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If you leave against medical advice,
I need you to sign something

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- that says you understand the risks.
- No problem.

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If you want to apply,
you'd have my recommendation.

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Theo, you didn't say yes, did you?

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I treat a lot of patients
who come from war zones.

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- (GUNFIRE)
- I hesitated.

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I think we both know
it was more than that.

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(DR. MITCHELL): As physicians, we're
trained never to show weakness.

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This, despite the long hours...

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patients' lives in our hands,

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their deaths on our minds.

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We're taught to suck it up,
and roll on to the next.

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But that's unrealistic.

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The weight of the job gets to us all.

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Not just doctors who've
come from war zones.

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Have you been to counseling before?

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- No.
- Okay.

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Then let's start with why you're here.

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I was told I had to be here.

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You don't think you should be?

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That's what we're here
to figure out.

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The day that building
down the street exploded,

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I understand you were affected?

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Lost focus during a medical procedure?

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(SIRENS WAILING)

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It was an intense day.

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I'm sure it was.

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Was it the first time something
like that has happened, or...

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have you lost focus before?

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Maybe even lost time?

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It's been a few weeks since
you were referred to see me.

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I'm curious, why come now?

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(MEDICAL MACHINE BEEPING)

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(BASHIR): Patient's stab wound is
causing intensive internal bleeding.

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BP's crashing! Sats are 70% and falling.

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She's gonna need blood.

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Activate massive transfusion protocol.

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On it. Putting red cells
through the rapid infuser.

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With an aortic bleed this severe,

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we need to put in a REBOA?

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Let's X-ray first,
rule out thoracic aortic injury.

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Can I get a plate, please?!

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One, two, three! One, two, three!

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(MACHINES BEEPING RAPIDLY)

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Exposing.

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I need a catheter,
14 gauge needle,

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introducer, REBOA kit, and 30 cc's
of saline and contrast, stat.

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X-ray's up.

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- Status?
- Zone one, no widened mediastinum.

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Patient is 35 years old,
penetrating wound to the abdomen,

51
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hypovolemic, and percutaneous
cannulation is possible

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Good. Dr. Curtis, take point.

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Sir, I've done a REBOA before.

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Then you're not missing out,
are you? Dr. Curtis?

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Uh... Start an art line?

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- Art line's in.
- Alright.

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Puncturing femoral artery.

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Inserting guide wire.

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(SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC)

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Inserting introducer sheath.

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- (MACHINES BEEPING RAPIDLY)
- Alright...

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- Inserting REBOA.
- Mm-hmm.

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Then you inflate the
balloon inside the artery,

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and it stops the bleeding.

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Alright, I think I'm there.
Inflating now.

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- I think we got it.
- (CLAIRE): Pressure's coming up

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BP's stabilizing, 90 over 60.

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Alright good, let's get her to OR.

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I'm gonna need that shiv
for evidence.

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They'll take it out it in the OR, sir.
You'll just have to wait.

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I had a patient recently.

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A prisoner.

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She got me thinking.

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(THEME MUSIC)

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(BIRDS CHIRPING)

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'Kay. Who wants pancakes?

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- Me!
- Me! Me!

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Okay, Abby, go get the bowls.

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Grace, you get the milk and the eggs.
Okay? Get going!

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And you, you get the day off.

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Did you want to take
Grace swimming?

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She's been asking for some
one-on-one before you leave.

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Sure. You know, actually I...

85
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was kind of hoping for
some one-on-one with you.

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- Hmm.
- Uh...

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You know, I feel like we haven't
really had a chance to talk.

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(PHONE RINGING)

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(THEO SIGHS)

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Hunter residence.

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Oh. Hi, Caitlin.

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Okay, how long has he had the fever?

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Alright, well I'll swing
by and take a look. Okay?

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Alright, bye.

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I forgot I promised your dad I'd
take his Saturday house calls.

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Good for him to practice
letting go,

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since you're taking over soon.

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Right. Uh, Mel...

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Don't worry, we'll save you
some pancakes!

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(UNCOMFORTABLE CHUCKLE)

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(CARS HONKING, TRAFFIC PASSING)

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(CLAIRE): Okay, this might sting a bit.

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What do we have here?

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Uh, this is Chris and Camille,

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who were on a pretty ambitious
bike ride and had a wee mishap.

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My fault. I got a cramp
and swerved right into Cam.

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- We rode all the way from Montreal.
- Mmm.

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We're making a pilgrimage
to Niagara Falls.

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I've always wanted to see it.

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On bikes? May I ask why?

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Ask Cam. I wanted to drive.

112
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I used to go as a kid,
and Chris never did.

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It's the cheesiest place on Earth,
and I do love that kind of thing,

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so I told him the deal was we ride,

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and stop at every tourist
attraction along the way.

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We saw the giant apple on the 401,

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a steam engine museum in Kingston...

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- Until today when he took us both down.
- (CHRIS CHUCKLES)

119
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Well, you're gonna need
stitches...

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Ah...

121
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Your range of motion is okay.

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Let's ice it, and see when
the swelling goes down.

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Cam fell harder than I did.
She cracked her helmet.

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(CLAIRE): You didn't mention that.

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I-I feel fine.

126
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Well, you can't be too careful
when it comes to a head injury.

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Take a seat, please.

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We'll do a CT just in case.

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Stay. Stitch. I'll call
radiology and find them a room.

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(WOMAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY OVER PA)

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Stomach cramps, broken toe,
and some kind of rash.

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Take your pick.

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Dr. Leblanc,

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my overnight resident has
to miss today and tomorrow.

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Can you cover ten to six?

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Is there someone else
that can do it?

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What? I'm taking less doubles,
is that so hard to believe?

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- Yeah.
- You were my first ask.

139
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But I'm sure I can cover.

140
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But I will take all those
patients. Thank you very much.

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Let me know if you can't fill it.

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Is she back down here
for good, now?

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I guess. She was only up
in Internal for, like, a week.

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You didn't ask her?

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Why would I? It's personal.

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- Hello again, Mister...?
- CO Roberts.

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Dr. Hamed. I'd like
to update Ms. Spencer.

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- The nurses tell me she's awake.
- Yeah, come on.

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Someone's popular.

150
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Huh. Doctors don't count.

151
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I'd like to do a quick
physical exam, Ms. Spencer.

152
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I think he wants you
to leave, Marty.

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- Behave.
- Oh, come on, I'm reformed!

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(SCOFFS)

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He seems nice.

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Mm...

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How are you feeling?

158
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Like I lost the fight.

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I'd have to see your opponent
to know for sure.

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I guess if I don't make
it, we'll know she won.

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Well, let's not call it
just yet. Deep breath.

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(SLOW INHALE)

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(PAINED EXHALE)

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The wound to your abdomen
sliced an artery

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which we sealed in the trauma
bay and repaired in OR.

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You lost a significant amount of
blood, but you're stable now.

167
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Feels like I was hit by a truck.

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Pain at this point is normal.

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My vision's blurry and there's, like,
pins and needles in my arms.

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Is that normal too?
Give me your hands.

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Just this one.

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Okay, good.

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Those symptoms are common
lingering effects of anesthesia.

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We'll keep an eye on it to
make sure nothing's wrong,

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and hopefully you'll be in
good shape before you go home.

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Go back.

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I've been in lock-up
my entire adult life.

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It is home.

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A nurse will be here to give
you something for the pain.

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In the meantime, if there's
anything you need,

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you let us know.

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Hey, um, actually yeah. Do...

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Do you think maybe someone could
um, get in touch with my mother?

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We're not exactly on the
best of terms, but...

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maybe if you tell her I was on
death's door and all that...

186
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- Are you allowed visitors?
- If she's willing to come.

187
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I think Marty will let her in.

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(JUNE LAUGHING)

189
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Dr. Curtis, can I borrow you
for something?

190
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- You need a surgical consult?
- Regular exam.

191
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It's pediatrics.

192
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The on-call pediatrician
is swamped today.

193
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Good news is the boy's vomiting
seems to have stopped.

194
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Fantastic.

195
00:09:08,529 --> 00:09:11,066
Hi, Glenn, I am Dr. Curtis.

196
00:09:11,098 --> 00:09:12,777
I hear you've been throwing up

197
00:09:12,802 --> 00:09:15,018
at the Royal Ontario
Museum this morning?

