1 00:00:50,774 --> 00:00:55,774 Subtitles by explosiveskull www.OpenSubtitles.org 2 00:01:07,034 --> 00:01:08,992 Cassie's dad was really handsome. 3 00:01:08,994 --> 00:01:12,539 The kind of handsome that made people treat him differently. 4 00:01:19,296 --> 00:01:22,090 Her mom used to get really upset at him for flirting. 5 00:01:24,343 --> 00:01:27,135 Which wasn't fair. It wasn't his fault. 6 00:01:27,137 --> 00:01:28,722 He really loved her. 7 00:01:30,307 --> 00:01:32,351 He really loved them all. 8 00:01:38,565 --> 00:01:41,775 Her dad always wanted her to become a professional ice skater. 9 00:01:41,777 --> 00:01:45,862 - Wow. Thank you! - Aw, happy birthday, kiddo. 10 00:01:45,864 --> 00:01:49,952 And for a while, she thought she might. She was a natural. 11 00:01:53,956 --> 00:01:58,043 But her dad couldn't afford lessons, so he stopped encouraging her. 12 00:01:59,127 --> 00:02:02,045 When she hit puberty, her mother and her became best friends. 13 00:02:02,047 --> 00:02:04,091 You're an angel. 14 00:02:05,425 --> 00:02:07,719 I feel like a big baby. 15 00:02:08,929 --> 00:02:13,181 Cassie, woman to woman, hmm? 16 00:02:13,183 --> 00:02:15,978 You're perfect. 17 00:02:20,607 --> 00:02:24,484 - Holy moly, look at you. - What? 18 00:02:24,486 --> 00:02:29,072 You're gonna be a real heart breaker. Trust me. 19 00:02:29,074 --> 00:02:32,492 And it wasn't just her body that changed. But the rest of the world, too. 20 00:02:32,494 --> 00:02:35,996 - You remember Uncle Ted? - Oh, boy, look at you. All grown up. 21 00:02:35,998 --> 00:02:39,124 Come on, give me a hug. You really filled out. 22 00:02:39,126 --> 00:02:42,043 Sassy Cassie. Come here. 23 00:02:42,045 --> 00:02:47,592 I bet you got all the boys wrapped around your finger. Boop. 24 00:02:48,635 --> 00:02:50,887 Their family wasn't perfect. 25 00:02:52,514 --> 00:02:55,473 Her mom had, you know, some issues. 26 00:02:55,475 --> 00:02:58,518 Oh, my God. 27 00:02:58,520 --> 00:03:02,107 And her dad struggled to keep a steady income. 28 00:03:12,284 --> 00:03:14,075 - Fuck you. - This is my family... 29 00:03:14,077 --> 00:03:16,620 And they fought. 30 00:03:16,622 --> 00:03:20,083 In the way all parents kind of fight. 31 00:03:22,753 --> 00:03:25,756 Except for the night before she started ninth grade. 32 00:03:42,314 --> 00:03:45,440 Her mom told her that her dad was just being irrational. 33 00:03:45,442 --> 00:03:50,946 Your father had some serious jealousy issues. Let me tell you. 34 00:03:50,948 --> 00:03:53,782 Plus, he couldn't hold a steady job to save his life. 35 00:03:53,784 --> 00:03:58,330 I just think he didn't want the responsibility of being a father. 36 00:03:59,706 --> 00:04:01,667 It's too much work. 37 00:04:02,876 --> 00:04:05,043 But Cassie had heard differently. 38 00:04:05,045 --> 00:04:07,087 My mom said your mom cheated on your dad. 39 00:04:07,089 --> 00:04:10,717 - And that's why he left. - What? 40 00:04:18,558 --> 00:04:20,976 At first, she was really angry at her mom. 41 00:04:20,978 --> 00:04:24,398 She resented her for being such a hypocrite. 42 00:04:30,028 --> 00:04:33,905 But then she realized that her dad wasn't perfect. 43 00:04:33,907 --> 00:04:37,075 I don't know if I want to be associated with herpes but, you know... 44 00:04:37,077 --> 00:04:41,415 And her mom wasn't either, and maybe they just weren't right for each other. 45 00:04:46,253 --> 00:04:48,878 He used to visit them on weekends. 46 00:04:48,880 --> 00:04:50,882 Bye, Dad. 47 00:04:54,094 --> 00:04:58,056 But, eventually, it became once every couple of weeks. 48 00:04:59,683 --> 00:05:01,558 He said he was coming. 49 00:05:01,560 --> 00:05:04,813 And then sometimes, more than a month would go by. 50 00:05:09,943 --> 00:05:14,573 Then one night... he was driving home from work... 51 00:05:19,328 --> 00:05:21,496 ...and was in the ICU for 23 days. 52 00:05:23,290 --> 00:05:26,209 The doctors were afraid he'd never walk again. 53 00:05:28,378 --> 00:05:32,007 But Cassie knew he was strong, and that he'd get better. 54 00:05:36,178 --> 00:05:39,846 He was prescribed fentanyl for the pain. 55 00:05:39,848 --> 00:05:42,599 Promethazine to offset the nausea. 56 00:05:42,601 --> 00:05:46,939 Liquid Lorazepam to sleep, and Imitrex injections for migraines. 57 00:05:53,904 --> 00:05:56,823 Cassie would text him and talk to him. 58 00:06:00,494 --> 00:06:04,871 But as more time went by, the less responsive he became. 59 00:06:04,873 --> 00:06:09,793 And eventually, months went by, and she didn't hear from him at all. 60 00:06:09,795 --> 00:06:12,671 Until one night, a week after her 15th birthday, 61 00:06:12,673 --> 00:06:16,927 she got a text from a random number at about 1:00 in the morning. 62 00:06:32,067 --> 00:06:36,778 And even though she was excited to see him and wanted to hug him, 63 00:06:36,780 --> 00:06:39,489 there was something about the whole thing that scared her. 64 00:06:39,491 --> 00:06:43,287 I want you to know there's never a day goes by I don't think about you. 65 00:06:44,371 --> 00:06:49,001 The number you texted me from. Can I call you? 66 00:06:52,129 --> 00:06:54,629 That's my friend's phone. 67 00:06:54,631 --> 00:06:58,427 But I promise I'll reach out to you with my new number, I... 68 00:06:59,594 --> 00:07:02,014 Don't cry, baby. 69 00:07:03,598 --> 00:07:06,018 I'm okay. I'm fine. Don't... 70 00:07:08,312 --> 00:07:10,981 I just miss you, Dad. 71 00:07:12,899 --> 00:07:15,777 I miss you, okay. I love you. 72 00:07:22,075 --> 00:07:23,617 He said he needed a few things, 73 00:07:23,619 --> 00:07:25,787 and made her promise that she wouldn't tell a soul. 74 00:07:49,853 --> 00:07:53,315 Cassie kept her promise, and never told anyone about that night. 75 00:07:54,399 --> 00:07:57,235 She also never saw her dad again. 