1 00:00:03,793 --> 00:00:05,241 - So when I got home, 2 00:00:05,310 --> 00:00:07,241 he said that he don't even want to look at me right now, 3 00:00:07,310 --> 00:00:10,103 that I need to get out of his sight, 4 00:00:10,172 --> 00:00:13,413 that he needs to think about this shit. 5 00:00:13,482 --> 00:00:16,793 So I say, "I thought we were done. 6 00:00:16,862 --> 00:00:19,310 "Okay, and besides, this is my apartment 7 00:00:19,379 --> 00:00:21,827 "and I ain't going nowhere, so if you can't look at me, 8 00:00:21,896 --> 00:00:24,103 then you need to take your sorry ass someplace else 9 00:00:24,172 --> 00:00:25,241 to do your thinking." 10 00:00:25,310 --> 00:00:26,965 I mean, do you know how many bitches 11 00:00:27,034 --> 00:00:29,379 I used to fight at the strip club for this nigga? 12 00:00:29,448 --> 00:00:31,206 And he's mad over one kiss? 13 00:00:31,275 --> 00:00:32,517 - Any idea where he went? 14 00:00:32,586 --> 00:00:33,862 - Las Vegas. 15 00:00:33,931 --> 00:00:37,000 I mean, damn, who goes to Vegas to think? 16 00:00:37,068 --> 00:00:38,793 - Nobody. - Thank you! 17 00:00:38,862 --> 00:00:41,689 Strip clubs and hos, that's why you go to Vegas. 18 00:00:41,758 --> 00:00:44,172 - Well, I like the buffets. 19 00:00:46,448 --> 00:00:48,586 - And you want to know the worst part, 20 00:00:48,655 --> 00:00:51,620 is how long I put up with this bullshit. 21 00:00:51,689 --> 00:00:54,172 Everything always had to be about him 22 00:00:54,241 --> 00:00:56,965 and what he wanted and what he was feeling. 23 00:00:57,034 --> 00:00:58,517 If I try to tell him about my shit, 24 00:00:58,586 --> 00:01:02,137 he ain't going to hear it, like my troubles don't matter. 25 00:01:02,206 --> 00:01:03,965 Okay, my life don't interest him. 26 00:01:04,034 --> 00:01:06,448 I'm only here to serve him. 27 00:01:06,517 --> 00:01:08,413 - Will he be coming back? 28 00:01:08,482 --> 00:01:11,275 - He's selfish, not stupid. 29 00:01:11,344 --> 00:01:14,862 I mean, look at me. [laughter] 30 00:01:14,931 --> 00:01:17,517 You think he's gonna find something this fine in Vegas? 31 00:01:17,586 --> 00:01:19,103 - Nope. - Hell nah. 32 00:01:19,172 --> 00:01:20,724 - [giggles] 33 00:01:24,344 --> 00:01:26,206 I got a surprise waiting. [tea kettle hisses] 34 00:01:26,275 --> 00:01:28,344 I'm done. I'm just so over it. 35 00:01:28,413 --> 00:01:31,482 He can take his shit and go. I'm done with him. 36 00:01:34,275 --> 00:01:37,620 - Can I ask you something? 37 00:01:37,689 --> 00:01:39,206 - What? 38 00:01:39,275 --> 00:01:42,344 - Is this really about Zyan, 39 00:01:42,413 --> 00:01:46,448 or is this something you wanted so you made it happen? 40 00:01:46,517 --> 00:01:49,827 - I'm not the same person I was when me and Z met, 41 00:01:49,896 --> 00:01:52,379 not for a while now. 42 00:01:52,448 --> 00:01:53,758 - Why do you think you stayed with him 43 00:01:53,827 --> 00:01:55,379 for as long as you have? 44 00:01:58,862 --> 00:02:02,827 - Um, 'cause I thought he was all I deserved. 45 00:02:02,896 --> 00:02:04,275 - What do you deserve now? 46 00:02:04,344 --> 00:02:05,896 [upbeat music] 47 00:02:05,965 --> 00:02:06,862 - ♪ Change it up ♪ 48 00:02:06,931 --> 00:02:09,827 [gentle piano music] 49 00:02:09,896 --> 00:02:13,034 ♪ ♪ 50 00:02:13,103 --> 00:02:15,551 - [hums] - Hello, Taj. 51 00:02:15,620 --> 00:02:17,758 [scribbles] Hello? 52 00:02:17,827 --> 00:02:19,931 - I really don't want to talk about it. 53 00:02:20,000 --> 00:02:21,275 - "Rbel kissed me." 54 00:02:21,344 --> 00:02:23,172 Isn't that what you just said? - Yeah, but-- 55 00:02:23,241 --> 00:02:24,586 - So you do want to talk about it. 56 00:02:24,655 --> 00:02:26,172 You wouldn't have said it otherwise. 57 00:02:26,241 --> 00:02:27,275 - Shouldn't you be prepping tracks 58 00:02:27,344 --> 00:02:29,275 for Mom's listening party? 59 00:02:29,344 --> 00:02:31,551 [keys clack loudly] 60 00:02:31,620 --> 00:02:32,758 - Done. 61 00:02:32,827 --> 00:02:34,689 Now, did you tell Essence about this kiss? 62 00:02:34,758 --> 00:02:35,724 - No! 63 00:02:37,896 --> 00:02:39,413 - Well, that's interesting. 64 00:02:39,482 --> 00:02:41,793 - Not remotely interesting. She's still in Europe. 65 00:02:41,862 --> 00:02:43,724 - But she's coming back for Mom's party, right? 66 00:02:43,793 --> 00:02:46,517 'Cause Mom's counting on her. - She's flying in just for it. 67 00:02:48,344 --> 00:02:50,206 - You don't seem excited. 68 00:02:50,275 --> 00:02:52,275 Is everything okay? 69 00:02:54,482 --> 00:02:56,068 - You remember what you said about Essence 70 00:02:56,137 --> 00:02:58,034 being a younger version of Mom? 71 00:02:58,103 --> 00:03:00,448 - Mm-hmm. 72 00:03:00,517 --> 00:03:03,827 - [smacks lips] Well, you were right. 73 00:03:03,896 --> 00:03:07,241 And it's not just that we are on two different paths, 74 00:03:07,310 --> 00:03:08,448 spiritually speaking. 75 00:03:08,517 --> 00:03:09,793 - So she's not the one? 76 00:03:11,655 --> 00:03:13,241 Is Rbel? 77 00:03:13,310 --> 00:03:15,482 - I hardly know her. 78 00:03:15,551 --> 00:03:17,965 - She kissed you, Taj. Do you have feelings for her? 79 00:03:18,034 --> 00:03:20,103 - I don't know. Maybe. 80 00:03:20,172 --> 00:03:21,517 I mean, there's something there, 81 00:03:21,586 --> 00:03:24,103 and I think we both feel it. 82 00:03:24,172 --> 00:03:26,482 But she got a boyfriend, or did. 83 00:03:26,551 --> 00:03:28,620 - And you have a superstar diva. 84 00:03:28,689 --> 00:03:29,655 - Or did. 85 00:03:31,482 --> 00:03:33,689 - I'm, uh--I'm gonna break up with her. 86 00:03:35,275 --> 00:03:36,793 - Oh, good. 87 00:03:36,862 --> 00:03:39,172 I mean, if that's what you want. 88 00:03:39,241 --> 00:03:41,689 But can I just--can I offer a little bit of advice? 89 00:03:41,758 --> 00:03:42,689 - Please. 90 00:03:44,620 --> 00:03:47,620 - [sighs] Uh... 91 00:03:47,689 --> 00:03:50,413 I need her at Mom's party, 92 00:03:50,482 --> 00:03:52,931 so if you could just wait and do it after, 93 00:03:53,000 --> 00:03:54,689 that would be great. 94 00:03:54,758 --> 00:03:56,620 Please. 95 00:03:56,689 --> 00:03:59,724 [upbeat gospel music] 96 00:03:59,793 --> 00:04:02,482 ♪ ♪ 97 00:04:02,551 --> 00:04:04,413 - Now the question of the day is, 98 00:04:04,482 --> 00:04:06,103 will they or won't they? 99 00:04:06,172 --> 00:04:10,206 Now, I'm not talking about some star-crossed lovers 100 00:04:10,275 --> 00:04:11,965 that are "contempulating" 101 00:04:12,034 --> 00:04:15,068 the idea of a dive into the deep end of the sheets. 102 00:04:15,137 --> 00:04:20,931 No, I'm talking about Queen Denita's listening party 103 00:04:21,000 --> 00:04:26,275 slash 30-year connubial anniversary celebration. 