Previously on "The Real Housewives of Salt Lake City"...
Opening Ceremonies, bitches.
How do I turn?
LISA: Big bitch energy. Come on. Let's go.
Aah!
This kind of isn't my thing.
We tell people we're having a week of auditions
and then a week for us to cobble together our choir.
This is something I want to create.
I'm missing feeling, you know, the presence of God in my life.
Chris got really frustrated because he felt like
I was being attacked in the media.
Please judge me later, but...
I created a fake account.
You need to take some accountability
because he did it. -Why? Why?
-Because that's your husband! -I agree. Talk to him.
Oh, my gosh!
You said you're my friend. You cared about me.
And then you went on social media
and showed exactly the opposite, so you were fake.
I told the truth. If you don't like the truth...
Moving forward, moving forward--
...don't ask for it!
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JEN: I'm fighting for my life, not your approval.
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WHITNEY: I am more of a free spirit
without the Holy Spirit.
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LISA: I'll always have your back
if you stop stabbing me in mine.
MEREDITH: When I take a shot, I always hit my mark.
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HEATHER: I may be a bad Mormon,
but I'll always be a good time.
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What's up, guys?
-Hey, Jack. -What are you guys doing?
Origami.
JOHN: Are you guys gonna be hungry soon?
-I'll start getting stuff ready. -I'm hungry.
I'm always hungry, though.
-What are you guys making? -I don't know.
But Henry's good at telling me I suck at it.
Oh.
Oh, you got new scriptures.
Those have your name on 'em, too. Did you see?
Oh. I'll do a piece. I'll do a piece.
Okay. We gotta ease into it, but I wanna give back
to, like, where we're doing, like, scripture study,
Bible study together at least once a week.
You know, Heather? I auditioned for Heather's choir
'cause that's her way of feeling connected to church still.
Because that's, like, something she enjoyed with it.
By watching her, like, I feel like more compelled
to gravitate the other way because it makes me miss
some of the things I've felt more connected to.
You know, I'm not super proud of, like, the example I've set
for Jack and Henry.
Like, I know I'm spiritual, but I think it's important
that my kids see me make the efforts
to get up and go to church with them on Sunday.
Like, it's course correction for me.
And I think this is my way of acknowledging
that, like, I messed up.
I think the great thing about religion
is everyone can do it a different way.
There isn't one set way to do it.
-Yeah. Exactly. -Yeah, well, and that's what
your mom always says. -Like, the world is crazy.
You guys have to have like a really good core.
And I think if your core's focused on God,
your life will be a little easier.
I actually think meditation is a way of praying,
and, you know, don't necessarily have to be
saying words or speaking words in your mind
or, you know, verbally.
Like, what Jack's doing right now.
Mm-hmm. Yeah. Jack dreaming of--
Jack's just daydreaming about women.
[laughter]
-Yeah, probably. -It's not wrong.
Prob--Probably very true.
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Hey, Whitney.
Are you ready to do this?
Are youready?
I'm gonna be, like, on the bunny hill.
-You gonna hang with me? -No, I'm taking you up, girl.
Oh, I can see Jen.
I'm gonna blend in.
Look at you.
Oh, my gosh. I love your braids.
-Hi. -Of course you did that.
-Ready? -Yeah, let's go.
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-JEN: So pretty up here. -Thanks for coming with me.
-Thanks for inviting us. -LISA: I know.
Wait. So are we going down that hill?
No, we're going higher than that.
-Yeah, we're going to the top. -Oh, my gosh.
We live in Utah.
Utah is known for having some of the best snow in the world.
The slopes are right in our backyard.
So it is time that Jen and Lisa really step up their game
and stop ----ing around on the bunny hill.
We'll see. It's not-- it seems intimidating,
but you can take any way down.
-Like the gondola down? -[laughter]
Nope. You are going down on your sticks.
See you at the bottom.
There's no more little girls around here, okay?
We're going to the big girl hill.
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Wait. I need to warm up first. Okay, I'm warming up.
Whoo! We're skiing!
We're skiing!
I just don't wanna cut anybody off.
I think I'm going too fast and so big turns!
[laughter]
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-Whoo! -Yeah!
-Party on the mountain. -Yes!
You're so good.
***
You know, the last few years,
my skiing skills have vastly improved.
They've gotten a lot better.
I attribute that to hard work, dedication,
and taking my anti-anxiety pills.
That's the winning combination.
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[screaming]
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Has anybody seen my goggles?
-They're on your arm. -Oh, thank you.