76 00:07:58,570 --> 00:08:01,365 She fell in love with every guy she ever dated. 77 00:08:02,908 --> 00:08:07,162 Whether they were smart or stupid or sweet or cruel, it didn't matter. 78 00:08:23,720 --> 00:08:26,471 She didn't like to be alone. 79 00:08:26,473 --> 00:08:28,515 What are you doing? 80 00:08:28,517 --> 00:08:32,143 - I'm just filming you. - Why? 81 00:08:32,145 --> 00:08:35,689 And every guy she ever dated asked for the same things. 82 00:08:35,691 --> 00:08:39,067 - Can I film you sucking my dick? - What? No! 83 00:08:39,069 --> 00:08:40,944 - What? - Let's make a sex tape. 84 00:08:40,946 --> 00:08:42,946 Stop. 85 00:08:42,948 --> 00:08:45,573 - What? Get out of here. - Come on. I won't tell anyone. 86 00:08:45,575 --> 00:08:48,368 - It's not that big of a deal. - Yes, it is. I don't wanna do this. 87 00:08:48,370 --> 00:08:50,203 And she almost always said yes. 88 00:08:50,205 --> 00:08:52,165 Even though it didn't always make her feel good. 89 00:08:56,169 --> 00:08:58,628 And she knew that most guys, after she broke up with them, 90 00:08:58,630 --> 00:09:01,049 would always share those photos or videos. 91 00:09:02,634 --> 00:09:05,343 The first time she found out, she had a panic attack, 92 00:09:05,345 --> 00:09:08,265 and wanted to swallow a whole bottle of Tylenol. 93 00:09:10,183 --> 00:09:11,891 But she didn't. Because, I mean, 94 00:09:11,893 --> 00:09:13,435 what's the worst thing anybody could say to her? 95 00:09:13,437 --> 00:09:16,438 That she gave a blowjob to a guy who didn't deserve it? 96 00:09:16,440 --> 00:09:19,482 And she figured by the time she was out of college and looking for a job, 97 00:09:19,484 --> 00:09:23,780 99 percent of the population would have leaked nudes, anyway. 98 00:09:25,991 --> 00:09:29,159 And then, at the beginning of the year, she met McKay. 99 00:09:29,161 --> 00:09:30,952 And fell in love with him. 100 00:09:30,954 --> 00:09:33,455 And he fell in love with her. 101 00:09:33,457 --> 00:09:38,084 And even though things weren't perfect, he loved her for who she was. 102 00:09:38,086 --> 00:09:39,961 And even though she had made a couple of mistakes, 103 00:09:39,963 --> 00:09:41,504 I mean, they weren't big ones. 104 00:09:41,506 --> 00:09:44,468 They weren't the kind of things you couldn't come back from. 105 00:10:21,546 --> 00:10:25,382 Previously on Love Island... 106 00:10:25,384 --> 00:10:30,428 Grab the amazing-ness that you have with Josh by the balls. 107 00:10:30,430 --> 00:10:32,973 People are always telling me about great TV shows. 108 00:10:32,975 --> 00:10:38,979 How I just have to watch this show. But the truth is, I don't want good TV. 109 00:10:38,981 --> 00:10:43,358 I don't want a novel, or some slow burn, or anything that feels like work. 110 00:10:43,360 --> 00:10:44,943 That's why I love reality TV. 111 00:10:44,945 --> 00:10:48,613 It's funny, it's dramatic, and I can focus on it. 112 00:10:48,615 --> 00:10:51,743 It's pure, effortless entertainment. 113 00:10:52,786 --> 00:10:56,496 Romance hits the rocks. 114 00:10:56,498 --> 00:11:00,625 She doesn't talk to me, she doesn't acknowledge me. 115 00:11:00,627 --> 00:11:03,336 I want to lay down one moment and then look around the next 116 00:11:03,338 --> 00:11:06,506 and realize I have watched 22 straight hours of Love Island 117 00:11:06,508 --> 00:11:10,637 over a two-day period and yearn for more. 118 00:11:12,097 --> 00:11:17,060 Some people may find that depressing. I don't. 119 00:11:19,855 --> 00:11:22,814 It is, however, a good way to measure depression. 120 00:11:22,816 --> 00:11:25,650 Because when reality TV begins to feel like work, 121 00:11:25,652 --> 00:11:31,031 like, final season of Mad Men Work, you know you're depressed. 122 00:11:31,033 --> 00:11:36,622 Like, haven't got out of bed to pee in 24 hours depressed. 123 00:11:44,254 --> 00:11:48,965 - Do I look different to you? - You look fine to me. 124 00:11:48,967 --> 00:11:53,928 - 'Cause I feel different. - Okay, well, you don't look it. 125 00:11:53,930 --> 00:11:56,306 I don't think I'm gonna go to school today. 126 00:11:56,308 --> 00:12:00,685 - 'Cause of Daniel? - No, not 'cause of Daniel, Lexi! 127 00:12:00,687 --> 00:12:02,938 Daniel's the last fucking thing I care about right now. 128 00:12:02,940 --> 00:12:04,773 Okay, well, it's all you ever fucking talk about. 129 00:12:04,775 --> 00:12:08,360 That's not true! I asked you how I look. Not about Daniel! 130 00:12:08,362 --> 00:12:11,571 Yeah, well, you look beautiful, Cassie. You look fucking amazing. 131 00:12:11,573 --> 00:12:14,574 It's literally all anyone's ever told you your entire life. 132 00:12:14,576 --> 00:12:18,246 Like, listen to yourself. It's fucking exhausting. 133 00:12:45,399 --> 00:12:47,274 The thought of having to stand up, 134 00:12:47,276 --> 00:12:52,237 exert 172 muscles each step for 35 feet, 135 00:12:52,239 --> 00:12:55,031 just so I can sit on cold porcelain and piss out toxins 136 00:12:55,033 --> 00:12:57,742 over and over again for the rest of my life 137 00:12:57,744 --> 00:13:03,333 makes the whole concept of living feel like one long, sadistic joke. 138 00:13:04,751 --> 00:13:08,211 But the absolute worst part of depression 139 00:13:08,213 --> 00:13:10,839 is that even though you know you're depressed, 140 00:13:10,841 --> 00:13:14,428 you're unable to stop yourself from getting worse. 141 00:13:15,804 --> 00:13:19,182 But I wasn't the only one feeling down. 142 00:13:21,018 --> 00:13:26,062 - Jules? What's wrong? - I'm sick. 143 00:13:26,064 --> 00:13:29,860 Okay. Let me know if you need anything. 144 00:13:30,944 --> 00:13:34,573 After Halloween, Jules didn't go to school for a full week. 145 00:13:38,035 --> 00:13:42,329 And even though I sent her about 50 texts, she didn't respond. 