1 00:00:11,960 --> 00:00:13,961 [medical monitor beeping] 2 00:00:25,762 --> 00:00:27,998 - [sighs] - [beeping continues] 3 00:00:28,098 --> 00:00:29,999 ♪ slow, melancholy music ♪ 4 00:00:30,099 --> 00:00:32,101 ♪ 5 00:00:34,769 --> 00:00:36,880 [Gia] Right before he left his office, 6 00:00:36,980 --> 00:00:39,341 right before he got into one of the worst car accidents 7 00:00:39,441 --> 00:00:42,051 the New Jersey state troopers had ever seen, 8 00:00:42,151 --> 00:00:43,761 my father called me. 9 00:00:43,861 --> 00:00:47,347 I was at an internship that I thought was important. 10 00:00:47,447 --> 00:00:51,058 I watched the phone ring, his number on the caller ID. 11 00:00:51,158 --> 00:00:53,060 "Daddy calling." 12 00:00:53,160 --> 00:00:54,686 Daddy was always calling, 13 00:00:54,786 --> 00:00:57,397 and he was always there with gasoline 14 00:00:57,497 --> 00:00:59,148 and prosciutto slices at midnight, 15 00:00:59,248 --> 00:01:04,069 and I'd be fucked up forever because I'd been loved so well. 16 00:01:04,169 --> 00:01:06,171 [groans softly] 17 00:01:07,588 --> 00:01:09,573 I didn't pick it up. 18 00:01:09,673 --> 00:01:11,675 I let it go to voice mail. 19 00:01:12,967 --> 00:01:15,036 He didn't leave a long message. 20 00:01:15,136 --> 00:01:19,998 "Hi, baby. It's your dad, just calling to say I love you." 21 00:01:20,098 --> 00:01:21,542 [sighs] 22 00:01:21,642 --> 00:01:25,878 It took me years to listen to it, years to wait 23 00:01:25,978 --> 00:01:30,298 because I was so worried there would be a clue in it. 24 00:01:30,398 --> 00:01:32,718 "I'm about to die, little girl. 25 00:01:32,818 --> 00:01:37,263 Just... just calling to say I love you one last time." 26 00:01:37,363 --> 00:01:40,181 And had I just picked up the phone, 27 00:01:40,281 --> 00:01:44,227 had I just focused on the real important thing... 28 00:01:44,327 --> 00:01:46,537 But how can you ever know? 29 00:01:47,579 --> 00:01:50,248 It will come to me in a dream? 30 00:01:51,749 --> 00:01:53,818 I was supposed to write a book to prove to my father 31 00:01:53,918 --> 00:01:55,902 that I didn't have to be a doctor, too. 32 00:01:56,002 --> 00:01:58,588 I didn't have to save people his way. 33 00:01:59,881 --> 00:02:01,991 What was my way, though? 34 00:02:02,091 --> 00:02:06,078 So far, I'd known two women who had mostly saved me. 35 00:02:06,178 --> 00:02:08,805 I couldn't tell at first if I was saving them back. 36 00:02:10,265 --> 00:02:14,334 I hadn't yet met the person who really needed me. 37 00:02:14,434 --> 00:02:16,128 And the specific joints 38 00:02:16,228 --> 00:02:18,004 that had broken in me were the very pieces 39 00:02:18,104 --> 00:02:20,214 I could use to help her. 40 00:02:20,314 --> 00:02:22,258 Tell the world her name. 41 00:02:22,358 --> 00:02:24,176 [crowd] Not guilty! Not guilty! 42 00:02:24,276 --> 00:02:26,178 [whooping and cheering] 43 00:02:26,278 --> 00:02:28,279 [upbeat drumbeat playing] 44 00:02:32,324 --> 00:02:34,909 [cheering, whistling] 45 00:02:40,164 --> 00:02:43,192 [cheering continues] 46 00:02:43,292 --> 00:02:45,193 [marching band playing Bruce Springsteen's "I'm On Fire"] 47 00:02:45,293 --> 00:02:47,111 ♪ 48 00:02:47,211 --> 00:02:50,172 [cheering] 49 00:02:55,134 --> 00:02:57,303 [whooping, cheering] 50 00:03:02,807 --> 00:03:04,350 [cheering continues] 51 00:03:14,984 --> 00:03:16,943 ♪ 52 00:03:21,114 --> 00:03:22,490 [belt snaps] 53 00:03:26,285 --> 00:03:27,494 [whooping] 54 00:03:37,836 --> 00:03:39,779 [song ends] 55 00:03:39,879 --> 00:03:42,381 [breath quivering] 56 00:03:47,928 --> 00:03:49,954 [panting] 57 00:03:50,054 --> 00:03:52,056 [crow cawing] 58 00:03:58,061 --> 00:04:00,103 You already know, I guess. 59 00:04:02,272 --> 00:04:05,525 I know you like to read about it in the paper, so... 60 00:04:09,487 --> 00:04:12,806 ♪ soft, gentle music ♪ 61 00:04:12,906 --> 00:04:15,408 Not fricking guilty. 62 00:04:18,494 --> 00:04:21,955 Reinstated as Teacher of the Year. 63 00:04:24,082 --> 00:04:26,126 With back pay. 64 00:04:32,172 --> 00:04:35,091 ♪ 65 00:04:40,887 --> 00:04:43,289 [Gia] I couldn't accept my dad's death. 66 00:04:43,389 --> 00:04:45,374 I couldn't throw out his new slippers. 67 00:04:45,474 --> 00:04:48,002 I paid psychics money I didn't have 68 00:04:48,102 --> 00:04:50,854 to tell me I would see him again. 69 00:04:53,314 --> 00:04:55,632 I felt the only reason to hang around was 70 00:04:55,732 --> 00:04:57,551 to be there for others 71 00:04:57,651 --> 00:05:00,403 who'd also lost the unlosable. 72 00:05:08,243 --> 00:05:10,145 - I got you. - [sniffles] 73 00:05:10,245 --> 00:05:11,704 I love you, Mags. 74 00:05:16,207 --> 00:05:19,027 You're supposed to hug me back, you dummy. 75 00:05:19,127 --> 00:05:21,129 [crows cawing] 76 00:05:23,547 --> 00:05:27,049 Why'd it have to be you? Hmm? 77 00:05:28,301 --> 00:05:30,745 You know how many fucking assholes are still alive? 78 00:05:30,845 --> 00:05:32,746 [crying] Why did it have to be you? 79 00:05:32,846 --> 00:05:34,264 [David] Maggie? 80 00:05:38,184 --> 00:05:40,336 - Are you okay? - [panting] 81 00:05:40,436 --> 00:05:42,754 Yeah. What? 82 00:05:42,854 --> 00:05:44,464 Nothing. I just... 83 00:05:44,564 --> 00:05:47,550 Your therapist said, uh, 84 00:05:47,650 --> 00:05:49,426 we can't leave you alone. 85 00:05:49,526 --> 00:05:51,428 We're not. 86 00:05:51,528 --> 00:05:53,888 - [crows cawing] - [David chuckles] 87 00:05:53,988 --> 00:05:56,057 Dad hated crows. 88 00:05:56,157 --> 00:05:58,142 You can't shut them up. 89 00:05:58,242 --> 00:05:59,893 [laughs softly] 90 00:05:59,993 --> 00:06:02,037 [David] Cawin' all the time. 91 00:06:03,205 --> 00:06:05,439 What? 92 00:06:05,539 --> 00:06:08,275 They want me just to shut up and die. 93 00:06:08,375 --> 00:06:10,360 Take it easy, man. We're not, like, 94 00:06:10,460 --> 00:06:12,404 - in The Godfather. - Hmm. 95 00:06:12,504 --> 00:06:14,531 [panting] 96 00:06:14,631 --> 00:06:18,283 - This reporter called me. - Another one? 97 00:06:18,383 --> 00:06:20,327 Well, this one wasn't from around here. 98 00:06:20,427 --> 00:06:22,662 - She's from New York or-- - Even better. 99 00:06:22,762 --> 00:06:24,163 - Yeah. - Yeah. 100 00:06:24,263 --> 00:06:26,415 - What did she want? - My story. Hmm. 101 00:06:26,515 --> 00:06:28,458 Well, fuck her. 102 00:06:28,558 --> 00:06:31,544 - Well, yeah, but-- - But what? 103 00:06:31,644 --> 00:06:34,271 What about telling my story? 104 00:06:36,357 --> 00:06:38,258 Mags... 105 00:06:38,358 --> 00:06:42,803 remember the way Dad exploded at stuff? 106 00:06:42,903 --> 00:06:45,139 It was no good for him. 107 00:06:45,239 --> 00:06:48,099 We got to be better. 108 00:06:48,199 --> 00:06:51,060 Maybe it's not the worst thing 109 00:06:51,160 --> 00:06:53,770 to just put our heads down, 110 00:06:53,870 --> 00:06:55,897 let this shit go away. 111 00:06:55,997 --> 00:06:57,649 And what? 112 00:06:57,749 --> 00:07:00,026 And let that fucker be the good guy? 113 00:07:00,126 --> 00:07:03,404 Fricking Teacher of the fucking Year! 114 00:07:03,504 --> 00:07:05,405 His name... 115 00:07:05,505 --> 00:07:08,158 up in fucking lights. No. 116 00:07:08,258 --> 00:07:10,259 [crow cawing] 117 00:07:13,220 --> 00:07:15,204 - Where are you going? - [laughs] 118 00:07:15,304 --> 00:07:17,206 To caw! 119 00:07:17,306 --> 00:07:19,334 - [crows caw] - [David laughs] 120 00:07:19,434 --> 00:07:22,044 ♪ slow, gentle music ♪ 121 00:07:22,144 --> 00:07:24,046 ♪ 122 00:07:24,146 --> 00:07:27,148 [crows cawing] 123 00:07:29,108 --> 00:07:30,843 ♪ 124 00:07:30,943 --> 00:07:33,470 [Gia exhales] 125 00:07:33,570 --> 00:07:35,430 Any pain? 126 00:07:35,530 --> 00:07:37,139 Always. 