104 00:04:26,344 --> 00:04:28,724 Will they come or won't they? 105 00:04:28,793 --> 00:04:30,551 - Please stop watching Larry Reid. 106 00:04:30,620 --> 00:04:31,517 He only gets you-- - Shh! 107 00:04:31,586 --> 00:04:33,379 - Ever since Lady Jordan 108 00:04:33,448 --> 00:04:35,758 decided to record that there duet 109 00:04:35,827 --> 00:04:38,206 with glam goddess Essence, 110 00:04:38,275 --> 00:04:40,827 the gospel luminaries have been coming to me, 111 00:04:40,896 --> 00:04:45,896 asking how desperate could the queen of gospel be? 112 00:04:45,965 --> 00:04:48,103 Now, let's face it, 113 00:04:48,172 --> 00:04:52,965 us Jesus-believin' gospel folk, we have our standards. 114 00:04:53,034 --> 00:04:55,827 And if you find yourself sharing the mic 115 00:04:55,896 --> 00:04:59,379 with somebody recently spotted soaking up rays 116 00:04:59,448 --> 00:05:01,931 on a naked beach in the south of France, 117 00:05:02,000 --> 00:05:04,793 then maybe your listening party 118 00:05:04,862 --> 00:05:06,379 really needs to be a pity party, 119 00:05:06,448 --> 00:05:10,034 'cause from where I'm sitting, this here is pity-darn-ful. 120 00:05:10,103 --> 00:05:12,068 [laptops snaps shut] 121 00:05:12,137 --> 00:05:13,275 - That's it. 122 00:05:13,344 --> 00:05:14,965 I'm canceling the listening party. 123 00:05:15,034 --> 00:05:16,724 - Cancel your listening party if you like. 124 00:05:16,793 --> 00:05:19,931 I still intend on celebrating our anniversary. 125 00:05:20,000 --> 00:05:22,965 - Why is that so important when you know our marriage is over? 126 00:05:23,034 --> 00:05:26,172 - Because we haven't told anyone yet, and I-- 127 00:05:26,241 --> 00:05:29,482 I'd like one more chance to celebrate as a family. 128 00:05:38,551 --> 00:05:40,206 I never loved Sasha. 129 00:05:40,275 --> 00:05:42,413 - I know that. 130 00:05:42,482 --> 00:05:45,275 But you never loved me either. 131 00:05:45,344 --> 00:05:48,241 - I admired you. 132 00:05:48,310 --> 00:05:50,103 - It's not the same, is it? 133 00:05:52,034 --> 00:05:53,068 - No. 134 00:05:55,827 --> 00:05:58,310 But I tried. 135 00:05:58,379 --> 00:05:59,931 - So did I. 136 00:06:03,137 --> 00:06:04,275 [sighs] 137 00:06:04,344 --> 00:06:08,896 We'll-we'll have the party. 138 00:06:08,965 --> 00:06:13,034 But after that, we stop trying. 139 00:06:15,000 --> 00:06:16,275 And let it go. 140 00:06:16,344 --> 00:06:17,758 - ♪ Out of time ♪ 141 00:06:17,827 --> 00:06:20,896 ♪ I cannot fight with you ♪ 142 00:06:20,965 --> 00:06:23,620 ♪ You know too much ♪ 143 00:06:23,689 --> 00:06:25,241 ♪ I guess I'm just a ♪ 144 00:06:25,310 --> 00:06:28,586 both: ♪ Victim of your love ♪ - Such a beautiful song. 145 00:06:28,655 --> 00:06:29,862 I watched the livestream. 146 00:06:29,931 --> 00:06:32,689 I'm so proud of you. [laughter] 147 00:06:32,758 --> 00:06:34,344 - Hey, the lyrics came from Dani. 148 00:06:34,413 --> 00:06:36,344 Her name's on it. 149 00:06:36,413 --> 00:06:37,758 The money's going to her parents. 150 00:06:37,827 --> 00:06:40,310 - So have you been feeling any closure? 151 00:06:40,379 --> 00:06:41,620 - No. 152 00:06:41,689 --> 00:06:43,275 - What are you gonna do? 153 00:06:43,344 --> 00:06:44,551 - Haven't decided. 154 00:06:44,620 --> 00:06:46,724 Um... [chuckles dryly] 155 00:06:46,793 --> 00:06:49,482 It's messed up, I know that. 156 00:06:49,551 --> 00:06:52,310 I have to be careful about who I trust. 157 00:06:52,379 --> 00:06:53,586 - You want to talk about it? 158 00:06:53,655 --> 00:06:57,620 - I will, when I get it figured out. 159 00:06:57,689 --> 00:07:00,620 - [inhales deeply] Okay, fine. 160 00:07:00,689 --> 00:07:03,655 So, do you want to talk about him? 161 00:07:03,724 --> 00:07:05,206 - Taj? [scoffs] 162 00:07:05,275 --> 00:07:06,551 There's nothing to talk about. 163 00:07:06,620 --> 00:07:09,206 We sang a song. End of story. 164 00:07:09,275 --> 00:07:10,620 - Try again. 165 00:07:10,689 --> 00:07:13,482 - He has a girlfriend. - You had a boyfriend. 166 00:07:13,551 --> 00:07:16,655 - But Taj, he's-he's too good. 167 00:07:16,724 --> 00:07:18,931 - "Too good"? 168 00:07:19,000 --> 00:07:21,827 Or too good for you? - ♪ I try ♪ 169 00:07:21,896 --> 00:07:23,862 Don't think like that. 170 00:07:23,931 --> 00:07:27,137 You deserve happiness just as much as anyone else. 171 00:07:27,206 --> 00:07:29,206 But don't feel like you have to rush anything. 172 00:07:29,275 --> 00:07:32,206 - Like I told you, it ain't even like that. 173 00:07:32,275 --> 00:07:35,172 - Mm-hmm, so when are you gonna see him again? 174 00:07:35,241 --> 00:07:37,793 - [sighs] 175 00:07:37,862 --> 00:07:39,241 We're going for coffee tomorrow. 176 00:07:39,310 --> 00:07:42,000 - Ah, yes! [laughter] 177 00:07:42,068 --> 00:07:45,000 [tranquil music] 178 00:07:45,068 --> 00:07:49,344 ♪ ♪ 179 00:07:49,413 --> 00:07:51,103 - ♪ I got lost in you ♪ 180 00:07:51,172 --> 00:07:53,241 ♪ Do you think you, you got lost? ♪ 181 00:07:53,310 --> 00:07:55,655 - Okay, this is weird. 182 00:07:55,724 --> 00:07:57,482 I feel weird. Do you? 183 00:07:57,551 --> 00:07:58,793 - Oh, no, I-I feel it. 184 00:07:58,862 --> 00:08:00,068 Definitely weird. - Okay, it's my fault. 185 00:08:00,137 --> 00:08:01,206 - No, you ain't-- - I shouldn't have done it. 186 00:08:01,275 --> 00:08:02,551 The kiss, I shouldn't have done it. 187 00:08:02,620 --> 00:08:05,586 And I was just caught in the moment, and... 188 00:08:05,655 --> 00:08:06,862 I'm a very physical person. 189 00:08:06,931 --> 00:08:08,586 - Yeah, I-I get that. 190 00:08:08,655 --> 00:08:10,758 - I was trying to say thank you. 191 00:08:10,827 --> 00:08:12,724 - So, it was a thank you kiss? 192 00:08:12,793 --> 00:08:17,241 - I was...very thankful. 193 00:08:17,310 --> 00:08:18,689 - And physical. 194 00:08:18,758 --> 00:08:20,551 - So you get it? - No, I don't think I do. 195 00:08:20,620 --> 00:08:21,931 - It was an impulse. 196 00:08:22,000 --> 00:08:23,206 - Mm. - And it won't happen again. 197 00:08:23,275 --> 00:08:24,172 - Yeah, I got it now. 198 00:08:24,241 --> 00:08:25,758 - ♪ All I want is you ♪ 199 00:08:25,827 --> 00:08:27,586 ♪ ♪ 200 00:08:27,655 --> 00:08:30,103 ♪ All I want is you ♪ 201 00:08:30,172 --> 00:08:31,172 ♪ ♪ 202 00:08:31,241 --> 00:08:33,827 ♪ And all I want is you ♪ 203 00:08:33,896 --> 00:08:37,034 ♪ Yeah, all I want is your body ♪ 204 00:08:37,103 --> 00:08:39,655 ♪ Come on, pull me closer to you ♪ 205 00:08:39,724 --> 00:08:43,551 - Zyan, he seemed pretty upset. 206 00:08:45,310 --> 00:08:49,413 Does he understand that it was just a thank you kiss? 207 00:08:49,482 --> 00:08:52,586 - Not exactly. 208 00:08:52,655 --> 00:08:54,068 He's in Vegas. 209 00:08:54,137 --> 00:08:56,620 I packed all his shit up into some trash bags. 210 00:08:56,689 --> 00:08:59,310 - I'm-I'm so sorry. 211 00:08:59,379 --> 00:09:01,137 - It wasn't gonna last. 212 00:09:03,000 --> 00:09:05,724 - I definitely know that feeling. 213 00:09:05,793 --> 00:09:07,310 - Essence? 