1 00:00:58,280 --> 00:01:02,360 {\an2}The core drives the legs. The legs drive the bike. 2 00:01:02,400 --> 00:01:05,240 {\an2}Keep the core tight, the shoulders still, OK? 3 00:01:15,160 --> 00:01:16,720 {\an2}Ruth, how you doing? 4 00:01:16,760 --> 00:01:18,640 {\an2}Super-good. Yeah? Yes. 5 00:01:18,680 --> 00:01:19,920 {\an2}Good, good, good. 6 00:01:19,960 --> 00:01:21,920 {\an2}OK. Move dial 7 00:01:21,960 --> 00:01:25,200 {\an2}one more turn to the right. Right, now turn bike, point? 8 00:01:25,240 --> 00:01:29,080 {\an2}Two to the right, let's go. nine, eight, 9 00:01:29,120 --> 00:01:32,840 {\an2}get to the top, come on. six, five, four, 10 00:01:32,880 --> 00:01:35,640 {\an2}everything. Come on, Ruth. Put it in. 11 00:01:35,680 --> 00:01:37,480 {\an2}Come on. You're with me? 12 00:01:37,520 --> 00:01:40,280 {\an2}Come on. Make it, make it. Five seconds, 13 00:01:40,320 --> 00:01:41,800 {\an2}come on. Over there. 14 00:01:41,840 --> 00:01:46,360 {\an2}Yes. Everything you've got. Come on, come on, come on, come on. 15 00:01:46,400 --> 00:01:49,360 {\an2}four, three, two. Oh, my God. 16 00:01:49,400 --> 00:01:51,280 {\an2}Everything, everything, come on. OK, 17 00:01:51,320 --> 00:01:53,720 {\an2}two to the left, rest, rest, rest, rest. 18 00:02:30,280 --> 00:02:31,840 {\an2}There are times when I have, 19 00:02:31,880 --> 00:02:33,280 {\an2}when I have not come 20 00:02:33,320 --> 00:02:36,080 {\an2}to this class if I've read that there's a substitute on who's... 21 00:02:36,120 --> 00:02:38,480 {\an2}..not him. There was one week. No, not having him. 22 00:02:38,520 --> 00:02:41,560 {\an2}There was one week I came and it did say on the thing, Miguel, 23 00:02:41,600 --> 00:02:43,880 {\an2}and I got here and it was Iona, a woman. 24 00:02:43,920 --> 00:02:44,960 {\an2}Oh, no. 25 00:02:45,000 --> 00:02:46,120 {\an2}That's no good to me. I don't want 26 00:02:46,160 --> 00:02:48,600 {\an2}that on a Sunday morning, babes. Wrong. That's not what I'm looking. 27 00:02:48,640 --> 00:02:49,840 {\an2}Listen, I'm not being funny, 28 00:02:49,880 --> 00:02:51,960 {\an2}you were literally dangling your fanny in his face. 29 00:02:52,000 --> 00:02:53,920 {\an2}You were, you were. 30 00:02:53,960 --> 00:02:56,240 {\an2}Well, you know. I saw you. Well, 31 00:02:56,280 --> 00:02:58,560 {\an2}d'you know what? I was, to be honest with you, 32 00:02:58,600 --> 00:03:01,040 {\an2}I, I, I did think he was slightly flirting. 33 00:03:01,080 --> 00:03:02,480 {\an2}He was. I wasn't imagining that? 34 00:03:02,520 --> 00:03:04,880 {\an2}No, he was, he kept saying, "Push it, push it. 35 00:03:04,920 --> 00:03:06,600 {\an2}"Push it, Ruth, push it." 36 00:03:06,640 --> 00:03:08,560 {\an2}And you were doing your riding skills, 37 00:03:08,600 --> 00:03:11,200 {\an2}showing him your best riding skills. Oh. 38 00:03:11,240 --> 00:03:13,080 {\an2}I would, I just want him to, 39 00:03:13,120 --> 00:03:15,720 {\an2}maybe he could do like an entire class 40 00:03:15,760 --> 00:03:18,200 {\an2}for us naked, just naked, just so we can just, 41 00:03:18,240 --> 00:03:20,480 {\an2}just so we can observe. Oh, naked. Just observe, 42 00:03:20,520 --> 00:03:22,440 {\an2}we don't need to touch. I don't need to do anything. 43 00:03:22,480 --> 00:03:24,400 {\an2}You just wanna see what's under there, don't you? 44 00:03:24,440 --> 00:03:26,520 {\an2}I just wanna see exactly what's under there. 45 00:03:26,560 --> 00:03:28,560 {\an2}I just want to see what's under there. 46 00:03:29,800 --> 00:03:31,160 {\an1}SIGHS 47 00:05:35,080 --> 00:05:36,080 {\an2}Hi. 48 00:05:41,200 --> 00:05:42,880 {\an2}Freya? 49 00:05:53,920 --> 00:05:55,280 {\an2}Freya. 50 00:06:00,640 --> 00:06:02,880 {\an2}Freya. 51 00:06:02,920 --> 00:06:04,520 {\an1}SHUTTER CLICKS 52 00:06:07,880 --> 00:06:09,280 {\an2}Freya? 53 00:06:11,280 --> 00:06:14,080 {\an2}You here, darl...? Oh, you are here. 54 00:06:14,120 --> 00:06:16,200 {\an2}Hi, I was calling you and calling you. 55 00:06:16,240 --> 00:06:19,280 {\an2}Didn't you hear me, sweetheart? Are you all right? 56 00:06:23,000 --> 00:06:24,400 {\an2}Bloody boiling in here. 57 00:06:26,600 --> 00:06:28,760 {\an2}Have you been out at all today? 58 00:06:31,440 --> 00:06:33,760 {\an2}Sweetheart? 59 00:06:36,480 --> 00:06:38,440 {\an2}Should go and get some fresh air. 60 00:06:39,560 --> 00:06:41,360 {\an2}You look nice, are you going out? 61 00:06:45,480 --> 00:06:46,680 {\an2}What's the matter? 62 00:06:46,720 --> 00:06:50,360 {\an2}Nothing. CLEARS THROAT 63 00:06:50,400 --> 00:06:52,560 {\an2}OK. Erm, 64 00:06:52,600 --> 00:06:55,480 {\an2}all right darling, well, I'm gonna put some... 65 00:06:55,520 --> 00:06:58,160 {\an2}..I'm just gonna make like a salad and chicken, 66 00:06:58,200 --> 00:07:00,520 {\an2}or something like that, if you want anything... 67 00:07:00,560 --> 00:07:02,120 {\an2}Erm... 68 00:07:03,720 --> 00:07:06,000 {\an2}Nothing else I can put in the wash? 69 00:07:08,680 --> 00:07:11,840 {\an2}OK. Well, I think you should just get dressed 70 00:07:11,880 --> 00:07:13,240 {\an2}and go out for a, 71 00:07:13,280 --> 00:07:15,840 {\an2}just go for a walk around the block, or something. 72 00:07:15,880 --> 00:07:17,240 {\an2}Put your phone down 73 00:07:17,280 --> 00:07:19,920 {\an2}and get some fresh air, or something. 74 00:07:21,280 --> 00:07:22,880 {\an2}Mum, can you just leave me alone? 75 00:07:26,560 --> 00:07:30,800 {\an2}All right, erm, just erm, 76 00:07:30,840 --> 00:07:33,920 {\an2}let me know if you need anything, OK? 77 00:07:37,120 --> 00:07:38,520 {\an2}OK. 78 00:07:50,160 --> 00:07:51,600 {\an1}SIGHS 79 00:08:08,240 --> 00:08:10,040 {\an1}PHONE ALERT 80 00:08:17,560 --> 00:08:19,560 {\an1}PHONE ALERT 81 00:08:24,320 --> 00:08:26,160 {\an1}CREAK 82 00:08:33,640 --> 00:08:35,000 {\an1}SIGHS 83 00:09:06,960 --> 00:09:08,560 {\an1}DOOR SHUTS 84 00:09:24,880 --> 00:09:27,280 {\an1}FOOTSTEPS ON STAIRS 85 00:09:31,200 --> 00:09:32,840 {\an1}DOOR CLOSES 86 00:10:50,960 --> 00:10:52,640 {\an2}Dinner will be soon, love. 87 00:10:57,520 --> 00:10:59,840 {\an1}FOOTSTEPS ON STAIRS 88 00:11:05,280 --> 00:11:06,680 {\an1}DOOR SHUTS 89 00:11:13,880 --> 00:11:17,280 {\an2}Hi! Hi, darling. 90 00:11:18,680 --> 00:11:20,880 {\an2}Hi, I'm doing great actually, 91 00:11:20,920 --> 00:11:23,080 {\an2}yeah, aww, how lovely, it is to hear from you. 92 00:11:23,120 --> 00:11:24,240 {\an2}How are you getting on? 93 00:11:26,920 --> 00:11:30,800 {\an2}Oh, no, ho, ho, ho! Oh, no! 94 00:11:32,760 --> 00:11:36,080 {\an2}Oh, my God, that's funny, I know. 95 00:11:36,120 --> 00:11:39,120 {\an2}I was a flippin' student, myself... 96 00:11:39,160 --> 00:11:40,880 {\an2}Part of the whole... 97 00:11:40,920 --> 00:11:43,480 {\an2}Part of, it's part of the culture. Erm... 98 00:11:43,520 --> 00:11:46,720 {\an2}Yeah, oh, Mum, I, I, I was really annoyed the other day. 99 00:11:46,760 --> 00:11:49,200 {\an2}I really wanted to take a photo, or, like, a video for you. 100 00:11:49,240 --> 00:11:52,000 {\an2}But I mean, I was in the sea so I kind of couldn't. 101 00:11:52,040 --> 00:11:54,320 {\an2}But I saw a pod of dolphins. How crazy is that? 102 00:11:54,360 --> 00:11:56,320 {\an2}Oh, my God. That's amazing. 103 00:11:56,360 --> 00:11:59,760 {\an2}I was gonna Facetime you and show you but obviously I was... 104 00:11:59,800 --> 00:12:01,800 {\an2}Aw, aw well, please do next time. 105 00:12:01,840 --> 00:12:03,160 {\an2}If ever that happens 106 00:12:03,200 --> 00:12:05,640 {\an2}and you're not standing on a surf board. Erm... 107 00:12:05,680 --> 00:12:07,840 {\an2}Yeah, I'll, I'll try. Also, 108 00:12:07,880 --> 00:12:10,200 {\an2}I was thinking maybe I'd come up and, 109 00:12:10,240 --> 00:12:13,560 {\an2}see you and, Chippy at home before I go. 110 00:12:13,600 --> 00:12:15,600 {\an2}I'd love that, darling. That'd be amazing. 111 00:12:15,640 --> 00:12:17,840 {\an2}Er, OK, I'll call you. Wait, how's erm, 112 00:12:17,880 --> 00:12:20,280 {\an2}how's, how's Chippy? Is she, is she around? 113 00:12:20,320 --> 00:12:22,040 {\an2}She... Hang on a sec. 114 00:12:26,800 --> 00:12:28,680 {\an2}Yeah, she's, she's fine. 115 00:12:28,720 --> 00:12:31,720 {\an2}She's just erm... Er, Chippy's being Chippy. 116 00:12:31,760 --> 00:12:33,000 {\an2}So she's, 117 00:12:33,040 --> 00:12:35,640 {\an2}I'm guessing she's still pretending to hate you. 118 00:12:35,680 --> 00:12:38,880 {\an2}No, I think she's actually hating me, to be honest. 119 00:12:38,920 --> 00:12:41,920 {\an2}No, Mum, that's not Chippy. She doesn't. 120 00:12:41,960 --> 00:12:43,680 {\an2}She might seem like she does, 121 00:12:43,720 --> 00:12:46,520 {\an2}but it's not, you know, Chippy never... 122 00:12:46,560 --> 00:12:48,200 {\an2}No, I know. 123 00:12:48,240 --> 00:12:50,640 {\an2}Chippy's Chippy, Chippy does these things. 124 00:12:50,680 --> 00:12:53,040 {\an2}I know. To be honest with you, 125 00:12:53,080 --> 00:12:55,720 {\an2}I'd really like it if you would phone her, darling. 126 00:12:55,760 --> 00:12:57,840 {\an2}And ask her, genuinely, if she's all right. 127 00:12:57,880 --> 00:13:00,160 {\an2}Because I think there could be truly something. 