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Knowing that Micah has chosen
to spend the rest of her life with me,
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not having ever seen me before,
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{\an8}that is a magical thing
that I was not entirely convinced
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{\an8}existed prior to this.
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But is psychological love all you need
for a long-term relationship?
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What I'm most nervous about
is what she looks like
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and what she feels like,
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because at the end of the day,
the feeling is like,
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"Are you attracted to them?
Do you wanna put your face on their face?"
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My stomach is in shambles.
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I have never been so nervous
in my entire life.
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My God.
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The only thing that would make me
walk away from my fiancé
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is if I could just see in his face
that he was disappointed.
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I think that an ego hit like that
would probably destroy me.
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- Oh, my God.
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What?
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- That felt like an eternity.
- Absolutely. Thought I was gonna pass out.
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Oh, my God.
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Oh, my God!
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Oh, my God. That felt insane.
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- Hello!
Hey. It's so strange.
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Oh, my God. This is so weird! Hello!
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- I know.
- Oh, my God, hearing your voice.
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- My hands are shaking.
- I know. Same.
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What the hell? Hi.
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She smelled great.
Her hair, her eyes were beautiful.
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Makeup was perfect. Her dress was perfect.
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And I just... I really want to leave here...
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...like, right now with her.
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Like, I feel like that is, um...
should be the order of operations.
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Like, cut this interview short.
Let's-- let's roll out.
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- You're so handsome.
- Thank you. Yeah, you're beautiful.
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- Thank you. Thank you.
- You're honestly beautiful.
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Oh, my gosh.
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- I'm so nervous. Like, I'm still reeling.
- I'm still so nervous.
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Oh, my God, hearing your voice
to your face is so weird!
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In just four weeks,
I'm gonna get married, and...
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it... it's insane.
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I literally feel
like a little kid right now.
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Like, I cannot stop, like, giggling.
Like, I feel so weird.
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Do you feel like you're sitting with me,
or do you feel like it's a new person?
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- 'Cause I feel like it's a new person.
- Yeah, I didn't wanna say that, but yeah.
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I'll be honest with you.
It's okay.
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Yeah, I had a feeling
that it was gonna feel different,
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but, yeah, it's combining
the two that's gonna be...
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I think it'll come over time.
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Perfect. One thing
at a time, Paul.
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- Oh, my God. This is so weird seeing you.
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- Well, hopefully, weird in a good way.
Yeah.
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For sure.
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I'm definitely excited.
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It was one of the greatest moments
of my life,
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and I think
it'll just keep going up from here.
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Bye.
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♪ Dream a little dream... ♪
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It's just the start of our story.
Should be.
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I'm, like, drenched right now.
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♪ Think of the places ♪
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{\an8}♪ No more thinking about my problems
Just what I'm dreaming... ♪
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{\an8}Okay.
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{\an8}I was really conflicted
with Josh and Marshall,
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{\an8}but Marshall basically was like,
"Look, like, that's my girl."
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{\an8}"She's coming home with me,
and that's that."
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{\an8}And I did not want to see Josh after that,
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because Marshall
is just the better choice for me.
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He's gonna help me grow.
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He is emotionally available.
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He's able to handle
my spiciness, my attitude.
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He knows how to basically make sure
that I'm feeling good and solid,
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any single time that there's doubt.
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So, I'm gonna have to really boss up
if I'm gonna be with Marshall.
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Hoo!
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So, Josh comes over,
and he starts explaining everything,
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and I just was like, "Uh-huh, uh-huh.
Right, right, right, right."
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He's not walking out of here with you.
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That's all I know,
and that's all I care about.
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{\an8}That's it.
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Mmm. I'm glad
that you responded that way
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because it showed me that you cared.
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Josh is a grown-ass man.
He can-- He can handle his emotions.
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- And he'll be just fine.
- Mm-hmm. Yeah.
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I'm glad you chose me.
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Jack, since day one, I've been about you.
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And...
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From this moment on,
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I promise to be about you.
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I'm in love with you,
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and I haven't even seen your face,
and it is so crazy to say.
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You are the wind in my sails.
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You fan my flames, and you challenge me
to be a better man every day.
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And you will make me the happiest man...
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on this planet...
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if you marry me.
Will you marry me, Jackie?
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Of course I'll marry you.
I'll marry you a thousand times.
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- ♪ Hold me closer, don't let go... ♪
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In every soul,
in every realm, in every life,
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I'm here with you, I promise.
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I can't wait to begin our life together.
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- We're engaged.
- We're engaged!
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- Yay!
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- Oh!
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I guess I'll see you tomorrow, my dawg.
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- Bye! Bye, bye, bye.
- I'll see you tomorrow. Bye.
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♪ In my dreams, in my dreams... ♪
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♪ In my dreams... ♪
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- I'm a married bi--
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{\an8}♪ In my dreams... ♪
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- ♪ In my dreams ♪
- Come on, boy!
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{\an8}♪ In my dreams... ♪
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We didn't wait for the reaction.
We knew what was up.
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♪ In my dreams ♪
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-♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh! ♪
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Five, six, seven, eight.
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Do you do this to your men?
'Cause, damn.
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{\an8}- Well, yeah, I do.
- Damn, Chelsea.
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{\an8}I take care of my man every day.
I tell him that.
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Damn, Chelsea.
Girl!
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Chelsea has gone from...
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...you know,
I can't believe it myself.
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{\an8}I'm just like, I'm very shocked
at how into this girl I am.
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{\an8}I really like her.
I really love talking to her.
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{\an8}- Chelsea?
- Chelsea!
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- Wow.
I know!
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Like, bro, I've never met this girl,
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and I've never had somebody
so fucking into me. It is wild.
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This feels good. It feels right.
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Like, I feel like I'm having
the fucking time of my life.
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Yeah.
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- Dude, marry me. Marry me, please.
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♪ Every night when we light up the room... ♪
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A lot has happened
for both of us in the last week.
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And what I love about you
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is your constant reassurance
about how you feel about me.
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Your confidence in yourself.
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Hmm. Hmm.
Confidence in what we can be.
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Those are qualities
that I really have looked for
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in a partner for a long time, you know?
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- It ain't a race.
Yeah.
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But I love
what you bring out in me.
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I don't think I've ever had somebody
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make me feel so fucking calm in my life.
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My whole body, like, tingles and rumbles,
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and, like, my heart
fucking pounds out of my chest,
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and, like, I'm also like,
"Everything's gonna be okay with him."
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Like running your hand
through water, huh?
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- Yeah.
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I love our beautiful,
slow rumble roll.
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Like, it has been one
of the most beautiful things
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I've ever been a part of
and been a witness to.
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Yeah.
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- ♪ I'm falling now, falling now ♪
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♪ Enemy ♪
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So, I had them bring in my guitar.
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- Kwame. Oh! My heart flutters.
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You're cute.
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You're cute.
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- We're gonna make a song right now.
Okay.
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All right? So, we'll call this one, um...
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Uh, we'll call it "Real Thing."
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Ooh!
- Okay?
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- Okay.
- Mm.
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All right, so, you're gonna give me
a little bit of a chorus now.
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- Let me figure out how it's gonna go.
- Okay.
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Um, so, it's gonna go...
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And right here you gonna go...
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♪ I just want the real thing ♪
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♪ I just want the real thing ♪
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Follow me.
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♪ I just want the real thing ♪
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♪ I just want the real thing ♪
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♪ I just want the real thing ♪
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- I love it.
I love it!
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♪ I just want the real thing ♪
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All right, you keep going.
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♪ I just want the real thing ♪
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Uh-huh.
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- ♪ I just want the real thing ♪
Hey!
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♪ She said that she's in love with me ♪
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♪ I just wanna show her now ♪
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♪ She said that we gonna
Have to wait a couple days ♪
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♪ But I just wanna show her now ♪
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Oh!
