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[theme music playing]
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[distant seagulls]
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[girl]
So you have to wear them forever now.
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Forever until you die?
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Mom says they make me look extinguished.
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She probably said "distinguished."
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It's like fancy.
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Let me try.
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Oh, wow.
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You're blind.
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-Can you even tell it's me?
-Of course I can.
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I see you every day.
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-[woman in distance] Kids, dinner!
-You can stay for dinner again.
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I should go home.
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No, really, you can stay.
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My mom says you can stay anytime.
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I think she wishes she could swap us.
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[chuckles]
Then you'd have to live with my mom.
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[chuckles]
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[Dani chuckles]
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Wow.
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You like it?
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Yeah, absolutely.
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You're beautiful.
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["All Through the Night"
by Cyndi Lauper playing]
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Are you ready for this?
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[sighs]
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I think so.
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We have to get through this,
then they'll leave us alone for a while.
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♪ …feel the same
Without saying ♪
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[knocking]
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♪ We have no past ♪
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-♪ We won't reach back ♪
-[guests cheering]
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♪ Keep with me forward
All through the night ♪
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♪ And once we start, the meter clicks ♪
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♪ And it goes running
All through the night ♪
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♪ Until it ends
There is no end… ♪
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[man] It was a dare. She dared me…
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to kiss her, and so I did.
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And then Kyle tells me that kissing
is how you get a girl pregnant,
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-so…
-[guests chuckle]
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…I panicked. I-I was ten years old,
my mom's gonna kill me,
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Danielle's mom is gonna kill
the both of us.
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I-I have to make this right.
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So…
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the very next day,
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while we were walking to school, I…
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get down on one knee,
and I asked her to marry me.
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-And she turned me down.
-[guests laughing]
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She says, "We're too young."
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And, so, I said…
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"When is old enough?"
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And, um…
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well, over the years,
I kept asking and asking.
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Now, we're still pretty young,
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but I think we are old enough
to know what we want,
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and what I want is to be the man
that gets to be with this girl,
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this beautiful, amazing girl,
for the rest of our lives.
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Danielle, thank you
for daring me to do it. [laughs]
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I can't wait.
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-[guests chuckling]
-That's all I wrote.
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["Higher Love" by Steve Winwood playing]
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♪ Bring me a higher love ♪
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♪ Bring me a higher love… ♪
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[woman] Dani, honey, are you having fun?
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-Yeah. Yeah, I'm just a little tired.
-Yeah.
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Eddie says you've been so busy at school.
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Yeah, there's a couple of kids
that just need a little extra help.
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Come with me for a minute.
I've got a surprise for you. Come on.
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Oh.
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Oh, yeah.
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Okay, so, one thing I've always loved
about you, Danielle,
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you always seem to spot the kids
that need you the most.
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You'd better take care
of yourself as well, you know.
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Save them all if you can,
but put your own oxygen mask on first.
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Edmund says the same thing.
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All the time.
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Here, come here.
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This is just a-- a…
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I don't know, it's a silly thought.
It might be a bad idea.
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Um, but…
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[whispers] Oh.
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I, um…
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I remember the first time I met you.
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You were just the sweetest little thing.
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And you said,
"Good morning, Mrs. O'Mara.
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I'm Danielle, and I'm gonna be
Edmund's new best friend."
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[both laugh gently]
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You always knew your mind. Always.
[chuckles]
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So, if this doesn't feel right,
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I expect that you will tell me.
I trust you will.
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I always hoped I'd have a daughter
I could give this to.
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I'm so proud of my sons,
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but I don't think this would suit
any of them.
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[both laugh]
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Well, maybe Carson. [chuckles]
Anyway, come, let's see.
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I mean, we'd have to take it in,
of course,
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and, um… well, take it up, probably.
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Um… But, well, let's just…
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see.
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Okay.
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-It's beautiful. I, um…
-[sighs with relief]
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I don't know what to say.
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Oh…
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Just say…
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"Good morning, Mrs. O'Mara."
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[party music continues in distance]
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-[sighs]
-[jarring crescendo]
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[footsteps approaching]
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[knocking on door]
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[Jamie] You decent?
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Come in.
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[Dani] Oh!
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You look…
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I can scrub up when I need to.
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Funeral starts at four.
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-Owen said we should get there early.
-Okay.
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It's a…
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[clears throat]
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It's quite a dress.
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Yeah, it's the only thing I had in black.
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I-I hate it.
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Does look a bit like you're trying
to scandalize the village.
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Can't say I fault the general principle.
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-I just don't want to let Owen down.
-[Jamie] He won't mind.
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Honestly, you don't have to go
if you don't want to.
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Really?
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He said as much.
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Was pretty clear.
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Okay. Yeah.
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That's a relief, actually. I, um…
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I had a funeral in my own life.
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Not so long ago.
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And I feel like this is, um…
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Hey, Poppins.
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It's your day off.
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I promise, I don't need you to be my date
to Owen's mom's funeral.
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-[both chuckle softly]
-Okay.
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Okay.
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Then, can you help me get this thing off?
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Blimey. [clears throat]
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No, seriously.
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-[Jamie chuckles]
-The, uh… the zipper.
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Right.
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[takes deep breath, clears throat]
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-Thank you.
-[upzipping]
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[ominous thud]
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[gasps]
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Did I pinch you?
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No, I'm sorry.
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[eerie music playing]
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All right.
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-Well, I'll be back in a few hours.
-Okay.
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And if I find out
you've not been relaxing,
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-there will be serious consequences.
-[chuckling] Okay.
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Yeah.
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[door creaks shut]
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[Flora humming "O Willow Waly"
in distance]
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[humming grows louder]
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[rubbing sound]
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Oh.
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-Hello, Miss Clayton.
-Hm.
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I thought you were off to town.
For the funeral.
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No.
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No, I decided to stay home.
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I don't like funerals either.
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Hm.
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So, what you up to down here?
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Grave rubbings.
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Wow.
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I wanted to finish them all
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before the end of the season.
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Hm.
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-[Flora] Miss Clayton?
-[Dani] Mm-hm?
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[sighs] Will Owen's mom be there?
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-Where?
-At the funeral.
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I suppose so.
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My mom and dad weren't at theirs.
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They were far away when they died.
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They had to bury empty boxes.
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But we had to pretend anyway.
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And I thought that was quite silly.
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Well…
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…you know,
your parents loved you so, so much that…
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…in a way, they'll always be here.
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They're not here.
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I'm sorry, Miss Clayton.
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They're really not.
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I've looked and looked. But…
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we can pretend
if that makes you feel better.
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Oh. No.
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Okay, now. Come along, sweetie.
Your pants are getting wet out here.
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[Flora giggling]
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-What?
-[gigglng continues]
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What's so-- Hey! No!
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Mrs. Grose,
my trousers got wet in the graveyard,
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-and Miss Clayton said I wet my pants.
-[Hannah] Oh!
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Because in America,
"pants" mean "trousers."
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[laughing] That is funny.
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She said I wet my pants like a baby.
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[Hannah chuckles]
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Oh, Miss Clayton,
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let me do one for you.
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You haven't seen this.
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I'll do it in blue, to match your eyes.
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-Mm.
-It will be splendid.
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[chuckles] Okay.
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I, uh…
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I guess you didn't make it
to the funeral either.
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Oh, no, not my cup of tea,
the church in the village.
