1 00:00:01,101 --> 00:00:02,976 MAN: I heard there's a recording of you 2 00:00:03,726 --> 00:00:06,142 engaged in sexual activity. 3 00:00:07,142 --> 00:00:08,434 Holy shit. 4 00:00:10,351 --> 00:00:12,476 RUE BENNETT: For the first time since getting out of rehab, 5 00:00:12,559 --> 00:00:13,935 I was feeling good about the world. 6 00:00:15,267 --> 00:00:16,643 Keep your mouth shut. 7 00:00:17,434 --> 00:00:19,309 These dudes ain't fucking around. 8 00:00:20,351 --> 00:00:21,935 MOUSE: Come on, just try it. 9 00:00:22,935 --> 00:00:24,226 TEENAGE BOY: (DISTORTED) You're so hot. 10 00:00:24,726 --> 00:00:26,601 MADDY: I'm just trying to get back at my ex-boyfriend. 11 00:00:27,893 --> 00:00:29,476 TYLER: Let me take you out tonight. 12 00:00:31,810 --> 00:00:32,976 Hey, I'm Ethan. 13 00:00:33,226 --> 00:00:34,226 I'm Kat. 14 00:00:34,976 --> 00:00:37,601 WOMAN: Cassie's smitten like a kitten with you. 15 00:00:37,976 --> 00:00:40,309 CHRIS MCKAY: Why you gotta make everything so sexual? 16 00:00:42,976 --> 00:00:43,976 (PHONE PINGS) 17 00:00:56,351 --> 00:00:59,518 ♪ ♪ 18 00:01:08,768 --> 00:01:12,267 Rue: When Kat was 11 years old, 19 00:01:12,351 --> 00:01:13,685 she went on a family vacation to Sandals, Jamaica. 20 00:01:13,768 --> 00:01:15,434 (Kat screaming) 21 00:01:15,518 --> 00:01:16,976 I need help! 22 00:01:17,059 --> 00:01:21,601 Someone get this jellyfish off me! 23 00:01:21,685 --> 00:01:22,976 -Help me! -Rue: She quickly discovered that she hated the ocean... 24 00:01:23,059 --> 00:01:25,685 ♪ ♪ 25 00:01:28,434 --> 00:01:33,434 -...but fucking loved virgin piña coladas. - ♪ Oh! Feels so good! ♪ 26 00:01:33,518 --> 00:01:36,267 Rue: Up until that moment, Kat had a relatively good life. 27 00:01:36,351 --> 00:01:39,685 I mean, life wasn't amazing, 28 00:01:39,768 --> 00:01:42,226 but it's not like she fantasized about killing herself. 29 00:01:42,309 --> 00:01:46,226 It was good enough. She was popular enough, smart enough. 30 00:01:46,309 --> 00:01:50,851 The only thing that was, like, actually amazing was Daniel. 31 00:01:50,935 --> 00:01:54,685 Daniel was like a dream, like, gorgeous, 32 00:01:54,768 --> 00:01:56,810 like, really nice. 33 00:01:56,893 --> 00:01:58,476 Like, the kind of boy that would text her 34 00:01:58,559 --> 00:01:59,559 every night before bed and say... 35 00:02:01,393 --> 00:02:06,810 And the kind of boy that would meet her outside of school every morning 36 00:02:06,893 --> 00:02:09,226 just to make sure he could hold her hand as they walked down the hall. 37 00:02:09,309 --> 00:02:13,226 She could never figure out why Daniel chose her, 38 00:02:13,309 --> 00:02:15,559 what Daniel actually liked or loved about her. 39 00:02:15,643 --> 00:02:17,976 She just knew it felt really good. 40 00:02:18,059 --> 00:02:20,643 -(bell ringing) - Whatever. It didn't matter. 41 00:02:20,726 --> 00:02:21,476 It's better not to jinx these things. 42 00:02:21,559 --> 00:02:23,142 (slurping) 43 00:02:23,226 --> 00:02:26,476 -Can I have another one? -Sure. 44 00:02:26,559 --> 00:02:28,768 -♪ Oh! ♪ -(slurping) 45 00:02:28,851 --> 00:02:31,726 Rue: During her eight-day stay on that stupid island, 46 00:02:31,810 --> 00:02:33,935 Kat drank 72 virgin piña coladas. 47 00:02:34,601 --> 00:02:36,267 She was in heaven. 48 00:02:36,351 --> 00:02:38,434 ♪ ♪ 49 00:02:40,685 --> 00:02:43,476 And then she got home. 50 00:02:43,559 --> 00:02:45,184 ♪ Heavyweight champion of the world! ♪ 51 00:02:45,267 --> 00:02:49,351 Oh, my God. What happened? 52 00:02:49,434 --> 00:02:54,142 Rue: When Kat had left for Jamaica, she was 107 pounds, 53 00:02:54,226 --> 00:02:56,267 when she returned, she weighed in at whopping... 54 00:02:56,351 --> 00:02:59,267 (breath quivers) 55 00:02:59,351 --> 00:03:02,559 -Kat: Get up. -Rue: Despite being five-two, 56 00:03:02,643 --> 00:03:04,685 - which was tall for her age... -(groaning) 57 00:03:04,768 --> 00:03:07,184 ...her body was not prepared to house the extra 20 pounds. 58 00:03:07,267 --> 00:03:08,893 -(groaning) -Rue: It was noticeable. 59 00:03:08,976 --> 00:03:11,351 (screaming) 60 00:03:11,434 --> 00:03:12,935 (phone dings) 61 00:03:15,101 --> 00:03:18,184 (sobbing) 62 00:03:18,267 --> 00:03:19,976 -Rue: Kat did her best to minimize the fallout. -(sighs) 63 00:03:24,309 --> 00:03:26,351 (sighs) 64 00:03:28,851 --> 00:03:33,059 -You're wearing two sweatshirts? -No. 65 00:03:33,142 --> 00:03:37,351 Rue: At least Daniel didn't make a big deal out of it. 66 00:03:37,434 --> 00:03:40,851 That's why she liked him. He didn't care about what people thought. 67 00:03:40,935 --> 00:03:43,393 He liked her for whatever reasons he liked her, 68 00:03:43,476 --> 00:03:45,226 and 20 stupid pounds would never change that. 69 00:03:45,309 --> 00:03:47,810 (bell rings) 70 00:03:47,893 --> 00:03:49,101 Until fourth period. 71 00:03:56,226 --> 00:04:00,768 It wasn't even in Daniel's handwriting. 72 00:04:00,851 --> 00:04:02,309 It was Kendra Sutherland's. 73 00:04:05,685 --> 00:04:07,810 Whatever. 74 00:04:07,893 --> 00:04:10,309 Fuck her. Fuck him. 75 00:04:10,393 --> 00:04:13,810 She didn't actually love Daniel. She was 11. 76 00:04:13,893 --> 00:04:16,601 And when you're 11, you fall in love with, like, everyone and everything. 77 00:04:16,685 --> 00:04:18,601 -It's not real love. -(Kat sobbing softly) 78 00:04:18,685 --> 00:04:20,893 Real love is when you can't exist without someone, 79 00:04:20,976 --> 00:04:24,101 when you'd rather die than be apart, 80 00:04:24,184 --> 00:04:25,976 and the whole world goes dark, and nothing else matters 81 00:04:26,059 --> 00:04:26,976 but the person standing in front of you. 82 00:04:27,059 --> 00:04:30,101 I just want you to know I'm in. I am all in. 83 00:04:30,184 --> 00:04:32,935 For the first time in 140 years, 84 00:04:33,017 --> 00:04:36,267 I felt something I thought had been lost to me forever. 85 00:04:36,351 --> 00:04:39,226 Say you'll wait for me. 86 00:04:39,309 --> 00:04:41,726 We love each other. 87 00:04:41,810 --> 00:04:44,643 Rue: That's real love, and those were real men. 88 00:04:44,726 --> 00:04:47,393 Men who'd never leave her, 89 00:04:47,476 --> 00:04:50,601 -disappoint her, break her heart. -(crunching) 90 00:04:50,685 --> 00:04:52,851 Real men whose love would spark and ignite and inspire. 91 00:04:52,935 --> 00:04:57,685 ♪ ♪ 92 00:04:57,768 --> 00:05:02,309 The summer before high school she started writing fan fiction. 93 00:05:02,393 --> 00:05:04,059 By the year's end, she had become 94 00:05:04,142 --> 00:05:07,142 one of the most prolific smut writers on Tumblr. 95 00:05:07,226 --> 00:05:09,142 She was known for her AU crossovers 96 00:05:09,226 --> 00:05:12,351 and her consistent NC-17 ratings. 97 00:05:12,434 --> 00:05:15,810 But what made her famous was her story, "The First Night," 98 00:05:15,893 --> 00:05:19,017 a 7,000-word fic that was largely credited 99 00:05:19,101 --> 00:05:20,851 with starting the "Larry Stylinson" conspiracy theory. 100 00:05:20,935 --> 00:05:23,726 ♪ Uh-oh, oh, oh! ♪ 101 00:05:23,810 --> 00:05:25,768 That Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson of One Direction 102 00:05:25,851 --> 00:05:28,142 were secretly fucking. 103 00:05:28,226 --> 00:05:29,851 "It's the first night of the 'Take Me Home' tour." 104 00:05:29,935 --> 00:05:31,685 (crowd cheering) 105 00:05:31,768 --> 00:05:34,893 Musician: London, we've got a little song for you tonight! 106 00:05:34,976 --> 00:05:37,351 Rue: "Louis was unusually nervous. 107 00:05:37,434 --> 00:05:40,643 "His mouth was dry, palms sweating, 108 00:05:40,726 --> 00:05:42,643 "when suddenly, he felt the press of Harry's body from behind. 109 00:05:42,726 --> 00:05:44,559 ♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh! ♪ 110 00:05:44,643 --> 00:05:46,184 Rue: "Harry can sense the nervous tension 111 00:05:46,267 --> 00:05:48,309 "running through Louis's stiff body. 112 00:05:48,393 --> 00:05:50,935 -"'What are you doing?' -'To calm your nerves.' 113 00:05:51,017 --> 00:05:53,434 "'You're my best mate, and this is what mates do for one another.' 114 00:05:53,518 --> 00:05:55,935 "'But Harry, what if someone sees?' 115 00:05:56,017 --> 00:05:56,935 "'Let them.' 116 00:05:59,226 --> 00:06:02,685 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh! ♪ 117 00:06:02,768 --> 00:06:04,935 "As Harry takes Louis into his mouth with surprising ease, 118 00:06:05,017 --> 00:06:06,643 he begins to suck his cock with torturous finesse." 119 00:06:06,726 --> 00:06:08,810 ♪ ♪ 120 00:06:14,476 --> 00:06:17,726 ♪ Ooh ♪ 121 00:06:17,810 --> 00:06:22,476 ♪ Ooh! ♪ 122 00:06:24,643 --> 00:06:28,101 ♪ Ooh! ♪ 123 00:06:35,226 --> 00:06:36,559 (whistle trills) 124 00:06:36,643 --> 00:06:39,184 Girl: Ugh. Kat doesn't even have asthma. 125 00:06:39,267 --> 00:06:42,059 She's just fat and doesn't wanna exercise. 