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I believe there's nobody in this world

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who I'm meant to be with more than you.

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Will you marry me?

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Yeah.

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- It's this one...

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-<i>♪ Kiss her with passion ♪</i>

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<i>♪ As much as you can ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Run your hands through her hair
Whenever she's sad ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And when she doesn't notice
How pretty... ♪</i>

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It's pink.

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<i>♪ ...over and over so she never forgets ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Take it ♪</i>

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<i>♪ If she gives you her heart ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Don't you break it ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Let your arms be a place
She feels safe in ♪</i>

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<i>♪ She's the best thing
That you'll ever have ♪</i>

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<i>♪ She'll love you
If you love her like that ♪</i>

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I can't believe
you did that.

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I'm so excited.

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This is nuts.
- This is fucking insane.

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Yeah.

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Who proposes
to someone twice in a month?

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Just me.

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I really thought
you might say no.

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Oh, I thought about it.

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I should have said no
and then maybe, "Just kidding."

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But I really do feel like
it's right, though.

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As scary as that is, you know.

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Trusting the intuition thing
and trusting life.

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But you better not ever fuck up again.

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<i>♪ Don't give up, my friend ♪</i>

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<i>♪ You know the love will never end ♪</i>

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<i>♪ You got to just hold on ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Hold on... ♪</i>

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I'll try not to.

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You haven't even met my dog yet.

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Or my kitten.
And you're allergic to them.

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- What are we gonna do about that?
- I'll get an allergy shot.

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We'll see if it does anything.

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Now I have to tell my family.

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Oh, no. Like, "Wait.
I thought he dumped you."

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Yeah, my family, uh,
is gonna be a little surprised too.

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My mom's gonna literally be like,
"You're finally not an old spinster."

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My dad's probably gonna think that too,
but he won't say it.

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Well, let's hope
that's what your dad thinks.

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You're very scared about my dad.
- I am.

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I'm glad you said yes.

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I must really like you.
- I know.

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So, when did you-- What was--

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I'm so-- I'm just very shocked.

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When did I know
I was gonna propose?

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- Is that what you're asking?
- Mm-hmm.

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Like, when we got back from Mexico.
When I met you, I just knew.

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I knew.

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I knew before you knew.
Which feels stupid. I feel so dumb.

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But I don't know.

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I feel like it's that thing,
like, when you know, you know.

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Yeah. Well, when we were in the pods,

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I felt it too.

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I mean, think about how crazy it is.
You barely even made it there.

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I know. I literally--
Yeah, I was super sick.

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And yet, it still...

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ended with us on this boat.

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Yeah.

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{\an8}I'm engaged to Zack.

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I don't know. Life is weird.

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It's exciting and shocking. And...

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I mean, the thing about it is, and...

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I feel so cheesy saying this,

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but I feel like I knew
that he was my person,

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like, literally from meeting--
just hearing-- our first date.

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Like, I literally feel like I knew,
deep in my soul, that it was right.

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So, even though there's
all this crazy drama that's happened,

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and he was literally engaged
to someone else,

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I feel like it is right.

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I think it's dumb
that people say that,

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but now I actually get it.

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You know, you know.

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<i>♪ I'm alive and feeling the sun ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And I won't look back ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm running to chase the light ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh! ♪</i>

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<i>- ♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh! ♪
- ♪ It's a beautiful crazy life ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Beautiful crazy life ♪</i>

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<i>♪ It's a beautiful crazy life ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh! ♪</i>

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{\an8}<i>♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh! ♪</i>

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{\an8}<i>♪ I'm alive, got air in my lungs ♪</i>

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{\an8}<i>♪ And my heart beats fast ♪</i>

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{\an8}<i>♪ It's a beautiful crazy life ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh! ♪</i>

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Here you are, madame.
Thank you.

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- Oops. It's still good.

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It fell?
Oh, my gosh.

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All right. Ready.

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Ooh, that is perfect.

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- Anything for you, my darling.
- Oh, gosh, you're too sweet.

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This is why I usually like dark meat,

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whereas, like, a chicken breast,
white breast-- or excuse me, white meat...

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What's so funny?

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- Nothing. Keep going.
- What? What's so funny?

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- No, you're laughing. What's so funny?
- I like dark meat too.

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Okay.

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{\an8}<i>♪ I want your love, I... I... I need it ♪</i>

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{\an8}<i>♪ I need your love... ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Give it up, give it up, give it up... ♪</i>

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<i>Ugh, hi, babe.</i>

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{\an8}Hey, babe. You sound like you had
an overwhelming day at work.

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<i>I'm sorry. Yeah, I'm running late.</i>

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Oh, no worries. I'm literally just
hanging out with Rock, per usual.

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- Take all the time you need.
<i>- Thank you, baby. Bye.</i>

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Okay. Bye.

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<i>♪ I need your love, I... I... I want it ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Give it up, give it up, give it up
Give it up, give it up to me, yeah ♪</i>

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{\an8}I haven't really introduced them
to a lot of people.

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Really?
- No.

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{\an8}Not a lot of boyfriends?
Not a lot of fiancés?

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{\an8}- Not a lot of fiancés. Zero, to be exact.
Yeah.

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{\an8}- Well, happy to be the first.
- Yeah.

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Hopefully, I'm the last.

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Mm-hmm. I think my dad has
an understanding of what's going on,

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but my mom literally has zero idea.

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We're gonna have to
explain the whole thing to her, huh?

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I have not even told her
that I'm engaged. So, like...

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Well, break the news.

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- I'm nervous, though.
Are you nervous?

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I hope that when they see me
that it makes sense to them.

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They're like, "Oh,
this is the guy that she's looking for."

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Yeah. Oh, my gosh. I'm, like, so nervous.

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{\an8}- Hi.
- Hey.

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Oh, my gosh, I missed you so much.

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{\an8}- I missed you too.
- Howdy.

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{\an8}Hey. Paul.

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- Paul.
- Nice to meet you.

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- Another Paul? What the hell?

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- Hi, Dad.
- Hey.

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- Oh, my gosh.
- What the hell? You growing up?

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- Trish.
- Trish. Nice to meet you. Paul.

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Oh, yeah. Well, that'll be easy.

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- We all got a Paul.
Grab a seat.

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- On that side.
- Oh, Paul got these for you.

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Oh, thank you.

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- You're welcome.

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Oh, my God. Stop.

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Well, that's so nice. Thank you.

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Oh, my gosh. Mm-hmm.

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I haven't told you guys anything,
but we're engaged.

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- Micah!

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- Dad's face, he's like, "What the hell?"
- He's like, "I'm not so sure about this."

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Congratulations.

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Yeah. It's weird 'cause I know,
like, going into this experience, like,

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I, like, conveyed to you guys, like,

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that there's no way that
I'm gonna be able to, like, actually,

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you know, like, meet someone

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that I wanna be, like, engaged to.

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But, like, it just,
like, happened, like, so naturally.

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I don't know if you guys, like,
know much about how it works,

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but basically, we live,
like, in a townhouse together.

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And we'll live there,
like, until the wedding day.

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Oh, okay.

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Speaking of the wedding.
You guys wanna come?

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- When is it?
- It's in a couple weeks.

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- Couple weeks?

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- Yeah.
- What kind of wedding will it be?

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It's gonna be, like,
a totally, like, normal wedding.

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Like, I want it to be, like, vintage.

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Like, glam, like, I want it to be really,
like, cute and, like, timeless.

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And Paul's just gonna go with it.

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Yeah, I'm very easygoing.
- He doesn't care. He's just gonna show up.

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She's got a good taste.

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So I trust her with the wedding
and picking out all that stuff.

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I'm gonna extend invites

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to anyone who wants to come,
like, in our family.

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I'm gonna have
a good amount of friends there.

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People you know.
Like, Rachel will be there. Shelby.

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Where are you guys gonna live?

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The fact that I'm,
like, working fully remote,

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it's very likely
that we'll end up being here.

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We're probably moving into his place.

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Oh.

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His interesting place that
I need to redecorate from start to finish.

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I'm just kidding.

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Yeah, I told Paul once we have kids,
we're gonna have to have a complex...

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...for my family to live on.

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Yeah, she did say that.

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I told him in the pod,
it's non-negotiable.

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- My family will actually also be there.

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Hopefully. Someone needs
to help raise these kids.

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How many children do you want?

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Um, I think, ideally, two.

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I'm definitely not ready
to have kids now, but...

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I think I wanna, like, have a really cool,

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like, epic, like, marriage,

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like, well, you know,
before we bring kids into the equation.

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But we're happy
that we are on the same page, like,

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regarding having children.

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He's like, "Oh, we have to name
our son Paul if we have a son."

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I was like, "I'll consider a middle name."
That's as far as this is going.

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Yeah, I know it sounds crazy.
Like, it was really fast, right?

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Like, you can't deny it.
But, um, it's definitely real.

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It's definitely real,
and it's happening.

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Do you like him?

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- Do I get thumbs up, thumbs down?
- Be honest.

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He's a Paul.
He was good to go from the beginning.

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You were good by birthright.

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Thank you.

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I get good vibes from Paul,
probably 'cause he's Paul.

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I mean, I don't know him.

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{\an8}He could be a serial killer
for all I know.

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{\an8}But my first impression of him
is I trust the guy.

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You know what I mean?

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The whole thing is odd.
Definitely.

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But we're accepting it
because we know our daughter.

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Things usually work out with Micah.

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My biggest worry is
that Micah's gonna get her heart broken.

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I never really thought about that,
but yeah, that obviously is.

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It means a lot to me that,
um, you guys approve, you know.

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Do you approve?
- It does.

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- Look at the dude's face. Smiling's happy.

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Thank you, guys.

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-<i>♪ We keep it ♪</i>

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<i>♪ We keep it brighter today ♪</i>

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In this moment,
this whole relationship with Jackie

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is very bleak.

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The other night,
she says that I needed to boss up.

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{\an8}The way she made me feel in that moment

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{\an8}when she said that I wasn't a man,

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that I wasn't doing grown-man stuff...

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That hurts because I truly,
genuinely do love this girl.

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So, I left. I was staying at my apartment.

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I'm very self-aware that
in that moment I could have blown up,

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but I did not. I needed time.

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Now we're here,
and I don't know where we stand.

234
00:11:42,703 --> 00:11:44,955
- You're packing your stuff?
Yeah.

235
00:11:44,955 --> 00:11:46,248
For what reason?

236
00:11:46,248 --> 00:11:49,543
- I'm not about to play games with you.
- What game are we playing?

237
00:11:50,252 --> 00:11:53,380
You didn't wanna sit here and talk.
You're like, "I'm leaving."

238
00:11:53,380 --> 00:11:55,674
What else am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?

239
00:11:55,674 --> 00:11:59,011
Sit in my feelings and sleep next
to someone who said I was not man enough?

240
00:11:59,011 --> 00:12:00,888
I never said
you weren't man enough for me.

241
00:12:00,888 --> 00:12:02,556
I just said to be more aggressive.

242
00:12:02,556 --> 00:12:04,433
We don't have sex, bro.

243
00:12:04,933 --> 00:12:06,310
We don't have sex.

244
00:12:06,310 --> 00:12:09,104
Oh, that... that's on my account?

245
00:12:09,104 --> 00:12:10,981
I'm just saying. Do something.

246
00:12:10,981 --> 00:12:13,150
Like, try and get me
in the mood or something.

247
00:12:13,150 --> 00:12:15,486
I have been nothing but down for you.

248
00:12:15,486 --> 00:12:18,030
Marshall, you're gonna give me a migraine,

249
00:12:18,030 --> 00:12:20,032
'cause you're irking the shit out of me.

250
00:12:20,032 --> 00:12:22,993
It's always what you feel
and how you think.

251
00:12:22,993 --> 00:12:24,369
And then when I am aggressive--

252
00:12:24,369 --> 00:12:26,789
And then when I am aggressive,
you shut me down.

253
00:12:26,789 --> 00:12:29,124
- You're never aggressive.
- That's not who I am.

254
00:12:29,124 --> 00:12:31,084
Okay. Well, that's it, then.

255
00:12:31,084 --> 00:12:33,754
If you can't accept me for that,
then I don't know what to tell you.

256
00:12:33,754 --> 00:12:34,963
What I'm saying to you now--

257
00:12:34,963 --> 00:12:37,925
I'm not saying for you
to be aggressive 100% of the time.

258
00:12:37,925 --> 00:12:39,468
So, what are you telling me, then?

