1 00:00:21,522 --> 00:00:24,525 One of the most important decisions you'll ever make 2 00:00:24,525 --> 00:00:26,235 is who to spend your life with. 3 00:00:28,529 --> 00:00:29,697 Who they are. 4 00:00:31,491 --> 00:00:33,534 Who you are when you're with them. 5 00:00:35,745 --> 00:00:39,040 And if that's the person you really wanna be. 6 00:00:39,040 --> 00:00:42,460 ♪ Pain in my chest, pain in my breast Yeah, you were the key ♪ 7 00:00:42,460 --> 00:00:44,378 ♪ And you know ♪ 8 00:00:44,378 --> 00:00:46,631 ♪ You know I hate to fight ♪ 9 00:00:46,631 --> 00:00:51,135 ♪ You know, you know I can't believe... ♪ 10 00:00:51,135 --> 00:00:52,553 Now fuck me. 11 00:00:56,098 --> 00:00:59,227 Fairy tales absolutely do come true. 12 00:01:01,979 --> 00:01:05,525 But sometimes you have to go through hell first to get there. 13 00:01:06,317 --> 00:01:08,111 Hold on. Wait. 14 00:01:08,111 --> 00:01:09,862 - Oh, come on. - Don't! Just-- 15 00:01:10,571 --> 00:01:11,656 Just don't. 16 00:01:16,828 --> 00:01:20,164 I came to you six months ago with a ring, 17 00:01:20,164 --> 00:01:22,250 with a dream of a life, 18 00:01:22,250 --> 00:01:23,668 and you said no. 19 00:01:23,668 --> 00:01:25,628 - I know. - No, you don't. 20 00:01:27,713 --> 00:01:30,716 It took everything I have to get over you. 21 00:01:32,134 --> 00:01:33,135 I had to-- 22 00:01:34,053 --> 00:01:36,264 I had to bury all those feelings... 23 00:01:37,348 --> 00:01:38,766 just to stay alive. 24 00:01:40,935 --> 00:01:41,978 And now... 25 00:01:45,231 --> 00:01:46,274 it's too late. 26 00:01:51,946 --> 00:01:53,322 I met someone. 27 00:01:54,115 --> 00:01:55,116 Gigi. 28 00:01:55,116 --> 00:01:56,033 She's... 29 00:01:57,869 --> 00:01:59,495 - She's a model. 30 00:02:00,663 --> 00:02:02,165 Of course she is. 31 00:02:02,165 --> 00:02:03,457 And she's pregnant. 32 00:02:06,002 --> 00:02:07,920 We're gonna start a family together. 33 00:02:09,172 --> 00:02:10,006 I can... 34 00:02:11,090 --> 00:02:13,801 finally make things right. 35 00:02:15,887 --> 00:02:18,014 Be the man you always wanted me to be. 36 00:02:20,349 --> 00:02:21,934 Just with someone else. 37 00:02:21,934 --> 00:02:22,852 Hey. 38 00:02:22,852 --> 00:02:24,353 Oh, my God. 39 00:02:25,730 --> 00:02:27,481 This is so embarrassing. Wow. 40 00:02:28,566 --> 00:02:30,067 I never should've come. Um-- 41 00:02:30,067 --> 00:02:33,487 I just-- I've been trying to forget about you and this... 42 00:02:34,697 --> 00:02:37,867 part of me for months now, you know? 43 00:02:37,867 --> 00:02:42,205 And then I saw you at Sasha's book event and I-- 44 00:02:42,205 --> 00:02:43,664 What event? 45 00:02:44,373 --> 00:02:46,292 This afternoon, at the pavilion. 46 00:02:46,292 --> 00:02:48,920 No, I wasn't there, Billie. 47 00:02:49,420 --> 00:02:51,005 Yes, you were. 48 00:02:51,005 --> 00:02:52,173 I saw you. 49 00:02:56,761 --> 00:02:58,095 Oh, my God. 50 00:03:01,182 --> 00:03:02,391 What about Cooper? 51 00:03:03,434 --> 00:03:04,435 Huh? 52 00:03:05,186 --> 00:03:06,687 What was your plan? 53 00:03:06,687 --> 00:03:08,731 Were you just gonna hide this from him? 54 00:03:09,315 --> 00:03:10,232 I don't know. 55 00:03:13,527 --> 00:03:14,528 I guess so. 56 00:03:14,528 --> 00:03:16,322 That's not who you are. 57 00:03:17,448 --> 00:03:18,741 Or who you wanna be. 58 00:03:22,453 --> 00:03:23,996 Forget me, all right? 59 00:03:26,499 --> 00:03:27,416 Forget us. 60 00:03:29,543 --> 00:03:31,212 You have a choice you need to make. 61 00:03:31,212 --> 00:03:33,422 No, I should just go home 62 00:03:33,422 --> 00:03:37,176 and, like, pretend like none of this ever happened. 63 00:03:37,176 --> 00:03:38,219 Or not. 64 00:03:40,930 --> 00:03:42,974 You are fearless, Billie Mann. 65 00:03:44,642 --> 00:03:46,352 You need to remember that. 66 00:03:48,938 --> 00:03:51,983 And decide what you really want out of your life. 67 00:03:53,317 --> 00:03:54,151 Billie? 68 00:03:55,194 --> 00:03:56,195 Billie? 69 00:03:58,155 --> 00:03:59,073 {\an8}Billie? 70 00:04:01,826 --> 00:04:03,119 {\an8}Come on, girl. 71 00:04:05,246 --> 00:04:07,290 - Hey, hey, hey. - You're back! 72 00:04:07,290 --> 00:04:08,416 Of course! 73 00:04:08,416 --> 00:04:10,543 - And I'm exhausted. - Oh. 74 00:04:11,502 --> 00:04:13,963 But I brought reinforcements. 75 00:04:13,963 --> 00:04:14,922 Yeah. 76 00:04:16,090 --> 00:04:17,883 {\an8}And you got a couch. 77 00:04:18,843 --> 00:04:20,928 I finally unpacked all those boxes, 78 00:04:20,928 --> 00:04:23,556 which means this is really happening. 79 00:04:24,724 --> 00:04:26,142 This is my life now. 80 00:04:26,142 --> 00:04:29,478 For the three days a week you're not in Connecticut with your kids. 81 00:04:29,478 --> 00:04:30,855 - Thanks. - Hey. 82 00:04:31,355 --> 00:04:34,066 Some time to yourself is one of the perks of divorce. 83 00:04:34,066 --> 00:04:37,778 Or so says the DILF I shacked up with in San Fran. 84 00:04:38,362 --> 00:04:40,114 You gotta do a book tour. 85 00:04:40,114 --> 00:04:43,617 A paramour in every city doesn't suck. 86 00:04:44,201 --> 00:04:45,911 I need to write a book first. 87 00:04:45,911 --> 00:04:48,622 Well, now you have time. 88 00:04:49,373 --> 00:04:51,751 Look, we need to get you out of this apartment 89 00:04:51,751 --> 00:04:53,794 and back in the game. 90 00:04:53,794 --> 00:04:55,838 Mm? Mm? 91 00:04:55,838 --> 00:04:56,756 - Okay. 92 00:04:57,798 --> 00:04:58,632 Oh, my God. 93 00:04:58,632 --> 00:05:00,301 Get your ass in here. 94 00:05:03,304 --> 00:05:05,264 These clothes are crusty, girl. 95 00:05:05,264 --> 00:05:07,141 Haven't really been going out. 96 00:05:07,141 --> 00:05:08,642 No shit. 97 00:05:08,642 --> 00:05:10,227 It's been months. 98 00:05:10,227 --> 00:05:12,646 You need to stop punishing yourself. 99 00:05:12,646 --> 00:05:14,231 Put on some real clothes. 100 00:05:14,231 --> 00:05:15,941 Maybe a little lip gloss. 101 00:05:15,941 --> 00:05:18,110 Come find our new neighborhood joint. 102 00:05:18,110 --> 00:05:19,528 I don't know, Sash. 103 00:05:19,528 --> 00:05:20,988 Well, I do. 104 00:05:20,988 --> 00:05:23,240 Plus, I got news. 105 00:05:23,240 --> 00:05:25,493 Guess whose bestselling best friend 106 00:05:25,493 --> 00:05:29,830 is going to be interviewed live on national TV tomorrow 107 00:05:29,830 --> 00:05:32,291 by mother-loving Soledad O'Brien? 108 00:05:32,291 --> 00:05:33,834 - No. - Yes! 109 00:05:34,543 --> 00:05:35,419 What? 110 00:05:40,091 --> 00:05:41,634 Cheers, honey. 111 00:05:42,676 --> 00:05:43,886 Yes. 112 00:05:48,599 --> 00:05:51,060 No. What is that? Your phantom diamond? 113 00:05:51,060 --> 00:05:54,605 You miss the noose-like golden handcuff that thing had become? 114 00:05:54,605 --> 00:05:56,107 It's just weird. 115 00:05:56,107 --> 00:05:58,234 It's not weird. 116 00:05:58,234 --> 00:06:00,569 It's just like old times. 