198
00:09:17,644 --> 00:09:20,946
How long have you been
feeling sick... buddy?

199
00:09:22,589 --> 00:09:24,962
Okay, uh...

200
00:09:26,168 --> 00:09:27,981
It says here you refused
to call your parents?

201
00:09:28,006 --> 00:09:29,186
Is there a reason for that?

202
00:09:29,211 --> 00:09:31,496
My mom's in New York for meetings.

203
00:09:31,609 --> 00:09:33,199
She's gone a lot.

204
00:09:33,417 --> 00:09:36,369
Got it. What about Dad?

205
00:09:38,419 --> 00:09:40,873
'Kay. Uh, why don't you lie down for me?

206
00:09:46,045 --> 00:09:47,630
Does that hurt?

207
00:09:48,107 --> 00:09:50,091
Did you eat anything at the museum?

208
00:09:50,637 --> 00:09:54,904
No? So you were just...
hanging out by the bat cave

209
00:09:54,929 --> 00:09:56,396
and started vomiting?

210
00:09:56,421 --> 00:09:58,122
The fossils.

211
00:09:59,180 --> 00:10:01,767
- What?
- I like the fossils, not the bats.

212
00:10:01,792 --> 00:10:03,092
Okay.

213
00:10:03,738 --> 00:10:06,356
Do you remember about what
time you started feeling sick?

214
00:10:09,222 --> 00:10:11,862
Listen, you gotta give
me something, alright?

215
00:10:11,887 --> 00:10:13,238
Oh!

216
00:10:14,155 --> 00:10:15,793
Nurse!

217
00:10:16,151 --> 00:10:19,996
(WOMAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY
OVER PA SYSTEM)

218
00:10:22,266 --> 00:10:25,209
(WOMAN COUGHING)

219
00:10:26,004 --> 00:10:28,086
(COUGHING)

220
00:10:28,863 --> 00:10:32,049
Hi. Jessica Brown. Firefighter.

221
00:10:32,074 --> 00:10:33,635
Oh yeah, we've met before.

222
00:10:33,660 --> 00:10:37,263
Your O2 sats were 88%,
your lung capacity was low,

223
00:10:37,288 --> 00:10:39,473
but you didn't want to stay
for more pulmonary tests.

224
00:10:40,160 --> 00:10:42,772
Good memory. (COUGHING)

225
00:10:42,797 --> 00:10:44,565
You're not coming from a fire.

226
00:10:44,590 --> 00:10:46,658
Captain said if I'm out of
breath on the treadmill,

227
00:10:46,683 --> 00:10:48,486
I'm not cleared for active duty.

228
00:10:48,511 --> 00:10:50,424
It's been getting worse for days,

229
00:10:50,449 --> 00:10:52,242
and he made me come
and get checked.

230
00:10:52,282 --> 00:10:53,830
Okay. Breathe in.

231
00:10:54,058 --> 00:10:56,156
- (JESSICA BREATHES DEEPLY)
- Cough for me, please.

232
00:10:56,181 --> 00:10:58,082
(COUGHING)

233
00:10:58,742 --> 00:11:00,784
(SOFT MUSIC)

234
00:11:01,199 --> 00:11:03,033
Any other symptoms?

235
00:11:03,155 --> 00:11:05,416
A fever on and off.

236
00:11:05,442 --> 00:11:07,250
And I've been pretty tired lately.

237
00:11:07,275 --> 00:11:10,674
Okay well, I'd like to run full
labs and get you a new chest X-ray,

238
00:11:10,699 --> 00:11:13,004
and consult with a
respirologist this time

239
00:11:13,029 --> 00:11:14,633
if you're open to it.

240
00:11:14,658 --> 00:11:16,425
Guess I knew that was coming.

241
00:11:16,450 --> 00:11:18,923
(INHALES) Yeah, okay.

242
00:11:18,948 --> 00:11:21,240
- I'll be right back.
- (JESSICA COUGHING)

243
00:11:21,265 --> 00:11:23,019
Do you know what kind
of crime she committed?

244
00:11:23,044 --> 00:11:24,191
Murder, I think.

245
00:11:24,216 --> 00:11:27,621
At least that's what the paramedic
heard from the prison transport crew.

246
00:11:27,646 --> 00:11:31,044
Wow. Guess it's gotta be pretty
brutal to land you in max security.

247
00:11:31,069 --> 00:11:33,904
Apparently she was only
18 years old.

248
00:11:33,929 --> 00:11:35,701
- Eighteen?
- Hey.

249
00:11:35,726 --> 00:11:38,639
We should respect her privacy. Hmm?

250
00:11:38,806 --> 00:11:40,951
(BEEPING)

251
00:11:43,866 --> 00:11:46,433
She can't feel her arms or legs.

252
00:11:46,458 --> 00:11:49,584
Nicole. Can you
wiggle your fingers for me?

253
00:11:49,609 --> 00:11:51,128
I can't.

254
00:11:51,153 --> 00:11:52,921
Is it still the anesthetic?

255
00:11:52,946 --> 00:11:55,366
That's unlikely. Are you on
any other medication?

256
00:11:55,391 --> 00:11:56,561
No, nothing.

257
00:11:56,586 --> 00:11:59,386
Narcotics? Would I find
anything in your system?

258
00:12:00,617 --> 00:12:02,651
- Jesus, you didn't.
- No, I didn't.

259
00:12:02,676 --> 00:12:05,024
But I did get in a fight with Gina.

260
00:12:05,049 --> 00:12:07,015
More fights? When was this?

261
00:12:07,040 --> 00:12:08,440
Yesterday.

262
00:12:08,465 --> 00:12:10,046
Gina stabbed me with a needle.

263
00:12:10,071 --> 00:12:11,438
(ROBERTS SIGHS) - Where?

264
00:12:11,463 --> 00:12:14,186
If someone has it out for you,
you need to come to me!

265
00:12:14,211 --> 00:12:15,484
I started it, okay?

266
00:12:15,509 --> 00:12:17,983
- Nicole, where were you stabbed?
- In my left thigh.

267
00:12:18,065 --> 00:12:20,335
(ROBERTS): What are you doing, Nic?

268
00:12:20,360 --> 00:12:23,819
This is infected. Any idea
what was in that needle?

269
00:12:23,844 --> 00:12:25,530
Heroin at some point, probably.

270
00:12:25,555 --> 00:12:26,905
This is from an infection?

271
00:12:26,930 --> 00:12:29,592
Possibly. We'll aspirate
and run a tox screen to confirm.

272
00:12:29,617 --> 00:12:32,285
- Can you stop it?
- Depends on what we're dealing with.

273
00:12:32,310 --> 00:12:34,421
(SIGHS)

274
00:12:35,478 --> 00:12:37,425
You're almost getting out.

275
00:12:37,450 --> 00:12:38,749
What are you thinking?

276
00:12:38,774 --> 00:12:40,886
I get it. You're pissed.
You made your point, okay?

277
00:12:40,911 --> 00:12:42,778
Are you trying to blow
your release?

278
00:12:42,912 --> 00:12:45,348
Because that's what
you're doing here, Nic.

279
00:12:45,919 --> 00:12:47,601
I'll be right back.

280
00:12:49,101 --> 00:12:51,438
(SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC)

281
00:12:55,099 --> 00:12:56,998
So I figured, you know,
maybe this is a flu

282
00:12:57,023 --> 00:13:00,381
or, like, food poisoning, but
Glenn's anemic and his BP is high.

283
00:13:00,406 --> 00:13:03,356
Maybe it's a dietary issue
or nutritional deficiency.

284
00:13:03,381 --> 00:13:05,425
I don't know. Viv's trying
to track down his mom.

285
00:13:05,450 --> 00:13:06,882
Has he told you anything helpful?

286
00:13:06,907 --> 00:13:08,440
He's not exactly a big talker.

287
00:13:08,465 --> 00:13:09,899
Then get him to open up.

288
00:13:09,924 --> 00:13:12,094
Of course, get him to open up...

289
00:13:12,119 --> 00:13:15,545
Okay, Glenn, I'm gonna
need some answers, buddy.

290
00:13:16,266 --> 00:13:18,214
Glenn?

291
00:13:20,166 --> 00:13:21,885
Glenn.

292
00:13:22,631 --> 00:13:24,107
Look, the blood tests are telling me

293
00:13:24,132 --> 00:13:25,691
that you aren't getting
enough iron. Okay?

