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- You're not the only residents 
          who put in.           

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      - How will you decide     
     who gets the one spot?     

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   You think that this place    
          saved you,            

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      it makes sense that       
     you would be worried.      

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 I really want that job, Bash.  

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   I'm going to do everything   
        I can to get it.        

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  I'm on the transplant list.   

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    - So you've decided not     
          to decide.            

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     I used to cut myself.      
   I managed mostly to stop.    

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       - I don't know you,      
       but I know trauma.       

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   And if you really thought    
    that that was something     
       I was capable of,        

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       maybe it's because       
      some part of you is.      

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  - I wait but no one is come   
     so I decide to get on      
        with my night.          

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    - Guess he'll just need     
       to find a doctor         

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   who isn't trying to prove    
    his lapses in judgment      
        are behind him.         

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            - Theo?             
- Damn it, Rhoda, are you deaf? 

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       You're not hearing       
       what she's saying!       

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      - And you don't even      
           work here!           

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         - Here we go!          
          (screaming)           

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My sister and I immigrated here 
because of a man who helped us. 

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      He found us overseas      
  when we were very desperate.  

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             - But?             

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  - What do you want, Bashir?   

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      (indistinct chatter)      

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   - I stopped by your place.   
 Tracey told me where you were. 

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 - She must have been surprised 
           to see you.          

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  Did the kids recognize you?   
        - A little bit.         

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  It's been such a long time.   

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      I remember you used       
to come here a few days a week. 

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Look, if you need to go to work 
    or anything, that's...      

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       - I should probably      
     get home shower, yeah.     

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     Last time I saw Amira,     
          she was nine?         

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        - Yeah, 15 now.         
     Starting high school.      

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           - And you?           

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        - I'm re-doing          
     my residency at York.      

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           - Surgery?           
            - Emerg.            

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     - Still very much you.     
           First year?          

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- It's my fourth year, actually.

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          Are you still         
    back and forth overseas?    

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     - Among other things.      

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          This is me.           

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         (car beeping)          

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    - Listen, Elliot, uh...     

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     The way I left things      
      when we moved out,        

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    I've just been thinking     
       about it, and...         

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    - Now, after five years?    

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   Six years of not speaking.   

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        - I know, I know.       
I should've reached out earlier.

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 - Yeah, you didn't. Not until  
 your last year of residency.   

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           (sighing)            

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        Uh... Anyway, um,       
      what's next for you?      

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  Fellowship? Specialization?   
            ED job?             

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  - All that is up in the air   
          right now.            

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       - And I'm the guy        
    who once tried to help.     

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     - No, no. I'm not here     
      to ask for your help.     

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     - The way that you say     
    "moved out" so casually.    

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    You and Amira were part     
        of our family.          

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  You just packed up and left.  

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  I mean, the kids kept asking  
           about you.           

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   I didn't know what to say.   
        What we'd done...       

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       - No, no. Nothing.       
     Look, you were perfect     

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    and we owe you so much.     
         It's just...           

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        I couldn't uh...        

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         - I should go.         

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 Say hi to your sister for me.  

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        (opening theme)         

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     - Hey, medium, black.      

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             (beep)             

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         (tense music)          

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    - Don't I owe it to them    
     to be honest about the     
        whole situation?        

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    - No. It's your private     
         information.           

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 The hospital owes you nothing. 
        If you tell them        

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 you're on the transplant list  
    before they decide who      
        gets the job...         

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    - It gives them a reason    
      not to give it to me.     

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    But my chief, Dr. Devi,     
           you know,            

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 she's done a lot to make room  
 for my physical limitations.   

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    Every time I have to go     
     for labs like today,       

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 I have to make up an excuse.   
- When we were trying for kids, 

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 I made the mistake of telling  
     one of the partners.       

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      Next thing I know,        
  they promoted the guy hired   
       to work under me.        

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        The second time,        
    I didn't tell them until    
       I was five months.       

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- And, what if a heart comes and
 I have to take a year off work?

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    - You should get the job    
       when that happens.       

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     Legally at that point,     
     they have to offer you     
         medical leave.         

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    They're not your family,    
            Magalie.            

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   - Yeah, speaking of that.    
     It's Mom's birthday,       

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      and I didn't get the      
    "Be at L'Express wearing    

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     the dress I bought you     
         in 2006" text.         

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      If she's still afraid     
     of getting us together     

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  after the split, I'm pretty   
  sure we can help with that.   

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        - About that...         

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          (in French)           

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         - Last night.          

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   - Without even telling me?   

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   - Oh, Dad was there, too.    
   - Yeah, and you're right.    

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  They can still share space.   

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    We sort of used my boys     
         as a buffer.           

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       - How could you not      
          call me, Cam?         

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     - She made me promise.     

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       You know how much        
  is on your plate right now.   

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   - Oh, so you decided for me  
like I'm not even a real person.

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     - Mags, what you said      
       about a year off,        

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  does that mean you're saying  
         yes to a heart?        

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        What happened to        
    getting out of your head    

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and only deciding if one comes? 

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 - Yeah, that's a mindset, Cam. 

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   I'm trying to embrace it,    

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        but think about         
   how I'm living right now.    

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          Like, if...           

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          If, if a...           

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  If a heart eventually comes   
        and I take it,          

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    my thirties could be over   
   by the time I'm recovered.   

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     What's in my life now,     
     that's what I'll have.     

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       - Okay, I'm sorry.       
         What can I do?         

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      - Well, this dinner,      
        again, all of us.       

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     I'll get the 8:00 P.M.     
       flight to Montreal.      

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   And don't let our parents    
   have one sip of champagne    
      before I get there.       

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         (gentle music)         

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       - Craig Albright?        
            - Yeah.             

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  - Hi, I'm Dr. Hamed, Bashir.  
           - Finally.           

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     Tell us you're going       
  to help him. He's in agony.   

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  - I am, but full disclosure,  
    we're running low on beds   
        in our department       

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        so I'm only here        
        to assess needs.        

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   You told our triage nurse    

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   that you are experiencing    
        some hip pain.          

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Did you fall or injure yourself?

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  Because I'm looking at your   
    medical history and...      

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      - Can we please have      
   the discussion in private?   

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       - Craig didn't fall      
     or anything like that.     

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  He was getting into his car   
  when the pain just started.   

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      - Angrily slamming        
   the door after getting me    
    from school, he means.      

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       And no, that's not       
       how this happened.       

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       - And don't ask Eli      
           to say how.          

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   I mean, it's only his eye.   
       Why would he know?       

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 - Two great medical mysteries  
for you to solve today, Doctor. 

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  - Uh, well, at least you got  
    the afternoon off school.   

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 You're in what? Seventh grade? 
            - Tenth.            

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  - You don't need to correct   
       him for me, Dad.         

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I can handle the embarrassment. 
In fact, I don't even feel any, 

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          so it's fine.         
      - You're being rude!      

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       - Craig, it's fine.      
     - No, none of us would     
        be here right now       

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      if we weren't called      
      to the V.P.'s office      

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    for a punch in the face     
     that you won't admit.      

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       - This is the part       
   where I cheerfully confess   
        to being bullied?       

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   Except it's not that part    
       because I'm not.         

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       And nobody hit me.       

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  - Why don't I grab a porter   
    to take Craig to X-ray?     

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   This way we can rule out     
   any fracture of any kind.    

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         And hopefully,         
    by the time you're back,    

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we'll have a bed ready for you. 
      - Sure, thank you.        

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       (P.A. announcement)      

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  - Dr. Devi, do you remember   
      that patient I lost       

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  to carbon monoxide poisoning? 
 - Faulty unit in his building. 

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        You reported it         
       to public health?        

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     - Yeah, but I also dug     
  into the amount of illnesses  

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 and deaths we see in patients  
   from low-income housing.     

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   Mould, pipes, ventilation.   

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  I'd like to share that data   
  with public health as well.   

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  - Those risks are minimized   
    with greater awareness.     

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  Stats only. No patient data   
         for privacy.           

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         And I will need        
     to review it up first.     

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     But it's a good idea.      

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     You should both know       
     you won't be in limbo      

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         for much longer        
   about the fellowship spot.   

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    I'm deciding by the end     
         of the month.          

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- Last year, they announced them
        near graduation,        

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     that's in six months.      
            - Yup.              

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  - Mags, I admitted the bowel  
           obstruction          

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   so there's a bed for your    
       knee sprain now.         

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   - Actually, Rhoda, can we    
  give that to Craig Albright   

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       when he gets back        
        from his X-ray?         

