1 00:00:00,217 --> 00:00:02,176 Previously this season 2 00:00:02,176 --> 00:00:04,395 on "The Real Housewives of Salt Lake City"... 3 00:00:04,395 --> 00:00:06,528 There's not a place that I can go right now 4 00:00:06,528 --> 00:00:10,097 and sing spiritual or non-spiritual songs 5 00:00:10,097 --> 00:00:12,664 with a community that I love. 6 00:00:12,664 --> 00:00:15,537 I know the amount of pressure that you have on you. 7 00:00:15,537 --> 00:00:17,147 - You're writing a book. - Yeah. 8 00:00:17,147 --> 00:00:18,975 I'm writing a book about leaving the Mormon Church, 9 00:00:18,975 --> 00:00:21,325 and I decided to call it "Bad Mormon." 10 00:00:21,325 --> 00:00:24,024 Chris Harrington started an Instagram page 11 00:00:24,024 --> 00:00:25,721 called @shahXposed. 12 00:00:25,721 --> 00:00:28,767 In a very immature moment, 13 00:00:28,767 --> 00:00:30,378 I created a fake account. 14 00:00:30,378 --> 00:00:32,423 Which straw breaks the camel's back? 15 00:00:32,423 --> 00:00:34,469 It's unbelievably serious to me, 16 00:00:34,469 --> 00:00:36,645 and I have the most forgiving heart. 17 00:00:36,645 --> 00:00:38,690 - [gasps] Are you serious, Jen? - Oh! 18 00:00:38,690 --> 00:00:40,040 Yeah, I'm serious. 19 00:00:40,040 --> 00:00:41,650 I was supposed to open up my house, 20 00:00:41,650 --> 00:00:44,044 not open up my wallet, and you haven't said a----ing word, 21 00:00:44,044 --> 00:00:45,828 not even a "thank you" card. 22 00:00:45,828 --> 00:00:48,526 Don't you ever----ing expect me to have your----ing back. 23 00:00:48,526 --> 00:00:50,789 Don't! 24 00:00:50,789 --> 00:00:53,009 Suck her titties! Suck her... 25 00:00:53,009 --> 00:00:56,926 ♪ 26 00:00:56,926 --> 00:00:59,842 Do you really not remember? 27 00:00:59,842 --> 00:01:01,539 I remember how I got it. 28 00:01:01,539 --> 00:01:02,714 - You do? - Yeah. 29 00:01:02,714 --> 00:01:05,326 And other people know how I got it, too. 30 00:01:05,326 --> 00:01:08,111 The judge is pushing the trial out till July. 31 00:01:08,111 --> 00:01:11,201 I'm just tired of people questioning my innocence. 32 00:01:11,201 --> 00:01:13,551 I understand, baby. 33 00:01:13,551 --> 00:01:15,292 I'm not saying that she's guilty, 34 00:01:15,292 --> 00:01:17,425 but there has to be something. - I don't even let myself 35 00:01:17,425 --> 00:01:19,818 go there, because, then, like, I have to believe she's innocent 36 00:01:19,818 --> 00:01:21,211 until they prove her guilty. 37 00:01:21,211 --> 00:01:23,648 Lisa, and I'm kinda right there with you, 38 00:01:23,648 --> 00:01:26,738 because I've had people ask me the same question. 39 00:01:26,738 --> 00:01:29,132 ♪ 40 00:01:29,132 --> 00:01:32,570 JEN: I'm fighting for my life, not your approval. 41 00:01:32,570 --> 00:01:34,355 ♪ 42 00:01:34,355 --> 00:01:36,052 WHITNEY: I am more of a free spirit 43 00:01:36,052 --> 00:01:38,141 without the Holy Spirit. 44 00:01:38,141 --> 00:01:40,491 ♪ 45 00:01:40,491 --> 00:01:42,276 LISA: I'll always have your back 46 00:01:42,276 --> 00:01:45,148 if you stop stabbing me in mine. 47 00:01:45,148 --> 00:01:48,934 MEREDITH: When I take a shot, I always hit my mark. 48 00:01:48,934 --> 00:01:50,632 ♪ 49 00:01:50,632 --> 00:01:52,851 HEATHER: I may be a bad Mormon, 50 00:01:52,851 --> 00:01:55,724 but I'll always be a good time. 51 00:01:57,726 --> 00:02:01,643 ♪ 52 00:02:01,643 --> 00:02:03,645 Author of the hour. 53 00:02:03,645 --> 00:02:06,735 - Hi. - Hi. 54 00:02:06,735 --> 00:02:08,171 This is sick. 55 00:02:08,171 --> 00:02:10,173 Yeah. This is so rad. This is so good. 56 00:02:10,173 --> 00:02:12,349 We're gonna brand these windows with the name of the book, 57 00:02:12,349 --> 00:02:13,829 so that everybody knows. So it's gonna be like a peek in-- 58 00:02:13,829 --> 00:02:16,397 - Like, decals on the glass? - Decals on the glass. 59 00:02:16,397 --> 00:02:17,963 - Okay. - And I think, like, 60 00:02:17,963 --> 00:02:19,617 the views are great. It's gonna be nighttime 61 00:02:19,617 --> 00:02:21,532 and, like, twinkly and great. - I like the steam coming 62 00:02:21,532 --> 00:02:23,621 off the pool. That's pretty-- - Totally. 63 00:02:23,621 --> 00:02:25,667 I think we keep the book right here. 64 00:02:25,667 --> 00:02:26,624 Okay, how big is it? 65 00:02:26,624 --> 00:02:27,799 It's 4 feet wide and 6 feet tall. 66 00:02:27,799 --> 00:02:29,192 - It's pretty big. - Oh, wow. That's big. 67 00:02:29,192 --> 00:02:30,411 Yeah. 68 00:02:30,411 --> 00:02:32,326 I remember when I first got the email 69 00:02:32,326 --> 00:02:35,155 talking to me about a possible book, 70 00:02:35,155 --> 00:02:37,722 and I've been working on it for over a year, 71 00:02:37,722 --> 00:02:39,942 and we finally have an actual cover, 72 00:02:39,942 --> 00:02:42,249 and it's a pretty big deal. 73 00:02:42,249 --> 00:02:44,425 - It's beautiful. - The choir will be over here. 74 00:02:44,425 --> 00:02:45,469 - Okay. Oh, those are risers. - And I think it's-- 75 00:02:45,469 --> 00:02:46,992 It's just, like, built-in. 76 00:02:46,992 --> 00:02:48,603 Yeah, it's like a built-in riser with a really sick view 77 00:02:48,603 --> 00:02:50,213 of the city. - I love that. 78 00:02:50,213 --> 00:02:57,089 ♪ 79 00:02:57,089 --> 00:02:58,787 Is there a theme? 80 00:02:58,787 --> 00:03:02,312 - It is cocktail attire. - Is the book out? 81 00:03:02,312 --> 00:03:04,358 Tonight is the book cover reveal. 82 00:03:04,358 --> 00:03:07,404 - Is there a title? -"Bad Mormon." 83 00:03:07,404 --> 00:03:10,625 [laughs] Oh, my gosh. 84 00:03:10,625 --> 00:03:14,106 That's such an impulse buy at the airport for me. 85 00:03:14,106 --> 00:03:15,282 [laughs] 86 00:03:15,282 --> 00:03:17,066 ♪ 87 00:03:17,066 --> 00:03:18,676 Thanks for the tea. 88 00:03:18,676 --> 00:03:21,244 I just don't know if I'm gonna be able to sing tonight. 89 00:03:21,244 --> 00:03:27,772 - I can barely hear myself. - What? 90 00:03:27,772 --> 00:03:29,121 - Myself. - Oh. 91 00:03:29,121 --> 00:03:32,212 ♪ 92 00:03:32,212 --> 00:03:36,259 Is it church hymns? Like, am I-- 'Cause I'm gonna have some PTSD. 93 00:03:36,259 --> 00:03:37,739 Church hymns, yes. 94 00:03:37,739 --> 00:03:41,960 So cocktail attire but potentially LDS hymns? 95 00:03:41,960 --> 00:03:44,267 Yeah, it doesn't make any sense. 96 00:03:44,267 --> 00:03:46,835 - [chuckles] - But I auditioned for the choir, 97 00:03:46,835 --> 00:03:50,752 but then everything's that's happened between Heather and I, 98 00:03:50,752 --> 00:03:55,060 I just decided, like, I really don't have time 99 00:03:55,060 --> 00:03:58,977 to be in the choir, nor do I really want to be, 100 00:03:58,977 --> 00:04:01,632 but I wanna support her. 101 00:04:01,632 --> 00:04:03,112 This is her healing. This is her-- 102 00:04:03,112 --> 00:04:04,983 Well, the fact that you would even try out, Whitney, 103 00:04:04,983 --> 00:04:09,727 in a choir--props to you for supporting your friend. 104 00:04:09,727 --> 00:04:11,207 Yeah. 105 00:04:11,207 --> 00:04:18,170 ♪ 106 00:04:18,170 --> 00:04:20,347 [bell tolls] 107 00:04:20,347 --> 00:04:30,705 ♪ 108 00:04:30,705 --> 00:04:32,446 Are you the bartenders for the evening? 109 00:04:32,446 --> 00:04:34,143 It's probably good that we get well acquainted 110 00:04:34,143 --> 00:04:36,450 before everyone gets here. 111 00:04:36,450 --> 00:04:38,713 Can I start with a Sunbeam Spritzer? 112 00:04:38,713 --> 00:04:40,062 Because I think I'll be probably at Outer Darkness 113 00:04:40,062 --> 00:04:42,020 sooner than I want to be. 114 00:04:42,020 --> 00:04:44,545 I really want tonight to be 115 00:04:44,545 --> 00:04:46,721 a night where we all get along and, like, where everyone 116 00:04:46,721 --> 00:04:48,897 feels welcome and no conflict erupts. 