127 00:07:37,239 --> 00:07:39,074 Good. 128 00:07:41,076 --> 00:07:42,977 Dr. Dewar called me. 129 00:07:43,077 --> 00:07:45,455 You haven't made an appointment. 130 00:07:48,749 --> 00:07:50,667 ♪ 131 00:07:51,918 --> 00:07:55,154 [Pia] I have to be honest, mia bambina, 132 00:07:55,254 --> 00:07:57,256 I don't know if you have it in you to be a mother. 133 00:07:59,924 --> 00:08:01,634 You're like me. 134 00:08:03,635 --> 00:08:05,746 [Gia] Just before my mom died, 135 00:08:05,846 --> 00:08:08,916 she asked me to help her google an old boyfriend. 136 00:08:09,016 --> 00:08:11,584 - Was he fat? - [laughs] 137 00:08:11,684 --> 00:08:13,336 I love googling old boyfriends 138 00:08:13,436 --> 00:08:16,046 and seeing how fat they are now. 139 00:08:16,146 --> 00:08:17,547 He was rich. 140 00:08:17,647 --> 00:08:19,840 She could have had a completely different life. 141 00:08:19,940 --> 00:08:21,342 But was he fat? 142 00:08:21,442 --> 00:08:23,344 I don't know. 143 00:08:23,444 --> 00:08:25,445 I didn't help her. 144 00:08:30,866 --> 00:08:34,770 You... didn't schedule the scan yet. 145 00:08:34,870 --> 00:08:36,354 Is that right? 146 00:08:36,454 --> 00:08:38,106 I'm not ready yet 147 00:08:38,206 --> 00:08:40,400 to find out for sure that I'm dying. 148 00:08:40,500 --> 00:08:44,086 You're going to find out how to treat whatever it is you have. 149 00:08:45,253 --> 00:08:47,613 I just have to finish something first. 150 00:08:47,713 --> 00:08:49,615 Well, get to it. 151 00:08:49,715 --> 00:08:51,175 You're the mother now. 152 00:08:57,305 --> 00:08:59,014 [baby cooing] 153 00:09:06,854 --> 00:09:09,339 - Stop. - What? 154 00:09:09,439 --> 00:09:12,050 [Gia] That's Jack. What do I do? 155 00:09:12,150 --> 00:09:13,844 Hope he didn't come here to kill you. 156 00:09:13,944 --> 00:09:15,219 - That's-- Are you kidding? - You asked. 157 00:09:15,319 --> 00:09:17,221 He would kill himself before he killed me. 158 00:09:17,321 --> 00:09:19,723 Oh. Well, in that case, we should be fine. 159 00:09:19,823 --> 00:09:21,141 - No, no, wait. Wait, wait. - What? 160 00:09:21,241 --> 00:09:22,600 Maybe we should go back to the hospital. 161 00:09:22,700 --> 00:09:24,119 - Gia... stop. - Sloane. 162 00:09:29,123 --> 00:09:30,898 What the fucking fuck, Gia? 163 00:09:30,998 --> 00:09:32,917 [Sloane] Okay, calm down. 164 00:09:36,420 --> 00:09:37,988 You a new friend? 165 00:09:38,088 --> 00:09:39,573 - Mm-hmm. - Well, you got to be careful 166 00:09:39,673 --> 00:09:41,198 because she goes through friends quick. 167 00:09:41,298 --> 00:09:43,134 Oh, I go through 'em even quicker. 168 00:09:45,302 --> 00:09:47,554 [sighs] 169 00:09:50,974 --> 00:09:53,542 - Gia, today's your due date. - She came a couple days early. 170 00:09:53,642 --> 00:09:55,728 I had an emergency C-section. 171 00:10:00,231 --> 00:10:03,066 - Well, is she okay? - Yeah. 172 00:10:05,861 --> 00:10:08,155 Sorry that I didn't call you. 173 00:10:09,196 --> 00:10:11,307 Why would you call me? 174 00:10:11,407 --> 00:10:14,434 Because my baby was being born? I mean, no need for that, right? 175 00:10:14,534 --> 00:10:16,144 She has been going through a lot. 176 00:10:16,244 --> 00:10:18,104 - I don't fucking know that?! - You want to have 177 00:10:18,204 --> 00:10:19,730 a conversation, or do you want to scare the shit 178 00:10:19,830 --> 00:10:21,832 out of your daughter? 179 00:10:32,090 --> 00:10:34,718 - [cooing] - Hey, sweetie. 180 00:10:40,306 --> 00:10:42,207 [sniffles] 181 00:10:42,307 --> 00:10:44,309 [cooing] 182 00:10:50,064 --> 00:10:52,590 [Jack] What's her name? 183 00:10:52,690 --> 00:10:54,734 [Gia] She doesn't have one yet. 184 00:10:57,819 --> 00:10:59,721 She's the most beautiful thing in the world. 185 00:10:59,821 --> 00:11:01,723 [laughs] 186 00:11:01,823 --> 00:11:03,224 [Gia sniffles] 187 00:11:03,324 --> 00:11:05,434 Yeah. I know. 188 00:11:05,534 --> 00:11:07,703 [cooing] 189 00:11:28,762 --> 00:11:31,622 We could, uh... we could name her after your mom. 190 00:11:31,722 --> 00:11:36,668 I grew up Pia and Gia, and I was really hoping 191 00:11:36,768 --> 00:11:40,063 to avoid passing along that childhood trauma. 192 00:11:41,397 --> 00:11:44,441 Well, if you add "Jack" in the middle, it's less lame. 193 00:11:46,484 --> 00:11:48,736 Do you want to hold her? 194 00:11:51,405 --> 00:11:53,849 Mm-hmm. 195 00:11:53,949 --> 00:11:55,851 [Gia sniffles] 196 00:11:55,951 --> 00:11:57,852 Be really careful with her head. 197 00:11:57,952 --> 00:11:59,520 Yeah. 198 00:11:59,620 --> 00:12:02,497 Ooh. [laughs] 199 00:12:05,125 --> 00:12:08,319 I was thinking, um... 200 00:12:08,419 --> 00:12:11,447 Fox. 201 00:12:11,547 --> 00:12:13,072 [Jack sniffles] 202 00:12:13,172 --> 00:12:15,074 You know, 'cause she's a-a wild beast. [laughs] 203 00:12:15,174 --> 00:12:17,535 I fucking love it. 204 00:12:17,635 --> 00:12:20,162 - Yeah? - Yeah. 205 00:12:20,262 --> 00:12:22,164 [laughs] 206 00:12:22,264 --> 00:12:25,916 - Little Fox. - Yeah. Yeah. 207 00:12:26,016 --> 00:12:28,169 [Gia babbles] 208 00:12:28,269 --> 00:12:29,961 Hey, Mama Bear, 209 00:12:30,061 --> 00:12:31,546 you're gonna scare the shit out of your little Fox. 210 00:12:31,646 --> 00:12:34,648 [laughs] Isn't that my job? 211 00:12:40,153 --> 00:12:42,905 [sighs] Come on. 212 00:12:44,157 --> 00:12:45,974 You can't tell me you don't want this, 213 00:12:46,074 --> 00:12:48,143 that you don't want a family. 214 00:12:48,243 --> 00:12:51,020 I don't want to lose a family. [sniffles] 215 00:12:51,120 --> 00:12:54,607 Gia, I swear to you, 216 00:12:54,707 --> 00:12:56,775 I will not die. 217 00:12:56,875 --> 00:13:00,111 - Oh. - You will not die. 218 00:13:00,211 --> 00:13:02,237 Not until she's, like... 219 00:13:02,337 --> 00:13:04,798 you know, 187 years old. 220 00:13:11,512 --> 00:13:13,830 [sniffles] 221 00:13:13,930 --> 00:13:16,391 Do you swear? 222 00:13:18,976 --> 00:13:21,212 I fucking swear. 223 00:13:21,312 --> 00:13:23,730 I swear to you. 224 00:13:33,988 --> 00:13:36,474 You're married to a chef. This is silly. 225 00:13:36,574 --> 00:13:38,659 [laughs softly] 226 00:13:40,327 --> 00:13:42,688 - Well? - Well? 227 00:13:42,788 --> 00:13:44,106 When are you gonna cut the bullshit? 228 00:13:44,206 --> 00:13:46,148 [laughs] 229 00:13:46,248 --> 00:13:49,652 This isn't good for Sophie, the separate homes. 230 00:13:49,752 --> 00:13:51,861 - I'm right in the barn, Mom. - Like a horse. 231 00:13:51,961 --> 00:13:53,697 Excuse me? Like a what? 232 00:13:53,797 --> 00:13:57,449 Whatever happened between you and Richard, you need to fix it. 233 00:13:57,549 --> 00:13:59,535 You want me to take responsibility? 234 00:13:59,635 --> 00:14:01,536 Naturally. 235 00:14:01,636 --> 00:14:04,205 It's all connected, you know. 236 00:14:04,305 --> 00:14:06,873 - I'm sorry? - I didn't just 237 00:14:06,973 --> 00:14:09,126 materialize like this one day, Mom. 238 00:14:09,226 --> 00:14:10,919 You made me like this. 239 00:14:11,019 --> 00:14:14,297 The way I wanted to be a woman to the outside world. 240 00:14:14,397 --> 00:14:15,840 The world couldn't care less 241 00:14:15,940 --> 00:14:17,966 about how you want your Black woman-ness regarded. 242 00:14:18,066 --> 00:14:20,135 You want to know why I flushed the toilet twice 243 00:14:20,235 --> 00:14:22,429 all those times? 244 00:14:22,529 --> 00:14:25,055 You. 245 00:14:25,155 --> 00:14:27,099 Please. 