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{\an8}[rumbling]

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[Putney] You're halfway there.

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Second half of the journey
will get harder.

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The physical toll, the emotional toll...

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Well, you're just a barrel of laughs
today, aren't you?

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[laughs] Visual and voice contact
is nearing an end.

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MCC's best estimate is 48 hours from now.

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You'll still be able to communicate
through text, emails,

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but the further out you get,
the longer the delays will be.

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Eventually, a text could take
an hour or more to--

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I know all this.

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I know there's been tension
between you and Alexis.

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It's a lot of time.

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The next time you see your daughter,
she'll be a senior.

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It might be helpful to think about...

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what you need to say to her.

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Oh, and, uh...

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merry Christmas.

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Merry Christmas.

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["Blue Christmas" by Elvis Presley plays]
♪ I'll have a blue Christmas ♪

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♪ Without you ♪

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♪ I'll be so blue just thinking ♪

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♪ About you ♪

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♪ Decorations of red ♪

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-Ready?
-Yeah.

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♪ On a green Christmas tree ♪

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♪ Won't be the same, dear ♪

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♪ If you're not here with me ♪

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♪ And when those blue snowflakes ♪

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♪ Start fallin' ♪

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♪ That's when those blue memories ♪

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♪ Start callin' ♪

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♪ You'll be doin' all right  ♪

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♪ With your Christmas of white ♪

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♪ But I'll have a blue ♪

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♪ Blue, blue, blue Christmas ♪

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-[thud]
-[groans]

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♪ You'll be doin' all right ♪

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♪ With your Christmas of white... ♪

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Oh my God.

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[Misha] C... F... 

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uh...

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P...

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Um...

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If you don't know,
we can move on to the right eye.

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Oh, shut up. I know it.

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V.

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U... uh, U. Yeah, U. U.

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Shall we move on to the right eye?

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No, screw this.
I am done with the endless testing.

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I'm not some NASA guinea pig, okay?

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Misha, can I remind you this is mandatory?

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Ram, tell them my vision is fine.

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If they wanted
someone with better eyesight,

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they could have chosen someone
who didn't log more hours in space

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than any other man, woman, or monkey
in the history of the planet.

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Okay? Hi, Lu.

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Excuse me, ladies and gentlemen.
I have real work to do.

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[door closes]

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[phone chimes]

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[keyboard clicking]

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[phone ringing, buzzing]

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[chuckles]

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Get the pic?

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Mm-hmm.

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[Isaac] How is it being home?

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Weird. [sighs]

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Weird how?

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You don't wanna hear about it.

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I do.

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It's just not what I thought
it would be like.

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Like what?

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There are ramps everywhere.

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It smells like the inside of a hospital.

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I won't be able to talk to my mom again
for, like, two years, but...

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my dad's decorating the tree,
smoking the brisket...

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They're both trying so hard
to make everything seem normal.

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But the more they try and do that,
the more clear it is that it's...

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...it's not normal.

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It'll never be normal.

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That... blows.

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[sighs]

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Why do I talk so much around you?

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So, there's this thing
I was thinking I wanna show you.

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What thing?

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[Isaac] It's a surprise.

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[chuckles]

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What kind of surprise?

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Well, it's not a surprise if I tell you.

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I can bring you there.

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Maybe pick you up around ten?

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[Ram] Big breath through your mouth.

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[Emma breathes deep]

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Perfect.

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How's Matt adjusting to being home?

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He's fine.

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And what about losing contact?
How are the family handling that?

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We're all good.

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Look, Emma, when I was, um...

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When I was sick a couple of weeks back,

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I hope
I didn't make you feel uncomfortable

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when I spoke about my brother.

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No. No, you didn't.

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Because I shared something with you
that I do not talk about, and you've...

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you've pretty much shut me out since,
and it doesn't feel great.

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Can we just...

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Look, I, um... I'm glad you opened up
about your brother.

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I just don't want you
to get the wrong idea. That's all.

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-What do you mean?
-It's...

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...difficult enough being a mom, a wife,
and, you know, leading this crew

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without any, uh...

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Without any what?

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The complications.

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Complication?

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We had one conversation...

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By the way, if I looked at you
the wrong way or something, I'm sorry.

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I mean, I was having a fever dream
and sliced open my back.

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Come on, Emma, give me some slack.

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I just... I keep my work life
and my personal life separate. That's all.

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Okay?

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I've got it.

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Well, I think we're done here.
I'll let you get dressed.

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Oh, and by the way, Misha's eyesight

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has been severely compromised
since the launch from the Moon.

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Significantly?

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His left eye has gone from a 20/40
to a 20/70,

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and that is not a normal decline.

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What about his right eye?

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Of course,
he started screaming and cursing

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and left before I could complete the exam.

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Why does that not surprise me?

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Look, science still has no explanation
for what actually causes space blindness.

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All we know is that it's very real.

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And while it seems vision typically
restores itself on returning to Earth,

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some astronauts have had their eyesight
severely impaired in space.

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I mean, has anyone ever gone blind?

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Not yet, but, uh...

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Well, no one's been to Mars yet,
right, either?

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[Misha howling like a dog]

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[in Russian] I'm scared.
I've never been to space before.

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No one has ever been to space.

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[howling like a dog]

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[in English] Ah, right, um...

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[in Russian] You were able to scavenge
and survive the streets of Kirov.

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We need dogs like you in space...

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-[in English] Kwesi.
-Yes. What?

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No dog with self-respect
will say yes to this kind of proposal.

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Please, do it again.

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This time, more like a man,
less like a schoolgirl, okay? [howls]

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Okay, fine. Misha.

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Then find someone else.

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Ram is quite charming.
I'm sure he can act.

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And, Lu, what about you? You have a child.

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I'm sure you know
how to do this sort of thing.

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My son is not interested in puppet show.
Neither am I.

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It's too late. You said yes.
You committed. Okay? Let's do it.

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You... Misha, you haven't even told me
what this is for.

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Trust me, this is the most important thing
you've ever done in your life, plant man.

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I am a world-renowned botanist.
I'm sorry, I'm not a "plant man."

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Remember what I told you?

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You have to use your...
How you call it? Diafragma?

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-Diaphragm.
-Diaphragm, yeah.

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You must speak from here,
not from here. From here.

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-Misha, please. I--
-[in deep voice] "Misha, please."

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Please, keep your voice down.
I'm trying to do some real work here.

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And Misha's right. Try to project.

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[howling]

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[exhales sharply] All right.

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[Alexis] I had to go to,
like, 1,000 houses

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before I finally got it
from the Caldwells,

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so this better be worth it.

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Ah, coriander.

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This is what gives it that complexity,
you know?

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All right.

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-That looks good.
-Yeah.

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Smell that.

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-Mmm.
-What do you think?

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Good. Complex.

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[chuckles]

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So... I was thinking.

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Annie and Aditi are throwing
this friends' Christmas Eve's party.

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The whole team's gonna be there.

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I already told them
I probably couldn't go.

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Honey.

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Yeah, I know.

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It's just we don't know
when your mom's gonna connect,

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when the last call will be.

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Yeah, I get it.

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Can you FaceTime with the team?

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Yeah, sure.

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[Cassie] Lexi! Lexi! Lexi!

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[Alexis chuckles] Hi, Cassie!

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-Lexi!
-[Matt] Cass.

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-[Melissa] Cass, let her breathe!
-No, I love it.

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-[laughs] Hey, baby.
-Hi, it's so good to see you.

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[Melissa] Good to see you too.

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-Matt, welcome home.
-Thanks.

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You remember my grandma's famous pastelón?

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Yes. Delicious.

