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- I could tell
you about the first time
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I committed armed robbery.
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Put your hands
on your fucking head!
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I'm not fucking with you!
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Open the register!
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Get the money, get the money!
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I'll blow your fucking head off!
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Things didn't get bad
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until I started doing heroin
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with her.
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- I think you mentioned
her at a meeting.
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What happened with her?
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- Fuck. You just never think
it's gonna happen to you.
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Do you?
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That things could get
that bad.
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That dark.
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You're my sponsor, so I guess
I'll just tell you everything.
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- I'd just got back a
from three month North
American tour with my band .
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♪ Hoo-Hoo-Hoo ♪
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♪ Hoo-Hoo-Hoo ♪
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- Partying hard
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in a different city every nigh.
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I was burnt out.
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My aunt had just retired and
moved to Mexico for a year.
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She let me stay in her
cabin while she was gone.
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Just off the Fraser River,
with the endless farmlands
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of the delta to the south.
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I thought it'd be a great place
to dry out after the tour.
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- Holy!
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This place is the shit.
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- Cole was
the first friend I made
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when I moved to Vancouver
for high school.
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- Yes.
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It's all fuckin' trees!
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- Yeah man
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Ah.
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I think I'm gonna hold back on
the partying
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for a little while.
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This tour was intense.
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Going fucking crazy every night.
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Way too much blow.
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- Yeah, I haven't been
drinking much lately
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now that I'm in training.
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If you wanna come by
the gym sometime
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and get back in shape
just let me know.
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- Sick, yeah.
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Yeah, I might do that.
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- Hey, did Jonesy come back
into town with you guys?
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I texted him but the prick
never got back to me.
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- Jonesy actually picked
up a roadie gig in Boston
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so he's touring the
States for a few months.
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- Nice.
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Good for him.
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- Oh yeah, I might be having
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a little get-together
here next week.
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Nothing crazy, just,
you know, just chill.
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But I'll let you know
what night.
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Nothing crazy?
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- Nah.
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- Sounds good, sounds good.
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- I started getting
up early.
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Eating only healthy foods.
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I had a new routine.
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After my morning smoothie,
I'd meditate for half an hour.
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Then I'd go for a run.
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Some days I'd train
with Cole at his gym.
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Then I'd spend the rest
of the afternoon reading.
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In the evenings I'd
go down to the lookout
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on the dock with my notebook.
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Write lyrics and
watch the sunset.
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Hey.
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You're in my spot.
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- Am I?
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- 'Fraid so.
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- Well, I guess that's
too bad for you.
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- I haven't seen you before.
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You live around here?
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- Maybe I do.
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Maybe I don't.
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- Oh, I see how it is.
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Okay, well if you don't,
maybe you should get the fuck
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off this lookout.
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Locals only.
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- Well maybe...
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you should
go fuck yourself.
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- Maybe I will.
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- Okay, have fun with that.
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- Oh, it's gonna be a blast.
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Oh shit, you're
reading Bukowski?
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I have that exact same edition.
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He's, like, one of my all
time favorite writers.
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- You know, for an asshole,
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you have pretty good
taste in authors.
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- I'm actually not an asshole.
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My name's Travis.
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- Zoe.
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- Nice to meet you.
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- What do you got there?
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- This is a notebook.
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- Wow.
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- Yeah, I usually come out
here every evening alone,
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chill out and write.
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- What are you writing?
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- Mostly song lyrics.
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- Read me some lyrics.
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- You never answered
my question.
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Do you live around here?
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- No, I don't.
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I actually live in the
United States of America.
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- Shit, you're American?
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- Yeah.
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- So, what are you
doing in Canada?
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- You know, how 'bout let's
play a little guessing game?
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- Sure.
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- Either A, I'm here to
legally marry my lesbian lover,
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B, I'm visiting a friend,
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or C, I'm here to pursue
my career in porn.
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- Okay.
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First impressions, I'd go with
C.
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- Thank you.
- You're welcome.
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But I'm gonna go with
B, visiting a friend.
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- Is that your final answer?
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- I would like to lock that in.
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- Bingo.
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I'm just visiting a friend
who lives up the road.
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- Cool.
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So, what part of the
States do you live in?
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- Right now I'm in Brooklyn,
but I travel a lot.
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- Nice.
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Yeah, me and my band
were just playing a show
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in New York last month.
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- Really?
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- Yeah.
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Oh shit. Sorry, one sec.
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Hey, what's up man?
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You're here already?
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Yeah, yeah, I'll be right there.
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All right, bye.
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Sorry about that.
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Me and my buddies
are actually planning
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this little
get-together tonight.
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- Cool.
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- Hey, if you're
not doing anything,
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do you wanna come by?
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- Um, I don't know,
I'll have to see
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what my friend is up to.
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- You can bring your
friend if you want.
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- I mean, you did promise
me you'd read me
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some of your lyrics, so...
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- You gotta show up first.
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- We'll see.
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- I live three
houses up River Road.
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It's the big cabin
there on the right.
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Come by any time.
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Fuck, I gotta go.
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I'll see you later?
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- Maybe.
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- Hey man, what's up?
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Yeah, yeah, just come by.
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What?
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No, no.
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I told you, we're
not having a party.
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It's just gonna be a
chill get-together.
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'Cause I'm taking
it easy right now
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and that means don't bring
any fucking cocaine.
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- Let's get fucking weird!
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♪ It goes round and
round baby upside down ♪
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♪ Runnin' runnin' round
all around this town ♪
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♪ Never been lost and
you'll never be found ♪
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♪ Just wanna get up she
don't wanna come down ♪
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♪ Round and round
baby upside down ♪
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♪ Runnin' runnin' round
all around this town ♪
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♪ Never been lost and
you'll never be found ♪
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♪ Just wanna get up she
don't wanna come down ♪
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- You're up.
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- Thank you.
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- Good to have you back.
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- Whoo!
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It is good to be back.
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Oh, that is some fire shit.
- ZOE: Hey.
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- Oh, shit.
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I didn't know if
you were gonna come.
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- Here I am.
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I tried to get my
friend to come by
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but she's not feeling
very well tonight.
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- Oh, it's all good,
I'm just glad you came.
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Oh, this is Zoe.
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- Oh hey, Katie,
nice to meet you.
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- Likewise.
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- Me and Katie went to
high school together.
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- He was a little
shit disturber
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when he first moved here.
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- Oh, I can see he
hasn't changed at all.
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- Oh, I like this girl.
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You have to be careful with
these rock musician types.
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Especially the guitar players.
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- Whatever, you used to
date a hip-hop producer.
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- Yeah, and it was fucked.
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No, we're still
good friends though.
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Have you heard of Ca$h Dirty?
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He has a couple
songs on the radio.
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- I don't think I have.
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- Hey, do you want a
beer, vodka, wine?
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- Vodka's good.
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- Vodka it is.
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Do you take soda or...
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- No.
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- Shit, okay.
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Straight from the bottle.
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- Holy shit.
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Dang, you're a champ.
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- Power stance.
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Oh shit, what's up?
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Hold on one second.
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Sorry, I'll be right back, okay?
- Okay.
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- What's up, man?
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- You want a line?
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- Fuck yeah.
219
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- So, what do you do in
Brooklyn?
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- I just graduated
from art school
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and so now I'm taking a
year off and traveling.
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- Cool.
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Where have you been so far?
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I was in Europe
a few months ago,
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and kind of went all over.
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- Nice, I love Europe.
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I think Croatia's my favorite.
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It's so beautiful.
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- Yes, absolutely.
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- Hey, sorry about that.
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- Oh, hello.
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- Hey, let me introduce
you to a few people, okay?
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- Okay.
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Bye.
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- Bye.
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- Hey Laz, what's up man?
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- Trav man.
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Wicked party bro!
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- Laz is a DJ, he
plays keyboards.
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- Gimme some skin.
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Hey, Zoe.
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- She's visiting from Brooklyn.
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- Fuck yeah.
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View the world, man.
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- Yeah we met... how did we
meet?
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- At the smoke pit at that
Tragically Hip concert, man!
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Yeah.
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Got inspired, started a band.
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- The rest is history, baby.
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- The rest is history,
man.
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Take it easy, brother.
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- What's up, how you doing?
- What's up, man.
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Fuck, I missed you.
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00:12:57,978 --> 00:12:59,144
- I missed you too,
man.
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- This guy is fucking insane.
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00:13:00,847 --> 00:13:01,679
- Tell me about it.
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- Okay, when he moved from
Ontario
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this guy would drink in the
middle of the fucking day.
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One time he ran naked
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fucking holding a
fire extinguisher
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running through the school
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with the fire extinguisher
above your head
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and everybody just stopped
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and they just fucking
looked at you.
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- Recreate that tonight maybe?
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- Yeah, tonight is the night.
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I like her.
268
00:13:27,574 --> 00:13:28,940
- Destroyed it!
269
00:13:28,942 --> 00:13:30,475
Destroyed it.
270
00:13:30,477 --> 00:13:31,276
Drink up.
271
00:13:31,278 --> 00:13:32,410
Oh, what's up, dude.
272
00:13:32,412 --> 00:13:33,111
What's up, man?
273
00:13:33,113 --> 00:13:34,712
- Hey, this is Jason, he's
the lead singer of our band.
274
00:13:34,714 --> 00:13:35,980
This is Zoe.
- Hello.
275
00:13:35,982 --> 00:13:36,981
- Oh, hey Zoe, how's it going?
276
00:13:36,983 --> 00:13:37,949
- She's visiting from Brooklyn.
277
00:13:37,951 --> 00:13:41,152
- So this is, fucking, a
bad-ass guitar player.
278
00:13:41,154 --> 00:13:42,120
I just want to let you know.
279
00:13:42,122 --> 00:13:43,788
Although he's kind of
the looks in the band.
280
00:13:43,790 --> 00:13:47,225
Like, we're the talent, I'm
the talent, he's the looks.
281
00:13:47,227 --> 00:13:48,693
- Right.
- Even though I write
282
00:13:48,695 --> 00:13:49,394
all the lyrics?
283
00:13:49,396 --> 00:13:51,029
- Okay, his lyrics are pretty
fucking good. What can I say?
284
00:13:51,031 --> 00:13:52,764
He's got the talent
and the fucking looks.
285
00:13:52,766 --> 00:13:53,464
What can I say?
286
00:13:53,466 --> 00:13:55,166
Alright, you guys
have a good night.
287
00:13:55,168 --> 00:13:56,134
Cheers, I'll talk to you later.
288
00:13:56,136 --> 00:13:57,669
- Yeah, see ya bro.
- Are we gonna rehearse
289
00:13:57,671 --> 00:13:58,369
a bit later?
290
00:13:58,371 --> 00:13:59,871
In like a month?
- Yeah, a month.
291
00:13:59,873 --> 00:14:03,474
- You gotta recover from
the tour you motherfucker.
292
00:14:13,353 --> 00:14:15,920
- Yeah, so those are the
guys I was on tour with.
293
00:14:15,922 --> 00:14:16,588
- Cool.
294
00:14:16,590 --> 00:14:18,623
- I wish you could meet my
best friend, Jonesy, though.
295
00:14:18,625 --> 00:14:19,324
He's our roadie.
296
00:14:19,326 --> 00:14:20,592
He's on tour with
another band right now.
297
00:14:20,594 --> 00:14:22,160
- You guys must be
doing pretty well
298
00:14:22,162 --> 00:14:24,229
if you have a roadie
who tours with you.
299
00:14:24,231 --> 00:14:25,196
- Yeah, we're not doing too bad.
300
00:14:25,198 --> 00:14:26,631
Our label let's us put
out whatever music we want
301
00:14:26,633 --> 00:14:28,433
and we have enough fans
that follow us around,
302
00:14:28,435 --> 00:14:30,268
so yeah, we're doing okay.
303
00:14:30,270 --> 00:14:31,669
- Speaking of music...
304
00:14:31,671 --> 00:14:35,006
I think it's time you read
me some of your lyrics?
305
00:14:35,008 --> 00:14:36,441
Yeah, my notebook's
in my bedroom
306
00:14:36,443 --> 00:14:38,309
if you wanna go check 'em out?
307
00:14:38,311 --> 00:14:39,310
- Bedroom, huh?
308
00:14:39,312 --> 00:14:41,479
Moving a little quick
there, rock star.
309
00:14:41,481 --> 00:14:43,348
- No, I didn't mean that.
310
00:14:43,350 --> 00:14:45,884
- I'm just fucking with you.
311
00:14:45,886 --> 00:14:46,718
Let's go.
312
00:14:46,720 --> 00:14:48,519
- You are trouble.
313
00:14:48,989 --> 00:14:50,288
Come on.
314
00:14:53,159 --> 00:14:54,425
Oh.
315
00:14:54,561 --> 00:14:55,760
What's up, guys?
316
00:14:55,762 --> 00:14:57,395
- Oh, shit!
317
00:14:59,332 --> 00:15:00,365
- You need the room?
318
00:15:00,367 --> 00:15:01,199
- No, it's all good.
319
00:15:01,201 --> 00:15:02,467
Just grabbing
something real quick.
320
00:15:02,469 --> 00:15:03,268
- Oh, okay, great.
321
00:15:03,270 --> 00:15:04,869
- This is Zoe,
she's from Brooklyn.
322
00:15:04,871 --> 00:15:07,138
- Hi Zoe from Brooklyn.
323
00:15:07,140 --> 00:15:07,906
- Hi.
324
00:15:07,908 --> 00:15:09,841
- You kids have fun.
- We will.
325
00:15:09,843 --> 00:15:11,075
- Bye.
326
00:15:11,077 --> 00:15:14,445
- Hey, I've got some blow
from a friend of mine
327
00:15:14,447 --> 00:15:15,647
if you want some.
328
00:15:15,649 --> 00:15:16,481
- Yeah.
329
00:15:16,483 --> 00:15:18,016
Yeah, I'm down.
330
00:15:23,256 --> 00:15:25,857
I wrote something
you might like.
331
00:15:25,859 --> 00:15:27,458
- Tradesies?
332
00:15:28,662 --> 00:15:31,262
- "Under the surface
we're skin deep.
333
00:15:31,264 --> 00:15:34,799
"Like twisted ivy crawling
up our hands and feet.
334
00:15:34,801 --> 00:15:37,869
"Do you feel like a
fortune you can't steal
335
00:15:37,871 --> 00:15:39,971
with a golden remedy?"
336
00:15:39,973 --> 00:15:41,472
- You like that?
337
00:15:51,051 --> 00:15:55,353
- Are you gonna grab my tits
or just be a little pussy?
338
00:16:07,033 --> 00:16:09,667
It's supposed to be
really good shit.
339
00:16:09,669 --> 00:16:11,369
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
340
00:16:21,748 --> 00:16:24,282
- What the fuck?
341
00:16:25,685 --> 00:16:27,118
That's not blow.
342
00:16:27,988 --> 00:16:29,053
- Ugh
343
00:16:33,860 --> 00:16:36,060
- Shit, it's H.
344
00:16:36,963 --> 00:16:37,795
- What?
345
00:16:37,797 --> 00:16:38,496
Fucking heroin?
