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[slow-tempo music playing]

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I believe there's nobody in this world

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who I'm meant to be with more than you.

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Will you marry me?

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[heart beating]

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Yeah.

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- It's this one...
- [chuckles]

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- ["If You Love Her" by playing]
- <i>♪ Kiss her with passion ♪</i>

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<i>♪ As much as you can ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Run your hands through her hair
Whenever she's sad ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And when she doesn't notice
How pretty... ♪</i>

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- [Bliss] It's pink.
- [both laugh]

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<i>♪ ...over and over so she never forgets ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Take it ♪</i>

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<i>♪ If she gives you her heart ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Don't you break it ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Let your arms be a place
She feels safe in ♪</i>

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<i>♪ She's the best thing
That you'll ever have ♪</i>

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<i>♪ She'll love you
If you love her like that ♪</i>

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[Bliss laughs] I can't believe
you did that.

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[Zack] I'm so excited.

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- [Bliss] This is nuts.
- This is fucking insane.

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[Bliss] Yeah.

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[laughing] Who proposes
to someone twice in a month?

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- [Zack] Just me.
- [both laughing]

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I really thought
you might say no. [laughs]

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[Bliss] Oh, I thought about it.

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I should have said no
and then maybe, "Just kidding."

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But I really do feel like
it's right, though.

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As scary as that is, you know.

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Trusting the intuition thing
and trusting life.

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But you better not ever fuck up again.

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[pop music playing]

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<i>♪ Don't give up, my friend ♪</i>

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<i>♪ You know the love will never end ♪</i>

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<i>♪ You got to just hold on ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Hold on... ♪</i>

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[Zack] I'll try not to.

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You haven't even met my dog yet.

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Or my kitten.
And you're allergic to them. [laughing]

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- What are we gonna do about that?
- I'll get an allergy shot.

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We'll see if it does anything.

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Now I have to tell my family. [laughing]

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Oh, no. Like, "Wait.
I thought he dumped you."

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Yeah, my family, uh,
is gonna be a little surprised too.

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[Bliss] My mom's gonna literally be like,
"You're finally not an old spinster."

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My dad's probably gonna think that too,
but he won't say it. [laughing]

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[Zack laughs] Well, let's hope
that's what your dad thinks.

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- [Bliss] You're very scared about my dad.
- I am.

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I'm glad you said yes.

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- [Bliss] I must really like you.
- I know.

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So, when did you-- What was--

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I'm so-- I'm just very shocked. [laughs]

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When did I know
I was gonna propose? [exhales]

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- Is that what you're asking?
- Mm-hmm.

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Like, when we got back from Mexico.
When I met you, I just knew.

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I knew.

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I knew before you knew.
Which feels stupid. I feel so dumb.

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- [chuckles] But I don't know.
- [sighs]

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I feel like it's that thing,
like, when you know, you know.

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Yeah. Well, when we were in the pods,

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I felt it too.

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I mean, think about how crazy it is.
You barely even made it there.

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I know. I literally--
Yeah, I was super sick.

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And yet, it still...

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ended with us on this boat.

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Yeah.

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{\an8}I'm engaged to Zack.

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{\an8}[laughing] I don't know. Life is weird.

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It's exciting and shocking. And... [laughs]

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I mean, the thing about it is, and...

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I feel so cheesy saying this,

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but I feel like I knew
that he was my person,

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like, literally from meeting--
just hearing-- our first date.

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Like, I literally feel like I knew,
deep in my soul, that it was right.

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So, even though there's
all this crazy drama that's happened,

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and he was literally engaged
to someone else,

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I feel like it is right.

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[chuckles]

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[Zack chuckles]

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[Bliss] I think it's dumb
that people say that,

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but now I actually get it.

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You know, you know. [laughs]

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- [pop music playing]
- [vocalizing]

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<i>♪ I'm alive and feeling the sun ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And I won't look back ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm running to chase the light ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh! ♪</i>

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<i>- ♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh! ♪
- ♪ It's a beautiful crazy life ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Beautiful crazy life ♪</i>

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<i>♪ It's a beautiful crazy life ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh! ♪</i>

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{\an8}<i>♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh! ♪</i>

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{\an8}<i>♪ I'm alive, got air in my lungs ♪</i>

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{\an8}<i>♪ And my heart beats fast ♪</i>

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{\an8}<i>♪ It's a beautiful crazy life ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh! ♪</i>

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- [Brett] Here you are, madame.
- [gasps] Thank you.

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- [silverware clattering]
- Oops. It's still good.

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- [Brett] It fell?
- [Tiffany] Oh, my gosh.

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All right. Ready.

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Ooh, that is perfect.

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- Anything for you, my darling.
- Oh, gosh, you're too sweet.

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This is why I usually like dark meat,

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whereas, like, a chicken breast,
white breast-- or excuse me, white meat...

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[Tiffany laughing]

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What's so funny?

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- Nothing. Keep going.
- What? What's so funny?

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- No, you're laughing. What's so funny?
- I like dark meat too. [laughing]

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["Best Bad Thing"
by Foreign Signals playing]

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- [laughs] Okay.
- [Brett laughs]

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{\an8}<i>♪ I want your love, I... I... I need it ♪</i>

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{\an8}<i>♪ I need your love... ♪</i>

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{\an8}[line ringing]

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<i>♪ Give it up, give it up, give it up... ♪</i>

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{\an8}[Chelsea] <i>Ugh, hi, babe.</i>

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{\an8}Hey, babe. You sound like you had
an overwhelming day at work.

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<i>I'm sorry. Yeah, I'm running late.</i>

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Oh, no worries. I'm literally just
hanging out with Rock, per usual.

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- Take all the time you need.
<i>- Thank you, baby. Bye.</i>

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Okay. Bye.

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<i>♪ I need your love, I... I... I want it ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Give it up, give it up, give it up
Give it up, give it up to me, yeah ♪</i>

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{\an8}I haven't really introduced them
to a lot of people.

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{\an8}- [Paul] Really?
- No.

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{\an8}Not a lot of boyfriends?
Not a lot of fiancés?

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{\an8}- Not a lot of fiancés. Zero, to be exact.
- [chuckles] Yeah.

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{\an8}- Well, happy to be the first. [laughs]
- Yeah. [laughs]

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[Paul] Hopefully, I'm the last.

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Mm-hmm. I think my dad has
an understanding of what's going on,

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but my mom literally has zero idea.

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We're gonna have to
explain the whole thing to her, huh?

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I have not even told her
that I'm engaged. So, like...

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[Paul inhales]

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Well, break the news. [chuckles]

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- I'm nervous, though.
- [Micah] Are you nervous?

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I hope that when they see me
that it makes sense to them.

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They're like, "Oh,
this is the guy that she's looking for."

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Yeah. Oh, my gosh. I'm, like, so nervous.

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{\an8}- Hi.
- Hey.

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{\an8}[Micah] Oh, my gosh, I missed you so much.

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{\an8}- I missed you too.
- Howdy.

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{\an8}Hey. Paul.

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- Paul.
- Nice to meet you.

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- [laughs]
- Another Paul? What the hell?

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- Hi, Dad.
- Hey.

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- Oh, my gosh.
- What the hell? You growing up?

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- Trish.
- Trish. Nice to meet you. Paul.

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[Trish] Oh, yeah. Well, that'll be easy.

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- We all got a Paul.
- [Micah] Grab a seat.

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- On that side.
- Oh, Paul got these for you.

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[Trish] Oh, thank you.

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- You're welcome.
- [laughing]

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Oh, my God. Stop.

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[Trish] Well, that's so nice. Thank you.

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[Micah] Oh, my gosh. Mm-hmm.

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I haven't told you guys anything,
but we're engaged.

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- [laughs]
- [gasps]

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- Micah!
- [laughs]

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- Dad's face, he's like, "What the hell?"
- He's like, "I'm not so sure about this."

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Congratulations.

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Yeah. It's weird 'cause I know,
like, going into this experience, like,

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I, like, conveyed to you guys, like,

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that there's no way that
I'm gonna be able to, like, actually,

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you know, like, meet someone

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that I wanna be, like, engaged to.

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But, like, it just,
like, happened, like, so naturally.

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I don't know if you guys, like,
know much about how it works,

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but basically, we live,
like, in a townhouse together.

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And we'll live there,
like, until the wedding day.

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Oh, okay.

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Speaking of the wedding.
You guys wanna come? [laughs]

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- When is it?
- It's in a couple weeks.

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- [laughs]
- Couple weeks? [laughs]

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- Yeah.
- What kind of wedding will it be?

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It's gonna be, like,
a totally, like, normal wedding.

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Like, I want it to be, like, vintage.

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Like, glam, like, I want it to be really,
like, cute and, like, timeless.

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And Paul's just gonna go with it.

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- [Paul laughs] Yeah, I'm very easygoing.
- He doesn't care. He's just gonna show up.

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[Paul] She's got a good taste.

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So I trust her with the wedding
and picking out all that stuff.

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[Micah] I'm gonna extend invites

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to anyone who wants to come,
like, in our family.

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I'm gonna have
a good amount of friends there.

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People you know.
Like, Rachel will be there. Shelby.

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Where are you guys gonna live?

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[Micah] The fact that I'm,
like, working fully remote,

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it's very likely
that we'll end up being here.

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We're probably moving into his place.

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[Paul] Oh.

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[laughing] His interesting place that
I need to redecorate from start to finish.

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I'm just kidding.

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Yeah, I told Paul once we have kids,
we're gonna have to have a complex...

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[laughs] ...for my family to live on.

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- [Paul] Yeah, she did say that.
- [Trish chuckles]

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I told him in the pod,
it's non-negotiable.

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- My family will actually also be there.
- [laughing]

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Hopefully. Someone needs
to help raise these kids.

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How many children do you want?

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Um, I think, ideally, two.

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[Micah] I'm definitely not ready
to have kids now, but...

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I think I wanna, like, have a really cool,

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like, epic, like, marriage,

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like, well, you know,
before we bring kids into the equation.

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But we're happy
that we are on the same page, like,

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regarding having children.

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He's like, "Oh, we have to name
our son Paul if we have a son."

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I was like, "I'll consider a middle name."
That's as far as this is going.

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Yeah, I know it sounds crazy.
Like, it was really fast, right?

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Like, you can't deny it.
But, um, it's definitely real.

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[Micah] It's definitely real,
and it's happening.

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Do you like him?

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- Do I get thumbs up, thumbs down?
- Be honest.

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He's a Paul.
He was good to go from the beginning.

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You were good by birthright.

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- [laughs]
- [Paul] Thank you.

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I get good vibes from Paul,
probably 'cause he's Paul.

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I mean, I don't know him.

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{\an8}He could be a serial killer
for all I know.

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{\an8}[Trish laughing]

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{\an8}But my first impression of him
is I trust the guy.

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You know what I mean?

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- [laughs] The whole thing is odd.
- [Paul] Definitely.

225
00:10:22,330 --> 00:10:25,958
But we're accepting it
because we know our daughter.

226
00:10:25,958 --> 00:10:27,793
Things usually work out with Micah.

227
00:10:27,793 --> 00:10:31,130
My biggest worry is
that Micah's gonna get her heart broken.

228
00:10:32,131 --> 00:10:35,801
I never really thought about that,
but yeah, that obviously is.

229
00:10:36,552 --> 00:10:41,390
It means a lot to me that,
um, you guys approve, you know.

230
00:10:41,390 --> 00:10:43,017
- [laughs] Do you approve?
- It does.

231
00:10:43,017 --> 00:10:46,187
- Look at the dude's face. Smiling's happy.
- [laughing]

232
00:10:46,187 --> 00:10:47,355
[Paul] Thank you, guys.

233
00:10:47,355 --> 00:10:48,648
[Micah laughs]

234
00:10:48,648 --> 00:10:51,275
- ["Brighter" by Knockabout playing]
- <i>♪ We keep it ♪</i>

235
00:10:51,275 --> 00:10:55,029
<i>♪ We keep it brighter today ♪</i>

236
00:10:57,448 --> 00:11:00,451
[Marshall] In this moment,
this whole relationship with Jackie

237
00:11:00,451 --> 00:11:01,535
is very bleak.

238
00:11:04,664 --> 00:11:07,500
The other night,
she says that I needed to boss up.

239
00:11:08,209 --> 00:11:10,961
{\an8}The way she made me feel in that moment

240
00:11:10,961 --> 00:11:13,130
{\an8}when she said that I wasn't a man,

241
00:11:13,130 --> 00:11:15,299
that I wasn't doing grown-man stuff...

242
00:11:17,343 --> 00:11:21,305
That hurts because I truly,
genuinely do love this girl.

243
00:11:22,431 --> 00:11:26,727
So, I left. I was staying at my apartment.

244
00:11:26,727 --> 00:11:29,522
I'm very self-aware that
in that moment I could have blown up,

245
00:11:29,522 --> 00:11:31,399
but I did not. I needed time.

246
00:11:32,400 --> 00:11:35,653
Now we're here,
and I don't know where we stand.

247
00:11:42,660 --> 00:11:44,912
- You're packing your stuff?
- [Jackelina] Yeah.

248
00:11:44,912 --> 00:11:46,205
[Marshall] For what reason?

249
00:11:46,205 --> 00:11:49,500
- I'm not about to play games with you.
- What game are we playing?

250
00:11:50,209 --> 00:11:53,337
You didn't wanna sit here and talk.
You're like, "I'm leaving."

251
00:11:53,337 --> 00:11:55,631
What else am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?

252
00:11:55,631 --> 00:11:58,968
Sit in my feelings and sleep next
to someone who said I was not man enough?

253
00:11:58,968 --> 00:12:00,845
I never said
you weren't man enough for me.

254
00:12:00,845 --> 00:12:02,513
I just said to be more aggressive.

