1 00:00:01,366 --> 00:00:03,256 [grunts] 2 00:00:03,456 --> 00:00:04,916 Don't you dare get in that minivan. 3 00:00:05,126 --> 00:00:06,546 -Do not. -[Jeff] Shauna, don't. 4 00:00:06,746 --> 00:00:08,596 I've been hanging out with this guy, 5 00:00:08,796 --> 00:00:10,756 and I might have mentioned that you had an affair. 6 00:00:10,956 --> 00:00:13,176 Shauna just wanted us to think that she was fucking Randy 7 00:00:13,376 --> 00:00:15,886 so that she wouldn't think that she was fucking Adam. 8 00:00:16,086 --> 00:00:18,056 Which means the kid intentionally gave you bad info. 9 00:00:18,256 --> 00:00:19,436 [Travis] You okay, man? 10 00:00:19,636 --> 00:00:21,476 You seem weird. 11 00:00:21,676 --> 00:00:23,106 I'm gonna live how I want to. 12 00:00:23,306 --> 00:00:25,066 How I know I'm meant to. 13 00:00:25,266 --> 00:00:26,066 [Crystal] You're the reason 14 00:00:26,266 --> 00:00:27,946 we never got rescued? 15 00:00:28,146 --> 00:00:28,946 [screams] 16 00:00:29,146 --> 00:00:31,486 [Misty whimpering] 17 00:00:31,686 --> 00:00:33,236 Why do you want to up your meds? 18 00:00:33,436 --> 00:00:35,076 [Lottie] I started having visions 19 00:00:35,276 --> 00:00:37,286 for the first time in decades. 20 00:00:37,486 --> 00:00:40,166 Travis said that you were right about something. 21 00:00:40,366 --> 00:00:43,956 [slurring] Travis, we brought it back with us. 22 00:00:44,156 --> 00:00:45,916 [Lisa] Do you really think I can keep him alive? 23 00:00:46,116 --> 00:00:48,466 I think that fish is gonna survive the night. 24 00:00:48,666 --> 00:00:49,966 Do you still want to kill yourself? 25 00:00:50,166 --> 00:00:50,966 Not today. 26 00:00:51,166 --> 00:00:52,306 I think we found her. 27 00:00:52,506 --> 00:00:53,636 We're here to rescue you. 28 00:00:53,836 --> 00:00:55,136 Lottie sent some people for me. 29 00:00:55,336 --> 00:00:57,136 So you and your Hardy Boy can go home. 30 00:00:57,336 --> 00:00:59,596 Adam Martin? You probably killed him. 31 00:00:59,796 --> 00:01:00,896 [Misty] This? You and me, 32 00:01:01,096 --> 00:01:02,636 whatever this is, it's over. 33 00:01:05,266 --> 00:01:06,776 I want to join. 34 00:01:06,976 --> 00:01:08,276 [Natalie] Why would you put that creepy symbol 35 00:01:08,476 --> 00:01:09,736 on a baby blanket? 36 00:01:09,936 --> 00:01:12,826 -What the fuck, Lottie? -What happened? 37 00:01:13,026 --> 00:01:15,156 She was whispering weird shit to my baby. 38 00:01:15,356 --> 00:01:17,496 You're supposed to be on my side, not Team Lottie. 39 00:01:17,696 --> 00:01:18,826 Is she in labor? 40 00:01:19,026 --> 00:01:20,576 [screams] 41 00:01:22,616 --> 00:01:24,996 calm, retro music 42 00:01:25,206 --> 00:01:27,506 43 00:01:27,706 --> 00:01:30,636 [narrator] During gestation, the fetus receives oxygen 44 00:01:30,836 --> 00:01:33,046 and vital nutrients via the blood vessels 45 00:01:33,246 --> 00:01:35,466 in the umbilical cord, which attaches to the placenta. 46 00:01:35,666 --> 00:01:36,886 [student 1] Ew, gross. 47 00:01:37,086 --> 00:01:38,136 [student 2] Why are we watching this? 48 00:01:38,336 --> 00:01:39,346 Guys. 49 00:01:39,546 --> 00:01:40,976 Come on, you got to learn this. 50 00:01:41,176 --> 00:01:42,516 [narrator] In this fetus, androgens have initiated 51 00:01:42,716 --> 00:01:44,516 the development of a phallus and scrotum. 52 00:01:44,716 --> 00:01:46,566 [laughs] Oh, man, is that his dick? 53 00:01:46,766 --> 00:01:49,566 Let's hope he's a grower. Right, Jeff? 54 00:01:49,766 --> 00:01:51,696 Dude, look at it. 55 00:01:51,896 --> 00:01:54,366 Yeah, I'm pretty sure those are his balls, dumbass. 56 00:01:54,566 --> 00:01:56,656 Whatever. -As labor approaches... 57 00:01:56,856 --> 00:01:59,826 Anybody want this? It's way too small for me. 58 00:02:00,026 --> 00:02:02,036 Magnums all day, baby. 59 00:02:02,236 --> 00:02:03,706 Oh, gosh, Randy, I mean, 60 00:02:03,906 --> 00:02:05,626 if these are really too small for you, 61 00:02:05,826 --> 00:02:08,376 then you should probably see a doctor about that thing. 62 00:02:08,576 --> 00:02:11,046 You guys. Shh. 63 00:02:11,246 --> 00:02:12,886 Okay? This is important. 64 00:02:13,086 --> 00:02:14,716 [narrator] ...active labor is signaled by 65 00:02:14,916 --> 00:02:17,886 rupture of the amniotic sac and the onset 66 00:02:18,086 --> 00:02:20,556 of powerful uterine contractions. 67 00:02:20,756 --> 00:02:24,056 These contractions will push the fetus through the birth canal 68 00:02:24,256 --> 00:02:26,396 and grow stronger as labor progresses. 69 00:02:26,596 --> 00:02:28,146 [Jeff] Shauna, I can't stop thinking about 70 00:02:28,346 --> 00:02:30,646 how you nailed that tutoring session earlier. 71 00:02:30,846 --> 00:02:32,736 You should teach me again sometime. 72 00:02:32,936 --> 00:02:34,776 [student 1] Why did Jeff pass a note to Shauna? 73 00:02:34,976 --> 00:02:36,366 -[student 2 shushes] -[woman on video screams] 74 00:02:36,566 --> 00:02:38,696 -[all oohing, gasping] -[baby crying over video] 75 00:02:38,896 --> 00:02:40,956 [narrator] The infant's lungs will fill with air, 76 00:02:41,156 --> 00:02:43,576 signaled by a cry. 77 00:02:43,776 --> 00:02:46,586 Poppies, Jeff. Jackie likes poppies. 78 00:02:46,786 --> 00:02:49,416 [narrator] However, labor continues until the placenta 79 00:02:49,616 --> 00:02:51,126 and amniotic materials 80 00:02:51,326 --> 00:02:52,296 -are expelled... -[door opens] 81 00:02:52,496 --> 00:02:54,926 -[door closes] -Okay. 82 00:02:55,126 --> 00:02:56,846 Does, uh... 83 00:02:57,046 --> 00:02:59,766 anyone have any questions? 84 00:02:59,966 --> 00:03:01,346 Yes, Misty? 85 00:03:01,546 --> 00:03:03,806 So, how much blood is there, on average? 86 00:03:04,006 --> 00:03:06,266 -[screaming] - "Song 2" by Blur 87 00:03:06,466 --> 00:03:08,106 When I feel heavy metal 88 00:03:08,306 --> 00:03:10,106 Woo-hoo 89 00:03:10,306 --> 00:03:11,896 And I'm pins and I'm needles 90 00:03:12,096 --> 00:03:14,106 -Let's go, let's go. -[overlapping chatter] 91 00:03:14,306 --> 00:03:15,356 Well, I lie and I'm easy 92 00:03:15,566 --> 00:03:17,026 [Taissa] Lift your legs. 93 00:03:17,226 --> 00:03:18,196 Misty, what do we do? 94 00:03:18,396 --> 00:03:19,866 [straining] 95 00:03:20,066 --> 00:03:22,786 Oh, my God, please, someone just get it out of me. 96 00:03:22,986 --> 00:03:24,576 To meet you 97 00:03:26,406 --> 00:03:28,286 [Shauna screams] 98 00:03:28,486 --> 00:03:30,626 "No Return" by Craig Wedren and Anna Waronker 99 00:03:40,586 --> 00:03:43,176 It was cool, nothing fire 100 00:03:43,376 --> 00:03:45,516 Nothing broke 101 00:03:45,716 --> 00:03:47,146 Keep simple 102 00:03:47,346 --> 00:03:50,726 Nothing tired, nothing old 103 00:03:51,806 --> 00:03:55,066 Same as you 104 00:03:57,736 --> 00:04:01,866 Same as you 105 00:04:03,526 --> 00:04:06,326 Oh, so cute, so revival 106 00:04:06,526 --> 00:04:08,376 So alone 107 00:04:08,576 --> 00:04:11,416 Birthday suit, just a smile 108 00:04:11,616 --> 00:04:13,626 No one home 109 00:04:15,376 --> 00:04:19,166 Same as you 110 00:04:21,636 --> 00:04:25,596 Same as you 111 00:04:27,466 --> 00:04:30,186 vocalizing 112 00:04:35,396 --> 00:04:37,196 No return, no return 113 00:04:37,396 --> 00:04:39,816 No reason 114 00:04:40,016 --> 00:04:42,286 No return, no return 115 00:04:42,486 --> 00:04:45,156 No reason 116 00:04:45,356 --> 00:04:47,826 No return, no return 117 00:04:48,026 --> 00:04:50,036 No reason 118 00:04:50,236 --> 00:04:52,836 No return, no return 119 00:04:53,036 --> 00:04:55,666 No reason 120 00:04:59,916 --> 00:05:01,796 [hip-hop music playing in distance] 121 00:05:01,996 --> 00:05:03,966 122 00:05:10,226 --> 00:05:11,766 [phone chimes] 123 00:05:11,966 --> 00:05:14,146 Are we forgetting something? 124 00:05:14,346 --> 00:05:15,976 -[phone chimes] -[sighs] 125 00:05:16,936 --> 00:05:19,236 -Wait. -Ah. Ah, ah, ah. 126 00:05:19,436 --> 00:05:21,236 No, but that could be important. 127 00:05:21,436 --> 00:05:23,576 Misty, you're what's important. 128 00:05:23,776 --> 00:05:24,906 Charlotte will help you see that. 129 00:05:25,106 --> 00:05:26,826 What about emergencies, like, um, 130 00:05:27,026 --> 00:05:30,076 a heart attack or-or... [scoffs] ...a fire? 131 00:05:30,276 --> 00:05:32,246 Uh, there's a landline in the kitchen, 132 00:05:32,446 --> 00:05:35,206 but it's not for social calls. 