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[NARRATOR READING]
From the essay,"Circles"
by American philosopher Ralph Waldo Emerson.
RICHARD DOLAN: The more that we actually learn about the world we're in,
the greater, not the less, the greater the mysteries.
We're like in a circle, and everything that you know is inside that circle,
and the boundary of the circle is the boundary of the unknown.
And the more you learn, the larger that circle gets.
Guess what, so too the larger the boundary of the unknown.
The more you learn, the more conscience you are,
the greater the mystery has become.
The more you are actually are aware of not knowing.
MARC D'ANTONIO: Civilization's elsewhere,
burgeoning on planets that are young perhaps,
that have been around for just a few billion years like the Earth.
The Earth is actually quite young, in a sense.
It's been here 4.6 billion years,
but the universe is 13.8 billion years old.
Nine billion years happened before the Earth
was even formed, and before the sun was even made.
We see a sliding window of planetary formation.
Planets that are just forming now,
planets in maturity like our Earth,
and planets that have survived the death of their star.
That tells everyone that this has been going on
for billions of years, and continues to go on.
So, I expect that there's gonna be civilizations at all levels out there.
I know our science is not nearly
the science of say, an extraterritorial civilization
that's been here for nine billions years.
It won't be.
But our science has made some progress,
and we can see residual effects within our...
scientific purview...
of another advanced science that's affecting it,
and that's what we're looking for.
We looking for something that's kinda
adding this noise into our universe that we can detect
and that's where all this happens. This is where all this comes from.
There definitely enough corroborative information out there
to justify more research
into this story with a Harvard study,
not too long ago that made a lot of news.
Where they said Sleep Paralysis was the answer for this phenomenon.
What's interesting, I felt, was the amount of attention that story got.
And it got a lot.
Which indicates there are a lot of people interested
in the mechanisms of this phenomenon, why this happens.
We acknowledge the UFO problem as a real phenomenon.
There's something going on, so we have to ask ourselves who's behind it.
Is it the Russians? No.
Is it the American Secret Societies? Not entirely.
There's a component of otherness to this.
And when you get story after story of these abductions,
I don't think it's that impossible to believe, to be honest with you.
We often demonize experts
because they aren't kind of going where we want them to go.
That can happen, and I think that's dangerous.
It pushes them away, and it makes it "Us vs. Them"
And there's certainly room where we can all go together.
Because it's not important whether
there's something happening at the quantum level,
or whether DNA is being manipulated.
What's important is that the issue is addressed seriously,
and we all walk down the road of trying to discover what's going on together.
Really hope to inspire the next generation
to be curious, to want to explore,
but mostly to look for the answers for themselves.
To not always just accept what they're told.
To get out there and put boots on the ground, and explore life,
and ask the big questions, and then go after the answers.
When you open yourself to more, you always get more.
If you close yourself off to this creed and doctrine,
and this is the way it is, and I gotta do this,
then you know you're not gonna grow.
There is so much more to know than we know.
I don't care who you are,
and I wanna know everything. I don't care what it was.
If I think that aliens are one thing,
and they turn out to be totally different than that,
that's fine. I just wanna know the truth.
No matter what it takes.
I would say millions of people around the world.
The Roper Poll did a couple of surveys several years ago,
and they came out with 1 in 50 American adults,
that's just the United States,
that had experiences that could point to abduction.
We're just talking 1 in 50 in the United States.
A tremendous number of people in the world,
not only in the United States,
who are having these visits from extraterrestrial beings.
I've also concluded that there are many
different types of extraterrestrial beings
who are coming here to Earth and interacting with certain human beings.
It's a strange kind of scenario, right,
but there's been a number of these that have comes out through
researchers that have been dedicated to unpacking this.
So, I think that there's something happening here.
Some of these cases are believable.
As incredible as they seem, the individuals,
I guess I would say seem believable.
When you hear these stories from the most credible people
that aren't asking for anything, they just wanna tell you.
In today's world, it's extremely brave for someone
to make their story public in this arena.
Obviously this has caused an issue in their life,
and this taboo means that there's a lot of people going untreated
for something that's affecting their well-being.
And that's just wrong, because of this ridiculous
irrational taboo we have around the thought of aliens.
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NARRATOR: This film is not for everyone.
If you believe abduction stories are hoaxes,
and those telling them are liars,
it's definitely not for you.
But if you're open to the idea that we're not alone in the universe,
that alien hybridization programs are indeed a possibility,
that people just like you are used for reproductive experiments
against their will,
then you'll be intrigued by what April, Rob, Geraldine,
and several others experiencers have to share.
These are their stories.
Listen intently,
and try to imagine how you might react if you were in their shoes.
This is back in the '90s.
I can remember waking up at 3:00 a.m., going outside my bed
in through a field, across from the countryside,
and just start looking up at the sky.
And a piece of me was wondering "Where is that light?
"Where did that thing go?"
Spent many nights wondering, "What did I see? What was that?"
I remember my mom was compelled to talk about it.
Urged me,
"You wanna draw a picture of it? Do you wanna draw colors of it?"
The disc shape with all the different orange, green, red...
I'd draw 'em really brightly, and sometimes I'd draw like...
like a light shining down onto the house.
My family and I watch the fireworks with my wife, and I see a little
satellite up in the sky, like that.
I remember just telling everybody, "Hey, guys, look. A satellite."
Oh, yeah... Fireworks.
So, nothing. I think nothing of it.
Later that night, about 2:00 in the morning,
I see the satellite again,
but it's coming out from a different angle.
The next thing I know, that satellite is just over the neighbor's house.
Typical glowing disc shaped object,
and as we're walking like this, this ship is also going with us.
Right? Then we would stop, and it would stop.
We'd look away, and the ship would light up,
and we'd look at it, and it'll turn off.
For about ten minutes, it was doing that with us,
and the next thing, it's just...
Boom! It's gone. It's the satellite again.
And at that moment, I was like
this shit's real.
Three years ago, I wouldn't even imagine that I would be doing what I'm doing today.
Not even a little bit.
When I was abducted in 2013,
I didn't wanna tell anyone about that.
There was no way I would tell my extended family about it,
and I had to think ten times before telling my family about it.
Three months after my abduction, I met my partner that I was with, at that time.
I was busy with my career, and he wanted to a have a family.
The more I started to have other experiences, too, of abduction,
I couldn't talk to him about it, and then when we moved in together
at night time, things that would happen to me, and he couldn't handle it.
I started having the strange experiences in childhood.
Being part of adolescence, I was pretty much engaged in
what that brings into one's life.
I had an experience at four,
had an experience at fourteen and a half.
Then 17, 18, 19,
and when I was 27, I started to have sightings in broad daylight.
With neighbors, witnesses, co-workers, family, friends, colleagues.
The memories of being taken on the ship, being on the table,
and then having them distract me with some kind of other memory,
or some kind of screen image,
that's what I remember from the hypnosis sessions.
And they did it, time, after time, after time.
When I was seven, my mom had a nervous breakdown.
That's what they called it back then.
Manic depression, call it what you will.
But there was something always about it that was
not bio-chemical.
And I knew that.
Her mom had an issue,
her grandmother had an issue.
It seemed to be cyclic.
I wish I could say I knew what triggered it, I have suspicions.
But it never left me that there were aspects of her mania that, um,
panned out to be true.
Things that she said that she knew that were true.
As a kid, I'm sure it had a major effect on me,
but at the same time, I was still very much wanting to go outside
and play, and do the things that normal kids do.
[DISTORTED VOICE] I was up late, everybody else had gone to bed,
and I was sitting in a La-Z-Boy chair.
And I noticed to my right,
peeking around the corner at me from the dining room into the living room,
was what you would see as a typical gray alien.
Like you would see on TV or something.
It was peeking around the corner at me,
and the way he did his neck was so strange.
The way he held his neck.
I was petrified.
I normally would pray, when something...
I couldn't even think... I couldn't... It was just...
My brain did not know where to put that.
Even when I went to first go tell my husband
what I had seen, that very first time
I didn't have proof of that.
But I knew,
I knew what I had seen.
I know what's happened to me.
But I can't prove any of it.
I went in my room to go to bed. I was an office manager at the time.
I had a project due the next day.
I sat my alarm next to me. Sat on my bed,
and I thought, if I fall asleep right now,
I may get six and half hours of sleep.
I did a quick little, like, close my eyes meditation process sitting on my bed.
Just a real quick visualization process.
Calm myself down, deep breathing, so I could get to sleep right away.
