[fountain splashing]
[baby whimpers]
[baby crying]
[baby continues crying]
[somber music]
♪ ♪
- I got you, come on. I know.
Scary things, those scary things, I know, I know.
[baby quiets]
♪ I need ♪
♪ Thee, oh, I need thee ♪
♪ Every hour I-- ♪
[clears throat]
♪ Need thee ♪
♪ Oh, bless me now ♪
♪ My savior ♪
♪ I...♪
[voice breaking] ♪ I pray ♪
♪ Because ♪
[house rumbles]
♪ I need thee ♪
[baby crying]
♪ Every hour ♪
♪ I need thee ♪
♪ Oh...♪
[baby crying]
[cracking, clattering]
[panting]
[soft piano melody]
♪ ♪
- D'Wayne.
How long do you think I'm gonna stand here
waiting for you to tell me what my dream meant?
- It's simply confirmation.
You already know what it means, Denita.
- I am not playing these games with you.
I can go to God myself.
- When was the last time you heard the voice of God
over your lies?
- Don't you dare judge me.
I know-- - You know, nothing.
You're no better than the Pharisees of old.
Corrupt while imitating righteousness.
Constantly scheming to take down
those that God loves and cherishes
in order to remain at the top of a losing game.
- God wouldn't say that.
What about the baby?
What does that mean?
- One of your kids is hurting. - Which one?
- He didn't say.
- How am I supposed to help them?
- By getting yourself together.
- And if I don't, that means my punishment is losing my voice?
- It's not about punishment. This is about repentance.
- If that's all He needs, okay, I do repent.
I'm sorry.
- Another lie.
- You think He's done with me, don't you?
- He'll never leave you. Forsake you.
But God can no longer allow your voice
to represent His own.
- Okay.
Tell me what I need to do, D'Wayne.
Is there anything that can restore me?
- Truth.
Complete, unadulterated truth.
Honesty is the only thing
that can free you from the chains of deceit.
- No, I can't. There has to be another way.
- Trying to negotiate with God?
He warned you of this months ago.
- You don't understand.
- And you do?
[tapping on piano keys]
- If the world knew all the things I've done,
the lies...
I can't.
More importantly,
I wouldn't even know where to begin.
- ♪ Get up ♪
♪ The Kingdom's in me, I know they hear me ♪
♪ Get up ♪
- You've been blowing me up for weeks.
How many times I gotta tell you I'm done with your shit?
- May I come in?
- [sighs]
We have nothing to talk about.
I'm not coming back to Redeeming.
- Oh, I wouldn't dream of ruining your new career plan
of becoming a DJ's groupie.
- I'm not no damn DJ groupie, okay?
I'm taking time for myself and I'm supporting my man.
- Mm. - Something that your
lonely ass can't relate to.
- You're right.
I wouldn't give up my dream or purpose for anybody.
- I'm not giving up anything.
Matter of fact, I'm looking for
a dope-ass producer
to actually give me what I want.
Don't trip.
You'll hear me on the radio again soon.
- Well, I'm really happy to hear you say that,
I mean, because I came here
to make sure you can get out of your contract.
- For real? - Yeah.
That's why I drove all the way up here to Nashville.
[laughs]
The standard return
on my investment is $100,000--
- Nigga, what?
You only gave me 25K.
- True, but with videos, wardrobe,
promos, and studio time and everything else,
it came to just a hair above 100 grand.
So, my lawyers will reach out
in the next week or so,
with the additional fees to release you from your deal.
But, I wanted to come here and congratulate you
in person first. - Caesar.
You know damn well I don't have no hunn'ed racks.
- Well, you should have thought about that
before you breached your contract.
- Okay, look. Is there any other way?
I-I can't go back there,
especially not after what the Jordans did to Dani.
- The Jordans?
You gonna let that crooked-ass family run you from your dream?
Now look--look.
If you wanna honor Danny, do it with your success.
The Jordans' kingdom is bound to crumble.
You make sure that you're sitting on the throne to watch.
- You have a plan?
- Well, not only do I have a plan,
but I rebooked you for Faith Night
as the headliner.