246 00:14:27,199 --> 00:14:29,392 And you want to know what I did to my marriage? 247 00:14:29,492 --> 00:14:31,644 I'm not sure what you've heard, Mom, 248 00:14:31,744 --> 00:14:33,562 but it's not that we fucked other people. 249 00:14:33,662 --> 00:14:34,980 We've been doing that. 250 00:14:35,080 --> 00:14:36,648 The night the shit hit the fan, 251 00:14:36,748 --> 00:14:38,775 I was riding the oyster farmer, 252 00:14:38,875 --> 00:14:42,153 and the white girl was sitting on my husband's beautiful face. 253 00:14:42,253 --> 00:14:45,655 I'm in the barn like a horse because I lied to my husband 254 00:14:45,755 --> 00:14:47,157 because I wanted more. 255 00:14:47,257 --> 00:14:48,867 More even than what he gives me. 256 00:14:48,967 --> 00:14:50,743 - And it's all because of you. - Enough. 257 00:14:50,843 --> 00:14:52,745 Sorry, Mom. 258 00:14:52,845 --> 00:14:54,747 ♪ slow, dramatic music ♪ 259 00:14:54,847 --> 00:14:56,848 ♪ 260 00:15:08,107 --> 00:15:10,651 [sighs] 261 00:15:28,915 --> 00:15:31,902 [Richard exhales] 262 00:15:32,002 --> 00:15:35,947 Just needed to get some makeup, so... 263 00:15:36,047 --> 00:15:37,798 [sniffles] 264 00:15:39,841 --> 00:15:41,843 Nice job on the cake. 265 00:15:43,636 --> 00:15:44,970 Looks like a horse head. 266 00:15:47,014 --> 00:15:50,083 Uh, might look like a horse head, 267 00:15:50,183 --> 00:15:52,268 but it tastes like horse shit. [laughs] 268 00:15:54,270 --> 00:15:56,463 Really? 269 00:15:56,563 --> 00:15:59,441 Oh, Richard, I miss you so much. 270 00:16:02,276 --> 00:16:04,570 Can we just...? 271 00:16:05,571 --> 00:16:07,013 Please? 272 00:16:07,113 --> 00:16:08,890 [crying] Please. 273 00:16:08,990 --> 00:16:10,308 - I am begging you. - Don't, don't. 274 00:16:10,408 --> 00:16:11,517 - Don't-don't do that-- - Please. 275 00:16:11,617 --> 00:16:13,018 - Don't do that! - Please, I miss you. 276 00:16:13,118 --> 00:16:15,229 I miss you so much. I miss everything about you. 277 00:16:15,329 --> 00:16:16,938 Can you please just let me come home? 278 00:16:17,038 --> 00:16:19,065 - Please, please. [crying] - Do you know 279 00:16:19,165 --> 00:16:21,775 that over the course of our life together, 280 00:16:21,875 --> 00:16:24,903 sometimes I'd have to stop and go, "Now hold up. 281 00:16:25,003 --> 00:16:27,130 Is my wife a slut?" 282 00:16:29,507 --> 00:16:32,593 Is my wife a fucking slut?! 283 00:16:38,014 --> 00:16:40,583 Some nights, you know, 284 00:16:40,683 --> 00:16:42,685 I felt old. 285 00:16:44,936 --> 00:16:47,605 And I watch you with these young dudes, and... 286 00:16:51,984 --> 00:16:54,552 I'm sorry. 287 00:16:54,652 --> 00:16:56,888 [Richard sighs] 288 00:16:56,988 --> 00:17:00,390 [Ryan] At first, they thought it was a regular brontosaurus, 289 00:17:00,490 --> 00:17:02,642 but then, the scientists, the Argentinian scientists... 290 00:17:02,742 --> 00:17:05,227 Mom? 291 00:17:05,327 --> 00:17:07,646 ♪ slow, mysterious music ♪ 292 00:17:07,746 --> 00:17:09,498 ♪ 293 00:17:18,547 --> 00:17:20,073 - [mutters] - [Ryan] Where are we going? 294 00:17:20,173 --> 00:17:22,658 - Mom?! - Yes, sweetie? 295 00:17:22,758 --> 00:17:24,911 - Are we going to the park? - Huh? Yeah. No. 296 00:17:25,011 --> 00:17:26,912 - We got to go home. - You promised me we were going 297 00:17:27,012 --> 00:17:28,955 - to the park. - I did not promise anything. 298 00:17:29,055 --> 00:17:30,415 - Look. - Yes, you did! 299 00:17:30,515 --> 00:17:32,083 I said, if there was time, and there's no time. 300 00:17:32,183 --> 00:17:33,626 Yes, you did! You promised 301 00:17:33,726 --> 00:17:35,252 - we were going to the park. - I... [sighs] 302 00:17:35,352 --> 00:17:36,962 You just don't remember 'cause you're looking at your phone 303 00:17:37,062 --> 00:17:38,588 - and not listening to me. - [laughing] 304 00:17:38,688 --> 00:17:40,465 All you do is look at your dumb phone all day, all the time! 305 00:17:40,565 --> 00:17:42,258 - All right. Hey. - You're a bad mom! 306 00:17:42,358 --> 00:17:44,776 Hush up now. We're gonna go to the park. 307 00:17:47,404 --> 00:17:50,056 Do you know that it costs an extra 19 buckaroos 308 00:17:50,156 --> 00:17:53,701 to leave Elliott at daycare for two more hours? So this is... 309 00:17:54,743 --> 00:17:57,020 I mean, right, that's, like, five Daniel Tiger toys. 310 00:17:57,120 --> 00:17:59,455 Daniel Tiger's for babies. 311 00:18:01,498 --> 00:18:03,275 Well, you're my baby. 312 00:18:03,375 --> 00:18:05,752 Whatever. 313 00:18:10,714 --> 00:18:12,115 Okay. 314 00:18:12,215 --> 00:18:13,742 [indistinct chatter] 315 00:18:13,842 --> 00:18:15,843 Okay. 316 00:18:18,095 --> 00:18:20,540 Checking one thing. 317 00:18:20,640 --> 00:18:22,207 - Mom? - Yeah? 318 00:18:22,307 --> 00:18:24,476 Can you not look at your phone? 319 00:18:25,602 --> 00:18:27,211 Of course, sweetie. 320 00:18:27,311 --> 00:18:29,438 Can you leave it in the car, please? 321 00:18:30,898 --> 00:18:32,899 Oh. 322 00:18:34,442 --> 00:18:36,110 Thanks. 323 00:18:39,279 --> 00:18:41,473 [soft music playing] 324 00:18:41,573 --> 00:18:45,518 - What do you think? - It's great. Thank you. 325 00:18:45,618 --> 00:18:46,978 Cash all right? 326 00:18:47,078 --> 00:18:48,520 Absolutely. Thanks. 327 00:18:48,620 --> 00:18:50,814 ♪ Cannot wait till I get home ♪ 328 00:18:50,914 --> 00:18:52,899 ♪ Almost there... ♪ 329 00:18:52,999 --> 00:18:55,526 [doorbell jingles, chimes] 330 00:18:55,626 --> 00:18:58,237 [money shuffling] 331 00:18:58,337 --> 00:18:59,737 [cash register closes] 332 00:18:59,837 --> 00:19:01,739 ♪ Think about you every day... ♪ 333 00:19:01,839 --> 00:19:03,741 Hey, ma'am, your change? 334 00:19:03,841 --> 00:19:05,826 She doesn't need the change. She's rich. 335 00:19:05,926 --> 00:19:07,411 - [doorbell jingles] - Hey! 336 00:19:07,511 --> 00:19:10,746 Stop making me chase you. I'm fucking pregnant. 337 00:19:10,846 --> 00:19:13,791 I ran six miles a day when I was pregnant. 338 00:19:13,891 --> 00:19:15,792 What do you want? 339 00:19:15,892 --> 00:19:17,352 You kidding? 340 00:19:19,896 --> 00:19:22,423 [laughs] 341 00:19:22,523 --> 00:19:24,884 I started telling people. 342 00:19:24,984 --> 00:19:28,845 At first, I was ashamed, and then I was like, "Fuck that." 343 00:19:28,945 --> 00:19:30,638 I'm not the one who should be ashamed. 344 00:19:30,738 --> 00:19:34,266 You are a fucking slut. [laughs] 345 00:19:34,366 --> 00:19:36,018 What are you gonna do 346 00:19:36,118 --> 00:19:37,894 when Sophie starts asking you about this? 347 00:19:37,994 --> 00:19:39,395 When she asks why there are friend's houses 348 00:19:39,495 --> 00:19:40,855 she won't be able to go to? 349 00:19:40,955 --> 00:19:42,856 When my daughter asks me 350 00:19:42,956 --> 00:19:45,066 why she can't go over to someone's house, 351 00:19:45,166 --> 00:19:48,694 why a grown-ass woman would hold something against a child, 352 00:19:48,794 --> 00:19:50,237 I'm gonna tell her 353 00:19:50,337 --> 00:19:53,239 it's because that person is a fucking asshole. 354 00:19:53,339 --> 00:19:57,285 And you can hate me instead of hating your man. 355 00:19:57,385 --> 00:19:59,912 That's cool. But one thing? 356 00:20:00,012 --> 00:20:04,348 We should probably stop calling each other sluts. 357 00:20:06,392 --> 00:20:08,936 You don't want that shit to come back around. 