1 00:00:32,033 --> 00:00:33,451 Bobbi: Lexi... 2 00:00:34,702 --> 00:00:36,037 We're ready. 3 00:00:49,217 --> 00:00:52,428 ("Amore Mio Aiutami" by Piero Piccioni playing) 4 00:01:49,944 --> 00:01:52,280 Person 1: Wasn't it a lovely memorial? 5 00:01:52,363 --> 00:01:55,950 Person 2: Oh, yes. It was up. It wasn't down at all. 6 00:01:58,953 --> 00:02:01,622 Grandma: A good heart, and, you know, 7 00:02:01,706 --> 00:02:04,709 she takes after him. 8 00:02:04,792 --> 00:02:06,210 Gia: Thanks, Grandma. 9 00:02:08,838 --> 00:02:12,174 -It was so warm and from the heart. -Yes, it was. 10 00:02:12,258 --> 00:02:14,760 -It was just-- It was lovely, dear. -Wasn't it, wasn't it? 11 00:02:14,844 --> 00:02:18,055 You know what? He was a special man. 12 00:02:18,139 --> 00:02:20,433 Neighbor: Did he have life insurance? 13 00:02:20,516 --> 00:02:22,894 Leslie: Uh... a little bit. 14 00:02:26,355 --> 00:02:28,774 We'll figure it out. 15 00:02:28,858 --> 00:02:30,735 Neighbor: But he was young. 16 00:02:30,818 --> 00:02:33,446 Leslie: Yeah, he, he was young. 17 00:02:33,529 --> 00:02:37,950 Neighbor: Are you gonna be able to-- The house, the kids? 18 00:02:38,034 --> 00:02:41,078 -Leslie: We'll figure it out. -Neighbor: Good, good. 19 00:02:41,162 --> 00:02:44,290 -It's, it's gotta be a relief. -Thank you. 20 00:02:44,373 --> 00:02:45,499 Thank you for coming. 21 00:02:52,214 --> 00:02:55,676 -Hey. -How's it goin' over there? 22 00:02:57,178 --> 00:03:00,473 -Leslie: She's asking me all these questions. -Suze: Oh, yeah? 23 00:03:09,982 --> 00:03:12,610 -She skipped class. -Is anyone gonna check on her? 24 00:03:12,693 --> 00:03:14,570 -Is Rue in her room? -Yeah. 25 00:03:14,654 --> 00:03:18,074 -She hasn't opened the door. -Do you think she's okay? 26 00:03:18,157 --> 00:03:21,285 Don't just stand here and gossip. It's rude. 27 00:03:22,662 --> 00:03:23,788 Rue? 28 00:03:25,247 --> 00:03:27,375 -Hey. -Rue: Hey. 29 00:03:40,554 --> 00:03:42,098 These were my dad's. 30 00:03:45,184 --> 00:03:47,311 How are you feeling? 31 00:03:54,276 --> 00:03:59,365 Yeah. I... found this poem, and I thought of you. 32 00:03:59,448 --> 00:04:01,617 Rue: If it's C.S. Lewis, I can't. 33 00:04:01,701 --> 00:04:05,121 -No, it's not. I promise. -Every hospice nurse says 34 00:04:05,204 --> 00:04:08,416 that "Grief is a long valley." 35 00:04:08,499 --> 00:04:10,710 Yeah, but that's not the full quote. 36 00:04:12,294 --> 00:04:15,548 Yeah, well, it's enough for me. 37 00:04:15,631 --> 00:04:17,675 Well, the second part's kind of sweet. 38 00:04:18,467 --> 00:04:19,969 Rue: What is it? 39 00:04:21,429 --> 00:04:25,474 Uh, "A winding valley where every bend... 40 00:04:25,558 --> 00:04:28,310 may reveal a new landscape." 41 00:04:32,314 --> 00:04:33,816 That's not that bad. 42 00:04:41,574 --> 00:04:43,325 Can I read this to you? 43 00:04:47,204 --> 00:04:48,956 Uh, yeah, I'd love that. 44 00:04:54,712 --> 00:04:55,838 Uh... 45 00:04:57,381 --> 00:05:00,384 It's called "Let This Darkness Be a Bell Tower" 46 00:05:00,468 --> 00:05:02,595 by Rainer Maria Rilke. 47 00:05:09,101 --> 00:05:12,104 "Quiet friend who has come so far, 48 00:05:12,188 --> 00:05:16,275 "feel how your breathing makes more space around you. 49 00:05:25,659 --> 00:05:31,999 "Let this darkness be a bell tower and you the bell. 50 00:05:32,083 --> 00:05:37,338 "As you ring, what batters you becomes your strength. 51 00:05:37,421 --> 00:05:41,050 "Move back and forth into the change. 52 00:05:42,259 --> 00:05:46,472 "What is it like, such intensity of pain? 53 00:05:46,555 --> 00:05:50,810 "If the drink is bitter, turn yourself into wine. 54 00:05:52,061 --> 00:05:54,605 "In this uncontainable night, 55 00:05:54,688 --> 00:05:59,777 "be the mystery at the crossroads of your senses, 56 00:05:59,860 --> 00:06:01,987 "the meaning discovered there. 57 00:06:03,239 --> 00:06:06,283 "And if the world has ceased to hear you, 58 00:06:06,367 --> 00:06:09,745 "say to the silent earth: I flow. 59 00:06:09,829 --> 00:06:14,125 To the rushing water, speak: I am." 60 00:07:05,593 --> 00:07:07,761 Lexi (narrating): I knew Jade had been doing drugs, 61 00:07:07,845 --> 00:07:09,847 but it wasn't until that day, 62 00:07:09,930 --> 00:07:11,557 at her dad's memorial, 63 00:07:11,640 --> 00:07:14,101 that I realized they were a greater comfort 64 00:07:14,185 --> 00:07:16,395 than I ever could be. 65 00:07:16,478 --> 00:07:18,314 Maybe that's a silly observation, 66 00:07:18,397 --> 00:07:20,482 but I was only 13. 67 00:07:22,318 --> 00:07:25,613 It was the summer before I started ninth grade... 68 00:07:25,696 --> 00:07:28,407 back when we thought we'd all be friends forever. 69 00:07:34,371 --> 00:07:35,539 Move. 70 00:07:37,082 --> 00:07:38,209 Move, move, move! 71 00:07:39,543 --> 00:07:41,128 Lights, four, go. 72 00:07:43,672 --> 00:07:45,507 Lexi: There were five of us. 73 00:07:47,343 --> 00:07:48,802 There was me, Grace... 74 00:07:48,886 --> 00:07:52,306 ("Love Will Keep Us Together" by Captain & Tennille playing) 75 00:07:52,389 --> 00:07:55,684 ♪ Love will keep us together ♪ 76 00:07:55,768 --> 00:07:57,937 ♪ Think of me babe, whenever ♪ 77 00:07:58,020 --> 00:07:59,605 Lexi: My sister, Hallie... 78 00:07:59,688 --> 00:08:03,234 ♪ Some sweet-talking girl comes along ♪ 79 00:08:03,317 --> 00:08:05,110 ♪ Singing her song ♪ 80 00:08:05,194 --> 00:08:06,695 Lexi: Her best friend, Marta... 