146 00:13:42,331 --> 00:13:43,997 Happy Halloween. 147 00:13:43,999 --> 00:13:46,666 I could tell something bad had happened. 148 00:13:46,668 --> 00:13:50,380 And that it had something to do with Nate. 149 00:13:58,597 --> 00:14:00,932 Tyler Clarkson was booked for assault. 150 00:14:03,352 --> 00:14:05,729 But this shit wasn't adding up. 151 00:14:08,023 --> 00:14:11,316 And I was putting together the pieces of the puzzle. 152 00:14:11,318 --> 00:14:13,735 Howard, let's roll. 153 00:14:13,737 --> 00:14:16,448 I wasn't gonna stop until I got the truth. 154 00:14:18,617 --> 00:14:22,953 False accusations in today's world can cause serious long-term damage 155 00:14:22,955 --> 00:14:26,875 to one's career, reputation, and emotional well-being. 156 00:14:28,919 --> 00:14:31,711 We all owe Nate Jacobs a heartfelt apology, 157 00:14:31,713 --> 00:14:36,591 and are excited and thrilled to have him back at East Highland. 158 00:14:36,593 --> 00:14:40,261 - Why would Jules lie to help Nate? - I don't know. 159 00:14:40,263 --> 00:14:42,222 - Well, have you asked her about it? - No. 160 00:14:42,224 --> 00:14:44,891 - You haven't asked her? - No. 161 00:14:44,893 --> 00:14:46,851 Keep looking, you mook. 162 00:14:46,853 --> 00:14:51,231 I'm Morgan fuckin' Freeman and this is the beginning of the third act. 163 00:14:51,233 --> 00:14:55,110 Well, doesn't that seem like the first logical step? 164 00:14:55,112 --> 00:14:58,198 Honestly, Howard, this whole thing is beyond logic. 165 00:14:59,449 --> 00:15:01,743 Unless... 166 00:15:04,037 --> 00:15:07,872 - Jules is in love with Nate. - Why would Jules be in love with Nate? 167 00:15:07,874 --> 00:15:10,333 - You should listen to me. - Bennett, the cigarettes are killing me. 168 00:15:10,335 --> 00:15:13,128 Listen. Listen. Listen, the night of the carnival, she said she wanted 169 00:15:13,130 --> 00:15:14,754 to go meet up with this guy she met online, okay? 170 00:15:14,756 --> 00:15:17,424 He's some fuckin' jock, he's from a conservative family, 171 00:15:17,426 --> 00:15:21,469 and they were talking and texting. They've been texting for weeks. 172 00:15:21,471 --> 00:15:24,806 And when I say texting, I don't just mean regular fuckin' texting. 173 00:15:24,808 --> 00:15:27,851 They were sexting. 174 00:15:27,853 --> 00:15:30,186 - Like nudes? - Yeah. 175 00:15:30,188 --> 00:15:33,775 Side note, very nice dick. Very clean room. 176 00:15:35,319 --> 00:15:39,821 - She never fucking saw his face. - Yeah, so Jules is catfished. 177 00:15:39,823 --> 00:15:42,240 Now hear me out. So the night of the carnival, she made plans with this guy 178 00:15:42,242 --> 00:15:43,783 to meet up with him at the lake, okay? 179 00:15:43,785 --> 00:15:48,538 I fucking go home. Next thing I know, she's fucking knocking at my window. 180 00:15:48,540 --> 00:15:50,749 She's all emotional, she's got fucking tears in her eyes. 181 00:15:50,751 --> 00:15:53,043 I say, Jules, what the fuck happened? 182 00:15:53,045 --> 00:15:59,090 She looks at me. She goes... "He didn't look like his pictures." 183 00:15:59,092 --> 00:16:01,468 Yeah, that's like, the definition of catfishing. 184 00:16:01,470 --> 00:16:04,638 No, but do you know what his name was? 185 00:16:04,640 --> 00:16:08,018 - Nate Jacobs? - Tyler. 186 00:16:09,853 --> 00:16:11,897 Like, Tyler Clarkson? 187 00:16:13,982 --> 00:16:15,734 You're goddamned right. 188 00:16:16,902 --> 00:16:19,402 Maddy is 17, Tyler's 22, 189 00:16:19,404 --> 00:16:21,863 - and they fornicated. - Statutory. 190 00:16:21,865 --> 00:16:24,157 Yeah. You saw it, I saw it. We all fucking saw it. 191 00:16:24,159 --> 00:16:25,867 Including Nate. 192 00:16:25,869 --> 00:16:28,828 And what is a lighter offense than statutory? 193 00:16:28,830 --> 00:16:31,249 - Assault. - Bingo! 194 00:16:35,295 --> 00:16:37,504 Rue, are you pouring coffee in the water filter? 195 00:16:37,506 --> 00:16:39,255 - Yes, I am. - Instead of water? 196 00:16:39,257 --> 00:16:41,216 - Yes, I am. - Well, please, don't do that. 197 00:16:41,218 --> 00:16:43,885 And it's late. You shouldn't be drinking caffeine. 198 00:16:43,887 --> 00:16:47,472 Mom, please. I have homework. 199 00:16:47,474 --> 00:16:50,310 Well, there's a sentence I never thought I'd hear. 200 00:16:51,979 --> 00:16:53,981 Will you let me know when this is ready? 201 00:16:57,025 --> 00:16:59,067 - Hello? - Howard, it's Bennett. 202 00:16:59,069 --> 00:17:01,778 It's 2:45 in the morning. Don't you ever sleep? 203 00:17:01,780 --> 00:17:05,490 Listen, why would Nate single out Jules in the first place? 204 00:17:05,492 --> 00:17:08,912 It's obvious he was sexually attracted to her. 205 00:17:10,247 --> 00:17:13,415 And because Jules is predominantly het, okay, 206 00:17:13,417 --> 00:17:16,793 he wooed her with his, uh, fucking creepy jock magic shit. 207 00:17:16,795 --> 00:17:19,170 She's super fuckin' sensitive, she's very forgiving, 208 00:17:19,172 --> 00:17:23,800 and she's basically the most wonderful fucking person on the planet... 209 00:17:23,802 --> 00:17:27,887 she fell for him. That's why she fucking testified. 210 00:17:27,889 --> 00:17:30,181 I'm a genius. I'm a fucking genius. 211 00:17:30,183 --> 00:17:34,269 Hey, Mom! I'm a fucking genius. 212 00:17:34,271 --> 00:17:37,188 I'm not even tired. It's crazy. I'm not even fucking tired. 213 00:17:37,190 --> 00:17:38,815 I feel amazing. 214 00:17:38,817 --> 00:17:43,363 I'll be honest with you, Bennett. You're too close to this case. 215 00:17:54,333 --> 00:17:58,585 - Who was that? - Rue. 216 00:17:58,587 --> 00:18:04,299 - Think she's in, like, a manic state. - Is she okay? 217 00:18:04,301 --> 00:18:06,136 I don't think so. 218 00:18:20,525 --> 00:18:22,611 Fuck. 219 00:18:32,579 --> 00:18:37,123 I don't know what you're gonna say, but this feels like... really dramatic. 