358 00:20:17,318 --> 00:20:18,636 [children shouting] 359 00:20:18,736 --> 00:20:20,887 - Mom? - Mm-hmm? 360 00:20:20,987 --> 00:20:22,680 Okay, so ready? Watch this. 361 00:20:22,780 --> 00:20:25,225 - Wait. Ready for what, hon? - [laughs] Wait. Watch this. 362 00:20:25,325 --> 00:20:27,518 Wait. Watch what? 363 00:20:27,618 --> 00:20:29,186 - Wow! - [laughing] 364 00:20:29,286 --> 00:20:31,270 - That was so cool. [laughs] - [laughs] 365 00:20:31,370 --> 00:20:33,189 When did you learn how to do that?! 366 00:20:33,289 --> 00:20:35,274 - I don't know. - [laughs] Hey. 367 00:20:35,374 --> 00:20:36,691 [both laughing] 368 00:20:36,791 --> 00:20:38,026 - Hey, Mom? - Yeah? 369 00:20:38,126 --> 00:20:40,378 - I have to go poop. - Oh. [laughs] 370 00:20:41,421 --> 00:20:43,364 - [flies buzzing] - Oh. Oh, God. 371 00:20:43,464 --> 00:20:44,406 It's all right, honey. 372 00:20:44,506 --> 00:20:45,991 - It's just a toilet. - God. Ew! 373 00:20:46,091 --> 00:20:47,992 Can you stop taking the Lord's name in vain, please? 374 00:20:48,092 --> 00:20:51,454 - Okay. - Okay. Look. Gosh. 375 00:20:51,554 --> 00:20:53,413 I never thought I'd miss diapers. 376 00:20:53,513 --> 00:20:54,581 What? 377 00:20:54,681 --> 00:20:56,375 All right. Um... 378 00:20:56,475 --> 00:20:58,876 Mama's gonna make it nice and clean. 379 00:20:58,976 --> 00:21:01,087 - [Ryan groans, laughs] - Okay. 380 00:21:01,187 --> 00:21:02,588 You know what, Ryan? 381 00:21:02,688 --> 00:21:03,797 - I'm gonna be right outside. - Wait. No. 382 00:21:03,897 --> 00:21:05,215 - Please, Mommy, stay with me. - Ryan. 383 00:21:05,315 --> 00:21:06,800 - Please. - It's okay. Ryan, just poop. 384 00:21:06,900 --> 00:21:09,385 It's okay. 385 00:21:09,485 --> 00:21:11,028 I'll be right here. 386 00:21:12,738 --> 00:21:14,222 [Ryan] Oh, God. 387 00:21:14,322 --> 00:21:17,392 [panting] 388 00:21:17,492 --> 00:21:20,243 [soft creaking] 389 00:21:21,745 --> 00:21:23,647 ♪ soft, gentle music ♪ 390 00:21:23,747 --> 00:21:25,748 ♪ 391 00:21:33,255 --> 00:21:34,823 You done? 392 00:21:34,923 --> 00:21:37,199 [Ryan] Uh, almost. Like, two minutes. 393 00:21:37,299 --> 00:21:39,343 Two minutes? 394 00:21:41,386 --> 00:21:44,289 ♪ energetic music ♪ 395 00:21:44,389 --> 00:21:48,016 ♪ 396 00:21:55,815 --> 00:21:57,275 [yelps] 397 00:21:59,693 --> 00:22:01,403 Are you kidding? 398 00:22:03,570 --> 00:22:05,764 [engine starts] 399 00:22:05,864 --> 00:22:08,033 Oh, come on. 400 00:22:15,956 --> 00:22:17,399 Oh, come on. 401 00:22:17,499 --> 00:22:20,151 ♪ Rockin' out to that music ♪ 402 00:22:20,251 --> 00:22:21,694 ♪ Love the way that I'm movin' ♪ 403 00:22:21,794 --> 00:22:24,530 ♪ All I need is you and my boyfriend's... ♪ 404 00:22:24,630 --> 00:22:27,007 We made it. 405 00:22:28,174 --> 00:22:29,784 ♪ Come on, baby, let's do it ♪ 406 00:22:29,884 --> 00:22:31,327 ♪ All I need is you ♪ 407 00:22:31,427 --> 00:22:33,829 ♪ And my boyfriend's you tonight ♪ 408 00:22:33,929 --> 00:22:35,455 ♪ 409 00:22:35,555 --> 00:22:38,333 ♪ Hey! Hey! ♪ 410 00:22:38,433 --> 00:22:40,335 Mommy! 411 00:22:40,435 --> 00:22:43,587 Hi. [laughs] 412 00:22:43,687 --> 00:22:46,255 Oh! 413 00:22:46,355 --> 00:22:47,673 [gasps] Ah. 414 00:22:47,773 --> 00:22:49,342 You excited to get this party started? 415 00:22:49,442 --> 00:22:51,193 Yeah? 416 00:22:53,028 --> 00:22:55,430 What? What's wrong? 417 00:22:55,530 --> 00:22:58,808 Dad just told me Leanna and Bailey can't come. 418 00:22:58,908 --> 00:23:00,910 Like, all of a sudden. 419 00:23:02,869 --> 00:23:06,022 Did he say why? 420 00:23:06,122 --> 00:23:09,316 Well, that's their loss. 421 00:23:09,416 --> 00:23:11,335 You hear me? 422 00:23:12,920 --> 00:23:15,546 [scoffs] Come on! 423 00:23:17,048 --> 00:23:19,157 ♪ uplifting music ♪ 424 00:23:19,257 --> 00:23:21,635 ♪ 425 00:23:23,929 --> 00:23:25,512 [sighs] 426 00:23:30,433 --> 00:23:32,168 [Ryan] Mom, help! 427 00:23:32,268 --> 00:23:34,020 [keys jangle] 428 00:23:36,897 --> 00:23:38,482 Ryan? 429 00:23:44,445 --> 00:23:46,263 [high-pitched ringing] 430 00:23:46,363 --> 00:23:48,490 [muffled] Ryan? 431 00:23:51,784 --> 00:23:53,144 Ryan?! 432 00:23:53,244 --> 00:23:55,521 Ryan? 433 00:23:55,621 --> 00:23:57,564 Excuse me. Have you seen a little boy? 434 00:23:57,664 --> 00:23:58,606 No. 435 00:23:58,706 --> 00:24:00,483 [indistinct, muffled chatter] 436 00:24:00,583 --> 00:24:02,109 He was just in the bathroom. 437 00:24:02,209 --> 00:24:03,610 He's got to be close by. 438 00:24:03,710 --> 00:24:05,337 - Ryan? - [Ryan] Mommy! 439 00:24:07,130 --> 00:24:09,615 Over there. 440 00:24:09,715 --> 00:24:12,343 - Ryan? - [Ryan] Mom! 441 00:24:13,426 --> 00:24:15,637 [panting] 442 00:24:18,139 --> 00:24:19,540 Help! 443 00:24:19,640 --> 00:24:21,167 Oh, my God! It's okay. It's okay. 444 00:24:21,267 --> 00:24:22,918 It's okay, honey. I got you. 445 00:24:23,018 --> 00:24:25,086 I got you. Grab on to me. 446 00:24:25,186 --> 00:24:27,255 It's okay. It's okay. 447 00:24:27,355 --> 00:24:28,798 [grunts] It's okay. 448 00:24:28,898 --> 00:24:30,674 - Help. - It's okay. 449 00:24:30,774 --> 00:24:35,887 [crying] Oh, God! I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. 450 00:24:35,987 --> 00:24:39,490 Oh, God! I'm so sorry. 451 00:24:41,783 --> 00:24:45,478 Thank you, God, for my son. 452 00:24:45,578 --> 00:24:48,606 ♪ somber music ♪ 453 00:24:48,706 --> 00:24:50,708 [sniffles, sighs] 454 00:25:01,049 --> 00:25:02,950 - Say no to Knodel! - Say no! 455 00:25:03,050 --> 00:25:05,828 Say no to Knodel! 456 00:25:05,928 --> 00:25:08,246 - Say no to Knodel. - [man] It's over. You lost. 457 00:25:08,346 --> 00:25:10,207 - Go home, you ugly bitch. - Hey, fuck you, pussy! 458 00:25:10,307 --> 00:25:11,416 - Fuck you! - David! 459 00:25:11,516 --> 00:25:13,042 - Stop the car, why don't you? - David. 460 00:25:13,142 --> 00:25:14,460 - David, David, David, stop. - Fuck you! 461 00:25:14,560 --> 00:25:15,878 - Stop. - What? It's fine. 462 00:25:15,978 --> 00:25:18,463 - No. - He's a fucking asshole, Maggie. 463 00:25:18,563 --> 00:25:20,173 Put that sign down 464 00:25:20,273 --> 00:25:21,691 - before you get your ass kicked! - Get the fuck out of here. 465 00:25:21,691 --> 00:25:23,301 - Just drive. Just drive. - [man 2] Nobody cares, douche! 466 00:25:23,401 --> 00:25:24,760 [car approaching] 467 00:25:24,860 --> 00:25:26,553 Haven't you ruined Mr. Knodel's life enough? 468 00:25:26,653 --> 00:25:28,555 You don't know what you're talking about. 469 00:25:28,655 --> 00:25:31,182 Well, we know you're a fat liar. 470 00:25:31,282 --> 00:25:32,892 - Uh-huh. Okay. - Maggie. 471 00:25:32,992 --> 00:25:34,434 No, okay. What are you gonna do? 472 00:25:34,534 --> 00:25:36,102 - Call the cops? - Yeah, actually I am. 473 00:25:36,202 --> 00:25:37,979 Smile, you fucking stupid bitch! 474 00:25:38,079 --> 00:25:39,980 - Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. - No, they're fucking stupid, 475 00:25:40,080 --> 00:25:41,440 - David. This is stupid. - It's not. 476 00:25:41,540 --> 00:25:43,150 - It is stupid. Let's just go. - Maggie. 477 00:25:43,250 --> 00:25:45,568 - Have to go to work. - You can't listen to idiots. 478 00:25:45,668 --> 00:25:47,153 Those girls are dumb and mean. 479 00:25:47,253 --> 00:25:48,822 [Maggie] No one believes me. 480 00:25:48,922 --> 00:25:50,989 Does that mean everyone is an idiot? 481 00:25:51,089 --> 00:25:53,158 [panting] 482 00:25:53,258 --> 00:25:55,244 David? 483 00:25:55,344 --> 00:25:57,245 You don't get it, do you? 484 00:25:57,345 --> 00:25:59,497 No one believes me. 485 00:25:59,597 --> 00:26:01,598 Not one single person. 486 00:26:04,017 --> 00:26:06,586 You don't even think Aaron did anything that wrong, do you? 487 00:26:06,686 --> 00:26:08,838 What? 488 00:26:08,938 --> 00:26:10,714 Do you think he did anything wrong? 