255
00:12:02,513 --> 00:12:04,390
We don't have sex, bro.

256
00:12:04,890 --> 00:12:06,267
We don't have sex.

257
00:12:06,267 --> 00:12:09,061
Oh, that... that's on my account?

258
00:12:09,061 --> 00:12:10,938
I'm just saying. Do something.

259
00:12:10,938 --> 00:12:13,107
Like, try and get me
in the mood or something.

260
00:12:13,107 --> 00:12:15,443
I have been nothing but down for you.

261
00:12:15,443 --> 00:12:17,987
Marshall, you're gonna give me a migraine,

262
00:12:17,987 --> 00:12:19,989
'cause you're irking the shit out of me.

263
00:12:19,989 --> 00:12:22,950
[Marshall] It's always what you feel
and how you think.

264
00:12:22,950 --> 00:12:24,326
And then when I am aggressive--

265
00:12:24,326 --> 00:12:26,746
And then when I am aggressive,
you shut me down.

266
00:12:26,746 --> 00:12:29,081
- You're never aggressive.
- That's not who I am.

267
00:12:29,081 --> 00:12:31,041
Okay. Well, that's it, then.

268
00:12:31,041 --> 00:12:33,711
If you can't accept me for that,
then I don't know what to tell you.

269
00:12:33,711 --> 00:12:34,920
What I'm saying to you now--

270
00:12:34,920 --> 00:12:37,882
[Jackelina] I'm not saying for you
to be aggressive 100% of the time.

271
00:12:37,882 --> 00:12:39,425
So, what are you telling me, then?

272
00:12:39,425 --> 00:12:41,886
- [Jackelina] Who you clapping at?
- You. In your face.

273
00:12:41,886 --> 00:12:43,596
[Jackelina] You're not clapping at me.

274
00:12:43,596 --> 00:12:47,349
- You better fix it.
- Is that not me being aggressive?

275
00:12:47,349 --> 00:12:49,185
I'm testing you now. Is that aggressive?

276
00:12:53,314 --> 00:12:56,609
{\an8}I told him I wanted him
to be more aggressive.

277
00:12:56,609 --> 00:12:57,985
{\an8}Like, boss up.

278
00:12:57,985 --> 00:13:01,947
Switch it up. That way
we don't be like that old grandpa.

279
00:13:01,947 --> 00:13:05,284
And then he's talking about,
"Oh, what you said to me

280
00:13:05,284 --> 00:13:08,913
really seared into my brain,
and I just can't get over that."

281
00:13:08,913 --> 00:13:13,542
I didn't even say it
to where I was derogatory

282
00:13:13,542 --> 00:13:16,337
or I've defamed you or anything. Fuck no.

283
00:13:17,922 --> 00:13:19,423
What do you want?

284
00:13:19,423 --> 00:13:23,010
I wanna have a conversation with you.
I wanna be able to speak my piece clearly.

285
00:13:23,010 --> 00:13:26,430
Speak your piece
and speak it clearly, please.

286
00:13:27,014 --> 00:13:29,767
I'm always kissing on you.
I'm always rubbing on you.

287
00:13:29,767 --> 00:13:32,937
I'm always doing these things.
What do you do for me?

288
00:13:32,937 --> 00:13:34,939
That is why I'm confused.

289
00:13:34,939 --> 00:13:39,151
You have done nothing to make me feel
seduced or special or anything.

290
00:13:39,151 --> 00:13:41,403
Make me feel like something, Jackie.

291
00:13:41,403 --> 00:13:42,696
I make you feel nothing?

292
00:13:42,696 --> 00:13:45,324
So why are you still with me
if didn't make you feel like nothing?

293
00:13:45,324 --> 00:13:47,368
I see you as a project,
and I saw potential.

294
00:13:47,368 --> 00:13:50,287
I thought that you were just gonna
come around to me at some point.

295
00:13:50,287 --> 00:13:52,414
- I was waiting for that.
- Oh, that's really wild.

296
00:13:52,414 --> 00:13:54,792
- I'm a project?
- I saw you as a project.

297
00:13:54,792 --> 00:13:55,709
Okay.

298
00:13:55,709 --> 00:13:57,753
You have not been
in a real relationship before.

299
00:13:57,753 --> 00:14:00,798
You also say that you're
not emotionally available at times.

300
00:14:00,798 --> 00:14:05,052
I've been in relationships before.
I have that experience, so I saw you--

301
00:14:05,052 --> 00:14:07,012
What are you, a fucking puppeteer?

302
00:14:07,012 --> 00:14:08,097
And I'm a puppet?

303
00:14:08,097 --> 00:14:09,932
- No.
- I'm gonna get the rest of my shit, bro.

304
00:14:09,932 --> 00:14:13,644
Like, I'm a fucking project.
I'm a fucking project.

305
00:14:20,484 --> 00:14:22,278
[Marshall] I said "project."

306
00:14:22,278 --> 00:14:23,237
[gasps]

307
00:14:23,237 --> 00:14:24,613
Fucking emotions are going.

308
00:14:24,613 --> 00:14:27,116
But what I see in you
is limitless potential.

309
00:14:27,116 --> 00:14:30,286
And I know that I can be that person
to bring that out of you.

310
00:14:31,579 --> 00:14:32,955
I don't see you as a project.

311
00:14:32,955 --> 00:14:35,958
I see you as someone
who I can uplift and empower.

312
00:14:36,876 --> 00:14:38,669
And I told you that from jump.

313
00:14:40,880 --> 00:14:42,423
This is what marriage is.

314
00:14:42,423 --> 00:14:45,134
This is what
a committed relationship looks like.

315
00:14:46,010 --> 00:14:50,014
Having tough conversations
even when we don't want to.

316
00:14:53,058 --> 00:14:54,810
You know exactly how I feel about you.

317
00:14:54,810 --> 00:14:57,146
I don't hold anything back.

318
00:14:59,231 --> 00:15:01,150
I fucking love you.

319
00:15:01,150 --> 00:15:03,777
["Before We're Leaving Here"
by Faith Richards playing]

320
00:15:03,777 --> 00:15:07,031
[vocalizing]

321
00:15:15,080 --> 00:15:18,626
<i>♪ Tell me that you're sorry... ♪</i>

322
00:15:19,501 --> 00:15:21,921
[Jackelina sobbing] I'm sorry.

323
00:15:21,921 --> 00:15:24,548
<i>♪ Tell me everything you know... ♪</i>

324
00:15:24,548 --> 00:15:26,634
[continues sobbing]

325
00:15:28,677 --> 00:15:32,932
<i>♪ I'm trying to be open... ♪</i>

326
00:15:32,932 --> 00:15:35,142
I didn't mean to hurt you. [exhales]

327
00:15:36,560 --> 00:15:38,771
<i>♪ And either way ♪</i>

328
00:15:38,771 --> 00:15:41,982
<i>♪ I need to make it clear ♪</i>

329
00:15:43,275 --> 00:15:45,945
<i>♪ Before we're leaving here ♪</i>

330
00:15:52,701 --> 00:15:56,997
- [pop music playing]
<i>- ♪ Hey, hello, don't say you can't</i>... <i>♪</i>

331
00:15:56,997 --> 00:15:59,500
[Tiffany] So, this is where,
like, I love to go walking.

332
00:15:59,500 --> 00:16:02,169
{\an8}It's where I go
to, like, clear my head and stuff, so...

333
00:16:04,088 --> 00:16:07,091
The trees are beautiful. The landscaping...

334
00:16:07,091 --> 00:16:10,594
Seems like a nice, uh, bougie corner.

335
00:16:10,594 --> 00:16:14,098
Very fitting for you, right? [laughs]

336
00:16:14,098 --> 00:16:16,225
- Wow.
- I had to get you, babe.

337
00:16:16,225 --> 00:16:18,102
{\an8}It's less than two weeks to the wedding.

338
00:16:18,102 --> 00:16:21,563
{\an8}We still have so much
to figure out. [laughs]

339
00:16:21,563 --> 00:16:24,066
And I'm slightly nervous.

340
00:16:24,650 --> 00:16:25,651
Anxious.

341
00:16:25,651 --> 00:16:27,611
The wedding is in less than two weeks.

342
00:16:27,611 --> 00:16:29,154
- It is.
- What are we gonna do?

343
00:16:29,154 --> 00:16:33,575
What are we gonna do with the cake?
I gotta find a wedding dress.

344
00:16:33,575 --> 00:16:35,661
I don't know how to plan these things.

345
00:16:36,203 --> 00:16:41,250
Um, and I think just, like, trying
to get everybody here right now, it's...

346
00:16:41,875 --> 00:16:44,294
it's kind of taking its toll on me.

347
00:16:44,294 --> 00:16:47,297
All right, well,
let's tackle one thing at a time.

348
00:16:47,297 --> 00:16:49,800
- [laughing] Yeah. Sorry.
- Cake.

349
00:16:50,592 --> 00:16:52,428
So, this is not scaring you?

350
00:16:52,428 --> 00:16:54,013
Honestly, it doesn't.

351
00:16:54,013 --> 00:16:55,597
Why doesn't it scare you?

352
00:16:55,597 --> 00:16:56,724
Because of you.

353
00:16:59,893 --> 00:17:03,147
- I see the future so clearly with you.
- Mm-hmm.

354
00:17:04,481 --> 00:17:06,567
So, I don't feel stressed.

355
00:17:06,567 --> 00:17:08,193
I don't have any doubts.

356
00:17:08,193 --> 00:17:10,029
I don't feel like
I'm rushing into a decision.

357
00:17:10,029 --> 00:17:11,989
- I don't feel pressure.
- Hmm.

358
00:17:11,989 --> 00:17:15,159
And I'm sure whatever we do
is gonna be amazing.

359
00:17:15,159 --> 00:17:17,119
Can I tell you something interesting?

360
00:17:17,119 --> 00:17:22,041
My auntie told me recently,
she's like, "Yeah, you know,

361
00:17:22,708 --> 00:17:26,128
your grandma and granddad, like,

362
00:17:26,795 --> 00:17:29,339
they got married after six weeks
of knowing each other."

363
00:17:29,339 --> 00:17:32,009
"And they were together
for 60 plus years."

364
00:17:32,009 --> 00:17:33,844
- [Brett] Wow.
- My grandfather.

365
00:17:33,844 --> 00:17:37,181
He had the most beautiful skin.

366
00:17:37,181 --> 00:17:38,891
- Hmm.
- Just like you.

367
00:17:39,475 --> 00:17:42,311
Oh! Whoa. Okay.
Nice way to slide that in there.

368
00:17:42,311 --> 00:17:45,522
- Yo, I mean, you do have beautiful skin.
- [laughs] Really?

369
00:17:45,522 --> 00:17:47,066
Do you see me? I'm like...

370
00:17:47,066 --> 00:17:49,943
- You know. I try.
- I'm peeling over here.

371
00:17:49,943 --> 00:17:52,488
Man, this feels good.

372
00:17:52,488 --> 00:17:55,616
And I'm all in. And I love you.

373
00:17:55,616 --> 00:17:57,951
- Well, I love you too, Tiffany.
- [laughing]

374
00:17:57,951 --> 00:17:59,578
- [Brett laughs]
- Jesus!

375
00:17:59,578 --> 00:18:01,371
Brett. [laughs]

376
00:18:01,371 --> 00:18:03,040
- Oh!
- Are you tearing up?

377
00:18:03,040 --> 00:18:06,001
Yo, this is a tear of joy.

378
00:18:06,752 --> 00:18:08,212
Goodness gracious.

379
00:18:10,005 --> 00:18:11,006
[exhales]

380
00:18:12,091 --> 00:18:12,925
Yo.

381
00:18:14,009 --> 00:18:15,010
We're gonna make it.

382
00:18:15,010 --> 00:18:19,515
- ["Just Love" by The Other Guys playing]
- <i>♪ I got love, just love ♪</i>

383
00:18:19,515 --> 00:18:23,560
<i>♪ You'll never be alone
Let's bring it back home ♪</i>

384
00:18:23,560 --> 00:18:28,398
<i>♪ I need love, just love ♪</i>

385
00:18:28,398 --> 00:18:30,567
{\an8}<i>♪ Bring it back home ♪</i>

386
00:18:30,567 --> 00:18:32,945
{\an8}<i>♪ Nobody here alone ♪</i>

387
00:18:32,945 --> 00:18:34,988
{\an8}<i>♪ Get up, get up and live your life ♪</i>

388
00:18:34,988 --> 00:18:37,199
{\an8}<i>♪ Light up the sky like laser beams ♪</i>

389
00:18:37,199 --> 00:18:39,409
{\an8}<i>♪ Don't hold back on what you dream ♪</i>

390
00:18:39,409 --> 00:18:42,162
{\an8}They weigh 5,000 pounds apiece. [laughing]

391
00:18:42,162 --> 00:18:45,082
- No, it's fine.
- Okay. It's a good workout, right?

392
00:18:45,082 --> 00:18:46,583
[sighs] Okay.

393
00:18:47,835 --> 00:18:48,961
Here we go.

394
00:18:49,628 --> 00:18:54,508
{\an8}The last month has been
like an entire year... [chuckles]

395
00:18:54,508 --> 00:18:56,301
{\an8}...condensed into a month.

396
00:18:56,301 --> 00:18:58,512
I came back here. Got to meet Bliss.

397
00:18:58,512 --> 00:19:01,306
Immediately felt the connection
that we had in the pods.

398
00:19:01,306 --> 00:19:02,724
Felt it even stronger.

399
00:19:03,684 --> 00:19:04,601
Got engaged.

400
00:19:05,185 --> 00:19:07,312
Now I'm moving in with her.

401
00:19:07,312 --> 00:19:10,524
Mind you, at the same time,
I'm in the process of--

402
00:19:10,524 --> 00:19:14,153
I literally just moved to Seattle
to start my own law firm.

