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你該洗個澡了吧?

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過來,你好髒哦

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我還要幾個小時才會見到他

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路程開了很久

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查理想先回家放行李,安頓一下

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我好期待見他

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竟然已經過兩個月了

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對啊,我也一樣

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你還好嗎?

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不知道,這兩個月很難熬

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你有寫日記嗎?

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我還是覺得我不適合寫日記

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每個人都能寫日記,尼可拉斯

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有助於消化情緒

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我要是沒寫日記,一定會崩潰

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好啦,不用再次搬出那套大道理

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你試過了嗎?

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只要我試試看,你就不會再逼我嗎?

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好,我保證

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有句成語說:“苦盡甘來”

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(12月17日)

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我現在好像可以理解了

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{\an8}《戀愛修課》

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{\an8}第 4 集:旅程

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(九月)

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{\an8}查理在九月找了全科醫師看診

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是,星期四,9點45分

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是,很好,謝謝

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他說他討厭看醫生

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畢竟也沒人喜歡看醫生嘛

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尤其是為了這種問題

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這次看診一定還算順利

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因為他被轉介到進食障礙治療院

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但要等到一月才能第一次去那看診

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從此便開始每況愈下

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他的進食障礙越來越嚴重

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可以不要再逼我了嗎?

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查理,你有心事可以跟我們說

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我們只是擔心你

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那可以別再擔心嗎?

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我沒必要事事稟報

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然後他開始變得很易怒

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後來對我也絕口不提了

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他開始經常逃學

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(你今天也不上學嗎?愛你)

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彷彿人在陡峭下坡,身不由己

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讓他越來越難以承受

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對不起

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我不是故意的

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他還告訴我他曾經自殘

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沒關係

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我整天都覺得痛苦鬱悶

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對你和大家態度也很差,而...

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我討厭這種感覺

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對不起

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沒關係

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我還在網路上查到

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必須讓他們感到備受關心

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不要心存成見

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只做這些感覺還不夠

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但我大概也算努力了吧

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努力靜靜陪伴在旁

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我愛你

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- 查理,你太會玩這個遊戲了
- 搞什麼?

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- 不要,多莉
- 太讚了

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多莉

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看看這頭甩動美髮,那些瘋子...

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查理,不能這樣啦

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達西...

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天啊,是不是...

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他知道那種衝動毫無意義

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但又不知道該怎麼抑制

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(十月)

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我也不知道

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那只是一場意外

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我知道

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我覺得自己好蠢

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我懂,不是你的錯

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但我克制不住

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你覺得...

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該不該告訴你爸媽?

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(水仙診所)

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爸說我得自己決定

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你覺得會有幫助嗎?

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不覺得

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但去了就能暫時不用上學,所以囉

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別哭

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不然會害我一起哭

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我不一定忍得住

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在學校沒查理的陪伴感覺好怪

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他在那裡不准用手機
所以我連關心他都不行

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{\an8}(住院心理治療)

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{\an8}(住院治療是什麼感覺)

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{\an8}(我的心理病房恐怖故事)

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我盡量找事情忙

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或是分心,或是又忙又分心

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不過我做得不是很成功

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你覺得他還好嗎?嗯,我也是

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至少他不必等到一月

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說不定也交到朋友了

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對啊,應該吧

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阿賽,這遊戲你到底多常玩?

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查理去哪了?最近四次練習都沒來

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他...他暫時請病假

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靠,請這麼久的假,一定很嚴重

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對啊,他...狀況不太好

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- 真的假的?
- 他怎麼了?

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我不能...

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我不能說

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沒關係,兄弟

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對啊,我們挺你

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- 閃電集氣
- 你為什麼有劍?

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他來囉

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查理說可以把實情告訴我們的朋友

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他不希望他們去探病
但他們還是找到辦法表示支持

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這盒子真漂亮

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或許可以裝一些自我照護用品
像是口罩

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- 不錯哦
- 桌遊怎麼樣?

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送王牌遊戲好了

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你覺得有同志版的王牌遊戲嗎?

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我哪知道

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我幫他列個書單

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電影呢?他能用藍光播放機嗎?

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大概有吧

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藍光播放機是什麼?

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你不知道藍光是什麼?

