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[ominous music]

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You're gonna try to lie
to yourself tomorrow

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but I have bewitched you.

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I have bewitched
you with the truth.

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If I had not spoken
you'd of had no sin.

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But I have come
and I have spoken

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and now you've
gotta walk in the light.

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I warn you, you better
not look to anything else.

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As it's written in Matthew 5:8,

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blessed are the pure in heart,

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for they shall see God.

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You've got to see
God in the earth

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because what you see you'll be.

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When you see him you
will be like him.

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When he appears
you shall be him.

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The sky God has everybody
worshiping him today

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yet the people are
going to bed hungry,

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there's wars, famine, yet you
said, "He had all the power."

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You said, "The devil did that."

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Who made the devil?

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God made the devil, supposedly.

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As it says in Isaiah 14:12,

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"Lucifer was the most
beautiful angel."

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Right.

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I've got to get this in

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because it's the difference
between life and death.

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I want you to reflect
on what I preach today.

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I want you to testify on what
you've seen and heard today.

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I want you to tell me
what you're willing to do

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for this revelation of God.

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[crowd clapping]

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[Man] Amen.

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[Jim V.O.] It's far, far harder

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to have walked through
every day, die slowly.

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And from the time you're a child

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to the time you get
gray, you're dying.

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It's as a revolutionary suicide,

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this is not a
self-destructive suicide.

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So they'll pay for this.

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They brought this upon us
and they'll pay for that.

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I leave that destiny to them.

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They set an example for others,

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1,000 people who said, "We don't
like the way the world is."

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"Take some, take
our life from us."

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"We laded down, we got tired."

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"We didn't commit suicide,

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"we committed an act of
revolutionary suicide

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"protesting the conditions
of an inhumane world."

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[Man] Such was the scale
of the horror at Jonestown

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that many cemeteries didn't
even want to accept the dead.

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Didn't wanna be associated
with the tragedy.

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Here at the Evergreen Cemetery
in Oakland, California

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409 victims are buried

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in a mass grave
beneath this hillside.

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[Man on TV] The Military
Airlift Command

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flew its C-141 transports
into Jonestown, Guyana

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with the necessary
supplies and equipment

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to move more than 900 bodies

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of American citizens
to the United States.

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The task was accomplished
in several stages.

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From before Thanksgiving,
until several weeks later, MAC

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was involved in the cleanup
operations in Guyana.

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The bodies were flown
to Dover Air Force Base

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for the task of identification
and disposition.

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[gasps]

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Save me, Sarah.

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Lead me to the light.

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[TV static crackling]

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[water splashing]

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[V.O.] When you look in the
mirror, what do you see?

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Do you see the real you

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or what you've been
conditioned to believe is you?

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The two are so very different.

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One is an infinite consciousness

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capable of being and
creating anything it chooses.

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The other is an illusion

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captured by its own perceived
and programmed limitations.

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Everything the people
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is an illusion.

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In the political arena, you're
given the illusion of choice

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not realizing that the same
hidden hand controls both sides.

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You're offered food with
the promise of nutrition

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when in actual fact it's
cheaply produced slop

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robbing your body of nutrients.

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You're taught to
laude false gods,

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celebrities, the
rich and powerful.

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You're told to worship greed.

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To believe that money
can buy you happiness.

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But the 1% control
the majority of wealth

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and everyone else is
encouraged to fight

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for the pitiful
scraps remaining.

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From the cradle to the
grave you don't have choice.

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You have owners.

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We dare not step
outside of the box

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because we're ruled by fear.

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Fearful that if we open our
minds and embrace new ideas

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people will think we're crazy.

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When you dismiss
a thought process

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beyond which has been
programmed into you from birth

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you remain within the false
state of consciousness,

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which has been created to
keep you under control.

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They want you to obey,

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to never discover the true
power we all hold within us.

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Wake up, wake up now

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or forever remain
imprisoned inside the dream.

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So, tell me about
your latest dream.

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Well, that's nothing we
haven't covered before.

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According to Freud every dream

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represents wish fulfillment.

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What does that mean?

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Well, I've always believed

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that dreams are based
on repressed desires.

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But then other psychologists
believe that dreams

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have less to do with our desires

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and more to do with our
worries or preoccupations.

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It's good for you to
talk about your dreams.

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When the answers can't be
found in the waking world

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perhaps they can be found
in the subconscious.

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There's no where to hide there.

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Eager to leave?

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I'm sorry.

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I feel like we're going
around in circles.

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It's nothing personal, I know
you're doing all you can.

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It's just all these years later

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maybe talking isn't
enough anymore.

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You're right.

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Talk therapy is just one
part of healing process.

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It should always be
accompanied by physical action

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in your daily life.

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I'm trying. Walking,
being in nature,

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things like that are helping.

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And the medication?

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I'm not sure I wanna
take it any more.

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Why is that?

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Because when I take
it I feel nothing.

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I'm just numb.

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The objective is to help
balance your emotions.

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I don't know.

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I feel like a zombie
when I take it.

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I guess I would
rather feel something

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than feel nothing.

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Well, I would recommend that
you continue the medication

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for now at least.

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But it's up to you.

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All I can do is advise.

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Time's up.

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[gentle music]

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[birds chirping]

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It's been three years
since the accident.

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I thought my feelings

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about the church
woulda changed by now.

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This all seems so redundant.

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My mom and dad dedicated
their lives to the church

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and look how God rewarded them.

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Do you ever think some people
are called to God early

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because their purpose
had been fulfilled?

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That they were here
for a specific mission

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and they completed it.

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My parents still
had a lot of plans.

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A lot of things they
still wanted to do.

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And they're taking before
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just seem so unfair.

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Perhaps some people
aren't just here

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on earth for themselves.

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What do you mean?

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Maybe their mission was to
help someone else learn.

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Are you saying they died
to teach me a lesson?

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No, I didn't mean it like that.

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But think of it this way:
their mission was simply

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to raise you and set
you on your journey.

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But now, for you to truly grow,
you have to take the rest

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of the trip without them.

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I don't know.

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What could I possible learn

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from losing two people
I loved so much?

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I don't know.

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I guess that's what
you have to find out.

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I never had a good
relationship with my parents,

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left me with the core
belief that I was unlovable.

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But that's changed now, I
know I'm worthy of love.

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Have you met somebody?

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No, I feel love at the Temple.

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I finally know what it's
like to be part of a family.

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To feel a sense
of love and unity.

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You know there's a lot of
talk about Reverend Jones.

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Some say he preaches blasphemy.

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The establishment attack anyone

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who upsets the natural
order of things.

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You should come to a
service, hear him speak.

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Make up your own mind.

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Church is the last
thing I need right now.

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The Reverend speaks about issues

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no other preacher would dare to.

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He's not afraid of the truth.

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Perhaps he has something to
say that you need to hear.

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[Jim] I believed in America.

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I bought the American Dream.

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We're told it guarantees
equality of opportunity for all,

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allowing us to pursue our
highest aspirations and goals.

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It says right there on
the Statue of Liberty,

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"Give me tired, your poor,

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"your huddled masses
yearning to breathe free."

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I bought that dream

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as I know y'all did too.

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But equality is not what I
see on the streets of America.

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All I've seen is division.

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We live in a country
where racial segregation

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and slavery ruled for
many a generation.

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Sadly, that prejudice is
alive and well today.

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Here at The People's Temple

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we don't judge people
by their color,

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we judge them by their actions.

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[crowd clapping]

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Now, many have
criticized our path.

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There are those who call
us dreamy-eyed socialists.

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Well I say we gotta be
dreamy eyed together

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or we're gonna be
blown up together.

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We gotta live together or
we're gonna die together.

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This is a country that
despises our rainbow family.

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They say we're never
gonna get to heaven

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unless we do things their way.

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But that's the biggest
cop out in the world.

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If you die a devil, then as a
tree falls so shall it lie.

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If you're creep here on earth

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you'd make a hell out of
any heaven you went to.

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We gotta get to doing to
what Jesus told us to do,

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build a heaven here.

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[crowd clapping]

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That's why we have the People's
Temple Agricultural Project.

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Many of our members are
out in Guyana right now

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farming the land and paving
the way for our arrival.

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There we will establish
our own heaven,

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free from prejudice
and persecution.

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We will be self-sufficient.

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We will be loving.

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We will enjoy our community

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without some authoritarian
honky telling us

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what we do in love is wrong.

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[crowd clapping]

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Let me tell you this brothers
and sisters. Our time has come.

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In Jonestown we will
create paradise,

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our heaven on earth.