[laughter]
I need a mirror.
Here. Are my glasses reflective?
How did your audition go?
-Well, apparently I made it. -So did I.
Honestly, Lisa, like,
you were one of the very best singers of the day.
I would love if you would be willing to sing soprano
in this little choir.
Um...
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The last time I saw her, she, like,
physically escorted me from her house.
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With the Lisa stuff, um, her tweet,
I challenged Heather.
I said, "Well, have you even considered Lisa's side of it?"
And she physically, like, grabs me, turns me around,
and pushes me to her front door.
I am done. I've done my job today.
...trying to navigate the situation.
And, like, thanks to everyone for being here. Goodbye.
[door slams]
Is that unreal? Like...
I'm surprised Whitney defended Lisa to Heather.
But I find her reaction
completely out of character for her.
This does not sound like the Heather I know,
where I'm wondering, like, what--
what's going on with Heather?
All of this stuff is a house of cards built on lies,
and if one of those cards moves, it's all gonna crumble.
That's why she's, like, upset with you, upset with you,
and upset with me because we're, like, saying,
"Hey, that's not the truth."
I talked to her about what Chris and--had done, and Angie,
and she was genuinely upset by it.
That's how she received information.
-In the moment, she was upset. -In the moment.
And I'm like, so confused 'cause we go to the audition.
Now why don't you say anything...
-LISA: Yeah. -...to Angie Harrington?
I feel like whenever we're in a group setting,
Heather just kinda sets--sits-- steps back.
I keep showing up for Heather, I feel,
and it's kind of like a pathetic feeling.
I feel like I chase her down.
Like, I feel like I'm always constantly the one that's like,
"Are we good?" Like, "Hey, I just shared with you
that I've had all this trauma that I'm working through,
and I'm trying to explain to you that in the past,
when I have stirred the pot or been messy,
it's because that's where I naturally, like...
that's how I learned how to, like, behave, right?
That's why I got attention."
And I'm, like, trying to tell her,
Like, I'm--I'm trying to break that pattern.
Like, I don't wanna be that person, right?
And in I'm telling her I'm going through
all this pain and trauma, she never once, like,
picked up the phone after Phoenix to call me.
I don't like living in this space of ambiguity.
I would rather be like, "Hey, I'm not okay with this.
I'm hurt, and we need to talk about stuff."
***
Coming up...
Danna started off with saying,
"Well, what was that all about with Jen bullying Angie?"
No, no, no, wait. She said "bullying"?
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[knock on door]
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[laughs]
Coach!
Yes!
Ahh!
Bringing the South to your mouth!
You understand me.
It's barbecue time. It's the no-wife zone.
Let me introduce you to a couple of folks, man.
I got my guy. This is Marcus Jones.
Marcus is the owner of Miss Essies.
-Oh, awesome. -This is a good friend of mine.
Bringing the South to your mouth.
When I rolled in and saw that...
-[laughter] -Listen...
I give it a 12 out of 10 on the tagline.
I think it's great that Coach is hosting a barbecue.
-[laughs] This guy's a stud. -Listen.
Getting the guys together.
Come on in. Yes, sir. Yes, sir.
You know, understand what's going on with Coach and Jen.
Oh. What you got, some sweet treats?
-You know it. -Get in here.
And then see how we can be supportive.
I cannot even comprehend what he's going through.
So I-I love that he was proactive in doing that.
This is just what the doctor ordered right now.
-Seth. -Seth Marks.
-Yeah, at the party. We did. -Yes, yes.
Thank you, Shawn. Brother, thank you.
Yes, this is a wonderful man.
-So your wife is... -Danna.
Great to meet you.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Yes! [laughs]
-I-I knocked on the door. -I'm glad you just came in.
[laughs] You've never been here. Yes!
We got the crew. We got the crew.
-We got the crew. -You good?
We good. We gotta get some time, me and you.
Oh, really? All right.
I think it is a good idea for he and I to talk.
There's--There's more to talk about than just what Lisa said.
-Looks amazing. -Those look really good.
I think there's a lot of things to straighten out.
-Let's just bow our heads... -Yeah.
...and just say grace. In the name of Allah,
the Most Magnificent, Most Merciful God,
thank you for allowing our friends to dwell together.
We ask you to humbly protect us, protect our families,
and most importantly, God, give us the understanding
to have faith in those things that we cannot understand.
We say these things only in God's name. Amen.
Amen.