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Why are you in a wheelchair?

201
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Cass...

202
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Will you always be in a wheelchair,
or are you gonna get better?

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-She doesn't mean to put you on the spot.
-Nah, that's okay.

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You know, it's, uh...
It's not for sure, Cass,

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but if you ask me,
my plan is to get better.

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Can you come
to our Christmas party tomorrow?

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You guys are probably busy,
but we do our Christmas party every year

208
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for some NASA folk
who can't get home for the holidays.

209
00:11:06,290 --> 00:11:09,126
Basically a nerd fest! But we have fun.

210
00:11:09,835 --> 00:11:12,505
No pressure. You guys can stop by anytime.

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00:11:12,588 --> 00:11:16,217
No, not anytime.
It starts at 3:30, 3:30 sharp.

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-[chuckles]
-We're making pigs in a blanket.

213
00:11:18,094 --> 00:11:21,972
Pigs in a blanket?
I mean, that's pretty hard to pass up.

214
00:11:22,056 --> 00:11:23,182
That's really sweet, Cass,

215
00:11:23,265 --> 00:11:26,769
but I think we're gonna celebrate
Christmas together as a family.

216
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Of course.

217
00:11:28,521 --> 00:11:31,273
But it's just you two.
We could be a family now.

218
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Cassie, honey.

219
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It's okay.

220
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[melancholy music playing]

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-[knocking at door]
-Yeah.

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[door opens]

223
00:11:48,207 --> 00:11:49,125
-Hey.
-Hey.

224
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I hear you cast Kwesi. How's he doing?

225
00:11:56,632 --> 00:11:57,633
Oof.

226
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Let's say he's not Al Pacino.

227
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Uh, Misha, I know Russians don't always
follow protocol, but there's a--

228
00:12:04,974 --> 00:12:05,808
Emma...

229
00:12:07,852 --> 00:12:10,020
My eyes are fine, okay?

230
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There's a reason for protocol.

231
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Of course there's a reason.

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Your country is obsessed with statistics.
Obsessed.

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Completely ruined baseball, by the way.

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Everything needs to fit some metric.
Every decision computerized.

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Analytics, algorithms, pitch count limits,
inning limits, infield shifts...

236
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You people...

237
00:12:32,626 --> 00:12:36,338
It's a great game. How about play it
the way it was supposed to be played?

238
00:12:36,422 --> 00:12:38,507
I didn't realize you were a baseball fan.

239
00:12:38,591 --> 00:12:39,842
I'm full of surprises.

240
00:12:41,302 --> 00:12:43,554
Look, it's not just about collecting data.

241
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If your eyesight is failing,
it's about this mission.

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It's about our survival.

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Complete your medical exam.
That's an order, Popov.

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Yes, ma'am. [sighs]

245
00:12:59,528 --> 00:13:02,823
And you realize you're making Kwesi
into a nervous wreck, right?

246
00:13:02,907 --> 00:13:04,742
What's the deal with these puppets?

247
00:13:08,162 --> 00:13:11,957
I'm prepping my last video call
with my grandchildren.

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00:13:13,584 --> 00:13:15,544
If I don't come back,
I want them to understand--

249
00:13:15,628 --> 00:13:16,962
But you will come back.

250
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Unless you know something I don't,
I'm getting us home.

251
00:13:19,340 --> 00:13:24,303
Yeah. Yeah. Every time I'm in space,
I assume I'm not coming home.

252
00:13:24,929 --> 00:13:27,640
Plus, we are the first to go to Mars,

253
00:13:27,723 --> 00:13:32,728
and the first, statistically,
have a tendency to die first, so...

254
00:13:33,771 --> 00:13:34,772
I'm getting us home.

255
00:13:34,855 --> 00:13:35,815
I believe you.

256
00:13:36,607 --> 00:13:37,441
I do.

257
00:13:39,235 --> 00:13:41,195
It's important to say your goodbyes.

258
00:13:43,239 --> 00:13:44,323
It's a good thing.

259
00:13:51,622 --> 00:13:53,290
[ethereal music playing]

260
00:13:57,962 --> 00:13:59,004
Look, Daddy.

261
00:13:59,088 --> 00:14:04,510
Teacher says every time a bell rings,
an angel gets his wings.

262
00:14:05,344 --> 00:14:06,512
That's right.

263
00:14:07,263 --> 00:14:08,264
That's right!

264
00:14:08,722 --> 00:14:14,061
[on TV]
♪ For auld lang syne! ♪

265
00:14:14,979 --> 00:14:16,689
Okay, I think I'm gonna go to bed.

266
00:14:16,772 --> 00:14:17,857
[Matt sighs]

267
00:14:19,775 --> 00:14:21,277
Do you need any help transferring?

268
00:14:21,360 --> 00:14:23,404
-No, I'm good.
-Okay.

269
00:14:28,576 --> 00:14:30,661
[Matt exhales]

270
00:14:30,744 --> 00:14:31,579
Night.

271
00:14:33,873 --> 00:14:35,249
Hey, Lex, uh...

272
00:14:36,333 --> 00:14:37,376
Yeah?

273
00:14:37,459 --> 00:14:39,044
It's okay if you're pissed at your mom.

274
00:14:40,379 --> 00:14:43,924
What? I'm not pissed at Mom.
Why would you think that?

275
00:14:44,008 --> 00:14:46,635
For talking to Putney about you
without asking?

276
00:14:47,094 --> 00:14:49,972
For leaving?
You may only have one last time to--

277
00:14:50,055 --> 00:14:51,807
So, what are you saying?

278
00:14:51,891 --> 00:14:55,102
I should have it out with her
the last time I get to talk to her?

279
00:14:55,185 --> 00:14:57,897
I'm saying, yeah,
if you're angry, you should tell her.

280
00:14:57,980 --> 00:14:59,607
Or whatever else you're feeling.

281
00:14:59,690 --> 00:15:02,943
Just don't bottle it all up inside.
That's all, okay?

282
00:15:04,153 --> 00:15:05,029
Okay.

283
00:15:07,197 --> 00:15:09,408
You know,
you don't have to bottle things up either.

284
00:15:09,909 --> 00:15:11,035
What do you mean?

285
00:15:12,578 --> 00:15:14,413
I know it's hard for you being home.

286
00:15:14,496 --> 00:15:15,873
No, sweetie. I'm...

287
00:15:16,624 --> 00:15:18,042
I'm so happy to be home.

288
00:15:19,501 --> 00:15:20,419
Okay.

289
00:15:22,087 --> 00:15:24,465
-I am!
-Okay. Merry Christmas.

290
00:15:24,548 --> 00:15:25,549
Merry Christmas.