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We must break free from
the bonds of this country

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because I have seen the truth

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and the truth is this.

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It's called the American dream

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because you gotta
have your goddamn eyes

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closed to believe it.

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[crowd clapping]

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- Amen.
- Hallelujah.

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[Marcy] Wasn't that amazing.

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[Sarah] It was so amazing.

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Good to see you.

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Bless you my child.

258
00:14:11,609 --> 00:14:13,642
There you are sitting
in the front row

259
00:14:13,644 --> 00:14:15,144
going about your good work.

260
00:14:15,146 --> 00:14:16,579
Bless you.

261
00:14:16,581 --> 00:14:17,980
Good to see you.

262
00:14:28,092 --> 00:14:29,692
Good to see you.

263
00:14:32,797 --> 00:14:35,865
[indistinct]

264
00:14:40,872 --> 00:14:42,738
Marcy, my love.

265
00:14:42,740 --> 00:14:44,473
Amazing words, Reverend.

266
00:14:44,475 --> 00:14:45,174
Amazing.

267
00:14:47,712 --> 00:14:48,978
This is my friend Sarah.

268
00:14:48,980 --> 00:14:50,679
It's her first time here.

269
00:14:53,885 --> 00:14:54,984
Hello, Sarah.

270
00:14:55,987 --> 00:14:57,887
Welcome to the Temple.

271
00:14:59,891 --> 00:15:02,057
You're home now my child.

272
00:15:02,059 --> 00:15:02,958
You're home.

273
00:15:04,762 --> 00:15:07,196
- [gentle music]
- [birds chirping]

274
00:15:29,053 --> 00:15:30,920
-[birds chirping]

275
00:15:57,515 --> 00:16:00,049
[rhythmic percussive music]

276
00:16:31,015 --> 00:16:33,115
Come Sarah, join us.

277
00:16:52,570 --> 00:16:54,637
Our love is everlasting.

278
00:17:01,913 --> 00:17:03,078
It will never die.

279
00:17:03,080 --> 00:17:05,080
[creepy music]

280
00:17:05,082 --> 00:17:07,683
[gasping and panting]

281
00:17:18,796 --> 00:17:20,663
I've made a decision.

282
00:17:20,665 --> 00:17:22,131
About what?

283
00:17:22,133 --> 00:17:23,766
I'm going back to Jonestown.

284
00:17:27,204 --> 00:17:29,838
I feel like I need to
see the place again.

285
00:17:29,840 --> 00:17:31,941
Well, it's been 10 years,

286
00:17:31,943 --> 00:17:34,176
surly they've built something
else on the land by now.

287
00:17:34,178 --> 00:17:35,811
It's abandoned.

288
00:17:35,813 --> 00:17:38,080
No one been there since '78.

289
00:17:38,082 --> 00:17:40,215
What do you hope to
achieve by returning?

290
00:17:42,853 --> 00:17:45,921
The memories are
so big in my head

291
00:17:45,923 --> 00:17:47,856
maybe if I see the
place as it is now,

292
00:17:47,858 --> 00:17:51,193
I don't know maybe it'll
take away some of the power.

293
00:17:51,195 --> 00:17:53,896
Maybe I can find some closure.

294
00:17:53,898 --> 00:17:55,864
It's possible but it could also

295
00:17:55,866 --> 00:17:58,100
bring back a lot of
repressed memories

296
00:17:58,102 --> 00:18:00,169
and cause you more distress.

297
00:18:00,171 --> 00:18:01,704
I know.

298
00:18:01,706 --> 00:18:04,173
I've spent years as a
heavily medicated zombie

299
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suppressing everything.

300
00:18:07,144 --> 00:18:10,379
I feel like it's time to
deal with the issues head-on.

301
00:18:11,816 --> 00:18:12,715
And the medication?

302
00:18:12,717 --> 00:18:15,818
[ominous music]

303
00:18:59,196 --> 00:19:00,396
[pills clattering in bottles]

304
00:19:04,301 --> 00:19:05,300
I see.

305
00:19:05,302 --> 00:19:09,271
A decade later and the
memories are still so painful.

306
00:19:11,175 --> 00:19:13,308
Well, you are my patient,

307
00:19:13,310 --> 00:19:15,744
I have a duty of care
and it's my judgment

308
00:19:15,746 --> 00:19:18,313
that this may not be the
best thing for your recovery.

309
00:19:20,284 --> 00:19:23,852
But it's up to you,
I can only advise.

310
00:19:25,322 --> 00:19:28,157
Part of me thinks I'm crazy
for even considering this

311
00:19:28,159 --> 00:19:31,994
but I don't know it's just
something I have to do.

312
00:19:32,830 --> 00:19:35,297
[gentle music]

313
00:19:52,049 --> 00:19:55,050
We are eternal aspects
of consciousness

314
00:19:55,052 --> 00:19:57,753
with an infinity of potential

315
00:19:57,755 --> 00:20:00,055
yet we have allowed ourselves

316
00:20:00,057 --> 00:20:04,960
to become an unquestioning
mass of conformity, a herd.

317
00:20:07,398 --> 00:20:10,065
Once we concede to
the herd mentality

318
00:20:10,067 --> 00:20:13,268
we can easily be controlled
by the few and we are.

319
00:20:15,206 --> 00:20:18,774
Not only are we the slaves
to their imposed thought,

320
00:20:18,776 --> 00:20:20,976
we are also the
police force of it

321
00:20:20,978 --> 00:20:23,278
ensuring that
others conform too.

322
00:20:23,280 --> 00:20:27,983
To awaken to the truth we
must first tear down the lies

323
00:20:27,985 --> 00:20:31,253
but we have become to
attached to the lies.

324
00:20:32,523 --> 00:20:34,923
We want to hold
onto the illusion

325
00:20:34,925 --> 00:20:37,793
and gain enlightenment
while still remaining a part

326
00:20:37,795 --> 00:20:39,828
of a the three-dimensional
rat race.

327
00:20:42,233 --> 00:20:43,499
That is not possible.

328
00:20:44,935 --> 00:20:47,302
Above all they feed on our fear.

329
00:20:48,873 --> 00:20:51,507
Pain and anguish
provides their nutrients.

330
00:20:53,077 --> 00:20:56,178
So, what should we put
out there instead?

331
00:20:59,083 --> 00:21:00,382
How about love?

332
00:21:02,153 --> 00:21:03,952
It really is as simple as that.

333
00:21:05,022 --> 00:21:06,288
Love for one another,

334
00:21:06,290 --> 00:21:09,324
an acknowledgment that
we are one consciousness.

335
00:21:10,561 --> 00:21:13,796
That is the true
path of resistance.

336
00:21:15,399 --> 00:21:19,902
You don't have to fight,
you only have to love.

337
00:21:26,477 --> 00:21:27,376
Sarah.

338
00:21:27,378 --> 00:21:30,312
[ominous music]

339
00:21:33,217 --> 00:21:35,317
Our love will never die.

340
00:21:48,465 --> 00:21:50,499
Join us my lovechild.

341
00:21:50,501 --> 00:21:53,869
We are meant to be
together, always.

342
00:21:54,238 --> 00:21:55,237
[gasping]

343
00:21:55,239 --> 00:21:56,438
[heavy breathing]

344
00:22:29,506 --> 00:22:32,140
[gentle music]

345
00:22:40,351 --> 00:22:43,018
[vocalizing]

346
00:22:56,333 --> 00:22:58,567
[vocalizing]

347
00:23:08,579 --> 00:23:11,246
[vocalizing]

348
00:23:38,375 --> 00:23:40,676
[vocalizing]

349
00:23:52,423 --> 00:23:55,090
[vocalizing]

350
00:24:10,574 --> 00:24:13,241
[vocalizing]

351
00:24:21,318 --> 00:24:23,618
[vocalizing]

352
00:24:37,434 --> 00:24:39,735
[vocalizing]

353
00:24:56,487 --> 00:24:58,787
[vocalizing]

354
00:25:03,160 --> 00:25:05,627
[vocalizing]

355
00:25:38,495 --> 00:25:41,563
- [light piano music]
- [birds chirping]

356
00:26:05,456 --> 00:26:07,389
We're gonna have major
fallout from this?

357
00:26:07,391 --> 00:26:11,493
The media have always been
supportive, for the most part.

358
00:26:11,495 --> 00:26:13,728
But, if they smell
blood in the water

359
00:26:13,730 --> 00:26:15,730
the pitchforks will come out.

360
00:26:15,732 --> 00:26:17,833
Our political friends
probably won't support us

361
00:26:17,835 --> 00:26:20,802
in the midst of media witch
hunt, not publicly anyway.

