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When I was your age, I had to spend
the night in a hospital too.
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Lots of times, actually.
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(MEL): It's difficult when you
come home for such a short time.
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I know it's hard. But we're here now.
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You should make the most of it.
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(INDISTINCT CHATTERING)
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I can't accept this.
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It's a gift for Eid, tradition.
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Okay? How's the place?
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It's fine.
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I don't have much
privacy, but it's a bed.
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You haven't heard from
the police again I hope?
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No. You?
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Nothing.
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Hopefully they've forgotten me now.
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And what about work? Have
you been able to find any?
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I did. I did.
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English, Amira.
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If he needs money,
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maybe he needs food?
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Amira, you know I'm working, huh?
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What's the story they told?
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So many people came for Mama's Maqlubeh
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that we finished it all?
Baba had to bring more lamb?
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You remember that? You were so young.
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We should be celebrating.
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What? We went to prayers.
I got you new clothes.
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I wish they were still here.
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I know.
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(HIGH-PITCHED RINGING)
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(SOUNDS MUFFLED)
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(RINGING STOPS)
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I want to come to the hospital with you.
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- Amira.
- It's Saturday.
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I will be quiet. I won't move.
I'll do my homework.
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I have a lot of homework, Bash.
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Amira, it's not the kind of place
people go for no reason, okay?
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I have a reason. I want
to be with you today.
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Okay.
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(INDISTINCT CHATTERING)
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Hello, Dr. Leblanc.
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Force of habit. I'm sorry.
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I know I've missed a few appointments.
I know.
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All you're supposed to do
is see me twice a year.
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Yeah, I know.
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You're avoiding me, Magalie.
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No, I'm... I'm busy.
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Your rhythm's normal now,
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but there was a flag on
your remote monitoring.
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- Arrhythmia?
- Mm.
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- More than one flag?
- Three. You didn't feel them?
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We replace a pacemaker every six years.
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I've had this one almost that long.
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It's probably just a glitch.
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Humour me. How've you been feeling?
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Totally at odds with whatever
report that thing sent you.
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I'm fine. If there was anything wrong,
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I'd be feeling dizziness,
shortness of breath, chest pain.
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Yeah, yeah, you're a doctor, I get it.
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I'd still like to do a
stress test to be sure.
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Half an hour. That's all I need.
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I've got to go to work. Next week?
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What do I have to do here, Mags?
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Get Bishop to make you
my cardiology fellow?
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I'll be back, I promise.
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(SIGHING)
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(ELEVATOR BEEPS)
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Do you ever not start early?
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Oh! Ah! You need to tell me if you see
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the girl with snakes in her veins.
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Hey Charlie. Did you come
for a needle exchange?
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He was polling all of triage,
asking about snakes.
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Scared a couple people so they
said to put him in Exam 4.
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Okay. I'll get a nurse to start fluids.
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He seems a bit off his baseline.
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Good morning, Dr. Curtis.
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Lou? Are you two a thing?
Like a secret work thing?
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Please learn boundaries.
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Fast start today, we
have a GSW coming in,
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33-year-old male, ETA 8 minutes.
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I need blood. I need bodies.
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There's a found down on the way in too.
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Dr. Hamed takes the found down. Dr.
Curtis, Dr. Leblanc with the GSW.
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Any info on the patient?
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Elderly woman in cardiac arrest.
That's all I've got.
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Oh and good news. I'll
be your attending today.
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What? It was a scheduling mess up.
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Meaning you went in and messed it up?
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Lena Joseph, 85 years old,
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VF arrest. Mailman saw her
in the living room floor and
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broke through the front window.
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She's obviously been down for
some time, she looks dehydrated.
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12 minutes CPR. Defib'd
twice and two doses of epi.
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No pulse. She's still in VFIB.
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Okay, charging the defibrillator, 200J,
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unsynchronized. Everybody clear.
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(COMPUTERIZED VOICE): Shock advised.
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Start compressions right away.
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Do we know how long she was lying
here before anybody found her?
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Could've been days. The
mailman said she lives alone.
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There's a daughter, but
she wasn't around.
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Two minutes of CPR and
then a pulse check.
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Will Marsh, BP 80 over
60, heart rate 110.
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They were held up at
gunpoint outside a bank.
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Will pushed me out of the way.
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I was handing over my purse
and the guy shot anyway!
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Okay, stay here, alright?
Stay right here.
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- One, two, three.
- (MAN GROANING)
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Will, can you feel your arms and legs?
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What do we have?
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Single penetrating bullet
wound to the abdomen.
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Husband and wife report
hearing one shot fired.
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Has he been persistently hypotensive?
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80's four over 62.
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Let's log roll him to
check for other wounds.
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On three. One, two, three.
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- (GROANING)
- Stop! Please
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(MAGS): Will, let me
know where it hurts!
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(MEDICAL MACHINES BEEPING)
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- No exit wound.
- One, two, three.
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The bullet is still inside, sir.
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What does the bullet rule say, Dr.
Leblanc?
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The bullet wound seen on imaging
should always be an even number.
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LOC decreasing. Get him
some blood and TXA.
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- FAST positive.
- Let's get an AP,
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abdomen and chest,
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see if we can find the
bullet or fragments.
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Let's roll him, on three.
One, two, three.
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One, two, three.
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Give me a sec.
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Will?
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Ma'am, you can't be in here right now.
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Lucy, Will's a fighter! Okay?
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We need to figure out the path
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the bullet took when it
went through his body
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Dr. Bishop? Looks like the bullet
is lodged against his pancreas.
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The best thing you can do for
Will is to give us space to work.
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I'll come and explain everything after.
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Find out how long OR needs
for an emergency lap.
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On it.
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While you're filling the wife in,
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- get a full medical history.
- Copy.
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Recharging defib.
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Stop compressions. Everybody clear.
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(COMPUTERIZED VOICE): Shock advised.
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(MACHINES BEEPING STEADILY)
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Okay, I've got a pulse.
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She's waking up!
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Mrs. Joseph?
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It's good to have you back with us.
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This isn't right.
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It's okay. You were
under cardiac arrest,
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but we were able to revive you.
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You were supposed to let me die.
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(SOFT MUSIC)
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(LIGHT MUSIC)
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- Synced and corrected by martythecrazy -
- www.addic7ed.com -
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- Well, that's a new one.
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Charlie's in the vents? Going where?
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Pharmacy, maybe.
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He's out of luck, all the
narcotics are locked up.
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Should I call the cops, Dr. Bishop?
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Or the fire department?
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Not much point until we can find him.
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We've known Charlie for years.
He's harmless.
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Best to try and coax him down
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before we have to take
more drastic action.
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I connected with Lena
Joseph's daughter, Erin.
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She's on her way.
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How did she react?
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Like she found out her
mother almost died.
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Not sure there's a standard response.
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I don't know how you'd be
able to forgive yourself
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for something like that.
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We don't know the whole story.
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Well, we know she wasn't there,
and her mother was alone.
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I've learned to not let what
happens here affect me personally.
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Or maybe it's what makes
you a good doctor.
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Miles, this is Doctor Hunter.
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You can call me Theo.
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What seems to be the problem, pal?
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Persistent erection.
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That can happen.
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You here by yourself?
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He didn't wanna give
us his mom's number.
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Okay.
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How long it's been going on?
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Could you give us a minute? Thank you.
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Four hours.
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It hurts.
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Okay, Miles, you're going
to be fine, but...
