1 00:00:03,204 --> 00:00:05,270 - How have you and Noah been? Have you guys been okay? 2 00:00:05,339 --> 00:00:06,672 - The only problem that I've had sometimes 3 00:00:06,741 --> 00:00:08,974 is I feel like sometimes I more coexist with him... 4 00:00:09,043 --> 00:00:10,309 - Yeah. - Than I am in a relationship 5 00:00:10,378 --> 00:00:11,377 with him. - Yeah. 6 00:00:13,881 --> 00:00:15,247 I don't want to be like, 7 00:00:15,316 --> 00:00:17,616 "Do you want to go out to eat for Valentine's Day?" 8 00:00:17,685 --> 00:00:21,553 - We should do something that includes Hazelee. 9 00:00:27,595 --> 00:00:29,495 - I feel like Braeson knows that he's different. 10 00:00:29,563 --> 00:00:32,064 I feel like he knows that he's, like, missing his arm 11 00:00:32,133 --> 00:00:34,033 and not everyone else is like that. 12 00:00:34,101 --> 00:00:35,868 Can you say "I was born like this?" 13 00:00:37,838 --> 00:00:39,772 - You're so [bleep] extra for no reason. 14 00:00:39,840 --> 00:00:41,040 - It's not extra. 15 00:00:41,108 --> 00:00:42,941 I'm tired of you treating me and Camille 16 00:00:43,010 --> 00:00:44,610 like you don't give two [bleep]. 17 00:00:44,678 --> 00:00:45,911 We broke up. 18 00:00:45,980 --> 00:00:47,780 So it was just, like, a mutual agreement. 19 00:00:47,848 --> 00:00:49,048 In my opinion, 20 00:00:49,116 --> 00:00:51,216 I feel like our relationship would work better 21 00:00:51,285 --> 00:00:52,618 you being in Arkansas, 22 00:00:52,686 --> 00:00:56,255 but I don't want you being that far away from your kid. 23 00:00:56,524 --> 00:00:58,991 - I knew of X'Zayveon's lifestyle, 24 00:00:59,060 --> 00:01:02,795 but I didn't really care because I had no intentions 25 00:01:02,863 --> 00:01:06,999 of having to deal with him for, like, the next 18 years. 26 00:01:07,735 --> 00:01:09,835 - Zayveon, he gonna be home in 30 days. 27 00:01:09,904 --> 00:01:12,037 - Are you preparing for him to come home? 28 00:01:12,106 --> 00:01:14,506 Like... - I'm prepared. 29 00:01:14,575 --> 00:01:16,075 Y'all not. 30 00:01:16,444 --> 00:01:17,709 - Okay, I feel like since we've gotten engaged, 31 00:01:17,778 --> 00:01:19,645 instead of us getting better we're getting worse. 32 00:01:19,713 --> 00:01:21,747 A few weeks ago I told him, like, I need him to get 33 00:01:21,816 --> 00:01:23,148 his [bleep] together or else, like, 34 00:01:23,217 --> 00:01:25,484 we're gonna have to reevaluate our future together. 35 00:01:25,553 --> 00:01:26,952 I'm not okay. - I know. 36 00:01:27,388 --> 00:01:29,054 - My mom picked up Izaiah. 37 00:01:29,123 --> 00:01:31,423 She was supposed to pick him up from Luke's mom, 38 00:01:31,492 --> 00:01:33,358 but they were with his sister Chastity, right? 39 00:01:33,427 --> 00:01:35,160 So he's like, "Well, Titi Chas hit me." 40 00:01:35,229 --> 00:01:36,662 I just want to go home. 41 00:01:36,730 --> 00:01:38,564 [upbeat rock music] 42 00:01:38,632 --> 00:01:40,933 - ♪ Just wanna feel ♪ 43 00:01:41,001 --> 00:01:43,168 ♪ You know I wanna be ♪ 44 00:01:43,237 --> 00:01:50,242 ♪ ♪ 45 00:01:52,947 --> 00:01:54,980 - ♪ Where do I go? ♪ 46 00:01:55,049 --> 00:01:56,548 ♪ Wanna do what I do ♪ 47 00:01:56,617 --> 00:01:58,517 ♪ Where do I go? ♪ 48 00:01:58,586 --> 00:02:00,786 ♪ Wanna do what I do ♪ 49 00:02:00,855 --> 00:02:02,254 - Since I got back from LA, 50 00:02:02,323 --> 00:02:04,690 the kids and I are still staying with my mom 51 00:02:04,758 --> 00:02:07,025 while Luke stays at Coach Moore's. 52 00:02:07,094 --> 00:02:09,461 Ooh, Zay. You gonna play tee-ball? 53 00:02:10,664 --> 00:02:11,930 You need help? Wrong way, baby. 54 00:02:11,999 --> 00:02:13,632 I haven't had a chance to talk to my mom 55 00:02:13,701 --> 00:02:15,200 in person yet about what happened 56 00:02:15,269 --> 00:02:17,402 with Chas and Izaiah while I was away. 57 00:02:17,471 --> 00:02:18,871 I just hope I can get a handle 58 00:02:18,939 --> 00:02:20,973 on everything that's been going on. 59 00:02:21,041 --> 00:02:24,042 Hello. - Hey. 60 00:02:24,111 --> 00:02:26,044 How was the trip? 61 00:02:26,113 --> 00:02:28,213 - It was good. I'm tired 62 00:02:28,282 --> 00:02:31,116 from, like, traveling and just everything. 63 00:02:31,185 --> 00:02:33,685 So can you explain to me what exactly happened? 64 00:02:34,688 --> 00:02:36,121 - So... 65 00:02:36,190 --> 00:02:38,924 when I went to pick up the kids, 66 00:02:38,993 --> 00:02:42,294 they were, like, ready to go. And they were talking 67 00:02:42,363 --> 00:02:43,795 a mile a minute in the car ride, 68 00:02:43,864 --> 00:02:48,400 but Zay had said that Chas had hit him. 69 00:02:48,469 --> 00:02:50,636 But I thought that's what he said in the car 70 00:02:50,704 --> 00:02:52,638 but I wasn't-- - Yeah, Zay mumbles 71 00:02:52,706 --> 00:02:54,239 when he's talking. - Yeah. You know, 72 00:02:54,308 --> 00:02:55,741 so I was like, "Okay, well, we'll just talk 73 00:02:55,809 --> 00:02:57,176 about everything when we get home." 74 00:02:57,244 --> 00:02:59,945 When we came in, that's what he told me. 75 00:03:00,014 --> 00:03:01,146 He was in a pull-up. 76 00:03:01,215 --> 00:03:02,981 - Mm-hmm. - And I was asking him what-- 77 00:03:03,050 --> 00:03:04,116 "Why are you in a pull-up? 78 00:03:04,185 --> 00:03:05,450 Like, did you have an accident?" 79 00:03:05,519 --> 00:03:06,952 - Mm-hmm. - And he was like, "Yeah." 80 00:03:07,021 --> 00:03:08,587 But he got, like, really upset. 81 00:03:08,656 --> 00:03:11,156 And then I called Luke because I thought 82 00:03:11,225 --> 00:03:12,991 maybe that would help calm him down. 83 00:03:13,060 --> 00:03:16,428 Then he settled down and we redirected and... 84 00:03:16,497 --> 00:03:17,696 - Yeah. - Whatever. 85 00:03:17,765 --> 00:03:21,767 But then Chas sent me some nasty text messages. 86 00:03:21,835 --> 00:03:24,670 I didn't even say anything to her. 87 00:03:24,738 --> 00:03:28,373 She said, "I don't whoop my child/children ever. 88 00:03:28,442 --> 00:03:30,842 "And definitely not for accidents. 89 00:03:30,911 --> 00:03:34,713 "You sick-ass coached him to say some [bleep] like that. 90 00:03:34,782 --> 00:03:37,049 "Keep him away from me. That's why the [bleep] 91 00:03:37,117 --> 00:03:38,884 "I've been keeping my distance from y'all. 92 00:03:38,953 --> 00:03:40,852 "It's always some bull[bleep] when it got 93 00:03:40,921 --> 00:03:42,120 something to do with y'all." 94 00:03:42,189 --> 00:03:44,890 - Well, she sent a similar variation to Luke 95 00:03:44,959 --> 00:03:47,693 telling Luke to keep Izaiah the [bleep] away from her. 96 00:03:47,761 --> 00:03:49,161 So Izaiah's saying one thing. 97 00:03:49,230 --> 00:03:51,163 Chastity's saying nothing happened. 98 00:03:51,232 --> 00:03:54,032 So, I mean, I don't know exactly what happened. 99 00:03:54,101 --> 00:03:56,635 But I believe something happened. 100 00:03:56,704 --> 00:03:58,036 But then when it comes to his mom-- 101 00:03:58,105 --> 00:04:00,906 - She made the choice to put him in that situation 102 00:04:00,975 --> 00:04:02,241 without checking with you. 103 00:04:02,309 --> 00:04:05,510 - And that's like where my issue is with her. 104 00:04:05,579 --> 00:04:07,212 It's really hard to be with someone 105 00:04:07,281 --> 00:04:11,850 when their family, like, hates-hates you. 106 00:04:11,919 --> 00:04:14,286 It's made it even harder on the relationship. 107 00:04:14,355 --> 00:04:15,520 - Has Luke been doing the things 108 00:04:15,589 --> 00:04:18,223 that you've asked of him? - No. 109 00:04:18,292 --> 00:04:21,026 Most importantly I wanted him to work on his mental health. 110 00:04:21,095 --> 00:04:24,029 He hasn't taken any steps to try to do that. 111 00:04:24,098 --> 00:04:26,198 I just feel like Luke's kind of already checked out 112 00:04:26,267 --> 00:04:27,899 of the relationship. 113 00:04:27,968 --> 00:04:29,501 Like, I feel like the relationship's already done. 114 00:04:29,570 --> 00:04:31,436 - ♪ Try to--try to escape ♪ 115 00:04:31,505 --> 00:04:38,543 ♪ ♪ 116 00:04:43,117 --> 00:04:45,751 - ♪ All day, all night ♪ 117 00:04:45,819 --> 00:04:48,420 ♪ I got her in a sauce happening...♪ 118 00:04:48,489 --> 00:04:49,855 - I'm back in Arkansas visiting 119 00:04:49,923 --> 00:04:51,590 after my trip to LA. 120 00:04:51,659 --> 00:04:53,191 Christian is staying with his family. 121 00:04:53,260 --> 00:04:55,327 And Camille and I have been staying with Autumn. 122 00:04:55,396 --> 00:04:57,763 It's been really great to be with my best friend again, 123 00:04:57,831 --> 00:05:00,932 especially since she knows me better than anyone. 124 00:05:01,001 --> 00:05:02,701 - Thank you. 125 00:05:02,770 --> 00:05:05,137 - Is it good? 126 00:05:05,806 --> 00:05:08,540 - Uh, how's it feel to be back in Arkansas? 127 00:05:08,609 --> 00:05:10,375 - I mean, it's weird, but I honestly like it 128 00:05:10,444 --> 00:05:12,711 more than I thought I would. I don't know. 129 00:05:12,780 --> 00:05:14,379 It's just, like, I moved somewhere else 130 00:05:14,448 --> 00:05:15,614 where I don't know anybody. 131 00:05:15,683 --> 00:05:17,949 And it's cool because I can literally go out 132 00:05:18,018 --> 00:05:19,518 and not know a [bleep] soul. 133 00:05:19,586 --> 00:05:20,719 - Yeah. - You know what I mean? 134 00:05:20,788 --> 00:05:22,854 But it's lonely. - You get lonely. Yeah. 135 00:05:22,923 --> 00:05:24,423 - And I get depressed very easy. 136 00:05:24,491 --> 00:05:26,792 - Pie? both: You want a fry? 137 00:05:26,860 --> 00:05:28,093 - Here. 138 00:05:28,162 --> 00:05:30,495 - What happened with you and Christian, like, 139 00:05:30,564 --> 00:05:31,897 now that y'all left Ohio? 140 00:05:31,965 --> 00:05:34,166 - Pie. Pie. - Like, how's that going? 141 00:05:34,234 --> 00:05:36,401 - Whenever we left Ohio, 142 00:05:36,470 --> 00:05:39,571 the plan was to leave Arkansas after her birthday. 