81 00:08:06,779 --> 00:08:10,241 ♪ You've just gotta be strong, just stop ♪ 82 00:08:10,324 --> 00:08:12,618 ♪ 'Cause I really love you, stop ♪ 83 00:08:12,701 --> 00:08:14,286 Lexi: Marta's best friend, Luna. 84 00:08:14,370 --> 00:08:16,247 ♪ I've been thinking of you ♪ 85 00:08:16,330 --> 00:08:18,958 ♪ Look in my heart and let love ♪ 86 00:08:19,041 --> 00:08:20,668 Lexi: And my best friend, Jade. 87 00:08:20,751 --> 00:08:22,378 ♪ Keep us together ♪ 88 00:08:23,254 --> 00:08:25,130 ♪ Whatever ♪ 89 00:08:28,300 --> 00:08:30,344 Bring out the fucking letters now. 90 00:08:37,393 --> 00:08:39,436 Lexi: And this is life. 91 00:08:42,231 --> 00:08:43,941 Not everyone's life... 92 00:08:45,359 --> 00:08:46,902 But our life! 93 00:08:53,742 --> 00:08:57,246 -Audience Member: Oh, that's fuckin' cool. -(scattered laughs) 94 00:09:01,250 --> 00:09:03,877 Wait, is this fucking play about us? 95 00:09:13,095 --> 00:09:14,847 Rue: For the last few months, 96 00:09:14,930 --> 00:09:17,308 Lexi had been talking to Fezco every day. 97 00:09:17,391 --> 00:09:22,313 But I still don't understand what the play is actually about, though. 98 00:09:22,396 --> 00:09:25,316 Lexi (on phone): It's about friendship. 99 00:09:25,399 --> 00:09:28,902 Well, that's nice. Everybody's gonna love that. 100 00:09:28,986 --> 00:09:30,571 Yeah, I-I mean, I hope so. 101 00:09:30,654 --> 00:09:33,157 I just-- I keep second-guessing myself 102 00:09:33,240 --> 00:09:35,326 and getting anxious, like, if people are gonna think 103 00:09:35,409 --> 00:09:36,827 that it's good or bad, 104 00:09:36,910 --> 00:09:40,247 or if it's gonna upset people or not. 105 00:09:40,331 --> 00:09:42,833 But why would anyone be upset by it? 106 00:09:42,916 --> 00:09:46,295 Lexi: Oh, you know, it's, it's based on real people. 107 00:09:46,378 --> 00:09:50,674 Fezco: Yeah, you really strokin' the bee's nest with that one. 108 00:09:50,758 --> 00:09:53,802 -Am I? -I mean... 109 00:09:53,886 --> 00:09:56,555 if someone invited me to a play, and... 110 00:09:56,639 --> 00:09:59,808 they didn't even tell me I was a character in it? 111 00:09:59,892 --> 00:10:01,769 I'd definitely have some questions. 112 00:10:01,852 --> 00:10:03,896 Lexi: Like, bad questions? 113 00:10:03,979 --> 00:10:05,898 Fezco: Depends on the play. 114 00:10:05,981 --> 00:10:08,359 Lexi: Well, would you be upset by it? 115 00:10:08,442 --> 00:10:10,903 Fezco: It depends on the play. 116 00:10:10,986 --> 00:10:14,907 -Right. -Fezco: And the intentions of the person who made the play. 117 00:10:14,990 --> 00:10:17,242 My intentions are good. 118 00:10:17,326 --> 00:10:20,746 Fezco: Then you ain't got nothin' to worry about. 119 00:10:20,829 --> 00:10:25,542 But... what if they think my intentions aren't good 120 00:10:25,626 --> 00:10:27,795 when in reality they are good? 121 00:10:27,878 --> 00:10:30,089 Well, that's what I call a quandary. 122 00:10:31,131 --> 00:10:32,800 Lexi: What's the answer? 123 00:10:32,883 --> 00:10:36,720 Uh, wait, what was the question again? 124 00:10:36,804 --> 00:10:40,265 (whispers): Like, what happens if Cassie sees the play 125 00:10:40,349 --> 00:10:43,560 and thinks I'm being cruel, even though I'm not? 126 00:10:43,644 --> 00:10:45,979 Well, how about you just don't invite her then? 127 00:10:46,063 --> 00:10:47,981 No, she'd get so mad. 128 00:10:48,065 --> 00:10:51,777 Fezco: Even more mad than if she actually saw the play? 129 00:10:52,694 --> 00:10:54,822 That's-- I don't know. 130 00:10:58,659 --> 00:11:00,702 Lexi: Okay, this might kinda be 131 00:11:00,786 --> 00:11:03,247 a weird and embarrassing thing to admit, 132 00:11:03,330 --> 00:11:06,625 but I think the most defining moment of my adolescence 133 00:11:06,708 --> 00:11:09,128 was when my sister went through puberty. 134 00:11:12,840 --> 00:11:15,843 -Uck, I look disgusting. -(audience laughs) 135 00:11:15,926 --> 00:11:18,053 Hey, Hallie, I'm in the middle of somethin'. 136 00:11:18,137 --> 00:11:20,806 It's just this dress is so not flattering. 137 00:11:20,889 --> 00:11:25,144 -Lexi: Hallie, I'm kinda puttin' on a play right now. -Hallie: What? 138 00:11:25,227 --> 00:11:26,728 Lexi: Like, there's an entire audience 139 00:11:26,812 --> 00:11:28,147 waiting for me to continue talking. 140 00:11:28,230 --> 00:11:31,775 -Hallie: Where? -(scattered laughs) 141 00:11:31,859 --> 00:11:33,235 (quietly): Right here. 142 00:11:34,194 --> 00:11:37,156 Oh, (chuckles). Hi. Wow. 143 00:11:39,950 --> 00:11:42,786 Whatever. The point is, I couldn't wait 144 00:11:42,870 --> 00:11:44,413 to go through puberty. 145 00:11:45,289 --> 00:11:48,000 Wow, wow, wow! 146 00:11:48,083 --> 00:11:51,503 -(Suze screams) -Mother: Look at you! 147 00:11:51,587 --> 00:11:55,507 -I feel like a big baby. -Hallie... 148 00:11:55,591 --> 00:11:58,802 I've been on this planet for 38 goddamn years, 149 00:11:58,886 --> 00:12:03,182 and I have never seen a baby with knockers like yours. 150 00:12:04,766 --> 00:12:08,103 Hallie: Mom, that was the grossest thing I've ever heard you say. 151 00:12:08,187 --> 00:12:11,148 Mother (laughs): Okay. 152 00:12:11,231 --> 00:12:12,774 Lights, 12, go. 153 00:12:12,858 --> 00:12:16,695 Look, I know being informed, smart, hardworking, and curious 154 00:12:16,778 --> 00:12:18,447 are all very important qualities, 155 00:12:18,530 --> 00:12:23,952 but imagine having all of those qualities and also being hot. 156 00:12:24,036 --> 00:12:27,748 So, if Hallie was 433 days older than me, 157 00:12:27,831 --> 00:12:31,210 then all I would have to do is wait... 158 00:12:31,293 --> 00:12:35,547 433 days, and I'd look just like her. 159 00:12:59,947 --> 00:13:04,159 -(knocks on door) -Yo, Ash, get the door, man. 160 00:13:09,122 --> 00:13:10,958 Okay, I need you to pull it way back. 161 00:13:11,041 --> 00:13:13,252 You're too broad. It's not funny. 