1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:02,480 --> 00:00:03,438 MALE RAPPER: ♪ Yo 3 00:00:03,481 --> 00:00:04,439 Ahem. 4 00:00:04,482 --> 00:00:05,657 ♪ Came a long way 5 00:00:05,701 --> 00:00:07,833 ♪ From where I was a little while ago ♪ 6 00:00:07,877 --> 00:00:09,705 ♪ I says, you know, a couple styles ago ♪ 7 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 8 00:00:09,748 --> 00:00:11,359 ♪ No shortcuts, I was never the one ♪ 9 00:00:11,402 --> 00:00:12,751 ♪ To stay long ago at home 10 00:00:12,795 --> 00:00:14,753 ♪ I see more shells than the Galapagos ♪ 11 00:00:14,797 --> 00:00:17,060 ♪ Selection is less natural and more tactical ♪ 12 00:00:17,104 --> 00:00:19,541 ♪ Pull off the lachrymose, start to leave on sabbaticals ♪ 13 00:00:19,584 --> 00:00:22,065 ♪ The action he had to grow and get passed through ♪ 14 00:00:22,109 --> 00:00:24,676 ♪ Crediting when you succeed as people matter to you ♪ 15 00:00:24,720 --> 00:00:27,201 ♪ Rather destroy something, what would you rather do? ♪ 16 00:00:27,244 --> 00:00:28,767 ♪ Any shift in the avenue with a... ♪ 17 00:00:28,811 --> 00:00:30,291 COMMON: This is a story 18 00:00:30,334 --> 00:00:34,425 that begins and ends in Chicago. 19 00:00:34,469 --> 00:00:36,775 It starts with a race, 20 00:00:36,819 --> 00:00:38,690 a rowing race, 21 00:00:38,734 --> 00:00:40,953 the Chicago Sprints. 22 00:00:43,695 --> 00:00:45,784 A team from the West Side of Chicago 23 00:00:45,828 --> 00:00:47,134 is headed to the water. 24 00:00:47,177 --> 00:00:49,875 Yeah, that's right, the West Side. 25 00:00:49,919 --> 00:00:52,269 They're gonna race 1,000 meters 26 00:00:52,313 --> 00:00:54,793 at full throttle, haulin' ass, 27 00:00:54,837 --> 00:00:56,926 going hard, pedal to the metal, 28 00:00:56,969 --> 00:00:58,362 all out, 29 00:00:58,406 --> 00:01:01,322 but all moving together as one. 30 00:01:03,150 --> 00:01:05,674 Rowing is as old as time itself, 31 00:01:05,717 --> 00:01:07,719 and for so long the terrain 32 00:01:07,763 --> 00:01:09,243 of favorite sons of famous families 33 00:01:09,286 --> 00:01:12,333 in places far, far away from the West Side, 34 00:01:12,376 --> 00:01:13,986 light years away... 35 00:01:14,030 --> 00:01:15,162 FEMALE ANNOUNCER: Lane 74... 36 00:01:15,205 --> 00:01:17,860 COMMON: ...until today. 37 00:01:17,903 --> 00:01:20,384 This team is going back in time 38 00:01:20,428 --> 00:01:23,083 on this water, their water. 39 00:01:24,171 --> 00:01:25,998 They've come back to the place 40 00:01:26,042 --> 00:01:28,131 where they first found peace 41 00:01:28,175 --> 00:01:31,482 in their commitment to one another. 42 00:01:31,526 --> 00:01:33,876 Beyond winning or losing, 43 00:01:33,919 --> 00:01:37,445 past the sound of the start and the cheer of the crowd, 44 00:01:37,488 --> 00:01:40,448 the history they'll make today is simple-- 45 00:01:40,491 --> 00:01:42,711 that they survived. 46 00:01:42,754 --> 00:01:46,149 They overcame all that the West Side threw at them, 47 00:01:46,193 --> 00:01:50,197 and that in and of itself is fucking crazy. 48 00:01:51,894 --> 00:01:53,809 STARTER: Manley... 49 00:01:53,852 --> 00:01:55,071 Lincoln Park... 50 00:01:55,115 --> 00:01:56,855 attention. 51 00:01:56,899 --> 00:01:58,640 Go! [pistol shot] 52 00:02:02,731 --> 00:02:04,298 In the late '90s, 53 00:02:04,341 --> 00:02:07,214 the West Side was not a good place to grow up. 54 00:02:07,257 --> 00:02:10,391 Everyone's dream was to get out. 55 00:02:13,437 --> 00:02:14,830 My name is Arshay Cooper. 56 00:02:14,873 --> 00:02:16,179 My name is Alvin Ross. 57 00:02:16,223 --> 00:02:17,006 My name is Malcolm Hawkins. 58 00:02:17,049 --> 00:02:18,138 Preston Grandberry. 59 00:02:18,181 --> 00:02:19,095 Tavares Goodman. 60 00:02:19,139 --> 00:02:19,965 Arthur White. 61 00:02:20,009 --> 00:02:20,923 Terry Meeks, Jr. 62 00:02:20,966 --> 00:02:22,403 Elliott Dwayne Moore. 63 00:02:22,446 --> 00:02:23,665 Ray Anthony Hawkins, Jr. 64 00:02:23,708 --> 00:02:25,536 - And your nickname? - Pookie G. 65 00:02:25,580 --> 00:02:26,972 And I grew up on the West Side of Chicago. 66 00:02:27,016 --> 00:02:28,060 - West Side. - West Side. 67 00:02:28,104 --> 00:02:29,192 - West Side. - The West Side. 68 00:02:29,236 --> 00:02:30,411 ♪ You know what happens 69 00:02:30,454 --> 00:02:31,803 ♪ When have-nots must have 70 00:02:31,847 --> 00:02:33,718 ♪ Got to watch the police, your caliph ♪ 71 00:02:33,762 --> 00:02:35,024 ♪ You got booked bag 72 00:02:35,067 --> 00:02:36,373 ♪ Took drag off to an island 73 00:02:36,417 --> 00:02:38,158 ♪ No look past 74 00:02:38,201 --> 00:02:39,985 ♪ The system broke, and the schools closed ♪ 75 00:02:40,029 --> 00:02:41,291 ♪ The prisons open 76 00:02:41,335 --> 00:02:43,075 ♪ As many lives don't got the drive ♪ 77 00:02:43,119 --> 00:02:44,425 ♪ This nigga's hopin' 78 00:02:44,468 --> 00:02:45,426 The first thing you're gonna see 79 00:02:45,469 --> 00:02:46,949 as we go into the West Side 80 00:02:46,992 --> 00:02:49,908 is this huge white juvenile center. 81 00:02:49,952 --> 00:02:51,475 We call it the big white mansion. 82 00:02:51,519 --> 00:02:53,477 A lot of our friends been through that place. 83 00:02:53,521 --> 00:02:55,914 ♪ Sometimes it feel like the ghetto is all we have ♪ 84 00:02:55,958 --> 00:02:57,568 ♪ See, it's hard how we're livin'... ♪ 85 00:02:57,612 --> 00:02:59,309 Once we cross Pulaski, 86 00:02:59,353 --> 00:03:01,006 you see a lot of Gangster Disciples, 87 00:03:01,050 --> 00:03:03,531 a lot of New Breeds, some BD's. 88 00:03:03,574 --> 00:03:05,228 Black Disciples. 89 00:03:05,272 --> 00:03:06,664 ♪ So many swept up off their feet ♪ 90 00:03:06,708 --> 00:03:08,144 ♪ And fell in love with they street ♪ 91 00:03:08,188 --> 00:03:10,233 ♪ Not many job, so many hours ♪ 92 00:03:10,277 --> 00:03:11,191 ♪ That they was placed at your feet ♪ 93 00:03:11,234 --> 00:03:12,757 ARSHAY: Manley High School 94 00:03:12,801 --> 00:03:15,543 was one of the most violent high schools 95 00:03:15,586 --> 00:03:17,719 in the city of Chicago. 96 00:03:17,762 --> 00:03:19,982 The gangs were crazy. 97 00:03:20,025 --> 00:03:22,245 We had lot of gang violence, a lot of fighting. 98 00:03:22,289 --> 00:03:25,509 People were just killing each other for no apparent reason. 99 00:03:25,553 --> 00:03:27,294 It was like a war zone. 100 00:03:27,337 --> 00:03:29,818 ♪ This is my last life 101 00:03:29,861 --> 00:03:31,950 ♪ I would have chose this in a past life ♪ 102 00:03:31,994 --> 00:03:34,083 ♪ Most dream of gleamin' things ♪ 103 00:03:34,126 --> 00:03:35,215 ♪ Livin' the fast life 104 00:03:35,258 --> 00:03:36,825 ♪ To sum it up, it's tough 105 00:03:36,868 --> 00:03:38,435 ♪ Can't get the math right 106 00:03:38,479 --> 00:03:39,567 ♪ Uh 107 00:03:41,482 --> 00:03:43,875 So I was roughly around 10, 11. 108 00:03:48,663 --> 00:03:51,318 Probably, like, 11, 12. 109 00:03:52,667 --> 00:03:54,277 11. 110 00:03:54,321 --> 00:03:56,845 Might have been, like, 10, 11 111 00:03:56,888 --> 00:03:58,716 when I first seen someone get shot. 112 00:04:00,196 --> 00:04:02,459 A kid got shot in front of Manley. 113 00:04:04,069 --> 00:04:07,116 We seen someone do a drive-by and shoot one of the students. 114 00:04:07,159 --> 00:04:10,032 Killed him dead right on the curb. 115 00:04:10,075 --> 00:04:12,687 And that's directly across the street from my house. 116 00:04:17,257 --> 00:04:20,129 It was always happening, those types of things. 117 00:04:20,172 --> 00:04:21,870 MARY MAZZIO: How did that affect you? 118 00:04:21,913 --> 00:04:23,437 - Can I be honest? - Yeah. 119 00:04:23,480 --> 00:04:24,742 It really didn't affect me. 120 00:04:24,786 --> 00:04:28,529 It was something that I... seen every day. 121 00:04:32,881 --> 00:04:35,318 I didn't feel sorrow, pain. 122 00:04:35,362 --> 00:04:36,841 It was just, like, blank. 123 00:04:36,885 --> 00:04:38,495 It was, like, you're used to it. 124 00:04:38,539 --> 00:04:40,584 You expect it. You knew what was coming. 125 00:04:40,628 --> 00:04:43,108 It was like a part of life, 126 00:04:43,152 --> 00:04:45,676 like "This is what happens on the West Side of Chicago. 127 00:04:45,720 --> 00:04:47,504 Don't expect anything different." 128 00:04:47,548 --> 00:04:50,159 In Chicago today, a funeral for another child... 129 00:04:50,202 --> 00:04:51,552 TOM BROKAW: 47 teenage gun deaths. 130 00:04:51,595 --> 00:04:52,988 Last year, 133. 131 00:04:53,031 --> 00:04:55,164 - 88 killings in Chicago... - In Chicago today, 132 00:04:55,207 --> 00:04:56,600 seven men were charged... 133 00:04:56,644 --> 00:04:58,428 Chicago. The gangs simply are out of control. 134 00:05:02,389 --> 00:05:05,305 To go to school from where I lived, 135 00:05:05,348 --> 00:05:08,917 every three blocks there was a different gang. 136 00:05:08,960 --> 00:05:11,572 And to pass that neighborhood, you know, 137 00:05:11,615 --> 00:05:12,877 if they didn't know you or recognize you, 138 00:05:12,921 --> 00:05:14,052 you'd get jumped. 139 00:05:15,489 --> 00:05:17,404 That was every day at Manley High School. 140 00:05:19,536 --> 00:05:21,625 People wanted to know what you was, 141 00:05:21,669 --> 00:05:23,801 and you had to wear your hat a certain kind of way 142 00:05:23,845 --> 00:05:26,064 or a certain kind of gang color, 143 00:05:26,108 --> 00:05:28,458 so it was dangerous. 144 00:05:28,502 --> 00:05:29,807 In this neighborhood, 145 00:05:29,851 --> 00:05:34,203 you cannot wear your hat tilt to the left side 146 00:05:34,246 --> 00:05:36,553 because that was Vice Lord side. 147 00:05:36,597 --> 00:05:38,686 Here, people wear their hat to the right, 148 00:05:38,729 --> 00:05:40,078 which shows that you're 149 00:05:40,122 --> 00:05:42,342 some kind of Disciple or a New Breed. 150 00:05:42,385 --> 00:05:44,518 - Under the six-point star. - Under the six-point star. 151 00:05:44,561 --> 00:05:46,520 And, um, the Vice Lords was under the five-point star. 152 00:05:46,563 --> 00:05:49,000 So you had to be very careful. 153 00:05:52,134 --> 00:05:53,570 When you're in that type of environment 154 00:05:53,614 --> 00:05:55,311 in that type of neighborhood, 155 00:05:55,355 --> 00:05:57,531 you want to feel like you belong to something. 156 00:05:57,574 --> 00:05:58,619 You want to feel protected. 157 00:06:00,142 --> 00:06:01,883 Some people ask the question 158 00:06:01,926 --> 00:06:04,407 what college you're going to go to when you grow up. 159 00:06:04,451 --> 00:06:06,061 In our neighborhood, the big question was 160 00:06:06,104 --> 00:06:08,411 what gang you're gonna to join. 161 00:06:08,455 --> 00:06:10,413 You feel like you're on the streets alone, 162 00:06:10,457 --> 00:06:14,504 so you make certain decisions to really just survive. 163 00:06:14,548 --> 00:06:15,853 It's a logical decision. 164 00:06:15,897 --> 00:06:17,464 What would you do? 165 00:06:17,507 --> 00:06:19,640 Who would you turn to? 166 00:06:27,169 --> 00:06:29,650 The name of our set was SOA, 167 00:06:29,693 --> 00:06:32,348 and SOA stand for Straight Off Albany. 168 00:06:32,392 --> 00:06:35,003 I was groomed into it as a small child. 169 00:06:35,046 --> 00:06:36,657 Most of my brothers were Vice Lords. 170 00:06:36,700 --> 00:06:39,442 I seen them as, like, gods as a kid, 171 00:06:39,486 --> 00:06:41,618 so I wanted to do the same thing as my brothers. 172 00:06:41,662 --> 00:06:44,099 When all you see is the guy on the corner 173 00:06:44,142 --> 00:06:45,579 and he has a big wad of money, 174 00:06:45,622 --> 00:06:47,363 he has the car, he has the girls, 175 00:06:47,407 --> 00:06:48,538 he has the clothes, 176 00:06:48,582 --> 00:06:51,672 you can't be what you can't see. 177 00:06:51,715 --> 00:06:53,804 The gangs came to those young people 178 00:06:53,848 --> 00:06:56,459 saying, "We want to be your family." 179 00:06:56,503 --> 00:06:59,810 They're using and abusing the trust of these-- 180 00:06:59,854 --> 00:07:02,334 of these young guys, of the shorties. 181 00:07:02,378 --> 00:07:04,772 You know, I kind of, like, fell off into that gang life 182 00:07:04,815 --> 00:07:07,122 and started thinking like them. 183 00:07:07,165 --> 00:07:10,168 It's frightening, you know, scary. 184 00:07:10,212 --> 00:07:12,693 Scary. 185 00:07:12,736 --> 00:07:14,346 Very scary. 186 00:07:23,791 --> 00:07:26,054 ARSHAY: And then one day, 187 00:07:26,097 --> 00:07:29,666 something happened that changed the course of our lives. 188 00:07:29,710 --> 00:07:32,234 When I was a sophomore in high school, 189 00:07:32,277 --> 00:07:35,629 I walked inside the lunchroom, and I see this boat. 190 00:07:35,672 --> 00:07:37,805 And behind this boat was this TV monitor. 191 00:07:37,848 --> 00:07:39,415 ANNOUNCER: Yale, furthest from the camera, 192 00:07:39,459 --> 00:07:40,851 gets the jump at the start, 193 00:07:40,895 --> 00:07:42,418 rowing 40 strokes to the minute. 194 00:07:42,462 --> 00:07:44,594 Following along is President Roosevelt. 195 00:07:44,638 --> 00:07:46,901 It's one of the greatest races ever seen. 196 00:07:46,944 --> 00:07:49,904 All I see in the boat were white guys on the water. 197 00:07:51,253 --> 00:07:53,124 And I said, "Oh, no. 198 00:07:53,168 --> 00:07:55,475 That's not really for us. It's not what we do." 199 00:07:55,518 --> 00:07:57,259 I didn't even know what rowing was. 200 00:07:57,302 --> 00:07:58,260 We don't even swim. 201 00:07:58,303 --> 00:08:00,044 They'll never get no Black guys 202 00:08:00,088 --> 00:08:01,742 on the water like that. 203 00:08:03,352 --> 00:08:05,049 White people do that, not us. 204 00:08:06,573 --> 00:08:08,705 And I was like, "Nah, man, nah, nah, 205 00:08:08,749 --> 00:08:10,577 I'm not doing the water." 206 00:08:12,796 --> 00:08:14,798 I show up to the lunchroom the next day, 207 00:08:14,842 --> 00:08:16,670 and the boat was still there. 208 00:08:16,713 --> 00:08:20,325 But this time they had a big sign that said "Pizza." 209 00:08:21,631 --> 00:08:24,460 I'm a real sucker for pizza. That's my favorite. 210 00:08:24,504 --> 00:08:26,810 We was like, you know, "Ah, we'll check it out." 211 00:08:26,854 --> 00:08:29,900 We had a room full of pizza-loving students 212 00:08:29,944 --> 00:08:32,163 who probably had no interest in rowing, 213 00:08:32,207 --> 00:08:35,036 but at least we had their attention for a little bit. 214 00:08:35,079 --> 00:08:36,820 This guy comes in. 215 00:08:36,864 --> 00:08:39,823 He had kind of this intense Bernie Sanders look. 216 00:08:39,867 --> 00:08:42,913 My name is Ken Alpart. 217 00:08:42,957 --> 00:08:44,959 I was running my trading company 218 00:08:45,002 --> 00:08:46,787 in the Chicago Mercantile Exchange. 219 00:08:46,830 --> 00:08:49,616 One of my employees, Michael O'Gorman, 220 00:08:49,659 --> 00:08:51,139 threw the idea out there 221 00:08:51,182 --> 00:08:52,967 that "Why don't you, you know, 222 00:08:53,010 --> 00:08:55,317 start a rowing team at one of the schools?" 223 00:08:55,360 --> 00:08:57,928 He went on to talk about his rowing experience 224 00:08:57,972 --> 00:09:00,104 at the University of Pennsylvania, 225 00:09:00,148 --> 00:09:01,932 how rowing give you this opportunity 226 00:09:01,976 --> 00:09:05,588 to build a team, to build a brotherhood. 227 00:09:05,632 --> 00:09:07,155 And that's something I never had. 228 00:09:07,198 --> 00:09:09,200 I was excited about the idea of debunking 229 00:09:09,244 --> 00:09:12,943 some of the stereotypes around the sport. 230 00:09:12,987 --> 00:09:16,643 Ken said, "There's never been an all-Black rowing team," 231 00:09:16,686 --> 00:09:19,123 So I was excited about that. 232 00:09:19,167 --> 00:09:20,995 Ken hand us this questionnaire-- 233 00:09:21,038 --> 00:09:23,301 "Have you ever flew on a plane before?" 234 00:09:23,345 --> 00:09:24,781 "What size shoes do you wear?" 235 00:09:24,825 --> 00:09:26,609 I'm like, "Oh, my God, you know what? 236 00:09:26,653 --> 00:09:28,437 "We're getting Jordans, we're gonna fly, 237 00:09:28,480 --> 00:09:31,222 "I'm going to Europe, where you going? 238 00:09:31,266 --> 00:09:32,484 "What we gonna do? What we gonna wear? 239 00:09:32,528 --> 00:09:34,443 I want some Sean John clothes." 240 00:09:34,486 --> 00:09:37,664 All we had to do was sign up and be a part of the team. 241 00:09:39,927 --> 00:09:41,755 When I actually looked around the room, 242 00:09:41,798 --> 00:09:43,060 it was like, "Hmm, 243 00:09:43,104 --> 00:09:44,627 "I wonder how that's gonna work, 244 00:09:44,671 --> 00:09:48,152 all us guys from different parts of the neighborhood." 245 00:09:48,196 --> 00:09:50,024 This is like destruction waiting to happen. 246 00:09:50,067 --> 00:09:51,939 These kids were sons of drug addicts, 247 00:09:51,982 --> 00:09:54,332 sons of prostitutes, sons of drug dealers. 248 00:09:54,376 --> 00:09:55,769 This is gonna be a boat 249 00:09:55,812 --> 00:09:58,075 full of people with knots on their heads 250 00:09:58,119 --> 00:10:01,383 and fighting and cursing. 251 00:10:01,426 --> 00:10:04,125 Somebody's gonna be in the water by the end of the day. 252 00:10:05,692 --> 00:10:07,302 It was like a family. 253 00:10:07,345 --> 00:10:09,521 Families bicker, they fight, 254 00:10:09,565 --> 00:10:11,349 but all together like now-- 255 00:10:11,393 --> 00:10:12,524 But it wasn't family. 256 00:10:12,568 --> 00:10:13,656 BOTH: It wasn't family at first! 257 00:10:13,700 --> 00:10:14,788 - [laughs] - No, no. 258 00:10:16,050 --> 00:10:18,269 ARSHAY: We walk up to the gym room. 259 00:10:18,313 --> 00:10:19,923 I see Alvin. 260 00:10:21,708 --> 00:10:25,102 And he was just pulling the rowing machine, 261 00:10:25,146 --> 00:10:27,757 just yanking it, yanking it, yanking it. 262 00:10:29,890 --> 00:10:31,761 And you see all the coaches looking like, 263 00:10:31,805 --> 00:10:33,676 "Oh, my God, what did we get ourselves into?" 264 00:10:33,720 --> 00:10:36,374 I could tell Arshay didn't like me. 265 00:10:36,418 --> 00:10:38,550 ARSHAY: I even talked to the coaches about it. 266 00:10:38,594 --> 00:10:40,378 ALVIN: But I didn't care 267 00:10:40,422 --> 00:10:43,164 'cause I was doing some crazy things back then. 268 00:10:45,079 --> 00:10:46,341 ARSHAY: They said, "He's strong, 269 00:10:46,384 --> 00:10:48,648 and let's see what happens." 270 00:10:48,691 --> 00:10:49,605 My first thought 271 00:10:49,649 --> 00:10:51,215 when Ken brought, uh, 272 00:10:51,259 --> 00:10:53,043 crew and rowing into Manley, 273 00:10:53,087 --> 00:10:54,044 was, "It's not gone work." 274 00:10:54,088 --> 00:10:55,306 Well why not? 275 00:10:55,350 --> 00:10:57,439 You know, our students need to be exposed 276 00:10:57,482 --> 00:11:01,138 to a lot more than basketball, football, baseball. 