1 00:00:10,392 --> 00:00:11,232 [grunts] 2 00:00:27,409 --> 00:00:28,329 - Jane. 3 00:00:29,703 --> 00:00:30,833 Oh, thank God! 4 00:00:31,413 --> 00:00:32,713 - How long was I out? 5 00:00:33,498 --> 00:00:35,748 - PAUL: Just maybe, maybe a few hours. 6 00:00:39,129 --> 00:00:40,259 - Where are we? 7 00:00:42,048 --> 00:00:42,878 {\an8}- A cave. 8 00:00:44,426 --> 00:00:46,296 {\an8}I found some shelter. 9 00:00:47,387 --> 00:00:48,807 {\an8}We should be protected here. 10 00:00:49,222 --> 00:00:50,272 {\an8}- It's so dark. 11 00:00:50,515 --> 00:00:52,345 {\an8}- Yeah, it's a little freaky, but... 12 00:00:53,560 --> 00:00:54,440 {\an8}we'll be fine. 13 00:00:57,689 --> 00:00:58,689 - Thank you... 14 00:00:59,691 --> 00:01:01,231 for getting me out of there. 15 00:01:02,736 --> 00:01:03,896 - No worries. 16 00:01:10,410 --> 00:01:12,080 I need to tell you something, Jane. 17 00:01:14,539 --> 00:01:15,579 After... 18 00:01:17,835 --> 00:01:20,125 I left you... at the gate, 19 00:01:22,006 --> 00:01:23,256 I changed my seat. 20 00:01:24,758 --> 00:01:29,258 I saw your ticket and I changed my seat to sit next to you. 21 00:01:31,765 --> 00:01:34,635 Well, no one's ever changed their seats for me before. 22 00:01:36,186 --> 00:01:38,016 I'm not a... stalker. 23 00:01:38,104 --> 00:01:39,694 - Mm. - [chuckles] 24 00:01:40,607 --> 00:01:41,437 I just... 25 00:01:42,735 --> 00:01:43,985 was smitten... 26 00:01:44,904 --> 00:01:46,204 the moment I saw you. 27 00:02:00,502 --> 00:02:02,712 - I... I wanna tell you something. 28 00:02:10,930 --> 00:02:12,970 The reason I did this... 29 00:02:14,683 --> 00:02:16,693 is complicated and... 30 00:02:17,519 --> 00:02:20,399 and, I guess, at the same time, it isn't, you know. 31 00:02:21,398 --> 00:02:24,228 I don't really know where to begin. - You don't have to, Jane. 32 00:02:28,114 --> 00:02:30,034 - Everybody loves Christmas, right? 33 00:02:31,366 --> 00:02:32,736 - I guess. 34 00:02:34,578 --> 00:02:35,748 - I loved it. 35 00:02:37,998 --> 00:02:41,168 I loved that feeling that you would get on Christmas morning. 36 00:02:41,877 --> 00:02:43,497 I guess everybody does. 37 00:02:46,339 --> 00:02:49,379 I would wake up early before my parents. 38 00:02:50,052 --> 00:02:51,432 The house would be dark. 39 00:02:53,346 --> 00:02:55,426 And I would sneak downstairs. 40 00:02:56,224 --> 00:02:59,234 A lot of presents would be wrapped neatly under the tree 41 00:03:00,771 --> 00:03:03,521 and my mom would write, "From Santa" on each one. 42 00:03:07,569 --> 00:03:13,029 I was just... I was one of those kids who believed, like, truly believed... 43 00:03:14,034 --> 00:03:15,124 in him... 44 00:03:17,079 --> 00:03:18,619 in Christmas... 45 00:03:21,125 --> 00:03:24,335 that life was good and fair to everyone who was good. 46 00:03:26,964 --> 00:03:27,974 [gunshot] 47 00:03:30,300 --> 00:03:32,140 [breathing heavily] 48 00:03:47,567 --> 00:03:48,397 Daddy? 49 00:03:50,320 --> 00:03:51,360 Daddy? 50 00:03:59,663 --> 00:04:03,293 - Jane. I'm so sorry. 51 00:04:05,002 --> 00:04:06,252 - Our choice. 52 00:04:08,296 --> 00:04:10,256 - Memories go both ways, though. 