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{\an2}The core drives the legs.
The legs drive the bike.
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{\an2}Keep the core tight,
the shoulders still, OK?
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{\an2}Ruth, how you doing?
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{\an2}Super-good. Yeah? Yes.
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{\an2}Good, good, good.
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{\an2}OK. Move dial
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{\an2}one more turn to the right.
Right, now turn bike, point?
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{\an2}Two to the right, let's go.
nine, eight,
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{\an2}get to the top, come on.
six, five, four,
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{\an2}everything. Come on, Ruth.
Put it in.
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{\an2}Come on. You're with me?
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{\an2}Come on. Make it, make it.
Five seconds,
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{\an2}come on. Over there.
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{\an2}Yes. Everything you've got.
Come on, come on, come on, come on.
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{\an2}four, three, two. Oh, my God.
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{\an2}Everything, everything, come on. OK,
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{\an2}two to the left, rest,
rest, rest, rest.
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{\an2}There are times when I have,
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{\an2}when I have not come
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{\an2}to this class if I've read that
there's a substitute on who's...
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{\an2}..not him. There was one week.
No, not having him.
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{\an2}There was one week I came and it did
say on the thing, Miguel,
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{\an2}and I got here and it was Iona,
a woman.
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{\an2}Oh, no.
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{\an2}That's no good to me. I don't want
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{\an2}that on a Sunday morning, babes.
Wrong. That's not what I'm looking.
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{\an2}Listen, I'm not being funny,
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{\an2}you were literally dangling your
fanny in his face.
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{\an2}You were, you were.
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{\an2}Well, you know. I saw you.
Well,
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{\an2}d'you know what? I was,
to be honest with you,
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{\an2}I, I, I did think he was
slightly flirting.
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{\an2}He was. I wasn't imagining that?
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{\an2}No, he was,
he kept saying, "Push it, push it.
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{\an2}"Push it, Ruth, push it."
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{\an2}And you were doing your
riding skills,
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{\an2}showing him your best riding
skills. Oh.
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{\an2}I would, I just want him to,
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{\an2}maybe he could do like
an entire class
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{\an2}for us naked, just naked,
just so we can just,
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{\an2}just so we can observe. Oh, naked.
Just observe,
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{\an2}we don't need to touch.
I don't need to do anything.
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{\an2}You just wanna see what's under
there, don't you?
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{\an2}I just wanna see exactly
what's under there.
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{\an2}I just want to see what's
under there.
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{\an1}SIGHS
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{\an2}Hi.
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{\an2}Freya?
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{\an2}Freya.
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{\an2}Freya.
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{\an1}SHUTTER CLICKS
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{\an2}Freya?
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{\an2}You here, darl...? Oh, you are here.
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{\an2}Hi, I was calling you
and calling you.
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{\an2}Didn't you hear me, sweetheart?
Are you all right?
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{\an2}Bloody boiling in here.
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{\an2}Have you been out at all today?
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{\an2}Sweetheart?
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{\an2}Should go and get some fresh air.
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{\an2}You look nice, are you going out?
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{\an2}What's the matter?
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{\an2}Nothing.
CLEARS THROAT
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{\an2}OK. Erm,
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{\an2}all right darling, well,
I'm gonna put some...
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{\an2}..I'm just gonna make like a salad
and chicken,
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{\an2}or something like that,
if you want anything...
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{\an2}Erm...
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{\an2}Nothing else I can put in
the wash?
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{\an2}OK. Well, I think you should just
get dressed
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{\an2}and go out for a,
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{\an2}just go for a walk around
the block, or something.
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{\an2}Put your phone down
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{\an2}and get some fresh air,
or something.
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{\an2}Mum, can you just leave me alone?
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{\an2}All right, erm, just erm,
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{\an2}let me know if you need anything,
OK?
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{\an2}OK.
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{\an1}SIGHS
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{\an1}PHONE ALERT
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{\an1}PHONE ALERT
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{\an1}CREAK
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{\an1}SIGHS
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{\an1}DOOR SHUTS
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{\an1}FOOTSTEPS ON STAIRS
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{\an1}DOOR CLOSES
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{\an2}Dinner will be soon, love.
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{\an1}FOOTSTEPS ON STAIRS
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{\an1}DOOR SHUTS
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{\an2}Hi! Hi, darling.
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{\an2}Hi,
I'm doing great actually,
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{\an2}yeah, aww, how lovely,
it is to hear from you.
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{\an2}How are you getting on?
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{\an2}Oh, no, ho, ho, ho! Oh, no!
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{\an2}Oh, my God, that's funny, I know.
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{\an2}I was a flippin' student, myself...
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{\an2}Part of the whole...
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{\an2}Part of,
it's part of the culture. Erm...
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{\an2}Yeah, oh, Mum, I, I,
I was really annoyed the other day.
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{\an2}I really wanted to take a photo,
or, like, a video for you.
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{\an2}But I mean, I was in the sea so I
kind of couldn't.
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{\an2}But I saw a pod of dolphins.
How crazy is that?
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{\an2}Oh, my God. That's amazing.
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{\an2}I was gonna Facetime you
and show you but obviously I was...
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{\an2}Aw, aw well, please do next time.
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{\an2}If ever that happens
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{\an2}and you're not standing on
a surf board. Erm...
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{\an2}Yeah, I'll, I'll try. Also,
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{\an2}I was thinking maybe I'd come
up and,
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{\an2}see you and,
Chippy at home before I go.
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{\an2}I'd love that, darling.
That'd be amazing.
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{\an2}Er, OK, I'll call you.
Wait, how's erm,
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{\an2}how's, how's Chippy?
Is she, is she around?
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{\an2}She... Hang on a sec.
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{\an2}Yeah, she's, she's fine.
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{\an2}She's just erm... Er,
Chippy's being Chippy.
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{\an2}So she's,
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{\an2}I'm guessing she's still pretending
to hate you.
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{\an2}No, I think she's actually hating
me, to be honest.
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{\an2}No, Mum, that's not Chippy.
She doesn't.
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{\an2}She might seem like she does,
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{\an2}but it's not, you know,
Chippy never...
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{\an2}No, I know.
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{\an2}Chippy's Chippy,
Chippy does these things.
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{\an2}I know.
To be honest with you,
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{\an2}I'd really like it if you would
phone her, darling.
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{\an2}And ask her, genuinely,
if she's all right.
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{\an2}Because I think there could be
truly something.
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{\an2}Have you asked her if she's
all right?
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{\an2}No, I can't, I can't, I just,
everything I say... You haven't?
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{\an2}It seems to quite piss her off.
And erm...
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{\an2}Right, OK.
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{\an2}And it's, you know,
it's a bit. It's a bit tricky.
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{\an2}Is she eating well, or is, is...?
Oh, I don't know. That's the whole
thing.
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{\an2}There's a whole Ritz cracker ritual
I've noticed.
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{\an2}But I'm sure it's just a phase and
everything, but I just,
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{\an2}I just don't want her
to get stuck in
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{\an2}a rut about whatever it is.
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{\an2}So I wonder if you could just ring
her and just...
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{\an2}Yeah, I'll try and give Chippy
a call.
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{\an2}Yeah. Anyway, Mum, I've gotta, I've
gotta go erm... All right,
sweetheart. OK,
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{\an2}well, I love you so much.
And thank you for ringing.
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{\an2}And, oh, OK, oops, I gotta go.
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{\an2}OK, love you, baby.
He's gonna give you a ring.
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{\an2}OK, love you, Mum.
OK, Freya's here,
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{\an2}she just popped in.
Just say hi, hi, hi.
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{\an2}Hi, Chip, hiya. He's,
he's gonna give you a buzz.
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{\an2}All right, darling,
love you. OK, love you darling,
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{\an2}bye. Bye. Bye, bye, bye, bye, bye.
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{\an2}Oh, erm... D'you want some soup?
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{\an2}Oh, what's the matter?
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{\an2}Well, Billy's having
and absolutely lovely time.
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{\an2}And he was asking after you.
Erm, and...
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{\an2}All his flatmates are vegan, which
doesn't work very well
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{\an2}for him. Erm...
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{\an2}And erm...
Yeah, he's really,
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{\an2}really good, really good,
really happy, erm...
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{\an2}He said he saw some dolphins.
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{\an2}Oh, sweetheart, come on.
Please, this is so silly.
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{\an2}Is there anything I can...?
OK, no, don't?
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{\an2}I'm gonna give you
a little bowl of this,
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{\an2}it's really nice
and you should have some.
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{\an2}UNDER BREATH: Oh, for fuck's sake.
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{\an1}BANGS BOWL
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{\an1}CLICKS HOB
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{\an2}Why are you standing under
a tree secretly smoking?
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{\an2}I'm not actually secretly smoking,
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{\an2}I'm just not smoking in the house.
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{\an2}And it's sunny, so I'm standing in
the shade.
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{\an2}No?
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{\an2}It's gross.
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{\an2}Thank you, thank you.
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{\an2}Welcome. It stinks.
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{\an2}Yeah, all right darling, OK.
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{\an2}I can do some things that I
want to do,
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{\an2}sometimes, and it's OK. It's OK,
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{\an2}you don't need to turn that into
another reason
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{\an2}to be pissed off with me.
No, I'm not,
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{\an2}but by that same definition, am
I not allowed
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{\an2}to do my own thing as well?
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{\an2}Yes, you can do whatever you
want, sweetheart.
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{\an2}You, you are not judged,
you are not criticised.
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{\an2}Well, I am though, am I not?
You're not judged, babe.
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{\an2}I am, though. Just,
I'm not... No, but I am judged.
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{\an2}No-one's commenting, no-one.
No, I am judged,
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{\an2}because I just heard you on
the phone to Billy,
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{\an2}talking about my strange little
Ritz cracker ritual.
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{\an2}So, beg my pardon if I'm
a little bit hurt
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{\an2}and upset by
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{\an2}the fact that you just have been
talking about me,
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{\an2}to my own brother. That feels,
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{\an2}that feels very divisive
and manipulative.
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{\an2}I'm sorry.
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{\an2}You should learn how to really
whisper. OK.
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{\an2}Or go to the end of the garden
and have that conversation.
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{\an2}I was whispering, actually. All
right, yep, no you're right, you're
right. I. FREYA.
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{\an2}You don't need to get upset. If I
want to wear...
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{\an2}You don't need to get upset.
