1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:08,133 --> 00:00:14,100 SISTERHOOD 4 00:00:35,233 --> 00:00:39,567 That's why I'm not going to shut up. And I'll say it again: 5 00:00:43,667 --> 00:00:49,067 I want to denounce sexism in my own words. 6 00:02:06,467 --> 00:02:11,600 Yuto IKEDA - Film Director. 7 00:02:20,900 --> 00:02:22,700 - Morning. - Good morning. 8 00:02:26,400 --> 00:02:27,733 May I have a copy? 9 00:02:41,233 --> 00:02:44,833 What happened to your chin? 10 00:02:44,900 --> 00:02:47,367 Oh, yeah… 11 00:02:48,233 --> 00:02:51,600 - Maybe take that off for the photo. - That's the plan. 12 00:02:51,667 --> 00:02:53,633 - Just tuck in your chin. - Right. 13 00:03:00,233 --> 00:03:03,233 - Thanks for sending the preview. - Thanks for watching. 14 00:03:04,067 --> 00:03:06,967 - So you're taking on a new subject. - Yes, that's right. 15 00:03:08,967 --> 00:03:14,967 I'd like to ask what made you want to explore it. 16 00:03:20,367 --> 00:03:27,053 I felt that as a man, you sympathize greatly with the situation. 17 00:03:27,333 --> 00:03:35,333 I've been feeling uneasy about living in Japan these days. 18 00:03:37,812 --> 00:03:44,299 There's a status quo of male supremacy and pay inequality… 19 00:03:45,967 --> 00:03:48,633 A married couple can't have different surnames… 20 00:03:48,700 --> 00:03:51,442 Sexual exploitation… 21 00:03:51,637 --> 00:03:58,377 How it's considered virtuous for women to stay at home and serve men… 22 00:03:59,133 --> 00:04:01,433 Those kinds of… 23 00:04:01,500 --> 00:04:08,023 I'm uneasy with ideas of “manliness” or “womanliness.” 24 00:04:08,500 --> 00:04:15,629 And other than that… same-sex marriage is illegal here. 25 00:04:16,300 --> 00:04:23,436 Which means this country is way behind in human rights. 26 00:04:25,233 --> 00:04:33,233 I'm a man, but it's important for me that all people are treated equally. 27 00:04:37,300 --> 00:04:40,600 Which I guess makes me a feminist. 28 00:04:40,667 --> 00:04:42,784 A feminist? 29 00:04:43,292 --> 00:04:47,200 I mean, I don't care too much about labels. 30 00:04:47,267 --> 00:04:51,167 But for people who aren't able to speak up… 31 00:04:52,274 --> 00:04:58,107 Like, minorities… I'd like to try and be a voice for them. 32 00:04:59,732 --> 00:05:06,459 So I'm looking at how I can do that through filmmaking. 33 00:05:08,667 --> 00:05:12,369 I hope that doesn't make me sound arrogant... 34 00:05:12,394 --> 00:05:14,003 Oh, not at all. 35 00:05:14,133 --> 00:05:17,233 But I do have this vision for… 36 00:05:39,633 --> 00:05:43,233 Excuse me, is it okay if I smoke...? 37 00:05:43,300 --> 00:05:46,667 Sorry, there's no smoking indoors. 38 00:05:47,433 --> 00:05:48,700 Right… 39 00:05:54,233 --> 00:05:56,867 My Voice. 40 00:05:57,733 --> 00:06:05,040 In terms of the women speaking frankly about their experiences on-camera… 41 00:06:05,884 --> 00:06:07,933 I could relate to that. 42 00:06:09,133 --> 00:06:16,625 But honestly speaking… and I apologize if this sounds rude… 43 00:06:17,767 --> 00:06:23,163 It wasn't clear to me what you were trying to say. 44 00:06:26,133 --> 00:06:31,033 For example, I'm a woman. You're a man. 45 00:06:31,200 --> 00:06:35,833 And between us, there's a ll gulf that can't be bridged. 46 00:06:35,900 --> 00:06:40,405 Why is a male director taking on this subject? 47 00:06:40,491 --> 00:06:46,373 I can definitely relate to it, and the idea of making a film about it. 48 00:06:46,900 --> 00:06:50,700 But how shall I put this… As a film… 49 00:06:50,767 --> 00:06:52,967 I'm sorry. It was boring. 50 00:06:53,667 --> 00:06:56,333 - It felt very tedious. - Oh, I see... 51 00:06:57,067 --> 00:07:01,369 What were you ultimately trying to say with this film? 52 00:07:03,729 --> 00:07:08,500 In one line, what would your message be? 53 00:07:10,667 --> 00:07:12,033 It would be… 54 00:07:15,067 --> 00:07:21,067 “Protecting the dignity of the individual.” I guess. 55 00:07:22,733 --> 00:07:24,600 Dignity…? 56 00:07:26,267 --> 00:07:27,633 You don't feel it? 57 00:07:30,100 --> 00:07:34,433 Like, someone has their hands around your throat? 58 00:07:35,600 --> 00:07:39,400 A bad feeling like you're being oppressed? 59 00:07:41,000 --> 00:07:45,333 Well… I'm pretty stolid. 60 00:07:52,500 --> 00:07:57,333 Okay, I'll be taking a few photos… ready? 61 00:08:01,600 --> 00:08:03,167 Oh, your bandage... 62 00:08:04,333 --> 00:08:08,613 - It's better to not see it, right? - Yes, I'll take it off. 63 00:08:08,847 --> 00:08:12,033 It's okay, we don't see it. 64 00:08:12,107 --> 00:08:14,467 Are you sure? 65 00:08:18,024 --> 00:08:20,191 Can you tuck in your chin? 66 00:08:20,947 --> 00:08:23,244 One point for your razor, huh? 67 00:08:24,300 --> 00:08:27,533 I'm going to keep shooting. 68 00:08:27,600 --> 00:08:33,133 Try putting your left hand on a corner of the poster. 69 00:08:35,261 --> 00:08:39,166 Good, I'll take a few like this. 70 00:10:15,200 --> 00:10:20,600 BOMI - Singer. 71 00:13:00,900 --> 00:13:02,633 Can you put this over there please? 72 00:14:04,867 --> 00:14:08,167 That's not it, 'cause really, it's just that 73 00:14:08,233 --> 00:14:11,967 I only wanted to see you again… 74 00:14:12,033 --> 00:14:18,900 Hey, that star over there just winked at us. 75 00:14:19,167 --> 00:14:22,500 Don't let go of my hand in your hand... 76 00:14:22,567 --> 00:14:26,300 Because I'm just so lonely… 77 00:14:26,367 --> 00:14:32,933 You can't understand that, can you? 78 00:14:33,567 --> 00:14:40,033 Oh, someday it'll all disappear… 79 00:14:40,633 --> 00:14:44,933 A snowman... Love's charming spell... 80 00:14:47,694 --> 00:14:51,092 That's not it, 'cause really, it's just that 81 00:14:51,277 --> 00:14:54,900 I only wanted a chance to cry… 82 00:14:54,967 --> 00:15:02,033 The moon glimmers in the candle light. 