1 00:00:01,434 --> 00:00:02,836    - Strategies for revealing               your scars,           2 00:00:02,902 --> 00:00:04,571      visible and invisible.               - Sometimes...          3 00:00:04,637 --> 00:00:07,007   - I hurt myself, but we don't       have to talk about it.      4 00:00:07,640 --> 00:00:09,576    - I'm on a transplant list.   5 00:00:09,642 --> 00:00:12,746         A heart may come                tomorrow or never.        6 00:00:12,812 --> 00:00:14,848      - You should both know            you won't be in limbo      7 00:00:14,914 --> 00:00:16,683       for much longer about            the fellowship spot.       8 00:00:16,750 --> 00:00:18,351      I'm deciding by the end               of the month.          9 00:00:18,418 --> 00:00:20,954       - Every time I think             I'Ve built something,      10 00:00:21,021 --> 00:00:22,756        that feeling fades        11 00:00:22,822 --> 00:00:25,725           and I... run.          12 00:00:28,828 --> 00:00:31,264          (gentle music)          13 00:00:51,384 --> 00:00:53,453             - Okay...            14 00:00:54,354 --> 00:00:57,190            Oh, my God!                      Oh, my God!           15 00:00:57,257 --> 00:00:59,592              Oh! No!             16 00:00:59,659 --> 00:01:01,528               No...              17 00:01:04,064 --> 00:01:05,765         Did you see that?        18 00:01:05,832 --> 00:01:09,102          - Yup. Morning.                   - Thank you.           19 00:01:10,770 --> 00:01:12,939           (indistinct)           20 00:01:50,743 --> 00:01:53,613          (opening theme)         21 00:02:05,692 --> 00:02:07,760      - Morning, Dr. Hunter.                  - Hi, hi.            22 00:02:07,827 --> 00:02:10,497     Um... I was just looking             at the schedule.         23 00:02:10,563 --> 00:02:13,566 - Nights, weekends are the least      popular shifts, I know.     24 00:02:13,633 --> 00:02:16,269   You're filling gaps for now.     - No problem. Totally get it.  25 00:02:16,336 --> 00:02:21,141      Dr. Devi, I just, I...        I appreciate your faith in me       and I plan to earn it.      26 00:02:21,207 --> 00:02:23,910      - Let Dr. Bergeron know         if you have any questions    27 00:02:23,977 --> 00:02:26,279          about shifts or               patient assignments.       28 00:02:26,346 --> 00:02:27,881           - Sure thing.          29 00:02:27,947 --> 00:02:30,817      Am I only back because         Dr. Olsen strong-armed her?   30 00:02:30,884 --> 00:02:33,319   Because in my parole meeting,         that was the vibe.        31 00:02:33,386 --> 00:02:35,188           - I better...          32 00:02:36,389 --> 00:02:39,092    - Good luck with all that.    33 00:02:39,159 --> 00:02:41,761               June?                       - What's wrong?         34 00:02:41,828 --> 00:02:43,463     - Why does something have              to be wrong?           35 00:02:43,530 --> 00:02:45,832   We run a department together.    I merely want to discuss it.   36 00:02:45,899 --> 00:02:47,967      - Uh-huh. Let me guess,          it's about the rotating     37 00:02:48,034 --> 00:02:49,869      surgery residents that          are cycling through. Oh!     38 00:02:49,936 --> 00:02:52,505     By the way, this is Ryan.    He's first year general surgery. 39 00:02:52,572 --> 00:02:55,141      - Hi, Ryan. Why would I          be concerned about Ryan     40 00:02:55,208 --> 00:02:57,277     and his inexperienced ilk        getting in the way of us     41 00:02:57,343 --> 00:02:59,679  doing our jobs just so that you can feed your benevolent leader? 42 00:02:59,746 --> 00:03:02,215   - We are a teaching hospital.    And you were CC'd on a least   43 00:03:02,282 --> 00:03:05,318       a dozen emails about             justifying the budget           by training residents.      44 00:03:05,385 --> 00:03:07,253  - Nature abhors a vacuum, Ryan. 45 00:03:07,320 --> 00:03:09,589    - Look, if you're not going       to engage in the process,    46 00:03:09,656 --> 00:03:11,191     you don't get to be pissy           about the results.        47 00:03:11,257 --> 00:03:13,693   - Ah, June's been practicing          her mantras, Ryan.        48 00:03:13,760 --> 00:03:15,728     Perhaps she'll teach them        to you if you ask nicely,    49 00:03:15,795 --> 00:03:18,398    or you could do your actual    job and help save our incoming  50 00:03:18,464 --> 00:03:21,201         patient flattened             by a forklift, ETA 10.      51 00:03:21,801 --> 00:03:24,204            - You okay?                     - Yeah, why?           52 00:03:24,270 --> 00:03:27,106       Let's go get set up.                  - Alright.            53 00:03:28,374 --> 00:03:31,211               - Hi!                            - Hi.              54 00:03:31,277 --> 00:03:34,280     - Stupid thing's supposed            to be waterproof.        55 00:03:34,347 --> 00:03:36,115 - Did you want to talk about it? 56 00:03:36,182 --> 00:03:37,817         Because it's been                a couple of days.        57 00:03:37,884 --> 00:03:39,485          - Oh, Devi said                 end of the month.        58 00:03:39,552 --> 00:03:41,020 That's technically today, right?              - Devi?             59 00:03:41,087 --> 00:03:42,589   - Yeah, about the fellowship.          I thought that's         60 00:03:42,655 --> 00:03:43,890   what you were talking about.   61 00:03:43,957 --> 00:03:47,360   - No, I was talking about...          Since, you know...        62 00:03:48,361 --> 00:03:50,730  - How is your brain not fixated      on the fellowship job?      63 00:03:50,797 --> 00:03:55,201   - I mean, it is, but did you        want to talk about it?      64 00:03:55,268 --> 00:03:58,004            - About us?                        - Yeah.             65 00:03:58,071 --> 00:04:00,306         - Well... do you?        66 00:04:00,373 --> 00:04:02,709     - Unless you want to wait           until today's over.       67 00:04:02,775 --> 00:04:05,245    - No, that's not what I...                 - Mags.             68 00:04:05,311 --> 00:04:07,447      I've been texting you.                - Dead phone.          69 00:04:07,513 --> 00:04:09,649         - Oh, okay. Well,            we need help in curtains.    70 00:04:09,716 --> 00:04:11,718              - Okay.                   - Yeah, we'll just...      71 00:04:12,552 --> 00:04:14,387        - This is Dominic.             He came in unconscious.     72 00:04:14,454 --> 00:04:16,155        Central line's in.            Ryan did the foley cath,     73 00:04:16,222 --> 00:04:17,824      and now he's helping me                to debride.           74 00:04:17,890 --> 00:04:20,326  - How long was he crushed for?        - EMS says two hours.      75 00:04:20,393 --> 00:04:22,829  Apparently, a forklift knocked    a palette of bricks onto him,  76 00:04:22,895 --> 00:04:24,864        so it took a while                 to get him out.         77 00:04:24,931 --> 00:04:26,366 You have an open femur fracture. 78 00:04:26,432 --> 00:04:28,301         BP's still soft,               heart rate's erratic.      79 00:04:28,368 --> 00:04:30,270         Ryan, right here.                     - Yup.              80 00:04:30,336 --> 00:04:32,438   - And you checked to see that     his urine isn't dark, Ryan?   81 00:04:32,505 --> 00:04:35,508    - He did, I already asked.    - But he has a voice of his own. 82 00:04:35,575 --> 00:04:37,310         Doesn't he, Ryan?               - Yeah, I checked.        83 00:04:37,377 --> 00:04:40,346        - Good, and what's            the mainstay of treatment       for a crush syndrome, Ryan?   84 00:04:40,413 --> 00:04:43,950   - Aggressive fluid recitation   to reverse metabolic acidosis.  85 00:04:44,017 --> 00:04:45,652        Track progress over              the next few hours,       86 00:04:45,718 --> 00:04:47,820       treat rhabdomyolysis,         and prevent renal failure.    87 00:04:47,887 --> 00:04:49,656      - He still has a pulse              in his lower leg,        88 00:04:49,722 --> 00:04:52,859  so as long as ortho agrees, we   will debride and clean for now. 89 00:04:52,925 --> 00:04:55,495        - Okay. Sounds like                I'm dismissed.          90 00:04:55,561 --> 00:04:58,498     What do you think, Ryan?                  - Um...             91 00:04:58,564 --> 00:05:01,501             (beeping)                  - His BP's dropping.       92 00:05:02,902 --> 00:05:05,805    - His urine output is dark.   Ryan, did you check that or not? 93 00:05:05,872 --> 00:05:09,375    - After the foley catheter,    remember I told you to tell me    if his urine was discoloured.  94 00:05:09,442 --> 00:05:12,578   - And then I asked you again,       you said you checked it           and that it was fine.      95 00:05:12,645 --> 00:05:15,948  - It was. I think that it was.       - Was it or wasn't it?      96 00:05:16,015 --> 00:05:18,418     - You said renal failure             was a risk, Ryan,        97 00:05:18,484 --> 00:05:20,086    but was that just kneejerk          memorization because       98 00:05:20,153 --> 00:05:21,587    when proteins get released          into the bloodstream       99 00:05:21,654 --> 00:05:23,389        after crush injury,            they damage the kidney.     100 00:05:23,456 --> 00:05:25,091      Which you have allowed                 to happen.            101 00:05:25,158 --> 00:05:27,293         - He's in V-tach,             set up the cardiovert.      102 00:05:27,360 --> 00:05:30,296       - Push 20mg fentanyl,               2 of midazolam.         103 00:05:30,363 --> 00:05:32,398         - What can I do?              - Out of the way, Ryan.     104 00:05:32,465 --> 00:05:34,534            - Charging.                       (beeping)            105 00:05:34,600 --> 00:05:37,236              Clear.                       - Shock advised.        106 00:05:42,041 --> 00:05:43,710     - How long have you had           the headaches, Yuri?        107 00:05:43,776 --> 00:05:46,512        - A few weeks. Then         I started getting pain here.   108 00:05:46,579 --> 00:05:50,083 And these waves of tired where   I can barely keep my eyes open.  109 00:05:50,149 --> 00:05:52,318     - Any loss of appetite?                  - Yeah.              110 00:05:52,385 --> 00:05:56,122    - Has your son gotten sick?      We're seeing a stomach bug       going through the daycares.   111 00:05:56,189 --> 00:05:57,523    - Alexei's not in daycare.    112 00:05:57,590 --> 00:05:59,992        I'm starting my own             contracting business.      113 00:06:00,059 --> 00:06:03,696         Most of the time,          he comes along. He loves it.   114 00:06:03,763 --> 00:06:06,499    When the job is too messy,        the neighbor watches him.    115 00:06:06,566 --> 00:06:08,434    - It's just the two of you?   116 00:06:08,501 --> 00:06:11,204         - His mother died               when he was a baby.       117 00:06:12,171 --> 00:06:15,041     I think there's something      in the water in our building.  118 00:06:15,108 --> 00:06:16,542            Lead maybe.           119 00:06:16,609 --> 00:06:19,011    I told the building manager     that the pipes have corroded.  120 00:06:19,078 --> 00:06:23,282     Even offered to fix them,          but they're too cheap            to pay or even test.       121 00:06:23,349 --> 00:06:25,351        - Which is illegal,           not that that stops them.    122 00:06:25,418 --> 00:06:29,055   - I stopped giving Alexei tap   water but bottle is expensive.  123 00:06:29,122 --> 00:06:32,759         So I boil for me.              But if it is lead...       124 00:06:32,825 --> 00:06:34,660       - Boiling won't help.      125 00:06:34,727 --> 00:06:38,131   The city does have a program         aimed at identifying       126 00:06:38,197 --> 00:06:41,367  and responding to environmental    hazards in older buildings.   127 00:06:41,434 --> 00:06:43,403     - You mean low-rent ones.    128 00:06:43,469 --> 00:06:45,271     - Well, you could qualify         for extensive testing.      129 00:06:45,338 --> 00:06:47,106         - But healthcare                 is free here, no?        130 00:06:47,173 --> 00:06:48,975          You can just do                 the tests I need.        131 00:06:49,041 --> 00:06:51,277      - Yes, but this program         allows us a wider scope.     132 00:06:51,344 --> 00:06:53,246     It moves you to the front       of the line, not to mention   133 00:06:53,312 --> 00:06:55,281       it outs the landlords          that tend to cut corners.    134 00:06:55,348 --> 00:06:58,384  - But I would have to criticize the country that gave my asylum. 135 00:06:58,451 --> 00:07:00,853 - No, it's completely anonymous. 136 00:07:00,920 --> 00:07:04,190  Look, all I want to do is help           you and Alexei          137 00:07:04,257 --> 00:07:06,325           through this                 as fast as possible.       138 00:07:07,093 --> 00:07:09,829   - He's stable for now, but in     trouble with kidney failure.  139 00:07:09,896 --> 00:07:12,865 Amp of bicarb, give mannitol and      get his potassium STAT.     140 00:07:12,932 --> 00:07:15,168    - No, no. You have to think      like a field surgeon, June.   141 00:07:15,234 --> 00:07:16,369    First priority is to flush.   142 00:07:16,436 --> 00:07:18,237        - Right, then react                with dialysis.          143 00:07:18,304 --> 00:07:19,972       Okay, I'll intubate.       144 00:07:20,039 --> 00:07:22,508     - Should I do something?           - You've done enough.      145 00:07:22,575 --> 00:07:25,378           - Look, Ryan,              we'll debrief later about         what went wrong, okay?      146 00:07:25,445 --> 00:07:27,914       - Why wait? Start it           with the abysmal judgment    147 00:07:27,980 --> 00:07:29,916      of whoever matched Ryan             to this hospital         148 00:07:29,982 --> 00:07:32,485   bringing us to his astounding         incompetence today.       149 00:07:32,552 --> 00:07:34,620    But since we're debriefing,         when your tiny brain       150 00:07:34,687 --> 00:07:37,089   can't remember if you've done          something or not,        151 00:07:37,156 --> 00:07:39,525 don't lie and say that you have. Unless you want to kill someone. 152 00:07:39,592 --> 00:07:42,061          - Dr. Novak...                 - I'm sorry, look,                I just thought...        153 00:07:42,128 --> 00:07:45,498  - Another mistake! Because what you think means nothing in here. 154 00:07:45,565 --> 00:07:47,700   And if you're going to insist            on thinking,           155 00:07:47,767 --> 00:07:49,302     then why don't you think               long and hard          156 00:07:49,368 --> 00:07:51,437  about whether this is the right        profession for you?       157 00:07:51,504 --> 00:07:53,840       - Dr. Novak, I think             you made your point!       158 00:07:55,475 --> 00:07:57,443    Look, you made a mistake in        the heat of the moment.     159 00:07:57,510 --> 00:07:59,612   These things happen, alright?  160 00:08:00,213 --> 00:08:03,516         (heavy breathing)        161 00:08:03,583 --> 00:08:05,051    He's having a panic attack.   162 00:08:05,117 --> 00:08:07,553 Can someone get him one of those      kidney bases between...     163 00:08:07,620 --> 00:08:10,523            (retching)                       No, no, no!           164 00:08:10,590 --> 00:08:13,559        Did any get inside?          Alright, I'm going to need          to irrigate, alright?      165 00:08:13,626 --> 00:08:16,796  Just push as much prophylactic  antibiotics as humanly possible. 166 00:08:16,863 --> 00:08:18,865     Hey, hey... Are you okay?    167 00:08:18,931 --> 00:08:22,268      Look, what Novak said,        that was about him, alright?   168 00:08:22,335 --> 00:08:24,303   Just don't make it about you.  169 00:08:28,808 --> 00:08:31,244             Alright.               Let's keep irrigating, guys.   170 00:08:36,048 --> 00:08:37,984      - This is unacceptable.     171 00:08:39,018 --> 00:08:43,055     I'm reporting both of you         for creating an unsafe              work environment.        172 00:08:45,992 --> 00:08:47,927         - Two months ago,               after it happened,        173 00:08:47,994 --> 00:08:49,795   Claire said it was a sprain.   174 00:08:49,862 --> 00:08:52,398        - And now you can't                move it at all.         175 00:08:52,465 --> 00:08:54,600        Are you on anything                 for the pain?          176 00:08:54,667 --> 00:08:59,171 - Well, that's the thing. I'm on something for my blood pressure. 177 00:09:00,406 --> 00:09:03,509       This one. And, um...       178 00:09:04,810 --> 00:09:06,612           Water pills.           179 00:09:06,679 --> 00:09:08,614     And you can't take those         with aspirin apparently.     180 00:09:08,681 --> 00:09:11,784  - Yeah, with NSAIDs, depending   on what your pressure is at...  181 00:09:11,851 --> 00:09:14,620        Oh, I think that's              a restaurant receipt.      182 00:09:15,788 --> 00:09:19,325       - Um, also, on this.       183 00:09:19,392 --> 00:09:22,361      And also, this for high               cholesterol.           184 00:09:22,428 --> 00:09:26,265  But there was some other thing     that interacts with those.    185 00:09:26,332 --> 00:09:29,068    - Okay, let me just, um...    186 00:09:32,038 --> 00:09:34,707       You don't have a GP?               - Not for years.         187 00:09:34,774 --> 00:09:36,309 Claire's been helping me manage. 188 00:09:36,375 --> 00:09:39,478   I try not to overburden her,      but I'm a bit of a handful.   189 00:09:40,980 --> 00:09:43,049          - 150 over 92.          190 00:09:43,115 --> 00:09:45,618   - My wife used to keep track         of things, but she...      191 00:09:45,685 --> 00:09:47,253              Anyway.             192 00:09:47,954 --> 00:09:51,791    - Donald, I'm really sorry.         - Oh, she's not dead.      193 00:09:51,857 --> 00:09:53,926           She just had                enough of me, I guess.      194 00:09:53,993 --> 00:09:57,430   Claire said I could text her     if I needed to be looked at.   195 00:09:57,496 --> 00:10:00,700          I tripped over             an extension cord at work.    196 00:10:00,766 --> 00:10:02,768      Claire said she'd book              an X-ray for me.         197 00:10:02,835 --> 00:10:04,704      But when I didn't hear          anything back, I figured,    198 00:10:04,770 --> 00:10:06,439     well, she's not worried,              I shouldn't be.         199 00:10:06,505 --> 00:10:08,741   Only it's gotten to the point         where I can't work.       200 00:10:08,808 --> 00:10:12,378   I do plaster, you know, so...          I need my wrists.        201 00:10:13,779 --> 00:10:18,150  - "Technician's committee, I've  known Arnold for seven years."     Actually, it's five years.    202 00:10:18,217 --> 00:10:20,152      - Wow, it feels so much             longer than that.        203 00:10:20,219 --> 00:10:22,855    Can you please stop reading           over my shoulder?        204 00:10:22,922 --> 00:10:24,490        It's very annoying.       205 00:10:24,557 --> 00:10:26,292     - "I can confidently say      he possesses all the qualities  206 00:10:26,359 --> 00:10:28,160  that are essential for success        in a medical field."       207 00:10:28,227 --> 00:10:30,062       Oh, that's so sweet.           - Hey, I just caught one     208 00:10:30,129 --> 00:10:32,331   of Claire's frequent flyers.         Is she running late?       209 00:10:33,633 --> 00:10:36,102               Guys?                - We don't know, Mags, okay?   210 00:10:37,103 --> 00:10:39,538          - Dr. Leblanc.           Can we talk in my office in 20? 211 00:10:39,605 --> 00:10:41,307        - Yes! I mean, yes.       212 00:10:44,844 --> 00:10:46,846      Okay, just let me know              when she gets in.        213 00:10:47,480 --> 00:10:50,883         - Hey, Dr. Devi.          So I started sharing blind data 214 00:10:50,950 --> 00:10:52,918    with Toronto public health            regarding certain        215 00:10:52,985 --> 00:10:54,820      environmental hazards.           - In low-income housing     216 00:10:54,887 --> 00:10:57,556 after that patient of yours died  from carbon monoxide exposure?  217 00:10:57,623 --> 00:10:59,492         - Well, turns out               over the last year,       218 00:10:59,558 --> 00:11:01,661       they've been piloting            an action designated       219 00:11:01,727 --> 00:11:03,863      to help patients before        that kind of thing happens.   220 00:11:03,929 --> 00:11:05,631            - Rentsafe.                 I'm on an email list.      221 00:11:05,698 --> 00:11:08,567         - I was wondering            if that's something that        we could incorporate to ED?   222 00:11:08,634 --> 00:11:11,237    A man came in this morning             who qualifies.          223 00:11:11,303 --> 00:11:14,807  A suspected lead poisoning. I'd  also like long bone radiography 224 00:11:14,874 --> 00:11:16,742         to check density               for chronic exposure.      225 00:11:16,809 --> 00:11:19,111      If we push him forward           and they agree, then--      226 00:11:19,178 --> 00:11:20,946         - It cuts through               a ton of red tape.        227 00:11:21,013 --> 00:11:22,648   You'd need his consent first.  228 00:11:22,715 --> 00:11:23,983 - Well, he's with his young son, 229 00:11:24,050 --> 00:11:25,484         so moving faster                is great incentive.       230 00:11:25,551 --> 00:11:28,654    The kid's fine, thankfully.           - Do I need that?        231 00:11:29,588 --> 00:11:31,490       It's nice to see you               engaging in this.        232 00:11:31,557 --> 00:11:33,392    I know you went to Lebanon        to do relief work, but...    233 00:11:33,459 --> 00:11:37,163 I wasn't sure if it was personal         or professional.         234 00:11:37,897 --> 00:11:39,665              - Um...             235 00:11:39,732 --> 00:11:41,634       I think it was both.       236 00:11:41,701 --> 00:11:45,004     - Marrying your vocation           with your avocation,       237 00:11:45,071 --> 00:11:46,806       good for you, Bashir.      238 00:11:46,872 --> 00:11:48,974       Let me know how else                I can support.          239 00:11:49,041 --> 00:11:50,409           - Thank you.           240 00:11:51,177 --> 00:11:53,546        (P.A. announcement)       241 00:11:55,481 --> 00:11:57,149               - Hi..             242 00:11:57,216 --> 00:11:59,151         - Hi, I'm sorry,                the door was open.        243 00:11:59,218 --> 00:12:00,686           I'm not sure                if you wanted me to...      244 00:12:00,753 --> 00:12:02,722        - Definitely. Sit.                     - Okay.             245 00:12:02,788 --> 00:12:04,890  - Just give me a minute here.   246 00:12:09,628 --> 00:12:12,231    Thanks for bearing with me          through this process.      247 00:12:12,298 --> 00:12:16,302        - Yeah, for sure.          - So you're my first meeting,   248 00:12:16,368 --> 00:12:20,339 Mags, because this is good news.         Congratulations.         249 00:12:20,406 --> 00:12:22,341  - Congratulations, you mean...  250 00:12:22,408 --> 00:12:24,510       Like, "I got the job"              congratulations?         251 00:12:24,577 --> 00:12:27,546    - You did. In a few months,       when your residency ends,    252 00:12:27,613 --> 00:12:31,484  we'd like you to stay on as our   emergency department fellow.   253 00:12:32,151 --> 00:12:34,887            (laughing)                  Financial's in here.       254 00:12:34,954 --> 00:12:37,456        All the logistics.             I hope you know, Mags,      255 00:12:37,523 --> 00:12:41,360  that you are the essential fit      for what I'm trying to do           in this department.       256 00:12:41,427 --> 00:12:43,295      You're patient-focused,          you lead with empathy.      257 00:12:43,362 --> 00:12:45,631      You put all of yourself       into everything that you do.   258 00:12:45,698 --> 00:12:48,601     And I know your residency       hasn't been exactly linear    259 00:12:48,667 --> 00:12:50,636       and you've been dealt        with some health challenges,   260 00:12:50,703 --> 00:12:52,605      but getting to know you           over this last year,       261 00:12:52,671 --> 00:12:56,142          I have no doubt             that you belong... here.     262 00:12:57,109 --> 00:13:00,079          Now, obviously,             this is a big commitment     263 00:13:00,146 --> 00:13:02,848       and a major decision,          so if you need some time     264 00:13:02,915 --> 00:13:04,617      or you have any doubts               or concerns...          265 00:13:04,683 --> 00:13:07,153             - No, no.                   No, no doubts. No.        266 00:13:07,219 --> 00:13:09,221              - Okay.                  - Yes. Yes, I want it.      267 00:13:09,288 --> 00:13:10,589         Yes, absolutely.                      - Good.             268 00:13:10,656 --> 00:13:12,424        - Would it be weird                 if we hugged?          269 00:13:12,491 --> 00:13:14,393            (laughing)            270 00:13:14,460 --> 00:13:16,162            Thank you.            271 00:13:16,228 --> 00:13:18,397       - I just ask that you               not tell anyone         272 00:13:18,464 --> 00:13:20,533      until I've had a chance       to let your colleagues know.   273 00:13:20,599 --> 00:13:22,768 Should be by the end of the day. 274 00:13:22,835 --> 00:13:24,804              - Okay.                        (chuckling)           275 00:13:27,740 --> 00:13:28,974       - Where are we, June?      276 00:13:29,041 --> 00:13:30,843   - I'm using negative pressure           wound therapy.          277 00:13:30,910 --> 00:13:33,612 I'm just getting the foam ready.    - Is he still hyperkalemic?   278 00:13:33,679 --> 00:13:35,881    - And his BP's way too low.     Actually, the only good news   279 00:13:35,948 --> 00:13:38,484     is that I debrided twice       so the wound looks fantastic.  280 00:13:38,551 --> 00:13:39,885     - Free from Ryan's vomit,                you mean.            281 00:13:39,952 --> 00:13:41,453      - I'm wounding it back               with insulation         282 00:13:41,520 --> 00:13:42,955      because the last thing             we need is sepsis.        283 00:13:43,022 --> 00:13:45,124    Aside from that, just wait    and see how his kidneys recover. 284 00:13:45,191 --> 00:13:47,092          - Which the kid                is blaming us for.        285 00:13:47,159 --> 00:13:48,828   Olsen requested an audience.   286 00:13:48,894 --> 00:13:52,131      Entitled little troll.            I told you, residents              were a bad idea.         287 00:13:52,198 --> 00:13:53,699  - Just lay it around the film.  288 00:13:53,766 --> 00:13:55,901        - But my opinion is               irrelevant here.         289 00:13:55,968 --> 00:13:58,737      - What is up with you?               Don't compress!         290 00:13:58,804 --> 00:14:00,873     - I know what I'm doing.     291 00:14:00,940 --> 00:14:02,575 - Look, I know things between us         have been tricky,        292 00:14:02,641 --> 00:14:05,144         but it seems like           there's more bothering you          than me having power.      293 00:14:05,211 --> 00:14:07,546       - If you can't handle         a friendly sparring, June,           then that's on you.       294 00:14:07,613 --> 00:14:11,350    - The way we work in here,     edge of the knife, I need that. 295 00:14:11,417 --> 00:14:13,219      Okay, as weird as that              is for me to say.        296 00:14:13,285 --> 00:14:15,054  But not everyone can handle it. 297 00:14:16,088 --> 00:14:19,325     Can you respond at least?       Are you going to play nice          with the Ryan thing?       298 00:14:19,391 --> 00:14:21,594      - I'm cutting the hole.                  - Mark.             299 00:14:22,094 --> 00:14:25,297         - Don't put your              stability on me, June,           I never asked for that.     300 00:14:28,834 --> 00:14:31,237  We're all sucking it up today.  301 00:14:34,073 --> 00:14:36,508    - It's a scaphoid fracture.   302 00:14:36,575 --> 00:14:38,611       If you would've done           the X-ray two months ago,    303 00:14:38,677 --> 00:14:40,880  we would have put it in a cast      to avoid this situation.     304 00:14:40,946 --> 00:14:42,581     - Then, it's been broken              the whole time?         305 00:14:42,648 --> 00:14:44,183    - I'm sorry to say so, yes.   306 00:14:44,250 --> 00:14:46,619        When this happens,         the pieces don't properly fuse. 307 00:14:46,685 --> 00:14:49,221     It's called "non-union".             - You seem happy         308 00:14:49,288 --> 00:14:53,092   that this is happening to me.      - No. No, no. I'm just...    309 00:14:53,158 --> 00:14:55,961        I'm glad that we're               on top of it now.        310 00:14:56,028 --> 00:14:58,931          - So now what?               - A surgeon might need      311 00:14:58,998 --> 00:15:01,433         a bone stimulator             or maybe even graft...      312 00:15:01,500 --> 00:15:04,470   - An operation? And then, how    many more weeks off of work?   313 00:15:04,536 --> 00:15:07,206  - Donald, I just saw your text. 314 00:15:07,273 --> 00:15:09,275    - My wrist has been broken         for two months, Claire.     315 00:15:09,341 --> 00:15:11,644   You were supposed to call me           about that X-ray.        316 00:15:11,710 --> 00:15:13,312             - I did.             317 00:15:13,913 --> 00:15:16,382          I bet somewhere                in your bag there,        318 00:15:16,448 --> 00:15:18,183  you will find the requisition.  319 00:15:18,851 --> 00:15:20,886          - You're right.                Odds are it was me.       320 00:15:20,953 --> 00:15:23,088           I didn't mean               to accuse you, Claire.      321 00:15:23,155 --> 00:15:25,758    - Let's get Doctor Leblanc           back to her regular       322 00:15:25,824 --> 00:15:29,228      scheduled programming.         