489 00:26:10,814 --> 00:26:13,591 - I am out here with you. - Yeah, you're out here with me. 490 00:26:13,691 --> 00:26:16,069 But you know what I mean, David. You know. 491 00:26:18,445 --> 00:26:20,222 Okay, what if he broke into my house, 492 00:26:20,322 --> 00:26:21,932 put a knife to my throat and raped me, huh? 493 00:26:22,032 --> 00:26:23,349 What would you do then? 494 00:26:23,449 --> 00:26:25,184 Just hold these fucking signs with me out here?! 495 00:26:25,284 --> 00:26:26,602 I don't know! 496 00:26:26,702 --> 00:26:28,062 You-you wouldn't do anything 497 00:26:28,162 --> 00:26:29,521 if someone raped your little sister? 498 00:26:29,621 --> 00:26:31,523 Fine. I-I would kick his fucking ass. I would kill him. 499 00:26:31,623 --> 00:26:32,941 Is that what you want me to say? 500 00:26:33,041 --> 00:26:34,525 So what is... what is the difference, then?! 501 00:26:34,625 --> 00:26:36,819 - Huh?! - He didn't do any of that! 502 00:26:36,919 --> 00:26:38,487 There. Exactly. 503 00:26:38,587 --> 00:26:39,946 You don't believe he did anything. 504 00:26:40,046 --> 00:26:41,923 [David] Hey. 505 00:26:43,049 --> 00:26:45,284 - I believe that he hurt you. - Hmm. 506 00:26:45,384 --> 00:26:48,912 I believe that you are hurt, okay? 507 00:26:49,012 --> 00:26:52,748 David, I was a kid. He was my teacher. 508 00:26:52,848 --> 00:26:56,518 Teachers are supposed to protect the kids. 509 00:26:59,771 --> 00:27:01,922 I-I don't... 510 00:27:02,022 --> 00:27:03,591 You don't know. 511 00:27:03,691 --> 00:27:05,593 I don't know what the fuck to say, Maggie. 512 00:27:05,693 --> 00:27:07,927 [newsman] Up first in local news, Aaron Knodel, 513 00:27:08,027 --> 00:27:12,181 North Dakota's Teacher of the Year, has been found not guilty 514 00:27:12,281 --> 00:27:15,601 after being accused of having a sexual relationship 515 00:27:15,701 --> 00:27:18,519 with an underage female student in 2009. 516 00:27:18,619 --> 00:27:21,606 Now, Mr. Knodel was acquitted on three 517 00:27:21,706 --> 00:27:23,565 of the five charges against him. 518 00:27:23,665 --> 00:27:25,233 Two of the charges 519 00:27:25,333 --> 00:27:27,110 - were dropped... - [Maggie] Are you kidding me? 520 00:27:27,210 --> 00:27:30,321 ...after prosecutors opted against another trial. 521 00:27:30,421 --> 00:27:32,782 The school board voted unanimously 522 00:27:32,882 --> 00:27:34,824 to offer Mr. Knodel back pay. 523 00:27:34,924 --> 00:27:36,534 - [TV clicks off] - All right, back to work. 524 00:27:36,634 --> 00:27:38,661 No, no, please. Let's keep watching. 525 00:27:38,761 --> 00:27:41,555 Just calm down, okay? Back here. 526 00:27:43,974 --> 00:27:45,166 [man] She knew what she was doing. 527 00:27:45,266 --> 00:27:46,684 [man 2] Stop talking, dude. 528 00:27:49,228 --> 00:27:51,922 - You don't like it here? - I don't like having a job, 529 00:27:52,022 --> 00:27:54,341 and neither do you. Everyone treats me like 530 00:27:54,441 --> 00:27:57,218 I'm a fricking idiot. Or a slut! 531 00:27:57,318 --> 00:27:58,636 - [man clears throat] - Uh... 532 00:27:58,736 --> 00:28:00,512 - Yeah?! - Maggie, hush. Please. 533 00:28:00,612 --> 00:28:02,305 If you can't keep your private life at home, 534 00:28:02,405 --> 00:28:04,099 you just can't work here. 535 00:28:04,199 --> 00:28:06,266 My private life? Hmm? 536 00:28:06,366 --> 00:28:09,144 Is all over the fucking TV you were letting everyone gawk at! 537 00:28:09,244 --> 00:28:11,246 Why don't you take the rest of the day to cool off? 538 00:28:12,830 --> 00:28:13,998 Fuck you. 539 00:28:15,541 --> 00:28:18,627 Peace out, Perkins! 540 00:28:34,640 --> 00:28:37,434 Hey, bud, Mama's gonna talk to her friend for a sec. 541 00:28:39,101 --> 00:28:40,461 Want to play with my phone? 542 00:28:40,561 --> 00:28:42,396 [Ryan] Okay. 543 00:28:43,606 --> 00:28:45,340 [vehicle door opens] 544 00:28:45,440 --> 00:28:46,842 [door closes] 545 00:28:46,942 --> 00:28:49,010 Oh, you brought, uh... 546 00:28:49,110 --> 00:28:51,153 Yeah. But, um... 547 00:28:52,905 --> 00:28:55,490 I only wanted to talk to you real quick. 548 00:28:57,742 --> 00:28:59,060 Hello. 549 00:28:59,160 --> 00:29:01,161 Fresh pack? 550 00:29:02,496 --> 00:29:05,440 Why don't you take the whole thing? 551 00:29:05,540 --> 00:29:07,291 What? 552 00:29:10,211 --> 00:29:11,862 I just bring 'em for you 553 00:29:11,962 --> 00:29:14,673 so you'll leave these meetings wanting to meet again. 554 00:29:15,715 --> 00:29:17,716 [Aidan sniffs] 555 00:29:19,718 --> 00:29:22,078 Kid, you kind of smell like shit. 556 00:29:22,178 --> 00:29:24,330 Do you know I thought there was a magic formula? 557 00:29:24,430 --> 00:29:26,416 That I could... 558 00:29:26,516 --> 00:29:28,417 I thought, "Okay, 559 00:29:28,517 --> 00:29:31,420 maybe if I wait for 14 minutes 560 00:29:31,520 --> 00:29:34,338 while standing on my fucking head saying The Lord's Prayer, 561 00:29:34,438 --> 00:29:37,133 then-then this man will write me back and..." 562 00:29:37,233 --> 00:29:39,609 - [laughs] - Look. 563 00:29:42,320 --> 00:29:46,432 Uh, ki... kid, you know I'm not a free man. 564 00:29:46,532 --> 00:29:47,933 That's bullshit, Aidan. 565 00:29:48,033 --> 00:29:50,034 You felt plenty free when you were cumming inside me. 566 00:29:59,376 --> 00:30:01,544 But it's not your fault. 567 00:30:06,548 --> 00:30:08,200 [inhales sharply] 568 00:30:08,300 --> 00:30:11,260 And anyway, I don't... That stuff was good for me. 569 00:30:12,261 --> 00:30:14,305 It was fun for me. 570 00:30:16,514 --> 00:30:19,542 Hmm, I mean, it was... heartbreaking fun, 571 00:30:19,642 --> 00:30:23,504 but it was still fun. Right? 572 00:30:23,604 --> 00:30:25,047 [both laugh] 573 00:30:25,147 --> 00:30:26,672 And I needed fun in my life. 574 00:30:26,772 --> 00:30:28,257 Yeah. 575 00:30:28,357 --> 00:30:30,443 You're the most fun, Kid. 576 00:30:33,445 --> 00:30:35,389 I'm sorry. 577 00:30:35,489 --> 00:30:37,491 Please don't be sorry. 578 00:30:38,657 --> 00:30:40,559 That is something I want you to know. 579 00:30:40,659 --> 00:30:43,144 I was in control. 580 00:30:43,244 --> 00:30:44,854 Just wanted... 581 00:30:44,954 --> 00:30:48,124 what you could not give me. 582 00:30:52,336 --> 00:30:54,320 My God, I still want that thing. 583 00:30:54,420 --> 00:30:57,490 Well, I still want that thing, too. 584 00:30:57,590 --> 00:30:59,382 [sniffles] 585 00:31:09,391 --> 00:31:12,127 [exhales softly] 586 00:31:12,227 --> 00:31:14,354 This is over. 587 00:31:17,606 --> 00:31:19,508 ♪ soft, melancholy music ♪ 588 00:31:19,608 --> 00:31:21,509 ♪ 589 00:31:21,609 --> 00:31:23,720 You know... 590 00:31:23,820 --> 00:31:25,905 Kid, you know I care. 591 00:31:26,947 --> 00:31:28,949 For you. 592 00:31:30,951 --> 00:31:32,993 No, you don't. 593 00:31:40,333 --> 00:31:42,860 Got to go. 594 00:31:42,960 --> 00:31:45,946 I got the boy. 595 00:31:46,046 --> 00:31:48,114 Got to get my other boy. 596 00:31:48,214 --> 00:31:50,116 I got to... 597 00:31:50,216 --> 00:31:52,260 make dinner. 598 00:31:55,887 --> 00:31:57,789 And I smell like shit 599 00:31:57,889 --> 00:32:01,100 'cause I'm covered in shit. 600 00:32:03,978 --> 00:32:06,212 Hey. Will you just... 601 00:32:06,312 --> 00:32:08,773 Will you just take this for the smokes then? 602 00:32:10,232 --> 00:32:12,568 Kid, come on. Will you just take this? 603 00:32:13,986 --> 00:32:14,969 [seat belt clicks] 604 00:32:15,069 --> 00:32:17,113 Kid, come on. 605 00:32:24,244 --> 00:32:26,145 [Ryan] Mom? 606 00:32:26,245 --> 00:32:30,733 ♪ optimistic music ♪ 607 00:32:30,833 --> 00:32:33,835 ♪ 608 00:32:39,214 --> 00:32:41,216 [gasps softly] 609 00:32:51,600 --> 00:32:54,251 [birds singing] 610 00:32:54,351 --> 00:32:56,353 [water runs, stops] 611 00:33:01,024 --> 00:33:03,426 [groans] 612 00:33:03,526 --> 00:33:06,178 - [thud] - Oh! Shit! 613 00:33:06,278 --> 00:33:07,805 What the hell?! 614 00:33:07,905 --> 00:33:09,097 Fuck! 615 00:33:09,197 --> 00:33:11,391 [panting] 616 00:33:11,491 --> 00:33:13,309 You're a crazy bitch. 