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‎NETFLIX 影集

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‎我是狄妮絲，家暴倖存者

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‎嗨，狄妮絲

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‎嗨，狄妮絲

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‎在我們開始特殊活動前
‎今天還有誰要分享嗎？

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‎好，那我就交給艾莉克絲了

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‎讓我們熱烈歡迎她

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‎謝謝大家

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‎我是艾莉克絲，我是家暴倖存者

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‎嗨，艾莉克絲

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‎我問狄妮絲，我能不能當志工

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‎我指的是掃廁所，但是

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‎狄妮絲說我應該改做這個

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‎我說“不要”她說“要”
‎結果就是這樣

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‎給她們看妳的連環殺手筆記本

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‎她說我的筆跡
‎看起來像連環殺手的筆跡

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‎哇塞，那些全是妳寫的？

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‎對，沒錯
‎我從來到麥穆林之家開始寫的

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‎妳們有誰把寫作當興趣嗎？

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‎布蘭蒂，妳不需要舉手

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‎我小五時有一本日記
‎毛毛的而且是粉紅色

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‎上面有個小鎖

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‎對，我也有過那種的

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‎困難的問題來了

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‎妳們寫的時候是寫給誰？

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‎沒有誰，就我自己

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‎對，我也是

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‎我會用寫作誠實表達我的感受

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‎有時候真的只有這個方法
‎能讓我知道我的感受是什麼

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‎好像我必須寫出來
‎才能看到我要寫什麼

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‎希望妳們聽得懂

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‎但是

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‎我發現事實用寫的
‎比大聲說出來還要容易

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‎沒有人可以搶走妳的寫作

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‎沒有人可以告訴妳
‎妳錯了，或者妳的文字是錯的

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‎因為它們不是

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‎妳是對的，妳的文字也是
‎他媽的對的

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‎因為它們是屬於妳的

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‎總之大家都有筆記本和筆

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‎我們要大聲念出來嗎？

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‎妳要的話可以
‎但妳不想要的話當然就不必

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‎好，我有帶一些寫作提示

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‎取自網路上一位真正的教授

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‎是有資格教書的那種

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‎好，形容妳人生中真正開心的一天

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‎可以是真的發生過的一天

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‎也可以是妳希望會發生的
‎想像的一天

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‎我會計時

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‎十分鐘

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‎不要有壓力，我們只是為寫而寫

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‎那個真棒

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‎-我可以問件事嗎？妳有空嗎？
‎-當然

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‎其實我已經知道答案了

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‎但我們庇護所不可以有訪客對吧？

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‎對，很抱歉，小女孩

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‎我們只能讓受害者
‎和她們的小孩進入庇護所

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‎-我想也是
‎-怎麼了？

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‎我發現我媽住在車上

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‎我很遺憾

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‎謝謝

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‎她是家暴受害者嗎？

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‎她是慢性的家暴受害者
‎但她也徹底否認

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‎還有妄想又不吃藥，所以…

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‎她超過55歲了嗎？

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‎有個叫分享的方案
‎把無家可歸的人送去老人中心

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‎但她必須去登記

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‎是喔

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‎她真的很討厭政府導向的所有東西

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‎而且她從精神病房落跑
‎所以那個是行不通的

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‎謝謝妳

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‎還有別人可以照顧妳媽嗎？

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‎沒有，從我6歲起
‎就一直是我在照顧她

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‎要是妳不照顧她會怎樣？

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‎我想我會做點什麼，不知道耶
‎我走進去會做點壯觀的東西