And you and I can talk to a     surgeon about the next steps?  323 00:15:29,929 --> 00:15:31,730       I'll just get changed             and call upstairs.        324 00:15:31,797 --> 00:15:34,133    - Yeah, I'll write up a few      hydromorphone for his pain.   325 00:15:34,199 --> 00:15:36,802   He should tolerate them fine.           - Okay, thanks.         326 00:15:38,037 --> 00:15:40,673    - Chelation therapy should        counteract the toxicity.     327 00:15:40,739 --> 00:15:43,542  Over the next days of infusion,    it will bind with the lead    328 00:15:43,609 --> 00:15:47,246   in your bloodstream and form    a compound that can be excreted   from your body through urine.  329 00:15:47,313 --> 00:15:49,782   - Then Alexei will stay, too.      He won't be any trouble.     330 00:15:49,848 --> 00:15:52,051       - You'll be hooked up            to monitors and IVs.       331 00:15:52,117 --> 00:15:54,653    There's no way to run after         an energetic toddler.      332 00:15:54,720 --> 00:15:59,558   And as much as we'd love to,     we just don't have the staff         to look out for him.       333 00:15:59,625 --> 00:16:01,327        - Well, excuse me.        334 00:16:02,528 --> 00:16:04,296               Hey.                - Would you care to fill me in, 335 00:16:04,363 --> 00:16:06,265            Dr. Hamed?                - That's Yuri Zeilinger.     336 00:16:06,332 --> 00:16:08,434     He came in with symptoms            of lead poisoning.        337 00:16:08,500 --> 00:16:10,502        - And yet you sent             a bone scan and an MRI,     338 00:16:10,569 --> 00:16:12,271 that seems like an expensive way         to get somewhere         339 00:16:12,338 --> 00:16:13,806         that basic bloods              would have taken us.       340 00:16:13,872 --> 00:16:15,541       - If you're concerned              about resources,         341 00:16:15,607 --> 00:16:17,476     I believe it falls under         the public health budget.    342 00:16:17,543 --> 00:16:21,113     - So I heard, but I don't         remember approving any        patient-sharing initiatives.   343 00:16:21,180 --> 00:16:23,615          - Dr. Devi did.                  I asked her to.         344 00:16:23,682 --> 00:16:26,652     I have experience working       in refugee camps in Turkey,            Syria, Lebanon.         345 00:16:26,719 --> 00:16:28,821        If we had programs              like this available,       346 00:16:28,887 --> 00:16:30,356        we would have saved               a lot more lives.        347 00:16:30,422 --> 00:16:33,325   - Smart. Not everyone has the  personal experience to leverage. 348 00:16:33,392 --> 00:16:35,828 Makes it harder for us to say no      to that kind of pitch.      349 00:16:35,894 --> 00:16:39,264      These programs are good           in theory, Dr. Hamed.      350 00:16:39,331 --> 00:16:41,467    But I doubt we'll ever see       a dime from public health,    351 00:16:41,533 --> 00:16:44,503    which means that we will be        eating the extra costs.     352 00:16:44,570 --> 00:16:46,372        - Are you asking me                 to pull Yuri?          353 00:16:46,438 --> 00:16:48,640      - Bad optics, too late.     354 00:16:50,709 --> 00:16:54,079       - We have a wrinkle.            - Did he just accuse me     355 00:16:54,146 --> 00:16:55,914      of using my life story                to get ahead?          356 00:16:55,981 --> 00:16:59,084     - He did. I'm not saying            it isn't offensive.       357 00:16:59,151 --> 00:17:02,488  But he's not wrong about public     funding being unreliable.    358 00:17:02,554 --> 00:17:04,289       If he okays programs                like this one,          359 00:17:04,356 --> 00:17:06,425       he risks losing money             we need elsewhere.        360 00:17:06,492 --> 00:17:09,762 And if he doesn't, then he looks     like an uncaring racist.     361 00:17:09,828 --> 00:17:12,998   - Dr. Devi made it seem like    I was on the exact right page,  362 00:17:13,065 --> 00:17:15,768  but Olsen thinks the same idea            makes me look          363 00:17:15,834 --> 00:17:17,736        like I have no clue             how things work here.      364 00:17:17,803 --> 00:17:20,739   - The gulf between those two        is above our paygrade.      365 00:17:21,940 --> 00:17:24,309   - You said we had a wrinkle?   366 00:17:24,376 --> 00:17:28,213        - Yuri won't let me          place Alexei with a family        while he's in treatment.     367 00:17:28,280 --> 00:17:32,184     I get it, I'm a stranger.      But the kid can't stay here.   368 00:17:32,251 --> 00:17:35,721  - I don't blame him. I wouldn't   trust us either in his shoes.  369 00:17:35,788 --> 00:17:37,322     - But you do now, right?     370 00:17:38,223 --> 00:17:40,125     You see yourself in Yuri?    371 00:17:40,192 --> 00:17:42,594  Help him get to where you are.  372 00:17:45,397 --> 00:17:47,332     - Liz says exam two's up.    373 00:17:48,000 --> 00:17:50,002          - Are you sure                 about that, Arnold?       374 00:17:50,069 --> 00:17:51,503              - Yep!              375 00:17:54,773 --> 00:17:56,508              - Okay.             376 00:17:58,277 --> 00:18:00,746       Hi, I'm Theo Hunter.       377 00:18:00,813 --> 00:18:04,049          - Theo Hunter.               The Theo Hunter. Okay.      378 00:18:04,116 --> 00:18:06,051     - You're Jonathan, right?    379 00:18:06,118 --> 00:18:09,455        - Liz's live-in ex.                 This is Ash.           380 00:18:09,521 --> 00:18:12,424  - Hi. You know, if you'd like,          I can go get Liz.        381 00:18:12,491 --> 00:18:14,626    - She never sees us herself             when we come.          382 00:18:14,693 --> 00:18:16,295       "Protocol", she says.      383 00:18:16,361 --> 00:18:18,797     Also, we've already been              waiting an hour         384 00:18:18,864 --> 00:18:20,766   and Ash is straining for air.  385 00:18:20,833 --> 00:18:23,135        - You're asthmatic,               aren't you, Ash?         386 00:18:23,202 --> 00:18:27,039              - Yeah.                It's been pretty bad today.   387 00:18:27,106 --> 00:18:30,676  - Ash texted from school saying    they could barely breathe.    388 00:18:30,742 --> 00:18:33,812    - Alright, let's get a big        breath in and out, okay?     389 00:18:33,879 --> 00:18:36,148            (wheezing)            390 00:18:36,215 --> 00:18:40,486           Any triggers?                Exercise, allergens?       391 00:18:40,552 --> 00:18:43,522       What meds are you on?       - Big Bad Purple every morning. 392 00:18:43,589 --> 00:18:48,093   Little Boy Blue for attacks.     - Salmeterol and salbutamol.   393 00:18:48,160 --> 00:18:51,930     - Oh. And Little Boy Blue          hasn't done anything       394 00:18:51,997 --> 00:18:55,300 to help with the wheezing today?          - They lost it.         395 00:18:55,367 --> 00:18:57,903     And are aware that since      insurance only covers so many,  396 00:18:57,970 --> 00:19:00,272     the next one's coming out           of their allowance.       397 00:19:00,339 --> 00:19:03,642   - Okay. We'll be able to get        your breathing sorted,      398 00:19:03,709 --> 00:19:07,212      but I would like to do       a chest X-ray just to be sure.  399 00:19:07,279 --> 00:19:10,782     - X-ray's not necessary.       Nebulizer's normally enough.   400 00:19:10,849 --> 00:19:14,720          Ash, you okay?                 John, are you sure        401 00:19:14,786 --> 00:19:16,555  this was DEFCON enough to take         them out of school?       402 00:19:16,622 --> 00:19:19,758      - You could've answered          one of my 30 calls and              decided yourself.        403 00:19:19,825 --> 00:19:21,960      - Your boyfriend thinks            it's serious enough       404 00:19:22,027 --> 00:19:23,762 if he wants me getting an X-ray. 405 00:19:25,764 --> 00:19:29,601      - Okay, well, I'm going       to go run down that nebulizer  406 00:19:29,668 --> 00:19:32,204    and I'll let you guys talk.   407 00:19:34,373 --> 00:19:36,074         - Be right back.         408 00:19:37,843 --> 00:19:40,412  Well, first meeting could have         gone worse, right?        409 00:19:40,479 --> 00:19:43,348  - A week ago, you wouldn't even let me in the car for a pick-up. 410 00:19:43,415 --> 00:19:46,885  Now you're assigning them to me     without even a heads-up?     411 00:19:46,952 --> 00:19:50,789           - Okay, fine,               But I can't treat them,     412 00:19:50,856 --> 00:19:52,791   and you're a person I trust.   413 00:19:52,858 --> 00:19:55,260         - And yet you're               overruling an X-ray.       414 00:19:55,327 --> 00:19:56,962      - Look, Ash does this.      415 00:19:57,029 --> 00:19:59,765     You know, when they came          to us a few years ago,           they were always sick.      416 00:19:59,831 --> 00:20:02,434 We settled in and it got better. 417 00:20:02,501 --> 00:20:05,837    But now that John and I...    418 00:20:05,904 --> 00:20:09,508      Trust me, all Ash needs         is to hear they're fine.     419 00:20:09,575 --> 00:20:11,743       - Alright, nebulizer                 it is, boss.           420 00:20:11,810 --> 00:20:13,745           - Thank you.           421 00:20:13,812 --> 00:20:18,116       - Over there is where         we're going to fix you Dad.   422 00:20:18,183 --> 00:20:20,152           - Dr. Hamed.                         - Hi.              423 00:20:20,219 --> 00:20:21,987           - Who's this?                  - This is Alexei.        424 00:20:22,054 --> 00:20:26,391      His father had to make        a call to arrange child care         so we are on a tour.       425 00:20:26,458 --> 00:20:29,194           - Hi, Alexei.                     I'm Neeta.            426 00:20:30,429 --> 00:20:32,798   I got your note about Olsen.   427 00:20:32,864 --> 00:20:36,368      Let me worry about him.        But when you have a moment,   428 00:20:36,435 --> 00:20:40,806 I do want to speak in my office.          - Okay. Great.          