117 00:06:00,569 --> 00:06:03,489 We are the hottest women in this place 118 00:06:03,489 --> 00:06:06,784 and plenty of dudes are rightfully checking us out. 119 00:06:06,784 --> 00:06:09,328 - Like him. - Oh. 120 00:06:09,328 --> 00:06:10,788 - And him. - Stop it. 121 00:06:10,788 --> 00:06:14,083 - And him, and him, and him. - Enough. Put your-- Stop! 122 00:06:14,083 --> 00:06:15,876 I will not. 123 00:06:15,876 --> 00:06:19,505 Because you have nothing to feel guilty about. 124 00:06:20,172 --> 00:06:21,841 Oh. Well, in that case, 125 00:06:21,841 --> 00:06:23,843 let me just go get my fuck on right now. 126 00:06:23,843 --> 00:06:24,969 - Whoa! - Oh! 127 00:06:24,969 --> 00:06:26,095 - Oh, my-- - Easy, killer. 128 00:06:26,095 --> 00:06:27,680 I'm so sorry. 129 00:06:27,680 --> 00:06:29,807 Oh, my God. Here. No, I got it. 130 00:06:29,807 --> 00:06:31,851 Ow! 131 00:06:31,851 --> 00:06:33,060 Oh, my God. 132 00:06:33,060 --> 00:06:34,353 Are you okay? 133 00:06:34,353 --> 00:06:36,856 Perfect, yeah. I was ready for a new nose anyway. 134 00:06:36,856 --> 00:06:38,732 Do you think it's broken? 135 00:06:40,818 --> 00:06:41,986 I don't know. 136 00:06:41,986 --> 00:06:43,612 Maybe you could check it out? 137 00:06:43,612 --> 00:06:44,613 What do you think? 138 00:06:45,197 --> 00:06:46,949 I think you're gonna be fine. 139 00:06:47,533 --> 00:06:50,911 Maybe I could get your insurance information just in case? 140 00:06:50,911 --> 00:06:54,874 I got a pretty high deductible. Might be better to just self-pay. 141 00:06:55,583 --> 00:06:59,795 Anyway, have a great night. I'm really sorry about that. 142 00:06:59,795 --> 00:07:01,172 Whoa, whoa. What's your name? 143 00:07:03,257 --> 00:07:05,176 I never come this far uptown, 144 00:07:05,176 --> 00:07:09,555 but my buddy's playing around the corner at The Beacon so we stopped in. 145 00:07:09,555 --> 00:07:11,432 Now I think I know why. 146 00:07:12,349 --> 00:07:13,726 Oh, my God. Why? 147 00:07:13,726 --> 00:07:15,144 Because it's kismet? 148 00:07:15,144 --> 00:07:17,563 Let me buy you a drink. Find out. 149 00:07:17,563 --> 00:07:19,440 Okay. Well... 150 00:07:19,440 --> 00:07:22,318 I already have a drink so-- 151 00:07:22,318 --> 00:07:23,819 Actually... 152 00:07:25,905 --> 00:07:28,157 Hmm. Problem solved. 153 00:07:29,283 --> 00:07:31,076 Her name's Billie, by the way. 154 00:07:32,286 --> 00:07:34,788 Nice to meet you, Billie. 155 00:07:35,456 --> 00:07:37,208 Nice to meet you... 156 00:07:37,791 --> 00:07:38,876 Majid. 157 00:07:39,460 --> 00:07:41,253 - Majid. - It's Persian. 158 00:07:42,087 --> 00:07:42,963 And you? 159 00:07:43,756 --> 00:07:44,632 Uh, yeah. Yeah. 160 00:07:44,632 --> 00:07:45,549 Half. 161 00:07:45,549 --> 00:07:46,467 My dad. 162 00:07:48,594 --> 00:07:50,888 Listen, I'm flattered. 163 00:07:50,888 --> 00:07:53,974 Though clearly not a big believer in fate. 164 00:07:54,558 --> 00:07:56,477 I'm just out having a drink with my friend. 165 00:07:56,477 --> 00:07:58,103 I'm not really-- 166 00:07:58,103 --> 00:07:59,230 Available? 167 00:08:00,022 --> 00:08:02,525 I figured you were too hot to be single. 168 00:08:04,193 --> 00:08:06,278 So who's the lucky guy? 169 00:08:12,993 --> 00:08:13,827 You're back. 170 00:08:17,039 --> 00:08:18,457 You're still awake. 171 00:08:21,669 --> 00:08:22,503 Good. 172 00:08:24,171 --> 00:08:25,256 We need to talk. 173 00:08:25,923 --> 00:08:30,344 I know I said that everything was fine... 174 00:08:31,637 --> 00:08:34,807 and I was hoping it would be fine, but the truth is... 175 00:08:37,768 --> 00:08:39,019 it's not. 176 00:08:40,104 --> 00:08:42,940 Is this your way of explaining where you've been all night? 177 00:08:44,692 --> 00:08:45,859 I went to see Brad. 178 00:08:45,859 --> 00:08:47,361 Yeah, no shit. 179 00:08:52,157 --> 00:08:54,285 Put a tracker on your phone, Billie. 180 00:08:56,453 --> 00:08:57,705 You did what? 181 00:08:59,456 --> 00:09:01,125 I knew you'd go back to him. 182 00:09:01,125 --> 00:09:03,002 This isn't about Brad. 183 00:09:03,002 --> 00:09:04,253 This is about me. 184 00:09:04,253 --> 00:09:06,505 It's about us. It's about our marriage. 185 00:09:06,505 --> 00:09:08,882 Which is pretty much over, don't you think? 186 00:09:08,882 --> 00:09:10,634 I think we need to find out. 187 00:09:10,634 --> 00:09:11,677 Oh, please. 188 00:09:11,677 --> 00:09:15,097 I should have left you six months ago and I was about to, 189 00:09:15,097 --> 00:09:17,349 but your fucking boyfriend convinced me to stay, 190 00:09:17,349 --> 00:09:20,686 telling me that I was the one you wanted, which is clearly not true. 191 00:09:20,686 --> 00:09:23,397 I wanted it to be true. 192 00:09:23,397 --> 00:09:26,358 But the only reason it's been working at all the last six months 193 00:09:26,358 --> 00:09:30,863 is because I took the blame for everything right up until what happened with Trina. 194 00:09:30,863 --> 00:09:33,240 Cooper, I wanna be honest... 195 00:09:33,824 --> 00:09:37,202 with myself and you about who I am and what I want. 196 00:09:37,202 --> 00:09:39,997 And I want us to be able to talk through it. 197 00:09:39,997 --> 00:09:41,957 We should go to counseling. 198 00:09:41,957 --> 00:09:43,417 Fuck counseling. 199 00:09:43,417 --> 00:09:44,877 And fuck you. 200 00:09:45,461 --> 00:09:46,879 Okay. Cooper. 201 00:09:46,879 --> 00:09:50,257 Cooper, you don't mean that, okay? I know you're upset-- 202 00:09:50,257 --> 00:09:51,425 I'm not. 203 00:09:51,425 --> 00:09:52,343 I-- 204 00:09:53,761 --> 00:09:55,137 I'm just done. 205 00:10:03,687 --> 00:10:05,814 There's no guy. 206 00:10:05,814 --> 00:10:06,857 Lucky or otherwise. 207 00:10:06,857 --> 00:10:08,734 Then lucky me. 208 00:10:08,734 --> 00:10:09,652 No. 209 00:10:12,613 --> 00:10:13,864 Okay, you know what? 210 00:10:15,783 --> 00:10:16,742 Screw it. 211 00:10:18,118 --> 00:10:21,121 You don't wanna go out with me, okay? 212 00:10:21,121 --> 00:10:24,333 I am a messy mess right now 213 00:10:24,333 --> 00:10:25,751 who just blew up her life. 214 00:10:25,751 --> 00:10:27,503 I mean, kind of unintentionally, 215 00:10:27,503 --> 00:10:30,964 but if I'm really being honest, completely intentionally. 216 00:10:30,964 --> 00:10:33,801 I have two young kids. I'm in the middle of a bitter divorce. 217 00:10:33,801 --> 00:10:34,843 But even worse, 218 00:10:34,843 --> 00:10:38,138 I'm pining away for the love of my life, who is with somebody else now, 219 00:10:38,138 --> 00:10:39,765 a fucking model, 220 00:10:39,765 --> 00:10:41,058 and they're having a baby, 221 00:10:41,058 --> 00:10:43,936 so I'm supposed to figure out how to move on without him, 222 00:10:43,936 --> 00:10:48,399 but the only problem is I'm pretty sure I never, ever will. 223 00:10:50,234 --> 00:10:51,735 You're something else. 224 00:10:52,319 --> 00:10:53,821 - So I've been told. - No. 225 00:10:54,446 --> 00:10:55,489 I like it. 226 00:10:56,073 --> 00:10:57,866 Usually, you have to put in three dates 227 00:10:57,866 --> 00:11:00,744 before you get to what's really going on with someone. 