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‎它們來得很猛
‎對，那是個好主意，所以…

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‎可惡

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‎-嘿，媽
‎-艾莉克絲，嘿

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‎我就想說是妳
‎我打掃完回家路上看到妳的車

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‎很難不注意到它吧

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‎-妳在這裡幹嘛？
‎-在看女王陛下啊

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‎春神來了

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‎這會是棉花糖夕陽

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‎我要欣賞她每一個裹著糖衣的時刻

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‎看起來妳在對小鳥講話

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‎喔，沒有，親愛的

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‎我手機下載了那個口述軟體

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‎因為我要演講，講題是新石器時代

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‎太陽三桅帆船對集體的概念

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‎我本來想用寫的，但我寫不了

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‎因為我的手臂痛得要死

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‎喔，妳的石膏呢，媽？

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‎妳打的石膏呢？

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‎妳手腕本來有打石膏的，到哪去了？

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‎我癢到不行，就叫麥卡把它鋸掉了

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‎我不得不說，怪色情的

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‎妳開什麼玩笑？媽
‎石膏要打六週以上啊

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‎-沒關係啦
‎-不，有關係

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‎妳肌腱重傷，現在妳的肌腱好不了了

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‎如果妳要毀掉棉花糖，那妳就滾吧

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‎我…

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‎我很高興巧遇妳

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‎我知道妳在小木屋的生活狀況很棒

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‎跟藝術家們在一起，但是

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‎我跟妳說過我要搬去蒙大拿

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‎妳要不要跟我去？

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‎我在校園有地方住

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‎妳可以陪麥蒂

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‎妳可以去散步，整天作畫

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‎看著麥蒂上幼稚園

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‎寶貝，那不是我

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‎為什麼不行？

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‎因為我不無趣

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‎我有大好人生

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‎我不能跟在妳後面跑，當個跟屁蟲

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‎不，媽，我是說真的，我在邀請妳

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‎我的血統在這裡，寶貝

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‎我媽媽埋在這裡，她媽媽也埋在這裡

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‎蘭利家的女人都在這裡

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‎我是蘭利家的女人，而我要離開了

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‎我知道，寶貝，那是妳

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‎但是

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‎我不能離開

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‎好吧

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‎我走之前妳要先赴幾個約

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‎-像是去看手腕醫生
‎-門都沒有

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‎我要幫妳約明天，可以嗎？媽

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‎妳到那裡跟我會合，有聽到就點頭

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‎我不想要人都走了還得擔心妳，媽

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‎妳看那個，棉花糖

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‎我們從這裡出發，然後越過幾座山

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‎我們要去斯波坎，它是一座大城市

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‎然後我們要越過更多山

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‎再越過更多的山

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‎一路到密蘇拉

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‎就在那邊

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‎密蘇拉

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‎密蘇拉

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‎我們要花這麼多個小時

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‎二，三，四，五，六，七，八，九

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‎九個小時

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‎-還有《咻》
‎-沒錯

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‎（45元）

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‎不！

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‎（90元）

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‎（135元）

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‎你好，我要訂英語102一套5本的課本

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‎（135元）

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‎（負128元3毛）

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‎書要這麼貴？

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‎你有二手的嗎？

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‎（13元5毛）

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‎好，你可以幫我們留一套嗎？

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‎我週二可以過去拿

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‎謝謝

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‎（塔拉來電）

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‎-嘿，塔拉
‎-喔，好，嗨

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‎很快跟妳更新一下

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‎我剛從書記官辦公室回來

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‎不，沒事

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‎他們對搬遷通知提出異議
‎這我們已經知道了

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‎但單方緊急監護權的動議已經申請

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‎我也丟給他一張臨時的無接觸令

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‎這樣態度應該夠明顯了

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‎-所以他不能接觸我？
‎-沒錯

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‎警長應該今天早上就會把禁制令

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‎和單方申請的動議遞送給他

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‎好

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‎-那現在怎麼樣呢？
‎-就等吧

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‎我有留言給尚恩的律師
‎應該很快就會有消息

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‎好，非常感謝妳

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‎不客氣，再見

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‎布蘭蒂，我想妳是下一個吧？

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‎我不知道這是不是我最開心的一天

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‎但這是我當下想到的

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‎很好

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‎“我小時候常跟我爸去散步

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‎我們會在黏熱晚夏前的六月去

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‎我會去小七買一支
‎《石頭新樂園》橘子冰棒

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‎你要使盡吃奶力氣
‎才推得上來的那種

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‎我們會仰望處女座，沿著海邊散步

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‎因為我的生日比他早四天

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‎我爸會指著天空告訴我

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‎他是大熊星座，我是小熊星座

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‎我爸生病之後，我們就沒再去散步了

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‎但我最近帶著兒子回去

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‎幫他買了一支
‎《石頭新樂園》橘子冰棒

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‎現在比較好推出來了

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‎我仰望夜空，它就在那裡

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‎彷彿沒有半點時間流逝

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‎大熊與小熊星座”

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‎就這樣

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‎我們當然想讓自己都講正面的話

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‎但我希望大家可以說一說
‎布蘭蒂的故事

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‎給我們留下了哪些畫面

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‎“黏熱晚夏”

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‎“現在比較好推出來了”

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‎“沒有半點時間流逝”

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‎“大熊與小熊星座”