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莎哈有跟你說
她要辦超大萬聖節派對嗎?

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有,伊莫珍一直傳情侶裝扮給我

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所以你會參加囉?

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還不確定

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出門放風一晚也不錯啊

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像我就很需要

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只是...感覺很怪

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因為沒他陪伴?

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對

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尼可拉斯!你要扮演我的肯才對啊

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我只找得到這套服裝

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可是我們說好了耶

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那我傳的照片算什麼?

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我在拍影片給查理
讓他知道我們多愛他

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你也說點話吧

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尼可拉斯尼爾森

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你有什麼話想對男友查理史普林說?

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查理,你好

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我愛你

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各位觀眾,這是你們首度聽到

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尼克尼爾森愛查理史普林

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好了啦,謝謝

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阿陶,這身兔子裝酷哦

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- 看也知道我在扮《怵目驚魂28天》
- 什麼?

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我們上週才看過耶

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沒有吧

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你又睡著了嗎?

154
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- 你又睡著了?我一定要教訓你
- 說不定哦

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每個人喝醉時都會亂親

156
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我有權體驗看看啊

157
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我交男友的時候就是這樣

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她卻毫無來由就生我的氣

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你來了

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不要...

161
00:10:04,800 --> 00:10:05,960
可以一起坐嗎?

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來吧

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{\an8}11月初,查理第一次從診所打給我

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{\an8}明年我就要你扮蜘蛛人參加

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你的漫威陰謀對我絕對無效

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即使我扮瑪莉珍也沒用嗎?

167
00:10:56,120 --> 00:10:57,560
演出上下顛倒吻戲?

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好吧,或許還是有轉圜餘地

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00:11:02,840 --> 00:11:04,640
話說,我有神經性厭食症和強迫症

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00:11:07,720 --> 00:11:10,640
{\an8}要聊這個話題實在沒辦法避免尷尬

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{\an8}似乎也還滿說得通的

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{\an8}聽到強迫症我有點意外,不過...

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{\an8}我腦中對食物有好多規矩

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{\an8}要是不遵守,感覺就會死掉

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00:11:29,880 --> 00:11:30,840
{\an8}對不起,我...

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00:11:31,640 --> 00:11:33,680
{\an8}我不得不強顏歡笑,不然就會哭

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{\an8}就算你有神經厭食症和強迫症

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{\an8}“對不起”依舊是禁語

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我現在不能靠心理病裝可憐嗎?

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不行,禁語規則對心理病患也適用

181
00:11:55,680 --> 00:11:58,400
一週後我和他家人去探望過他幾次

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我有點想每天都去,但...

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00:12:03,680 --> 00:12:04,840
他需要空間

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00:12:07,160 --> 00:12:08,000
幹嘛?

185
00:12:08,920 --> 00:12:09,760
沒事

186
00:12:12,440 --> 00:12:14,200
我還是不確定多莉喜不喜歡我

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- 歡迎回來
- 你好,幸會

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(查理)

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(同志王牌遊戲)

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我知道他沒有神奇地好轉

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00:13:02,000 --> 00:13:03,480
我知道治療不是那種奇蹟

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00:13:05,080 --> 00:13:07,160
也知道離開家裡是個風險

193
00:13:08,040 --> 00:13:09,480
住院有可能會很可怕

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00:13:10,240 --> 00:13:12,040
對某些人完全沒幫助

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00:13:22,240 --> 00:13:23,920
可以請你吻我嗎?

196
00:13:37,520 --> 00:13:39,920
也許只是我癡心妄想吧

197
00:13:39,920 --> 00:13:42,120
但老實說

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我覺得有幫助,真心不騙

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00:14:10,800 --> 00:14:14,600
(九月)

200
00:14:15,880 --> 00:14:18,080
從我上次提筆之後,發生了不少事

201
00:14:20,880 --> 00:14:23,360
這幾個月不是很順心

202
00:14:23,360 --> 00:14:25,760
你有過度運動嗎?

203
00:14:26,360 --> 00:14:27,200
沒有

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00:14:29,200 --> 00:14:30,480
會刻意催吐嗎?