346
00:16:38,498 --> 00:16:40,331
- Yeah, it must have got mixed
up.
347
00:16:40,333 --> 00:16:41,899
It happens on the east coast.
348
00:16:41,901 --> 00:16:43,401
All the time.
349
00:16:47,807 --> 00:16:48,639
It's okay.
350
00:16:48,641 --> 00:16:49,474
I've done it before.
351
00:16:49,476 --> 00:16:51,275
You just have to embrace it.
352
00:16:51,277 --> 00:16:52,877
Don't try and fight the high.
353
00:16:55,181 --> 00:16:55,980
It's okay.
354
00:16:55,982 --> 00:16:58,349
I've done it before.
355
00:16:58,518 --> 00:17:00,018
You have to embrace it.
356
00:17:15,235 --> 00:17:17,435
- They always say
that the first time
357
00:17:17,437 --> 00:17:19,704
you try heroin is the best.
358
00:17:24,177 --> 00:17:26,711
After that, you're
just forever chasing
359
00:17:26,713 --> 00:17:28,813
that initial feeling.
360
00:17:31,451 --> 00:17:34,419
It felt like all
of my best friends
361
00:17:34,421 --> 00:17:37,422
were hugging me at once.
362
00:17:41,127 --> 00:17:43,828
And for the first
time in my life
363
00:17:43,830 --> 00:17:46,697
everything was gonna be alrigh.
364
00:17:57,944 --> 00:17:59,677
I was in love.
365
00:18:06,686 --> 00:18:09,587
- With Zoe
or with heroin?
366
00:18:13,293 --> 00:18:14,926
- Both.
367
00:18:16,763 --> 00:18:19,230
I'd never met someone so alive.
368
00:18:25,405 --> 00:18:27,772
Great sense of humor.
369
00:18:30,710 --> 00:18:32,643
Always fucking with me.
370
00:18:37,650 --> 00:18:41,119
She was so free and unafraid.
371
00:18:51,364 --> 00:18:56,334
At night, we'd drink
wine and make love.
372
00:19:32,605 --> 00:19:35,306
I didn't really think
about where it was heading.
373
00:19:35,308 --> 00:19:36,707
There was a chance
it was temporary
374
00:19:36,709 --> 00:19:38,376
because she was just visiting.
375
00:19:38,378 --> 00:19:41,646
We were living every
day in the moment.
376
00:19:43,082 --> 00:19:43,981
- What about the heroin?
377
00:19:43,983 --> 00:19:47,818
- It didn't even come up again
until after a couple weeks.
378
00:19:50,523 --> 00:19:55,159
- Hey, so my flight back
to New York is for Monday.
379
00:19:55,161 --> 00:19:56,027
- Shit.
380
00:19:56,029 --> 00:19:57,662
Can you stay longer?
381
00:19:58,097 --> 00:19:58,796
- I don't know.
382
00:19:58,798 --> 00:20:00,464
I don't know if I can stay
with my friend anymore.
383
00:20:00,466 --> 00:20:02,800
She has someone
moving in with her.
384
00:20:03,770 --> 00:20:04,902
- Stay with me.
385
00:20:04,904 --> 00:20:06,370
Really?
386
00:20:06,372 --> 00:20:06,938
- Yeah.
387
00:20:06,940 --> 00:20:09,307
- Come on, you've been
at my house almost
every night anyways.
388
00:20:09,309 --> 00:20:10,741
- Yeah, but it's different
when you live together
389
00:20:10,743 --> 00:20:12,810
and there's no where to
give each other space.
390
00:20:12,812 --> 00:20:14,445
And I don't know if
you can handle me.
391
00:20:14,447 --> 00:20:18,015
I'm a passionate, vivacious
woman who doesn't take any shit.
392
00:20:18,017 --> 00:20:20,017
- Oh I can handle it.
393
00:20:20,019 --> 00:20:21,652
Can you handle me?
394
00:20:21,654 --> 00:20:23,688
'Cause I'm a fucking wild man.
395
00:20:24,457 --> 00:20:27,325
- Did you like it that
first night we met?
396
00:20:28,394 --> 00:20:29,827
- The heroin?
397
00:20:29,829 --> 00:20:32,330
Yeah, it was fucking amazing.
398
00:20:33,499 --> 00:20:36,601
I wasn't really planning
on doing it again.
399
00:20:37,470 --> 00:20:40,504
- It's the last of
it from that night.
400
00:20:42,141 --> 00:20:44,075
- Maybe just a little bump.
401
00:21:53,212 --> 00:21:56,280
When we finished up Zoe's stash
we had to find a new dealer
402
00:21:56,282 --> 00:21:58,082
'cause her friend said
she couldn't remember
403
00:21:58,084 --> 00:21:59,150
where she got it.
404
00:21:59,152 --> 00:22:00,418
- So who'd you go to?
405
00:22:00,420 --> 00:22:02,887
- Well I had never been
around much heroin.
406
00:22:02,889 --> 00:22:05,690
But I knew one guy who had.
407
00:22:10,730 --> 00:22:12,697
- Sorry I couldn't make it
to your get-together, man,
408
00:22:12,699 --> 00:22:16,200
I had some shit going on
I couldn't get out of.
409
00:22:16,202 --> 00:22:17,268
How was it?
410
00:22:17,270 --> 00:22:18,669
- It was dope.
411
00:22:18,671 --> 00:22:20,638
Yeah, it was more
of a full-on party.
412
00:22:20,640 --> 00:22:22,039
Heh.
413
00:22:22,041 --> 00:22:22,840
I met this girl.
414
00:22:22,842 --> 00:22:24,909
- I fucking knew it
when you rolled up today
415
00:22:24,911 --> 00:22:26,310
looking all smitten and shit.
416
00:22:26,312 --> 00:22:27,044
- Yeah, yeah.
417
00:22:27,046 --> 00:22:29,847
Yeah, she's fucking
awesome, man.
418
00:22:29,849 --> 00:22:31,182
She's American.
419
00:22:31,184 --> 00:22:32,483
- American?
420
00:22:32,485 --> 00:22:33,484
Oh, shit.
421
00:22:33,486 --> 00:22:35,886
Well, that's a whole
different ballgame.
422
00:22:35,888 --> 00:22:37,188
- She's a bit wild.
423
00:22:37,190 --> 00:22:38,456
- A bit wild, hm?
424
00:22:38,458 --> 00:22:39,857
She's American.
425
00:22:41,361 --> 00:22:43,761
- But she's so much
fun to be around.
426
00:22:43,763 --> 00:22:45,429
- Well good for you.
427
00:22:48,634 --> 00:22:49,633
- Hey, I was gonna ask you,
428
00:22:49,635 --> 00:22:51,202
we're looking to get
a little weed tonight.
429
00:22:51,204 --> 00:22:53,537
What's up with that dealer
you used to work for?
430
00:22:53,539 --> 00:22:55,339
- Who, Fresno?
431
00:22:55,341 --> 00:22:56,073
- Yeah.
432
00:22:56,075 --> 00:22:56,907
Could I get his number?
433
00:22:56,909 --> 00:22:58,943
- Nah, I don't talk to
that guy anymore, man,
434
00:22:58,945 --> 00:23:00,277
after I quit dealing for him.
435
00:23:00,279 --> 00:23:03,748
Some shit went down and things
didn't end well between us.
436
00:23:03,750 --> 00:23:05,549
And you don't wanna get
involved with him, man.
437
00:23:05,551 --> 00:23:07,618
He's a pretty fucked up dude.
438
00:23:07,620 --> 00:23:08,853
- I met him a couple times.
439
00:23:08,855 --> 00:23:09,987
It'll be chill.
440
00:23:09,989 --> 00:23:10,921
- No, fuck all that, man.
441
00:23:10,923 --> 00:23:14,058
Why don't you just
go to a dispensary?
442
00:23:14,060 --> 00:23:14,625
- Yeah.
443
00:23:14,627 --> 00:23:16,160
Yeah, I'll probably
just do that.
444
00:23:16,162 --> 00:23:16,727
- Yeah.
445
00:23:16,729 --> 00:23:19,029
One on every
fucking corner, man.
446
00:23:23,836 --> 00:23:26,003
- Hey.
- Hey, what's up?
447
00:23:26,005 --> 00:23:27,004
- That party was fun.
448
00:23:27,006 --> 00:23:30,174
You still seeing that Zoe girl?
449
00:23:30,176 --> 00:23:30,741
- Yeah.
450
00:23:30,743 --> 00:23:32,943
Yeah, it's actually
going really well.
451
00:23:32,945 --> 00:23:35,045
- Yo, Travie!
452
00:23:35,047 --> 00:23:36,046
How you livin', dog?
453
00:23:36,048 --> 00:23:37,681
- What's up, man? How
you been?
454
00:23:37,683 --> 00:23:38,716
- Yo, I'm just killing it.
455
00:23:38,718 --> 00:23:39,850
When's the last
time we kicked it?
456
00:23:39,852 --> 00:23:42,720
- We were partying at that
music festival in Montreal?
457
00:23:42,722 --> 00:23:45,990
- Right, man, you had some
hella hot groupies backstage.
458
00:23:45,992 --> 00:23:46,957
Like, all over your dick.
459
00:23:46,959 --> 00:23:48,426
I'm talking next level puss.
460
00:23:48,428 --> 00:23:49,927
- You know, Ca$h,
not everybody just
461
00:23:49,929 --> 00:23:52,863
hooks up with
groupies backstage.
462
00:23:52,865 --> 00:23:53,731
- Why you hatin'?
463
00:23:53,733 --> 00:23:55,199
That's how I
met you, isn't it?
464
00:23:55,201 --> 00:23:55,900
- Fuck you.
465
00:23:55,902 --> 00:23:57,568
Yeah, that's why we're
not together anymore.
466
00:23:57,570 --> 00:24:00,004
You can't keep your
dick in your pants.
467
00:24:00,006 --> 00:24:01,505
- Why would I wanna do that?
468
00:24:01,507 --> 00:24:04,341
Can't contain this
beast, it needs to feed.
469
00:24:04,343 --> 00:24:05,242
- Mm, okay, yeah.
470
00:24:05,244 --> 00:24:09,780
I'm just gonna let you guys
do whatever you gotta do.
471
00:24:11,851 --> 00:24:13,517
- We totally had sex earlier.
472
00:24:13,519 --> 00:24:14,885
Fed the beast.
473
00:24:14,887 --> 00:24:16,353
But what's up with you though?
474
00:24:16,355 --> 00:24:18,022
- Yeah, so I'm playing
with this Irish band
475
00:24:18,024 --> 00:24:19,190
and they're looking for some H.
476
00:24:19,192 --> 00:24:20,791
Told them I'd get 'em a hook-up.
477
00:24:20,793 --> 00:24:21,725
You sell any of that shit?
478
00:24:21,727 --> 00:24:23,060
- Nah. I only fuck
with blow, dog.
479
00:24:23,062 --> 00:24:25,329
H is Hell's Angels
and Triads shit.
480
00:24:25,331 --> 00:24:26,831
And I aint white and I damn sure
481
00:24:26,833 --> 00:24:28,299
ain't Chinese neither.
482
00:24:28,301 --> 00:24:29,099
But you know what?
483
00:24:29,101 --> 00:24:31,335
My Boy, Fresno, is
affiliated with H-A.
484
00:24:31,337 --> 00:24:32,336
He slangs that shit.
485
00:24:32,338 --> 00:24:34,405
You know, I'll just
give you his number.
486
00:24:34,407 --> 00:24:35,139
- Yeah?
487
00:24:35,141 --> 00:24:36,240
- Yeah, I got you.
488
00:24:36,242 --> 00:24:37,208
I got you, I fuck with you, man.
489
00:24:37,210 --> 00:24:39,477
Yo, you want some
waffles or some shit?
490
00:24:39,479 --> 00:24:40,411
- Yeah.
491
00:24:40,413 --> 00:24:41,011
- Hey!
492
00:24:41,013 --> 00:24:42,913
Where the
fuck is the syrup?
493
00:24:42,915 --> 00:24:46,150
She be hiding the
syrup on me and shit.
494
00:24:46,552 --> 00:24:47,151
- Oh!
495
00:24:47,153 --> 00:24:48,486
Big T in the
motherfucking house.
496
00:24:48,488 --> 00:24:49,653
What up, bro?
- What's up, man?
497
00:24:49,655 --> 00:24:52,056
- Man, I was real touched
you hollered at me.
498
00:24:52,058 --> 00:24:53,557
Come on in.
499
00:24:53,559 --> 00:24:55,092
You want a Freezie?
500
00:24:55,094 --> 00:24:57,228
- No, I'm good. Thanks.
501
00:24:57,230 --> 00:24:58,629
- You
still in that band?
502
00:24:58,631 --> 00:24:59,930
- Yeah, we just got off
tour about a month ago.
503
00:24:59,932 --> 00:25:02,366
We're gonna start recording a
new album here pretty quick.
504
00:25:02,368 --> 00:25:03,167
- Fuck yeah, man!
505
00:25:03,169 --> 00:25:05,002
Cole took me to a show you
guys played a while back.
506
00:25:05,004 --> 00:25:08,639
Those songs were
catchy as tits, y'all.
507
00:25:08,975 --> 00:25:10,574
This here Travis.
508
00:25:10,576 --> 00:25:12,042
He a rock star.
509
00:25:12,044 --> 00:25:13,611
- Hey, what's up guys?
510
00:25:13,613 --> 00:25:14,478
- 'Sup?
511
00:25:14,480 --> 00:25:16,113
- Well, where you
living at these days?
512
00:25:16,115 --> 00:25:19,083
- I'm back in Delta at my
aunt's place on River Road.
513
00:25:19,085 --> 00:25:20,017
- You right on the river?
514
00:25:20,019 --> 00:25:21,585
- Yeah, close, it's
like five minutes
515
00:25:21,587 --> 00:25:22,920
from Pike Lookout.
516
00:25:22,922 --> 00:25:25,289
- Hm, I know the spot.
517
00:25:26,459 --> 00:25:28,459
Yo, you wanna chill
out and smoke a bowl?
518
00:25:28,461 --> 00:25:31,028
We gonna put on a Bruce
Lee movie or some shit.
519
00:25:31,030 --> 00:25:32,663
Maybe a little
of that Chuck Norris.
520
00:25:32,665 --> 00:25:37,401
Nah, Patrick Swayze, "Road
House", motherfucker.
521
00:25:37,403 --> 00:25:38,168
Ha-ha!
522
00:25:38,170 --> 00:25:39,503
Put that shit on repeat.
523
00:25:39,505 --> 00:25:40,871
- I would, I actually
gotta head out though.
524
00:25:40,873 --> 00:25:42,907
Do you have the stuff
we talked about?
525
00:25:42,909 --> 00:25:45,109
- Oh, it's all ready
for you, homie.
526
00:25:46,178 --> 00:25:48,946
And just for your peace of mind,
527
00:25:49,115 --> 00:25:51,115
we only sell
clean shit here.
528
00:25:51,117 --> 00:25:52,783
We the only
motherfuckers in town
529
00:25:52,785 --> 00:25:54,985
who don't cut our
shit with fentanyl.