277 00:11:01,182 --> 00:11:03,053 CRAIG: You're gonna take some West Side kids 278 00:11:03,097 --> 00:11:04,185 over to the river, over to the lake? 279 00:11:04,228 --> 00:11:05,403 We're gonna make history. 280 00:11:05,447 --> 00:11:07,014 Nah, that's not gonna work. 281 00:11:10,800 --> 00:11:13,107 One of the craziest things Ken did 282 00:11:13,150 --> 00:11:15,022 before the season even started 283 00:11:15,065 --> 00:11:17,198 was take us to the East Bank Club. 284 00:11:17,241 --> 00:11:19,940 It was this really, really nice gym. 285 00:11:22,464 --> 00:11:23,987 There was a lot of rich people everywhere. 286 00:11:24,031 --> 00:11:26,163 ARSHAY: They was talking about what school they went to, 287 00:11:26,207 --> 00:11:28,644 how much money they're making, their yachts. 288 00:11:28,688 --> 00:11:30,646 Malcolm gets to talking 289 00:11:30,690 --> 00:11:33,693 in what he call his Harvard voice. 290 00:11:33,736 --> 00:11:35,695 Oh, Preston, where's my yacht? 291 00:11:35,738 --> 00:11:37,871 I'm gonna send my daughter to Harvard tomorrow. 292 00:11:37,914 --> 00:11:40,264 I just lost $6 million in the stock market. 293 00:11:40,308 --> 00:11:43,354 Oh, I'm gonna have me a-- a cup of tea. 294 00:11:43,398 --> 00:11:45,269 [laughter] 295 00:11:45,313 --> 00:11:46,967 First impression I had about Ken-- 296 00:11:47,010 --> 00:11:49,099 this white guy have balls. 297 00:11:49,143 --> 00:11:50,492 [car alarm chirps] 298 00:11:51,972 --> 00:11:53,451 You really don't see a white guy 299 00:11:53,495 --> 00:11:54,888 come into the neighborhood like this. 300 00:11:54,931 --> 00:11:56,280 He wasn't scared to come, neither, man. 301 00:11:56,324 --> 00:11:58,021 - No, he was--he was-- - So he had balls, man. 302 00:11:58,065 --> 00:11:59,370 - He held his own. - He had balls. 303 00:11:59,414 --> 00:12:01,024 Yes. [chuckles] 304 00:12:04,201 --> 00:12:06,769 Having no regard for the neighborhood, 305 00:12:06,813 --> 00:12:08,945 the gangbangers, and who it was, 306 00:12:08,989 --> 00:12:11,252 He would definitely just come flying up in this Jeep, 307 00:12:11,295 --> 00:12:12,949 doors off, top off. 308 00:12:12,993 --> 00:12:14,168 Every time a Caucasian person 309 00:12:14,211 --> 00:12:15,604 would come into the neighborhood, 310 00:12:15,647 --> 00:12:17,214 we thought they were the police. 311 00:12:17,258 --> 00:12:19,390 I had to tell him, like, "You cannot just pull up 312 00:12:19,434 --> 00:12:21,784 like you the police. Bro, you're gonna get shot." 313 00:12:21,828 --> 00:12:24,004 It's like he wasn't afraid to come on the West Side 314 00:12:24,047 --> 00:12:25,309 and just walk in your house. 315 00:12:25,353 --> 00:12:26,615 Ken was a real cool dude. 316 00:12:26,658 --> 00:12:28,704 I really liked Ken, and my mom did too. 317 00:12:28,748 --> 00:12:31,881 But my pops, my pops, oh, my God. 318 00:12:31,925 --> 00:12:33,230 When he found out 319 00:12:33,274 --> 00:12:35,493 that my mom had let Ken come into the house, 320 00:12:35,537 --> 00:12:37,278 he blew a fuse. 321 00:12:37,321 --> 00:12:39,106 Malcolm's dad wanted Malcolm 322 00:12:39,149 --> 00:12:41,282 to have nothing to do with a white guy, 323 00:12:41,325 --> 00:12:43,284 especially a white Jewish guy. 324 00:12:43,327 --> 00:12:45,765 My dad didn't like anything that wasn't Black. 325 00:12:45,808 --> 00:12:47,505 I didn't concern myself with things 326 00:12:47,549 --> 00:12:48,724 that probably I should have concerned myself with, 327 00:12:48,768 --> 00:12:50,682 and part of that was an insensitivity. 328 00:12:50,726 --> 00:12:52,336 If you thought Ken was insensitive, 329 00:12:52,380 --> 00:12:54,208 wait till you meet Mike O'Gorman. 330 00:12:55,687 --> 00:12:58,952 ARSHAY: Ken started a team with this guy Michael O'Gorman, 331 00:12:58,995 --> 00:13:01,389 who was a national team coxswain. 332 00:13:01,432 --> 00:13:04,784 Michael O'Gorman was a-- was a unique character. 333 00:13:04,827 --> 00:13:06,611 Michael was kinda... 334 00:13:10,180 --> 00:13:12,400 Well...I plead the Fifth. 335 00:13:12,443 --> 00:13:16,360 Borderline racist, if I can say that. 336 00:13:16,404 --> 00:13:17,927 I honestly don't think he was a racist. 337 00:13:17,971 --> 00:13:19,363 He just didn't know the difference 338 00:13:19,407 --> 00:13:21,757 between right time and right place. 339 00:13:21,801 --> 00:13:24,194 Michael and I were sitting on the West Side of Chicago, 340 00:13:24,238 --> 00:13:25,630 and we were the only white people in the McDonald's, 341 00:13:25,674 --> 00:13:27,676 and this guy sitting next to us 342 00:13:27,719 --> 00:13:30,157 says to me, "Are you Jewish?" 343 00:13:30,200 --> 00:13:32,855 And I said, "Yes, I have-- Yes, I am Jewish." 344 00:13:32,899 --> 00:13:34,378 He goes, 345 00:13:34,422 --> 00:13:37,120 "I knew the second I saw you that you were Jewish." 346 00:13:37,164 --> 00:13:39,035 And Michael turns to him, and he goes, 347 00:13:39,079 --> 00:13:40,036 "Are you Black?" 348 00:13:41,777 --> 00:13:44,606 "'Cause I knew the second I saw you that you were Black." 349 00:13:44,649 --> 00:13:47,870 Now, I don't know if you would count that as a racist thing, 350 00:13:47,914 --> 00:13:50,046 but that's just the kind of thing Michael would say. 351 00:13:50,090 --> 00:13:52,527 But the crazy thing about Michael, 352 00:13:52,570 --> 00:13:54,007 he was the idea behind 353 00:13:54,050 --> 00:13:56,661 starting this all-Black high school rowing team. 354 00:13:57,793 --> 00:13:59,490 I can actually see him doing that, 355 00:13:59,534 --> 00:14:01,318 wanting to reach out and help some-- 356 00:14:01,362 --> 00:14:02,711 some less fortunate kids. 357 00:14:02,754 --> 00:14:05,583 KEN: I think Michael probably loved those kids. 358 00:14:05,627 --> 00:14:08,456 A guy who we thought was racist 359 00:14:08,499 --> 00:14:11,241 would come up with an idea 360 00:14:11,285 --> 00:14:12,590 that's never been done before. 361 00:14:12,634 --> 00:14:15,245 There's only very few Blacks in the sport. 362 00:14:15,289 --> 00:14:17,508 [chuckles] That's ironic for... 363 00:14:27,475 --> 00:14:28,693 ARSHAY: I'll never forget 364 00:14:28,737 --> 00:14:30,521 the first time we were on the water. 365 00:14:34,134 --> 00:14:35,962 And we get in the boat. 366 00:14:37,659 --> 00:14:39,356 ALVIN: Everyone had on life jackets. 367 00:14:39,400 --> 00:14:40,401 I didn't know how to swim. 368 00:14:40,444 --> 00:14:41,793 We was all extremely nervous. 369 00:14:41,837 --> 00:14:43,795 I was a little scared. 370 00:14:43,839 --> 00:14:44,927 I said to the guys, I was like, 371 00:14:44,971 --> 00:14:45,928 "How can you guys be scared? 372 00:14:45,972 --> 00:14:47,103 "You guys deal with gunshots 373 00:14:47,147 --> 00:14:48,452 "all day long in your neighborhood, 374 00:14:48,496 --> 00:14:50,324 and you're scared to sit in a boat?" 375 00:14:50,367 --> 00:14:52,935 It was really embarrassing. 376 00:14:52,979 --> 00:14:54,981 And they was like, "Man, shut up, this is different." 377 00:14:59,594 --> 00:15:01,117 ARSHAY: We're all on the water. 378 00:15:01,161 --> 00:15:03,554 Bow pair start taking some strokes, 379 00:15:03,598 --> 00:15:05,208 and we were moving. 380 00:15:07,341 --> 00:15:08,646 And as we were moving, 381 00:15:08,690 --> 00:15:10,822 you can see the skyline. 382 00:15:10,866 --> 00:15:12,824 You can see the John Hancock building. 383 00:15:15,479 --> 00:15:17,873 It was the most beautiful thing I ever seen. 384 00:15:19,744 --> 00:15:21,921 When it's calm and you're out there, 385 00:15:21,964 --> 00:15:25,359 it take your mind away from any problems that you have. 386 00:15:25,402 --> 00:15:26,882 It brightened my life. 387 00:15:28,144 --> 00:15:29,841 ARSHAY: I think the special thing 388 00:15:29,885 --> 00:15:31,495 about being in the boat together 389 00:15:31,539 --> 00:15:36,326 was not being around the noise. 390 00:15:36,370 --> 00:15:38,372 The noise of the West Side of Chicago 391 00:15:38,415 --> 00:15:42,245 is police sirens... 392 00:15:42,289 --> 00:15:44,204 gunshots... 393 00:15:44,247 --> 00:15:46,728 people screaming, people getting jumped. 394 00:15:49,774 --> 00:15:51,515 There was something about the water 395 00:15:51,559 --> 00:15:52,734 that gave us peace. 396 00:15:54,910 --> 00:15:56,216 That was something 397 00:15:56,259 --> 00:15:58,392 that we all had never felt before... 398 00:16:00,133 --> 00:16:01,699 and we all needed that. 399 00:16:01,743 --> 00:16:03,875 And at that moment, 400 00:16:03,919 --> 00:16:06,748 I fell in love with the sport of rowing. 401 00:16:08,228 --> 00:16:11,492 Being the first all-Black American crew team to do it, 402 00:16:11,535 --> 00:16:15,496 it became something that changed our life in the end. 403 00:16:27,943 --> 00:16:29,379 ARSHAY: We were new to the sport, 404 00:16:29,423 --> 00:16:32,426 and none of us had any endurance. 405 00:16:32,469 --> 00:16:34,036 So Mike and Ken took us 406 00:16:34,080 --> 00:16:36,038 on a training trip to Philadelphia 407 00:16:36,082 --> 00:16:37,909 before the season began. 408 00:16:37,953 --> 00:16:39,955 City of Brotherly Love. 409 00:16:50,139 --> 00:16:54,056 The trip was so important to me because we got on the water, 410 00:16:54,100 --> 00:16:58,234 two boats of African-American young people 411 00:16:58,278 --> 00:17:01,803 that I think no one in Philly has ever seen. 412 00:17:01,846 --> 00:17:04,936 And you would see people running along the Schuylkill, 413 00:17:04,980 --> 00:17:08,027 and they would stop, and they would just stare, 414 00:17:08,070 --> 00:17:11,378 and they were, like, cheering and clapping and, 415 00:17:11,421 --> 00:17:13,380 you know, because they saw something new. 416 00:17:15,164 --> 00:17:17,906 You accomplished something. You did something. 417 00:17:17,949 --> 00:17:20,865 Something good. Feel important. 418 00:17:20,909 --> 00:17:23,129 And I think that meant a lot for all of us. 419 00:17:27,524 --> 00:17:30,962 During the Philly trip is when everyone really bonded. 420 00:17:31,006 --> 00:17:33,617 I was a loner when I first got on that bus. 421 00:17:33,661 --> 00:17:37,056 I didn't really associate with none of the guys 422 00:17:37,099 --> 00:17:39,971 because we were from different neighborhoods. 423 00:17:40,015 --> 00:17:41,799 ARSHAY: And I said, "Alvin." 424 00:17:41,843 --> 00:17:44,976 He asked me, why am I in a gang? 425 00:17:45,020 --> 00:17:46,891 "Why do you-- why are you jumping people?" 426 00:17:46,935 --> 00:17:52,201 And I--I explained to him I needed the help. 427 00:17:52,245 --> 00:17:53,985 My little brother Robert, we were walking home. 428 00:17:54,029 --> 00:17:57,467 A rival gang tried to jump us. 429 00:17:57,511 --> 00:18:00,775 Man, it was like 10 to 15 of these guys. 430 00:18:00,818 --> 00:18:02,690 I had to look after my brother. 431 00:18:02,733 --> 00:18:04,083 ARSHAY: When you know Alvin, 432 00:18:04,126 --> 00:18:06,302 it's all about protecting his brothers and sisters. 433 00:18:06,346 --> 00:18:07,651 He made a decision 434 00:18:07,695 --> 00:18:10,089 that any other person would make, you know? 435 00:18:10,132 --> 00:18:11,829 "I'm gonna join." 436 00:18:11,873 --> 00:18:14,180 It was dangerous being in a gang on the West Side, 437 00:18:14,223 --> 00:18:15,790 but I honestly think it was even-- 438 00:18:15,833 --> 00:18:18,314 even more dangerous not being in a gang on the West Side. 439 00:18:18,358 --> 00:18:19,707 One of the things that we're finding 440 00:18:19,750 --> 00:18:21,404 in neighborhoods like the West 441 00:18:21,448 --> 00:18:23,580 and the South Side of Chicago-- 442 00:18:23,624 --> 00:18:25,669 one out of three youth 443 00:18:25,713 --> 00:18:28,324 have had a close friend or family member 444 00:18:28,368 --> 00:18:30,196 who's actually been murdered. 445 00:18:32,111 --> 00:18:34,374 I don't know how they come to school every day. 446 00:18:34,417 --> 00:18:36,332 How can you expect a child to learn? 447 00:18:36,376 --> 00:18:37,855 You shut down. 448 00:18:37,899 --> 00:18:40,119 Math is out the window, reading is out the window. 449 00:18:45,211 --> 00:18:47,996 Chicago is seven times more violent than New York. 450 00:18:48,039 --> 00:18:50,912 It's three and a half times more violent than L.A. 451 00:18:50,955 --> 00:18:53,915 We have raised an entire generation of kids 452 00:18:53,958 --> 00:18:55,438 on gun violence. 453 00:18:55,482 --> 00:18:59,355 And that trauma is so deep and so real. 454 00:18:59,399 --> 00:19:03,185 That kind of chronic trauma really is even worse 455 00:19:03,229 --> 00:19:05,405 than our soldiers who come back from wars. 456 00:19:05,448 --> 00:19:08,277 The rates of PTSD we generally see in combat veterans 457 00:19:08,321 --> 00:19:11,193 is at most 20 to 25%. 458 00:19:11,237 --> 00:19:13,804 In some of the inner-city work we're seeing in Chicago, 459 00:19:13,848 --> 00:19:18,069 you can see PTSD rates as high as 35 to 45%. 460 00:19:18,113 --> 00:19:20,550 DEBORAH GORMAN-SMITH: One third of students 461 00:19:20,594 --> 00:19:23,205 report clinical levels of depression, 462 00:19:23,249 --> 00:19:25,686 also high rates of anxiety. 463 00:19:25,729 --> 00:19:28,906 KERRY RESSLER: Constant trauma during development 464 00:19:28,950 --> 00:19:30,125 alters the brain. 465 00:19:31,866 --> 00:19:33,563 A brain region called the amygdala 466 00:19:33,607 --> 00:19:36,218 that is involved in the threat response, 467 00:19:36,262 --> 00:19:39,874 that becomes hyperactivated earlier in life, 468 00:19:39,917 --> 00:19:43,530 and the prefrontal cortex does not develop as rapidly. 469 00:19:43,573 --> 00:19:46,010 The ability to sort of think into the future 470 00:19:46,054 --> 00:19:48,491 is delayed. 471 00:19:48,535 --> 00:19:52,060 Any brain that develops in a high-threat way 472 00:19:52,103 --> 00:19:56,151 has to develop in a way to put survival first. 473 00:19:56,195 --> 00:19:58,501 That's the biology they have. 474 00:19:58,545 --> 00:20:00,764 I started thinking with a different attitude, 475 00:20:00,808 --> 00:20:03,245 like, man, if somebody try to get me, I'm gonna get them. 476 00:20:04,594 --> 00:20:08,076 [laughs] I understood, you know, 477 00:20:08,119 --> 00:20:10,774 that he joined this gang for protection. 478 00:20:10,818 --> 00:20:13,429 For Arshay to ask a personal question like that, 479 00:20:13,473 --> 00:20:16,084 that's just typically something you don't ask a person, 480 00:20:16,127 --> 00:20:18,608 and Alvin was honest with him. 481 00:20:18,652 --> 00:20:20,436 At that point I knew 482 00:20:20,480 --> 00:20:22,308 that it was a friendship and a brotherhood. 483 00:20:24,048 --> 00:20:25,920 But what I said to him is that, 484 00:20:25,963 --> 00:20:28,662 "If you notice, these three months, 485 00:20:28,705 --> 00:20:30,664 "you haven't been hanging out with them. 486 00:20:30,707 --> 00:20:32,883 "You've been here every day practicing. 487 00:20:32,927 --> 00:20:35,146 "You think you made a bad choice, 488 00:20:35,190 --> 00:20:37,148 "but guess what. You made a new choice. 489 00:20:37,192 --> 00:20:40,369 "And that choice was to hang out with us. 490 00:20:40,413 --> 00:20:41,805 "Now you have a brotherhood 491 00:20:41,849 --> 00:20:43,503 that can protect you and do the right thing." 492 00:20:45,331 --> 00:20:47,420 Rowing was stronger than the gang, 493 00:20:47,463 --> 00:20:49,422 and that was a powerful thing. 494 00:20:51,162 --> 00:20:53,817 TERRY: That was a turning point for Alvin. 495 00:20:53,861 --> 00:20:55,297 I made a promise 496 00:20:55,341 --> 00:20:58,779 that I will meet Alvin at his house every morning, 497 00:20:58,822 --> 00:21:02,217 walk with him, be his friend, be a safety net. 498 00:21:04,524 --> 00:21:06,177 I believe Arshay did this 499 00:21:06,221 --> 00:21:10,747 because he seen me going down a road that wasn't-- 500 00:21:10,791 --> 00:21:13,184 [chuckles]--wasn't right. 501 00:21:13,228 --> 00:21:14,969 Right then and there you had somebody 502 00:21:15,012 --> 00:21:17,363 to make sure you a'ight, make sure you make it. 503 00:21:18,364 --> 00:21:22,672 Every single morning, he would come to my house. 504 00:21:22,716 --> 00:21:25,806 Arshay was at our house every single day. 505 00:21:25,849 --> 00:21:26,937 Every morning. 506 00:21:26,981 --> 00:21:28,896 Every morning I used to wake up, 507 00:21:28,939 --> 00:21:30,811 and I'm seeing his big head in the room, 508 00:21:30,854 --> 00:21:33,857 and I--[laughs]--I was-- be like, "Man, Joe, 509 00:21:33,901 --> 00:21:34,989 you going home?" 510 00:21:35,032 --> 00:21:36,338 Man, he--It was powerful. 511 00:21:36,382 --> 00:21:38,340 After a while, it's just, 512 00:21:38,384 --> 00:21:40,864 "Man, Joe, you just part of the family now. 513 00:21:40,908 --> 00:21:44,651 I can't get rid of you." [laughs] 514 00:21:47,088 --> 00:21:49,830 ARSHAY: School ends, but we all keep rowing 515 00:21:49,873 --> 00:21:53,703 because this summer we have our first official race-- 516 00:21:53,747 --> 00:21:57,751 the Chicago Sprints, a killer 1,000-meter race. 517 00:22:00,275 --> 00:22:02,451 We see all these white teens. 518 00:22:03,496 --> 00:22:06,237 All these tall white guys, 519 00:22:06,281 --> 00:22:08,544 like, just lean. 520 00:22:08,588 --> 00:22:11,765 We're all kind of short and, you know, 521 00:22:11,808 --> 00:22:13,288 stocky or swole, 522 00:22:13,332 --> 00:22:15,334 if that's what you want to call us. [chuckles] 523 00:22:16,813 --> 00:22:19,642 And we're walking to the dock, 524 00:22:19,686 --> 00:22:20,730 and we're nervous. 525 00:22:22,558 --> 00:22:24,299 Malcolm is cranking. 526 00:22:26,519 --> 00:22:28,521 And the boat starts turning. 527 00:22:28,564 --> 00:22:30,610 And we hit the wall. Boom! 528 00:22:30,653 --> 00:22:33,134 [rowers shouting] 529 00:22:34,135 --> 00:22:37,356 I have never felt so much pain, 530 00:22:37,399 --> 00:22:40,315 feeling embarrassed. 531 00:22:40,359 --> 00:22:42,622 And I was sitting in the locker room by myself, 532 00:22:42,665 --> 00:22:44,928 and this Black man walks in. 533 00:22:44,972 --> 00:22:46,277 He worked for the Park District. 534 00:22:46,321 --> 00:22:47,540 His name was Eugene. 535 00:22:47,583 --> 00:22:48,889 And he looked at me, 536 00:22:48,932 --> 00:22:51,152 and he said, "Who said it was gonna be easy? 537 00:22:53,067 --> 00:22:56,157 "Years from now, no one's gonna remember those other kids, 538 00:22:56,200 --> 00:22:58,333 "but they're gonna remember you. 539 00:22:58,377 --> 00:22:59,726 "And you have to stay strong. 