143 00:05:39,640 --> 00:05:41,773 Then once we got on the road trip and everything, 144 00:05:41,842 --> 00:05:43,275 He started saying he didn't know 145 00:05:43,344 --> 00:05:44,776 what he was gonna do, if he was gonna stay 146 00:05:44,845 --> 00:05:46,578 in Arkansas or what. 147 00:05:46,647 --> 00:05:48,580 Basically that's him saying he's not going back with us 148 00:05:48,649 --> 00:05:49,781 and he's staying there. 149 00:05:49,850 --> 00:05:51,717 So then I ask him, you know, 150 00:05:51,785 --> 00:05:53,652 "Okay, so how much money do you plan on giving me? 151 00:05:53,721 --> 00:05:56,154 "Because there's still unpaid bills up north 152 00:05:56,223 --> 00:05:59,057 that you promised to pay." 153 00:05:59,126 --> 00:06:01,560 We still have rent due. We still have this. You know? 154 00:06:01,628 --> 00:06:02,728 Like, we have groceries. 155 00:06:02,796 --> 00:06:04,162 Camille needs diapers and wipes. 156 00:06:04,231 --> 00:06:06,498 Like, we're [bleep] right now. You know what I mean? 157 00:06:06,567 --> 00:06:08,367 And he was like, 158 00:06:08,435 --> 00:06:09,835 "You don't have anything without me." 159 00:06:09,903 --> 00:06:11,336 Blah. Blah. Blah. This and that. 160 00:06:11,405 --> 00:06:12,938 I should basically just give him-- 161 00:06:13,006 --> 00:06:16,775 or give her to him because he's the stable parent right now. 162 00:06:16,844 --> 00:06:19,444 I would have been out working my ass [bleep] off 163 00:06:19,513 --> 00:06:21,646 if he would have taken care of her correctly-- 164 00:06:21,715 --> 00:06:23,248 - Yeah. - If I could have trusted him 165 00:06:23,317 --> 00:06:26,118 to [bleep] watch her correctly. 166 00:06:26,186 --> 00:06:27,619 - I think stepping away 167 00:06:27,688 --> 00:06:29,488 from the situation with Christian, 168 00:06:29,556 --> 00:06:30,889 the relationship and everything, 169 00:06:30,958 --> 00:06:34,192 is just an overall good-- good choice 170 00:06:34,261 --> 00:06:36,628 on you and Camille's behalf, you know? 171 00:06:36,697 --> 00:06:38,964 Like, yeah, it's gonna suck, without growing up 172 00:06:39,032 --> 00:06:41,133 with her mom and dad, but we did it. 173 00:06:41,201 --> 00:06:43,301 - [coos] - Ooh. 174 00:06:43,370 --> 00:06:50,375 ♪ ♪ 175 00:06:53,680 --> 00:06:56,715 - ♪ Turn the lights on, turn the lights on ♪ 176 00:06:56,784 --> 00:06:59,518 - It's been a few days since I've gotten back from LA, 177 00:06:59,586 --> 00:07:01,353 but X'Zayveon just called me and told me 178 00:07:01,422 --> 00:07:03,255 he's finally being released from prison 179 00:07:03,323 --> 00:07:05,257 and it's sooner than I thought. 180 00:07:05,325 --> 00:07:08,059 So, uh, Zay's getting out tomorrow. 181 00:07:08,128 --> 00:07:10,061 - Okay. 182 00:07:11,632 --> 00:07:14,266 I mean, I don't-- I'm happy for Amour. 183 00:07:14,334 --> 00:07:16,635 So it's not, like-- you know what I'm saying? 184 00:07:16,703 --> 00:07:18,837 I don't really anxiety. - Yeah. 185 00:07:18,906 --> 00:07:21,239 You know, I got a lot of mixed emotions. 186 00:07:21,308 --> 00:07:23,108 I don't know how to feel, because it's the unknown. 187 00:07:23,177 --> 00:07:24,509 - Mm. - So-- 188 00:07:24,578 --> 00:07:26,044 - I get that. That's understandable. 189 00:07:26,113 --> 00:07:27,646 I don't think him getting out will change 190 00:07:27,714 --> 00:07:29,347 anything for us. It shouldn't. 191 00:07:29,416 --> 00:07:32,250 - Well, it-it does change-- it changes our life, kind of. 192 00:07:32,319 --> 00:07:33,452 - I mean-- - Like, it does still-- 193 00:07:33,520 --> 00:07:36,588 it actually changes a lot for us. 194 00:07:36,657 --> 00:07:41,293 We have to all learn how to be mature, and... 195 00:07:41,361 --> 00:07:43,028 in order for it to be peaceful, 196 00:07:43,096 --> 00:07:44,529 there's gonna have to be certain things 197 00:07:44,598 --> 00:07:47,566 that me and him talk about. 198 00:07:47,634 --> 00:07:49,100 But, you know, I'ma keep saying-- 199 00:07:49,169 --> 00:07:52,003 I gotta keep--I'ma keep trying to look at the positive thing. 200 00:07:52,072 --> 00:07:54,072 Like, I'm not gonna doubt him before he get out here. 201 00:07:54,141 --> 00:07:55,474 I'ma give him the benefit of the doubt. 202 00:07:55,542 --> 00:07:57,042 I'ma give Carla the benefit of the doubt 203 00:07:57,110 --> 00:07:58,577 like I always, damn it, do. 204 00:07:58,645 --> 00:08:05,550 But at the same time I do feel like I have to protect Amour. 205 00:08:05,619 --> 00:08:07,953 But we'll be all right. 206 00:08:09,323 --> 00:08:12,290 - You know, Zay coming home, it's good. 207 00:08:12,359 --> 00:08:14,993 The only reason why, if it wasn't okay, 208 00:08:15,062 --> 00:08:17,295 is if I create a problem. 209 00:08:17,364 --> 00:08:18,396 But I feel like there's no-- 210 00:08:18,465 --> 00:08:19,965 there's no need to create a problem. 211 00:08:20,033 --> 00:08:21,233 I don't even know this man. 212 00:08:21,301 --> 00:08:23,368 Like, it ain't gonna affect my journey 213 00:08:23,437 --> 00:08:25,971 or how my energy is or nothing like that. 214 00:08:26,039 --> 00:08:28,340 You feel what I'm saying? 215 00:08:31,778 --> 00:08:34,546 [upbeat rock music] 216 00:08:34,615 --> 00:08:38,450 ♪ ♪ 217 00:08:38,519 --> 00:08:41,353 - ♪ It's not wrong to ring the bell ♪ 218 00:08:41,421 --> 00:08:44,055 ♪ You might get straights ♪ 219 00:08:44,424 --> 00:08:46,925 - Listen. Be nice. [child screaming] 220 00:08:46,994 --> 00:08:49,995 If you cry one more time, it's gonna be nap time. 221 00:08:50,063 --> 00:08:51,229 [Hazelee crying] 222 00:08:51,298 --> 00:08:52,664 Since we moved into our new place, 223 00:08:52,733 --> 00:08:53,932 Noah's been working a lot. 224 00:08:54,001 --> 00:08:54,933 And we haven't been getting closer 225 00:08:55,002 --> 00:08:56,334 like I hoped. 226 00:08:56,403 --> 00:08:58,637 It's been a little lonely with just me and Hazelee 227 00:08:58,705 --> 00:09:00,238 so I'm planning a trip for my birthday. 228 00:09:00,307 --> 00:09:02,073 But Noah doesn't want to take off work, 229 00:09:02,142 --> 00:09:04,576 so he's not coming. 230 00:09:04,645 --> 00:09:08,580 So I was thinking of going to St. Augustine Beach 231 00:09:08,649 --> 00:09:10,782 since every year of my childhood 232 00:09:10,851 --> 00:09:13,218 I've always been to St. Augustine, Florida... 233 00:09:13,287 --> 00:09:14,886 - Yeah. - For my birthday. 234 00:09:14,955 --> 00:09:16,621 Noah said that he'd pay for my plane tickets. 235 00:09:16,690 --> 00:09:18,290 - Yeah. - And I invited Mom 236 00:09:18,358 --> 00:09:20,959 because I wanted to go out at night and stuff. 237 00:09:21,028 --> 00:09:23,795 And, uh, obviously I wanted Hazelee to be 238 00:09:23,864 --> 00:09:25,263 with someone safe, so... - Exactly. 239 00:09:25,332 --> 00:09:27,198 - I'm getting a hotel room for us. 240 00:09:27,267 --> 00:09:29,234 And you and Emerson could definitely come 241 00:09:29,303 --> 00:09:30,802 if you want to. - Yeah. 242 00:09:30,871 --> 00:09:32,771 So have you and Mom even been talking here lately? 243 00:09:32,839 --> 00:09:35,073 - Yeah, like, we talk here and there. 244 00:09:35,142 --> 00:09:36,408 I try to keep my distance 245 00:09:36,476 --> 00:09:38,243 because ever since I moved in here 246 00:09:38,312 --> 00:09:40,879 I'm really just trying to focus on my mental health. 247 00:09:40,948 --> 00:09:43,148 And I don't want any toxic [bleep]. 248 00:09:43,216 --> 00:09:45,317 But, uh, I plan on seeing her very soon 249 00:09:45,385 --> 00:09:48,920 to go talk out the vacation with her. 250 00:09:48,989 --> 00:09:51,122 Dude, we would be so straight if we can drive out there. 251 00:09:51,191 --> 00:09:52,657 - Yeah. - Like, literally so straight. 252 00:09:52,726 --> 00:09:54,626 - I just have to find out the days that I can take off 253 00:09:54,695 --> 00:09:56,261 without it being a problem. - Yeah. 254 00:09:56,330 --> 00:09:58,763 - So a vacation with you and Mom. 255 00:09:58,832 --> 00:10:00,231 - [laughs] - We have not done that 256 00:10:00,300 --> 00:10:02,067 in literally forever. 257 00:10:02,135 --> 00:10:03,735 And I don't know if I can-- 258 00:10:03,804 --> 00:10:06,438 Mom's a lot, dude. - Mom is. 259 00:10:06,506 --> 00:10:13,478 ♪ ♪ 260 00:10:18,018 --> 00:10:21,753 - ♪ It's okay, take my hand, it's easy ♪ 261 00:10:21,822 --> 00:10:23,822 - This weekend my mom and I are taking Braeson 262 00:10:23,890 --> 00:10:26,257 on a staycation so he can have some fun 263 00:10:26,326 --> 00:10:27,959 and practice his swimming. 264 00:10:28,028 --> 00:10:29,628 - ♪ Taaaake... ♪ 265 00:10:29,696 --> 00:10:31,496 - Yeah! 266 00:10:31,565 --> 00:10:34,299 - ♪ My hand, I'm the one ♪ 267 00:10:34,368 --> 00:10:36,434 - [sneezes] - Kick faster. 268 00:10:36,503 --> 00:10:38,536 - [squeals] - Okay, you ready? 269 00:10:38,605 --> 00:10:39,971 - [giggles] 270 00:10:40,040 --> 00:10:43,508 - ♪ This my night in the 1980s ♪ 271 00:10:43,577 --> 00:10:47,045 ♪ Ay ♪ 272 00:10:47,114 --> 00:10:49,781 ♪ In my own ♪ 273 00:10:49,850 --> 00:10:52,150 - Compared to, like, when you first took him 274 00:10:52,219 --> 00:10:54,119 to swimming lessons, like, what do you think 275 00:10:54,187 --> 00:10:55,820 his progress has been? 276 00:10:55,889 --> 00:10:57,322 - I think he's gotten a lot better. 277 00:10:57,391 --> 00:10:58,556 And he's not as scared. 278 00:10:58,625 --> 00:11:00,725 He, like, can swim on his own. 279 00:11:00,794 --> 00:11:02,694 He doesn't really need you with him. 280 00:11:02,763 --> 00:11:06,031 - I noticed on--when he was riding his bike at my house 281 00:11:06,099 --> 00:11:10,502 the other day that his bike is just getting too small for him. 282 00:11:10,570 --> 00:11:12,103 Like, that little tricycle. - Mm-hmm. 283 00:11:12,172 --> 00:11:13,371 - So that bigger bike I have, 284 00:11:13,440 --> 00:11:15,240 I think we should get training wheels on it. 285 00:11:15,308 --> 00:11:18,176 And get--start getting him on the big bike. 286 00:11:18,245 --> 00:11:19,778 - Yeah, that would be awesome. 