403
00:19:14,153 --> 00:19:16,071
So, I'm trying to balance that.

404
00:19:16,071 --> 00:19:19,449
And then I got a wedding in two weeks.
So, there's a lot.

405
00:19:19,449 --> 00:19:20,659
[laughs]

406
00:19:20,659 --> 00:19:23,162
- Let's not put this on the bed.
- Stairs... Oh, my God.

407
00:19:23,162 --> 00:19:25,873
- [Bliss laughs]
- You're killing me.

408
00:19:25,873 --> 00:19:28,333
{\an8}- It's dirty. It's dirty.
- Hyah!

409
00:19:28,333 --> 00:19:29,751
{\an8}See, there's the ground rules.

410
00:19:29,751 --> 00:19:32,629
Don't put suitcases on the bed. [laughs]

411
00:19:32,629 --> 00:19:35,090
- Don't put shoes on the bed.
- The suitcase.

412
00:19:35,090 --> 00:19:37,759
- Not even a trace of dirt on that.
- That's so not true.

413
00:19:37,759 --> 00:19:40,053
I mean, I'm making
a very, very big decision,

414
00:19:40,053 --> 00:19:42,097
and I'm doing it very, very quickly.

415
00:19:43,140 --> 00:19:45,809
And, like, that's not lost on me. Um...

416
00:19:46,894 --> 00:19:49,855
I mean, the truth is, like, I take so long

417
00:19:49,855 --> 00:19:51,899
before I ever
make a decision with anything.

418
00:19:51,899 --> 00:19:56,028
And sometimes that's to my own impediment.

419
00:19:56,028 --> 00:19:59,072
And so, we decided
this is what we wanted to do.

420
00:19:59,072 --> 00:20:01,325
That we're gonna go forward
with the wedding.

421
00:20:01,325 --> 00:20:04,161
Um, and I think that was because...

422
00:20:06,747 --> 00:20:08,207
we just feel it.

423
00:20:09,499 --> 00:20:11,710
- I'm pretty grumpy in the morning.
- Are you?

424
00:20:11,710 --> 00:20:13,086
Mm-hmm.

425
00:20:13,086 --> 00:20:16,298
[laughs] And I don't know, actually,
if I told you about my alarms.

426
00:20:16,298 --> 00:20:18,717
- Oh, God!
- [laughing]

427
00:20:18,717 --> 00:20:20,719
- Oh!
- Yeah, I know.

428
00:20:20,719 --> 00:20:22,221
I think it's gonna hit us more

429
00:20:22,221 --> 00:20:24,765
that we're, like, here
and living together, like, tomorrow.

430
00:20:24,765 --> 00:20:28,435
Like, waking up together and, like, how--
You know what I mean?

431
00:20:28,435 --> 00:20:29,561
- [Zack] Mm-hmm.
- Yeah.

432
00:20:29,561 --> 00:20:31,939
Everything's like a whirlwind.

433
00:20:31,939 --> 00:20:34,733
Yeah. I feel like
I haven't processed anything.

434
00:20:34,733 --> 00:20:38,487
I'm like, I got engaged to someone
that was just engaged to someone else.

435
00:20:38,487 --> 00:20:41,156
- Yeah, that is kind of weird.
- That's okay.

436
00:20:41,156 --> 00:20:44,910
I've cried so much. I literally don't know
if I have any tears left inside.

437
00:20:44,910 --> 00:20:47,704
Like, I think I'm done forever
crying about you.

438
00:20:50,415 --> 00:20:52,668
It's definitely, like,
a challenge for me, for sure.

439
00:20:52,668 --> 00:20:54,920
Battling, like, my pride and...

440
00:20:57,464 --> 00:20:59,091
through this has been hard.

441
00:21:02,469 --> 00:21:05,472
Part of me wanted to never, ever,

442
00:21:05,472 --> 00:21:08,475
ever talk to you again
because it's hurtful.

443
00:21:08,475 --> 00:21:10,644
I-- I get it. I get it.

444
00:21:10,644 --> 00:21:14,815
But I love you a lot,
and I've been very forgiving to you.

445
00:21:14,815 --> 00:21:16,566
I'm trying to, like, let it go.

446
00:21:16,566 --> 00:21:17,943
And I understand.

447
00:21:17,943 --> 00:21:21,405
But I'm still gonna have,
like, those feelings sometimes of, like,

448
00:21:21,405 --> 00:21:23,573
concern of being second choice.

449
00:21:25,242 --> 00:21:27,995
Like, that grosses me out,
and, like, makes me feel icky.

450
00:21:27,995 --> 00:21:28,912
[Zack] Right.

451
00:21:30,163 --> 00:21:31,665
But you're clearly not.

452
00:21:31,665 --> 00:21:36,003
- I don't think that's clear to me.
- Is it? Is it really not clear to you?

453
00:21:36,003 --> 00:21:38,547
I don't think so. I think
from a third-party perspective--

454
00:21:38,547 --> 00:21:41,008
- I'm asking you.
- Well, I know that I'm better than her.

455
00:21:41,008 --> 00:21:43,802
- No, no, no. Not "better."
- Not better, but, like, I know... [laughs]

456
00:21:43,802 --> 00:21:46,847
- There's the pretentiousness.
- You know what I'm saying.

457
00:21:46,847 --> 00:21:48,015
- I get it.
- Okay.

458
00:21:50,267 --> 00:21:51,685
But what I'm saying is

459
00:21:52,519 --> 00:21:54,855
I think you clearly know that

460
00:21:56,440 --> 00:21:59,192
there's not a single part of me
that would wanna be with her.

461
00:21:59,192 --> 00:22:01,611
There was a whole part of you
that wanted to marry her.

462
00:22:01,611 --> 00:22:02,821
Before I met her.

463
00:22:06,992 --> 00:22:09,328
I had a real love with you.

464
00:22:09,828 --> 00:22:11,330
Like, I really loved you.

465
00:22:12,956 --> 00:22:15,250
Why are you saying it
in past tense? [chuckles]

466
00:22:15,250 --> 00:22:18,754
'Cause I'm talking about the past.
I still love you, obviously.

467
00:22:20,922 --> 00:22:22,716
But what I'm saying is, like,

468
00:22:23,592 --> 00:22:26,845
I had this very strong connection.

469
00:22:26,845 --> 00:22:28,889
And I had a strong connection
with her as well,

470
00:22:28,889 --> 00:22:31,558
and I did love her.
I loved who I thought she was.

471
00:22:31,558 --> 00:22:33,101
I'm not saying I would have--

472
00:22:33,101 --> 00:22:36,271
And what I've said to you this whole time
is that you were the right choice.

473
00:22:36,271 --> 00:22:39,649
Yeah, but it still doesn't take away
my feeling about that.

474
00:22:39,649 --> 00:22:42,361
Yeah, I get it, but it doesn't make you
the second choice.

475
00:22:42,361 --> 00:22:44,738
Like, it doesn't.
Because there's nothing--

476
00:22:44,738 --> 00:22:48,033
Like, you'd be the second choice
if I still wanted to be with her.

477
00:22:48,033 --> 00:22:50,535
Or if a part of me was like,
"I wish I could be with her."

478
00:22:50,535 --> 00:22:52,537
That would make you
a second choice, right?

479
00:22:52,537 --> 00:22:54,915
That'd be like,
"Okay, you're just settling."

480
00:22:54,915 --> 00:22:57,376
No, there's no part of me
that wants to be with her.

481
00:23:01,046 --> 00:23:03,215
You're my fiancée,
and I'm planning on marrying you.

482
00:23:03,215 --> 00:23:06,551
<i>♪ If only there was a way
To face these things ♪</i>

483
00:23:06,551 --> 00:23:08,345
<i>♪ Something someone could say ♪</i>

484
00:23:08,345 --> 00:23:11,306
<i>♪ To make me believe it's all right ♪</i>

485
00:23:11,306 --> 00:23:13,225
<i>♪ Just don't think twice ♪</i>

486
00:23:13,225 --> 00:23:16,978
<i>♪ I kind of hate that advice ♪</i>

487
00:23:16,978 --> 00:23:20,774
{\an8}<i>♪ I'm scared of falling... ♪</i>

488
00:23:20,774 --> 00:23:22,275
{\an8}You're gonna get a bath.

489
00:23:23,318 --> 00:23:24,444
{\an8}Yeah.

490
00:23:25,195 --> 00:23:27,239
You're gonna get all clean-clean.

491
00:23:27,948 --> 00:23:30,492
So have you ever bathed
a dog before, babe?

492
00:23:30,492 --> 00:23:32,661
Not even close. Never.

493
00:23:32,661 --> 00:23:34,871
[Chelsea] You ever bathed,
like, a baby before?

494
00:23:34,871 --> 00:23:35,831
- [Kwame] A baby?
- Yeah.

495
00:23:35,831 --> 00:23:37,165
- [Kwame] Yes.
- [Chelsea] Okay.

496
00:23:37,165 --> 00:23:40,502
{\an8}I love Rocky.
Rocky is a really, really great dog.

497
00:23:40,502 --> 00:23:42,963
{\an8}[Chelsea] You love Kwam, huh?

498
00:23:42,963 --> 00:23:46,633
{\an8}[chuckles] Look at him
looking at you like, "Daddy."

499
00:23:46,633 --> 00:23:47,926
I'm spraying him with water.

500
00:23:47,926 --> 00:23:50,887
{\an8}- Of course he's looking at me.
- Save me. Save me.

501
00:23:51,680 --> 00:23:53,723
- [Kwame laughs]
- What's that supposed to mean?

502
00:23:53,723 --> 00:23:55,851
He loves you. You know it.

503
00:23:55,851 --> 00:23:57,310
Rocky is like her child.

504
00:23:57,310 --> 00:24:00,021
Rocky is the child
that I already have now.

505
00:24:00,021 --> 00:24:02,941
You know what I'm saying?
I don't think I've ever had something

506
00:24:02,941 --> 00:24:04,734
that strapped to my waist before.

507
00:24:04,734 --> 00:24:06,695
Good boy.

508
00:24:06,695 --> 00:24:08,029
Get his tail.

509
00:24:08,613 --> 00:24:10,031
Always get a little extra.

510
00:24:10,031 --> 00:24:12,784
- Gotta wash their bum.
- [Rocky whimpers]

511
00:24:12,784 --> 00:24:13,910
I'll do that part.

512
00:24:13,910 --> 00:24:15,579
[both laughing]

513
00:24:16,413 --> 00:24:17,664
[Kwame] We're still adjusting.

514
00:24:17,664 --> 00:24:20,500
[laughs]

515
00:24:21,376 --> 00:24:23,503
Speaking of kids and bathing babies.

516
00:24:24,129 --> 00:24:27,883
I've always wanted a lot of kids.
Like, growing up, I used to want six kids.

517
00:24:27,883 --> 00:24:28,884
[exhales]

518
00:24:28,884 --> 00:24:32,053
You know, I've just always wanted
to be a mom, Kwam.

519
00:24:32,804 --> 00:24:35,807
And, like,
there were moments when I was like...

520
00:24:36,808 --> 00:24:40,145
[groans] "When is it
gonna happen for me?" You know?

521
00:24:42,397 --> 00:24:43,231
I feel you.

522
00:24:43,231 --> 00:24:46,276
I just never pictured myself,
like, you know...

523
00:24:48,278 --> 00:24:51,573
being, like, an... older mom or...

524
00:24:51,573 --> 00:24:53,033
That can be difficult.

525
00:24:53,033 --> 00:24:54,951
And you said three years is okay?

526
00:24:57,329 --> 00:24:59,164
I gotta be honest with you.
I don't, like--

527
00:25:00,624 --> 00:25:04,044
I think there has to be a period of time
for us to, like, really enjoy each other.

528
00:25:07,380 --> 00:25:11,510
Like, admittedly,
I always, like, envisioned this...

529
00:25:12,761 --> 00:25:15,514
this lifestyle of just,
like, being with my partner

530
00:25:15,514 --> 00:25:17,349
and, like, traveling the world, and...

531
00:25:17,933 --> 00:25:21,686
There's a question that does come up
'cause right now we have Rocky, right?

532
00:25:21,686 --> 00:25:24,272
And that doesn't make things easy
to just kind of get up and go.

533
00:25:24,272 --> 00:25:28,693
You also have your job,
which, you know, you have in Seattle

534
00:25:28,693 --> 00:25:33,240
and don't have the same flexibility
that I have.

535
00:25:33,240 --> 00:25:34,282
Um...

536
00:25:35,659 --> 00:25:37,827
I mean, and then on top of that, like...

537
00:25:38,995 --> 00:25:41,081
[chuckles] We are thinking
about having kids

538
00:25:41,081 --> 00:25:44,543
in three to four years now.
You know what I mean?

539
00:25:44,543 --> 00:25:46,753
When they're younger,
you can put 'em in a front pack,

540
00:25:46,753 --> 00:25:50,257
and they don't do anything.
You know, like, when they're babies.

541
00:25:50,257 --> 00:25:53,426
What, we go to Cabo
and lay in the sun with our newborn?

542
00:25:53,927 --> 00:25:55,303
[laughs] You know?

543
00:25:55,303 --> 00:25:57,973
People travel with their kids
all the time.

544
00:25:57,973 --> 00:25:58,890
Okay.

545
00:25:58,890 --> 00:26:01,560
We can hire a nanny to travel with us.

546
00:26:01,560 --> 00:26:05,564
- Baby, the sky is the limit.
- You say things like it's easy to do.

547
00:26:05,564 --> 00:26:06,982
Oh, trust me. I get that.

548
00:26:06,982 --> 00:26:09,609
- You know how I think.
- I could homeschool.