540 00:23:01,510 --> 00:23:03,120 "You guys have to keep doing it. 541 00:23:03,164 --> 00:23:04,905 You have to keep rowing." 542 00:23:20,355 --> 00:23:22,575 ARSHAY: No one said it was gonna be easy. 543 00:23:22,618 --> 00:23:25,578 And it wasn't. It only got harder. 544 00:23:25,621 --> 00:23:26,970 [police siren blares] 545 00:23:27,014 --> 00:23:29,843 So right here to the right is where Josh lived. 546 00:23:29,886 --> 00:23:35,501 Uh, Josh was the baby brother teammate, um, of ours. 547 00:23:35,544 --> 00:23:36,763 He got killed. 548 00:23:36,806 --> 00:23:38,025 Crenshaw and Central Park. 549 00:23:38,068 --> 00:23:42,333 We lost Josh, uh, Dirty Herb, Jonathan. 550 00:23:42,377 --> 00:23:43,944 Mm-hmm. 551 00:23:43,987 --> 00:23:47,817 Think of the cumulative stress of that 24/7 every single day. 552 00:23:47,861 --> 00:23:49,297 It's unimaginable. 553 00:23:49,340 --> 00:23:50,690 So yeah, I'ma go in front of these 554 00:23:50,733 --> 00:23:52,866 'cause it's right here at this tree. 555 00:23:54,258 --> 00:23:57,218 Last year, my little cousin, she was 12 years old. 556 00:23:57,261 --> 00:23:59,655 She was, um, shot and killed here. 557 00:23:59,699 --> 00:24:03,093 My sister was parked just a couple houses down. 558 00:24:03,137 --> 00:24:05,835 They got out of their hou-- out of the car 559 00:24:05,879 --> 00:24:07,184 to go to the house, 560 00:24:07,228 --> 00:24:08,664 and guys started shooting from both ways. 561 00:24:08,708 --> 00:24:09,839 She was struck in the neck, 562 00:24:09,883 --> 00:24:13,669 and she passed away right here. 563 00:24:20,546 --> 00:24:23,200 It kind of makes you lose hope for your community. 564 00:24:23,244 --> 00:24:25,594 DR. RESSLER: What we're looking at is communities 565 00:24:25,638 --> 00:24:28,249 with many generations of trauma. 566 00:24:28,292 --> 00:24:31,513 If you don't believe you're going to live to be 20, 567 00:24:31,557 --> 00:24:33,297 it changes everything. 568 00:24:33,341 --> 00:24:35,038 Not only do the individuals feel 569 00:24:35,082 --> 00:24:36,649 like that they don't have a future, 570 00:24:36,692 --> 00:24:39,695 the communities don't really feel that they have a future. 571 00:24:39,739 --> 00:24:40,870 Everyone is on edge. 572 00:24:40,914 --> 00:24:43,307 It's a constant war zone. 573 00:24:43,351 --> 00:24:45,484 How do you break out of that? 574 00:24:47,703 --> 00:24:50,227 People talk about income inequality, 575 00:24:50,271 --> 00:24:52,316 but something that gets even less attention 576 00:24:52,360 --> 00:24:53,883 and is even more fundamental 577 00:24:53,927 --> 00:24:56,973 is inequality in basic safety. 578 00:24:57,017 --> 00:25:00,542 The rough, hard number that violence costs our city 579 00:25:00,586 --> 00:25:03,545 is about $4 billion a year. 580 00:25:03,589 --> 00:25:06,113 If more of the victims looked like me, 581 00:25:06,156 --> 00:25:09,203 if more of the victims lived downtown, 582 00:25:09,246 --> 00:25:11,771 it would not be tolerated. It would not be acceptable. 583 00:25:20,693 --> 00:25:22,433 ARSHAY: After we crashed and burned 584 00:25:22,477 --> 00:25:24,958 in our first race at the Chicago Sprints, 585 00:25:25,001 --> 00:25:27,917 we then headed to St. Louis for our second race. 586 00:25:29,571 --> 00:25:31,921 There was nowhere to go but up. 587 00:25:31,965 --> 00:25:33,923 KEN: We were able to put together a four 588 00:25:33,967 --> 00:25:37,579 that we believed would be like a--like a top four. 589 00:25:37,623 --> 00:25:39,668 ARSHAY: Me, Malcolm, Alvin, and Preston-- 590 00:25:39,712 --> 00:25:41,104 the strong four. 591 00:25:41,148 --> 00:25:43,933 Physically, they were incredible. 592 00:25:43,977 --> 00:25:45,369 I'm gonna be honest, man. 593 00:25:45,413 --> 00:25:47,241 Like, I--I felt like I was the strongest. 594 00:25:47,284 --> 00:25:49,243 - There-- - People say Malcolm, 595 00:25:49,286 --> 00:25:51,637 but, you know, I was called Diesel, man. 596 00:25:51,680 --> 00:25:53,290 - I was, you know, - Let's just say-- 597 00:25:53,334 --> 00:25:54,378 I was the swole one on the team. 598 00:25:54,422 --> 00:25:55,771 We were the strong four 599 00:25:55,815 --> 00:25:57,730 not because we were the strongest on the team, 600 00:25:57,773 --> 00:25:59,253 although we were the strongest on the team, 601 00:25:59,296 --> 00:26:00,950 but we had the strongest bond. 602 00:26:00,994 --> 00:26:03,474 We see all of these white people wearing, 603 00:26:03,518 --> 00:26:05,738 you know, the what, the tights, the Speedos, 604 00:26:05,781 --> 00:26:07,304 whatever they're gonna race in. 605 00:26:07,348 --> 00:26:10,612 We wouldn't wear shorts that kind of... 606 00:26:10,656 --> 00:26:11,961 grab on to your leg. 607 00:26:12,005 --> 00:26:14,007 We was like, you know, we can't do that. 608 00:26:14,050 --> 00:26:15,312 'Cause we're blessed. 609 00:26:15,356 --> 00:26:17,010 [laughter] 610 00:26:17,053 --> 00:26:18,359 And then we, you know, we're dealing 611 00:26:18,402 --> 00:26:19,969 with them cold temperatures, man. 612 00:26:20,013 --> 00:26:21,754 That's a valid point. 613 00:26:21,797 --> 00:26:25,627 ♪ You might wanna step out here tonight ♪ 614 00:26:25,671 --> 00:26:27,542 ARSHAY: And we started rowing. 615 00:26:27,586 --> 00:26:30,066 ALVIN: And we're pulling as hard as we can. 616 00:26:30,110 --> 00:26:31,415 I mean, it was real choppy water. 617 00:26:31,459 --> 00:26:32,634 We was afraid. 618 00:26:32,678 --> 00:26:33,983 And Alvin's screaming, 619 00:26:34,027 --> 00:26:37,465 "Water's in the boat! Water's in the boat!" 620 00:26:37,508 --> 00:26:39,902 And my basketball shorts get caught in the seat. 621 00:26:39,946 --> 00:26:43,123 PRESTON: And he catches the worst crab ever. 622 00:26:43,166 --> 00:26:46,387 A crab is when you put your oar too deep in the water 623 00:26:46,430 --> 00:26:48,432 and you can't recover. 624 00:26:48,476 --> 00:26:49,999 ♪ ...a place where the dreams get shot ♪ 625 00:26:50,043 --> 00:26:51,871 ♪ And I feel like what, can't stop, won't stop ♪ 626 00:26:51,914 --> 00:26:54,351 [shouting] 627 00:26:54,395 --> 00:26:55,526 ♪ Ready or not, we gonna rise ♪ 628 00:26:55,570 --> 00:26:57,180 ♪ You holding on steady tonight ♪ 629 00:26:57,224 --> 00:26:58,442 ♪ And I draw tight screaming, oh, you'll hear me tonight ♪ 630 00:26:58,486 --> 00:26:59,487 ♪ That was good 631 00:26:59,530 --> 00:27:00,967 Almost flips the boat over. 632 00:27:01,010 --> 00:27:02,838 Everybody was scared at that point. 633 00:27:02,882 --> 00:27:06,189 Arshay was like, "I can't move! I can't come up to the catch." 634 00:27:06,233 --> 00:27:08,539 And out of nowhere, 635 00:27:08,583 --> 00:27:11,586 you just see Pookie start screaming, 636 00:27:11,630 --> 00:27:13,588 "Come on guys, right now, right now! 637 00:27:13,632 --> 00:27:15,372 Let's get to it, Power 10!" 638 00:27:15,416 --> 00:27:17,897 "What the fuck are you guys doing? Move the boat." 639 00:27:17,940 --> 00:27:20,464 "Damn, come on! Get this shit! 640 00:27:20,508 --> 00:27:22,858 Come, come on, get on this shit, get on it!" 641 00:27:22,902 --> 00:27:25,469 I thought he was a sailor, the way he cussed at us. 642 00:27:25,513 --> 00:27:27,907 PRESTON: It was upsetting at the same time, 643 00:27:27,950 --> 00:27:29,125 but it's hilarious 644 00:27:29,169 --> 00:27:30,866 to hear Pookie G at the top of his lungs 645 00:27:30,910 --> 00:27:34,130 screaming a million different curse words. 646 00:27:34,174 --> 00:27:36,089 - We came in third. - And I said to myself, 647 00:27:36,132 --> 00:27:37,917 "Maybe, maybe, maybe 648 00:27:37,960 --> 00:27:40,136 we should stop wearing the basketball shorts." 649 00:27:40,180 --> 00:27:41,529 Maybe we should do something 650 00:27:41,572 --> 00:27:44,227 to try to keep our shorts from getting caught. 651 00:27:44,271 --> 00:27:46,099 I didn't want to, say, wear tights 652 00:27:46,142 --> 00:27:48,536 'cause that was a no-no for us. 653 00:27:48,579 --> 00:27:51,234 We were so caught up in what people thought 654 00:27:51,278 --> 00:27:52,888 and being urban to the point 655 00:27:52,932 --> 00:27:55,978 where it cost us our first first place win. 656 00:27:56,022 --> 00:27:58,720 It's just like, "When you gonna learn?" 657 00:27:58,764 --> 00:28:01,418 Um, I felt pretty good because, uh, we actually placed. 658 00:28:01,462 --> 00:28:02,768 We didn't hit a wall. 659 00:28:07,947 --> 00:28:10,558 The students were not aware 660 00:28:10,601 --> 00:28:12,647 of what it would mean to a school, 661 00:28:12,691 --> 00:28:15,824 a Black high school, to be participating in this. 662 00:28:15,868 --> 00:28:17,652 Nobody took it for real. 663 00:28:17,696 --> 00:28:19,828 The football team would make fun of us. 664 00:28:19,872 --> 00:28:21,090 They laughed at us a lot. 665 00:28:21,134 --> 00:28:22,439 They laughed at us, like, 666 00:28:22,483 --> 00:28:23,658 "Man, what y'all gonna do in that water?" 667 00:28:23,702 --> 00:28:25,051 I would come to school, 668 00:28:25,094 --> 00:28:26,487 and they would call me 6'5"-for-nothing. 669 00:28:26,530 --> 00:28:28,532 I was kind of embarrassed of it for the most part. 670 00:28:28,576 --> 00:28:30,099 My family never showed up. 671 00:28:30,143 --> 00:28:31,579 None of our friends, 672 00:28:31,622 --> 00:28:33,276 none of the staff from our schools. 673 00:28:33,320 --> 00:28:35,757 You know, we had no support. 674 00:28:40,196 --> 00:28:41,676 It was just us, 675 00:28:41,720 --> 00:28:44,157 and when I say just us, just us. 676 00:28:46,812 --> 00:28:48,509 We bonded a lot closer 677 00:28:48,552 --> 00:28:50,424 because we had nobody clapping us on, 678 00:28:50,467 --> 00:28:52,078 so we had to cheer each other on. 679 00:28:54,471 --> 00:28:56,169 No one ever came. 680 00:29:01,827 --> 00:29:04,568 ARSHAY: My mother has never came to see me race. 681 00:29:13,229 --> 00:29:18,147 I started drinking at the age of 14. 682 00:29:18,191 --> 00:29:21,324 And then it was, uh, crack cocaine. 683 00:29:22,543 --> 00:29:27,809 It was pretty hard growing up seeing my mom hooked on drugs. 684 00:29:27,853 --> 00:29:29,724 LINDA: It got so bad 685 00:29:29,768 --> 00:29:33,946 that I started spending every dime that I had. 686 00:29:33,989 --> 00:29:37,297 I remember Christmas gifts being stolen. 687 00:29:37,340 --> 00:29:40,474 She was screaming, yelling for a fix. 688 00:29:40,517 --> 00:29:43,085 And there was no food on the dinner table. 689 00:29:43,129 --> 00:29:46,523 That's a-- that's a terrible feeling, 690 00:29:46,567 --> 00:29:48,612 not to have nothing to eat. 691 00:29:48,656 --> 00:29:52,312 Got to do--Got to do your best to--just to survive. 692 00:29:55,750 --> 00:29:57,273 We haven't seen her for months and months. 693 00:29:57,317 --> 00:29:59,841 We didn't know if she was dead or where she was. 694 00:29:59,885 --> 00:30:03,627 ARSHAY: My brothers, they both started to join a gang. 695 00:30:03,671 --> 00:30:06,152 We got into the gang activities 696 00:30:06,195 --> 00:30:12,158 trying to survive, basically, and, you know, pretty much... 697 00:30:12,201 --> 00:30:15,683 I remember looking in a drawer 698 00:30:15,726 --> 00:30:18,686 and seeing these notes about being a gang member. 699 00:30:18,729 --> 00:30:20,644 And I was reading those notes like, "Oh, my God, 700 00:30:20,688 --> 00:30:23,865 they're part of the," you know, "the Gangster Disciples!" 701 00:30:23,909 --> 00:30:25,867 I actually thought I wouldn't see 18. 702 00:30:25,911 --> 00:30:28,130 Well, you're gonna end in jail for the rest of your life 703 00:30:28,174 --> 00:30:29,349 or you're gonna be-- 704 00:30:29,392 --> 00:30:30,524 you're gonna be under six feet deep 705 00:30:30,567 --> 00:30:31,917 in the graveyard. 706 00:30:34,789 --> 00:30:36,182 ARSHAY: There was no accountability, 707 00:30:36,225 --> 00:30:39,881 so I missed 60 days of my eighth grade year. 708 00:30:43,102 --> 00:30:44,886 I walk into the hallway, 709 00:30:44,930 --> 00:30:46,322 and the history teacher was there. 710 00:30:46,366 --> 00:30:49,238 And he stepped in front of me with his arms folded. 711 00:30:49,282 --> 00:30:53,068 And he was like, "You're gonna die before you're 18, if that." 712 00:30:54,983 --> 00:30:58,204 There was this statistic that all teachers would say-- 713 00:30:58,247 --> 00:30:59,509 on the West Side, 714 00:30:59,553 --> 00:31:01,076 one out of every three young men 715 00:31:01,120 --> 00:31:03,557 will die before they're 18. 716 00:31:03,600 --> 00:31:04,863 And I believe it. 717 00:31:07,213 --> 00:31:08,475 ISAAC: I think for Arshay, 718 00:31:08,518 --> 00:31:10,694 he pretty much said to his self, 719 00:31:10,738 --> 00:31:13,393 "I'm not--I'm not gonna die like this." 720 00:31:17,179 --> 00:31:19,965 What contribute to my mother's addiction 721 00:31:20,008 --> 00:31:22,054 is the trauma that she had growing up. 722 00:31:24,317 --> 00:31:25,796 Can I take a break? 723 00:31:26,972 --> 00:31:30,584 My grandfather wasn't the nicest man. 724 00:31:30,627 --> 00:31:32,325 The violence that he saw 725 00:31:32,368 --> 00:31:34,762 somehow made him a angry and violent man. 726 00:31:34,805 --> 00:31:36,503 It was this generational curse 727 00:31:36,546 --> 00:31:40,289 that started many years ago as a result of--of slavery. 728 00:31:40,333 --> 00:31:42,639 I was eight years old, 729 00:31:42,683 --> 00:31:44,554 and he start touching me, 730 00:31:44,598 --> 00:31:46,774 but I didn't understand, you know? 731 00:31:47,993 --> 00:31:49,472 Sometimes when I talk about it, 732 00:31:49,516 --> 00:31:50,952 it makes me angry, 733 00:31:50,996 --> 00:31:54,869 or, uh, um, it makes me want to cry, 734 00:31:54,913 --> 00:31:57,959 but, you know, umm... 735 00:31:58,003 --> 00:32:01,006 He actually raped my mother. 736 00:32:01,049 --> 00:32:02,921 Till I got 21. 737 00:32:02,964 --> 00:32:05,532 She expected her daddy to be her protector. 738 00:32:05,575 --> 00:32:09,666 1,821 days. 739 00:32:12,017 --> 00:32:14,541 My mother didn't want to feel anymore. 740 00:32:14,584 --> 00:32:19,111 It got to the point that I wanted to kill myself. 741 00:32:19,154 --> 00:32:24,507 I might as well end it because I'm not a good mom. 742 00:32:24,551 --> 00:32:25,856 She said to herself, 743 00:32:25,900 --> 00:32:26,988 "I'm just gonna walk right into the street. 744 00:32:27,032 --> 00:32:28,947 This is it for me." 745 00:32:28,990 --> 00:32:30,513 And as she was walking down the street, 746 00:32:30,557 --> 00:32:33,734 this guy gave her this flyer that said "Victory Outreach," 747 00:32:33,777 --> 00:32:37,738 and she checked into this recovery home for women. 748 00:32:37,781 --> 00:32:40,523 I would never visit her. I didn't believe in change. 749 00:32:40,567 --> 00:32:43,135 I didn't believe in God. I didn't believe in anything. 750 00:32:43,178 --> 00:32:44,963 He was angry. 751 00:32:45,006 --> 00:32:47,269 My grandmother made me go one day. 752 00:32:47,313 --> 00:32:50,577 I see my mom singing, and she was so beautiful. 753 00:32:52,405 --> 00:32:55,060 I had never seen her look like that before. 754 00:32:56,496 --> 00:32:58,846 That right there made me believe there was a God, 755 00:32:58,889 --> 00:33:01,501 you know, and He answer prayers. 756 00:33:01,544 --> 00:33:04,460 God did a wonderful thing with my mother. 757 00:33:06,071 --> 00:33:08,943 I am most proud of my family 758 00:33:08,987 --> 00:33:12,555 for being a family that was once bound by drugs 759 00:33:12,599 --> 00:33:13,992 and a part of a gang 760 00:33:14,035 --> 00:33:16,211 and now every single person has changed. 761 00:33:16,255 --> 00:33:17,691 Every person. 762 00:33:29,703 --> 00:33:33,359 [police siren blares] 763 00:33:36,449 --> 00:33:39,843 Bringing Preston up on the West Side, 764 00:33:39,887 --> 00:33:42,716 it was kind of hard keeping him out of the streets. 765 00:33:46,502 --> 00:33:48,852 She's always been a hustler. 766 00:33:48,896 --> 00:33:51,638 She passed that down to me. 767 00:33:55,120 --> 00:33:58,688 The most difficult obstacle my son have in his life 768 00:33:58,732 --> 00:34:00,647 would be me doing drugs. 769 00:34:01,735 --> 00:34:03,606 She sold drugs right out the front door 770 00:34:03,650 --> 00:34:05,608 and the back door of my house. 771 00:34:05,652 --> 00:34:08,698 The worst thing I could have ever did in my life. 772 00:34:08,742 --> 00:34:11,092 I seen her make a lot of money, I seen her lose a lot of money. 773 00:34:11,136 --> 00:34:13,790 I overdid it 774 00:34:13,834 --> 00:34:17,446 and owed the person that I was selling drugs some money. 775 00:34:19,361 --> 00:34:21,102 So he came into the household, 776 00:34:21,146 --> 00:34:23,670 actually put his hand on my son. 777 00:34:25,150 --> 00:34:27,674 It woke me up. Reality check. 778 00:34:27,717 --> 00:34:29,458 It's so crazy 779 00:34:29,502 --> 00:34:31,634 'cause she didn't go to jail for selling drugs. 780 00:34:31,678 --> 00:34:33,680 She went to jail for doing drugs. 781 00:34:33,723 --> 00:34:35,421 I was incarcerated, 782 00:34:35,464 --> 00:34:38,250 the best thing that could have ever happened to me in my life. 783 00:34:38,293 --> 00:34:39,903 When she came back, 784 00:34:39,947 --> 00:34:42,036 she had built a relationship with God. 785 00:34:42,080 --> 00:34:45,866 Came home clean. Haven't looked back. 786 00:34:47,824 --> 00:34:50,740 I was really heavy into the streets-- 787 00:34:50,784 --> 00:34:53,482 selling drugs, gangbanging. 788 00:34:53,526 --> 00:34:56,137 I didn't have enough time to do both. 789 00:34:56,181 --> 00:34:58,748 And the streets was calling, man. 790 00:34:58,792 --> 00:35:01,795 I left school and-- and left the team 791 00:35:01,838 --> 00:35:03,797 to become a full-time street pharmacist, 792 00:35:03,840 --> 00:35:06,843 which basically mean me selling drugs on the streets. 793 00:35:06,887 --> 00:35:11,021 It was like, if she can do it, I can do it. 794 00:35:11,065 --> 00:35:14,068 You don't want to go down this road. 795 00:35:14,112 --> 00:35:15,678 I went down it for you, 796 00:35:15,722 --> 00:35:18,725 so why should you have to make my mistakes over again? 797 00:35:23,077 --> 00:35:26,863 Most difficult obstacle that I've had to overcome is myself, 798 00:35:26,907 --> 00:35:28,213 making a lot of bad decisions 799 00:35:28,256 --> 00:35:30,258 that altered the course of my life. 800 00:35:30,302 --> 00:35:34,175 I'm a smart guy, but I still tend to make bad decisions 801 00:35:34,219 --> 00:35:35,872 that not only affect me, 802 00:35:35,916 --> 00:35:37,526 it affects the people around me. 803 00:35:37,570 --> 00:35:39,528 At this point, it's just me being smarter, man, 804 00:35:39,572 --> 00:35:42,140 just--just knowing better and doing better. 