1 00:00:08,508 --> 00:00:11,594 [upbeat electronic music] 2 00:00:11,636 --> 00:00:14,014 * * 3 00:00:14,055 --> 00:00:16,141 - * Go, go, go * 4 00:00:16,182 --> 00:00:21,146 * * 5 00:00:21,187 --> 00:00:24,149 [chill music] 6 00:00:24,190 --> 00:00:31,281 * * 7 00:00:41,583 --> 00:00:43,752 - No. 8 00:00:43,793 --> 00:00:47,172 No, no, no, no. 9 00:00:47,213 --> 00:00:49,257 [groaning] No. 10 00:00:49,299 --> 00:00:52,469 - Damn, he comes and then he goes. 11 00:00:52,510 --> 00:00:54,262 I was hoping you'd rail me one more time 12 00:00:54,304 --> 00:00:56,222 with that big fucking cock of yours. 13 00:00:56,264 --> 00:00:58,350 - [laughs softly] - Not that I'm calling it big 14 00:00:58,391 --> 00:00:59,976 like in a stereotypical way. 15 00:01:00,018 --> 00:01:01,644 - Look, this was a mistake. 16 00:01:01,686 --> 00:01:02,896 I got very drunk, 17 00:01:02,937 --> 00:01:05,774 and I guess I thought I could fill one hole 18 00:01:05,815 --> 00:01:07,233 by filling another hole. 19 00:01:07,275 --> 00:01:09,611 - Hey, be kind to yourself. 20 00:01:09,652 --> 00:01:11,613 The amount of adversity you face. 21 00:01:11,654 --> 00:01:14,991 You're just performing an act of self-care. 22 00:01:15,033 --> 00:01:17,744 - Eating your ass isn't self-care. 23 00:01:17,786 --> 00:01:19,162 It's rock bottom. 24 00:01:19,204 --> 00:01:21,831 [door slams shut] - Damn, y'all. 25 00:01:21,873 --> 00:01:23,958 Last night, best threesome I've had 26 00:01:24,000 --> 00:01:26,628 since the "Queer Eye" boys came to Decadence. 27 00:01:26,670 --> 00:01:27,671 - Oh, my God. 28 00:01:27,712 --> 00:01:29,339 - I won't say which ones, but, uh, 29 00:01:29,381 --> 00:01:34,219 let's just say I left well-dressed and well-fed. 30 00:01:34,260 --> 00:01:37,305 Hey, lover. 31 00:01:37,347 --> 00:01:38,515 - I take it back. 32 00:01:38,556 --> 00:01:40,392 This, this is rock bottom. 33 00:01:40,433 --> 00:01:43,103 [upbeat percussive music] 34 00:01:43,144 --> 00:01:50,276 * * 35 00:02:03,707 --> 00:02:10,630 * * 36 00:02:11,464 --> 00:02:13,008 - You look like shit. 37 00:02:13,049 --> 00:02:15,176 - I am way too hungover to be bitchy with you right now. 38 00:02:15,218 --> 00:02:16,678 What do you want? 39 00:02:16,720 --> 00:02:20,890 - I want you to tell me what you see. 40 00:02:20,932 --> 00:02:23,393 - I see a nightmare. 41 00:02:23,435 --> 00:02:25,395 I see a place that stole joy. 42 00:02:25,437 --> 00:02:27,397 I can hear my friends screaming. 43 00:02:27,439 --> 00:02:29,149 I can literally smell my flesh burning. 44 00:02:29,190 --> 00:02:30,817 - Damn, baby. I was there too. 45 00:02:30,859 --> 00:02:32,527 I get it, but damn. 46 00:02:32,569 --> 00:02:35,155 Look, we all tangled up in this place. 47 00:02:35,196 --> 00:02:37,615 Forever. It's in our DNA. 48 00:02:37,657 --> 00:02:40,160 - So what? 49 00:02:40,201 --> 00:02:41,536 - So buy it with me. 50 00:02:41,578 --> 00:02:44,873 Help me restore it to its former glory. 51 00:02:44,914 --> 00:02:46,166 - Wait, hold up. 52 00:02:46,207 --> 00:02:47,876 I thought you already bought Babylon. 53 00:02:47,917 --> 00:02:51,463 Didn't you invite me to a teardown party tonight? 54 00:02:51,504 --> 00:02:53,381 - Technically, we will be trespassing. 55 00:02:53,423 --> 00:02:55,383 - Oh. - All right, fuck it. 56 00:02:55,425 --> 00:02:57,385 My credit is shit from years of living 57 00:02:57,427 --> 00:03:00,472 in this redline racist-ass state, 58 00:03:00,513 --> 00:03:05,435 so I need someone's white parents' generational wealth 59 00:03:05,477 --> 00:03:07,562 to help a bitch out and cosign for me. 60 00:03:07,604 --> 00:03:09,272 - Listen, I don't know. 61 00:03:09,314 --> 00:03:10,857 I'm not sticking around much longer, 62 00:03:10,899 --> 00:03:12,734 and Ghost Fag didn't exactly pan out. 63 00:03:12,776 --> 00:03:14,402 - What we did with Ghost Fag, 64 00:03:14,444 --> 00:03:16,571 we brought the community back together. 65 00:03:16,613 --> 00:03:18,782 We can do it even bigger, Brodie. 66 00:03:18,823 --> 00:03:20,909 For real. 67 00:03:20,950 --> 00:03:23,161 I need this. 68 00:03:23,203 --> 00:03:26,206 I think you do too. 69 00:03:26,247 --> 00:03:30,001 [pensive music] 70 00:03:30,043 --> 00:03:36,257 * * 71 00:03:36,299 --> 00:03:39,219 [soft sentimental music] 72 00:03:39,260 --> 00:03:41,346 * * 73 00:03:41,388 --> 00:03:43,098 - Mingus. 74 00:03:43,139 --> 00:03:45,975 Mingus. 75 00:03:46,017 --> 00:03:47,602 Mingus! 76 00:03:47,644 --> 00:03:48,978 What are you doing here? 77 00:03:49,020 --> 00:03:51,523 Why are you not at school? 78 00:03:51,564 --> 00:03:53,775 - You forgot to say goodbye this morning. 79 00:03:53,817 --> 00:03:56,528 - Sorry, I wanted to let you sleep. 80 00:03:56,569 --> 00:03:59,406 - Right. Um, no, I just-- 81 00:03:59,447 --> 00:04:02,575 I wanted to invite you to something. 82 00:04:02,617 --> 00:04:05,453 - Ooh. A surprise? 83 00:04:05,495 --> 00:04:06,788 Do I have to get dressed up? 84 00:04:06,830 --> 00:04:09,249 - I mean, I guess you could if you wanted to. 85 00:04:09,290 --> 00:04:13,962 But I--I'm...doing drag again. 86 00:04:14,004 --> 00:04:16,297 - Honey. [laughs] 87 00:04:16,339 --> 00:04:17,716 That's amazing. 88 00:04:17,757 --> 00:04:21,469 - So I'm performing tonight, 89 00:04:21,511 --> 00:04:22,929 and I thought maybe you'd like to come. 90 00:04:22,971 --> 00:04:24,097 It's at Babylon. 91 00:04:24,139 --> 00:04:26,099 I know this is last-minute, so it's, uh, 92 00:04:26,141 --> 00:04:27,642 it's not a problem if you can't make it. 93 00:04:27,684 --> 00:04:28,810 - [laughing] Are you kidding? 94 00:04:28,852 --> 00:04:31,271 Wild horses couldn't stop me. 95 00:04:31,312 --> 00:04:32,480 - [laughs] 96 00:04:32,522 --> 00:04:33,815 Great. Cool. 97 00:04:33,857 --> 00:04:36,192 Um, anyway, it's, like, really not a big deal, 98 00:04:36,234 --> 00:04:39,571 so if you have to stay here and work, or, you know, 99 00:04:39,612 --> 00:04:42,365 wild horses get involved-- - I'm gonna be there. 100 00:04:42,407 --> 00:04:44,159 Of course. 101 00:04:44,200 --> 00:04:46,327 I'll be there. 102 00:04:46,369 --> 00:04:47,954 [laughs] - Okay. 103 00:04:47,996 --> 00:04:50,832 [both laugh] - Now go to school. 104 00:04:50,874 --> 00:04:54,502 - Yeah, for sure gonna do that. 105 00:04:54,544 --> 00:04:56,004 Bye. Love you. 106 00:04:56,046 --> 00:04:57,714 - Love you. 107 00:04:57,756 --> 00:04:59,132 - You can't just take off. 108 00:04:59,174 --> 00:05:02,093 I asked you to cover since Delphina's out. 109 00:05:02,135 --> 00:05:03,845 - I just promised my kid. 110 00:05:03,887 --> 00:05:05,388 - D-d-d. 111 00:05:05,430 --> 00:05:07,265 Nose closes. 112 00:05:07,307 --> 00:05:08,683 You got the count tonight. 113 00:05:10,769 --> 00:05:12,228 - Mm-hmm. 114 00:05:12,270 --> 00:05:15,190 [upbeat percussive music] 115 00:05:15,231 --> 00:05:18,568 * * 116 00:05:20,987 --> 00:05:22,697 [phone buzzes] 117 00:05:28,453 --> 00:05:29,788 - Can I be mushy for a second? 118 00:05:29,829 --> 00:05:31,122 - Mm-hmm. 119 00:05:31,164 --> 00:05:33,625 - Yesterday, we played peekaboo and it's like-- 120 00:05:33,667 --> 00:05:35,669 [gasps] Babe, when are you gonna realize 121 00:05:35,710 --> 00:05:37,420 object permanence exists? 122 00:05:37,462 --> 00:05:39,130 [laughs] 123 00:05:39,172 --> 00:05:40,423 And then Jett vommed on me, 124 00:05:40,465 --> 00:05:41,841 and they had this satisfied little look 125 00:05:41,883 --> 00:05:43,885 on their face that just brought me more joy than... 126 00:05:43,927 --> 00:05:47,055 [chuckles] The point is... 127 00:05:47,097 --> 00:05:48,515 [belt clicks] 128 00:05:48,556 --> 00:05:52,644 It feels good to, like, finally be here 129 00:05:52,686 --> 00:05:55,063 and be present. 