220 00:18:37,125 --> 00:18:42,629 - Yeah, this is spooky. - It is not spooky, BB. 221 00:18:42,631 --> 00:18:46,925 I just, I need your advice on, like, two things. 222 00:18:46,927 --> 00:18:50,722 And I need you guys to promise me not to say a single fucking word. 223 00:18:53,809 --> 00:18:59,898 So, the night of Daniel's Halloween party, something happened. 224 00:19:10,617 --> 00:19:13,745 ...I don't usually come that fast. 225 00:19:15,330 --> 00:19:17,666 That was amazing. 226 00:19:18,875 --> 00:19:21,753 It's funny. I always thought I was gonna lose my virginity to you. 227 00:19:26,133 --> 00:19:30,051 - You're a virgin? - No, I mean, when we were younger. 228 00:19:30,053 --> 00:19:33,849 - When we dated. - We dated? 229 00:19:35,809 --> 00:19:38,103 Yeah, in sixth grade. 230 00:19:39,521 --> 00:19:42,105 You and me? 231 00:19:42,107 --> 00:19:45,444 Yeah, for like five months. 232 00:19:48,530 --> 00:19:51,825 I literally have no recollection of that. 233 00:19:56,705 --> 00:19:58,872 Wait. Am I hearing this correctly? 234 00:19:58,874 --> 00:20:01,416 You want to tell McKay that you made out with Daniel 235 00:20:01,418 --> 00:20:03,001 at the carnival and on Halloween? 236 00:20:03,003 --> 00:20:05,378 Yeah, but, I don't... I don't have to say it's Daniel. 237 00:20:05,380 --> 00:20:07,881 Bitch, that's the craziest idea I've ever heard. Right? 238 00:20:07,883 --> 00:20:12,387 - For sure. - Yeah, but I want to be honest with him. 239 00:20:13,847 --> 00:20:17,098 - You cannot tell McKay. - But it's not like I cheated-cheated. 240 00:20:17,100 --> 00:20:20,352 Kissing is worse. It's so much more intimate. 241 00:20:20,354 --> 00:20:23,730 And if anybody brings it up, you deny, deny, deny. 242 00:20:23,732 --> 00:20:26,983 Okay, but, I just don't want there to be something this bad between us forever. 243 00:20:26,985 --> 00:20:30,362 I wouldn't worry about it. It's not like you guys are gonna be together forever. 244 00:20:30,364 --> 00:20:32,614 Kat, what the fuck is your problem? 245 00:20:32,616 --> 00:20:35,283 You're being a bad friend now. You were a bad friend to me, 246 00:20:35,285 --> 00:20:38,453 and this whole new personality is seriously unlikable. 247 00:20:38,455 --> 00:20:41,039 - World Star! - Why, because I won't sit and listen 248 00:20:41,041 --> 00:20:43,750 to you bitch and moan about your psychotic, abusive boyfriend 249 00:20:43,752 --> 00:20:46,044 who you've literally broken up with a thousand times? 250 00:20:46,046 --> 00:20:49,255 It was literally the lowest point in my life, so, yeah. 251 00:20:49,257 --> 00:20:51,341 That and the fact that you're just fuckin' mean. 252 00:20:51,343 --> 00:20:53,802 Maddy, ever since I've met you, all you talk about is yourself. 253 00:20:53,804 --> 00:20:56,054 Your clothes, your boyfriends, whatever superficial shit 254 00:20:56,056 --> 00:20:59,516 you think is so fucking important. Sorry I'm no longer interested. 255 00:20:59,518 --> 00:21:02,560 I don't know about everyone else, but I miss the old Kat. 256 00:21:02,562 --> 00:21:06,106 You know, the one who had a sense of humor and wasn't a fuckin' cunt? 257 00:21:06,108 --> 00:21:07,609 Damn. 258 00:21:42,311 --> 00:21:46,229 - What was the other thing? - What other thing? 259 00:21:46,231 --> 00:21:48,650 You said you needed advice on two things. 260 00:21:51,111 --> 00:21:52,904 I don't remember. 261 00:21:54,114 --> 00:21:56,033 What would you do? 262 00:21:57,075 --> 00:22:01,286 Um, I don't know. I've never really been in a situation 263 00:22:01,288 --> 00:22:03,872 where two guys have been interested in me. 264 00:22:03,874 --> 00:22:06,875 That's 'cause you're shy. 265 00:22:06,877 --> 00:22:09,919 I guess so, but I've also never been in a situation 266 00:22:09,921 --> 00:22:12,172 where I've been interested in two guys. 267 00:22:12,174 --> 00:22:14,924 That's also 'cause you're shy. 268 00:22:14,926 --> 00:22:17,385 Maybe. 269 00:22:17,387 --> 00:22:20,265 But if you were in my situation, what would you do? 270 00:22:22,643 --> 00:22:25,312 Honestly, I don't think I would say anything. 271 00:22:28,815 --> 00:22:32,027 What if not saying something makes you feel really bad? 272 00:22:33,695 --> 00:22:37,950 - Worse than saying it? - Yeah. 273 00:22:40,243 --> 00:22:43,705 Well, then, I don't think you have any other option. 274 00:22:59,554 --> 00:23:05,308 - How are you feeling? - I think I have the flu or something. 275 00:23:05,310 --> 00:23:07,227 You want me to get you something? 276 00:23:07,229 --> 00:23:10,607 - Like something to drink, or something- - Uh, no, I'm good. 277 00:23:16,196 --> 00:23:19,074 You sure you got the flu, Rue? 278 00:23:20,242 --> 00:23:23,370 Gia, right now I just need you to leave me the fuck alone, all right? 279 00:23:36,300 --> 00:23:37,843 Previously... 280 00:23:46,310 --> 00:23:50,312 Look, Nate, we all make mistakes in life. 281 00:23:50,314 --> 00:23:55,317 We hurt the ones we love. We let down our friends, our family. 282 00:23:55,319 --> 00:23:59,740 Sometimes we do it out of ignorance. Sometimes it's selfishness. 283 00:24:01,825 --> 00:24:07,245 I am not perfect. You know that. 284 00:24:07,247 --> 00:24:11,543 But I've spent my life trying to do better. You have not. 285 00:24:13,003 --> 00:24:15,422 But it is my wish for you. 286 00:24:16,506 --> 00:24:19,466 I don't know how you got out of this situation. 287 00:24:19,468 --> 00:24:23,553 I know you didn't deserve to, but you did. 288 00:24:23,555 --> 00:24:26,681 And I admire whatever it took. 289 00:24:26,683 --> 00:24:30,354 I just hope it didn't teach you the wrong lesson. 290 00:24:51,583 --> 00:24:53,458 Okay, this is gonna sound sick, 291 00:24:53,460 --> 00:24:55,752 because I'm actually in a lot of pain right now, 292 00:24:55,754 --> 00:24:59,130 due to the sheer weight and strain on my bladder, 293 00:24:59,132 --> 00:25:02,135 but, man, does this make me miss opiates. 