1 00:00:15,008 --> 00:00:18,139 RUE: I've never met anyone in my entire life like Jules. 2 00:00:18,906 --> 00:00:20,974 WOMAN: Rue is in love with Jules, I think. 3 00:00:22,366 --> 00:00:23,765 ETHAN: Hey, I'm Ethan. 4 00:00:23,766 --> 00:00:24,902 I'm Kat. 5 00:00:30,461 --> 00:00:31,628 You look different. 6 00:00:32,930 --> 00:00:34,221 I changed. 7 00:00:35,543 --> 00:00:36,790 'Sup, Cass. 8 00:00:36,791 --> 00:00:38,083 You wanna ride the carousel? 9 00:00:39,399 --> 00:00:40,917 That's the guy from the motel. 10 00:00:42,068 --> 00:00:44,646 - CAL: You're beautiful. - Thank you. 11 00:00:44,647 --> 00:00:47,215 - That's Nate's dad?! - Yes. That's Nate's dad. 12 00:00:48,088 --> 00:00:49,693 Hey. Tyler? 13 00:00:50,116 --> 00:00:52,303 NATE: God, are you broken inside. 14 00:00:52,908 --> 00:00:55,978 I went through Nate's phone, and it was weird. 15 00:00:56,526 --> 00:00:59,035 I need you to promise me that you're not gonna tell a soul. 16 00:01:01,012 --> 00:01:03,518 I'm sorry I got so angry at you before. 17 00:01:10,227 --> 00:01:12,990 RUE: Maddy knew who she was from a very early age. 18 00:01:12,991 --> 00:01:15,991 ♪ ♪ 19 00:01:21,302 --> 00:01:24,802 RUE: For as long as Maddy could remember, everybody loved her. 20 00:01:24,803 --> 00:01:28,343 ♪ You must be my lucky star ♪ 21 00:01:28,344 --> 00:01:32,593 ♪ 'Cause you shine on me wherever you are ♪ 22 00:01:32,594 --> 00:01:35,093 RUE: She never knew exactly what it was. 23 00:01:35,094 --> 00:01:37,885 She just knew that she had something special, 24 00:01:37,886 --> 00:01:39,426 something intangible, 25 00:01:39,427 --> 00:01:41,510 something immeasurable. 26 00:01:41,511 --> 00:01:45,426 ♪ Star light, star bright, first star I see tonight ♪ 27 00:01:45,427 --> 00:01:47,338 ♪ Star light, star bright ♪ 28 00:01:47,339 --> 00:01:49,412 RUE: And it gave her confidence. 29 00:01:49,413 --> 00:01:51,932 ♪ Star light, star bright ♪ 30 00:01:51,933 --> 00:01:54,613 (CROWD APPLAUDING) 31 00:01:54,614 --> 00:01:56,593 RUE: That's why she loved pageantry, 32 00:01:56,594 --> 00:01:59,718 because you didn't have to be the prettiest or the tallest 33 00:01:59,719 --> 00:02:02,468 or the blondest or the whitest. 34 00:02:02,469 --> 00:02:05,167 You just had to have fucking confidence. 35 00:02:06,385 --> 00:02:09,968 And she probably would have gone on to win Miss Universe, 36 00:02:09,969 --> 00:02:12,817 - if it weren't for... this guy. - (CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS) 37 00:02:12,818 --> 00:02:14,227 NEWSMAN (ON TV): A beauty pageant coach, 38 00:02:14,228 --> 00:02:17,593 Marcus Cutler was arrested today on 18 counts of child molestation. 39 00:02:17,594 --> 00:02:21,134 That's it. You're done. No more pageants. This is sick. 40 00:02:21,135 --> 00:02:23,259 RUE: Her dreams were dashed by some random, 41 00:02:23,260 --> 00:02:25,384 50-year-old creep who didn't molest her, 42 00:02:25,385 --> 00:02:27,468 let alone even meet her. 43 00:02:27,469 --> 00:02:30,385 She refused to eat for a week out of protest. 44 00:02:31,677 --> 00:02:33,343 JENNI (ON TV): Drama! 45 00:02:33,344 --> 00:02:36,857 RUE: But then she realized how much she liked not doing anything. 46 00:02:37,985 --> 00:02:39,760 Maddy would never say it out loud, 47 00:02:39,761 --> 00:02:42,468 especially not today, because everybody's so political, 48 00:02:42,469 --> 00:02:48,318 but she never really had any desire to have a career... or job. 49 00:02:49,044 --> 00:02:51,676 She was just interested in doing what she did, 50 00:02:51,677 --> 00:02:54,051 just, without school and the other bullshit. 51 00:02:54,052 --> 00:02:55,676 (SIGHS) 52 00:02:55,677 --> 00:02:57,551 Her mother was an esthetician. 53 00:02:57,552 --> 00:03:01,343 Which is a fancy way of saying she gave pedicures to rich people. 54 00:03:01,344 --> 00:03:02,968 And her dad was a drunk, 55 00:03:02,969 --> 00:03:06,119 who was always pretending to hold jobs longer than he did. 56 00:03:06,120 --> 00:03:09,343 She quickly realized that there are two kinds of people in the world: 57 00:03:09,344 --> 00:03:13,051 people who sit in the chairs with their feet in the footbath, 58 00:03:13,052 --> 00:03:16,386 and the people who kneel in front of the footbath. 59 00:03:19,011 --> 00:03:22,343 She used to sit and study the women who came in. 60 00:03:22,344 --> 00:03:24,551 She'd pay attention to what they wore, 61 00:03:24,552 --> 00:03:26,259 what they'd talk about, 62 00:03:26,260 --> 00:03:29,802 and what she realized was that none of them actually did anything. 63 00:03:29,803 --> 00:03:32,718 I mean, they may have, like, children to raise 64 00:03:32,719 --> 00:03:35,551 or homes to decorate, but at the end of the day, 65 00:03:35,552 --> 00:03:37,802 they literally did nothing. 66 00:03:37,803 --> 00:03:40,885 They literally did... 67 00:03:40,886 --> 00:03:42,301 nothing. 68 00:03:42,302 --> 00:03:46,218 And strangely, none of them had confidence. 69 00:03:47,302 --> 00:03:49,468 She had had a thing for Nate for a while, 70 00:03:49,469 --> 00:03:51,760 before he finally asked her out. 71 00:03:51,761 --> 00:03:53,551 And at first, he was a gentleman, 72 00:03:53,552 --> 00:03:55,968 like, flowers every day kind of gentleman. 73 00:03:55,969 --> 00:03:58,718 - And he was smarter than most guys. - NATE: Maddy. 74 00:03:58,719 --> 00:04:01,593 - Plus, Nate, like, really loved her. - You're so sweet. 75 00:04:01,594 --> 00:04:03,426 I love you. 76 00:04:03,427 --> 00:04:05,635 I love you, too. 77 00:04:05,636 --> 00:04:07,134 RUE: And she did love Nate. 78 00:04:07,135 --> 00:04:09,093 She loved her relationship with Nate. 79 00:04:09,094 --> 00:04:11,760 She was also a really good girlfriend. 80 00:04:11,761 --> 00:04:14,093 Granted, she didn't always tell the truth. 81 00:04:14,094 --> 00:04:15,468 You're a virgin? 82 00:04:15,469 --> 00:04:18,301 RUE: Because the truth-truth is that when she was 14, 83 00:04:18,302 --> 00:04:20,760 on vacation in Panama City Beach, 84 00:04:20,761 --> 00:04:23,093 she met a guy who was, like, 40. 85 00:04:23,094 --> 00:04:25,218 Hey. You from around here? 86 00:04:25,219 --> 00:04:28,093 RUE: Which in retrospect seems kind of rape-y and weird, 87 00:04:28,094 --> 00:04:30,384 but honestly, she was the one in control. 88 00:04:30,385 --> 00:04:31,187 Yeah. 89 00:04:31,188 --> 00:04:33,510 RUE: She could tell by looking in Nate's eyes 90 00:04:33,511 --> 00:04:35,676 - how much it meant to him. - Like fully? 91 00:04:35,677 --> 00:04:36,927 MADDY: Yeah. 92 00:04:36,928 --> 00:04:38,968 RUE: That she was a hundred percent his. 93 00:04:38,969 --> 00:04:42,343 NATE: What about, like, have you ever been fingered? 94 00:04:44,218 --> 00:04:45,843 Only my own. 95 00:04:45,844 --> 00:04:48,802 RUE: Plus, it's not like anyone can feel the fucking difference. 96 00:04:48,803 --> 00:04:50,468 (GRUNTING) 97 00:04:50,469 --> 00:04:54,051 RUE: But that's the thing with guys like Nate. 98 00:04:54,052 --> 00:04:56,718 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 99 00:04:56,719 --> 00:04:58,968 RUE: They don't actually want a person. 100 00:04:58,969 --> 00:05:01,425 They want something they can own 101 00:05:01,426 --> 00:05:03,343 and possess. 102 00:05:04,177 --> 00:05:06,547 Like Sharon Stone in Casino. 103 00:05:07,121 --> 00:05:09,927 But the cool thing about Sharon Stone in Casino 104 00:05:09,928 --> 00:05:12,218 is that she ran the fuck over De Niro. 105 00:05:12,219 --> 00:05:14,051 I would fucking kill for that coat. 106 00:05:14,052 --> 00:05:15,802 RUE: And she did the same to Nate. 107 00:05:15,803 --> 00:05:17,551 How much do you think it costs? 108 00:05:17,552 --> 00:05:20,051 RUE: Seriously, Sharon Stone in Casino was, like, 109 00:05:20,052 --> 00:05:22,093 Maddy's spirit animal. 110 00:05:22,094 --> 00:05:24,301 She also watched a lot of porn. 111 00:05:24,302 --> 00:05:27,927 Not because it turned her on or anything, it didn't. 112 00:05:27,928 --> 00:05:29,968 But if you analyzed it really closely, 113 00:05:29,969 --> 00:05:32,343 there were a ton of really good secrets. 114 00:05:32,344 --> 00:05:35,593 (MOANING, GROANING) 115 00:05:35,594 --> 00:05:37,510 (PANTING) 116 00:05:37,511 --> 00:05:38,968 RUE: Sometimes, during sex, 117 00:05:38,969 --> 00:05:41,010 she would imagine she was a ventriloquist 118 00:05:41,011 --> 00:05:42,635 controlling her body... 119 00:05:42,636 --> 00:05:46,259 Moving her hips and arching her back in just the right way. 120 00:05:46,260 --> 00:05:49,676 She wanted Nate to feel good about the way he fucked. 