214 00:09:07,379 --> 00:09:10,034 - You know, I've been-- I've been having a sense lately 215 00:09:10,103 --> 00:09:12,517 that, um... 216 00:09:12,586 --> 00:09:15,965 maybe we aren't meant to be 217 00:09:16,034 --> 00:09:22,034 and maybe God has something else in store for me. 218 00:09:22,103 --> 00:09:24,862 - Oh. 219 00:09:24,931 --> 00:09:28,275 - Listen, back at Faith Night, 220 00:09:28,344 --> 00:09:31,655 I heard what you said about wanting justice for Dani. 221 00:09:31,724 --> 00:09:36,379 Whatever it takes, I'm with you. 222 00:09:36,448 --> 00:09:39,172 You need anything, just ask. 223 00:09:39,241 --> 00:09:41,413 - ♪ All I want is your body ♪ 224 00:09:41,482 --> 00:09:43,655 ♪ Come on, pull me closer to you ♪ 225 00:09:43,724 --> 00:09:45,344 ♪ Hold me ♪ 226 00:09:45,413 --> 00:09:46,862 - 30 years. 227 00:09:46,931 --> 00:09:51,172 - Now, 30 wonderful years. 228 00:09:51,241 --> 00:09:54,310 - Happy anniversary. - Happy anniversary. 229 00:09:54,379 --> 00:09:56,586 - I'm talking about "One Moment from Glory." 230 00:09:56,655 --> 00:09:58,379 - I'm talking about us. 231 00:09:58,448 --> 00:10:01,241 [laughter] 232 00:10:01,310 --> 00:10:03,586 - Remastered originals. 233 00:10:03,655 --> 00:10:06,793 - But is that the songs, or you and me? 234 00:10:06,862 --> 00:10:09,275 - You are a mess. [laughter] 235 00:10:11,310 --> 00:10:13,275 Cheers, my dear. 236 00:10:13,344 --> 00:10:14,275 - Cheers. 237 00:10:14,344 --> 00:10:17,034 [applause] 238 00:10:17,103 --> 00:10:21,379 - I owe a lot of people my profound thanks 239 00:10:21,448 --> 00:10:23,241 for the music you're gonna hear tonight. 240 00:10:23,310 --> 00:10:25,275 It's been 30 years, 241 00:10:25,344 --> 00:10:28,206 and it all started with a dream and a vision, 242 00:10:28,275 --> 00:10:32,103 but we know dreams alone are not enough. 243 00:10:34,068 --> 00:10:36,965 I needed someone to believe in me, 244 00:10:37,034 --> 00:10:40,689 to stand with me and guide me. 245 00:10:47,034 --> 00:10:50,000 My father, Bishop Jeremiah West. 246 00:10:50,068 --> 00:10:52,068 I'm only sorry that he couldn't be here tonight. 247 00:10:52,137 --> 00:10:53,517 [applause] 248 00:10:53,586 --> 00:10:55,068 Thank you. Thank you so much. 249 00:10:57,103 --> 00:10:58,413 I'm also excited 250 00:10:58,482 --> 00:11:01,827 for you to hear the new songs on the album. 251 00:11:01,896 --> 00:11:03,241 I thought that I would start out 252 00:11:03,310 --> 00:11:06,172 by performing one of them for you live. 253 00:11:06,241 --> 00:11:07,965 [sighs] 254 00:11:08,034 --> 00:11:11,965 My lovely daughter, CJ, who I am so proud of... 255 00:11:12,034 --> 00:11:13,655 - Thanks, Mom. - Produced it. 256 00:11:13,724 --> 00:11:16,137 It's called "In Control." 257 00:11:16,206 --> 00:11:19,482 I hope you guys like it. [applause] 258 00:11:19,551 --> 00:11:21,793 [ambient music] 259 00:11:21,862 --> 00:11:22,965 - Uh-huh. 260 00:11:23,034 --> 00:11:24,758 - Son, can I talk to you for a second? 261 00:11:24,827 --> 00:11:26,344 - Sure. 262 00:11:26,413 --> 00:11:29,586 ♪ ♪ 263 00:11:29,655 --> 00:11:32,931 - Let's go. - ♪ Lord, I feel your fire ♪ 264 00:11:33,000 --> 00:11:35,758 ♪ Your touch is my desire ♪ 265 00:11:35,827 --> 00:11:38,103 ♪ It's been a while, refill my heart ♪ 266 00:11:38,172 --> 00:11:39,896 ♪ I'm ready to go higher ♪ 267 00:11:39,965 --> 00:11:42,344 ♪ God, with you ♪ 268 00:11:42,413 --> 00:11:44,137 ♪ ♪ 269 00:11:44,206 --> 00:11:46,862 ♪ Because You make all things new ♪ 270 00:11:46,931 --> 00:11:49,793 ♪ ♪ 271 00:11:49,862 --> 00:11:51,689 - Your friend, Rbel, has been on my mind. 272 00:11:51,758 --> 00:11:54,724 How's she doing? - Same. 273 00:11:54,793 --> 00:11:57,172 Convinced you're lying about Dani 274 00:11:57,241 --> 00:11:59,689 and thinks that Chief Johnson is covering for you. 275 00:11:59,758 --> 00:12:02,517 - Why would she think that? 276 00:12:02,586 --> 00:12:04,724 - Dani was in rehab in juvie. 277 00:12:04,793 --> 00:12:06,689 She was clean for years, 278 00:12:06,758 --> 00:12:09,482 and Rbel says that there's no way 279 00:12:09,551 --> 00:12:12,379 that she was mixed up in a drug deal. 280 00:12:12,448 --> 00:12:16,034 - Maybe Rbel's wrong about Dani? About the drugs? 281 00:12:16,103 --> 00:12:19,379 We don't always know people as well as we think. 282 00:12:19,448 --> 00:12:22,206 - I've read Dani's journal for myself, 283 00:12:22,275 --> 00:12:26,137 and she wrote about her fears, her struggles, her hopes. 284 00:12:26,206 --> 00:12:29,137 And what she didn't write about was her drug addiction, 285 00:12:29,206 --> 00:12:32,931 except to say that she was glad to be free of it. 286 00:12:33,000 --> 00:12:35,448 - Sometimes we lie to ourselves. 287 00:12:35,517 --> 00:12:37,620 ♪ ♪ 288 00:12:37,689 --> 00:12:40,517 - Yeah, we do, but why is it so hard for you 289 00:12:40,586 --> 00:12:43,448 to accept that maybe she's not the one lying? 290 00:12:43,517 --> 00:12:46,413 [unsettling music] 291 00:12:46,482 --> 00:12:48,034 ♪ ♪ 292 00:12:48,103 --> 00:12:49,793 - Well, it looks like Essence has arrived. 293 00:12:49,862 --> 00:12:52,586 You should go to her. 294 00:12:52,655 --> 00:12:58,137 ♪ ♪ 295 00:12:58,206 --> 00:13:00,000 - ♪ I'm ready to go higher ♪ 296 00:13:00,068 --> 00:13:02,689 ♪ God with you ♪ 297 00:13:02,758 --> 00:13:05,206 - Hi. 298 00:13:05,275 --> 00:13:07,896 I'm so sorry I'm late, babe. - Oh, you're here now. 299 00:13:07,965 --> 00:13:10,413 And that's all that matters. 300 00:13:10,482 --> 00:13:13,620 - Come. There's something I need to tell you. 301 00:13:13,689 --> 00:13:15,344 ♪ ♪ 302 00:13:15,413 --> 00:13:20,862 - ♪ Oh, I'm praying for fresh wind to fill my soul ♪ 303 00:13:20,931 --> 00:13:22,344 ♪ ♪ 304 00:13:22,413 --> 00:13:27,034 ♪ Help me see with You it's not too late, oh ♪ 305 00:13:27,103 --> 00:13:29,931 - Okay, um... 306 00:13:30,000 --> 00:13:32,034 What is it? You're starting to worry me. 307 00:13:32,103 --> 00:13:34,379 - You remember that physical that I had to take? 308 00:13:34,448 --> 00:13:36,344 You know, the one for the tour? 309 00:13:36,413 --> 00:13:37,827 - Yeah. 310 00:13:37,896 --> 00:13:41,862 - Well, they did some blood tests, 311 00:13:41,931 --> 00:13:43,344 and they found something. 312 00:13:43,413 --> 00:13:45,241 - Okay. 313 00:13:45,310 --> 00:13:47,068 Whatever it is... - Mm-hmm. 314 00:13:47,137 --> 00:13:48,931 - You're gonna be okay. 315 00:13:49,000 --> 00:13:50,103 With God's help, we can do 316 00:13:50,172 --> 00:13:51,482 whatever it is that we need to do. 317 00:13:51,551 --> 00:13:53,931 - I'm pregnant! 318 00:13:54,000 --> 00:13:56,103 - Wait, what? How? 319 00:13:56,172 --> 00:13:57,448 - A gift from the fertility gods. 320 00:13:57,517 --> 00:14:00,344 What do you think, baby? Are you happy? 321 00:14:00,413 --> 00:14:02,965 - Um... - ♪ Yeah ♪ 322 00:14:03,034 --> 00:14:05,896 ♪ My God still is in control ♪ 323 00:14:07,689 --> 00:14:09,275 - So is there anything special 324 00:14:09,344 --> 00:14:11,103 you want to hear from the praise team on Sunday? 325 00:14:11,172 --> 00:14:13,172 - The Word I'm bringing is "Second Chances," 326 00:14:13,241 --> 00:14:14,620 and we're doing baptism. 