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♪ You don't wanna know the person
I call myself ♪
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{\an8}-♪ You don't wanna know ♪
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{\an8}♪ What's hiding in someone's head... ♪
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Tiffy?
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{\an8}Hey, Tiff.
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{\an8}Your date is over, sweetie.
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- Okay?
Mm-hmm.
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- ♪ I just wanna get your attention ♪
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♪ I really wanna be
All up in your head ♪
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- Hey!
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- ♪ But I wanna, gonna get some ♪
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♪ I really wanna make you my wife, ow! ♪
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Really? Wow.
♪ So I said hey, hey ♪
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♪ Hey, Daddy, hey, hey ♪
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- ♪ Hey, Daddy, hey, hey... ♪
- Let's go back. Let's do it.
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Are you good, baby?
- What do you need?
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Okay. Here's your shoes.
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I'll grab your stuff.
Can you give her some water?
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- Is Brett still here?
No.
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Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
It's okay. It's okay.
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It's all right.
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No! I feel so bad.
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♪ Say something ♪
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♪ Won't you say something? ♪
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- ♪ Oh, yeah! ♪
- ♪ You'll be true ♪
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{\an8}♪ Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh... ♪
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{\an8}I truly believe
that everybody's gonna end up
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{\an8}with the person
that's for them, regardless.
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{\an8}It's just hard.
There's so many great people.
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{\an8}It is, yeah.
Josh checks off all the boxes.
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And Marshall. He's a great person.
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They're neck and neck right now.
I can't be too mad.
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{\an8}I've been here a week,
and I call it the accelerated program.
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{\an8}People are falling in love here.
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{\an8}My connections are Marshall,
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{\an8}and my other connection is with Josh.
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{\an8}I love them both. We both vibe so well.
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Marshall's sensitive. Marshall is smooth.
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He's sentimental. He's so calm and giving.
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The opposite energy of what I am.
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What's your favorite thing
you discovered about me so far?
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{\an8}My favorite thing
that I have discovered about you
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{\an8}is that you are authentic to yourself.
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You remind me of home.
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- The home is where the heart is, right?
- Oh, stop. You're making me blush.
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And Josh is, like, a smack talker.
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Josh is the same level as me.
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Like, his vibe is just, like,
strong and masculine and tough.
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I live by myself, and I'm, like, really,
like, paranoid at a certain time
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{\an8}that I'm just, like, looking at the wall--
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{\an8}Girl, you know you don't have to worry
about that with me.
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Good, fight demons
that try and come and get me.
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If Candyman comes,
just know I'm a little bit faster.
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- Wow, look at you, first daddy.
- I am first daddy.
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If you're my person, tell me.
Keep it real.
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We're in the ring right now.
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Like, we got Evander Holyfield
and Mike Tyson,
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but we just don't know
who's gonna win it first.
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Who was your number one?
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- Jackie. Jackie.
- Oh, Jackie. Right, cool.
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Jackie and I for sure
have a strong connection.
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- We're here for one person.
- Yeah.
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{\an8}Ever since I can remember,
I have been bullied by my emotions,
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{\an8}and bullied for my emotions.
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In the pods, right off the bat,
I can be sensitive, and it's accepted.
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- I'm coming, baby!
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♪ Just wanna feel this way... ♪
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My innermost hope
coming out of this process
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is everlasting love, and damn.
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Uh, that's crazy to say just "forever,"
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uh, but I'm-- I'm ready for it.
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Can I tell you something?
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Tell it to me.
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{\an8}I have a Roomba.
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And guess what his name is.
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Marshall.
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- What?
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I totally forgot about that.
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I named him Marshall with two L's.
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Dead-ass.
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Jack, that is crazy.
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That is crazy.
It was meant to be.
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I got a human named Marshall,
and I got a robot named Marshall.
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I'm Marshalled out.
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- Not yet.
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Not yet. I want a little Marshall Jr.
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Oh, wow! Oh.
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I would be a good mom.
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But I just don't wanna
raise my kid too hard. You feel me?
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Yes.
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That's one thing about me.
I was raised strict as shit.
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And I'm like,
I don't wanna raise my kid too strict,
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to where my kid feels like
he can't trust me 'cause...
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There's a lot of things
I don't tell my parents
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because I feel like my parents are so,
like, hard, you know.
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Uh, I am afraid that I will...
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I'll raise my kids,
like, how my dad raised me.
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Hmm.
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Honestly, I was raised with a lot of love.
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Uh, but my dad was not very nurturing in...
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...many ways.
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Mm.
- I was never good at math.
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Never.
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My sister and I,
we would sit at the kitchen table,
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and...
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...he would berate us.
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"You don't know how to do this.
You don't know how to do that."
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Keep in mind, I'm a kid, right?
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He would say, uh,
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"You're gonna be on the side
of the road begging for change."
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-"And I'm not gonna stop to give you any."
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Oh, no.
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And...
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Oh, honey.
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That did a lot to my psyche.
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From that day on,
I had anxiety going into math class,
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and I would make stupid mistakes
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because I just had that
in the back of my mind.
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It's not his fault.
He did what he thought was right.
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He thought that was encouraging,
but it wasn't.
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It was the complete opposite.
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But I can't blame him for that.
He's human.
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You have to give
yourself grace too.
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You got a good job.
You're-- You're a good man.
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You're not on the side of the road
begging for change.
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And if you were,
I would give you a dollar.
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I'd probably put you in my car.
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I'd be like, "You wanna go for a ride?"
You'd be like, "What the fuck? No."
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-"Let's go get some chicken."
"Let's get chicken wings!"
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No, I promise, like, you're gonna do fine.
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-♪ I want you... ♪
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I can't comprehend, uh...
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saying that to my kid one day.
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You won't. I swear you won't.
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Just because, like,
that's how you were raised,
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you have the option. You have the choice.
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We all have the option,
and we all have the choice.
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- You just have to give yourself grace.
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Give your-- Oh, fuck, man.
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You have to give yourself grace.
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Jackie, I wanna share my life with you.
Good, bad, ugly.
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And I wanna lift you up.
I wanna receive you for who you are.
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I know you do.
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I have to break up
with my other boyfriends now.
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You better kick them motherfuckers
to the curb.
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Oh, man. Okay.
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I'll do that. I'll do that for you.
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Hey, hey, tell 'em kick rocks.
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Tell them Marshall sends love.
Kick rocks, motherfucker.
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Oh, my gosh.
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Mmm.
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I came in here stonewalled, hard.
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And in this pod,
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{\an8}Marshall on the other side,
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he's getting all of me and the real me.
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The me I don't tell nobody.
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-♪ Catch me... ♪
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Okay. Bye, hon.
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Bye.
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That's a walking quality man right there.
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And I haven't even seen his face.
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♪ Oh! Oh, yeah! ♪
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♪ Catch me 'cause I'm falling for you... ♪
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Okay.
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I am in love with Brett.
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I see my life so clearly with him in it.
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Last night, I...
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{\an8}wanted him to know how I truly felt
and not have any reservations.
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- I fell asleep on that man.
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But his voice was so soothing,
and it was a long day.
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But, man, I screwed up.
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I feel
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like crap, to be honest.
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I have all the explaining to do,
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so I'm hoping that he hears me out,
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and he forgives me.
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Brett Brown?
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Tiffany Pennywell?
You're here!
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Brett, I was so worried. I was so worried.
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{\an8}Okay, so I accidentally fell asleep.
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Fell asleep?
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You know, I passed out
because I was listening to your voice,
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and it is so soothing.
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I don't know what you said to me.
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I woke up, and then I felt really bad.
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Because I was just like,
"Did I just mess everything up?"
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I'm just really thankful that you came
into my life at the right time.
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I feel like I am ready
for someone like you.
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I feel like you are
the person that's gonna make me better.
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I'm great right now.
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But, man, you inspire me so much.
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And I-- I really think it's you, Brett.
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I really think it's you.
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It's-- It's great
to hear your voice.
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Um, but yesterday, when I realized
that I didn't hear your voice
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on the other side, it just--
it kind of just punched me in the gut.
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Oh, God.
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But...
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I think at the end of the day,
It's gonna be a small moment
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and a funny story, um,
of our journey together.
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- Are you still there?
Mm-hmm.
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I've just enjoyed
getting to know you so much.
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You get me.
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I feel like you understand me,
and you want me to be a better man.
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And I truly feel your support
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in who I am and the man
that I wanna become.
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Absolutely. Oh, my God.
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I feel like we would bring
so much happiness into each other's lives.
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And so...
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Will you marry me?
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Yes!
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Abso-freaking-lutely, Brett!
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I will. I freaking will.
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Yes, yes, yes, yes, I will.
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You got it? Yes?
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- I hear you.
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Oh! I'll see you soon, Brett.
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- Bye.
Bye.
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Oh, shit. Oh, my God!
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Thank you, Jesus.
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- Jesus!
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- I got engaged! Oh, my God!
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{\an8}♪ Let me go ♪
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You know,
there are people that I am dating
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{\an8}that are incredible human beings.
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{\an8}With Chelsea,
I see this very ride-or-die person,
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{\an8}who would not ever
allow you to feel unwanted,
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um, but at the same time,
like, I'm very, very set on Micah.
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{\an8}And I'm ready to propose to her,
but there's a lot of uncertainty
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when you feel as though you are ready
to take that next step
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to really make things go all the way.
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And-- but I really,
really want validation from her.
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Tell me, like... you could see yourself
spending the rest of your life with me.
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Like, tell me how you feel about me.
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I wanna be like,
"Damn, she's ready, and I'm ready too."
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- ♪ I wanna love you ♪
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♪ Day in... ♪
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- Hello-hello.
Hello-hello.
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How are you?
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I'm doing fantastic!
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{\an8}It is a new day.
I feel refreshed. How about you?
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My day's been good.
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Um...
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I feel like...
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We have both been, like,
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you know, each other's, like...
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...favorite person
through a lot of this.
248
00:12:46,058 --> 00:12:46,975
Yes.
249
00:12:47,684 --> 00:12:51,146
And, like,
I wouldn't want it any other way.
250
00:12:56,235 --> 00:12:59,905
I feel so strongly about you as a person.
251
00:13:03,492 --> 00:13:04,451
But I feel like,
252
00:13:04,451 --> 00:13:06,995
um, that maybe, like,
253
00:13:06,995 --> 00:13:09,540
the slow burn is how it's supposed to go.
254
00:13:14,670 --> 00:13:17,339
I think that we should
explore other connections.
