1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:02:12,459 --> 00:02:15,958 In Orkney, it's said that people who have drowned 4 00:02:16,042 --> 00:02:17,375 turn into seals. 5 00:02:19,917 --> 00:02:21,500 We call them selkies. 6 00:02:37,583 --> 00:02:38,708 At the highest tides, 7 00:02:38,792 --> 00:02:41,500 they slip off their seal skins for the night 8 00:02:41,583 --> 00:02:44,417 and they come to the shore as beautiful people. 9 00:02:46,167 --> 00:02:47,792 And they dance together. 10 00:02:47,875 --> 00:02:50,500 Naked in the moonlight. 11 00:03:06,209 --> 00:03:09,209 The selkies return to the sea at dawn. 12 00:03:09,292 --> 00:03:11,541 Unless they're seen by a person. 13 00:03:12,042 --> 00:03:14,625 And then they're trapped in their human body 14 00:03:15,250 --> 00:03:16,334 and cannot return. 15 00:03:23,667 --> 00:03:26,917 And they'll always remain discontent on land 16 00:03:27,000 --> 00:03:29,583 because they belong to the sea. 17 00:03:41,667 --> 00:03:42,750 Everyone's gone? 18 00:03:42,833 --> 00:03:44,167 Yeah, everyone's gone. 19 00:03:44,250 --> 00:03:45,250 More for me. 20 00:03:47,541 --> 00:03:49,875 Rona? What are you doing? 21 00:03:53,209 --> 00:03:54,750 Please, please, please, come on. 22 00:03:54,833 --> 00:03:56,334 Come on, I gotta get you out. 23 00:03:57,708 --> 00:03:58,959 -Time to go home. -Why? 24 00:04:00,334 --> 00:04:01,917 I remember... 25 00:04:02,000 --> 00:04:04,084 That everyone is really long gone. 26 00:04:05,833 --> 00:04:07,167 No, there was... 27 00:04:10,417 --> 00:04:11,917 -The lights are on. -The lights. 28 00:04:12,000 --> 00:04:14,000 That really means the night is truly... 29 00:04:14,084 --> 00:04:16,042 Come on, what are you doing, Rona? 30 00:04:17,917 --> 00:04:19,750 We gotta get you out now, come on. 31 00:04:19,833 --> 00:04:21,667 -Come on. Come on, Rona. -Let's dance. 32 00:04:21,750 --> 00:04:23,708 Fine, I'll dance with you instead. 33 00:04:25,376 --> 00:04:26,376 Dave? 34 00:04:32,042 --> 00:04:33,084 -Come on. -Dave. 35 00:04:33,167 --> 00:04:34,792 -Give me a twirl. -She's long gone. 36 00:04:34,875 --> 00:04:37,667 Come on, love. The door's there and you're going out of it. 37 00:04:38,292 --> 00:04:40,042 Under the table. Out you come. 38 00:04:40,125 --> 00:04:41,458 Come on. Out you come. 39 00:04:41,541 --> 00:04:43,208 -You're leaving now. -You can't see me. 40 00:04:43,292 --> 00:04:45,125 -Right, right, right, Dave. -Come on. Up you go. 41 00:04:45,209 --> 00:04:47,292 Stand up. Stand up. 42 00:04:48,459 --> 00:04:49,459 To the door. 43 00:04:49,917 --> 00:04:51,334 You're nearly there. Come on. 44 00:04:52,334 --> 00:04:53,833 You've had a bit too much. 45 00:04:53,917 --> 00:04:56,000 -Dave, please just get her out. -God, I'm strong. 46 00:04:56,084 --> 00:04:57,292 Come on. 47 00:04:57,376 --> 00:04:58,917 -Come on. -Dave, what are you gonna do? 48 00:04:59,000 --> 00:05:00,417 You gonna make me leave? 49 00:05:00,500 --> 00:05:02,209 -I'm gonna take you outside. -Rona! 50 00:05:02,292 --> 00:05:03,917 You're gonna fucking make me leave? 51 00:05:04,000 --> 00:05:05,209 Enough! 52 00:05:05,792 --> 00:05:06,959 Fucking arsehole! 53 00:05:09,084 --> 00:05:10,959 -Time to go. -Get off of me! 54 00:05:13,292 --> 00:05:15,042 -Make him stop! -Time to go. 55 00:05:16,500 --> 00:05:17,708 Arsehole! 56 00:05:36,209 --> 00:05:38,084 Hey, you need a ride? 57 00:05:38,792 --> 00:05:40,417 I can give you a lift, if you like. 58 00:05:50,875 --> 00:05:52,125 Rona. 59 00:05:52,209 --> 00:05:54,500 Is it okay if I get some details from you? 60 00:05:54,583 --> 00:05:55,708 Yeah? 61 00:05:55,792 --> 00:05:57,209 Just check your age. 62 00:05:57,792 --> 00:05:58,792 Twenty-nine. 63 00:05:59,334 --> 00:06:00,334 And... 64 00:06:01,000 --> 00:06:02,376 What's your occupation? 65 00:06:04,334 --> 00:06:06,084 I'm unemployed right now. 66 00:06:07,209 --> 00:06:09,167 But I got a masters in biology. 67 00:06:13,125 --> 00:06:14,459 Just get a few more details. 68 00:06:17,167 --> 00:06:19,708 So, are there any illnesses that run in the family? 69 00:06:19,792 --> 00:06:22,167 Anything, like any heart attacks or strokes? 70 00:06:22,251 --> 00:06:23,251 No. 71 00:06:24,209 --> 00:06:25,542 Any diabetes? 72 00:06:25,625 --> 00:06:26,625 No. 73 00:06:27,167 --> 00:06:29,959 Anyone in the family have any kind of mental illness? 74 00:08:06,542 --> 00:08:07,542 Come on. 75 00:08:18,625 --> 00:08:20,209 -I'll just leave it here. -Thanks. 76 00:08:45,709 --> 00:08:46,875 How's Dad? 77 00:08:47,959 --> 00:08:48,959 He's fine. 78 00:08:49,042 --> 00:08:51,709 I heard he's been putting his rants on Facebook again? 79 00:08:52,542 --> 00:08:53,542 He's not. 80 00:08:55,917 --> 00:08:57,126 Have you decided what color 81 00:08:57,209 --> 00:08:58,625 you're gonna paint the walls yet? 82 00:08:59,333 --> 00:09:00,624 What do you think? 83 00:09:01,750 --> 00:09:02,916 I found... 84 00:09:04,625 --> 00:09:07,291 There's a sort of a... duck egg? 85 00:09:08,209 --> 00:09:09,542 -Not sure. -That's nice. 86 00:09:09,625 --> 00:09:10,709 Yeah. 87 00:09:10,792 --> 00:09:12,959 That'd be nice in the living room, I think. 88 00:09:14,709 --> 00:09:16,251 Matches your trousers. 89 00:09:25,167 --> 00:09:26,667 Look what I found. 90 00:09:26,750 --> 00:09:28,418 The RSPB is hiring. 91 00:09:28,500 --> 00:09:30,167 For summer jobs. They're looking for-- 92 00:09:30,251 --> 00:09:32,084 I have a life that I have to get back to. 93 00:09:33,667 --> 00:09:35,709 I know, of course. And I'll pray for you. 94 00:09:35,792 --> 00:09:37,418 Mum. Don't do that. 95 00:09:38,167 --> 00:09:39,251 Of course I do. 96 00:09:43,334 --> 00:09:44,959 Rona, do you want some tea? 97 00:09:45,042 --> 00:09:46,376 I'll be down in a bit. 98 00:09:47,418 --> 00:09:48,418 Okay. 99 00:09:57,376 --> 00:10:00,500 I'm really bored. 100 00:10:02,500 --> 00:10:05,126 Are you bored too? 101 00:10:05,209 --> 00:10:07,126 I see what you're trying to do, you know. 102 00:10:10,542 --> 00:10:11,959 Come on, this is almost done. 103 00:10:12,042 --> 00:10:14,792 Trust me, if you can't handle your book on mushrooms 104 00:10:14,875 --> 00:10:16,042 or whatever that is... 105 00:10:17,667 --> 00:10:18,834 Was it mushrooms? 106 00:10:19,418 --> 00:10:20,750 Fungi. 107 00:10:20,834 --> 00:10:24,293 No, I hate the way you barely need to read a book. 108 00:10:24,376 --> 00:10:26,667 And all the facts still somehow get into your head. 109 00:10:26,750 --> 00:10:29,084 That's 'cause you've been staring at it for hours. 110 00:10:29,167 --> 00:10:30,959 Yeah, I've been literally staring at this page-- 111 00:10:31,042 --> 00:10:33,334 I know, just leave it and let's go to the pub! 112 00:10:38,126 --> 00:10:39,709 What was it like growing up here? 113 00:10:39,792 --> 00:10:41,625 -Growing up in London? -Yeah. 114 00:10:41,709 --> 00:10:43,251 Growing up in London is just... 115 00:10:43,334 --> 00:10:46,334 there is always low key something. 116 00:10:47,334 --> 00:10:48,875 I didn't actually really clock it 117 00:10:48,959 --> 00:10:51,792 until the first time I went to the countryside. 118 00:10:51,876 --> 00:10:55,418 And everything there was, like, so quiet. 119 00:11:10,042 --> 00:11:11,625 I'm just going to get another one, 120 00:11:11,709 --> 00:11:13,209 -is that all right? -No problem. 121 00:11:45,293 --> 00:11:46,709 -Excuse me. -Yeah, sorry? 122 00:11:46,792 --> 00:11:48,251 You don't have a lighter, do you? 123 00:11:48,334 --> 00:11:50,126 I don't. Sorry. I'm not a smoker myself. 124 00:11:50,209 --> 00:11:51,625 Right. That's very sensible. 125 00:11:51,709 --> 00:11:53,667 I like your hat you've got on, by the way. 126 00:11:53,750 --> 00:11:55,625 -Well, thank you. -Very interesting. 127 00:11:55,709 --> 00:11:56,792 Do I recognize you? 128 00:11:57,834 --> 00:11:59,792 -Possibly, are you from here? -Yeah, yeah. 129 00:11:59,876 --> 00:12:01,334 I was thinking from your accent 130 00:12:01,418 --> 00:12:02,959 you must be from somewhere else. 131 00:12:03,042 --> 00:12:04,792 No, my mum and dad are English. 132 00:12:04,876 --> 00:12:07,084 -So I got a weird accent. -That'll be it, that'll be it. 133 00:12:07,168 --> 00:12:08,917 Yeah, I've actually... I've been away 134 00:12:09,001 --> 00:12:11,584 -for about ten years now. So... -My God, long time. 135 00:12:11,667 --> 00:12:14,418 Yeah, I don't really come back that often. 136 00:12:14,500 --> 00:12:15,917 So what are you doing now, then? 137 00:12:16,001 --> 00:12:17,834 I'm just going off to meet a couple of friends. 138 00:12:17,917 --> 00:12:19,168 Friends. 139 00:12:19,251 --> 00:12:20,542 Yeah. 140 00:12:20,625 --> 00:12:23,460 Yeah, I don't really know anyone here anymore, so... 141 00:12:23,542 --> 00:12:25,750 I was a bit desperate to... 142 00:12:25,834 --> 00:12:28,042 see if there's anyone younger hanging around. 143 00:12:28,126 --> 00:12:29,126 Yes. 144 00:12:29,209 --> 00:12:31,209 Do you wanna have a cup of tea before you go, maybe? 145 00:12:31,293 --> 00:12:33,542 No, I really can't. I've got to catch up. 146 00:12:33,625 --> 00:12:35,418 -Another time, maybe. -Right. 147 00:12:35,500 --> 00:12:37,876 Yeah. I'm staying with my mum at the minute. 148 00:12:37,959 --> 00:12:39,917 But I usually live down in London. 149 00:12:40,001 --> 00:12:43,084 I just came to help my dad with the lambing, so... 150 00:12:43,168 --> 00:12:45,084 But I'm going back down there soon, so... 151 00:12:47,460 --> 00:12:48,959 Could you just give me your hand, 152 00:12:49,042 --> 00:12:50,418 so I can try this again? 153 00:12:50,500 --> 00:12:52,209 -Yeah, no problem. -All right, thanks. 154 00:12:56,376 --> 00:12:57,418 The wind. 155 00:12:57,500 --> 00:12:58,709 Yeah, it's not easy. 156 00:13:00,293 --> 00:13:02,168 -Got it! -Yeah, all right. 157 00:13:02,251 --> 00:13:04,042 Okay, I gotta go on. See you later. 158 00:13:04,126 --> 00:13:05,251 All right. 159 00:14:59,209 --> 00:15:02,209 Sometimes you can feel a vibration in Orkney. 160 00:15:03,584 --> 00:15:04,876 A low rumble. 161 00:15:05,584 --> 00:15:06,751 A tremor. 