291
00:15:26,216 --> 00:15:27,384
Night. [kiss]

292
00:15:41,231 --> 00:15:42,942
[melancholy music playing]

293
00:16:03,295 --> 00:16:04,463
[outgoing message chimes]

294
00:16:05,381 --> 00:16:07,675
[festive music playing]

295
00:16:14,431 --> 00:16:16,517
♪ Hark how the bells
Sweet silver bells ♪

296
00:16:16,600 --> 00:16:18,602
♪ All seem to say
Throw cares away ♪

297
00:16:18,686 --> 00:16:20,396
♪ Christmas is here
Bringing good cheer ♪

298
00:16:20,479 --> 00:16:22,773
♪ To young and old
Meek and the bold ♪

299
00:16:22,856 --> 00:16:24,942
♪ Ding-dong, ding-dong
That is their song ♪

300
00:16:25,025 --> 00:16:27,194
♪ With joyful ring
All caroling ♪

301
00:16:27,277 --> 00:16:29,029
♪ One seems to hear
Words of good cheer ♪

302
00:16:29,113 --> 00:16:31,240
♪ From everywhere
Filling the air ♪

303
00:16:31,323 --> 00:16:33,242
♪ Oh, how they pound
Raising the sound ♪

304
00:16:33,325 --> 00:16:35,327
♪ O'er hill and dale
Telling their tale ♪

305
00:16:35,411 --> 00:16:37,162
♪ Gaily they ring
While people sing ♪

306
00:16:37,246 --> 00:16:39,665
♪ Songs of good cheer
Christmas is here ♪

307
00:16:39,748 --> 00:16:41,792
♪ Merry, Merry, Merry, Merry Christmas ♪

308
00:16:41,875 --> 00:16:43,711
♪ Merry, Merry, Merry, Merry Christmas ♪

309
00:16:43,794 --> 00:16:45,796
♪ On, on they send
On without end ♪

310
00:16:45,879 --> 00:16:47,297
♪ Their joyful tone... ♪

311
00:16:47,381 --> 00:16:48,424
[Alexis] Hey.

312
00:16:49,383 --> 00:16:50,259
[Isaac] Hey.

313
00:16:56,348 --> 00:16:58,851
[band vocalizing]

314
00:17:04,940 --> 00:17:07,818
[Ram] So, shortness of breath, diarrhea,
insomnia, stomach pain,

315
00:17:07,901 --> 00:17:10,195
periods of depression,
and general anxiety.

316
00:17:11,113 --> 00:17:13,115
Is there any other symptoms
you've been experiencing?

317
00:17:13,198 --> 00:17:14,825
[scoffs] Is there anything left?

318
00:17:15,701 --> 00:17:17,536
Okay, Kwesi, look.

319
00:17:18,579 --> 00:17:21,707
Here's the thing:
space takes its toll on the body, right?

320
00:17:21,790 --> 00:17:24,084
And we're going further
than anyone's gone before,

321
00:17:24,168 --> 00:17:25,794
longer than anyone's been away.

322
00:17:26,336 --> 00:17:29,548
We're finding out as we go
the challenges it brings all of us,

323
00:17:29,631 --> 00:17:32,176
but everything you mention
is completely normal.

324
00:17:32,968 --> 00:17:35,679
Your vitals are good, you're strong,
you're a person of faith,

325
00:17:35,763 --> 00:17:37,848
and that's really gonna help you, okay?

326
00:17:38,390 --> 00:17:40,726
Look, I've seen a lot of people
react to space,

327
00:17:41,560 --> 00:17:43,479
and I believe you'll get
stronger and stronger.

328
00:17:43,562 --> 00:17:44,897
Is this child psychology?

329
00:17:44,980 --> 00:17:46,273
No, it's absolutely true.

330
00:17:46,356 --> 00:17:48,358
Look, we'll follow up
after the blood test results,

331
00:17:48,442 --> 00:17:50,069
but I believe you're gonna be okay.

332
00:17:50,152 --> 00:17:52,863
Right. Um, there is one other thing.

333
00:17:53,322 --> 00:17:54,198
Okay.

334
00:17:54,281 --> 00:17:58,410
I'm just warning you,
I'm a bit freaked out by it, so...

335
00:17:59,286 --> 00:18:00,329
You can tell me anything.

336
00:18:00,412 --> 00:18:03,248
Well, if it freaks you out,
it's going to freak me out more.

337
00:18:03,332 --> 00:18:05,501
-So please don't freak out.
-What is it, Kwesi?

338
00:18:07,503 --> 00:18:08,504
[sighs]

339
00:18:09,463 --> 00:18:10,547
[Kwesi sighs]

340
00:18:13,926 --> 00:18:15,344
[Kwesi wincing in pain]

341
00:18:18,555 --> 00:18:19,431
Oh...

342
00:18:19,515 --> 00:18:21,433
What in God's name is happening to me?

343
00:18:21,517 --> 00:18:25,354
I mean, this was once a part of me,
and now it's not.

344
00:18:25,437 --> 00:18:27,356
Okay, let me dress this thing. [sighs]

345
00:18:27,439 --> 00:18:30,400
-You're freaking out, aren't you?
-I am not freaking out.

346
00:18:30,484 --> 00:18:33,028
Well, I certainly am. I certainly am.
I am freaking out.

347
00:18:33,112 --> 00:18:35,823
I mean, what... what in God's name
is happening to me?

348
00:18:35,906 --> 00:18:38,534
I'm gonna clean this thing and dress it,
and then I'm gonna tell you

349
00:18:38,617 --> 00:18:41,954
in zero gravity, certain parts of our body
may come off in atrophy.

350
00:18:42,037 --> 00:18:44,081
Anything else gonna come off in atrophy?

351
00:18:44,164 --> 00:18:46,625
I mean, I haven't been having
a great deal of sex here.

352
00:18:46,708 --> 00:18:48,418
I mean, is my penis next?

353
00:18:48,502 --> 00:18:50,170
No, your penis is not next.

354
00:18:50,254 --> 00:18:54,258
Then what else? I mean, toes, fingers?
I mean, I'm not okay with this.

355
00:18:54,341 --> 00:18:56,343
Here, take one of these.

356
00:18:56,426 --> 00:18:57,970
No. You giving me oxy.
That's all I need.

357
00:18:58,053 --> 00:19:00,973
It's not oxy. It's for the anxiety.
Take it.

358
00:19:01,056 --> 00:19:02,891
-[knocking at door]
-[Ram] Yes? What is it?

359
00:19:05,185 --> 00:19:07,437
Did my result come back?

360
00:19:08,105 --> 00:19:11,608
They did, actually, and, uh,
you're healthier than the day we launched.

361
00:19:12,401 --> 00:19:14,486
Of course. Why would it be any different?

362
00:19:16,155 --> 00:19:17,156
Excuse me.

363
00:19:19,658 --> 00:19:20,492
I hate her.

364
00:19:22,244 --> 00:19:25,164
[in Russian]
Tasha, I just want to tell you...

365
00:19:28,292 --> 00:19:34,506
Tashenka, I just want to tell you that...
that I...

366
00:19:37,217 --> 00:19:38,093
Natalya, I...

367
00:19:38,177 --> 00:19:39,011
[computer chimes]

368
00:19:40,262 --> 00:19:42,723
Tashenka, hi.

369
00:19:43,390 --> 00:19:45,350
It's early. The children are still asleep.

370
00:19:45,434 --> 00:19:48,520
I know. I purposefully...
I just wanted to...

371
00:19:49,479 --> 00:19:51,982
tell you something.

372
00:19:53,650 --> 00:19:58,614
Listen, I’ve been thinking...
and it’s important that I tell you

373
00:19:58,697 --> 00:20:04,536
that when I came back after Mom died,
I know I promised to stay,

374
00:20:05,621 --> 00:20:11,293
but instead,
I sent you to Kazan and took off.

375
00:20:12,127 --> 00:20:16,048
I want you to know that I loved you then.
That I still love you--

376
00:20:16,131 --> 00:20:17,257
You shouldn’t.

377
00:20:17,341 --> 00:20:21,136
Tasha, let me finish.
This isn’t easy for me.

378
00:20:21,220 --> 00:20:25,224
I know I’ve done wrong by you...

379
00:20:25,807 --> 00:20:27,142
but on the other hand,

380
00:20:27,643 --> 00:20:30,395
the country needed astronauts, you know?

381
00:20:30,479 --> 00:20:31,521
The motherland.

382
00:20:32,606 --> 00:20:34,858
The motherland, yes. The motherland.

383
00:20:35,275 --> 00:20:36,735
Papa, papa.