255
00:13:34,314 --> 00:13:35,357
Okay, cool.
256
00:13:36,024 --> 00:13:39,152
That works for me.
Well, uh, thank you for taking your time,
257
00:13:39,152 --> 00:13:42,322
for listening.
It was fantastic getting to know you.
258
00:13:42,322 --> 00:13:44,783
And I hope that works out for you
to the best of your ability.
259
00:13:44,783 --> 00:13:47,286
I truly wish you the most luck.
260
00:13:47,286 --> 00:13:51,290
Uh, thank you for being transparent
with me, um, and, hey, it's been real.
261
00:13:51,290 --> 00:13:52,958
Have a great rest of your night, okay?
262
00:13:53,834 --> 00:13:54,668
Okay.
263
00:13:56,044 --> 00:13:58,046
- Cool. Have a good night. Bye.
Bye.
264
00:14:10,642 --> 00:14:13,020
That's kind of fucked up, isn't it?
265
00:14:13,020 --> 00:14:15,564
I can't be the only one
that thinks that. That's...
266
00:14:16,523 --> 00:14:17,774
It's kind of fucked up.
267
00:14:17,774 --> 00:14:20,611
♪ Not who I came here to be ♪
268
00:14:20,611 --> 00:14:24,156
♪ You're still the weakness deep in me... ♪
269
00:14:24,156 --> 00:14:25,449
You done already?
270
00:14:27,451 --> 00:14:29,369
Yeah.
271
00:14:30,078 --> 00:14:31,330
Fucking hell.
272
00:14:53,852 --> 00:14:55,312
I'm just having a tough time.
273
00:15:11,787 --> 00:15:15,290
♪ Yeah, I told myself I'd never lose ♪
274
00:15:15,290 --> 00:15:18,001
♪ Lord knows what we've been through ♪
275
00:15:19,670 --> 00:15:22,547
♪ And my weakness is you ♪
276
00:15:28,345 --> 00:15:30,430
Irina.
Hmm.
277
00:15:31,056 --> 00:15:33,600
Hey, wake up and talk to me. It was him.
278
00:15:33,600 --> 00:15:34,726
Who?
- Kwame.
279
00:15:34,726 --> 00:15:35,894
How'd it go?
280
00:15:36,395 --> 00:15:37,562
I, like, ended it.
281
00:15:37,562 --> 00:15:40,273
Okay. What happened?
Bad, not because he reacted.
282
00:15:40,273 --> 00:15:41,692
Just because, like, he didn't.
283
00:15:41,692 --> 00:15:43,735
{\an8}It was very weird.
284
00:15:43,735 --> 00:15:46,780
Like, I wasn't expecting it to, like,
be like that. Not in a bad way.
285
00:15:46,780 --> 00:15:49,616
He's like, "Okay, I wish you the best.
Like, I gotta go. Bye."
286
00:15:49,616 --> 00:15:52,369
He literally wanted
to marry you, like, yesterday.
287
00:15:54,913 --> 00:15:57,416
So, how is Paul still in there with Amber?
288
00:15:57,416 --> 00:15:59,126
He's supposed to be ending it
with her now.
289
00:15:59,126 --> 00:16:01,003
Wait. He's supposed to be what?
290
00:16:01,003 --> 00:16:02,587
Ending it with Amber.
291
00:16:06,883 --> 00:16:08,135
Oop.
Hello.
292
00:16:08,135 --> 00:16:10,387
Oh, I was hoping it was you!
293
00:16:10,387 --> 00:16:11,972
- Yeah.
294
00:16:13,557 --> 00:16:17,144
I'm happy. I'm happy to be here.
I'm happy to be here talking to you.
295
00:16:18,186 --> 00:16:22,315
Like, my expectations
have been exceeded time and time again.
296
00:16:23,567 --> 00:16:26,611
Amber, Amber, Amber.
- What?
297
00:16:27,154 --> 00:16:28,030
Um...
298
00:16:31,366 --> 00:16:32,200
I, uh...
299
00:16:33,118 --> 00:16:33,952
So...
300
00:16:35,454 --> 00:16:37,956
I can't really hear you.
You're kind of mumbling.
301
00:16:39,750 --> 00:16:43,045
Uh, I've gotta tell you.
We have to...
302
00:16:43,628 --> 00:16:45,088
Yeah, uh...
303
00:16:45,088 --> 00:16:47,340
Yeah, well, I can't-- we can't, uh...
304
00:16:49,301 --> 00:16:50,218
Um...
305
00:16:51,386 --> 00:16:52,512
You what?
306
00:16:52,512 --> 00:16:55,140
I want you to know
I really do believe that
307
00:16:55,140 --> 00:16:58,101
what's... what's best for me
is also what's best for you.
308
00:16:58,852 --> 00:17:01,730
Of course. Yeah, you're everything
I would want in a partner.
309
00:17:13,575 --> 00:17:16,536
Wait, why is he taking so long
to end it with Amber?
310
00:17:17,370 --> 00:17:20,665
I know. I'm literally
about to freak out. It's been a half hour.
311
00:17:21,166 --> 00:17:22,542
Wow, that's really bad.
312
00:17:25,712 --> 00:17:27,756
It took me two seconds
to end it with Kwame.
313
00:17:28,507 --> 00:17:31,093
Dude, what the fuck
is going on in that pod?
314
00:17:33,303 --> 00:17:35,806
{\an8}Amber, I want you to know that, like,
315
00:17:35,806 --> 00:17:37,599
{\an8}the connection
that I have with you is real,
316
00:17:37,599 --> 00:17:40,018
{\an8}and I do love the person that you are.
317
00:17:40,018 --> 00:17:41,144
{\an8}Oh.
318
00:17:41,978 --> 00:17:42,854
I don't know.
319
00:17:42,854 --> 00:17:45,273
What? What don't you know?
- I don't know.
320
00:17:45,774 --> 00:17:48,902
I don't know how to say it,
but, um, I think
321
00:17:50,278 --> 00:17:52,989
there's only so far
that you can take it with two people.
322
00:17:55,492 --> 00:18:00,330
And I think that I have to go with,
um, another... another connection.
323
00:18:06,545 --> 00:18:08,463
I really was not expecting this.
324
00:18:08,463 --> 00:18:09,589
I know. Fuck.
325
00:18:14,344 --> 00:18:18,348
I think I started to just believe
that I would finally find,
326
00:18:18,348 --> 00:18:21,143
you know, my person, and--
327
00:18:21,143 --> 00:18:22,519
I'm really sorry.
328
00:18:23,103 --> 00:18:26,606
I don't like empty platitudes.
So, I'm not gonna say good luck.
329
00:18:26,606 --> 00:18:29,151
I'm not gonna say
I wish you the best,
330
00:18:29,151 --> 00:18:32,154
because I just really
don't feel that right now.
331
00:18:32,154 --> 00:18:34,906
Nothing-- nothing I said was a lie.
332
00:18:36,783 --> 00:18:38,952
Fuck you, Paul.
333
00:18:43,790 --> 00:18:46,168
I'm really having
really bad anxiety right now.
334
00:18:46,168 --> 00:18:47,586
Maybe I got played like a fiddle.
335
00:18:47,586 --> 00:18:50,881
- Do you wanna get back with Kwame?
- Shut the fuck up. That's not the point.
336
00:18:50,881 --> 00:18:53,091
Why the fuck would they still be in there?
337
00:18:53,842 --> 00:18:57,262
Well, you should walk in there
and be like, "What the fuck, Paul?"
338
00:19:00,432 --> 00:19:01,516
Bye, Paul.
339
00:19:01,516 --> 00:19:05,437
{\an8}The feeling of, you know,
not being picked is painful.
340
00:19:05,437 --> 00:19:08,648
My previous marriages
didn't work out because it wasn't...
341
00:19:09,941 --> 00:19:11,443
it wasn't with my person.
342
00:19:12,110 --> 00:19:15,530
You can be in love with people,
and it doesn't work out.
343
00:19:15,530 --> 00:19:16,990
I'll be okay though. I really will.
344
00:19:16,990 --> 00:19:19,451
It doesn't sound like it,
but I will be.
345
00:19:19,451 --> 00:19:22,204
-♪ If your heart is still open ♪
346
00:19:22,204 --> 00:19:25,999
♪ Then I hope you show it tonight ♪
347
00:19:25,999 --> 00:19:29,211
♪ Oh, oh ♪
348
00:19:31,588 --> 00:19:35,592
♪ I know I'm not the one ♪
349
00:19:35,592 --> 00:19:38,678
{\an8}♪ That you're going for ♪
350
00:19:41,973 --> 00:19:42,933
I need a minute.
351
00:19:45,852 --> 00:19:48,104
Will you sit with me?
I cannot be on that side with her.
352
00:19:48,104 --> 00:19:50,273
- Okay, that's fine. Where do you wanna be?
353
00:19:50,273 --> 00:19:53,568
One side of me is so happy,
like, relieved maybe.
354
00:19:53,568 --> 00:19:55,237
Maybe more relieved than happy.
355
00:19:56,071 --> 00:19:58,114
She actually looked like she was hurt.
356
00:19:59,157 --> 00:20:00,700
Like, she's actually hurt.
357
00:20:05,288 --> 00:20:07,082
We feel dumb as hell.
358
00:20:13,129 --> 00:20:15,257
It is what it is, bro.
359
00:20:15,840 --> 00:20:18,260
You cut it off?
Yeah.
360
00:20:18,260 --> 00:20:20,011
Can't really talk right now. Yeah.
361
00:20:20,011 --> 00:20:22,639
Yeah,
it's a tough fucking night, bro.
362
00:20:23,306 --> 00:20:24,683
Fucking hell.
363
00:20:26,476 --> 00:20:27,560
Ah, yeah.
364
00:20:28,478 --> 00:20:32,357
Man, to hear somebody come
into a conversation so happy,
365
00:20:32,357 --> 00:20:35,777
so full of love and joy,
and then to have to kill that.
366
00:20:35,777 --> 00:20:39,114
We, like, we envision ourselves
in the future with this person.
367
00:20:39,114 --> 00:20:40,282
With a person. Yeah.
368
00:20:40,282 --> 00:20:43,743
We create a reality in the future.
When it's in your mind, it's in her mind.
369
00:20:43,743 --> 00:20:46,621
- Yeah. Yeah.
- And it exists in a timeline somewhere.