133 00:05:38,876 --> 00:05:39,926 Trust me. 134 00:05:40,126 --> 00:05:41,886 I've been where you are. 135 00:05:42,086 --> 00:05:44,006 It's not easy at first. 136 00:05:44,206 --> 00:05:46,426 But our phones 137 00:05:46,626 --> 00:05:49,266 keep us captive to other people's priorities. 138 00:05:49,466 --> 00:05:51,056 Oh. Charlotte. 139 00:05:51,256 --> 00:05:52,476 Uh, this is... 140 00:05:52,676 --> 00:05:53,766 Misty? 141 00:05:54,766 --> 00:05:56,306 Hello, Charlotte. 142 00:05:58,606 --> 00:06:00,106 Leave us. 143 00:06:00,306 --> 00:06:02,406 dark, suspenseful music 144 00:06:02,606 --> 00:06:05,026 145 00:06:09,866 --> 00:06:12,626 I thought you'd be more excited to see me. 146 00:06:12,826 --> 00:06:14,916 What are you doing here? 147 00:06:15,116 --> 00:06:17,546 I'm here to retrieve my friend Natalie 148 00:06:17,746 --> 00:06:19,466 from a kidnapping that's looking more and more 149 00:06:19,666 --> 00:06:21,086 like a good old-fashioned brainwashing. 150 00:06:21,286 --> 00:06:25,136 So I think the more salient question is: 151 00:06:25,336 --> 00:06:26,966 What are you doing here? 152 00:06:27,166 --> 00:06:28,806 What is all this? 153 00:06:29,006 --> 00:06:30,976 We are a community 154 00:06:31,176 --> 00:06:34,476 of love and spiritual growth. 155 00:06:34,676 --> 00:06:37,896 And I help people heal from past trauma, 156 00:06:38,096 --> 00:06:40,146 so they'll stop running from themselves. 157 00:06:40,346 --> 00:06:44,816 Look, I don't care if you're running a cult here or whatever. 158 00:06:45,016 --> 00:06:47,826 Just give me Natalie and I won't call the IRS 159 00:06:48,026 --> 00:06:50,826 about what I assume is your routine tax evasion. 160 00:06:51,026 --> 00:06:52,286 [Lottie] We saved her. 161 00:06:52,486 --> 00:06:53,826 She tried to kill herself. 162 00:06:54,026 --> 00:06:55,456 [scoffs] 163 00:06:55,656 --> 00:06:57,206 I don't believe that. 164 00:06:57,406 --> 00:06:59,576 You two aren't even friends. 165 00:07:00,956 --> 00:07:02,416 Oh. 166 00:07:04,006 --> 00:07:05,006 Oh. 167 00:07:05,206 --> 00:07:07,506 [inhales] 168 00:07:07,706 --> 00:07:09,516 Can you stay a while? 169 00:07:09,716 --> 00:07:11,346 What, here? [chuckles] 170 00:07:11,546 --> 00:07:13,476 No. I'm... [scoffs] 171 00:07:13,676 --> 00:07:15,686 No, it could be helpful for Natalie. 172 00:07:15,886 --> 00:07:17,766 And for you, too. 173 00:07:19,476 --> 00:07:21,486 I understand. Um... 174 00:07:21,686 --> 00:07:24,106 Maybe later this week? 175 00:07:25,646 --> 00:07:26,896 Oh, now? 176 00:07:28,736 --> 00:07:29,826 [sighs] Okay. 177 00:07:30,026 --> 00:07:33,286 I guess we'll be right down. 178 00:07:33,486 --> 00:07:34,996 [sighs] 179 00:07:35,196 --> 00:07:36,036 What's going on? 180 00:07:36,236 --> 00:07:37,706 Well, that was Kevyn Tan. 181 00:07:37,906 --> 00:07:39,376 He wants us to come down 182 00:07:39,576 --> 00:07:41,626 to the police station for questioning. 183 00:07:41,826 --> 00:07:42,876 Today. 184 00:07:43,076 --> 00:07:44,836 All right. [clears throat] Hey. 185 00:07:45,036 --> 00:07:46,676 I got your back, baby. Right? 186 00:07:46,876 --> 00:07:50,216 Yeah, thanks, honey, but, um... 187 00:07:50,416 --> 00:07:52,516 "us" is actually... 188 00:07:52,716 --> 00:07:54,516 -me and Callie. -[metal clangs] 189 00:07:54,716 --> 00:07:57,806 Fuck! This is exactly what I was afraid of, Shauna. 190 00:07:58,006 --> 00:07:59,726 You dragged Callie into this thing and now 191 00:07:59,926 --> 00:08:01,976 -she's a part of our mess. -I didn't "drag" Callie 192 00:08:02,176 --> 00:08:03,646 into anything. 193 00:08:03,846 --> 00:08:05,986 She's the one who decided to act out by dating a cop. 194 00:08:06,186 --> 00:08:07,906 Okay, we were just hanging out. 195 00:08:08,106 --> 00:08:11,366 It honestly would've been better if you just had sex with him. 196 00:08:11,566 --> 00:08:13,156 -Shauna! -Wow, Mom. 197 00:08:13,356 --> 00:08:15,366 What? If she had, then none of the stuff 198 00:08:15,566 --> 00:08:17,246 she told him about me would be admissible. 199 00:08:17,446 --> 00:08:19,496 That's all I'm saying. 200 00:08:21,956 --> 00:08:25,466 Should we just go and get this over with? 201 00:08:25,666 --> 00:08:27,546 Why the fuck is this taking so long? 202 00:08:27,746 --> 00:08:29,176 [Shauna screaming] 203 00:08:29,376 --> 00:08:31,426 [Mari] Should we, like, boil water? 204 00:08:31,626 --> 00:08:32,926 That's a thing people do, right? 205 00:08:33,126 --> 00:08:35,306 [Akilah] Yeah. Yeah, that's a good idea. 206 00:08:35,506 --> 00:08:37,016 -We need to keep things clean. -[screaming] 207 00:08:37,216 --> 00:08:38,556 [sharp ringing] 208 00:08:38,756 --> 00:08:40,016 [Natalie] Uh, these are contractions, right? 209 00:08:40,216 --> 00:08:42,016 Should we be timing them or something? I... 210 00:08:42,216 --> 00:08:43,936 [Gen] Yeah, that last one was just over a minute. 211 00:08:44,136 --> 00:08:45,566 Is-is that long or short? 212 00:08:45,766 --> 00:08:47,946 Misty! Should I be timing the in-between or no? 213 00:08:48,146 --> 00:08:50,866 Uh, I-I don't know, I just, I-I need to... 214 00:08:51,066 --> 00:08:52,536 [Akilah] Okay, I think when they're this regular 215 00:08:52,736 --> 00:08:54,286 and intense, she's in labor labor 216 00:08:54,486 --> 00:08:55,956 and the baby is actually coming. 217 00:08:56,156 --> 00:08:57,536 Okay, so it should be over soon? 218 00:08:57,736 --> 00:08:59,496 Maybe, but my sister's labor was a day and a half. 219 00:08:59,696 --> 00:09:02,996 No. No, I can't take this for a day and a half, Tai. I can't. 220 00:09:03,196 --> 00:09:05,006 Yes, you can, Shauna. You can fucking do anything. 221 00:09:05,206 --> 00:09:06,546 [Akilah] Of course you can do it. 222 00:09:06,746 --> 00:09:09,166 And we're right here to help. Right, Misty? 223 00:09:10,166 --> 00:09:11,376 What do you need from me? 224 00:09:17,596 --> 00:09:20,386 Um... Hand. 225 00:09:22,266 --> 00:09:24,566 Maybe, uh, we can... 226 00:09:24,766 --> 00:09:26,856 we can share our hopes with each other? 227 00:09:27,056 --> 00:09:29,526 Wilderness, I hope Shauna doesn't die. 228 00:09:29,726 --> 00:09:31,736 Why the fuck-- Why would you say die? 229 00:09:31,936 --> 00:09:33,526 -Die? -You're not gonna die. 230 00:09:33,726 --> 00:09:35,076 -You're not gonna die. -[overlapping chatter] 231 00:09:35,276 --> 00:09:36,406 You're not gonna die, you're not gonna die. 232 00:09:36,606 --> 00:09:38,076 Shauna, everything's gonna be okay. 233 00:09:38,276 --> 00:09:39,996 It's gonna be okay. 234 00:09:40,196 --> 00:09:42,126 Just let your pain open you to this moment. 235 00:09:42,326 --> 00:09:43,456 [Taissa] What the f...? 236 00:09:43,656 --> 00:09:44,836 I know you're trying to be helpful, 237 00:09:45,036 --> 00:09:46,416 but she could really use some space. 238 00:09:46,616 --> 00:09:47,666 [screams] 239 00:09:47,866 --> 00:09:49,506 This is hard enough already. 240 00:09:49,706 --> 00:09:51,086 [whispers] Go. 241 00:09:55,296 --> 00:09:58,176 -Hey, Natalie? -[gunshot] 242 00:10:03,056 --> 00:10:05,016 Oh, God. [panting] 243 00:10:07,436 --> 00:10:10,446 [Lisa] Natalie, can I talk to you? 244 00:10:10,646 --> 00:10:12,816 Look, I don't know what happened last night 245 00:10:13,016 --> 00:10:14,196 between you and Charlotte, but... 246 00:10:14,396 --> 00:10:17,536 You should get the hell away from me. 247 00:10:17,736 --> 00:10:19,616 What? 248 00:10:21,486 --> 00:10:24,036 I'm poison. 249 00:10:24,236 --> 00:10:26,626 I ruin people. 250 00:10:29,206 --> 00:10:32,586 I killed my best friend. 251 00:10:32,786 --> 00:10:35,716 The only person... 252 00:10:35,916 --> 00:10:37,516 I loved. 253 00:10:37,716 --> 00:10:41,686 The only person who knew me. 254 00:10:41,886 --> 00:10:43,766 Was that Travis? 255 00:10:43,966 --> 00:10:46,606 This whole time, I was 256 00:10:46,806 --> 00:10:49,236 saying it was Lottie, 257 00:10:49,436 --> 00:10:52,276 and it was m-my fault, 'cause I... 258 00:10:52,476 --> 00:10:54,906 I made him believe-- I told him... 259 00:10:55,106 --> 00:10:56,656 No. No, no. 260 00:10:56,856 --> 00:10:59,656 It's never anyone else's fault, Natalie. 261 00:10:59,856 --> 00:11:01,236 You know that. 262 00:11:03,196 --> 00:11:07,416 There was nothing that you could've said to Travis. 