362
00:26:20,804 --> 00:26:23,772
The church is already unpopular
with much of the public.

363
00:26:23,774 --> 00:26:27,175
Why the hell would
we be unpopular, huh?

364
00:26:27,177 --> 00:26:29,711
The political influence
ruffs people the wrong way.

365
00:26:30,781 --> 00:26:32,881
Jealous sons of bitches.

366
00:26:32,883 --> 00:26:34,449
Bottom line, Jim.

367
00:26:34,451 --> 00:26:38,186
If this article causes
ripples with registered voters

368
00:26:38,188 --> 00:26:40,222
the politicians who have
always given their backing

369
00:26:40,224 --> 00:26:42,457
are going to run for cover.

370
00:26:42,459 --> 00:26:43,625
So what's the next move?

371
00:26:44,695 --> 00:26:46,361
We bring forward our plans.

372
00:26:46,363 --> 00:26:47,529
We need to leave for Guyana

373
00:26:47,531 --> 00:26:49,764
by the time this article
hits the streets.

374
00:26:49,766 --> 00:26:51,833
But isn't that a show
of weakness on our part?

375
00:26:51,835 --> 00:26:53,401
Look, I know I
said we're gonna go

376
00:26:53,403 --> 00:26:55,570
but we should be
doing it on our time.

377
00:26:55,572 --> 00:26:57,372
This looks like we're
being pushed out.

378
00:26:57,374 --> 00:26:59,875
Lawrence, you just
said it yourself

379
00:26:59,877 --> 00:27:01,610
we intend to leave anyway.

380
00:27:02,846 --> 00:27:04,246
It's the smart move.

381
00:27:04,248 --> 00:27:06,515
Fucking pieces of shit!

382
00:27:06,517 --> 00:27:08,750
After everything I've built

383
00:27:08,752 --> 00:27:10,318
now some fucking
weasel journalist

384
00:27:10,320 --> 00:27:12,254
is gonna destroy my reputation?

385
00:27:18,295 --> 00:27:19,794
We'll give you a moment.

386
00:27:19,796 --> 00:27:21,630
You need to think this through.

387
00:27:28,772 --> 00:27:30,172
[birds chirping]

388
00:27:34,811 --> 00:27:36,211
Can I help you with something?

389
00:27:36,213 --> 00:27:38,380
I was hoping to speak
with the Reverend.

390
00:27:39,783 --> 00:27:41,216
Now's not a good time.

391
00:27:41,218 --> 00:27:41,917
Come back later.

392
00:27:43,387 --> 00:27:44,286
Okay.

393
00:27:54,565 --> 00:27:56,264
I have a lot of responsibility.

394
00:27:58,335 --> 00:28:00,335
Sometimes that
weighs heavily on me

395
00:28:00,337 --> 00:28:02,204
and I have a moment of weakness.

396
00:28:03,607 --> 00:28:04,506
As you can see.

397
00:28:05,409 --> 00:28:06,308
It's okay.

398
00:28:07,778 --> 00:28:09,277
So what's on your mind?

399
00:28:11,315 --> 00:28:13,682
I'm kinda nervous to say this.

400
00:28:13,684 --> 00:28:16,251
You don't need to be
nervous, I'm listening.

401
00:28:17,854 --> 00:28:21,856
Moving to Guyana,
it's a big step.

402
00:28:22,693 --> 00:28:23,758
Does it scare you?

403
00:28:25,395 --> 00:28:26,294
A little.

404
00:28:27,764 --> 00:28:31,666
This may surprise you
but I'm scared too.

405
00:28:31,668 --> 00:28:33,517
Really?

406
00:28:33,519 --> 00:28:35,369
Of course, we're
part of a revolution

407
00:28:36,773 --> 00:28:38,840
that brings with it
big questions which

408
00:28:38,842 --> 00:28:40,542
demand big answers.

409
00:28:40,544 --> 00:28:44,679
When we view things through
the lens of everyday life

410
00:28:44,681 --> 00:28:46,014
it can feel overwhelming.

411
00:28:46,016 --> 00:28:47,682
Yeah.

412
00:28:47,684 --> 00:28:50,685
What we have to remember
is that we are a part

413
00:28:50,687 --> 00:28:53,355
of something bigger
than everyday life.

414
00:28:53,357 --> 00:28:55,323
It's bigger than ourselves.

415
00:28:55,325 --> 00:28:58,793
Our collective mind
can change to world.

416
00:29:00,364 --> 00:29:04,866
If we put the work in, we
can affect real change.

417
00:29:06,470 --> 00:29:07,902
Of course, there's
always gonna be those

418
00:29:07,904 --> 00:29:09,337
who try to tear us down.

419
00:29:10,440 --> 00:29:12,574
But we have to keep fighting.

420
00:29:20,417 --> 00:29:23,051
You're a very special
member of this family, Sarah.

421
00:29:26,523 --> 00:29:28,757
It's no accident
that you came to us.

422
00:29:29,793 --> 00:29:31,493
God brought you here.

423
00:29:31,495 --> 00:29:34,029
[ominous music]

424
00:29:35,365 --> 00:29:38,366
We are all destined
to be together.

425
00:29:41,772 --> 00:29:42,837
[birds chirping]

426
00:29:47,377 --> 00:29:49,811
- [gentle music]
- [rushing water]

427
00:30:05,629 --> 00:30:09,097
[stones splashing]

428
00:30:24,748 --> 00:30:27,482
[ominous music]

429
00:30:34,091 --> 00:30:36,358
- [fire crackling]
- [birds chirping]

430
00:30:51,975 --> 00:30:53,875
[ominous music]

431
00:31:03,487 --> 00:31:04,719
Good evening, everyone.

432
00:31:04,721 --> 00:31:05,854
Y'all having a good time?

433
00:31:05,856 --> 00:31:07,522
- Yeah.
- Yes, sir.

434
00:31:07,524 --> 00:31:10,692
It's important that we savor
the love that we share.

435
00:31:10,694 --> 00:31:12,794
Unfortunately, there are
many out there who oppose

436
00:31:12,796 --> 00:31:13,862
what we have built here.

437
00:31:15,465 --> 00:31:19,701
When were attacked we turn to
our Bibles for the answers.

438
00:31:20,570 --> 00:31:21,936
But the truth is this,

439
00:31:23,039 --> 00:31:25,807
that Bible hold
on like a disease.

440
00:31:27,010 --> 00:31:29,611
It holds on because
one time you prayed

441
00:31:30,580 --> 00:31:31,746
and you got an answer.

442
00:31:33,650 --> 00:31:36,518
One time you read a
Scripture and you felt good.

443
00:31:37,921 --> 00:31:38,920
You forgot about all those time

444
00:31:38,922 --> 00:31:41,656
when you prayed and mom died.

445
00:31:42,793 --> 00:31:45,427
You prayed and daddy
didn't come home.

446
00:31:45,429 --> 00:31:47,929
You prayed and your children
didn't get any food.

447
00:31:49,666 --> 00:31:52,734
You say, I pray to you Jim
Jones but you don't help me.

448
00:31:52,736 --> 00:31:53,568
No!

449
00:31:54,438 --> 00:31:56,037
Because you're praying.

450
00:31:56,039 --> 00:31:59,941
If you work with
me I will help you.

451
00:32:01,077 --> 00:32:02,777
The more energy you give me,

452
00:32:02,779 --> 00:32:04,212
the more you believe in me,

453
00:32:04,214 --> 00:32:06,514
the more I can do the work.

454
00:32:07,184 --> 00:32:08,917
It's the mystery of supply.

455
00:32:10,954 --> 00:32:13,221
But most people don't
give me much to work with.

456
00:32:14,891 --> 00:32:16,124
They sleep.

457
00:32:16,126 --> 00:32:19,961
Some of my own people don't
care enough to stay awake.

458
00:32:19,963 --> 00:32:21,162
I care about you.

459
00:32:21,164 --> 00:32:22,831
I want you to be free.

460
00:32:22,833 --> 00:32:25,033
I don't want you lost at
that final day when you pray

461
00:32:25,035 --> 00:32:27,001
and realize that it
won't do you any good.

462
00:32:27,003 --> 00:32:29,003
Because the kingdom
of heaven is within.

463
00:32:29,005 --> 00:32:31,005
The word is inside of you.

464
00:32:31,007 --> 00:32:33,007
The only Christ you're gonna
see is the Christ in you.

465
00:32:33,009 --> 00:32:34,876
That's your hope of glory.

