1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:06,040 This programme contains some scenes which some viewers may find upsetting, 2 00:00:06,040 --> 00:00:09,080 strong language and scenes of a sexual nature 3 00:00:17,240 --> 00:00:19,760 I don't think she's enjoying this. 4 00:00:19,760 --> 00:00:21,440 I mean, it's not on the list. 5 00:00:21,440 --> 00:00:25,360 Does that mean it's not really self-care if it's not on the list? 6 00:00:25,360 --> 00:00:28,880 It's basically painting, and painting's on the list. 7 00:00:28,880 --> 00:00:31,160 HE EXHALES 8 00:00:31,160 --> 00:00:33,360 Kwame. What? 9 00:00:33,360 --> 00:00:35,920 Look, I love that you're getting your inner Banksy on, yeah, 10 00:00:35,920 --> 00:00:38,920 but we're not here for ourselves, we're here for Arabella. 11 00:00:40,160 --> 00:00:43,760 Seems fine to me. She seems fine? 12 00:00:43,760 --> 00:00:46,240 If she's fine, then why is she on her phone? 13 00:00:46,240 --> 00:00:48,720 I dunno, maybe someone called her. 14 00:00:48,720 --> 00:00:51,680 Do you know what, let me break this shit down to you. 15 00:00:51,680 --> 00:00:55,320 You know how our nervous systems are like electric systems? 16 00:00:55,320 --> 00:00:58,560 You know, like when your laptop breaks down and most things 17 00:00:58,560 --> 00:01:00,880 shut down to, like, basic function and mode? 18 00:01:00,880 --> 00:01:04,320 So, what, you need to borrow my laptop, or...? No. 19 00:01:04,320 --> 00:01:09,960 I'm saying our nervous systems also shut down to safety mode 20 00:01:09,960 --> 00:01:14,160 when it's overloaded with too much stimulation, too much danger. 21 00:01:14,160 --> 00:01:16,920 #Trauma, #double-click for double rapist shit 22 00:01:16,920 --> 00:01:18,480 that she's been through. 23 00:01:18,480 --> 00:01:21,640 So, no, she's not fine. She's vacant. 24 00:01:21,640 --> 00:01:24,280 She's empty, she's a shell of herself, she's dying inside, 25 00:01:24,280 --> 00:01:27,200 but if you aren't looking for it, you ain't going to see it. 26 00:01:30,560 --> 00:01:32,120 OK... 27 00:01:32,120 --> 00:01:34,320 HE SHAKES SPRAY CAN 28 00:01:34,320 --> 00:01:36,280 HE SPRAYS 29 00:01:34,320 --> 00:01:36,280 Any suggestions? 30 00:01:37,520 --> 00:01:39,680 For what? For looking after our friend. 31 00:01:45,200 --> 00:01:47,400 HE SPRAYS 32 00:01:47,400 --> 00:01:50,640 MUSIC: Sunshine by Gabrielle 33 00:01:57,640 --> 00:01:59,120 What you doin'? 34 00:02:01,080 --> 00:02:04,120 The, uh, survivors group thing. 35 00:02:04,120 --> 00:02:07,600 OK, cool. Kwame, get ready, let's go. 36 00:02:07,600 --> 00:02:11,760 Uh, it's for survivors only, so... Is it? Yeah. 37 00:02:11,760 --> 00:02:14,760 What's the name of this group? I don't think it has a name. 38 00:02:14,760 --> 00:02:18,360 So how did you find it? On socials, Facebook, I think. 39 00:02:18,360 --> 00:02:19,880 OK. 40 00:02:21,560 --> 00:02:25,080 What? Is it, like, you know? 41 00:02:26,960 --> 00:02:30,480 What? Kosher. Halal. 42 00:02:30,480 --> 00:02:33,960 What? You need to be around people who affirm you. 43 00:02:33,960 --> 00:02:37,960 OK, just be careful and just... I am. 44 00:02:39,520 --> 00:02:43,040 Do careful people meet with strangers 45 00:02:43,040 --> 00:02:45,560 from social networking apps? 46 00:02:45,560 --> 00:02:49,160 I mean, the king of Grindr here would say yes, but I propose no. 47 00:02:50,720 --> 00:02:52,360 It's Theo's group. 48 00:02:52,360 --> 00:02:54,960 Who? Theo. Theodora. 49 00:02:57,040 --> 00:02:59,680 Theodora from school? Yeah. 50 00:02:59,680 --> 00:03:01,160 She has what?! 51 00:03:01,160 --> 00:03:03,600 A support group. 52 00:03:01,160 --> 00:03:03,600 TERRY SCOFFS 53 00:03:03,600 --> 00:03:06,160 And where does she host that? In a halfway house? 54 00:03:07,600 --> 00:03:11,080 I like her. We've been messaging. It's nice. Bella. 55 00:03:11,080 --> 00:03:14,840 The poster girl for Childline can't help anyone in trauma. 56 00:03:14,840 --> 00:03:17,400 As your friend, I can't let you go. 57 00:03:17,400 --> 00:03:19,120 Hm. Stop being silly. 58 00:03:25,680 --> 00:03:27,520 My name is Theo Lee Daniels. 