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('KOOP ISLAND BLUES' BY KOOP PLAYS)

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♪ Hello my love

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♪ It's getting cold on this island

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♪ I'm sad alone

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♪ I'm so sad on my own

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♪ The truth is

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♪ We were much too young

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♪ Now I'm looking for you

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♪ Or anyone like you... ♪

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(SIREN)

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♪ We said goodbye

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♪ With a smile on our faces

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♪ Now you're alone

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♪ You're so sad on your own

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♪ The truth is

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♪ We ran out of time... ♪

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It says, "Do not resuscitate."

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But love, you're still conscious.

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♪ Or anyone like me

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♪ Na na na

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♪ Oh na na na na... ♪

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(ANNOUNCEMENT)

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Hey, guys. The approved subjects are
school, hobbies, pets, OK?

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Yeah. Let's just not talk about
anything real.

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Nanna!

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Mum! Hi!

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Ah, thanks for looking after her.

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We had fun, didn't we, Mrs Henley?

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I don't know these people.
I think they're after my money.

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She's kidding.
They certainly look the type.

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OK then, well, you be good now.
And no more falls.

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And bye-bye.
Bye.

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Bye-bye.

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14 hours with that lilt. Is there
no speech therapy in this country?

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Right. Let's get you to the car, eh.
Let's have a look at you.

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A pixie cut
with that bone structure?

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She's not Audrey Hepburn.

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Nanna, I can do that.

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Nanna, I can do that.
I can manage...

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No, Nanna, don't worry.
Well, I'm keeping this with me.

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It's OK.

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I thought Titania decided
she wasn't a lesbian?

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Mum.
Wow.

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His name is Oberon.
We're using the boy pronouns now.

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Just takes practice.

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So Edie, how did you fall
out the window?

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The cottage was on fire.
You know that.

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Yeah. But how did the fire start?
Oberon.

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Because didn't the insurance
report say...

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Let's talk about nice things.

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I thought Nanna tried
to kill herself

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so she could be with Grandpa?

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I loved Grandpa.

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I miss him every day.

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Sorry I just have to check on...
(BLANKING ON AN EXCUSE)

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Shouldn't take too long.

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Did they give you any blood thinners
for the trip?

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How are your legs alright or...?

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Mum?

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You know I would like to bathe
at some stage

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if that's not an inconvenience, yes?

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What sort of flowers are those?
They're pretty.

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The brochure says this is much more
of a country club

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than a retirement village.
Doesn't it, Mum?

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Yes, it's very well-reviewed.
Very hard to get into.

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I know the urge to punish me
is always irresistible.

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I can't hear you.
Punishing me.

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Surely the Southern Hemisphere
is bad enough?

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I still can't hear you.

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You got three-and-a-half bathrooms.
It's not a question of space.

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No one needs three-and-a-half...

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Yes, but with work
and Christopher's situation.

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I told you
when you married that man.

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Oh, my god. Mum, can we not...

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You have to sometimes go to jail
if you're going to do big business.

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Seph.
It's the Gold Coast.

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You know, we should talk about pets.
And hobbies.

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Hobbies and pets.
Mum, you need more care

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than I can give you.
You drag me all this way

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and then just dump me.

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We are ten minutes down the road.

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Open up.

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Open the door.

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It's not a nursing home.

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You'll still going to have
all your independence.

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Hello, hi. I'm Kate.
This is my mother Edie.

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Art Weinberg.
I'm looking for my wife.

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I left her here somewhere.

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So there were four design packages.

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And so you went with Tacky?

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You know, but you can
swap things out.

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Add your own personal touches.

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Oh, yeah. There's book club,
aqua aerobics.

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No Lights. No Lycra.
Been wanting to try that.

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What else? Craft.

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You like craft?

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Why not install a bed?

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I'm not staying here.
This is an obscene waste of money.

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And setting the house on fire -
that was thrifty?

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I didn't want you
to have to pack it all up!

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I wanted it gone.
Considerate. Thanks.

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You're not even going to ask,
are you?

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If I'm planning to do it again?

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Because I am.

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And one day you're gonna come
in here and find me dead.

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Right, well in the meantime,
where's your medication?

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Let's get you settled in.

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The fruit bats?