294 00:25:04,763 --> 00:25:07,389 Because your bladder is trained from a very early age 295 00:25:07,391 --> 00:25:10,892 not to pee whenever it wants to, it needs permission from your brain. 296 00:25:10,894 --> 00:25:15,605 And when you're really high, your brain gets a little... lazy. 297 00:25:15,607 --> 00:25:17,774 Too lazy to say something. 298 00:25:17,776 --> 00:25:21,778 Come on. Breathe. Come on, please. 299 00:25:21,780 --> 00:25:26,702 It's probably why so many drug addicts die on toilets. 300 00:25:31,456 --> 00:25:34,541 The truth is, the last time I left this room, 301 00:25:34,543 --> 00:25:36,837 I didn't have the best experience. 302 00:25:59,151 --> 00:26:04,237 Sleeping all day? It's quite the life. 303 00:26:04,239 --> 00:26:08,617 Meet Rick. My mom's new boyfriend. 304 00:26:08,619 --> 00:26:12,829 If you were to ask Rick to describe himself, he'd say he was... 305 00:26:12,831 --> 00:26:17,208 "A romantic at heart. I'm adventurous. I love to travel. 306 00:26:17,210 --> 00:26:19,878 "I love the outdoors... 307 00:26:19,880 --> 00:26:25,469 ...great art, great movies, great wine. Forever young." 308 00:26:31,850 --> 00:26:36,227 Sorry, I'm sorry. 309 00:26:36,229 --> 00:26:39,856 - I miss your dad. - Me, too. 310 00:26:39,858 --> 00:26:42,484 So, enter Rick. 311 00:26:42,486 --> 00:26:44,404 So... 312 00:26:46,156 --> 00:26:51,703 Your mom tells me that you have a new, uh, "best friend." 313 00:26:53,080 --> 00:26:55,747 What is that supposed to mean? 314 00:26:55,749 --> 00:26:59,334 That, you know. 315 00:26:59,336 --> 00:27:02,422 You got a new best friend. 316 00:27:05,217 --> 00:27:06,927 You know what, Rick? 317 00:27:08,178 --> 00:27:10,720 Why don't you go fuck yourself? 318 00:27:10,722 --> 00:27:12,389 How dare you speak to someone like that? 319 00:27:12,391 --> 00:27:15,392 - Who? Rick. - Don't be a smart-ass. 320 00:27:15,394 --> 00:27:17,727 - Did I offend you? - Apologize right now. 321 00:27:17,729 --> 00:27:20,272 In retrospect, I was a little cunt-y. 322 00:27:20,274 --> 00:27:25,443 But Rick does suck, and I was angry. For a lot of reasons. 323 00:27:25,445 --> 00:27:30,117 Rick, I sincerely apologize for telling you to go fuck yourself. 324 00:27:31,618 --> 00:27:34,119 What I really meant to say is that my mom can do better 325 00:27:34,121 --> 00:27:37,082 and I hate seeing you sit in the chair my dad sat at. 326 00:28:23,712 --> 00:28:25,130 If I am bipolar... 327 00:28:27,215 --> 00:28:30,677 I sure as shit prefer mania over depression. 328 00:28:32,512 --> 00:28:35,639 Yo, Fez. So you know how in every '90s thriller, right, 329 00:28:35,641 --> 00:28:40,393 Morgan Freeman plays, like, the same semi-psychic black cop. 330 00:28:40,395 --> 00:28:42,979 So, I know that's kind of racist, but the point is, in every movie, 331 00:28:42,981 --> 00:28:46,733 he's always calmly putting the fucking pieces of the case together, 332 00:28:46,735 --> 00:28:48,652 while everybody else around him is fucking freaking out, 333 00:28:48,654 --> 00:28:50,862 saying, "You don't know what the fuck you're talking about, Morgan. 334 00:28:50,864 --> 00:28:54,115 "You're... You're a fucking bad husband. You should fucking retire." 335 00:28:54,117 --> 00:28:58,328 But no. Morgan is fucking hyper-focused. 336 00:28:58,330 --> 00:29:00,830 Because he can see beyond the little details. 337 00:29:00,832 --> 00:29:02,999 He's looking for the big fuckin' picture. 338 00:29:03,001 --> 00:29:06,795 Because all of this shit? It's connected, Fez. 339 00:29:06,797 --> 00:29:11,259 And it is way bigger than any of us can even fucking see. 340 00:29:13,512 --> 00:29:18,431 The point is, that's me. Right now, that is fucking me. 341 00:29:18,433 --> 00:29:22,519 I can see everything so fucking clearly. 342 00:29:22,521 --> 00:29:24,688 I know what happened, I know why it happened, 343 00:29:24,690 --> 00:29:27,150 and I know what the fuck I'm gonna do about it. 344 00:29:29,444 --> 00:29:32,821 - Word. - Word. 345 00:29:32,823 --> 00:29:36,574 - She can't hear me, right? - She can't see you, either. 346 00:29:36,576 --> 00:29:39,162 Okay, good, 'cause this is, like, some real top-secret shit. 347 00:29:40,205 --> 00:29:44,167 Trust me, Rue, she not gonna gossip. 348 00:29:45,210 --> 00:29:47,460 Okay. 349 00:29:47,462 --> 00:29:51,631 - Do you still have that gun? - What gun? 350 00:29:51,633 --> 00:29:57,180 - The one from the couch. - I mean, I got a couple guns. 351 00:29:58,223 --> 00:30:01,727 - Why do you have so many guns? - My grandma. 352 00:30:04,313 --> 00:30:07,733 - That's cool. - What you worried about my guns for? 353 00:30:10,319 --> 00:30:14,070 Okay, well, I was thinking... 354 00:30:14,072 --> 00:30:18,577 that maybe you could use one to scare Nate Jacobs. 355 00:30:21,121 --> 00:30:26,291 - Are you serious? - I mean, I'm not not serious. 356 00:30:26,293 --> 00:30:30,045 Rue, that must be the dumbest shit you've said all fucking day. 357 00:30:30,047 --> 00:30:33,590 You don't have to fucking point it at him. You could just... 358 00:30:33,592 --> 00:30:37,344 You could, like... You could flash it. 359 00:30:37,346 --> 00:30:39,512 You really have lost your fuckin' mind, Rue. 360 00:30:39,514 --> 00:30:44,561 Fuck, it's a bad fucking idea, okay? I just was fucking spit balling, here. 361 00:30:46,438 --> 00:30:48,313 I mean, he fucked with me, he fucked with Jules. 362 00:30:48,315 --> 00:30:52,736 And I want fucking revenge. Okay? Sorry. 363 00:30:56,949 --> 00:30:58,907 Fuck. Mouse is here. 364 00:30:58,909 --> 00:31:02,953 - The guy with the- - All right, so, stay in here. Be quiet... 365 00:31:02,955 --> 00:31:04,996 Fez, I can't... I can't stay in here. Like, I'm really... 