128 00:13:00,200 --> 00:13:02,000 {\an2}Have you asked her if she's all right? 129 00:13:02,040 --> 00:13:04,640 {\an2}No, I can't, I can't, I just, everything I say... You haven't? 130 00:13:04,680 --> 00:13:07,480 {\an2}It seems to quite piss her off. And erm... 131 00:13:07,520 --> 00:13:09,320 {\an2}Right, OK. 132 00:13:09,360 --> 00:13:12,720 {\an2}And it's, you know, it's a bit. It's a bit tricky. 133 00:13:12,760 --> 00:13:15,600 {\an2}Is she eating well, or is, is...? Oh, I don't know. That's the whole thing. 134 00:13:15,640 --> 00:13:17,600 {\an2}There's a whole Ritz cracker ritual I've noticed. 135 00:13:17,640 --> 00:13:20,000 {\an2}But I'm sure it's just a phase and everything, but I just, 136 00:13:20,040 --> 00:13:21,800 {\an2}I just don't want her to get stuck in 137 00:13:21,840 --> 00:13:23,560 {\an2}a rut about whatever it is. 138 00:13:23,600 --> 00:13:26,040 {\an2}So I wonder if you could just ring her and just... 139 00:13:26,080 --> 00:13:27,920 {\an2}Yeah, I'll try and give Chippy a call. 140 00:13:27,960 --> 00:13:31,080 {\an2}Yeah. Anyway, Mum, I've gotta, I've gotta go erm... All right, sweetheart. OK, 141 00:13:31,120 --> 00:13:34,120 {\an2}well, I love you so much. And thank you for ringing. 142 00:13:34,160 --> 00:13:37,000 {\an2}And, oh, OK, oops, I gotta go. 143 00:13:37,040 --> 00:13:39,440 {\an2}OK, love you, baby. He's gonna give you a ring. 144 00:13:39,480 --> 00:13:41,240 {\an2}OK, love you, Mum. OK, Freya's here, 145 00:13:41,280 --> 00:13:43,720 {\an2}she just popped in. Just say hi, hi, hi. 146 00:13:43,760 --> 00:13:46,200 {\an2}Hi, Chip, hiya. He's, he's gonna give you a buzz. 147 00:13:46,240 --> 00:13:48,920 {\an2}All right, darling, love you. OK, love you darling, 148 00:13:48,960 --> 00:13:50,560 {\an2}bye. Bye. Bye, bye, bye, bye, bye. 149 00:13:52,080 --> 00:13:55,640 {\an2}Oh, erm... D'you want some soup? 150 00:14:01,800 --> 00:14:03,760 {\an2}Oh, what's the matter? 151 00:14:08,160 --> 00:14:10,960 {\an2}Well, Billy's having and absolutely lovely time. 152 00:14:11,000 --> 00:14:15,200 {\an2}And he was asking after you. Erm, and... 153 00:14:15,240 --> 00:14:17,720 {\an2}All his flatmates are vegan, which doesn't work very well 154 00:14:17,760 --> 00:14:20,400 {\an2}for him. Erm... 155 00:14:20,440 --> 00:14:24,880 {\an2}And erm... Yeah, he's really, 156 00:14:24,920 --> 00:14:29,560 {\an2}really good, really good, really happy, erm... 157 00:14:29,600 --> 00:14:31,280 {\an2}He said he saw some dolphins. 158 00:14:33,560 --> 00:14:36,880 {\an2}Oh, sweetheart, come on. Please, this is so silly. 159 00:14:39,960 --> 00:14:43,120 {\an2}Is there anything I can...? OK, no, don't? 160 00:14:46,920 --> 00:14:48,960 {\an2}I'm gonna give you a little bowl of this, 161 00:14:49,000 --> 00:14:52,440 {\an2}it's really nice and you should have some. 162 00:15:03,360 --> 00:15:05,240 {\an2}UNDER BREATH: Oh, for fuck's sake. 163 00:15:05,280 --> 00:15:06,680 {\an1}BANGS BOWL 164 00:15:19,880 --> 00:15:21,520 {\an1}CLICKS HOB 165 00:15:36,440 --> 00:15:40,760 {\an2}Why are you standing under a tree secretly smoking? 166 00:15:40,800 --> 00:15:42,560 {\an2}I'm not actually secretly smoking, 167 00:15:42,600 --> 00:15:44,680 {\an2}I'm just not smoking in the house. 168 00:15:44,720 --> 00:15:48,680 {\an2}And it's sunny, so I'm standing in the shade. 169 00:15:48,720 --> 00:15:50,200 {\an2}No? 170 00:15:54,640 --> 00:15:56,520 {\an2}It's gross. 171 00:15:56,560 --> 00:15:58,280 {\an2}Thank you, thank you. 172 00:15:58,320 --> 00:16:00,080 {\an2}Welcome. It stinks. 173 00:16:00,120 --> 00:16:01,760 {\an2}Yeah, all right darling, OK. 174 00:16:01,800 --> 00:16:03,920 {\an2}I can do some things that I want to do, 175 00:16:03,960 --> 00:16:05,880 {\an2}sometimes, and it's OK. It's OK, 176 00:16:05,920 --> 00:16:08,160 {\an2}you don't need to turn that into another reason 177 00:16:08,200 --> 00:16:10,320 {\an2}to be pissed off with me. No, I'm not, 178 00:16:10,360 --> 00:16:12,520 {\an2}but by that same definition, am I not allowed 179 00:16:12,560 --> 00:16:13,760 {\an2}to do my own thing as well? 180 00:16:13,800 --> 00:16:16,400 {\an2}Yes, you can do whatever you want, sweetheart. 181 00:16:16,440 --> 00:16:19,480 {\an2}You, you are not judged, you are not criticised. 182 00:16:19,520 --> 00:16:22,000 {\an2}Well, I am though, am I not? You're not judged, babe. 183 00:16:22,040 --> 00:16:24,640 {\an2}I am, though. Just, I'm not... No, but I am judged. 184 00:16:24,680 --> 00:16:27,240 {\an2}No-one's commenting, no-one. No, I am judged, 185 00:16:27,280 --> 00:16:30,600 {\an2}because I just heard you on the phone to Billy, 186 00:16:30,640 --> 00:16:34,440 {\an2}talking about my strange little Ritz cracker ritual. 187 00:16:35,680 --> 00:16:41,400 {\an2}So, beg my pardon if I'm a little bit hurt 188 00:16:41,440 --> 00:16:43,720 {\an2}and upset by 189 00:16:43,760 --> 00:16:47,600 {\an2}the fact that you just have been talking about me, 190 00:16:47,640 --> 00:16:49,120 {\an2}to my own brother. That feels, 191 00:16:49,160 --> 00:16:52,240 {\an2}that feels very divisive and manipulative. 192 00:16:52,280 --> 00:16:53,360 {\an2}I'm sorry. 193 00:16:53,400 --> 00:16:55,960 {\an2}You should learn how to really whisper. OK. 194 00:16:56,000 --> 00:16:57,880 {\an2}Or go to the end of the garden and have that conversation. 195 00:16:57,920 --> 00:17:00,800 {\an2}I was whispering, actually. All right, yep, no you're right, you're right. I. FREYA. 196 00:17:00,840 --> 00:17:02,440 {\an2}You don't need to get upset. If I want to wear... 197 00:17:02,480 --> 00:17:05,040 {\an2}You don't need to get upset. I was talking to your brother and 198 00:17:05,080 --> 00:17:07,520 {\an2}I was sharing with him my concerns about how you are 199 00:17:07,560 --> 00:17:09,320 {\an2}and I just thought that maybe it would be more helpful 200 00:17:09,360 --> 00:17:10,760 {\an2}for him to speak to you. 201 00:17:10,800 --> 00:17:12,240 {\an2}Rather than me trying to speak 202 00:17:12,280 --> 00:17:14,520 {\an2}to you, when you obviously don't want to speak to me at 203 00:17:14,560 --> 00:17:16,560 {\an2}the moment. I am sorry if I got that wrong. 204 00:17:16,600 --> 00:17:17,880 {\an2}I'm sorry if I misjudged it. 205 00:17:17,920 --> 00:17:20,960 {\an2}And I really am sorry that you overheard me talking about the cracker thing, 206 00:17:21,000 --> 00:17:22,640 {\an2}because I didn't mean that to seem so. 207 00:17:22,680 --> 00:17:24,960 {\an2}I, I, it's not, it doesn't matter about the crackers. 208 00:17:25,000 --> 00:17:27,440 {\an2}You can, you know, make a bloody tower of the things. 209 00:17:27,480 --> 00:17:28,880 {\an2}I don't give a shit, sweetheart. 210 00:17:28,920 --> 00:17:31,720 {\an2}Oh, f... Don't act so fucking flippant about it. 211 00:17:31,760 --> 00:17:33,680 {\an2}OK, I'm not being... 212 00:17:33,720 --> 00:17:35,080 {\an2}Oh, fucking hell. 213 00:18:17,840 --> 00:18:19,640 {\an1}TAPS RUN UPSTAIRS 214 00:18:48,640 --> 00:18:50,680 {\an1}TAPS STILL RUN 215 00:19:06,360 --> 00:19:09,720 {\an2}Oh... Oh. 216 00:19:17,640 --> 00:19:19,440 {\an1}TAPS STILL RUN 217 00:19:23,240 --> 00:19:24,960 {\an2}Oh, for fuck sake. 218 00:20:46,920 --> 00:20:48,480 {\an2}Stop. 219 00:20:52,280 --> 00:20:54,040 {\an2}Stop... 220 00:20:55,720 --> 00:20:57,960 {\an2}Stop it, darling. Stop. 221 00:20:59,520 --> 00:21:00,960 {\an2}Come on, that's enough. 222 00:21:03,040 --> 00:21:04,680 {\an2}Stop. 223 00:21:07,760 --> 00:21:10,760 {\an2}Sweetheart. Stop. 224 00:21:10,800 --> 00:21:13,920 {\an2}I have to brush my teeth. Stop. 225 00:21:13,960 --> 00:21:15,240 {\an2}Stop. 226 00:21:15,280 --> 00:21:19,280 {\an2}I have to brush my teeth, Mum. Turn the tap off. 227 00:21:19,320 --> 00:21:21,240 {\an2}Come on. I still have to do my teeth, Mum. 228 00:21:21,280 --> 00:21:23,800 {\an2}You don't have to brush your teeth, come on. 229 00:21:23,840 --> 00:21:25,800 {\an2}Shh, shh, shh, shh, shh, shh. 230 00:21:35,560 --> 00:21:38,720 {\an2}It's all right. I'm sorry. 231 00:21:41,120 --> 00:21:42,440 {\an2}Oh. 232 00:21:44,280 --> 00:21:46,280 {\an2}I think you just need now, 233 00:21:46,320 --> 00:21:48,280 {\an2}just have a lovely night's sleep, OK? 234 00:21:50,000 --> 00:21:52,680 {\an2}Good night's sleep. I'm sure you're feeling a bit... 235 00:21:52,720 --> 00:21:54,200 {\an1}RUTH SIGHS 236 00:21:55,720 --> 00:21:58,560 {\an2}Just a bit overwhelmed and maybe a bit premenstrual. 237 00:21:58,600 --> 00:22:01,480 {\an2}You know how we get, us girls, don't we? 238 00:22:06,320 --> 00:22:09,800 {\an2}Yeah, all right, come on. 239 00:22:09,840 --> 00:22:11,480 {\an2}Sort yourself out. 240 00:22:19,600 --> 00:22:21,160 {\an2}Blow your nose. Blow your nosey. 241 00:22:23,080 --> 00:22:24,520 {\an2}Blow your nosey. Stop. 242 00:22:24,560 --> 00:22:26,200 {\an1}SNIFFS 243 00:22:41,440 --> 00:22:43,280 {\an1}FREYA BRUSHES TEETH 244 00:23:02,200 --> 00:23:03,680 {\an1}STILL BRUSHES 245 00:23:03,720 --> 00:23:05,240 {\an1}RUTH SNIFFLES 246 00:23:20,800 --> 00:23:23,240 {\an2}I can drive you in if you want, darling. 