384
00:20:37,986 --> 00:20:38,987
What?

385
00:20:39,738 --> 00:20:41,031
Time has not stood still.

386
00:20:42,241 --> 00:20:44,493
I'm not that hurt little girl anymore.

387
00:20:44,576 --> 00:20:46,453
[sighs]

388
00:20:46,536 --> 00:20:50,832
God bless you on your journey,
but Uncle Lev and Aunt Masha raised me.

389
00:20:50,916 --> 00:20:52,918
They became my parents, and you...

390
00:20:53,502 --> 00:20:55,545
you forgot about me a long time ago.

391
00:20:56,213 --> 00:20:57,589
And I forgot about you too.

392
00:20:57,673 --> 00:21:01,093
Tasha, I understand
that you’re still angry,

393
00:21:01,176 --> 00:21:02,844
and you have every right to be.

394
00:21:02,928 --> 00:21:07,015
But what choice did I have?
The situation was different.

395
00:21:07,099 --> 00:21:10,560
I really have to go. The kids
will be up soon, and I need to be there.

396
00:21:11,436 --> 00:21:12,813
Merry Christmas, Papa.

397
00:21:13,855 --> 00:21:15,649
Yes, merry Christmas.

398
00:21:16,066 --> 00:21:16,942
[computer chimes]

399
00:21:18,277 --> 00:21:19,319
[sighs]

400
00:21:23,115 --> 00:21:23,991
[grunts]

401
00:21:29,997 --> 00:21:31,707
[in English]
I'm glad you changed your mind.

402
00:21:33,625 --> 00:21:35,127
So, where are we going?

403
00:21:38,380 --> 00:21:44,469
["I Want You for Christmas" plays]
♪ I want you for Christmas ♪

404
00:21:44,553 --> 00:21:50,976
♪ My tree just won't burn bright ♪

405
00:21:51,727 --> 00:21:57,691
♪ It won't seem like Christmas ♪

406
00:21:57,774 --> 00:22:02,904
♪ Until we make things right ♪

407
00:22:18,795 --> 00:22:21,131
-[tablet chiming]
-[line ringing]

408
00:22:24,468 --> 00:22:25,552
Hey, shithead.

409
00:22:26,303 --> 00:22:27,137
Hey.

410
00:22:27,554 --> 00:22:29,014
I know it's the middle of the night,

411
00:22:29,097 --> 00:22:31,391
but I thought this could be
some time for you and me.

412
00:22:34,353 --> 00:22:35,354
Are you wearing makeup?

413
00:22:36,355 --> 00:22:38,023
What's unusual about that?

414
00:22:39,191 --> 00:22:40,150
[chuckles]

415
00:22:42,069 --> 00:22:44,196
Oh, I wish I could be there with you
right now.

416
00:22:45,697 --> 00:22:47,032
I wanna feel you.

417
00:22:48,116 --> 00:22:49,493
I miss you so much.

418
00:22:50,577 --> 00:22:51,411
Yeah.

419
00:22:55,040 --> 00:22:56,792
How's it feel being back home?

420
00:22:58,210 --> 00:23:01,630
It was the right thing to do.
I needed to get back here.

421
00:23:03,173 --> 00:23:06,301
Mmm. That's not answering my question.

422
00:23:10,680 --> 00:23:11,973
Well, it's, uh...

423
00:23:14,559 --> 00:23:15,894
...still our house,

424
00:23:17,938 --> 00:23:21,066
but it doesn't feel like home, you know.

425
00:23:23,819 --> 00:23:24,820
Show me.

426
00:23:25,904 --> 00:23:26,738
Please.

427
00:23:51,847 --> 00:23:53,056
You know what I see?

428
00:23:54,975 --> 00:23:58,520
I don't see a ramp or a hospital bed.

429
00:24:00,439 --> 00:24:03,024
I see the home we bought
to raise our daughter in.

430
00:24:05,527 --> 00:24:08,905
And I see the man that I'm in love with.

431
00:24:10,866 --> 00:24:13,326
The man I'm so proud to be married to.

432
00:24:14,703 --> 00:24:16,121
I see my best friend.

433
00:24:19,291 --> 00:24:22,419
All right, what they did
to the kitchen island does sting a little.

434
00:24:23,587 --> 00:24:24,671
[Emma chuckles]

435
00:24:31,344 --> 00:24:32,262
Matt?

436
00:24:34,598 --> 00:24:35,515
Yeah.

437
00:24:36,141 --> 00:24:38,101
Will you play something for me, please?

438
00:24:38,810 --> 00:24:39,644
Sure.

439
00:24:54,701 --> 00:24:55,702
[Matt] I was, uh...

440
00:24:59,247 --> 00:25:01,374
...I was thinking about you today...

441
00:25:04,711 --> 00:25:06,254
and I started this.

442
00:25:08,381 --> 00:25:09,758
[sighs]

443
00:25:12,761 --> 00:25:14,763
[plays a light melody]

444
00:26:23,999 --> 00:26:25,500
[Emma] That was beautiful.

445
00:26:32,591 --> 00:26:34,050
If I don't make it back--

446
00:26:34,134 --> 00:26:35,468
[Matt] You're gonna make it back.

447
00:26:36,595 --> 00:26:37,596
Oh, baby.

448
00:26:38,763 --> 00:26:40,015
I'm planning on it.

449
00:26:42,183 --> 00:26:43,435
But if I don't...

450
00:26:44,728 --> 00:26:47,022
I want you to know that you changed me.

451
00:26:49,691 --> 00:26:51,651
You made me believe in myself.

452
00:26:53,111 --> 00:26:54,613
You made me believe...

453
00:26:55,905 --> 00:26:57,407
that I'm good.

454
00:27:00,368 --> 00:27:03,663
And I am so grateful
that you're the father to our baby girl.

455
00:27:05,081 --> 00:27:07,125
You're an extraordinary father.

456
00:27:08,877 --> 00:27:10,712
She's a lucky, lucky girl.

457
00:27:10,795 --> 00:27:12,380
You're coming home.

458
00:27:12,464 --> 00:27:14,090
I'm gonna try my hardest.

459
00:27:14,174 --> 00:27:16,217
No, no, no. Listen to me.

460
00:27:17,302 --> 00:27:18,386
I want you to listen.

461
00:27:20,639 --> 00:27:21,931
We're gonna be okay.

462
00:27:22,766 --> 00:27:24,601
You just focus on your job.

463
00:27:26,645 --> 00:27:29,230
You take care of yourself,
you get your job done,

464
00:27:30,148 --> 00:27:31,733
and you come back to us, okay?

465
00:27:34,152 --> 00:27:35,195
Yeah.

466
00:27:39,949 --> 00:27:41,117
I miss you.

467
00:27:42,577 --> 00:27:43,703
I miss you.

468
00:27:47,374 --> 00:27:48,667
[tablet chimes]

469
00:27:52,170 --> 00:27:54,172
[choir singing]

470
00:28:19,739 --> 00:28:21,116
Ever been to Midnight Mass?

471
00:28:21,616 --> 00:28:22,909
Not even close.

472
00:28:23,410 --> 00:28:25,078
Come on. My mom saved us seats.

473
00:28:25,161 --> 00:28:27,163
[music continues]

474
00:28:40,885 --> 00:28:44,472
This is my mom.
Mom, this is the girl I told you about.

475
00:28:44,556 --> 00:28:47,726
I think I see
what the whole fuss was about, eh?

476
00:28:48,268 --> 00:28:50,103
It's so nice to meet you, Mrs. Rod--

477
00:28:51,020 --> 00:28:53,648
[Mrs. Rodriguez] I'm so happy you're here.
Please join us.