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four hours is a long time. You
wanna tell me what's going on?
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I was supposed to meet
this girl after school.
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So you took something.
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I found some of my dad's old pills.
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And that's why you didn't
want us to call your mom.
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She'd freak! We don't talk
about this kind of stuff.
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It might resolve with ice
and pseudoephedrine.
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If plan A works, we don't
have to call your mom.
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What's plan B?
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Let's cross that bridge
if we come to it. Okay?
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(MACHINES BEEPING)
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(SOFT MUSIC)
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Are you my mother's doctor?
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- Yes. Bashir Hamed.
- Hi.
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They said that you were out of town?
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At a month-long training
program for work.
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But I drove straight back
here as soon as they called.
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I saw her just before I left.
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How could I have missed
her being so ill?
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She was extremely dehydrated
when she was brought in.
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Malnourished.
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She hadn't had any food
or water for days.
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I stocked her fridge.
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I even tried to set her
up with a meal program.
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Has she been...
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forgetful? Or...
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I don't think so. Why?
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It's possible that she stopped
eating and drinking...
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on purpose.
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No. My mother would never do that.
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(SOFT PIANO MUSIC)
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- Lucy?
- Hmm?
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Will's being prepped for an emergency
surgery to remove the bullet.
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00:11:05,306 --> 00:11:08,183
But you said it's been
lodged in his abdomen?
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Yes. Which caused significant bleeding.
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Surgeons will be able to
tell us if there's damage
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to his organs once they take it out.
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Do you want to sit down? Please.
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Um...
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The guy, he smelled like cigarettes.
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And at first, I thought he was
just waiting to use the machine.
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I just wanted to stop for cash.
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And if I didn't, none of
this would be happening.
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Police told us they
arrested the shooter.
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Now he asked if I was doing okay.
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He's lying there...
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Bleeding...
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and he's asking if I'm okay?
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You found yourself a good one.
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I don't deserve him.
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I'm sure that's not true.
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00:12:00,729 --> 00:12:02,515
But Will needs you now.
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I'd like to ask you a few questions
about his medical history.
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It'll help us treat him.
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Let's start with medication.
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Is he taking anything regularly?
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Mom? Your doctor thinks
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that you may have stopped
eating on purpose?
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I told him there's no
way that could be true.
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But are you not feeling well?
Have you lost your appetite?
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I didn't want you to
have to deal with this.
253
00:12:33,282 --> 00:12:36,048
(SOFT PIANO MUSIC)
254
00:12:37,657 --> 00:12:39,968
Are you saying he's right?
255
00:12:42,212 --> 00:12:44,807
I'm so sorry, honey.
256
00:12:46,652 --> 00:12:51,106
The cleaner was coming Monday.
He was going to find me.
257
00:12:51,446 --> 00:12:54,149
- You tried to die?
- More like...
258
00:12:54,871 --> 00:12:57,320
I stopped trying to live.
259
00:12:57,972 --> 00:13:01,199
Food. Water.
260
00:13:01,344 --> 00:13:02,783
My pills.
261
00:13:03,355 --> 00:13:05,661
I had it all planned out
262
00:13:06,054 --> 00:13:07,872
I don't understand Why.
263
00:13:08,057 --> 00:13:09,691
Why would you do this?
264
00:13:09,716 --> 00:13:11,834
I'm old, Erin.
265
00:13:12,044 --> 00:13:14,045
Everything hurts.
266
00:13:14,417 --> 00:13:17,298
I wanted to control this.
267
00:13:17,766 --> 00:13:19,988
Go on my terms.
268
00:13:20,178 --> 00:13:21,779
While I still could.
269
00:13:22,017 --> 00:13:25,556
How could you be thinking
like this and not tell me?
270
00:13:25,767 --> 00:13:27,808
Please, honey.
271
00:13:28,078 --> 00:13:30,143
Try to understand.
272
00:13:31,823 --> 00:13:35,023
You know how awful it was when Dad went.
273
00:13:35,091 --> 00:13:38,160
So I'm just supposed to be
okay with losing you too?
274
00:13:41,808 --> 00:13:43,293
No. I can't hear this.
275
00:13:43,513 --> 00:13:46,076
I can't hear this right now.
276
00:13:54,305 --> 00:13:56,215
She taught high school physics.
277
00:13:56,577 --> 00:13:59,966
She always pushed me to
be rational, ordered,
278
00:14:00,183 --> 00:14:01,634
even as a kid.
279
00:14:04,093 --> 00:14:06,513
I've never heard her sound like that.
280
00:14:06,538 --> 00:14:09,100
Are you sure she hasn't been
struggling with depression?
281
00:14:09,221 --> 00:14:11,140
It's been tough since Dad passed,
282
00:14:11,165 --> 00:14:13,088
but that's been two years now.
283
00:14:13,431 --> 00:14:15,357
I thought she was fine.
284
00:14:17,195 --> 00:14:18,878
That is not her.
285
00:14:18,903 --> 00:14:23,006
At her age, there could be some
underlying neurological condition.
286
00:14:23,238 --> 00:14:26,206
I'd like to send her to get a
CT scan and cognitive testing.
287
00:14:26,231 --> 00:14:29,689
Something like dementia can cause
extreme personality changes.
288
00:14:29,714 --> 00:14:31,215
Yes. Please.
289
00:14:31,240 --> 00:14:33,249
Please do everything you can.
290
00:14:33,621 --> 00:14:36,237
- I will.
- Thank you.
291
00:14:42,759 --> 00:14:44,291
Anything?
292
00:14:45,878 --> 00:14:47,572
Should I try more...
293
00:14:47,597 --> 00:14:51,111
I think we're beyond manual labour.
Time for plan B.
294
00:14:51,136 --> 00:14:53,103
You never said what that was.
295
00:14:53,231 --> 00:14:55,854
We drain it with a needle. Don't worry.
296
00:14:55,896 --> 00:14:58,316
It sounds worse than it is.
We use freezing.
297
00:14:58,953 --> 00:15:01,228
Ugh, can we wait a little longer?
298
00:15:01,253 --> 00:15:04,447
I think if you call my mom, she's
definitely gonna call my dad.
299
00:15:06,317 --> 00:15:08,658
He moved to San Francisco
after they split.
300
00:15:09,030 --> 00:15:11,151
Well, I don't live in the
same city as my kids,
301
00:15:11,176 --> 00:15:14,345
and I'd still want to know
what's going on with them.
302
00:15:14,370 --> 00:15:16,127
Do you visit them?
303
00:15:16,503 --> 00:15:17,910
Mine doesn't.
304
00:15:18,515 --> 00:15:19,882
And now...
305
00:15:20,301 --> 00:15:23,548
my mom's gonna blame him
because they were his pills.
306
00:15:23,989 --> 00:15:27,761
Which is only gonna give him
more reason not to visit.
307
00:15:29,847 --> 00:15:31,432
Okay.
308
00:15:31,698 --> 00:15:33,600
We can give it a bit longer.
309
00:15:34,096 --> 00:15:36,603
(INDISTINCT RADIO CHATTER)
310
00:15:43,186 --> 00:15:44,736
Hey.
311
00:15:49,398 --> 00:15:51,076
Are you avoiding me?
312
00:15:52,845 --> 00:15:56,040
First we can't be seen together,
and now I can't smile at you?
313
00:15:57,466 --> 00:16:01,419
Look. When I see you, I smile.
I can't help it.