327 00:14:14,689 --> 00:14:16,931 - I've got some ideas. 328 00:14:17,000 --> 00:14:19,724 I'll have a setlist for you tomorrow. 329 00:14:19,793 --> 00:14:21,034 - Perfect. - Mm-hmm. 330 00:14:21,103 --> 00:14:23,103 So, are you gonna sing? 331 00:14:23,172 --> 00:14:25,517 - Ha! Try and stop me, baby. [laughter] 332 00:14:25,586 --> 00:14:27,068 - All right. 333 00:14:27,137 --> 00:14:29,275 - Hey, just letting you know I'm headed home. 334 00:14:29,344 --> 00:14:31,034 - Uh, hold on. Hold on. Hold on. 335 00:14:31,103 --> 00:14:32,724 There's someone I want you to meet. 336 00:14:32,793 --> 00:14:35,655 This is Pastor Dee. 337 00:14:35,724 --> 00:14:37,862 - Don't tell me. 338 00:14:37,931 --> 00:14:41,103 Rebecca Belle. I know all about you. 339 00:14:41,172 --> 00:14:43,655 And you can call Mama Dee. Everyone else does. 340 00:14:43,724 --> 00:14:45,379 - Rbel. - I love it. 341 00:14:45,448 --> 00:14:48,034 Now Caesar tells me you're gonna be joining us on Sunday. 342 00:14:48,103 --> 00:14:50,413 I can't tell you how happy that makes me. 343 00:14:50,482 --> 00:14:53,206 - Yeah, me too. 344 00:14:53,275 --> 00:14:56,379 - Okay. Well, I should go, let the two of you talk. 345 00:14:59,068 --> 00:15:01,586 - What's she talking about? - Church. Sunday. 346 00:15:01,655 --> 00:15:02,931 You're singing with the praise team. 347 00:15:03,000 --> 00:15:04,103 - That was not a part of the deal. 348 00:15:04,172 --> 00:15:06,551 - You are a gospel singer. 349 00:15:06,620 --> 00:15:09,344 You sing in church. Get used to it. 350 00:15:11,413 --> 00:15:13,620 - [chuckles] Maybe I will. 351 00:15:13,689 --> 00:15:16,655 [ominous music] 352 00:15:16,724 --> 00:15:18,172 - What do you want, Calvin? 353 00:15:18,241 --> 00:15:21,068 Shouldn't you be out there celebrating with your wife? 354 00:15:21,137 --> 00:15:24,103 - I've been praying for God to give me peace, 355 00:15:24,172 --> 00:15:26,034 to accept that justice has been served 356 00:15:26,103 --> 00:15:27,275 for Dani Williams' death, 357 00:15:27,344 --> 00:15:29,068 but the more I've prayed about her 358 00:15:29,137 --> 00:15:30,172 over the past days, 359 00:15:30,241 --> 00:15:34,758 the more...unrest I feel. 360 00:15:34,827 --> 00:15:36,551 - Well, I'm sorry to hear that. 361 00:15:36,620 --> 00:15:38,448 - Look, I have to ask, 362 00:15:38,517 --> 00:15:42,241 is there any chance that you're mistaken 363 00:15:42,310 --> 00:15:45,482 about Dani's involvement with Ezra? 364 00:15:45,551 --> 00:15:47,655 That she wasn't killed over drugs? 365 00:15:47,724 --> 00:15:49,172 - Don't do this, Calvin. 366 00:15:49,241 --> 00:15:53,655 - You know she attended the same gatherings we did. 367 00:15:57,068 --> 00:16:00,275 What if... 368 00:16:00,344 --> 00:16:02,620 she was blackmailing someone? 369 00:16:05,551 --> 00:16:07,448 Is it possible that she was killed 370 00:16:07,517 --> 00:16:10,103 to protect someone's secrets? 371 00:16:10,172 --> 00:16:13,034 - It's possible, 372 00:16:13,103 --> 00:16:15,827 but only if someone in the police department 373 00:16:15,896 --> 00:16:19,310 was involved in a cover-up. 374 00:16:19,379 --> 00:16:21,517 Now, is that what you're suggesting? 375 00:16:21,586 --> 00:16:27,103 ♪ ♪ 376 00:16:27,172 --> 00:16:30,758 - Tell me I'm wrong, Ray. 377 00:16:30,827 --> 00:16:33,724 Please. 378 00:16:33,793 --> 00:16:39,344 - I may not be in the ministry like you are, Calvin, 379 00:16:39,413 --> 00:16:43,551 but it does not mean that I don't get called upon 380 00:16:43,620 --> 00:16:48,310 to serve the Kingdom's business from time to time. 381 00:16:54,275 --> 00:16:59,103 - You knew I was being blackmailed, didn't you? 382 00:16:59,172 --> 00:17:02,896 - How could I? 383 00:17:02,965 --> 00:17:04,724 You never told me. 384 00:17:04,793 --> 00:17:07,724 [tender music] 385 00:17:07,793 --> 00:17:14,689 ♪ ♪ 386 00:17:17,344 --> 00:17:19,482 - I don't remember sending you an invitation. 387 00:17:19,551 --> 00:17:22,206 - I don't need one. - Okay. 388 00:17:22,275 --> 00:17:24,620 - CJ, I'll handle this. 389 00:17:24,689 --> 00:17:26,620 Come on, let's go. - Uh... 390 00:17:33,379 --> 00:17:35,793 - Your music is as beautiful as ever. 391 00:17:35,862 --> 00:17:37,689 - Thank you, D'Wayne. 392 00:17:37,758 --> 00:17:39,896 - But when you speak, 393 00:17:39,965 --> 00:17:42,413 your words have the power 394 00:17:42,482 --> 00:17:44,827 to destroy the things most precious to you. 395 00:17:44,896 --> 00:17:46,206 - What are you getting at? 396 00:17:48,586 --> 00:17:52,241 - God was very clear with you. 397 00:17:52,310 --> 00:17:55,620 You need to speak the truth 398 00:17:55,689 --> 00:17:59,586 or your lies will cost you everything. 399 00:17:59,655 --> 00:18:01,206 Everything. 400 00:18:08,068 --> 00:18:13,275 - When Dani blackmailed me, I only told one person: you. 401 00:18:13,344 --> 00:18:16,310 - Because you can trust me. 402 00:18:16,379 --> 00:18:18,793 You know that no matter what, I got your back. 403 00:18:20,448 --> 00:18:24,000 I would do anything for you. 404 00:18:24,068 --> 00:18:25,448 That's why we belong together. 405 00:18:25,517 --> 00:18:28,413 - Did you tell anyone else? 406 00:18:28,482 --> 00:18:30,827 - Why are you acting like this? 407 00:18:30,896 --> 00:18:33,551 It's all behind us now. - No. No, it's not. 408 00:18:33,620 --> 00:18:35,206 That's what you have to understand, all right? 409 00:18:35,275 --> 00:18:39,379 There are some people that, if you told them, 410 00:18:39,448 --> 00:18:42,551 I might as well have killed Dani and Ezra myself. 411 00:18:44,793 --> 00:18:46,724 Who did you tell? 412 00:18:46,793 --> 00:18:49,724 [tense music] 413 00:18:49,793 --> 00:18:51,241 ♪ ♪ 414 00:18:51,310 --> 00:18:54,413 [inaudible] 415 00:19:18,862 --> 00:19:20,862 - I was weak. 416 00:19:20,931 --> 00:19:25,344 I broke my vow, and now my life is not mine anymore. 417 00:19:25,413 --> 00:19:26,551 - Taj, you're saying it 418 00:19:26,620 --> 00:19:29,344 like God is punishing you for disobedience. 419 00:19:29,413 --> 00:19:33,344 This isn't a punishment. This is a child. 420 00:19:33,413 --> 00:19:35,793 Your child. It's a blessing. 421 00:19:37,482 --> 00:19:39,793 - You're right. 422 00:19:39,862 --> 00:19:43,965 And I will love my child more than life itself. 423 00:19:44,034 --> 00:19:46,517 I'll even find a place in my heart for Essence 424 00:19:46,586 --> 00:19:48,310 if that's what God is asking of me, 425 00:19:48,379 --> 00:19:51,862 but it's-it's just not what I had planned. 426 00:19:51,931 --> 00:19:54,206 - I know, 427 00:19:54,275 --> 00:19:57,827 but maybe-maybe it's better. 428 00:19:57,896 --> 00:20:00,206 - Well, now I guess I'll never know, right? 429 00:20:02,241 --> 00:20:03,551 - Have you told Rbel? 430 00:20:03,620 --> 00:20:06,206 - Why would she care? 431 00:20:06,275 --> 00:20:09,310 - Taj, are you that stupid? 