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[pop music playing]
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♪ You don't wanna know the person
I call myself ♪
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[Tiffany snoring softly]
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-♪ You don't wanna know ♪
-[knock at door]
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♪ What's hiding in someone's head… ♪
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Tiffy?
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Hey, Tiff.
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Your date is over, sweetie.
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-Okay?
-[Tiffany] Mm-hmm.
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-♪ I just wanna get your attention ♪
-[Tiffany chuckles]
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[all] ♪ I really wanna be
All up in your head ♪
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-Hey!
-[snapping fingers]
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-♪ But I wanna, gonna get some ♪
-[laughing]
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♪ I really wanna make you my wife, ow! ♪
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-[April] Really? Wow.
-[Chelsea] ♪ So I said hey, hey ♪
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♪ Hey, Daddy, hey, hey ♪
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♪ Hey, Daddy, hey, hey ♪
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-♪ Hey, Daddy, hey, hey… ♪
-Let's go back. Let's do it.
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-[Chelsea] Are you good, baby?
-What do you need?
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Okay. Here's your shoes.
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-[April] I'll grab your stuff.
-[Chelsea] Can you give her some water?
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-Is Brett still here?
-[Chelsea] No.
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-[gasps] Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
-[Chelsea] It's okay. It's okay.
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It's all right.
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No! I feel so bad.
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-[pop music playing]
-[vocalizing]
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♪ Say something ♪
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♪ Won't you say something? ♪
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-♪ Oh, yeah! ♪
-♪ You'll be true ♪
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♪ Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh… ♪
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I truly believe
that everybody's gonna end up
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with the person
that's for them, regardless.
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It's just hard.
There's so many great people.
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It is, yeah.
Josh checks off all the boxes.
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And Marshall. He's a great person.
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They're neck and neck right now.
I can't be too mad.
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I've been here a week,
and I call it the accelerated program.
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People are falling in love here.
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My connections are Marshall,
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and my other connection is with Josh.
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I love them both. We both vibe so well.
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Marshall's sensitive. Marshall is smooth.
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He's sentimental. He's so calm and giving.
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The opposite energy of what I am.
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What's your favorite thing
you discovered about me so far?
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My favorite thing
that I have discovered about you
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is that you are authentic to yourself.
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You remind me of home.
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-The home is where the heart is, right?
-Oh, stop. You're making me blush.
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And Josh is, like, a smack talker.
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Josh is the same level as me.
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Like, his vibe is just, like,
strong and masculine and tough.
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I live by myself, and I'm, like, really,
like, paranoid at a certain time
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that I'm just, like, looking at the wall--
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Girl, you know you don't have to worry
about that with me.
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[Jackelina] Good, fight demons
that try and come and get me.
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If Candyman comes,
just know I'm a little bit faster.
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-Wow, look at you, first daddy.
-I am first daddy.
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[both laugh]
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If you're my person, tell me.
Keep it real.
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We're in the ring right now.
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Like, we got Evander Holyfield
and Mike Tyson,
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but we just don't know
who's gonna win it first.
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[Kwame] Who was your number one?
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-Jackie. Jackie.
-Oh, Jackie. Right, cool.
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[Marshall] Jackie and I for sure
have a strong connection.
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-We're here for one person.
-Yeah.
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Ever since I can remember,
I have been bullied by my emotions,
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and bullied for my emotions.
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In the pods, right off the bat,
I can be sensitive, and it's accepted.
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-I'm coming, baby!
-[pop music playing]
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♪ Just wanna feel this way… ♪
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My innermost hope
coming out of this process
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is everlasting love, and damn. [chuckles]
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Uh, that's crazy to say just "forever,"
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uh, but I'm-- I'm ready for it.
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[Jackelina] Can I tell you something?
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Tell it to me.
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I have a Roomba.
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And guess what his name is.
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Marshall.
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-[laughs]
-What?
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I totally forgot about that.
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I named him Marshall with two L's.
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Dead-ass.
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Jack, that is crazy.
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[Jackelina] That is crazy.
It was meant to be.
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I got a human named Marshall,
and I got a robot named Marshall.
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I'm Marshalled out.
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-Not yet.
-[Jackelina laughs]
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Not yet. I want a little Marshall Jr.
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Oh, wow! Oh.
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[laughs] I would be a good mom.
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But I just don't wanna
raise my kid too hard. You feel me?
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Yes.
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[Jackelina] That's one thing about me.
I was raised strict as shit.
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And I'm like,
I don't wanna raise my kid too strict,
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to where my kid feels like
he can't trust me 'cause…
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There's a lot of things
I don't tell my parents
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because I feel like my parents are so,
like, hard, you know.
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[Marshall sighs]
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Uh, I am afraid that I will…
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I'll raise my kids,
like, how my dad raised me.
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[Jackelina] Hmm.
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Honestly, I was raised with a lot of love.
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Uh, but my dad was not very nurturing in…
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[gasps] …many ways.
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-[Jackelina] Mm.
-I was never good at math.
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Never.
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My sister and I,
we would sit at the kitchen table,
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and… [sniffles]
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…he would berate us.
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"You don't know how to do this.
You don't know how to do that." [groans]
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Keep in mind, I'm a kid, right?
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He would say, uh,
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"You're gonna be on the side
of the road begging for change."
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-"And I'm not gonna stop to give you any."
-[Jackelina gasps]
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Oh, no.
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[Marshall] And…
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[gasps]
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[sighs]
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[Jackelina] Oh, honey.
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[Marshall] That did a lot to my psyche.
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From that day on,
I had anxiety going into math class,
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and I would make stupid mistakes
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because I just had that
in the back of my mind.
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It's not his fault.
He did what he thought was right.
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He thought that was encouraging,
but it wasn't.
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It was the complete opposite.
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But I can't blame him for that.
He's human.
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[Jackelina] You have to give
yourself grace too.
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You got a good job.
You're-- You're a good man.
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You're not on the side of the road
begging for change.
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And if you were,
I would give you a dollar.
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[exhales]
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I'd probably put you in my car. [chuckles]
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I'd be like, "You wanna go for a ride?"
You'd be like, "What the fuck? No."
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-"Let's go get some chicken."
-[Jackelina] "Let's get chicken wings!"
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No, I promise, like, you're gonna do fine.
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-[pop music playing]
-♪ I want you… ♪
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[Marshall] I can't comprehend, uh…
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saying that to my kid one day.
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You won't. I swear you won't.
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Just because, like,
that's how you were raised,
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you have the option. You have the choice.
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We all have the option,
and we all have the choice.
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-You just have to give yourself grace.
-[sniffles]
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Give your-- Oh, fuck, man. [sighs]
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[sniffles]
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[crying softly]
You have to give yourself grace.
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[Marshall sighs]
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Jackie, I wanna share my life with you.
Good, bad, ugly.
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And I wanna lift you up.
I wanna receive you for who you are.
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[exhales] I know you do.
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I have to break up
with my other boyfriends now.
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You better kick them motherfuckers
to the curb.
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Oh, man. Okay.
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I'll do that. I'll do that for you.
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Hey, hey, tell 'em kick rocks.
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[Jackelina laughs]
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Tell them Marshall sends love.
Kick rocks, motherfucker.
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[both laugh]
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Oh, my gosh.
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[sighs] Mmm.
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I came in here stonewalled, hard.
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And in this pod,
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Marshall on the other side,
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he's getting all of me and the real me.
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The me I don't tell nobody.
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-["Catch Me" playing]
-♪ Catch me… ♪
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Okay. Bye, hon.
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[Marshall chuckles] Bye.
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[Marshall sighs]
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That's a walking quality man right there.
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And I haven't even seen his face.
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♪ Oh! Oh, yeah! ♪
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♪ Catch me 'cause I'm falling for you… ♪
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[Tiffany sighs] Okay.
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I am in love with Brett.
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I see my life so clearly with him in it.
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Last night, I…
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wanted him to know how I truly felt
and not have any reservations.
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-I fell asleep on that man.
-[exhaling]
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But his voice was so soothing,
and it was a long day.
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But, man, I screwed up.
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[panting]
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I feel
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like crap, to be honest.
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I have all the explaining to do,
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so I'm hoping that he hears me out,
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and he forgives me.
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Brett Brown?
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-[Brett] Tiffany Pennywell?
-[gasps] You're here!
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Brett, I was so worried. I was so worried.
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Okay, so I accidentally fell asleep.
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[Brett] Fell asleep?
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You know, I passed out
because I was listening to your voice,
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and it is so soothing.
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I don't know what you said to me.
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I woke up, and then I felt really bad.
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Because I was just like,
"Did I just mess everything up?"
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I'm just really thankful that you came
into my life at the right time.
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I feel like I am ready
for someone like you.
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I feel like you are
the person that's gonna make me better.
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I'm great right now.
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But, man, you inspire me so much.
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And I-- I really think it's you, Brett.
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I really think it's you.
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[pensive music playing]
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[Brett] It's-- It's great
to hear your voice.
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Um, but yesterday, when I realized
that I didn't hear your voice
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on the other side, it just--
it kind of just punched me in the gut.
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[Tiffany] Oh, God.
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But…
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I think at the end of the day,
It's gonna be a small moment
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and a funny story, um,
of our journey together.
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-Are you still there?
-[Tiffany] Mm-hmm.
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I've just enjoyed
getting to know you so much.
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You get me.
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I feel like you understand me,
and you want me to be a better man.
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[Tiffany sobbing]
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[Brett] And I truly feel your support
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in who I am and the man
that I wanna become.
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Absolutely. Oh, my God.
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I feel like we would bring
so much happiness into each other's lives.
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And so…
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Will you marry me?
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[squeals]
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[pop music playing]
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Yes! [laughing]
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Abso-freaking-lutely, Brett!
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I will. I freaking will.
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Yes, yes, yes, yes, I will.
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You got it? Yes?
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-I hear you. [laughing]
-[Tiffany shouts]
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[gasps]
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[shouts] Oh! I'll see you soon, Brett.
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-Bye.
-[Brett] Bye.
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[Tiffany] Oh, shit. Oh, my God!
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[Brett chuckles]
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Thank you, Jesus. [laughing]
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-Jesus!
-[chuckles]
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-[women shouting]
-I got engaged! Oh, my God!
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♪ Let me go ♪
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[Kwame] You know,
there are people that I am dating
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that are incredible human beings.
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With Chelsea,
I see this very ride-or-die person,
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who would not ever
allow you to feel unwanted,
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um, but at the same time,
like, I'm very, very set on Micah.
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And I'm ready to propose to her,
but there's a lot of uncertainty
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when you feel as though you are ready
to take that next step
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to really make things go all the way.
253
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And-- but I really,
really want validation from her.
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Tell me, like… you could see yourself
spending the rest of your life with me.
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Like, tell me how you feel about me.
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I wanna be like,
"Damn, she's ready, and I'm ready too."
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-["I Wanna Love You" by J-Swift playing]
-♪ I wanna love you ♪
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♪ Day in… ♪
259
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-Hello-hello.
-[Micah] Hello-hello.
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How are you?
261
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[Kwame] I'm doing fantastic!
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It is a new day.
I feel refreshed. How about you?
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My day's been good.
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Um… [sighs]
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I feel like…
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We have both been, like,
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you know, each other's, like…
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[chuckles] …favorite person
through a lot of this.
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Yes.
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And, like,
I wouldn't want it any other way.
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[soft pleasant music playing]
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I feel so strongly about you as a person.