I turned to turn off the light,
I look back at the clock, I just set the alarm,
'cause I wanna make sure I didn't forget to set it. It was obviously set.
I go to turn off the light, I look back at the clock,
just again, double-checking the alarm.
It was like two and half to three hours later.
And I was like, "Okay, what just happened?"
And I couldn't get an image outta my head
of three gray aliens standing next to the bed.
I was living in Manitou Springs, and I was
dating a woman named Gena.
We had a two bedroom apartment,
ground floor apartment.
It was late, we had gone to bed,
and I heard this blood-curdling scream.
And I woke up, and I rolled over and I looked at the clock
and it said 12:36 a.m.
And then, my girlfriend got up outta the bed,
didn't say anything, walked into the bathroom, didn't turn he light on,
shut the door, and I heard the toilet seat cover come up.
I heard her sit down, and I was facing the bathroom door, and I thought, "That's odd."
Then I felt really pulled back into, like,
really pulled back into sleep quickly.
The hair on the back of my neck stood up
and everything in me was in alarm, like,
danger, danger, danger.
And I opened my eyes and standing against the wall next to the
bathroom door was this little gray creature,
and it scared me really badly.
I had a lot of adrenaline go through my body,
and I tried to move, and I couldn't move.
And I struggled against that, and I tried to fight it.
I tried to fight it mentally, I tried to fight it physically,
and I would get to the point where I would literally panic and pass out again.
This went on for sometime.
I would say...
20 or 30 times of me waking up, not being able to move,
panicking, and passing out again.
Each time I do this, this gray being kept getting closer to the bed,
and as I was getting ahold of myself,
this time I came awake.
I opened my eyes, I looked right at it,
and I heard clearly this time.
"Be still. We aren't here to hurt you.
"We're only here to check on you."
As that was happening, I started to have these flashbacks.
A flash of being on a gurney, being moved down a hallway,
a flash of being in a bright lit room,
a flash of them being over me, leaning over my stomach
and it made me panic and pass out again.
And then when I woke up again,
this being was really close to the bed.
Really, really close.
And when I opened my eyes, I said, "Why are you doing this to me?"
And he just said,
"Be still." It was like this programmed response.
At some point, this horrific experience ended
where all at the same time
my girlfriend throws open the door, turns on the light,
is cursing about her legs being asleep.
Is trying to walk, trying to stand,
and I looked over at the clock,
and it was like four hours later.
Never left my room, I was sitting on my bed,
calmed myself down, turn off the light, and I go to sleep.
I go to work the next day, come home, dead tired,
and my roommate approaches me in the kitchen,
I'm making dinner that night, and says,
"What happened to you last night?"
After our discussion, she couldn't sleep.
She thought she heard a prowler downstairs.
We had a two-story town house.
She went downstairs, nobody there.
There was a gap under my bedroom door,
so she could clearly see that my light was on.
So she knocks on my door, at like 3:00 in the morning,
she knocks on my door.
No answer. She pounds on my door, no answer.
Now she's afraid that something has happened to me.
So she goes in my room, I'm not there.
She witnessed I was gone during my missing time.
She goes back, sits on her bed,
she sees a flash of light in the hallway,
she looks expecting to see me,
she sees a three-and-half-foot tall or four-foot gray alien.
Steps in the door of her room. She's fully conscious,
sitting in bed, it stares right at her.
She closed the door to my room,
it goes through my closed door, as if nothing's there.
So she's telling me that, and she goes
she had read what Whitley Strieber's
theCommunion prior to that, 'cause this is early '90s.
And she said,
"You know that book by that guy, that famous author,
do you think you might be having that go on?" And I said,
"I don't know."
NARRATOR: What's most intriguing about April, Rob, and Geraldine,
is the divergent journeys they've taken following their abduction experiences.
April's innocence and genuine wonder still abound,
despite what her nightmares were hiding.
Rob's search for answers continue
while he grapples with the obvious question,
"Why me?"
In Geraldine's experiences, as shocking as they are,
have encouraged her to be a conduit for awareness.
Well, outta the blue
I have this very vivid dream.
And this is one of the dreams that it was so powerful that I woke up.
And I had to write everything down in my dream.
Not only did I have to write things down,
I had to go to the bathroom, and physically look at my body.
And I remember
after I went to the bathroom and looked at my body,
I made very specific notes.
And then, the amazing thing is, the next morning
after this dream, very vivid dream,
I told my husband all about the dream.
And I said, "Look at my stomach."
I looked at my stomach
and there's evidence of something here.
There's evidence on my sheet that I slept in. A little tiny blood mark.
And my husband, he looked at me and said, "April,
"something else is going on here.
"These are not nightmares."
2009, I was 28 years old.
Uh, prime of my life,
and my stomach started hurting really bad, right?
I started getting really bad stomach cramps.
I couldn't keep food in me,
I wouldn't be throwing it up... it's just [EXHALES] in, out.
I went from 210 pounds to 115 pounds.
I was given a pretty much not a good diagnosis.
The doctors said that I was gonna end up dying,
and that I need to have a feeding tube put in me.
And they couldn't determine what it was.
They just knew that I was gonna die from this, uh, from this illness.
A ton of research and a string of encounters, that made me go, like,
"Oh, no." You know?
Best way to describe it is a pit,
dropping down into my stomach.
Oh, no. I might be
interacting or involved with this phenomenon.
I went to bed, everything was normal,
and exactly at 3:33 on the dot,
I wake up and there's such a bright light
and it just annoys me because the first thing I think,
"Who is that inconsiderate person shining this light?"
I go to my window and I'm looking through my blinds,
and I see the light even brighter.
I mean, so bright that my eyes hurt,
you know, I'm squinting.
And I'm trying to look behind and I'm like, "That can't be a car.
"What is that?" And I see metallic, and I see this ship.
Then I'm looking to this side, lights, and the ship.
And as I'm approaching this,
my body just paralyzed. Completely paralyzed.
And on the other side, there are these six tall shadows
that I'm seeing from this light emerging.
And I'm seeing them walk towards me.
This gray... It was a gray with these gigantic eyes
and I'm seeing the other five in front of me, the sixth is over here.
I'm getting pulled inside the ship, and I'm walking in with the beam next to me,
waves his hand and everything around me changes.
When I have an experience, I say,
"I'm coming into the awareness of the experience."
So, when I become aware that I'm having an experience,
it's like...
Poof! You go to bed, and then,
something's happening to me.
You would think dream, but it's not a dream because you have your five senses.
You can touch, you can, you can taste, you can smell,
you know, hear, and there's textures.
You can see the textures. Whereas in dreams
there's not so much texture in the dreams.
So, it'll be stuff like I'm standing in my pajamas that I've gone to bed in.
I'm in the pajamas I go to bed in, and I'm like in this metal dome.
There would be a platform on the ground, and this weird grated floor
but they'll be all these little tiny gray beings surrounding me
and they're all looking up and me.
How I now see abduction
is that it's realer than real life.
And it's almost as if a veil, a very delicate veil
is completely ripped open and you can't close it back up again.
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NARRATOR: As unreal as alien hybridization programs sound,
hundreds of thousand of people around the world
have reported extraordinary experiences.
Allowing researchers to identity a likely sequence of events.
The abductee witnesses a UFO,
is taken aboard a craft and undergoes physical and neurological procedures.
Ova or sperm is extracted following another abduction.
Alien genetics are introduced in vitro,
or through sexual contact with an extraterrestrial being.
Following another abduction, an embryo is implanted.
After carrying for up to four months, the woman is abducted again,
and the fetus removed.
A woman or man is abducted and shown their hybrid children.
Memories are implanted so the abductee doesn't recall the event.
KLOETZKE : One of the hardest things for me
to wrap my head around was getting into the field of
not only abductions, but a breeding program
that involved extraterrestrials.
And yet, there's case after case
that has probative evidence to support
the witnesses accounts. You can't ignore this anymore.
Some people have been taken. Men and women have been taken.
And some of them have been used for purposes of reproduction,
and it appears hybridization.
Blending with another species
is something that you would do if you wanna fit in and not be noticed.
Why would you do that?
If you're a conqueror, you'd just come and say, "Get out of the way,"
and you crush 'em and take over.
But if you wanna blend in, it means on of two things: It means,
either you're not strong enough to overpower and take them,
or you're desperate.
'Cause something's wrong with your world,
and so, you're trying to just find a new foothold.
A new purchase, a new island.
A new Easter Island for your species.