294
00:13:25,716 --> 00:13:28,006
- Does your mom cook vegetarian?
- No.

295
00:13:28,031 --> 00:13:29,959
Are you eating enough
red meat at home?

296
00:13:29,984 --> 00:13:32,037
- Yes.
- Does your head hurt?

297
00:13:32,062 --> 00:13:34,466
Is anything else that is off, or weird?

298
00:13:34,491 --> 00:13:36,201
I am weird, okay?!

299
00:13:36,274 --> 00:13:38,526
(SCOFFS) I don't think you're weird.

300
00:13:42,139 --> 00:13:44,533
Do you sometimes have
a hard time hearing?

301
00:13:45,977 --> 00:13:47,995
How's your concentration?

302
00:13:48,524 --> 00:13:50,248
(MUMBLING): I don't know.

303
00:13:50,273 --> 00:13:52,459
Okay. You're gonna have
to show me your teeth.

304
00:13:52,789 --> 00:13:54,306
Come on.

305
00:13:54,331 --> 00:13:57,128
Like this. There we go.

306
00:14:04,989 --> 00:14:07,973
Okay. This is really important. Alright?

307
00:14:08,069 --> 00:14:09,805
Do you live in an old house?

308
00:14:09,830 --> 00:14:12,519
The paint on the walls, is it
peeling or anything like that?

309
00:14:16,448 --> 00:14:19,150
(TENSE MUSIC)

310
00:14:19,585 --> 00:14:20,985
It's getting worse.

311
00:14:21,010 --> 00:14:23,633
I... I can't feel my arms,
and it's harder to breathe.

312
00:14:23,658 --> 00:14:26,555
The tox screen confirmed you have
what's called wound botulism,

313
00:14:26,580 --> 00:14:28,649
from whatever bacteria
was in that needle.

314
00:14:28,674 --> 00:14:31,372
- Botulism?
- That's why she can't move?

315
00:14:31,397 --> 00:14:35,321
Botulism can cause double-vision
and paralysis of voluntary muscles

316
00:14:35,346 --> 00:14:37,431
You can give her antibiotics

317
00:14:37,456 --> 00:14:40,751
With an infection this serious,
we use a targeted antitoxin.

318
00:14:40,776 --> 00:14:42,360
It's being prepared right now.

319
00:14:42,385 --> 00:14:44,032
- What?
- (ROBERTS): What?

320
00:14:44,342 --> 00:14:46,423
The medication is time-sensitive.

321
00:14:46,448 --> 00:14:49,071
Without knowing how far the
infection has progressed,

322
00:14:49,096 --> 00:14:52,423
we can't be sure it will work
before paralysis takes a hold

323
00:14:52,448 --> 00:14:56,501
of your major body functions,
like your heart and lungs.

324
00:14:56,711 --> 00:14:59,524
Which means...
she stops breathing?

325
00:14:59,549 --> 00:15:02,987
She... dies?

326
00:15:03,505 --> 00:15:05,727
Guess I might lose
that fight after all.

327
00:15:05,752 --> 00:15:09,063
We're going to do everything we can
to make sure that doesn't happen.

328
00:15:09,157 --> 00:15:11,828
Hey. Hey.

329
00:15:12,175 --> 00:15:14,623
You are not losing this fight.

330
00:15:14,934 --> 00:15:16,750
You got that, Nic?

331
00:15:17,210 --> 00:15:19,670
(TENSE MUSIC)

332
00:15:20,412 --> 00:15:23,424
Dr. Hamed. Dr. Hamed!

333
00:15:23,449 --> 00:15:25,384
- Yes, sir?
- Hey.

334
00:15:27,454 --> 00:15:30,212
When are we gonna know if this drug
you're giving her is gonna work?

335
00:15:30,237 --> 00:15:33,601
Once we start the infusion, we keep
an eye out for negative reactions.

336
00:15:33,626 --> 00:15:35,478
After that, it's wait and see.

337
00:15:35,503 --> 00:15:37,813
And there's nothing else
we can do in the meantime?

338
00:15:37,985 --> 00:15:39,386
No, sorry.

339
00:15:39,411 --> 00:15:41,616
Nicole asked me to contact her mother.

340
00:15:41,641 --> 00:15:44,108
Our social worker is
trying to reach her.

341
00:15:44,133 --> 00:15:46,571
Thirteen years she's been in max.

342
00:15:46,596 --> 00:15:48,606
Mother never showed, not once.

343
00:15:48,631 --> 00:15:50,899
You said earlier
that she was getting out.

344
00:15:50,924 --> 00:15:52,070
Her release is soon?

345
00:15:52,095 --> 00:15:54,329
Statutory after two thirds
of her haul.

346
00:15:54,435 --> 00:15:56,831
Never slipped once, until now.

347
00:16:01,199 --> 00:16:03,179
Nic was a kid when she came in.

348
00:16:03,204 --> 00:16:06,132
My own daughter was
just born at the time.

349
00:16:07,452 --> 00:16:10,054
Anyway, she worked hard to change.

350
00:16:10,291 --> 00:16:12,556
But bringing this trouble on herself?

351
00:16:13,121 --> 00:16:15,374
You see that when they don't wanna go.

352
00:16:15,399 --> 00:16:17,133
When they're scared to.

353
00:16:17,158 --> 00:16:19,687
(SOFT MUSIC)

354
00:16:19,938 --> 00:16:21,952
Alright, thanks.

355
00:16:29,255 --> 00:16:32,843
You're tired because your body's
not getting enough oxygen.

356
00:16:32,868 --> 00:16:36,288
Unfortunately, this tissue...

357
00:16:36,313 --> 00:16:39,028
here in your right lung, is dead.

358
00:16:39,053 --> 00:16:42,795
And the dead tissue caused an
infection that's led to sepsis.

359
00:16:43,636 --> 00:16:45,470
Can I fight that off?

360
00:16:45,495 --> 00:16:47,129
The infection, yes.

361
00:16:47,645 --> 00:16:50,094
But the underlying cause...

362
00:16:51,252 --> 00:16:52,936
I'm sorry, Jessica.

363
00:16:52,961 --> 00:16:55,719
There were indicators before,
but now it's confirmed.

364
00:16:55,744 --> 00:16:57,268
You have COPD.

365
00:16:57,474 --> 00:16:59,942
Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disease.

366
00:17:01,539 --> 00:17:06,960
It's a progressive disease, and
we are seeing signs of emphysema.

367
00:17:08,263 --> 00:17:10,196
(JESSICA SIGHS)

368
00:17:11,475 --> 00:17:13,283
Go on, say it.

369
00:17:13,478 --> 00:17:15,397
If I'd seen a specialist before...

370
00:17:15,422 --> 00:17:17,733
No. No.

371
00:17:18,131 --> 00:17:20,683
There's no guarantees it
would have changed anything.

372
00:17:22,753 --> 00:17:24,711
But it is stage three,

373
00:17:25,522 --> 00:17:27,575
which means you have
to take it seriously.

374
00:17:28,152 --> 00:17:30,509
I'm only 32.

375
00:17:31,469 --> 00:17:34,012
I have my whole career ahead of me.

376
00:17:35,848 --> 00:17:38,449
I'll start you
on IV antibiotics right now,

377
00:17:38,474 --> 00:17:40,375
to deal with the infection,

378
00:17:40,486 --> 00:17:42,820
and I'm gonna set you
up a surgical consult

379
00:17:42,845 --> 00:17:45,064
to see what the options are beyond that.

380
00:17:53,824 --> 00:17:55,554
Hey. What do you have?

381
00:17:55,579 --> 00:17:58,206
Thirteen-year-old boy
with severe lead toxicity.

382
00:17:58,231 --> 00:17:59,871
You ever treated that?

383
00:17:59,896 --> 00:18:03,679
No, but normally it's chelation
therapy to flush it out.

384
00:18:03,704 --> 00:18:05,708
You'll need to source out
the cause of the exposure

385
00:18:05,733 --> 00:18:07,318
to make sure it's not ongoing, though.

386
00:18:07,999 --> 00:18:10,952
- Do you have time for a consult?
- What do you have?

387
00:18:10,977 --> 00:18:12,825
COPD with progressive emphysema.