370
00:20:46,621 --> 00:20:49,708
And if it breaks, if it dies, you have--
371
00:20:49,708 --> 00:20:52,419
It's a death.
You have to mourn that death.
372
00:20:52,419 --> 00:20:55,297
- So, it exists in some capacity.
Definitely, yeah.
373
00:20:55,297 --> 00:20:57,674
- And then, it fucking dies.
Yeah.
374
00:20:57,674 --> 00:20:59,134
- Like that.
375
00:20:59,718 --> 00:21:02,721
- And you're fucking miserable.
By your own hand, at that.
376
00:21:02,721 --> 00:21:05,640
If it dies by someone else's hand,
at least you have a villain,
377
00:21:05,640 --> 00:21:08,393
but if you're the villain
of your own story, it's like, "Oof."
378
00:21:08,393 --> 00:21:09,936
That's a tough pill to swallow.
379
00:21:09,936 --> 00:21:12,439
Yeah, it is a tough pill to swallow.
It is tough to swallow.
380
00:21:12,439 --> 00:21:14,858
- Can I tell you something?
- Yeah.
381
00:21:14,858 --> 00:21:16,401
It does fucking suck.
382
00:21:16,401 --> 00:21:18,194
You know something
about being the villain?
383
00:21:18,194 --> 00:21:20,655
If someone else is the villain,
you realize that
384
00:21:20,655 --> 00:21:24,117
you don't have control of everything.
385
00:21:24,117 --> 00:21:25,910
Mm, mm-hmm. Yeah. Definitely.
386
00:21:25,910 --> 00:21:30,290
Lacking control
is a fucking painful moment.
387
00:21:30,290 --> 00:21:33,126
{\an8}It's tough to be the villain
in your own story.
388
00:21:33,126 --> 00:21:37,047
It's really funny because...
389
00:21:39,632 --> 00:21:42,427
with no intention at all, in that moment,
390
00:21:42,427 --> 00:21:44,679
it did feel like
he was the villain in mine.
391
00:21:48,058 --> 00:21:50,435
♪ But I was not ♪
392
00:21:50,435 --> 00:21:53,104
♪ I wasn't what you want ♪
393
00:21:53,104 --> 00:21:55,899
♪ Tear my heart out, apart ♪
394
00:21:55,899 --> 00:21:58,360
♪ You turn me up a notch ♪
395
00:21:58,360 --> 00:22:00,737
♪ And then chop me to pieces ♪
396
00:22:05,325 --> 00:22:06,743
Ah!
397
00:22:07,494 --> 00:22:10,830
I want it so bad, you know. I really do.
398
00:22:10,830 --> 00:22:11,831
And...
399
00:22:12,415 --> 00:22:16,669
Ah! It was not what I was expecting
when I walked in there.
400
00:22:17,879 --> 00:22:20,298
Is she crying or laughing?
How do you--
401
00:22:20,298 --> 00:22:21,966
- She crying or laughing?
Crying.
402
00:22:23,343 --> 00:22:25,095
- What's she saying?
- I don't fucking know.
403
00:22:25,095 --> 00:22:27,472
- Go stand by the thing and listen.
404
00:22:27,972 --> 00:22:30,392
No, but don't be obvious.
Don't let them see you.
405
00:22:34,354 --> 00:22:36,564
That's not what he wanted,
and that's okay.
406
00:22:36,564 --> 00:22:37,982
But I'm just like, you know,
407
00:22:37,982 --> 00:22:40,693
you could have been
a little bit more forthcoming
408
00:22:41,277 --> 00:22:44,364
about where you were at
instead of just telling me
409
00:22:44,364 --> 00:22:47,075
what I wanted to hear
because now I feel like a fucking idiot
410
00:22:47,075 --> 00:22:48,535
because I believed you.
411
00:22:50,036 --> 00:22:52,789
- When-- When's it gonna be my turn?
I know.
412
00:22:52,789 --> 00:22:56,334
How many times does your heart
have to be broken, you know?
413
00:22:56,334 --> 00:22:57,377
It figures that,
414
00:22:57,377 --> 00:22:59,170
...you know...
415
00:23:03,925 --> 00:23:06,428
Abort. Abort.
416
00:23:07,804 --> 00:23:09,472
You were with Micah?
- Yeah.
417
00:23:09,472 --> 00:23:12,058
Did you end it with her?
She ended it with me.
418
00:23:12,058 --> 00:23:13,101
Hmm.
419
00:23:13,101 --> 00:23:16,271
Bro, at first shot, like,
I heard this girl's voice,
420
00:23:16,271 --> 00:23:18,398
and I was like, "That's my soulmate."
421
00:23:18,398 --> 00:23:20,650
Mm.
- Day one.
422
00:23:21,943 --> 00:23:23,069
Yeah.
- Yeah.
423
00:23:23,069 --> 00:23:24,904
I remember you talking
about her every day.
424
00:23:24,904 --> 00:23:25,905
Yep.
425
00:23:27,949 --> 00:23:30,869
I thought...
426
00:23:30,869 --> 00:23:32,036
That shit is hard.
427
00:23:33,413 --> 00:23:36,124
Don't ruin what you have
with this next girl
428
00:23:36,124 --> 00:23:37,584
because of what happened here.
429
00:23:37,584 --> 00:23:38,918
- You know?
Yeah, listen.
430
00:23:39,544 --> 00:23:41,754
I think the simplest way
to put it is, like,
431
00:23:43,631 --> 00:23:45,216
I had my best date
432
00:23:45,842 --> 00:23:46,676
with Chelsea.
433
00:23:47,802 --> 00:23:48,636
I did.
434
00:23:49,471 --> 00:23:51,639
But it doesn't make it any easier.
435
00:23:51,639 --> 00:23:53,183
- No, no, not at all.
- You know?
436
00:24:00,648 --> 00:24:03,776
Do you think Kwame is gonna leave,
or do you think he's gonna stay?
437
00:24:05,236 --> 00:24:06,613
Stay, you little villain.
438
00:24:11,618 --> 00:24:14,287
I wanna be nicer.
I'm, like, not nice at all.
439
00:24:14,871 --> 00:24:16,080
Why don't you, then?
440
00:24:16,873 --> 00:24:18,416
- What?
- Why don't you, then?
441
00:24:19,167 --> 00:24:21,294
I don't know.
Because I'm, like, feeling real emotions,
442
00:24:21,294 --> 00:24:23,630
and it's just like,
it's always a lot, dude.
443
00:24:23,630 --> 00:24:25,465
- Yeah.
- It's true. It is.
444
00:24:25,465 --> 00:24:27,634
People that talk bad
about one another
445
00:24:27,634 --> 00:24:30,303
is because they're not cool
with themselves, you know.
446
00:24:31,095 --> 00:24:33,431
- Yeah.
- This is a game, dude.
447
00:24:34,390 --> 00:24:38,019
-♪ You're such a baller, what a shocker ♪
448
00:24:38,019 --> 00:24:40,063
♪ Shadows on your face ♪
449
00:24:40,063 --> 00:24:43,107
♪ Life has left a trace on you ♪
450
00:24:44,108 --> 00:24:47,237
♪ You're such a slayer of love ♪
451
00:24:58,748 --> 00:25:01,125
Every single guy that I've dated
452
00:25:01,125 --> 00:25:04,879
that has said, like,
"It's not you. It's me,"
453
00:25:05,463 --> 00:25:10,969
{\an8}they brought me closer to this man
that is so perfect for me.
454
00:25:10,969 --> 00:25:13,972
I was looking for my soulmate.
455
00:25:13,972 --> 00:25:18,643
Somebody that I feel
my most authentic self with. And it's him.
456
00:25:18,643 --> 00:25:22,146
And this is why
I don't care what he looks like.
457
00:25:22,981 --> 00:25:24,607
This is my person.
458
00:25:24,607 --> 00:25:26,818
Uh! It's my person.
459
00:25:27,569 --> 00:25:29,153
♪ My heart's racing... ♪
460
00:25:30,196 --> 00:25:32,490
♪ I'm not scared... ♪
461
00:25:33,074 --> 00:25:36,786
{\an8}It's a great feeling knowing that someone
has, you know, chosen to spend
462
00:25:37,453 --> 00:25:42,000
{\an8}the rest of your life with you
purely based on who you are as a person.
463
00:25:42,000 --> 00:25:44,877
Tiffany's amazing.
464
00:25:44,877 --> 00:25:48,881
Just all around, just, like,
a genuine, beautiful person.
465
00:25:52,218 --> 00:25:54,679
Whoo!
466
00:25:55,388 --> 00:25:58,683
He doesn't have
these expectations of me physically.
467
00:25:59,392 --> 00:26:01,686
He just knows the woman that I am.
468
00:26:02,520 --> 00:26:05,106
That is a good feeling.
469
00:26:05,815 --> 00:26:08,693
That is a great feeling.
470
00:26:09,277 --> 00:26:10,987
No matter how I look,
471
00:26:10,987 --> 00:26:13,406
even when I take all of this off,
472
00:26:14,032 --> 00:26:17,201
this man is still gonna see me.
He's still gonna support me.
473
00:26:17,201 --> 00:26:22,415
He's still going to love me
because he loved me first here and here
474
00:26:22,415 --> 00:26:24,083
before he saw this.
475
00:26:24,584 --> 00:26:27,754
I don't even know
if I'm his type, but hell,
476
00:26:28,630 --> 00:26:30,006
he loved this and this,
477
00:26:30,006 --> 00:26:31,090
so I'm good.
478
00:26:31,090 --> 00:26:32,258
I am so good.
479
00:26:32,759 --> 00:26:35,470
Now let me go get my man.
480
00:26:37,096 --> 00:26:39,098
Ooh!
481
00:26:53,279 --> 00:26:54,447
Brett!
482
00:26:57,283 --> 00:26:58,117
Hello.
483
00:26:58,701 --> 00:26:59,786
Mmm!
484
00:27:01,788 --> 00:27:03,373
Mmm!
485
00:27:05,667 --> 00:27:08,086
This is the most...
- Oh, my God!
486
00:27:09,337 --> 00:27:10,838
Oh, my gosh.
487
00:27:14,926 --> 00:27:16,552
- Baby, look at you.
488
00:27:16,552 --> 00:27:18,346
- You're perfect.
489
00:27:20,098 --> 00:27:21,265
- Thank you.
- Seriously.
490
00:27:21,265 --> 00:27:25,645
♪ And it feels like ♪
491
00:27:27,105 --> 00:27:29,691
♪ You were made just for me ♪
492
00:27:29,691 --> 00:27:32,110
♪ You were made just for me... ♪
493
00:27:32,110 --> 00:27:33,277
Mmm!
