1 00:00:08,810 --> 00:00:13,810 Subtitles by explosiveskull www.OpenSubtitles.org 2 00:00:16,037 --> 00:00:18,204 I was once happy. Content. 3 00:00:18,206 --> 00:00:21,416 Sloshing around in my own private, primordial pool. 4 00:00:21,418 --> 00:00:23,876 Then one day, for reasons beyond my control, 5 00:00:23,878 --> 00:00:26,587 I was repeatedly crushed... 6 00:00:26,589 --> 00:00:31,759 over and over by the cruel cervix of my mother, Leslie. 7 00:00:31,761 --> 00:00:35,138 I put up a good fight, but I lost, 8 00:00:35,140 --> 00:00:38,685 for the first time, but not the last. 9 00:00:41,980 --> 00:00:45,148 I was born three days after 9/11. 10 00:00:45,150 --> 00:00:50,403 I can hear you, I can hear you, the rest of the world hears you, 11 00:00:50,405 --> 00:00:53,239 and the people who knocked these buildings down 12 00:00:53,241 --> 00:00:54,826 will hear all of us soon. 13 00:00:57,078 --> 00:01:00,707 USA, USA! USA, USA! 14 00:01:03,668 --> 00:01:05,918 My mother and father spent two days in the hospital, 15 00:01:05,920 --> 00:01:08,838 holding me under the soft glow of the television, 16 00:01:08,840 --> 00:01:11,674 watching those towers fall over and over again, 17 00:01:11,676 --> 00:01:14,969 until the feelings of grief gave way to numbness. 18 00:01:14,971 --> 00:01:16,971 And then, without warning, 19 00:01:16,973 --> 00:01:19,348 a middle-class childhood in an American suburb. 20 00:01:19,350 --> 00:01:22,643 Thirteen... fourteen... 21 00:01:22,645 --> 00:01:25,521 fifteen... sixteen... 22 00:01:25,523 --> 00:01:27,315 - What are you looking at, Rue? - Seventeen... 23 00:01:27,317 --> 00:01:30,026 Rue, look at me. 24 00:01:30,028 --> 00:01:36,242 - One, two, three... - What are you doing, Rue? 25 00:01:42,290 --> 00:01:44,999 I'd say she's suffering from obsessive compulsive disorder... 26 00:01:45,001 --> 00:01:46,667 It's not like I was physically abused... 27 00:01:46,669 --> 00:01:48,252 ...attention deficit disorder... 28 00:01:48,254 --> 00:01:49,921 - ...or had a shortage of clean water... - ...general anxiety disorder... 29 00:01:49,923 --> 00:01:51,506 ...or was molested by a family member. 30 00:01:51,508 --> 00:01:55,510 ...and possibly bipolar disorder. But she's a little young to tell. 31 00:01:55,512 --> 00:01:58,054 So, explain this shit to me. 32 00:01:58,056 --> 00:02:00,056 Honey, it's just the way your brain was hardwired. 33 00:02:00,058 --> 00:02:04,602 Plenty of great, intelligent, funny, interesting, and creative people 34 00:02:04,604 --> 00:02:07,313 have struggled with the same things you struggle with. 35 00:02:07,315 --> 00:02:09,692 Like who? 36 00:02:10,819 --> 00:02:12,237 Vincent Van Gogh. 37 00:02:15,031 --> 00:02:16,948 Sylvia Plath. 38 00:02:16,950 --> 00:02:19,450 And your favorite, Britney Spears. 39 00:02:19,452 --> 00:02:21,619 - She's bald! - Oh, my God! 40 00:02:21,621 --> 00:02:23,748 She is completely bald. 41 00:02:25,375 --> 00:02:29,710 I don't remember much between the ages of eight and 12. 42 00:02:29,712 --> 00:02:33,965 Just that the world moved fast and my brain moved slow. 43 00:02:33,967 --> 00:02:37,137 Does anybody have any idea of what a preposition might be? 44 00:02:38,555 --> 00:02:43,184 And every now and then, if I focused too closely on the way I breathed... 45 00:02:46,104 --> 00:02:48,523 ...I'd die. 46 00:02:53,570 --> 00:02:55,111 Slow down, just breathe. 47 00:02:55,113 --> 00:02:57,238 Until every second of every day, 48 00:02:57,240 --> 00:03:01,035 you find yourself trying to outrun your anxiety. 49 00:03:05,373 --> 00:03:07,290 What's wrong, Rue? 50 00:03:07,292 --> 00:03:09,208 And quite frankly... 51 00:03:09,210 --> 00:03:12,003 I'm just fucking exhausted. 52 00:03:12,005 --> 00:03:15,631 You said the doctor was in our network. How could he suddenly be out of network? 53 00:03:15,633 --> 00:03:18,509 I can't afford it. 54 00:03:18,511 --> 00:03:20,052 Did you see that video of the beauty queen 55 00:03:20,054 --> 00:03:22,180 who got acid thrown on her face? 56 00:03:22,182 --> 00:03:25,349 - Mm, what? No. - It's pretty fucked up. 57 00:03:25,351 --> 00:03:29,147 - Hey, Mom, you got any tampons? - In my bathroom, under the sink. 58 00:03:29,355 --> 00:03:34,152 And at some point, you make a choice about who you are and what you want. 59 00:03:39,365 --> 00:03:41,618 Oh, my... 60 00:03:55,548 --> 00:03:57,590 All right, Gia, let's roll. 61 00:03:57,592 --> 00:04:00,426 Why is the co-payment $300? 62 00:04:00,428 --> 00:04:03,056 Rue, did you eat breakfast? 63 00:04:06,017 --> 00:04:10,313 - What's with the sunglasses? - What sunglasses? 64 00:04:21,241 --> 00:04:25,827 I just showed up one day, without a map or a compass... 65 00:04:25,829 --> 00:04:27,620 Attention, students, we need to lockdown. 66 00:04:27,622 --> 00:04:32,210 ...or to be honest, anyone capable of giving on iota of good fucking advice. 67 00:04:35,839 --> 00:04:40,133 And I know it all may seem sad, but guess what? 68 00:04:40,135 --> 00:04:44,472 I didn't build this system, nor did I fuck it up. 69 00:05:09,539 --> 00:05:14,002 And then it happens. That moment when your breath starts to slow. 70 00:05:20,925 --> 00:05:25,472 And every time you breathe, you breathe out all the oxygen you have. 71 00:05:28,016 --> 00:05:31,017 And everything stops: 72 00:05:31,019 --> 00:05:34,228 your heart, your lungs, 73 00:05:34,230 --> 00:05:36,274 then finally, your brain. 74 00:05:38,610 --> 00:05:44,532 And everything you feel, and wish, and want to forget, it all just sinks. 