I was talking to your brother and
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{\an2}I was sharing with him my concerns
about how you are
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{\an2}and I just thought that maybe it
would be more helpful
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{\an2}for him to speak to you.
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{\an2}Rather than me trying to speak
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{\an2}to you, when you obviously don't
want to speak to me at
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{\an2}the moment.
I am sorry if I got that wrong.
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{\an2}I'm sorry if I misjudged it.
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{\an2}And I really am sorry that you
overheard me talking about the
cracker thing,
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{\an2}because I didn't mean that
to seem so.
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{\an2}I, I, it's not, it doesn't matter
about the crackers.
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{\an2}You can, you know,
make a bloody tower of the things.
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{\an2}I don't give a shit, sweetheart.
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{\an2}Oh, f... Don't act so fucking
flippant about it.
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{\an2}OK, I'm not being...
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{\an2}Oh, fucking hell.
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{\an1}TAPS RUN UPSTAIRS
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{\an1}TAPS STILL RUN
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{\an2}Oh... Oh.
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{\an1}TAPS STILL RUN
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{\an2}Oh, for fuck sake.
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{\an2}Stop.
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{\an2}Stop...
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{\an2}Stop it, darling. Stop.
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{\an2}Come on, that's enough.
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{\an2}Stop.
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{\an2}Sweetheart. Stop.
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{\an2}I have to brush my teeth.
Stop.
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{\an2}Stop.
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{\an2}I have to brush my teeth, Mum.
Turn the tap off.
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{\an2}Come on.
I still have to do my teeth, Mum.
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{\an2}You don't have to brush your teeth,
come on.
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{\an2}Shh, shh, shh, shh, shh, shh.
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{\an2}It's all right. I'm sorry.
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{\an2}Oh.
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{\an2}I think you just need now,
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{\an2}just have a lovely night's sleep,
OK?
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{\an2}Good night's sleep.
I'm sure you're feeling a bit...
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{\an1}RUTH SIGHS
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{\an2}Just a bit overwhelmed
and maybe a bit premenstrual.
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{\an2}You know how we get,
us girls, don't we?
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{\an2}Yeah, all right, come on.
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{\an2}Sort yourself out.
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{\an2}Blow your nose. Blow your nosey.
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{\an2}Blow your nosey. Stop.
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{\an1}SNIFFS
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{\an1}FREYA BRUSHES TEETH
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{\an1}STILL BRUSHES
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{\an1}RUTH SNIFFLES
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{\an2}I can drive you in if you
want, darling.
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{\an2}I think you're really gonna be
late now.
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{\an2}Are you up?
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{\an2}Sweetheart?
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{\an2}It's nearly half past, darling.
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{\an2}Hi, you're gonna be late, love.
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{\an2}D'you want some eggs?
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{\an2}I heard your phone going until
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{\an2}the early hours of
the morning, darling.
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{\an2}It's not the best idea,
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{\an2}beginning of a school
week, sweetheart.
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{\an2}Who on Earth is possible messaging
you at that time of night anyway?
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{\an2}Look, I'll give you a lift in
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{\an2}and then you shouldn't be too late.
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{\an2}Come on sit down, darling,
have some egg.
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{\an2}I'll just grab some plates.
Mind out.
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{\an2}I'm not sure if you should be
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{\an2}wearing quite such
a revealing skirt,
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{\an2}to school, ha, ha.
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{\an2}I'm not sure you should be
wearing such
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{\an2}a horrible wine-coloured dress
with such a low neckline.
267
00:25:15,440 --> 00:25:17,720
{\an2}Why have you got
the pink dots on your eyes?
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{\an2}Because it's part of
the style that I try out on my face.
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{\an2}Why have you got those earrings in?
Why do you have that mascara on.
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{\an2}Why do you have no contour on?
Why are you standing like that.
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{\an2}Don't criticise me for wearing
a skirt.
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{\an2}I'm not criticising you,
I wasn't criticising you actually.
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{\an2}You were. I wasn't, darling. Yes,
you were. I wasn't criticising you.
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{\an2}OK, well, if you weren't, then what
were you doing, then?
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{\an2}I don't remember dressing as
a slut when I went to school.
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{\an2}Don't call me a slut!
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{\an2}All right. I'm 17. I'm sorry.
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{\an2}I'm allowed to experiment with
whatever. I don't, I'm sorry.
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{\an2}I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I'm not
like Billy.
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{\an2}I don't want it to be
like this. And I'm not perfect
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{\an2}Please stop. Stop doing what?
Just stop, I'm just...
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{\an2}You are driving me to do this. What
am I fucking doing? Asking me
endless fucking questions.
283
00:26:04,760 --> 00:26:07,320
{\an2}What am I doing?
I'm not doing bloody anything.
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{\an2}You are, though. I'm not.
Believe it or not, you are.
Look, I told...
285
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{\an2}You shout slut, "It's a bit of a
sluttish outfit." Stop.
286
00:26:15,360 --> 00:26:17,960
{\an2}"Oh, it's a bit of a sluttish."
Let's not keep going on about...
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{\an2}How about this? I'm sorry.
Fucking bitch. Fuck off!
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{\an2}Freya. Come back here right now.
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{\an2}Freya. Stop it.
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{\an2}Sweetheart,
I can see your knickers.
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{\an2}Hi, Janice.
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{\an2}WHISPERS: I'm not a fucking slut,
I'm not a fucking slut.
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{\an2}I'm really, really sorry, OK? Freya,
294
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{\an2}can you look at me, please, darling?
I am really sorry.
295
00:27:38,720 --> 00:27:41,400
{\an2}I shouldn't have said any
of what I said. I'm so sorry.
296
00:27:45,240 --> 00:27:48,600
{\an2}Look, you also can't talk
to me like that, you know?
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00:27:48,640 --> 00:27:51,000
{\an2}I am your mum, darling
and I do care about you
298
00:27:51,040 --> 00:27:53,880
{\an2}and I know I'm getting some things
wrong. I don't know why.
299
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{\an2}I don't know what it is that
I've done to upset you,
300
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{\an2}or offend you, or something.
301
00:27:57,800 --> 00:28:00,280
{\an2}Don't know what it is that I've done
to make you hate me
302
00:28:00,320 --> 00:28:03,440
{\an2}so much.
But I care about you deeply.
303
00:28:03,480 --> 00:28:06,480
{\an2}And I want to make sure that you're
all right.
304
00:28:06,520 --> 00:28:08,440
{\an2}And I am really sorry. You know,
305
00:28:08,480 --> 00:28:11,200
{\an2}we were both a little bit in
the wrong there.
306
00:28:11,240 --> 00:28:14,000
{\an2}You know,
both of us a bit below the belt.
307
00:28:14,040 --> 00:28:16,400
{\an2}Perhaps shouldn't have said those
kinds of things
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00:28:16,440 --> 00:28:17,680
{\an2}to each other that way.
309
00:28:17,720 --> 00:28:20,880
{\an2}But can we please just forget it,
forget it, forget it?
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{\an2}Please can we, sweetheart?
Come on, get in the car.
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{\an2}Get in the car and I'll,
I'll drive you to school,
312
00:28:28,240 --> 00:28:31,360
{\an2}yeah? Please, darling. Come on now.
313
00:28:31,400 --> 00:28:35,600
{\an2}Stop all this. Freya,
don't walk away, please.
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{\an2}Freya, darling, Frey...
Freya, Freya, don't walk off!
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{\an2}Don't walk off. Don't walk off.
316
00:28:43,040 --> 00:28:46,200
{\an2}Freya. Don't walk away from me when
I'm talking to you.
317
00:28:46,240 --> 00:28:47,840
{\an2}That is incredibly annoying.
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{\an2}I'm just trying to talk to
you. Please, will you get in the
car?
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{\an2}Fuck!
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00:29:07,440 --> 00:29:09,360
{\an2}I just want you to be...
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00:29:09,400 --> 00:29:12,760
{\an2}..happy. I just
want to smash your phone into
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{\an2}a thousand pieces and shit on it
and flush it down the fucking loo.
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{\an1}RINGTONE
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{\an2}All right, Mum.
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{\an2}Hi, darling. Hi, are you OK?
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00:29:40,920 --> 00:29:43,840
{\an2}Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm fine.
I'm just working.
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00:29:43,880 --> 00:29:45,920
{\an2}Erm, are you...?
Are you all right?
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00:29:45,960 --> 00:29:47,640
{\an2}Yes, I'm fi... Actually no,
329
00:29:47,680 --> 00:29:50,440
{\an2}I'm not all right
and I'm not erm, I'm not all right.
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{\an2}I'm really sorry, I just.
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00:29:52,960 --> 00:29:56,880
{\an2}Ah-hem,
have you got a minute to chat?
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00:29:56,920 --> 00:29:59,200
{\an2}Err, yeah, yeah, yeah, sure, yeah.
333
00:29:59,240 --> 00:30:02,040
{\an2}Your sister called me a bitch.
She left the house.
334
00:30:02,080 --> 00:30:03,840
{\an2}She called you a bitch?
335
00:30:03,880 --> 00:30:06,800
{\an2}Yes. She left the house,
she slammed the door.
336
00:30:06,840 --> 00:30:09,520
{\an2}I just went to find her, found her,
337
00:30:09,560 --> 00:30:12,360
{\an2}she wouldn't even respond to me.
Didn't even talk to me.
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00:30:12,400 --> 00:30:13,880
{\an2}And erm...
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{\an2}I'm just trying my best.
I'm trying my best.
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00:30:17,040 --> 00:30:19,640
{\an2}I'm trying my fucking best
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00:30:19,680 --> 00:30:23,240
{\an2}and I just don't know what else
to do. I'm so sorry.
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00:30:23,280 --> 00:30:27,960
{\an2}It's OK. Don't cry, Mum.
343
00:30:28,000 --> 00:30:30,400
{\an2}You're gonna make me cry if you
start crying.
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00:30:30,440 --> 00:30:33,960
{\an2}I don't like it when you cry,
come on. It's OK.
345
00:30:34,000 --> 00:30:36,440
{\an2}Yeah.
Things like this happen.
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00:30:36,480 --> 00:30:37,800
{\an2}Yeah.
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00:30:44,960 --> 00:30:46,760
{\an1}BACKGROUND CHATTER
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{\an2}Hi, darling, it's Mum.
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00:31:18,600 --> 00:31:22,720
{\an2}Erm, I hope you're having
a lovely day.