126 00:06:42,142 --> 00:06:45,059 (students laughing) 127 00:06:45,142 --> 00:06:47,768 Rue: With 72 hours of publishing "The First Night," 128 00:06:47,851 --> 00:06:53,393 it had garnered 184,265 notes, 129 00:06:53,476 --> 00:06:57,643 and then three weeks later, Kat had amassed over 53,000 followers. 130 00:06:57,726 --> 00:07:00,101 She had become extremely popular... 131 00:07:00,184 --> 00:07:02,976 online. 132 00:07:03,059 --> 00:07:04,017 No one in real life knew that she was famous. 133 00:07:04,101 --> 00:07:09,351 Whomp, whomp, whomp, whomp, whomp, whomp... 134 00:07:09,434 --> 00:07:11,434 And no one online knew that her life was actually super depressing. 135 00:07:11,935 --> 00:07:15,351 Maddy: Ew! (laughing) Take those things off. 136 00:07:15,434 --> 00:07:20,017 (girls chattering) 137 00:07:20,101 --> 00:07:23,434 She'd regularly fantasize about telling her followers 138 00:07:23,518 --> 00:07:26,643 how much she hated her school, her town, 139 00:07:26,726 --> 00:07:28,976 and how everyone in it was full of shit and a fucking asshole. 140 00:07:29,059 --> 00:07:31,643 She'd tell them to surround the school, 141 00:07:31,726 --> 00:07:32,976 show up right after the morning bell prepared for war. 142 00:07:33,059 --> 00:07:36,726 -(warriors roaring) -(bell ringing) 143 00:07:39,726 --> 00:07:43,726 They'd demand the release of their queen. 144 00:07:43,810 --> 00:07:45,309 And if anyone even hesitated... 145 00:07:45,393 --> 00:07:49,184 (screaming, groaning) 146 00:07:50,643 --> 00:07:53,309 The scary thing is, is they'd actually do it. 147 00:07:53,393 --> 00:07:55,559 ♪ ♪ 148 00:07:55,643 --> 00:07:57,101 They'd do anything she asked. 149 00:07:58,184 --> 00:08:00,226 That's how much they loved her. 150 00:08:01,393 --> 00:08:04,393 Granted, they didn't know who she was 151 00:08:04,476 --> 00:08:05,976 or what she looked like. 152 00:08:09,393 --> 00:08:11,810 (speaking Dothraki) 153 00:08:12,726 --> 00:08:14,935 It's me, ThunderKitKat. 154 00:08:17,935 --> 00:08:20,017 (shouting in Dothraki) 155 00:08:20,101 --> 00:08:22,643 (warriors shouting) 156 00:08:25,768 --> 00:08:30,101 -(Kat moaning on video) -Rue: And then that video came out. 157 00:08:30,184 --> 00:08:31,810 And they did see what she looked like, 158 00:08:31,893 --> 00:08:33,810 and they still loved her. 159 00:08:33,893 --> 00:08:36,643 And not only did they love her, 160 00:08:36,726 --> 00:08:38,976 they wanted to fuck her. 161 00:08:39,059 --> 00:08:40,976 ♪ Tay Keith! Fuck these niggas up! ♪ 162 00:08:41,059 --> 00:08:44,476 ♪ ♪ 163 00:08:52,935 --> 00:08:57,101 ♪ Look, I just flipped a switch ♪ 164 00:08:57,184 --> 00:09:01,559 ♪ Flip-flip, I don't know nobody else that's doin' this ♪ 165 00:09:01,643 --> 00:09:04,768 ♪ Bodies start to drop, ay, hit the floor ♪ 166 00:09:04,851 --> 00:09:07,810 ♪ Now they wanna know me since I hit the top, ay ♪ 167 00:09:07,893 --> 00:09:10,601 ♪ It's a Rollie, not a stopwatch, shit don't ever stop ♪ 168 00:09:10,685 --> 00:09:14,267 ♪ Smokin' on the chicken, the bass is kickin', my head is spinnin' ♪ 169 00:09:14,351 --> 00:09:17,476 ♪ Smokin' on the chicken, the bass is kickin', my head is spinnin' ♪ 170 00:09:17,559 --> 00:09:19,309 ♪ Smokin' on the chicken, the bass is kickin', my head is spinnin' ♪ 171 00:09:19,393 --> 00:09:21,101 ♪ This the flow that got the block hot ♪ 172 00:09:21,184 --> 00:09:22,476 ♪ Shit, that's super hot ♪ 173 00:09:23,685 --> 00:09:26,393 Hey, I'm Rue. I'm an addict. 174 00:09:26,476 --> 00:09:28,142 All: Hi, Rue. 175 00:09:28,226 --> 00:09:31,559 Rue: And I've been clean for 60 days. 176 00:09:31,643 --> 00:09:34,935 (applause) 177 00:09:35,017 --> 00:09:37,351 For the record, I'm not not telling the truth. 178 00:09:37,434 --> 00:09:39,810 I've actually been doing really well. 179 00:09:39,893 --> 00:09:41,434 Because the morning after that whole 180 00:09:41,518 --> 00:09:44,935 drug-dealer-face-tattoo fentanyl excursion, 181 00:09:45,017 --> 00:09:46,393 I, uh, got in a little bit of trouble... 182 00:09:46,476 --> 00:09:47,434 Fez: Oh, shit. 183 00:09:47,518 --> 00:09:50,601 (phone buzzes) 184 00:09:50,685 --> 00:09:52,685 Rue: ...for disappearing for like 16 hours. 185 00:09:53,976 --> 00:09:56,309 Leslie: Where have you been? 186 00:09:58,017 --> 00:10:01,434 -I'm sorry. My phone died. -Bullshit. You're doing drugs. 187 00:10:01,518 --> 00:10:03,518 -I'm not doing drugs. -Then where have you been? 188 00:10:03,601 --> 00:10:05,142 And why weren't you answering you phone? 189 00:10:05,226 --> 00:10:07,976 -And why are you sneaking into the house? -I was with someone. 190 00:10:08,059 --> 00:10:10,267 -Who? -It does-- It doesn't matter, Mom. 191 00:10:10,351 --> 00:10:12,226 It matters, Rue. 192 00:10:12,309 --> 00:10:14,851 It matters. You're doing drugs. 193 00:10:14,935 --> 00:10:17,559 Gia, go back to sleep. 194 00:10:17,643 --> 00:10:19,601 Rue, are you-- are you okay? 195 00:10:19,685 --> 00:10:21,518 Yeah, Gia, I'm fine. You can go back to sleep. 196 00:10:21,601 --> 00:10:25,559 She's okay, baby. Okay, go to bed. Good night. 197 00:10:30,351 --> 00:10:32,810 I will not allow you to walk up into this house 198 00:10:32,893 --> 00:10:35,267 at 5:30 in the morning and lie to my face. 199 00:10:35,351 --> 00:10:38,601 So tell me the truth right now. Where were you? 200 00:10:38,685 --> 00:10:42,601 Mom, I don't want to have to tell you everything that's going on in my life. 201 00:10:42,685 --> 00:10:46,184 If you want to drug test me, just drug test me. 202 00:10:46,267 --> 00:10:50,601 (urinating) 203 00:10:50,685 --> 00:10:51,976 Rue: She wasn't the only person upset with me. 204 00:10:52,059 --> 00:10:54,267 Jules: I'm not kidding, Rue. 205 00:10:54,351 --> 00:10:56,851 I'm not trying to become best friends with someone 206 00:10:56,935 --> 00:10:59,267 who's gonna fucking kill themself. 207 00:11:01,643 --> 00:11:03,518 I know. 208 00:11:03,601 --> 00:11:05,768 I didn't mean to do this. 209 00:11:06,142 --> 00:11:08,976 I've been through, like... 210 00:11:09,059 --> 00:11:13,101 enough traumatic shit in my life that I don't... 211 00:11:13,184 --> 00:11:15,434 -I can't like-- -I get it. 212 00:11:16,059 --> 00:11:17,601 I get it. 213 00:11:18,726 --> 00:11:23,101 I don't want to be around you if you don't stop using drugs. 214 00:11:28,226 --> 00:11:29,768 Okay. 215 00:11:34,351 --> 00:11:36,309 I mean it. 216 00:11:37,685 --> 00:11:40,309 I know. I'll stop. 217 00:11:41,476 --> 00:11:43,184 I promise. 218 00:11:44,351 --> 00:11:46,643 I just need you to do me a favor. 219 00:11:49,059 --> 00:11:51,434 You're not gonna like it. 220 00:11:51,976 --> 00:11:53,976 (urinating) 221 00:12:01,017 --> 00:12:03,893 You're still grounded until I don't even fucking know. 222 00:12:03,976 --> 00:12:05,559 What else is there? 223 00:12:05,643 --> 00:12:07,643 I told you I wasn't lying. 224 00:12:18,726 --> 00:12:21,017 (sighs) 225 00:12:21,101 --> 00:12:25,309 Rue: So, I decided to stay clean. 226 00:12:25,393 --> 00:12:27,559 And I have been, for a while. 227 00:12:32,101 --> 00:12:35,768 But I've also been coming to this meeting for longer. 228 00:12:35,851 --> 00:12:39,393 -Girl, it's your 60 days today, right? -(Rue laughs) 229 00:12:39,476 --> 00:12:43,434 Ah! Oh, God. So good! 230 00:12:43,518 --> 00:12:46,434 Rue: Hmm, I don't know. I just didn't want to depress anyone. 231 00:12:46,518 --> 00:12:48,267 Plus, I really have been trying, 232 00:12:48,351 --> 00:12:49,851 and that counts for something. 233 00:12:49,935 --> 00:12:53,685 Two months ago, I woke up from a comma. 234 00:12:54,726 --> 00:12:56,518 I didn't know what happened, 235 00:12:56,601 --> 00:13:01,142 but from the looks of my mother and little sister's faces, 236 00:13:01,226 --> 00:13:03,059 I knew that... 237 00:13:03,142 --> 00:13:05,935 whatever it was, whatever I did... 238 00:13:07,726 --> 00:13:09,559 it wasn't good. 239 00:13:14,393 --> 00:13:16,184 It scared them. 240 00:13:17,559 --> 00:13:19,601 It really scared them. 241 00:13:22,309 --> 00:13:27,142 And, uh, at that moment, I decided to at least try and change. 242 00:13:27,226 --> 00:13:29,309 'Cause I owe it to them. 243 00:13:29,393 --> 00:13:33,059 I owe it to everyone I love, and everyone who loves me. 244 00:13:37,851 --> 00:13:41,267 The hardest part, uh, has been... 245 00:13:42,101 --> 00:13:45,601 feeling like I owe it to myself. (sighs) 246 00:13:47,142 --> 00:13:51,267 And, uh, maybe that'll get easier. 247 00:13:53,810 --> 00:13:55,851 I hope it will. 248 00:13:55,935 --> 00:13:58,142 Thank you. 249 00:13:58,226 --> 00:14:02,518 (applause) 250 00:14:02,601 --> 00:14:05,059 Rue: (sighs) I don't know. It's just been a really weird couple of weeks. 