117 00:04:48,897 --> 00:04:51,987 And if there is a fight, I would like it to occur 118 00:04:51,987 --> 00:04:54,555 right in front of my "Bad Mormon" cover poster. 119 00:04:54,555 --> 00:04:56,644 [indistinct shouting echoes] 120 00:04:56,644 --> 00:04:58,689 [echoing] Shut the [bleep] up about Mary! 121 00:04:58,689 --> 00:05:00,648 So if it doesn't go my way, 122 00:05:00,648 --> 00:05:03,172 I'm fully prepared to exploit it. 123 00:05:03,172 --> 00:05:12,181 ♪ 124 00:05:12,181 --> 00:05:13,617 Aah! 125 00:05:13,617 --> 00:05:17,839 - I love you so much. - I love you so much. 126 00:05:17,839 --> 00:05:20,189 - This is amazing. - Ah, that means so much. 127 00:05:20,189 --> 00:05:23,671 ♪ 128 00:05:23,671 --> 00:05:27,370 The choir is everything. Wait till you hear us perform. 129 00:05:27,370 --> 00:05:28,371 ♪ 130 00:05:28,371 --> 00:05:30,765 - Hi! - Well, congrats. 131 00:05:30,765 --> 00:05:32,419 - Thanks. Thanks for coming. - I'm excited for you. 132 00:05:32,419 --> 00:05:33,942 - Thanks for having us. - And thanks for singing. 133 00:05:33,942 --> 00:05:34,682 - Have you been practicing? - I sing good in the shower, 134 00:05:34,682 --> 00:05:36,379 but it's not the same. 135 00:05:36,379 --> 00:05:41,558 ♪ God be with us till we meet again ♪ 136 00:05:41,558 --> 00:05:44,605 And on a smooth, cool evening with friends, 137 00:05:44,605 --> 00:05:48,870 just, like, celebrating each other, you know? 138 00:05:48,870 --> 00:05:50,393 - Yeah. - I think we can do that. 139 00:05:50,393 --> 00:05:52,352 - We can pull that off. - Let's do that. We can do that. 140 00:05:52,352 --> 00:05:54,963 Let's go get you guys a drink. 141 00:05:54,963 --> 00:05:56,704 ♪ 142 00:05:56,704 --> 00:05:58,749 - Hey, guys. - How are you? 143 00:05:58,749 --> 00:06:01,839 - Hey, Justin. Hi, Ange. - You look gorgeous. 144 00:06:01,839 --> 00:06:04,059 - So do you. - Hey, Shawn. 145 00:06:04,059 --> 00:06:07,845 - How are you? - Well, well, well, look at you. 146 00:06:07,845 --> 00:06:09,238 Heather, is that you in the light? 147 00:06:09,238 --> 00:06:11,806 Hi. Oh, my gosh. In the light. Hi. 148 00:06:11,806 --> 00:06:16,332 Oh, my gosh, your eye looks really good, Heather. 149 00:06:16,332 --> 00:06:17,638 Oh, just in case? 150 00:06:17,638 --> 00:06:19,640 I like your hair. Your eye looks so much better. 151 00:06:19,640 --> 00:06:21,816 I know. It looks way better. 152 00:06:21,816 --> 00:06:24,558 Just, like, the memory of it... I hope. 153 00:06:24,558 --> 00:06:26,081 The memory's never going away, Heather. 154 00:06:26,081 --> 00:06:28,257 I think it's gonna be the topic of many conversations. 155 00:06:28,257 --> 00:06:30,390 I hope--I wanted it to be, like, not the main issue, 156 00:06:30,390 --> 00:06:32,435 and now it's become the only issue. 157 00:06:32,435 --> 00:06:36,091 If you want the attention, divert it from your black eye 158 00:06:36,091 --> 00:06:37,962 and you don't want people talking about it, 159 00:06:37,962 --> 00:06:40,443 just say what happened, and then we'll all move on. 160 00:06:40,443 --> 00:06:42,576 It's like a big game for Heather. 161 00:06:42,576 --> 00:06:44,839 I know it wasn't me! [laughs] 162 00:06:44,839 --> 00:06:47,319 ♪ 163 00:06:47,319 --> 00:06:48,538 Are we wearing the same thing? 164 00:06:48,538 --> 00:06:50,584 I mean, a little bit of, like, lace-up. 165 00:06:50,584 --> 00:06:53,021 Hi. You look so pretty. 166 00:06:53,021 --> 00:06:55,153 I'm really glad that Whitney showed up, 167 00:06:55,153 --> 00:06:56,807 but I feel like it's tainted somehow. 168 00:06:56,807 --> 00:06:58,592 It's not that pure relationship we once had 169 00:06:58,592 --> 00:07:00,724 where I could count on her for anything, 170 00:07:00,724 --> 00:07:02,857 and we were in it together, 171 00:07:02,857 --> 00:07:06,295 and I'm hoping we can get back there. 172 00:07:06,295 --> 00:07:07,775 - How y'all doing? - I'm doing great. 173 00:07:07,775 --> 00:07:09,385 Yeah, it's great to see you again. 174 00:07:09,385 --> 00:07:11,822 Hey! How are you? The golden girl. 175 00:07:11,822 --> 00:07:13,868 - Aah! - Hi! How are you? 176 00:07:13,868 --> 00:07:18,220 - Oh, my gosh! Hi! - I love you. You look gorgeous. 177 00:07:18,220 --> 00:07:19,787 ♪ 178 00:07:19,787 --> 00:07:21,266 - Hi! - You look amazing. 179 00:07:21,266 --> 00:07:23,051 Oh, my gosh. Hi. 180 00:07:23,051 --> 00:07:24,792 ♪ 181 00:07:24,792 --> 00:07:26,489 You guys, excuse me. I'm just gonna say hi. 182 00:07:26,489 --> 00:07:29,492 - Those are all my cousins. - Oh, your cousins. 183 00:07:29,492 --> 00:07:32,408 Other line of the family. I'm gonna go say hi. 184 00:07:32,408 --> 00:07:33,975 - Hi! - Hi! 185 00:07:33,975 --> 00:07:38,936 Hi. Hi. How are you guys? Hi. Just come on. Roll through. 186 00:07:38,936 --> 00:07:40,721 How are you? 187 00:07:40,721 --> 00:07:42,592 This is a Sunbeam Spritzer. You can tell my mom. 188 00:07:42,592 --> 00:07:44,202 These are my people. This is my family. 189 00:07:44,202 --> 00:07:46,857 These are the girls that showed up for me on ski day, 190 00:07:46,857 --> 00:07:49,817 that have continued to show up for me 191 00:07:49,817 --> 00:07:52,341 while I'm writing a book called "Bad Mormon," 192 00:07:52,341 --> 00:07:55,170 and it means the world to me that they would be interested 193 00:07:55,170 --> 00:07:56,737 in what I'm doing in my life. 194 00:07:56,737 --> 00:07:58,652 Do you think my mom's gonna freak out, 195 00:07:58,652 --> 00:08:02,177 seeing that all you guys came and she missed it? 196 00:08:02,177 --> 00:08:06,094 [laughs] Valerie, you don't mince words, do you? 197 00:08:06,094 --> 00:08:08,705 You're in a tank top. Like, maybe there's 198 00:08:08,705 --> 00:08:10,881 another bad Mormon in the group. 199 00:08:10,881 --> 00:08:12,230 ♪ 200 00:08:12,230 --> 00:08:15,495 Tonight is Greek Easter at midnight, and-- 201 00:08:15,495 --> 00:08:16,887 New beginnings, resurrection. 202 00:08:16,887 --> 00:08:19,586 I'm waking up today in honor of Greek Easter, 203 00:08:19,586 --> 00:08:22,153 and I've had my eyes open to Jen. 204 00:08:23,459 --> 00:08:26,331 I'm definitely planning on talking to Jen tonight. 205 00:08:26,331 --> 00:08:27,898 Jen is putting out there with people and suggesting 206 00:08:27,898 --> 00:08:30,640 that I'm the one that's responsible for her eye. 207 00:08:30,640 --> 00:08:32,033 - That's ludicrous. - She-- 208 00:08:32,033 --> 00:08:34,165 - It is ludicrous. - It's crazy. 209 00:08:34,165 --> 00:08:36,298 A friend told me after the fashion show, 210 00:08:36,298 --> 00:08:38,126 Jen pulled our friend Jake aside and told him, 211 00:08:38,126 --> 00:08:40,476 "Don't get too close to Angie, because she's the one 212 00:08:40,476 --> 00:08:42,783 that punched Heather in the eye." 213 00:08:42,783 --> 00:08:44,828 If she's trying to put rumors out there 214 00:08:44,828 --> 00:08:46,787 because, you know, and ruin my good name 215 00:08:46,787 --> 00:08:48,745 because hers is in the toilet, 216 00:08:48,745 --> 00:08:54,142 that is nothing I would even be capable of doing. 217 00:08:54,142 --> 00:08:55,970 Why do you think Jen is doing this? 218 00:08:55,970 --> 00:08:59,495 You know, once Jen turns on you or feels that she has, you know, 219 00:08:59,495 --> 00:09:03,325 you have crossed her, she'll forever be out to get you. 220 00:09:03,325 --> 00:09:07,111 This is the final straw for me to go and say 221 00:09:07,111 --> 00:09:09,505 that I would actually hurt someone 222 00:09:09,505 --> 00:09:12,073 when she's been the violent one, she's been the aggressive one. 223 00:09:12,073 --> 00:09:13,727 We've all seen it. 224 00:09:13,727 --> 00:09:16,381 Guess what? Everybody is saying that perhaps her and Heather 225 00:09:16,381 --> 00:09:17,992 were in their room, doing Barbie scissor kicks, 226 00:09:17,992 --> 00:09:21,038 and then Jen beat the sh-- out of her. 227 00:09:21,038 --> 00:09:23,519 - Barbie scissor kicks? [laughs] - It's a little more believable. 