228 00:11:01,745 --> 00:11:03,872 Is that the new three date rule? 229 00:11:03,872 --> 00:11:05,582 At this point in my life... 230 00:11:05,582 --> 00:11:08,043 it feels so much better to just skip the dance. 231 00:11:08,043 --> 00:11:09,503 Cut to the chase. 232 00:11:09,503 --> 00:11:12,214 Not that I don't like to dance. 233 00:11:12,214 --> 00:11:16,176 I'm very much looking forward to doing the dance with you, Billie. 234 00:11:16,176 --> 00:11:17,136 Okay. 235 00:11:17,136 --> 00:11:18,804 You're insane. You realize that? 236 00:11:18,804 --> 00:11:23,183 Well, not everything has to make sense to make sense. 237 00:11:24,268 --> 00:11:27,396 Besides, the time right after you blow up your life... 238 00:11:28,564 --> 00:11:30,441 it's usually the most exciting. 239 00:11:30,441 --> 00:11:31,442 Trust me. 240 00:11:32,651 --> 00:11:34,194 What does that mean? 241 00:11:34,194 --> 00:11:35,529 Just that... 242 00:11:36,530 --> 00:11:39,116 what seems like it was the worst day of your life... 243 00:11:39,783 --> 00:11:41,869 might actually have been the best. 244 00:11:43,454 --> 00:11:44,288 Okay. 245 00:11:45,456 --> 00:11:48,750 Thank you, but I am a PhD candidate in psychology 246 00:11:48,750 --> 00:11:53,380 which means I am drowning in aphorisms about how crises build resilience. 247 00:11:53,380 --> 00:11:57,009 Uh, "The future lies in you." "Make your own tomorrow." 248 00:11:57,009 --> 00:11:58,927 I mean, it's all I think about. 249 00:11:58,927 --> 00:12:00,345 Maybe that's your problem. 250 00:12:00,929 --> 00:12:02,306 Too much thinking. 251 00:12:04,099 --> 00:12:05,559 Give me your phone. 252 00:12:05,559 --> 00:12:07,144 Excuse me? 253 00:12:07,144 --> 00:12:09,396 It's how the kids do it these days. 254 00:12:10,647 --> 00:12:11,648 Tomorrow night. 255 00:12:13,025 --> 00:12:13,942 Eight o'clock. 256 00:12:13,942 --> 00:12:16,236 I know a great place in the Village. 257 00:12:16,236 --> 00:12:17,613 Let me take you out. 258 00:12:18,238 --> 00:12:19,781 Get your mind on something else. 259 00:12:19,781 --> 00:12:21,200 Okay? 260 00:12:21,200 --> 00:12:22,117 Dude. 261 00:12:23,202 --> 00:12:24,369 We're good to go. 262 00:12:25,954 --> 00:12:26,788 Kismet. 263 00:12:27,831 --> 00:12:28,665 Yeah. 264 00:12:34,546 --> 00:12:38,717 Now that's what I'm talking about! Ow! 265 00:12:38,717 --> 00:12:40,844 I'm going out! 266 00:12:41,470 --> 00:12:43,805 Let's go, baby! 267 00:12:47,935 --> 00:12:48,810 Daddy? 268 00:12:49,478 --> 00:12:50,896 What's up, bud? 269 00:12:50,896 --> 00:12:52,814 Olga needs you downstairs. 270 00:12:52,814 --> 00:12:54,775 All right. I'm coming. 271 00:13:06,203 --> 00:13:07,037 You all right? 272 00:13:07,037 --> 00:13:09,665 How long is Olga gonna be staying with us? 273 00:13:11,750 --> 00:13:12,918 For a while. 274 00:13:14,586 --> 00:13:18,632 - She's really helping, don't you think? - I want Mommy to come home. 275 00:13:19,925 --> 00:13:21,343 She'll be here tomorrow. 276 00:13:22,928 --> 00:13:24,930 We're taking turns now, remember? 277 00:13:24,930 --> 00:13:28,350 I want us to be home together like a family. 278 00:13:33,564 --> 00:13:34,856 I know you do, bud. 279 00:13:39,027 --> 00:13:40,696 Hey, Olga. What's going on? 280 00:13:40,696 --> 00:13:41,780 This. 281 00:13:43,365 --> 00:13:44,366 Ellary! 282 00:13:44,366 --> 00:13:46,285 Oh, my God. Come here, baby. 283 00:13:46,285 --> 00:13:48,787 Come to Daddy, Els. Come to Daddy. 284 00:13:48,787 --> 00:13:51,415 Come here. Look at you go! Aw! 285 00:13:51,415 --> 00:13:52,666 Come here. 286 00:13:53,292 --> 00:13:55,794 Come here! Aw! 287 00:13:57,462 --> 00:13:59,631 Oh! You did so good! 288 00:13:59,631 --> 00:14:00,882 Look at you. 289 00:14:00,882 --> 00:14:02,759 I'll send Billie the video. 290 00:14:07,306 --> 00:14:08,140 Great. 291 00:14:10,142 --> 00:14:12,477 Look, marriage isn't for everyone. 292 00:14:12,477 --> 00:14:15,188 What's important is that we question everything. 293 00:14:15,188 --> 00:14:19,401 Test our assumptions and the institutions which have grown from them. 294 00:14:19,401 --> 00:14:22,654 Hmm. Would you ever consider marriage yourself? 295 00:14:22,654 --> 00:14:23,905 Hmm... 296 00:14:23,905 --> 00:14:26,909 I recently received a proposal actually, 297 00:14:26,909 --> 00:14:28,368 but turned it down. 298 00:14:28,368 --> 00:14:30,787 Marriage just isn't the right paradigm for me. 299 00:14:31,371 --> 00:14:34,583 So your book is not exactly a how-to guide. 300 00:14:34,583 --> 00:14:36,251 Far from it. 301 00:14:36,251 --> 00:14:39,212 My idea of having it all means doing what I want, when I want, 302 00:14:39,212 --> 00:14:41,089 with whomever I want. 303 00:14:41,089 --> 00:14:43,884 Hmm. An independent woman. 304 00:14:43,884 --> 00:14:44,927 For life. 305 00:14:44,927 --> 00:14:45,969 Sasha Snow. 306 00:14:45,969 --> 00:14:47,346 The Third Way. 307 00:14:47,346 --> 00:14:50,182 Get it, read it, live it. 308 00:14:50,182 --> 00:14:53,769 This is the new world order, ladies, and I like it. 309 00:14:54,519 --> 00:14:55,729 We'll be right back. 310 00:14:55,729 --> 00:14:58,482 And we're out. Back in three with the weather. 311 00:14:58,482 --> 00:15:00,609 - What a pleasure. - I'm such a huge fan. 312 00:15:00,609 --> 00:15:01,777 Thank you. 313 00:15:06,239 --> 00:15:08,575 It was better than I ever could've imagined. 314 00:15:08,575 --> 00:15:09,493 Right? 315 00:15:10,118 --> 00:15:12,788 - I am completely out of my body right now. 316 00:15:13,664 --> 00:15:15,374 My God, Sash. 317 00:15:38,522 --> 00:15:40,899 ♪ The very thought ♪ 318 00:15:41,942 --> 00:15:43,819 ♪ To make me come... ♪ 319 00:15:45,696 --> 00:15:48,573 ♪ Over to yours ♪ 320 00:15:48,573 --> 00:15:50,826 ♪ It weighs upon my head ♪ 321 00:15:50,826 --> 00:15:54,496 ♪ And I feel the charge ♪ 322 00:15:55,330 --> 00:15:56,832 ♪ Pull me south... ♪ 323 00:15:56,832 --> 00:15:58,083 I love you. 324 00:15:58,792 --> 00:16:00,502 I love you so, so much. 325 00:16:04,464 --> 00:16:07,426 You did it. Everything we talked about in college, 326 00:16:07,426 --> 00:16:09,469 everything we dreamt about. 327 00:16:09,469 --> 00:16:10,804 Times about a thousand. 328 00:16:10,804 --> 00:16:13,849 And you look stunning. 329 00:16:15,058 --> 00:16:17,894 - Oh. Oh, shit. - No, I got it. 330 00:16:18,979 --> 00:16:20,022 Hey, Billie. 331 00:16:20,022 --> 00:16:21,732 Hi, Kam. 332 00:16:26,278 --> 00:16:28,780 Oh. Hey. Here. 333 00:16:29,948 --> 00:16:32,284 You carry a handkerchief. 334 00:16:32,284 --> 00:16:33,493 Seriously? 335 00:16:33,493 --> 00:16:35,787 Something I picked up in the outback. 