287 00:11:19,846 --> 00:11:21,713 We need to get a prosthetic on it, though. 288 00:11:21,782 --> 00:11:24,249 - I know. Of course we would need a prosthetic. 289 00:11:24,317 --> 00:11:25,850 He can't turn without it. 290 00:11:27,220 --> 00:11:28,386 - [chatters, squeals] 291 00:11:28,455 --> 00:11:29,688 - Before kindergarten, I think, 292 00:11:29,756 --> 00:11:31,256 he's gonna need help, like, learning... 293 00:11:31,324 --> 00:11:32,524 - [growling] 294 00:11:32,592 --> 00:11:34,225 - How to wipe his butt. - Oh, yeah. 295 00:11:34,294 --> 00:11:35,927 - For kindergarten. - No! 296 00:11:35,996 --> 00:11:38,596 - And I think--I just think not having that hand 297 00:11:38,665 --> 00:11:42,534 to, like, hold on to the seat is gonna be h--make it, like, 298 00:11:42,602 --> 00:11:43,601 balance issues... - Yeah, I didn't even think... 299 00:11:43,670 --> 00:11:44,869 - When he's-- - About that. 300 00:11:44,938 --> 00:11:46,004 - Yeah. 301 00:11:48,108 --> 00:11:49,507 - He is getting so big. 302 00:11:49,576 --> 00:11:51,710 And he's doing so many things and learning things 303 00:11:51,778 --> 00:11:54,212 like how to tie his shoe and everything, 304 00:11:54,281 --> 00:11:55,714 and get himself dressed, 305 00:11:55,782 --> 00:11:56,881 and I'm noticing that there are 306 00:11:56,950 --> 00:11:59,050 some struggles with his arm. 307 00:11:59,686 --> 00:12:02,120 Do you need some help putting it on? 308 00:12:02,189 --> 00:12:05,590 Needs to go over your ear. And it's the wrong way. 309 00:12:05,659 --> 00:12:07,325 Twist it, like-- 310 00:12:08,028 --> 00:12:09,394 - Twist it? 311 00:12:12,799 --> 00:12:15,033 - There's some things that I just can't teach him. 312 00:12:15,102 --> 00:12:16,668 Like, I just--I don't know 313 00:12:16,737 --> 00:12:19,304 how--what's a better way for him to do it 314 00:12:19,372 --> 00:12:21,873 with that arm because I don't have that. 315 00:12:25,479 --> 00:12:28,513 [upbeat rock music] 316 00:12:28,582 --> 00:12:30,348 - ♪ So he's still calm ♪ 317 00:12:30,417 --> 00:12:33,384 ♪ Take what's wrong to keep from hurting ♪ 318 00:12:33,453 --> 00:12:35,120 - It's bad enough that Luke and I have 319 00:12:35,188 --> 00:12:36,688 our own problems, 320 00:12:36,757 --> 00:12:39,257 so fighting with his family all over again doesn't help. 321 00:12:39,326 --> 00:12:41,526 - Hello. - Hey. 322 00:12:41,595 --> 00:12:44,262 - Hi, cutie. - Hey. 323 00:12:44,331 --> 00:12:45,563 - Especially since we can't agree 324 00:12:45,632 --> 00:12:47,899 on how to handle things with them. 325 00:12:47,968 --> 00:12:49,567 - [chuckles] - Okay. 326 00:12:49,636 --> 00:12:51,402 Ariah. - Hey, I remember you. 327 00:12:51,471 --> 00:12:54,038 - [gasps] Oh, my goodness. Look at you, girl. 328 00:12:54,107 --> 00:12:55,106 - Owie. - Uh-oh. 329 00:12:55,175 --> 00:12:56,441 - She's so funny. - You dropped-- 330 00:12:56,510 --> 00:12:58,243 Yeah, your cup is underneath it. 331 00:12:58,311 --> 00:12:59,711 - It's stuck. - You're gonna have to get up 332 00:12:59,780 --> 00:13:01,746 and get it first. - I'm gonna-- 333 00:13:01,815 --> 00:13:02,914 - Ow, my lash is, like, poking me. 334 00:13:02,983 --> 00:13:04,249 - Bothering you. 335 00:13:04,317 --> 00:13:05,917 - Well, I know you went back to work this week. 336 00:13:05,986 --> 00:13:07,252 - Yeah. - How did that go? 337 00:13:07,320 --> 00:13:09,020 - Terrible. I cried so much. 338 00:13:09,089 --> 00:13:11,322 I missed my baby so much, so-- 339 00:13:11,391 --> 00:13:12,624 Have you and Luke figured out 340 00:13:12,692 --> 00:13:14,592 what to do about his family? 341 00:13:14,661 --> 00:13:16,327 - [sighs] Unfortunately, the whole incident 342 00:13:16,396 --> 00:13:19,297 just adds more drama. - To the situation... 343 00:13:19,366 --> 00:13:20,965 - To the situation. - With his family, yeah. 344 00:13:21,034 --> 00:13:22,267 - And Luke and I aren't really seeing 345 00:13:22,335 --> 00:13:24,035 eye to eye on it for the simple fact that-- 346 00:13:24,104 --> 00:13:25,904 like, we agree with, like, Chastity and her husband-- 347 00:13:25,972 --> 00:13:27,505 Like, the kids are not gonna be around them. 348 00:13:27,574 --> 00:13:29,307 Like, that [bleep] cut off. - Right. 349 00:13:29,376 --> 00:13:31,342 - We're not seeing eye to eye when it comes to Noopie. 350 00:13:31,411 --> 00:13:33,411 'Cause he feels like, well, Noopie didn't do anything. 351 00:13:33,480 --> 00:13:35,246 She was not involved in the incident. 352 00:13:35,315 --> 00:13:37,115 - But she did take your kids there 353 00:13:37,184 --> 00:13:39,050 without, like, even sending a text. 354 00:13:39,119 --> 00:13:40,652 - Exactly. - Just, like, "Hey, you know, 355 00:13:40,720 --> 00:13:42,287 are you okay with this?" - I felt the same way. 356 00:13:42,355 --> 00:13:43,421 Like, we didn't even know that they were 357 00:13:43,490 --> 00:13:45,089 at Chastity's house. Like... - Right. 358 00:13:45,158 --> 00:13:46,224 I didn't know where my kids were 359 00:13:46,293 --> 00:13:47,225 and I'm not really okay with that. 360 00:13:47,294 --> 00:13:48,526 But even more than that, 361 00:13:48,595 --> 00:13:50,428 I'm not really okay with Noopie having them 362 00:13:50,497 --> 00:13:51,696 because, like, she automatically took 363 00:13:51,765 --> 00:13:52,997 Chastity's side. 364 00:13:53,066 --> 00:13:54,933 Or, like, basically saying it didn't happen. 365 00:13:55,001 --> 00:13:56,167 - Right. - But it's, like, well, 366 00:13:56,236 --> 00:13:57,435 I'ma believe my son at the end of the day. 367 00:13:57,504 --> 00:13:59,003 Like, [bleep] what you guys are talking about. 368 00:13:59,072 --> 00:14:00,505 If he's telling me something, 369 00:14:00,574 --> 00:14:01,940 I'm going to believe it. - Of course. 370 00:14:02,008 --> 00:14:04,008 But Luke feels like since his mom was not involved 371 00:14:04,077 --> 00:14:05,476 in "the incident," 372 00:14:05,545 --> 00:14:07,779 that, like, his mom should still see the kids. 373 00:14:07,848 --> 00:14:09,347 But I'm not comfortable with it. 374 00:14:09,416 --> 00:14:11,082 Like, I've always, like, separated the two. 375 00:14:11,151 --> 00:14:12,817 Like, whatever they did to me, I was like, 376 00:14:12,886 --> 00:14:15,153 "Okay, but, like, the kids like going over there." 377 00:14:15,222 --> 00:14:17,155 But now that something's happened to my son, 378 00:14:17,224 --> 00:14:18,790 like, I'm--it's done. 379 00:14:18,859 --> 00:14:20,158 And if we're being honest, 380 00:14:20,227 --> 00:14:22,160 I feel like Noopie's already shown her true colors 381 00:14:22,229 --> 00:14:23,862 about how truly feels towards Izaiah 382 00:14:23,930 --> 00:14:25,163 with the whole birthday party thing. 383 00:14:25,232 --> 00:14:26,431 - Oh, most definitely. - 'Cause she didn't act 384 00:14:26,499 --> 00:14:28,867 that way towards Ariah's, but then didn't have 385 00:14:28,935 --> 00:14:30,034 that respect for Izaiah's. - Didn't have a problem... 386 00:14:30,103 --> 00:14:31,169 - Exactly. - You know, running her mouth 387 00:14:31,238 --> 00:14:32,437 about you. 388 00:14:32,505 --> 00:14:34,005 - Why are you talking to Nicole about me? 389 00:14:34,074 --> 00:14:35,473 - 'Cause I wanted to. - Bad about me? 390 00:14:35,542 --> 00:14:37,141 - 'Cause I want-- - At my son's birthday. 391 00:14:37,210 --> 00:14:38,343 At my son's birthday. - We was-- 392 00:14:38,411 --> 00:14:40,011 I don't give a [bleep] where it's at. 393 00:14:40,080 --> 00:14:41,479 I'ma talk [bleep]. - At my son's birthday party. 394 00:14:41,548 --> 00:14:43,381 - Bitch, I don't give a [bleep] what happened. 395 00:14:43,450 --> 00:14:44,582 [overlapping yelling] 396 00:14:44,651 --> 00:14:46,117 - Well, I'm sorry that that happened. 397 00:14:46,186 --> 00:14:48,019 I'm glad Izaiah's okay now. 398 00:14:48,088 --> 00:14:49,487 You're the mom and you know what's best 399 00:14:49,556 --> 00:14:50,822 for your children. - Yeah, but I need 400 00:14:50,891 --> 00:14:52,924 Luke to back me up on it. 401 00:14:52,993 --> 00:14:55,860 It's literally exhausting. It's so exhausting. 402 00:14:55,929 --> 00:14:57,795 Luke and I already have so many problems. 403 00:14:57,864 --> 00:14:59,898 Now we're just adding on even more family drama? 404 00:14:59,966 --> 00:15:01,900 - Right. - It's, like, how much more 405 00:15:01,968 --> 00:15:04,569 can we really take? Like, I'm at my end. 406 00:15:04,638 --> 00:15:07,572 Like, I don't think I can take any more. 407 00:15:07,641 --> 00:15:10,909 - So what does that mean for, like, you and Luke? 408 00:15:10,977 --> 00:15:13,411 - Well, I had talked to Luke a month ago. 409 00:15:13,480 --> 00:15:14,979 - Right. - And I told him, like, 410 00:15:15,048 --> 00:15:16,180 "I need these things from you..." 411 00:15:16,249 --> 00:15:17,382 - Mm-hmm. - "Or else we're gonna have 412 00:15:17,450 --> 00:15:19,217 to reevaluate our future." 413 00:15:19,286 --> 00:15:21,519 He's not done a single one. 414 00:15:21,588 --> 00:15:24,989 - Not a single thing? - He's not done a single thing. 415 00:15:25,058 --> 00:15:27,358 And, like, I've- I've had enough. 416 00:15:27,427 --> 00:15:32,897 ♪ ♪ 417 00:15:32,966 --> 00:15:35,233 - X'Zayveon was released from prison yesterday, 418 00:15:35,302 --> 00:15:36,668 and he's back in town. 419 00:15:36,736 --> 00:15:38,770 He's on his way over to meet Amour, 420 00:15:38,838 --> 00:15:41,205 and I have no idea how it's going to go. 421 00:15:42,943 --> 00:15:44,842 Do you know who you're painting this picture for? 422 00:15:44,911 --> 00:15:46,544 - Yeah. - Who? 423 00:15:46,613 --> 00:15:48,880 - Uh, me. - [chuckles] 424 00:15:48,949 --> 00:15:50,448 No, you're painting it for your daddy. 425 00:15:50,517 --> 00:15:52,116 - Huh? - You know your daddy's 426 00:15:52,185 --> 00:15:53,151 coming home? - Yeah. 427 00:15:53,219 --> 00:15:54,786 - Yeah, he's coming home today. 428 00:15:54,854 --> 00:15:57,488 - Yeah. - Are you excited? 429 00:15:57,557 --> 00:15:59,557 - Yeah, I is so excited. 