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But I feel like,
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um, that maybe, like,
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the slow burn is how it's supposed to go.
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I think that we should
explore other connections.
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[pensive music plays]
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Okay, cool.
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That works for me.
Well, uh, thank you for taking your time,
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for listening.
It was fantastic getting to know you.
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And I hope that works out for you
to the best of your ability.
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I truly wish you the most luck.
283
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Uh, thank you for being transparent
with me, um, and, hey, it's been real.
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Have a great rest of your night, okay?
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Okay.
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-Cool. Have a good night. Bye.
-[Micah] Bye.
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[clears throat]
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[melancholy music playing]
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That's kind of fucked up, isn't it?
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I can't be the only one
that thinks that. That's…
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It's kind of fucked up.
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♪ Not who I came here to be ♪
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♪ You're still the weakness deep in me… ♪
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[Josh] You done already?
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Yeah. [clears throat]
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Fucking hell.
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[clears throat, sniffles]
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[exhales]
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I'm just having a tough time.
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[sobbing quietly]
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[sniffles]
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[sobbing]
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[sniffles]
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♪ Yeah, I told myself I'd never lose ♪
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♪ Lord knows what we've been through ♪
306
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[sniffles, continues sobbing]
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♪ And my weakness is you ♪
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[laughs]
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-[laughs] Irina.
-[Irina] Hmm.
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Hey, wake up and talk to me. It was him.
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-[Irina] Who?
-Kwame.
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[Irina] How'd it go?
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I, like, ended it.
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-[Irina] Okay. What happened?
-[Micah] Bad, not because he reacted.
315
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Just because, like, he didn't.
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It was very weird.
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Like, I wasn't expecting it to, like,
be like that. Not in a bad way.
318
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He's like, "Okay, I wish you the best.
Like, I gotta go. Bye."
319
00:15:49,657 --> 00:15:52,326
[Irina] He literally wanted
to marry you, like, yesterday.
320
00:15:54,870 --> 00:15:57,373
So, how is Paul still in there with Amber?
321
00:15:57,456 --> 00:15:59,083
He's supposed to be ending it
with her now.
322
00:15:59,166 --> 00:16:00,960
[Irina] Wait. He's supposed to be what?
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Ending it with Amber.
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-[Amber] Oop.
-[Paul] Hello.
325
00:16:08,175 --> 00:16:10,344
[Amber] Oh, I was hoping it was you!
326
00:16:10,427 --> 00:16:11,929
-[laughs]
-Yeah.
327
00:16:13,514 --> 00:16:17,101
[Amber] I'm happy. I'm happy to be here.
I'm happy to be here talking to you.
328
00:16:17,184 --> 00:16:18,143
[Paul sighs]
329
00:16:18,227 --> 00:16:22,272
[Amber] Like, my expectations
have been exceeded time and time again.
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-[Paul exhales] Amber, Amber, Amber.
-What?
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[Paul] Um…
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I, uh…
333
00:16:33,075 --> 00:16:33,909
So…
334
00:16:35,411 --> 00:16:37,913
[Amber] I can't really hear you.
You're kind of mumbling.
335
00:16:39,707 --> 00:16:43,002
Uh, I've gotta tell you.
We have to… [clicks tongue]
336
00:16:43,585 --> 00:16:45,045
Yeah, uh…
337
00:16:45,129 --> 00:16:47,297
Yeah, well, I can't-- we can't, uh…
338
00:16:47,381 --> 00:16:48,549
[chuckles]
339
00:16:49,258 --> 00:16:50,175
[Paul] Um…
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00:16:51,343 --> 00:16:52,469
You what?
341
00:16:52,553 --> 00:16:55,097
[Paul] I want you to know
I really do believe that
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00:16:55,180 --> 00:16:58,058
what's… what's best for me
is also what's best for you.
343
00:16:58,809 --> 00:17:01,687
Of course. Yeah, you're everything
I would want in a partner.
344
00:17:03,981 --> 00:17:04,898
[Paul sighs]
345
00:17:06,442 --> 00:17:07,276
[sighs]
346
00:17:09,695 --> 00:17:11,780
[slow dramatic music plays]
347
00:17:13,532 --> 00:17:16,493
[Irina] Wait, why is he taking so long
to end it with Amber?
348
00:17:17,327 --> 00:17:20,622
[Micah] I know. I'm literally
about to freak out. It's been a half hour.
349
00:17:21,123 --> 00:17:22,499
Wow, that's really bad.
350
00:17:25,669 --> 00:17:27,713
It took me two seconds
to end it with Kwame.
351
00:17:28,464 --> 00:17:31,050
Dude, what the fuck
is going on in that pod?
352
00:17:33,260 --> 00:17:35,763
Amber, I want you to know that, like,
353
00:17:35,846 --> 00:17:37,556
the connection
that I have with you is real,
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and I do love the person that you are.
355
00:17:40,059 --> 00:17:41,101
Oh.
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00:17:41,935 --> 00:17:42,811
[Paul] I don't know.
357
00:17:42,895 --> 00:17:45,230
-[Amber] What? What don't you know?
-I don't know.
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00:17:45,731 --> 00:17:48,859
I don't know how to say it,
but, um, I think
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00:17:50,235 --> 00:17:52,946
there's only so far
that you can take it with two people.
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00:17:55,449 --> 00:18:00,287
And I think that I have to go with,
um, another… another connection.
361
00:18:00,871 --> 00:18:01,747
[exhales]
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00:18:06,502 --> 00:18:08,420
I really was not expecting this.
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00:18:08,504 --> 00:18:09,546
[Paul] I know. Fuck.
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00:18:09,630 --> 00:18:10,714
[exhales loudly]
365
00:18:14,301 --> 00:18:18,305
I think I started to just believe
that I would finally find,
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00:18:18,388 --> 00:18:21,100
you know, my person, and--
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00:18:21,183 --> 00:18:22,476
[Paul] I'm really sorry.
368
00:18:23,060 --> 00:18:26,563
I don't like empty platitudes.
So, I'm not gonna say good luck.
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00:18:26,647 --> 00:18:29,108
[chuckles] I'm not gonna say
I wish you the best,
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00:18:29,191 --> 00:18:32,111
because I just really
don't feel that right now. [inhales]
371
00:18:32,194 --> 00:18:34,863
Nothing-- nothing I said was a lie.
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00:18:36,740 --> 00:18:38,909
Fuck you, Paul. [sobbing]
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00:18:39,701 --> 00:18:42,579
[Amber sniffles, continues sobbing]
374
00:18:43,747 --> 00:18:46,125
I'm really having
really bad anxiety right now.
375
00:18:46,208 --> 00:18:47,543
Maybe I got played like a fiddle.
376
00:18:47,626 --> 00:18:50,838
-Do you wanna get back with Kwame?
-Shut the fuck up. That's not the point.
377
00:18:50,921 --> 00:18:53,048
Why the fuck would they still be in there?
378
00:18:53,799 --> 00:18:57,219
[Irina] Well, you should walk in there
and be like, "What the fuck, Paul?"
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00:18:58,428 --> 00:18:59,263
[Amber sighs]
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00:19:00,389 --> 00:19:01,473
Bye, Paul.
381
00:19:01,557 --> 00:19:05,394
The feeling of, you know,
not being picked is painful.
382
00:19:05,477 --> 00:19:08,605
My previous marriages
didn't work out because it wasn't…
383
00:19:09,898 --> 00:19:11,400
it wasn't with my person.
384
00:19:12,067 --> 00:19:15,487
You can be in love with people,
and it doesn't work out.
385
00:19:15,571 --> 00:19:16,947
I'll be okay though. I really will.
386
00:19:17,030 --> 00:19:19,408
[chuckles] It doesn't sound like it,
but I will be.
387
00:19:19,491 --> 00:19:22,161
-["In Line" playing]
-♪ If your heart is still open ♪
388
00:19:22,244 --> 00:19:25,956
♪ Then I hope you show it tonight ♪
389
00:19:26,039 --> 00:19:29,168
♪ Oh, oh ♪
390
00:19:31,545 --> 00:19:35,549
♪ I know I'm not the one ♪
391
00:19:35,632 --> 00:19:38,635
♪ That you're going for ♪
392
00:19:41,930 --> 00:19:42,890
[Amber] I need a minute.
393
00:19:45,809 --> 00:19:48,061
Will you sit with me?
I cannot be on that side with her.
394
00:19:48,145 --> 00:19:50,230
-Okay, that's fine. Where do you wanna be?
-[sighs]
395
00:19:50,314 --> 00:19:53,525
One side of me is so happy,
like, relieved maybe.
396
00:19:53,609 --> 00:19:55,194
Maybe more relieved than happy.
397
00:19:56,028 --> 00:19:58,071
She actually looked like she was hurt.
398
00:19:59,114 --> 00:20:00,657
Like, she's actually hurt.
399
00:20:05,245 --> 00:20:07,039
[Kwame] We feel dumb as hell.
400
00:20:13,086 --> 00:20:15,214
[chuckles] It is what it is, bro.
401
00:20:15,797 --> 00:20:18,217
-[Josh groans] You cut it off?
-[Paul] Yeah.
402
00:20:18,300 --> 00:20:19,968
Can't really talk right now. Yeah.
403
00:20:20,052 --> 00:20:22,596
[Kwame] Yeah,
it's a tough fucking night, bro.
404
00:20:23,263 --> 00:20:24,640
[sighs] Fucking hell.
405
00:20:26,433 --> 00:20:27,517
Ah, yeah.
406
00:20:28,435 --> 00:20:32,314
Man, to hear somebody come
into a conversation so happy,
407
00:20:32,397 --> 00:20:35,734
so full of love and joy,
and then to have to kill that.
408
00:20:35,817 --> 00:20:39,071
We, like, we envision ourselves
in the future with this person.
409
00:20:39,154 --> 00:20:40,239
With a person. Yeah.
410
00:20:40,322 --> 00:20:43,700
We create a reality in the future.
When it's in your mind, it's in her mind.
411
00:20:43,784 --> 00:20:46,578
-Yeah. Yeah.
-And it exists in a timeline somewhere.
412
00:20:46,662 --> 00:20:49,665
And if it breaks, if it dies, you have--
413
00:20:49,748 --> 00:20:52,376
It's a death.
You have to mourn that death.
414
00:20:52,459 --> 00:20:55,254
-So, it exists in some capacity.
-[Paul] Definitely, yeah.
415
00:20:55,337 --> 00:20:57,631
-And then, it fucking dies.
-[Paul] Yeah.
416
00:20:57,714 --> 00:20:59,091
-Like that.
-[snaps fingers]
417
00:20:59,675 --> 00:21:02,678
-And you're fucking miserable.
-[Paul] By your own hand, at that.
418
00:21:02,761 --> 00:21:05,597
If it dies by someone else's hand,
at least you have a villain,
419
00:21:05,681 --> 00:21:08,350
but if you're the villain
of your own story, it's like, "Oof."
420
00:21:08,433 --> 00:21:09,893
That's a tough pill to swallow.
421
00:21:09,977 --> 00:21:12,396
Yeah, it is a tough pill to swallow.
It is tough to swallow.
422
00:21:12,479 --> 00:21:14,815
-Can I tell you something?
-Yeah.
423
00:21:14,898 --> 00:21:16,358
It does fucking suck.
424
00:21:16,441 --> 00:21:18,151
You know something
about being the villain?
425
00:21:18,235 --> 00:21:20,612
If someone else is the villain,
you realize that
426
00:21:20,696 --> 00:21:24,074
you don't have control of everything.