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♪ Girl, could you feel
My presence through these walls? ♪
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♪ If I stand by your side
Would you ever slip and fall? ♪
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♪ 'Cause I would pick you up
Take you where we stay ♪
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- ♪ Take you to the beach ♪
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- ♪ And on that sand we can lay ♪
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♪ I said that real thing ♪
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- ♪ And I just want the real thing ♪
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- ♪ And I just need that real thing ♪
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♪ And I just want
That real thing ♪
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- All right, that's our short song.
- Oh my, God! That was so good.
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I'm speechless right now!
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- You're cute.
That's beautiful.
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Oh!
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I hope it sounds better
on the other end.
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- I'm bawling my eyes out, and I'm cute?
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- Music does something to me.
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- That was really sweet.
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Oh, my God!
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That was so amazing. Thank you.
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Yeah.
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♪ Man, I'm gonna miss that laugh ♪
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♪ Man, I'm gonna miss those nights ♪
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♪ Man, I'm gonna miss us ♪
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{\an8}♪ Watching city lights ♪
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Damn!
The rose petals.
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They're here.
You went all out in here.
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This looks so cheesy,
but still kind of cute.
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{\an8}- Aww!
Wow.
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{\an8}Is it-- you got Ralph?
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Wait! This is so cute.
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Yeah. He's not a gift. You can't keep him.
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Oh, no promises. You're gonna
have to see me before I give him back.
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Shut your mouth.
You're gonna leave him in there.
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Wait, this is so cute!
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This is cute!
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The story with Ralph,
I've had him since I was three.
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I didn't really have
any stability as a kid.
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I would move, you know,
every, like, three months...
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sometimes, and I always was, like,
in a new house, a new place, and,
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um, Ralph was the one thing
that I took with me
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from place to place.
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When my mom died, I, uh,
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I found him in a box
that she was still holding onto.
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So, I thought I'd bring him with me
for one more trip.
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- Wait, this is so special.
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- Yeah, it's pretty special.
I think-- I think he likes me.
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Well, that's good.
- I'll keep him safe for you.
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- Okay, did Bliss meet Ralphie too?
- She did, yes.
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Okay, I don't feel
special anymore.
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- And I kind of wanna go home tonight.
Stop!
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I'm serious. I can't do this.
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Like, I was talking to Micah today,
and I was like,
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"I'm gonna pack my suitcase.
I'm ready to go home."
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Stop!
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What? Like, I know that sounds
so dramatic, but I'm telling you,
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I can't sit there and wait for you
to say, like, yes or no.
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Like, I can't walk into Bliss
making fucking cupcakes for you.
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You know how hard that was yesterday?
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I know who I am. I know what I stand for.
243
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- I know.
I know what I bring to the table.
244
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And I know what I feel with you,
and if you're still unsure about that
245
00:13:03,283 --> 00:13:06,328
after ten straight hours
of dating with Bliss,
246
00:13:06,328 --> 00:13:07,538
I can't handle that.
247
00:13:11,625 --> 00:13:14,378
- You have had ten straight hours with her.
- Yeah.
248
00:13:14,378 --> 00:13:16,755
I've been waiting all day to talk to you.
249
00:13:22,261 --> 00:13:24,429
It has nothing to do with me, like...
250
00:13:25,347 --> 00:13:28,350
not loving you.
251
00:13:28,350 --> 00:13:30,018
It has nothing to do with that.
252
00:13:30,644 --> 00:13:32,521
Like, what's the difference
between me and Bliss?
253
00:13:34,273 --> 00:13:35,274
I know that I'm smart.
254
00:13:35,274 --> 00:13:36,900
Like, I really think I'm a smart person.
255
00:13:36,900 --> 00:13:39,611
I would say, like, more street smart,
if that makes sense.
256
00:13:40,195 --> 00:13:42,072
I have a business, all these things.
257
00:13:42,072 --> 00:13:45,868
I know that I may not have
the best vocabulary or, like,
258
00:13:45,868 --> 00:13:48,620
these fancy words that
I say to you to impress you.
259
00:13:48,620 --> 00:13:50,622
Okay.
- And maybe Bliss has those.
260
00:13:51,206 --> 00:13:52,708
She's also way older than me.
261
00:13:52,708 --> 00:13:55,711
Like, I'm 25 years old,
and she's probably closer to your age,
262
00:13:55,711 --> 00:13:58,797
and maybe you see her
more as, like, wife material,
263
00:13:58,797 --> 00:14:00,549
but, like, deep down in your heart,
264
00:14:00,549 --> 00:14:03,510
like, what do you see in Bliss
that you don't see in me?
265
00:14:04,386 --> 00:14:05,345
I would love to know.
266
00:14:09,558 --> 00:14:14,104
With you, the connection is just fire.
267
00:14:14,104 --> 00:14:15,689
I'm so drawn to you.
268
00:14:16,732 --> 00:14:20,694
And I think one concern I have is, I think
269
00:14:21,612 --> 00:14:23,906
you're a little bit more...
270
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- ...vicious than I am.
271
00:14:28,327 --> 00:14:29,870
And, um,
272
00:14:30,370 --> 00:14:33,790
Bliss, you know, she doesn't like you.
273
00:14:35,834 --> 00:14:39,046
Um, that doesn't make you a bad person.
274
00:14:40,255 --> 00:14:43,884
If you think something about me
is not kind or vicious, like you said...
275
00:14:43,884 --> 00:14:47,054
Like, I cannot believe you said that
to me, 'cause it's a little shocking.
276
00:14:47,054 --> 00:14:49,973
If that's what you feel talking
from our conversation,
277
00:14:49,973 --> 00:14:51,350
that says enough to me.
278
00:14:51,350 --> 00:14:52,684
So, let me finish.
279
00:14:53,602 --> 00:14:55,479
I don't think you're vicious.
280
00:14:58,857 --> 00:15:01,902
I think that if someone hurts you...
281
00:15:03,111 --> 00:15:07,199
or you feel like someone has hurt
someone you care about,
282
00:15:07,199 --> 00:15:10,535
you will... hurt them back.
283
00:15:13,497 --> 00:15:15,082
I-- I understand that.
284
00:15:16,416 --> 00:15:19,419
She doesn't know who you are.
285
00:15:22,297 --> 00:15:26,259
I know that you have this deep heart.
286
00:15:29,554 --> 00:15:33,684
And I want you to know, like,
how beautiful I really think you are...
287
00:15:34,685 --> 00:15:38,522
because I do think you're
incredibly beautiful on the inside.
288
00:15:40,691 --> 00:15:43,110
I don't care
how you fucking look like, Zack.
289
00:15:45,028 --> 00:15:49,116
I don't care if you're a dweeb or a nerd
or tall or short.
290
00:15:49,950 --> 00:15:51,576
No matter what, like, I want you to know,
291
00:15:51,576 --> 00:15:53,912
like, I'm always
gonna think the world of you.
292
00:15:58,667 --> 00:16:02,295
When I talk to you,
I know that you love me.
293
00:16:03,880 --> 00:16:06,925
And it's actually real,
294
00:16:06,925 --> 00:16:09,594
and there's no strings attached to it.
295
00:16:10,929 --> 00:16:14,141
Like, I trust you.
Like, I really fucking trust you,
296
00:16:14,975 --> 00:16:17,936
and that means more than
297
00:16:19,646 --> 00:16:20,731
anything, really.
298
00:16:20,731 --> 00:16:23,734
- ♪ Is it written in the stars? ♪
299
00:16:24,776 --> 00:16:27,946
♪ This is who we are ♪
300
00:16:27,946 --> 00:16:30,782
♪ Is it written in the stars? ♪
301
00:16:32,367 --> 00:16:35,037
♪ This is who we are ♪
302
00:16:37,080 --> 00:16:40,000
It's hard to understand how someone
could be in love with two people.
303
00:16:40,000 --> 00:16:43,211
{\an8}And I honestly, I really don't care
what either of 'em look like.
304
00:16:44,087 --> 00:16:47,424
{\an8}I think it's this.
Irina, she's a little immature.
305
00:16:47,924 --> 00:16:50,635
And she plays, like, games, you know.
306
00:16:50,635 --> 00:16:54,890
Like, girl games try to win a man.