247 00:23:23,280 --> 00:23:25,400 {\an2}I think you're really gonna be late now. 248 00:23:33,120 --> 00:23:34,720 {\an2}Are you up? 249 00:23:34,760 --> 00:23:36,800 {\an2}Sweetheart? 250 00:23:46,720 --> 00:23:48,760 {\an2}It's nearly half past, darling. 251 00:24:18,920 --> 00:24:21,320 {\an2}Hi, you're gonna be late, love. 252 00:24:29,720 --> 00:24:31,280 {\an2}D'you want some eggs? 253 00:24:34,920 --> 00:24:36,480 {\an2}I heard your phone going until 254 00:24:36,520 --> 00:24:38,880 {\an2}the early hours of the morning, darling. 255 00:24:38,920 --> 00:24:40,800 {\an2}It's not the best idea, 256 00:24:40,840 --> 00:24:43,400 {\an2}beginning of a school week, sweetheart. 257 00:24:43,440 --> 00:24:46,800 {\an2}Who on Earth is possible messaging you at that time of night anyway? 258 00:24:49,160 --> 00:24:50,880 {\an2}Look, I'll give you a lift in 259 00:24:50,920 --> 00:24:52,560 {\an2}and then you shouldn't be too late. 260 00:24:52,600 --> 00:24:56,000 {\an2}Come on sit down, darling, have some egg. 261 00:24:56,040 --> 00:24:58,360 {\an2}I'll just grab some plates. Mind out. 262 00:25:02,320 --> 00:25:04,320 {\an2}I'm not sure if you should be 263 00:25:04,360 --> 00:25:06,880 {\an2}wearing quite such a revealing skirt, 264 00:25:06,920 --> 00:25:08,920 {\an2}to school, ha, ha. 265 00:25:08,960 --> 00:25:11,080 {\an2}I'm not sure you should be wearing such 266 00:25:11,120 --> 00:25:14,000 {\an2}a horrible wine-coloured dress with such a low neckline. 267 00:25:15,440 --> 00:25:17,720 {\an2}Why have you got the pink dots on your eyes? 268 00:25:17,760 --> 00:25:20,920 {\an2}Because it's part of the style that I try out on my face. 269 00:25:20,960 --> 00:25:24,000 {\an2}Why have you got those earrings in? Why do you have that mascara on. 270 00:25:24,040 --> 00:25:27,040 {\an2}Why do you have no contour on? Why are you standing like that. 271 00:25:29,240 --> 00:25:31,880 {\an2}Don't criticise me for wearing a skirt. 272 00:25:31,920 --> 00:25:34,560 {\an2}I'm not criticising you, I wasn't criticising you actually. 273 00:25:34,600 --> 00:25:37,440 {\an2}You were. I wasn't, darling. Yes, you were. I wasn't criticising you. 274 00:25:37,480 --> 00:25:42,320 {\an2}OK, well, if you weren't, then what were you doing, then? 275 00:25:42,360 --> 00:25:45,160 {\an2}I don't remember dressing as a slut when I went to school. 276 00:25:46,400 --> 00:25:47,920 {\an2}Don't call me a slut! 277 00:25:49,520 --> 00:25:51,360 {\an2}All right. I'm 17. I'm sorry. 278 00:25:51,400 --> 00:25:53,680 {\an2}I'm allowed to experiment with whatever. I don't, I'm sorry. 279 00:25:53,720 --> 00:25:55,440 {\an2}I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I'm not like Billy. 280 00:25:55,480 --> 00:25:57,720 {\an2}I don't want it to be like this. And I'm not perfect 281 00:25:57,760 --> 00:26:00,320 {\an2}Please stop. Stop doing what? Just stop, I'm just... 282 00:26:00,360 --> 00:26:04,720 {\an2}You are driving me to do this. What am I fucking doing? Asking me endless fucking questions. 283 00:26:04,760 --> 00:26:07,320 {\an2}What am I doing? I'm not doing bloody anything. 284 00:26:07,360 --> 00:26:11,240 {\an2}You are, though. I'm not. Believe it or not, you are. Look, I told... 285 00:26:11,280 --> 00:26:15,320 {\an2}You shout slut, "It's a bit of a sluttish outfit." Stop. 286 00:26:15,360 --> 00:26:17,960 {\an2}"Oh, it's a bit of a sluttish." Let's not keep going on about... 287 00:26:18,000 --> 00:26:20,520 {\an2}How about this? I'm sorry. Fucking bitch. Fuck off! 288 00:26:22,920 --> 00:26:25,680 {\an2}Freya. Come back here right now. 289 00:26:28,720 --> 00:26:30,160 {\an2}Freya. Stop it. 290 00:26:39,760 --> 00:26:43,560 {\an2}Sweetheart, I can see your knickers. 291 00:26:46,400 --> 00:26:49,400 {\an2}Hi, Janice. 292 00:26:49,440 --> 00:26:51,800 {\an2}WHISPERS: I'm not a fucking slut, I'm not a fucking slut. 293 00:27:29,840 --> 00:27:34,560 {\an2}I'm really, really sorry, OK? Freya, 294 00:27:34,600 --> 00:27:38,680 {\an2}can you look at me, please, darling? I am really sorry. 295 00:27:38,720 --> 00:27:41,400 {\an2}I shouldn't have said any of what I said. I'm so sorry. 296 00:27:45,240 --> 00:27:48,600 {\an2}Look, you also can't talk to me like that, you know? 297 00:27:48,640 --> 00:27:51,000 {\an2}I am your mum, darling and I do care about you 298 00:27:51,040 --> 00:27:53,880 {\an2}and I know I'm getting some things wrong. I don't know why. 299 00:27:53,920 --> 00:27:56,080 {\an2}I don't know what it is that I've done to upset you, 300 00:27:56,120 --> 00:27:57,760 {\an2}or offend you, or something. 301 00:27:57,800 --> 00:28:00,280 {\an2}Don't know what it is that I've done to make you hate me 302 00:28:00,320 --> 00:28:03,440 {\an2}so much. But I care about you deeply. 303 00:28:03,480 --> 00:28:06,480 {\an2}And I want to make sure that you're all right. 304 00:28:06,520 --> 00:28:08,440 {\an2}And I am really sorry. You know, 305 00:28:08,480 --> 00:28:11,200 {\an2}we were both a little bit in the wrong there. 306 00:28:11,240 --> 00:28:14,000 {\an2}You know, both of us a bit below the belt. 307 00:28:14,040 --> 00:28:16,400 {\an2}Perhaps shouldn't have said those kinds of things 308 00:28:16,440 --> 00:28:17,680 {\an2}to each other that way. 309 00:28:17,720 --> 00:28:20,880 {\an2}But can we please just forget it, forget it, forget it? 310 00:28:20,920 --> 00:28:23,360 {\an2}Please can we, sweetheart? Come on, get in the car. 311 00:28:24,960 --> 00:28:28,200 {\an2}Get in the car and I'll, I'll drive you to school, 312 00:28:28,240 --> 00:28:31,360 {\an2}yeah? Please, darling. Come on now. 313 00:28:31,400 --> 00:28:35,600 {\an2}Stop all this. Freya, don't walk away, please. 314 00:28:35,640 --> 00:28:38,920 {\an2}Freya, darling, Frey... Freya, Freya, don't walk off! 315 00:28:38,960 --> 00:28:40,680 {\an2}Don't walk off. Don't walk off. 316 00:28:43,040 --> 00:28:46,200 {\an2}Freya. Don't walk away from me when I'm talking to you. 317 00:28:46,240 --> 00:28:47,840 {\an2}That is incredibly annoying. 318 00:28:47,880 --> 00:28:51,480 {\an2}I'm just trying to talk to you. Please, will you get in the car? 319 00:29:00,840 --> 00:29:02,400 {\an2}Fuck! 320 00:29:07,440 --> 00:29:09,360 {\an2}I just want you to be... 321 00:29:09,400 --> 00:29:12,760 {\an2}..happy. I just want to smash your phone into 322 00:29:12,800 --> 00:29:17,440 {\an2}a thousand pieces and shit on it and flush it down the fucking loo. 323 00:29:28,120 --> 00:29:29,960 {\an1}RINGTONE 324 00:29:36,000 --> 00:29:37,680 {\an2}All right, Mum. 325 00:29:37,720 --> 00:29:39,520 {\an2}Hi, darling. Hi, are you OK? 326 00:29:40,920 --> 00:29:43,840 {\an2}Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm fine. I'm just working. 327 00:29:43,880 --> 00:29:45,920 {\an2}Erm, are you...? Are you all right? 328 00:29:45,960 --> 00:29:47,640 {\an2}Yes, I'm fi... Actually no, 329 00:29:47,680 --> 00:29:50,440 {\an2}I'm not all right and I'm not erm, I'm not all right. 330 00:29:50,480 --> 00:29:52,920 {\an2}I'm really sorry, I just. 331 00:29:52,960 --> 00:29:56,880 {\an2}Ah-hem, have you got a minute to chat? 332 00:29:56,920 --> 00:29:59,200 {\an2}Err, yeah, yeah, yeah, sure, yeah. 333 00:29:59,240 --> 00:30:02,040 {\an2}Your sister called me a bitch. She left the house. 334 00:30:02,080 --> 00:30:03,840 {\an2}She called you a bitch? 335 00:30:03,880 --> 00:30:06,800 {\an2}Yes. She left the house, she slammed the door. 336 00:30:06,840 --> 00:30:09,520 {\an2}I just went to find her, found her, 337 00:30:09,560 --> 00:30:12,360 {\an2}she wouldn't even respond to me. Didn't even talk to me. 338 00:30:12,400 --> 00:30:13,880 {\an2}And erm... 339 00:30:13,920 --> 00:30:17,000 {\an2}I'm just trying my best. I'm trying my best. 340 00:30:17,040 --> 00:30:19,640 {\an2}I'm trying my fucking best 341 00:30:19,680 --> 00:30:23,240 {\an2}and I just don't know what else to do. I'm so sorry. 342 00:30:23,280 --> 00:30:27,960 {\an2}It's OK. Don't cry, Mum. 343 00:30:28,000 --> 00:30:30,400 {\an2}You're gonna make me cry if you start crying. 344 00:30:30,440 --> 00:30:33,960 {\an2}I don't like it when you cry, come on. It's OK. 345 00:30:34,000 --> 00:30:36,440 {\an2}Yeah. Things like this happen. 346 00:30:36,480 --> 00:30:37,800 {\an2}Yeah. 347 00:30:44,960 --> 00:30:46,760 {\an1}BACKGROUND CHATTER 348 00:31:16,640 --> 00:31:18,560 {\an2}Hi, darling, it's Mum. 349 00:31:18,600 --> 00:31:22,720 {\an2}Erm, I hope you're having a lovely day. 350 00:31:22,760 --> 00:31:26,680 {\an2}Let's have a chat and, just clear the air. 351 00:31:26,720 --> 00:31:30,960 {\an2}Would be lovely to see how your day's going. 352 00:31:31,000 --> 00:31:33,760 {\an2}Erm, I'm gonna be on my lunch break in about an hour 353 00:31:33,800 --> 00:31:36,400 {\an2}and a half, so maybe you might have a minute then 354 00:31:36,440 --> 00:31:38,800 {\an2}to give me a ring? 355 00:31:38,840 --> 00:31:45,360 {\an2}Erm... OK, love you. Bye...Bye. 356 00:31:53,600 --> 00:31:55,040 {\an2}Hi, darling, it's just Mum, 357 00:31:55,080 --> 00:31:57,360 {\an2}calling to see if you're having a nice day. 358 00:31:58,640 --> 00:32:02,160 {\an2}Erm and, yeah, that's it really. 