350
00:31:22,760 --> 00:31:26,680
{\an2}Let's have a chat and,
just clear the air.
351
00:31:26,720 --> 00:31:30,960
{\an2}Would be lovely
to see how your day's going.
352
00:31:31,000 --> 00:31:33,760
{\an2}Erm, I'm gonna be on my lunch break
in about an hour
353
00:31:33,800 --> 00:31:36,400
{\an2}and a half, so maybe you might have
a minute then
354
00:31:36,440 --> 00:31:38,800
{\an2}to give me a ring?
355
00:31:38,840 --> 00:31:45,360
{\an2}Erm... OK, love you. Bye...Bye.
356
00:31:53,600 --> 00:31:55,040
{\an2}Hi, darling, it's just Mum,
357
00:31:55,080 --> 00:31:57,360
{\an2}calling to see if you're having
a nice day.
358
00:31:58,640 --> 00:32:02,160
{\an2}Erm and, yeah, that's it really.
359
00:32:02,200 --> 00:32:05,960
{\an2}Just let me know what time you'll be
back and,
360
00:32:06,000 --> 00:32:11,600
{\an2}yeah, I love you very much.
OK, speak to you later.
361
00:32:11,640 --> 00:32:14,240
{\an2}Love you, bye.
362
00:33:03,520 --> 00:33:05,080
{\an1}RINGTONE
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00:33:08,440 --> 00:33:09,720
{\an1}PHONE CONNECTS
364
00:33:09,760 --> 00:33:11,040
{\an2}Hi...
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00:33:12,240 --> 00:33:13,920
{\an2}Hi.
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00:33:13,960 --> 00:33:17,480
{\an2}Oh, hi darling, you're
there. Are you all right?
367
00:33:17,520 --> 00:33:19,040
{\an1}DISCONNECTS
368
00:34:32,600 --> 00:34:34,360
{\an2}Hi, erm,
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{\an2}I'm here to see
Mr Kingsley Pallant.
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00:34:36,800 --> 00:34:38,440
{\an2}OK. If you just go straight up the,
371
00:34:38,480 --> 00:34:40,960
{\an2}stairs in front of you,
on the first floor.
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00:34:41,000 --> 00:34:43,760
{\an2}It's just to the left, room 140.
OK, thanks.
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00:35:02,680 --> 00:35:05,920
{\an2}Hi. Hello, Ruth, hi. Hello. Come in.
Come in.
374
00:35:05,960 --> 00:35:08,560
{\an2}Thank you. I'm Simon... Simon,
hi. Hi,
375
00:35:08,600 --> 00:35:12,440
{\an2}we met briefly at a parents'
evening, erm... Oh, that's right,
yes, we did.
376
00:35:12,480 --> 00:35:16,720
{\an2}..last October. That's right.
Erm... OK.
377
00:35:34,920 --> 00:35:37,400
{\an2}We're just doing her grade reviews
at the moment
378
00:35:37,440 --> 00:35:40,720
{\an2}and it's not good.
It's not, not like last term's.
379
00:35:40,760 --> 00:35:42,760
{\an2}We've seen quite a huge decline
380
00:35:42,800 --> 00:35:45,240
{\an2}and even some of her assignments not
being completed or,
381
00:35:45,280 --> 00:35:47,160
{\an2}or, or handed in.
382
00:35:47,200 --> 00:35:48,760
{\an2}OK.
383
00:35:48,800 --> 00:35:51,800
{\an2}I am really sorry to just spring
this on you, but I... No, it's fine.
384
00:35:51,840 --> 00:35:54,280
{\an2}..I felt, I felt -
she just seems very different.
385
00:36:08,480 --> 00:36:10,960
{\an2}What worries me is that there seems
to be,
386
00:36:11,000 --> 00:36:12,520
{\an2}it is so marked
387
00:36:12,560 --> 00:36:15,200
{\an2}a contrast from how she was when she
first came here.
388
00:36:15,240 --> 00:36:18,200
{\an2}And I've tried to talk to her about
it, erm, in tutor time, erm...
389
00:36:18,240 --> 00:36:20,400
{\an2}And what,
what does she say about that, then?
390
00:36:20,440 --> 00:36:22,880
{\an2}She's, she's,
she's not guarded she just says,
391
00:36:22,920 --> 00:36:24,560
{\an2}"I'm fine, there's,
392
00:36:24,600 --> 00:36:27,080
{\an2}"there's nothing,
there's nothing to worry about."
393
00:36:39,240 --> 00:36:42,400
{\an2}There's obviously something weighing
on her that she needs help
394
00:36:42,440 --> 00:36:44,120
{\an2}and support with. Now I,
395
00:36:44,160 --> 00:36:47,640
{\an2}I completely accept that young
people have their rebellions,
396
00:36:47,680 --> 00:36:49,120
{\an2}they, they like
397
00:36:49,160 --> 00:36:51,720
{\an2}to try different personas, all that
kind of stuff.
398
00:36:51,760 --> 00:36:54,000
{\an2}But I, I would really think,
399
00:36:54,040 --> 00:36:56,360
{\an2}I really think it would be worth her
while if she saw
400
00:36:56,400 --> 00:36:59,160
{\an2}a counsellor and I...
401
00:36:59,200 --> 00:37:02,320
{\an2}No, no, we don't, that's, I don't...
402
00:37:02,360 --> 00:37:04,160
{\an2}She doesn't need to see,
403
00:37:04,200 --> 00:37:06,680
{\an2}I, I, it's not that,
it's not that bad.
404
00:37:16,400 --> 00:37:18,680
{\an2}How are you, how are you getting on
with her at home?
405
00:37:18,720 --> 00:37:20,840
{\an2}Fine.
406
00:37:20,880 --> 00:37:25,760
{\an2}I mean, fine,
you know? Erm...
407
00:37:26,960 --> 00:37:28,400
{\an2}..yeah. So nothing,
408
00:37:28,440 --> 00:37:31,080
{\an2}nothing has happened between you
two that's...?
409
00:37:31,120 --> 00:37:35,160
{\an2}Nn-nnn. No...No, not that I can...
410
00:37:35,200 --> 00:37:37,200
{\an2}Not that I can think of.
411
00:37:57,560 --> 00:38:00,440
{\an2}Yeah, I'll mention, I'll mention it
and then I'll, I'll, I'll ring.
412
00:38:00,480 --> 00:38:02,320
{\an2}I know this sounds really personal
413
00:38:02,360 --> 00:38:04,560
{\an2}and I do apologise for asking it,
but are you all right?
414
00:38:05,640 --> 00:38:07,840
{\an2}Yeah. Ruth...?
415
00:38:07,880 --> 00:38:10,720
{\an2}I'm very, I'm fine,
thank you, I, I'm gonna go.
416
00:38:10,760 --> 00:38:12,760
{\an2}I've got to do dinner and stuff,
thank you.
417
00:38:12,800 --> 00:38:15,200
{\an2}I really appreciate your time.
I'm very grateful.
418
00:38:15,240 --> 00:38:17,600
{\an2}Well, we're here and if you could
have that conversation
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00:38:17,640 --> 00:38:20,120
{\an2}with her about seeing
a counsellor, that would be...
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00:38:20,160 --> 00:38:21,800
{\an2}I will do my best. I will do my
best.
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00:38:34,360 --> 00:38:36,040
{\an1}PHONE ALERT
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00:38:44,760 --> 00:38:46,160
{\an1}PHONE ALERT
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00:38:54,360 --> 00:38:56,680
{\an2}Freya, come downstairs, please!
424
00:39:23,120 --> 00:39:25,240
{\an1}UNSCREWS BOTTLE
425
00:39:25,280 --> 00:39:26,680
{\an1}POURS
426
00:39:46,440 --> 00:39:50,120
{\an1}So, is there anything you want to,
427
00:39:50,160 --> 00:39:52,960
{\an2}tell me about how everything's going
at the moment?
428
00:39:53,000 --> 00:39:54,240
{\an2}From your point of view.
429
00:40:00,040 --> 00:40:01,600
{\an2}Not really.
430
00:40:01,640 --> 00:40:04,520
{\an2}Well, I think you need to have
a proper conversation
431
00:40:04,560 --> 00:40:07,720
{\an2}with me about how you're actually
feeling at school.
432
00:40:07,760 --> 00:40:10,600
{\an2}Whether things are being handed in
on time?
433
00:40:10,640 --> 00:40:14,480
{\an2}Because I have just had
a meeting with.
434
00:40:14,520 --> 00:40:16,120
{\an2}Simon Kingsley Pallant.
435
00:40:16,160 --> 00:40:18,840
{\an2}Apparently, you're not being
very truthful.
436
00:40:18,880 --> 00:40:21,680
{\an2}In fact, you're being a bit
secretive, I think, about
437
00:40:21,720 --> 00:40:23,920
{\an2}schoolwork, all of a sudden.
438
00:40:23,960 --> 00:40:27,400
{\an2}And if you're struggling,
sweetheart, you need to tell me.
439
00:40:27,440 --> 00:40:31,520
{\an2}So that...
I can't help you unless you tell me.
440
00:40:31,560 --> 00:40:33,800
{\an2}You care about doing well.
441
00:40:33,840 --> 00:40:35,920
{\an2}I don't really care right now.
442
00:40:35,960 --> 00:40:39,000
{\an2}I don't really
want to be in school any more.
443
00:40:39,040 --> 00:40:41,240
{\an2}I remember that feeling, myself.
444
00:40:41,280 --> 00:40:43,880
{\an2}Yeah, but you went
to school years ago, so...
445
00:40:43,920 --> 00:40:46,520
{\an2}We're not talking about me, please.
OK, we're not talking about me.
446
00:40:46,560 --> 00:40:49,240
{\an2}Don't get all uppity at me.
I am just...
447
00:40:49,280 --> 00:40:51,520
{\an2}You asked me to talk
and I'm trying to talk.
448
00:40:51,560 --> 00:40:53,520
{\an2}OK. I want to try and help.
449
00:40:56,240 --> 00:40:58,320
{\an2}What's going on, darling,
please? Come on.
450
00:40:58,360 --> 00:41:01,480
{\an2}I just don't really
want to be doing school stuff.
451
00:41:01,520 --> 00:41:04,680
{\an2}OK, let's move on from that.
You're doing school stuff,
452
00:41:04,720 --> 00:41:07,720
{\an2}it's something you have to do.