427
00:21:24,157 --> 00:21:25,867
Mm, mm-hmm. Yeah. Definitely.
428
00:21:25,951 --> 00:21:30,247
Lacking control
is a fucking painful moment.
429
00:21:30,330 --> 00:21:33,083
It's tough to be the villain
in your own story.
430
00:21:33,166 --> 00:21:37,004
[chuckles] It's really funny because…
431
00:21:39,589 --> 00:21:42,384
with no intention at all, in that moment,
432
00:21:42,467 --> 00:21:44,636
it did feel like
he was the villain in mine.
433
00:21:44,720 --> 00:21:47,306
["Chop Me to Pieces"
by Guesthouse playing]
434
00:21:48,015 --> 00:21:50,392
♪ But I was not ♪
435
00:21:50,475 --> 00:21:53,061
♪ I wasn't what you want ♪
436
00:21:53,145 --> 00:21:55,856
♪ Tear my heart out, apart ♪
437
00:21:55,939 --> 00:21:58,317
♪ You turn me up a notch ♪
438
00:21:58,400 --> 00:22:00,694
♪ And then chop me to pieces ♪
439
00:22:05,282 --> 00:22:06,700
[Amber sniffles] Ah!
440
00:22:07,451 --> 00:22:10,787
I want it so bad, you know. I really do.
441
00:22:10,871 --> 00:22:11,788
And… [sniffles]
442
00:22:12,372 --> 00:22:16,626
Ah! It was not what I was expecting
when I walked in there. [sniffles]
443
00:22:17,836 --> 00:22:20,255
-[Micah] Is she crying or laughing?
-[Irina] How do you--
444
00:22:20,339 --> 00:22:21,923
-She crying or laughing?
-[Irina] Crying.
445
00:22:23,300 --> 00:22:25,052
-What's she saying?
-I don't fucking know.
446
00:22:25,135 --> 00:22:27,429
-[laughs]
-Go stand by the thing and listen.
447
00:22:27,929 --> 00:22:30,349
No, but don't be obvious.
Don't let them see you.
448
00:22:30,432 --> 00:22:32,184
[laughs]
449
00:22:34,311 --> 00:22:36,521
[Amber] That's not what he wanted,
and that's okay.
450
00:22:36,605 --> 00:22:37,939
But I'm just like, you know,
451
00:22:38,023 --> 00:22:40,650
you could have been
a little bit more forthcoming
452
00:22:41,234 --> 00:22:44,321
about where you were at
instead of just telling me
453
00:22:44,404 --> 00:22:47,032
what I wanted to hear
because now I feel like a fucking idiot
454
00:22:47,115 --> 00:22:48,492
because I believed you.
455
00:22:49,993 --> 00:22:52,746
-When-- When's it gonna be my turn?
-[Chelsea] I know.
456
00:22:52,829 --> 00:22:56,291
[Amber] How many times does your heart
have to be broken, you know?
457
00:22:56,375 --> 00:22:57,334
It figures that,
458
00:22:57,417 --> 00:22:59,127
[sniffles] …you know…
459
00:23:03,882 --> 00:23:06,385
[Irina laughing] Abort. Abort.
460
00:23:07,761 --> 00:23:09,429
-[Josh] You were with Micah?
-Yeah.
461
00:23:09,513 --> 00:23:12,015
-[Josh] Did you end it with her?
-[Kwame] She ended it with me.
462
00:23:12,099 --> 00:23:13,058
[Josh] Hmm.
463
00:23:13,141 --> 00:23:16,228
Bro, at first shot, like,
I heard this girl's voice,
464
00:23:16,311 --> 00:23:18,355
and I was like, "That's my soulmate."
465
00:23:18,438 --> 00:23:20,607
-[Josh] Mm.
-Day one. [chuckles]
466
00:23:21,900 --> 00:23:23,026
-[Josh] Yeah.
-Yeah.
467
00:23:23,110 --> 00:23:24,861
I remember you talking
about her every day.
468
00:23:24,945 --> 00:23:25,862
[laughs] Yep.
469
00:23:27,906 --> 00:23:30,826
I thought… [chuckles]
470
00:23:30,909 --> 00:23:31,993
That shit is hard.
471
00:23:33,370 --> 00:23:36,081
Don't ruin what you have
with this next girl
472
00:23:36,164 --> 00:23:37,541
because of what happened here.
473
00:23:37,624 --> 00:23:38,875
-You know?
-[Kwame] Yeah, listen.
474
00:23:39,501 --> 00:23:41,711
I think the simplest way
to put it is, like,
475
00:23:43,588 --> 00:23:45,173
I had my best date
476
00:23:45,799 --> 00:23:46,633
with Chelsea.
477
00:23:47,759 --> 00:23:48,593
I did.
478
00:23:49,428 --> 00:23:51,596
But it doesn't make it any easier.
479
00:23:51,680 --> 00:23:53,140
-No, no, not at all.
-You know?
480
00:23:56,601 --> 00:23:58,145
[laughs]
481
00:24:00,605 --> 00:24:03,733
[Irina] Do you think Kwame is gonna leave,
or do you think he's gonna stay?
482
00:24:05,193 --> 00:24:06,570
[Chelsea] Stay, you little villain.
483
00:24:11,575 --> 00:24:14,244
[Irina] I wanna be nicer.
I'm, like, not nice at all.
484
00:24:14,828 --> 00:24:16,037
Why don't you, then?
485
00:24:16,830 --> 00:24:18,373
-What?
-Why don't you, then?
486
00:24:19,124 --> 00:24:21,251
I don't know.
Because I'm, like, feeling real emotions,
487
00:24:21,334 --> 00:24:23,587
and it's just like,
it's always a lot, dude.
488
00:24:23,670 --> 00:24:25,422
-Yeah.
-It's true. It is.
489
00:24:25,505 --> 00:24:27,591
[Chelsea] People that talk bad
about one another
490
00:24:27,674 --> 00:24:30,260
is because they're not cool
with themselves, you know.
491
00:24:31,052 --> 00:24:33,388
-Yeah.
-This is a game, dude.
492
00:24:34,347 --> 00:24:37,976
-["Slayer" by Sinikka Monte playing]
-♪ You're such a baller, what a shocker ♪
493
00:24:38,059 --> 00:24:40,020
♪ Shadows on your face ♪
494
00:24:40,103 --> 00:24:43,064
♪ Life has left a trace on you ♪
495
00:24:44,065 --> 00:24:47,194
♪ You're such a slayer of love ♪
496
00:24:53,033 --> 00:24:55,035
[slow-tempo music playing]
497
00:24:58,705 --> 00:25:01,082
[Tiffany] Every single guy that I've dated
498
00:25:01,166 --> 00:25:04,836
that has said, like,
"It's not you. It's me,"
499
00:25:05,420 --> 00:25:10,926
they brought me closer to this man
that is so perfect for me.
500
00:25:11,009 --> 00:25:13,929
I was looking for my soulmate.
501
00:25:14,012 --> 00:25:18,600
Somebody that I feel
my most authentic self with. And it's him.
502
00:25:18,683 --> 00:25:22,103
And this is why
I don't care what he looks like.
503
00:25:22,938 --> 00:25:24,564
This is my person.
504
00:25:24,648 --> 00:25:26,775
Uh! It's my person.
505
00:25:27,526 --> 00:25:29,110
♪ My heart's racing… ♪
506
00:25:29,194 --> 00:25:30,153
[exhales]
507
00:25:30,237 --> 00:25:32,447
♪ I'm not scared… ♪
508
00:25:33,031 --> 00:25:36,743
It's a great feeling knowing that someone
has, you know, chosen to spend
509
00:25:37,410 --> 00:25:41,957
the rest of your life with you
purely based on who you are as a person.
510
00:25:42,040 --> 00:25:44,834
Tiffany's amazing. [laughs]
511
00:25:44,918 --> 00:25:48,838
Just all around, just, like,
a genuine, beautiful person.
512
00:25:48,922 --> 00:25:50,590
[exhales]
513
00:25:52,175 --> 00:25:54,636
[sighs] Whoo!
514
00:25:55,345 --> 00:25:58,640
He doesn't have
these expectations of me physically.
515
00:25:59,349 --> 00:26:01,643
He just knows the woman that I am.
516
00:26:02,477 --> 00:26:05,063
[sighs] That is a good feeling.
517
00:26:05,772 --> 00:26:08,650
That is a great feeling.
518
00:26:09,234 --> 00:26:10,944
No matter how I look,
519
00:26:11,027 --> 00:26:13,363
even when I take all of this off,
520
00:26:13,989 --> 00:26:17,158
this man is still gonna see me.
He's still gonna support me.
521
00:26:17,242 --> 00:26:22,372
He's still going to love me
because he loved me first here and here
522
00:26:22,455 --> 00:26:24,040
before he saw this.
523
00:26:24,541 --> 00:26:27,711
I don't even know
if I'm his type, but hell,
524
00:26:28,587 --> 00:26:29,963
he loved this and this,
525
00:26:30,046 --> 00:26:31,047
so I'm good.
526
00:26:31,131 --> 00:26:32,215
I am so good.
527
00:26:32,716 --> 00:26:35,427
Now let me go get my man. [chuckles]
528
00:26:35,510 --> 00:26:37,053
[gasps]
529
00:26:37,137 --> 00:26:39,055
Ooh! [chuckles]
530
00:26:39,139 --> 00:26:40,223
[sighs]
531
00:26:42,267 --> 00:26:43,852
[exhales]
532
00:26:43,935 --> 00:26:45,061
[sighs]
533
00:26:47,063 --> 00:26:49,524
[both gasp, chuckle]
534
00:26:53,236 --> 00:26:54,404
Brett!
535
00:26:54,487 --> 00:26:56,031
[laughs]
536
00:26:57,240 --> 00:26:58,074
[Brett] Hello.
537
00:26:58,658 --> 00:26:59,743
[Tiffany] Mmm!
538
00:26:59,826 --> 00:27:01,745
["For Me, For Life" by Dan Godlin playing]
539
00:27:01,828 --> 00:27:03,330
Mmm!
540
00:27:05,624 --> 00:27:08,043
-[Brett, muffled] This is the most…
-Oh, my God! [laughs]
541
00:27:09,294 --> 00:27:10,795
Oh, my gosh.
542
00:27:10,879 --> 00:27:12,881
[both laugh]
543
00:27:14,883 --> 00:27:16,509
-Baby, look at you.
-[Tiffany sighs]
544
00:27:16,593 --> 00:27:18,303
-[laughs]
-You're perfect.
545
00:27:20,055 --> 00:27:21,222
-Thank you.
-Seriously.
546
00:27:21,306 --> 00:27:25,602
♪ And it feels like ♪
547
00:27:27,062 --> 00:27:29,648
♪ You were made just for me ♪
548
00:27:29,731 --> 00:27:32,067
♪ You were made just for me… ♪
549
00:27:32,150 --> 00:27:33,234
[Tiffany] Mmm!
550
00:27:33,318 --> 00:27:36,363
♪ And it feels like… ♪
551
00:27:37,072 --> 00:27:39,157
Oh, my goodness. Look at you.
552
00:27:39,240 --> 00:27:41,201
-Look at you!
-You look so fancy.
553
00:27:41,284 --> 00:27:43,620
I was, like,
trying to put the voice with the face.
554
00:27:43,703 --> 00:27:45,372
And then it all came together.