83 00:15:02,100 --> 00:15:05,467 Don't roll your eyes and walk away… 84 00:15:05,533 --> 00:15:09,233 Because I just can't stand the pain... 85 00:15:09,300 --> 00:15:16,433 Will you stay by my side until I fall asleep? 86 00:15:16,500 --> 00:15:23,667 Oh, sugar heart, melt away already… 87 00:15:23,733 --> 00:15:28,133 Like sweet, sweet ice cream… 88 00:15:30,900 --> 00:15:38,900 Let's do telepathy; Read each other's minds… 89 00:15:40,700 --> 00:15:44,733 All day long! 90 00:15:45,267 --> 00:15:48,667 Imitation… 91 00:15:48,733 --> 00:15:53,133 Illumination… 92 00:15:53,200 --> 00:15:57,067 Let's go see the lights together! 93 00:16:10,100 --> 00:16:13,400 That's not it, 'cause really, it's just that 94 00:16:13,467 --> 00:16:17,133 I only wanted to hear you again… 95 00:16:17,200 --> 00:16:23,933 I don't need this from anyone else… 96 00:16:24,300 --> 00:16:30,700 Hey, Teddy Boy, I'll give it to you… 97 00:16:31,467 --> 00:16:36,033 A chocolate-coated straight-jab! 98 00:16:38,667 --> 00:16:46,667 Dal Segno, I wanna spacewalk… 99 00:16:48,567 --> 00:16:53,000 if it's with you… 100 00:16:53,067 --> 00:17:01,000 I don't mind if it's just a picture… 101 00:17:01,067 --> 00:17:04,800 Let's stay together… 102 00:17:07,267 --> 00:17:12,033 Hey, let's stay together! 103 00:17:14,467 --> 00:17:20,067 Hey, let's stay together! 104 00:18:00,300 --> 00:18:01,467 Thank you! 105 00:18:36,433 --> 00:18:37,800 Just saw your message. 106 00:18:38,367 --> 00:18:39,433 It's up here. 107 00:18:40,500 --> 00:18:42,500 I got here pretty early. 108 00:18:47,267 --> 00:18:49,300 - There's lots of people here... - Oh wow. 109 00:18:53,567 --> 00:18:54,800 She's here… 110 00:18:56,059 --> 00:18:58,288 It's been so long! Do you remember me? 111 00:18:59,272 --> 00:19:02,900 Ms. Kimura…? Yes! So happy you hadn't forgotten… 112 00:19:04,233 --> 00:19:06,533 You look great! 113 00:19:07,567 --> 00:19:10,067 Want a drink? We've got booze… 114 00:19:32,000 --> 00:19:34,433 Oh my gosh, I'm so nervous! 115 00:19:35,900 --> 00:19:39,233 So many people… 116 00:20:07,867 --> 00:20:09,400 Every single day. 117 00:20:10,167 --> 00:20:13,833 Dinner's ready when I get home. 118 00:20:14,500 --> 00:20:18,367 I can literally see the shape of happiness. 119 00:20:18,433 --> 00:20:20,284 It's so nice you have a sweet husband. 120 00:20:20,602 --> 00:20:23,033 Really. I thank God. 121 00:20:23,167 --> 00:20:27,000 But that's not it… 122 00:20:27,067 --> 00:20:29,791 It's so old-fashioned to think one partner should stay home. 123 00:20:29,909 --> 00:20:31,283 I get it too. 124 00:20:31,533 --> 00:20:33,900 I make dinner on my days off. 125 00:20:33,967 --> 00:20:36,133 Now that's a meal I'd like to taste! 126 00:20:36,900 --> 00:20:41,767 Essentially, for men and women... 127 00:20:41,833 --> 00:20:45,433 lesbian or gay... 128 00:20:45,500 --> 00:20:48,967 What society demands... 129 00:20:49,033 --> 00:20:53,500 like customs and standards? It's all shit. 130 00:20:53,567 --> 00:20:56,933 People should just live any way they want. 131 00:20:57,000 --> 00:20:59,200 'Cause basically, it's about human relationships, right? 132 00:20:59,233 --> 00:21:01,100 Absolutely. 133 00:21:01,167 --> 00:21:05,000 I mean, if not, what's the point? 134 00:21:05,058 --> 00:21:06,674 You've got one chance! 135 00:21:07,096 --> 00:21:08,260 Yup. 136 00:21:08,600 --> 00:21:11,667 Like, daily life versus expectations? 137 00:21:12,300 --> 00:21:15,967 Exactly! Good morning. Hello. Goodbye. 138 00:21:16,033 --> 00:21:18,433 Is that “enjoying life?” 139 00:21:18,500 --> 00:21:22,567 Come see my movie with your husband. Are you listening? 140 00:21:23,888 --> 00:21:25,521 - Huh? See what? - My movie. 141 00:21:26,167 --> 00:21:28,833 - That's not what I'm talking about. - It's not? 142 00:21:28,900 --> 00:21:30,033 You know what? 143 00:21:31,800 --> 00:21:36,000 The thing with people… is that we're all gonna die someday. 144 00:21:36,733 --> 00:21:40,267 My dad was having stomach problems… 145 00:21:40,433 --> 00:21:42,667 But he's still healthy. 146 00:21:42,733 --> 00:21:43,910 What about your family, Yuka? 147 00:21:45,036 --> 00:21:46,036 Well… 148 00:21:47,367 --> 00:21:48,600 How about you, Ikeda? 149 00:21:48,667 --> 00:21:51,000 Both my parents passed away. 150 00:21:51,667 --> 00:21:52,900 Oh, sorry, man. 151 00:21:52,967 --> 00:21:54,967 Back when I was in middle school! 152 00:21:57,300 --> 00:21:59,204 And we will too, someday. 153 00:21:59,462 --> 00:22:00,805 Well, yeah. 154 00:22:05,167 --> 00:22:08,800 If only this would never end… 155 00:22:09,233 --> 00:22:10,400 Cheers. 156 00:22:21,400 --> 00:22:25,000 Kimura... She was over the top. 157 00:22:25,500 --> 00:22:26,567 She seems so happy. 158 00:22:26,633 --> 00:22:29,133 Her husband has it rough. He doesn't even drink! 159 00:22:29,200 --> 00:22:30,933 You've met him? 160 00:22:31,000 --> 00:22:35,533 Yeah, he's an actor. Theatre and stuff. 161 00:22:37,933 --> 00:22:40,867 She made the first move. Can you believe it? 162 00:22:41,433 --> 00:22:45,100 She ambushed him outside a theatre to exchange business cards. 163 00:22:45,167 --> 00:22:47,767 And hers says “Attorney at Law” on it. 164 00:22:47,833 --> 00:22:52,633 Guess that was pretty attractive to a wanna-be actor. 165 00:22:55,400 --> 00:22:58,300 So I went to see one of his shows. 166 00:22:59,267 --> 00:23:02,500 He wasn't exactly good. 167 00:23:06,900 --> 00:23:12,233 Did you notice Kimura's watch? 168 00:23:12,300 --> 00:23:14,433 It looked super-expensive! 169 00:23:16,600 --> 00:23:19,233 I guess lawyers rake in a ton of cash… 170 00:23:20,567 --> 00:23:22,267 That's not very nice. 171 00:23:24,600 --> 00:23:28,367 People need her services. It's only natural. 172 00:23:31,633 --> 00:23:35,867 I hate it when you say “wanna-be” or “raking in cash.” 173 00:23:46,400 --> 00:23:49,900 What time do you work tomorrow? Is it a photo shoot? 