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[CHILDREN LAUGHING, SCREAMING]

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[♪]

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BOB:
<i>Periodically,
on the road of life,</i>

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<i>it is helpful to stand back
and ask yourself...</i>

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<i>"What were the events
that led me to this place?"</i>

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[SOBS]

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BOB:
<i>Maybe we should start
at the beginning.</i>

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<i>I'm Bob.</i>

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<i>And this is Amy.</i>

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<i>We fell in love.</i>

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<i>Got married.</i>

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<i>And then...</i>

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[SURGICAL INSTRUMENTS CLATTER]

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[GRUNTS SOFTLY]

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- That wasn't so bad, was it?
- Mm-mm.

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Even with another round of IVF,

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I'd put your chances
of getting pregnant again

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between two and three percent.

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Do you think it's closer
to two or three?

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Amy, I don't think
it's gonna happen.

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Oh.

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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

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Oh, you poor woman.

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It must be so horrible
to have to tell people

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things like that.

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- [SIGHS]
- It's the worst.

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[♪]

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[SOBS SOFTLY, SCREAMS]

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[SOBS]

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[SCREAMS, WHIMPERS]

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I know lots of nice people
that don't have kids.

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Oh! Oh, really?
Oh, that's great.

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You know,
there's my Aunt Sally and--

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[SCOFFS] Oh. Sally?

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Don't say Don.

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- Don't say Don.
- Her husband Don.

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Don. [SOBS] Stupid Don.

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- I... I... I'm not...
- God!

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God! You know what?

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I just-- I keep thinking
that I did something wrong.

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- What?
- Yeah.

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- No, no, no.
- What is it? What did I do?

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- No, no, no.
- In college?

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You... you can't...
you can't think that. Okay?

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You are perfect.
You're perfect.

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Maybe it's me. We don't know.

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- It could be you.
- Yeah!

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It could be you.
It could be you.

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- It could be you. [SNIFFLES]
- Probably.

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Probably it's you.
It is you. [SOBS]

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[SIGHS]

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No, wait. No. [SNIFFLES] No.
Oh, I am not gonna give up, Bob.

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I'm not. There is a play for us.

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And we just--
we don't see it yet.

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But this is not over.
[BREATHES DEEPLY]

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- It's not?
- No. No, no.

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Oh, come on.

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What do you think
about the adoption idea?

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- Oh, I'm not, uh--
- [SCREAMS]

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[SMACKS LIPS]

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- I need a little more time.
- Hmm.

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- Uh...
- Hmm.

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Can I just think about it
some more?

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Yeah, yeah, yeah.
You can think about it.

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Think about it.

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I mean, I'm sad, too, you know?

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Oh. [SCOFFS]

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No, I know. I know. I know.

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[BREATHES DEEPLY]

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[INDISTINCT CHATTER]

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[♪]

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Bob, sit.

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Could you close the door?

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[INDISTINCT CHATTER]

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The Under Death review,
I can't use it.

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What was wrong with it?

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You just wrote the word "“lies"”
912 times.

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- How long did you want it?
- [SCOFFS SOFTLY]

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You know as well as I do
that we need to balance

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our critiques with a respect
for the artists and their fans.

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I'm so depressed.

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They think you're working out
something personal,

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and I do, too.

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[SIGHS] It's this whole
trying-to-have-a-kid thing.

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I feel like such a failure.

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Look, I just think your head's
not in the right place.

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- Bill, I need this job.
- Oh.

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Hmm.

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[INHALES] Okay. Okay.

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Look. Um...

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I'm gonna need to take you
off rock and roll reviews

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for a while.

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I think... [SIGHS]

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Well, try a new area of music.

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Something fresh.

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Hey. What do you know
about world music?

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AMY:
Mm.

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Mm!

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Do you remember
when I was sharing

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that house up on Lafayette
with Nancy?

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One day,
we were doing laundry

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and she just picked up a load,
and she tossed it in,

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and she didn't know
that her cat Pumpkin was in it.

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When Pumpkin hit
the spin cycle,

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it kinda sounded like this.

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But, you know,
you can kinda get into it

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if you picture a cat
caught in a washing machine.

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[MEOWS] I'm a clean kitty.

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[MEOWS] I'm a real clean kitty!

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[MEOWS, GRUNTS]

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Spin cycle! [MEOWS]

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- [GROANS]
- [LAUGHS]

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Oh! You is no fun!

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[GRUNTS, SIGHS]

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I am now a world music critic.

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Mm-hmm.

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World music critics
are no fun, Amy.

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- Because world music is no fun.
- [SIGHS]

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Covering rock and roll
is a cool job.

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Covering world music
is a pity job.

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I have been given a pity job
because I am no longer fit

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to be with civilized people.

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You're fit to be with me.

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[SIGHS]

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We fit.

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- Hmm. A perfect fit.
- [AMY CHUCKLES]

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I crazy love you.

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I crazy love you, too.

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[INDISTINCT CHATTER]

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Here you go, Deedee.

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- Yeah?
- [WHISPERS]

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- Oh, yeah.
- Thank you.

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There you go.

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- Yeah.
- Okay.

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- I'll be right here, Deedee.
- DEEDEE: Oh, okay.

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Thank you.

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"A charming, rustic, fixerupper.

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Perfect, family home."

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[GASPS]

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I need to know
that I have your absolute trust

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in this, okay?

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And you know that I would only
have our best intentions

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at hand, okay?
Do you trust me?

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I need to know
that I have your absolute trust

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in this. Because if I don't...

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Do you love me, Bob? 'Cause...

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And how was your day, dear?

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Angels are singing! [CHUCKLES]

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[BIRDS CHIRPING]

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BOB:
This is the same house?

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Oops! [GIGGLES]

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[♪]

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[SIGHS]

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[BOTH GRUNT]

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[GASPS, GROANS]

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- [GASPS]
- [OBJECTS CLATTERING]

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[GRUNTS]

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What?

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Okay, great.
Now, just center it.

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Okay. A little to the right.

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More to the right.

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No, no, no. No, no, no.

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Just, um,
a little back to the left.

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Left. Okay. Now, down. Down.

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I hate this piece.

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[GRUNTS]

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[GASPS, SCREAMS]

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So, what do you want
for dinner?

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I don't care.

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- Chinese?
- No.

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- Pizza?
- No.

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So, what do you want
for dinner?

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I don't care.

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- BOB: Indian.
- [GASPS] Oh, yeah.

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I love Indian.

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Actually, I don't like Indian.

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AMY:
I'm just saying,
now that we have room,

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it might be nice
to have a little animal

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hopping around the house.

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Well, you sort of hop
when you walk.

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If you worked on it,
we wouldn't need an animal.

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Oh.

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Maybe it would be good for you
to have a pet, you know?

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Something to take your mind
off of yourself.

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Justine has a rabbit.

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[GASPS] It's a sign.

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BOB:
<i>And so, started the short
and tragic tale</i>

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<i>of Binky the rabbit.</i>

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[BINKY CLUCKING]

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AMY:
I was thinking that maybe
we could call him Binky.

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Go, let him down
so he can go explore

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his new house.

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Oh. I have his cage all set up
and it's very simple.

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Just food, and water, and--

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Oh. There's a chance that maybe
we could litter box train him.

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Justine did say that her bunny
bites electrical cords,

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but I'm sure
that that's just hers.

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- Ow!
- [GASPS]

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He bit me!

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Well, I'm sure
that'll pass, too.

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- [ELECTRICITY CRACKLING]
- [CRICKETS CHIRPING]

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You should hold him
for a while.

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He'll just bite me.

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Well, maybe that's how
he shows affection.

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You love me.

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But you've never bitten me.

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At least
you've never drawn blood.

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- Does he love the lamps, too?
- [CLICKS TONGUE]

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Are you sure
you don't wanna hold him?

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[BINKY CLUCKING]

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I'll pass.

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[SIGHS]

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- [BINKY CLUCKING]
- BOB: What?

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You wanna get out?

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Hmm? [SIGHS]

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Hi.

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Hi. Yeah, come on.

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Hi, pal.

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[GRUNTS SOFTLY]

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That's all right.
That's all right.

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- Hi.
- [CLUCKS]

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BOB:
Hi.

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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

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[KEYBOARD CLACKING]

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[CHUCKLES]

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[METAL CLANGING]

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No, no! No, no, no, no!
Hey, come back! Come back!

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Binky! Binky!

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Binky! Binky!

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Binky, where did you go?

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[GRUNTS, PANTS]

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Where did he go?

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- [VENT CLANGING]
- Binky?

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Binky?

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Binky!

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Okay. Okay.

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Now, we get it. Okay.

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Oh, I hear you.

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I have your favorite snack.

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My fingers.

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[PANTS]

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BOB:
Okay, okay.

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- [SAW SCRAPING]
- BOB: Ah! Got ya! [GROANS]

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Devil rabbit!

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[BINKY CLUCKING]

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[ELECTRICITY CRACKLING]

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BOB:
Binky!

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[BIRDS CHIRPING]

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[KEYBOARD CLACKING]

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How's it going?

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- It's not.
- Oh.

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Do you think Binky's been
a little sulky lately?

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Binky couldn't be sulkier to me
if he were made of marble.

256
00:15:35,021 --> 00:15:37,458
Well, he's off his feed again.

257
00:15:37,588 --> 00:15:40,940
- [SLURPS]
- I'm gonna take him to the vet.

258
00:15:45,988 --> 00:15:48,860
[CAR APPROACHING]

259
00:16:00,916 --> 00:16:02,439
What are you doing
just sitting...

260
00:16:04,833 --> 00:16:08,663
- [SNIFFLES, SOBS]
- BOB: Oh, no.

261
00:16:08,793 --> 00:16:10,578
Not Binky.

262
00:16:22,807 --> 00:16:25,375
It's a good place.

263
00:16:25,506 --> 00:16:28,813
I, uh... I always thought
of this as his bush.

264
00:16:37,518 --> 00:16:40,216
Dear God...

265
00:16:40,347 --> 00:16:44,394
please accept the soul
of Binky.

266
00:16:44,525 --> 00:16:49,312
He was a good bunny,
and we loved him.

267
00:16:49,443 --> 00:16:52,402
And he loved us...

268
00:16:52,533 --> 00:16:54,665
as best he could.

269
00:17:02,673 --> 00:17:04,371
Do you wanna say anything?

270
00:17:08,331 --> 00:17:10,899
Uh, no.

271
00:17:11,030 --> 00:17:12,814
No, that was good.

272
00:17:22,693 --> 00:17:24,913
I hate to think of him
out there.

273
00:17:30,005 --> 00:17:32,877
[SNIFFLES, SOBS SOFTLY]

274
00:17:41,408 --> 00:17:44,280
[BIRDS CHIRPING]

275
00:17:44,411 --> 00:17:53,246
[♪]

276
00:18:08,130 --> 00:18:11,046
[BOB GRUNTS]

277
00:18:13,309 --> 00:18:16,225
[PANTS]

278
00:18:16,356 --> 00:18:25,191
[♪]

279
00:18:31,371 --> 00:18:40,206
[♪]

280
00:18:46,386 --> 00:18:55,221
[♪]

281
00:18:58,659 --> 00:19:00,661
Bob?

282
00:19:00,791 --> 00:19:03,359
We really need to fix the porch.

283
00:19:09,496 --> 00:19:12,586
BOB:
<i>And that is how Rupert Murdoch
came into our lives.</i>

284
00:19:15,458 --> 00:19:17,373
RUPERT:
So, what were you thinking here?

285
00:19:17,504 --> 00:19:19,593
Well, we were thinking
it might be nice

286
00:19:19,723 --> 00:19:21,812
to fix up the porch
so we could use it.

287
00:19:21,943 --> 00:19:24,772
BOB:
Yeah. Just, uh...

288
00:19:24,902 --> 00:19:26,556
fix it up.

289
00:19:27,949 --> 00:19:29,168
[SIGHS]

290
00:19:29,298 --> 00:19:33,084
My father built his house
with his own two hands,

291
00:19:33,215 --> 00:19:35,522
and nothing more
than a hammer and a hand saw.

292
00:19:35,652 --> 00:19:38,655
Winter of '38.
Twenty degrees below.

293
00:19:38,786 --> 00:19:40,570
Stayed in a tent
the whole time.

294
00:19:40,701 --> 00:19:44,008
Didn't turn to somebody,
and say, "“Fix it up."

295
00:19:44,139 --> 00:19:46,576
A man built his own house.

296
00:19:46,707 --> 00:19:49,666
Nothing but some beans
and a sturdy set of boots.

297
00:19:49,797 --> 00:19:51,451
Those were men.

298
00:19:52,669 --> 00:19:54,410
Yeah. I built a birdhouse.

299
00:19:54,541 --> 00:20:00,634
Uh, fourth grade.
Just me in the basement.

300
00:20:00,764 --> 00:20:04,333
Some popsicle sticks,
Elmer's glue.

301
00:20:05,204 --> 00:20:07,641
Total lack of...

302
00:20:07,771 --> 00:20:09,730
proper ventilation.

303
00:20:11,210 --> 00:20:14,038
[SMACKS LIPS] It's a big job.
Could take a while.

304
00:20:14,169 --> 00:20:17,781
It's just me and Gerard there.

305
00:20:17,912 --> 00:20:20,262
My only son Gerard.

306
00:20:20,393 --> 00:20:22,525
He has been
a large disappointment to me.

307
00:20:22,656 --> 00:20:25,485
[SIGHS DEEPLY]

308
00:20:28,488 --> 00:20:29,880
The supports are all rotten.

309
00:20:30,011 --> 00:20:30,794
Probably
will have to be replaced.

310
00:20:30,925 --> 00:20:32,274
Maybe all of '‘em.

311
00:20:32,405 --> 00:20:33,449
[PORCH THUDDING]

312
00:20:33,580 --> 00:20:34,494
I'm kinda surprised
the thing is standing

313
00:20:34,624 --> 00:20:36,452
in the first place.

314
00:20:36,583 --> 00:20:39,455
[SOBS]

315
00:20:41,370 --> 00:20:44,939
- Is he all right?
- He's fine.

316
00:20:45,069 --> 00:20:46,419
He's crying.

317
00:20:46,549 --> 00:20:48,682
[SNIFFLES] I was just thinking
of the winner.

318
00:20:48,812 --> 00:20:52,251
And how heroic...

319
00:20:52,381 --> 00:20:54,862
this little porch just...

320
00:20:54,992 --> 00:20:57,560
standing valiantly
against the elements.

321
00:20:59,606 --> 00:21:04,088
And now... [SOBS] I'm sorry.

322
00:21:04,219 --> 00:21:06,569
It's... [SOBS] Forgive me.

323
00:21:11,357 --> 00:21:13,968
He's just been
under a lot of stress.

324
00:21:17,450 --> 00:21:20,975
We're talking
around 4,000 dollars.

325
00:21:21,715 --> 00:21:23,847
Bob!

326
00:21:23,978 --> 00:21:28,635
- He says about 4,000.
- BOB: Okay. [SOBS]

327
00:21:28,765 --> 00:21:30,332
AMY:
That'd be fine.

328
00:21:30,463 --> 00:21:34,423
- So, when can you start?
- Gerard, demo!

329
00:21:34,554 --> 00:21:43,389
[♪]

330
00:21:47,610 --> 00:21:51,092
- A large disappointment.
- [GRUNTS]

331
00:21:53,703 --> 00:22:00,884
<i>♪ You never listen
to a single word I say ♪</i>

332
00:22:01,015 --> 00:22:05,019
<i>♪ But if you heard me
you'd ignore me anyway ♪</i>

333
00:22:05,541 --> 00:22:10,285
[SOBS, SNIFFLES]
I feel so stupid.

334
00:22:10,416 --> 00:22:14,376
Bob, I think
you should see someone.

335
00:22:14,507 --> 00:22:15,769
Yeah, okay.

336
00:22:17,248 --> 00:22:26,127
[♪]

337
00:22:32,263 --> 00:22:41,142
[♪]

338
00:22:52,893 --> 00:22:55,286
BOB:
Here.

339
00:22:55,417 --> 00:22:57,071
[CELLPHONE DINGS]

340
00:22:57,201 --> 00:22:59,943
Dr. Glaser will see you now.

341
00:23:00,074 --> 00:23:01,554
Now?

342
00:23:08,125 --> 00:23:10,345
Thanks, Robin!

343
00:23:10,476 --> 00:23:13,130
Hi. Come on in.

344
00:23:14,131 --> 00:23:17,265
So, which anxiety medication
would you like to try?

345
00:23:17,396 --> 00:23:19,746
I've heard good things
about Zoloft.

346
00:23:19,876 --> 00:23:21,704
Uh, but maybe that's just for--

347
00:23:21,835 --> 00:23:22,749
Yeah. No.

348
00:23:22,879 --> 00:23:24,359
Zoloft's an antianxiety
medication

349
00:23:24,490 --> 00:23:26,666
with minimal side effects.

350
00:23:26,796 --> 00:23:28,407
Okay. Um, what sort
of side effects, I guess,

351
00:23:28,537 --> 00:23:30,409
- I should ask--
- The usual.

352
00:23:30,539 --> 00:23:33,020
Diarrhea, drowsiness, dizziness.

353
00:23:33,150 --> 00:23:35,892
- So--
- Dyspepsia, fatigue, insomnia.