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You want to take that
through the car wash.

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The poo will eat through the duco.
Yeah, right. Thanks.

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Did you know in Ancient Babylonia
bats were considered

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the Souls of the Dead?

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It's a terrific thought.

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(PHONE RINGS)

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WOMAN: Hello.

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Rumbin Correctional Centre,
do you accept the charges?

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Yes.

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How did it go?

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How's Nanna? Any bloodshed?

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I re-stocked the top drawer.

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You know that Dr Charters can
adjust things?

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If it's come back?

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Nothing about this conversation
is OK.

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Nothing!

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What was that noise?

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Nah, just Oberon, having a meltdown.

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Are you guys coming to visit
before Christmas?

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I'd love to see ya.

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Oh, don't do that.
He needs his whiskers to balance.

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I'm making him beautiful.

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DAD: Put your mum on the phone.

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Mum, Dad wants to talk to you.
I have work.

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No. She doesn't want to talk to you.

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She's being very stubborn.

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That's alright, Chorky.
I'll see you soon.

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How's Mrs Peterson?

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After lunch, her grandson was there
by her, um... What else?

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Beth's putting on the pressure
about going home again.

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OK. I'll talk to them.
Thank you.

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(GROWLING NOISE)

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Oh. Bogan's back. Bed five.

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Big smiles now.

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He's climbing the walls.
Shh Kristina.

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Let the lady do her job.

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I take more than that
for a hangover.

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Hey, Mr Bogdanowicz. You had some
morphine 15 minutes ago.

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Did that shift the pain at all?

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I think, a little, maybe.

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Is that a lie?

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He doesn't want you to think
he's wussy.

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Alright, can you squeeze my hand.
Hard as you can.

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Good.

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That's good. Right, relax.

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And relax, that's good.

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('WALK RIGHT IN' BY DR HOOK
AND THE MEDICINE SHOW PLAYS)

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♪ Walk right in

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♪ Sit right down

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♪ Baby let your hair hang down

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♪ Walk right in

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♪ Sit right down

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♪ Baby let your hair hang down

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♪ Everybody's talking 'bout
a new way of walking... ♪

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Bride or Groom?

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Are you a friend of Barbara
or Robert?

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I'm looking for an off-licence?
Join us.

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We've plenty.

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Did you have a fall?
We have to be so careful, don't we?

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Gosh, Barb, watch the hip!

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His wife, gone now how long?
Four months.

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Barb started with casseroles,
worked her way in.

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It's the ratio...
15:1.

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Which is why I keep Henry
on a short leash.

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He doesn't mind.
Wouldn't say if he did.

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And what did your husband do, Edie?
Before retirement?

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George was a man of the cloth,
Church of England.

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The Vicar's wife?
I'm surrounded by Atheists.

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And is he back at the villa tonight?

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No. Cancer of the bladder.

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We lost George about six months ago.

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His last years were...

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Parkinsons. I nursed him myself.
wouldn't recommend it.

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We were only blathering before.
You're welcome to sit here,

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with us, anytime.
Really?

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Because I might be in the market
for a husband.

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It may not be safe
to let them near me.

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She's kidding!

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Of course she is.

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It's mix CD, Old-school
but it's just some meditations

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and affirmation crap.
I thought you could use it.

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You shouldn't be worried
about my stress levels.

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We were doing up a playlist, anyway.

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Yeah, I want the whole snot-tears
funeral.

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Every dick ex-boyfriend is going to
sit there and feel so guilty.

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Hey. I'm doing the guest list,
there'll be no ex-boyfriends.

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You'll make an appearance, yeah?

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I mean, I get that you normally,
probably wouldn't

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but I kinda want to be
the special patient.

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Of course. But really,
we're not at that stage yet.

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Not even close.

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Yes, we are.
I'm going home tomorrow.

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I know that was the goal we set
but I'm concerned,

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that with your pneumonia, we won't
be able to manage your breathing.

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Doesn't matter anymore.

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Josh? Can you...

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We got some Nembutal.

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I can't see that.

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I'm sorry
but we need your help testing it.

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I tried but I failed
Grade 9 science.

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Even if you just tell me
if I'm doing it right.

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Guys, no.
There are huge risks here.