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   - He's way down the queue.   

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         - He's in pain         
     and won't tell us why.     

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 Plus, his son has a black eye  

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    he doesn't want to talk     
         about either.          

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         - You thinking         
       domestic violence?       

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    - Something seemed off.     

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         I could check          
     with a social worker.      

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        - Let Mags try.         

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      She's good at getting     
  underneath complex dynamics.  

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    You stay on Dad, Bashir.    
             - Sure.            

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This son is older than he looks 
   and touchy about it. Eli.    

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       - Got your note.         
   We'll be fine without you    

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      for an hour today.        
 - Yeah, I'm sorry about that.  

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 It's the only time I could get 
      for that appointment.     

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   - I know some of the other   
      hospitals are already     
         interviewing...        

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      - No, it's not that.      
         It's personal.         

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            - Okay.             

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      - End of the month.       
    That's like, next week.     

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 - Yeah. Perfect timing for you 
     to be officially better    

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     at getting underneath      
       complex dynamics.        

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    - So, you have your CBT     
   and self-harm worksheets,    
      and your partners.        

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           Get going.           
        - Want to start?        

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- I didn't write anything down. 

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 - First time at one of these?  

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     - No, it's my second.      

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      Last time, I bailed       
     halfway through so...      

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              You?              
        - Oh, I'm a vet.        

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           Allow me.            

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   "Strategies for revealing    
          your scars,           

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     visible and invisible.     

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Number one, the plausible lie." 

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    Uh, my cat scratched me.    

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     - I don't have a cat.      

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      - I see you've never      
          taken improv.         

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 - I'm a doctor, why would I... 
     - So what? I'm a chef.     

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 It forces you to let yourself  
        be embarrassed.         

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           - Okay...            

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   Why don't we just move on    
        to number two?          

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     "The reluctant truth."     

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    Okay, so... Sometimes--     

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 - I hurt myself, but we don't  
    have to talk about it.      

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 - Have you actually ever tried 

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    to use that in real life    
           because...           

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        - Once or twice.        
 But the second you tell people 

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         you don't want         
   to talk about something...   

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 - It's all they can focus on.  

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      - Yeah, I'm more of a     
   "number four" kind of guy.   

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    I've been feeling pretty    
      cut up about things.      

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    Humour tends to disarm.     

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        - Humour, right.        

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         Uh, actually,          
    I don't know if like...     

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 I don't know if in the moment, 
  like, if I can see anything.  

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     I don't think anything     
will come to me other than like,

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        painful silence.        

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     - I guess that's cool.     

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     If that's who you are.     

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       But does that mean       
  you'll always be covered up?  

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      - Eli? Hi, I'm Mags.      
       I'm a doctor here.       

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  - Hi. My parents are getting  
      an X-ray or whatever.     

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 - Yeah, yeah, I know. There's  
  a vending machine not far,    

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       do you want a Coke?      
       - Only if you want       

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   to throw them into crisis,   
           my parents.          

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   Caffeine stunts my growth,   
        they'll tell you.       

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      - Oh, that's a myth.      

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      But you could use it      
        to ice your eye.        

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    - Ice won't help my eye.    

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   - Well, do you want chips?   
          Or Skittles?          

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 - Isn't luring kids with candy 
       kind of predatory?       

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           (chuckling)          
     - That's a good point.     

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    But I do have to correct    
     you on the ice, though.    

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       It is your best bet      
   to keep the swelling down.   

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 So you're in a hospital with   
a concerning mark on your face. 

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 Call me a nerd, but I kind of  
    want to know the story.     

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        Maybe I can help.       
      - There is no story.      

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    - I was short when I was    
      in high school, too.      

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        - You still are.        
     - Not compared to you.     

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          (chuckling)           
            - Okay.             

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   Well, I guess in the 1920s   
      or whenever that was,     

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they didn't have growth hormones
        to force you on.        

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        - You're on HGH?        
       - Needle every day.      

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 My dads and my endocrinologist 
       wanted me on them.       

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  They said it'd be harmless.   

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 - So you think you're reacting 
           to the drug          

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    and you are not telling     
    your parents because...     

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       - Tense subject.         
  I didn't want to take them,   

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    but they were fighting      
all the time trying to make me. 

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     Convinced taller people    
 do better in life or whatever. 

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 And finally, I just wanted it  
    all to stop so I caved.     

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  - You mind if I examine it,   
though? It looks like it hurts. 

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            - Sure.             

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      - Yeah, irritation        
     at the injection site      
    can be normal with HGH.     

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     This is odd because--      
- I don't stab it into my face. 

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        Yeah, I wondered        
        about that, too.        

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  I do have one other theory.   

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     But it's kind of nuts.     

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       - I can handle it.       

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     - Okay. Really? Okay.      

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           Thank you.           

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              Hey.              

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    Serious meeting attire.     
     - Contrition attire.       

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    I'm here to throw myself    
        at Devi's mercy.        

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       Calculating dosing       
           by weight?           

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- No, the cost of incorporating.

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     People keep saying that    
  it's better to bill this way  

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    after residency so we can   
   write off living expenses.   

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     - Yeah, it is, yeah.       
I'd be happy to run you through 
      when you get there.       

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       - Can you write off      
       mortgage payments?       

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      - You buying a house?     
    - I mean, I was approved    

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      for a loan, 500,000.      

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Sounds immense in the real world

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which I realize doesn't include 
     Toronto real estate.       

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        - Well, congrats,       
   but no you can't write off   
       mortgage interest.       

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   And while you're thinking    
        about costing,          

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there's property tax, furnaces, 

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roofs which will need replacing.

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       - What the hell is       
       a blended mortgage?      

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         - Nobody knows.        
        Hey, believe me,        

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  as someone who panic-bought   
       places in Sudbury        

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       and Toronto after        
       he got divorced,         

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         over-extending         
    when your life's in flux    

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only makes that flux much worse.

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      - Amira needs roots.      

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     And I want to give her     
        something stable        

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 and I didn't really ask to be  
    talked out of it, Theo.     

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            (ding!)             

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   What I wanted to tell you    
      in the waiting room       

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 is what I still think is that  
 your pain is caused by lupus.  

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  Your labs show a high level   
       of inflammation--        

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    - But Craig has been in     
     remission from lupus       
       for three years.         

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  You promised that you would   
 tell me when it flares again.  

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00:14:07,446 --> 00:14:09,682
     - This isn't a family      
     counselling session.       

303
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 - Hi, I'm sorry to interrupt.  

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  - Mags, we're in the middle   
         of something.          

305
00:14:13,586 --> 00:14:16,689
 - Yeah, the wrong thing. I was 
  just speaking with your son.  

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    - Who the hell are you?     
    - This is Dr. Leblanc.      

307
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- Eli's eye isn't from a punch. 

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00:14:22,795 --> 00:14:25,030
    It's a fungal infection     
     called mucormycosis.       

309
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 And I think you both have it.  
      - Craig has lupus.        

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   - I know. And his elevated   
   ESP and CRP made you think   
     it was a flare, right?     

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 Eli's been cultivating spores  
    for a science project.      

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    Sustainable ecosystems.     

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00:14:35,774 --> 00:14:37,276
       He's been breathing      
       them in all month.       

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    He was already worried      
 that they made his eye black.  

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00:14:39,712 --> 00:14:42,848
          I did a PCR,          
    positive for fungal DNA.    

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00:14:42,915 --> 00:14:45,050
      - I... I, I'm sorry.      
 You're saying that this is all 

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        because of Eli's        
        science project?        

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        If that's true,         
    then why am I not sick?     

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        - For most of us,       
       fungus is harmless,      

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      but not for people        
with compromised immune systems 
      like your husband.        

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00:14:54,159 --> 00:14:55,661
     - Eli is biologically      
         Craig's son.           

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        - Are you saying        
      it's my fault, Neil?      

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         That I passed          
       this down to him?        

324
00:15:00,065 --> 00:15:01,767
        - No! That's not        
        what I'm saying.        

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00:15:01,834 --> 00:15:04,370
     - It's not necessarily     
   the reason Eli's infected.   

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       We'll run tests.         
It could also just be bad luck. 

327
00:15:07,139 --> 00:15:09,308
  - This one is a much better   
       doctor than you.         

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00:15:09,375 --> 00:15:11,977
       - Craig! Stop being      
        so inappropriate.       

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       I don't understand.      
Why wouldn't Eli just talk to us

330
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   if that's what he thought    
   was happening to his eye?    