75 00:05:48,411 --> 00:05:51,164 And then suddenly... 76 00:05:56,169 --> 00:06:00,256 ...you give it air again, give it life again. 77 00:06:05,053 --> 00:06:09,597 I remember the first time it happened to me I got so scared I wanted to call 911. 78 00:06:09,599 --> 00:06:13,561 Go to the hospital and be kept alive by machines and apple juice. 79 00:06:16,064 --> 00:06:18,523 But I didn't want to look like an idiot, 80 00:06:18,525 --> 00:06:21,111 and I didn't want to fuck up everyone's night. 81 00:06:22,529 --> 00:06:27,156 And then over time, it's all I wanted... 82 00:06:27,158 --> 00:06:29,911 those two seconds of nothingness. 83 00:07:19,627 --> 00:07:25,298 I spent a good portion of the summer before junior year in rehab. 84 00:07:25,300 --> 00:07:31,012 God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, 85 00:07:31,014 --> 00:07:34,056 the courage to change the things I can, 86 00:07:34,058 --> 00:07:36,352 and the wisdom to know the difference. 87 00:07:51,659 --> 00:07:53,242 Rue! 88 00:07:53,244 --> 00:07:55,828 - Come here! - Hey. 89 00:07:55,830 --> 00:07:58,456 - How are you? - Good. 90 00:07:58,458 --> 00:08:00,333 - I missed you. - I missed you, too. 91 00:08:00,335 --> 00:08:02,587 Look at you. Are you growing? No. 92 00:08:04,547 --> 00:08:06,633 Hey! 93 00:08:14,390 --> 00:08:16,851 I'm very happy for you, Rue. 94 00:08:18,895 --> 00:08:21,856 You're about to start a brand-new chapter. 95 00:08:44,754 --> 00:08:48,925 It was the end of summer, the week before school started. 96 00:08:51,553 --> 00:08:56,391 I had no intention of staying clean. And Jules had just moved to town. 97 00:09:06,985 --> 00:09:10,611 There's some new girl in town that I think you gonna be friends with. 98 00:09:10,613 --> 00:09:13,990 - Who? - Shit, I don't know. 99 00:09:13,992 --> 00:09:17,243 She came in yesterday lookin' all Sailor Moon and shit. 100 00:09:17,245 --> 00:09:22,331 I'm thinking to myself, like, look like somebody Rue would get along with. 101 00:09:22,333 --> 00:09:25,209 Which was sort of like a dead-on observation for Fezco, 102 00:09:25,211 --> 00:09:28,965 who's not normally revolving in the same direction as planet Earth. 103 00:09:30,925 --> 00:09:33,050 So, how long you been back? 104 00:09:33,052 --> 00:09:35,928 - Five days. - And like, how are you feeling? 105 00:09:35,930 --> 00:09:39,640 I mean, ever since I gave my life over to my lord and savior Jesus Christ, 106 00:09:39,642 --> 00:09:41,225 things have been, like, really good. 107 00:09:41,227 --> 00:09:44,604 - Word? That's what's up. - Yeah. 108 00:09:44,606 --> 00:09:47,940 - I'm fucking with you. It was a joke. - Shit. 109 00:09:47,942 --> 00:09:50,818 Hey, I don't judge. 110 00:09:50,820 --> 00:09:53,946 - But low-key, is Ashtray in the back? - Are you serious? 111 00:09:53,948 --> 00:09:56,616 What, you think 'cause I went to rehab, I stayed clean? 112 00:09:56,618 --> 00:09:59,368 I mean, ain't that the point? 113 00:09:59,370 --> 00:10:01,412 Yeah, well, the world's coming to an end, 114 00:10:01,414 --> 00:10:04,876 and I haven't even graduated high school yet. 115 00:10:14,094 --> 00:10:16,010 I thought your ass was dead. 116 00:10:16,012 --> 00:10:18,429 I thought you had Asperger's till I realized you're just a prick. 117 00:10:18,431 --> 00:10:20,973 This is a fickle industry. Y'all come and go. 118 00:10:20,975 --> 00:10:24,310 I'm just trying to stack my cash, pay off our mortgage. 119 00:10:24,312 --> 00:10:26,564 So what the fuck you want? 120 00:10:30,610 --> 00:10:33,069 - You don't want to try nothin' new? - Like what? 121 00:10:33,071 --> 00:10:38,199 2C-T-2, 2C-T-7, and 5-MeO-DIPT. 122 00:10:38,201 --> 00:10:40,410 I'm sorry, I have zero fucking idea what you just said. 123 00:10:40,412 --> 00:10:44,747 It doesn't matter. But this shit is fucking lit. 124 00:10:44,749 --> 00:10:49,085 - What is it? - N-diisopropyl-5-methoxytryptamine. 125 00:10:49,087 --> 00:10:51,131 It's a fast-acting psychedelic. 126 00:10:52,340 --> 00:10:57,760 Got some similarities to LSD, but with, like, key differences. 127 00:10:57,762 --> 00:11:02,851 Not as visual and shit, but definitely a sense distorter. 128 00:11:06,980 --> 00:11:10,440 What's wrong? 129 00:11:10,442 --> 00:11:13,192 I'm just so happy. 130 00:11:13,194 --> 00:11:15,403 I don't know. The shit's been blowing up in Tampa, 131 00:11:15,405 --> 00:11:18,239 and mad people like to fuck on it. 132 00:11:18,241 --> 00:11:22,535 - Okay. Yeah. - That'll be 120. 133 00:11:22,537 --> 00:11:24,912 - Fez said he'd spot me. - Fezco don't spot nobody. 134 00:11:24,914 --> 00:11:26,831 Yeah, well, it's a post-rehab discount, so you should ask him. 135 00:11:26,833 --> 00:11:28,626 I will go ask him, 'cause I know you're full of shit. 136 00:11:41,181 --> 00:11:43,431 In truth, I didn't have much of an issue with Nate 137 00:11:43,433 --> 00:11:45,433 until all the bullshit with Jules. 138 00:11:45,435 --> 00:11:49,103 I mean, I never liked him, and once, during freshman formal, 139 00:11:49,105 --> 00:11:51,483 he tried to finger me on the dance floor without my permission. 140 00:11:52,525 --> 00:11:55,777 But like... it's America. 141 00:11:55,779 --> 00:11:58,196 And if they were throwing an end-of-summer party... 142 00:11:58,198 --> 00:12:01,532 Yo, I'd do it for Rue! 143 00:12:01,534 --> 00:12:03,076 ...of course I'd fucking go. 144 00:12:03,078 --> 00:12:06,079 Yo. The whole world's gonna be talking about 145 00:12:06,081 --> 00:12:09,207 how McKay threw the grimiest fucking banger of the summer. 