432 00:20:09,379 --> 00:20:11,724 Eventually, she's going to hear about it. 433 00:20:13,758 --> 00:20:16,344 - You're the only person I've told. 434 00:20:18,586 --> 00:20:21,551 Essence wants to wait until she's showing, 435 00:20:21,620 --> 00:20:22,724 you know, make a big announcement 436 00:20:22,793 --> 00:20:25,000 in front of the entire world. 437 00:20:25,068 --> 00:20:27,379 - Of course she does. 438 00:20:27,448 --> 00:20:31,310 Well, that sounds like fun, doesn't it? 439 00:20:31,379 --> 00:20:32,724 I'm sure you'd love that. 440 00:20:32,793 --> 00:20:36,103 [laughter] 441 00:20:36,172 --> 00:20:39,379 I'm just kidding. [phone buzzing] 442 00:20:39,448 --> 00:20:41,655 Is that Essence? 443 00:20:41,724 --> 00:20:44,275 - No. Caesar. 444 00:20:46,034 --> 00:20:47,000 Hey, Caes. What's up? 445 00:20:50,965 --> 00:20:53,586 - Congratulations. 446 00:20:53,655 --> 00:20:56,655 - T-thank you. For what? 447 00:20:56,724 --> 00:20:58,965 - You were right about that song for Rbel. 448 00:20:59,034 --> 00:21:01,103 "Dear God." We're getting a lot of calls. 449 00:21:01,172 --> 00:21:04,655 - Yes, it is a good song, but it's powered by her pain. 450 00:21:04,724 --> 00:21:07,655 - Well, all the same. It's going on her album. 451 00:21:07,724 --> 00:21:12,862 And since you produced it, 452 00:21:12,931 --> 00:21:14,862 you'll get the credit. 453 00:21:14,931 --> 00:21:17,655 The question is... 454 00:21:17,724 --> 00:21:19,137 would you like to do more? 455 00:21:19,206 --> 00:21:21,827 - Are you offering me a job? 456 00:21:21,896 --> 00:21:23,655 - I am. 457 00:21:23,724 --> 00:21:26,034 - Well, I thought you couldn't afford me. 458 00:21:26,103 --> 00:21:28,413 - Well, I found some money. 459 00:21:28,482 --> 00:21:31,172 And I want you to sing too. 460 00:21:31,241 --> 00:21:32,413 - No, I don't sing. 461 00:21:32,482 --> 00:21:34,586 - Could have fooled me. 462 00:21:37,517 --> 00:21:41,965 - Uh, can I-- can I think about it? 463 00:21:42,034 --> 00:21:44,103 - Why? 464 00:21:44,172 --> 00:21:47,034 [somber music] 465 00:21:47,103 --> 00:21:50,068 - Please Father... [praying indistinctly] 466 00:21:50,137 --> 00:21:57,034 ♪ ♪ 467 00:22:08,413 --> 00:22:09,793 Thank you. 468 00:22:11,655 --> 00:22:14,000 all: ♪ My God still is in control ♪ 469 00:22:14,068 --> 00:22:16,896 - ♪ My God still is in control ♪ 470 00:22:16,965 --> 00:22:20,448 ♪ Every sickness and disease ♪ 471 00:22:20,517 --> 00:22:21,931 ♪ ♪ 472 00:22:22,000 --> 00:22:25,517 - Got to give it up. It sounds great. 473 00:22:27,517 --> 00:22:29,793 No one does Denita Jordan like Denita Jordan. 474 00:22:29,862 --> 00:22:32,896 - I'm relieved to hear that. Thank you. 475 00:22:35,655 --> 00:22:38,068 - I bet they loved it at the listening party. 476 00:22:38,137 --> 00:22:40,689 - Oh, you heard about that? 477 00:22:40,758 --> 00:22:44,000 - Gospel music is a small world. 478 00:22:44,068 --> 00:22:45,931 I hear a lot. 479 00:22:46,000 --> 00:22:47,655 Sometimes I don't hear anything. 480 00:22:47,724 --> 00:22:49,000 - You have something to say? 481 00:22:49,068 --> 00:22:50,206 - You were supposed to acknowledge my work 482 00:22:50,275 --> 00:22:52,275 on the original album. 483 00:22:52,344 --> 00:22:54,862 It's the one thing I asked from you to drop the injunction. 484 00:22:54,931 --> 00:22:56,034 - And I will. 485 00:22:56,103 --> 00:22:57,862 - But you didn't-- 486 00:22:57,931 --> 00:22:59,517 not at the party, 487 00:22:59,586 --> 00:23:01,034 not in front of the very people 488 00:23:01,103 --> 00:23:04,965 who've been eating up your lies for the past 30 years. 489 00:23:05,034 --> 00:23:08,482 And I look at this album cover for the new release, 490 00:23:08,551 --> 00:23:12,862 and no mention of me anywhere. 491 00:23:12,931 --> 00:23:16,344 Not a credit, not a thank you, nothing. 492 00:23:16,413 --> 00:23:19,827 - They were already printed. It costs to redo them. 493 00:23:19,896 --> 00:23:21,724 - It costs a lot more to pay what you owe 494 00:23:21,793 --> 00:23:23,482 if I decide not to lift the injunction. 495 00:23:23,551 --> 00:23:25,068 - How dare you. You said-- 496 00:23:25,137 --> 00:23:27,896 - Enough, Denita. 497 00:23:30,068 --> 00:23:31,517 When are you gonna learn there's a price 498 00:23:31,586 --> 00:23:32,793 to pay for your lies? 499 00:23:32,862 --> 00:23:34,827 That sooner or later, you're gonna have 500 00:23:34,896 --> 00:23:37,586 to give up something in return? 501 00:23:37,655 --> 00:23:38,862 - Like what? 502 00:23:38,931 --> 00:23:41,586 - Your son. I hired Taj. 503 00:23:41,655 --> 00:23:44,517 He works for Redeeming now. 504 00:23:44,586 --> 00:23:46,310 And he's producing Rbel. 505 00:23:46,379 --> 00:23:48,517 - [scoffs] Oh, God. 506 00:23:48,586 --> 00:23:51,517 - You've lost the future of First Kingdom Records. 507 00:23:51,586 --> 00:23:52,965 He's mine now. 508 00:23:53,034 --> 00:23:54,931 all: ♪ Because God is in control ♪ 509 00:23:55,000 --> 00:23:58,034 - ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ 510 00:23:58,103 --> 00:24:01,482 ♪ My God still is in control ♪ 511 00:24:01,551 --> 00:24:04,413 [playing piano gently] 512 00:24:04,482 --> 00:24:11,620 ♪ ♪ 513 00:24:33,931 --> 00:24:35,965 - Does Caesar know you're playing his piano? 514 00:24:36,034 --> 00:24:39,586 - Not only does he know, he's paying me to play it. 515 00:24:39,655 --> 00:24:42,931 - Why, he doesn't know any better players? 516 00:24:43,000 --> 00:24:45,206 - No one that wants to put up with you. 517 00:24:45,275 --> 00:24:47,827 In case you didn't know, you have a reputation. 518 00:24:47,896 --> 00:24:49,137 - Uh-huh. 519 00:24:49,206 --> 00:24:52,620 But you ain't scared? - Oh, I'm terrified. 520 00:24:52,689 --> 00:24:55,551 I just need the money. 521 00:24:55,620 --> 00:24:57,517 - So, you're serious. He hired you? 522 00:24:57,586 --> 00:25:01,068 - Yeah, he seems to think that we might work well together. 523 00:25:01,137 --> 00:25:02,413 - Hmm. 524 00:25:02,482 --> 00:25:04,344 - Is that okay with you? 525 00:25:04,413 --> 00:25:07,000 - And if it isn't? 526 00:25:07,068 --> 00:25:08,586 - Did I tell you that I needed the money? 527 00:25:08,655 --> 00:25:11,586 [laughter] 528 00:25:11,655 --> 00:25:14,241 - Sounds dope. 529 00:25:14,310 --> 00:25:15,551 We should celebrate. 530 00:25:15,620 --> 00:25:17,862 Do something fun. - I-- 531 00:25:17,931 --> 00:25:20,034 - I've never seen you have fun. 532 00:25:20,103 --> 00:25:21,344 Do you know how? 533 00:25:21,413 --> 00:25:25,275 - Ouch. Is that how it is? 534 00:25:27,448 --> 00:25:28,620 Hey. Um, listen. 535 00:25:28,689 --> 00:25:33,241 I, um--as much fun as fun would be... 536 00:25:33,310 --> 00:25:34,862 - Mm-hmm? 537 00:25:34,931 --> 00:25:37,517 - I-I should get home because Essence-- 538 00:25:37,586 --> 00:25:38,965 - Essence? 