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Medically,
if it doesn't work properly.

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Right.
That's why we need to test it.

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Legally for you, Josh.
Criminal implications. Serious ones.

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I'm going to swallow it myself.
While I still can.

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I'm done.

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I know it feels like options are
starting to run out...

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I'm not gonna die in here
on a machine.

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That's not what I'm saying...
Kate!

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You didn't fail me, OK.

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It's just how it is.

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So you'll make sure it's good?

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No, I'm ethically bound.

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I have to report this.

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OK, fine.
Can you just give it back.

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We'll find another way to do this.

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Hey. Bed five's restless.
Yup.

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Kate.
Dr Brennan?

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No, I can't...
Hey, hey, hey, it's OK.

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It's OK.

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I can't.
Hey, it's OK.

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♪ Let's go to paradise

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♪ And they can go to hell. ♪

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I think you're down
on Lorikeet Drive.

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You're with Artie Weinberg?

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He's got his wife buried
in the garden?

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Surely that's a public health risk?

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(GRINNING) I doubt she's truly
buried...

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No. For him to be so unwell
and let loose on the streets?

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Take it up
with the Wellness Committee.

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You know, every few weeks
he digs something up

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and buries it again.
His wife's been dead nine years.

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He can't let it go.

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You want some?

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So which way is...?
Straight down.

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Pop a left.

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Hey.
Hey.

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I need someone to call me if Beth
keeps talking about going home.

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She's ideating.

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Do you want me to get Psych down
for a feelings chat?

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Who's up there?
Jessica.

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No. She hates her.
Hm. What about Visual Obs?

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I think let's just give them
some breathing room.

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Heya, might I recommend
a few hours sleep?

254
00:17:41,800 --> 00:17:43,920
Or at least drive-thru Botox?

255
00:17:43,960 --> 00:17:46,120
You're looking worse
than the patients.

256
00:17:46,160 --> 00:17:47,800
'Night.
Hm-mm.

257
00:18:01,840 --> 00:18:03,520
She won't be able to talk.

258
00:18:03,560 --> 00:18:05,880
She'll choke.

259
00:18:05,920 --> 00:18:07,720
You want my wife to choke
Dr Brennan?

260
00:18:07,760 --> 00:18:09,840
OK. Josh, I need to get to my car.

261
00:18:09,880 --> 00:18:12,000
Is it in here?
No.

262
00:18:16,200 --> 00:18:17,560
You know, I've seen people...

263
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They often grow at the end.
It can be a special time.

264
00:18:19,960 --> 00:18:21,400
Where is it?

265
00:18:21,440 --> 00:18:26,880
Look. I'm not going to report it
but I can't let you take her home,

266
00:18:26,920 --> 00:18:29,920
not now, I know. But I'm gonna
make sure that she's really...

267
00:18:29,960 --> 00:18:33,720
Comfortable?
That it's nice?

268
00:18:33,760 --> 00:18:37,160
You wouldn't do this to a dog.

269
00:18:39,320 --> 00:18:41,680
I hate that argument.
She's not a dog.

270
00:18:45,600 --> 00:18:48,600
And you don't know.
Today she thinks she wants this.

271
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Tomorrow you don't know
what she'll want.

272
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She doesn't want to die, Kate.

273
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She is dying.

274
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(AFFIRMATION ON STEREO)
Hi, it's me, Beth.

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Congratulations, one of my favourite
people on this (INAUDIBLE) earth.

276
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And I am narcissistic enough
to think that

277
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you might miss the sound
of my voice.

278
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So, we're gonna start
with a song.

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('GET ME AWAY FROM HERE I AM DYING'
BY BELLE AND SEBASTIAN PLAYS)

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♪ Oh get me away from here
I'm dying

281
00:19:52,520 --> 00:19:56,080
♪ Play me a song to set me free

282
00:19:56,120 --> 00:19:58,440
♪ Nobody writes them
like they used to

283
00:19:59,200 --> 00:20:01,960
♪ So it may as well be me

284
00:20:02,000 --> 00:20:04,800
♪ Here on my own now after hours

285
00:20:04,840 --> 00:20:07,880
♪ Here on my own now on a bus

286
00:20:07,920 --> 00:20:14,440
♪ Think of it this way you could
either be successful or be us