You know what I'm talking about.
307
00:16:54,890 --> 00:16:56,808
She tries to create
a little bit of tension.
308
00:16:56,808 --> 00:16:59,061
{\an8}- Yeah?
That concerns me.
309
00:16:59,811 --> 00:17:02,064
{\an8}I know there's been some shit
that's gone down,
310
00:17:02,064 --> 00:17:04,983
and sometimes you can
have blinders on about someone.
311
00:17:06,068 --> 00:17:09,029
{\an8}Bliss really doesn't like Irina.
312
00:17:09,029 --> 00:17:11,281
{\an8}I think Bliss thinks
Irina is, like, a bad person.
313
00:17:12,908 --> 00:17:16,703
I really trust Irina, like,
on a deep level, and it's crazy
314
00:17:16,703 --> 00:17:19,247
'cause I don't really trust
many people, like, at all.
315
00:17:19,247 --> 00:17:20,665
Trust is really hard for me.
316
00:17:21,374 --> 00:17:22,876
With Irina, it's like,
317
00:17:23,710 --> 00:17:27,130
this one would have my back
every step of the way.
318
00:17:30,550 --> 00:17:33,220
Oh, God. You guys, this is insane.
319
00:17:33,970 --> 00:17:36,181
Like, I'm, like, really happy.
320
00:17:36,181 --> 00:17:40,060
Like, really, really, really happy.
Like, genuinely.
321
00:17:40,060 --> 00:17:42,521
It was sad.
Like, "if you would choose Irina,
322
00:17:42,521 --> 00:17:44,648
then that would show me
the type of person you are."
323
00:17:46,149 --> 00:17:48,652
It's a fucked-up thing to say, but...
324
00:17:49,152 --> 00:17:51,404
...and this is an important one,
325
00:17:51,404 --> 00:17:56,952
Bliss and I have
this incredibly deep connection.
326
00:17:57,661 --> 00:17:59,454
Fuck, I love her mind.
327
00:18:00,622 --> 00:18:03,834
Like, her mind.
Like, the way she thinks. Like--
328
00:18:05,544 --> 00:18:07,170
It's so fucking attractive.
329
00:18:08,004 --> 00:18:11,341
I think, like, when the chemistry fades,
330
00:18:11,967 --> 00:18:13,969
we'll still be really good friends.
331
00:18:15,470 --> 00:18:17,097
I gotta make a decision.
332
00:18:18,640 --> 00:18:22,144
♪ You were there
To hold me through it all... ♪
333
00:18:22,936 --> 00:18:24,312
There's no good answer.
334
00:18:25,689 --> 00:18:27,607
Okay, let's go date!
335
00:18:28,692 --> 00:18:31,486
♪ All we need is ♪
336
00:18:31,486 --> 00:18:34,656
♪ Change this world to what we know ♪
337
00:18:34,656 --> 00:18:36,741
♪ That it could be ♪
338
00:18:36,741 --> 00:18:41,663
♪ Take my hand and set us free... ♪
339
00:18:41,663 --> 00:18:43,248
Love you.
Love you.
340
00:18:43,248 --> 00:18:45,667
Have fun.
Thanks. You too.
341
00:18:48,712 --> 00:18:49,546
Hi.
342
00:18:50,881 --> 00:18:52,674
How you doing?
- I'm good.
343
00:18:52,674 --> 00:18:55,468
I got a quick little 20-minute nap,
344
00:18:55,468 --> 00:18:58,847
and then I cleaned the kitchen
because it was so dirty.
345
00:18:59,848 --> 00:19:01,099
Are you dirty?
346
00:19:01,099 --> 00:19:03,018
I'm always dirty, Zack.
347
00:19:03,018 --> 00:19:03,935
Oh, yeah?
348
00:19:03,935 --> 00:19:06,688
- I'm a dirty, dirty girl.
- I bet you are.
349
00:19:07,189 --> 00:19:10,692
You wanna hear something
kinda nerdy? I hired a muralist
350
00:19:10,692 --> 00:19:13,904
to paint me a giant painting of two owls.
351
00:19:13,904 --> 00:19:16,489
I feel like I'm an owl.
I know that's weird.
352
00:19:16,489 --> 00:19:18,241
It's not.
That's my animal.
353
00:19:18,241 --> 00:19:19,492
That's my animal.
354
00:19:19,492 --> 00:19:21,286
My family, they're gonna be like,
355
00:19:21,286 --> 00:19:24,164
"Finally, Bliss,
you don't have, like, a stupid asshole"--
356
00:19:24,164 --> 00:19:26,249
I wouldn't be so confident
about that.
357
00:19:27,792 --> 00:19:31,004
My dad, like,
he does not like any of my exes at all.
358
00:19:32,797 --> 00:19:36,218
Why did he think that?
Like, what about them did he not like?
359
00:19:36,218 --> 00:19:37,928
They just weren't good enough.
360
00:19:37,928 --> 00:19:41,348
I don't know that my dad will think
anyone is ever good enough for me.
361
00:19:43,308 --> 00:19:44,267
Yeah.
362
00:19:44,267 --> 00:19:46,770
- I've had that happen to me before.
- Yeah.
363
00:19:46,770 --> 00:19:49,940
Where someone's family
would judge me
364
00:19:49,940 --> 00:19:52,692
because of how I grew up,
and how I was raised.
365
00:19:53,777 --> 00:19:55,237
It makes me nervous.
366
00:19:56,154 --> 00:19:58,949
It worries me that
you're worried about, like, acceptance,
367
00:19:58,949 --> 00:20:02,285
and, like, you know,
I don't understand that, really.
368
00:20:05,956 --> 00:20:08,583
Your family means a lot to you.
369
00:20:08,583 --> 00:20:11,503
- It does, Zack. Everyone's family does.
I know. And that's normal.
370
00:20:11,503 --> 00:20:12,420
Yeah.
371
00:20:12,420 --> 00:20:16,424
And their opinions
are going to affect you.
372
00:20:17,008 --> 00:20:18,551
Don't worry about my family.
373
00:20:18,551 --> 00:20:21,096
If my family,
like, doesn't like you,
374
00:20:21,096 --> 00:20:23,807
that's not gonna change
the way that I feel about you.
375
00:20:24,307 --> 00:20:25,976
But they will accept you.
376
00:20:26,726 --> 00:20:28,186
And, like, as they get to know you,
377
00:20:28,186 --> 00:20:30,397
like, I believe that
they would grow to love you.
378
00:20:32,649 --> 00:20:36,236
I think that you are a better person
than you think you are,
379
00:20:36,236 --> 00:20:40,073
and I am in awe of you.
Like, I truly, deeply am.
380
00:20:43,952 --> 00:20:47,956
When I look 20 years from now
at us together,
381
00:20:49,249 --> 00:20:50,834
I just think it's gonna build.
382
00:20:52,502 --> 00:20:55,630
And I think that we would live
a very happy life together.
383
00:20:58,550 --> 00:21:00,927
And, I mean, I'll be honest. I love you.
384
00:21:02,304 --> 00:21:04,973
Everything, like, about you, like, fuck.
385
00:21:06,516 --> 00:21:07,559
I love you too.
386
00:21:11,313 --> 00:21:14,858
But... when we started talking about Irina...
387
00:21:16,901 --> 00:21:19,904
I understand that you guys have
a very fucking bad relationship.
388
00:21:19,904 --> 00:21:23,325
It's really not that bad.
It really isn't. Like, I--
389
00:21:23,325 --> 00:21:26,703
What concerned me is when you said that
390
00:21:27,871 --> 00:21:29,789
if I were to pick her,
391
00:21:29,789 --> 00:21:32,834
that would show
the kind of judge of character I have.
392
00:21:32,834 --> 00:21:35,587
You're right that you know her
in a different way.
393
00:21:35,587 --> 00:21:39,674
And I see her in capacities you don't.
You see her in capacities that I don't.
394
00:21:39,674 --> 00:21:42,719
I just see things
that aren't good, honestly.