263 00:11:07,616 --> 00:11:10,546 It was something that was already in him. 264 00:11:10,746 --> 00:11:12,416 soft, contemplative music 265 00:11:12,626 --> 00:11:14,716 266 00:11:14,916 --> 00:11:18,426 Well, that something that was in him 267 00:11:18,626 --> 00:11:20,216 is in me. 268 00:11:24,966 --> 00:11:27,016 We saw so much... 269 00:11:29,516 --> 00:11:33,606 ...we did so much fucked-up shit out there. 270 00:11:33,806 --> 00:11:37,616 And, yeah, maybe it was to survive. 271 00:11:37,816 --> 00:11:39,616 dark, eerie music 272 00:11:39,816 --> 00:11:40,986 Maybe. 273 00:11:42,866 --> 00:11:45,116 But I don't think we deserved to. 274 00:11:48,246 --> 00:11:50,126 [soft rock music playing faintly] 275 00:11:50,326 --> 00:11:52,626 276 00:11:54,456 --> 00:11:57,596 Why didn't you wake me up, Van? 277 00:11:57,796 --> 00:11:59,426 Oh. 278 00:12:01,546 --> 00:12:04,136 What's wrong? Did something happen? 279 00:12:04,336 --> 00:12:05,926 Something always does with you, huh? 280 00:12:08,016 --> 00:12:10,476 Did you talk to her? What did she say? 281 00:12:10,676 --> 00:12:13,236 -I mean, what did I say? -[sighs] 282 00:12:13,436 --> 00:12:17,106 You said, "This isn't where we're supposed to be." 283 00:12:17,306 --> 00:12:18,656 That's it? 284 00:12:18,856 --> 00:12:21,576 Yeah, you also tried to kiss me. 285 00:12:21,776 --> 00:12:24,076 [exhales] Oh, my God. 286 00:12:24,276 --> 00:12:27,246 I am so sorry. 287 00:12:27,446 --> 00:12:30,336 I never would've... Wait. 288 00:12:30,536 --> 00:12:32,836 I said "we"? Who's "we"? 289 00:12:33,036 --> 00:12:35,166 [scoffs] Yeah, don't look at me, Tai. 290 00:12:35,366 --> 00:12:37,336 Maybe your family? 291 00:12:37,536 --> 00:12:41,506 Or your multiple personalities? 292 00:12:41,706 --> 00:12:44,726 Isn't there a chance it could be us? 293 00:12:44,926 --> 00:12:46,556 Right? You and me? 294 00:12:46,756 --> 00:12:48,596 [scoffs] No. 295 00:12:50,936 --> 00:12:53,146 No. Fuck that. 296 00:12:53,346 --> 00:12:55,146 Look, I-I told you what you said, 297 00:12:55,346 --> 00:12:57,606 or what she said, or whoever. 298 00:12:57,806 --> 00:13:00,656 So, t-that's as far as this can go. 299 00:13:00,856 --> 00:13:03,366 I got to take care of myself, too, okay? 300 00:13:03,566 --> 00:13:06,736 Of course. I-I would never... 301 00:13:08,326 --> 00:13:09,876 [Van sighs] 302 00:13:10,076 --> 00:13:13,496 You're married, Taissa. There's no "us" anymore. 303 00:13:16,416 --> 00:13:18,796 Of course. I know that. 304 00:13:18,996 --> 00:13:22,126 You're right. I'm so sorry. 305 00:13:24,676 --> 00:13:26,386 -Maybe I should go. -Listen, I got to open 306 00:13:26,586 --> 00:13:28,386 the store, but if you want to make yourself useful, 307 00:13:28,586 --> 00:13:31,306 you could, um, reshelve some of these tapes. 308 00:13:34,146 --> 00:13:35,646 Okay. 309 00:13:47,026 --> 00:13:48,286 [grunts] 310 00:13:48,486 --> 00:13:50,866 Okay, Misty, you got this. You can do this. 311 00:13:51,076 --> 00:13:53,086 Hey, and you can do this, too, Shauna, okay? 312 00:13:53,286 --> 00:13:54,286 Just keep breathing. 313 00:13:54,496 --> 00:13:56,626 [grunting] 314 00:13:57,786 --> 00:13:59,836 [shouts] 315 00:14:01,626 --> 00:14:02,846 dark, eerie music 316 00:14:03,046 --> 00:14:04,716 - -Uh... 317 00:14:06,846 --> 00:14:08,136 What's happening? 318 00:14:08,336 --> 00:14:10,006 Something feels weird. 319 00:14:17,726 --> 00:14:19,776 Look at me. Look at me. Look at me, Shauna. 320 00:14:19,976 --> 00:14:21,236 It's gonna be okay, okay? 321 00:14:21,436 --> 00:14:22,526 -They're gonna figure this out. -Okay. 322 00:14:22,726 --> 00:14:23,866 [Taissa] Just a little bit more pain. 323 00:14:24,066 --> 00:14:26,526 -[heart beating] -[distant] Shauna... 324 00:14:28,576 --> 00:14:30,746 [whispered voices] 325 00:14:30,946 --> 00:14:32,286 [screams] 326 00:14:34,746 --> 00:14:37,046 [Akilah] Misty, snap out of it. 327 00:14:37,246 --> 00:14:38,956 [Taissa] Misty, what is happening? 328 00:14:39,156 --> 00:14:40,626 -Misty, what's happening? -[heart beating rapidly] 329 00:14:40,826 --> 00:14:42,926 [Taissa] Shauna, it's okay, just breathe. Shauna? 330 00:14:43,126 --> 00:14:44,296 [whispers] I can't do this. 331 00:14:44,496 --> 00:14:45,636 I can't do this. I can't do this. 332 00:14:45,836 --> 00:14:47,216 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 333 00:14:47,416 --> 00:14:48,966 Misty. What the fuck, Misty? 334 00:14:49,166 --> 00:14:50,306 -Misty! -Where the hell are you going? 335 00:14:50,506 --> 00:14:51,846 -Oh, fuck. -[Shauna groans] 336 00:14:53,806 --> 00:14:55,516 [Natalie] Ben. We need your help. 337 00:14:55,716 --> 00:14:57,566 -Are you sure? -Come on. Yes. Come on. 338 00:14:57,766 --> 00:14:58,936 But-but the thing is, I-I really... 339 00:14:59,136 --> 00:15:01,106 -I don't know anything... -No, no, no, no. 340 00:15:02,066 --> 00:15:05,236 [gasps] Oh, shit. 341 00:15:06,816 --> 00:15:09,066 -Oh. Oh, my God. -No, no, you... 342 00:15:11,866 --> 00:15:14,706 -Shauna, I'm sorry. -[cries] No. 343 00:15:14,906 --> 00:15:17,036 I don't think I can help with this. 344 00:15:18,496 --> 00:15:21,796 I-I just pressed play on a video. 345 00:15:21,996 --> 00:15:24,756 Ignore him, Shauna. 346 00:15:24,956 --> 00:15:27,136 Women have been having babies for millions of years. 347 00:15:27,336 --> 00:15:28,676 You're gonna be fine. 348 00:15:28,876 --> 00:15:29,926 -Akilah's got this. -Yeah. 349 00:15:30,126 --> 00:15:31,966 W-Wha... 350 00:15:34,136 --> 00:15:35,646 [Natalie] Shauna, it's okay, just breathe. 351 00:15:35,846 --> 00:15:37,186 [Shauna groaning] 352 00:15:37,386 --> 00:15:40,356 [exhales] Okay. I guess I have to, right, Nugget? 353 00:15:40,556 --> 00:15:42,486 -Who are you talking to? -Um, no one. 354 00:15:42,686 --> 00:15:43,606 Where's Misty? 355 00:15:43,806 --> 00:15:45,156 Misty? She's just... 356 00:15:45,356 --> 00:15:46,366 She's just grabbing more rags. 357 00:15:46,566 --> 00:15:48,366 Okay? Everything is fine. 358 00:15:48,566 --> 00:15:50,366 It's just getting a little messy, that's all. 359 00:15:50,566 --> 00:15:52,986 Okay? Shauna, I've got this. 360 00:15:55,496 --> 00:15:58,206 dark, suspenseful music 361 00:15:58,406 --> 00:16:01,996 362 00:16:08,796 --> 00:16:10,806 [Lottie] We need offerings. 363 00:16:11,006 --> 00:16:11,806 [Taissa] It's okay. 364 00:16:12,006 --> 00:16:13,636 [Lottie] Travis? 365 00:16:13,836 --> 00:16:15,966 Spill blood. 366 00:16:19,056 --> 00:16:20,976 Gather some things you can find. 367 00:16:22,266 --> 00:16:23,306 Anything. 368 00:16:24,316 --> 00:16:25,476 [Travis] Please listen. 369 00:16:26,566 --> 00:16:28,116 [Taissa] Shauna, just look at me. Look at me. 370 00:16:28,316 --> 00:16:29,736 Shauna, breathe. Breathe. 371 00:16:29,936 --> 00:16:31,486 [Lottie] Place your offerings down. 372 00:16:33,826 --> 00:16:35,656 What the fuck are they doing? 373 00:16:35,856 --> 00:16:37,746 [indistinct whispers] 374 00:16:43,126 --> 00:16:45,546 The wilderness recognizes your sacrifice. 375 00:16:47,456 --> 00:16:49,086 And so do I. 376 00:16:49,286 --> 00:16:50,926 dark, intense music 377 00:16:51,126 --> 00:16:53,046 378 00:16:56,466 --> 00:17:00,136 Uh, thank you for seeing me on such short notice. 379 00:17:03,096 --> 00:17:05,356 Uh, it's still happening. 380 00:17:07,316 --> 00:17:10,116 [psychiatrist] The visions? 381 00:17:10,316 --> 00:17:13,816 Yeah, not just the visions. It's also this, um... 382 00:17:15,986 --> 00:17:18,746 ...uh, feeling. 383 00:17:18,946 --> 00:17:22,866 Even about things I know are right in front of me. It's... 384 00:17:24,786 --> 00:17:28,166 It's like it's-it's pointing me toward... 385 00:17:30,006 --> 00:17:32,716 ...back then. 386 00:17:32,916 --> 00:17:34,716 Toward your past. 387 00:17:36,926 --> 00:17:39,386 As I mentioned before, it's not uncommon for people 388 00:17:39,596 --> 00:17:42,806 whose psychoses are controlled to feel anxiety 389 00:17:43,016 --> 00:17:44,896 about their symptoms returning. 390 00:17:46,726 --> 00:17:48,606 Is it possible your fear of the past 391 00:17:48,806 --> 00:17:51,236 might be a fear of your illness? 392 00:17:52,566 --> 00:17:54,486 No. 393 00:17:54,686 --> 00:17:57,076 No, that's the problem. 394 00:17:57,276 --> 00:17:59,456 I'm not worried that I'm ill. 395 00:17:59,656 --> 00:18:03,156 I'm worried that I've never been ill. 396 00:18:04,496 --> 00:18:07,456 And that's why all of this is happening. 