388
00:18:12,850 --> 00:18:14,130
She's a candidate for bullectomy,

389
00:18:14,155 --> 00:18:16,075
which could improve her
breathing significantly.

390
00:18:16,100 --> 00:18:18,601
So if you already know that,
what do you need me for?

391
00:18:18,753 --> 00:18:20,675
I just thought that if you do
the consult,

392
00:18:20,700 --> 00:18:22,834
aren't you more likely to
assist with the procedure?

393
00:18:22,859 --> 00:18:24,516
I can ask someone else if you're busy.

394
00:18:24,541 --> 00:18:26,731
No, I'm good. (CHUCKLES)

395
00:18:28,570 --> 00:18:30,446
Thank you.

396
00:18:33,265 --> 00:18:35,157
(NICOLE WHEEZING SLOWLY)

397
00:18:40,025 --> 00:18:42,059
It's not working.

398
00:18:44,495 --> 00:18:47,962
You're not responding to
treatment as well as we'd hoped.

399
00:18:48,269 --> 00:18:50,505
Did you get in touch
with my mother?

400
00:18:50,530 --> 00:18:53,968
Uh... Our social worker
spoke with her, but...

401
00:18:56,205 --> 00:18:58,073
She's not coming.

402
00:18:58,098 --> 00:19:00,352
(WHEEZING)

403
00:19:00,377 --> 00:19:02,101
I'm sorry, Nicole.

404
00:19:02,951 --> 00:19:05,286
(SOFT MUSIC)

405
00:19:07,622 --> 00:19:09,482
(DR. MITCHELL): That's heartbreaking.

406
00:19:09,841 --> 00:19:11,902
She shut down.

407
00:19:12,343 --> 00:19:15,879
She wouldn't discuss any other
treatment options with me after that.

408
00:19:15,904 --> 00:19:18,075
Why do you think that was?

409
00:19:18,100 --> 00:19:21,662
With her prison term
coming to an end...

410
00:19:22,965 --> 00:19:26,207
I think that she thought if
her mother would forgive her,

411
00:19:26,232 --> 00:19:27,998
that she would deserve to get out.

412
00:19:28,023 --> 00:19:30,458
Same reason
she was starting fights.

413
00:19:30,800 --> 00:19:33,674
Because your patient didn't
think she deserved her release.

414
00:19:33,699 --> 00:19:35,819
And knowing that her mother
wouldn't come,

415
00:19:35,844 --> 00:19:39,617
even when she was so sick,
made her give up on life.

416
00:19:45,890 --> 00:19:48,225
Alright, so we finally got
ahold of your mother.

417
00:19:48,250 --> 00:19:50,733
She's gonna take an early flight back.

418
00:19:50,872 --> 00:19:53,902
Says she has no idea what
could be causing this.

419
00:19:56,684 --> 00:19:59,032
But if you do, you should tell me.

420
00:20:03,001 --> 00:20:04,954
You won't get in trouble.

421
00:20:12,511 --> 00:20:15,507
Okay, what if I tell you there's
a twenty in it for you?

422
00:20:15,703 --> 00:20:17,884
(THEO): Wait. You, you bribed him?

423
00:20:17,909 --> 00:20:20,178
(JUNE): I tried, it didn't work.

424
00:20:20,203 --> 00:20:22,905
(SCOFFS) So... you're
saying he was thirteen?

425
00:20:22,930 --> 00:20:25,583
Chelation therapy's not gonna
<i>be easy for a kid his age,</i>

426
00:20:25,608 --> 00:20:29,154
but given how extensive his lead
poisoning is, he may need it.

427
00:20:29,179 --> 00:20:31,443
Okay, so then
why are you calling me?

428
00:20:32,186 --> 00:20:33,862
Because he won't talk to me.

429
00:20:33,887 --> 00:20:37,179
You... you called me to ask
how to talk to your patient?

430
00:20:37,204 --> 00:20:41,365
Well, I mean, normally
I deal with adults, okay?

431
00:20:43,513 --> 00:20:45,348
I really need help.

432
00:20:45,373 --> 00:20:46,953
Well, look... (GIRL): Dad!

433
00:20:46,978 --> 00:20:49,843
You have to find a way to make
it seem like you're not trying.

434
00:20:49,868 --> 00:20:51,820
<i>You know? They usually wanna talk.</i>

435
00:20:51,845 --> 00:20:53,836
They just need to do
it on their own terms.

436
00:20:54,098 --> 00:20:56,297
But look, I gotta go, June.
So good luck, okay?

437
00:20:56,322 --> 00:20:58,300
Bye. Hey!

438
00:20:58,945 --> 00:21:01,869
Camille Beaudry's CT is clear.

439
00:21:01,894 --> 00:21:04,867
So they will be able to carry
on their cycling trip.

440
00:21:04,892 --> 00:21:05,929
Oh, God.

441
00:21:05,954 --> 00:21:07,546
There's not enough money in the world

442
00:21:07,571 --> 00:21:10,005
to make me wanna ride a bike
down a highway days on end.

443
00:21:10,030 --> 00:21:13,332
Oh, come on, it's romantic.

444
00:21:13,741 --> 00:21:15,400
Spandex and semi-trucks?

445
00:21:15,425 --> 00:21:17,143
No. Not my idea of romance.

446
00:21:17,168 --> 00:21:20,070
So you'd prefer Sonoma Valley?

447
00:21:20,095 --> 00:21:22,843
Mm-mm. Burning Man.

448
00:21:22,868 --> 00:21:25,701
No phones. No rules

449
00:21:26,141 --> 00:21:28,051
No showers. (CLAIRE CHUCKLES)

450
00:21:28,076 --> 00:21:30,705
You'd really want to be stuck
in the desert for three days?

451
00:21:30,730 --> 00:21:34,145
And you'd rather be touring some
stuffy medical museum in Paris?

452
00:21:34,170 --> 00:21:36,835
(BISHOP SIGHS) Latvia. Riga.

453
00:21:36,860 --> 00:21:39,258
Nights on the Baltic.

454
00:21:39,877 --> 00:21:42,030
Why didn't you ever do that
with Katherine?

455
00:21:42,118 --> 00:21:44,765
Same reason you didn't
do Burning Man.

456
00:21:45,009 --> 00:21:49,429
Lives burdened by glorious purpose.

457
00:21:56,898 --> 00:21:59,153
(BAGS JOSTLING)

458
00:22:06,329 --> 00:22:09,798
Mel, I've been trying to find the
right time to tell you something.

459
00:22:10,493 --> 00:22:12,935
I just, I need you to keep an open mind.

460
00:22:15,087 --> 00:22:17,822
That permanent position
I told you about...

461
00:22:20,013 --> 00:22:22,864
I applied, and Bishop offered it to me.

462
00:22:23,299 --> 00:22:25,094
Why didn't you tell me?

463
00:22:25,249 --> 00:22:28,552
I tried, Mel.
You just, you got upset.

464
00:22:28,761 --> 00:22:31,997
And you walked it back and you
never even brought it up again.

465
00:22:34,521 --> 00:22:36,480
When do you have to give him an answer?

466
00:22:41,458 --> 00:22:43,482
You already said yes.

467
00:22:43,653 --> 00:22:45,365
Okay, and I-I...

468
00:22:45,695 --> 00:22:47,346
I know that was stupid.

469
00:22:47,371 --> 00:22:50,123
Alright, but babe...

470
00:22:50,148 --> 00:22:53,317
I haven't been this excited
about something in a long time.

471
00:22:53,525 --> 00:22:55,709
I thought you were excited
to come home

472
00:22:55,734 --> 00:22:57,501
Of course I am.

473
00:22:58,657 --> 00:23:00,379
I-I just...

474
00:23:00,732 --> 00:23:03,633
I can see a future there too, Mel.

475
00:23:03,798 --> 00:23:05,903
For all of us. It's not just the job.

476
00:23:05,928 --> 00:23:09,244
It's the people the kids would meet.
The opportunities.

477
00:23:09,269 --> 00:23:12,559
My job is here, my parents,
our whole lives are here!

478
00:23:12,584 --> 00:23:16,022
You would...
You'd get a job in a second.

479
00:23:16,132 --> 00:23:17,410
(SOFT MUSIC)

480
00:23:17,487 --> 00:23:18,848
Hey look, I know.

481
00:23:18,935 --> 00:23:21,778
I know that if you
just gave it a chance,

482
00:23:21,803 --> 00:23:23,126
you'd love it.

