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- [pop music playing]
- ♪ In the moment, hear me roar ♪
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[chattering]
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- [Tiffany] Was that trendy?
- You had Chelsea pissed off.
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{\an8}- When I tell you this, girl--
- Really?
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{\an8}Girl... Yeah, you had Chelsea
feeling some type of way.
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{\an8}So, what was she saying?
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{\an8}She just didn't like how long
you were having a conversation.
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So I would not be surprised
if she's handling that right now.
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I do get it, 'cause that would make me
probably feel uncomfortable,
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but at the same time,
it's nothing to do with you, really.
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{\an8}- But go for it.
- Yeah.
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{\an8}[Jackelina] I love Chelsea and everything,
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but I'm pretty sure Micah
doesn't want your man.
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Because if she wanted him,
she would have him, shorty.
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[chuckles] Yeah, no. I mean, I agree.
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Irina hates her man. I know it.
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- I feel like he's on a different planet.
- You know, Bliss dodged a bullet.
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- I feel like that too.
- [Tiffany] Yeah, yeah.
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[Jackelina] I wouldn't hire him
as my lawyer. Mm.
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Guilty!
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[chuckles] Immediately prison.
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[laughing]
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I don't know much. I didn't get
enough time to talk with Kwame.
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{\an8}- Yeah.
- But Kwame seemed--
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{\an8}Is he here tonight?
I don't think he's here tonight.
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{\an8}I feel like Kwame would--
that'll be a little bit more, like...
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Kind of a wildcard.
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Yeah. And how are things going
with you guys?
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Like, food, like, clothing,
like, placement of items,
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like, she's extremely particular.
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- Interesting.
- And I'm not.
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With Irina, I really think
she's a good human.
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- [Paul] Yeah.
- [Zack] I think she does a lot of things
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she doesn't realize are,
like, kind of fucked up.
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- Really? Yep.
- She gets super affectionate with me.
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- And we get to the party earlier today...
- Yeah.
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...and she's, like, super distant.
She's all weird about me kissing her.
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- We'd already kissed before then.
- Huh.
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[Zack] And then we come back,
she's, like, super affectionate.
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And it's like, "What's going on?"
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- Right. Right.
- You know?
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- What's with the sort of fluctuations?
- Fuck if I know, dude.
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Like, I know that I love her,
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and I know that I could actually
see myself marrying her.
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[Paul] Yeah.
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But that's only if she's willing to,
like, put in the effort.
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I haven't seen that.
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{\an8}Marshall got me to see.
He's the one who planted the seed.
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- With this beautiful woman right here.
- Aww.
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{\an8}He came out of the pod on a date,
was like, "Yo, look."
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No, no, you came out of the pod,
and he gave me a wink.
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- I was like, "What's that mean?"
- Ooh!
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I came up to him and was like,
"Yo, what was that wink about?"
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He's like, "Yo, listen. I think Tiffany--"
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- That's a grown-ass woman.
- "The age thing, we're miles apart."
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"So, it ain't gonna work.
But listen, she a great girl."
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- "You should pay attention to her."
- She's a great woman.
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- My next date was with Tiffany.
- And here we are.
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- Hey!
- [laughing]
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[chattering]
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See my cool nose trick?
Did I ever show you? Wanna see it?
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- [Paul] Oh, you can move it? A little bit?
- Yeah, it's that kinda deal.
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- [both laughing]
- [Paul] It's cute. That was a good trick.
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Like, I thought that you would
look differently. Where do I fall?
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- Like, on the spectrum--
- Oh, how you look?
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- Yeah.
- You're really cute. You're my type.
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Really? Wait, like, what you expected?
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No, I definitely think
you looked different,
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but, like, not in a bad way.
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- Okay.
- I thought you'd have a baby face.
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I thought you were gonna have your face,
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but, like, no beard
and, like, a really slick face. Yeah.
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Interesting. Ugh. No.
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But no. I think it's sexy.
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- Okay, really? Oh, God.
- In a good way. Yeah. [chuckles]
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- Yeah.
- [both laughing]
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- ["Lies" by Syence playing]
- ♪ Yeah, you're just, yeah, you're just ♪
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♪ You're just telling lies ♪
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♪ Yeah, you're... ♪
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[both laughing]
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♪ Yeah, you're just... ♪
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[laughs]
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♪ Telling lies ♪
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[hip-hop music playing]
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♪ Love me, love me not ♪
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{\an8}♪ You left me to rot, fire to ice... ♪
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{\an8}[Chelsea sighs]
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{\an8} You're the devil ♪
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♪ On another level ♪
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♪ Yeah, so on and on and on we go ♪
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♪ Got me spinning off the road ♪
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♪ Battered up and feeling low
I don't want to... ♪
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Why did you talk to her,
like, that exact moment?
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{\an8}[Kwame exhales]
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Look, I had to talk to her.
I, like, I had to talk to her.
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Like, I did not feel right
about what was said.
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No, I'm not gonna let that--
I'm not gonna let that ride.
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{\an8}Why didn't you just address it
in the moment?
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{\an8}"Hey, not cool. I didn't propose to you."
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- Because after--
- "We're cool. We're chill and flat."
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"Don't say that shit."
Why can't you just...?
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Like, you have to understand.
When you're upset like that,
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there's no concept in that moment
to be like, "Hey, let me calm down--"
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When you have a fiancée and when you have
somebody that you love, you care about,
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yeah, there is a concept of that now.
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You have to think about
how the actions are affecting
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not only you, but me.
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It wasn't my intention to belittle
anything... about what we have.
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So, like, if that ever happens,
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you have to know that there is a serious
reason and intent behind what I'm doing.
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No.
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It should never happen.
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And then it proceeded to be, like,
this 20-minute one-on-one conversation,
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where you guys were laughing.
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Like, this wasn't,
"Hey, I'm unhappy with this."
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Yes, when I started addressing it,
we laughed a little bit.
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Once we got past the border of,
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"Yo, that was fucked up,"
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and we got the apologies in--
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Then it's over. Then it's over. It's done.
Conversation need-- it's done.
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Okay. All right, so just walk away.
Get up and walk away.
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- Conversation's over now.
- Yes, yes.
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It doesn't need to go on.
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I knew this was about to happen.
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- What do you mean you knew?
- I just knew this was gonna happen.
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- What do you mean?
- I just knew it.
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Just, like, the way you guys ended.
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The way, you know, you stormed out.
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We were in it for days.
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And you know what that feels like.
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Being in the pods was like every
single day felt like a week or a month.
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Like, you were genuinely getting
deep as fuck with somebody.
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- Then all of a sudden, "No, okay."
- [snaps]
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"Just wanted to let you know," you know?
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Like, how the fuck you do that?
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We had no closure.
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[scoffs]
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I guess I just don't understand
why you didn't do that that night.
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I-- I overreacted.
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Closure is a good thing.
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Closure is a great thing.
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Baby?
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Did you feel like
you got closure tonight with her?
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- Not fully, but enough.
- Oh, my God!
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[Kwame] Baby, hey.
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[chuckles] Hey.
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[Chelsea] Not fully?
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What would have been fully?
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[Kwame] I, uh--
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- I got--
- Testing the waters? Making out with her?
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I'm telling you I got what I needed.
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I-- I said I've got enough.
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I don't get it. I don't get it.
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- Hey, we-- I'm good.
- I don't get it.
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I'm good. I'm good exactly where I'm at.
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- ["Fight for This" by Ryan Innes playing]
- ♪ I can feel the weight of a heavy war ♪
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♪ Hear them battle now
Knocking down my door... ♪
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- Would you have rather been with her?
- No.
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Not for a second.
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I'm right where I need to be.
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Like, right where I need to be.
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And I don't doubt that for a moment.
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I can guarantee you that I would not have
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even marginally as good a connection.
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Then let it go.
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Let it fucking go, Kwame.
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Walk away into the life
that you're gonna have.
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♪ I will fight to live ♪
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[vocalizing]
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♪ I will fight to live ♪
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♪ I can feel the weight of a heavy war ♪
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["Ready to Love Again"
by Deep Cut playing]
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[vocalizing]
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♪ Showing off, stepping out... ♪
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{\an8}Yay! Let's get it!
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{\an8}Hola. Hola, señor.
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Oh, yeah. This is where
it's gonna be at right here.
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♪ Wanna dance, wanna shout... ♪
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[Jackelina] Yeah!
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{\an8}Oh!
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Yay!
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Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes!
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[groans]
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Embrace it.
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- Whoo.
- Oh, shit. My nipple feels really hard.
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[laughs]
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♪ Wanna dance, wanna shout
Ready to love again... ♪
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- [Jackelina] Gracias, señor.
- [Marshall] Ooh-ooh!
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- [Jackelina] Oh, wow!
- [server] Excellent!
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- [Jackelina] Gracias.
- [Marshall] Perfecto.
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[Jackelina] I'm hungy.
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- What?
- [shouts, chuckles]
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- Girl, you are... a trip.
- [laughing]
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[Marshall exhales]
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- So, what did you think of last night?
- Meeting everybody?
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- Yeah.
- I think it was great.
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What, um... What stood out
to me the most was, uh...
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how strong I feel like
Brett and Tiffany's connection is.
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- Are they stronger than us though?
- No.
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- [Jackelina] Okay.
- You know.
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I was surprised to see, uh, Zack,
actually, kind of happy a little bit.
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Zack's a weirdo.
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Zack needs to stay
six feet away from me at all times.
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- Ah, there it is.