466
00:32:34,878 --> 00:32:37,111
And if you don't grab hold of it

467
00:32:38,615 --> 00:32:41,716
then the man is just gonna
come and take us all away.

468
00:32:45,088 --> 00:32:49,224
So now, our time has come.

469
00:32:52,662 --> 00:32:54,929
As we face a tax on our
way of life by those

470
00:32:54,931 --> 00:32:56,931
who daren't walk
within our walls,

471
00:32:56,933 --> 00:32:59,634
we can no longer look to
the Scriptures for answers.

472
00:33:00,637 --> 00:33:02,937
We need to start a revolution.

473
00:33:02,939 --> 00:33:05,106
And only our actions
can make that happen.

474
00:33:10,547 --> 00:33:12,180
Those drinks in your hands,

475
00:33:13,517 --> 00:33:14,983
that sweet liquid in your belly,

476
00:33:18,088 --> 00:33:20,522
it's laced with cyanide.

477
00:33:20,524 --> 00:33:23,057
[ominous music]

478
00:33:25,228 --> 00:33:26,694
I speak the truth.

479
00:33:26,696 --> 00:33:28,062
In 30 minutes you're
going to cross over

480
00:33:28,064 --> 00:33:30,932
into another plain of existence.

481
00:33:30,934 --> 00:33:33,034
This will be our
revolutionary act,

482
00:33:33,036 --> 00:33:35,236
a clear message to those
who would persecute us

483
00:33:35,238 --> 00:33:38,006
that we would sooner
die than be divided

484
00:33:38,008 --> 00:33:40,174
and imprisoned by
their expectations.

485
00:33:42,646 --> 00:33:45,046
Now you get an answer to
that age old question,

486
00:33:45,882 --> 00:33:47,549
when the time comes,

487
00:33:47,551 --> 00:33:49,050
when your numbers up,

488
00:33:49,052 --> 00:33:52,186
will you be able to face the
Lord with love in your heart?

489
00:33:52,188 --> 00:33:55,924
Will you open your arms
and embrace the ascension?

490
00:33:58,161 --> 00:34:02,030
Or are you gonna spread
panic and bitterness?

491
00:34:03,300 --> 00:34:04,799
Are you going to
cling to a world

492
00:34:04,801 --> 00:34:06,267
that no longer welcomes you?

493
00:34:06,269 --> 00:34:10,738
Now is the time, the
time for you to find out

494
00:34:10,740 --> 00:34:11,940
who your really are

495
00:34:11,942 --> 00:34:14,208
and how you really
feel about each other.

496
00:34:15,312 --> 00:34:17,211
Feel the unity.

497
00:34:18,348 --> 00:34:20,048
Take comfort in one another.

498
00:34:21,351 --> 00:34:23,217
Your body is just a vessel.

499
00:34:23,219 --> 00:34:24,252
Your soul will live on.

500
00:34:24,254 --> 00:34:25,820
You have nothing to fear.

501
00:34:27,157 --> 00:34:29,824
This is the revolution
right here, right now.

502
00:34:31,194 --> 00:34:33,061
The world will hear our message

503
00:34:33,063 --> 00:34:35,663
and it will change everything.

504
00:34:45,241 --> 00:34:49,844
Okay, take a breath and
listen to the words I speak.

505
00:35:03,159 --> 00:35:05,760
Your drinks do not
contain cyanide.

506
00:35:06,630 --> 00:35:08,396
This has been a test.

507
00:35:08,398 --> 00:35:10,164
You're not gonna die today.

508
00:35:12,335 --> 00:35:16,204
Tomorrow the sunrise
will be more beautiful

509
00:35:16,206 --> 00:35:17,839
than any you've seen before.

510
00:35:19,042 --> 00:35:21,242
Your breakfast will be sweeter

511
00:35:21,244 --> 00:35:23,244
than any meal
you've ever tasted.

512
00:35:23,246 --> 00:35:25,213
The love you have for
one another

513
00:35:25,215 --> 00:35:26,648
will be stronger than ever

514
00:35:26,650 --> 00:35:29,283
because now, now you know.

515
00:35:29,285 --> 00:35:34,122
You know that you are prepared
to die for each other,

516
00:35:34,124 --> 00:35:36,257
to find peace in death.

517
00:35:57,347 --> 00:35:58,946
[birds chirping]

518
00:36:16,099 --> 00:36:18,766
[creepy music]

519
00:36:36,219 --> 00:36:38,486
[vocalizing]

520
00:36:49,199 --> 00:36:51,299
[Congressman] So
what can you tell me

521
00:36:51,301 --> 00:36:53,334
about life here in Jonestown?

522
00:36:53,336 --> 00:36:55,770
Oh, it's absolutely amazing.

523
00:36:55,772 --> 00:36:57,038
The Lord has gifted us

524
00:36:57,040 --> 00:36:59,841
with this community full
of love and compassion.

525
00:36:59,843 --> 00:37:01,375
- Compassion.
- Yeah.

526
00:37:01,377 --> 00:37:04,378
The sense of unity
here is unmatched

527
00:37:04,380 --> 00:37:06,280
anywhere else on the planet.

528
00:37:06,282 --> 00:37:08,265
We have something here

529
00:37:08,267 --> 00:37:10,251
that we wouldn't have been
able to have in America.

530
00:37:10,253 --> 00:37:12,086
You're getting
everything you need here,

531
00:37:12,088 --> 00:37:14,322
food, health care?

532
00:37:14,324 --> 00:37:15,890
Yeah, absolutely.

533
00:37:15,892 --> 00:37:16,824
Absolutely.

534
00:37:16,826 --> 00:37:17,992
Yeah, we're getting everything

535
00:37:17,994 --> 00:37:19,761
that we could
possible need here.

536
00:37:19,763 --> 00:37:22,363
In fact, since we've been here

537
00:37:22,365 --> 00:37:25,032
several babies have been born.

538
00:37:25,034 --> 00:37:28,002
They'll grow up knowing what
a loving community really is.

539
00:37:29,773 --> 00:37:30,471
Hey.

540
00:37:34,277 --> 00:37:36,043
Who are those people?

541
00:37:36,045 --> 00:37:38,279
That's the congressman
and his assistant.

542
00:37:40,383 --> 00:37:41,983
What are they doing here?

543
00:37:43,319 --> 00:37:46,354
There's been some media
coverage back in the States.

544
00:37:46,356 --> 00:37:48,055
They're here to
check on our welfare.

545
00:37:48,057 --> 00:37:50,224
It's stupid, we're happy here.

546
00:37:52,195 --> 00:37:53,094
Are we?

547
00:37:55,198 --> 00:37:56,097
You're not?

548
00:37:57,200 --> 00:37:58,266
I didn't say that.

549
00:37:58,268 --> 00:38:02,203
It's just some things
don't feel right to me.

550
00:38:03,072 --> 00:38:03,971
Like what?

551
00:38:05,441 --> 00:38:08,009
Megaphone out in the fields,

552
00:38:08,011 --> 00:38:10,311
the Reverend's sermons
playing all day.

553
00:38:10,313 --> 00:38:12,113
Lots of us find that inspiring.

554
00:38:12,115 --> 00:38:13,581
Do you find the
apocalyptic stuff

555
00:38:13,583 --> 00:38:15,349
that he's preaching inspiring?

556
00:38:16,452 --> 00:38:18,352
I find it frightening.

557
00:38:18,354 --> 00:38:21,022
He's just trying to
prepare us for the fight.

558
00:38:21,024 --> 00:38:23,291
No revolution never
succeeded without a battle.

559
00:38:24,327 --> 00:38:26,360
Don't you have any doubts?

560
00:38:26,362 --> 00:38:28,029
I'm happy here.

561
00:38:28,031 --> 00:38:29,263
I thought you were too.

562
00:38:30,400 --> 00:38:33,034
A lot of things
here make me happy.

563
00:38:33,036 --> 00:38:35,303
I love being with
you and the others.

564
00:38:36,506 --> 00:38:38,840
There are strange
things going on though.

565
00:38:38,842 --> 00:38:43,177
Do you know there are armed
men at the perimeter every day?

566
00:38:43,179 --> 00:38:45,112
We need to be protected.

567
00:38:45,114 --> 00:38:48,082
There are people out there who
hate what we've built here.

568
00:38:50,186 --> 00:38:52,453
What if they're not here
to keep people out?

569
00:38:52,455 --> 00:38:55,489
What if they're here
to keep people in?

570
00:39:03,132 --> 00:39:05,266
[Congressman] Okay,
well thanks very much

571
00:39:05,268 --> 00:39:06,300
for speaking with us.

572
00:39:06,302 --> 00:39:07,335
Of course, of course.