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00:14:31,000 --> 00:14:31,840
不會

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00:14:32,360 --> 00:14:35,680
會時時刻刻都惦記著食物嗎?

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00:14:41,840 --> 00:14:44,280
是,我認為這個說法很準確

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00:14:45,920 --> 00:14:47,760
我認為很準確,查理,你說是吧?

209
00:14:52,280 --> 00:14:54,200
諮商師說我應該把這些事寫進日記

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(你今天也不上學嗎?愛你)

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{\an8}查理,我叫你三次了,下樓,起床

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00:15:16,240 --> 00:15:17,840
{\an8}查理,起床

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00:15:19,840 --> 00:15:21,280
可是很難啟齒

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00:15:31,000 --> 00:15:34,400
住院幾個月並不是我的計畫

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00:15:35,200 --> 00:15:37,720
但爸媽還負擔得起就該算我走運了

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00:15:38,760 --> 00:15:41,080
而且我去的診所還成功幫助了我

217
00:15:42,440 --> 00:15:43,840
我在網路上看到

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有人出院時甚至病情更惡化

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因為他們被狠狠糟蹋

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我沒被糟蹋

221
00:15:51,800 --> 00:15:52,640
我有蘇珊

222
00:15:52,640 --> 00:15:54,400
恐怕有鏡頭的東西都不能帶

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這是為了大家的安全和安康著想

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瞭解,但我要怎麼跟朋友聯絡?

225
00:16:01,720 --> 00:16:04,480
這個嘛,病房有電話

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講電話絕對好過在Snapchat私訊朋友

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或時下年輕人用的其他軟體也好

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起床,史普林同學,又是嶄新的一天

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我畫得好爛

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畢竟不是人人都有藝術天分嘛

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我也在這裡認識了傑夫

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你好,查理,我是傑夫

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我是你在這裡的諮商師

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要不要坐下來認識一下彼此?

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聊聊天嘛

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好

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我還是得做功課

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這其實讓我放心不少

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確保出院後不會落後大家

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你在讀什麼?

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化學

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我討厭化學,從來沒搞懂過

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我也是,完全一頭霧水

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我還認識了幾個好人

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大概不會是一輩子的朋友

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但至少不孤單

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我知道你辦得到,查理,加油

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我甚至可能有點不想好轉

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因為要努力改變感覺太辛苦了

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我辦不到

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我相信你辦得到

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我以為我能控制食物

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但其實恰好相反

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我隨時想打給尼克都可以

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但我心情還是很糟,不想害他擔心

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我連要說什麼都不知道

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“我討厭這裡,整天哭個不停”?

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我真心不明白

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有些人的進食障礙是為了維護形象

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減重、計算卡路里

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但在我看來

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你的進食障礙是跟執著與衝動有關

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必須在天時地利人和的狀況下進食

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查理,這個說法準確嗎?

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準確

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當那些執念變得特別強烈時

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會引發自殘的衝動?

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對

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好

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那我們來討論這點吧

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進食障礙的實際治療並不是非常有趣

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尼克真的很想跟你說話

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嗯,我...

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我也想跟他說話

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我最喜歡的就是他

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你的朋友都很煩,但我喜歡他

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如果我讓你打給男友,你願意發重誓

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以後不會再告訴我他有多棒

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害我覺得孤單寂寞冷嗎?

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我可能無法保證

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好吧,我盡力保護過自己了

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去打吧

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對不起,我...

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我不得不強顏歡笑,不然就會哭

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就算你有神經厭食症和強迫症

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“對不起”依舊是禁語

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我現在不能靠心理病裝可憐嗎?

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00:20:12,880 --> 00:20:16,120
不行,禁語規則對心理病患也適用

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掛電話前,可以幫我一個忙嗎?

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00:20:19,720 --> 00:20:20,680
當然可以

291
00:20:22,120 --> 00:20:23,760
可以查一下阿陶的號碼嗎?

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00:20:24,360 --> 00:20:25,480
我在做禮物要送你

293
00:20:25,480 --> 00:20:26,880
不必那麼客氣啦

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閉嘴,我就是要送

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00:20:28,280 --> 00:20:29,640
好吧,是什麼禮物?

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驚喜

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00:20:31,280 --> 00:20:32,520
那你幹嘛提?