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I haven't been there since…
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God…
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since I was married.
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Hm.
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I had nothing but respect
for Owen's mom, but…
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she was long gone.
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Dementia is a savage thing.
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Jamie said that Owen said it was okay
if we missed it.
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No, yeah, that's true.
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[sighs] I pay my respect in my own ways.
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He understands that funerals
are for the living.
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It's up to the living to decide
what they can and cannot bear.
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[Dani] Hm.
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[Hannah] Right, you. Come along.
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Let's get some supper started
for you children, shall we?
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Mm-hm. Me and Miles will help.
I can chop things up.
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[Hannah]
Oh! I'm not letting you chop things up.
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-[Flora] Aww.
-[Hannah] Ohh.
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[storyteller]
The au pair found that she lit her candle
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not in remembrance of those that she lost,
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but to atone for the moments
she didn't remember them.
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Those most recent moments
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where she'd even been happy
to have forgotten them.
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[somber music playing]
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I thought you said you were making
our favorite for dinner.
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I didn't say it was your favorite.
It's Owen's favorite.
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But Owen isn't here.
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-Hey, you lot.
-Hello.
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-[Hannah] How was it?
-Oh, you know, just a barrel of laughs.
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Any chance for a brew?
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Yeah, I'll make tea.
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[Hannah and Jamie] No!
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I'll make it.
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Can you, uh…
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make sure these two
don't chop their fingers off?
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[Jamie] Owen did his best.
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Almost no one even remembers how she was
when her mind hadn't gone.
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Hate to say it,
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but, on some level, it must be a relief.
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For Owen, I mean.
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Uh, did he, um…
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Did he seem relieved?
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No.
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Didn't seem much of anything.
Shell-shocked.
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I'd be relieved, though.
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Losing yourself like that.
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Being worn away a little bit every day.
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Good Christ.
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Just shoot me.
260
00:12:52,416 --> 00:12:53,536
Put me out my misery.
261
00:12:54,500 --> 00:12:55,880
It's not fair on anyone.
262
00:12:56,666 --> 00:12:58,916
I don't think fairness
comes into it, dear.
263
00:12:59,000 --> 00:12:59,880
[Jamie] Hm.
264
00:13:05,208 --> 00:13:06,038
[chuckles softly]
265
00:13:08,375 --> 00:13:09,995
[Hannah] That's right, butter.
266
00:13:11,125 --> 00:13:13,125
[Hannah speaking indistinctly]
267
00:13:27,708 --> 00:13:29,708
[eerie music building]
268
00:13:32,583 --> 00:13:33,583
[ominous thud]
269
00:13:33,666 --> 00:13:34,876
[Dani gasps]
270
00:13:36,333 --> 00:13:38,333
Poppins, you all right?
271
00:13:42,125 --> 00:13:42,955
Yeah.
272
00:13:43,041 --> 00:13:44,541
[laughs nervously] I-I'm fine.
273
00:13:46,291 --> 00:13:47,211
I need a…
274
00:13:47,291 --> 00:13:48,381
I need a minute.
275
00:13:56,125 --> 00:13:58,125
[eerie music building]
276
00:14:15,791 --> 00:14:17,791
[music intensifying]
277
00:14:25,208 --> 00:14:26,878
-[music crescendos]
-[Dani gasps]
278
00:14:26,958 --> 00:14:28,748
[gasping] I th-- Oh, my God.
279
00:14:28,833 --> 00:14:29,883
Jesus.
280
00:14:29,958 --> 00:14:30,878
What happened?
281
00:14:32,125 --> 00:14:33,625
I thought he was Peter Quint.
282
00:14:33,708 --> 00:14:36,038
Which is ridiculous.
I'm much better looking.
283
00:14:36,125 --> 00:14:37,705
Hey, stand down, Poppins.
284
00:14:38,625 --> 00:14:40,245
Oh! Oh, my God.
285
00:14:40,791 --> 00:14:42,381
I am so sorry, Owen. Uh--
286
00:14:42,458 --> 00:14:44,828
It's actually quite impressive.
No damage done.
287
00:14:44,916 --> 00:14:46,876
-[Dani panting]
-Owen, you prat.
288
00:14:46,958 --> 00:14:48,998
What are you doing leaping out
on innocent Americans?
289
00:14:49,083 --> 00:14:50,753
You're meant to be at a funeral.
290
00:14:51,708 --> 00:14:52,918
Uh, I just needed to leave,
291
00:14:53,000 --> 00:14:56,040
so I got in the car,
and I didn't know I was coming here
292
00:14:56,125 --> 00:14:58,125
un-until I arrived and, well,
293
00:14:58,791 --> 00:15:00,671
I should… I should go, shouldn't I?
294
00:15:00,750 --> 00:15:02,830
-I should go back, 'cause--
-Supper's, uh…
295
00:15:02,916 --> 00:15:03,746
almost done.
296
00:15:04,541 --> 00:15:06,671
You should eat.
I'll bet you haven't eaten.
297
00:15:07,791 --> 00:15:08,751
Mrs. Grose,
298
00:15:09,458 --> 00:15:11,208
how did you know Owen was coming?
299
00:15:12,166 --> 00:15:14,416
She's been making your favorite.
300
00:15:15,583 --> 00:15:16,463
[Hannah] Come on.
301
00:15:16,958 --> 00:15:18,998
Let someone else cook for you
for a change.
302
00:15:19,083 --> 00:15:20,463
[melancholy music playing]
303
00:15:22,916 --> 00:15:24,826
[Owen] Oh, she gave me a heart attack.
304
00:15:25,625 --> 00:15:27,625
[Dani breathing shakily]
305
00:15:32,958 --> 00:15:34,958
[dramatic crescendo]
306
00:15:36,541 --> 00:15:39,461
["Mad About You" by Belinda Carlisle
playing in background]
307
00:15:41,375 --> 00:15:43,285
[woman] God, Dani, look at you.
308
00:15:44,875 --> 00:15:46,625
-I should've kept my dress.
-[Mrs. O'Mara] Hm.
309
00:15:47,250 --> 00:15:48,290
I think I burned it.
310
00:15:49,166 --> 00:15:50,786
Bad memories, bad marriage.
311
00:15:50,875 --> 00:15:54,915
Luckily, Danielle does not share
my taste in men.
312
00:15:55,625 --> 00:15:57,665
Well, lucky for Edmund, okay?
313
00:15:57,750 --> 00:15:59,830
I mean, he's the lucky one
in this equation.
314
00:15:59,916 --> 00:16:02,246
And I'm happy to say, he knows it.
315
00:16:02,333 --> 00:16:03,633
You've got great shoulders.
316
00:16:03,708 --> 00:16:04,538
You know that?
317
00:16:06,916 --> 00:16:07,746
Thank you.
318
00:16:09,166 --> 00:16:11,876
You should wear your hair up on the day.
Show them off.
319
00:16:11,958 --> 00:16:13,288
[Mrs. O'Mara] Karen, come on.
320
00:16:13,375 --> 00:16:15,075
[Karen] Did you let Mike see you in yours?
321
00:16:15,166 --> 00:16:18,326
-[Mrs. O'Mara] No, but--
-Danielle's father helped pick mine out,
322
00:16:18,416 --> 00:16:20,126
and look how that turned out.
323
00:16:20,208 --> 00:16:22,248
I don't think you can blame that
on the dress.
