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           (screaming)          

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    - Mac Hinkley. Owen's GP.   

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    What you don't know about   

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        is his mass cell        
      activation syndrome.      

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        - Owen has MCAS?        
       - I've been taking       

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        a hormone therapy       
     to stimulate ovulation.    

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   - You're trying for a baby.  

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   - Did you change your mind   
       about having a kid?      

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  - My body changed it for me.  
  - I heard Novak's gone AWOL.  

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             - Yeah.            
  - I think we should use this  

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     as a reason to move him    
        out of Trauma OR.       

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   - If you have pain, Claire,  
  that pain should be managed.  

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 - I don't understand why'd you 
  even come back to this place. 

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        - What interview?       
           - St-Agnes.          

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   They offered me everything.  

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   And then I got this feeling  
     that it wasn't for me.     

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    - Claire told me that she   
   and Bishop used to mock me   

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 for being a naive little idiot.

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     - Well, I fell in love     
        with that idiot.        

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      - I guess that makes      
       you an idiot, too.       

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          - I guess so.         

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         (opening theme)        

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         (upbeat music)         

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 - This is effective when, June?
          - Four weeks.         

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          - Cleveland.          
       - They're gonna be       

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the only hospital in the Midwest
        with a Trauma OR.       

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 They're using ours as a model, 
   except it's gonna be bigger  

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 with three operating theatres. 

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       - How long have you      
         been speaking?         

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     - Well, it all happened    
          really fast.          

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  They reached out a week ago,  
 I accepted the offer yesterday.

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       - So multiple ORs,       
   and they're hiring fellows   
     to run surgical teams.     

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      - Their team leaders      
      are already in place,     

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      I'm just coming on as     
        a staff surgeon.        

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    - And why would you leave   
  an arrangement where you have 

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    a supervisory role to be    
       just another body?       

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           Wait, wait,          
      don't tell me. Money.     

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 We have invested a lot in your 
    development, Dr. Curtis.    

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         And this, uh...        

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  This leaves us in the lurch.  

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     - I figured Mark Novak     
     could easily step in--     

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     - That's not an option.    

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             - Okay.            

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    - The zipper won't shut.    
       - Just... come eat.      

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      We'll fix that later.     
 - I can't go if it doesn't fit.

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   - Amira, I know two months   
      sounds like a really      
        long time, but--        

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   - Did you know one third of  
   London died of the plague?   

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 - That was like 400 years ago. 

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     - It's one of the most     
    haunted by ghosts cities    
       in the world, too.       

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    There are subway stations   
     people literally avoid.    

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  Was this a bad idea, Bashir?  
      - Yeah, you're right.     

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   I'll call Mr. Redican now.   
            - Wait...           

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     - Or you can just take     
 the flight, and if for whatever
       reason you hate it,      

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       up to and including      
     ghosts and the plague,     

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     you remember our deal?     
  - You'll always come get me.  

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            - Always.           
         Are you hungry?        

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I made my world famous pancakes.

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           (in Arabic)          

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           - Oh, here.          

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    Mags left you something.    
  It's an expensive face serum. 

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     Don't tell her I ruined    
          the surprise.         

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  - I'm missing your graduation 
    from residency on Friday.   

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        - Hey, it's okay.       

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      We'll celebrate when      
       you get back, okay?      

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        Hmm? Now go eat,        
    we'll make sure it fits.    

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         (gentle music)         

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        (sirens wailing)        

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    - Pick a card, any card.    

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     Not with your hurt one.    

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        - I heard we have       
        a broken finger.        

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              Owen?             

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        - They were busy        
        at registration.        

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Samuel's mom had to make a call,

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        and I could tell        
         he was scared.         

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    - Well, I see my resident   
 here's already got you started.

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      Um... We'll be right      
        back, okay, Sam?        

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  - Six of hearts, am I right?  

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             - Owen.            
    Why aren't you in school?   

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 - The air pollution's bad today

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      and that's definitely     
        an MCAS trigger.        

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     - And did you text Mac     
  because your GP should know?  

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    How'd you even get here?    
       - I started feeling      

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  breath stuff and itchy arms.  
      The streetcar sucked.     

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 Everybody was eating something 
   or smelled like something.   

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      Did you know Mac says     
       I still can't drive      

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       when I'm 16 because      
         it's not safe?         

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      - Okay, look. I know      
you don't love the waiting room,

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     but we have a cue here     
      for a reason, buddy.      

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         - I was scared.        
       I texted you, Theo.      

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   - You did? Because I forgot  
  to charge my phone overnight  

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  so it's plugged in somewhere. 

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      Okay, let's sit down      
         in here, okay?         

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 Shouldn't be too loud in here. 
      We can do our drill.      

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            Arms out.           

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  Alright, no hives or rashes.  

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          No swelling.          

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           Other side.          

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  Breathing sounds good, buddy. 

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        Guy at that desk        
      is eating a sandwich.     

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       - Well, no problem       
       because pretty sure      
     you're good to go, pal.    

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   Last time, your mom told me  
      to put you on a Uber.     

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  - You're kicking me out? And  
 those cars aren't safe for me. 

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  The last driver was a smoker. 
       - I'm sorry, Owen.       

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     Look, I will drive you     
     to school in one hour.     

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  That is more than enough time 
 to figure out if there's gonna 
      be a reaction, okay?      

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    - You know, it never fails  
           to amaze me          

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      how quickly people go     
      to just caring about      
     how things affect them.    

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            (chuckle)           

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    - I mean, did you expect    
    her to be happy about it?   

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    - Sorry, just, uh... Lou,   
  do you mind dimming the lights
         over the chairs?       

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   The kid's scanning the room  
    like he's The Terminator.   

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        Has SPD and gets        
    life-threatening allergic   
  reactions to lots of stimuli. 

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    - Yeah, no problem, Theo.   
            - Thanks.           

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       - Cleveland's only       
        five hours away.        

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    - Four, the way I drive.    

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 (indistinct radio announcement)

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    - Hi. You missed morning    
         espresso time.         

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  - Yeah, yeah, I was restless  
          at like five.         

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      Her plane just pulled     
        out of the gate.        

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   I'm getting a play-by-play.  

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      - Ah, yeah, there was     
     a small moment of panic    

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       right before we got      
         to the airport.        

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     But as soon as we found    
    her group, she was happy.   

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      - Oh, well, speaking      
   of being happy at airports.  

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      - Uh-huh. Oh, sorry.      
         (phone ringing)        

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   - That'd better not be her   
       changing her mind.       

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   Hey. Salaam alaikum, Saleh.  

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  - W'alaikum al-salaam, Mags.  

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  - Amira just left this morning
       so we're processing.     

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   - How is he handling that?   

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   - Actually, better than you  
   and I expected it, I think.  

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    - I'm ending this meeting   
           right now.           

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       Mags is very busy.       
           - Goodbye.           

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        - And important.        

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           (in Arabic)          

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        - She asked me to,      
          but that means        

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       me learning French,      
     and, uh... I'm not sure.   

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           (in Arabic)          

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     - Wait, you're moving?     

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           (in Arabic)          

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       - I know you offered     
     to sponsor us to Canada.   

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            Thank you.          

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    We did really consider it.  

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   - Yeah, Gaziantep's, uh...   
   it's a nice place to live.   

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     - Did you ask security     
    to lower overhead lights    

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     for a pediatric patient    
       and also watch him?      

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 - Um, lights, yes, but I never 
       said to watch him.       

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         It's Owen, why?        
     - The kid slipped off.     

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       - What? I literally      
         just left him?         

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  - Lou's worried he messed up, 
and also, Owen's not registered.

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   - Yeah, we have a routine.   
       I get him out fast.      

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  Cover me while I go find him. 
   - Theo, you have patients.   

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   - Owen has been dealt more   
 hardship than anyone deserves. 

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    Alright, he lost his dad,   
     he's in constant terror    
   learning his MCAS triggers.  

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       This system is not       
       set up to help him.      

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    - What about his mother?    

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       - Uh, she's around,      

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        just overwhelmed        
        by the challenge.       

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   - You almost lost your job   
       ignoring the rules.      

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    You try colouring inside    
    the lines for all of five   
   minutes before putting me,   

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     your direct supervisor,    
      in the role of having     
          to let you do         

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     whatever you want just     
    because you and me are...   

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        whatever we are.        
     - Wait, are you saying     

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 I've taken advantage of my boss
      being my girlfriend?      

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           - Am I even          
     your girlfriend, Theo?     

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       - How would I know?      
     You make all the rules,    

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     I'm just supposed to do    
          as I'm told.          

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  - Then tell me what you want  
      instead of constantly     

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        straining against       
       the structure here       

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     and dumping all of your    
  confusion into your patients. 

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     - Alright, fine, okay?     

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       I will call his GP,      
         are you happy?         

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    - Wanna talk about that?    

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        - I really don't.       
             - Okay.            

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 - Hey, I was thinking Chicago. 

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    Like an Al Capone walking   
      tour and live music.      

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      - You two going away?     
 - Yeah, we're talking about it.