549
00:26:10,277 --> 00:26:11,111
All right.

550
00:26:11,987 --> 00:26:12,988
Seriously.

551
00:26:12,988 --> 00:26:17,367
It's just making sure
that we do get time to ourselves,

552
00:26:17,367 --> 00:26:18,952
'cause once those kids come out,

553
00:26:20,078 --> 00:26:21,329
things change.

554
00:26:23,164 --> 00:26:25,166
Like, do you wanna settle down?

555
00:26:28,295 --> 00:26:30,714
Yeah. Why wouldn't I?

556
00:26:32,757 --> 00:26:36,553
I don't know. I'm--
I'm just inquiring about...

557
00:26:37,095 --> 00:26:42,225
Kind of, it seems to be like
you're leaving a part of yourself behind

558
00:26:42,225 --> 00:26:43,727
or you're sad to, like,

559
00:26:44,394 --> 00:26:46,479
see that lifestyle go.

560
00:26:46,479 --> 00:26:47,814
I'm hap-- I'm--

561
00:26:48,523 --> 00:26:52,694
I've always been willing
to do this for us, you know?

562
00:26:52,694 --> 00:26:54,362
Willing to do what?

563
00:26:54,362 --> 00:26:55,864
Move to Seattle.

564
00:26:56,364 --> 00:26:57,741
Sacrifice what you want?

565
00:26:58,325 --> 00:27:00,702
[chuckles] Don't take it
in that direction.

566
00:27:00,702 --> 00:27:03,079
I'm not sacrificing what I want.

567
00:27:05,206 --> 00:27:07,000
But I am compromising.

568
00:27:07,876 --> 00:27:09,085
Welcome to marriage.

569
00:27:09,085 --> 00:27:12,464
[laughs] I understand that, baby, but...

570
00:27:13,256 --> 00:27:14,341
[Chelsea clears throat]

571
00:27:14,341 --> 00:27:17,469
If we're being honest here,
the compromise coming from this side is

572
00:27:17,469 --> 00:27:18,678
pretty darn big.

573
00:27:21,514 --> 00:27:23,099
I didn't say anything wrong about it.

574
00:27:23,099 --> 00:27:25,685
I just said, "Hey, consider how
I'm feeling in this moment."

575
00:27:25,685 --> 00:27:27,228
That's all I ask. Is that fair?

576
00:27:28,063 --> 00:27:28,897
Considered.

577
00:27:33,276 --> 00:27:34,152
Okay.

578
00:27:34,152 --> 00:27:36,529
- [pop music playing]
<i>- ♪ You wanna say where this will go ♪</i>

579
00:27:36,529 --> 00:27:38,907
[vocalizing]

580
00:27:42,160 --> 00:27:44,204
<i>♪ 'Cause you done crossed a line and ♪</i>

581
00:27:44,204 --> 00:27:46,122
<i>♪ I can't turn a blind eye ♪</i>

582
00:27:46,122 --> 00:27:49,167
<i>♪ Your time is up, is up ♪</i>

583
00:27:49,167 --> 00:27:51,169
<i>♪ You wanna look me in the eyes ♪</i>

584
00:27:51,169 --> 00:27:53,338
<i>♪ Try to test me here tonight ♪</i>

585
00:27:53,338 --> 00:27:55,423
<i>♪ Yeah, I already know ♪</i>

586
00:27:58,051 --> 00:28:00,804
{\an8}- Hello! [laughs]
- [man] Hey!

587
00:28:00,804 --> 00:28:03,223
[cheering]

588
00:28:03,223 --> 00:28:05,266
{\an8}- [Micah] Hi.
- [Paul] Hey, what's up y'all?

589
00:28:05,266 --> 00:28:07,477
{\an8}- How's it going? Paul.
- [man] How you doing, brother?

590
00:28:07,477 --> 00:28:08,520
{\an8}Not bad. Not bad.

591
00:28:09,270 --> 00:28:10,855
{\an8}[Micah] It's my best friend's birthday.

592
00:28:10,855 --> 00:28:13,191
{\an8}And I'm bringing Paul to kind of, like,

593
00:28:13,191 --> 00:28:15,819
{\an8}give him an introduction
to, like, all my friends.

594
00:28:15,819 --> 00:28:17,946
- Have you met Paul? This is Paul.
- Paul. [laughs]

595
00:28:17,946 --> 00:28:21,616
[Micah] By the way, this is my fiancé.
I think I forgot to mention.

596
00:28:21,616 --> 00:28:23,368
Paul's looking like a snack.

597
00:28:23,368 --> 00:28:26,287
And I'm like, "Okay,
as long as I can present him well,

598
00:28:26,287 --> 00:28:28,081
maybe my friends will like him."

599
00:28:28,665 --> 00:28:30,583
- Cheers.
- All right. Cheers.

600
00:28:30,583 --> 00:28:32,544
- Cheers.
- Cheers to... I guess, you guys.

601
00:28:32,544 --> 00:28:35,672
- No, cheers to you! Happy birthday!
- Happy birthday.

602
00:28:35,672 --> 00:28:36,923
But thank you, as well.

603
00:28:36,923 --> 00:28:39,843
[pop music playing]

604
00:28:41,928 --> 00:28:45,557
{\an8}- Wait. Your outfit is so cute.
- Wait, no, but real-life shit.

605
00:28:45,557 --> 00:28:46,474
{\an8}[Paul] What?

606
00:28:46,474 --> 00:28:48,518
{\an8}Do you get to sleep next
to her every night?

607
00:28:48,518 --> 00:28:51,938
It's crazy. It's so crazy.
I love it. [chuckles]

608
00:28:51,938 --> 00:28:56,151
Before actually seeing her,
'cause obviously, she's gorgeous...

609
00:28:56,151 --> 00:28:58,194
- You were just hearing her voice.
- [Micah] Shut up!

610
00:28:58,194 --> 00:29:00,780
What drew you to her?

611
00:29:00,780 --> 00:29:02,699
[Paul] We just would laugh the whole time.

612
00:29:02,699 --> 00:29:04,909
There would be some banter,
and then I'd go, like,

613
00:29:04,909 --> 00:29:07,579
"So, where do you find meaning in life?"
Like, right after that.

614
00:29:07,579 --> 00:29:11,332
To me, it was just one of those things
that was really obvious.

615
00:29:11,332 --> 00:29:13,334
And I would say, like,
I'm a super logical guy,

616
00:29:13,334 --> 00:29:15,545
but with her, I really went with my gut,

617
00:29:15,545 --> 00:29:20,717
like, intuition and how I was feeling.
And yeah, clearly it paid off, you know.

618
00:29:20,717 --> 00:29:23,970
Not to put you on the spot,
but how serious are you?

619
00:29:23,970 --> 00:29:25,597
[chuckles]

620
00:29:25,597 --> 00:29:27,891
I need to know how serious you are.

621
00:29:29,434 --> 00:29:31,311
How serious am I? I think...

622
00:29:35,774 --> 00:29:38,735
I don't really date that casually,
to begin with.

623
00:29:40,445 --> 00:29:42,989
And I sure as hell
don't get engaged casually.

624
00:29:42,989 --> 00:29:44,491
[Shelby] Yeah. Understandable.

625
00:29:44,491 --> 00:29:46,785
- I'm like, "You don't?"
- Yeah. [laughs]

626
00:29:47,410 --> 00:29:51,539
So, I think, uh, with that indicator,
like, it's pretty serious for me.

627
00:29:51,539 --> 00:29:53,541
She's my harshest critic.

628
00:29:53,541 --> 00:29:54,959
Like, anyone I date,

629
00:29:54,959 --> 00:29:58,630
like, has to pass, like,
her test and Micayla too.

630
00:29:58,630 --> 00:30:01,090
Because, I mean,
Shelby has single-handedly,

631
00:30:01,090 --> 00:30:03,259
like, terminated relationships for me.

632
00:30:03,259 --> 00:30:06,429
- A couple of them. I'm not kidding.
- Like single-handedly.

633
00:30:06,429 --> 00:30:08,431
- Because they weren't good people.
- [Paul] Yeah.

634
00:30:08,431 --> 00:30:09,349
And they sucked.

635
00:30:10,809 --> 00:30:15,396
Obviously, it is kind of a skill
to date Micah.

636
00:30:15,396 --> 00:30:18,483
- Oh, I know. I know.
- Are you sure?

637
00:30:18,483 --> 00:30:20,860
'Cause I don't know if you'd be here
right now if you did.

638
00:30:20,860 --> 00:30:23,112
So, I do need to say this.

639
00:30:23,112 --> 00:30:27,492
Like, I know how beautiful she is,
but for someone who has never seen

640
00:30:27,492 --> 00:30:30,245
how she looks
and just hears how she talks, like,

641
00:30:30,245 --> 00:30:32,539
you create something in your head.

642
00:30:32,539 --> 00:30:34,207
- Obviously.
- [Paul] Right.

643
00:30:34,207 --> 00:30:39,212
But was it even close to what...
how she is and what she looks like?

644
00:30:39,212 --> 00:30:41,798
It's so strange, because it's yes and no.

645
00:30:41,798 --> 00:30:44,384
It's kind of hard to explain.
So, the experiment

646
00:30:44,384 --> 00:30:47,387
and the whole experience is,
like, weirdly complex.

647
00:30:47,387 --> 00:30:48,471
[Micah] He's a scientist.

648
00:30:48,471 --> 00:30:51,224
- That's why he talks in these big, long--
- Yeah, sorry. [laughs]

649
00:30:51,224 --> 00:30:54,227
This whole, like, articulate manner. Yeah.

650
00:30:54,227 --> 00:30:57,021
[Micayla] It's weird.
I don't know how I feel about it.

651
00:30:57,689 --> 00:30:59,607
We're not used to that. [chuckles]

652
00:30:59,607 --> 00:31:02,527
I'm just getting roasted now.
Welcome to the roast of Paul.

653
00:31:02,527 --> 00:31:06,239
Shelby makes, like, a first impression,
and it's just, like, boom.

654
00:31:06,239 --> 00:31:08,700
- [Micayla] Oh, yeah. I mean...
- She's not wrong.

655
00:31:08,700 --> 00:31:11,995
Either way, I'll have something
a little bitchy to say at some point.

656
00:31:11,995 --> 00:31:13,037
[both laugh]

657
00:31:13,037 --> 00:31:14,289
[Shelby] So keep it up.

658
00:31:15,164 --> 00:31:16,875
I'm serious about it, though. [chuckles]

659
00:31:19,377 --> 00:31:22,964
Don't say that kind of stuff to me.
I'll get pissed.

660
00:31:24,382 --> 00:31:25,884
She's easily angered.

661
00:31:26,759 --> 00:31:30,305
- I mean, can't say that I care.
- Don't be like that.

662
00:31:30,805 --> 00:31:32,724
I don't know. I mean, I don't.

663
00:31:35,894 --> 00:31:38,313
- I mean, you should.
- I care for you.

664
00:31:44,485 --> 00:31:47,238
That's, like,
really the worst attitude to have.

665
00:31:47,238 --> 00:31:50,491
If you don't care about what she says,
that's, like, a major issue.

666
00:31:50,491 --> 00:31:53,870
No. I 100% do, but I'm not gonna
take it personally is what I'm saying.

667
00:31:53,870 --> 00:31:56,039
Oh, you don't take her
little comments personally?

668
00:31:56,039 --> 00:31:58,082
But you should care
how she feels about you.

669
00:31:58,082 --> 00:32:00,752
Yeah, yeah, so, that's true. For sure.

670
00:32:06,799 --> 00:32:07,926
Anyways.

671
00:32:10,303 --> 00:32:11,554
[laughs]

672
00:32:12,138 --> 00:32:14,474
We need shots. Where's the bartender?

673
00:32:14,474 --> 00:32:16,184
I think I have to
let y'all take this shot.

674
00:32:16,184 --> 00:32:17,560
I'm gonna run to the restroom.

675
00:32:20,271 --> 00:32:21,230
Micah, Micah.

676
00:32:22,231 --> 00:32:23,775
- Yes.
- Are you in love with him?

677
00:32:24,359 --> 00:32:26,110
Yeah, 100%.

678
00:32:26,110 --> 00:32:29,072
I don't know. It just feels like
it's what it's supposed to feel like

679
00:32:29,072 --> 00:32:31,699
when you find, like,
your other half, I guess.

680
00:32:32,408 --> 00:32:34,619
That sounds crazy coming out of me.

681
00:32:34,619 --> 00:32:36,496
- I can't even say...
- [Shelby] Sounds crazy.

682
00:32:36,496 --> 00:32:39,248
Yeah. I know. That kind of makes me sick.

683
00:32:39,248 --> 00:32:42,627
I know. I didn't know
I could talk like that. Sometimes--

684
00:32:42,627 --> 00:32:43,795
Look at Shelby.

685
00:32:43,795 --> 00:32:45,964
- Shelby's like, "I've never heard--"
- I know.

686
00:32:45,964 --> 00:32:47,799
I've never heard you talk like that.

687
00:32:47,799 --> 00:32:49,676
[Micayla] No, like, I really like him.

688
00:32:49,676 --> 00:32:51,761
I know. He's, like, so great, right?

689
00:32:54,180 --> 00:32:56,474
- You're not sure.
- Yeah. She really isn't.

690
00:32:56,474 --> 00:32:57,892
I'm 100% not with it.

691
00:33:00,061 --> 00:33:03,272
- You're not with it at all?
- No, not at all.

692
00:33:04,232 --> 00:33:05,692
- You're not with it?
- [Shelby] No.

693
00:33:05,692 --> 00:33:06,776
You don't like him?

694
00:33:06,776 --> 00:33:08,611
[Shelby] He's extremely nice.

695
00:33:09,195 --> 00:33:12,865
He's the best guy ever... right now.