121 00:05:49,677 --> 00:05:53,802 Because if you make a guy feel confident and powerful, 122 00:05:53,803 --> 00:05:55,885 well, they'll do anything. 123 00:05:55,886 --> 00:05:58,093 - That one. - I got you a present. 124 00:05:58,094 --> 00:05:59,176 Really? 125 00:05:59,177 --> 00:06:01,093 After dinner. It's in the car. 126 00:06:01,094 --> 00:06:03,426 (WATER SLOSHING) 127 00:06:03,427 --> 00:06:05,802 ♪ ♪ 128 00:06:05,803 --> 00:06:07,843 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 129 00:06:07,844 --> 00:06:10,343 Oh, my God, it's perfect! 130 00:06:10,344 --> 00:06:12,719 - I fucking love you. - I fucking love you, too. 131 00:06:16,302 --> 00:06:20,384 RUE: She did worry about the whole monogamy thing, though. 132 00:06:20,385 --> 00:06:23,343 It's not like she ever cheated-cheated. 133 00:06:23,344 --> 00:06:27,010 But every now and then, she'd find herself in, like, a gray area. 134 00:06:27,011 --> 00:06:28,802 I'll do anything to fuck you. 135 00:06:28,803 --> 00:06:31,134 You're so sweet... but no. 136 00:06:31,135 --> 00:06:33,927 RUE: Except for that DJ who said he opened for Calvin Harris. 137 00:06:33,928 --> 00:06:36,760 And the stockbroker guy with the family who lived on Oak Street. 138 00:06:36,761 --> 00:06:39,468 - And hot dude who ran the roller rink. - (PANTING) 139 00:06:39,469 --> 00:06:43,635 - (WHIRRING) - (MADDY PANTING) 140 00:06:43,636 --> 00:06:46,134 RUE: But honestly, those were all times 141 00:06:46,135 --> 00:06:47,843 when Nate and her were on a break. 142 00:06:47,844 --> 00:06:51,426 Plus, Nate could be a real asshole. 143 00:06:51,427 --> 00:06:55,343 And sometimes, Maddy fantasized about punching Nate. 144 00:06:55,344 --> 00:06:57,635 But because of who he was as a person, 145 00:06:57,636 --> 00:06:59,593 she was afraid he'd hit her back. 146 00:06:59,594 --> 00:07:02,593 Especially because he was coming to terms with his sexuality. 147 00:07:02,594 --> 00:07:04,093 You're fucking dead to me. 148 00:07:04,094 --> 00:07:06,796 RUE: It's, like, the root of a lot of violence. 149 00:07:08,761 --> 00:07:10,259 And when she got home that night, 150 00:07:10,260 --> 00:07:11,982 she felt sick to her stomach... 151 00:07:13,677 --> 00:07:15,644 like enough to throw up. 152 00:07:18,385 --> 00:07:21,259 It wasn't the violence that scared her. 153 00:07:21,260 --> 00:07:23,985 It was the fact that she knew no matter what he did, 154 00:07:24,761 --> 00:07:26,388 she'd still love him. 155 00:07:27,284 --> 00:07:43,650 Sync and corrections by btsix www.addic7ed.com 156 00:07:44,790 --> 00:07:47,927 RUE: Nothing in the world comes close to opiates. 157 00:07:47,928 --> 00:07:50,968 A good ES 7.5 Vicodin? Fuck. 158 00:07:50,969 --> 00:07:55,093 But honestly, the best thing I've ever had 159 00:07:55,094 --> 00:07:56,885 is fentanyl. 160 00:07:56,886 --> 00:08:01,218 And there is not a thing on the planet Earth that compares to fentanyl. 161 00:08:02,052 --> 00:08:03,886 Except Jules. 162 00:08:04,719 --> 00:08:06,510 Jules is a close second. 163 00:08:06,511 --> 00:08:09,551 Jules, Jules, Jules. 164 00:08:09,552 --> 00:08:12,593 And then you know what would be better? Jules and fentanyl. 165 00:08:12,594 --> 00:08:15,343 But I can't do both, 'cause Jules won't have me. 166 00:08:15,344 --> 00:08:18,259 So for now, I'll choose Jules. 167 00:08:18,260 --> 00:08:20,385 ♪ ♪ 168 00:08:21,052 --> 00:08:22,843 - (KNOCKING) - (DOOR OPENS) 169 00:08:22,844 --> 00:08:26,486 - Rue, dinner's ready. - Okay. 170 00:08:27,219 --> 00:08:29,510 - Are you coming? - Yeah. No. 171 00:08:29,511 --> 00:08:32,218 Yeah. For... aah... For dinner. 172 00:08:32,219 --> 00:08:35,218 - Just, uh, give me a second. - Okay. 173 00:08:36,886 --> 00:08:38,468 (DOOR CLOSES) 174 00:08:38,469 --> 00:08:39,802 (SIGHS) 175 00:08:39,803 --> 00:08:42,218 You two have a good time at the carnival? 176 00:08:43,719 --> 00:08:46,676 - Yeah, it was cool. - It was all right. 177 00:08:46,677 --> 00:08:48,515 Rue said you got sick on the Gravitron. 178 00:08:48,516 --> 00:08:49,968 I don't want to talk about it. 179 00:08:49,969 --> 00:08:52,052 (LAUGHS) 180 00:08:54,510 --> 00:08:55,928 So... 181 00:08:56,636 --> 00:08:58,581 Jules slept over last night? 182 00:09:01,639 --> 00:09:02,910 Yeah. So? 183 00:09:06,005 --> 00:09:07,945 LESLIE: Are you two in a relationship? 184 00:09:08,627 --> 00:09:10,925 I mean, yeah, kinda. 185 00:09:12,886 --> 00:09:15,555 It may not matter what I think, but... 186 00:09:16,094 --> 00:09:17,457 I really like her. 187 00:09:20,177 --> 00:09:21,670 Yeah, me, too. 188 00:09:28,969 --> 00:09:31,384 Baby, just take your time. 189 00:09:31,385 --> 00:09:33,427 You've come a long way. 190 00:09:35,177 --> 00:09:36,396 You're delicate. 191 00:09:37,164 --> 00:09:41,413 - I'm not delicate. - Yes, you are. 192 00:09:43,552 --> 00:09:45,927 It's fine, Mom. We, um... 193 00:09:47,135 --> 00:09:50,510 We had a really long conversation about everything, and... 194 00:09:50,511 --> 00:09:53,302 we're just gonna take things really, really slow. 195 00:09:55,260 --> 00:09:57,259 ♪ Okay, I'm Rambo, I ramshack ♪ 196 00:09:57,260 --> 00:09:58,927 ♪ I'm next to that cheese like rattraps ♪ 197 00:09:58,928 --> 00:10:00,635 ♪ On top of that green like grass ass ♪ 198 00:10:00,636 --> 00:10:01,968 ♪ That's over y'all head... ♪ 199 00:10:01,969 --> 00:10:03,844 (GROANS) 200 00:10:05,302 --> 00:10:07,426 Yo. Looks good. 201 00:10:07,427 --> 00:10:08,927 You ready? 202 00:10:10,093 --> 00:10:11,760 Um... 203 00:10:11,761 --> 00:10:13,913 How bad does it hurt? 204 00:10:13,914 --> 00:10:15,847 (MUMBLING): It didn't hurt, like, at all. 205 00:10:16,467 --> 00:10:18,398 It's all good. I've been doing this for years. 206 00:10:18,399 --> 00:10:20,343 I love you, Rue, 207 00:10:20,344 --> 00:10:22,134 but there's no fucking way I'm doing that. 208 00:10:22,135 --> 00:10:24,676 - (TATTOO GUN BUZZING) - (JULES WHIMPERS) 209 00:10:24,677 --> 00:10:28,134 RUE: I didn't know what happened the night Jules met Tyler. 210 00:10:28,135 --> 00:10:31,218 I knew it wasn't good, but I was afraid to pry. 211 00:10:31,219 --> 00:10:34,802 And selfishly, things had been going really well. 212 00:10:34,803 --> 00:10:37,718 Show me exactly where the holdup is. 213 00:10:37,719 --> 00:10:39,301 RUE: Granted, after the carnival, 214 00:10:39,302 --> 00:10:41,384 - things got really fucking weird. - (PHONE RINGING) 215 00:10:41,385 --> 00:10:42,968 Hey, I gotta call you back. 216 00:10:42,969 --> 00:10:44,435 Slow down. 217 00:10:45,802 --> 00:10:48,968 Slow down. What's happened? 218 00:10:48,969 --> 00:10:53,635 (MARSHA CHATTERING FRANTICALLY ON PHONE) 219 00:10:53,636 --> 00:10:55,708 I'll meet you out front. 220 00:11:00,927 --> 00:11:03,052 ♪ ♪ 221 00:11:17,719 --> 00:11:19,727 OFFICER WILSON: Thank you for coming down, Mr. Jacobs. 222 00:11:19,728 --> 00:11:21,360 CAL: Do you want to tell me what's going on? 223 00:11:21,361 --> 00:11:22,999 OFFICER WILSON: Let's talk when we get inside. 224 00:11:28,093 --> 00:11:30,218 ♪ ♪ 225 00:11:47,343 --> 00:11:50,886 - MARSHA: Cal, you okay? - Yeah. Need a second. 226 00:11:56,218 --> 00:11:57,718 (RETCHES, COUGHS) 227 00:11:57,719 --> 00:12:00,051 RUE: Now, what had happened was... 228 00:12:00,052 --> 00:12:02,594 that morning, Maddy went to school. 229 00:12:03,802 --> 00:12:06,593 (CHUCKLES) What are you, the Unabomber? 230 00:12:06,594 --> 00:12:08,603 What are you, a dominatrix? 231 00:12:09,177 --> 00:12:12,551 - No. - I didn't mean for real, bitch. 232 00:12:12,552 --> 00:12:14,135 Obviously. 233 00:12:14,927 --> 00:12:16,927 But seriously, are you okay? 234 00:12:16,928 --> 00:12:19,510 Yeah. I'm just on my period. 235 00:12:19,511 --> 00:12:21,551 - Okay. Bye. - Bye. 236 00:12:21,552 --> 00:12:25,551 RUE: And Maddy's first class was Intro to Calc in room 202, 237 00:12:25,552 --> 00:12:28,802 which unfortunately was in the upper left wing of the school. 238 00:12:28,803 --> 00:12:31,176 Is the air conditioner, like, not working? 239 00:12:31,177 --> 00:12:34,176 MS. DONOVAN: It's broken. You could always take off your hoodie. 