298
00:20:32,520 --> 00:20:34,360
好啦,那我下次就不提了

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很抱歉沒先告訴你

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00:20:42,120 --> 00:20:45,240
我也說不上有給你機會

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00:20:45,240 --> 00:20:47,920
你在享受愛戀暑假,這又不是罪過

302
00:20:47,920 --> 00:20:50,040
可是我也愛你啊

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所以...

304
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可以問你過得還好嗎?

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00:20:56,040 --> 00:20:59,240
還是現在問這種問題爛透了?

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00:21:00,400 --> 00:21:02,280
確實是個爛問題

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00:21:03,280 --> 00:21:04,600
那裡很糟糕嗎?

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00:21:05,120 --> 00:21:07,600
不會,不糟糕

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00:21:09,440 --> 00:21:11,440
我待得很辛苦,很想回家

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00:21:12,040 --> 00:21:13,480
但來住院是個明智決定

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這樣我就感覺輕鬆多了

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00:21:16,280 --> 00:21:19,480
但不是說我的感覺有多重要啦

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很重要好嗎

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00:21:22,040 --> 00:21:23,600
我不喜歡你那麼...

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我卻不知情

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00:21:30,160 --> 00:21:31,240
我很擅長隱藏

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但我沒注意到

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完全沒發現

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可以請你說明
伊莫珍和莎哈發生什麼事嗎?

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因為尼克說得太投入
我搞不清楚到底是怎麼回事

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00:21:47,360 --> 00:21:51,000
天啊,好吧,伊莫珍整晚在猛灌烈酒

322
00:21:51,000 --> 00:21:53,400
乾掉一整瓶龍舌蘭

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00:21:53,920 --> 00:21:55,840
一整瓶,然後...

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他有一台老式攝影機

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拍了一部電影,或紀錄片

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我不太確定

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00:22:22,120 --> 00:22:23,480
我的興致都被勾起了

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00:22:26,680 --> 00:22:28,720
好,這是第四鏡次

329
00:22:30,560 --> 00:22:31,400
打板

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00:22:34,040 --> 00:22:36,600
你好,我叫許陶

331
00:22:36,600 --> 00:22:39,720
這部短片是要記錄朋友圈的日常生活

332
00:22:40,440 --> 00:22:44,200
不過這個朋友圈
目前缺了一位我們摯愛的朋友

333
00:22:45,720 --> 00:22:49,360
希望他看到這部影片
能感到自己從頭到尾都沒缺席

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因為就暗喻層面而言,他確實都在

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00:22:53,880 --> 00:22:55,440
阿陶,這說法根本沒道理

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00:22:55,960 --> 00:22:57,280
明明就有

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好吧

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00:22:59,320 --> 00:23:01,360
影片就此開始

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00:23:02,880 --> 00:23:06,600
查理,我讀了你推薦的
《阿基里斯之歌》

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我知道你說過結局很悲傷

341
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但我沒做好心理準備
結果哭了大約四個小時

342
00:23:11,600 --> 00:23:14,040
所以謝謝你囉,真的感激不盡

343
00:23:15,400 --> 00:23:20,240
我其實有點氣你,因為...

344
00:23:20,240 --> 00:23:21,840
因為我問過你好不好

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00:23:22,360 --> 00:23:24,040
看來你是當面對我撒謊了

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00:23:25,400 --> 00:23:26,600
我其實隱約知道

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00:23:27,960 --> 00:23:30,280
但那不是你的錯,查理
我知道,只是...

348
00:23:33,160 --> 00:23:36,280
但願等你回來之後
你不會再有必須欺騙我們的感覺

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因為你確實不必

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00:23:39,160 --> 00:23:40,480
我們永遠不會批判你

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00:23:43,080 --> 00:23:45,720
我們愛你,所以...嗯

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00:23:47,080 --> 00:23:48,080
嚇死我了

353
00:23:48,080 --> 00:23:51,160
艾薩克,我們去巡訪,你拿攝影機

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00:23:53,120 --> 00:23:57,240
新聞快報:芭比和德古拉在派對親熱

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00:23:58,080 --> 00:23:59,560
這是什麼狀況?