174 00:23:56,400 --> 00:23:57,667 Hey, so… 175 00:24:04,000 --> 00:24:06,133 I think I might go abroad. 176 00:24:08,967 --> 00:24:11,567 That's nice, where to? 177 00:24:13,300 --> 00:24:14,500 Canada 178 00:24:17,467 --> 00:24:18,600 when? 179 00:24:21,900 --> 00:24:23,433 For like, a week? 180 00:24:28,367 --> 00:24:30,200 I probably won't come back. 181 00:24:36,033 --> 00:24:39,733 I think I want to live there. 182 00:24:42,900 --> 00:24:44,533 What do you mean? 183 00:24:50,067 --> 00:24:54,033 I plan on living there for a while. 184 00:25:02,200 --> 00:25:04,167 I already told my agency. 185 00:25:13,767 --> 00:25:16,000 My mom doesn't have much longer... 186 00:25:38,067 --> 00:25:40,100 Everything look okay? 187 00:25:41,000 --> 00:25:44,200 If you can sign it and include your personal seal... 188 00:25:45,033 --> 00:25:49,600 - So, I wanted to ask about the fee. - Sure. 189 00:25:49,800 --> 00:25:53,367 What's your policy for secondary use? 190 00:25:53,433 --> 00:25:55,867 Like, for online. 191 00:25:56,967 --> 00:25:59,467 Right, online... 192 00:26:02,467 --> 00:26:04,800 Well, we don't really do that. 193 00:26:05,859 --> 00:26:10,882 So that means… - Additional payments, I'm afraid, aren't included. 194 00:26:11,667 --> 00:26:13,967 That's always been our policy. 195 00:26:14,400 --> 00:26:17,533 It's just the modelling fee. 196 00:26:20,567 --> 00:26:24,667 And I think that's pretty standard, when it comes to stuff like online. 197 00:26:25,400 --> 00:26:27,167 I wonder about that. 198 00:26:29,633 --> 00:26:32,267 Well, you can mail it in later if you want. 199 00:26:32,333 --> 00:26:35,333 But then the deposit will be the month after next. 200 00:26:40,533 --> 00:26:42,633 Anyway, please think about it. 201 00:27:31,300 --> 00:27:37,167 Manami Usamaru - Nude Model. 202 00:29:04,667 --> 00:29:06,567 What's the big deal, you guys? 203 00:30:20,333 --> 00:30:23,200 - Uh oh! - Cutie! 204 00:30:24,200 --> 00:30:26,467 But I'm not nude! 205 00:30:27,967 --> 00:30:29,100 Nice. 206 00:30:29,833 --> 00:30:32,167 Doesn't look like Lake Yamanaka at all. 207 00:30:48,200 --> 00:30:52,233 So, I'm doing another fashion show. 208 00:30:52,300 --> 00:30:55,100 I saw it. For Mikio Sakabe Show. 209 00:30:55,620 --> 00:30:57,354 I have that same one… 210 00:30:57,567 --> 00:30:59,100 Is it empty? 211 00:31:02,433 --> 00:31:03,800 Thanks. 212 00:31:06,467 --> 00:31:09,767 - Did you cut your hair? - A bit, yeah. 213 00:31:09,833 --> 00:31:11,267 It's cute. 214 00:31:11,967 --> 00:31:13,533 Like a mushroom. 215 00:31:16,900 --> 00:31:19,100 Hey. Tiger. 216 00:31:24,300 --> 00:31:25,511 Where did you get the dinosaur? 217 00:31:25,535 --> 00:31:27,137 I've had it since I was a kid. 218 00:31:28,767 --> 00:31:31,300 I think we used the tiger before. 219 00:31:32,033 --> 00:31:34,433 Let's get a drink soon. 220 00:31:34,833 --> 00:31:38,333 Salaryman. Is that the bar where the guy bought us a drink? 221 00:31:38,400 --> 00:31:41,900 Yeah, and he didn't even introduce himself. 222 00:31:41,967 --> 00:31:43,833 Pretty badass... 223 00:31:44,740 --> 00:31:49,715 Like, “Courtesy of the guest who just left…”. 224 00:31:51,667 --> 00:31:53,833 I mean, damn! 225 00:31:54,400 --> 00:31:56,571 It was like, a regular old dude. 226 00:31:56,596 --> 00:31:58,228 Nothing special. 227 00:32:18,633 --> 00:32:20,367 Let's do another angle. 228 00:32:37,100 --> 00:32:39,733 - How is it? - It's good. 229 00:32:50,867 --> 00:32:54,200 Thanks for the other day. 230 00:32:54,633 --> 00:32:57,133 So you're joining the parade today? 231 00:32:57,200 --> 00:33:00,867 Yeah, I thought I'd check it out. 232 00:33:19,367 --> 00:33:24,267 Miho Eda - University Student. 233 00:34:52,400 --> 00:34:54,833 Good evening everyone, I'm BOMI! 234 00:34:55,333 --> 00:34:57,000 Are you having fun? 235 00:34:57,367 --> 00:34:58,500 Awesome. 236 00:34:59,267 --> 00:35:01,667 Please stick around to the very end. 237 00:35:04,333 --> 00:35:06,033 What day is it again? 238 00:35:07,233 --> 00:35:08,500 Thursday. 239 00:35:08,767 --> 00:35:12,600 Middle of the week. Just past. 240 00:35:13,233 --> 00:35:16,767 Thank you so much, again, for coming. 241 00:35:19,833 --> 00:35:24,200 I don't think you came here just to see me tonight. 242 00:35:24,267 --> 00:35:26,800 But I think it's meaningful that we're all here together. 243 00:35:26,867 --> 00:35:30,467 It's not a long show, but I hope you enjoy it. 244 00:35:30,533 --> 00:35:32,267 Thanks again! 245 00:36:17,767 --> 00:36:20,233 Why did you decide to become a nude model? 246 00:36:20,300 --> 00:36:22,633 Was it body confidence? 247 00:36:23,533 --> 00:36:25,167 I'm not confident… 248 00:36:25,633 --> 00:36:26,833 It's hard. 249 00:36:28,467 --> 00:36:30,733 I'm so not confident… 250 00:36:34,667 --> 00:36:36,867 I wonder why I do nudes… 251 00:36:39,433 --> 00:36:43,633 - My mom hasn't reached out. - Why not? Since when? 252 00:36:47,700 --> 00:36:50,933 I think from the time her Alzheimer's started getting worse. 253 00:36:52,267 --> 00:36:53,700 That's recent. 254 00:36:54,667 --> 00:36:59,400 But you know, I think it was kind of my fault. 255 00:37:00,367 --> 00:37:02,000 So that's what you think... 256 00:37:05,733 --> 00:37:09,600 Well, because… My dad said: 257 00:37:10,833 --> 00:37:13,767 “Mom is crying every day.” 258 00:37:14,074 --> 00:37:18,674 He said, “It's only going to get worse. So stop it.” 259 00:37:20,184 --> 00:37:22,567 And that scares me, right? 260 00:37:22,633 --> 00:37:28,939 But then a few days later, my mom contacts me as if nothing happened. 261 00:37:29,082 --> 00:37:30,967 Like, for day-to-day things. 262 00:37:31,400 --> 00:37:33,267 She's perfectly normal. 263 00:37:34,967 --> 00:37:38,900 And when I asked my dad or my family about it... 264 00:37:38,967 --> 00:37:42,233 they say she's getting really forgetful. 