354
00:23:36,023 --> 00:23:37,677
Then I should probably--

355
00:23:37,807 --> 00:23:42,508
Loose stools, nausea, tremor,
headaches, paresthesia,

356
00:23:42,638 --> 00:23:46,294
anorexia, decreased libido,
delayed ejaculation,

357
00:23:46,425 --> 00:23:50,559
diaphoresis,
ejaculation failure.

358
00:23:50,690 --> 00:23:53,301
- Is--
- Xerostomia.

359
00:23:54,650 --> 00:23:55,477
Uh...

360
00:23:55,608 --> 00:23:57,784
How much would you like
to take?

361
00:23:57,914 --> 00:24:02,876
Um, some. Not a lot.
Uh, just maybe some.

362
00:24:03,006 --> 00:24:05,487
Sure. But the lowest
clinical dose is 25 milligrams.

363
00:24:05,618 --> 00:24:08,403
We could start off
with 50 milligrams.

364
00:24:08,534 --> 00:24:10,840
You're the doctor. No.

365
00:24:10,971 --> 00:24:16,542
I just meant, um,
you're the doctor.

366
00:24:16,672 --> 00:24:18,848
Right. Well, I have to ask you
a few questions.

367
00:24:18,979 --> 00:24:20,589
Do you mind
if I use the computer?

368
00:24:22,765 --> 00:24:25,464
- Okay.
- Thank you for allowing.

369
00:24:25,594 --> 00:24:28,162
- [KEYBOARD CLACKING]
- Okay.

370
00:24:28,292 --> 00:24:31,034
So, do... do people follow you?

371
00:24:31,165 --> 00:24:32,340
Do you hear voices?

372
00:24:32,471 --> 00:24:35,474
Do people plot against you?

373
00:24:35,604 --> 00:24:36,736
Can I say sometimes?

374
00:24:36,866 --> 00:24:40,130
DR. GLASER:
Yeah. Okay. Sure. To which?

375
00:24:40,261 --> 00:24:43,394
- Uh, all of them.
- You hear voices?

376
00:24:43,525 --> 00:24:45,919
Uh, well, no. Not really.

377
00:24:46,049 --> 00:24:48,399
Oh. People follow you.
People plot against you.

378
00:24:48,530 --> 00:24:50,445
Uh, no.

379
00:24:50,576 --> 00:24:52,578
Then-- So, that would be a no.

380
00:24:52,708 --> 00:24:53,448
- Yes.
- No.

381
00:24:53,579 --> 00:24:55,494
Right.

382
00:24:55,624 --> 00:24:57,496
What's your blood pressure?

383
00:24:58,714 --> 00:25:00,020
I don't know.

384
00:25:03,110 --> 00:25:05,460
I mean, is that just something
everyone's supposed to know?

385
00:25:05,591 --> 00:25:07,506
- Yeah.
- Uh, what?

386
00:25:07,636 --> 00:25:08,594
Like your social security
number?

387
00:25:08,724 --> 00:25:11,379
- Security number.
- What?

388
00:25:11,510 --> 00:25:14,861
Good! Really good.
It's good session.

389
00:25:14,991 --> 00:25:17,298
Made a lot of progress today.

390
00:25:17,428 --> 00:25:22,085
- Broke a few windows.
- Broke a few windows?

391
00:25:22,216 --> 00:25:25,001
So, let's start you off
with 100 milligrams,

392
00:25:25,132 --> 00:25:27,787
and see where that goes.

393
00:25:27,917 --> 00:25:29,440
You're the doctor.

394
00:25:33,793 --> 00:25:35,446
[GRUNTS]

395
00:25:35,577 --> 00:25:44,455
[♪]

396
00:25:55,858 --> 00:25:57,512
The filter was clogged as well.

397
00:25:57,643 --> 00:25:58,731
AMY:
Oh.

398
00:25:58,861 --> 00:26:00,471
That husband of yours
should've known that.

399
00:26:00,602 --> 00:26:02,212
[AMY CHUCKLES]

400
00:26:02,343 --> 00:26:04,301
Well, Bob is good
at other things.

401
00:26:04,432 --> 00:26:07,261
Just home repair
is not his deal.

402
00:26:07,391 --> 00:26:08,697
Hmm.

403
00:26:08,828 --> 00:26:11,613
So, how long
have you been married, Rupert?

404
00:26:11,744 --> 00:26:13,615
I'm a widower.

405
00:26:14,921 --> 00:26:18,054
Oh. I'm so sorry.

406
00:26:18,185 --> 00:26:22,755
Yeah. Lost my Maggie
when Gerard was born.

407
00:26:22,885 --> 00:26:24,800
We knew it was dangerous.

408
00:26:24,931 --> 00:26:27,977
Her having a baby so late
and all, but...

409
00:26:28,108 --> 00:26:30,893
- we'd always wanted a child.
- Hmm.

410
00:26:31,024 --> 00:26:33,809
We'd given up really.

411
00:26:33,940 --> 00:26:35,332
We thought it was a gift
from God.

412
00:26:35,463 --> 00:26:37,334
[CHUCKLES]

413
00:26:38,248 --> 00:26:41,338
So, there. [GRUNTS]
It should be good.

414
00:26:41,469 --> 00:26:42,818
Oh, how much do I owe you
for that?

415
00:26:42,949 --> 00:26:44,603
RUPERT:
Nothin'.

416
00:26:44,733 --> 00:26:47,214
Just tell that husband of yours
to learn something useful.

417
00:26:52,698 --> 00:26:55,004
Oh, I talked to Joan.

418
00:26:55,135 --> 00:26:56,440
How's Joan?

419
00:26:56,571 --> 00:26:59,879
Well, you know how she lives
over by Richmond park?

420
00:27:00,009 --> 00:27:01,620
She said that the pond
over there

421
00:27:01,750 --> 00:27:03,578
was just freezing over,

422
00:27:03,709 --> 00:27:06,059
and all of the free water
was getting smaller

423
00:27:06,189 --> 00:27:08,539
and smaller,
and there were these ducks

424
00:27:08,670 --> 00:27:13,719
who were there
in that spot all day.

425
00:27:13,849 --> 00:27:14,807
Probably Canadian geese.

426
00:27:14,937 --> 00:27:17,461
Oh, no. She said ducks.

427
00:27:17,592 --> 00:27:22,728
They were domestic ducks,
and they couldn't fly.

428
00:27:22,858 --> 00:27:24,555
Mm.

429
00:27:27,863 --> 00:27:30,518
Someone should go over there
and rescue them.

430
00:27:34,087 --> 00:27:36,567
I mean, ugh,

431
00:27:36,698 --> 00:27:40,397
that would be a pretty
darn wonderful thing to do.

432
00:27:41,616 --> 00:27:44,271
- Ducks live outside.
- AMY: So?

433
00:27:47,143 --> 00:27:50,973
So, I'm just saying, you know,
they probably know to...

434
00:27:51,104 --> 00:27:52,888
you know, move.

435
00:27:53,019 --> 00:27:55,456
Not get their little wet feet
frozen.

436
00:27:55,586 --> 00:27:57,545
That is not the point.

437
00:27:57,676 --> 00:27:58,851
Oh. No, no.

438
00:27:58,981 --> 00:28:00,896
That is not the point at all.

439
00:28:02,289 --> 00:28:03,116
Okay.

440
00:28:05,858 --> 00:28:10,123
The point is...

441
00:28:11,167 --> 00:28:13,909
to just put yourself out there.

442
00:28:15,171 --> 00:28:18,871
And... and take something
like that on,

443
00:28:19,001 --> 00:28:21,830
I mean, that is just...

444
00:28:24,093 --> 00:28:27,618
- Pretty wonderful.
- Pretty darn wonderful.

445
00:28:27,749 --> 00:28:31,492
[SIGHS] Amy.

446
00:28:31,622 --> 00:28:35,322
By morning, that pond
with be frozen over.

447
00:28:35,452 --> 00:28:40,283
And they could get stuck,
and go without food, and starve.

448
00:28:44,984 --> 00:28:49,858
It is not your job to take care
of every animal on the planet.

449
00:28:49,989 --> 00:28:51,947
It's an hour's drive.

450
00:28:52,078 --> 00:28:54,297
And it's the middle
of the night.

451
00:28:56,560 --> 00:28:59,389
And...

452
00:28:59,520 --> 00:29:05,265
no one but a complete lunatic,
a complete crazy person

453
00:29:05,395 --> 00:29:07,920
would get out of their warm,
safe bed,

454
00:29:08,050 --> 00:29:10,313
and drive halfway across town

455
00:29:10,444 --> 00:29:13,012
to dive
into freezing cold water,

456
00:29:13,142 --> 00:29:15,623
certain hypothermia
for the sake

457
00:29:15,754 --> 00:29:19,496
of a couple of lost ducks!
[CHUCKLES DRILY]

458
00:29:19,627 --> 00:29:20,497
- [CAR DOOR CLOSES]
- [DUCKS QUACK]

459
00:29:20,628 --> 00:29:22,673
That was heroic, Bob.

460
00:29:22,804 --> 00:29:24,588
I mean, I just wanna say...

461
00:29:24,719 --> 00:29:25,981
heroic.

462
00:29:26,112 --> 00:29:27,766
Not many men
would have the courage

463
00:29:27,896 --> 00:29:31,944
to go back that fourth time
after breaking through the ice.

464
00:29:32,074 --> 00:29:35,251
- Start the car.
- Losing your shoes.

465
00:29:35,382 --> 00:29:37,776
[SHUDDERS] Start the car, Amy.

466
00:29:37,906 --> 00:29:39,821
Oh, they seem so happy.

467
00:29:42,737 --> 00:29:43,651
- I'll start the car.
- [KEYS JANGLE]

468
00:29:43,782 --> 00:29:47,089
- [BIRDS CHIRPING]
- [DUCKS QUACKING]

469
00:29:47,220 --> 00:29:49,439
I used to think I'd live
and die right here.

470
00:29:49,570 --> 00:29:52,791
But the older I get,
I never used to mind the cold.

471
00:29:52,921 --> 00:29:54,488
But now,
when the cold weather starts,

472
00:29:54,618 --> 00:29:57,534
I just can't get warm enough.

473
00:29:57,665 --> 00:29:59,972
Well, when you get older,
your metabolism slows down.

474
00:30:00,102 --> 00:30:01,408
So, it makes it harder
for your body

475
00:30:01,538 --> 00:30:02,539
to generate body heat.

476
00:30:02,670 --> 00:30:04,367
- The brains on you.
- [AMY CHUCKLES]

477
00:30:04,498 --> 00:30:05,760
You should have been
a doctor, Amy.

478
00:30:05,891 --> 00:30:06,979
You really know your stuff.

479
00:30:07,109 --> 00:30:10,199
[CHUCKLES] Look at this.

480
00:30:10,330 --> 00:30:11,418
You can hardly see
a sliver of light

481
00:30:11,548 --> 00:30:13,724
when the door is closed.

482
00:30:13,855 --> 00:30:17,772
Hmm. I keep thinking
Florida is the place for me.

483
00:30:17,903 --> 00:30:19,992
Are you sure you would really
like that, Rupert?

484
00:30:20,122 --> 00:30:21,776
I mean, wouldn't you miss
the change of seasons?

485
00:30:21,907 --> 00:30:24,213
Uh, where does this kind of
wood come from, Rupert?

486
00:30:26,868 --> 00:30:29,828
I don't know, Bob.
I think it's from a tree.

487
00:30:31,742 --> 00:30:33,135
Oh, did I show you
where we were gonna plant

488
00:30:33,266 --> 00:30:35,050
- the marigolds?
- Hmm.

489
00:30:35,181 --> 00:30:36,704
There.

490
00:30:37,748 --> 00:30:39,663
It's just over here to the left.

491
00:30:46,757 --> 00:30:48,847
[GRUNTS SOFTLY]

492
00:30:51,893 --> 00:30:54,548
Welcome to my life.

493
00:30:54,678 --> 00:30:57,899
Sucking up to my dad
is like a dead-end, man.

494
00:30:58,030 --> 00:31:01,947
- Do you smoke?
- Oh, no, thanks. I'm cool.

495
00:31:02,077 --> 00:31:04,210
Just try it.

496
00:31:04,340 --> 00:31:06,473
Wouldn't need those pills.

497
00:31:07,343 --> 00:31:12,000
Sorry. I hear my dad
talking to your wife.

498
00:31:12,131 --> 00:31:15,874
Are you fully crazy
or just mildly zonked?

499
00:31:18,311 --> 00:31:20,574
Somewhere in between.

500
00:31:20,704 --> 00:31:22,097
GERARD:
Aren't we all?

501
00:31:24,970 --> 00:31:28,234
Yeah. Rupert hates when people
try to suck up to him.

502
00:31:28,364 --> 00:31:30,453
Funny thing is I used to see
him doing it to Grandpa

503
00:31:30,584 --> 00:31:32,151
before he died.

504
00:31:34,066 --> 00:31:35,806
Rupert used to try to suck up
to Grandpa

505
00:31:35,937 --> 00:31:38,287
just to try
to get his approval.

506
00:31:38,418 --> 00:31:39,636
I mean, the old man
was so pissed

507
00:31:39,767 --> 00:31:41,682
he quit medical school
to marry my mom

508
00:31:41,812 --> 00:31:44,380
and ended up
another loser handyman.

509
00:31:44,511 --> 00:31:50,952
[SIGHS] I guess he wanted him
to be a doctor or something.

510
00:31:51,083 --> 00:31:53,520
Probably to suck up
to his own dad

511
00:31:53,650 --> 00:31:55,435
who probably hated him, too.

512
00:31:57,741 --> 00:32:00,309
I got the cycle beat, though, hopefully.

513
00:32:00,440 --> 00:32:03,225
I'm just never gonna have kids.
Never.

514
00:32:05,706 --> 00:32:10,972
And I don't care about anyone...

515
00:32:11,103 --> 00:32:12,539
except Shirlee.

516
00:32:15,020 --> 00:32:16,151
GERARD:
<i>Shirlee moved here
from, I think</i>

517
00:32:16,282 --> 00:32:18,980
<i>it was Kansas,
or New Jersey, or someplace.</i>

518
00:32:19,111 --> 00:32:20,895
<i>Her dad had a job there,
and he lost it on account</i>

519
00:32:21,026 --> 00:32:23,550
<i>of, well,
after Shirlee's mom split.</i>

520
00:32:23,680 --> 00:32:25,247
<i>He had, like,
a nervous breakdown.</i>

521
00:32:25,378 --> 00:32:26,422
<i>He would sometimes just yell.</i>

522
00:32:26,553 --> 00:32:29,338
[SHIRLEE'S DAD SCREAMING]

523
00:32:29,469 --> 00:32:31,253
I don't know
where the remote is, Dad.

524
00:32:31,384 --> 00:32:33,038
You had it last!

525
00:32:33,168 --> 00:32:35,301
GERARD:
<i>When I first knew Shirlee,
through all of tenth grade,</i>

526
00:32:35,431 --> 00:32:36,998
<i>I thought she was real stuck up.</i>

527
00:32:37,129 --> 00:32:38,304
<i>But then we started talking,</i>

528
00:32:38,434 --> 00:32:39,479
<i>and I could see
she was kinda nice.</i>

529
00:32:39,609 --> 00:32:48,488
[♪]

530
00:32:50,142 --> 00:32:51,143
[SMOOCHES]

531
00:32:51,273 --> 00:32:52,753
GERARD:
<i>I can honestly say,</i>

532
00:32:52,883 --> 00:32:55,538
<i>Shirlee is the only person
I've ever really loved.</i>

533
00:32:57,192 --> 00:32:59,151
- You wanna do it?
- I don't have a condom.

534
00:32:59,281 --> 00:33:00,848
SHIRLEE:
Wait a minute.

535
00:33:05,287 --> 00:33:09,378
In 1933, Ralph Wiley,
a Dow Chemical lab worker,

536
00:33:09,509 --> 00:33:13,513
accidentally discovered
polyvinylidene chloride.

537
00:33:13,643 --> 00:33:16,646
He called the substance eonite,
after an indestructible material

538
00:33:16,777 --> 00:33:19,519
in the comic strip
"“Little Orphan Annie."”

539
00:33:19,649 --> 00:33:21,260
It was approved
for food packaging

540
00:33:21,390 --> 00:33:24,437
and for paperboard coating
in contact with fatty...

541
00:33:24,567 --> 00:33:28,093
- [POSTER RUSTLES]
- ...and aqueous foods.

542
00:33:30,617 --> 00:33:33,402
[CLING FILM SCREECHES]

543
00:33:34,577 --> 00:33:36,579
You sure this'll work?

544
00:33:36,710 --> 00:33:39,539
Duh.
It's polyvinylidene chloride.

545
00:33:39,669 --> 00:33:41,019
GERARD:
<i>Shirlee's real smart.</i>

546
00:33:44,544 --> 00:33:46,241
[GIGGLES]

547
00:33:51,420 --> 00:33:53,988
Dr. Rikk'll see you now.

548
00:33:54,119 --> 00:33:55,337
[SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY]

549
00:33:55,468 --> 00:33:57,600
I'm seeing Dr. Glaser.

550
00:33:57,731 --> 00:34:00,038
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]

551
00:34:00,168 --> 00:34:02,518
[SIGHS]

552
00:34:04,694 --> 00:34:06,479
[BABBLES]

553
00:34:08,176 --> 00:34:09,960
Dr. Glaser left me your file.

554
00:34:10,091 --> 00:34:11,832
You signed a consent form,
if you remember--

555
00:34:11,962 --> 00:34:12,659
No, it's fine.