696
00:33:12,865 --> 00:33:14,575
[man] What do you think of Paul?

697
00:33:16,077 --> 00:33:16,953
[laughs]

698
00:33:21,124 --> 00:33:22,542
You're a hater.

699
00:33:22,542 --> 00:33:24,335
I'm not a hater.

700
00:33:25,378 --> 00:33:27,046
I'm the most protective person of Micah

701
00:33:27,046 --> 00:33:29,882
because that's my best friend
in the entire world.

702
00:33:29,882 --> 00:33:34,053
And I will never not be skeptical
because of how I feel about her.

703
00:33:34,053 --> 00:33:37,390
And I've been there for so much.

704
00:33:37,890 --> 00:33:40,351
And I just think that I need more.

705
00:33:41,227 --> 00:33:42,145
I need more.

706
00:33:45,064 --> 00:33:47,692
- You're not into it?
- No.

707
00:33:47,692 --> 00:33:48,985
Are you being serious?

708
00:33:51,029 --> 00:33:55,408
I just feel like
that this wasn't meant for you.

709
00:33:57,410 --> 00:34:02,874
Like, you're meant to have
the most spectacular everything.

710
00:34:03,374 --> 00:34:06,252
You're Micah.
And I think you deserve that.

711
00:34:09,297 --> 00:34:11,424
You're meant to have
the best wedding of your life.

712
00:34:11,424 --> 00:34:14,802
[sobbing] You're meant to have all this,
and this isn't it.

713
00:34:14,802 --> 00:34:19,474
- ["Never Surrender" by Liv Ash playing]
- <i>♪ We're a phoenix rising ♪</i>

714
00:34:19,474 --> 00:34:22,894
<i>♪ From the ashes fighting... ♪</i>

715
00:34:22,894 --> 00:34:24,270
But this isn't it.

716
00:34:26,064 --> 00:34:27,231
This isn't it.

717
00:34:28,566 --> 00:34:33,071
<i>♪ Ooh-ooh, this is our battle ♪</i>

718
00:34:33,071 --> 00:34:36,199
<i>♪ Living for tomorrow ♪</i>

719
00:34:37,200 --> 00:34:41,704
<i>♪ We'll never, never surrender ♪</i>

720
00:34:42,205 --> 00:34:44,082
{\an8}["Up All Night" by CURIO playing]

721
00:34:46,209 --> 00:34:48,795
<i>♪ I wanna have fun, wanna have fun ♪</i>

722
00:34:48,795 --> 00:34:50,880
<i>♪ Wanna have it, I stay all night ♪</i>

723
00:34:50,880 --> 00:34:54,509
<i>♪ I wanna have fun
Wanna have fun, wanna have fun... ♪</i>

724
00:34:54,509 --> 00:34:56,511
{\an8}Thank you for wearing pink
for my birthday.

725
00:34:56,511 --> 00:34:59,430
{\an8}- [laughs] You're welcome.
- Very sweet of you.

726
00:34:59,430 --> 00:35:02,350
Yeah. I'm glad it came out
the way you wanted it to.

727
00:35:02,850 --> 00:35:04,894
- You came out the way I wanted you to.
- [laughs]

728
00:35:04,894 --> 00:35:06,604
{\an8}[laughing]

729
00:35:06,604 --> 00:35:08,272
{\an8}- [Kwame] What's up? What's up?
- Hello!

730
00:35:08,272 --> 00:35:10,817
[shouting]

731
00:35:10,817 --> 00:35:12,735
- How are you, man?
- [Chelsea] Oh, my goodness!

732
00:35:12,735 --> 00:35:15,822
- [Tiffany] Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes!
- How are you?

733
00:35:15,822 --> 00:35:17,824
I've missed you so much.

734
00:35:17,824 --> 00:35:20,326
It's Chelsea's birthday.
We're all getting together.

735
00:35:20,326 --> 00:35:22,411
- It's my birthday!
- [laughs]

736
00:35:22,411 --> 00:35:23,996
[Kwame] I'm happy to see everybody.

737
00:35:23,996 --> 00:35:26,040
We had incredible times
in the pods together.

738
00:35:26,040 --> 00:35:28,543
{\an8}I'm very curious to see a lot of people
that I really missed.

739
00:35:28,543 --> 00:35:30,378
{\an8}To see how everybody's doing.

740
00:35:30,378 --> 00:35:31,712
So, tonight's a celebration.

741
00:35:31,712 --> 00:35:33,089
I just have to say...

742
00:35:33,089 --> 00:35:35,216
- [Kwame] What's up?
- I just really like Paul's style.

743
00:35:35,216 --> 00:35:38,886
- [laughs] This is recently created.
- [Micah] No. You don't like Paul's style.

744
00:35:38,886 --> 00:35:41,222
- You like my style on Paul.
- [laughs] Oh, okay.

745
00:35:41,222 --> 00:35:42,890
[Micah] Paul doesn't have style.

746
00:35:43,474 --> 00:35:45,893
- Look like a Silicon Valley millionaire.
- [laughs] You're mine.

747
00:35:45,893 --> 00:35:47,395
[laughs] You know what I'm saying?

748
00:35:47,395 --> 00:35:50,231
["Swangin and Bangin"
by Crocodile Q playing]

749
00:35:50,231 --> 00:35:51,149
{\an8}Hey.

750
00:35:52,316 --> 00:35:54,068
[Paul chuckles] Look at this guy.

751
00:35:54,068 --> 00:35:56,070
- Wait.
- [Kwame] Wait.

752
00:35:56,070 --> 00:35:57,238
[laughing]

753
00:35:57,238 --> 00:35:58,156
Who is this?

754
00:35:58,156 --> 00:35:59,073
[Kwame] Josh Demas.

755
00:35:59,073 --> 00:36:00,616
- What?!
- [Tiffany] No!

756
00:36:00,616 --> 00:36:02,618
He made it back. How the fuck... [chuckles]

757
00:36:02,618 --> 00:36:04,662
I'm back. You feel me? [laughs]

758
00:36:04,662 --> 00:36:05,580
[laughing]

759
00:36:05,580 --> 00:36:08,916
[Brett] Seeing Josh D, that was a shock.

760
00:36:08,916 --> 00:36:12,044
{\an8}It's like the ultimate plot twist.

761
00:36:12,545 --> 00:36:14,255
{\an8}[screaming]

762
00:36:14,255 --> 00:36:15,464
{\an8}Hi, guys.

763
00:36:15,464 --> 00:36:17,508
{\an8}- Hey.
- [Micah] Oh, my God. You're back?

764
00:36:17,508 --> 00:36:19,385
- [shouting]
- [laughing]

765
00:36:19,385 --> 00:36:21,012
Oh, my God, are you okay?

766
00:36:21,012 --> 00:36:24,015
- [laughs] Are you okay?
- It's literally insane.

767
00:36:24,015 --> 00:36:26,142
- What are the fucking odds?
- [Chelsea laughing]

768
00:36:26,142 --> 00:36:27,560
Oh!

769
00:36:27,560 --> 00:36:30,062
[laughing]

770
00:36:30,062 --> 00:36:32,690
What the fuck, baby? [laughing]

771
00:36:32,690 --> 00:36:34,483
I'm so happy for you.

772
00:36:34,483 --> 00:36:37,653
- It's crazy. I don't know what I'm doing.
- I know.

773
00:36:38,905 --> 00:36:42,033
I am so shocked to see Bliss and Zack.

774
00:36:42,033 --> 00:36:44,952
- Your face lights up the whole room.
- I could not be happier right now.

775
00:36:44,952 --> 00:36:46,662
- Thank you. [laughing]
- [Micah] I agree.

776
00:36:46,662 --> 00:36:48,789
The fact that he was able
to chase after her

777
00:36:48,789 --> 00:36:51,584
and, you know, get her to get back
on board with him

778
00:36:51,584 --> 00:36:53,211
is, like, really magical.

779
00:36:53,211 --> 00:36:55,213
Cheers to Zack and Bliss.

780
00:36:55,213 --> 00:36:58,507
I wish you all the luck. [laughs]

781
00:36:58,507 --> 00:37:00,676
Delete it. [laughing]

782
00:37:03,888 --> 00:37:05,640
[laughing]

783
00:37:05,640 --> 00:37:08,017
- ["Dangerous Youth" playing]
<i>- ♪ Everybody get down ♪</i>

784
00:37:08,017 --> 00:37:10,186
<i>♪ I'm blowing up on the bar... ♪</i>

785
00:37:10,186 --> 00:37:12,688
[laughing]

786
00:37:13,272 --> 00:37:14,649
{\an8}<i>♪ Don't stop... ♪</i>

787
00:37:14,649 --> 00:37:18,361
{\an8}- [Josh] Oh! Whoa! Man!
- [man] What's going on?

788
00:37:18,361 --> 00:37:21,364
Oh, my God. Where the hell is Jackie?

789
00:37:21,364 --> 00:37:23,658
- [Josh] Oh!
- [laughing]

790
00:37:23,658 --> 00:37:26,369
[Chelsea] He's by himself.
He's by himself.

791
00:37:27,078 --> 00:37:28,329
- Marsh.

792
00:37:28,329 --> 00:37:29,497
- What's up?
- Marshy.

793
00:37:29,497 --> 00:37:31,499
- [Marshall] It's your birthday?
- It's my birthday.

794
00:37:31,499 --> 00:37:33,209
- Happy birthday.
- [Chelsea] Thank you.

795
00:37:33,209 --> 00:37:35,253
Yes, yes, of course, of course.
Hey, what's up?

796
00:37:35,253 --> 00:37:37,672
- What's up? Hey, what's up?
- [laughing]

797
00:37:37,672 --> 00:37:38,839
- [Marshall] Bliss?
- Yeah.

798
00:37:38,839 --> 00:37:40,549
What's up? Hey!

799
00:37:40,549 --> 00:37:42,260
- Nice to finally meet you.
- You too.

800
00:37:42,260 --> 00:37:45,221
- You all good? You good?
- Yeah, we're good. We're engaged.

801
00:37:45,221 --> 00:37:47,640
- Oh, shit! Congratulations.
- [Bliss] Yeah. Thanks.

802
00:37:47,640 --> 00:37:48,557
That's what's up.

803
00:37:49,141 --> 00:37:51,811
- Hey, hey, are we back in the pods?
- [Paul] I know.

804
00:37:51,811 --> 00:37:55,982
I see B Nasty out here. Hey, hey, Kwame.

805
00:37:55,982 --> 00:37:57,692
- Is this B Nasty?
- [Kwame laughing] Yeah.

806
00:37:57,692 --> 00:37:59,694
You're like, "I'm being nasty."

807
00:37:59,694 --> 00:38:02,154
- Oh!
- [all laughing]

808
00:38:02,154 --> 00:38:03,447
[Chelsea] What's going on?

809
00:38:03,447 --> 00:38:05,491
Uh, we had a falling out.

810
00:38:06,409 --> 00:38:07,868
[exhales, clears throat]

811
00:38:07,868 --> 00:38:08,869
[clicks tongue]

812
00:38:08,869 --> 00:38:11,080
- She's on her way. We talked about it.
- Okay. Okay.

813
00:38:11,080 --> 00:38:14,542
But I don't really know
where we stand after this.

814
00:38:15,459 --> 00:38:17,712
Uh, it's, you know,
ebbs and flows to this.

815
00:38:17,712 --> 00:38:19,630
- It is. It is. It is.
<i>-</i> It's... Yeah.

816
00:38:19,630 --> 00:38:21,465
- [clears throat] That's normal.
- Yeah.

817
00:38:21,465 --> 00:38:23,301
Yeah, we'll be fine. You know?

818
00:38:23,301 --> 00:38:28,139
I know. I just hope you can get some...
You know, feed off the energy, you know.

819
00:38:28,723 --> 00:38:30,808
- Get your spirits up a little bit.
- Yeah. Absolutely.

820
00:38:30,808 --> 00:38:33,853
Feel the love of the community.
We're all supporting you guys.

821
00:38:33,853 --> 00:38:34,770
[Josh laughs]

822
00:38:34,770 --> 00:38:36,897
- What the hell is with this dude?
- I don't know.

823
00:38:36,897 --> 00:38:39,317
This is what we had
to deal with every day. [laughs]

824
00:38:39,317 --> 00:38:40,860
I was like, "And you are?"

825
00:38:40,860 --> 00:38:42,153
Send him home again.

826
00:38:42,153 --> 00:38:44,780
- Again.
- [laughing]

827
00:38:45,364 --> 00:38:46,991
How are you and Chelsea doing?

828
00:38:46,991 --> 00:38:49,160
- We're really good.
- [Tiffany] You are?

829
00:38:49,160 --> 00:38:50,369
Yeah. I love her.

830
00:38:50,369 --> 00:38:54,040
I don't think that there's a person
who is both internally and externally

831
00:38:54,040 --> 00:38:56,500
a better fit for me than Chelsea is.

832
00:38:56,500 --> 00:38:58,544
- I believe that, you know.
- [Tiffany] Yeah.

833
00:38:58,544 --> 00:39:00,546
[laughing]

834
00:39:00,546 --> 00:39:03,049
[Kwame] The biggest thing on my mind
is changing our lifestyle.

835
00:39:03,049 --> 00:39:04,508
Our lifestyles are so different.

836
00:39:04,508 --> 00:39:05,593
[Tiffany] How so?

837
00:39:05,593 --> 00:39:09,555
Right, like, she goes into work
about seven to seven.

838
00:39:09,555 --> 00:39:12,058
- Right? She's there most of the week.
- Uh, yeah.

839
00:39:12,058 --> 00:39:13,351
[Kwame] She has a dog.

840
00:39:13,351 --> 00:39:16,645
And she lives in Seattle, you know.
A few of these things to consider.