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   - Or we can rent a cottage   
   and get you a true Canadian  
        lake experience.        

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        - Those are both        
      great options, but...     

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  - C'mon, stage one rejection  
      is common for almost      

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     every heart recipient.     

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    - Mags, how long have you   
       been in stage one?       

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           - Not long.          
    And we've adjusted meds,    

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 we wouldn't be going that far, 
      and I don't want this     

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       to get in the way.       
         - Look, I agree        

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 with what you're saying, but-- 
             - Mags?            

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      Um, all my patients'      
       painkiller scripts       

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and notes on why they're needed.

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    - You don't have to show    
 your math for my sake, Claire. 

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        - Actually, I do.       
   - I have a second, Claire,   

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   if you want me to take care  
          of the meds.          

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            - Claire?           

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  I just wanted to let you know 

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        that we're paying       
   for a year of counselling.   

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00:09:06,212 --> 00:09:09,248
        I didn't realize        
     that union caps at 500.    

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  - Does that mean admin knows? 

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      - About the request,      
    but not why it was made.    

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   - Um, I was wondering what   
  are you reporting obligations 

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   with the college of nurses?  

200
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        - In your annual        
        licence renewal,        

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  you're asked to self-report,  
   but what you choose to say   
    or not say is up to you.    

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       - You really think       
     that's the right call?     

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    - Claire, this department   
           needs you.           

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            So do I.            

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           - Dr. Devi.          

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  I'm sorry, I know that Novak  
    wasn't your first choice.   

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    - I just loathe that man.   

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  If you had come to me sooner, 

209
00:09:42,181 --> 00:09:43,449
        we could've gone        
       to Olsen together.       

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00:09:43,516 --> 00:09:46,118
  Transition already in place,  
     but the way it is now,     

211
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       he just expects me       
    to beg Mark to come back.   

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00:09:48,621 --> 00:09:50,222
   - Look, I know that this is  
        personal for you,       

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 but I never agreed to push him 
     out in the first place,    

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      and I did come to you     
           about that.          

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    I'm moving to Cleveland.    

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00:10:04,136 --> 00:10:07,473
              Yeah.             
       - Like... for life?      

217
00:10:08,708 --> 00:10:11,177
    - This big fancy private    
     hospital recruited me.     

218
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        - Congrats, June.       
            - Thanks.           

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00:10:13,279 --> 00:10:16,749
     Yeah, they have, like,     
    three operating theatres,   
    and a new Trauma OR so...   

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 - You can't just rip us apart. 

221
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    - I never said we would.    
      - Stop pulling, Paul.     

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00:10:21,621 --> 00:10:23,723
       - I'm not pulling,       
        you're twisting.        

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00:10:23,789 --> 00:10:25,758
       - Uh, Rhoda, what?       
        - They're stuck.        

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00:10:25,825 --> 00:10:27,560
- Yeah, I can see that, but why?

225
00:10:27,627 --> 00:10:30,830
    - I'm fixing up a bedroom   
          in the house.         

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00:10:30,896 --> 00:10:33,132
     Veda touched the glue,     
      and then touched me.      

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 Even though, I told her not to.

228
00:10:34,900 --> 00:10:36,569
          - Okay, well,         
   can we walk them to a room?  

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  - We tried with wheelchairs,  

230
00:10:37,937 --> 00:10:39,271
    but it's hard to time it    
            without--           

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      - Ripping off a whole     
          mess of skin.         

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 - Paul, maybe if you lie back, 
            and Veda,           

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    you can stand facing him.   
          - No, no, no.         

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00:10:44,677 --> 00:10:46,712
      Veda should lie down,     
   she's got health problems.   

235
00:10:46,779 --> 00:10:48,314
 - Oh, so you're chivalrous now 

236
00:10:48,381 --> 00:10:51,150
       after chucking out       
     45 years of marriage?!     

237
00:10:51,217 --> 00:10:54,387
 - What kind of health problems?
   - On meds for bum kidneys.   

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00:10:54,453 --> 00:10:57,890
   And moving bedrooms is not   
   chucking out our marriage.   

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00:10:57,957 --> 00:11:00,393
    - Okay, let's just switch   
         positions here.        

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     Okay, slowly, careful.     
           Okay, okay,          

241
00:11:02,895 --> 00:11:05,998
     and one, two, three...     
       Perfect, carefully.      

242
00:11:06,065 --> 00:11:08,534
  - Pharmacy was out of acetone 
   so I had to raid internal.   

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00:11:08,601 --> 00:11:11,337
      - Well, the internet      
     said to try mayonnaise,    
       but it didn't work.      

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00:11:11,404 --> 00:11:14,106
     And then, Paul's chest     
        started hurting.        

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00:11:14,173 --> 00:11:16,308
     - Do you mean his skin?    
       Because some people      
        have a reaction--       

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00:11:16,375 --> 00:11:19,845
   - Oh, no. It's inside like   
    a tight band's across it.   

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00:11:19,912 --> 00:11:21,347
     And my heart's racing.     

248
00:11:21,414 --> 00:11:23,349
    - You didn't tell us you    
     were having chest pain?    

249
00:11:23,416 --> 00:11:25,184
 His rate is fast and irregular.

250
00:11:25,251 --> 00:11:27,153
     - Do you have a history    
       of heart problems?       

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00:11:27,219 --> 00:11:29,088
              - No.             
      - Maybe the chemical      

252
00:11:29,155 --> 00:11:31,424
  in the adhesive that's acting 
         as a stimulant?        

253
00:11:31,490 --> 00:11:33,025
       - BP's 95 over 65.       

254
00:11:33,092 --> 00:11:35,528
     - But he... he's gonna     
         be okay, right?        

255
00:11:35,594 --> 00:11:37,229
    - Dr. Hamed's gonna pour    
        the acetone now.        

256
00:11:37,296 --> 00:11:39,699
 It's like nail polish remover. 
   It usually works with glue.  

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00:11:39,765 --> 00:11:41,267
        (heavy breathing)       

258
00:11:45,071 --> 00:11:48,007
   - Alright, now, gently try   
     to separate yourselves.    

259
00:11:48,074 --> 00:11:49,642
       - No, it's no good.      
           - Careful.           

260
00:11:49,709 --> 00:11:51,811
     - I need to lie down...    
             - Paul!            

261
00:11:51,877 --> 00:11:53,979
              Paul!             
         - He's in AFib?        

262
00:11:54,046 --> 00:11:56,048
   - Arnold, page cardiology.   
             - Yup.             

263
00:11:56,115 --> 00:11:58,017
      - Wait, is he dying?      
        Can you help him?       

264
00:11:58,084 --> 00:11:59,218
 - His heart rhythm is unstable.

265
00:11:59,285 --> 00:12:00,820
        We're gonna shock       
     and try and reset him.     

266
00:12:00,886 --> 00:12:02,922
  - Except can we even do that  
  while they're still attached? 

267
00:12:02,988 --> 00:12:05,725
    - We don't have a choice,   
  but she could get a big jolt. 

268
00:12:06,292 --> 00:12:07,526
         - Charging 200.        

269
00:12:08,427 --> 00:12:10,329
   - What are you waiting for?  
      - We're just not sure     

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       of the effect that       
      it will have on you,      

271
00:12:11,864 --> 00:12:12,898
     but there's definitely     
          a risk here.          

272
00:12:12,965 --> 00:12:14,900
         - I don't care.        
         Just help him!         

273
00:12:15,901 --> 00:12:17,770
            (beeping)           
        - Alright, clear.       

274
00:12:18,204 --> 00:12:19,538
             (thump)            
           - Look out.          

275
00:12:19,605 --> 00:12:23,242
       - Okay, okay, okay.      
        Mags, are you...        

276
00:12:23,509 --> 00:12:25,177
         - Where's Veda?        

277
00:12:25,244 --> 00:12:26,679
   - Lie back, sir, lie back.   
             - Veda?            

278
00:12:26,746 --> 00:12:28,714
     Veda, can you hear me?     
        - Pulse is good.        

279
00:12:28,781 --> 00:12:30,583
    - Okay, we're gonna need    
       vitals, blood gas.       

280
00:12:30,649 --> 00:12:32,785
       - Bedside glucose,       
     IV bolus, and ECG stat.    

281
00:12:32,852 --> 00:12:35,187
     - Arnold, have dialysis    
        on standby, ASAP.       

282
00:12:35,254 --> 00:12:36,489
             - Copy.            

283
00:12:36,555 --> 00:12:38,090
         - Are you okay?        
             - Yeah.            

284
00:12:43,462 --> 00:12:45,097
          - You paged?          
         - Here she is.         

285
00:12:45,164 --> 00:12:46,899
   Dr. Curtis, this is Margot.  

286
00:12:46,966 --> 00:12:49,268
 Margot had elective rhinoplasty
           last week,           

287
00:12:49,335 --> 00:12:51,670
     and she discovered that    
    she has von Willebrands.    

288
00:12:51,737 --> 00:12:53,539
   - It's a bleeding disorder.  
      Usually, a mild one.      