240 00:12:34,177 --> 00:12:35,635 RUE: Now, if it was a normal day, 241 00:12:35,636 --> 00:12:37,718 Maddy would have just taken off her hoodie. 242 00:12:37,719 --> 00:12:40,301 But since Nate choked her, 243 00:12:40,302 --> 00:12:42,301 Maddy woke up three hours early, 244 00:12:42,302 --> 00:12:44,259 applied more concealer than a burn victim, 245 00:12:44,260 --> 00:12:46,093 and tried her best to cover up. 246 00:12:46,094 --> 00:12:48,843 (BELL RINGING) 247 00:12:48,844 --> 00:12:50,593 To compound the problem, 248 00:12:50,594 --> 00:12:52,551 she also suffered from a drop in serotonin 249 00:12:52,552 --> 00:12:55,301 from the Molly she took at the carnival, got depressed, 250 00:12:55,302 --> 00:12:58,843 and therefore hadn't had anything to eat or drink the entire weekend. 251 00:12:58,844 --> 00:13:01,635 Plus, she actually was on her period. 252 00:13:01,636 --> 00:13:03,427 Maddy? 253 00:13:04,135 --> 00:13:05,552 Maddy? 254 00:13:06,802 --> 00:13:08,468 (STRETCHER CLATTERING) 255 00:13:08,469 --> 00:13:10,677 She's in here. 256 00:13:11,343 --> 00:13:15,051 I'm fine. Why is everyone, like, so dramatic? 257 00:13:15,052 --> 00:13:18,384 PRINCIPAL HAYES: Obviously, you've been through a lot this weekend. 258 00:13:18,385 --> 00:13:21,468 But my real concern is the bruising on your neck. 259 00:13:21,469 --> 00:13:23,510 There is no bruising on my neck. 260 00:13:23,511 --> 00:13:26,806 - Mm. Paramedics saw it. - Yeah, well, they're lying. 261 00:13:28,169 --> 00:13:30,043 Madeleine, look. 262 00:13:30,803 --> 00:13:35,256 I understand that you may be afraid to talk about how you got hurt. 263 00:13:36,216 --> 00:13:38,635 But I want you to know that it is not your fault. 264 00:13:38,636 --> 00:13:41,843 I'm trying to find a really respectful way to say this. 265 00:13:41,844 --> 00:13:44,760 But, um, this doesn't concern you. 266 00:13:44,761 --> 00:13:47,510 It does concern me, Madeleine. 267 00:13:47,511 --> 00:13:49,760 You're 17 years old. 268 00:13:49,761 --> 00:13:52,176 If I suspect that you're being abused, 269 00:13:52,177 --> 00:13:54,635 I'm mandated by law to report it. 270 00:13:54,636 --> 00:13:55,886 (MUTTERS): Fuck. 271 00:13:56,844 --> 00:13:58,886 Was it someone you know? 272 00:14:00,248 --> 00:14:02,248 Was it Nate Jacobs? 273 00:14:02,677 --> 00:14:05,676 All I know is she, like, knocked over a giant pot of chili 274 00:14:05,677 --> 00:14:07,843 and, like, called his mother the "C" word. 275 00:14:07,844 --> 00:14:10,301 I mean, he did, like, grab her by the arm. 276 00:14:10,302 --> 00:14:12,676 Yo, straight up? The chick's crazy. 277 00:14:12,677 --> 00:14:15,010 Do you know why Nate and Maddy were fighting? 278 00:14:15,011 --> 00:14:17,343 Um, I don't wanna talk until I get a lawyer. 279 00:14:17,344 --> 00:14:19,218 You're not being charged with anything. 280 00:14:19,219 --> 00:14:21,718 (POPS LIPS) Look, Nate's gay. 281 00:14:21,719 --> 00:14:23,259 I'm being serious, Barbara. 282 00:14:23,260 --> 00:14:25,426 No, I'm telling you, like, Nate's actually gay. 283 00:14:25,427 --> 00:14:27,343 That's why Maddy was upset. 284 00:14:27,344 --> 00:14:28,927 I don't know about the carnival, 285 00:14:28,928 --> 00:14:32,676 but I do know she smashed some dude in the pool at McKay's. 286 00:14:32,677 --> 00:14:33,885 Smashed? 287 00:14:33,886 --> 00:14:36,426 That's why he attacked the new girl. 288 00:14:36,427 --> 00:14:37,836 What new girl? 289 00:14:37,837 --> 00:14:40,303 The one who cut herself. 290 00:14:44,052 --> 00:14:46,094 I have no idea what you're talking about. 291 00:14:48,302 --> 00:14:51,051 Mr. Jacobs, would you please come with me? 292 00:14:51,052 --> 00:14:53,469 - What? - Come with me. 293 00:14:57,478 --> 00:14:59,551 You wanna tell me what the problem is? 294 00:14:59,552 --> 00:15:00,968 Don't worry. We will. 295 00:15:02,761 --> 00:15:06,761 (INDISTINCT CHATTER ON POLICE RADIO) 296 00:15:09,421 --> 00:15:11,056 What was that about? 297 00:15:11,057 --> 00:15:13,437 Probably 'cause Nate tried to kill Maddy. 298 00:15:13,438 --> 00:15:14,468 What? 299 00:15:14,469 --> 00:15:17,259 Well, 'cause she found all that gay porn on his phone. 300 00:15:17,260 --> 00:15:19,010 - Who told you that? - You did. 301 00:15:19,011 --> 00:15:20,802 - When? - At the carnival. 302 00:15:20,803 --> 00:15:22,510 Okay, Lexi, never repeat that, 303 00:15:22,511 --> 00:15:24,535 because literally none of it's true. 304 00:15:29,343 --> 00:15:31,011 (CASSIE GASPS) 305 00:15:34,508 --> 00:15:35,883 Uh... 306 00:15:36,604 --> 00:15:40,187 Daniel, I-I can't. I'm sorry. 307 00:15:41,051 --> 00:15:44,133 I just... I'm... I'm dating somebody, and... 308 00:15:44,134 --> 00:15:45,682 I really don't want to fuck it up. 309 00:15:45,683 --> 00:15:47,419 It's cool. Don't worry. 310 00:15:48,299 --> 00:15:51,635 I just like you. I kind of thought you liked me. 311 00:15:51,636 --> 00:15:53,011 I do, I just... 312 00:15:54,469 --> 00:15:56,013 I have a boyfriend. 313 00:15:58,944 --> 00:16:00,418 Please don't say anything. 314 00:16:02,579 --> 00:16:04,556 If I promise not to say anything, 315 00:16:05,429 --> 00:16:06,843 can we hang out again? 316 00:16:13,802 --> 00:16:15,320 WOMAN (OVER PROJECTOR): ...reproductive health 317 00:16:15,321 --> 00:16:17,101 and your total well being 318 00:16:17,102 --> 00:16:18,968 in all aspects of reproduction. 319 00:16:18,969 --> 00:16:21,301 For example, physical, emotional... 320 00:16:21,302 --> 00:16:24,635 (WHISPERS): Hey. Did you get my texts? 321 00:16:24,636 --> 00:16:26,864 - No. - Really? 322 00:16:27,677 --> 00:16:31,677 - Well, I sent you a bunch of texts. - Didn't get 'em. 323 00:16:32,844 --> 00:16:35,010 Well, it says, like, delivered on my phone. 324 00:16:35,011 --> 00:16:37,872 Look, I really don't want to talk about this right now. 325 00:16:39,919 --> 00:16:41,919 What, are you for real? 326 00:16:45,098 --> 00:16:46,932 Did I, like, do something? 327 00:16:48,305 --> 00:16:50,159 I don't know, Ethan. Did you? 328 00:16:52,581 --> 00:16:56,510 RUE: So the night of the carnival, while fucking Luke Kasten, 329 00:16:56,511 --> 00:16:58,343 Kat had an epiphany. 330 00:16:58,344 --> 00:17:00,510 She was fucking Luke Kasten, 331 00:17:00,511 --> 00:17:03,176 Luke motherfucking Kasten. 332 00:17:03,177 --> 00:17:04,676 (GRUNTING) 333 00:17:04,677 --> 00:17:07,719 And for those of you who didn't go to East Highland... 334 00:17:08,093 --> 00:17:11,802 (SIGHS) Luke Kasten was a fucking god. 335 00:17:11,803 --> 00:17:14,676 I mean, he graduated years ago and people still talk about him. 336 00:17:14,677 --> 00:17:16,885 He has the biggest dick I've ever seen, 337 00:17:16,886 --> 00:17:19,010 and I was looking at him while he was fucking me. 338 00:17:19,011 --> 00:17:22,384 I could see his face scrunching up when he was coming all over my stomach, 339 00:17:22,385 --> 00:17:26,468 and I had this, like, realization, you know, like, this epiphany. 340 00:17:26,469 --> 00:17:29,425 That no matter how cool, or, or sexy 341 00:17:29,426 --> 00:17:32,760 or, or smart you think a guy is, 342 00:17:32,761 --> 00:17:35,034 they're actually just fucking pathetic. 343 00:17:36,322 --> 00:17:37,968 It's true, KittenKween. 344 00:17:37,969 --> 00:17:40,218 (KAT LAUGHS) Oh. 345 00:17:41,135 --> 00:17:42,927 By the way, if you wanna come, 346 00:17:42,928 --> 00:17:45,051 I put a body harness on my Amazon wish list. 347 00:17:45,052 --> 00:17:46,644 I'm gonna need you to buy it for me. 348 00:17:46,645 --> 00:17:49,218 JOHNNY: Yes, KittenKween. 349 00:17:49,219 --> 00:17:51,760 - KAT: Can I be honest with you? - JOHNNY: Always. 350 00:17:51,761 --> 00:17:54,134 - KAT: What I realize is that, like... - Where are you going? 351 00:17:54,135 --> 00:17:56,927 KAT:... my whole life, all I've tried to do is to take up less space. 352 00:17:56,928 --> 00:17:58,301 To the mall. 353 00:17:58,302 --> 00:18:00,093 Try to hide from guys, like, who might, like, 354 00:18:00,094 --> 00:18:03,278 whisper to their friend under their breath as I walked by. 355 00:18:03,279 --> 00:18:05,086 I've spent my whole life afraid people 356 00:18:05,087 --> 00:18:06,676 were gonna find out that I was fat. 357 00:18:06,677 --> 00:18:08,718 But honestly, who gives a shit? 358 00:18:08,719 --> 00:18:11,176 JOHNNY: I'm so in awe of you, KittenKween. 