146 00:12:09,209 --> 00:12:14,128 I don't know, bro. You know my mom is real OCD. A little scratch on the wall, 147 00:12:14,130 --> 00:12:15,671 the dishes are out of order. 148 00:12:15,673 --> 00:12:18,966 We'll just take a picture of everything. We'll put it back the way we found it. 149 00:12:18,968 --> 00:12:21,010 What the fuck is this, Mission Impossible? 150 00:12:21,012 --> 00:12:23,096 Would you stop worrying about your mom, 151 00:12:23,098 --> 00:12:24,889 and start worrying about all the fucking pussy 152 00:12:24,891 --> 00:12:26,766 that we're gonna smash tonight, bro. 153 00:12:26,768 --> 00:12:30,394 No, no, no, no, no. Wait. Isn't Maddy coming tonight? 154 00:12:30,396 --> 00:12:34,315 I don't know. I don't give a fuck. She broke up with me. Fuck her. 155 00:12:34,317 --> 00:12:36,275 See, no, bro. 'Cause she's crazy. 156 00:12:36,277 --> 00:12:39,529 I don't want her to come and try to burn my house down. 157 00:12:39,531 --> 00:12:41,072 - Burn your... - Yeah. 158 00:12:41,074 --> 00:12:43,157 Shut the fuck up. 159 00:12:43,159 --> 00:12:46,327 Yo. This is exactly what I'm talking about. 160 00:12:46,329 --> 00:12:48,621 Right here. I'm gonna tell you something... 161 00:12:48,623 --> 00:12:51,624 - Don't do anything stupid. Come on. - Yeah, yeah. 162 00:12:51,626 --> 00:12:53,376 Hey, yo, what up, B? 163 00:12:53,378 --> 00:12:56,170 Yo, how 'bout you come and ride on this dick? 164 00:12:56,172 --> 00:12:58,633 No, Nate, chill, bro. Come on man. 165 00:13:00,510 --> 00:13:02,677 Fuck, bro. 166 00:13:02,679 --> 00:13:04,305 Whoops. 167 00:13:12,689 --> 00:13:17,485 Jules moved from the city to the suburbs after her mom and dad got divorced. 168 00:13:20,488 --> 00:13:22,363 She doesn't really like to talk about it, 169 00:13:22,365 --> 00:13:24,490 but dads almost never get full custody, 170 00:13:24,492 --> 00:13:27,328 so you know some shit definitely went down. 171 00:13:29,497 --> 00:13:32,540 She went to, like, three weeks of summer school with Kat, 172 00:13:32,542 --> 00:13:35,670 who failed Intro to Visual Arts. 173 00:14:40,735 --> 00:14:44,028 - Do you think my areolas look weird? - No. 174 00:14:44,030 --> 00:14:48,116 - But, like, the edges, though. - Maddy, they're fine. 175 00:14:48,118 --> 00:14:49,909 Fine like they're kind of weird, or fine like 176 00:14:49,911 --> 00:14:51,994 nobody but me would ever notice what I notice? 177 00:14:51,996 --> 00:14:55,039 Fine like shut the fuck up, Maddy. 178 00:14:55,041 --> 00:14:57,083 I'm disgusting. I literally look disgusting. 179 00:14:57,085 --> 00:14:59,710 Maddy, you just snap the fuck out of this. You're hot as fuck. 180 00:14:59,712 --> 00:15:02,797 - Nate's a loser. Who cares? - He's not a loser. He's a dick. 181 00:15:02,799 --> 00:15:05,133 All dicks are losers. Duh. 182 00:15:05,135 --> 00:15:07,802 Look, bottom line: y'all need to walk into this party 183 00:15:07,804 --> 00:15:09,887 like your pussy costs a million dollars. 184 00:15:09,889 --> 00:15:12,306 For real, I'd settle for like fifty grand. 185 00:15:12,308 --> 00:15:13,933 Fifty grand is a million dollars. 186 00:15:13,935 --> 00:15:17,645 I'd settle for, like, four Corona Lights and some non-rapey affection. 187 00:15:17,647 --> 00:15:21,441 - That's kind of depressing. - Nate's totally ruined my confidence. 188 00:15:21,443 --> 00:15:23,484 You know when somebody just constantly criticizes, 189 00:15:23,486 --> 00:15:25,111 like, everything about you? 190 00:15:25,113 --> 00:15:26,779 Yep. That's, like, every guy. 191 00:15:26,781 --> 00:15:28,990 You just need to catch a dick and forget about your troubles. 192 00:15:28,992 --> 00:15:31,284 Girl, you just need to catch a dick. 193 00:15:31,286 --> 00:15:32,994 Seriously, Maddy, the best thing to do after a breakup 194 00:15:32,996 --> 00:15:34,954 is to fuck someone new, and then move on. 195 00:15:34,956 --> 00:15:37,832 Please, Kat, remind me again how many guys you've fucked? 196 00:15:37,834 --> 00:15:41,210 And, oh, yeah, cat-fishing, that don't count. 197 00:15:41,212 --> 00:15:44,589 Can you not be a cunt for like, 15 seconds? 198 00:15:44,591 --> 00:15:49,095 Dad, stop being a pervert! We're literally, like, all naked! 199 00:15:58,438 --> 00:16:00,273 Fuck. 200 00:16:01,608 --> 00:16:03,359 Okay. 201 00:16:06,237 --> 00:16:08,237 - Where were you? - I went to eat. 202 00:16:08,239 --> 00:16:10,573 - What do you mean, you went to eat? - What? 203 00:16:10,575 --> 00:16:13,159 What? Don't walk away from me. 204 00:16:13,161 --> 00:16:16,621 - You know what, Rue? I don't trust you. - I don't know what you want me to say. 205 00:16:16,623 --> 00:16:18,623 I want you to tell me where you were. 206 00:16:18,625 --> 00:16:21,042 - I just said I went to fucking eat! - Don't you talk to me like that! 207 00:16:21,044 --> 00:16:22,627 You know what? I'm gonna drug test you. 208 00:16:22,629 --> 00:16:24,879 - Don't be slamming no doors around here. - It was an accident. 209 00:16:24,881 --> 00:16:27,673 I don't care. You're not leaving this house until you take a drug test. 210 00:16:27,675 --> 00:16:31,805 - I just peed! - Slam another door. 211 00:16:32,931 --> 00:16:35,683 That girl's gonna be the death of me. 212 00:16:41,981 --> 00:16:43,606 Shit. 213 00:16:43,608 --> 00:16:46,234 Now, there's a few ways to beat a drug test. 214 00:16:46,236 --> 00:16:48,778 The first is simple. Stop doing drugs. 