289
00:12:53,606 --> 00:12:56,842
    - Until things spiralled    
  out of control, she ended up  
      in ICU where we met.      

290
00:12:56,909 --> 00:13:00,112
        - I'm better now.       
     And apparently, my nose    
        will be perfect.        

291
00:13:00,179 --> 00:13:02,982
  - Which is where you come in, 
   Dr. Curtis, because it was   
     supposed to be twofer.     

292
00:13:03,048 --> 00:13:04,750
   The surgeons were supposed   
     to take out her tonsils    

293
00:13:04,817 --> 00:13:07,186
 at the same time, but when the 
 bleeding started, they reneged.

294
00:13:07,253 --> 00:13:09,989
  - Which is... understandable. 

295
00:13:10,055 --> 00:13:13,793
 - For the cowardly, yes, but I 
told Margot that that's not you.

296
00:13:13,859 --> 00:13:15,161
            - I see.            

297
00:13:15,227 --> 00:13:17,997
    So you want me to remove    
    her tonsils in Trauma OR.   

298
00:13:18,063 --> 00:13:19,799
   - They're aberrantly large.  

299
00:13:19,865 --> 00:13:22,334
       And all I see when       
        I look at myself.       

300
00:13:23,035 --> 00:13:24,570
      - No, absolutely not.     

301
00:13:24,637 --> 00:13:26,772
     - It's okay, it's okay.    
       I got it, I got it.      

302
00:13:26,839 --> 00:13:29,175
        June... Um, June.       

303
00:13:29,241 --> 00:13:32,745
   - Do you want me to take on  
   this dumb risk all because   
       you miss Trauma OR?      

304
00:13:32,812 --> 00:13:36,115
   - Or I'm trying to help you  
    get used to being guided    
        by profit motive.       

305
00:13:36,582 --> 00:13:38,584
 - I see, so word travels fast. 

306
00:13:38,651 --> 00:13:40,286
    But is this your way of--   

307
00:13:40,352 --> 00:13:41,887
     - I treated her during     
          her recovery.         

308
00:13:41,954 --> 00:13:45,224
   Her sleep apnea is serious.  
    She needs constant CPAP,    

309
00:13:45,291 --> 00:13:47,393
     and Trauma OR was built    
        to solve problems       

310
00:13:47,459 --> 00:13:50,796
 that the bureaucracy can't and,
     you know, end of story.    

311
00:13:50,863 --> 00:13:52,364
         - End of story?        
             - Yeah.            

312
00:13:52,431 --> 00:13:54,533
    - So those are your only    
     thoughts on me leaving?    

313
00:13:54,600 --> 00:13:57,803
    - World's largest rubber    
     stamp is in Cleveland.     

314
00:14:00,239 --> 00:14:01,640
           (in Arabic)          

315
00:14:23,128 --> 00:14:24,663
    - Sorry, too fast for me.   

316
00:14:24,730 --> 00:14:27,299
    - Nothing, we were just,    
        uh... Nevermind.        

317
00:14:27,366 --> 00:14:29,168
         - Plus, staying        
        on top of stress,       

318
00:14:29,235 --> 00:14:31,437
  never easy during those early 
    months in a new country,    

319
00:14:31,503 --> 00:14:34,707
      I get it, but I'd be      
     here to help in any way    
       that I could, okay?      

320
00:14:34,773 --> 00:14:37,009
      - Then, you have room     
    in your practise, doctor?   

321
00:14:37,076 --> 00:14:39,445
   - Eliott. And I don't have   
        my own practise,        

322
00:14:39,511 --> 00:14:41,146
        I rotate between        
        walk-in clinics,        

323
00:14:41,213 --> 00:14:43,883
   but if Madiha texts me when  
  she lands, we'll sort it out. 

324
00:14:43,949 --> 00:14:45,718
     - Thank you, gentlemen.    
             - Yeah.            

325
00:14:45,784 --> 00:14:47,353
           (in Arabic)          

326
00:14:50,956 --> 00:14:55,094
    - Hey, um... How come you   
    never joined a practise?    

327
00:14:55,160 --> 00:14:56,729
           - Oh, uh...          

328
00:14:56,795 --> 00:14:58,631
      I wanted time at home     
   when the kids were little,   

329
00:14:58,697 --> 00:15:01,934
 and the freedom to go overseas 
with the Red Cross when I could.

330
00:15:02,001 --> 00:15:03,969
          Certainly not         
       the path to wealth.      

331
00:15:04,770 --> 00:15:08,407
    That wasn't about you...    
  stress in those early months. 

332
00:15:08,774 --> 00:15:11,410
 - Um, thanks for taking her on.
             - Yeah.            

333
00:15:11,477 --> 00:15:12,645
     You can do it with me.     

334
00:15:12,711 --> 00:15:14,013
        - Be her doctor?        
             - Yeah.            

335
00:15:14,079 --> 00:15:15,915
     - I won't have a place     
   to practice in a few weeks.  

336
00:15:15,981 --> 00:15:18,150
      - Well, I could stand     
 to offload some walk-in hours, 

337
00:15:18,217 --> 00:15:20,386
        and I don't know.       
 This kind of community medicine

338
00:15:20,452 --> 00:15:22,388
   seems like the type of work  
     that you'd be drawn to.    

339
00:15:22,988 --> 00:15:25,557
   - Eliott, I know I'm still   
 going to need to make a living,

340
00:15:25,624 --> 00:15:27,459
      but I wasn't asking.      

341
00:15:28,527 --> 00:15:29,695
        - Of course not.        

342
00:15:30,596 --> 00:15:32,164
           Old habits.          

343
00:15:33,933 --> 00:15:35,534
        (emotional music)       

344
00:15:39,905 --> 00:15:43,075
 - Plastics is optimistic about 
      our superglue couple.     

345
00:15:43,442 --> 00:15:44,610
         How's the wife?        

346
00:15:45,077 --> 00:15:48,180
 - Getting set up for dialysis. 
       Her kidneys failed.      

347
00:15:49,281 --> 00:15:50,983
 - Is that because of the shock?

348
00:15:52,918 --> 00:15:55,254
   I notice you skipped a beat  
   when we shocked that woman,  

349
00:15:55,321 --> 00:15:57,923
    is that like a stage one    
      rejection situation?      

350
00:15:57,990 --> 00:16:00,926
 - Yeah, they upped my meds, but
 they don't seem to be worried. 

351
00:16:02,728 --> 00:16:04,596
      - Novak has a patient     
    with a bleeding disorder.   

352
00:16:04,663 --> 00:16:07,566
       He wants me to take      
  her tonsils out in Trauma OR. 

353
00:16:07,633 --> 00:16:09,935
  He says it's a medical thing, 
 she says it's a cosmetic thing,

354
00:16:10,002 --> 00:16:11,770
       and I'm pretty sure      
      that he just wants me     

355
00:16:11,837 --> 00:16:13,472
       to go in there and       
   mess things up because he--  

356
00:16:13,539 --> 00:16:15,174
     - Are we seriously not     
     gonna talk about this?     

357
00:16:15,240 --> 00:16:16,775
  Like, do I really have to do  
       the emotional work       

358
00:16:16,842 --> 00:16:19,144
    for everyone in my life?    
- Okay, just calm down, alright.

359
00:16:19,211 --> 00:16:20,713
     I get it, you're upset     
        that I'm leaving.       

360
00:16:20,779 --> 00:16:22,047
              - No.             

361
00:16:22,114 --> 00:16:23,716
I'd support anything you wanted,

362
00:16:23,782 --> 00:16:26,085
 but the fact that you would do 
  this without even telling me  

363
00:16:26,151 --> 00:16:27,720
 that you were considering it...

364
00:16:28,253 --> 00:16:30,723
- They called, and then the next
    day, they made the offer.   

365
00:16:30,789 --> 00:16:33,525
 What would you even have said? 
    - I would have asked you    

366
00:16:33,592 --> 00:16:36,729
   how you were feeling about   
   the pregnancies not taking.  

367
00:16:36,795 --> 00:16:38,197
           - Not good.          

368
00:16:39,098 --> 00:16:40,666
   What do you want me to say?  

369
00:16:41,133 --> 00:16:43,802
If you're suggesting that that's
   why I took the job, Mags...  

370
00:16:43,869 --> 00:16:45,004
             - June.            

371
00:16:45,070 --> 00:16:47,206
  Biology is random and cruel.  

372
00:16:47,272 --> 00:16:48,640
    You can't blame yourself    
            for that.           

373
00:16:48,707 --> 00:16:51,110
  - Of course, you'd say that.  
  You get things that I don't.  

374
00:16:51,176 --> 00:16:54,413
- Look, biology screwed me, too.
     - It's not what I mean.    

375
00:16:55,581 --> 00:16:57,182
  I'm talking about connection  
            and love.           

376
00:16:57,249 --> 00:16:58,851
    Those things come to you,   
       and I wanna believe      

377
00:16:58,917 --> 00:17:01,754
that I can have them, too, but--
      - Yeah, well, you do.     