478
00:29:45,325 --> 00:29:46,451
[sighs]

479
00:30:01,132 --> 00:30:02,217
[light switch clicks]

480
00:30:20,527 --> 00:30:21,486
[sighs]

481
00:30:43,466 --> 00:30:44,425
[groans]

482
00:30:44,884 --> 00:30:45,885
All right.

483
00:30:58,314 --> 00:30:59,566
[loud clatter]

484
00:31:00,441 --> 00:31:01,442
[groans]

485
00:31:03,903 --> 00:31:05,613
[panting]

486
00:31:36,561 --> 00:31:38,438
[tense music playing]

487
00:32:12,847 --> 00:32:13,806
Thank you.

488
00:32:14,807 --> 00:32:16,726
That was amazing.

489
00:32:17,435 --> 00:32:19,354
I can't believe you decided to come.

490
00:32:19,437 --> 00:32:20,438
[chuckles]

491
00:32:28,613 --> 00:32:29,906
Merry Christmas.

492
00:32:31,366 --> 00:32:32,575
Merry Christmas.

493
00:32:40,083 --> 00:32:40,959
Bye.

494
00:32:53,513 --> 00:32:55,139
[garage door opening]

495
00:33:06,859 --> 00:33:08,903
[woman singing Hanukkah prayer]

496
00:33:34,804 --> 00:33:35,805
Amen.

497
00:33:35,888 --> 00:33:36,973
[laughs]

498
00:33:38,057 --> 00:33:39,642
Can you believe it? It's our...

499
00:33:40,435 --> 00:33:41,978
first Hanukkah in space.

500
00:33:42,061 --> 00:33:43,104
[both laugh]

501
00:33:43,563 --> 00:33:46,065
-Right.
-You look thin. You haven't been eating.

502
00:33:46,149 --> 00:33:49,193
Yes, Mum, of course I'm eating. Yes.

503
00:33:50,820 --> 00:33:55,491
Although I could use one or two
of your world-class latkes, yes.

504
00:33:55,575 --> 00:33:56,993
Ah, soon enough.

505
00:33:57,076 --> 00:34:01,205
I'll have a heap of latkes waiting for you
when you come home from Mars.

506
00:34:02,999 --> 00:34:04,000
Mum, I...

507
00:34:06,044 --> 00:34:07,503
I just wanna say thank you.

508
00:34:08,838 --> 00:34:09,839
For everything.

509
00:34:14,302 --> 00:34:15,428
And I'll see you soon.

510
00:34:18,473 --> 00:34:19,891
[in Mandarin] Wow...

511
00:34:19,974 --> 00:34:21,350
You've really improved!

512
00:34:21,434 --> 00:34:23,102
He's grown up, the little thing.

513
00:34:24,604 --> 00:34:26,230
Show her the other one.

514
00:34:26,314 --> 00:34:27,398
Do you have more?

515
00:34:29,901 --> 00:34:31,069
Wow.

516
00:34:31,152 --> 00:34:32,820
Bring it closer so I can see it.

517
00:34:32,904 --> 00:34:34,447
[Lu's husband] Closer, closer.

518
00:34:34,530 --> 00:34:35,865
Too close! Too close!

519
00:34:35,948 --> 00:34:37,033
I can see it.

520
00:34:39,243 --> 00:34:40,828
I miss you so much.

521
00:34:41,412 --> 00:34:43,498
-Mom is thinking about you.
-[Lei] I love you.

522
00:34:43,581 --> 00:34:44,749
Boys should be strong.

523
00:34:45,374 --> 00:34:46,501
Yeah, be strong.

524
00:34:48,878 --> 00:34:50,129
Keep drawing.

525
00:34:50,213 --> 00:34:51,631
[both blow a kiss]

526
00:34:53,299 --> 00:34:54,801
[Misha barking]

527
00:34:54,884 --> 00:34:56,552
[Kwesi in Russian] If you stay,

528
00:34:57,095 --> 00:35:00,640
you will grow tired of begging for scraps
and shaming your mother.

529
00:35:00,723 --> 00:35:02,058
[whimpering]

530
00:35:02,809 --> 00:35:08,815
In space, you will be a great dog,
respected by the motherland.

531
00:35:10,274 --> 00:35:12,193
Understood, Comrade Rocket Scientist!

532
00:35:12,276 --> 00:35:14,028
["The Nutcracker" playing]

533
00:35:15,446 --> 00:35:16,781
[panting]

534
00:35:19,575 --> 00:35:20,660
[whining]

535
00:35:21,786 --> 00:35:22,787
Papa!

536
00:35:24,163 --> 00:35:25,998
-Papa!
-Sashenka...

537
00:35:26,082 --> 00:35:28,960
Sashenka, I must fly away. I must.

538
00:35:30,002 --> 00:35:31,003
For you.

539
00:35:31,087 --> 00:35:34,006
For our country. For humanity.

540
00:35:34,090 --> 00:35:36,259
[Kwesi] Papa, don't fly away.

541
00:35:36,342 --> 00:35:38,177
-[Kwesi] Papa, don’t go.
-[Misha] I'll be back.

542
00:35:38,594 --> 00:35:39,428
-[kisses]
-Papa!

543
00:35:39,846 --> 00:35:40,930
[Misha panting]

544
00:35:50,940 --> 00:35:54,485
When Tishka went into space,

545
00:35:55,778 --> 00:35:57,864
the world started to dream again.

546
00:35:57,947 --> 00:36:00,324
If people were sad or scared

547
00:36:00,408 --> 00:36:04,245
or alone, they would look up at the sky
and see Tishka,

548
00:36:04,328 --> 00:36:07,123
and be reminded
that everything is possible.

549
00:36:07,874 --> 00:36:11,460
And following in his footsteps,
people went to space too.

550
00:36:11,544 --> 00:36:14,547
He had never dreamed of going to space.

551
00:36:15,381 --> 00:36:18,134
But fate intervened.

552
00:36:18,968 --> 00:36:22,847
And once he got there,
he could not go back.

553
00:36:24,223 --> 00:36:26,350
He left a puppy on Earth,

554
00:36:26,934 --> 00:36:28,644
his beloved Sashenka.

555
00:36:29,645 --> 00:36:30,646
Now...

556
00:36:32,440 --> 00:36:36,319
Tishka circles the Moon.

557
00:36:39,655 --> 00:36:42,158
He’s looking out the porthole, thinking...

558
00:36:42,241 --> 00:36:44,994
"Everything would have been so much easier

559
00:36:45,828 --> 00:36:47,872
if I had been someone else,

560
00:36:48,247 --> 00:36:52,126
if I could be an Earth dog."

561
00:36:54,003 --> 00:36:55,671
But what could Tishka do?

562
00:36:56,172 --> 00:36:58,216
Tishka is not an Earth dog.

563
00:36:58,299 --> 00:36:59,300
Tishka...

564
00:37:01,135 --> 00:37:04,222
...is a space dog.

565
00:37:06,599 --> 00:37:08,100
[children clapping]

566
00:37:08,935 --> 00:37:11,729
Let’s give it up for Grandpa!
He did so well!

567
00:37:17,777 --> 00:37:20,738
Aw, my beauties, my loves!

568
00:37:21,155 --> 00:37:22,156
See you soon.

569
00:37:22,573 --> 00:37:24,075
-Bye.
-Bye-bye, Grandpa.

570
00:37:24,158 --> 00:37:26,244
-Bye-bye.
-Okay, good night.

571
00:37:26,327 --> 00:37:28,371
Kisses, kisses.