287
00:20:14,480 --> 00:20:16,480
♪ With our winning smiles

288
00:20:16,520 --> 00:20:20,360
♪ And us with our catchy tunes
or worse

289
00:20:20,400 --> 00:20:23,560
♪ Now we're photogenic
you know

290
00:20:24,120 --> 00:20:27,880
♪ We don't stand a chance

291
00:20:38,320 --> 00:20:41,920
♪ Oh I'll settle down
with some old story

292
00:20:41,960 --> 00:20:43,920
♪ About a boy who's just like me

293
00:20:43,960 --> 00:20:45,000
♪ Thought there was love... ♪

294
00:20:47,320 --> 00:20:48,760
Mum?

295
00:20:49,840 --> 00:20:51,120
Hello?

296
00:20:52,160 --> 00:20:55,840
He didn't give you a spare?
Oh, we haven't got one cut yet.

297
00:20:55,880 --> 00:20:59,760
Typical Johnny. Forget his head.

298
00:20:59,800 --> 00:21:03,320
I'm Edie's daughter.
We've just moved in?

299
00:21:03,360 --> 00:21:07,400
Ah, yes. Just addling this heat.

300
00:21:08,280 --> 00:21:10,360
(KNOCKING AGAIN)
Come on, Mum.

301
00:21:11,320 --> 00:21:14,560
I got a key.
Not that I'd use it.

302
00:21:14,600 --> 00:21:17,520
Johnny who used to lived here
before, he was a good friend.

303
00:21:17,560 --> 00:21:20,440
Oh, that would be... Thanks.

304
00:21:25,240 --> 00:21:26,360
Mum?

305
00:21:35,000 --> 00:21:36,120
Edie?

306
00:21:43,760 --> 00:21:45,400
Fuck!

307
00:21:47,040 --> 00:21:48,520
Charming.

308
00:21:55,920 --> 00:21:57,160
What. Did you have a party?

309
00:21:58,080 --> 00:22:00,480
And when did you start drinking?

310
00:22:00,520 --> 00:22:02,440
Never knew what I was missing.

311
00:22:03,360 --> 00:22:08,480
All those years watching you
obliterate yourself... Who knew?

312
00:22:08,520 --> 00:22:13,120
Right. Up. Out of bed.
Come on. Land of the living.

313
00:22:13,160 --> 00:22:14,760
Now. Let's go.

314
00:22:17,480 --> 00:22:18,880
What is this thing?

315
00:22:20,080 --> 00:22:21,600
I'll make you do a gratitude list.

316
00:22:21,640 --> 00:22:23,120
You'll hate that.

317
00:22:23,160 --> 00:22:26,000
I'd be grateful for a daughter
who'd end my suffering.

318
00:22:26,040 --> 00:22:28,760
You people do it all the time.
We don't, actually.

319
00:22:28,800 --> 00:22:30,120
We fight quite hard.

320
00:22:32,680 --> 00:22:34,520
You're depressed.

321
00:22:34,560 --> 00:22:36,480
It's treatable.
Not terminal.

322
00:22:37,680 --> 00:22:39,960
Not terminal.
That's a matter of opinion.

323
00:22:40,000 --> 00:22:42,640
(GYM INSTRUCTOR SPEAKS
IN BACKGROUND)

324
00:22:43,280 --> 00:22:44,800
Oh, good Lord.

325
00:22:45,880 --> 00:22:50,440
..cross, cross. Whew! That's good.
Let's try the...

326
00:22:51,240 --> 00:22:56,120
Hey, I know you miss Dad.
And that's just normal grief shit.

327
00:22:56,160 --> 00:23:00,080
But, you know, I was thinking,
you've never been alone.

328
00:23:00,120 --> 00:23:03,000
Your whole life.
I would be embracing that.

329
00:23:04,680 --> 00:23:07,360
For the first time,
you're not a wife, you're just you.

330
00:23:08,480 --> 00:23:10,360
And I know that Dad
would want you to...

331
00:23:10,400 --> 00:23:15,160
You knew what he was doing.
Everyone knew.

332
00:23:16,080 --> 00:23:17,920
It was the talk?