805 00:35:54,674 --> 00:35:58,504 The most difficult obstacle I had to overcome? 806 00:35:58,547 --> 00:35:59,766 My father. 807 00:36:01,028 --> 00:36:02,899 Some of the racist teachings that I was taught. 808 00:36:02,943 --> 00:36:07,339 My father instilled a lot of his racism in us. 809 00:36:07,382 --> 00:36:09,384 I still deal with it to this day. 810 00:36:09,428 --> 00:36:11,169 You know, our parents, coming from the South, 811 00:36:11,212 --> 00:36:14,476 experienced racism on a different level. 812 00:36:14,520 --> 00:36:16,174 They were what you call sharecroppers. 813 00:36:18,959 --> 00:36:22,615 I didn't like the way we was treated in the South-- 814 00:36:22,658 --> 00:36:25,922 being abused, being mistreated, 815 00:36:25,966 --> 00:36:30,362 and fear from the white peoples. 816 00:36:30,405 --> 00:36:31,928 [laughing] 817 00:36:31,972 --> 00:36:36,455 They would come and ride around in their big trucks 818 00:36:36,498 --> 00:36:39,240 with all those high-powered rifles 819 00:36:39,284 --> 00:36:42,112 to make the Black peoples afraid of them 820 00:36:42,156 --> 00:36:46,247 and make them feel inferiors. 821 00:36:46,291 --> 00:36:49,207 So they experienced a lot of racism growing up. 822 00:36:51,644 --> 00:36:54,168 Malcolm wanted to be his own self. 823 00:36:54,212 --> 00:36:55,474 I was having problems at home. 824 00:36:57,258 --> 00:37:00,261 I got called down to the school a lots. 825 00:37:00,305 --> 00:37:02,698 He stayed in trouble, all the time. 826 00:37:02,742 --> 00:37:05,788 Everybody would follow him. 827 00:37:05,832 --> 00:37:09,705 Whatever Malcolm said do, they would do it. 828 00:37:09,749 --> 00:37:13,231 His mind is so--so advanced. 829 00:37:13,274 --> 00:37:16,103 He thinks very well, very fast. 830 00:37:16,146 --> 00:37:20,586 KEN: I mean, he was intelligent, funny, and charismatic. 831 00:37:20,629 --> 00:37:23,110 He could be the kid that could really, you know, 832 00:37:23,153 --> 00:37:24,720 row at an Ivy League School. 833 00:37:24,764 --> 00:37:27,549 I wind up getting kicked out of Manley. 834 00:37:27,593 --> 00:37:29,072 Because of, you know, 835 00:37:29,116 --> 00:37:30,813 the poverty where we was living in, 836 00:37:30,857 --> 00:37:32,641 I chose to go to the streets. 837 00:37:32,685 --> 00:37:34,817 Started selling drugs and hustling 838 00:37:34,861 --> 00:37:37,037 to provide for myself. 839 00:37:37,080 --> 00:37:40,345 I always prayed for my boys to get out of the gang, 840 00:37:40,388 --> 00:37:42,477 get out of what they was in. 841 00:37:42,521 --> 00:37:44,174 One day, God told me 842 00:37:44,218 --> 00:37:46,481 that He was gonna remove them out of the gang 843 00:37:46,525 --> 00:37:48,570 but in His own time. 844 00:37:48,614 --> 00:37:50,268 And I really questioned God. 845 00:37:50,311 --> 00:37:54,141 I said, "Now, how long is this gonna take?" 846 00:38:09,678 --> 00:38:13,987 The Michigan race was going so well at first. 847 00:38:14,030 --> 00:38:16,990 ♪ Whoa-oa-oa-oa 848 00:38:17,033 --> 00:38:19,427 ARSHAY: Our last race-- Grand Rapids, Michigan. 849 00:38:20,646 --> 00:38:23,039 ALVIN: We were strong. We was fast. 850 00:38:23,083 --> 00:38:25,346 And we in first place the whole time. 851 00:38:25,390 --> 00:38:27,348 We was pulling so hard. 852 00:38:27,392 --> 00:38:29,219 I think we can, I think we can. 853 00:38:29,263 --> 00:38:30,830 We left everybody. 854 00:38:30,873 --> 00:38:32,919 It was like they was just standing still. 855 00:38:35,704 --> 00:38:40,230 200 meters left, and Arshay once again-- 856 00:38:40,274 --> 00:38:42,450 [laughs]-- the story of our lives-- 857 00:38:42,494 --> 00:38:44,017 catches a crab. 858 00:38:44,060 --> 00:38:45,714 Oh, no! 859 00:38:45,758 --> 00:38:47,716 I was just like, "Goddamn it." 860 00:38:47,760 --> 00:38:48,761 [laughs] 861 00:38:48,804 --> 00:38:50,589 And I see the first boat pass. 862 00:38:50,632 --> 00:38:53,287 The second boat pass. "No!" 863 00:38:53,331 --> 00:38:56,116 I'm yelling at Arshay, "Come on, man, come on!" 864 00:38:56,159 --> 00:38:57,378 ARSHAY: And I got myself back together, 865 00:38:57,422 --> 00:38:58,858 and we got into third place. 866 00:38:58,901 --> 00:39:01,730 I know if Arshay never caught that crab, 867 00:39:01,774 --> 00:39:03,558 then we would've been in the papers 868 00:39:03,602 --> 00:39:05,604 for winning that--that race. 869 00:39:08,128 --> 00:39:10,086 I was crushed. 870 00:39:10,130 --> 00:39:12,741 Alvin put his hand on my shoulders, 871 00:39:12,785 --> 00:39:14,221 and he was like, "It's okay." 872 00:39:14,264 --> 00:39:16,049 We still beat people. 873 00:39:16,092 --> 00:39:17,398 We didn't give up. 874 00:39:17,442 --> 00:39:19,574 It was probably pretty eye-opening 875 00:39:19,618 --> 00:39:21,010 for the people at the regatta 876 00:39:21,054 --> 00:39:24,492 to see this group come in and row really well. 877 00:39:24,536 --> 00:39:26,407 There's a switch that goes off 878 00:39:26,451 --> 00:39:29,323 that kind of says you're included, 879 00:39:29,367 --> 00:39:31,151 you're just as good as everybody else. 880 00:39:31,194 --> 00:39:34,110 Imagine if we was doing this the whole three years. 881 00:39:34,154 --> 00:39:37,766 We'd have probably killed all these guys out there. 882 00:39:37,810 --> 00:39:41,379 I felt like the program was kind of a failure. 883 00:39:42,945 --> 00:39:45,948 Financially, the program was a disaster. 884 00:39:45,992 --> 00:39:47,341 We didn't win. 885 00:39:47,385 --> 00:39:49,256 The kids didn't go to college. 886 00:39:49,299 --> 00:39:51,737 We didn't get the kids into college. 887 00:39:51,780 --> 00:39:55,784 So I felt like all these lofty goals 888 00:39:55,828 --> 00:39:58,134 and expectations we had for the program 889 00:39:58,178 --> 00:39:59,658 didn't come into fruition. 890 00:40:04,489 --> 00:40:08,144 I am holding the boys in 1998 891 00:40:08,188 --> 00:40:10,451 when they did their first rowing. 892 00:40:10,495 --> 00:40:13,976 We're looking at Arshay right here 893 00:40:14,020 --> 00:40:16,370 and Preston right here. 894 00:40:16,414 --> 00:40:18,807 It just was a overwhelming feeling 895 00:40:18,851 --> 00:40:20,461 for a mother in that time 896 00:40:20,505 --> 00:40:25,118 for a child in such a bad area 897 00:40:25,161 --> 00:40:26,946 to be doing something positive, 898 00:40:26,989 --> 00:40:28,991 so I was proud. 899 00:40:31,037 --> 00:40:32,604 ARSHAY: We were in the paper, 900 00:40:32,647 --> 00:40:35,998 not just for being the first Black high school rowing team, 901 00:40:36,042 --> 00:40:39,654 but because we were also taking entrepreneurship classes. 902 00:40:39,698 --> 00:40:42,048 We learned about the economy. 903 00:40:42,091 --> 00:40:45,094 How to open up bank accounts 904 00:40:45,138 --> 00:40:46,400 'cause coming up where we come from, 905 00:40:46,444 --> 00:40:47,662 you save money, you put it in a shoebox, 906 00:40:47,706 --> 00:40:48,924 and put it under your bed. 907 00:40:48,968 --> 00:40:50,883 Ken taught me how to be an entrepreneur. 908 00:40:50,926 --> 00:40:52,450 Controlling our own destiny. 909 00:40:52,493 --> 00:40:54,452 I started a moving company. 910 00:40:54,495 --> 00:40:56,018 Yo! 911 00:40:56,062 --> 00:40:58,847 I'm really prideful about my business, you know. 912 00:40:58,891 --> 00:41:00,893 This-- It means everything to me. 913 00:41:00,936 --> 00:41:03,722 Some of these guys can't find jobs. 914 00:41:03,765 --> 00:41:06,333 Some of the guys can't read the application. 915 00:41:06,376 --> 00:41:08,117 But anybody who want to work 916 00:41:08,161 --> 00:41:11,120 who's able to work, they find a home with me. 917 00:41:11,164 --> 00:41:14,863 Be ready to hop in this truck and get my drive on. 918 00:41:14,907 --> 00:41:16,386 I partnered up with a brother of mine. 919 00:41:16,430 --> 00:41:17,692 Me and him went in together 920 00:41:17,736 --> 00:41:19,259 and invested in a couple of dump trucks. 921 00:41:19,302 --> 00:41:20,434 That's what I do now. 922 00:41:20,478 --> 00:41:22,915 Never thought I'd be in a position 923 00:41:22,958 --> 00:41:24,307 to start employing people, 924 00:41:24,351 --> 00:41:28,398 but, you know, weirder things has happened. 925 00:41:28,442 --> 00:41:31,663 This is my desk. 926 00:41:33,578 --> 00:41:37,016 This is my book Suga Water, a memoir. 927 00:41:37,059 --> 00:41:39,409 These are letters 928 00:41:39,453 --> 00:41:42,195 from high school students who have read my book. 929 00:41:42,238 --> 00:41:45,720 Mainly my job is, uh, community engagement, 930 00:41:45,764 --> 00:41:46,895 finding young people, 931 00:41:46,939 --> 00:41:48,244 getting them to going to college. 932 00:41:48,288 --> 00:41:49,724 I just recently took 933 00:41:49,768 --> 00:41:53,162 my Chicago Illinois State Board Barbers exam, 934 00:41:53,206 --> 00:41:54,642 and I passed that, 935 00:41:54,686 --> 00:41:57,297 so I am officially a licensed barber, and I love it. 936 00:41:58,603 --> 00:42:01,127 I was wrong about it being an epic fail. 937 00:42:01,170 --> 00:42:04,043 I was amazed at, you know, 938 00:42:04,086 --> 00:42:06,959 how many of those kids had become entrepreneurs. 939 00:42:08,613 --> 00:42:09,788 Ken didn't even know 940 00:42:09,831 --> 00:42:11,790 some of the things that he taught us. 941 00:42:11,833 --> 00:42:14,096 He's definitely something special, man. 942 00:42:14,140 --> 00:42:15,620 Still is to this day. 943 00:42:22,888 --> 00:42:25,020 COMMON: The guys hung up their oars 944 00:42:25,064 --> 00:42:27,719 and got on with the business of living 945 00:42:27,762 --> 00:42:31,244 and, for some of them, the business of dying. 946 00:42:35,291 --> 00:42:38,947 ARSHAY: Mike's death came as a total surprise. 947 00:42:38,991 --> 00:42:40,906 Some of us went to his service, 948 00:42:40,949 --> 00:42:43,125 which was held at a Irish Bar. 949 00:42:43,169 --> 00:42:45,214 Perfect for O'Gorman. 950 00:42:47,390 --> 00:42:50,829 Afterwards, we all met up at Preston's barbershop. 951 00:42:52,657 --> 00:42:54,659 - Yo. What's up? - Yo. 952 00:42:57,400 --> 00:43:00,534 [chatter] 953 00:43:02,318 --> 00:43:04,277 - It's what's her name. - Yo. 954 00:43:05,539 --> 00:43:09,325 Man, I ain't seen you guys since what? 80 pounds ago. 955 00:43:09,369 --> 00:43:11,197 [laughter] 956 00:43:11,240 --> 00:43:13,852 It's good to see everybody, you know what I'm saying? 957 00:43:13,895 --> 00:43:15,505 For the last 20 years, Preston will say, 958 00:43:15,549 --> 00:43:17,507 "Man, I--I wish I wouldn't have left" 959 00:43:17,551 --> 00:43:20,075 or "I can go back and do this again." 960 00:43:20,119 --> 00:43:22,295 The water was like a sense of peace for us, man. 961 00:43:22,338 --> 00:43:24,036 - Yeah. - You know what I'm saying? 962 00:43:24,079 --> 00:43:25,211 Like, man. 963 00:43:25,254 --> 00:43:27,561 You guys became, like, brothers to me. 964 00:43:27,605 --> 00:43:29,171 I was an only child. 965 00:43:29,215 --> 00:43:32,784 My mom was murdered when I was nine months. 966 00:43:32,827 --> 00:43:35,395 You were my big brothers. You feel me? 967 00:43:35,438 --> 00:43:37,266 Having brothers like y'all around me, 968 00:43:37,310 --> 00:43:39,529 that was the only thing that was close to me. 969 00:43:39,573 --> 00:43:41,662 We stuck together, and we had that experience, 970 00:43:41,706 --> 00:43:43,403 and I think that's something that, you know, 971 00:43:43,446 --> 00:43:46,188 I don't hear a lot of guys that look like us talk about. 972 00:43:46,232 --> 00:43:48,190 Every time we got out there to work as a team, 973 00:43:48,234 --> 00:43:49,539 you know what I'm saying, 974 00:43:49,583 --> 00:43:51,106 we collectively came together. It was cool. 975 00:43:51,150 --> 00:43:53,195 I made it cool for to join the rowing team. 976 00:43:53,239 --> 00:43:55,415 [laughter] 977 00:43:55,458 --> 00:43:57,330 I made it cool! 978 00:44:02,117 --> 00:44:04,293 We all had a troubled past. 979 00:44:04,337 --> 00:44:07,166 Is it easy to join a gang? 980 00:44:07,209 --> 00:44:09,690 I think it's probably one of the easiest things 981 00:44:09,734 --> 00:44:11,344 for a young teenager to do. 982 00:44:11,387 --> 00:44:14,956 Gangs was like the culture. It was like hip-hop. 983 00:44:15,000 --> 00:44:17,002 They had all the women. They had all the money. 984 00:44:17,045 --> 00:44:19,308 They had all the power. They controlled everything. 985 00:44:19,352 --> 00:44:20,875 So there wasn't nothing else I wanted to be. 986 00:44:20,919 --> 00:44:22,442 It was just like waking up, 987 00:44:22,485 --> 00:44:24,705 brushing your teeth, and changing your clothes. 988 00:44:24,749 --> 00:44:26,881 ALVIN: If I can go back in time, 989 00:44:26,925 --> 00:44:29,797 I definitely would have left the street life, 990 00:44:29,841 --> 00:44:32,191 the gang life, alone. 991 00:44:32,234 --> 00:44:35,542 How do we help change that gang culture? 992 00:44:35,585 --> 00:44:36,891 How do we get young people out of it? 993 00:44:36,935 --> 00:44:39,764 How do we tell them that there's a better way? 994 00:44:39,807 --> 00:44:42,027 The moment they ain't busy, 995 00:44:42,070 --> 00:44:43,550 they're gonna go to the streets, 996 00:44:43,593 --> 00:44:46,205 point blank, because there ain't nothing else to do. 997 00:44:46,248 --> 00:44:49,469 When they shut down the YMCAs, I went to the streets. 998 00:44:49,512 --> 00:44:52,167 That's when I started selling drugs. 999 00:44:52,211 --> 00:44:53,821 The lessons you learn from rowing-- 1000 00:44:53,865 --> 00:44:57,433 teamwork, work ethic, being a leader, success-- 1001 00:44:57,477 --> 00:45:00,219 if you can give those same, uh, 1002 00:45:00,262 --> 00:45:02,003 tools of rowing to young people, 1003 00:45:02,047 --> 00:45:03,570 even if they don't win a medal, 1004 00:45:03,613 --> 00:45:04,919 they become the next generation 1005 00:45:04,963 --> 00:45:06,312 that will be leaders. 1006 00:45:06,355 --> 00:45:08,183 I don't know about the rest of y'all, 1007 00:45:08,227 --> 00:45:11,012 but I'd love to go back to it just for a day. 1008 00:45:11,056 --> 00:45:12,405 We should just do a reunion race. 1009 00:45:15,190 --> 00:45:17,279 It's gonna be real inspirational for these kids 1010 00:45:17,323 --> 00:45:18,977 to see us 20 years later, 1011 00:45:19,020 --> 00:45:21,762 come back and actually fight to win a race. 1012 00:45:21,806 --> 00:45:23,329 Feel like we're finishing something 1013 00:45:23,372 --> 00:45:25,853 that we should have did a long time ago. 1014 00:45:25,897 --> 00:45:27,289 I think it's important 1015 00:45:27,333 --> 00:45:30,379 that more young African-American boys and girls 1016 00:45:30,423 --> 00:45:32,077 see us in a boat 1017 00:45:32,120 --> 00:45:35,167 and us go back to the sport that changed our lives. 1018 00:45:35,210 --> 00:45:36,864 For me, that's winning. 1019 00:45:36,908 --> 00:45:38,779 Wildcats! Wildcats! 1020 00:45:38,823 --> 00:45:40,868 So they decided to do it, 1021 00:45:40,912 --> 00:45:44,306 race once more at the Chicago Sprints. 1022 00:45:44,350 --> 00:45:47,788 They all had different reasons for getting back in the boat. 1023 00:45:49,703 --> 00:45:52,314 Preston always said he wanted to go back in time 1024 00:45:52,358 --> 00:45:54,229 to undo his mistakes. 1025 00:45:57,580 --> 00:45:59,669 Malcolm is racing for his son, 1026 00:45:59,713 --> 00:46:01,541 to show him another way. 1027 00:46:03,761 --> 00:46:06,067 Alvin's racing to celebrate the fact 1028 00:46:06,111 --> 00:46:09,723 that he's still alive, that he's still here. 1029 00:46:11,594 --> 00:46:14,293 Pookie says he wants to win, but really, 1030 00:46:14,336 --> 00:46:16,817 he just doesn't want to run into that brick wall. 1031 00:46:19,080 --> 00:46:22,083 Arshay's doing this to show kids in the neighborhood 1032 00:46:22,127 --> 00:46:24,651 that they can't move forward alone, 1033 00:46:24,694 --> 00:46:26,609 that to break the cycle, 1034 00:46:26,653 --> 00:46:30,048 they have to move together as one. 1035 00:46:34,748 --> 00:46:39,666 ♪♪♪ 1036 00:46:39,709 --> 00:46:41,929 Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. 1037 00:46:41,973 --> 00:46:43,713 The erg machine came. 1038 00:46:43,757 --> 00:46:46,847 Oh, yeah. Training start today, Arshay. 1039 00:46:46,891 --> 00:46:48,893 We're about to get this workout in. 1040 00:46:48,936 --> 00:46:51,156 - Already there. - It's been 20-plus years. 1041 00:46:51,199 --> 00:46:54,202 20-plus years. 1042 00:46:54,246 --> 00:46:56,204 I feel like the Tin Man. 1043 00:46:56,248 --> 00:46:58,598 ARSHAY: Chicago Sprints, here we come. 1044 00:46:58,641 --> 00:47:04,430 ♪♪♪ 1045 00:47:10,828 --> 00:47:12,699 [chatter] 1046 00:47:12,742 --> 00:47:15,136 All the fellas decided 1047 00:47:15,180 --> 00:47:17,573 to step on the scale and weigh theyself. 1048 00:47:17,617 --> 00:47:19,227 Ugh, dude, 180. 1049 00:47:19,271 --> 00:47:20,489 It wasn't good. 1050 00:47:20,533 --> 00:47:23,536 If you put a stem on top of Arshay's head, 1051 00:47:23,579 --> 00:47:25,103 he'll look like a pear. 1052 00:47:26,582 --> 00:47:29,585 Preston, he's pretty light, 1053 00:47:29,629 --> 00:47:31,457 but he's the skinniest fat person 1054 00:47:31,500 --> 00:47:33,415 I ever met in my life. 1055 00:47:33,459 --> 00:47:37,593 Myself? I weighed in at 260. 1056 00:47:37,637 --> 00:47:41,467 Not good at all, but we're on a mission now. 1057 00:47:42,860 --> 00:47:44,905 ♪ Uh, let's do the math 1058 00:47:44,949 --> 00:47:47,647 ♪ How we make it tough to subtract and not to add ♪ 1059 00:47:47,690 --> 00:47:51,390 ♪ So right to your brother barrels, a bunch of crabs ♪ 1060 00:47:51,433 --> 00:47:53,696 ♪ Sometimes it feel like the ghetto is all we have ♪ 1061 00:47:53,740 --> 00:47:57,004 ♪ See, it's hard how we livin', need something different ♪ 1062 00:47:57,048 --> 00:47:59,702 ♪ One day it's gonna change, uh ♪ 1063 00:47:59,746 --> 00:48:01,922 ♪ Till it's love that we feeling ♪ 1064 00:48:01,966 --> 00:48:03,271 ♪ Breaking every ceiling 1065 00:48:03,315 --> 00:48:05,883 ♪ We got to find another way, uh ♪ 1066 00:48:05,926 --> 00:48:08,929 ♪ To live my life, uh, to live my life, uh ♪ 1067 00:48:08,973 --> 00:48:10,583 ♪ To live my life... 1068 00:48:11,758 --> 00:48:14,065 ARSHAY: Pookie hadn't coxed in 20-something years. 1069 00:48:14,108 --> 00:48:15,849 I bet this current crazy as fuck. 1070 00:48:17,982 --> 00:48:19,070 Your feet okay, Malcolm? 