397 00:18:07,656 --> 00:18:10,626 Uh, Travis coming, Natalie and now Misty's here, too. 398 00:18:10,826 --> 00:18:12,546 It's like... 399 00:18:14,376 --> 00:18:19,266 It's like It sent them here... 400 00:18:19,466 --> 00:18:21,266 to show me. 401 00:18:22,806 --> 00:18:24,726 To show you what? 402 00:18:27,356 --> 00:18:29,486 That It was real. 403 00:18:29,686 --> 00:18:32,236 dark, eerie music 404 00:18:32,436 --> 00:18:36,236 And that I, I wasn't the only one who felt It out there. 405 00:18:36,436 --> 00:18:39,616 It was all of us. It was a part of us. 406 00:18:42,286 --> 00:18:46,326 What is "It," Lottie? 407 00:18:49,626 --> 00:18:51,876 The power of that place. 408 00:18:53,756 --> 00:18:56,216 The god of that place. 409 00:18:59,716 --> 00:19:01,426 We did... 410 00:19:03,556 --> 00:19:06,636 ...terrible things in Its name. 411 00:19:10,056 --> 00:19:13,696 And I thought that, when we were rescued, 412 00:19:13,896 --> 00:19:16,896 that we left It there, but now I realize... 413 00:19:20,866 --> 00:19:23,616 ...we brought It back with us. 414 00:19:23,816 --> 00:19:26,826 415 00:19:29,626 --> 00:19:30,836 [man] Let it out. 416 00:19:31,036 --> 00:19:32,996 We're here for you. 417 00:19:35,876 --> 00:19:38,676 No! [crying] 418 00:19:39,586 --> 00:19:43,056 I miss her so much! 419 00:19:44,056 --> 00:19:46,306 Come back. 420 00:19:46,506 --> 00:19:48,436 Would you like a turn? 421 00:19:48,636 --> 00:19:50,316 No. [laughs softly] 422 00:19:50,516 --> 00:19:52,526 -Thank you. -[woman wails] 423 00:19:52,726 --> 00:19:55,736 Most everyone who checks in here got dumped one way or another. 424 00:19:55,936 --> 00:19:57,116 Oh. 425 00:19:57,316 --> 00:19:59,366 Nothing to be ashamed of. 426 00:19:59,566 --> 00:20:00,866 I joined after dissolving 427 00:20:01,066 --> 00:20:02,286 a subscription horse meat business 428 00:20:02,486 --> 00:20:03,946 I started with my brother-in-law. 429 00:20:05,906 --> 00:20:08,586 Well, I've never actually been through a breakup, 430 00:20:08,786 --> 00:20:09,956 so... [chuckles] 431 00:20:10,156 --> 00:20:11,796 ...none of this really applies to me. 432 00:20:11,996 --> 00:20:15,456 What about all those texts you were getting, from Walter? 433 00:20:17,506 --> 00:20:20,466 You know what, I'm just, uh, going through the motions 434 00:20:20,666 --> 00:20:22,716 until I can talk to Natalie, so... 435 00:20:22,916 --> 00:20:24,976 Wait, wait. [laughs] You-you know Natalie, too? 436 00:20:25,176 --> 00:20:26,266 [drumming stops] 437 00:20:32,606 --> 00:20:34,436 [Misty] Yeah, sure. I, um... 438 00:20:34,636 --> 00:20:37,816 I mean, if you're done crying, I could tell you some stories. 439 00:20:38,016 --> 00:20:39,986 [Shauna groaning in distance] 440 00:20:43,776 --> 00:20:45,996 [panting] 441 00:20:46,196 --> 00:20:48,196 [Shauna screaming] 442 00:20:53,126 --> 00:20:55,006 Madonna's "Rescue Me" 443 00:20:55,206 --> 00:20:58,176 I believe that you can rescue me 444 00:20:58,376 --> 00:21:01,346 [Shauna screaming] 445 00:21:01,546 --> 00:21:02,966 [Paul] Scanners. 446 00:21:03,166 --> 00:21:04,466 Uh, The Shining. 447 00:21:04,666 --> 00:21:06,476 Falling Down. 448 00:21:06,676 --> 00:21:08,516 Oh, shit, sh-- th-this is right, um... 449 00:21:08,716 --> 00:21:10,016 Uh, The Silence of the Lambs? 450 00:21:10,216 --> 00:21:12,266 Uh, oh, oh! Hear No Evil. 451 00:21:12,466 --> 00:21:13,356 [both] Yes. 452 00:21:13,556 --> 00:21:15,106 [woman moans] 453 00:21:15,306 --> 00:21:16,106 -Come on. -All right, all right, 454 00:21:16,306 --> 00:21:17,646 all right, um... oh. 455 00:21:17,846 --> 00:21:19,696 -Uh, TV? -Yep. 456 00:21:19,896 --> 00:21:21,616 Four words. Uh... 457 00:21:21,816 --> 00:21:23,986 Showering. Soap. Oh. 458 00:21:24,186 --> 00:21:25,116 One Life to Live. 459 00:21:25,316 --> 00:21:26,366 -Ha! -That's time. Time. 460 00:21:26,566 --> 00:21:27,996 [soft laughter] 461 00:21:28,196 --> 00:21:30,626 Nothing worse than charades with people in love. 462 00:21:30,826 --> 00:21:33,036 -No offense. -Ah. None taken. 463 00:21:33,246 --> 00:21:35,416 -You killed it. -Thank you. 464 00:21:35,616 --> 00:21:37,166 [Ben] All right, let's see what you got. 465 00:21:37,366 --> 00:21:39,586 -Uh, Airplane! -[man] Yeah, that's good. 466 00:21:39,786 --> 00:21:42,716 [woman wailing] 467 00:21:42,916 --> 00:21:44,466 [screaming] 468 00:21:46,346 --> 00:21:47,426 I think it's coming. 469 00:21:52,306 --> 00:21:54,396 Is that... is that the head? 470 00:21:54,596 --> 00:21:56,226 It's so purple. 471 00:21:56,436 --> 00:21:57,816 Shoot. I think... 472 00:21:58,016 --> 00:22:00,026 I think it's the placenta. 473 00:22:00,226 --> 00:22:02,866 Placenta? Isn't that supposed to come after? 474 00:22:03,066 --> 00:22:04,576 [Shauna] What is going on? 475 00:22:04,776 --> 00:22:06,326 Do I keep pushing? 476 00:22:06,526 --> 00:22:08,866 Yes, yes. Definitely, definitely keep pushing, okay? 477 00:22:09,066 --> 00:22:10,746 It's no big deal, it's just coming out a little backwards. 478 00:22:10,946 --> 00:22:12,576 Okay? But, um, don't worry. 479 00:22:12,776 --> 00:22:14,376 I'm-I'm just gonna touch you again, okay? 480 00:22:14,576 --> 00:22:16,666 [panting] Okay. 481 00:22:16,866 --> 00:22:19,166 dark, suspenseful music 482 00:22:19,366 --> 00:22:21,046 483 00:22:25,886 --> 00:22:28,046 [Shauna panting] 484 00:22:38,896 --> 00:22:40,896 [Misty crying] You are such a freak. 485 00:22:41,096 --> 00:22:42,316 There's-- It's all your fault. 486 00:22:42,516 --> 00:22:43,776 There's just something wrong with you. 487 00:22:43,976 --> 00:22:46,116 You always do this. 488 00:22:46,316 --> 00:22:47,946 -You... Ah! -Misty. Where are you? 489 00:22:48,146 --> 00:22:49,286 We need you here. 490 00:22:49,486 --> 00:22:50,956 I was supposed to do this with Crystal. 491 00:22:51,156 --> 00:22:52,616 We had a plan. We-we were-- 492 00:22:52,816 --> 00:22:54,746 she was gonna-- and-and I-- and I was gonna-- 493 00:22:54,946 --> 00:22:56,746 And-and we-we were gonna do a song, Lottie. 494 00:22:56,946 --> 00:22:58,956 [crying] We were gonna do a song. 495 00:22:59,156 --> 00:23:03,586 Crystal may be gone, but you're here, with us. 496 00:23:03,786 --> 00:23:06,346 And you can still save Shauna. 497 00:23:06,546 --> 00:23:08,766 You can save our baby. 498 00:23:08,966 --> 00:23:10,676 soft, contemplative music 499 00:23:10,876 --> 00:23:12,766 500 00:23:15,426 --> 00:23:17,266 Yeah? 501 00:23:17,466 --> 00:23:18,566 You're right. 502 00:23:18,766 --> 00:23:21,566 Uh-huh. Yeah, yeah. 503 00:23:27,776 --> 00:23:29,826 [panting] 504 00:23:30,026 --> 00:23:31,576 The placenta is out, but the baby's still not coming, 505 00:23:31,776 --> 00:23:33,616 and she's bleeding a lot. 506 00:23:35,446 --> 00:23:37,166 Are you sure you're good now? 507 00:23:37,366 --> 00:23:38,996 I'm great. 508 00:23:39,196 --> 00:23:40,416 Please don't let my baby die. 509 00:23:40,616 --> 00:23:42,466 Okay, just push, Shauna. 510 00:23:42,666 --> 00:23:44,086 I know it hurts, and I know this is hard, 511 00:23:44,286 --> 00:23:46,046 but you just need to focus and you need to push. 512 00:23:46,246 --> 00:23:48,346 You are so close to being on the other side. 513 00:23:48,546 --> 00:23:51,636 And then, you get to meet your baby. [chuckles] 514 00:23:54,096 --> 00:23:55,186 [exhales sharply] 515 00:23:55,386 --> 00:23:57,386 [exhaling] You got this. 516 00:23:58,306 --> 00:24:01,306 517 00:24:03,856 --> 00:24:06,736 Remember, sweetie, you don't have to talk to them. 518 00:24:06,936 --> 00:24:09,076 Okay? You haven't committed any crimes. 519 00:24:09,276 --> 00:24:11,156 Isn't lying to the cops a crime? 520 00:24:11,356 --> 00:24:12,576 [quietly] Callie. 521 00:24:12,776 --> 00:24:14,206 Aren't you probably the last person 522 00:24:14,406 --> 00:24:16,786 who should be giving me legal advice right now? 523 00:24:20,166 --> 00:24:22,206 Jay. 524 00:24:25,166 --> 00:24:28,216 You better not be planning to interview my daughter alone. 525 00:24:28,416 --> 00:24:29,886 Shauna Sadecki? 526 00:24:30,086 --> 00:24:32,386 I'm Officer Saracusa. 527 00:24:32,586 --> 00:24:34,636 Please. Right this way. 528 00:24:46,686 --> 00:24:48,566 Hey. Callie? 529 00:24:48,766 --> 00:24:50,396 Want to come with me? 530 00:24:52,906 --> 00:24:54,946 [soft rock playing faintly] 531 00:24:55,156 --> 00:24:57,286 I give up. Uh, does Miss Congeniality 532 00:24:57,486 --> 00:24:59,286 go in "Sandy Good" or "Sandy Bad"? 