336 00:16:35,787 --> 00:16:38,290 Never know when you're gonna need a tourniquet. 337 00:16:38,790 --> 00:16:40,667 What are you doing here? 338 00:16:41,168 --> 00:16:43,587 I am getting interviewed too. 339 00:16:43,587 --> 00:16:46,423 Raising awareness for our disaster relief efforts in the Congo. 340 00:16:46,423 --> 00:16:47,924 You're kidding. 341 00:16:47,924 --> 00:16:50,343 No, I left the Cleveland Clinic. 342 00:16:50,343 --> 00:16:53,764 Now I run an international medical non-profit. 343 00:16:54,848 --> 00:16:56,933 I guess my bleeding heart got the better of me. 344 00:16:58,185 --> 00:16:59,978 I didn't know you were in Cleveland. 345 00:16:59,978 --> 00:17:03,273 Well, what's it been? 17 years? 346 00:17:04,357 --> 00:17:07,152 Hey, let me take you to dinner. I'll tell you all about it. 347 00:17:07,152 --> 00:17:08,361 Are you serious? 348 00:17:08,361 --> 00:17:09,446 Come on. 349 00:17:09,446 --> 00:17:13,950 I know you're not married. You just told all of America you turned down a proposal? 350 00:17:13,950 --> 00:17:17,537 Did some guy come and snatch you up between then and now? 351 00:17:17,537 --> 00:17:18,747 Not exactly. 352 00:17:18,747 --> 00:17:19,873 Excellent. 353 00:17:21,208 --> 00:17:23,126 Dr. Evans, we're ready for you. 354 00:17:23,126 --> 00:17:24,127 Thank you. 355 00:17:25,587 --> 00:17:26,838 I'll send you a car. 356 00:17:27,672 --> 00:17:28,757 Mm-hm. 357 00:17:30,383 --> 00:17:32,803 Breathe, breathe, breathe. 358 00:17:32,803 --> 00:17:33,929 I'm breathing. 359 00:17:33,929 --> 00:17:36,181 Now this is kismet. 360 00:17:36,181 --> 00:17:38,475 He's back and clearly still into you 361 00:17:38,475 --> 00:17:42,729 and you are at a completely different place in your life, so this is perfect. 362 00:17:42,729 --> 00:17:45,607 Maybe this is how it was meant to be. 363 00:17:53,782 --> 00:17:55,158 Cooper. 364 00:18:03,542 --> 00:18:04,584 Francesca. 365 00:18:06,711 --> 00:18:07,546 Good morning. 366 00:18:08,171 --> 00:18:09,172 Good morning. 367 00:18:34,656 --> 00:18:38,869 ♪ Bite my tongue, turn my head Don't wanna run to you ♪ 368 00:18:40,078 --> 00:18:44,332 ♪ Lost in emotion, out in the open Tryin' to keep my cool ♪ 369 00:18:45,417 --> 00:18:49,296 ♪ That's what I'm used to That's what I'm used to ♪ 370 00:18:50,088 --> 00:18:54,467 ♪ And if you want me I say just have me ♪ 371 00:18:54,467 --> 00:18:57,262 ♪ I know it's crazy ♪ 372 00:18:57,262 --> 00:18:59,264 ♪ I gotta tell myself ♪ 373 00:19:00,015 --> 00:19:02,809 ♪ I gotta, I gotta slow down ♪ 374 00:19:05,187 --> 00:19:07,606 ♪ I want you, I want you so bad now ♪ 375 00:19:09,441 --> 00:19:13,111 ♪ I don't wanna stop Need you to control it ♪ 376 00:19:13,737 --> 00:19:16,281 ♪ 'Cause I'm losing grip In the heat of the moment ♪ 377 00:19:16,281 --> 00:19:18,950 ♪ I gotta slow down... ♪ 378 00:19:21,494 --> 00:19:24,206 ♪ I gotta slow down ♪ 379 00:19:26,583 --> 00:19:29,544 ♪ I want you, I want you so bad now ♪ 380 00:19:32,088 --> 00:19:33,048 Oh, shit. 381 00:19:37,761 --> 00:19:38,929 Hey, guys. 382 00:19:39,596 --> 00:19:41,181 New coffee bar on 22. 383 00:19:41,848 --> 00:19:43,183 Worth the trip. 384 00:19:43,183 --> 00:19:44,726 Can't wait to try it. 385 00:19:48,271 --> 00:19:50,273 Holy fuck sticks! 386 00:19:50,273 --> 00:19:53,276 It has been a long time since I saw a 9 a.m. ass grab. 387 00:19:53,276 --> 00:19:55,028 - You did it, didn't you? - Dev. 388 00:19:55,028 --> 00:19:56,321 Yes, you did. 389 00:19:56,321 --> 00:19:57,280 I fucking knew it. 390 00:19:57,280 --> 00:20:00,242 I knew something was going on. There were no weepy phone calls, 391 00:20:00,242 --> 00:20:02,452 no desperate nights crying into your beer. 392 00:20:02,452 --> 00:20:05,497 I figured you had to be fucking somebody. I was hoping it was her. 393 00:20:05,497 --> 00:20:07,374 Aw, that's so romantic. 394 00:20:07,374 --> 00:20:11,044 Just tell me, is it as hot and horny as I imagined? 395 00:20:14,506 --> 00:20:15,340 It's better. 396 00:20:15,340 --> 00:20:16,591 Oh, my God. 397 00:20:17,801 --> 00:20:19,886 You and that naughty little Wharton centerfold? 398 00:20:19,886 --> 00:20:20,929 Okay. All right. 399 00:20:20,929 --> 00:20:23,848 No, dude, I am so damn jealous. 400 00:20:23,848 --> 00:20:26,643 Are you guys just fucking like bunnies all over this place? 401 00:20:26,643 --> 00:20:28,770 - No, absolutely not. - Why not? 402 00:20:28,770 --> 00:20:30,772 What is the point of nailing your coworker 403 00:20:30,772 --> 00:20:33,984 if you're not going to indulge in illicit office sex? 404 00:20:33,984 --> 00:20:37,362 Yeah, except Francesca is not my coworker. 405 00:20:37,362 --> 00:20:38,405 She's my boss. 406 00:20:38,405 --> 00:20:40,156 That's what makes it so hot. 407 00:20:40,156 --> 00:20:43,868 Dev, seriously, you need to keep your mouth shut. 408 00:20:43,868 --> 00:20:46,162 You know the year I've had in this place with HR. 409 00:20:46,162 --> 00:20:47,372 You cannot say anything. 410 00:20:50,208 --> 00:20:52,544 Don't worry. I'm on your side. 411 00:20:52,544 --> 00:20:56,089 By the way, I fucking love Cooper 2.0. 412 00:20:58,508 --> 00:21:01,052 Is there such a thing as one true love? 413 00:21:02,220 --> 00:21:03,513 Are soulmates real? 414 00:21:05,640 --> 00:21:09,060 The ancient Greeks believed that we were, once upon a time, 415 00:21:09,060 --> 00:21:11,313 physically ripped from one another, 416 00:21:11,313 --> 00:21:14,482 doomed eternally to search for our other half. 417 00:21:16,234 --> 00:21:18,028 So the search for love 418 00:21:18,028 --> 00:21:22,741 is thus an attempt to heal the wound of human nature. 419 00:21:24,159 --> 00:21:25,243 And yet... 420 00:21:26,036 --> 00:21:29,205 eternal doom isn't exactly a great way to go through life. 421 00:21:30,206 --> 00:21:36,463 So, what if there are instead many mates for the many different versions of you? 422 00:21:36,463 --> 00:21:38,131 And if one, or... 423 00:21:40,258 --> 00:21:41,509 even two... 424 00:21:42,844 --> 00:21:44,262 are lost to the wind... 425 00:21:47,432 --> 00:21:49,351 it only makes room for the next. 426 00:21:59,277 --> 00:22:01,363 Hey. 427 00:22:01,363 --> 00:22:03,615 Sorry about earlier. Um... 428 00:22:05,325 --> 00:22:07,869 Devon swears he's gonna keep his mouth shut. 429 00:22:07,869 --> 00:22:09,162 So... 430 00:22:10,330 --> 00:22:11,873 we're trusting Devon now. 431 00:22:13,083 --> 00:22:13,917 I know. 432 00:22:16,586 --> 00:22:19,339 Ugh. I gotta get ahold of myself. 433 00:22:19,923 --> 00:22:22,509 Don't you dare. 434 00:22:24,636 --> 00:22:27,138 I am just so turned on by you. 435 00:22:27,764 --> 00:22:30,600 The last six months, 436 00:22:30,600 --> 00:22:33,937 have been the best time of my life. 437 00:22:33,937 --> 00:22:36,731 Don't, don't, don't. 438 00:22:37,982 --> 00:22:40,860 If I so much as catch a whiff of you, I'm done. 439 00:22:42,445 --> 00:22:43,738 Call Olga. 440 00:22:43,738 --> 00:22:47,117 Tell her you'll be late and then come to my place. 