215 00:16:48,780 --> 00:16:54,075 But if you're in a bind and totally fucked, option one: niacin. 216 00:16:54,077 --> 00:16:58,621 It's a B vitamin that, like, breaks down fat and chemicals or whatever, 217 00:16:58,623 --> 00:17:01,416 and if you take a lot of it, like 2,000 milligrams, 218 00:17:01,418 --> 00:17:03,378 then chug a few gallons of water, 219 00:17:03,586 --> 00:17:05,461 you can flush your system in two to three days. 220 00:17:05,463 --> 00:17:07,922 The only problem is, it has a few side effects. 221 00:17:07,924 --> 00:17:10,049 Skin flushing, extreme dizziness, vomiting, 222 00:17:10,051 --> 00:17:13,428 rapid heartbeat, and sometimes death. 223 00:17:13,430 --> 00:17:16,889 I don't recommend it. Nor does any legit drug site on the internet. 224 00:17:16,891 --> 00:17:20,145 Option 2: synthetic urine. 225 00:17:21,604 --> 00:17:23,229 Yeah, fucking right. 226 00:17:23,231 --> 00:17:27,277 Option 3: get a non-drug addict friend to piss for you. 227 00:17:29,487 --> 00:17:31,904 The only problem is... 228 00:17:31,906 --> 00:17:34,282 ...most over-the-counter home drug testing kits 229 00:17:34,284 --> 00:17:38,035 come with a heat-sensor strip that detects the temperature of your urine. 230 00:17:38,037 --> 00:17:41,291 And if your parents watch you pee, you can't really do the sink trick. 231 00:17:44,085 --> 00:17:46,171 So you gotta get it fresh. 232 00:17:49,090 --> 00:17:50,631 Hey, Rue. 233 00:17:50,633 --> 00:17:53,593 - Hey, I... I need a favor. - What? 234 00:17:53,595 --> 00:17:57,891 - I... like for real, Lexi. - What? 235 00:17:59,225 --> 00:18:02,310 Side effects of this option? 236 00:18:02,312 --> 00:18:04,353 Are you serious? 237 00:18:04,355 --> 00:18:05,982 Please. 238 00:18:07,942 --> 00:18:09,944 Thanks. 239 00:18:11,988 --> 00:18:15,448 Hey, Rue. 240 00:18:15,450 --> 00:18:17,158 How was rehab? 241 00:18:17,160 --> 00:18:19,162 Shit. 242 00:18:20,747 --> 00:18:25,583 - It was good. It was really good. - Well, that's good. 243 00:18:25,585 --> 00:18:28,252 - How long have you been back? - Five days. 244 00:18:28,254 --> 00:18:30,006 Oh. 245 00:18:31,424 --> 00:18:33,633 - New chapter. - Mom. 246 00:18:33,635 --> 00:18:35,843 Hmm? 247 00:18:35,845 --> 00:18:39,514 Lexi and I have known each other since pre-school. 248 00:18:39,516 --> 00:18:42,183 And like, in some ways she's my best friend, 249 00:18:42,185 --> 00:18:44,393 even though I think we've grown apart. 250 00:18:44,395 --> 00:18:46,523 We don't really have much in common anymore. 251 00:18:49,401 --> 00:18:52,235 Did you meet any cute guys there? 252 00:18:52,237 --> 00:18:55,698 - Here's that eyeliner. - Thanks. 253 00:19:04,791 --> 00:19:06,793 Mom, I have to pee! 254 00:19:08,086 --> 00:19:09,794 I wish we could do this in a way 255 00:19:09,796 --> 00:19:12,797 that wasn't a complete invasion of my privacy. 256 00:19:12,799 --> 00:19:15,341 Well, you lost your right to privacy after your overdose. 257 00:19:15,343 --> 00:19:18,012 - That was a mistake. - Don't be flip, Rue. 258 00:19:19,764 --> 00:19:23,101 Could you... Thank you. 259 00:19:28,440 --> 00:19:31,524 You don't understand. This was the most frightening moment 260 00:19:31,526 --> 00:19:33,776 a mother could witness. And Gia... 261 00:19:33,778 --> 00:19:38,030 - Gia, who absolutely idolizes you... - I know, Mom. 262 00:19:38,032 --> 00:19:40,869 To have her find you unconscious... 263 00:19:43,872 --> 00:19:46,873 Can we just... Can we not do this right now, Mom? 264 00:19:46,875 --> 00:19:48,585 Rue? 265 00:19:51,087 --> 00:19:53,131 Rue? 266 00:19:56,217 --> 00:19:58,386 Rue. 267 00:20:07,645 --> 00:20:11,775 I know a lot of you probably hate me right now, and I get it. 268 00:20:12,859 --> 00:20:17,072 If I could be a different person, I promise you, I would. 269 00:20:18,823 --> 00:20:23,034 Not because I want it, but because they do. 270 00:20:23,036 --> 00:20:25,580 And therein lies the catch. 271 00:20:28,083 --> 00:20:32,545 I'm sorry... for slamming the door earlier. 272 00:20:36,716 --> 00:20:40,553 It's okay. I forgive you. Come here. 273 00:20:48,394 --> 00:20:49,977 Hey, Mom? 274 00:20:49,979 --> 00:20:52,021 - Yeah? - Can I spend the night at Lexi's? 275 00:20:52,023 --> 00:20:53,981 - Yeah, that's fine. - Thanks. 276 00:20:53,983 --> 00:20:55,652 Yeah. 277 00:21:53,668 --> 00:21:58,089 - Where you going? - I don't know. Some party, or something. 278 00:21:59,340 --> 00:22:01,507 Or something? 279 00:22:01,509 --> 00:22:03,845 Dad. 280 00:22:05,221 --> 00:22:08,598 I know. You know, just, new town. Be safe. 281 00:22:08,600 --> 00:22:11,601 - Yeah. I'm fine. - Good. 282 00:22:11,603 --> 00:22:13,561 - Love you. - I love you, too. 283 00:22:13,563 --> 00:22:15,648 - Okay. - Have fun. 284 00:22:32,540 --> 00:22:35,919 Jules told me later what had happened. 285 00:23:10,703 --> 00:23:12,620 Looking back on it, 286 00:23:12,622 --> 00:23:16,249 she probably would have just been better off going to McKay's. 287 00:23:16,251 --> 00:23:17,669 But... 288 00:23:47,657 --> 00:23:49,534 Come in. 289 00:23:58,501 --> 00:24:01,335 Yo, so, Cassie's a whore. Fact. 290 00:24:01,337 --> 00:24:04,672 No, she's not. Fact. She's not even that type of girl. 291 00:24:04,674 --> 00:24:07,425 Oh. Have you seen her slut pages, though? 292 00:24:07,427 --> 00:24:09,510 - No. - They're wild, yo. 293 00:24:09,512 --> 00:24:12,263 - She's like a fuckin' freak - Cassie's on the slut pages? 