494
00:27:33,277 --> 00:27:36,406
♪ And it feels like... ♪
495
00:27:37,115 --> 00:27:39,200
Oh, my goodness. Look at you.
496
00:27:39,200 --> 00:27:41,244
- Look at you!
- You look so fancy.
497
00:27:41,244 --> 00:27:43,663
I was, like,
trying to put the voice with the face.
498
00:27:43,663 --> 00:27:45,415
And then it all came together.
499
00:27:45,415 --> 00:27:49,127
About two minutes, and I was like,
"Oh, shit. That is Brett."
500
00:27:49,127 --> 00:27:52,171
That's my boo. That is my boo.
501
00:27:52,171 --> 00:27:54,257
I'm normally a private person.
502
00:27:55,091 --> 00:27:57,593
And I didn't think this would be for me.
503
00:27:57,593 --> 00:28:01,347
I honestly didn't.
And I'm so glad that I said yes.
504
00:28:01,347 --> 00:28:04,016
Oh, God.
505
00:28:05,935 --> 00:28:07,603
Oh, boy, this is a lot.
506
00:28:09,564 --> 00:28:11,232
Anticipating seeing you...
507
00:28:12,400 --> 00:28:14,068
and, like, now that you're here.
508
00:28:14,068 --> 00:28:15,236
Oh!
509
00:28:18,364 --> 00:28:19,866
Oh, boy.
510
00:28:25,163 --> 00:28:28,124
- You are absolutely gorgeous.
511
00:28:28,124 --> 00:28:29,751
- Inside and out.
- Thank you.
512
00:28:33,087 --> 00:28:34,630
You're so cute.
513
00:28:34,630 --> 00:28:36,883
- Look at these dimples.
- Oh, God. Yeah.
514
00:28:36,883 --> 00:28:40,595
Look at these dimples. Oh, my gosh!
515
00:28:40,595 --> 00:28:43,806
-♪ Get over here and put your love on me ♪
516
00:28:43,806 --> 00:28:48,311
♪ Kiss me like they do
In the old movies... ♪
517
00:28:48,311 --> 00:28:50,438
She is the reason that I came here.
518
00:28:50,438 --> 00:28:55,151
Like, stars align to meet someone
to change your life.
519
00:28:55,985 --> 00:28:58,279
- Brett.
520
00:28:58,279 --> 00:29:02,241
And this is it.
Like, this is the stars aligning.
521
00:29:02,241 --> 00:29:06,120
- Tiffany Pennywell, will you be my wife?
522
00:29:07,288 --> 00:29:09,457
Yes, absolutely.
523
00:29:14,670 --> 00:29:17,632
I'm never gonna forget this moment.
I'm never gonna forget it.
524
00:29:17,632 --> 00:29:18,925
Bye, Brett.
525
00:29:19,550 --> 00:29:20,843
You the bomb.
526
00:29:20,843 --> 00:29:22,303
Bye, Brett!
527
00:29:22,303 --> 00:29:24,305
Oh! Oh!
528
00:29:24,305 --> 00:29:25,681
Why'd they do that to me?
529
00:29:25,681 --> 00:29:26,933
Mm!
530
00:29:26,933 --> 00:29:28,684
♪ Ooh, ooh! ♪
531
00:29:29,602 --> 00:29:33,564
That... is... the one.
532
00:29:37,610 --> 00:29:40,029
{\an8}♪ This is love... ♪
533
00:29:40,029 --> 00:29:41,280
Boys, we dating.
534
00:29:43,366 --> 00:29:44,700
Let's go.
535
00:29:44,700 --> 00:29:46,494
I'm coming, baby!
536
00:29:46,494 --> 00:29:48,079
{\an8}I wake up in the morning
537
00:29:49,539 --> 00:29:56,003
{\an8}wishing that I could just explain
to Jackie my dreams or my nightmares.
538
00:29:56,003 --> 00:29:58,965
♪ 'Cause all I think about is you... ♪
539
00:29:58,965 --> 00:30:01,008
- I wake up with her on my mind.
Hello.
540
00:30:01,008 --> 00:30:06,013
I feel like I wanna write ballads
and sonnets and plays.
541
00:30:06,013 --> 00:30:09,225
"Fear has no place in the war of love."
542
00:30:09,225 --> 00:30:14,230
"And warriors of the heart must fight
an endless battle of thankless victories."
543
00:30:14,230 --> 00:30:15,898
Ooh! Okay.
544
00:30:15,898 --> 00:30:17,483
I wanna be creative
545
00:30:17,483 --> 00:30:20,945
because... she inspires me.
546
00:30:21,571 --> 00:30:23,239
That should be,
like, published.
547
00:30:23,239 --> 00:30:25,157
Thank you so much.
548
00:30:25,157 --> 00:30:26,284
Look at us.
549
00:30:26,284 --> 00:30:28,828
- Right? Look at us.
- Simping. Simping.
550
00:30:29,453 --> 00:30:30,663
{\an8}Well, that's mostly you.
551
00:30:30,663 --> 00:30:32,790
{\an8}- I've been hard, actually.
Ah!
552
00:30:32,790 --> 00:30:35,877
I've been a big dog. Feel me?
- Big dog. Big dog.
553
00:30:37,003 --> 00:30:39,505
- But it's good to be, like, emotional.
554
00:30:39,505 --> 00:30:41,632
The only time I'm emotional is with you.
555
00:30:41,632 --> 00:30:43,217
You're the one that, like, tries
556
00:30:43,217 --> 00:30:46,137
to get all up in my--
my feelings and stuff.
557
00:30:46,137 --> 00:30:49,181
Yeah, I want you to know
that you're safe with me.
558
00:30:49,181 --> 00:30:50,099
Yeah.
559
00:30:52,518 --> 00:30:55,187
It's been many years
since I've allowed that.
560
00:30:55,980 --> 00:30:57,982
Since I've, like, wanted to, like,
561
00:30:58,733 --> 00:31:01,736
give somebody, like, a real-deal chance.
562
00:31:01,736 --> 00:31:03,738
That is how I know that I love you.
563
00:31:04,614 --> 00:31:09,035
Because you have inspired
this side of me to, like, come back out.
564
00:31:09,869 --> 00:31:12,163
Mm! Mm. Mm-mm-mm!
565
00:31:12,163 --> 00:31:13,831
Jackie, I am in love with you, girl.
566
00:31:15,082 --> 00:31:16,334
Aww.
567
00:31:22,965 --> 00:31:24,383
Oh, my gosh.
568
00:31:29,722 --> 00:31:30,640
Take your time.
569
00:31:32,808 --> 00:31:34,936
- I had a date earlier.
Mm-hmm.
570
00:31:36,520 --> 00:31:38,189
And, um...
571
00:31:38,189 --> 00:31:41,609
he told me he had packed up
all his stuff because he was like,
572
00:31:41,609 --> 00:31:44,278
"If it's not you, then it's nobody here."
573
00:31:44,904 --> 00:31:45,821
Oh, is that so?
574
00:31:46,948 --> 00:31:48,866
That's what he said.
- Hmm.
575
00:31:51,494 --> 00:31:55,122
And he was like, "When I hear,
like, Marshall talk about you,
576
00:31:55,122 --> 00:31:57,792
I kind of get sick to my stomach."
577
00:31:57,792 --> 00:31:59,752
And I just feel so bad
578
00:31:59,752 --> 00:32:02,838
because I never want nobody
to feel like that, you know.
579
00:32:04,840 --> 00:32:07,259
I just couldn't end it with him just yet,
580
00:32:07,259 --> 00:32:11,138
because he was, like,
really going through it.
581
00:32:11,138 --> 00:32:13,849
And I just wanted
to be transparent about that
582
00:32:13,849 --> 00:32:16,560
because I-- I was scared to tell you.
583
00:32:20,356 --> 00:32:22,358
I feel like I just ruined the moment.
584
00:32:23,567 --> 00:32:24,986
I know what we have.
585
00:32:24,986 --> 00:32:27,154
But you're bringing this up for a reason
586
00:32:27,154 --> 00:32:29,448
because you do feel connected
to this person.
587
00:32:30,574 --> 00:32:32,076
So, um,
588
00:32:32,785 --> 00:32:35,287
like, it wouldn't be
a thing if you didn't.
589
00:32:35,287 --> 00:32:39,000
So, that is also making me,
like, a little,
590
00:32:39,500 --> 00:32:42,253
uh, a little hurt by that too.
591
00:32:42,920 --> 00:32:45,756
I just feel like
you're mad at me.
592
00:32:46,882 --> 00:32:47,717
I'm not.
593
00:32:49,885 --> 00:32:52,972
I feel slighted
that someone has been listening to me
594
00:32:52,972 --> 00:32:56,308
bare my fucking soul for days.
595
00:32:57,351 --> 00:32:58,227
Then talking about...
596
00:32:58,227 --> 00:33:01,897
"Oh, I'm packing my stuff up.
I'm going home if it ain't you."
597
00:33:02,398 --> 00:33:04,567
Be a man and talk to me.
598
00:33:10,698 --> 00:33:12,199
I feel like I'm gonna throw up.
599
00:33:12,199 --> 00:33:14,535
Okay, head back to the lounge.
600
00:33:14,535 --> 00:33:16,412
- Take all the time you need.
601
00:33:16,412 --> 00:33:17,913
I know what I need to do.
602
00:33:19,123 --> 00:33:24,336
-♪ I hear the blood cries in the ground ♪
603
00:33:28,299 --> 00:33:33,262
♪ There's only dust between us now ♪
604
00:33:37,058 --> 00:33:40,770
♪ Are we going to war? ♪
605
00:33:41,437 --> 00:33:42,605
If it ain't Jackie,
606
00:33:42,605 --> 00:33:44,857
then they're packing their bags,
and they're leaving.
607
00:33:44,857 --> 00:33:46,233
You need some help?
608
00:33:46,817 --> 00:33:50,196
I'll-- I'll be the bellboy.
I'll take your shit downstairs.
609
00:33:55,493 --> 00:33:58,913
♪ Are we going to war? ♪
610
00:33:58,913 --> 00:33:59,955
I'm in utter shock.
611
00:34:01,207 --> 00:34:02,708
I am disgusted.
612
00:34:03,584 --> 00:34:06,462
Which one of these fools is
in here talking some shit?