I think that could be some of what's involved.
It very well could be, but I would probably tend to
think they're more here to up-step us,
and bring us into another era.
I don't know that that is happening, personally.
However, I do think it's important for people to know
that there are many, many people who do believe this is occurring to them.
And for that reason, it does deserve to be taken seriously.
I think it's one of those irrational blind spots
that we have in society right now.
I just can't imagine not wanting,
you know, to do something, and yet they are laying on a table
and these odd machines are around them.
I think the fear or just what's next,
and, um, just their lack of
free will to get off the table and say, "No.
"I-I don't want to do this."
And that'd be okay.
From one side of our house, we could see a bright light.
We were very drawn to it,
and if you go to the next door room,
which is the living room, the light wasn't there.
So, being curious-natured,
and of course, I was, I would go back to the other room,
and say, "Oh my goodness, look at these lights."
"Look, Mom." So, my mom would come and see it.
She saw it,
and my sister saw it, and we were all just...
We were mesmerized.
These lights were going different colors. They were going...
Spinning faster and faster.
Soon, before we knew it, it was boom, right in front of our eyes.
My very first abduction
was in Fremont, when I was a child, five years old.
Living in an apartment just off Fremont Boulevard.
I always used to go into my mother's bedroom, which was facing a pool.
One day I went in the evening time.
My mother wasn't home but my father was distracted
and I just went in there by myself.
And as I'm looking outside the window, I'm seeing a light.
So when we went into the regression,
I'm seeing the light, and the next thing I know,
I'm five years old walking up inside of a ship.
And as I'm walking up inside of a ship,
they're making me sit on a dental chair
and I'm laying back,
and they are inserting inside of me,
in my uterus in the very back wall,
an implant to monitor the body.
My wife and I were staying in the motor home here,
and I hear in the back,
the back garage, to get into the garage,
something jiggling the door handle.
-Right? -[METALLIC CLINKING]
And I'm like, "Oh, shit! No, man. You guys..."
'Cause at this time I'm starting to realize that I'm being taken.
So, I'm staying up, uh,
to avoid being abducted, you know,
and just this intense fear,
and all of a sudden I hear something coming into the garage. I'm like...
"Shit, they're coming into the freakin' garage, man!"
Because everyone's sleeping, right?
It couldn't be anything else.
And you can hear the little footsteps going out into the garage,
tinkering around and shit inside the garage.
And I'm like, "Oh... I'm not going to sleep,"
but I am going to sleep, because there's something making me go to sleep.
So, I'm blacking out...
There's all the children in one room,
and I'm a child being brought into this room,
and I'm seeing all these children everywhere.
I'm being regressed as a child walking into this...
"Hey, what's happening here?"
I'm one of these children that's going to be inserted.
The children seem happy, and they're playing,
and they're enjoying themselves.
And then, when I look to my right,
I'm seeing this gigantic glass wall
and this mechanical arm moving things around
from one side to the other.
Now, in the regression, I'm being told
"Okay, well, look around and sense what's occurring."
And when I'm looking through the glass,
is that they are grabbing the children
and inserting through the rectum,
the implants.
Just like that, with a machine.
And, yes, they are bleeding.
And they put the children piled up, unconscious, in another corner.
This is happening one glass wall away.
Further, in the ship, you go to the other side,
and that's where they extract the babies as well from the women.
And I'm seeing the women that are being put
inside these hooks that open their legs up
and the children are being...
Somehow, they do something to induce the labor.
It's premature labor because they always want children fetuses.
They drop through this little cone.
It's like a slide almost,
and it slides down through this little hole
where it's dropped into these cases, just like we were talking earlier.
Those cases.
The next room, I'm seeing the tall grays
with the petri dish doing the DNA alterations.
Injecting the fetuses.
The entire operation, I guess it was a harvesting and hybridization ship
particular to this process.
NARRATOR: Barbara Lamb has regressed hundreds of people.
She hears common themes about the introduction of alien genetics.
That material taken from her
is mixed together with human sperm,
and mixed with the genetic material,
the reproductive material of the extraterrestrials.
So, a new little embryo is created by them.
The next regression goes to when I'm about 15, 16 years old.
As I'm walking onto this ship, everything is black all around me,
and I see a chair, another chair in front of me
that looks like a, you know, like a gynecologist's chair.
Examination chair basically.
So, I'm being made to sit on there,
and they're inserting this gigantic tube inside of my body.
And they began the insemination process.
So the liquid that they're putting within you is freezing.
And I just remember that if you could just visualize, I guess, putting an ice cube
inside of your body, you know,
I mean, it's just horrible.
When I was regressed, what I remember is the pain.
The pain, you tap into the pain sensation of what happened physically,
because your body is releasing information basically.
Now another way that humans are
experiencing the reproduction program
is to actually have a sexual relationship.
A sexual contact with one of the extraterritorial beings.
So, I have regressed certain women
who've had, uh, sexual intercourse
with male extraterrestrials.
Particularly with a reptilian species.
I know of at least
five times I was abducted for reproduction.
They took me out of an environment basically. I was at a party,
and I met this beautiful looking man,
and, um...
I don't know what happened, but I think he basically drugged me or something,
and in the regression, I'm seeing that he is numbing me.
The only thing I remember in waking time is seeing his face and his eyes.
'Cause I remember meeting this person
but I don't remember being with him
in the way that the regression brought it out.
What I'm opening my eyes to is seeing his face directly in front of me
and he is, uh, inside of me,
and I'm seeing his very cold, expressionless face
directly in front of me.
He gets up, and he walks out.
And I can feel that I had been inseminated.
Light skin, blue eyes, dark brown hair,
very, very tall. Very tall. Uh, Like basketball player tall.
And, uh, slender,
you know, perfect body.
Very, very perfect body.
Handsome. Handsome man basically.
But the second part is that I'm now looking who this man is.
And apparently it's a screen image
of the reptilians that were working there, in that time.
And it's actually not a real man. It's just a screen image, illusion.
So, basically what that means is that for some women, or men,
when they are gathering eggs or trying to inseminate,
they create these images.
These screen images or experiences like holographic realities
to make it look like you're experiencing something, but you're not.
Something that they would pull from my subconscious mind
that would look like an ideal image of what a beautiful man
or an attractive man would be to me.
I'm in and out of consciousness while this is happening
but I can see clearly him
getting up outta the bed, not looking back, not talking, nothing.
He is just leaving the room, marching out of the room.
Like a zombie basically. Like a robot.
And I am sitting there on the bed,
and, um, I remember feeling cold again.
That cold sensation.
And then the woman is taken another time,
and then that little embryo already formed
as a mixture, a hybridized mixture
is implanted in the womb of the woman
and she will gestate that little embryo for a while.
Usually a month and a half or two months or maybe a bit more.
One time I had, it looked like a burn.
A triangle burn next to my belly button.
With a very long needle through the belly button,
would probe around in the abdominal area
until they found the uterus. Then they would into the uterus,
and they would find the fetus with that instrument,
and they would have some little thing that could
capture it and pull it back out.
They have this prong, like a three...
I believe it was a three finger prong,
and they bring it inside of the body.
It holds onto the fetus and pulls out.
It just happens quick. It's so fast.
That's another thing that's really incredible.
They pull it out, they clip it, they hook it up,
and they put it in. Just like that.
NARRATOR: The hybridization program Rob was exposed to was slightly different.
He was not subjected to reproductive experiments.
I don't remember exactly the day.
I just... The experience itself had
a dramatic impact on me,
and I remember just coming into an experience. Right?
Becoming aware that I'm having an experience,
you know, textures and everything,
and I was in, like, this underground facility.
The same kind of grating almost on the ground and some dirt.
But lights going down, like a stereotypical
rock underground facility, right?
I'm walking with this being down the hallway
and there's other beings walking,
just kinda looks like him, but not quite,
going this way.
Something felt wrong right here.
Right in my gut. A tightness.
Something's off here. I couldn't quite put my finger on it.
And when a being would walk by me like this,
it would kinda like look at me.
If you're walking by, it would just, like,
you know, but with this look of malice.
I felt malice from it.
What I was looking at was
a technology.
An overlay of a human on top of it.
So the image that they're projecting is of these tall white Nordic beings, right?
But when I walked by, it was like a digital distortion
in the holographic image,
and I can see that there was a lizard face behind that holographic image.
INTERVIEWER: They were wearing the face that they wanted you to see.
That they want everyone to see.
Not just me. This is their look.