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‎還有誰要分享嗎？

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‎（撥打給媽媽）

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‎請在嗶聲後留言

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‎（艾莉克絲
‎我在醫生這裡，妳在哪？）

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‎（艾莉克絲：妳遲到15分鐘了！）

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‎（哈囉？）

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‎媽

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‎媽！

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‎嘿，寶貝

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‎少來，我們要去看醫生

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‎-什麼醫生？
‎-被妳放鴿子的醫生

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‎她4點可以幫妳看診
‎但我們必須現在離開

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‎今天週四，我沒說我要去看醫生

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‎我們週二、週四和週六都要擺攤

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‎我不會拋下麥卡

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‎-來見見我女兒
‎-我們前幾天見過了

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‎媽，拜託，可以走了嗎？

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‎妳怎麼身上都是亮片？
‎妳去銳舞派對了？

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‎-我打掃遊戲房
‎-妳知道亮片是什麼嗎？

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‎-它是美術教室的蝨子
‎-妳答應過我的，快點

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‎-走到哪就撒到哪
‎-妳成熟點好嗎？

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‎-我們該走了
‎-滿身亮片的人是妳

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‎妳馬上上我的車，我載妳去看醫生

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‎妳不能使喚我好嗎？

223
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‎痛的是我的手

224
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‎我高興抽大麻、看醫生
‎或是把它砍掉

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‎妳在倒數計時要離開了

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‎不代表我也要，我好得很

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‎看在老天的份上
‎妳去擔心別人吧，拜託

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‎-寶貝
‎-對不起，親愛的

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‎我在做事，我有工作好嗎？

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‎你好

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‎你的笑容真好看，看看你的笑容

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‎（塔拉來電）

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‎-塔拉？
‎-計畫有變

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‎妳可以到我
‎惠特比的辦公室附近來找我嗎？

235
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‎沒事吧？

236
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‎我跟尚恩的律師談過

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‎他們要對單方動議提出異議

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‎主張缺乏施暴證據

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‎尚恩不願意修改親職計畫

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‎或是放棄他的監護權

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‎好

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‎謝謝

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‎抱歉，所以是什麼意思？

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‎意思是他說妳被虐待是說謊

245
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‎所以14天後會召開充分理由的聽證會

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‎判斷妳的主張的正確性
‎以及適當的監護權

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‎這會是我們所謂非贏即輸的案子

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‎妳輸了就不能帶麥蒂去任何地方

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‎永遠都不能嗎？

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‎華盛頓州對家暴受害者很嚴苛

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‎尤其是情緒家暴的案例

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‎我知道，我經歷過而且輸掉了
‎因為我身上沒有瘀傷

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‎這次妳不會輸

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‎我們有14天可以確保勝訴

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‎一定有人看過這傢伙對妳情緒虐待

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‎我沒有14天，我週一就要去蒙大拿

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‎在法律上妳不能帶麥蒂去任何地方

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‎在聽證會之前不行

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‎我會失去我的家庭住宿和學籍

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‎-是
‎-再畫一張

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‎我這個週末就得離開庇護所

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‎妳認為我該怎麼做？我沒有備用計畫

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‎我們要力爭到底

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‎我會讓妳趕上秋季學期

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‎我才剛剛揹了九千塊的學貸，九千耶

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‎我不知道妳曉不曉得
‎但這就是我的人生

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‎我不像妳和蕾吉娜那樣有錢
‎我還不了這些錢

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‎不只如此

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‎尚恩要求探視麥蒂

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‎不行，我們有禁制令，所以不行

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‎它只適用妳，不適用麥蒂

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‎法院准許了四小時的探視

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‎什麼時候？

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‎明天

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‎他們會指派第三人做中立監督

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‎除非妳有這樣的人選？

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‎-像是外祖父母？
‎-我不要

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‎妳不可以這樣對她

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‎妳不遵守的話
‎就會違反妳的親職計畫

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‎對14天後的聽證會沒好處

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‎艾莉克絲
‎我很抱歉發生這種事，但是

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‎事情還沒結束

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‎只是遇到了一點阻力

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‎是我

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‎艾莉克絲，靠，天哪

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‎我被妳嚇死了

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‎妳來做什麼？

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‎我需要妳幫忙

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‎妳在這裡做什麼？

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‎我瑪格麗特喝多了，所以就靠邊停

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‎在回家途中睡一下

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‎-媽
‎-我知道這樣不太好

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‎只是…

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‎藝術村太吵了，所以我來這裡

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‎補眠

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‎我知道妳睡在這裡
‎妳整天一個人待在公園

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‎根本就沒有藝術村

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‎這個嘛

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‎也許“藝術村”用詞不正確

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‎我們這裡真的有一群好人

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‎說真的

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‎這邊露營車上是佛洛瑞斯家

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‎比利和安娜，我好愛他們

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‎我們會互相照顧，就像是…

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‎我不知道怎麼說
‎大型露宿或露天電影院吧

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‎只差沒爆米花而已

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‎妳為什麼不能照顧好自己？

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‎什麼意思？我車上有冰箱

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‎我還有維他命，寶貝

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‎舒服的毛毯和我的大麻

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‎-我沒事
‎-妳無家可歸，媽

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‎妳住在車上

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‎-妳別說了好嗎？拜託
‎-不要

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‎我愛我的車！

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00:20:49,456 --> 00:20:51,376
‎她是我的鈷藍寶貝

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‎-我們就像一家人
‎-妳無家可歸

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‎-拜託妳別說了！
‎-妳無家可歸

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‎我在星空下，我獨立自主

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‎不是一直都這樣的，我是說

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‎我有時候會跟麥卡住

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00:21:07,641 --> 00:21:09,311
‎艾琳娜梅不在的時候

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00:21:09,393 --> 00:21:13,983
‎-艾琳娜梅是誰啊？
‎-我跟妳說過，是他老婆

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00:21:14,064 --> 00:21:19,824
‎他們分開了，但她還住在那
‎因為她是個超級大災難

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‎重點是，寶貝

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‎我喜歡當吉普賽人
‎我喜歡有機動性，好嗎？

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‎妳瞭解我，我是雜亂無章的人

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‎我不知道，我沒錢讓妳住汽車旅館
‎也不能帶妳去庇護所

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‎我不知道怎麼辦，媽

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‎我不是妳的問題，艾莉珊卓

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‎-是，妳就是
‎-不，我不是

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‎-我是妳媽
‎-妳不是

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‎我就是！

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‎我是！

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00:21:45,804 --> 00:21:48,854
‎妳說妳需要我幫忙

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‎對

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00:21:49,850 --> 00:21:51,890
‎我可以幫妳什麼忙，女士？

337
00:21:52,602 --> 00:21:54,982
‎妳明天可以監督尚恩陪麥蒂玩嗎？

338
00:21:55,063 --> 00:21:58,153
‎他取得探視權，必須有第三方在場

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00:21:58,233 --> 00:21:59,533
‎妳可以去嗎？

340
00:21:59,609 --> 00:22:01,279
‎我可以

341
00:22:01,987 --> 00:22:05,237
‎-我應該要幾點到？
‎-12點半

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‎妳放心

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00:22:07,409 --> 00:22:09,199
‎我會顧好妳女兒

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‎-妳要去看醫生
‎-等我死了再說

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00:22:15,876 --> 00:22:17,746
‎妳要去，現在什麼都不對

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00:22:17,836 --> 00:22:21,206
‎全部亂了套，妳必須當個該死的大人

347
00:22:21,298 --> 00:22:23,678
‎妳的手看起來很嚴重，妳一定要去！

348
00:22:26,261 --> 00:22:27,891
‎我會有棒棒糖吃嗎？

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00:22:38,356 --> 00:22:39,936
‎天哪！

350
00:22:41,443 --> 00:22:43,823
‎妳車上那是什麼味道啊？

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00:22:43,904 --> 00:22:46,494
‎-聞起來像燒焦的大便
‎-妳去看醫生了

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00:22:46,573 --> 00:22:49,283
‎對，妳看，我的手指還能動

353
00:22:49,367 --> 00:22:50,447
‎嘿，小可愛

354
00:22:50,535 --> 00:22:53,535
‎妳準備好跟我和妳爸一起玩了嗎？

355
00:22:54,247 --> 00:22:55,457
‎我們會很開心的

356
00:22:55,540 --> 00:22:58,840
‎我帶了零食和換洗衣物
‎她已經吃過午餐了

357
00:22:58,919 --> 00:23:01,549
‎我們沒問題的，嗨，小可愛

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00:23:04,049 --> 00:23:05,679
‎我知道

359
00:23:05,759 --> 00:23:08,639
‎我猜我就在這等了
‎因為我非這樣等不可

360
00:23:09,513 --> 00:23:12,103
‎好了，麥蒂，妳會跟著爸爸四個小時

361
00:23:12,182 --> 00:23:14,182
‎謝謝妳派條子來喔！

362
00:23:14,267 --> 00:23:15,227
‎真是厲害！

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00:23:15,811 --> 00:23:16,651
‎之後

364
00:23:17,521 --> 00:23:21,111
‎我們再一起去吃冰淇淋，好不好？

365
00:23:21,191 --> 00:23:23,321
‎妳想吃冰淇淋嗎？好

366
00:23:25,529 --> 00:23:26,699
‎我超愛妳的

367
00:23:28,073 --> 00:23:30,583
‎-謝謝媽
‎-好，我們會很開心的

368
00:23:34,746 --> 00:23:39,206
‎抱著你的麥寶，妳要見爹地囉

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00:23:39,292 --> 00:23:40,132
‎嘿！

370
00:23:40,210 --> 00:23:42,880
‎尚尼，你的麥寶在這裡

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00:23:44,756 --> 00:23:45,836
‎嘿，小尚小子

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00:23:46,341 --> 00:23:48,551
‎-她好重
‎-妳長大了