613
00:34:07,296 --> 00:34:08,255
I'm ready to scrap.
614
00:34:08,255 --> 00:34:11,926
♪ Are we going to war? ♪
615
00:34:12,760 --> 00:34:17,556
♪ Or are we going home tonight? ♪
616
00:34:21,352 --> 00:34:23,938
- Now Marshall's so pissed.
Mm-hmm.
617
00:34:24,939 --> 00:34:28,901
I told him... I told him
that I had a date earlier today.
618
00:34:28,901 --> 00:34:29,860
Mm-hmm.
619
00:34:29,860 --> 00:34:33,030
I didn't tell him who,
but I had a date with Josh.
620
00:34:33,989 --> 00:34:36,784
He's like, "I just
don't wanna be with nobody but you."
621
00:34:37,576 --> 00:34:40,329
And I just couldn't end it,
because I just felt like...
622
00:34:40,329 --> 00:34:43,249
I like Josh, and I like Marshall.
623
00:34:43,249 --> 00:34:45,251
But Marshall told me
he was in love with me,
624
00:34:45,251 --> 00:34:47,670
and I didn't even know what to say.
625
00:34:49,713 --> 00:34:51,006
What?
626
00:34:53,259 --> 00:34:54,468
{\an8}My friend is hurting.
627
00:34:55,052 --> 00:34:56,887
{\an8}Oh, my God.
Oh, I didn't even see you there.
628
00:34:56,887 --> 00:34:58,556
{\an8}Do you have a headache, or is it men?
629
00:34:58,556 --> 00:35:00,057
It's a man.
630
00:35:00,057 --> 00:35:04,019
I feel so bad.
I just feel so bad that I hurt him.
631
00:35:07,356 --> 00:35:09,233
Look, it's crazy.
632
00:35:09,233 --> 00:35:10,734
Didn't do anything wrong.
633
00:35:10,734 --> 00:35:12,903
You were doing
what you were supposed to be doing.
634
00:35:12,903 --> 00:35:15,698
I fucked up.
That shit can fuck you up.
635
00:35:19,285 --> 00:35:20,119
Wow.
636
00:35:24,582 --> 00:35:28,002
Someone's playing mind games in here...
with Jackie.
637
00:35:29,128 --> 00:35:31,046
We all know
how this is gonna end here.
638
00:35:32,047 --> 00:35:35,134
Just let it ride and say, "This is
somebody I thought I could trust."
639
00:35:35,134 --> 00:35:36,677
"And they showed their colors. And..."
640
00:35:36,677 --> 00:35:39,263
"I got the girl. They didn't,
and now they're gone. I'm here."
641
00:35:39,263 --> 00:35:41,015
If you ever need someone to talk to here,
642
00:35:41,015 --> 00:35:43,225
that you feel that you can trust,
you can come to me.
643
00:35:43,225 --> 00:35:44,143
Thank you.
644
00:35:46,061 --> 00:35:48,022
Marshall, are you talking about me?
645
00:35:49,190 --> 00:35:51,442
Depends. You had a date with Jackie?
646
00:35:52,026 --> 00:35:53,027
{\an8}- Yes.
- Okay.
647
00:35:53,569 --> 00:35:55,613
{\an8}- What did you say to her?
- Is that all right? What?
648
00:35:55,613 --> 00:35:56,822
Did you say that you packed,
649
00:35:56,822 --> 00:35:58,866
and you were gonna leave
if it wasn't with her?
650
00:36:02,453 --> 00:36:03,787
I'm not saying anything
651
00:36:03,787 --> 00:36:07,458
because I've heard people talking,
and it's deterred me.
652
00:36:07,458 --> 00:36:10,085
- Mm-hmm.
- But I have-- I have caught feelings.
653
00:36:15,424 --> 00:36:17,676
{\an8}I'm very competitive.
654
00:36:18,469 --> 00:36:21,722
{\an8}I'm not shy from a little competition.
655
00:36:22,264 --> 00:36:23,349
I love the game.
656
00:36:24,350 --> 00:36:28,270
I feel like there could be a potential
for you to be heartbroken.
657
00:36:29,772 --> 00:36:31,106
I mean, it can happen.
658
00:36:33,275 --> 00:36:35,778
It doesn't feel good knowing
that you are competing
659
00:36:35,778 --> 00:36:38,739
with somebody else for somebody you love.
660
00:36:38,739 --> 00:36:41,450
But I'm hoping I don't lose
when it comes to her.
661
00:36:41,450 --> 00:36:42,785
So we'll see what happens.
662
00:36:42,785 --> 00:36:46,580
- ♪ There will be fire ♪
663
00:36:49,667 --> 00:36:53,545
♪ There will be fire ♪
664
00:37:01,011 --> 00:37:02,596
- ♪ Here we go now ♪
665
00:37:03,180 --> 00:37:04,807
- ♪ Start the show now ♪
666
00:37:05,307 --> 00:37:06,517
♪ No more waiting ♪
667
00:37:07,101 --> 00:37:09,270
{\an8}♪ So amazing ♪
668
00:37:10,938 --> 00:37:14,316
When Micah said
that she was ending things with Kwame,
669
00:37:14,316 --> 00:37:16,318
I was ecstatic.
670
00:37:16,318 --> 00:37:19,238
{\an8}But it's still hard to hear that
671
00:37:20,239 --> 00:37:21,282
he's sad about it.
672
00:37:21,782 --> 00:37:23,826
I know who I am. I have a lot to offer.
673
00:37:23,826 --> 00:37:27,830
If my future husband doesn't see that
and appreciate that and respect that
674
00:37:27,830 --> 00:37:30,374
for all that I am
and all that I have to give...
675
00:37:32,501 --> 00:37:33,419
he's not it.
676
00:37:34,837 --> 00:37:36,714
It's so hard to not...
677
00:37:38,716 --> 00:37:42,011
at any fucking point in time, be like,
"Is there something wrong with me?"
678
00:37:42,011 --> 00:37:43,178
{\an8}I know.
679
00:37:43,887 --> 00:37:46,765
You know?
- Well, yeah.
680
00:37:47,933 --> 00:37:48,767
It's hard.
681
00:37:48,767 --> 00:37:52,229
And there's not anything wrong with me,
and I know that, but it's--
682
00:37:52,229 --> 00:37:54,565
- You're making me cry a lot.
- It's fucking frustrating.
683
00:37:54,565 --> 00:37:56,442
You can't force someone to love you.
684
00:37:56,442 --> 00:37:59,278
I'll wait till I'm 50 if I need to,
to find the right person.
685
00:37:59,278 --> 00:38:01,030
God damn, I fucking hope not.
686
00:38:01,030 --> 00:38:03,032
Look, I'm just saying.
687
00:38:03,032 --> 00:38:05,117
- Don't want our eggs to dry up.
Yeah.
688
00:38:05,701 --> 00:38:07,995
It's a lot of money to freeze your eggs.
689
00:38:07,995 --> 00:38:10,289
But I've looked into it.
Me too.
690
00:38:11,915 --> 00:38:13,459
My God.
691
00:38:16,253 --> 00:38:19,006
I literally will wait until I'm 50,
if that's what I need to do.
692
00:38:19,006 --> 00:38:21,008
And I'll have kids by myself, you know.
693
00:38:21,008 --> 00:38:23,594
- I know. That's what-- I say it too.
- I'll just figure it out.
694
00:38:23,594 --> 00:38:26,180
We can have our babies,
and they can share a nanny,
695
00:38:26,180 --> 00:38:29,224
and then we'll just,
like, you know, rely on each other.
696
00:38:29,224 --> 00:38:32,686
That's perfect.
No, I heard best friends are doing that.
697
00:38:32,686 --> 00:38:34,480
- Yeah.
- They're getting duplexes.
698
00:38:34,480 --> 00:38:37,983
- They're living in houses together...
...and having their kids.
699
00:38:37,983 --> 00:38:40,110
- Yeah.
- That's gonna be you and me for sure.
700
00:38:52,873 --> 00:38:55,459
Me and Micah were aligning in everything.
I was like, "Oh, my gosh."
701
00:38:55,459 --> 00:38:58,295
Like, "This girl was made up
in a fucking factory."
702
00:38:58,921 --> 00:39:00,339
{\an8}I wanna be real here,
703
00:39:01,340 --> 00:39:03,050
{\an8}in that some parts of me
704
00:39:04,093 --> 00:39:05,761
are still hurting from that
705
00:39:06,345 --> 00:39:08,847
because I thought
we were such a good connection.
706
00:39:08,847 --> 00:39:13,477
She was great all the way up
until she really had to prove to me
707
00:39:14,103 --> 00:39:15,938
how great we would be together.
708
00:39:17,064 --> 00:39:22,236
And the thing about Chelsea is,
like, she reinforces every single day
709
00:39:22,236 --> 00:39:23,862
why we should be together.
710
00:39:24,446 --> 00:39:26,115
You know, and that's--
That's really tough.
711
00:39:26,907 --> 00:39:29,785
The most important thing
I think about this experiment is
712
00:39:29,785 --> 00:39:31,161
you start to realize that
713
00:39:32,913 --> 00:39:35,499
it's not just that you want to be loved.
714
00:39:35,499 --> 00:39:38,460
It's... how you want to be loved.
715
00:39:38,460 --> 00:39:39,503
How are you?
716
00:39:45,134 --> 00:39:46,760
Uh, it's...
717
00:39:48,137 --> 00:39:49,221
It's hard.
718
00:39:51,598 --> 00:39:54,977
It was-- It's...
Like, I've been so happy with you, Kwam.
719
00:39:54,977 --> 00:39:57,354
Like, I really have been
so happy with you.
720
00:39:58,397 --> 00:39:59,231
Yeah.
721
00:40:00,190 --> 00:40:03,444
Um, what happened yesterday,
like, with your other connection,
722
00:40:03,444 --> 00:40:05,946
like, I hate that it, like,
723
00:40:05,946 --> 00:40:08,615
took a little bit, like,
of the happiness away.
724
00:40:13,245 --> 00:40:17,124
I've been so confident in it.
I've been so good every fucking day.
725
00:40:23,672 --> 00:40:25,632
You've been incredible.
726
00:40:26,216 --> 00:40:27,968
And I just like...
727
00:40:38,937 --> 00:40:42,733
Oh, the strong girl, like,
can only be strong so long, you know.
728
00:40:45,068 --> 00:40:48,864
You have had an overwhelming
amount of weight on your shoulders.