162 00:15:07,709 --> 00:15:11,917 It takes over the whole island and every part of your body. 163 00:15:13,209 --> 00:15:14,834 But, of course... 164 00:15:16,001 --> 00:15:17,667 it could all just be in your head. 165 00:15:21,043 --> 00:15:22,500 Some people say it's the sound 166 00:15:22,584 --> 00:15:24,709 of underwater military experiments. 167 00:15:30,001 --> 00:15:31,209 Others say it's the waves 168 00:15:31,293 --> 00:15:33,460 caught in caves deep below the land. 169 00:15:37,293 --> 00:15:40,126 But the one that brought me nightmares when I was little 170 00:15:40,709 --> 00:15:42,168 is the oldest theory. 171 00:15:43,251 --> 00:15:44,584 A ginormous monster 172 00:15:44,667 --> 00:15:46,751 called the Mester Muckle Stoorworm, 173 00:15:46,834 --> 00:15:48,418 who was so big 174 00:15:48,500 --> 00:15:50,834 his tail would wrap around the whole world. 175 00:15:51,667 --> 00:15:52,667 And he was defeated 176 00:15:52,751 --> 00:15:55,542 by a young lad called Assipattle. 177 00:15:57,043 --> 00:15:59,918 He killed the Stoorworm with a burning peat. 178 00:16:00,584 --> 00:16:03,251 Fire burned inside its body. 179 00:16:03,335 --> 00:16:04,709 And it was in such pain 180 00:16:04,792 --> 00:16:08,043 that its neck reached nine times to the moon and back. 181 00:16:08,126 --> 00:16:09,876 And then its teeth fell out 182 00:16:10,460 --> 00:16:12,335 and formed the Orkney islands. 183 00:16:13,418 --> 00:16:15,709 The liver is still burning today. 184 00:16:16,959 --> 00:16:19,084 And we feel that as the tremors. 185 00:16:30,251 --> 00:16:31,542 That was just lovely. 186 00:16:32,335 --> 00:16:33,709 Absolutely gorgeous. 187 00:16:33,792 --> 00:16:35,542 More mince, if anyone wants another. 188 00:16:35,626 --> 00:16:37,084 -Couldn't have any more. -No, thanks. 189 00:16:37,168 --> 00:16:39,584 Rona, I notice you haven't eaten much. You all right? 190 00:16:39,667 --> 00:16:42,709 Yeah, yeah. I'm just not hungry, but it was lovely. Yeah. 191 00:16:43,751 --> 00:16:45,084 -Excuse me. -Bless you. 192 00:16:45,626 --> 00:16:47,460 I'd just like to say thank you. 193 00:16:47,876 --> 00:16:50,251 Thank you, Father, for this delicious food 194 00:16:50,335 --> 00:16:53,584 and for this wonderful company at my table today. 195 00:16:54,584 --> 00:16:57,376 Of course we thank you, Lord, for the food on our table, 196 00:16:57,460 --> 00:16:58,667 for the sun in the sky... 197 00:17:06,959 --> 00:17:08,501 So are you up for long? 198 00:17:08,584 --> 00:17:10,959 No, I'm going back down to London next week. 199 00:17:11,043 --> 00:17:13,418 Just because, there's a service for healing 200 00:17:13,501 --> 00:17:14,584 on a Thursday evening. 201 00:17:14,667 --> 00:17:16,418 You might find it interesting. 202 00:17:16,501 --> 00:17:18,251 Your husband used to go, right? 203 00:17:18,335 --> 00:17:20,168 Yeah, my Mark went, like, last year. 204 00:17:20,251 --> 00:17:22,335 He was having a bit of trouble with drinking 205 00:17:22,418 --> 00:17:23,959 and just needed a bit of guidance 206 00:17:24,043 --> 00:17:25,959 and, you know, just a bit of support and that. 207 00:17:26,043 --> 00:17:27,667 A bit of help, really, you know, so... 208 00:17:27,751 --> 00:17:29,084 No, I'm doing fine, so... 209 00:17:29,168 --> 00:17:30,459 I mean, anyone can go. It's not really like... 210 00:17:30,542 --> 00:17:32,251 Rona, your mum was saying 211 00:17:32,335 --> 00:17:34,376 that you're taking a break from your study? 212 00:17:45,418 --> 00:17:47,000 Rona. Please don't. 213 00:17:47,084 --> 00:17:49,209 Don't what? This? 214 00:17:50,376 --> 00:17:52,084 I'm sober. Do they know that? 215 00:17:52,876 --> 00:17:55,418 Because they seem to know everything else, don't they? 216 00:17:57,584 --> 00:18:00,460 You've clearly told them everything that's going on. 217 00:18:01,460 --> 00:18:02,709 Rona, I'm sorry. 218 00:18:05,876 --> 00:18:06,959 Come back inside? 219 00:18:07,043 --> 00:18:08,293 Give me a minute. 220 00:18:11,751 --> 00:18:13,834 Don't start reading the Bible without me. 221 00:18:22,084 --> 00:18:24,542 We want to see, we want to see 222 00:18:25,293 --> 00:18:28,460 We want to see Jesus lifted high 223 00:18:28,793 --> 00:18:31,501 We want to see, we want to see 224 00:18:31,876 --> 00:18:32,959 We want to see... 225 00:18:46,542 --> 00:18:49,210 Get a shift on, Daynin. Come on. 226 00:18:54,293 --> 00:18:55,793 Oh, fuck! Oh, fuck! 227 00:18:57,709 --> 00:18:59,834 -Daynin. Rona. -Daynin. 228 00:18:59,918 --> 00:19:01,085 Give me your hand! 229 00:19:01,168 --> 00:19:02,418 Give me your hand! 230 00:19:02,501 --> 00:19:04,876 Please, don't. Two hands on the bicycle! 231 00:19:05,709 --> 00:19:10,126 Happy birthday to you! 232 00:19:11,168 --> 00:19:13,043 Happy birthday... 233 00:19:13,126 --> 00:19:14,418 Sorry! 234 00:19:14,501 --> 00:19:17,667 Dear Gloria 235 00:19:17,751 --> 00:19:21,335 Happy birthday... 236 00:20:22,793 --> 00:20:23,793 Hi. 237 00:20:25,126 --> 00:20:26,126 Hi. 238 00:20:55,293 --> 00:20:57,043 Sometimes when I hallucinate, 239 00:20:57,834 --> 00:21:00,377 I transpose the island's boundaries 240 00:21:00,460 --> 00:21:02,085 onto a map of London. 241 00:21:03,293 --> 00:21:05,668 In Hackney, thousands of people 242 00:21:05,751 --> 00:21:07,460 live in the same area 243 00:21:07,542 --> 00:21:10,377 of the farm that was home to just our family. 244 00:21:11,501 --> 00:21:13,210 150 acres. 245 00:21:16,542 --> 00:21:20,043 Screaming gulls are sirens, the sea, traffic. 246 00:21:20,834 --> 00:21:23,001 Tower blocks are cliff faces. 247 00:21:23,834 --> 00:21:26,252 The warning lights on top of tall buildings 248 00:21:26,335 --> 00:21:27,460 are lighthouses. 249 00:21:28,751 --> 00:21:31,085 The Tower of London is Skara Brae. 250 00:21:31,293 --> 00:21:34,501 And the Millennium Dome is the ancient Ring of Brodgar. 251 00:22:13,126 --> 00:22:15,335 Rona, I just wanted a quick catch up really, 252 00:22:15,418 --> 00:22:17,418 -just to see how you are. -Yeah, good. Why? 253 00:22:17,501 --> 00:22:18,793 No, it's just that we had 254 00:22:18,876 --> 00:22:20,501 the lab meeting last week and you weren't there. 255 00:22:20,584 --> 00:22:21,834 Everyone else was there. 256 00:22:21,918 --> 00:22:24,793 Well, yeah, I had a dentist appointment that day. 257 00:22:24,876 --> 00:22:26,293 But also, I've just been 258 00:22:26,377 --> 00:22:27,418 really busy with the project, I think. 259 00:22:27,501 --> 00:22:29,126 You could've told me about the dentist. 260 00:22:29,210 --> 00:22:30,668 I mean, some of the other guys in the lab, 261 00:22:30,751 --> 00:22:32,418 they said that you sort of distanced yourself a little bit. 262 00:22:32,501 --> 00:22:33,543 I did. 263 00:22:33,626 --> 00:22:35,460 That you're not going to coffee with them 264 00:22:35,543 --> 00:22:36,960 -as much as you used to. -Sorry. 265 00:22:41,210 --> 00:22:43,377 I mean, you had promised to get a report to me 266 00:22:43,460 --> 00:22:44,543 last week as well. 267 00:23:41,418 --> 00:23:44,210 Have you ever felt like you could control the weather? 268 00:23:45,210 --> 00:23:46,210 Really? 269 00:23:48,127 --> 00:23:49,418 Nah, that's not me. 270 00:23:50,377 --> 00:23:51,543 God, you're weird. 271 00:23:57,876 --> 00:23:59,001 You all right? 272 00:24:02,751 --> 00:24:03,751 Sure? 273 00:24:17,127 --> 00:24:18,501 I used to think 274 00:24:18,584 --> 00:24:22,001 my dad could control the wind, when I was little. 275 00:24:26,501 --> 00:24:27,501 Dad! 276 00:24:31,460 --> 00:24:33,001 -Dad? -Yeah. 277 00:24:33,085 --> 00:24:34,168 There you are. 278 00:24:34,876 --> 00:24:35,918 Hiya. 279 00:24:37,085 --> 00:24:38,543 -Hi. -You all right? 280 00:24:38,626 --> 00:24:39,668 Yeah. 281 00:24:39,751 --> 00:24:42,001 I'm heading off soon, so I wanted to say goodbye. 282 00:24:42,085 --> 00:24:43,293 -Are you? -Yeah. 283 00:24:43,377 --> 00:24:44,377 Already? 284 00:24:45,127 --> 00:24:47,085 Well, you want to see a lump of something, 285 00:24:47,168 --> 00:24:49,085 -might be worth a fortune? -What? 286 00:24:49,835 --> 00:24:51,584 "One test for ambergris is to poke it 287 00:24:51,668 --> 00:24:53,918 with a hot needle and a liquid should ooze out." 288 00:24:54,001 --> 00:24:55,335 Here we go. 289 00:24:59,835 --> 00:25:01,210 Look, look, look, look. 290 00:25:01,293 --> 00:25:02,918 That's liquid. Oh, my God! 291 00:25:03,001 --> 00:25:04,168 Wow. 292 00:25:04,960 --> 00:25:07,293 "Ambergris is a rare and highly valuable substance 293 00:25:07,377 --> 00:25:09,252 produced in the stomach of sperm whales, 294 00:25:09,335 --> 00:25:12,460 either vomited or excreted and found floating on the seas. 295 00:25:12,543 --> 00:25:15,043 It has a bad smell." Does it have a bad smell? 296 00:25:15,127 --> 00:25:16,460 Doesn't smell like anything. 297 00:25:16,543 --> 00:25:18,043 Still, that is liquid. 298 00:25:18,127 --> 00:25:21,960 -It says for one gram... -Yes. 299 00:25:22,043 --> 00:25:23,835 ...you can get $28. 300 00:25:23,918 --> 00:25:26,751 -What's that, 25 quid? 23 quid? -Like 25 quid. 301 00:25:26,835 --> 00:25:29,043 Twenty-three, so that's, that's... this is... 302 00:25:29,127 --> 00:25:31,419 This is ten pounds. That's four and a half kilos, 303 00:25:31,501 --> 00:25:34,168 that's 4500, that's... 25... 304 00:25:34,252 --> 00:25:36,543 That's over 100,000 pounds. 305 00:25:38,127 --> 00:25:39,419 That's over 100... 306 00:25:41,668 --> 00:25:43,835 -Well done! -That is one big tractor. 307 00:25:43,918 --> 00:25:45,793 -Seriously? -My God. 308 00:25:47,252 --> 00:25:48,293 Oh, my. 309 00:25:48,377 --> 00:25:50,252 Will you send me updates when you hear? 310 00:25:50,335 --> 00:25:52,002 -Well now, why don't you stay? -No, I can't. 311 00:25:52,085 --> 00:25:53,710 Tell you what I could do help with. 312 00:25:53,793 --> 00:25:55,460 A couple of the dikes have come down 313 00:25:55,543 --> 00:25:57,710 on the outrun there, and I could use some help 314 00:25:57,793 --> 00:25:59,127 building them back up again. 315 00:25:59,210 --> 00:26:00,835 No, I've really been here for long enough. 316 00:26:00,918 --> 00:26:03,043 -London is calling me. -All right. 