555
00:27:45,455 --> 00:27:49,084
About two minutes, and I was like,
"Oh, shit. That is Brett."
556
00:27:49,167 --> 00:27:52,128
That's my boo. That is my boo.
557
00:27:52,212 --> 00:27:54,214
I'm normally a private person.
558
00:27:55,048 --> 00:27:57,550
And I didn't think this would be for me.
559
00:27:57,634 --> 00:28:01,304
I honestly didn't.
And I'm so glad that I said yes.
560
00:28:01,388 --> 00:28:03,973
Oh, God. [chuckles]
561
00:28:05,892 --> 00:28:07,560
[exhales] Oh, boy, this is a lot.
562
00:28:09,521 --> 00:28:11,189
Anticipating seeing you…
563
00:28:12,357 --> 00:28:14,025
and, like, now that you're here.
564
00:28:14,109 --> 00:28:15,193
Oh!
565
00:28:18,321 --> 00:28:19,823
Oh, boy.
566
00:28:25,120 --> 00:28:28,081
-You are absolutely gorgeous.
-[sighs]
567
00:28:28,164 --> 00:28:29,708
-Inside and out.
-Thank you.
568
00:28:33,044 --> 00:28:34,587
You're so cute.
569
00:28:34,671 --> 00:28:36,840
-Look at these dimples.
-Oh, God. Yeah.
570
00:28:36,923 --> 00:28:40,552
Look at these dimples. Oh, my gosh!
571
00:28:40,635 --> 00:28:43,763
-[pop music playing]
-♪ Get over here and put your love on me ♪
572
00:28:43,847 --> 00:28:48,268
♪ Kiss me like they do
In the old movies… ♪
573
00:28:48,351 --> 00:28:50,395
She is the reason that I came here.
574
00:28:50,478 --> 00:28:55,108
Like, stars align to meet someone
to change your life.
575
00:28:55,942 --> 00:28:58,236
-[both sigh]
-Brett.
576
00:28:58,319 --> 00:29:02,198
And this is it.
Like, this is the stars aligning.
577
00:29:02,282 --> 00:29:06,077
-[gasps]
-Tiffany Pennywell, will you be my wife?
578
00:29:07,245 --> 00:29:09,414
-[Tiffany] Yes, absolutely.
-[mutters]
579
00:29:09,497 --> 00:29:11,499
[laughing]
580
00:29:14,627 --> 00:29:17,589
I'm never gonna forget this moment.
I'm never gonna forget it.
581
00:29:17,672 --> 00:29:18,882
Bye, Brett.
582
00:29:19,507 --> 00:29:20,800
You the bomb.
583
00:29:20,884 --> 00:29:22,260
Bye, Brett!
584
00:29:22,343 --> 00:29:24,262
-[both laugh]
-[Tiffany] Oh! Oh!
585
00:29:24,345 --> 00:29:25,638
Why'd they do that to me?
586
00:29:25,722 --> 00:29:26,890
[Brett] Mm!
587
00:29:26,973 --> 00:29:28,641
♪ Ooh, ooh! ♪
588
00:29:29,559 --> 00:29:33,521
[panting] That… is… the one.
589
00:29:35,815 --> 00:29:37,567
["All I Think About is You" playing]
590
00:29:37,650 --> 00:29:39,986
♪ This is love… ♪
591
00:29:40,069 --> 00:29:41,237
[Marshall] Boys, we dating.
592
00:29:41,321 --> 00:29:43,323
-[all laughing]
-[Marshall imitates heartbeat]
593
00:29:43,406 --> 00:29:44,657
Let's go.
594
00:29:44,741 --> 00:29:46,451
I'm coming, baby!
595
00:29:46,534 --> 00:29:48,036
I wake up in the morning
596
00:29:49,496 --> 00:29:55,960
wishing that I could just explain
to Jackie my dreams or my nightmares.
597
00:29:56,044 --> 00:29:58,922
♪ 'Cause all I think about is you… ♪
598
00:29:59,005 --> 00:30:00,965
-I wake up with her on my mind.
-[Jackelina] Hello.
599
00:30:01,049 --> 00:30:05,970
I feel like I wanna write ballads
and sonnets and plays.
600
00:30:06,054 --> 00:30:09,182
"Fear has no place in the war of love."
601
00:30:09,265 --> 00:30:14,187
"And warriors of the heart must fight
an endless battle of thankless victories."
602
00:30:14,270 --> 00:30:15,855
Ooh! Okay.
603
00:30:15,939 --> 00:30:17,440
I wanna be creative
604
00:30:17,524 --> 00:30:20,902
because… she inspires me.
605
00:30:21,528 --> 00:30:23,196
[Jackelina] That should be,
like, published.
606
00:30:23,279 --> 00:30:25,114
[Marshall] Thank you so much.
607
00:30:25,198 --> 00:30:26,241
Look at us.
608
00:30:26,324 --> 00:30:28,785
-Right? Look at us.
-Simping. Simping.
609
00:30:29,410 --> 00:30:30,620
Well, that's mostly you.
610
00:30:30,703 --> 00:30:32,747
-I've been hard, actually.
-[Marshall] Ah!
611
00:30:32,831 --> 00:30:35,834
-[Jackelina] I've been a big dog. Feel me?
-Big dog. Big dog.
612
00:30:36,960 --> 00:30:39,462
-[sighs]
-But it's good to be, like, emotional.
613
00:30:39,546 --> 00:30:41,589
The only time I'm emotional is with you.
614
00:30:41,673 --> 00:30:43,174
You're the one that, like, tries
615
00:30:43,258 --> 00:30:46,094
to get all up in my--
my feelings and stuff.
616
00:30:46,177 --> 00:30:49,138
[Marshall] Yeah, I want you to know
that you're safe with me.
617
00:30:49,222 --> 00:30:50,056
Yeah.
618
00:30:52,475 --> 00:30:55,144
It's been many years
since I've allowed that.
619
00:30:55,937 --> 00:30:57,939
Since I've, like, wanted to, like,
620
00:30:58,690 --> 00:31:01,693
give somebody, like, a real-deal chance.
621
00:31:01,776 --> 00:31:03,695
That is how I know that I love you.
622
00:31:04,571 --> 00:31:08,992
Because you have inspired
this side of me to, like, come back out.
623
00:31:09,826 --> 00:31:12,120
Mm! Mm. Mm-mm-mm!
624
00:31:12,203 --> 00:31:13,788
Jackie, I am in love with you, girl.
625
00:31:15,039 --> 00:31:16,291
Aww.
626
00:31:22,922 --> 00:31:24,340
Oh, my gosh.
627
00:31:25,633 --> 00:31:27,302
[sighs]
628
00:31:29,679 --> 00:31:30,597
Take your time.
629
00:31:32,765 --> 00:31:34,893
-I had a date earlier.
-[Marshall] Mm-hmm.
630
00:31:36,477 --> 00:31:38,146
And, um…
631
00:31:38,229 --> 00:31:41,566
he told me he had packed up
all his stuff because he was like,
632
00:31:41,649 --> 00:31:44,235
"If it's not you, then it's nobody here."
633
00:31:44,861 --> 00:31:45,778
Oh, is that so?
634
00:31:46,905 --> 00:31:48,823
-[Jackelina] That's what he said.
-Hmm.
635
00:31:51,451 --> 00:31:55,079
And he was like, "When I hear,
like, Marshall talk about you,
636
00:31:55,163 --> 00:31:57,749
I kind of get sick to my stomach."
637
00:31:57,832 --> 00:31:59,709
And I just feel so bad
638
00:31:59,792 --> 00:32:02,795
because I never want nobody
to feel like that, you know.
639
00:32:04,797 --> 00:32:07,216
I just couldn't end it with him just yet,
640
00:32:07,300 --> 00:32:11,095
because he was, like,
really going through it.
641
00:32:11,179 --> 00:32:13,806
And I just wanted
to be transparent about that
642
00:32:13,890 --> 00:32:16,517
because I-- I was scared to tell you.
643
00:32:19,437 --> 00:32:20,313
[sighs]
644
00:32:20,396 --> 00:32:22,315
I feel like I just ruined the moment.
645
00:32:23,524 --> 00:32:24,943
I know what we have.
646
00:32:25,026 --> 00:32:27,111
But you're bringing this up for a reason
647
00:32:27,195 --> 00:32:29,405
because you do feel connected
to this person.
648
00:32:30,531 --> 00:32:32,033
So, um,
649
00:32:32,742 --> 00:32:35,244
like, it wouldn't be
a thing if you didn't.
650
00:32:35,328 --> 00:32:38,957
So, that is also making me,
like, a little,
651
00:32:39,457 --> 00:32:42,210
uh, a little hurt by that too.
652
00:32:42,877 --> 00:32:45,713
[Jackelina sobbing] I just feel like
you're mad at me.
653
00:32:46,839 --> 00:32:47,674
I'm not.
654
00:32:49,842 --> 00:32:52,929
I feel slighted
that someone has been listening to me
655
00:32:53,012 --> 00:32:56,265
bare my fucking soul for days.
656
00:32:57,308 --> 00:32:58,184
Then talking about…
657
00:32:58,267 --> 00:33:01,854
[deep voice] "Oh, I'm packing my stuff up.
I'm going home if it ain't you."
658
00:33:02,355 --> 00:33:04,524
[normal voice] Be a man and talk to me.
659
00:33:05,525 --> 00:33:07,819
[Jackelina sobbing]
660
00:33:10,655 --> 00:33:12,156
I feel like I'm gonna throw up.
661
00:33:12,240 --> 00:33:14,492
-[exhales]
-[Marshall] Okay, head back to the lounge.
662
00:33:14,575 --> 00:33:16,369
-Take all the time you need.
-[sighs]
663
00:33:16,452 --> 00:33:17,870
I know what I need to do.
664
00:33:17,954 --> 00:33:19,080
["War" by Mala playing]
665
00:33:19,163 --> 00:33:24,293
-[sobs]
-♪ I hear the blood cries in the ground ♪
666
00:33:28,256 --> 00:33:33,219
♪ There's only dust between us now ♪
667
00:33:37,015 --> 00:33:40,727
♪ Are we going to war? ♪
668
00:33:41,394 --> 00:33:42,562
[Marshall] If it ain't Jackie,
669
00:33:42,645 --> 00:33:44,814
then they're packing their bags,
and they're leaving.
670
00:33:44,897 --> 00:33:46,190
You need some help?
671
00:33:46,774 --> 00:33:50,153
I'll-- I'll be the bellboy.
I'll take your shit downstairs.
672
00:33:55,450 --> 00:33:58,870
♪ Are we going to war? ♪
673
00:33:58,953 --> 00:33:59,912
I'm in utter shock.
674
00:34:01,164 --> 00:34:02,665
I am disgusted.
675
00:34:03,541 --> 00:34:06,419
Which one of these fools is
in here talking some shit?
676
00:34:07,253 --> 00:34:08,212
I'm ready to scrap.
677
00:34:08,296 --> 00:34:11,883
♪ Are we going to war? ♪
678
00:34:12,717 --> 00:34:17,513
♪ Or are we going home tonight? ♪
679
00:34:21,309 --> 00:34:23,895
-Now Marshall's so pissed. [sobbing]
-[Irina] Mm-hmm.
680
00:34:24,896 --> 00:34:28,858
[Jackelina] I told him… I told him
that I had a date earlier today.
681
00:34:28,941 --> 00:34:29,817
[Irina] Mm-hmm.