331
00:15:17,983 --> 00:15:20,486
  - Hold on. How long have you  
         had that rash?         

332
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 - Oh, I had some small patches 
          this morning,         

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       I usually get them       
         with flare-ups.        

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00:15:25,591 --> 00:15:27,893
 - So you were hiding it then.  
       - I didn't know!         

335
00:15:27,960 --> 00:15:30,796
   I just wanted to make sure   
      before worrying you.      

336
00:15:30,863 --> 00:15:32,765
   - Can you open your mouth    
        for me, please?         

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00:15:32,831 --> 00:15:35,668
            (beeping)           
           Thank you.           

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00:15:35,734 --> 00:15:38,270
     His temp's up, way up.     
          - I can't...          

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00:15:38,337 --> 00:15:40,639
       A fungal infection?      
        Can you treat it?       

340
00:15:40,706 --> 00:15:43,475
    - How high does this go?    
          Here, may I?          

341
00:15:44,376 --> 00:15:46,512
         - Oh, my God.          

342
00:15:47,713 --> 00:15:49,581
     - They're not normally     
           like this.           

343
00:15:49,648 --> 00:15:51,216
    Does Eli have this, too?    

344
00:15:51,283 --> 00:15:53,052
     - Not when I left him,     
           but Craig,           

345
00:15:53,118 --> 00:15:56,655
    your reaction is atypical   
   and may mean the infection   
      is spreading quickly.     

346
00:15:56,722 --> 00:15:58,424
      - He's going to need      
          more imaging.         

347
00:15:58,490 --> 00:15:59,858
        - You should go.        
              - No.             

348
00:15:59,925 --> 00:16:02,795
   - Yes! I'm asking you to.    
   - Don't do this, please.     

349
00:16:02,861 --> 00:16:06,065
         - I don't want         
  to infect you, go! Go, Neil!  

350
00:16:06,131 --> 00:16:08,367
       - Why don't you go       
          check on Eli?         

351
00:16:08,434 --> 00:16:09,668
     - Yeah, I'll take you      
            to him.             

352
00:16:09,735 --> 00:16:11,270
        - Thanks, Mags.         

353
00:16:12,805 --> 00:16:15,874
       - I know he can't        
       handle this, I...        

354
00:16:22,348 --> 00:16:22,381
ne                              

355
00:16:22,381 --> 00:16:22,414
ney.                            

356
00:16:25,417 --> 00:16:27,353
         - Where's Dad?         
      Why can't I see him?      

357
00:16:27,419 --> 00:16:28,988
        - He just needs         
     a little bit of rest.      

358
00:16:29,054 --> 00:16:30,489
      - But he's obviously      
         worse than me.         

359
00:16:30,556 --> 00:16:32,624
 - People can react differently 
    to this kind of infection   

360
00:16:32,691 --> 00:16:34,159
          depending on          
      their immune system.      

361
00:16:34,226 --> 00:16:35,861
       - I'm going to talk      
     to Mags outside, okay?     

362
00:16:35,928 --> 00:16:37,830
       I'll get an update       
        and report back.        

363
00:16:41,333 --> 00:16:43,736
      - We're putting Craig     
  on hybrid blood purification  

364
00:16:43,802 --> 00:16:46,705
   and renal therapy, which is  
 a fancy way of saying dialysis 

365
00:16:46,772 --> 00:16:49,808
  while also trying to clean    
 the infection from his blood.  

366
00:16:49,875 --> 00:16:52,277
 - It's affecting his kidneys?  
    - Because of a weakened     

367
00:16:52,344 --> 00:16:55,147
  immune system from his lupus  
       medication which...      

368
00:16:55,214 --> 00:16:57,683
    Eli doesn't know about?     
           (sighing)            

369
00:16:57,750 --> 00:17:00,419
   - We thought that it would   
       be easier for him.       

370
00:17:00,486 --> 00:17:03,889
 Look, it's not what I wanted,  
   but you saw Craig before.    

371
00:17:03,956 --> 00:17:06,725
  Whenever I try to push him,   
       he just retreats.        

372
00:17:06,792 --> 00:17:08,861
     - Mags? Got a head lac     
          in curtains,          

373
00:17:08,927 --> 00:17:10,763
  tell me you've got a second.  

374
00:17:10,829 --> 00:17:13,032
            - Uh...             
        - I'll be okay.         

375
00:17:13,098 --> 00:17:14,366
            - Okay.             

376
00:17:14,433 --> 00:17:15,901
        They moved Craig        
      to the eighth floor,      

377
00:17:15,968 --> 00:17:17,469
    I'll check on him after.    

378
00:17:18,937 --> 00:17:21,907
 - Cody's back, frequent flyer. 
             - Who?             

379
00:17:21,974 --> 00:17:24,276
     - You don't know him?      
             - No.              

380
00:17:24,343 --> 00:17:26,578
     Chart says schizotypal     
      personality disorder.     

381
00:17:26,645 --> 00:17:29,048
 - Uh, yeah, but half the time  
  you wouldn't even know it.    

382
00:17:29,114 --> 00:17:30,883
    It's just that sometimes    
           he gets...           

383
00:17:30,949 --> 00:17:35,621
    A guy in psych called it    
      "superhero ideation".     

384
00:17:35,687 --> 00:17:38,690
  - What does that even mean?   
          - Hi, Cody!           

385
00:17:38,757 --> 00:17:41,060
          This is Mags.         
 - Hey, Mags, nice to meet you. 

386
00:17:41,126 --> 00:17:43,462
     - Hi, nice to meet you     
       too, Cody. Alright.      

387
00:17:43,529 --> 00:17:46,632
    - They already did that.    
      I don't think I have      
          a concussion.         

388
00:17:46,698 --> 00:17:48,767
    - Yeah, your head did get   
knocked around a little, though.

389
00:17:48,834 --> 00:17:50,569
      - All in the pursuit      
        of a moral right.       

390
00:17:50,636 --> 00:17:52,471
        - Cody tackled          
       a purse snatcher.        

391
00:17:52,538 --> 00:17:54,206
     - Happens all the time     
        in Dundas Square.       

392
00:17:54,273 --> 00:17:56,241
     If I wait long enough,     
   I'm bound to run into one.   

393
00:17:56,308 --> 00:17:57,910
       - Well, your pupils      
           look fine.           

394
00:17:57,976 --> 00:18:01,013
   And I think I may be able    
     to spare you sutures.      

395
00:18:01,080 --> 00:18:03,315
 - Great, thank you for wanting 
   to minimize my pain, Mags.   

396
00:18:03,382 --> 00:18:04,817
     - You're most welcome.     
             - Okay.            

397
00:18:04,883 --> 00:18:06,318
       - Perfect, thanks.       

398
00:18:07,019 --> 00:18:09,421
           So tell me,          
why do you take it upon yourself

399
00:18:09,488 --> 00:18:12,558
   to catch purse-snatchers?    
      - And shoplifters.        

400
00:18:12,624 --> 00:18:15,828
 And those intimidating lurkers 
that scare people in the subway.

401
00:18:15,894 --> 00:18:18,931
 Usually, they see the uniform  
   and stop, but not always.    

402
00:18:18,997 --> 00:18:21,333
         I don't know           
    if you know this, Mags,     

403
00:18:21,400 --> 00:18:23,669
  but the police stopped doing  
anything about the minor things.

404
00:18:23,735 --> 00:18:26,805
    And, I get it. I mean,      
  it's small potatoes, but...   

405
00:18:26,872 --> 00:18:28,974
        The little stuff        
       hurts people, too.       

406
00:18:29,675 --> 00:18:32,211
    And if we want our city     
to feel like one big community, 

407
00:18:32,277 --> 00:18:34,113
    then someone's got to be    
       out there fighting       

408
00:18:34,179 --> 00:18:35,814
        for our brothers        
       and sisters, right?      

409
00:18:35,881 --> 00:18:38,350
             - Hey!             
             - Eli!             

410
00:18:38,417 --> 00:18:39,985
     You should be in bed,      
       where's your dad?        

411
00:18:40,052 --> 00:18:41,820
 - Talking to an immunologist.  

412
00:18:41,887 --> 00:18:43,322
       What were you going      
         to say before?         

413
00:18:43,388 --> 00:18:44,723
        About why my dad        
       is sicker than me?       

414
00:18:44,790 --> 00:18:46,625
     I know it's something      
 because when I checked online  

415
00:18:46,692 --> 00:18:49,161
   it said it could be cancer   
    or that his immune system   
     doesn't work properly.     