573
00:39:07,337 --> 00:39:08,603
Thank you.

574
00:39:08,605 --> 00:39:11,105
Please guys feel free
to speak to anyone here.

575
00:39:11,107 --> 00:39:12,874
You know we all love it.

576
00:39:12,876 --> 00:39:15,476
This is truly a wonderful place.

577
00:39:15,478 --> 00:39:17,478
I'm sure it is.

578
00:39:17,480 --> 00:39:18,379
Thank you.

579
00:39:21,951 --> 00:39:24,418
- Another happy camper.
- Hmmmmm.

580
00:39:26,089 --> 00:39:26,954
Something wrong?

581
00:39:26,956 --> 00:39:28,456
Have you noticed?

582
00:39:28,458 --> 00:39:29,390
What?

583
00:39:29,392 --> 00:39:31,259
Don't turn around too quickly.

584
00:39:31,261 --> 00:39:33,461
Just glance, the two
men standing over

585
00:39:33,463 --> 00:39:35,263
there by the pavilion.

586
00:39:35,265 --> 00:39:38,099
People keep glancing to them
when they're talking to us

587
00:39:38,101 --> 00:39:39,500
as if seeking approval.

588
00:39:40,670 --> 00:39:42,036
You think they're armed?

589
00:39:42,038 --> 00:39:44,405
Well, the man who
drove us here was.

590
00:39:45,608 --> 00:39:47,475
Some members claim
they were persecuted

591
00:39:47,477 --> 00:39:48,976
back in San Francisco.

592
00:39:51,080 --> 00:39:52,914
Like I said, everyone's
becoming rather paranoid.

593
00:40:25,481 --> 00:40:27,014
What do you wanna do next?

594
00:40:29,986 --> 00:40:31,686
Let's go speak to
some more people.

595
00:40:36,526 --> 00:40:37,725
[Annette] Hi.

596
00:40:37,727 --> 00:40:38,559
Hi.

597
00:40:38,561 --> 00:40:39,560
[Annette] I'm Annette.

598
00:40:39,562 --> 00:40:42,530
Do you have a moment to
speak with the Congressman?

599
00:40:42,532 --> 00:40:43,998
What about?

600
00:40:44,000 --> 00:40:46,167
The commune, how do
you find living here?

601
00:40:47,036 --> 00:40:48,469
I love it.

602
00:40:48,471 --> 00:40:50,171
It's everything I
could possibly want.

603
00:40:50,173 --> 00:40:52,673
What is about this
place that you love?

604
00:40:56,279 --> 00:40:58,679
The sense of unity.

605
00:40:58,681 --> 00:41:00,581
The sense of community.

606
00:41:00,583 --> 00:41:03,050
The love here it's
really something.

607
00:41:03,052 --> 00:41:04,986
I gotta go, I've
got some work to do.

608
00:41:04,988 --> 00:41:07,655
But it was really
nice to meet you both.

609
00:41:07,657 --> 00:41:09,323
Thank you for speaking with us.

610
00:41:09,325 --> 00:41:11,125
[Sarah] No problem.

611
00:41:14,097 --> 00:41:16,097
I'd like to talk
to you, no camera.

612
00:41:16,099 --> 00:41:17,498
Sure.

613
00:41:17,500 --> 00:41:19,200
Take five, Dave.

614
00:41:19,202 --> 00:41:20,501
Get a drink or something.

615
00:41:25,041 --> 00:41:28,275
Hey slow down, you're gonna
give me a heart attack.

616
00:41:28,277 --> 00:41:31,078
That girl, she gave me this.

617
00:41:33,716 --> 00:41:34,749
What does it say?

618
00:41:39,422 --> 00:41:40,321
Oh, God.

619
00:41:46,396 --> 00:41:48,662
So that was handed to us

620
00:41:48,664 --> 00:41:50,331
by someone who lives here.

621
00:41:57,573 --> 00:42:01,042
I can't be responsible
for everyone's happiness.

622
00:42:01,044 --> 00:42:03,144
They all have to
responsible for their own.

623
00:42:03,146 --> 00:42:05,413
I understand that but
why do you think someone

624
00:42:05,415 --> 00:42:07,681
would feel they needed help?

625
00:42:07,683 --> 00:42:09,083
Who knows?

626
00:42:09,085 --> 00:42:10,418
All I know is one bad apple

627
00:42:10,420 --> 00:42:12,653
does not make for
a rotten barrel.

628
00:42:12,655 --> 00:42:14,722
But it's not just one Reverend.

629
00:42:14,724 --> 00:42:17,591
We spoke to others, we
showed them the note.

630
00:42:17,593 --> 00:42:19,126
When they saw someone
had broken rank

631
00:42:19,128 --> 00:42:21,562
they also indicated
they were unhappy.

632
00:42:23,132 --> 00:42:25,332
We have few people out there
that would like to leave.

633
00:42:28,805 --> 00:42:31,539
People play games, friend.

634
00:42:31,541 --> 00:42:34,075
They play games and they lie.

635
00:42:34,077 --> 00:42:37,511
Are you suggesting that
the people who wanna leave

636
00:42:37,513 --> 00:42:40,347
are lying about the abuses here?

637
00:42:41,551 --> 00:42:43,651
People are unhappy
and they play games.

638
00:42:43,653 --> 00:42:45,352
I can't be responsible for that.

639
00:42:46,489 --> 00:42:47,788
Now just go.

640
00:42:47,790 --> 00:42:50,124
Leave us in peace.

641
00:42:50,126 --> 00:42:53,494
So if we take those who
are unhappy back with us,

642
00:42:53,496 --> 00:42:55,296
back to American,
you don't object.

643
00:43:01,838 --> 00:43:05,673
If they want to go, they can go.

644
00:43:16,886 --> 00:43:18,319
You're really leaving?

645
00:43:19,655 --> 00:43:21,155
Quite a few people are.

646
00:43:24,127 --> 00:43:25,326
Why don't you come with us?

647
00:43:25,328 --> 00:43:26,560
This is my home.

648
00:43:26,562 --> 00:43:28,662
You're home is back
in San Francisco.

649
00:43:28,664 --> 00:43:29,563
Not anymore.

650
00:43:31,834 --> 00:43:33,734
He really has a hold
on you, doesn't he?

651
00:43:33,736 --> 00:43:35,336
I still believe in the message.

652
00:43:35,338 --> 00:43:36,337
What message is that?

653
00:43:36,339 --> 00:43:37,238
[Marcy] Love.

654
00:43:39,509 --> 00:43:41,675
It was about love
in the beginning

655
00:43:41,677 --> 00:43:43,644
now it's all about fear.

656
00:43:43,646 --> 00:43:46,614
There's as many guns as
people here these days.

657
00:43:46,616 --> 00:43:48,182
Things have really changed.

658
00:43:48,184 --> 00:43:49,850
I'm sorry you feel that way.

659
00:43:50,653 --> 00:43:52,153
Why can't you see it.

660
00:43:52,155 --> 00:43:52,887
See what?

661
00:43:52,889 --> 00:43:55,789
The Reverend is a paranoid mess.

662
00:43:55,791 --> 00:43:57,791
He's leading us all
down a dark path.

663
00:43:57,793 --> 00:43:59,793
All I know is I've
seen the Reverend

664
00:43:59,795 --> 00:44:02,396
perform miracles
year after year.

665
00:44:02,398 --> 00:44:05,199
He's healed the blind,
helped the crippled walk.

666
00:44:05,201 --> 00:44:07,668
He's clearly been chosen by God.

667
00:44:07,670 --> 00:44:10,337
Who are we to
question the anointed?

668
00:44:10,339 --> 00:44:12,806
[gentle music]

669
00:44:15,811 --> 00:44:17,645
[Sarah] Love you.

670
00:44:35,731 --> 00:44:38,666
Congressman,
Congressman, Congressman,

671
00:44:38,668 --> 00:44:40,568
take me with you, please.

672
00:44:42,572 --> 00:44:43,671
You wanna leave?

673
00:44:44,807 --> 00:44:46,340
I haven't had the
courage to say anything

674
00:44:46,342 --> 00:44:48,892
but I feel like I finally can.

675
00:44:48,894 --> 00:44:51,445
You seemed pretty committed
to Jim Jones just an hour ago.

676
00:44:51,447 --> 00:44:53,447
I'm one of his highest deputies

677
00:44:53,449 --> 00:44:54,648
if I hadn't helped
him keep people out

678
00:44:54,650 --> 00:44:55,683
he would've hurt me.