228 00:09:23,519 --> 00:09:24,651 The Barbie scissor kicks and then getting 229 00:09:24,651 --> 00:09:26,522 the sh-- beat out of her. - Wait. 230 00:09:26,522 --> 00:09:27,828 - Yes. - What do you mean 231 00:09:27,828 --> 00:09:29,917 by Barbie scissor kicks? - Well, let's just say 232 00:09:29,917 --> 00:09:31,832 sounds like, you know, people are asking me-- 233 00:09:31,832 --> 00:09:34,791 - Like they're in a relationship? - They're in the room having 234 00:09:34,791 --> 00:09:38,186 a sexual relationship and then romping, bumping, 235 00:09:38,186 --> 00:09:40,318 and giving each other a black eye after it, 236 00:09:40,318 --> 00:09:42,190 'cause maybe someone wasn't very good in bed in the end. 237 00:09:42,190 --> 00:09:43,583 Who knows? 238 00:09:43,583 --> 00:09:45,454 I really don't think I like this mental visual. 239 00:09:45,454 --> 00:09:51,112 Like, Heather, like, how would this work? Like... 240 00:09:51,112 --> 00:09:58,772 when two girls come together naked, heels on, heels off, 241 00:09:58,772 --> 00:10:02,732 and... you know. 242 00:10:04,212 --> 00:10:07,389 ♪ 243 00:10:07,389 --> 00:10:09,304 - That's a rumor? - That's a rumor. 244 00:10:09,304 --> 00:10:16,093 ♪ 245 00:10:16,093 --> 00:10:17,399 Coming up... 246 00:10:17,399 --> 00:10:19,836 You know, we're just a few days from trial. 247 00:10:19,836 --> 00:10:21,882 How are the boys doing? 248 00:10:28,105 --> 00:10:33,458 ♪ 249 00:10:33,458 --> 00:10:37,549 Romping, bumping, and giving each other a black eye after it 250 00:10:37,549 --> 00:10:39,639 'cause maybe someone wasn't very good in bed in the end. 251 00:10:39,639 --> 00:10:41,249 - Who knows? - [laughs] 252 00:10:41,249 --> 00:10:43,730 ♪ 253 00:10:43,730 --> 00:10:45,645 I mean, they say every female's three shots away 254 00:10:45,645 --> 00:10:47,734 from being a lesbian. 255 00:10:47,734 --> 00:10:50,301 ♪ 256 00:10:50,301 --> 00:10:52,913 Look, I can have these moments where these glimmers of hope 257 00:10:52,913 --> 00:10:55,698 that I could move forward with her, but she's not well. 258 00:10:55,698 --> 00:10:57,047 Hi! 259 00:10:57,047 --> 00:10:58,222 Oh, my gosh. You look so beautiful. 260 00:10:58,222 --> 00:10:59,615 Speaking of-- Speaking of good dudes. 261 00:10:59,615 --> 00:11:01,138 So do you. 262 00:11:01,138 --> 00:11:02,400 We're gonna come right back, sweetie. 263 00:11:02,400 --> 00:11:04,011 - We'll be right back. - We're gonna have 264 00:11:04,011 --> 00:11:05,795 a nice conversation real fast. - Yes, we'd love to. 265 00:11:05,795 --> 00:11:08,276 ♪ 266 00:11:08,276 --> 00:11:10,234 I'm glad that we got to see you guys tonight, 267 00:11:10,234 --> 00:11:12,672 'cause we've been wanting to talk to y'all. 268 00:11:12,672 --> 00:11:15,979 [indistinct conversations] 269 00:11:15,979 --> 00:11:18,939 The things that were done and what was put up, 270 00:11:18,939 --> 00:11:20,984 in order for me to find a path 271 00:11:20,984 --> 00:11:23,508 of reconciliation and forgiveness, 272 00:11:23,508 --> 00:11:26,947 I need to hear from you. 273 00:11:26,947 --> 00:11:28,862 Oh, first of all, I thank you 274 00:11:28,862 --> 00:11:30,733 for being willing to meet with us. 275 00:11:30,733 --> 00:11:36,043 Um... my heart--it hadn't... 276 00:11:36,043 --> 00:11:38,872 [indistinct conversations] 277 00:11:38,872 --> 00:11:40,830 Yeah, sorry. 278 00:11:40,830 --> 00:11:42,484 ♪ 279 00:11:42,484 --> 00:11:45,922 I think what he's trying to say is as personal as it felt, 280 00:11:45,922 --> 00:11:49,186 I--it was not personal. 281 00:11:49,186 --> 00:11:51,319 ♪ 282 00:11:51,319 --> 00:11:53,887 And I understand. I think we understand that-- 283 00:11:53,887 --> 00:11:56,367 why it would feel so personal. - Of course it would. 284 00:11:56,367 --> 00:11:57,978 It's your-- it's your family name. 285 00:11:57,978 --> 00:12:00,197 Of course, yeah, it's your family name. of course. 286 00:12:00,197 --> 00:12:03,853 Thank you. Thank you. And I accept your apology. 287 00:12:03,853 --> 00:12:06,203 Thank you. 288 00:12:06,203 --> 00:12:08,336 Aw. 289 00:12:10,773 --> 00:12:13,428 - Thank you. - Love you. 290 00:12:13,428 --> 00:12:15,082 I'm so sorry. 291 00:12:16,779 --> 00:12:20,609 ♪ 292 00:12:20,609 --> 00:12:22,176 We're gonna start our performance 293 00:12:22,176 --> 00:12:24,526 if you guys wanna make your way. John and Seth, grab a drink 294 00:12:24,526 --> 00:12:25,919 and come watch the choir. 295 00:12:25,919 --> 00:12:27,964 - Thank you. Really? - You really do. 296 00:12:27,964 --> 00:12:30,097 Not too slutty? 297 00:12:30,097 --> 00:12:32,839 - Are they singing? Should we go? - Yeah. 298 00:12:32,839 --> 00:12:44,024 ♪ Amazing grace 299 00:12:44,024 --> 00:12:48,942 ♪ How sweet the sound 300 00:12:48,942 --> 00:12:58,821 ♪ That saved a wretch like me 301 00:12:58,821 --> 00:13:02,520 I-I-I can't tell. Am I on key? I have no idea. 302 00:13:02,520 --> 00:13:04,784 I know a lot of other people aren't. 303 00:13:04,784 --> 00:13:10,050 ♪ Shah-mazing grace 304 00:13:10,050 --> 00:13:11,660 ♪ How sweet 305 00:13:11,660 --> 00:13:14,924 ♪ Jen is 306 00:13:14,924 --> 00:13:16,404 I'm not the best singer, 307 00:13:16,404 --> 00:13:17,797 but knowing that I'm surrounded by other singers, 308 00:13:17,797 --> 00:13:19,973 and my voice will be drowned out... 309 00:13:19,973 --> 00:13:21,626 ♪ Who saved 310 00:13:21,626 --> 00:13:24,107 ♪ A wretch 311 00:13:24,107 --> 00:13:28,372 [voice warbling] ♪ Like me 312 00:13:28,372 --> 00:13:35,031 ♪ But now I see 313 00:13:35,031 --> 00:13:37,729 [song ends, cheers and applause] 314 00:13:37,729 --> 00:13:40,558 ♪ 315 00:13:40,558 --> 00:13:43,866 How about the Faux Tab choir? 316 00:13:43,866 --> 00:13:45,868 [cheers and applause] 317 00:13:45,868 --> 00:13:49,567 First, I wanna just thank this beautiful choir 318 00:13:49,567 --> 00:13:53,310 for their willingness to fulfill a weird wish I had, 319 00:13:53,310 --> 00:13:57,053 which was to create a community in song 320 00:13:57,053 --> 00:14:00,056 without any religious organization attached. 321 00:14:00,056 --> 00:14:02,972 And we're here to celebrate this book, 322 00:14:02,972 --> 00:14:04,887 and so I've been thinking a lot about, like, 323 00:14:04,887 --> 00:14:07,803 what it means to me and kind of the changes I've been through 324 00:14:07,803 --> 00:14:09,326 in the last few years, 325 00:14:09,326 --> 00:14:11,502 but a scripture kept coming to me. 326 00:14:11,502 --> 00:14:14,027 John 15:13--"Greater love hath no man than this, 327 00:14:14,027 --> 00:14:16,812 that he lay down his life for his friends." 328 00:14:16,812 --> 00:14:21,121 And that's the kind of friend that I've always aspired to be, 329 00:14:21,121 --> 00:14:23,906 and I'm not great at it, 330 00:14:23,906 --> 00:14:29,390 but the intention is to always be a ride-or-die for everyone. 331 00:14:29,390 --> 00:14:34,047 ♪ 332 00:14:34,047 --> 00:14:38,834 And if I am a bad Mormon, I hope I can still just be 333 00:14:38,834 --> 00:14:41,706 a good friend, and thank you all for coming tonight. 334 00:14:41,706 --> 00:14:45,536 [cheers and applause] 335 00:14:45,536 --> 00:14:46,755 Five... 336 00:14:46,755 --> 00:14:49,192 ALL: Four... three... two... one! 337 00:14:49,192 --> 00:14:53,893 [cheers and applause] 338 00:14:53,893 --> 00:14:54,850 Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. 