317 00:26:03,127 --> 00:26:04,252 I got to go back. 318 00:26:07,543 --> 00:26:10,252 So, because you're gonna be rolling in it, 319 00:26:10,335 --> 00:26:11,918 do you think maybe you could lend me a few quids 320 00:26:12,002 --> 00:26:13,501 just to tide me over for when I go back? 321 00:26:13,584 --> 00:26:15,668 -I just can't. -Right. That's okay. 322 00:26:15,751 --> 00:26:17,294 Have you asked your mum? 323 00:26:17,377 --> 00:26:21,377 She offered to put me into her prayers. 324 00:26:33,584 --> 00:26:36,501 You will see passenger emergency instruction notices 325 00:26:36,584 --> 00:26:38,335 in various parts of the vessel 326 00:26:38,419 --> 00:26:40,543 and in the passenger cabins. 327 00:26:40,626 --> 00:26:42,252 Please study these carefully... 328 00:26:51,876 --> 00:26:54,668 Located in the following positions, 329 00:26:54,751 --> 00:26:56,085 in the restaurant... 330 00:27:31,335 --> 00:27:33,835 The urge to drink can come out of nowhere. 331 00:27:37,460 --> 00:27:38,835 You think you're doing well. 332 00:27:39,335 --> 00:27:42,127 But suddenly you want nothing more than a drink. 333 00:27:46,501 --> 00:27:47,960 When people drink, 334 00:27:48,043 --> 00:27:51,168 alcohol, or more specifically ethanol, 335 00:27:51,252 --> 00:27:53,252 is absorbed into the stomach lining 336 00:27:53,335 --> 00:27:55,085 and enters the blood stream. 337 00:27:56,377 --> 00:27:57,419 In the brain, 338 00:27:57,501 --> 00:28:01,335 alcohol confuses messages between neurotransmitters 339 00:28:01,419 --> 00:28:04,543 and acts as both an intoxicant and a depressant 340 00:28:04,626 --> 00:28:06,002 or a relaxant. 341 00:28:12,793 --> 00:28:13,793 Hiya. 342 00:28:14,877 --> 00:28:15,877 Hey. 343 00:28:18,877 --> 00:28:20,585 -You all right? -Yeah. 344 00:28:20,668 --> 00:28:22,918 -That's good. -Just going to the loo. 345 00:28:58,335 --> 00:29:00,710 For those of us susceptible to addiction, 346 00:29:00,793 --> 00:29:02,419 alcohol quickly becomes 347 00:29:02,501 --> 00:29:05,002 the default way of alleviating anxiety 348 00:29:05,085 --> 00:29:08,085 and dealing with stressful situations. 349 00:29:10,626 --> 00:29:12,585 Through repeated use of the drug, 350 00:29:12,668 --> 00:29:15,918 our neural pathways are scored so deeply 351 00:29:16,002 --> 00:29:17,918 they'll never be repaired. 352 00:29:47,169 --> 00:29:48,501 -You good? -Yeah, yeah. 353 00:29:51,752 --> 00:29:53,002 -Hi, Elena. -Hello. 354 00:29:53,085 --> 00:29:54,335 It's good see you back. 355 00:29:54,419 --> 00:29:56,294 Elena, this is Rona. Rona, Elena. 356 00:29:56,377 --> 00:29:57,419 Nice to meet you. 357 00:29:57,501 --> 00:29:58,752 Rona has a training day with us. 358 00:29:58,835 --> 00:30:01,793 Elena quite often works for us at the RSPB on the island. 359 00:30:01,877 --> 00:30:03,461 Manages our cottage here on Papay. 360 00:30:03,543 --> 00:30:04,960 Yes. 361 00:30:05,043 --> 00:30:06,543 So you gonna take us to the holm? 362 00:30:06,626 --> 00:30:07,835 Yeah, that's right. 363 00:30:07,918 --> 00:30:09,626 The tides look perfect for going there just now. 364 00:30:09,710 --> 00:30:11,252 Boat's ready in the water. 365 00:30:12,085 --> 00:30:13,793 The first time that you visited Orkney? 366 00:30:13,877 --> 00:30:15,835 I'm from West Mainland. 367 00:30:16,501 --> 00:30:17,752 Very nice. 368 00:30:17,835 --> 00:30:20,085 We can just maybe, like, spend about an hour and a half there, 369 00:30:20,169 --> 00:30:21,668 if that's okay with you? 370 00:30:21,752 --> 00:30:23,377 -Great. -We'll get you back to Papay. 371 00:30:23,461 --> 00:30:25,918 Papay really is my favorite island. 372 00:30:26,002 --> 00:30:28,169 Don't you want to stay for a cuppa 373 00:30:28,252 --> 00:30:29,668 or a coffee at Rose Cottage? 374 00:30:36,918 --> 00:30:38,835 So that's a grey seal, on the rocks. 375 00:30:38,918 --> 00:30:39,960 Yeah. 376 00:30:40,044 --> 00:30:41,585 The grey seal pups, they're all fluffy and white. 377 00:30:41,668 --> 00:30:43,626 They're really nice. 378 00:30:43,710 --> 00:30:45,585 And they can't swim right away. 379 00:30:46,127 --> 00:30:49,668 But the common seals, they can swim almost right away. 380 00:30:49,752 --> 00:30:52,585 They can just get into the water the same day. 381 00:31:05,127 --> 00:31:07,085 People really like them. And folk here, 382 00:31:07,169 --> 00:31:09,877 what they really like is the sound they make. 383 00:31:13,877 --> 00:31:15,835 Yeah, nice one. Can you do it? 384 00:31:18,918 --> 00:31:20,044 A bit like a wolf. 385 00:31:20,752 --> 00:31:23,127 Quite eerie, especially if it's at night. 386 00:31:28,501 --> 00:31:29,501 Hi. 387 00:31:51,877 --> 00:31:56,752 Homo sapiens have about 79% of the same DNA as seals. 388 00:31:58,085 --> 00:32:02,419 50% as plants, a banana, a cucumber 389 00:32:02,501 --> 00:32:03,877 or seaweed. 390 00:32:06,127 --> 00:32:08,044 60% as jellyfish. 391 00:32:11,543 --> 00:32:15,793 Jellyfish are only capable of upwards independent movements 392 00:32:15,877 --> 00:32:18,960 so they're moved horizontally by currents and tides. 393 00:32:26,585 --> 00:32:27,585 Wait! 394 00:32:28,377 --> 00:32:30,919 The day I was born, my father became unwell. 395 00:32:31,835 --> 00:32:34,752 One of the bipolar episodes he'd had periodically 396 00:32:34,835 --> 00:32:36,252 since he was a teenager. 397 00:32:53,919 --> 00:32:55,461 If you go mad in Orkney... 398 00:32:56,793 --> 00:32:58,127 they just fly you out. 399 00:33:14,710 --> 00:33:16,668 So, what you've got in front of you here 400 00:33:16,752 --> 00:33:20,002 is what I would say is a really well-mowed field. 401 00:33:20,085 --> 00:33:22,377 Okay? And so what he's done 402 00:33:22,461 --> 00:33:26,461 is he's gone from the inside and he's mowed all the way out. 403 00:33:26,543 --> 00:33:27,919 So that any corncrakes 404 00:33:28,002 --> 00:33:30,211 that might have been on his land in the field, 405 00:33:30,294 --> 00:33:33,252 they can come all the way into the long grass. 406 00:33:34,085 --> 00:33:36,044 Okay, so when it comes to the survey, 407 00:33:36,127 --> 00:33:37,835 you'll have one of these in front of you, 408 00:33:37,919 --> 00:33:39,252 and it's like a grid system. 409 00:33:40,252 --> 00:33:43,294 So you start here from 12:00 to 3:00 a.m. 410 00:33:43,377 --> 00:33:45,793 And then you go every 200 to 500 meters... 411 00:33:46,502 --> 00:33:47,627 and then you stop. 412 00:33:50,919 --> 00:33:52,211 You wind down your window, 413 00:33:53,002 --> 00:33:55,127 set a timer on your phone for two minutes, 414 00:33:56,543 --> 00:33:57,543 and you listen. 415 00:34:00,627 --> 00:34:01,877 For what? 416 00:34:01,960 --> 00:34:04,085 For the sound of a corncrake. Have you heard a corncrake? 417 00:34:04,169 --> 00:34:05,793 -No. -Right. Well... 418 00:34:05,877 --> 00:34:07,252 How would you describe it? 419 00:34:07,336 --> 00:34:09,002 I'd say it's quite like... 420 00:34:11,252 --> 00:34:13,502 maybe like a cat hissing or something. 421 00:34:13,585 --> 00:34:16,502 I would say more like a cranking chair, more something like... 422 00:34:18,294 --> 00:34:19,919 -Right. -That's good, that's good. 423 00:34:20,002 --> 00:34:21,919 Get it up on YouTube for her. 424 00:35:06,252 --> 00:35:09,710 So, can you tell me why you're here, Rona? 425 00:35:09,794 --> 00:35:14,086 Yeah. I'm here for a referral, for rehab. 426 00:35:14,168 --> 00:35:15,543 Residential. 427 00:35:17,461 --> 00:35:19,252 I just want you to lock me up. 428 00:35:20,461 --> 00:35:23,668 Okay. Well, there can be quite a rate sometimes 429 00:35:23,752 --> 00:35:25,543 for residential places. 430 00:35:25,627 --> 00:35:27,336 But there are some other options. 431 00:35:35,710 --> 00:35:38,585 This program is a zero-tolerance 432 00:35:38,668 --> 00:35:40,877 abstinence-based program. 433 00:35:40,960 --> 00:35:44,336 Which means that if you don't turn up, for any reason, 434 00:35:44,419 --> 00:35:45,960 you are off the program. 435 00:35:46,710 --> 00:35:50,419 It means if you relapse, you are off the program. 436 00:35:51,086 --> 00:35:52,919 What is said in this group, 437 00:35:53,002 --> 00:35:55,794 stays within the walls of this group. 438 00:35:55,877 --> 00:35:56,877 No phones. 439 00:35:56,960 --> 00:36:00,419 I would ask that you only check them at your break times. 440 00:36:00,502 --> 00:36:03,668 Also, all fag and bathroom breaks 441 00:36:03,752 --> 00:36:06,668 will be accompanied by a counselor. 442 00:36:07,752 --> 00:36:11,794 Statistically, only 10% of you will make this. 443 00:36:11,877 --> 00:36:13,461 I know that sounds tough. 444 00:36:13,543 --> 00:36:16,294 But it is a tough journey that you have started. 445 00:36:32,752 --> 00:36:34,794 Rona, come on. 446 00:36:34,877 --> 00:36:37,378 No, Mum, I'm okay, thanks. 447 00:36:37,461 --> 00:36:39,169 Come on, Rona, it's lovely. 448 00:36:39,252 --> 00:36:40,294 I'm fine. 449 00:36:46,710 --> 00:36:47,794 How's Mom? 450 00:36:47,877 --> 00:36:50,585 You could always just call her and ask her yourself. 451 00:36:58,710 --> 00:36:59,710 How's the job? 452 00:37:02,419 --> 00:37:04,669 Well, I haven't heard a corncrake yet. 453 00:37:06,378 --> 00:37:07,461 So not that great. 454 00:37:10,627 --> 00:37:11,835 No, I can't do that. 455 00:37:14,502 --> 00:37:16,461 I did find out that there's a large population 456 00:37:16,543 --> 00:37:17,961 of corncakes in Eastern Europe. 457 00:37:18,585 --> 00:37:21,378 By the way, it's not ambergris. I got the results back. 458 00:37:24,086 --> 00:37:26,752 -What is it then? -Paraffin wax or something. 459 00:37:26,835 --> 00:37:27,835 Probably. 460 00:37:33,002 --> 00:37:34,543 Thanks for staying longer. 461 00:37:48,419 --> 00:37:49,543 Hey, Dad. 462 00:37:53,336 --> 00:37:55,253 I made another flower picture. 463 00:38:00,627 --> 00:38:03,253 Dad, Dad, Dad, Dad, Dad. 464 00:38:03,336 --> 00:38:06,710 Dad, Dad, Dad, Dad, Dad. 465 00:38:31,710 --> 00:38:33,378 The past follows us. 466 00:38:34,794 --> 00:38:36,919 Energy never expires. 467 00:38:46,002 --> 00:38:49,002 The energy of waves carried across the ocean 468 00:38:49,086 --> 00:38:52,169 changes into noise and heat and vibrations 469 00:38:52,253 --> 00:38:54,835 that are absorbed into the land 470 00:38:54,919 --> 00:38:57,044 and passed through the generations. 