265 00:37:44,007 --> 00:37:45,341 Then suddenly 266 00:37:45,433 --> 00:37:47,180 I'll get an email from her that says: 267 00:37:47,205 --> 00:37:49,538 “Come to your senses and quit that job!” 268 00:37:50,300 --> 00:37:54,567 And then there's no response when I ask what she means by that… 269 00:37:54,633 --> 00:37:55,867 No answer. 270 00:37:55,933 --> 00:37:58,033 So I asked my sister about it. 271 00:37:59,567 --> 00:38:02,566 “Mom forgot she even sent that. 272 00:38:02,567 --> 00:38:05,800 So I erased the email for you before she remembers it.” 273 00:38:07,800 --> 00:38:11,567 But there's nothing we can do about it because it's Alzheimer's. 274 00:38:11,933 --> 00:38:14,767 I guess I'll get dementia too... 275 00:38:14,833 --> 00:38:18,067 I want to hurry up and lose my memory. 276 00:38:26,033 --> 00:38:29,733 But there's all kinds of love. 277 00:38:29,800 --> 00:38:33,467 Like, the love you have for friends… 278 00:38:33,533 --> 00:38:36,767 For partners, for family. 279 00:38:36,833 --> 00:38:40,333 There's all kinds. 280 00:38:41,700 --> 00:38:43,967 But when you hear the word “love... 281 00:38:44,033 --> 00:38:48,933 it seems so cut and dried. 282 00:38:53,500 --> 00:39:01,500 Any time someone's said it to me or I've said it myself... 283 00:39:03,367 --> 00:39:07,367 I wonder if it's really true. 284 00:39:09,733 --> 00:39:15,933 Sometimes I lose sleep over it. 285 00:39:18,567 --> 00:39:19,800 But… 286 00:39:24,767 --> 00:39:28,633 There's something there... It's hard to verbalize. 287 00:39:28,700 --> 00:39:34,367 Like you have to take responsibility for it because you're a woman. 288 00:39:35,567 --> 00:39:37,767 That's it. 289 00:39:38,167 --> 00:39:43,825 Yeah, I'm not sure how to define the feeling… 290 00:40:23,300 --> 00:40:25,200 Hey, did you get a haircut? 291 00:41:04,067 --> 00:41:09,167 How far back was it? 3 years? 292 00:41:09,400 --> 00:41:10,821 Longer. 293 00:41:11,147 --> 00:41:12,147 Right… 294 00:41:17,533 --> 00:41:19,733 It's all so vague. 295 00:41:22,133 --> 00:41:23,967 A crappy memory. 296 00:41:25,300 --> 00:41:26,433 Why? 297 00:41:26,900 --> 00:41:29,267 It wasn't any fun at all. 298 00:41:29,833 --> 00:41:31,567 Wasn't it? 299 00:41:32,533 --> 00:41:34,267 Well, it was your fault! 300 00:41:39,933 --> 00:41:43,433 You always worry about what people think. 301 00:41:45,733 --> 00:41:47,900 It's so exhausting. 302 00:41:50,067 --> 00:41:52,200 You have no idea. 303 00:41:54,033 --> 00:41:57,000 - You don't know anything, do you? - Of course I do. 304 00:41:57,067 --> 00:41:58,867 - What do you know? - Everything. 305 00:41:59,533 --> 00:42:01,233 Whatever. 306 00:42:02,200 --> 00:42:03,467 I get it. 307 00:42:05,633 --> 00:42:07,800 I didn't cut my hair, by the way. 308 00:42:08,167 --> 00:42:09,233 Come on. 309 00:42:09,733 --> 00:42:13,067 You just weren't paying attention. 310 00:42:20,200 --> 00:42:21,333 Let's break up. 311 00:42:28,933 --> 00:42:33,100 I feel like you're holding me back. 312 00:42:36,867 --> 00:42:38,267 I'm suffocating. 313 00:42:50,067 --> 00:42:53,133 - Is that what you came to tell me? - Nope. 314 00:42:54,200 --> 00:42:56,300 But I've been thinking it all along. 315 00:42:59,467 --> 00:43:01,000 Haven't you? 316 00:44:32,733 --> 00:44:34,000 Let's go sit down. 317 00:44:48,433 --> 00:44:51,000 I'm hungry.-Me too. 318 00:44:51,633 --> 00:44:55,200 I don't have the courage to go over there. 319 00:44:58,500 --> 00:45:01,500 Good night! 320 00:45:04,033 --> 00:45:05,667 You look so happy. 321 00:45:05,733 --> 00:45:07,733 - Say hi to your husband for me. - I will. 322 00:45:07,800 --> 00:45:09,833 Catch you later. 323 00:45:11,000 --> 00:45:13,200 Sorry, I need to head out. 324 00:45:13,400 --> 00:45:15,567 Thank you so much. 325 00:45:15,967 --> 00:45:18,600 I'll email you. 326 00:45:36,500 --> 00:45:38,933 That watch is super-cute! 327 00:45:39,133 --> 00:45:43,133 It was a birthday gift from my husband. 328 00:45:43,200 --> 00:45:44,967 Oh wow. 329 00:45:45,033 --> 00:45:48,700 It's good for blind people too. 330 00:45:48,767 --> 00:45:54,700 If you feel it, you can tell the time by touch. 331 00:45:56,500 --> 00:45:58,567 - Whoa… - I want to try… 332 00:45:59,800 --> 00:46:01,000 Looks expensive. 333 00:46:01,833 --> 00:46:03,800 This one's for minutes... 334 00:46:03,867 --> 00:46:07,700 and this one's for hours. 335 00:46:07,967 --> 00:46:10,767 That's so cool! 336 00:46:10,833 --> 00:46:13,867 So my husband's an actor. 337 00:46:13,933 --> 00:46:17,700 Once, he played a blind character, and discovered it while doing research. 338 00:46:17,767 --> 00:46:21,500 It's pretty chic, isn't it? 339 00:46:21,833 --> 00:46:26,433 - I'm jealous. I want one too! - Any present. 340 00:46:28,900 --> 00:46:31,667 Really cute. 341 00:46:36,767 --> 00:46:39,767 Ширээт галерей. 342 00:46:46,667 --> 00:46:50,800 Remember the couple that was here earlier? 343 00:46:51,133 --> 00:46:52,733 Yeah. 344 00:46:52,800 --> 00:46:56,100 The guy is coming to our university next week. 345 00:46:56,167 --> 00:46:57,733 Okay? Who? 346 00:46:57,800 --> 00:46:59,667 A director, I think. 347 00:47:00,600 --> 00:47:02,633 Never saw him before. 348 00:47:03,867 --> 00:47:08,200 I wonder if he left. Our professor was here too. 349 00:47:08,267 --> 00:47:10,133 - For which course? - Journalism. 350 00:47:10,200 --> 00:47:13,400 What? You're taking journalism? 351 00:47:13,467 --> 00:47:15,533 Of course! I love politics! 352 00:47:16,100 --> 00:47:18,267 You should come with me one day. 353 00:47:18,333 --> 00:47:19,613 But I'm really not interested... 354 00:47:19,667 --> 00:47:22,800 - There's a good restaurant nearby... - What kind? 355 00:47:22,867 --> 00:47:25,000 - Pancakes. - What, pancakes? 