- [both laugh]
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Zack is a weirdo,
and Irina's Irina, the peasant.
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{\an8}I don't mean
like Old English peasantry type.
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I mean someone who's just a weirdo,
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someone who just does dumb shit
for no reason.
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I don't like that.
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That's just not how I roll.
That's not my steez.
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When you saw everybody else, like,
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did you think everybody else
was up to par? Like, look-wise?
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Uh, everyone has their
own unique ways of looking.
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Everyone is beautiful in their own way.
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- Yeah!
- [laughs]
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I can confidently say that,
uh, I got the best one.
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- Yeah!
- Yes.
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[laughing]
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Gimme a kiss.
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- [pop music playing]
- ♪ Call me up, ask me what I wanna do... ♪
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The best thing
about being in Mexico is tonto.
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Mi tonto, my dumbass.
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I like chilling with him.
He makes Mexico fun.
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[Jackelina exclaims]
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[laughs]
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- [sighs]
- [laughs]
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If you splash me, that's your ass.
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Do not splash me!
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♪ Everything's better with you around ♪
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♪ Oh! ♪
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♪ Everything's better with you around ♪
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♪ Oh, yeah! ♪
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[vocalizing]
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{\an8}This is beautiful.
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♪ Oh, yeah! ♪
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Wow. I saw you get out the shower
this morning, and I was like, "Whoo!"
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[Brett chuckles]
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[mouths] Thank you.
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That's how I felt.
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[both laugh]
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Like, I am so darn lucky.
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{\an8}[chuckles]
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Whew! You gotta stop
looking at me like that.
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[laughing]
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{\an8}Brett and I have taken our antic-- [gasps]
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I can't even talk, because I'm just like,
"Whoo, that man!"
247
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- Just so you know, I know how lucky I am.
- [laughing]
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Brett and I have taken our intimacy
to the next level.
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Yes, we have, and it was good.
250
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Mmm!
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Whew!
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I'm having flashbacks.
253
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All the girls loved you.
254
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I mean, all the guys made the point
to say to me, like, "Yo, she's great."
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"Y'all together is like, uh, perfect."
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In the pods, I wasn't sure
if I was judged on, like, my age
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and people, like, just thinking
what I would look like.
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- "I'm 36, but..." Like...
- Mm-hmm.
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You know, "I like to go out
and have fun and do things."
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Like, I don't need to prove myself
to these people.
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- I just need to say, "Yes, I'm 36."
- Yeah.
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"And I'm thriving."
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[Brett] Yeah.
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[Tiffany] I don't know,
it was the weirdest feeling.
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Like, trust your intuition
and follow that. [clears throat]
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But, like, you're already
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adding value to my life,
even though it's only been what?
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Two weeks?
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- Actually, I think it has.
- Two and a half.
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- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- Yeah, two and a half. Two and a half.
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Which is crazy.
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How do you feel about, like, the next,
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you know, whatever weeks,
like, living together, and...
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I'm not worried about living with you.
Like, that's not it.
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I'm curious to see, like,
what other things we're gonna pick up on.
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Okay, what do you think
your friends are gonna say?
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Oh, man. [laughs]
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- 'Cause nobody knows.
- Oh, man.
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I think my friends are gonna be
thrown for a loop.
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An absolute loop.
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They're gonna be like,
"Yo, Brett, you hit the jackpot."
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- I'm gonna be like, "I know. I know."
- [laughs] Whew!
283
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When I started this, I was like, "I want
somebody that's gonna make me happy."
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"Like, I wanna find my soulmate."
285
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[Brett] Mm-hmm.
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And is that you, boo? It is.
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- [pop music playing]
- ♪ Whatever it takes to make it now... ♪
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Mmm!
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♪ This city can't keep us down ♪
290
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♪ Look what we found ♪
291
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♪ This city can't keep us down ♪
292
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{\an8}- Ever been in one of these bad boys?
- [laughs] Yeah.
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- Have you?
- This old trusty steed.
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Should I trust you driving this thing?
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- [Paul] We'll find out soon.
- [laughs]
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- [pop music playing]
- ♪ I'm climbing higher, higher, higher... ♪
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You look kinda cute.
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[Paul] Huh? Yeah, adorable.
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- [Micah] Shut the fuck up.
- Adorable!
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[Micah] I feel like I look so aggressive.
You look so aggressive with that.
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- [Paul] Hell yeah. We're here to...
- [thuds]
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- ...do crime. Do crime and drugs.
- [both laughing]
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[Paul] Oh, God.
304
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[Micah] I'm sweating my ass off,
and I'm gonna burn so bad.
305
00:14:53,642 --> 00:14:56,812
- [Paul] So, we don't really have doors.
- Oh, jeez.
306
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- Don't kill us or do. Whoa! Whoa! Whoa!
- [banging]
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Whoa, okay. Slow down, crazy.
308
00:15:03,777 --> 00:15:05,821
- [Paul] Getting rowdy, all right?
- [tires skid]
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- You know what I mean?
- [both laughing]
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[Micah] This is, like,
really deep, like, in the jungle.
311
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[Paul] I know, right?
312
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I love the jungle, just in general.
I love the jungle so much.
313
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- [Micah] You love your plants.
- I love my plants. [laughs]
314
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- [Micah] You're so dorky.
- Sorry!
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♪ I'm feeling so alive, so fine... ♪
316
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[Micah] My eyes feel so dusty.
317
00:15:29,887 --> 00:15:31,597
[Paul] I know. Dusty and crusty.
318
00:15:31,597 --> 00:15:34,266
[Micah] I already feel like
I need a shower so bad.
319
00:15:34,266 --> 00:15:36,477
I'm hot and dry,
just gonna have a headache now.
320
00:15:36,477 --> 00:15:38,062
[Paul] No, this is so cool, actually.
321
00:15:38,854 --> 00:15:41,649
[Micah laughing]
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- You're running down guards.
- What?
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Your driving's scary.
324
00:15:45,736 --> 00:15:47,988
[Paul] No, it's good. We're good.
325
00:15:48,572 --> 00:15:50,658
- [Micah] Whoa, cool.
- [sighs]
326
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[birds chirping]
327
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[pleasant instrumental music plays]
328
00:15:54,954 --> 00:15:56,288
- Oh, my gosh.
- Don't slip.
329
00:15:56,288 --> 00:15:57,748
- Thank you.
- You got it?
330
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Protect me, Paul.
331
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- [Paul laughing] Huh? From gravity?
- [laughing] Yeah.
332
00:16:02,378 --> 00:16:04,129
- From myself.
- [both laughing]
333
00:16:04,129 --> 00:16:05,798
My own worst enemy. Thank you.
334
00:16:07,800 --> 00:16:09,259
Oh, my God. Whoa!
335
00:16:09,259 --> 00:16:13,013
- Holy shit.
- Oh, my gosh. This is so cool.
336
00:16:13,847 --> 00:16:15,224
Whoa!
337
00:16:15,224 --> 00:16:16,642
Oh, I can't wait to get in.
338
00:16:16,642 --> 00:16:18,477
- Wow, this looks so nice.
- Look at that water.
339
00:16:18,477 --> 00:16:20,604
I've never seen anything that clear.
340
00:16:20,604 --> 00:16:22,106
[Micah] Are there bugs in here?
341
00:16:22,106 --> 00:16:25,067
- Whoa!
- Little creatures? Wow.
342
00:16:26,318 --> 00:16:29,029
- What is that? Is that a shark?
- [Micah] What do you mean shark?
343
00:16:29,029 --> 00:16:30,447
[Paul] Oh, they're catfish.
344
00:16:30,447 --> 00:16:33,659
They look like baby,
like, tiny nurse sharks.
345
00:16:33,659 --> 00:16:37,579
[Micah] Okay, this is kind of scaring me.
It's my worst nightmare if one touches me.
346
00:16:37,579 --> 00:16:39,456
- [Paul] These little catfish?
- Yeah. [laughs]
347
00:16:39,456 --> 00:16:41,166
[Paul] You're not their mommy.
348
00:16:41,750 --> 00:16:43,877
[Micah] How do you not think
those are scary at all?
349
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[Paul] They're just little buddies.
Where's the mama?
350
00:16:46,964 --> 00:16:48,507
- [Micah] God. Stop.
- She's down there.
351
00:16:50,342 --> 00:16:52,261
- All right, on three.
- Okay. One.
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- Two.
- [both laughing]
353
00:16:54,430 --> 00:16:56,223
- [Micah] Three.
- Down we go. Three.
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00:16:56,223 --> 00:16:58,684
[rock music playing]
355
00:16:58,684 --> 00:17:02,438
♪ Soaking in the light ♪
356
00:17:02,438 --> 00:17:05,899
♪ Never want this to end... ♪
357
00:17:05,899 --> 00:17:09,236
- [Micah gasping]
- [both] It's cold.
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00:17:09,236 --> 00:17:10,154
[vocalizing]
359
00:17:10,154 --> 00:17:13,741
♪ Never want this to end... ♪
360
00:17:14,616 --> 00:17:16,035
- [Paul] All right.
- Under?
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00:17:16,035 --> 00:17:17,786
- [chuckles] Are you ready?
- Wait.
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00:17:17,786 --> 00:17:19,413
- Are you ready?
- No.
363
00:17:19,413 --> 00:17:20,372
Good. Me either.
364
00:17:22,124 --> 00:17:23,083
[Micah gasps]
365
00:17:28,172 --> 00:17:29,006
[laughs]
366
00:17:32,634 --> 00:17:34,511
[drumbeat playing]
367
00:17:36,555 --> 00:17:39,308
{\an8}- Oh, man.