416
00:18:49,228 --> 00:18:51,163
  - You should probably talk    
  to your parents about that.   

417
00:18:51,230 --> 00:18:53,031
 - They don't tell me anything. 

418
00:18:53,098 --> 00:18:54,800
They treat me like they see me, 

419
00:18:54,867 --> 00:18:57,336
 but I don't feel small, Mags.  

420
00:18:57,402 --> 00:18:58,804
Why can't they understand that? 

421
00:18:58,871 --> 00:19:00,606
       - Strength comes         
     from the inside, kid.      

422
00:19:00,672 --> 00:19:02,141
         Want me to talk        
        to them for you?        

423
00:19:02,207 --> 00:19:03,809
       - I got it, Cody.        

424
00:19:03,876 --> 00:19:05,677
        It's not cancer.        

425
00:19:05,744 --> 00:19:07,779
    And if you just give me     
         five minutes,          

426
00:19:07,846 --> 00:19:09,681
        I will answer all       
    of your questions, okay?    

427
00:19:09,748 --> 00:19:11,483
            Okay...             

428
00:19:11,850 --> 00:19:13,552
       Almost done here.        

429
00:19:13,619 --> 00:19:18,423
    - It's just every tiny      
    movement is like agony.     

430
00:19:18,490 --> 00:19:20,692
           - Uh-huh.            
How exactly did the pain start? 

431
00:19:20,759 --> 00:19:26,265
        - Well, I was...        
      in the shower and...      

432
00:19:26,331 --> 00:19:28,534
     You know, I was bored.     

433
00:19:28,600 --> 00:19:31,069
     - Oh, well, vigorous       
     physical manipulation      

434
00:19:31,136 --> 00:19:34,106
    can injure the testicle.    
  - I wouldn't say "vigorous".  

435
00:19:34,173 --> 00:19:37,976
It was soapy and then I slipped,
 and, like, I'm a big guy so... 

436
00:19:38,043 --> 00:19:39,945
    - It's going to be cold.    

437
00:19:41,313 --> 00:19:43,382
       - Someone called up      
        the flag torsion?       

438
00:19:43,448 --> 00:19:46,185
   - Dr. Singh, you're back.    
         - First day.           

439
00:19:46,251 --> 00:19:47,986
   Thought I'd take it easy.    

440
00:19:48,053 --> 00:19:49,988
         You'd know that        
  if you bothered to check in.  

441
00:19:50,055 --> 00:19:52,124
     Been gone three weeks.     

442
00:19:52,191 --> 00:19:53,992
       I'm recovering from      
         a heart attack.        

443
00:19:54,059 --> 00:19:55,928
  - Yeah, well, I'm so sorry.   

444
00:19:55,994 --> 00:19:57,663
  What the hell is "torsion"?   

445
00:19:57,729 --> 00:19:59,398
   - It's a twisted testicle.   

446
00:19:59,464 --> 00:20:01,066
     I'm seeing a reduction     
         in blood flow.         

447
00:20:01,133 --> 00:20:03,969
So if Dr. Singh agrees, he will 
 take you upstairs to operate.  

448
00:20:04,036 --> 00:20:05,370
           - He does.           

449
00:20:05,437 --> 00:20:07,973
       - So you can, like,      
         "un-twist" it?         

450
00:20:08,040 --> 00:20:09,841
     - About half the time.     

451
00:20:09,908 --> 00:20:11,877
         The other half,        
     we have to cut it out.     

452
00:20:11,944 --> 00:20:16,248
 - What, like, the whole thing? 
       - No, just the one.      

453
00:20:16,315 --> 00:20:18,150
  - Will I still be able to...  

454
00:20:18,217 --> 00:20:20,586
      - Oh, sexual function     
   is generally not affected.   

455
00:20:20,652 --> 00:20:22,788
         - No, I mean,          
         I want kids.           

456
00:20:22,854 --> 00:20:24,923
         Can I still...         

457
00:20:24,990 --> 00:20:28,227
     - Well, you might see      
a decrease in your sperm count, 

458
00:20:28,293 --> 00:20:31,430
     but the other testicle     
     will often compensate.     

459
00:20:31,496 --> 00:20:34,933
      - What if it doesn't?     
 I mean, if I can't be a father 

460
00:20:35,000 --> 00:20:36,835
   one day because of this...   

461
00:20:36,902 --> 00:20:39,238
       - Dr. Curtis isn't       
    the right person to ask.    

462
00:20:39,304 --> 00:20:40,806
   June will prep you for OR,   

463
00:20:40,872 --> 00:20:44,276
    but if you have anymore     
questions about future options, 

464
00:20:44,343 --> 00:20:46,111
  I can answer them upstairs.   

465
00:20:46,178 --> 00:20:48,880
           (groans)             
     - I'll be right back.      

466
00:20:48,947 --> 00:20:51,450
     Dr. Singh. That was...     

467
00:20:51,516 --> 00:20:53,852
       Okay, look, I know       
 you didn't intend to, but I... 

468
00:20:53,919 --> 00:20:56,888
           - I'm fine.          
       Damage is minimal.       

469
00:20:56,955 --> 00:21:00,192
  And as long as I'm vigilant,  
      I can avoid a repeat.     

470
00:21:00,259 --> 00:21:02,294
        - That's good.          
  It's not like I don't care.   

471
00:21:02,361 --> 00:21:06,231
    I just didn't think you     
    wanted me... hovering.      

472
00:21:07,666 --> 00:21:09,901
      - I'll do what I can      
          for the boy.          

473
00:21:15,274 --> 00:21:19,044
   - Yeah, happy to help you.   
         Yeah, totally.         

474
00:21:19,111 --> 00:21:21,813
      Come in, Dr. Hunter.      
          Take a seat.          

475
00:21:21,880 --> 00:21:24,449
     - I figured this would     
           just be us.          

476
00:21:24,516 --> 00:21:26,184
         Hi, everyone.          

477
00:21:26,251 --> 00:21:29,121
       - I thought a panel      
       would be more fair.      

478
00:21:30,055 --> 00:21:31,723
             Uh...              

479
00:21:32,357 --> 00:21:35,327
     Colleague from emerg,      
      our CMO, Dr. Olsen,       

480
00:21:35,394 --> 00:21:37,195
      and Sandy from H.R..      

481
00:21:37,763 --> 00:21:39,898
    - The more the merrier.     
          (chuckling)           

482
00:21:39,965 --> 00:21:43,435
       - I was so relieved      
    to know that the college    

483
00:21:43,502 --> 00:21:47,973
decided not to suspend or revoke
      your medical licence.     

484
00:21:48,040 --> 00:21:50,609
 - Thanks. I'll tell all of you 
        what I told them.       

485
00:21:50,676 --> 00:21:55,047
     It was medically clear     
  that my patient had suffered  
         sexual assault.        

486
00:21:55,113 --> 00:21:58,216
     I was convinced that       
 she was afraid of her husband  
      and wanted my help.       

487
00:21:58,283 --> 00:22:00,218
   There were four children     
   at home who were at risk.    

488
00:22:00,285 --> 00:22:02,554
    At the time, I believed     
     I had a duty of care.      

489
00:22:02,621 --> 00:22:04,823
    - And at the time, that's   
 exactly how you explained this 

490
00:22:04,890 --> 00:22:08,026
to Dr. Devi and myself as well. 
    - And with perspective,     

491
00:22:08,093 --> 00:22:12,097
 my decision to alert the police
warranted far better discretion.

492
00:22:12,164 --> 00:22:13,932
        - Then you admit        
        you overstepped?        

493
00:22:13,999 --> 00:22:15,767
             - I do.            
  - Well, it was a tough spot.  

494
00:22:15,834 --> 00:22:18,203
  We all know from experience   
     that what constitutes      

495
00:22:18,270 --> 00:22:19,905
  duty of care can be elusive.  

496
00:22:19,971 --> 00:22:22,974
   - I was wrong, Dr. Olsen.    
       Plain and simple.        

497
00:22:23,041 --> 00:22:24,609
           And look,            
   in the spirit of honesty,    

498
00:22:24,676 --> 00:22:26,778
   I realize I've made errors   
          in judgment.          

499
00:22:26,845 --> 00:22:29,481
   Giving expired supplies to   
 patients outside the hospital, 

500
00:22:29,548 --> 00:22:32,417
  restraining a woman who was   
 resisting rabies prophylaxis.  

501
00:22:32,484 --> 00:22:34,986
- An event which you repeatedly 
       refused to issue         

502
00:22:35,053 --> 00:22:37,889
      a formal apology for.     
    - And sounds like that's    

503
00:22:37,956 --> 00:22:40,025
     what he's trying to do     
        right now, Neeta.       