Well, you guys, dig in. We got beef brisket,
sweet corn, macaroni and cheese, always a fan favorite,
some chicken drumsticks.
So you guys dig in, please.
Mm-hmm.
How much time do we have to eat in silence
and just enjoy this sh--?
When our wives are crazy,
we need to remember that, listen,
not everything has to bleed into ourrelationship.
Let's just eat. Let's laugh a little bit
without our wives waiting or hanging in the distance.
No wives invited.
Hey! The strippers are here!
[laughter]
How are you?
We gotta get her outta her right now.
I'm gonna come give her a hug. I love you, baby. Okay.
-I'll see you later. -Love you, baby.
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I definitely feel the tension between Seth and John right now,
and I'm actually surprised,
because I thought we had a guy code
that meant we leave that behind when we get together.
I gotta have my guy do this demonstration.
All right, let's do it.
Come on. Let's make our way to the counter.
-Look at that. Look at that. -Ooh.
It's a big piece of meat, but you know,
don't be intimidated.
We're gonna season this bad boy up.
Let me see how you do it.
Oh, wait, so basically, all we're just gonna...
[sexy music playing]
...literally lay it on there.
Ooh. So you can get thick with it like that, huh?
-Yeah. -I like that.
***
[exhales deeply] It's getting hot in here.
How are the boys? They're good?
Yeah, they're good. Jack's getting--
He's almost as tall as me.
-Seth. Party. -Dude, this is great.
-Thank you for having us. -Man, brother, thank you.
I would love to talk to you just to get some sh-- out...
-Yeah, happy to. -Because...
-Do it, man. Do it. Do it. -Yeah.
-If anyone knows how I can't-- -No, no, no, do it.
-When you got the... -Do it, brother. Do it.
It's why we here, to visit a little bit. Go.
Thank you.
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Beautiful out, actually.
Yeah, it's not so bad in the sun.
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Oh.
I just, like, how-- I don't know. I've never...
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...had a situation like this where I have a friend
whose wife...went crazy on my wife.
Uh-huh.
When you see Meredith,
I know you guys didn't talk to each other at the party.
I don't know if you were trying to avoid her or...
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No, I didn't. I...was kind of in my own zone there. [laughs]
[chuckles]
How would you feel if Meredith said,
"Lisa Barlow's a garbage whore. [bleep] her family.
She's a piece of sh--. Her husband can't keep a job"?
I mean, it's...
When they were in Arizona,
your wife brought up rumors that Lisa cheated on me
just out of the blue.
And so I don't know.
I mean, I don't think anybody can walk around
and say that they have never done anything dumb
that they regret and ask for forgiveness.
I think it's more constructive
when you...have qualms with somebody
to actually say it to their face
rather than behind their back. -Yeah.
Again, your wife brought up rumors that Lisa cheated on me.
I agree with you as far as communicating.
I mean, that is the best thing. I know there are times that
she tried to communicate with Meredith,
and Meredith was like, "I don't have time for this."
I keep looking at 'em. I just wanna make sure
there's no--no fists are flying or anything.
Hey, listen, this was a-- this was a conversation that...
-That needs to happen. -...that needs to happen.
I....value you, your friendship, everything, so...
Likewise, man. Like, that's why
this is so ----ing hard, you know?
-[laughs] Yeah. -When you, like, have--
----ing love a dude?
No, I agree. I agree. I agree.
Come on, let's go, 'cause I know you're going to.
Look, hey, hey.
-Hold on. Hold on. Hold on. -What?
What?
Listen, here's what I wanna know. One question.
Are we better?
Better than what we were before we walked out?
-Yes, sir. -Then that's all that matters.
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How are youdoing, man?
[exhales deeply]
The sh-- you're going through with your family right now...
Man, um...
I believe that God never makes mistakes. Never.
And so I am where--exactly where I'm supposed to be.
And some days that is painful. Some days that's hard.
And, uh, and I-I cry.
I cry because I can't control the outcome.
I can't fix it. I can't do what most men wanna do
for their wives in making it better.
I-I can't do that, and, um, some days
I feel absolutely helpless.
So...
-Man. -We're all with you.
Man.
-We're your family. -Thank you.
Thank you, brother.
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you so much. Thank you.
You say, "How am I getting through it right here?"
This will last me. This will...fortify my spirit.
I'll--I'll be okay. I'll be good.
My life transitioned this week.
So I, um, I stepped away, um,
or parted ways would probably be a better way to say it,
with the company I've been with for seven years.
-[groans] -Oh, man.