359 00:18:11,177 --> 00:18:13,565 KAT: There's nothing more powerful than a fat girl 360 00:18:13,566 --> 00:18:14,885 who doesn't give a fuck. 361 00:18:14,886 --> 00:18:17,802 ♪ You should see me in a crown ♪ 362 00:18:17,803 --> 00:18:21,051 ♪ I'm gonna run this nothing town ♪ 363 00:18:21,052 --> 00:18:25,426 ♪ Watch me make 'em bow, one by, one by, one ♪ 364 00:18:25,427 --> 00:18:27,585 ♪ One by, one by ♪ 365 00:18:27,586 --> 00:18:30,014 ♪ You should see me in a crown ♪ 366 00:18:30,015 --> 00:18:33,760 ♪ Your silence is my favorite sound ♪ 367 00:18:33,761 --> 00:18:38,552 ♪ Watch me make 'em bow, one by, one by, one ♪ 368 00:18:39,093 --> 00:18:40,489 Hey. 369 00:18:42,761 --> 00:18:44,415 Thought you weren't from around here. 370 00:18:44,416 --> 00:18:45,642 I'm not. 371 00:18:48,011 --> 00:18:50,036 I get off work at seven. 372 00:18:50,037 --> 00:18:51,355 You wanna hang out? 373 00:18:51,356 --> 00:18:54,968 ♪ One by, one by, one ♪ 374 00:18:54,969 --> 00:18:57,560 ♪ One by, one by, one ♪ 375 00:18:59,927 --> 00:19:01,885 (WHISPERING): Why are you suddenly being so mean? 376 00:19:01,886 --> 00:19:04,177 (WOMAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY OVER PROJECTOR) 377 00:19:07,469 --> 00:19:09,164 You don't understand, Mommy. He didn't do it. 378 00:19:09,165 --> 00:19:10,169 Then who did? 379 00:19:10,170 --> 00:19:11,968 - It wasn't Nate. - Maddy, stop lying. 380 00:19:11,969 --> 00:19:14,134 - I'm not lying! - I am not gonna let the son of a bitch 381 00:19:14,135 --> 00:19:16,343 attack my daughter and get away with it. 382 00:19:16,344 --> 00:19:17,802 - Right? - Absolutely. 383 00:19:17,803 --> 00:19:19,355 He needs to know that there are consequences. 384 00:19:19,356 --> 00:19:20,844 - Mom! - I would like to press charges. 385 00:19:20,845 --> 00:19:22,384 Well, you're not fucking pressing charges! 386 00:19:22,385 --> 00:19:24,176 - I am gonna press charges. - No, you're not pressing... 387 00:19:24,177 --> 00:19:26,343 - This is for your own good! - No, you're not pressing charges! 388 00:19:26,344 --> 00:19:28,510 - PRINCIPAL HAYES: O-Okay! - (MADDY SOBBING) 389 00:19:28,511 --> 00:19:30,677 I would like to press charges. 390 00:19:34,495 --> 00:19:38,078 - You okay, Mr. Jacobs? - I'm fine. 391 00:19:41,594 --> 00:19:43,093 PRINCIPAL HAYES: Mr. and Mrs. Jacobs, 392 00:19:43,094 --> 00:19:45,218 thanks for getting here so quickly. 393 00:19:46,552 --> 00:19:49,218 OFFICER WILSON: So, it appears that your son and Miss Perez 394 00:19:49,219 --> 00:19:51,968 had a physical altercation on Saturday night, 395 00:19:51,969 --> 00:19:53,843 in which he allegedly strangled her. 396 00:19:53,844 --> 00:19:54,636 MARSHA: What? 397 00:19:54,637 --> 00:19:56,927 OFFICER WILSON: There are multiple eyewitnesses. 398 00:19:56,928 --> 00:19:59,593 Miss Perez has extensive bruising, 399 00:19:59,594 --> 00:20:01,718 and the family will be pressing charges. 400 00:20:01,719 --> 00:20:03,301 (GASPS) 401 00:20:03,302 --> 00:20:05,968 There must be some misunderstanding. 402 00:20:05,969 --> 00:20:08,718 This doesn't sound like something my son would do. 403 00:20:08,719 --> 00:20:11,176 I would like to talk to the Perez family. 404 00:20:11,177 --> 00:20:12,885 OFFICER WILSON: Actually, Mr. Jacobs, 405 00:20:12,886 --> 00:20:15,051 I think it'd be best to speak to your son 406 00:20:15,052 --> 00:20:17,384 before we take him to the station. 407 00:20:17,385 --> 00:20:19,469 He's just this way. 408 00:20:25,844 --> 00:20:27,927 ♪ ♪ 409 00:20:44,552 --> 00:20:46,761 (EXHALES) 410 00:20:50,802 --> 00:20:52,302 (SIGHS) 411 00:20:53,481 --> 00:20:55,148 Did you do it? 412 00:20:58,596 --> 00:21:00,134 (SOFTLY): Not really. 413 00:21:01,893 --> 00:21:03,660 Did you admit to it? 414 00:21:06,015 --> 00:21:07,182 No. 415 00:21:10,582 --> 00:21:12,541 Did you do it? 416 00:21:22,296 --> 00:21:23,337 No. 417 00:21:25,739 --> 00:21:28,530 (SIGHS) Well, that's good to hear. 418 00:21:32,524 --> 00:21:34,733 Her family's gonna press charges. 419 00:21:37,296 --> 00:21:39,212 - (WHISPERS): Fuck. - Hey. 420 00:21:42,334 --> 00:21:43,551 Listen to me. 421 00:21:44,923 --> 00:21:46,774 You need to stay composed. 422 00:21:47,599 --> 00:21:49,306 Don't get angry, don't make a scene. 423 00:21:49,307 --> 00:21:51,892 You walk out of the school with your head held high. 424 00:21:54,402 --> 00:21:57,778 Look at me. Hey, look at me. 425 00:22:01,072 --> 00:22:03,531 What's about to happen to you... 426 00:22:04,343 --> 00:22:05,811 to me, to our family... 427 00:22:06,677 --> 00:22:08,671 is not gonna be easy. 428 00:22:11,258 --> 00:22:12,790 You walk out first. 429 00:22:13,283 --> 00:22:14,801 I'm right behind you. 430 00:22:16,401 --> 00:22:17,473 Go on. 431 00:22:27,469 --> 00:22:29,343 (DOOR CLOSES) 432 00:22:33,218 --> 00:22:35,170 (WHISPERS): I love you. 433 00:22:36,302 --> 00:22:39,824 (BELL RINGING) 434 00:22:42,802 --> 00:22:46,176 - ♪ Hee, hee ♪ - ♪ Oh! ♪ 435 00:22:46,177 --> 00:22:49,676 - ♪ Hee, hee ♪ - ♪ Oh! ♪ 436 00:22:49,677 --> 00:22:52,885 - ♪ Hee, hee ♪ - ♪ Oh! ♪ 437 00:22:52,886 --> 00:22:55,218 - ♪ Hee, hee ♪ - ♪ Oh! ♪ 438 00:22:56,052 --> 00:22:59,052 ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 439 00:22:59,774 --> 00:23:01,940 ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 440 00:23:03,046 --> 00:23:05,380 ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 441 00:23:06,553 --> 00:23:08,469 ♪ Hee, hee ♪ 442 00:23:12,969 --> 00:23:14,719 (DOOR OPENS) 443 00:23:15,427 --> 00:23:17,218 Okay, one: what was that about? 444 00:23:17,219 --> 00:23:20,802 Two: can we talk about the fact that you fucked Nate's dad? 445 00:23:20,803 --> 00:23:25,010 Rue, swear to God, like, on your life that you will never tell anyone. 446 00:23:25,011 --> 00:23:27,885 - That you fucked Nate's dad. - I'm serious! 447 00:23:27,886 --> 00:23:29,760 This is like, like, 448 00:23:29,761 --> 00:23:32,010 even if you decide you hate me one day, 449 00:23:32,011 --> 00:23:33,635 like, you can never tell anyone. 450 00:23:34,317 --> 00:23:35,849 How would I ever hate you? 451 00:23:36,828 --> 00:23:39,155 That's not the point. Like... 452 00:23:39,908 --> 00:23:42,689 Seriously, this is some go-to-your-grave shit. 453 00:23:43,269 --> 00:23:44,622 I promise. 454 00:23:46,969 --> 00:23:48,469 (MUTTERS): Okay. 455 00:23:50,093 --> 00:23:51,430 Do you think Nate knows? 456 00:23:52,198 --> 00:23:54,183 No. Why would Nate know? 457 00:23:55,184 --> 00:23:57,510 I don't know. You went up to the chili booth at the carnival. 458 00:23:57,511 --> 00:23:59,897 Did... he look like he knew? 459 00:24:02,020 --> 00:24:05,104 No, like, literally, I didn't even notice. 460 00:24:09,469 --> 00:24:10,969 Nate's scary. 461 00:24:13,011 --> 00:24:15,177 The whole fucking family is scary. 462 00:24:17,771 --> 00:24:21,395 I don't want to have this conversation. 463 00:24:24,011 --> 00:24:27,218 You know what would be amazing? If they paid you off 464 00:24:27,219 --> 00:24:29,688 with a bunch of money and we do a bunch of really cool shit. 465 00:24:33,192 --> 00:24:35,265 Rue, this isn't a joke. 466 00:24:39,802 --> 00:24:41,886 ♪ ♪ 467 00:24:47,552 --> 00:24:49,551 RUE: I don't know why Jules didn't trust me 468 00:24:49,552 --> 00:24:52,093 or why she'd think I'd ever hate her. 469 00:24:52,094 --> 00:24:53,843 There's literally nothing in the world 470 00:24:53,844 --> 00:24:57,593 that Jules could do to make me upset. I even told her that. 471 00:24:57,594 --> 00:25:00,719 - JULES: Yeah, right. - No, for real. It's true. 472 00:25:04,260 --> 00:25:07,886 So, like, do you have a lot of one-night stands? 473 00:25:09,510 --> 00:25:13,385 Um, define a lot. 474 00:25:14,552 --> 00:25:16,384 Um, like... 475 00:25:16,385 --> 00:25:19,006 - More than five. - (CHUCKLES) Yeah. 476 00:25:19,787 --> 00:25:21,579 More than ten. 477 00:25:22,172 --> 00:25:23,793 I don't know. 478 00:25:24,552 --> 00:25:26,047 More than 20. 479 00:25:26,927 --> 00:25:30,176 - Rue, why does it matter? - It's just a question. 480 00:25:30,177 --> 00:25:32,052 Who cares? 481 00:25:33,552 --> 00:25:35,593 Is the sex, like, good? 482 00:25:35,594 --> 00:25:39,093 I don't know. It's, like, it's not even the point, you know? 483 00:25:39,761 --> 00:25:43,551 It's more about, like, everything that leads up to it. 484 00:25:43,552 --> 00:25:45,927 That's the good part. 485 00:25:47,093 --> 00:25:50,466 I mean, you've had one-night stands, right? 