378
00:17:01,820 --> 00:17:04,156
         And as someone         
    who does love you, June,    

379
00:17:04,223 --> 00:17:06,925
           if this job          
    is what you want, great.    

380
00:17:07,893 --> 00:17:10,896
       But if you're just       
       running, don't go.       

381
00:17:18,470 --> 00:17:21,006
     Paul, your heart rhythm    
         is normal now,         

382
00:17:21,073 --> 00:17:23,008
      but it would probably     
         be a good idea         

383
00:17:23,075 --> 00:17:26,412
    to get on beta blockers.    
       So we'll refer you       
       to a cardiologist.       

384
00:17:26,478 --> 00:17:28,213
   - And, uh, what about Veda?  

385
00:17:28,280 --> 00:17:30,582
       She's never needed       
        dialysis before.        

386
00:17:30,649 --> 00:17:32,584
  - Well, uh, a few years ago,  

387
00:17:32,651 --> 00:17:36,188
  they told me that my kidneys  
      had reduced function.     

388
00:17:36,255 --> 00:17:38,490
        And I had to have       
         a stent put in.        

389
00:17:38,557 --> 00:17:40,592
     - Unfortunately, Veda,     
      you're going to need      

390
00:17:40,659 --> 00:17:43,262
      outpatient treatment      
   for the foreseeable future.  

391
00:17:43,328 --> 00:17:46,165
       - Which means what?      
      - Frequent dialysis,      

392
00:17:46,231 --> 00:17:49,568
     additional medication,     
 lifestyle adjustments at home. 

393
00:17:50,069 --> 00:17:52,805
     - I, um... Is it maybe,    
            you know,           

394
00:17:52,871 --> 00:17:55,007
        worth considering       
         some kind of...        

395
00:17:55,074 --> 00:17:58,610
         Well, assisted         
        living situation.       

396
00:17:58,677 --> 00:18:01,046
     - What, another bedroom    
        isn't far enough?       

397
00:18:01,113 --> 00:18:03,282
     What, you'd rather just    
      push me into a home?      

398
00:18:03,348 --> 00:18:07,486
     - What if you need more    
      than I can... give?!      

399
00:18:08,053 --> 00:18:09,455
      - Maybe we should go.     
          - Wait, wait.         

400
00:18:09,521 --> 00:18:11,857
      Dialysis appointments     
        are a lot, right?       

401
00:18:11,924 --> 00:18:13,092
      - Paul, stop, please!     

402
00:18:13,158 --> 00:18:14,426
             (sighs)            

403
00:18:14,493 --> 00:18:17,162
     I've been feeling this     
    from you for a long time.   

404
00:18:17,229 --> 00:18:20,799
    Why can't you just admit    
 I'm not what you want anymore? 

405
00:18:20,866 --> 00:18:22,434
             - Fine.            

406
00:18:22,501 --> 00:18:24,570
 But I never wanted to hurt you.

407
00:18:26,305 --> 00:18:29,775
         I thought maybe        
    if I just had some space.   

408
00:18:29,842 --> 00:18:31,009
        (machine beeping)       

409
00:18:31,076 --> 00:18:33,145
   - Your cycle's over, Veda.   

410
00:18:34,580 --> 00:18:36,215
      - You two should go.      

411
00:18:38,851 --> 00:18:41,820
  - Amira lands in 45 minutes.  

412
00:18:42,321 --> 00:18:44,556
  Oh, don't pretend you haven't 
    been tracking her flight.   

413
00:18:44,623 --> 00:18:45,958
        - Just trying not       
       to think about it.       

414
00:18:46,024 --> 00:18:47,526
- It's okay if you have, though.

415
00:18:48,060 --> 00:18:49,328
     - Look, about our trip.    

416
00:18:49,394 --> 00:18:52,931
   It's not that I don't want   
       to go, it's just...      

417
00:18:52,998 --> 00:18:55,667
The truth is, not when I'm about
       to be out of a job.      

418
00:18:56,268 --> 00:18:57,870
       - Then, let me pay.      

419
00:18:58,537 --> 00:19:01,039
   Oh, what, does that offend   
     your fragile male ego?     

420
00:19:01,106 --> 00:19:04,643
    - No. No, it's not about    
      the money or my ego.      

421
00:19:04,710 --> 00:19:06,145
      It's the uncertainty.     

422
00:19:06,211 --> 00:19:08,080
        Can we just do it       
      when I'm more sorted?     

423
00:19:09,148 --> 00:19:10,349
             - Sure.            

424
00:19:11,016 --> 00:19:12,551
 - Like, really, are you upset? 

425
00:19:12,618 --> 00:19:15,387
 Because I know I'm being dumb, 
  it's just how my brain works. 

426
00:19:15,454 --> 00:19:17,022
            - Bashir.           
       - And I'm trying...      

427
00:19:17,089 --> 00:19:18,524
          - It's fine.          

428
00:19:19,258 --> 00:19:21,693
  It's probably smarter for me  
      to stay close to home     

429
00:19:21,760 --> 00:19:23,162
    these days anyways, so...   

430
00:19:23,228 --> 00:19:24,997
  - Yeah, and with Amira away,  

431
00:19:25,063 --> 00:19:26,899
     we have all the freedom    
          in the world.         

432
00:19:26,965 --> 00:19:29,234
   - I just got a new family.   

433
00:19:29,301 --> 00:19:31,670
        No, I'm not ready       
     to be an empty nester.     

434
00:19:31,737 --> 00:19:34,573
   - Well, at least you and I   
       are glued together.      

435
00:19:34,640 --> 00:19:37,109
             - Oh...            
- That's... That's funny, right?

436
00:19:37,176 --> 00:19:38,977
           (laughing)           
          That's good.          

437
00:19:42,714 --> 00:19:45,884
not                             
      answering his phone.      

438
00:19:45,951 --> 00:19:47,586
     - He's annoyed because     
        I made him leave.       

439
00:19:47,653 --> 00:19:50,589
 - There's more. His school says
    he hasn't been in a week.   

440
00:19:50,656 --> 00:19:52,824
       I know he hates it,      
       but he's signing in      

441
00:19:52,891 --> 00:19:54,092
   at his homeroom, and then--  

442
00:19:54,159 --> 00:19:55,627
         - So his mother        
        doesn't find out.       

443
00:19:55,694 --> 00:19:57,996
     - They're talking about    
     calling Children's Aid.    

444
00:19:58,063 --> 00:19:59,665
      If that kid gets into     
          the system...         

445
00:19:59,731 --> 00:20:01,533
        - It'll kill him.       
     Look, I'll drive around    

446
00:20:01,600 --> 00:20:03,769
 the neighbourhood a few times. 
          - I'll do it.         

447
00:20:03,835 --> 00:20:06,004
     We were making progress    
    before you got involved.    

448
00:20:06,071 --> 00:20:09,408
  This whole... ridiculous idea 
 of getting a driver's licence. 

449
00:20:09,474 --> 00:20:12,744
      - Look, you and I met     
  after Owen jumped off a cliff 
    to try and hurt himself.    

450
00:20:12,811 --> 00:20:14,780
        How much progress       
        were you making?        

451
00:20:16,915 --> 00:20:19,151
         - Mac, I think         
      he took my car keys.      

452
00:20:19,952 --> 00:20:22,221
     He knows where I park.     
   - Oh, Theo, what the hell!   

453
00:20:22,287 --> 00:20:26,658
      - Look, I've only got     
 a minor burn and an asthma kid 
       waiting in handoff.      

454
00:20:26,725 --> 00:20:29,761
   Keep an eye on them for me?  
        - Your patients?        

455
00:20:29,828 --> 00:20:31,563
       I don't work here.       

456
00:20:31,630 --> 00:20:33,165
   If I went looking for Owen,  

457
00:20:33,232 --> 00:20:35,267
     neither of us would be     
      risking our licences.     

458
00:20:35,334 --> 00:20:36,735
  - That's why he comes to me.  

459
00:20:36,802 --> 00:20:38,670
   Because he knows I will do   
       whatever I need to.      

460
00:20:39,137 --> 00:20:42,374
   If you want him found, Mac,  
       just have my back.       

461
00:20:43,675 --> 00:20:46,044
  (indistinct PA announcement)  

462
00:20:51,083 --> 00:20:53,652
    - Stop messing with her.    
      - What now, Leblanc?      

463
00:20:53,719 --> 00:20:55,821
 - Well, maybe you're not aware 
  of it, but she did everything 

464
00:20:55,887 --> 00:20:57,456
      she could to save you     
         from yourself.         

465
00:20:57,522 --> 00:21:00,125
    And she looks up to you.    
 And you're using that to, what,

466
00:21:00,192 --> 00:21:02,027
    get her to kick the door    
         on her way out.        

467
00:21:02,094 --> 00:21:03,862
     And all of that to make    
      yourself feel better      

468
00:21:03,929 --> 00:21:06,365
about ruining the one good thing
     you had going on here.     

469
00:21:06,431 --> 00:21:08,900
    You should be her friend    
       or leave her alone.      

