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EMMA: Oh, shit.
Oh, God.

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[muttering]

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[panicked breathing]

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- Emma, Jesus.
Are you okay?

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- I don't know.
- Are you still bleeding?

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- No, it stopped.
- Okay.

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I can go straight to Dr. Green's.

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- Actually, everything looks just fine.

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- Really?
- Yep.

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In fact, the baby's growing very quickly,

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which can explain the bleeding.

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Sometimes, because of that,

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there can be slight tears
in the uterine wall.

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- What about, um... all this?

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This doesn't look right, does it?

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- Varicose veins?
That can be completely normal.

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That can also be a result
of the rapid growth.

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- But I googled it
and it didn't say it was normal.

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- Honey, you can't go to Google
for that kind of stuff.

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That's just a deep, dark rabbit hole.

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Are you still taking your Clonazepam?

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- I threw it out.

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- Why would you do that?

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- I'm just telling you
that something isn't right.

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I can feel it.

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My hair and the nose bleeds.
Today...

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- Listen, sweetheart,
no two pregnancies are alike.

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The vitamin deficiencies,
the weakened vascular system,

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many women experience
all of these symptoms,

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especially if their lifestyle
is less than optimal.

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There's one more thing.

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- What?
What is it?

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- Would you like to know
the sex of the baby?

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- What about Holly?

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- Holly...
I do like Holly.

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- Do you ever think I'm fucked up?

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- What?
What's that supposed to mean?

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- Like today at Dr. Green's?

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I saw the way you two
looked at each other.

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Like you both thought I was crazy.

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- Oh, come on.
Seriously?

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I was just, you know, scared,
same way you were.

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- Yeah.

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Yeah, I don't know, I just...

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worry 'cause of my mom.

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I never told you
what happened to her.

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She was my age
when she was pregnant with me.

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And, um...

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I guess she started seeing stuff,

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stuff that wasn't there,
and hearing things,

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getting real paranoid, you know?

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And the doctor said it was schizophrenia.

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Pregnancy made things a lot worse.

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Peripartum psychosis, they call it.

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And she started hurting herself

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and throwing fits.

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Went after my dad a few times.
He couldn't handle it.

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Why he started drinking.

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- Well, fuck, Em,
you never told me about this.

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- Well, I never told anyone, really.

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- What ended up happening to her?

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- After she had me,
I-- I guess she sort of had a breakdown

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and had to be locked up.

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She was only in the loony bin
for a couple months

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before she managed to hang herself
with some bedsheets.

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- Damn.

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- Yeah.
So...

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- I mean, that's, like,
super rare though, isn't it?

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Schizophrenia?

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- It's genetic.

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[dog barking]

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- You good?
- I think so.

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Thanks for, um, showing up and stuff.

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- Hey, what are you doing right now?
Like, tonight?

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- I'm just gonna do some sketching.
- Let me cook you dinner.

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- 'Kay.

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What about Hazel?
It's kinda cool.

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- Yeah, Hazel's not bad.

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Hand me the thing?

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[whispering]
I got this.

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Not bad, huh?

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- [sighing]
Whoa.

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- Whoa, what's wrong?
- Here, come here.

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[Emma sighing]

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I've never felt her kick like this before.

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- Oh, my God.
- [chuckles]

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I guess she knows who you are.

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- What?
You've seen it before.

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- Yeah.

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[screaming]

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[screaming]

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[gasping]

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[panicked breathing]
Ty...

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Ty, Ty, just...

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[screaming]

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Ty, stop.
Stop.

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[screaming]

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[grunting]

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- Jesus.

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Em, what's-- what's wrong?

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- Don't.
- Okay.

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Okay, sorry.

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I-- I hurt you?

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- Something's wrong.

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Something's wrong with this baby.

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It doesn't feel right.
Nothing feels right.

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- Okay, you don't--
you don't know that.

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You've never been pregnant before.

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- In the pool...
or the blood...

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- Okay, we-- we just came
from the doctor.

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- She said you're fine, 100%.
- But I keep losing weight,

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and having these horrible nightmares.

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- Everyone goes through this.
- No, they don't.

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No.

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This isn't normal.

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- She said it's fine.

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- But my fucking hair
is falling out, and...

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Just look, just look at this!
- Okay, okay, stop, stop.

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Jesus Christ, Emma, stop!
Stop, calm down.

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Calm down.

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- I don't know if this baby is yours.

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- What are you--
what are you talking about?

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- That night, in the woods...
I saw something.

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Someone else was there.

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- We were together the whole night.

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- I woke up in the mud,

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in the dirt with all those cuts
and bruises on me.

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- 'Cause we did it on the ground
after we snuck off, I told you--

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- And then there was black stuff
that came out of me.

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I hear static in my car.

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- Em.
- I just...

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- Em, listen to yourself.
- I just know.

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I can hear it!

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They put something inside me, Ty,

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and it's not human!

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- You sound like a crazy person.

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Shit.

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Hey, I'm sorry.
- No!

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Get out.

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- Shit, I'm sorry.
- You get out.

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Get out of my house.
- I'm not leaving like this.

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- Get out of my fucking house, get out!

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- I'm not-- I'm not leaving you like this.
- No, get out. You get out.

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- I'm sorry.

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- Get out.

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- Okay.

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Okay, I'll leave, I'll...

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Em?

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I'm afraid you might hurt yourself
or something.

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Just, at least tell me you're okay.

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- I'm fine.

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Leave.

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[footfall fading]

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DAD: She was your age when she started,
you keep that in mind.

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[distorted voices]

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TY: Crazy person.
CARA: This is God's criminal suicide.

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This is what we all deserve.

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EMMA: I guess she started seeing stuff.
Something's wrong with this baby.

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I'm hearing things.
I hear static in my car.

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Getting real paranoid, you know?
They put something inside me, Ty,

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and it's not human!

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Peripartum psychosis, they call it.

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And having these horrible nightmares.

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The doctor said it was schizophrenia.

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The pregnancy made things a lot worse.