504
00:22:40,092 --> 00:22:42,060
  - It was an unsettled time.   

505
00:22:42,127 --> 00:22:46,198
         I got divorced,        
       I uprooted my life.      

506
00:22:46,264 --> 00:22:48,800
        And I don't say         
   any of that as an excuse.    

507
00:22:48,867 --> 00:22:51,169
   It's just... for context.    

508
00:22:51,236 --> 00:22:53,472
 I've had some time to reflect  
      these past months,        

509
00:22:53,538 --> 00:22:57,976
  and I confidently feel that   
I have learned from my mistakes 

510
00:22:58,043 --> 00:23:00,746
and that behaviour is behind me.

511
00:23:00,812 --> 00:23:02,247
           - Huh...             

512
00:23:02,981 --> 00:23:05,317
       - June, do you have      
        something to add?       

513
00:23:05,384 --> 00:23:08,487
    - Oh, sorry, I was just     
    wondering if any of us      

514
00:23:08,553 --> 00:23:11,456
      are actually capable      
       of real... change.       

515
00:23:11,523 --> 00:23:14,192
       However, I do think      
       that it's something      

516
00:23:14,259 --> 00:23:18,597
  that we can all strive for.   
   And Theo is striving for.    

517
00:23:18,663 --> 00:23:22,067
    - Okay. Well, I can say     
    on behalf of all of us,     

518
00:23:22,134 --> 00:23:24,002
     that we do appreciate      
   your fulsome explanation.    

519
00:23:24,069 --> 00:23:26,004
    - Behind you since when?    

520
00:23:26,872 --> 00:23:28,740
         - I don't know         
         what you mean?         

521
00:23:28,807 --> 00:23:33,178
    - You sent Dahab Sayeed,    
  a virtual patient to our ED.  

522
00:23:33,245 --> 00:23:36,581
    And when triage wouldn't    
 immediately bend to your will, 

523
00:23:36,648 --> 00:23:38,917
        you became irate        
 and verbally abusive to Rhoda, 

524
00:23:38,984 --> 00:23:40,919
   one of our veteran nurses.   

525
00:23:42,854 --> 00:23:45,490
     Behind you since when,     
           Dr. Hunter?          

526
00:23:50,962 --> 00:23:52,564
          - How is he?          

527
00:23:53,598 --> 00:23:55,367
  - At least his son is fine.   

528
00:23:55,434 --> 00:23:57,235
       - Yeah, physically,      

529
00:23:57,302 --> 00:23:59,337
    but Eli's wrecked about     
  thinking this is his fault.   

530
00:23:59,404 --> 00:24:03,375
     - I get the sense that     
   he doesn't even know about   
       his father's lupus.      

531
00:24:04,876 --> 00:24:07,846
      - Well, he does now.      
         - You told him.        

532
00:24:07,913 --> 00:24:09,281
 - He narrowed it down himself. 

533
00:24:09,347 --> 00:24:12,584
        He's a smart kid        
   and he feels totally alone   
        with everything.        

534
00:24:12,651 --> 00:24:14,486
    - That wasn't your call,    

535
00:24:14,553 --> 00:24:15,787
 but I suppose I'm not as good  

536
00:24:15,854 --> 00:24:17,789
     at getting underneath      
       complex dynamics.        

537
00:24:17,856 --> 00:24:20,792
  - Bash, this... whole thing   
       about potentially        

538
00:24:20,859 --> 00:24:22,861
        losing your job,        
       it's okay to admit       

539
00:24:22,928 --> 00:24:25,831
    that you're more rattled    
about it than you're letting on.

540
00:24:27,199 --> 00:24:28,800
             Right.             

541
00:24:28,867 --> 00:24:31,136
     You choose to be alone     
          with things.          

542
00:24:31,203 --> 00:24:33,738
         (gentle music)         

543
00:24:44,282 --> 00:24:47,452
   - You have your own door,    
       private entrance.        

544
00:24:47,519 --> 00:24:49,221
    Here's the laundry room.    

545
00:24:49,287 --> 00:24:52,424
   I'm apologizing right now    
    for how often our stuff     
       will be in there.        

546
00:24:52,491 --> 00:24:54,559
       Uh, right this way.      

547
00:24:54,626 --> 00:24:58,630
  So you got a basic kitchen,   
    bathroom, the TV works.     

548
00:24:58,697 --> 00:25:00,899
         Cable's on us.         
        Couch pulls out.        

549
00:25:00,966 --> 00:25:02,701
  And from what prior tenants   
          have said,            

550
00:25:02,767 --> 00:25:05,871
    you will definitely hear    
       my three stampeding      
       children upstairs.       

551
00:25:05,937 --> 00:25:08,306
    - This is all so great,     
          thank you.            

552
00:25:08,373 --> 00:25:10,976
          (in Arabic)           

553
00:25:11,042 --> 00:25:13,111
      - English, habibti.       
     - Tracey made a guess      

554
00:25:13,178 --> 00:25:15,514
   about what toys and books    
    you might like, Amira,      

555
00:25:15,580 --> 00:25:17,215
but if you want to come upstairs
          and trade up,         

556
00:25:17,282 --> 00:25:18,783
  you're always welcome, okay?  

557
00:25:19,618 --> 00:25:21,086
        - Say thank you.        
           - No need.           

558
00:25:21,152 --> 00:25:22,821
    There's some basic food     
        in the fridge.          

559
00:25:22,888 --> 00:25:24,155
But there's a convenience store 

560
00:25:24,222 --> 00:25:26,358
with a pretty decent collection 
      a short walk away.        

561
00:25:26,424 --> 00:25:27,559
     Are you okay for cash?     

562
00:25:27,626 --> 00:25:30,395
     - Yeah, the government     
      stipend came through.     

563
00:25:30,462 --> 00:25:32,097
  - I'll let you get settled.   

564
00:25:32,163 --> 00:25:33,698
          - Thank you.          

565
00:25:45,343 --> 00:25:47,312
          (chuckling)           

566
00:25:48,947 --> 00:25:52,951
- "The little boy grew, he grew,
    and he grew, and he grew.   

567
00:25:53,018 --> 00:25:55,020
      He grew until he was      
        nine years old."        

568
00:25:55,086 --> 00:25:57,522
          (in Arabic)           

569
00:25:57,589 --> 00:26:00,659
      - English, habibti.       
  Are you excited to be nine?   

570
00:26:03,161 --> 00:26:05,630
       "But at night-time,      
       when he was asleep,      

571
00:26:05,697 --> 00:26:09,834
       the mother quietly       
  opened the door to his room,  
    crawled across the floor    

572
00:26:09,901 --> 00:26:12,437
    and looked over the side    
           of the bed.          

573
00:26:12,504 --> 00:26:14,940
    If he was really asleep,    
          she picked up         

574
00:26:15,006 --> 00:26:17,943
     that nine-year-old boy     
 and rocked him back and forth, 

575
00:26:18,009 --> 00:26:20,879
        back and forth,         
        back and forth.         

576
00:26:20,946 --> 00:26:24,382
   And while she rocked him,    
           she sang,            

577
00:26:24,449 --> 00:26:26,851
    'I'll love you forever.     

578
00:26:27,919 --> 00:26:30,722
   I'll like you for always.    

579
00:26:30,789 --> 00:26:36,695
     As long as I'm living,     
      my baby you'll be.'"      

580
00:26:36,761 --> 00:26:38,530
         (gentle music)         

581
00:26:40,599 --> 00:26:43,201
    - It's easy to register.    
     It's three blocks away.    

582
00:26:43,268 --> 00:26:44,736
 My kids go to the same school, 

583
00:26:44,803 --> 00:26:46,404
      and there's a French      
     immersion stream, too.     

584
00:26:46,471 --> 00:26:47,939
     - She needs a lot more     
      practice in English.      

585
00:26:48,006 --> 00:26:49,641
  - The ESL classes will help.  

586
00:26:49,708 --> 00:26:51,009
  With kids her age, honestly,  

587
00:26:51,076 --> 00:26:53,645
   it will shock you how fast   
   they soak things in. Look.   

588
00:26:53,712 --> 00:26:57,215
      Right, so basically,      
 once you've passed your boards 

589
00:26:57,282 --> 00:26:59,084
       and they can verify      
        your credentials.       

590
00:26:59,150 --> 00:27:01,553
       - But then there's       
   that issue with my medical   
       school transcripts.      