59 00:03:27,520 --> 00:03:29,040 I made this support group 60 00:03:29,040 --> 00:03:33,080 because I wanted people who've been through sexual exploitation 61 00:03:33,080 --> 00:03:37,480 of any kind to find each other, to bring wellbeing and 62 00:03:37,480 --> 00:03:43,120 to empower one another in a safe, abuse and oppression-free space. 63 00:03:44,120 --> 00:03:45,560 I hate abusers. 64 00:03:46,760 --> 00:03:51,280 I think that abuse, grooming, assault, 65 00:03:51,280 --> 00:03:56,120 domestic violence are the most vile, abhorrent qualities of our species. 66 00:03:57,560 --> 00:04:00,040 I've been abused, I've been exploited. 67 00:04:00,040 --> 00:04:02,480 One in every two women have 68 00:04:02,480 --> 00:04:06,560 and 89% of trials end in exoneration 69 00:04:06,560 --> 00:04:10,400 so I created this group for survivors to talk, 70 00:04:10,400 --> 00:04:12,800 to share common experiences 71 00:04:12,800 --> 00:04:15,040 and hopefully encourage one another. 72 00:04:17,480 --> 00:04:19,400 I know that I sound like a right icy bitch, 73 00:04:19,400 --> 00:04:20,720 but I'm lovely, I promise. 74 00:04:20,720 --> 00:04:22,280 SOFT CHUCKLING 75 00:04:22,280 --> 00:04:25,600 So the floor is open, it's a conversation. 76 00:04:25,600 --> 00:04:26,880 Please don't name anybody. 77 00:04:26,880 --> 00:04:29,120 You never know, the creep in the office 78 00:04:29,120 --> 00:04:31,280 could be somebody's brother, so... 79 00:04:32,280 --> 00:04:35,720 ..in class we call every man Bob and every woman Barbara. 80 00:04:37,280 --> 00:04:42,280 The other day I was at a work party and Bob, co-worker, 81 00:04:42,280 --> 00:04:44,640 puts his hand on my knee. 82 00:04:44,640 --> 00:04:46,560 But really subtle, like. 83 00:04:46,560 --> 00:04:49,680 Mid conversation, we're just chatting away, not even flirting 84 00:04:49,680 --> 00:04:53,760 and he puts it there, and I felt weird. 85 00:04:53,760 --> 00:04:57,920 It's when they put their hand just on the small of your back. 86 00:04:57,920 --> 00:04:59,640 Does anyone report it? 87 00:04:59,640 --> 00:05:01,800 They ask you what happened. 88 00:05:01,800 --> 00:05:04,720 Then you try to define what happened. 89 00:05:04,720 --> 00:05:08,560 I hear myself out loud and start undermining myself. Yeah. 90 00:05:08,560 --> 00:05:09,840 Cos belittling your problems 91 00:05:09,840 --> 00:05:11,760 makes their lives a lot easier, doesn't it? 92 00:05:11,760 --> 00:05:13,720 And these people get paid. Exactly. 93 00:05:13,720 --> 00:05:16,040 And really, their jobs ain't supposed to be simple, 94 00:05:16,040 --> 00:05:18,400 so how dare they cut corners? 95 00:05:18,400 --> 00:05:19,560 Fucking pricks. 96 00:05:21,440 --> 00:05:25,040 I had a not great experience - 97 00:05:25,040 --> 00:05:27,720 a drug-facilitated sexual assault - 98 00:05:27,720 --> 00:05:30,360 and I was trying to get back on track 99 00:05:30,360 --> 00:05:34,040 and then someone from my workplace sexually assaulted me. 100 00:05:34,040 --> 00:05:37,080 Someone said it was my fault 101 00:05:37,080 --> 00:05:38,800 and maybe it was 102 00:05:38,800 --> 00:05:41,560 because twice, you know. 103 00:05:43,320 --> 00:05:46,840 I'm here to learn how to avoid being raped. 104 00:05:48,080 --> 00:05:50,640 There must be some way 105 00:05:50,640 --> 00:05:53,480 cos, if there isn't, that means that any time 106 00:05:53,480 --> 00:05:55,200 someone could just drag me into a bush 107 00:05:55,200 --> 00:05:58,920 and it would happen all over again. And I just... 108 00:05:58,920 --> 00:06:01,520 I don't know what kind of... 109 00:06:01,520 --> 00:06:03,280 ..world that would be. 110 00:06:05,280 --> 00:06:07,880 It's the kind of world where there are places like this 111 00:06:07,880 --> 00:06:11,200 that you can come and talk about it, and know that you're not alone. 112 00:06:12,560 --> 00:06:16,240 And that is the thing to focus on, OK? You are not alone. 113 00:06:25,360 --> 00:06:28,640 See you next week. See you later. Bye. 114 00:06:28,640 --> 00:06:30,920 See you later. 115 00:06:30,920 --> 00:06:34,960 Bye! Have a great week. Thank you. See you next time. 116 00:06:34,960 --> 00:06:36,840 Thank you. Bye. 117 00:06:39,520 --> 00:06:42,640 You are so fucking great. 