572
00:37:28,454 --> 00:37:30,831
Okay, hurry up, y'all. Time for bed!
Brush your teeth!

573
00:37:31,999 --> 00:37:33,834
Tasha, wait, I...

574
00:37:37,755 --> 00:37:38,923
You were right.

575
00:37:41,092 --> 00:37:43,719
You were absolutely right.
It wasn’t for our country.

576
00:37:44,178 --> 00:37:46,264
It wasn’t for the motherland. All that...

577
00:37:49,809 --> 00:37:51,018
It’s all a lie.

578
00:37:52,311 --> 00:37:57,441
When I returned home after Mom died,

579
00:37:58,276 --> 00:38:01,654
everything was different,

580
00:38:01,737 --> 00:38:08,160
alien, someone else’s.

581
00:38:10,871 --> 00:38:12,248
And...

582
00:38:14,208 --> 00:38:15,793
I would drop you off at school...

583
00:38:17,628 --> 00:38:20,673
and then I would go
get a bottle of vodka...

584
00:38:22,341 --> 00:38:23,342
...and drink...

585
00:38:27,763 --> 00:38:30,683
and think about ways to die.

586
00:38:32,435 --> 00:38:34,353
In the end, I understood...

587
00:38:35,688 --> 00:38:39,984
...you would be better off
with Aunt Masha in Kazan.

588
00:38:41,027 --> 00:38:44,739
And I... I would be better off up here.

589
00:38:46,073 --> 00:38:47,491
So, there you have it.

590
00:38:50,036 --> 00:38:51,662
I’m sorry, my little star.

591
00:38:54,040 --> 00:38:56,083
I’m sorry for ruining everything.

592
00:38:57,251 --> 00:38:58,836
I ruined everything.

593
00:39:00,796 --> 00:39:01,630
Forgive me.

594
00:39:06,594 --> 00:39:07,928
I don’t know how I can.

595
00:39:10,056 --> 00:39:12,600
But I'm glad you found your home.

596
00:39:14,393 --> 00:39:15,394
Forgive me.

597
00:39:16,062 --> 00:39:17,688
I don’t know how to forgive you.

598
00:39:19,648 --> 00:39:21,067
I don’t know how.

599
00:39:28,908 --> 00:39:30,034
Goodbye, Papa.

600
00:39:32,119 --> 00:39:33,120
Goodbye.

601
00:39:35,748 --> 00:39:36,749
[tablet chimes]

602
00:39:42,129 --> 00:39:44,465
[in English] Misha, are you all right?

603
00:39:47,259 --> 00:39:48,386
[sighs]

604
00:39:51,472 --> 00:39:54,308
-I have one word for you, Kwesi.
-What's that?

605
00:39:55,518 --> 00:39:56,352
Vodka.

606
00:39:56,435 --> 00:39:57,269
[chuckles]

607
00:39:57,353 --> 00:39:58,187
Right.

608
00:40:09,073 --> 00:40:10,074
It's really good.

609
00:40:11,200 --> 00:40:12,576
I know it's not your mom's.

610
00:40:12,660 --> 00:40:13,661
It's delicious.

611
00:40:19,208 --> 00:40:20,709
I know it was wrong.

612
00:40:22,086 --> 00:40:23,087
What I did.

613
00:40:24,004 --> 00:40:25,381
I understand that you're mad at me.

614
00:40:30,469 --> 00:40:33,431
I just felt like all this was too much.

615
00:40:35,599 --> 00:40:36,892
Like I couldn't breathe.

616
00:40:38,144 --> 00:40:41,147
But it was dumb,
and I don't need to be doing dumb stuff,

617
00:40:41,230 --> 00:40:42,982
with everything we've got going on.

618
00:40:53,242 --> 00:40:54,201
I just...

619
00:40:54,743 --> 00:40:56,704
I know how hard you worked to get home.

620
00:40:58,998 --> 00:41:01,459
I can't stand the idea
that I ruined Christmas.

621
00:41:04,211 --> 00:41:05,045
Where were you?

622
00:41:09,008 --> 00:41:10,509
I was with a good friend.

623
00:41:11,510 --> 00:41:12,553
I was safe.

624
00:41:14,680 --> 00:41:16,640
You gotta know
you can talk to me about anything.

625
00:41:16,724 --> 00:41:18,058
You know that, right?

626
00:41:18,142 --> 00:41:18,976
Yeah.

627
00:41:21,353 --> 00:41:22,354
Look at me, please.

628
00:41:24,273 --> 00:41:25,649
-I know.
-Okay.

629
00:41:27,568 --> 00:41:28,652
[computer ringing]

630
00:41:30,571 --> 00:41:31,989
[computer ringing]

631
00:41:32,072 --> 00:41:34,158
I talked to Mom last night. This is you.

632
00:41:36,660 --> 00:41:37,620
[computer ringing]

633
00:41:53,469 --> 00:41:54,470
Hey.

634
00:41:56,055 --> 00:41:57,097
Hey.

635
00:42:01,018 --> 00:42:01,977
[Alexis sniffles]

636
00:42:03,938 --> 00:42:04,939
Mom...

637
00:42:05,773 --> 00:42:06,815
I love you,

638
00:42:08,442 --> 00:42:10,569
and I'm so scared that you're leaving me.

639
00:42:12,029 --> 00:42:13,531
But I'm also mad.

640
00:42:15,407 --> 00:42:16,951
Why did you have to do this?

641
00:42:18,077 --> 00:42:19,828
Why couldn't you just be my mom?

642
00:42:20,913 --> 00:42:22,706
I know it's selfish, but I just...

643
00:42:23,916 --> 00:42:26,502
I want you to be here all the time,
like Melissa.

644
00:42:26,585 --> 00:42:27,628
[sighs]

645
00:42:29,046 --> 00:42:30,256
I'm sorry.

646
00:42:32,883 --> 00:42:35,135
I'm so sorry I left you.

647
00:42:37,388 --> 00:42:38,472
[Emma sighs]

648
00:42:38,556 --> 00:42:41,225
I don't know how I'm gonna bear
missing out on this time with you.

649
00:42:41,308 --> 00:42:42,685
-I really don't.
-[sobs]

650
00:42:43,978 --> 00:42:45,938
And it's okay that you're mad.

651
00:42:47,231 --> 00:42:48,399
You have a right to be.

652
00:42:49,608 --> 00:42:51,735
And I'm so happy you told me, okay?

653
00:42:52,861 --> 00:42:53,779
Yeah.

654
00:42:55,322 --> 00:42:56,657
You know, when you were...

655
00:42:57,616 --> 00:42:58,784
in preschool,

656
00:42:59,410 --> 00:43:02,037
the teachers used to come up to me
at the end of the day

657
00:43:02,454 --> 00:43:07,626
and tell me that all the other girls
were following the pack, trying to fit in,

658
00:43:08,210 --> 00:43:09,503
but you were on your own,

659
00:43:10,296 --> 00:43:11,672
studying bugs.

660
00:43:11,755 --> 00:43:12,631
[sniffles]

661
00:43:12,715 --> 00:43:15,801
You were your own person,
doing your own thing.

662
00:43:16,427 --> 00:43:17,761
That's you.

663
00:43:19,096 --> 00:43:20,389
And that's still you.

664
00:43:21,265 --> 00:43:22,600
You're remarkable.

665
00:43:23,934 --> 00:43:26,186
And I know that no matter what happens,

666
00:43:26,270 --> 00:43:28,689
I know that you're gonna be all right,
okay?

667
00:43:29,356 --> 00:43:30,399
Yeah.

668
00:43:32,776 --> 00:43:34,695
I want you to listen to your dad.