429 00:20:44,610 --> 00:20:46,645       (indistinct chatter)       430 00:20:47,479 --> 00:20:50,082  - Hey, Donald, has the surgeon            not been in?           431 00:20:50,148 --> 00:20:52,184   - Not since you left before.   432 00:20:53,352 --> 00:20:55,087  I have been through every paper 433 00:20:55,153 --> 00:20:57,122         and I can't find              that X-ray requisition.     434 00:20:57,189 --> 00:20:59,291   And no missed calls or texts          from Claire either.       435 00:20:59,358 --> 00:21:02,361    I don't want to make things    worse and I know I'm scattered. 436 00:21:02,427 --> 00:21:04,529         But I don't think               this was my fault.        437 00:21:04,596 --> 00:21:08,867  And Claire tried to say it was.        - Okay, well, um...       438 00:21:08,934 --> 00:21:12,904  Maybe there was a system glitch   or some kind of human error.   439 00:21:12,971 --> 00:21:15,540      Let me just go check...       - And maybe give me something  440 00:21:15,607 --> 00:21:18,243  for the pain because I'm still       waiting for that, too.      441 00:21:23,682 --> 00:21:25,317       - Thanks for meeting.      442 00:21:25,384 --> 00:21:27,753       - Anything to assuage               hurt feelings.          443 00:21:27,819 --> 00:21:29,354       - Poor guy even know                 where he is?           444 00:21:29,421 --> 00:21:31,590 - No, he came in unconscious and        we had to intubate.       445 00:21:31,657 --> 00:21:33,558       He's a family member              who's driving down,       446 00:21:33,625 --> 00:21:34,893    but still about a day away.   447 00:21:34,960 --> 00:21:37,195          - I heard about             the resident's complaint.    448 00:21:37,262 --> 00:21:40,999       - As this came to me          through surgical channels,          Dr. Devi, I'm on it.       449 00:21:41,066 --> 00:21:43,468   - Maybe so, but the incident      happened in my department,    450 00:21:43,535 --> 00:21:46,271          so my purview.                     - Incident?           451 00:21:46,338 --> 00:21:48,640            Seriously?                  - The young man feels      452 00:21:48,707 --> 00:21:51,143      that a gentler language           could have been used.      453 00:21:51,209 --> 00:21:54,413            - He lied.             About vital information, twice. 454 00:21:54,479 --> 00:21:56,048    You're going to back me up             on this, June?          455 00:21:56,114 --> 00:21:59,084       - Uh... He did. Yes.       456 00:21:59,151 --> 00:22:04,389        - Ryan claims that             an environment of fear            incited his mistake.       457 00:22:04,456 --> 00:22:06,725          - That's crap.                      (scoffs)             458 00:22:06,792 --> 00:22:08,960   Patient's life was in danger.  459 00:22:09,027 --> 00:22:11,263        He's going to have            to face way more intense           situations than that.      460 00:22:11,330 --> 00:22:12,831        And if he crumbles,               what good is he?         461 00:22:12,898 --> 00:22:15,367   - Even so, that justification   has fallen out of favour, Mark. 462 00:22:15,434 --> 00:22:18,003    - Okay, let's coddle them.    Because that'll work out so well 463 00:22:18,070 --> 00:22:20,405      for people who've been            crushed by forklifts.      464 00:22:20,472 --> 00:22:23,208            (chuckling)                  - What is that even               supposed to mean?        465 00:22:23,275 --> 00:22:27,346       That it is used to be       permissible to berate residents        into panic attacks?       466 00:22:27,412 --> 00:22:29,414       - It was practically           a sport for my attendees.    467 00:22:29,481 --> 00:22:32,050 Radical thought, but it might be      nice for new residents      468 00:22:32,117 --> 00:22:34,486     to come up without being          repeatedly traumatized.     469 00:22:34,553 --> 00:22:35,821   - Hard to disagree with that.  470 00:22:35,887 --> 00:22:37,989   Then again, Mark makes a fair        point about coddling.      471 00:22:38,056 --> 00:22:41,827  Like saying yes to ill-advised      public health initiatives    472 00:22:41,893 --> 00:22:44,062      to keep from offending                 a resident.           473 00:22:44,129 --> 00:22:47,966   - That was about encouraging      a valid, holistic interest.   474 00:22:48,033 --> 00:22:51,203       - Hamed's enthusiasm            is not going to pay for         unnecessary diagnostics.     475 00:22:51,269 --> 00:22:53,972     Which, as you'll recall,              is my purview.          476 00:22:54,039 --> 00:22:55,807             (beeping)            477 00:22:55,874 --> 00:22:58,343       - He needs increased                pressor doses.          478 00:22:58,410 --> 00:23:00,312   It could be worsening sepsis,       but it's hard to tell.      479 00:23:00,379 --> 00:23:03,081  - This mess is not a good look           for Trauma OR.          480 00:23:03,148 --> 00:23:06,084     So whatever your personal     feelings, I need the two of you 481 00:23:06,151 --> 00:23:08,053           to make sure               that Ryan feels supported    482 00:23:08,120 --> 00:23:10,789  and the patient is stabilized.          - In that order?         483 00:23:11,990 --> 00:23:14,025           In that case,              you can have the future.     484 00:23:14,092 --> 00:23:17,696    June, say whatever you want          to Ryan, I am out.        485 00:23:18,764 --> 00:23:20,465      - Godspeed, Dr. Curtis.     486 00:23:22,534 --> 00:23:26,138      - June, you do not need        to hold it back for Novak.    487 00:23:26,204 --> 00:23:29,074  I know he's great in Trauma OR.        - He is Trauma OR.        488 00:23:29,141 --> 00:23:32,644      Someone's got to do it.               Anyways, I...          489 00:23:37,048 --> 00:23:38,750       - That was spirited.       490 00:23:38,817 --> 00:23:41,386  - You should know I have chosen          Magalie Leblanc         491 00:23:41,453 --> 00:23:43,221     for the emerg fellowship.    492 00:23:43,288 --> 00:23:44,756      - Why don't you walk me          through your thinking?      493 00:23:44,823 --> 00:23:47,526     - I've already told her.     It was my decision so I made it. 494 00:23:47,592 --> 00:23:50,162      Once I tell the others,             we can announce.         495 00:23:50,228 --> 00:23:51,863          - Sounds good.          496 00:23:52,864 --> 00:23:55,000       - Yuri, it's only for       two nights. You said you'd try. 497 00:23:55,066 --> 00:23:57,068             - I did.                 Neighbor who watches him     498 00:23:57,135 --> 00:23:59,838   when I can't take him on jobs     has her brother this week.    499 00:23:59,905 --> 00:24:02,073     And he's been in and out          of jail. Not an option.     500 00:24:02,140 --> 00:24:04,009     - That's only one person.         - There's nobody else.      501 00:24:04,075 --> 00:24:06,044         - Yes, there is.              Lucy would not put him      502 00:24:06,111 --> 00:24:08,680   with someone who isn't safe.    - If I can't keep him with me,  503 00:24:08,747 --> 00:24:10,015       then there's nothing                 left to say.           504 00:24:10,081 --> 00:24:12,083     - But you need treatment!         - You keep saying that,     505 00:24:12,150 --> 00:24:14,019    but beyond the stomach pain            and headaches,          506 00:24:14,085 --> 00:24:16,855   which I can handle, I'm fine.          - No, you're not.        507 00:24:16,922 --> 00:24:18,623        Your blood pressure             is through the roof.       508 00:24:18,690 --> 00:24:21,660     You could have a stroke,          then what would happen               to Alexei, hmm?         509 00:24:21,726 --> 00:24:25,831      When I first got here,         I would have said no, too.    510 00:24:25,897 --> 00:24:28,033       I would have taken it                all on myself          511 00:24:28,099 --> 00:24:29,868      and it would have been                 a mistake.            512 00:24:29,935 --> 00:24:32,304  But I've made so many mistakes. 513 00:24:32,370 --> 00:24:35,207         - Then take him.               If you watch Alexei,       514 00:24:35,273 --> 00:24:37,843        I'll know he's safe         and stay here for treatment.   515 00:24:37,909 --> 00:24:40,812     - I would, Yuri. I would,       but they don't allow that.    516 00:24:40,879 --> 00:24:43,381  I could lose my job, I'm sorry. 517 00:24:45,951 --> 00:24:47,619         - Then let us go.        518 00:24:48,753 --> 00:24:52,591    We're survivors him and me,            we will manage.         519 00:25:03,969 --> 00:25:05,737           - Mags, um...          520 00:25:05,804 --> 00:25:08,206   Did you ask the social worker   to help keep Donald organized?  521 00:25:08,273 --> 00:25:09,674      Because I was on that.      522 00:25:09,741 --> 00:25:12,777   - Yeah, just 'cause you just   started full time again and I... 523 00:25:12,844 --> 00:25:16,248    - What? So you can go above    and beyond with every patient,      but I'm in over my head?     524 00:25:16,314 --> 00:25:20,752    - No, that's not what I...       You didn't order the X-ray.   525 00:25:20,819 --> 00:25:23,755     And there's no record of      a requisition or any follow-up. 526 00:25:23,822 --> 00:25:26,458        - Donald's in pain.           I can fit him in tonight.    527 00:25:26,525 --> 00:25:27,993       He's gonna need ORIF               and a bone graft.        528 00:25:28,059 --> 00:25:30,529     - How long until he goes               back to work?          529 00:25:30,595 --> 00:25:32,264    - Eight weeks and it'll be            a while tonight,         530 00:25:32,330 --> 00:25:34,966    so stay on top of his pain     management. He's in discomfort. 531 00:25:37,269 --> 00:25:39,237       Oh, and Dr. Leblanc,       532 00:25:39,304 --> 00:25:42,107         I understand that          congratulations are in order.  533 00:25:42,173 --> 00:25:44,342      The emergency medicine                 fellowship.           