556
00:34:12,789 --> 00:34:15,662
[FILE RUSTLES]

557
00:34:17,751 --> 00:34:19,187
Oh.

558
00:34:19,318 --> 00:34:23,235
- Ugh. Ooh.
- Uh...

559
00:34:23,365 --> 00:34:24,584
Ah.

560
00:34:26,238 --> 00:34:28,805
Cool.
So, I'm totally up to speed.

561
00:34:28,936 --> 00:34:32,200
Here, I can see
how it would throw you.

562
00:34:32,331 --> 00:34:35,812
- Change in therapist.
- Uh, no. It's okay, I guess.

563
00:34:35,943 --> 00:34:40,121
- It wasn't.
- No. Not okay. Just is.

564
00:34:44,821 --> 00:34:47,998
So, how's the Zoloft thing
working for you?

565
00:34:51,176 --> 00:34:52,133
Uh... [CLEARS THROAT]

566
00:34:52,264 --> 00:34:55,093
- Well, Dr. Rikk--
- Uh, Rikk.

567
00:34:55,223 --> 00:34:56,746
You can call me Rikk.

568
00:34:56,877 --> 00:34:58,792
It's my first name.
Everybody just calls me Rikk.

569
00:34:58,922 --> 00:35:01,099
I'm not big on the doctor thing.

570
00:35:06,887 --> 00:35:08,106
Does the guitar bother you?

571
00:35:08,236 --> 00:35:09,977
You're not gonna sing, are you?

572
00:35:10,108 --> 00:35:14,373
I find it helps my,
I say talkers.

573
00:35:14,503 --> 00:35:17,158
I don't like the word patient.
It's too medical.

574
00:35:17,289 --> 00:35:21,423
♪ We're all just talkers
And listeners ♪

575
00:35:21,554 --> 00:35:23,991
<i>♪ I'm just a big ear
that's what I am ♪</i>

576
00:35:24,122 --> 00:35:26,559
<i>♪ I'm just a big ear, and you?</i>

577
00:35:26,689 --> 00:35:29,475
I'm a big mouth?

578
00:35:29,605 --> 00:35:32,304
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

579
00:35:35,133 --> 00:35:37,526
So, cool.
How's this week been going?

580
00:35:37,657 --> 00:35:43,793
- Uh, I have these sad moments.
- Aw.

581
00:35:43,924 --> 00:35:48,537
Well, I've always had them,
but, uh, worse since Binky died.

582
00:35:48,668 --> 00:35:50,931
- Binky?
- He was a rabbit.

583
00:35:51,061 --> 00:35:53,847
- A real rabbit?
- Yes.

584
00:35:53,977 --> 00:35:54,848
That's okay.

585
00:35:57,111 --> 00:35:59,113
BOB:
Amy thought
it would be good for me.

586
00:35:59,244 --> 00:36:02,160
- What's Amy?
- A wife.

587
00:36:02,290 --> 00:36:04,553
My wife.

588
00:36:04,684 --> 00:36:05,511
That's okay.

589
00:36:09,558 --> 00:36:14,172
Well, the thing is
I felt no affection from him.

590
00:36:17,479 --> 00:36:21,918
- He seemed to disapprove of me.
- Binky?

591
00:36:22,049 --> 00:36:27,576
Yeah. Uh, but now, and I know
this is crazy, but--

592
00:36:27,707 --> 00:36:32,755
No, no, no, no.
Nothing's crazy in here.

593
00:36:32,886 --> 00:36:35,410
I feel
this tremendous sense of...

594
00:36:35,541 --> 00:36:38,500
- Relief?
- Loss.

595
00:36:38,631 --> 00:36:40,763
- For Binky?
- Yes.

596
00:36:40,894 --> 00:36:42,243
- A rabbit?
- Yes!

597
00:36:42,374 --> 00:36:45,159
- Who disapproved of you?
- Yes!

598
00:36:45,290 --> 00:36:47,117
And he used to bite me?
Can we stop the guitar?

599
00:36:49,294 --> 00:36:51,948
And there it is.

600
00:36:58,781 --> 00:36:59,956
I think we should talk
about upping

601
00:37:00,087 --> 00:37:01,697
your Zoloft a little.

602
00:37:08,661 --> 00:37:12,317
Anyway, Rupert just hates
this girl. This Shirlee.

603
00:37:12,447 --> 00:37:13,840
And I guess Gerard
has decided now

604
00:37:13,970 --> 00:37:15,668
not to go to college,
and Rupe thinks

605
00:37:15,798 --> 00:37:16,930
it's because of this girl.

606
00:37:17,060 --> 00:37:18,888
And, you know, I suppose it is.

607
00:37:19,019 --> 00:37:20,673
I mean, it always is.

608
00:37:20,803 --> 00:37:23,415
And I guess Rupe is making him
pay him back for the car.

609
00:37:23,545 --> 00:37:24,851
But now, Gerard's grades
are just going

610
00:37:24,981 --> 00:37:28,811
- straight downhill.
- Do you find...

611
00:37:28,942 --> 00:37:33,599
do you find it really hard
to listen to other people

612
00:37:33,729 --> 00:37:35,427
complain about their kids?

613
00:37:36,819 --> 00:37:44,174
I mean, isn't it hard
when someone has a kid...

614
00:37:44,305 --> 00:37:45,915
and they complain?

615
00:37:49,571 --> 00:37:52,966
Why don't we go talk
to the adoption people?

616
00:37:53,096 --> 00:37:55,229
[SIGHS]

617
00:37:55,360 --> 00:37:56,709
I mean, why not, Bob?

618
00:37:56,839 --> 00:37:57,840
Amy, I just don't see

619
00:37:57,971 --> 00:37:59,407
how I could love
someone else's kid.

620
00:37:59,538 --> 00:38:01,888
It wouldn't be someone
else's kid. It would be ours.

621
00:38:02,018 --> 00:38:04,717
[SIGHS] I...
You know, it's just--

622
00:38:04,847 --> 00:38:05,674
Look, I know, okay?

623
00:38:05,805 --> 00:38:10,984
I know. It's me. It's me. But...

624
00:38:11,114 --> 00:38:16,990
I just worry that
after a while, in my head...

625
00:38:19,514 --> 00:38:23,475
the kid would just be
a reminder that we failed.

626
00:38:23,605 --> 00:38:26,608
Is that how you see us?

627
00:38:26,739 --> 00:38:27,696
As a failure?

628
00:38:27,827 --> 00:38:29,350
Because we can't have children?

629
00:38:29,481 --> 00:38:32,222
I mean, we are on this planet
to do one thing,

630
00:38:32,353 --> 00:38:34,616
and one thing only.

631
00:38:34,747 --> 00:38:36,575
I mean, do you ever...

632
00:38:36,705 --> 00:38:38,881
do you ever really think
about that?

633
00:38:39,012 --> 00:38:40,970
Oh, I think about it a lot.

634
00:38:41,101 --> 00:38:47,020
Like, what we are is this mass
of genetic material.

635
00:38:47,150 --> 00:38:50,066
And what our job is
is to get at least some

636
00:38:50,197 --> 00:38:53,461
of that material
into the next generation.

637
00:38:53,592 --> 00:38:55,376
But not ours, Amy.

638
00:38:55,507 --> 00:38:56,856
Not ours.

639
00:38:56,986 --> 00:39:00,512
They guy at the bake shop,
and Rupert, and the fat ladies

640
00:39:00,642 --> 00:39:02,122
in the potato chip aisle
at Walmart,

641
00:39:02,252 --> 00:39:06,039
they get into the next round.
But not us.

642
00:39:06,169 --> 00:39:09,085
We are a genetic dead-end.

643
00:39:09,216 --> 00:39:13,133
And when we die,
there will be one huge,

644
00:39:13,263 --> 00:39:16,179
disinterested cosmic
"Oh, well."

645
00:39:16,310 --> 00:39:19,095
Because we failed.

646
00:39:19,226 --> 00:39:21,228
And we should just accept that.

647
00:39:31,238 --> 00:39:32,108
[SIGHS]

648
00:39:32,239 --> 00:39:33,458
[DUCKS QUACKING]

649
00:39:33,588 --> 00:39:38,245
AMY:
<i>At that moment,
I had a revelation.</i>

650
00:39:41,074 --> 00:39:43,990
<i>There was just too much space
in the duck pen.</i>

651
00:39:44,120 --> 00:39:46,384
<i>It just cried for more.</i>

652
00:39:53,608 --> 00:39:55,958
I think we need more ducks.

653
00:39:56,089 --> 00:40:04,967
[♪]

654
00:40:11,757 --> 00:40:16,718
<i>And then the duck and chicken
market mysteriously dried up.</i>

655
00:40:16,849 --> 00:40:25,684
[♪]

656
00:40:35,258 --> 00:40:36,172
[TURKEYS GOBBLING]

657
00:40:36,303 --> 00:40:37,957
BOB:
<i>So, Amy discovered turkeys.</i>

658
00:40:38,087 --> 00:40:39,045
[BLOWS KISSES] Hey, guys.

659
00:40:39,175 --> 00:40:41,003
[BLOWS KISSES]

660
00:40:45,312 --> 00:40:48,184
Hi. [GIGGLES]

661
00:40:52,493 --> 00:40:54,930
- Hi.
- [TWEETS]

662
00:40:55,061 --> 00:40:58,064
Look. Do you wanna pet?

663
00:40:59,979 --> 00:41:01,937
Say, hi!

664
00:41:06,072 --> 00:41:08,117
BOB:
<i>I was losing myself.</i>

665
00:41:11,947 --> 00:41:14,776
[GRUNTS]

666
00:41:19,215 --> 00:41:21,653
Tomorrow, no water.

667
00:41:26,179 --> 00:41:29,182
Dr. Iwuchukwu will see you now.

668
00:41:29,312 --> 00:41:31,227
Doctor...

669
00:41:33,403 --> 00:41:35,710
[SIGHS SOFTLY]

670
00:41:39,061 --> 00:41:40,715
Thank you.

671
00:41:45,981 --> 00:41:48,767
Well, Dr. Rikk
is taking some time

672
00:41:48,897 --> 00:41:50,246
to write his book.

673
00:41:50,377 --> 00:41:51,900
Good luck with that.

674
00:41:52,031 --> 00:41:54,381
And I inherited his caseload.

675
00:41:54,512 --> 00:41:55,904
I hope that's...

676
00:41:56,035 --> 00:41:57,210
Fine. I'm--

677
00:41:57,340 --> 00:41:59,212
IWUCHUKWU:
He left copious notes.

678
00:41:59,342 --> 00:42:01,257
Unfortunately,
I can't read his handwriting.

679
00:42:01,388 --> 00:42:02,215
[SCOFFS]

680
00:42:04,260 --> 00:42:08,917
So, what's new
since your last visit?

681
00:42:09,048 --> 00:42:11,616
Uh, four ducks, seven geese,
and three turkeys.

682
00:42:13,356 --> 00:42:15,010
Is that some sort of a joke?

683
00:42:16,621 --> 00:42:17,578
No. I'm--

684
00:42:17,709 --> 00:42:20,450
Because I am not here
for jokes.

685
00:42:20,581 --> 00:42:22,714
I don't respond to jokes.

686
00:42:22,844 --> 00:42:24,498
This is serious business.

687
00:42:24,629 --> 00:42:26,108
Yes. Yeah. I know that.

688
00:42:26,239 --> 00:42:27,675
It's not just every Tom,
Dick, and Larry

689
00:42:27,806 --> 00:42:29,503
that walks through these doors.

690
00:42:29,634 --> 00:42:30,896
- BOB: Harry.
- Excuse me?

691
00:42:31,026 --> 00:42:33,507
Tom, Dick and Harry.
You said, um...

692
00:42:33,638 --> 00:42:37,729
you said Larry, but it's Harry.

693
00:42:37,859 --> 00:42:40,122
But it could be Larry.
Who's to say?

694
00:42:40,253 --> 00:42:44,605
- Is that what you think, Harry?
- Bob.

695
00:42:44,736 --> 00:42:47,565
You think we just let anyone
walk in here?

696
00:42:48,783 --> 00:42:51,656
Well...

697
00:42:51,786 --> 00:42:55,747
I assure you, they do not.

698
00:42:57,096 --> 00:42:59,359
- If there is no trust...
- There is!

699
00:42:59,489 --> 00:43:00,969
- [SPUTTERS]
- There is trust.

700
00:43:01,100 --> 00:43:04,016
If there is no trust,
I am wasting my time.

701
00:43:04,146 --> 00:43:07,280
- I have better things to do.
- I have trust.

702
00:43:07,410 --> 00:43:10,457
Look. I am trusting.
This is me trusting.

703
00:43:13,416 --> 00:43:15,723
- Tell me, Larry.
- Harry. Bob.

704
00:43:15,854 --> 00:43:17,377
Whatever.

705
00:43:17,507 --> 00:43:22,121
Do you know the river people
of the lower Amazon?

706
00:43:22,251 --> 00:43:24,645
Me? Uh... no.

707
00:43:24,776 --> 00:43:27,343
IWUCHUKWU:
You have so much
to learn, Larry.

708
00:43:27,474 --> 00:43:28,562
So much to learn.

709
00:43:30,129 --> 00:43:33,045
[SCREAMS]

710
00:43:35,003 --> 00:43:37,789
[GRUNTS]

711
00:43:47,537 --> 00:43:56,459
[♪]

712
00:44:01,639 --> 00:44:05,425
SHIRLEE:
<i>All I wanted to do with my life
was to sit in the sun</i>

713
00:44:05,555 --> 00:44:08,733
<i>long enough to melt
on a molecular level</i>

714
00:44:08,863 --> 00:44:12,606
<i>into the golden spectrum
of light itself.</i>

715
00:44:12,737 --> 00:44:18,090
<i>♪ I had a dream
I got everything I wanted ♪</i>

716
00:44:18,220 --> 00:44:21,920
SHIRLEE:
<i>If I couldn't do that,
I wanted to manage Dairy Queen.</i>

717
00:44:22,050 --> 00:44:24,183
<i>But none of that
was gonna happen now.</i>

718
00:44:24,313 --> 00:44:30,189
<i>♪ And if I'm being honest
it might have been a nightmare ♪</i>

719
00:44:30,319 --> 00:44:32,452
<i>♪ To anyone who might care</i>

720
00:44:36,499 --> 00:44:39,938
<i>♪ Thought I could fly</i>

721
00:44:40,068 --> 00:44:42,723
<i>♪ So, I stepped off
the Golden</i>

722
00:44:42,854 --> 00:44:44,377
<i>♪ Mm</i>

723
00:44:44,507 --> 00:44:48,033
<i>♪ Nobody cried</i>

724
00:44:48,163 --> 00:44:50,035
<i>♪ Nobody even noticed</i>

725
00:44:50,165 --> 00:44:52,124
<i>♪ I saw them standing
right there ♪</i>

726
00:44:52,254 --> 00:44:54,996
- [DUCKS QUACKING]
- [CHICKENS CLUCKING]

727
00:44:57,085 --> 00:44:58,957
What's this?

728
00:45:04,789 --> 00:45:07,182
Oh, Phoebe, you idiot!

729
00:45:07,313 --> 00:45:10,098
- [LOCK CLICKING]
- [GRUNTS]

730
00:45:14,799 --> 00:45:15,234
Phoebe!

731
00:45:15,364 --> 00:45:16,191
<i>♪ And you say</i>

732
00:45:16,322 --> 00:45:19,499
<i>♪ "As long as I'm here</i>

733
00:45:19,629 --> 00:45:20,282
BOB:
Phoebe!

734
00:45:20,413 --> 00:45:23,677
<i>♪ No one can hurt you"</i>

735
00:45:23,808 --> 00:45:25,853
BOB:
Phoebe!

736
00:45:25,984 --> 00:45:28,247
Where are you? Stupid duck.

737
00:45:32,251 --> 00:45:39,693
<i>♪ If I could change the way
that you see yourself ♪</i>

738
00:45:39,824 --> 00:45:43,566
<i>♪ You wouldn't wonder
why you hear ♪</i>

739
00:45:43,697 --> 00:45:45,438
<i>♪ "They don't deserve you"</i>

740
00:45:45,568 --> 00:45:46,918
Binky?

741
00:45:48,528 --> 00:45:51,923
<i>♪ I tried to scream</i>

742
00:45:52,053 --> 00:45:54,534
<i>♪ But my head was underwater</i>

743
00:45:54,664 --> 00:45:56,492
Binky?

744
00:45:56,623 --> 00:45:58,364
<i>♪ They called me weak</i>

745
00:46:04,544 --> 00:46:09,201
Today, Phoebe got out.
And she was down by the river.

746
00:46:09,331 --> 00:46:17,644
And when I went to catch her,
a pink origami rabbit

747
00:46:17,775 --> 00:46:21,604
in a yellow boat
floated up to me.

748
00:46:24,607 --> 00:46:26,653
And then turned into Binky.

749
00:46:28,873 --> 00:46:31,005
I think it was a metaphor.