483
00:23:23,310 --> 00:23:24,677
(SCOFFS)

484
00:23:24,884 --> 00:23:28,199
Mel... Say something.

485
00:23:28,832 --> 00:23:30,785
What am I supposed to say?

486
00:23:31,353 --> 00:23:33,845
You wait until five
minutes before you leave

487
00:23:33,870 --> 00:23:36,874
to drop this on me, and I'm
supposed to what, get on board?

488
00:23:36,899 --> 00:23:39,185
- Mel...
- No! Just...

489
00:23:39,274 --> 00:23:42,589
You better leave. You'll
miss your flight.

490
00:23:48,664 --> 00:23:51,165
(SOFT PIANO MUSIC)

491
00:23:52,732 --> 00:23:55,052
I reviewed your imaging
with the surgical team.

492
00:23:55,076 --> 00:23:57,386
We can perform a procedure
called a bullectomy.

493
00:23:57,411 --> 00:24:00,419
Essentially, we're gonna remove the
diseased air sacs from your lung.

494
00:24:00,444 --> 00:24:01,824
Take out part of my lung?

495
00:24:01,849 --> 00:24:03,747
It'll help the surrounding
healthy tissue grow,

496
00:24:03,772 --> 00:24:05,527
and it would make a big
difference on your breathing.

497
00:24:05,552 --> 00:24:07,141
You're young enough, Jessica,

498
00:24:07,166 --> 00:24:09,357
we really feel this will have a
positive effect on your disease,

499
00:24:09,382 --> 00:24:11,427
it can help slow progression, and...

500
00:24:11,452 --> 00:24:13,216
- (WHEEZING)
- Jessica?

501
00:24:13,241 --> 00:24:15,298
- (JESSICA): What's happening
- (WHEEZING)

502
00:24:15,323 --> 00:24:16,861
Her heart rate's 200.

503
00:24:16,886 --> 00:24:18,361
I need a crash cart here!

504
00:24:18,386 --> 00:24:20,103
Jessica, I need you to stay
with me, alright?

505
00:24:20,128 --> 00:24:22,045
Everything's gonna be
okay, just stay with me.

506
00:24:22,070 --> 00:24:24,571
Jessica, COPD can trigger
heart problems, and right now,

507
00:24:24,596 --> 00:24:26,244
your heart's not
in a normal rhythm,

508
00:24:26,269 --> 00:24:27,650
and we're gonna
need to address that.

509
00:24:27,675 --> 00:24:29,189
Okay? - What do we have?

510
00:24:29,214 --> 00:24:31,375
Jessica Brown,
newly diagnosed COPD,

511
00:24:31,400 --> 00:24:34,516
and now regular narrow complex
tachycardia, looks like SVT.

512
00:24:34,541 --> 00:24:36,975
Okay. A re-entrant
tachycardia. Recourse?

513
00:24:37,000 --> 00:24:38,720
Block antegrade conduction
and try to break it.

514
00:24:38,745 --> 00:24:39,830
Okay, good.

515
00:24:39,855 --> 00:24:42,423
Prep 6 milligrams adenosine IV push

516
00:24:42,448 --> 00:24:44,616
with 20 cc saline flush.

517
00:24:44,641 --> 00:24:46,008
(MACHINES BEEPING RAPIDLY)

518
00:24:46,033 --> 00:24:47,934
Okay, Jessica, I'm gonna
give you some medication

519
00:24:47,959 --> 00:24:49,220
that's gonna pause your heart,

520
00:24:49,245 --> 00:24:51,369
but don't worry, it's gonna
start back all by itself.

521
00:24:51,394 --> 00:24:53,189
(WHEEZING) Pause my heart?

522
00:24:53,214 --> 00:24:55,448
But won't that kill me?

523
00:24:55,473 --> 00:24:57,316
No. No. It's a very
quick procedure.

524
00:24:57,341 --> 00:24:59,392
But your heart will stop
beating for a few seconds.

525
00:24:59,417 --> 00:25:01,352
It's like hitting the reset button

526
00:25:01,377 --> 00:25:03,876
What if it... (COUGHING)

527
00:25:03,901 --> 00:25:05,654
What if it doesn't restart?

528
00:25:05,679 --> 00:25:09,091
It will. We have the defib
here just in case, but it will.

529
00:25:09,116 --> 00:25:11,177
Heart rate's still 200.

530
00:25:12,990 --> 00:25:14,582
Jessica.

531
00:25:14,607 --> 00:25:17,724
You run into fires every day.
This is nothing compared to that.

532
00:25:17,749 --> 00:25:19,393
Trust me.

533
00:25:20,440 --> 00:25:22,309
Let's do it.

534
00:25:23,974 --> 00:25:26,389
You're gonna feel
a discomfort in your chest,

535
00:25:26,414 --> 00:25:28,069
and a warming sensation.

536
00:25:28,967 --> 00:25:30,738
Are you ready?

537
00:25:31,493 --> 00:25:33,908
(JESSICA WHEEZING)

538
00:25:34,440 --> 00:25:36,207
(INTENSE MUSIC)

539
00:25:36,232 --> 00:25:38,579
(CONTINUOUS BEEP)

540
00:25:39,106 --> 00:25:40,939
(JUNE): Flatline.

541
00:25:43,517 --> 00:25:46,129
Come on, come on, come on.

542
00:25:46,154 --> 00:25:50,549
- (MACHINE BEEPS)
- Regular sinus rhythm.

543
00:25:53,963 --> 00:25:55,507
Welcome back.

544
00:25:56,851 --> 00:25:58,933
Good work, everyone.

545
00:26:00,285 --> 00:26:01,946
You okay?

546
00:26:02,320 --> 00:26:05,107
(BREATHING HEAVILY)

547
00:26:05,538 --> 00:26:07,609
(INDISTINCT CHATTERING)

548
00:26:08,310 --> 00:26:09,910
Sir?

549
00:26:10,204 --> 00:26:13,673
My botulism patient isn't
responding to the antitoxin.

550
00:26:13,698 --> 00:26:16,430
- Options?
- I want to try a newer drug.

551
00:26:16,455 --> 00:26:18,587
A higher potency synthetic compound.

552
00:26:18,917 --> 00:26:20,479
Which is still relatively untested,

553
00:26:20,504 --> 00:26:22,186
and therefore comes with a higher risk.

554
00:26:22,211 --> 00:26:24,613
- It's shown results.
- What does your patient say?

555
00:26:24,902 --> 00:26:27,479
Not much. She's afraid,

556
00:26:28,016 --> 00:26:30,891
- disengaged from her treatment.
- Mm.

557
00:26:30,916 --> 00:26:34,611
People don't always want
the things they need. Huh?

558
00:26:34,717 --> 00:26:37,513
Talk to her. Get her consent.

559
00:26:45,180 --> 00:26:47,732
Glenn. How's it going?

560
00:26:48,176 --> 00:26:51,277
So, uh... speaking of weird...

561
00:26:52,168 --> 00:26:54,321
The kids thought I was weird too.

562
00:26:54,825 --> 00:26:57,120
Yeah. I know, right?

563
00:26:57,145 --> 00:26:59,358
I was like a foot taller than
everyone else, which I hated.

564
00:26:59,383 --> 00:27:01,412
And I didn't like talking to people.

565
00:27:01,437 --> 00:27:03,247
Things at home weren't great.

566
00:27:03,758 --> 00:27:06,059
I felt pretty alone. You know?

567
00:27:06,692 --> 00:27:08,593
You sure talk a lot now.

568
00:27:08,824 --> 00:27:10,589
(LAUGHING)

569
00:27:11,022 --> 00:27:12,983
Okay. Alright.

570
00:27:13,215 --> 00:27:15,554
So look, as you get older,
the thing you realize

571
00:27:15,579 --> 00:27:18,721
is that, you know, the weird
kids grow up to be...

572
00:27:19,303 --> 00:27:20,613
the cool kids.

573
00:27:20,638 --> 00:27:22,405
(SNORTING)

574
00:27:22,654 --> 00:27:24,560
You wanna see something awesome?

575
00:27:30,759 --> 00:27:32,626
(SOFT MUSIC)

576
00:27:32,865 --> 00:27:34,455
Ready?

577
00:27:34,480 --> 00:27:36,047
You said you liked fossils, right?