841
00:39:16,645 --> 00:39:17,646
[Tiffany] Mm-hmm.

842
00:39:17,646 --> 00:39:20,399
I don't mind transitioning
into that lifestyle.

843
00:39:20,399 --> 00:39:23,319
- [Tiffany] Mm-hmm.
- I don't mind having a dog at home.

844
00:39:23,319 --> 00:39:26,197
And, you know,
waiting for my wife or fiancée,

845
00:39:26,197 --> 00:39:28,824
you know, at home and prepping dinner.

846
00:39:28,824 --> 00:39:33,454
But, like, I feel as though I'm somebody
who tends to compromise a lot, right?

847
00:39:34,038 --> 00:39:37,750
- Ooh. Okay. Yeah. I feel you.
- [laughs] You know?

848
00:39:37,750 --> 00:39:40,544
And that's what I'm trying not to do here.

849
00:39:40,544 --> 00:39:43,506
But also trying to make sure
that the amount or level of energy

850
00:39:43,506 --> 00:39:48,427
that I put into making this situation work
is something that will be healthy for me,

851
00:39:48,427 --> 00:39:52,556
and will make me happy
ten, 15, 20 years down the line.

852
00:39:52,556 --> 00:39:55,518
- You have to be sure about what you want.
- Yeah.

853
00:39:55,518 --> 00:40:00,398
And even if that's not it,
it doesn't make each other the bad person.

854
00:40:00,398 --> 00:40:04,485
It's just sometimes
your lives aren't aligned

855
00:40:04,485 --> 00:40:07,196
to what you want in the future.

856
00:40:07,196 --> 00:40:09,240
- Or where you see yourself.
- Yeah.

857
00:40:15,246 --> 00:40:17,415
It was honestly kind of a mess in Mexico.

858
00:40:17,415 --> 00:40:22,503
Like, Zack pretty quickly was,
you know, I think, thinking about you.

859
00:40:23,003 --> 00:40:27,425
Um, I know she was very quickly,
like, not interested in him.

860
00:40:27,425 --> 00:40:32,388
And she was, like, coming on to Paul.
I've heard, like, really awful stuff.

861
00:40:32,388 --> 00:40:36,934
And, you know, I even had a conversation
with her, you know, after Mexico.

862
00:40:36,934 --> 00:40:41,981
And I sat her down and I was like,
"First of all... no."

863
00:40:41,981 --> 00:40:44,275
Like, it's just you were her only friend.

864
00:40:44,275 --> 00:40:47,736
- No, I know.
- She ostracized herself from everyone.

865
00:40:47,736 --> 00:40:49,655
She had no one. I was her lifeline.

866
00:40:49,655 --> 00:40:52,700
For her to do that to you, that really
speaks to the type of person she is.

867
00:40:52,700 --> 00:40:54,285
Everyone can grow and learn,

868
00:40:54,285 --> 00:40:56,912
and I hope that for her,
but that's just, like, so horrible.

869
00:40:57,079 --> 00:40:58,622
I'm so sorry that she did that.

870
00:40:58,622 --> 00:41:02,084
Yeah, I appreciate that. I remember
when I was talking to her, like,

871
00:41:02,084 --> 00:41:05,588
the first point of business was
I wanted to be like, "What the heck?"

872
00:41:05,588 --> 00:41:07,923
"Why would you do that with Paul?
How could you do that?"

873
00:41:07,923 --> 00:41:10,968
More importantly, I was like,
"You know, Irina, at some point,

874
00:41:10,968 --> 00:41:13,429
you have to look at the situation
and be like,

875
00:41:13,429 --> 00:41:16,682
when there's, you know,15, 30 people
all feeling the same way about you,

876
00:41:16,682 --> 00:41:19,810
at some point, you have to realize
maybe it's you, not them."

877
00:41:20,644 --> 00:41:21,645
Hi.

878
00:41:21,645 --> 00:41:23,689
- There he is.
- [Bliss chuckles]

879
00:41:26,567 --> 00:41:29,320
- [Micah laughs]
- Anyway. [laughs]

880
00:41:29,320 --> 00:41:32,531
- Mouth full of salmon. Bliss.
- [Bliss laughing]

881
00:41:32,531 --> 00:41:33,824
[laughing]

882
00:41:33,824 --> 00:41:35,910
- Hello.
- She likes the salmon taste.

883
00:41:35,910 --> 00:41:37,745
- [laughing]
- [Bliss] I know.

884
00:41:37,745 --> 00:41:39,330
[Zack] I'll top you guys off.

885
00:41:40,039 --> 00:41:41,332
He is really sweet.

886
00:41:41,332 --> 00:41:43,542
I think that
he is a really genuine person.

887
00:41:43,542 --> 00:41:44,460
He is.

888
00:41:44,460 --> 00:41:48,464
If you want this with him,
I feel like it will work, you know.

889
00:41:48,464 --> 00:41:49,673
Yeah.

890
00:41:51,383 --> 00:41:55,095
Couple of nights ago, Jackie told me
that she wanted more from me.

891
00:41:55,679 --> 00:41:58,015
She needed more from me.
She wants me to be more aggressive.

892
00:41:58,015 --> 00:41:58,933
[Brett] Mm-hmm.

893
00:41:58,933 --> 00:42:02,353
Let her tell it, she wants me
to be more aggressive in the bedroom.

894
00:42:02,353 --> 00:42:03,562
[Brett] Mm-hmm.

895
00:42:05,022 --> 00:42:07,233
You know, somebody who
will slap her around a little bit.

896
00:42:07,233 --> 00:42:09,443
- Not physically, but like-- yeah.
- Drama.

897
00:42:09,443 --> 00:42:12,238
- Drama. Mm-hmm.
- Not who I am. It's never who I will be.

898
00:42:12,238 --> 00:42:14,156
She wants that toxic kind of love.

899
00:42:14,156 --> 00:42:17,826
And I recognize it, 'cause I've dealt
with women like that before.

900
00:42:17,826 --> 00:42:22,331
I'm the first real man in their life
who treats them like something.

901
00:42:22,331 --> 00:42:23,582
[Brett] Yep.

902
00:42:23,582 --> 00:42:27,127
And I never thought
that it would be... this bad.

903
00:42:27,920 --> 00:42:29,380
The self-sabotaging.

904
00:42:29,380 --> 00:42:30,548
[Brett] Hmm.

905
00:42:31,131 --> 00:42:33,968
It's hard because
I do genuinely love this girl.

906
00:42:35,052 --> 00:42:37,638
I think from the start in the pods,
me and you always been good.

907
00:42:37,638 --> 00:42:39,640
You know, so,
thank you for opening up to me.

908
00:42:39,640 --> 00:42:41,100
- I've opened up to you.
- Yeah.

909
00:42:41,100 --> 00:42:44,353
With that being said, you are a good dude.

910
00:42:44,353 --> 00:42:45,980
You're trying to do the best.

911
00:42:45,980 --> 00:42:49,275
You're trying to show her
what the life with you could be like.

912
00:42:49,775 --> 00:42:52,027
This is who you are.
This is what you're about.

913
00:42:52,861 --> 00:42:56,115
And if she's not ready for that,
then she is just not ready for that.

914
00:42:56,115 --> 00:42:57,616
She wants to be with me.

915
00:42:58,117 --> 00:42:59,994
She fucks with me tough.
That's what she says.

916
00:42:59,994 --> 00:43:01,328
She never told me she loves me.

917
00:43:02,371 --> 00:43:04,873
- She tells me that she cares about me.
- Hmm.

918
00:43:04,873 --> 00:43:08,127
And so, now, I'm just like, kind of,
like, between a rock and a hard place

919
00:43:08,127 --> 00:43:09,837
because I don't know what that means.

920
00:43:09,837 --> 00:43:11,755
And we're two weeks away from the wedding

921
00:43:11,755 --> 00:43:14,341
that I could potentially
be left at the altar.

922
00:43:14,925 --> 00:43:17,136
- We all came here for marriage, right?
- Yeah.

923
00:43:17,636 --> 00:43:19,888
- I wanna be married.
- [Brett] Mm-hmm.

924
00:43:19,888 --> 00:43:21,599
I wanna walk away with a marriage.

925
00:43:23,392 --> 00:43:25,394
["Down on Your Knees"
by Andy Powell playing]

926
00:43:25,394 --> 00:43:27,313
<i>♪ Spin a web, spill your secrets... ♪</i>

927
00:43:27,313 --> 00:43:29,273
Whew!

928
00:43:29,273 --> 00:43:30,983
<i>♪ And take a drink, you will see ♪</i>

929
00:43:30,983 --> 00:43:33,360
<i>♪ Get down on your knees
And tell me you love me... ♪</i>

930
00:43:33,360 --> 00:43:36,155
- [Micah] Jack. Hello!
- [cheering]

931
00:43:36,155 --> 00:43:37,072
Hi.

932
00:43:37,072 --> 00:43:37,990
[Micah] Hi.

933
00:43:37,990 --> 00:43:40,868
- Keep it together. You're good.
- [Marshall] Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.

934
00:43:41,535 --> 00:43:42,703
- [Brett] You're good.
- Yeah.

935
00:43:42,703 --> 00:43:44,038
You look so hot.

936
00:43:44,038 --> 00:43:46,373
- [Micah] Queen!
- Thank you. I had to.

937
00:43:46,373 --> 00:43:49,084
- [Bliss] Jackie, I know how you feel.
- [Jackelina] Hi. How are you?

938
00:43:49,084 --> 00:43:50,544
[Brett] Hundred percent...

939
00:43:51,128 --> 00:43:53,464
Hi, you. How are you?

940
00:43:53,464 --> 00:43:55,841
- Good. How you doing?
- [Jackelina] I'm okay, babe.

941
00:43:57,509 --> 00:43:59,511
[Marshall] Do you wanna
wear my coat? Here.

942
00:43:59,511 --> 00:44:01,847
No, because it's gonna ruin my outfit.

943
00:44:02,473 --> 00:44:04,308
But you not about to catch a cold.

944
00:44:04,308 --> 00:44:08,020
I'll be fine. No. I'll be fine.
You're ruining my vibe.

945
00:44:08,020 --> 00:44:10,064
- Girl, put this on.
- [clicks tongue] Marshall.

946
00:44:10,731 --> 00:44:13,484
- I have plenty of--
- It's messing up my...

947
00:44:13,484 --> 00:44:15,736
- You look good, actually.
- Thanks.

948
00:44:15,736 --> 00:44:17,279
[woman] I'm so excited about it.

949
00:44:17,988 --> 00:44:20,324
- You look good.
- Thank you. Bye.

950
00:44:21,867 --> 00:44:24,828
I came here trying to find love,
and I got screwed over.

951
00:44:24,828 --> 00:44:26,747
But I was really in love with Jackie,

952
00:44:26,747 --> 00:44:29,083
and I was scared of, like,
really putting myself out there.

953
00:44:30,876 --> 00:44:32,419
- Marshall's amazing.
- [Paul] He is.

954
00:44:32,419 --> 00:44:37,216
And, like, I didn't come back here
to, like, fuck him over or anything.

955
00:44:37,216 --> 00:44:39,593
I just came back here
to see my friends. But like...

956
00:44:40,552 --> 00:44:42,638
Do I put Marshall before how I feel?

957
00:44:44,223 --> 00:44:48,352
I honestly think
that he put himself before how I feel.

958
00:44:48,352 --> 00:44:49,687
Hmm.

959
00:44:49,687 --> 00:44:51,522
It's been eating at me on the inside.

960
00:44:51,522 --> 00:44:54,316
- Yeah.
- I'm gonna lay it out there with Jackie.

961
00:44:55,317 --> 00:44:56,527
And whatever happens, happens.

962
00:44:57,653 --> 00:44:58,737
Marshall's a good guy.

963
00:44:58,737 --> 00:45:00,614
But I'm good
at stirring the pot, motherfucker.

964
00:45:00,614 --> 00:45:02,574
[laughing]

965
00:45:02,574 --> 00:45:05,035
["Right Man in the Wrong World"
by Chøppersaurus playing]

966
00:45:06,662 --> 00:45:07,996
[laughing]

967
00:45:12,251 --> 00:45:15,462
- Ooh, this is good. This is good.
- [Chelsea] It's good, huh?

968
00:45:15,462 --> 00:45:17,965
I like this.
I'm gonna need, like, four or five.

969
00:45:17,965 --> 00:45:19,591
- Hi.
- [Josh] What's up?

970
00:45:19,591 --> 00:45:22,219
- How are you? How are you?
- [Josh] How you doing.

971
00:45:22,219 --> 00:45:23,345
[Jackelina] Good.

972
00:45:23,345 --> 00:45:25,347
Isn't it weird, like, meeting everybody?

973
00:45:25,347 --> 00:45:26,974
- So weird.
- Like, having the voices.

974
00:45:26,974 --> 00:45:28,267
The voices. It's trippy.

975
00:45:28,267 --> 00:45:29,893
That shit's crazy!

976
00:45:29,893 --> 00:45:32,479
- [Tiffany laughs] Crazy!
- That shit is crazy.

977
00:45:32,479 --> 00:45:33,731
What you all sippin' on?

978
00:45:33,731 --> 00:45:36,275
[Tiffany] It's cool actually
putting the voice with the face.

979
00:45:36,275 --> 00:45:38,610
Like, it's now coming to me.

980
00:45:38,610 --> 00:45:43,198
- Oh! Oh! Is it? Is it now? Is it?
- [Tiffany] Oh! Yeah! Yeah.

981
00:45:43,198 --> 00:45:46,160
[Tiffany] 'Cause it's like,
you kind of drag out, like, your words.

982
00:45:46,160 --> 00:45:49,079
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Girl, show me what you look like.