130 00:05:55,105 --> 00:05:57,232 [trills lips] - We should get married. 131 00:05:57,273 --> 00:05:58,900 - Wait, what? 132 00:05:58,942 --> 00:06:00,902 Shar, I wasn't, like, fishing for a proposal. 133 00:06:00,944 --> 00:06:05,490 - I know, but I still think we should get married. 134 00:06:05,532 --> 00:06:07,450 I mean it, Ruthie. 135 00:06:07,492 --> 00:06:10,286 I don't even think I believe in the institution of marriage. 136 00:06:10,328 --> 00:06:11,287 - Yeah, same. So basic. 137 00:06:11,329 --> 00:06:13,540 - But I believe in us. 138 00:06:13,581 --> 00:06:16,084 And I wanna make a casual promise 139 00:06:16,126 --> 00:06:17,335 to be together forever 140 00:06:17,377 --> 00:06:20,088 in front of our closest friends and family, 141 00:06:20,130 --> 00:06:23,717 and I wanna eat oysters and get drunk 142 00:06:23,758 --> 00:06:26,177 listening to terrible music like "Uptown Funk." 143 00:06:26,219 --> 00:06:29,389 And I wanna wake up with a hangover 144 00:06:29,431 --> 00:06:31,224 next to you, but not care 145 00:06:31,266 --> 00:06:36,438 because I get to spend the rest of my life with you. 146 00:06:36,479 --> 00:06:38,523 - Babe, I hate oysters. - [sighs] 147 00:06:38,565 --> 00:06:40,108 - I'm kidding. 148 00:06:40,150 --> 00:06:43,570 I mean, I'm not. Oysters are gross, but, like-- 149 00:06:43,611 --> 00:06:44,863 yes, fuck it. - Yeah? 150 00:06:44,904 --> 00:06:46,239 - Let's get married. - Yeah? Okay. 151 00:06:46,281 --> 00:06:47,782 - Yes. 152 00:06:47,824 --> 00:06:51,161 - Mmm. - [laughs] 153 00:06:51,202 --> 00:06:52,829 - [laughs] 154 00:06:55,665 --> 00:06:56,791 I fucking love you. 155 00:06:56,833 --> 00:06:59,127 - I love you so much. 156 00:06:59,169 --> 00:07:00,587 - [exhales heavily] 157 00:07:02,047 --> 00:07:05,008 [light music] 158 00:07:05,050 --> 00:07:07,677 * * 159 00:07:07,719 --> 00:07:10,555 [indistinct chatter] 160 00:07:17,520 --> 00:07:19,064 - Do you know what this is? 161 00:07:19,105 --> 00:07:20,315 Is she making everyone celebrate 162 00:07:20,357 --> 00:07:22,192 her half-birthday again? 163 00:07:22,233 --> 00:07:24,569 - No idea. 164 00:07:24,611 --> 00:07:26,196 - Look, 165 00:07:26,237 --> 00:07:28,490 we should probably talk about what happened the other night. 166 00:07:28,531 --> 00:07:31,409 Shit went south fast, and you know, 167 00:07:31,451 --> 00:07:34,537 you're being a little extra. 168 00:07:34,579 --> 00:07:36,873 Look, I'm trying. - Are you? 169 00:07:36,915 --> 00:07:38,708 Because all I'm hearing are excuses. 170 00:07:38,750 --> 00:07:40,835 - Do you've something to say to me? 171 00:07:42,379 --> 00:07:45,340 - Actually, I have nothing to say to you. 172 00:07:45,382 --> 00:07:48,468 [Sylvester's "You Make Me Feel (Mighty Real)"] 173 00:07:48,510 --> 00:07:52,597 * * 174 00:07:52,639 --> 00:07:57,477 [cheers and applause] 175 00:07:57,519 --> 00:07:59,437 - Ah! [laughs] 176 00:07:59,479 --> 00:08:02,357 Oh! Really glad you made it. 177 00:08:02,399 --> 00:08:05,026 [clears throat] 178 00:08:05,068 --> 00:08:08,488 Oh, thank you all for joining me here today 179 00:08:08,530 --> 00:08:09,948 on such short notice. 180 00:08:09,989 --> 00:08:11,116 [applause] 181 00:08:11,157 --> 00:08:13,326 You have all been there to celebrate me 182 00:08:13,368 --> 00:08:16,788 from my highest highs-- being the first woman nominated 183 00:08:16,830 --> 00:08:21,418 to the Mid-Winter Cotillion Board of Governors-- 184 00:08:21,459 --> 00:08:24,379 and through my lowest lows-- 185 00:08:24,421 --> 00:08:28,591 being kicked off the Mid-Winter Cotillion Board of Governors-- 186 00:08:28,633 --> 00:08:30,760 for reasons I can't get into legally, 187 00:08:30,802 --> 00:08:33,221 but I think we all know what they did. 188 00:08:33,263 --> 00:08:35,724 - Mm-hmm. - Now. 189 00:08:35,765 --> 00:08:38,268 I have invited you all here 190 00:08:38,309 --> 00:08:42,272 today to both support and celebrate me 191 00:08:42,313 --> 00:08:46,109 as I enter this next chapter of my life. 192 00:08:46,151 --> 00:08:47,986 - Please don't say "Republican." 193 00:08:48,028 --> 00:08:49,863 - After 33 years of marriage-- 194 00:08:49,904 --> 00:08:51,698 [laughs, sighs] 195 00:08:51,740 --> 00:08:53,908 I made the incredibly difficult decision 196 00:08:53,950 --> 00:08:57,662 to consciously uncouple from Winston. 197 00:08:57,704 --> 00:09:01,374 [shocked murmurs] 198 00:09:01,416 --> 00:09:03,084 - I filed this morning. 199 00:09:03,126 --> 00:09:06,421 - Wow. - But this is not a sad ending. 200 00:09:06,463 --> 00:09:09,549 This is a new beginning. 201 00:09:09,591 --> 00:09:11,968 Julian, Brodie, oh, my babies. 202 00:09:12,010 --> 00:09:13,928 Oh, for so many years, 203 00:09:13,970 --> 00:09:19,309 I tortured myself over what I did to turn you both gay. 204 00:09:19,351 --> 00:09:21,853 But now I realize, 205 00:09:21,895 --> 00:09:23,772 you get it from your mama. 206 00:09:23,813 --> 00:09:24,814 That's right. 207 00:09:24,856 --> 00:09:26,983 [upbeat percussive music] 208 00:09:27,025 --> 00:09:28,985 I'm gay now, everybody! 209 00:09:29,027 --> 00:09:30,695 - * You make me feel * - Ooh! 210 00:09:30,737 --> 00:09:32,113 [laughs] 211 00:09:32,155 --> 00:09:34,199 Let's celebrate! 212 00:09:34,240 --> 00:09:35,784 [applause] 213 00:09:35,825 --> 00:09:38,453 - * You make me feel * 214 00:09:38,495 --> 00:09:39,913 - Oh, my goodness. 215 00:09:39,954 --> 00:09:42,916 - * Mighty real * 216 00:09:42,957 --> 00:09:44,376 * Oh, you make me * 217 00:09:44,417 --> 00:09:45,794 - Is it wrong to consider sending her 218 00:09:45,835 --> 00:09:47,045 to conversion therapy? 219 00:09:47,087 --> 00:09:49,881 - [laughs] 220 00:09:49,923 --> 00:09:51,174 I'm still not talking to you. 221 00:09:51,216 --> 00:09:54,803 - * You make me feel * 222 00:09:54,844 --> 00:09:58,181 - I am... * Gay * 223 00:10:02,936 --> 00:10:04,979 - Guess who got a new job today? 224 00:10:05,021 --> 00:10:06,815 I mean, it's just one of those billboard law firms, 225 00:10:06,856 --> 00:10:08,024 but still. - [laughs] 226 00:10:08,066 --> 00:10:10,527 That's great, honey. Congratulations. 227 00:10:10,568 --> 00:10:11,861 - How was lunch? 228 00:10:11,903 --> 00:10:13,697 Was Brodie there? - Yeah, of course. 229 00:10:13,738 --> 00:10:15,573 And in classic Brodie fashion, 230 00:10:15,615 --> 00:10:17,909 he wouldn't admit to anything he did. 231 00:10:17,951 --> 00:10:20,286 Oh, and my mom is divorcing my dad 232 00:10:20,328 --> 00:10:21,496 and apparently gay now. 233 00:10:21,538 --> 00:10:22,789 - Brenda's gay? 234 00:10:22,831 --> 00:10:25,417 [laughs] I could see that actually. 235 00:10:25,458 --> 00:10:26,584 What? I mean, she never struck me 236 00:10:26,626 --> 00:10:28,336 as a Kinsey 1. 237 00:10:28,378 --> 00:10:30,171 - I'm just-- I'm still mad at him. 238 00:10:30,213 --> 00:10:31,798 I can't help it. 239 00:10:31,840 --> 00:10:33,883 - Well, I'm personally grateful for Brodie 240 00:10:33,925 --> 00:10:37,387 because if you hadn't left your bubble, 241 00:10:37,429 --> 00:10:39,431 this wouldn't have happened. 242 00:10:41,433 --> 00:10:42,684 [upbeat percussive music] 243 00:10:42,726 --> 00:10:44,728 - I'm sorry, babe. 244 00:10:44,769 --> 00:10:47,063 I just--I can't right now. 245 00:10:49,357 --> 00:10:50,650 - [sighs] 246 00:10:53,945 --> 00:10:56,906 - [retching] 247 00:10:56,948 --> 00:10:58,324 [groans, vomits] 248 00:10:58,366 --> 00:11:00,410 [coughs] 249 00:11:00,452 --> 00:11:03,246 - Don't be embarrassed or whatever. 