539 00:25:43,206 --> 00:25:46,620 I thought you said she wasn't meant for you. 540 00:25:46,689 --> 00:25:50,103 - Yeah, I-I shouldn't have said that. 541 00:25:50,172 --> 00:25:51,896 The thing is, um... 542 00:25:55,793 --> 00:25:58,206 She's pregnant-- uh, we're pregnant, 543 00:25:58,275 --> 00:26:00,482 and I haven't told anybody yet 'cause it--it's early. 544 00:26:00,551 --> 00:26:02,620 - Is she keeping it? 545 00:26:04,000 --> 00:26:06,379 - Yeah, we're keeping it. 546 00:26:08,862 --> 00:26:10,793 I-I want to do right. 547 00:26:10,862 --> 00:26:12,448 I need to do right-- - Okay, then. 548 00:26:12,517 --> 00:26:15,068 Okay. Congratulations. 549 00:26:15,137 --> 00:26:18,586 You should-- you should be with Essence. 550 00:26:18,655 --> 00:26:20,689 I'll celebrate by myself. 551 00:26:20,758 --> 00:26:23,551 [solemn music] 552 00:26:23,620 --> 00:26:26,517 [door opens, shuts] 553 00:26:26,586 --> 00:26:33,724 ♪ ♪ 554 00:26:38,000 --> 00:26:40,000 - I thought you were my producer. 555 00:26:40,068 --> 00:26:41,172 - I am. 556 00:26:41,241 --> 00:26:43,172 - So why hire Taj? 557 00:26:43,241 --> 00:26:44,827 Are you trying to get rid of me? 558 00:26:44,896 --> 00:26:46,448 - No, I just thought you would like-- 559 00:26:46,517 --> 00:26:48,241 - I don't like! 560 00:26:48,310 --> 00:26:51,310 And maybe next time, ask me first! 561 00:26:51,379 --> 00:26:54,275 [somber music] 562 00:26:54,344 --> 00:27:01,103 ♪ ♪ 563 00:27:01,172 --> 00:27:02,793 - Yeah. 564 00:27:02,862 --> 00:27:04,310 ♪ Gettin' lonely ♪ 565 00:27:04,379 --> 00:27:07,275 ♪ I don't need a chick, I'm made of money ♪ 566 00:27:07,344 --> 00:27:10,172 ♪ Tryna make it rich like I'm Bacardí ♪ 567 00:27:10,241 --> 00:27:13,482 ♪ Gotta keep it hitched to my body, gettin' lonely ♪ 568 00:27:13,551 --> 00:27:16,689 - You look lonely sitting over there by yourself. 569 00:27:16,758 --> 00:27:18,103 - Mm. - What's your name? 570 00:27:18,172 --> 00:27:19,413 - Depends. 571 00:27:19,482 --> 00:27:22,896 Sometimes I'm Rbel, 572 00:27:22,965 --> 00:27:28,241 sometimes I'm Rebecca Belle. 573 00:27:28,310 --> 00:27:30,344 [laughs dryly] 574 00:27:30,413 --> 00:27:32,344 Or Chardonnay. 575 00:27:32,413 --> 00:27:33,862 - You have a favorite? 576 00:27:36,103 --> 00:27:40,310 - Chardonnay is more fun. 577 00:27:40,379 --> 00:27:42,344 - Chardonnay it is, then. 578 00:27:42,413 --> 00:27:44,068 I'm Elias. 579 00:27:44,137 --> 00:27:47,586 Oh, mm-hmm. What brings you here? 580 00:27:47,655 --> 00:27:49,793 - Oh, the people. 581 00:27:49,862 --> 00:27:53,689 The people that I work with are so boring. 582 00:27:53,758 --> 00:27:57,000 [laughter] They're so boring. 583 00:27:57,068 --> 00:28:00,206 I'm just-- I'm just so tired of it. 584 00:28:00,275 --> 00:28:04,000 "Do this" and "do that" and talk, talk, talk 585 00:28:04,068 --> 00:28:07,310 and "thou shalt not." 586 00:28:07,379 --> 00:28:12,965 I-I--me, Rbel-- I just want to have fun. 587 00:28:13,034 --> 00:28:15,310 - I like the sound of that. - Mm-hmm. 588 00:28:15,379 --> 00:28:19,620 - What do you do? - It doesn't matter. 589 00:28:19,689 --> 00:28:21,758 You know, I used to be a dancer. 590 00:28:21,827 --> 00:28:23,034 - No shit? - Mm-hmm. 591 00:28:23,103 --> 00:28:24,551 - What kind of dancer? 592 00:28:24,620 --> 00:28:26,482 - The bad kind. - Oh. 593 00:28:26,551 --> 00:28:29,034 - ♪ Said my future looked bright ♪ 594 00:28:29,103 --> 00:28:33,034 ♪ Yeah, woke up feeling brand-new ♪ 595 00:28:33,103 --> 00:28:36,275 ♪ I got money on my mind ♪ 596 00:28:36,344 --> 00:28:39,689 ♪ Had to cut a few ties ♪ [whistles and hollering] 597 00:28:39,758 --> 00:28:42,689 ♪ Had to switch up the vibe ♪ 598 00:28:42,758 --> 00:28:45,827 ♪ Woke up feeling brand-new ♪ 599 00:28:45,896 --> 00:28:48,931 ♪ Woke up feeling brand-new ♪ 600 00:28:49,000 --> 00:28:52,172 ♪ And my swag going cuckoo ♪ 601 00:28:52,241 --> 00:28:54,758 ♪ Whips white like a zoo zoo ♪ 602 00:28:54,827 --> 00:28:58,206 ♪ Exotic colors pull up in that Froot Loop ♪ 603 00:28:58,275 --> 00:29:01,517 ♪ Every day I wake up and choose to flex ♪ 604 00:29:01,586 --> 00:29:04,655 ♪ If I'm feeling stressed, I just pop a new dress ♪ 605 00:29:04,724 --> 00:29:06,068 ♪ I've been in my bed ♪ 606 00:29:06,137 --> 00:29:07,448 ♪ I don't care about any of this ♪ 607 00:29:07,517 --> 00:29:09,137 ♪ I ain't worried 'bout no haters ♪ 608 00:29:09,206 --> 00:29:10,758 ♪ I'm just worried 'bout my check ♪ 609 00:29:10,827 --> 00:29:13,517 ♪ I do this, winning, never losing ♪ 610 00:29:13,586 --> 00:29:16,551 ♪ If we're talking money, then you know I'm hella fluent ♪ 611 00:29:16,620 --> 00:29:19,413 ♪ Yeah, I do it, put my mind to it ♪ 612 00:29:19,482 --> 00:29:21,103 ♪ If it ain't about the coin ♪ 613 00:29:21,172 --> 00:29:22,896 ♪ Then you know I ain't pursuin' ♪ 614 00:29:22,965 --> 00:29:25,310 [retching and coughing] 615 00:29:35,931 --> 00:29:37,827 - I had a lot of fun. - Yeah? 616 00:29:37,896 --> 00:29:39,965 - It was. It was. 617 00:29:40,034 --> 00:29:42,586 Oh, hold on. 618 00:29:42,655 --> 00:29:44,827 I'm sorry. Excuse me. 619 00:29:44,896 --> 00:29:47,068 Um, I don't want to bother you or nothing, 620 00:29:47,137 --> 00:29:49,827 but are you Rebecca Belle? 621 00:29:49,896 --> 00:29:50,931 - Maybe. 622 00:29:51,000 --> 00:29:52,758 - You probably get this a lot, 623 00:29:52,827 --> 00:29:58,482 but I was in a bad place in my life not too long ago-- 624 00:29:58,551 --> 00:30:01,241 real bad--and I didn't know what I was gonna do, 625 00:30:01,310 --> 00:30:03,586 and then I heard you sing "It Was Love." 626 00:30:03,655 --> 00:30:09,931 The words--it was like you knew my heart and what I needed. 627 00:30:10,000 --> 00:30:13,586 You saved me. 628 00:30:13,655 --> 00:30:14,931 I'm so sorry. 629 00:30:15,000 --> 00:30:17,586 I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable. 630 00:30:17,655 --> 00:30:20,034 I was just saying thank you. That's all. 631 00:30:20,103 --> 00:30:23,000 [sentimental music] 632 00:30:23,068 --> 00:30:30,172 ♪ ♪ 633 00:30:31,206 --> 00:30:33,000 - [sighs] Shit. 634 00:30:40,413 --> 00:30:43,137 - Now I've heard of backsliding, 635 00:30:43,206 --> 00:30:45,620 but little Miss Rebecca Belle-- 636 00:30:45,689 --> 00:30:48,517 AKA Rbel, AKA Chardonnay, 637 00:30:48,586 --> 00:30:51,413 AKA what in the holy hell 638 00:30:51,482 --> 00:30:53,793 sexual fluidity is going on here-- 639 00:30:53,862 --> 00:30:57,965 appears to not only be backsliding but front sliding, 640 00:30:58,034 --> 00:31:00,448 booty sliding, shimmy sliding, 641 00:31:00,517 --> 00:31:03,379 and also twerk, twerk, twerk sliding 642 00:31:03,448 --> 00:31:05,896 right back into her old stripper life, 643 00:31:05,965 --> 00:31:10,931 and I'm here to report that the saints are not pleased. 644 00:31:14,517 --> 00:31:16,034 - What happened? 645 00:31:16,103 --> 00:31:19,172 I mean, help me understand. 646 00:31:19,241 --> 00:31:23,068 Were you trying to sabotage everything we worked for? 647 00:31:23,137 --> 00:31:27,448 - I just partied a little hard. 648 00:31:27,517 --> 00:31:29,482 What's the big deal? 649 00:31:29,551 --> 00:31:32,689 - The big deal is, you committed career suicide. 