162 00:13:16,088 --> 00:13:18,340 Oh my god. Are you crying? 163 00:13:18,423 --> 00:13:21,885 It's a directorial note. You just take it and move on, okay? 164 00:13:23,470 --> 00:13:25,430 Hey, I need the light cues to be 40% faster, 165 00:13:25,514 --> 00:13:27,891 -and the stagehands to be 20% faster. -Bobbi: Copy that. 166 00:13:27,975 --> 00:13:32,521 Ew! God! What the-- Did someone die in this dress?! 167 00:13:32,604 --> 00:13:35,190 It smells like shit. (gags) 168 00:13:39,236 --> 00:13:40,696 I love the theater. 169 00:13:40,779 --> 00:13:43,073 What we got goin' on? 170 00:13:43,156 --> 00:13:46,702 -Freshly steamed. -Ooh. 171 00:13:47,661 --> 00:13:49,413 Yes, yes, yes. 172 00:13:50,205 --> 00:13:51,748 You da best. 173 00:13:53,083 --> 00:13:56,336 Mmm. Yeah, we steppin' out tonight. 174 00:13:57,838 --> 00:13:59,798 Ooh, bless your heart. 175 00:14:02,509 --> 00:14:06,805 Nah, I really do appreciate you doin' that, though. 176 00:14:08,223 --> 00:14:10,642 Custer: Damn, what's good? 177 00:14:10,726 --> 00:14:12,519 Yo, wassup, man? 178 00:14:12,603 --> 00:14:14,479 Yo, I'm, I'm, actually, a little busy. 179 00:14:14,563 --> 00:14:16,940 I'm, I'm gettin' ready to go out. 180 00:14:17,816 --> 00:14:19,234 We goin' to a party? 181 00:14:19,860 --> 00:14:21,194 Where you goin'? 182 00:14:21,278 --> 00:14:25,407 Don't worry about what I'm doin', man. Worry about yourself. 183 00:14:25,490 --> 00:14:28,160 All right. I'mma just chill then. 184 00:15:09,159 --> 00:15:10,994 (whispers): This is your dream. 185 00:15:12,579 --> 00:15:13,622 Mick... 186 00:15:13,705 --> 00:15:16,083 (through headset): don't screw this up. 187 00:15:16,166 --> 00:15:17,709 Lights, 12, go. 188 00:15:19,878 --> 00:15:21,838 I could see myself now. 189 00:15:23,465 --> 00:15:25,425 -Audience Member: Damn! Shit! -I'd be the girl... 190 00:15:25,509 --> 00:15:28,762 -no one ever... could get. -Audience Member: Is that Lexi? 191 00:15:28,845 --> 00:15:32,557 -Hi. -(loud laughter) 192 00:15:32,641 --> 00:15:35,560 -Hey, Ted, how are you? -Woo! 193 00:15:35,644 --> 00:15:38,021 Audience Member: Damn! Oh shit! 194 00:15:38,105 --> 00:15:41,650 Hey, boys. How are you? 195 00:15:41,733 --> 00:15:42,859 Audience Member: Shit! 196 00:15:42,943 --> 00:15:45,862 And I'd imagine my former classmates... 197 00:15:45,946 --> 00:15:47,531 sitting around at barbecues 198 00:15:47,614 --> 00:15:49,616 in their dirty, dirty backyards 199 00:15:49,700 --> 00:15:51,034 20 years from now. 200 00:15:51,118 --> 00:15:54,788 Man... I really wish I'd boned Lexi Howard. 201 00:15:54,871 --> 00:15:56,957 Yeah, you and the rest of East Highland. 202 00:16:00,210 --> 00:16:02,379 All I had to do was wait. 203 00:16:07,592 --> 00:16:09,761 Light, 86, go. 204 00:16:17,936 --> 00:16:21,648 -Look, Lexi, some guys prefer smaller boobs. -Lexi: Yeah? 205 00:16:23,483 --> 00:16:25,152 I mean, if you and I could trade bodies, 206 00:16:25,235 --> 00:16:26,862 I'd do it in a heartbeat. 207 00:16:26,945 --> 00:16:29,531 -Well maybe they're still growing. -No, they're not. 208 00:16:29,614 --> 00:16:32,909 -Well, sometimes, it takes-- -No, they're fully formed. 209 00:16:36,163 --> 00:16:37,914 To be honest, I'm not really the kind of person 210 00:16:37,998 --> 00:16:40,041 who wants to be known for their body. 211 00:16:47,090 --> 00:16:50,510 But I also didn't want the troubles that came along with it. 212 00:16:52,471 --> 00:16:56,391 Hallie: I wasn't even looking at him, I swear. 213 00:16:56,475 --> 00:16:58,852 You're the only person I've ever dreamed of. 214 00:16:58,935 --> 00:17:02,147 ("The Word Hurricane" by Air playing) 215 00:17:18,080 --> 00:17:20,499 Well, she certainly looks the part. 216 00:17:27,923 --> 00:17:32,219 Lexi: I feel like I've lived most of my life in my imagination. 217 00:17:36,932 --> 00:17:38,975 Taking the smallest moments 218 00:17:39,059 --> 00:17:42,270 and dreaming them up into something bigger. 219 00:17:46,858 --> 00:17:48,318 Fezco (on phone): Of course, I'mma be there. 220 00:17:48,401 --> 00:17:51,279 I'mma be sittin' in the front row, shorty. 221 00:17:52,280 --> 00:17:55,700 -I promise you that. -Okay. 222 00:17:59,454 --> 00:18:02,958 A little exchange and I fall in love. 223 00:18:11,591 --> 00:18:15,428 A moment to myself and I'm onstage. 224 00:18:25,522 --> 00:18:29,401 But reality always finds a way of pulling me back. 225 00:18:31,736 --> 00:18:34,197 Do you think he's okay? 226 00:18:34,281 --> 00:18:36,283 I think he's just sleeping. 227 00:18:36,366 --> 00:18:38,201 It's the middle of the day. 228 00:18:47,961 --> 00:18:50,922 I think we should have Mom come pick us up. 229 00:18:51,006 --> 00:18:55,552 -Don't be rude. -It doesn't matter if it's rude. 230 00:18:55,635 --> 00:18:58,263 I don't want him to think that we don't trust him. 231 00:18:59,639 --> 00:19:01,474 Gus: Come on, girls. 