250 00:11:03,288 --> 00:11:06,708 I had food poisoning once at my grandma's nursing home. 251 00:11:06,750 --> 00:11:08,960 I ate pudding that I thought was rice pudding, 252 00:11:09,002 --> 00:11:11,421 but there was actually no rice in it. 253 00:11:11,463 --> 00:11:13,131 - Do you need anything? 254 00:11:16,384 --> 00:11:19,012 - Does anybody have, like, crackers or something? 255 00:11:19,054 --> 00:11:22,807 - I have one marshmallow-scented marker 256 00:11:22,849 --> 00:11:25,352 and of course I do have weed. 257 00:11:25,393 --> 00:11:26,686 - I could get you a Gatorade. 258 00:11:26,728 --> 00:11:29,397 Gatorade is really good for food poisoning. 259 00:11:29,439 --> 00:11:30,398 - Ugh. - I think maybe 260 00:11:30,440 --> 00:11:32,275 just some space. 261 00:11:32,317 --> 00:11:34,569 - Gatorade's my mom's go-to for everything. 262 00:11:34,611 --> 00:11:36,613 Cold, flu, sprained ankle. - Really, Jake? 263 00:11:36,654 --> 00:11:38,490 Does Gatorade cure HIV? 264 00:11:38,531 --> 00:11:41,743 [apprehensive music] 265 00:11:41,785 --> 00:11:46,122 I just-- I know you're trying to help. 266 00:11:46,164 --> 00:11:47,957 You can't. 267 00:11:47,999 --> 00:11:49,417 You can't. 268 00:11:49,459 --> 00:11:51,628 * * 269 00:11:51,670 --> 00:11:54,047 - I thought you said you were fine. 270 00:11:54,089 --> 00:11:57,175 - Yeah, I'm--I'm fine. I'm on meds. 271 00:11:57,217 --> 00:12:01,137 I just forgot to take them with food and... 272 00:12:01,179 --> 00:12:02,555 I'll be fine. 273 00:12:04,516 --> 00:12:05,725 What? I said I'll be fine. 274 00:12:05,767 --> 00:12:07,060 I just need some fucking food, all right? 275 00:12:07,102 --> 00:12:10,480 Can you stop looking at me like that? 276 00:12:10,522 --> 00:12:12,982 - I'll be back. 277 00:12:15,235 --> 00:12:17,320 [door thuds shut] - You wanna get high? 278 00:12:17,362 --> 00:12:18,947 - Yeah. 279 00:12:20,865 --> 00:12:24,327 I just--I can't with everyone looking at me differently 280 00:12:24,369 --> 00:12:27,163 and judging. 281 00:12:27,205 --> 00:12:29,207 Fuck. 282 00:12:29,249 --> 00:12:32,377 Jake's never gonna talk to me again. 283 00:12:32,419 --> 00:12:34,504 - People can surprise you. 284 00:12:34,546 --> 00:12:37,340 Sometimes. 285 00:12:37,382 --> 00:12:39,009 Have you told your mom? 286 00:12:39,050 --> 00:12:41,261 - I've just-- 287 00:12:41,302 --> 00:12:44,180 I've put her through so much shit already this year. 288 00:12:44,222 --> 00:12:47,600 * * 289 00:12:47,642 --> 00:12:49,269 I don't know. 290 00:12:49,310 --> 00:12:51,062 I don't know if I can do it. 291 00:12:52,731 --> 00:12:54,107 I really don't. [door squeaks open] 292 00:12:54,149 --> 00:12:57,902 - I couldn't remember if you liked spicy chips 293 00:12:57,944 --> 00:13:00,864 or chips that weren't that spicy at all, 294 00:13:00,905 --> 00:13:04,242 so I just bought these at the shift. 295 00:13:04,284 --> 00:13:06,327 - [laughs] 296 00:13:06,369 --> 00:13:08,663 - * Lyin' in the dark and we ride forever * 297 00:13:08,705 --> 00:13:09,664 * Feeling so high going * 298 00:13:09,706 --> 00:13:12,542 - Ooh. What do you think? 299 00:13:12,584 --> 00:13:14,294 Zaddy in a top hat and tails 300 00:13:14,336 --> 00:13:16,713 and Mommy in a dress made of tarot cards. 301 00:13:19,799 --> 00:13:22,761 [baby coos] Yeah, too expected. 302 00:13:31,895 --> 00:13:34,606 What in the Jussie Smollett? 303 00:13:39,152 --> 00:13:41,071 Oh, my God. 304 00:13:41,112 --> 00:13:42,822 [laughing] Oh. 305 00:13:42,864 --> 00:13:44,783 Oh, this is too good. 306 00:13:44,824 --> 00:13:47,577 - * Up to no good, doing what they wish they could * 307 00:13:47,619 --> 00:13:50,497 [Daya's "Bad Girl"] 308 00:13:50,538 --> 00:13:53,416 [upbeat electronic music] 309 00:13:53,458 --> 00:13:59,547 * * 310 00:13:59,589 --> 00:14:01,216 - We went over this in class. 311 00:14:01,257 --> 00:14:03,927 Theological debates are not blasphemous. 312 00:14:03,968 --> 00:14:06,638 And I know you mean well, trying to save my soul and all, 313 00:14:06,680 --> 00:14:09,265 but for real, I'm good. 314 00:14:09,307 --> 00:14:10,266 - Okay. 315 00:14:11,810 --> 00:14:14,187 - Plus you're too late, sucker. 316 00:14:14,229 --> 00:14:16,564 [phone buzzing] 317 00:14:16,606 --> 00:14:17,982 Oh. 318 00:14:22,070 --> 00:14:23,947 Hey. 319 00:14:23,988 --> 00:14:26,574 - You're alive, which means sex with me didn't kill you. 320 00:14:26,616 --> 00:14:27,784 Thank God. - Yeah. 321 00:14:27,826 --> 00:14:31,246 I--I'm sorry I haven't had a chance 322 00:14:31,287 --> 00:14:34,582 to respond to any of your messages, 323 00:14:34,624 --> 00:14:38,461 but it's all just been a lot. 324 00:14:38,503 --> 00:14:40,422 - Well, I get it. 325 00:14:40,463 --> 00:14:42,424 Now the other night, well, 326 00:14:42,465 --> 00:14:44,467 we don't have to talk about the other night. 327 00:14:44,509 --> 00:14:46,636 I just... [sighs] 328 00:14:46,678 --> 00:14:48,972 I have news. [laughs] 329 00:14:49,014 --> 00:14:50,348 - What, you auditioned for "The Voice" 330 00:14:50,390 --> 00:14:52,308 and Kelly Clarkson turned her chair around? 331 00:14:52,350 --> 00:14:55,311 - [laughs] Well, thank you for acknowledging 332 00:14:55,353 --> 00:14:58,314 that I'm a beautiful singer, but no. 333 00:14:59,691 --> 00:15:04,279 Guess who just came out to all her friends and family. 334 00:15:04,320 --> 00:15:06,906 - Brenda, you didn't. 335 00:15:06,948 --> 00:15:08,700 - I did. [laughs] 336 00:15:08,742 --> 00:15:11,327 You should've seen the look on Brodie's face. 337 00:15:12,912 --> 00:15:16,374 I filed for divorce too. 338 00:15:16,416 --> 00:15:18,585 Shar? 339 00:15:18,626 --> 00:15:22,005 Are you there? - Brenda. 340 00:15:22,047 --> 00:15:23,673 I-- 341 00:15:23,715 --> 00:15:25,925 the other night was a surprise, 342 00:15:25,967 --> 00:15:27,844 like, a really, really good surprise, 343 00:15:27,886 --> 00:15:31,973 but that can never happen again. 344 00:15:32,015 --> 00:15:33,350 I mean, you know, 345 00:15:33,391 --> 00:15:37,395 I want Flo and Jett to know you and love you 346 00:15:37,437 --> 00:15:39,981 and, you know, for you to continue to be in my life 347 00:15:40,023 --> 00:15:44,861 and in Ruthie's life 'cause you're fam, but... 348 00:15:44,903 --> 00:15:46,863 that's as far as that can go. 349 00:15:46,905 --> 00:15:48,948 [soft bittersweet music] 350 00:15:48,990 --> 00:15:51,326 My future's with Ruthie. 351 00:15:51,368 --> 00:15:55,038 * * 352 00:15:55,080 --> 00:15:58,667 - Honey, there is no need for all this drama. 353 00:15:58,708 --> 00:16:01,211 I completely get it. 354 00:16:01,252 --> 00:16:04,589 We both needed a release, and boy, did we get it. 355 00:16:04,631 --> 00:16:06,299 I have no regrets. 356 00:16:06,341 --> 00:16:08,051 I am just grateful 357 00:16:08,093 --> 00:16:12,138 that you helped me make this discovery about myself. 358 00:16:12,180 --> 00:16:16,101 - Well, I am happy to be of service. 359 00:16:18,853 --> 00:16:20,563 Well, look, I should run. 360 00:16:20,605 --> 00:16:21,898 Uh, I'll call you later. 361 00:16:21,940 --> 00:16:23,900 Set up a little playdate with you and the twins. 362 00:16:23,942 --> 00:16:25,568 - I would love that. 363 00:16:25,610 --> 00:16:27,946 - Cool. Talk soon. 364 00:16:31,908 --> 00:16:34,703 - Looks like you got a case of the post-coming-out blues. 365 00:16:34,744 --> 00:16:36,996 - Maybe I should-- 366 00:16:37,038 --> 00:16:39,040 maybe I should call off the divorce. 367 00:16:39,082 --> 00:16:42,877 I just--well, I threaten to leave Winston once a year. 368 00:16:42,919 --> 00:16:44,671 I mean, he wouldn't even bat an eyelash. 