So, they take me to the next room, and it's as far as I can see down there.
Like this hallway, and there's rows upon rows
of these glass tube like things.
There was this blue liquid inside,
and beings inside of these tubes
that looked like a tall white zeta.
It was basically all these beings, and they said
"Oh, here's our cloning chambers."
Like, cloning chambers?
I don't like that, either. That's not cool.
I've had an experience where I woke up and I was inside of the tube.
And I look down, you know, and I'm in this blue liquid, and I'm going, "Wait..."
I see my hands, and my hands are these long fingers
white skin, and I'm like, "Is this me?"
And I'm all, "Oh, shit!
"This is me, I'm wiggling my fingers. Oh, shit. This is me."
And I look out, and there's all these beings going,
"Oh, shit!" And they're all scrambling around,
and black out.
So, there's something there.
These beings are abducting people,
removing their consciousness just like my consciousness was removed from my body.
I believe they're removing consciousness from abductees,
and that's the power source,
like these are the V8 engines they're putting in these cars.
Of course, they are gonna feel benevolent,
because they've got the consciousness...
Mrs. Jensen doesn't realize that when she goes to sleep at night,
her consciousness is powering a clone, to do God knows what.
NARRATOR: While the experiences are alarming,
the effort to wipe or hide the memory is just as disturbing.
But through regression therapy, most abductees uncover the truth.
Whatever kind of ET you're with,
they'll lean over and look at you right in the face.
They would look at me with their eyes,
and they would telepathically speak to me and they would tell me,
"You will not remember this.
"You will not remember this."
And they will switch from looking at me,
to looking down at my lower body,
and I would feel a cold scalpel
slice, with no pain.
And they would look back at me with their eyes,
and I would directly have to look in their eyes, and they would...
They would tell me to look in their eyes and focus.
They were calm messages, calm voices.
GERALDINE: I remember those eyes.
Those eyes that you just can't forget.
It was like glass.
And it was cold.
Cold, empty stare.
Literally like a robot. Like AI.
"You will be just fine. You will be just fine."
And the word "baby-conception" of course.
I remember hearing that. Not only did I write it down,
I heard it telepathically.
When they're showing you these things, they're controlling your thoughts.
They're controlling what you're seeing in your mind.
And I don't like that.
I think I get the feeling that
they just want me to just go with it, and go, "Oh, okay, okay."
But I fight it, and it's hard to describe.
But you can feel that they're frustrated with you.
This program is a part of the reptilian program.
A much darker program.
Darker from our concept of negative.
And what they are inserting in you
is a much lower vibration entity.
And the reason why they create these screen images,
and they go through all this trouble of doing this,
is because what happens with sexual energy
is when a union is created
the amount of energy that is created from that union
is an energetic signature that is ingrained into the hybrid being.
From the moment of conception, or contact, literally,
that unification of that energy,
is imprinted within the subconscious mind
and the vibration of the being.
And that's going to designate the vibration in the subconscious mind
of this, whoever they're creating throughout their entire life.
That's when you start to understand the power of sex
and the difference between something done through love,
and something done through some painful situation.
That's why they go through the trouble of creating this
screen image of a man, whatever.
What he looks like, it doesn't matter.
They just pull out from your subconscious mind
what may seem they think is gonna be appealing to you.
Sorry, guys, not all ETs are good, you know?
Just like here on Earth, we have bad people, we have good people.
It's the same thing.
It's just everything is a fractal of the whole.
You get smaller and smaller down,
it's the same thing as the big things. So, you have
good people, you have bad people.
People with agendas out to do whatever.
It's the same thing up there. Same thing.
I mean, look, human beings for 10,000 plus years
have taken animals in the wild and bred them.
And thereby changing them. That's how we created all the species of dogs.
That exists from wolves.
Cattle are totally different from where they were 1,000 years ago. Sheep...
Sheep in the wild are aggressive and tough.
Not the way we breed them.
We change all of these animals.
And, so now, can we be bred into something different?
The answer is, absolutely. Of course, we can.
We're doing it to ourselves now,
but the real question to ask is,
has someone else come, taken us, and added a different mixture?
[NARRATOR READING]
Abduction experiences that involve sexual reproduction are harrowing enough,
but the emotional and psychological challenges
only intensify with what comes next.
Well, we were very excited because we had one daughter. Very blessed,
and changed our world of happiness. We realized
we wanna share this happiness with a sibling.
SIERRA: I called a friend of mine
out of this woman's spiritual group in Manitou Springs.
I said please come over, I need some help. Something crazy happened last night.
She looks me up and down, she tilts her head, and she goes, "Sierra,
"are you pregnant?"
So, I told her everything.
And she's like "Mmm-hmm. Okay. Yeah, makes sense."
I'm like would you please just tell me what's happening.
And that's when she broke down the whole zeta hybridization program.
In detail.
And I just sat there shaking my head going, "This is a bunch of nonsense."
I'm not bisexual. I don't have relationships with men.
So, it's like, how am I pregnant?
When we have the reports from the witnesses
that have an alternative lifestyle, such as lesbianism
that have never had sexual relations with a man,
who is now pregnant.
What do you do with that?
We formed a plan. I said I wanted to keep the baby.
It was nobody's right to impregnate me, and use me as a laboratory rat.
I wanted to keep the baby.
They had me move out of my girlfriend's house,
and I would go and stay with each one of these women.
And then, they would tell me when I would move.
So, it was like this whole cloak and dagger thing that we did.
Knowing that I was pregnant four months.
I could have been pregnant a bit longer before then.
I was starting to show,
and all the women were telling me what to do, taking care of me.
And my girlfriend and I started having a lot of riffs.
I really think even though she's such a believer,
when confronted with it,
I think ultimately she thought I slept with a guy and got pregnant.
Last, like, big argument that we had,
she's like, "Sierra, this is a real baby. You need to go to a doctor."
I've always been very careful with my partners,
and we've always been very conscious about
having the right time to start a family.
The times that I would become pregnant was very...
We couldn't understand how that could have happened.
Okay. Number one.
Number two, um, it would always end in a miscarriage.
Yeah, I could conceive, but I never kept it.
I would have indications of pregnancy, heightened sense of smell,
sensitivity, things like that.
And then, I would have a slightly heavy period, and gone.
I don't even think I knew that I was pregnant on a few occasions,
until I had a very late period.
I went and checked, and, "Oh, my gosh, I'm pregnant."
And then, I had a miscarriage. I was like "Oh, okay."
It was an emotional rollercoaster because sometimes I would get excited
and I would be like, "Oh, my gosh, I'm pregnant!" We didn't expect it.
Well, you know, let's just make the best of it, and we'll just make it work.
Some months I would miss the cycle,
and then three months would pass, and I wouldn't have my cycle.
And then, I would think that I was pregnant,
but there was no way. I didn't have a partner or anything.
One month, all the way up to three months. I mean,
let my body clear out, and try again in two more months.
It began to be feeling like it was
gonna be another let down. Why are we trying again?
Very emotional.
When I started to have the miscarriages is November,
I went to UCLA, because I didn't want to.
I would have a miscarriage, just like a normal miscarriage.
Then other times I would go in for my appointment
and there would just be no baby.
It would just be... The doctor would say,
"Your body must have absorbed it."
Medical doctors, medical science would say the same thing.
You had a miscarriage and your body absorbed that, uh, that child, that being.
I don't feel comfortable arguing with medical doctors about this.
They know a lot more about this than I would know.
But I have spoken with women, who have had such a situation happen.
And what's interesting about some of them is that
they have also had what any normal person would say,
"That's a UFO experience." That's a alien abduction experience.
In other worlds, some of these people in addition to having a missing fetus,
have also had memories, clear memories of abductions by non-human beings.
After my first menstrual cycle,
that's when they started to
uh, pick me up and do more things with me, as far as reproduction.
I had two children already. My son and my daughter,
and I didn't wanna have more,
so I went to the doctor, I said I wanna get a tuba ligation.
We made the appointment, I went in to get it done,
and they did it in the office under local anesthesia.
But while he was in there doing the tubal
he said, "You know, your abdominal cavity
"is full of adhesions. Have you had any other procedures?"
Every time I would go to the doctor, he'll be like,
"You're fine, you're fine. There's nothing wrong."
And then they found cysts...
Little cysts. That seems to be very common with women that do this.
They've had sonograms and pregnancy tests that show this.
Clearly they're pregnant.
And then they report literally overnight, they're not.