617 00:33:13,409 --> 00:33:16,311 And I'm tired of not sleeping 618 00:33:16,411 --> 00:33:19,606 next to my goddamn husband! 619 00:33:19,706 --> 00:33:21,399 [grunts] 620 00:33:21,499 --> 00:33:24,402 You don't ever call your wife a slut. 621 00:33:24,502 --> 00:33:25,652 Do you hear me? 622 00:33:25,752 --> 00:33:28,238 - [scoffs] - I... am not... 623 00:33:28,338 --> 00:33:30,031 - a slut. - Mm-hmm. 624 00:33:30,131 --> 00:33:32,032 Nobody is. 625 00:33:32,132 --> 00:33:34,535 That words means absolutely nothing. 626 00:33:34,635 --> 00:33:39,163 And I may be messy as hell, but I'm fucking great. 627 00:33:39,263 --> 00:33:40,957 And you don't deserve me. 628 00:33:41,057 --> 00:33:42,499 - Mm-hmm. - Nobody does. 629 00:33:42,599 --> 00:33:44,810 Mm-hmm. 630 00:33:48,312 --> 00:33:50,339 Mmm. 631 00:33:50,439 --> 00:33:52,341 ♪ slow, dramatic music ♪ 632 00:33:52,441 --> 00:33:55,468 ♪ 633 00:33:55,568 --> 00:33:57,178 Hmm. 634 00:33:57,278 --> 00:33:59,279 [Richard chuckles softly] 635 00:34:04,200 --> 00:34:05,643 [Richard moans] 636 00:34:05,743 --> 00:34:07,061 [Sloane moans] 637 00:34:07,161 --> 00:34:09,271 [Sloane yelps] 638 00:34:09,371 --> 00:34:12,190 [both laughing] 639 00:34:12,290 --> 00:34:14,775 [both moaning] 640 00:34:14,875 --> 00:34:16,610 Oh! Shit. 641 00:34:16,710 --> 00:34:20,030 ♪ 642 00:34:20,130 --> 00:34:22,132 [both moaning] 643 00:34:26,510 --> 00:34:27,761 [Richard growls] 644 00:34:30,139 --> 00:34:33,332 [Sloane moaning and panting loudly] 645 00:34:33,432 --> 00:34:35,434 [both moaning] 646 00:34:37,477 --> 00:34:39,479 [Sloane panting heavily] 647 00:34:42,231 --> 00:34:44,091 [Richard grunting] 648 00:34:44,191 --> 00:34:46,926 [Sloane cries out] 649 00:34:47,026 --> 00:34:51,264 [Sloane gasping] 650 00:34:51,364 --> 00:34:53,307 - [Sloane panting] - [Richard sighs] 651 00:34:53,407 --> 00:34:55,534 ♪ 652 00:34:58,369 --> 00:35:00,371 [Sloane panting] 653 00:35:06,877 --> 00:35:10,087 How about we have it be just you and me for a while? 654 00:35:11,130 --> 00:35:13,115 [Sloane cries quietly] 655 00:35:13,215 --> 00:35:15,241 [crying] I am so sorry. 656 00:35:15,341 --> 00:35:17,135 No, you're not. 657 00:35:19,386 --> 00:35:21,372 But I am. 658 00:35:21,472 --> 00:35:24,640 [Sloane laughs] 659 00:35:26,142 --> 00:35:28,711 ♪ 660 00:35:28,811 --> 00:35:30,420 [Richard moans] 661 00:35:30,520 --> 00:35:33,590 [Sloane sniffling] 662 00:35:33,690 --> 00:35:35,691 [energetic drumbeat playing] 663 00:35:44,908 --> 00:35:47,309 [students cheering] 664 00:35:47,409 --> 00:35:49,144 Let's go! 665 00:35:49,244 --> 00:35:51,246 [cheering, clamoring] 666 00:35:53,247 --> 00:35:56,901 [whooping, laughing] 667 00:35:57,001 --> 00:35:59,444 [Mark] Hey, Mags? 668 00:35:59,544 --> 00:36:01,029 I think I was wrong, kiddo. 669 00:36:01,129 --> 00:36:02,655 Dad? 670 00:36:02,755 --> 00:36:05,866 Sometimes you need more than a little boost from God. 671 00:36:05,966 --> 00:36:08,618 - [laughs] - You have the power, Mags. 672 00:36:08,718 --> 00:36:11,037 It's already in you. 673 00:36:11,137 --> 00:36:12,580 I know it won't be easy, 674 00:36:12,680 --> 00:36:14,932 but I want you to go get those fuckers! 675 00:36:15,974 --> 00:36:17,876 I love you, Mags. 676 00:36:17,976 --> 00:36:19,794 - [panting] - ♪ slow, gentle music ♪ 677 00:36:19,894 --> 00:36:22,213 - [rhythmic clapping] - [crowd] Not guilty! Not guilty! 678 00:36:22,313 --> 00:36:24,673 - Not guilty! - [light clacks on] 679 00:36:24,773 --> 00:36:26,299 Not guilty! 680 00:36:26,399 --> 00:36:29,635 [Gia] Why is it easy to say, "I love you inside of me," 681 00:36:29,735 --> 00:36:32,471 but not just, "I love you"? 682 00:36:32,571 --> 00:36:35,140 Lina asked me, "Why is loving someone 683 00:36:35,240 --> 00:36:37,742 who doesn't love you back a humiliation?" 684 00:36:39,077 --> 00:36:42,354 Because we are condemned when we take our faces off. 685 00:36:42,454 --> 00:36:45,357 We are condemned when we break from the script. 686 00:36:45,457 --> 00:36:48,735 A script none of us even wrote. 687 00:36:48,835 --> 00:36:51,278 You got to say your name. 688 00:36:51,378 --> 00:36:53,655 Got to tell the whole world your name. 689 00:36:53,755 --> 00:36:55,991 - Maggie. - Maggie. 690 00:36:56,091 --> 00:36:57,408 Maggie. 691 00:36:57,508 --> 00:36:58,993 - Maggie. - [Gia] Lina knew. 692 00:36:59,093 --> 00:37:00,369 - Maggie. - Sloane knew. 693 00:37:00,469 --> 00:37:02,370 Maggie. 694 00:37:02,470 --> 00:37:03,955 They realized it was time to stop pretending 695 00:37:04,055 --> 00:37:06,041 that what they wanted didn't matter 696 00:37:06,141 --> 00:37:07,875 as much as it fucking should. 697 00:37:07,975 --> 00:37:09,418 [whispering voice] Maggie. 698 00:37:09,518 --> 00:37:10,836 - [voice 2] Maggie. - [voice 3] Maggie. 699 00:37:10,936 --> 00:37:12,212 - [voice 4] Maggie. - [voice 5] Maggie. 700 00:37:12,312 --> 00:37:13,921 - [voice 6] Maggie. - [voice 7] Maggie. 701 00:37:14,021 --> 00:37:16,966 [whispering voices continue] 702 00:37:17,066 --> 00:37:18,550 Maggie! 703 00:37:18,650 --> 00:37:20,318 [gasps] Maggie. 704 00:37:24,488 --> 00:37:26,615 [sighs] Maggie. 705 00:37:30,535 --> 00:37:31,911 Maggie. 706 00:37:33,580 --> 00:37:34,913 Maggie. 707 00:37:44,213 --> 00:37:46,365 Hey. 708 00:37:46,465 --> 00:37:48,033 I got to go. 709 00:37:48,133 --> 00:37:49,509 I'm catching the next ferry. 710 00:37:51,552 --> 00:37:53,746 Wait, what? What-What's going on? 711 00:37:53,846 --> 00:37:56,081 I just wanted to come and say bye. 712 00:37:56,181 --> 00:37:59,292 You want to calm down and come in for a second? 713 00:37:59,392 --> 00:38:02,378 - No. I don't have time. - You have time. 714 00:38:02,478 --> 00:38:05,756 - Sloane, I don't have... - Gia, I know the ferry schedule. 715 00:38:05,856 --> 00:38:07,398 - She's sleeping. - I got it. 716 00:38:09,567 --> 00:38:11,469 - [Fox fussing] - [Sloane sighs] 717 00:38:11,569 --> 00:38:14,471 Where are you going, and where is Jack? 718 00:38:14,571 --> 00:38:17,723 Oh, Jack's in New York getting his shit. 719 00:38:17,823 --> 00:38:20,101 - So he's coming back? - Mm-hmm. 720 00:38:20,201 --> 00:38:22,495 And that's a good thing, yeah? 721 00:38:23,536 --> 00:38:26,856 I'm dying, Sloane. 722 00:38:26,956 --> 00:38:30,526 You have no idea how easy it is for death to find you, 723 00:38:30,626 --> 00:38:33,445 and unless you experience it, you don't worry about it. 724 00:38:33,545 --> 00:38:36,447 If I cut it off right now, then it'll hurt less. 725 00:38:36,547 --> 00:38:38,324 And you're making this decision for him? 726 00:38:38,424 --> 00:38:42,035 And for me. And for everyone. 727 00:38:42,135 --> 00:38:44,471 [laughs] If you leave like this, it's basically kidnapping. 728 00:38:45,513 --> 00:38:48,165 You know, one thing that I, like, 729 00:38:48,265 --> 00:38:52,293 really dig about you is, you usually mind your business. 730 00:38:52,393 --> 00:38:55,547 Who's the one running around asking everyone on Earth 731 00:38:55,647 --> 00:38:59,591 what it feels like to suck a dick and eat a pussy, 732 00:38:59,691 --> 00:39:01,801 pretending to be a journalist? 