356
00:24:03,280 --> 00:24:04,560
笑死

357
00:24:04,560 --> 00:24:07,120
走...你只是在鬧著玩?

358
00:24:10,360 --> 00:24:12,160
卡,別拍了

359
00:24:12,160 --> 00:24:14,000
這有違我的紀錄片道德守則

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00:24:14,520 --> 00:24:16,000
- 糟糕
- 艾薩克

361
00:24:16,000 --> 00:24:19,480
我只是依你所願記錄現實而已
阿陶,這是你的夢想啊

362
00:24:19,480 --> 00:24:21,440
好吧,我們走

363
00:24:25,280 --> 00:24:27,720
等等...我想跟查理說話

364
00:24:28,400 --> 00:24:29,880
查理,你好

365
00:24:29,880 --> 00:24:34,640
我想跟你說
我在嘗試用“他們”當代名詞

366
00:24:34,640 --> 00:24:38,840
感覺很符合我的自覺
我也說不上來,但總覺得你會懂

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00:24:39,480 --> 00:24:40,520
- 他懂
- 對

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00:24:40,520 --> 00:24:42,240
- 真的嗎?
- 真的

369
00:24:42,240 --> 00:24:44,120
- 達西
- 抱一個

370
00:24:44,640 --> 00:24:45,840
一起過來抱抱

371
00:24:47,040 --> 00:24:48,400
我們都是一條心

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00:24:49,960 --> 00:24:51,320
告訴他

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00:24:52,760 --> 00:24:56,720
- 我在IG上貼了一幅新畫作
- 然後呢?...

374
00:24:56,720 --> 00:24:58,920
現在我有超過一萬名粉絲了

375
00:24:59,440 --> 00:25:01,600
我女友是知名藝術家

376
00:25:01,600 --> 00:25:03,400
一萬名哪有那麼多

377
00:25:03,400 --> 00:25:05,200
去找塔拉說說她新擔任級長的事

378
00:25:05,200 --> 00:25:06,160
對喔

379
00:25:06,160 --> 00:25:08,920
容我向您介紹希格斯的新級長

380
00:25:08,920 --> 00:25:11,920
- 阿陶,這又沒什麼大不了
- 這大到不能再大了好嗎

381
00:25:12,760 --> 00:25:15,920
我女友是世界第一聰明人

382
00:25:15,920 --> 00:25:19,000
她是級長,參加牛橋預備小組

383
00:25:19,000 --> 00:25:21,680
- 舞技一流,還會吹豎笛
- 達西,別說了

384
00:25:22,880 --> 00:25:24,360
阿陶,攝影機給我

385
00:25:25,120 --> 00:25:27,400
查理,不知道你那裡有沒有電話

386
00:25:27,920 --> 00:25:30,800
但他應該很想聽聽你的聲音

387
00:25:32,600 --> 00:25:35,080
- 好可愛,簡直...
- 你看,一模一樣

388
00:25:35,080 --> 00:25:37,040
不過它們是同一包

389
00:25:37,040 --> 00:25:38,480
你在哪個宇宙曾經...

390
00:25:38,480 --> 00:25:41,080
- 我不會做飯
- 你自己親手做麵條?

391
00:25:41,080 --> 00:25:42,600
老師,跟查理打聲招呼吧

392
00:25:44,000 --> 00:25:44,960
查理,你好

393
00:25:47,200 --> 00:25:48,040
查理,你好

394
00:25:48,040 --> 00:25:51,000
這裡有個空位在等你回來坐

395
00:25:53,040 --> 00:25:54,080
謝啦,阿陶

396
00:25:55,120 --> 00:25:56,120
再見,查理

397
00:25:57,320 --> 00:25:58,480
阿陶,你可以走了

398
00:25:58,480 --> 00:25:59,920
- 再見,阿陶
- 好

399
00:25:59,920 --> 00:26:02,680
我知道這幅看起來是為你畫的

400
00:26:02,680 --> 00:26:05,920
但如果完成品很棒,我就要自肥了

401
00:26:09,560 --> 00:26:10,760
查理,我好想你

402
00:26:12,080 --> 00:26:13,120
我愛你

403
00:26:16,280 --> 00:26:17,280
好...