650 00:31:32,758 --> 00:31:33,827 I'd like to know why. 651 00:31:33,896 --> 00:31:35,275 - It's always about money with you. 652 00:31:35,344 --> 00:31:37,448 - I'm not talking about money. I'm talking about you. 653 00:31:37,517 --> 00:31:39,931 - Right. Like you care about me. 654 00:31:40,000 --> 00:31:42,931 I'm just your meal ticket. That's all. 655 00:31:43,000 --> 00:31:45,137 - Really? 656 00:31:45,206 --> 00:31:48,068 That's why I spent my last damn dollar to sign you? 657 00:31:48,137 --> 00:31:50,724 That's why I sold publishing rights to my song 658 00:31:50,793 --> 00:31:52,103 so I could hire Taj? 659 00:31:52,172 --> 00:31:55,000 That's why I've never given up on you, huh? 660 00:31:56,758 --> 00:31:59,862 I believed in you. 661 00:31:59,931 --> 00:32:01,413 Talk to me. 662 00:32:01,482 --> 00:32:03,413 Rbel, what's going on with you? 663 00:32:03,482 --> 00:32:05,965 What are you running from? - It won't happen again. 664 00:32:06,034 --> 00:32:07,517 Can we just get to work? 665 00:32:09,620 --> 00:32:11,758 - You don't get it. 666 00:32:11,827 --> 00:32:14,206 It's over. - That's crazy. 667 00:32:14,275 --> 00:32:18,482 - No, your career as a gospel artist is dead. 668 00:32:18,551 --> 00:32:21,379 Downloads to your music has fallen off a cliff, 669 00:32:21,448 --> 00:32:22,896 your streaming isn't even a trickle, 670 00:32:22,965 --> 00:32:25,931 and the gospel community cannot distance itself away 671 00:32:26,000 --> 00:32:28,413 from you fast enough. 672 00:32:28,482 --> 00:32:30,103 - There's gotta be something that you can-- 673 00:32:30,172 --> 00:32:32,310 - Short of a miracle, I don't know. 674 00:32:32,379 --> 00:32:33,448 Unless... 675 00:32:35,965 --> 00:32:37,275 - What? 676 00:32:39,655 --> 00:32:42,655 - Unless you show the world that you've changed. 677 00:32:45,965 --> 00:32:51,034 That the old has passed away and all are become new. 678 00:32:51,103 --> 00:32:55,241 You could get baptized this Sunday. 679 00:32:55,310 --> 00:32:57,724 - Baptized? - Yeah. 680 00:32:57,793 --> 00:33:01,379 An act of contrition, a show of public repentance, 681 00:33:01,448 --> 00:33:05,517 and maybe--just maybe-- a change of heart. 682 00:33:11,586 --> 00:33:12,931 [door opens] 683 00:33:13,000 --> 00:33:15,068 - Oh, my bad. I didn't know you were in here. 684 00:33:15,137 --> 00:33:16,551 - No, I can go. 685 00:33:20,068 --> 00:33:22,586 Rough day? - Uh, yeah. 686 00:33:22,655 --> 00:33:23,896 You haven't heard? 687 00:33:23,965 --> 00:33:26,310 - No, I definitely heard. Everybody's heard. 688 00:33:26,379 --> 00:33:27,551 - So, what do you think? 689 00:33:27,620 --> 00:33:28,931 - I think you'll get through it. 690 00:33:29,000 --> 00:33:30,689 - What makes you so sure? 691 00:33:34,689 --> 00:33:39,689 - No pit is too deep that He is not deeper still. 692 00:33:39,758 --> 00:33:42,724 The very best is yet to be. 693 00:33:42,793 --> 00:33:45,724 - You really believe that? 694 00:33:45,793 --> 00:33:49,448 - I'm trying to. 695 00:33:49,517 --> 00:33:52,241 I'm in a bit of a pit myself. 696 00:33:56,965 --> 00:33:58,000 - I can-- - Oh, no. 697 00:33:58,068 --> 00:33:59,931 No, you stay. I'll go. 698 00:34:00,000 --> 00:34:03,000 [solemn music] 699 00:34:03,068 --> 00:34:10,137 ♪ ♪ 700 00:34:15,172 --> 00:34:18,241 [church bells tolling] 701 00:34:27,413 --> 00:34:30,517 [ominous music] 702 00:34:30,586 --> 00:34:37,517 ♪ ♪ 703 00:35:01,413 --> 00:35:04,241 - Today is the day that the Lord has made. 704 00:35:04,310 --> 00:35:06,689 Let us rejoice and be glad in it. 705 00:35:06,758 --> 00:35:09,896 Some days, it's not so easy to rejoice, is it? 706 00:35:09,965 --> 00:35:13,551 And we get so consumed with the trials of life 707 00:35:13,620 --> 00:35:18,448 that we neglect to experience joy. 708 00:35:18,517 --> 00:35:19,758 I've made that mistake, my friends. 709 00:35:19,827 --> 00:35:21,137 Don't you. 710 00:35:21,206 --> 00:35:23,137 Let go of expectations. 711 00:35:23,206 --> 00:35:26,206 Stop competing for attention. 712 00:35:26,275 --> 00:35:29,241 Forget what people think of you. 713 00:35:29,310 --> 00:35:30,689 It's not important. 714 00:35:30,758 --> 00:35:35,241 Instead, fix your eyes on the One who created you. 715 00:35:35,310 --> 00:35:37,517 Listen when He speaks. 716 00:35:37,586 --> 00:35:39,827 That's where you'll find joy. 717 00:35:39,896 --> 00:35:42,551 [applause] 718 00:35:45,068 --> 00:35:47,931 - Now, if any of you here today 719 00:35:48,000 --> 00:35:51,793 don't believe that you've ever experienced 720 00:35:51,862 --> 00:35:55,482 the real presence of God or heard His Word, 721 00:35:55,551 --> 00:35:58,620 well, you haven't heard my wife sing. 722 00:35:58,689 --> 00:36:04,758 I've asked her to minister a special song. 723 00:36:04,827 --> 00:36:06,103 It's a favorite of mine. 724 00:36:06,172 --> 00:36:10,379 Let go of your worldly concerns for a moment 725 00:36:10,448 --> 00:36:11,793 and listen with me. 726 00:36:11,862 --> 00:36:16,448 Hear the Word of God and find joy. 727 00:36:25,586 --> 00:36:29,482 - Bishop, I've never told you this before, 728 00:36:29,551 --> 00:36:31,310 but it's one of my favorites as well. 729 00:36:31,379 --> 00:36:34,275 [upbeat gospel music] 730 00:36:34,344 --> 00:36:36,965 ♪ ♪ 731 00:36:37,034 --> 00:36:39,689 all: ♪ Wishing I could fly away ♪ 732 00:36:39,758 --> 00:36:42,310 ♪ How I miss those sunny days ♪ 733 00:36:42,379 --> 00:36:45,275 ♪ When I felt Your light upon my face ♪ 734 00:36:45,344 --> 00:36:47,344 ♪ How quickly time can pass away ♪ 735 00:36:47,413 --> 00:36:50,034 ♪ I'm calling God, I'm in a desperate need of grace ♪ 736 00:36:50,103 --> 00:36:52,275 ♪ All my joy is hope, please tell me how much longer ♪ 737 00:36:52,344 --> 00:36:53,965 ♪ Till I get to see You, face to face ♪ 738 00:36:54,034 --> 00:36:57,206 - We are gathered here today for a celebration, 739 00:36:57,275 --> 00:37:01,310 but I must confess that even more than a good wedding, 740 00:37:01,379 --> 00:37:06,379 I enjoy baptizing believers into their new life in Christ. 741 00:37:06,448 --> 00:37:11,689 If there could be a more joyous occasion, I can't imagine it. 742 00:37:11,758 --> 00:37:13,655 At this time, I'd like to invite 743 00:37:13,724 --> 00:37:17,896 those who are being baptized to come forward. 744 00:37:17,965 --> 00:37:20,310 - We should get baptized. Do you want to? 745 00:37:20,379 --> 00:37:22,103 - I did when I was 12. 746 00:37:22,172 --> 00:37:24,448 - Okay, but don't you want to do it together? 747 00:37:24,517 --> 00:37:27,965 - That's not exactly how it... 748 00:37:28,034 --> 00:37:29,517 We'll talk about it later. 