530
00:25:54,987 --> 00:25:56,754
We like to keep it safe.
531
00:25:56,756 --> 00:25:59,390
For the wellness
of the community.
532
00:25:59,392 --> 00:26:00,991
- Thanks, man.
533
00:26:01,193 --> 00:26:02,192
Appreciate it.
534
00:26:02,194 --> 00:26:03,894
- Peace, homie.
535
00:26:22,114 --> 00:26:26,083
- How did you end
up so fucking rad?
536
00:26:26,886 --> 00:26:28,986
Tell me about your parents.
537
00:26:29,055 --> 00:26:31,488
- You wanna have
the parents talk?
538
00:26:31,490 --> 00:26:32,056
- Yeah.
539
00:26:32,058 --> 00:26:36,827
I wanna know more about
you, where you're from.
540
00:26:36,829 --> 00:26:40,064
- I don't really talk
about it that much.
541
00:26:40,466 --> 00:26:44,201
Us Canadians like to keep
everything bottled up.
542
00:26:46,205 --> 00:26:48,639
Maybe you should go first.
543
00:26:48,641 --> 00:26:52,142
- Fine, I'll go first.
544
00:26:53,779 --> 00:26:57,748
My dad is actually
pretty square.
545
00:26:57,984 --> 00:27:00,951
He's just a businessman.
546
00:27:00,953 --> 00:27:03,387
Traveled a lot for work.
547
00:27:03,556 --> 00:27:06,890
My mom is a full-out hippie.
548
00:27:08,628 --> 00:27:11,895
I guess you could say
she was pretty cool.
549
00:27:12,231 --> 00:27:13,897
I don't know how they
ever got together.
550
00:27:13,899 --> 00:27:20,971
They were so opposite, but
they divorced when I was 12.
551
00:27:21,774 --> 00:27:25,109
My mom kinda went
crazy for a bit.
552
00:27:25,111 --> 00:27:27,411
- Shit, I'm sorry.
553
00:27:27,713 --> 00:27:29,079
- Thanks.
554
00:27:29,582 --> 00:27:31,649
It's okay though.
555
00:27:33,419 --> 00:27:37,054
It was hard for
me in high school.
556
00:27:37,723 --> 00:27:42,092
I turned inwards,
I got up in my head
557
00:27:42,094 --> 00:27:44,428
and started acting out.
558
00:27:45,431 --> 00:27:49,199
Typical weird teenager shit.
559
00:27:50,336 --> 00:27:51,168
What about you?
560
00:27:51,170 --> 00:27:56,407
Are your parents really
friendly Canadian folks?
561
00:27:58,511 --> 00:28:00,310
- No.
562
00:28:00,613 --> 00:28:01,578
No.
563
00:28:01,580 --> 00:28:06,784
My dad was your average,
Ontario, blue-collar drunk.
564
00:28:06,852 --> 00:28:11,155
Got hammered every night and
was pretty much a real dick.
565
00:28:13,159 --> 00:28:17,127
One day when I was eight,
I came home from school
566
00:28:17,129 --> 00:28:20,998
and my mom told me he
just packed up and left.
567
00:28:21,000 --> 00:28:23,033
Wasn't coming back.
568
00:28:24,336 --> 00:28:25,903
- Fuck.
569
00:28:25,905 --> 00:28:26,570
- Yeah.
570
00:28:26,572 --> 00:28:29,440
Being that age, I didn't
really understand.
571
00:28:29,975 --> 00:28:31,341
I didn't believe her.
572
00:28:31,343 --> 00:28:34,511
Then after a few days when
he still didn't come back,
573
00:28:34,513 --> 00:28:37,815
I ran out of the house
when mom was sleeping
574
00:28:37,817 --> 00:28:42,853
and I snuck down to the bar
that he'd usually hang out at.
575
00:28:43,055 --> 00:28:45,055
I walked in the door
and he was sitting
576
00:28:45,057 --> 00:28:47,324
at the bar drinking a beer.
577
00:28:47,993 --> 00:28:50,094
Laughing with his friends.
578
00:28:52,932 --> 00:28:56,333
When they saw me the
laughter stopped.
579
00:28:57,103 --> 00:29:00,337
I asked him if he was
ever gonna come home.
580
00:29:00,639 --> 00:29:04,141
And he turned his
head and looked away.
581
00:29:05,244 --> 00:29:09,546
His friend, Jimmy,
told me, "Go on home.
582
00:29:09,548 --> 00:29:11,982
"Go on home to your mom."
583
00:29:11,984 --> 00:29:16,286
And I started crying
and freaking out.
584
00:29:16,422 --> 00:29:20,190
So Jimmy and this other friend
dragged me outta the bar.
585
00:29:22,261 --> 00:29:25,162
My dad never even looked back.
586
00:29:28,100 --> 00:29:29,666
They took me home.
587
00:29:29,668 --> 00:29:32,035
My mom gave me shit.
588
00:29:32,037 --> 00:29:34,571
And after a couple days
I went back to the bar
589
00:29:34,573 --> 00:29:38,408
and he was not there.
590
00:29:39,345 --> 00:29:42,112
I haven't seen him since.
591
00:29:45,751 --> 00:29:46,784
- Oh fuck.
592
00:29:46,786 --> 00:29:50,254
I'm sorry that I asked
about your parents.
593
00:29:50,856 --> 00:29:52,422
I'm a fucking idiot.
594
00:29:52,424 --> 00:29:53,991
- No, it's all good.
595
00:29:53,993 --> 00:29:55,993
You didn't know.
596
00:29:57,163 --> 00:30:01,932
I think the hardest thing
I've had to deal with is,
597
00:30:03,035 --> 00:30:05,602
you know, the one question.
598
00:30:05,604 --> 00:30:06,870
Why?
599
00:30:09,308 --> 00:30:13,277
Why didn't he ever
wanna see me again?
600
00:30:14,814 --> 00:30:15,779
It fucks with you.
601
00:30:15,781 --> 00:30:19,449
- Did you ever try to
track him down again?
602
00:30:19,451 --> 00:30:20,050
- No.
603
00:30:20,052 --> 00:30:24,955
No, I was so fucking pissed
at him for years after that.
604
00:30:24,957 --> 00:30:28,826
I wanted to smash
his fucking head in.
605
00:30:30,496 --> 00:30:33,897
- So then how did
you end up here?
606
00:30:35,601 --> 00:30:37,868
- When I was in my early teens,
607
00:30:37,870 --> 00:30:41,572
I started drinking and hanging
out with a rough crowd.
608
00:30:43,242 --> 00:30:48,045
We skipped school
and we vandalized.
609
00:30:48,214 --> 00:30:49,413
We stole some shit.
610
00:30:49,415 --> 00:30:52,082
Caused a bunch of mischief.
611
00:30:52,284 --> 00:30:57,988
And apparently, my
mom couldn't handle me
612
00:30:57,990 --> 00:31:01,491
so she sent me to Vancouver
to live with my aunt.
613
00:31:04,196 --> 00:31:06,463
It was probably for the best.
614
00:31:07,366 --> 00:31:08,599
My aunt's cool.
615
00:31:09,068 --> 00:31:11,368
She taught me how
to play guitar.
616
00:31:11,370 --> 00:31:15,305
And I channeled all that
crazy energy into music
617
00:31:15,307 --> 00:31:16,874
and here we are.
618
00:31:17,643 --> 00:31:18,575
- Here we are.
619
00:31:18,577 --> 00:31:22,880
Just two fucking losers
with mommy and daddy issues.
620
00:31:23,983 --> 00:31:25,048
- That's right.
621
00:31:25,050 --> 00:31:26,984
- We're the perfect couple.
622
00:31:33,025 --> 00:31:38,962
- As soon as
I'd get high, all my
worries would float away .
623
00:31:40,966 --> 00:31:45,135
It seemed like those moments
you only felt as a child.
624
00:31:45,371 --> 00:31:48,405
Care free, no stress.
625
00:31:48,707 --> 00:31:50,407
No guilt.
626
00:31:51,343 --> 00:31:54,244
It was everything you'd
imagine the feeling
627
00:31:54,246 --> 00:31:56,313
of real happiness to be.
628
00:31:57,816 --> 00:32:01,051
And you wanted to feel
that way every moment
629
00:32:01,587 --> 00:32:03,553
of every day.
630
00:32:38,390 --> 00:32:41,725
I started waking
up in cold sweats.
631
00:33:00,679 --> 00:33:02,579
- Fuck.
632
00:33:12,825 --> 00:33:16,326
Hey, I think we should cut back
on this for a little bit.
633
00:33:16,328 --> 00:33:18,662
I'm kinda running low on cash.
634
00:33:20,566 --> 00:33:23,266
- You wanna stop doing it?
635
00:33:25,437 --> 00:33:28,271
I can stop if you want to.
636
00:33:28,907 --> 00:33:31,108
I don't really have any cash.
637
00:33:31,110 --> 00:33:34,444
Can't really work in Canada
as an American citizen...
638
00:33:34,446 --> 00:33:36,546
I'd have to get a work visa.
639
00:33:36,548 --> 00:33:40,083
- No, we don't have
to completely stop.
640
00:33:40,252 --> 00:33:44,621
Just... maybe slow
down a little bit?
641
00:33:45,691 --> 00:33:47,024
Yeah?
642
00:33:47,893 --> 00:33:52,095
- I do know a way we could get
more out of it.
643
00:33:52,097 --> 00:33:53,897
- What's that?
644
00:33:53,899 --> 00:33:56,700
- Well, when you smoke
it, you're wasting...
645
00:33:56,702 --> 00:33:57,834
you know, half of it.
646
00:33:57,836 --> 00:34:00,170
Even more sometimes.
647
00:34:02,708 --> 00:34:05,042
We could shoot it.
648
00:34:08,781 --> 00:34:10,747
- Are you serious?
649
00:34:10,749 --> 00:34:12,382
- Yeah.
650
00:34:13,252 --> 00:34:15,852
- I can't put a
needle in my vein.
651
00:34:15,854 --> 00:34:16,686
That's like,
652
00:34:16,688 --> 00:34:18,855
that's like full-out
junkie shit.
653
00:34:18,857 --> 00:34:19,589
- No, no, no.
654
00:34:19,591 --> 00:34:20,991
You don't have to
stick it in your vein.
655
00:34:20,993 --> 00:34:23,727
You can stick it
into your muscle.
656
00:34:24,730 --> 00:34:26,830
It's not that bad.
657
00:34:27,566 --> 00:34:29,499
- It sounds pretty fucked up.
658
00:34:29,501 --> 00:34:31,802
- That's how Keith
Richards used to do it.
659
00:34:31,804 --> 00:34:36,406
How do you think he stayed
alive for all of the 70s?
660
00:34:36,809 --> 00:34:39,309
It's just like
getting a flu shot
661
00:34:39,311 --> 00:34:43,513
or you know, a vaccine
when you travel.
662
00:34:44,183 --> 00:34:47,184
You know, it's...
663
00:34:47,619 --> 00:34:51,688
- I just don't
think I can do that.
664
00:34:57,563 --> 00:35:00,197
Turns out I could.
665
00:35:39,738 --> 00:35:41,304
♪ I met her down at
the record shop ♪
666
00:35:41,306 --> 00:35:43,840
♪ She was into new wave
and old punk rock ♪
667
00:35:43,842 --> 00:35:45,442
- This is sounding pretty good.
668
00:35:45,444 --> 00:35:46,376
- Dude, that's sick.
669
00:35:46,378 --> 00:35:47,277
Let's pop to the chorus.
670
00:35:47,279 --> 00:35:49,880
I just wanna make sure that
kick is fully locked in
671
00:35:49,882 --> 00:35:50,580
with that bass.
672
00:35:50,582 --> 00:35:53,483
♪ She said come just
a little bit closer ♪
673
00:35:53,485 --> 00:35:56,820
♪ Heart beats a
little bit slower... ♪
674
00:35:56,822 --> 00:35:57,954
- Hey.
675
00:35:57,956 --> 00:35:58,955
- Oh, hey man.
676
00:35:58,957 --> 00:35:59,656
- What's up?
677
00:35:59,658 --> 00:36:02,259
- Hey man, you're like
two hours late, dude.
678
00:36:02,261 --> 00:36:02,993
What's up?
679
00:36:02,995 --> 00:36:05,162
- Yeah, sorry man, I
just got this crazy flu.
680
00:36:05,164 --> 00:36:06,563
I'm sick as fuck.
681
00:36:06,565 --> 00:36:08,832
- Yeah, you look like shit, dog.
682
00:36:08,834 --> 00:36:10,600
- Shit, are you all right?
683
00:36:10,602 --> 00:36:11,434
- Yeah, yeah.
684
00:36:11,436 --> 00:36:12,302
Yeah, I'm good to go.
685
00:36:12,304 --> 00:36:13,837
- Dude, check out
these synth parts
686
00:36:13,839 --> 00:36:15,605
that Laz just laid down, man.
687
00:36:15,607 --> 00:36:16,540
It's so dope.
688
00:36:16,542 --> 00:36:17,974
- Oh yeah, you gotta
check this out.
689
00:36:17,976 --> 00:36:19,276
Have a listen.
690
00:36:19,278 --> 00:36:24,014
♪ We drove into the night and
then I saw her... ♪
691
00:36:24,016 --> 00:36:25,048
It's good, right?
692
00:36:25,050 --> 00:36:26,883
- Yeah, that's great.
693
00:36:26,885 --> 00:36:27,851
- Listen to that swell.
694
00:36:27,853 --> 00:36:32,556
♪ the light of the moon
and we parked beside
an old street sign ♪
695
00:36:32,558 --> 00:36:34,591
- That's where you're
gonna pop your guitar in
696
00:36:34,593 --> 00:36:35,458
for the pre-chorus.
697
00:36:35,460 --> 00:36:36,693
You got that part, right?
698
00:36:36,695 --> 00:36:37,894
- Yeah man, let's do it.
699
00:36:37,896 --> 00:36:39,095
- Yeah, you can
plug in right here
700
00:36:39,097 --> 00:36:42,365
we've got the amp mic'ed
and set up in the other room.
701
00:36:42,367 --> 00:36:44,501
Just give me a second here.
702
00:36:45,537 --> 00:36:47,637
Wanna give me a
little bit of level?
703
00:36:49,374 --> 00:36:51,641
Nice, that's sounding good.
704
00:36:51,643 --> 00:36:53,710
- That tone's tight.
705
00:36:53,712 --> 00:36:54,477
- We good?
706
00:36:54,479 --> 00:36:55,779
- Awesome. You ready?
707
00:36:55,781 --> 00:36:56,813
- You ready to crush it?
708
00:36:56,815 --> 00:36:58,181
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
709
00:36:58,183 --> 00:36:59,883
- Okay, here we go.
710
00:37:08,493 --> 00:37:09,192
- Fuck.
711
00:37:09,194 --> 00:37:10,627
One sec, it's uh...
712
00:37:10,629 --> 00:37:12,128
- Do you remember the part?
713
00:37:12,130 --> 00:37:13,530
- Yeah, yeah, yeah, I got it.