1071 00:48:19,113 --> 00:48:20,462 Okay, slow down, slow down. 1072 00:48:20,506 --> 00:48:23,204 Your feet okay? Your feet keep popping out? 1073 00:48:24,989 --> 00:48:27,600 Shoes too small. I can't fit my feet in there. 1074 00:48:27,643 --> 00:48:29,689 They're sliding out every time he pulls. 1075 00:48:29,732 --> 00:48:31,821 Malcolm catch a crab. 1076 00:48:31,865 --> 00:48:33,649 - Uh-oh. - Oh, don't-- 1077 00:48:33,693 --> 00:48:34,737 Left, left, left. 1078 00:48:34,781 --> 00:48:36,609 Don't let it go. No, keep it up. 1079 00:48:36,652 --> 00:48:39,046 Keep it up, Malcolm. No, Malcolm, keep it up! 1080 00:48:39,090 --> 00:48:42,832 Sometimes you almost see your life flash before your eyes, 1081 00:48:42,876 --> 00:48:45,792 and you start telling yourself, "The hell with this, man!" 1082 00:48:45,835 --> 00:48:48,664 It's not funny. It's not funny, bro. 1083 00:48:48,708 --> 00:48:51,102 You know, these games start playing in your head, 1084 00:48:51,145 --> 00:48:52,712 like, "Dude, what the hell you doing in a boat? 1085 00:48:52,755 --> 00:48:53,713 You're 40!" 1086 00:48:53,756 --> 00:48:55,149 [laughter] 1087 00:48:55,193 --> 00:48:57,021 I had to get myself, you know, 1088 00:48:57,064 --> 00:48:58,370 I had to calm myself down, 1089 00:48:58,413 --> 00:49:00,328 and it had nothing to do with none of you guys. 1090 00:49:00,372 --> 00:49:01,939 You get in those boats now man, 1091 00:49:01,982 --> 00:49:03,941 and you're thinking, okay, I fall out this boat, 1092 00:49:03,984 --> 00:49:06,247 I got five people looking at me for dinner 1093 00:49:06,291 --> 00:49:07,640 and I can't provide it, 1094 00:49:07,683 --> 00:49:08,902 you know what I'm saying? Like-- 1095 00:49:08,946 --> 00:49:12,819 Stop, stop, stop, stop, stop. 1096 00:49:12,862 --> 00:49:14,908 Fuck. 1097 00:49:17,867 --> 00:49:21,175 ARSHAY: Our first time back in the boat was not good. 1098 00:49:21,219 --> 00:49:23,221 We got to up our game. 1099 00:49:23,264 --> 00:49:26,050 So I had this crazy-ass idea. 1100 00:49:26,093 --> 00:49:27,703 Who better to help us 1101 00:49:27,747 --> 00:49:29,618 than the U.S. Olympic Rowing Coach-- 1102 00:49:29,662 --> 00:49:32,186 the one and only Mike Teti? 1103 00:49:32,230 --> 00:49:34,667 ♪ I say first and foremost, your boy, I made it ♪ 1104 00:49:34,710 --> 00:49:36,408 ♪ Ha, I was like that because of street... ♪ 1105 00:49:36,451 --> 00:49:38,714 The guy's a three-time Olympian, 1106 00:49:38,758 --> 00:49:40,673 a total stud. 1107 00:49:40,716 --> 00:49:42,414 When I told Mike that we were trying 1108 00:49:42,457 --> 00:49:43,937 to show the kids from the neighborhood 1109 00:49:43,981 --> 00:49:46,026 another way out with the sport of rowing, 1110 00:49:46,070 --> 00:49:47,288 Mike was all in. 1111 00:49:47,332 --> 00:49:48,507 ♪ I'm, like, down with it, uh, yo ♪ 1112 00:49:48,550 --> 00:49:50,204 He invited us to train with him 1113 00:49:50,248 --> 00:49:52,032 in San Francisco. 1114 00:49:52,076 --> 00:49:54,252 When he answered that call and he said, "I'm down," 1115 00:49:54,295 --> 00:49:56,384 I was so excited, I called the guys right away. 1116 00:49:56,428 --> 00:49:58,038 They was like, "We don't even know who he is, 1117 00:49:58,082 --> 00:49:59,257 but yes, let's do it." 1118 00:49:59,300 --> 00:50:01,041 Mike Teti, we're coming for you. 1119 00:50:01,085 --> 00:50:03,391 Yes, sir! Large and in charge, Big Malcolm. 1120 00:50:03,435 --> 00:50:05,176 We're here, baby. San Francisco. 1121 00:50:05,219 --> 00:50:07,439 On our way to get in these boats and do our thing. 1122 00:50:07,482 --> 00:50:08,483 Get this work, baby. 1123 00:50:08,527 --> 00:50:10,224 ♪ ...tonight 1124 00:50:10,268 --> 00:50:14,054 ♪ We're just trying to catch our feelings tonight ♪ 1125 00:50:14,098 --> 00:50:15,403 All right, man, hey. 1126 00:50:15,447 --> 00:50:16,535 - What's up, man? - Good to see you! 1127 00:50:16,578 --> 00:50:18,102 We're nervous, but we good to go. 1128 00:50:18,145 --> 00:50:19,320 - Nervous? - Excited. 1129 00:50:19,364 --> 00:50:21,061 We get to get coached by the legend, 1130 00:50:21,105 --> 00:50:22,584 - so... - Yeah, well, 1131 00:50:22,628 --> 00:50:25,065 be prepared to be severely underwhelmed, 1132 00:50:25,109 --> 00:50:27,981 okay? Did you get them all warmed up? 1133 00:50:30,549 --> 00:50:32,029 Okay, ready? Go. 1134 00:50:33,334 --> 00:50:35,728 We don't want to complicate it. It's only rowing. 1135 00:50:35,771 --> 00:50:37,991 It doesn't have to be perfect, 1136 00:50:38,035 --> 00:50:39,993 just approximately correct. 1137 00:50:41,386 --> 00:50:43,823 ♪ As my days get harder 1138 00:50:43,866 --> 00:50:46,565 ♪ And my days get longer 1139 00:50:46,608 --> 00:50:49,089 ♪ I'll find waves in the water ♪ 1140 00:50:49,133 --> 00:50:52,179 ♪ I'll make my way in this water ♪ 1141 00:50:52,223 --> 00:50:53,833 ♪ Look, you know we need you, dealer ♪ 1142 00:50:53,876 --> 00:50:55,226 ♪ Bein' a OG 1143 00:50:55,269 --> 00:50:57,967 ♪ Thank God my OG's took time to show me ♪ 1144 00:50:58,011 --> 00:51:00,144 ♪ I was a flower and then how to grow me ♪ 1145 00:51:00,187 --> 00:51:01,449 ♪ And some did both 1146 00:51:01,493 --> 00:51:02,885 ♪ As they would try to console me ♪ 1147 00:51:02,929 --> 00:51:04,409 ♪ Some of my homies from childhood ♪ 1148 00:51:04,452 --> 00:51:05,801 ♪ Grew up lonely 1149 00:51:05,845 --> 00:51:07,107 ♪ Only told us to hoop, now they shoot ♪ 1150 00:51:07,151 --> 00:51:08,804 ♪ Like they're Kobe, 'cause, man ♪ 1151 00:51:08,848 --> 00:51:10,806 ♪ The streets are changing, nigga, that shit different ♪ 1152 00:51:10,850 --> 00:51:13,287 ♪ Especially when they don't counsel, just detention ♪ 1153 00:51:13,331 --> 00:51:15,637 ♪ Dropped out, had to bounce so many suspensions ♪ 1154 00:51:15,681 --> 00:51:18,336 ♪ Potential dean's list now turned into a hit list ♪ 1155 00:51:18,379 --> 00:51:20,642 ♪ Failed school, and so now you turned to a misfit ♪ 1156 00:51:20,686 --> 00:51:22,122 ♪ Strafe used to jump 1157 00:51:22,166 --> 00:51:23,819 ♪ Gates could have made an Olympian player ♪ 1158 00:51:23,863 --> 00:51:25,647 ♪ So I'm different 'cause they don't know ♪ 1159 00:51:25,691 --> 00:51:28,302 ♪ The ones who came from boats create the wave, you know ♪ 1160 00:51:28,346 --> 00:51:29,608 ♪ Used to hate the water 1161 00:51:29,651 --> 00:51:30,826 ♪ But now we row gently down the stream ♪ 1162 00:51:30,870 --> 00:51:32,176 ♪ Life is but a dream 1163 00:51:32,219 --> 00:51:33,612 ♪ When it's fueled by your self-esteem ♪ 1164 00:51:33,655 --> 00:51:35,222 ♪ As my days get harder 1165 00:51:35,266 --> 00:51:36,484 MIKE: a little bit lighter. 1166 00:51:36,528 --> 00:51:38,660 ♪ And my days get longer 1167 00:51:38,704 --> 00:51:41,010 ♪ I'll find waves in the water ♪ 1168 00:51:41,054 --> 00:51:43,012 ♪ I'll make my way in this water ♪ 1169 00:51:43,056 --> 00:51:44,666 We need some finesse from you, Alvin. 1170 00:51:44,710 --> 00:51:45,928 [laughter] 1171 00:51:45,972 --> 00:51:47,495 You bench pressing refrigerators, bro. 1172 00:51:47,539 --> 00:51:49,541 We need couch, not refrigerators, a'ight? 1173 00:51:49,584 --> 00:51:50,846 You two big motherfuckers, 1174 00:51:50,890 --> 00:51:52,239 big-arm motherfuckers back there. 1175 00:51:52,283 --> 00:51:53,849 - [laughs] - Hey, hey, 1176 00:51:53,893 --> 00:51:57,157 I don't even think Alvin know how to go soft, you feel me? 1177 00:51:57,201 --> 00:51:59,420 You light-skinned and hard-headed. 1178 00:51:59,464 --> 00:52:00,726 Bad combination. 1179 00:52:00,769 --> 00:52:02,597 ♪ I'll make my way in this water ♪ 1180 00:52:02,641 --> 00:52:03,729 MIKE: Good job, good job. 1181 00:52:03,772 --> 00:52:05,948 ♪ As my days get harder 1182 00:52:05,992 --> 00:52:08,255 ♪ And my days get longer 1183 00:52:08,299 --> 00:52:09,691 ♪ I'll find waves in the water ♪ 1184 00:52:09,735 --> 00:52:10,953 MIKE: Yeah, there you go! 1185 00:52:10,997 --> 00:52:12,520 ♪ I'll make my way in this water ♪ 1186 00:52:12,564 --> 00:52:13,521 ♪ This water, this water... 1187 00:52:13,565 --> 00:52:15,001 Paddle! 1188 00:52:15,044 --> 00:52:16,176 PRESTON: All in all, though, man, 1189 00:52:16,220 --> 00:52:17,699 I swear to God, you was going good, bro, 1190 00:52:17,743 --> 00:52:19,092 'cause it's been 20 years. 1191 00:52:19,136 --> 00:52:21,138 It's go--It's gonna come together, though. 1192 00:52:26,230 --> 00:52:29,189 MIKE: Honestly, I was expecting worse. 1193 00:52:29,233 --> 00:52:31,104 ALVIN: We was thinking the same about you! 1194 00:52:31,148 --> 00:52:36,283 [laughter] 1195 00:52:36,327 --> 00:52:39,112 Before they hit the water, I was really nervous. 1196 00:52:39,156 --> 00:52:40,374 I think it had been 20 years, maybe, 1197 00:52:40,418 --> 00:52:41,984 since they'd all been in the boat. 1198 00:52:42,028 --> 00:52:43,421 MIKE: And I thought, Uh-oh. 1199 00:52:43,464 --> 00:52:45,379 Number one, are they gonna fit in the boat? 1200 00:52:45,423 --> 00:52:47,251 And number two, are they gonna be able 1201 00:52:47,294 --> 00:52:48,600 to handle the conditions? 1202 00:52:48,643 --> 00:52:50,079 And you know what? Flying colors. 1203 00:52:50,123 --> 00:52:51,298 DAVID: I was impressed. 1204 00:52:51,342 --> 00:52:53,344 The boat picked up, and it was jumping. 1205 00:52:53,387 --> 00:52:54,432 What are we training for here? 1206 00:52:54,475 --> 00:52:55,955 Chicago Sprints, you know. 1207 00:52:55,998 --> 00:52:58,175 It's, um, about 1,000 meters. 1208 00:52:58,218 --> 00:53:00,264 - The skill's good, right? - The skills are good. 1209 00:53:00,307 --> 00:53:02,091 Skills good. But a little bit of fitness, maybe? 1210 00:53:02,135 --> 00:53:03,658 Little bit of rowing machine? 1211 00:53:03,702 --> 00:53:06,226 You go out there, and you give 100%, 1212 00:53:06,270 --> 00:53:08,097 and you come up a little bit short? 1213 00:53:08,141 --> 00:53:09,925 Hey, your family will still love you. 1214 00:53:09,969 --> 00:53:11,013 Your girlfriend will still love you. 1215 00:53:11,057 --> 00:53:13,102 But if you go out there and win, 1216 00:53:13,146 --> 00:53:14,321 they're gonna love you just a little bit more. 1217 00:53:14,365 --> 00:53:17,281 [laughter] 1218 00:53:19,544 --> 00:53:20,893 ARSHAY: It was Malcolm's idea 1219 00:53:20,936 --> 00:53:24,026 to share the sport of rowing with our kids, 1220 00:53:24,070 --> 00:53:26,246 so when we got back to Chicago, 1221 00:53:26,290 --> 00:53:28,727 we invited them to the indoor rowing tanks. 1222 00:53:39,999 --> 00:53:41,261 MALCOLM: My kids are very proud of me 1223 00:53:41,305 --> 00:53:42,523 for doing this, you know. 1224 00:53:42,567 --> 00:53:44,264 They think it's a very cool thing. 1225 00:53:44,308 --> 00:53:48,877 Me getting back in this boat makes me feel like a kid again. 1226 00:53:48,921 --> 00:53:51,097 You know, everybody have those moments 1227 00:53:51,140 --> 00:53:54,970 where they feel as if they can do something over again, 1228 00:53:55,014 --> 00:53:58,147 redeem themselves from the mistakes they made. 1229 00:54:01,020 --> 00:54:04,589 I feel like I want to accomplish as much as I can 1230 00:54:04,632 --> 00:54:06,199 to show my sons. 1231 00:54:09,028 --> 00:54:11,204 I was raised in a real rough household, 1232 00:54:11,248 --> 00:54:12,640 you feel me, that kind of, like, 1233 00:54:12,684 --> 00:54:14,512 blew my opportunities with rowing. 1234 00:54:16,688 --> 00:54:18,820 No matter how much I explained to my father 1235 00:54:18,864 --> 00:54:20,735 how much rowing meant to me, 1236 00:54:20,779 --> 00:54:22,084 he never cared. 1237 00:54:22,128 --> 00:54:24,043 He was like, "Dude, no, rowing? 1238 00:54:24,086 --> 00:54:25,349 No, get outta my face with that." 1239 00:54:27,916 --> 00:54:30,136 So, you know, I kind of felt good 1240 00:54:30,179 --> 00:54:32,791 about being able to get my son and teach him something 1241 00:54:32,834 --> 00:54:35,707 and for him to be proud of me teaching it to him. 1242 00:54:38,884 --> 00:54:40,755 I'm just happy to see that, you know, 1243 00:54:40,799 --> 00:54:42,322 we're starting to create a group of fathers 1244 00:54:42,366 --> 00:54:43,845 that, you know, training our kids 1245 00:54:43,889 --> 00:54:45,412 to do things that we did 1246 00:54:45,456 --> 00:54:47,414 and they're proud of it and proud of us. 1247 00:54:49,808 --> 00:54:51,200 POOKIE: One thing I seen at the tanks, 1248 00:54:51,244 --> 00:54:54,160 I did love the fact that the fathers did spend 1249 00:54:54,203 --> 00:54:55,770 that quality time with their kids 1250 00:54:55,814 --> 00:54:58,817 and the bond that they had, it meant a lot. 1251 00:55:04,257 --> 00:55:06,041 It hurts my heart sometimes 1252 00:55:06,085 --> 00:55:09,828 when I see, um, certain Black fathers as absent. 1253 00:55:09,871 --> 00:55:13,092 It touched my heart to see us being men out there. 1254 00:55:14,833 --> 00:55:16,008 MALCOLM: Yeah, that's what it's about, man. 1255 00:55:16,051 --> 00:55:17,314 It's a good thing, man, 1256 00:55:17,357 --> 00:55:18,750 especially coming from where we come from 1257 00:55:18,793 --> 00:55:20,273 and having the problems that we had, 1258 00:55:20,317 --> 00:55:21,535 you know, growing up with our fathers 1259 00:55:21,579 --> 00:55:22,884 and stuff like that, man. 1260 00:55:22,928 --> 00:55:25,191 It's just good to see the change, you know. 1261 00:55:25,234 --> 00:55:26,845 Things are being turned around. 1262 00:55:31,850 --> 00:55:33,373 ARSHAY: What would you go back 1263 00:55:33,417 --> 00:55:36,245 and tell your 13-year-old self? 1264 00:55:36,289 --> 00:55:38,465 Keep your head in your books, do what you need to do, man, 1265 00:55:38,509 --> 00:55:39,640 and you're gonna succeed. 1266 00:55:39,684 --> 00:55:41,250 Definitely be a lot smarter, man. 1267 00:55:41,294 --> 00:55:44,253 Think for myself and just make better decisions. 1268 00:55:44,297 --> 00:55:45,864 During the time of me going to school 1269 00:55:45,907 --> 00:55:47,735 to, uh, get my license for being a barber, 1270 00:55:47,779 --> 00:55:50,782 I just made a--a rushed and bad decision. 1271 00:55:50,825 --> 00:55:52,087 Money got a little funny, 1272 00:55:52,131 --> 00:55:54,307 and, uh, I was introduced to some things 1273 00:55:54,351 --> 00:55:58,050 that was possibly, uh, a way for me to make some quick cash, 1274 00:55:58,093 --> 00:56:00,748 and it kind of went south, so I was arrested. 1275 00:56:00,792 --> 00:56:03,577 Cook County Correctional Department wants me 1276 00:56:03,621 --> 00:56:05,536 to serve one year. 1277 00:56:05,579 --> 00:56:08,408 The fact that I'm shooting this documentary 1278 00:56:08,452 --> 00:56:11,237 is basically what saved me from being in prison. 1279 00:56:11,280 --> 00:56:14,936 It keeps me from being incarcerated. 1280 00:56:14,980 --> 00:56:16,851 I can't judge. I think it was Jay-Z 1281 00:56:16,895 --> 00:56:19,201 who said there's no rules to feeding your family, right? 1282 00:56:19,245 --> 00:56:20,507 - No. - Uh, 1283 00:56:20,551 --> 00:56:22,640 and a lot of people don't understand that, 1284 00:56:22,683 --> 00:56:24,337 but we do. 1285 00:56:24,381 --> 00:56:26,295 I took the plea deal for one year, 1286 00:56:26,339 --> 00:56:28,385 but they needed me to be on house arrest, 1287 00:56:28,428 --> 00:56:30,299 which is electronic monitoring. 1288 00:56:30,343 --> 00:56:32,432 Making bad decisions, 1289 00:56:32,476 --> 00:56:35,392 it leads to this type of outcome. 1290 00:56:44,009 --> 00:56:45,140 ARSHAY: We were lucky 1291 00:56:45,184 --> 00:56:46,968 that Preston was still in the boat. 1292 00:56:47,012 --> 00:56:48,840 But with four months left to go, 1293 00:56:48,883 --> 00:56:51,582 it was time to kick it into high gear. 1294 00:56:51,625 --> 00:56:53,714 ♪ Young boys on a Black street brainless ♪ 1295 00:56:53,758 --> 00:56:55,673 ♪ When they bust they shots, they end quick ♪ 1296 00:56:55,716 --> 00:56:57,936 ♪ How it feel to be livin' in the matrix ♪ 1297 00:56:57,979 --> 00:56:59,459 ♪ When you're feelin' on the shoulder lane? ♪ 1298 00:56:59,503 --> 00:57:00,765 ♪ And my whole damn team, they'll be so damn... ♪ 1299 00:57:00,808 --> 00:57:02,984 This workouts are gonna be serious today. 1300 00:57:03,028 --> 00:57:04,508 ♪ ...screamed, I know how he felt ♪ 1301 00:57:04,551 --> 00:57:05,639 ♪ How he felt 1302 00:57:05,683 --> 00:57:07,598 So I'm gonna do some sprints now. 1303 00:57:07,641 --> 00:57:09,382 ♪ Just like you, but we feel like steel ♪ 1304 00:57:09,426 --> 00:57:11,340 ♪ And the kook with the crew that we in for the kill ♪ 1305 00:57:11,384 --> 00:57:13,342 ♪ I want more for my fam and myself ♪ 1306 00:57:13,386 --> 00:57:15,388 ♪ Want peace, want love, want life, want wealth ♪ 1307 00:57:15,432 --> 00:57:17,521 ♪ I made this, had to fight for my own, man ♪ 1308 00:57:17,564 --> 00:57:19,348 ♪ Whether we can stay when I come for the bell ♪ 1309 00:57:19,392 --> 00:57:21,350 ♪ Ah, let me know what it's all for ♪ 1310 00:57:21,394 --> 00:57:22,439 ♪ If you want something... 1311 00:57:22,482 --> 00:57:23,701 One of the workers 1312 00:57:23,744 --> 00:57:25,485 changed my screensaver on my laptop 1313 00:57:25,529 --> 00:57:26,834 to Mike Teti. 1314 00:57:26,878 --> 00:57:28,270 That's a gangster right there. 1315 00:57:28,314 --> 00:57:29,576 Put that back up there. 1316 00:57:29,620 --> 00:57:31,665 Gangsters drink pink coffee, man, you know? 1317 00:57:31,709 --> 00:57:32,797 Get ya some. 1318 00:57:32,840 --> 00:57:35,321 Oh, my God, look at those guns! 1319 00:57:35,364 --> 00:57:37,192 ♪ Yeah 1320 00:57:37,236 --> 00:57:38,977 ♪ A-A 1321 00:57:39,020 --> 00:57:40,500 ♪ Fraid-fraid 1322 00:57:40,544 --> 00:57:44,025 We went through too much in our lives to stop now. 1323 00:57:44,069 --> 00:57:46,506 Little late-night erg. Peace. 1324 00:57:46,550 --> 00:57:48,247 Biggest fan right there. 1325 00:57:49,640 --> 00:57:51,119 We're coming for gold, baby. 1326 00:57:51,163 --> 00:57:54,079 See you guys on the flip side, motherfuckers! 