- Stop playing with me Caes. - I'm not.
Seems as if your label,
who has done such a good job in promoting your music,
that they actually asked you to come back
and close the show.
- Wait, you would really sue me?
- Absolutely.
Just ask Denita Jordan.
[laughs]
[under breath] "Just ask Denita Jordan."
[bacon sizzles]
- Oh, finally, a smile.
I've been waiting to see that all morning.
- Thank you, Cal.
[liquid pours]
Can't believe you remember my favorite breakfast.
- Well. I made it for you almost every day
when you were pregnant.
I don't see how I could not remember.
- You've forgotten a lot of things
over the course of our marriage.
Why would I think this would be any different?
- [exhales]
I'm not the only one who's forgotten things
in our marriage, Denita.
- And that would be what, Calvin?
- To listen, to care.
- Listen?
To the lies? The excuses.
Oh, the mistresses calling
expecting me to apologize for you?
- Never mind, Denita, you're right.
- Thank you.
Is there something else you want to say?
- There's no point in having a conversation
if I'm the only one who's listening.
- Calvin, I'm going through too much right now
for you to be playing this-- - Just tell me
that I matter to you. Can you do that?
- What doesn't matter to me right now
is this conversation.
- Oh no, of course it doesn't matter to you
because it's not about you, it's about us.
- Look.
We both know you are not trying to win me over for real.
So what do you really want? - An understanding.
A partnership.
And maybe just a little respect.
- That requires trust.
We've never had that.
- I messed up.
I know, maybe I don't deserve you as my spouse, yet--
- Don't.
- True.
True.
But neither of us have earned that title.
Denita, I wanna to support you.
Clearly, you have the world on your shoulders.
Let me bear below.
- And that'll lead us to what eventually?
- Something real.
But we were pushed into marriage.
We never got a chance to date or even get to know each other.
Well, I'm--I'm changing.
And I need support too.
I need you to get to know me for who I am now.
- We may be three decades too late.
- I don't think we are.
- If only you knew what I was up against.
- I'm in it with you, whatever it is.
I am not going anywhere.
Can you say the same?
[upbeat music]
♪ ♪
- ♪ I will overcome ♪
♪ 'Cause my God's working with this ♪
♪ I will overcome ♪
♪ 'Cause I can handle this ♪
♪ I will overcome...♪
- So how was your flight? - It was fine.
It was deciding to get on the bastard
that was a pain in my ass.
- Zyan wasn't too happy about you leaving?
- Nah, he was cool with it.
You know, in that eerie way, when dudes try to pretend
shit don't bother them, but you know it does.
- Well, what did he say exactly?
- Well, after I told him about Caesar saying that
I would owe him 100 large
if I continue to breach my contract,
he offered to pay it.
- Zyan's got that kinda money?
- Hell, no.
He's saying, 'cause he's on tour with Migos
and he can earn it over time, and, you know,
he's on his way to becoming "that guy"
and if I'd just be patient.
- So your man offered you $100,000
and you're sitting in my car because...
- Linda, do you know how many times Z promised
that he was gonna do this or that
to make my dreams come true?
And years later, where was my Black ass?
Sliding down a pole, paying our rent and doing it on my own.
- Rbel, it sounds like you don't have much faith in him.
- Yeah, well, the only person I have faith in is me.
Besides, Caesar's got me headlining Faith Night.
- Oh, that's huge!
- It can be, if I really kill it.
I just need to prove to myself that I can really do it,
you know?
If that makes sense. - Seriously, Rbel.
[both laughs]
- I just feel like my music is calling me, you know?
And-- [phone vibrates]
- Mm. Are you sure that's the only thing callin' you?
[chuckles]
Mm-hmm.
Just sayin'.
- Taj.
- Dad.
- I'm happy to see you, son. Can I talk to you for a--
- I know what you want to talk about,
but that's not why I'm here.
- Oh, so you came back home to apologize to me?
- No, I called this family meeting
because we have a crisis on our hands.
- Oh, God.
- Larry Reid called, asking if I wanted to comment
on a pending church scandal.