What's, what's going on?
453
00:41:07,760 --> 00:41:09,400
{\an2}I don't know what's going on.
454
00:41:09,440 --> 00:41:11,640
{\an2}Well, what's wrong with you?
There's something that's wrong.
455
00:41:11,680 --> 00:41:13,480
{\an2}I don't know what's wrong.
456
00:41:15,560 --> 00:41:19,120
{\an2}Look, that Simon guy thinks that you
need to see
457
00:41:19,160 --> 00:41:20,680
{\an2}a school counsellor.
458
00:41:20,720 --> 00:41:22,640
{\an2}That feels a bit embarrassing,
to me.
459
00:41:22,680 --> 00:41:25,320
{\an2}I'm sorry, I shouldn't actually be
saying these things out loud... So,
460
00:41:25,360 --> 00:41:26,960
{\an2}it's embarrassing, no... you
shouldn't.
461
00:41:27,000 --> 00:41:30,160
{\an2}I know, you're right,
I shouldn't, I shouldn't.
So it's embarra... it's embarrassing
462
00:41:30,200 --> 00:41:33,320
{\an2}for you that I clearly am not
very engaged,
463
00:41:33,360 --> 00:41:34,840
{\an2}apparently.
464
00:41:34,880 --> 00:41:37,480
{\an2}And don't really like
the schoolwork at the moment.
465
00:41:37,520 --> 00:41:39,160
{\an2}No, that's not what I said.
School is...
466
00:41:39,200 --> 00:41:41,520
{\an2}Don't twist what I said.
I'm not twisting what you said.
467
00:41:41,560 --> 00:41:43,000
{\an2}I didn't say that it's embarrassing
468
00:41:43,040 --> 00:41:44,760
{\an2}for me that you don't like school.
469
00:41:44,800 --> 00:41:46,720
{\an2}That is not what I said.
470
00:41:46,760 --> 00:41:49,200
{\an2}I said it feels
a little bit embarrassing that
471
00:41:49,240 --> 00:41:51,840
{\an2}I am being told what's really going
on with you by
472
00:41:51,880 --> 00:41:55,120
{\an2}a teacher,
who I barely fucking know.
473
00:41:55,160 --> 00:41:57,600
{\an2}And that
that teacher thinks you
474
00:41:57,640 --> 00:41:59,800
{\an2}need to go and see
the bloody counsellor.
475
00:42:04,640 --> 00:42:06,080
{\an2}Oh, fucking hell.
476
00:42:06,120 --> 00:42:07,520
{\an2}You can't get frustrated right now.
477
00:42:07,560 --> 00:42:12,240
{\an2}OK, I'm frustrated with
the situation, not you, all right?
478
00:42:20,040 --> 00:42:21,720
{\an2}Oh, fuck this.
479
00:42:54,200 --> 00:42:57,160
{\an2}I hate this situation just as much
as you do.
480
00:42:57,200 --> 00:42:58,600
{\an2}I really do,
481
00:42:58,640 --> 00:43:01,400
{\an2}but I just don't know what
to tell you.
482
00:43:01,440 --> 00:43:02,640
{\an2}Come and sit down, sweetheart.
483
00:43:02,680 --> 00:43:04,800
{\an2}I don't really want to sit down.
Please come and sit down.
484
00:43:04,840 --> 00:43:06,040
{\an2}I don't really want to sit down.
485
00:43:06,080 --> 00:43:08,320
{\an2}Come and sit down at the table.
No, I don't really want to.
486
00:43:08,360 --> 00:43:09,720
{\an2}Sit down! I'm...
487
00:43:09,760 --> 00:43:12,520
{\an2}Sit fucking down, right now!
I'm, no,
488
00:43:12,560 --> 00:43:15,320
{\an2}I've had enough of this.
Sit down, young lady.
489
00:43:21,840 --> 00:43:24,320
{\an2}All this fucking dramatic nonsense.
490
00:43:24,360 --> 00:43:27,000
{\an2}"I don't know what's wrong." You do
know what's wrong,
491
00:43:27,040 --> 00:43:28,680
{\an2}bloody well tell me, now.
492
00:43:30,120 --> 00:43:33,160
{\an2}I don't know what's wrong.
I don't like being in the dark.
493
00:43:33,200 --> 00:43:34,720
{\an2}I don't like feeling powerless.
494
00:43:34,760 --> 00:43:37,120
{\an2}I don't like feeling like I'm doing
the wrong thing.
495
00:43:37,160 --> 00:43:39,640
{\an2}And I don't like being told by
a fucking school teacher,
496
00:43:39,680 --> 00:43:41,880
{\an2}who I barely bloody know that my
kid is
497
00:43:41,920 --> 00:43:43,400
{\an2}going to school dressed like a slut
498
00:43:43,440 --> 00:43:45,520
{\an2}and that her grades are slipping.
You know,
499
00:43:45,560 --> 00:43:46,800
{\an2}here's the thing,
500
00:43:46,840 --> 00:43:49,440
{\an2}I don't actually give
a shit about whether you get C's,
501
00:43:49,480 --> 00:43:53,480
{\an2}D's, B's, fucking A's, whatever.
I actually don't care.
502
00:43:53,520 --> 00:43:59,520
{\an2}But what I do care is that
I know it matters to you.
503
00:43:59,560 --> 00:44:01,240
{\an2}It matters to you
504
00:44:01,280 --> 00:44:05,000
{\an2}and I care that you will end up
feeling bitterly disappointed
505
00:44:05,040 --> 00:44:07,560
{\an2}in yourself.
506
00:44:07,600 --> 00:44:09,640
{\an2}Oh, my God.
507
00:44:09,680 --> 00:44:12,000
{\an2}I don't need to be shouted at
like that.
508
00:44:12,040 --> 00:44:14,240
{\an2}No, you're absolutely right,
you're absolutely right.
509
00:44:14,280 --> 00:44:16,920
{\an2}I don't know what is wrong
and I don't know what to tell you.
510
00:44:16,960 --> 00:44:20,160
{\an2}I can't give you any answers
because I have no answers.
511
00:44:20,200 --> 00:44:22,560
{\an2}So don't yell at me.
512
00:44:22,600 --> 00:44:25,440
{\an2}Look, to me it seems like you don't
like yourself very much at
513
00:44:25,480 --> 00:44:27,800
{\an2}the moment.
I don't.
514
00:44:27,840 --> 00:44:30,800
{\an2}OK. What, why? You are beautiful.
515
00:44:30,840 --> 00:44:33,000
{\an2}I just don't like myself.
You are a beautiful, strong...
516
00:44:33,040 --> 00:44:35,240
{\an2}I just don't feel like
I like myself right now.
517
00:44:35,280 --> 00:44:37,040
{\an2}You've got an incredible,
cracking figure.
518
00:44:37,080 --> 00:44:38,320
{\an2}You've got, you're so athletic.
519
00:44:38,360 --> 00:44:41,720
{\an2}I don't want to talk... Oh...
You've got incredible skin.
You're a vibrant,
520
00:44:41,760 --> 00:44:45,560
{\an2}gorgeous, gorgeous girl.
What's happened? Nothing.
521
00:44:45,600 --> 00:44:48,960
{\an2}I don't know, I...
Oh, fuck me.
522
00:44:49,000 --> 00:44:51,280
{\an2}WHISPERS: Oh, my God.
523
00:44:51,320 --> 00:44:54,680
{\an2}I'm gonna go to bed.
See you tomorrow morning.
524
00:45:14,960 --> 00:45:16,720
{\an1}SHE SNIFFLES
525
00:46:03,120 --> 00:46:04,720
{\an1}PHONE ALERT
526
00:46:13,080 --> 00:46:14,560
{\an1}RUTH SIGHS
527
00:46:16,720 --> 00:46:18,040
{\an2}Hi.
528
00:46:20,760 --> 00:46:22,120
{\an2}Erm...
529
00:46:25,280 --> 00:46:26,520
{\an2}Here you go.
530
00:46:29,200 --> 00:46:30,200
{\an2}Erm...
531
00:46:32,000 --> 00:46:33,680
{\an2}..can I sit down?
532
00:46:35,560 --> 00:46:36,880
{\an2}Oh, thank you.
533
00:46:42,720 --> 00:46:44,160
{\an2}Erm...
534
00:46:51,360 --> 00:46:54,720
{\an2}..I think I need to tell you that
I'm really struggling.
535
00:46:56,840 --> 00:46:58,960
{\an2}Darling, I'm finding this really
extremely hard.
536
00:47:02,040 --> 00:47:03,920
{\an2}I'm sorry to put that on you when
537
00:47:03,960 --> 00:47:08,680
{\an2}I know that you're going through
a lot of stuff too.
538
00:47:08,720 --> 00:47:10,680
{\an2}But I'm finding this
really difficult.
539
00:47:12,200 --> 00:47:14,080
{\an2}And I feel really lonely at times.
540
00:47:16,040 --> 00:47:18,480
{\an2}And that's not who I am, either.
541
00:47:18,520 --> 00:47:21,840
{\an2}It's not what I'm used to.
I feel sad.
542
00:47:23,800 --> 00:47:26,400
{\an2}Don't always like myself, either.
543
00:47:26,440 --> 00:47:28,840
{\an2}That happens to grown-ups as well.
544
00:47:30,880 --> 00:47:34,400
{\an2}And so it's really hard for me
545
00:47:34,440 --> 00:47:38,640
{\an2}to be experiencing this time
with you that is so upsetting.
546
00:47:42,760 --> 00:47:45,600
{\an2}It's occupying my mind all the,
all the time.
547
00:47:45,640 --> 00:47:47,520
{\an2}I'm not really sleeping very well.
548
00:47:47,560 --> 00:47:49,240
{\an2}I'm not enjoying anything.
549
00:47:49,280 --> 00:47:50,640
{\an2}I don't look forward to anything.
550
00:47:50,680 --> 00:47:53,160
{\an2}I don't look forward
to anything at all.
551
00:47:53,200 --> 00:47:55,880
{\an2}Nothing, nothing.
552
00:47:57,680 --> 00:47:59,960
{\an2}I just feel bad, all the time.
553
00:48:00,000 --> 00:48:02,560
{\an2}I feel bad, I feel guilty,
I feel like I'm a nag.
554
00:48:02,600 --> 00:48:05,760
{\an2}I feel like I'm not that fun mum
that I used to be.