471 00:38:58,710 --> 00:39:00,544 Waves break when the wave height 472 00:39:00,627 --> 00:39:03,378 is more than one seventh of the wave length. 473 00:39:05,044 --> 00:39:07,294 Although they collapse in different manners, 474 00:39:07,378 --> 00:39:10,919 there is only so much height any wave can sustain 475 00:39:11,669 --> 00:39:13,585 before it comes crashing down. 476 00:42:35,336 --> 00:42:37,502 I'm so proud of you! 477 00:42:37,585 --> 00:42:38,919 -Really? -Yeah. 478 00:42:39,003 --> 00:42:41,336 -Really? -Yeah, you're doing so well. 479 00:42:47,711 --> 00:42:49,420 Go on, go on, go on! Grab a shot! 480 00:42:51,502 --> 00:42:52,794 -Cheers, guys! -Okay. 481 00:42:52,877 --> 00:42:53,961 Make a speech! 482 00:42:54,044 --> 00:42:55,877 -Don't make me make a speech. -Come on! 483 00:42:55,961 --> 00:42:57,461 -Speech! Speech! -Come on! 484 00:42:57,544 --> 00:42:59,253 Okay, you think it's about me, yeah? 485 00:42:59,336 --> 00:43:01,585 But I wouldn't have been able to do it without all of you lot. 486 00:43:01,669 --> 00:43:03,003 He's so humble. 487 00:43:03,669 --> 00:43:05,502 -Cheers. -Go on, go on, go on! 488 00:43:12,919 --> 00:43:14,919 Yes, yes, yes, yeah! 489 00:43:16,169 --> 00:43:18,044 Would you want to marry me? 490 00:43:19,295 --> 00:43:20,669 Do I want to marry you? 491 00:43:21,128 --> 00:43:23,461 Do you think you'd want to marry me? 492 00:43:23,544 --> 00:43:24,836 One day, maybe. 493 00:43:24,919 --> 00:43:26,711 -Maybe? -Maybe... 494 00:43:26,794 --> 00:43:28,919 One, two, three, four. 495 00:43:36,877 --> 00:43:37,877 For fuck's sake. 496 00:43:38,420 --> 00:43:39,420 Babe. 497 00:43:40,253 --> 00:43:41,253 You okay? 498 00:43:41,336 --> 00:43:43,086 You all right, love? 499 00:43:44,003 --> 00:43:45,586 -All right, honey? -Rona, babe? 500 00:43:45,669 --> 00:43:47,044 Where's my compass? 501 00:43:47,919 --> 00:43:50,044 Did you definitely bring it out with you? 502 00:43:50,128 --> 00:43:51,794 Did you just have it on whilst you were dancing? 503 00:43:51,877 --> 00:43:54,752 -No, don't worry, don't worry... -It's okay. We'll find it. 504 00:43:54,836 --> 00:43:56,461 -My compass. -Maybe it just came off. 505 00:43:56,544 --> 00:43:58,378 Have you seen... She misses the... 506 00:43:58,461 --> 00:44:01,253 -It's like this necklace thing. -Not a necklace, it's a compass. 507 00:44:01,336 --> 00:44:03,919 -Sorry, her compass. -Sorry, but I didn't take it. 508 00:44:04,003 --> 00:44:07,544 I don't know where it's gone. My dad gave me that compass. 509 00:44:08,336 --> 00:44:11,378 -Okay, okay, okay... -What are you laughing at? 510 00:44:11,461 --> 00:44:13,627 -What are you laughing at? -No one's laughing. 511 00:44:13,711 --> 00:44:15,044 You think you're great because you earn 512 00:44:15,128 --> 00:44:16,336 more money than I do, is that it? 513 00:44:17,044 --> 00:44:18,627 You're not laughing now, are you? 514 00:44:18,711 --> 00:44:20,794 -Would you keep it... -No one's laughing at you. Rona! 515 00:44:20,878 --> 00:44:22,169 Get a grip! 516 00:44:22,836 --> 00:44:24,711 Fuck! Fuck! 517 00:44:24,794 --> 00:44:26,502 What the fuck was that? 518 00:44:28,919 --> 00:44:31,544 Okay. Okay, babe, we need to go outside. 519 00:44:31,627 --> 00:44:32,961 Rona? 520 00:44:33,044 --> 00:44:35,961 Rona, listen to me. Just breathe. 521 00:44:36,044 --> 00:44:39,253 Just breathe, it's okay. You're okay. 522 00:44:39,336 --> 00:44:42,878 You're okay. Just deep breaths. You're fine, okay? 523 00:44:42,961 --> 00:44:44,253 Just breathe. 524 00:44:46,461 --> 00:44:48,878 Please don't. Rona, you're hurting yourself. 525 00:44:50,086 --> 00:44:51,128 Has she taken something? 526 00:44:51,211 --> 00:44:52,211 No, I've not given her anything. 527 00:44:52,295 --> 00:44:53,420 Get off. 528 00:44:53,502 --> 00:44:55,086 -Just listen to me. -Get off. 529 00:44:55,170 --> 00:44:57,878 -Double vodka. -You can't order another drink. 530 00:44:57,961 --> 00:44:59,669 -We're goin'-- -Chill out. 531 00:45:00,253 --> 00:45:02,336 Go upstairs, please. I'm too tired for this! 532 00:45:03,211 --> 00:45:05,044 We're going home, all right? 533 00:45:05,128 --> 00:45:07,211 No! You can't have that. Rona! 534 00:45:07,295 --> 00:45:10,794 For fuck's sake, Rona! Be careful, hey! 535 00:45:14,128 --> 00:45:16,086 -Can you just listen? -Get off! 536 00:45:16,170 --> 00:45:18,836 No, no! Would you just listen to me? I'm begging you. 537 00:45:18,919 --> 00:45:20,378 -No! -Get away from me! 538 00:45:20,461 --> 00:45:22,461 Where are you going? You're not going anywhere! 539 00:45:22,544 --> 00:45:24,627 Listen to me! You have a problem! 540 00:45:24,711 --> 00:45:28,086 No, you're trying to control me. 541 00:45:28,170 --> 00:45:30,378 I'm not trying to fucking control you. 542 00:45:30,461 --> 00:45:32,378 This has nothing to do with me. 543 00:45:32,462 --> 00:45:36,420 -This is about you. -I hate you. 544 00:45:58,044 --> 00:45:59,044 Morning. 545 00:46:32,295 --> 00:46:34,211 What did I do last night? 546 00:46:34,295 --> 00:46:35,544 You don't remember? 547 00:46:44,919 --> 00:46:46,253 Daynin, I'm sorry. 548 00:46:53,420 --> 00:46:56,295 Daynin, I'm so sorry, whatever I did. 549 00:46:58,420 --> 00:47:00,711 I'm not drinking anymore. I'm sorry. 550 00:47:02,045 --> 00:47:04,336 And I'm so tired of hearing you say that. 551 00:47:06,420 --> 00:47:08,420 I can't hear you say that again. 552 00:47:12,253 --> 00:47:13,336 What do you mean? 553 00:47:13,420 --> 00:47:15,544 I don't even recognize you anymore. 554 00:47:18,378 --> 00:47:20,544 I wish you were a completely different person. 555 00:47:20,627 --> 00:47:23,586 -Don't say that. -I can't do this. 556 00:47:23,669 --> 00:47:25,753 What do you mean you can't do this? 557 00:47:25,836 --> 00:47:27,128 I just can't do this. 558 00:47:28,420 --> 00:47:30,086 Did I do that to you? 559 00:47:34,462 --> 00:47:36,378 I'll never do that again. Right? 560 00:47:37,586 --> 00:47:39,836 Whatever I did, I'll never do it again. 561 00:47:39,919 --> 00:47:43,003 I'm never going to drink again. I promise you. Right? 562 00:47:43,086 --> 00:47:45,836 'Cause I don't want to lose you. I don't want to lose you. 563 00:47:45,919 --> 00:47:47,420 Please don't go. 564 00:47:52,836 --> 00:47:53,836 I love you. 565 00:47:55,295 --> 00:47:58,420 God, grant me the serenity 566 00:47:58,502 --> 00:48:01,919 to accept the things that I cannot change, 567 00:48:02,003 --> 00:48:04,836 the courage to change the things that I can, 568 00:48:04,919 --> 00:48:07,462 and the wisdom to know the difference. 569 00:48:09,711 --> 00:48:11,086 Thank you, Steven. 570 00:48:13,753 --> 00:48:17,878 Rona, would you be happy to share with the group today? 571 00:48:20,794 --> 00:48:24,836 Perhaps some of the feelings that you experience 572 00:48:24,919 --> 00:48:27,003 when you think about drinking. 573 00:48:47,586 --> 00:48:48,586 I miss it. 574 00:48:55,961 --> 00:48:58,337 I miss how good it made me feel. 575 00:49:09,628 --> 00:49:11,170 I fell in the canal. 576 00:49:12,045 --> 00:49:13,628 And I broke the bike. 577 00:49:13,711 --> 00:49:15,378 But I'm gonna sort it out. 578 00:49:19,128 --> 00:49:20,753 Are you gonna not say anything? 579 00:49:20,836 --> 00:49:23,003 What do you want me to say, Rona? 580 00:49:23,086 --> 00:49:25,502 You're always judging me. You're being so hard on me. 581 00:49:25,586 --> 00:49:27,502 I made a mistake. I'm sick of it. 582 00:49:27,586 --> 00:49:29,211 I'm honestly... I'm sick of you. 583 00:49:30,420 --> 00:49:33,462 I feel like you want me to become one of those women 584 00:49:33,544 --> 00:49:35,586 that just caters to you and then, 585 00:49:35,711 --> 00:49:36,836 with a big smile on my face and like... 586 00:49:36,920 --> 00:49:38,669 That's not the way I am. 587 00:49:38,753 --> 00:49:41,420 That's not the way I'm ever gonna be. I'm not like that. 588 00:49:41,502 --> 00:49:42,836 And you know that. 589 00:49:42,920 --> 00:49:45,003 I don't know why you're expecting that from me. 590 00:49:45,086 --> 00:49:47,711 You're trying to tame me. And you're trying to control me. 591 00:49:55,378 --> 00:49:56,836 Thank you for your honesty. 592 00:49:58,462 --> 00:49:59,628 Well, Rona... 593 00:50:00,920 --> 00:50:03,711 Just want to share this... I don't know, with you. 594 00:50:03,794 --> 00:50:05,295 Basically, I... 595 00:50:05,378 --> 00:50:09,961 My ex-girlfriend found my stash and threw it down the toilet. 596 00:50:10,045 --> 00:50:12,669 So I thought I'd leave her a little gift in the bed. 597 00:50:12,753 --> 00:50:14,544 Which was, I just basically shat in the bed. 598 00:50:14,628 --> 00:50:16,462 Left her a little prezzie. 599 00:50:17,502 --> 00:50:19,295 -It's like... -Oh, yeah. I got one. 600 00:50:19,378 --> 00:50:21,128 I got in at about 3 o'clock in the morning. 601 00:50:21,212 --> 00:50:23,503 Snuck up to bed, got into bed. Right? 602 00:50:23,586 --> 00:50:25,128 Then about four or five o'clock, 603 00:50:25,212 --> 00:50:28,128 I get a whack. She has booted me, right? 604 00:50:28,212 --> 00:50:29,462 Kicked me straight up the arse, basically. 605 00:50:29,544 --> 00:50:30,878 Pulled the covers up. 606 00:50:30,961 --> 00:50:32,586 And I've pissed from her neck down, 607 00:50:32,669 --> 00:50:34,086 right down all through her jarmies, everything. 608 00:50:35,544 --> 00:50:37,503 Talking of peeing, in my days... 609 00:50:37,586 --> 00:50:38,794 Here we go. 610 00:50:44,753 --> 00:50:46,669 -Hello. -Hi, hi. 611 00:50:46,753 --> 00:50:48,212 -How you doing? -How you doing? 612 00:50:48,295 --> 00:50:50,128 -I'm getting on. -Nice to meet you. 613 00:50:50,961 --> 00:50:53,128 Yeah, I'm with the RSPB, I was just wondering 614 00:50:53,212 --> 00:50:54,503 if I could have a couple of minutes of your time. 615 00:50:54,586 --> 00:50:55,669 Yeah. 616 00:50:55,753 --> 00:50:58,378 We're trying to figure out how many corncrakes 617 00:50:58,462 --> 00:51:01,128 are still on all of the islands throughout Orkney. 