- Oh, my God. This is just beautiful.
368
00:17:39,308 --> 00:17:41,226
[woodwind whistling]
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00:17:41,226 --> 00:17:42,853
[drumbeat continues]
370
00:17:42,853 --> 00:17:45,397
- [man] If you can sit down, please.
- [Chelsea] Wow.
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00:17:45,397 --> 00:17:46,982
[woodwind playing]
372
00:17:46,982 --> 00:17:49,234
[instrument rattling]
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00:17:49,234 --> 00:17:52,488
We would like the permission
to the goddess of these sacred lands
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00:17:52,488 --> 00:17:54,531
to say sorry after we made a mistake,
375
00:17:55,491 --> 00:17:56,992
{\an8}to the people we wronged.
376
00:17:56,992 --> 00:17:58,243
[music continues]
377
00:17:58,243 --> 00:18:00,704
[Kwame] The Cacao Ceremony is dope.
378
00:18:00,704 --> 00:18:03,624
It's a lot of spirituality,
deep-rooted in Mayan culture.
379
00:18:03,624 --> 00:18:06,418
[horn sounding]
380
00:18:06,418 --> 00:18:10,005
But when the drums are going on,
you tune into that and no other sounds.
381
00:18:10,005 --> 00:18:12,508
{\an8}And then from there,
we're just enjoying each other's presence.
382
00:18:12,508 --> 00:18:14,635
[music continues]
383
00:18:16,970 --> 00:18:17,846
Drink this.
384
00:18:17,846 --> 00:18:20,015
The chocolate, the cacao.
385
00:18:21,225 --> 00:18:23,936
It's a way we can reactivate
all your feelings.
386
00:18:24,603 --> 00:18:26,355
We can reactivate your heart
387
00:18:27,189 --> 00:18:28,857
with the person you love.
388
00:18:29,733 --> 00:18:33,445
Every cell of your body begins to heal.
389
00:18:35,906 --> 00:18:37,783
Now we can stand up, please.
390
00:18:41,370 --> 00:18:46,834
Now see each other through your eyes,
and you'll find this person.
391
00:18:47,543 --> 00:18:50,921
And from this point, you feel that power.
392
00:18:52,339 --> 00:18:54,550
[pop music playing]
393
00:18:54,550 --> 00:18:58,011
♪ Tell me it's gonna be all right ♪
394
00:18:58,762 --> 00:19:02,099
♪ No matter the reasons why ♪
395
00:19:03,100 --> 00:19:06,353
♪ We'll make it through ♪
396
00:19:08,939 --> 00:19:10,983
♪ If you don't love me ♪
397
00:19:12,568 --> 00:19:15,112
♪ Then what did I do? ♪
398
00:19:17,656 --> 00:19:23,370
♪ 'Cause all I want is to be with you ♪
399
00:19:24,788 --> 00:19:27,541
[Kwame] This 1000% brought us closer.
400
00:19:28,333 --> 00:19:29,710
- Wow!
- That was wild.
401
00:19:29,710 --> 00:19:32,504
That was really the most powerful
thing about this,
402
00:19:32,504 --> 00:19:35,507
is, like, all you focus on
is what you are trying to picture,
403
00:19:35,507 --> 00:19:40,429
and what I was picturing in that moment...
was Chelsea and I connecting.
404
00:19:40,929 --> 00:19:44,266
[Chelsea] That was a beautiful blessing
for our relationship.
405
00:19:44,266 --> 00:19:45,184
Yeah.
406
00:19:47,769 --> 00:19:52,274
You know, I woke up this morning
feeling not so great about last night.
407
00:19:52,274 --> 00:19:55,027
- You know, um...
- In what way?
408
00:19:56,069 --> 00:20:00,699
Like, feeling like I could have done
a lot better in that situation.
409
00:20:03,827 --> 00:20:06,163
I'm sorry about anything that went down
410
00:20:06,163 --> 00:20:09,833
and if it made you feel any way, um,
411
00:20:09,833 --> 00:20:12,044
you know, deprioritized in that situation.
412
00:20:12,044 --> 00:20:13,921
Like, that was really selfish of me.
413
00:20:14,504 --> 00:20:16,173
Should have let you know
what was going on.
414
00:20:16,173 --> 00:20:19,509
Even if it was something harmless.
Communication has been our biggest thing.
415
00:20:19,509 --> 00:20:21,887
I should have communicated with you first
416
00:20:22,387 --> 00:20:25,515
and then worked out
any other problems that I had.
417
00:20:27,100 --> 00:20:28,852
I'm feeling really peaceful about it.
418
00:20:29,561 --> 00:20:32,856
And I forgave you.
419
00:20:32,856 --> 00:20:35,442
I'm ready to move on from that.
420
00:20:35,442 --> 00:20:36,360
Me too.
421
00:20:38,570 --> 00:20:42,449
{\an8}I truly feel lighter
and more calm and more clear.
422
00:20:43,116 --> 00:20:45,827
There was a moment
when I looked into his eyes, and I
423
00:20:47,162 --> 00:20:48,705
truly saw forever.
424
00:20:48,705 --> 00:20:51,124
- I love you.
- Thank you. I love you too.
425
00:20:52,251 --> 00:20:58,757
- [rock music playing]
- ♪ In life, I'm gonna stay by your side ♪
426
00:21:00,217 --> 00:21:06,014
♪ 'Cause it's always been only you and I ♪
427
00:21:06,723 --> 00:21:11,061
{\an8}[laughing] Kind of reminds me of,
like, a crib a little bit.
428
00:21:11,561 --> 00:21:12,729
[Zack groans]
429
00:21:14,690 --> 00:21:18,151
Does it, like, bring you down at all
how I feel like I'm so dead?
430
00:21:19,528 --> 00:21:21,363
{\an8}No. I mean, it's normal.
431
00:21:25,701 --> 00:21:27,995
No one is 100% every day, right?
432
00:21:28,495 --> 00:21:31,373
Yeah. I'm just like,
"Irina, pull yourself together."
433
00:21:32,749 --> 00:21:34,167
I just feel kind of bad 'cause I
434
00:21:35,836 --> 00:21:37,045
felt like...
435
00:21:37,045 --> 00:21:39,715
[yawning] ...I'd been, like,
kind of closed off to you.
436
00:21:39,715 --> 00:21:40,882
Hmm.
437
00:21:41,591 --> 00:21:43,260
In case you haven't noticed.
438
00:21:43,885 --> 00:21:47,222
I couldn't sleep, too, so I was,
like, tossing and turning a bunch,
439
00:21:48,265 --> 00:21:49,141
just thinking.
440
00:21:50,017 --> 00:21:52,019
Yeah, what were you thinking about?
441
00:21:53,395 --> 00:21:54,396
Everything. [chuckles]
442
00:21:57,316 --> 00:22:00,402
I feel like talking to Paul and having,
like, really good conversations
443
00:22:00,402 --> 00:22:02,654
that, like, get me impassioned and excited
444
00:22:02,654 --> 00:22:05,657
{\an8}made me realize that I haven't had one
of those with Zach yet coming here.
445
00:22:07,409 --> 00:22:08,660
I really do love you.
446
00:22:09,828 --> 00:22:12,664
But I feel like I can't get you
447
00:22:13,582 --> 00:22:14,708
to invest.
448
00:22:15,667 --> 00:22:19,671
Genuinely, what I want is,
I wanna have a family.
449
00:22:20,172 --> 00:22:24,259
I wanna have a wife who's gonna support
my vision for what I wanna do.
450
00:22:24,259 --> 00:22:27,637
Um, and I wanna be there
to support her in her dreams.
451
00:22:28,388 --> 00:22:34,227
And I still see you as someone
who I could do that with.
452
00:22:34,770 --> 00:22:38,398
But you know, it takes two people
for a relationship to work.
453
00:22:40,275 --> 00:22:42,444
[tense music plays]
454
00:22:42,444 --> 00:22:44,404
[Irina] Keep talking. I can hear you.
455
00:22:46,573 --> 00:22:48,825
So, I mean, I'm just very confused.
456
00:22:48,825 --> 00:22:50,786
I don't-- I don't really--
457
00:22:51,787 --> 00:22:53,622
really know where we're going.
458
00:22:53,622 --> 00:22:55,999
Um, and I don't know
if you're really in this.
459
00:22:55,999 --> 00:22:57,584
Like, are you in?
460
00:23:00,587 --> 00:23:02,089
Do you want to be in?
461
00:23:02,089 --> 00:23:03,590
Is this something you want?
462
00:23:04,341 --> 00:23:06,718
I don't know, Zack.
I can't separate, like--
463
00:23:08,011 --> 00:23:10,847
'Cause you're not wrong
about all those things. [exhales]
464
00:23:12,808 --> 00:23:15,602
[Zack] If you don't find me
physically attractive,
465
00:23:16,812 --> 00:23:18,522
if I'm not your type,
466
00:23:18,522 --> 00:23:21,483
and you don't think
we're gonna be able to get over that,
467
00:23:21,483 --> 00:23:24,027
then I don't think
we shouldn't go forward any further.
468
00:23:24,027 --> 00:23:26,113
[chill music plays]
469
00:23:31,493 --> 00:23:33,245
You just gotta be real with yourself.
470
00:23:33,245 --> 00:23:36,915
If you think that there's something
that we can... we can get over,
471
00:23:36,915 --> 00:23:40,252
I'm willing to go forward with that, but...