395
00:21:49,642 --> 00:21:53,355
If you really believe in me,
you gotta know that, like, really,
396
00:21:53,897 --> 00:21:58,485
that I would not be--
I would not be in this position
397
00:21:58,485 --> 00:22:01,654
if I thought Irina was
actually a bad person.
398
00:22:01,654 --> 00:22:05,450
I'm not saying she's a bad person, babe.
I'm not saying that.
399
00:22:05,450 --> 00:22:08,411
I'm just trying to tell you
everything that's going through my head.
400
00:22:11,748 --> 00:22:14,250
I really, really,
really, really care for you.
401
00:22:16,419 --> 00:22:19,255
I do think
I probably just need to sleep on this.
402
00:22:19,756 --> 00:22:21,800
It's gonna be okay.
403
00:22:23,093 --> 00:22:25,553
To me, when you, like, are with someone,
404
00:22:25,553 --> 00:22:30,475
it's about, like, building a life together
the way that you want it to look.
405
00:22:31,017 --> 00:22:33,269
Just trust yourself, you know. Like...
406
00:22:33,812 --> 00:22:37,816
I just feel like you and I are, like, it.
Like, I really feel that in my heart.
407
00:22:37,816 --> 00:22:42,070
And this is literally
just the beginning of, like, everything.
408
00:22:48,410 --> 00:22:51,913
♪ It's not just you, it's not just me ♪
409
00:22:51,913 --> 00:22:56,209
♪ It's the way we get together
The way we get together ♪
410
00:23:02,257 --> 00:23:04,717
♪ All right, they set in stone... ♪
411
00:23:06,010 --> 00:23:07,053
It's just a boy.
412
00:23:07,053 --> 00:23:08,388
♪ 'Cause I wanna break this... ♪
413
00:23:08,388 --> 00:23:10,473
It's just a boy.
414
00:23:11,015 --> 00:23:13,601
I'm feeling giddy to see Marshall.
415
00:23:13,601 --> 00:23:16,312
{\an8}I look good, smelling good.
I shaved my armpits.
416
00:23:16,312 --> 00:23:18,606
Make sure ain't no hairs coming out.
417
00:23:18,606 --> 00:23:22,652
If he's ugly, I'm gonna be upset,
but we'll just have to work through that.
418
00:23:22,652 --> 00:23:26,239
But I know my baby fine.
I know he's a good man inside.
419
00:23:26,239 --> 00:23:29,033
I'm not even worried about
what he looks like at this point.
420
00:23:40,211 --> 00:23:41,212
Damn.
421
00:23:41,212 --> 00:23:44,048
I just know that whenever I see Jackie,
422
00:23:44,048 --> 00:23:47,302
{\an8}I know that
I'll just be smitten, regardless.
423
00:23:47,302 --> 00:23:51,890
Peg leg, solid gold tooth, eye patch.
424
00:23:51,890 --> 00:23:55,977
Whatever. Goddamn, you got this, dawg.
425
00:23:56,561 --> 00:23:57,479
Oh!
426
00:23:58,855 --> 00:24:01,024
I know that's crazy to say
and crazy to hear,
427
00:24:01,024 --> 00:24:03,860
but it's an unshakable feeling.
428
00:24:04,402 --> 00:24:05,403
I just know.
429
00:24:05,987 --> 00:24:09,365
When I say I've never been so certain
about anything in my entire life,
430
00:24:09,365 --> 00:24:10,283
I mean that shit.
431
00:24:11,618 --> 00:24:12,869
Oh, my God.
432
00:24:15,205 --> 00:24:17,916
I am shaking like hell.
Mm, he's just a boy.
433
00:24:18,666 --> 00:24:20,668
I don't got no big ol' Nicki Minaj booty.
434
00:24:20,668 --> 00:24:23,421
I don't got the big ol' ninnies.
I'm a Skinny Minnie.
435
00:24:23,421 --> 00:24:26,382
If Marshall is a breast man,
then he's a breast man.
436
00:24:26,382 --> 00:24:28,551
He can go and get that
at the chicken joint.
437
00:24:30,595 --> 00:24:32,180
Oh, my gosh, hurry up.
438
00:24:32,180 --> 00:24:34,724
I have thought about
me and Marshall's first kiss.
439
00:24:34,724 --> 00:24:39,521
I'm thinking it's going to be
very sensual, very smooth, very quick.
440
00:24:39,521 --> 00:24:42,440
If he comes in trying
to tongue-kiss me down or something,
441
00:24:42,440 --> 00:24:43,650
I'm gonna be like, "No."
442
00:24:43,650 --> 00:24:47,111
And I know halitosis smell, trust me.
I work in the dental field.
443
00:24:47,111 --> 00:24:50,031
If I smell halitosis,
that's a deal-breaker,
444
00:24:50,031 --> 00:24:51,449
because there's no cure.
445
00:24:51,449 --> 00:24:53,243
You're gonna have to
live with that for life.
446
00:25:08,216 --> 00:25:10,260
- Hi.
- Hey.
447
00:25:10,260 --> 00:25:11,553
How are you?
448
00:25:11,553 --> 00:25:14,264
- You look beautiful.
449
00:25:15,932 --> 00:25:17,141
Oh.
450
00:25:17,141 --> 00:25:19,227
Oh, my goodness.
451
00:25:19,227 --> 00:25:21,229
♪ ...all of mine ♪
452
00:25:21,229 --> 00:25:25,066
♪ Every night rain or shine ♪
453
00:25:25,066 --> 00:25:28,736
♪ Baby, for the rest of our lives ♪
454
00:25:28,736 --> 00:25:32,865
♪ And that's why we're walking through... ♪
455
00:25:32,865 --> 00:25:36,869
Hands down, she's everything that
I could have ever imagined and then some.
456
00:25:38,121 --> 00:25:40,582
I think she's the most amazing woman
in this world.
457
00:25:40,582 --> 00:25:42,125
I feel your heart beating.
458
00:25:42,125 --> 00:25:45,712
I know. I'm literally, like,
going a thousand miles an hour.
459
00:25:48,715 --> 00:25:50,258
You are beautiful.
460
00:25:51,968 --> 00:25:53,845
- Mmm!
- And when we kissed, it was...
461
00:25:55,263 --> 00:25:57,140
It was,
462
00:25:58,391 --> 00:26:00,351
honestly, the best moment of my life.
463
00:26:01,603 --> 00:26:03,980
Turn around. Let me see.
464
00:26:05,523 --> 00:26:07,817
Let me see you.
465
00:26:11,904 --> 00:26:13,197
Oh, my gosh.
466
00:26:13,197 --> 00:26:16,117
Oh! Oh, my God!
467
00:26:17,452 --> 00:26:20,663
- Will you marry me, Jackie?
- Of course I'll marry you.
468
00:26:20,663 --> 00:26:23,583
Oh, my God. Oh, my God!
469
00:26:23,583 --> 00:26:26,127
♪ Don't move, think we got something... ♪
470
00:26:26,127 --> 00:26:28,212
Oh, my gosh. I'm, like, shaking.
471
00:26:31,090 --> 00:26:32,800
Oh, my gosh!
472
00:26:34,510 --> 00:26:35,762
Oh!
473
00:26:36,554 --> 00:26:38,931
Oh, my goodness.
474
00:26:38,931 --> 00:26:39,974
Oh!
475
00:26:39,974 --> 00:26:42,185
You can tell Marshall
is very high class.
476
00:26:42,185 --> 00:26:45,563
He's high class. He's elegant.
He's looking good in the fit.
477
00:26:46,564 --> 00:26:49,984
His vibe is just, like,
leaking through his pores.
478
00:26:49,984 --> 00:26:52,153
It's giving everything
I thought it would give.
479
00:26:52,153 --> 00:26:55,406
Literally, it's giving everything
I thought it would give.
480
00:26:55,406 --> 00:26:57,241
This is a good man for me.
481
00:27:08,586 --> 00:27:09,462
I'll be seeing you.
482
00:27:11,381 --> 00:27:12,715
- Uh! Uh!