591
00:27:01,620 --> 00:27:04,089
      - They know most of       
 the doctors coming from Syria  
  aren't getting theirs out.    

592
00:27:04,155 --> 00:27:06,024
   What they'll do is they'll   
     talk to anyone they can    

593
00:27:06,091 --> 00:27:07,626
       who worked with you      
          at the NGO's,         

594
00:27:07,692 --> 00:27:09,160
  get a sense for your skill.   

595
00:27:09,227 --> 00:27:10,862
   Then there's two or three    
      positions each year       

596
00:27:10,929 --> 00:27:12,864
    where practicing surgeons   
  will take on foreign doctors  

597
00:27:12,931 --> 00:27:15,333
  and supplement any training   
       they might need.         

598
00:27:15,400 --> 00:27:17,669
       - Three positions?       
            - I know.           

599
00:27:17,736 --> 00:27:19,204
   But with your experience,    

600
00:27:19,270 --> 00:27:21,806
  it's just about getting you   
 in front of the right people.  

601
00:27:21,873 --> 00:27:24,409
   - We're here on a one-way    
    ticket. It has to work.     

602
00:27:25,343 --> 00:27:29,047
 Everything that you're doing,  
 the money, I'll pay you back.  

603
00:27:29,114 --> 00:27:31,783
       - I know you will.       
       (children laughing)      

604
00:27:39,257 --> 00:27:41,426
             (sigh)             

605
00:28:00,578 --> 00:28:03,081
       - This goes here.        
         - Bashir, ow!          

606
00:28:03,148 --> 00:28:04,749
  - Sorry, is that too tight?   

607
00:28:04,816 --> 00:28:07,252
          (in Arabic)           

608
00:28:07,318 --> 00:28:08,987
     - Well, maybe you can      
        sleep in there.         

609
00:28:11,623 --> 00:28:14,225
      - Okay, hold still.       
     The zipper is sticky.      

610
00:28:16,561 --> 00:28:19,264
       Maybe we'll repaint      
       that wall together.      

611
00:28:19,330 --> 00:28:21,132
          (in Arabic)           

612
00:28:31,776 --> 00:28:33,211
          - Have fun.           

613
00:28:33,278 --> 00:28:35,413
   Be safe, I'll be watching.   

614
00:28:41,119 --> 00:28:44,022
  Practicing through the war.   
       I'm told I gained        

615
00:28:44,089 --> 00:28:45,990
    more surgical experience    
        than most doctors       

616
00:28:46,057 --> 00:28:48,026
          within a more         
     traditional residency.     

617
00:28:48,093 --> 00:28:50,295
       - I don't doubt it,      
        quite impressive.       

618
00:28:50,361 --> 00:28:52,330
  Can you talk a little about   

619
00:28:52,397 --> 00:28:54,065
    the range of procedures     
       that you've done?        

620
00:28:54,132 --> 00:28:55,867
    - Everything in the area    
           of trauma.           

621
00:28:55,934 --> 00:28:58,670
   Amputations, crush injury,   
       penetrating trauma,      

622
00:28:58,737 --> 00:29:01,339
        and, of course,         
     we saw so many heart,      

623
00:29:01,406 --> 00:29:03,074
         and throat, and        
       pulmonary patients       

624
00:29:03,141 --> 00:29:04,743
      that it's not really      
          limited to...         

625
00:29:04,809 --> 00:29:06,177
  - Is it true that med school  
            in Syria            

626
00:29:06,244 --> 00:29:07,645
begins right after high school? 

627
00:29:07,712 --> 00:29:09,714
      - Yes, it is true,        
 but our first year replicates  

628
00:29:09,781 --> 00:29:11,349
    the basic undergraduate     
           sciences.            

629
00:29:11,416 --> 00:29:13,418
     And in all my dealings     
      with Western doctors,     

630
00:29:13,485 --> 00:29:15,520
       I've never noticed       
        a knowledge gap.        

631
00:29:15,587 --> 00:29:17,255
            - Okay.             

632
00:29:17,322 --> 00:29:19,290
   - What kind of experience    
 do you have with laparoscopy,  

633
00:29:19,357 --> 00:29:22,761
          arthroscopy,          
  or interventional radiology?  

634
00:29:22,827 --> 00:29:25,230
     - I have studied them      
          in theory,            

635
00:29:25,296 --> 00:29:30,769
  but in the field, those more  
 expensive tools are less used. 

636
00:29:31,536 --> 00:29:33,438
   - So there is a gap then.    

637
00:29:35,640 --> 00:29:35,940
        - Nothing about         
 my experience impressed them.  

638
00:29:36,641 --> 00:29:38,276
        - Nothing about         
 my experience impressed them.  

639
00:29:38,343 --> 00:29:40,945
  - Surgeons, man. They're all  
      such arrogant pricks.     

640
00:29:41,012 --> 00:29:42,714
       Anyway, you're just      
        getting started.        

641
00:29:42,781 --> 00:29:44,649
   Once you pass your boards,   
      we'll go full press.      

642
00:29:44,716 --> 00:29:46,951
          (clattering)          
               Oh.              

643
00:29:47,018 --> 00:29:48,486
          (in Arabic)           

644
00:29:48,553 --> 00:29:50,121
       - English, habibti.      

645
00:29:50,188 --> 00:29:51,623
   Sorry, we'll replace that.   

646
00:29:51,689 --> 00:29:53,091
    - Don't worry about it.     

647
00:29:53,158 --> 00:29:54,392
         See you later.         

648
00:29:54,459 --> 00:29:56,795
   (TV playing indistinctly)    

649
00:30:09,974 --> 00:30:12,777
  - Amira, I need you to clean  
     some of this up, okay?     

650
00:30:12,844 --> 00:30:14,946
     I need space to study      
         for my exams.          

651
00:30:15,013 --> 00:30:17,582
        (phone ringing)         

652
00:30:18,783 --> 00:30:20,552
           Amira...             

653
00:30:20,618 --> 00:30:22,353
          (in Arabic)           

654
00:30:29,427 --> 00:30:30,962
           - Hello?             

655
00:30:31,629 --> 00:30:33,565
  Yes, I applied for the job.   

656
00:30:33,631 --> 00:30:36,968
 No, no restaurant experience,  
    but I'm a fast learner.     

657
00:30:37,035 --> 00:30:39,637
 Um, yeah. Tomorrow works fine. 

658
00:30:39,704 --> 00:30:42,807
        2:00 P.M. Okay.         

659
00:30:43,408 --> 00:30:45,777
       "Well, that mother,      
         she got older.         

660
00:30:45,844 --> 00:30:48,012
    She got older and older     
          and older.            

661
00:30:48,079 --> 00:30:50,615
   And one day, she called up   
        her son and said,       

662
00:30:50,682 --> 00:30:54,319
    'You'd better come see me   
because I'm very old and sick.'"

663
00:30:54,385 --> 00:30:56,688
    - When I'm old like him,    

664
00:30:56,754 --> 00:30:58,990
      I don't want to live      
       in different house.      

665
00:30:59,057 --> 00:31:01,993
     I want to always know      
       you're okay too.         

666
00:31:02,927 --> 00:31:04,996
    - Go to sleep, habibti.     

667
00:31:07,131 --> 00:31:09,834
       "The son came home       
           that night,          

668
00:31:09,901 --> 00:31:13,171
    he stood for a long time    
  at the top of the stairs..."  

669
00:31:28,720 --> 00:31:30,989
        (wind whistling)        

670
00:31:45,336 --> 00:31:49,741
        (dramatic music)        

671
00:32:06,257 --> 00:32:09,460
  - Hey, you're done already?   
         - How was it?          

672
00:32:09,527 --> 00:32:12,830
           - Ah, fine.          
   Until Rhoda undermined me,   

673
00:32:12,897 --> 00:32:14,499
    and Devi blindsided me.     

674
00:32:14,565 --> 00:32:16,768
 And now, my judgment is being  
 questioned again. Thank you.   

675
00:32:16,834 --> 00:32:18,870
       - There was a nurse      
        at your meeting?        

676
00:32:18,937 --> 00:32:22,106
   - No, but apparently, Rhoda  
 complained that I got animated 

677
00:32:22,173 --> 00:32:25,043
 when I called to jump the cue  
    for my virtual patient.     

678
00:32:25,109 --> 00:32:27,045
  I don't think either of you   
     were there for that.       

679
00:32:27,111 --> 00:32:28,680
        - Yeah, I was.          
       I heard about it.        

