11,375 --> 01:03:12,917 ♪ Bitch please, hands up This is a stick up ♪ 964 01:03:12,999 --> 01:03:15,625 ♪ Hey, yeah ♪ 965 01:03:21,166 --> 01:03:22,999 ♪ Yeah-aye ♪ 966 01:03:25,333 --> 01:03:29,416 ♪ Taking it all for love ♪ 967 01:03:29,500 --> 01:03:32,667 ♪ Doing it all for love ♪ 968 01:03:34,958 --> 01:03:37,541 ♪ Yeah, yeah ♪ 969 01:03:40,667 --> 01:03:43,333 ♪ Guess you figured my two times two ♪ 970 01:03:43,416 --> 01:03:45,875 ♪ Always equates to one ♪ 971 01:03:45,958 --> 01:03:48,708 ♪ Dreamers are selfish ♪ 972 01:03:49,875 --> 01:03:53,500 ♪ When it all comes down to it ♪ 973 01:03:53,583 --> 01:03:59,750 ♪ I hope one of you come back to remind me of who I was ♪ 974 01:03:59,833 --> 01:04:03,208 ♪ When I go disappear ♪ 975 01:04:03,291 --> 01:04:07,875 ♪ Into that good night ♪ 976 01:04:07,958 --> 01:04:11,750 (choir crescendos) 977 01:04:12,667 --> 01:04:14,124 Man: Until then... 978 01:04:14,208 --> 01:04:16,667 ♪ ♪ 979 01:04:16,750 --> 01:04:20,166 ♪ Taking it all ♪ 980 01:04:20,249 --> 01:04:23,124 ♪ Taking it all ♪ 981 01:04:23,208 --> 01:04:26,667 ♪ Taking it all for love ♪ 982 01:04:26,750 --> 01:04:28,917 (crickets chirring)