369 00:16:44,713 --> 00:16:47,173 - Hey, no, no, no. Don't do that. Winston sucks. 370 00:16:47,215 --> 00:16:48,967 He'd make me turn to lesbianism too. 371 00:16:49,009 --> 00:16:53,096 - Uh-uh. That is not what's going on. 372 00:16:53,138 --> 00:16:55,849 I met someone who made me question everything 373 00:16:55,890 --> 00:16:57,851 I thought I knew about myself. 374 00:16:57,892 --> 00:17:00,729 [lighter clicks] Someone who saw me 375 00:17:00,770 --> 00:17:03,857 not as the person I am 376 00:17:03,898 --> 00:17:05,483 but as the person I could be. 377 00:17:05,525 --> 00:17:07,402 - Wow. Sounds nice. 378 00:17:07,444 --> 00:17:09,195 Mom, are you dating a power lesbian 379 00:17:09,237 --> 00:17:10,488 like Lena Waithe or somebody? 380 00:17:10,530 --> 00:17:12,866 Because that is some advanced queer-level shit. 381 00:17:12,907 --> 00:17:14,617 - You'll find love again, Brodie. 382 00:17:14,659 --> 00:17:15,702 - I don't know. 383 00:17:15,744 --> 00:17:19,456 Maybe I should just go. 384 00:17:19,497 --> 00:17:21,499 - You've done that before. Has it ever worked? 385 00:17:23,335 --> 00:17:26,129 Now, are all your friends gonna be at this little party? 386 00:17:26,171 --> 00:17:27,672 - Yeah, whole gang should be there. 387 00:17:27,714 --> 00:17:29,132 - Then I better get ready. 388 00:17:29,174 --> 00:17:31,051 [upbeat percussive music] 389 00:17:31,092 --> 00:17:34,054 I'm part of the gang now. 390 00:17:34,095 --> 00:17:37,015 [phone buzzing] 391 00:17:37,057 --> 00:17:44,189 * * 392 00:17:46,524 --> 00:17:47,525 - [sighs] 393 00:17:52,197 --> 00:17:55,158 [pensive music] 394 00:17:55,200 --> 00:17:58,286 * * 395 00:17:58,328 --> 00:17:59,496 [light buzzes] 396 00:18:06,419 --> 00:18:07,504 - Boo, bitch! [laughs] 397 00:18:07,545 --> 00:18:10,423 - The fuck is wrong with you? 398 00:18:12,467 --> 00:18:13,677 Buss, if you was looking for ways 399 00:18:13,718 --> 00:18:14,969 to set your money on fire, 400 00:18:15,011 --> 00:18:17,597 I would've gladly taken it off your hands. 401 00:18:17,639 --> 00:18:19,557 Why are you buying this dump? 402 00:18:19,599 --> 00:18:21,226 - 'Cause it's the best bar in the city. 403 00:18:21,267 --> 00:18:23,395 - It's literally a crime scene. 404 00:18:23,436 --> 00:18:25,355 - I've got plans, Marvin. 405 00:18:25,397 --> 00:18:28,358 And if you suck up to me and kiss enough ass, 406 00:18:28,400 --> 00:18:32,320 then maybe I'll hire you as a bouncer. 407 00:18:32,362 --> 00:18:33,405 [door clattering] 408 00:18:33,446 --> 00:18:34,656 - Well, I don't kiss ass. 409 00:18:34,698 --> 00:18:37,075 - Oh? - But I eat it pretty well. 410 00:18:37,117 --> 00:18:38,326 - Oh. [laughs] 411 00:18:38,368 --> 00:18:40,328 - Yeah, you do. 412 00:18:42,247 --> 00:18:45,083 Hey. 413 00:18:45,125 --> 00:18:46,292 How you been? - I was good 414 00:18:46,334 --> 00:18:47,919 till about three seconds ago. 415 00:18:47,961 --> 00:18:51,089 - Y'all got a real scorned lovers vibe going on over here. 416 00:18:51,131 --> 00:18:53,258 We good? - We good, Buss. 417 00:18:53,299 --> 00:18:54,884 - All right. You just let me know 418 00:18:54,926 --> 00:18:57,345 if you need somebody to throw some hands. 419 00:18:57,387 --> 00:18:59,222 I'ma be right over here. 420 00:18:59,264 --> 00:19:04,686 * * 421 00:19:04,728 --> 00:19:05,979 - Hey. 422 00:19:09,024 --> 00:19:10,400 [sledgehammer clinks] 423 00:19:10,442 --> 00:19:11,985 Don't you dare. 424 00:19:13,987 --> 00:19:16,281 - Bitch, you just gonna leave me down here? 425 00:19:16,322 --> 00:19:19,826 - No. I'm coming, I'm coming. 426 00:19:19,868 --> 00:19:21,119 Ready? 427 00:19:21,161 --> 00:19:23,246 All right, one, two, three. 428 00:19:23,288 --> 00:19:30,378 * * 429 00:19:34,758 --> 00:19:38,970 - [murmuring indistinctly] 430 00:19:53,443 --> 00:19:55,570 Come on now, y'all. It's a party. 431 00:19:55,612 --> 00:20:02,744 * * 432 00:20:13,588 --> 00:20:15,006 [electricity crackles] 433 00:20:15,048 --> 00:20:18,426 And the Lord said, "Let there be light, bitches!" 434 00:20:18,468 --> 00:20:21,513 [subdued cheering] 435 00:20:21,554 --> 00:20:23,556 Oh, y'all can do better than that. 436 00:20:23,598 --> 00:20:26,559 [Moderat's "Bad Kingdom"] 437 00:20:26,601 --> 00:20:30,230 [upbeat electronic music] 438 00:20:30,271 --> 00:20:33,274 - What do you want, Ali? 439 00:20:33,316 --> 00:20:37,612 - I was just missing you. 440 00:20:37,654 --> 00:20:40,657 - Missin' me, nigga? You the one that dumped my ass. 441 00:20:40,699 --> 00:20:43,785 Get out of here with that. 442 00:20:43,827 --> 00:20:44,744 - I'll go. 443 00:20:47,122 --> 00:20:48,915 - So that's it? You're just gonna go? 444 00:20:48,957 --> 00:20:51,042 - You literally just told me to get the fuck outta here. 445 00:20:51,084 --> 00:20:53,294 - Bitch, fight for me! 446 00:20:53,336 --> 00:20:54,629 Damn. 447 00:20:56,548 --> 00:20:58,633 I miss you too. 448 00:21:06,933 --> 00:21:10,395 I just couldn't believe that somebody like you 449 00:21:10,437 --> 00:21:11,980 could be into somebody like me. 450 00:21:15,608 --> 00:21:17,652 - You're a dumb slut. 451 00:21:20,947 --> 00:21:24,617 - You wanna see how much of a slut I can be? 452 00:21:24,659 --> 00:21:27,078 - Yeah. I do. 453 00:21:29,164 --> 00:21:32,208 [CLAVVS' "Dance in Place" (Treasure Fingers Remix)] 454 00:21:32,250 --> 00:21:35,170 [upbeat dance music] 455 00:21:35,211 --> 00:21:39,883 * * 456 00:21:39,924 --> 00:21:43,178 - Well, this is depressing. 457 00:21:43,219 --> 00:21:48,016 Brodie, I thought gay bars would be more chic. 458 00:21:48,058 --> 00:21:49,976 No wonder you're so sad all the time. 459 00:21:50,018 --> 00:21:52,520 The lighting in here is very unflattering. 460 00:21:52,562 --> 00:21:55,148 - Yeah, Mom. That's why I have PTSD. 461 00:21:55,190 --> 00:21:56,649 Bad lighting. 462 00:21:58,777 --> 00:21:59,903 - Just keep going. 463 00:21:59,944 --> 00:22:01,738 - I didn't even know you liked beer. 464 00:22:01,780 --> 00:22:04,157 - It's the principle. 465 00:22:04,199 --> 00:22:05,658 Oh, my God. 466 00:22:05,700 --> 00:22:07,702 They're like best friends now? 467 00:22:07,744 --> 00:22:14,876 * * 468 00:22:16,336 --> 00:22:18,463 - * I quit the race * 469 00:22:18,505 --> 00:22:20,548 * 'Cause I'd rather * 470 00:22:20,590 --> 00:22:24,094 - I'm, uh, I'm gonna go feel the vibe. 471 00:22:25,553 --> 00:22:27,097 - [laughs] Have fun. - I will. 472 00:22:27,138 --> 00:22:32,310 - * I'm better changing pace as I go * 473 00:22:32,352 --> 00:22:34,437 * I quit the race * 474 00:22:34,479 --> 00:22:36,356 * * 475 00:22:36,398 --> 00:22:38,733 * I quit the race * 476 00:22:38,775 --> 00:22:40,235 - Okay, y'all. 477 00:22:41,903 --> 00:22:43,488 I know this is Bussey's night, 478 00:22:43,530 --> 00:22:47,158 but Shar and I-- get up here, Zaddy. 479 00:22:47,200 --> 00:22:50,161 [laughs] 480 00:22:50,203 --> 00:22:54,332 We're gonna have to hijack this party for a sec because... 481 00:22:54,374 --> 00:22:56,292 we're getting married! 482 00:22:56,334 --> 00:22:57,335 [cheers and applause] 483 00:22:57,377 --> 00:22:59,796 - Yeah! 484 00:22:59,838 --> 00:23:02,632 - Makin' it official! 485 00:23:02,674 --> 00:23:05,010 [cheering] 486 00:23:05,051 --> 00:23:06,845 - Let's get lit! 487 00:23:06,886 --> 00:23:08,430 - * How 'bout the moon? * 488 00:23:08,471 --> 00:23:10,348 * You see that shine * 489 00:23:10,390 --> 00:23:13,893 * Just fly me close enough so I can make it mine * 490 00:23:13,935 --> 00:23:15,478 * There is no distance * 491 00:23:15,520 --> 00:23:17,230 - There's my partner in crime. 