251 00:14:05,142 --> 00:14:08,518 I didn't know it at the time, but Jules was falling in love. 252 00:14:08,601 --> 00:14:12,309 -(bell rings) -(students chattering) 253 00:14:12,393 --> 00:14:15,726 ♪ ♪ 254 00:14:17,726 --> 00:14:20,309 ♪ It's gonna take a bit of work ♪ 255 00:14:22,810 --> 00:14:25,601 ♪ Oh, oh, work ♪ 256 00:14:28,976 --> 00:14:32,351 ♪ Now that you're here ♪ 257 00:14:34,476 --> 00:14:36,685 ♪ Whoa, oh, work ♪ 258 00:14:40,017 --> 00:14:42,935 ♪ 'Cause people come and go ♪ 259 00:14:45,226 --> 00:14:48,768 ♪ But I think you should know ♪ 260 00:14:52,101 --> 00:14:57,393 ♪ That I ♪ 261 00:14:57,476 --> 00:14:59,309 ♪ I think this will work ♪ 262 00:15:02,184 --> 00:15:08,685 ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 263 00:15:08,768 --> 00:15:13,810 ♪ Ooh, ooh! ♪ 264 00:15:13,893 --> 00:15:19,101 ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 265 00:15:19,184 --> 00:15:22,518 ♪ Ooh, ooh! ♪ 266 00:15:24,351 --> 00:15:27,351 ♪ It's gonna take a little time ♪ 267 00:15:29,518 --> 00:15:33,309 ♪ But with you by my side ♪ 268 00:15:35,184 --> 00:15:38,685 ♪ I won't let go ♪ 269 00:15:40,643 --> 00:15:44,226 ♪ Till I've got what's mine ♪ 270 00:15:46,017 --> 00:15:53,101 -♪ ' Cause people come and go ♪ -♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 271 00:15:53,184 --> 00:15:58,685 -♪ But you should know ♪ -♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 272 00:15:58,768 --> 00:16:04,059 -♪ That I... That I... ♪ -♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 273 00:16:04,142 --> 00:16:06,559 -♪ I'm takin' it slow ♪ -♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 274 00:16:08,434 --> 00:16:14,851 -♪ It's gonna take a bit of work ♪ -♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 275 00:16:14,935 --> 00:16:20,810 -♪ Oh, oh, work ♪ -♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 276 00:16:20,893 --> 00:16:26,226 -♪ Now that you're here ♪ -♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 277 00:16:26,309 --> 00:16:28,768 -♪ Whoa, work ♪ -♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 278 00:16:33,059 --> 00:16:35,768 Jules: I'm not saying I'm in love. 279 00:16:35,851 --> 00:16:39,976 I'm just saying I really, really, really like him. 280 00:16:40,059 --> 00:16:43,810 -Who? ShyGuy118? -His name is Tyler. 281 00:16:43,893 --> 00:16:46,851 It doesn't really matter. They're both little fuckboy names. 282 00:16:46,935 --> 00:16:50,685 He's not. For real, like, he's so sweet. 283 00:16:50,768 --> 00:16:54,101 -What school does he go to? -St. Mary's. 284 00:16:54,184 --> 00:16:56,935 Ew. Private school. 285 00:16:57,017 --> 00:17:00,685 You're just jealous. 286 00:17:00,768 --> 00:17:03,184 Rue: Aside from that being a really shitty thing to say, 287 00:17:03,267 --> 00:17:05,476 it's also not true. 288 00:17:05,559 --> 00:17:07,017 She'd just been acting weird all week. 289 00:17:07,101 --> 00:17:08,643 I'm not jealous. 290 00:17:08,726 --> 00:17:11,851 I mean, you've been acting weird, like, all week. 291 00:17:11,935 --> 00:17:13,559 -What? -Yeah, like, 292 00:17:13,643 --> 00:17:15,893 every time I'm on my phone, you just stop talking. 293 00:17:15,976 --> 00:17:18,017 You're literally like my dad. 294 00:17:18,101 --> 00:17:19,309 Sorry. 295 00:17:19,393 --> 00:17:21,142 It's fine. 296 00:17:22,518 --> 00:17:26,309 You wanna see his dick? 297 00:17:26,393 --> 00:17:29,434 ♪ My head is spinnin', smokin' on the chicken, the bass is kickin' ♪ 298 00:17:29,518 --> 00:17:32,851 ♪ My head is spinnin', smokin' on the chicken, the bass is kickin' ♪ 299 00:17:32,935 --> 00:17:34,518 ♪ This a Rollie, not a stopwatch ♪ 300 00:17:34,601 --> 00:17:37,309 -♪ Shit don't ever stop ♪ -Fuck. 301 00:17:37,393 --> 00:17:39,851 ♪ Smokin' on the chicken, the bass is kickin', my head is spinnin' ♪ 302 00:17:39,935 --> 00:17:40,476 ♪ Smokin' on the chicken, the bass is kickin', my head is spinnin' ♪ 303 00:17:40,559 --> 00:17:43,184 Ew. 304 00:17:43,267 --> 00:17:43,976 ♪ The bass is kickin', my head is spinnin' ♪ 305 00:17:52,893 --> 00:17:54,267 Girl: Stick it out! 306 00:17:54,351 --> 00:17:58,226 (laughing, chattering on video) 307 00:17:58,309 --> 00:18:00,184 Girl: What a tiny twink! 308 00:18:00,267 --> 00:18:01,518 Guy (on video): Shut it. Just give it... 309 00:18:01,601 --> 00:18:04,309 What the fuck? 310 00:18:05,685 --> 00:18:09,726 Guy (on video): Fucking step on it. It's too small, 311 00:18:09,810 --> 00:18:11,726 -It could never satisfy you. -Kat! Dinner! 312 00:18:12,768 --> 00:18:14,559 I'll get her. 313 00:18:15,434 --> 00:18:17,643 (muttering): Ay, Jesus, girl. 314 00:18:18,685 --> 00:18:20,101 Kat! 315 00:18:20,184 --> 00:18:21,476 Hey! 316 00:18:21,559 --> 00:18:22,935 What? 317 00:18:23,017 --> 00:18:26,810 Take pictures of your toes later. Dinner's on the table. 318 00:18:26,893 --> 00:18:29,309 ♪ And I feel okay, okay, okay, okay ♪ 319 00:18:30,851 --> 00:18:32,434 ♪ Okay, okay, okay ♪ 320 00:18:33,142 --> 00:18:35,101 Bye. Love you. See ya. 321 00:18:39,643 --> 00:18:41,851 Maddy: (sighs) I can't believe I haven't even told you, like, 322 00:18:41,935 --> 00:18:43,810 how insane my parents are being. 323 00:18:43,893 --> 00:18:47,267 -All week long, she's just been going on and on... -(phone buzzes) 324 00:18:47,351 --> 00:18:49,017 ...about how much she hates my dad. 325 00:18:49,101 --> 00:18:50,309 -(phone buzzing) -I'm just like, 326 00:18:50,393 --> 00:18:52,267 you can't do this to me. He's my dad. 327 00:18:52,351 --> 00:18:54,976 I don't know. I know he has issues, but so does she. 328 00:18:55,059 --> 00:18:56,726 And he's not telling me shit about her. 329 00:18:56,810 --> 00:18:59,810 -(phone buzzing) -Nate: Yeah. That's, like, not cool of your mom 330 00:18:59,893 --> 00:19:01,518 to put you in that situation. 331 00:19:01,601 --> 00:19:03,518 Yeah, but if I say that, then she's gonna make me 332 00:19:03,601 --> 00:19:05,142 -an enemy, too. -(phone buzzing) 333 00:19:05,226 --> 00:19:06,810 Literally the last thing I need right now is-- 334 00:19:06,893 --> 00:19:09,559 -(phone buzzing) -Who keeps texting you? 335 00:19:09,643 --> 00:19:11,685 -My dad. -Well, do you want me to respond? 336 00:19:11,768 --> 00:19:13,476 -He's texted you like 15 times. -(phone buzzes) 337 00:19:13,559 --> 00:19:16,267 No, I'll just... call him later. 338 00:19:18,101 --> 00:19:20,267 (phone buzzing) 339 00:19:24,184 --> 00:19:26,434 I mean, it's huge, right? 340 00:19:27,434 --> 00:19:28,768 Mm... 341 00:19:28,851 --> 00:19:30,351 Don't front. It's a big dick. 342 00:19:30,434 --> 00:19:32,685 You know what? It may be, but, uh, we can't really tell, 343 00:19:32,768 --> 00:19:34,184 'cause it's just fucking floating in space. 344 00:19:34,267 --> 00:19:37,101 -So? -So, there's no way to compare scale. 345 00:19:37,184 --> 00:19:39,226 You know, if there's a fucking hand in the frame, at least you can be, like, 346 00:19:39,309 --> 00:19:41,101 okay, it's about the size of an adult male hand. 347 00:19:41,184 --> 00:19:44,184 Or like twice the size. Or a fucking fraction of the size. 348 00:19:44,267 --> 00:19:48,101 Rue. This is an objectively big dick. 349 00:19:49,393 --> 00:19:50,601 (bell dings) 350 00:19:51,017 --> 00:19:54,601 Rue: Some people say that eyes are the windows to the soul. 351 00:19:56,101 --> 00:19:57,267 I disagree. 352 00:19:57,851 --> 00:20:01,768 I think it's your dick and how you fucking photograph it. 353 00:20:01,851 --> 00:20:02,851 ♪ Aah! ♪ 354 00:20:02,935 --> 00:20:05,101 There are two different types of dick pics. 355 00:20:05,184 --> 00:20:07,017 ♪ ♪ 356 00:20:08,184 --> 00:20:11,226 Solicited, and unsolicited. 357 00:20:11,309 --> 00:20:13,226 Solicited makes up for about one percent 358 00:20:13,309 --> 00:20:14,726 of all dick pics sent and received. 359 00:20:14,810 --> 00:20:18,184 But within that one percent, there are three categories. 360 00:20:18,267 --> 00:20:19,851 Jules? 361 00:20:20,976 --> 00:20:24,017 Terrifying, horrifying, and acceptable. 362 00:20:24,101 --> 00:20:25,559 I know what some of you are thinking. 363 00:20:25,643 --> 00:20:29,267 Rue, terrifying and horrifying sound like the same thing. 364 00:20:29,351 --> 00:20:32,017 Well, to a trained eye, 365 00:20:32,101 --> 00:20:33,810 it could be the difference between... 366 00:20:33,893 --> 00:20:36,935 -(heavy metal song playing) -Yo, sorry about the mess. 367 00:20:37,017 --> 00:20:39,518 My mom's, like, out of town? 368 00:20:41,309 --> 00:20:44,059 (whispers): A basic hygiene issue. 369 00:20:44,142 --> 00:20:44,935 -(bell dings) -Rue: Or... 370 00:20:45,017 --> 00:20:47,351 (speaking gibberish) 371 00:20:51,017 --> 00:20:53,101 (buzzer drones) 372 00:20:53,184 --> 00:20:54,184 Rue: ...a life or death situation. 373 00:20:54,267 --> 00:20:56,017 So, here are some key things to look out for. 374 00:20:56,101 --> 00:20:56,935 ♪ All right! ♪ 375 00:20:57,017 --> 00:20:59,267 Uncapped deodorant touching the floor. 376 00:20:59,351 --> 00:21:00,976 Horrifying. 377 00:21:03,017 --> 00:21:04,976 Jug of lotion. 378 00:21:05,685 --> 00:21:07,017 Terrifying. 