359 00:32:02,200 --> 00:32:05,960 {\an2}Just let me know what time you'll be back and, 360 00:32:06,000 --> 00:32:11,600 {\an2}yeah, I love you very much. OK, speak to you later. 361 00:32:11,640 --> 00:32:14,240 {\an2}Love you, bye. 362 00:33:03,520 --> 00:33:05,080 {\an1}RINGTONE 363 00:33:08,440 --> 00:33:09,720 {\an1}PHONE CONNECTS 364 00:33:09,760 --> 00:33:11,040 {\an2}Hi... 365 00:33:12,240 --> 00:33:13,920 {\an2}Hi. 366 00:33:13,960 --> 00:33:17,480 {\an2}Oh, hi darling, you're there. Are you all right? 367 00:33:17,520 --> 00:33:19,040 {\an1}DISCONNECTS 368 00:34:32,600 --> 00:34:34,360 {\an2}Hi, erm, 369 00:34:34,400 --> 00:34:36,760 {\an2}I'm here to see Mr Kingsley Pallant. 370 00:34:36,800 --> 00:34:38,440 {\an2}OK. If you just go straight up the, 371 00:34:38,480 --> 00:34:40,960 {\an2}stairs in front of you, on the first floor. 372 00:34:41,000 --> 00:34:43,760 {\an2}It's just to the left, room 140. OK, thanks. 373 00:35:02,680 --> 00:35:05,920 {\an2}Hi. Hello, Ruth, hi. Hello. Come in. Come in. 374 00:35:05,960 --> 00:35:08,560 {\an2}Thank you. I'm Simon... Simon, hi. Hi, 375 00:35:08,600 --> 00:35:12,440 {\an2}we met briefly at a parents' evening, erm... Oh, that's right, yes, we did. 376 00:35:12,480 --> 00:35:16,720 {\an2}..last October. That's right. Erm... OK. 377 00:35:34,920 --> 00:35:37,400 {\an2}We're just doing her grade reviews at the moment 378 00:35:37,440 --> 00:35:40,720 {\an2}and it's not good. It's not, not like last term's. 379 00:35:40,760 --> 00:35:42,760 {\an2}We've seen quite a huge decline 380 00:35:42,800 --> 00:35:45,240 {\an2}and even some of her assignments not being completed or, 381 00:35:45,280 --> 00:35:47,160 {\an2}or, or handed in. 382 00:35:47,200 --> 00:35:48,760 {\an2}OK. 383 00:35:48,800 --> 00:35:51,800 {\an2}I am really sorry to just spring this on you, but I... No, it's fine. 384 00:35:51,840 --> 00:35:54,280 {\an2}..I felt, I felt - she just seems very different. 385 00:36:08,480 --> 00:36:10,960 {\an2}What worries me is that there seems to be, 386 00:36:11,000 --> 00:36:12,520 {\an2}it is so marked 387 00:36:12,560 --> 00:36:15,200 {\an2}a contrast from how she was when she first came here. 388 00:36:15,240 --> 00:36:18,200 {\an2}And I've tried to talk to her about it, erm, in tutor time, erm... 389 00:36:18,240 --> 00:36:20,400 {\an2}And what, what does she say about that, then? 390 00:36:20,440 --> 00:36:22,880 {\an2}She's, she's, she's not guarded she just says, 391 00:36:22,920 --> 00:36:24,560 {\an2}"I'm fine, there's, 392 00:36:24,600 --> 00:36:27,080 {\an2}"there's nothing, there's nothing to worry about." 393 00:36:39,240 --> 00:36:42,400 {\an2}There's obviously something weighing on her that she needs help 394 00:36:42,440 --> 00:36:44,120 {\an2}and support with. Now I, 395 00:36:44,160 --> 00:36:47,640 {\an2}I completely accept that young people have their rebellions, 396 00:36:47,680 --> 00:36:49,120 {\an2}they, they like 397 00:36:49,160 --> 00:36:51,720 {\an2}to try different personas, all that kind of stuff. 398 00:36:51,760 --> 00:36:54,000 {\an2}But I, I would really think, 399 00:36:54,040 --> 00:36:56,360 {\an2}I really think it would be worth her while if she saw 400 00:36:56,400 --> 00:36:59,160 {\an2}a counsellor and I... 401 00:36:59,200 --> 00:37:02,320 {\an2}No, no, we don't, that's, I don't... 402 00:37:02,360 --> 00:37:04,160 {\an2}She doesn't need to see, 403 00:37:04,200 --> 00:37:06,680 {\an2}I, I, it's not that, it's not that bad. 404 00:37:16,400 --> 00:37:18,680 {\an2}How are you, how are you getting on with her at home? 405 00:37:18,720 --> 00:37:20,840 {\an2}Fine. 406 00:37:20,880 --> 00:37:25,760 {\an2}I mean, fine, you know? Erm... 407 00:37:26,960 --> 00:37:28,400 {\an2}..yeah. So nothing, 408 00:37:28,440 --> 00:37:31,080 {\an2}nothing has happened between you two that's...? 409 00:37:31,120 --> 00:37:35,160 {\an2}Nn-nnn. No...No, not that I can... 410 00:37:35,200 --> 00:37:37,200 {\an2}Not that I can think of. 411 00:37:57,560 --> 00:38:00,440 {\an2}Yeah, I'll mention, I'll mention it and then I'll, I'll, I'll ring. 412 00:38:00,480 --> 00:38:02,320 {\an2}I know this sounds really personal 413 00:38:02,360 --> 00:38:04,560 {\an2}and I do apologise for asking it, but are you all right? 414 00:38:05,640 --> 00:38:07,840 {\an2}Yeah. Ruth...? 415 00:38:07,880 --> 00:38:10,720 {\an2}I'm very, I'm fine, thank you, I, I'm gonna go. 416 00:38:10,760 --> 00:38:12,760 {\an2}I've got to do dinner and stuff, thank you. 417 00:38:12,800 --> 00:38:15,200 {\an2}I really appreciate your time. I'm very grateful. 418 00:38:15,240 --> 00:38:17,600 {\an2}Well, we're here and if you could have that conversation 419 00:38:17,640 --> 00:38:20,120 {\an2}with her about seeing a counsellor, that would be... 420 00:38:20,160 --> 00:38:21,800 {\an2}I will do my best. I will do my best. 421 00:38:34,360 --> 00:38:36,040 {\an1}PHONE ALERT 422 00:38:44,760 --> 00:38:46,160 {\an1}PHONE ALERT 423 00:38:54,360 --> 00:38:56,680 {\an2}Freya, come downstairs, please! 424 00:39:23,120 --> 00:39:25,240 {\an1}UNSCREWS BOTTLE 425 00:39:25,280 --> 00:39:26,680 {\an1}POURS 426 00:39:46,440 --> 00:39:50,120 {\an1}So, is there anything you want to, 427 00:39:50,160 --> 00:39:52,960 {\an2}tell me about how everything's going at the moment? 428 00:39:53,000 --> 00:39:54,240 {\an2}From your point of view. 429 00:40:00,040 --> 00:40:01,600 {\an2}Not really. 430 00:40:01,640 --> 00:40:04,520 {\an2}Well, I think you need to have a proper conversation 431 00:40:04,560 --> 00:40:07,720 {\an2}with me about how you're actually feeling at school. 432 00:40:07,760 --> 00:40:10,600 {\an2}Whether things are being handed in on time? 433 00:40:10,640 --> 00:40:14,480 {\an2}Because I have just had a meeting with. 434 00:40:14,520 --> 00:40:16,120 {\an2}Simon Kingsley Pallant. 435 00:40:16,160 --> 00:40:18,840 {\an2}Apparently, you're not being very truthful. 436 00:40:18,880 --> 00:40:21,680 {\an2}In fact, you're being a bit secretive, I think, about 437 00:40:21,720 --> 00:40:23,920 {\an2}schoolwork, all of a sudden. 438 00:40:23,960 --> 00:40:27,400 {\an2}And if you're struggling, sweetheart, you need to tell me. 439 00:40:27,440 --> 00:40:31,520 {\an2}So that... I can't help you unless you tell me. 440 00:40:31,560 --> 00:40:33,800 {\an2}You care about doing well. 441 00:40:33,840 --> 00:40:35,920 {\an2}I don't really care right now. 442 00:40:35,960 --> 00:40:39,000 {\an2}I don't really want to be in school any more. 443 00:40:39,040 --> 00:40:41,240 {\an2}I remember that feeling, myself. 444 00:40:41,280 --> 00:40:43,880 {\an2}Yeah, but you went to school years ago, so... 445 00:40:43,920 --> 00:40:46,520 {\an2}We're not talking about me, please. OK, we're not talking about me. 446 00:40:46,560 --> 00:40:49,240 {\an2}Don't get all uppity at me. I am just... 447 00:40:49,280 --> 00:40:51,520 {\an2}You asked me to talk and I'm trying to talk. 448 00:40:51,560 --> 00:40:53,520 {\an2}OK. I want to try and help. 449 00:40:56,240 --> 00:40:58,320 {\an2}What's going on, darling, please? Come on. 450 00:40:58,360 --> 00:41:01,480 {\an2}I just don't really want to be doing school stuff. 451 00:41:01,520 --> 00:41:04,680 {\an2}OK, let's move on from that. You're doing school stuff, 452 00:41:04,720 --> 00:41:07,720 {\an2}it's something you have to do. What's, what's going on? 453 00:41:07,760 --> 00:41:09,400 {\an2}I don't know what's going on. 454 00:41:09,440 --> 00:41:11,640 {\an2}Well, what's wrong with you? There's something that's wrong. 455 00:41:11,680 --> 00:41:13,480 {\an2}I don't know what's wrong. 456 00:41:15,560 --> 00:41:19,120 {\an2}Look, that Simon guy thinks that you need to see 457 00:41:19,160 --> 00:41:20,680 {\an2}a school counsellor. 458 00:41:20,720 --> 00:41:22,640 {\an2}That feels a bit embarrassing, to me. 459 00:41:22,680 --> 00:41:25,320 {\an2}I'm sorry, I shouldn't actually be saying these things out loud... So, 460 00:41:25,360 --> 00:41:26,960 {\an2}it's embarrassing, no... you shouldn't. 461 00:41:27,000 --> 00:41:30,160 {\an2}I know, you're right, I shouldn't, I shouldn't. So it's embarra... it's embarrassing 462 00:41:30,200 --> 00:41:33,320 {\an2}for you that I clearly am not very engaged, 463 00:41:33,360 --> 00:41:34,840 {\an2}apparently. 464 00:41:34,880 --> 00:41:37,480 {\an2}And don't really like the schoolwork at the moment. 465 00:41:37,520 --> 00:41:39,160 {\an2}No, that's not what I said. School is... 466 00:41:39,200 --> 00:41:41,520 {\an2}Don't twist what I said. I'm not twisting what you said. 467 00:41:41,560 --> 00:41:43,000 {\an2}I didn't say that it's embarrassing 468 00:41:43,040 --> 00:41:44,760 {\an2}for me that you don't like school. 469 00:41:44,800 --> 00:41:46,720 {\an2}That is not what I said. 470 00:41:46,760 --> 00:41:49,200 {\an2}I said it feels a little bit embarrassing that 471 00:41:49,240 --> 00:41:51,840 {\an2}I am being told what's really going on with you by 472 00:41:51,880 --> 00:41:55,120 {\an2}a teacher, who I barely fucking know. 473 00:41:55,160 --> 00:41:57,600 {\an2}And that that teacher thinks you 474 00:41:57,640 --> 00:41:59,800 {\an2}need to go and see the bloody counsellor. 