680
00:32:28,746 --> 00:32:30,381
      You really surprised      
      that that upset her?      

681
00:32:30,448 --> 00:32:32,016
      - Doctors call ahead      
       all the time, Mags.      

682
00:32:32,083 --> 00:32:33,718
    It isn't revolutionary.     
     - Yeah, calling ahead      

683
00:32:33,785 --> 00:32:35,420
 is one thing, but letting out  
       your frustration         

684
00:32:35,486 --> 00:32:37,155
    on the nurse is another.    
      - Should've asked you     

685
00:32:37,221 --> 00:32:38,890
     to put in a good word      
       for me with Devi.        

686
00:32:38,957 --> 00:32:41,659
You both seem to have the exact 
 same "disappointed mom" tone.  

687
00:32:41,726 --> 00:32:43,928
        - Okay, Theo...         
 - I can fight my own battles.  

688
00:32:43,995 --> 00:32:46,264
        - No, he's right.       
       That was childish.       

689
00:32:46,331 --> 00:32:49,467
    And Bash, about earlier,    
    I realize you didn't ask    

690
00:32:49,534 --> 00:32:51,035
        for my opinion          
     about buying a house.      

691
00:32:51,102 --> 00:32:54,339
 So my apology tour continues.  
   - You're buying a house?     

692
00:32:54,405 --> 00:32:56,874
- I'm seeing if it's financially
       possible for Amira.      

693
00:32:56,941 --> 00:32:58,776
       - I know you think       
       she needs it, man,       

694
00:32:58,843 --> 00:33:01,346
     but I promise you, home    
  for her is wherever you are.  

695
00:33:01,412 --> 00:33:04,549
            - Hey.              
   - What was that in there?    

696
00:33:04,615 --> 00:33:06,217
   - Did you get a verdict?     
   Because they recruited me    

697
00:33:06,284 --> 00:33:08,219
 last minute and they kicked me 
    out as soon as you left.    

698
00:33:08,286 --> 00:33:10,321
   - You were at his meeting?   
      - It's anyone's guess     

699
00:33:10,388 --> 00:33:12,690
         where June was.        
   Devi asked her to weigh in   

700
00:33:12,757 --> 00:33:15,526
  about whether I can change,   
   and June took a nosedive     

701
00:33:15,593 --> 00:33:17,962
    into existential despair.   
   - They know we're friends.   

702
00:33:18,029 --> 00:33:20,565
   I can't just go in there     
 and blindly defend you, okay?  

703
00:33:20,631 --> 00:33:24,469
   Plus, I just came off this   
 bizarre experience with Singh. 

704
00:33:24,535 --> 00:33:26,437
   - Singh's back? I thought    
    he was still on leave.      

705
00:33:26,504 --> 00:33:28,439
      - Oh no, he's back.       
   And his hair's all white.    

706
00:33:28,506 --> 00:33:30,742
 Pretty sure this heart attack  
    changed his personality     

707
00:33:30,808 --> 00:33:32,610
      because he's being        
     all honest and weird.      

708
00:33:32,677 --> 00:33:34,812
       - What do you mean?      
       - He told a patient      

709
00:33:34,879 --> 00:33:36,881
       not to ask me about      
         being a parent.        

710
00:33:36,948 --> 00:33:39,851
    - Why would he do that?     
     - I don't know, Bash,      

711
00:33:39,917 --> 00:33:41,919
maybe because he thinks I'm too 
   damaged to have a family.    

712
00:33:41,986 --> 00:33:43,488
      - Show me one person      
           who isn't.           

713
00:33:43,554 --> 00:33:45,990
        (glass shatters)        

714
00:33:46,691 --> 00:33:49,093
             Cody!              
    - Is this your patient?     

715
00:33:49,160 --> 00:33:52,230
    - Yeah, 35-year-old with    
schizotypal personality disorder

716
00:33:52,296 --> 00:33:54,599
and superhero ideations. He came
   in with a head laceration.   

717
00:33:54,665 --> 00:33:57,268
    - His pulse is thready.     
- Yeah, his femoral is severed. 

718
00:33:57,335 --> 00:33:58,803
    - That's a lot of blood.    

719
00:33:59,637 --> 00:34:02,573
We're not set up for this here. 
  - I'll get trauma prepped.    

720
00:34:02,640 --> 00:34:05,043
- Did anyone see what happened? 
           - I did.             

721
00:34:05,109 --> 00:34:06,377
      - Eli, you should be      
          in your room.         

722
00:34:06,444 --> 00:34:08,346
   - I was talking to Cody,     
   and I saw some guy trying    

723
00:34:08,413 --> 00:34:11,182
to steal medication off a cart, 
and Cody just bolted after him. 

724
00:34:11,249 --> 00:34:13,851
There was a chase down the hall.
     - Eli, you need to go.     

725
00:34:13,918 --> 00:34:16,220
- There's almost no pulse, now. 
- Bash, you need more pressure. 

726
00:34:16,287 --> 00:34:18,423
  - I know. I need to tie it.   
       Here, take over.         

727
00:34:18,489 --> 00:34:20,591
        - You guys okay?        
    Is anyone else bleeding?    

728
00:34:20,658 --> 00:34:22,427
        - No, just him,         
     but we're losing him.      

729
00:34:22,493 --> 00:34:23,961
    - I'll go clear the way.    

730
00:34:24,896 --> 00:34:26,764
       - Clear this hall!       

731
00:34:29,200 --> 00:34:31,269
   - June, can you take over?   

732
00:34:31,335 --> 00:34:32,904
           - Yeah...            
       - Yeah, I just...        

733
00:34:32,970 --> 00:34:34,372
            - Okay.             

734
00:34:37,442 --> 00:34:39,277
  Just... testing ten blades.   

735
00:34:41,546 --> 00:34:44,549
           (groans)             
         - Stand back.          

736
00:34:49,487 --> 00:34:51,322
       - Will he be okay?       

737
00:34:51,389 --> 00:34:53,391
  I only wanted to help, Mags,  
      I just want to help.      

738
00:34:53,458 --> 00:34:54,792
         - I know, Eli.         

739
00:34:55,493 --> 00:34:57,395
           (groans)             

740
00:34:58,463 --> 00:35:00,231
             - Yup.             

741
00:35:00,298 --> 00:35:02,700
      (indistinct chatter)      

742
00:35:03,334 --> 00:35:06,571
    - Fast thinking, Bashir.    
 They're standing by in trauma. 

743
00:35:06,637 --> 00:35:08,106
 Code team will meet you there. 

744
00:35:08,172 --> 00:35:10,007
           (groans)             

745
00:35:10,842 --> 00:35:12,543
    Mags, you stay with Eli.    

746
00:35:12,610 --> 00:35:15,179
         Everyone else,         
  clear this space! Move back!  

747
00:35:15,246 --> 00:35:17,682
     Move back! Thank you!      

748
00:35:22,987 --> 00:35:23,020
ba                              

749
00:35:23,020 --> 00:35:23,054
back                            

750
00:35:23,054 --> 00:35:23,087
back,                           

751
00:35:26,057 --> 00:35:28,493
  the ED can eat the cost and   
you'll hire a new pediatrician. 

752
00:35:28,559 --> 00:35:31,462
    - Even if we have cause?    
 - You read the lawyer's email. 

753
00:35:31,529 --> 00:35:33,364
    He'll sue, we'll settle.    

754
00:35:33,431 --> 00:35:35,233
   If it were me, I wouldn't    
    go through the hassle.      

755
00:35:35,299 --> 00:35:37,335
   - Except this isn't about    
   the hassle. You like him.    

756
00:35:37,401 --> 00:35:39,770
 - Well, by all accounts, he's  
 a fine doctor and a good guy.  

757
00:35:39,837 --> 00:35:41,939
 - Okay, even if I did agree... 
       - Which you don't.       

758
00:35:42,006 --> 00:35:43,474
  - Our ED's already in flux.   

759
00:35:43,541 --> 00:35:45,910
        We can only keep        
      one of our excellent      
     fourth-year residents.     

760
00:35:45,977 --> 00:35:47,545
     - A conundrum of your      
          own making.           

761
00:35:47,612 --> 00:35:49,080
       - In order to fund       
        the nurses I need       

762
00:35:49,147 --> 00:35:50,615
     to make my department      
          functional.           

763
00:35:50,681 --> 00:35:53,117
             - Okay.            
- I'm not sure I can trust Theo.