441 00:22:47,117 --> 00:22:49,661 I can't. I gotta go home and see my kids, 442 00:22:49,661 --> 00:22:52,872 and then I will be back in your bed in 24 hours. 443 00:22:52,872 --> 00:22:55,959 - I don't know if I can wait that long. - You have to. 444 00:22:58,169 --> 00:22:59,754 We have to be good. 445 00:23:01,256 --> 00:23:04,134 ♪ Forget about us ♪ 446 00:23:06,719 --> 00:23:09,848 ♪ Alone on the mountain ♪ 447 00:23:10,974 --> 00:23:12,100 Oh, God. 448 00:23:12,100 --> 00:23:14,102 - What happened to you? - I don't know. 449 00:23:14,102 --> 00:23:15,895 Marriage. The burbs. 450 00:23:15,895 --> 00:23:17,522 Okay, you tell me. 451 00:23:17,522 --> 00:23:19,399 What is the appropriate outfit 452 00:23:19,399 --> 00:23:23,027 for a divorced mother of two going on a date in New York City 453 00:23:23,027 --> 00:23:25,029 for the first time in ten years? 454 00:23:25,029 --> 00:23:27,574 Do I wear this? 455 00:23:27,574 --> 00:23:29,075 Absolutely not. 456 00:23:29,075 --> 00:23:31,619 We'd have to at least do a whole sage ceremony first. 457 00:23:31,619 --> 00:23:32,662 Oh. 458 00:23:32,662 --> 00:23:33,663 Come with me. 459 00:23:38,960 --> 00:23:40,962 Um, what's all this? 460 00:23:40,962 --> 00:23:43,798 I thought you were wearing the Balmain you got at Bergdorf's? 461 00:23:44,299 --> 00:23:46,092 I wanted options. 462 00:23:46,092 --> 00:23:47,969 Because it's fun? 463 00:23:47,969 --> 00:23:50,889 Because I'm freaking out about going to dinner 464 00:23:50,889 --> 00:23:53,016 with the ex love of my life, okay? 465 00:23:55,310 --> 00:23:56,561 Honey. 466 00:23:58,188 --> 00:23:59,939 You don't have to go. 467 00:24:00,982 --> 00:24:02,525 Please. 468 00:24:02,525 --> 00:24:06,529 If Brad magically appeared after 17 years and said he wanted to take you to dinner 469 00:24:06,529 --> 00:24:08,948 sans baby mama, would you go? 470 00:24:13,119 --> 00:24:14,078 Look at us. 471 00:24:16,706 --> 00:24:19,876 You told me to step out of my comfort zone and I am, 472 00:24:19,876 --> 00:24:20,960 but so are you. 473 00:24:22,212 --> 00:24:26,007 Going out with a guy who actually means something to you, huh? 474 00:24:27,008 --> 00:24:28,593 Huh? Come on. 475 00:24:33,806 --> 00:24:34,891 Oh, shit. 476 00:24:34,891 --> 00:24:37,894 Um... You know what? Here. 477 00:24:40,521 --> 00:24:41,981 Where are the pants? 478 00:24:43,191 --> 00:24:44,317 Alex. 479 00:24:44,317 --> 00:24:45,360 Hi. 480 00:24:45,360 --> 00:24:47,195 Congrats on Soledad. 481 00:24:47,195 --> 00:24:49,239 Thanks for not mentioning me by name. 482 00:24:50,198 --> 00:24:51,950 Sorry about that. 483 00:24:51,950 --> 00:24:53,576 I should've given you a heads-up. 484 00:24:53,576 --> 00:24:54,661 It's okay. 485 00:24:54,661 --> 00:24:56,704 That's what I get for proposing to a writer. 486 00:24:56,704 --> 00:24:59,415 - Everything is copy, right? - That's not all it was. 487 00:24:59,415 --> 00:25:00,750 Damn straight. 488 00:25:00,750 --> 00:25:03,086 It was also the best sex of your life. 489 00:25:05,004 --> 00:25:08,466 Okay, fine. It was the best sex of my life. 490 00:25:17,433 --> 00:25:20,937 Just because you don't wanna get married doesn't mean we can't still hang out. 491 00:25:24,774 --> 00:25:26,109 Sash? 492 00:25:26,109 --> 00:25:28,653 Um, I'm sorry. I have to go. 493 00:25:28,653 --> 00:25:29,779 Of course you do. 494 00:25:29,779 --> 00:25:31,739 Just remember, my offer still stands. 495 00:25:34,117 --> 00:25:35,285 How's this? 496 00:25:37,495 --> 00:25:38,830 Oh! 497 00:25:39,539 --> 00:25:41,124 Perfect. 498 00:25:42,500 --> 00:25:45,378 You are gonna have a great night. 499 00:25:45,378 --> 00:25:46,754 So are you. 500 00:25:48,214 --> 00:25:49,799 Where's my babies? 501 00:25:49,799 --> 00:25:51,092 Welcome home, Daddy. 502 00:25:51,092 --> 00:25:52,343 Thank you, buddy. 503 00:25:53,511 --> 00:25:54,512 How was your day? 504 00:25:54,512 --> 00:25:56,431 I took Ellary on a hike. 505 00:25:56,431 --> 00:25:57,348 Really? 506 00:25:57,348 --> 00:26:01,227 He set up chairs in the backyard so she could make a loop. 507 00:26:04,772 --> 00:26:06,691 Oh, hey. Who's that? 508 00:26:06,691 --> 00:26:08,234 Uncle Spence. 509 00:26:09,736 --> 00:26:11,529 Uncle Spence. What's going on? 510 00:26:11,529 --> 00:26:13,698 You tell me. I just got off the phone with Mom. 511 00:26:13,698 --> 00:26:16,409 Her and Dad had no idea that you and Billie separated, 512 00:26:16,409 --> 00:26:18,619 let alone I'm acting as your divorce attorney. 513 00:26:18,619 --> 00:26:19,662 Just one sec. 514 00:26:19,662 --> 00:26:22,707 Why are you hiding this like some naughty child? 515 00:26:22,707 --> 00:26:26,210 Please, the last thing I need is Mom and Dad telling me what a shame it is, 516 00:26:26,210 --> 00:26:29,339 how they never thought that I'd be the one with the failed marriage. 517 00:26:29,339 --> 00:26:31,966 - They're worried about you. - Whatever. 518 00:26:31,966 --> 00:26:34,552 - I've got a lot going on right now. - Clearly. 519 00:26:34,552 --> 00:26:38,222 Considering we gave the court my address as your part-time, temporary residence, 520 00:26:38,222 --> 00:26:41,351 but you haven't spent the night there in weeks. Where have you been? 521 00:26:41,351 --> 00:26:45,021 Honestly, having the hottest sex of my life with Francesca. 522 00:26:45,021 --> 00:26:46,481 Oh, wow. 523 00:26:46,481 --> 00:26:48,983 Well, that sounds healthy. 524 00:26:48,983 --> 00:26:50,360 Isn't she your boss? 525 00:26:50,360 --> 00:26:51,778 So the fuck what? 526 00:26:51,778 --> 00:26:54,781 She's also the woman that's appreciated me since day one 527 00:26:54,781 --> 00:26:57,158 and who'd been warning me about Billie for months. 528 00:26:57,158 --> 00:26:58,785 Okay, okay. Hold on. 529 00:26:58,785 --> 00:27:01,079 I know we're all supposed to be hating on Billie, 530 00:27:01,079 --> 00:27:04,082 but she is the mother of your children, and she will be for life, 531 00:27:04,082 --> 00:27:06,626 and you need to deal with that one way or the other. 532 00:27:06,626 --> 00:27:08,836 Hopefully, that doesn't turn you into an asshole 533 00:27:08,836 --> 00:27:11,130 with a giant chip on your shoulder and hate in your heart, 534 00:27:11,130 --> 00:27:14,634 because trust me, I was that guy. That is not you. 535 00:27:14,634 --> 00:27:17,220 Hey, you okay? 536 00:27:20,139 --> 00:27:23,059 Maybe I am that guy now. Maybe I changed. 537 00:27:23,059 --> 00:27:24,477 Maybe I smartened up. 538 00:27:24,477 --> 00:27:28,022 You've always been the knight in shining armor ever since we were kids. 539 00:27:29,232 --> 00:27:32,860 Do you remember senior year when I snuck into the city 540 00:27:32,860 --> 00:27:34,404 to go to my first gay club? 541 00:27:34,404 --> 00:27:35,947 Yeah, I remember. 