475 00:42:04,640 --> 00:42:06,080 {\an2}Oh, fucking hell. 476 00:42:06,120 --> 00:42:07,520 {\an2}You can't get frustrated right now. 477 00:42:07,560 --> 00:42:12,240 {\an2}OK, I'm frustrated with the situation, not you, all right? 478 00:42:20,040 --> 00:42:21,720 {\an2}Oh, fuck this. 479 00:42:54,200 --> 00:42:57,160 {\an2}I hate this situation just as much as you do. 480 00:42:57,200 --> 00:42:58,600 {\an2}I really do, 481 00:42:58,640 --> 00:43:01,400 {\an2}but I just don't know what to tell you. 482 00:43:01,440 --> 00:43:02,640 {\an2}Come and sit down, sweetheart. 483 00:43:02,680 --> 00:43:04,800 {\an2}I don't really want to sit down. Please come and sit down. 484 00:43:04,840 --> 00:43:06,040 {\an2}I don't really want to sit down. 485 00:43:06,080 --> 00:43:08,320 {\an2}Come and sit down at the table. No, I don't really want to. 486 00:43:08,360 --> 00:43:09,720 {\an2}Sit down! I'm... 487 00:43:09,760 --> 00:43:12,520 {\an2}Sit fucking down, right now! I'm, no, 488 00:43:12,560 --> 00:43:15,320 {\an2}I've had enough of this. Sit down, young lady. 489 00:43:21,840 --> 00:43:24,320 {\an2}All this fucking dramatic nonsense. 490 00:43:24,360 --> 00:43:27,000 {\an2}"I don't know what's wrong." You do know what's wrong, 491 00:43:27,040 --> 00:43:28,680 {\an2}bloody well tell me, now. 492 00:43:30,120 --> 00:43:33,160 {\an2}I don't know what's wrong. I don't like being in the dark. 493 00:43:33,200 --> 00:43:34,720 {\an2}I don't like feeling powerless. 494 00:43:34,760 --> 00:43:37,120 {\an2}I don't like feeling like I'm doing the wrong thing. 495 00:43:37,160 --> 00:43:39,640 {\an2}And I don't like being told by a fucking school teacher, 496 00:43:39,680 --> 00:43:41,880 {\an2}who I barely bloody know that my kid is 497 00:43:41,920 --> 00:43:43,400 {\an2}going to school dressed like a slut 498 00:43:43,440 --> 00:43:45,520 {\an2}and that her grades are slipping. You know, 499 00:43:45,560 --> 00:43:46,800 {\an2}here's the thing, 500 00:43:46,840 --> 00:43:49,440 {\an2}I don't actually give a shit about whether you get C's, 501 00:43:49,480 --> 00:43:53,480 {\an2}D's, B's, fucking A's, whatever. I actually don't care. 502 00:43:53,520 --> 00:43:59,520 {\an2}But what I do care is that I know it matters to you. 503 00:43:59,560 --> 00:44:01,240 {\an2}It matters to you 504 00:44:01,280 --> 00:44:05,000 {\an2}and I care that you will end up feeling bitterly disappointed 505 00:44:05,040 --> 00:44:07,560 {\an2}in yourself. 506 00:44:07,600 --> 00:44:09,640 {\an2}Oh, my God. 507 00:44:09,680 --> 00:44:12,000 {\an2}I don't need to be shouted at like that. 508 00:44:12,040 --> 00:44:14,240 {\an2}No, you're absolutely right, you're absolutely right. 509 00:44:14,280 --> 00:44:16,920 {\an2}I don't know what is wrong and I don't know what to tell you. 510 00:44:16,960 --> 00:44:20,160 {\an2}I can't give you any answers because I have no answers. 511 00:44:20,200 --> 00:44:22,560 {\an2}So don't yell at me. 512 00:44:22,600 --> 00:44:25,440 {\an2}Look, to me it seems like you don't like yourself very much at 513 00:44:25,480 --> 00:44:27,800 {\an2}the moment. I don't. 514 00:44:27,840 --> 00:44:30,800 {\an2}OK. What, why? You are beautiful. 515 00:44:30,840 --> 00:44:33,000 {\an2}I just don't like myself. You are a beautiful, strong... 516 00:44:33,040 --> 00:44:35,240 {\an2}I just don't feel like I like myself right now. 517 00:44:35,280 --> 00:44:37,040 {\an2}You've got an incredible, cracking figure. 518 00:44:37,080 --> 00:44:38,320 {\an2}You've got, you're so athletic. 519 00:44:38,360 --> 00:44:41,720 {\an2}I don't want to talk... Oh... You've got incredible skin. You're a vibrant, 520 00:44:41,760 --> 00:44:45,560 {\an2}gorgeous, gorgeous girl. What's happened? Nothing. 521 00:44:45,600 --> 00:44:48,960 {\an2}I don't know, I... Oh, fuck me. 522 00:44:49,000 --> 00:44:51,280 {\an2}WHISPERS: Oh, my God. 523 00:44:51,320 --> 00:44:54,680 {\an2}I'm gonna go to bed. See you tomorrow morning. 524 00:45:14,960 --> 00:45:16,720 {\an1}SHE SNIFFLES 525 00:46:03,120 --> 00:46:04,720 {\an1}PHONE ALERT 526 00:46:13,080 --> 00:46:14,560 {\an1}RUTH SIGHS 527 00:46:16,720 --> 00:46:18,040 {\an2}Hi. 528 00:46:20,760 --> 00:46:22,120 {\an2}Erm... 529 00:46:25,280 --> 00:46:26,520 {\an2}Here you go. 530 00:46:29,200 --> 00:46:30,200 {\an2}Erm... 531 00:46:32,000 --> 00:46:33,680 {\an2}..can I sit down? 532 00:46:35,560 --> 00:46:36,880 {\an2}Oh, thank you. 533 00:46:42,720 --> 00:46:44,160 {\an2}Erm... 534 00:46:51,360 --> 00:46:54,720 {\an2}..I think I need to tell you that I'm really struggling. 535 00:46:56,840 --> 00:46:58,960 {\an2}Darling, I'm finding this really extremely hard. 536 00:47:02,040 --> 00:47:03,920 {\an2}I'm sorry to put that on you when 537 00:47:03,960 --> 00:47:08,680 {\an2}I know that you're going through a lot of stuff too. 538 00:47:08,720 --> 00:47:10,680 {\an2}But I'm finding this really difficult. 539 00:47:12,200 --> 00:47:14,080 {\an2}And I feel really lonely at times. 540 00:47:16,040 --> 00:47:18,480 {\an2}And that's not who I am, either. 541 00:47:18,520 --> 00:47:21,840 {\an2}It's not what I'm used to. I feel sad. 542 00:47:23,800 --> 00:47:26,400 {\an2}Don't always like myself, either. 543 00:47:26,440 --> 00:47:28,840 {\an2}That happens to grown-ups as well. 544 00:47:30,880 --> 00:47:34,400 {\an2}And so it's really hard for me 545 00:47:34,440 --> 00:47:38,640 {\an2}to be experiencing this time with you that is so upsetting. 546 00:47:42,760 --> 00:47:45,600 {\an2}It's occupying my mind all the, all the time. 547 00:47:45,640 --> 00:47:47,520 {\an2}I'm not really sleeping very well. 548 00:47:47,560 --> 00:47:49,240 {\an2}I'm not enjoying anything. 549 00:47:49,280 --> 00:47:50,640 {\an2}I don't look forward to anything. 550 00:47:50,680 --> 00:47:53,160 {\an2}I don't look forward to anything at all. 551 00:47:53,200 --> 00:47:55,880 {\an2}Nothing, nothing. 552 00:47:57,680 --> 00:47:59,960 {\an2}I just feel bad, all the time. 553 00:48:00,000 --> 00:48:02,560 {\an2}I feel bad, I feel guilty, I feel like I'm a nag. 554 00:48:02,600 --> 00:48:05,760 {\an2}I feel like I'm not that fun mum that I used to be. 555 00:48:05,800 --> 00:48:08,480 {\an2}I feel like I'm...losing you. 556 00:48:10,120 --> 00:48:12,520 {\an2}And in the process of that, I'm losing something 557 00:48:12,560 --> 00:48:15,360 {\an2}of myself. It's really hard to let go of that. 558 00:48:15,400 --> 00:48:18,640 {\an2}I don't wanna let go of being a mum. I don't want to have to do that. 559 00:48:19,800 --> 00:48:21,240 {\an2}And I don't think I should. 560 00:48:23,800 --> 00:48:25,240 {\an1}SHE SIGHS 561 00:48:27,480 --> 00:48:29,200 {\an2}So that's where I'm at. 562 00:48:36,040 --> 00:48:40,520 {\an2}I...feel very... 563 00:48:44,960 --> 00:48:47,280 {\an2}..lost... 564 00:48:50,440 --> 00:48:55,760 {\an2}..with where I wanted to be, 565 00:48:55,800 --> 00:49:01,640 {\an2}or what I was expecting this year to be like. 566 00:49:01,680 --> 00:49:03,640 {\an2}It's not like that. 567 00:49:03,680 --> 00:49:05,960 {\an2}And I'm really scared because I, 568 00:49:06,000 --> 00:49:12,440 {\an2}I feel like I'm just not in touch with myself any more. 569 00:49:13,840 --> 00:49:15,760 {\an2}SNIFFLING: And I don't know where that's gone. 570 00:49:19,600 --> 00:49:22,800 {\an2}I'm really frightened that I can't get it back. 571 00:49:46,680 --> 00:49:48,680 {\an1}SHEETS RUSTLE 572 00:49:56,840 --> 00:49:58,600 {\an2}Oh, fuck. 573 00:50:04,560 --> 00:50:06,360 {\an1}PHONE ALERT 574 00:50:18,480 --> 00:50:20,000 {\an1}ALERT 575 00:50:28,160 --> 00:50:30,040 {\an1}ALERT 576 00:50:32,000 --> 00:50:33,600 {\an1}FREYA SOBS 577 00:50:36,200 --> 00:50:37,600 {\an1}SNIFFLES 578 00:50:39,600 --> 00:50:41,200 {\an1}ALERT 579 00:50:50,000 --> 00:50:54,000 {\an2}Freya, it's 1:30, darling. 580 00:50:54,040 --> 00:50:56,480 {\an2}Nearly, nearly 1:30 in the morning. 581 00:50:57,960 --> 00:50:59,120 {\an1}ALERT 582 00:50:59,160 --> 00:51:00,360 {\an1}KNOCKS DOOR 583 00:51:03,400 --> 00:51:05,680 {\an2}Sweetheart, I think you've left your phone on. 584 00:51:09,120 --> 00:51:10,760 {\an2}Please go to sleep now. 585 00:51:12,920 --> 00:51:14,520 {\an1}KNOCKS 586 00:51:14,560 --> 00:51:16,360 {\an2}It's a school night, darling, come on. 587 00:51:23,200 --> 00:51:24,280 {\an1}ALERT 588 00:51:24,320 --> 00:51:25,480 {\an2}Come on, Freya. 589 00:51:25,520 --> 00:51:27,720 {\an2}Switch off now, darling, OK? 590 00:51:34,160 --> 00:51:36,040 {\an2}Right, night, love you, night-night. 591 00:52:05,360 --> 00:52:06,720 {\an1}ALERT 592 00:52:12,120 --> 00:52:14,640 {\an2}Shh, shh, shh, shh, shh. 593 00:52:14,680 --> 00:52:16,200 {\an2}WHISPERS: Come on. Come on, come on. 594 00:52:18,440 --> 00:52:20,600 {\an2}WHISPERS: Switch that fucking thing off. 595 00:52:34,080 --> 00:52:37,000 {\an2}Come on, darling, we've really got to just get on now, 596 00:52:37,040 --> 00:52:38,600 {\an2}come on. 597 00:52:38,640 --> 00:52:40,920 {\an2}We've just gotta crack on with the day. 598 00:52:40,960 --> 00:52:47,920 {\an2}And just. Just, just, move on. Freya, please. 