118 00:06:42,640 --> 00:06:44,520 So are you, mate. 119 00:06:44,520 --> 00:06:47,120 You're fucking awesome. 120 00:06:44,520 --> 00:06:47,120 THEO CHUCKLES 121 00:06:47,120 --> 00:06:49,240 There you go. Thanks, babe. 122 00:06:49,240 --> 00:06:51,040 Bye, babe. Bye. See you later. See you. 123 00:06:54,120 --> 00:06:55,680 How you doing? 124 00:06:56,880 --> 00:06:58,040 Yeah. 125 00:07:05,480 --> 00:07:08,280 I like you so much more now we're wrinkly and fucked. 126 00:07:09,480 --> 00:07:11,880 I, uh... Any time you need me, yeah. 127 00:07:14,560 --> 00:07:16,760 I wish I got to know you more in school. 128 00:07:18,560 --> 00:07:20,560 Nah! We should start now. 129 00:07:22,280 --> 00:07:24,000 Yeah. 130 00:07:27,040 --> 00:07:29,280 MUSIC: Love Shy by Kristine Blond 131 00:07:51,320 --> 00:07:53,240 PHONE BEEPS 132 00:08:14,800 --> 00:08:16,400 KNOCK AT DOOR 133 00:08:14,800 --> 00:08:16,400 Theo. 134 00:08:16,400 --> 00:08:17,880 THEO GROANS 135 00:08:21,560 --> 00:08:23,640 KNOCK AT DOOR 136 00:08:21,560 --> 00:08:23,640 Theo. 137 00:08:24,800 --> 00:08:27,720 KNOCK AT DOOR 138 00:08:24,800 --> 00:08:27,720 Theo. What? 139 00:08:29,360 --> 00:08:31,640 Who's taking me to school? 140 00:08:31,640 --> 00:08:34,760 "Who's taking me?" What are you, the fucking queen? 141 00:08:34,760 --> 00:08:38,360 What's in your hand? It's got anything to do with you. 142 00:08:38,360 --> 00:08:41,960 "Nothing" to do with you. It's got nothing to do with you. 143 00:08:41,960 --> 00:08:45,680 I took this. It's Daddy's birthday. 144 00:08:45,680 --> 00:08:48,640 Martin's birthday, yeah. Did you get him a present? No. 145 00:08:50,200 --> 00:08:53,400 Why don't we use this as a present? Yeah? Yeah. 146 00:08:53,400 --> 00:08:56,440 Go and get me my school stuff, then. Go on! 147 00:08:56,440 --> 00:08:58,960 Someone's got to take the monster to school. 148 00:09:03,240 --> 00:09:07,000 # Happy birthday to you 149 00:09:07,000 --> 00:09:09,560 # Happy birthday to you 150 00:09:09,560 --> 00:09:12,320 # Happy birthday, dear Martin... 151 00:09:12,320 --> 00:09:13,920 Daddy. 152 00:09:13,920 --> 00:09:16,680 # Happy birthday, dear Daddy 153 00:09:16,680 --> 00:09:18,840 # Happy birthday to you. # 154 00:09:18,840 --> 00:09:19,880 Thank you. 155 00:09:22,600 --> 00:09:24,520 Whoa! 156 00:09:26,760 --> 00:09:28,480 HE CHUCKLES 157 00:09:28,480 --> 00:09:31,600 Happy birthday, Martin. 158 00:09:31,600 --> 00:09:33,920 Thanks. You remembered. 159 00:09:37,600 --> 00:09:39,760 I'm off. 160 00:09:39,760 --> 00:09:42,680 You haven't eaten. Yeah, I'm late. 161 00:09:42,680 --> 00:09:45,040 Are you sure you're even going to make it? 162 00:09:45,040 --> 00:09:47,880 You must be tired, being out all night. 163 00:09:47,880 --> 00:09:49,440 You're never going to fool me. 164 00:09:49,440 --> 00:09:51,280 I swear to God, Mum, your insanity 165 00:09:51,280 --> 00:09:53,480 is actually fucking up my mornings now. 166 00:09:53,480 --> 00:09:56,160 I went bed, I slept and then I woke up in my bed. 167 00:09:56,160 --> 00:10:00,360 If I disappeared to have a fucking shit, I'm sorry. 168 00:10:00,360 --> 00:10:04,440 You were wearing your clothes though. What? 169 00:10:04,440 --> 00:10:05,720 You changed your clothes. 170 00:10:07,040 --> 00:10:09,080 Yes, I did change my clothes. Course I did. 171 00:10:09,080 --> 00:10:11,560 I'm not going to wear my PJs to school, am I? 172 00:10:11,560 --> 00:10:13,920 Jack, in fact, in fact, what did we do this morning? 173 00:10:13,920 --> 00:10:15,600 Did you see me in PJs this morning? 174 00:10:15,600 --> 00:10:18,080 Answer me yes or no so the idiot in the room understands. 175 00:10:18,080 --> 00:10:20,040 Did you see me in my PJs? Yeah. 176 00:10:20,040 --> 00:10:23,280 And then did you help me change out of my PJs into my uniform? Yeah. 177 00:10:23,280 --> 00:10:25,800 Passed me my tie, didn't you? Yeah. 178 00:10:25,800 --> 00:10:28,960 Done. Sort yourself out, Mum. Get some help. 179 00:10:28,960 --> 00:10:31,440 I'll take you tomorrow, yeah, yeah? 180 00:10:31,440 --> 00:10:32,600 Martin, happy birthday. 