232 00:19:02,225 --> 00:19:03,894 Get in the car. 233 00:19:08,481 --> 00:19:09,774 Come on, Lex. 234 00:19:54,819 --> 00:19:58,865 Rue: Uh, I just need, like, like an eighth of weed. That's all. 235 00:19:58,949 --> 00:20:00,951 -Fezco: I can help with that. -All right. 236 00:20:01,034 --> 00:20:03,244 Uh, yo, I'll just be a second. 237 00:20:19,928 --> 00:20:21,721 I think before high school we should think about 238 00:20:21,805 --> 00:20:24,557 all the things we don't like about ourselves... 239 00:20:24,641 --> 00:20:27,686 and then change them, so we can be, like, 240 00:20:27,769 --> 00:20:30,855 like, different, cooler people. 241 00:20:30,939 --> 00:20:32,774 I don't think we need to be cooler. 242 00:20:32,857 --> 00:20:35,735 Lexi: Well, we should at least try and know what's cool. 243 00:20:35,819 --> 00:20:38,822 Jade: Yeah, but that shit, like, changes all the time. 244 00:20:38,905 --> 00:20:41,157 Lexi: That's what makes it hard to follow. 245 00:20:41,241 --> 00:20:43,994 Jade: Yeah, but I think it's a good thing. 246 00:20:44,077 --> 00:20:47,956 But... what if we get excluded from things? 247 00:20:48,039 --> 00:20:50,375 That's also a good thing. 248 00:20:50,458 --> 00:20:53,211 -Really? -Yeah. 249 00:20:53,294 --> 00:20:56,339 My dad says he refuses to be a part of any club 250 00:20:56,423 --> 00:20:57,966 that would have him as a member. 251 00:20:59,050 --> 00:21:00,385 Lexi: Well, that's cool. 252 00:21:00,468 --> 00:21:04,347 Yeah, don't tell anyone. They'll fuckin' ruin it. 253 00:21:08,768 --> 00:21:12,939 Jade was the first person who made me feel okay about not being cool. 254 00:21:13,023 --> 00:21:14,357 Lights, 10, go. 255 00:21:16,234 --> 00:21:17,569 Lexi: I just feel like in 10 years, 256 00:21:17,652 --> 00:21:19,279 technology's gonna get really scary, 257 00:21:19,362 --> 00:21:21,489 and we're all gonna wish we'd never used it. 258 00:21:21,573 --> 00:21:23,366 What are you talking about? 259 00:21:23,450 --> 00:21:26,161 Well, all these tech companies are simultaneously 260 00:21:26,244 --> 00:21:28,371 developing artificial intelligence and robotics, 261 00:21:28,455 --> 00:21:30,290 so it's only a matter of time before they 262 00:21:30,373 --> 00:21:32,167 become the new military-industrial complex 263 00:21:32,250 --> 00:21:34,419 and start making killer robots. 264 00:21:34,502 --> 00:21:35,837 I think there's a big difference 265 00:21:35,920 --> 00:21:38,840 between taking selfies and killer robots. 266 00:21:38,923 --> 00:21:41,342 Yeah, maybe now, but that gap will close. 267 00:21:45,013 --> 00:21:47,640 But anyway, back to where I was. 268 00:21:47,724 --> 00:21:50,435 We talked and laughed for hours that night. 269 00:21:51,478 --> 00:21:53,938 I miss those days. 270 00:21:54,022 --> 00:21:58,485 It was before my dad left and Jade's dad died. 271 00:21:58,568 --> 00:22:00,737 Before Jade got into heavy drugs, 272 00:22:00,820 --> 00:22:03,448 and before I got inside my head. 273 00:22:05,325 --> 00:22:07,368 It was before we grew apart, 274 00:22:07,452 --> 00:22:09,579 and before I started doubting myself 275 00:22:09,662 --> 00:22:13,583 every time someone would ask me if Jade was my best friend. 276 00:22:16,419 --> 00:22:19,464 "Let this darkness be a bell tower... 277 00:22:20,465 --> 00:22:22,300 and you the bell." 278 00:22:25,720 --> 00:22:28,973 Feel like I don't know anything about your life anymore. 279 00:22:30,683 --> 00:22:32,894 I'll tell you when you get back. 280 00:22:36,648 --> 00:22:38,942 -Good night. -Good night. 281 00:22:43,571 --> 00:22:47,659 Um... do you ever worry as you get older... 282 00:22:49,077 --> 00:22:51,704 you'll have less and less memories of Dad? 283 00:22:54,749 --> 00:22:55,959 Yeah. 284 00:22:59,420 --> 00:23:02,257 Gia: How do you stop that from happening? 285 00:23:09,597 --> 00:23:10,974 You can't. 286 00:23:24,654 --> 00:23:30,368 I... I remember a couple of days before you passed away... 287 00:23:31,744 --> 00:23:34,456 you told me... 288 00:23:34,539 --> 00:23:36,749 that if I ever wanted to be with you... 289 00:23:38,668 --> 00:23:41,171 all I would have to do is close my eyes... 290 00:23:42,714 --> 00:23:45,717 and we'd be together. 291 00:23:45,800 --> 00:23:50,054 You said that... memories exist outside of time. 292 00:23:53,641 --> 00:23:55,226 ("More" by Bobby Darin playing) 293 00:23:55,310 --> 00:24:01,608 ♪ More than the greatest love the world has known ♪ 294 00:24:01,691 --> 00:24:05,445 ♪ This is the love that I give to you ♪ 295 00:24:05,528 --> 00:24:07,864 Gus: Hey, come on! Come join us. 296 00:24:07,947 --> 00:24:12,911 ♪ More than the simple words I try to say ♪ 297 00:24:14,287 --> 00:24:20,627 ♪ I only live to love you more each day ♪ 298 00:24:20,710 --> 00:24:23,213 ♪ More than you'll ever know ♪ 299 00:24:23,296 --> 00:24:26,299 ♪ My arms long to hold you so ♪ 300 00:24:26,382 --> 00:24:29,719 ♪ My life will be in your keeping ♪ 301 00:24:29,802 --> 00:24:32,931 ♪ Waking, sleeping, laughing, weeping ♪ 302 00:24:33,014 --> 00:24:39,771 ♪ Longer than always is a long, long time ♪ 303 00:24:39,854 --> 00:24:45,985 ♪ But far beyond forever you'll be mine ♪ 304 00:24:46,069 --> 00:24:49,781 ♪ I know I've never lived before ♪ 305 00:24:49,864 --> 00:24:52,825 ♪ And my heart is very sure ♪ 306 00:24:52,909 --> 00:24:59,249 ♪ No one else could love you more ♪ 307 00:24:59,332 --> 00:25:04,963 ♪ Than the greatest love the world has known ♪ 308 00:25:05,046 --> 00:25:11,386 ♪ This is the love that I give to you alone ♪ 309 00:25:11,469 --> 00:25:16,557 ♪ More than the simple words I try to say ♪ 310 00:25:17,809 --> 00:25:24,023 ♪ I only live to love you more each day ♪ 311 00:25:24,107 --> 00:25:26,276 ♪ More than you'll ever know ♪ 312 00:25:26,359 --> 00:25:29,487 ♪ My arms got to hold you so ♪ 313 00:25:29,570 --> 00:25:33,032 ♪ My life will be in your keeping ♪ 314 00:25:33,116 --> 00:25:34,409 ♪ Waking, sleeping ♪ 315 00:25:34,492 --> 00:25:37,120 Lexi: I sometimes think about how my sister and I 316 00:25:37,203 --> 00:25:41,124 had so many of the same wishes growing up... 317 00:25:41,207 --> 00:25:43,626 and how different we became. 