- Why do you always look at me?
- Because you and scandal go hand in hand.
Go on, Taj.
- Sasha's doing a tell-all interview
about her 2 1/2-year-long relationship with you.
- Told you.
- Daddy is this for real? - Very.
Once again, he just can't seem to control himself.
- Calvin.
You gotta fix this and fix it now.
Between Faith Night and this fight that I'm in
with this record release, I do not have the time or space
to clean up you and your whore's mess.
- I'll talk to her, all right?
Explain that I didn't mean to hurt her,
but I had to choose my family.
Hopefully I can find the right words to--
- Find the words?
She's a scorned mistress.
You think you can talk her out of doing
everything that she can do to ruin you?
Nah. Mm-mm. Sasha wants money.
- I know she wanted to sing.
Maybe I could write a song for her.
- She doesn't want money or fame, she wants to matter.
Clearly, I am the last person to be told
anything in this family,
but what I do know is what it feels like
living in the shadows, wishing to be seen.
- CJ, please.
Let's not make this about you and your struggles.
- Denita, let her finish.
- I can relate to her more than anyone.
Let me handle this.
- There's a lot riding on this, baby girl.
It was my mistake. I'll deal with it.
- She was my friend, Daddy. I got it.
- No. - Mom.
- CJ.
I know how hard you've been working lately.
And I know how much you love this family.
But I think it's time to call Daddy.
- Do not drag your father into this.
- Is there anyone better at covering up a scandal?
No.
- I'm here.
Let's do this.
- Is that your way of saying hello to our guest?
- I'm sorry, girl, it's just we have relationship issues.
- Really, Rbel? - [laughing] So...
I only like him like 60% of the time.
- Girl, it's all good.
Caesar can be a lot.
We all know it.
- Hey, hold up. Let's start this again.
Rbel, this is Grammy award nominated game changer
Koryn Hawthorne.
Koryn, this is Rbel.
She's rude, barely knows Jesus, but she's talented.
- Nice to meet you, Rbel.
- I asked Koryn to meet us here before we record
because you need to-- - Oh, let me guess.
To see how special I am?
To learn that God has a call on my life.
To know that it's okay to be different?
To find my voice? [laughs]
No offense, girl, but Caesar has brought in
every gospel artist with a plaque up in here
to tell me the same thing.
I got the note, thanks.
- Actually, I was just gonna see
what you thought about these lyrics I've been working on.
- Oh.
Kay.
Yeah, this is--this is dope.
- Just had to act a fool, didn't you?
- Hey, Caesar, is Rbel here yet?
I know you wanted me to talk to her
about her purpose, and why she should...
What?
Hi, I'm Ahjah Walls. It's nice to meet you.
- Hi.
You were saying?
- This is Ahjah Walls. - Mm-hmm.
- She's a member of The Walls Group.
- Come on, Koryn.
Let's go work on this song in the studio...alone.
Nice to meet you, Ahjah.
- ♪ I need thee every hour ♪
♪ Stand by ♪
[clears throat]
♪ I need thee, ohh ♪
[coughs]
[somber music]
♪ ♪
So D'Wayne was right.
All right, God, come on.
I'm listening now. Speak to me.
Please.
Okay, you want honesty? Here it is.
I'm a fraud.
I've spent my entire life motivated by fear.
So self-righteous that I've rotted my own soul.
I'm sorry, Jesus.
I put my kingdom before yours.
I need your forgiveness.
I can't do this without you. Help my babies.
I don't know who's in trouble.
I don't even know where they are.
But if you won't spare me, spare them.
Please, please spare them.
- Mom.
I'm so--I'm so sorry.
I didn't--I didn't realize. - [sniffling]
- What can I do to help? How can I make--make it better?
- Don't pity me, Ty. - I'm not pitying you Ma.
I love you. I love you.
After all these years,
you still don't know the difference.
- [sniffles]
I'm sorry, son.
For every wrong I've ever done.
For every time I forced you to keep up appearances
instead of living your truth and telling the truth.
I apologize. - It's okay. It's okay.
- I'm so sorry.
- It's okay.