729
00:40:49,531 --> 00:40:52,159
It's not fair. It's not fair.
- I know.
730
00:40:52,868 --> 00:40:56,163
I'm so sorry for what
you have had to go through.
731
00:40:57,247 --> 00:40:58,582
- And, like--
- Yeah.
732
00:40:58,582 --> 00:41:00,751
If I could right now,
733
00:41:02,586 --> 00:41:03,712
I would just hold on to you,
734
00:41:04,588 --> 00:41:08,717
'cause, like,
that would heal me too, you know.
735
00:41:10,719 --> 00:41:13,722
Yeah, it's all I fucking want.
736
00:41:13,722 --> 00:41:15,474
It's all I want right now.
737
00:41:16,308 --> 00:41:18,477
Why does it always
have to be a fucking climb?
738
00:41:18,477 --> 00:41:21,021
- Like, Mount Everest. Like, life.
739
00:41:21,021 --> 00:41:25,317
Fucking getting a husband.
Like, my fucking career.
740
00:41:25,317 --> 00:41:27,778
Yo, if it was easy,
everybody would do it.
741
00:41:27,778 --> 00:41:29,821
Nothing is worth having
comes easy.
742
00:41:29,821 --> 00:41:32,616
The life you're imagining.
The exact things that you want.
743
00:41:32,616 --> 00:41:35,911
I know. I can taste it.
I can see it. Can you?
744
00:41:35,911 --> 00:41:36,828
I can.
745
00:41:36,828 --> 00:41:41,041
I'm so grateful
that you led the way that you did.
746
00:41:42,876 --> 00:41:45,504
Yeah, but I can't lead
our entire marriage like that.
747
00:41:45,504 --> 00:41:49,132
Hey, I said I'm grateful for you
doing that to start our relationship.
748
00:41:49,132 --> 00:41:50,926
So, let me take a bit--
749
00:41:50,926 --> 00:41:53,595
Let me take some of that weight
off your shoulders right now. Yeah?
750
00:41:56,098 --> 00:41:58,225
Yeah, it feels lighter.
751
00:41:59,893 --> 00:42:02,229
- ♪ Well, could you be my, my love... ♪
752
00:42:02,229 --> 00:42:03,939
You're cute. You know that?
753
00:42:07,526 --> 00:42:10,445
♪ Or could you be my, my love? ♪
754
00:42:10,445 --> 00:42:11,697
{\an8}♪ My, my love ♪
755
00:42:11,697 --> 00:42:14,866
{\an8}♪ Would you be my, my love... ♪
756
00:42:14,866 --> 00:42:16,827
- Those pants are player.
Comfortable.
757
00:42:16,827 --> 00:42:18,412
- I'm saying--
Gurkha.
758
00:42:18,412 --> 00:42:20,831
{\an8}When a good ole Southern boy
throws on some pants like that,
759
00:42:20,831 --> 00:42:21,790
{\an8}he means business.
760
00:42:21,790 --> 00:42:25,252
- He's not messing around with those.
I love it, man, yeah.
761
00:42:25,252 --> 00:42:27,254
You put those on
two times in your life?
762
00:42:27,254 --> 00:42:29,548
No, this is the first.
- See? That's what I mean.
763
00:42:29,548 --> 00:42:32,134
Hey, you look good, brother.
- Thanks, man. Thanks.
764
00:42:32,134 --> 00:42:34,052
- Let's fucking go, Paul!
765
00:42:37,848 --> 00:42:39,975
♪ Giving it all our love... ♪
766
00:42:39,975 --> 00:42:41,602
- Hello.
- Hello.
767
00:42:41,602 --> 00:42:43,729
- Hey.
- Hey.
768
00:42:44,563 --> 00:42:45,981
How's your morning been?
769
00:42:46,481 --> 00:42:47,774
It's been good.
770
00:42:47,774 --> 00:42:50,027
I woke up today and was like,
"Wow, I feel so relieved."
771
00:42:50,027 --> 00:42:53,655
And just, like-- I felt
really good about, like, everything.
772
00:42:53,655 --> 00:42:56,908
Yeah.
- I can't believe how that all played out.
773
00:42:57,409 --> 00:43:00,037
Like, how everything ended with Kwame.
774
00:43:00,037 --> 00:43:02,623
Yeah, yeah, it's a lot. It's crazy.
775
00:43:02,623 --> 00:43:04,583
{\an8}- What about you?
Um...
776
00:43:04,583 --> 00:43:07,252
{\an8}I don't like knowing that I,
777
00:43:07,252 --> 00:43:09,171
you know, hurt somebody,
778
00:43:09,171 --> 00:43:12,549
but the right thing happened, and...
779
00:43:15,636 --> 00:43:17,512
I don't know. I, uh, feel like...
780
00:43:18,180 --> 00:43:19,890
Yeah, I feel like
I've made the right choice.
781
00:43:19,890 --> 00:43:21,725
I really-- I really believe that.
782
00:43:22,225 --> 00:43:25,020
Mmm. Cute.
- So, yeah, I'm happy. I'm happy.
783
00:43:25,020 --> 00:43:26,229
Um...
784
00:43:27,105 --> 00:43:29,775
So, I think what
I kind of wanna talk about, um,
785
00:43:31,485 --> 00:43:34,029
when I'm in the presence of a true love,
786
00:43:34,821 --> 00:43:37,032
I, uh, I feel like
I'm standing in the sun,
787
00:43:37,032 --> 00:43:41,703
and I just feel the warmth
filling every inch of my body.
788
00:43:42,454 --> 00:43:47,376
And I think that when you find somebody
who makes you feel like this,
789
00:43:47,376 --> 00:43:49,252
you need to keep them close.
790
00:43:54,466 --> 00:43:58,512
So, this is me asking you to stay close.
791
00:44:03,767 --> 00:44:04,851
Will you marry me?
792
00:44:08,397 --> 00:44:10,774
Oh, my God. Oh!
793
00:44:15,737 --> 00:44:16,905
Um...
794
00:44:18,198 --> 00:44:19,491
Um...
795
00:44:22,202 --> 00:44:27,874
I feel like, um, I feel like
we've had a really slow burn, and...
796
00:44:30,502 --> 00:44:33,672
And I feel like outside of here
and inside of here,
797
00:44:34,297 --> 00:44:37,676
I wanna continue to...
798
00:44:39,136 --> 00:44:40,512
burn with you...
799
00:44:42,431 --> 00:44:43,557
for the rest of my life.
800
00:44:45,517 --> 00:44:48,353
- So, yes, Paul. I'll marry you.
801
00:44:48,353 --> 00:44:51,606
- Oh, my God. Don't drag it out like that.
802
00:44:52,691 --> 00:44:55,736
Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Yes, finally.
803
00:44:57,279 --> 00:45:00,282
Oh, my gosh, I'm actually so happy.
804
00:45:01,658 --> 00:45:04,286
I'm, like, so excited
to see you and hug you.
805
00:45:04,286 --> 00:45:06,955
- I am too. Wish I could hug you right now.
I know.
806
00:45:07,539 --> 00:45:10,709
I know. I feel so confident about this.
807
00:45:11,460 --> 00:45:16,923
It's gonna be a zesty life
that just, like, feels so fulfilled.
808
00:45:17,924 --> 00:45:20,969
And, like, that's probably the thing
about you that, like, makes me feel alive.
809
00:45:20,969 --> 00:45:23,054
-♪ I am wonder... ♪
810
00:45:26,475 --> 00:45:27,851
I'm engaged.
811
00:45:29,853 --> 00:45:33,023
No, I can't...
812
00:45:33,023 --> 00:45:34,941
I really can't stop smiling.
813
00:45:35,567 --> 00:45:36,610
I can't.
814
00:45:36,610 --> 00:45:38,445
I don't know.
815
00:45:38,445 --> 00:45:41,406
I didn't think it was possible
to love someone through a wall,
816
00:45:42,115 --> 00:45:45,994
but Paul is just kind of,
like, my twin flame.
817
00:45:45,994 --> 00:45:51,166
Like, he makes me feel so,
like, excited and nervous.
818
00:45:51,166 --> 00:45:53,418
I feel like he's gonna keep me
819
00:45:53,919 --> 00:45:56,880
on my toes for the rest of my life,
and that's what I've always wanted.
820
00:45:56,880 --> 00:45:59,883
- I can't wait to see you.
Yeah. Me too. Let's start.
821
00:45:59,883 --> 00:46:00,926
Can we--
822
00:46:00,926 --> 00:46:03,678
- When's the next plane? Let get out.
Let's get this going.
823
00:46:03,678 --> 00:46:04,679
We got places to be.
824
00:46:04,679 --> 00:46:06,097
Love you. Bye.
825
00:46:06,097 --> 00:46:07,182
I love you. Bye.
826
00:46:07,182 --> 00:46:09,392
You're so bad.
I know.
827
00:46:13,021 --> 00:46:15,982
Oh, my God.
828
00:46:17,484 --> 00:46:18,985
What happened?
829
00:46:18,985 --> 00:46:21,613
- I'm engaged.
830
00:46:24,115 --> 00:46:24,991
Hello, boys.
831
00:46:30,872 --> 00:46:33,416
Congratulations, brother.
Oh, yeah!
832
00:46:33,416 --> 00:46:36,211
Let's go! Let's go!
833
00:46:36,795 --> 00:46:37,796
Hell, yes.
834
00:46:37,796 --> 00:46:39,256
It was honestly so scary.
835
00:46:39,256 --> 00:46:42,968
She, like, drug it out, and was like--
I thought she was gonna say no.
836
00:46:42,968 --> 00:46:45,178
I really did,
the way that she was phrasing it, but--
837
00:46:45,178 --> 00:46:47,389
Like, after you'd asked her?
- Yeah, yeah.
838
00:46:47,389 --> 00:46:51,059
Like, her response,
but she was just fucking with me.
839
00:46:51,059 --> 00:46:53,228
- I'm so excited.
All right, drinks.
840
00:46:53,228 --> 00:46:55,355
I feel like I'm gonna explode, bro.
841
00:46:55,355 --> 00:46:58,149
You all right? You're shaking.
Hey, look--
842
00:46:58,149 --> 00:47:01,945
- Let's show that shake a little bit. Yeah!
843
00:47:01,945 --> 00:47:04,197
- Bro, hey. Cheers to Paul.
- Take it all.
844
00:47:04,197 --> 00:47:06,157
Hey! To Paul and Micah.