379 00:21:07,101 --> 00:21:08,351 ♪ ♪ 380 00:21:08,434 --> 00:21:10,184 Dirty fingernails. 381 00:21:10,893 --> 00:21:12,142 Horrifying. 382 00:21:13,726 --> 00:21:15,393 A medieval sword? 383 00:21:15,476 --> 00:21:17,601 Run-for-your-fucking-life terrifying. 384 00:21:18,184 --> 00:21:20,768 So, what constitutes this rarefied, 385 00:21:20,851 --> 00:21:23,601 sought after, acceptable dick pic? 386 00:21:23,685 --> 00:21:24,226 ♪ All right! ♪ 387 00:21:25,559 --> 00:21:27,643 Wow. Okay. 388 00:21:27,726 --> 00:21:31,518 So his penis is the size of an Evian bottle. 389 00:21:32,810 --> 00:21:35,017 -Well, the lighting is nice. -Jules: Mm-hmm. 390 00:21:35,101 --> 00:21:37,601 -Uh, his room looks clean. -Jules: Mm-hmm. 391 00:21:37,685 --> 00:21:39,810 -Looks well-groomed. -Right? 392 00:21:39,893 --> 00:21:42,726 Okay, yeah. I'm beginning to understand the appeal. 393 00:21:42,810 --> 00:21:43,893 Thank you. 394 00:21:43,976 --> 00:21:45,434 But here's the thing. 395 00:21:45,518 --> 00:21:48,476 I, like, sent him a few pics from the school bathroom during class 396 00:21:48,559 --> 00:21:50,476 -because he asked me to-- -Wait. Like, nudes? 397 00:21:50,559 --> 00:21:54,101 I can't talk about it. But I need your help. 398 00:21:54,184 --> 00:21:56,226 Yeah. Sure. Whatever. 399 00:21:56,309 --> 00:22:00,309 I want, like, good, professional partial nudes. 400 00:22:00,393 --> 00:22:02,393 Like, classy, but not too arty. 401 00:22:02,476 --> 00:22:05,059 Like, like I took them with very little thought or effort 402 00:22:05,142 --> 00:22:07,893 but could also be in fucking MOMA. 403 00:22:07,976 --> 00:22:09,017 Rue: Be cool, Rue. 404 00:22:09,101 --> 00:22:12,935 -Yeah. It's, like, easy. Whatever. -Jules: Yeah. 405 00:22:14,017 --> 00:22:16,017 (Kat muttering) 406 00:22:16,101 --> 00:22:19,601 Excuse me. Sorry. Sorry. 407 00:22:20,810 --> 00:22:22,393 -Cashier: Hey. -Hi. 408 00:22:22,476 --> 00:22:24,476 Look at you, still doing the grapefruit diet. 409 00:22:24,559 --> 00:22:26,351 Yep, I literally wanna die. 410 00:22:26,434 --> 00:22:28,559 Yeah. It's only bad for the first two weeks. 411 00:22:28,643 --> 00:22:31,184 Then your stomach shrinks, and you adjust, 412 00:22:31,267 --> 00:22:34,476 and you are reborn. (laughs) 413 00:22:34,559 --> 00:22:36,393 Oh, wow. Can't wait. 414 00:22:36,476 --> 00:22:39,476 -How much? -Uh, that'll be $3.25. 415 00:22:41,434 --> 00:22:45,685 Yo, can you please, maybe hurry the fuck up? 416 00:22:45,768 --> 00:22:49,393 Huh. Um, could I pay you the rest tomorrow? 417 00:22:49,476 --> 00:22:51,976 I'm sorry, baby. There's a policy. 418 00:22:52,059 --> 00:22:54,184 Hey, Kat, I, uh, I gotcha. 419 00:22:54,267 --> 00:22:57,184 -Oh, hi. -Hey. How you doing? 420 00:22:57,267 --> 00:22:59,768 -I'm good. How are you? -Sweet. I'm good, I'm good. 421 00:22:59,851 --> 00:23:02,559 -Hey, Erika. How much was it? -Erika: Uh, $3.25. 422 00:23:02,643 --> 00:23:05,559 I have, like, $1.25 here. 423 00:23:05,643 --> 00:23:07,226 Do you, um... For a grapefruit? 424 00:23:07,309 --> 00:23:09,226 Do you want-- Do you want something else to eat? 425 00:23:09,309 --> 00:23:11,434 -Oh, no, no, no. -No, 'cause if you don't have enough money on you right now, 426 00:23:11,518 --> 00:23:13,893 I can totally-- I can get you, like, some actual food, or-- 427 00:23:13,976 --> 00:23:18,643 She's doing the grapefruit diet. It's not easy. Don't tempt her. 428 00:23:20,351 --> 00:23:21,685 Okay. 429 00:23:22,351 --> 00:23:23,685 Cool. 430 00:23:24,518 --> 00:23:26,309 All right. Um... 431 00:23:26,393 --> 00:23:28,685 -Thank you. -Yeah, well, um... 432 00:23:28,768 --> 00:23:30,810 I'll see you in, uh, biology. 433 00:23:30,893 --> 00:23:33,559 Yeah, yeah. Um, thanks. 434 00:23:33,643 --> 00:23:35,267 -Yeah. Sure. -Goodbye. 435 00:23:35,351 --> 00:23:37,101 -Aw, man, do it upright. -(mutters): Fuck it. 436 00:23:37,184 --> 00:23:40,184 -Aw, you got moked out. -You suck, man. 437 00:23:40,267 --> 00:23:41,851 (laughter) 438 00:23:43,768 --> 00:23:46,559 Maddy: So you're basically in a long-distance relationship. 439 00:23:46,643 --> 00:23:48,309 No, we like FaceTime every night. 440 00:23:48,393 --> 00:23:50,976 Aw, that's so sweet. You guys are full-on in love. 441 00:23:51,059 --> 00:23:54,601 Oh, my God. Stop! 442 00:23:54,685 --> 00:23:55,768 -I really like you. -McKay (on phone): I like you, too, Cassie. 443 00:23:55,851 --> 00:23:57,768 I like you more. 444 00:23:57,851 --> 00:23:58,935 Ew. 445 00:23:59,017 --> 00:24:00,768 We are not in love. 446 00:24:00,851 --> 00:24:03,226 But he did invite me to spend the weekend with him. 447 00:24:03,309 --> 00:24:04,726 Maddy: Like, the whole weekend? 448 00:24:04,810 --> 00:24:06,810 Cassie: Yeah, like Friday and Saturday night. 449 00:24:06,893 --> 00:24:08,643 Wait, is your mom gonna let you go? 450 00:24:08,726 --> 00:24:11,393 It doesn't matter. I'll just kill her in her sleep if she doesn't let me. 451 00:24:11,726 --> 00:24:14,309 BB: Sounds like true love to me. 452 00:24:14,393 --> 00:24:16,810 Cassie: Whatever. She can't stop me. 453 00:24:16,893 --> 00:24:19,142 Maddy: Honestly, I love your mom... (continues indistinctly) 454 00:24:19,226 --> 00:24:21,267 Cassie: Yeah, well try living with her. 455 00:24:21,351 --> 00:24:24,226 (girls chattering) 456 00:24:28,351 --> 00:24:31,017 Do any of you guys know how Bitcoin works? 457 00:24:31,101 --> 00:24:32,851 -Hmm. No. -No. 458 00:24:33,518 --> 00:24:34,976 But you know who probably does? 459 00:24:35,059 --> 00:24:38,685 It's a worldwide cryptocurrency and digital payment system. 460 00:24:38,768 --> 00:24:41,142 Kat: I literally have no clue what you're talking about. 461 00:24:41,226 --> 00:24:44,476 Well, there's no easier way to explain it. 462 00:24:44,559 --> 00:24:47,810 Look, why don't you just tell us what you're trying to do, 463 00:24:47,893 --> 00:24:50,226 and we can tell you how we can help. 464 00:24:50,935 --> 00:24:52,768 -Kat: Um... -Unless it's human trafficking. 465 00:24:52,851 --> 00:24:54,726 I don't fuck with human trafficking. 466 00:24:55,226 --> 00:24:58,351 I'm not... human trafficking. 467 00:24:58,434 --> 00:25:00,059 Yeah, us, neither. 468 00:25:00,976 --> 00:25:02,601 Okay. Um... 469 00:25:03,267 --> 00:25:06,017 I was just wondering if it's like, 470 00:25:06,101 --> 00:25:09,017 a good way to anonymously get money online. 471 00:25:09,101 --> 00:25:11,685 Ashtray: That's literally what it's made for. (scoffs) 472 00:25:11,768 --> 00:25:13,267 (mutters): Dumb ass. 473 00:25:14,559 --> 00:25:16,059 Cool. 474 00:25:16,142 --> 00:25:18,726 ♪ ♪ 475 00:25:18,810 --> 00:25:20,518 I feel like that's it. 476 00:25:20,601 --> 00:25:24,017 Rue: No, it's good, it's good. I like it. 477 00:25:24,101 --> 00:25:26,685 ♪ Finishing, eight or nine? ♪ 478 00:25:26,768 --> 00:25:28,142 ♪ Tell me it's the perfect time ♪ 479 00:25:29,101 --> 00:25:31,142 Wait. Yeah, that really does look like I took it. 480 00:25:31,226 --> 00:25:32,393 -Right? -Okay. 481 00:25:32,476 --> 00:25:34,309 -It's good. -Yeah. 482 00:25:34,393 --> 00:25:36,267 ♪ Hiding from the rainfall ♪ 483 00:25:39,267 --> 00:25:44,559 ♪ Come into my bedroom, come into my bedroom ♪ 484 00:25:44,643 --> 00:25:47,476 ♪ Come into my bedroom, come into my bedroom ♪ 485 00:25:48,976 --> 00:25:50,393 -Got it. -Do I look hot? 486 00:25:50,476 --> 00:25:53,476 -Yeah. -Like, hot enough that you'd want to fuck me, 487 00:25:53,559 --> 00:25:55,309 or like, cute? 488 00:25:56,226 --> 00:25:58,393 Like... like me? 489 00:25:58,476 --> 00:26:00,643 Or like him, me? 490 00:26:01,267 --> 00:26:02,685 Either. 491 00:26:04,142 --> 00:26:05,434 Yeah. 492 00:26:05,518 --> 00:26:06,726 -Yeah, sure. -Yeah? 493 00:26:06,810 --> 00:26:10,476 -Mm-hmm. -Should I, like, show more? Like... 494 00:26:11,685 --> 00:26:14,726 -Rue: I don't know. -What do you think? 495 00:26:14,810 --> 00:26:16,768 I-- I mean, it's-- whatever. 496 00:26:16,851 --> 00:26:18,851 Whatever you, um, like to do. 497 00:26:18,935 --> 00:26:21,768 I mean, what do you think, though? 498 00:26:21,851 --> 00:26:22,518 ♪ Come into my bedroom, come into my bedroom ♪ 499 00:26:22,601 --> 00:26:25,059 -Um... fuck. -(phone buzzing) 500 00:26:25,518 --> 00:26:28,309 -(phone buzzing) -It's my mom. 501 00:26:30,101 --> 00:26:33,726 Hey, Mom. I'm just at Jules's house. 502 00:26:35,309 --> 00:26:38,101 Um, well I have NA tonight. 503 00:26:38,184 --> 00:26:41,101 So, like nine-thirty-ish? 504 00:26:41,184 --> 00:26:45,059 Okay. Uh, love you, too. Bye. 505 00:26:47,393 --> 00:26:49,643 -NA? -Yeah. 506 00:26:49,726 --> 00:26:52,101 Narcotics anonymous. 507 00:26:52,184 --> 00:26:55,726 Wait. You've been clean for like, two weeks, right? 508 00:26:55,810 --> 00:26:58,434 -(murmurs): Yeah. That's right. -Rue! 509 00:26:58,518 --> 00:27:00,893 -What? -Fuck you, come here! 510 00:27:00,976 --> 00:27:04,434 -What? -You've been-- Come here! Oh, my God! 511 00:27:04,726 --> 00:27:06,726 (kissing) 512 00:27:10,142 --> 00:27:13,643 I'm so proud of you. 513 00:27:13,726 --> 00:27:16,351 Rue: I've never met anyone in my entire life like Jules. 