[background chatter]
- Good afternoon, Lady Jordan. Your lunch is on your desk,
and I've arranged for your car to take you to Faith Night.
- What are you doing here?
- Working. - I don't know
what kind of game you're playing,
but I won't hesitate to drag you
and that raggedy wig out of here myself.
- I'm sorry, Lady Jordan.
What was that that you was getting ready to do?
- Step into my office, and I'll let you know.
- Hmm. I wish I could.
But with the raise and additional benefits
your father, Bishop West, gave me...
I thought it was only fair for me to earn it.
- Daddy brought you back?
- You asked for his help, didn't you?
He knew it was crazy with all the information
that I know about you and the Ministry
to just...walk away.
Whew. You look angry.
Shall I call Larry Reid to see if he can help you with that?
[dial tone] - Step into my office,
and we can call him together.
- No, thanks.
[bystanders murmur]
- You must have missed the memo.
The truth doesn't scare me anymore.
You wanna tell the world that you're the slut
who secretly slept with her boss' husband?
Fine.
Good luck finding a new job.
Good luck pursuing a career.
[chuckles]
Whoo-wee! The truth feels so good.
Back to work, everyone, everything's good.
Hallelujah.
[hums]
[phone clatters]
- Oh, hey, babe,
I'm gonna have to meet you tonight at the concert.
- Why, everything okay? - Yeah, everything's fine.
- You're gonna miss your mom and Essence performing my song.
It's kind of a big deal for me, CJ.
- I know, Malcolm.
- So you know it's the biggest night of my music career.
You're gonna be late because...
- I just have to handle something for my family,
but I'll be there. - I am your family.
Me.
The one you get angry with and cry on
when they treat you like dirt.
I'm the family you should be concerned about.
- I know.
I'm sorry. Okay?
I'm sorry if it seems like I don't appreciate you, but I do.
Okay? I love you and you are the most important thing to me,
but just understand that I love them too.
- Your parents will step on, steal, and plunder anyone,
including you.
You gonna drop the biggest night of my music career
to help them do what?
Trick someone else outta what belongs to them?
- You're only saying that
because you don't know what's going on.
I promise you, tonight after Faith Night,
we'll talk about everything and you'll understand.
- Sure I will.
- Malcolm, you gotta trust me, okay?
You're the number one thing in my life.
- No, I'm not.
Look, how 'bout you let me know
when you can stop being someone's little girl...
start being my wife.
[TV chatter, low music]
- Hey, Caes. - Wow, you look defeated.
Rbel still through with you?
- If you mean ignoring my calls
and wanting nothing to do with me, then yeah.
- She's done with me at least once a week.
Just means she cares.
- Naw. This time it doesn't feel like
she's gonna come back around.
Not until I change my last name.
- You wanna become a Jones?
- Well, Taj Jones doesn't hit as hard.
- [chuckles] True. True.
Look.
You keep your head up.
You're doin' great things standing on your own as a man.
Now, I don't know you well enough
to say I'm proud of you, but...
I do recognize the, uh, strides you made.
- Thanks, Caes.
You know, it actually sounds like you kinda...kinda like me.
- Now, don't go that far. You're still a Jordan.
For now.
What's that?
- It's a gift. For Rbel.
- I know you're mad.
- How can I be mad at you for being who you are?
- No, but that's not who I am Denita, not anymore.
I made a promise to God, and I intend to keep it.
- Please.
You've been slinging your pipe for 30 years,
and you expect me to believe
that you've changed because of a prayer you prayed.
- Wait, you don't believe that one moment with God
is all you need to change your life?
Look, we can fix our marriage.
We just have to put in the work.
- Ah-- - No, I've spent so many years
in our relationship searching...
for the affection and honor you've held for someone else.
I apologize for never coming to you
and saying what I needed.
Instead, I hurt you back.
Look, Denita.
Listen.
Let's pray and ask God to help us become what we both need.
Listen, you know I-- [laughs] I loathe your father,
but he may have been right about us all those years ago.
We have the potential to--
- My father is an old man
who puts "his" vision before "the" vision.