1327 00:57:55,428 --> 00:57:56,385 ♪ Uh-uh 1328 00:57:56,429 --> 00:57:58,779 ♪ What, what, what, what 1329 00:57:58,823 --> 00:58:01,303 ♪ What, what, what 1330 00:58:01,347 --> 00:58:03,915 - ♪ Yo, yo - ♪ Yo, yo 1331 00:58:03,958 --> 00:58:06,961 - ♪ Yo, yo - ♪ Yo, yo 1332 00:58:07,005 --> 00:58:08,136 - ♪ It's getting short - ♪ Short 1333 00:58:08,180 --> 00:58:09,660 - ♪ Look - ♪ Look 1334 00:58:09,703 --> 00:58:10,661 - ♪ Yo - ♪ Yo 1335 00:58:10,704 --> 00:58:11,618 ♪ Go against the current 1336 00:58:11,662 --> 00:58:12,576 ♪ What my mother sang 1337 00:58:12,619 --> 00:58:13,968 ♪ Mother sang 1338 00:58:14,012 --> 00:58:15,796 ♪ I was always taught to go the other way ♪ 1339 00:58:15,840 --> 00:58:18,146 ♪ Crazy what happens whenever minds meet ♪ 1340 00:58:18,190 --> 00:58:20,540 ♪ Never thought this would happen coming from my street ♪ 1341 00:58:20,584 --> 00:58:23,238 ♪ FX, her gunshots, whenever I sleep ♪ 1342 00:58:23,282 --> 00:58:26,067 ♪ They lack vision, they don't see what I see ♪ 1343 00:58:26,111 --> 00:58:27,416 ♪ Star player for my... 1344 00:58:27,460 --> 00:58:29,244 Keep it relaxed in the upper body. 1345 00:58:29,288 --> 00:58:31,551 Drive through the legs. Drive through the hips. 1346 00:58:31,595 --> 00:58:33,988 Can't tell you how fun this is for me to watch. 1347 00:58:34,032 --> 00:58:35,468 So when you're ready, let's pick it up. 1348 00:58:35,512 --> 00:58:37,035 ♪ ...I got crazy aim 1349 00:58:37,078 --> 00:58:39,559 ♪ Lewis Hamilton, my handle, never changed a lane ♪ 1350 00:58:39,603 --> 00:58:41,518 ♪ I run all four seasons, never get a sprain ♪ 1351 00:58:41,561 --> 00:58:42,867 - ♪ Track - ♪ Track, track 1352 00:58:42,910 --> 00:58:44,695 ♪ Take a couple reds to ease the pain ♪ 1353 00:58:44,738 --> 00:58:46,566 They're moving well together. 1354 00:58:46,610 --> 00:58:48,612 There's still some serious power. 1355 00:58:48,655 --> 00:58:49,526 I was impressed. 1356 00:58:51,963 --> 00:58:54,879 ♪ FX, her gunshots whenever I sleep ♪ 1357 00:58:54,922 --> 00:58:57,621 ♪ They lack vision, they don't see what I see ♪ 1358 00:58:57,664 --> 00:58:59,274 ♪ Star player for my city, man ♪ 1359 00:58:59,318 --> 00:59:01,146 - ♪ I does it all - ♪ Does it all 1360 00:59:01,189 --> 00:59:02,669 ♪ Never hooped, but I wanna ball ♪ 1361 00:59:02,713 --> 00:59:03,844 ♪ Wanna ball, wanna ball 1362 00:59:03,888 --> 00:59:05,063 MARC: Just to see them out there, 1363 00:59:05,106 --> 00:59:06,281 remember them like it was yesterday, 1364 00:59:06,325 --> 00:59:07,805 it was just really, really special. 1365 00:59:08,806 --> 00:59:09,937 - Thanks a lot, man. - Yeah. 1366 00:59:09,981 --> 00:59:11,460 - Yeah, man. - Just like old times. 1367 00:59:11,504 --> 00:59:12,897 - You seen-- - You guys haven't-- 1368 00:59:12,940 --> 00:59:14,551 You guys haven't changed a bit. 1369 00:59:16,378 --> 00:59:19,468 May has always been- 1370 00:59:19,512 --> 00:59:22,254 has always been a messed-up month for me. 1371 00:59:25,170 --> 00:59:27,955 Um, my mother passed away. 1372 00:59:27,999 --> 00:59:30,567 A few years after that, my father passed away. 1373 00:59:30,610 --> 00:59:31,959 Every time this month come, 1374 00:59:32,003 --> 00:59:34,396 I always feel some sense of sadness. 1375 00:59:37,182 --> 00:59:41,926 The most difficult obstacle I had to overcome, 1376 00:59:41,969 --> 00:59:44,189 it had something to do with my father. 1377 00:59:45,538 --> 00:59:48,323 I can't remember when it started. 1378 00:59:48,367 --> 00:59:50,369 I was very young. 1379 00:59:51,979 --> 00:59:54,503 He was doing things to my sisters 1380 00:59:54,547 --> 00:59:56,157 that wasn't right. 1381 00:59:56,201 --> 00:59:57,768 And the discussion 1382 00:59:57,811 --> 01:00:00,248 that you want to have with each other, you don't. 1383 01:00:00,292 --> 01:00:02,511 You know, you don't want to believe it. 1384 01:00:02,555 --> 01:00:04,949 When I figured out it was wrong, 1385 01:00:04,992 --> 01:00:07,821 I was about 10. 1386 01:00:07,865 --> 01:00:11,912 You know, it was something that was never spoke about. 1387 01:00:11,956 --> 01:00:13,914 I told her that I was gonna kill my dad. 1388 01:00:14,959 --> 01:00:17,091 We both wanted to. 1389 01:00:17,135 --> 01:00:19,528 And my baby sister was like, 1390 01:00:19,572 --> 01:00:22,749 "Whatever you gonna do, I'ma do it with you." 1391 01:00:22,793 --> 01:00:25,186 I looked at her, I started thinking, like, 1392 01:00:25,230 --> 01:00:27,972 I can't have her involved in this. 1393 01:00:28,015 --> 01:00:29,364 I'm the oldest, so I was like, 1394 01:00:29,408 --> 01:00:32,063 I'll be okay, but they won't be okay. 1395 01:00:35,327 --> 01:00:36,545 For a long time, 1396 01:00:36,589 --> 01:00:40,680 I felt like I allowed him to keep doing it 1397 01:00:40,724 --> 01:00:42,595 because I didn't kill him. 1398 01:00:45,032 --> 01:00:47,687 I blamed myself for a long time. 1399 01:00:47,731 --> 01:00:49,863 My mother, she broke down and cried 1400 01:00:49,907 --> 01:00:51,996 and said she wished she could've been there. 1401 01:00:52,039 --> 01:00:54,041 But you know, when you're on drugs, 1402 01:00:54,085 --> 01:00:55,477 y-you can't... 1403 01:00:55,521 --> 01:00:58,655 you can't be there for someone. 1404 01:00:58,698 --> 01:01:01,832 It has to be talked about in order to heal. 1405 01:01:01,875 --> 01:01:06,053 But I--I had a talk with my sister Angie, 1406 01:01:06,097 --> 01:01:07,664 and she was like... 1407 01:01:14,758 --> 01:01:16,194 she w--[groan]-- 1408 01:01:16,237 --> 01:01:18,500 she was like, "It's not your fault." 1409 01:01:20,111 --> 01:01:21,373 Ahh. 1410 01:01:23,897 --> 01:01:26,595 The loyalty that he has for the people that he's loved 1411 01:01:26,639 --> 01:01:29,163 is unmeasurable. 1412 01:01:34,952 --> 01:01:38,520 We found out that his sister was beaten 1413 01:01:38,564 --> 01:01:42,655 and she grab a bat and she leaves the house. 1414 01:01:42,699 --> 01:01:44,831 Alvin right away snapped. 1415 01:01:44,875 --> 01:01:47,747 And this guy's a known shooter. 1416 01:01:47,791 --> 01:01:50,054 So I get my gun. 1417 01:01:50,097 --> 01:01:52,491 When you confront someone that's in a gang, 1418 01:01:52,534 --> 01:01:54,362 you don't go emptyhanded. 1419 01:01:54,406 --> 01:01:56,451 That's just suicide. 1420 01:01:56,495 --> 01:01:58,497 And then I just heard a gunshot. 1421 01:02:00,368 --> 01:02:02,153 He shot at the van, 1422 01:02:02,196 --> 01:02:04,372 and it hit someone else in the car. 1423 01:02:04,416 --> 01:02:06,984 Alvin was married, owned his company, 1424 01:02:07,027 --> 01:02:10,248 and now he's on trial for protecting his family. 1425 01:02:12,467 --> 01:02:15,340 So the stakes were very, very high. 1426 01:02:15,383 --> 01:02:18,517 He was looking down the barrel of decades in prison. 1427 01:02:21,520 --> 01:02:24,044 I was incarcerated for five years. 1428 01:02:24,088 --> 01:02:25,785 I do regret that 1429 01:02:25,829 --> 01:02:28,222 'cause it could've probably been handled different, 1430 01:02:28,266 --> 01:02:32,009 but, because of who he was and his reputation, 1431 01:02:32,052 --> 01:02:34,576 I handled it the street way. 1432 01:02:36,274 --> 01:02:37,275 JENNIFER BONJEAN: To this day, 1433 01:02:37,318 --> 01:02:38,580 I firmly believe 1434 01:02:38,624 --> 01:02:40,887 that he acted in self-defense of others, 1435 01:02:40,931 --> 01:02:44,630 which means he should not have been convicted, period. 1436 01:02:44,673 --> 01:02:46,371 When we're at sentencing, 1437 01:02:46,414 --> 01:02:49,461 the judge for the first time looked at Alvin's background, 1438 01:02:49,504 --> 01:02:51,028 and there's nothing on it, 1439 01:02:51,071 --> 01:02:53,682 and he's like, "Oh, this guy doesn't have a sheet at all," 1440 01:02:53,726 --> 01:02:55,249 meaning he doesn't have a background at all. 1441 01:02:55,293 --> 01:02:57,077 I'm like, "Yeah, you dumbass. 1442 01:02:57,121 --> 01:02:58,731 "He doesn't have a sheet 1443 01:02:58,775 --> 01:03:00,820 and you're about to send him to prison!" 1444 01:03:00,864 --> 01:03:05,520 The time that I did in prison, the five years, 1445 01:03:05,564 --> 01:03:07,174 I talked to God 1446 01:03:07,218 --> 01:03:10,830 'cause that place, man, that place can change you. 1447 01:03:10,874 --> 01:03:12,310 I didn't let that place, 1448 01:03:12,353 --> 01:03:16,531 like, turn me into a-- a worse, you know... 1449 01:03:16,575 --> 01:03:19,099 I kind of--I made it out. 1450 01:03:33,374 --> 01:03:36,421 ♪♪♪ 1451 01:03:40,947 --> 01:03:43,123 ARSHAY: We were entering the final stretch, 1452 01:03:43,167 --> 01:03:46,039 and our rowing was getting better. 1453 01:03:46,083 --> 01:03:50,043 And then one night, I had another crazy idea. 1454 01:03:50,087 --> 01:03:53,786 If all of us guys could get together in a boat, 1455 01:03:53,830 --> 01:03:56,615 from different neighborhoods and rival gangs, 1456 01:03:56,658 --> 01:04:01,663 maybe, just maybe, we can do the same with the Chicago Police. 1457 01:04:05,015 --> 01:04:07,844 So I invited them to row with us. 1458 01:04:07,887 --> 01:04:10,063 But when I told the guys about it, 1459 01:04:10,107 --> 01:04:12,849 they didn't think it was such a good idea. 1460 01:04:14,372 --> 01:04:16,940 When Arshay invited the police to row with us, man, 1461 01:04:16,983 --> 01:04:18,898 I was thinking, Nah, man, forget that. 1462 01:04:18,942 --> 01:04:21,901 You know, you grow up looking at them as the enemy. 1463 01:04:21,945 --> 01:04:24,773 I've probably never committed a crime in my life 1464 01:04:24,817 --> 01:04:28,647 but still got my face pushed flat down on a police car. 1465 01:04:28,690 --> 01:04:30,779 That's my experience, and I hated-- 1466 01:04:30,823 --> 01:04:32,259 hated everything about it. 1467 01:04:32,303 --> 01:04:34,174 Get pulled over by some white cops. 1468 01:04:34,218 --> 01:04:35,697 I had on some light jeans. 1469 01:04:35,741 --> 01:04:37,351 He rubbed his feet in mud. 1470 01:04:37,395 --> 01:04:39,179 He said, "Nice pants." He took his boot, 1471 01:04:39,223 --> 01:04:41,225 and he rubbed the mud down the back of your pants. 1472 01:04:42,269 --> 01:04:43,662 Were they white jeans? 1473 01:04:43,705 --> 01:04:45,577 [laughter] No, they were-- 1474 01:04:47,971 --> 01:04:50,451 That's the other thing we-- we like to do as Black men. 1475 01:04:50,495 --> 01:04:52,453 We--We laugh sometimes 1476 01:04:52,497 --> 01:04:55,326 to avoid the-- the pain and the tears 1477 01:04:55,369 --> 01:04:56,936 because that's-- that's another thing 1478 01:04:56,980 --> 01:04:59,199 that we learn how to do, uh, back in the day. 1479 01:04:59,243 --> 01:05:00,679 We would make a joke about something 1480 01:05:00,722 --> 01:05:02,289 to cover the pain up. 1481 01:05:02,333 --> 01:05:03,987 If I can find four cops 1482 01:05:04,030 --> 01:05:06,119 and change their perspective on how we live 1483 01:05:06,163 --> 01:05:07,642 and how we think and how we grow up, 1484 01:05:07,686 --> 01:05:09,035 it's worth it. 1485 01:05:09,079 --> 01:05:12,212 I just know that, if rowing can bring us together, 1486 01:05:12,256 --> 01:05:14,911 it can change the thought process of the cops. 1487 01:05:14,954 --> 01:05:19,350 Preston, a cop, Malcolm, a cop, me, a cop, then Alvin-- 1488 01:05:19,393 --> 01:05:20,481 - How you doing? - What's up, man? 1489 01:05:20,525 --> 01:05:21,830 - Hey, how's it going? - Matt. 1490 01:05:21,874 --> 01:05:22,962 - So Arshay. - Arshay, nice to meet you. 1491 01:05:23,006 --> 01:05:23,963 - What's up? I'm John. - Preston. 1492 01:05:24,007 --> 01:05:24,921 - Arshay. - Louis. 1493 01:05:24,964 --> 01:05:25,922 - Preston. - Al. 1494 01:05:25,965 --> 01:05:26,966 - Pleasure. - Malcolm. 1495 01:05:27,010 --> 01:05:28,098 - Louis. - Uh, thanks, guys. 1496 01:05:28,141 --> 01:05:30,143 I want to thank you guys for coming. 1497 01:05:30,187 --> 01:05:31,579 I think working together 1498 01:05:31,623 --> 01:05:33,668 to serve and protect our communities, 1499 01:05:33,712 --> 01:05:35,844 I think it's a-- it's a powerful thing. 1500 01:05:35,888 --> 01:05:37,324 We're gonna--just gonna work with you guys 1501 01:05:37,368 --> 01:05:39,326 and show you guys the-- the power of rowing 1502 01:05:39,370 --> 01:05:40,893 - and how it changed our lives. - Cool. 1503 01:05:40,937 --> 01:05:42,025 So we'll make our way upstairs. 1504 01:05:42,068 --> 01:05:43,374 And the first thing we gonna do 1505 01:05:43,417 --> 01:05:46,507 is show you the rowing motion on the erg. 1506 01:05:46,551 --> 01:05:48,161 So this is the erg room. 1507 01:05:48,205 --> 01:05:49,771 This is where a lot of magic happens. 1508 01:05:49,815 --> 01:05:51,948 This is the, like, first step of rowing, actually. 1509 01:05:51,991 --> 01:05:53,427 Let me grab the handle for you. 1510 01:05:53,471 --> 01:05:55,299 And so right here. You sit tall. There you go. 1511 01:05:55,342 --> 01:05:56,735 Lean back a little bit. 1512 01:05:56,778 --> 01:05:58,345 Okay. Awesome. 1513 01:05:58,389 --> 01:05:59,956 You want to get some power. 1514 01:05:59,999 --> 01:06:01,131 You hear that fan? 1515 01:06:01,174 --> 01:06:02,219 That means you're working. 1516 01:06:02,262 --> 01:06:04,351 That means you--you're pulling. 1517 01:06:04,395 --> 01:06:06,353 Amazing. 1518 01:06:06,397 --> 01:06:08,181 We're gonna race each other, 1519 01:06:08,225 --> 01:06:09,791 and we gonna go race 200 meters. 1520 01:06:09,835 --> 01:06:11,576 That's about what, two football fields. 1521 01:06:11,619 --> 01:06:13,708 So the time-- the lowest time wins 1522 01:06:13,752 --> 01:06:15,014 Right. 1523 01:06:15,058 --> 01:06:17,016 All right. 1524 01:06:17,060 --> 01:06:18,800 Ready, set, row! 1525 01:06:18,844 --> 01:06:23,414 ♪ We just want to get up here tonight ♪ 1526 01:06:23,457 --> 01:06:26,156 ♪ Yo, I got to kiss some baby ♪ 1527 01:06:26,199 --> 01:06:27,548 ♪ Oh, I 1528 01:06:27,592 --> 01:06:30,247 ♪ Yo, I got to kiss some baby ♪ 1529 01:06:30,290 --> 01:06:31,596 ♪ Oh, I 1530 01:06:31,639 --> 01:06:32,640 ♪ Oh, I 1531 01:06:32,684 --> 01:06:33,946 ♪ I say first and foremost 1532 01:06:33,990 --> 01:06:35,382 ♪ Your boy, I made it 1533 01:06:35,426 --> 01:06:37,123 ♪ Ha, I was like that because of street... ♪ 1534 01:06:37,167 --> 01:06:38,255 [laughter] 1535 01:06:38,298 --> 01:06:40,387 All right, guys, up to the catch. 1536 01:06:40,431 --> 01:06:41,258 ♪ Came from the bottom, now I... ♪ 1537 01:06:41,301 --> 01:06:42,694 Ready, set, row! 1538 01:06:42,737 --> 01:06:44,000 ♪ I ain't no game 1539 01:06:44,043 --> 01:06:45,044 ♪ Keying up in this game like... ♪ 1540 01:06:45,088 --> 01:06:46,611 Come on, CPD! 1541 01:06:46,654 --> 01:06:48,004 ♪ Wanna see you just feeling like a damn soul train ♪ 1542 01:06:48,047 --> 01:06:49,179 - It's all good! - ♪ I'm, like, down with it 1543 01:06:49,222 --> 01:06:50,615 ♪ Uh, yeah, I want that thing ♪ 1544 01:06:50,658 --> 01:06:52,182 ♪ Back, get back, get back, let me get it ♪ 1545 01:06:52,225 --> 01:06:53,661 ♪ Oh, back, get back, get back ♪ 1546 01:06:53,705 --> 01:06:54,967 ♪ No, we wanna get up from the place ♪ 1547 01:06:55,011 --> 01:06:56,142 ♪ Where the dreams get shot... ♪ 1548 01:06:56,186 --> 01:06:57,491 I'm gonna get me a firefighter next time! 1549 01:06:59,276 --> 01:07:00,668 You got this, baby! 1550 01:07:00,712 --> 01:07:01,930 Look! They're still rowing. 1551 01:07:01,974 --> 01:07:03,193 - That's it. - They're still rowing. 1552 01:07:03,236 --> 01:07:04,368 - That's it! - Good job, Louis. 1553 01:07:04,411 --> 01:07:05,934 This is awesome. This is beautiful. 1554 01:07:05,978 --> 01:07:06,979 You guys did great. 1555 01:07:07,023 --> 01:07:08,415 When young people see us 1556 01:07:08,459 --> 01:07:10,243 working together to protect our city, 1557 01:07:10,287 --> 01:07:13,464 I think great things happen for our young people. 1558 01:07:13,507 --> 01:07:15,596 So were gonna go down to the tanks. 1559 01:07:15,640 --> 01:07:18,034 ♪♪♪ 1560 01:07:18,077 --> 01:07:19,470 Arshay, 1561 01:07:19,513 --> 01:07:22,647 he's incredibly gifted at bringing people together. 1562 01:07:23,952 --> 01:07:27,173 To go anywhere in the boat, we have to be moving together. 1563 01:07:27,217 --> 01:07:29,828 To go anywhere in life, we have to be moving together. 1564 01:07:37,444 --> 01:07:40,099 Let's find the person in front of you. 1565 01:07:40,143 --> 01:07:42,362 Good job, Tim. You're looking like a pro! 1566 01:07:44,147 --> 01:07:46,453 Seeing them, just all grown 1567 01:07:46,497 --> 01:07:48,803 and here together with the police 1568 01:07:48,847 --> 01:07:50,718 and just doing something positive. 1569 01:07:52,503 --> 01:07:54,461 Good job, Lou. 1570 01:07:54,505 --> 01:07:56,942 ♪♪♪ 1571 01:07:56,985 --> 01:07:59,162 What he's doing is a beautiful thing to me. 1572 01:08:00,337 --> 01:08:03,862 White men, Black men, all coming together, 1573 01:08:03,905 --> 01:08:05,733 and that's what he does-- 1574 01:08:05,777 --> 01:08:08,084 making you come together as a team. 1575 01:08:14,307 --> 01:08:17,484 That was a good job, guys. That was good. 1576 01:08:17,528 --> 01:08:20,270 You hung on--hung in there. Bow seat, hung in there. 1577 01:08:20,313 --> 01:08:21,662 Good job, guys. 1578 01:08:21,706 --> 01:08:22,620 I mean I thought it was beautiful. 1579 01:08:22,663 --> 01:08:24,100 I seen you guys laughing. 1580 01:08:24,143 --> 01:08:26,058 I don't think Alvin had this much fun with the cops 1581 01:08:26,102 --> 01:08:27,973 since, uh... [laughter] 1582 01:08:28,016 --> 01:08:29,670 I was two! 1583 01:08:29,714 --> 01:08:31,107 Y'all definitely should come out and support 1584 01:08:31,150 --> 01:08:32,630 when we do actually race in July. 1585 01:08:32,673 --> 01:08:33,848 That'd be great to see you guys on the side. 1586 01:08:33,892 --> 01:08:35,502 Tell us who you're competing against, 1587 01:08:35,546 --> 01:08:37,461 and when they're pulling in the parking lot, 1588 01:08:37,504 --> 01:08:39,158 we could pull them over. [laughter] 1589 01:08:39,202 --> 01:08:40,420 Yeah! Play! 1590 01:08:40,464 --> 01:08:42,118 Feel like these guys are working together. 1591 01:08:42,161 --> 01:08:44,903 That's how you work together. That's what I'm talking about. 1592 01:08:44,946 --> 01:08:47,210 We got your back. 1593 01:08:47,253 --> 01:08:49,255 Would you guys row with us at some point? 1594 01:08:49,299 --> 01:08:50,561 Yeah, yeah. 1595 01:08:50,604 --> 01:08:52,084 We could figure out a race, find a race. 1596 01:08:52,128 --> 01:08:53,129 - Yeah? - Absolutely. 1597 01:08:53,172 --> 01:08:54,130 Without a doubt. 1598 01:08:54,173 --> 01:08:55,479 Yeah? Maybe we can row a eight. 1599 01:08:55,522 --> 01:08:57,045 We can race a eight, you know, I mean together. 