324
00:16:23,333 --> 00:16:26,423
♪ You and I… ♪
325
00:16:27,416 --> 00:16:28,246
[liquid pouring]
326
00:16:28,333 --> 00:16:31,883
[Flora] Mrs. Grose says shepherd's pie
is your favorite…
327
00:16:33,000 --> 00:16:34,710
[whispering]
…so I wanted to bring it to you,
328
00:16:36,083 --> 00:16:38,713
because you're my favorite.
329
00:16:39,333 --> 00:16:40,543
Thank you, sweetheart.
330
00:16:48,166 --> 00:16:50,496
-Hannah, this is pretty great.
-[chuckles]
331
00:16:50,625 --> 00:16:52,205
I remembered what you told me.
332
00:16:52,291 --> 00:16:54,381
Half a teaspoon of Marmite in the gravy.
333
00:16:54,458 --> 00:16:55,578
You can taste it.
334
00:16:55,666 --> 00:16:56,576
Yeah, my, uh…
335
00:16:56,666 --> 00:16:59,326
My mom used to make this
when she had to go away for work.
336
00:17:00,125 --> 00:17:02,285
It would keep for days in the fridge.
337
00:17:03,958 --> 00:17:05,288
Sorry, still recovering.
338
00:17:06,500 --> 00:17:08,080
I was attacked, you know.
339
00:17:08,791 --> 00:17:10,541
Right at the front door.
340
00:17:10,625 --> 00:17:12,415
I'm so sorry.
341
00:17:12,500 --> 00:17:14,540
[Hannah] Hey, you leave her alone.
She can't help it.
342
00:17:14,625 --> 00:17:17,575
She's American.
They're essentially savage people.
343
00:17:18,208 --> 00:17:19,958
[Flora] Will you be going away now, Owen?
344
00:17:20,666 --> 00:17:22,876
Now you don't have to
look after your mom anymore?
345
00:17:22,958 --> 00:17:25,128
-Why? Are you sick of me?
-No!
346
00:17:25,208 --> 00:17:26,998
Admit it, you're all sick of me.
347
00:17:27,083 --> 00:17:30,133
I bet Mrs. Grose can't wait
to get me out of her hair.
348
00:17:30,208 --> 00:17:32,668
That's right.
I'm far too old to be putting up with you
349
00:17:32,750 --> 00:17:34,960
loitering around my kitchen all day.
350
00:17:35,041 --> 00:17:36,791
No, she likes you.
351
00:17:37,458 --> 00:17:38,288
[whispering] Really.
352
00:17:38,375 --> 00:17:39,915
[normal voice] Mrs. Grose, tell him!
353
00:17:40,000 --> 00:17:41,080
Just eat your dinner.
354
00:17:43,000 --> 00:17:44,000
[clears throat]
355
00:17:45,125 --> 00:17:46,665
You're not dying, you know.
356
00:17:47,375 --> 00:17:49,165
[melancholy music playing]
357
00:17:52,583 --> 00:17:53,793
[Owen] What do you mean?
358
00:17:54,583 --> 00:17:56,043
When Mum and Dad died,
359
00:17:56,500 --> 00:17:58,420
I thought I was going to die too.
360
00:17:59,708 --> 00:18:00,748
I was sure of it.
361
00:18:02,208 --> 00:18:03,748
But then I thought…
362
00:18:05,041 --> 00:18:06,541
…what if I was already dead?
363
00:18:07,833 --> 00:18:09,213
But nobody else knew,
364
00:18:09,291 --> 00:18:10,921
and I was walking around dead.
365
00:18:11,416 --> 00:18:13,246
But everybody could see and hear me.
366
00:18:13,333 --> 00:18:14,793
That was dreadful.
367
00:18:15,666 --> 00:18:17,286
It only felt like dying…
368
00:18:18,333 --> 00:18:20,503
…because actually, I was still alive.
369
00:18:21,166 --> 00:18:22,916
You have to be to feel that way.
370
00:18:24,375 --> 00:18:25,705
I wasn't dead.
371
00:18:26,791 --> 00:18:29,381
I was just really, really sad.
372
00:18:31,750 --> 00:18:33,250
But then I learned a secret.
373
00:18:33,833 --> 00:18:36,003
I didn't even need to be sad anymore.
374
00:18:39,458 --> 00:18:40,328
What secret?
375
00:18:42,041 --> 00:18:44,001
Dead doesn't mean gone.
376
00:18:45,000 --> 00:18:45,880
So…
377
00:18:46,583 --> 00:18:48,173
you don't need to be sad.
378
00:18:53,458 --> 00:18:55,128
-Miss Clayton?
-[Dani] Hm?
379
00:18:55,208 --> 00:18:57,078
I think I ought to be allowed
a glass of wine.
380
00:18:59,041 --> 00:18:59,881
[Dani] Mm.
381
00:19:01,416 --> 00:19:03,036
You know, I disagree.
382
00:19:05,000 --> 00:19:06,210
You're all having some.
383
00:19:06,708 --> 00:19:09,498
Anyway… Peter let me have wine sometimes--
384
00:19:09,583 --> 00:19:12,333
For pity's sake.
Will we ever hear the end of Peter Quint?
385
00:19:12,916 --> 00:19:14,536
My mum used to water mine down.
386
00:19:14,625 --> 00:19:16,245
Yeah, gave me half a glass.
387
00:19:16,333 --> 00:19:17,463
My mom too.
388
00:19:18,041 --> 00:19:19,081
Except without the water.
389
00:19:19,166 --> 00:19:20,076
[Owen chuckles]
390
00:19:20,166 --> 00:19:21,826
They do that in France
for the little kids.
391
00:19:21,916 --> 00:19:25,916
[yells] I don't want it watered down!
I want an actual bloody drink!
392
00:19:27,125 --> 00:19:29,415
-[tableware clatters]
-Uh-uh. No!
393
00:19:30,583 --> 00:19:32,793
[ominous music playing]
394
00:19:37,250 --> 00:19:38,170
Good night, Owen.
395
00:19:38,250 --> 00:19:39,580
[Owen] Good night.
396
00:19:40,916 --> 00:19:42,496
Come on. Both of you.
397
00:19:46,291 --> 00:19:47,791
[footsteps receding]
398
00:19:52,083 --> 00:19:53,253
[Dani follows]
399
00:19:55,041 --> 00:19:55,881
You know…
400
00:19:57,333 --> 00:19:58,753
I do like that young woman.
401
00:20:00,500 --> 00:20:02,500
[creaking]
402
00:20:11,833 --> 00:20:13,833
[eerie music playing]
403
00:20:57,250 --> 00:20:58,330
[Flora] Miss Clayton…
404
00:20:59,875 --> 00:21:02,285
…please don't move things around
in my doll house.
405
00:21:03,333 --> 00:21:04,173
Oh, I--
406
00:21:04,250 --> 00:21:07,080
I have a very particular system.
407
00:21:07,666 --> 00:21:08,496
I'm sorry.
408
00:21:11,958 --> 00:21:12,788
[Flora] Oh…
409
00:21:13,291 --> 00:21:14,501
You've got Peter.
410
00:21:18,166 --> 00:21:18,996
Flora.
411
00:21:19,875 --> 00:21:20,705
Yes?
412
00:21:25,083 --> 00:21:26,713
Have Miles or you…
413
00:21:27,875 --> 00:21:29,665
…seen Peter Quint?