- Oh! You better--
483
00:27:16,386 --> 00:27:18,429
Ooh! You better work, then.
484
00:27:18,429 --> 00:27:20,848
Let me see you walk.
Let me see how it moves. Okay.
485
00:27:20,848 --> 00:27:24,310
Okay, okay. You better work.
You better let 'em know.
486
00:27:24,310 --> 00:27:25,561
You better let 'em know, okay?
487
00:27:25,561 --> 00:27:26,938
You already know.
488
00:27:27,772 --> 00:27:30,525
Shout out to the ring. Shout out, you.
489
00:27:30,525 --> 00:27:32,110
I see you, girl.
490
00:27:32,110 --> 00:27:34,112
- ♪ Feelin' nice... ♪
491
00:27:41,869 --> 00:27:42,995
♪ Feelin' nice... ♪
492
00:27:57,969 --> 00:28:01,139
{\an8}- Are you okay?
I'm just having-- This is a lot.
493
00:28:01,139 --> 00:28:04,809
{\an8}- This is so much. I'm drunk off the hopes.
Like, I'm just very overwhelmed.
494
00:28:04,809 --> 00:28:06,686
{\an8}- Good or bad?
Both?
495
00:28:06,686 --> 00:28:09,397
I just, like,
don't want there to be any ickiness,
496
00:28:09,397 --> 00:28:13,192
And, like, I wanna end this, like,
with, like, just happiness either way.
497
00:28:13,192 --> 00:28:16,154
And, like, it's gonna
be hard no matter what.
498
00:28:16,154 --> 00:28:17,113
I think he's confused.
499
00:28:17,113 --> 00:28:20,199
Like, we're all just, like,
all over the place, you know.
500
00:28:20,199 --> 00:28:22,034
- I don't know.
- Yeah. I really like him too.
501
00:28:22,034 --> 00:28:23,244
So it's definitely hard.
502
00:28:25,079 --> 00:28:27,415
That's okay.
Like, I just wanna, like, start fresh
503
00:28:27,415 --> 00:28:31,544
and, like, have peace with each other,
and, like, and he's going through it,
504
00:28:31,544 --> 00:28:34,964
and I think this between us is,
like, really, like, hurting him too.
505
00:28:34,964 --> 00:28:38,176
Like, let's just be cool,
not only for him, but, like, for us.
506
00:28:38,176 --> 00:28:39,302
That's all I wanted to say.
507
00:28:39,302 --> 00:28:41,471
But thanks for listening
and being open to talking.
508
00:28:41,471 --> 00:28:44,390
I think the world of you,
and what's meant to be will be.
509
00:28:44,390 --> 00:28:47,852
- I'll never have hard feelings toward you.
Yeah, same, same.
510
00:28:49,020 --> 00:28:50,772
This isn't me versus Irina.
511
00:28:50,772 --> 00:28:53,649
{\an8}It's really about Zack and me
or Zack and Irina,
512
00:28:53,649 --> 00:28:55,193
{\an8}and I'm not going to be
513
00:28:55,193 --> 00:28:59,447
dragged into any sort of, you know,
petty competition with her.
514
00:28:59,447 --> 00:29:00,948
♪ I can do it this way... ♪
515
00:29:00,948 --> 00:29:02,909
I can't even pinpoint what it is.
516
00:29:02,909 --> 00:29:05,578
His tone of voice or the presence of his...
517
00:29:05,578 --> 00:29:08,706
of his spirit, or whatever it is,
on the other side of the pod.
518
00:29:09,207 --> 00:29:11,417
If the question is,
"Can you really fall in love
519
00:29:11,417 --> 00:29:13,586
without ever having seen someone?"
520
00:29:14,253 --> 00:29:15,213
Absolutely. Yes.
521
00:29:16,339 --> 00:29:18,841
♪ It's real love ♪
522
00:29:18,841 --> 00:29:21,552
♪ 'Cause we have enough ♪
523
00:29:21,552 --> 00:29:24,472
I had a hard time sleeping last night,
but I actually, like, woke up
524
00:29:24,472 --> 00:29:27,934
and had, like, a really good sense of,
like, peace and calm this morning.
525
00:29:27,934 --> 00:29:30,937
{\an8}And I'm sorry about
the way that I acted yesterday.
526
00:29:30,937 --> 00:29:33,356
{\an8}I'm not gonna be perfect, and...
527
00:29:33,356 --> 00:29:37,485
I really respect you as a person
and just for your own sake.
528
00:29:37,485 --> 00:29:39,403
I know you've been struggling
with this a lot,
529
00:29:39,403 --> 00:29:43,074
and I feel like you've kind of been trying
to fix this thing with me and Irina,
530
00:29:43,074 --> 00:29:45,910
I just wanna let you know
that I pulled her aside this morning,
531
00:29:45,910 --> 00:29:47,286
and I talked to her,
532
00:29:47,286 --> 00:29:50,998
and we just both agree that,
like, we just really want you to be happy.
533
00:29:51,833 --> 00:29:55,336
And I felt I needed to do that
for, like, myself, also for you.
534
00:29:56,629 --> 00:29:58,422
I wanna read something to you.
535
00:30:01,425 --> 00:30:05,429
It says, "In adult life, they meet people
who fall in love with their false self,
536
00:30:06,013 --> 00:30:07,765
but this love doesn't last."
537
00:30:07,765 --> 00:30:11,978
"True love has the power to redeem.
Love saves us."
538
00:30:22,530 --> 00:30:23,364
Bliss.
539
00:30:25,533 --> 00:30:27,952
You are so amazing.
540
00:30:28,995 --> 00:30:31,330
You're brilliant. You're caring. You're--
541
00:30:32,498 --> 00:30:34,625
Oh, my God.
542
00:30:42,675 --> 00:30:45,052
Are you breaking up with me?
543
00:30:45,761 --> 00:30:46,679
Yeah.
544
00:31:00,026 --> 00:31:01,861
I really do love you.
545
00:31:01,861 --> 00:31:04,822
♪ Irresistibly magnetic... ♪
546
00:31:08,159 --> 00:31:09,911
♪ Everybody's chasing... ♪
547
00:31:14,707 --> 00:31:17,168
♪ I knew if I was gonna have you ♪
548
00:31:17,168 --> 00:31:20,546
♪ You'd have to have all of me too... ♪
549
00:31:20,546 --> 00:31:23,966
I love you too,
and I'm really grateful to have met you.
550
00:31:23,966 --> 00:31:28,763
And I hope that you,
you know, find your happiness.
551
00:31:31,682 --> 00:31:32,600
I'm sorry.
552
00:31:32,600 --> 00:31:34,685
♪ I knew if I was gonna love you ♪
553
00:31:34,685 --> 00:31:37,730
♪ I'd have to trust in something new ♪
554
00:31:37,730 --> 00:31:40,566
I wish you all the best
in the whole world.
555
00:31:40,566 --> 00:31:42,401
- You too.
Thanks.
556
00:31:42,401 --> 00:31:45,363
♪ It was worth it ♪
557
00:31:45,363 --> 00:31:48,532
♪ And I'm learning ♪
558
00:31:49,116 --> 00:31:54,580
♪ That lovin' doesn't always
Treat you fair ♪
559
00:31:55,373 --> 00:31:58,376
♪ I loved, and I lost... ♪
560
00:32:00,211 --> 00:32:02,088
I do love you.
561
00:32:09,845 --> 00:32:13,891
I think that no matter
what choice I made,
562
00:32:14,392 --> 00:32:16,143
my heart was going to break.
563
00:32:18,813 --> 00:32:22,775
{\an8}And that doesn't mean
that I'm not in love with Irina.
564
00:32:24,610 --> 00:32:26,612
It just means that I'm hurting
565
00:32:28,114 --> 00:32:29,949
from when I had to tell Bliss...
566
00:32:29,949 --> 00:32:31,951
Fuck.
567
00:32:33,577 --> 00:32:35,329
...that I'd made up my mind.