314
00:16:01,444 --> 00:16:04,714
I just don't want everyone knowing
our business. Okay? So...
315
00:16:06,232 --> 00:16:09,047
Or is it that you're embarrassed
to be dating the help?
316
00:16:09,072 --> 00:16:11,086
Would you stop talking
about yourself like that?
317
00:16:11,211 --> 00:16:13,343
If that's not the problem, then what is?
318
00:16:13,368 --> 00:16:15,393
You really wanna do this now?
319
00:16:16,849 --> 00:16:19,145
Maybe we shouldn't do it at all.
320
00:16:24,693 --> 00:16:26,294
Is that the CT on your found down?
321
00:16:26,473 --> 00:16:28,880
Mrs. Joseph. Radiology
reported it's clear.
322
00:16:28,905 --> 00:16:30,622
Next step is to order a psych eval.
323
00:16:30,776 --> 00:16:32,966
You know you're going to
need my sign-off for that.
324
00:16:32,991 --> 00:16:35,927
She has chronic kidney disease,
but good support from family
325
00:16:35,952 --> 00:16:37,420
and no other physical issues.
326
00:16:37,445 --> 00:16:39,207
I want to know why she
tried to kill herself.
327
00:16:40,292 --> 00:16:43,880
Well, she's 85. She's ill.
328
00:16:44,365 --> 00:16:46,716
There's a possibility
she may just be ready.
329
00:16:46,827 --> 00:16:50,075
She'll need dialysis in the next
year, but she's far from terminal.
330
00:16:50,100 --> 00:16:51,380
We're all terminal.
331
00:16:51,405 --> 00:16:53,591
It's just a case of when
we figure that out.
332
00:16:53,616 --> 00:16:55,286
We owe it to her to be sure.
333
00:16:55,927 --> 00:16:57,802
You know, we do have a policy.
334
00:16:57,827 --> 00:17:00,318
If a case bumps against
a doctor's belief
335
00:17:00,343 --> 00:17:02,239
system, -he's allowed to hand it off.
336
00:17:02,264 --> 00:17:04,436
This has nothing to do
with my belief system.
337
00:17:04,461 --> 00:17:07,848
It's about making sure that I'm
everything that I can for Mrs. Joseph.
338
00:17:07,873 --> 00:17:10,559
And for her daughter, who isn't
ready to lose her mother.
339
00:17:11,095 --> 00:17:13,396
Okay, see what psych has to say.
340
00:17:13,421 --> 00:17:14,684
Thank you.
341
00:17:15,113 --> 00:17:18,239
The kid's been in the room for
three hours. I need the bed.
342
00:17:18,264 --> 00:17:19,458
Give him a little longer.
343
00:17:19,483 --> 00:17:21,849
I think you should put him out
of his misery and drain it.
344
00:17:21,874 --> 00:17:24,153
Well, thanks for your opinion.
I'll let you know what I decide.
345
00:17:24,178 --> 00:17:26,685
Is this your priapism? The
kid's afraid of a needle?
346
00:17:26,710 --> 00:17:29,245
I think he's more afraid to
tell his mom he's having sex.
347
00:17:29,653 --> 00:17:32,036
Well, you know we do have a policy.
348
00:17:32,061 --> 00:17:34,323
If a case bumps against a
doctor's belief system,
349
00:17:34,333 --> 00:17:36,388
he is allowed to hand it off.
350
00:17:36,413 --> 00:17:38,356
I'm just trying to be his ally.
351
00:17:38,381 --> 00:17:41,317
A minor can make a consent for himself,
352
00:17:41,342 --> 00:17:42,599
as long as you're confident
353
00:17:42,624 --> 00:17:44,582
that he understands the
weight of the decision.
354
00:17:44,607 --> 00:17:48,068
Either way, Claire's right.
What goes up must come down.
355
00:17:52,840 --> 00:17:54,692
Glad I'm not a teenager these days.
356
00:17:54,717 --> 00:17:57,161
Glad I never had to raise any.
357
00:17:57,375 --> 00:17:59,509
Speaking of, how's yours?
358
00:17:59,534 --> 00:18:01,149
Barely talking to me, as usual.
359
00:18:01,174 --> 00:18:04,042
Oh. Guess it's your move then.
360
00:18:07,613 --> 00:18:09,632
I haven't noticed you fasting.
361
00:18:09,715 --> 00:18:12,083
It isn't Ramadan.
That's a different Eid.
362
00:18:12,128 --> 00:18:14,332
Oh... Hey, mind if I ask you a question?
363
00:18:14,357 --> 00:18:15,371
Mm-hmm.
364
00:18:15,396 --> 00:18:17,068
So there's Christmas
and Easter Christians,
365
00:18:17,093 --> 00:18:19,739
there's Sunday Christians, there's
every day, all day Christians.
366
00:18:19,764 --> 00:18:22,356
Is it kind the same thing with Muslims?
367
00:18:22,381 --> 00:18:25,147
- It's complicated.
- But you pray every day?
368
00:18:28,213 --> 00:18:30,590
Some days, I pray five times a day.
369
00:18:30,615 --> 00:18:32,946
And some days, I don't pray at all.
370
00:18:33,240 --> 00:18:35,282
(SOFT MUSIC)
371
00:18:36,010 --> 00:18:39,203
(INDISTINCT CHATTERING)
372
00:18:51,151 --> 00:18:52,869
I thought you weren't working today.
373
00:18:52,894 --> 00:18:54,861
Weren't you supposed to go home?
374
00:18:54,933 --> 00:18:56,822
Yeah. I picked up a shift.
375
00:18:56,984 --> 00:19:00,454
Melissa thinks it's hard on the girls
when I'm in and out so quickly.
376
00:19:00,479 --> 00:19:02,002
You know, we decided
377
00:19:02,425 --> 00:19:05,021
I should only go back when I
can stay for a longer time.
378
00:19:06,159 --> 00:19:07,753
That can't be easy.
379
00:19:09,284 --> 00:19:10,860
It's for the best.
380
00:19:12,130 --> 00:19:13,696
I can focus on my work.
381
00:19:16,339 --> 00:19:18,492
(MEDICAL MACHINES BEEPING)
382
00:19:19,389 --> 00:19:20,953
Will?
383
00:19:21,455 --> 00:19:24,595
Will! Hey! You're awake!
384
00:19:24,893 --> 00:19:26,684
Oh, thank God!
385
00:19:27,996 --> 00:19:30,268
About earlier I... I don't...
386
00:19:30,293 --> 00:19:33,506
Don't say anything.
387
00:19:36,146 --> 00:19:38,012
Just don't go.
388
00:19:38,651 --> 00:19:40,346
I won't.
389
00:19:42,148 --> 00:19:46,311
Will. I love you.
390
00:19:47,875 --> 00:19:49,230
Will?
391
00:19:49,255 --> 00:19:50,858
Will?
392
00:19:51,942 --> 00:19:53,576
Will, hey! Help!
393
00:19:53,601 --> 00:19:55,321
Help, help, help!
394
00:19:55,346 --> 00:19:57,113
I need help in here!
395
00:19:57,879 --> 00:20:00,509
Pressure's tanking. What happened?
Is he seizing?
396
00:20:00,534 --> 00:20:02,330
He was awake for one
second then he wasn't.
397
00:20:02,355 --> 00:20:03,814
Ma'am, I need you to step back.
398
00:20:03,839 --> 00:20:05,283
Looks more like decorticate posturing.
399
00:20:05,308 --> 00:20:06,384
Intracranial hemorrhaging?