356 00:47:25,067 --> 00:47:29,100 - I thought you'd like that! - No way! 357 00:47:34,267 --> 00:47:37,833 - Oh shit… - Is she okay? 358 00:47:55,767 --> 00:47:58,200 Why don't we take a few shots here. 359 00:48:00,567 --> 00:48:03,900 Lean in a bit closer please… ready? 360 00:48:08,933 --> 00:48:11,567 Can you step forward a bit? 361 00:48:12,300 --> 00:48:13,633 Ready? 362 00:48:28,667 --> 00:48:30,500 Amazing. 363 00:48:30,900 --> 00:48:34,733 - Good thing it was cooler out today. - Perfect weather. 364 00:48:35,267 --> 00:48:38,633 - But there are so many mosquitoes… - Did you get bitten? 365 00:48:38,700 --> 00:48:40,069 Yeah, I saw them swarming you… 366 00:48:40,094 --> 00:48:41,736 So itchy... 367 00:48:42,367 --> 00:48:45,767 You two are super photogenic. Makes my job so easy. 368 00:48:46,333 --> 00:48:51,059 - Yay! - No bad angles. 369 00:48:51,267 --> 00:48:56,400 - I think I'm a bit taller… - Yeah, a little bit. 370 00:48:58,100 --> 00:49:01,267 - It's well-balanced. - Cool. 371 00:49:02,833 --> 00:49:05,600 It all looks great. 372 00:49:06,567 --> 00:49:10,367 So, in journalism... 373 00:49:10,433 --> 00:49:15,467 information is collected over time and facts are checked. 374 00:49:15,533 --> 00:49:20,201 Quotes are selected impartially to create balance. 375 00:49:20,733 --> 00:49:27,167 The foundations of journalism are objectivity and neutrality. 376 00:49:28,133 --> 00:49:31,500 Now, I'll read out a description of what documentary is: 377 00:49:31,567 --> 00:49:34,833 About this incomprehensible world. 378 00:49:34,900 --> 00:49:39,067 It is a subjective sketch of a baffling world situation by an individual filmmaker. 379 00:49:39,133 --> 00:49:41,100 There's that word “sketch.” 380 00:49:41,167 --> 00:49:44,113 Fragments of reality captured on film are... 381 00:49:44,138 --> 00:49:49,034 reconstructed to create a “personal” fiction. 382 00:49:49,967 --> 00:49:53,800 This relates to what I've been talking about, but… 383 00:49:53,867 --> 00:49:59,600 I had the opportunity to attend a special screening given by director Sato... 384 00:50:06,167 --> 00:50:08,133 When are you leaving, Yuka? 385 00:50:08,900 --> 00:50:11,700 - In a week. - That's so soon. 386 00:50:11,767 --> 00:50:14,367 Yeah, it hasn't hit me yet. 387 00:50:16,867 --> 00:50:19,067 So I guess you're taking time off work? 388 00:50:19,833 --> 00:50:21,700 Well, yeah. 389 00:50:22,233 --> 00:50:24,000 Makes sense… 390 00:50:28,754 --> 00:50:32,120 Are your parents still healthy? 391 00:50:32,200 --> 00:50:33,767 Yeah, you're still young. 392 00:50:38,133 --> 00:50:39,733 Are yours ill? 393 00:50:42,667 --> 00:50:44,833 Cancer. 394 00:50:48,067 --> 00:50:53,133 You never know… My mom was pretty active. 395 00:50:59,300 --> 00:51:00,633 Are you enjoying it? 396 00:51:01,367 --> 00:51:02,633 The work? 397 00:51:05,233 --> 00:51:08,267 I just started, so I'm not really sure yet. 398 00:51:08,333 --> 00:51:11,400 But I really like being in front of the camera. 399 00:51:11,467 --> 00:51:14,667 I can become another “me.” 400 00:51:15,067 --> 00:51:17,634 I'm not my own biggest fan... 401 00:51:17,659 --> 00:51:19,497 What do you mean? 402 00:51:20,330 --> 00:51:22,859 I feel fuzzy. Like I don't stand out. 403 00:51:25,967 --> 00:51:29,233 But you're still in high school. That's normal. 404 00:51:29,533 --> 00:51:32,933 But when you're popular, you're really popular. 405 00:51:34,433 --> 00:51:36,367 There's no point comparing. 406 00:51:37,000 --> 00:51:42,067 I think it's more about you living your own best life. 407 00:51:42,254 --> 00:51:45,420 Yuka, you really do have teacher qualities. 408 00:51:45,567 --> 00:51:48,733 That doesn't feel like a compliment... 409 00:51:50,733 --> 00:51:54,600 Well, it's not a term I came up with... 410 00:51:54,967 --> 00:51:58,167 - But my ex told me I have it… - Really, what? 411 00:51:59,300 --> 00:52:03,333 Self-respect. 412 00:52:04,767 --> 00:52:06,900 Yeah, I got that word from him, if nothing else. 413 00:52:12,267 --> 00:52:15,367 I'm really happy you joined the agency. 414 00:52:15,433 --> 00:52:18,733 I had no friends at all. 415 00:52:19,000 --> 00:52:21,933 Me neither. People are so intimidating. 416 00:52:22,200 --> 00:52:25,133 Even at school, I eat lunch alone. 417 00:52:25,200 --> 00:52:27,300 That's so sad! 418 00:52:32,213 --> 00:52:34,480 So you want to be an actress? 419 00:52:34,533 --> 00:52:37,800 I'm really interested in acting. 420 00:52:38,033 --> 00:52:41,867 Yeah, movies and TV series are great. 421 00:52:45,200 --> 00:52:48,867 I wanted to work a lot too. 422 00:53:07,567 --> 00:53:10,500 Mr. Ikeda, thank you so much. 423 00:53:10,567 --> 00:53:14,800 What you shared was really important. I'm glad we invited you. 424 00:53:15,400 --> 00:53:19,133 Actually, if any of you have time... 425 00:53:19,200 --> 00:53:24,933 Mr. Ikeda would like to interview some of you… right? 426 00:53:26,000 --> 00:53:28,500 Yes, thank you so much for having me. 427 00:53:30,500 --> 00:53:34,333 So, my next project is about… 428 00:53:34,656 --> 00:53:41,700 young people living in Tokyo under various circumstances. 429 00:53:41,767 --> 00:53:48,433 It will be an omnibus film that covers different lifestyles. 430 00:53:48,500 --> 00:53:54,100 And if you're interested, I'd love to interview you on-camera. 431 00:53:54,167 --> 00:54:01,400 I would be asking you a series of questions. 432 00:54:01,467 --> 00:54:07,186 Topics will include student loans, work-study balance, things like that. 433 00:54:10,200 --> 00:54:14,667 If you'd like to participate, please let me know. 434 00:54:14,733 --> 00:54:20,933 I can assure you that I won't simply take your interview footage and use it. 435 00:54:21,000 --> 00:54:26,333 I'll ask for your permission first, so you won't have to worry about that. 436 00:54:27,033 --> 00:54:31,067 And I apologize for the small amount... 