472
00:23:41,461 --> 00:23:43,088
I've gotta see--
473
00:23:43,088 --> 00:23:45,674
I've gotta see
that you're actually all-in on this.
474
00:23:48,718 --> 00:23:50,637
I'm not gonna chase after you.
475
00:23:51,138 --> 00:23:52,055
You're not?
476
00:23:52,055 --> 00:23:55,058
- Yeah, I know that's what you want.
- [laughs] No.
477
00:23:55,058 --> 00:23:57,686
- I don't want that.
- But I'm not. Like, I'm not, you know.
478
00:23:57,686 --> 00:24:00,105
You're either in it, or you're not.
479
00:24:00,772 --> 00:24:03,984
- ["Dare" by Jessy Covets playing]
- ♪ I dare you ♪
480
00:24:03,984 --> 00:24:06,194
♪ To take me ♪
481
00:24:06,194 --> 00:24:08,905
♪ To your heaven ♪
482
00:24:08,905 --> 00:24:13,785
♪ And make my dreams come true ♪
483
00:24:16,204 --> 00:24:18,665
[vocalization rises and fades out]
484
00:24:23,587 --> 00:24:25,589
- [dance music playing]
- [vocalizing]
485
00:24:30,135 --> 00:24:31,261
♪ I love it when... ♪
486
00:24:31,261 --> 00:24:32,512
[chattering]
487
00:24:32,512 --> 00:24:34,598
- Uh-oh!
- Uh-oh!
488
00:24:34,598 --> 00:24:38,143
- [all cheering]
- Tiffany!
489
00:24:38,143 --> 00:24:39,603
[Tiffany] Hey, girl!
490
00:24:39,603 --> 00:24:41,438
- You look lovely.
- Thank you so much.
491
00:24:41,438 --> 00:24:43,190
- What's up, brother?
- [laughing]
492
00:24:43,190 --> 00:24:46,109
So, did you guys seal it? Did you do it?
493
00:24:46,109 --> 00:24:47,319
So, we did.
494
00:24:47,319 --> 00:24:50,071
Yes!
495
00:24:50,071 --> 00:24:51,364
[Jackelina] It was good.
496
00:24:51,364 --> 00:24:53,783
{\an8}- That connection made it--
- [Chelsea] Yes, deeper, right?
497
00:24:53,783 --> 00:24:55,076
{\an8}- Oh, my gosh.
- [Chelsea] I know.
498
00:24:55,076 --> 00:24:57,954
{\an8}[Jackelina] I was like,
"Wait a minute. Let's time out."
499
00:24:57,954 --> 00:25:00,582
{\an8}- Oh, my gosh, it was good.
- It did feel like that first time.
500
00:25:00,582 --> 00:25:04,461
{\an8}- Yeah, and alive. I'm kind of, like, sore.
- Ooh! [laughing]
501
00:25:06,505 --> 00:25:08,340
Girl, I've been sore this whole time.
502
00:25:08,340 --> 00:25:10,675
I feel my heartbeat down there.
I'm like, "Oh, wow."
503
00:25:10,675 --> 00:25:13,345
I'm like, "Ah!
Whipped and put through the wringer."
504
00:25:13,345 --> 00:25:15,639
[laughing]
505
00:25:15,639 --> 00:25:18,767
- So, how about you, man? [clears throat]
- [Brett exhales]
506
00:25:19,351 --> 00:25:21,228
{\an8}I couldn't be happier, to be honest.
507
00:25:21,228 --> 00:25:23,355
- Yeah.
- [Brett] I've been single for, you know...
508
00:25:23,355 --> 00:25:25,440
I think it's been, like, six years.
509
00:25:25,440 --> 00:25:27,943
I've been dating,
but, like, I've always had a hard time
510
00:25:27,943 --> 00:25:31,238
really, like, connecting, like,
a really strong bond with somebody.
511
00:25:31,238 --> 00:25:35,450
{\an8}And I've never felt so, like, seen.
512
00:25:36,243 --> 00:25:37,619
- [Kwame] Really?
- Seen and heard.
513
00:25:37,619 --> 00:25:38,578
That's crazy.
514
00:25:38,578 --> 00:25:41,289
{\an8}Like, I'm just not the most,
like, open person
515
00:25:41,289 --> 00:25:43,875
as far as, like,
feelings with other people.
516
00:25:43,875 --> 00:25:45,502
Like, it's difficult for me.
517
00:25:45,502 --> 00:25:48,171
Like, my family,
the word love is a big word, for example.
518
00:25:48,171 --> 00:25:50,715
- Yeah.
- My family, we don't say that.
519
00:25:50,715 --> 00:25:52,300
- [chuckles] Yeah.
- And I hate it.
520
00:25:52,300 --> 00:25:53,969
I'll talk to my dad.
521
00:25:53,969 --> 00:25:55,220
We're like, "Hey, bye, son."
522
00:25:55,220 --> 00:25:57,472
I'm like, "Is he gonna say it?"
And he doesn't.
523
00:25:57,472 --> 00:25:59,724
- But I wanna say it, and I don't.
- [Marshall] Hmm.
524
00:25:59,724 --> 00:26:02,769
And that's, like, a habit
that I don't wanna keep up.
525
00:26:02,769 --> 00:26:06,648
I don't want her to ever
question my feelings toward her.
526
00:26:06,648 --> 00:26:07,566
{\an8}[laughing]
527
00:26:07,566 --> 00:26:09,109
{\an8}[Brett] I want her to wake up
528
00:26:09,109 --> 00:26:11,987
and not have to ask me,
"Hey, babe, are you into me?"
529
00:26:11,987 --> 00:26:14,239
- Yeah.
- Like, I want her to know that.
530
00:26:14,239 --> 00:26:15,156
Yeah.
531
00:26:15,156 --> 00:26:18,368
So, it's like she's putting so much out,
532
00:26:19,035 --> 00:26:22,622
and, like... I'm, like,
really, really, really feeling her.
533
00:26:23,248 --> 00:26:26,751
Not a lot of guys that look like us
talk about stuff like this.
534
00:26:26,751 --> 00:26:27,961
- [Brett] True.
- To each other.
535
00:26:27,961 --> 00:26:29,004
Vulnerability.
536
00:26:29,004 --> 00:26:31,089
We gotta set the example.
We gotta set the precedent
537
00:26:31,089 --> 00:26:33,883
that, you know,
it's okay to talk about your feelings
538
00:26:33,883 --> 00:26:35,427
and tell people you love them.
539
00:26:35,427 --> 00:26:36,761
- Yeah.
- You know?
540
00:26:36,761 --> 00:26:40,640
Because there are many times
where I wish I could have told friends
541
00:26:40,640 --> 00:26:43,268
that have passed and aren't with us now
542
00:26:43,268 --> 00:26:45,729
that I wish I would have told,
"Hey, bro, I love you."
543
00:26:45,729 --> 00:26:49,816
- [rock music playing]
- ♪ Here we come back to start up again ♪
544
00:26:49,816 --> 00:26:52,277
{\an8}♪ We've got the moves
To make you so jealous ♪
545
00:26:52,277 --> 00:26:53,445
Hey.
546
00:26:53,445 --> 00:26:55,447
- Hey. What's up, guys?
- What's up?
547
00:26:56,448 --> 00:26:58,283
- They actually just walked in.
- Hi!
548
00:26:58,283 --> 00:26:59,826
Welcome to the party.
549
00:26:59,826 --> 00:27:03,872
- Hey, Paul, we're basically matching, bro.
- Dude, I did the look first.
550
00:27:03,872 --> 00:27:07,125
{\an8}- [laughing]
- [Paul] Where do we get these drinks?
551
00:27:07,125 --> 00:27:10,003
- I'm pretty sure they're squashed.
- [Tiffany] Okay.
552
00:27:10,003 --> 00:27:12,005
{\an8}- Why are you pretty sure?
- [Chelsea] He told me.
553
00:27:12,005 --> 00:27:14,841
{\an8}- [Jackelina] You need to be certain.
- I don't really...
554
00:27:17,469 --> 00:27:20,472
- I don't know how it ended.
- Girl, I will keep one eye open.
555
00:27:20,472 --> 00:27:22,307
I'll keep one eye open for you.
556
00:27:22,307 --> 00:27:24,059
I made it very clear last night,
557
00:27:24,059 --> 00:27:27,896
"You disrespect me again...
we have a problem."
558
00:27:27,896 --> 00:27:29,689
Yeah. Yeah, yeah.
559
00:27:29,689 --> 00:27:31,399
He knows. "You can have the world with me,
560
00:27:31,399 --> 00:27:33,568
or you can throw it all away.
What do you wanna do?"
561
00:27:33,568 --> 00:27:36,363
- ["You Should Be Scared" playing]
- ♪ Never ever take their advice... ♪
562
00:27:36,363 --> 00:27:38,156
[laughing]
563
00:27:38,156 --> 00:27:39,658
♪ Naughty not nice ♪
564
00:27:39,658 --> 00:27:42,118
♪ Like a sucker punch
I hit you with a knife... ♪
565
00:27:42,118 --> 00:27:45,830
[Brett] It's like
she just pulls no punches.
566
00:27:46,581 --> 00:27:50,085
- I think Micah is a lone bitch.
- [Chelsea] You know what? I don't need it.
567
00:27:50,085 --> 00:27:53,672
- If she's enough of a woman--
- When they're not Frick and Frack.
568
00:27:53,672 --> 00:27:56,257
Yeah, yeah, yeah. Ooh! Ooh!