339 00:14:54,850 --> 00:14:56,330 Whoo! Whoo! 340 00:14:56,330 --> 00:14:57,722 Whoo! 341 00:14:59,463 --> 00:15:03,337 - [cheers and applause continue] - Here we go! Whoo! 342 00:15:03,337 --> 00:15:06,209 Future "New York Times" Best Seller. 343 00:15:06,209 --> 00:15:10,213 For a devout Mormon, this cover is sacrilegious, 344 00:15:10,213 --> 00:15:13,477 blasphemous, and terribly offensive. 345 00:15:13,477 --> 00:15:15,827 These are secrets you don't reveal, 346 00:15:15,827 --> 00:15:18,221 and I'm not only revealing them, 347 00:15:18,221 --> 00:15:22,965 but I'm putting my face on the cover of the book, 348 00:15:22,965 --> 00:15:26,969 and that's why I'm seeking grace and support 349 00:15:26,969 --> 00:15:29,580 for those that aren't offended by it. 350 00:15:29,580 --> 00:15:31,060 It's a great cover. I'm just wondering, like, 351 00:15:31,060 --> 00:15:33,193 what's gonna go inside. 352 00:15:33,193 --> 00:15:35,935 Um, nothing like being invited to a book party 353 00:15:35,935 --> 00:15:38,415 with no books for sale. 354 00:15:38,415 --> 00:15:40,069 You know, it's like me having a Vida Tequila party 355 00:15:40,069 --> 00:15:42,854 with no tequila. It's crazy. 356 00:15:42,854 --> 00:15:46,293 ♪ 357 00:15:46,293 --> 00:15:49,078 Oh, my gosh. I think I look so tan. 358 00:15:49,078 --> 00:15:50,950 ♪ 359 00:15:50,950 --> 00:15:52,429 [laughs] 360 00:15:52,429 --> 00:15:56,390 Oh, I don't know. I feel like I should. 361 00:15:56,390 --> 00:15:57,826 I just happen to like myself. There is nothing wrong... 362 00:15:57,826 --> 00:15:59,436 - You should write a book. - ...with liking myself 363 00:15:59,436 --> 00:16:01,525 and being confident. - I won't read it. 364 00:16:01,525 --> 00:16:05,660 These are Carver-- we're Carver cousins. Carvers. 365 00:16:05,660 --> 00:16:06,617 Hey, Whitney. 366 00:16:06,617 --> 00:16:09,272 - Jen. - Hi. You look pretty. 367 00:16:09,272 --> 00:16:11,100 So do you, babe. Hi, Sharrieff. 368 00:16:11,100 --> 00:16:13,189 Hi, Whitney. How are you doing? 369 00:16:13,189 --> 00:16:16,366 Jen and I literally haven't talked since the trip, 370 00:16:16,366 --> 00:16:18,934 and I feel like we took a few steps back in San Diego. 371 00:16:18,934 --> 00:16:20,631 Okay, here's--here, you want me to break it down for you? 372 00:16:20,631 --> 00:16:21,806 'Cause you wanna know? You want-- 373 00:16:21,806 --> 00:16:24,374 You're digging? You wanna know? 374 00:16:24,374 --> 00:16:25,723 - I'm not digging. I'm asking... - I tried--I committed-- 375 00:16:25,723 --> 00:16:27,421 I tried to commit suicide, and then Sharrieff 376 00:16:27,421 --> 00:16:29,640 had to take me to the hospital. Is that what you wanted to know? 377 00:16:29,640 --> 00:16:32,774 'Cause you wanna dig and dig and dig. 378 00:16:32,774 --> 00:16:35,472 After the trip, from San Diego, I feel like we went into it, 379 00:16:35,472 --> 00:16:38,475 like, in a very good place, united. 380 00:16:38,475 --> 00:16:42,044 - We did, absolutely. - Yeah. I felt it flip-flopped. 381 00:16:42,044 --> 00:16:46,005 Once you got with, like, Heather and the group, 382 00:16:46,005 --> 00:16:47,832 it felt like it ganged up on me. 383 00:16:47,832 --> 00:16:50,661 ♪ 384 00:16:50,661 --> 00:16:53,316 I knew we had moments, but I in no way felt like 385 00:16:53,316 --> 00:16:57,190 there was an issue or that I was coming at you. 386 00:16:57,190 --> 00:16:58,974 I need to have an opportunity to talk to Jen. 387 00:16:58,974 --> 00:17:00,671 ♪ 388 00:17:02,978 --> 00:17:06,851 ♪ 389 00:17:06,851 --> 00:17:09,028 Well, I-I had no idea that you felt like that. 390 00:17:09,028 --> 00:17:10,377 Like, yeah. 391 00:17:10,377 --> 00:17:11,856 All right, let me go see what's going on over here. 392 00:17:11,856 --> 00:17:13,684 Yeah. 393 00:17:13,684 --> 00:17:16,948 One on one, Jen, you are so amazing, so much fun. 394 00:17:16,948 --> 00:17:20,039 Hi. 395 00:17:20,039 --> 00:17:22,780 In San Diego, the Jen that I built a-- 396 00:17:22,780 --> 00:17:25,435 what I thought was a strong relationship with, 397 00:17:25,435 --> 00:17:27,959 I just felt like she wasn't there on the trip. 398 00:17:27,959 --> 00:17:30,136 - And I didn't feel like that. - Just so you guys know-- 399 00:17:30,136 --> 00:17:31,702 The Heather thing-- 400 00:17:31,702 --> 00:17:34,531 Well, and you know what? You're--you have very-- 401 00:17:34,531 --> 00:17:35,967 - You have reason to. - Jen, they have had to-- 402 00:17:35,967 --> 00:17:37,273 Everybody--Everybody is having feelings about you. 403 00:17:37,273 --> 00:17:39,493 Angie, I'm--I'm talking to Lisa right now. 404 00:17:39,493 --> 00:17:43,453 I do owe you an explanation for some things, 405 00:17:43,453 --> 00:17:45,716 but going into the trip-- - There's--There's something-- 406 00:17:45,716 --> 00:17:47,066 - Going into the trip-- - Okay, Jen, 407 00:17:47,066 --> 00:17:48,719 let's stop talking about the trip for a minute. 408 00:17:48,719 --> 00:17:50,025 - No, no, no, she's-- -'Cause there's something major. 409 00:17:50,025 --> 00:17:51,331 - No, she's t-- - No, I'm just pointing it out. 410 00:17:51,331 --> 00:17:52,897 - That--that's my... - Yeah, this is great. 411 00:17:52,897 --> 00:17:54,421 Let me finish. Let me finish. 412 00:17:54,421 --> 00:17:57,902 Give it all her spin and stroke. Okay, wrap it up. 413 00:17:57,902 --> 00:18:00,470 ♪ 414 00:18:03,995 --> 00:18:08,826 ♪ 415 00:18:08,826 --> 00:18:10,915 - No, she's t-- - I'm just pointing it out. 416 00:18:10,915 --> 00:18:13,614 - That--that's my-- - Yeah, this is great. 417 00:18:13,614 --> 00:18:15,224 Let me finish. Let me finish talking. 418 00:18:15,224 --> 00:18:17,966 Give it all her spin and stroke. Okay, wrap it up. 419 00:18:17,966 --> 00:18:19,185 I was talking to Whitney, 420 00:18:19,185 --> 00:18:20,969 and then everyone just jumped over here. 421 00:18:20,969 --> 00:18:23,450 Go eavesdrop on that convo. I do not wanna be a part of that. 422 00:18:23,450 --> 00:18:24,929 I have to go to the restroom. Where is my purse? 423 00:18:24,929 --> 00:18:26,757 - I'm trying to be respectful... - Jen, Jen, Jen... 424 00:18:26,757 --> 00:18:28,281 ...and finish this conversation right now. 425 00:18:28,281 --> 00:18:29,804 You are going around spreading rumors 426 00:18:29,804 --> 00:18:31,893 that I gave Heather a black eye. 427 00:18:31,893 --> 00:18:33,808 You went and told somebody that I'm responsible 428 00:18:33,808 --> 00:18:35,157 for Heather's black eye. 429 00:18:35,157 --> 00:18:36,811 That is a lie. I never said that. 430 00:18:36,811 --> 00:18:38,900 You didn't say anything about me giving Heather a black eye... 431 00:18:38,900 --> 00:18:40,467 - No, I did not. - ...or being involved 432 00:18:40,467 --> 00:18:41,642 in her black eye? - I never said one thing 433 00:18:41,642 --> 00:18:43,992 about you giving Heather a black eye. 434 00:18:43,992 --> 00:18:45,124 That is not true. 435 00:18:45,124 --> 00:18:46,821 Oh, what's happening? 436 00:18:46,821 --> 00:18:48,953 Sharrieff, can you come here, please? 437 00:18:48,953 --> 00:18:50,216 Yeah. 438 00:18:50,216 --> 00:18:53,219 Coach, she gets abusive and bully-like 439 00:18:53,219 --> 00:18:55,395 to people like me who have had her back. 440 00:18:55,395 --> 00:18:57,397 You know, Angie, she's telling me 441 00:18:57,397 --> 00:18:59,486 that this girl has pushed her to the brink of suicide, 442 00:18:59,486 --> 00:19:01,009 so I have her back. 443 00:19:01,009 --> 00:19:03,707 And then now everything's, like, was it even real? 444 00:19:05,274 --> 00:19:08,625 Like, did she really push you to that, or is it all fake? 445 00:19:08,625 --> 00:19:11,976 Oh, please tell her! Are you serious? 