373
00:23:48,635 --> 00:23:50,135
‎她長好大了

374
00:23:51,596 --> 00:23:55,016
‎我們一直在盪鞦韆，她會盪好高喔

375
00:23:55,100 --> 00:23:56,060
‎麥寶！

376
00:24:02,023 --> 00:24:03,323
‎謝謝你來

377
00:24:03,942 --> 00:24:04,782
‎哪裡

378
00:24:06,236 --> 00:24:10,366
‎我擔心妳像之前那樣從地表消失

379
00:24:12,117 --> 00:24:13,027
‎妳看起來沒事

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00:24:14,995 --> 00:24:16,195
‎我沒事

381
00:24:17,205 --> 00:24:20,535
‎好，麥蒂呢？

382
00:24:20,625 --> 00:24:22,745
‎我以為會見到她

383
00:24:24,838 --> 00:24:29,258
‎她在我住的家暴庇護所

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00:24:30,468 --> 00:24:32,638
‎他們有提供被害者日托

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00:24:32,721 --> 00:24:33,931
‎好

386
00:24:34,014 --> 00:24:38,024
‎妳叫東西吃了嗎？

387
00:24:40,520 --> 00:24:44,520
‎這是我今年第二次住進
‎受虐婦女的緊急庇護所

388
00:24:48,153 --> 00:24:51,033
‎是尚恩第二次讓我住進去

389
00:24:59,289 --> 00:25:01,499
‎你有聽到我說的話嗎？

390
00:25:02,125 --> 00:25:03,455
‎有，我聽到了

391
00:25:06,755 --> 00:25:07,585
‎所以呢？

392
00:25:10,967 --> 00:25:13,387
‎我真希望妳有先聯絡我

393
00:25:14,304 --> 00:25:17,314
‎而不是帶我外孫女去那種地方

394
00:25:17,390 --> 00:25:19,180
‎妳們是有地方住的

395
00:25:21,144 --> 00:25:23,104
‎我會盡力幫忙，妳知道的

396
00:25:23,188 --> 00:25:26,188
‎我會為妳赴湯蹈火，好嗎？

397
00:25:26,274 --> 00:25:27,694
‎但妳卻讓我擔心

398
00:25:29,236 --> 00:25:30,606
‎妳讓尚恩擔心

399
00:25:32,113 --> 00:25:36,123
‎我一直在渡輪站找妳們，艾莉克絲

400
00:25:36,952 --> 00:25:37,792
‎好

401
00:25:39,329 --> 00:25:40,579
‎也許你現在可以幫我了

402
00:25:42,040 --> 00:25:44,080
‎因為我確實需要你幫忙

403
00:25:45,335 --> 00:25:46,165
‎好

404
00:25:48,755 --> 00:25:51,585
‎我申請了麥蒂的完整監護權

405
00:25:51,675 --> 00:25:53,885
‎這樣我才能帶她去密蘇拉

406
00:25:53,969 --> 00:25:55,929
‎尚恩提出異議

407
00:25:56,429 --> 00:25:57,809
‎對，我知道

408
00:25:58,765 --> 00:25:59,845
‎尚恩有告訴我

409
00:26:00,767 --> 00:26:01,597
‎妳要知道

410
00:26:02,811 --> 00:26:04,941
‎尚恩現在過得不是太好

411
00:26:05,021 --> 00:26:06,821
‎我不管尚恩過得怎樣，爸

412
00:26:07,607 --> 00:26:12,067
‎我的律師正在想辦法
‎證明尚恩對我情緒虐待

413
00:26:13,822 --> 00:26:18,452
‎我必須提出證據，目擊者的證詞

414
00:26:21,329 --> 00:26:22,159
‎爸

415
00:26:23,999 --> 00:26:27,209
‎你願意作證
‎看到尚恩對我情緒虐待嗎？

416
00:26:28,920 --> 00:26:31,010
‎-我什麼時候看到了？
‎-在拖車上

417
00:26:31,715 --> 00:26:34,545
‎-不，那不是我看到的
‎-我看見你看到了

418
00:26:34,634 --> 00:26:37,854
‎-不，我看到的不是那樣
‎-你坐在那裡什麼都沒做

419
00:26:37,929 --> 00:26:40,849
‎要說我有看到什麼
‎我看到的是一對年輕夫妻

420
00:26:40,932 --> 00:26:42,682
‎經歷一段艱困期

421
00:26:43,852 --> 00:26:46,692
‎尚恩現在戒酒戒得很辛苦

422
00:26:46,771 --> 00:26:49,191
‎他需要的是同理心

423
00:26:49,983 --> 00:26:52,443
‎妳卻在錯誤的時刻一走了之

424
00:26:52,527 --> 00:26:54,567
‎我不能再為尚恩負責了，爸

425
00:26:56,281 --> 00:26:59,531
‎我必須為我自己著想
‎我必須為麥蒂著想

426
00:27:00,618 --> 00:27:01,788
‎他是酒鬼

427
00:27:02,912 --> 00:27:04,252
‎好嗎？他…

428
00:27:04,748 --> 00:27:08,878
‎他有病，才會把他變成禽獸

429
00:27:09,502 --> 00:27:12,052
‎敵人是酒精，不是他

430
00:27:12,130 --> 00:27:14,090
‎好啊，那當年打媽媽的是酒精嗎？

431
00:27:19,054 --> 00:27:20,064
‎-好吧
‎-不准你走掉

432
00:27:20,138 --> 00:27:21,558
‎你開什麼玩笑？不行！

433
00:27:21,639 --> 00:27:23,599
‎艾莉克絲，妳要我說什麼呢？

434
00:27:23,683 --> 00:27:25,193
‎我要你說“對”

435
00:27:25,268 --> 00:27:28,358
‎我要你說
‎“對，我有打妳媽，對不起”