414
00:21:31,000 --> 00:21:31,920
Since he left.
415
00:21:33,583 --> 00:21:34,633
Maybe you…
416
00:21:35,416 --> 00:21:36,916
let him into the house.
417
00:21:39,583 --> 00:21:40,673
Look, I'm not angry.
418
00:21:44,250 --> 00:21:46,170
I'd just like for you
to tell me the truth.
419
00:21:46,250 --> 00:21:47,080
No.
420
00:21:48,041 --> 00:21:49,001
Of course not.
421
00:21:50,166 --> 00:21:51,876
We don't let him in the house.
422
00:21:52,458 --> 00:21:53,998
That's not how it works.
423
00:21:57,541 --> 00:21:58,961
-What are you looking at?
-[gasps]
424
00:22:00,208 --> 00:22:01,418
I-I'm sorry?
425
00:22:01,500 --> 00:22:03,040
You do that, a lot.
426
00:22:03,125 --> 00:22:05,205
You look over my shoulder.
What are you looking at?
427
00:22:05,791 --> 00:22:07,171
I don't know what you mean.
428
00:22:17,416 --> 00:22:19,286
Well, that was quite the display,
wasn't it?
429
00:22:20,791 --> 00:22:21,751
What was?
430
00:22:22,375 --> 00:22:24,165
Miles, you and I are a lot alike.
431
00:22:24,791 --> 00:22:25,631
Are we?
432
00:22:26,125 --> 00:22:28,205
Yeah… We are.
433
00:22:28,291 --> 00:22:30,381
In one of the biggest ways people can be.
434
00:22:33,583 --> 00:22:35,673
I didn't have parents growing up either.
435
00:22:37,666 --> 00:22:39,666
[melancholy music playing]
436
00:22:41,625 --> 00:22:42,665
My dad died…
437
00:22:43,333 --> 00:22:45,043
when I was about Flora's age.
438
00:22:46,333 --> 00:22:47,923
And my mom…
439
00:22:49,500 --> 00:22:51,630
…was alive, but, um…
440
00:22:53,541 --> 00:22:55,581
…she wasn't really there anymore.
441
00:22:56,583 --> 00:23:00,003
So, a lot of the times,
I had to be my own parent.
442
00:23:00,875 --> 00:23:01,915
The kids like us…
443
00:23:03,500 --> 00:23:04,330
…like you…
444
00:23:05,875 --> 00:23:06,705
…and me…
445
00:23:07,958 --> 00:23:09,078
…and Flora…
446
00:23:10,250 --> 00:23:11,080
…we're special.
447
00:23:11,708 --> 00:23:13,878
We grow up faster than other kids.
448
00:23:14,416 --> 00:23:15,496
Hm.
449
00:23:15,583 --> 00:23:16,753
And even more special…
450
00:23:17,625 --> 00:23:20,745
we really get to choose the grown-ups
that we keep in our life.
451
00:23:21,250 --> 00:23:22,790
Well, mostly, anyway.
452
00:23:23,375 --> 00:23:25,415
I suppose that is pretty special.
453
00:23:26,083 --> 00:23:29,083
I'm saying this 'cause I want you to know
that I understand.
454
00:23:30,125 --> 00:23:32,995
When you talk a little bit
more grown-up, or…
455
00:23:33,916 --> 00:23:36,286
you wanna act like the grown-ups,
I understand.
456
00:23:37,958 --> 00:23:39,458
I was the same way.
457
00:23:40,916 --> 00:23:42,496
You lost somebody too.
458
00:23:45,250 --> 00:23:46,080
I did.
459
00:23:48,583 --> 00:23:50,583
I've lost people a few ways in my life.
460
00:23:52,875 --> 00:23:53,705
But…
461
00:23:54,583 --> 00:23:55,963
wow!
462
00:23:57,833 --> 00:24:00,463
Miles, you've got some great grown-ups.
463
00:24:01,416 --> 00:24:04,076
Some great people here
to choose for your family.
464
00:24:07,125 --> 00:24:07,995
If you want to.
465
00:24:18,458 --> 00:24:19,288
Good night.
466
00:24:36,666 --> 00:24:39,206
We're all outside, and you're joining us.
467
00:24:40,416 --> 00:24:41,246
[Dani] Hm.
468
00:24:51,166 --> 00:24:52,376
[Owen] Oh, there she is.
469
00:24:52,875 --> 00:24:54,625
Dig in. Some of this wine
hasn't seen daylight
470
00:24:54,708 --> 00:24:56,248
-since before you were born.
-[Dani] Huh.
471
00:24:56,333 --> 00:24:57,793
[Owen] Hannah, give her a bottle.
472
00:25:04,208 --> 00:25:05,038
Hannah.
473
00:25:06,083 --> 00:25:08,133
-Hm?
-[chuckles] Where did you go, love?
474
00:25:08,208 --> 00:25:09,378
I'm so sorry.
475
00:25:09,875 --> 00:25:13,665
I, um… I've been drifting lately.
Quite a bit, I'm afraid. [chuckles]
476
00:25:32,875 --> 00:25:34,915
[light classical music playing]
477
00:25:40,458 --> 00:25:42,288
-Thank you.
-Thank you.
478
00:25:44,708 --> 00:25:45,918
-Hey.
-[Dani biting]
479
00:25:46,000 --> 00:25:47,080
-Easy.
-Oh.
480
00:25:47,166 --> 00:25:48,576
You're gonna hurt yourself.
481
00:25:48,666 --> 00:25:51,826
[chuckles nervously]
I'm sorry. I-I… I keep trying to stop.
482
00:25:52,416 --> 00:25:54,206
Look, I know it's been…
483
00:25:54,291 --> 00:25:55,291
it's been a lot.
484
00:25:56,416 --> 00:25:57,956
You always hear that planning a wedding
485
00:25:58,041 --> 00:25:59,831
is one of the most stressful things
you can do.
486
00:26:00,500 --> 00:26:01,670
But you're doing great.
487
00:26:03,416 --> 00:26:05,286
And I just wanted
to give us a night where…
488
00:26:05,875 --> 00:26:07,375
we don't have to talk about any of it.
489
00:26:11,875 --> 00:26:13,705
Uh… Actually…
490
00:26:15,166 --> 00:26:18,206
Eddie, I was thinking
we could just tone it all down.
491
00:26:19,000 --> 00:26:19,830
Maybe just…
492
00:26:21,291 --> 00:26:24,881
I don't know, I don't think
we have to go so… crazy with it.
493
00:26:24,958 --> 00:26:28,168
Y-Yeah, I thought
you wanted a big wedding.
494
00:26:28,250 --> 00:26:29,080
I-I…
495
00:26:29,666 --> 00:26:32,376
If you don't,
that's all perfectly well and fine.
496
00:26:32,458 --> 00:26:33,328
I…
497
00:26:33,833 --> 00:26:35,043
thought I wanted it.
498
00:26:35,958 --> 00:26:36,788
I wanted…
499
00:26:37,583 --> 00:26:38,423
to want it.
500
00:26:39,000 --> 00:26:42,250
But it's just so expensive,
501
00:26:42,750 --> 00:26:43,580
and…
502
00:26:44,250 --> 00:26:45,250
so much…
503
00:26:46,041 --> 00:26:47,251
to organize.
504
00:26:48,000 --> 00:26:49,630
So many people to let down--
505
00:26:49,708 --> 00:26:51,498
Y-Yeah, no, easy. It's dumb.