318 00:25:44,836 --> 00:25:47,964 ("Spartacus Love Theme" by Alex North playing) 319 00:26:05,815 --> 00:26:10,028 Lexi: At that age, we all thought we knew what love looked like. 320 00:26:15,867 --> 00:26:20,288 And we had our suspicions of what it felt like. 321 00:26:20,371 --> 00:26:23,583 But that's also what made it so intoxicating. 322 00:26:24,917 --> 00:26:28,046 None of us had any idea what it actually was. 323 00:26:30,506 --> 00:26:32,550 I don't think there's anything more beautiful 324 00:26:32,633 --> 00:26:35,678 than dedicating your life to loving someone. 325 00:26:41,476 --> 00:26:43,519 I think that's my biggest dream... 326 00:26:46,064 --> 00:26:47,565 To be your girl... 327 00:26:51,527 --> 00:26:53,738 To love you more than anything. 328 00:27:22,975 --> 00:27:25,103 You could never scare me. 329 00:27:40,326 --> 00:27:42,912 I don't know if I wanna do this. 330 00:27:42,995 --> 00:27:45,540 It's just weed. It's not heroin. 331 00:27:57,969 --> 00:28:00,638 -(Lexi coughing) -(Fezco laughing) 332 00:28:00,721 --> 00:28:03,266 Fezco: Lexi wildin' out today. 333 00:28:04,725 --> 00:28:07,979 -You okay? -My god, that really burns. 334 00:28:08,062 --> 00:28:10,523 -(coughing) -(audience laughs) 335 00:28:10,606 --> 00:28:12,442 Lexi: My whole life, I've always had this feeling 336 00:28:12,525 --> 00:28:16,320 that at any moment, something horrible was about to happen. 337 00:28:27,415 --> 00:28:28,624 Psst. 338 00:28:37,300 --> 00:28:38,509 Faye! 339 00:28:38,593 --> 00:28:39,677 Come here. 340 00:29:06,913 --> 00:29:09,373 (whispers): Be cool. 341 00:29:10,917 --> 00:29:12,293 I love you. 342 00:29:25,806 --> 00:29:28,518 -Fezco: Yo, Faye! -Faye: Yeah? 343 00:29:28,601 --> 00:29:30,811 Fezco: Come here for a split second. 344 00:29:31,896 --> 00:29:33,356 I'll be right there. 345 00:29:54,293 --> 00:29:56,837 Tie or no tie? 346 00:30:00,925 --> 00:30:02,677 -You okay? -Um... 347 00:30:04,262 --> 00:30:05,805 Yeah, I'm good. 348 00:30:12,228 --> 00:30:15,106 Yo, you got her lookin' like that, 349 00:30:15,189 --> 00:30:17,275 that white guy with the afro. 350 00:30:17,358 --> 00:30:18,901 He be paintin' on TV. 351 00:30:18,985 --> 00:30:20,820 -Fuckin' Bob Ross. -(laughing) 352 00:30:20,903 --> 00:30:24,115 -She looks like Bob Ross. -Fezco: Bobby, Bobby, it's a fire! 353 00:30:24,198 --> 00:30:26,409 -We gotta, We gotta go. We gotta go. Yeah. -It's a fire! C'mon, c'mon! 354 00:30:29,495 --> 00:30:31,706 Lexi: I don't think I like weed. 355 00:30:32,999 --> 00:30:36,502 Rue: Yeah, well, that's... crazy talk. 356 00:30:36,586 --> 00:30:42,967 I just can't control my brain the same way... I normally can. 357 00:30:43,050 --> 00:30:45,678 Yeah, but that's, like, the best part. 358 00:30:51,183 --> 00:30:55,646 All right, well, see ya later, homie. Good night. 359 00:30:57,607 --> 00:30:59,108 Get home safe. 360 00:31:01,068 --> 00:31:02,194 (quietly): Okay. 361 00:31:04,572 --> 00:31:06,282 Lexi: I think Jade used drugs 362 00:31:06,365 --> 00:31:08,534 to push away all the bad thoughts. 363 00:31:08,618 --> 00:31:11,621 But it did the opposite for me. 364 00:31:14,040 --> 00:31:16,959 All I could think about were the bad thoughts. 365 00:31:28,721 --> 00:31:31,265 The things that could go wrong... 366 00:31:31,349 --> 00:31:33,601 the people I could lose... 367 00:31:33,684 --> 00:31:37,980 and the million and one reasons why I'm not good enough. 368 00:31:52,286 --> 00:31:55,998 Rue: Jules and I hadn't spoken since that bullshit intervention. 369 00:31:58,250 --> 00:32:00,294 Even though I see her around. 370 00:32:12,306 --> 00:32:15,601 It's funny how I used to think we were meant for each other. 371 00:32:19,063 --> 00:32:21,232 That feels like a lifetime ago. 372 00:32:34,787 --> 00:32:36,122 What's up? 373 00:33:07,903 --> 00:33:09,447 Leslie: You broke me. 374 00:33:12,700 --> 00:33:14,827 Completely broke me. 375 00:33:18,581 --> 00:33:20,374 I give up. 376 00:33:20,458 --> 00:33:22,418 Hey... 377 00:33:22,501 --> 00:33:24,962 you wanna kill yourself doin' drugs? Go ahead. 378 00:33:25,045 --> 00:33:26,839 I'm not gonna stand in your way. 379 00:33:29,550 --> 00:33:31,635 -So I can do drugs? -Yeah. 380 00:33:31,719 --> 00:33:34,972 -Anything I want? -The world's your oyster. 381 00:33:38,392 --> 00:33:41,103 -Mom, are you fucking with me right now? -No. 382 00:33:41,187 --> 00:33:44,607 If you wanna fry every last brain cell in your head, 383 00:33:44,690 --> 00:33:45,775 go ahead. 384 00:33:45,858 --> 00:33:48,319 (laughs) What? What? 385 00:33:48,402 --> 00:33:50,529 -That's exciting to you, huh? -What? 386 00:33:50,613 --> 00:33:51,781 Bein' a crackhead? 387 00:33:51,864 --> 00:33:54,283 I just feel like there's a catch here. (sniffs) 388 00:33:54,366 --> 00:33:57,369 I can't convince you that your life is important. 