436
00:27:29,898 --> 00:27:31,318
‎我不記得了

437
00:27:35,028 --> 00:27:37,738
‎我這輩子你從來沒有挺過我

438
00:27:40,200 --> 00:27:42,160
‎但我現在就要求你挺我

439
00:27:49,918 --> 00:27:52,708
‎我一直是挺妳的，挺妳和麥蒂

440
00:27:52,796 --> 00:27:53,756
‎只是…

441
00:27:54,923 --> 00:27:56,133
‎那就為我做這件事

442
00:27:57,300 --> 00:27:58,510
‎為我挺身而出

443
00:28:00,053 --> 00:28:01,473
‎幫助我保護麥蒂

444
00:28:05,350 --> 00:28:06,850
‎寫證詞

445
00:28:15,151 --> 00:28:16,571
‎我做不到

446
00:28:33,294 --> 00:28:35,674
‎那我想我們就沒什麼好說的了

447
00:28:39,175 --> 00:28:40,085
‎妳能不能…

448
00:28:47,100 --> 00:28:52,110
‎“我最開心的一天
‎是我女兒第一次摸我的那一天

449
00:28:52,814 --> 00:28:54,944
‎記憶中宛如昨日

450
00:28:55,608 --> 00:28:57,238
‎她才九週大

451
00:28:57,902 --> 00:28:59,862
‎她不知道我身在煉獄

452
00:28:59,946 --> 00:29:02,946
‎被她父親不分日夜的恐嚇

453
00:29:04,200 --> 00:29:08,500
‎對她來說，我只是溫暖親切的奶娘

454
00:29:09,581 --> 00:29:13,041
‎但有一天早上，當時她才九週大

455
00:29:13,543 --> 00:29:17,173
‎我們躺在地上睡午覺，我醒了過來

456
00:29:17,255 --> 00:29:19,255
‎因為有人在摸我

457
00:29:19,799 --> 00:29:20,969
‎原來是她

458
00:29:22,260 --> 00:29:26,390
‎寶寶的小手抓著我的手臂

459
00:29:26,931 --> 00:29:28,981
‎她看著我

460
00:29:29,726 --> 00:29:33,396
‎對我流露出毫不掩飾的感情

461
00:29:33,938 --> 00:29:36,728
‎她臉上信任的表情

462
00:29:38,359 --> 00:29:41,949
‎她看到我，也愛我

463
00:29:44,449 --> 00:29:46,909
‎那是我人生最快樂的時刻

464
00:29:47,952 --> 00:29:51,462
‎對某人來說，我可以是那樣的人”

465
00:30:10,558 --> 00:30:11,728
‎謝謝妳，狄妮絲

466
00:30:13,186 --> 00:30:16,186
‎大家要說說哪個畫面印象最深嗎？

467
00:30:16,731 --> 00:30:18,111
‎“毫不掩飾的感情”

468
00:30:18,817 --> 00:30:20,857
‎“溫暖親切的奶娘”

469
00:30:23,571 --> 00:30:25,281
‎“不分日夜的恐嚇”

470
00:30:30,286 --> 00:30:31,786
‎“小手”

471
00:30:35,875 --> 00:30:37,995
‎還有誰要分享嗎？

472
00:30:41,005 --> 00:30:41,835
‎崔娜

473
00:30:41,923 --> 00:30:44,973
‎我寫的是女生晚上出去玩
‎會很怪嗎？

474
00:30:45,051 --> 00:30:46,301
‎不會

475
00:30:47,387 --> 00:30:50,217
‎我沒有像妳們都寫自己的小孩

476
00:30:50,306 --> 00:30:53,056
‎這是妳的開心日，妳要寫什麼都可以

477
00:30:53,685 --> 00:30:54,515
‎好

478
00:30:57,230 --> 00:30:59,940
‎“我跟愛玩的老班底在酒吧

479
00:31:01,901 --> 00:31:04,071
‎莉薇、亞曼達和戴薇娜

480
00:31:04,153 --> 00:31:07,413
‎我們卯起來喝，在慶祝什麼

481
00:31:07,490 --> 00:31:08,950
‎我想不起來了

482
00:31:10,201 --> 00:31:14,121
‎但我得承認，那晚不是
‎因為我的外貌如何而生氣

483
00:31:14,998 --> 00:31:19,538
‎然後有個大帥哥從後面過來
‎他的…”

484
00:31:19,627 --> 00:31:21,917
‎抱歉，我要暫時離開一下

485
00:31:22,005 --> 00:31:23,875
‎-繼續唸，謝謝大家
‎-好

486
00:31:24,632 --> 00:31:27,142
‎“他的名字叫尼爾，他穿得很帥…”

487
00:31:27,218 --> 00:31:29,888
‎沒事了

488
00:31:29,971 --> 00:31:31,931
‎妳沒事吧？怎麼了？

489
00:31:32,015 --> 00:31:34,385
‎她只是有點不高興而已

490
00:31:34,475 --> 00:31:38,305
‎她有一點小崩潰，沒辦法恢復情緒

491
00:31:38,396 --> 00:31:39,936
‎對吧，小可愛？

492
00:31:40,023 --> 00:31:42,283
‎她只想找媽咪

493
00:31:44,235 --> 00:31:48,275
‎艾莉克絲，尚尼送我們來的
‎他有話跟妳說

494
00:31:53,161 --> 00:31:54,501
‎我正在上課

495
00:31:54,579 --> 00:31:57,329
‎寶貝，妳必須去跟他談一談

496
00:31:57,415 --> 00:31:59,125
‎事情進展得不太好

497
00:32:04,714 --> 00:32:05,554
‎發生什麼事？

498
00:32:06,966 --> 00:32:10,466
‎我叫她從鞦韆下來
‎她就鬧脾氣，大聲尖叫

499
00:32:12,889 --> 00:32:16,559
‎-她從來都不想下鞦韆
‎-我知道，但我實在受不了

500
00:32:17,310 --> 00:32:19,940
‎我火大了就罵她

501
00:32:28,947 --> 00:32:30,487
‎我24小時沒喝酒了

502
00:32:30,573 --> 00:32:33,453
‎我想要清醒的陪麥蒂，結果

503
00:32:37,997 --> 00:32:39,327
‎我變得很暴躁

504
00:32:40,416 --> 00:32:42,086
‎我皮膚癢得要命

505
00:32:43,419 --> 00:32:44,589
‎太陽曬到痛

506
00:32:45,088 --> 00:32:46,548
‎皮都磨破了

507
00:32:49,717 --> 00:32:53,637
‎我推著鞦韆上的麥蒂
‎她一直說“再高一點，爸爸”