486 00:25:51,196 --> 00:25:52,529 No. 487 00:25:52,530 --> 00:25:54,842 But you've, like, hooked up with people 488 00:25:54,843 --> 00:25:58,176 - that you've just met, right? - Uh, not... Not like that. No. No. 489 00:25:58,177 --> 00:26:01,552 Wait. How many people have you slept with? 490 00:26:02,385 --> 00:26:03,676 Not many. 491 00:26:03,677 --> 00:26:06,551 No, like, what's your number? 492 00:26:06,552 --> 00:26:09,010 RUE: Ugh, this is so embarrassing. 493 00:26:09,011 --> 00:26:11,135 ♪ ♪ 494 00:26:13,802 --> 00:26:16,218 I had my first kiss at the age of 12 495 00:26:16,219 --> 00:26:18,218 with a boy I didn't really like, but... 496 00:26:18,219 --> 00:26:21,426 I just wanted to get it over with. 497 00:26:21,427 --> 00:26:23,968 I gave four hand jobs in eighth grade, 498 00:26:23,969 --> 00:26:25,301 two blow jobs in ninth, 499 00:26:25,302 --> 00:26:28,176 one of which I was emotionally coerced into. 500 00:26:28,177 --> 00:26:30,468 I'm literally gonna tell the entire school that you sucked my dick, 501 00:26:30,469 --> 00:26:31,999 so you might as well just suck my dick. 502 00:26:33,094 --> 00:26:36,093 Then there was that time that Lexi got asked to the freshman formal 503 00:26:36,094 --> 00:26:39,594 by Tucker Blake and I tried to teach her how to French kiss. 504 00:26:42,011 --> 00:26:45,390 Is this, like, really weird and uncomfortable for you? 505 00:26:46,260 --> 00:26:48,093 Mm, no. Not really. 506 00:26:48,094 --> 00:26:50,969 Okay. Um, I'm gonna get ready. 507 00:26:56,135 --> 00:26:58,093 RUE: Also, at 15, 508 00:26:58,094 --> 00:27:03,134 I ate two Xannie bars, drank a beer, which is super dangerous, 509 00:27:03,135 --> 00:27:04,760 and lost my virginity. 510 00:27:04,761 --> 00:27:06,384 (MOANS) 511 00:27:06,385 --> 00:27:09,886 - (EXHALES) Did you come? - Yeah. 512 00:27:11,177 --> 00:27:12,677 Word. 513 00:27:15,218 --> 00:27:18,301 You look like you came hard. 514 00:27:18,302 --> 00:27:23,510 RUE: All I know is, life is not a Nicholas Sparks novel. 515 00:27:24,343 --> 00:27:27,469 - That's it? - Yep. That's... That's it. 516 00:27:29,594 --> 00:27:33,635 Wait, so, like... have you ever been in love? 517 00:27:40,552 --> 00:27:42,343 - (SPLATTERS) - Fucking pigs! 518 00:27:42,344 --> 00:27:44,176 Fuck you! 519 00:27:44,177 --> 00:27:45,718 (DOOR BUZZES) 520 00:27:45,719 --> 00:27:48,510 Hi, Maddy. I'm Detective Riley. I understand this is traumatic, 521 00:27:48,511 --> 00:27:50,343 but you're gonna have to cooperate. 522 00:27:50,344 --> 00:27:52,436 If you literally step any closer, I will fight you! 523 00:27:52,437 --> 00:27:56,093 Miss, this is procedure. I need you to remove your sweater now, 524 00:27:56,094 --> 00:27:58,510 and if you don't, we will remove it for you. 525 00:27:58,511 --> 00:28:01,011 Really, bitch? How? 526 00:28:01,510 --> 00:28:03,843 - MADDY: You're fucking crazy! - OFFICER WILSON: Calm down. 527 00:28:03,844 --> 00:28:05,635 Take a deep breath. Take a deep breath. 528 00:28:05,636 --> 00:28:07,718 Come on, Maddy. We don't want to hurt you. 529 00:28:07,719 --> 00:28:09,093 Get off of me! 530 00:28:09,094 --> 00:28:11,404 - OFFICER WILSON: Maddy, please. - DETECTIVE RILEY: Relax. 531 00:28:11,405 --> 00:28:12,607 OFFICER: There we go. 532 00:28:12,608 --> 00:28:14,552 DETECTIVE RILEY: Thanks, guys. I got this. 533 00:28:15,719 --> 00:28:18,176 (SNIPPING) 534 00:28:18,177 --> 00:28:21,677 (SOBBING) 535 00:28:29,969 --> 00:28:31,761 (MADDY GASPS) 536 00:28:38,260 --> 00:28:40,468 DETECTIVE RILEY: I know you're really upset right now, 537 00:28:40,469 --> 00:28:42,218 - and you don't want to hear this. - (CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS) 538 00:28:42,219 --> 00:28:45,761 But trust me, when I tell you that the person that did this... 539 00:28:46,594 --> 00:28:49,135 - (CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS) - ...doesn't love you. 540 00:28:52,302 --> 00:28:55,260 (CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKING) 541 00:28:56,427 --> 00:28:58,551 (INDISTINCT CHATTER ON POLICE RADIO) 542 00:28:58,552 --> 00:28:59,927 NATE: Mm-hmm. 543 00:29:00,761 --> 00:29:02,384 So you grabbed her. 544 00:29:02,385 --> 00:29:06,075 I grabbed her by the arm to drag her away. I didn't choke her. 545 00:29:08,969 --> 00:29:11,426 I asked her why she was acting that way. 546 00:29:11,427 --> 00:29:13,460 Like, I asked her what she was doing. 547 00:29:17,469 --> 00:29:19,258 I don't want to get her in any trouble, 548 00:29:19,259 --> 00:29:21,136 but she'd taken a lot of drugs. 549 00:29:21,816 --> 00:29:23,101 What drugs? 550 00:29:24,260 --> 00:29:26,594 I don't want to get her in trouble. 551 00:29:27,385 --> 00:29:29,594 She's not gonna get in any trouble. 552 00:29:31,635 --> 00:29:33,093 Molly. 553 00:29:33,968 --> 00:29:36,092 As in MDMA? 554 00:29:36,093 --> 00:29:37,469 Yeah. 555 00:29:38,284 --> 00:29:40,409 But I don't know if it was pure. 556 00:29:40,410 --> 00:29:43,035 Like, I don't... I don't do drugs, so I don't know. 557 00:29:47,260 --> 00:29:49,718 And after that conversation, was that the last time 558 00:29:49,719 --> 00:29:51,912 you spoke to Miss Perez that evening? 559 00:29:52,771 --> 00:29:53,896 Yeah. 560 00:30:04,156 --> 00:30:07,477 Her and I don't have the healthiest relationship. 561 00:30:08,802 --> 00:30:10,021 I know that. 562 00:30:11,177 --> 00:30:15,063 My dad's always telling me that she's a distraction, and he's right. 563 00:30:19,218 --> 00:30:20,510 I love her. 564 00:30:21,177 --> 00:30:23,093 You know, I really love her. No matter... 565 00:30:23,094 --> 00:30:26,510 how crazy she acts, no matter what she does, I love her. 566 00:30:33,451 --> 00:30:36,543 It's kind of embarrassing to admit, but, um... 567 00:30:39,510 --> 00:30:41,843 on the times when we've broken up, 568 00:30:41,844 --> 00:30:44,844 I know for a fact that she's been with other guys. 569 00:30:47,594 --> 00:30:50,008 I don't know, I mean, it's possible that that night... 570 00:30:56,083 --> 00:30:57,667 Aah, it doesn't matter. 571 00:30:59,243 --> 00:31:02,285 - DETECTIVE: What were you gonna say? - It doesn't matter. 572 00:31:04,298 --> 00:31:05,738 I love Maddy. 573 00:31:06,302 --> 00:31:08,350 I'd never do anything to hurt her. 574 00:31:09,135 --> 00:31:11,724 RUE: The fallout from Nate's assault was swift... 575 00:31:11,725 --> 00:31:12,943 PRINCIPAL HAYES (ON PHONE): I'm suspending your son 576 00:31:12,944 --> 00:31:14,177 until the investigation is completed. 577 00:31:14,178 --> 00:31:16,176 CAL: Look, that could take months. 578 00:31:16,177 --> 00:31:17,676 RUE: ...and harsh. 579 00:31:17,677 --> 00:31:21,218 East Highland football team has a zero tolerance policy. 580 00:31:21,219 --> 00:31:23,552 I'm a survivor of abuse. 581 00:31:24,802 --> 00:31:28,134 It took me ten years to admit that. 582 00:31:28,135 --> 00:31:30,551 Because the most insidious symptom of abuse 583 00:31:30,552 --> 00:31:34,802 is the inability to admit that what you're enduring 584 00:31:34,803 --> 00:31:37,176 is not normal, 585 00:31:37,177 --> 00:31:40,761 not okay, and not love. 586 00:31:42,385 --> 00:31:45,176 Those are the moments that keep me up at night... 587 00:31:45,177 --> 00:31:48,010 Thinking about all the times that I ignored that, 588 00:31:48,011 --> 00:31:51,093 that voice in my head. 589 00:31:51,094 --> 00:31:54,177 You know, that told me, "What are you doing?" 590 00:31:55,677 --> 00:31:59,259 ALI: And what happens in a month? Six months? A year? 591 00:31:59,260 --> 00:32:02,343 When she moves away and goes to college? 592 00:32:02,344 --> 00:32:06,093 When she tells you, she just wants to be friends? 593 00:32:07,469 --> 00:32:10,844 - You mean "if." - No, Rue. I mean "when." 594 00:32:12,260 --> 00:32:14,760 I mean, I don't know. We talked about living together. 595 00:32:14,761 --> 00:32:17,593 Like, if she goes to New York, I'll just go with her. 596 00:32:17,594 --> 00:32:19,048 I'll go anywhere she goes. 597 00:32:19,049 --> 00:32:20,636 I think you're missing my point, Rue. 598 00:32:21,886 --> 00:32:25,302 Nothing in high school lasts forever. 599 00:32:29,969 --> 00:32:32,177 You should meet her. 600 00:32:36,093 --> 00:32:38,593 WOMAN: Go ahead, Rue. 601 00:32:38,594 --> 00:32:41,343 ♪ What the fuck are we talking for? ♪ 602 00:32:41,344 --> 00:32:42,886 Uh... 603 00:32:43,427 --> 00:32:46,843 Hey, everyone. I'm... I'm Rue and I'm an addict. 