750
00:46:39,753 --> 00:46:42,147
<i>And then what happened
was that Rupert and Gerard</i>

751
00:46:42,277 --> 00:46:44,671
<i>finished the porch.</i>

752
00:46:44,802 --> 00:46:46,673
<i>To celebrate,
we asked Rupert and Gerard</i>

753
00:46:46,804 --> 00:46:48,980
<i>to come for dinner.
And Gerard asked</i>

754
00:46:49,110 --> 00:46:50,895
<i>if he could bring
his girlfriend Shirlee.</i>

755
00:46:51,025 --> 00:46:53,158
<i>And we said, "Of course."</i>

756
00:46:53,288 --> 00:46:56,639
SHIRLEE:
<i>Gerard was really cool
about me being pregnant.</i>

757
00:46:56,770 --> 00:46:58,293
<i>And he said he'd do
whatever I wanted, you know?</i>

758
00:46:58,424 --> 00:46:59,338
[GRUNTS]

759
00:46:59,468 --> 00:47:01,514
SHIRLEE:
<i>Get married or whatever.</i>

760
00:47:01,644 --> 00:47:03,908
<i>Only I didn't know
what I wanted.</i>

761
00:47:04,038 --> 00:47:06,171
<i>And well, so, we thought
it might be time</i>

762
00:47:06,301 --> 00:47:07,825
<i>for some parental involvement.</i>

763
00:47:09,914 --> 00:47:11,002
[SIGHS]

764
00:47:11,132 --> 00:47:13,656
SHIRLEE:
<i>And since my dad is, well...</i>

765
00:47:13,787 --> 00:47:15,920
<i>We decided we'd tell
Gerard's dad first.</i>

766
00:47:16,050 --> 00:47:17,835
<i>And we thought it would be good
to tell him</i>

767
00:47:17,965 --> 00:47:19,488
<i>when we went to Bob and Amy's
for dinner</i>

768
00:47:19,619 --> 00:47:24,667
<i>because, you know,
Bob and Amy are totally cool.</i>

769
00:47:24,798 --> 00:47:28,758
<i>And maybe in front of people,
Gerard's dad wouldn't freak out.</i>

770
00:47:28,889 --> 00:47:31,500
<i>'Cause, you know,
he hates me anyway.</i>

771
00:47:32,327 --> 00:47:35,156
[TIMER TICKING]

772
00:47:37,637 --> 00:47:38,812
SHIRLEE:
<i>So, I made the special
brownie cookies</i>

773
00:47:38,943 --> 00:47:41,032
<i>- with the M&Ms and raisins.</i>
- [TIMER DINGS]

774
00:47:44,209 --> 00:47:45,340
I made the special
brownie cookies

775
00:47:45,471 --> 00:47:47,081
with the M&Ms and raisins.

776
00:47:48,082 --> 00:47:49,910
Bless you!

777
00:47:54,219 --> 00:48:03,054
[♪]

778
00:48:08,407 --> 00:48:10,670
GERARD:
This is so totally cool.
I can't believe you have this.

779
00:48:10,800 --> 00:48:12,672
Yeah. It's not as raw
as their first album,

780
00:48:12,802 --> 00:48:15,544
but, uh, it still maintains
the integrity, you know?

781
00:48:15,675 --> 00:48:17,677
Where did you buy it?

782
00:48:17,807 --> 00:48:20,593
Oh, you can't buy it.
Um, it's an advance.

783
00:48:20,723 --> 00:48:23,770
The record company sent it.
You want it?

784
00:48:23,901 --> 00:48:26,077
- You're kidding, right?
- No. Here.

785
00:48:26,207 --> 00:48:27,948
- GERARD: Are you sure?
- BOB: Of course.

786
00:48:28,079 --> 00:48:30,168
Take it.

787
00:48:30,298 --> 00:48:31,386
Dude.

788
00:48:31,517 --> 00:48:32,605
- Here.
- Thanks.

789
00:48:32,735 --> 00:48:34,476
Enjoy it.

790
00:48:36,217 --> 00:48:37,653
How do you get to do this?

791
00:48:37,784 --> 00:48:39,394
Like, write about music
and get paid and stuff.

792
00:48:40,439 --> 00:48:41,483
[SMACKS LIPS]

793
00:48:41,614 --> 00:48:46,271
Well, I was always passionate
about music.

794
00:48:46,401 --> 00:48:48,186
I was a lot like you.

795
00:48:48,316 --> 00:48:49,578
Then I went to college.

796
00:48:49,709 --> 00:48:51,406
Um, started writing
for the school paper.

797
00:48:51,537 --> 00:48:54,714
Started selling some stuff,
and it just sorta happened.

798
00:48:54,844 --> 00:48:56,934
You could do it.

799
00:48:57,064 --> 00:49:00,328
Well, I mean,
I was actually gonna--

800
00:49:00,459 --> 00:49:01,677
I don't know.

801
00:49:01,808 --> 00:49:03,114
I mean, I'm probably
just gonna help out my dad.

802
00:49:08,336 --> 00:49:11,383
There's a whole world
out there, man.

803
00:49:11,513 --> 00:49:14,299
Yeah, I know.

804
00:49:19,739 --> 00:49:21,523
Let's see.
What else we got, huh?

805
00:49:21,654 --> 00:49:26,137
I just wanted this feeling
of creating a harmony buffer

806
00:49:26,267 --> 00:49:28,443
between the outside
and the inside.

807
00:49:31,359 --> 00:49:34,536
Like this place
that sort of cleanses you

808
00:49:34,667 --> 00:49:37,844
as you move between one
and the other.

809
00:49:40,890 --> 00:49:43,371
Do you feel that?

810
00:49:51,989 --> 00:49:53,860
What's for dinner?

811
00:49:57,733 --> 00:49:59,997
Mac and cheese.

812
00:50:03,522 --> 00:50:04,871
[DOOR OPENING]

813
00:50:05,002 --> 00:50:13,967
[SNIFFS]

814
00:50:15,186 --> 00:50:18,276
The most important piece
of molding in any house

815
00:50:18,406 --> 00:50:20,713
is the piece
just opposite the toilet.

816
00:50:26,110 --> 00:50:28,068
Let's eat.

817
00:50:30,549 --> 00:50:32,116
These cookies
are really good, Shirlee.

818
00:50:32,246 --> 00:50:33,508
SHIRLEE:
Thank you.

819
00:50:33,639 --> 00:50:34,553
[CLEARS THROAT]

820
00:50:34,683 --> 00:50:36,859
They have this kind of...

821
00:50:36,990 --> 00:50:40,124
- woody, nutty flavor.
- Hmm.

822
00:50:40,254 --> 00:50:41,821
- I'll have another.
- [CHUCKLES]

823
00:50:41,951 --> 00:50:44,650
- Rupert?
- Well, okay.

824
00:50:44,780 --> 00:50:46,478
[CHUCKLES]

825
00:50:49,829 --> 00:50:53,659
- Me three. [GIGGLES]
- [SNIFFS]

826
00:50:53,789 --> 00:50:56,314
None for me. Thanks.

827
00:50:57,706 --> 00:50:59,882
- BOB: Is it mahogany?
- Hmm.

828
00:51:00,013 --> 00:51:02,015
Or like an oak?

829
00:51:03,756 --> 00:51:06,237
- There it is. That wood.
- SHIRLEE: Mm-hmm.

830
00:51:06,367 --> 00:51:09,109
BOB:
I didn't know wood had a smell.

831
00:51:09,240 --> 00:51:11,981
RUPERT:
Tastes... leafy to me.

832
00:51:12,112 --> 00:51:13,505
- Ooh!
- Mm-hmm.

833
00:51:13,635 --> 00:51:14,636
- More iced tea there?
- GERARD: Oh, yes, please.

834
00:51:14,767 --> 00:51:16,725
Ooh! I'll get that for you.

835
00:51:16,856 --> 00:51:18,162
- Thank you.
- Mm-hmm.

836
00:51:20,686 --> 00:51:21,121
Hmm!

837
00:51:24,124 --> 00:51:27,084
It is such a beautiful day.

838
00:51:28,520 --> 00:51:33,916
I mean,
really, really beautiful.

839
00:51:35,179 --> 00:51:37,137
I've been unfair to you, Bob.

840
00:51:39,444 --> 00:51:46,103
[BREATHES DEEPLY]
Oh! Just the... the air.

841
00:51:46,233 --> 00:51:51,108
And the leaves,
and the... the dirt, you know?

842
00:51:51,238 --> 00:51:55,590
It's just--
this dirt is just...

843
00:51:55,721 --> 00:51:57,114
just really beautiful.

844
00:51:57,244 --> 00:51:59,420
I've been dismissive of you.

845
00:52:03,511 --> 00:52:10,083
I never really expanded
the way that I wanted to.

846
00:52:10,214 --> 00:52:13,391
And... [SIGHS]

847
00:52:15,088 --> 00:52:18,961
I was stuck here
for so many years.

848
00:52:19,092 --> 00:52:22,530
And the truth is that I...

849
00:52:22,661 --> 00:52:25,098
was sort of envious of you
for doing something exciting

850
00:52:25,229 --> 00:52:26,926
and creative.

851
00:52:28,710 --> 00:52:29,755
GERARD:
I can't believe you did this.

852
00:52:29,885 --> 00:52:31,800
SHIRLEE:
I thought it was a good idea.

853
00:52:31,931 --> 00:52:33,759
Does being pregnant
make you stupid?

854
00:52:33,889 --> 00:52:35,326
That's not fair.

855
00:52:35,456 --> 00:52:38,198
It's the stuff Judy brought
back from Maoi.

856
00:52:38,329 --> 00:52:40,592
- Oh, wow.
- Yeah, right.

857
00:52:42,376 --> 00:52:45,553
- Did you save me some?
- Yeah. I put some in the fridge.

858
00:52:53,648 --> 00:52:55,215
You threatened me.

859
00:52:55,346 --> 00:52:56,956
And so, I looked
for opportunities

860
00:52:57,086 --> 00:52:58,653
to put you down.

861
00:52:58,784 --> 00:53:02,788
And it's just
not a very nice thing to do.

862
00:53:02,918 --> 00:53:09,664
This... this tree, you know?
This tree is just... just wow!

863
00:53:10,448 --> 00:53:13,233
- [DOOR OPENING]
- [GIGGLES]

864
00:53:14,365 --> 00:53:16,105
Does anybody
want any potato chips?

865
00:53:16,236 --> 00:53:18,412
RUPERT:
Oh, God, yes! God, yes!

866
00:53:21,981 --> 00:53:23,678
- [MOANS]
- [CHUCKLES] Hmm!

867
00:53:23,809 --> 00:53:26,638
- [CHUCKLES]
- [MOANS]

868
00:53:28,770 --> 00:53:30,424
- Mm.
- GERARD: Okay.

869
00:53:30,555 --> 00:53:32,731
Uh, first of all,
don't freak out.

870
00:53:32,861 --> 00:53:35,995
But Shirlee put weed
in the cookies.

871
00:53:36,125 --> 00:53:37,779
- Oh.
- Hmm.

872
00:53:37,910 --> 00:53:40,565
It probably wasn't appropriate.
Sorry.

873
00:53:40,695 --> 00:53:44,046
And also, she's pregnant.

874
00:53:44,177 --> 00:53:45,004
Oh.

875
00:53:47,572 --> 00:53:49,400
I knew it.

876
00:53:49,530 --> 00:53:52,359
Of all the stupid, silly...

877
00:53:52,490 --> 00:53:54,796
Now, you've done it!

878
00:53:54,927 --> 00:53:57,103
Didn't anyone ever tell you
about protection?

879
00:53:57,234 --> 00:54:00,019
- We had protection.
- Saran Wrap.

880
00:54:00,149 --> 00:54:03,762
You've ruined your life.
You could've been something.

881
00:54:03,892 --> 00:54:07,461
- Yeah, like you?
- Yeah. Like me. Look at me.

882
00:54:07,592 --> 00:54:09,637
So, what?
You regret everything?

883
00:54:09,768 --> 00:54:10,812
You regret Mom? You regret me?

884
00:54:10,943 --> 00:54:12,336
- No.
- No?

885
00:54:12,466 --> 00:54:13,902
Well, I find that pretty hard
to believe considering

886
00:54:14,033 --> 00:54:15,469
that's how you've treated me
my whole life.

887
00:54:15,600 --> 00:54:17,732
I gave up everything for you,

888
00:54:17,863 --> 00:54:20,822
and not so you could ruin
your life with some tramp!

889
00:54:20,953 --> 00:54:23,390
- Don't you call her that!
- Tramp!

890
00:54:24,043 --> 00:54:26,654
- [FOOTSTEPS RECEDES]
- [DOOR OPENING]

891
00:54:27,568 --> 00:54:30,919
- I wish I was never born!
- Never say that!

892
00:54:31,050 --> 00:54:33,705
Oh, no! Oh, wait.
Wait, wait, wait.

893
00:54:41,103 --> 00:54:42,714
Saran wrap?

894
00:54:44,411 --> 00:54:47,284
[SHIRLEE PANTS]

895
00:54:53,464 --> 00:54:56,293
[BREATHES SHAKILY]

896
00:55:01,515 --> 00:55:04,779
You must think I'm horrible.

897
00:55:06,085 --> 00:55:08,479
I don't think you're horrible.

898
00:55:09,958 --> 00:55:13,092
I put weed in the cookies
because that's how I make them.

899
00:55:13,222 --> 00:55:16,835
And I just thought
it would make everyone happy.

900
00:55:18,315 --> 00:55:24,495
And I don't want...
I don't wanna have this baby.

901
00:55:24,625 --> 00:55:26,540
And I don't wanna ruin
Gerard's life,

902
00:55:26,671 --> 00:55:29,456
or piss off his dad, or...

903
00:55:29,587 --> 00:55:31,850
- [SNIFFLES]
- I know.

904
00:55:34,679 --> 00:55:37,246
- You do?
- Mm-hmm.

905
00:55:42,556 --> 00:55:44,645
I know I should
just get rid of it.

906
00:55:47,518 --> 00:55:50,651
I just can't.
I... I know I couldn't.

907
00:55:50,782 --> 00:55:52,392
Like, I would never...

908
00:55:58,442 --> 00:56:06,058
I'm just not ready to be a mom,
you know? Not yet.

909
00:56:06,188 --> 00:56:08,365
[SOBS SOFTLY]

910
00:56:10,192 --> 00:56:11,280
I'm such a terrible person.

911
00:56:11,411 --> 00:56:13,631
No. No, no.

912
00:56:13,761 --> 00:56:16,024
I don't think
that you're terrible.

913
00:56:16,155 --> 00:56:18,853
- [SHIRLEE SNIFFLES]
- Hey.

914
00:56:19,811 --> 00:56:22,117
You just made a mistake.

915
00:56:23,380 --> 00:56:24,555
Well, I'm probably
going to hell

916
00:56:24,685 --> 00:56:27,819
because God
does not like mistakes.

917
00:56:27,949 --> 00:56:29,995
Well, if that were true,

918
00:56:30,125 --> 00:56:33,607
why would he let us
make so many of them?

919
00:56:36,175 --> 00:56:37,785
It is my humble opinion

920
00:56:37,916 --> 00:56:41,702
that God just butt over
tea kettle loves mistakes.

921
00:56:41,833 --> 00:56:43,878
[BOTH CHUCKLE]

922
00:56:46,620 --> 00:56:49,623
That was really a great thing
to say to me.

923
00:56:50,972 --> 00:56:53,497
I felt terrible.

924
00:56:58,153 --> 00:57:00,286
You made me feel good.

925
00:57:02,984 --> 00:57:05,552
[SOBS, SNIFFLES]

926
00:57:05,683 --> 00:57:14,518
[♪]

927
00:57:18,652 --> 00:57:18,783
[SIGHS]

928
00:57:24,397 --> 00:57:28,445
- Gerard gonna be okay?
- Yeah.

929
00:57:28,575 --> 00:57:30,316
He'll wander around for a while.

930
00:57:30,447 --> 00:57:32,710
Make his way back to the house.

931
00:57:34,015 --> 00:57:36,670
[SIGHS]
He was right, you know?

932
00:57:39,456 --> 00:57:42,546
- About what?
- I did resent him.

933
00:57:42,676 --> 00:57:45,984
I resented him
for his mom dying.

934
00:57:46,114 --> 00:57:49,378
Just like I resented her
for me not finishing college.

935
00:57:49,509 --> 00:57:51,380
Just like I resented my dad

936
00:57:51,511 --> 00:57:54,949
'cause he didn't want me
to marry Maggie.

937
00:57:55,080 --> 00:57:57,561
Just like he resented me

938
00:57:57,691 --> 00:58:00,259
for doing exactly
what he never wanted me to do,

939
00:58:00,389 --> 00:58:03,044
which was exactly
what he had done.

940
00:58:03,175 --> 00:58:06,613
It's a cycle.
Generation after generation.

941
00:58:06,744 --> 00:58:09,790
Running as fast as we can
in the wrong direction.

942
00:58:17,842 --> 00:58:21,062
- You okay to drive?
- Oh, yeah.

943
00:58:21,193 --> 00:58:25,023
Pretty good weed
in those cookies, though, huh?

944
00:58:25,153 --> 00:58:27,112
I spent three years
in Ann Arbor.

945
00:58:27,242 --> 00:58:29,984
If you learn anything,
it's quality weed.

946
00:58:37,992 --> 00:58:40,821
[BOTH BREATHES HEAVILY]

947
00:58:42,170 --> 00:58:44,869
[CAR ENGINE RUMBLES]

948
00:58:44,999 --> 00:58:48,612
- What?
- Okay. This was totally my idea.

949
00:58:49,569 --> 00:58:51,615
[CRICKETS CHIRPING]

950
00:58:51,745 --> 00:58:53,791
What do you think this is, Amy,
huh? A puppy?