749 00:37:29,586 --> 00:37:31,172 Okay? - Okay. 750 00:37:31,241 --> 00:37:35,862 all: ♪ How you can be my Father and the King ♪ 751 00:37:35,931 --> 00:37:38,758 ♪ ♪ 752 00:37:38,827 --> 00:37:44,275 ♪ Just Your breath alone rewrites my name ♪ 753 00:37:44,344 --> 00:37:46,137 ♪ ♪ 754 00:37:46,206 --> 00:37:51,206 ♪ The more we fall in love, the more I change ♪ 755 00:37:51,275 --> 00:37:53,206 ♪ ♪ 756 00:37:53,275 --> 00:37:55,827 - ♪ No more heartaches, farewell heartbreaks ♪ 757 00:37:55,896 --> 00:37:57,206 ♪ Until I ♪ 758 00:37:57,275 --> 00:37:58,793 all: ♪ Until I see You, face to face ♪ 759 00:37:58,862 --> 00:38:01,482 - ♪ All pain is gone, it won't be long ♪ 760 00:38:01,551 --> 00:38:02,862 ♪ I'm going home ♪ 761 00:38:02,931 --> 00:38:04,551 all: ♪ Until I see You, face to face ♪ 762 00:38:04,620 --> 00:38:07,206 - ♪ Been up and down, can't get up now ♪ 763 00:38:07,275 --> 00:38:08,655 ♪ Until I ♪ 764 00:38:08,724 --> 00:38:10,137 all: ♪ Until I see You, face to face ♪ 765 00:38:10,206 --> 00:38:12,793 - ♪ Father, let me in, set me free from sin ♪ 766 00:38:12,862 --> 00:38:15,724 ♪ Devil, you can't win, no ♪ 767 00:38:15,793 --> 00:38:19,586 all: ♪ Get right, church, we're going home to see Him ♪ 768 00:38:19,655 --> 00:38:21,241 ♪ Face to ♪ 769 00:38:21,310 --> 00:38:24,310 ♪ ♪ 770 00:38:24,379 --> 00:38:30,172 - ♪ Hey ♪ all: ♪ Face ♪ 771 00:38:30,241 --> 00:38:33,068 [cheering and applause] 772 00:38:44,000 --> 00:38:45,551 - Today... 773 00:38:48,310 --> 00:38:50,068 will be my final sermon. 774 00:38:50,137 --> 00:38:51,965 [astonished murmuring] 775 00:38:53,724 --> 00:38:57,310 I'm no longer worthy to lead this flock. 776 00:38:57,379 --> 00:39:00,758 [sentimental music] 777 00:39:00,827 --> 00:39:05,275 - ♪ You're the only hope I have for change ♪ 778 00:39:05,344 --> 00:39:08,241 ♪ ♪ 779 00:39:08,310 --> 00:39:13,068 ♪ Without You, my poor heart remains the same ♪ 780 00:39:13,137 --> 00:39:15,655 ♪ ♪ 781 00:39:15,724 --> 00:39:20,482 ♪ That one mistake I make, You won't forgive ♪ 782 00:39:20,551 --> 00:39:23,068 ♪ ♪ 783 00:39:23,137 --> 00:39:27,931 ♪ One word from You, my dreams that died will live ♪ 784 00:39:28,000 --> 00:39:33,034 - Not so long ago, I stood in this same spot 785 00:39:33,103 --> 00:39:36,793 to memorialize the life of a precious child of God. 786 00:39:36,862 --> 00:39:39,758 - Tell them He sent you an angel. 787 00:39:39,827 --> 00:39:41,482 - Her name was Dani Williams. 788 00:39:41,551 --> 00:39:44,551 She was gunned down... [gunshot] 789 00:39:44,620 --> 00:39:47,413 and left to die in the street. 790 00:39:47,482 --> 00:39:50,379 [ambient music] 791 00:39:50,448 --> 00:39:57,586 ♪ ♪ 792 00:40:00,344 --> 00:40:04,620 I was involved in a sexual relationship with Dani. 793 00:40:04,689 --> 00:40:08,172 I knew better. I have no excuse. 794 00:40:08,241 --> 00:40:12,344 I was simply weak and filled with the hubris 795 00:40:12,413 --> 00:40:16,448 of one who believes that he lives above the rules of God. 796 00:40:16,517 --> 00:40:18,896 - Daddy, I don't think you understand what you're saying. 797 00:40:18,965 --> 00:40:21,172 Let me take you this way. - No, no, no. 798 00:40:21,241 --> 00:40:23,103 This needs to be finished. 799 00:40:23,172 --> 00:40:27,931 - ♪ You, I'm chasing after You ♪ 800 00:40:28,000 --> 00:40:30,413 ♪ ♪ 801 00:40:30,482 --> 00:40:34,137 ♪ I'm tired of my wrong ♪ 802 00:40:34,206 --> 00:40:39,241 ♪ I'm chasing You until I make it home ♪ 803 00:40:39,310 --> 00:40:41,862 ♪ ♪ 804 00:40:41,931 --> 00:40:46,517 ♪ I'm chasing You until I make it home ♪ 805 00:40:46,586 --> 00:40:49,103 ♪ ♪ 806 00:40:49,172 --> 00:40:54,620 all: ♪ I'm chasing You until I make it home ♪ 807 00:40:54,689 --> 00:40:57,172 - I did not kill Dani. 808 00:40:57,241 --> 00:40:58,793 The gun was not in my hand. 809 00:40:58,862 --> 00:41:02,896 The intent was not in my heart, but she's dead all the same. 810 00:41:02,965 --> 00:41:07,724 The man who shot her-- a victim himself, a lost soul-- 811 00:41:07,793 --> 00:41:12,172 did so to protect me, to protect my secret life. 812 00:41:12,241 --> 00:41:16,793 You see, like a stain, 813 00:41:16,862 --> 00:41:21,482 my sin spread to destroy everything it touched. 814 00:41:21,551 --> 00:41:24,551 Where do we find justice in this, Father? 815 00:41:26,965 --> 00:41:31,034 How can such evil in one man's life be erased? 816 00:41:33,344 --> 00:41:37,448 - Calvin, we can talk about this when we get home. 817 00:41:37,517 --> 00:41:40,137 We can fix it. 818 00:41:40,206 --> 00:41:42,034 - I'm... 819 00:41:42,103 --> 00:41:43,862 I'm tired, Denita. 820 00:41:46,137 --> 00:41:51,620 I'm tired of talking, tired of lying. 821 00:41:51,689 --> 00:41:54,448 Aren't you? - Yes, baby. 822 00:41:54,517 --> 00:41:57,137 - I-I-I promise. 823 00:41:57,206 --> 00:42:01,689 It'll be better for everyone this way. 824 00:42:01,758 --> 00:42:05,310 all: ♪ I'm coming home ♪ 825 00:42:05,379 --> 00:42:08,827 ♪ No condemnation ♪ 826 00:42:08,896 --> 00:42:12,413 ♪ My chains are gone ♪ 827 00:42:12,482 --> 00:42:15,344 - My dear sister, I baptize you 828 00:42:15,413 --> 00:42:20,379 in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. 829 00:42:20,448 --> 00:42:23,689 all: ♪ The show is over ♪ 830 00:42:23,758 --> 00:42:26,758 ♪ The act is done ♪ 831 00:42:26,827 --> 00:42:29,620 ♪ This mess no longer fits me ♪ 832 00:42:29,689 --> 00:42:31,448 - I'm sorry. 833 00:42:31,517 --> 00:42:34,103 I-I can't. 834 00:42:34,172 --> 00:42:35,689 ♪ ♪ 835 00:42:35,758 --> 00:42:38,931 I can't do this. I'm not ready. 836 00:42:39,000 --> 00:42:41,448 all: ♪ My chains are gone ♪ 837 00:42:41,517 --> 00:42:44,206 - And I ain't doin' it till I am. 838 00:42:44,275 --> 00:42:46,689 ♪ ♪ 839 00:42:46,758 --> 00:42:48,758 all: ♪ I'm comin' home ♪ 840 00:42:48,827 --> 00:42:51,586 ♪ ♪ 841 00:42:51,655 --> 00:42:53,551 ♪ You ♪ 842 00:42:53,620 --> 00:42:56,275 ♪ I'm chasing after You ♪ 843 00:42:56,344 --> 00:42:58,965 ♪ ♪ 844 00:42:59,034 --> 00:43:00,586 - You know what's amazing? 845 00:43:00,655 --> 00:43:04,655 We serve a merciful and loving God 846 00:43:04,724 --> 00:43:06,068 through the blood of Christ. 847 00:43:06,137 --> 00:43:10,620 Even my sins have been forgiven. 848 00:43:10,689 --> 00:43:12,620 [sniffles] 849 00:43:12,689 --> 00:43:16,517 Does that seem fair? 850 00:43:16,586 --> 00:43:18,793 It's not. 851 00:43:18,862 --> 00:43:21,034 ♪ ♪ 852 00:43:21,103 --> 00:43:24,103 It's mercy. 853 00:43:24,172 --> 00:43:25,689 It's grace. 854 00:43:25,758 --> 00:43:29,896 ♪ ♪ 855 00:43:29,965 --> 00:43:33,310 The question is, how do I forgive myself? 856 00:43:33,379 --> 00:43:35,655 And my blood's not pure like Christ, 857 00:43:35,724 --> 00:43:38,068 but it's all I have to offer. 858 00:43:38,137 --> 00:43:41,931 all: ♪ The show is over ♪ [screams] 859 00:43:42,000 --> 00:43:45,068 ♪ The act is done ♪ 860 00:43:45,137 --> 00:43:48,655 ♪ This mess no longer fits me ♪ 861 00:43:48,724 --> 00:43:49,758 [gunshot and screams] 862 00:43:49,827 --> 00:43:52,172 all: ♪ I'm comin' home ♪ 863 00:43:57,206 --> 00:44:04,172 ♪ ♪