714
00:37:13,532 --> 00:37:14,464
One sec.
715
00:37:14,466 --> 00:37:15,065
It's--
716
00:37:15,067 --> 00:37:16,967
- It's all good, man. We'll just
do that again.
717
00:37:16,969 --> 00:37:18,368
Here we go.
718
00:37:25,210 --> 00:37:26,276
- Fuck.
- No, no, no.
719
00:37:26,278 --> 00:37:29,579
Dude, it goes:.
720
00:37:32,651 --> 00:37:34,317
- Yeah, that's right.
- Yeah, like you played
721
00:37:34,319 --> 00:37:35,585
in rehearsal.
- Yeah, that's right.
722
00:37:35,587 --> 00:37:36,820
- Yeah, just feel it out, dog.
723
00:37:36,822 --> 00:37:37,520
You got it.
724
00:37:37,522 --> 00:37:38,488
- Yeah, no, I got it, I got it.
725
00:37:38,490 --> 00:37:39,990
- Yeah, you're just warming up.
Let's try it again.
726
00:37:39,992 --> 00:37:41,258
Let's do this again.
727
00:37:41,260 --> 00:37:42,859
Here we go.
728
00:37:48,934 --> 00:37:50,033
- Fuck!
729
00:37:50,202 --> 00:37:52,302
- Why don't we just
stop for a quick second.
730
00:37:52,304 --> 00:37:55,605
And do you wanna just
rehearse it a couple times
731
00:37:55,607 --> 00:37:57,507
before we start going?
732
00:38:01,613 --> 00:38:02,579
- Dude, dude, so check this out.
733
00:38:02,581 --> 00:38:05,448
Check this out, it goes:.
734
00:38:05,450 --> 00:38:07,317
So that ending, when
it hits the change,
735
00:38:07,319 --> 00:38:08,885
you gotta hit that.
736
00:38:08,887 --> 00:38:11,087
- Yeah, yeah, that sounds right.
737
00:38:11,089 --> 00:38:12,022
- I got it.
738
00:38:12,024 --> 00:38:13,490
No worries, man.
739
00:38:13,492 --> 00:38:14,958
All right, let's
just try it again.
740
00:38:14,960 --> 00:38:17,627
Here we go.
- You got it, dude.
741
00:38:22,634 --> 00:38:23,833
- Fuck!
742
00:38:23,835 --> 00:38:25,068
- No, dude. Dude.
743
00:38:25,070 --> 00:38:26,236
This is your part.
744
00:38:26,238 --> 00:38:27,070
Like, you wrote it, man.
745
00:38:27,072 --> 00:38:28,204
I thought you were
ready to record.
746
00:38:28,206 --> 00:38:29,472
You called me to set up this
session...
747
00:38:29,474 --> 00:38:30,173
- Yeah, I know.
748
00:38:30,175 --> 00:38:31,241
- so we could record the part.
749
00:38:31,243 --> 00:38:32,042
- Yeah, I know.
750
00:38:32,044 --> 00:38:32,909
Gimme a second, okay?
751
00:38:32,911 --> 00:38:34,678
I told you...
I'm sick today.
752
00:38:34,680 --> 00:38:35,979
Just one sec.
- All right.
753
00:38:35,981 --> 00:38:38,148
- Let me figure it out.
- Okay.
754
00:38:42,821 --> 00:38:45,622
- Here, let me have
a look at that.
755
00:38:47,726 --> 00:38:48,525
- You remember...
756
00:38:48,527 --> 00:38:49,759
what he played in rehearsal.
757
00:38:49,761 --> 00:38:50,460
You were there.
758
00:38:50,462 --> 00:38:52,862
- Yeah, I think I got an idea
of what you're doing, man.
759
00:38:52,864 --> 00:38:53,463
Here.
760
00:38:53,465 --> 00:38:55,432
So it's something
like this, alright?
761
00:39:01,907 --> 00:39:03,606
- See that's it.
762
00:39:03,608 --> 00:39:05,442
Travie you got this, man.
763
00:39:05,444 --> 00:39:06,876
You got it.
764
00:39:09,281 --> 00:39:10,547
- Oh shit!
765
00:39:10,549 --> 00:39:12,148
- What the fuck?
766
00:39:12,150 --> 00:39:14,884
This is my fucking bedroom, man!
767
00:39:14,886 --> 00:39:15,585
- Oh, fuck!
768
00:39:15,587 --> 00:39:17,921
- Go use the toilet
if you gotta puke.
769
00:39:17,923 --> 00:39:18,788
- Uh-uh, nasty, dude.
770
00:39:18,790 --> 00:39:20,690
- Oh my God, guys. Get
your shit together.
771
00:39:20,692 --> 00:39:21,891
- Come on, let's go.
772
00:39:21,893 --> 00:39:23,226
- Here, man. Here we go.
773
00:39:23,228 --> 00:39:25,895
Right to the bathroom, dude.
774
00:39:27,866 --> 00:39:28,665
- I'm sorry, man.
775
00:39:28,667 --> 00:39:30,133
I'm just
feeling like shit today.
776
00:39:30,135 --> 00:39:31,401
- Dude, don't even
worry about it.
777
00:39:31,403 --> 00:39:33,803
You just gotta go home and
you gotta go to bed, man.
778
00:39:33,805 --> 00:39:35,605
Like, I can work on
my vocals tonight.
779
00:39:35,607 --> 00:39:37,507
We'll record your
guitar another time.
780
00:39:37,509 --> 00:39:38,508
- Thanks, man.
781
00:39:38,510 --> 00:39:39,376
- It's all good.
782
00:39:39,378 --> 00:39:40,910
- Oh yeah, I was wondering
if I could get some
783
00:39:40,912 --> 00:39:42,278
of the advance for the album?
784
00:39:42,280 --> 00:39:43,113
- Yeah, of course, man.
785
00:39:43,115 --> 00:39:45,148
We should be getting it from
the label in a couple weeks.
786
00:39:45,150 --> 00:39:48,184
- Actually, I was wondering
if I could get it tonight.
787
00:39:48,186 --> 00:39:48,852
- Tonight?
788
00:39:48,854 --> 00:39:51,488
Well, I mean I
don't have it yet.
789
00:39:51,490 --> 00:39:53,223
And we just got
paid from the tour.
790
00:39:53,225 --> 00:39:56,459
- Yeah, I had to pay off a
credit card and some debt.
791
00:39:56,461 --> 00:39:57,394
Some bullshit.
792
00:39:57,396 --> 00:39:58,561
Maybe you could
front me the advance
793
00:39:58,563 --> 00:40:01,898
and just take it out of my
cut when you get the cash?
794
00:40:02,567 --> 00:40:04,934
- Dude, are you
sure it's the flu?
795
00:40:04,936 --> 00:40:07,036
Or have you just been
partying a bit too hard
796
00:40:07,038 --> 00:40:08,271
with the nose candy?
797
00:40:08,273 --> 00:40:09,739
We've all been there, man.
798
00:40:09,741 --> 00:40:10,573
Like, after the tour
799
00:40:10,575 --> 00:40:11,975
I stayed in bed for
four days straight.
800
00:40:11,977 --> 00:40:14,744
Lived off coconut
water and cheese.
801
00:40:14,746 --> 00:40:15,979
- Yeah, I'm all good, man.
802
00:40:15,981 --> 00:40:16,813
I just woke up sick.
803
00:40:16,815 --> 00:40:18,782
- Yeah, I was just
fucking with you, dude.
804
00:40:18,784 --> 00:40:20,216
- Can I get the money?
805
00:40:20,218 --> 00:40:21,084
- Oh, yeah.
806
00:40:21,086 --> 00:40:23,853
Um... let's see what I got here.
807
00:40:24,222 --> 00:40:24,921
Here's 100.
808
00:40:24,923 --> 00:40:28,191
I could transfer you,
like, another 100 tonight.
809
00:40:28,193 --> 00:40:28,792
- 500
810
00:40:28,794 --> 00:40:31,161
would be awesome
if that's possible.
811
00:40:31,163 --> 00:40:33,096
- 500? Um...
812
00:40:33,098 --> 00:40:34,898
Yeah, yeah, it's all good man.
813
00:40:34,900 --> 00:40:35,999
I'll send that to you.
814
00:40:36,001 --> 00:40:36,733
- Thanks, man.
815
00:40:36,735 --> 00:40:37,867
- You gotta just take it easy.
816
00:40:37,869 --> 00:40:39,102
Get some rest. Alright?
817
00:40:39,104 --> 00:40:40,637
- Yeah, will do.
818
00:40:42,874 --> 00:40:47,844
- We needed to be
closer to downtown where
the dope was.
819
00:40:47,846 --> 00:40:49,446
So I messaged Jonesy...
820
00:40:49,448 --> 00:40:51,848
and asked him if I
could stay at his place
821
00:40:51,850 --> 00:40:54,517
while he was away.
822
00:40:57,222 --> 00:40:58,855
I lied to Katie.
823
00:40:58,857 --> 00:41:01,891
Got her to lend me some money..
824
00:41:02,027 --> 00:41:04,027
but it went quick.
825
00:41:04,029 --> 00:41:06,863
Soon, I pawned all my guitars..
826
00:41:09,734 --> 00:41:12,669
and we still needed more.
827
00:41:15,841 --> 00:41:18,908
We started doing petty crime.
828
00:41:27,285 --> 00:41:31,621
By this time, we
were using every day.
829
00:41:47,806 --> 00:41:48,538
Cole.
830
00:41:48,540 --> 00:41:49,372
Hey what's up, man?
831
00:41:49,374 --> 00:41:51,140
- You're 20 minutes late, bro.
832
00:41:51,142 --> 00:41:52,408
What the fuck?
833
00:41:52,410 --> 00:41:53,776
- Oh shit.
834
00:41:54,179 --> 00:41:55,311
Fuck.
835
00:41:55,313 --> 00:41:56,145
It's Tuesday.
836
00:41:56,147 --> 00:41:57,280
- Yeah, it's Tuesday, bro.
837
00:41:57,282 --> 00:41:58,882
What the fuck's been
going on with you lately?
838
00:41:58,884 --> 00:42:01,117
You don't even know
what day it is?
839
00:42:01,119 --> 00:42:01,818
- Oh, sorry man.
840
00:42:01,820 --> 00:42:03,186
I just, I passed out last night.
841
00:42:03,188 --> 00:42:04,687
I was up really late.
842
00:42:04,689 --> 00:42:05,688
I'm heading to you right now.
843
00:42:05,690 --> 00:42:08,391
- Alright, I'll be waiting
here but hurry the fuck up.
844
00:42:08,393 --> 00:42:10,493
I'm going dirt-biking at two.
845
00:42:10,495 --> 00:42:11,861
- Alright.
846
00:42:34,352 --> 00:42:38,454
On the days we didn't
have enough to score...
847
00:42:38,456 --> 00:42:41,324
it got bad.
848
00:42:44,663 --> 00:42:46,963
- Well, what the hell
took you so long?
849
00:42:46,965 --> 00:42:49,866
- I had to book
it from the cops.
850
00:42:51,536 --> 00:42:54,237
- So what are you saying?
851
00:42:54,239 --> 00:42:55,972
- I couldn't get any.
852
00:42:57,409 --> 00:42:57,974
- What?
853
00:42:57,976 --> 00:43:00,009
- I just told you, I had
to run away from the cops, okay?
854
00:43:00,011 --> 00:43:03,680
They saw me breaking into a
fucking car.
855
00:43:04,416 --> 00:43:05,982
- What the fuck!
856
00:43:07,152 --> 00:43:08,017
What the fuck, Travis?
857
00:43:08,019 --> 00:43:09,319
I've been here dying
all day waiting for you
858
00:43:09,321 --> 00:43:11,955
and now you tell me you couldn't
even fucking get anything?
859
00:43:11,957 --> 00:43:13,323
- What do you want
me to do, Zoe?
860
00:43:13,325 --> 00:43:15,758
Okay, I've been out there
busting my ass all day.
861
00:43:15,760 --> 00:43:17,627
We probably woulda got
some if you came with me.
862
00:43:17,629 --> 00:43:20,496
- I told you I was too
sick to go out today!
863
00:43:20,498 --> 00:43:23,199
- What the fuck do
you want me to do?
864
00:43:25,503 --> 00:43:27,270
- Let's sell the TV.
865
00:43:27,272 --> 00:43:28,738
- That is Jonesy's TV.
866
00:43:28,740 --> 00:43:31,140
- Well, you can pawn it
and get it back tomorrow
867
00:43:31,142 --> 00:43:32,308
when we have some cash.
868
00:43:32,310 --> 00:43:33,009
- Are you crazy?
869
00:43:33,011 --> 00:43:36,079
Okay, I'm not gonna start
pawning my friend's shit.
870
00:43:36,848 --> 00:43:38,214
- Travis.
871
00:43:38,283 --> 00:43:40,550
I need it fucking bad.
872
00:43:40,552 --> 00:43:41,851
Okay?
873
00:43:43,088 --> 00:43:44,187
- So do I Zoe.
874
00:43:44,189 --> 00:43:44,787
Okay?
875
00:43:44,789 --> 00:43:46,222
You're gonna be
fine until tomorrow.
876
00:43:46,224 --> 00:43:49,559
I promise you, I will get
you some shit in the morning.
877
00:43:49,561 --> 00:43:53,029
- I need it fucking now!
- Fuck, Zoe, calm down!
878
00:43:57,068 --> 00:44:00,570
- I don't know
what's wrong with me.
879
00:44:03,174 --> 00:44:05,274
I'm just so fucked up right now.
880
00:44:05,276 --> 00:44:06,275
- Hey, hey.
881
00:44:06,277 --> 00:44:07,644
It's okay.
882
00:44:09,347 --> 00:44:11,781
I'm feeling rough too, okay?
883
00:44:11,783 --> 00:44:13,416
We're gonna get
through this together.
884
00:44:15,186 --> 00:44:17,153
- I love you so much.
885
00:44:17,155 --> 00:44:19,322
- I love you too.
886
00:44:19,324 --> 00:44:21,424
We'll be okay.
887
00:44:40,779 --> 00:44:41,611
- Oh-ho.
888
00:44:41,613 --> 00:44:43,680
Yo, Travie, my guy.
889
00:44:43,682 --> 00:44:44,380
What's up, man?
890
00:44:44,382 --> 00:44:47,450
Hey yo, you end up getting
that shit from my boy?
891
00:44:48,920 --> 00:44:49,952
Business?
892
00:44:49,954 --> 00:44:51,521
Hell yeah, we can talk business.
893
00:44:51,523 --> 00:44:53,623
Bro, I love business.
894
00:44:53,625 --> 00:44:57,694
I'm not a businessman,
I'm a business, man.
895
00:44:57,696 --> 00:44:58,561
So yo, check this out.
896
00:44:58,563 --> 00:45:00,730
I'm doing this thing in the
studio tonight, you know?
897
00:45:00,732 --> 00:45:03,066
Cranking out bangers
like a fucking pimp,
898
00:45:03,068 --> 00:45:03,900
'cause that's what I do.