578
00:27:36,072 --> 00:27:38,968
Eh? Cool, right?

579
00:27:38,993 --> 00:27:40,827
I mean, he's not real,
but he's to scale.

580
00:27:40,852 --> 00:27:43,361
We use him for teaching. The
residents call him Maurice.

581
00:27:43,386 --> 00:27:44,873
Say hi.

582
00:27:45,515 --> 00:27:47,499
Shake his hand.

583
00:28:06,246 --> 00:28:08,180
Have you been eating these?

584
00:28:08,205 --> 00:28:10,649
I like the way they taste.

585
00:28:11,665 --> 00:28:14,068
- What are they?
- Fishing weights.

586
00:28:14,093 --> 00:28:15,693
How long have you been doing this?

587
00:28:15,863 --> 00:28:17,606
About a month.

588
00:28:17,807 --> 00:28:20,533
I got them from my
grandfather's tackle box.

589
00:28:22,927 --> 00:28:24,870
He used to take me fishing.

590
00:28:25,233 --> 00:28:27,206
Before he died.

591
00:28:27,762 --> 00:28:30,137
We used to talk about stuff.

592
00:28:32,710 --> 00:28:35,012
I bet you miss him, huh?

593
00:28:36,681 --> 00:28:39,177
I feel alone too.

594
00:28:40,321 --> 00:28:42,222
No, you're not alone.

595
00:28:45,114 --> 00:28:47,864
But Glenn, how many of
these have you eaten?

596
00:28:47,889 --> 00:28:49,213
A lot.

597
00:28:49,238 --> 00:28:52,940
I tried to stop, but I can't.

598
00:28:52,965 --> 00:28:54,817
I didn't know they were made of lead.

599
00:28:54,842 --> 00:28:56,342
It's okay.

600
00:28:56,574 --> 00:28:59,321
It's cool. I can help you with this.

601
00:29:00,055 --> 00:29:02,289
Can I stay here a bit longer?

602
00:29:02,326 --> 00:29:05,295
Definitely. You should
chill with Maurice.

603
00:29:05,776 --> 00:29:08,054
Hairline fracture of the patella.

604
00:29:08,079 --> 00:29:11,466
- It'll take 4 to 6 weeks to heal.
- Ugh...

605
00:29:11,491 --> 00:29:13,223
Can't you give me a steroid shot?

606
00:29:13,248 --> 00:29:16,880
You can walk on it, but a long ride
is definitely out of the question.

607
00:29:17,464 --> 00:29:19,369
I'm sorry, Cam

608
00:29:21,443 --> 00:29:23,610
- What?
- I booked a tour company

609
00:29:23,635 --> 00:29:25,083
to the falls on the New York side,

610
00:29:25,108 --> 00:29:28,101
and they have something I've never seen.

611
00:29:28,377 --> 00:29:31,051
A chicken who does math.

612
00:29:31,076 --> 00:29:33,272
(CAM LAUGHING)

613
00:29:33,297 --> 00:29:36,473
I'm serious. She counts out
little kernels of corn

614
00:29:36,498 --> 00:29:38,543
with her little, little beak!

615
00:29:38,568 --> 00:29:41,083
Well, only a madman
could turn down that offer.

616
00:29:41,108 --> 00:29:43,408
Then I guess I'm not.

617
00:29:44,214 --> 00:29:47,153
Listen to the doctor.
All he wants is your consent.

618
00:29:47,178 --> 00:29:48,979
What's the point?
Isn't it shift change?

619
00:29:49,011 --> 00:29:50,465
Don't you gotta punch out?

620
00:29:50,490 --> 00:29:51,974
The infection isn't stopping.

621
00:29:51,999 --> 00:29:53,864
It's going to reach
your respiratory system

622
00:29:53,889 --> 00:29:56,223
What happens if she doesn't
take the new medication?

623
00:29:56,248 --> 00:29:58,973
If things continue as they are,
she's going to stop breathing

624
00:29:58,998 --> 00:30:01,032
- within the next 24 hours
- You hear that?

625
00:30:01,057 --> 00:30:03,511
- He says you'll die.
- I don't care.

626
00:30:03,536 --> 00:30:05,638
Don't say that. Don't do this.

627
00:30:06,920 --> 00:30:09,590
- Doc, please, you gotta talk to her.
- He's right, Nicole.

628
00:30:09,615 --> 00:30:11,129
You don't have to give up.

629
00:30:11,203 --> 00:30:13,065
You don't deserve to die from this

630
00:30:13,090 --> 00:30:15,398
(STRUGGLING TO BREATHE)
You don't know me.

631
00:30:15,639 --> 00:30:17,941
You don't know what I deserve

632
00:30:17,966 --> 00:30:19,738
(ROBERTS): But I do.

633
00:30:19,908 --> 00:30:22,446
I killed someone, Marty.

634
00:30:22,795 --> 00:30:26,251
I took an innocent man

635
00:30:26,276 --> 00:30:29,278
away from his family, his two kids,

636
00:30:29,470 --> 00:30:31,456
just for the cash in his till.

637
00:30:31,481 --> 00:30:33,551
It was a different person who did that!

638
00:30:33,576 --> 00:30:34,940
(NICOLE WHEEZING)

639
00:30:34,965 --> 00:30:37,087
The law says you paid your debt.

640
00:30:37,112 --> 00:30:39,046
Well, I don't!

641
00:30:40,792 --> 00:30:42,467
He's dead.

642
00:30:42,878 --> 00:30:44,927
Why do I get to live?

643
00:30:45,794 --> 00:30:49,139
Just... just go, home.

644
00:30:49,435 --> 00:30:51,016
Just leave.

645
00:30:51,041 --> 00:30:54,603
(NICOLE CRYING)

646
00:31:06,961 --> 00:31:08,728
(DOOR OPENING)

647
00:31:09,444 --> 00:31:12,205
- Hey, I'm home!
- Hey.

648
00:31:15,006 --> 00:31:17,804
- What are you doing?
- Homework.

649
00:31:17,829 --> 00:31:20,463
We had an algebra test,
and I didn't finish.

650
00:31:20,488 --> 00:31:23,195
Now my teacher says I have to do
these extra problems for Monday.

651
00:31:23,220 --> 00:31:25,813
Algebra still gives me nightmares

652
00:31:25,838 --> 00:31:27,747
I bet you finished
your tests on time.

653
00:31:27,772 --> 00:31:31,682
Not always. And I went
to school in my first language.

654
00:31:32,236 --> 00:31:34,352
Amira, you're doing great.

655
00:31:34,812 --> 00:31:36,713
And whenever you feel like you're not...

656
00:31:36,836 --> 00:31:38,273
You come find me.

657
00:31:38,409 --> 00:31:40,941
(DOOR OPENING)

658
00:31:42,753 --> 00:31:44,486
Hey.

659
00:31:45,208 --> 00:31:47,407
Homework on a Saturday?

660
00:31:47,492 --> 00:31:50,193
- How was work?
- Long.

661
00:31:50,386 --> 00:31:52,411
How'd it go?

662
00:31:52,797 --> 00:31:56,758
Mel wasn't thrilled about
the idea of us moving here.

663
00:31:57,064 --> 00:31:59,633
Give her time.
She'll change her mind.

664
00:31:59,658 --> 00:32:01,711
What will you do if she doesn't?

665
00:32:01,736 --> 00:32:04,437
- Amira.
- (THEO): No, it's okay.

666
00:32:04,951 --> 00:32:06,675
I don't know.

667
00:32:06,700 --> 00:32:08,677
Sounds like we could use a pizza.

668
00:32:08,702 --> 00:32:11,473
- Oh, yeah. I'm in.
- Me too.

669
00:32:11,498 --> 00:32:14,300
(SIRENS WAILING, TRAFFIC PASSING)

670
00:32:15,594 --> 00:32:17,996
(SOFT MUSIC)

671
00:32:19,126 --> 00:32:22,434
Uh, Nicole Spencer? Where is she?

672
00:32:22,459 --> 00:32:24,900
They moved her to ICU overnight.

673
00:32:24,925 --> 00:32:27,196
She lost consciousness

674
00:32:29,562 --> 00:32:31,908
(TENSE MUSIC)

675
00:32:32,439 --> 00:32:35,718
Blood pressure's low.
O2 sats are still falling.