259
00:12:39,468 --> 00:12:41,929
Who you clapping at?
- You. In your face.

260
00:12:41,929 --> 00:12:43,639
You're not clapping at me.

261
00:12:43,639 --> 00:12:47,392
- You better fix it.
- Is that not me being aggressive?

262
00:12:47,392 --> 00:12:49,228
I'm testing you now. Is that aggressive?

263
00:12:53,357 --> 00:12:56,652
{\an8}I told him I wanted him
to be more aggressive.

264
00:12:56,652 --> 00:12:58,028
{\an8}Like, boss up.

265
00:12:58,028 --> 00:13:01,990
Switch it up. That way
we don't be like that old grandpa.

266
00:13:01,990 --> 00:13:05,327
And then he's talking about,
"Oh, what you said to me

267
00:13:05,327 --> 00:13:08,956
really seared into my brain,
and I just can't get over that."

268
00:13:08,956 --> 00:13:13,585
I didn't even say it
to where I was derogatory

269
00:13:13,585 --> 00:13:16,380
or I've defamed you or anything. Fuck no.

270
00:13:17,965 --> 00:13:19,466
What do you want?

271
00:13:19,466 --> 00:13:23,053
I wanna have a conversation with you.
I wanna be able to speak my piece clearly.

272
00:13:23,053 --> 00:13:26,473
Speak your piece
and speak it clearly, please.

273
00:13:27,057 --> 00:13:29,810
I'm always kissing on you.
I'm always rubbing on you.

274
00:13:29,810 --> 00:13:32,980
I'm always doing these things.
What do you do for me?

275
00:13:32,980 --> 00:13:34,982
That is why I'm confused.

276
00:13:34,982 --> 00:13:39,194
You have done nothing to make me feel
seduced or special or anything.

277
00:13:39,194 --> 00:13:41,446
Make me feel like something, Jackie.

278
00:13:41,446 --> 00:13:42,739
I make you feel nothing?

279
00:13:42,739 --> 00:13:45,367
So why are you still with me
if didn't make you feel like nothing?

280
00:13:45,367 --> 00:13:47,411
I see you as a project,
and I saw potential.

281
00:13:47,411 --> 00:13:50,330
I thought that you were just gonna
come around to me at some point.

282
00:13:50,330 --> 00:13:52,457
- I was waiting for that.
- Oh, that's really wild.

283
00:13:52,457 --> 00:13:54,835
- I'm a project?
- I saw you as a project.

284
00:13:54,835 --> 00:13:55,752
Okay.

285
00:13:55,752 --> 00:13:57,796
You have not been
in a real relationship before.

286
00:13:57,796 --> 00:14:00,841
You also say that you're
not emotionally available at times.

287
00:14:00,841 --> 00:14:05,095
I've been in relationships before.
I have that experience, so I saw you--

288
00:14:05,095 --> 00:14:07,055
What are you, a fucking puppeteer?

289
00:14:07,055 --> 00:14:08,140
And I'm a puppet?

290
00:14:08,140 --> 00:14:09,975
- No.
- I'm gonna get the rest of my shit, bro.

291
00:14:09,975 --> 00:14:13,687
Like, I'm a fucking project.
I'm a fucking project.

292
00:14:20,527 --> 00:14:22,321
I said "project."

293
00:14:23,280 --> 00:14:24,656
Fucking emotions are going.

294
00:14:24,656 --> 00:14:27,159
But what I see in you
is limitless potential.

295
00:14:27,159 --> 00:14:30,329
And I know that I can be that person
to bring that out of you.

296
00:14:31,622 --> 00:14:32,998
I don't see you as a project.

297
00:14:32,998 --> 00:14:36,001
I see you as someone
who I can uplift and empower.

298
00:14:36,919 --> 00:14:38,712
And I told you that from jump.

299
00:14:40,923 --> 00:14:42,466
This is what marriage is.

300
00:14:42,466 --> 00:14:45,177
This is what
a committed relationship looks like.

301
00:14:46,053 --> 00:14:50,057
Having tough conversations
even when we don't want to.

302
00:14:53,101 --> 00:14:54,853
You know exactly how I feel about you.

303
00:14:54,853 --> 00:14:57,189
I don't hold anything back.

304
00:14:59,274 --> 00:15:01,193
I fucking love you.

305
00:15:15,123 --> 00:15:18,669
<i>♪ Tell me that you're sorry... ♪</i>

306
00:15:19,544 --> 00:15:21,964
I'm sorry.

307
00:15:21,964 --> 00:15:24,591
<i>♪ Tell me everything you know... ♪</i>

308
00:15:28,720 --> 00:15:32,975
<i>♪ I'm trying to be open... ♪</i>

309
00:15:32,975 --> 00:15:35,185
I didn't mean to hurt you.

310
00:15:36,603 --> 00:15:38,814
<i>♪ And either way ♪</i>

311
00:15:38,814 --> 00:15:42,025
<i>♪ I need to make it clear ♪</i>

312
00:15:43,318 --> 00:15:45,988
<i>♪ Before we're leaving here ♪</i>

313
00:15:52,744 --> 00:15:57,040
<i>- ♪ Hey, hello, don't say you can't</i>... <i>♪</i>

314
00:15:57,040 --> 00:15:59,543
So, this is where,
like, I love to go walking.

315
00:15:59,543 --> 00:16:02,212
{\an8}It's where I go
to, like, clear my head and stuff, so...

316
00:16:04,131 --> 00:16:07,134
The trees are beautiful. The landscaping...

317
00:16:07,134 --> 00:16:10,637
Seems like a nice, uh, bougie corner.

318
00:16:10,637 --> 00:16:14,141
Very fitting for you, right?

319
00:16:14,141 --> 00:16:16,268
- Wow.
- I had to get you, babe.

320
00:16:16,268 --> 00:16:18,145
{\an8}It's less than two weeks to the wedding.

321
00:16:18,145 --> 00:16:21,606
{\an8}We still have so much
to figure out.

322
00:16:21,606 --> 00:16:24,109
And I'm slightly nervous.

323
00:16:24,693 --> 00:16:25,694
Anxious.

324
00:16:25,694 --> 00:16:27,654
The wedding is in less than two weeks.

325
00:16:27,654 --> 00:16:29,197
- It is.
- What are we gonna do?

326
00:16:29,197 --> 00:16:33,618
What are we gonna do with the cake?
I gotta find a wedding dress.

327
00:16:33,618 --> 00:16:35,704
I don't know how to plan these things.

328
00:16:36,246 --> 00:16:41,293
Um, and I think just, like, trying
to get everybody here right now, it's...

329
00:16:41,918 --> 00:16:44,337
it's kind of taking its toll on me.

330
00:16:44,337 --> 00:16:47,340
All right, well,
let's tackle one thing at a time.

331
00:16:47,340 --> 00:16:49,843
Yeah. Sorry.
- Cake.

332
00:16:50,635 --> 00:16:52,471
So, this is not scaring you?

333
00:16:52,471 --> 00:16:54,056
Honestly, it doesn't.

334
00:16:54,056 --> 00:16:55,640
Why doesn't it scare you?

335
00:16:55,640 --> 00:16:56,767
Because of you.

336
00:16:59,936 --> 00:17:03,190
- I see the future so clearly with you.
- Mm-hmm.

337
00:17:04,524 --> 00:17:06,610
So, I don't feel stressed.

338
00:17:06,610 --> 00:17:08,236
I don't have any doubts.

339
00:17:08,236 --> 00:17:10,072
I don't feel like
I'm rushing into a decision.

340
00:17:10,072 --> 00:17:12,032
- I don't feel pressure.
- Hmm.

341
00:17:12,032 --> 00:17:15,202
And I'm sure whatever we do
is gonna be amazing.

342
00:17:15,202 --> 00:17:17,162
Can I tell you something interesting?

343
00:17:17,162 --> 00:17:22,084
My auntie told me recently,
she's like, "Yeah, you know,

344
00:17:22,751 --> 00:17:26,171
your grandma and granddad, like,

345
00:17:26,838 --> 00:17:29,382
they got married after six weeks
of knowing each other."

346
00:17:29,382 --> 00:17:32,052
"And they were together
for 60 plus years."

347
00:17:32,052 --> 00:17:33,887
Wow.
- My grandfather.

348
00:17:33,887 --> 00:17:37,224
He had the most beautiful skin.

349
00:17:37,224 --> 00:17:38,934
- Hmm.
- Just like you.

350
00:17:39,518 --> 00:17:42,354
Oh! Whoa. Okay.
Nice way to slide that in there.

351
00:17:42,354 --> 00:17:45,565
- Yo, I mean, you do have beautiful skin.
Really?

352
00:17:45,565 --> 00:17:47,109
Do you see me? I'm like...

353
00:17:47,109 --> 00:17:49,986
- You know. I try.
- I'm peeling over here.

354
00:17:49,986 --> 00:17:52,531
Man, this feels good.

355
00:17:52,531 --> 00:17:55,659
And I'm all in. And I love you.

356
00:17:55,659 --> 00:17:57,994
- Well, I love you too, Tiffany.

357
00:17:57,994 --> 00:17:59,621
- Jesus!

358
00:17:59,621 --> 00:18:01,414
Brett.

359
00:18:01,414 --> 00:18:03,083
- Oh!
- Are you tearing up?

360
00:18:03,083 --> 00:18:06,044
Yo, this is a tear of joy.

361
00:18:06,795 --> 00:18:08,255
Goodness gracious.

362
00:18:12,134 --> 00:18:12,968
Yo.

363
00:18:14,052 --> 00:18:15,053
We're gonna make it.

364
00:18:15,053 --> 00:18:19,558
-<i>♪ I got love, just love ♪</i>

365
00:18:19,558 --> 00:18:23,603
<i>♪ You'll never be alone
Let's bring it back home ♪</i>

366
00:18:23,603 --> 00:18:28,441
<i>♪ I need love, just love ♪</i>

367
00:18:28,441 --> 00:18:30,610
{\an8}<i>♪ Bring it back home ♪</i>

368
00:18:30,610 --> 00:18:32,988
{\an8}<i>♪ Nobody here alone ♪</i>

369
00:18:32,988 --> 00:18:35,031
{\an8}<i>♪ Get up, get up and live your life ♪</i>

370
00:18:35,031 --> 00:18:37,242
{\an8}<i>♪ Light up the sky like laser beams ♪</i>

371
00:18:37,242 --> 00:18:39,452
{\an8}<i>♪ Don't hold back on what you dream ♪</i>

372
00:18:39,452 --> 00:18:42,205
{\an8}They weigh 5,000 pounds apiece.

373
00:18:42,205 --> 00:18:45,125
- No, it's fine.
- Okay. It's a good workout, right?

374
00:18:45,125 --> 00:18:46,626
Okay.

375
00:18:47,878 --> 00:18:49,004
Here we go.

376
00:18:49,671 --> 00:18:54,551
{\an8}The last month has been
like an entire year...

377
00:18:54,551 --> 00:18:56,344
{\an8}...condensed into a month.

378
00:18:56,344 --> 00:18:58,555
I came back here. Got to meet Bliss.

379
00:18:58,555 --> 00:19:01,349
Immediately felt the connection
that we had in the pods.

380
00:19:01,349 --> 00:19:02,767
Felt it even stronger.

381
00:19:03,727 --> 00:19:04,644
Got engaged.

382
00:19:05,228 --> 00:19:07,355
Now I'm moving in with her.

383
00:19:07,355 --> 00:19:10,567
Mind you, at the same time,
I'm in the process of--

384
00:19:10,567 --> 00:19:14,196
I literally just moved to Seattle
to start my own law firm.

385
00:19:14,196 --> 00:19:16,114
So, I'm trying to balance that.

386
00:19:16,114 --> 00:19:19,492
And then I got a wedding in two weeks.
So, there's a lot.

387
00:19:20,702 --> 00:19:23,205
- Let's not put this on the bed.
- Stairs... Oh, my God.

388
00:19:23,205 --> 00:19:25,916
- You're killing me.

389
00:19:25,916 --> 00:19:28,376
{\an8}- It's dirty. It's dirty.
- Hyah!

390
00:19:28,376 --> 00:19:29,794
{\an8}See, there's the ground rules.

391
00:19:29,794 --> 00:19:32,672
Don't put suitcases on the bed.

392
00:19:32,672 --> 00:19:35,133
- Don't put shoes on the bed.
- The suitcase.