506
00:26:51,583 --> 00:26:53,383
For a second,
I thought you were gonna say
507
00:26:53,458 --> 00:26:55,328
you didn't wanna get married at all.
508
00:27:03,500 --> 00:27:04,380
Eddie.
509
00:27:06,791 --> 00:27:07,791
I can't.
510
00:27:10,208 --> 00:27:11,328
What did I do?
511
00:27:12,166 --> 00:27:13,576
-Nothing.
-What didn't I do?
512
00:27:13,666 --> 00:27:16,126
-It's not like that.
-Well, then, what's it like, Danielle?
513
00:27:23,833 --> 00:27:24,673
[sighs]
514
00:27:25,333 --> 00:27:26,173
[sniffles]
515
00:27:27,250 --> 00:27:28,080
Thank you.
516
00:27:34,000 --> 00:27:36,000
[somber music playing]
517
00:27:39,875 --> 00:27:41,035
This makes no sense.
518
00:27:41,125 --> 00:27:43,415
I should have said something sooner.
519
00:27:43,500 --> 00:27:46,460
-Yeah, you think?
-I didn't wanna hurt you… or your mom.
520
00:27:47,916 --> 00:27:48,786
Or your family.
521
00:27:50,041 --> 00:27:52,171
And then it was just what we were doing.
522
00:27:52,541 --> 00:27:54,501
-Jesus Christ--
-I just…
523
00:27:55,208 --> 00:27:56,958
thought I was being selfish.
524
00:27:57,458 --> 00:27:58,788
That I could just stick it out,
525
00:27:58,875 --> 00:28:00,915
and, eventually, I would feel
how I was supposed to.
526
00:28:01,000 --> 00:28:03,170
You didn't wanna hurt me, huh?
527
00:28:03,250 --> 00:28:04,210
And…
528
00:28:04,708 --> 00:28:05,878
I love you.
529
00:28:08,666 --> 00:28:09,786
So much.
530
00:28:10,666 --> 00:28:12,036
Even still.
531
00:28:12,125 --> 00:28:15,035
-It's just not-- I don't--
-Fuck you, Danielle!
532
00:28:18,083 --> 00:28:20,633
How-- W-Why are you doing this to me?
533
00:28:21,708 --> 00:28:22,538
I, um…
534
00:28:23,291 --> 00:28:24,541
I don't-- Eddie…
535
00:28:26,708 --> 00:28:27,998
Okay. Yeah.
536
00:28:28,083 --> 00:28:29,633
-Eddie.
-No, let me go.
537
00:28:29,708 --> 00:28:30,628
-Eddie!
-Let me go.
538
00:28:30,708 --> 00:28:32,918
-I'm sorry!
-Jesus, have you not-- You've done enough!
539
00:28:35,250 --> 00:28:36,960
[Dani, sobbing] I'm sorry.
540
00:28:37,041 --> 00:28:39,381
Eddie! Eddie!
541
00:28:40,208 --> 00:28:43,958
-[screaming]
-[tires screeching]
542
00:28:46,125 --> 00:28:47,745
[ominous music playing]
543
00:28:49,750 --> 00:28:50,960
[gasping breaths]
544
00:28:53,000 --> 00:28:53,960
Eddie!
545
00:28:54,583 --> 00:28:55,923
[breathing shakily]
546
00:28:57,041 --> 00:28:58,251
[gurgling breaths]
547
00:29:04,875 --> 00:29:06,625
[fire crackling]
548
00:29:11,416 --> 00:29:13,626
Oh, damn it! Fallen soldier.
549
00:29:13,708 --> 00:29:16,248
Owen, be a hero, pass us a fresh bottle.
550
00:29:17,750 --> 00:29:21,580
[Hannah] Oh, I love a bonfire, I do.
Reminds me of being a little girl again.
551
00:29:22,208 --> 00:29:24,538
Mind you,
I do appreciate the adult beverages.
552
00:29:28,916 --> 00:29:30,626
[Jamie] You know, in the old days…
553
00:29:30,833 --> 00:29:32,333
I mean, the really old days,
554
00:29:33,166 --> 00:29:35,326
they used to build giant bonfires
at this time of year.
555
00:29:36,416 --> 00:29:38,326
And talk about the people they'd lost.
556
00:29:39,666 --> 00:29:42,376
Toss in offerings
to drive away evil spirits.
557
00:29:43,250 --> 00:29:44,880
-Old bones, mostly.
-[Owen] I remember.
558
00:29:44,958 --> 00:29:48,328
[slurring slightly] That's why
they call it a bonfire, isn't it?
559
00:29:48,416 --> 00:29:49,876
As I was sayin',
560
00:29:50,583 --> 00:29:52,333
that's why it's called a bonfire.
561
00:29:53,458 --> 00:29:55,578
From the old English, meaning "bone fire."
562
00:29:56,083 --> 00:29:59,043
Build a pile of old bones
and burn away the shadows.
563
00:29:59,583 --> 00:30:01,003
Because from here on in,
564
00:30:01,750 --> 00:30:02,920
the shadows get deeper…
565
00:30:04,083 --> 00:30:05,333
…the nights get longer.
566
00:30:06,375 --> 00:30:09,245
We're heading into the dark,
and we have to hang onto each other.
567
00:30:09,833 --> 00:30:11,583
So we can only carry so much.
568
00:30:14,875 --> 00:30:15,995
So…
569
00:30:16,625 --> 00:30:18,375
anyone got any old bones to throw?
570
00:30:21,875 --> 00:30:23,575
All right, I'll start.
[sniffs]
571
00:30:23,666 --> 00:30:25,666
[melancholy music playing]
572
00:30:31,291 --> 00:30:32,211
[Hannah sighs]
573
00:30:33,041 --> 00:30:34,171
Rebecca.
574
00:30:36,375 --> 00:30:37,245
Rebecca Jessel.
575
00:30:38,958 --> 00:30:40,998
Oh, my God, it's been almost a year.
576
00:30:42,750 --> 00:30:44,670
A year focused on the wrong person.
577
00:30:46,333 --> 00:30:47,543
But, wherever she is,
578
00:30:48,583 --> 00:30:51,423
she's still worth ten of that man.
I won't say his name.
579
00:30:52,166 --> 00:30:53,956
She was brilliant.
580
00:30:54,541 --> 00:30:55,751
She was beautiful.
581
00:30:56,791 --> 00:30:58,251
And she was punished for it.
582
00:30:59,083 --> 00:31:02,423
I don't know why brilliant young women
are always punished.
583
00:31:05,250 --> 00:31:06,080
Rebecca.
584
00:31:09,375 --> 00:31:11,075
All right, my turn.
[clears throat]
585
00:31:15,000 --> 00:31:16,580
Lord and Lady Wingrave.
586
00:31:17,916 --> 00:31:19,076
Dominic and Charlotte.
587
00:31:19,666 --> 00:31:20,996
They were good people.
588
00:31:21,833 --> 00:31:23,003
Old-fashioned…
589
00:31:23,583 --> 00:31:24,503
kind people.
590
00:31:26,291 --> 00:31:27,581
And their kids really miss them.
591
00:31:29,125 --> 00:31:30,245
Nothing can fix that.
592
00:31:31,750 --> 00:31:32,580
Not ever.
593
00:31:33,875 --> 00:31:35,285
But here's Dani Clayton.