366 00:31:04,998 --> 00:31:06,957 - Yes, the fuck you can. Shh! - I'm not good with awkward silences. 367 00:31:06,959 --> 00:31:09,668 Be quiet. Listen, I'm really serious right now. 368 00:31:09,670 --> 00:31:12,087 You just need to sit your manic ass down, 369 00:31:12,089 --> 00:31:14,673 and be quiet for five fuckin' minutes, Rue. 370 00:31:14,675 --> 00:31:19,721 I'm not fuckin' playin' with you. Sit down and shut the fuck up. 371 00:31:36,280 --> 00:31:40,158 Okay. This is so fuckin' weird. 372 00:32:01,596 --> 00:32:03,515 Yo, Rue. 373 00:32:04,975 --> 00:32:08,685 - Rue. - Rue. Rue, I'm so lonely. 374 00:32:08,687 --> 00:32:11,229 Me, too. Don't forget about me. 375 00:32:11,231 --> 00:32:14,816 That old lady? She doesn't even know we exist. 376 00:32:14,818 --> 00:32:17,068 - Rue! - Rue! 377 00:32:17,070 --> 00:32:20,739 - Eat us all. - Eat... 378 00:32:20,741 --> 00:32:25,537 - Us... - All! 379 00:32:31,293 --> 00:32:33,879 Yo, I'm gonna need you to start moving some weight. 380 00:32:35,505 --> 00:32:38,840 Yo, I'm just trying to keep it low-key over here, man. 381 00:32:38,842 --> 00:32:40,592 And I'm trying to make fuckin' money. 382 00:32:40,594 --> 00:32:45,305 Even if wanted all this shit, bruh, I don't got the money for all this, man. 383 00:32:45,307 --> 00:32:48,183 That's why you in luck. I'm gonna front it to you. 384 00:32:48,185 --> 00:32:51,605 Ten percent on the vig, and I'll collect in a month. 385 00:32:53,357 --> 00:32:56,068 I'm not tryin' to do all that shit, man. 386 00:32:57,319 --> 00:33:01,949 I ain't asking, bruh. Step yo shit up. 387 00:33:05,535 --> 00:33:08,703 One, two, three, four, five, six, seven. 388 00:33:08,705 --> 00:33:11,957 One, two, three, four, five, six, seven. 389 00:33:11,959 --> 00:33:13,877 One... 390 00:33:49,288 --> 00:33:52,747 The other thing about depression is it kind of collapses time. 391 00:33:52,749 --> 00:33:54,876 Rue, are you listening? 392 00:33:57,296 --> 00:34:00,171 Suddenly, you find your whole days blending together 393 00:34:00,173 --> 00:34:03,802 to create one endless and suffocating loop. 394 00:34:12,436 --> 00:34:17,190 So you find yourself trying to remember the things that made you happy. 395 00:34:21,194 --> 00:34:23,945 - Do you want to get closer? - Yeah. 396 00:34:23,947 --> 00:34:29,077 But slowly, your brain begins to erase every memory that ever brought you joy. 397 00:34:35,542 --> 00:34:41,298 And eventually, all you can think about is how life has always been this way. 398 00:34:45,052 --> 00:34:48,722 And will only continue to be this way. 399 00:34:53,185 --> 00:34:57,020 Previously, on Love Island... 400 00:34:57,022 --> 00:35:01,024 Grab the amazing-ness that you have with Josh by the balls. 401 00:35:01,026 --> 00:35:04,069 I wonder if Jules is having fun. 402 00:35:04,071 --> 00:35:07,532 Stay clear of the tracks... 403 00:35:34,643 --> 00:35:37,978 Oh, I missed you! 404 00:35:37,980 --> 00:35:42,107 - So how are the suburbs treating you? - They're claustrophobic. 405 00:35:42,109 --> 00:35:44,985 Yeah, how do you like it? How you doing? 406 00:35:44,987 --> 00:35:49,990 I don't know. It's been a weird, weird-ass year. 407 00:35:49,992 --> 00:35:53,952 - Weird in what way? - Weird in every way. 408 00:35:53,954 --> 00:35:57,163 Shit. You make some good friends, at least? 409 00:35:57,165 --> 00:35:59,457 - Yeah, I got one. - Yeah? 410 00:35:59,459 --> 00:36:02,421 But it's, like, complicated. 411 00:36:04,131 --> 00:36:06,923 Well, are you friends, or are you a little bit more, 412 00:36:06,925 --> 00:36:10,969 - like a special kind of friend? - Both, I guess? Yeah. 413 00:36:10,971 --> 00:36:13,680 Okay. What, are you in love with him or something? 414 00:36:13,682 --> 00:36:18,059 - Her, not him. Yeah. - Ooh, a little plot twist. Okay! 415 00:36:18,061 --> 00:36:21,271 - No room for hetero-normativity in here. - My bad. 416 00:36:21,273 --> 00:36:23,898 So... what? 417 00:36:23,900 --> 00:36:27,068 - I don't know. I don't know what it is. - Yeah. 418 00:36:27,070 --> 00:36:30,115 It's not, like, great right now. 419 00:36:33,285 --> 00:36:36,663 I'm not exactly, like, in the best place. 420 00:36:38,749 --> 00:36:40,917 Why? What's going on? 421 00:36:44,087 --> 00:36:47,215 I came here so I wouldn't have to think about it. 422 00:36:49,426 --> 00:36:51,345 Understood. 423 00:37:27,798 --> 00:37:30,550 - This one? - No, I'm one more up. 424 00:37:43,605 --> 00:37:44,982 Yo, Anna. 425 00:37:47,693 --> 00:37:51,444 - Hey. - Anna, someone I want you to meet. 426 00:37:51,446 --> 00:37:53,865 Hi. I'm Jules. 427 00:37:55,325 --> 00:37:57,659 I know. 428 00:37:57,661 --> 00:38:00,537 - You like it? - Did y'all make these? 429 00:38:00,539 --> 00:38:05,041 Our friend did. I mean, are you guys gonna go out? 430 00:38:05,043 --> 00:38:09,840 Uh, Anna's always trying to put makeup on me. So awkward. 431 00:38:16,221 --> 00:38:21,433 I remember walking out of Sears with my first pair of heels in my backpack. 432 00:38:21,435 --> 00:38:26,313 - Cute. - And my heart was fucking racing. 433 00:38:26,315 --> 00:38:29,649 And I got home, and went straight to my room, 434 00:38:29,651 --> 00:38:32,235 locked the door, put 'em on... 435 00:38:32,237 --> 00:38:36,990 And, I just... felt like... 436 00:38:36,992 --> 00:38:40,035 I was collecting herbs, 437 00:38:40,037 --> 00:38:46,750 or making potions in order to up my manna, you know? 438 00:38:46,752 --> 00:38:49,461 Like, it started with that, and then it was clothes, 439 00:38:49,463 --> 00:38:54,674 and then it was makeup, and eventually hormones. 440 00:38:54,676 --> 00:38:59,014 Um, I just kind of kept leveling up. 441 00:39:00,057 --> 00:39:03,350 So, what level are you at now? 442 00:39:03,352 --> 00:39:05,644 I don't know. 443 00:39:05,646 --> 00:39:10,359 But I definitely haven't reached my full power. 