618 00:51:01,212 --> 00:51:04,212 And how we can actually protect the corncrakes 619 00:51:04,295 --> 00:51:05,961 'cause they're on the red list. 620 00:51:06,045 --> 00:51:08,337 You want to come in for a cup of tea? 621 00:51:08,420 --> 00:51:09,586 Yeah, I will in a minute. 622 00:51:09,669 --> 00:51:10,920 I'll tell you this really, really quickly. 623 00:51:11,003 --> 00:51:13,544 Basically, what we're trying to get farmers like yourself 624 00:51:13,628 --> 00:51:16,295 to do is to change their mowing pattern. 625 00:51:16,378 --> 00:51:18,503 Did your father sell the farm? 626 00:51:18,586 --> 00:51:20,503 -He sold the house. -Right. Yeah. 627 00:51:20,586 --> 00:51:21,795 He's still on the farm... 628 00:51:21,878 --> 00:51:23,795 So where the heck does he bide then? 629 00:51:23,878 --> 00:51:25,795 -He's in a caravan. -Oh, Lord. 630 00:51:25,878 --> 00:51:28,212 Yeah. It's enough for him, really. 631 00:51:28,295 --> 00:51:30,003 It's got all his records and stuff. 632 00:51:30,086 --> 00:51:31,170 Good, good. 633 00:51:31,253 --> 00:51:33,878 ...working my way through the whole island and... 634 00:51:33,961 --> 00:51:36,086 every inhabited islands in Orkney. 635 00:51:36,170 --> 00:51:37,503 -Indeed. That's good. -Yeah. 636 00:51:37,586 --> 00:51:40,544 To see how many people we can get on board, so... 637 00:51:40,628 --> 00:51:43,503 I don't know if you'd be up for doing something like that. 638 00:51:43,586 --> 00:51:45,086 -Absolutely okay. -Yeah. 639 00:51:45,170 --> 00:51:47,087 -Yeah? Really? -Yeah. Yeah. 640 00:51:47,170 --> 00:51:49,045 Okay. Great. 641 00:51:50,337 --> 00:51:52,045 -Have you heard one? -No. 642 00:51:52,128 --> 00:51:54,003 -Have you not? -Haven't heard one. 643 00:51:54,087 --> 00:51:55,628 -Have you? -You will do sometime. 644 00:51:55,711 --> 00:51:57,795 I've not for a long time, which is a bit disappointing, 645 00:51:57,878 --> 00:51:59,337 'cause they used to be quite common but... 646 00:51:59,420 --> 00:52:00,420 Yeah. 647 00:52:00,503 --> 00:52:02,128 -...things change. -Yeah. 648 00:52:04,753 --> 00:52:07,462 Because people rarely saw the corncrake fly, 649 00:52:07,544 --> 00:52:11,128 it used to be thought they'd go underground in the winter, 650 00:52:11,212 --> 00:52:13,253 transform into other species, 651 00:52:13,337 --> 00:52:16,295 or even ride on other birds' backs to migrate. 652 00:52:17,628 --> 00:52:22,087 We now know that they do migrate all the way to Central Africa. 653 00:52:22,170 --> 00:52:24,128 And GPS trackers have placed them 654 00:52:24,212 --> 00:52:25,795 in Congo in the winter. 655 00:52:27,087 --> 00:52:28,711 But it's a very dangerous journey. 656 00:52:29,586 --> 00:52:31,295 Only 30% make it. 657 00:52:38,212 --> 00:52:39,212 Hi. 658 00:52:49,087 --> 00:52:50,087 Daynin. 659 00:52:52,836 --> 00:52:53,836 Fuck. 660 00:53:46,544 --> 00:53:48,420 That's it then, corncrakes. 661 00:54:00,420 --> 00:54:02,753 So, is this your first meeting or... 662 00:54:04,253 --> 00:54:06,045 No. Good, okay. 663 00:54:09,670 --> 00:54:12,836 Well, why don't we start with the preamble as usual. 664 00:54:14,836 --> 00:54:17,087 Hello. I'm James. I'm an alcoholic. 665 00:54:17,170 --> 00:54:18,878 -Hi, James. -Hello, James. 666 00:54:18,962 --> 00:54:20,586 So, we'll do the preamble. 667 00:54:21,420 --> 00:54:24,003 Alcoholics Anonymous is a fellowship of men and women 668 00:54:24,087 --> 00:54:26,379 who share their experience, strength and hope 669 00:54:26,462 --> 00:54:29,295 with each other that they may solve their common problem 670 00:54:29,379 --> 00:54:31,878 and help others to recover from alcoholism. 671 00:54:31,962 --> 00:54:33,586 The only requirement for membership 672 00:54:33,670 --> 00:54:35,503 is a desire to stop drinking. 673 00:54:35,586 --> 00:54:38,379 There are no dues or fees for AA membership. 674 00:54:38,462 --> 00:54:40,836 Our primary purpose is to stay sober 675 00:54:40,920 --> 00:54:44,003 and help other alcoholics to achieve sobriety. 676 00:54:48,544 --> 00:54:51,003 God, grant me the serenity 677 00:54:51,087 --> 00:54:54,420 to accept the things I cannot change, 678 00:54:54,503 --> 00:54:57,836 the courage to change the things that I can, 679 00:54:57,920 --> 00:55:00,337 and the wisdom to know the difference. 680 00:55:01,337 --> 00:55:02,337 Amen. 681 00:55:09,586 --> 00:55:10,586 Meg? 682 00:55:14,711 --> 00:55:15,711 Dad. 683 00:55:29,753 --> 00:55:31,503 I can't find Meg anywhere. 684 00:55:38,836 --> 00:55:41,379 I'm just gonna leave some water for her and some food. 685 00:55:41,462 --> 00:55:43,586 But you've got to remember to do that, okay? 686 00:55:47,170 --> 00:55:48,670 And I'll ask Mum to get someone in 687 00:55:48,753 --> 00:55:50,503 to just help you with the farm. 688 00:55:50,586 --> 00:55:51,795 Just until you feel better. 689 00:56:10,254 --> 00:56:11,254 You warm enough? 690 00:56:36,128 --> 00:56:37,129 I'm scared. 691 00:56:57,753 --> 00:56:59,670 I don't know if I can do it, Dad. 692 00:57:07,545 --> 00:57:09,129 I wish you a very happy future. 693 00:57:09,212 --> 00:57:10,462 You deserve it. 694 00:57:11,920 --> 00:57:15,503 Rona, it's been a fantastic journey being with you here. 695 00:57:15,586 --> 00:57:17,462 I wish we had met elsewhere. 696 00:57:17,545 --> 00:57:19,878 But I think we've come a very long way. 697 00:57:19,962 --> 00:57:21,753 And congratulation. 698 00:57:25,462 --> 00:57:27,962 Well done, Rona. All the best to you. 699 00:57:33,920 --> 00:57:35,628 Thanks for making me strong. 700 00:57:40,170 --> 00:57:42,295 I hope I don't let you down. 701 00:57:47,711 --> 00:57:49,295 Mum, are you there? 702 00:57:51,295 --> 00:57:53,920 I finished, I did it, 90 days. 703 00:57:56,920 --> 00:57:57,920 Yeah. 704 00:58:01,920 --> 00:58:02,920 Yeah. 705 00:58:08,045 --> 00:58:09,045 Thanks, Mum. 706 00:58:13,087 --> 00:58:14,878 Can I come up home for a few days? 707 00:58:54,045 --> 00:58:55,462 Hey, you've reached Daynin. 708 00:58:55,545 --> 00:58:58,170 Leave a message and I'll get back to you. 709 00:58:58,254 --> 00:58:59,628 Daynin. 710 00:59:01,045 --> 00:59:02,379 It's me. 711 00:59:06,462 --> 00:59:08,670 Don't know if you'll get this message. 712 00:59:19,295 --> 00:59:20,503 I miss you. 713 00:59:22,545 --> 00:59:24,920 I miss talking to you. 714 00:59:33,004 --> 00:59:34,712 I know why you left me. 715 00:59:41,795 --> 00:59:43,129 I get it. 716 00:59:47,962 --> 00:59:49,129 I get it. 717 01:00:49,962 --> 01:00:51,545 -Cheers. -Cheers again. 718 01:00:51,628 --> 01:00:53,004 Cheers. Cheers. Cheers. 719 01:01:00,545 --> 01:01:02,503 This is a great moment. We're all together. 720 01:01:23,795 --> 01:01:25,212 Where are the apples? 721 01:01:26,296 --> 01:01:27,628 Where are the apples? 722 01:01:30,212 --> 01:01:32,087 The apples... Shit. 723 01:01:34,421 --> 01:01:36,087 I was just getting an apple. 724 01:01:49,920 --> 01:01:51,920 He's not real, you know. 725 01:01:52,004 --> 01:01:54,087 They have you brainwashed. 726 01:01:55,379 --> 01:01:56,545 Come to bed, Rona. 727 01:01:57,462 --> 01:01:59,670 That's why Dad left you, you know. 728 01:02:00,712 --> 01:02:02,879 Because you chose them over us. 729 01:02:03,545 --> 01:02:05,920 I can't believe that you still believe... 730 01:02:06,837 --> 01:02:08,296 You're so stupid. 731 01:02:08,879 --> 01:02:10,628 There's another one. 732 01:02:10,712 --> 01:02:11,837 Lies. 733 01:02:31,837 --> 01:02:34,379 All that praying didn't help, did it, Mum? 734 01:02:35,545 --> 01:02:36,837 It didn't help me. 735 01:02:44,004 --> 01:02:46,171 -Go on, lie down. -Didn't help me. 736 01:02:47,254 --> 01:02:48,254 Come on. 737 01:02:52,712 --> 01:02:53,795 Come on. 738 01:02:54,962 --> 01:02:56,421 I'm sorry, Mum. 739 01:03:03,254 --> 01:03:05,212 I'm sorry, Mummy. 740 01:04:04,421 --> 01:04:08,254 Washing machine, the cooker, pots and pans, and the stove. 741 01:04:08,337 --> 01:04:10,463 Watch the handle for it can get hot. 742 01:04:11,046 --> 01:04:14,046 There's firewood there and there's more in the shed. 743 01:04:14,129 --> 01:04:16,087 -Okay. -But when it gets really cold, 744 01:04:16,171 --> 01:04:18,670 you might want to order a bag of coal from the shop. 745 01:04:18,754 --> 01:04:20,920 It's pretty rough in the winter time. 746 01:04:22,296 --> 01:04:24,879 No fancy going somewhere warmer like the Canary Islands 747 01:04:24,962 --> 01:04:26,421 -or somewhere like that? -Yeah, 748 01:04:26,503 --> 01:04:27,920 it's cheaper to come to Papay. 749 01:04:28,004 --> 01:04:30,171 Well, that is very true. 750 01:04:30,254 --> 01:04:33,754 This is your bedroom, living room. 751 01:04:34,212 --> 01:04:36,212 It still smells a bit fusty. 752 01:04:38,254 --> 01:04:40,421 But there's the bed. It's quite cozy. 753 01:04:40,503 --> 01:04:42,670 And, well, we meet on a Wednesday 754 01:04:42,754 --> 01:04:45,087 in the hall, if you fancy a cup of tea and a blether. 755 01:04:45,171 --> 01:04:48,004 We're just 60 people but there's plenty going on. 756 01:04:48,087 --> 01:04:49,587 If you're wanting a bit of company? 757 01:04:49,670 --> 01:04:51,463 -Yeah, I might do, yeah. Maybe. -Okay. 758 01:04:51,545 --> 01:04:53,962 I'll away. I've got stuff to do, and I'll see you soon. 759 01:04:54,046 --> 01:04:55,962 -Have you got the keys? -Sorry. 760 01:04:56,046 --> 01:04:58,463 -It's all right. -Not that we need them. 761 01:04:58,545 --> 01:05:00,129 -Thanks, Elena. -Not in Papay. 762 01:05:00,212 --> 01:05:01,379 You take care, Rona. 763 01:05:01,463 --> 01:05:03,004 -Bye. -Cheerio. 764 01:05:31,421 --> 01:05:33,379 Britain is an island off Europe. 765 01:05:35,254 --> 01:05:37,463 Orkney is an island off Scotland. 766 01:05:38,921 --> 01:05:41,338 Westray is an island off Orkney. 767 01:05:43,545 --> 01:05:46,421 Papay is an island off Westray. 768 01:05:51,338 --> 01:05:53,463 According to Orcadian folklore, 769 01:05:54,296 --> 01:05:57,795 the island Hether Blether only appears in the fog. 770 01:06:00,587 --> 01:06:03,795 It was said that once a girl was kidnapped by a finman 771 01:06:03,879 --> 01:06:06,129 and taken to the mystical island, 772 01:06:07,171 --> 01:06:08,670 and never could return. 