446 00:19:11,976 --> 00:19:15,197 - Was it real?! Yes, tell her! - That she almost died? 447 00:19:15,197 --> 00:19:16,851 - That's a rumor?! - Okay, whoa, whoa, whoa. 448 00:19:16,851 --> 00:19:18,244 - Go around... That's suicide. - That--that was real? 449 00:19:18,244 --> 00:19:19,680 - That was very, very real. - That she almost died? 450 00:19:19,680 --> 00:19:21,334 That she tried to commit suicide? What was-- 451 00:19:21,334 --> 00:19:22,509 No, I didn't say it wasn't real she almost died. 452 00:19:22,509 --> 00:19:23,727 Were her feelings against this woman real? 453 00:19:23,727 --> 00:19:26,861 - Absolutely real. - I was there during it. 454 00:19:26,861 --> 00:19:28,079 [bleep] this. 455 00:19:28,079 --> 00:19:31,170 I have never met anybody in my----ing life 456 00:19:31,170 --> 00:19:33,302 as evil and disgusting as Angie K., 457 00:19:33,302 --> 00:19:35,261 because you don't do that sh--. 458 00:19:35,261 --> 00:19:38,046 You don't question someone's mental health 459 00:19:38,046 --> 00:19:39,874 or suicide attempts. 460 00:19:39,874 --> 00:19:41,658 That is beyond----ed up. 461 00:19:41,658 --> 00:19:45,314 I don't want a----ing camera in my face. 462 00:19:45,314 --> 00:19:48,143 ♪ 463 00:19:48,143 --> 00:19:50,885 And I think it's healthy for them to all have peace. 464 00:19:50,885 --> 00:19:52,234 - Of course it is. - But it's hard for me to trust 465 00:19:52,234 --> 00:19:54,541 because she flip-flops on everything. 466 00:19:54,541 --> 00:19:56,369 She flip-flopped about you. 467 00:19:56,369 --> 00:19:57,892 She obviously said something 468 00:19:57,892 --> 00:20:00,024 about me having involvement with your black eye. 469 00:20:00,024 --> 00:20:01,765 She also said that a spider laid eggs in my eye. 470 00:20:01,765 --> 00:20:04,028 Yes, there was a lot of great stories. 471 00:20:04,028 --> 00:20:06,466 Do you want peace with Jen, or do you wanna be-- 472 00:20:06,466 --> 00:20:08,555 - Peace is great. - What is your objective here? 473 00:20:08,555 --> 00:20:10,078 There's no way to move forward with her. 474 00:20:10,078 --> 00:20:13,734 I'm telling you, 'cause it will just keep coming back. 475 00:20:13,734 --> 00:20:14,822 ♪ 476 00:20:14,822 --> 00:20:16,040 Baby, let's go. 477 00:20:16,040 --> 00:20:17,085 All right, we're gonna take off. 478 00:20:17,085 --> 00:20:19,174 You are? 479 00:20:19,174 --> 00:20:22,786 ♪ 480 00:20:23,961 --> 00:20:30,751 ♪ 481 00:20:30,751 --> 00:20:31,969 Thank you so much. It was so wonderful. 482 00:20:31,969 --> 00:20:34,885 You did great. Thank you, thank you. 483 00:20:37,410 --> 00:20:39,238 This is one of many performances, 484 00:20:39,238 --> 00:20:41,152 so this is just the beginning. We're gonna do it again. 485 00:20:41,152 --> 00:20:43,764 - I can't wait to read your book! - I'll write another book. 486 00:20:43,764 --> 00:20:52,294 ♪ 487 00:20:52,294 --> 00:20:53,687 Ooh, is my hair gonna burn? 488 00:20:53,687 --> 00:20:55,950 Part of it's synthetic. [laughs] 489 00:20:55,950 --> 00:21:04,393 ♪ 490 00:21:04,393 --> 00:21:05,742 It was so fun to look out 491 00:21:05,742 --> 00:21:08,136 and see you and Justin singing. [laughs] 492 00:21:08,136 --> 00:21:09,137 Couldn't help it. 493 00:21:09,137 --> 00:21:17,145 ♪ 494 00:21:17,145 --> 00:21:18,320 You wanna get a drink? 495 00:21:18,320 --> 00:21:20,148 - Yes. - Okay. 496 00:21:20,148 --> 00:21:28,678 ♪ 497 00:21:35,032 --> 00:21:37,948 [ominous music playing] 498 00:21:37,948 --> 00:21:41,169 ♪ 499 00:21:41,169 --> 00:21:42,475 [bell tolls] 500 00:21:42,475 --> 00:21:45,478 Oh, my gosh. I can't believe the day is here. 501 00:21:45,478 --> 00:21:49,438 - I know. - Yeah. 502 00:21:49,438 --> 00:21:53,529 It's surreal for me because I'm like, 503 00:21:53,529 --> 00:21:55,401 the next time that I come home... 504 00:21:57,533 --> 00:22:00,362 I'll either be guilty or innocent. 505 00:22:00,362 --> 00:22:03,844 You'll be innocent. We know that, right? 506 00:22:08,892 --> 00:22:10,851 [voice breaking] I wish dad was here to help, 507 00:22:10,851 --> 00:22:13,897 just I would just feel better. 508 00:22:13,897 --> 00:22:16,726 Remember what Grandma and everybody has always said? 509 00:22:16,726 --> 00:22:20,077 In the Hawaiian culture and the Tongan culture, 510 00:22:20,077 --> 00:22:23,080 you're always surrounded by your ancestors. 511 00:22:23,080 --> 00:22:24,952 [sniffles] They're always around you, 512 00:22:24,952 --> 00:22:29,391 but when you call their name, they're right next to you. 513 00:22:29,391 --> 00:22:32,525 So when you walk into that courtroom, 514 00:22:32,525 --> 00:22:35,223 before you walk in, you call. 515 00:22:35,223 --> 00:22:37,878 You call your grandma and your grandpa and your dad 516 00:22:37,878 --> 00:22:42,404 and everybody, and they'll be right there with you. 517 00:22:45,015 --> 00:22:47,409 My mom is somebody I lean on a lot. 518 00:22:47,409 --> 00:22:49,368 She's so supportive... 519 00:22:49,368 --> 00:22:51,848 [voice breaking] and I don't tell her thank you enough. 520 00:22:51,848 --> 00:22:55,156 It made me cry, you know, when you were like, 521 00:22:55,156 --> 00:22:57,898 "I'm gonna cash out my retirement accounts. 522 00:22:57,898 --> 00:23:01,075 I'm gonna give you this money and this cash 523 00:23:01,075 --> 00:23:02,859 and put up these properties, and..." 524 00:23:02,859 --> 00:23:06,733 Well, sweetheart... [sighs] You're innocent, 525 00:23:06,733 --> 00:23:10,693 and I'm gonna do whatever I can, and I'll tell you what. 526 00:23:12,478 --> 00:23:14,305 How can I enjoy life if things 527 00:23:14,305 --> 00:23:17,004 don't go right for you, you know what I'm saying? 528 00:23:18,266 --> 00:23:22,052 The trial has been pushed five times, and... 529 00:23:22,052 --> 00:23:25,534 ♪ 530 00:23:25,534 --> 00:23:27,406 ...it's like, wow, it's finally here. 531 00:23:27,406 --> 00:23:30,278 Like, this is... it-- this is it. 532 00:23:30,278 --> 00:23:32,933 Like, it's really happening. 533 00:23:32,933 --> 00:23:35,631 Should check on Omar tonight, all right? 534 00:23:35,631 --> 00:23:36,893 [exhales deeply] I know. I will. 535 00:23:36,893 --> 00:23:40,636 - Love you, Mom. - Mm, my goodness. 536 00:23:40,636 --> 00:23:44,901 Like, everything is real right now. 537 00:23:44,901 --> 00:23:47,556 - Love you guys. Be safe. - Love you. Yes, ma'am. 538 00:23:47,556 --> 00:23:50,124 ♪ 539 00:23:50,124 --> 00:23:51,908 [car door closes] 540 00:23:51,908 --> 00:23:54,041 ♪ 541 00:23:54,041 --> 00:23:55,651 [sniffles] Bye. 542 00:23:55,651 --> 00:24:05,661 ♪ 543 00:24:05,661 --> 00:24:07,707 [voice echoing] I need to go to the house? 544 00:24:07,707 --> 00:24:11,798 ♪ 545 00:24:11,798 --> 00:24:13,756 [police radio chatter] 546 00:24:13,756 --> 00:24:17,630 I want a big----ing "I'm sorry" 547 00:24:17,630 --> 00:24:19,327 and "I'm a piece of sh--" from them 548 00:24:19,327 --> 00:24:21,503 when I'm proven innocent... [voice echoing] proven innocent. 549 00:24:21,503 --> 00:24:25,246 The success rate of the New York State Attorney 550 00:24:25,246 --> 00:24:28,205 is, like, 95%. Is that-- 551 00:24:28,205 --> 00:24:30,294 Because people take plea deals. 552 00:24:30,294 --> 00:24:32,993 If the absolute unthinkable happened, 553 00:24:32,993 --> 00:24:35,125 and you were found guilty... 554 00:24:35,125 --> 00:24:36,344 I'm innocent! 555 00:24:36,344 --> 00:24:37,693 ...now we have to-- 556 00:24:37,693 --> 00:24:39,826 we have to be able to talk about that, too. 557 00:24:39,826 --> 00:24:42,872 You've had all of us supporting you. 558 00:24:42,872 --> 00:24:45,614 You'll be innocent. We know that, right? 