568
00:32:38,499 --> 00:32:42,837
♪ Wasn't bracing for the fall
It hit me hard... ♪
569
00:32:44,171 --> 00:32:46,257
{\an8}I chose Irina
570
00:32:47,049 --> 00:32:49,677
because she's the one I trust the most.
571
00:32:50,636 --> 00:32:53,931
♪ And I'll do it all over... ♪
572
00:32:59,770 --> 00:33:00,980
It's okay.
573
00:33:02,815 --> 00:33:04,108
It's okay.
574
00:33:05,234 --> 00:33:07,611
{\an8}So, he's choosing Irina?
575
00:33:07,611 --> 00:33:09,071
{\an8}I mean, I didn't ask him.
576
00:33:09,071 --> 00:33:13,159
- Um, did you try to fight for it?
I mean...
577
00:33:15,077 --> 00:33:16,787
What am I gonna do?
578
00:33:17,288 --> 00:33:20,833
Do you feel like...?
- I feel I have fought for it. Like, I--
579
00:33:20,833 --> 00:33:21,876
I really have.
580
00:33:22,418 --> 00:33:25,463
And, like, he--
he made his decision, you know.
581
00:33:25,463 --> 00:33:28,174
It's not that we don't have love
for each other, you know.
582
00:33:28,174 --> 00:33:29,967
Like, he told me he loved me.
583
00:33:29,967 --> 00:33:33,763
It's just not--
I'm not his wife, right? So...
584
00:33:33,763 --> 00:33:37,725
'Cause he knows exactly how I feel.
But I'm not gonna sit there and be like,
585
00:33:37,725 --> 00:33:40,561
"You're making the wrong decision."
Like, I'm not gonna do that to him.
586
00:33:40,561 --> 00:33:44,523
The person who I'm gonna be with,
like, will know it in their heart,
587
00:33:44,523 --> 00:33:46,942
and they'll choose me,
and I won't have to, like, be like,
588
00:33:46,942 --> 00:33:49,028
"You're making a mistake," you know.
589
00:33:49,028 --> 00:33:51,155
Because, like, for him,
he's not making a mistake.
590
00:33:51,155 --> 00:33:52,698
This is the right choice for him.
591
00:33:52,698 --> 00:33:55,326
Yeah.
- That's the way he feels, so...
592
00:33:55,326 --> 00:33:58,037
- ♪ I love you never was meant ♪
593
00:33:58,037 --> 00:33:59,914
♪ To hurt this way ♪
594
00:34:00,831 --> 00:34:05,878
♪ I love you never was meant
To hurt this way ♪
595
00:34:15,429 --> 00:34:16,305
So...
596
00:34:17,098 --> 00:34:21,102
the funny thing about
what I'm wearing today, right, is that...
597
00:34:22,603 --> 00:34:23,479
{\an8}Um...
598
00:34:23,479 --> 00:34:25,773
{\an8}I always wear black jeans all the time.
599
00:34:25,773 --> 00:34:28,192
And, um, when I came here,
600
00:34:28,192 --> 00:34:31,695
I had, like, all my outfits
picked out with black jeans.
601
00:34:31,695 --> 00:34:33,531
- They're my thing.
- Mm-hmm.
602
00:34:33,531 --> 00:34:35,074
And then this morning,
603
00:34:35,074 --> 00:34:38,369
I woke up and realized
I couldn't find any of my black jeans.
604
00:34:39,203 --> 00:34:40,955
But the crazy thing is
605
00:34:41,956 --> 00:34:44,917
I put on a pair of my light tan khakis.
606
00:34:44,917 --> 00:34:47,002
- And I looked in the mirror.
Mm-hmm.
607
00:34:47,002 --> 00:34:49,588
"Damn, you know what? That looks good."
608
00:34:50,172 --> 00:34:51,257
"I love it."
609
00:34:51,257 --> 00:34:54,343
And, like, the crazy thing
about how things have been
610
00:34:54,343 --> 00:34:56,262
for us so far is, like,
611
00:34:57,304 --> 00:35:01,100
I'm sure we both came here with what
this perfect idea or perfect thought
612
00:35:01,100 --> 00:35:03,352
or perfect process would be, right?
613
00:35:07,148 --> 00:35:08,357
As time went on...
614
00:35:10,359 --> 00:35:14,822
it went from what was perfect to us
to what we actually needed.
615
00:35:15,364 --> 00:35:16,490
Hmm.
616
00:35:17,074 --> 00:35:18,492
'Cause the thing is,
617
00:35:19,994 --> 00:35:21,871
nothing's perfect.
618
00:35:21,871 --> 00:35:22,872
Mnh-mnh.
619
00:35:22,872 --> 00:35:25,624
'Cause if it was perfect,
it wouldn't be real.
620
00:35:26,250 --> 00:35:28,919
And the one thing that I know
you have given me every single time
621
00:35:28,919 --> 00:35:30,921
that we have stepped in this pod is
622
00:35:32,006 --> 00:35:33,591
the best version of you.
623
00:35:33,591 --> 00:35:36,844
- And the best version of the real you.
Mm.
624
00:35:47,313 --> 00:35:49,773
So, Chelsea Lauren Griffin.
625
00:35:51,233 --> 00:35:52,568
I'm about to get on my knee.
626
00:35:52,568 --> 00:35:55,154
I spent all morning trying
to figure out which one it was.
627
00:35:55,154 --> 00:35:57,448
- I still don't know.
628
00:35:57,448 --> 00:36:00,367
- We'll figure out if I pick the right one.
- It doesn't matter.
629
00:36:00,951 --> 00:36:01,952
But, um...
630
00:36:07,499 --> 00:36:09,501
I'm just so excited...
631
00:36:10,628 --> 00:36:13,130
...to wake up next to you every single day
632
00:36:13,130 --> 00:36:15,758
and not worry about how we can be perfect,
633
00:36:15,758 --> 00:36:19,595
but always think about
how incredibly real we can be.
634
00:36:19,595 --> 00:36:20,638
Mmm.
635
00:36:21,847 --> 00:36:23,515
That's the life I want.
636
00:36:24,141 --> 00:36:26,393
And that's the perfect life
for me.
637
00:36:28,312 --> 00:36:31,899
And so, as you stand
on the other side of this wall...
638
00:36:34,860 --> 00:36:36,403
I wanted to ask you...
639
00:36:38,656 --> 00:36:41,033
if you would be willing to marry me.
640
00:36:47,831 --> 00:36:50,584
- Can I just say a few words?
Please, please do.
641
00:36:53,128 --> 00:36:58,342
I feel like our love story
was the most beautiful slow dance.
642
00:37:00,511 --> 00:37:01,845
It was
643
00:37:02,429 --> 00:37:04,682
secure and soft
644
00:37:04,682 --> 00:37:07,518
and healthy and loving.
645
00:37:07,518 --> 00:37:10,437
And you are
646
00:37:11,480 --> 00:37:15,276
an amazing, amazing, amazing person.
647
00:37:15,859 --> 00:37:17,236
You're an amazing son.
648
00:37:18,821 --> 00:37:23,409
You are an amazing brother, friend, uncle.
649
00:37:27,454 --> 00:37:29,540
- And guess what.
- What?
650
00:37:30,416 --> 00:37:33,877
I can't wait to add "husband"
to that list.
651
00:37:37,339 --> 00:37:40,634
- For real? For real?
A thousand times, yes!
652
00:37:42,052 --> 00:37:44,888
Oh, my God, yes, yes, yes!
653
00:37:46,223 --> 00:37:49,518
I would be so deeply honored
654
00:37:51,186 --> 00:37:52,354
to be your wife.
655
00:37:54,148 --> 00:37:56,358
- I love you.
- I love you, baby.
656
00:38:08,078 --> 00:38:11,040
{\an8}- When we first met here in the pods...
657
00:38:12,875 --> 00:38:15,669
...I told you that I was homeless...
658
00:38:16,920 --> 00:38:20,799
{\an8}...and that I lived under an underpass.
659
00:38:21,383 --> 00:38:23,927
And you didn't care.