679
00:44:55,685 --> 00:44:57,785
But the Reverend
has lost his way

680
00:44:57,787 --> 00:44:58,953
and I can't be held responsible

681
00:44:58,955 --> 00:45:00,721
for what happens here anymore.

682
00:45:00,723 --> 00:45:02,856
I just wanna be my own man.

683
00:45:02,858 --> 00:45:03,824
He's lying.

684
00:45:03,826 --> 00:45:05,793
Yeah, he's still loyal to Jones.

685
00:45:05,795 --> 00:45:09,797
Guys, I've done things to hurt
you and I've made mistakes

686
00:45:09,799 --> 00:45:12,733
but I just wanna be free
like the rest of you.

687
00:45:12,735 --> 00:45:14,435
That's bullshit.

688
00:45:14,437 --> 00:45:17,838
All right, all right, let's
everybody stay calm here.

689
00:45:19,642 --> 00:45:22,409
Now if you're sincere about
your desire to leave this place

690
00:45:22,411 --> 00:45:24,745
- then what I can do is...
- Swear to God,

691
00:45:24,747 --> 00:45:26,513
I'm telling the truth.

692
00:45:26,515 --> 00:45:27,648
I just wanna leave.

693
00:45:29,819 --> 00:45:30,718
Okay.

694
00:45:31,787 --> 00:45:33,354
Then you can come with us.

695
00:45:33,990 --> 00:45:34,888
Come on.

696
00:45:46,636 --> 00:45:48,802
You know, I don't know.

697
00:45:48,804 --> 00:45:53,274
Listen, I just, I don't
know why you would turn.

698
00:45:53,276 --> 00:45:54,842
You know it's a lie
and you know it's fake.

699
00:45:54,844 --> 00:45:55,743
The Congressman...

700
00:45:57,446 --> 00:45:59,947
Our plane, where is it?

701
00:45:59,949 --> 00:46:01,815
I'm told fuel was low.

702
00:46:01,817 --> 00:46:03,017
The pilot's gone to
a base the other side

703
00:46:03,019 --> 00:46:04,652
of Georgetown to fill up.

704
00:46:04,654 --> 00:46:07,554
And how long are we expected
to wait for this plane?

705
00:46:07,556 --> 00:46:09,690
Well, I've given
ETA of 5:00 p.m.

706
00:46:09,692 --> 00:46:11,392
Only a half an hour away.

707
00:46:11,394 --> 00:46:14,328
There's a waiting room
over in the main building.

708
00:46:14,330 --> 00:46:15,729
I suggest we wait in there.

709
00:46:20,569 --> 00:46:21,468
Fine.

710
00:46:34,317 --> 00:46:35,082
Where's Snyder?

711
00:46:37,953 --> 00:46:40,654
[gun clicks]

712
00:46:44,894 --> 00:46:46,794
Oh, Christ.

713
00:46:55,037 --> 00:46:58,939
Please, we can settle this
with a simple discussion.

714
00:47:08,551 --> 00:47:09,850
It doesn't have to be like this.

715
00:47:09,852 --> 00:47:11,952
It's too late for that.

716
00:47:11,954 --> 00:47:14,788
[gun bangs]

717
00:47:14,790 --> 00:47:16,957
[gun bangs]

718
00:47:16,959 --> 00:47:19,360
[gun bangs]

719
00:47:21,864 --> 00:47:24,064
[gun bangs]

720
00:47:26,569 --> 00:47:28,969
[gun bangs]

721
00:47:38,848 --> 00:47:40,981
[Jim Jones] It's far, far harder
to have walked

722
00:47:40,983 --> 00:47:43,050
through every day, die slowly,

723
00:47:43,986 --> 00:47:45,652
and from the time you're a child

724
00:47:45,654 --> 00:47:47,621
to the time you get
gray, you're dying.

725
00:47:48,824 --> 00:47:50,858
It as a revolutionary suicide,

726
00:47:50,860 --> 00:47:53,894
this is not
self-destructive suicide.

727
00:47:53,896 --> 00:47:56,864
So they'll pay for this,
they brought this upon us

728
00:47:56,866 --> 00:47:58,766
and they'll pay for that.

729
00:47:58,768 --> 00:48:00,567
I leave that destiny to them.

730
00:48:02,438 --> 00:48:05,806
1,000 people who said, "We
don't like the way the world is

731
00:48:05,808 --> 00:48:07,174
"take our life from us."

732
00:48:07,176 --> 00:48:10,511
"We laid it down, we got tired."

733
00:48:10,513 --> 00:48:11,979
"We didn't commit suicide,

734
00:48:11,981 --> 00:48:14,715
"we committed an act of
revolutionary suicide

735
00:48:14,717 --> 00:48:17,985
"protesting the condition
of an inhumane world."

736
00:48:20,423 --> 00:48:21,955
[birds chirping]

737
00:48:45,014 --> 00:48:48,482
[ominous music]

738
00:48:48,484 --> 00:48:50,918
[bell ringing]

739
00:49:01,096 --> 00:49:05,833
And he took the bread,
gave thanks, and broke it.

740
00:49:05,835 --> 00:49:11,104
He gave it them saying, "This
is my body given for you,

741
00:49:11,106 --> 00:49:14,775
"do this in remembrance of me."

742
00:49:20,082 --> 00:49:22,115
Take it my lovechild.

743
00:49:22,117 --> 00:49:24,017
Only by tasting
the body of Christ

744
00:49:24,019 --> 00:49:25,919
will you find your answers.

745
00:49:34,964 --> 00:49:37,798
In the same way he took the cup

746
00:49:39,969 --> 00:49:43,871
and said, "This cup is the
new covenant in my blood,

747
00:49:45,040 --> 00:49:46,673
"which is poured out for you."

748
00:50:03,125 --> 00:50:05,759
[bell ringing]

749
00:50:15,938 --> 00:50:18,605
[creepy music]

750
00:50:23,679 --> 00:50:26,146
- [gentle music]
- [birds chirping]

751
00:52:29,672 --> 00:52:32,205
[ominous music]

752
00:52:47,056 --> 00:52:48,689
[creepy music]

753
00:52:48,691 --> 00:52:49,389
Hello.

754
00:52:50,325 --> 00:52:52,192
I'm so sorry the door was open.

755
00:52:52,194 --> 00:52:53,727
Oh no, that's okay.

756
00:52:53,729 --> 00:52:55,762
I was just taking a walk.

757
00:52:55,764 --> 00:52:57,230
My name's Gaia.

758
00:52:57,232 --> 00:52:59,332
Yeah, I'm really
sorry to bother you.

759
00:52:59,334 --> 00:53:00,333
Wait.

760
00:53:02,871 --> 00:53:04,471
I can see you're tired.

761
00:53:04,473 --> 00:53:06,139
You're welcome to rest here.

762
00:53:11,914 --> 00:53:14,948
I didn't expect to meet
an American out here.

763
00:53:14,950 --> 00:53:17,250
I came to Guyana four years ago.

764
00:53:17,252 --> 00:53:19,186
My husband worked here.

765
00:53:19,188 --> 00:53:20,454
He passed away.

766
00:53:20,456 --> 00:53:21,321
I'm so sorry.

767
00:53:23,325 --> 00:53:26,259
I grieved for such a long time,

768
00:53:26,261 --> 00:53:29,863
constantly reliving the
same moments day after day

769
00:53:30,499 --> 00:53:32,299
then something happened,

770
00:53:33,769 --> 00:53:35,335
I moved beyond all that.

771
00:53:38,006 --> 00:53:39,206
I woke up.

772
00:53:39,208 --> 00:53:40,474
What happened?

773
00:53:40,476 --> 00:53:42,909
It takes effort
to be effortless.

774
00:53:44,847 --> 00:53:47,914
And sometimes you have
to go through the pain

775
00:53:47,916 --> 00:53:49,316
for it to become painless.

776
00:53:50,385 --> 00:53:52,219
The process can be frustrating.

777
00:53:53,889 --> 00:53:55,455
I was part of the
People's Temple.

778
00:53:55,457 --> 00:53:59,292
We were church commune who
lived near by back in the 70s.

779
00:53:59,294 --> 00:54:00,961
Jonestown.

780
00:54:00,963 --> 00:54:02,129
[Sarah] Yeah.

781
00:54:02,131 --> 00:54:03,997
A very sad thing.

782
00:54:06,168 --> 00:54:09,136
I survived it but it's
hunted me ever since.

783
00:54:10,205 --> 00:54:11,438
I came back out
here hoping to deal

784
00:54:11,440 --> 00:54:13,373
with my feelings
about what happened.