899
00:45:03,902 --> 00:45:06,736
So, why don't you come through,
let's say around eight?
900
00:45:06,738 --> 00:45:09,172
And we can talk all the
business you want.
901
00:45:09,174 --> 00:45:11,207
Alright cool, I'll
see you tonight.
902
00:45:11,209 --> 00:45:13,109
Alright, peace.
903
00:45:21,352 --> 00:45:23,119
- Oh yeah!
904
00:45:23,888 --> 00:45:26,989
Yo, this shit is a
fucking banger, Buggs.
905
00:45:26,991 --> 00:45:29,625
This is a motherfucking banger.
906
00:45:29,627 --> 00:45:31,461
Oh, you did it again, baby.
907
00:45:31,463 --> 00:45:32,261
You did it again.
908
00:45:32,263 --> 00:45:34,397
You're a fucking genius, bro.
909
00:45:36,301 --> 00:45:36,866
Oh shit!
910
00:45:36,868 --> 00:45:39,802
We got a rock star in the
motherfucking building.
911
00:45:39,804 --> 00:45:41,571
Yo, what's up?
- How you been, man?
912
00:45:41,573 --> 00:45:44,574
- Yo man, livin' large
like Biggie Smalls, man.
913
00:45:44,576 --> 00:45:46,943
Yo Buggs, turn that track down.
914
00:45:47,912 --> 00:45:48,511
Buggs!
915
00:45:48,513 --> 00:45:50,213
I said turn down that
motherfucking track
916
00:45:50,215 --> 00:45:51,881
you deaf ass bitch.
917
00:45:56,054 --> 00:45:56,652
Ha-ha.
918
00:45:56,654 --> 00:45:58,087
You know I'm just
playing with you, Buggs.
919
00:45:58,089 --> 00:45:59,722
Yo, this is my boy, Travie.
920
00:45:59,724 --> 00:46:02,091
He's a dope-ass,
guitar-playing motherfucker.
921
00:46:02,093 --> 00:46:04,460
Yo, Travie, this
is my boy, Buggs.
922
00:46:04,462 --> 00:46:05,928
- What's up?
923
00:46:05,930 --> 00:46:07,530
- Hey, man.
924
00:46:07,532 --> 00:46:08,564
- Oh shit, hey.
925
00:46:08,566 --> 00:46:10,366
Yo, you wanna do a line?
926
00:46:10,502 --> 00:46:12,168
- Yeah, sure.
927
00:46:12,670 --> 00:46:14,670
Ah-ha-ha.
928
00:46:14,672 --> 00:46:16,439
Yo, that's the rock
star I remember.
929
00:46:16,441 --> 00:46:20,476
Yo, this guy has hella-hot
groupies snacking on that D.
930
00:46:20,478 --> 00:46:22,178
You ever get your D snacked on?
931
00:46:22,180 --> 00:46:24,680
Yo, this guy gets his D
snacked on like Pac-Man.
932
00:46:27,118 --> 00:46:28,317
That's him getting
his D snacked...
933
00:46:28,319 --> 00:46:30,553
You got it, you got it, Buggs.
934
00:46:31,923 --> 00:46:32,922
Yo, I got a question for you.
935
00:46:32,924 --> 00:46:34,423
How come every single time
I hang out with your band,
936
00:46:34,425 --> 00:46:36,959
it's almost always just
white girls backstage?
937
00:46:36,961 --> 00:46:38,361
You know I mean? Like, I get
it...
938
00:46:38,363 --> 00:46:39,796
It's mostly these
college white girls
939
00:46:39,798 --> 00:46:41,664
that like this indie rock
stuff but like, I'm saying,
940
00:46:41,666 --> 00:46:43,533
it's just white girl,
white girl, white girl.
941
00:46:43,535 --> 00:46:44,934
You gotta switch
that shit up, man.
942
00:46:44,936 --> 00:46:46,903
Get some new flavor in
your life, you know?
943
00:46:46,905 --> 00:46:48,504
Get some more
color around there.
944
00:46:48,506 --> 00:46:50,039
Like, have you tried Chinese?
945
00:46:50,041 --> 00:46:52,441
Yo, have you tried Caribbean?
946
00:46:52,443 --> 00:46:53,309
Spicy, bro.
947
00:46:53,311 --> 00:46:54,777
- I don't know what
to tell you, man.
948
00:46:54,779 --> 00:46:56,179
I got a serious
girlfriend right now,
949
00:46:56,181 --> 00:46:58,581
so I'm kinda out of that scene.
950
00:46:58,583 --> 00:46:59,282
- Yo, I get it.
951
00:46:59,284 --> 00:47:00,516
Yo, I respect that,
you know I mean?
952
00:47:00,518 --> 00:47:01,484
I feel you, I feel you.
953
00:47:01,486 --> 00:47:02,351
But I'm just saying...
954
00:47:02,353 --> 00:47:04,120
have you been with
these new white girls?
955
00:47:04,122 --> 00:47:07,290
Yo, in the bedroom
they get freaky, bro,
956
00:47:07,292 --> 00:47:08,491
and I'm freaky as the next guy
957
00:47:08,493 --> 00:47:10,059
but the shit they say to me?
958
00:47:10,061 --> 00:47:13,462
Bro, it's damn near
fucking disgusting.
959
00:47:13,464 --> 00:47:14,764
I get offended sometimes.
960
00:47:14,766 --> 00:47:15,665
I'm like, "What?
961
00:47:15,667 --> 00:47:16,666
"Bitch, you say that shit to me?
962
00:47:16,668 --> 00:47:18,835
"Where the fuck did
you learn that shit?"
963
00:47:18,837 --> 00:47:20,603
All that profanity?
964
00:47:20,605 --> 00:47:21,304
Unappealing bro.
965
00:47:21,306 --> 00:47:23,172
It's motherfucking unappealing.
966
00:47:23,174 --> 00:47:24,974
- Maybe it's 'cause it's
the first generation
967
00:47:24,976 --> 00:47:27,210
that grew up with online porn.
968
00:47:27,212 --> 00:47:29,612
- Yo, I never even fucking
thought about that shit.
969
00:47:29,614 --> 00:47:32,949
Yo, you are one genius-ass,
motherfucking rock star,
970
00:47:32,951 --> 00:47:33,850
you know that?
971
00:47:33,852 --> 00:47:34,851
But here's the thing...
972
00:47:34,853 --> 00:47:37,553
now, if I was to bring a
girl home to meet my mom,
973
00:47:37,555 --> 00:47:40,289
and moms ain't with us no
more...
974
00:47:42,026 --> 00:47:44,827
but if I did bring a girl
home to meet my moms,
975
00:47:44,829 --> 00:47:48,464
it damn sure wouldn't be
no freak-ass white bitch.
976
00:47:48,466 --> 00:47:50,166
It's all I'm sayin'.
977
00:47:50,168 --> 00:47:52,435
Oh yo, play that beat
we made for Drizzy.
978
00:47:52,437 --> 00:47:54,704
I wanna play it for
Travie right here.
979
00:47:54,706 --> 00:47:55,304
Yeah.
980
00:47:55,306 --> 00:47:57,306
I know Drake is gonna
throw down heavy on this beat.
981
00:47:57,308 --> 00:47:59,642
- You got Drake on
one of your tracks?
982
00:47:59,644 --> 00:48:00,343
- Yeah.
983
00:48:00,345 --> 00:48:01,177
I'm from "the 6ix", man.
984
00:48:01,179 --> 00:48:05,348
Yo, I knew Drake back in his
Degrassi wheelchair days.
985
00:48:05,350 --> 00:48:06,015
You know?
986
00:48:06,017 --> 00:48:07,750
So every time I go back to
"T-Dot", him and I kick it.
987
00:48:07,752 --> 00:48:09,752
We go to parties, we
club, all that shit.
988
00:48:09,754 --> 00:48:12,021
- That's sick, man.
989
00:48:15,026 --> 00:48:18,060
- Yo, this the wrong-ass
fucking beat, Buggs!
990
00:48:18,062 --> 00:48:20,363
Man, if this was the
90s on Death Row,
991
00:48:20,365 --> 00:48:21,931
you would get your
ass stomped out.
992
00:48:21,933 --> 00:48:22,765
Yo, Dre would say...
993
00:48:22,767 --> 00:48:25,735
that if the engineer rewound
the track too far back,
994
00:48:25,737 --> 00:48:27,303
Suge Knight would beat
his ass personally.
995
00:48:27,305 --> 00:48:29,005
You lucky we digital
Now, Buggs.
996
00:48:29,007 --> 00:48:31,173
You lucky as fuck!
997
00:48:34,646 --> 00:48:36,679
Oh, Buggs.
998
00:48:36,881 --> 00:48:38,514
Ah!
999
00:48:38,816 --> 00:48:41,350
I can't stay mad at you.
1000
00:48:46,057 --> 00:48:48,424
What's this business you
wanna talk to me about?
1001
00:48:48,426 --> 00:48:49,759
- So, me and my
girlfriend just moved
1002
00:48:49,761 --> 00:48:51,894
into this new pad in East Van.
1003
00:48:51,896 --> 00:48:52,595
Sketchy as fuck.
1004
00:48:52,597 --> 00:48:54,931
There's crack-heads
and junkies everywhere.
1005
00:48:54,933 --> 00:48:56,732
I'm just looking for
a gun for protection.
1006
00:48:56,734 --> 00:48:58,200
I thought you could hook it up?
1007
00:48:58,202 --> 00:48:58,768
- Yeah!
1008
00:48:58,770 --> 00:49:00,069
Yeah, you came to
the right place, bro.
1009
00:49:00,071 --> 00:49:01,971
What do you need,
nine, Glock, Magnum?
1010
00:49:01,973 --> 00:49:04,907
- Something small,
that'll get the job done.
1011
00:49:04,909 --> 00:49:05,741
- Yeah, no problem.
1012
00:49:05,743 --> 00:49:07,176
- But here's the thing, man.
1013
00:49:07,178 --> 00:49:10,546
I only have, like,
100 bucks for it.
1014
00:49:13,251 --> 00:49:15,217
- Yo, Buggs, cut the beat.
1015
00:49:15,586 --> 00:49:16,385
Buggs!
1016
00:49:16,387 --> 00:49:19,388
Cut the motherfucking beat!
1017
00:49:26,531 --> 00:49:31,033
You know, if there's one thing
I fucking hate in this world,
1018
00:49:31,269 --> 00:49:34,303
it's a motherfucking low-baller.
1019
00:49:34,305 --> 00:49:37,139
Yo, I invite you to
my fucking studio.
1020
00:49:37,141 --> 00:49:38,240
I give you blow.
1021
00:49:38,242 --> 00:49:41,944
I let you listen to
unreleased music.
1022
00:49:41,946 --> 00:49:43,446
And you low-ball me?
1023
00:49:43,448 --> 00:49:44,947
Travis, what the fuck?
1024
00:49:44,949 --> 00:49:47,550
- Hey man, I didn't
mean any disrespect.
1025
00:49:47,552 --> 00:49:48,284
- Disrespect?
1026
00:49:48,286 --> 00:49:49,285
This is worse than disrespect.
1027
00:49:49,287 --> 00:49:51,754
This is low-balling,
pussy-ass shit.
1028
00:49:51,823 --> 00:49:53,322
You know what I do to bitch-ass,
1029
00:49:53,324 --> 00:49:54,623
low-balling
motherfuckers like you?
1030
00:49:54,625 --> 00:49:58,127
Do you know what I
fucking do to them?
1031
00:49:59,397 --> 00:50:03,332
- Hey man, you do
what you gotta do.
1032
00:50:11,609 --> 00:50:12,608
- Yo!
1033
00:50:12,610 --> 00:50:13,509
Holy shit, yo!
1034
00:50:13,511 --> 00:50:15,144
I'm just fucking with you, bro.
1035
00:50:15,146 --> 00:50:15,811
Holy shit.
1036
00:50:15,813 --> 00:50:18,414
You are one tough rock star
motherfucker, you know that?
1037
00:50:18,416 --> 00:50:20,683
Oh my god, you
didn't even flinch.
1038
00:50:20,685 --> 00:50:21,717
- Hey man, that's fucked up.
1039
00:50:21,719 --> 00:50:22,852
- Yo, I'm just playin'.
1040
00:50:22,854 --> 00:50:23,586
I'm sorry, yo.
1041
00:50:23,588 --> 00:50:25,988
Holy shit, you're tough, bro.
1042
00:50:25,990 --> 00:50:26,756
Yeah, of course.
1043
00:50:26,758 --> 00:50:28,124
Of course I can
get that for you.
1044
00:50:28,126 --> 00:50:29,725
Yo here, yo, don't even
worry about the money.
1045
00:50:29,727 --> 00:50:31,093
I'll give you a piece, right?
1046
00:50:31,095 --> 00:50:34,030
And you just play some fucking
guitar on my next beat.
1047
00:50:34,032 --> 00:50:35,364
You know, lay down some
fucking vocals.
1048
00:50:35,366 --> 00:50:37,533
- Yeah.
Yeah, I can do that.
1049
00:50:37,535 --> 00:50:38,968
- Yeah, hey, here we go.
1050
00:50:38,970 --> 00:50:39,902
Here, yo, you know what?
1051
00:50:39,904 --> 00:50:42,505
I'll fucking get it
for you right now.
1052
00:50:44,776 --> 00:50:45,841
Yo, yeah.
1053
00:50:45,843 --> 00:50:46,542
Yeah, what's up?
1054
00:50:46,544 --> 00:50:47,910
Remember that
Smith and Wesson piece
1055
00:50:47,912 --> 00:50:49,045
we picked up like a month back?
1056
00:50:49,047 --> 00:50:51,847
Yeah, bring that shit
down to the studio.
1057
00:50:51,849 --> 00:50:53,649
Yeah, I need it for my boy.
1058
00:50:53,651 --> 00:50:54,683
All right, hey, and yo.
1059
00:50:54,685 --> 00:50:55,951
I'm looking around this place
1060
00:50:55,953 --> 00:50:58,687
and I don't see no
motherfucking snacks here.
1061
00:50:58,689 --> 00:51:00,423
I need some chips and dip.
1062
00:51:00,425 --> 00:51:01,624
Yo Buggs, what kinda
dip do I like?
1063
00:51:01,626 --> 00:51:03,993
- Oh, I'm good with
just a root beer.
1064
00:51:03,995 --> 00:51:06,195
- You know, you're one
useless-ass piece of shit,
1065
00:51:06,197 --> 00:51:07,229
you know that?
1066
00:51:07,231 --> 00:51:10,699
- Yo, just get me cool ranch.
1067
00:51:11,002 --> 00:51:14,036
I want cool ranch chips
and I want cool ranch dip.
1068
00:51:14,038 --> 00:51:15,171
What the fuck?
1069
00:51:15,173 --> 00:51:15,871
Hey, yo Travis,
1070
00:51:15,873 --> 00:51:17,940
what kind of snacks you like?
1071
00:51:17,942 --> 00:51:19,141
- Oh, whatever man.
1072
00:51:19,143 --> 00:51:19,909
- Alright, yo.