Life throws some interesting things at you.
It does, doesn't it?
And it's really how you react to that.
Something I told my wife every day--
I said, "Baby, I don't know what's gonna happen
two minutes from now.
I just know how I'm going to react to it."
-Right. -God, I'm not flinching.
Okay, so now what? So now what?
I feel like we're in therapy. [laughs]
I know. It is therapy.
[laughter and chattering]
Coming up...
Heather, I just think, like, do you like me?
"Yes" or "no" question.
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ALEX: What are we getting into?
I thought we'd just make a little snack,
a little white bean salad.
-Sure. -That sounds good.
-Do you need help? -You wanna open the cans for me?
Sure.
Okay. Oh, honey, honey, honey, you know what?
The--The mess is worse than the help. Thank you. [laughs]
-Hey. What are you guys doing? -We're just making
a little white bean salad. -White bean salad.
That sounds good.
So, guys, tell me what's going on.
We are traveling a lot this week for college tours.
It's so different than we-- Mer, you know,
like from when we did it, so... -Yeah. Well, yeah.
It is different, Myra. We're on the older side of things now.
-Uh, I don't think so. -I think you guys still look--
-You guys are spring chickens. -Age--Age is a mindset.
Myra is my sister. She lives in Chicago,
but we are very, very close.
Um, have been for the large majority of our lives.
You know, but like any other close relationship,
you certainly have ups and downs.
Hold it. You're not holding it.
Well, I'm afraid you're gonna cut my finger.
-Well, Alex? -I'll hold it.
-Watch your finger. -Watch his finger.
-I know, Alex. -My finger is not getting cut.
We did have a little bit of a rough time last winter
with everything that was going on with my father
and my nephew.
[voice breaking] We had some very serious issues
going on in my family. [sniffles]
I couldn't get him buried. I couldn't get any peace.
I was fighting incessantly with my sister.
I have a nephew with mental health issues.
[sniffles] It wasn't my story to tell.
It was hard for us to see eye to eye,
to, you know, to fulfill the different needs
we needed for closure, but we're in a great place again.
I'm getting really excited about our event.
-I am, too. -Oh, me, too. I am so--
It's gonna be amazing.
And seeing the venue was immensely helpful.
-Yeah. -And I-I'm really excited.
I wanna hear all about that from you, Myra.
-Yes, we will. -Thank you.
Of course.
***
Why don't we ha--like, sit down and eat some of this?
All right.
***
-Ooh, I'm kinda cold. -Oh, it's just...
-Are you warm? -I'm--Really?
No matter what, what's the rule? If you're warm, I'm cold.
Um...seriously,
I'm so excited to do this with you.
Our family has been through
a lot in the last year, you know?
With everything that happened with Alex, you know,
it's almost like this is a celebration
of where he is in his life.
With Alex, it's been a-a long journey.
Over the years, there were a variety of just little signs
that, you know, he was not happy,
that he was struggling in different ways.
He went to multiple facilities for mental health,
for drug addiction, um, and it just didn't seem
to be getting much better, and, um...
[voice breaking] And last winter he drank a bottle of bleach.
He's doing so well, Mer.
He does seem like he's doing great,
but the question is, is he getting better
at expressing where he really is?
That's the amazing thing.
He told his therapist when he's been triggered.
-That's incredible. -Yeah, that's what you need.
He is so excited to help others
because he's, like, coming around
and now he's on the other side of it.
And to have you give this event,
it's special because it's you doing it.
So me, anyone, Alex--involved in this--want positivity.
You have to really think it through.
Who do you want at our positiveevent?
-Well... [chuckles] -You know?
-Yeah, then that, uh... -And it's a little tricky.
That's a wild card with a lot of--a lot of the women here.
They have not been good to you, Meredith.
Um, you know, it's not just Lisa right now.
We get to Arizona. Whitney has this meltdown and is like,
"We have to all tell Lisa we're talking about her."
So now fast-forward back to today.
So now she has apparently continued to insist to Lisa
that I'm the one who started these rumors
to the point where John said something to Seth about it.
-Wow. -He said she was really hurt
that Meredith wasn't there for Lisa when she needed her--
a friend. -How was I not there
listening to her for three hours a day?
On the phone hours a day.
I did not accuse that. I did not accuse that.
Whitney did, and that actually really pisses me off.
You certainly don't need to deal with that.
No one deserves that.
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That's not a friend.
***
-Hello. -Oh. Oh, hey!
This is a sexy place for our first rehearsal.