389 00:33:57,453 --> 00:34:00,664 You're gonna have to make that decision on your own. 390 00:34:00,748 --> 00:34:05,294 You'll be 18 soon... and outta my house. 391 00:34:05,377 --> 00:34:08,672 And you're gonna make whatever decisions you're gonna make. 392 00:34:11,717 --> 00:34:13,469 I'm takin' you off my plate. 393 00:34:17,640 --> 00:34:19,308 Okay. 394 00:34:19,391 --> 00:34:21,143 I'm gonna focus on Gia. 395 00:34:22,937 --> 00:34:24,522 Yeah, but she's fine, though. 396 00:34:26,398 --> 00:34:28,400 She's been gettin' D's in math. 397 00:34:29,819 --> 00:34:30,736 Yeah. 398 00:34:30,820 --> 00:34:32,363 She's been in detention 399 00:34:32,446 --> 00:34:35,533 three times in the past two weeks. 400 00:34:35,616 --> 00:34:37,868 And every mornin', when I go into her room 401 00:34:37,952 --> 00:34:38,994 to make sure she's awake, 402 00:34:39,078 --> 00:34:41,664 she already up... on the phone. 403 00:34:41,747 --> 00:34:44,625 And I know she's not getting any sleep. 404 00:34:44,708 --> 00:34:49,046 But if you say she's fine... I'll just take your word for it. 405 00:34:53,217 --> 00:34:54,760 I didn't know any of that. 406 00:34:55,845 --> 00:34:57,638 Leslie: Why would you? 407 00:34:57,721 --> 00:34:59,932 You only ever think about yourself. 408 00:35:03,227 --> 00:35:04,562 That's not true, Mom. 409 00:35:07,565 --> 00:35:11,026 If I have to choose between losin' one daughter or two? 410 00:35:12,486 --> 00:35:14,238 I'mma fight to save her. 411 00:35:23,622 --> 00:35:25,166 Nah, that's fair. 412 00:35:28,878 --> 00:35:32,131 Move it, move it, move it. 413 00:35:32,214 --> 00:35:35,092 Lexi: When Hallie and Marta entered ninth grade, 414 00:35:35,175 --> 00:35:37,469 they became inseparable. 415 00:35:37,553 --> 00:35:40,681 ("Oops" by Tweet playing) 416 00:35:42,182 --> 00:35:45,519 -(applause) -♪ I tried and I tried ♪ 417 00:35:45,603 --> 00:35:47,104 ♪ To avoid ♪ 418 00:35:47,187 --> 00:35:49,481 ♪ But this thing was happening ♪ 419 00:35:49,565 --> 00:35:54,361 ♪ Swallowed my pride, let it ride and partied ♪ 420 00:35:54,445 --> 00:35:58,782 ♪ But this body felt just like mines ♪ 421 00:35:58,866 --> 00:36:02,077 ♪ I got worried, I looked over to the left ♪ 422 00:36:02,161 --> 00:36:04,079 ♪ A reflection of myself ♪ 423 00:36:04,163 --> 00:36:06,790 ♪ That's why I couldn't catch my breath ♪ 424 00:36:06,874 --> 00:36:12,546 ♪ Oops, there goes my shirt up over my head, oh my ♪ 425 00:36:35,653 --> 00:36:38,948 Lexi: When I first met Marta, she made me nervous. 426 00:36:41,784 --> 00:36:46,622 I had never seen anyone as sure of themself as her. 427 00:36:46,705 --> 00:36:49,208 Because of that, I didn't really trust her. 428 00:36:49,291 --> 00:36:51,543 Woo! 429 00:36:55,798 --> 00:36:57,841 Lexi: Until her parents started fighting all the time 430 00:36:57,925 --> 00:37:01,136 and she basically moved in with us for a few months. 431 00:37:06,600 --> 00:37:07,935 D'ya like it? 432 00:37:08,018 --> 00:37:09,436 I feel stupid. 433 00:37:09,520 --> 00:37:12,022 What? Everyone feels stupid. Who cares? 434 00:37:12,106 --> 00:37:14,233 -You feel stupid? -Yeah, I did. 435 00:37:14,316 --> 00:37:18,404 And then, I just chose not to feel stupid. 436 00:37:18,487 --> 00:37:23,492 I don't know if... I can... really get to that point. 437 00:37:23,575 --> 00:37:25,911 90% of life is confidence. 438 00:37:25,995 --> 00:37:29,289 And the thing about confidence is no one knows if it's real or not. 439 00:37:32,334 --> 00:37:34,586 Okay, okay, I'm not runnin' a brothel here. 440 00:37:34,670 --> 00:37:37,297 All right, girls? It's time for bed. 441 00:37:37,381 --> 00:37:39,383 It's supposed to be me. (laughs) 442 00:37:39,466 --> 00:37:41,635 Oh, that's supposed to be me. 443 00:37:41,719 --> 00:37:46,306 All righty, beauty queens. It's time for bed. Good night. 444 00:37:46,390 --> 00:37:48,726 Mother (whispers): Good night, sugar pops. 445 00:37:53,856 --> 00:37:55,065 Hallie: Marta... 446 00:37:57,109 --> 00:37:58,444 Marta: Yeah? 447 00:37:59,987 --> 00:38:02,197 Hallie: You can sleep in my bed if you want. 448 00:38:16,420 --> 00:38:20,424 My parents used to fight all the time, too, so I get it. 449 00:38:22,176 --> 00:38:24,762 You can stay here as long as you want. 450 00:38:40,027 --> 00:38:42,571 Maddy: Open the fucking door, Cassie. 451 00:38:42,654 --> 00:38:44,740 Open the door and tell me it was worth it. 452 00:38:44,823 --> 00:38:46,116 You owe me that. 453 00:38:49,953 --> 00:38:52,706 Open the fucking door, Cassie! 454 00:38:53,874 --> 00:38:55,626 What kind of fucking friend are you? 455 00:38:55,709 --> 00:38:57,628 What the fuck? 456 00:38:57,711 --> 00:38:58,879 This isn't about Nate. 457 00:38:58,962 --> 00:39:00,798 This is about you and me 458 00:39:00,881 --> 00:39:02,299 and our friendship, and if you wanna 459 00:39:02,382 --> 00:39:04,468 throw it away, then fine. 460 00:39:04,551 --> 00:39:08,138 'Cause I don't wanna be fucking friends with you. 461 00:39:08,222 --> 00:39:10,432 Kat: Come here, babe. Let's go. 462 00:39:11,725 --> 00:39:14,978 I'm just sick of it. I'm sick of it. 463 00:39:15,062 --> 00:39:18,774 He put me through hell and now he's with my fucking best friend? 464 00:39:18,857 --> 00:39:21,110 Like, what the fuck? 465 00:39:21,193 --> 00:39:24,279 -Kat: It's fucked up. -When is it gonna end? 466 00:39:24,363 --> 00:39:25,781 Kat: It's fucked up. 467 00:39:31,620 --> 00:39:33,872 Maddy: Open the fucking door, Cassie! 