430 00:15:59,960 --> 00:16:05,029 - This is Amour's first time meeting his dad technically, 431 00:16:05,098 --> 00:16:07,065 because the first couple of times 432 00:16:07,133 --> 00:16:08,633 that he's seen him in person, 433 00:16:08,702 --> 00:16:10,501 he was, like, six months. 434 00:16:10,570 --> 00:16:12,337 Um, and also this is also 435 00:16:12,405 --> 00:16:15,406 Teazha's first time meeting him. 436 00:16:15,475 --> 00:16:17,909 So it's just--you know, it's kind of nerve-racking. 437 00:16:17,978 --> 00:16:19,477 [doorbell rings] Put your cookie down. 438 00:16:19,546 --> 00:16:20,678 Your daddy at the door. Put your cookie down. 439 00:16:20,747 --> 00:16:22,146 Put your cookie down. 440 00:16:22,215 --> 00:16:25,750 - [laughs] I can't wait till he see your face. 441 00:16:25,819 --> 00:16:27,318 I can't wait. Oh, my God! 442 00:16:27,387 --> 00:16:29,687 This is more exciting for me than you. [chuckles] 443 00:16:29,756 --> 00:16:32,423 Hey, T. - Hi, stranger. 444 00:16:32,492 --> 00:16:35,426 How you doing? - How you doing? 445 00:16:35,495 --> 00:16:37,228 What's up, little dude? - Eee! It's him. 446 00:16:37,297 --> 00:16:39,497 - How you doing? We're happy you home. 447 00:16:39,566 --> 00:16:42,800 - What's up, man? - Do you know who that is? 448 00:16:42,869 --> 00:16:44,802 - Who-who am I? 449 00:16:44,871 --> 00:16:47,305 Who am I? 450 00:16:47,374 --> 00:16:48,873 Huh? - Who is that? 451 00:16:48,942 --> 00:16:50,708 - Your daddy? - It's your daddy. 452 00:16:50,777 --> 00:16:54,112 - It's Daddy! - Come here. 453 00:16:54,180 --> 00:16:57,015 [both laugh] What up, man? 454 00:16:58,551 --> 00:17:01,552 [chatter' - Oh, my God. 455 00:17:01,621 --> 00:17:02,754 - He's trying to say "What's up?" 456 00:17:02,822 --> 00:17:04,822 - Can you say hi? - Hi. 457 00:17:04,891 --> 00:17:06,724 - Hey. What's up? 458 00:17:06,793 --> 00:17:08,993 - [giggles] - How you doing? 459 00:17:09,062 --> 00:17:10,595 You want me to put you down? 460 00:17:10,997 --> 00:17:13,631 - ♪ 'Cause you could never really hold it ♪ 461 00:17:13,700 --> 00:17:15,400 ♪ But you can feel it in the moment ♪ 462 00:17:15,468 --> 00:17:16,868 - [murmuring] 463 00:17:16,936 --> 00:17:19,037 - What's up, my guy? 464 00:17:19,105 --> 00:17:21,339 - Aw, he-he recognized-- he looked at you he was like, 465 00:17:21,408 --> 00:17:22,874 "Oh, let me give her a hug." - What's up? 466 00:17:22,942 --> 00:17:25,710 You happy to see Dada? - [chuckles] 467 00:17:25,779 --> 00:17:28,479 - Tell Dada. Say "I'm happy to see you." 468 00:17:28,548 --> 00:17:29,580 Tell Daddy. - Right there. 469 00:17:29,649 --> 00:17:31,315 - Oh, he want to show you a picture. 470 00:17:31,384 --> 00:17:32,683 He painted this for you. - What's that? 471 00:17:32,752 --> 00:17:33,985 - He painted that for me for real? 472 00:17:34,054 --> 00:17:35,386 - Mm-hmm. - That's for Daddy? 473 00:17:35,455 --> 00:17:37,388 - [chuckles] - Yeah. 474 00:17:37,457 --> 00:17:40,158 - That's for Daddy? - This is amazing. 475 00:17:40,226 --> 00:17:41,626 Well, damn, this is-- - Say thank you. 476 00:17:41,694 --> 00:17:43,161 - I love this. I appre--thank you. 477 00:17:43,229 --> 00:17:45,396 - [giggles] - Nice gift. 478 00:17:45,465 --> 00:17:47,065 It's nice to be with y'all again, though. 479 00:17:47,133 --> 00:17:49,033 - Yeah. - For real. 480 00:17:49,102 --> 00:17:52,003 I'm glad to be out, though. - I know. 481 00:17:52,072 --> 00:17:54,405 We glad you out for him, too. - Yeah. 482 00:17:54,474 --> 00:17:56,541 Want to give me another hug? - He's so smart. 483 00:17:56,609 --> 00:17:58,209 - Come here. - He's so freakin' smart. 484 00:17:58,278 --> 00:17:59,710 - Ahh. - It's crazy. 485 00:17:59,779 --> 00:18:01,512 - Ahh. - [chuckles] 486 00:18:01,581 --> 00:18:03,548 - Don't do it. - How does it feel, Zay? 487 00:18:03,616 --> 00:18:05,216 - How does it feel? - Yeah. 488 00:18:05,285 --> 00:18:06,884 - Well, it feel like I'm holding 489 00:18:06,953 --> 00:18:08,086 my son in my hands. - Yeah. 490 00:18:08,154 --> 00:18:09,687 - Yeah, it feel nice. - Good. 491 00:18:09,756 --> 00:18:11,089 - That's what I've been waiting for. 492 00:18:11,157 --> 00:18:13,091 - Ain't no thinking in it. 493 00:18:13,159 --> 00:18:15,059 - Thank you guys. - Smile for it. 494 00:18:15,128 --> 00:18:16,627 - Eee! 495 00:18:16,696 --> 00:18:18,496 Oh, my God, give me some. - [laughs] 496 00:18:18,565 --> 00:18:20,364 - [laughs] 497 00:18:20,433 --> 00:18:22,266 - You a mess. 498 00:18:24,504 --> 00:18:26,704 - Where Teazha at? - Upstairs. 499 00:18:26,773 --> 00:18:27,939 - What she upstairs for? 500 00:18:28,007 --> 00:18:32,043 - She said she gonna let y'all have a moment. 501 00:18:32,112 --> 00:18:33,945 - Well, I mean, she been here the whole time. 502 00:18:34,013 --> 00:18:36,314 Why she not here right now? 503 00:18:36,382 --> 00:18:37,582 - She--I don't know. 504 00:18:37,650 --> 00:18:38,783 - [sighs] 505 00:18:38,852 --> 00:18:40,852 Well, I don't like it. I don't like that. 506 00:18:40,920 --> 00:18:41,986 - She'll come down. 507 00:18:42,055 --> 00:18:43,321 - Yeah, she'll come down eventually. 508 00:18:43,389 --> 00:18:44,889 And if not today, tomorrow, one day. 509 00:18:44,958 --> 00:18:48,459 - Teazha is a little-- she-she, uh, not shy 510 00:18:48,528 --> 00:18:49,894 but she'll--she to herself. 511 00:18:49,963 --> 00:18:52,363 So don't take it, you know, like that. 512 00:18:53,066 --> 00:18:54,866 - I just feel like if everybody gonna be in the picture, 513 00:18:54,934 --> 00:18:56,868 everybody need to be here right now. 514 00:18:56,936 --> 00:18:57,969 - Yeah. 515 00:18:59,506 --> 00:19:01,072 - [chuckles] - Mm-hmm. 516 00:19:04,310 --> 00:19:07,445 ♪ ♪ 517 00:19:07,514 --> 00:19:10,214 - ♪ Even if you try to erase ♪ 518 00:19:10,283 --> 00:19:13,818 ♪ That space that you hold in your heart ♪ 519 00:19:13,887 --> 00:19:15,052 [Camille squealing] 520 00:19:15,121 --> 00:19:16,854 - Oh. [chuckles] You good? 521 00:19:16,923 --> 00:19:18,489 Get up. Shake it off. Shake it off. 522 00:19:20,793 --> 00:19:22,727 It's been a week since I've been in Arkansas, 523 00:19:22,795 --> 00:19:24,428 and Christian hasn't seen Camille 524 00:19:24,497 --> 00:19:27,398 since I got back from my trip to LA. 525 00:19:27,467 --> 00:19:28,699 Go get it. 526 00:19:28,768 --> 00:19:31,402 I expected him to probably not see her. 527 00:19:31,471 --> 00:19:33,738 But I expected my phone to be blowing the [bleep] up, 528 00:19:33,806 --> 00:19:37,074 and haven't heard [bleep]. 529 00:19:37,143 --> 00:19:39,877 - ♪ I wander so far ♪ 530 00:19:39,946 --> 00:19:43,681 ♪ And so long... ♪ 531 00:19:43,750 --> 00:19:45,516 - Camille's second birthday is tomorrow, 532 00:19:45,585 --> 00:19:47,218 and I'm planning to celebrate with Autumn's family 533 00:19:47,287 --> 00:19:48,719 while we're here. 534 00:19:48,788 --> 00:19:50,321 And I'm not going to bother inviting Christian. 535 00:19:50,390 --> 00:19:52,723 - [giggling] Yeah ha ha! 536 00:19:52,792 --> 00:19:54,525 - But I will try to set up a call with him 537 00:19:54,594 --> 00:19:56,561 so he can wish Camille a happy birthday. 538 00:19:59,132 --> 00:20:02,400 My dad's done that to me every year for my birthday, 539 00:20:02,468 --> 00:20:04,402 so she gets it too. 540 00:20:04,470 --> 00:20:07,338 - No. - [chuckles] 541 00:20:07,407 --> 00:20:08,739 - It sucks that, like, 542 00:20:08,808 --> 00:20:10,041 Dad and Christina can't be here, 543 00:20:10,076 --> 00:20:10,975 and I know they'reps 544 00:20:11,010 --> 00:20:12,143 anm sure Dad's pissed. 545 00:20:12,212 --> 00:20:14,045 But, like, this wathane that I had 546 00:20:15,348 --> 00:20:17,648 like, reallypy since I've been here, so-- 547 00:20:17,717 --> 00:20:18,749 And, I mean, she'sng great. 548 00:20:18,785 --> 00:20:20,184 ynow what I mean, lik 549 00:20:21,688 --> 00:20:22,653 Christian was gonna er, 550 00:20:22,722 --> 00:20:23,487 bu wrug nd all day 551 00:20:23,556 --> 00:20:24,255 and then my phone died. 552 00:20:24,324 --> 00:20:25,523 And thenu ,alat [bleep]. 553 00:20:25,525 --> 00:20:26,324 en whenever we got b ke passed out, you know, 554 00:20:26,326 --> 00:20:27,058 And thenu ,alat [bleep]. as soon as we got back. 555 00:20:27,126 --> 00:20:28,426 en wthen he was like, o,s ne. ke passed out, you know, 556 00:20:28,494 --> 00:20:29,594 Just tell I heve her." 557 00:20:29,662 --> 00:20:30,461 want to seem like a bitch. 558 00:20:30,530 --> 00:20:32,029 It's jusdidn't ihim. 559 00:20:32,098 --> 00:20:33,898 Like, d asked, then I wouav like, 560 00:20:33,967 --> 00:20:36,300 "Yeah, you could show up at, like, this time." 561 00:20:36,369 --> 00:20:37,368 - Yeah. - You know what I mean? 562 00:20:37,437 --> 00:20:39,503 But I wasn't gonna invite him 563 00:20:39,572 --> 00:20:40,938 because if he doesn't want to come, 564 00:20:41,007 --> 00:20:42,807 it's less stressful to me anyway, you know what I mean? 565 00:20:42,875 --> 00:20:44,108 Like, if he would have been here 566 00:20:44,177 --> 00:20:45,343 there would have been some type of argument. 567 00:20:45,411 --> 00:20:47,044 There would have been 568 00:20:47,113 --> 00:20:49,213 something, something. - Oh, yeah. Most definitely. 569 00:20:49,282 --> 00:20:51,482 - So I'm glad he's not here. 570 00:20:53,086 --> 00:20:55,519 I don't know. It upsets me, like, 571 00:20:55,588 --> 00:20:58,723 not for me, not for him. 572 00:20:58,791 --> 00:21:00,458 It upsets me for Camille, though. 573 00:21:00,526 --> 00:21:02,660 Like, it upsets me that he-- 574 00:21:02,729 --> 00:21:06,430 Like, even on her birthday he didn't want to see her. 575 00:21:07,300 --> 00:21:09,400 And I'm just worried that it's gonna end up, 576 00:21:09,469 --> 00:21:10,568 you know what I mean, like, 577 00:21:10,637 --> 00:21:12,670 just getting worse and worse and worse. 