682
00:34:29,901 --> 00:34:32,987
[Jackelina] I didn't tell him who,
but I had a date with Josh.
683
00:34:33,946 --> 00:34:36,741
He's like, "I just
don't wanna be with nobody but you."
684
00:34:37,533 --> 00:34:40,286
And I just couldn't end it,
because I just felt like…
685
00:34:40,369 --> 00:34:43,206
I like Josh, and I like Marshall.
686
00:34:43,289 --> 00:34:45,208
But Marshall told me
he was in love with me,
687
00:34:45,291 --> 00:34:47,627
and I didn't even know what to say.
688
00:34:47,710 --> 00:34:48,711
[sniffles]
689
00:34:49,670 --> 00:34:50,963
[Kacia] What?
690
00:34:51,047 --> 00:34:53,216
[laughing]
691
00:34:53,299 --> 00:34:54,425
My friend is hurting.
692
00:34:55,009 --> 00:34:56,844
Oh, my God.
Oh, I didn't even see you there.
693
00:34:56,928 --> 00:34:58,513
Do you have a headache, or is it men?
694
00:34:58,596 --> 00:35:00,014
[laughing] It's a man.
695
00:35:00,098 --> 00:35:03,976
I feel so bad.
I just feel so bad that I hurt him.
696
00:35:04,060 --> 00:35:05,520
[sobbing]
697
00:35:07,313 --> 00:35:09,190
[whispers] Look, it's crazy.
698
00:35:09,273 --> 00:35:10,691
[Kacia] Didn't do anything wrong.
699
00:35:10,775 --> 00:35:12,860
You were doing
what you were supposed to be doing.
700
00:35:12,944 --> 00:35:15,655
-[Jackelina sobbing] I fucked up.
-[Micah] That shit can fuck you up.
701
00:35:19,242 --> 00:35:20,076
Wow.
702
00:35:22,662 --> 00:35:24,539
[men laughing]
703
00:35:24,622 --> 00:35:27,959
Someone's playing mind games in here…
with Jackie.
704
00:35:29,085 --> 00:35:31,003
[Brett] We all know
how this is gonna end here.
705
00:35:32,004 --> 00:35:35,091
Just let it ride and say, "This is
somebody I thought I could trust."
706
00:35:35,174 --> 00:35:36,634
"And they showed their colors. And…"
707
00:35:36,717 --> 00:35:39,220
"I got the girl. They didn't,
and now they're gone. I'm here."
708
00:35:39,303 --> 00:35:40,972
If you ever need someone to talk to here,
709
00:35:41,055 --> 00:35:43,182
that you feel that you can trust,
you can come to me.
710
00:35:43,266 --> 00:35:44,100
Thank you.
711
00:35:46,018 --> 00:35:47,979
Marshall, are you talking about me?
712
00:35:49,147 --> 00:35:51,399
Depends. You had a date with Jackie?
713
00:35:51,983 --> 00:35:52,984
-Yes.
-Okay.
714
00:35:53,526 --> 00:35:55,570
-What did you say to her?
-Is that all right? What?
715
00:35:55,653 --> 00:35:56,779
Did you say that you packed,
716
00:35:56,863 --> 00:35:58,823
and you were gonna leave
if it wasn't with her?
717
00:36:02,410 --> 00:36:03,744
I'm not saying anything
718
00:36:03,828 --> 00:36:07,415
because I've heard people talking,
and it's deterred me.
719
00:36:07,498 --> 00:36:10,042
-Mm-hmm.
-But I have-- I have caught feelings.
720
00:36:15,381 --> 00:36:17,633
I'm very competitive.
721
00:36:18,426 --> 00:36:21,679
I'm not shy from a little competition.
722
00:36:22,221 --> 00:36:23,306
I love the game.
723
00:36:24,307 --> 00:36:28,227
I feel like there could be a potential
for you to be heartbroken.
724
00:36:29,729 --> 00:36:31,063
I mean, it can happen.
725
00:36:33,232 --> 00:36:35,735
It doesn't feel good knowing
that you are competing
726
00:36:35,818 --> 00:36:38,696
with somebody else for somebody you love.
727
00:36:38,779 --> 00:36:41,407
But I'm hoping I don't lose
when it comes to her.
728
00:36:41,490 --> 00:36:42,742
So we'll see what happens.
729
00:36:42,825 --> 00:36:46,537
-["There Will Be Fire" playing]
-♪ There will be fire ♪
730
00:36:49,624 --> 00:36:53,502
♪ There will be fire ♪
731
00:36:53,586 --> 00:36:55,588
[vocalizing]
732
00:36:57,340 --> 00:36:59,800
[pop music playing]
733
00:37:00,968 --> 00:37:02,553
-[panting]
-♪ Here we go now ♪
734
00:37:03,137 --> 00:37:04,764
-[panting]
-♪ Start the show now ♪
735
00:37:05,264 --> 00:37:06,474
♪ No more waiting ♪
736
00:37:07,058 --> 00:37:09,227
♪ So amazing ♪
737
00:37:10,895 --> 00:37:14,273
When Micah said
that she was ending things with Kwame,
738
00:37:14,357 --> 00:37:16,275
I was ecstatic.
739
00:37:16,359 --> 00:37:19,195
But it's still hard to hear that
740
00:37:20,196 --> 00:37:21,239
he's sad about it.
741
00:37:21,739 --> 00:37:23,783
I know who I am. I have a lot to offer.
742
00:37:23,866 --> 00:37:27,787
If my future husband doesn't see that
and appreciate that and respect that
743
00:37:27,870 --> 00:37:30,331
for all that I am
and all that I have to give…
744
00:37:32,458 --> 00:37:33,376
he's not it.
745
00:37:34,794 --> 00:37:36,671
It's so hard to not…
746
00:37:38,673 --> 00:37:41,968
at any fucking point in time, be like,
"Is there something wrong with me?"
747
00:37:42,051 --> 00:37:43,135
I know.
748
00:37:43,844 --> 00:37:46,722
-[sniffles] You know?
-Well, yeah.
749
00:37:47,890 --> 00:37:48,724
It's hard.
750
00:37:48,808 --> 00:37:52,186
And there's not anything wrong with me,
and I know that, but it's--
751
00:37:52,270 --> 00:37:54,522
-You're making me cry a lot.
-It's fucking frustrating.
752
00:37:54,605 --> 00:37:56,399
You can't force someone to love you.
753
00:37:56,482 --> 00:37:59,235
I'll wait till I'm 50 if I need to,
to find the right person.
754
00:37:59,318 --> 00:38:00,987
God damn, I fucking hope not.
755
00:38:01,070 --> 00:38:02,989
-[laughs]
-[Bliss] Look, I'm just saying.
756
00:38:03,072 --> 00:38:05,074
-Don't want our eggs to dry up.
-[chuckles] Yeah.
757
00:38:05,658 --> 00:38:07,952
It's a lot of money to freeze your eggs.
758
00:38:08,035 --> 00:38:10,246
-[sniffles] But I've looked into it.
-[Bliss] Me too.
759
00:38:11,872 --> 00:38:13,416
[sighs] My God.
760
00:38:16,210 --> 00:38:18,963
I literally will wait until I'm 50,
if that's what I need to do.
761
00:38:19,046 --> 00:38:20,965
And I'll have kids by myself, you know.
762
00:38:21,048 --> 00:38:23,551
-I know. That's what-- I say it too.
-I'll just figure it out.
763
00:38:23,634 --> 00:38:26,137
We can have our babies,
and they can share a nanny,
764
00:38:26,220 --> 00:38:29,181
and then we'll just,
like, you know, rely on each other.
765
00:38:29,265 --> 00:38:32,643
[laughs] That's perfect.
No, I heard best friends are doing that.
766
00:38:32,727 --> 00:38:34,437
-Yeah.
-They're getting duplexes.
767
00:38:34,520 --> 00:38:37,940
-They're living in houses together…
-[both] …and having their kids.
768
00:38:38,024 --> 00:38:40,067
-Yeah.
-That's gonna be you and me for sure.
769
00:38:40,151 --> 00:38:44,196
["Don't Wanna Lose Myself" by Uwagboe,
Palmer, Van Cleef and Ware playing"]
770
00:38:45,531 --> 00:38:46,699
[Bliss sniffles]
771
00:38:52,830 --> 00:38:55,416
Me and Micah were aligning in everything.
I was like, "Oh, my gosh."
772
00:38:55,499 --> 00:38:58,252
Like, "This girl was made up
in a fucking factory."
773
00:38:58,878 --> 00:39:00,296
I wanna be real here,
774
00:39:01,297 --> 00:39:03,007
in that some parts of me
775
00:39:04,050 --> 00:39:05,718
are still hurting from that
776
00:39:06,302 --> 00:39:08,804
because I thought
we were such a good connection.
777
00:39:08,888 --> 00:39:13,434
She was great all the way up
until she really had to prove to me
778
00:39:14,060 --> 00:39:15,895
how great we would be together.
779
00:39:17,021 --> 00:39:22,193
And the thing about Chelsea is,
like, she reinforces every single day
780
00:39:22,276 --> 00:39:23,819
why we should be together.
781
00:39:24,403 --> 00:39:26,072
You know, and that's--
That's really tough.
782
00:39:26,864 --> 00:39:29,742
The most important thing
I think about this experiment is
783
00:39:29,825 --> 00:39:31,118
you start to realize that
784
00:39:32,870 --> 00:39:35,456
it's not just that you want to be loved.
785
00:39:35,539 --> 00:39:38,417
It's… how you want to be loved.
786
00:39:38,501 --> 00:39:39,460
How are you?
787
00:39:41,337 --> 00:39:42,671
[Chelsea sighs]
788
00:39:45,091 --> 00:39:46,717
Uh, it's…
789
00:39:48,094 --> 00:39:49,178
It's hard.
790
00:39:51,555 --> 00:39:54,934
It was-- It's…
Like, I've been so happy with you, Kwam.
791
00:39:55,017 --> 00:39:57,311
Like, I really have been
so happy with you.
792
00:39:58,354 --> 00:39:59,188
Yeah.
793
00:40:00,147 --> 00:40:03,401
Um, what happened yesterday,
like, with your other connection,
794
00:40:03,484 --> 00:40:05,903
like, I hate that it, like,
795
00:40:05,986 --> 00:40:08,572
took a little bit, like,
of the happiness away.
796
00:40:13,202 --> 00:40:17,081
I've been so confident in it.
I've been so good every fucking day.
797
00:40:18,582 --> 00:40:19,542
[grunts]
798
00:40:23,629 --> 00:40:25,589
You've been incredible. [exhales]
799
00:40:26,173 --> 00:40:27,925
And I just like… [sighs]
800
00:40:31,345 --> 00:40:33,097
[breathes deeply]
801
00:40:37,351 --> 00:40:38,894
[Chelsea sighs]
802
00:40:38,978 --> 00:40:42,690
Oh, the strong girl, like,
can only be strong so long, you know.
803
00:40:43,190 --> 00:40:44,150
[groans]
804
00:40:45,025 --> 00:40:48,821
You have had an overwhelming
amount of weight on your shoulders.
805
00:40:49,488 --> 00:40:52,116
-[Chelsea] It's not fair. It's not fair.
-I know.
806
00:40:52,825 --> 00:40:56,120
I'm so sorry for what
you have had to go through.
807
00:40:57,204 --> 00:40:58,539
-And, like--
-Yeah.