594
00:31:35,875 --> 00:31:38,995
She's a bit of a weirdo,
but she's a lot stronger than she thinks.
595
00:31:39,083 --> 00:31:42,133
And if anyone can bring Miles and Flora
back to themselves,
596
00:31:43,041 --> 00:31:43,881
she can.
597
00:31:43,958 --> 00:31:45,288
I'm glad she's here.
598
00:31:46,583 --> 00:31:47,963
I think they would be too.
599
00:31:48,958 --> 00:31:49,828
[sniffs]
600
00:31:56,541 --> 00:31:57,961
What about you, Poppins?
601
00:31:59,250 --> 00:32:00,080
Um…
602
00:32:03,500 --> 00:32:04,500
No, thank you.
603
00:32:07,083 --> 00:32:08,383
That's all right.
604
00:32:11,916 --> 00:32:13,326
No, you-- you don't have to.
605
00:32:14,958 --> 00:32:15,788
So…
606
00:32:16,625 --> 00:32:17,455
my mom.
607
00:32:19,333 --> 00:32:20,383
Margaret Sharma.
608
00:32:22,125 --> 00:32:23,915
She was 67.
609
00:32:26,250 --> 00:32:29,330
Except sometimes,
by the end, she forgot that.
610
00:32:31,250 --> 00:32:33,830
Called me by my dad's name,
or her brother's.
611
00:32:34,958 --> 00:32:37,208
You know, I tried to pretend
612
00:32:37,291 --> 00:32:39,461
that I didn't know
who I was supposed to be.
613
00:32:42,125 --> 00:32:44,825
They didn't say
any of that at the funeral.
614
00:32:46,375 --> 00:32:48,245
They wouldn't. They just…
615
00:32:49,291 --> 00:32:50,461
…smoothed it over.
616
00:32:50,958 --> 00:32:51,918
Made it nice.
617
00:32:54,375 --> 00:32:56,415
So, they left out all the bad stuff.
618
00:32:57,458 --> 00:32:58,748
And all the good stuff.
619
00:32:59,333 --> 00:33:01,383
They didn't say how funny she was.
620
00:33:03,541 --> 00:33:04,381
How she would…
621
00:33:06,000 --> 00:33:08,250
wink at you
from across the breakfast table.
622
00:33:11,208 --> 00:33:12,628
She had a sweet tooth.
623
00:33:13,750 --> 00:33:14,830
And a dirty laugh.
624
00:33:17,708 --> 00:33:18,828
And she loved me…
625
00:33:19,375 --> 00:33:21,455
so hard…
626
00:33:22,166 --> 00:33:23,076
it hurt.
627
00:33:25,250 --> 00:33:26,130
Sometimes.
628
00:33:27,000 --> 00:33:28,130
No matter what I did.
629
00:33:30,125 --> 00:33:32,625
She was gone long before she died.
630
00:33:33,875 --> 00:33:35,035
And I miss her.
631
00:33:38,291 --> 00:33:39,671
She was my anchor.
632
00:33:41,458 --> 00:33:43,208
And then I suppose she was my…
633
00:33:44,416 --> 00:33:45,246
…burden.
634
00:33:48,416 --> 00:33:49,246
Christ.
635
00:33:51,916 --> 00:33:54,036
She seemed so small,
636
00:33:54,833 --> 00:33:55,713
at the end.
637
00:33:57,666 --> 00:33:58,626
But still so…
638
00:34:00,250 --> 00:34:01,080
…heavy.
639
00:34:01,750 --> 00:34:02,630
And I…
640
00:34:03,958 --> 00:34:05,378
And all I could do was just…
641
00:34:05,458 --> 00:34:07,418
let her hang onto me
642
00:34:07,958 --> 00:34:10,128
until it was time for her to let go.
643
00:34:12,416 --> 00:34:14,036
And soon I'll let her go, too.
644
00:34:35,875 --> 00:34:37,625
[ominous music building]
645
00:34:37,708 --> 00:34:40,498
-[hospital machines beeping]
-[indistinct chatter]
646
00:34:48,791 --> 00:34:50,791
[inaudible]
647
00:34:56,958 --> 00:34:58,918
[melancholy music playing]
648
00:35:15,916 --> 00:35:17,916
[gasping]
649
00:35:26,625 --> 00:35:28,625
[sobbing]
650
00:35:32,750 --> 00:35:34,130
-[dramatic clang]
-[gasps]
651
00:35:34,625 --> 00:35:35,535
[screams]
652
00:35:37,375 --> 00:35:39,915
[breathing shakily, whimpering]
653
00:35:42,125 --> 00:35:43,745
[bell tolling in distance]
654
00:35:44,541 --> 00:35:45,631
[man] I'm so sorry.
655
00:35:48,583 --> 00:35:49,713
[woman] I'm so sorry.
656
00:35:50,208 --> 00:35:51,038
[man] Thank you.
657
00:35:53,208 --> 00:35:54,628
I'm so sorry, Danielle.
658
00:35:55,125 --> 00:35:58,955
He was a wonderful young man,
and you were a lovely couple.
659
00:36:00,041 --> 00:36:00,921
[Dani] Thank you.
660
00:36:02,000 --> 00:36:03,080
Forgive me.
661
00:36:12,291 --> 00:36:14,131
[distorted] You're doing so well, honey.
662
00:36:14,708 --> 00:36:16,458
[echoing] I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry.
663
00:36:17,625 --> 00:36:18,745
[ghostly echo]
664
00:36:22,500 --> 00:36:26,250
[distorted] You made him so happy,
right till the end. I hope you know that.
665
00:36:34,375 --> 00:36:35,825
You're being so brave, honey.
666
00:36:36,333 --> 00:36:37,543
I'm really proud of you.
667
00:36:39,166 --> 00:36:40,626
[frightening creaking]
668
00:36:41,416 --> 00:36:42,576
[abruptly] Excuse me!
669
00:36:45,583 --> 00:36:47,043
[sobbing breaths]
670
00:37:05,666 --> 00:37:07,666
[melancholy music resumes]
671
00:37:08,125 --> 00:37:08,955
[sniffles]
672
00:37:17,666 --> 00:37:18,536
I'm sorry.
673
00:37:21,041 --> 00:37:21,921
I'm sorry.
674
00:37:39,041 --> 00:37:39,921
Hm.
675
00:37:44,083 --> 00:37:47,583
[storyteller] The au pair was tired.
She had been tired for so long.
676
00:37:47,666 --> 00:37:49,826
Yet without even realizing
she was doing it,
677
00:37:49,916 --> 00:37:53,246
she found herself taking her own advice
that she'd given to Miles.
678
00:37:59,208 --> 00:38:01,498
She'd chosen someone
to keep close to her,
679
00:38:01,583 --> 00:38:03,293
that she could feel tired around.
680
00:38:04,791 --> 00:38:07,921
Chosen someone who might help her
burn away the shadows.
681
00:38:09,708 --> 00:38:13,378
I'm not gonna ask if you're all right,
'cause I don't like being lied to.
682
00:38:14,708 --> 00:38:15,628
So, what's wrong?
683
00:38:18,000 --> 00:38:18,880
I thought I saw…
684
00:38:20,750 --> 00:38:21,750
Peter Quint.
685
00:38:21,833 --> 00:38:24,423
-But it wasn't?
-No, of course not.