437 00:54:31,133 --> 00:54:35,800 but I'm offering a $30 fee for your trouble. 438 00:54:35,867 --> 00:54:38,067 Thank you so much. 439 00:54:38,700 --> 00:54:40,867 Thank you! 440 00:54:40,933 --> 00:54:44,367 We look forward to your future work. 441 00:54:44,433 --> 00:54:46,630 Thanks again for coming. 442 00:54:46,656 --> 00:54:48,284 Thank you so much! 443 00:54:57,400 --> 00:54:59,300 It was really very interesting. 444 00:54:59,900 --> 00:55:02,200 I hope I didn't overload them… 445 00:55:08,533 --> 00:55:11,033 Hey… let's do it. 446 00:55:12,800 --> 00:55:15,767 I don't want to go alone. And we can get some money. 447 00:55:15,833 --> 00:55:18,967 And say what? I don't have anything to say. 448 00:55:19,033 --> 00:55:21,433 And it's a measly $30. 449 00:55:21,933 --> 00:55:24,933 I know, it's like, nothing. 450 00:55:25,867 --> 00:55:30,067 - Let's spend it on lunch. - Right, on pancakes! 451 00:55:40,633 --> 00:55:44,367 - Thanks for coming. - Here goes nothing. 452 00:55:44,433 --> 00:55:47,467 - You can relax, it's okay. - Thank you. 453 00:55:48,500 --> 00:55:51,533 So, I'll jump right in… 454 00:55:51,574 --> 00:55:57,474 Have you felt any hardship as a woman? 455 00:55:57,567 --> 00:56:02,433 Yes, I feel confronted by lots of things. 456 00:56:02,500 --> 00:56:06,633 People have many sides… 457 00:56:06,700 --> 00:56:13,300 I feel I'm quickly put in a category, after just a short conversation. 458 00:56:13,367 --> 00:56:19,733 I often get asked, because I'm single right now... 459 00:56:19,800 --> 00:56:23,467 if I'm seeing anyone. 460 00:56:23,533 --> 00:56:27,600 And when I say no, they tell me I should be. 461 00:56:27,667 --> 00:56:30,967 From there, they ask if I have any intention of getting married. 462 00:56:31,033 --> 00:56:34,900 And then they say I should have kids as early as possible. 463 00:56:34,967 --> 00:56:40,533 They think it's right to just... 464 00:56:41,233 --> 00:56:45,567 impose on me. That may not be their intention, but... 465 00:56:45,633 --> 00:56:50,733 Being on the receiving end, it feels like a burden. 466 00:56:52,733 --> 00:56:54,400 Well, I think… 467 00:56:55,000 --> 00:57:01,500 it's been going on since way before I was born. 468 00:57:02,300 --> 00:57:07,267 But in society, over the last 30-odd years. 469 00:57:07,333 --> 00:57:15,333 I don't think women's opinions have really been respected. 470 00:57:15,400 --> 00:57:18,133 Men are the standard, 471 00:57:18,467 --> 00:57:22,900 so if a woman makes an important statement... 472 00:57:22,967 --> 00:57:26,333 she'll get asked why she said that. Because she's just a woman. 473 00:57:26,400 --> 00:57:31,733 The phrase “just a woman” makes me uncomfortable. 474 00:57:32,367 --> 00:57:37,940 So, yes… I'd like to learn more so I can speak up more. 475 00:57:40,567 --> 00:57:43,733 I've taken out a student loan. 476 00:57:43,800 --> 00:57:48,300 It's $10,000 a year for 4 years. 477 00:57:48,367 --> 00:57:52,067 And with interest, I'll come to $60,000. 478 00:57:52,133 --> 00:57:56,500 When I think about repaying all that money... 479 00:57:56,839 --> 00:58:03,405 I honestly wonder how I'll be able to afford it. 480 00:58:03,725 --> 00:58:09,358 In Japan, there aren't really any scholarships available. 481 00:58:09,400 --> 00:58:14,433 So in that sense, I think it's better abroad. 482 00:58:15,267 --> 00:58:18,800 Yeah, I really hate the fact that they don't exist here. 483 00:58:21,600 --> 00:58:26,633 I'm not actually a student at this university. 484 00:58:26,900 --> 00:58:33,000 But I go by the name Manami Usamaru, and I'm a nude model. 485 00:58:35,020 --> 00:58:39,654 Thank you. So, you're a nude model, for photos? 486 00:58:39,733 --> 00:58:43,500 Yes, mostly for photography. 487 00:58:46,567 --> 00:58:49,814 Great. So, first... 488 00:58:52,833 --> 00:58:57,367 I'd like to ask if you ever feel hardship as a woman. 489 00:58:57,433 --> 00:59:00,667 Hardship as a woman… 490 00:59:04,100 --> 00:59:05,900 I wonder… 491 00:59:06,233 --> 00:59:14,233 From having chosen nude modelling as a career… 492 00:59:15,867 --> 00:59:22,000 as a woman, I don't feel much hardship. 493 00:59:22,067 --> 00:59:28,500 If anything, before I started this job… 494 00:59:29,767 --> 00:59:37,767 I felt like I was living “as a woman” rather than as a person. 495 00:59:40,300 --> 00:59:44,833 So right now, I don't feel any hardship. 496 00:59:47,233 --> 00:59:50,600 But back when I was in my teens... 497 00:59:53,567 --> 00:59:55,400 I didn't really… 498 00:59:56,833 --> 01:00:00,233 well, no… 499 01:00:00,633 --> 01:00:08,267 I used to go through life comparing myself to others. 500 01:00:08,333 --> 01:00:12,300 I'm the youngest of 6 siblings. 501 01:00:13,700 --> 01:00:16,133 And most of us are women. 502 01:00:17,533 --> 01:00:23,559 So I'd compare myself to my sisters. 503 01:00:26,233 --> 01:00:28,467 As women. 504 01:00:30,333 --> 01:00:34,767 And I could never measure up to them. 505 01:00:37,433 --> 01:00:43,616 On the surface, I was just a girl like any of them. 506 01:00:45,500 --> 01:00:46,800 But… 507 01:00:57,567 --> 01:01:01,400 I couldn't seem to live as well as they could. 508 01:01:02,200 --> 01:01:04,900 And when I realized this… 509 01:01:07,167 --> 01:01:15,167 I used my femininity to try and make a living. 510 01:01:23,500 --> 01:01:24,767 So... 511 01:01:26,500 --> 01:01:29,967 I slept with a lot of people. 512 01:01:36,967 --> 01:01:44,967 So yes, I think I relied on my “feminine wiles” to survive. 513 01:01:45,487 --> 01:01:49,554 But that was… 514 01:01:50,167 --> 01:01:53,367 very painful for me. 515 01:01:55,333 --> 01:01:57,000 Nowadays... 516 01:01:58,867 --> 01:02:03,633 I really don't want to do that anymore. 517 01:02:09,800 --> 01:02:11,967 Basically... 518 01:02:12,367 --> 01:02:17,800 I thought I wanted to die before I turned 20. 