God is requiring me to tell the truth,
and you're next on the list.
After this album drops,
I'm filing for divorce.
[melancholy music]
♪ ♪
- Hey. I just wanted to say thank you.
In the midst of a world tour,
you came all the way over here just to perform with my mom.
- Honestly?
I should be thanking you.
In all the years I've been on the stage,
this is the first show my mother's ever attended.
I actually feel like she might be proud
of something I've done, for once.
- I promise you, it's impossible
for anyone not to be proud of you.
I know I am.
- I love you, Taj.
And you don't have to say it back,
because everything you've done for me
lets me know you love me too.
- Have a good show. - Thank you.
- Welcome to Faith Night. y'all.
Make some noise, make some noise.
[cheering]
Yeah, yeah.
This is by far the biggest night in gospel music.
Shout out to all of our online people who are watching.
Millions of people are streaming.
Tonight we had one goal,
and that was to break the internet,
and we're doing just that.
Now, listen, this stage will be filled with some of the most
amazing artists in modern gospel music today.
So, let's get this party started
with the woman who came to my office,
and she promised me a bop.
So family, can we do this?
Can we make some noise for Ms. Denita Jordan
and Essence!
[cheering and applause]
[music begins]
♪ ♪
- You still ignoring me?
[cheers and applause continues]
Rbel.
Come on, I'm not gonna let our friendship end like this.
- Friendship?
It was all bullshit, every single bit of it.
You knew your family's corrupt
and you've chosen to support that toxicity your entire life.
- So because they're crooked and dysfunctional,
I'm supposed to stop loving them?
They're still my family. - Yeah, I had a family once.
And your parents had a hand
in taking my mother and my best friend away.
- They're not murderers. Come on, Reb.
They didn't kill Dani.
- You sound so confident.
- Look, I can't answer for what they've done.
I'm solely responsible for who I am
and how I treat others, especially you.
- Stop. You don't care about me.
- Look me in my eye and tell me I'm lying.
[singing in background]
Come on, Reb, talk to me.
You can talk to me.
- Until Dani gets justice, we have nothing to talk about.
both: ♪ See me ♪
♪ When songs fill the night, see me ♪
♪ When love don't feel right, see me ♪
♪ So where's my suddenly? ♪
♪ Oh, see me ♪
♪ When life's filled with hate ♪
♪ See me ♪
♪ I know it feels like eternity ♪
♪ But I may fail ♪
- ♪ Feel so...♪ - ♪ I know what it means ♪
♪ To be free ♪
♪ Life's not easy, so ♪
♪ Remember me, you see ♪
[cheering and applause]
- Hey, Caesar.
- Shouldn't you be celebrating your performance?
- I'm not doing anything until we talk.
- My lawyers are doing all my talking.
- There would be no "One Moment from Glory" album without you.
Apparently, God is demanding my honesty.
So if you want me to shout it for all the world to hear,
I will.
No point in pretending anymore. - You don't wanna pretend?
Woman, that's all you know to do.
- I owe you money, lots of it.
Truth is, I don't have it right now.
But if you will give me time,
I'll pay you back every nickel you deserve.
- As long as I drop the injunction, right?
- Well, yeah.
It's the only way I can make the money back.
What's wrong now, Caesar?
What more do you want?
- I don't know, sincerity?
I gave you all that I had,
and when it didn't work out for you and your father's plan,
you threw me away like I was nothing.
- That's not true-- - Yes, you did.
And then you come in here to only offer me money,
but no apology?
Go ahead with that bullshit, Denita.
Come on.
- So it was never about the money?
So you've lurked in the shadows for decades
because of an apology?
- You say you're being honest? Well, how's this for honesty?
I did what I did for you because of love.
I loved you with all of me,
and you couldn't even bother to care.
- Stop.
I'm so tired of you pretending that
everything you did was motivated by love.
- You robbed me of everything.
- Like what? - You!
Before "One Moment" and your plots against Raven
and then Rbel...
you walked away from us.
As amazing and powerful as we were,
you felt like I wasn't enough.
I mean, damn. Did you hate me that much?
- Hate you?