604 00:32:46,844 --> 00:32:49,011 ALL: Hi, Rue. 605 00:32:50,040 --> 00:32:51,457 Uh... 606 00:32:53,886 --> 00:32:57,726 I guess I just wanted to, uh, make amends with everyone. 607 00:32:58,886 --> 00:33:02,843 Because most every time I've shared, 608 00:33:02,844 --> 00:33:04,107 I... I was lying. 609 00:33:05,343 --> 00:33:08,718 (SIGHS) Yeah, every time I collected a chip, 610 00:33:08,719 --> 00:33:11,968 whether it be 30 days or 60 days or 90 days, 611 00:33:11,969 --> 00:33:13,748 I was lying. (CHUCKLES) 612 00:33:14,459 --> 00:33:15,793 Um... 613 00:33:18,279 --> 00:33:20,279 (RUE SIGHS) 614 00:33:21,077 --> 00:33:24,336 But... I met someone. 615 00:33:27,140 --> 00:33:28,507 And she's helped. 616 00:33:30,135 --> 00:33:32,913 And now I want to stay clean. 617 00:33:33,802 --> 00:33:37,718 And, shit, maybe that's... Maybe that's me being selfish, 618 00:33:37,719 --> 00:33:41,259 you know, and Ali just scared the shit out of me. 619 00:33:41,260 --> 00:33:44,480 'Cause he told me that it wasn't gonna last. (LAUGHS) 620 00:33:44,481 --> 00:33:47,000 And, fuck, you know what? 621 00:33:48,678 --> 00:33:50,112 Maybe you're right. 622 00:33:52,177 --> 00:33:54,936 But I really, really, really hope you're wrong. 623 00:33:58,302 --> 00:34:02,514 'Cause, uh, I've been clean for 13 days. 624 00:34:05,421 --> 00:34:06,704 It's been okay. 625 00:34:07,219 --> 00:34:09,484 Um, I've actually been really happy. 626 00:34:12,499 --> 00:34:14,123 So, um... 627 00:34:14,124 --> 00:34:17,372 Yeah, I don't know. I guess that's why I wanted to come here, and... 628 00:34:18,666 --> 00:34:20,541 tell you guys the truth. 629 00:34:24,649 --> 00:34:26,083 Uh, thank you. 630 00:34:28,242 --> 00:34:29,740 - (APPLAUSE) - Thank you. 631 00:34:29,741 --> 00:34:32,491 - MAN 1: Welcome back. - MAN 2: Thank you, Rue. 632 00:34:34,677 --> 00:34:38,618 DAVID: So, is this like a friend thing with Rue or is it, like... 633 00:34:39,635 --> 00:34:41,705 I don't want to talk about it. 634 00:34:43,011 --> 00:34:44,441 I was just wondering... 635 00:34:45,260 --> 00:34:49,177 are you two, like, a thing? 636 00:34:51,927 --> 00:34:55,593 No, we're not a thing. I don't know what a thing is. 637 00:34:55,594 --> 00:34:58,156 'Cause I've been thinking, you know, if it was, 638 00:34:58,157 --> 00:35:00,297 if you two were a thing... 639 00:35:01,094 --> 00:35:04,010 We could all just do, like, a family thing together. 640 00:35:04,011 --> 00:35:05,760 Maybe go out to dinner or something. 641 00:35:05,761 --> 00:35:08,010 I don't want to go to dinner with you and Rue. 642 00:35:08,011 --> 00:35:09,357 I'm sorry. 643 00:35:09,358 --> 00:35:12,151 Why? Because you're embarrassed of me? 644 00:35:13,022 --> 00:35:15,397 Or is it because you're a thing? 645 00:35:18,052 --> 00:35:21,268 - You're hilarious. - Yeah, I know. 646 00:35:23,036 --> 00:35:24,911 Is she still going to meetings? 647 00:35:26,711 --> 00:35:28,085 That's great. 648 00:35:29,737 --> 00:35:31,334 You're a good influence. 649 00:35:38,017 --> 00:35:41,892 ♪ ♪ 650 00:36:04,002 --> 00:36:07,657 _ 651 00:36:10,719 --> 00:36:14,347 _ 652 00:36:14,822 --> 00:36:19,244 _ 653 00:36:31,302 --> 00:36:32,968 (GRUNTING) 654 00:36:32,969 --> 00:36:35,718 RUE: McKay had heard the news about Nate. 655 00:36:35,719 --> 00:36:38,343 Had a bunch of dick pics on his phone. 656 00:36:39,385 --> 00:36:41,927 And was, like, what, sending them to other girls? 657 00:36:41,928 --> 00:36:45,286 No, McKay, it wasn't his dick. It was other guys' dicks. 658 00:36:45,996 --> 00:36:47,676 I'm confused. Who told you this? 659 00:36:47,677 --> 00:36:49,510 What dick pics? 660 00:36:49,511 --> 00:36:51,885 The ones you told me about, on his phone. 661 00:36:51,886 --> 00:36:53,885 I don't know if your brain is all scrambled 662 00:36:53,886 --> 00:36:57,384 from, like, all the Molly you take, but I never said that. 663 00:36:57,385 --> 00:37:01,276 If you spread a lie like that, I will fucking come for you. 664 00:37:01,277 --> 00:37:02,510 We good? 665 00:37:02,511 --> 00:37:04,718 - Yeah. - (LOCKER SLAMS) 666 00:37:04,719 --> 00:37:06,596 MCKAY: Anyway, look, Cassie, 667 00:37:06,597 --> 00:37:09,189 I'm really sorry about what happened the other night at the carnival. 668 00:37:11,510 --> 00:37:13,093 It's okay. 669 00:37:14,385 --> 00:37:16,416 No, I should have said something to Nate. 670 00:37:19,814 --> 00:37:22,599 It just really hurt my feelings. 671 00:37:23,352 --> 00:37:26,619 It made me feel like you weren't proud to be my boyfriend. 672 00:37:32,052 --> 00:37:33,343 Cass. 673 00:37:35,886 --> 00:37:37,498 Give me a kiss. 674 00:37:40,635 --> 00:37:43,635 I'm proud to be your boyfriend, trust me. 675 00:37:47,256 --> 00:37:48,850 I'm sorry, too. 676 00:37:49,921 --> 00:37:51,769 What do you got to be sorry about? 677 00:37:57,510 --> 00:37:58,836 TREVOR: I love making music. 678 00:37:58,837 --> 00:38:01,426 Yeah, I mean, but to be honest... (CLEARS THROAT) 679 00:38:01,427 --> 00:38:05,010 I don't think I'm, like, good enough yet to just do music. 680 00:38:05,011 --> 00:38:08,011 But that's, like, my dream, you know or whatever. 681 00:38:12,001 --> 00:38:15,418 - What about you? - What about me? 682 00:38:16,343 --> 00:38:18,968 You look like you're creative or something. 683 00:38:18,969 --> 00:38:20,468 Uh, you know? 684 00:38:20,469 --> 00:38:23,301 - Creative. (LAUGHS) - Yeah. 685 00:38:23,302 --> 00:38:26,719 I don't know. Just, like, the way you dress and stuff. 686 00:38:27,385 --> 00:38:29,416 I just thought you might be an artist or something. 687 00:38:32,706 --> 00:38:36,396 Look, if you wanna hook up, we can hook up. 688 00:38:38,677 --> 00:38:43,218 Um... (CHUCKLES) I wasn't expecting that. 689 00:38:43,219 --> 00:38:44,506 Really? 690 00:38:45,312 --> 00:38:47,166 Yeah, I was just making conversation. 691 00:38:48,218 --> 00:38:51,719 I mean, that's my point, you don't really have to. 692 00:38:53,052 --> 00:38:56,010 ♪ Doll, Eskimo, aye! ♪ 693 00:38:56,011 --> 00:38:58,885 - ♪ BankRollGotit ♪ - ♪ I'm so icy... ♪ 694 00:38:58,886 --> 00:39:01,426 RUE: Maddy wasn't doing well. 695 00:39:01,427 --> 00:39:03,384 Over the course of the last five days, 696 00:39:03,385 --> 00:39:08,343 Maddy has sent Nate a total of 273 text messages, 697 00:39:08,344 --> 00:39:11,450 none of which he answered. 698 00:39:11,451 --> 00:39:13,760 Plus, everyone in her life was against her. 699 00:39:13,761 --> 00:39:16,134 _ 700 00:39:16,135 --> 00:39:18,635 - Who the fuck are you to judge? - _ 701 00:39:18,636 --> 00:39:23,010 Seriously, Mom, Dad has slept on the couch since I was ten years old. 702 00:39:23,011 --> 00:39:24,676 _ 703 00:39:24,677 --> 00:39:26,218 I'm not. 704 00:39:26,219 --> 00:39:28,218 I'm just saying love is a million things. 705 00:39:28,219 --> 00:39:31,384 Sometimes it feels good, sometimes it doesn't. 706 00:39:31,385 --> 00:39:34,218 The one thing I know is that Nate loves me no matter what. 707 00:39:34,219 --> 00:39:37,384 He'd fucking kill for me and I'd kill for him. 708 00:39:37,385 --> 00:39:39,642 It feels good to know that there's one person 709 00:39:39,643 --> 00:39:41,802 in this whole fucked-up world 710 00:39:41,803 --> 00:39:43,510 who has my back. 711 00:39:43,511 --> 00:39:45,301 You think I want this? 712 00:39:45,302 --> 00:39:46,617 You live in the same house 713 00:39:46,618 --> 00:39:49,718 and you don't even say one word to each other. 714 00:39:49,719 --> 00:39:52,388 That's the difference between me and you. 715 00:39:52,389 --> 00:39:53,442 _ 716 00:39:53,443 --> 00:39:56,468 _ 717 00:39:56,469 --> 00:39:58,032 _ 718 00:39:58,033 --> 00:39:59,438 _ 719 00:40:00,427 --> 00:40:04,218 Kat, I need to come over, like, right now. 720 00:40:04,219 --> 00:40:07,384 - KAT (ON PHONE): I'm not home. - What? Where are you? 721 00:40:07,385 --> 00:40:10,635 - KAT (ON PHONE): With a... friend. - Who? 722 00:40:10,636 --> 00:40:12,802 KAT (ON PHONE): It doesn't really matter. I'm just, like, 723 00:40:12,803 --> 00:40:14,927 in the middle of something. Can I call you back later? 