578 00:21:12,739 --> 00:21:15,072 - Well, let's just hope it doesn 579 00:21:16,709 --> 00:21:19,410 - ♪ Always come here ♪ 580 00:21:20,146 --> 00:21:24,181 - ♪ You must love having every boy in town ♪ 581 00:21:24,250 --> 00:21:25,650 - Even though Noah's not coming 582 00:21:25,718 --> 00:21:28,486 on the trip to Florida, he offered to help pay for it, 583 00:21:28,554 --> 00:21:30,821 and I'm happy my mom and Malorie are coming. 584 00:21:30,890 --> 00:21:33,024 But I stilshh would make more of an effort 585 00:21:33,092 --> 00:21:34,258 to spend time with me. 586 00:21:34,327 --> 00:21:35,960 - ♪ Chase you ♪ 587 00:21:36,029 --> 00:21:39,630 ♪ You must love having every boy in town ♪ 588 00:21:39,699 --> 00:21:40,765 ♪ Chase you ♪ 589 00:21:40,833 --> 00:21:42,466 - Come get ice cream. 590 00:21:42,535 --> 00:21:43,801 - Corn ice cream? 591 00:21:43,870 --> 00:21:48,139 - We got corn ice cream or panda ice cream. 592 00:21:48,207 --> 00:21:49,707 - Panda ice cream? 593 00:21:49,776 --> 00:21:53,878 - That's illegal. - [laughs] You can't do that. 594 00:21:53,946 --> 00:21:56,814 - So are we going for Rachel's beach trip birthday? 595 00:21:56,883 --> 00:21:58,849 - Yeah. Her 20th birthday. 596 00:21:58,918 --> 00:22:01,018 - Dang, dude, she's old as [bleep]. 597 00:22:01,087 --> 00:22:02,987 - I think if we rent a car it's gonna be cheaper. 598 00:22:03,056 --> 00:22:04,989 - It's too expensive to fly. - I'd rather rent us a car. 599 00:22:05,058 --> 00:22:06,657 Even though gas prices are out the roof right now. 600 00:22:06,726 --> 00:22:07,992 - Yeah, they are. 601 00:22:08,061 --> 00:22:10,561 Um, how do you feel about, like, Rachel and Noah? 602 00:22:10,630 --> 00:22:12,029 How do you think they're doing? 603 00:22:12,098 --> 00:22:13,297 - I mean, I think they're doing all right. 604 00:22:13,366 --> 00:22:14,565 I don't--I wouldn't know any different. 605 00:22:14,634 --> 00:22:16,500 - Yeah. Personally, I've always thought 606 00:22:16,569 --> 00:22:19,403 that Noah was too calm for her. 607 00:22:19,472 --> 00:22:20,571 Ti-- - Passive? 608 00:22:20,640 --> 00:22:23,007 - Yes. I don't think it's good for him. 609 00:22:23,076 --> 00:22:24,375 And I think she's gonna get bored. 610 00:22:24,444 --> 00:22:27,044 - I really think he's a good influence on her... 611 00:22:27,113 --> 00:22:28,913 - I don't think she-- - To make her calmer. 612 00:22:28,981 --> 00:22:30,614 - Yeah, but I don't think she's still, like, 613 00:22:30,683 --> 00:22:31,816 in love with him if that makes sense. 614 00:22:31,884 --> 00:22:33,150 - I do. - I think she's almost 615 00:22:33,219 --> 00:22:35,653 in the position where she's-- - I do. 616 00:22:35,722 --> 00:22:37,021 - Has to be there, if that makes sense. 617 00:22:37,090 --> 00:22:39,924 - No, I--I think that they're, like, best friends 618 00:22:39,992 --> 00:22:42,059 and have got such a good little functioning family now. 619 00:22:42,128 --> 00:22:44,462 - Yeah. I don't know. I'm just-- 620 00:22:44,530 --> 00:22:45,930 I know that--what I want for my life. 621 00:22:45,998 --> 00:22:48,999 And I don't know if Rachel knows 622 00:22:49,068 --> 00:22:50,601 what she wants for life. - She's gotta push goals, 623 00:22:50,670 --> 00:22:52,069 though, upon herself, man. - Yeah. 624 00:22:52,138 --> 00:22:53,604 - She's gotta get her GED. - She don't have any though. 625 00:22:53,673 --> 00:22:54,872 - She's gotta get her license. - I've never known this chick 626 00:22:54,941 --> 00:22:56,440 to have a job except for [bleep] two weeks 627 00:22:56,509 --> 00:22:58,709 at [bleep] Wendy's when she was 16 years old. 628 00:22:58,778 --> 00:23:00,111 Or 17 years old. - 'Cause then she was pregnant. 629 00:23:00,179 --> 00:23:01,245 - Okay. - And that was when she was 16. 630 00:23:01,314 --> 00:23:02,813 She was pregnant. - So--exactly. 631 00:23:02,882 --> 00:23:04,915 - She's just gotta learn what she's gonna do in life, though, 632 00:23:04,984 --> 00:23:06,384 and use what she has-- she needs to-- 633 00:23:06,452 --> 00:23:09,253 - But she ain't going to 'cause she's too hard-headed. 634 00:23:09,322 --> 00:23:12,223 I'm scared for her, and I'm scared for Hazelee. 635 00:23:12,992 --> 00:23:14,725 And I can't have a conversation with her about it 636 00:23:14,794 --> 00:23:17,395 because she's too hard-headed to hear what I'm having to say. 637 00:23:17,463 --> 00:23:18,662 - Yeah. - She-- 638 00:23:18,731 --> 00:23:19,930 - She takes every-- offense to everything. 639 00:23:19,999 --> 00:23:21,165 - Exactly. - Even if you weren't trying 640 00:23:21,234 --> 00:23:22,833 to be offensive, she still takes offense to it. 641 00:23:22,902 --> 00:23:24,702 - Exactly. It's like her way or the [bleep] highway. 642 00:23:24,771 --> 00:23:26,871 Get the [bleep] out. - What worries me about Rachel 643 00:23:26,939 --> 00:23:28,072 is I think if Rachel's not careful, 644 00:23:28,107 --> 00:23:29,707 she's gonna throw her whole life a 645 00:23:29,776 --> 00:23:31,075 - Yeah. 646 00:23:31,144 --> 00:23:33,310 - Like, and she will end up with nothing. 647 00:23:33,379 --> 00:23:35,179 - Yeah. 648 00:23:35,248 --> 00:23:38,182 - If Noah and Rachel break up ever, 649 00:23:38,251 --> 00:23:41,252 then what's gonna happen? 650 00:23:41,320 --> 00:23:43,387 I wanted her to graduate high school. 651 00:23:43,456 --> 00:23:45,556 I want her to know 652 00:23:45,625 --> 00:23:46,891 what she's gonna do with her life-- 653 00:23:46,959 --> 00:23:48,325 like, a career path. 654 00:23:48,394 --> 00:23:49,827 You want to sit home and take care of your baby 655 00:23:49,896 --> 00:23:52,296 all the time, but that can't be all you do. 656 00:23:57,103 --> 00:23:59,470 [upbeat rock music] 657 00:23:59,972 --> 00:24:02,740 - ♪ I'm tired of making excuses ♪ 658 00:24:02,809 --> 00:24:05,576 ♪ To kill the time, everything that I... ♪ 659 00:24:05,645 --> 00:24:07,611 - Going on our staycation made me realize 660 00:24:07,680 --> 00:24:09,447 I want to do more fun activities 661 00:24:09,515 --> 00:24:11,749 with Braeson so he keeps learning and growing. 662 00:24:11,818 --> 00:24:13,451 And I'm starting to think of other ways 663 00:24:13,519 --> 00:24:15,586 I can help him with his arm development. 664 00:24:15,655 --> 00:24:16,654 No. 665 00:24:17,824 --> 00:24:19,256 - Hole in two. - You suck. 666 00:24:19,325 --> 00:24:20,424 - Can I help you? 667 00:24:20,493 --> 00:24:21,926 Can I help you hold your-- 668 00:24:21,994 --> 00:24:23,828 Can I show you the best way to do it? 669 00:24:23,896 --> 00:24:24,929 No, hold it like this, though. 670 00:24:24,997 --> 00:24:25,996 - Look. - Like this. 671 00:24:26,065 --> 00:24:27,965 There you go. Good job. 672 00:24:28,734 --> 00:24:31,702 Whoa! This is cool. Let's sit down right here. 673 00:24:32,872 --> 00:24:34,538 It's a fish. 674 00:24:34,607 --> 00:24:36,040 - I'm very happy that Braeson's at a age 675 00:24:36,108 --> 00:24:38,676 where we can, like, go out and do activities and have fun. 676 00:24:38,744 --> 00:24:40,311 - Oh, yeah. - And, um... 677 00:24:40,379 --> 00:24:41,679 kind of just, like, hang out. 678 00:24:41,747 --> 00:24:43,714 - So have the, um-- 679 00:24:43,783 --> 00:24:44,949 have the teachers said anything, 680 00:24:45,017 --> 00:24:46,217 like, about his development 681 00:24:46,285 --> 00:24:48,185 or how he's doing or... with his arm? 682 00:24:48,254 --> 00:24:49,987 - They always say that he's doing really good 683 00:24:50,056 --> 00:24:52,323 with, like, the tracing of the letters 684 00:24:52,391 --> 00:24:53,991 and writing his name. 685 00:24:54,060 --> 00:24:56,260 - It's not like... holding him back 686 00:24:56,329 --> 00:24:57,728 in any way, though, or anything like that? 687 00:24:57,797 --> 00:25:00,531 - No, they don't really even address it, to be honest. 688 00:25:00,600 --> 00:25:02,533 - I think he likes to hide it sometimes, 689 00:25:02,602 --> 00:25:04,535 especially when he's wearing a long sleeve. 690 00:25:04,604 --> 00:25:06,604 I think sometimes he feels insecure about it, but-- 691 00:25:06,672 --> 00:25:08,906 - Really? Already? At this age? 692 00:25:08,975 --> 00:25:10,140 - There's been one-- 693 00:25:10,209 --> 00:25:13,210 one kid that is very scared of him 694 00:25:13,279 --> 00:25:14,712 because of his arm. - Oh. 695 00:25:14,780 --> 00:25:16,213 - So he won't play with him. 696 00:25:16,282 --> 00:25:17,548 He doesn't want to be next to him. 697 00:25:17,617 --> 00:25:18,883 And if Braeson ever is next to him, 698 00:25:18,951 --> 00:25:21,051 he'll start screaming and crying and run away. 699 00:25:21,120 --> 00:25:22,753 - Aw. - And it basically--teachers 700 00:25:22,822 --> 00:25:24,188 tell me that it hurts Braeson's feelings. 701 00:25:24,257 --> 00:25:25,155 - Oh, my God. - And they've been trying 702 00:25:25,224 --> 00:25:26,390 to talk to the kid. 703 00:25:26,459 --> 00:25:27,858 And then I told them that we should talk to-- 704 00:25:27,927 --> 00:25:29,426 like, they need to talk to the parents. 705 00:25:29,495 --> 00:25:30,761 - Good. What did they say? 706 00:25:30,830 --> 00:25:32,730 - They talked--they said they talked to the parents. 707 00:25:32,798 --> 00:25:34,698 I mean, I told Braeson when that happened 708 00:25:34,767 --> 00:25:38,269 that if someone's making you feel bad about yourself, 709 00:25:38,337 --> 00:25:40,271 you need to go talk to someone about it 710 00:25:40,339 --> 00:25:42,773 or tell them, "Hey, that really hurts my feelings." 711 00:25:42,842 --> 00:25:43,908 Kids don't know. 712 00:25:43,976 --> 00:25:46,377 Like, they just don't understand. 713 00:25:46,445 --> 00:25:48,279 This last check-up, the doctor told me 714 00:25:48,347 --> 00:25:50,881 that it's time to start physical therapy. 715 00:25:50,950 --> 00:25:52,716 - Right? Is that-- - What is it, like, 716 00:25:52,785 --> 00:25:53,884 for exactly? - It's, like, to teach him 717 00:25:53,953 --> 00:25:56,787 to tie his shoes, put on his shirt. 