508
00:32:56,015 --> 00:32:57,225
‎本來都好好的

509
00:32:58,768 --> 00:32:59,978
‎她還咯咯笑呢

510
00:33:01,896 --> 00:33:04,516
‎但即使在那時
‎我都還在盤算下一次喝酒的事

511
00:33:04,607 --> 00:33:08,187
‎我想要找到慰藉

512
00:33:08,903 --> 00:33:12,623
‎後來她鬧脾氣
‎我知道要不是寶拉在場

513
00:33:12,699 --> 00:33:15,199
‎我一定會帶著麥蒂去找酒喝

514
00:33:18,913 --> 00:33:20,423
‎就像我媽一樣

515
00:33:26,254 --> 00:33:28,094
‎我不想要那樣對待麥蒂

516
00:33:32,760 --> 00:33:34,970
‎我會簽字把完整監護權讓給妳

517
00:33:37,223 --> 00:33:38,643
‎我剛打給律師了

518
00:33:46,607 --> 00:33:48,567
‎很抱歉我是這樣的爛人

519
00:33:51,696 --> 00:33:53,236
‎你為她這麼做才是對的

520
00:33:56,576 --> 00:34:00,246
‎妳隨時可以過來拿她的東西
‎我會幫妳裝箱

521
00:34:04,042 --> 00:34:04,962
‎謝謝

522
00:34:18,222 --> 00:34:20,482
‎是我戒斷出現幻覺
‎還是妳真的閃亮亮的？

523
00:34:24,729 --> 00:34:25,689
‎是我閃亮亮的

524
00:34:42,955 --> 00:34:45,995
‎（塔拉：
‎他的律師打來了！打給我！）

525
00:34:46,626 --> 00:34:49,296
‎（塔拉：蒙大拿！耶耶！）

526
00:34:49,962 --> 00:34:52,222
‎好，謝謝分享

527
00:34:57,762 --> 00:34:59,312
‎寫得真棒

528
00:34:59,388 --> 00:35:02,178
‎“去他的莫非定律”我喜歡這句

529
00:35:03,518 --> 00:35:06,688
‎“像拳擊手般揍他”這句我印象最深

530
00:35:06,771 --> 00:35:08,361
‎“破裂的夜燈”

531
00:35:09,357 --> 00:35:10,977
‎“黑色，不是藍色”