468 00:39:33,956 --> 00:39:35,833 Open the fucking door! 469 00:39:35,916 --> 00:39:37,501 Kat: She's not gonna open it. Let's just go. 470 00:39:37,584 --> 00:39:39,169 Maddy: Open the door! 471 00:39:39,253 --> 00:39:42,339 -(bangs on door) -Kat: Maddy, come on. 472 00:39:42,422 --> 00:39:44,967 You're a fucking coward. 473 00:39:46,093 --> 00:39:47,302 You're a fucking coward, 474 00:39:47,386 --> 00:39:50,430 and I would've never done this to you. 475 00:39:50,514 --> 00:39:52,933 I would've never done this to you. 476 00:41:42,084 --> 00:41:45,379 ("Surrender" by Armando Trovajoli playing) 477 00:42:04,606 --> 00:42:06,984 Am I everything you wished for? 478 00:42:28,338 --> 00:42:31,341 I would love for you to fuck me... 479 00:42:31,425 --> 00:42:35,304 whenever and... however you want. 480 00:42:39,433 --> 00:42:42,019 You can control what I wear... 481 00:42:43,103 --> 00:42:44,396 what I eat... 482 00:42:49,943 --> 00:42:51,903 who I talk to. 483 00:42:55,949 --> 00:42:59,244 I want every guy you know to wanna fuck me... 484 00:43:00,412 --> 00:43:02,164 but they can't. 485 00:43:03,749 --> 00:43:06,126 Because they know I'm yours. 486 00:43:07,336 --> 00:43:09,087 I belong to you... 487 00:43:11,214 --> 00:43:13,508 and I will never complain 488 00:43:13,592 --> 00:43:16,219 because I trust you know what's best. 489 00:43:25,145 --> 00:43:28,357 Aren't you afraid people are gonna look down on ya? 490 00:43:32,819 --> 00:43:34,571 At least I'm loved. 491 00:43:49,127 --> 00:43:51,088 Lexi: Jake and Marta's relationship 492 00:43:51,171 --> 00:43:53,799 was our first impression of love. 493 00:43:55,550 --> 00:43:58,553 No one's ever loved me as much as you. 494 00:43:58,637 --> 00:44:00,180 No one ever will. 495 00:45:48,038 --> 00:45:50,332 Shh, shh, shh. 496 00:45:53,418 --> 00:45:55,003 It's just a dream. 497 00:45:56,338 --> 00:45:59,549 -Shh... Quiet. -(breathing heavy) 498 00:46:25,242 --> 00:46:28,537 Lexi: But every relationship has its cracks. 499 00:46:31,122 --> 00:46:33,667 Some bigger than others. 500 00:46:36,336 --> 00:46:39,756 -I'm afraid to tell him. -Mm-hm. 501 00:46:39,840 --> 00:46:42,425 Do you think he's gonna cry? 502 00:46:42,509 --> 00:46:46,179 -He might. -Mm, don't say that. 503 00:46:46,263 --> 00:46:48,640 -But he might. -(sighs) 504 00:46:48,723 --> 00:46:50,267 I just feel bad. 505 00:46:52,102 --> 00:46:55,021 Bad enough to stay in East Highland for the rest of your life? 506 00:46:55,897 --> 00:46:57,148 Fuck no. 507 00:46:58,483 --> 00:47:00,694 Oh, you've made your decision. 508 00:47:03,655 --> 00:47:05,865 I just feel like I'm gonna break his heart. 509 00:47:06,992 --> 00:47:08,869 -It's good practice. -(Maddy scoffs) 510 00:47:12,622 --> 00:47:14,124 I got you something. 511 00:47:14,207 --> 00:47:16,835 -What? You didn't have to. -I know. 512 00:47:19,421 --> 00:47:21,256 Somethin' tells me you'll enjoy it. 513 00:47:49,534 --> 00:47:51,077 Ugh, hurry up! 514 00:47:52,704 --> 00:47:53,955 Okay, this is it, people! 515 00:47:54,039 --> 00:47:56,916 It's fuckin' showtime! Let's go! 516 00:47:57,000 --> 00:47:59,836 I need more energy, passion! 517 00:47:59,919 --> 00:48:02,380 -More glycerol, Sarah. -But it makes my skin break out. 518 00:48:02,464 --> 00:48:03,798 I don't fuckin' care. 519 00:48:05,425 --> 00:48:06,760 -You ready? -Yeah, I'm fuckin' ready. 520 00:48:06,843 --> 00:48:08,219 -Yeah, you ready? -Yeah, I'm fuckin' re-- 521 00:48:10,972 --> 00:48:13,892 (laughs) Okay, Bobbi. if Mick fucks up another light cue, 522 00:48:13,975 --> 00:48:15,018 I'm gonna fuckin' kill him. 523 00:48:15,101 --> 00:48:16,227 Bobbi: Mick, you were two seconds 524 00:48:16,311 --> 00:48:17,437 too late on that light cue. 525 00:48:17,520 --> 00:48:19,105 Lexi is very angry with you. 526 00:48:20,482 --> 00:48:22,442 Copy that. I'm really sorry. 527 00:48:25,570 --> 00:48:27,739 -Bobbi: He says sorry. -Okay, I don't fuckin' care. 528 00:48:27,822 --> 00:48:29,824 Tell him we'll replace him. 529 00:48:29,908 --> 00:48:33,411 -We don't have anyone to replace him with. -Just threaten him. 530 00:48:34,913 --> 00:48:37,457 Mick, I am relaying a message directly from Lexi. 531 00:48:37,540 --> 00:48:40,085 If you mess up again, we will replace you. 532 00:48:40,168 --> 00:48:41,544 With who? 533 00:48:41,628 --> 00:48:44,923 -He's asking with who. -Literally anybody. Any-- 534 00:48:45,006 --> 00:48:49,636 Mick, Mick, y-you-- A blind three-year-old could do a better job than you. 535 00:48:52,138 --> 00:48:55,141 ("What's Up" by Labrinth playing) 536 00:48:55,225 --> 00:48:56,935 ♪ See man rolling up ♪ 537 00:48:57,018 --> 00:48:58,728 ♪ And my dream gold as-- Woo! ♪ 538 00:49:06,653 --> 00:49:08,530 ♪ Yeah, they don't know what's up ♪ 539 00:49:08,613 --> 00:49:10,532 ♪ Yeah, they don't know what's up ♪ 540 00:49:10,615 --> 00:49:12,158 ♪ See me all rolling up ♪ 541 00:49:23,169 --> 00:49:26,506 All right, babe. Time for me and the boys to work out. 542 00:49:39,352 --> 00:49:41,521 You guys are so gay. 543 00:49:49,112 --> 00:49:52,657 -Babe, that's not funny. -(audience laughs) 544 00:49:52,741 --> 00:49:56,494 By the way, your friend never came to pick up his ticket. 