And Frack is here.
569
00:27:56,257 --> 00:27:57,342
[laughing]
570
00:27:57,967 --> 00:27:59,761
{\an8}[Jackelina] Oh, my God.
571
00:27:59,761 --> 00:28:00,970
[Micah] Hey!
572
00:28:00,970 --> 00:28:02,639
- [Paul] What up? Made it!
- Howdy.
573
00:28:02,639 --> 00:28:05,225
- Did I get a pool party memo?
- How was your day?
574
00:28:05,225 --> 00:28:07,644
- I thought we were having a pool party.
- Hi.
575
00:28:10,480 --> 00:28:13,108
{\an8}[Zack] I had a talk with Irina
and I just said, like,
576
00:28:14,025 --> 00:28:16,528
"I need some, like, investment."
577
00:28:16,528 --> 00:28:17,654
- Sure.
- Right, like...
578
00:28:17,654 --> 00:28:19,698
"I need you to be in, right?"
579
00:28:19,698 --> 00:28:20,615
{\an8}- Yeah.
- You know?
580
00:28:20,615 --> 00:28:24,202
{\an8}"Because you're not in. You've been
one foot out since we started this."
581
00:28:24,202 --> 00:28:26,454
And, uh, she didn't really
give me a response.
582
00:28:26,454 --> 00:28:29,374
Really? She kind of, like,
beat around the bush kind of thing?
583
00:28:29,374 --> 00:28:31,501
Yeah. I don't know what it is.
584
00:28:31,501 --> 00:28:34,879
Would you, if you had the chance,
like, explore things with Bliss?
585
00:28:36,840 --> 00:28:37,674
I don't know.
586
00:28:37,674 --> 00:28:41,803
I know it's a tough question,
but I feel like it's a genuine potential...
587
00:28:41,803 --> 00:28:43,221
[Zack] The thought with Bliss...
588
00:28:43,888 --> 00:28:47,058
- She deserves someone who chooses her.
- Sure, yeah, 100%.
589
00:28:47,058 --> 00:28:50,478
Damn, dude, that's really respectful.
I respect that.
590
00:28:50,478 --> 00:28:52,897
And you know what? I based my decision
591
00:28:52,897 --> 00:28:56,109
off of my gut
and what my heart was saying.
592
00:28:56,109 --> 00:28:57,360
Yeah.
593
00:28:57,360 --> 00:29:00,488
And maybe I made the wrong decision.
Maybe I made the right one. I don't know.
594
00:29:00,488 --> 00:29:02,657
- Hmm.
- But it is what it is.
595
00:29:02,657 --> 00:29:06,828
Because I know, for me,
I cannot help but continue to look back...
596
00:29:06,828 --> 00:29:09,748
- And question my choice with Amber.
- Me too. Me too.
597
00:29:09,748 --> 00:29:11,916
I know. I, like...
I've had the same thoughts.
598
00:29:11,916 --> 00:29:13,960
- ["Don't Blame My Heart" plays]
- ♪ Oh, you got me ♪
599
00:29:13,960 --> 00:29:16,337
♪ Going crazy ♪
600
00:29:16,337 --> 00:29:20,925
♪ Oh, baby, don't break my heart ♪
601
00:29:21,885 --> 00:29:24,137
Yesterday, you know,
obviously, I had a conversation
602
00:29:24,137 --> 00:29:26,014
with Micah and blah, blah, blah.
603
00:29:26,014 --> 00:29:29,684
It was tough 'cause, like, I should have
been spending that time with Chelsea.
604
00:29:29,684 --> 00:29:31,978
- [Brett] Hmm.
- Not with Micah, you know?
605
00:29:32,604 --> 00:29:34,355
- Thank you. I appreciate you.
- [Chelsea] Mm!
606
00:29:34,355 --> 00:29:38,401
Like, I feel like I wasn't as angry
as I should have been.
607
00:29:38,401 --> 00:29:39,569
[laughing]
608
00:29:39,569 --> 00:29:44,199
'Cause as soon as she started sugarcoating
her words to me, I calmed down.
609
00:29:44,199 --> 00:29:46,409
And she's been doing that since day one.
610
00:29:46,409 --> 00:29:48,411
- I didn't know you talked to her.
- [Kwame] I did.
611
00:29:48,411 --> 00:29:50,413
- I must have been away for that.
- I saw it.
612
00:29:50,413 --> 00:29:51,956
[laughing]
613
00:29:52,665 --> 00:29:53,917
"I saw." [laughs]
614
00:29:54,876 --> 00:29:56,961
You are a big representation
of the company you keep.
615
00:29:56,961 --> 00:29:58,838
- [Brett] Right.
- She hangs out with Irina.
616
00:29:58,838 --> 00:30:00,840
And that's where I fucked up.
617
00:30:02,634 --> 00:30:04,969
You're not with Micah.
You're in a relationship with Chelsea.
618
00:30:05,970 --> 00:30:09,140
You can easily say, "Micah, that was
dirty. You shouldn't have said that."
619
00:30:09,140 --> 00:30:11,518
"It is what it is. You do me.
I'm happy in my relationship."
620
00:30:11,518 --> 00:30:15,605
And keep it moving. Like, you don't
have to focus on that, literally, at all.
621
00:30:15,605 --> 00:30:19,484
Down to a T, you are right.
It helped us have a moment to realize
622
00:30:19,484 --> 00:30:22,529
and focus on, "Hey, let's take
this shit that has happened."
623
00:30:22,529 --> 00:30:25,740
- [Brett] Mm-hmm.
- "Cleanse it and move the fuck on."
624
00:30:25,740 --> 00:30:29,327
So, I'mma just take Micah,
cleanse it and move the fuck on.
625
00:30:29,327 --> 00:30:32,288
- [Brett and Marshall] Yeah.
- Thank you, baby. Thank you so much.
626
00:30:34,249 --> 00:30:36,876
- What's up, baby? What's up, baby?
- What's up, baby?
627
00:30:36,876 --> 00:30:39,087
[both] Mmm!
628
00:30:39,087 --> 00:30:41,005
- [Kwame] Mm!
- [Chelsea] Come on. What's that?
629
00:30:41,005 --> 00:30:42,465
[laughs]
630
00:30:43,800 --> 00:30:46,261
- There's weird tension with Chelsea and I.
- Yeah. Wait, why?
631
00:30:46,261 --> 00:30:48,680
I don't know.
I just, like, feel like it's weird.
632
00:30:48,680 --> 00:30:50,306
Okay. [chuckles]
633
00:30:50,306 --> 00:30:51,933
I just can't help but feel like there's,
634
00:30:51,933 --> 00:30:54,727
like, some sort of, like,
weird overcompensation going on.
635
00:30:54,727 --> 00:30:57,230
[Chelsea] I mean,
I love your style, boo-boo.
636
00:30:57,230 --> 00:30:58,731
[Kwame] Thanks, baby.
637
00:30:58,731 --> 00:31:00,275
They look really happy together.
638
00:31:00,275 --> 00:31:03,069
But I don't know. I just feel like
maybe she's jealous. I don't know.
639
00:31:03,069 --> 00:31:04,070
There was some stuff.
640
00:31:04,070 --> 00:31:07,073
Obviously, you guys had a relationship,
too, that was pretty deep.
641
00:31:07,073 --> 00:31:11,786
{\an8}Kwame, tonight, I can tell that he feels
a little bit more reserved from me.
642
00:31:11,786 --> 00:31:13,788
Because I think
that him and Chelsea did have,
643
00:31:13,788 --> 00:31:16,666
like, some sort of, like,
you know, argument or something.
644
00:31:16,666 --> 00:31:18,960
So I can tell that he's
kind of trying to make sure that,
645
00:31:18,960 --> 00:31:21,880
like, he keeps his fiancée happy,
which I actually respect.
646
00:31:22,463 --> 00:31:25,425
But I do wanna, like,
talk to her and clear the air.
647
00:31:25,425 --> 00:31:27,010
'Cause, like, she did know, you know,
648
00:31:27,010 --> 00:31:29,679
the extent of Kwame
and I's relationship previously.
649
00:31:29,679 --> 00:31:33,057
Hello. Kwame,
can I have a minute with Chelsea?
650
00:31:33,057 --> 00:31:34,142
Yeah, sure, dude.
651
00:31:34,142 --> 00:31:35,268
Y'all enjoy.
652
00:31:35,268 --> 00:31:37,562
Hold on. He was getting
something out of my teeth.
653
00:31:37,562 --> 00:31:39,814
- Did I get it?
- Hold on, baby. Um...
654
00:31:39,814 --> 00:31:41,816
- Grab that toothpick and dig in.
- I know.
655
00:31:41,816 --> 00:31:43,610
- I was going to.
- Can you get it, please?
656
00:31:43,610 --> 00:31:46,446
- Uh, now lick your lip, bottom lip.
- Did I get it?
657
00:31:46,446 --> 00:31:48,323
- Yes, we're good.
- [chuckles] Jesus.
658
00:31:48,323 --> 00:31:49,824
- [Micah] It's perfect.
- Life is good.
659
00:31:49,824 --> 00:31:51,659
[laughing]
660
00:31:52,410 --> 00:31:54,287
[Micah] I love it.
How are you? You look so cute.
661
00:31:54,287 --> 00:31:56,623
[Chelsea] Hi. So do you.
Is this one or a two-piece?
662
00:31:56,623 --> 00:32:00,460
It's actually two. This is some random
sports bra I found back in the airport.