532
00:35:11,067 --> 00:35:12,897
‎我全部都愛

533
00:35:12,985 --> 00:35:15,315
‎妳真會寫，伊蒂絲

534
00:35:15,404 --> 00:35:17,034
‎-是艾絲特
‎-喔，對

535
00:35:17,115 --> 00:35:19,445
‎下一個是我，對吧？

536
00:35:19,534 --> 00:35:21,374
‎媽，妳什麼都沒寫啊

537
00:35:21,452 --> 00:35:22,952
‎我可以用背的

538
00:35:23,037 --> 00:35:25,707
‎我很會演講

539
00:35:25,790 --> 00:35:26,710
‎媽

540
00:35:29,961 --> 00:35:31,631
‎好吧

541
00:35:33,714 --> 00:35:36,514
‎-妳在外面等好嗎？我快好了
‎-好

542
00:35:36,592 --> 00:35:39,142
‎-大家再見
‎-再見

543
00:35:39,220 --> 00:35:42,180
‎-我閃人囉
‎-隨時歡迎妳回來，寶拉

544
00:35:42,265 --> 00:35:43,845
‎真是謝謝妳們

545
00:35:46,477 --> 00:35:47,307
‎好

546
00:35:49,480 --> 00:35:50,730
‎天哪

547
00:35:51,274 --> 00:35:53,154
‎這杯敬妳脫離苦海

548
00:35:55,945 --> 00:35:58,065
‎我們的小尚看起來好慘

549
00:36:00,825 --> 00:36:02,865
‎妳爸也常會那樣抖

550
00:36:06,831 --> 00:36:08,881
‎妳要跟我說妳最開心的一天嗎？

551
00:36:10,960 --> 00:36:11,790
‎什麼？

552
00:36:12,753 --> 00:36:14,263
‎我們在團體做的事啊

553
00:36:14,922 --> 00:36:17,802
‎妳有記得哪個開心的一天嗎？

554
00:36:21,971 --> 00:36:25,771
‎肯定是我們到阿拉斯加的第一個早上

555
00:36:27,226 --> 00:36:29,436
‎我們大半夜進到安克拉治

556
00:36:29,520 --> 00:36:33,570
‎妳凍得要死，因為我忘了帶妳的外套

557
00:36:35,109 --> 00:36:37,739
‎我們驚慌的離開妳爸家

558
00:36:40,740 --> 00:36:44,120
‎我幫我們找到一間小木屋
‎那裡什麼家具都沒有

559
00:36:44,869 --> 00:36:45,909
‎所以

560
00:36:47,079 --> 00:36:50,329
‎我就把行李箱裡的衣服全倒出來

561
00:36:50,416 --> 00:36:53,376
‎倒在地板中間做成一張床

562
00:36:54,212 --> 00:36:56,672
‎我們依偎著睡在那裡

563
00:36:59,342 --> 00:37:02,762
‎隔天早上，趁著妳還在睡

564
00:37:02,845 --> 00:37:04,715
‎我躡手躡腳走到外面

565
00:37:04,805 --> 00:37:07,015
‎直接撲進雪堆

566
00:37:08,226 --> 00:37:09,386
‎我躺在那裡

567
00:37:10,269 --> 00:37:11,979
‎做了一個雪天使

568
00:37:13,231 --> 00:37:16,281
‎因為那裡沒有人會說我是瘋子

569
00:37:17,360 --> 00:37:19,200
‎或是突然對我發脾氣

570
00:37:19,946 --> 00:37:21,656
‎就只有我

571
00:37:23,199 --> 00:37:24,779
‎太陽和雪

572
00:37:29,664 --> 00:37:33,004
‎總之，不到一年我們就回來這裡

573
00:37:33,084 --> 00:37:35,424
‎我破產到不行

574
00:37:35,503 --> 00:37:38,173
‎那整趟旅行蠢到爆

575
00:37:39,173 --> 00:37:40,173
‎不，才沒有

576
00:37:40,258 --> 00:37:41,548
‎並不蠢

577
00:37:42,260 --> 00:37:45,010
‎妳讓我遠離爸爸
‎妳也始終沒回去他身邊

578
00:38:03,864 --> 00:38:04,744
‎所以

579
00:38:09,453 --> 00:38:11,543
‎我還是受邀去蒙大拿嗎？

580
00:38:13,249 --> 00:38:14,289
‎妳想去嗎？

581
00:38:15,918 --> 00:38:16,788
‎對

582
00:38:19,714 --> 00:38:21,514
‎當然好啊，有何不可？

583
00:38:22,133 --> 00:38:25,973
‎我可以找個畫壁畫的工作

584
00:38:26,595 --> 00:38:28,505
‎幫我找個山居男

585
00:38:30,433 --> 00:38:31,933
‎況且麥蒂需要我

586
00:38:32,018 --> 00:38:33,848
‎她跟我一樣是藝術家

587
00:38:33,936 --> 00:38:35,976
‎妳能在週一前準備好嗎？

588
00:38:37,690 --> 00:38:38,940
‎我已經準備好了

589
00:38:39,025 --> 00:38:40,525
‎我家當都在身上，寶貝

590
00:38:40,609 --> 00:38:43,399
‎這就是住在車上的好處
‎家當都在身上

591
00:38:43,487 --> 00:38:45,737
‎我不知道它能不能撐到蒙大拿啦

592
00:38:45,823 --> 00:38:48,083
‎我可能得賣掉它買零件

593
00:38:49,952 --> 00:38:52,332
‎但我可以搭妳的便車，對吧？

594
00:38:53,331 --> 00:38:54,251
‎可以

595
00:38:54,332 --> 00:38:55,832
‎-可以嗎？
‎-可以

596
00:38:55,916 --> 00:38:57,496
‎-真的嗎？
‎-當然

597
00:38:57,585 --> 00:38:59,455
‎天哪，可以嗎？

598
00:39:00,504 --> 00:39:01,464
‎麥蒂！

599
00:39:01,547 --> 00:39:03,217
‎麥蒂寶貝，給妳猜？

600
00:39:03,299 --> 00:39:05,219
‎我們要去公路旅行了！

601
00:39:05,801 --> 00:39:08,221
‎妳要跟外婆去公路旅行嗎？

602
00:39:08,804 --> 00:39:10,564
‎我們要去公路旅行了！

603
00:39:10,639 --> 00:39:14,309
‎天哪，我們要去公路旅行了！

604
00:40:25,172 --> 00:40:26,632
‎-就這些？
‎-就這些

605
00:40:38,894 --> 00:40:41,024
‎你要的話可以儘管來看她

606
00:40:43,023 --> 00:40:44,903
‎好，我會先讓自己改頭換面

607
00:40:48,863 --> 00:40:51,123
‎然後我就會常常去看她

608
00:41:00,666 --> 00:41:02,416
‎我會很想念她的

609
00:41:25,441 --> 00:41:26,651
‎祝妳好運，阿拉斯加

610
00:42:01,227 --> 00:42:04,097
‎-黑色的留著
‎-好

611
00:42:04,188 --> 00:42:06,648
‎對，黑色的好看

612
00:42:07,316 --> 00:42:08,276
‎走吧，麥蒂

613
00:42:35,469 --> 00:42:36,299
‎這邊

614
00:43:15,926 --> 00:43:17,046
‎好了，親愛的

615
00:43:18,929 --> 00:43:20,059
‎我馬上回來

616
00:43:28,939 --> 00:43:31,069
‎我不知道妳會來，快請進

617
00:43:31,150 --> 00:43:32,900
‎不行，麥蒂還在車上

618
00:43:34,028 --> 00:43:35,898
‎我只是想來說聲再見

619
00:43:36,488 --> 00:43:38,698
‎我也打算還給妳這個

620
00:43:38,782 --> 00:43:43,162
‎我不確定是我偷的還是怎樣
‎反正就在我那兒，所以…

621
00:43:44,246 --> 00:43:46,916
‎我有看到妳穿著它，感恩節對吧？

622
00:43:46,999 --> 00:43:48,129
‎我真的很抱歉

623
00:43:48,208 --> 00:43:50,788
‎不，不能怪一個女孩
‎想穿一下羊絨毛衣

624
00:43:53,339 --> 00:43:55,759