718 00:25:57,957 --> 00:25:59,723 I do want to get him into, like, 719 00:25:59,792 --> 00:26:02,059 some occupational therapy to kind of help him 720 00:26:02,128 --> 00:26:04,228 because, like, I need to know what he needs help with 721 00:26:04,297 --> 00:26:06,397 so I can get that help for him. 722 00:26:06,465 --> 00:26:08,399 Because I want the best for him, 723 00:26:08,467 --> 00:26:10,801 and I want Braeson to know that he's perfect. 724 00:26:10,870 --> 00:26:14,438 - ♪ So I have my way ♪ 725 00:26:15,274 --> 00:26:17,641 ♪ ♪ 726 00:26:17,710 --> 00:26:19,777 - I'm really happy that Zay is here 727 00:26:19,845 --> 00:26:21,912 and Amour gets to spend time with his dad. 728 00:26:21,981 --> 00:26:24,481 But Teazha hasn't come down to meet him yet, 729 00:26:24,550 --> 00:26:26,617 and I'm worried if she doesn't it might create 730 00:26:26,686 --> 00:26:27,985 unnecessary tension. 731 00:26:37,229 --> 00:26:39,797 - I'm gonna go up and talk to her. 732 00:26:41,334 --> 00:26:43,334 Hey, baby. 733 00:26:43,402 --> 00:26:45,903 - Hey, babe. - What's wrong? 734 00:26:45,972 --> 00:26:48,439 How you feeling? - I feel great. 735 00:26:48,507 --> 00:26:49,974 - Why are you saying it like that? 736 00:26:50,042 --> 00:26:52,276 - 'Cause I said I was gonna-- I wasn't gonna come downstairs 737 00:26:52,345 --> 00:26:54,178 and be in the-- and be in the space 738 00:26:54,246 --> 00:26:57,348 because I want to give him that time to spend 739 00:26:57,416 --> 00:26:58,949 with his son. That's what he came here for. 740 00:26:59,018 --> 00:27:00,818 You get what I'm saying? Me coming-- 741 00:27:00,886 --> 00:27:02,653 that man not worried about me coming down there 742 00:27:02,722 --> 00:27:03,787 and saying "Hey" to him or not. 743 00:27:03,856 --> 00:27:04,989 It's everybody else being worried 744 00:27:05,057 --> 00:27:06,657 about if I have a problem 745 00:27:06,726 --> 00:27:08,692 or if I'm putting confrontation in the air. 746 00:27:08,761 --> 00:27:10,094 'Cause your mama came upstairs and said something to me. 747 00:27:10,162 --> 00:27:11,428 - Because-- - He's not even worried 748 00:27:11,497 --> 00:27:12,997 about that. - Well, he actually did ask 749 00:27:13,065 --> 00:27:14,932 was you coming down there? 750 00:27:15,001 --> 00:27:17,101 I was just saying, bae, hey, you don't think you want 751 00:27:17,169 --> 00:27:18,902 to come down here and peek your head down here 752 00:27:18,971 --> 00:27:20,204 and say "hey" just do it don't come off 753 00:27:20,272 --> 00:27:21,639 as you being any type of way? 754 00:27:21,707 --> 00:27:23,340 - No, 'cause I don't just want to say "hey" to this man. 755 00:27:23,409 --> 00:27:24,608 I been around this man child. 756 00:27:24,677 --> 00:27:26,377 - Okay, we got it-- - You get what I'm saying? 757 00:27:26,445 --> 00:27:27,845 I don't want to just say "hey" to you. 758 00:27:27,913 --> 00:27:29,113 I want you it for the first-- - Y'all don't have to have 759 00:27:29,181 --> 00:27:30,648 a deep conversation. - It don't gotta be deep, 760 00:27:30,716 --> 00:27:32,082 but the first time that I see you, 761 00:27:32,151 --> 00:27:34,151 I want you to get to know me and me to get to know you. 762 00:27:34,220 --> 00:27:36,120 You gotta understand I been around his child. 763 00:27:36,188 --> 00:27:37,521 I've been the one taking-- 764 00:27:37,590 --> 00:27:38,856 you know what I'm saying? - Which is why I felt like 765 00:27:38,924 --> 00:27:40,991 you should say "hey." - But just for the first day 766 00:27:41,060 --> 00:27:43,193 I just feel like it was a lot. - Okay. 767 00:27:43,262 --> 00:27:44,328 - It's a lot for him to take in. 768 00:27:44,397 --> 00:27:45,429 He just came home. 769 00:27:45,498 --> 00:27:46,864 - He don't-- he-he's fine with it. 770 00:27:46,932 --> 00:27:49,233 What I'm saying is if he asked about it... 771 00:27:49,301 --> 00:27:50,701 - I didn't know that, though. - You know now. 772 00:27:50,770 --> 00:27:52,236 - You gotta understand. Okay, but I know now, 773 00:27:52,304 --> 00:27:53,904 he's not here. - He is here. 774 00:27:53,973 --> 00:27:55,172 - Where? - He's downstairs. 775 00:27:55,241 --> 00:27:56,540 - Okay, somebody could have said that. 776 00:27:56,609 --> 00:27:58,709 - We did. You're not listening, baby. 777 00:27:58,778 --> 00:28:00,811 - Nobody said he was still downstairs. 778 00:28:00,880 --> 00:28:02,379 - Okay. - Why are you walking away? 779 00:28:02,448 --> 00:28:03,981 - 'Cause I'm going downstairs to say "hey" to this man 780 00:28:04,050 --> 00:28:06,016 so he don't think I got a problem with him. 781 00:28:06,085 --> 00:28:09,520 [tense music] 782 00:28:10,823 --> 00:28:13,257 [upbeat rock music] 783 00:28:14,126 --> 00:28:16,260 - ♪ Knock off the clock to play ♪ 784 00:28:16,328 --> 00:28:17,961 ♪ She know the moves to make ♪ 785 00:28:18,030 --> 00:28:19,630 ♪ Got me feeling some way ♪ 786 00:28:19,699 --> 00:28:21,965 ♪ Slide to the crib real late ♪ 787 00:28:22,034 --> 00:28:24,201 ♪ Tell me to stay, she late ♪ 788 00:28:24,804 --> 00:28:26,970 - It's hard not seeing the kids. 789 00:28:27,039 --> 00:28:29,606 I was used to seeing them all the time. 790 00:28:29,675 --> 00:28:32,109 Both of them are my grandchildren. 791 00:28:32,178 --> 00:28:34,445 I love both of them the same. 792 00:28:35,347 --> 00:28:36,680 Thing is, 793 00:28:36,749 --> 00:28:39,183 Chas don't even whoop her own [bleep] kids. 794 00:28:39,251 --> 00:28:40,451 Chas a mama. 795 00:28:40,519 --> 00:28:42,953 I'm upset because my brother didn't back me up 796 00:28:43,022 --> 00:28:44,755 and say, "You--are you crazy? 797 00:28:44,824 --> 00:28:48,158 "Do you think my sister would ever do 798 00:28:48,227 --> 00:28:50,060 anything to Izaiah?" 799 00:28:51,130 --> 00:28:53,630 Every time something happens, 800 00:28:53,699 --> 00:28:55,232 it goes back to square one for us. 801 00:28:55,301 --> 00:28:57,334 It's like it just starts over. 802 00:28:57,403 --> 00:29:00,304 - ♪ But I won't make you... ♪ 803 00:29:00,372 --> 00:29:02,272 - Luke is coming over today to talk, 804 00:29:02,341 --> 00:29:04,074 but I'm still struggling on how to move forward 805 00:29:04,143 --> 00:29:06,710 with his family and our relationship. 806 00:29:06,779 --> 00:29:09,246 - Whoa. Hello, hello. 807 00:29:09,315 --> 00:29:11,115 - Hi. 808 00:29:14,253 --> 00:29:16,253 How are you feeling about everything? 809 00:29:16,322 --> 00:29:18,655 - It's a [bleep] situation to be in 810 00:29:18,724 --> 00:29:22,192 'cause I constantly feel like I'm in the middle of it. 811 00:29:22,261 --> 00:29:24,828 - I do feel for you on the situation 812 00:29:24,897 --> 00:29:27,131 'cause that is, like, your sister and your family... 813 00:29:27,199 --> 00:29:28,866 - Mm-hmm. - Make it worse. 814 00:29:28,934 --> 00:29:30,033 Like, I feel like they really went 815 00:29:30,102 --> 00:29:31,135 into, like, attack mode... 816 00:29:31,203 --> 00:29:32,469 - Yeah. - Instead of just having 817 00:29:32,538 --> 00:29:33,804 a conversation. If it was a misunderstanding 818 00:29:33,873 --> 00:29:35,139 like they're claiming, 819 00:29:35,207 --> 00:29:37,841 then a simple conversation could have been held. 820 00:29:37,910 --> 00:29:40,310 - And I was just as confused as you were, Kayla. 821 00:29:40,379 --> 00:29:41,845 - Mm-hmm. - You--we've been 822 00:29:41,914 --> 00:29:43,881 on the same page with this. So, I mean-- 823 00:29:43,949 --> 00:29:45,048 - Yeah, and, like, I feel like me and you see 824 00:29:45,117 --> 00:29:46,517 eye to eye on, like, them not being 825 00:29:46,585 --> 00:29:48,152 around Chastity and her husband. 826 00:29:48,220 --> 00:29:50,521 I don't think we're really seeing eye to eye 827 00:29:50,589 --> 00:29:52,289 on, you know, Noopie. 828 00:29:52,358 --> 00:29:55,492 - This all just could have been easily avoided 829 00:29:55,561 --> 00:29:58,162 with clear communication, and it's-- 830 00:29:58,230 --> 00:29:59,463 - Oh, for sure. And I feel like that's 831 00:29:59,532 --> 00:30:01,131 what I'm asking for right now. 832 00:30:01,200 --> 00:30:03,567 I know in the past, like, I've expressed conce■lrns 833 00:30:03,636 --> 00:30:07,204 about Izaiah potentially being treated different than Ariah 834 00:30:07,273 --> 00:30:09,540 just for the simple fact that he's not their blood. 835 00:30:09,608 --> 00:30:11,341 But I just feel like her actions 836 00:30:11,410 --> 00:30:12,776 have kind of shown that she does think 837 00:30:12,845 --> 00:30:14,678 the same way Chastity does, and if she feels that way, 838 00:30:14,747 --> 00:30:15,746 "Keep Izaiah away from me," 839 00:30:15,815 --> 00:30:17,548 then Ariah will be kept away too. 840 00:30:17,616 --> 00:30:20,017 - Like, this isn't the first time we've been 841 00:30:20,085 --> 00:30:22,653 family versus family. 842 00:30:22,721 --> 00:30:24,888 It's just the only thing different now is 843 00:30:24,957 --> 00:30:27,691 you're my fiancée and, like, not my girlfriend. 844 00:30:27,760 --> 00:30:29,359 - But in this situation I'm not really thinking 845 00:30:29,428 --> 00:30:31,829 about, like, us relationship-wise. 846 00:30:31,897 --> 00:30:33,530 I'm more just thinking about the kids. 847 00:30:33,599 --> 00:30:35,365 But I think your not-- 848 00:30:35,434 --> 00:30:37,134 your not having them around, like, really affects 849 00:30:37,203 --> 00:30:40,504 you mentally whether or not you realize it. 850 00:30:40,573 --> 00:30:42,072 And it's been happening for a while. 851 00:30:42,141 --> 00:30:43,574 And I don't want to just keep sit, 852 00:30:43,642 --> 00:30:46,443 watching you just get worse and worse as time goes on. 853 00:30:49,148 --> 00:30:50,747 Like, every time I try to have these serious talks with you 854 00:30:50,816 --> 00:30:52,583 I feel like you just get irritated with me. 855 00:30:52,651 --> 00:30:54,585 - 'Cause it's constantly how you feel 856 00:30:54,653 --> 00:30:56,053 and all this other [bleep]. 