533 00:24:59,486 --> 00:25:01,286 What? How can you... 534 00:25:01,486 --> 00:25:02,706 -[chuckles] -Okay, wow. 535 00:25:02,906 --> 00:25:04,586 You had me there. 536 00:25:04,786 --> 00:25:07,006 What can I say? I missed your lectures. 537 00:25:07,206 --> 00:25:08,716 Yeah, too bad. 538 00:25:08,916 --> 00:25:10,836 Now they're for paying customers only. 539 00:25:12,176 --> 00:25:14,176 Speaking of customers, how's business? 540 00:25:14,376 --> 00:25:15,926 What, are you kidding me? Look at this place. 541 00:25:16,126 --> 00:25:17,476 I can hardly keep up. 542 00:25:17,676 --> 00:25:19,646 I'm serious. 543 00:25:19,846 --> 00:25:22,856 I mean, this place can't be paying the bills. 544 00:25:23,056 --> 00:25:24,226 Is it? 545 00:25:25,686 --> 00:25:27,976 I have savings. 546 00:25:29,316 --> 00:25:31,116 But then? 547 00:25:31,316 --> 00:25:33,406 What's your plan? I mean, long-run. 548 00:25:33,606 --> 00:25:36,616 You just gonna ignore what's going on, or...? 549 00:25:36,816 --> 00:25:38,366 What are you getting at? 550 00:25:39,326 --> 00:25:41,746 I saw the bills in your trash. 551 00:25:41,946 --> 00:25:43,916 You'll lose this place if you don't do something. 552 00:25:44,116 --> 00:25:45,376 How is this any of your business? 553 00:25:45,576 --> 00:25:49,126 Well, I was a real estate lawyer. 554 00:25:49,326 --> 00:25:51,086 I could help you figure something out, or... 555 00:25:51,286 --> 00:25:53,556 No, Tai. You came here for help with your life. 556 00:25:53,756 --> 00:25:56,306 If I need help with mine, I'll let you know. 557 00:25:56,506 --> 00:25:58,136 [chuckles] 558 00:25:58,336 --> 00:26:00,436 And that's okay 559 00:26:00,636 --> 00:26:02,356 Speaking of which, if, uh, 560 00:26:02,556 --> 00:26:05,396 this isn't where you're supposed to be... 561 00:26:05,596 --> 00:26:07,486 -you got any bright ideas? -[phone buzzing] 562 00:26:07,686 --> 00:26:09,776 Oh, shit. This could be the hospital. 563 00:26:09,976 --> 00:26:12,066 -[case clicks] -Hello? 564 00:26:12,266 --> 00:26:14,656 [Misty over phone] You're gonna want to hear this. 565 00:26:14,856 --> 00:26:17,116 You'll never believe where I am. 566 00:26:17,316 --> 00:26:18,786 I don't have time for you right now. 567 00:26:18,986 --> 00:26:21,666 I am at a residential wellness center 568 00:26:21,866 --> 00:26:24,666 off Route 19 in Cherry Hill, New York. 569 00:26:24,866 --> 00:26:26,586 Where you're getting help? 570 00:26:26,786 --> 00:26:28,836 Where everyone is getting help 571 00:26:29,036 --> 00:26:32,046 from one Charlotte Matthews. 572 00:26:32,246 --> 00:26:33,126 What? 573 00:26:34,126 --> 00:26:35,466 -I thought she was... -I know. 574 00:26:35,666 --> 00:26:37,846 I know, but she's better, apparently. 575 00:26:38,046 --> 00:26:40,266 And Natalie's here, too. 576 00:26:40,466 --> 00:26:41,686 And, honestly, Tai? 577 00:26:41,886 --> 00:26:44,016 You've got to see this place for yourself. 578 00:26:44,216 --> 00:26:47,856 It's a bunch of granola losers, but the food is great, 579 00:26:48,056 --> 00:26:50,196 and the BO factor is surprisingly low. 580 00:26:50,396 --> 00:26:51,606 Tai, what? Who is it? 581 00:26:51,806 --> 00:26:54,316 Where'd you say that place was? 582 00:26:54,516 --> 00:26:55,946 [Lottie] We hear the Wilderness and It hears us. 583 00:26:56,146 --> 00:26:59,196 [all] We hear the Wilderness and It hears us. 584 00:26:59,396 --> 00:27:01,996 We hear the Wilderness and It hears us. 585 00:27:02,196 --> 00:27:04,206 We hear the Wilderness and It hears us. 586 00:27:04,406 --> 00:27:07,296 We hear the Wilderness and It hears us. 587 00:27:07,496 --> 00:27:10,166 We hear the Wilderness and It hears us. 588 00:27:10,366 --> 00:27:12,626 We hear the Wilderness and It hears us. 589 00:27:12,826 --> 00:27:15,256 We hear the Wilderness and It hears us. 590 00:27:15,456 --> 00:27:17,756 We hear the Wilderness and It hears us. 591 00:27:17,956 --> 00:27:20,976 We hear the Wilderness and It hears us. 592 00:27:21,176 --> 00:27:24,436 We hear the Wilderness and It hears us. 593 00:27:24,636 --> 00:27:25,606 -Shauna. Shauna, 594 00:27:25,806 --> 00:27:26,936 -try to... Just breathe. -Stop. 595 00:27:27,136 --> 00:27:28,976 We hear the Wilderness and It hears us. 596 00:27:29,176 --> 00:27:30,566 [Taissa] Breathe. Breathe-- just push, breathe. 597 00:27:30,766 --> 00:27:32,646 -Come on. -Come on. 598 00:27:32,846 --> 00:27:33,856 Push, Shauna. Come on. 599 00:27:34,056 --> 00:27:37,156 [screaming] 600 00:27:37,356 --> 00:27:40,496 We hear the Wilderness and It hears us. 601 00:27:40,696 --> 00:27:41,996 Good. Good, good, good, good, good. 602 00:27:42,196 --> 00:27:43,366 Yes. Very good, good, good. 603 00:27:47,326 --> 00:27:49,376 Okay, I'm palming the head. 604 00:27:49,576 --> 00:27:51,046 [all] We hear the Wilderness... 605 00:27:51,246 --> 00:27:52,416 [Natalie] Come on, Shauna. 606 00:27:52,616 --> 00:27:53,756 All right. You're almost over this, Shauna. 607 00:27:53,956 --> 00:27:54,926 Come on. Just a little bit more. 608 00:27:55,126 --> 00:27:58,756 [screaming] 609 00:27:58,956 --> 00:28:00,266 Good. Good, good, good. 610 00:28:00,466 --> 00:28:02,016 Yeah. Good, good, good. 611 00:28:02,216 --> 00:28:04,186 -Oh. Good, good, good. -[Taissa] Hey, hey! 612 00:28:04,386 --> 00:28:06,266 [overlapping chatter] 613 00:28:06,466 --> 00:28:09,096 [all] We hear the Wilderness and It hears us. 614 00:28:11,936 --> 00:28:13,816 [Misty] Shauna. 615 00:28:14,936 --> 00:28:16,686 [whispers] Shauna. 616 00:28:18,486 --> 00:28:20,486 [heart beating] 617 00:28:22,616 --> 00:28:24,746 [soft laughter] 618 00:28:24,946 --> 00:28:26,996 [Shauna exhales] 619 00:28:29,996 --> 00:28:31,206 [distant] Wake up, Shauna. 620 00:28:34,086 --> 00:28:35,376 Shauna. 621 00:28:35,576 --> 00:28:37,546 -Oh, my God. -Hey. Hi. 622 00:28:39,836 --> 00:28:40,926 It's okay. 623 00:28:41,126 --> 00:28:43,046 [soft laughter] 624 00:28:46,926 --> 00:28:48,846 I knew you could do it. 625 00:28:49,766 --> 00:28:51,606 [baby crying] 626 00:28:51,806 --> 00:28:54,316 "Pitseleh" by Elliott Smith 627 00:28:54,516 --> 00:28:55,776 [Misty] It's a boy. 628 00:28:55,976 --> 00:28:57,856 It's a boy, Shauna. 629 00:28:58,056 --> 00:29:00,066 [crying] 630 00:29:01,276 --> 00:29:02,366 Look at him. 631 00:29:02,566 --> 00:29:05,576 I'll tell you why I 632 00:29:05,776 --> 00:29:08,996 Don't want to know where you are 633 00:29:09,196 --> 00:29:12,296 I got a joke I've been 634 00:29:12,496 --> 00:29:15,796 Dying to tell you 635 00:29:15,996 --> 00:29:19,216 A silent kid is looking 636 00:29:19,416 --> 00:29:22,756 Down the barrel 637 00:29:22,956 --> 00:29:27,186 To make the noise that I kept so 638 00:29:27,386 --> 00:29:30,516 I'm sorry it's such a long way, but I appreciate the ride. 639 00:29:30,716 --> 00:29:33,066 You didn't exactly give me a ton of options. 640 00:29:33,266 --> 00:29:34,896 There's no bus. 641 00:29:35,096 --> 00:29:38,066 Hitchhiking is its own entire horror genre. 642 00:29:38,266 --> 00:29:39,986 You really aren't gonna even come in? 643 00:29:40,186 --> 00:29:42,026 Aren't-aren't you curious? 644 00:29:42,226 --> 00:29:43,486 -What, about Lottie? -Yeah. 645 00:29:43,686 --> 00:29:44,906 The diagnosed schizophrenic 646 00:29:45,106 --> 00:29:46,196 and her so-called "wellness center" 647 00:29:46,396 --> 00:29:47,406 out in the middle of nowhere? 648 00:29:47,606 --> 00:29:48,956 Oh, I'm curious, 649 00:29:49,156 --> 00:29:52,336 but no, I'd rather keep the past in the past. 650 00:29:52,536 --> 00:29:54,496 Van, you run a video store. 651 00:29:54,696 --> 00:29:56,376 [laughs, stammers] 652 00:29:56,576 --> 00:29:59,376 Half your wardrobe is Sleater-Kinney tour T-shirts. 653 00:29:59,576 --> 00:30:01,676 Y-You practically live in the past. 654 00:30:01,876 --> 00:30:04,556 Yeah, in a past where we actually thought being happy 655 00:30:04,756 --> 00:30:06,346 was something that was possible, 656 00:30:06,546 --> 00:30:08,556 not the one that happened. 657 00:30:08,756 --> 00:30:11,516 Before you do as the 658 00:30:11,716 --> 00:30:13,556 Look, I know I have no right to ask you this, 659 00:30:13,766 --> 00:30:16,816 but truly, what is going on with you? 660 00:30:17,016 --> 00:30:19,476 Are you even trying to be happy? Are you dating? 