724 00:40:14,928 --> 00:40:19,426 Well, can you blow them off, please? I really need you right now. 725 00:40:19,427 --> 00:40:21,927 KAT (ON PHONE): I... I can't. I gotta go. 726 00:40:24,469 --> 00:40:28,011 - Sorry about that. - All good. 727 00:40:30,177 --> 00:40:31,510 Um... 728 00:40:32,594 --> 00:40:34,135 So, like... 729 00:40:38,011 --> 00:40:39,343 (SNIFFS) 730 00:40:41,343 --> 00:40:43,551 (BELT UNBUCKLES) 731 00:40:43,552 --> 00:40:45,844 (UNZIPPING) 732 00:40:52,594 --> 00:40:54,218 (MOANS) 733 00:40:54,844 --> 00:40:56,969 (GRUNTS) Oh! 734 00:40:57,969 --> 00:40:59,677 (GROANS) 735 00:41:02,886 --> 00:41:04,677 (GRUNTS) Shit. 736 00:41:05,218 --> 00:41:06,927 Mmm! 737 00:41:06,928 --> 00:41:09,301 (GRUNTING) 738 00:41:09,302 --> 00:41:12,426 (GROANS) Fuck! 739 00:41:12,427 --> 00:41:14,635 (SHUDDERS): Shit. 740 00:41:15,135 --> 00:41:17,011 Fuck. 741 00:41:17,343 --> 00:41:19,385 It was just... 742 00:41:19,844 --> 00:41:21,760 (BREATHES HEAVILY) 743 00:41:21,761 --> 00:41:23,719 That was really good. 744 00:41:25,093 --> 00:41:26,635 (EXHALES, CHUCKLES) 745 00:41:26,636 --> 00:41:28,593 (BREATHES HEAVILY) 746 00:41:28,594 --> 00:41:30,455 Seriously, that was like... 747 00:41:31,236 --> 00:41:33,985 one of the best blow jobs I've ever had. 748 00:41:39,552 --> 00:41:41,761 (ENGINE STARTS) 749 00:41:46,052 --> 00:41:48,177 ♪ ♪ 750 00:41:56,552 --> 00:41:59,427 ♪ ♪ 751 00:42:01,177 --> 00:42:05,510 - (LAUGHING) - (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 752 00:42:07,011 --> 00:42:10,676 ♪ Hour past time and I didn't want to wake up ♪ 753 00:42:10,677 --> 00:42:12,635 ♪ Eh, eh, oh ♪ 754 00:42:12,636 --> 00:42:15,259 ♪ All that's fine, are we headin' back home? ♪ 755 00:42:15,260 --> 00:42:17,843 ♪ Headin' back home, headin' back home ♪ 756 00:42:17,844 --> 00:42:21,218 ♪ Cross that line and the second we make it ♪ 757 00:42:21,219 --> 00:42:23,134 ♪ Eh, eh, oh ♪ 758 00:42:23,135 --> 00:42:25,843 ♪ All come round, now they sayin' don't go ♪ 759 00:42:25,844 --> 00:42:28,635 ♪ Sayin' don't go, sayin' don't go ♪ 760 00:42:28,636 --> 00:42:30,927 ♪ I'm tired, still we rockin' all days ♪ 761 00:42:30,928 --> 00:42:33,843 ♪ Racin' 'gainst time, think we're neck to neck ♪ 762 00:42:33,844 --> 00:42:36,176 ♪ Got people talking that talk ♪ 763 00:42:36,177 --> 00:42:39,134 ♪ Copy the rhyme but ain't in their walk ♪ 764 00:42:39,135 --> 00:42:41,426 ♪ From outside looks like a circle ♪ 765 00:42:41,427 --> 00:42:44,384 ♪ From on this side it seems like a wall ♪ 766 00:42:44,385 --> 00:42:46,468 ♪ Rough ride, get me through it some way ♪ 767 00:42:46,469 --> 00:42:48,551 ♪ Another long flight, make me earn the pay ♪ 768 00:42:48,552 --> 00:42:50,927 One more time, okay? One more time! 769 00:42:51,635 --> 00:42:53,593 Rue seems really good. 770 00:42:53,594 --> 00:42:56,427 Yeah. She does. 771 00:42:57,507 --> 00:42:59,377 It's 'cause of you, you know. 772 00:43:07,253 --> 00:43:09,117 Um, I'm gonna go to the bathroom. 773 00:43:09,118 --> 00:43:10,754 Okay. 774 00:43:21,510 --> 00:43:23,635 ♪ ♪ 775 00:43:34,302 --> 00:43:36,010 I'm so sorry I'm late. 776 00:43:36,011 --> 00:43:40,635 My landlord is such a fucking cocksucker. Ugh. 777 00:43:40,636 --> 00:43:44,134 You know that type of person that, like, just tries to get under your skin 778 00:43:44,135 --> 00:43:46,635 for, like, no reason? 779 00:43:46,636 --> 00:43:50,177 Whatever. You don't care. I can breathe. 780 00:43:51,552 --> 00:43:55,384 Oh, my God. You're actually hot? 781 00:43:55,385 --> 00:43:59,093 Can I, uh... Would you like a glass of champagne? 782 00:43:59,094 --> 00:44:01,552 Honey, no. I don't do alcohol. 783 00:44:08,944 --> 00:44:10,673 You from around here? 784 00:44:11,594 --> 00:44:14,510 I'm from planet Venus, baby. 785 00:44:17,635 --> 00:44:19,258 I'm Minako. 786 00:44:19,927 --> 00:44:21,703 But the boys call me Mina. 787 00:44:22,552 --> 00:44:25,719 ("FABRIC" BY CUPCAKKE PLAYS ON PHONE) 788 00:44:28,052 --> 00:44:29,635 ♪ Bitch, you don't know me so shut the fuck up ♪ 789 00:44:29,636 --> 00:44:31,426 ♪ Can't walk like Naomi 'cause I got it tucked ♪ 790 00:44:31,427 --> 00:44:33,176 ♪ It's right on my waist and it's heavy as fuck ♪ 791 00:44:33,177 --> 00:44:35,010 ♪ Leave a bitch under like Harriet Tub' ♪ 792 00:44:35,011 --> 00:44:36,718 ♪ I caught a whole body now the block hot ♪ 793 00:44:36,719 --> 00:44:38,301 ♪ You caught a half a body like a crop top ♪ 794 00:44:38,302 --> 00:44:39,968 ♪ If it's in my hair then it's top notch ♪ 795 00:44:39,969 --> 00:44:42,093 ♪ Niggas wanna cock-block Niggas straight squares like hopscotch ♪ 796 00:44:42,094 --> 00:44:44,343 ♪ Yeah, it's too late I'm pulling up straight to the gate ♪ 797 00:44:44,344 --> 00:44:45,802 ♪ This what you call on fate ♪ 798 00:44:45,803 --> 00:44:47,343 ♪ It's only one way to deal with the hate ♪ 799 00:44:47,344 --> 00:44:49,010 ♪ Make a nigga disappear like the period late... ♪ 800 00:44:49,011 --> 00:44:52,093 I'm, um... I just... 801 00:44:52,552 --> 00:44:55,719 - Will you please stop the music? - Jeez. 802 00:44:56,552 --> 00:44:58,927 What is up with you? 803 00:44:58,928 --> 00:45:01,010 (MUSIC STOPS) 804 00:45:01,011 --> 00:45:03,093 (SIGHS) 805 00:45:05,577 --> 00:45:08,202 - You want a popper? - No. 806 00:45:09,895 --> 00:45:11,395 (SCOFFS) 807 00:45:12,024 --> 00:45:14,274 Well, then, what do you want? 808 00:45:17,169 --> 00:45:19,322 I just want to talk for a little bit. 809 00:45:20,594 --> 00:45:22,294 What do you want to talk about? 810 00:45:23,642 --> 00:45:26,726 I've just had a really long week. 811 00:45:27,383 --> 00:45:29,675 - Wife? - No. 812 00:45:31,064 --> 00:45:33,939 - Kids? - Yeah. 813 00:45:36,049 --> 00:45:37,632 Mm. 814 00:45:41,485 --> 00:45:44,401 - Boys or girls? - Boys. 815 00:45:44,402 --> 00:45:46,236 Mm. 816 00:45:51,635 --> 00:45:53,890 CAL: Do you think this stuff affects them? 817 00:45:55,483 --> 00:45:57,567 Even if they don't know it? 818 00:45:59,381 --> 00:46:01,214 MINAKO: I don't know. 819 00:46:03,260 --> 00:46:06,249 Do you think hiding it creates the same thing in them? 820 00:46:07,041 --> 00:46:08,489 MINAKO: Honey, I don't know. 821 00:46:09,609 --> 00:46:11,316 Everyone knows who I am. 822 00:46:18,218 --> 00:46:21,093 (SIGHS) 823 00:46:21,094 --> 00:46:22,471 You know... 824 00:46:25,058 --> 00:46:29,182 I spent my whole life trying to keep this part of me separate. 825 00:46:31,677 --> 00:46:34,281 But I feel like it's poisoned everything. 826 00:46:36,510 --> 00:46:38,718 I thought that 827 00:46:38,719 --> 00:46:42,552 I was doing what was best for everybody. 828 00:46:43,469 --> 00:46:46,206 And then, I look at my boys, and... 829 00:46:46,787 --> 00:46:49,265 they have so much anger. 830 00:46:51,385 --> 00:46:53,011 Not just anger... 831 00:46:54,609 --> 00:46:56,484 but rage. 832 00:46:57,568 --> 00:46:59,496 And it scares me. 833 00:46:59,497 --> 00:47:02,093 (INHALES) 834 00:47:02,094 --> 00:47:05,718 CAL: Because... it's too late. 835 00:47:05,719 --> 00:47:07,676 (MINAKO MOANS) 836 00:47:07,677 --> 00:47:10,052 It's always gonna be inside them. 837 00:47:12,135 --> 00:47:14,886 All those problems you have, baby... 838 00:47:16,177 --> 00:47:18,124 I'm here to fix it. 839 00:47:19,878 --> 00:47:22,007 All that bad energy... 840 00:47:23,532 --> 00:47:25,147 you can give it to me. 841 00:47:26,283 --> 00:47:27,946 I can handle it. 842 00:47:30,302 --> 00:47:31,761 (SIGHS) 843 00:47:33,802 --> 00:47:36,218 ♪ ♪ 844 00:47:50,594 --> 00:47:53,051 ♪ You're still ♪ 845 00:47:53,052 --> 00:47:58,635 ♪ The same girl ♪ 846 00:47:59,761 --> 00:48:05,969 ♪ You always were ♪ 847 00:48:09,427 --> 00:48:11,802 ♪ You're still ♪ 848 00:48:11,803 --> 00:48:17,761 ♪ The same girl ♪ 849 00:48:18,594 --> 00:48:24,635 ♪ You always were ♪ 850 00:48:29,260 --> 00:48:31,885 ♪ A few more nights ♪ 851 00:48:31,886 --> 00:48:34,969 You know, it seems like we never do this anymore. 852 00:48:36,011 --> 00:48:37,594 Yeah. 853 00:48:38,302 --> 00:48:41,426 ♪ A few more holes ♪ 854 00:48:41,427 --> 00:48:44,135 ♪ In your arm ♪ 855 00:48:46,719 --> 00:48:50,885 - You gonna spend the night? - Uh, I should probably go home. 856 00:48:50,886 --> 00:48:54,469 Okay. Uh, well, is it cool if I just go with you? 857 00:48:56,677 --> 00:48:59,093 Uh, yeah. Sure. 858 00:48:59,927 --> 00:49:05,593 ♪ Still the same girl ♪ 859 00:49:05,594 --> 00:49:07,677 (PHONE BUZZING) 860 00:49:08,927 --> 00:49:12,134 - ♪ Same sweet smile ♪ - My God. 861 00:49:12,135 --> 00:49:15,218 ♪ That you always had ♪ 862 00:49:15,219 --> 00:49:16,746 What's up, bro? 863 00:49:18,787 --> 00:49:21,246 Yeah, I'm with her right now. What's up? 864 00:49:23,320 --> 00:49:25,671 He says can you tell Maddy to download Signal? 