676
00:32:35,750 --> 00:32:37,557
They upped the infusion
of antitoxin, but...

677
00:32:37,582 --> 00:32:40,789
She's not responding.
She's going into respiratory failure

678
00:32:41,012 --> 00:32:43,129
Do you want to intubate?

679
00:32:44,899 --> 00:32:46,796
Dr. Hamed?

680
00:32:47,241 --> 00:32:51,011
We're going to try
a synthetic adenovirus.

681
00:32:52,174 --> 00:32:54,442
(TENSE MUSIC)

682
00:32:58,794 --> 00:33:01,060
Glenn's mother agreed
to the chelation therapy.

683
00:33:01,085 --> 00:33:03,453
That should flush out the
rest of the lead toxicity.

684
00:33:03,478 --> 00:33:05,083
He'll just be here a few days.

685
00:33:05,108 --> 00:33:06,789
Okay, well the X-ray
confirmed all the lead weights

686
00:33:06,814 --> 00:33:08,737
have passed from his system.

687
00:33:09,196 --> 00:33:12,156
The way he described it, it
sounded like a compulsive habit.

688
00:33:12,181 --> 00:33:13,797
That could be Pica.

689
00:33:13,822 --> 00:33:17,203
It's an eating disorder brought on
by anxiety and major stress events

690
00:33:17,228 --> 00:33:18,844
Glenn's grandfather
just passed away.

691
00:33:18,869 --> 00:33:21,354
They were close, and now it's
just him and his mom, so...

692
00:33:21,379 --> 00:33:22,846
Yeah, it's never easy.

693
00:33:22,871 --> 00:33:24,727
Well, she's committed to helping.

694
00:33:24,752 --> 00:33:27,726
So I'll refer them to a psychologist
who's worked with teens before.

695
00:33:27,751 --> 00:33:30,406
More talking?
The kid's gonna love that.

696
00:33:30,431 --> 00:33:32,265
(CHUCKLES)

697
00:33:33,990 --> 00:33:36,625
Well, looks like you made
a new friend.

698
00:33:38,600 --> 00:33:40,684
You really like doing
this stuff every day?

699
00:33:41,346 --> 00:33:43,792
Yeah. I really do.

700
00:33:56,039 --> 00:33:57,958
You put her on the adenovirus.

701
00:33:58,699 --> 00:34:01,582
She was unconscious
when I started the infusion.

702
00:34:02,469 --> 00:34:05,294
I had no choice but to
make an informed decision.

703
00:34:05,839 --> 00:34:08,622
- Meaning?
- Meaning, I'm trying to help her.

704
00:34:08,647 --> 00:34:11,472
You said yourself that people don't
always want the things they need.

705
00:34:11,525 --> 00:34:13,212
Wouldn't you have done the same?

706
00:34:13,237 --> 00:34:15,805
Wasn't it three weeks ago
I asked you to go see Dr. Mitchell?

707
00:34:15,830 --> 00:34:17,556
Have you gone?

708
00:34:19,029 --> 00:34:21,017
I'm trying to help you, too.

709
00:34:22,702 --> 00:34:25,304
(TENSE MUSIC)

710
00:34:33,568 --> 00:34:35,279
As soon as my infection gets better

711
00:34:35,304 --> 00:34:37,185
they said they'll get me up for surgery.

712
00:34:37,210 --> 00:34:39,344
You'll be up and around
in no time.

713
00:34:40,751 --> 00:34:42,952
No more fires, though.

714
00:34:43,720 --> 00:34:46,451
(MAGS SIGHS) No.

715
00:34:48,466 --> 00:34:51,335
Not if you want to slow the
progression of your disease,

716
00:34:51,360 --> 00:34:52,926
no.

717
00:34:53,418 --> 00:34:55,886
(SOFT PIANO MUSIC)

718
00:34:56,469 --> 00:34:58,931
Fighting fires was...

719
00:34:59,132 --> 00:35:01,266
was the thing I picked.

720
00:35:03,026 --> 00:35:05,063
Not marriage,

721
00:35:05,658 --> 00:35:07,192
not kids.

722
00:35:07,391 --> 00:35:09,358
You're still young, Jessica.

723
00:35:10,159 --> 00:35:12,569
You've got your whole life ahead of you.

724
00:35:14,009 --> 00:35:15,510
Maybe.

725
00:35:15,890 --> 00:35:18,909
But I cut everything else out.

726
00:35:20,071 --> 00:35:22,172
Without my job...

727
00:35:23,383 --> 00:35:25,617
I'm not sure I know who I am.

728
00:35:33,245 --> 00:35:34,612
Dr. Leblanc,

729
00:35:34,637 --> 00:35:37,177
I'm still looking for someone
to cover tonight 10 to 6.

730
00:35:37,202 --> 00:35:39,685
You said to tell you if
I hadn't covered it?

731
00:35:39,710 --> 00:35:41,318
Yeah, um...

732
00:35:41,343 --> 00:35:44,134
I'm sorry, Dr. Atwater. I can't.

733
00:35:44,159 --> 00:35:45,564
Okay.

734
00:35:45,900 --> 00:35:47,647
Hi, Dr. Curtis.

735
00:35:48,897 --> 00:35:51,489
- What?
- Nothing, you have other plans?

736
00:35:51,514 --> 00:35:53,739
- No, why?
- Well, good.

737
00:35:53,764 --> 00:35:56,446
Just, you know, don't make any.

738
00:36:00,594 --> 00:36:03,184
- Hey.
- Mr. Roberts.

739
00:36:03,209 --> 00:36:05,580
(SIGHS) Nic's on the new meds?

740
00:36:05,605 --> 00:36:08,161
And her deterioration is holding.

741
00:36:08,186 --> 00:36:10,752
She's still critical, but we're hopeful.

742
00:36:15,008 --> 00:36:17,217
She did shoot that man,

743
00:36:18,132 --> 00:36:19,609
but what she didn't mention

744
00:36:19,634 --> 00:36:22,722
was the abusive boyfriend
who dragged her into it.

745
00:36:22,747 --> 00:36:24,662
He's doing life for that,

746
00:36:24,687 --> 00:36:27,395
and another crime that she
had nothing to do with.

747
00:36:28,075 --> 00:36:30,898
Nic never had anyone who
to look out for her.

748
00:36:30,923 --> 00:36:33,091
Her first year inside,

749
00:36:33,370 --> 00:36:35,895
she was too scared to sleep.

750
00:36:36,294 --> 00:36:39,489
So we sat up nights playing
Scrabble until she could.

751
00:36:40,500 --> 00:36:43,660
(LIGHT PIANO MUSIC)

752
00:36:44,658 --> 00:36:46,997
Give that to her when she wakes up?

753
00:36:48,694 --> 00:36:52,127
I guess she did have
someone looking out for her.

754
00:36:54,701 --> 00:36:57,398
- Theo!
- Hey, Joanie.

755
00:36:57,423 --> 00:37:00,055
I heard from my shift supervisor
you put in for a ride along?

756
00:37:00,080 --> 00:37:01,886
I'm starting here full-time.

757
00:37:01,911 --> 00:37:03,796
And you need
your EMS field experience.

758
00:37:03,821 --> 00:37:06,148
Yeah, all permanent staff
need to log 20 hours.

759
00:37:06,173 --> 00:37:08,779
Okay, well, if you can do next
Thursday, we'll take you with us.

760
00:37:08,804 --> 00:37:10,585
That's perfect. Great! Thank you.

761
00:37:10,610 --> 00:37:12,272
See you then!

762
00:37:14,130 --> 00:37:16,464
(DISTANT SIRENS WAILING)

763
00:37:16,697 --> 00:37:18,465
(CARS HONKING)

764
00:37:21,767 --> 00:37:24,660
- Hey.
- Hi.

765
00:37:25,624 --> 00:37:28,539
New nurses schedule.

766
00:37:28,564 --> 00:37:31,108
I've added a second
overnight to Saturday.

767
00:37:31,133 --> 00:37:34,578
- Wanna take a look?
- Claire, uh...

768
00:37:37,007 --> 00:37:40,301
If I... If I were to ask you to...

769
00:37:42,178 --> 00:37:45,263
come to the Baltics
with me, would you?

770
00:37:45,288 --> 00:37:47,555
I thought you were too
caught up here,

771
00:37:47,812 --> 00:37:51,215
burdened with "glorious purpose"?