857 00:30:56,121 --> 00:30:57,955 Would that not be irritating to you? 858 00:30:58,023 --> 00:30:59,890 Would it not? 859 00:30:59,959 --> 00:31:01,291 If I'm telling you I'm good and I'm straight 860 00:31:01,360 --> 00:31:03,060 and I'm gonna be okay, 861 00:31:03,128 --> 00:31:04,728 like, I need you to, like, take that 862 00:31:04,797 --> 00:31:05,896 and just leave it at that. 863 00:31:05,965 --> 00:31:07,531 - But you're not, like, okay. 864 00:31:07,600 --> 00:31:08,565 - Okay you're gonna keep... - And I don't know 865 00:31:08,634 --> 00:31:10,367 if you realize it. - Doing it. 866 00:31:11,637 --> 00:31:13,237 Get this [bleep] mic, man. 867 00:31:14,039 --> 00:31:16,974 [dramatic music] 868 00:31:17,042 --> 00:31:23,881 ♪ ♪ 869 00:31:25,184 --> 00:31:28,919 - ♪ It used to be so easy ♪ 870 00:31:29,622 --> 00:31:32,556 ♪ And loving was a golden dream ♪ 871 00:31:32,625 --> 00:31:34,324 - Even though we don't always get along, 872 00:31:34,393 --> 00:31:36,560 I'm happy my mom and Malorie are coming over 873 00:31:36,629 --> 00:31:38,495 so we can plan this trip to Florida together. 874 00:31:40,566 --> 00:31:41,832 - Hey. 875 00:31:42,968 --> 00:31:44,935 - Hi. - Hi. 876 00:31:46,372 --> 00:31:47,971 Malorie, have you took off work? 877 00:31:48,040 --> 00:31:49,072 - Yeah. 878 00:31:49,141 --> 00:31:50,741 - Wait, really? So we're for sure going? 879 00:31:50,809 --> 00:31:51,909 - Yeah, we're for-- yeah, dude. 880 00:31:51,977 --> 00:31:53,076 - Oh, [bleep]. 881 00:31:53,145 --> 00:31:54,411 Wait, I haven't booked the hotel yet. 882 00:31:54,480 --> 00:31:56,013 I need to. - But now that we're doing 883 00:31:56,081 --> 00:31:57,281 a car, y'all can just half it. 884 00:31:57,349 --> 00:31:58,448 We can all split the car. 885 00:31:58,517 --> 00:32:00,017 - You pay the gas, I'll pay the hotel. 886 00:32:00,085 --> 00:32:01,418 - We're paying the half of the car. 887 00:32:01,487 --> 00:32:03,487 - It is a car rental. - The car rental's cheaper. 888 00:32:03,555 --> 00:32:05,122 - Another thing is, though, that I'm not-- 889 00:32:05,190 --> 00:32:08,358 I've never drove for more than four hours at a time. 890 00:32:08,427 --> 00:32:09,426 I don't know how I'm gonna feel 891 00:32:09,495 --> 00:32:10,827 driving the whole eight hours. 892 00:32:10,896 --> 00:32:11,828 - I mean, I'm not worried about that. 893 00:32:11,897 --> 00:32:13,163 We'll figure it out. 894 00:32:13,232 --> 00:32:14,665 If I've gotta drive a little bit, so be it. 895 00:32:14,733 --> 00:32:15,866 - Well, I was about to say-- 896 00:32:15,935 --> 00:32:17,000 - But you don't have a license, do you? 897 00:32:17,069 --> 00:32:18,435 - Okay. - Why are you saying that? 898 00:32:18,504 --> 00:32:19,970 It's none of the [bleep] business 899 00:32:20,039 --> 00:32:21,805 of any-[bleep]-body anyway. - Okay, just stop. 900 00:32:21,874 --> 00:32:23,173 Just don't talk about it. 901 00:32:23,242 --> 00:32:24,308 - Honestly, I don't want to drive 902 00:32:24,376 --> 00:32:25,809 eight hours by my [bleep] self, dude. 903 00:32:25,878 --> 00:32:26,877 If you want to [bleep] drive-- - I'll take a flight 904 00:32:26,946 --> 00:32:28,045 because Noah will pay for me. 905 00:32:28,113 --> 00:32:29,313 I'm not worried about the [bleep] drive. 906 00:32:29,381 --> 00:32:30,580 - Okay, then you go by your God damn self. 907 00:32:30,649 --> 00:32:31,782 - I can pay for... - 'Cause I ain't doing it. 908 00:32:31,850 --> 00:32:32,849 - A [bleep] flight. - Y'all stop. 909 00:32:32,918 --> 00:32:33,850 Y'all stop! - Who can pick me up 910 00:32:33,919 --> 00:32:35,085 from the airport. - I'm out. 911 00:32:35,154 --> 00:32:36,453 - [bleep] stop. - I'm not worried about it. 912 00:32:36,522 --> 00:32:37,721 Dude, get the [bleep] out of my house 913 00:32:37,790 --> 00:32:39,456 if you're gonna literally start yelling. 914 00:32:39,525 --> 00:32:40,824 'Cause I'm not with the toxic [bleep]. 915 00:32:40,893 --> 00:32:41,892 ep] stop, Rachel. 916 00:32:41,961 --> 00:32:43,660 - I'm not wi the toxic-ass [bleep]. 917 00:32:43,729 --> 00:32:45,562 - You can go by yourself. - Yeah, okay, I will. 918 00:32:45,631 --> 00:32:47,331 Like I was going to from the [bleep] beginning. 919 00:32:47,399 --> 00:32:49,599 - We gotta leave 'cause Rachel's a [bleep] psychopath. 920 00:32:49,668 --> 00:32:51,301 - 'Cause y'all are literally screaming at me? 921 00:32:51,370 --> 00:32:52,769 - Now I got a pain in my throat, bitch. 922 00:32:52,838 --> 00:32:54,471 - I'm not the one [bleep] screaming. 923 00:32:54,540 --> 00:32:55,739 Y'all are [bleep] psychopaths. 924 00:32:55,808 --> 00:32:57,140 Get the [bleep] out of my house. 925 00:32:57,209 --> 00:32:58,742 - Don't come at me like that. - Y'all are so toxic. 926 00:32:58,811 --> 00:33:01,011 It's y'all that are the [bleep] problem. 927 00:33:01,480 --> 00:33:03,647 - You know, you don't even got [bleep], you can't keep a job. 928 00:33:03,716 --> 00:33:05,282 - Yeah, okay, for sure. 929 00:33:06,352 --> 00:33:08,185 - For [bleep] sure. 930 00:33:08,253 --> 00:33:11,521 I've raised your daughter half of her [bleep] life. 931 00:33:11,590 --> 00:33:14,491 You leave your daughter home every day. 932 00:33:14,560 --> 00:33:16,259 - You leave your daughter with Mom 933 00:33:16,328 --> 00:33:18,495 every day of your life. 934 00:33:18,564 --> 00:33:20,330 Mom hasn't had my kid in a month 935 00:33:20,399 --> 00:33:22,833 because I always have my daughter--always. 936 00:33:22,901 --> 00:33:24,468 Piece of [bleep]-ass [mutters]. 937 00:33:24,536 --> 00:33:26,503 You get drunk every day of your [bleep] life. 938 00:33:26,572 --> 00:33:28,538 [bleep] you, bum-ass bitch. 939 00:33:28,607 --> 00:33:30,474 Look at my [bleep] house. 940 00:33:30,542 --> 00:33:33,210 My boyfriend makes $4,000 a month. 941 00:33:33,278 --> 00:33:35,645 We are not [bleep] bums. 942 00:33:35,714 --> 00:33:38,482 Who cares if my man is paying for some of my [bleep] 943 00:33:38,550 --> 00:33:39,816 while I get my GED? 944 00:33:39,885 --> 00:33:41,451 I have a man that will do that [bleep]. 945 00:33:41,520 --> 00:33:43,286 I have a full-time job, and that is 946 00:33:43,355 --> 00:33:45,355 being a stay-at-home [bleep] mom. 947 00:33:45,424 --> 00:33:48,792 And Noah is her [bleep] dad so who give a [bleep]? 948 00:33:48,861 --> 00:33:50,327 Because regardless if I'm a bum 949 00:33:50,396 --> 00:33:51,828 my [bleep] man ain't. 950 00:33:51,897 --> 00:33:53,730 - If it's just us three-- - I'm way too down to earth 951 00:33:53,799 --> 00:33:55,365 and just be vibin', and then y'all just be 952 00:33:55,434 --> 00:33:58,235 [bleep] everywhere yelling. I don't [bleep] with that. 953 00:33:58,303 --> 00:33:59,669 - That's always us, you're right. 954 00:33:59,738 --> 00:34:01,338 You're right. - Did you hear me in there 955 00:34:01,407 --> 00:34:02,339 screaming my ass off? 956 00:34:02,408 --> 00:34:04,007 [bleep] no. I do not do that. 957 00:34:04,076 --> 00:34:05,375 It is. 958 00:34:05,444 --> 00:34:06,843 The way that y'all are so jumpy... 959 00:34:06,912 --> 00:34:08,145 - Okay, I don't want to fight. - And so screaming... 960 00:34:08,213 --> 00:34:09,212 - I don't want to argue. - That's too much. 961 00:34:09,281 --> 00:34:10,580 - Like, I don't want to do this. 962 00:34:10,649 --> 00:34:12,582 - Y'all need to find your inner peace, for real, 963 00:34:12,651 --> 00:34:14,251 because I don't be yelling like that. 964 00:34:20,159 --> 00:34:23,260 [upbeat rock music] 965 00:34:23,729 --> 00:34:26,096 - ♪ Where do we go now? ♪ 966 00:34:26,165 --> 00:34:28,432 ♪ You got me, I feel like I'm stuck without her ♪ 967 00:34:28,500 --> 00:34:30,634 ♪ Right by the side of the road now ♪ 968 00:34:30,702 --> 00:34:32,569 - Christian hasn't given me a clear answer 969 00:34:32,638 --> 00:34:33,904 on what his plans are, 970 00:34:33,972 --> 00:34:35,572 but I'm sort of annoyed because he missed 971 00:34:35,641 --> 00:34:37,274 Camille's birthday and hasn't seen her 972 00:34:37,309 --> 00:34:38,975 since I got back from 973 00:34:39,044 --> 00:34:40,644 I'm supposed to drive back to Ohio soon, 974 00:34:40,712 --> 00:34:42,479 soskut watch Camille 975 00:34:42,548 --> 00:34:45,282 so I can meet up with him and make a plan. 976 00:34:45,350 --> 00:34:48,618 Honestly, I feel like if I go back to Ohio 977 00:34:48,687 --> 00:34:51,321 and I stay there and he's here, 978 00:34:51,390 --> 00:34:53,290 I don't think he'll ever see her. 979 00:34:56,662 --> 00:34:58,595 - How are you? - I'm good. How are you? 980 00:34:58,664 --> 00:35:00,297 - Doing great. 981 00:35:02,734 --> 00:35:04,601 - Um, thank you for meeting me. 982 00:35:04,670 --> 00:35:06,236 I wanted to talk about what our plan was, 983 00:35:06,305 --> 00:35:08,271 since we're supposed to be leaving 984 00:35:08,340 --> 00:35:09,706 in a couple days. 985 00:35:09,775 --> 00:35:12,275 - So my plan right now is 986 00:35:12,344 --> 00:35:14,111 I plan on staying here in Arkansas. 987 00:35:14,179 --> 00:35:16,046 What do you want to do? 988 00:35:16,115 --> 00:35:18,381 - Honestly, I don't have any type of expectations. 989 00:35:18,450 --> 00:35:20,283 I don't have any type of anything anymore. 990 00:35:20,352 --> 00:35:22,853 I'm tired of feeling disappointment. 991 00:35:22,921 --> 00:35:25,388 What you do from this step forward is 992 00:35:25,457 --> 00:35:29,793 up to you, and I'm leaving that to you. 993 00:35:29,862 --> 00:35:32,329 - Well, I done offered to take her for a little bit. 994 00:35:32,397 --> 00:35:34,731 - You're not having her. [laughs] 995 00:35:34,800 --> 00:35:36,366 - I already got a job lined up. 996 00:35:36,435 --> 00:35:38,635 I'm picking a car up tomorrow. 997 00:35:38,704 --> 00:35:39,836 - Sounds like things are going great. 