1600 01:08:57,089 --> 01:08:59,309 - My boy Lou! - Yeah, let's hear-- We can-- 1601 01:08:59,352 --> 01:09:01,180 I tell you what. You bring your crew, 1602 01:09:01,224 --> 01:09:03,878 and we bring our crew. [laughter] 1603 01:09:03,922 --> 01:09:05,358 When we actually got in the tanks, 1604 01:09:05,402 --> 01:09:07,795 I felt there was just a little connection with them. 1605 01:09:07,839 --> 01:09:09,536 So I was like, "Maybe this-- 1606 01:09:09,580 --> 01:09:11,756 this can be a good thing, you know, for us." 1607 01:09:11,799 --> 01:09:13,061 They was pretty cool. 1608 01:09:13,105 --> 01:09:14,933 Starting rowing with them, uh, it was cool. 1609 01:09:14,976 --> 01:09:16,587 Once they came out of them uniforms, 1610 01:09:16,630 --> 01:09:18,458 they was regular human beings, you know? 1611 01:09:18,502 --> 01:09:19,677 They was no different 1612 01:09:19,720 --> 01:09:21,113 than anybody else on the street, you know. 1613 01:09:21,157 --> 01:09:22,810 We was able to relate to them, 1614 01:09:22,854 --> 01:09:24,769 kick it with them, crack jokes, have a ball. 1615 01:09:24,812 --> 01:09:26,074 You know, at the end of the day, 1616 01:09:26,118 --> 01:09:28,381 they go--they go home to a family and kids 1617 01:09:28,425 --> 01:09:30,644 and mothers and wives, too. 1618 01:09:30,688 --> 01:09:32,342 So, you know, we just don't get the chance 1619 01:09:32,385 --> 01:09:34,518 to see them in their element or in that light sometimes. 1620 01:09:34,561 --> 01:09:36,737 It was cool to see that. 1621 01:09:36,781 --> 01:09:37,651 Goodbye, Lou! 1622 01:09:37,695 --> 01:09:39,436 [chatter] 1623 01:09:50,447 --> 01:09:52,666 I think this is the start of, um, 1624 01:09:52,710 --> 01:09:54,712 something amazing and something great. 1625 01:09:54,755 --> 01:09:57,193 I want to thank CPD for coming out, 1626 01:09:57,236 --> 01:09:58,803 uh, rowing with us. 1627 01:09:58,846 --> 01:10:00,326 I'm excited to get this eight together. 1628 01:10:00,370 --> 01:10:03,416 We also have U.S. Rowing Olympic Coach Mike Teti with us 1629 01:10:03,460 --> 01:10:04,809 who's gonna coach us today. 1630 01:10:04,852 --> 01:10:08,508 I mean, there was a four, and now there's an eight. 1631 01:10:08,552 --> 01:10:11,250 So I want to know who selected this crew. 1632 01:10:11,294 --> 01:10:12,860 The Man upstairs selected this crew. 1633 01:10:12,904 --> 01:10:15,080 - Yeah. - That's it, man. Yeah. 1634 01:10:15,123 --> 01:10:17,300 We have a special guest coxswain today-- 1635 01:10:17,343 --> 01:10:19,737 Uh, Kevin, who rowed at Yale. 1636 01:10:19,780 --> 01:10:21,521 This is some bullshit. 1637 01:10:21,565 --> 01:10:24,437 [laughter] 1638 01:10:24,481 --> 01:10:26,309 There's the man. 1639 01:10:26,352 --> 01:10:27,397 Can we bring it in? 1640 01:10:28,963 --> 01:10:30,008 What do we want to say? 1641 01:10:30,051 --> 01:10:31,009 What's the word? What's the word? 1642 01:10:31,052 --> 01:10:32,010 Anybody have a word? 1643 01:10:32,053 --> 01:10:33,141 "Chicago" on three. 1644 01:10:33,185 --> 01:10:34,230 "Row Chicago" on three. 1645 01:10:34,273 --> 01:10:35,840 One, two, three. 1646 01:10:35,883 --> 01:10:37,276 ALL: Row Chicago! 1647 01:10:37,320 --> 01:10:38,538 All right. 1648 01:10:44,152 --> 01:10:47,591 The fact that Arshay and-- and these guys are rowing 1649 01:10:47,634 --> 01:10:49,375 with members of the-- of the police department, 1650 01:10:49,419 --> 01:10:52,073 I don't have words for sort of the symbolism behind it. 1651 01:10:52,117 --> 01:10:53,292 Given what they've gone through, 1652 01:10:53,336 --> 01:10:54,946 it's just--it's indescribable. 1653 01:10:58,297 --> 01:10:59,777 ALVIN: What I do want to see, man, 1654 01:10:59,820 --> 01:11:02,214 - is all of us to-- - Swing the bow? 1655 01:11:02,258 --> 01:11:03,781 Yep. All of us get together 1656 01:11:03,824 --> 01:11:06,871 for like a, one of them picnics or something, man. 1657 01:11:06,914 --> 01:11:09,003 Just turn a little bit? 1658 01:11:09,047 --> 01:11:11,876 Hearing the stories that they share of growing up, 1659 01:11:11,919 --> 01:11:14,313 it was more of an antagonistic relationship, 1660 01:11:14,357 --> 01:11:17,011 so creating an opportunity, you know, 1661 01:11:17,055 --> 01:11:18,448 where they can share with the police 1662 01:11:18,491 --> 01:11:19,797 something that's special about them, 1663 01:11:19,840 --> 01:11:21,581 maybe it'll change some minds 1664 01:11:21,625 --> 01:11:24,715 and maybe be a positive thing in the end. 1665 01:11:29,981 --> 01:11:32,375 MIKE: So it goes in square, 1666 01:11:32,418 --> 01:11:33,767 comes all the way through, 1667 01:11:33,811 --> 01:11:35,726 and then you feather. 1668 01:11:35,769 --> 01:11:38,076 As soon as I say the word "Go," you square it up. 1669 01:11:38,119 --> 01:11:39,295 Go. 1670 01:11:39,338 --> 01:11:40,861 ALVIN: Remember, never let go of your oar. 1671 01:11:40,905 --> 01:11:42,559 - Keep one hand on it. - That's it. 1672 01:11:48,434 --> 01:11:50,828 And relax. Relax more. 1673 01:11:50,871 --> 01:11:52,308 These guys were in gangs. 1674 01:11:52,351 --> 01:11:53,874 It doesn't matter where they were. 1675 01:11:53,918 --> 01:11:55,528 It matters where they're going. 1676 01:11:55,572 --> 01:11:57,704 - Hold up. Wait up. - MIKE: Wait up. 1677 01:11:57,748 --> 01:11:59,445 Usually, when we interact with guys 1678 01:11:59,489 --> 01:12:01,229 who were previously in gangs, 1679 01:12:01,273 --> 01:12:02,970 guys who were previously in prison, 1680 01:12:03,014 --> 01:12:05,669 this is the last place ever we would come together. 1681 01:12:10,717 --> 01:12:17,594 ♪♪♪ 1682 01:12:37,178 --> 01:12:38,397 It feels like a big family. 1683 01:12:38,441 --> 01:12:40,138 Literally, we're all in the same boat. 1684 01:12:47,145 --> 01:12:48,973 These guys didn't need to come back. 1685 01:12:49,016 --> 01:12:51,889 They came back, and their focus is to help kids from-- 1686 01:12:51,932 --> 01:12:53,717 in the neighborhood they grew up in. 1687 01:12:53,760 --> 01:12:56,981 That's--That's amazing. That's amazing to me. 1688 01:12:59,505 --> 01:13:02,421 This is an obvious sign, a physical sign, 1689 01:13:02,465 --> 01:13:04,467 that police and the guys from the neighborhood 1690 01:13:04,510 --> 01:13:05,859 are physically working together. 1691 01:13:05,903 --> 01:13:06,773 You can't miss it. 1692 01:13:06,817 --> 01:13:12,910 ♪♪♪ 1693 01:13:58,390 --> 01:14:00,305 MIKE: I thought it was pretty good progress. 1694 01:14:00,348 --> 01:14:02,699 First time in the boat for some of you? 1695 01:14:02,742 --> 01:14:04,309 - Lou? - Me, yeah. 1696 01:14:04,352 --> 01:14:06,354 Okay. I actually think that this is remarkable 1697 01:14:06,398 --> 01:14:09,749 to have you guys and the police together. 1698 01:14:09,793 --> 01:14:11,316 Get all in the same boat, 1699 01:14:11,359 --> 01:14:12,535 and then it's, you know, 1700 01:14:12,578 --> 01:14:14,145 now you're all part of the same team, 1701 01:14:14,188 --> 01:14:15,929 - so we're all family now. - A family. 1702 01:14:15,973 --> 01:14:18,192 That's right, working together as one team, you know? 1703 01:14:18,236 --> 01:14:19,237 Yeah. 1704 01:14:20,543 --> 01:14:22,370 We got a chance to row with the cops, 1705 01:14:22,414 --> 01:14:26,505 and, um, I think the moment that was--was awesome 1706 01:14:26,549 --> 01:14:29,552 is you--you have the biggest cop out there, Big Lou, 1707 01:14:29,595 --> 01:14:30,814 who's about 6'7", 1708 01:14:30,857 --> 01:14:32,946 and sitting behind him is Alvin, 1709 01:14:32,990 --> 01:14:37,342 who was locked up for four and a half years. 1710 01:14:37,385 --> 01:14:39,518 I felt Big Lou shaking next to me. 1711 01:14:39,562 --> 01:14:42,869 He--That's how hard he was shaking. 1712 01:14:42,913 --> 01:14:44,697 And I tried to calm him down, 1713 01:14:44,741 --> 01:14:48,527 telling him to sit tall, breathe, relax. 1714 01:14:48,571 --> 01:14:49,528 "This is your moment. 1715 01:14:49,572 --> 01:14:50,790 "I've been here before, 1716 01:14:50,834 --> 01:14:54,751 and trust the fact that we got your back." 1717 01:14:54,794 --> 01:14:56,143 ARSHAY: In my community, 1718 01:14:56,187 --> 01:14:58,537 we have no relationships with the cops. 1719 01:14:58,581 --> 01:15:01,888 And people may not agree with what I am doing. 1720 01:15:01,932 --> 01:15:04,935 ALVIN: It shocked me when Arshay said, 1721 01:15:04,978 --> 01:15:08,199 "We should race with the Chicago Police officers." 1722 01:15:08,242 --> 01:15:10,375 You know, I laughed and said, "That's a good idea!" 1723 01:15:10,418 --> 01:15:11,768 But in the back of my head, 1724 01:15:11,811 --> 01:15:14,292 I was like, "Man, I don't wanna row with their ass." 1725 01:15:15,423 --> 01:15:19,253 But Arshay explained what he was trying to do. 1726 01:15:19,297 --> 01:15:20,907 I want my city to change. 1727 01:15:20,951 --> 01:15:25,608 I'm so tired of hearing kids killing kids in my neighborhood. 1728 01:15:25,651 --> 01:15:27,871 I'm so tired of hearing, uh, 1729 01:15:27,914 --> 01:15:30,438 misconduct of the police in my community, 1730 01:15:30,482 --> 01:15:32,440 so how do we fix it? 1731 01:15:32,484 --> 01:15:34,921 I'm not sure, but what I do know 1732 01:15:34,965 --> 01:15:36,706 is that this sport has the ability 1733 01:15:36,749 --> 01:15:39,578 to bring all different kinds of people together. 1734 01:15:39,622 --> 01:15:41,841 ALVIN: You know it's a funny thing about Arshay, man. 1735 01:15:41,885 --> 01:15:43,800 God blessed him with a gift. 1736 01:15:43,843 --> 01:15:46,498 That guy got the gift to talk to people. 1737 01:15:46,542 --> 01:15:50,241 He's all about bringing everyone together, 1738 01:15:50,284 --> 01:15:55,507 people you'd never think would ever be together. 1739 01:15:55,551 --> 01:15:57,727 Chicago CPD. 1740 01:15:57,770 --> 01:15:59,598 I think that's gonna be a great experience 1741 01:15:59,642 --> 01:16:02,209 not only for us but for our city as well. 1742 01:16:02,253 --> 01:16:03,950 We all definitely can come together as one 1743 01:16:03,994 --> 01:16:06,692 and make something good happen. 1744 01:16:08,302 --> 01:16:10,653 ARSHAY: I know it's not gonna change the system, 1745 01:16:10,696 --> 01:16:13,090 but it's a start. 1746 01:16:13,133 --> 01:16:15,396 One cop at a time. 1747 01:16:20,010 --> 01:16:23,579 ♪♪♪ 1748 01:16:25,537 --> 01:16:26,538 Ah! 1749 01:16:27,583 --> 01:16:30,847 Just finished my four-mile run. 1750 01:16:30,890 --> 01:16:34,198 I just finished my 10,000-meter workout for the day. 1751 01:16:38,985 --> 01:16:41,640 Really didn't want to do it. Didn't feel like it. 1752 01:16:41,684 --> 01:16:43,511 - Tired as hell. - I just don't want 1753 01:16:43,555 --> 01:16:44,861 to get out there and get embarrassed. 1754 01:16:44,904 --> 01:16:47,777 I'm too old. I'm too old for this shit. 1755 01:16:49,996 --> 01:16:53,173 ♪♪♪ 1756 01:16:53,217 --> 01:16:54,871 ARSHAY: We had two weeks to go, 1757 01:16:54,914 --> 01:16:57,308 and all of us was feeling exhausted. 1758 01:16:57,351 --> 01:17:00,311 I thought a visit from a friend of mine, Uriah Hall, 1759 01:17:00,354 --> 01:17:02,618 would be exactly what we needed. 1760 01:17:02,661 --> 01:17:06,012 Uriah Hall is a UFC fighter, top 10 in the world, 1761 01:17:06,056 --> 01:17:08,754 and he is a force of nature. 1762 01:17:08,798 --> 01:17:11,191 I want to bring in my friend Uriah Hall. 1763 01:17:11,235 --> 01:17:14,194 You know everything about competing and not giving up. 1764 01:17:14,238 --> 01:17:15,456 Hope that you can come 1765 01:17:15,500 --> 01:17:16,719 and just motivate the guys, you know? 1766 01:17:23,290 --> 01:17:25,075 I've never seen a Black team. 1767 01:17:25,118 --> 01:17:27,773 That is uplifting. That's awesome. 1768 01:17:29,819 --> 01:17:32,996 So now you get an opportunity to inspire another generation. 1769 01:17:34,040 --> 01:17:35,128 What are you gonna do with it? 1770 01:17:37,000 --> 01:17:39,524 Pain is temporary. 1771 01:17:39,567 --> 01:17:41,657 Self-doubt and negative affirmation 1772 01:17:41,700 --> 01:17:43,223 or "I wish," "I could've," "should've," 1773 01:17:43,267 --> 01:17:45,617 that's gonna last a long time. 1774 01:17:50,491 --> 01:17:52,842 When your want becomes a must... 1775 01:17:54,844 --> 01:17:56,584 nothing can stop that. 1776 01:17:59,544 --> 01:18:01,154 DAVID: It's pretty cool to see those guys 1777 01:18:01,198 --> 01:18:02,721 kind of come back together. 1778 01:18:02,765 --> 01:18:04,375 You're all in one boat, right? 1779 01:18:04,418 --> 01:18:06,072 So if you don't do everything together, 1780 01:18:06,116 --> 01:18:07,900 you're gonna go nowhere. 1781 01:18:07,944 --> 01:18:10,207 It creates a special-- special bond. 1782 01:18:10,250 --> 01:18:12,122 Who knows what the outcome will be? 1783 01:18:12,165 --> 01:18:14,472 But everybody, each of them, 1784 01:18:14,515 --> 01:18:15,908 each person in the sport, 1785 01:18:15,952 --> 01:18:17,562 and the sport itself will be better 1786 01:18:17,605 --> 01:18:19,042 because of what they've done. 1787 01:18:21,305 --> 01:18:25,744 Preston, Pookie, Alvin, Malcolm mean a lot to me. 1788 01:18:25,788 --> 01:18:27,006 I love those guys, you know. 1789 01:18:29,226 --> 01:18:31,489 We will always be brothers. 1790 01:18:31,532 --> 01:18:34,318 MALCOLM: These guys mean everything to me. 1791 01:18:34,361 --> 01:18:35,623 PRESTON: Those are my brothers. 1792 01:18:35,667 --> 01:18:37,060 I don't look at them as teammates anymore. 1793 01:18:37,103 --> 01:18:39,366 I look at them as family. 1794 01:18:47,635 --> 01:18:50,813 Well, it's the day before race day. 1795 01:18:53,032 --> 01:18:55,382 I can't lie. I am nervous. 1796 01:18:55,426 --> 01:18:56,470 I'm super nervous. 1797 01:18:56,514 --> 01:18:58,690 Been up since 5:30 a.m. 1798 01:18:58,734 --> 01:19:00,823 The conditions is ridiculous out here. 1799 01:19:00,866 --> 01:19:02,563 The boathouse is flooded real bad, 1800 01:19:02,607 --> 01:19:04,696 so we have to walk into that cold water. 1801 01:19:04,740 --> 01:19:05,784 That shit was icy. 1802 01:19:05,828 --> 01:19:07,568 We all have on rubber duckies. 1803 01:19:07,612 --> 01:19:08,656 Everything's going through your head, 1804 01:19:08,700 --> 01:19:10,136 like, Oh, my God, are we gonna win? 1805 01:19:10,180 --> 01:19:11,659 Are we gonna lose? Are we gonna catch a crab? 1806 01:19:11,703 --> 01:19:12,878 Are we gonna hit the wall? 1807 01:19:12,922 --> 01:19:14,401 No crabs this time. 1808 01:19:14,445 --> 01:19:16,360 No shorts getting caught in the tracks. 1809 01:19:16,403 --> 01:19:17,578 Okay, we're going for the unisuits, 1810 01:19:17,622 --> 01:19:18,971 so that's the plan. 1811 01:19:19,015 --> 01:19:22,496 Small shorts, tight shorts, leggings, whatever. 1812 01:19:22,540 --> 01:19:24,847 I want to look like a real official rower this time. 1813 01:19:24,890 --> 01:19:27,284 So Arshay gave me the postman shorts. 1814 01:19:27,327 --> 01:19:29,242 They're really short and really tight. 1815 01:19:29,286 --> 01:19:32,289 The squad's gonna look pretty fucking good, man. Pretty good. 1816 01:19:32,332 --> 01:19:34,204 We're making history, the first Black-- 1817 01:19:34,247 --> 01:19:36,380 all-Black rowing team 1818 01:19:36,423 --> 01:19:37,990 and the first time 1819 01:19:38,034 --> 01:19:40,601 that somebody's gonna be rowing in an ankle bracelet. 1820 01:19:40,645 --> 01:19:42,647 [laughter] 1821 01:19:42,690 --> 01:19:43,909 History in the making, baby. 1822 01:19:43,953 --> 01:19:45,781 - Yeah. That's... - Making history out here. 1823 01:19:45,824 --> 01:19:47,217 We're gonna try to, you know, get out here 1824 01:19:47,260 --> 01:19:49,523 and--and--and--and make some real shit happen. 1825 01:19:49,567 --> 01:19:51,830 We're trying to rewrite history here. 1826 01:19:51,874 --> 01:19:54,398 Me, Preston, Malcolm, Alvin, Pookie, 1827 01:19:54,441 --> 01:19:55,660 we're the boat men. 1828 01:19:55,703 --> 01:19:56,835 And we're gonna win. 1829 01:19:56,879 --> 01:19:58,924 This is our time. 1830 01:19:58,968 --> 01:20:01,318 See you guys at the start line. 1831 01:20:01,361 --> 01:20:02,232 Peace out. 1832 01:20:12,285 --> 01:20:14,244 ♪ Yo, ahem 1833 01:20:14,287 --> 01:20:15,723 ♪ I've been gone for way too long ♪ 1834 01:20:15,767 --> 01:20:17,116 ♪ Now I'm Black, and I'm back... ♪ 1835 01:20:18,683 --> 01:20:22,339 Today's the day. Their day. 1836 01:20:22,382 --> 01:20:24,123 ♪ On my way up, saw when this day wasn't there ♪ 1837 01:20:24,167 --> 01:20:25,690 ♪ But you can't struggle for... ♪ 1838 01:20:25,733 --> 01:20:29,215 Preston, Alvin, Malcolm, and Arshay 1839 01:20:29,259 --> 01:20:33,002 have entered not one but two races. 1840 01:20:33,045 --> 01:20:35,787 ♪ You struggle forever, baby, you struggle forever ♪ 1841 01:20:35,831 --> 01:20:36,875 ♪ Struggle forever, baby... 1842 01:20:36,919 --> 01:20:38,224 The first race 1843 01:20:38,268 --> 01:20:41,401 is with the Chicago Police Department. 1844 01:20:41,445 --> 01:20:43,316 A beautiful gesture 1845 01:20:43,360 --> 01:20:45,753 with great generosity of spirit. 1846 01:20:45,797 --> 01:20:48,321 Big Lou! What's up, baby? 1847 01:20:48,365 --> 01:20:49,975 - Preacher man! - How are you, sir? 1848 01:20:50,019 --> 01:20:51,020 Preacher Man, what's going on? 1849 01:20:51,063 --> 01:20:52,064 Race day. Race day. 1850 01:20:52,108 --> 01:20:53,413 Father, we come before You, 1851 01:20:53,457 --> 01:20:55,067 and we pray, God, for our city, 1852 01:20:55,111 --> 01:20:57,113 that You continue to protect it, 1853 01:20:57,156 --> 01:20:58,897 bring change to communities 1854 01:20:58,941 --> 01:21:01,291 that have been looking for change for so long. 1855 01:21:01,334 --> 01:21:03,249 Lord, today, bring us all together. 1856 01:21:03,293 --> 01:21:04,860 We all know that hope is a big part 1857 01:21:04,903 --> 01:21:06,818 of getting past all of our differences 1858 01:21:06,862 --> 01:21:08,907 and things that have gone wrong in this city. 1859 01:21:08,951 --> 01:21:10,561 The Good Book said that hope floats, 1860 01:21:10,604 --> 01:21:13,433 and hopefully we're full of hope today, so we float. 1861 01:21:13,477 --> 01:21:15,740 Keep us fast and keep us safe. 1862 01:21:15,783 --> 01:21:17,916 In Your name we pray. 1863 01:21:17,960 --> 01:21:21,093 - Amen. - "Chicago" on three. 1864 01:21:21,137 --> 01:21:22,181 One, two, three. 1865 01:21:22,225 --> 01:21:24,053 Chicago! 1866 01:21:24,096 --> 01:21:26,055 AMANDA: Overheads, ready, up. 1867 01:21:26,098 --> 01:21:28,753 Shoulders, ready, split. 1868 01:21:28,796 --> 01:21:31,669 [applause] 1869 01:21:33,018 --> 01:21:34,672 - Let's go! - Let's go! 1870 01:21:34,715 --> 01:21:36,587 Let's go! 1871 01:21:50,688 --> 01:21:52,298 So, Amanda, I want to appreciate you 1872 01:21:52,342 --> 01:21:54,170 coming on board and stepping in for me. 1873 01:21:54,213 --> 01:21:55,171 It means a lot. 1874 01:21:55,214 --> 01:21:56,389 Honestly, my pleasure. 