294 00:24:12,265 --> 00:24:14,557 Yo, we gotta see this shit. 295 00:24:14,559 --> 00:24:16,225 Yo, what are y'all even doing out the room, man? 296 00:24:16,227 --> 00:24:17,810 - Go back upstairs, bro. - What? 297 00:24:17,812 --> 00:24:20,021 - Thing one and thing two. Take it up. - Oh, yo. 298 00:24:20,023 --> 00:24:22,940 - Take it up. - Relax. No one gets here till ten. 299 00:24:22,942 --> 00:24:26,360 What's up, Nate? What's good, what's good, good lookin'. 300 00:24:26,362 --> 00:24:29,697 Look, all I'm saying is, I think you did Cassie. That's it. 301 00:24:29,699 --> 00:24:32,617 Whether I like her or not is irrelevant. 302 00:24:32,619 --> 00:24:36,287 The fact is, she's a fucking whore through and through, bro. 303 00:24:36,289 --> 00:24:38,873 All right, look, I don't know what she's done, guys, but I'm just saying, 304 00:24:38,875 --> 00:24:42,168 I think she's cool. She's smart. She's funny. 305 00:24:42,170 --> 00:24:43,713 Bro, she likes cars, man. 306 00:24:45,840 --> 00:24:48,466 She loves cars. Shit, thank you for telling me. 307 00:24:48,468 --> 00:24:50,510 - What the fuck? - Dude's got mad feelings. 308 00:24:50,512 --> 00:24:52,970 For real, yo. McKay's about to start a Pinterest, guys. 309 00:24:52,972 --> 00:24:55,264 Just wait. Give it a minute. 310 00:24:55,266 --> 00:24:58,269 Yo, did you say you don't know what she's done? 311 00:25:02,190 --> 00:25:04,734 No, I don't know. 312 00:25:05,819 --> 00:25:10,281 Take a seat. You and I are gonna take a little trip to the land of shame, bro. 313 00:25:17,914 --> 00:25:20,289 Here's the fucking thing that pisses me off about the world. 314 00:25:20,291 --> 00:25:23,000 Like, every time someone's shit gets leaked, 315 00:25:23,002 --> 00:25:24,961 whether it's J. Law or Leslie Jones, 316 00:25:24,963 --> 00:25:27,046 the whole world's like, "Well if you don't want it out there, 317 00:25:27,048 --> 00:25:28,673 don't take the nudes in the first place." 318 00:25:28,675 --> 00:25:33,594 I'm sorry. I know your generation relied on flowers and fathers' permission, 319 00:25:33,596 --> 00:25:36,431 but it's 2019, and unless you're Amish, 320 00:25:36,433 --> 00:25:40,017 nudes are the currency of love, so stop shaming us. 321 00:25:40,019 --> 00:25:43,396 Shame the assholes who create password-protected online directories 322 00:25:43,398 --> 00:25:46,482 of naked, underage girls. 323 00:25:46,484 --> 00:25:49,026 Cassie's actually super sweet. 324 00:25:49,028 --> 00:25:51,446 You remember, like, from earlier. 325 00:25:51,448 --> 00:25:55,783 - Yo, Rue, Rue. - Hey. How you been? 326 00:25:55,785 --> 00:25:57,910 She's just being coy. 327 00:25:57,912 --> 00:26:01,748 'Cause she has a new boyfriend she's head over heels for. 328 00:26:01,750 --> 00:26:04,417 Mom, stop being retarded. He's not my boyfriend. 329 00:26:04,419 --> 00:26:06,419 Oh. Okay. 330 00:26:06,421 --> 00:26:09,672 Who's that handsome young man who came over for dinner last night? 331 00:26:09,674 --> 00:26:13,801 - Oh, my God, Mom! Stop! - Christopher McKay. 332 00:26:13,803 --> 00:26:15,762 So, you're dating McKay. 333 00:26:15,764 --> 00:26:19,223 Okay, Mom, I'm literally going to poison you in your sleep. 334 00:26:19,225 --> 00:26:21,269 So, Rue, how was rehab? 335 00:26:25,607 --> 00:26:27,940 Did you meet any cute guys there? 336 00:26:27,942 --> 00:26:31,194 - Here's that eyeliner. - Thanks. 337 00:26:31,196 --> 00:26:32,987 But anyway, back to this bullshit. 338 00:26:32,989 --> 00:26:35,950 And the Oscar goes to... 339 00:26:37,243 --> 00:26:39,368 - Oh! - Shit! 340 00:26:39,370 --> 00:26:41,579 I'm talkin' 'bout, like, tag team. 341 00:26:41,581 --> 00:26:44,415 - That's what I'm saying. Double team. - Like, triple. 342 00:26:44,417 --> 00:26:47,543 - With Roy in the front. - You can't tell that that's her, man. 343 00:26:47,545 --> 00:26:50,171 - It's her, bro. - This is her. Look at her titties. 344 00:26:50,173 --> 00:26:53,466 You want my advice? You fuck her like the whore she is, 345 00:26:53,468 --> 00:26:55,134 you kick her ass to the curb. 346 00:26:55,136 --> 00:26:56,886 If you don't, we will. 347 00:26:56,888 --> 00:26:58,888 Shut your all little virgin asses up, man. 348 00:26:58,890 --> 00:27:00,556 Y'all wouldn't even know what to do with that. 349 00:27:00,558 --> 00:27:04,936 Are you crazy? I just got a tutorial, step-by-step. 350 00:27:04,938 --> 00:27:06,979 It's obvious that Nate got in McKay's head, 351 00:27:06,981 --> 00:27:11,277 because Cassie told Lexi, and Lexi told me, that the night of the party... 352 00:27:13,113 --> 00:27:15,031 What? 353 00:27:16,658 --> 00:27:19,117 Nothing. 354 00:27:19,119 --> 00:27:21,329 Why do you keep staring at me? 355 00:27:24,833 --> 00:27:29,252 I'm sorry. Kind of spaced out for a second. 356 00:27:29,254 --> 00:27:31,548 I wasn't being weird, was I? 357 00:27:32,757 --> 00:27:34,968 No. You're being cute. 358 00:27:36,344 --> 00:27:39,472 Listen, I don't want to sound corny or whatever, but... 359 00:27:40,890 --> 00:27:44,142 ...you are literally the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. 360 00:27:44,144 --> 00:27:46,396 They hooked up. 361 00:27:54,362 --> 00:27:57,113 Fuck. 362 00:27:57,115 --> 00:27:59,031 You always this wet? 363 00:27:59,033 --> 00:28:01,286 Kind of. It's super embarrassing. 