686
00:38:26,666 --> 00:38:29,126
It's not the first time I've…
687
00:38:30,041 --> 00:38:31,381
seen things that…
688
00:38:31,958 --> 00:38:32,998
aren't there.
689
00:38:34,500 --> 00:38:35,420
So, what else?
690
00:38:37,375 --> 00:38:38,205
Well…
691
00:38:44,166 --> 00:38:45,286
I, uh, I…
692
00:38:48,708 --> 00:38:49,538
I guess I…
693
00:38:52,041 --> 00:38:53,501
…told you about my fiancé…
694
00:38:54,250 --> 00:38:55,790
earlier, didn't I?
695
00:38:55,875 --> 00:38:56,785
Oh, you did.
696
00:38:57,500 --> 00:38:58,330
Yeah.
697
00:38:59,625 --> 00:39:00,455
I was, uh…
698
00:39:01,500 --> 00:39:03,790
hoping we'd, uh, get round to that one.
699
00:39:03,875 --> 00:39:04,705
Yeah.
700
00:39:08,833 --> 00:39:09,713
We were…
701
00:39:11,333 --> 00:39:14,133
We were engaged, and he-- he died.
702
00:39:17,500 --> 00:39:18,670
He died and I, uh…
703
00:39:21,500 --> 00:39:23,920
I sometimes, I… It's like…
704
00:39:27,708 --> 00:39:28,578
I see him.
705
00:39:39,791 --> 00:39:41,881
I've never told anybody that.
706
00:39:45,583 --> 00:39:46,423
I'm…
707
00:39:47,708 --> 00:39:49,418
…so, so sorry.
708
00:39:49,958 --> 00:39:51,748
We were about to break up.
709
00:39:53,000 --> 00:39:53,880
We, uh…
710
00:39:54,458 --> 00:39:55,378
I'd broken…
711
00:39:56,125 --> 00:39:58,415
We had broken up.
I'd broken up, I guess.
712
00:39:59,083 --> 00:40:00,083
Right before.
713
00:40:04,625 --> 00:40:05,575
I mean, right…
714
00:40:06,750 --> 00:40:07,920
…right before.
715
00:40:09,625 --> 00:40:11,495
Jesus, Dani, the same day?
716
00:40:12,333 --> 00:40:13,173
Yeah.
717
00:40:18,000 --> 00:40:19,040
Is he here now?
718
00:40:25,958 --> 00:40:26,788
No.
719
00:40:28,750 --> 00:40:29,830
[Dani sighs]
720
00:40:29,916 --> 00:40:30,746
Good.
721
00:40:32,625 --> 00:40:35,535
'Cause, you know,
I'll sort him out for you if I have to.
722
00:40:37,916 --> 00:40:38,746
Oi…
723
00:40:39,333 --> 00:40:40,463
dead boyfriend!
724
00:40:41,125 --> 00:40:42,785
Give it up, mate! It's over!
725
00:40:49,125 --> 00:40:50,455
Seriously, Poppins.
726
00:40:51,916 --> 00:40:53,286
How are you still standing?
727
00:40:56,916 --> 00:40:58,326
Think I'm crazy?
728
00:40:59,041 --> 00:41:01,381
I think you're surprisingly sane,
considering.
729
00:41:03,416 --> 00:41:04,246
[sniffles]
730
00:41:04,333 --> 00:41:05,173
[Jamie] Look…
731
00:41:07,541 --> 00:41:08,961
I know what it feels like…
732
00:41:09,583 --> 00:41:11,583
to feel like you can't find your--
733
00:41:17,916 --> 00:41:18,996
You sure?
734
00:41:21,166 --> 00:41:21,996
Yes.
735
00:41:24,000 --> 00:41:26,000
[emotional music playing]
736
00:41:34,875 --> 00:41:35,825
[ominous thud]
737
00:41:36,458 --> 00:41:37,288
[terrified gasp]
738
00:41:38,833 --> 00:41:39,833
Okay.
739
00:41:41,916 --> 00:41:43,206
Right. [clears throat]
740
00:41:43,291 --> 00:41:45,291
-So… [awkward chuckle]
-I don't know what to…
741
00:41:46,416 --> 00:41:48,956
-I don't know what to say.
-Just forget about it.
742
00:41:49,041 --> 00:41:50,501
It's my fault. I'm sorry.
743
00:41:50,583 --> 00:41:51,503
I'm sorry, just…
744
00:41:53,125 --> 00:41:55,495
-Jamie.
-You were just telling me.
745
00:41:55,583 --> 00:41:57,713
Literally telling me
that you weren't up for this.
746
00:41:58,291 --> 00:41:59,381
Just…
747
00:41:59,458 --> 00:42:00,418
Let's…
748
00:42:00,500 --> 00:42:01,330
Let's get back.
749
00:42:01,416 --> 00:42:03,626
Uh, another night, maybe.
750
00:42:04,583 --> 00:42:06,543
Another time, maybe.
751
00:42:14,250 --> 00:42:16,630
[storyteller] But what the gardener
didn't yet understand
752
00:42:17,333 --> 00:42:19,213
was that the au pair
had been telling herself
753
00:42:19,291 --> 00:42:20,961
-to wait another night…
-[knocking]
754
00:42:21,458 --> 00:42:22,288
…another time…
755
00:42:23,833 --> 00:42:25,333
…for years and years.
756
00:42:25,416 --> 00:42:26,996
[knocking continues]
757
00:42:27,833 --> 00:42:29,833
-[Mrs. O'Mara] Oh, oh, hi, Danielle.
-Oh.
758
00:42:30,708 --> 00:42:34,668
Uh, y-you've not been answering
your phone, so I thought I'd come around.
759
00:42:34,750 --> 00:42:37,040
Oh, I'm sorry, Judy, I, um…
760
00:42:37,625 --> 00:42:39,035
Uh, it's, it's, um…
761
00:42:39,541 --> 00:42:41,501
-It's been a bad time.
-Oh, of course.
762
00:42:41,583 --> 00:42:43,713
Honey, I'm-- I… I'm worried.
763
00:42:44,875 --> 00:42:47,125
People say
you're not taking care of yourself.
764
00:42:47,625 --> 00:42:48,575
You've got to eat.
765
00:42:49,666 --> 00:42:51,036
I brought some lasagna.
766
00:42:52,125 --> 00:42:53,915
-Oh, my favorite.
-Yeah.
767
00:42:54,000 --> 00:42:55,960
-Thanks.
-No. [laughs gently]
768
00:42:56,041 --> 00:42:57,791
I-I brought something else, too. It's…
769
00:42:57,875 --> 00:42:58,705
Um…
770
00:42:59,458 --> 00:43:00,538
I… [stammering]
771
00:43:00,625 --> 00:43:02,285
I think it's silly, sort of, but…
772
00:43:02,791 --> 00:43:04,671
I thought you might like
to have these.
773
00:43:04,750 --> 00:43:05,830
[eerie music playing]
774
00:43:08,708 --> 00:43:09,918
Oh, uh…
775
00:43:10,000 --> 00:43:11,960
No. Judy, I-I'm sorry, but I--
776
00:43:12,041 --> 00:43:14,881
Really? They were in his things
that came back from the hospital and…
777
00:43:15,458 --> 00:43:16,958
I can't stand to look at them.
778
00:43:18,250 --> 00:43:20,670
I couldn't bear to throw them away,
so I thought…
779
00:43:21,791 --> 00:43:23,381
-Please.