1875 01:21:56,433 --> 01:21:57,564 Thanks for having me. 1876 01:21:57,608 --> 01:21:59,001 I appreciate it. Thank you. 1877 01:21:59,044 --> 01:22:00,219 Now hug. 1878 01:22:00,263 --> 01:22:01,220 [chuckles] 1879 01:22:01,264 --> 01:22:02,395 Let's go! 1880 01:22:02,439 --> 01:22:04,397 We all going balls to the wall, baby. 1881 01:22:04,441 --> 01:22:05,877 Winner take all! 1882 01:22:08,532 --> 01:22:11,404 ANNOUNCER: Lane 74, go ahead, get onto the course. 1883 01:22:11,448 --> 01:22:12,753 Lane 74. 1884 01:22:13,885 --> 01:22:16,192 Boat into the water. 1885 01:22:16,235 --> 01:22:17,671 Ease into the water. 1886 01:22:25,636 --> 01:22:27,246 They'll race with a purpose 1887 01:22:27,290 --> 01:22:29,422 far greater than who might win, 1888 01:22:29,466 --> 01:22:32,164 a symbol for what can be possible 1889 01:22:32,208 --> 01:22:35,559 when unlikely rivals manage to come together. 1890 01:22:35,602 --> 01:22:37,778 AMANDA: Seven seat, back it. Sit ready at the catch. 1891 01:22:37,822 --> 01:22:42,087 They'll head down the course today on this water. 1892 01:22:42,131 --> 01:22:43,262 STARTER: Lincoln Park. 1893 01:22:43,306 --> 01:22:45,482 Together, as one. 1894 01:22:45,525 --> 01:22:48,572 Manley CPD. 1895 01:22:48,615 --> 01:22:49,877 ♪ Yeah 1896 01:22:49,921 --> 01:22:52,010 Attention. 1897 01:22:52,054 --> 01:22:54,012 - Go! - ♪ Holla up 1898 01:22:54,056 --> 01:22:56,493 ♪ Uh, yeah, yeah 1899 01:22:56,536 --> 01:22:58,408 ♪ I got to fight, I got to fight ♪ 1900 01:22:58,451 --> 01:22:59,626 ♪ I got to breathe 1901 01:22:59,670 --> 01:23:01,454 Aah! Let's go! 1902 01:23:01,498 --> 01:23:03,413 [Amanda shouting] 1903 01:23:03,456 --> 01:23:04,675 Aah! 1904 01:23:04,718 --> 01:23:06,633 AMANDA: Yeah, Preston, go for it! 1905 01:23:06,677 --> 01:23:08,026 Yeah, Preston! 1906 01:23:08,070 --> 01:23:10,028 Hold on to them, guys! 1907 01:23:10,072 --> 01:23:11,987 ♪ Uh, get back to the lack 1908 01:23:12,030 --> 01:23:14,076 ♪ Spreading my dreams from the way life made us ♪ 1909 01:23:14,119 --> 01:23:16,034 ♪ Everyone seems so different lately ♪ 1910 01:23:16,078 --> 01:23:17,905 ♪ It's all good 'cause we came a long way ♪ 1911 01:23:17,949 --> 01:23:19,211 ♪ From that neck of the woods 1912 01:23:19,255 --> 01:23:21,126 ♪ Lifestyles of the rich and famous ♪ 1913 01:23:21,170 --> 01:23:22,519 ♪ Some live with a name, some die nameless ♪ 1914 01:23:22,562 --> 01:23:24,347 - Go! - AMANDA: Five on the legs, 1915 01:23:24,390 --> 01:23:25,870 four for me. 1916 01:23:25,913 --> 01:23:28,046 Right here this is three, two... 1917 01:23:28,090 --> 01:23:29,482 ♪ How it feel to be livin' in a matrix ♪ 1918 01:23:29,526 --> 01:23:30,962 ♪ When you're feeling on the shoulder lane? ♪ 1919 01:23:31,006 --> 01:23:33,051 ♪ And my whole damn team, they be so damn clean ♪ 1920 01:23:33,095 --> 01:23:34,705 ♪ The only thing, we're gonna blow this... ♪ 1921 01:23:34,748 --> 01:23:35,880 PRESTON: Hey, every time I got tired, 1922 01:23:35,923 --> 01:23:37,751 she called my name. I'm like, "Fuck!" 1923 01:23:37,795 --> 01:23:40,145 [grunts, chuckles] 1924 01:23:42,800 --> 01:23:45,803 [cheers and applause] 1925 01:23:48,806 --> 01:23:50,242 All right! 1926 01:23:50,286 --> 01:23:51,852 We're gonna bring it in on three. 1927 01:23:51,896 --> 01:23:53,419 "Bridge the water." 1928 01:23:53,463 --> 01:23:54,942 One, two, three. 1929 01:23:54,986 --> 01:23:56,509 ALL: Bridge the water! 1930 01:23:59,295 --> 01:24:01,471 ARSHAY: What if everyone came together-- 1931 01:24:01,514 --> 01:24:03,821 cops, gang members, clergy, 1932 01:24:03,864 --> 01:24:07,477 teachers, companies, prosecutors, and judges-- 1933 01:24:07,520 --> 01:24:10,523 just like we all came together? 1934 01:24:16,138 --> 01:24:17,356 It's time, baby. 1935 01:24:17,400 --> 01:24:18,618 - Let's go. - Bring it in. 1936 01:24:18,662 --> 01:24:20,229 - Bring it here. - Three on the homies. 1937 01:24:20,272 --> 01:24:22,144 - One, two, three. - On the homies! 1938 01:24:34,852 --> 01:24:37,028 I'm so proud of them. 1939 01:24:37,072 --> 01:24:38,421 Arshay didn't have to do it. 1940 01:24:38,464 --> 01:24:40,814 He didn't have to get them back on the water. 1941 01:24:40,858 --> 01:24:43,078 The guys didn't have to say yes. 1942 01:24:43,121 --> 01:24:45,210 But they're doing it. 1943 01:24:45,254 --> 01:24:47,647 Brothers encouraging brothers. 1944 01:24:47,691 --> 01:24:49,736 That needs to spread like wildfire 1945 01:24:49,780 --> 01:24:51,129 through our communities. 1946 01:24:51,173 --> 01:24:53,740 AMANDA: All right, hands on. Ready, push. 1947 01:24:55,655 --> 01:24:57,744 The fact that we're still-- 1948 01:24:57,788 --> 01:24:59,485 we're still alive, 1949 01:24:59,529 --> 01:25:01,487 survived the West Side... 1950 01:25:01,531 --> 01:25:02,880 Their age group, 1951 01:25:02,923 --> 01:25:04,534 too many of them didn't make it. 1952 01:25:04,577 --> 01:25:07,450 Still being alive, this is just such a blessing. 1953 01:25:09,060 --> 01:25:11,802 It's gonna be a remarkable moment for everybody 1954 01:25:11,845 --> 01:25:13,020 when they come together 1955 01:25:13,064 --> 01:25:15,240 and get to that starting line again. 1956 01:25:16,415 --> 01:25:18,678 They're gonna be in front of their hometown. 1957 01:25:18,722 --> 01:25:20,332 There's gonna be kids of color 1958 01:25:20,376 --> 01:25:21,942 seeing, you know, seeing these, you know, 1959 01:25:21,986 --> 01:25:23,553 these men of color, you know, 1960 01:25:23,596 --> 01:25:27,383 actually in this boat racing and doing something special. 1961 01:25:27,426 --> 01:25:30,951 I missed all the others, but this one I won't miss. 1962 01:25:30,995 --> 01:25:33,911 Couldn't keep me away. [chuckles] 1963 01:25:33,954 --> 01:25:36,000 I will cheer him on. 1964 01:25:37,567 --> 01:25:39,134 This race is about more 1965 01:25:39,177 --> 01:25:42,006 than the 1,000 meters they'll cover. 1966 01:25:42,049 --> 01:25:44,965 It's about the content of their character 1967 01:25:45,009 --> 01:25:47,707 and their commitment to each other, 1968 01:25:47,751 --> 01:25:51,450 a brotherhood pulling together, 1969 01:25:51,494 --> 01:25:54,627 a new path drawn in their wake 1970 01:25:54,671 --> 01:25:56,629 for others to follow. 1971 01:25:58,457 --> 01:26:02,809 Win or lose, when that flag comes down, 1972 01:26:02,853 --> 01:26:04,768 there's only one truth-- 1973 01:26:07,249 --> 01:26:09,947 that they are still here. 1974 01:26:15,518 --> 01:26:18,434 STARTER: Attention, Manley. 1975 01:26:18,477 --> 01:26:20,740 AMANDA: Just be ready for anything. 1976 01:26:20,784 --> 01:26:21,654 Go! 1977 01:26:21,698 --> 01:26:26,703 ♪♪♪ 1978 01:26:28,270 --> 01:26:30,185 AMANDA: Row! Row! 1979 01:26:37,017 --> 01:26:39,759 Bury the blades! Bury the fucking blades! 1980 01:26:46,462 --> 01:26:48,246 - [cheering] - Come on! 1981 01:26:48,290 --> 01:26:49,987 You may write me down in history 1982 01:26:50,030 --> 01:26:51,902 with your bitter, twisted lies. 1983 01:26:51,945 --> 01:26:53,773 You may trod me in the very dirt, 1984 01:26:53,817 --> 01:26:55,601 but still, like dust, I'll rise. 1985 01:26:55,645 --> 01:26:58,256 Malcolm, this is your time to shine. Let's go for it! 1986 01:26:58,300 --> 01:26:59,866 Do you want to see me broken? 1987 01:26:59,910 --> 01:27:01,825 Bowed head and lowered eyes? 1988 01:27:01,868 --> 01:27:04,567 [cheering] 1989 01:27:04,610 --> 01:27:06,308 Yes, Preston, you lay down the pace, 1990 01:27:06,351 --> 01:27:08,571 and everyone else will follow. 1991 01:27:08,614 --> 01:27:10,964 Shoulders falling down like teardrops. 1992 01:27:11,008 --> 01:27:13,315 Wakened by my soulful cries. 1993 01:27:14,838 --> 01:27:18,407 One for Preston! Two for Malcolm! 1994 01:27:18,450 --> 01:27:21,671 Three for Arshay! Four for Alvin! 1995 01:27:21,714 --> 01:27:23,716 You may shoot me with your words. 1996 01:27:23,760 --> 01:27:25,501 You may cut me with your eyes. 1997 01:27:25,544 --> 01:27:27,154 You may kill me with your hatefulness. 1998 01:27:27,198 --> 01:27:31,463 But still, like air, I'll rise. 1999 01:27:31,507 --> 01:27:33,813 AMANDA: Everyone's out here to see you win, guys. 2000 01:27:33,857 --> 01:27:35,946 Pookie wants to see you win! 2001 01:27:35,989 --> 01:27:37,774 Out of the huts of history's shame. 2002 01:27:37,817 --> 01:27:39,341 I rise. 2003 01:27:39,384 --> 01:27:41,734 Up from a past that's rooted in pain. 2004 01:27:41,778 --> 01:27:42,561 I rise. 2005 01:27:42,605 --> 01:27:44,389 - I rise. - I rise. 2006 01:27:44,433 --> 01:27:47,914 I'm a black ocean, leaping and wide, 2007 01:27:47,958 --> 01:27:51,657 welling and swelling, I bear in the tide. 2008 01:27:51,701 --> 01:27:55,313 Leaving behind nights of terror and fear. 2009 01:27:55,357 --> 01:27:56,923 - I rise. - I rise. 2010 01:27:56,967 --> 01:27:58,447 I rise. 2011 01:27:58,490 --> 01:28:01,754 Into a daybreak that's wondrously clear. 2012 01:28:01,798 --> 01:28:03,190 I rise. 2013 01:28:03,234 --> 01:28:06,150 Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave. 2014 01:28:06,193 --> 01:28:09,545 I am the dream and the hope of the slave. 2015 01:28:09,588 --> 01:28:10,720 I rise. 2016 01:28:10,763 --> 01:28:12,199 - I rise. - I rise. 2017 01:28:12,243 --> 01:28:14,419 - I rise. - I rise. 2018 01:28:31,436 --> 01:28:34,047 ♪♪♪ 2019 01:28:39,792 --> 01:28:43,535 And here to present the medals for the Men's Novice 4 2020 01:28:43,579 --> 01:28:46,364 is two-time Olympian David Banks. 2021 01:28:46,408 --> 01:28:49,324 [cheers and applause] 2022 01:29:12,434 --> 01:29:16,089 Bam. Two silver medals. 2023 01:29:16,133 --> 01:29:18,048 And you hear people cheering for us-- 2024 01:29:18,091 --> 01:29:19,528 Black people, white people, 2025 01:29:19,571 --> 01:29:22,835 men, women, gay, straight, Christian, Muslim-- 2026 01:29:22,879 --> 01:29:24,620 everyone's cheering for us. 2027 01:29:24,663 --> 01:29:26,970 I made my mom proud, too, my sons, too. 2028 01:29:27,013 --> 01:29:28,450 They had a ball watching it. 2029 01:29:29,842 --> 01:29:33,368 My silver medals. [chuckles] 2030 01:29:35,021 --> 01:29:36,849 When we first started this team years ago, 2031 01:29:36,893 --> 01:29:38,111 most people would walk past 2032 01:29:38,155 --> 01:29:39,591 and looked at us like we was contagious, 2033 01:29:39,635 --> 01:29:42,507 versus Chicago Sprints 2019, 2034 01:29:42,551 --> 01:29:44,379 we were welcomed with open arms. 2035 01:29:44,422 --> 01:29:46,250 We won before the race. 2036 01:29:46,293 --> 01:29:47,338 We won before any of this. 2037 01:29:47,382 --> 01:29:48,992 We won in life. 2038 01:29:49,035 --> 01:29:50,515 We have a responsibility 2039 01:29:50,559 --> 01:29:52,343 to change the West Side of Chicago. 2040 01:29:52,387 --> 01:29:54,171 The time is now to change, 2041 01:29:54,214 --> 01:29:57,130 to seek help. The time is now. 2042 01:29:57,174 --> 01:29:58,828 That's it for now. 2043 01:29:58,871 --> 01:30:00,003 Enjoy yourself. 2044 01:30:09,839 --> 01:30:11,841 ♪♪♪ 2045 01:30:11,884 --> 01:30:14,104 ♪ Pull it up, on 'em 2046 01:30:14,147 --> 01:30:16,193 ♪ Pull it up, on 'em 2047 01:30:16,236 --> 01:30:18,325 ♪ Pull it up, on 'em 2048 01:30:18,369 --> 01:30:20,371 ♪ Pull it up, on 'em 2049 01:30:20,415 --> 01:30:21,981 ♪ Pull it up on 'em 2050 01:30:22,025 --> 01:30:23,026 ♪ Yo 2051 01:30:23,069 --> 01:30:24,810 ♪ Pull it up on 'em 2052 01:30:24,854 --> 01:30:26,203 ♪ Pull it up on 'em 2053 01:30:26,246 --> 01:30:30,555 ♪ You might wanna step out here tonight ♪ 2054 01:30:30,599 --> 01:30:34,690 ♪ We're just tryin' to catch the feeling tonight ♪ 2055 01:30:34,733 --> 01:30:37,344 ♪ Yo, I got to kiss some baby ♪ 2056 01:30:37,388 --> 01:30:39,129 ♪ Oh, I 2057 01:30:39,172 --> 01:30:41,653 ♪ Yo, I got to kiss some baby ♪ 2058 01:30:41,697 --> 01:30:43,481 ♪ Oh, I 2059 01:30:43,525 --> 01:30:47,703 ♪ We not gonna act out here tonight ♪ 2060 01:30:47,746 --> 01:30:51,881 ♪ We just want to get up in tonight ♪ 2061 01:30:51,924 --> 01:30:54,623 ♪ Yo, I got to kiss some baby ♪ 2062 01:30:54,666 --> 01:30:56,189 ♪ Oh, I 2063 01:30:56,233 --> 01:30:59,062 ♪ Yo, I got to kiss some baby ♪ 2064 01:30:59,105 --> 01:31:00,933 ♪ A whole lot, whole lot 2065 01:31:00,977 --> 01:31:02,544 ♪ Uh, I say first and foremost ♪ 2066 01:31:02,587 --> 01:31:04,067 ♪ Your boy done made it 2067 01:31:04,110 --> 01:31:06,069 ♪ Ha, I was like that because of street failing ♪ 2068 01:31:06,112 --> 01:31:08,288 ♪ This feeling can't wait, this feeling can't take it ♪ 2069 01:31:08,332 --> 01:31:10,377 ♪ Came from the bottom, now we done made it ♪ 2070 01:31:10,421 --> 01:31:12,205 ♪ Now no PlayStation, I ain't no game ♪ 2071 01:31:12,249 --> 01:31:14,381 ♪ Keying up in this game like there were no pain ♪ 2072 01:31:14,425 --> 01:31:16,471 ♪ Wanna see you just feelin' like the damn soul train ♪ 2073 01:31:16,514 --> 01:31:17,689 ♪ I'm, like, down with it 2074 01:31:17,733 --> 01:31:19,125 ♪ Uh, yeah, I want that thing ♪ 2075 01:31:19,169 --> 01:31:20,692 ♪ Back, get back, get back, let me get it ♪ 2076 01:31:20,736 --> 01:31:22,172 ♪ Oh, back, get back, get back ♪ 2077 01:31:22,215 --> 01:31:23,695 ♪ No, we wanna get up from the place ♪ 2078 01:31:23,739 --> 01:31:24,827 ♪ Where the dreams get shot 2079 01:31:24,870 --> 01:31:25,871 ♪ And I feel like what 2080 01:31:25,915 --> 01:31:26,916 ♪ Can't stop, won't stop 2081 01:31:26,959 --> 01:31:28,221 ♪ Got me feeling like aah! 2082 01:31:28,265 --> 01:31:29,919 ♪ No, if you ready or not we gonna rise ♪ 2083 01:31:29,962 --> 01:31:31,573 ♪ So you holding on steady tonight ♪ 2084 01:31:31,616 --> 01:31:33,749 ♪ And in a droptop screaming, oh, you'll hear me tonight ♪ 2085 01:31:33,792 --> 01:31:35,402 ♪ That was good, you won't have to come out ♪ 2086 01:31:35,446 --> 01:31:39,363 ♪ You might wanna step out here tonight ♪ 2087 01:31:39,406 --> 01:31:43,672 ♪ We're just trying to catch the feeling tonight ♪ 2088 01:31:43,715 --> 01:31:46,370 ♪ Yo, I got to kiss some baby ♪ 2089 01:31:46,413 --> 01:31:48,024 ♪ Oh, I 2090 01:31:48,067 --> 01:31:50,635 ♪ Yo, I got to kiss some baby ♪ 2091 01:31:50,679 --> 01:31:52,158 ♪ Oh, I 2092 01:31:52,202 --> 01:31:56,554 ♪ We not gonna act out here tonight ♪ 2093 01:31:56,598 --> 01:31:59,731 ♪ We just want to get up here tonight ♪ 2094 01:31:59,775 --> 01:32:00,950 ♪ Night, night 2095 01:32:00,993 --> 01:32:03,561 ♪ Yo, I got to kiss some baby ♪ 2096 01:32:03,605 --> 01:32:05,432 ♪ Oh, I 2097 01:32:05,476 --> 01:32:08,435 ♪♪♪ 2098 01:32:11,787 --> 01:32:13,702 ♪ Yeah 2099 01:32:13,745 --> 01:32:15,617 ♪ I got to fight 2100 01:32:15,660 --> 01:32:17,662 - ♪ I got to breathe - ♪ I got to breathe 2101 01:32:17,706 --> 01:32:19,577 - ♪ Livin' my life - Livin' my life ♪ 2102 01:32:19,621 --> 01:32:20,709 ♪ Holla, yeah 2103 01:32:23,755 --> 01:32:25,757 - ♪ I got to breathe - ♪ I got to breathe 2104 01:32:25,801 --> 01:32:28,107 - ♪ Livin' my life - Livin' my life ♪ 2105 01:32:28,151 --> 01:32:29,152 ♪ Uh 2106 01:32:32,024 --> 01:32:33,199 ♪ Yeah 2107 01:32:33,243 --> 01:32:34,505 ♪ Whoo-ooh 2108 01:32:37,943 --> 01:32:39,945 - ♪ I got to fight - Yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ 2109 01:32:43,819 --> 01:32:45,472 ♪ Holla 2110 01:32:45,516 --> 01:32:47,779 ♪ Uh, yeah 2111 01:32:47,823 --> 01:32:49,868 - ♪ I got to fight - ♪ I got to fight 2112 01:32:49,912 --> 01:32:51,783 - ♪ I to breathe - I got to breathe ♪ 2113 01:32:51,827 --> 01:32:53,611 - ♪ Livin' my life - Livin' my, livin' my ♪ 2114 01:32:53,655 --> 01:32:54,960 - ♪ Oh - ♪ Yeah 2115 01:32:58,137 --> 01:32:59,791 ♪ Whoo 2116 01:32:59,835 --> 01:33:01,445 ♪ I got to 2117 01:33:01,488 --> 01:33:03,273 ♪ Uh, in the back of the lack 2118 01:33:03,316 --> 01:33:05,362 ♪ Spreading my dreams from the way life made us ♪ 2119 01:33:05,405 --> 01:33:07,407 ♪ Everyone seems so different lately ♪ 2120 01:33:07,451 --> 01:33:09,148 ♪ It's all good 'cause we came a long way ♪ 2121 01:33:09,192 --> 01:33:10,628 ♪ From that neck of the woods 2122 01:33:10,672 --> 01:33:12,543 ♪ Lifestyles of the rich and famous ♪ 2123 01:33:12,587 --> 01:33:14,545 ♪ Some live with a name, some die nameless ♪ 2124 01:33:14,589 --> 01:33:16,634 ♪ Young boys on a Black street brainless ♪ 2125 01:33:16,678 --> 01:33:18,636 ♪ When they bust their shots, they end quick ♪ 2126 01:33:18,680 --> 01:33:20,638 ♪ How it feel to be livin' in the matrix ♪ 2127 01:33:20,682 --> 01:33:22,161 ♪ When you're feeling on the shoulder lane? ♪ 2128 01:33:22,205 --> 01:33:24,163 ♪ And my whole damn team, they be so damn clean ♪ 2129 01:33:24,207 --> 01:33:26,165 ♪ And the only thing, we gonna blow this dream ♪ 2130 01:33:26,209 --> 01:33:28,559 ♪ I know how it feel, how it feel ♪ 2131 01:33:28,603 --> 01:33:30,474 ♪ How it feel just to be so real ♪ 2132 01:33:30,517 --> 01:33:32,215 ♪ Just like you, but we feel like steel ♪ 2133 01:33:32,258 --> 01:33:33,912 ♪ And the kook with the crew that we're in for the kill ♪ 2134 01:33:33,956 --> 01:33:35,871 ♪ I want more for my fam and myself ♪ 2135 01:33:35,914 --> 01:33:37,960 ♪ Want peace, want love, want life, want wealth ♪ 2136 01:33:38,003 --> 01:33:40,136 ♪ I made this, had to fight for my own, man ♪ 2137 01:33:40,179 --> 01:33:41,877 ♪ Whether we can stay when I come for the bell ♪ 2138 01:33:41,920 --> 01:33:43,879 ♪ Ah, let me know what it's all for ♪ 2139 01:33:43,922 --> 01:33:46,142 ♪ If you want something, then it's all yours ♪ 2140 01:33:46,185 --> 01:33:48,231 ♪ If you need something, you can call for ♪ 2141 01:33:48,274 --> 01:33:50,015 ♪ Now we're making waves, and we're on board ♪ 2142 01:33:50,059 --> 01:33:52,061 - ♪ And we're free - ♪ Free 2143 01:33:52,104 --> 01:33:53,018 ♪ Wave 2144 01:33:54,106 --> 01:33:55,978 - ♪ Free - ♪ Free, free, free 2145 01:33:56,021 --> 01:33:58,023 ♪ Whoo-ooh 2146 01:33:58,067 --> 01:33:59,851 - ♪ Yeah - ♪ Yeah 2147 01:33:59,895 --> 01:34:01,897 ♪ Uh, uh, uh 2148 01:34:01,940 --> 01:34:03,246 ♪ Breathe, breathe 2149 01:34:29,054 --> 01:34:31,274 - You making a YouTube video? - No, I did, uh-- 2150 01:34:31,317 --> 01:34:33,537 We're finishing up a documentary. 2151 01:34:33,580 --> 01:34:35,147 So I'm just doing a little, you know what I'm saying? 2152 01:34:35,191 --> 01:34:36,322 A couple of vlogging pieces 2153 01:34:36,366 --> 01:34:38,150 so I can go ahead and get it edited. 2154 01:34:38,194 --> 01:34:39,499 What's the documentary about? 2155 01:34:39,543 --> 01:34:41,327 Um, it's about the first all-Black rowing team. 2156 01:34:41,371 --> 01:34:42,589 Uh, uh... 2157 01:34:42,633 --> 01:34:44,330 Crew team. Rowing team. 2158 01:34:44,374 --> 01:34:45,984 Rowing? Crew? 2159 01:34:46,028 --> 01:34:47,594 - Rowing? - Yeah. Rowing boats and shit. 2160 01:34:47,638 --> 01:34:48,726 - What? - Yeah. 2161 01:34:48,770 --> 01:34:50,685 That's dope. Thank you, brother.