808
00:40:58,622 --> 00:41:00,708
If I could right now,
809
00:41:02,543 --> 00:41:03,669
I would just hold on to you,
810
00:41:04,545 --> 00:41:08,674
'cause, like,
that would heal me too, you know.
811
00:41:10,676 --> 00:41:13,679
[Chelsea sighs]
Yeah, it's all I fucking want.
812
00:41:13,762 --> 00:41:15,431
[sobs] It's all I want right now.
813
00:41:16,265 --> 00:41:18,434
Why does it always
have to be a fucking climb?
814
00:41:18,517 --> 00:41:20,978
-Like, Mount Everest. Like, life.
-[Kwame laughs]
815
00:41:21,061 --> 00:41:25,274
Fucking getting a husband.
Like, my fucking career. [groans loudly]
816
00:41:25,357 --> 00:41:27,735
[Kwame] Yo, if it was easy,
everybody would do it.
817
00:41:27,818 --> 00:41:29,778
[Chelsea] Nothing is worth having
comes easy.
818
00:41:29,862 --> 00:41:32,573
The life you're imagining.
The exact things that you want.
819
00:41:32,656 --> 00:41:35,868
I know. I can taste it.
I can see it. Can you?
820
00:41:35,951 --> 00:41:36,785
[Kwame] I can.
821
00:41:36,869 --> 00:41:40,998
I'm so grateful
that you led the way that you did.
822
00:41:42,833 --> 00:41:45,461
Yeah, but I can't lead
our entire marriage like that.
823
00:41:45,544 --> 00:41:49,089
Hey, I said I'm grateful for you
doing that to start our relationship.
824
00:41:49,173 --> 00:41:50,883
So, let me take a bit--
825
00:41:50,966 --> 00:41:53,552
Let me take some of that weight
off your shoulders right now. Yeah?
826
00:41:56,055 --> 00:41:58,182
[sighs] Yeah, it feels lighter.
827
00:41:58,265 --> 00:41:59,850
[laughs]
828
00:41:59,934 --> 00:42:02,186
-[pop music playing]
-♪ Well, could you be my, my love… ♪
829
00:42:02,269 --> 00:42:03,896
You're cute. You know that?
830
00:42:05,606 --> 00:42:06,774
[laughs]
831
00:42:07,483 --> 00:42:10,402
♪ Or could you be my, my love? ♪
832
00:42:10,486 --> 00:42:11,654
♪ My, my love ♪
833
00:42:11,737 --> 00:42:14,823
♪ Would you be my, my love… ♪
834
00:42:14,907 --> 00:42:16,784
-Those pants are player.
-[Paul] Comfortable.
835
00:42:16,867 --> 00:42:18,369
-I'm saying--
-[Paul] Gurkha.
836
00:42:18,452 --> 00:42:20,788
When a good ole Southern boy
throws on some pants like that,
837
00:42:20,871 --> 00:42:21,747
he means business.
838
00:42:21,830 --> 00:42:25,209
-He's not messing around with those.
-[Paul] I love it, man, yeah.
839
00:42:25,292 --> 00:42:27,211
[JP] You put those on
two times in your life?
840
00:42:27,294 --> 00:42:29,505
-[Paul] No, this is the first.
-See? That's what I mean.
841
00:42:29,588 --> 00:42:32,091
-[Marshall] Hey, you look good, brother.
-Thanks, man. Thanks.
842
00:42:32,174 --> 00:42:34,009
-[men shouting]
-Let's fucking go, Paul!
843
00:42:34,093 --> 00:42:37,805
["Feels Like Love" by Cartledge,
Norton and Jewson playing]
844
00:42:37,888 --> 00:42:39,932
♪ Giving it all our love… ♪
845
00:42:40,015 --> 00:42:41,559
-Hello.
-Hello.
846
00:42:41,642 --> 00:42:43,686
-Hey.
-Hey.
847
00:42:44,520 --> 00:42:45,938
How's your morning been?
848
00:42:46,438 --> 00:42:47,731
[Micah] It's been good.
849
00:42:47,815 --> 00:42:49,984
I woke up today and was like,
"Wow, I feel so relieved."
850
00:42:50,067 --> 00:42:53,612
And just, like-- I felt
really good about, like, everything.
851
00:42:53,696 --> 00:42:56,865
-[Paul] Yeah.
-I can't believe how that all played out.
852
00:42:57,366 --> 00:42:59,994
Like, how everything ended with Kwame.
853
00:43:00,077 --> 00:43:02,580
Yeah, yeah, it's a lot. It's crazy.
854
00:43:02,663 --> 00:43:04,540
-What about you?
-[Paul] Um…
855
00:43:04,623 --> 00:43:07,209
I don't like knowing that I,
856
00:43:07,293 --> 00:43:09,128
you know, hurt somebody,
857
00:43:09,211 --> 00:43:12,506
but the right thing happened, and…
858
00:43:15,593 --> 00:43:17,469
I don't know. I, uh, feel like…
859
00:43:18,137 --> 00:43:19,847
Yeah, I feel like
I've made the right choice.
860
00:43:19,930 --> 00:43:21,682
I really-- I really believe that.
861
00:43:22,182 --> 00:43:24,977
-[Micah] Mmm. Cute.
-So, yeah, I'm happy. I'm happy.
862
00:43:25,060 --> 00:43:26,186
Um… [clicks tongue]
863
00:43:27,062 --> 00:43:29,732
So, I think what
I kind of wanna talk about, um,
864
00:43:31,442 --> 00:43:33,986
when I'm in the presence of a true love,
865
00:43:34,778 --> 00:43:36,989
I, uh, I feel like
I'm standing in the sun,
866
00:43:37,072 --> 00:43:41,660
and I just feel the warmth
filling every inch of my body.
867
00:43:42,411 --> 00:43:47,333
And I think that when you find somebody
who makes you feel like this,
868
00:43:47,416 --> 00:43:49,209
you need to keep them close.
869
00:43:54,423 --> 00:43:58,469
So, this is me asking you to stay close.
870
00:44:03,724 --> 00:44:04,808
Will you marry me?
871
00:44:06,060 --> 00:44:08,354
[both laugh]
872
00:44:08,437 --> 00:44:10,731
Oh, my God. Oh!
873
00:44:15,694 --> 00:44:16,862
Um…
874
00:44:18,155 --> 00:44:19,448
[sighs] Um…
875
00:44:22,159 --> 00:44:27,831
I feel like, um, I feel like
we've had a really slow burn, and…
876
00:44:29,625 --> 00:44:30,459
[Paul exhales]
877
00:44:30,542 --> 00:44:33,629
And I feel like outside of here
and inside of here,
878
00:44:34,254 --> 00:44:37,633
I wanna continue to…
879
00:44:39,093 --> 00:44:40,469
burn with you…
880
00:44:42,388 --> 00:44:43,514
for the rest of my life.
881
00:44:45,474 --> 00:44:48,310
-So, yes, Paul. I'll marry you.
-[exhales]
882
00:44:48,394 --> 00:44:51,563
-Oh, my God. Don't drag it out like that.
-[Micah laughing]
883
00:44:51,647 --> 00:44:52,648
[laughing]
884
00:44:52,731 --> 00:44:55,693
Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Yes, finally.
885
00:44:57,236 --> 00:45:00,239
Oh, my gosh, I'm actually so happy.
[laughs]
886
00:45:01,615 --> 00:45:04,243
I'm, like, so excited
to see you and hug you.
887
00:45:04,326 --> 00:45:06,912
-I am too. Wish I could hug you right now.
-[Micah] I know.
888
00:45:07,496 --> 00:45:10,666
I know. I feel so confident about this.
889
00:45:11,417 --> 00:45:16,880
It's gonna be a zesty life
that just, like, feels so fulfilled.
890
00:45:17,881 --> 00:45:20,926
And, like, that's probably the thing
about you that, like, makes me feel alive.
891
00:45:21,009 --> 00:45:23,011
-[pop music playing]
-♪ I am wonder… ♪
892
00:45:23,095 --> 00:45:25,472
[laughing]
893
00:45:26,432 --> 00:45:27,808
[laughing] I'm engaged.
894
00:45:29,810 --> 00:45:32,980
No, I can't… [laughing]
895
00:45:33,063 --> 00:45:34,898
I really can't stop smiling.
896
00:45:35,524 --> 00:45:36,567
[gasps] I can't.
897
00:45:36,650 --> 00:45:38,402
[chuckles] I don't know.
898
00:45:38,485 --> 00:45:41,363
I didn't think it was possible
to love someone through a wall,
899
00:45:42,072 --> 00:45:45,951
but Paul is just kind of,
like, my twin flame.
900
00:45:46,034 --> 00:45:51,123
Like, he makes me feel so,
like, excited and nervous.
901
00:45:51,206 --> 00:45:53,375
I feel like he's gonna keep me
902
00:45:53,876 --> 00:45:56,837
on my toes for the rest of my life,
and that's what I've always wanted.
903
00:45:56,920 --> 00:45:59,840
-I can't wait to see you.
-[chuckles] Yeah. Me too. Let's start.
904
00:45:59,923 --> 00:46:00,883
Can we-- [snaps fingers]
905
00:46:00,966 --> 00:46:03,635
-When's the next plane? Let get out.
-[laughs] Let's get this going.
906
00:46:03,719 --> 00:46:04,636
We got places to be.
907
00:46:04,720 --> 00:46:06,054
Love you. Bye. [laughs]
908
00:46:06,138 --> 00:46:07,139
I love you. Bye.
909
00:46:07,222 --> 00:46:09,349
-[laughs] You're so bad.
-[laughs] I know.
910
00:46:12,978 --> 00:46:15,939
Oh, my God. [laughing]
911
00:46:17,441 --> 00:46:18,942
-[chuckles]
-[Irina] What happened?
912
00:46:19,026 --> 00:46:21,570
-I'm engaged.
-[shouting]
913
00:46:24,072 --> 00:46:24,948
Hello, boys.
914
00:46:25,616 --> 00:46:28,285
[shouting]
915
00:46:29,536 --> 00:46:30,829
[laughing]
916
00:46:30,913 --> 00:46:33,373
-[Josh] Congratulations, brother.
-[JP] Oh, yeah!
917
00:46:33,457 --> 00:46:36,168
-[men laughing]
-[man] Let's go! Let's go!
918
00:46:36,752 --> 00:46:37,753
Hell, yes.
919
00:46:37,836 --> 00:46:39,213
It was honestly so scary.
920
00:46:39,296 --> 00:46:42,925
She, like, drug it out, and was like--
I thought she was gonna say no.
921
00:46:43,008 --> 00:46:45,135
I really did,
the way that she was phrasing it, but--
922
00:46:45,219 --> 00:46:47,346
-[JP] Like, after you'd asked her?
-Yeah, yeah.
923
00:46:47,429 --> 00:46:51,016
Like, her response,
but she was just fucking with me. [laughs]
924
00:46:51,099 --> 00:46:53,185
-I'm so excited.
-[JP] All right, drinks.
925
00:46:53,268 --> 00:46:55,312
[Paul] I feel like I'm gonna explode, bro.
926
00:46:55,395 --> 00:46:58,106
-[JP] You all right? You're shaking.
-[Paul] Hey, look--
927
00:46:58,190 --> 00:47:01,902
-Let's show that shake a little bit. Yeah!
-[laughing]
928
00:47:01,985 --> 00:47:04,154
-Bro, hey. Cheers to Paul.
-Take it all.
929
00:47:04,238 --> 00:47:06,114
Hey! To Paul and Micah.