-It's cool. -Right? Now the muscle came.
The muscle is here.
All right. Now we don't have to move anything anymore.
Do you need some furniture moved?
-[laughter] -We do.
-Is this the keyboard? -That is the keyboard.
-Ooh, that's awesome. Wonderful. -We have a big speaker.
I can't believe it's actually happening,
that the first choir rehearsal is here.
It's still way too high. Can we try one more time? I'm sorry.
Our auditions had some highs...
* Go marching in *
-Oh, a triple. -[cheering]
...and some lows.
You don't even seem like you care!
Jen, I care.
I really wanna create a safe space,
just a feeling of renewal and spiritual centeredness
through music, and I'm glad that my friends
will be a part of it, and I hope they don't mess it up.
Let's hit it, toots.
Do you think this is loud enough?
-[plays chords] -Yeah, it is.
* Ahh *
Here--hit me-- hit me with another note.
* Ahh *
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[amplified voice] Angie.
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[singsongy] I'm ready.
-Hey. -Hi.
-You look beautiful. -You, too.
Off we go.
-Thanks for picking me up, Mama. -Oh, yeah.
I love driving with you. We can catch up on the drive.
So did I tell you I went skiing
with Lisa and Whitney?
Oh, how fun. How was that?
[screaming]
It was good. Um, Whitney and Lisa talked about
that they both made the choir.
Have you even talked to Heather?
I mean, where you guys at with everything?
Oh, my gosh.
It's been awkward between Heather and I.
Heather doesn't see a problem with what Angie did.
You cannot say you're my ride or die and then--Huh?
-Okay, cross. -By a cross.
Okay.
You cannot say you're my ride or die,
but then not stick up for me
when it's not about choosing sides or friendships.
It's about right or wrong.
I'm going to the choir rehearsal to support Heather,
but I'm confused right now.
Because if the tables were turned,
you better believe
I would have cussed Angie and Chris Harrington out
on Heather's behalf and been like,
"That is wrong. It was ----ed up.
You don't do that. Apologize."
I just want Heather to, like, have my back
and just do the right thing.
There's a few other things that we need to talk about.
Um, Meredith--
[amplified voice] What do we need to handle?
[laughs] Well, keep that ready because you're gonna need it.
So Meredith had invited me to a spin class last week,
and I get there, and there was Danna.
She brought up the situation at the choir audition.
Started off with saying,
"Well, what was that all about with Jen bullying Angie?"
Don't you think Jen could have handled the situation
a little bit different that day at the audition?
Honestly, I feel like she was almost bullying.
Like, I feel like no one stands up to her
and no one puts her ass in check when she's stepping out of line.
No, no, no, no, wait. She said "bullying"?
-She said "bullying." -"Bullying"?
Did she hear what Angie did to me?
You know what? [bleep] Danna.
How in the hell, in what world am I bullying Angie Harrington
when Angie Harrington's husband set up @shahxposed?
How am I the bully in this?
Danna, what you're not gonna do is go around
and all of a sudden label me
without having a one-on-one conversation with me.
-Bitch, you don't even know me. -You just need to be careful
and not be around dangerous people
or people that don't have your back.
Right.
Coming up...
This is first time that I haven't gone along to get along.
I don't want this awkward space anymore.
Hey, don't go along to get along.
-Don't go along to get along. -That's what I did, and I--
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-Hi, hi, hi! -[singsongy] Hello!
-Hey! -Hello!
-We have people here! -Choir is here. Hi! [laughs]
Oh, no, there she is. Angie Harrington.
-Oh, hi. -How are you?
-I love it. I... -The choir came together.
Oh, my gosh! I wasn't sure you were coming, Whitney!
[cheering]
I'm thrilled that Whitney came.
I don't know what's going on between us.
That was a lie. You win. I'm done.
-We always show up matching. -You do.
There's so much conflict with us, but I know that
if we can have a positive experience,
you know, that'll be a little deposit
in our emotional bank account.
When she told me that you made the choir, I was like,
"Well, you're letting anybody in, Heather."
[laughter]
I said I was just as surprised that I made the choir.
If I want to repair my relationship with Heather,
I'm going to have to show up and support her
even though it's uncomfortable.
We're singing Mormon hymns, and she literally was with me
signing my paper about how much trauma I have
around the Mormon Church.
I can't sign this fast enough.
If that is--does not show my commitment to friendship,
then I don't know what does.
The truth is, when we did auditions,
we wanted people that really came
with a base level of love for music
so that it could be focused on just singing together.