400
00:20:06,409 --> 00:20:08,775
We checked his whole body, there
was no sign of head trauma.
401
00:20:08,800 --> 00:20:11,235
We need to intubate, get him to CT.
Repeat his blood work.
402
00:20:11,260 --> 00:20:12,971
- Prep 30 etomidate, 100 sux.
- Got it.
403
00:20:12,996 --> 00:20:14,260
His INR levels were elevated but
404
00:20:14,285 --> 00:20:16,244
within range for a trauma
patient with coagulopathy.
405
00:20:16,269 --> 00:20:18,009
What are you thinking, blood thinners?
406
00:20:18,034 --> 00:20:19,330
Well, if he's on them, he's gonna bleed.
407
00:20:19,355 --> 00:20:21,783
Even the slightest bump to his
head could trigger a hemorrhage.
408
00:20:21,808 --> 00:20:24,198
Lucy, you said that Will wasn't
taking any medication. Are you sure?
409
00:20:24,223 --> 00:20:26,040
But if there's any chance he
was taking blood thinners,
410
00:20:26,065 --> 00:20:27,103
we need to know now.
411
00:20:27,128 --> 00:20:30,522
We... We haven't been
together for five months.
412
00:20:31,090 --> 00:20:32,627
I left him.
413
00:20:35,812 --> 00:20:38,790
I'm not going to admit
Lena Joseph to psychiatry.
414
00:20:38,815 --> 00:20:41,417
She wants to die, that
means she's depressed.
415
00:20:41,658 --> 00:20:43,759
Not in the way I choose
to treat clinically.
416
00:20:43,795 --> 00:20:45,174
Is this about her age?
417
00:20:45,199 --> 00:20:47,518
Would you say the same
thing if she was 20?
418
00:20:47,543 --> 00:20:49,556
Maybe not. But that's my point.
419
00:20:49,581 --> 00:20:52,705
You see, most of what we do here
is artificially prolonging life.
420
00:20:52,730 --> 00:20:55,650
Resuscitation,
catheterization, surgery...
421
00:20:55,675 --> 00:20:58,883
She's wrestling with this because
she's in her 80s and ill.
422
00:20:58,908 --> 00:21:00,322
It would be a mistake to apply
423
00:21:00,347 --> 00:21:03,415
a black and white stance to
a more nuanced situation.
424
00:21:03,440 --> 00:21:05,603
I don't consider wanting to
help her taking a stance,
425
00:21:05,628 --> 00:21:07,571
I consider it my responsibility, doctor.
426
00:21:07,620 --> 00:21:11,146
Wanting to control the way
we go out isn't uncommon.
427
00:21:11,713 --> 00:21:13,712
Look, as her primary physician,
428
00:21:13,737 --> 00:21:16,228
you can keep her in a
72-hour psych hold,
429
00:21:16,253 --> 00:21:17,728
but if it was just up to me?
430
00:21:17,753 --> 00:21:20,244
I'd cut her loose as soon as
she's physically ready to go.
431
00:21:20,269 --> 00:21:22,096
Well, then I'm glad it isn't up to you.
432
00:21:22,121 --> 00:21:26,157
You're the doctor from Syria? Yeah?
433
00:21:26,328 --> 00:21:28,563
I treat a lot of patients
who come from war zones.
434
00:21:28,588 --> 00:21:31,022
We just met, so this is not a judgment,
435
00:21:31,047 --> 00:21:33,009
but if you ever need to talk to someone,
436
00:21:33,081 --> 00:21:34,557
feel free to reach out.
437
00:21:48,728 --> 00:21:51,830
Don't you have a fancy coffee
machine in your office?
438
00:21:51,853 --> 00:21:53,517
Well, I'm a man of the people, Claire.
439
00:21:53,542 --> 00:21:55,658
Of course, and by that you
mean another egomaniac
440
00:21:55,683 --> 00:21:57,048
doctor who knows everything?
441
00:21:57,073 --> 00:21:58,962
- Well, yeah.
- (CLAIRE CHUCKLES)
442
00:21:58,987 --> 00:22:01,150
But if you're still holding a
grudge against Dr. Hunter,
443
00:22:01,175 --> 00:22:03,907
- then you shouldn't because he's...
- A good guy?
444
00:22:03,932 --> 00:22:06,064
(SIGHING) Do you want me to talk to him?
445
00:22:06,089 --> 00:22:07,970
Uh, no. No, it wasn't a big deal.
446
00:22:07,995 --> 00:22:09,854
And you know I can fight my own battles.
447
00:22:09,879 --> 00:22:12,041
Of that, I am well aware.
448
00:22:13,313 --> 00:22:14,939
Is that it? You just came to tell me
449
00:22:14,964 --> 00:22:16,915
all the different ways in
which I disappoint you?
450
00:22:16,940 --> 00:22:19,166
And that I changed my mind.
451
00:22:19,191 --> 00:22:20,463
About Theo?
452
00:22:20,488 --> 00:22:21,855
About dinner.
453
00:22:22,620 --> 00:22:24,845
You asked me the other day.
454
00:22:25,220 --> 00:22:26,430
Tonight?
455
00:22:26,680 --> 00:22:29,298
Tomorrow. And I'm buying.
456
00:22:29,418 --> 00:22:31,330
I just got an offer on the house.
457
00:22:31,756 --> 00:22:33,520
You're selling your mother's house?
458
00:22:34,211 --> 00:22:35,511
You love that house.
459
00:22:35,536 --> 00:22:38,775
Well, I've been letting go
of a few things lately.
460
00:22:40,481 --> 00:22:43,613
Well, I'll book us a table.
Somewhere expensive.
461
00:22:45,758 --> 00:22:48,670
Right now, we're balancing
two opposing problems.
462
00:22:48,695 --> 00:22:50,763
Will's abdominal injury from the bullet,
463
00:22:50,788 --> 00:22:53,703
and the brain bleed, which is what
caused him to lose consciousness.
464
00:22:53,728 --> 00:22:55,259
Can you fix them?
465
00:22:55,284 --> 00:22:56,712
Individually, yes.
466
00:22:56,737 --> 00:23:00,029
But they both require
equally emergent surgeries.
467
00:23:00,811 --> 00:23:02,116
There are risks either way,
468
00:23:02,141 --> 00:23:05,280
but the surgeons will want you
to weigh in on who goes first.
469
00:23:05,349 --> 00:23:07,017
They want me to decide?
470
00:23:07,295 --> 00:23:08,998
Well, even if you're separated,
471
00:23:09,023 --> 00:23:11,756
while legally married, you're
still his next of kin.
472
00:23:11,781 --> 00:23:13,152
But you said he was stable.
473
00:23:13,177 --> 00:23:15,436
Blood thinners make your
blood less likely to clot.
474
00:23:15,647 --> 00:23:18,607
Which makes you more susceptible
to internal bleeds.
475
00:23:19,240 --> 00:23:21,843
- There are precautions, but...
- But you didn't know.
476
00:23:22,673 --> 00:23:24,107
Will's had a tough year.
477
00:23:24,464 --> 00:23:29,368
(CRYING) His father had all
these heart problems and um...
478
00:23:30,311 --> 00:23:32,077
I cheated on him.
479
00:23:32,304 --> 00:23:34,580
We met up today, and he...
480
00:23:35,223 --> 00:23:37,083
said he forgave me.
481
00:23:38,464 --> 00:23:40,378
That he still loved me.