444 00:39:13,528 --> 00:39:19,240 - But you date guys, right? - Date isn't really the right word. 445 00:39:19,242 --> 00:39:21,868 What she means to say is that she's a slut. 446 00:39:21,870 --> 00:39:24,579 - Fuck you! - What, it's not an insult! 447 00:39:24,581 --> 00:39:29,042 - I mean... - But you normally hook up with guys. 448 00:39:29,044 --> 00:39:34,297 Yeah, but... my relationship to men is weird. 449 00:39:34,299 --> 00:39:38,095 - Like, how? - In my head, it's like... 450 00:39:40,389 --> 00:39:46,353 If I can conquer men, then I can conquer femininity. 451 00:39:47,771 --> 00:39:50,065 Why do you need a guy to make you feel more feminine? 452 00:39:57,155 --> 00:40:00,075 We'll circle back to that one. 453 00:40:03,161 --> 00:40:06,246 - So have you? - Have I what? 454 00:40:06,248 --> 00:40:07,708 Conquered femininity? 455 00:40:09,626 --> 00:40:11,167 I don't know. 456 00:40:11,169 --> 00:40:14,754 But, it's not like I even want to conquer it. 457 00:40:14,756 --> 00:40:17,799 It's like I want to fuckin' obliterate it. 458 00:40:17,801 --> 00:40:21,720 And then move on to the next level. 459 00:40:21,722 --> 00:40:24,806 And the next, and the next. 460 00:40:24,808 --> 00:40:28,018 Level up. Level up! 461 00:40:28,020 --> 00:40:32,772 Yeah. I don't really know what the means, or looks like, but... 462 00:40:32,774 --> 00:40:35,736 - I want it. - Queerness is infinite. 463 00:40:37,654 --> 00:40:40,616 Okay, look at me. 464 00:40:41,658 --> 00:40:44,077 Yeah. You look adorable. 465 00:40:45,495 --> 00:40:47,956 Stop. 466 00:40:54,046 --> 00:40:55,797 I'm pregnant. 467 00:40:57,299 --> 00:40:58,884 What? 468 00:41:00,594 --> 00:41:03,639 Are you for real that you're 100 percent pregnant? 469 00:41:05,307 --> 00:41:07,100 Yeah. 470 00:41:15,108 --> 00:41:17,152 I... 471 00:41:18,779 --> 00:41:20,822 I'm sorry, uh... 472 00:41:22,199 --> 00:41:24,493 Are you all right? 473 00:41:26,954 --> 00:41:29,915 Yeah, I'm...'m just a little bit nervous. 474 00:41:32,000 --> 00:41:33,669 Nervous about what? 475 00:41:35,545 --> 00:41:37,214 About what you're gonna say. 476 00:41:43,679 --> 00:41:46,390 You're not really thinking about having this kid, are you? 477 00:41:50,477 --> 00:41:52,727 I really love you, McKay. 478 00:41:52,729 --> 00:41:57,691 Yeah, I love you, too, but I'm doing a lot of shit right now. 479 00:41:57,693 --> 00:42:00,068 I'm in the middle of school right now. 480 00:42:00,070 --> 00:42:03,490 It's a big fuckin' responsibility, Cassie. 481 00:42:05,367 --> 00:42:07,577 What if this is what I'm supposed to do with my life? 482 00:42:13,000 --> 00:42:15,458 What the fuck? 483 00:42:15,460 --> 00:42:18,628 My parents are gonna kill me. My coach is gonna kill me. 484 00:42:18,630 --> 00:42:21,967 My parents are gonna fucking kill me. Fuck. 485 00:42:25,470 --> 00:42:28,555 Cass, I don't even think you wanna have this baby, okay? 486 00:42:28,557 --> 00:42:30,849 It's not a... It's not a fuckin' fairy tale. Like... 487 00:42:30,851 --> 00:42:34,978 It may seem all cute and cuddly to you, but this is real shit. 488 00:42:34,980 --> 00:42:36,938 I'm not even ready to be a dad. 489 00:42:36,940 --> 00:42:40,150 I don't know if that's selfish to say or whatever, but... 490 00:42:40,152 --> 00:42:42,988 children are fuckin' scary. 491 00:42:45,157 --> 00:42:47,157 You wanted to talk about it, so here we are, we're talking about it. 492 00:42:47,159 --> 00:42:49,703 But I say we don't do it. 493 00:42:51,079 --> 00:42:54,791 I'm not saying I'm gonna have a baby. 494 00:42:58,962 --> 00:43:03,091 I just wanted to dream about it for a minute. 495 00:43:27,824 --> 00:43:30,994 You'll make the best mother on the planet one day. 496 00:43:33,747 --> 00:43:36,291 I say that without a doubt. 497 00:43:44,091 --> 00:43:46,510 - Hello? - Hello? 498 00:43:48,804 --> 00:43:51,763 For some reason your screen is black. Should I call you back? 499 00:43:51,765 --> 00:43:56,810 - No, I prefer to keep it that way. - Oh. Okay. 500 00:43:56,812 --> 00:44:01,064 - You drive a hard bargain. - Yeah, well, a girl's gotta eat. 501 00:44:01,066 --> 00:44:03,149 300 for thirty minutes. 502 00:44:03,151 --> 00:44:07,654 - You should have asked for more. - Really? 503 00:44:07,656 --> 00:44:12,244 Let me see your whole body. Stand up. 504 00:44:18,875 --> 00:44:24,879 Yes. Keep going. 505 00:44:24,881 --> 00:44:27,716 Yes. 506 00:44:27,718 --> 00:44:30,470 Fantastic. 507 00:44:40,856 --> 00:44:43,440 Are you nervous? 508 00:44:43,442 --> 00:44:48,778 I-I-I... I mean, I don't usually, um... undress. 509 00:44:48,780 --> 00:44:53,160 But I am special. Right? 510 00:44:55,329 --> 00:44:56,913 Yes. 511 00:44:58,081 --> 00:45:00,292 Then say it. 512 00:45:02,210 --> 00:45:04,294 You're special. 513 00:45:04,296 --> 00:45:08,300 So, get undressed. 514 00:45:35,035 --> 00:45:38,163 You're beautiful. 515 00:45:57,140 --> 00:46:00,308 Can you get me a mango La Croix? 516 00:46:00,310 --> 00:46:04,147 - And those cherry rolling papers? - Anything else? 517 00:46:13,991 --> 00:46:16,700 - What up, Fez? - What's up, man? 518 00:46:16,702 --> 00:46:20,622 Yo, can I get, uh, two of the rolling papers, too, bruh? 519 00:46:22,249 --> 00:46:23,873 Yo, man. 520 00:46:23,875 --> 00:46:28,420 I don't know what's been going on with you, Rue, and Jules and shit. 521 00:46:28,422 --> 00:46:33,218 But you should know, I really do care about her. 522 00:46:37,180 --> 00:46:41,768 - Aren't you, like, her drug dealer? - Nah, man. 523 00:46:43,145 --> 00:46:45,147 What, are you in a relationship? 524 00:46:47,024 --> 00:46:51,484 - Nah, bruh, that's like, my family. - So it's platonic. 525 00:46:51,486 --> 00:46:56,366 Look, man, all I'm saying is, leave her and her friends alone. 