Do we wanna, like, um, bring up some chairs and...
-Yeah. -...and get comfortable
and get to know each other a little bit?
-Sure. -Why not?
Sure. We can pull some chairs in.
-I'll sit by you, girl. -Oh, okay.
Come sit.
Oh! Well, here we go.
[cheering]
We are ready for this choir.
Oh, my goodness. Lisa Barlow.
Hey!
Oh, I love you.
-Hi. -Thanks for coming.
-You're welcome. -This means a lot to me.
I'm so glad you're here.
In true Heather and Lisa fashion,
there's a Band-Aid on our situation,
but there's no sutures.
It can, like, easily rip off and then we go back
to the same problems over and over again.
You know, in the 10 Commandments,
there's one that's, like, "Thou shall not lie,"
and maybe singing hymns will remind Heather.
WHITNEY: Did Meredith make the choir?
-There you go. -That's okay.
I have issues with Angie Harrington.
Now is not the time for me to have any conversation.
Anything I say and any conversation we have right now
is not gonna be productive.
But you know what? It's a damn good thing
that there is no Danna Banana coming today.
We don't need choir auditions part two.
Hell, no. No way.
-Hi, everybody. -Hi!
Hello!
Thank you all so much for being here.
So my name's Cory.
I've been in choir since fifth grade,
and then I became a choir director.
I taught middle school choir for 21 years.
You know, a lot of people in Utah
grew up in church music or high school music
and maybe no longer go to the same church
or church at all and just really need a place to make music
and to worship in a way that means something to you.
So round of applause
for everyone for coming and supporting.
This means so, so much.
So let's sing. You wanna sing?
Everybody stand up.
No, how did I miss this?
Yeah, because we know you guys--
She sings. You and I have to, like, you and I have to--
The whole thing, yeah.
Ugh. I hate her.
-You know what I mean? So... -I know.
I, like, want this to happen.
I want this to be positive for you and me so we have to talk.
But, listen, like, I'm working on a friendship with you.
I'm putting in the effort, Heather.
So everyone just kind of semicircle around a little bit.
We're just gonna warm up with a hum.
When you hum, you want your lips together but your teeth apart.
Put lots of space in your mouth.
[humming scales]
-[humming continues] -I wanna be here to support you,
and that's why I showed up at auditions.
-That was huge. -That's why I'm here today.
It was a huge gesture. It means a lot to me.
Now open up to an "ahh."
* Ahh-ah-ah-ah *
I know you probably wanted to throw me out.
-I didn't-- -And I'm glad you didn't.
I didn't. I don't want to be in a space
of contention and anger.
[humming resumes]
Why would you take, like, something that's very sensitive
such as my dad's obituary and death
and the text messages that I exchanged with you
while my dad was dying, okay?
And tweet that if you didn't wanna go backward with me?
You have to see it from my side, too, Heather.
My character was denigrated
because you told a lie. -[scales singing continues]
And I was, like, I have to clear my name.
* Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah *
I second-guessed myself, Heather.
I was like, am I that sh--ty of a person?
-Did I not-- -Yes.
-No, I wasn't. I wasn't. -Yes.
CHOIR: * Ah-ah-ah *
Hey, hey, Lisa. You're an empath, right?
Let's put the facts aside and focus on the feelings.
My feelings are hurt, and as an empath...
I'm an empath. I absorb it all.
...you should feel that.
Heather, I just think, like, do you like me?
***
"Yes" or "no" question.
It's a "yes" or "no" question. Do you like me?
***
Heather, I just think, like, do you like me?
"Yes" or "no" question.
Two, three, four.
* God be with you till we meet again *
It's a "yes" or "no" question. Do you like me?
CHOIR: * God be with you till we meet again *
'Cause I'm trying.
Yeah, it is important to me because if you're--if you're
saying you're my friend, and you don't like me,
your actions are showing me you don't like me.
* Again *
I want and have never wanted anything more
than to just be good with you, but you created
the space where we weren't good, and you have never owned that.
I don't feel like that's the truth.
Okay, okay. If you want to just
start ground zero moving forward,
I want to be your friend.
-But you lied, and I-- -Oh, my God.
-Are you for real right now? -Listen. No, listen.
Stop for a second. Let's talk through this.
I wanna talk to you privately, is that okay? Okay. Come here.
-This is nothing-- -Come here.
Hold on, girl. I'll be right back.
Take it to the top. I'll be working on my hymns.