663
00:32:01,336 --> 00:32:03,338
What? And it just went with this--
is it a skirt?
664
00:32:03,338 --> 00:32:05,006
Yeah. It kind of works, right?
665
00:32:05,006 --> 00:32:06,591
- How are you guys doing?
- Good.
666
00:32:06,591 --> 00:32:09,093
I wanted to check in.
How are things going with you guys?
667
00:32:09,093 --> 00:32:12,180
It's going fine.
Yesterday was a little rough.
668
00:32:12,180 --> 00:32:13,806
I know. What was going on?
669
00:32:14,807 --> 00:32:19,062
I didn't understand what had happened
between you guys, like, with your comment.
670
00:32:19,062 --> 00:32:22,065
And that was very activating for him,
for whatever reason.
671
00:32:22,065 --> 00:32:24,943
- Yeah.
- And then-- I'm sure you were just joking.
672
00:32:24,943 --> 00:32:28,738
Yeah, I honestly was so shocked
at how triggered he got from it.
673
00:32:29,238 --> 00:32:31,991
And I think that, like,
it was, like, a misunderstanding
674
00:32:31,991 --> 00:32:34,369
of the severity of, like, how,
675
00:32:34,369 --> 00:32:36,245
like, upsetting that was.
676
00:32:36,245 --> 00:32:37,538
Yeah, I was-- I was shocked.
677
00:32:37,538 --> 00:32:39,499
I was obviously
more than happy to clear it up
678
00:32:39,499 --> 00:32:41,334
and, like, apologize with him, like--
679
00:32:41,334 --> 00:32:42,794
Of course, but then he, like,
680
00:32:42,794 --> 00:32:44,879
proceeds to have
a 20-minute conversation with you.
681
00:32:44,879 --> 00:32:46,965
- And I had no idea what was going on.
- Right.
682
00:32:46,965 --> 00:32:48,633
It was him not setting it up, like,
683
00:32:48,633 --> 00:32:50,969
"Chelsea, this is what happened.
It's very important--"
684
00:32:50,969 --> 00:32:53,012
- You didn't know why we're talking again?
- No.
685
00:32:53,012 --> 00:32:54,430
That makes sense. That'd be weird.
686
00:32:54,430 --> 00:32:55,556
Does that make sense?
687
00:32:55,556 --> 00:32:57,934
- Yeah, that'd scare me.
- Oh, my God, is it raining?
688
00:32:57,934 --> 00:32:59,852
[thunder crashes]
689
00:32:59,852 --> 00:33:01,104
[Kwame] Hello!
690
00:33:01,104 --> 00:33:02,772
[Paul] Man, we're about to get soaked.
691
00:33:02,772 --> 00:33:04,023
[Kwame] For sure!
692
00:33:04,524 --> 00:33:07,819
Goddamn, that fucking timing, man.
We were just getting somewhere.
693
00:33:07,819 --> 00:33:10,238
The storm just wanted to come in and say,
694
00:33:10,238 --> 00:33:13,950
{\an8}"No, you guys cannot
have this conversation right now."
695
00:33:13,950 --> 00:33:15,284
- [shouts]
- [Kwame laughs]
696
00:33:15,284 --> 00:33:19,080
[Chelsea] Chelsea has to continue
being the baddie bitch that she is
697
00:33:19,080 --> 00:33:22,041
and just roll with life
without the closure.
698
00:33:22,542 --> 00:33:25,920
Because she doesn't need it.
I don't, by the way.
699
00:33:26,671 --> 00:33:29,298
- [Kwame] Uh, emergency. Abort.
- Oh, shit! [laughs]
700
00:33:29,298 --> 00:33:30,675
Oh! [laughs]
701
00:33:30,675 --> 00:33:32,510
- Oh!
- [Paul] Love is slightly damp right now.
702
00:33:32,510 --> 00:33:35,430
It feels like home.
It feels like home, does it not?
703
00:33:35,430 --> 00:33:39,600
- ["Fly with the Thunder" playing]
- ♪ Fly, fly with the thunder... ♪
704
00:33:39,600 --> 00:33:41,144
[laughing]
705
00:33:41,144 --> 00:33:43,062
Yeah! You're the best.
706
00:33:44,230 --> 00:33:46,899
♪ To a new day ♪
707
00:33:46,899 --> 00:33:48,985
♪ Come fly with me ♪
708
00:33:53,364 --> 00:33:56,576
["I Can Wait" by Øthers playing]
709
00:33:56,576 --> 00:33:58,703
♪ Hard times come around ♪
710
00:33:58,703 --> 00:34:01,748
♪ And things can slow you down ♪
711
00:34:01,748 --> 00:34:05,043
♪ Just thinking wears you out... ♪
712
00:34:05,043 --> 00:34:07,795
{\an8}- [exhales] Jesus Christ.
- [laughing]
713
00:34:07,795 --> 00:34:09,797
{\an8}- Oh, my God.
- That was nuts.
714
00:34:10,590 --> 00:34:13,217
- Yeah, we're literally drenched.
- That is ridiculous.
715
00:34:13,217 --> 00:34:16,304
- That was nuts. You should go change.
- All right, yeah, I'm gonna change.
716
00:34:16,304 --> 00:34:17,513
[Micah] That was fun, though.
717
00:34:19,057 --> 00:34:21,726
Honestly, I do feel bad about,
like, how it ended,
718
00:34:21,726 --> 00:34:24,937
'cause I, like, was finally
talking to Chelsea about stuff.
719
00:34:24,937 --> 00:34:26,689
So, I feel kind of guilty.
720
00:34:26,689 --> 00:34:28,816
[Paul] Well, I only really
got to talk to Zack.
721
00:34:28,816 --> 00:34:31,903
- What did you guys talk about?
- Of course, obviously, him and Irina.
722
00:34:31,903 --> 00:34:33,946
I asked him a little bit about Bliss.
723
00:34:33,946 --> 00:34:38,159
With how he currently feels towards Irina,
like, is that still the right choice?
724
00:34:38,159 --> 00:34:41,329
I know that decision
was extremely hard for him.
725
00:34:41,329 --> 00:34:42,330
Yeah.
726
00:34:43,414 --> 00:34:46,084
How does that put Bliss into the picture?
727
00:34:48,878 --> 00:34:53,091
I just understand that mindset
of wondering if you made the right choice.
728
00:34:56,511 --> 00:35:00,765
He genuinely does love her, but I think
from what I was hearing from Zack today,
729
00:35:00,765 --> 00:35:03,851
like, if they don't get kind of
get on the same page tonight,
730
00:35:03,851 --> 00:35:05,978
like, it won't continue.
731
00:35:05,978 --> 00:35:08,981
What, he's gonna end it?
I don't understand why he thinks--
732
00:35:08,981 --> 00:35:11,651
That's just what I heard.
I'm just saying. I don't know.
733
00:35:11,651 --> 00:35:15,947
- ["Wish You Well" by Club Danger playing]
- ♪ I wish you well ♪
734
00:35:15,947 --> 00:35:20,118
♪ But when karma comes calling for you
I'll be long gone ♪
735
00:35:20,118 --> 00:35:23,746
♪ I wish you well ♪
736
00:35:23,746 --> 00:35:27,917
{\an8}♪ I'll be over shoulder watching for you
Waiting for the fall ♪
737
00:35:41,681 --> 00:35:44,934
Um, I just wanted to let you know,
738
00:35:45,601 --> 00:35:49,313
{\an8}um, on the plane ride home tomorrow,
if we get the chance,
739
00:35:49,313 --> 00:35:53,151
{\an8}like, I don't think we should sit together
and just have our space.
740
00:35:55,236 --> 00:35:56,696
{\an8}I just feel like we're in this hole,
741
00:35:56,696 --> 00:36:00,116
{\an8}and we're trying to get out of it
and get out of it, and it's only like--
742
00:36:00,116 --> 00:36:03,077
I feel like we're only gonna end up,
like, resenting ourselves.
743
00:36:04,745 --> 00:36:06,455
This is supposed
to be our honeymoon phase--
744
00:36:06,455 --> 00:36:07,665
And it's been horrible.
745
00:36:07,665 --> 00:36:10,418
It's been absolutely horrible.
It's been fucking horrible.
746
00:36:10,418 --> 00:36:12,295
That's so bad to say, but it has.
747
00:36:12,295 --> 00:36:15,006
Like, me talking to Paul for five minutes,
748
00:36:15,506 --> 00:36:18,217
like, I was so inspired
and excited about our conversation.
749
00:36:18,217 --> 00:36:20,803
Like, "Why haven't I had one
of these conversations with Zack?"
750
00:36:23,389 --> 00:36:25,266
Yeah, I think we're on the same page.
751
00:36:25,266 --> 00:36:27,393
I, uh, I think we should call it.
752
00:36:27,393 --> 00:36:29,270
I don't think it's gonna work out.
753
00:36:34,066 --> 00:36:35,026
Okay.
754
00:36:39,447 --> 00:36:41,699
It sucks.
I do think, like, you're a really--
755
00:36:41,699 --> 00:36:45,119
- No, and I think we can be good friends--
- I'm not done talking.
756
00:36:46,454 --> 00:36:49,624
I still know that, like,
you're one of the best people that I met.
757
00:36:50,750 --> 00:36:53,002
I loved, like, our second day talking.
758
00:36:53,002 --> 00:36:56,422
Like, my heart
just was like, "Oh, my gosh."
759
00:36:56,422 --> 00:37:00,676
Like, your story about your life,
like, who you were...