For years, I've been staring at a man I barely know,
praying that one day I could love him
half as much as I loved you.
I'm sorry I hurt you.
Take as much time as you need to forgive me,
but at some point... please forgive me.
- I'll drop the injunction.
I got what I needed. - What?
- Acknowledgement.
I'll trust you'll do the right thing
and finally make it known, publicly?
- Yeah.
[knock on door]
- Hey Caesar? Rbel's about to go on.
- Thank you.
I better go. - [mouthing] Okay.
[upbeat music]
[crowd cheering]
♪ ♪
- ♪ Once I was a girl ♪
♪ You know the type of girl ♪
♪ The one who thought the world ♪
♪ Was filled with everything I need ♪
♪ Light shining on me ♪
♪ Had any man on call ♪
♪ Shut down any mall ♪
♪ The baddest of them all ♪
♪ Is what I told myself to believe ♪
♪ So I wouldn't feel empty ♪
♪ I-ay I tried, I can't hide ♪
♪ Deep inside I need something more ♪
♪ Heaven open up your door ♪
♪ Amazing ♪
♪ You're patiently waitin' ♪
♪ You say I'm worth savin' ♪
♪ You're forever chasin' me ♪
♪ You caught me with that crazy kinda love ♪
♪ Crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy ♪
♪ Crazy kinda love ♪
♪ The kind of love you don't see 'round here lately ♪
♪ Crazy kinda love ♪
♪ It stays the same when all will keep on changing ♪
♪ Crazy kinda love ♪
♪ Crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy ♪
- ♪ Let me tell you 'bout a girl ♪
♪ Sunday type-a girl ♪
♪ That looked out in the world ♪
♪ Sowin' a lotta misery ♪
♪ Tears fallin' on them cheeks ♪
- ♪ Yeah-eah-eah ♪
- ♪ So she had a big dream ♪
♪ Said "Mama wanna sing" now on your TV screen ♪
♪ Still hard to believe ♪
♪ That that little girl was me ♪
- ♪ All your dreams ♪
- ♪ I-ay know why when they cry ♪
♪ Deep inside they need ♪
♪ Somethin' more ♪
♪ So Heaven open up your door ♪
♪ Amazing ♪
♪ You're patiently waitin' ♪
♪ You say I'm worth saving ♪
♪ You're forever chasin' me ♪
♪ You caught me with that crazy kinda love ♪
- ♪ Yeah ♪ - ♪ Crazy ♪
- ♪ Crazy crazy ♪ - ♪ Crazy crazy ♪
♪ Crazy kinda love ♪
- ♪ The kinda love you don't see 'round here lately ♪
♪ Crazy kinda love ♪
- ♪ It stays the same when this will keep on changing ♪
♪ Crazy kinda love ♪
- ♪ Oh yeah ♪
- ♪ Crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy ♪
♪ It's crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy ♪
♪ How you love me ♪
[wild cheering and applause]
- Thank you for coming.
I know you made a deal with my grandfather,
but I wanted to talk to you, face-to-face.
- Let me guess. You mad, too.
- I'm confused.
How could you sleep with my father
and look me in my eyes and call me your friend?
- It's not about you.
We're meant to be together, and your father--
- Is married. My father is married.
- Not once I win him back. - Sasha,
I'm trying my hardest to be kind.
So I suggest you rethink your tone.
- Look...
It's sad that you're upset but...this is above you, girl.
- You know, I let you in, Sasha.
I told you things that I would never tell anyone.
How could you betray me like that?
Make it make sense, Sasha.
- I don't need to.
Look, you and your mama can do whatever you want.
Cry, yell, be mad. I don't give a damn.
Ho, what, your crazy ass finna do somethin'?
- Agh!
[intense music]
♪ ♪
- Whoa, whoa--CJ! CJ! - Daddy, move!
- CJ, stop! Stop!
What do you think you're doing?
How can you resort to putting your hands--
- How can I resort?
I should be asking you that same question.
Do you understand I've been fighting for you
since I was a child,
telling everyone that you're more than the rumors
and the corruption--that you're actually a good man?