542 00:27:35,947 --> 00:27:39,867 I got so drunk flirting with that kid who said he was in the Blue Man Group 543 00:27:39,867 --> 00:27:43,871 that I ended up in the East Village at 3 a.m., 544 00:27:43,871 --> 00:27:48,376 with no shirt, shoes, wallet, just a bunch of blue handprints on my ass. 545 00:27:48,376 --> 00:27:49,710 That's a classic. 546 00:27:50,336 --> 00:27:53,131 And who showed up? Dependable, sober, gave me a ride home. 547 00:27:53,131 --> 00:27:55,967 Even proofread my capstone paper for me. 548 00:27:56,592 --> 00:27:57,510 I did. 549 00:27:57,510 --> 00:28:00,263 So go on, shack up with your hottie boss all you want. 550 00:28:00,263 --> 00:28:02,765 I've seen worse post-divorce freak-outs before, but... 551 00:28:04,392 --> 00:28:07,186 someday, I hope you remember who you really are. 552 00:28:08,771 --> 00:28:10,815 A nice guy. 553 00:28:11,315 --> 00:28:12,567 It's not a bad thing. 554 00:28:13,317 --> 00:28:14,944 It's what I love most about you. 555 00:28:18,531 --> 00:28:19,949 - I'll talk to you later. - Coop-- 556 00:28:36,466 --> 00:28:37,425 Hi. 557 00:28:40,511 --> 00:28:41,471 You made it. 558 00:28:42,930 --> 00:28:45,308 I wasn't 100% sure you would show. 559 00:28:45,308 --> 00:28:48,561 Well, you put a reminder alarm on my phone, so... 560 00:28:48,561 --> 00:28:51,314 - Did I? That was smart. - Mm. 561 00:28:52,857 --> 00:28:54,901 I thought we could sit at the chef's counter, 562 00:28:54,901 --> 00:28:57,904 - get a sense how this place tastes. - Yeah, sure. Great. 563 00:28:57,904 --> 00:28:58,905 Come with me. 564 00:28:59,822 --> 00:29:02,283 Um, shouldn't we check in with the hostess first? 565 00:29:02,283 --> 00:29:04,410 You're acting like you own the place. 566 00:29:04,410 --> 00:29:07,955 Uh, well, I don't own all of it. 567 00:29:07,955 --> 00:29:09,373 At least not yet. 568 00:29:09,373 --> 00:29:11,042 I have investors, but... 569 00:29:12,710 --> 00:29:17,590 yeah, this is mine. 570 00:29:19,592 --> 00:29:22,261 This is what I blew up my life to come do. 571 00:29:24,180 --> 00:29:25,014 Come on. 572 00:29:43,282 --> 00:29:44,450 Bellissima. 573 00:29:46,202 --> 00:29:48,579 What is going on? 574 00:29:49,455 --> 00:29:50,790 I thought you said dinner. 575 00:29:50,790 --> 00:29:52,750 Oh, there will be food. 576 00:29:53,459 --> 00:29:57,171 Seriously, what are we doing here? 577 00:30:00,299 --> 00:30:01,676 This is our place. 578 00:30:02,301 --> 00:30:03,135 I know. 579 00:30:04,762 --> 00:30:06,931 Okay, fine. 580 00:30:08,766 --> 00:30:11,769 I wanted to do something special to celebrate, 581 00:30:12,562 --> 00:30:17,567 because I didn't just run into you this morning by chance. 582 00:30:19,193 --> 00:30:20,778 I was given a choice of dates, 583 00:30:20,778 --> 00:30:23,906 and when I saw your name on the list, I knew I had to go today, 584 00:30:23,906 --> 00:30:27,201 just to see your face, even if you were married, 585 00:30:27,201 --> 00:30:32,248 even if it was nothing more than a catch up between old friends. 586 00:30:34,333 --> 00:30:36,294 We were never just friends. 587 00:30:39,505 --> 00:30:41,257 You wanna come inside and have a look? 588 00:30:57,982 --> 00:31:00,318 Oh, my God. I can't. 589 00:31:00,318 --> 00:31:01,861 But, yes, bring it on. 590 00:31:02,737 --> 00:31:03,905 Bring me everything. 591 00:31:03,905 --> 00:31:06,991 I think this is actually one of everything on our menu. 592 00:31:06,991 --> 00:31:10,119 Mm. You did the ordering, not me. 593 00:31:12,580 --> 00:31:13,748 Oh. 594 00:31:14,665 --> 00:31:15,958 I like that you like to eat. 595 00:31:15,958 --> 00:31:19,086 Well, I like that your food is so damn good. 596 00:31:20,171 --> 00:31:23,132 - Are all of these recipes yours? - Oh, yeah. Well... 597 00:31:24,258 --> 00:31:26,427 some of them were borrowed from my mom. 598 00:31:26,427 --> 00:31:27,970 She must be so proud. 599 00:31:27,970 --> 00:31:29,722 I think she's getting there. 600 00:31:31,390 --> 00:31:35,728 But no one was happy when I moved to New York. 601 00:31:38,564 --> 00:31:40,316 I used to be in finance. 602 00:31:41,359 --> 00:31:42,401 In Doha. 603 00:31:42,401 --> 00:31:43,778 You're kidding me. 604 00:31:43,778 --> 00:31:46,572 I did everything the way I was supposed to. 605 00:31:47,490 --> 00:31:50,868 I had everything I was supposed to want. 606 00:31:51,410 --> 00:31:52,370 Except? 607 00:31:55,122 --> 00:31:58,209 Nothing felt... right. 608 00:31:59,543 --> 00:32:01,379 'Cause way down deep, 609 00:32:01,379 --> 00:32:06,217 there was this itch for something more 610 00:32:06,217 --> 00:32:10,554 and a sinking feeling that if I didn't put aside all the supposed-to's 611 00:32:10,554 --> 00:32:13,933 and at least try to go for it, for this... 612 00:32:15,518 --> 00:32:18,396 dream I've had since I was a little boy, 613 00:32:20,106 --> 00:32:22,066 I'd regret it for the rest of my life. 614 00:32:23,693 --> 00:32:25,027 That's really brave. 615 00:32:25,695 --> 00:32:28,197 I need you to talk to my mom. 616 00:32:28,197 --> 00:32:30,241 I'm not sure she saw it that way. 617 00:32:31,659 --> 00:32:34,996 I had just enough money for a food truck when I got here. 618 00:32:35,538 --> 00:32:38,541 - I started at the Brooklyn Flea. - I love that place. 619 00:32:38,541 --> 00:32:41,877 I slept in that truck for months. 620 00:32:43,087 --> 00:32:46,215 But now, six years later... 621 00:32:49,427 --> 00:32:52,513 turns out, that itch was right. 622 00:32:55,725 --> 00:32:56,851 That itch... 623 00:32:58,352 --> 00:33:00,813 has gotten me into trouble my whole life. 624 00:33:00,813 --> 00:33:02,231 That's good trouble. 625 00:33:02,815 --> 00:33:05,526 Appetite, desire, 626 00:33:06,318 --> 00:33:08,821 those are the things that tell you you're still alive. 627 00:33:09,655 --> 00:33:11,365 Otherwise, what's the point? 628 00:33:30,843 --> 00:33:33,471 So you wanna tell me how you pulled this off? 629 00:33:33,471 --> 00:33:35,347 Well, I have my ways. 630 00:33:35,347 --> 00:33:37,892 Running an NGO with a board full of New York's richest 631 00:33:37,892 --> 00:33:40,269 and most powerful has its perks. 632 00:33:40,269 --> 00:33:41,187 Ah. 633 00:33:42,521 --> 00:33:43,898 You still a Goya fan? 634 00:33:43,898 --> 00:33:47,777 Well, the Nude Maja always have a very special place in my heart. 635 00:33:48,444 --> 00:33:52,073 - No, I'm actually into abstract art now. - Oh. 636 00:33:52,073 --> 00:33:54,700 I've learned that life isn't always so straight ahead. 