951
00:58:53,921 --> 00:58:56,445
No. I do not think
this is a puppy, Bob.

952
00:58:56,576 --> 00:58:57,751
I mean, God!

953
00:58:57,882 --> 00:58:58,839
She comes to someone's house
for the first time

954
00:58:58,970 --> 00:59:00,885
for a nice meal,
she puts dope in the cookies.

955
00:59:01,015 --> 00:59:02,887
- Who knows what she's on?
- Don't overreact!

956
00:59:03,017 --> 00:59:04,410
It was just a little pot.

957
00:59:04,541 --> 00:59:06,368
Oh, yeah.
That's where it starts.

958
00:59:06,499 --> 00:59:09,937
And then what's next, hmm?
Cocaine? Heroin? Crystal meth?

959
00:59:10,068 --> 00:59:11,852
- AMY: Bob.
- A drug-addicted mom.

960
00:59:11,983 --> 00:59:15,116
All right. Just stop it.
This is a young girl.

961
00:59:15,247 --> 00:59:18,424
This is a sweet, young girl
who made a mistake.

962
00:59:18,555 --> 00:59:20,644
And is scared.
And needs our help.

963
00:59:20,774 --> 00:59:24,604
- We don't even know her!
- It's a baby, Bob!

964
00:59:24,735 --> 00:59:27,868
God put this baby
on our doorstep.

965
00:59:27,999 --> 00:59:30,784
- This is a gift from God, Bob!
- You know, wait.

966
00:59:30,915 --> 00:59:32,699
Why don't you two wait
until she has the baby, okay?

967
00:59:32,830 --> 00:59:34,396
'Cause then she can put it
in a little reed boat

968
00:59:34,527 --> 00:59:35,789
and float it up to you.

969
00:59:35,920 --> 00:59:37,008
And you can find it
in the rushes.

970
00:59:37,138 --> 00:59:39,227
Now, there!
There is a gift from God!

971
00:59:39,358 --> 00:59:41,229
This is why
you are so miserable!

972
00:59:41,360 --> 00:59:44,493
You just sit, and you worry
about all of the bad things

973
00:59:44,624 --> 00:59:46,104
that could possibly happen.

974
00:59:46,234 --> 00:59:48,454
And you just let your whole
life pass you by.

975
00:59:48,585 --> 00:59:51,022
You are so afraid of everything
that you cannot see

976
00:59:51,152 --> 00:59:52,850
when something wonderful,

977
00:59:52,980 --> 00:59:57,376
I mean, something
just so wonderful is just here.

978
00:59:57,506 --> 00:59:59,900
And no amount of Zoloft
is gonna help!

979
01:00:03,382 --> 01:00:07,342
Look. Before we got married,
I told you I didn't want kids.

980
01:00:07,473 --> 01:00:08,996
And I went along
with the pregnancy thing.

981
01:00:09,127 --> 01:00:10,998
And you know what?
It didn't work out.

982
01:00:11,129 --> 01:00:12,391
And we both would've been
better off

983
01:00:12,521 --> 01:00:15,089
if we'd just never opened
that door in the first place.

984
01:00:15,220 --> 01:00:18,527
So, now, that's it.
This whole baby thing is over.

985
01:00:24,533 --> 01:00:26,535
She needs a ride home.

986
01:00:26,666 --> 01:00:27,928
Doesn't she have someone
she could call--

987
01:00:28,059 --> 01:00:29,930
Bob, she needs a ride home,
Bob!

988
01:00:30,061 --> 01:00:31,584
You drive her, Bob!

989
01:00:31,715 --> 01:00:34,805
You go, get in the car,
and you drive her home, Bob!

990
01:00:37,111 --> 01:00:38,722
Okay.

991
01:00:41,333 --> 01:00:44,205
[DOOR OPENING]

992
01:00:44,336 --> 01:00:46,643
- [SCREAMS]
- [DOOR CLOSING]

993
01:00:50,211 --> 01:00:59,133
[♪]

994
01:01:05,226 --> 01:01:14,148
[♪]

995
01:01:17,935 --> 01:01:20,415
Okay, here.

996
01:01:23,027 --> 01:01:23,897
I'll wait till you get in.

997
01:01:24,028 --> 01:01:25,377
Have you ever read
"“The Red Queen:

998
01:01:25,507 --> 01:01:28,685
Sex and The Evolution
Of Human Nature by Matt
Ridley?"”

999
01:01:32,123 --> 01:01:35,256
- Uh, no.
- Oh.

1000
01:01:35,387 --> 01:01:37,432
Well, you know,
running as fast as you can

1001
01:01:37,563 --> 01:01:39,608
to stay in the same place.

1002
01:01:43,917 --> 01:01:45,310
Okay, whatever.

1003
01:01:45,440 --> 01:01:49,140
Um, the thing is,
well, everyone has two parents,

1004
01:01:49,270 --> 01:01:51,359
four grandparents,
eight great-grandparents,

1005
01:01:51,490 --> 01:01:54,972
16 great-great-grandparents,
and so on. Whatever.

1006
01:01:55,102 --> 01:01:58,018
And if you follow that back
just 30 generations,

1007
01:01:58,149 --> 01:02:00,847
which puts us at about AD 1066,

1008
01:02:00,978 --> 01:02:02,719
which is right around the time
of William the Conqueror

1009
01:02:02,849 --> 01:02:05,330
and King Harold. Very cool.

1010
01:02:05,460 --> 01:02:06,940
In that same generation,

1011
01:02:07,071 --> 01:02:10,944
you had a billion
direct ancestors.

1012
01:02:11,075 --> 01:02:15,296
I mean, a billion people
carrying your genetic material!

1013
01:02:15,427 --> 01:02:17,472
[SCOFFS] How cool is that?

1014
01:02:17,603 --> 01:02:20,867
And even cooler, in AD 1066,
there wasn't even

1015
01:02:20,998 --> 01:02:24,001
a billion people
on the planet yet.

1016
01:02:25,132 --> 01:02:25,872
You got it?

1017
01:02:28,222 --> 01:02:31,182
Uh, no.

1018
01:02:34,359 --> 01:02:36,491
Just... just think about that.

1019
01:02:36,622 --> 01:02:39,190
The human gene pool
isn't a pool at all.

1020
01:02:39,320 --> 01:02:42,933
It's like...
it's like a teaspoon.

1021
01:02:43,063 --> 01:02:45,936
- [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
- [SHIRLEE'S DAD SCREAMING]

1022
01:02:46,066 --> 01:02:51,028
[GROANS]
Yes, it's me, Dad! God!

1023
01:02:51,158 --> 01:02:53,247
- I... I gotta go.
- Yeah.

1024
01:02:53,378 --> 01:02:55,380
SHIRLEE:
Thanks for the ride.

1025
01:03:01,473 --> 01:03:02,300
[SIGHS]

1026
01:03:07,479 --> 01:03:10,351
[DUCKS QUACKING]

1027
01:03:10,482 --> 01:03:19,360
[♪]

1028
01:03:22,407 --> 01:03:25,323
AMY:
<i>The next morning,
when I woke up,</i>

1029
01:03:25,453 --> 01:03:29,109
<i>the whole world felt different.</i>

1030
01:03:29,240 --> 01:03:32,983
<i>I felt as if I had let
another baby slip away.</i>

1031
01:03:33,113 --> 01:03:35,942
<i>I was destroyed.</i>

1032
01:03:36,073 --> 01:03:37,944
<i>I knew, in my heart,
that my only hope</i>

1033
01:03:38,075 --> 01:03:40,468
<i>of ever being happy again
would lie in my ability</i>

1034
01:03:40,599 --> 01:03:44,603
<i>to forgive myself.
To not blame myself.</i>

1035
01:03:44,733 --> 01:03:48,302
<i>And so, I tried my best
to blame Bob.</i>

1036
01:03:49,434 --> 01:03:51,175
[BREATHES HEAVILY]

1037
01:03:51,305 --> 01:03:52,916
AMY:
<i>The world
just doesn't make sense</i>

1038
01:03:53,046 --> 01:03:56,093
<i>if every problem
doesn't have a solution.</i>

1039
01:03:59,139 --> 01:04:01,663
<i>Bob could not accept a child
that was not our own.</i>

1040
01:04:01,794 --> 01:04:04,101
<i>But we needed a baby.</i>

1041
01:04:04,231 --> 01:04:06,799
<i>So, I just had to get
the message to my body.</i>

1042
01:04:06,930 --> 01:04:09,149
<i>I just hadn't made my case yet.</i>

1043
01:04:09,280 --> 01:04:12,022
<i>I had to write this message
in big, capital letters,</i>

1044
01:04:12,152 --> 01:04:13,632
<i>tie it to a rock, and...</i>

1045
01:04:18,767 --> 01:04:19,725
Can anyone tell me
the definition

1046
01:04:19,856 --> 01:04:21,596
of the word fruit?

1047
01:04:21,727 --> 01:04:23,207
Amy.

1048
01:04:26,427 --> 01:04:28,516
"The word fruit can mean
the consequence

1049
01:04:28,647 --> 01:04:30,301
of some effort or action.

1050
01:04:30,431 --> 01:04:32,564
Such as, 'Wretched Bob
lived long enough

1051
01:04:32,694 --> 01:04:34,827
to suffer the fruit
of his madness.'

1052
01:04:34,958 --> 01:04:37,395
But in botany,
a fruit is the ripened ovary,

1053
01:04:37,525 --> 01:04:39,832
together with its seeds,
of a flowering plant.

1054
01:04:39,963 --> 01:04:42,617
[PAPER RUSTLING]

1055
01:04:42,748 --> 01:04:45,359
Ovary and seed.

1056
01:04:45,490 --> 01:04:46,621
[BREATHES DEEPLY]

1057
01:04:48,188 --> 01:04:49,581
<i>♪ One, two, three, go!</i>

1058
01:04:49,711 --> 01:04:58,590
[♪]

1059
01:05:03,377 --> 01:05:07,468
AMY:
<i>I focused all my energy
on the first bite.</i>

1060
01:05:07,599 --> 01:05:13,170
<i>That first taste of syrupy,
slurpie, sweet-scented, lush.</i>

1061
01:05:13,300 --> 01:05:18,349
<i>There was no me,
no Bob, no baby,</i>

1062
01:05:18,479 --> 01:05:21,526
<i>in a crystalline rush
of inexplicable profundity</i>

1063
01:05:21,656 --> 01:05:25,356
<i>there was only ovulation,
and fertilization, and life,</i>

1064
01:05:25,486 --> 01:05:28,925
<i>and ovulation,
and fertilization, and life,</i>

1065
01:05:29,055 --> 01:05:32,145
<i>and ovulation,
and fertilization, and life.</i>

1066
01:05:32,276 --> 01:05:34,495
<i>I went in and out of myself,</i>

1067
01:05:34,626 --> 01:05:36,584
<i>and it filled me
with a sense of direction</i>

1068
01:05:36,715 --> 01:05:38,412
<i>I had never experienced!</i>

1069
01:05:38,543 --> 01:05:42,590
<i>With every fertile bite,
I was screaming at my body.</i>

1070
01:05:42,721 --> 01:05:48,161
Get... the message! [GRUNTS]

1071
01:05:48,292 --> 01:05:49,554
[MUMBLES]

1072
01:05:49,684 --> 01:05:52,949
<i>♪ All this darkness
been going on too long ♪</i>

1073
01:05:53,079 --> 01:05:54,254
<i>♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah</i>

1074
01:05:54,385 --> 01:05:57,083
<i>♪ All this time,
I thought you were a leader ♪</i>

1075
01:05:57,214 --> 01:05:59,216
<i>♪ It turns out
you only a deleter ♪</i>

1076
01:05:59,346 --> 01:06:00,869
More fruit!

1077
01:06:01,000 --> 01:06:01,783
[SCREAMS]

1078
01:06:03,350 --> 01:06:05,570
<i>♪ It's the future
and I'm braindead ♪</i>

1079
01:06:05,700 --> 01:06:07,050
<i>♪ Yeah, I'm destitute</i>

1080
01:06:07,180 --> 01:06:11,184
<i>♪ Yeah,
I feel no roots anymore ♪</i>

1081
01:06:11,315 --> 01:06:14,448
<i>♪ Take another picture</i>

1082
01:06:14,579 --> 01:06:16,407
<i>♪ Show 'em what you're doing</i>

1083
01:06:18,409 --> 01:06:21,194
<i>♪ All this time
we're burning with the fever ♪</i>

1084
01:06:21,325 --> 01:06:24,110
<i>♪ It turn out
I've always been a healer ♪</i>

1085
01:06:24,241 --> 01:06:29,202
<i>♪ No, no, no, no</i>

1086
01:06:29,333 --> 01:06:31,030
<i>♪ Yeah, yeah</i>

1087
01:06:34,251 --> 01:06:35,904
Fed the ducks.

1088
01:06:36,035 --> 01:06:38,690
Okay.

1089
01:06:38,820 --> 01:06:41,040
And the turkeys.

1090
01:06:41,171 --> 01:06:42,999
Good for you.

1091
01:06:47,829 --> 01:06:50,789
So, are you gonna do
just nothing now?

1092
01:06:52,747 --> 01:06:56,273
I am doing something.

1093
01:06:56,403 --> 01:06:58,014
I'm doing a lot.

1094
01:06:59,276 --> 01:07:02,453
I am a flurry of activity.

1095
01:07:04,803 --> 01:07:06,457
Oh, okay. Yeah.

1096
01:07:06,587 --> 01:07:10,113
It's just that you look like
you were just eating fruit.

1097
01:07:14,726 --> 01:07:17,511
It's important, Bob.

1098
01:07:21,037 --> 01:07:22,081
BOB:
Oh, okay.

1099
01:07:22,212 --> 01:07:31,047
[♪]

1100
01:07:36,487 --> 01:07:39,185
[INDISTINCT CHATTERING]

1101
01:07:39,316 --> 01:07:41,361
Dr. Sanders will see you now.

1102
01:07:48,760 --> 01:07:51,110
BOB:
How do you keep
these names straight?

1103
01:07:51,241 --> 01:07:53,330
It's a gift.

1104
01:07:59,249 --> 01:08:01,773
So, for days,
she's done nothing

1105
01:08:01,903 --> 01:08:04,254
but sit on the porch,
eating fruit.

1106
01:08:04,384 --> 01:08:07,474
Like, massive amounts of fruit.

1107
01:08:07,605 --> 01:08:10,129
Like a small
South American country.

1108
01:08:13,350 --> 01:08:15,134
[SIGHS] I don't know.

1109
01:08:15,265 --> 01:08:17,919
I know I'm just being selfish,
you know?

1110
01:08:18,050 --> 01:08:20,487
It would be so perfect.

1111
01:08:22,707 --> 01:08:24,709
These poor kids,
they don't know what to do.

1112
01:08:30,062 --> 01:08:31,716
[SIGHS]

1113
01:08:31,846 --> 01:08:35,589
I just-- I cannot get this idea
out of my head.

1114
01:08:36,590 --> 01:08:38,853
I just...

1115
01:08:40,203 --> 01:08:43,902
I mean, I can barely
take care of myself.

1116
01:08:44,032 --> 01:08:45,425
I'm just so sad all the time.

1117
01:08:45,556 --> 01:08:48,080
And the world
just seems so dark.

1118
01:08:48,211 --> 01:08:51,605
And I just do not want any part
of bringing another life

1119
01:08:51,736 --> 01:08:52,867
into th-- and I know

1120
01:08:52,998 --> 01:08:54,782
that we're not bringing
the life,

1121
01:08:54,913 --> 01:08:58,177
but it is... it is all I can do
to function.

1122
01:09:01,006 --> 01:09:03,226
I don't know.

1123
01:09:03,356 --> 01:09:08,187
[SIGHS] Maybe we should just up
my Zoloft again.

1124
01:09:08,318 --> 01:09:11,016
What do you think, Doctor...

1125
01:09:11,147 --> 01:09:14,715
[SIGHS] What was it? Sanders?

1126
01:09:15,847 --> 01:09:18,676
Is that right? Dr. Sanders?

1127
01:09:19,851 --> 01:09:22,984
- [ROPE CREAKING]
- Should we-- Jesus!

1128
01:09:23,115 --> 01:09:26,553
Get off. [GRUNTS] Breathe!

1129
01:09:26,684 --> 01:09:28,816
[GRUNTS] I don't want to die!

1130
01:09:28,947 --> 01:09:31,689
Then this was not a good thing
to do! Help!

1131
01:09:31,819 --> 01:09:34,387
- [HUMMING]
- BOB: Help! Somebody!

1132
01:09:34,518 --> 01:09:37,521
- [GRUNTS] Let me go.
- Can you get the rope off?

1133
01:09:37,651 --> 01:09:41,177
I can't.
I tied it too tight!

1134
01:09:41,307 --> 01:09:44,136
- I'm worthless.
- No! No, you're not!

1135
01:09:44,267 --> 01:09:46,094
SANDERS:
What am I good for?

1136
01:09:46,225 --> 01:09:49,446
Well, for instance,
you're a good knot-tier.

1137
01:09:49,576 --> 01:09:53,145
- Don't let me go!
- I won't! [PANTS]

1138
01:09:53,276 --> 01:09:54,407
My therapist tried
to hang himself.

1139
01:09:54,538 --> 01:09:56,235
- AMY: When?
- During my session.

1140
01:09:56,366 --> 01:09:58,150
What do you mean
during your session?