333
00:23:19,640 --> 00:23:21,280
I found his diaries.

334
00:23:23,360 --> 00:23:25,680
I always hated that he kept a diary.

335
00:23:25,720 --> 00:23:27,840
Can you think of anything
more indulgent?

336
00:23:29,320 --> 00:23:31,520
So many descriptions
of all those women.

337
00:23:34,040 --> 00:23:36,720
Thank God they were women,
I suppose.

338
00:23:38,280 --> 00:23:41,560
Mum, whatever you've read,
Dad really loved you.

339
00:23:41,600 --> 00:23:43,080
And you...

340
00:23:43,120 --> 00:23:44,760
Please don't unpickle
all those years...

341
00:23:44,800 --> 00:23:50,560
All those things he did to them?
Well, guess what,

342
00:23:50,600 --> 00:23:51,760
he never did any of that to me.

343
00:23:52,880 --> 00:23:54,160
He gave it to me?

344
00:23:54,800 --> 00:23:56,800
The cancer?
What?

345
00:23:56,840 --> 00:23:59,920
No. HPV's linked to cervical but...

346
00:23:59,960 --> 00:24:01,920
So I'm neutered because of that man.

347
00:24:03,120 --> 00:24:05,480
He took my breasts.
The breasts weren't secondaries.

348
00:24:05,520 --> 00:24:06,880
That's a whole other
different cancer.

349
00:24:06,920 --> 00:24:09,640
He took everything and you think
that I want to be dead

350
00:24:09,680 --> 00:24:11,480
so that I can be with him?
I don't know what you want.

351
00:24:11,520 --> 00:24:13,680
I want to be dead
because I can't stand to be alive

352
00:24:13,720 --> 00:24:15,760
knowing I wasted all of it.

353
00:24:19,520 --> 00:24:20,880
All of it.

354
00:24:33,920 --> 00:24:39,280
AFFIRMATION: So, this is where I get
a bit dirty to be on you.

355
00:24:42,080 --> 00:24:46,960
I've become a sort of person
who has a morning meditation ritual.

356
00:24:47,680 --> 00:24:50,640
Which is fucking ridiculous.

357
00:24:50,680 --> 00:24:52,120
Also helpful.

358
00:24:54,200 --> 00:24:57,520
Like, I'd to close our eyes
and then breathe out...

359
00:25:00,120 --> 00:25:05,200
..all the while imagining
that we have enough.

360
00:25:06,680 --> 00:25:10,360
Enough money.
Enough love.

361
00:25:11,480 --> 00:25:15,880
Enough patience.
Enough time.

362
00:25:17,240 --> 00:25:18,520
Let's stay on time.

363
00:25:19,600 --> 00:25:21,000
(DOG BARKING)

364
00:25:21,040 --> 00:25:22,680
Mum?

365
00:25:26,880 --> 00:25:28,040
Mum?!

366
00:25:29,480 --> 00:25:31,840
Drop it. Drop it, now!

367
00:25:41,160 --> 00:25:42,600
Mum?

368
00:25:44,200 --> 00:25:46,960
No! We can't. It's murder!

369
00:26:10,680 --> 00:26:14,320
Can we have a funeral?
Tomorrow.

370
00:26:26,200 --> 00:26:29,840
♪ Shadows settle on the place
that you left

371
00:26:31,840 --> 00:26:35,640
♪ Our minds are troubled
by the emptiness

372
00:26:38,240 --> 00:26:43,880
♪ Destroy the middle
it's a waste of time

373
00:26:43,920 --> 00:26:47,640
♪ From the perfect start... #
Aaaah!

374
00:26:47,680 --> 00:26:48,800
♪ ..to the finish line

375
00:26:50,080 --> 00:26:54,720
♪ And if you're still breathing
you're the lucky ones

376
00:26:56,880 --> 00:27:01,600
♪ 'Cause most of us
are heaving through corrupted lungs

377
00:27:02,800 --> 00:27:07,600
♪ Setting fire to our insides for fun

378
00:27:08,760 --> 00:27:13,240
♪ Collecting names of the lovers
that went wrong

379
00:27:14,560 --> 00:27:17,280
♪ The lovers that went wrong. ♪

380
00:27:17,320 --> 00:27:20,320
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