545 00:49:56,578 --> 00:49:57,954 Oh, yeah, yeah. 546 00:49:58,037 --> 00:49:59,330 Actor: Man... 547 00:50:00,081 --> 00:50:01,541 Whoo! 548 00:50:25,857 --> 00:50:28,151 Tie... no tie? 549 00:50:28,234 --> 00:50:31,571 Faye: I think you look handsome with no tie. 550 00:50:31,654 --> 00:50:33,990 All right, fuck this shit then. 551 00:50:36,493 --> 00:50:38,578 Yo, you think, uh... 552 00:50:38,661 --> 00:50:42,165 you think other people will think that I look handsome? 553 00:50:42,832 --> 00:50:43,917 I do. 554 00:50:44,959 --> 00:50:48,630 Cool... I'm finna go put my pants on. 555 00:51:28,628 --> 00:51:30,755 How ya doin', playa? 556 00:51:56,364 --> 00:51:59,659 All right, uh... I'm finna head out. 557 00:51:59,742 --> 00:52:01,202 Wait, you're, uh, you're leavin'? 558 00:52:03,204 --> 00:52:04,831 Yeah, I'm about to leave right now. 559 00:52:11,170 --> 00:52:14,424 Is-is everything good? 560 00:52:14,507 --> 00:52:16,217 All right, c'mon. Get outta here. 561 00:52:16,301 --> 00:52:18,595 Run along, babe. (laughs) 562 00:52:19,971 --> 00:52:22,348 Man, whoo! 563 00:52:22,432 --> 00:52:24,392 All right. Come on, tiger. 564 00:52:26,895 --> 00:52:28,646 Come on, let's pump some iron, boys! 565 00:52:28,730 --> 00:52:32,275 ("Holding Out for a Hero" by Bonnie Tyler playing) 566 00:52:32,358 --> 00:52:34,485 Hey, Paulie. Could you rub a smidgen of oil on my back? 567 00:52:34,569 --> 00:52:37,697 I can't reach. My pecs are gettin' too freakin' big. 568 00:52:37,780 --> 00:52:38,948 Anything for you, Jake. 569 00:52:39,032 --> 00:52:42,201 Hey, Jake. Your body's fantastic. Can I help? 570 00:52:54,923 --> 00:52:57,508 ♪ Where have all the good men gone ♪ 571 00:52:57,592 --> 00:53:00,803 ♪ And where are all the gods ♪ 572 00:53:00,887 --> 00:53:03,640 ♪ Where's the streetwise Hercules ♪ 573 00:53:03,723 --> 00:53:07,644 -(lip-syncing) - ♪ To fight the rising odds ♪ 574 00:53:07,727 --> 00:53:13,816 ♪ Isn't there a white knight upon a fiery steed ♪ 575 00:53:13,900 --> 00:53:16,736 ♪ Late at night, I toss and I turn ♪ 576 00:53:16,819 --> 00:53:19,530 ♪ And I dream of what I need ♪ 577 00:53:19,614 --> 00:53:21,950 - ♪ I need a hero ♪ -(audience cheers) 578 00:53:22,033 --> 00:53:26,037 ♪ Holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night ♪ 579 00:53:26,120 --> 00:53:29,707 ♪ He's gotta be strong, and he's gotta be fast ♪ 580 00:53:29,791 --> 00:53:32,001 ♪ Gotta be fresh from the fight ♪ 581 00:53:32,085 --> 00:53:33,920 ♪ I need a hero ♪ 582 00:53:34,003 --> 00:53:38,800 -(cheering) -♪ Holding out for a hero 'til the morning light ♪ 583 00:53:38,883 --> 00:53:42,679 -♪ He's gotta be sure, and it's gotta be soon ♪ -(grunting) 584 00:53:42,762 --> 00:53:46,516 ♪ Gotta be larger than life ♪ 585 00:53:46,599 --> 00:53:49,018 ♪ Larger than life ♪ 586 00:53:49,102 --> 00:53:53,481 -(screams) -♪ Holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night ♪ 587 00:54:06,744 --> 00:54:09,998 ♪ Up where the mountains meet the heavens above ♪ 588 00:54:10,081 --> 00:54:13,042 ♪ Out where the lightning splits the sea ♪ 589 00:54:13,126 --> 00:54:15,128 ♪ I could swear there is someone ♪ 590 00:54:15,211 --> 00:54:19,549 ♪ Somewhere watching me ♪ 591 00:54:19,632 --> 00:54:22,927 ♪ Through the wind and the chill and the rain ♪ 592 00:54:23,011 --> 00:54:25,805 ♪ The storm and the flood ♪ 593 00:54:25,888 --> 00:54:30,727 -♪ I can feel his approach like a fire in my blood ♪ -(spanking noises) 594 00:54:30,810 --> 00:54:34,272 ♪ Like a fire in my brain, like a fire in my brain ♪ 595 00:54:34,355 --> 00:54:36,733 ♪ Like a fire in my... ♪ 596 00:54:39,861 --> 00:54:42,113 -♪ I need a hero ♪ -(players grunt) 597 00:54:42,196 --> 00:54:45,366 -(screams) -♪ Holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night ♪ 598 00:54:45,450 --> 00:54:49,871 -Oh my god! -♪ He's gotta be strong, and he's gotta be fast ♪ 599 00:54:49,954 --> 00:54:52,415 ♪ Gotta be fresh from the fight ♪ 600 00:54:52,498 --> 00:54:54,542 ♪ I need a hero ♪ 601 00:54:56,169 --> 00:54:58,588 ♪ Hero 'til the morning light ♪ 602 00:54:58,671 --> 00:55:03,009 ♪ He's gotta be sure, and it's gotta be soon ♪ 603 00:55:03,092 --> 00:55:05,303 ♪ Gotta be larger than life ♪ 604 00:55:05,386 --> 00:55:07,680 ♪ I need a hero ♪ 605 00:55:07,764 --> 00:55:11,768 ♪ Holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night ♪ 606 00:55:11,851 --> 00:55:15,229 ♪ He's gotta be strong, and he's gotta be fast ♪ 607 00:55:15,313 --> 00:55:18,024 -(players grunting) -♪ Gotta be fresh from the fight ♪ 608 00:55:18,107 --> 00:55:20,068 ♪ I need a hero ♪ 609 00:55:20,151 --> 00:55:24,405 -♪ Holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night ♪ -Woo! 610 00:55:24,489 --> 00:55:28,117 -♪ He's gotta be strong, and he's gotta be fast ♪ -(players moaning) 611 00:55:28,201 --> 00:55:31,913 ♪ Gotta be fresh from the fight... ♪ 612 00:55:41,339 --> 00:55:43,466 Lexi, you're a fuckin' G! 613 00:56:07,115 --> 00:56:08,449 It's goin' good, right? 614 00:56:09,742 --> 00:56:12,620 She's brilliant. Lexi's brilliant. 615 00:56:14,622 --> 00:56:16,582 -Nate. -Why the fuck are they laughing? 616 00:56:16,666 --> 00:56:19,043 -Nate! -That shit is so fuckin' homophobic. 617 00:56:19,127 --> 00:56:20,837 Babe, I'm so sorry. I had no idea Lex-- 618 00:56:20,920 --> 00:56:22,505 -She's your fuckin' sister! -No, I-- 619 00:56:22,588 --> 00:56:24,507 -I, I-- No-- -You know what, pack your shit. Get the fuck outta my house. 620 00:56:24,590 --> 00:56:25,925 I'm fuckin' done. 621 00:57:01,169 --> 00:57:04,422 ("Cannibal Holocaust" by Riz Ortolani playing)