470
00:21:13,138 --> 00:21:15,007
  (indistinct PA announcement)  

471
00:21:20,979 --> 00:21:22,481
         (clears throat)        

472
00:21:24,049 --> 00:21:25,684
          (soft music)          

473
00:21:29,955 --> 00:21:31,923
        - Hey, you good?        
   - Yeah, where are you going  

474
00:21:31,990 --> 00:21:33,859
    looking all stressed out?   
     - This app is supposed     

475
00:21:33,925 --> 00:21:37,596
      to GPS locate my car,     
   but it just keeps spinning   
       and... doing this.       

476
00:21:37,663 --> 00:21:38,697
      - You lost your car?      

477
00:21:38,764 --> 00:21:40,165
         - No, a teenage        
        patient stole it.       

478
00:21:40,232 --> 00:21:42,534
       It's a long story.       
I just... I want him to be okay.

479
00:21:42,601 --> 00:21:44,202
       - Well, if you want      
        your GPS to work,       

480
00:21:44,269 --> 00:21:45,804
     your location services     
         have to be on.         

481
00:21:45,871 --> 00:21:48,206
           (chuckles)           

482
00:21:48,273 --> 00:21:49,908
          - Thank you.          

483
00:21:52,644 --> 00:21:56,848
        - So... Last week       
     as a medical resident.     

484
00:21:56,915 --> 00:21:59,217
    Congratulations, Bashir.    
          - Thank you.          

485
00:21:59,284 --> 00:22:02,287
       I'm also graduating      
      from being a patient.     

486
00:22:02,354 --> 00:22:04,156
              - Oh?             
       - It occurred to me      

487
00:22:04,222 --> 00:22:07,659
        that I won't have       
   extended medical insurance   
     to cover our sessions.     

488
00:22:07,726 --> 00:22:09,861
  And, you know, I didn't want  
to take advantage of our dynamic

489
00:22:09,928 --> 00:22:11,930
          by asking you         
      for any favours so...     

490
00:22:11,997 --> 00:22:13,598
       - I deserved that.       

491
00:22:13,665 --> 00:22:15,434
   I want you to know, though,  
          I'm impressed         

492
00:22:15,500 --> 00:22:17,169
     that you've kept coming    
     to our regular sessions    

493
00:22:17,235 --> 00:22:18,904
  after we... course corrected. 

494
00:22:18,970 --> 00:22:21,807
          - Yeah... Can         
      I ask you a question?     

495
00:22:21,873 --> 00:22:23,375
  - Absolutely. Get them all in 

496
00:22:23,442 --> 00:22:24,910
       while somebody else      
        is still paying.        

497
00:22:24,976 --> 00:22:27,446
     - Will I ever feel like    
        a regular person?       

498
00:22:27,512 --> 00:22:32,551
  - Hmm. I guess it depends on  
 what you mean by that question.

499
00:22:33,418 --> 00:22:35,620
- I'm not sure I can explain it.

500
00:22:36,188 --> 00:22:38,790
      - I know that facing      
      an uncertain future,      

501
00:22:38,857 --> 00:22:41,093
      it's got you feeling      
          in your head.         

502
00:22:43,328 --> 00:22:45,230
    - My... My friend Saleh,    

503
00:22:45,297 --> 00:22:49,801
   we grew up together and...   
       I left, he stayed.       

504
00:22:49,868 --> 00:22:53,372
  Now he has a medical outreach 
  job in a nice town in Turkey, 

505
00:22:53,438 --> 00:22:55,240
  and hearing that affected me. 

506
00:22:55,307 --> 00:22:57,709
      - Because part of you     
     still wants that life?     

507
00:22:57,776 --> 00:22:59,444
  - No, that's not exactly it.  

508
00:22:59,511 --> 00:23:01,146
        And don't tell me       
        it's never wrong        

509
00:23:01,213 --> 00:23:03,982
       to feel my feelings      
    because sometimes it is.    

510
00:23:04,049 --> 00:23:05,784
         (light chuckle)        

511
00:23:05,851 --> 00:23:07,119
              What?             

512
00:23:07,185 --> 00:23:09,254
 - It's just, from where I sit, 

513
00:23:09,321 --> 00:23:12,057
    it's evident all the work   

514
00:23:12,124 --> 00:23:14,426
     that you've been doing     
      to get to this place.     

515
00:23:15,660 --> 00:23:19,131
 And just so you know, extended 
    medical insurance or not,   

516
00:23:19,197 --> 00:23:21,666
    in case of an emergency,    
      you can always call.      

517
00:23:21,733 --> 00:23:23,101
   - See, that's what I meant.  

518
00:23:23,168 --> 00:23:24,569
         People thinking        
      they need to save me.     

519
00:23:24,636 --> 00:23:26,037
           I hate it.           
      - Well, in that case,     

520
00:23:26,104 --> 00:23:28,940
 call and I'll send you a bill. 
           (laughing)           

521
00:23:30,709 --> 00:23:33,011
         (cars honking)         

522
00:23:33,078 --> 00:23:34,613
        (worried chatter)       

523
00:23:34,679 --> 00:23:36,148
      - What is this? Owen!     

524
00:23:36,214 --> 00:23:37,682
  - Is this your vehicle, sir?  
        (Owen screaming)        

525
00:23:37,749 --> 00:23:39,684
             - Yes!             
      - Sir, don't do that.     

526
00:23:40,218 --> 00:23:42,954
 He's lucky I saw him before he 
killed someone behind the wheel.

527
00:23:43,021 --> 00:23:45,223
- You gotta let him out of here.
   He has a medical condition.  

528
00:23:45,290 --> 00:23:48,160
    - Dispatch, we might need   
     an ambulance. Standby.     

529
00:23:48,226 --> 00:23:50,762
        (Owen screaming)        
   Hey, guys. Clear the area.   

530
00:23:51,430 --> 00:23:54,533
       Hey, don't do that.      
   Step back from the vehicle.  

531
00:23:54,599 --> 00:23:56,401
            (crying)            
  - It's okay, Owen, I'm here.  

532
00:23:56,468 --> 00:23:57,402
           It's okay.           

533
00:23:57,469 --> 00:23:59,237
         - I just wanted        
       to prove I could...      

534
00:23:59,304 --> 00:24:01,139
           I'm sorry.           

535
00:24:02,541 --> 00:24:04,276
          - Owen? Owen?         

536
00:24:04,342 --> 00:24:05,777
   - What's happening to him?   

537
00:24:05,844 --> 00:24:07,212
          - He's having         
      an allergic reaction      

538
00:24:07,279 --> 00:24:09,181
  to something in your cruiser. 
     It's probably the food.    

539
00:24:09,247 --> 00:24:11,049
      Just give me a second     
       to get him stable,       

540
00:24:11,116 --> 00:24:13,485
    and then we'll... get him   
         to a hospital.         

541
00:24:13,552 --> 00:24:15,587
            (moaning)           
    We got this, right, bud?    

542
00:24:15,654 --> 00:24:17,989
       (painful groaning)       

543
00:24:20,025 --> 00:24:22,227
     Alright. Just breathe.     

544
00:24:22,294 --> 00:24:24,896
            Breathe.            
         (dry breathing)        

545
00:24:29,367 --> 00:24:31,102
  (indistinct PA announcement)  

546
00:24:39,311 --> 00:24:41,513
          (soft music)          

547
00:25:13,512 --> 00:25:16,214
    - Hey. You worked it out?   
              - Ha!             

548
00:25:16,281 --> 00:25:18,583
   She glued us back together   
      while I was sleeping.     

549
00:25:18,650 --> 00:25:21,453
  - I came in to check on him,  
        and there it was.       

550
00:25:21,520 --> 00:25:22,754
             - Why?             
          - I panicked.         

551
00:25:22,821 --> 00:25:25,323
   The thought of being alone   
        with everything.        

552
00:25:25,390 --> 00:25:29,194
      - I never said I was      
    walking out of your life.   

553
00:25:29,261 --> 00:25:31,563
  I'll still be around to help. 

554
00:25:31,630 --> 00:25:33,865
We can't unsay what's been said.

555
00:25:33,932 --> 00:25:36,468
      - Well, maybe I wish      
    I hadn't pushed so hard.    

556
00:25:37,602 --> 00:25:41,673
      - Well, maybe things      
       will be better now       
     that the truth is out.     

557
00:25:42,941 --> 00:25:47,279
    - Well, we will, uh, find   
someone to get you guys unstuck.

558
00:25:48,713 --> 00:25:50,549
           (laughing)           

559
00:25:50,615 --> 00:25:53,151
 - Uh, hey, Mags, um... I've... 

560
00:25:53,218 --> 00:25:55,420
      I've changed my mind      
       about the cottage.       

561
00:25:55,487 --> 00:25:57,556
    I think it's close enough   
        to home for you,        

562
00:25:57,622 --> 00:26:00,926
   and it's a good idea for us  
    to get away for a while.    

563
00:26:00,992 --> 00:26:03,495
       And for me to clear      
         my head. And...        

564
00:26:03,562 --> 00:26:06,531
   You know, at first, it was   
 the uncertainty, but now I'm...