1073
00:51:19,911 --> 00:51:23,212
Pick up some vegan shit
for my boy, Travis.
1074
00:51:23,414 --> 00:51:23,979
Yo, pi--
1075
00:51:23,981 --> 00:51:25,981
Listen, 'cause he's
a fucking white boy,
1076
00:51:25,983 --> 00:51:27,349
he likes white boy shit.
1077
00:51:27,351 --> 00:51:30,586
So pick up some
fucking vegan crisps
1078
00:51:30,588 --> 00:51:31,687
or some fucking celery.
1079
00:51:31,689 --> 00:51:33,989
Yo, what do you
fucking people eat?
1080
00:51:33,991 --> 00:51:36,792
Yo, get some like
Kraft... get Kraft Dinner
1081
00:51:36,794 --> 00:51:38,894
and chop up some hot dogs in it.
1082
00:51:38,896 --> 00:51:40,729
That happens, right?
1083
00:51:40,731 --> 00:51:41,730
Yeah, yeah.
1084
00:51:41,732 --> 00:51:45,267
Yeah, and cheese, you guys
like a lot of cheese, right?
1085
00:51:45,269 --> 00:51:47,236
Yeah, get like cheese and shit.
1086
00:51:47,238 --> 00:51:47,937
And also...
1087
00:51:47,939 --> 00:51:49,271
I'm looking around over here
1088
00:51:49,273 --> 00:51:50,239
and I don't see no bitches.
1089
00:51:50,241 --> 00:51:53,542
And you know I like bitches
in the studio by nine o'clock
1090
00:51:53,544 --> 00:51:55,010
or my ass starts
getting lonely.
1091
00:51:55,012 --> 00:51:57,146
And when I start getting
lonely, I start getting sad.
1092
00:51:57,148 --> 00:52:00,749
And if I get sad, I
start fuckin' people up!
1093
00:52:00,751 --> 00:52:03,853
Oh, and make sure that they're
freaky, white-girl bitches
1094
00:52:03,855 --> 00:52:06,989
that talk dirty and, like,
with profanity and shit.
1095
00:52:06,991 --> 00:52:08,357
Yeah, that's the shit I like.
1096
00:52:08,359 --> 00:52:09,558
Alright, cool.
1097
00:52:09,560 --> 00:52:11,093
You're my boy, dog.
1098
00:52:11,095 --> 00:52:13,095
Alright, see you soon.
1099
00:52:13,097 --> 00:52:13,963
Boom!
1100
00:52:13,965 --> 00:52:15,164
Just like that.
1101
00:52:15,166 --> 00:52:17,700
No fuss, no muss.
1102
00:52:17,702 --> 00:52:18,467
Buggs!
1103
00:52:18,469 --> 00:52:19,768
Turn that track up.
1104
00:52:19,770 --> 00:52:21,637
We celebratin' tonight.
1105
00:53:05,016 --> 00:53:07,183
- Put your hands
on your fucking head.
1106
00:53:07,185 --> 00:53:08,050
- Oh Jesus.
1107
00:53:08,052 --> 00:53:10,786
- Put your hands
on your fucking head.
1108
00:53:11,022 --> 00:53:13,522
I'm not fucking with you.
1109
00:53:13,991 --> 00:53:15,591
Open the register.
1110
00:53:17,328 --> 00:53:19,595
Open the fucking register!
- I'm trying.
1111
00:53:19,597 --> 00:53:21,864
- Hurry the fuck up, let's go!
1112
00:53:21,866 --> 00:53:24,633
Get the money, get the money.
1113
00:53:25,703 --> 00:53:26,969
Hurry, hurry.
1114
00:53:27,271 --> 00:53:28,204
Gimme your wallet.
1115
00:53:28,206 --> 00:53:29,738
- Oh, come on. You got
all the money,
1116
00:53:29,740 --> 00:53:31,140
what do you need a wallet for?
1117
00:53:31,142 --> 00:53:33,943
- I'll blow your
fucking head off!
1118
00:53:35,179 --> 00:53:36,145
- Fuck.
1119
00:53:36,147 --> 00:53:38,113
- I know where you
live, motherfucker.
1120
00:53:38,115 --> 00:53:39,415
You tell the cops I
had an Indian accent
1121
00:53:39,417 --> 00:53:43,252
or I will come to your house
and I will fucking kill you.
1122
00:53:50,461 --> 00:53:53,596
- Holy shit, that
doesn't sound amateur.
1123
00:53:53,598 --> 00:53:54,463
You got away with it.
1124
00:53:54,465 --> 00:53:57,132
- Yeah, we had enough money
to last us a little while
1125
00:53:57,134 --> 00:53:59,134
without having to hustle.
1126
00:53:59,136 --> 00:54:01,303
But soon after that,
1127
00:54:02,173 --> 00:54:05,007
that's when I found out.
1128
00:54:06,177 --> 00:54:08,444
- Found what out?
1129
00:54:08,446 --> 00:54:12,715
- Something that would
change everything.
1130
00:54:27,865 --> 00:54:31,667
At this point we
were mainlining.
1131
00:54:38,609 --> 00:54:42,411
It was 10 times more intense.
1132
00:55:17,948 --> 00:55:19,848
Jonesy, what's up man?
1133
00:55:19,850 --> 00:55:20,683
- Travis.
1134
00:55:20,685 --> 00:55:22,117
How are you, buddy?
1135
00:55:22,119 --> 00:55:22,751
- Great.
1136
00:55:22,753 --> 00:55:24,053
Just getting some groceries.
1137
00:55:24,055 --> 00:55:26,088
- Ooh, domesticated.
1138
00:55:26,791 --> 00:55:28,891
How's the place
working out for ya?
1139
00:55:28,893 --> 00:55:29,692
- Oh, we love it.
1140
00:55:29,694 --> 00:55:31,760
Yeah, the apartment's so great.
1141
00:55:31,762 --> 00:55:32,461
- Good man.
1142
00:55:32,463 --> 00:55:33,629
So, I'm just calling
to let you know
1143
00:55:33,631 --> 00:55:35,497
that the last show of
the tour is on Friday.
1144
00:55:35,499 --> 00:55:38,967
So I should be coming
home early next week.
1145
00:55:40,404 --> 00:55:41,503
- Yeah, that's cool man.
1146
00:55:41,505 --> 00:55:44,273
We'll just move our stuff
out over the weekend.
1147
00:55:44,275 --> 00:55:46,041
- Right on, man, we gotta
chill when I get back.
1148
00:55:46,043 --> 00:55:48,510
I still need to meet this
new girlfriend of yours.
1149
00:55:48,512 --> 00:55:49,511
- Yeah, yeah, she's really cool.
1150
00:55:49,513 --> 00:55:53,148
- Oh, she better be if I'm
gonna allow her into our lives.
1151
00:55:53,851 --> 00:55:55,584
Hey man, you should
send me a pic right now.
1152
00:55:55,586 --> 00:55:59,154
I wanna see what the hussy that
locked you down looks like.
1153
00:55:59,156 --> 00:56:00,589
- Yeah, one sec.
1154
00:56:05,062 --> 00:56:06,028
You get it?
1155
00:56:07,164 --> 00:56:08,697
- Nice.
1156
00:56:08,933 --> 00:56:10,032
Oh.
1157
00:56:11,335 --> 00:56:11,900
Oh shit.
1158
00:56:11,902 --> 00:56:15,304
I didn't know it was Zoe
from the Manhattan show.
1159
00:56:15,306 --> 00:56:15,871
- What?
1160
00:56:15,873 --> 00:56:18,640
No, I met her in Delta
by my aunt's place.
1161
00:56:18,642 --> 00:56:20,876
- Dude, I met her
backstage at that show
1162
00:56:20,878 --> 00:56:24,113
at the um... at the Mint club.
1163
00:56:25,383 --> 00:56:26,448
- No man, you must...
1164
00:56:26,450 --> 00:56:28,016
you must be thinking
of someone else.
1165
00:56:28,018 --> 00:56:29,351
She wasn't at that show.
1166
00:56:29,353 --> 00:56:30,686
She woulda told me that.
1167
00:56:30,688 --> 00:56:32,020
- Trav, what the fuck, man?
1168
00:56:32,022 --> 00:56:32,821
That was 100% her.
1169
00:56:32,823 --> 00:56:34,923
She was backstage
'cause she knew the guys
1170
00:56:34,925 --> 00:56:35,924
from one of the opening bands.
1171
00:56:35,926 --> 00:56:38,093
We hung out, we smoked a
joint in the alley, man.
1172
00:56:38,095 --> 00:56:40,662
We fucking talked for a bit.
1173
00:56:40,798 --> 00:56:41,964
- Nah, it wasn't her.
1174
00:56:41,966 --> 00:56:43,031
- Yes man, I fully remember.
1175
00:56:43,033 --> 00:56:44,900
She asked me what you guys
were doing after the show
1176
00:56:44,902 --> 00:56:46,402
but you had already left.
1177
00:56:46,404 --> 00:56:47,269
Fuck, dude.
1178
00:56:47,271 --> 00:56:48,203
Now that I think about it,
1179
00:56:48,205 --> 00:56:52,808
she was asking me
a lot of questions
specifically about you.
1180
00:56:57,515 --> 00:56:58,580
You alright man?
1181
00:56:58,582 --> 00:56:59,615
Trav.
1182
00:56:59,617 --> 00:57:00,482
Travis.
1183
00:57:00,484 --> 00:57:02,084
- I gotta go.
1184
00:57:05,823 --> 00:57:07,790
- So tell me.
1185
00:57:07,792 --> 00:57:10,325
How did you first meet Travis?
1186
00:57:15,433 --> 00:57:19,735
- I was at a friend's
show here in New York.
1187
00:57:19,737 --> 00:57:22,471
Travis's band was on
tour from Vancouver.
1188
00:57:22,473 --> 00:57:27,209
They were headlining, but I'd
never heard of them before.
1189
00:57:28,112 --> 00:57:30,546
The moment I saw him on stage,
1190
00:57:30,548 --> 00:57:34,783
I knew that he was
someone... special.
1191
00:57:37,588 --> 00:57:40,689
There was something about him.
1192
00:57:40,691 --> 00:57:41,723
When you first see someone,
1193
00:57:41,725 --> 00:57:46,061
you can just tell if you're
meant to be together.
1194
00:57:53,337 --> 00:57:57,239
I tried to meet him backstage
but he'd already left.
1195
00:58:00,711 --> 00:58:01,677
Over the next few weeks,
1196
00:58:01,679 --> 00:58:04,680
I listened to his
music all the time.
1197
00:58:13,357 --> 00:58:14,423
I knew that I had to meet him.
1198
00:58:14,425 --> 00:58:18,727
All of my instincts were
telling me that he was the one.
1199
00:58:48,792 --> 00:58:51,093
- So you flew all
the way to Vancouver
1200
00:58:51,095 --> 00:58:55,731
to see someone you never met
or communicated with before.
1201
00:58:55,733 --> 00:58:58,367
- I know, it sounds crazy.
1202
00:58:58,369 --> 00:58:59,868
- Zoe, it's okay.
1203
00:58:59,870 --> 00:59:01,069
I'm not here to judge you.
1204
00:59:01,071 --> 00:59:04,239
I know how powerful
infatuation can be.
1205
00:59:04,241 --> 00:59:06,942
- It wasn't just infatuation.
1206
00:59:06,944 --> 00:59:08,810
It was something more.
1207
00:59:08,812 --> 00:59:11,547
And yes, it was nuts
to fly out there,
1208
00:59:11,549 --> 00:59:13,882
but I didn't care.
1209
00:59:14,351 --> 00:59:16,952
I just had this strong,
overwhelming intuition
1210
00:59:16,954 --> 00:59:18,987
that we were meant
to be together.
1211
00:59:18,989 --> 00:59:23,292
It sounds fucking
crazy but I was right.
1212
00:59:23,894 --> 00:59:26,695
We did fall in love.
1213
01:00:27,124 --> 01:00:29,057
I knew it was fucked up to lie
1214
01:00:29,059 --> 01:00:31,126
but I also knew he
wouldn't take me seriously
1215
01:00:31,128 --> 01:00:34,196
if he thought I was
just some obsessed fan.
1216
01:00:34,198 --> 01:00:37,032
- Did you end up
telling the truth?
1217
01:00:37,234 --> 01:00:38,567
- I was planning to
1218
01:00:38,569 --> 01:00:41,069
but he ended up finding out.
1219
01:00:43,374 --> 01:00:46,141
- What the fuck, Zoe?
1220
01:00:47,645 --> 01:00:51,747
Why didn't you tell me
you'd seen me in New York?
1221
01:00:51,749 --> 01:00:52,581
Hm?
1222
01:00:52,583 --> 01:00:55,651
- I was going to but I
figured if I told you,
1223
01:00:55,653 --> 01:00:57,219
you woulda thought I
was some crazy groupie
1224
01:00:57,221 --> 01:01:00,422
who stalked you
outside your house.
1225
01:01:00,624 --> 01:01:01,957
- Yeah.
1226
01:01:01,959 --> 01:01:06,395
That's exactly what
you fucking did!
1227
01:01:08,599 --> 01:01:11,533
I can't even believe this shit.
1228
01:01:11,535 --> 01:01:13,435
Zoe, you--
1229
01:01:13,704 --> 01:01:16,204
So everything we had
was built on a lie?
1230
01:01:16,206 --> 01:01:17,239
- No. It isn't.
1231
01:01:17,241 --> 01:01:19,307
I-I knew we had a connection
1232
01:01:19,309 --> 01:01:21,176
and I was fucking right, okay?
1233
01:01:21,178 --> 01:01:22,010
You can't deny it.
1234
01:01:22,012 --> 01:01:24,579
- No, Zoe, this is fucked up.
1235
01:01:24,581 --> 01:01:26,348
You...
1236
01:01:26,350 --> 01:01:28,617
you were at my show in New York.
1237
01:01:28,619 --> 01:01:32,054
Why didn't you just
come up to me then, huh?
1238
01:01:32,056 --> 01:01:37,259
We coulda started off like
two normal fucking people!
1239
01:01:38,295 --> 01:01:39,327
- Normal.
1240
01:01:39,329 --> 01:01:40,362
You want normal?
1241
01:01:40,364 --> 01:01:43,165
I'm the last thing from normal
and you fucking love it!
1242
01:01:43,167 --> 01:01:45,167
- This is fucked up.
1243
01:01:45,169 --> 01:01:45,834
- Oh yeah?
1244
01:01:45,836 --> 01:01:48,036
How many sluts message
you while you were on tour?
1245
01:01:48,038 --> 01:01:49,738
I bet there's all sorts
of groupie whores
1246
01:01:49,740 --> 01:01:52,174
that try to fuck you
after your shows.
1247
01:01:52,176 --> 01:01:54,276
Just like what I
did to be with you.
1248
01:01:54,278 --> 01:01:55,310
- So, is that what you do?
1249
01:01:55,312 --> 01:01:58,180
You just stalk bands and you
fuck their guitar players?
1250
01:01:58,182 --> 01:01:59,781
How many musicians
have you fucked?
1251
01:01:59,783 --> 01:02:01,817
- How the fuck could
you say that to me?