1141
01:09:58,281 --> 01:10:00,631
Well, I was talking,
and I looked up,

1142
01:10:00,761 --> 01:10:03,373
and there he was,
hanging from the ceiling.

1143
01:10:03,503 --> 01:10:06,680
- You mean, like, by the neck?
- Well, yes, of course.

1144
01:10:06,811 --> 01:10:07,725
AMY:
What did you do?

1145
01:10:07,855 --> 01:10:09,335
Well, I got him-- [GROANS]

1146
01:10:09,466 --> 01:10:14,993
I got him up on my shoulders,
and I yelled, "Help, help!"

1147
01:10:15,123 --> 01:10:17,213
But there was no one there,
and he weighed a ton,

1148
01:10:17,343 --> 01:10:18,518
and my neck's all screwed up.

1149
01:10:18,649 --> 01:10:20,259
Is he okay?

1150
01:10:20,390 --> 01:10:22,870
I don't know.
They took him to the hospital.

1151
01:10:23,001 --> 01:10:24,742
When the paramedics got there,
he became hysterical,

1152
01:10:24,872 --> 01:10:26,831
and they had to take him out
in restraints.

1153
01:10:26,961 --> 01:10:30,008
Next week, you should tell them
that you want someone else.

1154
01:10:30,138 --> 01:10:32,140
He was the best one.

1155
01:10:32,271 --> 01:10:34,534
You're kidding.

1156
01:10:34,665 --> 01:10:39,539
Oh, no.
Something happened to me.

1157
01:10:41,411 --> 01:10:46,329
I had to hold Dr. Sanders up
for a whole hour.

1158
01:10:46,459 --> 01:10:48,809
I mean, he was so heavy,

1159
01:10:48,940 --> 01:10:51,421
and I was afraid
that if I let him go...

1160
01:10:51,551 --> 01:10:54,206
- I don't wanna die.
- I got you. [GRUNTS]

1161
01:10:54,337 --> 01:10:56,817
I'm sorry.
This is really unprofessional.

1162
01:10:56,948 --> 01:11:00,125
No. No, it's good. [PANTS]

1163
01:11:00,256 --> 01:11:03,041
I wasn't thinking about myself,
or you, or writing,

1164
01:11:03,171 --> 01:11:03,998
or the world.

1165
01:11:04,129 --> 01:11:04,999
I was just thinking

1166
01:11:05,130 --> 01:11:06,610
about his fat legs
on my shoulders.

1167
01:11:06,740 --> 01:11:09,613
And keeping my legs locked.
And not letting him go.

1168
01:11:09,743 --> 01:11:11,919
Just holding him up, you know?

1169
01:11:12,050 --> 01:11:17,273
And just caring for this guy
in this very simple way.

1170
01:11:18,665 --> 01:11:22,713
It made me... happy.

1171
01:11:25,150 --> 01:11:26,847
[SCREAMS] Oh, my God!

1172
01:11:26,978 --> 01:11:29,502
I am not paying
for this session!

1173
01:11:29,633 --> 01:11:30,721
Amy?

1174
01:11:30,851 --> 01:11:34,290
Please do not say anything
crazy right now.

1175
01:11:34,420 --> 01:11:37,423
I feel like... [BREATHES DEEPLY]

1176
01:11:37,554 --> 01:11:41,558
I feel like something big
has been fixed inside of me.

1177
01:11:41,688 --> 01:11:45,344
I am seeing everything
so different.

1178
01:11:45,475 --> 01:11:46,737
[CHUCKLES]

1179
01:11:46,867 --> 01:11:51,002
'It's...'it's like I feel
this sense of optimism,

1180
01:11:51,132 --> 01:11:56,137
and hope, and great promise,
and... and all of that is rooted

1181
01:11:56,268 --> 01:11:58,444
in my connection with you.

1182
01:11:58,575 --> 01:12:00,838
And I wanna share that!

1183
01:12:00,968 --> 01:12:04,320
Amy, Amy, Amy, Amy.

1184
01:12:04,450 --> 01:12:06,452
You were right.

1185
01:12:06,583 --> 01:12:09,977
I wanna call Shirlee,
and adopt this baby,

1186
01:12:10,108 --> 01:12:13,067
and raise it in love
and nurturing.

1187
01:12:13,198 --> 01:12:16,593
And to believe
in all that is possible

1188
01:12:16,723 --> 01:12:21,598
in this wonderful world...
with you, together.

1189
01:12:21,728 --> 01:12:23,991
[CHUCKLES]

1190
01:12:26,820 --> 01:12:30,607
- Ow.
- Who are you?

1191
01:12:30,737 --> 01:12:34,175
[♪]

1192
01:12:34,306 --> 01:12:36,961
[SCREAMS, BREATHES HEAVILY]

1193
01:12:37,091 --> 01:12:38,136
[DUCKS QUACKING]

1194
01:12:38,266 --> 01:12:47,319
<i>♪ Why should I feel
discouraged? ♪</i>

1195
01:12:47,450 --> 01:12:53,194
<i>♪ And why should the shadows
come? ♪</i>

1196
01:12:56,154 --> 01:13:03,857
<i>♪ And why should my heart
feel lonely ♪</i>

1197
01:13:05,772 --> 01:13:13,214
<i>♪ And long for heav'n
and home? ♪</i>

1198
01:13:14,999 --> 01:13:22,093
<i>♪ When Jesus is my portion</i>

1199
01:13:24,530 --> 01:13:31,711
<i>♪ My constant friend is He</i>

1200
01:13:32,973 --> 01:13:33,800
[SCREAMS]

1201
01:13:33,931 --> 01:13:42,287
<i>♪ His eye is on the sparrow</i>

1202
01:13:42,418 --> 01:13:58,434
♪ And I know
He watches over me ♪

1203
01:14:03,177 --> 01:14:04,265
[SMACKS LIPS]

1204
01:14:04,396 --> 01:14:10,315
I think
we should be very careful

1205
01:14:10,446 --> 01:14:13,666
- as we think about this.
- Freaky deekey.

1206
01:14:13,797 --> 01:14:15,146
We would wanna pay
for all medical bills,

1207
01:14:15,276 --> 01:14:16,190
of course.

1208
01:14:16,321 --> 01:14:19,542
Um, any expense, right, Amy?
Right?

1209
01:14:19,672 --> 01:14:21,152
Amy, maybe someone else
would like fruit.

1210
01:14:21,282 --> 01:14:23,633
There are crackers.
They can eat crackers.

1211
01:14:23,763 --> 01:14:27,245
I just don't understand...

1212
01:14:27,375 --> 01:14:32,337
after the baby comes...
who are we?

1213
01:14:32,468 --> 01:14:35,862
- What are we...
- To the baby.

1214
01:14:35,993 --> 01:14:39,083
Well, I think that would be up
to Bob and Amy.

1215
01:14:39,213 --> 01:14:40,954
I mean,
they're the baby's parents.

1216
01:14:41,085 --> 01:14:42,565
Right?

1217
01:14:42,695 --> 01:14:44,044
Well, I've been reading
about open adoption--

1218
01:14:44,175 --> 01:14:45,176
Oh, man!

1219
01:14:45,306 --> 01:14:48,092
[LAUGHS]

1220
01:14:48,222 --> 01:14:50,398
Which is what this is.

1221
01:14:50,529 --> 01:14:52,139
And it sounds very healthy
to me.

1222
01:14:52,270 --> 01:14:53,967
Very honest. No secrets.

1223
01:14:54,098 --> 01:14:56,056
The baby will always know
who Gerard and Shirlee are.

1224
01:14:56,187 --> 01:14:57,362
Hmm.

1225
01:14:57,493 --> 01:14:58,189
BOB:
And, of course, you, Rupert.

1226
01:14:58,319 --> 01:14:59,973
Me what?

1227
01:15:01,627 --> 01:15:02,976
It'll know who you are.

1228
01:15:03,107 --> 01:15:05,457
Oh. Well, that's a damn sight
more than I know right now.

1229
01:15:05,588 --> 01:15:08,373
Can you just be positive
about this? Just for once.

1230
01:15:08,504 --> 01:15:11,289
This is a good thing.
I think this is a good thing.

1231
01:15:11,419 --> 01:15:12,812
A good thing? Okay.

1232
01:15:12,943 --> 01:15:15,554
I don't understand
this is your blood, your child.

1233
01:15:15,685 --> 01:15:17,251
How do you just give it away?

1234
01:15:17,382 --> 01:15:21,821
It's not just blood.
It's a spirit.

1235
01:15:21,952 --> 01:15:23,040
[GROANS]

1236
01:15:23,170 --> 01:15:27,566
Like all of us sitting here.
It's a spirit.

1237
01:15:27,697 --> 01:15:30,482
Spare us your views on life,
Shirlee.

1238
01:15:30,613 --> 01:15:32,440
You're just a kid.
What do you know?

1239
01:15:34,747 --> 01:15:36,314
I am a kid. I know that.

1240
01:15:36,444 --> 01:15:37,707
And we did a stupid thing.

1241
01:15:37,837 --> 01:15:40,013
Kids do stupid things.

1242
01:15:40,144 --> 01:15:43,626
But just because we made
one mistake

1243
01:15:43,756 --> 01:15:46,367
doesn't mean
we have to make another.

1244
01:15:46,498 --> 01:15:51,068
And just don't think
that this is easy for me.

1245
01:15:51,198 --> 01:15:53,679
That I don't...

1246
01:15:54,898 --> 01:15:57,074
love this baby.

1247
01:15:58,292 --> 01:16:03,515
It's easy to hang
onto a child that you love.

1248
01:16:03,646 --> 01:16:06,562
[SOBS]

1249
01:16:08,520 --> 01:16:13,612
Loving a child so much
that you're willing

1250
01:16:13,743 --> 01:16:18,312
to let it go,
that isn't so easy.

1251
01:16:27,365 --> 01:16:28,932
And now, I have to pee.

1252
01:16:29,062 --> 01:16:30,455
Sorry.

1253
01:16:34,633 --> 01:16:37,375
[DOOR OPENS, CLOSES]

1254
01:16:42,554 --> 01:16:44,208
BOB:
<i>I really got into the whole
idea of the baby.</i>

1255
01:16:48,908 --> 01:16:50,475
<i>I don't know how to describe it.</i>

1256
01:16:50,606 --> 01:16:52,259
<i>There were days
when I just forgot</i>

1257
01:16:52,390 --> 01:16:54,087
<i>to take my medication.</i>

1258
01:16:54,218 --> 01:16:58,831
<i>I became, in some strange way,
naturally high.</i>

1259
01:17:01,355 --> 01:17:03,662
<i>It seemed like all the events
of my life</i>

1260
01:17:03,793 --> 01:17:05,708
<i>were leading to this moment.</i>

1261
01:17:05,838 --> 01:17:09,450
<i>I had a purpose.
A simple, clear purpose.</i>

1262
01:17:09,581 --> 01:17:11,365
<i>And I was filled with joy.</i>

1263
01:17:16,501 --> 01:17:18,677
<i>Even though Shirlee
was only in her first trimester,</i>

1264
01:17:18,808 --> 01:17:20,984
<i>and I wasn't
the biological father...</i>

1265
01:17:21,114 --> 01:17:23,464
<i>I started
having sympathy pains.</i>

1266
01:17:23,595 --> 01:17:27,381
Ooh. [GROANS]
That was a big one.

1267
01:17:27,512 --> 01:17:30,384
[BREATHES HEAVILY]

1268
01:17:31,864 --> 01:17:33,779
I found this really
fascinating website.

1269
01:17:33,910 --> 01:17:36,260
Did you know it's possible
for adoptive mothers to nurse?

1270
01:17:36,390 --> 01:17:37,522
AMY:
Please stop now.

1271
01:17:37,653 --> 01:17:38,741
Not only possible,
but really healthy

1272
01:17:38,871 --> 01:17:40,264
for both baby and mommy.

1273
01:17:40,394 --> 01:17:41,787
I guess the critical thing
is for mommy to learn

1274
01:17:41,918 --> 01:17:44,224
the proper way to latch baby
on the breast.

1275
01:17:44,355 --> 01:17:45,573
Duct tape.

1276
01:17:45,704 --> 01:17:47,271
Frequent and effective
breast stimulation,

1277
01:17:47,401 --> 01:17:49,229
and a secure, deep latch-on
helps mommy make more milk.

1278
01:17:49,360 --> 01:17:50,361
AMY:
Hmm.

1279
01:17:50,491 --> 01:17:51,188
Well, if daddy knows
so much about it,

1280
01:17:51,318 --> 01:17:52,798
why doesn't daddy just do it?

1281
01:17:55,496 --> 01:17:58,325
Where is the blush
of expectant motherhood?

1282
01:17:58,456 --> 01:18:00,153
I just don't get it, Amy.

1283
01:18:00,284 --> 01:18:02,503
What is bothering you?

1284
01:18:02,634 --> 01:18:06,203
I found six packages of diapers
underneath the bed.

1285
01:18:07,595 --> 01:18:11,904
Six! Are, you, uh...
you're buying diapers now?

1286
01:18:12,035 --> 01:18:13,863
[DIAPERS RUSTLE]

1287
01:18:13,993 --> 01:18:15,908
It is never too early
to be prepared.

1288
01:18:16,039 --> 01:18:17,910
Oh, my God. I just--
You know what, Bob?

1289
01:18:18,041 --> 01:18:20,217
I cannot keep up.

1290
01:18:20,347 --> 01:18:23,611
I mean, you go straight
from catatonic

1291
01:18:23,742 --> 01:18:25,396
to Martha freaking Stewart.

1292
01:18:25,526 --> 01:18:28,834
Do not pass, go.
Do not collect 200 dollars.

1293
01:18:28,965 --> 01:18:31,445
God. They are so cute.
Their tiny little butts in this.

1294
01:18:31,576 --> 01:18:32,533
How cute is that?

1295
01:18:32,664 --> 01:18:35,493
It is a receptacle for shit,
Bob.

1296
01:18:35,623 --> 01:18:37,234
No matter how many little ducks
and little fishes

1297
01:18:37,364 --> 01:18:38,844
you put on the outside,

1298
01:18:38,975 --> 01:18:40,933
that will eventually
be just a bag of shit!

1299
01:18:42,282 --> 01:18:44,067
[SIGHS]

1300
01:18:44,197 --> 01:18:46,765
Now, what is this?

1301
01:18:46,896 --> 01:18:49,246
I mean, this isn't you.
You have never--

1302
01:18:49,376 --> 01:18:51,161
No, no, no.

1303
01:18:51,291 --> 01:18:53,467
- Do not touch that.
- All right, enough.

1304
01:18:53,598 --> 01:18:54,642
- No, no, no. Don't.
- BOB: No. Amy, Amy--

1305
01:18:54,773 --> 01:18:56,035
No, no, no! No! Let go!
Get your hands--

1306
01:18:56,166 --> 01:18:57,254
- Amy. Amy, stop.
- No, let go!

1307
01:18:57,384 --> 01:18:59,038
- BOB: Amy. Amy, stop it!
- Let go! [GRUNTS]

1308
01:18:59,169 --> 01:19:01,475
- No!
- BOB: Please.

1309
01:19:01,606 --> 01:19:03,695
- No, no, no, no! [SOBS]
- Amy, Amy.

1310
01:19:03,826 --> 01:19:04,783
- Stop!
- Amy!

1311
01:19:04,914 --> 01:19:06,785
- Please stop!
- Amy, Amy, Amy!

1312
01:19:06,916 --> 01:19:08,047
- Stop!
- Amy!

1313
01:19:08,178 --> 01:19:11,572
Hey! Hey! Hey! It's okay!

1314
01:19:11,703 --> 01:19:13,139
- No!
- No, no, no. It's okay.

1315
01:19:13,270 --> 01:19:17,230
No, but it was a biological
function! It was!

1316
01:19:17,361 --> 01:19:18,144
No. It was something

1317
01:19:18,275 --> 01:19:20,756
that was just supposed
to happen!

1318
01:19:20,886 --> 01:19:22,235
[SOBS]

1319
01:19:22,366 --> 01:19:23,541
I mean, what was all of that?

1320
01:19:23,671 --> 01:19:25,238
All of those teachers,
and parents,

1321
01:19:25,369 --> 01:19:28,198
and nuns warning us
about getting pregnant.

1322
01:19:28,328 --> 01:19:30,330
About having sex

1323
01:19:30,461 --> 01:19:32,289
because we would just
get pregnant, like boom!

1324
01:19:32,419 --> 01:19:33,681
You know, like a guy
just looks at you,

1325
01:19:33,812 --> 01:19:34,726
and then you just, like,
get pregnant.

1326
01:19:34,857 --> 01:19:36,728
And that's how it happens.

1327
01:19:36,859 --> 01:19:39,296
All of that worrying,
and the pill,

1328
01:19:39,426 --> 01:19:40,558
and the diaphragm,
and the rubbers,

1329
01:19:40,688 --> 01:19:42,386
I mean, what was that all for?

1330
01:19:42,516 --> 01:19:45,389
[BREATHES HEAVILY] Lies!

1331
01:19:47,521 --> 01:19:49,741
I have been living
in this body my entire life,

1332
01:19:49,872 --> 01:19:53,571
and it has all been one big lie!

1333
01:19:55,355 --> 01:19:57,401
I mean, I went to college.

1334
01:19:57,531 --> 01:19:59,533
I am a nurse, dammit!