773 01:06:12,795 --> 01:06:14,171 Hi, Mum, it's me. 774 01:06:16,129 --> 01:06:19,670 Sorry I didn't get to see you before I went to the airport. 775 01:06:20,754 --> 01:06:24,046 I just wanted to let you know that I got to Papay safely. 776 01:06:31,004 --> 01:06:33,962 I don't know yet how long I'm going to stay. 777 01:06:34,503 --> 01:06:36,171 A couple of months, I think. 778 01:06:37,463 --> 01:06:39,213 The signal is not great here, 779 01:06:39,296 --> 01:06:41,670 but it would be good to hear from you. 780 01:07:41,213 --> 01:07:42,670 Yes! 781 01:07:42,754 --> 01:07:45,421 And I see mornings with high heating bills. 782 01:07:45,504 --> 01:07:48,504 And with every crumb that fell from your lips 783 01:07:48,587 --> 01:07:50,379 onto fresh bed linen sheets... 784 01:08:00,712 --> 01:08:02,338 -Why don't you come outside? -Let's have a-- 785 01:08:02,421 --> 01:08:04,921 -Have a bit of fresh air? -Okay, okay! You get off of me! 786 01:08:12,796 --> 01:08:16,004 Open the door, Daynin! Answer me! 787 01:08:31,129 --> 01:08:32,921 Why are you doing this to me? 788 01:08:33,004 --> 01:08:34,754 Why are you doing this to me? 789 01:08:34,837 --> 01:08:37,046 Piece of shit, I hope you fucking die in hell. 790 01:08:41,878 --> 01:08:44,754 So, how does London compare to Papay? 791 01:08:46,171 --> 01:08:47,171 Well... 792 01:08:48,004 --> 01:08:49,338 there's a bit more going on. 793 01:08:50,088 --> 01:08:51,504 I guess. 794 01:08:51,587 --> 01:08:52,711 I'll bet. 795 01:08:53,879 --> 01:08:55,670 Have you ever been down south? 796 01:08:57,171 --> 01:08:58,879 Sometimes, not very often. 797 01:08:59,421 --> 01:09:00,754 Not very often. 798 01:09:01,504 --> 01:09:03,669 We hardly get away and my husband's going, 799 01:09:04,504 --> 01:09:07,045 "I can't see the sea and the trees. 800 01:09:07,129 --> 01:09:09,380 And you can't see anything. When are we going home?" 801 01:09:15,296 --> 01:09:16,295 Spot on. 802 01:09:16,380 --> 01:09:18,337 Thank you very much. All the very best. 803 01:09:18,421 --> 01:09:20,129 -See you soon. -See you again. 804 01:09:20,213 --> 01:09:21,379 Over there. 805 01:09:21,463 --> 01:09:23,212 Last few casks of these... 806 01:09:24,587 --> 01:09:26,878 -Well, indeed, fine. -Yes, thank you very much. 807 01:09:26,962 --> 01:09:28,712 -Thank you. -Good seeing the pair of you. 808 01:09:28,795 --> 01:09:30,046 -All the very best. -Yes, I'll see you around, sir. 809 01:09:30,129 --> 01:09:31,338 Cheers, bye. Cheers, all the best. 810 01:09:31,421 --> 01:09:32,421 And you. 811 01:09:33,338 --> 01:09:35,796 -Hi, hi. How's it going? -Hi, hi. Good. 812 01:09:38,629 --> 01:09:39,878 Lovely. 813 01:09:39,962 --> 01:09:42,380 I should introduce you to my brother, Calum. 814 01:09:42,463 --> 01:09:44,463 -Hello. Rona. -Hi. How are you doing? 815 01:09:44,545 --> 01:09:45,586 Hi, Rona. 816 01:09:45,921 --> 01:09:47,045 Good to see you. 817 01:09:49,046 --> 01:09:50,129 Rose Cottage? 818 01:09:50,212 --> 01:09:51,213 Aye. 819 01:09:52,129 --> 01:09:54,171 Is it bird work you're doing? 820 01:09:54,254 --> 01:09:55,879 Calum, stop. 821 01:09:56,712 --> 01:09:58,796 He's so nosy, he's like an old wife. 822 01:09:59,504 --> 01:10:04,421 Well, I was the warden of the nature reserve 823 01:10:04,504 --> 01:10:06,254 up there, back in the '80s. 824 01:10:06,338 --> 01:10:08,004 -Right. -Before we had Rose Cottage. 825 01:10:08,087 --> 01:10:10,338 I stayed at Gowrie just across the way. 826 01:10:10,421 --> 01:10:12,961 It was very basic. Rose Cottage is a palace. 827 01:10:13,046 --> 01:10:14,213 Gowrie was a hovel. 828 01:10:14,295 --> 01:10:16,254 But it was my hovel. I loved it very much. 829 01:10:16,754 --> 01:10:18,754 Could I get some tobacco as well, please? 830 01:10:18,837 --> 01:10:19,962 Sure. Yeah, yeah. 831 01:10:24,088 --> 01:10:25,879 Is that it? Got everything? 832 01:10:26,545 --> 01:10:28,504 -Yeah, yeah. -Okay. 833 01:12:29,629 --> 01:12:31,421 The original Beaufort scale 834 01:12:31,504 --> 01:12:34,088 didn't give wind speed in miles per hour, 835 01:12:34,587 --> 01:12:37,796 but rather in terms of its effects on sailing ships. 836 01:12:37,879 --> 01:12:40,296 From "just sufficient to give steerage" 837 01:12:40,380 --> 01:12:44,004 to "that which no canvas sails could withstand." 838 01:12:46,296 --> 01:12:48,838 The wind is our most defining weather in Orkney. 839 01:12:49,421 --> 01:12:51,796 Even in summer, there's usually a breeze. 840 01:12:52,463 --> 01:12:55,046 Beaufort force three or four on average. 841 01:12:57,129 --> 01:12:59,504 In Winter, gales are common. 842 01:13:10,421 --> 01:13:11,963 Come in! Come in! 843 01:13:12,046 --> 01:13:13,587 I am one with the wind. 844 01:13:14,088 --> 01:13:15,338 You're upsetting her! 845 01:13:18,046 --> 01:13:20,338 -Andrew... -Beautiful that is. 846 01:13:20,421 --> 01:13:21,838 Beautiful, listen to it. 847 01:13:22,879 --> 01:13:24,712 Breathe it in! Breathe it in! 848 01:13:24,796 --> 01:13:27,046 -Lord, God... -We are one with the wind. 849 01:13:27,130 --> 01:13:28,421 Oh, God, please help him! 850 01:13:34,255 --> 01:13:35,629 You don't understand. 851 01:14:19,422 --> 01:14:21,296 King of the castle. 852 01:14:23,504 --> 01:14:25,754 My subjects. Welcome to my house. 853 01:14:27,380 --> 01:14:28,629 Rona, get in here! 854 01:14:28,712 --> 01:14:30,004 I'm going to watch. 855 01:14:30,088 --> 01:14:32,004 All right, if you're not going to come in... 856 01:14:41,213 --> 01:14:42,422 You having fun? 857 01:14:42,504 --> 01:14:45,546 -Nah, I'm having an awful time. -Looks like it. 858 01:14:45,629 --> 01:14:47,713 Really reminds me of home, you know? 859 01:14:47,796 --> 01:14:49,463 I forget you're a farm girl. 860 01:14:53,422 --> 01:14:54,713 -Aahil! Really? -What? 861 01:14:54,796 --> 01:14:56,671 -You really need to do that? -What's the big deal? 862 01:14:56,754 --> 01:14:57,838 What do you mean, "It's not a big deal"? 863 01:14:57,921 --> 01:14:58,921 Pick it up. It's not a bin. 864 01:14:59,004 --> 01:15:00,296 -All right, all right. -That's what the big deal is. 865 01:15:00,380 --> 01:15:01,463 For fuck's sake. 866 01:15:01,546 --> 01:15:02,546 You know, he's terrified of you. 867 01:15:02,629 --> 01:15:04,046 He's not terrified of me, just... 868 01:15:04,130 --> 01:15:05,671 -Yes. -He knows I'm right. 869 01:15:06,504 --> 01:15:07,546 You know... 870 01:15:08,713 --> 01:15:11,255 I'd never let my boys get away with any of that shit. 871 01:15:11,338 --> 01:15:12,713 What do you mean, your boys? 872 01:15:14,546 --> 01:15:15,796 You have kids? 873 01:15:15,879 --> 01:15:18,171 -Yes, I have two boys. -Really? 874 01:15:18,255 --> 01:15:19,713 Yeah. 875 01:15:19,796 --> 01:15:22,005 It's why I get up every morning, it's... 876 01:15:22,088 --> 01:15:23,713 you know, for them. 877 01:15:26,130 --> 01:15:27,504 So, what age are they? 878 01:15:28,380 --> 01:15:30,255 -Seventeen. -Seventeen? 879 01:15:30,338 --> 01:15:31,504 Yeah, 14. 880 01:15:31,587 --> 01:15:34,296 I've not seen them in ten years, though, so... 881 01:15:34,380 --> 01:15:36,213 Better that way, who wants a... 882 01:15:36,296 --> 01:15:38,504 You know, who wants a crackhead for a dad? 883 01:15:38,587 --> 01:15:40,046 Once I'm clean and... 884 01:15:41,671 --> 01:15:43,504 Then I'll bring them here. 885 01:15:45,463 --> 01:15:46,504 We're nearly done here. 886 01:15:46,587 --> 01:15:47,879 What are you going to do after all of this? 887 01:15:49,546 --> 01:15:50,671 Don't know. 888 01:15:53,213 --> 01:15:54,380 Nothing. 889 01:15:54,838 --> 01:15:56,963 We can see if we can get a horse ride setup. 890 01:16:00,005 --> 01:16:01,296 I fucked it up. 891 01:16:02,380 --> 01:16:03,838 -I did. -Hang on, hang on. 892 01:16:06,255 --> 01:16:07,921 Shut up. You asked. 893 01:16:08,754 --> 01:16:10,255 -You asked. -Well... 894 01:16:10,338 --> 01:16:12,338 Come on, listen. See, I don't mean to... 895 01:16:12,713 --> 01:16:14,005 Look at this brigade. 896 01:16:15,046 --> 01:16:17,213 If they can make it, you can make it. 897 01:16:17,963 --> 01:16:20,587 -I don't know about that. -You'll be fine. 898 01:16:27,504 --> 01:16:29,213 I can't be happy sober. 899 01:16:58,005 --> 01:16:59,046 Hi, Rona. 900 01:17:00,380 --> 01:17:02,297 -Hiya. -Hiya, how are you doing? 901 01:17:02,380 --> 01:17:04,171 -Good, how are you? -Not bad at all. 902 01:17:04,297 --> 01:17:06,005 What a lovely day, isn't it a cracker? 903 01:17:06,713 --> 01:17:08,255 You getting in among the seaweeds? 904 01:17:08,338 --> 01:17:10,297 -Aye. -You've come to the right place. 905 01:17:10,380 --> 01:17:12,046 It's a seaweed supermarket. 906 01:17:13,879 --> 01:17:15,171 Are you doing well? 907 01:17:15,255 --> 01:17:16,754 -Lovely, lovely. -Yeah. 908 01:17:16,838 --> 01:17:19,255 Well, I've just been doing a spot of beachcombing. 909 01:17:19,338 --> 01:17:20,838 What do you make of this? 910 01:17:22,338 --> 01:17:25,005 The city of New York. Very nice. 911 01:17:28,796 --> 01:17:29,796 Well... 912 01:17:30,588 --> 01:17:31,880 Well, I'll let you get on. 913 01:17:32,588 --> 01:17:33,588 And... 914 01:17:33,671 --> 01:17:36,754 if there's anything you need, just give us a shout, okay? 915 01:17:36,838 --> 01:17:38,754 -Okay? Righto. -Yeah, I will. Yeah. 916 01:17:38,838 --> 01:17:40,963 -All the best. Cheerio for now. -See you. Bye. 917 01:18:16,963 --> 01:18:18,796 -Ro, Ro, there you are! Listen! -Hi. 918 01:18:18,880 --> 01:18:19,880 This storm came through 919 01:18:19,963 --> 01:18:22,046 and I've had to patch up another window there. 