785
00:54:16,545 --> 00:54:19,312
I'm so conflicted
because I wanna connect

786
00:54:19,314 --> 00:54:21,348
with something spiritual,

787
00:54:21,350 --> 00:54:24,184
something beyond
everyday existence

788
00:54:25,287 --> 00:54:26,553
but to connect to that

789
00:54:26,555 --> 00:54:28,955
should make you feel
free not imprisoned.

790
00:54:30,959 --> 00:54:32,826
That's how I felt
within the church.

791
00:54:34,229 --> 00:54:36,163
I thought it would open
my mind and my heart

792
00:54:36,165 --> 00:54:37,964
but all it did was
close them off.

793
00:54:41,403 --> 00:54:45,372
You know, religion doesn't have
a monopoly on spirituality.

794
00:54:45,374 --> 00:54:50,310
And your feelings aren't
subjugated by not knowing.

795
00:54:50,312 --> 00:54:54,981
We are all connected, you
just don't see it yet.

796
00:54:57,252 --> 00:55:02,222
Sometimes it takes an event
so incredible to wake us up

797
00:55:02,224 --> 00:55:06,359
for better or worse and
you don't get to choose.

798
00:55:09,898 --> 00:55:12,332
[gentle music]

799
00:55:36,391 --> 00:55:41,194
I'm constantly amazed every
time I walk through here.

800
00:55:41,196 --> 00:55:42,429
It's so beautiful.

801
00:55:42,431 --> 00:55:46,499
Nothing is more perfect
than this moment.

802
00:55:46,501 --> 00:55:47,367
Don't you agree?

803
00:55:49,338 --> 00:55:50,403
Wake up, Sarah.

804
00:55:51,506 --> 00:55:53,206
I am awake.

805
00:55:53,208 --> 00:55:55,475
Oh, there pick those.

806
00:55:55,477 --> 00:55:57,444
They're good for bug bites.

807
00:55:57,446 --> 00:55:59,913
Just a few, save
some for next time.

808
00:56:04,152 --> 00:56:07,587
Each expression of
life on this planet

809
00:56:07,589 --> 00:56:10,423
has its own unique vibration.

810
00:56:18,066 --> 00:56:21,368
Connection to every living
thing is available to us

811
00:56:21,370 --> 00:56:23,937
if we're willing
to be open to it.

812
00:56:23,939 --> 00:56:25,171
I want to be open to it

813
00:56:25,173 --> 00:56:27,407
but I just feel so disconnected.

814
00:56:27,409 --> 00:56:32,612
You're still a willing
partner in this dance of life

815
00:56:32,614 --> 00:56:34,514
whether you
acknowledge it or not.

816
00:56:34,516 --> 00:56:36,283
I have moments where
I feel connected

817
00:56:36,285 --> 00:56:39,286
but I can't sustain it.

818
00:56:39,288 --> 00:56:41,121
It feels like
there's resistance.

819
00:56:43,392 --> 00:56:46,092
Start with the body and
the mind will follow.

820
00:56:55,470 --> 00:56:57,637
We've all had
trauma in our lives

821
00:56:57,639 --> 00:57:00,540
it doesn't lessen what
you've been through

822
00:57:00,542 --> 00:57:02,375
just that you're not defined

823
00:57:02,377 --> 00:57:05,211
by your past, good
or not so good.

824
00:57:06,381 --> 00:57:08,381
It's human to feel emotions

825
00:57:08,383 --> 00:57:11,418
but people think they
are their emotions

826
00:57:11,420 --> 00:57:14,521
when it's really just
one small part of us

827
00:57:14,523 --> 00:57:18,525
yet we let those emotions
control our lives.

828
00:57:18,527 --> 00:57:21,594
So how do we break
free of those emotions?

829
00:57:21,596 --> 00:57:26,466
First acknowledge that you
can feel, let yourself feel

830
00:57:26,468 --> 00:57:29,202
but then remember that
you're not your thoughts

831
00:57:29,204 --> 00:57:31,504
nor your emotions.

832
00:57:31,506 --> 00:57:33,473
Sounds so simple.

833
00:57:33,475 --> 00:57:38,311
It's never simple to undo
decades of damaging thoughts.

834
00:57:38,313 --> 00:57:41,448
It takes a great deal of belief.

835
00:57:41,450 --> 00:57:44,451
I did believe in something
look where that go me.

836
00:57:44,453 --> 00:57:48,488
But have you ever believed in
yourself, believed in Sarah?

837
00:57:48,490 --> 00:57:51,157
I know it's hard for
you to believe me

838
00:57:51,159 --> 00:57:54,260
but when a person allows
their emotional state

839
00:57:54,262 --> 00:57:56,663
to overcloud their judgment

840
00:57:56,665 --> 00:58:00,000
it makes it difficult
to really see.

841
00:58:00,002 --> 00:58:01,601
Can't say my emotional state

842
00:58:01,603 --> 00:58:03,203
is in great shape right now.

843
00:58:04,306 --> 00:58:06,072
Have you tried meditation?

844
00:58:06,074 --> 00:58:09,743
Kind of, I found it
hard to quieten my mind.

845
00:58:09,745 --> 00:58:12,379
The negative thoughts
just kept coming.

846
00:58:16,651 --> 00:58:18,218
What's this?

847
00:58:18,220 --> 00:58:20,620
[Gaia] If you can't change
your thinking on your own

848
00:58:20,622 --> 00:58:22,122
this will help.

849
00:58:22,124 --> 00:58:23,023
What is it?

850
00:58:24,559 --> 00:58:27,127
It's an ancient mixture
I learned to make

851
00:58:27,129 --> 00:58:29,763
from the locals
here, very powerful.

852
00:58:29,765 --> 00:58:34,067
It induces a state of
relaxation and centeredness.

853
00:58:35,170 --> 00:58:37,537
Drink this and we'll
meditate together.

854
00:58:37,539 --> 00:58:42,308
This and the meditation will
allow your mind to expand.

855
00:58:42,310 --> 00:58:46,046
You'll see reality for
the way it really is.

856
00:58:47,149 --> 00:58:49,282
[Sarah] I'm not sure
I wanna drink it.

857
00:58:49,284 --> 00:58:50,617
What are you afraid of?

858
00:58:52,521 --> 00:58:55,155
Being out of control, I guess.

859
00:58:55,157 --> 00:58:57,590
How has your life
been, being in control?

860
00:58:59,594 --> 00:59:00,460
Not so good.

861
00:59:01,797 --> 00:59:03,530
Maybe it's time to surrender.

862
00:59:14,342 --> 00:59:15,308
Close your eyes.

863
00:59:20,082 --> 00:59:24,551
Now, begin by becoming
aware of your breathing

864
00:59:26,088 --> 00:59:32,792
and allow your awareness to
draw down into your body,

865
00:59:34,629 --> 00:59:39,099
inhaling and exhaling.

866
00:59:41,503 --> 00:59:48,842
Inhale, allow the breath
to enter the nostrils

867
00:59:48,844 --> 00:59:51,611
cooling the nasal passages.

868
00:59:51,613 --> 00:59:55,415
As it goes and touches
the back of your throat

869
00:59:56,718 --> 01:00:01,688
and draws down, deep into
the bottom of your lungs.

870
01:00:03,525 --> 01:00:05,758
The breath is your guide.

871
01:00:07,395 --> 01:00:10,730
The breath is your refuge.

872
01:00:12,801 --> 01:00:16,336
[echoing] As thoughts arise,
which they will,

873
01:00:17,672 --> 01:00:22,342
gently bring your attention
back to your breath,

874
01:00:23,879 --> 01:00:26,746
inhaling and exhaling.

875
01:00:28,250 --> 01:00:32,585
Deeper and deeper.

876
01:00:33,288 --> 01:00:35,722
[creepy music]

877
01:00:59,614 --> 01:01:03,816
[creepy voice] You know your
life is just a dream, don't you?

878
01:01:27,375 --> 01:01:29,342
[Jim Jones recording] They took
us and put us in chains

879
01:01:29,344 --> 01:01:32,278
and that's nothing, this
business, that business,

880
01:01:32,280 --> 01:01:33,980
there's no comparison
to that, to this.

881
01:01:35,383 --> 01:01:36,616
They robbed us of our land,

882
01:01:36,618 --> 01:01:37,684
and they've taken
us and driven us

883
01:01:37,686 --> 01:01:39,652
and we tried to find ourselves.

884
01:01:39,654 --> 01:01:42,222
We tried to find a new
beginning but it's too late.