519 01:02:23,367 --> 01:02:25,133 And to prepare for my death... 520 01:02:26,900 --> 01:02:32,567 I wanted a nude “portrait of the deceased.” 521 01:02:35,867 --> 01:02:39,433 Looking back on it now, it sounds pretty crazy... 522 01:02:40,500 --> 01:02:44,700 But at the time, I was really at wit's end. 523 01:02:46,167 --> 01:02:49,033 I wanted to see my natural body, in a beautiful… 524 01:02:49,800 --> 01:02:52,967 Well, not beautiful... but in a pristine state. 525 01:02:53,867 --> 01:02:55,933 In a photograph. 526 01:02:57,000 --> 01:03:02,333 I wanted to make it so that the old me didn't exist. 527 01:03:05,500 --> 01:03:08,933 But really, thanks to having had that picture taken… 528 01:03:11,467 --> 01:03:14,433 I kind of gave up. 529 01:03:15,300 --> 01:03:18,967 There I was, with nothing at all. 530 01:03:19,733 --> 01:03:25,733 I didn't think I was anything special. 531 01:03:31,067 --> 01:03:32,600 Until now... 532 01:03:34,117 --> 01:03:36,652 the idea of comparing myself to others became absurd. 533 01:03:41,900 --> 01:03:43,900 Like, I am me. 534 01:03:43,953 --> 01:03:51,953 I might have nothing, but I realized there's only one me. 535 01:03:59,300 --> 01:04:04,733 And now, I'm glad I became a nude model. 536 01:04:06,267 --> 01:04:08,200 That's about it. 537 01:04:09,733 --> 01:04:12,533 - Thank you so much. - Thank you. 538 01:04:19,567 --> 01:04:21,833 His nickname is Rin-Rin! 539 01:04:24,133 --> 01:04:27,467 This was my first time up here on stage. 540 01:04:27,533 --> 01:04:31,133 And I had a lot of fun. Thank you so much! 541 01:04:33,533 --> 01:04:34,767 Are you serious? 542 01:04:37,533 --> 01:04:40,033 I haven't done a solo show in a while... 543 01:04:40,100 --> 01:04:42,867 And the huge gap I had between shows… 544 01:04:42,933 --> 01:04:46,133 means there's so much more out there drawing our attention.. 545 01:04:46,200 --> 01:04:49,833 That it'd be normal for you to just forget about me. 546 01:04:49,900 --> 01:04:54,367 But so many of you remembered me and came out tonight. 547 01:04:54,433 --> 01:04:58,167 You thought about coming back to see me. 548 01:04:58,217 --> 01:05:02,251 And for that, I'm really grateful. Thank you all so much. 549 01:05:25,667 --> 01:05:31,600 Hello, The World! I've spent many years... 550 01:05:32,967 --> 01:05:39,800 getting to be your age. 551 01:05:40,267 --> 01:05:46,267 Hello, The World! Growing hidden feelings... 552 01:05:47,433 --> 01:05:52,833 Growing into adulthood. 553 01:05:54,000 --> 01:05:58,267 And now, in my heart... 554 01:05:58,633 --> 01:06:03,567 I've given birth to this melody... 555 01:06:03,633 --> 01:06:11,333 A song I want to play for you... 556 01:06:23,433 --> 01:06:30,333 I heard it, my mother's voice... 557 01:06:30,368 --> 01:06:36,301 I heard her laugh... 558 01:07:34,300 --> 01:07:36,433 Thank you. 559 01:08:17,900 --> 01:08:19,758 Yes, thank you so much! 560 01:08:25,133 --> 01:08:29,400 So, I don't think male supremacy… 561 01:08:30,767 --> 01:08:33,133 will ever go away. 562 01:08:33,200 --> 01:08:37,100 Equality? I don't think it'll happen. 563 01:08:37,167 --> 01:08:41,167 Being cut down when you raise your voice... 564 01:08:42,633 --> 01:08:46,867 I think that's pretty Japanese. 565 01:08:47,067 --> 01:08:49,433 We should not try to clarify things. 566 01:08:49,500 --> 01:08:55,100 Women who state their opinions aren't accepted. 567 01:08:55,633 --> 01:09:00,633 Ambiguity is… 568 01:09:02,567 --> 01:09:05,733 valued in our culture. 569 01:09:07,100 --> 01:09:10,567 Basically, the system is broken. 570 01:09:10,633 --> 01:09:13,600 Like, when it comes to child rearing... 571 01:09:13,667 --> 01:09:18,967 the system makes it impossible to go back to work. 572 01:09:19,033 --> 01:09:21,800 If there were a little more support... 573 01:09:21,867 --> 01:09:28,567 I think women could live more meaningful lives. 574 01:09:28,633 --> 01:09:33,100 I read the other day about British actor Benedict Cumberbatch. 575 01:09:33,167 --> 01:09:40,479 He said he'd refuse all contracts where his female costars earned less than him. 576 01:09:41,335 --> 01:09:44,268 I thought that was really progressive. 577 01:09:44,513 --> 01:09:48,646 When men like him... 578 01:09:50,067 --> 01:09:54,833 have more power and influence… 579 01:09:54,900 --> 01:09:58,033 Rather, the moment he announced it... 580 01:09:58,100 --> 01:10:04,557 it became so obvious that this world is still male-dominated. 581 01:10:05,967 --> 01:10:10,933 Same thing with the Weinstein situation. 582 01:10:13,233 --> 01:10:17,633 We need more brave men to stand up for us. 583 01:10:17,700 --> 01:10:20,400 If women raise their voices, they'll just get beaten down. 584 01:10:20,467 --> 01:10:26,200 They'll accuse you of being a feminist... 585 01:10:26,267 --> 01:10:28,167 As if that were some outrageous notion. 586 01:10:29,000 --> 01:10:34,100 It gives me hope when courageous men like him come forward. 587 01:10:35,733 --> 01:10:38,333 We don't really see that in Japan. 588 01:10:39,433 --> 01:10:42,433 I want to keep expressing myself in this life. 589 01:10:43,133 --> 01:10:44,933 Any way I can. 590 01:10:46,667 --> 01:10:49,667 Maybe someday it'll be poetry... 591 01:10:50,000 --> 01:10:53,000 Or it could be acting or music. 592 01:10:55,000 --> 01:10:57,500 Or in the form of an essay. 593 01:10:58,167 --> 01:11:00,633 The medium doesn't really matter. 594 01:11:02,767 --> 01:11:07,600 The ideas I had, the things I witnessed, the way I've felt… 595 01:11:09,067 --> 01:11:10,367 I want to leave… 596 01:11:12,467 --> 01:11:14,200 a record of it. 597 01:11:18,100 --> 01:11:20,500 Starting with day-to-day things... 598 01:11:24,033 --> 01:11:29,367 I want to strengthen my ability to be happy. 599 01:11:29,467 --> 01:11:33,967 Basically, I think happiness is a choice. 