669
00:43:35,904 --> 00:43:37,990
Always listen to your dad.

670
00:43:38,073 --> 00:43:41,243
When he's talking to you,
that's me talking to you too.

671
00:43:41,827 --> 00:43:44,038
And I want you to stay close to Melissa.

672
00:43:44,121 --> 00:43:47,249
And I know your aunt,
your aunt Lynne, is far,

673
00:43:47,333 --> 00:43:50,794
and she's a little wacky,
but those women, they're... they're gold.

674
00:43:50,878 --> 00:43:52,254
They're money in the bank.

675
00:43:52,338 --> 00:43:53,339
Okay.

676
00:43:54,673 --> 00:43:56,342
[sighs] And...

677
00:43:57,593 --> 00:43:58,427
boys.

678
00:43:58,510 --> 00:43:59,970
[chuckles, sniffles]

679
00:44:00,054 --> 00:44:03,098
I know they're beautiful.
I get that. I do.

680
00:44:03,599 --> 00:44:06,560
But, honey,
they're bucks, is what they are.

681
00:44:07,144 --> 00:44:08,395
Wild bucks.

682
00:44:08,479 --> 00:44:11,190
So you don't do anything
you don't wanna do, okay?

683
00:44:12,107 --> 00:44:15,486
And you say exactly what you want
and what you don't want.

684
00:44:15,569 --> 00:44:17,655
And you have to be explicit.

685
00:44:17,738 --> 00:44:20,074
If something ain't feeling right,
you just say,

686
00:44:20,157 --> 00:44:22,910
"That ain't happening.
End of discussion." Okay?

687
00:44:24,328 --> 00:44:25,329
Okay, I promise.

688
00:44:28,415 --> 00:44:29,958
And I want you to know...

689
00:44:31,085 --> 00:44:34,088
you are the best thing
that's ever happened to me.

690
00:44:34,713 --> 00:44:38,133
I love you, Mom. I love you so much.

691
00:44:38,759 --> 00:44:40,177
I love you.

692
00:44:41,637 --> 00:44:42,805
Fiercely.

693
00:44:43,764 --> 00:44:44,682
Okay.

694
00:44:45,516 --> 00:44:46,475
Mom?

695
00:44:47,101 --> 00:44:48,185
Yeah, baby?

696
00:44:48,686 --> 00:44:50,145
{\an8}I'm gonna be okay.

697
00:44:50,688 --> 00:44:53,732
{\an8}I'm gonna be all right,
so you don't have to worry about us, okay?

698
00:44:55,234 --> 00:44:56,276
I know.

699
00:45:02,574 --> 00:45:03,617
[sobbing]

700
00:45:11,208 --> 00:45:12,167
[Alexis sobbing]

701
00:45:12,751 --> 00:45:13,752
Mom?

702
00:45:16,130 --> 00:45:17,172
[sobbing] Mom?

703
00:45:19,675 --> 00:45:20,676
Em?

704
00:45:22,803 --> 00:45:23,637
Em?

705
00:45:28,100 --> 00:45:29,351
[Alex sobs inconsolably]

706
00:45:29,768 --> 00:45:30,769
Okay, baby.

707
00:45:33,230 --> 00:45:34,732
[Alexis continues sobbing]

708
00:45:44,241 --> 00:45:45,367
[knocking at door]

709
00:45:46,618 --> 00:45:47,453
Yeah?

710
00:45:47,870 --> 00:45:50,497
[Lu] Misha is getting Kwesi
pretty drunk up there

711
00:45:50,581 --> 00:45:54,418
on his filthy homemade vodka.
You might want to monitor it.

712
00:45:57,296 --> 00:45:58,422
I'm sorry.

713
00:45:58,505 --> 00:46:00,507
No, it's okay.

714
00:46:02,384 --> 00:46:03,594
How do you do it?

715
00:46:04,762 --> 00:46:06,096
How do you cope?

716
00:46:07,514 --> 00:46:09,975
How do you... how do you do it?

717
00:46:10,058 --> 00:46:12,102
I mean, you have your little boy
down there,

718
00:46:12,644 --> 00:46:16,774
and a woman you love
that you can't even talk to anymore.

719
00:46:16,857 --> 00:46:18,734
Yet you always seem so...

720
00:46:20,360 --> 00:46:21,278
stalwart.

721
00:46:25,908 --> 00:46:28,911
I may seem that way, Emma.

722
00:46:32,247 --> 00:46:34,833
If I think about three years
without my son,

723
00:46:35,709 --> 00:46:38,170
my heart begins to break apart.

724
00:46:40,172 --> 00:46:41,173
And I may never...

725
00:46:42,966 --> 00:46:44,593
never get to be with Mei again.

726
00:46:46,887 --> 00:46:47,888
But...

727
00:46:52,392 --> 00:46:56,271
we're going to be the first human beings
to set foot...

728
00:46:57,147 --> 00:46:58,148
on Mars.

729
00:47:01,443 --> 00:47:02,736
I look that way.

730
00:47:05,823 --> 00:47:08,659
You're looking in the wrong direction,
Commander Green.

731
00:47:14,081 --> 00:47:16,333
[Misha] This is the best batch yet.

732
00:47:18,585 --> 00:47:19,461
My friends...

733
00:47:20,212 --> 00:47:21,380
[in Russian] To our health!

734
00:47:21,463 --> 00:47:22,548
[Kwesi in English] Right.

735
00:47:29,471 --> 00:47:30,556
[groans]

736
00:47:30,639 --> 00:47:32,015
[in Russian] Oh, it went down good!

737
00:47:32,099 --> 00:47:35,018
[in English] That's a shit-ton
of disgusting. That's what that is.

738
00:47:35,102 --> 00:47:36,144
Thank you very much.

739
00:47:36,228 --> 00:47:37,062
[Kwesi laughing]

740
00:47:37,145 --> 00:47:39,982
-Ah! Now it's a party.
-[Misha] Hello.

741
00:47:40,065 --> 00:47:41,233
-[Ram] Hello.
-Ladies.

742
00:47:42,025 --> 00:47:43,026
One for you.

743
00:47:43,443 --> 00:47:46,071
-Is this better than the last batch?
-It's fantastic.

744
00:47:46,154 --> 00:47:49,032
-Mmm.
-It's alcohol. That's all that matters.

745
00:47:49,116 --> 00:47:51,618
[in Russian] Astronauts!

746
00:47:52,870 --> 00:47:54,371
Cheers!

747
00:47:59,960 --> 00:48:02,087
-[groaning]
-[coughing]

748
00:48:02,713 --> 00:48:03,922
[Misha laughing]

749
00:48:04,006 --> 00:48:06,133
-[Emma coughing]
-[Kwesi laughing]

750
00:48:06,216 --> 00:48:08,176
[in English]
I wouldn't call that fantastic.

751
00:48:08,594 --> 00:48:09,469
Oh yeah.

752
00:48:10,470 --> 00:48:12,556
A... a piece of my foot came off.

753
00:48:13,849 --> 00:48:16,226
And that's not okay. It just came off.
[laughs]

754
00:48:16,310 --> 00:48:17,227
And...

755
00:48:17,728 --> 00:48:18,687
well, I'm here.

756
00:48:19,855 --> 00:48:22,482
And I'm here with you...
and I love all of you.

757
00:48:25,027 --> 00:48:28,280
Lu, I'm very scared of you,
but I love you nonetheless. [chuckles]

758
00:48:29,031 --> 00:48:33,493
So, I have a, um,
surprise Hanukkah gift to share.