599 00:52:51,680 --> 00:52:54,960 {\an2}Freya? Sweetheart, please. 600 00:52:57,480 --> 00:53:00,640 {\an2}Come on. I've got to go to work. 601 00:53:00,680 --> 00:53:02,560 {\an2}Freya, come on, please, come on. 602 00:53:02,600 --> 00:53:06,160 {\an2}Please don't make me leave you like this, darling. 603 00:53:06,200 --> 00:53:09,440 {\an2}Please. Freya, 604 00:53:09,480 --> 00:53:12,040 {\an2}you've got to get up and go in darling. 605 00:53:12,080 --> 00:53:14,280 {\an2}Just do a half day, or something. 606 00:53:14,320 --> 00:53:16,120 {\an2}I'll come and pick you up at lunch. 607 00:53:17,600 --> 00:53:21,960 {\an2}I tell you what. I'll set an alarm on your clock. 608 00:53:22,000 --> 00:53:23,520 {\an2}I'll set an alarm for nine 609 00:53:23,560 --> 00:53:25,440 {\an2}and then you won't miss your second lesson, 610 00:53:25,480 --> 00:53:26,880 {\an2}all right? 611 00:53:26,920 --> 00:53:28,440 {\an2}And I can always call the school 612 00:53:28,480 --> 00:53:31,400 {\an2}and just let them know that you're not feeling too well, OK? 613 00:53:35,600 --> 00:53:37,760 {\an2}Come on, sweetheart, this isn't fair on me. 614 00:53:42,480 --> 00:53:44,520 {\an2}Oh, fuck. 615 00:53:44,560 --> 00:53:46,920 {\an2}All right, 616 00:53:46,960 --> 00:53:48,560 {\an2}your alarm's gonna go off at nine 617 00:53:48,600 --> 00:53:51,840 {\an2}and I'll call you when I get to work, OK? Love you. 618 00:53:59,320 --> 00:54:00,800 {\an1}RUTH CLEARS THROAT 619 00:54:55,400 --> 00:54:57,240 {\an1}PHONE VIBRATES 620 00:55:06,040 --> 00:55:08,920 {\an2}I just... I just want to go back 621 00:55:08,960 --> 00:55:12,160 {\an2}to how everything was before all this. 622 00:55:13,280 --> 00:55:15,280 {\an2}We'll be all right, we'll be all right, 623 00:55:15,320 --> 00:55:17,480 {\an2}we'll figure it out. It'll be OK, darling. 624 00:55:17,520 --> 00:55:20,200 {\an2}It's just a phase, it's just - these things happen, 625 00:55:20,240 --> 00:55:22,800 {\an2}don't they? Anyway, look, I love you very much. 626 00:55:22,840 --> 00:55:27,880 {\an2}I really do. Please just call me, no, pick up when I phone you. 627 00:55:50,760 --> 00:55:54,040 {\an2}MESSAGE: We'll be all right, we'll be all right, we'll figure it out. 628 00:55:54,080 --> 00:55:57,840 {\an2}It'll be OK, darling. It's just a phase, it's just - these things happen, 629 00:55:57,880 --> 00:56:00,920 {\an2}don't they? Anyway, look, I love you very much. 630 00:56:00,960 --> 00:56:04,520 {\an2}I really do. Please just call me, no, pick up when I phone you. 631 00:56:19,400 --> 00:56:21,240 {\an1}SENSORS BEEP 632 00:56:29,360 --> 00:56:31,200 {\an1}RINGTONE 633 00:56:38,440 --> 00:56:40,080 {\an2}AUTOMATED: Welcome to the O2... 634 00:57:33,160 --> 00:57:34,600 {\an2}Ruth? 635 00:57:38,800 --> 00:57:40,280 {\an2}Ruth, are you OK? 636 00:57:40,320 --> 00:57:42,520 {\an2}Oh, fuck off! 637 00:57:42,560 --> 00:57:44,120 {\an2}What's happened? 638 00:57:48,680 --> 00:57:51,440 {\an2}Hi, darling, can you just, please, can you ring me? 639 00:57:51,480 --> 00:57:53,200 {\an2}I just feel a bit worried about you 640 00:57:53,240 --> 00:57:54,680 {\an2}and I just really want to talk 641 00:57:54,720 --> 00:57:57,080 {\an2}to you and just make sure you're OK. 642 00:58:05,760 --> 00:58:07,360 {\an2}Can you phone me back? 643 00:58:09,320 --> 00:58:11,840 {\an2}Sorry. That's OK, what's happened? 644 00:58:14,760 --> 00:58:16,760 {\an2}What is it? I don't... What is it? 645 00:58:17,960 --> 00:58:19,080 {\an2}What's happened? 646 00:58:19,120 --> 00:58:20,120 {\an1}RUTH SOBS 647 00:58:40,520 --> 00:58:43,960 {\an2}Fight everything this time. five, four, 648 00:58:44,000 --> 00:58:45,840 {\an2}three, two, one. 649 00:58:45,880 --> 00:58:50,200 {\an2}Two to the right. Let's go, let's go, let's go. Get to the top of the hill! 650 00:58:50,240 --> 00:58:52,560 {\an2}Ruth, come on, push it. Move your legs, 651 00:58:52,600 --> 00:58:54,880 {\an2}move your legs. Come on everybody, four... 652 00:58:54,920 --> 00:59:00,320 {\an2}MUFFLED: ..three, two, one. Great stuff. Two to the left. 653 01:00:55,680 --> 01:00:57,000 {\an2}Darling? 654 01:01:01,200 --> 01:01:02,840 {\an2}Oh, sweetheart. 655 01:01:08,640 --> 01:01:13,160 {\an2}Have you been sleeping all day, darling? 656 01:01:13,200 --> 01:01:15,160 {\an2}Yeah? 657 01:01:15,200 --> 01:01:16,760 {\an2}You been sleeping all day? 658 01:01:18,080 --> 01:01:21,960 {\an2}Are you OK? Are you all right? 659 01:01:23,440 --> 01:01:26,880 {\an2}Oh, beautiful girl. Come on, it's ever so hot in here. 660 01:01:26,920 --> 01:01:29,800 {\an2}Have a bit of... Blankets off you. 661 01:01:29,840 --> 01:01:35,080 {\an2}Come on, sweetheart. Get some air. What you doing? 662 01:01:35,120 --> 01:01:37,000 {\an2}What have you got... 663 01:01:37,040 --> 01:01:39,360 {\an2}..are you hiding something? What have you got? 664 01:01:41,400 --> 01:01:44,600 {\an2}What have you done? What is it? 665 01:01:46,480 --> 01:01:48,560 {\an2}What is it? 666 01:01:48,600 --> 01:01:50,760 {\an1}FREYA SOBS 667 01:01:50,800 --> 01:01:56,320 {\an2}What is it? What, what is, what, what have you done? 668 01:01:58,400 --> 01:02:01,240 {\an2}What is it? Oh, my God. 669 01:02:03,080 --> 01:02:07,080 {\an2}Oh, God. Oh, God... 670 01:02:08,560 --> 01:02:11,480 {\an2}My baby, baby, baby. 671 01:02:17,760 --> 01:02:19,600 {\an1}PHONE RINGS 672 01:02:30,480 --> 01:02:32,400 {\an1}DOOR OPENS 673 01:02:35,000 --> 01:02:36,480 {\an2}Freya Eldwick. 674 01:02:39,800 --> 01:02:42,720 {\an2}Sorry I'm running late today. Do come in. 675 01:02:45,320 --> 01:02:47,920 {\an2}Take a seat. Thank you. 676 01:02:53,040 --> 01:02:57,920 {\an2}So, I've not met you both before. My name's Doctor Suzy. 677 01:02:57,960 --> 01:03:01,520 {\an2}And erm, how can I help you this afternoon? 678 01:03:01,560 --> 01:03:04,640 {\an2}Erm, do you want to tell the doctor, darling, 679 01:03:04,680 --> 01:03:08,000 {\an2}or do you want me to tell her? You can tell her. OK. 680 01:03:08,040 --> 01:03:12,040 {\an2}Erm... So, Freya's hurt herself. 681 01:03:12,080 --> 01:03:14,240 {\an2}OK. It's OK. 682 01:03:14,280 --> 01:03:18,240 {\an2}And erm... When did this happen, Freya? 683 01:03:18,280 --> 01:03:19,720 {\an2}Today. 684 01:03:19,760 --> 01:03:22,200 {\an2}OK. How did you do it? 685 01:03:22,240 --> 01:03:24,520 {\an2}Some nail scissors. 686 01:03:24,560 --> 01:03:27,280 {\an2}OK, can I have a look, is that OK? 687 01:03:27,320 --> 01:03:29,080 {\an2}Yeah. Thank you. 688 01:03:30,480 --> 01:03:31,920 {\an2}Can I have a look underneath? 689 01:03:36,640 --> 01:03:38,960 {\an2}OK, oh... 690 01:03:39,000 --> 01:03:41,400 {\an2}You managed to stop the bleeding OK? Yeah. 691 01:03:41,440 --> 01:03:43,240 {\an2}How do you feel showing that to me now? 692 01:03:44,920 --> 01:03:47,360 {\an2}Erm, embarrassed. 693 01:03:47,400 --> 01:03:50,920 {\an2}OK. Would you find it easier if it was just you 694 01:03:50,960 --> 01:03:52,240 {\an2}and me, Freya? 695 01:03:52,280 --> 01:03:53,600 {\an2}We can talk together 696 01:03:53,640 --> 01:03:56,160 {\an2}and maybe Mum could wait in the waiting room, yeah? 697 01:03:56,200 --> 01:03:58,160 {\an2}Yes, please. 698 01:03:58,200 --> 01:03:59,760 {\an2}Is that OK with you, Mum? 699 01:04:01,200 --> 01:04:02,400 {\an2}Erm... 700 01:04:05,600 --> 01:04:07,080 {\an2}Erm... 701 01:04:10,800 --> 01:04:13,320 {\an2}..yeah. 702 01:04:13,360 --> 01:04:16,240 {\an2}OK, I'll call you back in, I'll come and get you. 703 01:04:19,800 --> 01:04:23,880 {\an2}But what if I...? Don't I need to know what's happening? 704 01:04:23,920 --> 01:04:25,680 {\an2}Well, Freya's of 705 01:04:25,720 --> 01:04:28,280 {\an2}an age now where it might be more comfortable to talk 706 01:04:28,320 --> 01:04:32,000 {\an2}to me on a one-to-one basis. So, my duty. 707 01:04:32,040 --> 01:04:33,920 {\an2}I'm her, I'm her mum, though. 708 01:04:33,960 --> 01:04:36,360 {\an2}Sure, and I can see that you're upset, 709 01:04:36,400 --> 01:04:39,280 {\an2}but Freya can speak to me on her own. 710 01:04:39,320 --> 01:04:41,080 {\an2}I'll wait out there. 711 01:04:41,120 --> 01:04:43,320 {\an2}OK, thank you. 712 01:04:44,680 --> 01:04:47,480 {\an2}Is that more comfortable, Freya? 713 01:04:47,520 --> 01:04:49,880 {\an2}Has Mum been part of the problem? 714 01:04:49,920 --> 01:04:51,480 {\an2}What's been going on? 715 01:04:53,480 --> 01:04:57,800 {\an2}I just feel really... 716 01:04:59,400 --> 01:05:01,240 {\an2}..out of control. 717 01:05:01,280 --> 01:05:03,280 {\an2}OK, OK. 718 01:05:03,320 --> 01:05:06,120 {\an2}Erm, I don't know why, 719 01:05:06,160 --> 01:05:09,680 {\an2}I don't know why I cut myself, and I'm really scared. 720 01:05:09,720 --> 01:05:12,080 {\an2}OK, how long has this been going on for? 721 01:05:12,120 --> 01:05:14,000 {\an2}Erm, a while. 722 01:05:14,040 --> 01:05:17,480 {\an2}OK, one month, six months? 723 01:05:17,520 --> 01:05:19,920 {\an2}Has it been building up over the last couple of weeks? 724 01:05:19,960 --> 01:05:22,000 {\an2}What sort of, what's been the background? 725 01:05:22,040 --> 01:05:25,560 {\an2}It's been about, maybe a month. 