534 00:25:45,010 --> 00:25:48,146      - Yeah, I wasn't aware             that that was out.                Yeah, thank you.         535 00:25:48,213 --> 00:25:49,648      - Mags, that's amazing.                Way to go.            536 00:25:49,714 --> 00:25:51,816  - Now I have to suck up to you           more intensely?         537 00:25:51,883 --> 00:25:53,952        - Yeah, you better.                  - Congrats.           538 00:25:54,019 --> 00:25:55,720      - Happy for you, Mags.      539 00:25:55,787 --> 00:25:58,189    That's a nice feeling being    at the beginning of something.  540 00:25:58,256 --> 00:26:01,393   - Thank you. I do think that    you and I have that in common.  541 00:26:01,459 --> 00:26:03,328    The way that we prioritize               this place.           542 00:26:03,395 --> 00:26:05,864     And I'm living proof that         you can both work here      543 00:26:05,931 --> 00:26:08,500  and manage your health issues.     But I'm not doing it alone.   544 00:26:08,567 --> 00:26:11,937            - I'm fine.                - Claire, I... Claire!      545 00:26:12,003 --> 00:26:15,106    - Okay, I made one mistake.      I will apologize to Donald,   546 00:26:15,173 --> 00:26:17,442     but I will not advertise      my health problem for sympathy  547 00:26:17,509 --> 00:26:19,110  just because it worked for you. 548 00:26:19,177 --> 00:26:21,846        So you do your job           and let me do mine, please.   549 00:26:35,660 --> 00:26:37,629      - Hey, first day back,                how'd it go?           550 00:26:37,696 --> 00:26:39,564            - Awkward.                   Yours, too, I hear.       551 00:26:39,631 --> 00:26:42,767      Buy you a drink later?              - Sure, only why?        552 00:26:42,834 --> 00:26:45,036      - Just, I know how much           you wanted that job.       553 00:26:45,103 --> 00:26:48,006     You know, great for Mags,         but still, sorry, man.      554 00:26:48,073 --> 00:26:50,642        Ah, wait, you knew                 already, right?         555 00:26:51,276 --> 00:26:54,646  - Yeah, I'll let you know later      about that drink, okay?     556 00:27:20,772 --> 00:27:22,641          (phone chiming)         557 00:27:24,743 --> 00:27:27,078          (phone chiming)         558 00:27:31,249 --> 00:27:33,218              - Ash.              559 00:27:33,284 --> 00:27:35,020          I told Jonathan               that you two could go      560 00:27:35,086 --> 00:27:36,254  when the nebulizer ran through. 561 00:27:36,321 --> 00:27:38,423        Somebody should've                came and got you.        562 00:27:38,490 --> 00:27:39,824  - Um... John had a work thing.  563 00:27:39,891 --> 00:27:41,826      Liz is driving me home             when she finishes.        564 00:27:42,727 --> 00:27:45,030   - Is there something you want         to say to me, Ash?        565 00:27:45,830 --> 00:27:48,299       - Are you the reason            she and John split up?      566 00:27:48,366 --> 00:27:50,101      - It's more complicated                than that.            567 00:27:50,168 --> 00:27:52,804     And something you should        probably talk to her about.   568 00:27:52,871 --> 00:27:55,040   - Liz is the only mom I have.  569 00:27:55,106 --> 00:27:59,277      So... If you hurt her,         you're going to regret it.    570 00:27:59,344 --> 00:28:01,046          - Fair enough.          571 00:28:01,112 --> 00:28:02,714           Feel better?           572 00:28:06,451 --> 00:28:09,888       Ash? Hey, Ash, whoa.       573 00:28:10,955 --> 00:28:12,924          Alright, c'mon.         574 00:28:14,959 --> 00:28:16,761             Alright.             575 00:28:16,828 --> 00:28:18,263               Okay.              576 00:28:19,364 --> 00:28:22,100          Hey, Ash. Ash!          577 00:28:22,167 --> 00:28:25,003  You're having a reaction to one  of the drugs in the nebulizer.  578 00:28:25,070 --> 00:28:28,206          Ash! Hey! Hey!                 What'd you call it?       579 00:28:28,273 --> 00:28:30,041        "Little Boy Blue?"        580 00:28:30,108 --> 00:28:32,711        You had a reaction           to Little Boy Blue before?    581 00:28:32,777 --> 00:28:35,113       I need to know, Ash.                   - I lied.            582 00:28:35,180 --> 00:28:38,216      I ran out of it because          I take extra sometimes.     583 00:28:38,283 --> 00:28:41,119     - Did you do that today?         Hey, extra meaning what?     584 00:28:41,186 --> 00:28:42,954   More than two or four puffs?   585 00:28:43,021 --> 00:28:44,756          - More like 40.         586 00:28:46,091 --> 00:28:48,860     I like the way it feels.      - Combined with the nebulizer,  587 00:28:48,927 --> 00:28:50,395 that is way too much salbutamol. 588 00:28:50,462 --> 00:28:53,064      It's making your heart          work way too hard, okay?     589 00:28:53,131 --> 00:28:56,267        Can somebody get me                 a wheelchair?          590 00:29:00,038 --> 00:29:02,474     - Are you hungry, Alexei?    591 00:29:02,540 --> 00:29:06,344       You want some apples?                  - Apples.            592 00:29:06,411 --> 00:29:09,214          - He's so cute.          Who did you say he belongs to?  593 00:29:09,280 --> 00:29:11,015    - Just a friend in a bind.    594 00:29:11,082 --> 00:29:15,220      - Yeah, you don't have            any friends with kids              who aren't Theo.         595 00:29:15,286 --> 00:29:17,522      - Well, you haven't met            all of my friends.        596 00:29:17,589 --> 00:29:19,958        - Because this was              actually a patient's?      597 00:29:20,024 --> 00:29:21,926       - Okay, look, his dad              needed treatment,        598 00:29:21,993 --> 00:29:26,264       so I picked Alexei up          and now we're babysitting          for two nights, hmm?       599 00:29:27,132 --> 00:29:29,901      - Bashir, are you even             allowed to do that?       600 00:29:29,968 --> 00:29:34,472    - Why don't you and Alexei          sit on the new couch?      601 00:29:35,106 --> 00:29:39,511      - Yeah, right. Then him        or probably me spills food    602 00:29:39,577 --> 00:29:41,746         and you freak out             because you're not able     603 00:29:41,813 --> 00:29:43,681     to return it if you don't              get that job.          604 00:29:43,748 --> 00:29:47,085             (sighing)                       - I didn't.           605 00:29:47,152 --> 00:29:49,020        I found out today.        606 00:29:51,022 --> 00:29:53,958     - So what does that mean?               - Nothing.            607 00:29:54,025 --> 00:29:56,194  There's almost six months left          of my residency,         608 00:29:56,261 --> 00:29:57,662      so I'm still employed.      609 00:29:57,729 --> 00:30:01,533       - But you can't stay             where you are after.       610 00:30:01,599 --> 00:30:03,835        You like it there.        611 00:30:03,902 --> 00:30:05,937           Are you okay?          612 00:30:06,004 --> 00:30:09,307           Are we okay?                 - Amira, we're fine.       613 00:30:09,374 --> 00:30:11,943     Starting over is nothing                new for us.           614 00:30:12,010 --> 00:30:14,779 - Well, I'm staying on the floor           just in case.          615 00:30:14,846 --> 00:30:16,848     - Just sit on the couch.     616 00:30:21,553 --> 00:30:23,721      - Rhoda prep adenosine.             - Veins are flat.        617 00:30:23,788 --> 00:30:25,723    - Find me the IO, I'll get        access to the left tibia.    618 00:30:25,790 --> 00:30:28,359          - No, hold on.            I found an entry in the hand,        I can make this work.      619 00:30:28,426 --> 00:30:30,762   - Rhoda, we don't have time.   - Can you just trust me, please? 620 00:30:30,829 --> 00:30:33,698         - What happened?              - SVT from an overdose               of salbutamol.          621 00:30:33,765 --> 00:30:36,000  - How is that possible? Did you     dose the nebulizer wrong?    622 00:30:36,067 --> 00:30:38,870        - No. Ash told me,           and I've seen this before,    623 00:30:38,937 --> 00:30:41,472   they get a body stone if they    hit the inhaler enough times.  624 00:30:41,539 --> 00:30:44,042     - Why would they do that?         - Adenosine's prepped.      625 00:30:44,108 --> 00:30:46,578  - You want to stop their heart?    - Line's in, ready to push.   626 00:30:46,644 --> 00:30:50,248       - Liz, we need to get        the heart rate under control       and we have to do it now.    627 00:30:50,315 --> 00:30:51,716               Okay?                           - Okay.             628 00:30:51,783 --> 00:30:53,084            - Pushing.            629 00:30:56,020 --> 00:30:57,722             (beeping)            630 00:30:57,789 --> 00:31:00,091      - C'mon, c'mon, c'mon.      631 00:31:03,294 --> 00:31:04,929              Ash...              632 00:31:07,866 --> 00:31:09,400           - Nice stick.          633 00:31:09,467 --> 00:31:12,070        - Try to have faith                next time, son.         634 00:31:14,072 --> 00:31:15,773            - You okay?           635 00:31:21,079 --> 00:31:22,981       It's been hard since                 my promotion.          636 00:31:23,047 --> 00:31:25,650   Being everything to everyone             at home, too.          637 00:31:27,151 --> 00:31:28,753         Should've trusted                 your instincts.         638 00:31:28,820 --> 00:31:31,990      - Don't worry about it.             - Ash likes you.         639 00:31:32,056 --> 00:31:35,326   Which is kind of a big deal.            Very picky kid.         640 00:31:35,393 --> 00:31:37,862          - Good to know.             Especially after the talk    641 00:31:37,929 --> 00:31:40,732   I got about not hurting you.   642 00:31:41,633 --> 00:31:43,635  - You should come to the house. 643 00:31:43,701 --> 00:31:46,070     For dinner with all of us              this weekend.          