555
00:48:05,800 --> 00:48:08,480
{\an2}I feel like I'm...losing you.
556
00:48:10,120 --> 00:48:12,520
{\an2}And in the process
of that, I'm losing something
557
00:48:12,560 --> 00:48:15,360
{\an2}of myself.
It's really hard to let go of that.
558
00:48:15,400 --> 00:48:18,640
{\an2}I don't wanna let go of being a mum.
I don't want to have to do that.
559
00:48:19,800 --> 00:48:21,240
{\an2}And I don't think I should.
560
00:48:23,800 --> 00:48:25,240
{\an1}SHE SIGHS
561
00:48:27,480 --> 00:48:29,200
{\an2}So that's where I'm at.
562
00:48:36,040 --> 00:48:40,520
{\an2}I...feel very...
563
00:48:44,960 --> 00:48:47,280
{\an2}..lost...
564
00:48:50,440 --> 00:48:55,760
{\an2}..with where I wanted to be,
565
00:48:55,800 --> 00:49:01,640
{\an2}or what I was expecting this year
to be like.
566
00:49:01,680 --> 00:49:03,640
{\an2}It's not like that.
567
00:49:03,680 --> 00:49:05,960
{\an2}And I'm really scared because I,
568
00:49:06,000 --> 00:49:12,440
{\an2}I feel like I'm just not in touch
with myself any more.
569
00:49:13,840 --> 00:49:15,760
{\an2}SNIFFLING: And I don't know where
that's gone.
570
00:49:19,600 --> 00:49:22,800
{\an2}I'm really frightened that
I can't get it back.
571
00:49:46,680 --> 00:49:48,680
{\an1}SHEETS RUSTLE
572
00:49:56,840 --> 00:49:58,600
{\an2}Oh, fuck.
573
00:50:04,560 --> 00:50:06,360
{\an1}PHONE ALERT
574
00:50:18,480 --> 00:50:20,000
{\an1}ALERT
575
00:50:28,160 --> 00:50:30,040
{\an1}ALERT
576
00:50:32,000 --> 00:50:33,600
{\an1}FREYA SOBS
577
00:50:36,200 --> 00:50:37,600
{\an1}SNIFFLES
578
00:50:39,600 --> 00:50:41,200
{\an1}ALERT
579
00:50:50,000 --> 00:50:54,000
{\an2}Freya, it's 1:30, darling.
580
00:50:54,040 --> 00:50:56,480
{\an2}Nearly,
nearly 1:30 in the morning.
581
00:50:57,960 --> 00:50:59,120
{\an1}ALERT
582
00:50:59,160 --> 00:51:00,360
{\an1}KNOCKS DOOR
583
00:51:03,400 --> 00:51:05,680
{\an2}Sweetheart,
I think you've left your phone on.
584
00:51:09,120 --> 00:51:10,760
{\an2}Please go to sleep now.
585
00:51:12,920 --> 00:51:14,520
{\an1}KNOCKS
586
00:51:14,560 --> 00:51:16,360
{\an2}It's a school night, darling,
come on.
587
00:51:23,200 --> 00:51:24,280
{\an1}ALERT
588
00:51:24,320 --> 00:51:25,480
{\an2}Come on, Freya.
589
00:51:25,520 --> 00:51:27,720
{\an2}Switch off now, darling, OK?
590
00:51:34,160 --> 00:51:36,040
{\an2}Right, night, love you,
night-night.
591
00:52:05,360 --> 00:52:06,720
{\an1}ALERT
592
00:52:12,120 --> 00:52:14,640
{\an2}Shh, shh, shh, shh, shh.
593
00:52:14,680 --> 00:52:16,200
{\an2}WHISPERS: Come on. Come on, come on.
594
00:52:18,440 --> 00:52:20,600
{\an2}WHISPERS: Switch that fucking thing
off.
595
00:52:34,080 --> 00:52:37,000
{\an2}Come on, darling,
we've really got to just get on now,
596
00:52:37,040 --> 00:52:38,600
{\an2}come on.
597
00:52:38,640 --> 00:52:40,920
{\an2}We've just gotta crack on with
the day.
598
00:52:40,960 --> 00:52:47,920
{\an2}And just. Just, just,
move on. Freya, please.
599
00:52:51,680 --> 00:52:54,960
{\an2}Freya? Sweetheart, please.
600
00:52:57,480 --> 00:53:00,640
{\an2}Come on. I've got to go to work.
601
00:53:00,680 --> 00:53:02,560
{\an2}Freya, come on, please, come on.
602
00:53:02,600 --> 00:53:06,160
{\an2}Please don't make me leave you like
this, darling.
603
00:53:06,200 --> 00:53:09,440
{\an2}Please. Freya,
604
00:53:09,480 --> 00:53:12,040
{\an2}you've got to get up
and go in darling.
605
00:53:12,080 --> 00:53:14,280
{\an2}Just do a half day,
or something.
606
00:53:14,320 --> 00:53:16,120
{\an2}I'll come and pick you up at
lunch.
607
00:53:17,600 --> 00:53:21,960
{\an2}I tell you what.
I'll set an alarm on your clock.
608
00:53:22,000 --> 00:53:23,520
{\an2}I'll set an alarm for nine
609
00:53:23,560 --> 00:53:25,440
{\an2}and then you won't miss your
second lesson,
610
00:53:25,480 --> 00:53:26,880
{\an2}all right?
611
00:53:26,920 --> 00:53:28,440
{\an2}And I can always call the school
612
00:53:28,480 --> 00:53:31,400
{\an2}and just let them know that you're
not feeling too well, OK?
613
00:53:35,600 --> 00:53:37,760
{\an2}Come on, sweetheart,
this isn't fair on me.
614
00:53:42,480 --> 00:53:44,520
{\an2}Oh, fuck.
615
00:53:44,560 --> 00:53:46,920
{\an2}All right,
616
00:53:46,960 --> 00:53:48,560
{\an2}your alarm's gonna go off at nine
617
00:53:48,600 --> 00:53:51,840
{\an2}and I'll call you when I get
to work, OK? Love you.
618
00:53:59,320 --> 00:54:00,800
{\an1}RUTH CLEARS THROAT
619
00:54:55,400 --> 00:54:57,240
{\an1}PHONE VIBRATES
620
00:55:06,040 --> 00:55:08,920
{\an2}I just...
I just want to go back
621
00:55:08,960 --> 00:55:12,160
{\an2}to how everything was before
all this.
622
00:55:13,280 --> 00:55:15,280
{\an2}We'll be all right,
we'll be all right,
623
00:55:15,320 --> 00:55:17,480
{\an2}we'll figure it out.
It'll be OK, darling.
624
00:55:17,520 --> 00:55:20,200
{\an2}It's just a phase,
it's just - these things happen,
625
00:55:20,240 --> 00:55:22,800
{\an2}don't they? Anyway,
look, I love you very much.
626
00:55:22,840 --> 00:55:27,880
{\an2}I really do. Please just call me,
no, pick up when I phone you.
627
00:55:50,760 --> 00:55:54,040
{\an2}MESSAGE: We'll be all right, we'll
be all right, we'll figure it out.
628
00:55:54,080 --> 00:55:57,840
{\an2}It'll be OK, darling. It's just a
phase, it's just - these things
happen,
629
00:55:57,880 --> 00:56:00,920
{\an2}don't they? Anyway,
look, I love you very much.
630
00:56:00,960 --> 00:56:04,520
{\an2}I really do. Please just call me,
no, pick up when I phone you.
631
00:56:19,400 --> 00:56:21,240
{\an1}SENSORS BEEP
632
00:56:29,360 --> 00:56:31,200
{\an1}RINGTONE
633
00:56:38,440 --> 00:56:40,080
{\an2}AUTOMATED: Welcome to the O2...
634
00:57:33,160 --> 00:57:34,600
{\an2}Ruth?
635
00:57:38,800 --> 00:57:40,280
{\an2}Ruth, are you OK?
636
00:57:40,320 --> 00:57:42,520
{\an2}Oh, fuck off!
637
00:57:42,560 --> 00:57:44,120
{\an2}What's happened?
638
00:57:48,680 --> 00:57:51,440
{\an2}Hi, darling, can you just,
please, can you ring me?
639
00:57:51,480 --> 00:57:53,200
{\an2}I just feel a bit worried about you
640
00:57:53,240 --> 00:57:54,680
{\an2}and I just really want to talk
641
00:57:54,720 --> 00:57:57,080
{\an2}to you and just make sure
you're OK.
642
00:58:05,760 --> 00:58:07,360
{\an2}Can you phone me back?
643
00:58:09,320 --> 00:58:11,840
{\an2}Sorry.
That's OK, what's happened?
644
00:58:14,760 --> 00:58:16,760
{\an2}What is it? I don't... What is it?
645
00:58:17,960 --> 00:58:19,080
{\an2}What's happened?
646
00:58:19,120 --> 00:58:20,120
{\an1}RUTH SOBS
647
00:58:40,520 --> 00:58:43,960
{\an2}Fight everything this time. five,
four,
648
00:58:44,000 --> 00:58:45,840
{\an2}three, two, one.
649
00:58:45,880 --> 00:58:50,200
{\an2}Two to the right. Let's go, let's
go, let's go. Get to the top of the
hill!
650
00:58:50,240 --> 00:58:52,560
{\an2}Ruth, come on, push it.
Move your legs,
651
00:58:52,600 --> 00:58:54,880
{\an2}move your legs.
Come on everybody, four...
652
00:58:54,920 --> 00:59:00,320
{\an2}MUFFLED: ..three, two, one. Great
stuff. Two to the left.
653
01:00:55,680 --> 01:00:57,000
{\an2}Darling?
654
01:01:01,200 --> 01:01:02,840
{\an2}Oh, sweetheart.
655
01:01:08,640 --> 01:01:13,160
{\an2}Have you been sleeping all day,
darling?
656
01:01:13,200 --> 01:01:15,160
{\an2}Yeah?
657
01:01:15,200 --> 01:01:16,760
{\an2}You been sleeping all day?
658
01:01:18,080 --> 01:01:21,960
{\an2}Are you OK? Are you all right?
659
01:01:23,440 --> 01:01:26,880
{\an2}Oh, beautiful girl.
Come on, it's ever so hot in here.
660
01:01:26,920 --> 01:01:29,800
{\an2}Have a bit of... Blankets off you.