181 00:10:35,680 --> 00:10:38,360 MUSIC: Babycakes by 3 Of A Kind 182 00:10:45,360 --> 00:10:47,520 SCHOOL BELL RINGS 183 00:11:13,040 --> 00:11:16,320 MUSIC CONTINUES 184 00:11:22,040 --> 00:11:23,840 You're wild, man, I love it. 185 00:11:29,760 --> 00:11:31,760 Ooh, whoa, whoa! 186 00:11:35,840 --> 00:11:37,760 HE BREATHES DEEPLY 187 00:11:42,000 --> 00:11:43,680 CAMERA CLICKS 188 00:11:43,680 --> 00:11:45,040 MUSIC STOPS 189 00:11:43,680 --> 00:11:45,040 What you doing? 190 00:11:45,040 --> 00:11:46,640 CAMERA CLICKS 191 00:11:45,040 --> 00:11:46,640 Stop. 192 00:11:47,800 --> 00:11:50,280 Stop. 193 00:11:50,280 --> 00:11:51,920 HE GROANS 194 00:11:51,920 --> 00:11:54,640 COINS FALL OUT OF HIS POCKET 195 00:11:59,800 --> 00:12:01,440 Ryan. 196 00:12:03,200 --> 00:12:05,640 What? Well, delete it. 197 00:12:05,640 --> 00:12:07,120 I won't share it, it's just for me. 198 00:12:10,960 --> 00:12:13,120 All right, fine. Are you dumb? 199 00:12:13,120 --> 00:12:14,760 What? You said delete it. 200 00:12:14,760 --> 00:12:16,920 You're literally dumb. I'm going to delete it. 201 00:12:16,920 --> 00:12:18,760 I swear to God. Are you still trying? 202 00:12:20,720 --> 00:12:23,360 Delete my number, yeah? I never saved it. 203 00:12:23,360 --> 00:12:26,520 Like I'm the only guy trying to make an archive in these streets. 204 00:12:27,560 --> 00:12:29,360 Coming at me like some psycho. 205 00:12:35,320 --> 00:12:36,400 What did he give you? 206 00:12:37,560 --> 00:12:39,800 Is that how it works? What? 207 00:12:39,800 --> 00:12:41,280 He never said that. Who? 208 00:12:41,280 --> 00:12:43,120 He just said you liked that kind of shit. Who? 209 00:12:43,120 --> 00:12:45,400 See, that's what I'm saying, probably bare man done it 210 00:12:45,400 --> 00:12:48,360 and you want to war me like... But Dylan didn't try and take pictures. 211 00:12:48,360 --> 00:12:50,840 So how do you know I was talking about Dylan then? 212 00:12:50,840 --> 00:12:52,440 I've seen it, so don't try it. 213 00:12:55,640 --> 00:12:57,560 I didn't take any good ones anyway. 214 00:12:58,680 --> 00:13:00,720 They're fucking shit. 215 00:13:00,720 --> 00:13:02,400 Your face ain't even in 'em. 216 00:13:05,720 --> 00:13:07,480 What if I... 217 00:13:07,480 --> 00:13:08,920 ..gave you a tenner? 218 00:13:10,400 --> 00:13:11,440 20? 219 00:13:13,880 --> 00:13:15,200 30 quid. 220 00:13:16,840 --> 00:13:18,360 Dylan, prick. 221 00:13:18,360 --> 00:13:19,760 Well, how much have you got? 222 00:13:21,760 --> 00:13:22,960 That's 11... 223 00:13:24,200 --> 00:13:26,560 £11.50. And what about in there? 224 00:13:26,560 --> 00:13:29,000 That's all I've got. Are you sure? 225 00:13:29,000 --> 00:13:31,000 Look, there's loads of little pockets. 226 00:13:33,240 --> 00:13:36,240 True... There's bare pockets. 227 00:13:36,240 --> 00:13:38,240 Sometimes this bag gets on my nerves. 228 00:13:38,240 --> 00:13:40,440 My mum got it from... 229 00:13:40,440 --> 00:13:42,200 ..Roman Road market. 230 00:13:42,200 --> 00:13:43,960 You know that one stall at the back? 231 00:13:43,960 --> 00:13:46,280 Any time she gets something it's always shit. 232 00:13:48,680 --> 00:13:50,720 No, after, after. 233 00:13:50,720 --> 00:13:53,680 All right, all right. Cool. 234 00:13:56,360 --> 00:13:59,360 Can I get a pic of you, like, bent over, like doggy? 235 00:14:01,160 --> 00:14:02,240 Yeah. 236 00:14:06,640 --> 00:14:07,960 And then like... 237 00:14:09,040 --> 00:14:11,440 ..like looking over, sort of thing. 238 00:14:11,440 --> 00:14:13,400 Argh! 239 00:14:13,400 --> 00:14:14,720 HE GROANS 240 00:14:16,560 --> 00:14:18,640 I'm going to come now, so... 241 00:14:18,640 --> 00:14:20,680 Yeah, I'm going to come. Oh... 242 00:14:23,360 --> 00:14:25,760 HE GROANS 243 00:14:29,640 --> 00:14:31,640 Oh. 244 00:14:31,640 --> 00:14:33,040 Mad. 245 00:14:43,440 --> 00:14:45,200 For real, though, 246 00:14:45,200 --> 00:14:46,520 I really like you. 247 00:14:53,640 --> 00:14:56,720 Yo! I found even more, like... 248 00:14:56,720 --> 00:14:59,760 ..80, 85, 87. 249 00:15:00,960 --> 00:15:02,120 90. 250 00:15:03,800 --> 00:15:05,280 103. 251 00:15:06,360 --> 00:15:08,240 You're going to be rich after this. 252 00:15:11,640 --> 00:15:14,480 That's £21.03. 