482
00:23:41,963 --> 00:23:43,715
But I didn't say it back.
483
00:23:44,989 --> 00:23:46,198
Not until just now,
484
00:23:46,223 --> 00:23:48,719
when I saw him, and he
needed to hear me say it.
485
00:23:50,633 --> 00:23:52,237
But it wasn't true.
486
00:23:53,728 --> 00:23:55,811
- You can do this.
- No.
487
00:23:55,929 --> 00:23:58,063
I'm the one that keeps on hurting him.
488
00:23:58,357 --> 00:24:01,190
How can I be the one making
decisions about his life?
489
00:24:02,370 --> 00:24:03,503
You decide.
490
00:24:03,528 --> 00:24:05,706
No. I can walk you through
the options, but I can't...
491
00:24:05,731 --> 00:24:07,238
Please.
492
00:24:08,740 --> 00:24:10,450
We'll do this together.
493
00:24:12,068 --> 00:24:14,628
I'm sorry. I can't.
494
00:24:15,266 --> 00:24:18,135
(SOFT MUSIC)
495
00:24:18,584 --> 00:24:21,795
(BREATHING HEAVILY)
496
00:24:35,107 --> 00:24:38,052
Hey. Are you okay?
497
00:24:38,114 --> 00:24:39,448
You're sweating.
498
00:24:39,500 --> 00:24:41,467
He could die, and she could just...
499
00:24:41,621 --> 00:24:43,506
How could she just walk away?
500
00:24:44,162 --> 00:24:46,553
Listen. It's not our job to
make her a stronger person.
501
00:24:46,578 --> 00:24:49,256
Alright? Did you find out why her
husband's on blood thinners?
502
00:24:49,342 --> 00:24:50,834
She didn't know.
503
00:24:52,787 --> 00:24:54,584
I think I might, though.
504
00:24:54,684 --> 00:24:56,330
And deep breath in.
505
00:24:58,027 --> 00:25:01,607
What happens now? Are you
gonna let me go home?
506
00:25:01,632 --> 00:25:03,754
Not until I'm sure you're ready.
507
00:25:04,193 --> 00:25:07,841
Until you're sure I won't
do it again, you mean.
508
00:25:11,803 --> 00:25:14,248
Your daughter is very
concerned about you.
509
00:25:14,434 --> 00:25:16,307
You think I'm selfish.
510
00:25:16,669 --> 00:25:19,518
If I was your mother,
you'd be upset too.
511
00:25:20,062 --> 00:25:22,327
I watched the sacrifices Erin made
512
00:25:22,352 --> 00:25:24,753
to be with her father
through his illness.
513
00:25:24,898 --> 00:25:26,651
It just seemed like...
514
00:25:27,384 --> 00:25:31,323
if I was ready anyway, why
wouldn't I spare her that?
515
00:25:31,610 --> 00:25:34,992
In my experience, people don't
always want to be spared.
516
00:25:36,505 --> 00:25:38,329
Tell me the OR's ready for him.
517
00:25:38,354 --> 00:25:39,837
Well, neurosurgery and Trauma
518
00:25:39,862 --> 00:25:41,924
are both saying their
needs are priority. So...
519
00:25:41,949 --> 00:25:43,587
And his wife walked away.
520
00:25:45,497 --> 00:25:47,198
Then I make the call.
521
00:25:48,750 --> 00:25:51,259
Between two terrible options.
522
00:25:53,071 --> 00:25:56,900
Unless there's a third that
I'm not smart enough to see.
523
00:25:57,545 --> 00:25:59,309
Well, actually there is.
524
00:26:00,336 --> 00:26:01,970
Will's father had a heart attack.
525
00:26:01,995 --> 00:26:04,524
- So you did get a history?
- No, it was more like a confession.
526
00:26:04,549 --> 00:26:07,204
But turns out Will has a family
history of heart problems,
527
00:26:07,229 --> 00:26:09,306
which may be why he's on blood thinners.
528
00:26:09,331 --> 00:26:10,719
His INR is two,
529
00:26:10,744 --> 00:26:12,267
so he's more likely to be on Coumadin
530
00:26:12,292 --> 00:26:14,009
than any of the newer anti-coags.
531
00:26:14,034 --> 00:26:15,688
And if we dose him with vitamin K
532
00:26:15,713 --> 00:26:17,360
and a prothrombin complex concentrate,
533
00:26:17,399 --> 00:26:19,962
then we can reverse his
propensity to bleed.
534
00:26:19,987 --> 00:26:21,373
That could buy time.
535
00:26:21,456 --> 00:26:24,611
Neuro could go in, start the
craniotomy, relieve the clot,
536
00:26:24,636 --> 00:26:27,378
then Trauma can take over and
fix the intra-abdo bleed.
537
00:26:28,505 --> 00:26:31,048
Get the surgeons talking
to each other. Go.
538
00:26:42,552 --> 00:26:45,444
Oh, uh... Sorry. I'm sorry.
539
00:26:45,469 --> 00:26:47,231
Are you okay?
540
00:27:01,522 --> 00:27:02,964
- Hey.
- Hey.
541
00:27:02,989 --> 00:27:04,090
You looking for someone?
542
00:27:04,115 --> 00:27:05,130
My little sister.
543
00:27:05,155 --> 00:27:07,404
She's supposed to be
here doing her homework.
544
00:27:07,429 --> 00:27:09,379
Homework on a Saturday?
545
00:27:09,404 --> 00:27:11,677
- Girl after my own heart.
- (CHUCKLES)
546
00:27:11,702 --> 00:27:13,425
Bathroom, maybe?
547
00:27:13,906 --> 00:27:15,761
Yeah, probably.
548
00:27:16,775 --> 00:27:19,056
Seriously, I don't know how you do it.
549
00:27:19,231 --> 00:27:21,903
This job, and taking
care of your sister...
550
00:27:21,928 --> 00:27:24,489
I mean, I barely remember
to eat until four.
551
00:27:24,514 --> 00:27:26,688
I wouldn't exactly call that a meal.
552
00:27:28,860 --> 00:27:30,775
Did I see you checking your pulse?
553
00:27:32,130 --> 00:27:35,071
It's just an intense day.
554
00:27:35,740 --> 00:27:37,140
Want me to help you look for her?
555
00:27:37,165 --> 00:27:39,520
- (PAGER BEEPING)
- Yeah, oh...
556
00:27:40,723 --> 00:27:43,301
Um... it seems Arnold already found her.
557
00:27:43,326 --> 00:27:44,997
Excellent.
558
00:27:45,657 --> 00:27:47,725
This young lady says
she's related to you?
559
00:27:47,750 --> 00:27:50,582
She's supposed to be related
to me in the cafeteria.
560
00:27:50,750 --> 00:27:52,046
Thank you.
561
00:27:53,700 --> 00:27:55,884
(SOFT PIANO MUSIC)
562
00:27:56,489 --> 00:27:58,215
You promised me you wouldn't move.
563
00:27:58,248 --> 00:27:59,411
I know.
564
00:27:59,436 --> 00:28:01,809
This isn't a playground, Amira.
This is my job.
565
00:28:01,834 --> 00:28:03,349
I know.
566
00:28:03,696 --> 00:28:05,560
What's wrong?
567
00:28:05,713 --> 00:28:08,187
I just wanted to remember how it felt.
568
00:28:09,284 --> 00:28:12,192
When Mama and Baba
would take me to work.
569
00:28:13,010 --> 00:28:14,477
It's Eid.