660
00:38:27,056 --> 00:38:30,017
I'm not sure if you knew
I was joking or not, but...
661
00:38:30,893 --> 00:38:34,229
I knew that there was
something special about you.
662
00:38:37,107 --> 00:38:41,070
And after everything we've been through
since we've been here,
663
00:38:42,363 --> 00:38:46,367
Irina, I have gotten to slowly know you
664
00:38:46,367 --> 00:38:48,994
on a deeper and a deeper level.
665
00:38:49,578 --> 00:38:53,707
And I've seen the woman
that you are at the core.
666
00:38:58,420 --> 00:39:03,842
And I know
that you would never give up on me,
667
00:39:03,842 --> 00:39:05,886
no matter how bad things got.
668
00:39:08,722 --> 00:39:10,057
So I wrote you a song.
669
00:39:10,057 --> 00:39:11,892
Aww.
670
00:39:11,892 --> 00:39:14,019
- Okay, I'm ready for it.
Are you?
671
00:39:14,019 --> 00:39:15,604
Yes.
672
00:39:15,604 --> 00:39:16,522
All right.
673
00:39:16,522 --> 00:39:21,485
♪ I was aching breaking down ♪
674
00:39:22,069 --> 00:39:26,407
♪ The bluest guy
Hey, the blues had found ♪
675
00:39:27,408 --> 00:39:31,370
♪ As we laid in the pods ♪
676
00:39:32,329 --> 00:39:35,874
♪ I knew it was real ♪
677
00:39:35,874 --> 00:39:40,129
♪ My heart, you would steal ♪
678
00:39:40,921 --> 00:39:44,341
♪ You found me all alone ♪
679
00:39:44,842 --> 00:39:48,595
♪ I found myself a Blarney Stone ♪
680
00:39:48,595 --> 00:39:50,681
♪ Irina ♪
681
00:39:50,681 --> 00:39:56,687
♪ You take my blues away ♪
682
00:39:56,687 --> 00:39:58,397
♪ Irina ♪
683
00:39:58,397 --> 00:40:04,611
♪ You take my blues away ♪
684
00:40:04,611 --> 00:40:06,905
♪ I love you ♪
685
00:40:07,823 --> 00:40:12,202
♪ Forever and ever ♪
686
00:40:13,287 --> 00:40:18,208
♪ And ever I do ♪
687
00:40:27,551 --> 00:40:28,552
Irina.
688
00:40:30,012 --> 00:40:32,139
I wanna spend
the rest of my life with you.
689
00:40:37,895 --> 00:40:39,313
Will you marry me?
690
00:40:41,773 --> 00:40:44,109
Zack.
691
00:40:47,196 --> 00:40:48,655
Um...
692
00:40:48,655 --> 00:40:50,824
I have a million thoughts
running through my mind,
693
00:40:50,824 --> 00:40:54,661
but all I can think is,
I can't wait to change the world with you.
694
00:40:55,454 --> 00:40:58,749
And there's truly no one I see myself
doing that with other than you.
695
00:41:01,001 --> 00:41:03,253
Easiest yes of my life.
696
00:41:03,253 --> 00:41:05,464
-♪ I'm feeling good ♪
697
00:41:05,464 --> 00:41:07,716
♪ My body's certain... ♪
698
00:41:10,010 --> 00:41:11,512
I love you. Hmm.
699
00:41:12,679 --> 00:41:15,390
- I love you too.
700
00:41:17,518 --> 00:41:18,644
I'll see you tomorrow.
701
00:41:20,312 --> 00:41:23,857
♪ Oh, so alive! ♪
702
00:41:23,857 --> 00:41:25,651
♪ Alive ♪
703
00:41:29,988 --> 00:41:33,116
{\an8}This is one of the most
important moments of my life.
704
00:41:33,116 --> 00:41:37,496
And I woke up today, like,
giddy as I've ever been in my whole life,
705
00:41:37,496 --> 00:41:40,457
like, better than Christmas morning,
because I get to see my fiancé.
706
00:41:40,457 --> 00:41:44,503
I get to hold him.
I get to smell him for the first time.
707
00:41:44,503 --> 00:41:46,547
I came into this experiment
708
00:41:46,547 --> 00:41:49,883
never having felt that deep knowing
709
00:41:49,883 --> 00:41:53,637
that, like, married couples talk about,
of like, "when you know, you know,"
710
00:41:53,637 --> 00:41:55,931
and I have that feeling now.
711
00:41:55,931 --> 00:41:59,977
Kwame and I, we just, like,
get each other on another level.
712
00:42:00,477 --> 00:42:05,107
Our souls are such an amazing
out-of-this-world match.
713
00:42:06,567 --> 00:42:08,151
Through this experience,
714
00:42:08,151 --> 00:42:11,446
I've realized that it came down
to finding someone
715
00:42:11,446 --> 00:42:13,323
who was looking
for the same end goal as you.
716
00:42:13,323 --> 00:42:14,575
The journey is gonna wind.
717
00:42:14,575 --> 00:42:17,703
{\an8}It's gonna go left. It's gonna go right.
You can't predict the journey,
718
00:42:17,703 --> 00:42:21,164
but we're hoping for the same thing,
which is happiness at the end of it all.
719
00:42:26,336 --> 00:42:28,880
Let's go. Let's meet your hubs.
720
00:42:30,924 --> 00:42:33,302
I mean, I'm confident in what I look like,
721
00:42:33,927 --> 00:42:36,138
but is he gonna think I'm beautiful?
722
00:42:36,847 --> 00:42:37,889
I hope so.
723
00:42:39,141 --> 00:42:43,145
I don't know really
if I'm even his type physically.
724
00:42:46,023 --> 00:42:50,819
If I'm not his type,
I hope that who I am becomes his type.
725
00:42:52,154 --> 00:42:55,324
I want to stop filling in the unknown.
726
00:42:55,824 --> 00:42:56,867
I just wanna know.
727
00:42:56,867 --> 00:42:58,452
I just wanna see him, wanna feel him.
728
00:42:58,452 --> 00:42:59,953
I wanna smell him.
729
00:42:59,953 --> 00:43:00,912
I wanna kiss him.
730
00:43:00,912 --> 00:43:04,207
-♪ I'm gonna find my ♪
731
00:43:04,791 --> 00:43:06,877
♪ Find my way home ♪
732
00:43:06,877 --> 00:43:10,631
♪ Taking the madness ♪
733
00:43:11,131 --> 00:43:13,550
- ♪ Letting it go ♪
- Wow.
734
00:43:15,927 --> 00:43:18,889
♪ Find my way home ♪
735
00:43:24,519 --> 00:43:27,439
- Oh, my God. Hi!
- Oh, my gosh!
736
00:43:27,439 --> 00:43:31,902
Look at you! Oh, my gosh. Oh!
737
00:43:32,778 --> 00:43:33,612
Mm.
738
00:43:34,946 --> 00:43:36,365
- Mm.
- Oh, my God.
739
00:43:36,365 --> 00:43:38,575
Mm.
740
00:43:39,576 --> 00:43:40,786
Mm.
741
00:43:40,786 --> 00:43:44,039
- Wow. Look at you.
- Look at you!
742
00:43:44,039 --> 00:43:46,124
-♪ All I want is you ♪
743
00:43:46,124 --> 00:43:48,210
♪ All I want ♪
744
00:43:48,210 --> 00:43:50,253
♪ All I want is you ♪
745
00:43:50,253 --> 00:43:51,838
♪ All I want... ♪
746
00:43:51,838 --> 00:43:53,131
- Mm!
747
00:43:53,882 --> 00:43:54,883
Mm!
748
00:43:55,384 --> 00:43:57,386
- Oh, yeah.
749
00:44:00,055 --> 00:44:01,723
- Oh, wow! Hello.
- Look at you!
750
00:44:01,723 --> 00:44:03,475
Hello, hello, hello.
751
00:44:03,475 --> 00:44:05,394
- Okay.
- Do you like it?