637 00:33:55,659 --> 00:33:57,912 You think things are going one way, and then... 638 00:33:59,497 --> 00:34:03,459 Something happens, which turns everything upside down. 639 00:34:10,382 --> 00:34:11,258 Come here. 640 00:34:18,682 --> 00:34:21,560 Oh, my God. Kam... 641 00:34:23,187 --> 00:34:24,480 what did you do? 642 00:34:26,565 --> 00:34:28,609 I'm just saying, there's a hidden narrative 643 00:34:28,609 --> 00:34:32,363 about existential freedom that was absolutely intentional. 644 00:34:34,990 --> 00:34:36,242 What, you don't buy it? 645 00:34:38,327 --> 00:34:40,913 - I have something to tell you. - Okay. 646 00:34:44,458 --> 00:34:46,293 I got into Stanford Med School. 647 00:34:47,837 --> 00:34:49,130 What are you talking about? 648 00:34:49,130 --> 00:34:52,341 We made a list of where we were applying so we could stay together, 649 00:34:52,341 --> 00:34:56,220 - and Stanford was not on it. - I know, I know. It was a wild shot. 650 00:34:56,220 --> 00:34:59,014 I didn't tell you because I didn't think I'd get in. 651 00:34:59,014 --> 00:35:00,099 But now... 652 00:35:01,225 --> 00:35:02,226 You wanna go. 653 00:35:03,060 --> 00:35:04,603 It's Stanford. 654 00:35:09,066 --> 00:35:12,319 I am gonna miss you so much. 655 00:35:13,320 --> 00:35:14,405 You don't have to. 656 00:35:15,948 --> 00:35:16,991 Come with me. 657 00:35:16,991 --> 00:35:21,704 Kam, I didn't even apply to any grad programs anywhere in California. 658 00:35:21,704 --> 00:35:24,165 - What am I gonna do out there? - You surf. 659 00:35:24,165 --> 00:35:27,042 Lay on the beach, drink great wine. 660 00:35:27,042 --> 00:35:30,254 But that's not what I want. That's not who I am. 661 00:35:31,046 --> 00:35:33,549 You really think I'd be happy just watching you go off 662 00:35:33,549 --> 00:35:35,885 and start your career while mine dies on the vine. 663 00:35:35,885 --> 00:35:37,887 We'll check out schools when you get there. 664 00:35:37,887 --> 00:35:41,307 You can enroll in spring semester or take the year. 665 00:35:41,307 --> 00:35:42,892 But I'm already behind, 666 00:35:42,892 --> 00:35:46,395 because I took a semester off to follow you to Rome. 667 00:35:47,646 --> 00:35:50,107 It was Rome, 668 00:35:50,107 --> 00:35:52,610 and this is California. 669 00:35:52,610 --> 00:35:55,946 This is what our life is, baby, grand adventures. 670 00:35:55,946 --> 00:35:57,823 I just want us to take them together. 671 00:35:58,574 --> 00:36:00,659 I do too, but... 672 00:36:01,702 --> 00:36:02,995 You know what? 673 00:36:04,413 --> 00:36:05,247 Come on. 674 00:36:06,457 --> 00:36:08,542 Let's take the biggest adventure of all. 675 00:36:13,923 --> 00:36:15,591 Kam, what are you doing? 676 00:36:15,591 --> 00:36:18,177 What I should have done that night in Rome. 677 00:36:27,436 --> 00:36:29,021 Marry me, Sasha Snow. 678 00:36:30,481 --> 00:36:34,401 I will give you a life bigger and better than you ever dreamed. 679 00:36:34,401 --> 00:36:37,905 When I'm through this program, we can go anywhere you want. 680 00:36:37,905 --> 00:36:41,575 I just-- I don't wanna wake up a single morning 681 00:36:41,575 --> 00:36:44,703 without you in my arms. 682 00:36:52,419 --> 00:36:53,963 Okay, fine. 683 00:36:53,963 --> 00:36:55,422 Is that a yes? 684 00:36:55,422 --> 00:36:58,092 - Are you gonna be my wife, Sasha Snow? - Yes! 685 00:36:58,092 --> 00:37:00,261 - Yes? - Yes, yes. 686 00:37:00,261 --> 00:37:02,429 - Yes? Oh, my God. - Yes. 687 00:37:12,648 --> 00:37:14,024 It's been 17 years, 688 00:37:14,024 --> 00:37:17,444 and I have never stopped thinking about that moment. 689 00:37:18,487 --> 00:37:21,156 I know things went sideways, but none of that matters now. 690 00:37:21,156 --> 00:37:22,116 Stop, stop. 691 00:37:23,242 --> 00:37:24,243 This is-- 692 00:37:25,661 --> 00:37:26,495 I-- 693 00:37:28,706 --> 00:37:29,832 I need a second. 694 00:37:31,542 --> 00:37:34,920 - Sasha, wait. - No, you wait. 695 00:37:36,588 --> 00:37:37,673 For once. 696 00:37:56,650 --> 00:37:57,484 Sash? 697 00:37:59,236 --> 00:38:00,154 Gran? 698 00:38:00,988 --> 00:38:01,947 Hey. 699 00:38:02,865 --> 00:38:04,158 What are you doing? 700 00:38:05,617 --> 00:38:07,411 More like what are you doing? 701 00:38:08,037 --> 00:38:10,789 Packing to move to Cali with my hot fiancé. 702 00:38:11,332 --> 00:38:13,917 Just giving it all up for some man? 703 00:38:14,501 --> 00:38:16,545 Gran, it is one semester. 704 00:38:16,545 --> 00:38:19,381 It already was one semester. 705 00:38:19,381 --> 00:38:21,633 Now it's a year, at least. 706 00:38:22,468 --> 00:38:24,595 You are slipping away from yourself. 707 00:38:24,595 --> 00:38:26,430 That's not what this is. 708 00:38:26,430 --> 00:38:28,724 I know guys like Kam. 709 00:38:29,516 --> 00:38:30,768 All too well. 710 00:38:30,768 --> 00:38:35,022 How easy it is to get swept up into his dreams. 711 00:38:35,022 --> 00:38:38,108 Sooner or later, you got to stand up for what you want. 712 00:38:38,108 --> 00:38:41,153 - This is what I want. - It's not all you want. 713 00:38:41,153 --> 00:38:44,239 I will come back to that later. My work-- 714 00:38:44,239 --> 00:38:47,576 That's what everybody says when they make this choice, 715 00:38:47,576 --> 00:38:52,331 but trust me, a lot of women, just as smart as you, never do. 716 00:38:52,331 --> 00:38:53,624 Well, I'm not you. 717 00:38:55,125 --> 00:38:56,460 I know what I'm doing. 718 00:38:58,087 --> 00:39:00,255 Then why didn't you open the letter? 719 00:39:01,590 --> 00:39:02,716 From Columbia? 720 00:39:02,716 --> 00:39:06,970 The grad program that actually is your dream? 721 00:39:06,970 --> 00:39:10,140 Maybe because you were too scared. 722 00:39:10,140 --> 00:39:11,767 Thought you might be tempted, 723 00:39:11,767 --> 00:39:15,437 didn't wanna have a Plan B you might actually want to take. 724 00:39:15,437 --> 00:39:17,147 That is not the reason. 725 00:39:17,147 --> 00:39:18,190 Then open it. 726 00:39:18,732 --> 00:39:19,691 Fine. 727 00:39:37,167 --> 00:39:39,628 I got in. Okay? 728 00:39:40,921 --> 00:39:42,423 But this changes nothing. 729 00:39:44,800 --> 00:39:50,305 And that alone should be enough to scare you. 730 00:40:01,900 --> 00:40:03,068 Kam? 731 00:40:04,069 --> 00:40:06,280 - Listen. - I'm sorry. 732 00:40:06,989 --> 00:40:08,365 I know this is a lot. 733 00:40:08,365 --> 00:40:11,410 I don't know what went wrong before. 734 00:40:11,410 --> 00:40:15,622 Clearly, you didn't feel as much as I did, but-- 735 00:40:15,622 --> 00:40:16,874 Bullshit! 736 00:40:17,791 --> 00:40:19,626 That was never the problem. 737 00:40:19,626 --> 00:40:23,672 It wasn't that I didn't feel enough. It's that I felt too much. 738 00:40:24,506 --> 00:40:25,799 What are you talking about? 739 00:40:27,050 --> 00:40:29,636 You can't just bring me here, to this place, 740 00:40:29,636 --> 00:40:33,015 and expect me to drop everything again. 741 00:40:34,016 --> 00:40:35,893 - Wait, Sasha, please. - No. 742 00:40:36,435 --> 00:40:38,187 This is what you do, Kam. 743 00:40:38,187 --> 00:40:40,564 You go from zero to 60 in a second, 744 00:40:40,564 --> 00:40:43,317 and sweep everything along in your path. 745 00:40:45,694 --> 00:40:48,864 But I will not lose myself again. 