393
00:19:35,133 --> 00:19:37,802
- Not even a trace of dirt on that.
- That's so not true.

394
00:19:37,802 --> 00:19:40,096
I mean, I'm making
a very, very big decision,

395
00:19:40,096 --> 00:19:42,140
and I'm doing it very, very quickly.

396
00:19:43,183 --> 00:19:45,852
And, like, that's not lost on me. Um...

397
00:19:46,937 --> 00:19:49,898
I mean, the truth is, like, I take so long

398
00:19:49,898 --> 00:19:51,942
before I ever
make a decision with anything.

399
00:19:51,942 --> 00:19:56,071
And sometimes that's to my own impediment.

400
00:19:56,071 --> 00:19:59,115
And so, we decided
this is what we wanted to do.

401
00:19:59,115 --> 00:20:01,368
That we're gonna go forward
with the wedding.

402
00:20:01,368 --> 00:20:04,204
Um, and I think that was because...

403
00:20:06,790 --> 00:20:08,250
we just feel it.

404
00:20:09,542 --> 00:20:11,753
- I'm pretty grumpy in the morning.
- Are you?

405
00:20:11,753 --> 00:20:13,129
Mm-hmm.

406
00:20:13,129 --> 00:20:16,341
And I don't know, actually,
if I told you about my alarms.

407
00:20:16,341 --> 00:20:18,760
- Oh, God!

408
00:20:18,760 --> 00:20:20,762
- Oh!
- Yeah, I know.

409
00:20:20,762 --> 00:20:22,264
I think it's gonna hit us more

410
00:20:22,264 --> 00:20:24,808
that we're, like, here
and living together, like, tomorrow.

411
00:20:24,808 --> 00:20:28,478
Like, waking up together and, like, how--
You know what I mean?

412
00:20:28,478 --> 00:20:29,604
Mm-hmm.
- Yeah.

413
00:20:29,604 --> 00:20:31,982
Everything's like a whirlwind.

414
00:20:31,982 --> 00:20:34,776
Yeah. I feel like
I haven't processed anything.

415
00:20:34,776 --> 00:20:38,530
I'm like, I got engaged to someone
that was just engaged to someone else.

416
00:20:38,530 --> 00:20:41,199
- Yeah, that is kind of weird.
- That's okay.

417
00:20:41,199 --> 00:20:44,953
I've cried so much. I literally don't know
if I have any tears left inside.

418
00:20:44,953 --> 00:20:47,747
Like, I think I'm done forever
crying about you.

419
00:20:50,458 --> 00:20:52,711
It's definitely, like,
a challenge for me, for sure.

420
00:20:52,711 --> 00:20:54,963
Battling, like, my pride and...

421
00:20:57,507 --> 00:20:59,134
through this has been hard.

422
00:21:02,512 --> 00:21:05,515
Part of me wanted to never, ever,

423
00:21:05,515 --> 00:21:08,518
ever talk to you again
because it's hurtful.

424
00:21:08,518 --> 00:21:10,687
I-- I get it. I get it.

425
00:21:10,687 --> 00:21:14,858
But I love you a lot,
and I've been very forgiving to you.

426
00:21:14,858 --> 00:21:16,609
I'm trying to, like, let it go.

427
00:21:16,609 --> 00:21:17,986
And I understand.

428
00:21:17,986 --> 00:21:21,448
But I'm still gonna have,
like, those feelings sometimes of, like,

429
00:21:21,448 --> 00:21:23,616
concern of being second choice.

430
00:21:25,285 --> 00:21:28,038
Like, that grosses me out,
and, like, makes me feel icky.

431
00:21:28,038 --> 00:21:28,955
Right.

432
00:21:30,206 --> 00:21:31,708
But you're clearly not.

433
00:21:31,708 --> 00:21:36,046
- I don't think that's clear to me.
- Is it? Is it really not clear to you?

434
00:21:36,046 --> 00:21:38,590
I don't think so. I think
from a third-party perspective--

435
00:21:38,590 --> 00:21:41,051
- I'm asking you.
- Well, I know that I'm better than her.

436
00:21:41,051 --> 00:21:43,845
- No, no, no. Not "better."
- Not better, but, like, I know...

437
00:21:43,845 --> 00:21:46,890
- There's the pretentiousness.
- You know what I'm saying.

438
00:21:46,890 --> 00:21:48,058
- I get it.
- Okay.

439
00:21:50,310 --> 00:21:51,728
But what I'm saying is

440
00:21:52,562 --> 00:21:54,898
I think you clearly know that

441
00:21:56,483 --> 00:21:59,235
there's not a single part of me
that would wanna be with her.

442
00:21:59,235 --> 00:22:01,654
There was a whole part of you
that wanted to marry her.

443
00:22:01,654 --> 00:22:02,864
Before I met her.

444
00:22:07,035 --> 00:22:09,371
I had a real love with you.

445
00:22:09,871 --> 00:22:11,373
Like, I really loved you.

446
00:22:12,999 --> 00:22:15,293
Why are you saying it
in past tense?

447
00:22:15,293 --> 00:22:18,797
'Cause I'm talking about the past.
I still love you, obviously.

448
00:22:20,965 --> 00:22:22,759
But what I'm saying is, like,

449
00:22:23,635 --> 00:22:26,888
I had this very strong connection.

450
00:22:26,888 --> 00:22:28,932
And I had a strong connection
with her as well,

451
00:22:28,932 --> 00:22:31,601
and I did love her.
I loved who I thought she was.

452
00:22:31,601 --> 00:22:33,144
I'm not saying I would have--

453
00:22:33,144 --> 00:22:36,314
And what I've said to you this whole time
is that you were the right choice.

454
00:22:36,314 --> 00:22:39,692
Yeah, but it still doesn't take away
my feeling about that.

455
00:22:39,692 --> 00:22:42,404
Yeah, I get it, but it doesn't make you
the second choice.

456
00:22:42,404 --> 00:22:44,781
Like, it doesn't.
Because there's nothing--

457
00:22:44,781 --> 00:22:48,076
Like, you'd be the second choice
if I still wanted to be with her.

458
00:22:48,076 --> 00:22:50,578
Or if a part of me was like,
"I wish I could be with her."

459
00:22:50,578 --> 00:22:52,580
That would make you
a second choice, right?

460
00:22:52,580 --> 00:22:54,958
That'd be like,
"Okay, you're just settling."

461
00:22:54,958 --> 00:22:57,419
No, there's no part of me
that wants to be with her.

462
00:23:01,089 --> 00:23:03,258
You're my fiancée,
and I'm planning on marrying you.

463
00:23:03,258 --> 00:23:06,594
<i>♪ If only there was a way
To face these things ♪</i>

464
00:23:06,594 --> 00:23:08,388
<i>♪ Something someone could say ♪</i>

465
00:23:08,388 --> 00:23:11,349
<i>♪ To make me believe it's all right ♪</i>

466
00:23:11,349 --> 00:23:13,268
<i>♪ Just don't think twice ♪</i>

467
00:23:13,268 --> 00:23:17,021
<i>♪ I kind of hate that advice ♪</i>

468
00:23:17,021 --> 00:23:20,817
{\an8}<i>♪ I'm scared of falling... ♪</i>

469
00:23:20,817 --> 00:23:22,318
{\an8}You're gonna get a bath.

470
00:23:23,361 --> 00:23:24,487
{\an8}Yeah.

471
00:23:25,238 --> 00:23:27,282
You're gonna get all clean-clean.

472
00:23:27,991 --> 00:23:30,535
So have you ever bathed
a dog before, babe?

473
00:23:30,535 --> 00:23:32,704
Not even close. Never.

474
00:23:32,704 --> 00:23:34,914
You ever bathed,
like, a baby before?

475
00:23:34,914 --> 00:23:35,874
A baby?
- Yeah.

476
00:23:35,874 --> 00:23:37,208
Yes.
Okay.

477
00:23:37,208 --> 00:23:40,545
{\an8}I love Rocky.
Rocky is a really, really great dog.

478
00:23:40,545 --> 00:23:43,006
You love Kwam, huh?

479
00:23:43,006 --> 00:23:46,676
Look at him
looking at you like, "Daddy."

480
00:23:46,676 --> 00:23:47,969
I'm spraying him with water.

481
00:23:47,969 --> 00:23:50,930
{\an8}- Of course he's looking at me.
- Save me. Save me.

482
00:23:51,723 --> 00:23:53,766
- What's that supposed to mean?

483
00:23:53,766 --> 00:23:55,894
He loves you. You know it.

484
00:23:55,894 --> 00:23:57,353
Rocky is like her child.

485
00:23:57,353 --> 00:24:00,064
Rocky is the child
that I already have now.

486
00:24:00,064 --> 00:24:02,984
You know what I'm saying?
I don't think I've ever had something

487
00:24:02,984 --> 00:24:04,777
that strapped to my waist before.

488
00:24:04,777 --> 00:24:06,738
Good boy.

489
00:24:06,738 --> 00:24:08,072
Get his tail.

490
00:24:08,656 --> 00:24:10,074
Always get a little extra.

491
00:24:10,074 --> 00:24:12,827
- Gotta wash their bum.

492
00:24:12,827 --> 00:24:13,953
I'll do that part.

493
00:24:16,456 --> 00:24:17,707
We're still adjusting.

494
00:24:21,419 --> 00:24:23,546
Speaking of kids and bathing babies.

495
00:24:24,172 --> 00:24:27,926
I've always wanted a lot of kids.
Like, growing up, I used to want six kids.

496
00:24:28,927 --> 00:24:32,096
You know, I've just always wanted
to be a mom, Kwam.

497
00:24:32,847 --> 00:24:35,850
And, like,
there were moments when I was like...

498
00:24:36,851 --> 00:24:40,188
"When is it
gonna happen for me?" You know?

499
00:24:42,440 --> 00:24:43,274
I feel you.

500
00:24:43,274 --> 00:24:46,319
I just never pictured myself,
like, you know...

501
00:24:48,321 --> 00:24:51,616
being, like, an... older mom or...

502
00:24:51,616 --> 00:24:53,076
That can be difficult.

503
00:24:53,076 --> 00:24:54,994
And you said three years is okay?

504
00:24:57,372 --> 00:24:59,207
I gotta be honest with you.
I don't, like--

505
00:25:00,667 --> 00:25:04,087
I think there has to be a period of time
for us to, like, really enjoy each other.

506
00:25:07,423 --> 00:25:11,553
Like, admittedly,
I always, like, envisioned this...

507
00:25:12,804 --> 00:25:15,557
this lifestyle of just,
like, being with my partner

508
00:25:15,557 --> 00:25:17,392
and, like, traveling the world, and...

509
00:25:17,976 --> 00:25:21,729
There's a question that does come up
'cause right now we have Rocky, right?

510
00:25:21,729 --> 00:25:24,315
And that doesn't make things easy
to just kind of get up and go.

511
00:25:24,315 --> 00:25:28,736
You also have your job,
which, you know, you have in Seattle

512
00:25:28,736 --> 00:25:33,283
and don't have the same flexibility
that I have.

513
00:25:33,283 --> 00:25:34,325
Um...

514
00:25:35,702 --> 00:25:37,870
I mean, and then on top of that, like...

515
00:25:39,038 --> 00:25:41,124
We are thinking
about having kids

516
00:25:41,124 --> 00:25:44,586
in three to four years now.
You know what I mean?

517
00:25:44,586 --> 00:25:46,796
When they're younger,
you can put 'em in a front pack,

518
00:25:46,796 --> 00:25:50,300
and they don't do anything.
You know, like, when they're babies.

519
00:25:50,300 --> 00:25:53,469
What, we go to Cabo
and lay in the sun with our newborn?

520
00:25:53,970 --> 00:25:55,346
You know?

521
00:25:55,346 --> 00:25:58,016
People travel with their kids
all the time.

522
00:25:58,016 --> 00:25:58,933
Okay.

523
00:25:58,933 --> 00:26:01,603
We can hire a nanny to travel with us.

524
00:26:01,603 --> 00:26:05,607
- Baby, the sky is the limit.
- You say things like it's easy to do.

525
00:26:05,607 --> 00:26:07,025
Oh, trust me. I get that.

526
00:26:07,025 --> 00:26:09,652
- You know how I think.
- I could homeschool.

527
00:26:10,320 --> 00:26:11,154
All right.

528
00:26:12,030 --> 00:26:13,031
Seriously.