920 01:18:22,130 --> 01:18:23,255 No! 921 01:18:23,338 --> 01:18:25,297 I've almost run out of gaffer tape. 922 01:18:25,380 --> 01:18:26,629 Right, and you've got to get that fixed then, don't you? 923 01:18:26,754 --> 01:18:28,588 But listen, the real reason I want to talk to you is 924 01:18:28,671 --> 01:18:30,255 I've been in touch with the bank and I've arranged a loan. 925 01:18:30,338 --> 01:18:32,504 -But for what, Dad? -I've not arranged it yet, 926 01:18:32,588 --> 01:18:33,629 but I will do. 927 01:18:33,713 --> 01:18:35,880 Can you turn the music down? I can't hear you very well. 928 01:18:35,963 --> 01:18:37,130 Dad, can you turn the music down? 929 01:18:37,213 --> 01:18:38,213 I was in touch with a fella from south 930 01:18:38,297 --> 01:18:39,671 who's an intern on one of these offshore wind farms and... 931 01:18:39,754 --> 01:18:42,588 and the other thing is there's a... Hey, you'll love this. 932 01:18:42,671 --> 01:18:44,213 I was talking to the geothermal physicist 933 01:18:44,297 --> 01:18:45,838 about the caves under the ground there 934 01:18:45,921 --> 01:18:47,754 -because I own them. -Dad, have you been sleeping? 935 01:18:47,838 --> 01:18:49,880 And the thing about geothermal thing 936 01:18:49,963 --> 01:18:51,172 is it's all about the storage. 937 01:18:51,255 --> 01:18:52,546 Okay. Dad? You need to sleep. 938 01:18:52,629 --> 01:18:54,504 And there's fluctuations in the wind speed. 939 01:18:54,588 --> 01:18:56,338 You're not sleeping, are you? Because you're getting high. 940 01:18:56,422 --> 01:18:58,880 -Ro! Ro! Ro! -Yes, I'm listening to you. 941 01:18:58,963 --> 01:19:00,963 -I've no time for this. -You need to calm down, okay? 942 01:19:01,046 --> 01:19:03,464 This is the avant garde, I am on the forefront 943 01:19:03,546 --> 01:19:05,338 of the ecological revolution. 944 01:19:05,422 --> 01:19:06,422 This is wonderful work! 945 01:19:06,504 --> 01:19:07,504 Will you please take some sleeping pills 946 01:19:07,588 --> 01:19:08,838 and just go to sleep for a few hours? 947 01:19:59,380 --> 01:20:00,380 Oh, God. 948 01:20:45,255 --> 01:20:46,255 Hello? 949 01:20:50,088 --> 01:20:52,588 Yeah, I'd love to talk to him. Thank you. 950 01:20:56,172 --> 01:20:58,297 -Ro. -Hiya, Dad. 951 01:20:58,380 --> 01:21:00,713 -Rona? Hello? -Yeah, are you okay? 952 01:21:00,796 --> 01:21:03,172 -Hello? Rona? -Hiya. 953 01:21:03,255 --> 01:21:04,671 -It's Dad. -Yeah. 954 01:21:05,629 --> 01:21:08,255 Listen, I have a really important... 955 01:21:10,005 --> 01:21:12,255 Did you... Would you mind giving me some... 956 01:21:12,339 --> 01:21:15,671 -Well. Sorry, I... -Dad, are you okay? 957 01:21:15,755 --> 01:21:17,255 Are you all right in there? 958 01:21:17,838 --> 01:21:20,921 Listen, I have to talk very quietly, I'm surrounded. 959 01:21:21,005 --> 01:21:23,339 -Okay. -I'm being held against my will 960 01:21:23,422 --> 01:21:24,755 in an institution. 961 01:21:25,546 --> 01:21:28,713 And I need your help to facilitate my release. 962 01:21:29,339 --> 01:21:31,047 Do you think you can do that? 963 01:21:32,005 --> 01:21:35,546 No, Dad, because you have to stay there until you get better. 964 01:21:35,630 --> 01:21:36,755 God! God! 965 01:21:38,297 --> 01:21:39,921 You put me in here in the first place 966 01:21:40,005 --> 01:21:42,130 and you won't give yourself the opportunity 967 01:21:42,213 --> 01:21:43,880 to redeem yourself by getting me out. 968 01:21:43,963 --> 01:21:45,838 -Dad, I didn't put you anywhere. -Listen... 969 01:21:45,921 --> 01:21:48,047 You goddamn, you know bloody well what you did. 970 01:21:48,796 --> 01:21:50,464 -What did I do? -You called the cops. 971 01:21:50,963 --> 01:21:53,380 Dad, I didn't call the cops. Not at all. 972 01:21:53,464 --> 01:21:56,130 You called the cops. They came and they took me away. 973 01:21:56,630 --> 01:21:58,380 I know, Dad, but I think it's because 974 01:21:58,464 --> 01:22:00,088 -everyone was worried about you. -No! 975 01:22:00,172 --> 01:22:01,630 I think somebody else called. 976 01:22:02,588 --> 01:22:04,297 You break my heart. 977 01:22:05,172 --> 01:22:06,588 You break my heart. 978 01:22:08,921 --> 01:22:10,921 You are a deceitful woman. 979 01:22:11,339 --> 01:22:12,380 You are a... 980 01:22:23,880 --> 01:22:24,922 Okay. 981 01:22:25,005 --> 01:22:28,504 Don't disappoint me any more than you already have, Rona. 982 01:22:28,588 --> 01:22:30,422 I'm gonna go. I'll check in with you later, okay? 983 01:22:30,504 --> 01:22:32,380 Rona! Now, you pull your... 984 01:22:34,172 --> 01:22:35,630 Fuck! 985 01:23:43,047 --> 01:23:44,297 Hey, you need a ride? 986 01:23:49,630 --> 01:23:51,172 I can give you a lift, if you like. 987 01:23:51,255 --> 01:23:52,505 To Daynin's house. 988 01:23:52,588 --> 01:23:55,255 Good. I'll take you there. Jump in. 989 01:23:56,214 --> 01:23:57,380 Thank you. 990 01:24:05,172 --> 01:24:06,671 Hi. Hiya. 991 01:24:09,922 --> 01:24:16,546 Well, I bumped into someone who's giving me a lift to yours, 992 01:24:16,630 --> 01:24:18,755 because he knows where you live. 993 01:24:25,422 --> 01:24:26,505 Don't you want it? 994 01:24:27,797 --> 01:24:28,838 You bitch! 995 01:24:28,922 --> 01:24:30,130 Help me! 996 01:24:30,546 --> 01:24:31,797 Help! 997 01:24:35,380 --> 01:24:37,130 -Shit! -No, help me! 998 01:24:37,214 --> 01:24:38,505 Come back here. Wait! 999 01:24:38,588 --> 01:24:39,922 Help! 1000 01:25:20,464 --> 01:25:21,671 Hi. 1001 01:25:24,089 --> 01:25:25,130 Hey. 1002 01:25:53,339 --> 01:25:54,797 So, how have you been? 1003 01:25:54,880 --> 01:25:56,214 I'm good. 1004 01:26:00,214 --> 01:26:01,505 How's your job? 1005 01:26:07,005 --> 01:26:09,755 -I mean, I got that promotion. -Wow. 1006 01:26:10,297 --> 01:26:11,755 Big boss man now. 1007 01:26:13,130 --> 01:26:14,422 Got an assistant. 1008 01:26:16,339 --> 01:26:18,089 -Office? -Tiny one. 1009 01:26:26,339 --> 01:26:28,297 Are you seeing anyone or anything? 1010 01:26:32,672 --> 01:26:33,755 Yeah. 1011 01:26:36,963 --> 01:26:38,089 Right. 1012 01:26:41,255 --> 01:26:42,672 She is nice. 1013 01:26:44,880 --> 01:26:46,297 Kind, you know. 1014 01:26:50,630 --> 01:26:51,880 It's different. 1015 01:26:55,214 --> 01:26:56,588 It's boring, I bet. 1016 01:27:00,838 --> 01:27:02,172 I'm glad you're happy. 1017 01:27:06,422 --> 01:27:07,963 I like your hair. 1018 01:27:08,297 --> 01:27:09,546 Yeah? 1019 01:27:10,381 --> 01:27:11,630 Yeah. 1020 01:27:13,797 --> 01:27:15,005 It's nice. 1021 01:27:24,672 --> 01:27:25,838 Fuck you! 1022 01:27:32,297 --> 01:27:33,797 You wanna go for a drink? 1023 01:29:38,755 --> 01:29:39,839 There's a berg. 1024 01:29:41,630 --> 01:29:43,505 Lads, there's a berg, there's a berg! 1025 01:29:43,588 --> 01:29:44,630 To the starboard. 1026 01:29:48,089 --> 01:29:49,464 Steady as she goes, lads. 1027 01:29:49,547 --> 01:29:50,672 Steady as she goes! 1028 01:29:50,755 --> 01:29:52,505 We got a berg to the starboard, lads! 1029 01:29:52,588 --> 01:29:54,880 You gotta hustle up, hustle up. Go on. 1030 01:29:54,964 --> 01:29:56,005 Okay. 1031 01:29:58,464 --> 01:29:59,672 Crow's nest! 1032 01:30:00,505 --> 01:30:01,755 Can you hear me? 1033 01:30:03,131 --> 01:30:05,339 Is it all clear up north? 1034 01:30:07,797 --> 01:30:09,256 Yep, we're heading north. 1035 01:30:42,381 --> 01:30:43,505 Come on, come on! 1036 01:31:07,423 --> 01:31:09,214 Well done. You did really well. 1037 01:31:26,964 --> 01:31:28,505 -Hi, Rona. -Hiya, you all right? 1038 01:31:28,588 --> 01:31:31,172 -Aye, not bad. How is yourself? -Yeah, I'm good. 1039 01:31:31,256 --> 01:31:32,423 Just had to get a bit of air, 1040 01:31:32,505 --> 01:31:33,880 it was getting really hot in there. 1041 01:31:33,964 --> 01:31:37,047 Aye, all right, not half. There's a lot going on. 1042 01:31:37,131 --> 01:31:38,505 -Aye. -Aye. 1043 01:31:41,672 --> 01:31:43,214 So how long you been sober? 1044 01:31:49,797 --> 01:31:51,256 Sixty-three days. 1045 01:31:53,880 --> 01:31:56,339 That's the steepest bit you've done. 1046 01:31:58,588 --> 01:31:59,630 So, what about you? 1047 01:32:00,505 --> 01:32:01,505 Oh, boy. 1048 01:32:03,964 --> 01:32:05,214 Twelve years. 1049 01:32:06,755 --> 01:32:07,880 Four months. 1050 01:32:07,964 --> 01:32:09,339 And... 1051 01:32:09,423 --> 01:32:10,922 twenty-nine days. 1052 01:32:12,006 --> 01:32:13,006 Damn. 1053 01:32:14,922 --> 01:32:15,922 How is that? 1054 01:32:19,381 --> 01:32:20,630 Well, it's okay. 1055 01:32:20,714 --> 01:32:22,588 Started off one day at a time. 1056 01:32:23,922 --> 01:32:25,464 Twelve years and four months later, 1057 01:32:25,547 --> 01:32:27,172 it's still one day at a time. 1058 01:32:27,256 --> 01:32:28,922 Because that's the only way. 1059 01:32:29,006 --> 01:32:30,423 And it works. 1060 01:32:30,505 --> 01:32:31,714 And you're doing it. 1061 01:32:34,464 --> 01:32:36,131 So it gets easier, does it? 1062 01:32:36,214 --> 01:32:38,047 Oh, yes. Yes, it does. 1063 01:32:39,464 --> 01:32:40,964 You have my word on that. 1064 01:32:42,672 --> 01:32:43,672 But... 1065 01:32:44,423 --> 01:32:47,172 it never gets easy. It just gets less hard. 1066 01:33:22,922 --> 01:33:26,089 The marine traffic and flight radar websites 1067 01:33:26,172 --> 01:33:30,089 show in real-time the paths of all vessels at sea 1068 01:33:30,172 --> 01:33:32,630 and all commercial aircraft in the sky. 1069 01:33:37,298 --> 01:33:39,089 A light that moves above the cottage 1070 01:33:39,172 --> 01:33:42,589 is a Lufthansa flight from Los Angeles to Frankfurt. 1071 01:33:48,089 --> 01:33:50,547 I monitor the path of the International Space Station. 1072 01:33:50,630 --> 01:33:53,006 And find out when it's passing over. 1073 01:34:01,714 --> 01:34:03,797 Tonight it flies over Orkney. 1074 01:34:31,339 --> 01:34:32,505 Merry Christmas. 1075 01:34:32,589 --> 01:34:33,797 Hi, Rona. 1076 01:34:34,298 --> 01:34:35,714 Not got good news. 1077 01:34:35,797 --> 01:34:37,839 There's no flights coming in today. 1078 01:34:37,922 --> 01:34:38,922 What? 1079 01:34:39,006 --> 01:34:41,006 There's a technical fault with the plane. 1080 01:34:41,089 --> 01:34:42,881 And there's no flights coming in at all. 1081 01:34:42,964 --> 01:34:44,298 What about tomorrow? 1082 01:34:44,381 --> 01:34:47,423 No, they're waiting on parts and engineers and... 1083 01:34:48,423 --> 01:34:49,881 And I'm afraid the boats are away 1084 01:34:49,964 --> 01:34:51,630 into the town for Christmas. 1085 01:34:51,714 --> 01:34:54,755 A fresh kinda day with strong easterly winds and rain. 1086 01:34:54,839 --> 01:34:57,214 Winds are likely to get up to near gale force 1087 01:34:57,298 --> 01:34:58,298 just before midday, 1088 01:34:58,381 --> 01:35:00,298 but they will ease off for the afternoon. 