983
00:45:49,079 --> 00:45:50,497
What you talking about?

984
00:45:50,497 --> 00:45:52,040
He never talked like that.

985
00:45:52,666 --> 00:45:53,500
That's a lie.

986
00:45:53,500 --> 00:45:57,421
What the hell are you talking about?
I was all-- I kept it real.

987
00:45:57,421 --> 00:45:58,630
[laughing]

988
00:46:00,340 --> 00:46:03,635
In the pods, he was like,
"I'm a certified lover boy."

989
00:46:03,635 --> 00:46:06,346
- I was like, "Oh, my God."
- I am. I'm a certified lover boy.

990
00:46:06,346 --> 00:46:08,766
- [Bliss] Who certified you?
- I'm a certified tequila boy.

991
00:46:08,766 --> 00:46:11,727
[Tiffany] I was like,
"Okay, Drake. I see you. I see you."

992
00:46:11,727 --> 00:46:15,105
Are you feeling me?
I'm a certified everything. You feel me?

993
00:46:15,105 --> 00:46:17,941
- I'm a certified... Yeah.
- I love that. I love that.

994
00:46:17,941 --> 00:46:20,027
- Ooh. Ooh.
- [Jackelina laughing]

995
00:46:20,027 --> 00:46:23,238
- No, no.
- She lying like shit. [chuckles]

996
00:46:27,701 --> 00:46:29,453
Oh!

997
00:46:30,162 --> 00:46:32,372
How's everything going? How are you?

998
00:46:32,372 --> 00:46:34,541
Things are good.
Things are really good, actually.

999
00:46:34,541 --> 00:46:37,085
- I'm a dog dad now.
- You are?

1000
00:46:37,085 --> 00:46:40,964
Yeah, I walk Rocky three times a day,
um, before Chelsea gets home.

1001
00:46:40,964 --> 00:46:42,382
Paul could never.

1002
00:46:42,382 --> 00:46:43,509
[laughs]

1003
00:46:43,509 --> 00:46:45,469
Dude, like, things are good.

1004
00:46:45,469 --> 00:46:47,638
- I mean, um...
- Good. I'm happy.

1005
00:46:47,638 --> 00:46:50,891
Someone asked me tonight, "Oh, yeah.
You're going into your wedding day."

1006
00:46:50,891 --> 00:46:53,685
"You gonna say yes?"
I'm like, "Don't fucking ask me that."

1007
00:46:53,685 --> 00:46:55,312
- That's, like, you know...
- Yeah.

1008
00:46:55,896 --> 00:46:59,191
I feel like you're being so, like, genuine
'cause we feel the same, like...

1009
00:46:59,191 --> 00:47:00,776
- Yeah.
- It's hard.

1010
00:47:00,776 --> 00:47:04,696
Paul and I are, like...
We are always so, like, happy together.

1011
00:47:04,696 --> 00:47:07,699
But, like, trust me,
it's not all rainbows and sunshine.

1012
00:47:09,117 --> 00:47:11,870
[Kwame] When I think about
our wedding day's coming up.

1013
00:47:12,746 --> 00:47:15,791
There's a small part of me freaks out.
You know what I mean?

1014
00:47:15,791 --> 00:47:19,837
Like, no matter how sure I could feel
about a person, it's like it's--

1015
00:47:19,837 --> 00:47:21,004
How would you not?

1016
00:47:21,004 --> 00:47:23,507
Like, do you think
that you made the right choice?

1017
00:47:27,010 --> 00:47:28,720
You can be honest with me.

1018
00:47:29,638 --> 00:47:31,473
[Micah] I feel like I'm very

1019
00:47:32,808 --> 00:47:34,434
unsure but hopeful.

1020
00:47:34,434 --> 00:47:35,352
Yeah.

1021
00:47:35,978 --> 00:47:38,814
- Not to turn the question around, but...
- Yeah.

1022
00:47:38,814 --> 00:47:42,609
Like, why is that something
that you would wanna ask? Like...

1023
00:47:43,402 --> 00:47:45,487
- Do you...
- [both laugh]

1024
00:47:45,487 --> 00:47:48,323
Do you feel like you're questioning? Like...

1025
00:47:48,323 --> 00:47:50,409
[laughs] Um...

1026
00:47:50,409 --> 00:47:52,035
[laughing] Uh...

1027
00:47:53,912 --> 00:47:57,291
Chelsea is a person that I could really
see myself with for the rest of my life.

1028
00:47:57,291 --> 00:47:59,001
I love who she is as a person.

1029
00:47:59,001 --> 00:48:01,628
But Micah has a special place in my heart.

1030
00:48:01,628 --> 00:48:04,423
She-- She... will always.

1031
00:48:04,423 --> 00:48:07,050
We just have this,
like, very seamless connection.

1032
00:48:07,050 --> 00:48:08,468
There's, like, no pressure to it.

1033
00:48:08,468 --> 00:48:11,471
There's, like, no overwhelming pressure
on the shoulders.

1034
00:48:11,471 --> 00:48:13,140
And in this experiment,

1035
00:48:13,140 --> 00:48:15,934
you wanna make sure that you
are not leaving anything on the table,

1036
00:48:15,934 --> 00:48:19,730
as we kind of, like, lean
into the last stretch before wedding day.

1037
00:48:19,730 --> 00:48:24,443
I was just thinking, in the beginning
of our stages getting to know each other,

1038
00:48:24,443 --> 00:48:27,029
things were so easy and natural. You know?

1039
00:48:27,029 --> 00:48:31,575
One hundred percent.
I remember you were my number one

1040
00:48:31,575 --> 00:48:33,994
for, like, day after day
after day after day.

1041
00:48:33,994 --> 00:48:35,037
I know.

1042
00:48:35,037 --> 00:48:39,499
I don't know. I feel like even after,
like, all the crap we've been through,

1043
00:48:39,499 --> 00:48:42,377
like, I was so excited to talk to you.

1044
00:48:42,377 --> 00:48:44,588
And I, like... I still feel that.

1045
00:48:44,588 --> 00:48:47,549
Like, when I see you, there's,
like, there's so much electricity.

1046
00:48:47,549 --> 00:48:49,676
I feel like we have so much potential.

1047
00:48:49,676 --> 00:48:52,512
- Yeah. Yeah.
- [Micah] I care about you.

1048
00:48:52,512 --> 00:48:55,807
I think about you. I worry about you.
I'm hoping that you're happy.

1049
00:48:55,807 --> 00:48:59,144
Like, I do really, like, feel, like,

1050
00:48:59,144 --> 00:49:02,856
that intense, like, care
for you that I always did.

1051
00:49:02,856 --> 00:49:06,985
Yeah, I get that.
Um, and I feel the same way for you.

1052
00:49:10,364 --> 00:49:13,659
That is obvious.
That is obvious to me that I love her.

1053
00:49:13,659 --> 00:49:15,160
Like, it is not a question.

1054
00:49:15,160 --> 00:49:17,162
Who knows what happens
when you get to the altar?

1055
00:49:17,162 --> 00:49:19,456
- You know, forget about everything.
- Mm-hmm.

1056
00:49:19,456 --> 00:49:21,375
Like, make her feel special, for real.

1057
00:49:21,375 --> 00:49:24,086
I want her to feel special.
I want her to know that she's special.

1058
00:49:24,086 --> 00:49:25,170
And what if I do?

1059
00:49:25,170 --> 00:49:27,381
What if I make that obvious
that she is special to me,

1060
00:49:27,381 --> 00:49:29,132
that she is extremely special to me?

1061
00:49:29,132 --> 00:49:30,634
And then it doesn't work out.

1062
00:49:30,634 --> 00:49:33,845
- Exactly. That's the risk.
- Fuck, I don't know.

1063
00:49:33,845 --> 00:49:35,889
- [sighs] I don't know.
- Yeah.

1064
00:49:35,889 --> 00:49:37,975
But I think the power of that moment,

1065
00:49:37,975 --> 00:49:41,728
if I had to wager, is probably worth more.

1066
00:49:41,728 --> 00:49:45,190
Interesting. Better to have loved and lost
than never at all is what you're saying.

1067
00:49:45,190 --> 00:49:46,900
- [Zack] Yeah, yeah.
- Interesting.

1068
00:49:46,900 --> 00:49:50,278
And so, I kind of think that
you should make her feel special.

1069
00:49:50,278 --> 00:49:52,280
Yeah. I see what you're getting at now.

1070
00:49:52,280 --> 00:49:55,951
Like, that honoring the truth

1071
00:49:55,951 --> 00:49:59,204
and realizing it
to its fullest extent of potential.

1072
00:49:59,204 --> 00:50:01,623
The truth that, like,
she is extremely special to me,

1073
00:50:01,623 --> 00:50:04,459
that I do love her,
and, like, fully representing that.

1074
00:50:04,459 --> 00:50:06,378
Yeah. I think you should.

1075
00:50:06,378 --> 00:50:10,048
I appreciate the perspective. I think
that was definitely good for me to hear.

1076
00:50:10,048 --> 00:50:10,966
Yeah.

1077
00:50:12,384 --> 00:50:14,094
[laughs] Okay.

1078
00:50:14,094 --> 00:50:16,179
- And we're here.
- Okay.

1079
00:50:16,179 --> 00:50:17,347
[Amber laughs] Oh!

1080
00:50:17,931 --> 00:50:20,726
- [Bliss] Hi!
- Oh, my goodness. Hello!

1081
00:50:20,726 --> 00:50:23,437
Oh, fuck. God damn it.
It's getting worse, bro.

1082
00:50:23,437 --> 00:50:24,730
[laughing]

1083
00:50:24,730 --> 00:50:27,149
{\an8}Hi! [laughs]

1084
00:50:27,149 --> 00:50:29,234
- [Chelsea] What the fuck?
- [all laughing]

1085
00:50:29,234 --> 00:50:32,320
[Paul] The last time that Amber and I
spoke to each other in the pods,

1086
00:50:32,320 --> 00:50:34,865
it was so incredibly tough for me.

1087
00:50:34,865 --> 00:50:40,370
It felt like this sort of one-sided,
you know, damaging breakup.

1088
00:50:40,370 --> 00:50:41,747
I'm taking this off.

1089
00:50:41,747 --> 00:50:42,998
[Jackelina] Take it off!

1090
00:50:42,998 --> 00:50:45,292
[Paul] You know,
seeing her, like, in person,

1091
00:50:45,292 --> 00:50:46,585
she's a beautiful girl,

1092
00:50:46,585 --> 00:50:50,464
but my connection with Micah is real,
and we do love each other.

1093
00:50:50,464 --> 00:50:51,923
- [Josh] Nasty.
- [Kwame laughs]

1094
00:50:51,923 --> 00:50:55,469
[Paul] And so, I think that that is
something that I will avoid at all cost.

1095
00:50:55,469 --> 00:50:57,637
It's definitely not worth it
at this point.

1096
00:50:57,637 --> 00:50:58,930
- [Kwame laughs]
- [Josh] Nasty.

1097
00:50:58,930 --> 00:51:01,600
- You like me?
- [laughing]

1098
00:51:03,769 --> 00:51:04,895
[Amber] Hmm.

1099
00:51:04,895 --> 00:51:07,522
Hey, Zack, can you please start it for us?

1100
00:51:07,522 --> 00:51:13,361
- [all]  <i>Happy birthday to you ♪</i>
- [Chelsea] Aww!

1101
00:51:13,361 --> 00:51:18,116
[all] <i>♪ Happy birthday to you ♪</i>

1102
00:51:18,116 --> 00:51:24,706
- Aww!
- [all] <i>♪ Happy birthday, dear Chelsea ♪</i>

1103
00:51:24,706 --> 00:51:29,419
<i>Happy birthday to you ♪</i>

1104
00:51:29,419 --> 00:51:31,671
[cheering]

1105
00:51:31,671 --> 00:51:33,173
[Kwame] All right. All right.

1106
00:51:33,173 --> 00:51:34,966
[cheering continues]

1107
00:51:39,554 --> 00:51:42,766
- [man] Oh, yeah!
- [laughing]

1108
00:51:42,766 --> 00:51:43,975
I understand.

1109
00:51:45,560 --> 00:51:46,478
I understand.

1110
00:51:47,604 --> 00:51:49,481
Jackie made her decision.

1111
00:51:49,481 --> 00:51:50,398
Yeah.

1112
00:51:51,316 --> 00:51:53,693
We both have loved the same person.

1113
00:51:53,693 --> 00:51:55,570
We went through some shit.

1114
00:51:56,363 --> 00:51:57,197
Yeah.

1115
00:51:57,197 --> 00:51:59,616
God damn. We've been talking
to the same woman, goddammit.

1116
00:51:59,616 --> 00:52:00,742
[laughing]

1117
00:52:00,742 --> 00:52:03,662
I totally do not respect Josh.
I do not respect him as a person.

1118
00:52:03,662 --> 00:52:06,081
I tried everything
to get this man kicked off the island,

1119
00:52:06,081 --> 00:52:09,251
and somehow he found his way back!

1120
00:52:09,251 --> 00:52:10,502
Like, how dare he!

1121
00:52:10,502 --> 00:52:12,754
At the end of the day, it is what it is.

1122
00:52:13,547 --> 00:52:15,507
It's Mr. Steal-Your-Girl.

1123
00:52:15,507 --> 00:52:17,676
- Mm-hmm. [laughing]
- Oh, man.

1124
00:52:17,676 --> 00:52:20,512
If you of all people steal her from me,
you can have her.

1125
00:52:20,512 --> 00:52:21,930
- [laughs]
- Yeah. No, bro.

1126
00:52:21,930 --> 00:52:24,683
- Don't look at me like that, bitch.
- Looking like what?

1127
00:52:24,683 --> 00:52:25,809
I love you, bro.