760
00:37:00,676 --> 00:37:04,305
Yeah, you're really dorky. To be honest,
you're a big dork, but I loved it.
761
00:37:04,305 --> 00:37:06,766
Like, "Oh, he's just him.
He doesn't care what anyone thinks."
762
00:37:06,766 --> 00:37:08,100
That's what I loved about you.
763
00:37:08,100 --> 00:37:11,604
And like, I just hope you know,
like, I don't have any regrets.
764
00:37:11,604 --> 00:37:13,940
Yeah, I think logically
that doesn't make any sense at all.
765
00:37:13,940 --> 00:37:16,776
- You wanna know what my theory is?
- No.
766
00:37:18,569 --> 00:37:19,987
I'm not gonna pinpoint and be like,
767
00:37:19,987 --> 00:37:22,782
"Oh, you did this.
You shaved your arms and legs."
768
00:37:22,782 --> 00:37:26,953
[laughing] I'm not gonna point out things,
like, I don't like about you.
769
00:37:26,953 --> 00:37:29,372
I'm not gonna do that.
Look, you don't deserve it.
770
00:37:29,372 --> 00:37:30,873
- Like, you're a great guy.
- Sure.
771
00:37:30,873 --> 00:37:34,085
I feel bad 'cause I feel like
I showed up, like, really bad for you too.
772
00:37:34,085 --> 00:37:36,087
Like, you got the worst part.
This is like--
773
00:37:36,087 --> 00:37:38,798
I've never, like,
made anyone feel this way.
774
00:37:38,798 --> 00:37:40,341
I'm literally treating you so poorly.
775
00:37:40,341 --> 00:37:43,511
Like, I know it. Like, I won't even,
like, look at you, like, touch you.
776
00:37:43,511 --> 00:37:45,471
You talk to me, and I literally look away.
777
00:37:45,471 --> 00:37:47,765
Like, I'm a complete jerk to you,
and I know that.
778
00:37:47,765 --> 00:37:50,101
And I'm like, you don't deserve that.
779
00:37:50,101 --> 00:37:53,187
Like, I literally, honestly think
about Bliss. I think about, like,
780
00:37:53,187 --> 00:37:56,315
fuck, like, I hope you get a chance
to see her when you go back to Seattle.
781
00:37:56,315 --> 00:37:58,234
Like, I really hope you do, and, like...
782
00:37:59,318 --> 00:38:02,822
Just 'cause it didn't work out with me,
like, maybe she was the one.
783
00:38:02,822 --> 00:38:04,657
Like, maybe you did get the wrong choice,
784
00:38:04,657 --> 00:38:07,159
and, like, I'm so glad that we did try,
and, like--
785
00:38:07,159 --> 00:38:10,288
I don't know how hard
you tried, but... [laughing]
786
00:38:10,955 --> 00:38:13,332
It's been absolutely horrible sleeping
in this bed with you.
787
00:38:13,332 --> 00:38:16,502
Okay, really, shut up.
Do not be so fucking dramatic.
788
00:38:16,502 --> 00:38:19,922
It's been horrible!
We are like a married couple
789
00:38:19,922 --> 00:38:23,175
that's been together for ten years
and hates each other.
790
00:38:23,175 --> 00:38:25,636
I mean, we both lay
on the opposite side of the bed.
791
00:38:25,636 --> 00:38:27,722
[laughs] Yeah,
that's when I started to like it.
792
00:38:27,722 --> 00:38:29,890
It's fucking horrible.
793
00:38:30,683 --> 00:38:34,312
It does suck, um,
because I came here looking for a wife.
794
00:38:34,312 --> 00:38:39,066
{\an8}And there were two women that,
you know, I could have seen myself with.
795
00:38:39,066 --> 00:38:43,362
And I chose the one that,
at the time, I felt in my gut,
796
00:38:43,362 --> 00:38:45,281
and, uh, it didn't work out.
797
00:38:45,823 --> 00:38:48,034
It's a real weird breakup, honestly.
798
00:38:48,743 --> 00:38:49,827
[Irina exhales]
799
00:38:50,828 --> 00:38:55,541
Maybe I made the wrong choice,
but I made the choice that I made.
800
00:38:56,250 --> 00:38:58,961
So, that's the situation that I'm in.
801
00:38:59,962 --> 00:39:03,299
[Irina exhales] I just think it's fun--
I mean, honestly, I knew--
802
00:39:03,299 --> 00:39:05,843
I was surprised
that you were still, like, hanging on.
803
00:39:05,843 --> 00:39:09,180
I was like, I've, like,
given you every reason to forget it,
804
00:39:09,180 --> 00:39:10,890
and I was, "Man, he's really trying."
805
00:39:10,890 --> 00:39:14,185
I was gonna leave you on day three,
but I thought that'd be fucked up.
806
00:39:14,185 --> 00:39:17,229
[laughs] I was gonna leave you
right after I saw you.
807
00:39:17,229 --> 00:39:20,566
- But I stayed and gave it a chance.
- [laughing]
808
00:39:20,566 --> 00:39:22,526
- [chuckles]
- That's how it goes.
809
00:39:22,526 --> 00:39:24,487
- [Irina] Hmm.
- [spits]
810
00:39:24,487 --> 00:39:26,822
- [water running]
- [Irina] Do you, like, I don't know...
811
00:39:26,822 --> 00:39:28,449
What do you feel about Bliss? [slurps]
812
00:39:30,451 --> 00:39:31,327
I don't know.
813
00:39:31,327 --> 00:39:33,537
Like, being with me,
does it have you think about her?
814
00:39:33,537 --> 00:39:34,914
Like, I won't be hurt.
815
00:39:34,914 --> 00:39:37,541
Honestly, I was thinking
about her the whole time we were together.
816
00:39:37,541 --> 00:39:39,919
[laughing] Fuck.
817
00:39:39,919 --> 00:39:42,546
- That's so rude.
- I mean, I'm just being real.
818
00:39:42,546 --> 00:39:44,465
You know what?
I thought about someone else too.
819
00:39:44,465 --> 00:39:45,508
I'm sure.
820
00:39:46,300 --> 00:39:49,470
- He's, uh, with your best friend.
- I know, but...
821
00:39:50,388 --> 00:39:52,890
- [laughing]
- The one that got away, you know.
822
00:39:52,890 --> 00:39:55,684
- ["We All Fall Down" playing]
- ♪ You know we're damaged ♪
823
00:39:55,684 --> 00:39:57,645
♪ And we're dangerous... ♪
824
00:39:57,645 --> 00:39:59,522
You should have picked Paul. [laughing]
825
00:40:00,147 --> 00:40:01,857
I realize that after talking to him.
826
00:40:01,857 --> 00:40:04,068
This is, like, the realest conversation
I've ever had.
827
00:40:04,068 --> 00:40:06,028
I'm not blind. Like, I could see it.
828
00:40:06,028 --> 00:40:10,199
I know, but, like, I thought
about him a lot and our conversations.
829
00:40:10,825 --> 00:40:12,660
And then seeing him yesterday, like,
830
00:40:12,660 --> 00:40:15,788
I literally could not sleep,
like, all night. I really like him.
831
00:40:18,249 --> 00:40:20,251
I know that, like, Micah really likes him,
832
00:40:20,251 --> 00:40:22,878
and, like, they have
a really good relationship together.
833
00:40:22,878 --> 00:40:24,422
- [Zack laughs]
- She's my best friend.
834
00:40:24,422 --> 00:40:26,966
That's so fucked up, you know. [chuckles]
835
00:40:26,966 --> 00:40:30,845
[laughing] You're just gonna be
breaking up all the relationships.
836
00:40:30,845 --> 00:40:33,139
"Here comes Irina! Here comes Irina!"
837
00:40:33,139 --> 00:40:35,307
[laughing]
838
00:40:37,309 --> 00:40:42,314
♪ Ashes to ashes ♪
839
00:40:42,314 --> 00:40:44,900
♪ We all fall down ♪
840
00:40:45,818 --> 00:40:48,487
[Kwame] I saw that you and Micah
started getting a chat in.
841
00:40:48,487 --> 00:40:51,240
{\an8}- How was that going?
- She was...
842
00:40:51,240 --> 00:40:53,701
{\an8}- Approached me to have a chat.
- Mm-hmm.
843
00:40:53,701 --> 00:40:56,954
- And it seemed respectful and genuine.
- Mm-hmm.
844
00:40:56,954 --> 00:40:59,123
- And then... boom!
- [laughing]
845
00:40:59,123 --> 00:41:00,583
Torrential downpour.
846
00:41:02,084 --> 00:41:05,337
{\an8}I actually appreciate her coming over
and asking you to talk
847
00:41:05,337 --> 00:41:10,009
{\an8}and trying to kind of dive into things
as opposed to asking me to talk.
848
00:41:10,009 --> 00:41:11,510
- Right? Yeah.
- Oh, yeah.
849
00:41:11,510 --> 00:41:14,013
Which couples do you think
are gonna survive when we go home?
850
00:41:14,013 --> 00:41:17,349
I mean, million-dollar question,
million-dollar answer.
851
00:41:17,349 --> 00:41:18,267
I know.
852
00:41:18,267 --> 00:41:21,228
Brett and Tiff,
I think they're gonna survive.
853
00:41:21,729 --> 00:41:23,397
I just have so much hope in them.
854
00:41:23,397 --> 00:41:27,067
My goodness, if Brett and Tiff
don't make it, it will eat me alive.
855
00:41:27,067 --> 00:41:29,111
- I know.