1089 01:35:00,381 --> 01:35:02,714 Temperatures will be struggling to get into double figures. 1090 01:35:02,797 --> 01:35:05,298 Maybe nine degrees Celsius at a push. That's just... 1091 01:37:10,589 --> 01:37:12,048 -Hey, Rona. -Hi. 1092 01:37:12,131 --> 01:37:13,505 -How are you doing? -Good. 1093 01:37:13,589 --> 01:37:14,589 You been for a swim? 1094 01:37:14,672 --> 01:37:16,839 -Yeah. -Fantastic. Gosh, look at you. 1095 01:37:32,505 --> 01:37:34,881 For you 1096 01:37:36,340 --> 01:37:39,505 My heart cries out, Perfidia 1097 01:37:41,672 --> 01:37:46,173 For I found you the love of my life... 1098 01:37:46,714 --> 01:37:47,714 Move! 1099 01:37:47,797 --> 01:37:48,797 Get it out! 1100 01:37:48,881 --> 01:37:51,589 It's back on me now. It's on me. 1101 01:37:51,881 --> 01:37:53,089 Get the pigeon off me. 1102 01:37:53,173 --> 01:37:54,173 It's not on you. 1103 01:37:54,256 --> 01:37:55,881 Well, it is! 1104 01:37:55,964 --> 01:37:57,381 I'm gonna get it with the... 1105 01:37:57,465 --> 01:38:00,089 Come back here, sir... young lad. 1106 01:38:11,714 --> 01:38:12,756 Come on! 1107 01:39:20,173 --> 01:39:21,173 Hey. 1108 01:39:23,797 --> 01:39:25,048 -How is it? -Windy. 1109 01:39:25,131 --> 01:39:26,131 Yeah. 1110 01:39:26,797 --> 01:39:27,923 Elena, this is my mum. 1111 01:39:29,048 --> 01:39:30,423 It's really nice to meet you. 1112 01:39:30,505 --> 01:39:32,006 Yeah, nice to meet you, too. 1113 01:39:32,089 --> 01:39:34,423 -You have a lovely daughter. -Yeah, thank you. 1114 01:39:34,505 --> 01:39:36,173 She's been looking after me. 1115 01:39:38,423 --> 01:39:41,048 They're just some drawings I've done and stuff. 1116 01:39:46,340 --> 01:39:47,465 Do you want a cup of tea? 1117 01:39:47,547 --> 01:39:49,048 -Yes. -It's warmer in the kitchen. 1118 01:39:49,131 --> 01:39:51,006 -Shall we go there? -Lovely, thank you. 1119 01:39:53,964 --> 01:39:55,756 And I made some bread. 1120 01:39:57,215 --> 01:39:58,756 And it's your recipe. 1121 01:39:58,839 --> 01:40:00,547 Rona, that looks wonderful. 1122 01:40:00,631 --> 01:40:01,881 It may poison you. 1123 01:40:05,964 --> 01:40:07,381 So, do you like it? 1124 01:40:08,547 --> 01:40:10,714 So, how long do you think you'll stay here for? 1125 01:40:12,756 --> 01:40:14,589 Don't know, probably till the spring. 1126 01:40:16,173 --> 01:40:17,964 -That long? -Yeah. 1127 01:40:18,048 --> 01:40:20,381 Well, I'm thinking about changing my PhD. 1128 01:40:20,465 --> 01:40:23,131 I've become really, really fascinated with seaweed 1129 01:40:23,215 --> 01:40:24,756 and the whole seaweed industry. 1130 01:40:24,839 --> 01:40:27,881 Seaweed farming is kind of changing the world. 1131 01:40:27,964 --> 01:40:31,465 It's always been around in eastern parts of the world. 1132 01:40:31,547 --> 01:40:33,756 And, yeah, we're not really exploring that 1133 01:40:33,839 --> 01:40:35,006 as much as we used to. 1134 01:40:35,089 --> 01:40:36,964 So, what I'm thinking about doing 1135 01:40:37,048 --> 01:40:39,839 is studying seaweed farming. 1136 01:40:41,506 --> 01:40:43,089 So, I started to look into it 1137 01:40:43,173 --> 01:40:45,547 and there's all these different benefits to seaweed. 1138 01:40:45,631 --> 01:40:49,089 There's, you know, soil fertilizers. 1139 01:40:49,173 --> 01:40:50,923 If you feed it to cows, it's a really great way, 1140 01:40:51,006 --> 01:40:53,298 a great natural way to fertilize the soil. 1141 01:40:53,381 --> 01:40:55,340 The cattle produce less methane 1142 01:40:55,423 --> 01:40:56,881 when they burp and when they fart. 1143 01:40:56,964 --> 01:40:58,672 And, you know, it supplies your body 1144 01:40:58,756 --> 01:41:02,298 with magnesium, copper, all these different things. 1145 01:41:02,381 --> 01:41:05,547 It also supplies the earth with 60% of its oxygen. 1146 01:41:05,631 --> 01:41:07,131 I thought that was the rainforest. 1147 01:41:07,215 --> 01:41:10,173 No. Common misconception, but it's marine plants. 1148 01:41:10,256 --> 01:41:13,672 It's in our toothpaste. It's part of our culture, 1149 01:41:13,756 --> 01:41:16,006 our mythology, everything. 1150 01:41:16,089 --> 01:41:17,714 If everyone got on board with it, 1151 01:41:17,798 --> 01:41:19,672 it could change the world. 1152 01:41:19,756 --> 01:41:21,340 And so, I want to be a part of it. 1153 01:41:28,506 --> 01:41:29,756 How is Dad? 1154 01:41:29,839 --> 01:41:31,589 He's coming home next week. 1155 01:41:31,672 --> 01:41:33,381 Where is he going to stay? 1156 01:41:33,465 --> 01:41:35,714 The caravan on the farm, of course. 1157 01:41:35,798 --> 01:41:36,798 Of course. 1158 01:41:38,756 --> 01:41:41,298 I mean, we're not going to get him to live anywhere else, 1159 01:41:41,381 --> 01:41:43,589 -are we? -Absolutely not. 1160 01:41:43,672 --> 01:41:45,340 I should go back then. 1161 01:41:45,423 --> 01:41:47,714 At least I can cook for him, I can get him stuff in. 1162 01:41:47,798 --> 01:41:49,381 Rona, please, don't worry so much. 1163 01:41:49,465 --> 01:41:50,672 -But I do worry. -No. 1164 01:41:50,756 --> 01:41:53,381 He's had to go through this over and over again. 1165 01:41:53,465 --> 01:41:55,756 You know, you have to look after yourself. 1166 01:41:55,839 --> 01:41:57,631 That's what I had to do, you know. 1167 01:42:02,547 --> 01:42:04,173 Was it really hard for you? 1168 01:42:05,547 --> 01:42:07,340 Just having me, having the farm, 1169 01:42:07,423 --> 01:42:10,173 he just wasn't... there. 1170 01:42:12,298 --> 01:42:13,340 It was. 1171 01:42:13,839 --> 01:42:14,839 It was. 1172 01:42:15,631 --> 01:42:17,547 At times it was very difficult. 1173 01:42:19,381 --> 01:42:20,923 He'd be away for months. 1174 01:42:22,381 --> 01:42:25,798 And then even when he wasn't away, I was... 1175 01:42:27,131 --> 01:42:28,756 very lonely, sometimes. 1176 01:42:31,215 --> 01:42:32,215 Yeah. 1177 01:42:34,006 --> 01:42:35,964 Then I found God, or rather... 1178 01:42:36,881 --> 01:42:38,298 God found me. 1179 01:43:06,589 --> 01:43:08,547 All things come from the ocean. 1180 01:43:08,631 --> 01:43:10,465 And the ocean takes them back. 1181 01:43:11,256 --> 01:43:12,756 And eventually, one day, 1182 01:43:12,839 --> 01:43:15,090 they might come back again to the land. 1183 01:43:21,131 --> 01:43:23,839 After a gale is when the best things are found. 1184 01:43:33,465 --> 01:43:35,881 Parts of the Udal Law from old Norse times 1185 01:43:35,964 --> 01:43:37,798 still apply in Orkney. 1186 01:43:40,256 --> 01:43:42,923 And if you find something on the shore of your farmland, 1187 01:43:43,006 --> 01:43:45,048 and its above the low water mark, 1188 01:43:46,131 --> 01:43:47,215 it's yours. 1189 01:44:19,215 --> 01:44:21,256 There's a festival that's about to happen here, 1190 01:44:21,340 --> 01:44:22,673 it's called the Gyro Nights. 1191 01:44:23,547 --> 01:44:26,048 So all these artists from all over the country, 1192 01:44:26,131 --> 01:44:27,923 all over the world actually are coming in. 1193 01:44:28,006 --> 01:44:31,423 And we've been, like, arranging the whole thing. 1194 01:44:31,506 --> 01:44:33,006 And putting banners up. 1195 01:44:33,090 --> 01:44:34,215 Oh, yeah? 1196 01:44:35,048 --> 01:44:36,298 You're coming for my job. 1197 01:44:38,798 --> 01:44:41,881 So, no, but really, how are you doing? 1198 01:44:41,965 --> 01:44:43,173 I'm fine. 1199 01:44:43,257 --> 01:44:46,257 -I'm actually, yeah... -I mean, you look great, like... 1200 01:44:46,340 --> 01:44:50,048 I'm probably the best I've been in a really long time. 1201 01:44:51,547 --> 01:44:52,547 Promise. 1202 01:45:22,965 --> 01:45:24,006 Gyro! 1203 01:45:25,382 --> 01:45:26,465 Gyro! 1204 01:45:27,673 --> 01:45:28,714 Gyro! 1205 01:45:32,215 --> 01:45:34,048 I got it. Yeah, I got it. 1206 01:46:08,048 --> 01:46:09,589 Do you want to sit down? 1207 01:46:09,673 --> 01:46:10,798 Yeah, please. 1208 01:46:13,506 --> 01:46:15,090 -It's a bit messy. -That's okay. 1209 01:46:15,173 --> 01:46:16,173 Here you go. 1210 01:46:21,006 --> 01:46:22,048 So cold. 1211 01:46:23,257 --> 01:46:24,756 Do you mind if I take my socks off? 1212 01:46:24,840 --> 01:46:26,465 No. That's what I'm gonna do. 1213 01:46:26,548 --> 01:46:27,548 Soaking wet. 1214 01:46:28,756 --> 01:46:29,840 Give me the socks. 1215 01:46:29,923 --> 01:46:30,923 Thank you. 1216 01:46:34,382 --> 01:46:36,382 -That's better. -So much better. 1217 01:46:36,465 --> 01:46:38,548 I loved that tonight, it was fun. 1218 01:46:39,006 --> 01:46:40,340 Such a nice evening. 1219 01:46:40,423 --> 01:46:42,132 I actually had a dream the other night that 1220 01:46:42,215 --> 01:46:44,881 -all of my hair was on fire. -Okay. 1221 01:46:45,965 --> 01:46:47,756 -That sounds quite scary. -Yeah. 1222 01:46:48,257 --> 01:46:49,589 Kind of amazing, though. 1223 01:46:50,340 --> 01:46:53,631 My hair was just flames running around. 1224 01:46:57,506 --> 01:46:59,840 So, you go back tomorrow? 1225 01:46:59,923 --> 01:47:01,714 Yeah, getting the ferry in the morning. 1226 01:47:39,424 --> 01:47:41,424 In grandiose moments, 1227 01:47:41,506 --> 01:47:45,090 high on fresh air and freedom on the hill, 1228 01:47:45,173 --> 01:47:47,340 I study my personal geology. 1229 01:47:49,673 --> 01:47:51,548 My body is a continent. 1230 01:47:54,006 --> 01:47:56,257 I grind my teeth in my sleep 1231 01:47:56,340 --> 01:47:58,465 like tectonic plates. 1232 01:47:59,965 --> 01:48:02,424 And when I blink, the sun flickers. 1233 01:48:04,340 --> 01:48:07,006 My breath pushes the clouds across the sky. 1234 01:48:07,090 --> 01:48:09,465 And the waves roll in to the shore 1235 01:48:09,548 --> 01:48:11,548 in time with my beating heart. 1236 01:48:14,090 --> 01:48:16,756 The island's headlands rise above the sea 1237 01:48:16,840 --> 01:48:19,048 like my limbs in the bathtub. 1238 01:48:20,424 --> 01:48:23,298 My freckles are famous landmarks. 1239 01:48:24,132 --> 01:48:25,465 And my tears... 1240 01:48:25,548 --> 01:48:26,673 rivers. 1241 01:48:29,382 --> 01:48:32,424 Lightning strikes every time I sneeze. 1242 01:48:33,798 --> 01:48:35,173 And when I orgasm, 1243 01:48:35,965 --> 01:48:37,215 there is an earthquake.