752
00:44:05,394 --> 00:44:07,729
Oh, I love everything about it!
753
00:44:07,729 --> 00:44:09,981
Is it wild that you look even better--
754
00:44:09,981 --> 00:44:12,526
- I close my eyes, and I'm like, "Okay!"
755
00:44:12,526 --> 00:44:14,152
- Even better?
Even better.
756
00:44:14,152 --> 00:44:16,488
- I mean, this is something else.
757
00:44:18,824 --> 00:44:20,117
Is my heart-- am I alive?
758
00:44:20,909 --> 00:44:23,412
Is this real?
Is this-- is this real?
759
00:44:23,995 --> 00:44:25,455
- Oh.
760
00:44:25,455 --> 00:44:28,375
When two souls
are attracted to each other
761
00:44:28,375 --> 00:44:31,211
and they just meet up
in that way that we have,
762
00:44:31,211 --> 00:44:33,630
this is all my wildest dreams come true.
763
00:44:35,590 --> 00:44:39,636
- This is... this is not...
764
00:44:40,679 --> 00:44:41,972
- Oh, man.
- Mm.
765
00:44:43,640 --> 00:44:44,808
- Are you good?
- Yeah.
766
00:44:44,808 --> 00:44:45,726
I know.
767
00:44:45,726 --> 00:44:49,271
Yeah, now I'm definitely
looking forward to, uh, to Mexico.
768
00:44:49,271 --> 00:44:52,315
- Mm. Me too. It's gonna be fun.
769
00:44:55,110 --> 00:44:56,111
I love you.
770
00:44:57,070 --> 00:44:58,113
I love you too.
771
00:45:01,742 --> 00:45:03,452
- Oh, my God.
772
00:45:04,035 --> 00:45:05,662
Oh, my gosh. Okay.
773
00:45:05,662 --> 00:45:07,038
- Wow.
- Whoo!
774
00:45:07,038 --> 00:45:08,957
Am I what you pictured?
775
00:45:08,957 --> 00:45:11,835
Oh, my gosh, you are-- Oh, my gosh.
776
00:45:11,835 --> 00:45:13,253
Oh, my gosh. Hold on.
777
00:45:13,253 --> 00:45:15,714
Wait, wait. Are we gonna do this sitting?
We should get up.
778
00:45:15,714 --> 00:45:19,009
- We should. Like, sorry, I can't-- Wow.
- Okay.
779
00:45:19,676 --> 00:45:21,303
You should probably get down on your knee.
780
00:45:21,303 --> 00:45:23,555
Oh, my God.
Babe, you're right.
781
00:45:23,555 --> 00:45:25,766
Just remember, remember.
Who has more game, me or you?
782
00:45:25,766 --> 00:45:29,019
- Wow, let's not go there yet.
- It's okay.
783
00:45:29,019 --> 00:45:30,896
Okay! Whoo! All right.
784
00:45:30,896 --> 00:45:34,608
Now that I've seen everything,
will you marry me?
785
00:45:35,817 --> 00:45:36,651
Okay, wait.
786
00:45:38,737 --> 00:45:42,365
- Alex Kwame Owusu...
- Mm-hmm.
787
00:45:42,365 --> 00:45:45,744
- Uh-huh, uh-huh, uh-huh.
- ...Ansah Appiah.
788
00:45:46,536 --> 00:45:47,412
Yes!
789
00:45:47,412 --> 00:45:50,707
Oh, man.
790
00:45:50,707 --> 00:45:52,292
Do you like it?
791
00:45:52,292 --> 00:45:54,002
♪ That's when you'll need it...♪
792
00:45:55,670 --> 00:45:59,382
I knew you'd like it. I saw it,
and I said, "That's Chelsea all over."
793
00:45:59,382 --> 00:46:02,427
Oh, my God. Oh, my gosh.
794
00:46:04,012 --> 00:46:06,056
Oh, my God!
795
00:46:08,308 --> 00:46:12,229
♪ Nothing's more powerful than love
Nothing's more powerful... ♪
796
00:46:12,229 --> 00:46:15,190
Oh, my God. I love it. I love you.
797
00:46:15,982 --> 00:46:19,277
♪ Nothing's more powerful than love ♪
798
00:46:26,868 --> 00:46:28,370
I listened to my heart.
799
00:46:28,370 --> 00:46:31,414
And I listened to what my gut was saying,
and they were aligned
800
00:46:31,414 --> 00:46:33,416
{\an8}in the connection that I have with Irina.
801
00:46:33,416 --> 00:46:36,211
She makes me feel so loved,
802
00:46:36,211 --> 00:46:38,004
and she has since we,
like, met each other.
803
00:46:38,004 --> 00:46:41,842
The way she just makes me feel so special
when we talk to each other.
804
00:46:41,842 --> 00:46:46,555
I wanna marry someone who's marrying me
because they love who I am as a person.
805
00:46:46,555 --> 00:46:47,848
And with Irina,
806
00:46:47,848 --> 00:46:51,434
she could care less how successful I am.
807
00:46:51,434 --> 00:46:55,188
She could care less
how much money I make, what I do.
808
00:46:55,772 --> 00:46:59,067
Regardless of what happens,
I'll be able to trust her.
809
00:46:59,860 --> 00:47:01,486
That's what I've been looking for.
810
00:47:03,655 --> 00:47:07,325
When I think of the type of love
I'm looking for, it is crazy passionate.
811
00:47:07,325 --> 00:47:10,495
{\an8}I wanna be madly, crazy in love
or nothing at all.
812
00:47:10,495 --> 00:47:15,208
And I feel that
madly-crazy-in-love passion with Zack.
813
00:47:15,834 --> 00:47:19,671
When I think of a future with him,
I think of someone I can do life with,
814
00:47:19,671 --> 00:47:23,091
and I love how I can feel myself
around Zack.
815
00:47:23,091 --> 00:47:25,176
Like, there's no doubts
about him in my mind.
816
00:47:25,176 --> 00:47:27,637
And that's what
makes me so excited about him.
817
00:47:27,637 --> 00:47:29,681
Like, this could be my forever.
818
00:47:29,681 --> 00:47:34,519
And I sound crazy saying it.
Like, it sounds absolutely insane.
819
00:47:35,020 --> 00:47:37,355
But I know what I feel,
and I can't deny it.
820
00:47:38,148 --> 00:47:39,441
Oh, Jesus.
821
00:47:39,441 --> 00:47:40,400
I'm excited,
822
00:47:40,400 --> 00:47:44,487
and I'm really nervous about us meeting
for the first time in person.
823
00:47:44,487 --> 00:47:47,699
We have this deep intimate connection
that we've developed,
824
00:47:48,700 --> 00:47:53,163
where we know so much about each other.
But right now we're just voices.
825
00:47:53,788 --> 00:47:57,167
She has no idea what I look like.
She has no idea how tall I am,
826
00:47:57,167 --> 00:47:59,586
what color hair I have,
what color skin I have.
827
00:47:59,586 --> 00:48:03,924
But knowing Irina,
I don't think it's gonna matter.
828
00:48:05,717 --> 00:48:08,470
I don't know what to expect
when I see Zack.
829
00:48:08,470 --> 00:48:11,348
I thought of all the worst-case scenarios,
830
00:48:11,348 --> 00:48:14,976
and I still think
I can look past most of them.
831
00:48:14,976 --> 00:48:18,688
I know that I have a connection with Zack,
so I'm not too worried about that.
832
00:48:19,648 --> 00:48:24,444
Hopefully, the first words
out of Zack's mouth are "holy shit."
833
00:48:24,444 --> 00:48:25,862
I think I'm beautiful,
834
00:48:25,862 --> 00:48:29,616
but if I'm not his type, then he--
he can go find someone else.
835
00:48:30,784 --> 00:48:33,078
But I just wanna see him.
Like, I'm so burnt out of, like,
836
00:48:33,078 --> 00:48:35,205
overthinking about it,
to be completely honest.
837
00:48:35,205 --> 00:48:38,291
So, I don't know.
We'll see when I see him.