529
00:26:13,031 --> 00:26:17,410
It's just making sure
that we do get time to ourselves,

530
00:26:17,410 --> 00:26:18,995
'cause once those kids come out,

531
00:26:20,121 --> 00:26:21,372
things change.

532
00:26:23,207 --> 00:26:25,209
Like, do you wanna settle down?

533
00:26:28,338 --> 00:26:30,757
Yeah. Why wouldn't I?

534
00:26:32,800 --> 00:26:36,596
I don't know. I'm--
I'm just inquiring about...

535
00:26:37,138 --> 00:26:42,268
Kind of, it seems to be like
you're leaving a part of yourself behind

536
00:26:42,268 --> 00:26:43,770
or you're sad to, like,

537
00:26:44,437 --> 00:26:46,522
see that lifestyle go.

538
00:26:46,522 --> 00:26:47,857
I'm hap-- I'm--

539
00:26:48,566 --> 00:26:52,737
I've always been willing
to do this for us, you know?

540
00:26:52,737 --> 00:26:54,405
Willing to do what?

541
00:26:54,405 --> 00:26:55,907
Move to Seattle.

542
00:26:56,407 --> 00:26:57,784
Sacrifice what you want?

543
00:26:58,368 --> 00:27:00,745
Don't take it
in that direction.

544
00:27:00,745 --> 00:27:03,122
I'm not sacrificing what I want.

545
00:27:05,249 --> 00:27:07,043
But I am compromising.

546
00:27:07,919 --> 00:27:09,128
Welcome to marriage.

547
00:27:09,128 --> 00:27:12,507
I understand that, baby, but...

548
00:27:14,384 --> 00:27:17,512
If we're being honest here,
the compromise coming from this side is

549
00:27:17,512 --> 00:27:18,721
pretty darn big.

550
00:27:21,557 --> 00:27:23,142
I didn't say anything wrong about it.

551
00:27:23,142 --> 00:27:25,728
I just said, "Hey, consider how
I'm feeling in this moment."

552
00:27:25,728 --> 00:27:27,271
That's all I ask. Is that fair?

553
00:27:28,106 --> 00:27:28,940
Considered.

554
00:27:33,319 --> 00:27:34,195
Okay.

555
00:27:34,195 --> 00:27:36,572
<i>- ♪ You wanna say where this will go ♪</i>

556
00:27:42,203 --> 00:27:44,247
<i>♪ 'Cause you done crossed a line and ♪</i>

557
00:27:44,247 --> 00:27:46,165
<i>♪ I can't turn a blind eye ♪</i>

558
00:27:46,165 --> 00:27:49,210
<i>♪ Your time is up, is up ♪</i>

559
00:27:49,210 --> 00:27:51,212
<i>♪ You wanna look me in the eyes ♪</i>

560
00:27:51,212 --> 00:27:53,381
<i>♪ Try to test me here tonight ♪</i>

561
00:27:53,381 --> 00:27:55,466
<i>♪ Yeah, I already know ♪</i>

562
00:27:58,094 --> 00:28:00,847
{\an8}- Hello!
Hey!

563
00:28:03,266 --> 00:28:05,309
Hi.
Hey, what's up y'all?

564
00:28:05,309 --> 00:28:07,520
{\an8}- How's it going? Paul.
How you doing, brother?

565
00:28:07,520 --> 00:28:08,563
{\an8}Not bad. Not bad.

566
00:28:09,313 --> 00:28:10,898
It's my best friend's birthday.

567
00:28:10,898 --> 00:28:13,234
{\an8}And I'm bringing Paul to kind of, like,

568
00:28:13,234 --> 00:28:15,862
{\an8}give him an introduction
to, like, all my friends.

569
00:28:15,862 --> 00:28:17,989
- Have you met Paul? This is Paul.
- Paul.

570
00:28:17,989 --> 00:28:21,659
By the way, this is my fiancé.
I think I forgot to mention.

571
00:28:21,659 --> 00:28:23,411
Paul's looking like a snack.

572
00:28:23,411 --> 00:28:26,330
And I'm like, "Okay,
as long as I can present him well,

573
00:28:26,330 --> 00:28:28,124
maybe my friends will like him."

574
00:28:28,708 --> 00:28:30,626
- Cheers.
- All right. Cheers.

575
00:28:30,626 --> 00:28:32,587
- Cheers.
- Cheers to... I guess, you guys.

576
00:28:32,587 --> 00:28:35,715
- No, cheers to you! Happy birthday!
- Happy birthday.

577
00:28:35,715 --> 00:28:36,966
But thank you, as well.

578
00:28:41,971 --> 00:28:45,600
{\an8}- Wait. Your outfit is so cute.
- Wait, no, but real-life shit.

579
00:28:45,600 --> 00:28:46,517
What?

580
00:28:46,517 --> 00:28:48,561
{\an8}Do you get to sleep next
to her every night?

581
00:28:48,561 --> 00:28:51,981
It's crazy. It's so crazy.
I love it.

582
00:28:51,981 --> 00:28:56,194
Before actually seeing her,
'cause obviously, she's gorgeous...

583
00:28:56,194 --> 00:28:58,237
- You were just hearing her voice.
Shut up!

584
00:28:58,237 --> 00:29:00,823
What drew you to her?

585
00:29:00,823 --> 00:29:02,742
We just would laugh the whole time.

586
00:29:02,742 --> 00:29:04,952
There would be some banter,
and then I'd go, like,

587
00:29:04,952 --> 00:29:07,622
"So, where do you find meaning in life?"
Like, right after that.

588
00:29:07,622 --> 00:29:11,375
To me, it was just one of those things
that was really obvious.

589
00:29:11,375 --> 00:29:13,377
And I would say, like,
I'm a super logical guy,

590
00:29:13,377 --> 00:29:15,588
but with her, I really went with my gut,

591
00:29:15,588 --> 00:29:20,760
like, intuition and how I was feeling.
And yeah, clearly it paid off, you know.

592
00:29:20,760 --> 00:29:24,013
Not to put you on the spot,
but how serious are you?

593
00:29:25,640 --> 00:29:27,934
I need to know how serious you are.

594
00:29:29,477 --> 00:29:31,354
How serious am I? I think...

595
00:29:35,817 --> 00:29:38,778
I don't really date that casually,
to begin with.

596
00:29:40,488 --> 00:29:43,032
And I sure as hell
don't get engaged casually.

597
00:29:43,032 --> 00:29:44,534
Yeah. Understandable.

598
00:29:44,534 --> 00:29:46,828
- I'm like, "You don't?"
- Yeah.

599
00:29:47,453 --> 00:29:51,582
So, I think, uh, with that indicator,
like, it's pretty serious for me.

600
00:29:51,582 --> 00:29:53,584
She's my harshest critic.

601
00:29:53,584 --> 00:29:55,002
Like, anyone I date,

602
00:29:55,002 --> 00:29:58,673
like, has to pass, like,
her test and Micayla too.

603
00:29:58,673 --> 00:30:01,133
Because, I mean,
Shelby has single-handedly,

604
00:30:01,133 --> 00:30:03,302
like, terminated relationships for me.

605
00:30:03,302 --> 00:30:06,472
- A couple of them. I'm not kidding.
- Like single-handedly.

606
00:30:06,472 --> 00:30:08,474
- Because they weren't good people.
Yeah.

607
00:30:08,474 --> 00:30:09,392
And they sucked.

608
00:30:10,852 --> 00:30:15,439
Obviously, it is kind of a skill
to date Micah.

609
00:30:15,439 --> 00:30:18,526
- Oh, I know. I know.
- Are you sure?

610
00:30:18,526 --> 00:30:20,903
'Cause I don't know if you'd be here
right now if you did.

611
00:30:20,903 --> 00:30:23,155
So, I do need to say this.

612
00:30:23,155 --> 00:30:27,535
Like, I know how beautiful she is,
but for someone who has never seen

613
00:30:27,535 --> 00:30:30,288
how she looks
and just hears how she talks, like,

614
00:30:30,288 --> 00:30:32,582
you create something in your head.

615
00:30:32,582 --> 00:30:34,250
- Obviously.
Right.

616
00:30:34,250 --> 00:30:39,255
But was it even close to what...
how she is and what she looks like?

617
00:30:39,255 --> 00:30:41,841
It's so strange, because it's yes and no.

618
00:30:41,841 --> 00:30:44,427
It's kind of hard to explain.
So, the experiment

619
00:30:44,427 --> 00:30:47,430
and the whole experience is,
like, weirdly complex.

620
00:30:47,430 --> 00:30:48,514
He's a scientist.

621
00:30:48,514 --> 00:30:51,267
- That's why he talks in these big, long--
- Yeah, sorry.

622
00:30:51,267 --> 00:30:54,270
This whole, like, articulate manner. Yeah.

623
00:30:54,270 --> 00:30:57,064
It's weird.
I don't know how I feel about it.

624
00:30:57,732 --> 00:30:59,650
We're not used to that.

625
00:30:59,650 --> 00:31:02,570
I'm just getting roasted now.
Welcome to the roast of Paul.

626
00:31:02,570 --> 00:31:06,282
Shelby makes, like, a first impression,
and it's just, like, boom.

627
00:31:06,282 --> 00:31:08,743
Oh, yeah. I mean...
- She's not wrong.

628
00:31:08,743 --> 00:31:12,038
Either way, I'll have something
a little bitchy to say at some point.

629
00:31:13,080 --> 00:31:14,332
So keep it up.

630
00:31:15,207 --> 00:31:16,918
I'm serious about it, though.

631
00:31:19,420 --> 00:31:23,007
Don't say that kind of stuff to me.
I'll get pissed.

632
00:31:24,425 --> 00:31:25,927
She's easily angered.

633
00:31:26,802 --> 00:31:30,348
- I mean, can't say that I care.
- Don't be like that.

634
00:31:30,848 --> 00:31:32,767
I don't know. I mean, I don't.

635
00:31:35,937 --> 00:31:38,356
- I mean, you should.
- I care for you.

636
00:31:44,528 --> 00:31:47,281
That's, like,
really the worst attitude to have.

637
00:31:47,281 --> 00:31:50,534
If you don't care about what she says,
that's, like, a major issue.

638
00:31:50,534 --> 00:31:53,913
No. I 100% do, but I'm not gonna
take it personally is what I'm saying.

639
00:31:53,913 --> 00:31:56,082
Oh, you don't take her
little comments personally?

640
00:31:56,082 --> 00:31:58,125
But you should care
how she feels about you.

641
00:31:58,125 --> 00:32:00,795
Yeah, yeah, so, that's true. For sure.

642
00:32:06,842 --> 00:32:07,969
Anyways.

643
00:32:12,181 --> 00:32:14,517
We need shots. Where's the bartender?

644
00:32:14,517 --> 00:32:16,227
I think I have to
let y'all take this shot.

645
00:32:16,227 --> 00:32:17,603
I'm gonna run to the restroom.

646
00:32:20,314 --> 00:32:21,273
Micah, Micah.

647
00:32:22,274 --> 00:32:23,818
- Yes.
- Are you in love with him?

648
00:32:24,402 --> 00:32:26,153
Yeah, 100%.

649
00:32:26,153 --> 00:32:29,115
I don't know. It just feels like
it's what it's supposed to feel like

650
00:32:29,115 --> 00:32:31,742
when you find, like,
your other half, I guess.

651
00:32:32,451 --> 00:32:34,662
That sounds crazy coming out of me.

652
00:32:34,662 --> 00:32:36,539
- I can't even say...
Sounds crazy.

653
00:32:36,539 --> 00:32:39,291
Yeah. I know. That kind of makes me sick.

654
00:32:39,291 --> 00:32:42,670
I know. I didn't know
I could talk like that. Sometimes--

655
00:32:42,670 --> 00:32:43,838
Look at Shelby.

656
00:32:43,838 --> 00:32:46,007
- Shelby's like, "I've never heard--"
- I know.

657
00:32:46,007 --> 00:32:47,842
I've never heard you talk like that.

658
00:32:47,842 --> 00:32:49,719
No, like, I really like him.

659
00:32:49,719 --> 00:32:51,804
I know. He's, like, so great, right?

660
00:32:54,223 --> 00:32:56,517
- You're not sure.
- Yeah. She really isn't.

661
00:32:56,517 --> 00:32:57,935
I'm 100% not with it.

662
00:33:00,104 --> 00:33:03,315
- You're not with it at all?
- No, not at all.

663
00:33:04,275 --> 00:33:05,735
- You're not with it?
No.