570
00:28:14,772 --> 00:28:16,918
We're all supposed to be together.
571
00:28:17,306 --> 00:28:21,326
You never talk about them. I'm
afraid I'm going to forget.
572
00:28:23,377 --> 00:28:25,137
Is this the famous sister?
573
00:28:25,162 --> 00:28:28,665
Amira. This is my boss, Dr. Bishop.
574
00:28:29,040 --> 00:28:30,641
Very nice to meet you.
575
00:28:30,666 --> 00:28:34,202
She was just headed back to the
cafeteria to finish her homework.
576
00:28:34,227 --> 00:28:35,928
Oh, fantastic. So was I.
577
00:28:35,953 --> 00:28:37,591
Not to do homework, obviously.
578
00:28:37,616 --> 00:28:38,957
I was gonna use my privileges
579
00:28:38,982 --> 00:28:41,273
to see if I could swing
some free snacks.
580
00:28:41,298 --> 00:28:42,556
Interested?
581
00:28:44,651 --> 00:28:46,067
(PAGER BEEPING)
582
00:28:46,092 --> 00:28:48,817
Come on. I guess your
brother has to work.
583
00:28:56,848 --> 00:29:00,685
She's been awake since this
started, but feeling off.
584
00:29:00,710 --> 00:29:02,311
I'm cycling her BP.
585
00:29:02,390 --> 00:29:05,247
She said she felt light-headed,
then that monitor started beeping.
586
00:29:05,272 --> 00:29:08,012
Page cardiology. Wide
complex tachycardia.
587
00:29:08,037 --> 00:29:09,848
Let's start an Amiodarone infusion.
588
00:29:09,873 --> 00:29:11,559
- Okay.
- Okay.
589
00:29:14,874 --> 00:29:18,973
What you are experiencing is
called ventricular tachycardia.
590
00:29:18,998 --> 00:29:20,434
It's an irregular heartbeat
591
00:29:20,459 --> 00:29:24,012
likely brought on by electrolyte
abnormalities from not eating,
592
00:29:24,037 --> 00:29:26,661
coupled with our
interventions earlier today.
593
00:29:26,686 --> 00:29:27,926
Can you stop it?
594
00:29:27,951 --> 00:29:31,434
She'll need an angiogram
and we'll run medications.
595
00:29:31,459 --> 00:29:32,692
If she becomes unstable,
596
00:29:32,717 --> 00:29:36,271
then we'll shock her heart
to restore a normal rhythm.
597
00:29:36,296 --> 00:29:37,777
No.
598
00:29:39,112 --> 00:29:41,192
I thought you wanted to come home.
599
00:29:41,415 --> 00:29:45,129
No honey, you wanted me to.
600
00:29:45,287 --> 00:29:48,623
And I was willing to do it for you.
601
00:29:48,746 --> 00:29:53,153
But if Dr. Hamed is saying
this could be it...
602
00:29:53,178 --> 00:29:54,779
What would happen to her then?
603
00:29:55,028 --> 00:29:59,082
Without medications or an intervention
to reset her heart rhythm,
604
00:29:59,107 --> 00:30:03,710
you'll... you'll likely go
into cardiac arrest and die.
605
00:30:04,261 --> 00:30:05,929
No.
606
00:30:07,028 --> 00:30:09,503
Please, honey.
607
00:30:09,760 --> 00:30:12,457
This is what I want.
608
00:30:17,589 --> 00:30:19,215
You need to save her.
609
00:30:27,415 --> 00:30:29,672
Is there where *** come?
610
00:30:29,830 --> 00:30:31,931
The trauma bay, yes.
611
00:30:32,213 --> 00:30:34,572
That's where we do what's
called extreme measures
612
00:30:34,597 --> 00:30:36,775
to try to save people's lives.
613
00:30:37,033 --> 00:30:38,744
Does my brother do that?
614
00:30:38,769 --> 00:30:40,580
Well, I'll deny it if
you tell him I said so,
615
00:30:40,605 --> 00:30:42,800
but he's practically an expert.
616
00:30:43,734 --> 00:30:45,435
Our parents were doctors.
617
00:30:45,460 --> 00:30:47,814
They had a hospital in Syria before...
618
00:30:48,300 --> 00:30:50,100
before we came here.
619
00:30:50,799 --> 00:30:52,760
I never brought my son to the hospital.
620
00:30:52,785 --> 00:30:54,275
Maybe I should have.
621
00:30:54,387 --> 00:30:56,213
Definitely you should have.
622
00:30:56,637 --> 00:30:58,149
Okay.
623
00:30:59,549 --> 00:31:02,399
I can let you consent to
the procedure on your own,
624
00:31:02,424 --> 00:31:04,174
but if you don't want
talk to your parents,
625
00:31:04,199 --> 00:31:05,831
you need to talk to me first.
626
00:31:06,388 --> 00:31:08,760
That girl you were going to meet...
627
00:31:08,785 --> 00:31:09,994
she your girlfriend?
628
00:31:10,019 --> 00:31:12,384
What, like, you mean going steady?
629
00:31:13,396 --> 00:31:15,464
She's a girl I know from school.
630
00:31:15,489 --> 00:31:17,330
Were you planning on using protection?
631
00:31:17,355 --> 00:31:18,978
She said she's on the pill.
632
00:31:19,003 --> 00:31:21,322
- Not good enough.
- Alright, okay?
633
00:31:21,347 --> 00:31:22,978
I'll use a condom.
634
00:31:23,003 --> 00:31:24,509
What about the pill you took?
635
00:31:24,602 --> 00:31:26,205
Wanna explain to me why you did that?
636
00:31:26,361 --> 00:31:29,416
I just wanted to last.
637
00:31:30,324 --> 00:31:32,814
My friends say they can
go for 30 minutes.
638
00:31:32,839 --> 00:31:34,267
Your friends are lying.
639
00:31:34,493 --> 00:31:37,395
Ten minutes is normal, no matter
what the internet tells you.
640
00:31:38,143 --> 00:31:41,192
More importantly, if you have to
take a pill to impress a girl,
641
00:31:41,217 --> 00:31:43,251
she's not the right girl.
642
00:31:43,305 --> 00:31:46,971
You're telling me every girl you've
been with was the right one?
643
00:31:46,996 --> 00:31:48,330
I am.
644
00:31:48,761 --> 00:31:52,017
Because there's only been one,
and I'm still married to her.
645
00:31:52,042 --> 00:31:54,822
One girl? This whole time?=
646
00:31:54,847 --> 00:31:56,330
Thirteen years and counting.
647
00:31:56,355 --> 00:31:59,002
And you're trying to teach me about sex?
648
00:31:59,130 --> 00:32:01,088
How do you even know anything?
649
00:32:03,613 --> 00:32:05,267
Well, I know...
650
00:32:05,799 --> 00:32:08,588
that decisions have consequences.
651
00:32:10,696 --> 00:32:13,016
You're going to want
to take a deep breath.
652
00:32:18,189 --> 00:32:21,899
She's still in v-tach. Cardioversion
is the only other option.
653
00:32:22,439 --> 00:32:25,557
She requested a DNR and you
want to reset her heart?
654
00:32:25,582 --> 00:32:27,744
There's still a case for a psych hold,
655
00:32:27,769 --> 00:32:29,711
which would grant her
daughter power of attorney,
656
00:32:29,736 --> 00:32:30,981
so we can avoid the DNR.