492 00:23:17,272 --> 00:23:20,358 Come on, baby. Take a shot with me. 493 00:23:20,400 --> 00:23:22,444 - Oop! 494 00:23:22,485 --> 00:23:24,029 Mmm. 495 00:23:24,070 --> 00:23:25,864 - You get the contracts I sent over? 496 00:23:25,905 --> 00:23:27,699 - Oh, yeah. I did get it, Buss. 497 00:23:27,741 --> 00:23:29,284 Uh, I was actually hoping to-- - Bussey! 498 00:23:29,325 --> 00:23:31,536 I thought you was fucking crazy to bring us back here. 499 00:23:31,578 --> 00:23:33,455 - [laughs] 500 00:23:33,496 --> 00:23:34,998 - Crazy as all, isn't he? 501 00:23:35,040 --> 00:23:38,293 - Girl, you did so good. - Yes, yes, 502 00:23:38,335 --> 00:23:41,004 a bitch will gladly take it far as she so deserves. 503 00:23:41,046 --> 00:23:43,757 - Yes, you do. - [laughs] 504 00:23:43,798 --> 00:23:44,924 But one second, y'all. 505 00:23:44,966 --> 00:23:46,634 Attention, everybody. 506 00:23:46,676 --> 00:23:51,681 I would like to cheers to our boy. 507 00:23:51,723 --> 00:23:53,058 I couldn't have done this without 508 00:23:53,099 --> 00:23:56,811 Brodie's sexy-ass 850-point credit score. 509 00:23:56,853 --> 00:23:58,605 [laughs] [crowd cheers] 510 00:23:58,646 --> 00:24:01,566 We doing this together, y'all. 511 00:24:01,608 --> 00:24:02,567 To Brodie. 512 00:24:02,609 --> 00:24:05,028 [crowd cheering] 513 00:24:05,070 --> 00:24:07,530 Hey, yo, DJ, make it bounce. 514 00:24:07,572 --> 00:24:09,741 - * You already know! * [cheers and applause] 515 00:24:09,783 --> 00:24:11,826 - * Stupid boy * 516 00:24:11,868 --> 00:24:13,495 * I hate your guts, I hate your guts * 517 00:24:13,536 --> 00:24:17,374 * Let's mess around, we'll make it rough * 518 00:24:17,415 --> 00:24:21,086 - * Stupid, stupid, stupid boy * 519 00:24:21,127 --> 00:24:23,129 * Get off my nuts, get off my nuts * 520 00:24:23,171 --> 00:24:26,257 * You talk a big game, I'll call your bluff * 521 00:24:26,299 --> 00:24:28,385 * You blab-a-blab-a-blabbing won't shut the fuck up * 522 00:24:28,426 --> 00:24:30,220 * Stay brag-a-lag-a-lagging you acting too tough * 523 00:24:30,261 --> 00:24:32,222 * Got a big dick habit, can't never get enough * 524 00:24:32,263 --> 00:24:34,432 * Got you gag-gag-gagging when you choking on my stuff * 525 00:24:34,474 --> 00:24:37,227 - * Stupid boy, I hate your guts * 526 00:24:37,268 --> 00:24:39,562 - Whoo-hoo! 527 00:24:39,604 --> 00:24:40,939 - Hey, Mom. 528 00:24:40,980 --> 00:24:42,899 How's being a lesbian goin'? 529 00:24:42,941 --> 00:24:44,442 Has Ellen reached out yet? 530 00:24:44,484 --> 00:24:46,444 - Oh, I wish. 531 00:24:46,486 --> 00:24:47,654 She seems so nice. 532 00:24:47,696 --> 00:24:49,030 - [laughs] 533 00:24:49,072 --> 00:24:51,825 Mom, I'm really happy for you. 534 00:24:51,866 --> 00:24:53,535 You're, like, very brave. 535 00:24:53,576 --> 00:24:56,538 - Yeah. Thanks, honey. 536 00:24:56,579 --> 00:24:58,873 You know what would also be brave? 537 00:24:58,915 --> 00:25:02,252 Apologizing to your brother. 538 00:25:02,293 --> 00:25:04,754 - Me apologize to him? 539 00:25:04,796 --> 00:25:06,798 - Sweetheart, you can't really believe 540 00:25:06,840 --> 00:25:09,426 that your father and I adopted Brodie 541 00:25:09,467 --> 00:25:12,679 because we wanted a child that wasn't disabled. 542 00:25:12,721 --> 00:25:14,055 - He is such a little tattletale. 543 00:25:14,097 --> 00:25:16,307 - Julian! 544 00:25:16,349 --> 00:25:19,686 We adopted Brodie because I wanted another baby 545 00:25:19,728 --> 00:25:21,855 and I wanted to give you a sibling, 546 00:25:21,896 --> 00:25:23,189 but it was the '90s, 547 00:25:23,231 --> 00:25:25,817 and I was addicted to diet pills, 548 00:25:25,859 --> 00:25:27,944 so, you know, conceiving naturally, 549 00:25:27,986 --> 00:25:29,362 that wasn't an option. 550 00:25:31,656 --> 00:25:33,658 You're not angry. 551 00:25:33,700 --> 00:25:35,869 You just feel guilty. 552 00:25:37,620 --> 00:25:39,622 - * Is that all you got? * 553 00:25:39,664 --> 00:25:42,250 * Is that all you got? * 554 00:25:42,292 --> 00:25:45,670 * I'm buying the beach and the spotlights with it * 555 00:25:45,712 --> 00:25:47,505 * Is that all you got? * 556 00:25:47,547 --> 00:25:49,674 - Hi. 557 00:25:49,716 --> 00:25:53,136 Did you lose someone in the, uh... 558 00:25:53,178 --> 00:25:55,055 pew-pew? 559 00:25:55,096 --> 00:25:57,891 - Oh, no, I'm just here to see my kid perform. 560 00:25:57,932 --> 00:25:59,934 - Oh, thank God. 561 00:25:59,976 --> 00:26:01,436 I was starting to think 562 00:26:01,478 --> 00:26:03,938 that going through one of the five stages of grief 563 00:26:03,980 --> 00:26:05,857 was a requirement for entry. 564 00:26:05,899 --> 00:26:07,108 - Yeah. - [laughs] 565 00:26:07,150 --> 00:26:09,694 - It's kind of in the dress code. 566 00:26:09,736 --> 00:26:11,529 - Yeah. - Judy. 567 00:26:11,571 --> 00:26:13,907 - Oh, Brenda. 568 00:26:13,948 --> 00:26:15,700 [both laugh] 569 00:26:15,742 --> 00:26:17,494 - Did you lose someone? 570 00:26:17,535 --> 00:26:19,579 - Oh, no, no. Heavens, no, no. 571 00:26:19,621 --> 00:26:21,664 My son, he only got shot. 572 00:26:21,706 --> 00:26:22,874 - Oh, my God! 573 00:26:22,916 --> 00:26:24,209 - Eh, he's fine now. 574 00:26:24,250 --> 00:26:28,922 I mean, he's right over there moping at the bar. 575 00:26:28,963 --> 00:26:30,340 - That's your son? 576 00:26:30,382 --> 00:26:32,509 - Yeah, can't tell from this angle, 577 00:26:32,550 --> 00:26:34,427 but he's very handsome. 578 00:26:34,469 --> 00:26:37,430 - I'm sure he's a heartbreaker. [laughs] 579 00:26:37,472 --> 00:26:39,724 Well, I'm gonna-- 580 00:26:39,766 --> 00:26:41,101 it was nice meeting you. 581 00:26:41,142 --> 00:26:42,727 - Yeah, yeah! Till we meet again, huh? 582 00:26:42,769 --> 00:26:46,189 I mean, hopefully somewhere that can make a decent martini. 583 00:26:46,231 --> 00:26:48,108 - Yeah. [both laugh] 584 00:26:48,149 --> 00:26:50,026 - Yeah. - Okay. 585 00:26:50,068 --> 00:26:53,613 So grown-up. - Yeah, yeah. 586 00:26:53,655 --> 00:26:55,031 Bye. - Bye. 587 00:26:55,073 --> 00:26:58,743 - * Touch, touch, touch, touch * 588 00:26:58,785 --> 00:27:00,120 * Touch, touch, touch * 589 00:27:00,161 --> 00:27:03,248 * Been with me * 590 00:27:03,289 --> 00:27:05,041 * Which way to go * 591 00:27:05,083 --> 00:27:07,252 - Look, he'll come around. 592 00:27:07,293 --> 00:27:09,087 Eventually. 593 00:27:11,756 --> 00:27:13,049 - Hey, Noah. 594 00:27:15,468 --> 00:27:18,054 Do you love him? 595 00:27:18,096 --> 00:27:20,265 Don't answer that. 596 00:27:24,019 --> 00:27:26,062 Just be good to my brother, okay? 597 00:27:26,104 --> 00:27:29,649 - * Too much * 598 00:27:29,691 --> 00:27:34,654 * I'm on my way to touch * 599 00:27:34,696 --> 00:27:38,658 * My place, your money, we're rich * 600 00:27:38,700 --> 00:27:42,620 * My fame, my heart on repeat * 601 00:27:42,662 --> 00:27:46,916 * I need something better than love * 602 00:27:46,958 --> 00:27:50,670 * I need that, I need touch * 603 00:27:50,712 --> 00:27:54,799 * My place, your money, we're rich * 604 00:27:54,841 --> 00:27:57,177 * I need that, I need touch * 605 00:27:57,218 --> 00:27:59,387 * Touch, touch, touch, touch, touch, touch * 606 00:28:05,477 --> 00:28:06,644 - Motherfuckers are looking mopey. 607 00:28:06,686 --> 00:28:08,104 I need you to get some ass-shaking music on. 608 00:28:08,146 --> 00:28:09,939 [heavy bass music playing] Oh, hell, no. 609 00:28:09,981 --> 00:28:12,359 Uh-uh, do not-- - Hey, I--I did it. 610 00:28:12,400 --> 00:28:13,818 I signed the papers. 611 00:28:13,860 --> 00:28:17,447 - Ha! Yes, bitch! 