664
00:33:05,735 --> 00:33:06,819
You don't like him?

665
00:33:06,819 --> 00:33:08,654
He's extremely nice.

666
00:33:09,238 --> 00:33:12,908
He's the best guy ever... right now.

667
00:33:12,908 --> 00:33:14,618
What do you think of Paul?

668
00:33:21,167 --> 00:33:22,585
You're a hater.

669
00:33:22,585 --> 00:33:24,378
I'm not a hater.

670
00:33:25,421 --> 00:33:27,089
I'm the most protective person of Micah

671
00:33:27,089 --> 00:33:29,925
because that's my best friend
in the entire world.

672
00:33:29,925 --> 00:33:34,096
And I will never not be skeptical
because of how I feel about her.

673
00:33:34,096 --> 00:33:37,433
And I've been there for so much.

674
00:33:37,933 --> 00:33:40,394
And I just think that I need more.

675
00:33:41,270 --> 00:33:42,188
I need more.

676
00:33:45,107 --> 00:33:47,735
- You're not into it?
- No.

677
00:33:47,735 --> 00:33:49,028
Are you being serious?

678
00:33:51,072 --> 00:33:55,451
I just feel like
that this wasn't meant for you.

679
00:33:57,453 --> 00:34:02,917
Like, you're meant to have
the most spectacular everything.

680
00:34:03,417 --> 00:34:06,295
You're Micah.
And I think you deserve that.

681
00:34:09,340 --> 00:34:11,467
You're meant to have
the best wedding of your life.

682
00:34:11,467 --> 00:34:14,845
You're meant to have all this,
and this isn't it.

683
00:34:14,845 --> 00:34:19,517
-<i>♪ We're a phoenix rising ♪</i>

684
00:34:19,517 --> 00:34:22,937
<i>♪ From the ashes fighting... ♪</i>

685
00:34:22,937 --> 00:34:24,313
But this isn't it.

686
00:34:26,107 --> 00:34:27,274
This isn't it.

687
00:34:28,609 --> 00:34:33,114
<i>♪ Ooh-ooh, this is our battle ♪</i>

688
00:34:33,114 --> 00:34:36,242
<i>♪ Living for tomorrow ♪</i>

689
00:34:37,243 --> 00:34:41,747
<i>♪ We'll never, never surrender ♪</i>

690
00:34:46,252 --> 00:34:48,838
<i>♪ I wanna have fun, wanna have fun ♪</i>

691
00:34:48,838 --> 00:34:50,923
<i>♪ Wanna have it, I stay all night ♪</i>

692
00:34:50,923 --> 00:34:54,552
<i>♪ I wanna have fun
Wanna have fun, wanna have fun... ♪</i>

693
00:34:54,552 --> 00:34:56,554
{\an8}Thank you for wearing pink
for my birthday.

694
00:34:56,554 --> 00:34:59,473
You're welcome.
- Very sweet of you.

695
00:34:59,473 --> 00:35:02,393
Yeah. I'm glad it came out
the way you wanted it to.

696
00:35:02,893 --> 00:35:04,937
- You came out the way I wanted you to.

697
00:35:06,647 --> 00:35:08,315
What's up? What's up?
- Hello!

698
00:35:10,860 --> 00:35:12,778
- How are you, man?
Oh, my goodness!

699
00:35:12,778 --> 00:35:15,865
Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes!
- How are you?

700
00:35:15,865 --> 00:35:17,867
I've missed you so much.

701
00:35:17,867 --> 00:35:20,369
It's Chelsea's birthday.
We're all getting together.

702
00:35:20,369 --> 00:35:22,454
- It's my birthday!

703
00:35:22,454 --> 00:35:24,039
I'm happy to see everybody.

704
00:35:24,039 --> 00:35:26,083
We had incredible times
in the pods together.

705
00:35:26,083 --> 00:35:28,586
{\an8}I'm very curious to see a lot of people
that I really missed.

706
00:35:28,586 --> 00:35:30,421
{\an8}To see how everybody's doing.

707
00:35:30,421 --> 00:35:31,755
So, tonight's a celebration.

708
00:35:31,755 --> 00:35:33,132
I just have to say...

709
00:35:33,132 --> 00:35:35,259
What's up?
- I just really like Paul's style.

710
00:35:35,259 --> 00:35:38,929
This is recently created.
No. You don't like Paul's style.

711
00:35:38,929 --> 00:35:41,265
- You like my style on Paul.
Oh, okay.

712
00:35:41,265 --> 00:35:42,933
Paul doesn't have style.

713
00:35:43,517 --> 00:35:45,936
- Look like a Silicon Valley millionaire.
You're mine.

714
00:35:45,936 --> 00:35:47,438
You know what I'm saying?

715
00:35:50,274 --> 00:35:51,192
{\an8}Hey.

716
00:35:52,359 --> 00:35:54,111
Look at this guy.

717
00:35:54,111 --> 00:35:56,113
- Wait.
Wait.

718
00:35:57,281 --> 00:35:58,199
Who is this?

719
00:35:58,199 --> 00:35:59,116
Josh Demas.

720
00:35:59,116 --> 00:36:00,659
- What?!
No!

721
00:36:00,659 --> 00:36:02,661
He made it back. How the fuck...

722
00:36:02,661 --> 00:36:04,705
I'm back. You feel me?

723
00:36:05,623 --> 00:36:08,959
Seeing Josh D, that was a shock.

724
00:36:08,959 --> 00:36:12,087
{\an8}It's like the ultimate plot twist.

725
00:36:14,298 --> 00:36:15,507
{\an8}Hi, guys.

726
00:36:15,507 --> 00:36:17,551
{\an8}- Hey.
Oh, my God. You're back?

727
00:36:19,428 --> 00:36:21,055
Oh, my God, are you okay?

728
00:36:21,055 --> 00:36:24,058
Are you okay?
- It's literally insane.

729
00:36:24,058 --> 00:36:26,185
- What are the fucking odds?

730
00:36:26,185 --> 00:36:27,603
Oh!

731
00:36:30,105 --> 00:36:32,733
What the fuck, baby?

732
00:36:32,733 --> 00:36:34,526
I'm so happy for you.

733
00:36:34,526 --> 00:36:37,696
- It's crazy. I don't know what I'm doing.
- I know.

734
00:36:38,948 --> 00:36:42,076
I am so shocked to see Bliss and Zack.

735
00:36:42,076 --> 00:36:44,995
- Your face lights up the whole room.
- I could not be happier right now.

736
00:36:44,995 --> 00:36:46,705
- Thank you.
I agree.

737
00:36:46,705 --> 00:36:48,832
The fact that he was able
to chase after her

738
00:36:48,832 --> 00:36:51,627
and, you know, get her to get back
on board with him

739
00:36:51,627 --> 00:36:53,254
is, like, really magical.

740
00:36:53,254 --> 00:36:55,256
Cheers to Zack and Bliss.

741
00:36:55,256 --> 00:36:58,550
I wish you all the luck.

742
00:36:58,550 --> 00:37:00,719
Delete it.

743
00:37:05,683 --> 00:37:08,060
<i>- ♪ Everybody get down ♪</i>

744
00:37:08,060 --> 00:37:10,229
<i>♪ I'm blowing up on the bar... ♪</i>

745
00:37:13,315 --> 00:37:14,692
{\an8}<i>♪ Don't stop... ♪</i>

746
00:37:14,692 --> 00:37:18,404
Oh! Whoa! Man!
What's going on?

747
00:37:18,404 --> 00:37:21,407
Oh, my God. Where the hell is Jackie?

748
00:37:21,407 --> 00:37:23,701
Oh!

749
00:37:23,701 --> 00:37:26,412
He's by himself.
He's by himself.

750
00:37:27,121 --> 00:37:28,372
- Marsh.
- What's up?

751
00:37:28,372 --> 00:37:29,540
- What's up?
- Marshy.

752
00:37:29,540 --> 00:37:31,542
It's your birthday?
- It's my birthday.

753
00:37:31,542 --> 00:37:33,252
- Happy birthday.
Thank you.

754
00:37:33,252 --> 00:37:35,296
Yes, yes, of course, of course.
Hey, what's up?

755
00:37:35,296 --> 00:37:37,715
- What's up? Hey, what's up?

756
00:37:37,715 --> 00:37:38,882
Bliss?
- Yeah.

757
00:37:38,882 --> 00:37:40,592
What's up? Hey!

758
00:37:40,592 --> 00:37:42,303
- Nice to finally meet you.
- You too.

759
00:37:42,303 --> 00:37:45,264
- You all good? You good?
- Yeah, we're good. We're engaged.

760
00:37:45,264 --> 00:37:47,683
- Oh, shit! Congratulations.
Yeah. Thanks.

761
00:37:47,683 --> 00:37:48,600
That's what's up.

762
00:37:49,184 --> 00:37:51,854
- Hey, hey, are we back in the pods?
I know.

763
00:37:51,854 --> 00:37:56,025
I see B Nasty out here. Hey, hey, Kwame.

764
00:37:56,025 --> 00:37:57,735
- Is this B Nasty?
Yeah.

765
00:37:57,735 --> 00:37:59,737
You're like, "I'm being nasty."

766
00:37:59,737 --> 00:38:02,197
- Oh!

767
00:38:02,197 --> 00:38:03,490
What's going on?

768
00:38:03,490 --> 00:38:05,534
Uh, we had a falling out.

769
00:38:08,912 --> 00:38:11,123
- She's on her way. We talked about it.
- Okay. Okay.

770
00:38:11,123 --> 00:38:14,585
But I don't really know
where we stand after this.

771
00:38:15,502 --> 00:38:17,755
Uh, it's, you know,
ebbs and flows to this.

772
00:38:17,755 --> 00:38:19,673
- It is. It is. It is.
<i>-</i> It's... Yeah.

773
00:38:19,673 --> 00:38:21,508
That's normal.
- Yeah.

774
00:38:21,508 --> 00:38:23,344
Yeah, we'll be fine. You know?

775
00:38:23,344 --> 00:38:28,182
I know. I just hope you can get some...
You know, feed off the energy, you know.

776
00:38:28,766 --> 00:38:30,851
- Get your spirits up a little bit.
- Yeah. Absolutely.

777
00:38:30,851 --> 00:38:33,896
Feel the love of the community.
We're all supporting you guys.

778
00:38:34,813 --> 00:38:36,940
- What the hell is with this dude?
- I don't know.

779
00:38:36,940 --> 00:38:39,360
This is what we had
to deal with every day.

780
00:38:39,360 --> 00:38:40,903
I was like, "And you are?"

781
00:38:40,903 --> 00:38:42,196
Send him home again.

782
00:38:42,196 --> 00:38:44,823
- Again.

783
00:38:45,407 --> 00:38:47,034
How are you and Chelsea doing?

784
00:38:47,034 --> 00:38:49,203
- We're really good.
You are?

785
00:38:49,203 --> 00:38:50,412
Yeah. I love her.

786
00:38:50,412 --> 00:38:54,083
I don't think that there's a person
who is both internally and externally

787
00:38:54,083 --> 00:38:56,543
a better fit for me than Chelsea is.

788
00:38:56,543 --> 00:38:58,587
- I believe that, you know.
Yeah.

789
00:39:00,589 --> 00:39:03,092
The biggest thing on my mind
is changing our lifestyle.

790
00:39:03,092 --> 00:39:04,551
Our lifestyles are so different.

791
00:39:04,551 --> 00:39:05,636
How so?

792
00:39:05,636 --> 00:39:09,598
Right, like, she goes into work
about seven to seven.

793
00:39:09,598 --> 00:39:12,101
- Right? She's there most of the week.
- Uh, yeah.

794
00:39:12,101 --> 00:39:13,394
She has a dog.

795
00:39:13,394 --> 00:39:16,688
And she lives in Seattle, you know.
A few of these things to consider.

796
00:39:16,688 --> 00:39:17,689
Mm-hmm.

797
00:39:17,689 --> 00:39:20,442
I don't mind transitioning
into that lifestyle.

798
00:39:20,442 --> 00:39:23,362
Mm-hmm.
- I don't mind having a dog at home.

799
00:39:23,362 --> 00:39:26,240
And, you know,
waiting for my wife or fiancée,

800
00:39:26,240 --> 00:39:28,867
you know, at home and prepping dinner.

801
00:39:28,867 --> 00:39:33,497
But, like, I feel as though I'm somebody
who tends to compromise a lot, right?