565
00:26:06,598 --> 00:26:08,600
 - Really? You would let me pay?

566
00:26:08,667 --> 00:26:10,135
 - Um... when it's you offering,

567
00:26:10,201 --> 00:26:11,736
         it doesn't feel        
       like charity so...       

568
00:26:11,803 --> 00:26:14,272
    - Good. Because it isn't.   
            - I know.           

569
00:26:14,339 --> 00:26:17,943
        - And at the risk       
     of pushing it too far,     

570
00:26:18,009 --> 00:26:20,312
     what if you let me pay     
         for rent, too?         

571
00:26:20,378 --> 00:26:23,348
 Just for however long it takes 
   for you to clear your head.  

572
00:26:23,415 --> 00:26:27,385
  - Part of me wonders, what if 
  instead of looking for a job, 

573
00:26:27,452 --> 00:26:29,654
        I open a clinic.        

574
00:26:30,956 --> 00:26:33,592
    - That's... Yeah, but...    

575
00:26:33,658 --> 00:26:35,794
  Like, what kind of a clinic?  

576
00:26:35,860 --> 00:26:38,129
  - Mag, wait, are you in pain? 

577
00:26:38,196 --> 00:26:42,901
    - Uh, it's just... usual    
   discomfort is up like 20%.   

578
00:26:42,968 --> 00:26:45,437
   My BP was also low earlier.  

579
00:26:46,071 --> 00:26:49,574
 I thought maybe I'd just run it
    by Viri just to be safe.    

580
00:26:49,641 --> 00:26:51,076
    - Yeah, it's a good idea.   

581
00:26:52,277 --> 00:26:54,846
    - Would you come with me?   
          - Of course.          

582
00:26:56,481 --> 00:26:59,684
        - Owen is stable.       
   They're on their way back.   

583
00:26:59,751 --> 00:27:01,920
  He'll need a bed for tonight. 

584
00:27:03,021 --> 00:27:06,091
      - You obviously know      
  that someone else would have  
     sat on Theo's patients.    

585
00:27:06,157 --> 00:27:08,093
      Why open yourself up      
      to this kind of risk?     

586
00:27:08,159 --> 00:27:10,261
     - Oh, he made a pretty     
          strong case.          

587
00:27:10,328 --> 00:27:13,965
 And I can't help but notice you
 haven't exactly ratted us out. 

588
00:27:14,866 --> 00:27:17,168
    - Guess we're both in the   
   business of enabling Theo.   

589
00:27:17,702 --> 00:27:22,907
       - I admit to seeing      
     a bit of myself in him,    
     but what's your excuse?    

590
00:27:26,444 --> 00:27:28,413
        (sirens wailing)        

591
00:27:35,587 --> 00:27:37,355
      - Did you miss a dose     
         of tacrolimus?         

592
00:27:37,422 --> 00:27:40,392
  - No, my whole life revolves  
 around that stupid pill alarm. 

593
00:27:40,458 --> 00:27:41,893
     - She's never more than    
       a few minutes late.      

594
00:27:41,960 --> 00:27:44,229
    Even when she's on shift.   
 - Are you seeing a higher level

595
00:27:44,295 --> 00:27:45,697
   of lymphocyte infiltration?  

596
00:27:45,764 --> 00:27:47,532
 - Your white count is elevated,

597
00:27:47,599 --> 00:27:49,267
   but you're still stage one.  

598
00:27:49,334 --> 00:27:50,935
  - Okay, so I am overreacting. 

599
00:27:51,002 --> 00:27:53,772
       - Not necessarily.       
   And I trust your instincts.  

600
00:27:53,838 --> 00:27:55,874
       So I'll switch you       
      to the 12-hour tacro,     

601
00:27:55,940 --> 00:27:57,809
      and I'll add a pulse      
      of high dose steroids     

602
00:27:57,876 --> 00:27:59,110
   as a preventative measure.   

603
00:27:59,177 --> 00:28:00,178
       - Prednisone gives       
         her heartburn.         

604
00:28:00,245 --> 00:28:01,479
- Prednisone gives me heartburn.

605
00:28:01,546 --> 00:28:03,882
           (chuckles)           
     - I can tack on a PPI.     

606
00:28:03,948 --> 00:28:05,850
- Just another pill to remember.

607
00:28:05,917 --> 00:28:07,585
  - Should we discuss admission 

608
00:28:07,652 --> 00:28:10,155
      just for a day or two     
    to get us over this bump?   

609
00:28:10,221 --> 00:28:12,290
  - Not yet. If it gets worse,  
          we can talk.          

610
00:28:12,357 --> 00:28:14,893
       But I'm comfortable      
 sending you home since you both
     know what to look for.     

611
00:28:14,959 --> 00:28:16,695
       - Cough, shortness       
       of breath, chills.       

612
00:28:16,761 --> 00:28:18,463
   - Fever, swelling, ascites.  

613
00:28:18,530 --> 00:28:19,998
           - We'll do           
     a repeat echo tomorrow     

614
00:28:20,065 --> 00:28:23,068
  and another biopsy in a week  
   when the meds take effect.   

615
00:28:23,134 --> 00:28:25,804
       No work until this       
        is under control.       

616
00:28:25,870 --> 00:28:27,205
      If you feel anything      
       new or different--       

617
00:28:27,272 --> 00:28:29,307
          - We'll call.         
        - You'll come in.       

618
00:28:29,374 --> 00:28:31,710
       And they'll page me      
        and your surgeon.       

619
00:28:31,776 --> 00:28:33,678
         - Should she be        
      on her portable ECG?      

620
00:28:33,745 --> 00:28:36,614
    Because she's had trouble   
     with arrhythmia before.    

621
00:28:36,681 --> 00:28:39,117
  - That's not the worst idea.  

622
00:28:39,184 --> 00:28:41,186
      I know you hate this,     
          Mags, but...          

623
00:28:41,252 --> 00:28:43,822
 - Yeah, to go through all this 
    just to be here, it's...    

624
00:28:45,824 --> 00:28:49,461
    But it's okay, it's okay.   
     It's better to be sure.    

625
00:28:56,000 --> 00:28:57,602
      (indistinct chatter)      

626
00:28:57,669 --> 00:29:00,972
 - I'll be back in about a half 
    an hour to check on him.    

627
00:29:05,343 --> 00:29:07,078
- What are you still doing here?

628
00:29:07,145 --> 00:29:08,747
 - I should be asking you that. 

629
00:29:08,813 --> 00:29:11,149
  - Uh... I mean, I work here.  

630
00:29:11,216 --> 00:29:14,686
          - Why though?         
 All the rules, the bureaucracy.

631
00:29:14,753 --> 00:29:18,690
 You don't have any space to be 
the kind of doctor you wanna be.

632
00:29:18,757 --> 00:29:20,258
 - Yeah, and what kind is that? 

633
00:29:20,325 --> 00:29:21,860
 - You're a born family doctor. 

634
00:29:21,926 --> 00:29:24,229
     I know because so am I.    

635
00:29:24,996 --> 00:29:29,200
   Look, you should take over   
       my family practise.      

636
00:29:30,034 --> 00:29:32,504
        So I can retire.        
       - Whoa, Mac, that--      

637
00:29:32,570 --> 00:29:36,674
      - No, you were right.     
     Owen trusts you because    
       you fight for him.       

638
00:29:36,741 --> 00:29:39,144
I don't have that fight anymore.

639
00:29:39,210 --> 00:29:41,112
 I wasn't sure anyone still did.

640
00:29:41,179 --> 00:29:42,881
      - Okay, but you don't     
           understand.          

641
00:29:42,947 --> 00:29:44,616
     I turned down a family     
      practise to be here.      

642
00:29:44,682 --> 00:29:47,185
     - Well, maybe it wasn't    
       right for you then.      

643
00:29:47,252 --> 00:29:49,254
         But it is now.         

644
00:29:49,320 --> 00:29:51,489
 At least, give it some thought.

645
00:29:51,556 --> 00:29:53,758
   - Look, you barely know me.  

646
00:29:53,825 --> 00:29:56,427
        You have no idea        
      what's right for me.      

647
00:29:56,494 --> 00:29:57,996
       - Liz does though.       

648
00:29:58,062 --> 00:30:00,031
   And she feels the same way.  

649
00:30:02,600 --> 00:30:04,435
         (gentle music)         

650
00:30:08,406 --> 00:30:09,974
            (exhales)           

651
00:30:10,041 --> 00:30:12,477
  - Hey. Do you need anything?  

652
00:30:12,544 --> 00:30:13,745
              - No.             

653
00:30:14,312 --> 00:30:16,381
     I think I'm just gonna     
       go get some water.       

654
00:30:16,447 --> 00:30:18,616
   - Do you want me to do it?   
       - No, that's fine.       

655
00:30:18,683 --> 00:30:20,985
        You have an early       
         shift tomorrow.        

656
00:30:21,052 --> 00:30:24,689
 I'll just go watch something in
 Amira's room if I can't sleep. 

657
00:30:24,756 --> 00:30:26,424
             - Okay.            