661 00:30:21,436 --> 00:30:22,696 I get my needs met. 662 00:30:22,896 --> 00:30:25,076 Ew. What the fuck is that supposed to mean? 663 00:30:25,276 --> 00:30:28,116 L-Like, personal electronics or...? 664 00:30:28,316 --> 00:30:29,906 Come on, you can tell me. 665 00:30:30,106 --> 00:30:32,126 I'm on some apps, okay? 666 00:30:32,326 --> 00:30:34,286 Strictly casual. 667 00:30:34,486 --> 00:30:35,916 Don't fucking judge me, 'cause I know 668 00:30:36,116 --> 00:30:39,046 you're too evolved for online dating. 669 00:30:39,246 --> 00:30:41,256 I just want to know you haven't given up on love. 670 00:30:41,456 --> 00:30:43,416 Maybe I have. 671 00:30:44,376 --> 00:30:46,256 But don't flatter yourself. 672 00:30:46,456 --> 00:30:48,636 It's not because of you. 673 00:30:51,516 --> 00:30:54,266 Trust me. It's better this way. 674 00:30:55,686 --> 00:30:57,646 675 00:31:02,646 --> 00:31:04,196 [knocking on door] 676 00:31:04,396 --> 00:31:06,026 What? 677 00:31:13,866 --> 00:31:15,116 [door closes] 678 00:31:17,826 --> 00:31:19,916 Here. Take him. 679 00:31:20,116 --> 00:31:21,916 I want you to have him. 680 00:31:22,916 --> 00:31:24,966 I don't want your fish. 681 00:31:25,166 --> 00:31:26,466 I shouldn't be responsible for... 682 00:31:26,666 --> 00:31:30,216 Yes, you should. At least for today. 683 00:31:32,756 --> 00:31:35,766 You should be responsible for something other than yourself. 684 00:31:35,966 --> 00:31:37,606 Something innocent. 685 00:31:37,806 --> 00:31:39,476 What are you saying, I'm not innocent? 686 00:31:39,676 --> 00:31:40,936 [scoffs] 687 00:31:41,136 --> 00:31:43,106 Your words. 688 00:31:47,316 --> 00:31:50,786 You know I don't deserve your friendship, right? 689 00:31:50,986 --> 00:31:53,036 I just hurt people. 690 00:31:53,236 --> 00:31:55,576 So what? Who doesn't? 691 00:31:56,996 --> 00:32:00,586 Why did you forgive me for stabbing you in the face? 692 00:32:00,786 --> 00:32:03,746 Is it because it's what you thought Lottie wanted? 693 00:32:06,086 --> 00:32:08,046 You thought you deserved it, then? 694 00:32:08,246 --> 00:32:09,676 No. 695 00:32:09,876 --> 00:32:11,796 Oh, then why? 696 00:32:14,386 --> 00:32:17,476 Because suffering is inevitable. 697 00:32:17,676 --> 00:32:19,476 And only by meeting it 698 00:32:19,676 --> 00:32:22,356 with compassion can we truly begin to grow. 699 00:32:23,436 --> 00:32:25,316 contemplative music 700 00:32:25,516 --> 00:32:27,436 701 00:32:36,826 --> 00:32:40,496 [baby crying] 702 00:32:53,506 --> 00:32:55,846 [baby fussing] 703 00:32:57,516 --> 00:32:58,976 [quietly] Come on. 704 00:33:00,846 --> 00:33:02,976 Come on, please try. 705 00:33:03,176 --> 00:33:05,976 Maybe you're just not sucking hard enough. 706 00:33:07,606 --> 00:33:09,776 You've been starving. 707 00:33:09,976 --> 00:33:11,946 Maybe your body just can't... 708 00:33:12,146 --> 00:33:14,156 No... [stammers] I'm going to. 709 00:33:15,236 --> 00:33:16,406 I have to. 710 00:33:16,606 --> 00:33:18,996 [baby crying] 711 00:33:42,226 --> 00:33:43,726 ["Fuck Tha Police" by N.W.A. playing] 712 00:33:43,926 --> 00:33:45,276 Yo, Dre, I got something to say 713 00:33:45,476 --> 00:33:46,936 Fuck the police, fuck, fuck 714 00:33:47,146 --> 00:33:49,606 Fuck the police, fuck, fuck 715 00:33:49,806 --> 00:33:52,326 Fuck the police, fuck, fuck 716 00:33:52,526 --> 00:33:54,286 Fuck the police, fuck, fuck 717 00:33:54,486 --> 00:33:55,906 - Pull your goddamn ass -[phone buzzing] 718 00:33:56,106 --> 00:33:57,956 Over right now 719 00:33:58,156 --> 00:34:01,126 Aw, shit, now what the fuck you pullin' me over for? 720 00:34:01,326 --> 00:34:02,626 [phone clicks] 721 00:34:02,826 --> 00:34:04,996 Uh, Shauna's phone. This is Jeff. 722 00:34:05,196 --> 00:34:07,416 Jeff. Hi. Uh, is Shauna there? 723 00:34:07,616 --> 00:34:09,756 No, she's, uh... 724 00:34:09,956 --> 00:34:12,086 in the bathroom. 725 00:34:13,126 --> 00:34:14,846 Okay, I'll just, I'll call back. 726 00:34:15,046 --> 00:34:17,886 No, no, no, she's-- you know, sometimes it takes a while. 727 00:34:18,306 --> 00:34:20,896 -I can give her a message. -Okay, um... 728 00:34:21,096 --> 00:34:24,056 Tell her... uh... 729 00:34:24,936 --> 00:34:26,976 Tell her that, uh... 730 00:34:27,186 --> 00:34:29,736 Lottie is no longer in a mental institution. 731 00:34:29,936 --> 00:34:31,316 She's actually, 732 00:34:31,516 --> 00:34:34,776 uh, running a wellness center upstate and 733 00:34:34,976 --> 00:34:36,326 Natalie and Misty are there, 734 00:34:36,526 --> 00:34:38,746 and actually I'm on my way there right now. 735 00:34:38,946 --> 00:34:40,666 With... Van. 736 00:34:40,866 --> 00:34:42,166 Hi, Jeff! 737 00:34:42,366 --> 00:34:43,786 I just thought she should know. 738 00:34:43,986 --> 00:34:46,086 Oh. Okay. 739 00:34:46,286 --> 00:34:48,836 Yeah, I'll-I'll-I'll make sure she gets the message. 740 00:34:50,376 --> 00:34:52,416 -Hi, Van... -[line beeping] 741 00:34:57,586 --> 00:34:59,976 [indistinct chatter] 742 00:35:00,176 --> 00:35:02,556 quiet, gentle music 743 00:35:02,756 --> 00:35:04,476 [Misty] She was just the most incredible athlete 744 00:35:04,676 --> 00:35:06,646 and dresser. 745 00:35:06,846 --> 00:35:09,646 No, she always was just such a talent... [gasps] 746 00:35:12,646 --> 00:35:14,276 I-I'll see you later? 747 00:35:14,476 --> 00:35:15,946 Okay. 748 00:35:19,026 --> 00:35:20,906 Finally. 749 00:35:21,906 --> 00:35:23,826 Why did you come back here? 750 00:35:24,026 --> 00:35:25,916 Well, when I spoke to you yesterday, 751 00:35:26,116 --> 00:35:27,336 you... [scoffs] 752 00:35:27,536 --> 00:35:29,206 ...really didn't seem like yourself. 753 00:35:29,406 --> 00:35:30,666 So I wanted to find out 754 00:35:30,866 --> 00:35:32,716 exactly what was going on. 755 00:35:32,916 --> 00:35:34,836 You still seem a little weird. 756 00:35:35,036 --> 00:35:37,176 So does Lottie, for that matter. 757 00:35:37,376 --> 00:35:39,056 But... [scoffs] You know. 758 00:35:39,256 --> 00:35:41,176 What's new, right? 759 00:35:41,376 --> 00:35:43,556 But-but I have to say, 760 00:35:43,756 --> 00:35:45,976 having been here, I... [exhales] 761 00:35:46,176 --> 00:35:49,396 ...totally get why you're into this place. 762 00:35:49,596 --> 00:35:51,566 Knowing Lottie... 763 00:35:51,766 --> 00:35:54,026 basically makes us, like, celebrities. 764 00:35:54,226 --> 00:35:56,316 And I was a little disturbed at first by the crying, 765 00:35:56,516 --> 00:35:58,116 but, I mean, it must be good for you, right? 766 00:35:58,316 --> 00:36:00,316 Look at how happy everyone is. 767 00:36:02,986 --> 00:36:06,156 What happened to that guy you were with? 768 00:36:07,656 --> 00:36:09,416 Oh. [scoffs] 769 00:36:09,616 --> 00:36:11,626 Well, he went home. 770 00:36:12,956 --> 00:36:15,336 [chuckles softly] 771 00:36:20,886 --> 00:36:22,716 What? 772 00:36:23,676 --> 00:36:25,936 We're all like this. 773 00:36:26,136 --> 00:36:28,226 Aren't we? 774 00:36:32,976 --> 00:36:35,026 [crying] 775 00:36:40,696 --> 00:36:42,576 gentle music 776 00:36:42,776 --> 00:36:44,736 777 00:36:52,036 --> 00:36:54,756 Please stop crying. 778 00:36:54,956 --> 00:36:57,966 I know you're hungry. I'm trying to feed you, but... 779 00:36:58,166 --> 00:37:00,046 [baby crying] 780 00:37:13,436 --> 00:37:15,226 Come on. 781 00:37:16,226 --> 00:37:17,856 [baby grunts] 782 00:37:18,056 --> 00:37:19,906 [baby crying] 783 00:37:20,106 --> 00:37:22,566 Come on! Why won't this work? 784 00:37:30,076 --> 00:37:32,796 Your kid doesn't like you too much, does she? 785 00:37:32,996 --> 00:37:34,506 I guess not, 786 00:37:34,706 --> 00:37:37,586 if she was dating you to get under my skin. 787 00:37:37,786 --> 00:37:39,586 [chuckles] 788 00:37:41,046 --> 00:37:43,386 [Kevyn] Look, Callie, I, uh, I know you don't me 789 00:37:43,586 --> 00:37:45,806 but, uh, your mom and I, 790 00:37:46,006 --> 00:37:47,846 we go way back. 791 00:37:48,046 --> 00:37:49,436 So you have to believe me when I say I am not happy 792 00:37:49,636 --> 00:37:51,106 that either of you are here. 793 00:37:51,306 --> 00:37:53,936 Your mom, she might be in a lot of trouble. 794 00:37:54,136 --> 00:37:56,356 But you don't have to go down with her. 795 00:37:56,556 --> 00:37:59,566 I'd like to know if I'm being accused of a crime. 