802
00:39:34,081 --> 00:39:37,793
- Ooh. Okay. Yeah. I feel you.
You know?

803
00:39:37,793 --> 00:39:40,587
And that's what I'm trying not to do here.

804
00:39:40,587 --> 00:39:43,549
But also trying to make sure
that the amount or level of energy

805
00:39:43,549 --> 00:39:48,470
that I put into making this situation work
is something that will be healthy for me,

806
00:39:48,470 --> 00:39:52,599
and will make me happy
ten, 15, 20 years down the line.

807
00:39:52,599 --> 00:39:55,561
- You have to be sure about what you want.
- Yeah.

808
00:39:55,561 --> 00:40:00,441
And even if that's not it,
it doesn't make each other the bad person.

809
00:40:00,441 --> 00:40:04,528
It's just sometimes
your lives aren't aligned

810
00:40:04,528 --> 00:40:07,239
to what you want in the future.

811
00:40:07,239 --> 00:40:09,283
- Or where you see yourself.
- Yeah.

812
00:40:15,289 --> 00:40:17,458
It was honestly kind of a mess in Mexico.

813
00:40:17,458 --> 00:40:22,546
Like, Zack pretty quickly was,
you know, I think, thinking about you.

814
00:40:23,046 --> 00:40:27,468
Um, I know she was very quickly,
like, not interested in him.

815
00:40:27,468 --> 00:40:32,431
And she was, like, coming on to Paul.
I've heard, like, really awful stuff.

816
00:40:32,431 --> 00:40:36,977
And, you know, I even had a conversation
with her, you know, after Mexico.

817
00:40:36,977 --> 00:40:42,024
And I sat her down and I was like,
"First of all... no."

818
00:40:42,024 --> 00:40:44,318
Like, it's just you were her only friend.

819
00:40:44,318 --> 00:40:47,779
- No, I know.
- She ostracized herself from everyone.

820
00:40:47,779 --> 00:40:49,698
She had no one. I was her lifeline.

821
00:40:49,698 --> 00:40:52,743
For her to do that to you, that really
speaks to the type of person she is.

822
00:40:52,743 --> 00:40:54,328
Everyone can grow and learn,

823
00:40:54,328 --> 00:40:56,955
and I hope that for her,
but that's just, like, so horrible.

824
00:40:57,122 --> 00:40:58,665
I'm so sorry that she did that.

825
00:40:58,665 --> 00:41:02,127
Yeah, I appreciate that. I remember
when I was talking to her, like,

826
00:41:02,127 --> 00:41:05,631
the first point of business was
I wanted to be like, "What the heck?"

827
00:41:05,631 --> 00:41:07,966
"Why would you do that with Paul?
How could you do that?"

828
00:41:07,966 --> 00:41:11,011
More importantly, I was like,
"You know, Irina, at some point,

829
00:41:11,011 --> 00:41:13,472
you have to look at the situation
and be like,

830
00:41:13,472 --> 00:41:16,725
when there's, you know,15, 30 people
all feeling the same way about you,

831
00:41:16,725 --> 00:41:19,853
at some point, you have to realize
maybe it's you, not them."

832
00:41:20,687 --> 00:41:21,688
Hi.

833
00:41:21,688 --> 00:41:23,732
- There he is.

834
00:41:26,610 --> 00:41:29,363
- Anyway.

835
00:41:29,363 --> 00:41:32,574
- Mouth full of salmon. Bliss.

836
00:41:33,867 --> 00:41:35,953
- Hello.
- She likes the salmon taste.

837
00:41:35,953 --> 00:41:37,788
I know.

838
00:41:37,788 --> 00:41:39,373
I'll top you guys off.

839
00:41:40,082 --> 00:41:41,375
He is really sweet.

840
00:41:41,375 --> 00:41:43,585
I think that
he is a really genuine person.

841
00:41:43,585 --> 00:41:44,503
He is.

842
00:41:44,503 --> 00:41:48,507
If you want this with him,
I feel like it will work, you know.

843
00:41:48,507 --> 00:41:49,716
Yeah.

844
00:41:51,426 --> 00:41:55,138
Couple of nights ago, Jackie told me
that she wanted more from me.

845
00:41:55,722 --> 00:41:58,058
She needed more from me.
She wants me to be more aggressive.

846
00:41:58,058 --> 00:41:58,976
Mm-hmm.

847
00:41:58,976 --> 00:42:02,396
Let her tell it, she wants me
to be more aggressive in the bedroom.

848
00:42:02,396 --> 00:42:03,605
Mm-hmm.

849
00:42:05,065 --> 00:42:07,276
You know, somebody who
will slap her around a little bit.

850
00:42:07,276 --> 00:42:09,486
- Not physically, but like-- yeah.
- Drama.

851
00:42:09,486 --> 00:42:12,281
- Drama. Mm-hmm.
- Not who I am. It's never who I will be.

852
00:42:12,281 --> 00:42:14,199
She wants that toxic kind of love.

853
00:42:14,199 --> 00:42:17,869
And I recognize it, 'cause I've dealt
with women like that before.

854
00:42:17,869 --> 00:42:22,374
I'm the first real man in their life
who treats them like something.

855
00:42:22,374 --> 00:42:23,625
Yep.

856
00:42:23,625 --> 00:42:27,170
And I never thought
that it would be... this bad.

857
00:42:27,963 --> 00:42:29,423
The self-sabotaging.

858
00:42:29,423 --> 00:42:30,591
Hmm.

859
00:42:31,174 --> 00:42:34,011
It's hard because
I do genuinely love this girl.

860
00:42:35,095 --> 00:42:37,681
I think from the start in the pods,
me and you always been good.

861
00:42:37,681 --> 00:42:39,683
You know, so,
thank you for opening up to me.

862
00:42:39,683 --> 00:42:41,143
- I've opened up to you.
- Yeah.

863
00:42:41,143 --> 00:42:44,396
With that being said, you are a good dude.

864
00:42:44,396 --> 00:42:46,023
You're trying to do the best.

865
00:42:46,023 --> 00:42:49,318
You're trying to show her
what the life with you could be like.

866
00:42:49,818 --> 00:42:52,070
This is who you are.
This is what you're about.

867
00:42:52,904 --> 00:42:56,158
And if she's not ready for that,
then she is just not ready for that.

868
00:42:56,158 --> 00:42:57,659
She wants to be with me.

869
00:42:58,160 --> 00:43:00,037
She fucks with me tough.
That's what she says.

870
00:43:00,037 --> 00:43:01,371
She never told me she loves me.

871
00:43:02,414 --> 00:43:04,916
- She tells me that she cares about me.
- Hmm.

872
00:43:04,916 --> 00:43:08,170
And so, now, I'm just like, kind of,
like, between a rock and a hard place

873
00:43:08,170 --> 00:43:09,880
because I don't know what that means.

874
00:43:09,880 --> 00:43:11,798
And we're two weeks away from the wedding

875
00:43:11,798 --> 00:43:14,384
that I could potentially
be left at the altar.

876
00:43:14,968 --> 00:43:17,179
- We all came here for marriage, right?
- Yeah.

877
00:43:17,679 --> 00:43:19,931
- I wanna be married.
Mm-hmm.

878
00:43:19,931 --> 00:43:21,642
I wanna walk away with a marriage.

879
00:43:25,437 --> 00:43:27,356
<i>♪ Spin a web, spill your secrets... ♪</i>

880
00:43:27,356 --> 00:43:29,316
Whew!

881
00:43:29,316 --> 00:43:31,026
<i>♪ And take a drink, you will see ♪</i>

882
00:43:31,026 --> 00:43:33,403
<i>♪ Get down on your knees
And tell me you love me... ♪</i>

883
00:43:33,403 --> 00:43:36,198
Jack. Hello!

884
00:43:36,198 --> 00:43:37,115
Hi.

885
00:43:37,115 --> 00:43:38,033
Hi.

886
00:43:38,033 --> 00:43:40,911
- Keep it together. You're good.
Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.

887
00:43:41,578 --> 00:43:42,746
You're good.
- Yeah.

888
00:43:42,746 --> 00:43:44,081
You look so hot.

889
00:43:44,081 --> 00:43:46,416
Queen!
- Thank you. I had to.

890
00:43:46,416 --> 00:43:49,127
Jackie, I know how you feel.
Hi. How are you?

891
00:43:49,127 --> 00:43:50,587
Hundred percent...

892
00:43:51,171 --> 00:43:53,507
Hi, you. How are you?

893
00:43:53,507 --> 00:43:55,884
- Good. How you doing?
I'm okay, babe.

894
00:43:57,552 --> 00:43:59,554
Do you wanna
wear my coat? Here.

895
00:43:59,554 --> 00:44:01,890
No, because it's gonna ruin my outfit.

896
00:44:02,516 --> 00:44:04,351
But you not about to catch a cold.

897
00:44:04,351 --> 00:44:08,063
I'll be fine. No. I'll be fine.
You're ruining my vibe.

898
00:44:08,063 --> 00:44:10,107
- Girl, put this on.
Marshall.

899
00:44:10,774 --> 00:44:13,527
- I have plenty of--
- It's messing up my...

900
00:44:13,527 --> 00:44:15,779
- You look good, actually.
- Thanks.

901
00:44:15,779 --> 00:44:17,322
I'm so excited about it.

902
00:44:18,031 --> 00:44:20,367
- You look good.
- Thank you. Bye.

903
00:44:21,910 --> 00:44:24,871
I came here trying to find love,
and I got screwed over.

904
00:44:24,871 --> 00:44:26,790
But I was really in love with Jackie,

905
00:44:26,790 --> 00:44:29,126
and I was scared of, like,
really putting myself out there.

906
00:44:30,919 --> 00:44:32,462
- Marshall's amazing.
He is.

907
00:44:32,462 --> 00:44:37,259
And, like, I didn't come back here
to, like, fuck him over or anything.

908
00:44:37,259 --> 00:44:39,636
I just came back here
to see my friends. But like...

909
00:44:40,595 --> 00:44:42,681
Do I put Marshall before how I feel?

910
00:44:44,266 --> 00:44:48,395
I honestly think
that he put himself before how I feel.

911
00:44:48,395 --> 00:44:49,730
Hmm.

912
00:44:49,730 --> 00:44:51,565
It's been eating at me on the inside.

913
00:44:51,565 --> 00:44:54,359
- Yeah.
- I'm gonna lay it out there with Jackie.

914
00:44:55,360 --> 00:44:56,570
And whatever happens, happens.

915
00:44:57,696 --> 00:44:58,780
Marshall's a good guy.

916
00:44:58,780 --> 00:45:00,657
But I'm good
at stirring the pot, motherfucker.

917
00:45:12,294 --> 00:45:15,505
- Ooh, this is good. This is good.
It's good, huh?

918
00:45:15,505 --> 00:45:18,008
I like this.
I'm gonna need, like, four or five.

919
00:45:18,008 --> 00:45:19,634
- Hi.
What's up?

920
00:45:19,634 --> 00:45:22,262
- How are you? How are you?
How you doing.

921
00:45:22,262 --> 00:45:23,388
Good.

922
00:45:23,388 --> 00:45:25,390
Isn't it weird, like, meeting everybody?

923
00:45:25,390 --> 00:45:27,017
- So weird.
- Like, having the voices.

924
00:45:27,017 --> 00:45:28,310
The voices. It's trippy.

925
00:45:28,310 --> 00:45:29,936
That shit's crazy!

926
00:45:29,936 --> 00:45:32,522
Crazy!
- That shit is crazy.

927
00:45:32,522 --> 00:45:33,774
What you all sippin' on?

928
00:45:33,774 --> 00:45:36,318
It's cool actually
putting the voice with the face.

929
00:45:36,318 --> 00:45:38,653
Like, it's now coming to me.

930
00:45:38,653 --> 00:45:43,241
- Oh! Oh! Is it? Is it now? Is it?
Oh! Yeah! Yeah.

931
00:45:43,241 --> 00:45:46,203
'Cause it's like,
you kind of drag out, like, your words.

932
00:45:46,203 --> 00:45:49,122
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Girl, show me what you look like.

933
00:45:49,122 --> 00:45:50,540
What you talking about?

934
00:45:50,540 --> 00:45:52,083
He never talked like that.

935
00:45:52,709 --> 00:45:53,543
That's a lie.

936
00:45:53,543 --> 00:45:57,464
What the hell are you talking about?
I was all-- I kept it real.