661
01:01:29,840 --> 01:01:35,080
{\an2}Come on, sweetheart.
Get some air. What you doing?
662
01:01:35,120 --> 01:01:37,000
{\an2}What have you got...
663
01:01:37,040 --> 01:01:39,360
{\an2}..are you hiding something?
What have you got?
664
01:01:41,400 --> 01:01:44,600
{\an2}What have you done? What is it?
665
01:01:46,480 --> 01:01:48,560
{\an2}What is it?
666
01:01:48,600 --> 01:01:50,760
{\an1}FREYA SOBS
667
01:01:50,800 --> 01:01:56,320
{\an2}What is it? What, what is,
what, what have you done?
668
01:01:58,400 --> 01:02:01,240
{\an2}What is it?
Oh, my God.
669
01:02:03,080 --> 01:02:07,080
{\an2}Oh, God. Oh, God...
670
01:02:08,560 --> 01:02:11,480
{\an2}My baby,
baby, baby.
671
01:02:17,760 --> 01:02:19,600
{\an1}PHONE RINGS
672
01:02:30,480 --> 01:02:32,400
{\an1}DOOR OPENS
673
01:02:35,000 --> 01:02:36,480
{\an2}Freya Eldwick.
674
01:02:39,800 --> 01:02:42,720
{\an2}Sorry I'm running late today.
Do come in.
675
01:02:45,320 --> 01:02:47,920
{\an2}Take a seat. Thank you.
676
01:02:53,040 --> 01:02:57,920
{\an2}So, I've not met you both before.
My name's Doctor Suzy.
677
01:02:57,960 --> 01:03:01,520
{\an2}And erm,
how can I help you this afternoon?
678
01:03:01,560 --> 01:03:04,640
{\an2}Erm, do you want to tell
the doctor, darling,
679
01:03:04,680 --> 01:03:08,000
{\an2}or do you want me to tell her?
You can tell her. OK.
680
01:03:08,040 --> 01:03:12,040
{\an2}Erm... So, Freya's hurt herself.
681
01:03:12,080 --> 01:03:14,240
{\an2}OK. It's OK.
682
01:03:14,280 --> 01:03:18,240
{\an2}And erm...
When did this happen, Freya?
683
01:03:18,280 --> 01:03:19,720
{\an2}Today.
684
01:03:19,760 --> 01:03:22,200
{\an2}OK. How did you do it?
685
01:03:22,240 --> 01:03:24,520
{\an2}Some nail scissors.
686
01:03:24,560 --> 01:03:27,280
{\an2}OK, can I have a look, is that OK?
687
01:03:27,320 --> 01:03:29,080
{\an2}Yeah. Thank you.
688
01:03:30,480 --> 01:03:31,920
{\an2}Can I have a look underneath?
689
01:03:36,640 --> 01:03:38,960
{\an2}OK, oh...
690
01:03:39,000 --> 01:03:41,400
{\an2}You managed to stop the bleeding OK?
Yeah.
691
01:03:41,440 --> 01:03:43,240
{\an2}How do you feel showing that
to me now?
692
01:03:44,920 --> 01:03:47,360
{\an2}Erm, embarrassed.
693
01:03:47,400 --> 01:03:50,920
{\an2}OK. Would you find it easier if
it was just you
694
01:03:50,960 --> 01:03:52,240
{\an2}and me, Freya?
695
01:03:52,280 --> 01:03:53,600
{\an2}We can talk together
696
01:03:53,640 --> 01:03:56,160
{\an2}and maybe Mum could wait in
the waiting room, yeah?
697
01:03:56,200 --> 01:03:58,160
{\an2}Yes, please.
698
01:03:58,200 --> 01:03:59,760
{\an2}Is that OK with you, Mum?
699
01:04:01,200 --> 01:04:02,400
{\an2}Erm...
700
01:04:05,600 --> 01:04:07,080
{\an2}Erm...
701
01:04:10,800 --> 01:04:13,320
{\an2}..yeah.
702
01:04:13,360 --> 01:04:16,240
{\an2}OK, I'll call you back in,
I'll come and get you.
703
01:04:19,800 --> 01:04:23,880
{\an2}But what if I...? Don't I need to
know what's happening?
704
01:04:23,920 --> 01:04:25,680
{\an2}Well, Freya's of
705
01:04:25,720 --> 01:04:28,280
{\an2}an age now where it might be more
comfortable to talk
706
01:04:28,320 --> 01:04:32,000
{\an2}to me on a one-to-one basis.
So, my duty.
707
01:04:32,040 --> 01:04:33,920
{\an2}I'm her, I'm her mum, though.
708
01:04:33,960 --> 01:04:36,360
{\an2}Sure, and I can see that
you're upset,
709
01:04:36,400 --> 01:04:39,280
{\an2}but Freya can speak
to me on her own.
710
01:04:39,320 --> 01:04:41,080
{\an2}I'll wait out there.
711
01:04:41,120 --> 01:04:43,320
{\an2}OK, thank you.
712
01:04:44,680 --> 01:04:47,480
{\an2}Is that more comfortable, Freya?
713
01:04:47,520 --> 01:04:49,880
{\an2}Has Mum been part of the problem?
714
01:04:49,920 --> 01:04:51,480
{\an2}What's been going on?
715
01:04:53,480 --> 01:04:57,800
{\an2}I just feel really...
716
01:04:59,400 --> 01:05:01,240
{\an2}..out of control.
717
01:05:01,280 --> 01:05:03,280
{\an2}OK, OK.
718
01:05:03,320 --> 01:05:06,120
{\an2}Erm, I don't know why,
719
01:05:06,160 --> 01:05:09,680
{\an2}I don't know why I cut myself,
and I'm really scared.
720
01:05:09,720 --> 01:05:12,080
{\an2}OK, how long has this been going
on for?
721
01:05:12,120 --> 01:05:14,000
{\an2}Erm, a while.
722
01:05:14,040 --> 01:05:17,480
{\an2}OK, one month, six months?
723
01:05:17,520 --> 01:05:19,920
{\an2}Has it been building up over
the last couple of weeks?
724
01:05:19,960 --> 01:05:22,000
{\an2}What sort of,
what's been the background?
725
01:05:22,040 --> 01:05:25,560
{\an2}It's been about, maybe a month.
726
01:05:25,600 --> 01:05:27,040
{\an2}OK.
727
01:05:27,080 --> 01:05:30,440
{\an2}And I started to not be able
to remember things.
728
01:05:30,480 --> 01:05:31,960
{\an2}OK.
729
01:05:32,000 --> 01:05:35,280
{\an2}Which is weird because I normally am
really good.
730
01:05:35,320 --> 01:05:37,560
{\an2}And have you been,
do you go to college?
731
01:05:37,600 --> 01:05:40,240
{\an2}Are you, have you been going to
college OK? Yeah...Yeah.
732
01:05:40,280 --> 01:05:43,040
{\an2}Are you managing
to concentrate in your lessons?
733
01:05:43,080 --> 01:05:47,720
{\an2}I, I mean, it, I thought,
I think that I am,
734
01:05:47,760 --> 01:05:50,160
{\an2}but then I can't remember.
735
01:05:50,200 --> 01:05:53,760
{\an2}I can't,
I can't remember what we did.
736
01:05:53,800 --> 01:05:56,480
{\an2}OK, and how much have you discussed
this with your mum?
737
01:06:20,360 --> 01:06:23,000
{\an2}Hi, thanks for waiting. Could you
come down with me, please?
738
01:06:23,040 --> 01:06:24,560
{\an2}Yep. Thanks. Yep.
739
01:06:31,520 --> 01:06:35,800
{\an2}Right, come on in
and take a seat. Erm,
740
01:06:35,840 --> 01:06:38,920
{\an2}I've had a good chat
with Freya today and erm,
741
01:06:38,960 --> 01:06:41,520
{\an2}I'm beginning to understand what's
going on.
742
01:06:41,560 --> 01:06:44,280
{\an2}And I think the safest thing
to do is refer her on
743
01:06:44,320 --> 01:06:46,280
{\an2}to CAMHS for some counselling.
744
01:06:46,320 --> 01:06:47,480
{\an2}I don't know what that is.
745
01:06:47,520 --> 01:06:49,560
{\an2}OK, so CAMHS is the
746
01:06:49,600 --> 01:06:52,400
{\an2}Child and Adolescent Mental
Health Services.
747
01:06:52,440 --> 01:06:55,400
{\an2}It's a part of the NHS that offers
counselling services
748
01:06:55,440 --> 01:06:57,560
{\an2}for children and teenagers.
749
01:06:57,600 --> 01:06:59,600
{\an2}In the meantime, Freya's got
750
01:06:59,640 --> 01:07:02,600
{\an2}a sheet of counselling services if
she feels like she wants
751
01:07:02,640 --> 01:07:04,040
{\an2}to contact them. And erm,
752
01:07:04,080 --> 01:07:05,640
{\an2}you and I will see each other
753
01:07:05,680 --> 01:07:08,560
{\an2}regularly until CAMHS take on
your care.
754
01:07:08,600 --> 01:07:10,480
{\an2}Mmm.
755
01:07:10,520 --> 01:07:12,120
{\an2}So obviously this has been
a bit of a shock
756
01:07:12,160 --> 01:07:13,560
{\an2}for you as well.
757
01:07:13,600 --> 01:07:16,160
{\an2}Do you see anybody at
the practice at all?
758
01:07:16,200 --> 01:07:18,120
{\an2}Me? Yes. No, no.
759
01:07:18,160 --> 01:07:20,400
{\an2}Do you feel that you need any help,
or support?
760
01:07:20,440 --> 01:07:22,600
{\an2}No, no, no. No.
761
01:07:22,640 --> 01:07:25,040
{\an2}I mean, I'm a strong, normal person.
762
01:07:25,080 --> 01:07:27,840
{\an2}Erm, so that, that,
that's, well that's,
763
01:07:27,880 --> 01:07:30,520
{\an2}that's great, isn't it, darling?
Sounds good, doesn't it?
764
01:07:30,560 --> 01:07:32,880
{\an2}If you need any support,
or any questions,
765
01:07:32,920 --> 01:07:34,760
{\an2}just contact me through
the main switchboard
766
01:07:34,800 --> 01:07:36,280
{\an2}and we can have a conversation.
767
01:07:36,320 --> 01:07:39,200
{\an2}But obviously I can't divulge
anything that we've discussed today
768
01:07:39,240 --> 01:07:40,520
{\an2}with Freya.