796 00:37:59,766 --> 00:38:01,816 And I'd like to know 797 00:38:02,016 --> 00:38:04,156 why a bored housewife 798 00:38:04,356 --> 00:38:07,326 would fake-hookup with her husband's best friend, 799 00:38:07,526 --> 00:38:09,666 after asking her only daughter 800 00:38:09,866 --> 00:38:11,706 to lie 801 00:38:11,906 --> 00:38:13,286 to law enforcement. 802 00:38:13,486 --> 00:38:15,416 Have you met my daughter? 803 00:38:15,616 --> 00:38:17,626 I didn't ask her to do anything. 804 00:38:17,826 --> 00:38:20,046 She does whatever the fuck she wants. 805 00:38:20,246 --> 00:38:22,046 What she wants is to talk about you. 806 00:38:22,246 --> 00:38:23,256 In a bar. 807 00:38:23,456 --> 00:38:25,256 To a total stranger. 808 00:38:25,456 --> 00:38:28,266 You really did a number on her. 809 00:38:28,466 --> 00:38:30,436 I know you care about your mom. 810 00:38:30,636 --> 00:38:32,056 And you probably think you're doing her 811 00:38:32,256 --> 00:38:33,436 a favor by lying for her. 812 00:38:33,636 --> 00:38:35,516 But the way I see it, 813 00:38:35,716 --> 00:38:37,566 she's using you. 814 00:38:37,766 --> 00:38:39,736 You see, Callie, 815 00:38:39,936 --> 00:38:42,486 you are your own person. 816 00:38:42,686 --> 00:38:44,816 And you do not have to be like your mom. 817 00:38:45,776 --> 00:38:48,576 So you're accusing me of... 818 00:38:48,776 --> 00:38:50,156 what? 819 00:38:50,356 --> 00:38:51,916 Being a bad mom? 820 00:38:52,116 --> 00:38:54,206 Not officially. 821 00:38:54,406 --> 00:38:56,586 But sure. 822 00:38:56,786 --> 00:38:59,466 For starters, let's say that I am. 823 00:38:59,666 --> 00:39:02,796 Well, aren't you a fucking genius? 824 00:39:07,386 --> 00:39:10,176 I never even wanted to be a mom. 825 00:39:14,766 --> 00:39:16,766 [sighs] 826 00:39:16,966 --> 00:39:18,896 In fact... 827 00:39:19,096 --> 00:39:20,896 I did not sta... 828 00:39:21,096 --> 00:39:23,026 start out a bad person. 829 00:39:23,226 --> 00:39:24,866 But in case you haven't noticed, 830 00:39:25,066 --> 00:39:27,486 life doesn't tend to turn out the way you think it will. 831 00:39:29,116 --> 00:39:31,206 You have a kid that you... 832 00:39:31,406 --> 00:39:33,496 you don't want... 833 00:39:33,696 --> 00:39:36,036 to save a marriage that you got into out of... 834 00:39:38,036 --> 00:39:40,046 ...guilt and-and shame. 835 00:39:40,246 --> 00:39:41,966 And... 836 00:39:42,166 --> 00:39:44,166 and you just... 837 00:39:48,796 --> 00:39:51,806 ...you can't really let yourself love either of them. 838 00:39:52,006 --> 00:39:54,226 But, of course, you do. 839 00:39:54,426 --> 00:39:57,056 You-you love them despite yourself. 840 00:39:58,346 --> 00:40:00,476 You're just incredibly bad at it. 841 00:40:00,676 --> 00:40:02,606 So we are talking about an affair. 842 00:40:02,806 --> 00:40:04,566 [groans] Yes, of course 843 00:40:04,766 --> 00:40:06,946 we're talking about a goddamn affair. 844 00:40:08,236 --> 00:40:10,276 It's just... 845 00:40:11,946 --> 00:40:15,116 Yeah, it's just basically what you said. 846 00:40:15,316 --> 00:40:16,996 I'm... 847 00:40:17,196 --> 00:40:19,996 a bored housewife. 848 00:40:20,196 --> 00:40:23,626 I got into a fender-bender and... 849 00:40:25,296 --> 00:40:27,636 I had an affair with him 850 00:40:27,836 --> 00:40:29,756 that made me feel young again 851 00:40:29,956 --> 00:40:31,806 for five fucking minutes, 852 00:40:32,006 --> 00:40:35,556 and now not only is the hot part over, 853 00:40:35,756 --> 00:40:37,346 but I'm left sitting here 854 00:40:37,556 --> 00:40:39,016 having to defend myself 855 00:40:39,216 --> 00:40:41,316 to some smug little douche who my daughter hit on 856 00:40:41,516 --> 00:40:42,896 because she was mad at me for cheating on 857 00:40:43,096 --> 00:40:46,026 her poor, innocent dad, so if that's 858 00:40:46,226 --> 00:40:47,906 what you're playing gotcha over, 859 00:40:48,106 --> 00:40:50,196 arrest me already. 860 00:40:50,396 --> 00:40:52,946 But leave my kid out of it. 861 00:40:58,036 --> 00:41:00,076 Well done. 862 00:41:02,536 --> 00:41:04,996 Oh, God. 863 00:41:07,956 --> 00:41:10,006 So... 864 00:41:15,596 --> 00:41:18,806 ...when's the last time you saw Adam Martin? 865 00:41:27,686 --> 00:41:29,366 [sniffling] 866 00:41:29,566 --> 00:41:31,156 Oh. 867 00:41:31,356 --> 00:41:32,906 Here. 868 00:41:33,106 --> 00:41:35,156 [crying] I feel so stupid. 869 00:41:36,526 --> 00:41:38,576 You're not stupid at all. 870 00:41:41,156 --> 00:41:43,546 I was a virgin. 871 00:41:43,746 --> 00:41:45,586 And Jay... 872 00:41:45,786 --> 00:41:48,756 he, he told me he loved me. 873 00:41:48,956 --> 00:41:51,836 But really all he wanted was to get at my mom. 874 00:41:55,386 --> 00:41:57,096 [exhales] Oh, Jesus. 875 00:41:57,296 --> 00:41:59,226 No, Callie. 876 00:41:59,426 --> 00:42:01,556 Jay, you mean, uh...? 877 00:42:01,756 --> 00:42:03,726 Officer Saracusa. 878 00:42:03,926 --> 00:42:05,816 Officer Saracusa knows the rules, Callie. 879 00:42:06,016 --> 00:42:07,026 [scoffs] 880 00:42:07,226 --> 00:42:08,396 You know making false statements 881 00:42:08,596 --> 00:42:09,856 to the police is a chargeable offense? 882 00:42:10,056 --> 00:42:12,866 Then fucking charge me. 883 00:42:13,066 --> 00:42:15,406 We'll see who a jury believes. 884 00:42:15,606 --> 00:42:18,866 Especially when they ask me to describe his weird-ass balls. 885 00:42:24,076 --> 00:42:26,126 [woman humming "Frere Jacques"] 886 00:42:29,166 --> 00:42:31,046 [baby cooing] 887 00:42:31,246 --> 00:42:33,416 [humming continues] 888 00:42:41,516 --> 00:42:43,556 What the fuck are you doing? 889 00:42:45,516 --> 00:42:47,686 The baby's hungry. 890 00:42:47,886 --> 00:42:49,896 You aren't producing milk. 891 00:42:51,276 --> 00:42:53,696 We need to feed. 892 00:42:53,896 --> 00:42:55,906 What did you just say? 893 00:42:57,946 --> 00:43:00,286 I said he needs to feed. 894 00:43:02,246 --> 00:43:04,456 Give him back to me. 895 00:43:04,656 --> 00:43:06,246 He is mine! 896 00:43:06,446 --> 00:43:08,376 Give him back. 897 00:43:08,576 --> 00:43:11,426 tense music 898 00:43:11,626 --> 00:43:13,926 899 00:43:14,126 --> 00:43:16,046 You'll understand soon enough. 900 00:43:16,256 --> 00:43:17,966 [baby fusses quietly] 901 00:43:22,056 --> 00:43:24,596 [door opens, closes] 902 00:43:38,816 --> 00:43:40,866 [slurping] 903 00:43:44,906 --> 00:43:46,536 Okay. 904 00:43:46,736 --> 00:43:47,956 How'd it go? 905 00:43:48,156 --> 00:43:51,006 Um, I told them I was sleeping with Adam. 906 00:43:51,206 --> 00:43:53,376 [spitting] What? 907 00:43:53,576 --> 00:43:56,256 -Why?! -I don't know, Jeff. 908 00:43:56,456 --> 00:43:58,096 -It just came out... -Jesus! 909 00:43:58,296 --> 00:44:00,756 You are driving around with that thing? 910 00:44:01,756 --> 00:44:03,226 Yes? 911 00:44:03,426 --> 00:44:05,266 [laughs] 912 00:44:05,466 --> 00:44:08,476 What if they searched our car? 913 00:44:10,896 --> 00:44:13,276 I am really worried about you. 914 00:44:13,476 --> 00:44:16,106 You are, like, out of control, Shauna. 915 00:44:16,316 --> 00:44:18,316 Yeah, you think?! 916 00:44:22,656 --> 00:44:23,826 [Shauna sniffles] 917 00:44:24,026 --> 00:44:26,036 Okay, I got a call while you were-- 918 00:44:26,236 --> 00:44:27,746 Well, you got a call, actually, 919 00:44:27,946 --> 00:44:30,546 while you were in there, and it was Taissa. 920 00:44:30,746 --> 00:44:33,086 And she called because, evidently, 921 00:44:33,286 --> 00:44:35,176 your, uh, your old pal, Lottie, she's running 922 00:44:35,376 --> 00:44:38,166 some kind of wellness center upstate. 923 00:44:39,176 --> 00:44:40,176 No. 924 00:44:40,376 --> 00:44:41,926 I don't... 925 00:44:42,126 --> 00:44:43,726 I thought-- I thought Lottie was, um, 926 00:44:43,926 --> 00:44:45,386 barely coherent. 927 00:44:48,556 --> 00:44:50,896 What? What is the... Wha... 928 00:44:51,096 --> 00:44:52,936 Why are you telling me this? 929 00:44:53,136 --> 00:44:54,776 Because Tai's going there. 930 00:44:54,976 --> 00:44:58,276 And Misty and Natalie, they're already there. 931 00:44:58,476 --> 00:45:01,236 I think you should go, too. 932 00:45:01,436 --> 00:45:04,116 Jeff, that's ridiculous. I can't just-- 933 00:45:04,316 --> 00:45:05,906 Shauna, you need to leave. 934 00:45:06,106 --> 00:45:08,286 I mean, the longer that you stay here, the more you are 935 00:45:08,486 --> 00:45:11,576 screwing any chance we have to get out of this thing. 