930
00:47:06,198 --> 00:47:07,741
-To Paul and Micah.
-[JP] Let's go.
931
00:47:10,452 --> 00:47:13,914
-[man] You gotta see what she looks like.
-Whew! Yeah. [chuckles]
932
00:47:13,997 --> 00:47:15,749
That's, uh, that's gonna be interesting.
933
00:47:15,833 --> 00:47:17,251
-We'll see.
-[JP] Oh, shit.
934
00:47:22,673 --> 00:47:24,675
["Run This Town"
by Skirts and Shorts playing]
935
00:47:26,343 --> 00:47:27,302
[exhales]
936
00:47:35,561 --> 00:47:37,020
Okay. Two cups of that.
937
00:47:37,104 --> 00:47:39,690
♪ My mama told me
About the birds and bees… ♪
938
00:47:39,773 --> 00:47:41,108
[exhales]
939
00:47:41,984 --> 00:47:44,069
[chuckling]
940
00:47:44,778 --> 00:47:48,073
♪ What a girl gotta do
To get a boy like you to take her home? ♪
941
00:47:48,156 --> 00:47:50,701
Two cups of sugar.
942
00:47:52,786 --> 00:47:57,457
-Whoa, look at you! You look so sweet.
-[both laugh]
943
00:47:58,041 --> 00:48:00,294
[Bliss] Some cupcakes for Zack's birthday.
944
00:48:00,377 --> 00:48:01,879
He's pretty much gonna melt. [laughs]
945
00:48:01,962 --> 00:48:03,714
-[Bliss] That's sweet.
-[Micah] It is. Yeah.
946
00:48:03,797 --> 00:48:06,091
I hope they turn out okay. We'll see.
947
00:48:06,758 --> 00:48:10,262
I know that me and Zack have,
like, a really great connection.
948
00:48:10,345 --> 00:48:12,389
I know what happens in that room
and what I feel,
949
00:48:12,472 --> 00:48:15,517
and I'm confident in that.
Very confident in that.
950
00:48:15,601 --> 00:48:19,813
[chuckles] But I'm watching Bliss
make a fucking cake for him today.
951
00:48:19,897 --> 00:48:21,607
Or cupcakes, whatever.
952
00:48:22,482 --> 00:48:25,110
I'm like, "She's so wifey." [laughs]
953
00:48:26,820 --> 00:48:30,073
But I do feel horrible that
I didn't get anything for his birthday.
954
00:48:30,157 --> 00:48:33,994
I have a huge favor,
and if you wanna say no, you can say no.
955
00:48:34,077 --> 00:48:35,078
Okay.
956
00:48:35,162 --> 00:48:37,039
-[Irina] Can I have one of your candles?
-What?
957
00:48:37,122 --> 00:48:40,167
[Irina] I'm not gonna make anything,
but can I have one of your candles?
958
00:48:40,959 --> 00:48:43,921
-Um, did you think of something yesterday?
-[Irina chuckles] No.
959
00:48:44,004 --> 00:48:47,049
-I have a date. That's fine.
-Well, I feel like that's just icky.
960
00:48:47,132 --> 00:48:48,508
[Irina] Yeah, yeah, yeah, fine.
961
00:48:48,592 --> 00:48:50,802
I really don't wanna talk
about him, honestly, with you.
962
00:48:50,886 --> 00:48:53,180
-I hope that you respect that.
-[Irina] I 100% respect that.
963
00:48:53,263 --> 00:48:55,891
Okay, I feel like that's
a little awkward that you asked me that.
964
00:48:55,974 --> 00:48:57,768
-But not one of mine.
-[Irina] Okay.
965
00:49:02,230 --> 00:49:03,815
[chuckles] Whoops.
966
00:49:03,899 --> 00:49:06,026
-Oh, girl, I'm just trying to--
-[Bliss] Yeah. I know.
967
00:49:06,109 --> 00:49:08,570
-She's causing drama by doing that.
-[Monica] I know.
968
00:49:08,654 --> 00:49:10,656
Don't worry about it though. Shake it off.
969
00:49:10,739 --> 00:49:13,033
What did she get out
of asking you for a candle
970
00:49:13,116 --> 00:49:15,994
other than making you feel like shit?
971
00:49:16,078 --> 00:49:17,913
[Bliss] She needs
to not fucking talk to me.
972
00:49:17,996 --> 00:49:18,997
[Monica] Mm-hmm.
973
00:49:20,540 --> 00:49:24,086
[Bliss] She was like, "I would never
tell him that you're making cupcakes."
974
00:49:24,169 --> 00:49:26,296
[Monica] I don't believe anything
that comes out of her.
975
00:49:26,380 --> 00:49:27,881
[Bliss] She is gonna ruin the surprise.
976
00:49:27,965 --> 00:49:29,675
-Dude, she's got no boundaries.
-[retches]
977
00:49:29,758 --> 00:49:31,802
-I know. I know.
-I'm gonna fucking puke.
978
00:49:31,885 --> 00:49:32,803
Don't worry about her.
979
00:49:32,886 --> 00:49:35,555
-[pop music playing]
-♪ I hit the ground but I still want you ♪
980
00:49:35,639 --> 00:49:38,058
-First of all, happy birthday.
-Thank you.
981
00:49:38,141 --> 00:49:41,687
Second of all, I'm so sorry that
your room is not filled with balloons.
982
00:49:41,770 --> 00:49:43,313
-And a cake from me.
-What?
983
00:49:43,397 --> 00:49:47,192
I literally feel so horrible because
I think birthdays are so important,
984
00:49:47,275 --> 00:49:50,362
and I think you're really special,
and, like, I feel so shitty
985
00:49:50,445 --> 00:49:53,323
that, um, I didn't get
a chance to make you feel special.
986
00:49:53,407 --> 00:49:56,493
Um, but yeah, I hope you feel
celebrated and loved today.
987
00:49:57,119 --> 00:49:58,996
That means a lot. Thanks, Irina.
988
00:50:00,288 --> 00:50:01,206
Of course.
989
00:50:05,168 --> 00:50:08,922
Well, I'm-- I'm gonna be honest.
I completely forgot it was your birthday.
990
00:50:09,006 --> 00:50:11,967
So, I'm a bad-- I'm a bad friend.
991
00:50:12,467 --> 00:50:13,510
No, you're not.
992
00:50:13,593 --> 00:50:16,346
I hope that I can
make it up to you sometime.
993
00:50:16,430 --> 00:50:17,389
[Zack chuckles] Okay.
994
00:50:17,472 --> 00:50:19,850
I have so much anxiety
coming into this room. [sighs]
995
00:50:19,933 --> 00:50:22,811
I know that you have other relationships,
but yeah, it's obviously tough.
996
00:50:22,894 --> 00:50:26,815
Like, I'm in a room with the other girl,
and I feel like…
997
00:50:27,357 --> 00:50:28,650
It's so uncomfy in there.
998
00:50:28,734 --> 00:50:32,279
Like, I think I'm okay.
But I don't know how she's feeling.
999
00:50:32,362 --> 00:50:34,364
And I don't think
I have to worry about her,
1000
00:50:34,448 --> 00:50:36,491
but it doesn't, like,
feel the best in there,
1001
00:50:36,575 --> 00:50:38,118
like, the tension and stuff.
1002
00:50:38,869 --> 00:50:42,414
[clicks tongue] I really like you,
and I really care about you.
1003
00:50:42,497 --> 00:50:46,668
And I really just want honesty from you,
and I feel like if there's ever a point
1004
00:50:46,752 --> 00:50:49,171
where you don't see yourself with me,
1005
00:50:49,254 --> 00:50:53,717
or you start, like, developing,
like, really heavy feelings for Bliss,
1006
00:50:54,384 --> 00:50:55,761
from, like, the bottom of my heart,
1007
00:50:55,844 --> 00:50:58,138
like, I ask you to tell me
and be honest with me.
1008
00:50:58,221 --> 00:51:02,017
I know it's nerve-racking where you're at.
I have not made a choice at this point.
1009
00:51:03,894 --> 00:51:06,521
-And I-- I hate this, Irina.
-[Irina laughing]
1010
00:51:06,605 --> 00:51:08,982
Oh, you hate having to choose
between two girls that
1011
00:51:09,066 --> 00:51:10,567
are absolutely falling for you?
1012
00:51:10,650 --> 00:51:13,570
-Well, because Ι care about both of you.
-[chuckles] Yeah.
1013
00:51:14,196 --> 00:51:17,157
-And Ι think you can understand that.
-[Irina] Yeah, I can.
1014
00:51:17,240 --> 00:51:18,784
It's this--
1015
00:51:18,867 --> 00:51:22,037
And that's why, like, I don't like
that it's getting contentious.
1016
00:51:22,120 --> 00:51:24,456
Hey, look,
I know I talk shit about some girls,
1017
00:51:24,539 --> 00:51:25,791
but I don't have any ill intent.
1018
00:51:25,874 --> 00:51:28,627
If I'm in the kitchen with her,
and I'm like, "Ooh, how's that tasting?"
1019
00:51:28,710 --> 00:51:31,630
Like, that's just me. I mean those things.
I'm not trying to be, like,
1020
00:51:32,297 --> 00:51:34,216
snaky or, like, mischievous.
1021
00:51:34,299 --> 00:51:37,260
It's just different for her.
I feel weird that she feels so weird.
1022
00:51:37,344 --> 00:51:40,722
'Cause I didn't know
how sincere you were at first.
1023
00:51:40,806 --> 00:51:44,226
But as I've gotten to know you,
it's pretty evident
1024
00:51:44,309 --> 00:51:46,520
that you're a very thoughtful
1025
00:51:48,021 --> 00:51:50,816
and caring person.
1026
00:51:50,899 --> 00:51:57,322
It hurts me to see
that people don't see that side of you
1027
00:51:57,405 --> 00:52:01,493
because you are so blunt and…
1028
00:52:01,576 --> 00:52:03,203
[both laugh]
1029
00:52:03,286 --> 00:52:08,291
And I-- I understand that
because I… I am similar.
1030
00:52:08,375 --> 00:52:12,963
I've just learned to hold
my tongue a little bit more. [chuckles]
1031
00:52:13,755 --> 00:52:16,466
I feel like a little part of me
doesn't regret anything I say though.
1032
00:52:16,550 --> 00:52:18,135
I feel like I make things so intense.
1033
00:52:18,218 --> 00:52:20,428
I feel like I almost--
that's, like, my personality.
1034
00:52:20,512 --> 00:52:22,264
-[Zack] It is your personality.
-Um…
1035
00:52:23,056 --> 00:52:24,057
[Zack] But you're real.
1036
00:52:24,558 --> 00:52:26,768
I just think you're really courageous.
1037
00:52:27,352 --> 00:52:30,772
But I see what you want to be
and who you're becoming.
1038
00:52:30,856 --> 00:52:31,690
[Irina] Yeah.
1039
00:52:31,773 --> 00:52:34,943
And I find it incredibly attractive.
1040
00:52:35,026 --> 00:52:37,487
I see our lives aligning so well.
1041
00:52:37,571 --> 00:52:39,656
-["One and Only" playing]
-♪ There's something magic ♪
1042
00:52:39,739 --> 00:52:41,616
♪ In the things you do ♪
1043
00:52:42,409 --> 00:52:44,411
♪ You're gonna be mine ♪
1044
00:52:44,494 --> 00:52:46,538
♪ You're all that I want… ♪
1045
00:52:46,621 --> 00:52:49,291
[laughs] Don't get on my bad side.