885
01:01:42,224 --> 01:01:43,723
You can't separate yourself

886
01:01:43,725 --> 01:01:46,526
from your brother and
your sister. [voices agreeing]

887
01:01:46,528 --> 01:01:47,660
No way I'm gonna do it.

888
01:01:47,662 --> 01:01:48,628
I refuse.

889
01:01:48,630 --> 01:01:50,162
I don't know who fired the shot,

890
01:01:50,164 --> 01:01:51,697
I don't know who
killed the congressman

891
01:01:51,700 --> 01:01:53,666
but as far as I'm
concerned I killed him.

892
01:01:53,668 --> 01:01:56,803
With respect, die with
a degree of dignity.

893
01:01:56,805 --> 01:01:58,220
It's done.

894
01:01:58,222 --> 01:01:59,638
Lay down your
life with dignity.

895
01:01:59,641 --> 01:02:00,789
Good.

896
01:02:00,791 --> 01:02:01,940
Don't lay down
with tears and agony.

897
01:02:01,943 --> 01:02:04,644
You have the documents?

898
01:02:04,646 --> 01:02:06,646
In the box over there.

899
01:02:06,648 --> 01:02:09,449
Don't, don't be this way.

900
01:02:09,451 --> 01:02:10,350
Okay.

901
01:02:11,753 --> 01:02:13,502
This is not
the way for people

902
01:02:13,504 --> 01:02:15,254
who are Socialists
or Communists to die.

903
01:02:17,892 --> 01:02:18,925
No way for us to die.

904
01:02:18,927 --> 01:02:21,027
We must die with some dignity.

905
01:02:25,000 --> 01:02:28,835
Mother, mother, mother,
mother, mother please.

906
01:02:28,837 --> 01:02:31,370
[gun bangs]

907
01:02:31,372 --> 01:02:33,906
Please, please, please don't
do this, don't do this.

908
01:02:36,578 --> 01:02:39,345
Lay down your life with your
child but don't do this.

909
01:02:39,347 --> 01:02:40,413
[rotary phone dialing]

910
01:02:48,590 --> 01:02:51,057
This is Snyder.
Operation MK Guyana

911
01:02:51,059 --> 01:02:52,792
is now terminated officially.

912
01:02:54,396 --> 01:02:56,696
Send in the crew, I'll
be on the next flight.

913
01:03:02,904 --> 01:03:05,705
No, no, sorrow
that it's all over.

914
01:03:05,707 --> 01:03:08,574
I'm glad it's over.
[people agreeing]

915
01:03:12,947 --> 01:03:14,447
What was in that drink?

916
01:03:14,449 --> 01:03:15,815
Water.

917
01:03:15,817 --> 01:03:16,649
What?

918
01:03:16,651 --> 01:03:18,384
It was just water.

919
01:03:18,386 --> 01:03:19,619
No, but I saw...

920
01:03:19,621 --> 01:03:21,854
Yes, you saw.

921
01:03:22,957 --> 01:03:24,791
You wanted to awaken
and see the world

922
01:03:24,793 --> 01:03:26,793
for what it really is.

923
01:03:26,795 --> 01:03:30,697
You didn't think you could do
it on your own but you did.

924
01:03:30,699 --> 01:03:32,832
You are powerful.

925
01:03:32,834 --> 01:03:34,734
You just proved it.

926
01:03:34,736 --> 01:03:37,804
There was nothing in
that vile but water.

927
01:03:37,806 --> 01:03:40,673
But I saw something,
a past incident

928
01:03:40,675 --> 01:03:41,641
that I wasn't present at.

929
01:03:41,643 --> 01:03:43,543
How could I have seen that?

930
01:03:43,545 --> 01:03:45,578
When your third eye is opened

931
01:03:45,580 --> 01:03:47,947
you're capable of
seeing everything.

932
01:03:48,950 --> 01:03:51,351
[gun bangs]

933
01:03:53,621 --> 01:03:54,887
What the hell is going on?

934
01:03:56,558 --> 01:03:58,891
I ask myself the same question.

935
01:03:58,893 --> 01:04:01,728
The agency assigned
me to watch you.

936
01:04:01,730 --> 01:04:04,664
Make sure the memories
stayed repressed.

937
01:04:04,666 --> 01:04:07,400
I thought it would
be an easy gig

938
01:04:07,402 --> 01:04:09,369
just ushering you
through a few years

939
01:04:09,371 --> 01:04:10,937
of medication and counseling

940
01:04:10,939 --> 01:04:12,638
and then passing you
off to the next one

941
01:04:12,640 --> 01:04:14,507
in line for this shit detail.

942
01:04:14,509 --> 01:04:18,911
But then you came off the meds

943
01:04:18,913 --> 01:04:20,680
and psychiatry wasn't
enough anymore.

944
01:04:20,682 --> 01:04:21,981
Now here we are.

945
01:04:21,983 --> 01:04:23,149
What the hell are
you talking about?

946
01:04:23,151 --> 01:04:24,417
What agency?

947
01:04:24,419 --> 01:04:25,651
That's irrelevant.

948
01:04:25,653 --> 01:04:28,454
What's important is
that I have fucked up

949
01:04:28,456 --> 01:04:30,757
and I'm gonna have
to rectify that.

950
01:04:30,759 --> 01:04:32,158
You think you can just
kill me in cold blood

951
01:04:32,160 --> 01:04:33,593
and get away with it.

952
01:04:33,595 --> 01:04:34,427
Think it.

953
01:04:34,429 --> 01:04:35,728
No, I know it.

954
01:04:35,730 --> 01:04:37,964
I've handled far
tougher marks than you.

955
01:04:37,966 --> 01:04:39,699
This is as straight
forward as it gets.

956
01:04:39,701 --> 01:04:42,902
Mentally ill girl racked
with survivor's guilt

957
01:04:42,904 --> 01:04:46,038
comes back to the site of the
massacre and commits suicide.

958
01:04:46,040 --> 01:04:47,640
The headline writes itself.

959
01:04:47,642 --> 01:04:50,042
[leg thuds]

960
01:05:37,959 --> 01:05:39,625
Where's the bitch?

961
01:05:47,101 --> 01:05:47,934
[axe thuds]

962
01:05:47,936 --> 01:05:50,036
[groaning]

963
01:06:28,276 --> 01:06:29,208
[creepy music]

964
01:06:29,210 --> 01:06:31,811
[gun bangs]

965
01:06:41,556 --> 01:06:43,956
Come to me my lovechild.

966
01:06:43,958 --> 01:06:45,791
You belong with us.

967
01:06:56,971 --> 01:07:00,172
You've taken up space in my
head for over a decade now.

968
01:07:01,809 --> 01:07:04,076
Consider this your
eviction notice.

969
01:07:05,547 --> 01:07:07,580
I'm taking back my power.

970
01:07:09,017 --> 01:07:10,917
I will no longer live in fear.

971
01:07:12,687 --> 01:07:14,820
You're nothing to me now.

972
01:07:45,853 --> 01:07:47,587
[birds chirping]

973
01:07:56,898 --> 01:08:01,000
The battle is on for
your heart and your mind.

974
01:08:01,002 --> 01:08:03,135
So don't give them
over so readily.

975
01:08:05,073 --> 01:08:08,808
Don't buy into the
phony political races.

976
01:08:09,844 --> 01:08:12,244
Turn off the manufactured news.

977
01:08:13,381 --> 01:08:16,215
Reject all of the
fear mongering.

978
01:08:18,086 --> 01:08:22,121
Go outside, connect with nature.

979
01:08:23,324 --> 01:08:24,357
Find love.

980
01:08:26,094 --> 01:08:27,760
Feel gratitude.

981
01:08:29,731 --> 01:08:33,099
Choose a life where
you don't live in fear.

982
01:08:34,736 --> 01:08:38,671
Fear is the prison they
want you to live in.

983
01:08:40,942 --> 01:08:42,341
But what is there to fear?

984
01:08:44,145 --> 01:08:45,011
Nothing.

985
01:08:46,748 --> 01:08:48,748
We are all one consciousness

986
01:08:48,750 --> 01:08:51,150
experiencing itself
subjectively.

987
01:08:53,121 --> 01:08:56,756
Death doesn't actually exist.

988
01:08:58,259 --> 01:09:01,260
Our lives are all a dream

989
01:09:01,262 --> 01:09:07,333
and each of us is the
imagination of ourselves.

990
01:09:10,171 --> 01:09:12,238
But remember...

991
01:09:12,240 --> 01:09:19,145
imagination
is evidence of the divine.

992
01:09:20,148 --> 01:09:23,315
["Better" by Sorely Rome]

993
01:09:33,751 --> 01:09:38,751
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