769
01:07:40,560 --> 01:07:42,400
{\an2}All right, thank you.
770
01:07:42,440 --> 01:07:44,480
{\an2}Thank you. Bye-bye, Freya.
771
01:07:45,680 --> 01:07:46,960
{\an2}Bye.
772
01:08:10,680 --> 01:08:12,960
{\an2}Er, would you like me to run you
a bath, or something darling?
773
01:08:17,120 --> 01:08:18,960
{\an2}Maybe...
774
01:08:19,000 --> 01:08:23,640
{\an2}..maybe you should just go and have
a little sleep?
775
01:08:23,680 --> 01:08:26,080
{\an2}Let me know if you need anything,
OK?
776
01:10:30,480 --> 01:10:32,280
{\an1}DOOR KNOCKS
777
01:10:53,040 --> 01:10:57,680
{\an2}Oh, my God. Oh, my God. What are you
doing here?
778
01:10:57,720 --> 01:11:01,480
{\an2}You didn't message, or anything? I
thought I'd come and surprise you.
779
01:11:01,520 --> 01:11:04,760
{\an2}You didn't message us, darling. I
know, I didn't think I needed to.
780
01:11:04,800 --> 01:11:09,520
{\an2}How did you get from the...? How did
you get from station? I got a taxi.
I got a taxi from the station.
781
01:11:09,560 --> 01:11:14,320
{\an8}Oh, darling, I could have come
and... No, it was fine. I wanted to
come and surprise you.
782
01:11:14,360 --> 01:11:17,040
{\an8}How you doing? I could have come and
picked you up.
783
01:11:17,080 --> 01:11:20,400
{\an8}That's OK. Oh, wow.
You all right? Yeah, ahhh.
784
01:11:22,640 --> 01:11:25,600
{\an8}You sure
you're all right? Yeah, yeah, yeah.
785
01:11:27,120 --> 01:11:30,640
{\an2}Right, I'm gonna make some toast.
OK. I'm really hungry.
786
01:11:30,680 --> 01:11:33,480
{\an2}Erm, yeah, come, let's go in. God,
bloody hell what have you got in
787
01:11:33,520 --> 01:11:36,240
{\an2}this bag, it weighs a tonne. No
don't take, don't take my bag up.
788
01:11:36,280 --> 01:11:39,160
{\an2}I'll take, I'll take my bag up to my
room in a minute. All right,
789
01:11:39,200 --> 01:11:41,320
{\an2}darling. Let me put the erm, kettle
on.
790
01:11:44,080 --> 01:11:49,200
{\an2}Is Freya in? Erm Freya? Erm...
791
01:11:49,240 --> 01:11:53,000
{\an2}Yeah, is, is she, is she out?
792
01:11:57,720 --> 01:11:59,200
{\an2}No, she's here.
793
01:12:03,000 --> 01:12:04,560
{\an2}OK.
794
01:12:10,280 --> 01:12:12,520
{\an2}Erm, darling.
795
01:12:12,560 --> 01:12:15,480
{\an2}What's happ... Mum, what's happened?
796
01:12:15,520 --> 01:12:18,320
{\an2}Freya's not very well, sweetheart.
797
01:12:18,360 --> 01:12:20,960
{\an2}She doesn't have, like, a cancer,
or anything like that.
798
01:12:21,000 --> 01:12:22,320
{\an2}It's nothing like that.
799
01:12:22,360 --> 01:12:24,520
{\an2}Oh, thank God.
800
01:12:24,560 --> 01:12:26,320
{\an2}She's erm...
801
01:12:28,960 --> 01:12:32,120
{\an2}She's...
she's very depressed at the moment.
802
01:12:33,280 --> 01:12:36,560
{\an2}And that means that she is not
803
01:12:36,600 --> 01:12:39,280
{\an2}behaving quite like herself at all.
804
01:12:40,760 --> 01:12:46,040
{\an2}And erm, she's, she's quite lost.
She's quite lost and, and...
805
01:12:46,080 --> 01:12:49,080
{\an2}She hurt herself
with some scissors,
806
01:12:49,120 --> 01:12:52,680
{\an2}darling. And she's cut her arms.
807
01:12:54,200 --> 01:12:58,720
{\an2}And she... I'm sorry, sweetie,
I'm sorry, darling.
808
01:13:00,880 --> 01:13:04,920
{\an2}Come on, come on, angel.
Look at me, look at me, darling.
809
01:13:04,960 --> 01:13:07,720
{\an2}Look at me all right?
Listen. I'm sorry,
810
01:13:07,760 --> 01:13:11,400
{\an2}I'm sorry, darling.
I'm sorry, it's all my fault.
811
01:13:11,440 --> 01:13:14,280
{\an2}No, it isn't, Mum.
No it is my fault. I've tried.
812
01:13:14,320 --> 01:13:15,760
{\an2}No, it's not. No, it's not.
813
01:13:15,800 --> 01:13:18,000
{\an2}I've really tried to be,
"Good Mummy."
814
01:13:18,040 --> 01:13:19,640
{\an2}You are.
815
01:13:21,800 --> 01:13:23,680
{\an2}Just go and give her a nice cuddle.
816
01:13:26,880 --> 01:13:30,960
{\an2}OK. Go and give her a nice cuddle
and just... OK.
817
01:13:31,000 --> 01:13:33,320
{\an2}Just tell her that you love her
and that...
818
01:13:33,360 --> 01:13:34,920
{\an2}Can you tell her that...?
819
01:13:34,960 --> 01:13:38,240
{\an2}Tell her that she's
a beautiful girl.
820
01:13:38,280 --> 01:13:40,040
{\an2}Tell her that she's beautiful
821
01:13:40,080 --> 01:13:42,200
{\an2}and tell her that you love her.
822
01:13:42,240 --> 01:13:44,320
{\an2}Tell her that everybody loves her.
823
01:13:44,360 --> 01:13:47,120
{\an2}And that she doesn't
need to be anything that she isn't.
824
01:13:47,160 --> 01:13:49,960
{\an2}She can just be herself
and we'll just love her the same.
825
01:13:50,000 --> 01:13:52,040
{\an2}I'll tell her the right thing.
826
01:13:52,080 --> 01:13:56,800
{\an2}Yeah, just be, nice, kind, you.
827
01:13:56,840 --> 01:14:00,840
{\an2}Yeah... Yeah, OK.
828
01:14:22,080 --> 01:14:23,720
{\an1}KNOCKS DOOR
829
01:14:24,880 --> 01:14:26,800
{\an2}Freya?
830
01:14:32,320 --> 01:14:35,880
{\an2}Hey, Freya. Hi
831
01:15:11,240 --> 01:15:13,440
{\an2}Could you pass the erm, pepper?
Mm.
832
01:15:21,360 --> 01:15:23,600
{\an1}And erm, and what about sports.
833
01:15:23,640 --> 01:15:25,240
{\an2}Have you been keeping up all
834
01:15:25,280 --> 01:15:27,680
{\an2}of your? Is there,
do they have a gym, or...?
835
01:15:27,720 --> 01:15:30,400
{\an2}They have, they do have a gym.
They do have a gym.
836
01:15:30,440 --> 01:15:32,320
{\an2}Which I've been to a couple of
times,
837
01:15:32,360 --> 01:15:35,920
{\an2}but...I never go on my own,
838
01:15:35,960 --> 01:15:39,640
{\an2}that's the thing.
I can't do solo gym.
839
01:15:39,680 --> 01:15:41,120
{\an2}No.
840
01:15:41,160 --> 01:15:42,960
{\an2}It's just not my thing.
841
01:15:43,000 --> 01:15:44,120
{\an2}No.
842
01:15:44,160 --> 01:15:46,240
{\an2}Know what I mean?
843
01:15:46,280 --> 01:15:48,760
{\an2}Well done for coming
downstairs, darling.
844
01:15:55,960 --> 01:15:58,480
{\an2}Would you like me
to make you something different?
845
01:16:05,640 --> 01:16:06,880
{\an2}Why the fuck did you
846
01:16:06,920 --> 01:16:11,480
{\an2}need to say that?
She was doing fine.
847
01:16:11,520 --> 01:16:13,000
{\an2}You didn't need to throw in,
848
01:16:13,040 --> 01:16:16,640
{\an2}"Shall I make you
something different?" And,
"Well done for coming downstairs."
849
01:16:16,680 --> 01:16:18,040
{\an2}Oh.
850
01:16:18,080 --> 01:16:20,960
{\an2}Do you see how that
would be annoying?
851
01:16:21,000 --> 01:16:22,400
{\an2}Yeah, I do, I do.
852
01:16:24,760 --> 01:16:26,640
{\an2}That's just not right.
853
01:16:26,680 --> 01:16:30,080
{\an2}When she's doing something well,
don't thank her for doing it well.
854
01:16:30,120 --> 01:16:32,880
{\an2}Yeah, I'll just go
and see if she's all right.
855
01:16:32,920 --> 01:16:34,760
{\an2}She was doing fine.
856
01:16:34,800 --> 01:16:36,200
{\an2}Yeah, OK.
857
01:16:42,640 --> 01:16:45,640
{\an2}Sorry about that, babe.
858
01:16:48,040 --> 01:16:50,200
{\an2}I didn't mean to upset you at all.
859
01:16:52,440 --> 01:16:55,360
{\an2}Look, I think you'll feel
a bit better if eat something,
860
01:16:55,400 --> 01:16:58,880
{\an2}just a little bit.
Just a little bit, yeah?
861
01:17:04,800 --> 01:17:06,000
{\an2}All right.
862
01:17:07,600 --> 01:17:11,560
{\an2}Have a minute to yourself
and then, then come down, OK?
863
01:17:11,600 --> 01:17:13,040
{\an2}All right.
864
01:17:26,920 --> 01:17:28,440
{\an1}SHE EXHALES
865
01:17:35,680 --> 01:17:37,240
{\an1}GASPS QUIETLY
866
01:17:52,560 --> 01:17:54,400
{\an2}Fuck.
867
01:17:54,440 --> 01:17:55,960
{\an2}Fuck me.
868
01:18:05,000 --> 01:18:06,360
{\an1}GASPS
869
01:18:08,320 --> 01:18:11,120
{\an2}Oh...Oh. Oh...
870
01:18:14,440 --> 01:18:16,920
{\an2}Oh, my God.