526 00:46:58,201 --> 00:47:00,203 Is that a threat? 527 00:47:01,913 --> 00:47:07,125 - Nah, I'm just telling you. - Or what? 528 00:47:07,127 --> 00:47:11,381 We're not gonna be having this conversation. 529 00:47:20,015 --> 00:47:24,726 Fezco, let's get this straight. You're, like, half a retard. 530 00:47:24,728 --> 00:47:29,981 You dropped out of school at 20, and now... you're a gangster. 531 00:47:29,983 --> 00:47:33,568 What are you, like, fucking Tony Montana? What's the plan? 532 00:47:33,570 --> 00:47:37,115 You gonna be living in a mansion, fuckin' pet tigers and shit? 533 00:47:38,867 --> 00:47:41,534 Go fuck yourself. 534 00:47:41,536 --> 00:47:43,830 Listen, bruh. 535 00:47:45,040 --> 00:47:51,380 All I'm sayin', you keep fuckin' with Rue and her friends, and I'mma kill you. 536 00:47:54,049 --> 00:47:56,301 It's gonna be $5.75, playboy. 537 00:48:16,280 --> 00:48:20,532 An adult bladder can hold two cups of urine. 538 00:48:20,534 --> 00:48:22,367 But if you're telling your bladder to hold off 539 00:48:22,369 --> 00:48:26,204 because, say, you're in the worst depression of your fucking life, 540 00:48:26,206 --> 00:48:29,001 your bladder will eventually fill. 541 00:48:30,627 --> 00:48:33,295 And what begins to happen is... 542 00:48:33,297 --> 00:48:36,423 all of the toxins that your kidneys have pushed into your bladder 543 00:48:36,425 --> 00:48:38,927 begin to travel back into your kidneys. 544 00:48:43,098 --> 00:48:44,723 Fuck. 545 00:48:44,725 --> 00:48:47,517 I know what you're thinking. Rue, this is insane. 546 00:48:47,519 --> 00:48:51,521 Don't get a kidney infection. Walk to the bathroom. 547 00:48:51,523 --> 00:48:55,485 Trust me, I'm thinking the same fuckin' thing. 548 00:48:58,488 --> 00:49:00,782 Like a little pot? 549 00:50:09,309 --> 00:50:12,396 - You remind me of her. - Who? 550 00:50:13,605 --> 00:50:16,984 - My best friend. - So what's she like? 551 00:50:18,443 --> 00:50:23,323 - Honestly? Kind of a mess. - So I'm a mess? 552 00:50:24,616 --> 00:50:27,119 - Yeah. - How am I a mess? 553 00:50:29,121 --> 00:50:31,248 I don't know yet. 554 00:50:37,754 --> 00:50:40,632 I think I'm really high. 555 00:50:44,303 --> 00:50:46,513 - Should I text her? - No. 556 00:51:08,285 --> 00:51:10,579 You only get one more. 557 00:52:02,839 --> 00:52:06,424 - Jules. - What are you doing here? 558 00:52:06,426 --> 00:52:09,636 - You texted me. - I did? 559 00:52:09,638 --> 00:52:11,723 Did you not want me to come? 560 00:52:13,850 --> 00:52:15,644 You here alone? 561 00:52:21,400 --> 00:52:23,610 No, no, no, no, no. 562 00:52:29,283 --> 00:52:33,912 - I'm scared of you, Nate. - I'm sorry. For everything. 563 00:52:35,205 --> 00:52:37,666 I'm sorry for hurting you. 564 00:52:39,376 --> 00:52:44,421 You... you were the most beautiful person that I've ever known. 565 00:52:44,423 --> 00:52:47,424 I'm Tyler. 566 00:52:47,426 --> 00:52:50,304 I'm the person that you fell in love with. 567 00:52:51,763 --> 00:52:55,225 - I wanna kill you. - I'm yours. I'm all yours. 568 00:53:09,531 --> 00:53:12,993 You're a pussy. You're a bitch. 569 00:53:15,829 --> 00:53:19,041 And I wish the whole fucking world could know. 570 00:53:44,733 --> 00:53:46,944 I know this isn't gonna end well. 571 00:54:07,965 --> 00:54:09,591 Hello? 572 00:54:11,385 --> 00:54:14,137 Yeah, I'd like to report a crime. 573 00:54:28,318 --> 00:54:30,404 Mom. 574 00:54:33,490 --> 00:54:36,326 I think I need your help. 575 00:54:51,633 --> 00:54:53,967 Come here. 576 00:54:53,969 --> 00:54:57,929 Come here. It's okay. It's okay. I love you so much. 577 00:54:57,931 --> 00:55:00,475 I love you so much. You're so beautiful. 578 00:55:15,866 --> 00:55:19,200 - Fuck! - East Highland PD! Open the door! 579 00:55:19,202 --> 00:55:21,745 Come on, bro. Hurry the fuck up out there! 580 00:55:21,747 --> 00:55:24,122 - We know you're in there. Open up! - Fuck! 581 00:55:24,124 --> 00:55:25,667 Goddamn it! 582 00:55:26,752 --> 00:55:29,210 - Fuck, bro. - What the fuck, man? 583 00:55:29,212 --> 00:55:33,089 Come on, bruh. Hurry up, for real, man. 584 00:55:33,091 --> 00:55:35,842 Unlock the door! Open up, now! 585 00:55:35,844 --> 00:55:37,304 Goddamn it! 586 00:55:46,605 --> 00:55:48,941 Rue, what's wrong? 587 00:55:55,447 --> 00:55:57,407 Okay, baby. Come on. 588 00:55:58,617 --> 00:56:01,701 Come on. Come on. 589 00:56:01,703 --> 00:56:05,705 I had a therapist once who said that these states will wax and wane. 590 00:56:05,707 --> 00:56:07,457 Which gave my mother relief, 591 00:56:07,459 --> 00:56:10,963 because it meant that in the bad times, there would be good times. 592 00:56:14,424 --> 00:56:16,091 But it also gave her anxiety 593 00:56:16,093 --> 00:56:20,845 because it meant that in the good times, there would be bad times. 594 00:56:20,847 --> 00:56:24,975 It always confused me, because I didn't really know what it meant. 595 00:56:24,977 --> 00:56:29,064 It's okay, baby. It's okay. 596 00:56:30,691 --> 00:56:34,403 But it did sound a lot calmer than the way I would describe it. 597 00:56:43,996 --> 00:56:48,083 I think I need to go back on medication. 598 00:56:55,299 --> 00:56:59,928 There you go. How you feel? Okay? 599 00:57:06,143 --> 00:57:09,227 I know you're feeling low right now, baby. 600 00:57:09,229 --> 00:57:13,275 But the fact that you didn't turn back means you're gettin' better. 601 00:57:15,527 --> 00:57:17,362 It does. 602 00:57:18,947 --> 00:57:20,866 It does. 603 00:57:24,661 --> 00:57:28,957 Granted, I didn't realize until later what waxing and waning implied. 604 00:57:30,042 --> 00:57:32,792 That these feelings were fixed and constant 605 00:57:32,794 --> 00:57:36,006 and would never end for the rest of my life. 606 00:58:28,565 --> 00:58:33,565 Subtitles by explosiveskull www.OpenSubtitles.org