772
00:37:51,240 --> 00:37:54,064
Well, it wouldn't kill me
to take a vacation.

773
00:37:54,089 --> 00:37:56,301
Mm. Burning Man?

774
00:37:56,326 --> 00:37:59,218
Well... (CHUCKLING)

775
00:37:59,243 --> 00:38:01,765
Possibly. I know...

776
00:38:01,790 --> 00:38:05,493
I know you wanted some time on your
own to figure things out, Claire.

777
00:38:06,566 --> 00:38:10,497
I just wanted to let you know...

778
00:38:13,449 --> 00:38:15,961
I'd follow you anywhere.

779
00:38:16,184 --> 00:38:18,964
Even the middle of the desert
with the great unwashed.

780
00:38:20,036 --> 00:38:22,884
(SOFT MUSIC)

781
00:38:31,697 --> 00:38:34,562
(GIGGLING)

782
00:38:37,669 --> 00:38:40,485
Well, why don't we start small?

783
00:38:40,510 --> 00:38:42,696
Take the same day off?

784
00:38:43,166 --> 00:38:45,365
Go from there?

785
00:38:45,390 --> 00:38:48,701
(DISTANT SIRENS WAILING)

786
00:38:54,311 --> 00:38:58,054
So, Singh's going to let me
scrub in on the bullectomy.

787
00:38:58,079 --> 00:39:01,364
Wait, is that...
is that why we're here?

788
00:39:01,389 --> 00:39:03,296
- No.
- Is that why we're hanging out?

789
00:39:03,321 --> 00:39:06,053
Listen. Don't... don't make
a big deal out of this.

790
00:39:06,078 --> 00:39:07,721
Mm-hmm.

791
00:39:08,414 --> 00:39:11,000
Well, last time I had
a beer and pretzels,

792
00:39:11,025 --> 00:39:13,694
I was with my sister. (CHEWING)

793
00:39:13,719 --> 00:39:17,610
She was getting married the next
day, and panicking about it.

794
00:39:17,635 --> 00:39:19,774
Oh, okay, so...

795
00:39:19,799 --> 00:39:22,804
Overthinking runs really
strong in your family?

796
00:39:22,829 --> 00:39:26,324
- (LAUGHING)
- Yeah. Yeah.

797
00:39:26,818 --> 00:39:30,953
- You have a brother, right?
- Yeah, uh, Charlie.

798
00:39:30,978 --> 00:39:34,998
We have a strong
text-based relationship.

799
00:39:35,200 --> 00:39:37,301
My sister and I, we used to...

800
00:39:37,326 --> 00:39:39,587
we used to talk every day.

801
00:39:39,612 --> 00:39:41,797
- Every day?
- Mm-hmm.

802
00:39:41,822 --> 00:39:43,381
Wow.

803
00:39:43,505 --> 00:39:47,041
Well, since my residency started,
it's been more like every, uh...

804
00:39:47,066 --> 00:39:50,500
every few weeks, I'd say.

805
00:39:53,101 --> 00:39:56,174
She used to let me pretend
to defibrillate her.

806
00:39:56,199 --> 00:39:57,833
(LAUGHING) What?!

807
00:39:57,858 --> 00:39:59,991
- I know.
- Are you serious?

808
00:40:00,196 --> 00:40:02,025
Poor kid.

809
00:40:02,050 --> 00:40:04,054
So, I guess you were one
of the weird kids too, then, huh?

810
00:40:04,079 --> 00:40:06,363
Mm-hmm. Definitely.

811
00:40:06,687 --> 00:40:08,154
Hmm, nice.

812
00:40:08,246 --> 00:40:11,345
Well, cheers to the weirdos.

813
00:40:11,370 --> 00:40:14,132
- Cheers.
- (GLASSES CLINKING)

814
00:40:18,593 --> 00:40:20,561
(SOFT MUSIC)

815
00:40:22,441 --> 00:40:24,589
What happened?

816
00:40:26,231 --> 00:40:27,699
You survived.

817
00:40:27,724 --> 00:40:31,286
(SIGHS) I survived, or...

818
00:40:31,650 --> 00:40:33,349
You saved me?

819
00:40:34,871 --> 00:40:37,728
I made a judgment call
when your life was in danger.

820
00:40:37,826 --> 00:40:40,897
Yours was a fight I refused to lose.

821
00:40:46,116 --> 00:40:47,862
Hmm.

822
00:40:48,013 --> 00:40:49,782
Marty bring these?

823
00:40:50,918 --> 00:40:53,785
- You ever play?
- With my little sister,

824
00:40:53,894 --> 00:40:57,230
when she was learning English,
it helped with her spelling.

825
00:40:57,314 --> 00:40:58,911
(KNOCKING)

826
00:40:59,487 --> 00:41:02,669
Hey. Good to see you up.

827
00:41:03,193 --> 00:41:05,838
Good to be up.

828
00:41:06,655 --> 00:41:09,968
You got time for a quick game, or what?

829
00:41:10,805 --> 00:41:13,471
Yeah, I could carve out
a few minutes.

830
00:41:13,496 --> 00:41:15,473
Okay, I'm gonna beat you, though.

831
00:41:15,498 --> 00:41:18,309
Yeah, well, there's a first
for everything.

832
00:41:19,333 --> 00:41:21,083
Good?

833
00:41:23,063 --> 00:41:25,901
Why don't I let you pick first.

834
00:41:28,699 --> 00:41:31,449
Your patient struggle
to forgive herself.

835
00:41:31,666 --> 00:41:33,533
It affected you.

836
00:41:34,114 --> 00:41:36,661
It made you finally come see me.

837
00:41:38,372 --> 00:41:43,085
Many of my patients who come from war
zones live with survivor's guilt.

838
00:41:43,180 --> 00:41:45,796
(SLOW EXHALE)

839
00:41:49,657 --> 00:41:52,218
You asked me what I saw

840
00:41:52,376 --> 00:41:55,268
that day that building
across the street exploded,

841
00:41:55,293 --> 00:41:59,184
and I lost focus during
a medical procedure.

842
00:42:03,477 --> 00:42:05,260
I saw my mother.

843
00:42:05,285 --> 00:42:08,776
(HIGH-PITCHED RINGING)

844
00:42:09,727 --> 00:42:12,405
(SOFT MUSIC)

845
00:42:13,125 --> 00:42:14,926
She was dead.

846
00:42:14,951 --> 00:42:19,721
There was a bombing in the
clinic that my parents built.

847
00:42:21,371 --> 00:42:24,822
The clinic they ran since
I was a child, and...

848
00:42:26,556 --> 00:42:28,986
I was too late to save her.

849
00:42:29,699 --> 00:42:32,593
And you can't forgive
yourself for that.

850
00:42:34,973 --> 00:42:39,348
Every time I see my little
sister, I'm reminded...

851
00:42:39,931 --> 00:42:41,900
of what we lost.

852
00:42:43,760 --> 00:42:45,928
Reminded that the one thing she needs

853
00:42:45,953 --> 00:42:49,192
is the one thing I can
never give her back.

854
00:42:52,049 --> 00:42:54,127
Our parents.

855
00:42:56,472 --> 00:42:59,174
(SOFT MUSIC)

856
00:43:00,280 --> 00:43:04,994

857
00:43:06,636 --> 00:43:08,869
What happened with Amira?
Was everything okay?

858
00:43:08,894 --> 00:43:12,049
There was an incident
with another student.

859
00:43:13,040 --> 00:43:15,844
I tried talking to her but I guess
I'm saying all the wrong things.

860
00:43:15,869 --> 00:43:17,541
A BREAKDOWN AT HOME

861
00:43:17,566 --> 00:43:19,752
I hate it here! You hate it here?

862
00:43:19,777 --> 00:43:21,933
You're the only reason were here.

863
00:43:21,958 --> 00:43:23,408
It gets harder.

864
00:43:23,433 --> 00:43:25,646
A RELAPSE IN THE ER.

865
00:43:25,952 --> 00:43:27,486
♪

866
00:43:27,857 --> 00:43:29,525
- Sir?
- Dr. Bishop?

867
00:43:29,550 --> 00:43:31,285
AND ONLY TWO EPISODES LEFT

868
00:43:31,310 --> 00:43:33,187
GET INTO AN ALL NEW TRANSPLANT