998 00:35:39,905 --> 00:35:43,073 - And I'm going out on the road. 999 00:35:43,142 --> 00:35:44,341 - So if you're going out on the road, 1000 00:35:44,409 --> 00:35:46,643 how are you supposed to take our kid? 1001 00:35:49,248 --> 00:35:50,380 Yeah, no. 1002 00:35:50,449 --> 00:35:52,115 - For now, I'll be home every night 1003 00:35:52,184 --> 00:35:54,451 until I got that job. 1004 00:35:54,520 --> 00:35:58,655 And she will have everything she needs from me. 1005 00:35:58,724 --> 00:36:00,357 - I swear to [bleep] God. [laughs] 1006 00:36:00,425 --> 00:36:02,425 I swear to [bleep] God. 1007 00:36:02,494 --> 00:36:05,462 - I don't want my kid going without. 1008 00:36:06,131 --> 00:36:08,732 - She will never-- never go without. 1009 00:36:08,800 --> 00:36:10,267 - What money do you have? 1010 00:36:10,335 --> 00:36:12,736 - Baby, I worked longer than you. 1011 00:36:12,804 --> 00:36:13,870 You could never keep a job for [bleep] 1012 00:36:13,939 --> 00:36:15,172 because you didn't want to get up. 1013 00:36:15,240 --> 00:36:17,541 - You worked at a pizza place for two months. 1014 00:36:17,609 --> 00:36:19,943 - I worked doubles almost every [bleep] day 1015 00:36:20,012 --> 00:36:21,411 because you were too [bleep] lazy 1016 00:36:21,480 --> 00:36:22,913 to get off of your [bleep] ass, 1017 00:36:22,981 --> 00:36:24,514 and you still couldn't take care of our kid. 1018 00:36:24,583 --> 00:36:27,083 I still had to have my dad [bleep] [bleep]. 1019 00:36:27,152 --> 00:36:28,585 - Okay. - I'm done. 1020 00:36:28,654 --> 00:36:30,353 Take me to court and we'll see what the judge says. 1021 00:36:30,422 --> 00:36:32,088 - Okay. 1022 00:36:32,157 --> 00:36:34,057 Be like that. Be mad. 1023 00:36:34,126 --> 00:36:35,725 - I'm not mad. I'm disappointed. 1024 00:36:35,794 --> 00:36:37,027 - You are mad. "I'm mad. I'm mad." 1025 00:36:37,095 --> 00:36:38,595 - This is hurting my daughter. 1026 00:36:38,664 --> 00:36:40,363 This is hurting my daughter. 1027 00:36:40,432 --> 00:36:41,798 Not me. 1028 00:36:41,867 --> 00:36:43,600 I don't care. 1029 00:36:43,669 --> 00:36:44,601 - It's not hurting your daughter. 1030 00:36:44,670 --> 00:36:46,303 I've been offering to take her. 1031 00:36:46,371 --> 00:36:47,571 - Just take-- - Till you get 1032 00:36:47,639 --> 00:36:48,672 your [bleep] together and I-- and you can-- 1033 00:36:48,740 --> 00:36:49,940 - Till I get my [bleep] together? 1034 00:36:50,008 --> 00:36:50,774 Where are you living? 1035 00:36:50,809 --> 00:36:52,642 With ybrr and your mothe 1036 00:36:52,711 --> 00:36:54,444 - What happened to you leaving? 1037 00:36:55,714 --> 00:36:57,514 - [crying] 1038 00:36:57,583 --> 00:37:00,717 ♪ ♪ 1039 00:37:00,786 --> 00:37:02,552 [breathing unsteadily] 1040 00:37:02,854 --> 00:37:09,726 ♪ ♪ 1041 00:37:12,698 --> 00:37:14,264 - Why are you walking away? - 'Cause I'm going downstairs 1042 00:37:14,333 --> 00:37:15,532 to say "hey" to this man so he don't think 1043 00:37:15,601 --> 00:37:17,100 I got a problem with him. - You don't have to. 1044 00:37:17,169 --> 00:37:18,501 - What's u yo? - How it feel to be free? 1045 00:37:18,570 --> 00:37:19,836 They trying to make me do some [bleep]. 1046 00:37:19,905 --> 00:37:22,739 I'm like, I'll talk to you when I talk to you. 1047 00:37:22,808 --> 00:37:24,274 Like, what the hell, bro? 1048 00:37:24,343 --> 00:37:26,776 I ain't got no confrontation or problem with you, bro. 1049 00:37:26,845 --> 00:37:28,445 I don't--I don't know you. You don't know me. 1050 00:37:28,513 --> 00:37:29,980 You feel what I'm saying? So-- - Facts. 1051 00:37:30,048 --> 00:37:32,082 - That's where we make this time 1052 00:37:32,150 --> 00:37:33,383 to get to know each other. 1053 00:37:33,452 --> 00:37:35,452 I been around your son. You gotta get to know me. 1054 00:37:35,520 --> 00:37:38,121 - Yeah, we gonna definitely get to know each other, bro. 1055 00:37:38,190 --> 00:37:39,456 - Yeah, most definitely. 1056 00:37:39,524 --> 00:37:41,157 We're family. You feel me? - Definitely. For real. 1057 00:37:41,226 --> 00:37:42,492 - Yeah, don't-- yeah, don't think, like-- 1058 00:37:42,561 --> 00:37:43,893 - It's a lot. - You feelin' me. 1059 00:37:43,962 --> 00:37:45,395 Don't think, like, I'ma get you, 1060 00:37:45,464 --> 00:37:46,463 'cause I'm here to help you, bro. 1061 00:37:46,531 --> 00:37:47,931 - I never--never thought like that. 1062 00:37:48,000 --> 00:37:49,165 - Come on, now. 1063 00:37:49,234 --> 00:37:51,568 - No, I just-- in my mind, I'm just like-- 1064 00:37:51,637 --> 00:37:53,236 when I was locked up, the whole time 1065 00:37:53,305 --> 00:37:55,438 we could have been did that. - Yeah, we could have, 1066 00:37:55,507 --> 00:37:57,874 but I like it--I like it more in person, you feel me? 1067 00:37:57,943 --> 00:37:59,442 ounow my intentions anu know 1068 00:37:59,511 --> 00:38:01,511 the type of persm. - Only problem with me was, 1069 00:38:01,580 --> 00:38:03,113 like, you want to do it in person, 1070 00:38:03,181 --> 00:38:04,648 you didn't know when I was getting out. 1071 00:38:04,716 --> 00:38:05,815 - Yeah, you right. - You feel me? 1072 00:38:05,884 --> 00:38:06,950 You can say or ask me anything. 1073 00:38:07,019 --> 00:38:08,318 - Yeah. - Talk to me about anything. 1074 00:38:08,387 --> 00:38:10,220 - But, um, and same goes for you, you feel me? 1075 00:38:10,289 --> 00:38:12,522 'Cause like I said, we all here for one person. 1076 00:38:12,591 --> 00:38:14,958 So I got--if I don't-- if I don't make sure you good 1077 00:38:15,027 --> 00:38:16,159 and you don't make sure I'm good, 1078 00:38:16,228 --> 00:38:17,460 then we're not good, and if we not good-- 1079 00:38:17,529 --> 00:38:19,329 - We all trippin'. Exactly. - Sure. 1080 00:38:19,398 --> 00:38:21,197 Only time we gonna ever have a problem 1081 00:38:21,266 --> 00:38:22,999 is when you not doing right by him and I gotta 1082 00:38:23,068 --> 00:38:24,734 come see you about it, 'cause I'm gonna come 1083 00:38:24,803 --> 00:38:25,902 see you about it. - Facts. 1084 00:38:25,971 --> 00:38:27,070 - And when you disrespect her... 1085 00:38:27,139 --> 00:38:28,338 - Mm-hmm. - That's when we got a problem. 1086 00:38:28,407 --> 00:38:29,739 - Facts. - You feel me? 1087 00:38:29,808 --> 00:38:30,807 'Cause that's my lady's child. 1088 00:38:30,876 --> 00:38:32,642 You know--you already know. 1089 00:38:32,711 --> 00:38:33,443 - Yeah. 1090 00:38:33,512 --> 00:38:35,412 - We're on the same pa . 1091 00:38:35,480 --> 00:38:36,313 - You ain- Good.or - I'm here for him. 1092 00:38:36,381 --> 00:38:37,480 Yoelg me, so-- 1093 00:38:37,549 --> 00:38:39,015 - I defi respect that you been here 1094 00:38:39,084 --> 00:38:40,450 while I was gone, though. yeah. For sure, for sure. 1095 00:38:40,519 --> 00:38:41,518 - I definitelyespect that. - For sure. 1096 00:38:41,586 --> 00:38:43,253 - I'm saying 'cause you didn't hao ha 1097 00:38:43,322 --> 00:38:44,421 'Cause that ain't your baby boy. 1098 00:38:44,489 --> 00:38:46,256 - Yeah. - He is, though, in a sense. 1099 00:38:46,325 --> 00:38:48,625 You feel me? So-- Y'all want to, 1100 00:38:48,694 --> 00:38:50,960 you know what I'm saying, link up, celebrate something, 1101 00:38:51,029 --> 00:38:52,362 ay parties, anything... - For sure. 1102 00:38:52,431 --> 00:38:54,497 - Like family things... - Yeah. 1103 00:38:54,566 --> 00:38:56,733 - We can do that. It's open arms. 1104 00:38:56,802 --> 00:38:58,034 It's all love. - Yeah. 1105 00:38:58,103 --> 00:39:00,670 We don't just gotta meet up based on Amour. 1106 00:39:00,739 --> 00:39:02,372 - It could be random. - Yeah. 1107 00:39:02,441 --> 00:39:03,907 That's how I been feeling. Like, that's my-- 1108 00:39:03,975 --> 00:39:05,375 that's my ideal, my perfect world. 1109 00:39:05,444 --> 00:39:06,743 - Yeah, it could be random. 1110 00:39:09,114 --> 00:39:11,247 - Yeah. - I'm just glad to be home. 1111 00:39:11,316 --> 00:39:12,549 For real. - Yeah. 1112 00:39:12,617 --> 00:39:13,850 - Yeah. 1113 00:39:13,919 --> 00:39:16,052 - ♪ What do you imagine ♪ 1114 00:39:16,121 --> 00:39:19,422 ♪ When you think of my life now ♪ 1115 00:39:20,926 --> 00:39:23,426 ♪ I spent three years ♪ 1116 00:39:23,495 --> 00:39:27,030 ♪ Just trying to get over this ♪ 1117 00:39:29,034 --> 00:39:31,801 ♪ Do you have the same habits ♪ 1118 00:39:31,870 --> 00:39:35,705 ♪ Getting high and then going out ♪ 1119 00:39:39,544 --> 00:39:42,645 ♪ Sometimes my mind ♪ On the merry-go-round ♪ 1120 00:39:44,249 --> 00:39:47,517 ♪ I know you but I don't ♪ 1121 00:39:47,586 --> 00:39:51,020 ♪ I just thought you should know ♪ 1122 00:39:51,089 --> 00:39:54,758 ♪ No hard feelings, baby ♪ 1123 00:39:54,826 --> 00:39:58,995 ♪ Yeah, I've been healing lately ♪ 1124 00:39:59,064 --> 00:40:02,866 ♪ I thought you would save me ♪ 1125 00:40:02,934 --> 00:40:08,271 ♪ But I've been healing lately ♪ 1126 00:40:08,340 --> 00:40:12,208 ♪ No hard feelings, baby ♪ 1127 00:40:12,277 --> 00:40:19,149 ♪ ♪ 1128 00:40:22,921 --> 00:40:23,987 - How you doing with everything? 1129 00:40:24,055 --> 00:40:25,121 - I don't know. I feel like everything's 1130 00:40:25,190 --> 00:40:26,489 going cool. - I don't feel like 1131 00:40:26,558 --> 00:40:28,258 Teazha tells me the truth. 1132 00:40:28,326 --> 00:40:30,226 - Can you say I was born like this? 1133 00:40:30,295 --> 00:40:32,162 - I was born like this. - 'Kay. 1134 00:40:32,230 --> 00:40:33,997 - I didn't intend to date anybody. 1135 00:40:34,065 --> 00:40:35,632 - Definitely a lot happier I am with you 1136 00:40:35,700 --> 00:40:37,834 than I was without. - Okay, that was cute. 1137 00:40:37,903 --> 00:40:39,135 - You leave the [bleep]... - You talk to 1138 00:40:39,204 --> 00:40:40,437 everyone crazy. - Like you have done everything 1139 00:40:40,505 --> 00:40:41,604 to abuse me. - Okay. 1140 00:40:41,673 --> 00:40:43,273 Okay. - You've never been a mother. 1141 00:40:43,341 --> 00:40:44,474 - You say like you wanna be with me, 1142 00:40:44,543 --> 00:40:45,775 but their actions don't show that, 1143 00:40:45,844 --> 00:40:47,143 and that really hurts. 1144 00:40:47,212 --> 00:40:48,511 - If you need to be by yourself, 1145 00:40:48,580 --> 00:40:50,680 then you can go and do that.