‎-所以下一站就是蒙大拿？
‎-我…

625
00:43:56,800 --> 00:44:00,300
‎要先去溫斯洛港接我媽
‎再走90號州際公路

626
00:44:02,514 --> 00:44:05,984
‎-謝謝妳做這麼好的朋友
‎-妳也是

627
00:44:09,480 --> 00:44:13,190
‎-毛衣留著吧
‎-不了，有一天我會自己買

628
00:44:13,734 --> 00:44:15,574
‎這件要一千四百元

629
00:44:16,612 --> 00:44:17,532
‎我還是留著吧

630
00:44:59,947 --> 00:45:00,857
‎媽？

631
00:45:02,408 --> 00:45:03,988
‎嗨

632
00:45:07,871 --> 00:45:10,331
‎寶貝，妳一定超興奮的

633
00:45:11,250 --> 00:45:14,960
‎-妳說要把車子賣掉
‎-對，我是說…

634
00:45:15,045 --> 00:45:17,205
‎沒錯，但是寶貝啊

635
00:45:17,297 --> 00:45:21,087
‎我有最驚人的消息

636
00:45:23,971 --> 00:45:24,931
‎什麼消息？

637
00:45:25,013 --> 00:45:28,023
‎麥卡把艾琳娜趕出去了

638
00:45:28,100 --> 00:45:30,810
‎他為了我把那個臭女人趕走了

639
00:45:30,894 --> 00:45:34,234
‎我昨晚睡在他床上，他的懷裡

640
00:45:34,314 --> 00:45:37,034
‎我告訴妳，寶貝，我們做愛還有…

641
00:45:37,109 --> 00:45:39,739
‎天哪，這是全新的境界

642
00:45:39,820 --> 00:45:41,410
‎即使對我來說都是

643
00:45:43,866 --> 00:45:45,276
‎妳不跟我們去了？

644
00:45:45,909 --> 00:45:48,659
‎親愛的，只是不是現在

645
00:45:48,745 --> 00:45:51,535
‎我不能現在丟下麥卡

646
00:45:51,623 --> 00:45:53,963
‎我們之間的關係，妳知道的，寶貝

647
00:45:54,042 --> 00:45:56,252
‎它實在很強大

648
00:45:57,296 --> 00:45:58,166
‎真的是…

649
00:46:00,048 --> 00:46:01,718
‎我不能等妳，媽

650
00:46:01,800 --> 00:46:04,430
‎不用，妳當然不用等我

651
00:46:04,511 --> 00:46:05,721
‎這是妳的時刻

652
00:46:05,804 --> 00:46:10,354
‎妳去吧，寶貝女兒
‎這樣好了，妳把地址給我

653
00:46:10,434 --> 00:46:13,064
‎我隨後就到

654
00:46:13,145 --> 00:46:15,185
‎我會跟過去，好嗎？

655
00:46:16,273 --> 00:46:19,153
‎-我不想把妳留在這裡
‎-我知道

656
00:46:19,234 --> 00:46:21,114
‎妳不覺得這些事情很妙嗎？

657
00:46:21,195 --> 00:46:24,195
‎我一跟麥卡說我要走了

658
00:46:24,281 --> 00:46:26,371
‎他就發現他對我是有感情的

659
00:46:26,450 --> 00:46:28,200
‎寶貝，就這樣“砰！”的爆發

660
00:46:28,285 --> 00:46:31,495
‎他跟艾琳娜講了我的事情

661
00:46:33,123 --> 00:46:34,003
‎妳就…

662
00:46:34,833 --> 00:46:36,133
‎替我開心吧

663
00:46:40,380 --> 00:46:41,670
‎就算妳不跟，我也會去的

664
00:46:41,757 --> 00:46:44,217
‎是啊，妳要去，妳當然要去啊

665
00:46:46,929 --> 00:46:49,849
‎寶貝，這是妳的冒險，不是我的

666
00:46:54,895 --> 00:46:56,185
‎妳不會有事吧？

667
00:46:58,440 --> 00:47:01,070
‎-拜託，妳知道妳愛我的
‎-我是愛妳的

668
00:47:01,151 --> 00:47:04,661
‎-我知道，給我好好抱一個
‎-好

669
00:47:05,906 --> 00:47:07,316
‎天哪

670
00:47:07,407 --> 00:47:08,737
‎親愛的

671
00:47:08,825 --> 00:47:11,115
‎-我愛妳，媽
‎-我知道，寶貝

672
00:47:40,148 --> 00:47:42,568
‎（密蘇拉，911公里）

673
00:48:10,053 --> 00:48:13,103
‎妳們要為大家再來一輪彈指嗎？

674
00:48:21,398 --> 00:48:24,278
‎我只想謝謝大家陪我做這個

675
00:48:25,027 --> 00:48:26,237
‎這是我的榮幸

676
00:48:27,779 --> 00:48:29,029
‎謝謝妳們

677
00:48:29,114 --> 00:48:30,624
‎謝謝妳，艾莉克絲

678
00:48:30,699 --> 00:48:33,409
‎等等，我們還沒聽到妳最開心的一天

679
00:48:39,666 --> 00:48:42,286
‎“我最開心的一天還沒發生

680
00:48:43,629 --> 00:48:45,299
‎但是就快要了

681
00:48:47,841 --> 00:48:52,141
‎那一天，我會坐在我的車上

682
00:48:52,220 --> 00:48:54,390
‎有股鮪魚的餘味

683
00:48:55,349 --> 00:48:58,059
‎載著我所有的行囊

684
00:48:58,143 --> 00:49:00,313
‎和我最棒的女兒

685
00:49:00,979 --> 00:49:03,819
‎我會開車離開這座小鎮

686
00:49:05,067 --> 00:49:07,607
‎我要開九小時的車

687
00:49:08,612 --> 00:49:13,832
‎走911公里到蒙大拿州密蘇拉

688
00:49:15,202 --> 00:49:18,502
‎我會在那裡度過接下來四年

689
00:49:19,289 --> 00:49:21,039
‎學習當個作家

690
00:49:22,417 --> 00:49:26,507
‎希望那段時間會有許多開心的日子

691
00:49:28,173 --> 00:49:30,763
‎我知道也會有辛苦的日子

692
00:49:33,637 --> 00:49:37,927
‎大部分的人都會賭
‎單親媽媽沒辦法念完大學

693
00:49:40,185 --> 00:49:42,395
‎但他們不知道我走到那一步的辛酸

694
00:49:45,357 --> 00:49:48,397
‎打掃了338間廁所

695
00:49:50,987 --> 00:49:53,407
‎申請了7種政府補助

696
00:49:55,075 --> 00:49:57,035
‎搬了9次家

697
00:49:58,995 --> 00:50:01,325
‎在渡輪站地上度過一夜

698
00:50:02,708 --> 00:50:06,838
‎還有我女兒三歲的一整年

699
00:50:09,005 --> 00:50:11,295
‎但是到了密蘇拉之後

700
00:50:12,551 --> 00:50:14,851
‎我會帶麥蒂去爬聖提諾山

701
00:50:16,054 --> 00:50:19,524
‎眺望小鎮，帶她去看我們的新家

702
00:50:23,478 --> 00:50:25,978
‎我一直跟她說有個大M

703
00:50:26,064 --> 00:50:27,904
‎就在山頂上

704
00:50:33,989 --> 00:50:37,739
‎上山的路漫長曲折

705
00:50:41,204 --> 00:50:42,254
‎登山很辛苦

706
00:50:44,958 --> 00:50:46,878
‎但我們會爬到山頂

707
00:50:49,254 --> 00:50:50,594
‎到時候

708
00:50:52,799 --> 00:50:55,929
‎我會告訴她
‎那個M字代表的是‘麥蒂’

709
00:50:59,097 --> 00:51:01,557
‎這個全新的世界獻給她”

710
00:51:33,298 --> 00:51:36,508
‎（如果你或你認識的人遇到家暴

711
00:51:36,593 --> 00:51:40,223
‎需要協助尋找緊急資源，請參訪
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712
00:52:25,767 --> 00:52:28,267
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