-Okay, of course.
780
00:43:25,041 --> 00:43:25,921
Thank you.
781
00:43:28,166 --> 00:43:29,036
Danielle…
782
00:43:30,291 --> 00:43:34,291
I hope you know that you're still
a really important part of this family.
783
00:43:34,875 --> 00:43:37,955
I hope you know that I mean that.
Come here, come on.
784
00:43:38,875 --> 00:43:39,875
Ohh…
785
00:43:42,333 --> 00:43:43,963
Oh, my sweet thing.
786
00:43:44,666 --> 00:43:46,206
[car approaching]
787
00:43:50,416 --> 00:43:53,326
Okay, um, I-I actually have some stuff
I need to get done.
788
00:43:53,416 --> 00:43:55,326
-Oh, sure, of course. Um…
-Yeah.
789
00:43:55,416 --> 00:43:57,746
Please, please come by for dinner,
any night.
790
00:43:58,333 --> 00:43:59,713
-Okay, I will.
-Okay.
791
00:44:00,208 --> 00:44:01,038
Real soon.
792
00:44:01,125 --> 00:44:02,205
Lots of love.
793
00:44:02,291 --> 00:44:04,211
Okay. Uh, bye-bye now.
794
00:44:04,291 --> 00:44:05,501
Bye, sweetheart.
795
00:44:06,416 --> 00:44:08,416
[somber music playing]
796
00:44:18,416 --> 00:44:19,576
Say it with me.
797
00:44:20,125 --> 00:44:22,495
Hannah Grose in Paris.
798
00:44:23,083 --> 00:44:24,673
You and me, while we still can.
799
00:44:25,333 --> 00:44:28,383
[Jamie] So sorry to interrupt,
but I'm turning into a pumpkin.
800
00:44:29,125 --> 00:44:30,825
Come on, Owen, time to go home.
801
00:44:30,916 --> 00:44:32,786
Oh, it's about that time.
802
00:44:32,875 --> 00:44:34,705
Well… [clears throat]
803
00:44:37,875 --> 00:44:39,075
I'll-co-hol you later.
804
00:44:40,583 --> 00:44:41,923
[Hannah] God, even for you.
805
00:44:43,458 --> 00:44:44,288
Drive safe.
806
00:44:44,375 --> 00:44:46,325
[Jamie] I know the road. We'll be fine.
807
00:44:49,791 --> 00:44:50,631
It's all good.
808
00:44:53,125 --> 00:44:54,495
Christ, the state of you.
809
00:45:28,875 --> 00:45:29,785
[Flora] Miss Clayton?
810
00:45:39,333 --> 00:45:41,333
[frightening musical swell]
811
00:45:42,208 --> 00:45:43,328
Miles!
812
00:45:59,625 --> 00:46:00,455
[sniffs]
813
00:46:13,125 --> 00:46:14,245
[Miles] Miss Clayton!
814
00:46:17,041 --> 00:46:17,881
What the he--
815
00:46:19,000 --> 00:46:21,000
What the heck are you doing down here?
816
00:46:22,375 --> 00:46:23,915
Fl-Flora had a nightmare.
817
00:46:24,000 --> 00:46:25,380
[Dani sighs]
818
00:46:25,458 --> 00:46:27,458
Okay, let's get you two back to bed.
819
00:46:29,333 --> 00:46:30,213
Not just yet.
820
00:46:31,250 --> 00:46:32,380
I'm quite frightened.
821
00:46:33,250 --> 00:46:34,790
It was a horrible dream.
822
00:46:34,875 --> 00:46:36,575
Well, you should be in bed.
823
00:46:37,166 --> 00:46:38,666
Not now, I won't.
824
00:46:44,541 --> 00:46:45,581
[sighs]
825
00:46:46,875 --> 00:46:47,785
What happened?
826
00:46:48,333 --> 00:46:51,923
There was something horrible
and loud in the wardrobe.
827
00:46:52,000 --> 00:46:52,830
Mm-hm.
828
00:46:52,916 --> 00:46:55,326
Moving from in there to under…
829
00:46:56,833 --> 00:46:57,753
A creature!
830
00:46:58,333 --> 00:46:59,923
A creature under my bed.
831
00:47:00,500 --> 00:47:01,540
And it knew my name.
832
00:47:02,000 --> 00:47:04,170
And it was reaching out,
and it knew my name.
833
00:47:04,250 --> 00:47:06,420
And it said it wanted to do awful things.
834
00:47:07,250 --> 00:47:08,790
And it had bones for hands.
835
00:47:11,125 --> 00:47:12,955
That sounds awful.
836
00:47:14,750 --> 00:47:15,750
It was my mum.
837
00:47:15,833 --> 00:47:17,833
[eerie music playing]
838
00:47:19,250 --> 00:47:20,330
I am so…
839
00:47:20,916 --> 00:47:22,376
sorry, Flora.
840
00:47:23,833 --> 00:47:25,673
That sounds like an awful dream.
841
00:47:26,333 --> 00:47:27,213
Well.
842
00:47:28,500 --> 00:47:30,670
Let's get you two back to bed, okay?
843
00:47:32,208 --> 00:47:33,288
Just a minute.
844
00:47:34,166 --> 00:47:35,536
I don't want to just yet.
845
00:47:36,166 --> 00:47:37,416
I was so scared,
846
00:47:37,958 --> 00:47:39,918
but I'm feeling better already.
847
00:47:41,416 --> 00:47:42,246
Just…
848
00:47:43,458 --> 00:47:44,788
a-a few minutes more.
849
00:47:46,291 --> 00:47:47,461
Just a minute, really.
850
00:47:49,000 --> 00:47:50,170
In-- in fact,
851
00:47:50,666 --> 00:47:52,916
c-could I have a glass of milk?
852
00:47:56,166 --> 00:47:57,286
[Dani] Of course.
853
00:48:15,666 --> 00:48:17,166
[melancholy music playing]
854
00:48:36,375 --> 00:48:37,245
I'm sorry.
855
00:48:38,625 --> 00:48:39,455
No.
856
00:48:40,750 --> 00:48:43,710
It's okay, okay?
There's nothing to be scared of.
857
00:48:48,166 --> 00:48:49,496
-Quite right.
-Yeah.
858
00:48:51,750 --> 00:48:52,630
Good night…
859
00:48:53,250 --> 00:48:54,290
sweet girl.
860
00:49:14,666 --> 00:49:16,746
[ominous music playing]
861
00:49:19,333 --> 00:49:21,923
[sighs] Talk about this in the morning.
862
00:49:23,208 --> 00:49:24,708
[somber music playing]
863
00:49:33,333 --> 00:49:34,713
[ominous music plays]
864
00:49:38,333 --> 00:49:40,003
[music intensifies]
865
00:49:54,916 --> 00:49:56,916
[eerie music building]
866
00:50:04,166 --> 00:50:05,286
[Dani sniffs]
867
00:50:07,166 --> 00:50:08,376
[melancholy music plays]
868
00:50:09,083 --> 00:50:10,633
It's just you and me, then.
869
00:50:11,500 --> 00:50:12,330
Hm?
870
00:50:25,083 --> 00:50:26,463
[fire roars]
871
00:50:28,041 --> 00:50:29,671
[wind whistles]
872
00:50:32,125 --> 00:50:34,035
[closing music playing]