514 00:27:16,643 --> 00:27:19,518 (breathes deeply) 515 00:27:22,101 --> 00:27:24,810 Um, I'm gonna go get a glass of water really quick. 516 00:27:24,893 --> 00:27:25,810 Okay. 517 00:27:25,893 --> 00:27:28,226 -Okay. -Jules: Whatever, bitch. 518 00:27:53,267 --> 00:27:55,976 -Rue: Oh, fuck me. -(water splashing) 519 00:27:56,768 --> 00:27:57,893 (mutters): Fuck. 520 00:28:00,101 --> 00:28:02,393 ♪ Oh ♪ 521 00:28:02,476 --> 00:28:04,559 ♪ Taking it all ♪ 522 00:28:05,184 --> 00:28:09,101 ♪ Taking it all ♪ 523 00:28:09,184 --> 00:28:10,851 ♪ Taking it all for love... ♪ 524 00:28:10,935 --> 00:28:13,101 ♪ ♪ 525 00:28:16,393 --> 00:28:19,559 Uh... I gotta go. 526 00:28:19,643 --> 00:28:21,059 -But, uh, love you. -Okay. 527 00:28:21,142 --> 00:28:23,059 -And I'll see you later. -(kisses) 528 00:28:23,142 --> 00:28:24,226 -Bye. -Love you. 529 00:28:24,309 --> 00:28:25,309 Rue: Love you, too. 530 00:28:27,142 --> 00:28:30,142 ♪ ♪ 531 00:28:38,851 --> 00:28:42,059 ♪ Spend some time with it ♪ 532 00:28:42,142 --> 00:28:44,893 ♪ Make it under ♪ 533 00:28:44,976 --> 00:28:46,810 ♪ Spend some time with it ♪ 534 00:28:46,893 --> 00:28:49,726 ♪ Make it magic ♪ 535 00:28:49,810 --> 00:28:52,142 ♪ Spend some time with it ♪ 536 00:28:52,226 --> 00:28:54,101 ♪ To make under ♪ 537 00:28:58,893 --> 00:29:01,851 ♪ Don't know where to go ♪ 538 00:29:02,893 --> 00:29:07,017 ♪ I guess we'll keep it on the low ♪ 539 00:29:08,017 --> 00:29:12,017 ♪ There's just no cure anymore ♪ 540 00:29:13,059 --> 00:29:17,184 ♪ I guess we'll keep it on the low ♪ 541 00:29:18,685 --> 00:29:22,851 ♪ I've seen some better days ♪ 542 00:29:22,935 --> 00:29:25,017 Rue: And, uh, at that moment, I decided to at least try and change. 543 00:29:26,017 --> 00:29:27,726 'Cause I owe it to them. 544 00:29:29,810 --> 00:29:32,559 I owe it to everyone I love 545 00:29:32,643 --> 00:29:34,893 and everyone that loves me. 546 00:29:34,976 --> 00:29:36,768 And, uh, maybe... 547 00:29:36,851 --> 00:29:38,184 that'll get easier. 548 00:29:40,226 --> 00:29:42,017 I hope it will. 549 00:29:42,559 --> 00:29:44,226 Thank you. 550 00:29:51,059 --> 00:29:53,685 (indistinct chattering) 551 00:30:04,810 --> 00:30:08,685 Yo. Sixty days, no small feat. 552 00:30:08,768 --> 00:30:10,601 Rue: Thanks. 553 00:30:10,685 --> 00:30:13,851 -Very moving share. -Thank you. 554 00:30:15,351 --> 00:30:17,226 Can I ask you something? 555 00:30:17,309 --> 00:30:19,851 How'd you survive that OD? 556 00:30:22,935 --> 00:30:26,726 -What do you mean? -I mean, somebody had to save your life, right? 557 00:30:27,685 --> 00:30:31,434 -My sister. -Ali (whispers): Aw, man. 558 00:30:32,267 --> 00:30:34,267 Older or younger? 559 00:30:34,351 --> 00:30:36,059 Younger. Um... 560 00:30:36,142 --> 00:30:38,976 -I have to get home, so-- -Like 12, 13? 561 00:30:40,226 --> 00:30:44,476 -I don't really understand what the point-- -Curiosity. 562 00:30:45,601 --> 00:30:47,685 Yeah. She was 13. 563 00:30:47,768 --> 00:30:50,518 That's some heavy shit. But, hey. 564 00:30:50,601 --> 00:30:53,142 We've all done some bad shit in our lives, right? 565 00:30:53,226 --> 00:30:54,768 Comes with the territory. 566 00:30:55,476 --> 00:30:59,643 But, man, now you just got me thinking about... 567 00:30:59,726 --> 00:31:03,226 what that does to a 13-year-old, a 13-year-old kid, 568 00:31:03,309 --> 00:31:06,017 who finds her big sister overdosed. 569 00:31:06,643 --> 00:31:08,810 What that moment must do to somebody-- 570 00:31:08,893 --> 00:31:11,643 how it affects the rest of their lives, you know, 571 00:31:11,726 --> 00:31:13,393 how it affects their ability to trust. 572 00:31:14,226 --> 00:31:18,893 Leaves it hard for them to get close to people, you know, relationships. 573 00:31:18,976 --> 00:31:21,434 Makes it hard for them to fall in love. 574 00:31:21,810 --> 00:31:24,643 Living with the fear that at any moment, 575 00:31:24,726 --> 00:31:27,851 the rug can be ripped out from under them, and they lose everything. 576 00:31:28,643 --> 00:31:31,643 Especially the people that they love. 577 00:31:31,726 --> 00:31:33,434 You ever think about that? 578 00:31:33,518 --> 00:31:35,768 Yeah, probably fucked up for life. 579 00:31:36,726 --> 00:31:39,518 But, hey, you're gonna have to make peace with that. 580 00:31:39,601 --> 00:31:41,393 Just like you're gonna have to make peace with the fact 581 00:31:41,476 --> 00:31:43,393 that you could be responsible for some shit like that, 582 00:31:43,476 --> 00:31:45,017 and then get up in front of a whole group of people 583 00:31:45,101 --> 00:31:47,101 who are struggling with the same issues, 584 00:31:47,184 --> 00:31:51,184 and lie about being clean. You know what I'm saying? 585 00:31:53,142 --> 00:31:57,518 -I don't know what you're talking about. -Listen, young blood. 586 00:32:00,351 --> 00:32:02,851 You're playing pool with Minnesota Fats. 587 00:32:03,726 --> 00:32:05,976 Who is Minnesota Fats? 588 00:32:06,059 --> 00:32:09,142 The greatest motherfucking pool player that ever lived. 589 00:32:09,226 --> 00:32:11,017 Okay. 590 00:32:11,101 --> 00:32:13,017 I'm Ali. 591 00:32:14,851 --> 00:32:17,893 Let me know when you want to stop trying to kill yourself 592 00:32:17,976 --> 00:32:19,893 and eat some pancakes. 593 00:32:26,184 --> 00:32:28,267 ♪ ♪ 594 00:32:36,226 --> 00:32:37,851 Leslie: How was NA today? 595 00:32:37,935 --> 00:32:40,101 (TV playing indistinctly) 596 00:32:40,893 --> 00:32:44,142 Uh, it was good. I, um... 597 00:32:44,226 --> 00:32:46,893 celebrated 60 days today. 598 00:32:47,518 --> 00:32:49,935 I'm really proud of you, Rue. 599 00:32:50,017 --> 00:32:51,267 Thanks. 600 00:32:57,184 --> 00:32:59,226 (TV playing indistinctly) 601 00:32:59,559 --> 00:33:02,059 -(knocking) -Hey. 602 00:33:02,685 --> 00:33:04,267 Gia: Hey. 603 00:33:05,101 --> 00:33:08,142 Whatcha doin'? 604 00:33:08,226 --> 00:33:10,101 -Watching My So-Called Life. -(Rue chuckles) 605 00:33:11,685 --> 00:33:14,685 -Rue: Fuckin' Jordan Catalano. -I know, right? 606 00:33:14,768 --> 00:33:17,393 -Right. Ugh. -(Gia laughs) 607 00:33:23,226 --> 00:33:26,810 Please promise me you will never fall for a Jordan Catalano. 608 00:33:26,893 --> 00:33:29,893 But he's so cute. (laughs) 609 00:33:31,434 --> 00:33:32,685 (phone dings) 610 00:33:32,768 --> 00:33:35,643 Kat: Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. It's okay. 611 00:33:35,726 --> 00:33:37,726 (exhales) Okay. 612 00:33:46,101 --> 00:33:47,434 Hey. 613 00:33:48,267 --> 00:33:49,935 Hello. 614 00:33:50,017 --> 00:33:51,810 Oh, shit. No! 615 00:33:52,351 --> 00:33:54,226 (Skype chiming) 616 00:33:54,309 --> 00:33:55,851 Oh. 617 00:33:57,142 --> 00:33:59,976 Okay. (exhales) 618 00:34:05,643 --> 00:34:07,643 Kit... KittenKween? 619 00:34:07,726 --> 00:34:10,101 Hi. 620 00:34:10,184 --> 00:34:13,935 Hi. I'm really excited to meet you. 621 00:34:14,017 --> 00:34:16,935 I've seen you dance in that video, like, a hundred times. 622 00:34:17,017 --> 00:34:20,559 -Really? -Oh, yeah, yeah. I love your confidence. 623 00:34:20,643 --> 00:34:23,101 Well, Jesus fucking Christ, you've gotta be one of the most 624 00:34:23,184 --> 00:34:23,685 beautiful creatures I've ever seen. 625 00:34:23,768 --> 00:34:25,059 (scoffs) I don't-- 626 00:34:25,142 --> 00:34:27,685 I don't know about that, but... 627 00:34:27,768 --> 00:34:29,393 No, I'm serious. I'm-- I'm not even joshing you. 628 00:34:29,476 --> 00:34:30,893 I mean... Jesus. 629 00:34:31,017 --> 00:34:32,643 But, uh, I am gonna warn you. 630 00:34:32,726 --> 00:34:34,685 Uh... (laughs) 631 00:34:34,768 --> 00:34:35,935 I'm kind of-- I'm kind of an odd duck. 632 00:34:36,017 --> 00:34:40,184 (laughing) 633 00:34:40,267 --> 00:34:43,267 I mean, I'm serious. I got some extreme kinks. 634 00:34:43,351 --> 00:34:46,267 -Okay. -But, uh, I'm real gentle. 635 00:34:46,351 --> 00:34:48,976 -You wanna see something? -Sure. 636 00:34:49,059 --> 00:34:51,017 -It's kind of embarrassing. -Why? 637 00:34:51,851 --> 00:34:53,643 (clears throat) 638 00:34:57,643 --> 00:35:01,518 (laughing) 639 00:35:01,601 --> 00:35:03,643 -Well, hat are you laughing at? -Oh, no... 640 00:35:03,726 --> 00:35:05,017 Have you ever seen a penis this small before? 641 00:35:05,101 --> 00:35:08,309 Oh, my God. No, no, no. It-it's not small. It's not small. 642 00:35:08,393 --> 00:35:11,351 -Don't lie to me. -I... I-I'm not lying. 643 00:35:11,434 --> 00:35:12,768 -I'm not lying. -Tell me that you'd never fuck me. 644 00:35:12,851 --> 00:35:16,476 Wait. What? 645 00:35:16,559 --> 00:35:18,976 -Tell me that you'd never fuck me. -(Kat groans) 646 00:35:19,059 --> 00:35:21,434 -Uh... -That I'm a pathetic loser. 