They knew something was different, they knew something was wrong,
they go to the doctor and there's not a sign they were ever even pregnant.
It was probably about a week, week-and-a-half later,
I sat straight up in bed and I screamed.
And my stomach was flat, and I was like...
"It's gone. The baby's not there anymore."
When a woman is pregnant, many times
the alien beings will abduct her and manipulate the fetus in utero.
I would say about 16 of those are done through, like,
in my uterus. Like, actually insemination.
Can that happen? We know. We do in vitro fertilization. We do, you know...
We have surrogates who can carry a baby to term for others.
We have that kind of monkeying around within our genetic code now.
We know it can be done.
There have been very few doctors that I've talked to
who have been willing to do much in the way of examination in these manners.
And it is difficult, 'cause it costs money.
Of course, equipment and labs and all of that is expensive.
They did an ultrasound and what the lab tech said,
and understand this was kind of said under his breath.
He said, "Well, that's interesting. It's something I've never seen before."
And I said, "What's that?"
And he said, "A perfectly intact egg sac without an egg."
I was told that I had endometriosis,
which I just attributed,
you know, the miscarriages to that.
But again, I was young.
I just took the word of the doctor
and didn't question it too much to be honest with you.
I couldn't connect the dots.
And my doctors I went to, you know,
a lot of them would be like, "Take it easy.
"It's supposed to be a relaxing period.
"You need to go ahead and learn to have a stress free weekend, you know."
A lot of it was associated with stress.
But I didn't feel stressed out.
They always wanna do testing on your hormones.
"Are you sleeping okay?"
"His stress level, what's going on in his world?"
"Is your career very demanding?"
A lot of factors.
After probably the fifth miscarriage,
we began to get a little bit antsy and emotional about it.
It was taking a toll on me, my body.
It's painful. It's very painful.
And they're not gentle, obviously.
Because they don't think what they're doing is wrong.
They also don't have the same scale of emotions
and sentiments that we have. It's very different.
There's a number of these cases.
I personally believe
this is one reason I believe that there's a hybridization program.
Because of this fact, this factor.
My personal experience I would put it in the hundreds
of reports that I'm either aware of, or have been personally involved in.
These are more common than most people realize.
And when you have a number of these witnesses remembering this,
I'm... Absolutely, I pay attention to that.
I think that this is something that's going on.
This is so difficult for not only the female abductee,
but if they're in a relationship
where a woman like April will have several miscarriages.
And then, she'll finally be able to get pregnant.
I thought I got the flu.
And at that time I did not know that we had became pregnant.
That night was more of a... An awe moment
of this is the reason why you woke up with blood on your stomach.
This is the reason why you woke up
writing down, "Baby conceived."
It was a moment of clarity
of this being helped you create
something to come.
We've noticed that most of the abductees
are in a certain age group.
Everyone that I know of, their children are gifted children.
They're all very bright kids for some reason.
I don't know why, but the best way to change a civilization
is to start with the children.
NARRATOR: And April truly believes she was a beneficiary of alien intervention.
They did yield my son. Absolutely.
Without any doubt.
It's unexplainable, but probably six weeks after that dream,
that it was confirmed it was a pregnancy.
We didn't wanna say too much. We didn't wanna get our hopes up.
That was the biggest thing, not getting your hopes up.
But did it bother us that we both knew
that we had had an encounter
with something that was
not of human race that helped us genetically have a baby?
We were so excited.
It didn't faze us.
The pregnancy itself was very, very different.
Not only for me carrying him as a mother,
even for the doctors, the blood work was very different.
It evolved all through the nine months,
and we were both okay.
NARRATOR: Unlike April, most experiencers involved in hybrid programs,
don't have Earth-bound children,
yet they remain connected.
Some of them have talked repeatedly actually.
There have been a number of cases of women
claiming to remember being taken aboard a craft
and being presented with an infant that they were told was theirs.
Some people have many hybrid children.
Just last night I regressed a man who had discovered
he had 336 hybrid children.
The number 17 sticks in my mind. Which is a lot.
But I think that not many of them grew up.
I think most of them died in infancy.
I have 24 hybrid children. And it's a lengthy process.
The whole process of insemination, of having the children,
and many other implants that happened in between
in order to facilitate the program.
Sometimes they're taken
when the hybrid children are more in their childhood years,
or even older.
And as I'm brought back into ship, he shows me again another box.
The box has eight little lights.
Eight little lights.
They zoom up in front of me, all around me, and then they expand.
And the first thing I see is this little boy.
Strange, blond, curly hair.
These magnificent giant eyes.
Eyes that we don't have on this planet. Complex eyes. Deep eyes.
And very frail, thin skin.
Thin structure to the body. Beautiful.
And as I'm looking at this child,
it's this feeling of love that comes over me.
And I understand. I see myself in the child.
With this beautiful eyes, this face and everything.
As this child comes closer to me,
it's this immediate knowing that, that is a product of myself.
Because I can see myself in the child.
And I'm overcome with this feeling of motherhood.
One night I went to bed,
and I woke up in a cave.
I can feel the cold, damp feeling on my feet.
It's lit up with light, but I can't see the source of the light.
And there's a gray there with a little girl.
And she didn't look right.
She was pale and she had...
Her hair was stringy and kind of a dirty blond color.
She has a nose,
but it's small.
She had huge blue eyes.
And I can't take my eyes off of her face,
because I'm trying to see me in her and I don't.
And he brought her to me and he said, "She's yours."
Which threw me, because
I can barely accept this.
This sounds insane, I realize,
but I was shocked.
I didn't question whether he was telling me the truth or not.
Which I find strange now,
but I knew he was telling me the truth.
And he walked her up to me
and told me to mother her.
And I took it to mean show her affection.
She never once opened her mouth. She never spoke verbally.
I could tell something was wrong.
And I don't know whether it's just...
I don't know what it was. I don't know if she was sick.
I don't know if she just needed to learn about affection.
I don't know what it was, but something wasn't right.
Like, she was emanating her feelings
about me very strongly.
"Don't come near me. I don't want anything to do with you."
But I also noticed she was obedient to the gray.
She never showed any expression on her face.
She stared at me and just telepathically let me know,
"I don't want anything to do with you."
And so, since it wasn't going the way that the gray wanted it to go,
I was taken back home.
And I've never seen her since.
And I don't know if...
[VOICE SHAKING] Do they lie?
You know? Is it a lie?
Is it possible that that wasn't mine?
You know, I don't know.
And if so, why would God allow that?
It's just hard, you know. You don't know what happened.
LESLIE: And then they explained to me,
"We've done this before, we're gonna do this again."
And I go, what do you mean they've done this before?
And then they bring this little girl in the room.
She looked to me to be roughly four or five years old.
She had very thin blond hair.
Like parted in the middle, long to about shoulder-length.
Kind of scraggly. Very thin blond hair.
And 'cause I looked right at her,
just like I'm looking at you, and then I went,
like, I don't want to look like I'm staring.
And they immediately took her out of the room
and they took her past me out,
'cause I'm just inside the doorway, they took her past me out the door.
I kind of stepped back into the hallway.
They take her down the hallway
and I go... Uh... Uh...
And I was like frozen. I mean, not...
They didn't do anything to me, I was just in shock.
And I wanted to say, "Wait, bring her back."
Ever since then, I had extreme guilt
that I turned away from my own child.
NARRATOR: A few decades later, Melinda had a chance to redeem herself.
Walking in like as if there was a hallway or something out there
in this door are these grays and then, with them is this adult hybrid.
And they have her stand there.
And I looked at her, and I'm like, "Whoa!"
Now, bizarre looking, but beautiful.
Very thin blond hair, big forehead, little chin.
Would not pass for human,
but yet human enough.
And I remember thinking, "Is this her?"
And then the grays right next to me went to introduce her,
like, "This is..." kind of a thing.
And they were like, "Oh!"
Whether it was the look on my face, or... It's all telepathy with them anyways.
They were like, "Oh, you know who this is?"
I said out loud to her, "I'm sorry."
I said, "I love you."
Sorry. [CHUCKLES]
I didn't think this would be happening. Sorry.
I thought... [CHUCKLING SOFTLY]
Sorry. Just emotional. Sorry.
I just... I said to her...
I mean, I had this moment to
apologize from all those years from
25 years of, 24 years of saying I turned away.
[NARRATOR READING]
Common things that you see when you're listening to some of these stories
is the sincerity and the love that they had already
that is, um, now taken.
There is a loss.