937
00:46:00,383 --> 00:46:03,678
In the pods, he was like,
"I'm a certified lover boy."

938
00:46:03,678 --> 00:46:06,389
- I was like, "Oh, my God."
- I am. I'm a certified lover boy.

939
00:46:06,389 --> 00:46:08,809
Who certified you?
- I'm a certified tequila boy.

940
00:46:08,809 --> 00:46:11,770
I was like,
"Okay, Drake. I see you. I see you."

941
00:46:11,770 --> 00:46:15,148
Are you feeling me?
I'm a certified everything. You feel me?

942
00:46:15,148 --> 00:46:17,984
- I'm a certified... Yeah.
- I love that. I love that.

943
00:46:17,984 --> 00:46:20,070
- Ooh. Ooh.

944
00:46:20,070 --> 00:46:23,281
- No, no.
- She lying like shit.

945
00:46:27,744 --> 00:46:29,496
Oh!

946
00:46:30,205 --> 00:46:32,415
How's everything going? How are you?

947
00:46:32,415 --> 00:46:34,584
Things are good.
Things are really good, actually.

948
00:46:34,584 --> 00:46:37,128
- I'm a dog dad now.
- You are?

949
00:46:37,128 --> 00:46:41,007
Yeah, I walk Rocky three times a day,
um, before Chelsea gets home.

950
00:46:41,007 --> 00:46:42,425
Paul could never.

951
00:46:43,552 --> 00:46:45,512
Dude, like, things are good.

952
00:46:45,512 --> 00:46:47,681
- I mean, um...
- Good. I'm happy.

953
00:46:47,681 --> 00:46:50,934
Someone asked me tonight, "Oh, yeah.
You're going into your wedding day."

954
00:46:50,934 --> 00:46:53,728
"You gonna say yes?"
I'm like, "Don't fucking ask me that."

955
00:46:53,728 --> 00:46:55,355
- That's, like, you know...
- Yeah.

956
00:46:55,939 --> 00:46:59,234
I feel like you're being so, like, genuine
'cause we feel the same, like...

957
00:46:59,234 --> 00:47:00,819
- Yeah.
- It's hard.

958
00:47:00,819 --> 00:47:04,739
Paul and I are, like...
We are always so, like, happy together.

959
00:47:04,739 --> 00:47:07,742
But, like, trust me,
it's not all rainbows and sunshine.

960
00:47:09,160 --> 00:47:11,913
When I think about
our wedding day's coming up.

961
00:47:12,789 --> 00:47:15,834
There's a small part of me freaks out.
You know what I mean?

962
00:47:15,834 --> 00:47:19,880
Like, no matter how sure I could feel
about a person, it's like it's--

963
00:47:19,880 --> 00:47:21,047
How would you not?

964
00:47:21,047 --> 00:47:23,550
Like, do you think
that you made the right choice?

965
00:47:27,053 --> 00:47:28,763
You can be honest with me.

966
00:47:29,681 --> 00:47:31,516
I feel like I'm very

967
00:47:32,851 --> 00:47:34,477
unsure but hopeful.

968
00:47:34,477 --> 00:47:35,395
Yeah.

969
00:47:36,021 --> 00:47:38,857
- Not to turn the question around, but...
- Yeah.

970
00:47:38,857 --> 00:47:42,652
Like, why is that something
that you would wanna ask? Like...

971
00:47:43,445 --> 00:47:45,530
- Do you...

972
00:47:45,530 --> 00:47:48,366
Do you feel like you're questioning? Like...

973
00:47:48,366 --> 00:47:50,452
Um...

974
00:47:50,452 --> 00:47:52,078
Uh...

975
00:47:53,955 --> 00:47:57,334
Chelsea is a person that I could really
see myself with for the rest of my life.

976
00:47:57,334 --> 00:47:59,044
I love who she is as a person.

977
00:47:59,044 --> 00:48:01,671
But Micah has a special place in my heart.

978
00:48:01,671 --> 00:48:04,466
She-- She... will always.

979
00:48:04,466 --> 00:48:07,093
We just have this,
like, very seamless connection.

980
00:48:07,093 --> 00:48:08,511
There's, like, no pressure to it.

981
00:48:08,511 --> 00:48:11,514
There's, like, no overwhelming pressure
on the shoulders.

982
00:48:11,514 --> 00:48:13,183
And in this experiment,

983
00:48:13,183 --> 00:48:15,977
you wanna make sure that you
are not leaving anything on the table,

984
00:48:15,977 --> 00:48:19,773
as we kind of, like, lean
into the last stretch before wedding day.

985
00:48:19,773 --> 00:48:24,486
I was just thinking, in the beginning
of our stages getting to know each other,

986
00:48:24,486 --> 00:48:27,072
things were so easy and natural. You know?

987
00:48:27,072 --> 00:48:31,618
One hundred percent.
I remember you were my number one

988
00:48:31,618 --> 00:48:34,037
for, like, day after day
after day after day.

989
00:48:34,037 --> 00:48:35,080
I know.

990
00:48:35,080 --> 00:48:39,542
I don't know. I feel like even after,
like, all the crap we've been through,

991
00:48:39,542 --> 00:48:42,420
like, I was so excited to talk to you.

992
00:48:42,420 --> 00:48:44,631
And I, like... I still feel that.

993
00:48:44,631 --> 00:48:47,592
Like, when I see you, there's,
like, there's so much electricity.

994
00:48:47,592 --> 00:48:49,719
I feel like we have so much potential.

995
00:48:49,719 --> 00:48:52,555
- Yeah. Yeah.
I care about you.

996
00:48:52,555 --> 00:48:55,850
I think about you. I worry about you.
I'm hoping that you're happy.

997
00:48:55,850 --> 00:48:59,187
Like, I do really, like, feel, like,

998
00:48:59,187 --> 00:49:02,899
that intense, like, care
for you that I always did.

999
00:49:02,899 --> 00:49:07,028
Yeah, I get that.
Um, and I feel the same way for you.

1000
00:49:10,407 --> 00:49:13,702
That is obvious.
That is obvious to me that I love her.

1001
00:49:13,702 --> 00:49:15,203
Like, it is not a question.

1002
00:49:15,203 --> 00:49:17,205
Who knows what happens
when you get to the altar?

1003
00:49:17,205 --> 00:49:19,499
- You know, forget about everything.
- Mm-hmm.

1004
00:49:19,499 --> 00:49:21,418
Like, make her feel special, for real.

1005
00:49:21,418 --> 00:49:24,129
I want her to feel special.
I want her to know that she's special.

1006
00:49:24,129 --> 00:49:25,213
And what if I do?

1007
00:49:25,213 --> 00:49:27,424
What if I make that obvious
that she is special to me,

1008
00:49:27,424 --> 00:49:29,175
that she is extremely special to me?

1009
00:49:29,175 --> 00:49:30,677
And then it doesn't work out.

1010
00:49:30,677 --> 00:49:33,888
- Exactly. That's the risk.
- Fuck, I don't know.

1011
00:49:33,888 --> 00:49:35,932
I don't know.
- Yeah.

1012
00:49:35,932 --> 00:49:38,018
But I think the power of that moment,

1013
00:49:38,018 --> 00:49:41,771
if I had to wager, is probably worth more.

1014
00:49:41,771 --> 00:49:45,233
Interesting. Better to have loved and lost
than never at all is what you're saying.

1015
00:49:45,233 --> 00:49:46,943
Yeah, yeah.
- Interesting.

1016
00:49:46,943 --> 00:49:50,321
And so, I kind of think that
you should make her feel special.

1017
00:49:50,321 --> 00:49:52,323
Yeah. I see what you're getting at now.

1018
00:49:52,323 --> 00:49:55,994
Like, that honoring the truth

1019
00:49:55,994 --> 00:49:59,247
and realizing it
to its fullest extent of potential.

1020
00:49:59,247 --> 00:50:01,666
The truth that, like,
she is extremely special to me,

1021
00:50:01,666 --> 00:50:04,502
that I do love her,
and, like, fully representing that.

1022
00:50:04,502 --> 00:50:06,421
Yeah. I think you should.

1023
00:50:06,421 --> 00:50:10,091
I appreciate the perspective. I think
that was definitely good for me to hear.

1024
00:50:10,091 --> 00:50:11,009
Yeah.

1025
00:50:12,427 --> 00:50:14,137
Okay.

1026
00:50:14,137 --> 00:50:16,222
- And we're here.
- Okay.

1027
00:50:16,222 --> 00:50:17,390
Oh!

1028
00:50:17,974 --> 00:50:20,769
Hi!
- Oh, my goodness. Hello!

1029
00:50:20,769 --> 00:50:23,480
Oh, fuck. God damn it.
It's getting worse, bro.

1030
00:50:24,773 --> 00:50:27,192
{\an8}Hi!

1031
00:50:27,192 --> 00:50:29,277
What the fuck?

1032
00:50:29,277 --> 00:50:32,363
The last time that Amber and I
spoke to each other in the pods,

1033
00:50:32,363 --> 00:50:34,908
it was so incredibly tough for me.

1034
00:50:34,908 --> 00:50:40,413
It felt like this sort of one-sided,
you know, damaging breakup.

1035
00:50:40,413 --> 00:50:41,790
I'm taking this off.

1036
00:50:41,790 --> 00:50:43,041
Take it off!

1037
00:50:43,041 --> 00:50:45,335
You know,
seeing her, like, in person,

1038
00:50:45,335 --> 00:50:46,628
she's a beautiful girl,

1039
00:50:46,628 --> 00:50:50,507
but my connection with Micah is real,
and we do love each other.

1040
00:50:50,507 --> 00:50:51,966
Nasty.

1041
00:50:51,966 --> 00:50:55,512
And so, I think that that is
something that I will avoid at all cost.

1042
00:50:55,512 --> 00:50:57,680
It's definitely not worth it
at this point.

1043
00:50:57,680 --> 00:50:58,973
Nasty.

1044
00:50:58,973 --> 00:51:01,643
- You like me?

1045
00:51:03,812 --> 00:51:04,938
Hmm.

1046
00:51:04,938 --> 00:51:07,565
Hey, Zack, can you please start it for us?

1047
00:51:07,565 --> 00:51:13,404
<i>♪ Happy birthday to you ♪</i>
Aww!

1048
00:51:13,404 --> 00:51:18,159
<i>♪ Happy birthday to you ♪</i>

1049
00:51:18,159 --> 00:51:24,749
- Aww!
<i>♪ Happy birthday, dear Chelsea ♪</i>

1050
00:51:24,749 --> 00:51:29,462
<i>♪ Happy birthday to you ♪</i>

1051
00:51:31,714 --> 00:51:33,216
All right. All right.

1052
00:51:39,597 --> 00:51:42,809
Oh, yeah!

1053
00:51:42,809 --> 00:51:44,018
I understand.

1054
00:51:45,603 --> 00:51:46,521
I understand.

1055
00:51:47,647 --> 00:51:49,524
Jackie made her decision.

1056
00:51:49,524 --> 00:51:50,441
Yeah.

1057
00:51:51,359 --> 00:51:53,736
We both have loved the same person.

1058
00:51:53,736 --> 00:51:55,613
We went through some shit.

1059
00:51:56,406 --> 00:51:57,240
Yeah.

1060
00:51:57,240 --> 00:51:59,659
God damn. We've been talking
to the same woman, goddammit.

1061
00:52:00,785 --> 00:52:03,705
I totally do not respect Josh.
I do not respect him as a person.

1062
00:52:03,705 --> 00:52:06,124
I tried everything
to get this man kicked off the island,

1063
00:52:06,124 --> 00:52:09,294
and somehow he found his way back!

1064
00:52:09,294 --> 00:52:10,545
Like, how dare he!

1065
00:52:10,545 --> 00:52:12,797
At the end of the day, it is what it is.

1066
00:52:13,590 --> 00:52:15,550
It's Mr. Steal-Your-Girl.

1067
00:52:15,550 --> 00:52:17,719
- Mm-hmm.
- Oh, man.

1068
00:52:17,719 --> 00:52:20,555
If you of all people steal her from me,
you can have her.

1069
00:52:20,555 --> 00:52:21,973
- Yeah. No, bro.

1070
00:52:21,973 --> 00:52:24,726
- Don't look at me like that, bitch.
- Looking like what?

1071
00:52:24,726 --> 00:52:25,852
I love you, bro.

1072
00:52:26,853 --> 00:52:29,189
- For real. For real, for real
- I appreciate that.