936 00:45:14,036 --> 00:45:16,506 Okay. 937 00:45:16,706 --> 00:45:18,796 Mom. I used your idea, 938 00:45:18,996 --> 00:45:21,256 and I'm pretty sure they're scared shitless now, so... 939 00:45:25,216 --> 00:45:27,266 Oh, no. What happened? 940 00:45:28,346 --> 00:45:30,226 Fuck, are we going to jail? 941 00:45:30,426 --> 00:45:31,976 -Of course not. -[Jeff] No. 942 00:45:32,176 --> 00:45:35,146 But if your mom has any sense left at all, 943 00:45:35,346 --> 00:45:37,816 she's gonna take a little trip. 944 00:45:42,356 --> 00:45:44,236 mellow music 945 00:45:44,436 --> 00:45:46,406 946 00:45:57,546 --> 00:45:59,926 You'll thank me later. 947 00:46:00,126 --> 00:46:03,256 It's all a goddamn prison anyway. 948 00:46:12,516 --> 00:46:15,096 Goddamn it. 949 00:46:27,276 --> 00:46:29,326 [baby crying] 950 00:46:31,826 --> 00:46:33,746 [baby snuffles] 951 00:46:33,946 --> 00:46:36,416 Look, I'm sorry I didn't think I wanted you. 952 00:46:36,616 --> 00:46:38,626 [Shauna sniffles] 953 00:46:38,826 --> 00:46:40,796 I guess you probably knew that. 954 00:46:42,506 --> 00:46:44,966 But it was all really complicated. 955 00:46:46,466 --> 00:46:48,806 I'll tell you all about it someday. 956 00:46:50,676 --> 00:46:52,726 Maybe you'll understand. 957 00:46:52,926 --> 00:46:55,306 [sniffling] Maybe you won't. 958 00:46:57,686 --> 00:47:00,236 The point is, I... 959 00:47:00,436 --> 00:47:02,696 I was wrong. 960 00:47:02,896 --> 00:47:05,616 And I love you so, so much. 961 00:47:05,816 --> 00:47:07,696 And I can't wait to see... 962 00:47:07,896 --> 00:47:09,746 who you become, 963 00:47:09,946 --> 00:47:12,156 where you'll go, what you'll do. 964 00:47:15,076 --> 00:47:17,166 But it all depends on this. 965 00:47:18,456 --> 00:47:19,716 On us. 966 00:47:19,916 --> 00:47:21,876 Figuring this out. 967 00:47:25,086 --> 00:47:27,756 It's you and me, kid. 968 00:47:27,966 --> 00:47:30,846 It's you and me against the whole world. 969 00:47:33,636 --> 00:47:36,136 So, please, just... 970 00:47:38,266 --> 00:47:40,356 please. [sniffles] 971 00:47:50,026 --> 00:47:52,076 Come on. 972 00:47:54,496 --> 00:47:57,576 [sniffles] Come on, please. 973 00:48:01,036 --> 00:48:03,836 Come on. 974 00:48:05,506 --> 00:48:07,886 [exhales shakily] 975 00:48:08,086 --> 00:48:10,636 Oh, my God. Oh, my God! 976 00:48:10,836 --> 00:48:12,556 Oh, my God, yes, yes, yes! 977 00:48:13,716 --> 00:48:16,556 Yes, that's it. Drink up, drink up. 978 00:48:16,756 --> 00:48:18,516 Drink up, drink up. Drink up. 979 00:48:18,716 --> 00:48:20,436 Yes. 980 00:48:20,636 --> 00:48:22,646 I love you so much. 981 00:48:25,566 --> 00:48:27,606 Yes. 982 00:48:28,696 --> 00:48:30,906 [door opens] 983 00:48:32,366 --> 00:48:34,206 [sniffles] 984 00:48:34,406 --> 00:48:36,036 Are you okay? 985 00:48:36,236 --> 00:48:39,076 Brought you some more tea. 986 00:48:42,626 --> 00:48:44,546 Wait, is he...? 987 00:48:46,456 --> 00:48:48,426 Wow. 988 00:48:48,626 --> 00:48:50,426 What a miracle. 989 00:48:50,626 --> 00:48:52,716 -I'm gonna go tell the others. -Uh, no. Not yet. 990 00:48:52,916 --> 00:48:55,476 I kind of just want to have this moment for myself. 991 00:48:55,676 --> 00:48:57,636 [Natalie] Yeah, but... 992 00:48:59,056 --> 00:49:01,096 Okay. 993 00:49:04,066 --> 00:49:05,646 [floorboard creaks] 994 00:49:05,846 --> 00:49:07,606 -[door closes] -[sniffles] 995 00:49:09,696 --> 00:49:11,776 [laughs] 996 00:49:13,316 --> 00:49:15,406 It's you and me, kid. 997 00:49:20,916 --> 00:49:22,916 [Van] All right, last chance to turn around. 998 00:49:23,116 --> 00:49:24,336 We could go to IHOP. 999 00:49:24,536 --> 00:49:25,796 I have to go in. 1000 00:49:25,996 --> 00:49:28,386 I can't keep doing what I'm doing. 1001 00:49:28,586 --> 00:49:30,796 All right. 1002 00:49:30,996 --> 00:49:34,216 If you see any barrels of Kool-Aid powder in there, 1003 00:49:34,416 --> 00:49:36,056 consider me on call for an extraction. 1004 00:49:36,256 --> 00:49:38,266 [chuckles] Deal. 1005 00:49:44,686 --> 00:49:47,606 Oh, my God, that was Shauna. 1006 00:49:56,486 --> 00:49:58,536 -[lively chatter] -[birds singing] 1007 00:50:02,366 --> 00:50:04,246 What's happening? 1008 00:50:04,446 --> 00:50:05,756 [man] Looks like we have visitors. 1009 00:50:05,956 --> 00:50:07,666 [Misty gasps] 1010 00:50:10,836 --> 00:50:13,046 Natalie. 1011 00:50:17,136 --> 00:50:18,726 Tai! 1012 00:50:18,926 --> 00:50:20,936 Keep your eyes peeled for the black and white Nikes. 1013 00:50:21,136 --> 00:50:22,936 You came. 1014 00:50:23,516 --> 00:50:25,066 Van? 1015 00:50:25,266 --> 00:50:28,236 Uh, wait, whoa, are you guys back together? 1016 00:50:28,436 --> 00:50:30,356 No, no, no, Van's not even staying. 1017 00:50:30,556 --> 00:50:32,366 She's just dropping me off. Right, Van? 1018 00:50:32,566 --> 00:50:34,526 Van? 1019 00:50:37,276 --> 00:50:40,166 ominous music 1020 00:50:40,366 --> 00:50:42,496 1021 00:50:58,096 --> 00:51:01,096 1022 00:51:24,286 --> 00:51:26,416 [girls humming in distance] 1023 00:51:42,966 --> 00:51:45,056 [humming continues] 1024 00:51:46,596 --> 00:51:48,266 [exhales] 1025 00:51:53,146 --> 00:51:55,066 eerie music 1026 00:51:55,266 --> 00:51:57,076 1027 00:51:57,276 --> 00:51:58,076 [quietly] Wha... 1028 00:51:58,276 --> 00:51:59,236 What the fuck? 1029 00:52:05,956 --> 00:52:07,706 Tai? 1030 00:52:07,906 --> 00:52:09,546 Van? 1031 00:52:09,746 --> 00:52:11,746 [girls humming] 1032 00:52:19,006 --> 00:52:21,046 Where's my baby? 1033 00:52:28,016 --> 00:52:31,226 [women singing eerily] 1034 00:52:31,426 --> 00:52:34,356 1035 00:52:40,106 --> 00:52:42,576 No! 1036 00:52:42,776 --> 00:52:44,906 No. No. No, no, no, no! 1037 00:52:45,116 --> 00:52:46,576 What did you do? What did you do? 1038 00:52:46,776 --> 00:52:48,076 -[all shushing] -What did you do? 1039 00:52:48,286 --> 00:52:50,086 Where is he? What did you do? 1040 00:52:50,286 --> 00:52:52,256 What did you do? What did you do? 1041 00:52:52,456 --> 00:52:54,086 You lost a lot of blood and you were unconscious. 1042 00:52:54,286 --> 00:52:56,046 We thought we lost you. 1043 00:52:56,246 --> 00:52:58,216 What? Where is he? 1044 00:52:58,416 --> 00:53:00,966 Why are you lying? Why are you lying? Where is my baby? 1045 00:53:01,166 --> 00:53:03,426 Tai, where is my baby? Where is he? 1046 00:53:03,626 --> 00:53:06,676 I'm sorry, Shauna, I'm sorry. I'm... 1047 00:53:09,186 --> 00:53:11,226 He didn't make it, Shauna. 1048 00:53:12,186 --> 00:53:13,566 No... 1049 00:53:13,766 --> 00:53:15,276 No, no. 1050 00:53:15,476 --> 00:53:17,156 No, he was... 1051 00:53:17,356 --> 00:53:18,696 No, he... 1052 00:53:18,896 --> 00:53:20,486 No, he was, he was alive. 1053 00:53:20,686 --> 00:53:23,286 No, he was alive! I held him. 1054 00:53:23,486 --> 00:53:26,036 I held him, Tai. He was alive! 1055 00:53:26,236 --> 00:53:28,286 He was alive and I held him! 1056 00:53:28,486 --> 00:53:30,876 I... I tried to feed him. 1057 00:53:31,076 --> 00:53:34,586 And then I finally fed him and he was crying. 1058 00:53:34,786 --> 00:53:36,796 He was cry-- [stammers] 1059 00:53:36,996 --> 00:53:38,886 I-I fed him. 1060 00:53:39,086 --> 00:53:42,046 I fed him... I fed him. 1061 00:53:43,176 --> 00:53:45,386 [Taissa] I'm sorry... 1062 00:53:46,716 --> 00:53:49,096 No, no... 1063 00:53:49,296 --> 00:53:51,606 No! 1064 00:53:51,806 --> 00:53:55,106 He was crying. [stammers] 1065 00:53:55,306 --> 00:53:57,146 I can still hear him crying. 1066 00:53:57,346 --> 00:53:59,946 He's still crying. I can still hear him crying. 1067 00:54:00,146 --> 00:54:02,076 He's hungry. Don't you hear him crying? 1068 00:54:02,276 --> 00:54:04,786 Don't you hear him crying? Can't you hear him crying? 1069 00:54:04,986 --> 00:54:07,576 -Why can't you hear him cry? -[shushing] 1070 00:54:07,776 --> 00:54:09,496 -Why can't you hear him cry? -It's okay. It's okay. 1071 00:54:09,696 --> 00:54:11,836 No, no! Why can't you hear him crying?! 1072 00:54:12,036 --> 00:54:14,336 Why can't you hear him? 1073 00:54:14,536 --> 00:54:17,126 Why can't you hear him crying? 1074 00:54:17,326 --> 00:54:19,296 [sobbing] 1075 00:54:26,716 --> 00:54:28,936 Why can't you hear him? 1076 00:54:29,136 --> 00:54:31,266 Why can't you hear him crying? 1077 00:54:31,466 --> 00:54:33,846 Why can't you hear him? 1078 00:54:36,606 --> 00:54:38,856 Why can't you hear him? [sobbing] 1079 00:54:39,056 --> 00:54:41,106 Why can't you hear him cry? 1080 00:54:44,906 --> 00:54:46,786 [women humming] 1081 00:54:46,986 --> 00:55:28,106