Sometimes people claim that they carried a baby to term
and then the baby disappeared
seemed to be people with emotional problems at times.
But, if that really happened,
wouldn't someone be experiencing emotional problems?
That shouldn't disqualify us from looking into these sort of things.
Especially if there is any physical evidence.
Certainly if you're talking about something that is seen as taboo or fringe,
then they're unfortunately not gonna be as forthcoming to help people.
First is you've had the experience.
"Am I losing my mind? What is going on?"
"Could this really be happening? What happened to me?"
Getting over the fear to allow yourself to remember.
And the trauma of the loneliness, the separation,
the feeling like you can't talk to anyone.
I mean, you're like traumatized twice.
Emotionally, physically, and to just make sense of it all.
'Cause, at this point, my life is utter chaos.
I was petrified.
Petrified, in fear.
I tried to scream. I tried to yell out for my husband.
I don't know how long I've sat there frozen.
'Cause it-it looked at me, and then it-it leaned back.
And I was scared it was right behind that wall,
and I had to go walk right past it to get to my bedroom where my husband was.
I wasn't ashamed or embarrassed. I was just too
emotionally shocked by the visions,
by the clarity of the things that
not only did I see, but I felt like they were happening again.
Now that I know that the being was
um, an aggressive being,
that it was more of a rape.
I couldn't even talk about it with him.
I had to wait a few days to let him hear the audio,
'cause I couldn't talk about it.
You want to do everything you possibly can to shove it in a box, to explain it away.
To make yourself feel better that
without your knowledge, nor your permission
somebody has used your body and your DNA
for their benefit, for their agenda.
All of this is happening without their agreement,
without their permission.
And this is a very important aspect of the whole phenomenon.
They knew that I wasn't gonna remember,
because they were gonna work me over with drugs,
and rape, and...
And...
Just a lot of really, uh, difficult things.
You know, really terrifying things.
INTERVIEWER: You mentioned the word "rape."
-That's a very powerful word. -Yeah.
-Is that really what you felt? -Oh, yeah.
Absolutely. Being held down, you have this non-human in your face,
it had claws and it hurt.
It was definitely something that was not wanted or willed for.
They were each physical. They were all different.
Um...
Sometimes in a sterile setting like an OR.
And then unfortunately, there was times of, I guess you would say
it was more of a... Um...
very public...
Uh, I would call it a rape again, where there was humans.
I could see human faces along with different species of
aliens or others.
They were all in a big circle and watching
very silently.
There was different settings, different times.
I've since really delved into that
to try to figure out why do they have people watching.
I think it was to increase the level of trauma for me.
And, uh...
And I think some of the people there watching
didn't want to be there watching.
But they may have been scientists working on things
and they may have been forced to watch that
to know what would happen to their wives or their daughters
if they ever talked about what they were working on.
The weird thing is I couldn't close my eyes.
It was having to physically have your eyes open,
see this being,
um...
feel it, hear it, smell it.
Very, very real.
Unfortunately, part of this process also left me with fear.
Fear of rejection, fear of ridicule.
Um... Fear of judgment.
But through the process it was
my own judgement that caused probably the most chaos in my life.
But the initial reaction is often one of trauma.
Because you're dealing with the unknown.
You can be afraid of it. You can be uncertain and have self-doubt.
And you might realize you're having post-traumatic stress disorder.
SMITH: PTSD is all the same symptoms.
When we all suffer a trauma, we suffer the same symptoms.
And UFO abduction is no different.
I-It's trauma.
And then you have to deal with trauma all over again,
because then comes the fear of what is anyone else gonna say?
Do I tell my spouse? My partner?
Do I tell my parents? Do I... You know.
And what are they gonna say?
And heaven forbid that person be negative towards you,
you're traumatized all over again.
NARRATOR: And a sense of growing isolation
only intensifies the trauma for experiencers.
INTERVIEWER: I know this is hard to articulate, but how do you describe
what it's like to be someone who's had
tremendous extraordinary experiences that no one believes?
When you're in a crowd of people,
and you just stand there
and it's like you're not moving, but everybody else is,
and the camera's kind of spinning around,
so you have this dizzy spinning feeling.
It's like that. It's like that.
It's like I'm standing still and the world is moving around me.
I felt it was important for me
to tell as many people as I possibly could.
The interesting thing was,
as I witnessed this, I'm excited, I'm terrified,
I'm going through all of these emotions,
and I'm telling people, "Hey! Oh, my God, I'm so excited.
"You're not gonna believe this." I'm getting...
"Bullshit." And I'm like, "Bullshit"? Dude!
At that moment I realized I got a problem here.
I got a serious problem here, and that is, no one's gonna believe it.
Constantly, as an abductee, you wonder,
"Am I choosing to see this in a positive way,
"'cause I'm forced to have to deal with it and live with it
"and I have to integrate my life
"and that's how I've come to terms with it."
Or is this the way it really is?
And I constantly battle with that.
I didn't even want to research more than
just looking superficially at what happened,
because I was like, "What's the point?"
Like, "Okay, it happens to people."
"Maybe it happened to me."
Oh, well, that's fine. Let's just keep going.
But it was a pain. It was internal struggle inside.
It's like living two lives, being two different people.
The two life split. I call it Life A and Life B, right.
And at Life A, you have Rob, which now is Rob the painter.
And Rob the painter, he goes to work,
he pays his bills,
hangs out with his buds, you know.
He does things that people do.
Life B is what I could say my true self,
'cause I'm interacting with you guys and I'm more free and more open.
GERALDINE: Not talking about it doesn't help you integrate with the experience
and suppressing a tremendous amount of emotion.
I would feel torn and there were times when I would break down
and I would cry about these things,
because I couldn't express myself and talk about them.
There was nobody that could understand what I was going through.
I realized at the moment I was going to tell him
how it sounded.
And I thought, "Oh, my God. what am I gonna say?"
I saw, and what am I gonna say happened
and are the kids okay? And, you know...
It just sounded...
I mean, I was just so scared and petrified.
And I knew it sounded crazy.
I knew when I was saying it out loud to him that it didn't sound believable.
But I also knew what had just happened.
So it was very hard to make him understand what I had just seen.
I didn't know what to do. And so I said,
"Please. You have to... Do you believe me? Do you believe me?"
And he said, "I believe that you believe it."
You feel alone. You feel as though there's absolutely nobody else in the world
that could understand.
And you try and explain and you realize you don't have the language to explain.
You don't even know what's going on.
How can somebody else commiserate with you?
They can't.
And then there's the aspect of now they're worried about me.
Now they see me struggling.
Now they're worried about my mental capacities.
They're worried about my emotional stability.
And they should be.
'Cause I'm emotionally all over the place. I'm mentally all over the place.
I'm not okay, but I'm good.
It's become an intimate part of my life.
I'm fully integrated into this now.
Does that mean technically I don't exist to other people,
'cause I exist outside of the realm of what they believe is possible.
LESLIE: It is difficult, but...
So, yes, not everyone needs to go public by any means.
But recall your memories. Get some support.
Meet some other people you can talk to.
You're not alone.
[NARRATOR READING]
Once you start to remember some experiences,
once you explore...
So, if you think you've had experiences,
first is gather your evidence, I'm always telling people this.
Gather things like, draw your experiences.
Take photos of bruises and marks and scars,
scoop marks and other scars that appear overnight.
Needle marks, you know... Take pictures, because later you'll have those pictures.
Even if you never show anyone else, it shows you that that was real.
And then work with a hypnotherapist to recall memory.
If you have little bits and pieces, or like you were saying, screen memories
then work with someone, get that recalled.
And when you look at a number of cases
that have been extracted through hypnotic regression,
which, okay, sometimes people will question that as a methodology.
But nonetheless,
there are a lot of women who will remember
the embryo or fetus being taken out of them.
Many of the people who've come to me wonder, "Why me?
"Why are these unusual things happening to me?
"I didn't ask for this.
"I didn't give my permission."
The most important thing is that I tell 'em is to get the information out.
Bring it forward, verbalize it.
Whatever's in there, if it needs to come out
to make this world a better place,
then I guess I gotta do the deal.
I gotta pursue it.
They are so ready to know, to go through the process,
'cause they're so tired of all the years of wondering
and having the recurring dreams.
Having the fear of what they don't know.
'Cause suppressing that is not gonna help them with the healing process.
MALLOY: Brian is the most important person alive to me on this journey.
He's my rock.
Not only is it comforting, but it's acceptance,
it's, "We are gonna get through this together."
"We are gonna make it together."