559 00:24:45,614 --> 00:24:48,095 ♪ 560 00:24:48,095 --> 00:24:52,534 [roaring] 561 00:24:52,534 --> 00:24:56,973 ♪ 562 00:24:56,973 --> 00:25:01,717 [siren wailing in distance] 563 00:25:01,717 --> 00:25:29,310 ♪ 564 00:25:29,310 --> 00:25:30,920 [siren wails in distance] 565 00:25:35,185 --> 00:25:38,624 ♪ 566 00:25:38,624 --> 00:25:42,584 [siren wailing in distance] 567 00:25:42,584 --> 00:25:44,760 ♪ 568 00:25:44,760 --> 00:25:46,762 [knock on door] 569 00:25:46,762 --> 00:25:50,810 ♪ 570 00:25:50,810 --> 00:25:52,942 - Hi. - Hi. 571 00:25:52,942 --> 00:25:54,553 - How are you? - I'm good. How are you? 572 00:25:54,553 --> 00:25:57,120 I'm okay. 573 00:25:57,120 --> 00:26:01,821 I'm glad to see you. Sit down. Take a load off. 574 00:26:01,821 --> 00:26:04,475 What's our game plan? 575 00:26:04,475 --> 00:26:05,955 I think honestly, for her, 576 00:26:05,955 --> 00:26:09,959 I think just physically having us here is just huge. 577 00:26:09,959 --> 00:26:13,180 And there really isn't that much else we can do. 578 00:26:13,180 --> 00:26:17,750 - I know. I feel helpless. - You know? 579 00:26:17,750 --> 00:26:22,972 Over the last year, since Jen's arrest, 580 00:26:22,972 --> 00:26:26,019 things have changed a lot for her. 581 00:26:26,019 --> 00:26:28,238 This is a lot of pressure, 582 00:26:28,238 --> 00:26:34,636 and it's... the time where you rise to the occasion 583 00:26:34,636 --> 00:26:37,987 to support those around you. 584 00:26:37,987 --> 00:26:39,902 I saw her right before she left, 585 00:26:39,902 --> 00:26:44,559 and it was the most serious and, like, heavy convo 586 00:26:44,559 --> 00:26:46,213 we've probably ever had. 587 00:26:46,213 --> 00:26:48,389 I mean, I need to ask you something seriously. 588 00:26:48,389 --> 00:26:49,651 I'm being serious, though. 589 00:26:49,651 --> 00:26:51,479 [voice breaking] If the worst thing happens, 590 00:26:51,479 --> 00:26:52,915 and I'm found guilty, 591 00:26:52,915 --> 00:26:55,962 like... [sniffles] can you please check on my family 592 00:26:55,962 --> 00:26:58,965 and make sure Coach is okay, make sure Omar and Rieffy 593 00:26:58,965 --> 00:27:01,358 and, like... - Of course. 594 00:27:01,358 --> 00:27:02,664 [sniffles] Let them know how much I love them, 595 00:27:02,664 --> 00:27:04,100 how proud I am every day and just-- 596 00:27:04,100 --> 00:27:05,232 Jen-- 597 00:27:05,232 --> 00:27:06,581 I just wanna make sure they're okay. 598 00:27:06,581 --> 00:27:09,018 We are gonna be here for you and for your family. 599 00:27:09,018 --> 00:27:11,891 I'm scared, Heather. Okay? I'm scared. 600 00:27:11,891 --> 00:27:14,110 Like... [crying] 601 00:27:14,110 --> 00:27:17,723 It will really kill me if I'm away from my family. 602 00:27:17,723 --> 00:27:21,465 - She's really scared. - She has to be. 603 00:27:23,903 --> 00:27:28,255 ♪ 604 00:27:28,255 --> 00:27:31,301 [knock on door] 605 00:27:31,301 --> 00:27:33,564 - [gasps] 606 00:27:33,564 --> 00:27:35,001 - Hi. - Hi. 607 00:27:35,001 --> 00:27:38,831 - How you doing? - Mm. 608 00:27:44,619 --> 00:27:46,403 How are you? 609 00:27:49,537 --> 00:27:51,147 I'm happy to see you guys. 610 00:27:51,147 --> 00:27:54,324 We're so happy to be here. 611 00:27:54,324 --> 00:27:57,240 ♪ 612 00:27:57,240 --> 00:27:59,895 - Hi, Coach. - Hi, guys. 613 00:27:59,895 --> 00:28:01,157 - Hello. 614 00:28:01,157 --> 00:28:03,638 - Hi. - Mm. So good to see you. 615 00:28:03,638 --> 00:28:05,901 - So good to see you, baby. - It's good to see you. 616 00:28:05,901 --> 00:28:08,512 Ma'am, thank you. 617 00:28:08,512 --> 00:28:10,036 - Thank you. - [exhales deeply] This is nice. 618 00:28:10,036 --> 00:28:12,821 Thank you. Go ahead, baby. You can sit there, yeah. 619 00:28:12,821 --> 00:28:14,475 - You can... - The troops have arrived. 620 00:28:14,475 --> 00:28:17,043 - Yeah. - [laughs] 621 00:28:17,043 --> 00:28:18,261 So many people have said, 622 00:28:18,261 --> 00:28:20,611 "Oh, I'm gonna be there for you, Jen," 623 00:28:20,611 --> 00:28:22,788 but, like, who's actually here? 624 00:28:22,788 --> 00:28:27,140 Who got on a plane? Who is here to show support and love? 625 00:28:27,140 --> 00:28:28,576 It's Heather and Meredith. 626 00:28:28,576 --> 00:28:30,839 It's like having the cavalry show up for you 627 00:28:30,839 --> 00:28:35,365 to help you fight where it's giving me the support I need 628 00:28:35,365 --> 00:28:39,108 to help me prepare for what's ahead. 629 00:28:39,108 --> 00:28:40,849 Where's your husband? That's my man. 630 00:28:40,849 --> 00:28:42,198 - He's working. - Is he? 631 00:28:42,198 --> 00:28:44,113 - He's here though. - Yeah? 632 00:28:44,113 --> 00:28:47,377 - He's gonna get some work done. - All right, all right. 633 00:28:47,377 --> 00:28:50,511 You know, we're just a few days from trial. 634 00:28:50,511 --> 00:28:53,906 How are the boys doing? 635 00:28:53,906 --> 00:28:57,431 ♪ 636 00:28:57,431 --> 00:29:01,043 We've had such painful conversations. 637 00:29:01,043 --> 00:29:04,133 I've had 'em with both my sons. 638 00:29:04,133 --> 00:29:07,136 If the absolute unthinkable happened, 639 00:29:07,136 --> 00:29:10,661 and you were found guilty, 640 00:29:10,661 --> 00:29:14,970 now we have to--we have to be able to talk about that, too. 641 00:29:14,970 --> 00:29:17,973 We're gonna be fine. We want a certain outcome, 642 00:29:17,973 --> 00:29:20,062 but regardless, God is with us. 643 00:29:20,062 --> 00:29:22,282 I know that we'll be fine. 644 00:29:26,982 --> 00:29:29,158 What do you have going on today? What's up today? 645 00:29:29,158 --> 00:29:31,813 So we have to go to Priya's office 646 00:29:31,813 --> 00:29:33,554 just to touch base, go over strategy, 647 00:29:33,554 --> 00:29:37,863 and meet before the pre-trial hearing. 648 00:29:37,863 --> 00:29:41,823 Okay, why don't we, um, meet up and figure out a plan? 649 00:29:41,823 --> 00:29:43,303 - Yeah. - Thank you. 650 00:29:43,303 --> 00:29:44,565 You guys, oh, we're thinking of you. 651 00:29:44,565 --> 00:29:46,828 - I love you so much. - More meetings. 652 00:29:46,828 --> 00:29:54,009 ♪ 653 00:29:54,009 --> 00:29:56,795 [siren wailing in distance] 654 00:29:56,795 --> 00:30:00,581 And look at the pretty hydrangeas. That's beautiful. 655 00:30:00,581 --> 00:30:03,758 ♪ 656 00:30:03,758 --> 00:30:04,846 - Hi. How are you? - Hello. 657 00:30:04,846 --> 00:30:07,327 We have a reservation for three. Marks. 658 00:30:07,327 --> 00:30:09,372 - Correct. - I got us right down. 659 00:30:09,372 --> 00:30:11,940 - Good. Thank you. How are you? - You got us the best table? 660 00:30:11,940 --> 00:30:13,376 Gorgeous. 661 00:30:13,376 --> 00:30:15,030 Can I get a mojito but not frozen? 662 00:30:15,030 --> 00:30:16,640 - Sure. - The Froze. I'll try that. 663 00:30:16,640 --> 00:30:21,689 - Good. - I'll do the... Stress Reliever. 664 00:30:21,689 --> 00:30:23,560 - [laughs] - I didn't know it wasn't right. 665 00:30:23,560 --> 00:30:27,869 Couldn't wait to have lunch with Coach Shah. 666 00:30:27,869 --> 00:30:30,872 I feel bad that it didn't work out. 667 00:30:30,872 --> 00:30:33,353 You guys have shown up for Jen. I wanna show up for Coach. 668 00:30:33,353 --> 00:30:34,789 I was looking forward to going out with him 669 00:30:34,789 --> 00:30:36,573 and talking to him, but... 670 00:30:36,573 --> 00:30:39,925 I mean, I know it's all about Jen, as it should be, 671 00:30:39,925 --> 00:30:41,709 but it's how he doing? 672 00:30:41,709 --> 00:30:46,192 He is having a tough time. It is a lot. 673 00:30:50,413 --> 00:30:52,589 And he's a husband and, like, an attorney. 