1252
01:02:01,819 --> 01:02:03,685
You're just the same as
all those other musicians
1253
01:02:03,687 --> 01:02:06,421
going from town to town
fucking anything that walks
1254
01:02:06,423 --> 01:02:07,255
and then you leave.
1255
01:02:07,257 --> 01:02:09,424
And you go to the next
town and you do it again
1256
01:02:09,426 --> 01:02:10,992
and it goes on and on and on.
1257
01:02:10,994 --> 01:02:13,295
- Zoe, what are you
even talking about?
1258
01:02:13,297 --> 01:02:14,129
- You fucking know.
1259
01:02:14,131 --> 01:02:16,231
It's because you're so
insecure with yourself,
1260
01:02:16,233 --> 01:02:17,265
you need constant validation.
1261
01:02:17,267 --> 01:02:19,000
Okay, I know you're
fucking type.
1262
01:02:19,002 --> 01:02:21,269
- You're fucking insane,
do you know that?
1263
01:02:21,271 --> 01:02:23,872
You're fucking crazy!
- Fuck you.
1264
01:02:23,874 --> 01:02:26,308
I hope you get a disease
from some dirty bitch
1265
01:02:26,310 --> 01:02:28,210
and your fucking dick falls off.
1266
01:02:28,212 --> 01:02:29,945
- What about the
fucking heroin, huh?
1267
01:02:29,947 --> 01:02:32,581
You tricked me into
doing that on purpose?
1268
01:02:32,583 --> 01:02:33,882
- No.
1269
01:02:34,485 --> 01:02:36,017
- Oh shit.
1270
01:02:36,019 --> 01:02:36,718
Oh fuck.
1271
01:02:36,720 --> 01:02:39,354
You tricked me into doing
it so I could get fucked up
1272
01:02:39,356 --> 01:02:41,957
and you could control
me, didn't you?
1273
01:02:41,959 --> 01:02:43,158
Yeah.
1274
01:02:43,160 --> 01:02:45,927
You're actually a
fucking psychopath, Zoe.
1275
01:02:45,929 --> 01:02:47,596
You're actually a
fucking psychopath.
1276
01:02:47,598 --> 01:02:50,899
The shit has taken
over my fucking life!
1277
01:02:50,901 --> 01:02:53,902
- I just, I just wanted
you to feel it, okay...
1278
01:02:53,904 --> 01:02:56,905
to see the beauty in
how we could be together.
1279
01:02:56,907 --> 01:02:58,273
It was only supposed
to be one time
1280
01:02:58,275 --> 01:02:59,674
so you could have
the experience
1281
01:02:59,676 --> 01:03:02,410
and it was fucking
amazing, wasn't it?
1282
01:03:08,519 --> 01:03:12,087
- Just get the fuck out
of my house.
1283
01:03:14,958 --> 01:03:19,394
Just get the fuck
out of my fucking house!
1284
01:03:21,565 --> 01:03:25,233
- Fuck you, you fucking asshole!
1285
01:04:04,208 --> 01:04:07,409
- And... that's when you
got into the program
1286
01:04:07,411 --> 01:04:10,445
and started getting sober?
1287
01:04:10,581 --> 01:04:12,914
- Not quite.
1288
01:04:14,585 --> 01:04:18,119
After a fight like that, the
best way to cure the pain
1289
01:04:18,121 --> 01:04:20,155
is to take a hit.
1290
01:04:20,224 --> 01:04:21,256
We said it would be our last
1291
01:04:21,258 --> 01:04:25,227
but once you're high,
there is no pain.
1292
01:04:25,662 --> 01:04:27,762
There are no worries.
1293
01:04:27,764 --> 01:04:31,266
Everything is beautiful again.
1294
01:05:31,295 --> 01:05:33,061
The next time we ran
out of money...
1295
01:05:33,063 --> 01:05:36,531
is when we did the
dumbest thing ever.
1296
01:05:37,567 --> 01:05:43,571
Cole told Travis, Fresno
kept his stash in the oven.
1297
01:05:45,042 --> 01:05:46,574
- Oh, Big T!
1298
01:05:46,576 --> 01:05:47,742
What up bro?
1299
01:05:47,744 --> 01:05:49,311
- What's up man?
- What up man?
1300
01:05:49,313 --> 01:05:51,513
I ain't seen you in a while.
1301
01:05:51,515 --> 01:05:52,547
You must be buying straight
1302
01:05:52,549 --> 01:05:54,983
from my homies off
the street, huh?
1303
01:05:54,985 --> 01:05:55,550
- Yeah.
1304
01:05:55,552 --> 01:05:57,485
- And what do we have here?
1305
01:05:57,487 --> 01:05:58,920
- This is my girlfriend, Zoe.
1306
01:05:58,922 --> 01:06:02,190
- Oh damn, T, you never
said she was this fine.
1307
01:06:02,192 --> 01:06:03,325
- I've heard a lot about you.
1308
01:06:03,327 --> 01:06:05,894
- It's a real pleasure
to meet you, mamasita.
1309
01:06:05,896 --> 01:06:07,829
- My name Fresno.
1310
01:06:07,831 --> 01:06:09,264
Come on in.
1311
01:06:11,201 --> 01:06:14,502
A'ight.
1312
01:06:14,938 --> 01:06:18,573
A'ight, listen up you
motherfucking degenerates.
1313
01:06:18,575 --> 01:06:21,943
This here's Zoe, Travis's girl.
1314
01:06:21,945 --> 01:06:22,844
- What's up?
1315
01:06:22,846 --> 01:06:26,715
- She's the one that locked down
the motherfucking rock star.
1316
01:06:26,717 --> 01:06:29,117
You're one special lady, huh?
1317
01:06:30,821 --> 01:06:32,354
- You got the shit?
1318
01:06:32,356 --> 01:06:35,457
- That depends homie,
looking for the usual?
1319
01:06:37,461 --> 01:06:38,393
- Don't you fucking move!
1320
01:06:38,395 --> 01:06:39,661
Get on the fucking ground!
1321
01:06:39,663 --> 01:06:41,262
- Ah shit, you're
rolling with a piece now.
1322
01:06:41,264 --> 01:06:42,697
- This aint
a fucking joke, Fres.
1323
01:06:42,699 --> 01:06:43,665
- Get on the fucking ground!
1324
01:06:43,667 --> 01:06:45,533
- What the fuck?
- Now motherfucker, now!
1325
01:06:45,535 --> 01:06:46,801
- This shit for real?
1326
01:06:46,803 --> 01:06:48,403
- Shut the fuck up!
- Whoo!
1327
01:06:48,405 --> 01:06:49,604
- You know what
you're fucking doing,
1328
01:06:49,606 --> 01:06:51,873
you fucking junky bitch?
- Shut the fuck up!
1329
01:06:51,875 --> 01:06:54,309
- Bit T, stepping up.
1330
01:06:54,311 --> 01:06:57,612
Ha-ha-ha, this shit
is fucking funny, dog.
1331
01:06:57,614 --> 01:06:59,414
- Shut the fuck up!
1332
01:07:00,951 --> 01:07:02,517
- Ow, motherfucker.
1333
01:07:03,253 --> 01:07:04,519
He fuckin' shot me!
1334
01:07:04,521 --> 01:07:05,720
- You skinny-ass motherfucker.
1335
01:07:05,722 --> 01:07:08,156
I'm gonna fuck you up real good.
1336
01:07:08,158 --> 01:07:11,393
- Move again and I'll blow
your fucking head off.
1337
01:07:13,230 --> 01:07:14,929
- Oh, oh I like this one, T.
1338
01:07:14,931 --> 01:07:19,501
You found a real
bad-ass bitch, huh?
1339
01:07:24,207 --> 01:07:27,575
- Oh, motherfucking
piece of junkie shit!
1340
01:07:27,577 --> 01:07:29,677
- Shut the fuck up.
1341
01:07:33,150 --> 01:07:34,449
- Fuck.
1342
01:07:37,921 --> 01:07:41,623
- Travis, get the shit and
let's get the fuck outta here!
1343
01:07:41,625 --> 01:07:42,624
- Hey yo, T?
1344
01:07:42,626 --> 01:07:44,392
Maybe you don't understand.
1345
01:07:44,394 --> 01:07:46,494
I'm having fucking
fun right now.
1346
01:07:46,496 --> 01:07:47,595
- Shut the fuck up.
1347
01:07:47,597 --> 01:07:49,431
- Ooh, I love this shit.
1348
01:07:49,433 --> 01:07:50,565
Here's the thing, bitch.
1349
01:07:50,567 --> 01:07:51,633
I don't give a fuck.
1350
01:07:51,635 --> 01:07:52,600
I'm having fucking fun right now
1351
01:07:52,602 --> 01:07:55,003
'cause I know you aint
gonna kill my ass.
1352
01:07:55,005 --> 01:07:57,105
- Travis!
- Whoo!
1353
01:08:00,077 --> 01:08:01,476
- Oh fuck.
1354
01:08:02,145 --> 01:08:03,478
Oh fuck.
1355
01:08:03,814 --> 01:08:07,215
- Want a Freezie?
1356
01:08:16,893 --> 01:08:17,492
Yo, T!
1357
01:08:17,494 --> 01:08:18,860
Here's the one thing
that's for real.
1358
01:08:18,862 --> 01:08:22,297
You just shot my boy which
means I get to hunt you down,
1359
01:08:22,299 --> 01:08:25,033
I'm a kill you and
I'm a fuck your bitch!
1360
01:08:25,035 --> 01:08:26,134
- Shut the fuck up!
1361
01:08:26,136 --> 01:08:27,368
- Oh yeah, and I'm
gonna love fucking
1362
01:08:27,370 --> 01:08:29,571
that little junkie bitch
too and so will my homies.
1363
01:08:29,573 --> 01:08:31,506
And we're gonna take
turns on that ass
1364
01:08:31,508 --> 01:08:32,307
and you know what?
1365
01:08:32,309 --> 01:08:33,608
Oh, she probably gonna
come back for more
1366
01:08:33,610 --> 01:08:34,776
'cause I'm a treat
her real good.
1367
01:08:34,778 --> 01:08:36,878
I'm a give her all my best shit.
1368
01:08:36,880 --> 01:08:37,545
- Shut up!
1369
01:08:37,547 --> 01:08:38,713
- And the next time
she's fiending,
1370
01:08:38,715 --> 01:08:40,515
she knows what she has to do!
1371
01:08:40,517 --> 01:08:42,817
She just gotta
take all our dicks.
1372
01:08:42,819 --> 01:08:43,685
All of 'em.
1373
01:08:43,687 --> 01:08:44,786
And you know it's true, T.
1374
01:08:44,788 --> 01:08:47,722
'Cause that's what
junkie bitches do.
1375
01:08:47,791 --> 01:08:49,724
Slanging day to day gets boring.
1376
01:08:49,726 --> 01:08:51,192
- Let's go, let's go.
1377
01:08:51,194 --> 01:08:52,260
- I love this shit.
1378
01:08:52,262 --> 01:08:53,461
I owe you, T!
1379
01:08:53,463 --> 01:08:56,431
And I'mma pay you
back real soon!
1380
01:09:08,512 --> 01:09:11,212
Let's go get these
junkie motherfuckers.
1381
01:09:15,752 --> 01:09:16,451
- Whoo!
1382
01:09:16,453 --> 01:09:18,052
Holy fucking Christ!
1383
01:09:19,089 --> 01:09:19,988
Holy shit.
1384
01:09:19,990 --> 01:09:21,623
- Babe, you were fucking
amazing!
1385
01:09:21,625 --> 01:09:23,458
- You were fucking amazing.
1386
01:09:24,161 --> 01:09:24,993
Oh fuck, okay.
1387
01:09:24,995 --> 01:09:26,327
Alright, they're gonna
be on our fucking asses.
1388
01:09:26,329 --> 01:09:28,496
Let's just, let's
fucking concentrate.
1389
01:09:28,498 --> 01:09:29,864
We gotta stick to the plan.
1390
01:09:29,866 --> 01:09:31,199
- You gonna make the call?
1391
01:09:31,201 --> 01:09:31,833
- Yeah.
1392
01:09:31,835 --> 01:09:34,536
Fuck, I just hope
he's up for it.
1393
01:10:28,425 --> 01:10:30,225
- Travis, just come with me.
1394
01:10:30,227 --> 01:10:31,993
When we sell this shit,
we'll have enough money.
1395
01:10:31,995 --> 01:10:33,261
We can go wherever we want.
1396
01:10:33,263 --> 01:10:34,796
- I don't wanna always
be living in fear,
1397
01:10:34,798 --> 01:10:36,197
looking over my shoulder.
1398
01:10:36,199 --> 01:10:37,098
Okay?
1399
01:10:37,100 --> 01:10:37,765
- Please?
1400
01:10:37,767 --> 01:10:38,967
Okay, this plan
is too dangerous.
1401
01:10:38,969 --> 01:10:41,369
We can leave
together right now.
1402
01:10:41,371 --> 01:10:42,503
- Hey.
1403
01:10:42,505 --> 01:10:44,072
I gotta do this, okay?
1404
01:10:44,074 --> 01:10:46,007
You know where to go.
1405
01:10:48,178 --> 01:10:49,811
- I love you.
1406
01:10:49,813 --> 01:10:51,813
- I love you too.
1407
01:10:51,815 --> 01:10:52,880
Go, go.
1408
01:10:55,852 --> 01:10:57,752
I'll be there.
1409
01:12:22,305 --> 01:12:25,039
- Shoot me, motherfucker?
1410
01:12:25,041 --> 01:12:27,408
You wanna shoot me?
1411
01:12:40,890 --> 01:12:41,923
Whoo!
1412
01:12:48,331 --> 01:12:48,896
Travis!
1413
01:12:48,898 --> 01:12:51,299
I got somethin' for your ass.
1414
01:12:51,301 --> 01:12:52,934
Yeah, I see you.
1415
01:12:52,936 --> 01:12:54,969
I see you.
1416
01:12:59,642 --> 01:13:01,175
Yo, T.
1417
01:13:01,177 --> 01:13:04,746
You little PC, rat
skinner, motherfuckin' goof!
1418
01:13:04,748 --> 01:13:06,881
Oh, you fucked up now, huh?
1419
01:13:06,883 --> 01:13:10,752
T, come on baby,
this is fun for me!
1420
01:13:11,121 --> 01:13:12,220
Get on out here!
1421
01:13:12,222 --> 01:13:13,020
I'mma take you...
1422
01:13:13,022 --> 01:13:14,822
I'mma take you to
Chuck E. Cheese, bitch!
1423
01:13:14,824 --> 01:13:18,059
Got some chicken
nuggets for that ass.
1424
01:13:18,061 --> 01:13:19,961
I know you hungry!
1425
01:13:19,963 --> 01:13:21,496
Come on out, homie.
1426
01:13:21,498 --> 01:13:24,899
I got a fucking
kiddie meal for ya!
1427
01:13:26,136 --> 01:13:27,268
Yo T!
1428
01:13:27,270 --> 01:13:29,570
Get the fuck out here!