657
00:32:31,006 --> 00:32:33,416
Well, Lena Joseph is your
patient, not her daughter.
658
00:32:33,441 --> 00:32:35,205
It's her wishes you'd be dismissing.
659
00:32:35,230 --> 00:32:37,264
No, it's her I'd be giving up on.
660
00:32:42,317 --> 00:32:44,051
You're a man of instinct.
661
00:32:44,251 --> 00:32:47,217
I know you can make hard
choices and save lives.
662
00:32:49,313 --> 00:32:51,553
That's not what you've
been asked to do here.
663
00:32:54,920 --> 00:32:56,851
Could be a couple of hours...
664
00:32:57,146 --> 00:32:58,852
no more than a day.
665
00:33:00,011 --> 00:33:02,606
I thought we were on the same side.
666
00:33:03,227 --> 00:33:04,942
We are.
667
00:33:05,524 --> 00:33:06,944
Hers.
668
00:33:09,061 --> 00:33:13,326
I know it's hard, but we have to
respect your mother's wishes.
669
00:33:15,603 --> 00:33:17,203
(SOFT PIANO MUSIC)
670
00:33:17,590 --> 00:33:19,624
If I just had more time,
671
00:33:21,112 --> 00:33:23,962
I could make her see I
don't care if it's hard.
672
00:33:26,200 --> 00:33:28,215
I just don't wanna lose her.
673
00:33:36,387 --> 00:33:38,434
Now there's nothing I can do.
674
00:33:41,336 --> 00:33:43,314
But there is something you can do.
675
00:33:46,822 --> 00:33:49,644
You can take the chance to say goodbye.
676
00:33:52,765 --> 00:33:54,617
(VOICE BREAKING) My parents...
677
00:33:59,033 --> 00:34:01,457
My parents both died suddenly.
678
00:34:02,397 --> 00:34:05,377
Long before I was ready to let them go.
679
00:34:08,727 --> 00:34:12,958
This may not be the way that
you want to say goodbye,
680
00:34:12,983 --> 00:34:15,179
but this time that you
have with her is a gift,
681
00:34:16,129 --> 00:34:18,390
if you choose to see it that way.
682
00:34:35,103 --> 00:34:36,380
Hey
683
00:34:36,405 --> 00:34:39,867
I shouldn't have left. It
was the wrong thing to do.
684
00:34:39,892 --> 00:34:41,512
Things just got so messed up, I...
685
00:34:41,542 --> 00:34:43,598
Is he... is he okay?
686
00:34:43,623 --> 00:34:44,934
He's in surgery.
687
00:34:44,959 --> 00:34:47,360
We were able to reverse the
effects of the blood thinners
688
00:34:47,385 --> 00:34:49,677
and stabilize him for both operations.
689
00:34:49,783 --> 00:34:51,411
So he's going to make it?
690
00:34:51,436 --> 00:34:52,942
It's too soon to tell,
691
00:34:52,967 --> 00:34:55,301
but the surgeons felt that
the risk was acceptable,
692
00:34:55,326 --> 00:34:56,825
given the alternative.
693
00:34:57,761 --> 00:35:01,184
When he wakes up, and when he's ready...
694
00:35:02,591 --> 00:35:04,435
I'm going to tell him
that he deserves to be
695
00:35:04,460 --> 00:35:06,032
with someone who loves him back.
696
00:35:06,057 --> 00:35:08,574
(MAN OVER PA SYSTEM): Code Blue, OR 2.
Code Blue, OR 2.
697
00:35:08,599 --> 00:35:10,497
Wait over here.
698
00:35:12,822 --> 00:35:15,524
(SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC)
699
00:35:33,442 --> 00:35:35,607
As your rhythm continues to deteriorate,
700
00:35:35,632 --> 00:35:38,006
you may feel the need for
more pain management.
701
00:35:38,031 --> 00:35:39,972
Let us know if that's the case.
702
00:35:41,797 --> 00:35:43,364
Honey.
703
00:35:47,045 --> 00:35:49,920
I know this isn't easy for you.
704
00:35:50,707 --> 00:35:53,795
We'll be back to check you
have everything that you need.
705
00:35:53,913 --> 00:35:55,756
(LENA): There is one thing.
706
00:35:58,198 --> 00:36:00,201
My goulash recipe.
707
00:36:00,856 --> 00:36:03,329
I need to pass it on.
708
00:36:04,039 --> 00:36:07,624
You always said you'd
take that to your grave.
709
00:36:07,786 --> 00:36:09,794
And here we are.
710
00:36:11,122 --> 00:36:13,965
(SOFT MUSIC)
711
00:36:15,488 --> 00:36:18,136
We could use a pen and paper.
712
00:36:23,491 --> 00:36:27,312
Mom, none of this is rational, you know?
713
00:36:27,526 --> 00:36:30,412
Some things just aren't.
714
00:36:57,779 --> 00:36:59,120
Hey.
715
00:36:59,295 --> 00:37:00,713
What are you doing right now?
716
00:37:00,738 --> 00:37:03,613
- Nothing, why?
- I need a favour
717
00:37:03,833 --> 00:37:06,017
We did everything we could.
718
00:37:09,381 --> 00:37:11,564
But in spite of our best effort...
719
00:37:13,615 --> 00:37:15,776
Will didn't survive his surgery.
720
00:37:16,079 --> 00:37:17,947
(SOFT MUSIC)
721
00:37:18,311 --> 00:37:21,406
Will's dead?
722
00:37:22,792 --> 00:37:24,619
He fought really hard, Lucy.
723
00:37:26,668 --> 00:37:29,846
But in the end, both
injuries were just...
724
00:37:29,871 --> 00:37:31,363
they were too much for him to handle.
725
00:37:31,388 --> 00:37:33,666
You said he was going to be okay!
726
00:37:36,020 --> 00:37:40,189
How... How am I supposed to live
with things ending this way?
727
00:37:43,285 --> 00:37:47,150
I trusted you, and you didn't save him!
728
00:37:57,345 --> 00:38:00,166
Maybe if we'd looked twice
at his elevated INR...
729
00:38:00,191 --> 00:38:01,472
Don't do that. Alright?
730
00:38:01,497 --> 00:38:03,667
You did everything medically
possible to help that man.
731
00:38:03,692 --> 00:38:05,250
You even tried saving his marriage.
732
00:38:05,889 --> 00:38:08,190
She was upset. Her husband just died.
733
00:38:08,215 --> 00:38:10,381
You can't control the
way she reacts to that.
734
00:38:10,406 --> 00:38:11,987
Dr. Curtis isn't wrong.
735
00:38:12,475 --> 00:38:14,418
It was out of our control.
736
00:38:14,847 --> 00:38:16,515
That's the job.
737
00:38:17,005 --> 00:38:19,830
We move on and focus on
the things we can fix.
738
00:38:19,855 --> 00:38:22,331
- (CRASHING)
- Oh, God!
739
00:38:23,458 --> 00:38:26,393
- Uh...
- Charlie, don't move!
740
00:38:26,418 --> 00:38:28,884
I'm sorry, sir. He
just got away from me.
741
00:38:28,909 --> 00:38:30,807
- You okay, Charlie?
- Don't move, don't move.
742
00:38:30,832 --> 00:38:32,620
- I'm good! I'm good!
- No, no, no!
743
00:38:32,645 --> 00:38:35,236
Whoa, whoa! Okay! Not so good!
744
00:38:36,142 --> 00:38:37,771
Welcome back, Charlie.