647 00:35:21,518 --> 00:35:23,059 And I could never satisfy some beautiful princess like you. 648 00:35:23,142 --> 00:35:26,267 (laughing): Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 649 00:35:26,351 --> 00:35:27,142 -Ooh! -Come on, tell me you'd never fuck me. 650 00:35:27,226 --> 00:35:29,309 I-I... I-I wouldn't. 651 00:35:29,393 --> 00:35:33,226 -I really wouldn't. -(Johnny Unite whimpers) 652 00:35:33,309 --> 00:35:36,643 -(crying): Tell me I'm a loser. -Are you crying? 653 00:35:36,726 --> 00:35:38,101 Tell me I'm a pathetic loser with a baby dick. 654 00:35:38,184 --> 00:35:41,810 (snickers, laughs) 655 00:35:41,893 --> 00:35:44,518 -Yeah, keep making fun of me. -Wait. 656 00:35:44,601 --> 00:35:46,768 -You want me to make fun of you? -Oh, yes, KittenKween. 657 00:35:46,851 --> 00:35:48,476 Come on. It turns me on. 658 00:35:48,559 --> 00:35:50,851 -(moaning) -(Kat laughs) 659 00:35:51,726 --> 00:35:56,142 I mean, I mean, your dick is, like, really, really small. 660 00:35:56,226 --> 00:35:57,309 -How small is it? -Like, medically small. 661 00:35:57,393 --> 00:36:00,267 Like, really tiny, and I can barely see it. 662 00:36:00,351 --> 00:36:01,893 (moans) I know. I'm pathetic. 663 00:36:01,976 --> 00:36:04,142 And no woman would ever fuck you, because you're a big, 664 00:36:04,226 --> 00:36:07,226 disgusting piece of shit! 665 00:36:07,309 --> 00:36:07,935 (excitedly): I am! I am! 666 00:36:08,017 --> 00:36:10,685 (laughing) 667 00:36:10,768 --> 00:36:12,768 Keep laughing at me! Keep laughing at me! 668 00:36:12,851 --> 00:36:13,768 -Tell me to stop touching it. -Please stop touching it. 669 00:36:13,851 --> 00:36:17,017 You're literally gonna make me throw up. 670 00:36:17,101 --> 00:36:19,518 -Stop it! -Okay, okay. Okay, I'm sorry. 671 00:36:19,601 --> 00:36:21,017 I'm sorry. I'm sorry, KittenKween. I'm sorry. 672 00:36:21,101 --> 00:36:25,518 So you... so you'd do anything I tell you? 673 00:36:25,601 --> 00:36:28,851 -KittenKween, I'd do anything you want. -Why? 674 00:36:28,935 --> 00:36:31,643 Because you're big, and beautiful, and powerful, and... 675 00:36:31,726 --> 00:36:33,309 I want you to take complete control of me. 676 00:36:33,393 --> 00:36:35,810 I want you to tell me... 677 00:36:35,893 --> 00:36:39,059 when I can come, and when I can't come. 678 00:36:39,142 --> 00:36:40,351 And I want you to punish me when I cheat. 679 00:36:40,434 --> 00:36:43,434 Punish you, like, how? 680 00:36:43,518 --> 00:36:45,643 I want you to fine me. 681 00:36:45,726 --> 00:36:48,059 -Wait. Like, like, money? -Yeah. 682 00:36:48,142 --> 00:36:49,810 I wanna be your cash pig. 683 00:36:50,976 --> 00:36:55,851 Rue: But Kat didn't actually, like, believe him. 684 00:36:55,935 --> 00:36:58,059 Until... three days later when she got a message. 685 00:36:58,142 --> 00:37:00,101 Cassie: I wanna look cute, but not eager. 686 00:37:00,184 --> 00:37:02,226 Maddy: Then don't wear that top. 687 00:37:02,309 --> 00:37:05,351 Cassie: This? I thought it looked good. 688 00:37:05,434 --> 00:37:07,476 I don't really know if I like this body suit, though. 689 00:37:09,017 --> 00:37:12,810 (Cassie, Maddy chattering) 690 00:37:13,851 --> 00:37:16,976 Rue: And within minutes, 691 00:37:17,059 --> 00:37:18,434 $100 in Bitcoin was transferred to her. 692 00:37:18,518 --> 00:37:21,810 -(scoffs) -Lexi: What are you looking at? 693 00:37:22,351 --> 00:37:26,226 Kat: Nothing. Just this, um, article. 694 00:37:26,309 --> 00:37:27,893 About what? 695 00:37:27,976 --> 00:37:30,434 Um... you know, like, uh... 696 00:37:30,518 --> 00:37:32,101 the Holocaust. 697 00:37:32,184 --> 00:37:34,226 Oh. Cool. 698 00:37:35,851 --> 00:37:38,685 -Love that. -Like, perf. 699 00:37:39,476 --> 00:37:41,976 -Cassie: Lex? -It's cute. 700 00:37:42,059 --> 00:37:45,643 (Maddy sighs) I wish I had your collar bones. 701 00:37:47,685 --> 00:37:50,059 I'm putting a lot of trust into you. 702 00:37:50,142 --> 00:37:53,601 -Yeah, Cassie, don't get pregnant. -That's not funny, Kat. 703 00:37:53,685 --> 00:37:56,476 But don't you dare get pregnant. 704 00:37:56,559 --> 00:37:58,267 Relax, Mom. He has a roommate. 705 00:37:58,351 --> 00:38:01,309 I want you to keep your phone on throughout the night. 706 00:38:01,393 --> 00:38:03,518 You send me a photo when you get back to the dorm 707 00:38:03,601 --> 00:38:07,142 -with a clock in it. -Like a ransom photo? 708 00:38:07,226 --> 00:38:10,142 -I hate you. -Well, I love you. 709 00:38:10,226 --> 00:38:12,226 I love you, too. 710 00:38:14,017 --> 00:38:16,226 Suze: Have fun, baby girl. 711 00:38:19,267 --> 00:38:21,810 No funny business, Christopher! 712 00:38:21,893 --> 00:38:25,518 -McKay: Yeah, no, I promise. -Yeah, just be a gentleman. 713 00:38:28,434 --> 00:38:31,559 And don't you dare get pregnant. 714 00:38:31,643 --> 00:38:34,518 -(Maddy moaning) -♪ Oh! Oh! ♪ 715 00:38:36,226 --> 00:38:37,851 ♪ Oh! ♪ 716 00:38:39,142 --> 00:38:40,601 -♪ Oh ♪ -(phone buzzing) 717 00:38:41,643 --> 00:38:43,476 -(moans) -♪ Oh! ♪ 718 00:38:44,101 --> 00:38:46,518 -(panting): That was amazing. -(phone buzzes) 719 00:38:46,601 --> 00:38:48,059 (panting): I know. 720 00:38:48,142 --> 00:38:49,267 (faucet squeaks) 721 00:38:50,142 --> 00:38:51,643 ♪ Oh! ♪ 722 00:38:52,935 --> 00:38:54,393 ♪ Oh! ♪ 723 00:38:55,935 --> 00:38:57,267 ♪ Oh! ♪ 724 00:38:58,935 --> 00:38:59,935 ♪ Oh! ♪ 725 00:39:01,935 --> 00:39:03,601 ♪ Oh! ♪ 726 00:39:04,559 --> 00:39:05,935 ♪ Oh, oh! ♪ 727 00:39:07,434 --> 00:39:08,643 ♪ Oh! ♪ 728 00:39:10,309 --> 00:39:11,893 ♪ Oh, oh! ♪ 729 00:39:13,434 --> 00:39:14,935 ♪ Oh! ♪ 730 00:39:16,017 --> 00:39:17,768 ♪ Oh, oh! ♪ 731 00:39:19,893 --> 00:39:21,601 ♪ Oh! ♪ 732 00:39:22,810 --> 00:39:24,476 ♪ Oh! ♪ 733 00:39:25,643 --> 00:39:26,559 ♪ Oh! ♪ 734 00:39:26,643 --> 00:39:28,643 (whispers): Oh, my God. Fuck. 735 00:39:31,893 --> 00:39:34,184 Maddy: Hey, my mom called. I gotta go. 736 00:39:34,267 --> 00:39:37,351 -Nate: Okay, I love you. Bye. -Maddy: Love you, too. 737 00:39:38,935 --> 00:39:42,142 ♪ ♪ 738 00:39:46,518 --> 00:39:48,351 ♪ Eh, huh ♪ 739 00:39:48,434 --> 00:39:49,685 ♪ Eh, hey ♪ 740 00:39:50,976 --> 00:39:54,267 ♪ Lost my mind again ♪ 741 00:39:54,351 --> 00:39:55,226 ♪ Ticking time bombs never wait ♪ 742 00:39:55,309 --> 00:39:58,226 -Out of my way, dick. -Okay, bitch. 743 00:39:58,309 --> 00:39:59,559 ♪ I might fucking blow up in your face ♪ 744 00:40:00,184 --> 00:40:02,434 This is, like, the craziest party I've ever been to. 745 00:40:02,935 --> 00:40:05,267 I just want to make it through initiation. 746 00:40:05,351 --> 00:40:07,935 You will. 747 00:40:08,017 --> 00:40:11,101 ♪ I don't need no medicine, keep that shit for the trembling ♪ 748 00:40:11,184 --> 00:40:12,434 ♪ Never do the welcoming, you can hang onto the questioning ♪ 749 00:40:12,518 --> 00:40:12,851 ♪ Who you think you are, bitch? ♪ 750 00:40:13,226 --> 00:40:14,685 Kill the fucking music! 751 00:40:15,476 --> 00:40:17,768 Kill the fucking music! 752 00:40:17,851 --> 00:40:20,476 -(shouting, booing) -All right, listen up, bitches! 753 00:40:20,559 --> 00:40:22,267 We got some fresh meat up in here. 754 00:40:22,351 --> 00:40:25,226 I want all your pledgie faggots up against the wall! 755 00:40:25,309 --> 00:40:27,017 (cheering) 756 00:40:27,101 --> 00:40:30,434 -Guy 1: Don't lose, bitch! -Guy 2: Fuck you, bitch! Drink this shit! 757 00:40:30,518 --> 00:40:33,518 -Woo! -Last one to finish gets stripped naked. 758 00:40:33,601 --> 00:40:36,184 -(music resumes) -(cheering) 759 00:40:38,685 --> 00:40:40,017 Go, McKay! 760 00:40:42,101 --> 00:40:43,559 Woo! 761 00:40:45,726 --> 00:40:49,351 Yeah! Yeah! Woo! 762 00:40:49,768 --> 00:40:51,559 (Cassie cheers indistinctly) 763 00:40:54,059 --> 00:40:56,476 (crowd cheering) 764 00:40:56,559 --> 00:40:58,226 Woo! 765 00:40:58,726 --> 00:41:00,226 Yo! Strip that faggot! 766 00:41:00,309 --> 00:41:02,518 (loud cheering, shouting) 767 00:41:04,643 --> 00:41:07,935 ♪ Skrrt off in that Benz in a drop top ♪ 768 00:41:08,017 --> 00:41:09,142 ♪ Lamborghini in a drop top, hey ♪ 769 00:41:09,226 --> 00:41:10,559 Is it still alive? 770 00:41:10,643 --> 00:41:12,643 Of course it's still fucking alive. 