726 01:05:25,600 --> 01:05:27,040 {\an2}OK. 727 01:05:27,080 --> 01:05:30,440 {\an2}And I started to not be able to remember things. 728 01:05:30,480 --> 01:05:31,960 {\an2}OK. 729 01:05:32,000 --> 01:05:35,280 {\an2}Which is weird because I normally am really good. 730 01:05:35,320 --> 01:05:37,560 {\an2}And have you been, do you go to college? 731 01:05:37,600 --> 01:05:40,240 {\an2}Are you, have you been going to college OK? Yeah...Yeah. 732 01:05:40,280 --> 01:05:43,040 {\an2}Are you managing to concentrate in your lessons? 733 01:05:43,080 --> 01:05:47,720 {\an2}I, I mean, it, I thought, I think that I am, 734 01:05:47,760 --> 01:05:50,160 {\an2}but then I can't remember. 735 01:05:50,200 --> 01:05:53,760 {\an2}I can't, I can't remember what we did. 736 01:05:53,800 --> 01:05:56,480 {\an2}OK, and how much have you discussed this with your mum? 737 01:06:20,360 --> 01:06:23,000 {\an2}Hi, thanks for waiting. Could you come down with me, please? 738 01:06:23,040 --> 01:06:24,560 {\an2}Yep. Thanks. Yep. 739 01:06:31,520 --> 01:06:35,800 {\an2}Right, come on in and take a seat. Erm, 740 01:06:35,840 --> 01:06:38,920 {\an2}I've had a good chat with Freya today and erm, 741 01:06:38,960 --> 01:06:41,520 {\an2}I'm beginning to understand what's going on. 742 01:06:41,560 --> 01:06:44,280 {\an2}And I think the safest thing to do is refer her on 743 01:06:44,320 --> 01:06:46,280 {\an2}to CAMHS for some counselling. 744 01:06:46,320 --> 01:06:47,480 {\an2}I don't know what that is. 745 01:06:47,520 --> 01:06:49,560 {\an2}OK, so CAMHS is the 746 01:06:49,600 --> 01:06:52,400 {\an2}Child and Adolescent Mental Health Services. 747 01:06:52,440 --> 01:06:55,400 {\an2}It's a part of the NHS that offers counselling services 748 01:06:55,440 --> 01:06:57,560 {\an2}for children and teenagers. 749 01:06:57,600 --> 01:06:59,600 {\an2}In the meantime, Freya's got 750 01:06:59,640 --> 01:07:02,600 {\an2}a sheet of counselling services if she feels like she wants 751 01:07:02,640 --> 01:07:04,040 {\an2}to contact them. And erm, 752 01:07:04,080 --> 01:07:05,640 {\an2}you and I will see each other 753 01:07:05,680 --> 01:07:08,560 {\an2}regularly until CAMHS take on your care. 754 01:07:08,600 --> 01:07:10,480 {\an2}Mmm. 755 01:07:10,520 --> 01:07:12,120 {\an2}So obviously this has been a bit of a shock 756 01:07:12,160 --> 01:07:13,560 {\an2}for you as well. 757 01:07:13,600 --> 01:07:16,160 {\an2}Do you see anybody at the practice at all? 758 01:07:16,200 --> 01:07:18,120 {\an2}Me? Yes. No, no. 759 01:07:18,160 --> 01:07:20,400 {\an2}Do you feel that you need any help, or support? 760 01:07:20,440 --> 01:07:22,600 {\an2}No, no, no. No. 761 01:07:22,640 --> 01:07:25,040 {\an2}I mean, I'm a strong, normal person. 762 01:07:25,080 --> 01:07:27,840 {\an2}Erm, so that, that, that's, well that's, 763 01:07:27,880 --> 01:07:30,520 {\an2}that's great, isn't it, darling? Sounds good, doesn't it? 764 01:07:30,560 --> 01:07:32,880 {\an2}If you need any support, or any questions, 765 01:07:32,920 --> 01:07:34,760 {\an2}just contact me through the main switchboard 766 01:07:34,800 --> 01:07:36,280 {\an2}and we can have a conversation. 767 01:07:36,320 --> 01:07:39,200 {\an2}But obviously I can't divulge anything that we've discussed today 768 01:07:39,240 --> 01:07:40,520 {\an2}with Freya. 769 01:07:40,560 --> 01:07:42,400 {\an2}All right, thank you. 770 01:07:42,440 --> 01:07:44,480 {\an2}Thank you. Bye-bye, Freya. 771 01:07:45,680 --> 01:07:46,960 {\an2}Bye. 772 01:08:10,680 --> 01:08:12,960 {\an2}Er, would you like me to run you a bath, or something darling? 773 01:08:17,120 --> 01:08:18,960 {\an2}Maybe... 774 01:08:19,000 --> 01:08:23,640 {\an2}..maybe you should just go and have a little sleep? 775 01:08:23,680 --> 01:08:26,080 {\an2}Let me know if you need anything, OK? 776 01:10:30,480 --> 01:10:32,280 {\an1}DOOR KNOCKS 777 01:10:53,040 --> 01:10:57,680 {\an2}Oh, my God. Oh, my God. What are you doing here? 778 01:10:57,720 --> 01:11:01,480 {\an2}You didn't message, or anything? I thought I'd come and surprise you. 779 01:11:01,520 --> 01:11:04,760 {\an2}You didn't message us, darling. I know, I didn't think I needed to. 780 01:11:04,800 --> 01:11:09,520 {\an2}How did you get from the...? How did you get from station? I got a taxi. I got a taxi from the station. 781 01:11:09,560 --> 01:11:14,320 {\an8}Oh, darling, I could have come and... No, it was fine. I wanted to come and surprise you. 782 01:11:14,360 --> 01:11:17,040 {\an8}How you doing? I could have come and picked you up. 783 01:11:17,080 --> 01:11:20,400 {\an8}That's OK. Oh, wow. You all right? Yeah, ahhh. 784 01:11:22,640 --> 01:11:25,600 {\an8}You sure you're all right? Yeah, yeah, yeah. 785 01:11:27,120 --> 01:11:30,640 {\an2}Right, I'm gonna make some toast. OK. I'm really hungry. 786 01:11:30,680 --> 01:11:33,480 {\an2}Erm, yeah, come, let's go in. God, bloody hell what have you got in 787 01:11:33,520 --> 01:11:36,240 {\an2}this bag, it weighs a tonne. No don't take, don't take my bag up. 788 01:11:36,280 --> 01:11:39,160 {\an2}I'll take, I'll take my bag up to my room in a minute. All right, 789 01:11:39,200 --> 01:11:41,320 {\an2}darling. Let me put the erm, kettle on. 790 01:11:44,080 --> 01:11:49,200 {\an2}Is Freya in? Erm Freya? Erm... 791 01:11:49,240 --> 01:11:53,000 {\an2}Yeah, is, is she, is she out? 792 01:11:57,720 --> 01:11:59,200 {\an2}No, she's here. 793 01:12:03,000 --> 01:12:04,560 {\an2}OK. 794 01:12:10,280 --> 01:12:12,520 {\an2}Erm, darling. 795 01:12:12,560 --> 01:12:15,480 {\an2}What's happ... Mum, what's happened? 796 01:12:15,520 --> 01:12:18,320 {\an2}Freya's not very well, sweetheart. 797 01:12:18,360 --> 01:12:20,960 {\an2}She doesn't have, like, a cancer, or anything like that. 798 01:12:21,000 --> 01:12:22,320 {\an2}It's nothing like that. 799 01:12:22,360 --> 01:12:24,520 {\an2}Oh, thank God. 800 01:12:24,560 --> 01:12:26,320 {\an2}She's erm... 801 01:12:28,960 --> 01:12:32,120 {\an2}She's... she's very depressed at the moment. 802 01:12:33,280 --> 01:12:36,560 {\an2}And that means that she is not 803 01:12:36,600 --> 01:12:39,280 {\an2}behaving quite like herself at all. 804 01:12:40,760 --> 01:12:46,040 {\an2}And erm, she's, she's quite lost. She's quite lost and, and... 805 01:12:46,080 --> 01:12:49,080 {\an2}She hurt herself with some scissors, 806 01:12:49,120 --> 01:12:52,680 {\an2}darling. And she's cut her arms. 807 01:12:54,200 --> 01:12:58,720 {\an2}And she... I'm sorry, sweetie, I'm sorry, darling. 808 01:13:00,880 --> 01:13:04,920 {\an2}Come on, come on, angel. Look at me, look at me, darling. 809 01:13:04,960 --> 01:13:07,720 {\an2}Look at me all right? Listen. I'm sorry, 810 01:13:07,760 --> 01:13:11,400 {\an2}I'm sorry, darling. I'm sorry, it's all my fault. 811 01:13:11,440 --> 01:13:14,280 {\an2}No, it isn't, Mum. No it is my fault. I've tried. 812 01:13:14,320 --> 01:13:15,760 {\an2}No, it's not. No, it's not. 813 01:13:15,800 --> 01:13:18,000 {\an2}I've really tried to be, "Good Mummy." 814 01:13:18,040 --> 01:13:19,640 {\an2}You are. 815 01:13:21,800 --> 01:13:23,680 {\an2}Just go and give her a nice cuddle. 816 01:13:26,880 --> 01:13:30,960 {\an2}OK. Go and give her a nice cuddle and just... OK. 817 01:13:31,000 --> 01:13:33,320 {\an2}Just tell her that you love her and that... 818 01:13:33,360 --> 01:13:34,920 {\an2}Can you tell her that...? 819 01:13:34,960 --> 01:13:38,240 {\an2}Tell her that she's a beautiful girl. 820 01:13:38,280 --> 01:13:40,040 {\an2}Tell her that she's beautiful 821 01:13:40,080 --> 01:13:42,200 {\an2}and tell her that you love her. 822 01:13:42,240 --> 01:13:44,320 {\an2}Tell her that everybody loves her. 823 01:13:44,360 --> 01:13:47,120 {\an2}And that she doesn't need to be anything that she isn't. 824 01:13:47,160 --> 01:13:49,960 {\an2}She can just be herself and we'll just love her the same. 825 01:13:50,000 --> 01:13:52,040 {\an2}I'll tell her the right thing. 826 01:13:52,080 --> 01:13:56,800 {\an2}Yeah, just be, nice, kind, you. 827 01:13:56,840 --> 01:14:00,840 {\an2}Yeah... Yeah, OK. 828 01:14:22,080 --> 01:14:23,720 {\an1}KNOCKS DOOR 829 01:14:24,880 --> 01:14:26,800 {\an2}Freya? 830 01:14:32,320 --> 01:14:35,880 {\an2}Hey, Freya. Hi 831 01:15:11,240 --> 01:15:13,440 {\an2}Could you pass the erm, pepper? Mm. 832 01:15:21,360 --> 01:15:23,600 {\an1}And erm, and what about sports. 833 01:15:23,640 --> 01:15:25,240 {\an2}Have you been keeping up all 834 01:15:25,280 --> 01:15:27,680 {\an2}of your? Is there, do they have a gym, or...? 835 01:15:27,720 --> 01:15:30,400 {\an2}They have, they do have a gym. They do have a gym. 836 01:15:30,440 --> 01:15:32,320 {\an2}Which I've been to a couple of times, 837 01:15:32,360 --> 01:15:35,920 {\an2}but...I never go on my own, 838 01:15:35,960 --> 01:15:39,640 {\an2}that's the thing. I can't do solo gym. 839 01:15:39,680 --> 01:15:41,120 {\an2}No. 840 01:15:41,160 --> 01:15:42,960 {\an2}It's just not my thing. 841 01:15:43,000 --> 01:15:44,120 {\an2}No. 842 01:15:44,160 --> 01:15:46,240 {\an2}Know what I mean? 843 01:15:46,280 --> 01:15:48,760 {\an2}Well done for coming downstairs, darling. 