674 00:30:52,589 --> 00:30:56,767 You know, he's like, business and emotional support, you know? 675 00:30:56,767 --> 00:30:58,073 Yeah. 676 00:30:58,073 --> 00:30:59,379 You see him with his glasses on that laptop. 677 00:30:59,379 --> 00:31:00,902 Yes, she said he's reading every law document. 678 00:31:00,902 --> 00:31:02,425 - He's reading everything. - Everything. 679 00:31:02,425 --> 00:31:04,253 They got the witness list and saw all the former people 680 00:31:04,253 --> 00:31:06,125 in their lives that are gonna be testifying, 681 00:31:06,125 --> 00:31:07,430 and they also got little excerpts 682 00:31:07,430 --> 00:31:09,606 of what they're going to say. 683 00:31:11,478 --> 00:31:13,697 And he said it was really hard to hear 684 00:31:13,697 --> 00:31:16,787 and really hard to read all these things about Jen. 685 00:31:16,787 --> 00:31:19,486 It's incomprehensible. 686 00:31:19,486 --> 00:31:21,096 - Right? - That is--that's why 687 00:31:21,096 --> 00:31:23,359 I think there's the strain, yeah. 688 00:31:25,231 --> 00:31:28,712 This thing's coming like a freight train right now. 689 00:31:28,712 --> 00:31:31,585 She's either gonna be free and innocent, 690 00:31:31,585 --> 00:31:35,545 or the reality, God forbid, she's found guilty... 691 00:31:35,545 --> 00:31:38,461 But her worst fear is that she'll not only be guilty, 692 00:31:38,461 --> 00:31:40,855 but that she'll be sentenced to serve time in a facility 693 00:31:40,855 --> 00:31:43,771 and be taken away from her family. 694 00:31:43,771 --> 00:31:47,557 ♪ 695 00:31:47,557 --> 00:31:48,994 How many defendants were there? There were a bunch, right? 696 00:31:48,994 --> 00:31:50,691 Quite a few. 697 00:31:50,691 --> 00:31:53,433 But they all pled guilty, right? 698 00:31:53,433 --> 00:31:56,001 Nobody is disputing that the scheme happened. 699 00:31:56,001 --> 00:31:57,437 Yeah. 700 00:31:57,437 --> 00:32:00,831 The question stems from Jen's involvement. 701 00:32:00,831 --> 00:32:05,749 Did she have knowledge of what was going on? 702 00:32:05,749 --> 00:32:07,229 - Does she even know? - There's no proof. 703 00:32:07,229 --> 00:32:10,537 So there you go, but this is not a small, like, thing 704 00:32:10,537 --> 00:32:13,801 where you could be facing, you know, six months in prison. 705 00:32:13,801 --> 00:32:16,630 This is a major, major trial. 706 00:32:16,630 --> 00:32:20,329 ♪ 707 00:32:20,329 --> 00:32:24,725 Have either of you ever asked Jen... 708 00:32:24,725 --> 00:32:28,859 if she's guilty of any of these charges? 709 00:32:28,859 --> 00:32:34,343 ♪ 710 00:32:38,304 --> 00:32:42,830 ♪ 711 00:32:42,830 --> 00:32:46,529 Have either of you ever asked Jen... 712 00:32:46,529 --> 00:32:50,229 if she's guilty of any of these charges? 713 00:32:50,229 --> 00:32:57,149 ♪ 714 00:32:57,149 --> 00:32:58,280 When your friend looks you in the eyes 715 00:32:58,280 --> 00:33:00,065 and says, "I'm innocent of this," 716 00:33:00,065 --> 00:33:01,240 you say, "Then I will support you 717 00:33:01,240 --> 00:33:03,590 in whatever path you're gonna take." 718 00:33:07,376 --> 00:33:10,640 God forbid she is guilty, 719 00:33:10,640 --> 00:33:13,904 are you still ride-or-die friend? 720 00:33:13,904 --> 00:33:15,732 ♪ 721 00:33:15,732 --> 00:33:19,519 If, in fact, Jen is proclaiming her innocence 722 00:33:19,519 --> 00:33:22,522 when she's really guilty and not taking accountability 723 00:33:22,522 --> 00:33:25,612 to the victims of what she did, 724 00:33:25,612 --> 00:33:30,095 that's a really big problem for me. 725 00:33:30,095 --> 00:33:33,489 ♪ 726 00:33:33,489 --> 00:33:35,143 When all is said and done 727 00:33:35,143 --> 00:33:38,016 and Jen can talk freely about this, 728 00:33:38,016 --> 00:33:41,280 I would love to sit down and understand what went on, 729 00:33:41,280 --> 00:33:44,892 but I don't want to know while there is an open trial pending. 730 00:33:44,892 --> 00:33:49,418 All that's going to do is put me in a position where 731 00:33:49,418 --> 00:33:51,290 I could end up being questioned. 732 00:33:51,290 --> 00:33:53,857 I have no interest in that. 733 00:33:55,729 --> 00:33:57,818 You just--you believe the people you love. 734 00:33:57,818 --> 00:34:01,648 I mean, take a moment right now and, like, look around 735 00:34:01,648 --> 00:34:04,607 and see how beautiful it is and how peaceful, 736 00:34:04,607 --> 00:34:08,568 and then consider the circumstances 737 00:34:08,568 --> 00:34:13,268 that we're here under, and it's heartbreaking. 738 00:34:20,014 --> 00:34:32,853 ♪ 739 00:34:32,853 --> 00:34:35,638 Here's some snacks. 740 00:34:35,638 --> 00:34:37,510 Oh, we have Sour Patch Kids. 741 00:34:37,510 --> 00:34:41,035 All right, so you're feeling better? 742 00:34:41,035 --> 00:34:42,863 Um, I don't like how you handed that to me. 743 00:34:42,863 --> 00:34:46,954 I know. It's because I am, like, have lost my hostess skills. 744 00:34:46,954 --> 00:34:48,651 I'm sorry. 745 00:34:48,651 --> 00:34:51,045 Tell us about the day. What happened? 746 00:34:51,045 --> 00:34:53,526 The hardest part for me this week has been 747 00:34:53,526 --> 00:34:55,484 somebody that I trusted, 748 00:34:55,484 --> 00:34:57,921 that I made sure that he didn't lose his job 749 00:34:57,921 --> 00:35:01,447 five times at the company we worked for, 750 00:35:01,447 --> 00:35:03,013 made sure that his kids were put through school, 751 00:35:03,013 --> 00:35:05,625 made sure he had food on his table, 752 00:35:05,625 --> 00:35:07,844 what's been the hardest for me this week is to learn that 753 00:35:07,844 --> 00:35:12,110 that----ing person has turned on me, 754 00:35:12,110 --> 00:35:15,374 and now I just read this sh-- that he said. 755 00:35:15,374 --> 00:35:17,724 ♪ 756 00:35:17,724 --> 00:35:21,249 Stuart's a piece of----ing sh--. 757 00:35:21,249 --> 00:35:23,208 ♪ 758 00:35:23,208 --> 00:35:25,514 And you know what? He can play the, 759 00:35:25,514 --> 00:35:27,734 "Oh, I'm little Stuart Smith." 760 00:35:27,734 --> 00:35:29,910 No, bitch, you're an evil mother----er, 761 00:35:29,910 --> 00:35:31,607 and you played me. 762 00:35:31,607 --> 00:35:35,872 I would not be in this thing at all if it wasn't for Stuart. 763 00:35:35,872 --> 00:35:39,137 Stuart----ing played me. 764 00:35:39,137 --> 00:35:40,529 I feed you while you work. 765 00:35:40,529 --> 00:35:42,792 While you make me money, I feed you. 766 00:35:45,578 --> 00:35:46,579 It's good. It's a good day. 767 00:35:46,579 --> 00:35:48,755 Okay. Make money. Eat your banana. 768 00:35:48,755 --> 00:35:50,583 You see the progress over the last year and a half 769 00:35:50,583 --> 00:35:52,628 where Stuart's like, "Jen didn't know anything. 770 00:35:52,628 --> 00:35:55,022 Jen didn't know anything. Jen's not involved in this. 771 00:35:55,022 --> 00:35:56,502 Nope, she's not." 772 00:35:56,502 --> 00:36:00,070 Then all of a sudden, he pleads guilty. 773 00:36:00,070 --> 00:36:03,639 And so for me to finally see all this information 774 00:36:03,639 --> 00:36:05,554 and be like, "Oh, okay. 775 00:36:05,554 --> 00:36:09,428 This is what was going on behind my back." 776 00:36:09,428 --> 00:36:13,606 ♪ 777 00:36:13,606 --> 00:36:14,781 Why do you think he's doing it? 778 00:36:14,781 --> 00:36:18,306 - Just to get a less sentence? - Yeah. 779 00:36:18,306 --> 00:36:24,530 ♪ 780 00:36:24,530 --> 00:36:28,142 What she's telling us, I can hardly believe. 