771 00:41:12,726 --> 00:41:15,351 Fuck that, dude. 772 00:41:15,434 --> 00:41:16,935 ♪ Lamborghini in a drop top, drop ♪ 773 00:41:17,017 --> 00:41:20,518 I don't know, dude. 774 00:41:20,601 --> 00:41:22,267 ♪ I might skrrt off and then flip a bitch off ♪ 775 00:41:22,351 --> 00:41:24,142 ♪ Two ounces I smoke I told them my exhaust ♪ 776 00:41:24,226 --> 00:41:25,893 ♪ Get all these blue benjamins, bitch I'm a fourth ♪ 777 00:41:25,976 --> 00:41:27,810 ♪ Can't relate to a worker cuz bitch I'm a boss ♪ 778 00:41:27,893 --> 00:41:28,643 ♪ Float me some work and bitch I'ma get off ♪ 779 00:41:28,726 --> 00:41:30,726 -Follow my lead. -(glasses clink) 780 00:41:30,810 --> 00:41:33,267 Crowd: Oh! 781 00:41:33,851 --> 00:41:38,226 Chapter President: McKay brought the baddest bitch in the fucking game, yo! 782 00:41:38,768 --> 00:41:41,184 ♪ Prince ♪ 783 00:41:41,267 --> 00:41:47,559 ♪ Prince, our glorious king ♪ 784 00:41:47,643 --> 00:41:50,976 -♪ Why you acting like you lost the crown ♪ -McKay: I love you. 785 00:41:51,059 --> 00:41:54,851 ♪ If you were never wearing one ♪ 786 00:41:54,935 --> 00:41:59,309 ♪ Falling ever deeper dealing cards down now ♪ 787 00:41:59,393 --> 00:42:02,935 ♪ You can't recognize yourself on the deck ♪ 788 00:42:03,017 --> 00:42:06,184 ♪ Though they shake in the club ♪ 789 00:42:06,267 --> 00:42:08,810 ♪ That ain't what he like, I'm in love ♪ 790 00:42:08,893 --> 00:42:13,476 ♪ You tell me all the time, baby ♪ 791 00:42:13,559 --> 00:42:16,976 ♪ It's over now, it's all right ♪ 792 00:42:17,059 --> 00:42:18,559 ♪ Nobody showed up ♪ 793 00:42:18,643 --> 00:42:22,434 ♪ I looked away♪ 794 00:42:22,518 --> 00:42:24,893 ♪ Yelling at the sky ♪ 795 00:42:24,976 --> 00:42:27,935 ♪ Screaming at the world ♪ 796 00:42:28,017 --> 00:42:30,810 Rue: This is so depressing. 797 00:42:30,893 --> 00:42:32,810 ♪ I'm still your girl ♪ 798 00:42:34,434 --> 00:42:36,976 ♪ Holdin' on too tight ♪ 799 00:42:37,643 --> 00:42:39,101 (phone chiming) 800 00:42:47,559 --> 00:42:50,184 ♪ ♪ 801 00:42:53,768 --> 00:42:57,851 -What's up? -What's up, Kat? 802 00:42:57,935 --> 00:43:01,017 ♪ Head good, better give her some money ♪ 803 00:43:01,101 --> 00:43:02,976 -♪ Pussy good, better give her some money ♪ -♪ What? ♪ 804 00:43:03,059 --> 00:43:03,810 ♪ Head good, better give her some money ♪ 805 00:43:03,893 --> 00:43:05,893 -Kat: Hey. -Ashtray: What's up? 806 00:43:06,976 --> 00:43:09,726 ♪ Attitude, give her some money ♪ 807 00:43:10,476 --> 00:43:13,976 Mm... received. All right. 808 00:43:14,059 --> 00:43:16,601 ♪ Drop low, give her some money ♪ 809 00:43:16,685 --> 00:43:17,601 ♪ Dressing room, 'bout to get her some money ♪ 810 00:43:17,685 --> 00:43:21,434 Twenty, 40, 60, 80, 100. 811 00:43:21,518 --> 00:43:24,267 Twenty, 40, and 60. 812 00:43:24,351 --> 00:43:26,142 One-sixty? 813 00:43:26,226 --> 00:43:28,393 Twenty percent banking fee. 814 00:43:28,476 --> 00:43:30,017 Fine. 815 00:43:31,017 --> 00:43:34,976 Ashtray: Pleasure doing business with you. 816 00:43:35,059 --> 00:43:36,559 ♪ Bad bitch, better give her some money ♪ 817 00:43:37,142 --> 00:43:39,851 Do you think people are, like, 100 percent straight? 818 00:43:39,935 --> 00:43:41,976 Like, 100 percent gay? 819 00:43:42,059 --> 00:43:44,559 No, 'cause obviously there's, like, 820 00:43:44,643 --> 00:43:47,017 bi people, asexual, pan... 821 00:43:47,101 --> 00:43:51,643 -Sexuality is, like, a spectrum, you know? -Yeah. Totally. 822 00:43:51,726 --> 00:43:54,226 -Why? -I don't know. 823 00:43:57,518 --> 00:44:01,101 Do you think straight guys ever, like, watch gay porn? 824 00:44:01,184 --> 00:44:03,476 Not if they're a hundred percent straight. 825 00:44:03,559 --> 00:44:05,101 You just said it's a spectrum. 826 00:44:05,184 --> 00:44:08,434 Yeah, on either side of the spectrum is gay and straight. 827 00:44:08,851 --> 00:44:10,976 (sighs) I fucking hate this. 828 00:44:11,059 --> 00:44:16,184 -Is this about Nate? -No. He's, like, super straight. 829 00:44:16,267 --> 00:44:18,601 -Is it about your dad? -No. 830 00:44:18,685 --> 00:44:20,059 That would explain why they're fighting. 831 00:44:20,142 --> 00:44:22,518 It's not about any guy that I know. 832 00:44:22,601 --> 00:44:25,184 Look, all I know is that most guys are, like, 833 00:44:25,267 --> 00:44:27,643 weird, gross, and fucking pathetic. 834 00:44:27,726 --> 00:44:29,518 Okay, look, if I tell you something, 835 00:44:29,601 --> 00:44:32,935 you swear on your fucking life you won't say a word? 836 00:44:33,017 --> 00:44:34,935 Yeah. 837 00:44:42,267 --> 00:44:43,601 Hey. 838 00:44:44,476 --> 00:44:46,101 You're home. 839 00:44:46,810 --> 00:44:48,768 Thanks for the weekend. 840 00:44:54,267 --> 00:44:56,267 I love you. 841 00:44:56,351 --> 00:44:58,476 I love you more. 842 00:44:59,142 --> 00:45:00,768 (chuckles) 843 00:45:02,810 --> 00:45:08,101 ♪ Geppetto, why you pullin' my strings? ♪ 844 00:45:08,184 --> 00:45:09,267 Yo! 845 00:45:09,351 --> 00:45:10,935 Sorry, we're about to close. 846 00:45:11,017 --> 00:45:13,393 Oh, just... I want to try a few things on. 847 00:45:13,476 --> 00:45:17,184 Okay. Be quick. 848 00:45:17,267 --> 00:45:20,309 ♪ Stiletto, right through the silver lining... ♪ 849 00:45:21,559 --> 00:45:24,309 ♪ I can't help it ♪ 850 00:45:24,393 --> 00:45:28,601 ♪ Won't you help me find a way ♪ 851 00:45:28,685 --> 00:45:31,476 ♪ To the moon and back ♪ 852 00:45:31,559 --> 00:45:33,726 ♪ And myself, myself, myself ♪ 853 00:45:33,810 --> 00:45:35,142 Kat: Hey. 854 00:45:36,142 --> 00:45:39,101 Um, can I ask your opinion on something? 855 00:45:39,184 --> 00:45:41,351 Man: Yeah, sure. 856 00:45:43,434 --> 00:45:45,726 Kat: How does this look? 857 00:45:45,810 --> 00:45:47,810 ♪ I am nowhere now ♪ 858 00:45:47,893 --> 00:45:49,518 ♪ I want you be safe ♪ 859 00:45:52,601 --> 00:45:56,267 (Kat moaning) 860 00:45:56,351 --> 00:45:58,768 (whistles) Yo! 861 00:45:58,851 --> 00:46:01,851 You hear me? I said we're about to close. 862 00:46:02,685 --> 00:46:04,518 Oh, yeah. Sorry. Um... 863 00:46:04,601 --> 00:46:07,476 -I just wanted to buy these. -Cool. 864 00:46:07,559 --> 00:46:09,226 You live around here? 865 00:46:10,017 --> 00:46:12,267 -No, no. -No, word. 866 00:46:12,351 --> 00:46:14,184 This place sucks. 867 00:46:14,267 --> 00:46:15,685 Yeah. 868 00:46:17,101 --> 00:46:19,226 I'll ring you up. 869 00:46:19,309 --> 00:46:19,851 ♪ Arf! Arf! ♪ 870 00:46:19,976 --> 00:46:22,059 Okay. 871 00:46:22,142 --> 00:46:24,184 ♪ Yeah! ♪ 872 00:46:24,267 --> 00:46:26,184 ♪ Yeah, uh ♪ 873 00:46:26,267 --> 00:46:28,434 ♪ Grrrrr, it's what you hearin' ♪ 874 00:46:28,518 --> 00:46:30,685 ♪ Listen, it's what you hearin', listen ♪ 875 00:46:30,768 --> 00:46:33,643 ♪ It's what you hearin', listen ♪ 876 00:46:33,726 --> 00:46:35,434 -♪ X gon' give it to ya, -♪ What? ♪ 877 00:46:35,518 --> 00:46:37,351 ♪ Fuck waiting for you to get it on your own ♪ 878 00:46:37,434 --> 00:46:39,226 ♪ X gon' deliver to ya, uh ♪ 879 00:46:39,309 --> 00:46:41,184 ♪ Knock, knock, open up the door, it's real ♪ 880 00:46:41,267 --> 00:46:43,476 ♪ With the nonstop pop-pop of stainless steel ♪ 881 00:46:43,559 --> 00:46:44,976 ♪ Go hard, gettin' busy wit it ♪ 882 00:46:45,059 --> 00:46:46,893 ♪ But I got such a good heart ♪ 883 00:46:46,976 --> 00:46:48,976 ♪ That I'll make a motherfucker wonder if he did it ♪ 884 00:46:49,059 --> 00:46:51,226 ♪ Damn right, and I'll do it again ♪ 885 00:46:51,309 --> 00:46:53,643 ♪ 'Cause I am right, so I gots to win ♪ 886 00:46:53,726 --> 00:46:55,476 -♪ Break bread with the enemy ♪ -♪ What? ♪ 887 00:46:55,559 --> 00:46:57,434 ♪ No matter how many cats I break bread with ♪ 888 00:46:57,518 --> 00:47:00,101 ♪ I break who you sending me ♪ 889 00:47:00,184 --> 00:47:02,184 ♪ You motherfuckers never wanted nothing but your life saved ♪ 890 00:47:02,267 --> 00:47:03,601 ♪ Bitch, and that's on a light day ♪ 891 00:47:03,685 --> 00:47:05,184 ♪ I'm gettin' down, down ♪ 892 00:47:05,267 --> 00:47:06,893 ♪ Like a nigga said, "Freeze!" ♪ 893 00:47:06,976 --> 00:47:09,184 ♪ But won't be the one ending up on his knees ♪ 894 00:47:09,267 --> 00:47:11,559 ♪ Bitch, please, if the only thing you cats did ♪ 895 00:47:11,643 --> 00:47:14,726 ♪ Was came out to play, stay out my way, motherfucker ♪ 896 00:47:14,810 --> 00:47:16,685 ♪ First we gonna rock, then we gonna roll, then we let it pop... ♪ 897 00:47:16,768 --> 00:47:18,518 Ethan: Ooh. You look different. 898 00:47:18,601 --> 00:47:21,101 -What? -(song continues through earbuds) 899 00:47:21,184 --> 00:47:23,267 You look different. 900 00:47:24,851 --> 00:47:28,142 I changed. 901 00:47:28,226 --> 00:47:30,434 ♪ Let it go, let it go, X gon' give it to ya! ♪ 902 00:47:32,017 --> 00:47:34,101 ♪ ♪ 903 00:47:34,685 --> 00:47:35,976 Jules: Rue! 904 00:47:37,434 --> 00:47:40,351 -Rue: Hey. -Guess what? 905 00:47:40,434 --> 00:47:42,267 Rue: What? 906 00:47:42,351 --> 00:47:44,518 Okay, well, actually, first, 907 00:47:44,601 --> 00:47:48,434 you are the best soft-core pornographer in the game. 908 00:47:48,518 --> 00:47:50,393 So thank you. 909 00:47:50,476 --> 00:47:53,351 And second... Tyler wants to meet. 910 00:47:53,434 --> 00:47:56,059 -Like, for real? -Yeah. 911 00:47:56,142 --> 00:47:57,643 -In, like, person? -Yeah. 912 00:47:57,726 --> 00:47:59,017 -That's cool. -Yeah. 913 00:47:59,101 --> 00:48:00,017 Where? 914 00:48:00,101 --> 00:48:02,226 -The lake. -When? 915 00:48:02,309 --> 00:48:04,643 On Saturday, after the carnival. 916 00:48:05,309 --> 00:48:07,559 Like at... at night? 917 00:48:07,643 --> 00:48:09,351 Of course. Yeah. 918 00:48:10,142 --> 00:48:15,267 That doesn't... seem, like, a little weird? 