745
00:38:38,160 --> 00:38:40,127
Try to stay with him this time, Lou.
746
00:38:40,596 --> 00:38:42,705
Okay... Where does it hurt?
747
00:38:42,947 --> 00:38:44,752
You know I'm not
embarrassed of you, right?
748
00:38:44,777 --> 00:38:46,837
But you don't want anyone
knowing about us, though.
749
00:38:46,862 --> 00:38:48,268
It's nobody's business.
750
00:38:48,293 --> 00:38:52,290
Mm... So we can only be together when...
751
00:38:52,402 --> 00:38:54,002
nobody's around?
752
00:38:54,027 --> 00:38:56,525
You want me to tell everyone
you're my boyfriend?
753
00:38:56,550 --> 00:38:58,503
(CHUCKLING)
754
00:39:00,034 --> 00:39:03,314
Fine. He's my goddamn boyfriend.
You happy?
755
00:39:03,339 --> 00:39:06,330
What? 'Cause you told Charlie?
No offence Charlie.
756
00:39:06,597 --> 00:39:07,900
That's okay.
757
00:39:08,025 --> 00:39:11,427
I mean, I... I got a
goddamn girlfriend too.
758
00:39:12,047 --> 00:39:15,354
I can't find her though. She
got snakes in her veins.
759
00:39:15,379 --> 00:39:17,380
- Snakes in her veins?
- Yeah.
760
00:39:17,405 --> 00:39:19,448
- Just like me.
- Means an IV?
761
00:39:20,177 --> 00:39:22,235
Is your girlfriend a patient here?
762
00:39:22,524 --> 00:39:24,440
Is that who you've been looking for?
763
00:39:24,465 --> 00:39:26,198
Obviously.
764
00:39:27,465 --> 00:39:29,785
Any shortness of breath now?
765
00:39:29,859 --> 00:39:31,287
No.
766
00:39:32,923 --> 00:39:35,124
But I felt something earlier today.
767
00:39:36,865 --> 00:39:38,585
Rhythm looks good now.
768
00:39:38,915 --> 00:39:40,671
What were you doing at the time?
769
00:39:40,696 --> 00:39:42,966
Managing the wife of a critical patient.
770
00:39:43,563 --> 00:39:45,068
We lost him.
771
00:39:46,259 --> 00:39:48,190
I've been living with
this long enough to know
772
00:39:48,215 --> 00:39:50,284
that my symptoms can
sometimes be psychological
773
00:39:50,309 --> 00:39:52,526
They can also be physiological.
774
00:39:52,551 --> 00:39:54,861
- Yes.
- The only way for me to know
775
00:39:54,886 --> 00:39:58,314
is to see you more regularly,
and get a fuller picture.
776
00:40:00,286 --> 00:40:02,481
Every time I come here,
I feel like the...
777
00:40:02,506 --> 00:40:04,552
Like the sick little
kid everyone worried
778
00:40:04,577 --> 00:40:06,489
would never be strong enough.
779
00:40:06,514 --> 00:40:09,367
That's why it's so important
to be on top of this.
780
00:40:09,529 --> 00:40:11,894
So you don't have to be that kid again.
781
00:40:16,509 --> 00:40:17,960
Jonah, I...
782
00:40:17,985 --> 00:40:20,502
I wanted to see... how you are.
783
00:40:23,640 --> 00:40:25,809
There's something I need to tell you.
784
00:40:26,179 --> 00:40:30,149
(CHUCKLING) Do young people even
check their voicemails these days?
785
00:40:30,174 --> 00:40:31,770
I'll send yoa text.
786
00:40:31,795 --> 00:40:33,286
It's your father.
787
00:40:42,382 --> 00:40:44,516
(FOOD SIZZLING)
788
00:40:44,810 --> 00:40:47,213
(BASHIR): Am I doing it right now?
789
00:40:47,238 --> 00:40:48,805
Uh, yeah.
790
00:40:49,100 --> 00:40:51,067
Do you think it's ready?
791
00:40:51,105 --> 00:40:52,973
Uh, no keep stirring.
792
00:40:52,998 --> 00:40:54,461
Almost.
793
00:40:54,486 --> 00:40:56,746
(KNOCKING)
794
00:41:00,297 --> 00:41:02,378
(DOOR CREAKING)
795
00:41:03,986 --> 00:41:06,526
- Eid Mubarak!
- Lamb! Bash!
796
00:41:06,551 --> 00:41:08,836
Dr. Hunter brought lamb!
797
00:41:11,142 --> 00:41:13,276
But every butcher I called was sold out!
798
00:41:13,301 --> 00:41:15,680
Us country boys have our connections.
799
00:41:15,705 --> 00:41:17,563
It's called Costco. Haha.
800
00:41:17,588 --> 00:41:19,524
It's Halal, I swear.
801
00:41:21,291 --> 00:41:23,399
Shukraan, Theo. Come on in.
802
00:41:23,728 --> 00:41:27,069
(KHALED): You are saying that you
haven't seen either one of them?
803
00:41:27,509 --> 00:41:29,633
(THEO): I always fall asleep.
804
00:41:29,898 --> 00:41:31,500
If I had to pick one...
805
00:41:31,684 --> 00:41:33,208
An impossible question.
806
00:41:33,233 --> 00:41:35,798
The first is the perfect horror film.
807
00:41:35,823 --> 00:41:38,283
The second is the ultimate action movie.
808
00:41:38,432 --> 00:41:40,099
(LAUGHING)
809
00:41:40,285 --> 00:41:42,473
He made me watch them both,
810
00:41:42,498 --> 00:41:44,698
honestly I thought they
were the same movie.
811
00:41:44,738 --> 00:41:46,255
(LAUGHING) Bashir...
812
00:41:46,280 --> 00:41:49,097
Brother, sometimes I don't
know how we are friends.
813
00:41:51,948 --> 00:41:54,129
Theo, are you not enjoying the food?
814
00:41:54,154 --> 00:41:56,191
- Excuse me.
- Take some more!
815
00:41:56,216 --> 00:41:57,446
(THEO LAUGHING)
816
00:41:57,471 --> 00:42:00,173
(INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS)
817
00:42:01,078 --> 00:42:03,814
(LIGHT MUSIC)
818
00:42:09,560 --> 00:42:11,186
When you were three years old,
819
00:42:11,211 --> 00:42:13,886
you'd wake up at dawn every morning.
820
00:42:14,856 --> 00:42:17,553
Mama and Baba were
working and exhausted,
821
00:42:17,578 --> 00:42:21,491
but one of them would always get
up early and play with you,
822
00:42:21,516 --> 00:42:23,150
or take you for a walk.
823
00:42:23,753 --> 00:42:25,296
They did?
824
00:42:25,423 --> 00:42:28,592
When you finally started sleeping in,
825
00:42:28,839 --> 00:42:31,358
I would sometimes catch
them up early, just...
826
00:42:31,383 --> 00:42:33,011
sitting beside you.
827
00:42:33,482 --> 00:42:35,220
Watching you.
828
00:42:36,993 --> 00:42:38,890
Mama once told me that...
829
00:42:38,915 --> 00:42:41,227
no matter how tired she was,
830
00:42:41,492 --> 00:42:44,896
it was always her favourite
way to greet the morning.
831
00:42:48,526 --> 00:42:50,777
(SOFT ARABIC HIP-HOP MUSIC)
832
00:42:52,148 --> 00:42:57,186
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