There was an article he read on MSN
of a young man that went to a hypnotherapist in LA.
that helped him to place the nightmares into place,
the events that were missing are traumatizing to him.
That article on MSN had
really broke the ice for him.
"My wife needs to talk to someone about these nightmares."
When someone contacts me for the first time,
I initially will send them information
about hypnosis and what it entails,
and about support group.
And that they must think about this, uh, carefully,
because once the information comes forward, we can't put it back.
You know, once the toothpaste is out of the tube, you can't shove it back in.
They send me their questionnaire, I review it.
They come in for their first session.
I schedule two hours for each person.
We sit and talk
about what's happened to them, and where they wanna start.
It begins to feel different.
It begins to feel more acceptable to them.
And that's one reason why I think it's very worthwhile
if a person is doing some work and recalling the details
of being part of this hybrid program,
and realizing more of the complete picture.
Now, with April, when I received her questionnaires,
red flags were going up.
"Okay," I thought, "Okay, this sounds likes she-she's had
"a tremendous amount of-of miscarriages."
When I see that from a questionnaire,
I know this is gonna be a very emotional session.
MALLOY: I was definitely a skeptic.
I did not believe that the mind would be able to remember anything from the past,
or any type of trauma, any type of unknown.
Of course, as everybody will tell, "I don't think I can be hypnotized."
And I try to relax them and say, "Everybody can."
"It's just a matter of you deciding to allow me to be your facilitator."
In the very beginning, Yvonne and I,
privately, just me and her talked.
The very beginning of what was going on in my life at the time.
She kind of got to know me.
Before we even go in hypnosis, I tell 'em,
"You're gonna relive what happened.
"But I want you to just tell me what's going on,
"and I will use different techniques that you don't have to experience
"the pain or the fear.
"But you can always tell me, 'I wanna stop.'
"And I'll always ask you, 'Do you wanna go on?'"
And then she walked me through.
"April, I want you to lay down. I want you to relax.
"Pick a happy thought.
"Happy place, relaxing place."
And she walked me through the steps.
Her voice was very tranquil. It was very relaxing.
Before I knew it, I was talking with my eyes shut,
and I felt so heavy.
I felt like there was a warm blanket around me. I felt secure.
And she just slowly started taking me to my happy place.
Walking me down these steps,
counting backwards, 15, 14...
And then, we started talking about the things I would see.
Things I would hear.
And the more and more she spoke to me,
the more and more my mind began activating the nightmares.
I would hear and see, and even smell
some of the things that I had previously had night terrors about.
After the session was over,
April was, of course, in total disbelief
that she had experienced what she did in hypnosis.
They're gonna remember more,
'cause whatever information is important to them,
they're gonna remember more.
NARRATOR: Regression therapy has become popular within the UFO experiencer world,
because it helps abductees better understand what may have happened.
Connecting with others who have had similar experiences
is critically important, too.
It is a community of people.
Everyone knows each other, kind of, sort of.
But the thing that's important here is that
when you talk about a particular group of people
that are watching a particular movie,
and it makes them feel like they can now come clean
with something that they've been bothered by,
that is the dialog that we want.
But you've got to understand, and you do,
that along with that comes the other people
that see an opportunity to become important.
And they do it to become important. They do it to make money.
They do it for all these other reasons.
They do it for all the human reasons.
And that's something that again, signal and noise.
The signal is the gem, the noise is the stuff we wanna get out.
LESLIE: Hearing other people's accounts will make you go,
"Okay, I'm not crazy. I'm not alone."
And those other people can be extremely supportive.
Especially if they're an abductee that's lived with it for a while.
They've gone through all those emotional highs and lows,
and those moments of doubt and confusion
and all those things that can help you.
The very first time I went to a "support group,"
the idea that I wasn't alone and I wasn't crazy, was incredible.
And that we were there supporting each other,
because something happened,
and we all believe that in some way we were contacted or abducted.
The next step of me accepting that it was real
was speaking to the people that were near me when it happened.
And having them validate. "Yep. That happened."
It's the most important thing ever.
You have to search out others. You have to.
If you're going through something, reach out.
NARRATOR: Dana wasn't alone in her experiences.
More than 20 years later, members of her community
still get together to discuss what happened.
Support group meets once a month.
And, um, there's probably 30 people that come and go.
Not everybody comes to every single meeting.
But there's a lot of people who don't come to the support group
that have had experiences that I've spoken with,
and that network could be as large as 60.
The most important thing is to talk about it and express yourself.
And the more that we talk about it, you're doing two things.
Energetically you're raising the vibration in the collective consciousness,
because now whoever is listening to you
is opening, is planting a seed of new information.
Secondly, you're helping yourself energetically
because now you're no longer containing that energy.
Any kind of emotion, feelings, thoughts that is suppressed
causes illness and stagnation of energy.
Get it out, one way or another.
Whether it's to your neighbor, your friend, it doesn't matter.
The more we talk about this, with whoever we talk about it,
it's like we're planting the seed in like a domino effect.
More people will at least have heard it once in their lifetime.
And that's all we need sometimes.
And that knowledge, that support that I got from that contact group
is probably the greatest gift.
And so I can say today, "Yes,
"I am a lonely one, but I'm not the only one."
It's anyone's guess how big this phenomenon really is,
considering all the other investigators that
probably have had as many phone calls and interactions as I have.
Now, having been in this field for a long time,
uncovered the stories, helped run conferences and stuff like this,
I mean, I helped run the UFO Congress.
And we have at the congress alone, you know,
a huge percentage of the people that come to that conference,
come to these experiencer meetings
where people come and share their experiences.
In fact, it makes up a large percentage of the people.
And if there are thousands of people sharing
that they have these sort of experiences, and talk to others,
there's probably a number who believe that
and aren't sharing it with people.
So, the numbers, I think, are staggering.
That's why, you know, it deserves attention.
The patterns and the data are significant, and they have to be appreciated.
It doesn't mean that it's absolute fact,
and we go on to some ideology about interpreting it
and we get all hell-bent on going back in our boxes based on our own interpretation.
I think it's fair to appreciate the patterns and the data,
and let the patterns speak for themselves,
and let the human responses be mature and evolved
and responsible individually and collectively.
What else can we ask for?
D'ANTONIO: The wider your audience, the more noise you're gonna get.
But you're gonna get more signal, too.
And that signal, being louder,
maybe there'll be some qualifications or some characteristics
of that signal that'll make it more obvious to discern from the noise.
And guess what? We only need one.
We only need one good, solid signal.
That's it. Question answered. We can all go home. You know?
Right? But, until then,
we have to just keep doing what we do
and we have to keep trying to wade through all the data.
It's more than mountains. It's planetoids worth of data.
DOLAN: But the one thing we have is consciousness.
That's our secret weapon,
is this ability to break those boundaries.
To break the matrix. We can all do that.
That's actually something every single person can do,
is break those chains, those mental chains.
[NARRATOR READING]
[BIRDS CHIRPING]
D'ANTONIO: The elk being tagged by us don't get a choice.
And they get shot with tranquilizer darts.
They go, "What's happening?" And then, bam, they put this tag in their ear.
Well, you know, we're not giving them a choice.
And the aliens aren't giving many of us a choice perhaps, if they're doing that.
As we say, we're gonna pretend that's actually happening. It may very well be.
So that tells me that they don't consider us
any kind of elevated being.
It means that we are not considered
beings worth telling this to,
telling that they're being abducted.
It means that they don't, these beings that are doing the abducting,
don't have the same morality as we do.
We have got to remember that we're dealing with
probably the most significant event
that human beings could ever imagine.
It's the arrival, the presence,
of others who are so far advanced.
And they're here, and they're dealing with us,
and they've got their own agenda.
And the only way that we're really going to be able to make sense of it
is by working together.
By sharing information,
and learning and gaining strengths from each other,
and giving strength to each other as well.
More and more people are coming
who've had the extraterrestrial encounters.
But if you are wondering
what their special mission is...
And usually I'm finding out,
they're already doing quite a bit of that mission.
ROJAS: It's easy to say that, "I'm suppressed.
"I can't do this, because they won't let me."
It's easier to say that than to do the hard work
to make it happen.
And the people who do the hard work to make these things happen
are making these things happen. And that's what it takes.
The abductees that go public are risking that ridicule.
They're risking not only the person watching this, John Q. Public going,
"I don't believe it. It's hogwash. It's nonsense. No."
Or the science community... [MAKING CHILDLIKE SOUNDS]
They're risking their own family.