1128
00:52:26,810 --> 00:52:29,146
- For real. For real, for real
- I appreciate that.

1129
00:52:29,146 --> 00:52:31,273
- You know what I'm saying?
- Yeah.

1130
00:52:31,273 --> 00:52:33,233
- You deserve that.
- Appreciate that.

1131
00:52:33,233 --> 00:52:34,985
- Don't let this change us.
- For sure.

1132
00:52:34,985 --> 00:52:37,028
Oh, absolutely not. Why would it?

1133
00:52:37,821 --> 00:52:40,574
- I don't know. You be talkin'... [laughs]
- [laughs] Why?

1134
00:52:40,574 --> 00:52:42,951
You've been talking some shit?
You've been talking shit?

1135
00:52:42,951 --> 00:52:45,579
- No. I'm not talking no shit.
- Oh, okay. Oh, okay.

1136
00:52:45,579 --> 00:52:47,122
All right. So, we good, then.

1137
00:52:47,122 --> 00:52:48,957
- Yeah. Straight up.
- It ain't no thing.

1138
00:52:48,957 --> 00:52:50,750
- Oh, my God!
- [laughs]

1139
00:52:57,215 --> 00:52:58,049
The fuck?

1140
00:52:58,884 --> 00:53:00,093
The fuck was that?

1141
00:53:04,181 --> 00:53:05,473
[exhales]

1142
00:53:06,474 --> 00:53:09,394
- Cheers to Jackie.
- Cheers to me and only me.

1143
00:53:09,394 --> 00:53:12,189
Like, Jack, though, on the real though.
Like, how is your heart?

1144
00:53:12,189 --> 00:53:13,481
Like, how do you feel?

1145
00:53:14,149 --> 00:53:15,192
I'm torn.

1146
00:53:17,110 --> 00:53:20,113
Do you think you guys are just having
fundamental differences,

1147
00:53:20,113 --> 00:53:22,449
and so little things are starting
to bottle up?

1148
00:53:23,200 --> 00:53:25,160
- Girl, you're being federal.
- [laughing]

1149
00:53:25,160 --> 00:53:29,039
You're asking these federal questions,
trying to be in my business.

1150
00:53:29,039 --> 00:53:31,249
[laughing]

1151
00:53:31,249 --> 00:53:33,501
- [Josh] That's so crazy.
- It is crazy.

1152
00:53:33,501 --> 00:53:36,004
- [Josh] You guys care if I'm--
- You don't even know.

1153
00:53:36,004 --> 00:53:38,715
You don't even get
what we're going through. [chuckles]

1154
00:53:38,715 --> 00:53:40,800
[Josh] Can I have a moment with Jackie?

1155
00:53:41,426 --> 00:53:42,594
- [Bliss] Yeah.
- All right?

1156
00:53:42,594 --> 00:53:43,762
[Micah] Jackie's face...

1157
00:53:43,762 --> 00:53:45,847
- Wait. Hold on.
- [Josh] You gonna whup my ass.

1158
00:53:45,847 --> 00:53:47,891
- [shouts]
- I'm not. I don't know what's going on.

1159
00:53:49,184 --> 00:53:51,895
- I'm supposed to be over here. What's up?
- Okay. Hi.

1160
00:53:51,895 --> 00:53:53,980
- What you trippin' for?
- How are you? How are you?

1161
00:53:53,980 --> 00:53:55,774
What's up with you?

1162
00:53:57,442 --> 00:53:59,444
You're really surprised I came in here?

1163
00:54:00,153 --> 00:54:01,238
- I'm surprised.
- No.

1164
00:54:01,238 --> 00:54:04,449
- Shut the hell up. You weren't surprised.
- I'm surprised. I'm surprised.

1165
00:54:04,449 --> 00:54:07,077
- I did not think you was gonna pull up.
- Why?

1166
00:54:07,077 --> 00:54:08,662
Too cool for school.

1167
00:54:08,662 --> 00:54:11,623
- How am I too cool for school?
- You too cool for school.

1168
00:54:11,623 --> 00:54:14,084
You were talking to MBA cry boy.

1169
00:54:14,084 --> 00:54:16,920
- [chuckles]
- [laughs]

1170
00:54:19,256 --> 00:54:20,840
I'm gonna be upfront.

1171
00:54:20,840 --> 00:54:23,802
Marshall was crying with everybody.

1172
00:54:26,263 --> 00:54:28,723
It was from the first day to the last day,
so I was like--

1173
00:54:28,723 --> 00:54:33,186
When I was talking to you,
I was keeping it real from the jump.

1174
00:54:34,229 --> 00:54:36,898
And then I felt like you were always real.

1175
00:54:36,898 --> 00:54:40,986
So, I was just like, I didn't think that
you were gonna be falling for that shit.

1176
00:54:42,821 --> 00:54:44,614
- Look over there.
- [Bliss] I know.

1177
00:54:44,614 --> 00:54:47,575
- [Zack] I don't like this.
- [Bliss] I know.

1178
00:54:47,575 --> 00:54:49,411
- They wanna have a moment to talk.
- I know.

1179
00:54:49,411 --> 00:54:51,705
[Bliss] I know,
and we can't control what people feel.

1180
00:54:53,415 --> 00:54:56,459
It is weird to see somebody
that you truly care about

1181
00:54:57,294 --> 00:54:58,336
with somebody else.

1182
00:54:59,504 --> 00:55:02,841
So, like, you genuinely cared about me?

1183
00:55:02,841 --> 00:55:03,800
Of course.

1184
00:55:04,718 --> 00:55:06,469
That's not even a question.

1185
00:55:06,469 --> 00:55:08,555
But then I got put in a position where...

1186
00:55:09,597 --> 00:55:12,767
I put somebody else's feelings
above myself.

1187
00:55:12,767 --> 00:55:14,185
[Jackelina] Hmm.

1188
00:55:14,185 --> 00:55:19,482
And once I got home, I was like,
"I know this brother for a couple weeks."

1189
00:55:19,482 --> 00:55:22,444
"I was trying to know shorty for life."

1190
00:55:24,112 --> 00:55:25,530
Josh, I think...

1191
00:55:26,448 --> 00:55:28,575
You can tell Marshall.
I don't give a goddamn.

1192
00:55:28,575 --> 00:55:31,161
You-- You're trying to get in my business.

1193
00:55:31,161 --> 00:55:34,080
'Cause I <i>am</i> trying to get
in your business. What's up?

1194
00:55:34,080 --> 00:55:37,667
Because-- but imagine you being--
imagine you being

1195
00:55:37,667 --> 00:55:39,044
in love with somebody

1196
00:55:39,044 --> 00:55:42,130
and not being able to tell somebody
because some other things happened.

1197
00:55:42,130 --> 00:55:44,382
That's so crazy
that you're saying all this to me,

1198
00:55:44,382 --> 00:55:46,885
because I feel like we never
talked about emotions in the pod.

1199
00:55:46,885 --> 00:55:48,970
- Oh, we didn't?
- I feel like we didn't.

1200
00:55:48,970 --> 00:55:51,306
- We never talked about...
- But you didn't tell me that--

1201
00:55:51,306 --> 00:55:53,725
We talked about emotions.
We talked about real shit.

1202
00:55:53,725 --> 00:55:55,518
We were, like-- I felt like we--

1203
00:55:55,518 --> 00:55:58,688
- I had no idea. I had no idea.
- Wait. Okay.

1204
00:55:58,688 --> 00:56:00,065
But if that's--

1205
00:56:00,065 --> 00:56:01,608
Then, why were...

1206
00:56:01,608 --> 00:56:03,860
Why were we always talking together?

1207
00:56:03,860 --> 00:56:06,154
I mean, we had a connection,

1208
00:56:06,154 --> 00:56:09,491
but you never was, like,
super deep with me, super open.

1209
00:56:09,491 --> 00:56:11,409
It's beyond the...

1210
00:56:12,369 --> 00:56:14,287
the lights. It's beyond the cameras.

1211
00:56:14,287 --> 00:56:16,539
I don't give a fuck
about none of that shit.

1212
00:56:17,707 --> 00:56:21,044
If you truly think you're gonna go walk up
and talk to Marshall and be like,

1213
00:56:21,044 --> 00:56:23,922
"Yo, I do," then fuck it. Fuck me.

1214
00:56:23,922 --> 00:56:26,883
You know what I'm saying?
Fuck me. I don't give a goddamn.

1215
00:56:27,509 --> 00:56:30,970
But if I walked out of here
without telling you how I felt,

1216
00:56:32,347 --> 00:56:34,599
then what type of man would I be?

1217
00:56:35,600 --> 00:56:38,103
- I appreciate you telling me.
- Yeah.

1218
00:56:38,103 --> 00:56:39,437
Thank you for being real.

1219
00:56:39,437 --> 00:56:41,981
If you're gonna marry somebody,
you're gonna marry somebody.

1220
00:56:44,317 --> 00:56:48,988
But if you don't feel like... heart-to-heart
you're really gonna marry somebody,

1221
00:56:49,864 --> 00:56:50,740
pick me.

1222
00:56:52,492 --> 00:56:53,993
Do you-- Are--

1223
00:56:53,993 --> 00:56:55,286
Are you gonna marry him?

1224
00:56:55,286 --> 00:56:59,165
- ["Cry No More" by Jake Warren playing]
<i>- ♪ You got me breaking down the door ♪</i>

1225
00:56:59,666 --> 00:57:02,502
<i>♪ Head is hurting</i>, <i>and my heart is sore ♪</i>

1226
00:57:02,502 --> 00:57:05,004
<i>♪ Do we really wanna start the war? ♪</i>

1227
00:57:05,004 --> 00:57:09,551
<i>♪ 'Cause I won't cry no more for you ♪</i>

1228
00:57:09,551 --> 00:57:11,928
[vocalizing]

1229
00:57:17,725 --> 00:57:20,353
- [laughing]
- [chattering]

1230
00:57:27,026 --> 00:57:29,654
- Hey, got you something. [chuckles]
- [gasps] Oh, my God!

1231
00:57:29,654 --> 00:57:31,197
[Paul] I know that I love you.

1232
00:57:31,197 --> 00:57:33,825
I know that
we want the same things out of life.

1233
00:57:33,825 --> 00:57:37,495
I have no question
you are the right person for me.

1234
00:57:37,495 --> 00:57:38,872
I'm so proud of us. [chuckles]

1235
00:57:38,872 --> 00:57:41,958
- [Brett] Keep your eyes closed.
- Oh, my God!

1236
00:57:41,958 --> 00:57:43,042
Oh!

1237
00:57:43,042 --> 00:57:44,294
[women cheering, laughing]

1238
00:57:44,294 --> 00:57:46,296
[Chelsea] I see myself
walking down the aisle

1239
00:57:46,296 --> 00:57:48,047
to my husband in this dress.

1240
00:57:48,047 --> 00:57:49,757
[Kwame] I love you with all my heart.

1241
00:57:49,757 --> 00:57:53,219
Will you say yes to me
without your mom's approval?

1242
00:57:55,763 --> 00:57:57,849
I know you're happy,
but don't fool yourself.

1243
00:57:57,849 --> 00:57:59,058
Clearly, I love him.

1244
00:57:59,058 --> 00:58:00,560
- You can't tell?
- [man] All right.

1245
00:58:00,560 --> 00:58:01,769
- You can't tell?
- Whatever.

1246
00:58:01,769 --> 00:58:04,522
- [Zack] What are you scared about?
- [Bliss] Your parents got divorced.

1247
00:58:04,522 --> 00:58:05,857
- Mine got divorced.
- Right.

1248
00:58:05,857 --> 00:58:07,400
Like, I want it to feel fully right.

1249
00:58:08,401 --> 00:58:10,236
It's okay to change your mind in things.

1250
00:58:10,904 --> 00:58:13,490
Losing you is my biggest regret.
I do love you.

1251
00:58:14,324 --> 00:58:15,617
I wanna be together.

1252
00:58:15,617 --> 00:58:19,370
[Marshall] I need answers.
Josh, whatever that is. I need to know.

1253
00:58:19,370 --> 00:58:21,080
I think you're so sweet.

1254
00:58:24,125 --> 00:58:25,376
Just love me.

1255
00:58:25,960 --> 00:58:27,670
- [Micah] It's a big decision.
- [exhales]

1256
00:58:28,505 --> 00:58:30,340
I just don't know,
like, what he's gonna say.

1257
00:58:30,340 --> 00:58:31,466
I feel really stressed.

1258
00:58:31,466 --> 00:58:35,470
I'm definitely guilty of thinking more
with my head than my heart.

1259
00:58:35,470 --> 00:58:37,764
- [Marshall] This is ball game.
- [woman] Please stand.

1260
00:58:38,431 --> 00:58:41,309
You're the person that has everything
to offer. Never settle.

1261
00:58:41,935 --> 00:58:42,936
Oh, my God.

1262
00:58:42,936 --> 00:58:46,397
[woman] Now is the time to decide
if love is blind.

1263
00:58:46,397 --> 00:58:48,983
[Micah] I think that
the best thing that I can do for us

1264
00:58:48,983 --> 00:58:52,362
is to give you the opportunity
to answer first.

1265
00:58:52,362 --> 00:58:53,905
[woman gasps softly]

1266
00:58:53,905 --> 00:58:56,157
[crowd murmuring]

1267
00:59:03,081 --> 00:59:06,084
- ["Cruise" by Raphael Lake playing]
- [vocalizing]

1268
00:59:21,099 --> 00:59:26,020
<i>♪ You wear tattoos like I wear my scars ♪</i>

1269
00:59:26,020 --> 00:59:30,024
<i>♪ Chasing shadows in a hotel bar ♪</i>

1270
00:59:30,608 --> 00:59:36,114
{\an8}<i>♪ At least you know just who you are ♪</i>