53 00:04:11,008 --> 00:04:13,928 You must have some good memories of your dad. 54 00:04:15,095 --> 00:04:17,505 - Yeah. Lot's actually. - Yeah? 55 00:04:24,396 --> 00:04:26,606 He used to call me Pumpkin. 56 00:04:30,110 --> 00:04:31,200 I miss that. 57 00:04:33,989 --> 00:04:36,159 Nobody calls me Pumpkin anymore. 58 00:04:38,493 --> 00:04:41,503 And he would lift me up and let me put the star 59 00:04:41,580 --> 00:04:44,250 right on top of the tree when we were done decorating. 60 00:04:53,383 --> 00:04:57,353 He gave me this... the night before he died. 61 00:04:57,721 --> 00:04:58,851 - Oh, my God! 62 00:04:59,181 --> 00:05:00,351 - You should feel special. 63 00:05:01,307 --> 00:05:03,267 I've never let anyone hold that before. 64 00:05:07,647 --> 00:05:08,517 - It's beautiful. 65 00:05:12,360 --> 00:05:13,530 You know, it's funny... 66 00:05:14,654 --> 00:05:15,994 how one bad memory... 67 00:05:17,283 --> 00:05:19,123 will weigh on you for a lifetime... 68 00:05:20,535 --> 00:05:23,075 but a thousand good ones, they just seem to... 69 00:05:24,123 --> 00:05:25,003 drift away. 70 00:05:38,887 --> 00:05:40,597 - Maybe I should have seen it coming. 71 00:05:41,890 --> 00:05:43,730 - You were a kid, Jane. 72 00:05:44,476 --> 00:05:47,186 - I know. I know, it's absurd... 73 00:05:48,772 --> 00:05:52,232 but it's just the way you start to think after a while. 74 00:05:52,359 --> 00:05:53,189 - Yeah. 75 00:05:53,986 --> 00:05:56,856 - Every shrink says the same thing, "Don't beat yourself up, 76 00:05:56,947 --> 00:05:59,237 you were 10, Jane." 77 00:06:01,243 --> 00:06:04,043 - So, then, why can't you forgive yourself? 78 00:06:07,958 --> 00:06:09,288 - The hole in his head... 79 00:06:13,339 --> 00:06:16,469 I was... I was too young to see that. 80 00:06:19,970 --> 00:06:21,850 - Some moments we just... 81 00:06:23,765 --> 00:06:24,975 can't unsee. 82 00:06:34,860 --> 00:06:35,860 - Thank you. 83 00:06:45,495 --> 00:06:47,995 [upbeat music] 84 00:07:05,099 --> 00:07:07,599 [thunder rumbling] 85 00:07:31,750 --> 00:07:34,710 Yes, it's getting pretty bad out there. 86 00:07:36,171 --> 00:07:37,511 - [Jane sighs] - [grunts] 87 00:07:37,672 --> 00:07:39,172 - You OK? - Yeah. 88 00:07:39,341 --> 00:07:41,301 - Is it your chest? - No, no, I'm good. 89 00:07:41,593 --> 00:07:43,393 - No, let me see. - No, I'm fine. 90 00:07:44,430 --> 00:07:45,430 - Let me see. 91 00:07:45,597 --> 00:07:46,557 [sighs] 92 00:07:48,058 --> 00:07:49,518 Oh, my God! 93 00:07:51,353 --> 00:07:53,653 - Does it hurt? - No, it's, it's fine. 94 00:07:53,814 --> 00:07:56,944 - It doesn't really look fine. - No, I'm fine. Let's go. 95 00:07:57,234 --> 00:08:01,534 - All right... Um, maybe we just wait until tomorrow. 96 00:08:01,613 --> 00:08:02,953 - No, I think we should go. 97 00:08:10,205 --> 00:08:12,785 Yeah, yeah, yeah, maybe that's... 98 00:08:12,916 --> 00:08:14,496 maybe that's... 99 00:08:15,043 --> 00:08:16,253 [grunts] 100 00:08:23,177 --> 00:08:25,047 [whimpering] 101 00:08:29,891 --> 00:08:30,891 We... 102 00:08:32,769 --> 00:08:34,059 We still have the pills. 103 00:08:37,483 --> 00:08:38,783 Is it enough for two? 104 00:08:40,444 --> 00:08:41,744 - Enough for what? 105 00:08:43,530 --> 00:08:44,910 - Our exit strategy.