644 00:31:49,340 --> 00:31:51,809      - "In addition, Arnold           has a natural curiosity     645 00:31:51,876 --> 00:31:53,811       about the human body              and its functions,        646 00:31:53,878 --> 00:31:55,813          and his passion             for learning is evident."    647 00:31:55,880 --> 00:31:58,683 Does natural curiosity about the  human body sound really sexual? 648 00:31:58,750 --> 00:32:02,153  - Yeah, try "anatomy" instead.  649 00:32:04,188 --> 00:32:06,257      - We're off the clock.      650 00:32:07,592 --> 00:32:10,161      - Boss, you told Arnold            you would write him       651 00:32:10,228 --> 00:32:12,397      a reference letter for            med school weeks ago.      652 00:32:12,463 --> 00:32:15,767        It's due tomorrow.                    - It is?             653 00:32:15,833 --> 00:32:17,936      Arnold, why didn't you                say anything?          654 00:32:18,002 --> 00:32:20,905  - We were just writing a draft            and I figured          655 00:32:20,972 --> 00:32:23,808      maybe you could read it               and sign off?          656 00:32:24,876 --> 00:32:27,345      - You haven't been easy                to talk to.           657 00:32:27,412 --> 00:32:31,983      - You're right, sorry.             Um, yeah, send it.        658 00:32:32,050 --> 00:32:34,886    I'll get to it before I go.               - Thanks.            659 00:32:35,887 --> 00:32:38,222          (gentle music)          660 00:32:51,903 --> 00:32:54,906 - Bleeding gums after lower-body           crush injury.          661 00:32:54,973 --> 00:32:56,841     - Really want the poor guy            to pull through.        662 00:32:56,908 --> 00:32:59,944       - And if he doesn't,             you're under scrutiny          because of the resident.     663 00:33:00,011 --> 00:33:01,946        - All I needed was              for Novak to just...       664 00:33:02,013 --> 00:33:05,016  He couldn't just admit that the  kid didn't need to be demeaned. 665 00:33:05,083 --> 00:33:08,019    - Yeah, did Ryan really lie       about checking his urine?    666 00:33:08,086 --> 00:33:11,022         Because no doctor              I've ever worked for           would take that lightly.     667 00:33:11,089 --> 00:33:12,890     - Okay, look, I remember         when I was in first year,    668 00:33:12,957 --> 00:33:14,359       we hid a file behind               a surgical desk.         669 00:33:14,425 --> 00:33:15,860     Days without humiliation.    670 00:33:15,927 --> 00:33:17,895     The number always hovered         around two, now I guess     671 00:33:17,962 --> 00:33:19,630      I'm back down to zero.                   - Same.             672 00:33:19,697 --> 00:33:21,666 - I think the bar's close enough          for us to walk.         673 00:33:21,733 --> 00:33:23,234       - No, you don't have              to buy me a drink.        674 00:33:23,301 --> 00:33:25,803  - Yeah, I do. You just beat out    a tough crew for that job.    675 00:33:25,870 --> 00:33:27,372         - Yeah, including                 my ex-boyfriend         676 00:33:27,438 --> 00:33:29,040        who's probably now              spiralling into a pit      677 00:33:29,107 --> 00:33:32,343   of existential despair about      he's eternally unemployable   678 00:33:32,410 --> 00:33:33,978      and will never be able             to give his sister        679 00:33:34,045 --> 00:33:36,047    the life that she deserves.   680 00:33:37,982 --> 00:33:40,318       - I think we might be             on the wrong block.       681 00:33:40,385 --> 00:33:41,953  - Yeah, I'm not supposed to be          drinking anyway.         682 00:33:42,020 --> 00:33:43,855       - Why can't you just               let us celebrate?        683 00:33:43,921 --> 00:33:46,124      Because you feel guilty                about Bash?           684 00:33:46,190 --> 00:33:50,328    - Claire told me I only got    the job because Devi pities me        for my health issues.      685 00:33:50,395 --> 00:33:53,064     - What? No, Mags, you got     the job because you deserve it. 686 00:33:53,131 --> 00:33:56,267     - You should've seen her              today. Claire.          687 00:33:56,334 --> 00:33:58,603   First, she was late, then she      missed a patient's X-ray.    688 00:33:58,669 --> 00:34:00,171     And now he needs surgical              intervention.          689 00:34:00,238 --> 00:34:02,073       One minute she's her                sweet old self,         690 00:34:02,140 --> 00:34:04,509  and then I offered to help and      she just blew off on me.     691 00:34:04,575 --> 00:34:06,644   - Yeah, it's like with Bash.   692 00:34:06,711 --> 00:34:08,813      You know the myth about       the five stages being linear   693 00:34:08,880 --> 00:34:10,448        when in reality you            either experience them      694 00:34:10,515 --> 00:34:13,384   all at the same time or just       completely out of order?     695 00:34:14,552 --> 00:34:17,088       What, I can't evolve?                   - Okay.             696 00:34:17,822 --> 00:34:19,924   Except I ordered her patient               pain meds            697 00:34:19,991 --> 00:34:21,692         and I don't think              they ever got to him.      698 00:34:22,427 --> 00:34:25,063        - You think Claire               took his pain meds?       699 00:34:26,464 --> 00:34:28,299        I guess if she has               something to hide,        700 00:34:28,366 --> 00:34:30,301      that would explain her              pushing you away.        701 00:34:30,368 --> 00:34:32,837    - What are you going to do?                Novak.              702 00:34:32,904 --> 00:34:34,505           - I need him,                so what I always do.       703 00:34:34,572 --> 00:34:37,542   Just suck it up and apologize           on his behalf.          704 00:34:38,142 --> 00:34:40,445        Tomorrow's 50 days               of no cutting, too.       705 00:34:40,511 --> 00:34:42,680   So that means we're not only          celebrating you...        706 00:34:42,747 --> 00:34:47,652   - June! Ugh. How you feeling?  707 00:34:47,718 --> 00:34:50,154             - Proud.                          - Yeah.             708 00:34:51,189 --> 00:34:53,491       - I think I'm scared.      709 00:34:53,558 --> 00:34:56,094   Like, what's going to happen         without the cutting?       710 00:34:56,160 --> 00:34:57,962   My ability to handle things,   711 00:34:58,029 --> 00:35:00,131   my endless capacity for pain         and suffering, my...       712 00:35:00,198 --> 00:35:01,899     - Maybe you don't deserve       endless pain and suffering.   713 00:35:01,966 --> 00:35:04,035    And I don't think that you     won't be able to handle things. 714 00:35:04,102 --> 00:35:06,637   You're right about evolving.   715 00:35:06,704 --> 00:35:10,007 Wait, did you say your patient's        gums were bleeding?       716 00:35:10,074 --> 00:35:12,610           - Yeah, why?               - Because damaged tissue     717 00:35:12,677 --> 00:35:14,812        after crush injury            can pump cellular debris     718 00:35:14,879 --> 00:35:17,582       into the bloodstream         and send his clotting system            into overdrive.         719 00:35:17,648 --> 00:35:19,250              - DIC.                     - If it's consuming       720 00:35:19,317 --> 00:35:22,153         clotting factors             and platelets faster than         they can be replaced...     721 00:35:22,220 --> 00:35:24,889          Go, if you need                to take care of it.       722 00:35:25,556 --> 00:35:28,960             - Thanks!               Congratulations, seriously.   723 00:35:36,167 --> 00:35:39,170          (phone ringing)         724 00:35:45,843 --> 00:35:47,145             - Hello?             725 00:35:47,211 --> 00:35:50,047      - Forgive me if I don't         apologize for waking you.    726 00:35:50,114 --> 00:35:52,016      I drove out to Branson                 last night            727 00:35:52,083 --> 00:35:53,718      only to scare the hell           out of Yuri's neighbor      728 00:35:53,784 --> 00:35:55,553          who had no idea           why I was checking on a child  729 00:35:55,620 --> 00:35:58,589   who wasn't staying with her.     And then, I drove all the way  730 00:35:58,656 --> 00:36:01,259      back for Yuri to tell me          that you took Alexei.      731 00:36:01,325 --> 00:36:04,962 - Yeah, only for a night or two.       - Except it won't be.      732 00:36:05,029 --> 00:36:08,599   Yuri crashed, started seizing         from hypocalcaemia.       733 00:36:08,666 --> 00:36:10,902    - But we can regulate that.   734 00:36:10,968 --> 00:36:13,271        He might just need                 slower dosage.          735 00:36:13,337 --> 00:36:15,206     - They moved him into ICU.   736 00:36:15,273 --> 00:36:16,941   They're saying he'll need to    stay in-patient two weeks now.  737 00:36:17,008 --> 00:36:19,243        - Okay, well then,                let me keep him.         738 00:36:19,310 --> 00:36:22,246      You said to reach Yuri,         this is how I'm doing it.    739 00:36:22,313 --> 00:36:25,149      - I told you to get him                to trust us.          740 00:36:25,216 --> 00:36:27,051        But all you've done            is prove that he can't.     741 00:36:27,118 --> 00:36:28,953      And now I have to place          his son with strangers      742 00:36:29,020 --> 00:36:30,755   without the father's buy-in.   743 00:36:32,690 --> 00:36:37,261   - You're right, you're right.  I'll... I'll come in. I'm sorry. 744 00:36:37,328 --> 00:36:40,898    - It's not me you should be            apologizing to.         745 00:36:44,468 --> 00:36:46,938         (sirens wailing)         746 00:36:51,242 --> 00:36:52,777         - Mr. Cassavetes.        747 00:36:52,843 --> 00:36:55,913  Suffered an industrial accident    and crush injury yesterday.   748 00:36:55,980 --> 00:36:58,015       He has fought through               kidney failure          749 00:36:58,082 --> 00:37:00,585   and cascading complications.   750 00:37:00,651 --> 00:37:03,554     How are you feeling, Dom?    - Lucky to be alive, Dr. Curtis. 