733 00:39:01,901 --> 00:39:03,720 I was telling your story. 734 00:39:03,820 --> 00:39:05,805 - Ah. - That's you. 735 00:39:05,905 --> 00:39:08,015 That is wildly, uh... 736 00:39:08,115 --> 00:39:10,017 altruistic. 737 00:39:10,117 --> 00:39:13,686 Look, you don't want to talk to me anymore, you don't have to. 738 00:39:13,786 --> 00:39:15,730 You would not be the first to stop, and I totally get it. 739 00:39:15,830 --> 00:39:17,831 Okay, girl. 740 00:39:19,207 --> 00:39:21,609 I just came to say goodbye. 741 00:39:21,709 --> 00:39:23,419 Then, goodbye. 742 00:39:28,423 --> 00:39:30,842 [Fox babbling] 743 00:39:35,595 --> 00:39:37,639 - Thank you. - Mm-hmm. 744 00:39:46,813 --> 00:39:49,174 [car door opens, closes] 745 00:39:49,274 --> 00:39:51,275 [engine starts] 746 00:39:59,991 --> 00:40:02,517 [Gia] If you're a woman, 747 00:40:02,617 --> 00:40:05,103 they'll find the worst things they can say about you. 748 00:40:05,203 --> 00:40:07,621 It's cruelest when other women do it. 749 00:40:08,622 --> 00:40:09,607 See you. 750 00:40:09,707 --> 00:40:11,233 [driver] Take care now. 751 00:40:11,333 --> 00:40:13,902 [Gia] They'll call you fat, they'll call you a whore. 752 00:40:14,002 --> 00:40:16,421 A bad mom. 753 00:40:17,629 --> 00:40:19,631 - [knocking] - Hey. 754 00:40:22,592 --> 00:40:23,993 [Gia] They'll do it 755 00:40:24,093 --> 00:40:26,220 because it's been done to them. 756 00:40:39,773 --> 00:40:42,133 - [phone ringing] - It's Gia. Leave a message. 757 00:40:42,233 --> 00:40:43,677 - Bye. - [beep] 758 00:40:43,777 --> 00:40:45,928 [Jack] I had this feeling, as I was on the boat 759 00:40:46,028 --> 00:40:49,347 on the way to this elitist piece of shit island, 760 00:40:49,447 --> 00:40:51,657 that you'd disappear. 761 00:40:52,700 --> 00:40:54,410 I would never do this to you. 762 00:40:58,330 --> 00:41:01,315 And then, uh, my second thought was, uh, 763 00:41:01,415 --> 00:41:03,317 "No, no, no. 764 00:41:03,417 --> 00:41:06,920 Uh, no one is that much of a cliché." 765 00:41:09,923 --> 00:41:13,867 "No smart person is that much of a prisoner 766 00:41:13,967 --> 00:41:16,428 to their own psych 101 bullshit." 767 00:41:17,428 --> 00:41:19,122 You know, and the tragedy here is 768 00:41:19,222 --> 00:41:20,957 that you think this is interesting. 769 00:41:21,057 --> 00:41:23,000 That being an unhinged sociopath 770 00:41:23,100 --> 00:41:25,085 somehow makes you interesting. 771 00:41:25,185 --> 00:41:27,628 That this poor man's gonzo journalism act 772 00:41:27,728 --> 00:41:29,522 is fucking interesting! 773 00:41:31,982 --> 00:41:35,969 All you are, all you ever will be, 774 00:41:36,069 --> 00:41:39,822 is a bad... mom. 775 00:41:42,574 --> 00:41:44,559 And you know what else? 776 00:41:44,659 --> 00:41:47,937 Your fucking teeth are not age-appropriate! 777 00:41:48,037 --> 00:41:50,580 So fuck... you! 778 00:41:51,623 --> 00:41:52,899 Bitch! 779 00:41:52,999 --> 00:41:54,583 God! Aah! 780 00:41:57,294 --> 00:41:59,196 ♪ slow, gentle music ♪ 781 00:41:59,296 --> 00:42:02,365 [Gia] I think we all do the best we can, is what I think. 782 00:42:02,465 --> 00:42:04,075 And I think anyone 783 00:42:04,175 --> 00:42:07,161 who has something to say can go fuck himself. 784 00:42:07,261 --> 00:42:09,371 You got a phone I could use? 785 00:42:09,471 --> 00:42:11,289 [sniffles] I need... I need to call the police 786 00:42:11,389 --> 00:42:13,541 to report a child kidnapping. 787 00:42:13,641 --> 00:42:15,585 - [panting] - Huh? 788 00:42:15,685 --> 00:42:17,352 A child's been abducted. 789 00:42:18,395 --> 00:42:19,838 Thank you. 790 00:42:19,938 --> 00:42:21,939 [sighs] 791 00:42:23,733 --> 00:42:25,593 Uh, do-do I...? 792 00:42:25,693 --> 00:42:27,594 Should I dial locally, or do I just dial 911? 793 00:42:27,694 --> 00:42:29,304 - I don't know. - [quietly] Fuck... 794 00:42:29,404 --> 00:42:31,806 [Gia] I'd learned so much from the women. 795 00:42:31,906 --> 00:42:35,309 I'd learned from them what I had not yet learned from my mother. 796 00:42:35,409 --> 00:42:36,769 [Fox cooing] 797 00:42:36,869 --> 00:42:38,061 But I wasn't done, 798 00:42:38,161 --> 00:42:41,314 and the book could not be done until her. 799 00:42:41,414 --> 00:42:43,231 Until Maggie. 800 00:42:43,331 --> 00:42:47,027 She was the kind that left a legacy. 801 00:42:47,127 --> 00:42:48,611 I read it in her story in the paper, 802 00:42:48,711 --> 00:42:51,447 I could hear her screaming between the lines, 803 00:42:51,547 --> 00:42:53,407 and I could feel all the regular people out there 804 00:42:53,507 --> 00:42:56,618 thrusting their hands out in an attempt to quiet her. 805 00:42:56,718 --> 00:42:58,536 ♪ I got a notion to say what doesn't feel right ♪ 806 00:42:58,636 --> 00:43:00,746 But now was not the time to be quiet. 807 00:43:00,846 --> 00:43:02,748 ♪ Got an answer in your story today ♪ 808 00:43:02,848 --> 00:43:04,999 ♪ It gave me a sign that didn't feel right... ♪ 809 00:43:05,099 --> 00:43:06,501 Gia? 810 00:43:06,601 --> 00:43:08,628 Hey. Oh, my God. 811 00:43:08,728 --> 00:43:11,463 - Just driving through? - Yeah, exactly. 812 00:43:11,563 --> 00:43:13,674 ♪ You've been here before... ♪ 813 00:43:13,774 --> 00:43:15,342 Who is that? 814 00:43:15,442 --> 00:43:18,970 Uh, I was actually gonna ask you the same question. 815 00:43:19,070 --> 00:43:20,846 I don't know. I just found it in the booth. 816 00:43:20,946 --> 00:43:24,391 Uh... you don't know who might have...? 817 00:43:24,491 --> 00:43:25,950 [laughs] 818 00:43:26,992 --> 00:43:28,660 Do you want to sit? 819 00:43:29,703 --> 00:43:30,896 [Maggie sniffles] 820 00:43:30,996 --> 00:43:32,438 I'm sorry I just, like, showed up like this. 821 00:43:32,538 --> 00:43:33,982 I don't really know what I'm doing. 822 00:43:34,082 --> 00:43:35,900 I just wanted to meet you. 823 00:43:36,000 --> 00:43:37,484 That's not weird or anything. 824 00:43:37,584 --> 00:43:39,778 - Yeah, I know. Sorry. [laughs] - [laughs] 825 00:43:39,878 --> 00:43:41,530 You can stop saying "sorry." 826 00:43:41,630 --> 00:43:44,156 ♪ Day after day... ♪ 827 00:43:44,256 --> 00:43:46,158 - [laughs softly] - I guess I just wanted 828 00:43:46,258 --> 00:43:48,577 to say to you that, like, no matter what happens, 829 00:43:48,677 --> 00:43:50,579 even if we never speak again, 830 00:43:50,679 --> 00:43:53,373 I believe you, Maggie. 831 00:43:53,473 --> 00:43:56,000 I believe that everything you said happened to you is true. 832 00:43:56,100 --> 00:44:00,837 And that what that guy did to you is so utterly wrong. 833 00:44:00,937 --> 00:44:03,881 He was your teacher. 834 00:44:03,981 --> 00:44:06,300 He was supposed to give a shit about what happened to you. 835 00:44:06,400 --> 00:44:09,319 But he didn't. He gave a shit about what happened to him. 836 00:44:18,284 --> 00:44:20,395 You really fucking believe me? 837 00:44:20,495 --> 00:44:21,995 I really fucking believe you. 838 00:44:24,206 --> 00:44:29,210 ♪ I wanted to know if I could go home... ♪ 839 00:44:30,378 --> 00:44:33,113 I could never do what you've done 840 00:44:33,213 --> 00:44:36,383 - and stand there and be okay. - [sighs] 841 00:44:37,383 --> 00:44:39,493 Like, when my father died, 842 00:44:39,593 --> 00:44:42,454 I-I didn't leave my house for, like, five years. 843 00:44:42,554 --> 00:44:43,888 [exhales] 844 00:44:46,683 --> 00:44:49,226 Maybe then you... you should stay. 845 00:44:50,352 --> 00:44:52,004 We could be brave together. 