871
01:18:16,960 --> 01:18:18,880
{\an2}What the fuck has she done?
872
01:18:21,360 --> 01:18:23,200
{\an2}Fuck.
873
01:18:29,160 --> 01:18:31,120
{\an1}FLUSHES TOILET
874
01:18:41,480 --> 01:18:45,280
{\an2}Billy, Billy, Billy,
Billy, Billy, I've got her phone.
875
01:18:45,320 --> 01:18:46,680
{\an2}What are you doing?
876
01:18:46,720 --> 01:18:49,760
{\an2}I've got her phone, don't. No. Come
on, stop it, stop it, stop it, stop
it, stop it.
877
01:18:49,800 --> 01:18:52,720
{\an2}Mum, you can't. I would be angry if
you took my phone. But Billy, look,
this is...
878
01:18:52,760 --> 01:18:55,440
{\an2}No, Mum, you have to give it back.
Look at these terrible things people
are saying about her.
879
01:18:55,480 --> 01:18:57,720
{\an2}What, what is this?
What the fuck is this?
880
01:18:57,760 --> 01:18:59,960
{\an2}What are these awful pictures?
pictures?
881
01:19:00,000 --> 01:19:01,360
{\an2}So fucking...
882
01:19:03,360 --> 01:19:05,080
{\an2}Mum.
883
01:19:05,120 --> 01:19:07,360
{\an2}Where's my phone? Sit down,
sweetheart. Sit down, sit down.
884
01:19:07,400 --> 01:19:09,720
{\an2}Where's my phone? Mum. Just give...
Where's my phone Mum? Give her, her
885
01:19:09,760 --> 01:19:12,600
{\an2}phone back. Darling. Sweetheart. You
have to give me back my phone.
Freya, calm down.
886
01:19:12,640 --> 01:19:14,520
{\an2}No, you have to give me back
my phone.
887
01:19:14,560 --> 01:19:16,120
{\an2}Freya, Freya. Mum.
888
01:19:16,160 --> 01:19:18,480
{\an2}Why did you take it? Freya, listen
to me. Why did you take if from the
889
01:19:18,520 --> 01:19:20,560
{\an2}bathroom. Darling. It's mine. Listen
to Mummy. Darling.
890
01:19:20,600 --> 01:19:22,400
{\an2}You need to listen to Mummy now, OK?
891
01:19:23,720 --> 01:19:26,280
{\an2}I don't think that you should have
that phone. No, no, no, no, no.
892
01:19:26,320 --> 01:19:29,120
{\an2}Sweetheart, it's making... You have
to give it back to me. It's mine.
893
01:19:29,160 --> 01:19:30,920
{\an2}Darling, enough, enough.
894
01:19:30,960 --> 01:19:32,840
{\an2}Mum, just give her,
her phone back. Stop.
895
01:19:32,880 --> 01:19:36,160
{\an2}Enough. This is what's making you
ill. It's what's making you ill.
896
01:19:36,200 --> 01:19:37,440
{\an2}Me and Billy,
897
01:19:37,480 --> 01:19:39,840
{\an2}me and Billy are gonna help you.
Aren't we, darling?
898
01:19:39,880 --> 01:19:41,880
{\an2}You have to give me back my phone.
You have to give me back my phone.
899
01:19:41,920 --> 01:19:42,920
{\an2}Sweetheart. All right, darling.
900
01:19:42,960 --> 01:19:46,320
{\an2}It's my phone. It's my phone. OK,
all right sweetheart. I'll give it
back, I'll give it back.
901
01:19:46,360 --> 01:19:49,720
{\an2}Give it back, it's my phone. Oh, my
God, oh, my God. Billy, get the
phone,
902
01:19:49,760 --> 01:19:52,160
{\an2}OK, sweetheart,
stop, stop,
903
01:19:52,200 --> 01:19:55,520
{\an2}Stop, stop, stop.
Just stop. Stop.
Give me back my phone, it's mine.
904
01:19:55,560 --> 01:20:00,160
{\an2}Give it to Mummy,
give it to Mummy, give it to Mummy.
It's my phone. It's mine.
905
01:20:00,200 --> 01:20:02,800
{\an1}FREYA WAILS
906
01:20:46,080 --> 01:20:47,840
{\an1}DOOR KNOCKS
907
01:20:50,440 --> 01:20:53,400
{\an2}Hi. Morning.
Did you sleep all right?
908
01:20:53,440 --> 01:20:54,920
{\an2}Yeah, I slept great.
909
01:20:57,560 --> 01:21:00,480
{\an2}I, I'm off, I have to go.
I have to get the 8:30 train.
910
01:21:01,720 --> 01:21:03,320
{\an2}I'll take you, come on.
911
01:21:03,360 --> 01:21:04,720
{\an2}Oh, thanks, Mum.
912
01:21:13,360 --> 01:21:17,120
{\an2}You just stay here,
OK? Stay in bed.
913
01:21:17,160 --> 01:21:18,600
{\an2}Mm-hm.
914
01:21:42,520 --> 01:21:44,440
{\an2}I'll just grab my shoes, darling.
915
01:21:49,280 --> 01:21:51,360
{\an2}I just wanted to say bye.
916
01:21:51,400 --> 01:21:52,640
{\an2}Oh, hey.
917
01:22:02,880 --> 01:22:06,680
{\an2}I love you. I love you too.
918
01:22:06,720 --> 01:22:08,400
{\an2}You gonna be all right?
919
01:22:08,440 --> 01:22:09,680
{\an2}Mm-hm.
920
01:22:09,720 --> 01:22:11,160
{\an2}You're strong.
921
01:22:14,360 --> 01:22:16,800
{\an2}I'll, I'll call you, yeah?
922
01:22:16,840 --> 01:22:19,520
{\an2}Yeah.
923
01:22:19,560 --> 01:22:21,120
{\an2}Love you, Chip.
924
01:22:22,680 --> 01:22:25,480
{\an2}I'm only gonna be 15 minutes, OK?
Yeah.
925
01:22:25,520 --> 01:22:27,600
{\an2}And I'll come straight back,
all right?
926
01:22:27,640 --> 01:22:28,760
{\an2}OK.
927
01:22:28,800 --> 01:22:31,520
{\an2}Why don't you go
and get back into bed, OK, darling?
928
01:22:31,560 --> 01:22:34,440
{\an2}Mm-hmm. All right. Love you. OK.
929
01:23:04,400 --> 01:23:06,600
{\an1}SHE SIGHS
930
01:23:10,600 --> 01:23:11,920
{\an2}Oh.
931
01:23:39,880 --> 01:23:41,600
{\an1}BREATHES HEAVILY
932
01:24:17,400 --> 01:24:18,920
{\an2}Oh.
933
01:24:22,480 --> 01:24:24,440
{\an1}SHE PANTS
934
01:24:30,280 --> 01:24:32,600
{\an1}PANTS
935
01:25:14,080 --> 01:25:16,640
{\an2}Thanks, Mum.
936
01:25:16,680 --> 01:25:18,120
{\an1}HE SIGHS
937
01:25:20,040 --> 01:25:23,160
{\an2}It's gonna be good.
It's gonna be all right.
938
01:25:25,360 --> 01:25:27,720
{\an1}SHE PANTS
939
01:25:27,760 --> 01:25:29,400
{\an1}DROPS PHONE IN SINK
940
01:25:37,960 --> 01:25:39,560
{\an2}Don't worry about anything, OK?
941
01:25:42,960 --> 01:25:44,360
{\an2}You're a good mum.
942
01:25:46,160 --> 01:25:51,400
{\an2}Thank you, darling. I'll get my
train. All right. OK, love you.
943
01:25:51,440 --> 01:25:54,800
{\an2}I'll phone you later, OK?
Yeah, call me.
944
01:25:56,680 --> 01:25:58,200
{\an2}I love you, darling.
945
01:26:02,400 --> 01:26:04,720
{\an2}Love you. Bye.
946
01:26:31,560 --> 01:26:33,400
{\an1}PULSING SCORE BEGINS
947
01:26:49,640 --> 01:26:51,760
{\an1}SHE PANTS
948
01:27:14,720 --> 01:27:16,600
{\an1}HYPERVENTILATES
949
01:27:18,760 --> 01:27:20,360
{\an1}SHE GASPS
950
01:27:30,000 --> 01:27:31,800
{\an1}SHE PANTS
951
01:27:33,520 --> 01:27:36,040
{\an1}PULSING SCORE INTENSIFIES
952
01:28:17,760 --> 01:28:19,640
{\an1}PULSING SCORE BUILDS
953
01:28:30,120 --> 01:28:31,840
{\an2}Darling?
954
01:28:31,880 --> 01:28:34,560
{\an2}It's all right.
955
01:28:34,600 --> 01:28:36,520
{\an2}It's all right, sweetheart.
956
01:28:36,560 --> 01:28:38,240
{\an2}Come on, come on.
957
01:28:38,280 --> 01:28:39,960
{\an2}It's all right, darling, come on.
958
01:28:40,000 --> 01:28:42,080
{\an2}Come on.
959
01:28:42,120 --> 01:28:44,640
{\an2}All right, come on, come on, sit
down.
960
01:28:44,680 --> 01:28:46,280
{\an2}Sit down, sit down.
961
01:28:46,320 --> 01:28:48,240
{\an1}FREYA SIGHS
962
01:28:52,680 --> 01:28:54,360
{\an1}FREYA HYPERVENTILATES
963
01:28:54,400 --> 01:28:56,400
{\an2}It's all right. Oh, my God.
964
01:28:56,440 --> 01:28:57,440
{\an1}FREYA SOBS
965
01:28:57,480 --> 01:28:58,760
{\an2}Oh, it's all right, sweetie.
966
01:28:58,800 --> 01:29:01,200
{\an2}OK, OK.
967
01:29:01,240 --> 01:29:02,960
{\an2}Come on.
968
01:29:04,080 --> 01:29:06,040
{\an2}It's OK.
969
01:29:07,240 --> 01:29:08,880
{\an2}It's OK.
970
01:29:18,200 --> 01:29:20,800
{\an2}Shh.
971
01:29:20,840 --> 01:29:22,240
{\an2}It's all right.
972
01:29:22,280 --> 01:29:24,040
{\an2}I promise.
973
01:29:24,080 --> 01:29:25,760
{\an2}I promise.
974
01:31:21,480 --> 01:31:24,640
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