1335
01:19:59,664 --> 01:20:00,796
I went to medical school,

1336
01:20:00,926 --> 01:20:02,449
and I voted
in every single election,

1337
01:20:02,580 --> 01:20:03,929
and I've flossed very regularly.

1338
01:20:04,060 --> 01:20:07,411
And that little bitch,

1339
01:20:07,541 --> 01:20:09,717
first time out of the gate
and she gets a baby!

1340
01:20:09,848 --> 01:20:11,415
She gets a baby!

1341
01:20:11,545 --> 01:20:14,070
Where's my baby?

1342
01:20:14,200 --> 01:20:14,679
[SOBS]

1343
01:20:14,810 --> 01:20:16,855
Where is my baby?

1344
01:20:21,904 --> 01:20:24,167
It was just something
that was supposed to happen.

1345
01:20:24,297 --> 01:20:26,865
You didn't do anything wrong.

1346
01:20:26,996 --> 01:20:28,998
Amy, we didn't.

1347
01:20:29,128 --> 01:20:31,565
Amy...

1348
01:20:31,696 --> 01:20:33,263
I know.

1349
01:20:33,959 --> 01:20:36,483
I didn't think...

1350
01:20:36,614 --> 01:20:39,182
I didn't think
I could take care of a baby.

1351
01:20:39,312 --> 01:20:41,445
You know,
I thought I was weak.

1352
01:20:41,575 --> 01:20:44,665
But I'm not. I'm strong.

1353
01:20:48,104 --> 01:20:50,062
And I didn't think I could love
someone else's baby.

1354
01:20:50,193 --> 01:20:52,804
But you know what, Amy?
There's no such thing.

1355
01:20:52,935 --> 01:20:54,240
No. It doesn't make any sense.

1356
01:20:54,371 --> 01:20:55,328
BOB:
There's no such thing
as someone else's baby.

1357
01:20:55,459 --> 01:20:56,286
It doesn't make sense.

1358
01:20:56,416 --> 01:20:57,765
Yes, it does. No. Listen me.

1359
01:20:57,896 --> 01:20:59,332
It does make sense.

1360
01:20:59,463 --> 01:21:01,552
Because you had two parents,
and four grandparents,

1361
01:21:01,682 --> 01:21:02,596
and eight great-grandparents.

1362
01:21:02,727 --> 01:21:04,294
And just 1,000 years ago,

1363
01:21:04,424 --> 01:21:06,949
there weren't even
a billion people on the planet.

1364
01:21:07,079 --> 01:21:09,125
- It's too late.
- No, no.

1365
01:21:09,255 --> 01:21:12,606
Our children
are Shirlee's children,

1366
01:21:12,737 --> 01:21:15,827
and Gerard's children,
and Justine's, and Bill's,

1367
01:21:15,958 --> 01:21:17,220
and the guy who sold us Binky,

1368
01:21:17,350 --> 01:21:18,699
and the woman
who sold us the turkeys.

1369
01:21:18,830 --> 01:21:21,659
Our children are theirs
and their children are ours

1370
01:21:21,789 --> 01:21:24,705
because...
because it isn't about blood,

1371
01:21:24,836 --> 01:21:26,794
or genes, or DNA, Amy.

1372
01:21:26,925 --> 01:21:30,059
That is what we are.

1373
01:21:30,189 --> 01:21:32,496
What we are, Amy.

1374
01:21:32,626 --> 01:21:36,717
It isn't what we are
that needs to go on.

1375
01:21:36,848 --> 01:21:41,244
It's what we are to each other.

1376
01:21:46,162 --> 01:21:48,294
That is the chain.

1377
01:21:52,516 --> 01:21:55,432
What you are to me...

1378
01:21:55,562 --> 01:21:58,870
and what I am to you...

1379
01:21:59,001 --> 01:22:01,568
and what we are to our children,

1380
01:22:01,699 --> 01:22:04,876
and our children's children,
and their children.

1381
01:22:05,007 --> 01:22:07,879
[BREATHES HEAVILY]

1382
01:22:14,146 --> 01:22:18,237
This is our baby.

1383
01:22:18,368 --> 01:22:20,283
This is our baby.

1384
01:22:32,599 --> 01:22:35,385
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY, SNIFFLES]

1385
01:22:39,389 --> 01:22:42,261
[BOTH SIGH]

1386
01:22:52,576 --> 01:22:55,709
SHIRLEE:
<i>Each day was filled
with this new sense of promise.</i>

1387
01:22:55,840 --> 01:22:57,798
<i>I was so excited
that Bob and Amy</i>

1388
01:22:57,929 --> 01:22:59,713
<i>were gonna take the baby.</i>

1389
01:22:59,844 --> 01:23:00,976
<i>I knew
it would be the best thing</i>

1390
01:23:01,106 --> 01:23:02,542
<i>for all of us.</i>

1391
01:23:02,673 --> 01:23:03,935
<i>And Bob and Amy seemed like</i>

1392
01:23:04,066 --> 01:23:07,417
<i>they would be such
terrific parents.</i>

1393
01:23:07,547 --> 01:23:09,506
<i>In fact, they were just
the kind of parents</i>

1394
01:23:09,636 --> 01:23:11,551
<i>I wish I would've had.</i>

1395
01:23:11,682 --> 01:23:14,685
<i>You know, the kind
that would take you to soccer,</i>

1396
01:23:14,815 --> 01:23:17,557
<i>and make sure
you did your home work,</i>

1397
01:23:17,688 --> 01:23:19,298
<i>and brushed your teeth, and...</i>

1398
01:23:19,429 --> 01:23:21,866
JERRY:
Excuse me. Do you know
where I can pick up the highway?

1399
01:23:21,997 --> 01:23:23,650
I'm trying
to get to Springfield.

1400
01:23:25,565 --> 01:23:28,960
Just down the road
about a quarter mile.

1401
01:23:29,091 --> 01:23:31,049
You make a left.
You can't miss it.

1402
01:23:31,180 --> 01:23:32,703
Thanks.

1403
01:23:36,750 --> 01:23:42,669
- Do you live in Springfield?
- Yeah. I was just in Chicago.

1404
01:23:42,800 --> 01:23:43,975
Such a cool town.

1405
01:23:44,106 --> 01:23:47,152
Yeah. I didn't see much of it.

1406
01:23:47,283 --> 01:23:50,503
I was there
for a training seminar for work.

1407
01:23:50,634 --> 01:23:51,983
Cool.

1408
01:23:52,114 --> 01:23:56,596
My dad has a Dairy Queen.
I'm going to be the manager.

1409
01:24:01,166 --> 01:24:06,128
SHIRLEE:
<i>Dear Gerard, I'm really sorry
to do this in a note,</i>

1410
01:24:06,258 --> 01:24:10,654
<i>but so much has happened,
and I'm so freaked out.</i>

1411
01:24:10,784 --> 01:24:14,701
<i>First, let me say
I really love you,</i>

1412
01:24:14,832 --> 01:24:17,835
<i>and I always will.</i>

1413
01:24:17,965 --> 01:24:22,231
<i>But I met this guy
a few weeks ago,</i>

1414
01:24:22,361 --> 01:24:28,976
<i>and we've been texting,
and he asked me to marry him.</i>

1415
01:24:29,107 --> 01:24:32,241
<i>His name is Jerry,
and he's cool about the baby.</i>

1416
01:24:32,371 --> 01:24:34,286
<i>He's got a good job.</i>

1417
01:24:34,417 --> 01:24:37,202
<i>And I know
you'd really love him.</i>

1418
01:24:37,333 --> 01:24:38,508
<i>I thought about it a lot.</i>

1419
01:24:38,638 --> 01:24:41,250
<i>And I think
this is the right thing to do.</i>

1420
01:24:41,380 --> 01:24:43,774
Sorry.
I didn't know it was for you.

1421
01:24:49,475 --> 01:24:54,437
SHIRLEE:
<i>Please be happy for me.
Love, Shirlee.</i>

1422
01:24:54,567 --> 01:24:57,222
<i>PS,
if you're ever in Springfield,</i>

1423
01:24:57,353 --> 01:24:58,658
<i>come to the Dairy Queen.</i>

1424
01:24:58,789 --> 01:25:01,096
<i>I can get you
all the free stuff.</i>

1425
01:25:04,751 --> 01:25:07,885
<i>Jerry and I did get married,
and we were very happy.</i>

1426
01:25:08,015 --> 01:25:09,713
<i>When the baby was born,
we named him Austin,</i>

1427
01:25:09,843 --> 01:25:11,541
<i>after Jerry's Dad.</i>

1428
01:25:11,671 --> 01:25:15,066
<i>Jerry and I did great.
We made an unstoppable team.</i>

1429
01:25:15,197 --> 01:25:18,156
<i>Throughout it all,
Austin was our prize.</i>

1430
01:25:18,287 --> 01:25:21,290
<i>He went to medical school,
and graduated top of his class,</i>

1431
01:25:21,420 --> 01:25:24,554
<i>and became
a highly respected surgeon.</i>

1432
01:25:24,684 --> 01:25:27,818
<i>There are lots of times
when I think about how different</i>

1433
01:25:27,948 --> 01:25:30,125
<i>Austin's life might have been.</i>

1434
01:25:30,255 --> 01:25:31,343
[SCOFFS GENTLY]

1435
01:25:31,474 --> 01:25:33,128
SHIRLEE:
<i>Funny how things work out.</i>

1436
01:25:36,043 --> 01:25:37,784
Well...

1437
01:25:39,090 --> 01:25:40,787
let's get some dinner.

1438
01:25:45,836 --> 01:25:47,142
[CLOTH THUDS SOFTLY]

1439
01:25:48,186 --> 01:25:51,015
GERARD:
<i>I did see Shirlee
one other time.</i>

1440
01:25:51,146 --> 01:26:00,024
[♪]

1441
01:26:04,115 --> 01:26:06,117
[SIGHS]

1442
01:26:11,296 --> 01:26:13,646
GERARD:
<i>I figured it was him.
The baby, I mean.</i>

1443
01:26:13,777 --> 01:26:15,953
<i>He looked real cute.</i>

1444
01:26:16,083 --> 01:26:17,563
<i>I couldn't tell
if he looked like me or not.</i>

1445
01:26:17,694 --> 01:26:19,609
<i>But it didn't really matter.</i>

1446
01:26:19,739 --> 01:26:21,872
<i>I just didn't want Shirlee
to see me.</i>

1447
01:26:22,002 --> 01:26:23,961
<i>I didn't really wanna meet
the kid either.</i>

1448
01:26:24,091 --> 01:26:27,269
<i>All I wanted then was to just
get out of this place.</i>

1449
01:26:27,399 --> 01:26:30,315
<i>The next fall,
I entered music school.</i>

1450
01:26:30,446 --> 01:26:32,230
<i>Dad and I barely said goodbye
when I left.</i>

1451
01:26:34,667 --> 01:26:37,148
<i>It would've been nice to patch
things up between us.</i>

1452
01:26:37,279 --> 01:26:39,803
<i>I always planned to try.</i>

1453
01:26:39,933 --> 01:26:42,893
<i>But he died suddenly
during my junior year.</i>

1454
01:26:43,023 --> 01:26:46,723
<i>I guess not every story
ends good.</i>

1455
01:26:46,853 --> 01:26:49,726
<i>Still, even years later,
most of the stuff he built</i>

1456
01:26:49,856 --> 01:26:51,206
<i>is still around.</i>

1457
01:26:51,336 --> 01:26:52,859
<i>In fact, I've been told
that the real estate people</i>

1458
01:26:52,990 --> 01:26:55,993
<i>use it as a selling point.
They tell people,</i>

1459
01:26:56,123 --> 01:26:58,125
<i>"And it has a Rupert Murdoch
porch!"”</i>

1460
01:26:58,256 --> 01:26:59,953
<i>I guess that makes it
worth more.</i>

1461
01:27:01,955 --> 01:27:03,043
<i>I became
a high school band director,</i>

1462
01:27:03,174 --> 01:27:04,480
<i>and there I stayed.</i>

1463
01:27:04,610 --> 01:27:06,525
<i>I did get married once,
but it didn't last long,</i>

1464
01:27:06,656 --> 01:27:09,572
<i>and I never tried it again.</i>

1465
01:27:09,702 --> 01:27:11,400
<i>I never had kids of my own.</i>

1466
01:27:11,530 --> 01:27:12,618
<i>My students were my kids.</i>

1467
01:27:12,749 --> 01:27:14,316
<i>And I tried to give
each one of them</i>

1468
01:27:14,446 --> 01:27:16,753
<i>a little piece of me
to carry on.</i>

1469
01:27:16,883 --> 01:27:20,931
<i>I think some of them did.
I hope so.</i>

1470
01:27:21,061 --> 01:27:23,412
<i>Like my Dad,
I had a massive heart attack</i>

1471
01:27:23,542 --> 01:27:25,544
<i>- when I was the same age.</i>
- [EKG MACHINE BEEPING]

1472
01:27:25,675 --> 01:27:27,067
GERARD:
<i>Fifty-nine.</i>

1473
01:27:27,198 --> 01:27:28,373
<i>The doctors worked hard
to try and save me,</i>

1474
01:27:28,504 --> 01:27:31,028
<i>but it was no use.</i>

1475
01:27:31,158 --> 01:27:33,073
NURSE:
He's gone, Doctor.
You have to call it.

1476
01:27:35,206 --> 01:27:38,992
AUSTIN:
Okay, calling it.
Time of death, 4:53.

1477
01:27:39,123 --> 01:27:39,950
Damn it!

1478
01:27:40,080 --> 01:27:42,953
You can't save them all, Austin.

1479
01:27:43,083 --> 01:27:45,042
- Did we get this guy's name?
- NURSE: Gerard Murdoch.

1480
01:27:45,172 --> 01:27:47,131
No family.

1481
01:27:47,262 --> 01:27:51,091
Well, Mister Murdoch,
I'm sorry. God speed.

1482
01:27:51,222 --> 01:27:53,833
- Thank you, nurse.
- NURSE: You're welcome, Doctor.

1483
01:27:54,573 --> 01:27:57,402
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]

1484
01:28:07,020 --> 01:28:10,633
GERARD:
I guess
she met this other guy.

1485
01:28:14,332 --> 01:28:16,291
He's got a good job.

1486
01:28:17,988 --> 01:28:20,991
- She wrote a letter.
- [PAGE RUSTLING]

1487
01:28:22,166 --> 01:28:25,691
- BOB: For us?
- Just the last part.

1488
01:28:27,954 --> 01:28:34,352
"Another PS,
tell Bob and Amy sorry.

1489
01:28:34,483 --> 01:28:37,007
I hope they're not too bummed."

1490
01:28:46,233 --> 01:28:47,800
Thank you.

1491
01:28:53,676 --> 01:28:55,460
[SIGHS]

1492
01:28:57,854 --> 01:29:01,118
Well, I guess I'll go now.

1493
01:29:10,040 --> 01:29:11,433
Bye, Amy.

1494
01:29:11,563 --> 01:29:14,392
[DOOR OPENS, CLOSES]

1495
01:29:21,921 --> 01:29:30,843
[♪]

1496
01:29:33,585 --> 01:29:38,590
<i>♪ Alone, one man</i>

1497
01:29:38,721 --> 01:29:42,768
<i>♪ One man can change the mind
of a woman if he tries ♪</i>

1498
01:29:42,899 --> 01:29:46,685
<i>♪ He might use truth,
he might use lies ♪</i>

1499
01:29:46,816 --> 01:29:51,821
<i>♪ Alone, one woman</i>

1500
01:29:51,951 --> 01:29:56,129
<i>♪ One woman, all alone
she can change a man ♪</i>

1501
01:29:56,260 --> 01:29:58,784
<i>♪ She'll do all that she can</i>

1502
01:29:58,915 --> 01:30:02,701
<i>♪ Trying hard to figure out
what's already been done ♪</i>

1503
01:30:02,832 --> 01:30:04,486
<i>♪ Before he was her husband</i>

1504
01:30:04,616 --> 01:30:06,357
<i>♪ He was just
some poor woman's son ♪</i>

1505
01:30:06,488 --> 01:30:12,711
<i>♪ And she's not suggesting
someone else might be to blame ♪</i>

1506
01:30:12,842 --> 01:30:17,368
<i>♪ Just men and women equal
but we're not the same ♪</i>

1507
01:30:17,499 --> 01:30:26,421
[♪]

1508
01:30:38,998 --> 01:30:39,738
Oh, Bob.

1509
01:30:39,869 --> 01:30:41,479
[CHUCKLES]

1510
01:30:47,006 --> 01:30:53,360
I never really loved...
another person.

1511
01:30:53,491 --> 01:30:56,538
Another whole person.

1512
01:30:56,668 --> 01:30:59,410
I never felt, uh...

1513
01:31:06,373 --> 01:31:08,245
Oh, God, Amy.

1514
01:31:13,598 --> 01:31:17,036
I just love you so much.

1515
01:31:17,167 --> 01:31:19,909
Then just stop now.

1516
01:31:25,218 --> 01:31:27,917
Don't say "“but."”

1517
01:31:29,309 --> 01:31:31,442
But...

1518
01:31:35,794 --> 01:31:37,579
Man...

1519
01:31:39,232 --> 01:31:43,236
I can't, uh...

1520
01:31:43,367 --> 01:31:46,805
I can't stay here with you
for a while.

1521
01:31:50,548 --> 01:31:56,032
I just can't be with you,
and it really, really hurts.

1522
01:31:57,860 --> 01:32:00,993
Well, if it really,
really hurts...