1073
00:52:29,189 --> 00:52:31,316
- You know what I'm saying?
- Yeah.

1074
00:52:31,316 --> 00:52:33,276
- You deserve that.
- Appreciate that.

1075
00:52:33,276 --> 00:52:35,028
- Don't let this change us.
- For sure.

1076
00:52:35,028 --> 00:52:37,071
Oh, absolutely not. Why would it?

1077
00:52:37,864 --> 00:52:40,617
- I don't know. You be talkin'...
Why?

1078
00:52:40,617 --> 00:52:42,994
You've been talking some shit?
You've been talking shit?

1079
00:52:42,994 --> 00:52:45,622
- No. I'm not talking no shit.
- Oh, okay. Oh, okay.

1080
00:52:45,622 --> 00:52:47,165
All right. So, we good, then.

1081
00:52:47,165 --> 00:52:49,000
- Yeah. Straight up.
- It ain't no thing.

1082
00:52:49,000 --> 00:52:50,793
- Oh, my God!

1083
00:52:57,258 --> 00:52:58,092
The fuck?

1084
00:52:58,927 --> 00:53:00,136
The fuck was that?

1085
00:53:06,517 --> 00:53:09,437
- Cheers to Jackie.
- Cheers to me and only me.

1086
00:53:09,437 --> 00:53:12,232
Like, Jack, though, on the real though.
Like, how is your heart?

1087
00:53:12,232 --> 00:53:13,524
Like, how do you feel?

1088
00:53:14,192 --> 00:53:15,235
I'm torn.

1089
00:53:17,153 --> 00:53:20,156
Do you think you guys are just having
fundamental differences,

1090
00:53:20,156 --> 00:53:22,492
and so little things are starting
to bottle up?

1091
00:53:23,243 --> 00:53:25,203
- Girl, you're being federal.

1092
00:53:25,203 --> 00:53:29,082
You're asking these federal questions,
trying to be in my business.

1093
00:53:31,292 --> 00:53:33,544
That's so crazy.
- It is crazy.

1094
00:53:33,544 --> 00:53:36,047
You guys care if I'm--
- You don't even know.

1095
00:53:36,047 --> 00:53:38,758
You don't even get
what we're going through.

1096
00:53:38,758 --> 00:53:40,843
Can I have a moment with Jackie?

1097
00:53:41,469 --> 00:53:42,637
Yeah.
- All right?

1098
00:53:42,637 --> 00:53:43,805
Jackie's face...

1099
00:53:43,805 --> 00:53:45,890
- Wait. Hold on.
You gonna whup my ass.

1100
00:53:45,890 --> 00:53:47,934
- I'm not. I don't know what's going on.

1101
00:53:49,227 --> 00:53:51,938
- I'm supposed to be over here. What's up?
- Okay. Hi.

1102
00:53:51,938 --> 00:53:54,023
- What you trippin' for?
- How are you? How are you?

1103
00:53:54,023 --> 00:53:55,817
What's up with you?

1104
00:53:57,485 --> 00:53:59,487
You're really surprised I came in here?

1105
00:54:00,196 --> 00:54:01,281
- I'm surprised.
- No.

1106
00:54:01,281 --> 00:54:04,492
- Shut the hell up. You weren't surprised.
- I'm surprised. I'm surprised.

1107
00:54:04,492 --> 00:54:07,120
- I did not think you was gonna pull up.
- Why?

1108
00:54:07,120 --> 00:54:08,705
Too cool for school.

1109
00:54:08,705 --> 00:54:11,666
- How am I too cool for school?
- You too cool for school.

1110
00:54:11,666 --> 00:54:14,127
You were talking to MBA cry boy.

1111
00:54:19,299 --> 00:54:20,883
I'm gonna be upfront.

1112
00:54:20,883 --> 00:54:23,845
Marshall was crying with everybody.

1113
00:54:26,306 --> 00:54:28,766
It was from the first day to the last day,
so I was like--

1114
00:54:28,766 --> 00:54:33,229
When I was talking to you,
I was keeping it real from the jump.

1115
00:54:34,272 --> 00:54:36,941
And then I felt like you were always real.

1116
00:54:36,941 --> 00:54:41,029
So, I was just like, I didn't think that
you were gonna be falling for that shit.

1117
00:54:42,864 --> 00:54:44,657
- Look over there.
I know.

1118
00:54:44,657 --> 00:54:47,618
I don't like this.
I know.

1119
00:54:47,618 --> 00:54:49,454
- They wanna have a moment to talk.
- I know.

1120
00:54:49,454 --> 00:54:51,748
I know,
and we can't control what people feel.

1121
00:54:53,458 --> 00:54:56,502
It is weird to see somebody
that you truly care about

1122
00:54:57,337 --> 00:54:58,379
with somebody else.

1123
00:54:59,547 --> 00:55:02,884
So, like, you genuinely cared about me?

1124
00:55:02,884 --> 00:55:03,843
Of course.

1125
00:55:04,761 --> 00:55:06,512
That's not even a question.

1126
00:55:06,512 --> 00:55:08,598
But then I got put in a position where...

1127
00:55:09,640 --> 00:55:12,810
I put somebody else's feelings
above myself.

1128
00:55:12,810 --> 00:55:14,228
Hmm.

1129
00:55:14,228 --> 00:55:19,525
And once I got home, I was like,
"I know this brother for a couple weeks."

1130
00:55:19,525 --> 00:55:22,487
"I was trying to know shorty for life."

1131
00:55:24,155 --> 00:55:25,573
Josh, I think...

1132
00:55:26,491 --> 00:55:28,618
You can tell Marshall.
I don't give a goddamn.

1133
00:55:28,618 --> 00:55:31,204
You-- You're trying to get in my business.

1134
00:55:31,204 --> 00:55:34,123
'Cause I <i>am</i> trying to get
in your business. What's up?

1135
00:55:34,123 --> 00:55:37,710
Because-- but imagine you being--
imagine you being

1136
00:55:37,710 --> 00:55:39,087
in love with somebody

1137
00:55:39,087 --> 00:55:42,173
and not being able to tell somebody
because some other things happened.

1138
00:55:42,173 --> 00:55:44,425
That's so crazy
that you're saying all this to me,

1139
00:55:44,425 --> 00:55:46,928
because I feel like we never
talked about emotions in the pod.

1140
00:55:46,928 --> 00:55:49,013
- Oh, we didn't?
- I feel like we didn't.

1141
00:55:49,013 --> 00:55:51,349
- We never talked about...
- But you didn't tell me that--

1142
00:55:51,349 --> 00:55:53,768
We talked about emotions.
We talked about real shit.

1143
00:55:53,768 --> 00:55:55,561
We were, like-- I felt like we--

1144
00:55:55,561 --> 00:55:58,731
- I had no idea. I had no idea.
- Wait. Okay.

1145
00:55:58,731 --> 00:56:00,108
But if that's--

1146
00:56:00,108 --> 00:56:01,651
Then, why were...

1147
00:56:01,651 --> 00:56:03,903
Why were we always talking together?

1148
00:56:03,903 --> 00:56:06,197
I mean, we had a connection,

1149
00:56:06,197 --> 00:56:09,534
but you never was, like,
super deep with me, super open.

1150
00:56:09,534 --> 00:56:11,452
It's beyond the...

1151
00:56:12,412 --> 00:56:14,330
the lights. It's beyond the cameras.

1152
00:56:14,330 --> 00:56:16,582
I don't give a fuck
about none of that shit.

1153
00:56:17,750 --> 00:56:21,087
If you truly think you're gonna go walk up
and talk to Marshall and be like,

1154
00:56:21,087 --> 00:56:23,965
"Yo, I do," then fuck it. Fuck me.

1155
00:56:23,965 --> 00:56:26,926
You know what I'm saying?
Fuck me. I don't give a goddamn.

1156
00:56:27,552 --> 00:56:31,013
But if I walked out of here
without telling you how I felt,

1157
00:56:32,390 --> 00:56:34,642
then what type of man would I be?

1158
00:56:35,643 --> 00:56:38,146
- I appreciate you telling me.
- Yeah.

1159
00:56:38,146 --> 00:56:39,480
Thank you for being real.

1160
00:56:39,480 --> 00:56:42,024
If you're gonna marry somebody,
you're gonna marry somebody.

1161
00:56:44,360 --> 00:56:49,031
But if you don't feel like... heart-to-heart
you're really gonna marry somebody,

1162
00:56:49,907 --> 00:56:50,783
pick me.

1163
00:56:52,535 --> 00:56:54,036
Do you-- Are--

1164
00:56:54,036 --> 00:56:55,329
Are you gonna marry him?

1165
00:56:55,329 --> 00:56:59,208
<i>- ♪ You got me breaking down the door ♪</i>

1166
00:56:59,709 --> 00:57:02,545
<i>♪ Head is hurting</i>, <i>and my heart is sore ♪</i>

1167
00:57:02,545 --> 00:57:05,047
<i>♪ Do we really wanna start the war? ♪</i>

1168
00:57:05,047 --> 00:57:09,594
<i>♪ 'Cause I won't cry no more for you ♪</i>

1169
00:57:27,069 --> 00:57:29,697
- Hey, got you something.
Oh, my God!

1170
00:57:29,697 --> 00:57:31,240
I know that I love you.

1171
00:57:31,240 --> 00:57:33,868
I know that
we want the same things out of life.

1172
00:57:33,868 --> 00:57:37,538
I have no question
you are the right person for me.

1173
00:57:37,538 --> 00:57:38,915
I'm so proud of us.

1174
00:57:38,915 --> 00:57:42,001
Keep your eyes closed.
- Oh, my God!

1175
00:57:42,001 --> 00:57:43,085
Oh!

1176
00:57:44,337 --> 00:57:46,339
I see myself
walking down the aisle

1177
00:57:46,339 --> 00:57:48,090
to my husband in this dress.

1178
00:57:48,090 --> 00:57:49,800
I love you with all my heart.

1179
00:57:49,800 --> 00:57:53,262
Will you say yes to me
without your mom's approval?

1180
00:57:55,806 --> 00:57:57,892
I know you're happy,
but don't fool yourself.

1181
00:57:57,892 --> 00:57:59,101
Clearly, I love him.

1182
00:57:59,101 --> 00:58:00,603
- You can't tell?
All right.

1183
00:58:00,603 --> 00:58:01,812
- You can't tell?
- Whatever.

1184
00:58:01,812 --> 00:58:04,565
What are you scared about?
Your parents got divorced.

1185
00:58:04,565 --> 00:58:05,900
- Mine got divorced.
- Right.

1186
00:58:05,900 --> 00:58:07,443
Like, I want it to feel fully right.

1187
00:58:08,444 --> 00:58:10,279
It's okay to change your mind in things.

1188
00:58:10,947 --> 00:58:13,533
Losing you is my biggest regret.
I do love you.

1189
00:58:14,367 --> 00:58:15,660
I wanna be together.

1190
00:58:15,660 --> 00:58:19,413
I need answers.
Josh, whatever that is. I need to know.

1191
00:58:19,413 --> 00:58:21,123
I think you're so sweet.

1192
00:58:24,168 --> 00:58:25,419
Just love me.

1193
00:58:26,003 --> 00:58:27,713
It's a big decision.

1194
00:58:28,548 --> 00:58:30,383
I just don't know,
like, what he's gonna say.

1195
00:58:30,383 --> 00:58:31,509
I feel really stressed.

1196
00:58:31,509 --> 00:58:35,513
I'm definitely guilty of thinking more
with my head than my heart.

1197
00:58:35,513 --> 00:58:37,807
This is ball game.
Please stand.

1198
00:58:38,474 --> 00:58:41,352
You're the person that has everything
to offer. Never settle.

1199
00:58:41,978 --> 00:58:42,979
Oh, my God.

1200
00:58:42,979 --> 00:58:46,440
Now is the time to decide
if love is blind.

1201
00:58:46,440 --> 00:58:49,026
I think that
the best thing that I can do for us

1202
00:58:49,026 --> 00:58:52,405
is to give you the opportunity
to answer first.

1203
00:59:21,142 --> 00:59:26,063
<i>♪ You wear tattoos like I wear my scars ♪</i>

1204
00:59:26,063 --> 00:59:30,067
<i>♪ Chasing shadows in a hotel bar ♪</i>

1205
00:59:30,651 --> 00:59:36,157
{\an8}<i>♪ At least you know just who you are ♪</i>