919 00:48:15,351 --> 00:48:17,643 No. Sis, you watch way too much Dateline. 920 00:48:17,726 --> 00:48:20,434 Relax, like, he's our age. It's fine. 921 00:48:21,643 --> 00:48:24,184 Jules, you don't think that maybe... 922 00:48:24,267 --> 00:48:28,768 you should like meet him at the carnival, like, in public? 923 00:48:28,851 --> 00:48:31,726 I mean, we can't, like... 924 00:48:31,810 --> 00:48:35,518 He's a jock. His mom is super conservative. 925 00:48:35,601 --> 00:48:37,309 It's, like, a tough situation. It doesn't work. 926 00:48:37,393 --> 00:48:39,935 Honestly, Jules, I don't really care about the situation, 927 00:48:40,017 --> 00:48:42,059 because it just doesn't seem safe. 928 00:48:42,142 --> 00:48:44,851 I've been in situations that are way less safe. Like... 929 00:48:44,935 --> 00:48:46,810 Okay, but that's not really the point, right? 930 00:48:46,893 --> 00:48:49,142 The point is, it's dangerous. 931 00:48:50,393 --> 00:48:53,768 Rue, this is the difference between, like, you and me. Like... 932 00:48:53,851 --> 00:48:55,601 I don't always get the privilege of meeting people 933 00:48:55,685 --> 00:48:57,184 in front of a fucking audience or something. Like... 934 00:48:57,267 --> 00:48:58,893 Like, people here know I'm trans-- 935 00:48:58,976 --> 00:49:00,935 That doesn't mean that you have to meet this dude 936 00:49:01,017 --> 00:49:03,643 at, like, a fucking deserted lake in the middle of nowhere. 937 00:49:03,726 --> 00:49:06,351 Okay? It seems insane. 938 00:49:07,101 --> 00:49:11,017 Out of everyone in the world, I wanted to tell you. 939 00:49:11,768 --> 00:49:14,643 'Cause I thought you'd be happy. 940 00:49:14,726 --> 00:49:16,434 But fuck it. 941 00:49:21,726 --> 00:49:24,935 ♪ ♪ 942 00:49:53,226 --> 00:49:55,309 ♪ ♪ 943 00:50:08,351 --> 00:50:11,017 -Hey, Rue. -Hey, um, is Jules here? 944 00:50:11,101 --> 00:50:13,267 -Yeah, she's upstairs. -Can I, um... 945 00:50:13,351 --> 00:50:15,434 -Of course. Come on. -Okay. 946 00:50:15,518 --> 00:50:18,267 -(door shuts) -David: Jules, Rue's here! 947 00:50:18,351 --> 00:50:20,559 (computer playing indistinctly) 948 00:50:30,768 --> 00:50:33,017 Hey. Um... 949 00:50:33,726 --> 00:50:35,643 I don't want to fight with you. 950 00:50:36,726 --> 00:50:39,601 I don't want to fight with you, either. 951 00:50:40,893 --> 00:50:43,768 (breathes deeply) Um... 952 00:50:45,768 --> 00:50:48,935 You have to understand that I just want you to be safe, okay? 953 00:50:49,017 --> 00:50:52,976 (voice breaking): I just, I don't want anything bad to happen to you. 954 00:50:55,184 --> 00:50:57,434 And, you know, you just can't be mad at me 955 00:50:57,518 --> 00:50:58,726 for wanting you to be okay. 956 00:50:58,810 --> 00:51:02,184 You can say I'm being anxious, you know? 957 00:51:02,267 --> 00:51:04,017 Just... 958 00:51:04,101 --> 00:51:06,226 It hurts my heart too much. 959 00:51:06,309 --> 00:51:07,393 And... 960 00:51:07,476 --> 00:51:10,601 -(sobbing): It just, I-- -I'm not mad at you. 961 00:51:10,685 --> 00:51:13,101 You're the best thing that's happened to me in a really long time, 962 00:51:13,184 --> 00:51:15,101 and I just-- I-I just don't want... 963 00:51:15,184 --> 00:51:18,559 anything bad to happen, so, just, please don't be mad at me. Okay, Jules? 964 00:51:18,643 --> 00:51:20,935 -Just don't be mad. -I'm sorry. 965 00:51:21,017 --> 00:51:22,976 (sniffles) 966 00:51:24,017 --> 00:51:25,226 I get it. 967 00:51:26,476 --> 00:51:28,017 I love you. 968 00:51:28,810 --> 00:51:30,518 I really do. 969 00:51:31,226 --> 00:51:35,142 I love you, too. (breathes heavily) 970 00:51:42,851 --> 00:51:45,226 You're a mess, you know that? 971 00:51:45,309 --> 00:51:47,184 So are you. 972 00:51:52,518 --> 00:51:55,726 I hate everyone else in the world but you. 973 00:52:07,351 --> 00:52:10,226 I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I should go. 974 00:52:12,267 --> 00:52:13,893 Fuck! 975 00:52:20,017 --> 00:52:22,518 (doorbell ringing rapidly) 976 00:52:22,601 --> 00:52:24,893 -(coughs, sniffles) -(pounding on door) 977 00:52:24,976 --> 00:52:28,017 -Who is it? -Rue: It's me. Open the door. 978 00:52:28,101 --> 00:52:29,935 Fuck. 979 00:52:30,935 --> 00:52:32,226 (sighs) 980 00:52:32,309 --> 00:52:35,226 Not today, Rue. I'm sorry. 981 00:52:35,643 --> 00:52:39,101 -Come on, man. Don't be a dick. -Nah, I'm serious. 982 00:52:39,184 --> 00:52:41,226 You can't come in. 983 00:52:41,309 --> 00:52:44,476 Look, man, all I-- All I need is just, like, a few OCs. 984 00:52:44,559 --> 00:52:46,142 -That's all. -Sorry, I can't help you. 985 00:52:46,226 --> 00:52:49,393 Fez? Fez, I've had a really fucked up day, all right? 986 00:52:49,476 --> 00:52:51,518 Look, it's been a really, really fucked up day, okay? 987 00:52:51,601 --> 00:52:53,434 So I need you to open the door for me, okay? 988 00:52:53,518 --> 00:52:57,101 -Can you open the door, please? -I'm not gonna help you kill yourself, Rue. 989 00:52:59,518 --> 00:53:03,810 I'm sorry, but, you can't be coming over here no more. 990 00:53:03,893 --> 00:53:06,226 -Just go home. -Don't-- Fez! 991 00:53:06,309 --> 00:53:08,518 Don't close the-- Fuck! 992 00:53:08,601 --> 00:53:11,685 Fez, open the fucking door, please? 993 00:53:11,768 --> 00:53:14,267 I'm begging you just to open the door. 994 00:53:15,559 --> 00:53:18,184 Fez! You're full of shit, man. 995 00:53:18,267 --> 00:53:21,184 You know you make your living off of selling drugs to teenagers. 996 00:53:21,267 --> 00:53:24,935 And now all of a sudden, you want to have a fucking moral high ground? 997 00:53:25,017 --> 00:53:28,184 You're a fucking dropout drug dealer. You know that? 998 00:53:28,267 --> 00:53:29,976 You're a fucking dropout drug dealer 999 00:53:30,059 --> 00:53:32,935 with seven functioning fucking brain cells. 1000 00:53:33,935 --> 00:53:36,351 -(banging) -Open the door! 1001 00:53:37,142 --> 00:53:38,810 Fuck you! 1002 00:53:38,893 --> 00:53:41,101 Fuck you, Fez. Okay? 1003 00:53:41,184 --> 00:53:43,393 Are you doing this because you care about me? 1004 00:53:43,476 --> 00:53:46,184 If you gave a shit about me, you wouldn't have sold me 1005 00:53:46,267 --> 00:53:48,601 the fucking drugs in the first place! 1006 00:53:48,685 --> 00:53:51,851 But you did! You fucking did! 1007 00:53:51,935 --> 00:53:54,476 So open the goddamned door! 1008 00:53:54,559 --> 00:53:55,893 Open the door! 1009 00:53:55,976 --> 00:53:58,226 -I can't do it, Rue. I'm sorry. -Open the door! 1010 00:53:58,309 --> 00:54:01,309 Open the door! Open the door! 1011 00:54:02,851 --> 00:54:04,518 Open the door. 1012 00:54:05,184 --> 00:54:07,518 (whimpering) 1013 00:54:07,601 --> 00:54:10,101 You did this to me! 1014 00:54:10,184 --> 00:54:13,810 You fucking-- You did this to me, Fez. 1015 00:54:15,184 --> 00:54:17,935 You fucking ruined my life! 1016 00:54:18,017 --> 00:54:22,434 The least you could do is open the goddamned door and fix it! 1017 00:54:22,518 --> 00:54:25,935 I'm fucking serious. I'm so fucking serious. 1018 00:54:26,017 --> 00:54:30,017 If you don't open this door right now, I swear to God, 1019 00:54:30,101 --> 00:54:33,685 I will hate you, till the day I fucking die. 1020 00:54:36,559 --> 00:54:38,226 (mutters): I'm sorry. 1021 00:54:38,309 --> 00:54:39,559 (screams) 1022 00:54:39,643 --> 00:54:43,101 You fucking did this to me! (sobbing) 1023 00:54:43,976 --> 00:54:46,643 (whimpering): Open the fucking door. 1024 00:54:46,726 --> 00:54:48,685 -Open the door, Fez! -(banging) 1025 00:54:48,768 --> 00:54:50,309 Come on, man! 1026 00:54:50,393 --> 00:54:52,559 -(banging rapidly) -That is so fucked up! 1027 00:54:55,059 --> 00:54:57,559 (panting) 1028 00:54:59,101 --> 00:55:02,184 ♪ Ah ♪ 1029 00:55:02,267 --> 00:55:05,559 ♪ Doing it all for love ♪ 1030 00:55:05,643 --> 00:55:09,142 ♪ Doing it all ♪ 1031 00:55:09,226 --> 00:55:11,893 ♪ Doing it all for love ♪ 1032 00:55:13,017 --> 00:55:16,476 ♪ Whoa ♪ 1033 00:55:16,559 --> 00:55:19,476 ♪ Taking it all for love ♪ 1034 00:55:19,559 --> 00:55:23,184 ♪ Taking it all ♪ 1035 00:55:23,267 --> 00:55:25,726 ♪ Taking it all for love ♪ 1036 00:55:25,810 --> 00:55:29,142 Hey, um... is this Ali? 1037 00:55:29,810 --> 00:55:32,810 Uh, this is Rue. 1038 00:55:32,893 --> 00:55:35,434 I was just calling to see if maybe you 1039 00:55:35,518 --> 00:55:39,059 still wanted to get pancakes or something? 1040 00:55:40,267 --> 00:55:44,267 ♪ ♪ 1041 00:55:44,351 --> 00:55:46,893 (song playing fast-forward): ♪ Taking it all for love ♪ 1042 00:55:46,976 --> 00:55:48,434 ♪ Taking it all ♪ 1043 00:55:49,518 --> 00:55:52,643 ♪ Taking it all ♪ 1044 00:55:56,434 --> 00:56:00,309 ♪ Doing it all for love ♪ 1045 00:56:00,393 --> 00:56:03,017 ♪ Doing it all ♪ 1046 00:56:03,101 --> 00:56:06,643 ♪ Doing it all for love ♪ 1047 00:56:33,226 --> 00:56:35,309 ♪ ♪ 1048 00:57:10,559 --> 00:57:13,393 ♪ Taking it all for love ♪ 1049 00:57:14,226 --> 00:57:16,393 ♪ Taking it all ♪