-Is that good? -Yes.
You are a casualty in this, and I'm so sorry,
and he is so sorry.
There's just all these rumors that affect my credibility,
and I'm going to trial to fight for my freedom,
you know, I have-- -Sure, yep.
I talked to Sharrieff, and Sharrieff--
he was so hurt about it. I told you that.
And Sharrieff's like, "You know what?
Ask--Talk to Angie and Chris. Have him apologize in public,
like he put your name out there in public."
-For sure. Yeah. Absolutely. -Okay.
I wanna move forward.
I don't like living in this space right now.
And if Chris can do this,
then I can move on from this situation, and so can Coach.
Listen, you of all people should know. We were in Arizona.
There's a lot of lies being said about me.
Those are hurtful to me, my husband, and my kids.
And I would never sign up for those lies.
And--And that--that was extremely painful
for me, my husband, and my kids.
And I have never heard those lies
nor corroborated those lies. I think they're ridiculous.
Whitney has been very consistent in saying
you guys were all a part of that,
and, like, you said that, and I'm choosing
to believe Whitney. -Why? Why was--I know,
but that's crazy, man, because, like, when you're trying--
Like, why would she make that up?
-I don't-- -Like, Whitney's right here.
We can bring her over.
-I would love to know what-- -I'm saying I believe you.
-Okay, well... -Oh, God.
I was just saying, like, 'cause she feels like
I think she's a liar, and, like, I choose to believe Whitney.
I choose to believe that Whitney heard those things,
you were there when they happened.
If you heard 'em or not, that's--
But Whitney's recanted that and said, like--
No, I haven't recanted that. I have not recanted that. I--I--
-So what's the story? -I just think Heather
conveniently forgets or she really has forgotten.
Because clearly you don't remember.
So either you're purposely not remembering...
Okay, so let's-- okay, okay, okay.
...or it's convenient, or you forgot.
So okay, how do I fix that? How do I fix that?
In either situation, how do I fix that?
Is that--Is that an easy place for you to go?
Like, when you called me about the auditions,
you're like, "I don't really remember how it ended."
I don't even remember what we said last time we were together.
I know it wasn't pleasant.
The fact that Heather can't remember things
that she does to hurt me makes me feel like
that's a Heather problem, and it's not my problem.
It's something she needs to work on.
-Why am I here? -But Lisa understood--
Last time I saw you when I brought up Lisa
and defended her, you pushed me out of your house
but still invited me to choir and told me
that you forgot we were in a fight.
I am shocked that you want me in your choir
after you physically turned me around and sent me to the door.
I forgot about that completely.
Because what you're saying didn't land with me
as sincere or real. -Because it was about Lisa.
It felt like it was fully ----ing fake.
Because I have a friendship with Lisa?
No, like, I-- Be friends. Wonderful.
-All of the-- -It's the first time
that I haven't gone along to get along.
I'm just telling you how I feel. I came to you to say,
I don't want this awkward space anymore.
Hey, don't go along to get along.
That's what I did the other night.
Don't go along to get along. The awkward space is gone.
Hey, great. It's gone.
***
This is exactly what happened that night.
You walk away and dismiss me, and then we get nowhere.
When people start to show you who they are, believe them.
Like, at this point, I'm starting
to feel like, all right, [bleep] you, Heather.
If she doesn't wanna be the same level of friend
with me, that's fine. I now know where to put her.
I'm realizing now, like, after being shut down
for the hundredth time...
[bleep] you for calling me a ----ing liar!
I am so tired. I'm done. Thanks for coming.
Um...I'm done.
All right. We have the whole group together finally.
-Here we go. Melody. -This will heal. This will heal.
This will heal.
Not really, but let's just run that section.
Here we go. Ready and...
* God be with you till we meet again *
* By his counsels guide, uphold you *
* Till we meet, till we meet *
* God be with you till we meet again *
That's a good song to go out on.
It is, right?
Coming up...
But don't call me a bully because that is not
what the [bleep] what-- what happened.
Wow. Danna, we're done.
Meredith, we'll call you back, baby. Bye.
Listen for a sec--
***
[knock on door]
***
-What's up, girl? -Hi!
How are you? Oh, you look so beautiful.
-You want a drink? -Yeah, sure.
Still? Sparkling? What do you--
-Um, sparkling. -Perrier?
-Yes. -Pellegrino?
Um...Perrier's fine. Lemon, lime, plain?
-Uh, lemon. -[laughs]
Why do you have-- you have, like--
Girl, you have all the drinks in there.