781 00:36:28,142 --> 00:36:30,971 How is Stuart, the guy that chased her snacks 782 00:36:30,971 --> 00:36:33,539 and ordered her waxing appointments 783 00:36:33,539 --> 00:36:36,933 and, you know, bought her tampons, 784 00:36:36,933 --> 00:36:39,936 how is he also running this scheme and framing her, 785 00:36:39,936 --> 00:36:42,112 and she doesn't know? 786 00:36:42,112 --> 00:36:45,028 ♪ 787 00:36:48,336 --> 00:36:52,819 It makes me think, like... 788 00:36:52,819 --> 00:36:54,995 Uh, I don't... uh, it just makes me think, 789 00:36:54,995 --> 00:36:57,954 like, it's so hard to, like, trust people. 790 00:37:04,961 --> 00:37:08,269 We all know how this world works, 791 00:37:08,269 --> 00:37:10,663 and karma is out there. 792 00:37:10,663 --> 00:37:12,839 - Yeah. - And I always say that 793 00:37:12,839 --> 00:37:16,495 people who do bad things suffer with their own being every day. 794 00:37:21,630 --> 00:37:25,982 There's so much I wish I could say to the public. 795 00:37:25,982 --> 00:37:29,029 - I love you so much. - Love you, love you, love you. 796 00:37:29,029 --> 00:37:30,726 ♪ 797 00:37:30,726 --> 00:37:36,079 I'm tired. I'm--I'm tired. I'm really tired and, uh... 798 00:37:37,472 --> 00:37:40,388 - The Three Amigos. - Aw. 799 00:37:48,570 --> 00:37:51,138 We know you got this, babe. 800 00:37:53,271 --> 00:37:54,359 [whispers] Okay. 801 00:37:54,359 --> 00:37:57,405 [kisses] 802 00:37:58,363 --> 00:38:03,498 [siren wailing in distance, reporters shouting at once] 803 00:38:03,498 --> 00:38:04,586 Coming up... 804 00:38:04,586 --> 00:38:06,066 - This is a theory. - Mm-hmm. 805 00:38:06,066 --> 00:38:10,549 I think that Coach discovered what Jen was doing, 806 00:38:10,549 --> 00:38:12,725 and then with all the witness statements, 807 00:38:12,725 --> 00:38:16,076 there was something that they could not get out of. 808 00:38:16,076 --> 00:38:18,861 ♪ 809 00:38:23,083 --> 00:38:24,867 [bell tolls] 810 00:38:24,867 --> 00:38:26,086 SHARRIEFF: [voice echoing] Our time has come. 811 00:38:26,086 --> 00:38:27,435 Our time has come. Our time has come. 812 00:38:27,435 --> 00:38:28,958 CHARLENE: [voice echoing] You'll be innocent. 813 00:38:28,958 --> 00:38:30,612 You'll be innocent. You'll be innocent. 814 00:38:30,612 --> 00:38:31,961 JEN: I'm innocent! 815 00:38:33,615 --> 00:38:43,321 ♪ 816 00:38:43,321 --> 00:38:45,584 Come here, guys. No comment. 817 00:38:49,414 --> 00:38:51,677 [siren wailing in distance] 818 00:38:51,677 --> 00:38:54,854 ♪ 819 00:39:05,343 --> 00:39:12,741 ♪ 820 00:39:14,395 --> 00:39:15,570 ♪ 821 00:39:15,570 --> 00:39:17,790 Hey, how are you? 822 00:39:17,790 --> 00:39:20,532 - Can I get a table for two? - Absolutely. This way. 823 00:39:20,532 --> 00:39:21,707 Thank you. 824 00:39:21,707 --> 00:39:28,366 ♪ 825 00:39:28,366 --> 00:39:30,411 - Hey. - Hey. 826 00:39:30,411 --> 00:39:33,980 - How's it going. - Ohh. 827 00:39:33,980 --> 00:39:35,938 - It's nuts. - Nuts. 828 00:39:35,938 --> 00:39:37,592 It's nuts. 829 00:39:37,592 --> 00:39:38,854 Did you just get back from New York? 830 00:39:38,854 --> 00:39:41,901 - Just barely got back. - When? Like... 831 00:39:41,901 --> 00:39:43,772 Not last night, but the night before. 832 00:39:43,772 --> 00:39:45,513 - Oh, you're kidding. 833 00:39:45,513 --> 00:39:47,123 - Hi. - Hey. 834 00:39:47,123 --> 00:39:49,561 - I'd love to take your order. - I would love an iced water. 835 00:39:49,561 --> 00:39:51,693 Let's get some burrata, the crab cakes, 836 00:39:51,693 --> 00:39:53,391 and then let's do two Vida cocktails. 837 00:39:53,391 --> 00:39:54,435 BOTH: Thank you. 838 00:39:54,435 --> 00:39:57,046 I have so many questions. 839 00:39:57,046 --> 00:39:58,787 Are you okay? 840 00:39:58,787 --> 00:40:01,790 Yeah, I'm just-- I mean, are you okay? 841 00:40:01,790 --> 00:40:04,097 It feels so surreal. 842 00:40:04,097 --> 00:40:05,446 Yesterday, I felt like the gamut. 843 00:40:05,446 --> 00:40:07,622 I was angry. I was sad. 844 00:40:07,622 --> 00:40:11,670 Confused. I'm--I'm, like, wow, this is who she is. 845 00:40:11,670 --> 00:40:15,413 This is a bad, awful thing she's done. 846 00:40:15,413 --> 00:40:17,023 Thank you. 847 00:40:17,023 --> 00:40:21,549 I am overwhelmed with grief-- 848 00:40:21,549 --> 00:40:25,466 grief that we are in this situation, 849 00:40:25,466 --> 00:40:27,468 that there's victims, 850 00:40:27,468 --> 00:40:29,992 that our friend is going away for a decade, 851 00:40:29,992 --> 00:40:32,081 and she has a 16-year-old. 852 00:40:32,081 --> 00:40:34,649 That made me bawl my eyes out yesterday. 853 00:40:34,649 --> 00:40:37,826 [voice breaking] All I could think about was her in the van, 854 00:40:37,826 --> 00:40:40,350 saying, "I'm not gonna see Rieffy get married." 855 00:40:40,350 --> 00:40:44,050 I might not see my--my Omar go to prom. 856 00:40:44,050 --> 00:40:47,706 I know, I know! And I feel for you! I feel it for you! 857 00:40:47,706 --> 00:40:49,969 This is my----ing life! This is my life! 858 00:40:49,969 --> 00:40:53,929 This is my kids! This is my kids! 859 00:40:53,929 --> 00:40:57,280 - Like, that part-- - I mean, Omar is 16. 860 00:40:57,280 --> 00:41:01,371 ♪ 861 00:41:01,371 --> 00:41:04,113 [groans] 862 00:41:04,113 --> 00:41:06,855 When you read what she said, what did you feel? 863 00:41:14,210 --> 00:41:16,343 Shock. 864 00:41:19,433 --> 00:41:25,961 What she pled guilty to is... so bad. 865 00:41:25,961 --> 00:41:29,138 And the fact that she's taken it this far 866 00:41:29,138 --> 00:41:31,314 and gone for this long and proclaimed her innocence, 867 00:41:31,314 --> 00:41:34,753 and now I can only think she did it, 868 00:41:34,753 --> 00:41:36,276 and she thought she was gonna get away with it, 869 00:41:36,276 --> 00:41:38,626 and then when she realized she didn't get away with it, 870 00:41:38,626 --> 00:41:40,498 her story changed. 871 00:41:40,498 --> 00:41:42,325 I didn't wanna believe 872 00:41:42,325 --> 00:41:45,807 that Jen was capable of doing any of that. 873 00:41:45,807 --> 00:41:47,461 It was the last thing I expected, 874 00:41:47,461 --> 00:41:49,681 for her to plead guilty. 875 00:41:49,681 --> 00:41:52,814 What made her decide not to fight? 876 00:41:52,814 --> 00:41:54,163 - This is a theory. - Mm-hmm. 877 00:41:54,163 --> 00:41:58,298 I think that Coach discovered was Jen was doing 878 00:41:58,298 --> 00:42:03,129 and that it was impossible to explain away. 879 00:42:03,129 --> 00:42:06,524 And then in that 3,500 with all the witness statements 880 00:42:06,524 --> 00:42:09,004 and all the witnesses, there was something 881 00:42:09,004 --> 00:42:10,484 that they could not get out of. - Refute. 882 00:42:10,484 --> 00:42:15,533 And it was a smoking gun that said, "Okay, the gig is up. 883 00:42:15,533 --> 00:42:16,795 You have to walk in there. 884 00:42:16,795 --> 00:42:18,144 You have to say you did these things, 885 00:42:18,144 --> 00:42:21,539 and you have to go to prison for a decade." 886 00:42:21,539 --> 00:42:23,366 ♪ 887 00:42:23,366 --> 00:42:25,586 And I'll tell you right now, if my husband knew about it, 888 00:42:25,586 --> 00:42:27,849 and my husband was involved... - I'd be----ing losing my mind. 889 00:42:27,849 --> 00:42:30,591 And he said, "There you go, sis. 890 00:42:30,591 --> 00:42:34,029 I'll take care of the boys. I'll see you in 15 years." 891 00:42:34,029 --> 00:42:39,426 That, to me, is a whole other tragedy. 892 00:42:39,426 --> 00:42:40,949 Beyond. 893 00:42:40,949 --> 00:42:42,647 I think she did it. I think she did it, 894 00:42:42,647 --> 00:42:44,953 and I think it is-- she's choking on the words, 895 00:42:44,953 --> 00:42:47,390 and she doesn't wanna say it. 896 00:42:47,390 --> 00:42:50,524 It's too big, and the penalties are too big. 897 00:42:50,524 --> 00:42:54,267 ♪ 898 00:42:54,267 --> 00:42:56,443 It's a lot. 899 00:42:56,443 --> 00:42:57,400 ♪ 900 00:42:57,400 --> 00:42:59,098 It's a lot.