746 00:40:55,579 --> 00:40:58,081 You didn't have to bring me all the way back uptown. 747 00:40:58,081 --> 00:41:01,835 I know the cool kids never cross 14th Street. 748 00:41:01,835 --> 00:41:04,004 Well, I'm not that cool. 749 00:41:04,630 --> 00:41:06,548 Besides, I've had good luck in these parts. 750 00:41:06,548 --> 00:41:07,466 Oh, yeah? 751 00:41:07,466 --> 00:41:11,053 Well, thank you for an amazing evening, 752 00:41:11,720 --> 00:41:13,180 one I honestly... 753 00:41:15,557 --> 00:41:17,434 I didn't know if I'd ever have again. 754 00:41:18,060 --> 00:41:19,728 This is just the beginning. 755 00:41:21,355 --> 00:41:22,356 Promise. 756 00:41:34,326 --> 00:41:35,369 I'm sorry. 757 00:41:38,455 --> 00:41:40,791 I have to take it slow. 758 00:41:40,791 --> 00:41:43,168 - This is all-- - Don't worry. 759 00:41:45,003 --> 00:41:46,213 We got time. 760 00:41:47,422 --> 00:41:50,717 Plus, I just pictured the whole thing in my mind, 761 00:41:50,717 --> 00:41:54,429 and it was... incredible. 762 00:42:02,062 --> 00:42:04,439 - I'm gonna go back to work. - Okay. 763 00:42:06,400 --> 00:42:08,402 - Have a good night. - Yeah, you too. 764 00:42:53,155 --> 00:42:54,573 Oh, my God. 765 00:42:55,282 --> 00:42:57,034 What happened? 766 00:42:59,620 --> 00:43:00,954 Gran's right. 767 00:43:02,664 --> 00:43:06,585 I can't do this. I can't just throw everything away for some guy. 768 00:43:07,336 --> 00:43:10,088 - Well, what did Kam say? - Nothing. 769 00:43:11,757 --> 00:43:12,883 I didn't tell him. 770 00:43:13,467 --> 00:43:14,968 I couldn't. I just... 771 00:43:16,762 --> 00:43:19,348 turned around at the airport and walked out. 772 00:43:20,223 --> 00:43:21,642 So he doesn't even know? 773 00:43:33,570 --> 00:43:35,113 Sash, answer it. 774 00:43:35,739 --> 00:43:37,866 Tell him what's going on. 775 00:43:37,866 --> 00:43:39,034 I can't. 776 00:43:40,994 --> 00:43:42,954 If I do, I won't stay strong. 777 00:43:44,247 --> 00:43:46,291 I'll be on the next flight out. I know it. 778 00:43:50,837 --> 00:43:51,755 Bills. 779 00:44:12,275 --> 00:44:13,527 Hey, how's it going? 780 00:44:14,528 --> 00:44:17,072 I screwed up big time. 781 00:44:17,072 --> 00:44:18,281 Already? 782 00:44:18,281 --> 00:44:20,367 Mm. Ha. 783 00:44:20,367 --> 00:44:25,997 Um, well, it turns out that Majid's awesome. 784 00:44:26,873 --> 00:44:29,710 And he's just like me in so many ways. 785 00:44:30,919 --> 00:44:33,255 And what are the odds, you know, of finding somebody 786 00:44:33,255 --> 00:44:36,299 who's okay with all my baggage, 787 00:44:36,299 --> 00:44:37,634 plus, smoking hot? 788 00:44:37,634 --> 00:44:39,720 So, what did you do? 789 00:44:39,720 --> 00:44:41,096 I chickened out. 790 00:44:41,096 --> 00:44:43,056 At the last second, he was... 791 00:44:44,182 --> 00:44:46,518 trying to kiss me, and-- 792 00:44:46,518 --> 00:44:47,811 Oh, girl... 793 00:44:49,771 --> 00:44:52,399 go back and kiss that man. 794 00:44:52,399 --> 00:44:54,025 It is not too late. 795 00:44:54,025 --> 00:44:59,614 Do you know what I was thinking in that moment when I could smell him 796 00:44:59,614 --> 00:45:03,618 and I could feel his breath on mine? 797 00:45:06,371 --> 00:45:07,622 "How dare you? 798 00:45:09,416 --> 00:45:13,086 What right do you have to be happy?" 799 00:45:13,587 --> 00:45:15,839 Stop. Do not do that. 800 00:45:16,381 --> 00:45:19,509 You're the one who said we were stepping out of our comfort zones. 801 00:45:20,927 --> 00:45:21,803 You're right. 802 00:45:25,682 --> 00:45:28,810 Okay. All right. 803 00:45:29,352 --> 00:45:31,563 How is it going with Kam? 804 00:45:34,524 --> 00:45:36,276 It's a dream come true. 805 00:45:41,865 --> 00:45:43,909 - Cooper. - Dave. 806 00:45:43,909 --> 00:45:45,869 - How are you? - Burning the midnight oil? 807 00:45:45,869 --> 00:45:48,580 - I'm impressed. - Well, I'm just checking on Francesca. 808 00:45:48,580 --> 00:45:50,874 We've got the presentation tomorrow. 809 00:45:50,874 --> 00:45:54,085 I can't wait to hear it. You two are on fire. 810 00:45:55,337 --> 00:45:57,297 - I'll see you tomorrow. - Betcha. 811 00:46:06,223 --> 00:46:07,182 Hey. 812 00:46:10,393 --> 00:46:11,770 I'm so glad you called. 813 00:46:13,480 --> 00:46:14,564 Stop talking. 814 00:46:18,944 --> 00:46:19,986 Cooper. 815 00:46:21,112 --> 00:46:22,155 What's going on? 816 00:46:22,155 --> 00:46:24,783 ♪ Up the whole night ♪ 817 00:46:26,117 --> 00:46:29,538 ♪ Undefined ♪ 818 00:46:30,038 --> 00:46:31,957 I couldn't wait another second. 819 00:46:31,957 --> 00:46:34,751 ♪ Can't stop thinking about Peace and war... ♪ 820 00:46:34,751 --> 00:46:36,753 I thought we were being good. 821 00:46:42,175 --> 00:46:43,677 I'm done being good. 822 00:46:44,427 --> 00:46:49,099 ♪ The sun takes everything ♪ 823 00:46:49,099 --> 00:46:53,144 ♪ It could've been anything ♪ 824 00:46:54,104 --> 00:46:56,690 ♪ I didn't feel anything... ♪ 825 00:46:56,690 --> 00:46:58,525 Jesus Christ! 826 00:46:58,525 --> 00:47:00,110 What the hell's going on? 827 00:47:02,404 --> 00:47:04,114 {\an8} Love can be scary. 828 00:47:05,115 --> 00:47:06,866 But life can be scary, 829 00:47:07,951 --> 00:47:11,288 and ultimately, a series of risks, 830 00:47:13,123 --> 00:47:14,416 the ones you take, 831 00:47:15,792 --> 00:47:17,043 the ones you don't, 832 00:47:18,378 --> 00:47:20,755 the ones you wish you had. 833 00:47:21,923 --> 00:47:24,884 But perhaps, the biggest risk of all 834 00:47:25,594 --> 00:47:28,430 is allowing yourself to let go. 835 00:47:31,391 --> 00:47:33,727 To break free of the past, 836 00:47:33,727 --> 00:47:35,437 live in the present, 837 00:47:36,730 --> 00:47:37,897 and believe... 838 00:47:38,857 --> 00:47:41,318 you really can make your own tomorrow. 839 00:47:41,318 --> 00:47:45,864 ♪ It could've been anything ♪ 840 00:47:45,864 --> 00:47:52,454 ♪ I didn't feel anything ♪ 841 00:47:58,168 --> 00:47:59,002 Majid. 842 00:48:00,837 --> 00:48:03,923 ♪ Up the whole night ♪ 843 00:48:05,759 --> 00:48:09,304 ♪ Underline ♪ 844 00:48:11,514 --> 00:48:17,145 ♪ Chain smoking like No, it ain't right... ♪ 845 00:48:17,145 --> 00:48:18,396 You came back. 846 00:48:20,982 --> 00:48:22,192 It's that itch. 847 00:48:26,738 --> 00:48:27,906 Hey, man. 848 00:48:28,657 --> 00:48:33,161 ♪ It could've been anything ♪ 849 00:48:33,161 --> 00:48:36,039 ♪ I didn't feel anything... ♪ 850 00:48:36,039 --> 00:48:37,207 What are you doing? 851 00:48:37,832 --> 00:48:39,167 Do you guys know each other? 852 00:48:39,793 --> 00:48:41,586 Brad's one of my investors. 853 00:48:45,256 --> 00:48:46,716 Oh, my God. 854 00:48:48,343 --> 00:48:49,386 He's the guy. 855 00:48:52,222 --> 00:48:54,849 Hey, honey. Who's this?