Only shortage of food. No shortage of drinks.
-Yeah. Yeah. -Right? [laughs]
What's going on with you?
Nothing much, just working today for a little bit,
showing a few homes for clients.
I'm gonna go to the gym after this, pick up my kids,
and then hopefully be able to get a date night in
with my husband, so I'm trying to manage--
-It's a lot. -It's a lot of work.
When kids are little, it's a lot of work.
I like Danna, and now that I have shed
the toxic friendships, it's nice to have some time
to be able to explore some new friendships
with people who seem to be very kind and caring.
So what are you guys gonna do for date night?
Maybe go watch a movie,
um, just having some quality time together.
-It's so important to do that. -You do really...
-Yeah. -...need that, though.
Seth and I went through a lot of ups and downs,
and it all would have been, like, probably
headed off if we had just taken that kind of time.
I fight hard. My husband fights hard.
We love each other. We just fight.
We just make it work.
-Fight for each other. -[sighs] Yeah.
-So it's hard. -You gotta do it, right?
***
-Hey, sis. -[singsongy] Aloha!
Welcome!
Are you blowing up the palm trees?
Well, I'm gonna need your help, but first, give me a hug.
-Good to see you. You look sexy. -How are you?
***
Whoo!
Oh, my gosh. This water is perfect.
First of all, do you need me to hype you up?
-Girl, I don't need any hype. -Cheers.
I am ready for this trip,
and I'm ready to get everybody hyped up for the trip.
I'm in need of a real turn-up vacation, okay?
Like a Jen Shah-hosted turn-up.
Obviously, I can't go out of the country right now,
but a beach--maybe on the coast.
I don't know. California but somewhere warm.
Girl, I have got a friend with a house in San Diego.
Go to the beach. It's close to the beach. Opa!
I don't want any more healing trips.
I don't want anybody bringing up their trauma.
We get glam. We look cute. We go dancing.
We keep it right on the surface.
Oh, look, that looks pretty good.
Look, this is totally believable.
For all they know, we're in Hawaii.
So let's call Meredith and invite her.
-ANGIE: Okay. -[cellphone rings]
[cellphone chimes]
[singsongy] Hello!
We're calling to invite you to...
BOTH: [singsongy] San Diego!
Whoo!
-Look who I have here. -Hi, guys.
So who's going?
So it's you, Heather, Whitney, Lisa, Jennifer Shah,
and Angie Katsanevas.
And, Danna, I would invite you
except I heard you were talking sh--, girl.
Okay, so wait, Jen,
I think you and Danna have some,
like, miscommunications going on here.
Don't call me a bully because that is not
what the [bleep] what--what happened.
I don't tolerate stuff like that.
Wow. Danna, we're done.
Meredith, we'll call you back, baby. Bye.
Listen for a sec. Oh, God.
I'm not gonna sit here and be bullied. I'mbeing bullied.
Well, Jen, don't even defend yourself.
-This girl's a total stranger. -No, I'm not gonna do this.
I'm good. Invite the rest of the girls.
This girl's a total stranger.
I have to sit here and let somebody tell me
that I'm a bully?!
-I'm not gonna perpetuate this! -Jen, Jen, she doesn't matter.
[bleep] her. Nobody cares what she says.
Well, aloha to me, apparently.
***
Still to come this season
on "The Real Housewives of Salt Lake City"...
[amplified voice] Thank you so much,
and we'll see you in sunny San Diego.
San Diego!
-Aah! -[horn honks]
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[chanting] Suck her titties. Suck her titties.
Heather, I've never seen this side of you.
[gasps] Are you serious, Jen?
Yeah, I'm serious.
I was, like, sent a random DM
with this SEC filing.
What does that mean about Lisa's company?
It seems very, very strange.
Why the [bleep] is she talking about my business with you?
This is no one's ----ing business.
Someone close to me was working for Jen,
and now he's an informant.
What you're talking about is my life! Check...your...source!
Why don't you tell Heather how you feel
since we're all putting our feelings on the table?
Floor is yours. Go ahead. -I just--No, I--
Now I sh-- talked over you?
You're ----ing still doing it right now, Heather!
Well, then speak and say what you wanna say!
I have!
Heather, your mouth is just going like this.
There's a whole lot of bullsh-- coming out of it.
You're coming at metoday? I don't ----ing deserve that.
[crying] You're supposed to be my ride or die, and guess what.
That's not ride or die ----ing characteristics.
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[door knob rattling]
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