364 00:28:02,537 --> 00:28:07,125 - Does it turn you off? - Not at all. It's cool. 365 00:28:10,628 --> 00:28:13,131 Stay right here. 366 00:28:37,697 --> 00:28:39,074 Aah! 367 00:28:40,700 --> 00:28:43,826 McKay. McKay, stop! Stop... 368 00:28:43,828 --> 00:28:45,995 Now, I know this looks disturbing, but for real, 369 00:28:45,997 --> 00:28:49,290 I promise you, this does not end in a rape. 370 00:28:49,292 --> 00:28:53,711 But here's the thing. Everyone on the planet watches porn. Fact. 371 00:28:53,713 --> 00:28:57,965 And if you were to click on the 20 most popular videos on Porn Hub right now, 372 00:28:57,967 --> 00:29:00,051 this is basically what you'd see: 373 00:29:00,053 --> 00:29:02,222 Good girl, yes, yes. 374 00:29:03,431 --> 00:29:06,017 Are you gonna be an obedient little slut? 375 00:29:09,270 --> 00:29:11,187 - Say thank you, again. - Oh, thank you. 376 00:29:11,189 --> 00:29:13,481 I'm not trying to be sex negative or anything. I'm just saying... 377 00:29:13,483 --> 00:29:15,024 Stop! 378 00:29:15,026 --> 00:29:16,734 ...this shit isn't out of left fucking field. 379 00:29:16,736 --> 00:29:19,320 - Fuck, McKay! - What did I do? 380 00:29:19,322 --> 00:29:20,863 Why would you grab me like that? I couldn't breathe. 381 00:29:20,865 --> 00:29:24,951 - I don't know. I thought you liked that. - Why the fuck would I like that? 382 00:29:24,953 --> 00:29:27,870 Cassie, I'm sorry. I didn't know. 383 00:29:27,872 --> 00:29:30,708 I just didn't expect it. 384 00:29:37,715 --> 00:29:41,008 Cassie, I'm really sorry, okay? I'm sorry. 385 00:29:41,010 --> 00:29:45,513 You know I would never do anything to hurt you. 386 00:29:45,515 --> 00:29:47,350 Just don't do it again. 387 00:29:51,438 --> 00:29:53,731 Unless you ask me first. 388 00:30:00,321 --> 00:30:02,490 Or I ask you. 389 00:30:08,371 --> 00:30:11,122 Anyway, I didn't go to Lexi's. That was a lie. 390 00:30:11,124 --> 00:30:13,207 So, I was walking to McKay's party, 391 00:30:13,209 --> 00:30:15,879 because I have this rule that I don't drink and bike, 'cause like... 392 00:30:24,763 --> 00:30:28,139 - Is that...? - Oh, shit. Slow down. 393 00:30:28,141 --> 00:30:30,099 Dude, that's Rue. Oh, my God. 394 00:30:30,101 --> 00:30:32,310 - Wait. Didn't Rue, like, die? - Oh, my God, I hate ghosts. 395 00:30:32,312 --> 00:30:35,690 Yo, Casper! You want a ride? 396 00:30:39,944 --> 00:30:41,738 Why, thank you. 397 00:31:20,985 --> 00:31:25,573 - Ah. How old are you? - 22. 398 00:31:27,659 --> 00:31:29,494 Thanks. 399 00:31:30,537 --> 00:31:32,870 Do you live in town? 400 00:31:32,872 --> 00:31:35,623 No. I'm just, visiting my grandparents. 401 00:31:35,625 --> 00:31:37,419 Hmm. 402 00:31:38,878 --> 00:31:40,755 What about you? 403 00:31:41,881 --> 00:31:44,092 Do you walk around like this? 404 00:31:46,302 --> 00:31:48,636 What do you mean? 405 00:31:48,638 --> 00:31:52,056 Well, this is how you look generally? 406 00:31:52,058 --> 00:31:54,936 I mean... yeah. 407 00:31:58,398 --> 00:32:00,483 You're beautiful. 408 00:32:02,318 --> 00:32:04,612 Thank you. 409 00:32:08,616 --> 00:32:11,786 I'm envious of your generation, you know. 410 00:32:13,663 --> 00:32:17,707 You guys don't care as much about the rules. 411 00:32:17,709 --> 00:32:21,002 You know, I think that's a good thing. 412 00:32:21,004 --> 00:32:24,672 And I don't want to be that old guy that gives you advice, 413 00:32:24,674 --> 00:32:28,134 but I look at you and I think there are... 414 00:32:28,136 --> 00:32:31,637 two versions of how your life can go. 415 00:32:31,639 --> 00:32:34,432 You can either go someplace, 416 00:32:34,434 --> 00:32:38,352 where you're wanted for who you are. 417 00:32:38,354 --> 00:32:43,399 Or you can stay in a town like this. End up like me. 418 00:32:43,401 --> 00:32:46,112 Living your life out in motel rooms. 419 00:32:50,283 --> 00:32:52,243 Selfishly... 420 00:32:53,828 --> 00:32:57,123 I hope you stay. 421 00:32:58,875 --> 00:33:00,919 Wider. 422 00:33:02,295 --> 00:33:04,714 Wider. There you go. 423 00:33:05,757 --> 00:33:08,885 That's it. Good girl. 424 00:33:17,811 --> 00:33:20,853 Jules once told me that every night when she was a kid, 425 00:33:20,855 --> 00:33:23,147 like, five or something... 426 00:33:23,149 --> 00:33:25,441 Spit. 427 00:33:25,443 --> 00:33:27,360 ...she'd lock herself in the bathroom, 428 00:33:27,362 --> 00:33:29,570 get down on her hands and knees, and... 429 00:33:29,572 --> 00:33:30,949 pray to God. 430 00:33:36,621 --> 00:33:41,290 She'd pray that when she woke up in the morning, she'd be 25 years old. 431 00:33:41,292 --> 00:33:44,544 She'd live with her best friend, a girl. 432 00:33:44,546 --> 00:33:47,255 Someone she hadn't met yet, but... 433 00:33:47,257 --> 00:33:49,926 someone she knew she'd trust forever. 434 00:33:56,891 --> 00:33:59,183 I don't know why, but when she told me that story, 435 00:33:59,185 --> 00:34:02,812 I started to cry so hard I hyperventilated. 436 00:34:02,814 --> 00:34:07,360 You're so clean. And you don't know how rare that is. 437 00:34:11,030 --> 00:34:15,491 Jules just kept laughing and saying, "What's wrong?" But... 438 00:34:15,493 --> 00:34:17,454 I didn't know. 439 00:34:52,072 --> 00:34:54,240 And then, the night got weird. 440 00:35:34,823 --> 00:35:36,783 - Hey. - Hey. 441 00:36:19,033 --> 00:36:21,701 Now, there's a couple versions of what happened that night. 442 00:36:21,703 --> 00:36:23,995 It all depends on who you ask, and to be honest, 443 00:36:23,997 --> 00:36:27,250 I'm not always the most reliable narrator. 444 00:36:30,587 --> 00:36:33,421 But Nate was fucking on one. 445 00:36:33,423 --> 00:36:37,093 And in turn, Maddy was fucking on one. 446 00:36:42,557 --> 00:36:44,601 Hi. 447 00:36:51,566 --> 00:36:53,318 Get undressed. I want to go swimming. 