600 01:11:34,133 --> 01:11:36,533 It comes down to sensitivity. 601 01:11:37,467 --> 01:11:41,767 I think one's ability to feel happiness makes for a happy life. 602 01:11:49,900 --> 01:11:53,233 Everything will be Okay 603 01:12:14,979 --> 01:12:19,513 “Chara” doesn't really work as a nickname, does it… 604 01:12:25,900 --> 01:12:28,700 Getting used to autographing? 605 01:12:29,064 --> 01:12:33,630 Yup, I've been practicing at my part-time job. 606 01:12:36,167 --> 01:12:37,900 Who cares about the work! 607 01:13:03,067 --> 01:13:05,500 Thank you very much. 608 01:13:05,700 --> 01:13:08,440 Would you mind taking a selfie with my phone? 609 01:13:08,517 --> 01:13:10,493 Wait, just me by myself? 610 01:13:10,767 --> 01:13:12,267 Yes.-Really? 611 01:13:13,067 --> 01:13:14,667 I'm nervous. 612 01:13:15,167 --> 01:13:17,233 You don't have to… 613 01:13:17,733 --> 01:13:20,267 I'll delete it if it doesn't work out. 614 01:13:21,500 --> 01:13:23,200 This phone is huge! 615 01:13:24,200 --> 01:13:27,915 - Do you want to use an app? - No, it's okay. 616 01:13:34,133 --> 01:13:38,300 - Wait... You're watching? - I wanted a shot of this too! 617 01:13:38,810 --> 01:13:41,893 It's shaky! Is this okay? 618 01:13:42,200 --> 01:13:44,833 It's cute! Thank you! 619 01:14:32,733 --> 01:14:37,033 I wanted to come and learn more. So thanks for having me. 620 01:14:37,600 --> 01:14:41,467 It's a kind of pressure that kills your self-confidence… 621 01:14:41,533 --> 01:14:45,167 As if your freedom were being taken away… 622 01:14:45,300 --> 01:14:49,467 It's a field I'm really interested in... 623 01:14:49,533 --> 01:14:53,433 I want to explore the history of feminism in Japan. 624 01:15:00,033 --> 01:15:06,167 We are not flowers… we are fireworks. 625 01:15:21,433 --> 01:15:23,467 A letter from the past. 626 01:15:26,267 --> 01:15:28,100 Words for the future. 627 01:15:35,900 --> 01:15:39,767 Tokyo, in the last summer of the Heisei era. 628 01:15:44,267 --> 01:15:46,100 The 21st century. 629 01:15:51,100 --> 01:15:52,233 Me. 630 01:15:53,367 --> 01:15:54,633 You. 631 01:15:55,667 --> 01:15:57,233 Us. 632 01:16:08,100 --> 01:16:11,667 I felt like I could become a different me. 633 01:16:12,433 --> 01:16:15,200 But that didn't happen. 634 01:16:18,700 --> 01:16:22,167 I was searching for the distance between us. 635 01:16:26,167 --> 01:16:30,167 You weren't looking at me at all. 636 01:16:41,100 --> 01:16:46,267 We were in a dream that became reality. 637 01:16:47,800 --> 01:16:52,500 But the dream must come to an end. 638 01:18:07,533 --> 01:18:12,133 Like, sticking out in a negative way, being criticized… 639 01:18:12,700 --> 01:18:16,967 As if there could never be a Japanese Madonna. 640 01:18:18,167 --> 01:18:21,200 Like, Madonna's so cool… 641 01:18:21,267 --> 01:18:24,133 And Lady Gaga, she's awesome. 642 01:18:24,200 --> 01:18:28,433 So, I don't think male supremacy… 643 01:18:29,800 --> 01:18:32,200 will ever go away. 644 01:18:32,267 --> 01:18:33,933 And equality? 645 01:18:39,367 --> 01:18:44,900 I wanted a nude “portrait of the deceased.” 646 01:18:48,300 --> 01:18:51,600 Looking back on it now, it sounds pretty crazy... 647 01:18:52,400 --> 01:18:53,967 A status update? Sure, I have one. 648 01:18:54,033 --> 01:18:57,067 My status has been updated. That sounds weird... 649 01:18:57,133 --> 01:19:01,967 I had my major debut back in 2012. 650 01:19:02,033 --> 01:19:05,600 But back then, and the following year, and the year after that... 651 01:19:05,633 --> 01:19:07,534 I couldn't perform in the festival. 652 01:19:07,724 --> 01:19:12,847 But this year, it's been decided: I'm in! 653 01:19:13,900 --> 01:19:16,833 I want to keep expressing myself in this life. 654 01:19:17,467 --> 01:19:19,233 Any way I can. 655 01:19:21,033 --> 01:19:23,967 Maybe someday it'll be poetry... 656 01:19:24,333 --> 01:19:27,433 Or it could be acting or music. 657 01:19:29,467 --> 01:19:34,333 The ideas I had, the things I witnessed, the way I've felt… 658 01:19:35,767 --> 01:19:37,067 I want to leave… 659 01:19:39,200 --> 01:19:40,900 a record of it. 660 01:19:44,767 --> 01:19:47,233 Starting with day-to-day things. 661 01:19:50,767 --> 01:19:56,033 I want to strengthen my ability to be happy. 662 01:19:56,167 --> 01:20:00,767 Basically, I think happiness is a choice. 663 01:20:00,833 --> 01:20:03,133 It comes down to sensitivity. 664 01:20:04,167 --> 01:20:08,400 I think one's ability to feel happiness makes for a happy life. 665 01:21:51,100 --> 01:21:52,633 Yuka… 666 01:21:53,367 --> 01:21:55,458 You didn't have to come all this way. 667 01:21:55,572 --> 01:21:57,701 Well, I didn't get to see you the other day. 668 01:22:02,200 --> 01:22:03,733 I'm so tired. 669 01:22:07,067 --> 01:22:08,533 What time's your flight? 670 01:22:08,900 --> 01:22:11,867 Ten… I should go soon. 671 01:22:13,655 --> 01:22:15,521 I feel lonely already. 672 01:22:19,833 --> 01:22:21,633 Please keep in touch, okay? 673 01:22:34,400 --> 01:22:38,967 We have to stay true to ourselves no matter what. 674 01:22:41,167 --> 01:22:43,200 Self-Respect. 675 01:22:44,400 --> 01:22:46,500 That's my line! 676 01:22:47,400 --> 01:22:49,433 It's my line now. 677 01:22:55,400 --> 01:22:59,400 Can I update you on my projects? 678 01:22:59,467 --> 01:23:03,733 Of course, I'll be looking forward to it! 679 01:23:03,800 --> 01:23:05,800 Thank you so much. 680 01:23:13,167 --> 01:23:15,567 May I take your picture? 681 01:23:45,167 --> 01:23:47,500 Everything will be okay. 682 01:23:55,767 --> 01:23:58,767 Pass me the camera. I want to take a photo too. 683 01:24:11,200 --> 01:24:13,000 Ready? 684 01:25:11,967 --> 01:25:15,200 The customer you have dialed is not available. 685 01:25:15,600 --> 01:25:19,100 Please leave a message after the tone. 686 01:27:13,867 --> 01:27:18,333 Director Takashi Nishihara.