All for nothin'.
- I know I haven't been perfect.
Sometimes I haven't even been decent.
But I am done with all of that, all right?
I love you and Taj and your mother too much
to hurt you again.
- I don't believe you.
- I need you to, baby girl.
- Let's be real. For once, Bishop.
You're never gonna put our family over your flesh.
[somber music]
- ♪ Queen of harsh ♪
♪ You're the king of my soul ♪
Blllll-blllllb.
Thank you.
- Hey.
There's been a change of plans. - What happened?
- Turns out you and Taj were right.
- Taj? - Yeah.
That song you been bugging me about for weeks?
He finished it. It's time. Let's go.
[applause]
These lyrics were written by my sister, Dani Williams.
And I'd like you to listen to her heart.
♪ Girl, you get on my nerves ♪
[dramatic piano]
♪ Before I saw it another one comes ♪
♪ Will I ever be first? ♪
♪ 'Cause losing gets easier when you've never won ♪
♪ I hate it sometimes ♪
♪ When you try to find ♪
♪ The good in things that break my heart ♪
♪ Like when a nigga lies ♪
♪ Or when good people die ♪
♪ Tell me why is life so hard? ♪
♪ I try and try, this mountain feels so ♪
♪ Hard to climb, at night I ask myself
♪ Am I enough? ♪
♪ Maybe there's no Heaven up above ♪
- ♪ Before I lose my mind and I run out of time ♪
♪ I cannot fight with you ♪
♪ You know too much ♪
- ♪ I guess I'm just a victim of your love ♪
♪ Please ♪
♪ Please just set me free ♪
♪ Let me live in my dreams ♪
♪ It's such a better life ♪
♪ Than this ♪
♪ Just please ♪
♪ Please help me believe ♪
♪ My future's hard to see ♪
♪ I feel I can taste the end ♪
♪ Girl, you get on my nerves ♪
♪ But you already knew the way that I feel ♪
♪ But you still loved me ♪
♪ Amazing ♪
- ♪ I try and try, this mountain feels so ♪
♪ Hard to climb, at night I ask myself ♪
♪ Am I enough? ♪
♪ Maybe there's no Heaven up above ♪
♪ Before I lose my mind and I run out of time ♪
♪ I cannot fight with you ♪
♪ You know too much ♪
♪ I guess I'm just a victim of your love ♪
- ♪ Truth is I don't do too well with love ♪
- ♪ Ooh ooh ♪
- ♪ Now I find myself a prisoner of your love ♪
- ♪ You still get on my nerves ♪
[cheers and applause]
- Taj, uh...
Taj told you?
- He said you found a way to honor Dani.
And he was right.
- Thank you for keeping our baby's voice alive...
even after it was snatched away from her.
- [weeping]
- Thank you.
Thank you so much.
- Taj.
Why me?
- I have been asking God that same question
since the first moment I heard you sing.
- I know... I know I'm not good enough.
- You're a gift, Rebecca Belle.
And I know you're meant for the world.
But in my heart, that gift belongs to me.
- Rbel.
- Zyan, I-- - Move.
- Z, stop!
- What's up, man? - Stop.
- What? - Stop, stop.
Taj, just please go.
- Yeah, go. - Please go.
- Z, just... just hear me out--
- Look, I don't have the energy
to listen to any more of your shit.
You've been cozying up to this nigga
from the moment he ripped you off the pole.
- It wasn't like that. - But yes it was.
I've been doing everything that I can
to give you what you deserve.
- Look, just please try to understand,
look, my music-- - Stop, stop, stop.
This was never about the music.
This has always been about him.
But you know what?
Look, we're done.
- It wasn't-- it wasn't about him--Z!
[somber music]
♪ ♪
♪ Get up ♪
♪ Sunday morning, Jesus call me ♪
♪ Wake up ♪
♪ I know they hear me just somebody pay me ♪
♪ Look up ♪
♪ The Kingdom's in me, the light is in me ♪
♪ Look up ♪
♪ Just behind me I'ma keep on fighting ♪
♪ Get up, get up, get up, get up ♪
♪ Get up ♪