253 00:15:16,240 --> 00:15:17,360 Thanks, Ryan. 254 00:15:18,520 --> 00:15:19,680 Ta. 255 00:15:22,080 --> 00:15:23,600 # With a little bit of luck 256 00:15:23,600 --> 00:15:25,600 # We can make it through the night 257 00:15:25,600 --> 00:15:27,160 # With a little bit of luck 258 00:15:27,160 --> 00:15:28,960 # We can make it through the night 259 00:15:28,960 --> 00:15:30,680 # With a little bit of luck 260 00:15:30,680 --> 00:15:32,480 # We can make it through the night 261 00:15:32,480 --> 00:15:34,200 # With a little bit of luck 262 00:15:34,200 --> 00:15:36,040 # We can make it through the night 263 00:15:36,040 --> 00:15:38,120 # With a little bit of luck 264 00:15:38,120 --> 00:15:39,920 # We can make it through the night 265 00:15:39,920 --> 00:15:41,200 # With a little bit of luck 266 00:15:41,200 --> 00:15:43,200 # We can make it through the night 267 00:15:43,200 --> 00:15:45,040 # With a little bit of luck 268 00:15:45,040 --> 00:15:46,760 # We can make it through the night 269 00:15:46,760 --> 00:15:48,360 # We done the fuss and fight 270 00:15:48,360 --> 00:15:50,120 # We done, fuss and fight 271 00:15:50,120 --> 00:15:52,320 # We done, fuss and fight, # We done, fuss and fight 272 00:15:52,320 --> 00:15:54,240 # We done, fuss and fight # We done, fuss and fight 273 00:15:54,240 --> 00:15:55,880 # We done, fuss and fight 274 00:15:55,880 --> 00:15:57,600 # We done, fuss and fight 275 00:15:57,600 --> 00:15:59,680 # We done, fuss and fight 276 00:15:59,680 --> 00:16:01,360 # We done, fuss and fight 277 00:16:01,360 --> 00:16:02,920 # We done, fuss and fight 278 00:16:02,920 --> 00:16:04,760 # We done, fuss and fight 279 00:16:04,760 --> 00:16:06,760 # We done, fuss and fight 280 00:16:06,760 --> 00:16:08,760 # We done, fuss and fight.# 281 00:16:08,760 --> 00:16:10,240 Do you know what, yeah? 282 00:16:10,240 --> 00:16:13,640 For someone so pretty, I'm surprised Rochelle is so nice. 283 00:16:13,640 --> 00:16:15,440 Yeah, well, she's disabled. 284 00:16:15,440 --> 00:16:16,600 What? 285 00:16:16,600 --> 00:16:19,000 Yeah, she ain't got no sense of smell. What? 286 00:16:19,000 --> 00:16:20,280 Arabella, you're lying. 287 00:16:20,280 --> 00:16:22,800 No, I swear down, cos of her mum. 288 00:16:22,800 --> 00:16:26,560 She used to, like sniff crack and heroin when she was pregnant so, 289 00:16:26,560 --> 00:16:29,200 anosmia of the nose, it's a real thing. 290 00:16:29,200 --> 00:16:32,160 I actually thought you had that, you know. 291 00:16:32,160 --> 00:16:33,600 Why? 292 00:16:33,600 --> 00:16:36,240 Well, you can smell fried chicken from a mile away, but... 293 00:16:36,240 --> 00:16:39,200 ..you can't smell the BO coming from your own armpits. 294 00:16:39,200 --> 00:16:41,280 GIRL LAUGHS 295 00:16:45,440 --> 00:16:48,440 So a crotchet is what sort of minim? 296 00:16:49,920 --> 00:16:51,800 Arabella? Half. 297 00:16:51,800 --> 00:16:53,840 Good, and also twice as fast... 298 00:16:53,840 --> 00:16:56,960 Oi, Arabella? 299 00:16:56,960 --> 00:16:58,760 What are you eating? 300 00:17:00,080 --> 00:17:01,560 Popcorn, oi. 301 00:17:01,560 --> 00:17:04,040 Feed mans. Terry, enough. 302 00:17:05,040 --> 00:17:06,920 Good, and what about this? 303 00:17:06,920 --> 00:17:09,200 Who remembers what that is? 304 00:17:09,200 --> 00:17:11,120 Treble clef, 305 00:17:11,120 --> 00:17:13,280 and this is the bass clef. 306 00:17:13,280 --> 00:17:15,160 So treble bass. 307 00:17:15,160 --> 00:17:18,200 So, going back from the beginning we have minim, two beats. 308 00:17:19,240 --> 00:17:21,080 Miss? Yes, Terry. 309 00:17:25,920 --> 00:17:28,240 STUDENTS GROANING 310 00:17:25,920 --> 00:17:28,240 Theo? 311 00:17:33,160 --> 00:17:34,480 What's happened? 312 00:17:36,120 --> 00:17:37,560 Theo, talk to me. 313 00:17:39,480 --> 00:17:41,000 Ryan. 314 00:17:41,000 --> 00:17:42,920 I didn't want to. 315 00:17:43,960 --> 00:17:45,200 He made me. 316 00:17:46,200 --> 00:17:47,520 He had a knife. 317 00:17:47,520 --> 00:17:51,320 Er, Leslie, go and get the nurse right away. 318 00:17:54,040 --> 00:17:56,280 Dominic, get Mrs Tan. Run! 319 00:17:58,400 --> 00:18:00,800 This ain't got shit to do with me. 320 00:18:00,800 --> 00:18:03,440 Ryan, you've said you engaged in sexual activity? 