658
00:30:42,640 --> 00:30:44,809
       (Facetime ringing)       

659
00:30:46,711 --> 00:30:49,747
           (in Arabic)          

660
00:31:19,244 --> 00:31:21,246
         (water pouring)        

661
00:31:21,312 --> 00:31:23,882
 (indistinct phone conversation)

662
00:31:32,857 --> 00:31:34,826
             (sighs)            

663
00:31:39,297 --> 00:31:41,132
    - It's morning in London.   

664
00:31:41,199 --> 00:31:42,800
 - Still nothing from the boss? 

665
00:31:42,867 --> 00:31:45,136
     - Not since that bloody    
         airport selfie.        

666
00:31:45,203 --> 00:31:46,738
   - Well, that's good, right?  

667
00:31:46,804 --> 00:31:49,140
  That means that she's having  
  fun and forgot all about us.  

668
00:31:49,207 --> 00:31:51,075
    - Yeah, because if Amira    
         was not okay...        

669
00:31:51,142 --> 00:31:53,645
    - My parents like to say    
that they only ever hear from me

670
00:31:53,711 --> 00:31:55,947
    when I need to complain.    
       - That's not true.       

671
00:31:56,014 --> 00:31:57,615
     You check in with them     
          all the time.         

672
00:31:57,682 --> 00:32:00,985
  I guess I should trust Amira  
  to let me know she needs me.  

673
00:32:01,619 --> 00:32:04,188
      Hey, uh, that couple      
         with the glue,         

674
00:32:04,255 --> 00:32:08,726
 do you get the sense they fell 
  apart slowly or all at once?  

675
00:32:08,793 --> 00:32:12,730
   - Well, they were incapable  
      of facing the hardest     
      truths between them.      

676
00:32:14,399 --> 00:32:18,002
 - The idea of you paying rent, 
         it bothers me.         

677
00:32:18,569 --> 00:32:20,371
            - I know.           

678
00:32:21,873 --> 00:32:24,976
 You never answered my question.
         About a clinic.        

679
00:32:25,043 --> 00:32:27,979
     - Yeah, uh, I referred     
        Eliott a patient,       

680
00:32:28,046 --> 00:32:30,982
 and he suggested I take her on.
             - Mmm.             

681
00:32:31,049 --> 00:32:35,887
 - There is an empty office I've
 walked by a hundred times so...

682
00:32:35,954 --> 00:32:39,457
   But if it doesn't work out,  
    it'd be such a huge risk,   

683
00:32:39,524 --> 00:32:43,962
 and... I don't know, I'm torn. 

684
00:32:44,028 --> 00:32:45,830
            - Bash...           
             - Mmm.             

685
00:32:45,897 --> 00:32:46,965
         - Torn is okay.        

686
00:32:47,031 --> 00:32:49,567
       (distant shouting)       

687
00:32:50,702 --> 00:32:52,870
       And like clockwork,      
     the past three nights.     

688
00:32:52,937 --> 00:32:55,073
 Three A.M. existential scream. 

689
00:32:55,139 --> 00:32:56,908
     - Yeah, if it escalates    
          to violence,          

690
00:32:56,975 --> 00:32:59,177
    I'm not going out there.    
  - Not gonna make a chest tube 

691
00:32:59,243 --> 00:33:02,413
   with a shard of broken beer  
   bottle and a plastic straw?  

692
00:33:07,085 --> 00:33:08,720
     Something's not right.     

693
00:33:08,786 --> 00:33:11,990
       - No, your readings      
         were in range.         

694
00:33:12,056 --> 00:33:14,792
       - I know, I just...      
         still feel off.        

695
00:33:22,033 --> 00:33:23,034
            (exhale)            

696
00:33:23,101 --> 00:33:24,335
             (beep)             

697
00:33:34,812 --> 00:33:37,915
      - I hear some fluids.     
              - 38.             

698
00:33:37,982 --> 00:33:40,718
         That's up there        
    considering the steroids.   

699
00:33:40,785 --> 00:33:43,087
  - You think we should go in?  

700
00:33:45,790 --> 00:33:48,226
          - Yeah, okay.         
    - I'll call an ambulance.   

701
00:33:48,292 --> 00:33:50,762
     - Can't we just drive?     

702
00:33:53,531 --> 00:33:55,500
      Okay, I'll text Viri.     

703
00:33:56,567 --> 00:33:59,137
         (phone ringing)        

704
00:34:01,172 --> 00:34:03,041
        (fluid dripping)        

705
00:34:04,976 --> 00:34:07,278
       (monitors beeping)       

706
00:34:12,950 --> 00:34:15,520
        (sirens wailing)        

707
00:34:17,789 --> 00:34:20,124
         - Might as well        
        get a head start.       

708
00:34:23,861 --> 00:34:26,464
      - Where were you even     
         stashing that?         

709
00:34:26,531 --> 00:34:27,899
        - Under the bed.        

710
00:34:27,965 --> 00:34:32,036
   Good thing you never clean   
      or sweep or tidy up.      

711
00:34:33,137 --> 00:34:35,039
       What does that say?      

712
00:34:36,240 --> 00:34:38,142
    - 60% chance of showers.    

713
00:34:43,181 --> 00:34:44,816
       (knocking on door)       

714
00:34:45,283 --> 00:34:46,851
         - They're here.        

715
00:34:49,854 --> 00:34:51,389
      (ripping velcro off)      

716
00:34:51,789 --> 00:34:53,191
          (door opens)          

717
00:34:53,658 --> 00:34:55,326
      - Good evening, sir,      
         you called 911?        

718
00:34:55,393 --> 00:34:57,695
      - Yeah. Bash, c'mon.      
          She's inside.         

719
00:34:58,963 --> 00:35:01,933
   Mags is six months post-op   
    from a heart transplant.    

720
00:35:01,999 --> 00:35:04,435
        We're just being        
      extra cautious here.      

721
00:35:04,502 --> 00:35:06,337
   (indistinct radio chatter)   

722
00:35:11,075 --> 00:35:13,010
     - Hey, Mags, I'm Lori,     
         this is Derek.         

723
00:35:13,077 --> 00:35:15,079
  Bash tells us you're a heart  
       transplant patient?      

724
00:35:15,146 --> 00:35:16,781
            - Uh-huh.           
     - Where's your team at?    

725
00:35:16,848 --> 00:35:18,116
        - Memorial CICU.        

726
00:35:18,182 --> 00:35:19,484
       - We're gonna take       
       your vitals, okay?       

727
00:35:19,550 --> 00:35:22,019
 - Rate's 165, BP is 90 over 75.

728
00:35:22,086 --> 00:35:24,322
          Temp's 38.1.          
        We're ED doctors.       

729
00:35:24,388 --> 00:35:26,524
       - Both at Memorial?      
          (both): Yes.          

730
00:35:27,592 --> 00:35:29,760
  - But we promised not to get  
    in your way or anything.    

731
00:35:29,827 --> 00:35:30,962
       - You wanna tell us      
         what happened?         

732
00:35:31,028 --> 00:35:32,964
         - I've been at         
       level one rejection      

733
00:35:33,030 --> 00:35:35,500
  for, um... a couple of weeks. 

734
00:35:35,566 --> 00:35:38,669
      But today, I've been      
        increasingly off.       

735
00:35:38,736 --> 00:35:41,539
         (clears throat)        
           Chest pain,          

736
00:35:41,606 --> 00:35:42,907
      increased heart rate.     

737
00:35:43,441 --> 00:35:46,911
     Tonight, fever, chills,    
           dizziness.           

738
00:35:46,978 --> 00:35:49,213
       - We called ahead.       
  Her team will meet us there.  

739
00:35:49,280 --> 00:35:51,115
        - Okay. We better       
        get moving then.        

740
00:35:51,182 --> 00:35:52,650
     We're gonna help you up    
        on the stretcher.       

741
00:35:52,717 --> 00:35:54,152
       - No, I can do it.       

742
00:36:06,130 --> 00:36:07,465
            (exhales)           

743
00:36:14,372 --> 00:36:16,340
        (sirens wailing)        

744
00:36:17,875 --> 00:36:19,810
        (monitor beeping)       

745
00:36:23,080 --> 00:36:25,483
        - Do you want me        
      to call your family?      

746
00:36:25,550 --> 00:36:27,585
     - I texted Cam already.    

747
00:36:28,052 --> 00:36:29,954
    My parents are in Sicily,   
            remember?           

748
00:36:30,021 --> 00:36:33,257
        - Right. Their...       
       reunification trip.      

749
00:36:33,324 --> 00:36:35,893
      - You know, they both     
       told me separately       

750
00:36:35,960 --> 00:36:38,296
          that my heart         
     got them back together.    

751
00:36:38,996 --> 00:36:41,732
  Like some bad romance novel.  
           (chuckles)           

752
00:36:41,799 --> 00:36:44,135
      (accelerated beeping)     
 - Pressure's dropped slightly. 

753
00:36:46,404 --> 00:36:48,005
             - Bash?            

754
00:36:49,874 --> 00:36:51,943
    I don't regret any of it.   