612 00:28:17,489 --> 00:28:18,948 We doing this. 613 00:28:18,990 --> 00:28:23,787 - Actually, you're doing it. - [sighs] 614 00:28:23,828 --> 00:28:25,830 - Look, I'm gonna dip outta New Orleans. 615 00:28:25,872 --> 00:28:28,208 - God damn it, Brodie. The fuck? 616 00:28:28,249 --> 00:28:31,503 Can you not be a messy bitch for, like, one second? 617 00:28:31,544 --> 00:28:33,838 - It's the right thing to do, okay? 618 00:28:35,965 --> 00:28:37,425 - Where you goin'? 619 00:28:37,467 --> 00:28:39,636 - Manchester? 620 00:28:39,678 --> 00:28:41,805 I think I should be with all the broody Morrissey gays. 621 00:28:41,846 --> 00:28:44,974 Plus, you know I only speak English and Gay. 622 00:28:45,016 --> 00:28:46,893 I mean, look, like, check out this guy. 623 00:28:49,729 --> 00:28:53,650 I mean, come on-- - He a'ight for a white boy. 624 00:28:53,692 --> 00:28:57,487 Personally, I think you being a dumbass bitch, 625 00:28:57,529 --> 00:28:59,698 but know you'll be missed. 626 00:29:02,826 --> 00:29:04,327 Hey! 627 00:29:04,369 --> 00:29:08,456 Be careful with my Chicky. 628 00:29:08,498 --> 00:29:10,667 - Yes, ma'am. [laughs] 629 00:29:10,709 --> 00:29:12,377 - I'm too young to be a ma'am, though. 630 00:29:12,419 --> 00:29:13,795 [laughs] 631 00:29:13,837 --> 00:29:16,923 [music playing indistinctly] 632 00:29:16,965 --> 00:29:23,888 * * 633 00:29:25,557 --> 00:29:26,433 - If you're here for a quickie, 634 00:29:26,474 --> 00:29:27,684 you're outta luck. 635 00:29:27,726 --> 00:29:30,103 My makeup is flawless. 636 00:29:30,145 --> 00:29:31,563 - No quickie. 637 00:29:35,525 --> 00:29:37,068 I just wanted to say... 638 00:29:40,947 --> 00:29:42,449 Break a leg. 639 00:29:43,783 --> 00:29:46,661 - [laughs] What? 640 00:29:46,703 --> 00:29:48,413 - You're performing, right? 641 00:29:50,999 --> 00:29:53,710 It's about time you got back on that stage. 642 00:29:53,752 --> 00:29:56,880 [soft sentimental music] 643 00:29:56,921 --> 00:30:03,845 * * 644 00:30:06,264 --> 00:30:07,599 - Brodie. 645 00:30:10,310 --> 00:30:12,437 [breathes heavily, sniffs] 646 00:30:12,479 --> 00:30:14,064 - Hey. 647 00:30:15,774 --> 00:30:17,776 What's wrong? - Uh... 648 00:30:17,817 --> 00:30:19,569 I need to finish getting ready. 649 00:30:19,611 --> 00:30:26,743 * * 650 00:30:32,874 --> 00:30:35,960 [pounding dance music playing] 651 00:30:36,002 --> 00:30:42,926 * * 652 00:30:46,304 --> 00:30:47,889 - Manchester? 653 00:30:47,931 --> 00:30:49,516 Really? 654 00:30:49,557 --> 00:30:51,434 - Getting married? 655 00:30:51,476 --> 00:30:53,937 Really? 656 00:30:53,978 --> 00:30:55,605 Congrats. 657 00:30:55,647 --> 00:30:57,607 You and Shar are, like, forever. 658 00:30:57,649 --> 00:30:59,234 - When you know, you know. 659 00:31:02,070 --> 00:31:03,488 Congrats to you too. 660 00:31:03,530 --> 00:31:05,532 Enjoy the cold weather, I guess. 661 00:31:09,577 --> 00:31:11,496 - That's it? 662 00:31:15,500 --> 00:31:17,669 - That's it. 663 00:31:22,549 --> 00:31:25,677 [cheers and applause] 664 00:31:28,179 --> 00:31:29,639 - Whoo! 665 00:31:35,895 --> 00:31:38,648 - When I say "Babyl," you say "Lon." 666 00:31:38,690 --> 00:31:39,899 Babyl! crowd: Lon! 667 00:31:39,941 --> 00:31:41,484 - Babyl! crowd: Lon! 668 00:31:41,526 --> 00:31:43,862 - When I say "Buss," you say "Sey." 669 00:31:43,903 --> 00:31:45,321 Buss! crowd: Sey! 670 00:31:45,363 --> 00:31:46,698 - Buss. crowd: Sey! 671 00:31:46,740 --> 00:31:49,242 - When I say "Re," you say "Birth." 672 00:31:49,284 --> 00:31:50,535 Re. crowd: Birth! 673 00:31:50,577 --> 00:31:52,328 - Re. crowd: Birth! 674 00:31:52,370 --> 00:31:54,497 - Hey, queerdos. 675 00:31:54,539 --> 00:31:57,042 [crowd cheering] How y'all doing tonight? 676 00:31:59,252 --> 00:32:00,837 Me too. 677 00:32:00,879 --> 00:32:03,256 To be honest with you, 678 00:32:03,298 --> 00:32:06,176 it's been hard to even walk on this side of the street 679 00:32:06,217 --> 00:32:08,678 for the past six months, 680 00:32:08,720 --> 00:32:10,930 let alone step inside. 681 00:32:12,974 --> 00:32:16,811 But like my meemaw always say... 682 00:32:16,853 --> 00:32:19,189 "It ain't worth it 683 00:32:19,230 --> 00:32:20,857 if it don't terrify you." 684 00:32:22,901 --> 00:32:25,362 So we gonna tear it down tonight. 685 00:32:25,403 --> 00:32:26,571 [crowd cheers] 686 00:32:26,613 --> 00:32:30,492 'Cause Babylon is coming back, bitches. 687 00:32:30,533 --> 00:32:32,786 [all cheering] 688 00:32:32,827 --> 00:32:34,454 Yeah? all: Yeah! 689 00:32:34,496 --> 00:32:36,206 - Yeah? all: Yeah! 690 00:32:36,247 --> 00:32:38,708 [cheers and applause] 691 00:32:38,750 --> 00:32:40,960 And tonight, 692 00:32:41,002 --> 00:32:43,171 we gonna pick up right where we left. 693 00:32:45,256 --> 00:32:46,800 Ain't that right, Chicky? 694 00:32:46,841 --> 00:32:49,928 [cheers and applause] 695 00:33:04,567 --> 00:33:06,444 - You go, baby! 696 00:33:06,486 --> 00:33:10,532 - * Fallen for a guy * 697 00:33:10,573 --> 00:33:15,412 * Fell down from the sky * 698 00:33:15,453 --> 00:33:18,665 * Halo round his head * 699 00:33:18,707 --> 00:33:22,502 * Feathers in our bed * 700 00:33:22,544 --> 00:33:24,587 * In our bed * 701 00:33:24,629 --> 00:33:26,631 [Yeah Yeah Yeahs' "Sacrilege"] 702 00:33:26,673 --> 00:33:28,466 * In our bed * 703 00:33:28,508 --> 00:33:31,469 [cheers and applause] 704 00:33:31,511 --> 00:33:35,640 * Fallen for a guy * 705 00:33:35,682 --> 00:33:40,103 * Fell down from the sky * 706 00:33:40,145 --> 00:33:43,606 * Halo round his head * 707 00:33:43,648 --> 00:33:46,943 * Feathers in our bed * 708 00:33:46,985 --> 00:33:48,570 * In our bed * 709 00:33:48,611 --> 00:33:51,322 * * 710 00:33:51,364 --> 00:33:53,867 * In our bed * 711 00:33:53,908 --> 00:34:01,041 * * 712 00:34:03,585 --> 00:34:07,464 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 713 00:34:07,505 --> 00:34:11,718 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 714 00:34:11,760 --> 00:34:15,513 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 715 00:34:15,555 --> 00:34:20,143 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 716 00:34:20,185 --> 00:34:26,858 * * 717 00:34:31,279 --> 00:34:33,156 - Whoo! 718 00:34:35,867 --> 00:34:39,621 - * Asked if I would try * 719 00:34:39,662 --> 00:34:44,042 * To leave this all behind * 720 00:34:44,084 --> 00:34:47,587 * Halo round his head * 721 00:34:47,629 --> 00:34:51,007 * Dreaming in our bed * 722 00:34:51,049 --> 00:34:52,759 * In our bed * 723 00:34:52,801 --> 00:34:54,969 * * 724 00:34:55,011 --> 00:34:56,680 * In our bed * 725 00:34:56,721 --> 00:34:59,557 * * 726 00:34:59,599 --> 00:35:03,520 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 727 00:35:03,561 --> 00:35:07,691 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 728 00:35:07,732 --> 00:35:11,528 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 729 00:35:11,569 --> 00:35:16,408 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 730 00:35:16,449 --> 00:35:19,202 * * 731 00:35:19,244 --> 00:35:20,912 - Whoo! 732 00:35:20,954 --> 00:35:23,873 * * 733 00:35:23,915 --> 00:35:29,754 - * Whoa, oh, oh * 734 00:35:29,796 --> 00:35:31,506 - Whoo! 735 00:35:31,548 --> 00:35:33,425 - * And I plead * 736 00:35:33,466 --> 00:35:35,385 * * 737 00:35:35,427 --> 00:35:36,845 * And I pray * 738 00:35:36,886 --> 00:35:38,680 * * 739 00:35:38,722 --> 00:35:43,393 - * Whoa, oh, oh * - * And I plead * 740 00:35:43,435 --> 00:35:46,396 * And I pray * 741 00:35:46,438 --> 00:35:47,689 - * Whoa, oh * 742 00:35:47,731 --> 00:35:50,400 - * And I plead * - * And I plead * 743 00:35:50,442 --> 00:35:52,819 * And I pray * - * And I pray * 744 00:35:52,861 --> 00:35:55,405 - * And I plead and I pray * 745 00:35:55,447 --> 00:35:57,866 - * And I plead * - * And I plead * 746 00:35:57,907 --> 00:35:59,409 [light buzzing] 747 00:35:59,451 --> 00:36:03,413 - * And I pray * - * And I pray * 748 00:36:03,455 --> 00:36:05,623 [crowd gasps] 749 00:36:05,665 --> 00:36:07,959 - [panting] 750 00:36:13,798 --> 00:36:17,302 [soft sentimental music] 751 00:36:17,344 --> 00:36:24,142 * * 752 00:36:24,768 --> 00:36:27,479 [laughs] 753 00:36:46,706 --> 00:36:49,834 [both laugh] 754 00:36:53,672 --> 00:36:57,008 [dramatic percussive music] 755 00:36:57,050 --> 00:37:04,182 * * 756 00:37:11,898 --> 00:37:13,483 [electricity crackles] 757 00:37:13,525 --> 00:37:15,860 - * Whoa, oh * 758 00:37:15,902 --> 00:37:19,364 [crowd cheering] 759 00:37:21,032 --> 00:37:22,909 - And I pray * 760 00:37:22,951 --> 00:37:24,828 * * 761 00:37:24,869 --> 00:37:26,830 * And I pray * 762 00:37:26,871 --> 00:37:28,415 * * 763 00:37:28,456 --> 00:37:32,544 - * Whoa, oh, oh * - * And I plead * 764 00:37:32,585 --> 00:37:36,256 * And I pray * 765 00:37:36,297 --> 00:37:37,924 - Whoa, oh * - * And I plead * 766 00:37:37,966 --> 00:37:40,677 - * And I plead and I pray * 767 00:37:40,719 --> 00:37:43,555 - * And I pray * - * And I plead * 768 00:37:43,596 --> 00:37:45,849 * And I pray * - * And I plead * 769 00:37:45,890 --> 00:37:48,643 - * And I plead and I pray * 770 00:37:48,685 --> 00:37:51,604 - * And I pray * - * And I plead * 771 00:37:51,646 --> 00:37:53,857 * And I pray * 772 00:37:53,898 --> 00:37:57,777 * And I plead and I pray * 773 00:37:57,819 --> 00:38:01,031 * And I plead and I pray * 774 00:38:01,072 --> 00:38:04,993 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 775 00:38:05,035 --> 00:38:09,039 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 776 00:38:09,080 --> 00:38:13,043 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 777 00:38:13,084 --> 00:38:17,422 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 778 00:38:17,464 --> 00:38:21,468 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 779 00:38:21,509 --> 00:38:25,597 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 780 00:38:25,638 --> 00:38:28,391 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege * - * And I plead * 781 00:38:28,433 --> 00:38:30,018 * And I pray * - * You say * 782 00:38:30,060 --> 00:38:31,686 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege * - * And I plead * 783 00:38:31,728 --> 00:38:33,730 - * Sacrilege, you say * 784 00:38:33,772 --> 00:38:38,026 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 785 00:38:38,068 --> 00:38:42,530 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 786 00:38:47,327 --> 00:38:50,455 [soft pensive music] 787 00:38:50,497 --> 00:38:57,462 * * 788 00:39:03,885 --> 00:39:06,096 - Damn. 789 00:39:06,137 --> 00:39:08,264 I thought your generation was supposed 790 00:39:08,306 --> 00:39:10,475 to have less trauma than mine. 791 00:39:10,517 --> 00:39:13,311 - Well, there is a trickle-down effect. 792 00:39:13,353 --> 00:39:15,313 [laughs] 793 00:39:15,355 --> 00:39:17,691 I didn't know you would be here tonight. 794 00:39:17,732 --> 00:39:19,859 I would've warned you about the engagement. 795 00:39:19,901 --> 00:39:21,444 I just-- - No, Shar, please. 796 00:39:21,486 --> 00:39:24,989 You don't--you don't owe me anything. 797 00:39:25,031 --> 00:39:26,324 I've known Ruthie half her life, 798 00:39:26,366 --> 00:39:28,118 and she is your partner 799 00:39:28,159 --> 00:39:29,536 and the mother of your children. 800 00:39:29,577 --> 00:39:31,746 And I am happy for the two of you. 801 00:39:31,788 --> 00:39:33,456 Seriously, congratulations. 802 00:39:33,498 --> 00:39:38,128 - Yeah. Ruthie's really tryin'. 803 00:39:38,169 --> 00:39:44,467 And for the first time it feels like our family has a chance. 804 00:39:44,509 --> 00:39:45,760 - Shar, truly... 805 00:39:47,762 --> 00:39:49,723 What happened the other night, that was a mistake. 806 00:39:49,764 --> 00:39:51,474 - [sighs] - And, uh, 807 00:39:51,516 --> 00:39:55,729 and we can put this behind us. 808 00:39:55,770 --> 00:39:58,648 We are too mature to-- 809 00:39:58,690 --> 00:40:05,530 * * 810 00:40:05,572 --> 00:40:07,157 - Mmm. [door clicks open] 811 00:40:07,198 --> 00:40:10,160 [tense music] 812 00:40:10,201 --> 00:40:16,541 * * 813 00:40:21,796 --> 00:40:23,214 - Mm, thanks. 814 00:40:23,256 --> 00:40:25,550 All right, um, is this enough? 815 00:40:25,592 --> 00:40:27,802 - Yeah, that's fine. - Okay. Thank you. 816 00:40:27,844 --> 00:40:30,180 - Y'all have a good night. - You too. Get home safe. 817 00:40:32,932 --> 00:40:34,100 [light music] 818 00:40:34,142 --> 00:40:36,436 [purrs] 819 00:40:36,478 --> 00:40:39,522 [laughs] 820 00:40:39,564 --> 00:40:41,066 [baby cries] 821 00:40:41,107 --> 00:40:42,317 - [groans] - [sighs] 822 00:40:42,359 --> 00:40:46,154 [laughs] Never a dull moment. 823 00:40:46,196 --> 00:40:49,574 * * 824 00:40:49,616 --> 00:40:52,118 - Hmm? 825 00:40:52,160 --> 00:40:53,745 What's that? - Hmm? 826 00:40:53,787 --> 00:40:56,915 - Is that like a new lip balm or something? 827 00:40:56,956 --> 00:40:58,958 Hey, no. 828 00:40:59,000 --> 00:41:01,419 It's delicious. [baby cries] 829 00:41:04,130 --> 00:41:06,383 I got this. 830 00:41:06,424 --> 00:41:09,636 [baby fussing, crying] 831 00:41:16,601 --> 00:41:19,062 - [sighs] 832 00:41:19,104 --> 00:41:26,236 * * 833 00:41:57,726 --> 00:41:59,978 [door slams] 834 00:42:00,020 --> 00:42:07,193 * * 835 00:42:13,366 --> 00:42:14,743 - Hey, Mom. 836 00:42:16,786 --> 00:42:20,749 - You were absolutely stunning tonight. 837 00:42:23,585 --> 00:42:25,754 - Thank you so much for coming. 838 00:42:25,795 --> 00:42:30,175 - I wouldn't have missed it for anything. 839 00:42:30,216 --> 00:42:31,718 - [laughs] 840 00:42:34,304 --> 00:42:36,848 - Wow. 841 00:42:36,890 --> 00:42:38,224 Hmm. 842 00:42:46,232 --> 00:42:49,194 - Are you gonna get in trouble at work? 843 00:42:49,235 --> 00:42:52,739 - No, because I quit. 844 00:42:54,699 --> 00:42:58,912 You are more important than this job. 845 00:43:01,247 --> 00:43:03,875 You're my baby. 846 00:43:03,917 --> 00:43:05,669 - Hmm. 847 00:43:07,337 --> 00:43:12,759 - I--I am so proud of you, Mingus. 848 00:43:12,801 --> 00:43:14,719 I just... 849 00:43:14,761 --> 00:43:20,558 I'm so happy you are doing drag again 850 00:43:20,600 --> 00:43:26,898 and that you found this amazing community. 851 00:43:28,274 --> 00:43:30,568 You just... 852 00:43:30,610 --> 00:43:33,405 you just really blow me away. 853 00:43:34,989 --> 00:43:37,575 You're doing so much better. I was-- 854 00:43:37,617 --> 00:43:39,994 I was really, really-- [laughs] 855 00:43:40,036 --> 00:43:42,622 I was worried that-- 856 00:43:42,664 --> 00:43:43,623 - Okay. 857 00:43:46,876 --> 00:43:48,420 - Mm? 858 00:43:48,461 --> 00:43:50,547 Huh? - I'm just... 859 00:43:55,218 --> 00:43:57,846 Mom. 860 00:43:57,887 --> 00:43:59,723 Uh... 861 00:44:04,144 --> 00:44:05,812 I fucked up. 862 00:44:08,148 --> 00:44:09,399 - Mingus. 863 00:44:09,441 --> 00:44:11,026 - [stifles sob] 864 00:44:11,067 --> 00:44:12,152 - Tell me. 865 00:44:12,193 --> 00:44:15,321 - [crying] 866 00:44:17,198 --> 00:44:19,993 - It's okay, honey. 867 00:44:20,035 --> 00:44:22,996 - Okay. Um... 868 00:44:31,838 --> 00:44:34,132 Don't freak out. 869 00:44:34,174 --> 00:44:35,508 - Oh. 870 00:44:35,550 --> 00:44:38,136 - [exhales heavily] 871 00:44:38,178 --> 00:44:39,721 Um... 872 00:44:41,723 --> 00:44:44,351 It's not the end of the world, 873 00:44:44,392 --> 00:44:48,688 and I'm already on meds, so... 874 00:44:53,902 --> 00:44:56,821 Mom, I, uh... 875 00:45:00,325 --> 00:45:03,995 I have HIV. 876 00:45:07,082 --> 00:45:09,334 I'm sorry. 