751 00:37:03,621 --> 00:37:06,224            Thank you.                 - Ryan, can you please      752 00:37:06,290 --> 00:37:08,259          walk us through               the clotting disorder      753 00:37:08,326 --> 00:37:09,760         that this patient                was treated for?         754 00:37:09,827 --> 00:37:12,396      - I hadn't had a chance           to review the chart.       755 00:37:12,463 --> 00:37:14,432               - Oh.              756 00:37:15,666 --> 00:37:18,603 Let's move on to patient room C. 757 00:37:21,072 --> 00:37:24,609        Ryan, can you walk                with me this way?        758 00:37:24,675 --> 00:37:26,344              - Yeah.             759 00:37:32,750 --> 00:37:35,553 - Look, the way you were treated  the other day was unacceptable. 760 00:37:35,620 --> 00:37:37,588         And I apologize.         761 00:37:37,655 --> 00:37:40,391       - Shouldn't Dr. Novak           be here for this, too?      762 00:37:40,458 --> 00:37:42,293        - You had the right              to make a complaint       763 00:37:42,360 --> 00:37:44,895   and this is us addressing it.               - Okay.             764 00:37:44,962 --> 00:37:47,632  I thought there was going to be     more of a formal meeting.    765 00:37:48,499 --> 00:37:50,534     I'm a little blindsided.     766 00:37:50,601 --> 00:37:53,137    - Okay, you feel blindsided    because I'm apologizing to you? 767 00:37:53,204 --> 00:37:55,106    Or because I called you out         for being unprepared       768 00:37:55,172 --> 00:37:58,209      for your rounds, Ryan?       - I asked my supervising doctor 769 00:37:58,276 --> 00:38:01,479       if I could be excused          from that patient because         of how it affected me.      770 00:38:01,545 --> 00:38:03,214     - That's not exactly how      this works, Ryan. You don't get 771 00:38:03,281 --> 00:38:05,516        to pick and choose              so that you can hide              from your mistakes.       772 00:38:05,583 --> 00:38:07,685 - It was your mistake, not mine. 773 00:38:07,752 --> 00:38:10,821     And now you're giving me         a fake apology and trying           to retraumatize me.       774 00:38:10,888 --> 00:38:12,923      - You need to shut up,         you entitled little troll.    775 00:38:12,990 --> 00:38:16,127    You know, Ryan, if you knew      anything about real trauma,   776 00:38:16,193 --> 00:38:20,398  you would get it together, face  your mess and do the damn work. 777 00:38:27,405 --> 00:38:29,340             - Claire?            778 00:38:31,142 --> 00:38:33,411  I know doctors aren't supposed           to be in here,          779 00:38:33,477 --> 00:38:35,780     but I just wanted to see        if Donald had his surgery.    780 00:38:35,846 --> 00:38:38,549   - Yeah, he came through fine.        And he told me about       781 00:38:38,616 --> 00:38:41,886  our social worker's plan to get  his health care under control.  782 00:38:43,187 --> 00:38:45,589          Yeah, that was                the right move, Mags.      783 00:38:45,656 --> 00:38:47,525      - How long do you think              that'll stick?          784 00:38:47,591 --> 00:38:49,860         - Knowing Donald,                I have a feeling         785 00:38:49,927 --> 00:38:52,530       he'll still need help             from time to time.        786 00:38:52,596 --> 00:38:54,365        - Yeah, we all do.        787 00:39:01,972 --> 00:39:03,808         - Hydromorphone.         788 00:39:04,942 --> 00:39:07,378        Mags, what is this?          - If you have pain, Claire,   789 00:39:07,445 --> 00:39:08,979   that pain should be managed.   790 00:39:09,046 --> 00:39:11,816       We both know the harm            prevention protocols       791 00:39:11,882 --> 00:39:14,352    when it comes to opioid use        tend to shut out people     792 00:39:14,418 --> 00:39:18,356    who need them and know how        to use them responsibly.     793 00:39:18,422 --> 00:39:20,291   - Based on my actions lately,  794 00:39:20,358 --> 00:39:22,693   are you sure that's the word           you want to use?         795 00:39:22,760 --> 00:39:24,562              - Yeah.             796 00:39:25,663 --> 00:39:27,998        I know you, Claire.       797 00:39:31,302 --> 00:39:34,905     - There is physical pain,              yeah. But...           798 00:39:36,073 --> 00:39:40,277 Every patient I see I think, "Is this the person who stabbed me?" 799 00:39:41,312 --> 00:39:45,249      I never saw their face             and I am so angry!        800 00:39:45,316 --> 00:39:46,917            (sniffling)           801 00:39:46,984 --> 00:39:49,920      And I hear myself being            terrible to people.       802 00:39:50,988 --> 00:39:53,324 It's just, I can't stop it, I... 803 00:39:54,625 --> 00:39:57,928     How do I know which pain              I'm medicating?         804 00:40:01,031 --> 00:40:05,102       - We're going to make           an accountability plan            for the painkillers.       805 00:40:05,169 --> 00:40:06,871 So that they stay under control. 806 00:40:06,937 --> 00:40:09,240     And find you a counselor.    807 00:40:09,306 --> 00:40:12,309    You're not alone with this.   808 00:40:12,943 --> 00:40:14,645             Claire...            809 00:40:14,712 --> 00:40:16,313           - Thank you.           810 00:40:18,783 --> 00:40:20,317             (sighing)            811 00:40:24,388 --> 00:40:27,057    - Sorry you found out about        the job the way you did.    812 00:40:27,124 --> 00:40:30,461    That was... unprofessional.   813 00:40:30,528 --> 00:40:35,266    I tried to find you, but...          - Yeah, I had to...       814 00:40:35,332 --> 00:40:38,269    - Rush off with a patient's     child and prove Olsen's point  815 00:40:38,335 --> 00:40:41,105    about using your background     and public health to work us.  816 00:40:41,172 --> 00:40:44,141  - I didn't mean to make things      more complicated for you.    817 00:40:44,208 --> 00:40:47,244         - Well, you did.            And while you're a skilled         doctor in so many ways,     818 00:40:47,311 --> 00:40:50,080     this is an example of why     you didn't get the fellowship.  819 00:40:50,147 --> 00:40:53,551  This instinct to leap blindly.  820 00:40:53,617 --> 00:40:56,053 You just can't seem to shake it. 821 00:40:58,055 --> 00:40:59,890        - What happens now?       822 00:40:59,957 --> 00:41:02,593     - You try not to abscond          with any more children,     823 00:41:02,660 --> 00:41:06,464  and hopefully, leave here with      a glowing recommendation.    824 00:41:08,399 --> 00:41:10,334         - They live close.       825 00:41:10,401 --> 00:41:14,839 They promised to bring Alexei by   to see me every day I'm here.  826 00:41:14,905 --> 00:41:17,308  I want to believe them, but...  827 00:41:17,374 --> 00:41:20,811       - I'm so sorry about              all of this, Yuri.        828 00:41:22,480 --> 00:41:27,284  But if Lucy trusts this family          then we can, too.        829 00:41:27,351 --> 00:41:30,888    I know you may not be able          to see it now, but...      830 00:41:30,955 --> 00:41:34,258      eventually, all of this            will be behind you.       831 00:41:37,795 --> 00:41:39,730       - You should've seen                 Ryan's face.           832 00:41:39,797 --> 00:41:42,299        He's just so smug.             Feel myself simmering.      833 00:41:42,366 --> 00:41:44,034        - And then you just                lost it on him.         834 00:41:44,101 --> 00:41:47,204    - Yeah, but it did help me        get to the end of day 50.    835 00:41:47,271 --> 00:41:49,874            (chuckling)             - Did you want white or red?   836 00:41:49,940 --> 00:41:52,009          - Um, actually,              before you open that...     837 00:41:52,076 --> 00:41:55,446  - This dinner is going to have  her ex-husband and her two kids. 838 00:41:55,513 --> 00:41:57,181             - June...            839 00:41:57,248 --> 00:41:58,649          (door closing)          840 00:41:58,716 --> 00:42:01,252   - It's hard not to feel like    I'm being collected, you know?  841 00:42:01,318 --> 00:42:04,388    - Yeah, sounds complicated.                 - Hi.              842 00:42:04,455 --> 00:42:06,657              - Hey!                         - Congrats.           843 00:42:06,724 --> 00:42:08,292       - No, you didn't have                 to do that.           844 00:42:08,359 --> 00:42:09,793          - Yeah, he did.         845 00:42:12,730 --> 00:42:14,732    Guys, it's not ornamental.          You want to maybe...       846 00:42:14,798 --> 00:42:16,267       - No, yeah, I got it.      847 00:42:16,333 --> 00:42:19,603         (phone vibrating)                 - Is that you?          848 00:42:20,371 --> 00:42:21,805              - Nope.             849 00:42:23,741 --> 00:42:26,043      - Oh, that's my phone.      850 00:42:26,110 --> 00:42:29,647    My screen's garbled, but...   851 00:42:29,713 --> 00:42:32,049              Hello?                           - Hello?            852 00:42:32,116 --> 00:42:34,084       Magalie, is that you?                   - Yes.              853 00:42:34,151 --> 00:42:37,087       - Mags, this is Connie         from your transplant team.   854 00:42:37,154 --> 00:42:39,189   I've been trying to reach you.        - Yeah, I'm sorry.        855 00:42:39,256 --> 00:42:41,992          My phone died.               Is everything alright?      856 00:42:42,059 --> 00:42:44,562     - There's a heart waiting        and it's a perfect match.    857 00:42:44,628 --> 00:42:48,599     If you decide to take it,       we need you at the hospital             now basically.         858 00:42:48,666 --> 00:42:51,368    Mags? I need you to confirm.  859 00:42:51,435 --> 00:42:53,137   Are you accepting this heart?  860 00:42:53,203 --> 00:42:55,439         (bottle popping)                    (laughing)            861 00:42:55,506 --> 00:43:00,144       (indistinct chatter)       862 00:43:02,646 --> 00:43:05,282               (♪♪)               863 00:43:20,030 --> 00:43:23,167         Subtitles: difuze