I'm just kidding.
1046
00:52:50,458 --> 00:52:51,793
Let's go bake some cupcakes.
1047
00:52:52,752 --> 00:52:56,590
♪ You're my every dream ♪
1048
00:52:56,673 --> 00:52:59,217
♪ Be my one and only ♪
1049
00:53:03,013 --> 00:53:03,889
Oh.
1050
00:53:04,681 --> 00:53:06,516
-Bliss!
-Happy birthday!
1051
00:53:06,600 --> 00:53:08,435
Wow. Thank you very much.
1052
00:53:08,518 --> 00:53:09,936
[Bliss] I baked you cupcakes.
1053
00:53:10,020 --> 00:53:14,274
I know. I see that.
I'm a very big sweets fan, so--
1054
00:53:14,357 --> 00:53:17,736
No calories count on your birthday.
You're allowed to do whatever you want.
1055
00:53:17,819 --> 00:53:19,654
I was just thinking in my head.
1056
00:53:19,738 --> 00:53:22,782
-My first birthday, uh, in my 30s.
-Mm-hmm.
1057
00:53:23,658 --> 00:53:28,705
I was stuck in a jail because
my client had to have a psych eval done,
1058
00:53:28,788 --> 00:53:30,540
and they didn't realize
it was my birthday.
1059
00:53:31,374 --> 00:53:35,420
And now, I'm trapped in what is
essentially a very large warehouse
1060
00:53:35,503 --> 00:53:37,923
while I talk to a woman behind a, uh…
1061
00:53:38,006 --> 00:53:38,924
-Wall.
-[Bliss] Door.
1062
00:53:39,007 --> 00:53:41,509
Like, I'm scared. What's gonna happen
to you next year? [laughs]
1063
00:53:41,593 --> 00:53:43,929
Aliens. I will be abducted.
1064
00:53:44,012 --> 00:53:47,349
-[Bliss] I'm sorry.
-No, this is very sweet, Bliss.
1065
00:53:47,432 --> 00:53:49,142
-Thank you so much.
-Aww, you're welcome.
1066
00:53:49,726 --> 00:53:50,936
Oh, my gosh.
1067
00:53:51,019 --> 00:53:53,772
-[Bliss] How has your day been?
-[Zack] Good. How have you been?
1068
00:53:53,855 --> 00:53:56,399
[Bliss] I had a really hard time
this morning.
1069
00:53:56,483 --> 00:53:57,943
Like a really hard time.
1070
00:53:58,026 --> 00:54:01,947
But I really tried to,
like, control in, like, myself.
1071
00:54:02,030 --> 00:54:04,199
And, like, I've grown over the years
1072
00:54:04,282 --> 00:54:08,370
to, like, try to, like,
not be so reactive to things.
1073
00:54:08,995 --> 00:54:10,747
But I don't know. It was hard.
1074
00:54:10,830 --> 00:54:12,624
Like, I definitely, like, kind of, like,
1075
00:54:12,707 --> 00:54:15,835
lost it a little bit
in a way that I did not want to.
1076
00:54:16,503 --> 00:54:17,754
[Zack] What do you mean by that?
1077
00:54:17,837 --> 00:54:19,130
[Bliss sighs] Like…
1078
00:54:19,214 --> 00:54:21,967
I'm trying not to talk about,
like, other people in here, you know.
1079
00:54:22,050 --> 00:54:23,426
-[Zack] Yeah.
-Like that or--
1080
00:54:23,510 --> 00:54:26,221
[Zack] Are you talking
about conflict with you and…
1081
00:54:26,304 --> 00:54:28,223
-[Bliss] Yeah, just like--
-[Zack] Yeah.
1082
00:54:28,306 --> 00:54:31,893
[hesitates] I am not the person
that caused the problem.
1083
00:54:32,435 --> 00:54:35,230
-[Zack] Okay.
-I am trying very hard to be respectful.
1084
00:54:35,313 --> 00:54:37,440
I don't know
if there's jealousy or insecurities,
1085
00:54:37,524 --> 00:54:38,858
and I'm sure that there is.
1086
00:54:38,942 --> 00:54:40,694
Like, everyone is feeling that way,
1087
00:54:40,777 --> 00:54:43,029
but you can choose to act differently.
1088
00:54:43,113 --> 00:54:46,574
You get to choose how you react
to your feelings, most of the time.
1089
00:54:46,658 --> 00:54:50,036
And when that's handled really meanly
1090
00:54:50,120 --> 00:54:52,622
or, like, sabotagely or, like, icky,
1091
00:54:52,706 --> 00:54:54,874
then, like, that's not-- I'm sorry, no.
1092
00:54:54,958 --> 00:54:56,418
That's bad character.
1093
00:54:58,086 --> 00:54:59,045
[sighs]
1094
00:55:01,840 --> 00:55:05,760
[Zack] Honestly, Bliss, I could
see myself marrying either of you.
1095
00:55:11,266 --> 00:55:14,728
[Bliss] This is, like, a test for me too.
Like, does Zack have good judgment?
1096
00:55:17,230 --> 00:55:19,566
Can I trust, you know, like,
1097
00:55:19,649 --> 00:55:22,152
your ability to, like,
truly, like, judge someone?
1098
00:55:22,235 --> 00:55:23,653
[Zack sighs]
1099
00:55:26,239 --> 00:55:30,368
I don't know if I've ever met somebody
who I feel like I understand
1100
00:55:30,952 --> 00:55:31,786
like you.
1101
00:55:37,542 --> 00:55:38,460
[Bliss] Me too.
1102
00:55:39,127 --> 00:55:42,297
[Zack] I feel like every time
we come in here, we get closer.
1103
00:55:42,380 --> 00:55:43,256
And…
1104
00:55:44,007 --> 00:55:45,133
And I can feel it.
1105
00:55:45,216 --> 00:55:48,136
I feel a strong connection
with her as well,
1106
00:55:48,219 --> 00:55:50,055
but it's a different type.
1107
00:55:50,138 --> 00:55:51,514
-Mm-hmm.
-[Zack] But I mean…
1108
00:55:52,766 --> 00:55:58,021
Trying to figure out that
is what I'm weighing.
1109
00:56:00,106 --> 00:56:01,358
It's a little overwhelming.
1110
00:56:02,692 --> 00:56:05,445
-[pop music playing]
-♪ Shake these voices out my head ♪
1111
00:56:05,528 --> 00:56:07,697
[vocalizing]
1112
00:56:09,407 --> 00:56:12,786
♪ Shake these voices out my head ♪
1113
00:56:12,869 --> 00:56:14,245
[pop music playing]
1114
00:56:14,329 --> 00:56:17,374
♪ Spend my whole life dreaming… ♪
1115
00:56:17,457 --> 00:56:20,085
[Paul] It took me a long time
to be ready for marriage.
1116
00:56:20,168 --> 00:56:22,962
I didn't think that
there was someone that, like,
1117
00:56:23,046 --> 00:56:25,423
in existence that had been born,
1118
00:56:25,507 --> 00:56:27,384
that I wanted to spend the rest
of my life with.
1119
00:56:28,093 --> 00:56:29,886
Like, they just didn't make 'em.
1120
00:56:29,969 --> 00:56:33,264
But apparently, they make 'em. [chuckles]
1121
00:56:33,348 --> 00:56:34,974
And it's Micah. [chuckles]
1122
00:56:35,058 --> 00:56:37,060
♪ Shine on me… ♪
1123
00:56:38,144 --> 00:56:39,020
Gosh.
1124
00:56:40,480 --> 00:56:44,901
I can't imagine life without Paul,
and that sounds so crazy.
1125
00:56:44,984 --> 00:56:49,030
I cannot believe I did not know
this person for, like, the last ten years.
1126
00:56:49,114 --> 00:56:50,657
Like, that's how it feels.
1127
00:56:50,740 --> 00:56:53,368
[chuckles] It sounds so crazy to say.
1128
00:56:53,952 --> 00:56:54,994
[exhales]
1129
00:56:55,829 --> 00:56:59,040
Paul, he kind of,
you know, had this, like, X factor.
1130
00:56:59,124 --> 00:57:00,625
And it was like this spark
1131
00:57:00,708 --> 00:57:02,627
that was just, like, undeniable,
1132
00:57:02,710 --> 00:57:05,213
and my brain is, like, not computing
1133
00:57:05,797 --> 00:57:09,634
that, like, how I feel is real,
but it just is.
1134
00:57:10,260 --> 00:57:13,680
I don't know.
This is, like, crazy. [chuckles]
1135
00:57:13,763 --> 00:57:17,434
I feel like such a dork,
but good thing Paul's a nerd. [laughs]
1136
00:57:18,435 --> 00:57:20,728
I feel like I'm gonna pass out. [exhales]
1137
00:57:20,812 --> 00:57:22,939
So, I had a dream about Micah last night.
1138
00:57:23,022 --> 00:57:26,151
And I saw her, but I didn't see her.
1139
00:57:26,234 --> 00:57:29,028
And I… I felt her,
I guess, more than anything.
1140
00:57:29,112 --> 00:57:31,698
All of the things
that she made me feel in the pods,
1141
00:57:31,781 --> 00:57:34,826
just nerves, excitement,
like, love, like, comfort,
1142
00:57:34,909 --> 00:57:38,079
and, like, you know,
all of these things combined.
1143
00:57:38,163 --> 00:57:40,665
I just felt embodied in this, like, weird,
1144
00:57:40,748 --> 00:57:43,168
like, vague, amorphous,
like, figure in my dream,
1145
00:57:43,251 --> 00:57:46,045
and I just held her, and it felt so nice.
1146
00:57:46,129 --> 00:57:47,297
It felt so good.
1147
00:57:47,380 --> 00:57:51,509
Um, but I think,
hopefully, my brain left enough
1148
00:57:51,593 --> 00:57:55,346
low-resolution imagery
for reality to fill in the gaps
1149
00:57:55,430 --> 00:57:58,975
without seeing this disparity
that leads to shock.
1150
00:57:59,058 --> 00:58:02,270
And I think-- I hope that is true.
1151
00:58:02,353 --> 00:58:04,439
[dramatic music playing]
1152
00:58:04,522 --> 00:58:07,066
I just need blood
in my brain. [clears throat]
1153
00:58:07,150 --> 00:58:09,235
[sighs] God.
1154
00:58:20,622 --> 00:58:23,875
-["Vertigo" by Raphael Lake playing]
-♪ Oh, no, the vertigo's coming ♪
1155
00:58:23,958 --> 00:58:26,544
♪ Can't keep me on my feet ♪
1156
00:58:26,628 --> 00:58:29,797
♪ God knows I'm trying to be someone ♪
1157
00:58:29,881 --> 00:58:32,550
♪ My vision's failing me ♪
1158
00:58:32,634 --> 00:58:35,553
♪ I live like I'm dying tomorrow ♪
1159
00:58:35,637 --> 00:58:38,556
♪ God gave me one last chance ♪
1160
00:58:38,640 --> 00:58:41,559
♪ To take all the time
That I've borrowed ♪
1161
00:58:41,643 --> 00:58:44,521
♪ To make a new man ♪
1162
00:58:45,146 --> 00:58:48,566
♪ Feels like I'm burning out ♪
1163
00:58:48,650 --> 00:58:51,569
♪ Wondering why it changed ♪
1164
00:58:51,653 --> 00:58:53,571
♪ Wish I could turn around ♪