877 00:45:09,376 --> 00:45:11,711 I'm--I'm so sorry. 878 00:45:11,753 --> 00:45:14,714 [crying] 879 00:45:16,091 --> 00:45:19,552 - [laughs] 880 00:45:19,594 --> 00:45:21,096 Ming-- [laughs] 881 00:45:21,137 --> 00:45:23,014 I can't... 882 00:45:23,056 --> 00:45:26,142 [laughing] 883 00:45:26,184 --> 00:45:27,977 - What? 884 00:45:28,019 --> 00:45:30,814 Mom. - I'm-- [laughs harder] 885 00:45:30,855 --> 00:45:31,773 - What is-- 886 00:45:31,815 --> 00:45:35,443 are you having a stroke or-- 887 00:45:35,485 --> 00:45:37,237 - [laughs] 888 00:45:37,278 --> 00:45:39,656 - Mom. - [clears throat] 889 00:45:39,698 --> 00:45:42,867 I--Mingus. [laughs] 890 00:45:42,909 --> 00:45:46,287 I thought you were gonna tell me you were dying. 891 00:45:46,329 --> 00:45:48,540 [soft sentimental music] 892 00:45:48,581 --> 00:45:50,917 - [cries] - Come here. 893 00:45:54,170 --> 00:45:57,048 - Oh. - [sobbing] 894 00:45:57,090 --> 00:45:59,759 - Honey. 895 00:45:59,801 --> 00:46:02,012 We're gonna get through this. 896 00:46:05,557 --> 00:46:07,100 You hear me? 897 00:46:07,142 --> 00:46:09,728 - Okay. 898 00:46:09,769 --> 00:46:11,855 - We're gonna get through it. 899 00:46:16,276 --> 00:46:18,403 - I love you. 900 00:46:18,445 --> 00:46:21,448 - I love you so much. 901 00:46:21,489 --> 00:46:23,033 - Hmm. 902 00:46:23,074 --> 00:46:26,077 - It's okay. 903 00:46:26,119 --> 00:46:29,039 [somber piano music] 904 00:46:29,080 --> 00:46:36,004 * * 905 00:46:45,847 --> 00:46:48,600 - Sorry, can you turn this off? 906 00:46:48,641 --> 00:46:52,437 - Mm, no, I love this song. 907 00:46:52,479 --> 00:46:56,399 So angsty. 908 00:46:56,441 --> 00:46:58,401 So where we going? 909 00:46:58,443 --> 00:47:00,779 - Manchester. - [groans] 910 00:47:00,820 --> 00:47:03,823 [in British accent] Canal Street is major, ya poof. 911 00:47:03,865 --> 00:47:05,325 - Please don't do that. It's bad enough 912 00:47:05,367 --> 00:47:08,036 I hallucinate talking to my dead best friend. 913 00:47:08,078 --> 00:47:09,496 - Aw. 914 00:47:09,537 --> 00:47:11,956 I'm still your best friend? 915 00:47:11,998 --> 00:47:14,334 - Barely. 916 00:47:14,376 --> 00:47:17,462 Do you realize how pissed I could be at you right now? 917 00:47:17,504 --> 00:47:19,547 You should've told me about Noah. 918 00:47:19,589 --> 00:47:22,467 - No, the truth would've hurt you, though. 919 00:47:22,509 --> 00:47:24,969 - Or it would've set me free. 920 00:47:25,011 --> 00:47:28,807 - So you're saying that even if the truth would've hurt you, 921 00:47:28,848 --> 00:47:31,476 you still would've wanted to hear it anyway? 922 00:47:31,518 --> 00:47:32,977 - Yes. 923 00:47:33,019 --> 00:47:35,855 That's what you do when you love someone. 924 00:47:35,897 --> 00:47:38,024 You tell 'em the truth. 925 00:47:38,066 --> 00:47:40,985 - So then take your own advice, 926 00:47:41,027 --> 00:47:42,987 you dumb faggot. 927 00:47:46,199 --> 00:47:49,244 - You mean with Ruthie? 928 00:47:49,285 --> 00:47:50,578 I can't tell her that. 929 00:47:50,620 --> 00:47:51,788 - Yes, you can. 930 00:47:51,830 --> 00:47:54,290 - No. It'll destroy everything. 931 00:47:54,332 --> 00:47:56,835 - Why did you move back in the first place, Brodie? 932 00:47:59,671 --> 00:48:02,882 Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. 933 00:48:05,135 --> 00:48:07,345 [tires screeching] 934 00:48:07,387 --> 00:48:08,471 We're here, bitch. 935 00:48:08,513 --> 00:48:15,603 * * 936 00:48:17,564 --> 00:48:20,650 Don't be scared, Brodie. 937 00:48:20,692 --> 00:48:22,610 It's the truth. 938 00:48:24,404 --> 00:48:25,613 - Fuck off. 939 00:48:25,655 --> 00:48:27,824 - Fuck you. 940 00:48:27,866 --> 00:48:30,785 [Caveboy's "Find Me"] 941 00:48:30,827 --> 00:48:33,747 [soft percussive music] 942 00:48:33,788 --> 00:48:40,920 * * 943 00:48:43,381 --> 00:48:46,051 - * What are you looking for? * 944 00:48:46,092 --> 00:48:48,636 * Just a little hunter * [knock at door] 945 00:48:48,678 --> 00:48:50,805 * Running through the dark * 946 00:48:50,847 --> 00:48:53,641 * While I'm putting in the work * 947 00:48:53,683 --> 00:48:55,852 * You know I give you more * 948 00:48:55,894 --> 00:48:58,355 * Why you trying to start a war? * 949 00:48:58,396 --> 00:49:01,274 * I'm right here if you need, pray on... * 950 00:49:01,316 --> 00:49:04,235 - Brodie? 951 00:49:04,277 --> 00:49:09,491 - * Does she make you feel like you don't want another? * 952 00:49:09,532 --> 00:49:10,700 * Remember when... * 953 00:49:10,742 --> 00:49:12,911 - I have to tell you something. 954 00:49:12,952 --> 00:49:14,329 - Oh, God. What's wrong? 955 00:49:14,371 --> 00:49:17,707 - * I don't know if we'll ever recover * 956 00:49:17,749 --> 00:49:21,086 - You have this family, and it's beautiful. 957 00:49:21,127 --> 00:49:25,465 And I've always wanted you to be happy. 958 00:49:25,507 --> 00:49:27,676 You know that, right? 959 00:49:27,717 --> 00:49:31,012 Like baseline, I just want you to be happy. 960 00:49:31,054 --> 00:49:33,682 - I know. 961 00:49:33,723 --> 00:49:35,684 - Look, and I know the two of us together, 962 00:49:35,725 --> 00:49:37,811 can be a lot. 963 00:49:39,312 --> 00:49:42,941 But I am never more myself than when I am with you. 964 00:49:42,982 --> 00:49:45,652 And I know you feel the same. 965 00:49:45,694 --> 00:49:47,487 - Brodie. 966 00:49:47,529 --> 00:49:50,240 what's going on? You're scaring me. 967 00:49:50,281 --> 00:49:52,117 - Maybe you're right. 968 00:49:52,158 --> 00:49:56,204 Maybe our friendship is over. 969 00:49:56,246 --> 00:49:57,997 But maybe... 970 00:50:00,375 --> 00:50:02,836 Maybe we were never meant to be friends. 971 00:50:07,590 --> 00:50:08,925 - I love you, Ruthie. 972 00:50:08,967 --> 00:50:11,177 - I know. - No. 973 00:50:14,514 --> 00:50:16,766 I want to be with you. 974 00:50:21,312 --> 00:50:24,190 I'm in love with you. 975 00:50:26,901 --> 00:50:28,820 Always have. 976 00:50:28,862 --> 00:50:31,531 - * Find me * 977 00:50:31,573 --> 00:50:36,036 * If you'd only go looking for something more * 978 00:50:36,077 --> 00:50:41,833 * You can find me * 979 00:50:41,875 --> 00:50:44,669 - What the fuck, Brodie? 980 00:50:44,711 --> 00:50:47,964 You're really going to do this to me? 981 00:50:53,678 --> 00:50:56,014 You're so fucking stupid. 982 00:50:56,056 --> 00:51:00,977 - * You can find me * 983 00:51:01,019 --> 00:51:05,774 * You can find me * 984 00:51:05,815 --> 00:51:10,862 * If you'd only go looking for something more * 985 00:51:10,904 --> 00:51:15,325 * You can find me * 986 00:51:15,367 --> 00:51:17,410 * Find me * 987 00:51:17,452 --> 00:51:19,954 [thunder booms] 988 00:51:19,996 --> 00:51:24,834 * Find me * 989 00:51:24,876 --> 00:51:28,338 * Find me * 990 00:51:28,380 --> 00:51:33,385 * Does she make you feel like you don't want another? * 991 00:51:33,426 --> 00:51:38,223 * Remember when we felt that in each other? * 992 00:51:38,264 --> 00:51:42,477 * Now I don't know if we'll ever recover * 993 00:51:42,519 --> 00:51:44,896 * We won't recover * 994 00:51:44,938 --> 00:51:50,068 * Well, you can find me * 995 00:51:50,110 --> 00:51:54,781 * You can find me * 996 00:51:54,823 --> 00:51:59,869 * If you'd only go looking for something more * 997 00:51:59,911 --> 00:52:03,123 * You can find me * 998 00:52:03,164 --> 00:52:07,460 * I don't know, I don't know, I don't know * 999 00:52:07,502 --> 00:52:11,923 * And I don't know if I'll ever recover * 1000 00:52:11,965 --> 00:52:14,342 * I won't recover *