321 00:18:03,440 --> 00:18:06,080 It was normal sex, I didn't hurt her. 322 00:18:06,080 --> 00:18:08,120 I didn't even want to hit it. 323 00:18:08,120 --> 00:18:10,680 OK, I did but I wasn't going to force it, it wasn't that deep. 324 00:18:10,680 --> 00:18:13,160 You know what I mean? In fact, I'm the victim here. 325 00:18:13,160 --> 00:18:15,480 I think she jacked my phone, how come she ain't in here? 326 00:18:15,480 --> 00:18:17,720 She's been raped at knife-point is why, Ryan. 327 00:18:17,720 --> 00:18:20,160 She's with the medics, she was bleeding. 328 00:18:20,160 --> 00:18:22,520 What? No. 329 00:18:22,520 --> 00:18:23,960 The police are on the way. 330 00:18:23,960 --> 00:18:25,200 What? Sir, for me? 331 00:18:25,200 --> 00:18:26,560 To ask you if... 332 00:18:27,840 --> 00:18:30,040 Well, I don't know what they are going to, erm... 333 00:18:31,080 --> 00:18:32,440 Ryan. 334 00:18:33,600 --> 00:18:34,920 Sir, let me holler Marcus. 335 00:18:34,920 --> 00:18:36,600 Enough, Ryan, that's enough. 336 00:18:36,600 --> 00:18:39,280 Look, I have to keep you in this room until they get here. 337 00:18:39,280 --> 00:18:40,960 Please don't make that difficult for me. 338 00:18:40,960 --> 00:18:42,840 I'll be waiting on the other side of the door. 339 00:18:42,840 --> 00:18:45,040 Sir, can I talk to Marcus quickly? 340 00:18:46,480 --> 00:18:48,160 Mad ting. 341 00:18:48,160 --> 00:18:49,840 BELL RINGS 342 00:18:49,840 --> 00:18:51,160 Mad. 343 00:18:51,160 --> 00:18:52,680 I saw it first. 344 00:18:52,680 --> 00:18:54,200 Rape. 345 00:18:54,200 --> 00:18:59,400 The remains of a rape right there, over man's shoulder and ting. 346 00:18:59,400 --> 00:19:02,600 All I can say is, I didn't know that boy could read and write, 347 00:19:02,600 --> 00:19:06,440 let alone rape and stab a bitch all at the same time. 348 00:19:06,440 --> 00:19:09,800 If he can manage that, what's the world coming to? 349 00:19:09,800 --> 00:19:11,960 Stay tuned to Terry TV for updates. 350 00:19:13,160 --> 00:19:14,600 End of programme. 351 00:19:15,760 --> 00:19:18,040 You know, I should actually do that. 352 00:19:18,040 --> 00:19:19,760 Terry TV would be sick. 353 00:19:19,760 --> 00:19:23,320 My days, a Halloween ting, like every year? 354 00:19:23,320 --> 00:19:24,640 Why Halloween? 355 00:19:24,640 --> 00:19:26,960 That's the only day they'll let anyone as butters as you 356 00:19:26,960 --> 00:19:29,320 come close to a camera, bruv. 357 00:19:29,320 --> 00:19:30,760 Wow. 358 00:19:30,760 --> 00:19:33,160 WHISPERING 359 00:19:39,600 --> 00:19:42,560 You lot know Ryan didn't do nothing, innit? The blood don't lie. 360 00:19:42,560 --> 00:19:44,120 The blood never lies, Marcus. 361 00:19:44,120 --> 00:19:45,560 The shots don't lie. What? 362 00:19:46,720 --> 00:19:48,600 Wait, I had to turn it off because... 363 00:19:48,600 --> 00:19:50,960 ..I ain't trying to bait things. 364 00:19:50,960 --> 00:19:52,800 Ryan sent me something, innit. 365 00:19:57,360 --> 00:20:00,680 I want a phone that takes photos, that's bad. 366 00:20:00,680 --> 00:20:03,120 A camera inside the phone, you know. 367 00:20:03,120 --> 00:20:04,680 Is it very expensive? 368 00:20:04,680 --> 00:20:07,440 Don't know, my dad sent it to me. All right, see, look. 369 00:20:07,440 --> 00:20:10,800 Is that Theo? Bella? Bro... 370 00:20:10,800 --> 00:20:14,200 That was today. You see what I'm saying? Wait. 371 00:20:16,040 --> 00:20:18,800 She faked it? She must have. 372 00:20:18,800 --> 00:20:21,560 The shots don't lie. The blood is the lie, do you know what I mean? 373 00:20:21,560 --> 00:20:23,720 SCHOOLBELL RINGS 374 00:20:21,560 --> 00:20:23,720 The blood is the lie. 375 00:20:23,720 --> 00:20:25,120 And she's white. 376 00:20:25,120 --> 00:20:27,640 We could've done the exact same thing, all we'd get is detention. 377 00:20:27,640 --> 00:20:29,160 White girl tears have high currency. 378 00:20:29,160 --> 00:20:31,560 Mm-hm. Did you see Miss Mott? 379 00:20:31,560 --> 00:20:34,600 High alert, bro. She had tears in her eyes when she saw the blood. 380 00:20:34,600 --> 00:20:36,560 I thought I was the only one that saw that shit. 381 00:20:36,560 --> 00:20:39,080 I saw that! One moist eye duct! 382 00:20:39,080 --> 00:20:41,480 Meanwhile, I sneeze and Miss Mott is talking about 383 00:20:41,480 --> 00:20:43,240 I'm showing signs of intimidation. 