- It will kill me. [laughs]
856
00:41:29,111 --> 00:41:31,071
- I will die. Yes.
- Everybody. Everybody.
857
00:41:31,071 --> 00:41:32,990
I will die of an aneurysm.
858
00:41:32,990 --> 00:41:34,241
- [laughing]
- Everybody--
859
00:41:34,241 --> 00:41:37,453
- Please don't do that. [chuckles]
- Okay, I won't, baby.
860
00:41:37,453 --> 00:41:39,872
You know, Chelsea and Kwame.
861
00:41:39,872 --> 00:41:42,291
You know, if they don't make it,
862
00:41:42,875 --> 00:41:46,128
then I probably will die of an aneurysm.
I don't know... [laughing]
863
00:41:46,128 --> 00:41:48,589
- Me too. [laughing]
- [laughing]
864
00:41:48,589 --> 00:41:51,175
- At that point, go ahead.
- At that point, take me!
865
00:41:51,175 --> 00:41:54,386
- Sure.
- [laughing]
866
00:41:54,386 --> 00:41:57,389
Irina and Zack could be doing
the best in the world...
867
00:41:57,389 --> 00:41:59,183
- And we don't know.
- And we wouldn't know.
868
00:41:59,183 --> 00:42:01,519
- I know. You think they are, though?
- No.
869
00:42:01,519 --> 00:42:04,855
[laughing]
870
00:42:05,648 --> 00:42:07,691
I can't stand that dude.
871
00:42:10,778 --> 00:42:12,446
Hey, I like him.
872
00:42:12,446 --> 00:42:16,659
Can we talk about Irina instead?
I like Zack, okay?
873
00:42:16,659 --> 00:42:18,536
What about Micah and Paul?
874
00:42:21,789 --> 00:42:22,915
I don't know.
875
00:42:23,666 --> 00:42:25,042
Actually, don't know.
876
00:42:25,042 --> 00:42:28,087
I want to get more time talking to Paul.
877
00:42:28,796 --> 00:42:31,882
I've talked to Micah longer than
to Paul since we've gotten to Mexico.
878
00:42:31,882 --> 00:42:34,760
- Yeah, we know.
- [laughing]
879
00:42:37,513 --> 00:42:39,682
Don't do that. [laughing]
880
00:42:40,516 --> 00:42:43,769
- Stating the obvious, then I'm gonna...
- [laughing]
881
00:42:44,353 --> 00:42:45,646
We all know Paul's gonna be like...
882
00:42:45,646 --> 00:42:47,022
[imitates Paul] "It's cool, man."
883
00:42:47,022 --> 00:42:48,566
[laughing]
884
00:42:49,984 --> 00:42:52,528
Girl, you are so funny.
You're my favorite comedian.
885
00:42:52,528 --> 00:42:54,029
[chuckles]
886
00:42:55,114 --> 00:42:57,533
But so,
are you feeling okay after tonight?
887
00:42:57,533 --> 00:43:01,453
I think it was, like,
a little bit of a test for me tonight.
888
00:43:01,453 --> 00:43:05,958
But we're gonna get influenced
by people who might not be for us.
889
00:43:05,958 --> 00:43:08,919
- Yeah.
- Or might not understand our relationship.
890
00:43:09,545 --> 00:43:12,131
- We're gonna have negativity. We are.
- Okay.
891
00:43:12,715 --> 00:43:14,174
And it's up to us to handle it.
892
00:43:14,174 --> 00:43:16,051
The tests are coming from both our sides.
893
00:43:16,051 --> 00:43:18,304
Your family, my family,
your friends, my friends.
894
00:43:18,304 --> 00:43:21,432
The best way to maybe move forward
when it comes to
895
00:43:22,016 --> 00:43:25,185
situations surrounding us is
to make sure that we both get involved.
896
00:43:25,185 --> 00:43:29,148
We've gotta constantly make sure
that we are... we have each other's back.
897
00:43:29,148 --> 00:43:31,817
- I'm always gonna be there for you.
- We'll be together.
898
00:43:32,651 --> 00:43:34,570
One step closer to our new life.
899
00:43:35,154 --> 00:43:36,071
Love you.
900
00:43:37,239 --> 00:43:38,157
I love you too.
901
00:43:38,824 --> 00:43:43,037
- ["forever" by moonstalker playing]
- ♪ Make this last forever ♪
902
00:44:05,851 --> 00:44:06,727
Thank you.
903
00:44:21,283 --> 00:44:22,117
[Bliss] Zack?
904
00:44:26,914 --> 00:44:27,831
- Hey.
- Hi.
905
00:44:28,332 --> 00:44:30,125
- Nice to meet you.
- [Bliss] You too.
906
00:44:31,919 --> 00:44:32,878
How are you?
907
00:44:33,587 --> 00:44:34,880
- Good.
- [Bliss] Good?
908
00:44:37,549 --> 00:44:39,385
Well, um...
909
00:44:39,385 --> 00:44:41,345
[pensive music plays]
910
00:44:43,389 --> 00:44:44,807
I made the wrong choice.
911
00:44:46,100 --> 00:44:47,351
[exhales deeply]
912
00:44:53,982 --> 00:44:55,943
You know I did, and I do too.
913
00:44:59,154 --> 00:44:59,988
[Tiffany] I'm ready!
914
00:45:01,198 --> 00:45:05,327
I love being this happy.
I love being this head over heels.
915
00:45:07,246 --> 00:45:10,749
And when I go to sleep at night,
that feeling doesn't fade.
916
00:45:10,749 --> 00:45:12,334
Oh, my gosh.
917
00:45:13,210 --> 00:45:15,879
When I wake up in the morning,
that feeling doesn't fade.
918
00:45:15,879 --> 00:45:19,383
Is that pancakes?
Wow, I feel like I'm in a restaurant.
919
00:45:19,383 --> 00:45:20,384
Thank you.
920
00:45:20,384 --> 00:45:22,803
[Tiffany] That's what love
should feel like.
921
00:45:22,803 --> 00:45:25,180
- Do you like me?
- [laughing]
922
00:45:25,180 --> 00:45:27,391
[Jackelina] Through the hard time
and the good time.
923
00:45:27,391 --> 00:45:30,602
I could just feel the aura coming off
of this one, even through the wall.
924
00:45:32,771 --> 00:45:36,442
[Paul] I love Micah immensely,
and I do want her the rest of my life.
925
00:45:36,442 --> 00:45:38,777
I haven't told you anything,
but we're engaged.
926
00:45:38,777 --> 00:45:40,696
- [gasps] Micah!
- [laughing]
927
00:45:41,613 --> 00:45:44,992
You didn't wanna sit here and talk.
You're like, "I'm leaving."
928
00:45:44,992 --> 00:45:46,827
What am I supposed to do?
Sit in my feelings
929
00:45:46,827 --> 00:45:49,580
and sleep next to someone
who said I was not man enough for this?
930
00:45:49,580 --> 00:45:50,539
We don't have sex.
931
00:45:51,165 --> 00:45:54,251
Me seeing Paul, honestly, I was
way more attracted to him than to Zack.
932
00:45:54,251 --> 00:45:57,337
Do you, like, still have these,
like, unresolved feelings for him?
933
00:45:57,337 --> 00:45:59,131
I did feel romance with Paul.
934
00:46:00,174 --> 00:46:02,301
[Micah] It kind of, like,
put, like, doubt in my head
935
00:46:02,301 --> 00:46:04,720
about, um, like, where we're at.
936
00:46:05,596 --> 00:46:09,767
And I'm not sacrificing what I want,
but I am compromising.
937
00:46:09,767 --> 00:46:11,143
Welcome to marriage.
938
00:46:12,561 --> 00:46:13,395
Okay.
939
00:46:13,395 --> 00:46:15,230
Do you wanna settle down?
940
00:46:17,733 --> 00:46:19,818
I know where you live,
and I'mma come find you.
941
00:46:20,611 --> 00:46:24,156
[woman] You're meant to have the best
wedding of your life, and this isn't it.
942
00:46:26,241 --> 00:46:27,284
This isn't it.
943
00:46:28,118 --> 00:46:31,413
I think about you. I worry about you.
I'm hoping that you're happy.
944
00:46:31,413 --> 00:46:33,332
Do you think
that you made the right choice?
945
00:46:35,667 --> 00:46:37,336
Do you feel like you're questioning?
946
00:46:37,336 --> 00:46:38,796
[laughing]
947
00:46:40,714 --> 00:46:43,383
[Josh] If you don't feel like
heart-to-heart you're gonna marry him,
948
00:46:44,176 --> 00:46:45,010
pick me.
949
00:46:45,511 --> 00:46:48,263
[pop music playing]
950
00:46:49,973 --> 00:46:52,518
[officiant] Now is the time
to decide if love is blind.
951
00:46:52,518 --> 00:46:54,937
[panting]
952
00:46:54,937 --> 00:46:56,897
[Brett] This should be a day
of no surprises.
953
00:46:57,856 --> 00:46:59,733
This should not happen.
954
00:46:59,733 --> 00:47:02,945
["Caught in the Crossfire"
by Tom Evans and Markus Hughes playing]
955
00:47:02,945 --> 00:47:07,699
♪ We're caught in the crossfire ♪
956
00:47:08,200 --> 00:47:12,955
♪ Fighting the flames ♪
957
00:47:12,955 --> 00:47:18,961
♪ We're caught in the crossfire ♪
958
00:47:18,961 --> 00:47:22,965
♪ Keep from the flames ♪