846 00:44:52,104 --> 00:44:53,713 Yeah? 847 00:44:53,813 --> 00:44:55,940 Mm. [laughs] 848 00:44:58,067 --> 00:45:00,986 Maggie, I want to tell the world your story. 849 00:45:02,404 --> 00:45:05,431 Because there are people out there who will believe you. 850 00:45:05,531 --> 00:45:08,200 I think, like, lots of people. 851 00:45:09,243 --> 00:45:11,895 ♪ So don't knock it, don't knock it... ♪ 852 00:45:11,995 --> 00:45:14,481 [sniffles] 853 00:45:14,581 --> 00:45:18,442 When I told you to pick a place, I said to myself, 854 00:45:18,542 --> 00:45:20,818 "If she picked Donut Hut, then I'll meet her." 855 00:45:20,918 --> 00:45:22,403 - [laughs] Really? - Yeah. 856 00:45:22,503 --> 00:45:24,447 It was my dad's favorite. 857 00:45:24,547 --> 00:45:25,922 [chuckles] 858 00:45:27,299 --> 00:45:28,842 Hmm. 859 00:45:34,388 --> 00:45:36,390 So you'll stay? 860 00:45:37,807 --> 00:45:38,892 Yeah. 861 00:45:42,186 --> 00:45:43,545 Can I hug you? 862 00:45:43,645 --> 00:45:44,922 Yeah. 863 00:45:45,022 --> 00:45:47,840 ♪ Don't knock it ♪ 864 00:45:47,940 --> 00:45:49,676 I fucking believe you. 865 00:45:49,776 --> 00:45:52,345 ♪ So don't knock it, don't knock it ♪ 866 00:45:52,445 --> 00:45:53,804 ♪ You've been here before ♪ 867 00:45:53,904 --> 00:45:56,723 Thank you so much. 868 00:45:56,823 --> 00:45:58,724 ♪ So don't knock it, don't knock it ♪ 869 00:45:58,824 --> 00:46:01,143 ♪ You've been here before ♪ 870 00:46:01,243 --> 00:46:03,562 ♪ gentle music ♪ 871 00:46:03,662 --> 00:46:05,664 ♪ 872 00:46:09,708 --> 00:46:11,610 [Gia] The other thing people always wanted to know 873 00:46:11,710 --> 00:46:13,612 besides, "Why these three women," 874 00:46:13,712 --> 00:46:17,382 was, "What did you learn?" 875 00:46:20,842 --> 00:46:22,744 Talking to these women and to hundreds more 876 00:46:22,844 --> 00:46:25,496 for hours and hours and living in their towns 877 00:46:25,596 --> 00:46:26,914 and going to the doctor with them 878 00:46:27,014 --> 00:46:29,809 and going to meet their lovers, and what did you learn? 879 00:46:39,108 --> 00:46:41,467 What I learned is somewhat the same answer 880 00:46:41,567 --> 00:46:44,320 to the question of, "Why these three women?" 881 00:46:47,030 --> 00:46:49,933 Because they are all of us. 882 00:46:50,033 --> 00:46:51,935 Because we are all in this together. 883 00:46:52,035 --> 00:46:54,520 And everybody counts the exact same amount. 884 00:46:54,620 --> 00:46:57,456 Even the bitches and the sluts. 885 00:47:05,254 --> 00:47:07,631 [exhales deeply] 886 00:47:10,466 --> 00:47:11,784 We don't want to hear 887 00:47:11,884 --> 00:47:14,369 that other women struggle with their weight, 888 00:47:14,469 --> 00:47:15,621 with their looks, 889 00:47:15,721 --> 00:47:18,056 with aging, with status. 890 00:47:19,932 --> 00:47:21,876 We want to pretend those struggles don't exist. 891 00:47:21,976 --> 00:47:24,629 That we don't look for the lost or broken parts of ourselves 892 00:47:24,729 --> 00:47:26,838 in the shape of other people. 893 00:47:26,938 --> 00:47:28,840 ♪ 894 00:47:28,940 --> 00:47:31,233 [laughs] 895 00:47:37,405 --> 00:47:38,806 Why Lina? 896 00:47:38,906 --> 00:47:42,159 Why this unhappy housewife? 897 00:47:44,119 --> 00:47:46,829 - ♪ - [dialogue inaudible] 898 00:47:57,005 --> 00:48:00,883 Why Sloane with her unruly desire? 899 00:48:11,058 --> 00:48:12,709 And Maggie? 900 00:48:12,809 --> 00:48:14,585 Why name her desire at all? 901 00:48:14,685 --> 00:48:17,480 And wasn't hers actually just trauma? 902 00:48:19,522 --> 00:48:21,550 But people attack nuance. 903 00:48:21,650 --> 00:48:24,552 They attack aberration, even as they bemoan 904 00:48:24,652 --> 00:48:28,906 the lack of representation of this group or that one. 905 00:48:31,157 --> 00:48:33,434 What I learned is this. 906 00:48:33,534 --> 00:48:36,478 We don't want to hear about what another woman wants 907 00:48:36,578 --> 00:48:38,063 if it's something married, 908 00:48:38,163 --> 00:48:39,731 if it's something brutish, 909 00:48:39,831 --> 00:48:41,023 if it's something we have wanted, too, 910 00:48:41,123 --> 00:48:42,875 and did not get. 911 00:48:44,752 --> 00:48:47,654 We don't want to hear a young woman feels actualized 912 00:48:47,754 --> 00:48:50,532 by the gaze of a man, even if hearing that 913 00:48:50,632 --> 00:48:54,451 and witnessing the fallout it wreaks is the very thing 914 00:48:54,551 --> 00:48:57,762 that helps another woman not make the same mistakes. 915 00:48:58,805 --> 00:49:01,916 What I learned is that we all want to be loved. 916 00:49:02,016 --> 00:49:05,294 We all want to be seen and loved 917 00:49:05,394 --> 00:49:07,546 for who we truly are. 918 00:49:07,646 --> 00:49:10,089 But even just saying that can be the scariest thing 919 00:49:10,189 --> 00:49:11,816 in the whole world. 920 00:49:12,817 --> 00:49:14,050 You know what I learned? 921 00:49:14,150 --> 00:49:17,012 It doesn't matter what she wants. 922 00:49:17,112 --> 00:49:19,013 Just let her go and try and get it 923 00:49:19,113 --> 00:49:22,074 because that is what she fucking deserves. 924 00:49:24,075 --> 00:49:26,202 That's what I learned. 925 00:49:27,912 --> 00:49:29,813 [exhales] 926 00:49:29,913 --> 00:49:31,815 ♪ "Fire" by Bruce Springsteen ♪ 927 00:49:31,915 --> 00:49:33,917 ♪ 928 00:49:35,209 --> 00:49:37,111 ♪ I'm driving in my car... ♪ 929 00:49:37,211 --> 00:49:38,362 Wait. You got to turn on the... 930 00:49:38,462 --> 00:49:39,363 [Maggie] Oh. 931 00:49:39,463 --> 00:49:40,488 Excuse me. 932 00:49:40,588 --> 00:49:43,408 [sighs] Thanks. 933 00:49:43,508 --> 00:49:46,827 ♪ I'm pulling you close... ♪ 934 00:49:46,927 --> 00:49:49,121 You guys going to New York for vacation? 935 00:49:49,221 --> 00:49:51,539 Uh, yeah, sort of. 936 00:49:51,639 --> 00:49:53,541 [Arlene chuckles] 937 00:49:53,641 --> 00:49:55,084 - She's gonna be on TV. - Mom. 938 00:49:55,184 --> 00:49:56,919 - What? - The Today Show. 939 00:49:57,019 --> 00:49:59,087 - Really? - [sighs] Oh, my gosh. 940 00:49:59,187 --> 00:50:00,923 [Arlene] She's in a book. 941 00:50:01,023 --> 00:50:02,757 - Yeah. [laughs] - Mm-hmm. 942 00:50:02,857 --> 00:50:04,842 Holy smokes. 943 00:50:04,942 --> 00:50:07,427 I've never met anyone on TV before. 944 00:50:07,527 --> 00:50:08,762 That's pretty cool. 945 00:50:08,862 --> 00:50:11,681 ♪ Late at night ♪ 946 00:50:11,781 --> 00:50:15,351 - [bell dings] - ♪ I'm taking you home ♪ 947 00:50:15,451 --> 00:50:18,853 ♪ I say I want to stay ♪ 948 00:50:18,953 --> 00:50:22,690 ♪ You say you want to be alone ♪ 949 00:50:22,790 --> 00:50:26,026 ♪ You say you don't love me ♪ 950 00:50:26,126 --> 00:50:29,462 ♪ But you can't hide your desire ♪ 951 00:50:30,463 --> 00:50:33,074 ♪ When we kiss ♪ 952 00:50:33,174 --> 00:50:35,075 ♪ Oh ♪ 953 00:50:35,175 --> 00:50:37,135 ♪ Fire ♪ 954 00:50:41,180 --> 00:50:45,083 ♪ You got a hold on me right from the start ♪ 955 00:50:45,183 --> 00:50:49,087 ♪ A grip so tight, I couldn't tear it apart ♪ 956 00:50:49,187 --> 00:50:52,089 ♪ My nerves all jumpin', actin' like a fool ♪ 957 00:50:52,189 --> 00:50:56,092 ♪ Your kisses, they burn, but your heart stays cool ♪ 958 00:50:56,192 --> 00:50:59,153 ♪ Romeo and Juliet ♪ 959 00:51:00,196 --> 00:51:03,156 ♪ Samson and Delilah ♪ 960 00:51:04,199 --> 00:51:07,101 ♪ You can bet ♪ 961 00:51:07,201 --> 00:51:10,162 ♪ Their love they couldn't deny ♪ 962 00:51:11,205 --> 00:51:14,107 ♪ Your words say split ♪ 963 00:51:14,207 --> 00:51:17,168 ♪ But your words, they lie ♪ 964 00:51:18,210 --> 00:51:21,029 ♪ When we kiss ♪ 965 00:51:21,129 --> 00:51:25,616 ♪ Oh, fire ♪ 966 00:51:25,716 --> 00:51:28,677 ♪ Fire ♪