844 01:15:55,960 --> 01:15:58,480 {\an2}Would you like me to make you something different? 845 01:16:05,640 --> 01:16:06,880 {\an2}Why the fuck did you 846 01:16:06,920 --> 01:16:11,480 {\an2}need to say that? She was doing fine. 847 01:16:11,520 --> 01:16:13,000 {\an2}You didn't need to throw in, 848 01:16:13,040 --> 01:16:16,640 {\an2}"Shall I make you something different?" And, "Well done for coming downstairs." 849 01:16:16,680 --> 01:16:18,040 {\an2}Oh. 850 01:16:18,080 --> 01:16:20,960 {\an2}Do you see how that would be annoying? 851 01:16:21,000 --> 01:16:22,400 {\an2}Yeah, I do, I do. 852 01:16:24,760 --> 01:16:26,640 {\an2}That's just not right. 853 01:16:26,680 --> 01:16:30,080 {\an2}When she's doing something well, don't thank her for doing it well. 854 01:16:30,120 --> 01:16:32,880 {\an2}Yeah, I'll just go and see if she's all right. 855 01:16:32,920 --> 01:16:34,760 {\an2}She was doing fine. 856 01:16:34,800 --> 01:16:36,200 {\an2}Yeah, OK. 857 01:16:42,640 --> 01:16:45,640 {\an2}Sorry about that, babe. 858 01:16:48,040 --> 01:16:50,200 {\an2}I didn't mean to upset you at all. 859 01:16:52,440 --> 01:16:55,360 {\an2}Look, I think you'll feel a bit better if eat something, 860 01:16:55,400 --> 01:16:58,880 {\an2}just a little bit. Just a little bit, yeah? 861 01:17:04,800 --> 01:17:06,000 {\an2}All right. 862 01:17:07,600 --> 01:17:11,560 {\an2}Have a minute to yourself and then, then come down, OK? 863 01:17:11,600 --> 01:17:13,040 {\an2}All right. 864 01:17:26,920 --> 01:17:28,440 {\an1}SHE EXHALES 865 01:17:35,680 --> 01:17:37,240 {\an1}GASPS QUIETLY 866 01:17:52,560 --> 01:17:54,400 {\an2}Fuck. 867 01:17:54,440 --> 01:17:55,960 {\an2}Fuck me. 868 01:18:05,000 --> 01:18:06,360 {\an1}GASPS 869 01:18:08,320 --> 01:18:11,120 {\an2}Oh...Oh. Oh... 870 01:18:14,440 --> 01:18:16,920 {\an2}Oh, my God. 871 01:18:16,960 --> 01:18:18,880 {\an2}What the fuck has she done? 872 01:18:21,360 --> 01:18:23,200 {\an2}Fuck. 873 01:18:29,160 --> 01:18:31,120 {\an1}FLUSHES TOILET 874 01:18:41,480 --> 01:18:45,280 {\an2}Billy, Billy, Billy, Billy, Billy, I've got her phone. 875 01:18:45,320 --> 01:18:46,680 {\an2}What are you doing? 876 01:18:46,720 --> 01:18:49,760 {\an2}I've got her phone, don't. No. Come on, stop it, stop it, stop it, stop it, stop it. 877 01:18:49,800 --> 01:18:52,720 {\an2}Mum, you can't. I would be angry if you took my phone. But Billy, look, this is... 878 01:18:52,760 --> 01:18:55,440 {\an2}No, Mum, you have to give it back. Look at these terrible things people are saying about her. 879 01:18:55,480 --> 01:18:57,720 {\an2}What, what is this? What the fuck is this? 880 01:18:57,760 --> 01:18:59,960 {\an2}What are these awful pictures? pictures? 881 01:19:00,000 --> 01:19:01,360 {\an2}So fucking... 882 01:19:03,360 --> 01:19:05,080 {\an2}Mum. 883 01:19:05,120 --> 01:19:07,360 {\an2}Where's my phone? Sit down, sweetheart. Sit down, sit down. 884 01:19:07,400 --> 01:19:09,720 {\an2}Where's my phone? Mum. Just give... Where's my phone Mum? Give her, her 885 01:19:09,760 --> 01:19:12,600 {\an2}phone back. Darling. Sweetheart. You have to give me back my phone. Freya, calm down. 886 01:19:12,640 --> 01:19:14,520 {\an2}No, you have to give me back my phone. 887 01:19:14,560 --> 01:19:16,120 {\an2}Freya, Freya. Mum. 888 01:19:16,160 --> 01:19:18,480 {\an2}Why did you take it? Freya, listen to me. Why did you take if from the 889 01:19:18,520 --> 01:19:20,560 {\an2}bathroom. Darling. It's mine. Listen to Mummy. Darling. 890 01:19:20,600 --> 01:19:22,400 {\an2}You need to listen to Mummy now, OK? 891 01:19:23,720 --> 01:19:26,280 {\an2}I don't think that you should have that phone. No, no, no, no, no. 892 01:19:26,320 --> 01:19:29,120 {\an2}Sweetheart, it's making... You have to give it back to me. It's mine. 893 01:19:29,160 --> 01:19:30,920 {\an2}Darling, enough, enough. 894 01:19:30,960 --> 01:19:32,840 {\an2}Mum, just give her, her phone back. Stop. 895 01:19:32,880 --> 01:19:36,160 {\an2}Enough. This is what's making you ill. It's what's making you ill. 896 01:19:36,200 --> 01:19:37,440 {\an2}Me and Billy, 897 01:19:37,480 --> 01:19:39,840 {\an2}me and Billy are gonna help you. Aren't we, darling? 898 01:19:39,880 --> 01:19:41,880 {\an2}You have to give me back my phone. You have to give me back my phone. 899 01:19:41,920 --> 01:19:42,920 {\an2}Sweetheart. All right, darling. 900 01:19:42,960 --> 01:19:46,320 {\an2}It's my phone. It's my phone. OK, all right sweetheart. I'll give it back, I'll give it back. 901 01:19:46,360 --> 01:19:49,720 {\an2}Give it back, it's my phone. Oh, my God, oh, my God. Billy, get the phone, 902 01:19:49,760 --> 01:19:52,160 {\an2}OK, sweetheart, stop, stop, 903 01:19:52,200 --> 01:19:55,520 {\an2}Stop, stop, stop. Just stop. Stop. Give me back my phone, it's mine. 904 01:19:55,560 --> 01:20:00,160 {\an2}Give it to Mummy, give it to Mummy, give it to Mummy. It's my phone. It's mine. 905 01:20:00,200 --> 01:20:02,800 {\an1}FREYA WAILS 906 01:20:46,080 --> 01:20:47,840 {\an1}DOOR KNOCKS 907 01:20:50,440 --> 01:20:53,400 {\an2}Hi. Morning. Did you sleep all right? 908 01:20:53,440 --> 01:20:54,920 {\an2}Yeah, I slept great. 909 01:20:57,560 --> 01:21:00,480 {\an2}I, I'm off, I have to go. I have to get the 8:30 train. 910 01:21:01,720 --> 01:21:03,320 {\an2}I'll take you, come on. 911 01:21:03,360 --> 01:21:04,720 {\an2}Oh, thanks, Mum. 912 01:21:13,360 --> 01:21:17,120 {\an2}You just stay here, OK? Stay in bed. 913 01:21:17,160 --> 01:21:18,600 {\an2}Mm-hm. 914 01:21:42,520 --> 01:21:44,440 {\an2}I'll just grab my shoes, darling. 915 01:21:49,280 --> 01:21:51,360 {\an2}I just wanted to say bye. 916 01:21:51,400 --> 01:21:52,640 {\an2}Oh, hey. 917 01:22:02,880 --> 01:22:06,680 {\an2}I love you. I love you too. 918 01:22:06,720 --> 01:22:08,400 {\an2}You gonna be all right? 919 01:22:08,440 --> 01:22:09,680 {\an2}Mm-hm. 920 01:22:09,720 --> 01:22:11,160 {\an2}You're strong. 921 01:22:14,360 --> 01:22:16,800 {\an2}I'll, I'll call you, yeah? 922 01:22:16,840 --> 01:22:19,520 {\an2}Yeah. 923 01:22:19,560 --> 01:22:21,120 {\an2}Love you, Chip. 924 01:22:22,680 --> 01:22:25,480 {\an2}I'm only gonna be 15 minutes, OK? Yeah. 925 01:22:25,520 --> 01:22:27,600 {\an2}And I'll come straight back, all right? 926 01:22:27,640 --> 01:22:28,760 {\an2}OK. 927 01:22:28,800 --> 01:22:31,520 {\an2}Why don't you go and get back into bed, OK, darling? 928 01:22:31,560 --> 01:22:34,440 {\an2}Mm-hmm. All right. Love you. OK. 929 01:23:04,400 --> 01:23:06,600 {\an1}SHE SIGHS 930 01:23:10,600 --> 01:23:11,920 {\an2}Oh. 931 01:23:39,880 --> 01:23:41,600 {\an1}BREATHES HEAVILY 932 01:24:17,400 --> 01:24:18,920 {\an2}Oh. 933 01:24:22,480 --> 01:24:24,440 {\an1}SHE PANTS 934 01:24:30,280 --> 01:24:32,600 {\an1}PANTS 935 01:25:14,080 --> 01:25:16,640 {\an2}Thanks, Mum. 936 01:25:16,680 --> 01:25:18,120 {\an1}HE SIGHS 937 01:25:20,040 --> 01:25:23,160 {\an2}It's gonna be good. It's gonna be all right. 938 01:25:25,360 --> 01:25:27,720 {\an1}SHE PANTS 939 01:25:27,760 --> 01:25:29,400 {\an1}DROPS PHONE IN SINK 940 01:25:37,960 --> 01:25:39,560 {\an2}Don't worry about anything, OK? 941 01:25:42,960 --> 01:25:44,360 {\an2}You're a good mum. 942 01:25:46,160 --> 01:25:51,400 {\an2}Thank you, darling. I'll get my train. All right. OK, love you. 943 01:25:51,440 --> 01:25:54,800 {\an2}I'll phone you later, OK? Yeah, call me. 944 01:25:56,680 --> 01:25:58,200 {\an2}I love you, darling. 945 01:26:02,400 --> 01:26:04,720 {\an2}Love you. Bye. 946 01:26:31,560 --> 01:26:33,400 {\an1}PULSING SCORE BEGINS 947 01:26:49,640 --> 01:26:51,760 {\an1}SHE PANTS 948 01:27:14,720 --> 01:27:16,600 {\an1}HYPERVENTILATES 949 01:27:18,760 --> 01:27:20,360 {\an1}SHE GASPS 950 01:27:30,000 --> 01:27:31,800 {\an1}SHE PANTS 951 01:27:33,520 --> 01:27:36,040 {\an1}PULSING SCORE INTENSIFIES 952 01:28:17,760 --> 01:28:19,640 {\an1}PULSING SCORE BUILDS 953 01:28:30,120 --> 01:28:31,840 {\an2}Darling? 954 01:28:31,880 --> 01:28:34,560 {\an2}It's all right. 955 01:28:34,600 --> 01:28:36,520 {\an2}It's all right, sweetheart. 956 01:28:36,560 --> 01:28:38,240 {\an2}Come on, come on. 957 01:28:38,280 --> 01:28:39,960 {\an2}It's all right, darling, come on. 958 01:28:40,000 --> 01:28:42,080 {\an2}Come on. 959 01:28:42,120 --> 01:28:44,640 {\an2}All right, come on, come on, sit down. 960 01:28:44,680 --> 01:28:46,280 {\an2}Sit down, sit down. 961 01:28:46,320 --> 01:28:48,240 {\an1}FREYA SIGHS 962 01:28:52,680 --> 01:28:54,360 {\an1}FREYA HYPERVENTILATES 963 01:28:54,400 --> 01:28:56,400 {\an2}It's all right. Oh, my God. 964 01:28:56,440 --> 01:28:57,440 {\an1}FREYA SOBS 965 01:28:57,480 --> 01:28:58,760 {\an2}Oh, it's all right, sweetie. 966 01:28:58,800 --> 01:29:01,200 {\an2}OK, OK. 967 01:29:01,240 --> 01:29:02,960 {\an2}Come on. 968 01:29:04,080 --> 01:29:06,040 {\an2}It's OK. 969 01:29:07,240 --> 01:29:08,880 {\an2}It's OK. 970 01:29:18,200 --> 01:29:20,800 {\an2}Shh. 971 01:29:20,840 --> 01:29:22,240 {\an2}It's all right. 972 01:29:22,280 --> 01:29:24,040 {\an2}I promise. 973 01:29:24,080 --> 01:29:25,760 {\an2}I promise. 974 01:31:21,480 --> 01:31:24,640 {\an2}Subtitles by Red Bee Media