865 00:49:28,135 --> 00:49:30,718 - ♪ Same clear voice ♪ - (PHONE BLOOPS) 866 00:49:31,594 --> 00:49:34,635 - (TIRES SKIDDING) - (HONKING) 867 00:49:34,636 --> 00:49:36,259 (LOUD HONKING) 868 00:49:36,260 --> 00:49:38,269 WOMAN (IN CAR): Get off the road, you fucking cunt! 869 00:49:38,270 --> 00:49:39,335 Fuck you! 870 00:49:41,260 --> 00:49:47,205 ♪ The same girl ♪ 871 00:49:49,093 --> 00:49:52,343 ♪ That I ♪ 872 00:49:52,344 --> 00:49:54,508 _ 873 00:49:54,509 --> 00:49:56,719 ♪ Love ♪ 874 00:50:03,260 --> 00:50:05,385 (ENGINE REVS) 875 00:50:07,302 --> 00:50:09,385 ♪ ♪ 876 00:50:13,677 --> 00:50:16,593 - (CAR ALARM CHIRPS) - ♪ You're still ♪ 877 00:50:16,594 --> 00:50:21,426 ♪ The same girl ♪ 878 00:50:21,427 --> 00:50:23,384 (ENGINE STARTS) 879 00:50:23,385 --> 00:50:29,886 ♪ You always were ♪ 880 00:50:32,886 --> 00:50:35,551 ♪ Still ♪ 881 00:50:35,552 --> 00:50:40,886 ♪ The same girl ♪ 882 00:50:42,343 --> 00:50:48,427 ♪ You always were ♪ 883 00:50:52,635 --> 00:50:55,761 ♪ With the same sweet smile ♪ 884 00:50:56,552 --> 00:51:00,302 ♪ That you always had ♪ 885 00:51:01,594 --> 00:51:04,427 ♪ And the same blue eyes ♪ 886 00:51:05,385 --> 00:51:07,635 ♪ Like the sun ♪ 887 00:51:11,719 --> 00:51:14,754 - ♪ And the same clear voice ♪ - Hey, handsome. 888 00:51:15,385 --> 00:51:18,802 ♪ That I always ♪ 889 00:51:19,469 --> 00:51:22,093 (KNOCKS ON DOOR) 890 00:51:22,094 --> 00:51:24,843 ♪ Still ♪ 891 00:51:24,844 --> 00:51:31,426 ♪ The same girl ♪ 892 00:51:31,427 --> 00:51:32,760 (SNIFFLES) 893 00:51:32,761 --> 00:51:38,051 ♪ That I ♪ 894 00:51:38,052 --> 00:51:40,802 ♪ Love ♪ 895 00:51:48,011 --> 00:51:50,135 ♪ ♪ 896 00:51:56,062 --> 00:52:03,768 Sync and corrections by btsix www.addic7ed.com 897 00:52:03,769 --> 00:52:05,802 ♪ ♪ 898 00:52:05,803 --> 00:52:07,885 (WIND WHISTLING) 899 00:52:07,886 --> 00:52:10,011 ♪ ♪ 900 00:52:18,761 --> 00:52:21,301 (WIND WHISTLING) 901 00:52:21,302 --> 00:52:26,176 ♪ It was just before the moon hung ♪ 902 00:52:26,177 --> 00:52:30,676 ♪ Her weary, heavy head in ♪ 903 00:52:30,677 --> 00:52:35,301 ♪ The gallows and the graves of ♪ 904 00:52:35,302 --> 00:52:39,718 ♪ The milky, milky cradle ♪ 905 00:52:39,719 --> 00:52:44,301 ♪ His tears have turned to poppies ♪ 906 00:52:44,302 --> 00:52:48,676 ♪ A shimmer in the midnight ♪ 907 00:52:48,677 --> 00:52:53,010 ♪ A flower in the twilight ♪ 908 00:52:53,011 --> 00:52:56,927 ♪ A flower in the twilight ♪ 909 00:52:56,928 --> 00:53:00,885 ♪ And our screaming ♪ 910 00:53:00,886 --> 00:53:06,010 ♪ Is in his screaming ♪ 911 00:53:06,011 --> 00:53:09,760 ♪ Our screaming ♪ 912 00:53:09,761 --> 00:53:13,218 ♪ Is in his screaming ♪ 913 00:53:15,635 --> 00:53:18,718 ♪ Our screaming ♪ 914 00:53:18,719 --> 00:53:23,593 ♪ In the willow tree ♪ 915 00:53:23,594 --> 00:53:25,761 (WIND WHISTLING) 916 00:54:02,816 --> 00:54:05,435 RUE: Christopher McKay's father demanded excellence. 917 00:54:05,436 --> 00:54:06,625 (WHISTLE BLOWS) 918 00:54:06,626 --> 00:54:09,300 Then he got to college and he realized... 919 00:54:09,301 --> 00:54:11,343 he didn't stand a chance of going pro. 920 00:54:11,344 --> 00:54:12,260 (WHISTLE BLOWS) 921 00:54:12,261 --> 00:54:14,046 CHRIS: If we go to this party and you dress like that, 922 00:54:14,047 --> 00:54:15,447 I ain't gon' ever hear the end of it. 923 00:54:15,448 --> 00:54:18,135 MAN: The whole point of Halloween is to look attractive. 924 00:54:19,343 --> 00:54:20,385 (LAUGHTER) 925 00:54:21,135 --> 00:54:22,760 MAN 2: The situation with your son, 926 00:54:22,761 --> 00:54:24,135 a lot of people are talking. 927 00:54:24,136 --> 00:54:25,632 You need a plan. 928 00:54:25,633 --> 00:54:27,469 (PRINTER WHIRRING) 929 00:54:28,469 --> 00:54:31,260 RUE: Every time I feel good, I think it'll last forever. 930 00:54:31,939 --> 00:54:33,022 But it doesn't. 931 00:54:37,657 --> 00:54:40,241 ♪ (TRIP-HOP MUSIC PLAYS) ♪ 932 00:54:44,677 --> 00:54:47,384 I was drawn to Maddy as a character because I knew 933 00:54:47,385 --> 00:54:49,385 she would pull me out of my comfort zone. 934 00:54:49,844 --> 00:54:52,259 I think Maddy's always been confident. 935 00:54:52,260 --> 00:54:53,468 Like when she was a little girl, 936 00:54:53,469 --> 00:54:56,885 she was winning pageant after pageant. 937 00:54:56,886 --> 00:55:00,427 So, I think her confidence is something that she's always had. 938 00:55:01,177 --> 00:55:03,886 Like I think Maddy definitely runs Nate. 939 00:55:04,260 --> 00:55:05,968 She definitely gets what she wants out of him, 940 00:55:05,969 --> 00:55:10,010 but in those moments where he gets angry and violent 941 00:55:10,011 --> 00:55:11,301 and dark, she just... 942 00:55:11,302 --> 00:55:14,301 she's so weak, and I think she's in pain. 943 00:55:14,302 --> 00:55:17,135 She's in a toxic, abusive relationship. 944 00:55:17,969 --> 00:55:20,011 RUE BENNETT: It wasn't the violence that scared her. 945 00:55:20,469 --> 00:55:23,135 It was the fact that she knew no matter what he did, 946 00:55:23,510 --> 00:55:24,886 she'd still love him. 947 00:55:25,510 --> 00:55:27,760 She thinks that what Nate provides for her 948 00:55:27,761 --> 00:55:30,426 and does for her is 100 times better 949 00:55:30,427 --> 00:55:32,385 than what she's seen her dad do. 950 00:55:32,761 --> 00:55:34,719 Growing up in a dysfunctional home, 951 00:55:35,218 --> 00:55:37,093 you can end up in those relationships 952 00:55:37,094 --> 00:55:39,176 because they either seem normal to you, 953 00:55:39,177 --> 00:55:41,989 or they seem better than what you've seen at home. 954 00:55:41,990 --> 00:55:44,134 Maddy will do anything in her power 955 00:55:44,135 --> 00:55:46,010 not to end up like her parents. 956 00:55:46,011 --> 00:55:49,635 She doesn't want that life, so she's... she's trying to find 957 00:55:49,636 --> 00:55:52,218 a way out in any way she can and I think... 958 00:55:52,552 --> 00:55:54,927 that's where the relationship with Nate comes in. 959 00:55:54,928 --> 00:55:57,447 I think she likes the idea of it. 960 00:55:57,448 --> 00:55:59,218 So even though he's hurting her, she just... 961 00:55:59,552 --> 00:56:02,427 She thinks it's better than what she's grown up watching. 962 00:56:03,719 --> 00:56:05,676 Just saying love is a million things! 963 00:56:05,677 --> 00:56:08,551 Sometimes, it feels good. Sometimes, it doesn't. 964 00:56:08,552 --> 00:56:11,552 MOTHER: Trust me when I tell you that the person that did this 965 00:56:11,886 --> 00:56:12,927 doesn't love you. 966 00:56:13,761 --> 00:56:16,415 I think Maddy feels like everyone's against her, 967 00:56:16,416 --> 00:56:18,176 and no one understands them. 968 00:56:18,177 --> 00:56:21,426 It feels like the lowest point of her life, 969 00:56:21,427 --> 00:56:26,510 and even then, she's... She's still rooting for Nate. 970 00:56:26,511 --> 00:56:28,510 She wants him to figure out a plan. 971 00:56:28,511 --> 00:56:30,011 She wants him to be okay. 972 00:56:30,469 --> 00:56:34,551 She really feels like they have this special bond, 973 00:56:34,552 --> 00:56:38,093 but it's... you know, it's a dysfunctional young love. 974 00:56:38,594 --> 00:56:41,594 ♪ (SOMBER ELECTRONIC MUSIC PLAYS) ♪ 975 00:56:43,302 --> 00:56:45,551 Working with Jacob was incredible. 976 00:56:45,552 --> 00:56:48,781 I couldn't have asked for a better scene partner. 977 00:56:48,782 --> 00:56:53,051 Those scenes are really intense, and you know, it is... 978 00:56:53,052 --> 00:56:56,468 It's acting, but it's physical and you know, 979 00:56:56,469 --> 00:56:59,510 you're pouring all of your emotion into this. 980 00:57:00,302 --> 00:57:02,218 I think Maddy's searching for 981 00:57:02,219 --> 00:57:04,593 any bit of love, any bit of hope. 982 00:57:04,594 --> 00:57:08,343 I think we want love sometimes so bad, 983 00:57:08,344 --> 00:57:10,176 we stay in these relationships 984 00:57:10,177 --> 00:57:12,218 even when we know they aren't right. 985 00:57:12,219 --> 00:57:15,030 But she doesn't want to admit that to herself. 986 00:57:15,031 --> 00:57:16,843 She just wants everybody to leave her alone, 987 00:57:16,844 --> 00:57:18,635 and she wants it to just be her and Nate. 988 00:57:18,636 --> 00:57:20,580 ♪ (MUSIC CONCLUDES) ♪