845
00:47:06,157 --> 00:47:07,784
- To Paul and Micah.
Let's go.
846
00:47:10,495 --> 00:47:13,957
You gotta see what she looks like.
- Whew! Yeah.
847
00:47:13,957 --> 00:47:15,792
That's, uh, that's gonna be interesting.
848
00:47:15,792 --> 00:47:17,294
- We'll see.
Oh, shit.
849
00:47:35,604 --> 00:47:37,063
{\an8}Okay. Two cups of that.
850
00:47:37,063 --> 00:47:39,733
{\an8}♪ My mama told me
About the birds and bees... ♪
851
00:47:44,821 --> 00:47:48,116
♪ What a girl gotta do
To get a boy like you to take her home? ♪
852
00:47:48,116 --> 00:47:50,744
Two cups of sugar.
853
00:47:52,829 --> 00:47:57,500
- Whoa, look at you! You look so sweet.
854
00:47:58,084 --> 00:48:00,337
Some cupcakes for Zack's birthday.
855
00:48:00,337 --> 00:48:01,922
{\an8}He's pretty much gonna melt.
856
00:48:01,922 --> 00:48:03,757
That's sweet.
It is. Yeah.
857
00:48:03,757 --> 00:48:06,134
I hope they turn out okay. We'll see.
858
00:48:06,801 --> 00:48:10,305
{\an8}I know that me and Zack have,
like, a really great connection.
859
00:48:10,305 --> 00:48:12,432
{\an8}I know what happens in that room
and what I feel,
860
00:48:12,432 --> 00:48:15,560
{\an8}and I'm confident in that.
Very confident in that.
861
00:48:15,560 --> 00:48:19,856
But I'm watching Bliss
make a fucking cake for him today.
862
00:48:19,856 --> 00:48:21,650
Or cupcakes, whatever.
863
00:48:22,525 --> 00:48:25,153
I'm like, "She's so wifey."
864
00:48:26,863 --> 00:48:30,116
But I do feel horrible that
I didn't get anything for his birthday.
865
00:48:30,116 --> 00:48:34,037
I have a huge favor,
and if you wanna say no, you can say no.
866
00:48:34,037 --> 00:48:35,121
Okay.
867
00:48:35,121 --> 00:48:37,082
Can I have one of your candles?
- What?
868
00:48:37,082 --> 00:48:40,210
I'm not gonna make anything,
but can I have one of your candles?
869
00:48:41,002 --> 00:48:43,964
- Um, did you think of something yesterday?
No.
870
00:48:43,964 --> 00:48:47,092
- I have a date. That's fine.
- Well, I feel like that's just icky.
871
00:48:47,092 --> 00:48:48,551
Yeah, yeah, yeah, fine.
872
00:48:48,551 --> 00:48:50,845
I really don't wanna talk
about him, honestly, with you.
873
00:48:50,845 --> 00:48:53,223
- I hope that you respect that.
I 100% respect that.
874
00:48:53,223 --> 00:48:55,934
Okay, I feel like that's
a little awkward that you asked me that.
875
00:48:55,934 --> 00:48:57,811
- But not one of mine.
Okay.
876
00:49:02,273 --> 00:49:03,858
Whoops.
877
00:49:03,858 --> 00:49:06,069
- Oh, girl, I'm just trying to--
Yeah. I know.
878
00:49:06,069 --> 00:49:08,613
- She's causing drama by doing that.
I know.
879
00:49:08,613 --> 00:49:10,699
Don't worry about it though. Shake it off.
880
00:49:10,699 --> 00:49:13,076
What did she get out
of asking you for a candle
881
00:49:13,076 --> 00:49:16,037
other than making you feel like shit?
882
00:49:16,037 --> 00:49:17,956
She needs
to not fucking talk to me.
883
00:49:17,956 --> 00:49:19,040
Mm-hmm.
884
00:49:20,583 --> 00:49:24,129
She was like, "I would never
tell him that you're making cupcakes."
885
00:49:24,129 --> 00:49:26,339
I don't believe anything
that comes out of her.
886
00:49:26,339 --> 00:49:27,924
She is gonna ruin the surprise.
887
00:49:27,924 --> 00:49:29,718
- Dude, she's got no boundaries.
888
00:49:29,718 --> 00:49:31,845
- I know. I know.
- I'm gonna fucking puke.
889
00:49:31,845 --> 00:49:32,846
Don't worry about her.
890
00:49:32,846 --> 00:49:35,598
-♪ I hit the ground but I still want you ♪
891
00:49:35,598 --> 00:49:38,101
- First of all, happy birthday.
- Thank you.
892
00:49:38,101 --> 00:49:41,730
Second of all, I'm so sorry that
your room is not filled with balloons.
893
00:49:41,730 --> 00:49:43,356
- And a cake from me.
- What?
894
00:49:43,356 --> 00:49:47,235
I literally feel so horrible because
I think birthdays are so important,
895
00:49:47,235 --> 00:49:50,405
and I think you're really special,
and, like, I feel so shitty
896
00:49:50,405 --> 00:49:53,366
that, um, I didn't get
a chance to make you feel special.
897
00:49:53,366 --> 00:49:56,536
Um, but yeah, I hope you feel
celebrated and loved today.
898
00:49:57,162 --> 00:49:59,039
That means a lot. Thanks, Irina.
899
00:50:00,331 --> 00:50:01,249
Of course.
900
00:50:05,211 --> 00:50:08,965
Well, I'm-- I'm gonna be honest.
I completely forgot it was your birthday.
901
00:50:08,965 --> 00:50:12,010
So, I'm a bad-- I'm a bad friend.
902
00:50:12,510 --> 00:50:13,553
No, you're not.
903
00:50:13,553 --> 00:50:16,389
I hope that I can
make it up to you sometime.
904
00:50:16,389 --> 00:50:17,432
Okay.
905
00:50:17,432 --> 00:50:19,893
I have so much anxiety
coming into this room.
906
00:50:19,893 --> 00:50:22,854
I know that you have other relationships,
but yeah, it's obviously tough.
907
00:50:22,854 --> 00:50:26,858
Like, I'm in a room with the other girl,
and I feel like...
908
00:50:27,400 --> 00:50:28,693
It's so uncomfy in there.
909
00:50:28,693 --> 00:50:32,322
Like, I think I'm okay.
But I don't know how she's feeling.
910
00:50:32,322 --> 00:50:34,407
And I don't think
I have to worry about her,
911
00:50:34,407 --> 00:50:36,534
but it doesn't, like,
feel the best in there,
912
00:50:36,534 --> 00:50:38,161
like, the tension and stuff.
913
00:50:38,912 --> 00:50:42,457
I really like you,
and I really care about you.
914
00:50:42,457 --> 00:50:46,711
And I really just want honesty from you,
and I feel like if there's ever a point
915
00:50:46,711 --> 00:50:49,214
where you don't see yourself with me,
916
00:50:49,214 --> 00:50:53,760
or you start, like, developing,
like, really heavy feelings for Bliss,
917
00:50:54,427 --> 00:50:55,804
from, like, the bottom of my heart,
918
00:50:55,804 --> 00:50:58,181
like, I ask you to tell me
and be honest with me.
919
00:50:58,181 --> 00:51:02,060
I know it's nerve-racking where you're at.
I have not made a choice at this point.
920
00:51:03,937 --> 00:51:06,564
- And I-- I hate this, Irina.
921
00:51:06,564 --> 00:51:09,025
Oh, you hate having to choose
between two girls that
922
00:51:09,025 --> 00:51:10,610
are absolutely falling for you?
923
00:51:10,610 --> 00:51:13,613
- Well, because Ι care about both of you.
Yeah.
924
00:51:14,239 --> 00:51:17,200
- And Ι think you can understand that.
Yeah, I can.
925
00:51:17,200 --> 00:51:18,827
It's this--
926
00:51:18,827 --> 00:51:22,080
And that's why, like, I don't like
that it's getting contentious.
927
00:51:22,080 --> 00:51:24,499
Hey, look,
I know I talk shit about some girls,
928
00:51:24,499 --> 00:51:25,834
but I don't have any ill intent.
929
00:51:25,834 --> 00:51:28,670
If I'm in the kitchen with her,
and I'm like, "Ooh, how's that tasting?"
930
00:51:28,670 --> 00:51:31,673
Like, that's just me. I mean those things.
I'm not trying to be, like,
931
00:51:32,340 --> 00:51:34,259
snaky or, like, mischievous.
932
00:51:34,259 --> 00:51:37,303
It's just different for her.
I feel weird that she feels so weird.
933
00:51:37,303 --> 00:51:40,765
'Cause I didn't know
how sincere you were at first.
934
00:51:40,765 --> 00:51:44,269
But as I've gotten to know you,
it's pretty evident
935
00:51:44,269 --> 00:51:46,563
that you're a very thoughtful
936
00:51:48,064 --> 00:51:50,859
and caring person.
937
00:51:50,859 --> 00:51:57,365
It hurts me to see
that people don't see that side of you
938
00:51:57,365 --> 00:52:01,536
because you are so blunt and...
939
00:52:03,246 --> 00:52:08,334
And I-- I understand that
because I... I am similar.
940
00:52:08,334 --> 00:52:13,006
I've just learned to hold
my tongue a little bit more.
941
00:52:13,798 --> 00:52:16,509
I feel like a little part of me
doesn't regret anything I say though.
942
00:52:16,509 --> 00:52:18,178
I feel like I make things so intense.
943
00:52:18,178 --> 00:52:20,471
I feel like I almost--
that's, like, my personality.
944
00:52:20,471 --> 00:52:22,307
It is your personality.
- Um...
945
00:52:23,099 --> 00:52:24,100
But you're real.
946
00:52:24,601 --> 00:52:26,811
I just think you're really courageous.
947
00:52:27,395 --> 00:52:30,815
But I see what you want to be
and who you're becoming.
948
00:52:30,815 --> 00:52:31,733
Yeah.
949
00:52:31,733 --> 00:52:34,986
And I find it incredibly attractive.
950
00:52:34,986 --> 00:52:37,530
I see our lives aligning so well.
951
00:52:37,530 --> 00:52:39,699
- ♪ There's something magic ♪
952
00:52:39,699 --> 00:52:41,659
♪ In the things you do ♪
953
00:52:42,452 --> 00:52:44,454
♪ You're gonna be mine ♪
954
00:52:44,454 --> 00:52:46,581
♪ You're all that I want... ♪
955
00:52:46,581 --> 00:52:49,334
Don't get on my bad side.