1429
01:13:29,572 --> 01:13:31,005
Come on baby.
1430
01:13:36,212 --> 01:13:39,547
You're only making it worse,
you little pussy.
1431
01:13:39,549 --> 01:13:44,185
I can smell that fucking
man-gina from here, bitch!
1432
01:13:45,622 --> 01:13:48,122
This shit is fun for
me, motherfucker.
1433
01:13:48,124 --> 01:13:49,424
This shit is fucking fun.
1434
01:13:49,426 --> 01:13:53,828
I'm having a motherfuckin'
happy meal day, bitch!
1435
01:13:54,731 --> 01:13:56,931
What up, T, you scared?
1436
01:13:56,933 --> 01:13:59,567
Ha-ha-ha, you fucked up now.
1437
01:14:00,003 --> 01:14:01,836
Come on out.
1438
01:14:01,905 --> 01:14:04,105
Come on the fuck out!
1439
01:14:06,443 --> 01:14:08,876
Just making it harder on
yourself.
1440
01:14:10,246 --> 01:14:11,979
Come on, T, You scared?
1441
01:14:11,981 --> 01:14:13,347
You scared, T?
1442
01:14:13,349 --> 01:14:15,750
Ha-ha, you fucked up now.
1443
01:14:16,152 --> 01:14:17,852
Come on out now.
1444
01:14:18,488 --> 01:14:19,687
You hear me?
1445
01:14:19,689 --> 01:14:22,223
I said come on the fuck out!
1446
01:14:22,225 --> 01:14:24,091
What, you scared?
1447
01:14:24,093 --> 01:14:27,462
- I'm not
scared of you, Fres.
1448
01:14:29,632 --> 01:14:31,132
- Cole.
1449
01:14:31,401 --> 01:14:32,733
- What up, Fresno?
1450
01:14:32,735 --> 01:14:36,604
- Oh, you know, a little
of this, a little of that.
1451
01:14:36,606 --> 01:14:39,106
What the fuck are
you doing here?
1452
01:14:39,375 --> 01:14:40,775
- I got a call from Travis.
1453
01:14:40,777 --> 01:14:43,211
He said you two
weren't getting along.
1454
01:14:43,213 --> 01:14:46,180
- So he lured my ass here, huh?
1455
01:14:46,182 --> 01:14:47,882
Little bitch.
1456
01:14:51,120 --> 01:14:52,420
- What the fuck is this?
1457
01:14:52,422 --> 01:14:55,256
- Me and Cole, we're gonna
have a little catch-up.
1458
01:14:55,258 --> 01:14:59,026
Why don't you go on and drag
that junky faggot back here?
1459
01:15:51,247 --> 01:15:52,480
- Been a long time.
1460
01:15:52,482 --> 01:15:55,283
- Yeah, it's been
a minute, homie.
1461
01:15:55,285 --> 01:15:57,318
How's civilian life?
1462
01:15:57,320 --> 01:15:59,620
- It's got its ups and downs.
1463
01:15:59,622 --> 01:16:01,589
- You siding with
this junky now?
1464
01:16:01,591 --> 01:16:04,659
Oh yeah, you always
were a little soft, huh?
1465
01:16:04,661 --> 01:16:06,027
That's why you couldn't
handle the game.
1466
01:16:06,029 --> 01:16:08,262
- Maybe I just grew up
and got a conscience
1467
01:16:08,264 --> 01:16:10,798
like a normal human being.
1468
01:16:10,800 --> 01:16:12,433
Didn't wanna end up like you.
1469
01:16:12,435 --> 01:16:13,834
- A conscience?
1470
01:16:13,836 --> 01:16:17,171
I got a conscience all
motherfuckin' day long, homie.
1471
01:16:17,173 --> 01:16:19,240
I provide a service
for these people.
1472
01:16:19,242 --> 01:16:20,708
If not for me,
they'd just buy it
1473
01:16:20,710 --> 01:16:22,877
off some other
motherfucker and OD.
1474
01:16:22,879 --> 01:16:25,046
- You think 'cause
you sell clean dope,
1475
01:16:25,048 --> 01:16:26,914
you're providing a service?
1476
01:16:26,916 --> 01:16:28,082
You're fucking delusional, bro.
1477
01:16:28,084 --> 01:16:31,586
- Why do you give
a fuck what I do?
1478
01:16:31,588 --> 01:16:33,955
You left the game, aint
none of your business.
1479
01:16:33,957 --> 01:16:37,091
- It became my business
when you threatened my boy.
1480
01:16:37,093 --> 01:16:39,160
- Threatened your boy?
1481
01:16:39,162 --> 01:16:40,394
He tell you he rode up on me
1482
01:16:40,396 --> 01:16:41,862
with his little junky bitch?
1483
01:16:41,864 --> 01:16:44,231
He shot my homie
and stole my shit?
1484
01:16:44,233 --> 01:16:45,433
- Yeah, I know what he did.
1485
01:16:45,435 --> 01:16:47,201
- Well, then you know
what's gotta be done.
1486
01:16:47,203 --> 01:16:48,603
Those are the rules, homie.
1487
01:16:48,605 --> 01:16:52,139
- Yeah, but it's
not gonna happen.
1488
01:16:52,141 --> 01:16:54,375
You are gonna give him a pass.
1489
01:16:54,377 --> 01:16:55,076
- A pass.
1490
01:16:55,078 --> 01:16:57,078
See, now I know you're the
delusional motherfucker
1491
01:16:57,080 --> 01:17:00,114
if you think he's
gettin' a pass!
1492
01:17:00,783 --> 01:17:02,049
- Okay.
1493
01:17:02,185 --> 01:17:04,952
Then we'll handle it right now.
1494
01:17:04,954 --> 01:17:06,287
No guns.
1495
01:17:06,289 --> 01:17:09,023
- With pleasure, motherfucka.
1496
01:17:36,119 --> 01:17:39,687
- What you did to Dewey
never sat right with me.
1497
01:17:39,689 --> 01:17:40,421
- Dewey?
1498
01:17:40,423 --> 01:17:41,589
That's some old-ass shit.
1499
01:17:41,591 --> 01:17:44,458
You know how many chances
I gave that retard?
1500
01:17:44,460 --> 01:17:45,292
- It wasn't right, Fres.
1501
01:17:45,294 --> 01:17:48,496
He was your homie and
he was Marcus's brother.
1502
01:17:49,065 --> 01:17:50,297
You know, Marcus
has been after you?
1503
01:17:50,299 --> 01:17:52,066
- Oh, you think I'm scared
of that pussy-ass Marcus,
1504
01:17:52,068 --> 01:17:53,701
you don't know me at all.
1505
01:17:53,703 --> 01:17:54,902
- You wanna know
why I left the game?
1506
01:17:54,904 --> 01:17:59,306
- No, but I'm sure you're
gonna serenade me about it.
1507
01:18:02,211 --> 01:18:05,413
- Every time I sold
some shit to a junky,
1508
01:18:05,648 --> 01:18:06,914
the moment they take
it outta my hand,
1509
01:18:06,916 --> 01:18:10,751
I'd look in their eyes and a
part of my soul would leave me.
1510
01:18:12,588 --> 01:18:13,220
- Damn.
1511
01:18:13,222 --> 01:18:15,756
That is some poetic shit.
1512
01:18:15,758 --> 01:18:17,191
But I don't think
that's what you gotta
1513
01:18:17,193 --> 01:18:18,159
be worried about right now.
1514
01:18:18,161 --> 01:18:20,861
I think what you gotta
be worried about is,
1515
01:18:20,863 --> 01:18:23,230
even though you
won a few fights,
1516
01:18:23,232 --> 01:18:25,800
are you really as good as me?
1517
01:18:26,102 --> 01:18:28,335
- I guess we're gonna find out.
1518
01:18:35,812 --> 01:18:37,111
- Whoo!
1519
01:18:37,647 --> 01:18:39,280
Come here, baby.
1520
01:18:39,282 --> 01:18:40,514
That's it.
1521
01:18:40,516 --> 01:18:42,049
Hoo, hoo, hoo.
1522
01:18:42,051 --> 01:18:43,050
Keep your elbows in.
1523
01:18:43,052 --> 01:18:44,518
Keep your elbows in.
1524
01:18:47,056 --> 01:18:49,323
Come back to daddy,
motherfucker.
1525
01:18:49,325 --> 01:18:50,057
You aint shit.
1526
01:18:50,059 --> 01:18:52,326
I fuck kids bigger
than you in the pen!
1527
01:18:52,328 --> 01:18:53,828
Come on, Fresno loves you baby.
1528
01:18:53,830 --> 01:18:55,796
Shake it off.
1529
01:19:00,536 --> 01:19:02,403
- Whoo!
1530
01:19:22,859 --> 01:19:24,291
- Yeah, bitch.
1531
01:19:24,293 --> 01:19:25,726
That's what's up.
1532
01:19:25,728 --> 01:19:27,194
Aw, you can do this.
1533
01:19:27,196 --> 01:19:28,929
Whoo!
1534
01:19:28,931 --> 01:19:29,697
Come on.
1535
01:19:29,699 --> 01:19:32,767
Come on, I got something
real special for your ass.
1536
01:19:32,769 --> 01:19:34,168
Come here, baby.
1537
01:19:45,448 --> 01:19:46,313
Yeah.
1538
01:19:47,250 --> 01:19:48,149
Go to sleep.
1539
01:20:02,064 --> 01:20:04,298
- Are we fucking done?
1540
01:20:04,967 --> 01:20:06,100
Is that good for you, Fres?
1541
01:20:06,102 --> 01:20:07,368
Does this settle it?
1542
01:20:07,370 --> 01:20:10,004
Are you fucking done?
1543
01:20:13,276 --> 01:20:15,376
Hey, we said no guns.
1544
01:20:15,378 --> 01:20:17,244
- Things change, motherfucker.
1545
01:20:17,246 --> 01:20:19,113
- You're fucking scum, man!
1546
01:20:19,115 --> 01:20:21,415
- I am a fuckin' legend!
1547
01:20:21,417 --> 01:20:23,417
That's what the fuck I am.
1548
01:20:23,419 --> 01:20:25,186
It's a real shame.
1549
01:20:25,188 --> 01:20:27,121
I always liked you, homie.
1550
01:20:31,527 --> 01:20:33,093
What the fuck?
1551
01:20:33,162 --> 01:20:35,029
- I didn't load mine.
1552
01:20:35,031 --> 01:20:39,433
Like I said, I
found my humanity.
1553
01:20:40,403 --> 01:20:42,503
Your gun feels heavy.
1554
01:20:42,772 --> 01:20:44,839
You're never gonna
stop this shit, are you?
1555
01:20:44,841 --> 01:20:47,374
- Fuck no, bitch!
1556
01:20:47,376 --> 01:20:49,076
- I thought so.
1557
01:20:55,918 --> 01:20:56,784
- Do it!
1558
01:20:56,786 --> 01:20:58,919
Fucking shoot.
1559
01:20:59,455 --> 01:21:01,055
- I'm not gonna kill you,
1560
01:21:01,057 --> 01:21:02,423
but what Marcus does with you,
1561
01:21:02,425 --> 01:21:03,557
that's none of my business.
1562
01:21:03,559 --> 01:21:06,627
- Ha-ha, you couldn't
shoot, you fucking pussy.
1563
01:21:06,629 --> 01:21:07,962
- You killed his brother.
1564
01:21:07,964 --> 01:21:09,997
And those are the
rules, right Fres?
1565
01:21:12,568 --> 01:21:15,102
- You stupid bitch.
1566
01:21:15,104 --> 01:21:17,504
Marcus.
1567
01:21:17,506 --> 01:21:20,541
I got somethin' for you.
1568
01:21:56,545 --> 01:21:57,244
- Fuck!
1569
01:21:57,246 --> 01:21:58,445
- Don't do it!
1570
01:21:58,447 --> 01:22:00,814
Fuck!
1571
01:22:00,816 --> 01:22:02,016
Fuck!
1572
01:22:02,018 --> 01:22:03,584
Motherfucker!
1573
01:22:09,091 --> 01:22:09,790
Fuck!
1574
01:22:09,792 --> 01:22:11,859
Fucking pussy.
1575
01:22:11,861 --> 01:22:13,460
Motherfucker!
1576
01:22:21,837 --> 01:22:23,437
- Look at the back.
1577
01:22:24,840 --> 01:22:26,407
- Shit.
1578
01:22:26,409 --> 01:22:28,542
She never showed?
1579
01:22:28,611 --> 01:22:30,077
- No.
1580
01:23:34,944 --> 01:23:36,777
No text, no call.
1581
01:23:36,779 --> 01:23:38,679
Nothing on her social media.
1582
01:23:38,681 --> 01:23:40,214
She just disappeared.
1583
01:23:40,216 --> 01:23:44,651
And then about a month
ago she posted this.
1584
01:23:46,188 --> 01:23:47,488
- Huh.
1585
01:23:47,490 --> 01:23:49,656
Lewiston, New York.
1586
01:23:49,725 --> 01:23:51,525
- It's upstate.
1587
01:23:51,527 --> 01:23:52,726
I guess she's in treatment.
1588
01:23:52,728 --> 01:23:56,063
- So why do you think she
never showed up at the beach?
1589
01:23:56,065 --> 01:23:57,765
The money?
1590
01:23:59,602 --> 01:24:01,268
- I don't know.
1591
01:24:01,270 --> 01:24:03,037
I'm actually glad
she took the dope.
1592
01:24:03,039 --> 01:24:05,506
It gave me the chance to get
clean.
1593
01:24:08,911 --> 01:24:09,777
- Shit.
1594
01:24:09,779 --> 01:24:11,245
I gotta go.
1595
01:24:11,247 --> 01:24:14,815
Thanks for sharing
this with me, man.
1596
01:24:15,785 --> 01:24:18,085
How 'bout we do this
again next week?
1597
01:24:18,087 --> 01:24:21,755
And if you need anything,
you give me a call alright?
1598
01:24:21,757 --> 01:24:23,257
- Yeah.
1599
01:24:23,592 --> 01:24:26,460
- As I drove away from the dock,
1600
01:24:26,462 --> 01:24:28,996
all of a sudden I
felt this relief.
1601
01:24:28,998 --> 01:24:33,333
The last few months with
Travis were so intense.
1602
01:24:35,938 --> 01:24:36,937
I sold the heroin.
1603
01:24:36,939 --> 01:24:41,108
I used the money to fly
out here and pay for rehab.
1604
01:24:41,110 --> 01:24:42,109
I needed a change.
1605
01:24:42,111 --> 01:24:45,846
And without him, I
knew I could do it.
1606
01:24:46,782 --> 01:24:49,883
- Have you considered
contacting him?
1607
01:24:49,885 --> 01:24:53,153
Perhaps getting some closure?
1608
01:24:53,155 --> 01:24:54,788
- I've thought about it
1609
01:24:54,790 --> 01:24:59,226
but we might just end up
right where we started.
1610
01:25:00,763 --> 01:25:04,264
Sometimes I think about
if we could ever get back
1611
01:25:04,266 --> 01:25:08,335
to the way it was when
we first fell in love.