759
00:48:33,577 --> 00:48:34,870
[breathes deeply]

760
00:48:38,165 --> 00:48:39,124
[Kwesi groans]

761
00:48:42,544 --> 00:48:44,171
-Are those...
-[Kwesi] Yes.

762
00:48:44,755 --> 00:48:49,468
The first greens
grown right here on the Atlas.

763
00:48:50,719 --> 00:48:53,138
I am trying so hard
not to get aroused right now.

764
00:48:53,221 --> 00:48:54,640
Real food?

765
00:48:56,433 --> 00:48:57,893
Okay, this is crazy.

766
00:48:57,976 --> 00:49:02,397
I... I make authentic Russian
space-brewed vodka,

767
00:49:02,481 --> 00:49:03,774
all of you... [whining]

768
00:49:04,524 --> 00:49:07,444
This man brings arugula,
you have an orgasm.

769
00:49:07,527 --> 00:49:08,904
-This is not arugula.
-Thank you.

770
00:49:08,987 --> 00:49:13,283
This is sad, Kwesi. It's a sad, sad world.
Is there spinach there?

771
00:49:13,367 --> 00:49:14,826
-Of course.
-Thank you.

772
00:49:14,910 --> 00:49:16,662
-Thank you.
-No, you're welcome.

773
00:49:18,163 --> 00:49:19,748
[Lu] And, Kwesi...

774
00:49:19,831 --> 00:49:20,666
Yes?

775
00:49:21,249 --> 00:49:23,001
You were wonderful in the puppet show.

776
00:49:23,585 --> 00:49:24,419
Thank you.

777
00:49:27,381 --> 00:49:29,424
Did Misha finish his exam?

778
00:49:30,217 --> 00:49:34,012
Yes, and the right eye
is as bad as the left.

779
00:49:38,892 --> 00:49:39,726
[groans]

780
00:49:39,810 --> 00:49:41,478
Okay, I'll let Ground know.

781
00:49:43,563 --> 00:49:46,149
Will you be sure he gets in his pod soon?

782
00:49:46,233 --> 00:49:47,192
Of course...

783
00:49:48,235 --> 00:49:49,277
Commander.

784
00:49:49,361 --> 00:49:50,320
[chuckles]

785
00:49:51,279 --> 00:49:52,739
[Lu] Would you like to dance?

786
00:49:53,907 --> 00:49:54,908
[Kwesi] Why, yes.

787
00:49:58,829 --> 00:50:01,498
[Christmas music playing]

788
00:50:04,084 --> 00:50:05,252
[chatter]

789
00:50:10,090 --> 00:50:12,843
Merry Christmas, Lexi! I love you!

790
00:50:12,926 --> 00:50:14,428
[Alexis] I love you too!

791
00:50:14,511 --> 00:50:15,971
Wanna meet my best friends?

792
00:50:16,054 --> 00:50:17,055
-Sure.
-[Cassie] Okay.

793
00:50:17,139 --> 00:50:19,516
-[Melissa] You're here!
-Hi, Melissa!

794
00:50:19,599 --> 00:50:23,186
Yeah, I realized
I made brisket for about 40 people,

795
00:50:23,270 --> 00:50:26,023
so hopefully everyone
still has an appetite.

796
00:50:26,106 --> 00:50:27,774
Don't worry. It'll be gone in a second.

797
00:50:30,610 --> 00:50:32,279
How was your last call with Emma?

798
00:50:33,572 --> 00:50:34,489
You know...

799
00:50:35,365 --> 00:50:36,241
Yeah.

800
00:50:37,325 --> 00:50:39,786
Hey, I'm really glad that you stopped by.

801
00:50:39,870 --> 00:50:40,787
Me too.

802
00:50:43,540 --> 00:50:44,583
Brisket, y'all!

803
00:50:44,666 --> 00:50:45,792
Yeah!

804
00:50:47,961 --> 00:50:50,088
All right, hands back. Keep it back.

805
00:50:51,006 --> 00:50:52,632
-Snap!
-Oh, good job!

806
00:50:52,716 --> 00:50:54,092
[boy] All right, I need to get a go.

807
00:51:02,768 --> 00:51:03,769
[phone chimes]

808
00:51:15,197 --> 00:51:17,240
[Melissa] Hey, Matt,
can I get you something to drink?

809
00:51:17,324 --> 00:51:18,658
Yeah, that sounds great.

810
00:51:23,872 --> 00:51:26,124
["River" by Joni Mitchell playing]

811
00:51:26,208 --> 00:51:30,378
♪ It's coming on Christmas
They're cutting down trees ♪

812
00:51:30,462 --> 00:51:35,592
♪ They're putting up reindeer
And singing songs of joy and peace ♪

813
00:51:35,675 --> 00:51:38,512
♪ Oh, I wish I had a river ♪

814
00:51:38,595 --> 00:51:42,891
♪ I could skate away on ♪

815
00:51:44,643 --> 00:51:48,563
♪ But it don't snow here
It stays pretty green ♪

816
00:51:48,980 --> 00:51:53,401
♪ I'm gonna make a lot of money
Then I'm gonna quit this crazy scene ♪

817
00:51:53,485 --> 00:51:56,363
♪ I wish I had a river ♪

818
00:51:56,863 --> 00:52:00,617
♪ I could skate away on ♪

819
00:52:02,744 --> 00:52:06,748
♪ I wish I had a river so long ♪

820
00:52:06,832 --> 00:52:10,252
♪ I would teach my feet to ♪

821
00:52:10,877 --> 00:52:16,049
♪ Fly ♪

822
00:52:16,133 --> 00:52:19,177
♪ Oh, I wish I had a river ♪

823
00:52:19,803 --> 00:52:22,973
♪ I could skate away on ♪

824
00:52:26,017 --> 00:52:30,897
♪ I made my baby cry ♪

825
00:52:41,992 --> 00:52:46,371
♪ He tried hard to help me
You know, he put me at ease ♪

826
00:52:46,454 --> 00:52:50,458
♪ And he loved me so naughty
Made me weak in the knees ♪

827
00:52:50,542 --> 00:52:53,795
♪ Oh, I wish I had a river ♪

828
00:52:54,296 --> 00:52:58,091
♪ I could skate away on ♪

829
00:53:01,011 --> 00:53:04,723
♪ I'm so hard to handle
I'm selfish and I'm sad ♪

830
00:53:04,806 --> 00:53:09,352
♪ Now I've gone and lost the best baby
That I ever had ♪

831
00:53:09,436 --> 00:53:12,647
♪ Oh, I wish I had a river ♪

832
00:53:12,731 --> 00:53:16,735
♪ I could skate away on ♪

833
00:53:18,737 --> 00:53:22,824
♪ I wish I had a river so long ♪

834
00:53:22,908 --> 00:53:26,369
♪ I would teach my feet to ♪

835
00:53:26,453 --> 00:53:33,418
♪ Fly ♪

836
00:53:35,921 --> 00:53:39,466
♪ Oh, I wish I had a river ♪

837
00:53:40,467 --> 00:53:43,386
♪ I could skate away on ♪

838
00:53:46,473 --> 00:53:52,395
♪ I made my baby say goodbye ♪

839
00:54:01,988 --> 00:54:04,407
♪ It's coming on Christmas ♪

840
00:54:04,491 --> 00:54:06,618
♪ They're cutting down trees ♪

841
00:54:06,701 --> 00:54:08,495
♪ They're putting up reindeer ♪

842
00:54:08,578 --> 00:54:11,539
♪ Singing songs of joy and peace ♪

843
00:54:11,623 --> 00:54:13,416
♪ I wish I had a river ♪

844
00:54:14,167 --> 00:54:21,132
♪ I could skate away on ♪