384 00:20:43,240 --> 00:20:44,920 What kind of Catholic school is this? 385 00:20:44,920 --> 00:20:47,360 Can't even say bless you when a blackie sneeze? 386 00:20:47,360 --> 00:20:49,160 I swear down, if I cry, 387 00:20:49,160 --> 00:20:51,520 all Miss Mott would see is weapons of mass destruction 388 00:20:51,520 --> 00:20:53,880 leaking out of my eyeballs. 389 00:20:53,880 --> 00:20:56,200 Hey, remember Mr Merchant and Alisha? 390 00:20:56,200 --> 00:20:57,880 When she was crying! 391 00:20:57,880 --> 00:20:59,760 LAUGHS: He dashed a book on her head. 392 00:20:59,760 --> 00:21:01,760 I was like, "What planet am I on?" 393 00:21:01,760 --> 00:21:04,240 She was out for like two seconds, I thought he'd killed her. 394 00:21:04,240 --> 00:21:07,320 Alisha got up like Jesus. 395 00:21:04,240 --> 00:21:07,320 LAUGHTER 396 00:21:07,320 --> 00:21:09,320 Oh, my days. 397 00:21:11,200 --> 00:21:13,320 You shown Sir? 398 00:21:13,320 --> 00:21:14,800 No. 399 00:21:14,800 --> 00:21:16,120 They're going to arrest Ryan. 400 00:21:16,120 --> 00:21:18,000 There are too many pictures in this phone 401 00:21:18,000 --> 00:21:20,200 police might arrest me for, innit? What, yours? 402 00:21:23,720 --> 00:21:25,440 Unh-nuh. 403 00:21:25,440 --> 00:21:27,920 Leeann? No way. 404 00:21:27,920 --> 00:21:29,760 Skets be undercover. 405 00:21:29,760 --> 00:21:32,320 Ryan's fucked. No, Ryan was sloppy. 406 00:21:33,520 --> 00:21:35,960 Can you send that pic to my phone? Yeah. 407 00:21:39,520 --> 00:21:41,160 Cos the shots don't lie. 408 00:21:41,160 --> 00:21:42,440 The shots don't fucking lie. 409 00:21:42,440 --> 00:21:46,200 The blood is the fucking lie. The blood is the lie. 410 00:21:46,200 --> 00:21:47,960 All right, safe. In a bit. In a bit. 411 00:22:14,880 --> 00:22:16,640 SHE KNOCKS 412 00:22:21,440 --> 00:22:22,800 Yes! 413 00:22:27,640 --> 00:22:28,920 Yeah? 414 00:22:39,280 --> 00:22:40,920 Oh... 415 00:23:02,320 --> 00:23:05,560 Yes! You lot saved me, man. 416 00:23:05,560 --> 00:23:08,760 CHEERING 417 00:23:08,760 --> 00:23:11,120 This is the alliance! 418 00:23:11,120 --> 00:23:12,840 Ryan, any words, my brother? 419 00:23:12,840 --> 00:23:14,800 Speech! Speech, speech! 420 00:23:14,800 --> 00:23:17,000 CHEERING 421 00:23:17,000 --> 00:23:21,440 Thank you for the support, innit. Got my sisters behind me, fam. 422 00:23:21,440 --> 00:23:25,560 Family, nothing's going to stop me. 423 00:23:21,440 --> 00:23:25,560 CHEERING 424 00:23:25,560 --> 00:23:28,760 I ride for you, bro. We ride for you. We ride for you. 425 00:23:28,760 --> 00:23:32,320 Do or die. All fucking day. Come what may. We ride for you. 426 00:23:32,320 --> 00:23:34,920 Done, though. The alliance is spicy. 427 00:23:34,920 --> 00:23:36,320 CHEERING 428 00:23:36,320 --> 00:23:39,120 Hey, can't let that shit happen for blood, you feel me? 429 00:23:39,120 --> 00:23:40,960 Address the crowd. No, fuck that! 430 00:23:40,960 --> 00:23:43,440 Another day being heroes, yeah? 431 00:23:43,440 --> 00:23:46,080 We just helped our brother escape from Babylon. 432 00:23:46,080 --> 00:23:49,120 CHEERING 433 00:23:46,080 --> 00:23:49,120 OK! 434 00:23:49,120 --> 00:23:51,520 OK! You see, you see? 435 00:23:51,520 --> 00:23:54,080 Cos they all think they can chat shit and get away with it. 436 00:23:54,080 --> 00:23:56,400 But they can't. Do you know why? Why? Tell them why, T. 437 00:23:56,400 --> 00:23:59,400 Tell them. The alliance is realness. 438 00:23:56,400 --> 00:23:59,400 THEY CHEER 439 00:23:59,400 --> 00:24:01,520 All fucking day. 440 00:24:04,200 --> 00:24:07,120 THEY QUIET DOWN 441 00:24:23,720 --> 00:24:25,200 Hope you've got plasters. 442 00:24:25,200 --> 00:24:27,080 THEY LAUGH 443 00:24:25,200 --> 00:24:27,080 With your nonce dad. 444 00:24:28,920 --> 00:24:30,320 Fucking African monkeys. 445 00:24:31,600 --> 00:24:34,040 THEY SHOUT AND JEER 446 00:24:38,640 --> 00:24:42,040 How you even see us? Three, two, one, go. 447 00:24:42,040 --> 00:24:44,240 CAMERA CLICKS 448 00:24:44,240 --> 00:24:46,480 Theo... Why? 449 00:24:46,480 --> 00:24:50,240 I told you, I told you she was... Yeah, yeah, we get it, Mary. 450 00:24:50,240 --> 00:24:52,640 You knew she was going wayward. What do you want? 451 00:24:52,640 --> 00:24:54,360 A job on the Weather Channel? 