448 00:37:11,961 --> 00:37:14,631 - You're so hot. - I know. 449 00:37:36,820 --> 00:37:38,361 You're fucking crazy. 450 00:37:38,363 --> 00:37:42,824 No, I'm not. I'm just trying to get back at my really shitty ex-boyfriend. 451 00:37:42,826 --> 00:37:44,534 What? 452 00:37:44,536 --> 00:37:49,831 What if I told you that I wanted you to fuck me, right here, right now? 453 00:37:49,833 --> 00:37:52,542 Are you serious? 454 00:37:52,544 --> 00:37:55,545 And that's right about the time that Jules decided to ghost her hookup 455 00:37:55,547 --> 00:37:59,132 and bike over to McKay's. 456 00:37:59,134 --> 00:38:02,637 Now, Jules texted Kat, but Kat didn't answer, because... 457 00:38:14,566 --> 00:38:17,316 So what's the deal with your friend, BB? 458 00:38:17,318 --> 00:38:21,237 - What about her? - Is she a prude, or is she a slut? 459 00:38:21,239 --> 00:38:23,322 Definitely a slut. 460 00:38:23,324 --> 00:38:26,659 - What about you? - What about me? 461 00:38:26,661 --> 00:38:30,955 - Are you a slut? - Yeah, I'm a fucking savage. 462 00:38:30,957 --> 00:38:36,335 - Oh, yeah? What's your number? - Higher than you two can count. 463 00:38:36,337 --> 00:38:39,839 Stop playing. You're a fucking prude. 464 00:38:39,841 --> 00:38:42,800 Now, Kat wasn't a prude, but she was a virgin. 465 00:38:42,802 --> 00:38:46,387 She'd told Jules that a week into summer school, and when Kat saw her reaction: 466 00:38:46,389 --> 00:38:49,267 Bitch, this isn't the '80s. You need to catch a dick. 467 00:38:53,062 --> 00:38:56,856 She was on a mission to enter junior year as a woman of questionable morals. 468 00:38:56,858 --> 00:38:58,733 Let me ask you a question. 469 00:38:58,735 --> 00:39:02,113 If I were to pull my dick out right now, would you suck it? 470 00:39:03,907 --> 00:39:06,826 - I don't know. Let me see it. - It's not hard yet. 471 00:39:08,411 --> 00:39:10,661 You've probably never sucked a dick in your life. 472 00:39:10,663 --> 00:39:13,831 - Yeah, I have. - Most girls don't know how to suck dick. 473 00:39:13,833 --> 00:39:16,334 - Yeah. - What do you mean? 474 00:39:16,336 --> 00:39:19,128 Well, they're too gentle. It's like, they're fucking scared of it. 475 00:39:19,130 --> 00:39:21,047 - Not in porn. - Exactly. 476 00:39:21,049 --> 00:39:23,800 - You watch porn? - Doesn't everyone? 477 00:39:23,802 --> 00:39:26,219 No. Every guy does. Yeah. 478 00:39:26,221 --> 00:39:29,055 Not prudes. Only sluts. 479 00:39:29,057 --> 00:39:33,392 - Yeah, well... - Yeah, but like, how much? 480 00:39:33,394 --> 00:39:36,022 - What? - How much of a slut are you? 481 00:39:37,941 --> 00:39:41,776 Mm. Why don't you come find out? 482 00:39:41,778 --> 00:39:44,489 Why don't you take your top off? 483 00:39:45,532 --> 00:39:49,200 Like, right now, in front of... in front of these two? 484 00:39:49,202 --> 00:39:51,285 Yeah. 485 00:39:51,287 --> 00:39:53,373 I dare you. 486 00:40:11,891 --> 00:40:17,021 Yo, you know what they say, right? Fat girls give the best head. 487 00:40:30,702 --> 00:40:34,203 I was out back talking to Fezco when Jules arrived. 488 00:40:34,205 --> 00:40:36,038 What the fuck, Rue? 489 00:40:36,040 --> 00:40:38,624 What? What, what, what, what? 490 00:40:38,626 --> 00:40:42,170 Come on now, bruh. You owe me 120 bucks. 491 00:40:42,172 --> 00:40:47,343 - My bad, man, I forgot. - Shit, you know I ain't trippin'. 492 00:40:49,387 --> 00:40:51,262 Well, to be honest with you, 493 00:40:51,264 --> 00:40:54,557 your whole drug shit got me feeling kind of uneasy. 494 00:40:54,559 --> 00:40:57,226 Come on, don't go soft on me, Fez. 495 00:40:57,228 --> 00:41:00,354 No, I'm not. It's just that... 496 00:41:00,356 --> 00:41:03,816 I like you. And I missed you, bruh. Like... 497 00:41:03,818 --> 00:41:08,237 That shit at the beginning of summer had me scared as fuck. 498 00:41:08,239 --> 00:41:11,324 - Yeah, you and everybody else. - I'm serious, Rue. 499 00:41:11,326 --> 00:41:14,079 I've seen a lot of people die. 500 00:41:15,288 --> 00:41:17,997 None like you. 501 00:41:17,999 --> 00:41:22,627 I don't know what type of fucked up shit you got going inside your head. 502 00:41:22,629 --> 00:41:26,631 I don't know how to help, but I could tell you one thing: 503 00:41:26,633 --> 00:41:29,219 this drug shit, it's not the answer. 504 00:41:34,974 --> 00:41:38,228 You know, I remember when I was eleven years old... 505 00:41:39,479 --> 00:41:42,313 It was a couple months after my dad got diagnosed, 506 00:41:42,315 --> 00:41:45,233 and we got the results back from the prognosis. 507 00:41:45,235 --> 00:41:48,778 And it was really good. It was like, 80/20. 508 00:41:48,780 --> 00:41:51,697 And we decided to celebrate, so... 509 00:41:51,699 --> 00:41:54,494 we like ordered a bunch of Chinese food. 510 00:41:56,079 --> 00:42:00,331 I remember that night, I was laying between my parents in bed, 511 00:42:00,333 --> 00:42:02,001 and... 512 00:42:03,795 --> 00:42:06,506 all of a sudden I couldn't breathe. 513 00:42:07,799 --> 00:42:13,344 It was like there was no more air left in the world. 514 00:42:13,346 --> 00:42:17,640 And I was gasping, and I was panicking. 515 00:42:17,642 --> 00:42:21,018 And they called the ambulance and they thought it was like... 516 00:42:21,020 --> 00:42:24,480 an allergic reaction or some shit. 517 00:42:24,482 --> 00:42:27,984 And then when I got to the hospital, 518 00:42:27,986 --> 00:42:30,280 they gave me liquid Valium. 