764
00:35:53,184 --> 00:35:54,952
     And I don't want to be     
      in a position to have     

765
00:35:55,019 --> 00:35:56,921
   to look over his shoulder    
   because he fits into some    

766
00:35:56,988 --> 00:35:58,956
   arbitrary "good guy club".   

767
00:36:00,224 --> 00:36:02,527
  - No one is trying to force   
      you into anything.        

768
00:36:02,593 --> 00:36:04,629
  And before you start playing  
the card I think you're playing,

769
00:36:04,695 --> 00:36:07,031
     I would ask why it is      
    that you are so against     

770
00:36:07,098 --> 00:36:10,401
 someone who is highly trained, 
    well-liked, and motivated   

771
00:36:10,468 --> 00:36:12,970
    to do whatever it takes     
  to re-earn your confidence.   

772
00:36:18,342 --> 00:36:20,645
      (indistinct chatter)      

773
00:36:41,132 --> 00:36:42,600
       - Hey. You paged?        

774
00:36:42,667 --> 00:36:44,969
  - Yeah, sorry to spring this  
   on you, they just went in.   

775
00:36:45,036 --> 00:36:47,572
    - I know that you wanted    
        to be left alone,       

776
00:36:47,638 --> 00:36:49,874
  but you need to hear us out.  

777
00:36:49,941 --> 00:36:51,842
        - What is this?         

778
00:36:52,643 --> 00:36:55,246
       - Eli, Neil, and I       
     put our heads together     

779
00:36:55,313 --> 00:36:57,014
  and we came up with a plan.   

780
00:36:57,081 --> 00:36:58,749
     - The plasma cleaning      
         isn't working          

781
00:36:58,816 --> 00:37:00,718
   since his immune system's    
    too stressed with lupus     

782
00:37:00,785 --> 00:37:03,054
     to fight the infection     
      in his blood, right?      

783
00:37:03,120 --> 00:37:06,123
  - I told Eli about the lupus, 
 not your husband or Dr. Hamed. 

784
00:37:06,190 --> 00:37:09,260
   - Except there was no way    
  to hide it through all this   

785
00:37:09,327 --> 00:37:11,229
       and that was only        
       about you anyway.        

786
00:37:11,295 --> 00:37:13,064
      - He figured it out.      

787
00:37:13,130 --> 00:37:15,533
         Our smart boy.         

788
00:37:15,600 --> 00:37:17,802
     - But I can help, Dad.     

789
00:37:17,868 --> 00:37:20,071
      Because we share DNA,     
     you could use my blood     

790
00:37:20,137 --> 00:37:22,106
     which shows no signs       
     of lupus, by the way.      

791
00:37:22,173 --> 00:37:23,674
    - You tested his blood?     

792
00:37:23,741 --> 00:37:25,376
            - I know,           
       but Neil consented.      

793
00:37:25,443 --> 00:37:27,111
        - This is exactly       
       what I didn't want.      

794
00:37:27,178 --> 00:37:29,013
   - Yeah, but they're right.   

795
00:37:29,080 --> 00:37:31,282
     Eli's blood gives you      
       the best chance.         

796
00:37:31,349 --> 00:37:34,452
     - I know that you want     
      to be strong for us.      

797
00:37:34,518 --> 00:37:37,121
   And we love for you that,    
      but you need this.        

798
00:37:37,188 --> 00:37:40,558
  We don't want to lose you.    
  - You need to let me fight.   

799
00:37:41,192 --> 00:37:43,060
  You need to see that I can.   

800
00:37:43,861 --> 00:37:45,896
         (gentle music)         

801
00:37:52,670 --> 00:37:54,905
   - You're a brave man, Eli.   

802
00:38:03,881 --> 00:38:06,517
       - Eugene, I heard        
       you came through.        

803
00:38:06,584 --> 00:38:08,953
    - Minus one ball, yeah.     

804
00:38:09,020 --> 00:38:12,356
      - Yeah, I'm sorry.        
 It's just when it's ischemic,  
  there's nothing we can do.    

805
00:38:12,423 --> 00:38:14,925
  - Yeah, I've just been lying  
     here wondering, like...    

806
00:38:14,992 --> 00:38:16,994
      how much it weighed.      

807
00:38:17,595 --> 00:38:19,196
  Anything to distract myself   

808
00:38:19,263 --> 00:38:21,666
       from thinking about      
      how stupid this was.      

809
00:38:25,036 --> 00:38:26,671
   - Yeah, I want kids, too.    

810
00:38:26,737 --> 00:38:29,740
  I have no idea how I'd make   
 that work or if I can even...  

811
00:38:29,807 --> 00:38:32,810
          Uh, the name          
    of a fertility clinic...    

812
00:38:33,477 --> 00:38:37,815
       And I am positive        
        they can, uh...         

813
00:38:37,882 --> 00:38:42,420
 they can help you figure out   
 if you need to take any steps  
    to plan for the future.     

814
00:38:42,486 --> 00:38:45,523
       - Oh, okay. Thanks.      

815
00:38:45,589 --> 00:38:47,158
            - Yeah.             

816
00:38:47,224 --> 00:38:49,794
   - Oh. Ten, fifteen grams.    

817
00:38:50,361 --> 00:38:52,196
   It's how much it weighed.    

818
00:39:08,379 --> 00:39:10,314
     - Cody's doing great.      

819
00:39:10,381 --> 00:39:12,917
     He said he even wants      
      to thank his hero.        

820
00:39:13,517 --> 00:39:16,187
    C'mon, you know I can't     
    compete on that level.      

821
00:39:16,253 --> 00:39:19,390
   - Says the doctor who not    
     only solved an insane      
        medical mystery         

822
00:39:19,457 --> 00:39:22,993
     but also helped a son      
  make an emotional sacrifice   
        for his father.         

823
00:39:35,005 --> 00:39:37,408
  It's not just the job, Mags.  

824
00:39:38,442 --> 00:39:40,778
      Every time I think        
     I've built something,      

825
00:39:40,845 --> 00:39:43,214
       that feeling fades       
          and I just...         

826
00:39:46,350 --> 00:39:48,085
            ...run.             

827
00:39:56,193 --> 00:39:56,227
te                              

828
00:39:56,227 --> 00:39:56,260
ter)                            

829
00:40:02,199 --> 00:40:03,534
         - Hey, Rhoda.          

830
00:40:04,769 --> 00:40:08,005
     I owe you an apology.      
        My phone call.          

831
00:40:08,572 --> 00:40:11,575
         I was worried          
    that my virtual patient     
     was on borrowed time.      

832
00:40:11,642 --> 00:40:14,578
     And she did need acute     
     surgical intervention,     

833
00:40:14,645 --> 00:40:19,316
     but you didn't deserve     
   to be spoken to like that.   

834
00:40:22,987 --> 00:40:25,356
- Guess this means you're back? 

835
00:40:30,528 --> 00:40:32,997
   - I decided that you were    
     right about the thing      

836
00:40:33,063 --> 00:40:34,498
    we talked about earlier.    

837
00:40:34,565 --> 00:40:37,835
   - Not telling work about     
 being on the transplant list?  

838
00:40:37,902 --> 00:40:39,403
         - Yeah, yeah.          
       That thing, yeah.        

839
00:40:39,470 --> 00:40:43,240
 - Good. But Mags, that doesn't 
   mean you're alone with it.   

840
00:40:43,307 --> 00:40:45,276
              Okay?             
         - Thanks, Cam.         

841
00:40:45,342 --> 00:40:47,011
       - Are you in a cab?      

842
00:40:47,077 --> 00:40:49,847
     Because I just walked      
     into L'Express and...      

843
00:40:49,914 --> 00:40:51,449
       - Uh, about that...      

844
00:40:51,515 --> 00:40:52,883
- Don't say your flight is late 

845
00:40:52,950 --> 00:40:54,452
       because Mom and Dad      
       have been in there       

846
00:40:54,518 --> 00:40:56,487
  unsupervised for 20 minutes.  

847
00:40:56,554 --> 00:40:58,522
   - Yeah, something came up.   
           I'm sorry,           

848
00:40:58,589 --> 00:41:00,724
  you're going to have to tell  
    everyone that I'm sorry.    

849
00:41:00,791 --> 00:41:03,327
          - I love you.         
        - Magalie, what?        

850
00:41:03,394 --> 00:41:07,331
        - Who was that?         
           - No one.            

851
00:41:10,234 --> 00:41:13,003
       - Are you sure this      
         is a good idea?        

852
00:41:14,839 --> 00:41:18,108
           (sighing)            
             - No.              

853
00:42:28,712 --> 00:42:30,981
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