452 00:24:54,360 --> 00:24:56,680 MARY SCOFFS 453 00:24:56,680 --> 00:24:59,000 After everything you went through with your dad. 454 00:24:59,000 --> 00:25:00,200 Don't talk about my dad. 455 00:25:00,200 --> 00:25:05,960 I'm sorry, but the way this goes is I care for you, yeah? 456 00:25:05,960 --> 00:25:07,240 You're in my care. 457 00:25:08,480 --> 00:25:11,280 So sometimes I'm going to say some things you don't want to hear. 458 00:25:11,280 --> 00:25:12,600 And I have to say... 459 00:25:13,880 --> 00:25:17,600 ..after you, yourself experienced something like that... 460 00:25:17,600 --> 00:25:19,640 ..to go through all the custody proceedings, 461 00:25:19,640 --> 00:25:21,640 your mum's told me how painful it was 462 00:25:21,640 --> 00:25:25,280 for you to say the disgusting things your dad did to you and your mum 463 00:25:25,280 --> 00:25:26,960 in front of all those people. 464 00:25:28,160 --> 00:25:32,680 Just to make it up, hurt an innocent kid... 465 00:25:32,680 --> 00:25:34,880 I can't under... 466 00:25:34,880 --> 00:25:36,680 My dad never touched me. 467 00:25:40,280 --> 00:25:42,000 Now he knows. 468 00:25:42,000 --> 00:25:43,160 What are you saying? 469 00:25:45,000 --> 00:25:46,880 What's she saying? 470 00:25:46,880 --> 00:25:49,560 Well, she wanted sole custody so she made me lie. 471 00:25:49,560 --> 00:25:51,440 No, I didn't, Theo. 472 00:25:51,440 --> 00:25:52,640 What? 473 00:25:52,640 --> 00:25:55,160 You told me to say shit that didn't happen. It's... 474 00:25:55,160 --> 00:25:57,080 I was seven. 475 00:25:55,160 --> 00:25:57,080 MARY SCOFFS 476 00:25:57,080 --> 00:25:58,280 I was seven. 477 00:25:58,280 --> 00:25:59,960 MARY SIGHS 478 00:26:07,640 --> 00:26:10,000 What is she saying? 479 00:26:10,000 --> 00:26:12,200 I'm saying your wife is a mastermind liar. 480 00:26:13,880 --> 00:26:15,760 She said he was smacking her about. 481 00:26:15,760 --> 00:26:17,960 Not that I ever saw a bruise on her. 482 00:26:17,960 --> 00:26:22,520 I mean, the only thing I remember is he was a lot poorer than you 483 00:26:22,520 --> 00:26:25,240 and you don't do fuck all, Mum. 484 00:26:25,240 --> 00:26:27,560 You've come in handy is all I'm saying. 485 00:26:28,560 --> 00:26:30,240 That is not how it went. 486 00:26:30,240 --> 00:26:33,160 When you're seven, you don't know what to believe. 487 00:26:33,160 --> 00:26:35,880 So, when you told me to say all that, I just said it. 488 00:26:35,880 --> 00:26:38,240 SHE SCOFFS 489 00:26:38,240 --> 00:26:40,520 Turned me into something else, Mum. 490 00:26:43,320 --> 00:26:46,560 Sorry for all this, Martin. I think you're great, I do. 491 00:26:46,560 --> 00:26:48,760 I like you and all that, I just miss my... 492 00:26:56,240 --> 00:26:59,160 My name is Theo Lee Daniels. I made the support group 493 00:26:59,160 --> 00:27:02,080 because I wanted people who've experienced sexual exploitation 494 00:27:02,080 --> 00:27:04,480 of any kind to find each other, 495 00:27:04,480 --> 00:27:08,280 to bring wellbeing and to empower one another in a safe, 496 00:27:08,280 --> 00:27:11,000 abuse and oppression-free space. 497 00:27:11,000 --> 00:27:12,840 I hate abusers. 498 00:27:12,840 --> 00:27:17,360 I think that abuse, assault, grooming, domestic violence 499 00:27:17,360 --> 00:27:21,200 are the most abhorrent, vile qualities of our species. 500 00:27:21,200 --> 00:27:23,640 I've been abused, I've been exploited, 501 00:27:23,640 --> 00:27:25,280 one in every two women have, 502 00:27:25,280 --> 00:27:29,800 and 89% of trials end in exoneration. 503 00:27:31,080 --> 00:27:34,200 So I created this group for survivors to talk, 504 00:27:34,200 --> 00:27:36,800 to share common experiences 505 00:27:36,800 --> 00:27:40,280 and, hopefully, encourage one another. 506 00:27:40,280 --> 00:27:41,920 I know that I sound like a right icy bitch, 507 00:27:41,920 --> 00:27:44,240 but I'm lovely, I promise. 508 00:27:41,920 --> 00:27:44,240 LIGHT LAUGHTER 509 00:27:48,480 --> 00:27:50,800 So, a lot of messages this week...