519 00:42:32,115 --> 00:42:35,410 Yeah. To calm me down. 520 00:42:38,079 --> 00:42:40,331 And when it hit me, I thought... 521 00:42:42,667 --> 00:42:45,626 This is it. 522 00:42:45,628 --> 00:42:49,839 This is the feeling I have been searching for my entire life, 523 00:42:49,841 --> 00:42:52,508 for as long as I could remember. 524 00:42:52,510 --> 00:42:54,554 Because suddenly... 525 00:42:55,597 --> 00:42:58,389 ...the world went quiet. 526 00:42:58,391 --> 00:43:02,562 And I felt safe, in my own head. 527 00:43:07,358 --> 00:43:09,944 Two years later, he was gone. 528 00:43:12,197 --> 00:43:14,532 Panic attacks stayed. 529 00:43:16,367 --> 00:43:19,660 And I found a way to live, so... 530 00:43:19,662 --> 00:43:22,121 Will it eventually kill me? Maybe. 531 00:43:22,123 --> 00:43:25,126 Fuck, maybe not. I don't know. 532 00:43:29,506 --> 00:43:32,256 You still gonna be my dealer, Fez? 533 00:43:32,258 --> 00:43:35,802 You a fucking trip, bruh. 534 00:43:35,804 --> 00:43:39,347 I'm too high to be having this conversation right now. 535 00:43:39,349 --> 00:43:41,724 Yeah, man. Me, too. 536 00:43:41,726 --> 00:43:44,437 Me fucking too. 537 00:44:30,233 --> 00:44:33,109 Yeah, that's real classy, you fucking whore. 538 00:44:33,111 --> 00:44:35,695 Suck my dick. 539 00:44:35,697 --> 00:44:37,198 Ooh! 540 00:44:50,462 --> 00:44:53,921 Get the fuck out of here! Get the fuck out of the kitchen! Fuck! 541 00:44:53,923 --> 00:44:57,761 Get out of here! Get the fuck out of here! 542 00:45:01,890 --> 00:45:04,100 What the fuck are you looking at? 543 00:45:07,771 --> 00:45:09,353 Who are you? 544 00:45:09,355 --> 00:45:12,648 - I'm Jules. I'm a friend of... - You're a friend of... 545 00:45:12,650 --> 00:45:14,984 A friend of whose? 'Cause you're not my fucking friend. 546 00:45:14,986 --> 00:45:18,988 Who the fuck are you friends with, Jules? Hmm? 547 00:45:18,990 --> 00:45:22,241 Do you guys know who the fuck this is? 548 00:45:22,243 --> 00:45:24,577 Does anybody know who this is? 549 00:45:24,579 --> 00:45:27,914 Does anybody know who the fuck Jules is? 550 00:45:27,916 --> 00:45:31,836 Anyone at all. You, do you know who the fuck Jules is? 551 00:45:34,547 --> 00:45:37,048 So, who are you? 552 00:45:37,050 --> 00:45:40,468 I'm just minding my own business. I'm not trying to start anything. 553 00:45:40,470 --> 00:45:42,762 Well, no, you're not. Nobody that looks like you 554 00:45:42,764 --> 00:45:45,266 is minding their own fuckin' business. 555 00:45:47,685 --> 00:45:50,103 I know what you are. 556 00:45:50,105 --> 00:45:52,980 Yeah. Yeah, I see you. 557 00:45:52,982 --> 00:45:55,733 So what do you want? 558 00:45:55,735 --> 00:45:58,486 You want some, some fucking attention? 559 00:45:58,488 --> 00:46:01,366 'Cause I'll give you some fucking attention. 560 00:46:03,451 --> 00:46:08,037 Yo, is anybody here friends with Jules? 561 00:46:08,039 --> 00:46:10,790 Anyone? Does anybody know who the fuck this bitch is? 562 00:46:10,792 --> 00:46:15,420 Somebody better speak up, or this bitch is gonna get fucked up 563 00:46:15,422 --> 00:46:17,004 Shit! 564 00:46:17,006 --> 00:46:19,507 - You wanna fucking hurt me? - No, I was fucking kidding! 565 00:46:19,509 --> 00:46:22,343 Back the fuck up! What the fuck is your problem? 566 00:46:22,345 --> 00:46:23,928 Put the fucking knife down, okay. 567 00:46:23,930 --> 00:46:25,972 - It was a joke. - You wanna fucking hurt me? 568 00:46:25,974 --> 00:46:29,851 - No, no, no... - You have no fucking idea 569 00:46:29,853 --> 00:46:31,936 - See? - You're psycho! 570 00:46:31,938 --> 00:46:34,105 - I'm fucking invincible! - You're a fucking freak. 571 00:46:34,107 --> 00:46:36,484 What the fuck? 572 00:46:42,532 --> 00:46:45,283 By the way, I'm Jules. 573 00:46:45,285 --> 00:46:47,410 I just moved here. 574 00:46:47,412 --> 00:46:50,540 I mean... right? 575 00:47:00,592 --> 00:47:03,468 Where the fuck have you been? You missed the craziest shit ever. 576 00:47:03,470 --> 00:47:05,261 I just lost my virginity. 577 00:47:05,263 --> 00:47:08,347 Bitch, are you fucking serious? With who? 578 00:47:08,349 --> 00:47:10,057 This guy from St. Mary's. 579 00:47:10,059 --> 00:47:13,144 - How did you like it? - It was nice. Yeah. 580 00:47:13,146 --> 00:47:16,775 Oh, my God. My little slut. I'm so proud of you 581 00:47:23,782 --> 00:47:26,032 Yo! Shit... 582 00:47:26,034 --> 00:47:28,993 - Are you okay? - Yeah. It's fine. 583 00:47:28,995 --> 00:47:30,620 Guess I knew that was gonna get violent, 584 00:47:30,622 --> 00:47:32,997 and I didn't want a fucking broken cheekbone or some shit. 585 00:47:32,999 --> 00:47:35,458 Yeah, no, I totally I get the logic behind it. 586 00:47:35,460 --> 00:47:38,338 But it's still, like, fucking insane. 587 00:47:44,094 --> 00:47:48,012 - I'm Rue. - I'm Jules. 588 00:47:48,014 --> 00:47:50,556 Where are you headed to? 589 00:47:50,558 --> 00:47:53,061 Home. Probably. 590 00:47:54,646 --> 00:47:56,773 Can I come with you? 591 00:48:49,075 --> 00:48:51,035 Shh. 592 00:49:03,882 --> 00:49:05,800 Let me see. 593 00:49:07,886 --> 00:49:09,304 Oh. 594 00:49:20,190 --> 00:49:22,901 - Shh - Sorry. Sorry. 595 00:51:08,757 --> 00:51:11,634 Remember when I said things got weird? 596 00:51:14,971 --> 00:51:18,433 So... yeah. 597 00:51:48,880 --> 00:51:50,882 I've got an idea. 598 00:51:52,258 --> 00:51:54,592 What? 599 00:51:54,594 --> 00:51:56,763 Wanna get high? 600 00:51:56,900 --> 00:52:01,900 Subtitles by explosiveskull www.OpenSubtitles.org