1523
01:32:01,124 --> 01:32:03,039
don't go.

1524
01:32:04,257 --> 01:32:05,389
[SIGHS]

1525
01:32:05,520 --> 01:32:08,697
It'll really, really hurt more
to stay.

1526
01:32:08,827 --> 01:32:09,611
So, what?

1527
01:32:13,049 --> 01:32:17,532
So, you think, what, you...

1528
01:32:17,662 --> 01:32:19,403
you wanna what?

1529
01:32:20,578 --> 01:32:23,450
[BREATHES HEAVILY]

1530
01:32:29,935 --> 01:32:33,286
I'm thinking I need to...

1531
01:32:33,417 --> 01:32:38,988
maybe move back into town,
uh, for a while.

1532
01:32:40,642 --> 01:32:43,558
[SOBS SOFTLY]

1533
01:32:49,389 --> 01:32:51,130
Okay.

1534
01:32:58,485 --> 01:33:01,445
That's such a quiet word,
isn't it?

1535
01:33:07,712 --> 01:33:09,279
Okay.

1536
01:33:11,586 --> 01:33:20,464
[♪]

1537
01:33:22,901 --> 01:33:25,730
[OBJECT CLATTERING]

1538
01:33:29,038 --> 01:33:35,392
I packed you some pots,
and pans, and some plates.

1539
01:33:35,522 --> 01:33:39,091
- Oh, I really don't need--
- Well, you have to eat.

1540
01:33:39,222 --> 01:33:40,702
You have to cook.

1541
01:33:40,832 --> 01:33:45,750
[SIGHS] I just need
maybe one pot and one plate.

1542
01:33:45,881 --> 01:33:49,536
You're not going to camp, Bob.

1543
01:33:49,667 --> 01:33:52,104
I mean, what if you...

1544
01:33:52,235 --> 01:33:54,846
[CLICKS TONGUE]
You might have someone over.

1545
01:33:57,022 --> 01:33:59,590
People.

1546
01:33:59,721 --> 01:34:02,767
- I don't like people.
- I know.

1547
01:34:02,898 --> 01:34:05,422
Just in case you find some.

1548
01:34:10,209 --> 01:34:13,212
You're the only people
I ever really liked.

1549
01:34:16,520 --> 01:34:17,869
I meant that as something nice.

1550
01:34:18,000 --> 01:34:21,830
Uh, something nice to say.

1551
01:34:21,960 --> 01:34:23,832
Do we have any more tape?

1552
01:34:25,311 --> 01:34:29,533
Uh... uh, yeah.

1553
01:34:29,664 --> 01:34:33,711
Um, in the barn,
next to the turkey pen.

1554
01:34:33,842 --> 01:34:35,017
- Um...
- Mm.

1555
01:34:35,147 --> 01:34:36,932
- BOB: I'll go get it.
- Hmm.

1556
01:34:37,062 --> 01:34:39,891
[GRUNTS]

1557
01:34:40,022 --> 01:34:41,240
Sorry.

1558
01:34:41,371 --> 01:34:50,249
[♪]

1559
01:34:56,386 --> 01:35:05,264
[♪]

1560
01:35:11,053 --> 01:35:13,925
[SOBS]

1561
01:35:17,712 --> 01:35:20,540
- [BREATHES DEEPLY]
- BOB: Amy!

1562
01:35:25,241 --> 01:35:28,853
Somebody, we need some help!
Somebody, hello?

1563
01:35:28,984 --> 01:35:31,377
- Hello!
- Where is everyone? Hello!

1564
01:35:31,508 --> 01:35:32,814
- It's an emergency!
- Come on!

1565
01:35:32,944 --> 01:35:34,032
Hello?

1566
01:35:34,163 --> 01:35:36,992
[KEYBOARD CLACKING]

1567
01:35:40,735 --> 01:35:42,084
[DOOR OPENING]

1568
01:35:53,791 --> 01:35:54,531
It doesn't look good.

1569
01:35:58,143 --> 01:36:01,494
- What did that?
- What was it, a fox or...

1570
01:36:01,625 --> 01:36:04,019
I think
it was one of the other turkeys.

1571
01:36:04,149 --> 01:36:05,498
One of the others?

1572
01:36:05,629 --> 01:36:08,632
Well, they get really
territorial this time of year.

1573
01:36:08,763 --> 01:36:10,982
You know, maybe one of '‘em
laid an egg.

1574
01:36:11,113 --> 01:36:13,506
And maybe this one
was roosting in a spot

1575
01:36:13,637 --> 01:36:16,727
that the other ones wanted.
Who knows?

1576
01:36:16,858 --> 01:36:20,949
There's a lot of tissue damage,
and that might heal,

1577
01:36:21,079 --> 01:36:22,472
but the eyes are gone.

1578
01:36:23,473 --> 01:36:25,649
So, what do we do?

1579
01:36:25,780 --> 01:36:31,481
Well, um,
you could make her comfortable.

1580
01:36:31,611 --> 01:36:34,353
Try to get her to drink
a little water.

1581
01:36:34,484 --> 01:36:36,834
I doubt she'll make it
through the night.

1582
01:36:36,965 --> 01:36:39,097
I'm sorry.

1583
01:36:39,228 --> 01:36:41,796
Uh, Marge has your paperwork.

1584
01:36:49,107 --> 01:36:50,282
[PAPERS RUSTLING]

1585
01:36:50,413 --> 01:36:54,112
Dr. Bennett is only charging
for the medicine.

1586
01:36:54,243 --> 01:36:55,722
Oh. Thanks, Marge.

1587
01:36:55,853 --> 01:36:57,942
[SNIFFLES]

1588
01:37:01,032 --> 01:37:04,427
Thanks. I don't suppose
the bird has a name.

1589
01:37:04,557 --> 01:37:06,559
No. We, um... [SNIFFLES]

1590
01:37:06,690 --> 01:37:08,953
We never got around
to naming her.

1591
01:37:09,084 --> 01:37:10,912
Hazel.

1592
01:37:14,611 --> 01:37:16,526
I call her Hazel.

1593
01:37:18,136 --> 01:37:19,921
MARGE:
Thanks.

1594
01:37:21,357 --> 01:37:23,489
I'm so sorry.

1595
01:37:28,494 --> 01:37:30,540
AMY:
Ready?

1596
01:37:30,670 --> 01:37:32,803
BOB:
Come on, Hazel.
Just a little, huh?

1597
01:37:32,934 --> 01:37:34,065
- [HAZEL WHIMPERING]
- BOB: You're gonna be fine.

1598
01:37:34,196 --> 01:37:35,240
I checked, and being blind

1599
01:37:35,371 --> 01:37:37,939
isn't gonna be that hard
for you. We'll manage.

1600
01:37:38,069 --> 01:37:40,855
Come on, just a little.

1601
01:37:40,985 --> 01:37:42,291
I'm gonna run
to the Hometown store

1602
01:37:42,421 --> 01:37:44,336
to pick up some of the stuff
the vet recommended.

1603
01:37:44,467 --> 01:37:46,556
Uh, no, no. Wait here.

1604
01:37:46,686 --> 01:37:48,297
You hate to drive at night.
I'll go.

1605
01:37:48,427 --> 01:37:50,865
Just, uh...
just if you can take her.

1606
01:37:50,995 --> 01:37:53,650
- AMY: It's okay. It's okay.
- [HAZEL CONTINUES WHIMPERING]

1607
01:37:59,351 --> 01:38:01,092
Try and get her to drink.

1608
01:38:01,223 --> 01:38:02,398
Okay.

1609
01:38:05,792 --> 01:38:08,230
It's okay.

1610
01:38:08,360 --> 01:38:09,318
It's okay.

1611
01:38:14,758 --> 01:38:17,587
[MEDICINES CLATTERING]

1612
01:38:27,249 --> 01:38:30,078
[SOBS, SNIFFLES]

1613
01:38:34,386 --> 01:38:36,084
BOB:
<i>The place
where something starts</i>

1614
01:38:36,214 --> 01:38:37,912
<i>is sometimes the end.</i>

1615
01:38:43,308 --> 01:38:45,528
She's gone, Bob.

1616
01:38:49,358 --> 01:38:51,273
[SIGHS]

1617
01:39:00,935 --> 01:39:03,938
Dear God...

1618
01:39:04,068 --> 01:39:07,680
accept the soul of Hazel.

1619
01:39:07,811 --> 01:39:09,900
We loved her.

1620
01:39:13,991 --> 01:39:16,080
And she loved us
the best she could.

1621
01:39:22,260 --> 01:39:23,870
Goodbye, Hazel.

1622
01:39:30,703 --> 01:39:32,749
I thought we'd put her out
by the elms.

1623
01:39:34,577 --> 01:39:36,709
It's quiet there.

1624
01:39:37,972 --> 01:39:39,930
Okay.

1625
01:39:47,633 --> 01:39:51,594
[GASPS] What is that?

1626
01:39:56,381 --> 01:39:59,254
[GASPS]

1627
01:40:00,559 --> 01:40:02,953
What do we do?

1628
01:40:04,607 --> 01:40:07,262
We put it in the nest
with the other eggs.

1629
01:40:08,785 --> 01:40:11,048
But when it hatches...

1630
01:40:11,179 --> 01:40:13,659
how will we know
which one is hers?

1631
01:40:15,835 --> 01:40:18,055
Is it important?

1632
01:40:24,235 --> 01:40:25,019
[SNIFFLES]

1633
01:40:29,371 --> 01:40:32,939
BOB:
<i>For a while,
I kept up Binky's monument.</i>

1634
01:40:34,376 --> 01:40:36,769
<i>But then as our lives
got busier,</i>

1635
01:40:36,900 --> 01:40:38,989
<i>I gradually let it go.</i>

1636
01:40:44,473 --> 01:40:46,040
<i>I remember the days
before we got the call</i>

1637
01:40:46,170 --> 01:40:47,345
<i>from the adoption agency</i>

1638
01:40:47,476 --> 01:40:50,435
<i>as being some of the happiest
of my life.</i>

1639
01:40:50,566 --> 01:40:53,221
<i>The air was ripe
with expectation.</i>

1640
01:40:53,351 --> 01:40:56,615
<i>The world was as promising
as an egg.</i>

1641
01:40:56,746 --> 01:41:01,881
<i>In those days,
we lived as if in a dream.</i>

1642
01:41:02,012 --> 01:41:03,666
<i>And as if a dream lived in us.</i>

1643
01:41:08,410 --> 01:41:12,805
<i>We knew someplace out there,
we did have a baby.</i>

1644
01:41:12,936 --> 01:41:15,025
<i>Our baby.</i>

1645
01:41:15,156 --> 01:41:18,333
<i>And it became inevitable now
that we find each other.</i>

1646
01:41:18,463 --> 01:41:19,638
[COOS]

1647
01:41:19,769 --> 01:41:24,121
<i>♪ When I wake up
in the morning, love ♪</i>

1648
01:41:24,252 --> 01:41:26,080
<i>♪ And the sunlight
hurts my eyes ♪</i>

1649
01:41:26,210 --> 01:41:29,866
Oh, yeah.

1650
01:41:29,996 --> 01:41:32,260
BOB:
<i>Because although the universe
is a very big place...</i>

1651
01:41:32,390 --> 01:41:33,783
- [BABY WHINES]
- AMY: Oh...

1652
01:41:33,913 --> 01:41:37,178
BOB:
<i>...it is actually not so easy
to get lost.</i>

1653
01:41:37,308 --> 01:41:40,659
<i>Because all the beginnings
and all the endings</i>

1654
01:41:40,790 --> 01:41:43,271
<i>are really just the same.</i>

1655
01:41:43,401 --> 01:41:45,490
<i>Because 1,000 years ago,</i>

1656
01:41:45,621 --> 01:41:49,668
<i>there were less than a billion
people on the planet.</i>

1657
01:41:49,799 --> 01:41:56,197
<i>And someplace
inside all of them was you.</i>

1658
01:41:56,327 --> 01:41:58,112
<i>♪ A lovely day</i>

1659
01:41:58,242 --> 01:41:59,417
<i>♪ Lovely day, lovely day</i>

1660
01:41:59,548 --> 01:42:01,767
<i>♪ Lovely day, lovely day</i>

1661
01:42:01,898 --> 01:42:04,118
<i>♪ Lovely day, lovely day</i>

1662
01:42:04,248 --> 01:42:06,337
<i>♪ Lovely day, lovely day</i>

1663
01:42:06,468 --> 01:42:07,512
<i>♪ A lovely day</i>

1664
01:42:07,643 --> 01:42:09,079
<i>♪ Lovely day, lovely day</i>

1665
01:42:09,210 --> 01:42:11,429
<i>♪ Lovely day, lovely day</i>

1666
01:42:11,560 --> 01:42:13,823
<i>♪ Lovely day, lovely day</i>

1667
01:42:13,953 --> 01:42:16,260
<i>♪ Lovely day, lovely day</i>

1668
01:42:16,391 --> 01:42:17,609
<i>♪ A lovely day</i>

1669
01:42:17,740 --> 01:42:18,828
<i>♪ Lovely day, lovely day</i>

1670
01:42:18,958 --> 01:42:21,309
<i>♪ Lovely day, lovely day</i>

1671
01:42:21,439 --> 01:42:23,615
<i>♪ Lovely day, lovely day</i>

1672
01:42:23,746 --> 01:42:25,617
<i>♪ Lovely day, lovely day</i>

1673
01:42:25,748 --> 01:42:27,271
<i>♪ A lovely day</i>

1674
01:42:27,402 --> 01:42:28,620
<i>♪ Lovely day, lovely day</i>

1675
01:42:28,751 --> 01:42:30,970
<i>♪ Lovely day, lovely day</i>

1676
01:42:31,101 --> 01:42:33,364
<i>♪ Lovely day, lovely day</i>

1677
01:42:33,495 --> 01:42:35,236
<i>♪ Lovely day, lovely day</i>

1678
01:42:35,366 --> 01:42:36,933
<i>♪ A lovely day</i>

1679
01:42:37,063 --> 01:42:38,282
<i>♪ Lovely day, lovely day</i>

1680
01:42:38,413 --> 01:42:40,676
<i>♪ Lovely day, lovely day</i>

1681
01:42:40,806 --> 01:42:43,113
<i>♪ Lovely day, lovely day</i>

1682
01:42:43,244 --> 01:42:45,028
<i>♪ Lovely day, lovely day</i>

1683
01:42:47,204 --> 01:42:56,082
[♪]

1684
01:43:08,356 --> 01:43:18,366
<i>♪ Why should I feel
discouraged? ♪</i>

1685
01:43:18,496 --> 01:43:25,155
<i>♪ And why should the shadows
come? ♪</i>

1686
01:43:27,113 --> 01:43:36,775
<i>♪ And why should my heart
feel lonely ♪</i>

1687
01:43:36,906 --> 01:43:43,913
<i>♪ And long for heav'n
and home? ♪</i>

1688
01:43:46,220 --> 01:43:52,965
<i>♪ When Jesus is my portion</i>

1689
01:43:55,664 --> 01:44:03,237
<i>♪ My constant friend is He</i>

1690
01:44:04,586 --> 01:44:13,508
<i>♪ His eye is on the sparrow</i>

1691
01:44:13,638 --> 01:44:21,211
<i>♪ And I know
He watches over me ♪</i>

1692
01:44:23,779 --> 01:44:33,397
<i>♪ His eye is on the sparrow</i>

1693
01:44:33,528 --> 01:44:41,710
<i>♪ And I know He watches me</i>

1694
01:44:43,581 --> 01:44:53,678
<i>♪ And I sing
because I'm happy ♪</i>

1695
01:44:53,809 --> 01:45:02,121
<i>♪ And I sing because I'm free</i>

1696
01:45:03,253 --> 01:45:11,348
<i>♪ His eye is on the sparrow</i>

1697
01:45:12,828 --> 01:45:21,315
<i>♪ And I know He watches me</i>

1698
01:45:22,838 --> 01:45:31,977
<i>♪ Oh, His eye
is on the sparrow ♪</i>

1699
01:45:32,108 --> 01:45:37,374
<i>♪ And I know He watches</i>

1700
01:45:37,505 --> 01:45:42,074
<i>♪ Yes, I know He watches</i>

1701
01:45:42,205 --> 01:45:50,082
<i>♪ I know He watches over me</i>

1702
01:45:50,213 --> 01:45:59,527
<i>♪ I sing because I'm happy</i>

1703
01:45:59,657 --> 01:46:07,883
<i>♪ Yes, I sing
because I'm free ♪</i>

1704
01:46:08,013 --> 01:46:20,156
<i>♪ Oh, His eye on the sparrow</i>

1705
01:46:20,286 --> 01:46:29,078
<i>♪ And I know
He watches over me ♪</i>

1706
01:46:29,208 --> 01:46:44,528
<i>♪ Oh, His eye on the sparrow</i>

1707
01:46:44,659 --> 01:46:49,577
<i>♪ I know He watches over me</i>

1708
01:46:49,707 --> 01:46:53,624
<i>♪ Oh, I know and I know</i>

1709
01:46:53,755 --> 01:47:01,937
<i>♪ Oh, I know</i>

1710
01:47:02,067 --> 01:47:06,028
<i>♪ Oh, yes, I know</i>

1711
01:47:06,158 --> 01:47:15,516
<i>♪ He watches me</i>

1712
01:47:17,474 --> 01:47:26,352
[♪]

1713
01:47:32,489 --> 01:47:41,367
[♪]