I'm just kidding.
956
00:52:50,501 --> 00:52:51,836
Let's go bake some cupcakes.
957
00:52:52,795 --> 00:52:56,633
♪ You're my every dream ♪
958
00:52:56,633 --> 00:52:59,260
♪ Be my one and only ♪
959
00:53:03,056 --> 00:53:03,932
{\an8}Oh.
960
00:53:04,724 --> 00:53:06,559
- Bliss!
- Happy birthday!
961
00:53:06,559 --> 00:53:08,478
Wow. Thank you very much.
962
00:53:08,478 --> 00:53:09,979
I baked you cupcakes.
963
00:53:09,979 --> 00:53:14,317
I know. I see that.
I'm a very big sweets fan, so--
964
00:53:14,317 --> 00:53:17,779
No calories count on your birthday.
You're allowed to do whatever you want.
965
00:53:17,779 --> 00:53:19,697
I was just thinking in my head.
966
00:53:19,697 --> 00:53:22,825
- My first birthday, uh, in my 30s.
- Mm-hmm.
967
00:53:23,701 --> 00:53:28,748
I was stuck in a jail because
my client had to have a psych eval done,
968
00:53:28,748 --> 00:53:30,583
and they didn't realize
it was my birthday.
969
00:53:31,417 --> 00:53:35,463
And now, I'm trapped in what is
essentially a very large warehouse
970
00:53:35,463 --> 00:53:37,966
while I talk to a woman behind a, uh...
971
00:53:37,966 --> 00:53:38,967
- Wall.
Door.
972
00:53:38,967 --> 00:53:41,552
Like, I'm scared. What's gonna happen
to you next year?
973
00:53:41,552 --> 00:53:43,972
Aliens. I will be abducted.
974
00:53:43,972 --> 00:53:47,392
I'm sorry.
- No, this is very sweet, Bliss.
975
00:53:47,392 --> 00:53:49,185
- Thank you so much.
- Aww, you're welcome.
976
00:53:49,769 --> 00:53:50,979
Oh, my gosh.
977
00:53:50,979 --> 00:53:53,815
How has your day been?
Good. How have you been?
978
00:53:53,815 --> 00:53:56,442
I had a really hard time
this morning.
979
00:53:56,442 --> 00:53:57,986
Like a really hard time.
980
00:53:57,986 --> 00:54:01,990
But I really tried to,
like, control in, like, myself.
981
00:54:01,990 --> 00:54:04,242
And, like, I've grown over the years
982
00:54:04,242 --> 00:54:08,413
to, like, try to, like,
not be so reactive to things.
983
00:54:09,038 --> 00:54:10,790
But I don't know. It was hard.
984
00:54:10,790 --> 00:54:12,667
Like, I definitely, like, kind of, like,
985
00:54:12,667 --> 00:54:15,878
lost it a little bit
in a way that I did not want to.
986
00:54:16,546 --> 00:54:17,797
What do you mean by that?
987
00:54:17,797 --> 00:54:19,173
Like...
988
00:54:19,173 --> 00:54:22,010
I'm trying not to talk about,
like, other people in here, you know.
989
00:54:22,010 --> 00:54:23,469
Yeah.
- Like that or--
990
00:54:23,469 --> 00:54:26,264
Are you talking
about conflict with you and...
991
00:54:26,264 --> 00:54:28,266
Yeah, just like--
Yeah.
992
00:54:28,266 --> 00:54:31,936
I am not the person
that caused the problem.
993
00:54:32,478 --> 00:54:35,273
Okay.
- I am trying very hard to be respectful.
994
00:54:35,273 --> 00:54:37,483
I don't know
if there's jealousy or insecurities,
995
00:54:37,483 --> 00:54:38,901
and I'm sure that there is.
996
00:54:38,901 --> 00:54:40,737
Like, everyone is feeling that way,
997
00:54:40,737 --> 00:54:43,072
but you can choose to act differently.
998
00:54:43,072 --> 00:54:46,617
You get to choose how you react
to your feelings, most of the time.
999
00:54:46,617 --> 00:54:50,079
And when that's handled really meanly
1000
00:54:50,079 --> 00:54:52,665
or, like, sabotagely or, like, icky,
1001
00:54:52,665 --> 00:54:54,917
then, like, that's not-- I'm sorry, no.
1002
00:54:54,917 --> 00:54:56,461
That's bad character.
1003
00:55:01,883 --> 00:55:05,803
Honestly, Bliss, I could
see myself marrying either of you.
1004
00:55:11,309 --> 00:55:14,771
This is, like, a test for me too.
Like, does Zack have good judgment?
1005
00:55:17,273 --> 00:55:19,609
Can I trust, you know, like,
1006
00:55:19,609 --> 00:55:22,195
your ability to, like,
truly, like, judge someone?
1007
00:55:26,282 --> 00:55:30,411
I don't know if I've ever met somebody
who I feel like I understand
1008
00:55:30,995 --> 00:55:31,829
like you.
1009
00:55:37,585 --> 00:55:38,503
Me too.
1010
00:55:39,170 --> 00:55:42,340
I feel like every time
we come in here, we get closer.
1011
00:55:42,340 --> 00:55:43,299
And...
1012
00:55:44,050 --> 00:55:45,176
And I can feel it.
1013
00:55:45,176 --> 00:55:48,179
I feel a strong connection
with her as well,
1014
00:55:48,179 --> 00:55:50,098
but it's a different type.
1015
00:55:50,098 --> 00:55:51,557
- Mm-hmm.
But I mean...
1016
00:55:52,809 --> 00:55:58,064
Trying to figure out that
is what I'm weighing.
1017
00:56:00,149 --> 00:56:01,401
It's a little overwhelming.
1018
00:56:02,735 --> 00:56:05,488
-♪ Shake these voices out my head ♪
1019
00:56:09,450 --> 00:56:12,829
♪ Shake these voices out my head ♪
1020
00:56:14,288 --> 00:56:17,417
♪ Spend my whole life dreaming... ♪
1021
00:56:17,417 --> 00:56:20,128
It took me a long time
to be ready for marriage.
1022
00:56:20,128 --> 00:56:23,005
I didn't think that
there was someone that, like,
1023
00:56:23,005 --> 00:56:25,466
{\an8}in existence that had been born,
1024
00:56:25,466 --> 00:56:27,427
{\an8}that I wanted to spend the rest
of my life with.
1025
00:56:28,136 --> 00:56:29,929
Like, they just didn't make 'em.
1026
00:56:29,929 --> 00:56:33,307
But apparently, they make 'em.
1027
00:56:33,307 --> 00:56:35,017
And it's Micah.
1028
00:56:35,017 --> 00:56:37,103
♪ Shine on me... ♪
1029
00:56:38,187 --> 00:56:39,063
Gosh.
1030
00:56:40,523 --> 00:56:44,944
{\an8}I can't imagine life without Paul,
and that sounds so crazy.
1031
00:56:44,944 --> 00:56:49,073
I cannot believe I did not know
this person for, like, the last ten years.
1032
00:56:49,073 --> 00:56:50,700
Like, that's how it feels.
1033
00:56:50,700 --> 00:56:53,411
It sounds so crazy to say.
1034
00:56:55,872 --> 00:56:59,083
Paul, he kind of,
you know, had this, like, X factor.
1035
00:56:59,083 --> 00:57:00,668
And it was like this spark
1036
00:57:00,668 --> 00:57:02,670
that was just, like, undeniable,
1037
00:57:02,670 --> 00:57:05,256
and my brain is, like, not computing
1038
00:57:05,840 --> 00:57:09,677
that, like, how I feel is real,
but it just is.
1039
00:57:10,303 --> 00:57:13,723
I don't know.
This is, like, crazy.
1040
00:57:13,723 --> 00:57:17,477
I feel like such a dork,
but good thing Paul's a nerd.
1041
00:57:18,478 --> 00:57:20,771
I feel like I'm gonna pass out.
1042
00:57:20,771 --> 00:57:22,982
So, I had a dream about Micah last night.
1043
00:57:22,982 --> 00:57:26,194
And I saw her, but I didn't see her.
1044
00:57:26,194 --> 00:57:29,071
And I... I felt her,
I guess, more than anything.
1045
00:57:29,071 --> 00:57:31,741
All of the things
that she made me feel in the pods,
1046
00:57:31,741 --> 00:57:34,869
just nerves, excitement,
like, love, like, comfort,
1047
00:57:34,869 --> 00:57:38,122
and, like, you know,
all of these things combined.
1048
00:57:38,122 --> 00:57:40,708
I just felt embodied in this, like, weird,
1049
00:57:40,708 --> 00:57:43,211
like, vague, amorphous,
like, figure in my dream,
1050
00:57:43,211 --> 00:57:46,088
and I just held her, and it felt so nice.
1051
00:57:46,088 --> 00:57:47,340
It felt so good.
1052
00:57:47,340 --> 00:57:51,552
Um, but I think,
hopefully, my brain left enough
1053
00:57:51,552 --> 00:57:55,389
low-resolution imagery
for reality to fill in the gaps
1054
00:57:55,389 --> 00:57:59,018
without seeing this disparity
that leads to shock.
1055
00:57:59,018 --> 00:58:02,313
And I think-- I hope that is true.
1056
00:58:04,482 --> 00:58:07,109
I just need blood
in my brain.
1057
00:58:07,109 --> 00:58:09,278
God.
1058
00:58:20,665 --> 00:58:23,918
-♪ Oh, no, the vertigo's coming ♪
1059
00:58:23,918 --> 00:58:26,587
♪ Can't keep me on my feet ♪
1060
00:58:26,587 --> 00:58:29,840
♪ God knows I'm trying to be someone ♪
1061
00:58:29,840 --> 00:58:32,593
♪ My vision's failing me ♪
1062
00:58:32,593 --> 00:58:35,596
♪ I live like I'm dying tomorrow ♪
1063
00:58:35,596 --> 00:58:38,599
♪ God gave me one last chance ♪
1064
00:58:38,599 --> 00:58:41,602
♪ To take all the time
That I've borrowed ♪
1065
00:58:41,602 --> 00:58:44,564
♪ To make a new man ♪
1066
00:58:45,189 --> 00:58:48,609
♪ Feels like I'm burning out ♪
1067
00:58:48,609 --> 00:58:51,612
♪ Wondering why it changed ♪
1068
00:58:51,612 --> 00:58:53,614
♪ Wish I could turn around ♪