I know a medical doctor who lost his license over this subject.
Lost his being a medic...
He was an amazing medical doctor. Worked with kids.
Lost his licence.
I know an abductee who... I know multiple abductees
who've been divorced over this subject.
And I know one whose children...
When she went public, her children disowned her.
No, it's... Sorry I'm getting all emotional here.
But I tell you, man.
There's no reason to go public about this,
other than to help other people that have had it happen,
and try to convince a public that doesn't want to hear it
that this is real.
You guys, this may have everything to do with the future of the human race
and where we're going.
Educate yourself, be open-minded.
Read, go to a UFO conference.
See the researchers present the good evidence.
Make up your own mind.
Don't let anyone ever tell you how to think.
Make up your own mind about everything in life.
If you've got thousands of people that say this is an ongoing process,
they've been subject to it,
at what point do you say they're all lying or they're all telling the truth,
or some of them are lying and some of them are telling the truth?
I mean, where do you draw that line?
Well, unless it's happened to you, it's just a story.
If you experience it, it changes you to the core.
And that's the point, I think.
Keep an open mind, because, you know,
something you hear today may sound totally incredible,
but then you hear it again and again and again,
from people who don't even know each other.
And if you keep an open mind, you'll grow with it.
Whether you're sold on it or not,
you'll see an evolutional process here.
Know that these people have been through a lot. Have compassion.
How would you treat someone who's been raped, in a plane crash,
a cancer survivor, or someone with a life-threatening illness,
or a deformed child?
How would you treat them? What kind of compassion would you show them?
Show that to the people who've had this experience.
Even if you don't understand it, even if you don't believe it's real.
Know that that person's going through something emotionally real for them.
You don't have to understand it. You just have to be kind.
Isn't that the truth of everything?
Being kind and compassionate to everyone?
It's a ride I don't suggest people take.
I don't suggest it, 'cause it's ruined my life.
You lose your career, your wife, your house,
your money, your dog, you know?
How much of this is acceptable,
when you've done nothing wrong?
You're an experiencer and you didn't ask for this,
or you're a researcher and you're bravely looking into this.
People are ruining other people's lives because they can't accept it.
All you do is you be there. You have a big enough heart,
you know? A big enough understanding.
You rise to the occasion and you say, "I'm there for you."
And that's all we ask.
NARRATOR: Unless you've had these experiences, they are hard to comprehend.
But pain is pain.
The struggle to understand something so extraordinary
is a lonely journey.
Sometimes we just need someone to be there for us, to listen.
Unfortunately, my wife couldn't do this with me,
but, Megan, she's been with me, like,
like a...
Like through and through, you know.
Sorry. [CHUCKLES]
That where it gets hard, right there.
Sorry. Um...
Without her... Without her, man...
There's no way...
There's no fucking way I could have... I could have done it.
[TEARFULLY] You don't understand
the hell we've been through together.
The absolute torture.
[SNIFFLING]
If we just hold on to each other as tight as we can,
'cause in the end, we're all we got.
And she's gone through so much herself.
'Cause she's been by my side the whole time.
Nobody gets to see it, because I'm the one that takes the...
takes the reins, but...
Man, without her, it wouldn't be possible.
I wouldn't be alive today, because I wouldn't have survived the transformation.
Nobody can understand what it's like
to have to go through something like...
I was just a person, man. I was just a fucking person.
And now... And now, I'm...
What am I supposed to do?
I don't know.
But if it wasn't for her I couldn't have survived.
No way.
Anybody else, they would have left me.
You know? Anybody else, it would have been game over,
because, you know, the shit I put her through, you know...
'Cause I'm dying, you know, and she's watching me die.
You can't even imagine what that's like for a wife to see her husband dying
for an unknown reason, you know, from ETs.
You know? Who knows? So...
INTERVIEWER: What was the... We never circled back around.
What was the switch that flipped you back into health?
Oh...
Yeah. So, the health thing.
[CHUCKLES] It just went away.
It went away. Boom.
I was gonna die. Like, I'm going to die. I'm dying.
Boom, it's gone.
Sometimes, um...
I... Sometimes I get upset because I feel like they robbed that from me.
[DEEP INHALE AND EXHALE]
I don't know. Sometimes I don't know if I should blame them for that
or just life circumstances. I don't know.
You know, one thing with abductees...
It's very hard [CHOKING]
for abductees in relationships afterwards.
That's one thing that gets really screwed up.
First off, will the other person understand, this and that.
And you wanna keep it from people.
And, uh, and then it affects
emotional intimacy.
And a lot of abductees have issues with that.
And part of me goes, "Well, no. That's just life."
You know? Blah, blah, blah.
And sometimes I go, "No, these experiences have had an effect there."
And I know that for a lot of abductees watching this.
I know that that's real common for a lot of them.
If you're already in a relationship, it can screw it up.
And a lot of abductees end up having a real hard time with intimacy in relationships.
There's so many times where you push down things about this.
You're like, "I'm fine. I'm stronger than this."
You know...
And then, at times like this...
These are parts I don't talk about.
These are what you go into support groups to talk about.
That's where that realizing, "Oh, my God. I'm not the only one."
You know? I'm not the only one who has those problems.
I'm not the only one with those difficulties.
I'm not the only one who has intimacy things.
And that's where that really helps.
And it's necessary for more women to step outside of that fear, or...
And if it's not the fear,
there's the other duality of, "Oh, it's okay. It's beautiful." And ask the questions.
Why are we okay with just the simple answers that we're getting?
People need to investigate and learn and find the highest level of truth
within themselves.
And each person may have another story,
and hopefully another puzzle piece to this,
to help us put together even greater understanding of this reality,
which is necessary.
And if we as humans are within
a hybridization program here on this planet,
what are we doing? Who are we serving?
We need to ask those questions.
Which brings us to the lifelong existential question, "Why am I here?"
And as you can see, that's the same question that we've been asking
even now with the hybridization program.
Don't be dismissive of the unknown.
Be explorative of it.
Bring that thought in the back of your head
that you should listen to sometimes.
Or that feeling in your gut. You gotta get in tune with it.
Don't always dismiss yourself, or dismiss it as imagination.
That intuitive feeling is given to us for a reason, I feel like.
It's not like I'm special.
This is the story for every human being.
It's just I remember a fragment of that.
It's only because I opened my heart. That's it.
Just opened my mind and my heart.
That's how I've grown. It's just... It's made me...
I feel it's made me a better person.
And it's just made me more aware of the nature of our reality.
It's the part of ourselves in our own subconscious that fears.
It's the part of ourselves in our own subconscious that hates and is angry.
And in that way, those parts of ourselves are complicit
with the sinister forces in this world
that try to keep humanity as a controlled human herd.
Is this what we want to become more of?
It's a question that every human heart is going to have to ask itself.
Do they want more power and control and restriction and limitation
of everything about who we are as a species?
Or do we want to become what we're intended to become?
Do we wanna fulfill the potential
that is within every codon in our DNA,
and see where that can take us?
Can I... Is it appropriate if I just speak to the camera?
I want to do this.
So if you're listening and you're someone who has had
unexplainable experiences that you don't know how to process.
Or if you're just curious about this whole
crazy subject of UFOs and everything related to it,
I wanna tell you, A, your ability to process this is actually greater than you think.
There's more strength inside you than you realize.
That's one. I've seen this countless times.
Reach down. You can pull up that courage
and you can face that reality, and you become a better person.
You do.
And you can become an inspiration to other people in turn.
That's what you can do.
The other thing to keep in mind is you're not alone.
There are many other people just like you,
who have had difficult, unexplainable experiences,
but yet, there they are.
And so, this is a very important, significant process going on,
and you can deal with it.
There's other people just like you.
["THE SEEDING" PLAYING]
♪ They're... They're looking at you ♪
♪ Restrained... Restrained from the truth ♪
♪ So, don't stop
♪ You don't stop
♪ Open up some minds
♪ The light is on you
♪ Change is...
♪ Change is on you
♪ But those changes
♪ Those changes are good
♪ They... They don't have a clue ♪
♪ Contained... Complacent, subdued ♪
♪ No, don't stop
♪ Don't stop
♪ Seed that open mind
♪ Show the knowledge The truth ♪
♪ 'Cause the change is
♪ The change is new
♪ And those changes
♪ Those changes are good
♪ And the changes
♪ The changes are new
♪ But those changes
♪ Those changes are good
♪ Yeah, the changes
♪ The changes are good