404
00:26:19,200 --> 00:26:20,720
- 查理,你好
- 查理,你好

405
00:26:21,240 --> 00:26:24,240
這應該是影片尾聲了,應該吧

406
00:26:25,320 --> 00:26:28,200
總之,我們只是要說
等你回來,我們準備了很多計畫

407
00:26:28,200 --> 00:26:29,560
真的嗎?天啊

408
00:26:29,560 --> 00:26:30,480
真的啊

409
00:26:31,160 --> 00:26:33,000
也不是啦

410
00:26:33,000 --> 00:26:34,840
只是你可以好好期待,就這樣

411
00:26:34,840 --> 00:26:35,920
沒錯

412
00:26:36,520 --> 00:26:39,240
我們愛你,也很想你

413
00:26:40,360 --> 00:26:42,520
朋友圈少了你之後真的差很多

414
00:26:43,800 --> 00:26:46,280
但我們知道你正在做必要努力

415
00:26:46,280 --> 00:26:47,200
對

416
00:26:48,320 --> 00:26:50,920
但願這支影片能讓你感受到...

417
00:26:51,680 --> 00:26:52,800
關愛

418
00:26:52,800 --> 00:26:53,720
對

419
00:26:54,280 --> 00:26:56,280
雖然《阿基里斯之歌》
還是讓我很不爽你

420
00:26:56,800 --> 00:26:59,280
- 什麼東西?
- 跟看書有關,不用在意

421
00:26:59,280 --> 00:27:00,400
好

422
00:27:00,400 --> 00:27:01,680
尼可拉斯尼爾森

423
00:27:02,200 --> 00:27:04,840
你有什麼話想對男友查理史普林說?

424
00:27:10,600 --> 00:27:11,600
查理,你好

425
00:27:14,600 --> 00:27:15,600
我愛你

426
00:27:34,080 --> 00:27:36,960
住院並不會神奇治癒我的心理病

427
00:27:37,920 --> 00:27:38,920
我知道很可怕

428
00:27:40,000 --> 00:27:41,560
但你已經準備好了,查理

429
00:27:42,400 --> 00:27:45,560
只要你需要,我們可以每週諮商一次

430
00:27:47,360 --> 00:27:49,520
所以儘管外界很糟糕

431
00:27:50,520 --> 00:27:51,840
我還是會在這幫你

432
00:27:53,280 --> 00:27:55,000
但住院讓我脫離了谷底

433
00:28:01,800 --> 00:28:03,960
你一定會過得好好的

434
00:28:04,600 --> 00:28:05,600
謝謝

435
00:28:05,600 --> 00:28:07,520
記得要相信自己,好嗎?

436
00:28:09,600 --> 00:28:10,440
抱一個

437
00:28:12,800 --> 00:28:15,440
- 好,我要把你踢出去了
- 好

438
00:28:20,560 --> 00:28:21,400
準備好了嗎?

439
00:28:22,560 --> 00:28:23,720
好了

440
00:28:33,440 --> 00:28:36,640
也許我永遠無法恢復所謂的正常

441
00:28:37,160 --> 00:28:38,120
不過這也沒關係

442
00:28:39,680 --> 00:28:41,520
這趟旅程不會順風順水

443
00:28:43,840 --> 00:28:45,400
大概才剛啟程而已

444
00:28:54,760 --> 00:28:57,080
- 七點吃晚餐好嗎?
- 好

445
00:28:57,680 --> 00:29:01,040
飲食規劃你今天吃千層麵,可以嗎?

446
00:29:02,160 --> 00:29:03,000
可以

447
00:29:05,440 --> 00:29:06,280
媽

448
00:29:07,600 --> 00:29:08,440
什麼事?

449
00:29:09,720 --> 00:29:11,680
我有時間去跟尼克打招呼嗎?

450
00:29:12,200 --> 00:29:14,160
我一定會回來吃晚餐,我保證

451
00:29:15,840 --> 00:29:18,720
好,去吧

452
00:30:05,200 --> 00:30:08,600
(如果有人正受
進食障礙、心理病所苦)

453
00:30:08,600 --> 00:30:12,120
(或有自殘念頭,請到此網站求助)

454
00:30:57,800 --> 00:30:58,920
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