755
00:36:52,009 --> 00:36:53,144
          - Mags, stop.         

756
00:36:53,211 --> 00:36:55,913
     It doesn't go that way,    
         not that fast.         

757
00:36:55,980 --> 00:36:57,949
         - We both know         
       it sometimes does.       

758
00:36:58,015 --> 00:36:59,917
  And all I have is how I feel. 

759
00:36:59,984 --> 00:37:02,887
      - No, wait, listen--      
        - No, you listen.       

760
00:37:03,821 --> 00:37:05,456
        I believe in you.       

761
00:37:06,490 --> 00:37:08,759
         And you can do         
       whatever you want.       

762
00:37:08,826 --> 00:37:10,628
        (monitor beeping)       

763
00:37:14,365 --> 00:37:15,866
      - When we get there,      

764
00:37:15,933 --> 00:37:19,036
    they'll adjust your meds,   
        up your steroids.       

765
00:37:19,103 --> 00:37:21,305
  They know how to treat this.  

766
00:37:31,449 --> 00:37:33,251
        (sirens wailing)        

767
00:37:39,290 --> 00:37:41,859
    We'll start prophylactic    
         antimicrobials.        

768
00:37:41,926 --> 00:37:44,161
 If we don't see results in the 
  next hour, we'll recalibrate. 

769
00:37:44,228 --> 00:37:46,897
  - Yeah, when we went to bed,  
     she was tired but fine,    

770
00:37:46,964 --> 00:37:48,899
       and then, when her       
        fever started...        

771
00:37:48,966 --> 00:37:50,501
  - It's possible she picked up 
          an infection          

772
00:37:50,568 --> 00:37:52,403
   that's exacerbating things.  

773
00:37:52,470 --> 00:37:53,804
      - I should never have     
        let her go home.        

774
00:37:53,871 --> 00:37:55,573
           - Bashir...          
     - Would you guys either    

775
00:37:55,640 --> 00:37:57,475
  come in here or talk louder?  

776
00:37:58,442 --> 00:38:01,145
  - I was about to tell Bashir  
 that the twenty minutes it took

777
00:38:01,212 --> 00:38:03,547
    to get here wouldn't have   
    changed where we are now.   

778
00:38:04,482 --> 00:38:05,916
       - What's the plan?       

779
00:38:05,983 --> 00:38:07,918
          - Your lungs          
    are struggling a little.    

780
00:38:07,985 --> 00:38:10,321
   - I know. My SATS are crap.  

781
00:38:10,388 --> 00:38:13,157
      - One option is CICU      
          and intubate          

782
00:38:13,224 --> 00:38:14,925
 to mitigate the risk of sepsis.

783
00:38:14,992 --> 00:38:16,560
     - It would take stress     
          off the lungs         

784
00:38:16,627 --> 00:38:18,763
and help the meds do their work.

785
00:38:18,829 --> 00:38:20,698
      - Are you suggesting      
         to do that now?        

786
00:38:20,765 --> 00:38:21,799
        - Not concretely.       

787
00:38:21,866 --> 00:38:23,601
 Waiting to see how you respond 

788
00:38:23,668 --> 00:38:26,337
         to the infusion        
       is another option.       

789
00:38:35,346 --> 00:38:37,682
     - Intubation and CICU.     

790
00:38:38,349 --> 00:38:39,583
            I mean...           

791
00:38:40,051 --> 00:38:44,622
        I don't want to,        
   but I feel like I need to.   

792
00:38:44,689 --> 00:38:46,991
         - Then I'll get        
      the wheels in motion.     

793
00:38:49,193 --> 00:38:50,661
          - Thank you.          

794
00:38:56,033 --> 00:39:01,238
   Do you want another blanket  
 or some ice chips or anything? 

795
00:39:04,175 --> 00:39:07,778
 - If they're gonna intubate me,
  I need to tell you something. 

796
00:39:07,845 --> 00:39:09,380
             - Okay.            

797
00:39:10,481 --> 00:39:12,983
      - I really hated you      
     the first night we met.    

798
00:39:13,050 --> 00:39:14,585
           (chuckling)          

799
00:39:14,652 --> 00:39:18,222
      You were so confident     
       in your instincts.       

800
00:39:19,190 --> 00:39:20,925
         I was jealous.         

801
00:39:21,559 --> 00:39:24,261
       I had never trusted      
        myself like that.       

802
00:39:24,328 --> 00:39:26,597
      - You do now, though.     

803
00:39:30,368 --> 00:39:32,203
        I'll talk to work       
  and make sure all your shifts 

804
00:39:32,269 --> 00:39:34,071
         are covered for        
    the next couple of weeks.   

805
00:39:35,106 --> 00:39:36,907
     - I think it's gonna be    
        longer than that.       

806
00:39:36,974 --> 00:39:39,577
      - Let's just take it      
          as it comes.          

807
00:39:39,643 --> 00:39:40,978
              Hmm?              

808
00:39:49,920 --> 00:39:52,123
              - Hi.             
              - Hi.             

809
00:39:52,623 --> 00:39:56,093
          - I'm scared.         
       - I know. I'm here.      

810
00:39:57,995 --> 00:40:00,998
    Your SATS just ticked up.   
 It's probably the meds working.

811
00:40:01,065 --> 00:40:02,700
             - Good.            

812
00:40:03,667 --> 00:40:05,669
 - You know, if you're not sure 
      about the intubation,     

813
00:40:05,736 --> 00:40:07,905
wait and see is still an option.

814
00:40:07,972 --> 00:40:10,741
           - I'm sure.          
             - Okay.            

815
00:40:20,351 --> 00:40:23,587
       - Would it be weird      
  if Cam slept in Amira's room  

816
00:40:23,654 --> 00:40:25,322
     for a couple of nights?    

817
00:40:26,323 --> 00:40:28,759
       If she wants to...       
      come and be helpful,      

818
00:40:28,826 --> 00:40:30,661
      and I don't want you      
         being my nurse?        

819
00:40:31,061 --> 00:40:33,164
       - No, that's fine.       

820
00:40:35,933 --> 00:40:38,202
    You can rest if you want.   

821
00:40:38,269 --> 00:40:39,770
          I've got you.         

822
00:40:44,675 --> 00:40:45,976
            (moaning)           

823
00:40:46,944 --> 00:40:47,978
          - What is it?         

824
00:40:48,045 --> 00:40:49,847
    (monitor beeping rapidly)   
         - I don't know.        

825
00:40:50,448 --> 00:40:52,783
       - She's in V-tach.       
  - Um, do you have lidocaine?  

826
00:40:52,850 --> 00:40:54,718
         - Yeah. On it.         

827
00:40:54,785 --> 00:40:55,953
             - Mags?            

828
00:40:56,587 --> 00:40:59,256
    We're almost there, Mags.   
   They're going to help you.   

829
00:40:59,323 --> 00:41:01,358
           Mags! Mags?          

830
00:41:01,425 --> 00:41:03,861
        - What happened?        
  - V-tach. It came on quickly. 

831
00:41:03,928 --> 00:41:06,263
        - Get her into B,       
      attach pads, call RT.     

832
00:41:06,330 --> 00:41:07,565
            - On it.            

833
00:41:12,002 --> 00:41:14,038
     (high-pitched ringing)     

834
00:41:16,073 --> 00:41:17,575
        (muffled beeping)       

835
00:41:23,214 --> 00:41:26,150
    - Charge. Everyone clear.   

836
00:41:26,650 --> 00:41:27,785
             (thump)            

837
00:41:27,852 --> 00:41:30,087
    - No change. 26 minutes.    

838
00:41:32,923 --> 00:41:34,558
        - Again. Charge.        

839
00:41:35,526 --> 00:41:37,728
             Clear.             
             (thump)            

840
00:41:38,195 --> 00:41:39,663
          - No change.          

841
00:41:40,064 --> 00:41:41,832
        - Again. Charge.        

842
00:41:42,399 --> 00:41:44,702
             Clear.             
             (thump)            

843
00:41:45,503 --> 00:41:47,204
       - Stop contracting.      

844
00:42:01,585 --> 00:42:05,256
     - Wait, uh... Why isn't    
     anyone doing anything?     

845
00:42:05,856 --> 00:42:07,558
     - I'm so sorry, Bashir.    

846
00:42:08,492 --> 00:42:10,294
      - Why? What happened?     

847
00:42:11,061 --> 00:42:13,397
        - The arrhythmia        
       stopped her heart.       

848
00:42:13,464 --> 00:42:15,766
       We shocked and did       
       many rounds of CPR,      

849
00:42:15,833 --> 00:42:18,903
 but despite all of our efforts,
   we were unable to save her.  

850
00:42:21,972 --> 00:42:23,674
           (sad music)          

851
00:42:23,741 --> 00:42:26,176
 - Are you telling me she died? 

852
00:42:26,243 --> 00:42:28,078
   - I'll give you some time.   

853
00:42:29,647 --> 00:42:31,815
              (♪♪)              

854
00:42:44,395 --> 00:42:46,997
        (dramatic music)        

855
00:43:20,864 --> 00:43:24,001
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